"Asimov, Isaac - Nine Tomorrows" - читать интересную книгу автора (Asimov Isaac) "I've been told that," said George cautiously.
"Well, believe it. It's true." George said nothing. Dr. Antonelli said, "Or do you believe that studying some subject will bend the brain cells in that direction, like that other theory that a pregnant woman need only listen to great music persistently to make a composer of her child. Do you believe that?" George flushed. That had certainly been in his mind. By forcing his intellect constantly in the desired direction, he had felt sure that he would be getting a head start. Most of his confidence had rested on exactly that point. "I neverЧ" he began, and found no way of finishing. "Well, it isn't true. Good Lord, youngster, your brain pattern is fixed at birth. It can be altered by a blow hard enough to damage the cells or by a burst blood vessel or by a tumor or by a major infectionЧeach time, of course, for the worse. But it certainly can't be affected by your thinking special thoughts." He stared at George thoughtfully, then said, "Who told you to do this?" George, now thoroughly disturbed, swallowed and said, "No one, doctor. My own idea." "Who knew you were doing it after you started?" "No one. Doctor, I meant to do no wrong." "Who said anything about wrong? Useless is what I would say. Why did you keep it to yourself?" "IЧI thought they'd laugh at me." (He thought abruptly of a recent exchange with Trevelyan. George had very cautiously broached the thought, as of something merely circulating distantly in the very outermost reaches of his mind, concerning the possibility of learning something by ladling it into the mind by hand, so to speak, in bits and pieces. Trevelyan had hooted, "George, you'll be tanning your own shoes next and weaving your own shirts." He had been thankful then for his policy of secrecy.) Dr. Antonelli shoved the bits of film he had first looked at from position to position in morose thought. Then he said, "Let's get you analyzed. This is getting me nowhere." The wires went to George's temples. There was the buzzing. Again there came a sharp memory of ten years ago. George's hands were clammy; his heart pounded. He should never have told the doctor about his secret reading. It was his damned vanity, he told himself. He had wanted to show how enterprising he was, how full of initiative. Instead, he had showed himself superstitious and ignorant and aroused the hostility of the doctor. (He could tell the doctor hated him for a wise guy on the make.) And now he had brought himself to such a state of nervousness, he was sure the analyzer would show nothing that made sense. He wasn't aware of the moment when the wires were removed from his temples. The sight of the doctor, staring at him thoughtfully, blinked into his consciousness and that was that; the wires were gone. George dragged himself together with a tearing effort. He had quite given up his ambition to be a Programmer. In the space of ten minutes, it had all gone. He said dismally, "I suppose no?" "No what?" "No Programmer?" The doctor rubbed his nose and said, "You get your clothes and whatever belongs to you and go to room 15-C. Your files will be waiting for you there. So will my report." George said in complete surprise, "Have I been Educated already? I thought this was just toЧ" Dr. Antonelli stared down at his desk. "It will all be explained to you. You do as I say." George felt something like panic. What was it they couldn't tell him? He wasn't fit for anything but Registered Laborer. They were going to prepare him for that; adjust him to it. He stumbled back to his place of waiting. Trevelyan was not there, a fact for which he would have been thankful if he had had enough self-possession to be meaningfully aware of his surroundings. Hardly anyone was left, in fact, and the few who were looked as though they might ask him questions were it not that they were too worn out by their tail-of-the-alphabet waiting to buck the fierce, hot look of anger and hate he cast at them. What right had they to be technicians and he, himself, a Laborer? Laborer! He was certain! He was led by a red-uniformed guide along the busy corridors lined with separate rooms each containing its groups, here two, there five: the Motor Mechanics, the Construction Engineers, the AgronomistsЧThere were hundreds of specialized Professions and most of them would be represented in this small town by one or two anyway. He hated them all just then: the Statisticians, the Accountants, the lesser breeds and the higher. He hated them because they owned their smug knowledge now, knew their fate, while he himself, empty still, had to face some kind of further red tape. He reached 15-C, was ushered in and left in an empty room. For one moment, his spirits bounded. Surely, if this were the Labor classification room, there would be dozens of youngsters present. A door sucked into its recess on the other side of a waist-high partition and an elderly, white-haired man stepped out. He smiled and showed even teeth that were obviously false, but his face was still ruddy and unlined and his voice had vigor. He said, "Good evening, George. Our own sector has only one of you this time, I see." "Only one?" said George blankly. "Thousands over the Earth, of course. Thousands. You're not alone." George felt exasperated. He said, "I don't understand, sir. What's my classification? What's happening?" "Easy, son. You're all right. It could happen to anyone." He held out his hand and George took it mechanically. It was warm and it pressed George's hand firmly. "Sit down, son. I'm Sam Ellenford." George nodded impatiently. "I want to know what's going on, sir." "Of course. To begin with, you can't be a Computer Programmer, George. You've guessed that, I think." "Yes, I have," said George bitterly. "What will I be, then?" "That's the hard part to explain, George." He paused, then said with careful distinctness, "Nothing." "What!" "Nothing!" "But what does that mean? Why can't you assign me a profession?" "We have no choice in the matter, George. It's the structure of your mind that decides that." George went a sallow yellow. His eyes bulged. "There's something wrong with my mind?" "There's something about it. As far as professional classification is concerned, I suppose you can call it wrong." "But why?" Ellenford shrugged. "I'm sure you know how Earth runs its Educational program, George. Practically any human being can absorb practically any body of knowledge, but each individual brain pattern is better suited to receiving some types of knowledge than others. We try to match mind to knowledge as well as we can within the limits of the quota requirements for each profession." George nodded. "Yes, I know." |
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