Then, it was as though everything was stripped away: sensation, memory,
self, even the notion of existence that underlies reality—all seemed to
have vanished utterly, their passing marked only by the realisation that they
had disappeared, before that too ceased to have any meaning, and for an
indefinite, infinite instant, there was only the awareness of something;
something that possessed no mind, no purpose and no thought, except the
knowledge that it was.
After that came a rebuilding, a surfacing through layers of thought and
development, learning and shape-taking, until something that was an individual,
possessing a shape and capable of being named, woke.
Buzz. Buzzing noise. Lying on something soft. Dark.
Try to open eyes. Something sticking. Try again. Light flash
shaped 00. Eyes feel open, un-ark. Smells; at once vital and
decadent, lush with death-life, stirring some memory, recent and forever-far at
the same time. Light comes; a small… searching for the name of the
colour… a small redness hanging in air. Move arm, hand
coming up; right arm; noise of skin on skin, feeling coming with it.
Arm, hand, finger: rising, positioning, eyes focusing. Red patch of
soft light disappears. Press on it. Arm shaking, feeling weak;
falls back to side. Skin on skin.
Click.
Noise of buzzing, something sliding again but not skin on skin;
harder. Then light from behind/above. The small red light has
disappeared. Then movement; darkness above/around sliding back, face neck
shoulders chest/arms trunk/hands in light now; eyes blinking in light.
Light grey-pink, shining down; blue-brightness through hole in curved cliff
above/around.
Wait. Rest. Let eyes adjust. Songs around, wall
around/above (not cliff; wall), curving round, curving over (ceiling;
roof). Hole in wall where the brightness is called a window.
Lie there, turning head to one side; another hole, glimpsed over shoulder;
goes down to ground, and called doorway. Daylight there beyond, and the
green of trees and grass. Floor beneath where lying; pressed earth, light
brown with a few small stones set in it. The song is birdsong.
Get up slowly, arms back, resting on elbows, looking down towards feet;
woman, naked, colour of the ground.
Ground is quite near; might as well stand up. Sit up further, swivel
(dizzy for a moment, then steady), then feet/legs over side of… of…
tray thing that has appeared out of hole in wall of building, tray thing lying
on, and then… stand.
Hold onto tray, legs feeling funny, then stand properly, unaided, and
stretch. Stretch feels good. Tray slides back into wall; watch it
go, and watch part of wall slide down to cover hole that was there, hole came
out of. Feel… sadness, but feel… good, too. Deep
breath.
Breath makes noise, then cough makes noise, and… voice is
there. Clear throat, then say:
'Speak.'
Slight startle. Voice makes a feeling in throat and face. Touch
face, feel… smile. 'Smile.' Feel something building up inside. 'Face.'
Still building. 'Face smile.' And still. 'Face smile good alive hole red wall
me look door doorway sun garden, ME!'
Then the laughter comes, bursting out, filling the little stone rotunda and
spilling out into the garden; a small bird hurtles into the air in a commotion
of leaves and flies away upon a wake of song.
Laughter stops. Sit on floor in the building. Feeling empty
inside; hunger. 'Laughter. Hunger. Me hungry. I am
hungry. I laugh; I was laughing, I am hungry.' Get up. 'Up.' Giggle.
'Giggle. Get up and giggle, me. I learn. I go now.'
But turn and look at inside of building; the curved walls, stamped-earth
floor, the polished rectangular stones with lettering on them which are set
into the walls, some of them with little cups/baskets/holders. Not sure
which one was the one with the tray and the little red light now; not sure
which one came from, now. Sadness, a little.
Turn again and go to door and look out over shallow valley; trees and shrubs
and grass, a few flowers, stream in bottom of valley.
'Water. I thirst. I have thirst, I am thirsty; I will
drink. Go for drink now. Good.'
Leave the birth-place vault.
'Sky. Blue. Clouds. Walk. Path. Trees.
Bush. Path. Other path. Sky again. Hills.
Oh! Oh; shadow. Fright. Laugh! Bigger bush. Flat
grass. Thirsty; mouth dry; think stop talk now. Ha-ha!'
2
On the morning of the one hundred and forty-third day of the year which by
the new reckoning was called second-last, Hortis Gadfium III, the chief
scientist to the pan-alignment clan Accounts/Privileges, sat on a steel girder
and looked up at the almost-finished bulk of the new Great Hall oxygen plant
number-two liquifier unit, and shook her head.
She watched a crane swing a palleted load of steel-plate towards the workers
waiting on the summit of the structure, while above the crane's delicate
web-work the ponderous mass of a lufter drifted, engines droning, delivering a
new batch of supplies. She looked around at the swarm of human-scale toil
that was the new oxygen works, where engines laboured and variously puffed,
grumbled and hummed, where machines crawled, floated, rolled or just sat, where
chimerics sweated, strained, lifted and pulled, and where humans too laboured,
shouted or simply stood scratching their heads.
Gadfium drew one finger through the layer of dust on the girder beneath her,
then held the begrimed finger up to her face and wondered if in that smudge
there lay a nano-machine capable of creating within the day machines which
would create machines which would create machines that would give them all the
oxygen they would ever need, and by the end of the season, not by the end of
next year. She wiped her finger on her tunic and looked up again at the
number-two liquifier unit, worrying whether it would ever work properly, and,
if it did, whether there would be any workable rockets for it to supply.
She gazed towards the Hall's three vast windows, where—beneath high,
rainless ceiling-cloud—sunlight shone slanting down in great broad bands
of dust-struck radiance, illuminating a swathe of landscape a few kilometres
away and sparkling on the towers and domes of Hall City, two thousand metres
beneath the pendulously extravagant architecture of the Lantern Palace.
It was bright outside, and on such days you could deceive yourself that all
was still well with the world, that there was no threat, no shadow on the face
of the night, no remorseless, system-wide, approaching catastrophe. On
such days one might persuade oneself that it was all a huge mistake or mass
hallucination, and that the view last night, when she had stood outside the
observatory dome above the darkened Palace, had been a figment of her
imagination, a dream that had not vanished or been properly sorted by her
waking mind, and so which lived on, as nightmare.
She stood up and walked back to where her junior aide and research assistant
were waiting, conversing quietly in the midst of the oxygen works' constructive
chaos and looking about occasionally with a kind of disparaging indulgence at
the undignified physical clamour such mere technology required. And,
Gadfium didn't wonder, probably amusing themselves discussing what the old girl
was doing, not wanting to linger any longer than absolutely necessary at this
building site.
There probably had been no need for her to attend the site conference at
all; the science in this project had long been settled and the burden of effort
passed to Technology and Engineering; still, she was invited to such meetings
out of politeness (and her rank at court), and she attended when she could
because she worried that, in the rush to recreate technologies and processes
which had been obsolete for thousands of years, they might have missed
something, forgotten some simple fact, overlooked some obvious danger.
Such an oversight might be quickly dealt with, but they had anyway so little
time that any interruption at all to the programme might prove disastrous, and
while in her lowest moments she sometimes suspected such an interruption was
almost inevitable, she was determined to do all in her power to ensure that if
it did befall them it would not be for want of any diligence on her part.
Of course, it would all have been a lot simpler if they had not been at war
with the clan Engineers, headquartered (and besieged) in the Chapel, thirty
kilometres away on the far side of the fastness, and three kilometre-high
floors higher than the Great Hall. There were Engineers on their
side—just as there were dissident Cryptographers, Scientists and members
of other clans on the other side—but too few, and like so many Scientists
Gadfium had had to shoulder the extra burden of trying to think on an
industrially practical scale.
As for her desire simply to sit and look at the plant, that was probably a
function of her doubt that what they were doing here was going to make any
difference to their plight even if it went exactly according to plan; she
suspected that subconsciously she hoped the sheer presence and scale of this
industrial enterprise—and the physical energy of its creation—would
somehow convince her there was a point to it all.
If that had been her wish, it had not been granted, and no matter how much
of the oxygen works filled her field of vision, always lurking at the edge of
her sight she seemed to see that hazy spread of darkness, rising from the
night's horizon like an obscene inversion of dawn.
'Chief Scientist?'
'Hmm?' Gadfium turned to find her aide, Rasfline, standing a couple of
metres away. Rasfline—thin, ascetic, stiffly correct in his aide's
uniform—nodded to her.
'Chief Scientist; a message from the Palace.'
'Yes?'
'There has been a development at the Plain of Sliding Stones.'
'A development?'
'An unusual one; I know no more. Your presence there has been
requested and the relevant travel arrangements made.'
Gadfium sighed. 'Very well. Let's go.'
The piker swept out of the oxygen works and headed for East Cliff along a
dusty, winding road filled with heavy traffic both machine and chimeric.
The groomed, carefully landscaped parkland that had graced this part of the
Great Hall for a thousand generations had been ripped up without a second
thought when the Encroachment's implications had—apparently—been
driven home to the King and his more sceptical advisers; normally any such
industry would have been banished to the inner depths of the fastness, where
there was little natural light and objectionably ugly or effluent processes
could safely be housed without disturbing either the view or the air, and where
only the desperate or outlawed would ever choose to live.
Still—for all the outrage, and the suicides of a number of gardeners
and foresters—when the King had decided such a plant must be built, and
must be built quickly, and under the eye of the Palace, the
earth-movers—themselves newly constructed for the purpose—had been
sent in, and woods, lakes and glades which had delighted all castes and classes
for millennia were levelled under their ploughs, scrapes and tracks.
The chief scientist watched the oxygen works disappear behind a wooded hill,
until the construction site was marked only by a haze of smoke and dust hanging
in the air above the trees. It would reappear as they headed out across
the plain to East Cliff; the oxygen works was sited on a small plateau and so
visible from almost everywhere throughout the ten-kilometre length of the Great
Hall. Gadfium wondered again whether the real reason the King had had the
works built here was to impress upon his subjects the full gravity of their
situation, and give them a preparatory hint of the kind of sacrifices that
would need to be made in the future. Gadfium shook her head, tapped her
fingers on the seat's wooden armrest and opened a vent by the side of the
window to let the warm air in. She looked at the man and woman sitting
opposite her.
Rasfline and Goscil had been with her since the start of the present
emergency, ten years ago, when science had started to matter again.
Rasfline epitomised the officer caste, and seemed to take pride in making
himself as much like a machine as possible; in all those ten years he had never
called Gadfium anything other than 'Chief Scientist' or 'ma'am'.
Goscil—plump-faced, wild-haired, and whose tunic never seemed to quite
fit properly or ever be entirely free from stains—had seemed to grow more
dishevelled over the years, as though in response to Rasfline's severe
tidiness. She had uploaded some files from the oxygen works, and sat with
her eyes closed now, reviewing this information and occasionally making small
involuntary noises; tutting, hissing, snorting, humming. Rasfline set his
jaw and looked away out the window.
'Any more details from the Plain?' Gadfium asked him.
'None, ma'am.' Rasfline paused, making it obvious he was communicating, then
shook his head. 'As before; the observatory there has reported something
unusual and the Palace has granted their request that you attend.'
'Plain of Sliding Stones?' Goscil said, opening her eyes suddenly.
She blew hair away from the side of her face, glancing at Rasfline. 'I heard
some gossip on the science channel about the stones doing something weird.'
'Really,' Rasfline said drily.
'And how did this weirdness manifest itself?' Gadfium asked.
Goscil shrugged. 'Didn't say; there's just a filed report from some junior
timed about dawn that the stones were moving and something strange was
happening. Nothing since.' She glanced at Rasfline again. 'Probably been
clamped down.'
Gadfium nodded. 'Has there been much wind and precipitation up there
lately?'
Both Rasfline and Goscil went still for a moment. Goscil answered
first: 'Yes. Enough melt for them to move, and some wind.
But…'
'Yes?' Gadfium said.
Goscil shrugged. 'The way that junior reported; said there was a… may
I repeat it verbatim?'
Gadfium nodded. 'Go on.'
Goscil closed her eyes. Rasfline looked away again. 'Umm,' Goscil
said, '… Usual identifiers; Plain of Stones Observatory, etc., then,
quote: '—her voice changed here to something like a
chant—'something odd going on. Something very odd. Oh
shit. Let's see, right, general data first: wind blowing; north-west,
force four, precip; three mill yesterday, plain friction factor; six. Oh,
look at them! Look at that. They can't do that! They've never
done that, have they? Wait till—(unintelligible)—I'm
calling the chief observer… filing this as is. Signing off.'
Goscil opened her eyes. 'Unquote. After that, nothing. People
have been trying to get in touch with the observatory since, but there's no
reply.'
'When was the report timed?'
'Six-thirteen.'
Gadfium looked at Rasfline, who was smiling thinly. 'Has the Palace been in
touch with the observatory since?'
'I cannot say, Chief Scientist,' the aide replied, then, as though seeking
to be helpful nevertheless, added: 'The message I received requesting your
presence was timed at ten forty-five.'
'Hmm,' Gadfium said. 'Kindly request that the Palace furnish us with more
details, and allow us to speak directly with the observatory.'
'Ma'am,' Rasfline said, and took on the glassy-eyed look of someone making
it politely obvious they were communicating.
Gadfium's status decreed that she was above the need for an implanted direct
status link, being one of those valued souls whose mind must be left free from
the distractions of constant inter-communication to concentrate on undiluted
thought, unless they chose to access the data corpus by some external
means. She knew she must accept this, but even so oscillated between a
guilty pride in her privileged position and an intermittent frustration that
she so often had to rely on others to furnish her with so many of the details
her work required.
'We're to take a clifter up the East Face,' Goscil announced after a
moment's pause. 'The King's own machine, just for us,' she told the chief
scientist. 'They must want us there very quickly.'
3
The caisson-train lumbered across the broken landscape of the collapsed
Southern Volcano Room; a line of huge, cylindrically rotund, multi-wheeled
heavy carriers interspersed with smaller vehicles and chimerics. Some of
the larger chimerics, all of them of the incarnosaur genus, carried troops;
most of the other make-beasts were considered at least semi-sentient, and were
themselves soldiers, variously armoured, impedimented and armed.
The other ground vehicles were all-drive holster-buggies, armoured
scree-cars, one- or two-gun landromonds and the huge multi-turreted tanks known
as bassinals. The struggling convoy accounted for a good sixth of the
King's military transport, and represented either a brilliant flanking
manoeuvre to supply the beleaguered garrison of troops guarding the workings in
the fifth-floor south-western solar, or a desperate and probably forlorn gamble
to win a war that was not only unwinnable but anyway pointless; Sessine had
still to decide which.
The Count Alandre Sessine VII, commander-in-chief of the second
expeditionary force, looked up and away from the slow-moving convoy of beasts
and machines in his charge to gaze at the gaping shell of ruined walls around
them, and the revealed topography of mega-architecture and cloud beyond.
Standing waist-high in the turret of the command scree-car, shaken this way
and that by the rough, trackless ground the convoy traversed, his body armour
clunking dully against the inside rim of the hatch, it took an effort to focus
on the vast and sullen grandeur of one's surroundings, and a further effort to
dismiss the apparent irrelevance of such scale to the more immediate task at
hand (or rather at foot, and paw, and wheel and track).
All the same, it pleased him to do so every now and again when the steam and
smoke-clouds cleared sufficiently, and he judged it no extravagance upon his
supposedly valuable attention; keener eyes and more extrapolated senses than
his would mind the progress of the convoy over such increments of time as he
chose to allow the wider view, and—after all—what was his silent,
self-solitary mind left so for (by the King's good grace) if not to attend to
the greater world beyond the vulgar intimacy of the immediate?
The collapsed Southern Volcano Room was really many rooms, and several
levels of them, too; the walls still standing formed a huge extra curtain of
cliff in the shape of a C between ten and thirteen kilometres in diameter and
one and six kilometres in height. The crumpled ground the convoy moved
across with such exquisite slowness was the wreckage of five or six floors,
compressed by the cataclysm that had befallen this section of the fastness to a
height of less than two great storeys, and was still shaken every year or so by
smaller earthquakes. Steam and smoke drifted from a hundred different
cracks and fissures across the crazily tilted geography of the room, and when
dispersing winds did not whip whorling through the vast cauldron, the air was
filled with the smell of sulphur.
It was a moderately calm day now, and the clouds of yellow-tinged smoke and
brightly white steam that drifted over this tortured legacy of landscape
provided cover for the convoy's painstaking progress, even if they also
sporadically prevented one from witnessing the full majesty of the great castle
beyond.
Sessine looked behind him, through the high hanging valley that was the
breach in the fortress structure created by the buried volcano. The
curtain walls made a wavy line on the landscape, blue with distance beyond the
hazily glimpsed forests, lakes and parkland of the outer bailey. Beyond
was only the vaguest hint of the hills and plains of the provinces that made up
Xtremadur.
It looked warm down there, Sessine thought, imagining the smells of summer
pasture and woodland, and the feel of pool-water on his skin. Here,
though the snow-line was still a good kilometre above, the air was chill when
not heated with the rotten smell of the semi-dormant volcano beneath the
convoy. Sessine felt himself shiver, for all his armour and furs.
He smiled as he looked around. For the privilege of being here in this
gelid hell risking his last life on a mission the point of which even he did
not entirely understand, he had indulged in the sort of prolonged and strenuous
string-pulling he normally quite thoroughly disapproved of. Perhaps after
all I am a masochist at heart, he thought. Maybe it had merely lain
latent (he glanced at the pitched upheaval of ground they were
crossing)—dormant—these last seven lives. The idea
amused. He continued his sweep of the panorama briefly available through
the shifting clouds.
At one end of the vast C bitten from the castle a single great
bastion-tower stood, almost intact, five kilometres high, and casting a
kilometre-wide shadow across the rumpled ground in front of the convoy.
The walls had tumbled down around the tower, vanishing completely on one side
and leaving only a ridge of fractured material barely five hundred metres high
on the other. The plant-mass babilia, unique to the fastness and
ubiquitous within it, coated all but the smoothest of vertical surfaces with
tumescent hanging forests of lime-green, royal blue and pale, rusty orange;
only the heights of scarred wall closest to the more actively venting fissures
and fumaroles remained untouched by the tenacious vegetation.
Above, trees grew on the summit of the serrated ridge, which grew
haphazardly, jaggedly, as it swept around the huge bowl of the Volcano Room,
gradually lifting above the tree-line until directly in front of them it merged
with the intact structure of the fastness Serehfa, where the walls—some
pierced by enormous windows and clerestories, some plain, some shining sheer
and some roughened sufficiently to be coated with snow or the blue-green strain
of high-altitude babilia—climbed through the clouds and into the sky.
Sessine was looking almost straight up now, trying to glimpse the summit of
the fast-tower itself, the mightiest of Serehfa's mighty towers, standing
glittering in its solitude above all but the most vestigial traces of
atmosphere, fully twenty-five kilometres above the surface of the Earth and
almost in space itself.
Clouds hid the mysterious summit of the castle, and Sessine smiled ruefully
to himself as another veil of steam and foul-smelling smoke drifted across the
view, obscuring. The Count held the image of those enormous distant walls
for a moment and wrinkled his nose as the vapours and gases wrapped themselves
round the slowly moving car. He lifted a pair of all-band field glasses
from a hook inside the hatch and scanned his surroundings again, but the
effect, and particularly the sense of scale, was not the same.
Still, there was a little added safety in the mists. He
wondered—as he always did at some point in one of these recreational
panoramas—whether his inspection had been in any way reciprocated.
He knew the King had his own spyers, dispatched to towers and high walls to
watch the open areas beneath them and report to Army Intelligence, and he had
never entirely believed that the Engineers seemed never to have thought of the
same idea. He put the field glasses back. The volcanic mists did
not appear to be dispersing; if anything they were growing thicker and more
noxious.
There was a crackle of noise from inside the car, then someone spoke.
It sounded like a signal-burst had been received. The convoy had to
observe complete communicative silence, though the Army could still contact
them through broadcasts. It meant that all the men were alone in their
own heads, or at least in their own vehicles. To join the Army was to
lose the ability to have unrestrained access to the data corpus; everything had
to go through the Army's own network.
Being unable to contact distant loved ones was bad enough for troops unused
to war and brought up from childhood with the ability to reach anybody they
wanted through the corpus, but at least in most of the rest of the Army they
could talk so to each other. For the duration of this mission they were
forbidden even that, lest they betray their positions, and only encapsulated
within their closed transports could they use their implants.
Sessine glanced back at the bulbous snout of the provisions caisson
immediately aft—it was all there was to be seen behind, just as all he
could see in front was the rear of a weapon-laden chimeric—then ducked
back inside the scree-car, closing the hatch cover after him.
The scree-car's interior was warm and smelled of oil and plastic; in the two
days since they had quit the newly built hydrovator at the breach lip opposite
the bastion-tower he had come to regard its humming, machine-scented interior
almost with affection. Perhaps there was something womb-like about its
hermetic, humming redness.
Sessine settled into the commander's seat and took his gloves off. 'Hatch
down,' he said.
'Hatch down, sir,' the car's captain called out, calling back over her
shoulder. The driver at her side twisted the scree-car's wheel, his eyes
fixed on the clear image of the ground ahead produced by the all-band
display.
'Communication?' Sessine asked the comms operator. The young
lieutenant nodded, trembling. He looked frightened, his skin grey.
Sessine wondered what the news was, and felt his guts start to knot.
'We got it too, sir,' the captain called, still watching the screen.
'Gistics update code: routine.'
'Routine?' Sessine asked, staring at the lieutenant's stricken-looking
expression. What was happening?
'I—I heard some—' the comms operator began, then swallowed. 'I
heard something more, sir, over the machine's hard channel, from Intelligence,'
he stammered. He licked his lips and rested one shaking hand on the comms
console.
The captain twisted round in her seat, frowning. 'What?'
The lieutenant glanced at her, then told Sessine, 'They have a spyer on the
north rim-wall, sir; he reports… a…' the young man hesitated, then
blurted, 'an air attack.'
'What?' yelled the captain, twisting in her seat and punching at the
car's sensor controls, then sitting back, one hand to her ear, eyes closed.
'A… an air attack, sir,' the lieutenant repeated, tears in his eyes,
glancing up at the hatch.
The captain muttered something. The driver started to whistle.
Sessine could think of nothing to say. He jumped up onto the observation
platform and threw the hatch open again, remembering to shout, 'Hatch open!' as
he rose into the steams and smokes above. He lifted the field
glasses.
As he put them to his eyes, he heard two shots from beneath him, inside the
car, followed quickly by two more. The car lurched and swung right.
Sessine dropped through the hatch, and as he did so realised that he might
have made a terrible mistake.
His hand went to his own gun; he registered the sick-sweet smell of burnt
flesh, and found himself looking into the tear-streaked face of the comms
operator, pointing his gun straight at him.
The two bodies in the front of the scree-car jiggled slackly as the car
thumped over some obstruction. The lieutenant braced himself against the
car's ceiling with his free hand and sniffed hard. Sessine held his hand
out to him, leaving his other hand on the butt of his gun. 'Now—'
'I'm sorry, sir!'
Then the world lit up, and a terrible blow struck Sessine's lower
face. He fell, knowing he was dying, falling surrounded by smoke to hit
the floor, beyond pain with a noise past sound in his ears, no breath left in
him and no way of breathing, and lay there for some terrible suspended moment
before he sensed the young lieutenant over him and felt the gun at the back of
his head and had time to think, Why?, and he died.
4
Translation
Woak up. Got dresd. Had brekfast. Spoke wif Ergates thi
ant who sed itz juss been wurk wurk wurk 4 u lately master Bascule, Y dont u Ѕ
a holiday? & I agreed & that woz how we decided we otter go 2 c Mr
Zoliparia in thi I-ball ov thi gargoyle Rosbrith.
I fot Id bettir clear it wif thi relevint oforities furst & hens avoyd
any truble (like happind thi lastime) so I went 2 c mentor Scalopin.
Certinly yung Bascule, he sez, i do beleave this is a day ov relativly lite
dooties 4 u u may take it off. Ѕ u made yoor mattins calls?
O yes, I sed, which woznt stricktly tru, in fact which woz pretti strikly
untru, trufe btold, but I cude always do them while we woz travelin.
Wots in that thare box yoor holdin? he asks.
Itz a ant, I sez, waven thi box @ his face.
O this is yoor litil frend, is it? i herd u had a pet. May i see
him?
Iss not a pet, iss a frend; u woz rite thi furst time, & iss not a im
iss a she. Luke.
O yes very pretti, he sez, which is a pretti strainge thing 2 say about a
ant if u ask me but thare u go.
Duz it—duz she Ѕ a naim? he asks.
Yes, I sez, sheez calld Ergates.
Ergateez, he sez, thatz a nyce name whot maid u call her that?
Nuffink, I sez; itz her reel name.
A I see, he sez, & givs me 1 ov thoze lukes.
& she can tok 2, I tel him, tho I doan xpect yule b able 2 here hir. (Shh, Bascule! goze Ergates, & I go a bit red.)
Duz she, duz she now? mentor Scalopin sez wif wunna them tolerint
smylez. Very wel then he sez, pattin me on thi hed (which I doan much
like, frangly, but sum times u jus Ѕ 2 pool up wif these things. N-way
whare wer we? O yes he woz pattin me on thi hed & sayin), off yugo
(he sez) but b bak by supper.
Ritey-ho, I sez, all breezy like, nevir thinkin.
Swing doun past thi kitchins 2 see mistriz Blyke 2 flash my big solefool Is
& giv hir thi soppi smile all shy & bashfool & skrownj sum
provishins. She pats me on thi noddil 2—what is it wif peeple?
Leev thi monstery about Ѕ 9 & lift 2 thi top; thi sun iz shinin in fru
thi big winders acros thi grate hol strait in2 ma Iz. Dam shure it dozen
luke like itz gettin dimmer 2 me but evrybody sez it is so I spose it muss
b.
Grab a ride on a waggin heddin 4 thi souf-west hydrovater along thi clif
roade, hangin on 2 thi bak ov thi truk abuv thi x-ost; bit steemy when thi truk
stops @ junkshins, but beets havvin 2 ride in thi cab & tok 2 thi dryver
& probly get pattid on thi bonce aggen like as knot.
I like thi cliff rode cos u can luke ovir thi edge & c rite doun 2 thi
flore ov thi hol & evin c thi big rownd bobbly bits what wood b thi handils
ov thi drawerz ov thi bureau if this woz a propir size place instead ov being
BIG like it is. Mr Zoliparia sez ov coarse ther wernt nevir no jiants
& I bileev him but sumtymes u can luke owt ovir thi hall wif its mountins
like cuboardz & mountins like seets & sofas set agenst thi wall &
thi tabils & poofs & so on skaterd about thi playce & u fink, Whenz
them big bags cummin bak then? (Bags is my own koinin & am qwite proud ov
it—meenz Boys & GirlS. Ergates sez its called a nacronim.
N-way whare woz we? O yes hangin on 2 thi bak ov thi truk rolin along thi
clif rode.)
Ergates thi ant iz in hir box in thi left brest pokit ov my
jakt-wif-lotza-pokits, all saifly butinned down. U alrite Ergates?
I whispir as we bownse along thi rode.
Am fine, she tellz me. Whare r we rite now?
Um, weer on a truk, I sort ov Ѕ-lies.
R we hanging off thi bak ov a veehikl? she asks.
(Blimey you get nuffink past this ant.) Wot maiks u think that, I asks,
stollin.
Muss u always maximise thi dainger ov any givin moad ov transpoart? she
asks, ignorin me stollin.
But am Bascule thi Rascule, thass whot they call me! Am yung & am
onli on my furst life I tells her, laffin; Bascule thi Teller nuffink, that's
me; no I or II or VII or any ov that nonsins 4 yoors truly; am good az immortil
4 all intense & purpusses & if u cant act a bit daff when u never dyed
not even 1nce yet, when can u?
Well, Ergates sez (& u can juss tel she's tryn 2 b payshint), aside from
thi fact that it is folly 2 fro away even 1 life out ov 8, & thi eekwilly
sailyent poynt that in thi present emerginsy it mite b fullish 2 rely on thi
effishint funkshining ov thi reeincarnative prossess, ther is my own safety 2
think about.
I thot u woz indistructibil 2 a fol from any hite on acount ov yoor scale
& mass-to-surfis area givin thi relativ sighz ov air mollycules? I
sez.
Sumthing like that, she agreez. But if you landid thi wrong way it is
conseevabil i might b krushd.
Ho, Id like 2 kno whotz thi rite way 2 land from this hi up, I sez, leenin
out ovir thi drop wif thi wind in my hare & gayzin doun thi way @ thi
treetopz ov thi forist-floar, what must b a gude cupil ov hundred meetrs
blo.
Yoor missing thi point, sez Ergates thi ant, soundin sniffy.
I fot 4 a momint. Tell u wot, I sez.
Yes? she sez.
When we take thi hydravatir up thi clif, this time weel go on in thi inside;
howzat?
Yoor mewnifisince astonishiz me, she sez.
(Sheez bin sarcastic, I can tel.)
Thi hydravater car is 1 ov thi old wooden 1s wot kreeks a lot & it smelz
ov rope-oyl & varnish & thi emty watir tanks unnerneeth thi deck maik
big boomy spooky noyses as it climes up thi wol ov thi hol. Thi flor ov
thi car is mostly taken up with six big militry veehikls witch look like
airships wif wheels. Thair garded by some armi ladz hoor havin a game ov
pinkel-flip & am thinkin ov joinin in coz Im a pritty good shot @ thi old
finkel-plip & I probly cude stand 2 make a deel ov gambil-toakins on
account that Im so yung & innosent lookin & yet a bit ov a huslir reely
but then Ergates sez, Dont u think u shude make those callz like u promised bro
Scalopin? & I sez O I spose so.
Am a tellir, so thi callz Ѕ 2 b made, I spose.
I find a qwiet spot, neer thi gaits where thi wind rufflz in, & I sidown
& leen bak & let ma Is go moasly closed & I tap inter thi kript
whare thi ded peepil r.
From thi top ov thi hydravater I cros thi marshalin yard on thi freize neer
thi rufe ov thi hol & hed in2 thi wol thru varius passidjways & tunils
& take a tube along thi inside ov thi wol 2 thi far end ov thi great
hol. I get off @ thi cornir stayshin & climb up sum steps; I cum out
in a galleria on thi outside ov thi wol what xtends out from thi greenery &
bluery & etcetery ov thi babil plants. From heer I can look down on2
thi terisses & litil villiges on thi roofs ov thi parapet merlons wif thi
litle feelds on thi crenels & if I look rite down I can c thi flat green
valey that is thi alure but I xpect nun ov this terminoloji meens much if u
doan no mutch about cassils.
N-way, iss a pretti impressive view, & sumtimes yule c eegils & rocs
& simurgs & lammergeiers & uther big funny-lookin burds wheelin
about juss 2 add a bit ov lokil culur, + further blo thers moar wals &
towrs & alures & steep roofs—some ov them terrissed 2—&
blo that thi forists & hilz ov thi bailey, then thi curtin wall in thi
distince & furthir away stil thers thi haizi seenery ov thi far beyawnd.
(They reckin u can c thi c from thi veri hiest hites ov thi habitabil castle,
but tho I seen this screend I nevir seen it wif ma own Is.)
A rikiti ole chare lif takes me up & along, through a sort ov tunil in
thi hangin babil plants, & b4 long I arive @ thi corner ov thi grate hol
& thi playce under thi eaves whare thi Astroligers/Alchemists hang owt,
& hang out is xactly what they do, espeshilly Mr Zoliparia, who bean an
importint ole jent ov sum noat has got 1 ov thi prime posishins in all thi town
4 his partments, viz thi right eyeball ov thi septentrynil gargoil
Rosbrith.
Thi gargoil Rosbrith lukes out 2 thi north, but coz its on thi cornir &
therz nuffin in thi way, you can see east 2, whare thi sun is proan 2 rise ov a
mornin & thi nastines ov thi approachin enkroachin is poppin up sayin High
thair foaks itz lites out soon bi thi way!
I hit a snag; Mr Zoliparia dozent apeer 2 b in. Am standin @ thi top
ov a rikiti ladder inside thi bodi ov thi gargoil Rosbrith abangin &
abashin on thi litil sircular doar ov Mr Zoliparia's partments but 4 ol my
hammerin therz no anser. Therz a woodin landin blo me wot thi laddirs
perchd on (its rikity 2, by thi way. Cum 2 fink ov it moast stuff in thi
Astrolidjers/Alchemists town seamz 2 b pretti rickiti) but nway therz a old
lady scrubbin thi dam landin wif sum horibil bubblin stuff thatz bringin thi
wood on thi landin up a treat evein if it disolvin most ov it & makin it
even moar rikity, but thi poynt is this stuffs makin fewms go up my nose &
cozin my Is 2 wotir.
Mr Zoliparia! I shout. Iss Bascule here!
Perhaps u shood Ѕ told him u were cumin, Ergates says from her box.
Mr Zoliparia doan hold wif moderin like inplants & that sort ov stuf, I
tell her, sneezin. Heez a disidint.
U coud Ѕ left a messidje with sumbody else, Ergates sez.
Yes yes yes I sez, ol anoid bcoz I no sheez rite. I spose now I Ѕ 2
use my own bleedin inplantz & Ive been tryin not 2 apart from contaktin thi
wurld ov thi ded coz I want 2 b a disidint like Mr Zoliparia.
Mr Zoliparia! I shouts agen. Ive got my scarf up round my mouf
& noze now cos ov thi fumes cumin up from thi landin.
O, bugration.
Is sumbody using hidrokloric asid? Ergates sez. On wood?
She sounds mistified.
I doan no about that I sez but therz sum ole girl down thare scrubbin away @
thi landin wif sumfin pretti nockshis.
Odd, Ergates sez. I woz sure heed b in. I think u bettir get
down—but then thi door opins & thares Mr Zoliparia in a big towel
& what ther is ov his hares ol wet.
Bascule! he shouts @ me, mite Ѕ noan it woz u! Then he glares down @
thi ole lady & waves @ me 2 come in & I scrambil ovir thi top ov thi
laddir & in2 thi I-ball.
Take yor shooz off, boy, he sez, if u stept in dat stuf on di landin yule b
rotten me carpets. When uve dun dat u can make yoorself usful & warm
me up some wine. Then he pads off, hoistin his towl up around him &
leavin a trale ov watir behind him on thi flor.
I start 2 take me shooz off.
You bean havin a baf Mr Zoliparia? I asks him.
He juss lukes @ me.
Mr Zoliparia & me & Ergates thi ant are sittin on thi iris balconi
ov thi gargoyle Rosbrith's rite I-bol havin respectivly mulled wine, t, & a
mikeroscpic morsil ov stale bred. Mr Zoliparias in a chair wot lukes a
bit like a I-bol isself, suspendid from a Ilash abuv; am on a stool sat b-side
thi parapet whare Ergates is tukkin in2 thi bred Mr Zoliparia gave her (&
whot I moysined wif sum spit)—iss a hoal huge lump ov crust & far 2
much 4 her reely, but she tares crums off & works them wif her moufparts
& front feet until she can swollo them. I herd Ergates say Thanku 2
Mr Zoliparia when he gaiv hir thi crust but I Ѕ nt told him she can tok yet
& he didn seem 2 heer her.
Am watching Ergates carefully coz its a bit windy out heer & tho thers a
sort ov net under thi balconi & Ergates woodnt b harmd by a fol, shed
probly go strait thru thi net & evin if she woznt harmd shed b lost;
blimey, sumfing as lite as hir could get blown rite inter thi bailey from this
hi up & how wood I ever find her then?
U wury 2 much, Ergates sez. Im a hily racehorseful ant & i wood
find u.
(I doan say nuffink in return bcoz Mr Zoliparias tokkin & it wood b
inpolite.) Nway thi point is kwite frangly Id rather Ergates woz stil in my
pokit but she sez she wishis 2 take thi air & bsides she likes thi vew.
… simbil not ov potency or invulnrability but ov a kind ov sultifing
inpotenz & xtreem vulnrabiliti, Mr Zoliparia is sayin, bangin on
about thi cassil agen as he is offin want 2 do.
We live in a folli, Bascule, nevir forget dat, he tellz me & I nod &
sip ma t & wotch Ergates eat her bred.
Iss no coinsidins di ainshints usd 2 refer 2 di kwick & di ded, he sez,
swalowin sum more wine & burrowin in2 his cote (iss a bit coald out here).
2 liv is 2 moov, he sez. Mobiliti is all. Tings like diss (he waves
his han aroun) r a kind ov admishin ov dfeet; Y, de dam tings litil betir than
a hospis!
Wots a hospis? I ask, not recognizin thi wurd & not wantin 2 yous
inplants (& wantin Mr Zoliparia 2 no this, it has 2 b admittid).
Bascule, u mite as wel uze di fasilitys yoov been given, Mr Zoliparia
sez.
O yes, I sez. I forgot. I made a show ov closin my Is.
Haven dun this 4 a while, I sed. Lessee; ah yes, hospis… place
whare you go 2 di, basikly.
Yes, Mr Zoliparia sed, lookin annoid. Now uve made me go & forget;
Ive loss de flo.
U woz sayin thi cassil woz like a hospis.
I remember dat, he sez.
Well am veri sori, I sez.
No mattir. Di burdin ov mi argumint, Mr Zoliparia sez, is dat 2 set
1self up like dis in such a defeetinly vast & intimidaytinly inhumin
structyir is meerly 2 anounce di cumin 2 rest ov 1s progress, & witout dat
we r lost.
(Mr Zoliparia is big on progress tho from what I can gathir iss a pretty old
fashined idea these daze.)
So ther definitly wernt never no jiants then? I sez.
Bascule, Mr Zoliparia sez, cyan, wot is dis obseshin wit thi idea ov
jiantz? He fillz his glas wif more wine; it steamz in thi cold air.
I wotch Ergates 4 a bit while he duz this, zoomin in 2 look @ her face; I can c
hir Is & feelers & wotch her mouth-parts needin & tayrin @ thi
gummy-lookin bred. Pull back as Mr Zoliparia sets thi wine jug bak down
on thi tabil.
Thi ting is, he sez, & size agen, der wer 1nce jiants. Not
jiantz in di sens dat dey wer fizikly bigir dan us, but bigir in der powrs
& abilitys & ambishins; bigir dan us in der moral curidge. Dey
made dis playce, dey bilt it from rock & materielz. Weave loss di art
ov makin & workin. Dey bilt it 4 a purpis in a sens, but itz
ludicrisly over-desined 4 itz suposid funcshin. Dey bilt it di way dey
did 4 fun. Juss bcoz it amyoused dem 2 do so. But dave moovd on,
& we r all dats left & now di plaice teems wit life but den so duz a
magoti corps; der is much moovmint but no qwicknis in uz; dass all gon.
Wot about thi fass-towr? I sez. That soundz pretti qwikish 2
me.
O Bascule, he sez & lukes up @ thi ski. Fass as in hold-fass or
stuck-fass. How meny more times muss I tell u?
O yes, I sez. So all theez qwick tipes leff 4 thi starz did they Mr
Zoliparia?
Yes dey did, he sez, & y shoodint dey? But wot puzzils me is y dey
shood abandon uz so compleetly, & dat y we shood Ѕ given up di abiliti evin
2 keep in tutch wit dem.
Int that in nun ov yoor books & stuff, Mr Zoliparia? I asks
him. Int that noware?
Duzent seme 2 b, Bascule, he sez; duzent seme 2 b. Sum ov uz Ѕ bean
lookin 4 di ansers 2 dose qwestions 4 longir dan weave been abil 2 record,
& we seem 2 b no closir now dan wen we startid. Weave lookt in books
& films & files & feeshes & discs & chips & byos &
hollers & fomes & cores & evry form ov storidge noan 2
humaniti. He drinx his wine. & iss oll from b4, Bascule, he sez,
soundin sad. Oll from b4. Ders nuttin from di time we want 2 no
about. He shrugz. Nuttin.
I dont no wot 2 say when Mr Zoliparia sounds all sad & sorri like
this. Peepil like him Ѕ been tryin 2 wurk this sort ov fing out 4
jenerashins, sum thru thi old stuf like books & so on & otherz by usin
thi kript, whare supposidly everithin iz but u jus cant find it. Or if u
find it u cant get bak wif it.
I 1nce sed 2 Mr Zoliparia it soundid a bit like lookin 4 a needil in a
haysack & he sed Moar like lukin 4 a partikulir wattir molicule in a oashin
& evin thats probly unnerestimatin thi task by sevril ordirs ov
magnetude.
Ive thot about bein thi 1 2 dive inter thi kript propir—reely
deeply—& bring bak thi seekrets Mr Zoliparia wants, but apart from
thi fact that meens serius inplant work & I wan 2 sho Mr Zoliparia I only
yous mi inplants 4 tellin & nuffink else as a rule, iss also been attemptid
& proovd pointliss.
Iss kaos in thare, u c.
Thi kript (or kriptosfear or data corpis—iss ol thi saim fing) iss
where everfing reeli happins heer, & thi deeper u go thi less likeli u r 2
com out; iss like iss a oashin & conshisnis is solubil, like divin in2
asid, beyawnd a certin depf. It scarz u 4 life if u go 2 deep, u cum bak
as sumfink shrivild & dyin if u go deeper stil, & u juss doan cum bak @
ol if u go reely reely deep; u juss disintigrate toatily as a distink
personaliti & thass that.
Ov coarse u persinally r still alive & kikin, back in fizzikil reality
& nun thi wurse 4 ware (usuly; unles u Ѕ a bad trip like they say & get
feedbacks & deedbacks & flashbacks & flashforwids & nitemares
& daymares & troma & stuf), but thi kript-copy u sent in thare,
thass juss gon 4evir u can kiss its ass by-by, & thass factule.
Ergates is playin wif her food; sheez moldin thi bredy-bits in2 funny shapes
wif her mouf-parts & front legz & not botherin 2 eat it @ oil no
moar. Rite now sheez makin a tiny bust ov Mr Zoliparia & I wundir if
he can c her doin that or if heez so ded agenst inplants & inproovments in
jeneril that he haz ordniry old-tipe Is & cant zoom in on details like I
can.
Do u think iss a gude likeniss, Bascule? she asks me.
Mr Zoliparia is lukin thotful & starin in2 space, or in2 thi atmisfear
nway; buncha birdz circlin way in thi distinz over a bartizan—maybi heez
lookin @ them.
Nway I dcide 2 risk whisprn 2 Ergates: Ver gude. Now u wan get
bak in yoor box?
Wassat Bascule? Mr Zoliparia sez.
Nuffink, Mr Zoliparia, I sez. I woz juss cleerin my frote.
No u werint; u sed sumtin about gettin bak in yoor box.
Did I? I sez, stollin.
U werint referin 2 me I truss, he sez, frownin.
O abslootly not Mr Zoliparia, I tell him. I woz actuli adressin
Ergates heer, I sez, dcidin 2 make a clean brest ov it. I luke @ hir
sternli & wag mi fingir @ hir & say Get bak in yoor box now, u notty
ant. Sori about this, Mr Zoliparia, I tel him, while Ergates qwikly
changes thi bust sheez wurkin on 2 1 ov me with a enormis nose.
Duz she evir tok bak? Mr Zoliparia asks, smilin.
O yes, I sez. Itz qwite a talkativ litle crittir actule. & veri
inteligent.
Duz it reely tok tho, Bascule?
Ov coarse, Mr Zoliparia; iss not a figmint ov my majination or a invisibil
frend type ov fing, onist. I had a invisibil frend but he lef when
Ergates caim on thi seen last week, I tel him, feelin a bit embrasd now &
probly blushin.
Mr Zoliparia laffs. Whare did u get yoor litl pal? he askz.
She crold out thi woodwurk, I sez, & he laffs agen & Im evin moar
embrasd & gettin qwite swety now. That dam ant! makin a full ov me
& makin my face all big & bloted in that bust shees workin on now &
still not goin bak in hir box Ither.
She did! Mr Zoliparia I sez. Crold out ov thi woodwurk in thi
refectori @ suppir time lass Kingsday. She came heer wif me thi next day
2 c u, but hid in my jakit that time on acount ov bein shy & a bit okwird
wif strainjirs. But she reely toks & she heers whot I say & she
uzis wurds I dont no sumtimes, onist.
Mr Zoliparia nods, & lukes wif new respect upon Ergates thi ant.
Den sheez probly a mikro-construct, Bascule, he tellz me; dey crop up now &
agen, tho dey doan yously tok, lease not inteligibly. I tink di law sez
yure supposd 2 take such tings 2 di otorities.
I no that Mr Zoliparia but sheez mi frend & she dont do no 1 no harm, I
sez, gettin hottir still coz I doan wan 2 luze Ergates & am wishin I hadnt
sed nuffink 2 bro Scalopin now coz I didn think peepil botherd wif such finiky
roolz but heers Mr Zoliparia sayin they do & whot am I 2 do? I luke @
hir but sheez still workin on that infernil bust & givin me big buck teef
now, ungratefil retch.
Cam down, cam down, Bascule, Mr Zoliparia sez; am not sayin u ot 2
turn hir in am juss sayin dats thi law & u bettir not tell peepil she can
tok if u want 2 keep her. Thass ol am sayin. Nway sheez juss litil
& so nice & eezi 2 hide. If u luke aftir hir yule b fine.
May I—? he starts 2 say, then he stairz abuv me & his Is go wide
& he sez, Wot di fuk? & am qwite shokd bcoz Ive nevir herd Mr Zoliparia
sware like that & then therz a shadow over thi balconi & a nois like a
snappin sail-wing & a gust ov wind, &—b4 I can do anyfink cept
start 2 turn roun—a hooj bird, grey & bigir than a man, suddinly
clatirs down on2 thi parapet ov thi balconi, grabs @ thi box & thi bred
& whaps its wingz down & lonches away agen skreetchin, while Ergates
goze 'Eek!' & am up on mi feet & sos Mr Zoliparia & I can
see thi bird lowerin its hed as it beets away & peckin @ what its got in
its talons & iss eatin thi bred! & Ergates is stuck in thi birdz
talons! cot between a talon & a bit ov bred, hir litle anteni wavin & 1
leg out wavin 2 & thas thi lass I see ov hir coz thi distince gets 2 grate,
& ah heer Ergates screamin 'Bascuuule…!' meewhile am shoutin & Mr
Zoliparias shoutin 2 but thi big bird lifts away & disapeers up ovir thi
edje ov thi roof & Ergates is gon & am bereft.
TWO
1
'Face.'
She stared at her reflection in the pool, then drank some more, then waited
for the water to settle and looked at her face, then drank some more.
'No more thirst. Stand up. Look around. Blue.
White. Green. More green. Red white yellow blue brown
pink. Sky clouds trees grass flowers bark. The sky is blue.
The water is not colour, is clear. Water shows thing on other side.
Of angle. This is. Reflect. Shone. Reflection.
Redflection. Blueflection. Hmm. No.
'Time to walk again.'
She followed the path along the floor of the little valley, the sound of the
water in the stream never far away.
'Fly-thing! Oh. Pretty. Is called bird. Birds.'
She walked through a small copse of trees. A warm wind rustled the
leaves over her head. She stopped to look at a flower on a bush by the
stream bank. 'More prettiness.' She put her hand over the flower, then bowed
her head, sucking in its scent. 'Smell of sweet.'
She smiled, then gripped the flower at the top of the stem and appeared to
be about to tear it from its stem. Then she frowned, hesitated, looked
around and finally let her hands fall back to her sides. She patted the
blossom gently before resuming her walk. 'Bye-bye.'
The stream disappeared into a hole in the side of a grassy slope; steps
carried the path winding upwards. She looked into the darkness of the
tunnel. 'Black. Smell of… damp.' Then she took the steps to the top
of the slope and found a broader path leading between tall bushes and small
trees.
'Crunch crunch. Ow. Gravel. Feet. Ow ow ow.
Walk on green. Walk on grass. Not pain… Better.'
In the distance, beyond a tall hedge, there was a tower.
'Building.' Then she came to something that made her stop and stare for some
time; a huge square hedge in the shape of a castle, with four square towers,
crenellations cut into its parapets, a raised drawbridge of exposed,
intertwined tree-trunks and a moat of sunken, silver-leaved plants.
She stood at the side of the pretend moat, looking down at the ruffled
silver surface, then up at the castle walls, rustling quietly in the
breeze. She shook her head. 'Not water. Building? Not
building.'
She shrugged, turned on her heel and walked on, still shaking her
head. Another minute along the grassy margin of the long avenue took her
to where a series of huge heads faced each other across the gravel.
Each head was two or three times her own height and made up of several
different bushes and other types of plants, producing dark or light
complexions, smooth or lined skin and varying hair colours. The lips were
formed by leaves of a dusty-pink colour, the whites of the eyes by a plant
similar to those impersonating the waters of the moat surrounding the
castle-topiary further down the avenue, while the irises took their colour from
clusters of tiny flowers of the appropriate shade.
She stood and looked at the first face for some time, and eventually
smiled. She walked on in the direction of the distant tower, and only
stopped again when one of the heads started to talk.
'… says there is no need to worry, and I think he is right. We
are not primitives, after all. I mean, in the end it's just dust.
Just a big dust cloud. And another ice age is not the end of the
world. We shall have power. There are already whole cities
underground, each full of light and heat, and more are being built all the
time. They have parks, lakes, architecture of merit, and no shortage of
facilities. The world might be different for the duration of the
Encroachment, and doubtless altered considerably after it has passed, as it
surely will; many species and artifacts will have to be artificially preserved,
and the glaciers will affect the planet's geography, but we will survive.
Why, if the worst came to the worst, we might enter suspended animation and
wake to a newly scrubbed-clean planet and a bright fresh spring! Would
that be so terrible?'
She stood, only half-understanding the words. Her mouth hung
open. She had been sure the heads were not real. They were pretend,
like the hedge-castle. But this one had a voice; a voice deeper than
hers. She wondered if she ought to say something in return. Somehow
she did not think it had actually been talking to her. Then the head used
another voice, more like her own:
'If it is as you say, then no. But I've heard it may be much worse
than that; people have talked of the world freezing, of every ocean becoming
solid, of the sunlight reduced to the strength of moonlight, of this lasting
for a thousand years, while others have said the sun will dim and then
brighten; the dust will cause it to explode and all life on Earth will
end.'
'You see,' said the first, deeper voice. 'Some say we shall freeze, while
others maintain that we shall roast. As ever, the truth will lie between
the extremes and so the result must be that nothing much will change and things
will remain largely as they are, which is exactly what tends to happen most of
the time anyway. I rest my case.'
She thought she ought to say something. 'I rest my case too,' she told the
head.
'What?'
'Who—?'
'Crisis! There's somebody—'
There were some noises from within the head, then a face appeared within the
hedge-face, sticking out from the middle of one cheek. The face looked
altogether heavier and thicker than her own; thin hair covered its top lip.
'Man,' she said to herself. 'Hello.'
'Grief,' the man said, his eyes wide. He looked her up and down.
She looked down at her feet, frowning.
'Who is it?' said the other voice from within the head.
'A girl,' the man said, speaking over his shoulder. He grinned and
looked her up and down again. 'A girl with no clothes on.' He laughed, looking
back again. 'Bit like you.' There was a slap and he said, 'Ow!', then he
disappeared.
She leant forward, wondering if she ought to look inside the head, while
whispers and rustles came from within.
'Who is she?'
'No idea.'
The man and woman came out of the head. They wore clothes. The
man held a light brown jacket.
'Trousers,' she said, pointing at the woman's brightly coloured pantaloons
as she tucked her blouse in.
'Don't gape, Gil,' the woman told the man, who was standing smiling at her.
'Give her your jacket.'
'My pleasure,' the man said, and handed her the jacket. He brushed
some leaves off his shirt and out of his hair.
She looked at his shirt, then put the jacket on, awkwardly but
correctly. She stood there, her hands covered by the cuffs of the light
jacket, which smelled musky.
'Hello,' she said again.
'Hello yourself,' the woman said. Her skin was pale and her hair was
gold-coloured. The man was tall. He bowed, still grinning.
'My name is Gil,' he said. 'Gil Velteseri.' He indicated the woman. 'This is
Lucia Chimbers.'
She nodded and smiled at the woman, who smiled back briefly.
'What is my name?' she asked the man.
'Ah… I beg your pardon?'
'My name,' she repeated. 'You are Gil Velteseri, this is Lucia
Chimbers. I am who?'
They both stood looking at her for a moment. The woman looked down and
tried to brush a smudge from her blouse. In a quiet, sing-song voice she
said, 'Sim-ple-ton.'
The man laughed lightly. 'Ah-ha,' he said.
2
The wind was a never-ending edge within the air, a knife-wire sawing back
and forth in Gadfium's throat and lungs with each laboured, wheezing
breath. The plain was a dead flat, almost featureless expanse of
dazzling, eye-watering whiteness four kilometres across, splayed beneath a
darkened purple sky. A thin, desiccated wind cut out of the
bruise-coloured vault and keened across the sterile salt-flats, picking up a
thin dry spray of particles which turned the air into a chill shot-blast for
exposed skin.
I am a fish, Gadfium thought, and might have laughed had she been able to
breathe. A fish, dredged from the fluid-thick depths of warmth beneath us
and dumped upon this high salt-crust of shore; landed here to suck in vain at
the parched air and die drowning beneath a thin membrane of atmosphere where
the stars shine clear and unwavering in daylight, in half the sky.
She motioned to the assistant observer, and the woman brought over the small
oxygen cylinder. Gadfium gulped in the mask's cold cargo of gas, filling
her lungs to their depths.
This morning at the oxygen works, this afternoon sampling their future
product, she thought. She nodded gratefully to the assistant observer as
she handed the cylinder back.
'Perhaps we ought to return inside now, Chief Scientist,' the woman
said.
'In a moment.' Gadfium lifted the visor from her eyes and squinted through
the binoculars again. Salt dust and sand swirled in twisted veils in
front of her and the cold wind made her eyes water. The grey-black stones
nearest the observatory looked like nothing more than giant pucks from some
huge game of ice hockey. Each stone was about two metres in diameter,
half a metre high and supposedly made of pure granite. They had been
sliding about this plain for millennia, riding the sporadically slicked surface
of the salt-bowl whenever snow had fallen and a wind subsequently blew.
Any snow and ice the plain collected was turned to water by a combination of
the pipework buried beneath the plain itself and by the reflected sunlight of
mirrors shining from the twentieth level of the fast-tower, rearing bright and
solid to the north, three kilometres away.
The Plain of Sliding Stones formed the flat roof of a complex of giant rooms
on the eighth level of the fastness; these huge, almost empty, barely habitable
spaces were arranged in a wheel-like formation, the exposed flank of which
formed a great nave of kilometre-tall windows facing from south-south-east to
west. It had always been assumed that the redundant systems of both
buried pipework and tower-mirrors were there to ensure that no roof-destroying
thickness of ice could ever accrue on the plain, though the reason the roof had
been left flat in the first place had never been determined. Also unknown
was exactly what the stones were there for, or how they contrived to move in
ways that were subtly but undeniably at variance with the ways they should have
moved according to both highly accurate computer models and carefully
calibrated physical re-creations of their environment.
The mobile observatory—a three-storey sphere supported by eight long
legs each tipped with a motor and tyre and resembling nothing more than an
enormous spider—had been following the mysterious stones across the plain
for hundreds of years, gathering vast amounts of data in the process but
without really contributing anything of great note to the anyway rather
exhausted debate concerning the origin and purpose of the stones. More
had been learnt when one of the stones had been partially analysed centuries
earlier, though as the crux of what had been learnt was that to start chipping
bits off one of the stones was to draw down some highly focused and
scientist-evaporating sunlight from the fast-tower's twentieth level (whether
it was day or night), such a lesson was arguably something of a dead end.
Gadfium looked back out across the Plain of Sliding Stones, to the edge of
the darkly livid sky. A chill gust of razor-wind stung her face and made
her close her eyes, the salt like grit between orb and lid. She could
taste the salt; her nose stung.
'Very well,' she said, dry-gasping in the meagre air. She turned from
the balustrade and had to be half-led to the lock by the assistant
observer.
'The circle began forming at six-thirteen this morning,' the chief observer
told them. 'It was complete by six forty-two. All thirty-two stones are
present. The distance between the stones is a uniform two
metres—the same as their diameter. They have arranged themselves in
a perfect circle with an accuracy of better than a tenth of a millimetre.
The predicted-motion discrepancy factor for certain of the stones during the
period they were forming the current pattern was as high as sixty per
cent. It has never in the past exceeded twelve point three per cent and
over the last decade has averaged below five per cent.'
Gadfium, her aide Rasfline and assistant Goscil, the mobile observatory's
chief observer Clispeir and three out of the four junior observers—one
was still on duty in the vehicle's control room—sat in the observatory
mess.
'We are in the exact centre of the plain?' Gadfium asked.
'Yes, again to an accuracy of less than a tenth of a millimetre,' Clispeir
replied. She was fragile-looking and prematurely aged, with wispily white
hair. Gadfium had known her at university forty years earlier.
Nevertheless, like the other observers she was able to operate without extra
oxygen and pressurisation, which was much more than Gadfium felt able to
do. That she, Rasfline and Goscil were able to breathe easily now was
only because the observatory had been lightly pressurised for their
comfort. Still, she told herself, they had travelled from barely a
thousand metres above sea level to over eight kilometres higher in less than
two hours, and a human-basic individual would already be suffering from
altitude sickness to which she was genetically resistant, which was some
consolation.
'However the circle did not actually form around the observatory.'
'No, ma'am. We were stationary a quarter kilometre from here, almost
due north, waiting on the wind to rise following the precipitation and melt
last night. The stones began to move at four forty-one, holding pattern
T-8 with drift-factor one. They veered—'
'Perhaps a visual display would be more… graphic,' Goscil
interrupted.
Embarrassed looks were exchanged around the mess-room table.
'Unfortunately,' Clispeir said, clearing her throat, 'the pattern formed during
an observation-system down-time event.' She looked apologetically at Gadfium.
'We are, of course, only a very small and perhaps insignificant research
station and I don't know if the chief scientist is aware of my reports
detailing the increased incidence of maintenance-level-related breakdowns and
our requests for increased funding over the last few years, but—'
'I see,' Rasfline said impatiently. 'Obviously you lack implants, ma'am, but
I assume one or more of your juniors recorded the events in their habitua.'
'Well,' Clispeir said, looking uncomfortable. 'Actually, no; as it has
turned out, the team here consists entirely of persons from Privileged
backgrounds.'
Rasfline looked shocked. Goscil's mouth hung slightly open.
Clispeir smiled apologetically and spread her hands. 'It's just the way it's
happened.'
'So you don't have anything on visual,' Rasfline said, contriving to sound
at once bored and exasperated. Goscil blew some hair away from her face
and looked crestfallen.
'Not of an acceptable standard,' Clispeir admitted. 'Observer Koir—'
the elderly scientist nodded to one of the two young male observers, who smiled
sheepishly '- took some footage on his own camera, but—'
'May we see it?' Rasfline asked, tapping his fingers on the table
surface.
'Of course, though—'
'Ma'am, are you all right?' Goscil asked Gadfium.
'I'm—actually… no, not—' Gadfium slumped forward over the
table, head on forearms, mumbling and then going quiet.
'Oh dear.'
'I think some oxygen—'
'I'm sorry; the observatory cannot be pressurised beyond this level, and we
are so used to… we forget. Oh dear.'
'Thank you. Ma'am; oxygen.'
'Perhaps we should leave…'
'Let her lie down a moment first.'
'My cabin is at your disposal, of course.'
'I'm fine, really,' Gadfium mumbled. 'Bit of a headache.'
'Come; if you'd take her… that's it.'
'I'll bring the oxygen.'
'We should leave…'
'… always has to see things for herself.'
'All right really…'
'Down here.'
'Please don't fuss… How embarrassing… Terribly sorry.'
'Ma'am, please; save your breath.'
'Oh yes, sorry; how embarrassing…'
'Mind the steps.'
'Careful.'
'In here. Sorry, it is a little small; let me…'
Gadfium heard the voices of the others sounding loud in the small cabin, and
felt herself lowered into a narrow bed. The oxygen mask was put to her
face again.
'Let me stay with her. You take a look at observer Koir's recordings;
I'm sure the others can answer any questions…'
'Are you sure? I could—'
'There now, dear; let one old lady look after another.'
'If you're certain…'
'Of course.'
When she heard the door close with a clunk and a wheezy hiss, Gadfium opened
her eyes.
Clispeir's face was above her, smiling hesitantly. Gadfium looked
warily round the small cabin. 'It is safe,' Clispeir whispered, 'providing we
don't shout.'
'Clisp…' Gadfium said, sitting up and holding out her arms; they
hugged for a moment.
'It is good to see you again, Gad.'
'And you,' Gadfium whispered. Then she took the other woman's hands in
hers and gazed urgently into her eyes. 'Now; old friend, has it happened?
Have we made contact with the tower?'
Clispeir could not contain her smile, though there was a hint of worry
within it. 'Of a sort,' she said.
'Tell me.'
3
The Count Sessine had died many times. Once in an aircraft crash, once
in a bathyscape accident, once at the hand of an assassin, once in a duel, once
at the hand of a jealous lover, once at the hand of a lover's jealous husband
and once of old age. Now, it was twice at the hand of an assassin; a male
one this time, for a reason he was unable to determine, and—most
distressingly—for the last time. Finally physically dead, for ever
more.
The venue for Sessine's first in-crypt resuscitation had been a virtual
version of his apartments in the clan Aerospace's headquarters in the Atlantean
Tower, it being normal for primimortis' rebirths to be conducted in
familiar and comforting surroundings and closely attended by images of friends
and family.
For his subsequent revivals he had stipulated an unpopulated, ambiently
scaled version of Serehfa, and it was there he awoke in bed, alone, on what
gave every appearance of being a fine spring morning.
He lay in the bed and looked around. Silk sheets, brocade canopy, oil
paintings on the wall, rugs on the floor, wooden panelling, tall windows.
He felt oddly neutral, washed clean.
He smoothed his hand over a fold of pinkly silk sheet, then closed his eyes
and murmured, 'Speremus igitur,' and opened his eyes again.
His smile was sad. 'Ah well,' he said quietly.
It had been a statutory requirement almost from the dawn of what had then
been called Virtual Reality that even the deepest and most radically altered
and enhanced virtual environment (indeed, most especially those) must include
periods of sleep—however truncated—and that towards the end of each
sleep event a dream ought to intrude upon the sleeper in which they were
offered the option of returning to reality. Sessine, of course; had been
aware of no such opportunity just prior to waking up here, and the repetition
of his private code to instigate a complete wake-up merely confirmed that this
was not part of some voluntary virtual scenario; this was already as real as he
could get, and it was a simulation; he was incrypted, now, for good, as well as
for good or ill.
Sessine got out of bed, went to the tall windows and stepped out onto the
balcony. The air felt fresh and chilly; a strong wind blew. He
shivered, raised his right arm to his face, watched goose-bumps rise under the
hairs there, then imagined that the wind dropped. It did.
He imagined that it blew again, but that he felt no cold; in a moment the
wind was sharp and clean in his nostrils and cool on his naked skin, but it did
not make him shiver.
He went to the parapet. The balcony was situated in one of the higher
reaches of the humanly-scaled fortress, with a view to the west. The
shadow of the castle lay across the western inner bailey, the umbrous image of
the fast-tower just touching the foot of the curtain-walls. As Sessine
had ordered, there was nobody to be seen, and not even any wildlife
visible. The sky, distant hills and the castle itself looked perfectly
convincing.
He imagined himself on the fast-tower
/and was there, suddenly standing on a gaily painted wooden platform at the
summit of the castle's tallest tower, with only a flagpole and a snapping
flag—his clan's—above him. The view was better from here; he
could see the ocean, far to the west. Just beyond the handrail the slates
sloped away to the circular battlements.
He gripped the wooden rail of the platform, squeezing it until his fingers
ached, then squatted and inspected the underside of the rail's inverted U near
where it met a stanchion. The red paint under the flat surface was
convincingly bumpy, with little bubbles of smooth, solidified paint near the
angle the rail described with the post. He put his thumbnail against one
of the bubbles and pressed hard. When he took his thumb away again there
was a little groove impressed on the hemisphere of paint.
He ducked quickly under the rail and launched himself into the air. He
bounced once off the steeply raked tiles, winding himself and hurting his
shoulder, cleared the crenellations of the tower's battlements and hurtled
towards the steeply pitched roof far below. The wind-roar screamed in his
ears as the slates rose to meet him.
'Oh, this is silly,' he said, gasping against the storm of air.
He cancelled the injury in his shoulder and decided… to fly; the roof
below slid to one side and he glided away, sweeping through the air above the
castle.
Had he plummeted to his death upon that slated roof, it would have been also
to another—almost immediate—rebirth in the same bed he had not long
departed; just as in base-reality one had eight lives, so one had eight
here. Choosing to end them meant that one would remain unconscious for
the duration of the mourning period, and only be woken for a slowed-down real
and subjective hour to converse with one's bereaved relations and friends
immediately before disposal. This was not a common option, but remained
available for those whose depression or ennui extended beyond their deaths.
Flying was exactly as he remembered it from his childhood dreams; it
required some sort of willed effort in the mind, like pedalling a cycle even
though one's legs did not move. If one ceased this dream-virtual effort,
one sank slowly to earth. The harder one pedalled, the higher one
flew. There was no fatigue and no fear, just wonder and exhilaration.
Sessine flew round the castle for some time, at first naked, then clothing
himself with trousers, shirt and frock coat. He landed on the balcony
outside the bedroom where he had awoken.
A light breakfast was waiting, on a table by the bed. At this
point—in every other rebirth since that first one—he had eaten,
then indulged in a full morning's dalliance with a maid he remembered from his
late childhood who had been the first woman he had lusted after, as well as one
of the few with whom he had been unable to requite such regard. On this
occasion, however, he cancelled the breakfast, his growing hunger, and the
maid's appearance. Nor would he spend the next few subjective months in
the castle's library, re-reading books, listening to music, watching films and
recorded plays and operas and watching or taking part in discussions with
recreated ancients, recreated historical incidents or virtual fictions.
He imagined an antique phone by the bedside. He lifted the
receiver.
'Hello?' The voice was pleasant and sexless.
'Enough,' he said.
The castle vanished before he could replace the handset.
There was ample time before his funeral.
At that point—like all the dead, whether they were high or low, and
Privileged or not—he would face the final proof of the crypt's
ferociously impartial judgment. As the saying had it: the crypt was deep
and the human soul was shallow. And the shallower the soul, the less of
it survived as any sort of independent entity within the data corpus; somebody
whose only opinions were received opinions and whose originality quotient was
effectively zero would dissolve almost entirely within the oceanic depths of
the crypt's precedent-saturated data streams and leave only a thin froth of
memories and a brief description of the exact shape of their hollowness behind,
the redundancy of their beings annihilated by the crypt's abhorrence of
over-duplication.
Should that personality ever be called back into existence in the base-level
world, it could be recreated exactly from the crypt's already existing database
of sentience types.
It was believed that the certainty of such a verdict provided the incentive
for people to improve themselves in a society which gave every appearance of
being able to function quite adequately with almost no human input
whatsoever.
Sessine, if not as one of the Privileged then as a man who had over the
course of several lifetimes assiduously cultivated his own cultivation, was in
practice if not in theory guaranteed a continued existence within the corpus as
an individual.
Even had he been due solely for the compulsory incorporation that was the
fate of lesser mortals when the moment came, there would still have been time
for what he had in mind. The three days in physical reality before his
funeral equated to over eighty years in the quickened medium of crypt-time;
time enough for another life to be lived after death, and easily sufficient to
encompass the investigation a dead man might wish to mount into the reason for
his murder.
'The data-set from the time of your death was recorded as a matter of course
by your bioware and transmitted to the command car's event-recorder as well as
its own computer; the latter was destroyed along with the car when your
murderer turned the car's gun on the convoy and drew retaliatory fire.
The event-recorder survived; it also squirted its primary function-suite state
to the nearest convoy units when it realised the car was under attack and these
read-cuts square with the data in the recorder itself, so we may comfortably
assume your final memories are accurate.'
The construct of the clan Aerospace's chief crypt-lawyer was configured to
respond to its clients' personalities; for Sessine this meant that it appeared
as a tall, highly attractive woman in early middle-age who wore her long black
hair tied back, used little make-up, dressed in late-twentieth-century
corporate-male clothes and talked with quiet authority; Sessine found it almost
amusing how perfectly such an image demanded and received his attention.
No bullshit, no unnecessary gestures or expressions, no false buddiness, no
flimflam and no attempts either to impress or ingratiate. Even his short
attention span and low boredom threshold had been catered for; she spoke
fast. And in the pauses, he could imagine her unclothed (though, as she
was a separate entity within the crypt, such imagining no more made itself
immediately actual than it would have had they both been real people in
base-reality).
He supposed that a male construct might have worked almost as well, but he
liked smart, quick-witted, self-assured women, and he despised the
off-the-peg models of such constructs just because convention demanded they
must exhibit some hint of vulnerability, some girlishness that was supposed to
make him feel that despite such obvious capability and presence, this woman was
some kind of sexual pushover, or not really his equal.
They were sitting in a vault room of the Bank of England, in Edwardian
times. Their seats were constructed of gold ingots and cushioned with
layers of big white five-pound notes; their table was a trolley normally used
to transport bullion. Primitive electric lights flickered on the metal
walls and reflected off further piles and stacks of gold bars. Sessine
had salvaged the image from an early twenty-first-century VR fiction.
'What do we have on the man who murdered me?'
'He was called John Ilsdrun IV, second-lieutenant. Nothing anomalous
in his background or recent behaviour. His implants had been doctored
and, if he survives in usable form anywhere, it is not in the general body of
the crypt. We're running deeper checks on all his lives and contacts so
far, but they'll take subjective days to complete.'
'And the message he received?'
'A code within the gistics burst: "Veritas odium par it." '
'"Truth begets hatred." How cryptic.'
The construct permitted itself a smile.
Barely five minutes had passed in base-reality since his death, and he had
spent the great majority of that time unconscious, the data-set that was his
stored personality being updated with the rigorously cross-checked information
from the time and place of his murder before being activated: the wreck of the
command car he and the rest of the crew had been killed in was still burning on
the fractured floor of the Southern Volcano Room, the convoy had yet to regroup
properly after the young lieutenant's treacherous attack on it, his
co-directors at Aerospace had been summoned to an emergency virtual meeting due
to take place in a subjective half-hour and a base-reality physical meeting in
the Atlantean Tower scheduled in two hours real—two years and three
months subjective—time, while his widow had been contacted but had yet to
reply.
'Backtrack on the coded message; how did it find its way into a hardened
military narrowcast?'
'Still investigating. The jurisdictional protocols concerned are
complicated.'
Sessine could imagine; the military would not easily be persuaded to open
its data corpus to outside investigation.
'I want to request an audience with Adijine, priority.'
'Contacting the Palace, royal apartments… monarch's office… on
hold… His Majesty's private secretary suite… your call-sign going
through… private secretary construct on line real time now.
Replace?'
'Replace.'
The woman disappeared, turning in a blink into a small wizened man in a
black dress coat and holding a long staff. He looked briefly around the
vault, stood and bowed slightly to Sessine, then sat again.
'Count Sessine,' he said. 'The King has already asked me to inform you of
the profound shock he experienced at hearing of your murder, and to convey his
deepest sympathy to you as well as to those you leave behind. He has also
asked me to assure you that everything possible will be done to root out those
responsible for this foul crime.'
'Thank you. I would like to request an audience with His Majesty, as
soon as possible.'
'His Majesty can spare a short while between other appointments in twenty
minutes real—approximately four months subjective—time.'
'I must ask for an emergency meeting before then.'
'I understand your distress and shock, Count Sessine. However, His
Majesty is in an important meeting with representatives of the Chapel usurper
forces, discussing peace; informing him of your death and giving him time to
express the above-mentioned shock and sympathy has already, perhaps, used up
whatever diplomatic slack we have with the Engineer delegation; we cannot
possibly incur any further interruption without risking an apparent sleight and
the breakdown of negotiations.'
Sessine thought about this. The secretary sat smiling patiently at
him. Measuring his words, Sessine spoke again: 'My concern is that the
message which appeared to instigate my murder was embedded within a military
signal sent from Army HQ, and that this therefore implies either a serious
signal-security breach or a traitor in at least the middle-level military.' He
paused to let the secretary speak, then went on. 'Has the King authorised a
full military investigation?'
'An investigation has been authorised.'
'At what level?'
'A level commensurate with your standing, Count; the highest level.'
'With full military access immediately?'
'That is not possible; the Army has operational reasons for not being able
to reveal such matters precipitously; there are controls, checks and balances
which must be negotiated over a minimum real-time scale if one is not to trip a
series of automatic security-violation safeguards. The relevant
authorisations are of course being sought, but—'
'Thank you, private secretary. Would you put me on to military High
Command, level five, and replace?'
The construct had time to look distinctly annoyed before it was replaced
with a young soldier in full dress uniform.
'Count Sessine.'
'Is this level five?' Sessine frowned. 'I thought—'
The young soldier stood, quickly drew his ceremonial sword and in the same
movement brought it scything above the trolley-table and through Sessine's
neck, parting his head from his shoulders. What? he thought, then everything faded.
He awoke in the tower-bedroom of the ambiently scaled version of Serehfa,
alone, on what gave every appearance of being a fine spring morning.
He lay in the bed and looked around. Silk sheets, brocade canopy, oil
paintings on the wall, rugs on the floor, wooden panelling, tall windows.
He felt washed clean, and distinctly unsettled.
He closed his eyes, said, 'Speremus igitur,' and opened his eyes
again.
His smile was troubled. 'Hmm,' he said quietly.
He got out of bed, dressed in the clothes he had been wearing earlier, and
went out onto the balcony.
A dot in the distance, somewhere over the curtain-wall to the west,
attracted his attention. A hint of light around it, a thin, hazy trail in
the sky behind…
He watched the dot expand, then imagined himself on the fast-tower.
/He stood on the gaily painted wooden platform again; the flag snapped in
the air above him. He watched the missile tear across the roof-tops below
and disappear into the tower where he had been standing a few seconds
earlier. The tower erupted; yellow-white flame burst outwards across the
balcony, sundering the stones all around that floor and throwing back the
tower's roof, releasing a cloud of slates like some flock of disturbed
birds.
Straight through the balcony windows. Sessine felt both impressed and
depressed.
He did not see or hear what hit him from behind, just glimpsed a searing
light and felt the concussive blast.
He awoke in bed, alone, on what gave every appearance of being a fine spring
morning.
He lay there for a second, then imagined himself to the summit of the
fast-tower.
/He saw the first missile, crossing the curtain-wall to the west. He
turned and saw the other, approaching from the east, level with him and
approaching fast. He remembered the feeling he had had when he'd heard
the shots inside the scree-car and ducked back in to see what was
happening. He imagined the view from the middle of the inner bailey,
/then from a tower on the curtain-wall to the south,
/then from the north,
/then from the eastern gate complex,
/then from some low hills outside the castle altogether.
The whole edifice detonated, disappearing in a scattering series of
explosions, flickering light, throwing stones and timbers high into the air,
black amongst fire.
'Sessine?' He turned, and the image of his first wife was there, standing on
the path behind him, as lovely as on the first day they had met. She never
called me—
She was upon him with the strangle-wire before he could move; gripping him,
trapping him with a strength no human had ever possessed.
He awoke in the bed, alone. What is this! What is going on?
Who is—
Light at the window, something— Fool!
Then light everywhere.
He awoke in the bed.
'Alandre,' the young maid breathed, alongside him, reaching.
/He was on the deck of the clan yacht, at anchor one evening off Istanbul;
the Bosporus glittered darkly beneath, the twin bridges arced above. His
heart thudded. He looked quickly around. Nobody. He looked
up. Something falling from the rail-bridge… he started to
imagine—then light again, atomically bright, lighting up all the
city…
He awoke.
'Ala- '
/He was in bed, in his apartments in the clan Aerospace's headquarters in
the Atlantean Tower.
The doctor looked down at him, his face somehow familiar, his expression
regretful. The young doctor fired the gun straight between Sessine's
eyes.
He awoke.
'Al- '
/He was in the nursery of the clan's Seattle stronghold. The nurse was
above him; the knife came down on his mewls.
And something inside him screamed, Seven!
He awoke.
He was in a hotel room; it was small and tawdry-looking. The curtains
drawn, the ceiling light on. He was sitting. His heart was
hammering, his body covered with cold sweat. He cancelled the fake
physical symptoms of his panic then started to imagine being somewhere
else… but he was out of places to run, and as he did not know where he
was, he suspected that here was as good a place as any to stay a while.
What had happened? What had been going on?
He stood up and went to the window, carefully lifting one corner of the
curtains while staying behind the wall, half expecting the arrival of a hail of
bullets or another missile the instant he betrayed his position.
He looked out onto a darkened town; a port within a huge, dim space all
speckled with small lights. Dark waters lay in the distance beyond
wharves and cranes. Spaced regularly in the shadows across the inky
glints of waves he could just make out huge pillars, growing out of that broad,
buried sea like impossibly perfect steep-cliffed islands and sprouting,
spreading at their summits to meet a jet-black vaulted sky more remembered than
seen.
He was still in Serehfa, then, underneath it, within the cistern
level. The port was called Oubliette. The narrow street outside
looked quiet. A few lights showed behind shades on the tall, narrow
buildings opposite, and down in the port he could see ships tied against the
piers, container cranes swinging slowly to and fro above them, and hints of
movement within pools of dim yellow light on the wharves themselves.
He let the curtain fall back, then looked around the room. There was
little to search; a small bed, a seat, a table, a screen, a bedside
cabinet. A notice on the back of the door said that the room was room 7,
floor 7, in the Salvation Hotel.
In the cabinet's drawer, he found a paper envelope.
On it was written, Alandre Jeovanx.
It had been his name before promotion. He tore open the envelope.
There was a single sheet of paper folded inside. Read Me, it
said.
He read it.
4
Translation
Bascule, ah no dis hard 4 u, but goodness sakes bey it only a dam ant.
It woz a most special & uneek ant Mr Zoliparia I tel him & I feel
responsybil 4 what hapind 2 hir.
Weer inside thi Iball ov thi septentrynal gargoil Rosbrith, in Mr
Zoliparia's study. Mr Zoliparia has a fing calld a telifone in his study
u can speek in2 (didn evin no he had it—fink heez a bit embrased about it
2 tel thi troof). Nway, he juss got in tuch wif thi gard 2 report whot
happind aftir Id insistid, tho heed only report that thi bird had stole a
valubil anteik box, not a ant. (Actule, thi box isnt a anteik @ ol but that isn
what matters.) Id Ѕ tryd callin thi gard myself soon as it happind but I no
from past xpeeryins they wooden lissen 2 me cos Im yung.
Weed been hopin that maibe thi bird whot had stolen Ergates woz 1 ov them
ringed 1s wif cameraz & stuf, or 1 ov them bein followed roun by little
buzzir-bugs 4 a wildlife screen program or thi purpisses ov cyantific reserch
but I gess it woz a bit ov a long shot & shurenuf thi ansir woz no 2
both. Thi gard took sum detales but Mr Zoliparia duzent hold out much
hope ov them doing anythin.
U mussnt blame yoself, it woz a accident, Bascule.
I no that, Mr Zoliparia, but it woz a accident I cood Ѕ priventd if Id been
moar observint & watchful & juss plain diligint in jeneril. What
woz I thinkin ov lettin hir eat that bred on thi balstraid like that?
Speshily when I seen them birdz in thi distins. I meen; bred!
Evrbidy no birds luv bred! (I slap ma hand off ma 4head, finkin what a idiot
Ive been.)
O Bascule, ahm sorry 2 on account ov me being di hoast & all; dis happin
in ma hoam & ah shood Ѕ taken moar care 2, but wot's dun is dun.
Is it tho, Mr Zoliparia? U reely think so?
What u mean, yung Bascule?
Am a tellir, Mr Zoliparia, u mussnt 4get that. (I screws up ma Is @ this
point, 2 sho him I meen bizniss.) Them birdz—
Bascule, no! U cant go doin dat sorta ting! U crazi or sumtin
chile? U onli go & scrambil yor brainz u try any ov dat sorta
nonsins.
I juss smile.
I doan no whot u no ov whot a tellir duz but now mite b as good a time as
eny 2 tell u if u doan no (them that duz can haply skip thi next 5 or 6
paragrafs & get bak 2 thi storey).
Basikly, a tellir fishiz in2 thi kript & pools out sum ole boy or girl
& asks them qwestyins & ansirs there qwestyins. Iss kinda Ѕ
archilojikil reserch & Ѕ soshil wurk if u want 2 look @ it coldly & r
happy 2 ignoar whot peepil col thi spiritul side ov it.
Coarse its all a bit murki & weerd down thare in thi kript & moast
bags (thas Boys & Girls remembir) get a bit spooked—even thinkin
about contactin thi ded let alone actuly welcomin them in2 ther heds & Ѕin
a natter wif them. 2 us tellirs tho iss juss sumthin we do as a mattir ov
coarse & no bothir… well, providin u r carefil, naturily (admitidly
ther arnt a lot ov old tellirs aroun, tho thas moastly coz ov whot they col
naturil waistidje).
Nway, thi point is that tellirs yooz their natcheril skills 2 delv in2 thi
kript, partly 2 find out things from thi past & partly 2 fulfill pledjes
& bqwests whot thi relivint ordir has taken on. Mi order is calld thi
Little Big Brothers ov thi Rich & we orijnaly jus lookd aftir thi inkripted
soles ov peepil whot were very well off indeed thang-u-veri-mutch but our remit
has brodind a bit sins then & now parrently weel tok 2 eny ole rif raf if
they got sumfink inarestin 2 say.
Now, thi thing iz this; juss as thi deeper u go in2 thi kript thi hazier
& more corosiv doun thare things get, so thi longir it is since u died thi
moar kinda disoshiated u get from realty, &, evntule, evin if u want 2 stay
in sum kinda hoomin form, u juss cant support that sort ov complexity, & 1
ov thi things that mite hapin after that is that u get shunted in2 thi animal
kingdum; your personality, such as it is by then, is transferd in2 a panfir or
a roc or cat or a simurg or a shark or eegil or whotevir. Iss aktuly
considered sumfink ov a priviledge; loadsa bags fink thers nuffink betir than
bein a bird or sumfink simla.
Ov coarse, theez animalz iz stil linkd in2 thi kript by ther own inplants,
& thusly ther brains is potenshily availabil 2 a tellir, tho this is a
pritti irregulir—not 2 say kinda daingerous—oakurinse.
Irregulir bcoz nobody evir duz it. Dainjerous bcoz whot u r basikly tryin
2 do as a tellir in such a sircumstanse is try 2 fit yoor hoomin size mind
inside a bird size 1. Takes sum finessin, but Ive always had this theery
that bcoz my thots cum out wif a spin on them, so 2 speek, Im speshily good @
coapin wif 2 diffrint thot modes @ 1nce, & so moar than capabil ov takin on
thi task ov becomin a bird & flyin in2 ther airea ov thi kript.
Thiss, u may have gatherd, is xactly whot I am proposin 2 do, & Mr
Zoliparia is not 2 enamerd ov thi idea.
Bascule, pleeze, he sez, attempt 2 retain a sens ov proportshin. Iss
onli a ant & u r onli a junior tellir.
4shore, Mr Zoliparia, I sez. But am a tellir whot haznt evin bgun 2 b
stretchd yet. Am a grate tellir. Am a tottil blinkin hot-shot
tellir & I juss no I can fynd that bird.
& do whot? Mr Zoliparia shouts. De dam ant is probly
ded! Dat birdz probly 8 it by now! Y u want 2 torture youself by
findin dat out?
If so, I want 2 no, but nway I dont fink that's rite; Im bankin on her Ѕin
been dropt by that big bird & am hopin it mite remember whare,
or—
Bascule u r upset. Y doan u juss go bak 2 di ordir & try 2 cam
down & tink dis—
Mr Zoliparia, I sez qwietly, I thank u 4 your consern but I intend 2 do this
no mattir whot u say. Cheerz oil thi saim.
Mr Zoliparia lukes @ me diffrint than he has in thi past. Ive always
liked him & Ive always luked up 2 him evir sins he woz 1 ov thi peepil they
sent me 2 when they reelized I tolkd farely normil but I thot a bit funy, + I
tend 2 do whot he sez—it woz him sed Perhaps u wood make a good tellir,
& him whot sujjestid I keep a jurnil, witch this is whot u r
readin—but this time I doan mutch care whot he finks, or @ least I do but
I doan mutch care how bad it makes me feel goan agenst his advice bcoz I juss
no I Ѕ 2 do this.
O deer Bascule, he sez & shakes his hed. I do bleev u do intend 2
do this & iss a sorry ting 4 eny persin 2 do 4 sumtin as insignifcant as a
ant.
Iss not thi ant, Mr Zoliparia, I sez feelin ded grownup, itz me.
Mr Zoliparia shakes his hed. Iss u & no godam sens ov proporshin,
dats wot it is.
Ol thi saim, I sez. It woz mi frend; she woz relyin on me 2 keep hir
safe. Juss 1 try, Mr Zoliparia. I feel I O hir that.
Bascule, pleese, juss tink—
Mind if I juss hunkir down heer, Mr Zoliparia?
Givn u detrminded, Bascule, heer is probly bettir than lswhare but am not
happi about dis.
Doan wury, Mr Zoliparia. Woant take a second, litterly.
Der anytin I can do?
Yep; let me boro that pen ov yoors. Ta. Now am goanta sit up
here—I sqwatted on a chair, ma chin on ma nees, & put thi pen in ma
mouf.
'en 'i 'en 'all ou' 'a 'ouf, I start 2 tel him…
Whot u sayin, Bascule?
I take thi pen out ma mouf. I woz juss sayin, when thi pen falls out
ov ma mouf, let it hit thi carpet then shaik me & shout Bascule, fast
awake!
Bascule, fast asleep, Mr Zoliparia sez.
Awake! I yelz. Not wide asleep; fast awake!
Fast awake, Mr Zoliparia repeats. Bascule, fast awake. He shakes
his hed & heez shakin. O deer Bascule, o deer.
If yor that wurried, Mr Zoliparia, catch thi pen b4 it hits & then wake
me. Now, just giv me a minit heer… I settil in2 place, gettin
comfterbil; thisil onli take a sekind but u Ѕ 2 feel settld & redy & @
peece.
Rite. Am prepaird.
Thisl all hapin very qwickli, Mr Zoliparia; u redi? I put thi pen bak
in ma mouf.
O deer Bascule.
Here we go.
O deer.
& so its off 2 thi land ov thi ded 4 yoors truli 4 thi sekind time 2day,
onli this time iss a bit moar serieus.
Iss like sinkin in2 thi sky on thi other side ov thi Erf wifout goin thru
thi whole fing furst. Iss like flotin in2 thi erf & thi sky @ thi
time, becomin a line not a point, plumin thi depths & assendin thi hites
& then branchin out like a tree, like a plane tree, like a hooj bush
interminglin wif every bit ov thi erf & thi sky, & then iss like every
1 ov those bits isnt juss a bit ov erf or a molicule ov air eny more, iss like
ol ov them is suddenly a littl system ov ther own; a book, a library, a persin;
a world… & yoor connectid wif ol ov it, ignorin barryers, like u r a
brain sell deep in thi grainy grey mush ov thi brain all closed in but joined
up 2 loadsa uthir sells, awash in ther communicashin-song & set free by
that trapt meshin.
Boompf-badoom; slapadowndoodie thru thi topmost obvyis layers whot
corrisponds 2 thi upper levils ov thi brain—thi rashinil, sensibil,
easily understood layers—in2 thi furst ov thi deepdown floors, thi bit
under thi cerebral, under thi crust, under thi fotosphere, under thi
obvyis.
Iss heer u Ѕ 2 b a littl bit careful; iss like bein in a not-so-saloobrius
neyborhood ov a big dark city @ nite—only more complicaitd than that;
mutch moar so.
In here, thi trik is thinkin rite. Thas all u Ѕ 2 do. U Ѕ 2
think rite. U Ѕ 2 b dairing & koshis, u Ѕ b ver sensibil & totily
mad. Moast ov ol u Ѕ 2 b cluvir, u Ѕ 2 b ingenius. U Ѕ 2 b
abil 2 use whotevir is aroun u, & thass whot it reely cums doun 2; thi
kript is whot they col self-referenshil, which meens that—up 2 a
poynt—it meens whot u want it 2 meen, & displays itself 2 u as ur
best abil 2 understand it, so iss up 2 u reely whot yoos u make ov it aftir
that; iss ol about injinooty & thass y itz a yung persins meedyum,
frangly.
Nway, I new whot I wantid so I thot bird.
& suddinly I woz up in sum dark bildin abuv thi wee twinkly lites ov thi
city, up thare wif big metajic skulptyirs ov feersum lookin birds & ther
woz lots ov screetches & skwaks about thi place but u coudnt c no birds jus
heer thi noyse they made & it woz sort ov crusty-soft under foot &
smeld asidic (or alkline; 1 ov thi 2).
I snifd about, walkin qwietly, then hopt up on2 1 ov thi big metallic birds
& sqwatted there, wings by mi sides, stairin out ovir thi lite-spekd blak
grid ov thi citi & not blinkin juss lookin 4 movemint, & lowrin ma hed
now & agen & pokin in under mi wings wif thi twig whot I held in ma
beak, juss like I woz preenin or sumfin.
Noticd ma wake-up code in thi form ov a ring roun ma lef leg. Handy 2
no it woz thare, juss in case fings go rong an/or Mr Zoliparia flufs his
line.
… Staid ther a while, payshint as u like, juss watchin.
Wot u wan then? sed a voice from abuv & behind.
Nufink mutch, I sed, not lookin. I woz aware ov thi twig in ma beak
but it din seem 2 make speakin eny hardir.
U muss want somthen, u woodin b heer otherwyse.
U got me thare, I sed. Am here lookin 4 sumbodi.
O?
Loss a frend ov mine. Roost-mate. Like 2 trace her.
We all got frenz we like 2 find.
This 1 very recent; Ѕ hour ago. Taken from thi septentrynil gargoil
Rosbrith.
Sep whort?
Meens—(this is complicated, referin 2 thi uppir data levil whyle am
down here in thi furst circle ov thi basement, but I do it)—meens
northern, I sed (blimey). Rosbrith. Norf-west on thi grate hol.
Taken by whort?
Lammergeier, I sed. (Didn no that neevir til now.)
Reely. Whot u given in return?
Am heer amn I? Im a tellir. U got ma eer now. Il not
forget u if u help. Luke in me if u want; c whot I say is tru.
Not blynd.
Didn fink u wer.
This bird; u catch eny distingushin marx on it?
It woz a lammergeir, thas oll I no, but ther cant b oil that meny ov them
aroun thi norf-west cornir ov thi grate hol Ѕ a our ago.
Lammergeiers r a bit funy theez days, but Il ask aroun.
Fanks.
(flutr ov wings, then:)
Well, u mite b in luk—
– then ther waz a mega-sqwak & a screem & I had 2 turn
roun & luke & ther woz a huge grate bird beetin in thi air behind &
abuv mi, holdin anuthir torn bird in 1 ov itz talons; thi big bird woz
red-black on black & feerse as deth & I cood feel thi wind ov its
flappin snappin wings on ma fayce. It hung in thi air, wingz spread
beetin like somethin feersly crucified, shaken thi ded bird in its talons so
that itz blud spatterd in my Is.
Y u askin qwestions, child? it screemd.
Tryin 2 find a frend ov mine I sed, keepin cam. I clumpd aroun on mi
perch 2 fayce thi big red-black bird. Twig stil in ma beak.
It held up one foot; 3 talons up, one down. C these three clawz? it
sed.
Yup. (Mite as well play along 4 now, but Im checkin thi exits, finkin ov ma
leg-ring wif thi wake-up code on it.)
U got 2 thi count ov 3 2 moov yoor beak bak 2 realty u skin job, thi red
burd sez. U heer me? Am startin countin now: 3.
I juss lookin 4 ma frend.
2.
Iss juss a ant. Am only lookin 4 a litil ant who woz my frend.
1.
Wass thi fukin problim heer? Doan a creetch get no respect
4—(& am shoutin now angry & I drop thi twig from ma beak).
Then thi big red birdz foot cums out like itz bleedin leg is telescopic
& zaps itself 2wards ma hed & raps round it & sqwishes me down b4 I
can do anythin & I feel maself trapt & sqwelched down thru thi fabric
ov thi metalic bird am perched upon & down thru thi bildin its part ov
& down thru thi city & down thru thi grid & down thru thi erf
beneaf & down & down & down & whots wurse I can feel that thi
ring roun ma leg that had my wake-up code on it has gon like that big red bird
swiped it when it hit me an shurenuf I cant fink whot thi hel thi wake-up coad
is meenwhile am stil goin down an down an down an am finkin,
O shit…
THREE
1
'Ah, this must be she. Good morning, young lady.'
'Good morning, young lady.'
'I beg your…? Ah, well, no, though I am half flattered.'
'You not young lady, no?'
'Neither young nor remotely lady-like. My name is Pieter Velteseri; I
understand you may not know your own name, but—'
'No, I do not.'
'Quite. Well, first let me welcome you to our estate and to our house,
both of which are called Jenahbilys. Please; do sit down… Well, I
meant… Ah, perhaps the seat might be more appropriate? There;
behind you. You see? Like this.'
'Ah, not floor; seat.'
'There you are. Just so. Now… Ah, would you excuse
me?… Gil, I can see this young lady's pudenda, and despite my surfeit of
years it is most off-putting, if more in the memory than in the
tumescence. Might we clothe her in something more, ah, complete than what
would appear to be merely your jacket and fundamentally nothing else?'
'Sorry, uncle.'
'… What are you looking at me for?'
'Come on, Lucia; you could lend her something of yours.'
'Tech. She hasn't even been washed or anything yet; have you
seen the state of her feet? Oh, all right…'
'… My nephew's friend has gone to fetch you some further attire.
I thought she might take you, and… well, never mind. Perhaps you
would like to come to the window over here? The view of the formal
gardens is particularly pleasing. Gil, perhaps our young guest would like
something to drink.'
'I'll attend to it, unc.'
The second man—of course not a lady, which was to do with women, like
herself (and she had to search for the word she now felt; it was
embarrassed)— the second man, who was old and a little stooped and
had a crinkled face, motioned to one of the windows, and they both walked there
while the first man, the young one, closed his eyes for a second. The
view from the window was of a gravel and flower garden, arranged in a strange,
half-swirling, half-geometric pattern. Small tracked machines rolled
amongst the blooms, clipping and sorting.
A little later a small wheeled thing appeared in the room, humming quietly
and carrying a tray which held four glasses, several bottles and some small
filled bowls. Then Lucia Chimbers appeared with some clothes and took her
to a side room where she showed her how to put on shorts, pants and a
shirt.
They stood looking at their reflections in a long mirror for a moment. 'You
on something deep?' Lucia Chimbers asked quietly.
She looked at Lucia Chimbers.
'Because if you are, I'd like to know what it is.'
'On something deep,' she repeated, frowning (and watched herself frown, in
the mirror). 'In something deep, mean you? I mean; you mean?'
'Never mind.' The other woman sighed. 'Let's wheel you out there. See
if the old man can get any sense out of you.'
'I believe she may be an asura,' Pieter Velteseri said, over lunch.
He had spent the morning patiently questioning the girl in an effort to
determine what memories she possessed. From this he knew that she had
appeared in the clan vault a few hours earlier, seemingly artificially
rebirthed in the manner a family member might be were there no clan member
suitably pregnant at the time of their scheduled reconstitution. Being
born without warning, alone, and in adult form did make the girl unique in his
experience, however. She had an extensive vocabulary but seemed uncertain
how to employ it, though he had gained the impression that her linguistic
skills had developed considerably just in the two hours or so of their
conversation.
Gil and Lucia had sat in on his gentle inquisition for a while, then grown
restless and gone for a swim. Lunch-time had reconvened them, though if
he had been hoping to impress his nephew and Lucia with their guest's new-found
articulacy it seemed Pieter was to be disappointed; the presence of large
quantities of food seemed to have temporarily driven all thought of
conversation from the girl's head.
They sat at one end of the dining-room table. The windows were open to
the veranda and the curtains billowed slowly.
Pieter sat on one side of the table while the young lovers sat on the other,
with their strange, fey guest at its head, a generously proportioned napkin
tucked into the neck of her blouse and—another spread across her lap
while she frowned and sighed and dipped her head down almost level with the
table while she attempted to manipulate a knife, fork and spoon to the end of
eating the food on her plate.
Gil and Lucia exchanged looks. Pieter watched the young woman at the
head of the table attack a lobster claw with the wrong end of a heavy spoon,
and sighed.
'On reflection, perhaps seafood salad was a mistake,' he said.
Bits of red-white carapace spattered across the table; their guest made an
appreciative growling noise at the back of her throat and after sniffing at the
meat revealed, sucked it out and sat back, chewing open-mouthed and smiling
happily while looking at the other three diners. A cleaning servitor
hummed and clicked from under the table and busied itself on the floor,
gathering up the bits of food and debris the girl had let drop. She
looked down at it, grinning, and swept more shards of lobster off the table and
onto the floor.
'What,' Lucia asked Pieter, 'exactly is an assurer?'
'I can't find it either,' Gil said, smiling at Lucia and squeezing her
hand. Like her, he was eating one-handed.
'An asura,' Pieter said, secretly pleased, though wondering if the two young
people really couldn't find the word in their habitua or were just being
polite. 'A Hindi word, originally,' he told them. 'It used to mean a demon or a
giant opposed to the gods.'
Lucia wore that annoyed look Pieter had come to recognise as her reaction to
anything that was not expressed through implants and which she thought ought to
be. It was fairly common for those in the first inflationary rush of
infatuation, lust or love to embrace almost exclusively the inner voicelessness
of implant-articulation in preference to the somehow physically off-putting and
clumsy medium of normal speech, and although Pieter did not think Lucia jealous
of their guest—any more than Gil seemed able to spare the girl more than
the most cursory attention—she did seem to resent both the simple
distraction she represented and the fact Pieter had suggested they communicate
by speech in deference to the girl's seeming total lack of implants.
'Hindi, hmm,' Gil said, obviously having to look the word up. 'So what does
"asura" mean nowadays?' He smiled at Lucia, squeezing her hand again under the
table.
'A sort of… natural, one might say,' Pieter replied (mischievously,
knowing they would both have to look that up too). He spooned a little
crabmeat and ate contemplatively while watching the girl flick bits of shell
further and further away across the floor so that the cleaning machine
described a zig-zag course towards the windows. 'Something generated
semi-randomly by the corpus or some separate system for reasons of its own,' he
went on, dabbing at his lips with a napkin. 'Usually to do with some required
change impossible to achieve from within. A non-predictable variable; a
wildness.'
Lucia glanced at the girl. 'Why does she have to appear here, though?'
Pieter shrugged. 'Why not?'
'She's nothing to do with the clan, is she? She doesn't belong to any
of our families,' Lucia said, her voice low, though the girl didn't seem to be
listening, still throwing lobster-chunks towards the window. 'So why does she
have to pop out of our vault; bit cheeky, isn't it?'
'I think it may have been sheer chance,' Pieter said, frowning a little.
'Whatever; she is here now and we must decide what to do with her.'
'Well what does one normally do with… asuras?' Gil asked.
'Gives them shelter and does not try to impede them when they want to move
on, I believe,' Pieter said. 'Rather like any guest.'
The girl aimed and threw; a piece of lobster-claw bounced at the edge of the
window between the softly blowing curtains, ricocheted through the rails of
the balcony outside and disappeared down towards the garden. The pursuing
cleaning machine trundled as far as the rails, and then stopped. It
clicked a couple of times, then retreated into the room. The girl looked
disappointed.
'Why, where's she going to go?' Lucia asked.
'I don't know,' Pieter admitted, nodding at their guest. 'Though she may.'
He sipped at his wine.
They looked at her. She was holding another section of lobster above
her, squinting up into it, one-eyed. Gil and Lucia exchanged glances.
'But what exactly is she supposed to do?' Gil asked.
'Again, I have no idea,' Pieter admitted. 'She may provide some fresh input
for some section of the corpus, or possibly—indeed probably—she is
what one might call a system test; a specimen signal-carrier whose only purpose
is to ensure everything is in working order should the medium require to be
used in anger—as it were—at some point in the future.'
Lucia and Gil looked at each other again.
'Could this have something to do with the Encroachment?' Gil asked, his
expression serious. He squeezed Lucia's hand again.
'It might,' Pieter said, waving his fork while inspecting the oysters on his
plate. 'Probably not.'
'Suppose she isn't just a signal test?' Gil asked with deliberated patience.
'What does she do then?' He refilled Lucia and his glasses.
'Why then, she will probably find her way to wherever she is supposed to
find her way and deliver her message.'
'She can hardly talk in joined-up words,' Lucia snorted. 'How is she going
to deliver a message?'
'She doesn't even have any implants,' Gil added.
'The message may be in an unusual medium,' Pieter said. 'It might lie in the
precise pattern of flecks in the iris of one eye, or in one of her
finger-prints, or in the disposition of her intestinal flora, or even in her
own genetic code.'
'And this message is something the data corpus knows and yet doesn't
know?'
'Quite. Or it may come from some system which isn't part of the main
corpus and which can't communicate with it.'
The girl was watching Gil drink from his glass. She imitated the
action and spilled only a little.
'Machines that can't communicate?' Lucia said, laughing. 'But
that's…' she waved her hand.
'Diseases are communicated, too,' Pieter said quietly, folding his
napkin. Their young guest seemed to be practising gargling.
'So?' Lucia said, with a contemptuous glance at the girl.
'Well, anyway,' Gil said emolliently, patting Lucia's hand while addressing
his uncle, 'She's here and our guest; she may even prove amusing if she is so
preternaturally naive. At least she appears to be house-trained.'
'So far,' Lucia said. 'Anyway; isn't there somebody we ought to tell about
her?'
'Oh, I suppose one might report her arrival to the authorities,' Pieter said
easily. 'But there's no hurry.'
The girl sat back, belched, looked pleased with herself, then farted.
She appeared slightly taken aback, then just grinned.
'Air,' she said, nodding to the other three people round the table.
Pieter smiled. Gil guffawed. Lucia stared at the girl for a
moment. Then set her napkin down primly. 'I am going to lie down,' she
announced, rising.
Gil got up too, still holding Lucia's hand. 'Me too,' he said, smiling
broadly.
Pieter returned their nodded farewells and watched the two young people
leave.
He turned to the girl. She wiped one bloused forearm messily across
her mouth then thumped her chest hollowly with her fist.
'Asura,' she said, grinning triumphantly, and burped again.
Pieter smiled thinly. 'Quite so.'
2
'The signal came at noon yesterday,' Clispeir said quickly, quietly. 'The
observatory was stationary. Gad,' she laughed gently, 'all our
preparations and cryptography went for nothing; the signal came in light all
right, but not in any ancient code or any fancy wavelength, and not in
frequency or amplitude modulation; they just manipulated the beam to make
actual letters appear upon the plain, shining lines like the reflections waves
cast on a wall or ceiling.'
'What did it say?' Gadfium asked. They sat together on the small bed,
curtains drawn, light dimmed, whispering like school girls conspiring a
prank. She was not sure if it was some ancient memory that made her head
spin, some genuine reaction to the impoverished air in the observatory, or the
import of what they were talking about.
Clispeir laughed. 'At first it just said, "Move",' she said. 'Oh, Gad, you
should have seen us. We stared at the letters on the salt for a full
minute before we pulled ourselves together and decided that even if we
had gone plain-crazy, and it was some mass hallucination, we might as
well shift. So we did; we moved a couple of metres. The letters
stayed where they were, then disappeared. When they reappeared it was as
though they had followed us.'
'But what did they—?'
'Ssh! I'm coming to that!' She pulled on a chain round her neck and
drew a slim pen from inside her tunic, unscrewed it and pulled out a piece of
flimsy paper which she unrolled and handed to Gadfium. 'They came in groups
every eight seconds. Here; read for yourself.'
Gadfium stared at the scribbled writing.
* (flash)
MOVE /
NOW MOVE BACK /
THANK YOU/
LOVE IS GOD / ALL ARE HALLOWED / * WE HAVE—NOTED / THAT YOU ATTEMPTED
/ TO COMMUNICATE WITH / US IN THE PAST / HOWEVER STANDBY / SYSTEMS THEN
FUNCTIONING / WERE NOT ENABLED TO / REPLY OR INSTRUCTED / TO COMMENCE / OUR
REACTIVATION / THIS HAS NOW / OCCURRED DUE TO / SOLAR SYSTEM'S APPROACH /TO
INTERSTELLAR/ DUST CLOUD / WHICH EVENT YOU CALL / ENCROACHMENT / THIS CONCERNS
US ALL / CURRENT ESTIMATES / OF EFFECT ON EARTH / GIVE CAUSE FOR / ALARM / WE
HAVE NOT / RECEIVED NOR DO / WE BELIEVE YOU HAVE / RECEIVED ANY / COMMUNICATION
FROM / OFF-PLANET THERE / FOR WE MUST ACT / ALONE TO SAVE / OURSELVES / ACTION
OPTIONS / INCLUDE CURRENT / LOWER-LEVELS / ATTEMPT TO CONSTRUCT / ROCKETS FOR
/ EVACUATION / THIS IS ALMOST / CERTAIN TO FAIL / IT IS KNOWN / SECTIONS OF
LOWER- / LEVELS COMPETE / AGGRESSIVELY FOR / SUBSIDIARY SPACE / TECHNOLOGIES
BUT THIS / TOO IS UNLIKELY / TO SUCCEED / ALSO NOTE DANGER / WORKINGS IN
L5SWSOLAR / * HALLOWED BE / THE CENTRE THE / ABSENCE THAT / GIVES STRENGTH /
GIVES MEANING / * THREATEN SIGNIFICANT / FABRIC INTEGRITY LOSS / CORRECT ANSWER
MUST / LIE IN CRYPTOSPHERE / OR AN ASSOCIATED / BUT COMMUNICATIVELY / REMOTE
SUB-SYSTEM / WE BELIEVE AS / WE BELIEVE YOU DO / THAT TECHNOLOGY EXISTS / TO
SAVE US ALL / BUT ACCESS TO / DISCOVERY OF THIS / TECHNOLOGY EVADES / US AND
WE ARE / UNABLE TO CONTACT / CRYPTOSPHERE / DIRECTLY DUE TO / CURRENT CHAOTIC /
INFECTIOUS STATE / OF SAME / GIVEN RUMOURED / EXISTENCE OF EMERGENCY /
META-PROTOCOLS / WE THEREFORE URGE / YOU TO REMAIN / VIGILANT AS SHALL / WE FOR
ADVENT / OF EXTERNAL DATA- / CARRYING EVENT OR / SYSTEM-EMISSARY / (ASURA) /
PLEASE ALSO NOTE / WE BELIEVE RULING / SECTIONS OR LOWER- / LEVELS KNOW THEIR /
APPARENT ATTEMPTS / TO ESCAPE CERTAIN / TO FAIL / WHY IS THIS / WE QUESTION /
REPLY THROUGH / HELIO SEMAPHORE OR / SIGNAL-LAMP ONLY / * LOVE IS FAITH / IS
UNKNOWING / BE ALL HALLOWED / IN THE EYE OF / NOTHING / SHANTI / END *
She couldn't take it all in; she started, got half-way through, lost it
again, started more slowly, then read it in full a second time.
By the end of it, Gadfium was staring at the piece of paper; she could feel
her eyes bulging from her face and sense the tension in the surrounding
skin. Her head still felt as though it was spinning. She gulped,
looked at the smiling, shining face of Clispeir.
There was a knock at the cabin door. 'Ma'am?' Rasfline asked, voice
muffled.
Gadfium cleared her throat. 'I'm alive, Rasfline,' she called, her voice
shaking. 'Just let me rest. Ten minutes.'
'Very well, ma'am.' She could hear his hesitation.
'Yes, Rasfline?'
'We should not stay much longer, Chief Scientist… and also, there is
an urgent message from the Sortileger's office. He would like to see
you.'
'Inform him I'll be on my way in ten minutes.'
'Ma'am.'
They waited a few moments, then Clispeir seized the other woman's shoulders,
glancing at the paper Gadfium held. 'I know some of it seems like nonsense, but
isn't it just the most exciting thing?'
Gadfium nodded. She put one shaking hand to her brow and patted
Clispeir's shoulder with the other hand. 'Yes, and very dangerous,' she
said.
'You really think so?' Clispeir said.
'Of course! If Security hear about this, we're all lost.'
'You don't think if you could somehow get this to the King he'd, well, have
a change of heart? I mean: realise that the best thing was for us all to
work tog—?'
'No!' Gadfium said, appalled. She shook the other woman's shoulders.
'Clispeir! The message itself mentions the King and his pals seem to have
some secret agenda; if we tell them we know they'll just silence us!'
'Of course, of course,' Clispeir said, smiling nervously. 'You're
right.'
'Yes,' Gadfium said, 'I am.' She took a deep breath. 'Now, we have ten
minutes—may I keep this?' She held up the sheet of paper.
'Certainly! You'll have to make your own copies for the others.'
'That's all right. Now, as I was saying; we have ten minutes to decide
what to do.'
3
The Palace was situated in the Great Hall's central lantern, a tall
octagonal construction protruding from the centre of the steeply pitched roof
which in a humanly scaled version of Serehfa would have been open and hollow
and have helped light the Hall's interior below.
The Palace filled a hundred tall storeys within the lantern and projected
downwards into the Great Hall for another ten levels; those lower floors were
mostly devoted to the Security services and their equipment. Lush gardens
and broad terraces graced its outer walls, and within it were housed its own
great halls, ballrooms and ceremonial spaces. Its summit was capped by
further walled gardens and a small airfield.
His Majesty King Adijine VI sat in the great solar, at one end of a mighty
table too long to be used for purely vocal discussion without
amplification. He listened to the chief ambassadorial emissary for the
Engineers of the Chapel as he forcefully outlined some subsidiary position on
possible technological cooperation should the hoped-for peace be
forthcoming. The emissary's voice boomed out across the hall.
Possibly, thought the King, the emissary would not have required
amplification.
The chief ambassadorial emissary was a fully sentient human-chimeric; a man
in the guise of an animal—in this case ursus maritimus, a polar
bear. Such creatures were generally frowned upon; animals were seen as
the final resting place—or at any rate one of the last resting
places—for the crypt-corroded souls of the long dead, but the clan
Engineers had a tradition of such beasts. It had been something of an
aggressive statement for the Chapel usurpers to make, appointing such a being
as their main representative at the talks. Adijine didn't care.
He was finding the chief ambassadorial emissary's tirade tiring; certainly
in the course of providing the bear's body with vocal equipment capable of
reproducing human speech the Chapel scientists had created a powerful and
profoundly bassy instrument, but one could grow weary of it all the same, and
the man within the beast ought to leave the sort of detail he was now dealing
in to his retinue. However, as well as liking the sound of his own voice,
the chief ambassadorial emissary seemed unable to delegate effectively, and
Adijine had rather lost interest in the substance of what was now being
discussed.
He switched away.
Like the other Privileged, the King had no implants, save for those which
would be used only once, to record and transmit his personality when he
died. Unlike most of them he had access to technologies that allowed him
the benefits of implants without the drawbacks, giving him unrestrained one-way
access to all those with implants and—in the right
circumstances—even those without them. It did mean he had to wear
the crown to make it all work, but he had a choice of several attractive models
of crown, all of which were tastefully designed and sat lightly on one's
head.
In theory the regal paradigm best expressed the reality of modern
power—better than a commercial, civil or military archetype for
example—and certainly it seemed that people were happy enough with a kind
of benignly dictatorial meritocracy which at any given moment looked somewhat
like a real monarchy—with primogeniture and fully hereditary
status—but wasn't.
Actually he suspected few people these days really believed that in the past
kings and queens had been chosen by the accident of birth (and this when it
really had been an accident and even their crude attempts at improving their
bloodstock tended to result in in-breeding rather than regal
thoroughbreds). Equally, though, the sheer grandiosity of the stage that
Serehfa itself presented might be seen to demand an imperial repertoire.
The King entered the minds of the men behind the walls.
Twenty troops of his bodyguard were concealed behind the paper partitions
lining the room. He scanned each quickly—on principle, really, they
were thoroughly programmed—and then focused on their commander. He
was watching the scene in the hall on a visor monitor. Adijine followed
the man's slow sweep of the view and listened to quiet system chatter coming
over his audio implants. Head-ups flickered on and off as the guard
commander's gaze fell on individuals in the room.
His gaze settled on the King for a second, and Adijine had the always rather
strange experience of looking at himself through another's eyes. He
looked fine; handsome, tall, regal, impressively robed, the light crown sitting
straight on his curly black locks, and by his expression paying due but not
deferential attention to what the polar-bear emissary was saying.
Adijine admired himself for a while longer. He had been bred to be
King; not in the ancients' crude hit-or-miss interpretation of the words but in
the literal sense that the crypt had designed him; given him the aspect,
bearing and character of a natural ruler before he'd even been born, selecting
his physical and mental attributes from a variety of sources to make him
handsome, attractive, charming, gracious and wise, balancing wit against
gravitas, human understanding against moral scrupulousness and a love of the
finer things in life against an urge towards simplicity. He inspired
loyalty, was difficult to hate, brought out the best in men and women and had
great but not total power which he had the sense and modesty to use sparingly
but authoritatively. Not for the first time, Adijine thought what a damn
fine figure of a man he was.
He looked like an absolute ruler, even though he wasn't; he shared his power
with the twelve representatives of the Consistory. They were his
advisers, or better, his board; he was managing director. He controlled
the physical realm of the structure through the other clans, the personal
loyalty he commanded from the masses, and the Security services (now including
the newly formed Army), while the men and women of the Consistory spoke for the
crypt itself and the elite body of Cryptographers who formed the interface
between the data corpus and humanity. It was a nicely balanced
arrangement, as was proven by the fact it had existed for multi-generations of
monarchs. Nothing had disturbed the calm face of old Earth for millennia
until that Nessian cloak of darkness had started to stain the heavens.
Adijine watched as the guard commander's gaze curved above his King, then
around him, then resumed its slow sweep.
Adijine had hoped to find the man day-dreaming, but the guard commander
wasn't thinking of anything at all; he was on automatic pilot, watching,
listening, being professional. He did day-dream, very occasionally (it
would have been suspicious in the extreme had he never done so) but he wasn't
at the moment. Adijine switched again.
The colonel-in-chief of the Security services was herself remoting into
another mind, watching a meeting of clan Cryptography chief programmers
through the mind of one who was trying to suppress thoughts of republicanism
and revolution. Utterly boring. The colonel-in-chief had a robust,
healthy and inventive sex-life and Adijine had spent many a happy hour with her
and her partners, but everything seemed to be strictly business right now.
His private secretary was receiving details of a conversation his construct
had just had with the shade of the late Count Sessine. Oh yes, thought
the King; poor Count Sessine. He'd always felt a certain empathy with
Sessine. The private secretary was eating lunch at the same time; anchovy
salad. The King detested anchovies rather more than his private secretary
adored them, and so switched again.
His seneschal was surveying the zeteticist team monitoring the Chapel
usurper party for stray noetic radiations. Boring and
incomprehensible.
His current favourite courtesan was remoting into the mind of a
mathematician contemplating an elegant proof—the court retained many
mathematicians, philosophers and aesthetes to provide this sort of vicarious
epiphany—but Adijine found the third-hand experience less than
absorbing.
How frustrating to attempt to pry on people only to discover they were in
turn spying on others.
He checked that the ursine ambassadorial emissary was still talking (he was,
and the King allowed himself a pre-emptive gloat at how the emissary was going
to feel when the bomb workings in the fifth-level south-western solar came on
line and he realised that this entire negotiation was just a materielly
inexpensive exercise in time-wasting), then the King dipped into minds
elsewhere in Serehfa; a peruker in a tower-roof terrace-town, crouched over her
latest extravagant creation; a cliometrician carrelled half-asleep in a
bartizan high on the east fifth level; a moirologist petitioning in the
sacristy of the northern upper chapel; a funambulist reaping babilia on the
pyramid spur of a shell-wall tower.
Prosaic.
He checked on his spyers, clinging to ledges and lintels, shivering on
shingles and cinquefoils, hooked and netted under hoardings and machicolations
or just crawling like half-frozen fleas through the gilled vertical forest of
high altitude babilia while they watched the lofty, cold, snowy slopes and
plains of the high castle for enemy movement, or just something
interesting… Another one dead on the tenth-level northern pentice; the
spyer-master Yastle insisted acclimatised men could survive at ten thousand
metres, but the poor devils kept proving him wrong… A faller from the
seventh level butry gable … One watching the black smoke drift inside the
white, a tiny snow-scene within the cold cauldron of the Southern Volcano
Room… One on the south side of the octal tower, snow-blinded and
raving… Another in a mullion of the seventh-level western clerestory,
holding his black, frostbitten fingers up in front of his face, crying, knowing
that he would never get down now. Little wonder people thought spyers
must be mad. Less dangerous to be a spy.
He examined the view from a few ordinary static cameras and avians; they'd
been losing a few of those recently to real birds. Some blip in the
crypt's faunastatus, possibly caused by the workings in the L5 SW solar, the
Cryptographers said; they were sorting it out.
He looked in on the Palace Astronomical Observatory; they had instruments
watching the sun. Radiation was ninety-one per cent of normal; still
falling slowly and still decreasing more steeply in the IR-end of the
spectrum. Boring and depressing.
He cast his regard further afield, and was briefly in the mind of a
scrape-scrounge haunting the quiet ruins of Manhattan, then looked through the
eyes of a wild chimeric condor, high above the southern Andes, then in the mind
of a young woman surfing at dawn off New Sealand, before becoming part of a
chimeric triple-mind within a sounding hump-back in mid-Pacific, then joining a
chanting priestess in some midnight temple in Singapore, followed by a drunken
night-guard at an ovitronics plant in Tashkent, an insomniac agronometricist in
Arabic, a spanceled Resiler preaching unheeded in the smoky chaos of a
traumkeller in old Prag, and finally a sleepy balloonist descending through the
dusk above Tammanrusset.
All very mind-broadening, but still… ah; the Army colonel-to-the-court
was thinking about his new mistress. This was more like it.
… Sessine's wife!
Now, wasn't that a coincidence?
You must have thought seven, in the context of having used up
seven out of your eight incrypted lives. Unless you are here for the
trivial reason that you have been very careless with those lives, I assume
you're in trouble and under direct—and directed—threat. So you're here, in the place you prepared for yourself a long time ago,
in case. You're safest staying in the room, where everything works the
way it would in reality. Using the screen may be risky, leaving certainly
is. You're in the crypt's crustal basement, the last sane level before
the chaos. If you know of anybody who remains loyal to you back in the mortal world,
you can try to contact them on the screen; it's a brand new address, never been
format-collapsed, so the first call is safe. The rest can't be
guaranteed. If you think it's safe to sit and wait to be rescued, look inside the
bedside cabinet; there's a book, a phial and a pistol. The book contains
a general library, the phial will make you sleep until somebody comes to get
you and the pistol will work on others within the confines of the room. If you're going to leave, head west from here—that's away from the
ocean tunnel, which is the direction the room's window faces—until you
reach the walls and then turn left and walk until you reach the spill-sluice;
take the steps up. There's a smoking-tavern called the Half-way
House. The hopfgeist is friendly. I hope you never did tell anybody
your most-secret code, or forget it. Or change it. Remember that if you do leave this room, or transmit more than once from
it, you are vulnerable, and that if you communicate openly with the crypt you
will betray both your identity and location. You can ask information of
other constructs you can trust, and you can move within the crypt. That
is all. You are an outlaw now, my friend; a fugitive. I am—that is, you are—setting all this up in direct-link just
after a snort of Oblivion, so if it works—worked—you may remember
once waking up on the floor of your study on a Wednesday evening with a
head-full of nothing, wondering what possessed you to take that stuff.
And if anything goes wrong, that's because you were drunk when you had the
idea. I'm drunk now but I feel fine, in here. Anyway, Alandre; best of
luck. I'll be with you all the way. Yours.
Sessine folded the sheet of paper and tore it into little strips, slowly and
carefully, thinking.
He was in the level of the crypt just above the chaotic regions,
where—apparently perversely—things worked much more according to
the rules of the real world than they did elsewhere in the corpus. Throw
yourself off a roof here and you wouldn't be able to decide suddenly to fly;
you'd hit the ground and die. Here, knowing how literally things worked,
it was difficult to make the kind of mistake that might lead one to enter the
crypt's chaotic regions accidentally; it was the last safeguard the system
provided.
He wasn't sure what to do with the sheet of paper he'd just read, so he
shrugged to himself and imagined it gone, but of course it didn't go. He
ate one of the strips but it tasted bitter and he felt foolish. He shook
his head and put the paper scraps in one pocket of his jacket.
He looked at himself in the bedroom mirror. He was wearing… he
tried to instigate a search but that, too, didn't work, so he had to resort to
a laborious shuffle through his own memory. Grief, what did you call this
stuff? And this stuff? A lifeless, ill-fitting, creased blue shirt,
a jacket of… tartan? plaid? and the trous… Nimes, de Nimes…
neams? Geams? Something like that.
Awful stuff; the shirt felt scratchy, the jacket had great hairy Ms
of fabric sticking out from it like mussed hair and the seams had enormous,
crude, visible stitches. Late twentieth-century corporate dress would
have been his choice, but then maybe that was what people would be looking for,
if they were still looking for him.
He inspected the bedside cabinet. The items his note to himself had
listed were indeed there. He hefted the pistol; an ancient automatic
projectile weapon. It wasn't supposed to work outside the room. He
put it down the back of his trousers anyway. He took the little glass
phial, too.
He went to the screen. He thought of calling his wife but she was
probably still busy fornicating. He was reasonably certain she had
started seeing some courtier recently and round about now had always been her
favourite time of day for sex. He hadn't bothered trying to find out who
the fellow was; it was her business.
He smiled regretfully, thinking of his own latest affair. A girl in
the air corps, keen on skiing and ancient flying machines; long red hair and a
wicked laugh.
Never again, he thought. Never again.
Well, he could be her incubus, of course, but it would never be quite the
same.
Perhaps if he appeared to her in the guise of an antique airman…
… Anyway, he would call Nifel, the clan Security chief; the man was
ferociously efficient and he felt they had become friends over the years.
Probably never have got into this mess if Nifel had been in charge; trust the
Army. Nifel; just the man, Sessine thought. He turned the screen
on, sound only.
'Nifel, Mika; officer clan Aerospace, Serehfa.'
'Nifel's agent-construct.'
'Sessine.'
'Count. We have heard. Commander Nifel is shocked and
saddened. He—'
'Really? How unoriginal of him.'
'Indeed, sir. He wishes to know why you did not want the in-crypt
support systems instigated around your data-set.'
'But I do,' Sessine told the construct, and felt fear. 'I always did.
Kindly institute them immediately and tell Nifel the Army may be behind all
this; Army intelligence, especially. I am down to my last life in here
and whoever killed me the other seven times comes very well-equipped, very
well-informed and with the ability to intercept calls from the crypt to
specific Army high staff.'
'I shall inform Commander Nifel—'
'Never mind informing him; first get those support systems running and give
me some back-up down here.'
'It is being done.' There was a pause. 'What is your location, sir?'
'I'm in…' Sessine hesitated, then smiled. He had died eight
times today; seven of them in the space of about a tenth of a second, real
time. He was becoming cagey at last.
'First,' he said, 'complete this phrase, if you will: Aequitas
sequitur…'
'Legem, sir.'
'Thank you,' Sessine said.
'… your location, sir?'
'I beg your pardon. Of course. I am near the representation of a
place called Kittyhawk, North Carolina, North America.'
'Thank you, sir. Commander Nifel, on your instructions- '
'Would you excuse me for a moment?'
'Sir.'
He switched the machine off and sat on the bed for a moment, his head in his
hands.
So there was nowhere in the real world to turn. Aequitas sequitur funera had been the more mordant version of the
saying he and Nifel had settled on.
He stood, looked once around the room, then opened the door and left.
The gun's bulk simply vanished from the small of his back as soon as he crossed
the threshold. He paused.
Well now, he thought, for the duration of these real days I am like the
ancients used to be; restricted to one careful life in a time of danger.
Every instant might be his last, and the only memories he could access were
those in his own mind.
Nevertheless, he told himself, he was still better off than those of purely
mortal ages; he could hope that he would wake up again after his funeral, and
rejoin the universe of the crypt for at least a little of eternity.
Somehow, though, given the ferocity and apparent profundity of the forces
ranged against him, he doubted that was really likely, and suspected he was
indeed on his own, with one slim chance of survival. Desperado, he
thought, and smiled, amused at his fall from power and grace.
He wondered anew how the ancients had endured such fragility and ignorance,
then shrugged, closed the door and walked down the dim, deserted corridor. Aequitas sequitur funera. Justice follows the grave, not the law.
It had not occurred to him he would ever employ that mutated phrase in
circumstances that might give him the chance to verify it.
Or refute it, of course.
4
Translation
1nce thi sky woz ful ov birdz; used 2 go blak wif birds it did & birdz
roold thi air (wel, apart from thi insectz) but thas all changed now; hoomins
came along & startd shootin & trappin & killin them & evin if
they've mostly stoppd doin that sort ov fing now theyr stil top ov thi roost
partly coz they kild off so meny speesheez & partly coz they make stuf fly,
witch when u fink about it duz kind ov spoil it 4 thi birdz on account they had
2 spend milyons ov yeers jumpin off clifs & out ov treez & crashin 2
thi groun & dyin & then doin it ol ovir agen & 1 time miby not
crashin qwite so hard but glidin a bit & then a bit moar & a bit moar
stil & so on & so on etc & juss jenerily paynstakinly evolvin in
this incredibly complicatd way (I meen, lizird-scales in2 fevvirs! & holo
bones, 4 goonis sakes!) & then theez bleedin hoomins theez ridicolos-lookin
bald munkys cum along whot Ѕ nevir showd thi slitest inarest in flyin nor sine
ov adaptayshin 2 thi air whot-so-bleedin-evir & they start buzzin aroun in
flyin masheens juss 4 a laf!
Makes u sik. Din evin Ѕ thi decincy 2 do it slo; one minit theyr flyin
mashines is made from paper & spit, then 1 evilushinary blink ov thi i
& thi bastirds is playin golf on thi moon!
O, thers stil birdz around olrite but thers a dam site fewr ov them & a
lot ov what u wood fink is birds iznt; itz chimerics, or machines, & even
if it is thi case that whot looks like a bird is a bird if its a big one its
probably not evin got its hed 2 itself but its been taken over by a ded
persin. Can't evin Ѕ peece in yoor own bonce. Birdz av coped wiv
tics & flees & lice ol ther evilushinary life but theez dam hoomins r
wurse & they get evryware!
Am flapin & skwokin & wokin about ma perch & wishin Mr Zoliparia
thi hoomin wude hury up & wake me coz thi moar I think about peepil thi
less I like them & thi moar I like bein a bird.
Been almos a week now; whatz keepin thi man? Mi own folt 4 entrustin
mi saifty 2 a old geezir. Thats thi trubl wif old persins; slo
reactshins. Probly dropt thi pen I askt him 2 catch & is evin now
scrabblin about on thi flor 4 it, forgetin thi importint thing is 2 wake me,
not get thi bleedin pen. But it must Ѕ been a minit in reel time by now;
shurely evin a old persin cant take that long 2 luke 4 a bleedin pen 4 gooniss
sakes.
Howma goan wake up? Am blo thi levil whare u get askd in yoor sleep
otomaticly & mi own wake-up code woz taikin from me by that big bastardin
bird whot slapt me down heer in thi furst place & evin tho Ive rimemberd it
sinse it juss dozen seem 2 b wurkin no moare.
Mi goos, like they say, may wel b cookd.
Am on a perch in a sorta litl dark caiv.
If u can imagine a jiant black brain in a evin biggr dark space, & then
zoom in on thi brain & go down inamungst its corugayshins & foldz &
c that thi walls ov evry fold is made out ov zillions ov litl boxes wif a perch
in it, well, thatz whot this bit ov bird-space is like, in thi kript.
Mi litl box lukes out on2 a uge hangin dark spaice oll fild with shades
& thi okzhinal passin bird flappin sloly past (we oll flap slo—thi
pretend graviti is less heer). Wel, am sayin its all dark but maybe it
iznt realy, maybe thats juss me coz truth 2 tel Iv not been very wel; in fact
Im Ѕ blind, but thats betr than whot I woz a cupl ov days ago, which woz Ѕ
ded.
Therz a dainti flutr ov wings @ thi entranse 2 mi box, & in cums litl
Dartlin, whos thi frend Iv made heer.
Ullo, Dartlin, howzit goin?
Fine, Mr Bathcule. I bin tewibwy bizzy, u no; tewibwy bizzy bird i
been. I flu thwu 2 thi paliment ov thi cwows & pikd up sum gothip,
wood u like 2 here it?
Dartlin is my spy, sort ov. When I imagind miself in heer in thi furst
place, bak in Mr Zoliparia's pad, I juss naturily sumhow took on thi apperince
ov a hok, which is whot I stil am now. Dartlins a sparo, so in feery we
shood b rapter & prey respectivly, but it dozen actule work that way here,
not in this bit nway.
Dartlin foun me on thi flor heer. Id juss got bak from thi levil
beneeth whare thi reel fun in thi kript starts & I woz in a sory state, let
me tel u.
Thi furst cupl ov days wer thi wurst. When thi big burd slapt me down
thru all them levils I thot mi time woz up; I meen, I new Id wake up in thi
Iball ov thi septentrynal gargoil Rosbrith sooner or later, but I thot I woz
goin 2 die in heer, & thats a helluva fing 2 take back 2 yoor waitin mind;
scar u 4 life, that can.
Iss ver difficult 2 explain what its like when u go that deep in thi kript,
but if u can imagine bein in a sno storm, flyin in a fik snostorm
only thi sno is multi-colurd & sum ov it seems 2 b cumin @
u from evry angil (& each sno-flake seems 2 sing & hum &
sizil & hold littl flashin images & hints ov faces in it & as they
go past u heer snatchiz ov speech or music or u feel a emoshin or fink ov a
idear or consept or seem 2 remembir sumfink) & if 1 ov thi sno-flakes hits
u in thi I u r suddenly in sumbudy elses dreem & its a effort 2 remember
who thi hel u r, wel if u can imagine xperyencin oll that when u r feelin a bit
drunk & disoreyented then thas a bit like whot iss like, cept wurse ov
course. & weerder.
I doan actuly remember much about that bit & I doan think I want 2,
Ither. I lernd 2 navigate by thi flavir ov thi surroundin dreemz &
graduly sortd sum sens out ov thi gibbersh & tho I got blindid by thi
abraidin impact ov ol those sno-flakes & loss thi wordin ov my wake-up
code, I fynaly broke bak thru 2 thi darknis & peece & qwiet here, &
lay xosted on thi flor amungst lotsa scraggly ded fewirs & solidifyd
droppins & thass whare Dartlin foun me.
Heed been terifyd by sumthin & loss thi memry ov how 2 fly & so
ended down on thi flor 2, but he could c & so 1nce Id got my strenf bak he
got on2 my back between my wings & gided me 2 whare thi sparos
gather. They told him how 2 fly agen but they didn feel cumfterbil Ѕin a
hok around so they foun me this place down here & thass whare Ive been thi
last 4 days, gettin mi site back wyle Dartlin flits about makin inkwyries &
bein bizy & nozi & gossipin, which is whot sparos like doin nway.
Y I certinly wood like 2 heer whot u herd, litil frend, I tel Dartlin.
Wel, ith tewibwy intiwestin & i hope u doan get fwitened but, tho u r a
feerth hok aftir ol & pwobibwy doan get fwitened… o, ithn
thith a dark ole place? I doan like perchin here on thi edje. May I
hop up bethide u?
By ol meens, Dartlin, I sez, shufflin along a bit on my perch.
Thank u. Now; ah yeth, now i doan wan 2 make u nervith or
anthin—like i thay, with u bein feerth i cant imagin u no thi meenin ov
thi word—but it wood appeer that therth a bit ov a dithturbinth in thi
air—o, it givth me a shiver juth lookin @ thoze big feerth talonth ov
yourth—whot woth i thayin?—o yeth, a dithturbinth in thi air,
affectin evwybody, neer enuf—u no i think i felt it begin mythelf evin
tho i woz down on that hawwibl flor @ thi time with uthir thingth on mi
mind—wothint hawwibil down thare? I hatid it. Nway, it
theemth thi raptorth & carrion-feederth & moatht ethpethyally
thi lammergeierth Ѕ been behavin thtrainjly—o! woth that a theegull jutht
thare? I new a theegull 1nce, hith name woth…
Thas thi trubl wif sparos; they got a veri limitid tenshun span & r
inclind 2 go witterin on 4 ages b4 they get 2 thi poynt, always flutterin off @
tanjints & keepin u gessin whot it is thare actuli tokin about. Iss
veri frustratin but u juss Ѕ 2 b payshint.
Nway, I bettir parafraze or weel b here oil bleedin day listnin 2 this
sparo-crap.
Furst, sum ov thi birdz is lookin 4 sumbody & I get a funy feelin it
might b yoors truli. Thi song goes that thers a hunt on 4 sumbodi whoze
loose in thi sistim, existin in thi kript &/or thi base-wurld & thers a
pryce on ther hed. Apparintly this persins a furst-born, which fits
me. Fits lots a peepil, u mite say, but apparintly this persins got
sumthin a bit difrint about them; they Ѕ sum peculyarity, sum strainjnis, &
thare a signil carryer, carryin a mesidje they mite not evin no they Ѕ.
O I no itz probly not me, but u no how it is; I alwiz felt I woz
speshil—juss like evrybodi els—but unlike evrybody els I got this
weerd wirin in mi brane so I cant spel rite, juss Ѕ 2 do evrythin
foneticly. Iss not a problim cos u can put eny old rubish thru practikly
anyfin evin a chile's toy computir & get it 2 cum out speld perfictly &
gramatisized 2 & evin improvd 2 thi poynt whare yood fink u waz Bill
bleedin Shaikspir by thi langwidje. Nway, u can probly c y I got a bit
paranoyd when I furst herd ol this, & it gets wurse.
Thi stori goze that this persin—mayb a burd, mayb not—is a
contaminint from thi kript's nasti ole nethir reejins, a vyris cum 2 corupt
evin more levils, which is qwite a thot & mite evin b a bit worryin juss in
case it woz me, onli not evry1 seems 2 bleev this bit ov thi roomir coz its
rekind that thi stori cums from thi palas & thi king & thi
consisterians r behind it & thay can almost b garanteed not 2 tel thi
trooth.
Sum flox rekin its oll 2 do wif thi approachin enkroachin; they fink thi
kaotic levils ov thi kript Ѕ sumhow woken up 2 thi fact that rings cude
eventjulie get a bit hazardis even 4 them.
U c, evrybody's assoomed that thi kript's kaotic levils qwite liked thi
idear ov thi enkroachmint; sumthin that ushird in a new ice age (@ thi veri
leest) & cut off thi sunlite & kild off praktikly thi hole planitiry
ecosfere & juss jenerili gaiv hoomins & byological stuf a hard time
sounded rite up thi kript's tree thang-u-veri-mutch, but now that it lukes like
thi enkroachmint mite b evin moar seryis than that & possibly fretin thi
existins ov thi sun, thi planit, thi cassil & thi kript, well thi beests ov
thi kaotic zones Ѕ fynaly sat up & took notis & fings Ѕ been stirin
evir sins.
Y it shood b happenin in thi relm ov thi birdz spesifikly is a good qwestyin
but thare u r; not much point tryin 2 figir out thi kript.
Xactly whot is goin on apart from thi fact that thare lookin 4
sumbodi isnt 2 cleer Ither, thers 2 meny conflickin roomirs (& nway this is
ol bein tranmitd by Dartlin, who is a deer litl bird but wude not evin get a
oneribil menshin if they woz givin out prizes 4 conversayshinil coherince) but
thi poynt ov it ol is that basikly thers big doo-doo flyin aroun & ol thi
flox is nervis & a bit histerikl & enybody whos a bit diffrent is bein
sot out, roundid up, interogatid & taken away. Ol ov which mite sound
familyir 2 eny studints ov history & juss goze 2 sho that sum fings nevir
chainj, leest not when theez pluckin hoomins desined thi orijinil sistim.
So thare u r Mr Bathcule, ithnt it ol tewwibwy, tewwibwy interethtin ?
O its inarestin ol rite, Dartlin, ole chum.
I think tho 2—o look, i think i juss thaw a flee on yoor leg thare;
may I preen u?
I feel like sayin, U shure its a flee not a ant? coz I stil think tendirly
ov poor litl lost Ergates now & agen, but I juss sez, Preen away, yung
Dartlin.
Dartlin peks roun thi fethery top ov my left leg & eventjulie crunches
on a flee.
Yum. Thank u. Wel enway, i wonder whot on erth can b goin
on? Who do u think they ah lookin 4? Do u think it cood akchooly b
1 ov uth birdth? I dont think tho, do u?
Probly not.
O, ith not u, ith it? Tee-hee. Tee-hee-hee-hee.
I doan fink so. I juss a poor blindid ole hok.
Well I no that, thilly, tho u r a very feerth old hok, &
gettin less blind ol thi time. I woth jutht kiddin. O luke anuthi
thee-gull. Or ith it? Lookth moar like a albino cro,
akchooly. Well, i cant thtand awound hea ol day chattin with u; i Ѕ 2
fly, Dartlin sez, & hops down off thi perch. Ith ther anythin i can
get u, Mr Bathcule?
No, Dartlin, am gettin bettir ol thi time, fanks. Juss u keep yoo eers
opin tho; I like heerin about ol this stuf.
My pwezhir. Thure i cant get u somthin 2 eet, perhapth?
No, am fine.
Vewy well.
Dartlin hops 2wards thi edje ov thi box lukin out ovir thi dark
canyin. It preens itsself a bit, then balansis on thi edje, lukes roun 2
say, Well, bye then… but iss litl voyce sorta trailz off, & it lukes
bak roun 2 thi outside & then it stars shiverin & it jumps bak &
almost falls ovir & keeps jumpin bak until iss underneef mi perch.
Dartlin! I shout. Whas thi mattir? Whot is it? & I
luke down @ thi litl fellir & hees juss pressd bak agenst thi reer ov thi
box & qwiverin wif frite, hiz tiny Is buljin & starin & not seein
me, & meenwhile thers movemint & thi soun ov flutirn wings outside thi
box & sum whisperd sqwawks. A cupil ov larje dark shapes flit past
thi entrinse 2 thi box.
Dartlin shaiks like thi poor littl buggurs Ѕin his own pryvit erfqwake.
He lukes @ me & wails, Feerth, Mr Bathcule! Feerth! & then
juss keels ovir on2 thi flor ov thi box, his Is stil opin.
Dartlin! I sez, not shoutin, but I doan fink this sparo's goan 2 b
doin no more spyin nor flyin. I can c his flees gettin redy 2 move out ov
his scrawny littl bod, & thas always thi wurst ov sines.
I luke up agen & thers more movemint & a rustlin sound from outside
& then suddinly thi noys ov uge grate wings flappin.
A crow pops itz hed roun thi side ov thi box.
It lukes @ me wif 1 beedy blak glintin I & croaks,
Yeh thass im, muss b im.
It disapeers b 4 I can say anyfin.
Then there's a face @ thi entrins 2 thi box, & I cant beleve it; its a
hoomin face, a hoomin hed but its bin flayed, iss got no skin on it @ ol &
its ol red with blud & u can c tendons & mussils & its Is r starin
out wif no lids neethir but iss also got thi biggist smile u evir seen &
its held in thi claws ov sum huge bird I cant c apart from its talons &
lower legs; thi talons r holdin thi hed by thi eers & thi hed opins its
mouf & starts makin this weerd noise, incredibly loud & gutteril &
its tung comes out, but iss not a ordinary tung iss far 2 long 4 a start &
iss flapin & lashin & thi hed's makin this screemin noise & thi
tung is snakin rite @ me & iss got hooks & claws @ thi end ov it &
thi tung flix 2wards me & I jump bakwards off thi perch & land almost
on top ov Dartlin's body & thi tung is snappin bak & 4th ovir thi top
ov thi perch tryin 2 get me & Im peckin & screetchin & tryin 2 get
@ it with my talons but its 2 hi up & ol thi while this hoarse cacofoni ov
noise is ringin in ma eers & @ furst I think its screemin Gimme gimme gimme
but it isnt, iss moar like Gididibididibididigididigigigibididigibibibi ol run
2gether like that like iss a mashine gun or sumthin & thi tung lashiz bak
roun thi top ov thi perch & down & now iss cummin strait 4 me & I
slash @ it wif mi talons but it twists & grabs my rite wing & starts 2
pool & am scretchin & iss goin gididibibibigigigibigigigibibigigi &
am tryin 2 hold on2 thi perch wif 1 talon & scratch thi tung wif thi othir
& peck @ it 2 & its tearin ma wing off, brakin it & it snaps &
it pools off a hole buncha fevirs & thi orribil face gets a moufful ov
those & I hop bak agen 2 thi reer ov thi box, flappin & screetchin
& trailin mi broken wing; thi tung fliks bak in & I kik littl Dartlin's
body @ it & thi tung raps tite round it & pulls it bak but throws it
away when it gets it outside & iss still hammerin away wif this
gigigibididibibibigigigi stuf fillin mi eers & am juss about 2 die ov frite
as thi tung cums snappin 2wards mi face when it goze
gididibibibibibibigididibigiBasculefastawake!
– & am bak in thi study ov thi gargoil Rosbrith sqwattin on
thi chair & starin @ this hooj hoomm Mr Zoliparia holdin a pen & shakin
my sholdir & goin, Bascule? U olrite?
It can b a bit ov a shok watchin sumbodi cum out ov a kript trip; if its
only a minit in yoor time its a week in thers & a lot ov fings can happen
in a week & if its been a bad 1 it tends 2 sho in yoor face, so 4 thi
persin wakin u up its like they tel u 2 wake up & instantly yoor face goes
old & paind & worn-lookin & thi persin finks O no, whot Ѕ I
dun?
Am sqwattin on thi balustrade whare Ergates woz liftid from, hunkerd down
takin moar t & biskits wif Mr Zoliparia. He's lookin a bit worryd coz
Im sqwattin here facin thi drop like am about 2 lonch miself in2 thi air, but
ther is thi safety net aftir ol & nway I juss feel cumfterbil perched here
& I like thi vew & thi feel ov thi wind on mi face.
My left arm has that sorta echo-pain u get from a bad kript trip injury
& I keep wantin 2 lift thi biskits wif my foot & eet them that way but
I fink am graduly loosin mi birdishnes. I can tel Mr Zoliparia wants 2
ask me lots ov qwestyons but Im stil findin it a bit hard 2 tok.
Few, that woz a hard ole kript trip that 1. I supose u cood argu I
shood Ѕ taken a bit more time & juss sent a send ov miself in; a image or
construct whood Ѕ dun everyfin I did & felt everyfin I felt & in fact
wude Ѕ been a dooplicate me, xcept meanwhile Id stil Ѕ been fooly conshis here
wif Mr Zoliparia, but it takes much longir doin it that way; u Ѕ 2 prepare
furrily b4 u go & u Ѕ 2 spend ages reeintigratin yoor 2 selvs when thi send
cums bak, sortin memirys & feelins & caractir chainjes & so on;
juss jumpin in & out wif thi 1 persinality is a lot qwicker; less than a
sekind rather than up 2 Ѕ a day… but ov coarse that supposid sekind
dozent alow 4 thi persin whots supposed 2 wake u up gettin confused bcoz almost
thi lass thing u sed 2 him woz, 'Juss giv me a minit heer,' & them totily
misunderstandin whot u ment on account ov them bein old & confused, &
so u spendin a week in thi kript insted ov a few ours, & thusly gettin so
alterd by yoor kript-self that u fink yoor a blinkin hok 4 thi next cupil ov
ours.
I c a flok ov smol birdz in thi distince & while 1 Ѕ ov me's finkin,
this is how this ol started, & rememberin that poor deer litl ant, thi
othir Ѕ is goin, Ha! Prey!
No I doan fink it is ol a haloosinayshin, Mr Zoliparia, I sez (am missin out
thi bits whare he keeps apologisin 4 what hapind). I fink its ol as tru
as u & me sittin here. Thers sumfin happenin in thi kript; I coodin
work out whot part ov its 2 do wif thi palas & whot part is 2 do wif thi
kaotic reejins, but thers sumfin goan on, & thers a wotch bein kept 4
sumbody or sumfin unusual in thare & out here 2, + sumthin reely disgustin
from thi hoomin relm has axsess 2 thi bird part ov thi kript & has sikured
thi copperashin ov @ least sum ov thi birdz.
It ol sound moar like a nitemare, speshily thi lass part, Mr Zoliparia
sez.
Weer boaf sittin now; I feel less like a hok ol thi time. Mind u, I
stil need 2 b out here on thi balcony; doan like thi thot ov goin inside &
bein trapt.
I saw it wif mi own Is, Mr Zoliparia. I no u doan hold wif thi kript
& ol & fink its ol a dreem nway, but iss not that simpl, & whot I
saw I saw, & I nevir seen nor herd ov nuffink like that fing like a flaid
hed & makin that orribl noise; I meen, u heer stories ov goasts &
beasties & stuf like that from thi kaotic relms cumin up & snatchin
peepil & gobblin them up, but u nevir c it happen; that stufs juss mif;
this woz reel.
U r sure dat bcoz it had a hoomin hed it wos sumtin from di hoomin part ov
di kript?
Thas thi way it wurx, Mr Zoliparia. It woz sumfin that had 2 preserv
hoomin form evin in its monstrisness or it coodin funkshin, or mayb bcoz it
mite Ѕ let thi birdz c whot it woz reely like, which givin that birdz doan much
like hoomins in thi furst place, is sayin sumfin.
& it woz after u.
It shure woz. Am not sayin I am what thare actuli lookin 4—doan
xpect I am—but thare catchin & cajin evrybody a bit diffrint or
suspishis & that hed fing seems 2 b involved in thi round-up.
Mr Zoliparia shakes his hed. O deer Bascule, o deer.
Nevir mind, Mr Zoliparia. No harm dun.
Thass tru, Bascule; lease u bak heer safe & soun, no tanks 2 me.
Nway, i tink u shude keep away from thi kript 4 a bit, doan u?
Wel that mite b a idear, Mr Zoliparia, I sez. U certinly got a point
thare..
Good boy, he sez. I no; why doan we play a game? Or mayb u wude
like 2 go 4 a wok; take a constichewshinil roun sum ov thi terrices on thi
roof, mayb stop off sumware 4 lunch—wot u say, Bascule?
Ol soundz good 2 me, Mr Zoliparia.
Less do boat tings, he lafs. Weel go 4 a wok but weel take di portibil
Go board wif us & Ѕ a game ovir a nice long lunch @ a rathir nice restoront
i no.
Good idear, Mr Zoliparia. Thas a fine ole complicatid game, that
Go.
Rite! Ahl get di Go, den weel go! he lafs, & he jumps up &
heds indoars. Drink up yoor t! he shouts.
I luke out @ them birdz again, circlin above a far towr. I doan want 2
tel Mr Zoliparia but am goan strait bak in thare 2 that kript juss as soon as I
feel abil. I stil want 2 find out whot happind 2 poor Ergates, but I want
2 no whots goan on, 2.
Truth b told, it terryfys me Ѕ 2 def jus finkin about it, but I got this
feelin I lerned a lot while I woz in thi kript today & iss tru whot they
say; iss like a addictiv game, & 1nce u cum out ov it a bit brused &
woondid, thi furst thing u want 2 do is get strate bak in thare & get it
rite next time. I juss woan fink about that horribl hed fing.
I finish my t & tidy up thi cups & stuf (u Ѕ 2 do this @ Mr
Zoliparias cos he hasnt eny servitors) & take thi tray inside juss as heez
puttin on his coat & stuffin thi portabil Go board in his pokit.
Redy, Bascule? he asks.
Am redy, Mr Zoliparia.
Redy ol rite. Big stuf happenin in thi kript & sum poor buggir
bein huntid & me wif a hed start on thi peepil doin thi huntin.
Bascule thi rascule thas me & am moar than redy; am feerce.
A lid bird tole me.
FOUR
1
When she awoke there was a halo of light all around the circular bed; the
light led up forever into and beyond the sky and shrank to a point that was
both the source of the light and a calm, dark hole.
She wondered where the ceiling had gone.
The light was like nothing she had ever seen or even had any words for; it
was at once absolutely smooth, uniform and pure, and somehow wildly various,
composed of every hue there were words to describe and many more besides; it
was every shade and intensity of every colour any eye or instrument ever born
or made had ever been able to distinguish, and it was the utter un-colour of
profound darkness too.
As she sat up, the tunnel of light moved with her so that she was always
looking straight into it, until she was gazing down to the end of the bed over
the little hills her feet made in the soft coverings. Now the tunnel of
light led away across where the floor ought to be and out through the tall
windows and over the balcony and the lawns outside. It was as though in
that silent gloriousness she could see vague dim outlines of the earlier room
around her, but the brilliant shining had made them the unreal world, not the
real one.
She could remember waking and her journey through the garden and the
hedge-castle and the talking heads and her conversations with the old man in
this house; she could remember the two younger people and the lunch and supper
they had taken together, and recall being shown to this room by the old man and
the woman, and shown the bathroom by the woman, but all that was made as though
into a dream by this utterly quiet cascade of light, so that now she could have
believed that all of it had indeed been a fiction.
She crawled to the foot of the bed and slipped out of the covers. They
had given her a beautiful nightgown of soft blue and she had worn it first then
taken it off because it felt restricting, but now she reached back and slipped
it on again.
They had given her slippers too but she stared into the light and could not
bear to go back round the side of the bed to look for them, and so she set off
into the light, walking gently with a flowing, measured tread, as though
frightened her footsteps might bruise the fabric of this beckoning
radiance.
The tunnel's floor was neither warm nor cold; it yielded to her soles but it
was not soft. The air seemed to drift with her as she walked and she had
the impression that with every step she took she moved a great but somehow
natural distance, as if one could stand on a desert and look to a far mountain
peak and suddenly be there on that summit, in the thin rush of cold air,
looking at a line of hills on the horizon, and then be there too, and then turn
and see a broad grassy plain in the distance and be there, standing on the warm
earth with the tall swaying grass brushing at her legs and buzzing insects
sounding lazy in the hot, damp air; she looked from there to a small hill where
short grass grew around old, fallen stones and birds trilled overhead and from
where she looked into a broad forest and then she was within the forest and
surrounded by trees and didn't know where to go; everywhere she looked was the
same, and she could no longer tell whether she was actually moving anywhere now
or not and after a while realised that she was completely lost and so stood
there, her mouth set in a tight line, her fists clenched and her brows furrowed
as though trying to contain within herself the fury and perplexity she felt at
still being enclosed by the night-dark jungle, until she noticed a cool shaft
of soft light glowing through the branches, and was there, bathed in it but
still surrounded by the green pouring weight of rustling foliage.
But then she smiled and lifted up her head and there in the sky was a
beautiful moon, round and wide and welcoming.
She looked at it.
She went to the moon where a small ape-man tried to explain what was
happening, but she didn't completely understand what he was telling her.
She knew it was something important, and that she had something important to
do, but she could not quite work out what. She set the memory
aside. She would think about it later.
The moon disappeared.
In the distance there was a castle. Or, at least, something that
looked like a castle. It rose above a blue line of hills in the far
distance, castle-shaped but impossibly big; a blue outline painted on the pale
air, flat- and even upside-down-looking, not because it was not the correct
shape for a castle—it was exactly the right shape—but because the
higher up you looked the clearer the castle appeared.
Its horizon-spanning, many-towered outer wall was barely visible through the
heat-haze above the hills, while the bulk of its sky-filling middle section was
more defined, although obscured by cloud in places; its upper storeys and
highest towers shone with a pale whiteness that brightened with altitude, and
the tallest tower of all, just off-centre, positively glowed towards its
summit, its sharpness giving it the perverse appearance of proximity despite
its obvious extreme height.
She sat in an open carriage drawn by eight fabulous black cat-beasts whose
silky fur pulsed with muscly movement beneath harnesses of damascened
silver. They rippled along a road of dusty red tiles, each one of which
bore a different pictogram picked out in yellow, between fields of grasses and
shining flowers; the air whistling past was thick, humid and perfumed and full
of birdsong and insect buzz.
Her clothes were delicate and fine and coloured lighter than her skin; soft
ankle boots, a long flowing skirt, a short gilet over a loose shirt, and a
sizable, firm-surfaced but very light hat with green ribbons which flew out in
the slipstream.
She looked behind her at the road stretching back into the distance; the
dust of their passing hung in the air, slowly drifting. She gazed around
and saw far-away towers, spires and windmills scattered across the cultivated
plain. The road ahead led straight towards the wooded hills and the vast
castle-shape hanging above.
She looked up; directly over the carriage a flock of large, sleek grey birds
were flying in an arrow-head formation, keeping station with the carriage with
purposeful, coordinated wing beats. She clapped her hands and laughed,
then sat back in the soft blue upholstery of the carriage seat.
There was a man sitting in the seat across from her. She stared.
He hadn't been there before.
He was pale-skinned and young and dressed in tight black clothes which
matched his hair. He didn't look quite right; he and his clothes looked
speckled somehow, and she could see through him, as though he was made of
smoke.
The man swivelled round and looked behind him, towards the castle. He
crackled as he moved. He turned back.
'This won't work, you know,' he said, his voice whining and cracked.
She frowned, staring at him. She tipped her head on one side.
'Oh, you look very cute and innocent, to be sure, but that won't save you,
my dear. I know you can't, but just for form's—' The young man
broke off as several of the escort birds stooped screaming at him, talons
spread. He batted one away with an insubstantial fist and seized another
by the neck without taking his eyes off her. He wrung the bird's neck
while it struggled, wings beating madly, in his hands. There was a
snap. He threw the limp body over the side of the carriage.
She stared at him, appalled. He produced a heavy umbrella of darkest
blue and spread it over his head as the keening birds attacked.
'As I was saying, my dear; I know you don't really have any choice in this,
but for form's sake—so that when we do have to kill you we feel at least
we gave you a chance—hear this; cease and desist, now. Do you
understand? Go back to where you came from, or just stay where you are,
but don't go any further.'
She looked over the rear of the carriage at the body of the bird the man had
killed, lying crumpled on the roadway, already almost out of sight. The
rest of the flock swooped and screamed and battered off the thick fabric of the
night-blue umbrella.
Tears came to her eyes.
'Oh, don't cry,' he said tiredly, sighing. 'That was nothing.' He waved one
arm through his own body. 'I am nothing. There are things a
lot worse than me waiting for you, if you continue.'
She frowned at him. 'I Asura,' she said. 'Who you?'
He gave a high, whinnying laugh. 'Asura; that's rich.'
'Who are you?' she asked.
'KIP, doll. Don't be silly.'
'You are Kayeyepee?'
'Oh for goodness sake,' the man said, with an exaggerated isn't-this-tedious
roll of the eyes. 'Are you really this naive? KIP,' he repeated,
sneering. 'Clichй number one, you stupid bitch; Knowledge Is Power.' He
grinned. 'Asura.'
Then he opened his eyes wide, leant forward at her and made a funny
face. He sucked in, his cheeks concaving and his eyes staring while the
air went sss through his pursed mouth. He sucked harder and harder
and his skin stretched and his lips disappeared and his nose came down to his
mouth and she could see the pink skin under his eyes; then his skin ripped
somewhere behind and suddenly it was all flowing in through his mouth; nose,
skin, ears, hair; everything sucked in through his widening mouth, leaving his
face bloody and slimed and his mouth fixed in a great broad lipless grin and
his lidless eyes staring while he swallowed noisily and then opened his raw red
mouth and between gleaming yellow-white teeth screamed , at her,
'Gibibibibibigididibigigibididigigigibibigibibi!'
She screamed too, and covered her face with her hands, then shrieked as
something touched her neck and jerked back.
The birds had clustered round the man's face; four of them had snagged the
umbrella in their talons and lifted it away; the rest beat and keened in a
storm of wings around the man's face, where something long and red lashed to
and fro, beset by pecking, tearing birds.
She sat and watched, horrified, while the birds tore at the man's face and
the long lashing thing; an awful bubbling scream forced its way out through the
fury of thrashing wings, then suddenly the man was gone, becoming smoke again
for an instant before vanishing utterly.
The birds lifted in the same moment and resumed their arrow-head formation
above. No trace was left of the fight, not even a fallen feather.
The same number of birds beat rhythmically over the carriage. The great
black cats pounded on down the road, having taken not the slightest notice of
the struggle.
She shivered despite the heat, looked all around, then settled back in her
seat, smoothing her clothes.
Then there was a soft pop! and flying next to her face there was a
tiny bat with a livid, skinned-red face.
'Still think it's such a good idea, sister?' it squeaked.
She grabbed at the bat but it flicked easily away from her grasp before
side-slipping back towards her. 'KIP!' it hooted, giggling. 'KIP!'
She hissed in exasperation. 'Serotine!' she cried—surprising
herself—and snatched the bat out of the air.
It had time to look surprised and to go 'Eek!' before she twisted its neck
and threw it behind her. It thumped twitching onto the road. The
last she saw, one of the escort birds had landed beside the body and started
pecking at it.
She dusted her hands and looked through narrowed eyes at the vast, vague,
unchanged shape of the castle above the distant hills.
The carriage bowled onwards, the thick warm wind whistled past, the birds
stroked the air above and the giant cats swept along the dusty red road like a
wave of night engulfing sunset.
She felt sleepy.
In the morning they found her dressed and sitting at the breakfast
table.
'Good morning!' she said brightly to them. 'Today I have to leave.'
2
He took the Queen by the shoulders and pushed her back so that she had to
sit upon the bed. 'You go not,' he told her, 'till I set you up a glass where
you may see the inmost part of you.'
'What wilt thou do? Thou wilt not murder me?' she cried. 'Help, help,
ho!'
Then from behind the arras came another voice, that of an old man: 'What,
ho! Help, help, help!'
He spun towards the noise, shouting, 'How now! A rat?' He drew his
sword, swinging it towards the tapestry. 'Dead, for a ducat—' He swept
the arras aside with the tip of the sword, revealing the quivering figure of
Polonius. '- Or just trapped, and justly?'
'My lord!' the old man cried, and sank, stiffly, to one knee.
'Why then, not a rat, a mouse! What say you, good mouse, or hast the
cat your tongue?'- the King paused there.
It was always a moment to savour, in this branching of the improved story;
the point where the Prince began to get his act together and behave neither
tactically too rashly nor strategically too hesitantly. From now on you
just knew he was going to prevail, avenging his father, marrying Ophelia,
ruling wisely in a flourishing Denmark and living happily ever after (well,
until he died).
The King liked happy endings. You couldn't blame the ancients for
coming up with unhappy conclusions so often—they each spent all their
single short life waiting either for oblivion or some absurd after-death
torture—but that didn't mean you had to stick faithfully to their
paralysed paradigms and ruin a good story with a depressing denouement.
He sighed happily and got up from the bed, exiting via its foot so as not to
disturb the voluptuous forms of the sleeping Luge twins, between whom he'd been
lying.
Adijine had woken—still sated but desiring some form of
diversion—a little earlier, in what might fairly be termed the middle of
the night. His pillow contained a transceptor array similar to the device
in his crown which let him access the data corpus; it made a pleasant change to
dip into the crypt without that thing on his head. The revised
interactive Hamlet was one of his favourites, though it could still be a
little long, depending on the choices one made.
He left the Luge twins breathing softly beneath their silk sheet and padded
across the warm pelt of the bedroom carpet to the windows. He took some
satisfaction in pressing the button that opened the curtains, rather than
simply thinking them apart.
Moonlight spilled across the mountains that were the roofs of the fastness;
the sky above was cloudless. Stars filled half the vault. The
darkness of the other half was absolute.
The King stared up into that inkiness for a while. That was all their
dooms, he thought, all their rash mistakes and compensating hesitancies, on the
far side of the curtain. He let the drapes sweep back
and—stretching, scratching the back of his head—returned to the
bed.
The sight of the Encroachment had left him restless. He lay between
the sleeping girls and pulled a cover over himself, unsure what to do next.
He glanced into the crypt, first at the paused Hamlet, then at the
general security situation, then at the state of the war—still
stalemated—and at the progress the bomb-workings were making in the
level-five south-western solar—still struggling, still hoping to initiate
in a few days, and still tightly controlled by Security—then swung
through a few minds, finding various couples coupling and finding his own
sexual interest piqued despite his earlier exertions with the almost insatiable
Luge twins. He turned away from that for a moment, roaming through the
accessible minds still awake in Serehfa, and looked for a moment into that of
the Security agent they'd placed with the Chief Scientist Gadfium.
So, they were still up at this hour.
Adijine pondered the significance of the strange and unprecedented circular
pattern the stones had formed, and wondered if Gadfium had come up with any
explanations. Were the stones also linked into the crypt somehow?
His Cryptographers seemed puzzled by some of the corpus' deeper-level behaviour
as well as by some of the upper-level and even physical manifestations of those
disturbances. Was the crypt preparing to intervene in the present
emergency? If it was, he wanted to know. Gadfium was no more
trustworthy than any other Privileged, but she had had a habit of making good
guesses in the past, and if anybody was to furnish him with the first warning
of the crypt's interference, it might well be her, one way or the other.
Gadfium. It had annoyed the King throughout his this
life-time—and Gadfium's last two—that she had stuck with the male
version of her name; why hadn't she changed it to Gadfia when he had become a
she between incarnations? Wilful type, Gadfium.
He listened in, through the agent.
'I beg your pardon, Chief Scientist?' Rasfline said.
'I said,' Gadfium replied, sighing, 'I'd like the data on brand new births
displayed related to each clan's vault, from five years before the new dating
system came into use, compensated for clan size.'
'I beg your pardon,' Rasfline said, obviously embarrassed at seemingly being
caught either day-dreaming or dozing. 'At once.' The wall screen cleared the
previous three-dimensional display and replaced it with the new bar field.
'Hmm,' she said, scrutinising the display and realising she could not recall
exactly why she had asked for it.
'I do apologise, ma'am,' Rasfline said, sounding mortified.
'That's quite all right,' Gadfium told him, still staring at the display.
'We're all tired.'
She glanced at Goscil, who was yawning again, though somehow still with a
look of concentration on her face as she sat, eyes fixed straight ahead,
unseeing, while she reviewed some other aspect of the Sortileger's files.
The same light tragenter that had taken them to the mobile observatory on
the Plain of Sliding Stones had returned them to the elevator, which had
dropped them through the thickness of the roof itself and the kilometre-deep
space of the room below; a cold, gloomy, barren place where flutes of scree and
bahada lay slumped against the walls and thin lancet windows cast mean slivers
of light across a dark desert of broken stones where even babilia struggled to
grow.
An Army scree-car had jolted them to where a hole let into one wall led to a
tunnel and a restricted funicular; they exited to the sixth level on a broad
shelf where subsistence farms made the most of the cold and still thin
atmosphere and the light came from broad, full-length windows looking out onto
a sea of air where little puffy clouds sat like white islands.
A hydrovator had lowered them to the floor and a piker swept them between
machine-tended fields to the terminus of the clifter they had ascended
in. The tethered balloon had vented gas and sunk quickly through the next
three levels, their ears popping as they entered a sunny farm room, a shady
suburb solar and then an artificially lit industrial chamber two concentrics in
from the Great Hall. They had passed through dark, deserted, outlaw
chambers beneath Engineer-controlled room-space in a fast armoured monorail and
ascended to the Sortileger's office—an old yamen housed within a piscina
in the sunlit eastern chapel—by airship.
The Sortileger Xemetrio met them at the dock, alone. 'Madam Chief
Scientist,' he said, taking her hands. 'Thank you for coming.'
'My pleasure,' she murmured, smiling at him, then looking down and taking
her hands from his. 'I think you know my staff; secretary Rasfline, scientific
aide Goscil.'
'A delight, as ever,' the Sortileger said, nodding. He was a tall
barrel of a man, and another near-contemporary of the chief scientist.
His face was much lined but still firm and his hair was a convincing
jet-black.
Rasfline and Goscil returned the nod, Rasfline with a knowing smirk to
Goscil which she did not acknowledge.
'You seem to be much in demand, Chief Scientist,' Xemetrio said as he led
them to the doors.
'Indeed.'
'Yes, I understand you've been busy elsewhere today.'
'That's right,' Gadfium said, nodding.
'Ah.' The Sortileger looked like he wanted to inquire further, but as they
stepped through the doorway Gadfium asked:
'And what may we do here? Have you another of your… glitches,
Sortileger?'
Xemetrio nodded. 'It is the same problem, Chief Scientist, and my staff seem
unable to divine the source. Security maintain it cannot be deliberate
falsification by an operative, Cryptography insist everything is in order at
their end, therefore the problem must lie here. Two days ago we predicted
a cryptosauric event which did not happen and today we failed to foresee the
assassination of a… well, somebody important. If this goes on we'll
soon be unable to forecast the weather…'
Goscil stood, her back stiff. She rubbed her eyes and stretched.
'No. If there's anything here, I can't see it.'
Gadfium turned away from the wall display. She watched the other woman
make circling motions with her arms. 'Well,' she said. 'I think after this
morning's rather pathetic fainting fit I've regained a little self-respect,
keeping you two youngsters up this late.' She smiled, then she too yawned.
'There,' she laughed. Time for us all to head bedwards.' She looked
at Rasfline and nodded at the wall screen, which switched off.
They were in the display room of the Sortileger's office library, surrounded
by records and accounts committed to almost every type of storage medium known
to history.
'I'm not really tired, ma'am,' Rasfline said, sitting up sharply. 'I could
continue to—'
'Well, I'm tired, Rasfline,' she told him. 'I think we'll all benefit
from some sleep. It's been a long day. Perhaps in the morning when
we're refreshed we might spot something.'
'Perhaps, Chief Scientist,' Rasfline said, reluctantly. He stood up,
straightened his uniform and blinked rapidly, as though still trying to wake
himself up.
Goscil rubbed absently at a stain on her tunic. 'Do you think the Sortileger
is telling us the whole truth?' she asked, yawning. Rasfline shot her a
look.
'I think we have to assume that,' Gadfium said reasonably, folding her
note-file.
– The Sortileger, thought the King. He should be asleep by
now.
Adijine left the chief scientist and her aides and shifted to Xemetrio's bed
chamber. The old fellow was indeed asleep, and his head lay on a pillow
which contained a receptor net.
… flying above a blue sea, blue wings beating on a warm wind; a green
isle beneath, naked women languorous on the black sand, standing and pointing
and shading their eyes at him as he wheeled and turned back towards
them–
– Lucid dreaming again. Adijine had been in the
Sortileger's sleeping mind before and always found the same thing: some erotic
adventure, shallow, and ultimately more concealing than revealing.
He switched back to the others, and into Rasfline's mind, in time to hear
him saying, 'Goodnight, ma'am,' and catch a fleeting, caricatured image of two
old bodies coupling against a wall. Rasfline smirked at Goscil as they
went to their separate rooms and Gadfium walked to hers. This time,
Goscil returned the glance.
The King, intrigued by those looks, followed Gadfium by using some of the
static cameras located throughout the yamen.
The chief scientist went to her own room, disrobed, washed quickly, perfumed
her stocky, grey-haired old body (good if obviously artificially maintained
skin tone, the King noted, and breasts of such undeniable if assisted presence
they were almost intimidating), slipped on a generously proportioned negligee,
then checked the door monitor and slipped out of the room and along the
darkened corridor. Ah-ha, thought the King, following her to the Sortileger's own
chambers.
Gadfium sat on the bed of the Sortileger Xemetrio, who had woken at her
gentle knock on his door. A soft light shone from above the bed.
The Sortileger sat up, took the chief scientist tenderly in his arms and kissed
her. He reached behind her and undid her hair. Then he pressed her
back so that her head lay near the foot of the bed, her long grey hair like
veins of silver on the sheets under the footboard and her feet resting on a
pillow.
– Damn! thought Adijine, who'd had to shift to a ceiling camera
the instant Xemetrio had sat up and his head had left the pillow with the
receptor net.
The Sortileger smiled down at Gadfium, then pulled the sheet up and over,
covering both of them. The light went out.
The King cut away again, disappointed. He could have watched in IR
from a concealed chamber camera but all he'd have seen was lumps moving under a
sheet. It was a lot less fun than being in somebody's head.
Back in his own bed, Adijine looked down at his own hesitant tumescence,
wondering if the Sortileger was simply making up the glitches in his
forecasting department just to conduct these trysts with the chief
scientist. Cause for concern. Perhaps dereliction of duty,
especially in these straitened times. He'd let it pass this time but have
Security keep an eye on the man. As for Gadfium, if anything she worked
too hard and the King reckoned a little recreational fornication would do her
no harm whatsoever.
He stroked his erection. He looked at the curvaceous shapes lying to
either side of him.
Hmm; he was still a little tired.
Perhaps if he woke just one of the Luge twins…
The pen left lines of coolly luminous ink on the tiny pad Xemetrio had
hidden under the sheets. Good to see you again. Sometime we must do this for real! You always say that. Always mean it. What IS that perfume? Enough. To business. Funny name for a… No tickling! There's been a signal from the tower. I guessed: why I called.
She pulled the tiny tube that was the copied message from the hem of her
nightdress. She handed it to him; he unrolled the flimsy and stared at
the glowing letters.
3
Sessine walked through the darkened town, uphill and away from the direction
of the ocean tunnel. A few people passed him in the quiet streets, but
all avoided his eye. He reached the walls of the cavern—not rock
but small glazed white tiles with networks of crazed cracks in them like little
burst blood-vessels of black—where he turned left and walked until he
reached the spill-sluice. It was a huge tunnel sloped at forty-five
degrees or so, and from it, cascading down a series of steeply banked terraces,
tipped a dirty froth of water which disappeared under a bridge and then wound
away in a culvert towards the centre of the town and the docks beyond.
The tunnel was shaped like an inverted U and was perhaps ten metres across;
steps led up the near side, separated from the rushing water only by a thin
iron rail supported by spindly, rusting rods. Weak yellow lamps lit the
tunnel roof sporadically, disappearing into the distance with no hint of any
further light.
He started up the slope, and soon lost count of the steps and the
time. He passed one man coming down, crying, and another lying snoring on
the steps.
He came to the smoking-tavern called the Half-way House. It was just a
door in the wall of the tunnel and a sign. He opened the door and found a
quiet place scarcely lighter than the tunnel outside. A few people sat in
booths and at tables; some looked up at him as he came in, then looked away
again. A steady murmuring filled the air.
The circular bar held open shelves stacked with miniature braziers, smoking
funnels and ornamental narghiles. It was tended by a hopfgeist in the
shape of a tall, thin woman dressed all in black, with black, tied-back hair
and dark, hooded eyes.
He walked towards the woman. She watched him, then beckoned him round
to the rear of the bar, where there was a hatch cut out of the circle.
'Sir, I was told long ago you might stop by,' she said quietly. Her
voice was flat and weary. 'Have you anything to say to me?'
'Yes, I have,' he said. 'Nosce teipsum.'
It was his most-secret code, the one he had thought of once, a long time
ago, in his first ever life, in case he ever needed some already-remembered
code quickly one day. It was one he had never committed to any other form
of storage other than his own memory and never told to anybody else, except
this woman, assuming his previous self had been telling the truth in the note
he'd found in the hotel room in Oubliette.
The tall woman nodded. 'That's as it should be,' she said, and sounded
almost disappointed. She took a key from a chain round her neck and
opened a small drawer set into the thickness of the bar counter. 'Here.' She
handed him a small clay pipe, already charged. 'I think this is what you
desire.' She put her hands on the counter, looking downwards.
'Thank you,' he told her. She nodded, not looking up.
He retreated to a dark, secluded booth lit by a small oil lamp set into the
rock wall. He took a twisted paper spill from a nook to the side of the
lamp and lit the pipe, drawing deeply on the thick, pungent smoke.
The bar faded slowly as though filling with smoke from the pipe. The
murmuring rose to an ignorable roar; his head felt like a revolving planet,
speeding up and shaking off its wrapping of atmosphere as if it was some excess
piece of clothing, before disintegrating entirely and throwing him into
space.
It was the day of the great curtain-wall road-race, held every year at the
summer solstice. The race started from the western barbican, where the
pits were housed and the majority of the great cars were garaged between race
days. Banners and pennants flew from tents and caravans, temporary garage
structures and anchored airships. A great crowd of people filled the
network of scaffolded stands, bridges, stalls and viewing towers; cheers rang
out across the marshalling areas and the smells of food drifted on the hot
wind.
Sessine donned a light leather helmet and a pair of goggles and rolled down
the sleeves of his shirt, fastening the cuffs to his sandskin gloves.
'Best of luck, sir!' the chief mechanic shouted, grinning. Sessine
slapped her on the shoulder, then grasped the ladder and climbed, up through
the damp smell of steam hissing from some venting valve, past the linking rods
and the man-tall wheels, past the web of hydrogen pipes and hydraulic conduits
webbing the main tank and on up to the curved top of the car. He waved
down and the foot of the ladder was clipped up and secured.
He looked around, surveying the fifty or so cars and the barely controlled
pandemonium of both the pits area and the stands beyond. Each of the
mighty cars was fashioned after a particular model of steam railway engine from
the Middle Ages; his was one of the first-marque machines, the largest and most
powerful class in the race, created in the image of a 4-8-8-4 Mallet type used
by the Union Pacific Railroad of North America, back in the twentieth
century.
Sessine dropped into the Mallet's cramped cockpit, offset to the left at the
rear of the huge locomotive, above where the engineer's cab would have been on
the real thing. He strapped himself in, then ran through the instrument
check. That done, he sat back for a while, breathing deeply and gazing
round the stands and viewing towers, looking for where his wife would be
sitting in the clan's own tower and wondering if his latest lover was watching
from one of the old airships. The voice pipe whistled; he uncorked it.
'Ready, sir?' said the muffled voice of the chief engineer.
'Ready,' he said.
'All yours, sir. You have control.'
'I have control,' he confirmed, and recorked the voice pipe. His heart
beat faster and he wiped sweat from his top lip with his shirt sleeve. He
undid one glove and fished in a breast pocket for his ear plugs.
His hands were shaking, just a little.
The marshals' airship hovered pregnantly over the tall, flag-bedecked
archway leading to the starting grid. After what seemed like an eternity
the flags hanging under the dirigible changed from red to yellow and the crowd
cheered wildly.
Sessine slipped the brake, eased the regulator on and fed power to the
Mallet's wheels. The hydrogen engine shot a great detonating pulse of
steam from its stack—easily twenty metres forward of where Sessine
sat—hissed yet more clouds from the pistons below, and, with a great
metallic groan and a crumping series of explosive steam-bursts within a
cacophonous range of oiled clanking noises, the huge vehicle crept slowly
forward, keeping station with the rest of the cars, all jetting steam and
blasting whistles, spasmodically interspersing this symphonic din with the
sudden racing solo of an engine briefly losing traction, sets of rubber-rimmed
wheels slipping together on patches of oil, hydraulic fluid or water.
The race began half an hour later after various delays—every one of
which seemed interminable—and much sweating and steaming and sweltering
on the starting grid.
The huge cars started their charge round the wall-top roadway of Serehfa's
curtain-wall, a half-kilometre wide surface of smooth roadway behind the
semi-cylindrical towers. Each lap was a hundred and eighty kilometres in
length, a distance the leading vehicles would complete in an hour; each race
was three laps. The cars were accompanied by the marshals' airship and by
a small cloud of camera platforms like swarming insects, feeding the spectacle
to the implant and screen networks and the crowds watching from the viewing
stands and towers.
Sessine took the lead when the clan Genetics' Beyer-Garratt burst a series
of tyres and skidded off into the outer parapet in a great long articulated
explosion of steam, metal and stone (and Sessine thought coldly, Well, that's
old Werrieth out of the party tonight, and him onto his last life); debris
spattered across the roadway in front of the Mallet but Sessine took the three
hundred tonnes of car within metres of the flimsy inside wall, and missed the
wreckage entirely.
He was in front! He screamed with delight, and was grateful that the
noise was inaudible within the staggering racket of the racing car; the wide
roadway spread out in a gentle curve before him, empty and welcoming and
sublime. The marshals' airship would be well behind the Mallet and the
cloud of camera platforms just level with him. There were cameras and
spectators on each of the towers, too, and more people—castlians and
Xtremadurians—gathered in clumps on the outer walls, but they were blurs,
irrelevant. He was alone; exulting and alone and free!
…He recognised the point, and was able to leave then, and so left his
old self to drive, and slipped out of the seat, like a ghost, down through the
hatch into the bellowing heart of the quivering machine where valves chattered
and gases hissed and water gurgled and sweat popped from the skin in the
oven-heat of the shrieking, vibrating engine.
And as he walked through the hammering din of the motor, he started to
remember a little of what he had left here.
In a cramped corridor, on an open-work metal floor between great rods and
levers darting back and forward like vast metallic tendons, he found his old
first self, dressed in engineer's overalls and squatting hunched over a small
table on which sat a chess board set in mid-game.
He squatted down too. His younger self did not look up. He was
staring at the white pieces, the tip of one thumb in his mouth.
'Silician defence,' the young man said after a while, nodding at the
board.
Sessine nodded, outwardly calm but thinking furiously. He knew he was
faced with some sort of test but he had no predetermined code to cover this
meeting, only the fact that, once, he and this young man had been the same
person. Silician? Not Sicilian?
Silician; Silicia; Cilicia. It meant something. Somebody he'd
heard of had been Silician. An ancient.
He searched his memories, willing some connection. Tarzan?
Tarsus? Then he remembered some lines from an ancient poem: Me Tarsan, you Jesus. And the Silician never really changed.
Ah, yes.
'Professor Sauli played it often,' he said. 'While working on the exclusion
principle.'
The young man looked up and smiled briefly. He rose and put out his
hand. Sessine shook it.
'Good to meet you, Alandre,' the young man said.
'And you,' Sessine said, hesitating. '… Alandre?'
'Oh, call me Alan,' his younger self said. 'I'm only an abbreviated version
of who you are now, though I've developed on my own in here.'
'Having recently been abbreviated myself, I sympathise, Alan.'
'Hmm,' the other man said. 'Well, the first thing to do is to get you out of
where you are now. Let's see…' He looked down at the chess board
and turned both the white castles upside down.
The board blossomed with a semi-transparent holo of Serehfa. Alan
studied it for a moment, then reached into and beneath it—and Sessine saw
the projection of the castle's fabric bulge and swell around the young man's
hand as with an infinitesimal articulation of his fingers he plucked something
out of the bowels of the model fastness—Sessine experienced a fleeting
sense of vertigo—and deposited it at the side of the chequered
surface. Then Alan folded up the chess board and the castle projection
vanished.
'Was that me?' Sessine asked casually, leaning to glance at the board.
'It was.'
'So where am I now?'
'Your construct now inhabits hardware situated within the
curtain-walls.'
'Is that good?'
Alan shrugged. 'It's safer.'
'Well, thank you.'
'You're welcome,' his younger self said. 'So.' He clapped his hands on his
knees. 'You're my last incarnation.'
Sessine looked into his eyes. It was true; as the self aged, and grew
to awareness, filtered and downloaded into a new version of the old body, a
meta-aging took place over the lives: a serial, cumulative maturing that was
visible in the face unless you strove by further tampering to eradicate
it. How fresh and innocent this earlier face of his appeared, and yet
this seeming youth had been forty years old when he'd recorded this construct
and left it free—almost forgotten and just-short-of-unreachable—to
flit between the interstices of his personal lives and his clan's concerns:
monitoring, collating, reviewing and evaluating.
'Yes, I'm the very last,' Sessine agreed. 'And you are the ghost in the
machine.'
He smiled, and wondered as he did so what possible point there was in the
gesture. 'So. What do you have to tell me?'
'Well, for one thing, Count,' Alan said, 'I know who is trying to kill
you.'
4
Translation
Av got a very good view ov thi fass-towr from heer. Am Ѕ lying & Ѕ
sittin craidled by thi babil branchis & am lookin up fru a gap in thi
foleyidje @ thi dirti grate hoojness ov thi cassils centril towr.
U forget thi towrs thare a lot ov thi time coz (a) itz usyuly bhind u if
yoor lookin out thi way from thi cassil & (b) iss obskyurd by cloud moar
than Ѕ thi time nway.
According 2 Mr Zoliparia thi fass-towr is whare thi spays elivaitr woz
ankird 2 Erf.
Thass y iss cald a fassness, Mr Zoliparia sez; in Inglish fassness means a
stronghold, & also bcoz when rings r tied hard agenst eech othir they r sed
2 b tyed fast 2 eech othir like thi spays elivaitr woz tyed fast 2 Erf, &
in a sens tyed 2 thi Erfs surfis & spays togethir, 2 (I sed; + thi spays
elivaitr woz a way ov gettin in2 spaice fast; but Mr Z sed no actuly it woz
slower than a rokit or whotevir but mutch moar efishint). Mr Zoliparia
thot thi spayce elivaitr woz a grate idear & it woz a shame weed got rid ov
it & if we hadnt then we wooden b in thi pickl we r, i e about 2 get
clobberd by thi enkroachment.
But I thot spaice woz juss ful ov nufink I sed 2 Mr Zoliparia. Whats
thi point ov goan thare?
Bascule, he sed, u r so fik sumtimes.
He tole me thi fass towr led 2 thi planetz & thi starz; 1nce u were in
spaice u had limitles enirgy & raw mateeryls & after that branepowir
took u wharevir u wantid but weed throne ol that away.
Mr Zoliparia sez thi fass towr reprisentz sumfin ov a nigma, on account that
we doan striktly speekin no whot's actuly in thi top ov it; iss bin xploard up
2 about thi 10th or 11th levils but aftir that u cant get no hyer, so they
say. Blokd on thi inside & nuthin 2 hold on2 on thi outside & 2
hi up 4 a balune or a aircraft 2 go. Thi nolidje ov whot's up thare's bin
loss long ago in thi kaos ov thi kript, sez Mr Z.
U heer roomers that ther r peeple up thare in thi top ov thi towr but thas
got 2 b nonsins; howd they breev?
Mr Zoliparia iznt thi onli persin 2 Ѕ feeries concernin thi big towr;
Ergates thi ant told me ther used 2 b 3 spaice elevaitrs; 1 heer, 1 in Afrika
neer a place calld Kilomenjaro & 1 in Kalimantan. According 2 hir,
thayve ol been dismantled long sinse ov coarse but weev got thi biggist stump
on acount ov hooever disined thi American Kontinent spays elivaitr had thi
wizird idear ov makin thi terminus particularly spektaklier & so desined it
2 luke like a hooj cassil, viz thi vastniss ov thi fastniss (which she claymd
used 2 b calld Acsets, which wos anuthir ov them nacronyms, aparrintly).
I thot this ol soundid a bit iffy & askd Mr Z if heed evir herd ov ther
bin uthir fass towrs & he sed nope, not as far as he new, & shurenuf
when I serchd thi kript 4 info ther woznt eny on no othir elevaters & when
u actuly luke in2 it ther dozen seem 2 b enywhare whare it sez strate out 'Thi
fass-towr usd 2 b 1 end ov a spaice elivaitor,' tho iss not a secret.
Nway, Kilomenjaro is a lake & Kalimantan is a big island (itz got a Crater
Lake 2) & I think Ergates imajinayshin wos runnin away wif hir a bit thare
& bsides if her feery wos rite thi name ov this plaice wood bgin wif a K
not a S or a A, stands 2 reesin.
Poor Ergates. I stil wundir whot happind 2 that deer litl ant, evin
tho Ive got plenty ov othir things 2 wury about now.
I turn ovir in thi litl nest Ive made 4 myself in thi babil branchis &
luke down thi curvd trunk 2 thi wall. Nobodi els aroun. Lukes like
I gaiv thi bastirds thi slip.
My sholdir stil hurts. So do my rists & my nees.
O whot a sorry state weer in, yung Bascule, I sez 2 myself.
I juss no that soonir or later am goan 2 Ѕ 2 go bak in2 thi kript 2 find out
what on erfs goan on, evin tho thi last fing thi big bat sed woz not 2.
Doan think iss goan b much fun.
Am fritend.
U c, Ive bcome a outcast.
I Ѕ 2 say I had a very plesint lunch wif Mr Zoliparia & a good game ov
Go which he 1 ov coarse (like he alwiz duz) in this travelin restront.
Thi restront starts in a verticil vilij in thi babil neer thi top ov thi grate
hol gaybil & sloely dessends 2 flore levil ovir thi next cupl ov
ours. Good food & vews. Nway, I had a ver nice time &
almost toatly 4got abowt Dartlin & thi jiant brane in bird space &
orribl skind heds & fings whot go gididibibibigididibigigi & so on.
Me & Mr Zoliparia tokd about loads ov stuf.
Eventuly tho it woz time 4 me 2 go bcoz I stil had evenin callz 2 do 4 thi
Little Big Bruthirs & they like u 2 b thare in thi monastry 2 do them &
Id alredy dun 1 lot on thi hoof as it wer that mornin in thi hydrovater so I
thot 4 thi evenin 1s I ot 2 actuly b thare wifin thi preesinkts.
Mr Z saw me 2 thi west wol toob trane.
U promis u woan go bak in2 that kript until u Ѕ 2? Until yor bak wit
de bruders? Mr Z sed 2 me, & I sed, O ol rite then Mr Zoliparia.
Good boy, he sed.
Evrifin went as per normil til I got 2 thi othir end whare ther woz a long
wait @ thi hydrovater. I thot ov a betir idear & took a travelater
acros thi alure 2 a fewnikuler line up a flyin buttriss; Id get 2 thi monastry
by dropin from abuv.
Ther wer a cupl ov noviss bruthirs in thi fewnikuler car wif me; they wer a
bit drunk, & singin loudly. I thot 1 ov them seemd 2 rekognise me but
I juss lookt away & he ignoard me 2.
They kept singin as thi car wen slowly up thi curve ov thi buttris. I
wooden Ѕ minded, but they woz out ov tune.
Little-Big, Little-Big, Little-Big!
We're thi Mediums who don't give a fig!
Wel, heerza fine 2-do, I sed 2 myself, cyan & starin out thi window
& tryin 2 ignore thi noyse & ther beery brefs. I lookt out thi
windo; it woz dusk by this time & thi lites wer on in thi fewnikular car's
cabin & thi sky outside lookt pretti & ver culirfil.
When you're dead, when you're dead, when you're dead,
We'll happily live inside your heh-ehd!
O, whot thi hek, I thot.
In a way whot I woz goan 2 do wude make thi trip longer not shorter but @
least Id Ѕ sum respite from ol this cheeri-drunkin shit, & evin if I forgot
my return code agen theez noizi prats wude wake me up soon enuf. I dipt
in2 thi kript, intendin 2 spend mayb Ѕ a sekind in thare.
Les than that woz qwite enuf.
Ther wos sumthin goin on.
Thi furst place u go from transport is in2 a representayshin ov thi cassils
transport sistim, a transparint holo ov thi fastniss with thi toob, train &
fewnikuler lines, lift shafts, roads, hydrovater lines & clifter slots ol
highlited. Then u moov on2 whare u want 2 go elsewhare in thi
kript. Moast bags doan evin spare this setup a passin glanse, but if yoor
sumthin ov a conasewer ov thi kript's states, like I am, then u juss alwiz
swing pass this sort ov fing & click it out & do a qwik comparisun wif
actule movemints 2 c if Transports on its bols or not. Upshot is, if
thers anythin amiss u spot it, like I spottd thi transport setup woznt qwite
rite.
It lookd like ther woz a odd kinda hole aroun thi monastry; nuthin movin
out, juss stuff in-goin. Ver strain, I thot. I didn go no furthir
in2 thi kript. I chekd thi monastrys kript-biz durin thi afternoon.
Definit faze-chainj in thi trafic aroun a our ago. Sumbodi tryin 2 make
thing luke normil when they wernt.
Whare woz bro Scalopins usual col 2 thi Marshin Daze storyline, 4
exampil? Or sis Ecrope's t-time interlope wif hir luvir in thi Uitlandir
embasy? Ol replaicd by makin-up-numbers trafic, thats whare.
I new I woz probly bin paranoid, but I woried ol thi saim.
Thi fewnikuler woz dew 2 make 1 more stop b4 thi stayshin Id normaly get off
@. I told it 2 stop asap.
A minit later it did, & I got off @ this litl sily halt 3/4 ov thi way
up thi butris which served a cupl ov clan-execs luv nests, a old babil farm
& a glider club, all ov them desertid. Thi 2 bros I left on thi
fewnikuler lookd puzzld but waivd by-by & kept singin as thi car trundld
away agen.
Then ther woz a thump in mi hed. Thi fewnikular car stopt, then
reversd & clunked & whird bak down 2wards me.
Thi thump in mi hed woz sum bastird tryin 2 nok me out wif a bit ov feedbak
from thi kript; fearetikly imposibl & teknikly diffcult but it can b dun
& thi jolt Id juss got wude Ѕ nokd out moast peepil, only Ive got thi
eqwivalent ov shok absorbers coz Im a tellir & ther4 used 2 gettin a ruf
ride from thi kript.
Thi fewnikewlar car woz comin glowing bak down thi curvd track, its cabin
lites reflectin off thi babil plants festoonin thi broad archd bak ov thi
butris. Thi 2 bros inside wer @ thi bak windo, starin @ me. They
din luke so drunk now, & they wos each holdin rings in ther hands that
could Ѕ bin guns.
O shit, I fot.
I ran down a spiral stareway @ thi side ov thi butriss. I herd thi car
stop abuv me. Thi stairway went on & on & on & on spiralin
all thi time & I thot when it levils out am not goan b able 2 stop goan
roun; theyl find me whirlin roun in a tite litl circl unabil 2 go strate.
I hit thi botom & sheer terrir proovd a ver iffishint
coarse-stratener. I raced across a gantry slung underneaf thi stonewurk
& went down anothir stairway set agenst a metil-frame bildin on thi far
side ov thi butress. Footsteps clanged behind me.
I caim out on a brod balcony & dodjed thru a doarway & down sum moar
steps in2 a sort ov hanger whare old gliders sat tilted like grate goastly
stif-wingd burdz & a bunch ov litl bats startid chatterin & flying roun
my hed. Footsteps abuv, then behind. O shit o shit o shit.
Thi bats wer kikin up a heluva rakit.
I spottid a ladir agenst 1 wol leedin down thru thi floor & I ran 4
it. Sumbody shouted bhind me; thi footsteps slappd loud. Sumthin
went, Bang! & a glider next 2 me explodid wif flame & loss a wing; thi
blast ov air woz warm & almost nokd me off ma feet.
I thru myself @ thi ladir, held thi sides & dropt, sliding down without
usin ma feet @ ol, hitin thi floor & twistin ma ankil.
I wos in sum kinda circular platform slung undir thi glider bildin.
Nufin but air underneaf & nowhare 2 go. I lookd bak @ thi
ladir. Thi footsteps were rite abuv me.
I herd a noise like qwuik, distant surf, & a huge blak shape lifted from
under thi platform on wings longir than Im tol. It waverd in thi air
alongside then graspd @ thi thin metil rale roun thi platform on thi far side
from thi ladir, its talins gripin thi rale while its wings beat qwickly &
almost silent bak & ford.
I cude heer sumbody cumin down thi ladir, breevin hard.
Here! shoutid thi blak shape @ thi othir side ov thi platform. Id fot
it woz a bird but it woz more like a giant bat. Its wings clapped in
& out in & out.
Qwickly! it sed.
I fink if thi bros cumin down thi ladir hadnt shot @ me in thi hanger I
wooden Ѕ gon, but they had so I did.
I ran 4 thi big bat. It held its feet out. I grabd its ankils
& it wrapt its talins roun ma rists makin me shout with thi bone-crunchin
pane while it poold me off thi platform, crakin my nees off thi rale.
We twisted & dropt like thi thing cuden cary me & I screemd, then it
spred its wings wif a snap & I neerly loss my grip as we curvd out &
away. Light sparkld abuv me & I herd thi bat cry out but I woz 2 bizy
lookin down @ thi dark fields in thi alure, 5 or 600 metres blow & thinking
wel, if I die, thers still anuthir 7 lives 2 go. Xcept I didn fink that
woz rite sumhow, I rekind whotevir trubil I woz in went beyond this life &
I woznt garanteed anuthir 7 lives or evin 1.
I held on tite, but thi light crackled agen & thi bat thing judderd in
thi air & cried out agen & I smeld smoke. We lurched &
side-slipped 2wards thi wol ov thi grate hol, then fel like thi proverbyal,
& in a screem ov air & a screem from me dippd blow thi alure & thi
parapet & went on down til we wer levil wif thi lowir bretasche, whare thi
bat wheeld roun so hard I lost my grip on its scaly legs & only its
steel-like clasp on my rists stopt me from falin 2 thi roof ov thi 2nd level
towr underneef.
Felt like my arms were about 2 pop out ma sokets. Id Ѕ screemed but
thi bref woz gon from me.
Thi air shreiked roun ma ears as we plumitid btween thi grate towr & thi
2nd level wall, down in2 a layer ov cloud whare I cooden c a dam fing & it
woz freezin cold, then we turnd in what I thot woz thi direcshin ov thi towr
& outa thi mist loomd this bleedin grate rock wall. I closd mi
Is.
We twisted 1ce, twice & I went—few—2 myself but when I opend
mi Is we woz stil hedin strate 4 nakid stonewurk. O fuk, I fot, but by
then Id decidid Id rathir die wif ma Is opin. @ thi last momim we liftid, I saw
hangin bunchis ov foleyidje strung from thi machicolation abuv & a instant
later we crashd in2 thi babil; my sholder woz renched & I woz thrown off
thi bat & in2 thi babil, grabbin @ leevs & twigs & branchis &
slippin & fallin down thru it.
Thi bat beat fewriously, shoutin, Hold on! Hold on! while I tryd 2 get
a hold on thi dam stuf.
Hold on! it shouted agen.
Am bludy tryin 2! I yelld.
U safe?
Juss about, I sed, huggin a big strand ov babil like it wos a long-loss mum
or sumthin, not abil 2 look behind but stil heerin thi big bat flap & beet
@ my bak.
Am sorri I cuden help u moar, thi bat sez. U mus saiv uself now.
Thare lookin 4 u. Bware thi kript. Keep outa things!
Erch! Erch! I mus go. Farewell, hoomin.
Yeh, & 2 u, I shoutid, turnin roun 2 luke @ it. & fanks!
Then thi big bat dropt, & I saw it disapeer in thi mist, fallin away
strate down, traylin smoak & then juss b4 I loss site ov it curvin away
followin thi circumferince ov thi towr, beetin hard but lookin week & still
follin.
Disappeered.
I crolld in2 thi darkniss ov thi babil, nursin ma aiks.
O deer Bascule, I sed 2 myself. O deer o deer o deer.
I spent thi nite in thi foleyidje, constintly dreemin ov flyin thru thi air
wif Ergates in ma hand but then droppin hir & hir tumblin away & me not
bein abil 2 catch hir & mi wings cumin off & me follin 2 & screemin
thru thi air, then wakin clutchin thi branchiz, shiverin & cuverd in
swet.
So heer I am, lookin up @ thi fass-tower & Ive spent sum time so far
this mornin tryin 2 pluk up thi curidje 2 go strate bak in2 thi kript 2 find
out whots goan on & look 4 poor litil Ergates & this time tak no
nonsins… & Ive also spent sum time vowin nevir 2 evin fink ov thi
bleedin kript agen & desidin not 2 deside about it 4 now & so insted am
juss sitin heer wonderin whot am 2 do in jeneril & not abil 2 cum 2 a
disishin on that scoar nevir.
I turn ovir in ma litl nest agen & luke down thru thi branchis &
this time I freez & stair, coz I can c this big animil cumin climin up thru
thi babil; iss bleedin hooj, thi size ov a bare & iss got thik blak fur
with streeks ov green on it & iss got big shiny blak claws & iss lukin
@ me wif 2 litl beedy Is & a funy pointid hed & iss cumin up thi branch
am on, strate 2words me.
O shit, I heer myself say, lukin roun 2 c if thers a way 2 escape.
Ther isnt. O shit.
Thi animil opins its mouf. Its teef r thi size ov ma fingirs
… Shtay whare u r! it hissis.
FIVE
1
'In those days the world was not a garden and the people were not idle as
they are now. Then on the face of the world there was real wilderness,
empty of humanity, and the wilderness that humanity created, the wilderness
that it packed with itself and which it called City. People toiled and
people idled and the toilers worked for themselves and yet not for themselves
and the idle did no work or little work and what they did, did only for
themselves; money was all-powerful then and people said they made it work for
them but money cannot work, only people and machines can work.'
Asura listened, fascinated but confused. The speaker was a thin
middle-aged woman dressed in a plain ivory-coloured smock. Her feet were
hobbled with a half-metre-long iron rod attached to wood-lined cuffs whose
internal surfaces had been polished smooth and bright by friction with her
skin. Her hands were similarly secured. She stood in the centre of
the open gondola, chanting more than talking, her gaze raised to the
belly-bulging underside of the airship above and her voice raised to cope with
the noise of the craft's engines and the slipstream swirling over the gondola's
semi-transparent bulwarks. Asura looked around, wondering at the effect
this strange, declaiming woman must be having on her fellow travellers.
She was surprised to find that she seemed to be the only person paying the
woman any attention.
Asura had been standing at the airship's deck rail watching the plain roll
past beneath and had seen the first line of blue hills appear through the
haze. She had been waiting for her first glimpse of the great castle, but
the woman's steady voice and odd words had intrigued her.
She left the rail to find a seat close to the woman. As she moved
between the tables and chairs, she looked towards the bow of the gondola, where
the upper deck's round transparent nose bulged out, part of a huge sunstruck
circle veined with the dark lines of struts, and suddenly she was reminded of
something she'd seen in her dreams last night.
She sat down, feeling dizzy.
In a great dark space there was a huge circle, subdivided into smaller
circles by thin dark lines like rings of ripples in a disturbed pool, and
further subdivided by similarly fine lines radiating from the very centre of
the circle. The circle was an enormous window; stars shone beyond it.
She could hear a clock ticking.
Something moved at one edge of the great circle. Looking closely she
could see it was a figure; somebody walking along the horizontal ray-line from
the edge to the centre of the circular window. She looked more closely
still, and saw that the person was herself.
She walked along until she stood in the very centre of the vast aperture,
looking out through a central pane of some substance she knew was more hard and
clear and strong than glass. Far below, there was a landscape of luminous
grey; a circular depression of shallow, undulating hills surrounded by cliffs
and mountains, lit from one side and full of deep, black shadows. The
clock still ticked. She stood for a while, admiring the stars, and
thinking that the circle of the great window mirrored the shape of the circular
plain it overlooked.
Then the clock-sound speeded up, ticking faster and faster until it was a
ripping, buzzing noise in her ears; the shadows swung across the landscape and
the bright orb of the sun tore across the sky, then abruptly the sun vanished
and the noise of the clock changed, took on a kind of rhythm until the noise
speeded up again and became the buzz it had been before. She could barely
see the landscape below. The stars blazed.
Then the stars started to disappear. They went out slowly at first, in
a single region of the sky off to her right and near the dark horizon, then
more quickly, until the stain of darkness was eating up a quarter of the sky,
rising like a vast curtain thrown up from the ghostly grey mountains. Now
a third of the sky was utterly dark, the stars going out one by one or in
groups; shining, then dimming, then flickering and disappearing altogether as
the darkness consumed half the sky, then two thirds.
She stared, open-mouthed, choosing brighter stars in the path of the
blackness and watching them as they vanished.
Finally almost the whole sky was black; just a few stars shone steadily
above the distant mountains to her right, while to her left the darkness had
touched the horizon, where the sun had shone earlier.
Abruptly the clock was back to normal, and the sun blazed again—from a
different angle now, but still just within the region of the
darkness—sending a cold, steady light across the crater floor to the grey
cliffs and crags of the rim-wall.
Earth. Cradle. Very old. There are many ages. Age
within age. Age of nothingness comes first, then age/instant of
infinitesimal/infinite explosion, then age of shining, then age of heaviness,
of different air/fluids, then the tiny but long ages of stone/fluid and fire,
then the age of life, smaller still, and living with and in all the other ages,
then the age/moment of thought-life: here we are, and all goes very quickly and
at the same time all other types/sizes of ages go on but then there is next
age/moment of the new life that the old life makes, and that is much faster
again, and that is where we are now too. And yet.
The old ape-man looked sad. He had grey hair and grey sagging skin on
a skinny frame and he was dressed in a strange costume of yellow and red
diamonds topped by a pointed hat with a bell on the end. His soft shoes
were pointed too, and also had bells at their tips. The only noise he
could produce was a chattering laugh; he was the size of a child but his eyes
looked wise and sad. He sat on the steps that led up to a big chair; the
large room was empty except for her and the ape-man and one wall of the room
was window, double-skinned and curved and ribbed with a fine tracery of dark
lines, though much smaller than the circular window she had seen earlier.
This window too looked out onto a landscape of shining grey.
The beautiful globe hanging in the black sky above the shining grey hills
was Earth, the ape-man had told her. He talked by sign, using his arms
and fingers. She found that she could understand him but not reply,
though just by nodding, frowning or raising her eyebrows it was possible to
express herself well enough, it seemed.
Eyebrows? she signalled.
And yet, the ape-man sighed, expression still downcast. Ages are in
conflict, he told her. Each move, own pace, not often come together,
fight. But now: happens. Age of air/fluids and age of life
fight. Two ages of life, too. For all who feel sadness sometimes,
there comes sadness now. For all those who die sometimes, there comes
death now, perhaps.
She frowned. She was standing, still dressed in her night-blue gown,
in front of the wide window. Every now and again, during pauses in the
ape-man's signing, she glanced at the Earth and the steady stars hanging
visible beyond its brightness. Her gown was the colour of the barren,
ghostly landscape outside.
She shrugged.
People/humans made much; big things on Earth. Biggest thing, smallest
thing too. Everywhere. Then inside this thing, fight. Then
peace but not peace; peace for a while, short now. Now the age of
air/fluids comes, threat to all. All must act. Most danger if
biggest/smallest thing not act. Biggest/smallest thing fight with self,
cannot talk to all of self; bad. Other ways of talking; good. Most
special good if self talk to self.
The ape-man looked almost happy for a moment, and she smiled to show she
understood.
You.
She pointed at herself. Me?
You.
She shook her head, then shrugged, spreading her arms.
Yes, you. I tell you now. You forget in future, but you also
know still, too. Is good. Perhaps all safe.
She smiled uncertainly.
'Ah, there you are,' Pieter Velteseri said, appearing from the steps leading
to the gondola's lower decks. He parted the tails of his coat and sat
beside Asura, planting his silver-topped cane between his feet. He looked
at her.
She blinked rapidly for a few seconds and then shook her head, as though
just waking up.
Pieter glanced at the woman standing speaking in the middle of the gondola's
floor. He smiled. 'Ah; our Resiler has found her voice, has she? I
didn't think she would stay silent for long.' He placed his hands on top of the
cane and rested his chin on top of his hands…
'She is… Resisla?' Asura said, glancing at Pieter and frowning as she
tried to pick up the thread of the woman's speech again.
'She is a Resiler; one who resiles, or recoils,' he said in a low voice. 'In
a sense we all are, or our ancestors were, I suppose, but she is of a sect who
believes we need to resile further.'
'No one else listens,' Asura whispered. She looked around the others
on the gondola's open deck. They were all talking among themselves, or
watching the view, or sitting or lying with their eyes closed, either snoozing
or experientially elsewhere.
'They will have heard all this before,' Pieter said quietly. 'Not word for
word, but…'
'We are guilty,' said the Resiler. 'We have treasured our comfort and our
vanity by giving shelter to the beasts of chaos which infest the crypt so that
humanity's part of it now is barely one part in a hundredth, and that wasted,
that turned over to the worship of self and vanity and dreams of sovereignty
over what we claim to have renounced…'
'Is all she says true?' Asura whispered.
'Ah,' Pieter said, smiling. 'Now, that is a question. Let's say it is
all based on truth, but the facts are open to different interpretations from
the one she supplies.'
'… The King is no King and all know this; well and good, but neither
is what appears to be our good work good, but only a disguise for the face of
our foolish ignorance and ill-fitness.'
'The King?' Asura said, looking puzzled.
'Our ruler,' Pieter supplied. 'I've always thought Dalai Llama would have
been a better description, though the King has more power and less…
holiness. In any event, the royal term is preferred. It's
complicated.'
'Why is she in irons?' Asura asked.
'It's a symbol,' Pieter said, a teasing, mischievous look on his face.
Asura nodded, her expression serious, and Pieter smiled again.
'She seems very sincere,' Asura told Pieter.
'A word with oddly positive connotations,' Pieter said, nodding. 'In my
experience those who are most sincere are also the most morally suspect, as
well as being incapable of producing or appreciating wit.'
'What happens happens,' continued the Resiler, 'and cannot be made to
unhappen. We are the equation; we cannot deny the algebra of the universe
or the result it brings us. Die peacefully or in hysterics, with grace or
with despair; it matters not. Prepare or ignore; it matters not.
Very little matters very much and almost nothing matters greatly.
Shanti.'
'I find myself half drawn to that last statement,' Pieter told Asura as the
Resiler sat down. Nearby there was a group of people who had been
laughing and joking among themselves during the course of her speech; a highly
dressed woman rose from among them and went over and placed some sweetmeats in
the plain wooden bowl at the Resiler's side. The Resiler thanked her and
ate with awkward grace. She smiled thinly at Asura as the other woman
sashayed back to her friends, laughing.
'Come, my dear,' Pieter said pleasantly, rising and taking the girl's elbow.
'We'll take the air on the lower viewing deck, shall we?' They rose. 'Ma'am,'
he said, nodding to the Resiler as they passed.
'Don't worry,' Asura said to the Resiler as Pieter led her to the stairs.
'It's going to be all right.' She winked at her.
The woman looked briefly baffled, then shook her head and continued to eat,
her movements made strange by the iron rod linking her wrists.
Asura's smooth brow furrowed into a frown as she and Pieter descended to the
main lounge. 'She eats,' she said, glancing back up. 'How does she clean
herself after toilet?'
Pieter laughed lightly. 'You know, I never thought of that. The
alternatives are all unpleasant, aren't they?'
Below, from the promenade deck, they saw the forested hills stretching out
around them and, from the tiers of seats facing the lower section of the round
transparent nose, the first hazy hints of the towers and battlements of
Serehfa.
Asura clapped her hands.
That morning, over breakfast, she had told them something of her dreams and
Pieter had looked at first alarmed and then resigned. She had not told
them all the details; just that she had seen the tunnel of light and been in an
enchanted carriage journeying across the dusty plain towards the great castle
beyond the hills.
'Lucky you,' Lucia Chimbers had told her. 'Most of us have to concentrate
quite hard to have dreams that interesting.'
'Sounds like she might have implants after all,' Gil said, helping himself
to more ortanique juice.
Pieter shook his head. 'I think not.' He frowned. 'And I do wish people
would stop calling them implants; they're not, if you're born with them and
they're part of your genetic inheritance, reversible or not.'
Gil and Lucia smiled at him with practised indulgence.
Pieter dabbed a napkin at his lips and sat back, surveying their young
guest, who sat very upright with her hands in her lap and her eyes
sparkling.
'Do I take it then that you wish to leave, young lady?'
'Please call me Asura,' she said. She nodded vigorously. 'I think I go
to castle.'
'Bit touristy, going so soon,' Lucia said. Pieter glanced wearily at
her.
'Everyone should see Serehfa,' Gil said, drinking noisily.
'Do you wish to go today?' Pieter asked.
'As soon as possible, please,' the girl said.
'Well,' Pieter said, 'I suppose one of us ought to go with you, really.'
'Don't look at me—' Lucia began.
'I merely wondered if we might prevail upon you to lend the young
lady—'
'Asura!' she said, happily.
'- to lend Asura,' Pieter said with a sigh, 'your clothes on a rather longer
term—'
'Take them.' Lucia waved one hand, then took Gil's in hers.
'I shall want to be back in time for the others returning,' Pieter told
Asura. 'I may have to dump you at the gates, even assuming we can find a flight
in time.'
'As soon as possible, please,' Asura repeated.
'Book her into a sisters' hostel in the place or something,' Gil said. 'Or
get a clan member to look after her.'
'I may do both,' Pieter said, then sat back and closed his eyes. 'Excuse
me,' he murmured.
Lucia Chimbers and Gil poured each other coffee. Asura looked intently
at the older man, who presently opened his eyes again and said, 'Yes, we're
booked on a flight from SF del Apure, leaving at noon. I can be back on
the return service a little after midnight. The jalop claims to be
charged up, so I'll drive us to the rail station. I've left a message for
Cousin Ucubulaire in Serehfa. I dare say you two will manage to keep
yourselves occupied without me?' he said to Gil and Lucia, who both smiled.
'Between you and me, my dear,' Pieter shouted an hour later as he drove the
whirring battery car along the dusty road from the house to Cazoria, the
nearest town, 'I put you in the blue room on purpose last night; the bed's
headboard is fitted with a receptor system.' He smiled over at her.
They had the sunlight-powered car's top off; the wind whistled round their
ears. ('Ruins the efficiency,' Pieter had told her, 'but it's much more fun.'
He wore goggles and a tie-down hat, and had given her similar equipment.
She wore loose trousers, a blouse and a light jacket.) 'I thought you might be
able to avail yourself of the facilities. If you hadn't, well then, no
harm done.'
Asura held onto her hat and smiled broadly at him. Then she frowned,
and said, 'The bed made me dream?'
'Not exactly, but it let you dream… in concert, shall we say?
Though you must have a remarkable gift to adapt so quickly and so easily.'
They drove on through the morning, between wild fruit-forests of banana and
orange. Asura was enjoying the drive.
'Ah, Asura?' Pieter said.
'Yes?'
'That is not regarded as acceptable in polite society. Or, come to
think of it, in almost any society, normally.'
'What? This?'
'Yes. That.'
'No? But it feels good. It is beginning with car shaking.'
'I don't doubt. Nevertheless. One does that sort of thing in
private, I think you'll find.'
'Oh, all right.' Asura looked mildly puzzled, then adjusted her hands and
sat with them clasped demurely in her lap.
'There's the town,' Pieter said, nodding ahead to where a collection of
white spires and towers were rising above the greenery. He glanced at his
young passenger and shook his head. 'Serehfa. Good grief. I hope
I'm doing the right thing…'
2
Chief Scientist Gadfium sat in the whirlbath with the High Sortileger
Xemetrio; the pumps hummed, water frothed and bubbled, steam hissed from wall
pipes and wrapped them in its hot, dense fog, and music played loudly.
They sat side by side facing each other, each whispering into the other's
ear.
'They sound half mad, or it sounds half mad,' Xemetrio said,
snorting. 'What is all this nonsense about "Love is god" and the "Hallowed
centre"?'
'It sounds formalised,' Gadfium whispered. 'I don't think it really means
anything.'
Xemetrio drew back a little in the swirling steam; it was so thick Gadfium
could not see the walls of the bathroom. 'My dear,' Xemetrio whispered urbanely
once his mouth was alongside her ear again. 'I am the High Sortileger;
everything means something.'
'You see; that is your faith, even though you wouldn't call it such; theirs
is expressed in this quasi-religious—'
'It isn't quasi-religious, it's completely religious.'
'Even so.'
'And Sortilegy boils down to a matter of statistics,' Xemetrio said,
sounding genuinely offended. 'Anything less spiritual is difficult
to—'
'We're moving off the point. If we ignore the religious trappings and
concentrate on the information itself—'
'Context matters,' the Sortileger insisted.
'Let us assume the rest of the signal is true.'
'If you insist.'
'Abstract: they confirm our fears concerning the cloud and the lack of any
communication from the Diaspora, and they know of our attempt to construct
rockets. They know about this idiotic war between Adijine and the
Engineers and that it isn't going to lead anywhere, and they seem concerned
about some "workings" going on in the level-five south-western solar affecting
the fabric—we assume they mean the fabric of the castle mega-structure
itself.' Gadfium wiped beads of moisture from her brow. 'Do we know any more
about what's going on there?'
'There's a full Army unit there and they have a lot of heavy equipment,
including something they dug out of the southern revetment last year,' Xemetrio
told her. 'It's all being kept very quiet.' He leant back and adjusted a
control by the side of the tub. 'They built a new hydrovator into the Southern
Volcano Room just to supply the garrison. That was where Sessine was
heading when he was killed.'
'Sessine was always reckoned one of those who might have been sympathetic to
us; do you think—?'
'Impossible to say. There was nothing to link us and him, though it is
feasible he was assassinated for political reasons.' Xemetrio shrugged. 'Or
personal ones.'
'The signal spoke of "workings",' Gadfium said. 'Mine workings,
perhaps? What is beneath that room?'
'The floor is unpierced; it cannot signify.'
'But if the device found in the southern revetment…'
'If somebody had finally found a machine able to create new holes in
the mega-structure and made it work and dragged it all the way up here, they'd
be burrowing into the ceiling of the sacristy, in no-man's land between the
King's forces and the Engineers of the Chapel.'
'But the signal spoke of their concern over the fabric. If that is
what they meant—'
'Then,' the Sortileger said, sounding exasperated, 'there's nothing we can
do for now, unless we are to confess all to the King and his Security
people. What else have you decided we can tell from your mysterious
signal, assuming it's not all some bizarre self-delusion on the part of the mad
people who watch stones slide and call it science?'
'I trust them.'
'Like you trust the signal itself,' Xemetrio said sourly. 'We are
conspirators, Gadfium; we cannot afford so much trust.'
'We are not yet acting upon such trust and so risk nothing.'
'Yet,' scoffed the Sortileger, cupping water over his shoulders.
'Whoever sent the signal,' Gadfium went on, 'believes the answer lies in the
Cryptosphere.'
'I'm sure the true answer does, along with every possible false answer and
no way to distinguish between them.'
'They appear to believe that, as we have always suspected, there is a
conspiracy to thwart all efforts to avoid the catastrophe.'
'Though why the King and his cronies should particularly want to die when
the sun blows up is of course a trifle difficult to fathom. We're back to
speculating about ultra-secret survival projects or some bizarre fatalism.'
'Neither of which is utterly unfeasible, but the act of the conspiracy is
all that matters for now, not its origin. Lastly, the signal-senders
confirm both that there is, or may be, an already designed-in method of
escape—'
'What, though? Switch on some galactic vacuum-cleaner? Move the
planet?'
'You're the Sortileger, Xemetrio…'
'Huh. We daren't run that question through the system, but if I
had to guess, I'd stick with the obvious answer; there's some part of Serehfa
which conceals an escape device. That may be what the war with the Chapel
is really about. Maybe the Engineers have access to it and Adijine
doesn't.'
'Whatever. The signal also suggests that the data corpus itself may
hold the solution and be attempting to access it.'
'The mythical asura,' the Sortileger said, shaking his head.
'Such a method would make sense, given the chaotic nature of the crypt,'
Gadfium whispered. 'The possibility of the data corpus' corruption may have
been foreseen—'
'Amazing Sortilegy,' Xemetrio muttered.
'- just as was the possibility of a threat to the Earth that could not be
dealt with by automatic space defence mechanisms. Physical separation of
the information required to activate the escape device would ensure that no
matter the delay it could never be corrupted by the crypt.'
'Though it still has to be initiated,' Xemetrio said. 'But let's not lose
sight of the fact that all this supposition is built on the word of some
historically, how shall I put it?… eccentric observers of sliding
stones, and that even if they are to be trusted, what we've actually got is an
intellectually suspect, semi-garbled message originating from somewhere within
the top ten kilometres of the fast-tower; we still have no idea who or what is
up there and what their motives are.'
'We also have little time to squander, Xemetrio. We have to decide
what to do and how to reply. You're sure you can get this signal and our
appraisal to the others safely?'
'Yes, yes,' the High Sortileger snapped; Gadfium asked this question
virtually every time they had information they had to spread around their
network, and each time Xemetrio had to reassure that as High Sortileger he
could move data within the data corpus without Security knowing all about
it.
'Good,' Gadfium said, apparently relieved afresh. 'Clispeir is going to
heliograph an acknowledgment to the fast-tower's signal and a request for more
information, but we must make up our minds; do we act now, merely get ready to
act, or go on as before, waiting?'
The High Sortileger looked sadly at the glistening mountains of foam bobbing
around him. 'I vote we wait for more information. Meantime, I'll start a
quiet search for your asura.' He shook his head. 'Besides, what could we
do?'
'We could find out what's going on in the fifth-level southwestern solar;
that would be a start.'
'I've tried that; most of the military don't know.'
'Perhaps the shade of Count Sessine could answer the question,' Gadfium
suggested.
Xemetrio looked sceptical. 'I doubt it. And what if he remains loyal
to the King? Quite possibly he is part of their big bad conspiracy and
would report our little one to Security.'
'A way might be found to talk to him without giving too much away.'
'I suppose so,' Xemetrio said, looking uncomfortable, 'but I'm not doing
it.'
'I'll do it,' Gadfium told him.
Uris Tenblen raised his face to the cold, thin wind cutting across the
frozen plain, blinked red-rimmed eyes, cocked his grey-skinned shaven head to
one side and listened to the song in his skull.
It was different again today. It was different every day, if he
remembered correctly. He wasn't at all sure that he did remember
everything correctly. He wasn't sure he remembered anything
correctly. But the song in his heart said that it didn't matter.
The wind blew in through the vast windows two kilometres away across the
plain. The windows were floor-to-ceiling, and broad; sometimes it seemed
to Tenblen that it was better to think of three skinny pillars holding up that
side of the next storey, not four broad windows in a wall. Above here
there was only a broad piazza, open to the skies. Tenblen turned round
and looked towards the other wall, where four similar apertures, also two
kilometres away, let the wind straight back out again. Both sets of
windows looked out onto a sea of white cloud.
He turned back; the wind brought hard powdery snow with it, probably not
fresh but dislodged from part of the castle above here. The wind-blown
granules stung the exposed skin of his face, neck, wrists and hands. He
forced the visor and helmet over his head, fumbling raw-fingered with the
straps. Chill weather, he told himself, but the song in his head kept him
warm, or told him it did, which was just as good.
His dorm was at the edge of the camp; it was a shining aluminium box almost
identical to the forty or so others which ringed the workings. This
close, the workings themselves were just a huge sloped wall of rubble; from
further away across the frozen marshes and low hills of the plain they appeared
as a small, steep-sided crater.
From above they would just look like a hole; a dark pit, usually filled with
yellow-grey mists, like a giant weeping wound.
Tenblen trudged through the rimed puddles on the rutted path leading towards
the workings, fastening his tunic. His boots crunched through brittle
white surfaces of ice into the hard brown hollows of the puddles.
The song in his head rose to a sweet crescendo just then and he gave a thin,
grim smile, then made a small, involuntary ducking motion and looked nervously
up at the ceiling a thousand metres above him.
He passed the bomb caissons, great closed iron cylinders coated with snow,
their wheels sunk a little way into the cracked surface of frozen mud.
Thus far, they had only two caissons, six small bombs and one large one.
A new convoy was on its way, bringing fresh materiel. He saluted an
officer who passed him on the path. He knew he ought to know the
officer's name, but he could not remember it. That didn't matter; if he
needed to talk to the officer or take him some message or order, the song in
his head would remind him of his name. The officer nodded as he walked
past, his gaze fastened straight ahead and his expression fixed in a broad and
somehow desperate grin.
Tenblen climbed the steps by the side of the inclined plain. He
ascended them in time to the song, and as he climbed he imagined that the King
was looking through his eyes.
(Adijine, who was doing exactly that, experienced only very mild surprise at
this point, and almost immediately felt oddly cheated that he hadn't sustained
some profound sense of alienation or momentary loss-of-identity.)
The King would look through his eyes and hear the song in his head; the song
of loyalty, of obedience, of joy to have this part to play, and know that he
was glad to be loyal, glad to be obedient and glad to be joyful. He could
think of nothing more pleasant than to be transparent in exactly that manner,
and to be seen to be the King's loyal soldier. He got to the top of the
crater-wall of rubble and started down the other side, towards the pit.
The fumes were already quite bad. The steam came drifting up the
brecciated slope from the hole, wrapping itself around the scattered cisterns,
pipes, valveheads, winches and gantries littering the incline. Sometimes
the smell of the gases came with the steam, and you thought the cloud
enveloping you would be pure fume and you almost panicked with only the song in
your head telling you it was all right; other times the steam was far away when
you picked up the stink and your eyes watered and your nose and the back of
your throat felt rasped and burned.
He stopped at the quartermaster's office. There was a ghost
outside.
The ghost was dressed as some ancient judge or holy man. He tried to
get in Tenblen's way and shout something at him, but Uris just put his hand
through the ghost and made as though to wave it out of the way as he stepped
through it. The song in his head drowned out the ghost's voice.
'Bit nippy today,' he shouted to the quartermaster. It helped to
shout, over the noise of the song. The quartermaster was a large,
red-faced man. He nodded as he issued Tenblen with his gloves, mask and
respirator.
'Wind's shifted,' he said loudly, coughing. 'I've asked them to move me
further up the slope but of course they haven't done anything yet.'
'Perhaps you should be right at the top.'
'Perhaps I should. Or even on the far slope.'
'You might be better off at the bottom of the slope on the other side.'
'Yes, I might.'
'Well, see you later.'
'Goodbye.'
Tenblen put his mask and respirator on before he left the quartermaster's
office. He felt hoarse and his throat was sore already. He could
remember being able to talk without talking; being able to think something and
somebody else understanding what it was you had thought; he could remember a
long time ago when the song had started, thinking how odd it felt having to
physically talk any time you wanted to tell somebody something.
Promotion, people had joked at the time, at first.
The song had been young then and they had all been charmed by it. He
could remember even longer ago when he'd not been a soldier and had been able
to talk to anybody. He felt sad about that, sometimes. The song
lifted his spirits, though. It could turn the sadness to joy. After
all, you cried when you were happy sometimes, too.
He stepped outside into the slow whorls of drifting, rising steam, and
continued down into the workings. His own breath sounded loud within the
mask and he could hear valves clicking and hissing. He could feel the
fumes on his neck, already chafing against his collar. A little of the
fume-smell leaked in round the edges of the mask, and he tried to clamp the
mask down harder. He tramped deeper into the steam, down a concrete path
lit by tall poles tipped with small lamps and strung with a hand-rope at hip
level.
The song sang majestically as he descended into the darkness…
(The song the song the song while he seemed to pass venting pipes and arrive
at a platform in a broad tunnel where a small train waited full of coughing men
but the song said no no no stuck in a breath-holding loop that said time is not
passing this is not happening and sang higher sweeter fuller as the train
ground and screeched its way over points and into a narrow tunnel and
accelerated in utter darkness the wind in his face journeying for a time then
passing through a dimly lit hole where guards with fixed stares stood then
another tunnel and then the fume smell again and the steam and he started to
relax as though he'd been holding his breath all that time and then out of the
train with the others and down the steps relieved and even glad to be here
while the song sang resuming.)
… The workings surface was a chaotic ballet from some primitive's
hell; it was filled with a loud, fume-laden darkness pierced sporadically by
flashes of intense, scarifying light, and permeated with a furious hissing
sound punctuated by sudden screams and explosions. Through this havoc
drifted a population of terrifying beasts, monstrously deformed human shapes
wielding strange instruments designed to puncture, flay and burn, and the
wailing, beseeching figures of ghosts.
Tenblen pulled on a harness and hitched himself to the roof struts. An
officer came up to him and told him to return to his quarters, but the song in
his head told him this wasn't a real officer; it was a ghost and to be
ignored.
Tenblen found a pair of boots that didn't look too badly scarred and started
down the steps to the mine surface. A chimeric oxephant hauling a vat of
acid loomed out of the mist, making him pause. He found himself
automatically checking its harness and restrainer straps; they all seemed to be
in place, the harness tight and the straps disappearing up into the steam
clouds towards the grid of struts barely visible against the dark roof above
(and some part of him looked at that darkness above thinking,
But—… but then the song swelled, drowning out the sound of
his recalcitrant thoughts).
He walked towards the eastern part of the floor. He glanced down as he
walked. The surface. The song in his head welled up again, telling
him to rejoice at the task they had undertaken, at its daring, its
technological sophistication, at its audacity and its uniqueness. It was
a wonderful and beautiful thing they were doing; they were reclaiming the
structure, the whole castle, not just for their cause and the King but for all
people. They were no longer at its mercy, it was at theirs.
A beautiful woman appeared out of the mists, her skin black, her clothes
whiter and wispier than the mists, her body full and firm and voluptuous.
Tenblen knew she was a ghost but he stood and stared for a while as she walked
round him with a half-coy, half-welcoming smile. Then the song rose
again, racketing in his head and setting his teeth on edge. It was still
pleasant, like being tickled, but he could not take it for very long. He
hurried on, away from the woman.
He came to the latest workings. Acid fumed, arc-light sparkled, power
tools hammered. Men dressed in full protective suits stumbled
round. Chimerics pawed the ground, pulled with harness hooks and
bellowed.
Tenblen tried to breathe easily and shallowly through his mouth, ignoring
the rasp of fumes in his throat as he walked amongst the men and beasts,
checking their harness connections and restraining straps. Under his
feet, the surface of the workings was smoking and peeling and blistering,
constantly sprayed by the rusting agent and then further attacked with
scab-hooks, welding arcs, lasers and a selection of acids, mostly sulphuric and
hydrochloric. The surface was constantly attempting to repair itself,
flowing back to fill holes and rearranging the large-scale fibres and scales
which it was composed of. You could never be certain which sections would
be susceptible to which removing agent; there was no alternative but to try
everything and see what worked at that point at that time.
He stood for a moment, ignoring the ghost of a small baby at his feet,
writhing and screaming on the ground amongst the acid pools. The surface
here looked thin somehow. Perhaps they'd do it here (the baby looked up
at him, eyes huge, while smoke curled up around its blistering skin. The
song sang high and sweet while Tenblen's eyes filled with tears. He
gently put his boot out, through the apparition of the baby, then when it moved
out of his way, suddenly screamed in frustration and brought his boot down on
it as though trying to crush the infant. It disappeared. His boot
heel met the surface and the shock resounded through him, then the ground too
seemed to disappear and he was looking—
– down. The circular hole started at his feet and was
almost instantly ten metres wide around him.
He dropped through, screaming, in a haze of acid spray. The city was a
sparkling jewel two kilometres below him. His harness tightened around
him like a bony fist and the restraining straps bounced him up and down like
some child in a walking yoke. The song burned in his head,
exultant. He kept on screaming despite the song, and soiled himself.
On a warm marble table in the Palace baths, the King opened his eyes and
looked up as the masseuse kneaded his back. He smiled broadly and said,
'Yes!'
He winked at the masseuse and lowered his head again, within range of the
receptor devices buried in the marble table.
He skipped back into Uris Tenblen's head just in time to watch with him as
the edges of the hole above him wobbled liquidly like grey-black circular lips,
then snapped back closed with a whiplash crack, rebounding a little so that a
metre-diameter hole existed for a moment before that too irised shut like an
eye blinking.
The first closure had instantly severed the straps on Tenblen's harness.
He plummeted—gesticulating frantically, screaming
hoarsely—towards the glittering spires of the city two thousand metres
below.
The link sizzled and cut out.
Adijine raised his head. 'Shhhit,' he said softly.
3
'Very well, Alan, who is trying to kill me?' Sessine asked, smiling a
little at the image of his earlier self.
The younger Sessine looked around. The engine's thrashing heart was
all fury and noise; pipes roaring, connecting rods flashing to and fro.
He took up the portable chess board and put it down the bib front of his
engineer's overalls, then stood.
Sessine did not get up, but sat on the little stool, still smiling up at the
construct of his younger self, who laughed.
'Please, Count; come with me.'
Sessine stood slowly, and nodded.
They were standing in a clearing within the high forest at the foot of the
fastness walls. Sessine looked up through the sighing tops of the trees
to the curtain-wall towering above. A tower a few kilometres away rose
still higher, but the rest of the structure was hidden by the walls, a rosy
cliff fifteen hundred metres high and festooned with variegated babilia.
The wind soughed briefly in the trees, then died away.
'Here,' Alan said. Sessine turned, and the younger man took his
hand.
/They stood in a vast circular space with a floor of gleaming gold, a
velvet-black ceiling and what appeared to be a single all-round window looking
out onto a whitely shining surface and a purple-black sky where stars shone
steadily. Above them, suspended as though on nothing, hung a massive
orrery; a model of the solar system with a brilliant yellow-white ball of light
in the middle and the various planets shown as glassy globes of the appropriate
appearance all fixed by slender poles and shafts to thin hoops of blackly
shining metal like wet jet.
Under the representation of the sun, there was a brightly lit circular
construction like a half-built room. They walked there across the
glistening floor.
'This is a memory, of course,' his younger self said, waving one hand. 'We
don't know what the upper sections of the fast-tower look like now. When
Serehfa was still called Acsets, this was part of the control apparatus.'
They entered the circular area in the centre of the room; a collection of
couches, seats, desks and ornately decorated wood and precious-metal consoles
and dark screens of crystal.
They sat on facing seats. Alan looked up at the glaring image of the
sun, his face shining. 'We're safe here,' he told Sessine. 'I've spent
subjective millennia exploring, mapping and studying the structure of the
Cryptosphere and this is as secure as it gets.'
Sessine glanced around. 'Very impressive. Now.' He sat forward.
'Answer my question.'
'The King. He ordered your death.'
Sessine sat very still for a moment. Then I am lost, he thought.
He said, 'Are you sure?'
'Entirely.'
'And the Consistory?'
'They approved it.'
'Well,' Sessine said, running a hand round the back of his neck, 'that would
appear to be that.'
'That depends on what you want to do,' the construct said.
'All I wanted was to find out why I was killed.'
'Because you have doubts about the conduct of the war, but most especially
because you were starting to doubt the motives of the King and the Consistory
and their dedication to the cause of saving people from the Encroachment.'
'I think others feel that way.'
Alan smiled. 'Most of the Consistory doubt the wisdom of the war, and many
people think the King and his pals seem less concerned than they ought to be
about the Encroachment—a lot of people suspect they have their own
space-ship, though they don't. Most people can't do anything about their
suspicions; you can—or could have. You have the honour of being the
most highly placed and popular potential dissident, the one they felt they
might benefit most from making an example of. They were still uncertain
whether actually to do it—Adijine himself spoke for letting you
live—but you made their minds up for them; you pulled strings to go on
that supply convoy to the bomb-workings. Adijine had left strict
instructions only somebody with implants could command it.'
'I know. It seemed… wrong.'
'You used your influence, somebody high up enough to know of the King's
decree but with a grudge against you let you swing the commission, and when the
King and the Consistory found out they didn't even consider trying to order you
back; they just had you killed by activating a Chapel spy whose code they had
already intercepted.'
Sessine considered this. 'That seems a little desperate.'
The construct shrugged. 'These are desperate times.'
'And who do I have to thank for the decision to let me go in the first
place?'
'Flische. Colonel-to-the-court. He's fucking your wife.'
Sessine thought for a moment, staring at his vague reflection in the matt
blackness of screen on a console opposite. After some time he sighed.
'What is happening at the workings?' he asked.
'Last year they found a mesturedo, a substance which can attack the fabric
of the mega-structure. They've used it to eat through the floor of the
solar. From there they built a tube track between the floor and the
ceiling along to the wall between the solar and the room above the Chapel;
they're currently on the last lap, burrowing through the fabric of the false
ceiling directly above Chapel City. When they succeed in opening it
they'll drop bombs through.
'The mega-structure fabric tries to defend itself through the crypt.
It sends visions; ghosts and demons which attempt to prevent the soldiers and
engineers doing the digging. The only way the Army's found to keep their
personnel functional—if not sane—is to flood their minds with a
loyalty signal; a song of captivity that blanks out everything else and turns
the men into automatons.'
'So I would not have been susceptible to this song; so what?'
'So what they are doing there is not only destroying Army personnel, it's
destroying parts of the crypt itself.'
'How so?'
'The mega-structure houses filaments of the crypt's hardware. Contrary
to popular belief, the Cryptosphere is not a function of some buried horde of
super-machines; the whole fastness is permeated with it. There are
elements deep inside the structure, but the primary structure itself houses
most of what we know as the crypt.
'What the bomb-workings are doing now is destroying an important nexus of
that Cryptospheric structure; it's madness, and it encourages chaos. The
crypt-time has slowed down locally by an appreciable additional degree.
What is left of humanity is caught between the threat of the Encroachment above
and the chaos within the crypt below. The course Adijine and his
Consistory are following would seem to ignore one and aggravate the
other. At the very least you would have been concerned, sceptical and
questioning on discovering all this. They could scarcely risk that, let
alone what might have been your most extreme reaction.'
Sessine gave a small, humourless laugh, and shook his head. 'And the war
with the Chapel?' he asked matter-of-factly.
'Genuine enough. The Engineers do have something we need, though it's
not the information on how to make spacecraft.'
'What is it?'
The construct raised his eyebrows. 'Here we reach the limits of my
research. I am not certain.' He shrugged. 'But it is something Adijine
and the Consistory consider to be of the utmost importance.'
Sessine shook his head and looked up at the vast orrery hanging silently
overhead. It had moved, while he had been listening to the
construct. Saturn hung overhead now, immense and gassy, attended by its
moons.
'Madness, chaos, crypt-time slowing,' Sessine said, sighing. He stood
up and walked round some of the ancient equipment, drawing a hand over the
surfaces of the desks and consoles, wondering if this virtual environment
included dust. He inspected the tip of his finger. It appeared it
did, though only just. He rubbed his fingers together and looked back at
his younger self. 'Anything else you want me to assimilate this afternoon?'
'My speculation as to the nature of the prize the Chapel and the King
compete for.'
'And what would that be?'
'Can you keep a secret?' His younger self smirked.
Sessine shook his head again. 'Was I really this tiresome?'
The construct laughed. 'This is a secret you must keep even from yourself,
for a time at least.'
'Go on,' Sessine said tiredly. 'What is the glittering prize we all
pursue?'
The construct grinned broadly. 'A secret passage.'
Sessine looked levelly at him.
4
Translation
I stair @ thi big blak beest cumin up thi branch 2wards me.
Av got a gun! I shout (this iz a ly)
… Ah veri mush dout that, thi thing sez. It stops ol thi saim
smilin & showin its teef agen. But nway, it sez, shtop being shilly
Am heer 2 help u.
I'l bet, I sez, glancin roun & stil tryin 2 figir out a way 2
escape.
… Yesh. If ahd wantid 2 harm u ah cude Ѕ shaken u out ov thare 5
minitsh ago.
O yeh? I sez, hangin on titer. Wel mayb u doan wan 2 kil me mayb
u juss wan 2 capture me.
… In whish caysh ahd Ѕ dropt on u from abuv, u shilly boy.
O u wood, wood u?
… Yesh. Yoor Bashcule, arnt u?
Praps, I sez. & who or whot r u when yoor @ home then?
… Am a shlof, it sez proudly. U can col me Gashton.
So am bein led thru thi babil plants by a slof calld Gaston whot has a kinda
mutant lisp & takes such pride in his appeerinse heez got fungus growin on
his bak; thats whot thi green streeks r. He ofird 2 let me ride on his
bak hangin on2 his fur but I declynde.
We clime thru thi babil, goan doun & roun thi towr.
Hoo sent u then? I ask.
… Shame peepil shent thi jericule lasht nite, Gaston sez, tokin ovir
hiz sholder.
Whot, that big bat?
… Thatsh rite.
Whot happind 2 him nway, do u no?
… Hir, Gaston sez. No.
O.
I follow Gaston doun thru thi babil branchiz. Followin Gaston iznt
difficult on account ov him bein a qwite remarkibly slo moovir. If he had
bin cumin 2 atak me I cude probly Ѕ juss gon doun thi branch he woz on &
climed rite ovir him b4 he cude Ѕ startid 2 react.
Nway. Hoo woz it sent u heer then?
… Frenz.
U doan say.
… No, I do shay; frenz.
Wel fanks, thats prity enlitenin.
… Payshinsh, yung man.
We negoshayate a few more branchiz.
Whare u takin me nway?
… 2 a plaish ov shafety.
Yeh, but whare?
… Payshinsh, yung man, payshinsh.
I can c am not goan 2 get nuffink out ov this slof so I juss shut up &
content myself wif makin sily faces @ its big blak green-streekd bak.
Iss a long slow jurny.
… Thers fings goan on, Mr Bascule, thass ol I can sai; thers fings
goan on. Frankly I dont no xactly whot they r myself, or whethir Id b abl
2 tel u about them if I did, but as I dont I cant nway, u c?
Not reely, I sez, witch is thi troof.
Thi slof-geezir whot can onli sai, Ther's fings goan on, is calld Hombetante
& heez thi cheef slof; heez got implantz & is actule considerd a bit ov
a lyv wyr by slof standirds tho u cude stil go off & Ѕ a p, wosh yoor hans
& brush yoor teef in thi time it taks him to blink. Heez fat &
old & gray & his fungus lukes moar lyvli than he duz.
Am in a Ѕ runed bit ov thi saim towr whare thi big bat cald a jericule dropt
me last nite. Me & Gaston thi slof got heer aftir about a our in thi
babil, comin in thru a tol windo Ѕ ovirgroan wif babil branchiz.
This seemz 2 b Slof Sentril; iss lyk a hole room fool ov scafoldin &
hangin 10ts & hamox & stuf. Thers rubbil on thi floar & no
glas or anyfin in thi windos & thi wind blos in thru a windo on thi otheir
syd ov thi hooj circulir room & thru thi scafoldin & makes everfin sway
in thi breez & thi slofs doan seem 2 tak ver gude care ov thi plais no moar
than thay do ther can selfs, but @ leest thai gaiv me sum woter 2 drink & Ѕ
a qwik wosh in & then gaiv me sum frute & nuts to eet. Id Ѕ
preferd sumfing hot but I doan fink thi slofs r grate fans ov fyr so heetin
stuf up mite b a problim.
Weer in a big spais in thi sentir ov thi scafoldin whare thi slofs aparently
hold ther meetins. Bet thos r a bundil ov lafs.
Hombetante is hangin upside down from a bit ov scafoldin on a low staje @ 1
end ov thi meetin spais, thi floar ov which is coverd wif simla curvd lenths ov
scafoldin like ver tol railins. Theyve given me a sorta sling thing 2 sit
in suspendid from Hombetante's scafold pole. Thi only othir slof presint
is Gaston, whose hangin from anuthir bit ov scafoldin alongside, munchin sloaly
on sum particulerly un-yummy lookin leefs.
… U r welcom 2 stay heer, Hombetante sez, until thingz settil
down.
Whot u meen, settil down? I ask. How r they settled up @ thi
momint? Whot xactly is supposed 2 b goan on?
… Juss things, Mr Bascule. Things witch need not consern u @ thi
momint.
Whot about a certin ant who goes by thi name ov Ergates? U no anyfin
about hir fate?
… U r juss yung & doutlis hedstrong, Hombetante sez, very much
like he hasnt herd whot I juss sed … I woz yung 1nce myself u no.
Yes I no u mite find that hard 2 beleev but it is tru; I wel
remember…
I woan bore u wif thi rest. Whot it boils doun 2 is thers trubil @
kript & sumhow Ive got mixd up in it. Mite ol b cleerd up soon, mite
not. Hooevir is supposed 2 b thi good gies in ol this r bhind thi
jericule pikin me up yesterday & Gaston cumin 2 find me 2day. Now am
heer wif thi slofs am been told 2 lie lo, & not go neer thi kript.
&—ov coarse—2 Ѕ payshins.
Aftir my odyince wif Hombetante during which he tels me Ѕ his life story
& I neerly fol asleep twice Gaston takes me 2 a playce neer thi outside ov
thi scaffoldin whare thers a room wif a hamok & a sling chare & a ole
fashind screen workin off brodcasts. Thers a sorta cubby-hole in 1 corner
with a pipe stikin up which is suposed 2 b a toylit. 2 floars abuv thers a
place whare thi slofs gathir 4 food evry evenin. Also in thi room is a
boal ov frute & a jug ov water. Thers a windo in 1 wol whot lukes out
2 thi big vertikil towr windo we came thru. Gaston shows me how thi
screen wurx & sez if I get board I can always go frute & nut gatherin
with him.
I say thangs, maybe 2morrow, & he goes & I get in2 thi hamok &
pool thi cuvirs ovir & go strate 2 sleep.
I juss no am goan 2 go crazy heer, + I no that am goan 2 Ѕ 2 visit thi kript
sooner or later, 2 luke 4 Ergates & fynd out whots goan on, so when I wake
up in thi late afternoon I splash sum water on my face, Ѕ a p & 1nce Ive
decided I jenerili feel awake & refreshd, I get rite down 2 it, on thi
principil that thers no time like thi presint.
I try 2 cleer my mind ov ol things slof-like (cant fink ov anyfing less
usefil 2 take in2 thi kript than eny semblence ov sloffoolniss) & plunje
rite in.
I think I lernd a thing or 2 during ol that time I spent in thi kript as a
bird so I hed bak in that direcshin onli this time am not fukin about wif wee
dainty sparos or hoks or nuffin; am goan as a big bastardin burd; a
simurg. Thare so big ther branes can cope wif a hoomin mind without much
finessin, which meens I doan Ѕ 2 spend moast ov my time rememberin what I am or
disgysin ma wake-up code as a ring. Iss a bit ambishis but sumtimes thass
thi only way 2 get nywhare.
I close ma Is.
/Check out thi immediet locality furst; nuthin out ov thi ordinary in thi
neerby kript-space. Ѕ a shufty @ thi arcitecture ov thi towr juss on jeneril
principils—this ole towr iz a interestin place rite enuf—then look
a bit furvir out. Thi trafic aroun thi Littl Big Bros' monastry is juss
about bak 2 normil but I doan go eny neerer 2 find out moar.
Zoom in2 birdspace.
/& am a hooj wild bird floatin on thi currents slidin wifin thi driftin
wind, hangin lazily loosed on ma outstretchd wings cantileverd acros thi singin
air. Ma wingtip fevirs r eech thi size ov hands; they flutir like a lam's
hart flutirs when ma shado folz ovir it. Ma feet r steel-tipt grapples
hung on thi end ov ma hawser legs. Ma talins r unsheethd razers; onli ma
Is r sharper. Ma beek is harder than bone, keener than juss-broke
glass. Ma keel bone is a grate nife cozend in ma flesh & cleevin thi
soft air; ma ribs r glistnin springs, ma mussils sleek bunchd fists ov oily
powr, ma hart a chambir fild wif slo thunder, qwiet & unstressd; a towrin
dam triklin powr, tikin ovir, hedwaters ov charjed blud pent & latent.
Wel, YES! This is moar like it! Why did I evir bothir been a
hok? Why woz I so bleedin unamhishis? I feel feers, I feel
powerfil.
I look about, surveying. Air evrywhare. Clouds. No
groun.
Othir birds flyin in vast Vs, climin in hooj colums in thi air, gatherid in
ther own dark clouds, wheelin & collin. I think 2wards roosts.
/& am in thi midst ov them; spherikil trees floatin in thi grounles
blueniss like brown planets ov twigs in a universe ov air, surrounded by a
sqwakin atmosphere ov birds toin & froin.
Thi parlyment ov crows, I think.
/& am thare, in bitter air between layers ov white cloud like mirr'rd
landscapes ov snow; thi grate dark winter-trees r massd 2 thi density ov blak
clifs agenst thi icy billos ov frozin cloud. Thi crows' parlyment is in
thi tollest, gratest biggist tree ov ol, its brown-blak twigs like thi sooty
bones ov a millyin hands clutchin @ thi chil blank fayce ov hevin. Thi
meetin brakes up when they c me & they cum skrawkin & screetchin out 2
mob me.
I beat, pushin down thi air, risin ovir the pesterin burds, seekin 1 who
stays bak, directin.
Thi crows swarm up aroun me. A few land blows on ma hed but it dozen
hurt. I laf & stretch ma nek, swivelin ma hed an rippin a few ov ther
litl toyish bodies from thi air. I toss them aside; red blud beeds,
pulverized white bone pushes thru ther coal blak fevirs & they tumbil torn
2 thi snow-cloud billows. Thi rest screem, pull flutrin bak a momint then
mob in agen. I stroke 4wards. Air snaps swirlin undir ma wings,
rollin thi pursuin birds roun like bubbles under a waterfol.
I c my prey. Heez a big grey-black fellir perchd on thi topmost twig
ov thi topmost branch ov thi parlyment-tree & heez juss reelised whots goan
on.
He rises, cawin & shreekin in2 thi air. Foolish; if he'd dived in2
thi branchiz he mite Ѕ had a chance.
He tries sum acrobatic stuf but heez old & stiff & I snatch him so
eesily iss almost disapointin. Snap! & he's neetly encased in one
cage ov foot, flappin & screemin & loosin fevvirs & pekin @ ma toes
wif his litl blak beek & tiklin me. I slice anuthir cupil ov his
fellos out ov thi air, spredin ther blood like a artist wude, paint on a white
canvas, then I think eyrie
/& am alone wif ma litl crowy frend abuv a tawny plane ov sand &
rok, beatin 2wards a fractchird clif whare a narled fingir ov rok juts out, its
summit topt wiv a jiant nest ov sunbleechd timbirs & splintered white
animal & burd bones.
I land & fold thi soft clokes ov ma wings & stand upon thi brittle
nest—timbers creek, branchiz burst, pikd-cleen bones snap—lookin
doun @ ma bolld foot wif thi old gray-blak crow imprisind in it, flappin an
beetin an hollerin.
Skreek! Skrawk! Awrk! Gerout!
O shut up, I tel it, an thi rok-crushin weight ov ma voyce stuns it 2 qwiet
stilniss. I balince on that leg, compressin thi trapt crow & reechin
thru thi bars ov ma talins wif a talin from thi other foot, tiklin thi bird's
grey-blak frote while thi breth wheeziz out ov it.
Now then my litl chum, I say—& ma voyce iz acid on a slicin blaid,
boilin led doun a opin frote—Ive a few qwestchins Id like 2 ask u.
SIX
1
She stood on the piazza of the landing tower, looking west towards the
heights of the structure.
The curtain-walls—easily two kilometres high and punctuated by the
tall half-cylinders of the mural towers—curved away to either side,
rising and falling over the gentle undulations in the landscape to diminish and
disappear into the misted distance. Within the vegetation-strung cliffs
of the walls lay a broad rolling landscape of wooded hills, sparkling lakes,
manicured parkland and broad fields, all dotted with the spires and towers of
small villages and towns.
Beyond, still slightly blued with the distance, the fastness itself reared
forever into the sky. She stared, slack-jawed.
Serehfa was a frozen turbulence of architecture beyond the merely
monumental: revetments rose like cliffs topped by broad, wooded scarps, stout
bastions stood like jutting bluffs, serrated ridges of parapet lay stretched
hazily like squared-off mountain ranges themselves, cloud-lined walls ascended
sheer or stood pierced by the vast caves of dark windows, whole forested slopes
of steep-pitched roofs lay serried green beneath the warmth of the high summer
sun, and soaring arches of gables and buttresses climbed to higher and higher
levels piled one on top of another, all swathed in whorling patterns of colour
and climbing stacked, packed, placed and lifted to where the sparkling
whiteness of snow and ice sat in a broad band of collected light thrown
dazzlingly against the shining sky.
Everywhere about the panoramic, sight-saturating expanse of the central
structure gigantic towers of mountainous diameter forced their way into the
atmosphere, piercing the few, drifting, scale-diminished clouds which left
their barely moving shadows aslant along the soaring walls and were themselves
thrown into shade by still higher reaches of further towers casting their own
stone shadows across both the clouds and the monstrous upheaval of the edifice
itself; a crescendo of form and colour filling the horizon and culminating in
the stark shining column of the central tower, drawing the gaze upward like
some anchored moon.
'Well, there it is, in all its glory,' Pieter Velteseri said, joining her at
the balustrade. He waved his walking stick at the castle.
Asura looked at him, eyes wide. 'Big,' she said.
Pieter smiled and took in the view of the fastness. 'Indeed. The
single largest artefact on Earth. The capital of the world, I
suppose. And the last city, in a sense.'
She frowned. 'There are no more cities?'
'Well, yes, most of them survive, but someone from the Age of Cities would
regard them more as large towns in terms of their populations.'
She turned to stare at it again.
'Do you know yet why you had to come here?' Pieter asked her softly.
She shook her head slowly, gaze fixed upon the fastness.
'Well, I dare say you'll remember when you have to.' Pieter took a fob watch
from his waistcoat, frowned, closed one eye for a second, then reset the
watch. He sighed and looked around the broad piazza, where umbrellas and
sun shades flapped over tables and cafe bars. The airship rode at anchor
above them in the breeze, nose connected to the landing tower. There were
still a few lingering groups of castilians greeting those who had arrived on
the craft, but most of the people now were either about to embark or bidding
passengers farewell.
'Cousin Ucubulaire reports she is on her way,' Pieter told her. He
nodded towards the countryside of the bailey. 'She's under there somewhere, in
a slow-running tube train.'
'Tube train,' she repeated.
'My dear, I think you ought to have this.' He fished in one pocket of his
dress coat and handed her a small wallet containing a thin card with writing
and numbers on it. She studied it. 'It makes you an honorary member of
our clan,' Pieter explained. 'Ucubulaire will look after you, but in case you
feel you have to move on elsewhere from Serehfa, that ought to make sure you
don't have to rely on hostels for a bed or public kitchens for food; can't have
you hanging onto the outside of airships or trains, now can we?'
She looked at him, uncomprehending.
'Ah well,' he said. He closed her hands over the small wallet and
patted them. 'You ought not to need it, but if anybody asks you what clan
you're from, just show them this.'
She nodded. 'Phremylagists and Incliometricists.'
'Not one of the more active clans, I'll grant you, but ancient, and
honourable. I hope we have been of some service.'
She smiled. 'You have made me welcome, and brought me here. Thank
you.'
Pieter nodded to a wooden bench behind them. 'Let's sit, shall we?'
They sat, and for a while simply contemplated the castle.
She jumped when the airship sounded its horn. Pieter looked at his
watch again. 'Well, I must go. Cousin Ucubulaire ought to arrive
presently. Will you be all right waiting here?'
'Yes, thank you.' She stood with him, and he took her hand and kissed
it. She returned the gesture and he laughed gently.
'I don't know what your business is here, my dear, or what lies in store for
you, but I do hope you will come and visit us again, when you know what all
this has been about.' Pieter hesitated and a troubled expression crossed his
face for a moment, then he shook his head. 'I'm sure it will all sort itself
out happily. But do come back and see us.'
'I shall.'
'I'm very glad to hear it. Goodbye, Asura.'
'Goodbye, Pieter Velteseri.'
He returned to the airship. A little later he appeared on the
observation deck. He waved and she waved back, flourishing the wallet
he'd given her before placing it carefully in a pocket. The airship's
engines hummed into life; it lifted, turned across the breeze and started back
east across the hills of Xtremadur.
She watched the vessel grow slowly smaller in the sky, then turned back to
feast her sight upon the castle.
'Ah, Asura?' the woman said.
She looked up. There was a tall lady standing by the bench. She
wore cool blue clothes the same colour as her eyes. Her skin was
pale.
'Yes, I am Asura. Are you Ucubulaire?'
'Yes.' The woman put her hand out. 'Yes, I am.' Her grip was scratchy; her
hands were covered with thin net gloves made from some fine but hard filaments.
'Pleased to meet you.' She indicated a tall, square-set, powerful looking man
with deep-set eyes standing a little way off. 'This is a friend; Lunce.'
The man nodded. Asura smiled. He smiled, briefly.
'Shall we go?' the woman said.
'To there, to the fastness, yes?'
The woman smiled thinly. 'Oh yes.'
She stood up and went with them.
2
Consistory member Quolier Oncaterius VI sat in the single ice-scull,
pulling hard on the oars while the seat slid under him, the breath whistled out
of his lungs and the claw-blades bit and chipped into the smoothly glistening
surface on either side. The scull was an A-shaped tracery of carbon
tubing a child could lift with one hand; it skittered across the ice on its
three hair-thin blades with a nervous, rumbling, hissing noise.
The chill blast of air slid round his body-suit and licked up over the seat
harness towards his face.
He pulled, slid, pulled, slid, pulled, slid, settling into a steady rhythm
of heart, lung and muscle, flicking the oars back and hauling them forward, the
hooked claws at the shafts' ends embedding in the ice and providing the
leverage to snap himself forward on each explosive haul.
The trick with ice-rowing was to judge precisely the weight and angle of
attack of the stramazon—or downward cut—of the claws, while
balancing the vertical and horizontal components of the stroke, thus ensuring
both that one always had a sufficiently embedded grip on the ice's skin to
provide purchase while wasting as little effort as possible lifting the
claw-tips out of the ice again, and that one was always just on the edge of
lifting oneself and the scull partially off the ice, but never quite doing
so. It was a delicate double-balance to maintain and required both finely
tuned judgment and great concentration. There were many aspects of a
politician's—indeed a ruler's—life which demanded exactly such
equipoise.
Oncaterius was proud of the skill he had developed at the sport.
He stroked on, oblivious to the space around him save for the fuzzy black
mark of the lane centre-line printed under the ice. Around him stretched
kilometres of ice, lightly populated by people on skates, ice boards and ice
yachts. The thin air of the level-five Great Flying Room sounded to the
zizz of blades inscribing the floor-lake's frozen surface and the propeller
blades of the microlights describing lazy arcs about its lofted spaces.
Something clicked in Oncaterius' mind and a display superimposed itself in
his vision, giving him his time for the kilometre course.
He shipped oars and sat back, breathing hard, the scull still skidding
quickly across the ice. He gazed up at the microlights circling round the
ornate, suspended architecture of the central stalactite at the crux of the
room's groin-vaulted ceiling.
Soon, he thought, in perhaps as little as a century, all this would be
gone. The Great Flying Room, Serehfa, Earth itself. Even the sun
would never again be the same.
It was a thought that filled Oncaterius with a sort of delicious gloom; a
melancholic ecstasy which made the appreciation of this current life all the
sweeter. To treasure each moment, to savour every experience, to evaluate
individually one's multitudinous feelings and sensations with the knowledge
lodged within that events were hurrying to a close, that there was no longer a
seeming infinitude of time stretching ahead of one; that was truly to live.
All that they and their ancestors had known throughout the monotonous
millennia of the past since the Diaspora had been a kind of elegant death, an
automaton's graceful impersonation of life; the surface without the
substance. Well, it was going now. The arc of humanity's
purpose—that is, real humanity, the part that had chosen to stay true to
the past and what it meant—was finally drawing itself back into the shade
after whole long troubled ages spent in the vexatious light of day.
Fruition. Consummation. Termination… Closure.
Oncaterius savoured the thoughts and correlations such words evoked, drawing
their meanings and associations into his mind as he drew the cool, sharp air
into his lungs; arid—even sterile—and yet invigorating.
Especially when one knew that one would not necessarily have to share the fate
of one's fellows, or one's surroundings.
The scull skated on across the water-filmed ice, gradually slowing.
Oncaterius leant back against the seat's spindly head-rest, letting it cup
his neck and scalp. He crypted for a moment, reviewing the current
security condition.
They still sought Sessine, who remained loose after all this time.
Probably in hiding.
Security's quasi-official leak/rumour that any asuras would actually be
agents of the crypt's chaotic levels sent with the purpose of infecting the
properly functioning Cryptosphere seemed to be meeting with a mixed reception;
however, enough people/entities appeared to believe it for an atmosphere of
satisfyingly useful paranoia to have settled over at least some sections of the
data corpus.
His Majesty himself had first reported the loss of a soldier at the
bomb-workings; it remained to be seen to what extent this had jeopardised the
project. There had been no reaction yet from the Chapel ambassadorial
mission, though they had to assume that the Engineer emissaries had been
informed through their secure channel to the Palace.
Concern remained over unusual patterns within the lower crypt; some obscure
species of chimeric bird appeared to have developed behaviour above its station
and so was under suspicion of being an agent for the chaos; the birds would be
sought out and apprehended as soon as was practical. Linked with that,
perhaps, was a young Teller who'd been making a nuisance of himself and who
also appeared to have a suspiciously unusual turn of mind. He too had got
away, like Sessine. Oncaterius cursed the millennia of peace and
prosperity which had left the Security service so unpractised in dealing with
genuinely serious problems. Still, they were keeping watch; the boy would
show up sooner or later.
And, at last, his fellow Consistorians had finally agreed that it was time
to act against the conspiracy they had known existed for the last five
years.
That… was being dealt with satisfactorily.
Chief Scientist Gadfium and her staff left the office of the High Sortileger
with the issue of the stray crypt signals still not resolved. They
returned to the Great Hall the following day and ascended to the Lantern Palace
so that Gadfium could attend the weekly cabinet briefing. Gadfium found
these meetings exasperating; they were supposed to keep people up to date with
developments and help facilitate actions which might be of use in the current
emergency, but so far all they ever seemed to do was pander to some of the
attendees' feelings of self-importance and produce vast amounts of talk that
substituted for deeds rather than leading to them.
Nevertheless, with that familiar feeling that she was wasting her breath on
matters more easily—and far more quickly—dealt with by reference to
the data corpus, she outlined her opinions on the various issues she had been
involved with during the past seven days, including the progress on the oxygen
works, the odd pattern formed on the Plain of Sliding Stones and the worrying
irregularities in the Cryptosphere which were making the Sortileger's
predictions unreliable.
The meeting—in a fair approximation of the Hall of Mirrors in ancient
Versailles—was attended in person by most of the participants including
the King and Pol Cserse for the Cryptographers, though Heln Austermise, the
second Consistory member, was at the rocketry test site at Ogoouй-Maritime and
so represented at the meeting by her court attachй, and speaking through
him. He was a slim, middle-aged man in a tight-fitting court uniform;
Gadfium suspected Rasfline—sitting behind her along with
Goscil—would look like this man when he was older.
'Nevertheless, Chief Scientist, the tests with both the direct-lift and
aerofoil-assist vehicles are proceeding as planned,' the attachй said. It
was his own voice; the only sign that it was not his thoughts and volition
producing it was that he sat very still, with none of the usual shiftings and
fidgets people tended to exhibit. Gadfium had long since ceased to find
it odd talking to somebody who wasn't there through somebody who—in a
sense—wasn't there either.
'I don't doubt it, ma'am,' Gadfium said. 'But some of us are a little
concerned at the lack of raw data being provided. The critical nature of
this project- '
'I'm sure the Chief Scientist appreciates the importance of retaining the
prophylactic distance we have been fortunate enough to achieve from the chaos
of the Cryptosphere,' the attachй said.
Gadfium paused before replying. She glanced at some of the others
seated around the long table; the group was made up of the King, Consistorian
Cserse, Austermise's attachй, representatives of other important clans and
various civil servants, technicians and scientists. Gadfium thought the
King—dressed soberly in a white shirt, black hose and tunic—looked
bored in a handsome and elegant way.
Probably crypting somewhere more interesting.
'Indeed, ma'am,' Gadfium said, and sighed. She was starting to lose
patience. 'I'm not sure I follow. Sending us data can pose no threat to-
'
'On the contrary,' the attachй said. 'If the Chief Scientist will consult
with Consistory member Cserse, she will perhaps be reminded that recent
cryptographic research indicates that the transmission of chaotic data virus is
possible through interface-handshakes and error-checking mechanisms. Even
the link through which I am talking to you now cannot be guaranteed totally
proof against such contamination.'
'I thought that there were comparatively simple, fully mathematically
provable programs which could deal with- '
'I think madam Chief Scien-'
'Kindly allow me to finish a sentence, madam!' Gadfium
shouted. That woke the King up. Others around the table moved as
though uncomfortable. The attachй appeared utterly unruffled.
'I understood,' Gadfium said icily, 'that this problem had been dealt
with.'
At the end of the table, Adijine sat up a little in his seat. It was
enough to turn every eye to him. 'Perhaps madam Chief Scientist would like to
detail the nature of her concerns regarding the lack of raw data?' he said,
smiling at her.
Gadfium felt herself blush. This often happened when she addressed
Adijine. 'Sir, I'm sure those in the facility at Ogoouй-Maritime are exemplary
in their dedication and scrupulousness. However I do feel that an
independent check on their results might ensure that this project—of
potentially vital importance, as I'm sure we all agree—' she glanced
again at the others, looking for and receiving a few nods '-is beyond reproach
in terms of its methodology and hence the reliability of its results.'
The King was sitting forward, pinching his lower lip between his fingers and
looking absorbed by what she was saying.
'I would also suggest that regardless of their precautions it can anyway
only be a matter of time before their data corpora are contaminated by nanotech
chaos-carriers.'
'I think if the Chief Scientist inquires of Consistory member Cserse-' the
attachй began.
'Thank you, Madam Consistorian,' the King said, smiling broadly and nodding
as though in encouragement as he interrupted her. 'I believe Gadfium may have
a point,' Adijine continued, frowning a little and looking at Cserse. 'I think
perhaps if we form a sub-committee to investigate data-transmission security
and viral protection…'
Cserse nodded and looked wise. He turned to an aide and whispered to
her, and she nodded too, sitting back and closing her eyes.
Adijine smiled at Gadfium. She showed her teeth and tried to look
grateful, meanwhile biting back on the urge to scream.
'Another triumph for the decision-making process,' Gadfium said as she,
Rasfline and Goscil exited to the antechamber. The briefing had finished
and the group was splitting up, breaking into smaller groups of people standing
in the Hall of Mirrors itself or the antechamber beyond. Gadfium usually
hung around at this point too—it was now, as well as before such
briefings, that real decisions were occasionally arrived at—but on this
occasion she doubted her ability to remain polite if she had to talk to some of
those she imagined might want to speak with her.
'I thought you made your points very well, ma'am,' Rasfline said quietly as
they passed between the mirrored doors.
'Maybe,' Goscil said, brushing hair from her face. 'But the rocket people
hate being reminded their fancy computers are going to catch chaos too.'
'Their precautions have worked so far,' Rasfline said.
Goscil snorted. 'They've only been up and running properly for the last
year, and even then with minimal real input until two months ago. I give
them three months, maximum, before something gets them.'
'You seem quite an expert in data contamination,' Rasfline told her, smiling
at her and then at Consistorian Austermise's attachй, who was talking to a
high-rank civil servant.
Goscil ignored the insult. 'There are nanotechs you can exhale, Ras;
chaos-carriers that can float in an aerosol or crawl out of a skin pore.'
'Still,' Rasfline said, 'Ogoouй-Maritime has avoided such infection so far;
perhaps it will continue to do so.'
'Three months,' Goscil said. 'Want to bet on it?'
'Thank you, no. I believe gambling to be a pastime for the
weak-minded.'
Gadfium looked round the various groups of people in the antechamber, the
feeling of frustration building up inside her again. 'Oh, let's just go,' she
said.
Rasfline smiled. Goscil scowled.
'Madam wishes a copy of herself made?'
'That's right. A construct, for the crypt.'
Gadfium had given herself, Rasfline and Goscil the rest of the day
off. Rasfline had probably gone to socialise with some of the people
they'd left in the Hall of Mirrors' antechamber. Goscil was doubtless
crypting fresh data on some arcane subject. Gadfium had gone to change
from her court clothes into something less formal in her apartment and then
made her way to the Palace's Galleria, a shopping complex modelled after part
of twentieth-century Milan where the court elite could indulge
themselves. She had been here only once before, five years earlier, when
she had first been summoned to the Lantern Palace to be Adijine's tame
white-coat. She had been slightly disgusted by the snooty opulence of the
place and its too-obviously perfect clientele then and felt no different now,
but she had a plan to execute.
She sat in the subtly lit boutique—a traumparlour by any other
name—sipping coffee over an antique onyx table.
'With what purpose in mind, might one ask?' asked the sales girl.
'Sex,' Gadfium told her.
'I see.' The shop assistant had called herself a sales executive and was
probably the daughter of some clan chief; this would be her societal
apprenticeship, Gadfium expected; the equivalent of one of the genuinely shitty
jobs young people from the lower orders were expected to take on before they
were allowed to enjoy themselves. The girl looked fashionably delicate
and stainlessly steely at the same time. She was dressed in red, wearing
what looked like a one-piece swim suit, large boots and wrist muffs. Her
skin glowed like polished chestnut, her body was flawless and her ice-blue eyes
looked out over cheekbones Gadfium fancied a chap might cut himself on.
'I'm too busy for a real affair,' Gadfium told her, 'and anyway the other
party is also Privileged and physically distant, so we want constructs made
which can have fun on our behalf and then download the rosy afterglow, or
whatever.' Gadfium smiled and slurped her coffee deliberately. The girl
winced, then smiled professionally and patted her tied-back black hair, held in
place by a red comb which—assuming the girl was Privileged—was
probably a receptor device.
'Madam does realise that there are potential recompatibility problems, over
time, with constructs made from Privileged persons.'
'Yes I do, especially with the kind of full-mind construct I'd like.
But I am decided, and that is what I want.'
'Full-mind constructs are particularly prone to developing independence and
becoming incompatible.'
'It only has to last a few weeks in crypt-time; a couple of months,
maximum.'
'The contiguity-expectancy may indeed be of that order,' the girl said,
looking troubled and recrossing her long legs with what Gadfium could only
think of as a flourish. 'Most people would not be happy with a self-construct
becoming independent over such a time-frame, especially in a romantic
context.'
Gadfium smiled. 'Most people aren't realists,' she said. She put her
coffee down. 'When can we do it?'
'Madam has the permission of her clan?' the girl asked, sounding
dubious.
'I'm seconded to the Palace; I think you'll find I have all necessary
authorisation.'
'There is also the question of… discretion,' the girl said, smiling
thinly. 'While of course not illegal, strictly speaking, the service madam is
requesting is not one it is generally thought best to publicise widely.
Madam would be requested to make an undertaking to the effect that she would
restrict knowledge of her acquisition strictly to those of her own standing
whom she is certain could have no objection to the process involved.'
'Discretion is the whole point of this,' Gadfium said. 'Only myself and the
other party would know.'
'The process will utilise the neuro-lattice which would normally only be
activated on madam's quietus. This is the device which- '
'Yes, I know what it does.'
'I see. There is some danger…'
'I'll risk it, dear.'
Another Gadfium woke, looking out through the eyes of the original.
This must be a bit how old Austermise feels, they both thought, and experienced
the other's thoughts as an echo.
The view was of a gently lit booth lined with curtains of intricate
design. She was in some reclined seat, her neck and head held firmly but
comfortably. There were two people standing looking down at her; a
serious-looking older woman in a white coat, and the young lady in red.
'Madam's very first memory, again?' the older woman said.
'Earlier I said it was the blue swing,' she said (and heard herself say it,
and thought: oh yes, the blue swing, but what about the—), 'but actually
I think it must have been the time when my father fell off his horse into the
river.' (—horse? Ah…)
The woman nodded. 'Thank you. Do you still wish your construct to be
released into crypt-time now?'
'Please,' Gadfium said, trying to nod but failing.
The woman in the white coat leant forward and reached out one hand to touch
something on the side of the unit restraining Gadfium's head.
The man slipped in through the curtains behind the two women as the older
woman's hand disappeared from Gadfium's field of view. He was tall, slim
and dressed conservatively in a light suit. His face did not look quite
right. He held something thick and black and curved in his hand.
Gadfium only recognised it as a gun when he brought it up towards her.
Gadfium felt her eyes widen and her mouth start to open. The girl in
the red swimsuit began to turn round. The man saw her turn towards him;
the gun moved quickly to one side so that it was no longer pointing at
Gadfium's face but at the girl. The man shot her first.
The noise was minimal; the girl's head jerked back and she fell instantly, a
delicate fountain of blood spraying up and back onto the tented ceiling.
Gadfium watched it all in real time
/and in crypt-time, as the older woman began to turn, her hand still
somewhere behind Gadfium's neck.
Gadfium felt her other self, the construct, drop away from her like a bomb
from a plane, producing an instant of vertigo as the girl hit the floor and the
man—his face too straight, too unmoving—turned the black tube
towards the woman in the white coat. The shot hit her in the temple,
whirling her round so that she pirouetted as she collapsed. More blood,
Gadfium felt, as she tried to move her head but still could not, still trapped,
still held, as though her neck and head had been fixed in concrete, bored
through and bolted with steel.
The man's face turned impassively to her and the gun came up. She beat
her feet on the reclined couch, brought her hands up to scrabble over the
surface of the helmet unit trapping her, feeling desperately for some release
mechanism.
He took a step forward and pointed the gun at her forehead.
/Quickened, she fell away from the scene in the traumparlour an instant
before the man shot the woman in the white coat.
Gadfium had visited the crypt many times, through receptor devices in
helmets, chairs and pillows; she was less adept than the average person in
navigating its complexities—the sort of natural ease that came with
immersion from childhood would never be hers—but she was no stranger to
the medium.
It took her new self only a few seconds of crypt-time to realise that she
was effectively free within the system, at least for now. Existing
initially within the traumparlour's grey-zone hardware she had not yet been
given an official crypt identity.
She checked the immediate surroundings for clues to why one woman had been
murdered, another was about to be and a third—herself—soon going to
be.
Everything seemed normal; no security blanket thrown over the local data
corpus, no obvious gaps in local traffic, no closed-off circuits.
Certainly the Palace crypt-space was supposed to be completely
unrestricted—once you were in, which was the hard bit—but she had
half expected to find some sort of crypt presence linked to the assassin.
Perhaps the Palace's private channels really were inviolable; perhaps that was
why simply sending in a man with a gun was considered the best way of dealing
with a problem. She wondered briefly why all this was being done, what
had triggered this ghastly, murderous act, but decided to leave investigating
that for later.
She looked into the hardware surrounding her head. You turned off the
restrainer field… well, just here… but she hesitated. Perhaps
she could save her base-reality self.
She glanced back through Gadfium's eyes. The view was still, like a
photograph. Running her own vision round the picture in Gadfium's mind
exposed both the weakness of the human sight system and its cleverness.
Looked at closely from inside with an independent ability to focus and
concentrate on different parts of the view, you could see the lack of
clarity and colour at the edges of vision; the view was grey and smeared
everywhere about the lucid central portion. And so slow! What
torture to watch somebody being killed and know your turn was next; the woman
in white was still turning, the gun in the man's hand still moving to point to
where her head would be in a moment's time…
She sucked herself away from the view. First she had to double-check
the headset release mechanism, then decide what her physical self ought to
do next, then work out the right moves to get her out of this situation,
then form it into a plan that could be dropped instantly into her base-reality
self's head and be acted upon without the slightest flicker of
hesitation… she had less than a second, real time; a couple of hours, in
here. It might be a close run thing…
The gun came up to point at the middle of her forehead. Gadfium
watched it, helpless.
Then it was as though the bomb she had felt dropping away from herself
earlier had somehow slammed straight back into the top of her head. Move!
Her head was free and suddenly there was a whole choreographed pattern
inside her head; a slotted-in four-dimensional sculpture in which all she had
to do was follow the tunnel-shape her body made through that sculpture.
The lights in the booth would go out now. They went out.
It was almost as though the pattern moved her body for her. She ducked
her head and flicked it to one side as the shot cracked into the head
unit. She levered herself forward with her elbows while drawing her right
leg back. She snapped it forward and up just here…
The impact was appreciably two-fold, as both the bones in the man's fore-arm
broke. She added to the momentum of her still swinging leg with a
two-handed push off the couch and landed already swivelling on the floor.
She punched upwards but the man hadn't reacted quite as she'd expected; cloth
brushed her fist as he fell away, a sudden soughing noise coming from his
mouth.
Something thudded into her head and for an instant she thought he had
clubbed her, but the blow was light and the thing that fell from her head and
bounced off her hip was the gun; she caught it on the floor.
The lights went on again. She turned the gun towards the man. He
was crouched entangled within some of the room curtains, holding his broken arm
and looking at her. Then his eyes rolled back in his head and he fell
over on his side.
She started over towards him.
'… Gadfium,' said a voice, whispering.
She turned and stared in horror at the white-coated woman on the
floor. Blood was still flowing from the dark hole in her temple; her eyes
stared straight up. Her jaw moved again, looking stiff and mechanical,
like a puppet's. 'Gadfium!' the voice croaked.
She spared the collapsed man a glance then went over to the woman, kneeling
so that she could still see the man crumpled in the corner.
'This one's still not quite dead,' said the voice. 'She's been crypted, but
she's still alive. It's me; you,' said the voice. 'Listen; he's
faking a faint; the man. He's faking it. You must kick or cosh him
in the head; now. Use the gun if you must, but if you want to avoid
killing him do it now.'
Gadfium felt she was going to faint. The room was spinning, or her
brain was. 'I can't,' she said to the woman, watching in horrified fascination
as the rich, dark red blood oozed slower and slower and the jaws and tongue
moved beneath the open, staring eyes.
'You must; now,' the soft voice said.
'But he might just have- '
'Too late,' sighed the voice.
The man was whirling round, bringing his good hand back. Gadfium
reached out with the gun and squeezed, closing her eyes. The gun
shuddered once in her hands.
When she opened her eyes again the man was sprawled face down in front of
her, a small thin knife still clutched in one hand.
She wasn't sure she'd hit him until the blood started to well blackly from
beneath his hidden face.
She dropped the gun, then started when the woman said, '… I'm losing
her. The girl's comb… quickly, Gad…'
She could not do it immediately. Gadfium sat against the
curtain-concealed wall of the room for a few minutes, shaking and staring at
the three bodies in the room, watching the blood flowing slowly across the
tiled floor.
When the blood from the fallen man reached the pool spilled from the woman
who'd spoken after her death, something broke within Gadfium, and she
cried.
She had not shed tears since she'd been a teenager.
Then she sniffed, wiped her nose and went to the girl in red. She
pulled the comb from the dead girl's tied-back hair. There were flecks of
blood on it. She ignored them and shoved the comb into her own hair at
the back of her head.
-… can you hear me? said her own voice.
'Yes,' Gadfium said, her voice trembling.
– Just think it, Gadfium; no need to vocalise.
– I can hear you. Are you me?
– I am. I'm the construct.
– You planned… all that?
– Yes. Are you all right?
– Oh, far from it. But what do I do now?
– Take the knife, its sheath, which is in his pocket, the gun and
any extra ammunition and equipment the man has, then leave the shop. If
you do exactly as I say I think I can get you out of there.
– Wait. Why was he trying to kill me?
– Because the conspiracy's been betrayed and you were about to
enter the crypt. Please; there isn't much time; hurry.
Gadfium went shakily back to the young man. She fought the urge to
vomit as she caught sight of her face reflected in the dark pool of
blood. She felt in the man's pockets.
– Is he from Security? she asked her crypt-self.
– Yes.
– How did they know?
– I told you, you were betrayed. I don't know by whom.
Gadfium stopped, her hand clasping the bullet magazine.
– Betrayed? What about the others?
– I don't know what's happened to them. I haven't dared to
try and contact them in case I'm being watched somehow and my movements are
being traced. Look, hurry up, will you?
– Betrayed. Gadfium stared at the intricate pattern on the
curtain in front of her. Betrayed.
– Yes; now please; you must hurry now. Take what you
can and leave. Turn left when you leave the shop.
– Betrayed, Gadfium thought, pocketing the knife, sheath, gun and
ammunition. Betrayed.
– Yes, yes, yes; betrayed. Now move!
3
Sessine was dressed in plain, utilitarian clothes and carried a light
rucksack across his shoulder. He stood on the last ridge of the hills,
where the land sloped away like some huge wave powering towards a beach.
The dusty plain extended before him, the colour of a lion; not featureless, but
almost so. Hints of hills lay upon the horizon, and patches of reflection
promised water that probably was not there. The trees behind him, above
him, made giant shushing noises.
The light came from every part of the sky, shining without a sun. The
sky was light blue to the glance, darker blue then purple on closer inspection,
and utterly black when stared at. On that blackness—just by willing
it into existence—a network of shining lines appeared, and what looked
like brightly coloured stars and fat planets shone beyond, in constellations
and patterns never seen from the real Earth. He knew what these meant
without having to think about it. He looked away, and the sky was light
blue again.
He stared at the broad expanse of tableland, and in an eyeblink the plateau
filled with a grid of tracks, roads and paths so densely packed and interlaced
they created their own solid surface, overwhelming the plain. The network
of trails and lines radiated away to the horizon, filling the view with
blurred, flickering movement; vast broad highways buzzed and glittered with
complex articulations travelling too quickly for any individual element to be
discerned, but creating a conglomerative impression of streamed solidity.
Elsewhere, on narrower routes, long trains of material flashed past, just
glimpsed, while an unseen myriad of paths specked and sparkled with solitary
packets of traffic.
In another blink, it was all gone again.
He turned to his other self.
'Well, here we are,' said the construct. 'The parting of the ways. You
remember all you need to remember?'
'How would I know if I didn't?'
'Hmm-hmm. What do you remember?'
'I am going into the wilderness,' he said, looking back at the plain.
'For sanctuary?'
'For sanctuary. And to seek and be sought. To provide a
container, a medium for whatever I find out there.'
'You will change.'
'I have already changed.'
'You will change forever, and may die.'
'I think you will find we have always lived with that knowledge; not all
our betterments have really changed such matters.'
'I hope I've given you all you may need.'
'So do I.' He looked the other man in the eye. 'And you, now?'
Alan turned and glanced back to where a distant mural tower was visible
through the swaying trees. 'I'll be back in there,' he said. 'Doing what I've
always done; watching. And waiting on your return; preparing.'
'Well, until then.' He offered his hand.
'Until then.'
They shook hands, both smiling self-consciously at the physicality of the
ritual, still germane even in this translation from base-reality.
The construct nodded out at the plain, where the ghost-image of furious
movement still seemed to linger.
'Sorry it will be so slow.'
'Slow is safe, in this.'
'Good luck.'
'And you.'
Then they each turned, and one headed back uphill on the path between the
trees, making for the vast cliff of wall towering beyond, while the other set
off down the slope towards the plain.
He walked out across the semi-desert. The paths here were so densely
packed there was indeed effectively one single surface. He watched dust
drift behind him on a soft breeze and wondered what aspect of the crypt's
nature it signified. He stopped and looked behind him, back to where the
foothills rose, sprinkled with trees. The fastness hung half-hazed in the
sky beyond.
His footprints lay in the dust, leading back to the ridge.
He looked around and saw other footprints scattered here and there in lines
that criss-crossed the plain. Above, the sky stayed blue, with no hint of
cloud. He walked on, and when he first saw a stretch of ground where flat
rocks lay like pages of stone upon the prairie, walked towards them and then
upon them, changing his direction a little to follow the outcrop. When
the rocks submerged beneath the dusty ground again he struck off in a different
direction again.
At the next group of rocks, he sat down and held one of his shoes out to one
side so that he could look at the sole. The sole was composed of simple
ridges running from side to side. He thought about it changing, and the
pattern changed to chevrons. He did the same with the other shoe, and
felt pleased that on this scale such changes could still be effected. He
hefted his rucksack, wondering what might be in it but knowing better than to
look. All that mattered—he could half recall being told—was
that there were useful objects within it.
He got up and continued walking.
A few times he heard the sand and rocks around him making a high-pitched
keening noise, and knew he was near one of the great data highways. He
would stop and stare and the highway would be there; a vast shining pipe on the
surface of the plain, roaring like a waterfall, charged with pulsing, flashing
movement and itself moving ponderously, writhing like an immense snake
stretching from horizon to horizon, sweeping from side to side in great loops
and waves and alternately raising its semi-fluid bulk up from the ground and
troughing it back down.
The first time he encountered one of these gigantic, shimmering pipes, he
sat and watched it. The accumulation of its sinuous movements gradually
took it away, then started it moving towards him again. He inspected the
surface of the plain, and saw where the ground had been scuffed clean by the
paths the highway had taken. It reminded him of a river delta, where
channels form, flood, silt and shift, and islands seem to move, shuffled across
the flood by the ever-weaving braid of waters.
He chose his spot and—more because he wanted to check that it was
possible than because he particularly wanted to proceed in that
direction—ducked beneath the arched under-surface of the highway as it
bowed over the sand and ran, doubled up, for the far side, the highway's great
bulk a roaring shadow above him.
It was done without mishap and he looked back at the tubular rush of the
highway with satisfaction.
He continued walking.
A breeze got up after a while and he was grateful for it though he was not
hot; the breeze was simply something different. He felt no hunger or
thirst and no fatigue; realising this he started to run, and after a while did
feel tired, and his breathing became laboured. He settled back to a
stroll and when he'd got his breath back he increased his speed to the pace
he'd been maintaining earlier.
Darkness waxed slowly.
When the light had quite gone from the sky he was able to see a ghostly grey
image of the ground in front of him, and walked on. He stared up at the
black sky and it filled with the network of lines and lights again. He
watched the grid shift and the constellations change, just for something to do,
knowing that somewhere inside himself he knew what this silently fabulous
display signified, and unworried that its import was not quite immediately
available to him, but lodged in some memorative backwater he knew he could
explore if he really needed to.
He stared at the plain and saw the great roads and tracks and highways
again, though they looked a little more dispersed than they had been
before.
Most of the time he just walked, head down, hardly thinking about
anything.
After a while he felt light-headed and thought he heard voices and saw
shapes that weren't there in any reality. He started to trip over rocks
or roots that were not there either, each time feeling like he was back in his
earlier, biological life, and was in bed, about to fall asleep, but had
suffered some involuntary spasm which had wrenched him back to
wakefulness. This happened again, and again and again.
He decided he needed to sleep after all. He found a hollow under a
rocky outcrop, put his rucksack beneath his head and fell asleep.
4
Translation
U no whot am goan 2 do if u doan tel me whot I wan 2 no, doan u? I sez
2 thi ole crow caged in ma talinz.
Am restin in ma big nest on thi fingir ov stoan lookin out ovir thi desirt,
sittin here qwite happily pullin out thi old grey-black crows fevvirs 1 by 1
wif ma free foot, hummin 2 maself & tryin 2 get sum sens out ov thi ole
bird.
I doan no nuffin! thi grey-black cro shouts. Yool pay 4 this, u peece
ov filf! Set me bak whare u fownd me imeedyitly & mibi we say no moar
about this—eerk!
(I scrunch his beek a bit wif 2 ov my talinz.)
Zhou schwine! he blubbers.
I dcide itz time 2 fix thi old fellir wif a serius stare, so I lower my
grate-beekd head doun 2 his levil & luke in thru thi talin-bars @ his litl
black beedi Is. He trys 2 luke away but I hold his hed roun lukin 2wards
me wif a talin & put my hed closer 2 him (tho not 2 cloas—Im not
stupid). Crows cant acthurely move ther Is very much & now he cooden
move his hed neethir. They'v got a thing cold a nicitatin membrane whot
they can flik over ther I & this old chap's nicitatin like mad tryin 2 blok
me out & if I wozen such a fine firm fleshd-out eggzampil ov a sirnurg he
mite blok me out (or evin takin me ovir if he woz tryin), but I am so he cooden
& I woz in thare.
I had dcided in my oan mind by this time that simurgs wer relatid 2
lammergeiers & as eny fule wil tel u lammergeiers r also nown as bone
crushers. So thi ole crow lukes in2 ma mind & seez whot I intend 2 do
& promtly shits himself.
I luke @ thi mess on ma fine razor-sharp talons & ma nicely decorated
nest & then luke @ him agen.
O f-f-fuk, he whimpirs. Zhorry about that. His voyce is
qwivirin. Ah wil tel u enyshink u wan 2 no; jhust doan do those shings 2
me.
Hmm, I sez, liftin him up a bit 2 luke poyntidly @ thi shit on ma
nest. Weel c.
Wot u wan 2 no? he shreeks. Jhust tel me! Whot u lookin 4?
I jab ma hed 2wards him. A ant, I tel him.
A wot?
U herd. But letz start wif thi lammergeiers.
Zhi lammergeiersh? Zhare gon.
Gon?
From zhe kript. Gon.
Gon whare?
Nobudi noaz! Zhey bin weerd & dishtint 4 a while & now zhey
juss aint aroun no moar. Itsh thi troof; check it out 4 yooself.
I wil, & b4 I let u go, so u betr b telin thi troof. Now
wot about this bleedin red-face fing goze gidibibidibigibi etc etc u get thi
idear, eh? Whots it when its @ hoam then?
Thi ole crow freeziz 4 a sekind, then he starts 2 shake & then
he—I can hardly bleev it—he lafs!
Wot? he shrieks, ol histerikil. U meen zhat shing bhind u, is that
whot u meen?
I shake my hed. What sorta bird u take me 4? I ask it, shakin it
up & doun so it rattlz like a dice ina cup. Eh? Eh? Juss
how stupid u fink I am? Do I look like a bleedin pidgin?
Gidibidibigidigibigi! screams a voyce bhind me.
(I feel ma Is go veri wide.)
I stair @ thi bedraggled blak crow trapt in thi talinz ov ma rite foot.
Anuthir time, I sez, & crush thi crow 2 thi size ov a frush.
I whirl roun & fro thi ded crow @ whare I hope thi orribil red hed fing
is, pushin maself off thi nest @ thi same time.
Gidibidibigidigibigi! thi skind hed shrieks, & thi old ded crow explodes
in2 flame & disappeers as it hits thi jaggd red hole ov thi thingz flayd
nose. Thi hed's bigr than it woz b4 & itz got wings ov its own now;
wings like thi wings ov a skind bat, ol wet & bludy & glistenin.
Fukr's biggr than I am & its teeth luke sharp as hel. I beat ma
wings, not turnin & flyin away but hoverin thare, starin @ it like its
starin @ me.
Gidibidibigidigibigi! it screams agen & then itz xpandin, rushin 2wards
me like its a planit bloatin, a sun xploadin. Am not fuled; I no its stil
thi size it woz reely & this is just a feynt. I glimpse thi reel
thing cumin strate @ me like a punch throan thru thi xplodin imidje.
This is ma nest. Thi hed's over thi edje ov it rite now.
I take 1 qwik flap cloaser & reach out wif a foot & slap down on a
hooj white-bleechd hunk ov timber; thi timber is most ov a tree-trunk & it
leevirs up in a xploashin ov smallir branchis & smaks strate in2 thi face
ov thi thing goan Gidibidi-urp!
Itz wings cloase involuntirly aroun thi tent ov branchis stikin up in front
ov it & it fols flappin 2 thi nest, ol tangled & shriekin & bouncin
& flappin & tearin its wingz & I juss no I shude get thi hel out
while thi goans good but col it instinkt, col it madnis, I jus Ѕ 2 attak.
I giv 1 moar flap 2 get a bit ov hite—noatisin that thi sky seems 2 b
gettin briter—then spred ma talins & start 2 drop 2wards thi orribil
hed fing.
Thi sky's gon very white & brite.
I cansil thi stoop & flap Ice more, hoverin ovir thi flappin screemin
entangled hed & lookin up @ thi sky; its gon dark agen, but itz startin 2
bulje sumwot.
O-o, I fink, & say my wake-up word 2 myself.
Ther r certin fings witch wil impose themselvs on u evin when u r in thi
depfs ov thi kript, & a xploashin is 1 ov them; Ither a very brite flash ov
lite or a shok wave & certinly boaf, witch is whot I woz gettin heer.
U doan Ѕ 2 wake up & if yoor in deep enuf u woant, yool juss xplain it away
2 yoourself evin if itz blowin u apart as u fink, but am not so daft.
Thi blast rols me ovir in ma room, bouncin me off a taut-strung wall &
flinging me bak in2 thi centir ov thi room agen.
I luke out thi doar thru smok & flames & c men cumin down ropes from
abuv thi big window in thi tower; a handful ov gies in wing-shutes r flyin in
thru thi windo, hedin 4 thi scaffoldin, shootin wif guns that send bolts ov
lite thru thi smoak. A slof fols flamin past thi doorway ov ma room,
makin a tearin, roarin noise as it fols & leavin a trail ov thik blak
smoak. Anuthir xploashin roks thi scaffoldin aroun me & thi wols
bulge. I c thi lite ov big flames shinin thru thi fabric wol 2 my
rite. Outside, thi gies in thi wing-shutes swing ther guns 2 1 side &
reech out 2 grab thi scafoldin as they thump in2 it; ther shutes fall away as
soon as they tutch.
I rol away 2 thi bak ov ma room & bite @ thi fabric juss abuv thi floar;
it holes & I hawl & pool @ it til it tares sum more then sqwirm out
thru & in2 relativ darknis.
Am bhind thi wols ov thi slofs' scafold structyir, swingin from poal 2 poal
like a munky, hedin downwirds. A hooj xploshin ov flame bursts out
overhed, showerin me wif flamin debree; I Ѕ 2 hang by 1 hand from a poal &
pat out flames on ma shirt. Thi debree fols on down, litein thi
way. Ther r qwite a lot ov flaims now, & gunfire.
Part ov ma mind is thinking, Blimey, can ol this reely b 4 me? & anuthir
part is thinkin, No, Bascule, doan b silly! But thi first bit is goan,
Then how cum ther's ol this vilence & stuf happenin aroun yures
truly? This aint a vilent sosiety; bags is pretti peesfil as a
rool. How cum ol this is happenin ol ov a suddin? O fuk; those poor
slofs woz juss tryin 2 b frendly & how do I repay them? I wunder how
fings Ѕ shakin out 4 Gaston & ole Hombetante. Then I figir mayb its
best if I try not 2 fink about that sorta fing; iss dun now.
Amazin thi survivil mekanisms u bild up in times like this.
Ahed ov me I can c thi curvd innir surfis ov thi wol ov thi towr, its
undressd stoan & ol blak & glistenin wif moystyir in thi lite ov
flames. A few last poals 2 go, regularly spaced.
Rite hand lef hand rite hand lef hand; am in a feevir or sumthin coz I fink;
juss thi time 2 kript 4 a sekind, & as I reach 4 thi next poal I fink,
rite, kript until u tutch this poal, & am thare, deliberitly not finking
about whare I am @ thi momint but swingin out in2 thi imeedyit locality
/only 2 find it isnt thare eny moar.
It's like ther's juss a grey fog ol aroun me; a metallic; growlin, hissin,
static-ish sorta fog. I can rufly remembir whare things wer from erlyer
but I doan wan 2 Ѕ 2 trust 2 memry that mutch. Then thi fog semes 2
collect aroun me & its like its not fog @ ol its made up not ov water but
ov metil filings, metil dust, sleetin in2 ma skin like asid, burrowing in2 ma
pores & it hurts & ma Is go wide & thi metil dust is sandpaperin ma
Is & makin me screem & as I opin my mouf its fillin it & nose wif
metil grit & am breevin it in & its fire, like breevin flame, fillin
me, roastin me from inside.
I flail out @ it, tryin 2 push it away & my hand tutches sumfink solid
& I remember that means sumfing & wif a struggil I wake up.
My hand clutches thi cold bar ov thi scaffold poal & I feel thi bref
whistel out ov me & I sneez & my Is watir & my skin itches
evrywhare & I juss manidje 2 grab thi last poal & then fump in2 thi
blak stone wol & stop thare, stil shakin & not feelin 2 good.
Thi floar is a cupil ov metirs lower down, coverd in rubish. Lukin up,
thi wol disappers in2 darknis. On ither side, it curvs away, blak &
barely visibil. Thi slofs' scafoldin structure fits raggedly agenst thi
wol, poals stuk restin on bits whare thi ruf stone juts out & thi grey
sakclof stuf flappin in thi breez. Thi channil I escaiped down rises like
a naro blak canyin abuv me. Flames burn in thi distins.
I try 2 remember thi layout ov thi place from thi start ov my kriptin
erlyer. Bleedin hel.
I shake my hed, then start leepin acros from poal 2 poal along thi side ov
thi ruf stoan wol. Shude b this way…
& so I go swingin off thru thi dark space behind thi wols ov thi place
whare thi slofs hang out, or @ leest did until theez gies—wif thi guns
& parashoots & stuf cairn collin.
Am a rat bhind thi bleedin wols, I fink, skurryin abuv thi rubish lookin 4 a
hole 2 disapeer down.
O deer Bascule I think 2 myself, not 4 thi furst time & Ive a orribil
feelin not 4 thi last time neethir. O deer o deer o deer.
SEVEN
1
They descended through the tower by lift and went through broad, softly lit
tunnels lined with pictures to a place where there were lots of trains and
people and pillars which held the roof up.
Asura asked many questions about the lift and the station and the trains and
the castle. The tall lady did her best to answer them. They went to
the very end of one train and got on it. They had the carriage to
themselves. It had lots of big seats and couches. They sat at a
round wooden table; the woman who had introduced herself as Ucubulaire sat
beside her and the man called Lunce sat across from them.
'What's that in your hair?' the woman said, when they were seated, and
reached one hand—covered in the blue-net glove—up behind her
head.
'What?' Asura asked. Then the blue glove touched the back of her head
and there was a strange buzzing noise.
Darkness.
She lived in a tall tower in the forest. The tower had one large room
at the top where she lived. The room had a stone floor with no holes in
it; the walls had some small windows, and one door which led out onto a balcony
which went all around the tower. The very top of the tower was made from
a big cone of dark slates, like some huge hat.
She woke each day and went to wash her face. She washed from a bowl on
a stout wooden wash-stand. Beside the bowl was a pitcher which was always
full of water every morning. Several times she had tried to stay up to
see how it got refilled every night but although she had been sure she'd stayed
awake each time she never found out. Once she had sat up with her hand in
the empty pitcher, pinching herself every now and again to stay awake, but she
must have fallen asleep because she woke with a start to find her hand
submerged in water. Another night she turned the pitcher upside down and
slept beside it, but all that happened was that no water appeared in it that
night and she went thirsty the next day.
There was a bread box on another table, and every morning there was a fresh
loaf in it.
Each day she would use the pot under the bed and cover it with a cloth and
each morning it would be empty and clean.
There was a beaten-metal mirror on the wash-stand. She had light brown
skin and dark brown eyes and hair. She was dressed in a light brown shift
that never seemed to get particularly dirty, or any cleaner. She looked
at her reflection for a long time sometimes, thinking that once she had looked
different, and trying to remember what she had looked like, and who she had
been, and what had brought her here. But her reflection didn't appear to
know any more than she did.
As well as the bed, the wash-stand table and the table with the bread box in
it, the room contained another small table with two chairs set at it, a couch
with some cushions, a square carpet with a geometrical pattern, and one
wooden-framed painting on the wall. The painting was of a beautiful
garden filled with tall trees; at the centre of the picture was a small white
stone rotunda set on a grassy hillside above a shallow valley where a stream
sparkled.
After she had washed and dried her face she would walk round the balcony a
hundred times one way and then a hundred times the other way, occasionally
looking out at the forest.
The tower stood in a roughly circular clearing about a stone's throw
across. The tower was a little higher than the trees, which were
broad-leaved. Sometimes she saw birds flying in the distance, but they
never came close. The weather was always good; clear and breezy and
warm. The sky was never free from clouds, but never covered by them
either. It was a little colder at night.
There was no lamp in the circular room and the only light at night came from
the stars or the moon, which waxed and waned in the usual manner. She
remembered that women had a body-cycle associated with the moon, but waited in
vain for its appearance.
On the very darkest nights, it rained sometimes. Once she had become
familiar with the room in the darkness she began to get up and slip off her
shift and go out onto the balcony into the pelting chill of the rain, standing
naked under it, shivering. The rain felt good on her skin.
She watched the stars on clear nights, and noted where the sun came up and
set each day. The stars appeared to revolve overhead but did not change
otherwise, and there was no terrible dark stain across the face of the
night.
The sun rose and set in the same place every day, as did the moon, despite
its changing phases.
She used her thumb nail to make little grooves on the wooden foot board at
the end of her bed, counting the days; those did not disappear overnight.
She still recorded each day, but after the first thirty or so she had decided
to count the moons instead, keeping the number in her head. She vaguely
recalled that each moon was a month, and so knew that she had been here for six
months so far.
She spent a lot of time just looking out at the forest, watching the shadows
of the clouds moving over the tops of the trees. In the room, she busied
herself by rearranging things, altering the position of the pieces of
furniture, tidying them, cleaning things, counting things, and—after a
month of doing this—by making up stories set in the garden in the
painting on the wall, or in the landscape she conjured into being amongst the
folds of her bedclothes, or in a maze-city she imagined within the geometric
design of the carpet.
She traced the shapes of letters on the wall and knew she could write things
down if only she had something to write with, but she could not find anything;
she thought of using her own night soil but that seemed dirty and anyway might
disappear overnight, the way it did from the pot under the bed; her own blood
might work but that seemed overly desperate. She just remembered the
stories instead.
She made up different people to populate her stories; at first they all
involved her but later it amused her to make stories up in which she either
played only a small part, or even no part at all. The people were based
on the things in the room: there was a fat jolly man like the water pitcher,
his broad-hipped wife who was like the bowl, their two plump daughters like the
legs of the wash-stand, a beautiful but vain lady like the beaten-metal mirror,
a pair of skinny men like the two chairs at the small table, a slim, languorous
lady like the couch, a dark, skinny boy like the carpet, a rich man with a
pointed hat who was the tower itself…
Gradually, though, the handsome young prince began to figure in most of her
stories.
The prince came to the tower once every month. He was handsome and he
would come riding out of the forest on a great dark horse. The horse was
splendidly caparisoned; its bridle shone like gold. The young prince was
dressed in white, purple and gold. He wore a long thin hat set with
fabulous feathers. He had black hair and a trim beard and even from that
distance she could tell that his eyes sparkled. He would take off his
hat, make a sweeping bow, and then stand holding the reins of the great dark
horse and shout up to her:
'Asura! Asura! I've come to rescue you! Let me in!'
The first time, she had seen him riding out of the forest and hidden down
behind the balcony's stone parapet. She'd heard him shouting up to her
and she'd scuttled away back inside the room and closed the door and burrowed
under the bedclothes. After a while she'd crept outside again and
listened, but heard only the sighing of the wind in the trees. She'd
peeped over the balustrade and the prince had gone.
The second time, she'd watched him but hadn't said anything. He'd
stood calling up to her to let him in and she'd stood, frowning, looking down
at him but not replying.
He'd left his horse tied to a tree; it had grazed the nearby grass while
he'd sat with his back to another tree and eaten a lunch of cheese, apples and
wine. She'd watched him eat, her mouth watering as he'd crunched into an
apple. He'd waved up to her.
Later, he'd called to her again but still she hadn't replied. It had
started to get dark and he'd ridden away.
The third time he'd appeared she'd hidden once more. He'd stood
shouting for a time, then she'd heard something metallic strike the stonework
outside on the balcony. She'd crept to the door and looked out; a
three-hooked piece of metal on the end of a rope had come sailing over the
balustrade and clunked down onto the balcony's flagstones. It had scraped
across the stones and up the wall with a rasping noise, then disappeared over
the edge of the parapet. She'd heard a distant thud a few seconds
later.
It had reappeared a little while later, hitting the balcony stones with a
clang and leaving a mark there. Again, it had been hauled up the wall in
vain; it was as though the balustrade had been designed to offer nowhere such a
hook could find purchase. It had disappeared again and she'd heard the
distant thud as it hit the ground far below. She'd stared in horror at
the mark it had left on the flagstones.
On the fourth occasion the prince had arrived at the foot of the tower and
again called out, 'Asura! Asura! Let me in!' she had already
decided she would reply this time.
'Who are you?' she'd shouted to him.
'She speaks!' he'd laughed, a huge smile brightening his face. 'Why, what
joy!' He'd stepped closer to the tower. 'I'm your prince, Asura! I've
come to rescue you!'
'What from?'
'Why,' he'd said, laughing, 'this tower!'
She'd looked back at the room, then down at the stones of the balcony.
'Why?' she'd said.
'Why!' he'd repeated, looking puzzled. 'Princess Asura, what do you
mean? You cannot enjoy being imprisoned!'
She'd frowned deeply. 'Am I really a princess?'
'Of course!'
She'd shaken her head and run back to her bed in tears, burrowing under the
bedclothes again and ignoring the distant sound of his cries until it had grown
dark and she'd fallen into a troubled sleep.
The next time he'd come she had hidden again, closing the door to the
balcony and sitting on the couch singing to herself while she'd stared at the
picture on the wall, softly singing a story about a prince coming to the white
stone rotunda in the beautiful garden and leading the princess away to go with
him and be his bride and live in the great castle in the hills.
It had grown dark before she'd finished the story.
She washed her face in the bowl and dried herself on the towel. She
went outside for her walk round the balcony. A flock of birds flew over
the forest, far in the distance. The weather was as it always was.
She stopped in the shade of the tower's roof, looking out at the shadow the
tower cast, swinging imperceptibly over the canopy of forest as though together
they formed some huge sundial. She was sure the prince would come
today.
The prince arrived just before noon, riding out of the woods on his
magnificent horse. He took off his hat and bowed deeply.
'Princess Asura!' he called. 'I have come to rescue you! Please let me
in!'
'I can't!' she shouted.
'Have you no ladder? No rope? Can you not let down your hair?'
he asked, laughing.
Her hair? What was he talking about? 'No,' she told him. 'I have none
of those things. I have no way down.'
'Then I shall have to come up to you.'
He went to his horse and took a great slack bundle of rope from a
saddle-bag. Attached to one end of the rope was the three-hooked metal
thing he'd tried to scale the tower with earlier. 'I'll throw this up to you,'
he shouted. 'You must tie it to something securely. Then I'll climb up to
you.'
'What then?' she shouted, as he readied the rope.
'What?'
'Well, then we'll both be up here; what will we do then?'
'Why, then we'll make a sling for you; a sort of seat on the end of the
rope. I'll lower you down to the ground and climb down after you.
Don't you worry about that, my princess; just make sure this is tied firmly to
something that won't move.'
He started to swing the hook round and round beside him.
'Wait!' she called.
'What?' he asked, letting the rope down.
'Have you an apple? I would like an apple.'
He laughed. 'Of course! Coming right up!'
He went to his saddle-bags and found a bright red shiny apple. 'Catch!' he
shouted, and threw it up towards her.
She caught the apple and he started to swing the hook round and round
again.
She looked at the apple; it was the brightest, reddest, shiniest apple she
had ever seen.
She held it up to her ear.
'Better stand back, my dear!' the prince shouted from below. 'Don't want to
hit you on the head, do we?'
She stood in the doorway, holding the apple to her ear.
There was a tiny, furtive, squirming, liquid, burrowing, writhing noise from
inside it. She walked quickly round the balcony until she was on the far
side of the tower from the prince and threw the apple with all her might far
into the forest. She heard a distant clang as the grappling iron hit the
flagstones.
She ran round and looked over the parapet.
'All right, my princess?'
'Yes! I'll tie it to the bed!' she shouted to the prince. 'Wait a
moment!'
She took the grappling iron inside the room, pulled in some more rope and
then untied the hooks from the rope. She left the grappling iron on the
floor and then passed the end of the rope twice round one of the bed's
arm-thick wooden legs, pulling on the rope to test the friction, then giving
the rope another turn round the leg and testing again before walking back out
to the parapet, hauling the rope after her and wrapping it once round her waist
and a couple of times round her hand.
'Ready!' she called down. She pulled on the rope as the prince
tugged.
'Well done, my princess!' he shouted. He began to climb. She
kept tension on the rope while looking over the parapet and watching the prince
climb.
When he was about two metres below the level of the parapet floor, she
jerked her hand holding the rope; the prince cried out and clamped himself to
the rope and looked anxiously up.
'My love!' he called. 'The rope! It might be coming loose! Make
sure it's fast!'
'Stop where you are,' she told him, and raised the loose end of the rope
above the parapet to show him she held it. 'The rope will stay firm as long as
I let it.'
'What? But-!'
'Who are you?' she asked him. This close, she could see his short,
jet-black hair, his firm, square jaw, his tanned, flawless skin and his blue,
sparkling eyes.
'I'm your prince!' he cried. 'Come to rescue you. Please! My
love…' He started to climb again and she let an arm's length more rope
out with a jerk. The prince bounced on the rope and almost fell
off. He grabbed it tightly again and glanced fearfully down at the
ground, then looked back to her. 'Asura! What are you doing? Let me
up!'
'Who are you?' she repeated. 'Tell me or you drop.'
'Your prince! I'm your prince, your rescuer!'
'What is your name?' she asked, slowly letting out a little more rope.
'Roland! Roland of Aquitaine!'
'Why does the water jug fill itself up every night, Roland of
Aquitaine? Why does the moon change but not the season? Why do the
birds never approach the tower?'
'A spell! All these things arise from a spell put on you by a wicked
wizard! Please; Princess Asura; I'm not sure how much longer I can hold
on; let me up!'
'And why was the apple you threw me poisoned?'
'It wasn't!'
'It was.'
'Then it must be the spell! The spell the wizard put on you,
Asura! Please; I'm going to fall!'
'What wizard is this?' she asked.
'I don't know!' the prince cried. She could see his hands and arms
quivering as he gripped the rope. 'Merlin!' he said. 'That was his name!
I remembered. Merlin! Now, my love; please; I must come up or I'll
fall. Please…' he said, and his gaze fixed upon her, beseeching and
beautiful and tender.
She shook her head.
'You are not real,' she told him, and let the rope go.
The rope flicked across the balcony and into the room as the prince fell
screaming towards the ground. She stepped back to let the end of the rope
whip past her and plummet to the ground.
The prince hit with a terrible thud. She looked over the
parapet. He lay, still and broken-looking on the grass at the foot of the
tower; the rope fell loosely about and on top of him.
She picked up the grappling iron and dropped that on him for good measure;
it missed his head and whacked into his back, bouncing off across the
ground.
She looked up at the sky and said, 'Not that way, either.'
Darkness.
The young Cryptographer rose up from the couch, stretching as she rubbed her
back. 'Ouch,' she said. She was small and dark and wore a disposable
one-piece suit. She rubbed her eyes with her knuckles as she swung her
legs off the couch and sat there for a moment. Then she looked over at
the two Security people who'd brought the girl in. She shook her
head.
'Your woman's fucking impregnable,' she told them.
The tall woman looked at the square-built man she'd called Lunce. The
three were in a bland but comfortable staff suite in the minus-one
cistern-level Security complex, deep beneath the fastness. The girl
they'd called Asura was being held in a cell within the building's
basement.
'Nobody's impregnable,' the woman with the blue gloves said.
'Nobody's indestructible,' the girl corrected her, getting up from the
couch. 'But some people are impregnable.' She went across to the curtains and
drew them open. She was still rubbing her back, and stretching. She
looked out at the light-strewn darkness. A ship moved in the distance,
lights glittering on the black waters at the end of the Ocean Tunnel. The
port was a multi-strand necklace in the distance.
She gave a half-laugh as she rubbed her back. 'What a bitch!' she muttered,
but sounded almost admiring.
'You're saying you can't get through to her?' the man said.
'Right,' the girl said. She looked back at them. 'I've tried all the
obvious scenarios and I've tried a few pretty obscure ones, too.' She shrugged,
looking away. 'She's wise to all of them. That last one—the
princess in the tower: fairy story, legend; but it was like she'd never heard
of it before, just accepted it on her own terms. And so
suspicious! There was nothing nasty in the apple; it was a nice
crunchy, scrumptious little piece of code; tasty and nutritious, dammit.
If there was anything ulterior about it, it might have distracted her a bit
while I climbed up, though what the hell… but she imagined the worm or
the maggot or whatever in it; just threw it away.' The girl shook her
head again, first at her reflection, then, turning, at the two Security people.
'You can keep trying, but you won't get anywhere; she's even learning as
she goes along, she's remembering. Fuck knows how.'
'Clearly you don't, anyway,' the man said. The woman looked at him
sharply.
The girl laughed. 'Perhaps you'd like to try, Mr Lunce?' She shook her head.
'That… ingйnue you brought in could skin you alive in there, if
she wanted. She's a natural. There's nothing you can give her she
won't work out and exploit. You can destroy her—you can wake her up
and start torturing her if you like—but it'd be strictly for your own
enjoyment. Don't kid yourself you'd have any chance of getting at her
core; that'll stay hidden until it's triggered. Strip her brain molecule
by molecule and you still won't find out what was in there. I'd stake my
life it'll destruct.' She snorted. 'Well, I'd stake your life on it.'
'But she is the asura?' the woman with the blue gloves asked.
'She's an asura,' the girl said, sitting back on the window sill.
'But frankly if she is this rogue piece of chaos come to infect all our
precious higher functions, announcing she is an asura—using it as a
name—is a pretty strange way of going about it.'
'A decoy, then?' the woman asked, looking troubled.
'Or an incredibly confident double-bluff.'
The woman nodded, looking away. 'Well, we have her now,' she said, as if to
herself.
'Indeed you do,' the girl said, yawning. 'And, thankfully, she's your
problem. I'm just a hired hand and I've done all I'm going to do. I
need some sleep.' She pushed away from the window. 'Probably have nightmares
about that vicious little bitch,' she muttered, heading for the door.
'Well, pity you failed. Thank you for your help,' the man said,
sounding bored. 'We'll expect a full report; it may help your successors.
Let's hope their approach is a little less negative than yours was.'
The girl stopped in front of him. She looked up at him and smiled
broadly. 'Honey, you'll get your report,' she told him, 'but I'm the best there
is. You're on to the proxime accesserunt after me and if you
persist with them your new toy down there might start getting annoyed and
really chew one of them up.' She tapped the man on his chest. 'Don't say
you weren't warned, big boy.' She turned to the woman with the blue gloves.
'Charming working with you. Let me know how you get on.'
She left.
The other two exchanged looks.
'You know what I think? I think we should kill her.'
'No one cares what you think. Contact the next one on the list.'
'Oh, yes, ma'am.'
2
Gadfium left the traumparlour. The door clunked shut and she heard
bolts snick home, locking it.
– Left.
She turned left and started walking.
– Hurry.
She walked faster.
Gadfium couldn't stop shaking. It was so bad it was affecting her
eyesight and she could not believe other people weren't able to see her
quivering from fifty or more metres away.
– You're breathing too quickly and too shallowly. Calm
down. Take longer, deeper breaths.
– Am I this bossy with other people? she asked, taking a long,
deep breath.
– Yes, you are. Turn right, here; take the lift.
It'll arrive in twelve seconds.
– Where are you taking me?
– Away from here; out of the Palace.
– After that?
– Don't ask.
– Oh, grief! I'm too old to be on the lam.
– No you're not. You're only too old when you're dead, and
you aren't that either, not yet.
– Yet. Oh, thanks.
– Here's the lift. Ignore the display; I've told it where
to go.
– Oh, grief!
– Will you calm down? And wipe your eyes; I can hardly see
when I look out of them.
She wiped her eyes while the lift zoomed. They were heading for the
ceiling level.
—I know; I'm already dead, there is a hell and you're my
punishment.
—Stop gibbering. I'm your guardian angel, Gadfium.
The elevator stopped at a luxuriously appointed tube station.
– Straight ahead. And try to look arrogant, and cruel, like
nobody'd better interfere with you. We're taking a Security service
carriage.
– Oh, grief!
– Head up ! Arrogant! Cruel!
– If I get out of this I swear I'll never order anybody about
ever again.
– Arrogant! Cruel!
She marched to the carriage with her nose in the air and a sneer on her
lips, passing between potted palms standing on gleaming marble beneath a
ceiling of polished hardwood. She sensed a few other people around but
nobody challenged her. The carriage opened its doors, she stepped aboard
and it rolled away immediately, through some points, across other tracks and
into a tunnel where it accelerated quickly. She sat down on a leather
couch, shaking again.
– We're out of the Palace.
Gadfium put her head between her knees.
– I feel faint.
– Yes, you do, don't you?
– That was awful, awful, awful.
– You did fine.
– I meant in the shop; those women. The man.
– Oh. Of course. I'm sorry. But you didn't have
to watch it in slow motion.
– I suppose it was a long time ago, for you.
– Quite. I've been through the process.
Gadfium straightened. She sniffed and took the gun, ammunition and
knife out of her pockets, holding them in shaking hands. The gun was a
long, thick black flexible tube. It was weighty; it felt like metal
covered by some tough, almost sticky foam. It straightened into a cosh or
curved into a comfortable hand-gun shape with a finger-sculpted grip, depending
on how she held it.
– Here; allow me.
Her hands and fingers moved without her willing them to; she stopped them
without difficulty, making them pause poised above the gun, then let her other
self—a sighing, finger-tapping presence somewhere at the back of her
mind—control her again.
– It has a homing mechanism built in but I've switched it off,
the construct said as she used Gadfium's fingers to click the gun open, put
some of the fresh ammunition in, closed the stock again, checked the weapon's
action, briefly switched on a laser-dot sight, then gave her back control.
– I very much doubt I can use this again, Gadfium told her other
self, before repocketing the gun.
– So do I.
– Perhaps I ought to throw it away.
– Don't be silly. You only throw away weapons when they
might get you into trouble.
– You don't say.
– And you're already in deep trouble. So deep it can't get
any deeper.
– Wow. It's a good job you're here to keep my spirits
up.
– Keep the gun, Gadfium.
– What about this knife? she asked, taking it from her
pocket. It was flat; the blade was as long and broad as two of her
fingers. It was wickedly sharp; slots in the centre of the flat of the
blade guided it into the hard plastic sheath, keeping the edges away from the
sides.
– Keep that, too.
Gadfium shook her head as she slid the knife back into its sheath and
carefully put it in her pocket.
– I don't suppose you can tell me any more about what's going on,
can you? she asked.
– Still investigating. Though I think I may now know who
betrayed you.
-Who?
-… I'm not yet certain. Let me check.
– Oh, check away, Gadfium thought, and sat back, sighing.
She held her hands up. They had almost stopped shaking.
The carriage hurtled through the tunnels, swaying and rattling as it took
turns and crossed points. Lights flashed sporadically through the shaded
windows. Air whistled.
– Where are you taking me?
– I suppose it can't do any harm to tell you now, her other self
said crisply. The carriage started to slow down. —You'll be
getting on one of Security's secret intramural microclifters very soon and
descending four levels. You're going to the castle core, Gadfium; the
deep dark inner rooms.
– Oh, grief! Where the outlaws are?
– That's right. The carriage drew to a halt and the nearest
door hissed open to darkness; a wave of cold, damp-smelling air flowed in over
Gadfium.—Where the outlaws are.
3
Sessine wandered the face of the world beyond Serehfa, journeying through
its version of Xtremadur to the distant Uitland, travelling across its prairies
and plains and deserts and lakes of salt, through its rolling hills, broad
valleys and narrow ravines, between its tall mountains and its rolling rivers
and its dark seas, amongst its scrub, grassland, forests and jungles.
He soon grew used to the perverse negativity of this world, where the empty
aridity of the semi-desert indicated the greatest richness and intensity of
transmitted knowledge, which yet remained untappable, and where the seeming
fecundity of the jungle's congested greenery betokened impassible lifelessness,
and yet radiated a kind of barren beauty.
Cliffs and mountains indicated buried fastnesses of storage and computation,
rivers and seas embodied unsorted masses of chaotic but relatively harmless
information, while volcanoes represented mortal danger welling from the
explosively corrosive depths of the virus-infested corpus.
The wind was the half-random machine-code shiftings symbolic of the
movement of languages and programs within the geographical image of the
operating system, while the rain was raw data, filtering through, slowed, from
base-reality, and as meaningless as static. The grid of lights available
in the sky was simply another representation of the Cryptosphere, like the
landscape visible around him, but mapped on a smaller scale.
The optionally visible highways, roads, trails and paths which criss-crossed
the countryside were the information channels for the whole of the uncorrupted
crypt. Data within them moved at close to the speed of light, which meant
that viewed within the context of crypt-time their traffic appeared to move at
supersonic speeds. Sometimes he stood near the great coiling highways,
listening, rapt, to their eerie, hypnotic songs and staring intently at their
gargantuan writhings as though trying through concentration alone to divine the
meaning of their cargoes, and always failing.
The first time he saw somebody else he felt a mixture of emotions; fear,
joy, expectation and a kind of disappointment that this wilderness was not his
alone. He saw a light in the distance across the rocky plain he was
crossing, and went, cautiously, to investigate.
An old woman sat alone, staring into a small fire. He had found no
need for or way of making fire. She sensed him watching her and called
out to him.
He kept his rucksack open and held in front of him and went to join her at
the fire. He gave a small bow from a few metres away, uncertain what
protocols might apply. She nodded; he sat a quarter-way around the fire
from her.
She wore her white hair in a bun and was dressed in loose, dark
clothes. Her face was deeply lined. She was sitting back against a
small pack.
'You're new here?' she asked. Her voice was deep but soft.
'Forty days or so,' he told her. 'And you?'
She smiled at the fire. 'A little longer.' She looked quizzically at him.
'So, am I your Friday?'
He frowned. 'I beg your pardon?'
'Robinson Crusoe; a story. He believes he is alone on his desert
island until he sees another's footprint, on the day called Friday. When
he meets the other man he calls him Friday. We call the first person a
new arrival meets their Friday.' She shrugged. 'Just a tradition. Silly,
really.'
'Then you are, yes,' he told her.
She nodded as though to herself and said, 'Another tradition—and I
think it a good one—has it that a Friday answers any questions a newcomer
may have.'
He looked into her old, dark eyes.
'I have many questions,' he said. 'Probably more than I know.'
'That is not uncommon. First, though, may I ask what brings you
here?'
He turned his hands palm up. 'Oh, just the passing of events.'
She nodded and looked understanding, but he felt he might have been
rude. He added; 'I made enemies in the other world, and was brought near
to extinction. A friend—a Virgil to my Dante, if you will—led
me away from that to whatever sanctuary this represents.'
'Dante, not Orpheus, then?' she asked, smiling.
He gave a modest laugh. 'Ma'am, I am neither poet nor musician, and I don't
believe I ever quite found my Eurydice, so was unable to lose her.'
She chuckled, suddenly childlike. 'Well then,' she said, 'what can I tell
you?'
'Oh, let's just talk, shall we? Perhaps I'll find out anything I need
to know in the course of our conversation.'
'Why not?' she nodded. She sat up a little. 'I shan't ask your name,
sir; our old names can be dangerous and I doubt you have settled on a new one
yet. My name here is Procopia. You are not tired?'
'I am not,' he said.
'Then I shall tell you my story. I am here because of a lost love, as
are not a few of us here…'
She told him a little of her life before she came to be incrypted, much of
the particular circumstances which led to her being in this level of the crypt,
and all she thought relevant of what she had learnt since she had been
here.
He talked a little in return, and she seemed content.
Mostly, though, he listened, and as he did so, learnt. He decided he
liked the woman; it was very late when they bade each other goodnight and fell
asleep.
He dreamt of a far castle, sweet music and a long-lost love.
In the morning when he awoke she was packed and about to depart.
'I must go,' she said. 'I had thought of offering my services as a guide,
but I think you may have some point to your wanderings, and I might impose too
much of my own course on yours.'
Then you are doubly kind, and wise,' he said, rising and dusting himself
down. She held out her hand, and he shook it.
'I hope we meet again, sir.'
'So do I. Travel safely.'
'And you. Fare well.'
Gradually he started to meet more travellers. He discovered, as
Procopia had told him, that these fellow wanderers of the mirror-world, human
and chimeric, were either exiles like him—some through choice, some
through coercion—or those who were really no more than illicit tourists;
adventurers come to sample the strangeness of this anomalous paradigm of
base-reality.
A kind of subsidiary ecology had arisen within the fractured human community
he made occasional contact with; there were those who preyed upon other
wanderers—taking on the form of animals in some cases, but not
all—and those who seemed to exist only to mate with others, merging from
the time of their coupling to become an individual incorporating aspects of
both the former lovers, usually still imbued with whatever hunger had driven
them to fuse in the first place, and so seeking further unions.
Most of the people he met wanted only to absorb his story and exchange no
more than information; he declined to reveal who he had once been but was happy
to share what he knew of this level of the crypt. He was neither
surprised nor disappointed when he realised he appeared to have lost all
interest in sex.
He discovered that his rucksack contained three things: a sword, a cape and
a book. The sword had a coiled metal blade which extended up to two
metres and was not particularly sharp but which produced an electric charge
which could stun the largest chimeric—or, at least, the largest which had
ever attacked him. He thought of the cape as his chameleon coat; it took
on the appearance of whatever his environment was at the time and appeared to
offer almost perfect concealment. In its own way, it was more effective
than the sword.
The book was like the one he'd found in the room in Oubliette; it was every
book. Opening the back cover let the book function as a journal; words
appeared on the page when he spoke. He made entries in the journal every
few days and kept a note of each day that passed even when he didn't record
anything more about it. He read a lot, at first.
The landscape of the crypt was littered with monuments, buildings and other
structures, most of them well away from the shifting sum-paths of the great
data highways and many of them of indefinable design. It was here, in
these singular follies, usually in the evening after a long day's travel, that
he tended to meet and converse with others; men, women, androgynes and
chimerics. He never saw anyone who even looked like a child. They
were rare enough in base-reality, but quite absent here.
He found, as his time in the crypt extended, that his dreams attained a
vividity that sometimes made them seem more real than his waking hours.
In those oneiric passages, when he felt that he sank beneath the surface of the
land and entered a deeper underworld, he played the hero, often as not, in a
landscape filled with people, cities, commotion and event: he was a dashing
captain thrust by circumstance to unsought glory and fame, a poet prince
compelled to take up arms, a philosopher king forced to defend his realm.
He commanded a squadron of cavalry, of ships, of tanks, of aircraft, of
spacecraft; he wielded clubs, swords, pistols, lasers; he climbed to surprise
an enemy cave, besieged walled cities, charged across river shallows to fall
upon a vulnerable flank, planned the mining of lines zig-zagging across the
swell of countryside, rode the leading missile-carrier to the smoking rubble of
rail-heads, threaded a corkscrew course between black bursting clouds towards
enemy capitals, slid unseen through the folds of sable space to wheel against
unwarned convoys lumbering between the stars.
Gradually though, as if some part of him—the realist, the cynic, the
ironist—could not accept the improbable serial triumphs of his
exhausting martial adventures, the furniture of each of these aspirant dreams
began to include the Encroachment, and in the midst of the bright clamour of
some clash upon a dusty plain, he would find himself looking up above the
joined havoc of the contesting armies to see the moon in a cloudless sky, whole
face half dimmed by some fearful agent beyond precedent; or on some night
mission, below radar across the darkened enemy coast, he would look up to see
the stars had disappeared from half the sky; or, sling-shotting through the
well of a gas-giant, the planet's ringed bulk would fall away to reveal no
welcoming spatter of familiar constellations, but a dark void, glowing beyond
sight with the inflamed exhalations of long-drowned stars.
Increasingly, he woke from such dreams with a sense of gnawing frustration
and abject failure no amount of subsequent rationalisation could assuage.
'Let me see, let me see,' the woman said. She looked perhaps ten years
younger than he, though she sported an unflatteringly tonsured scalp and had no
eyebrows. Black-clad, she sat in the centre of a circle of seven
travellers, on a bare floor in a bare room in a large, square-planned house
which stood, stark and alone, on a dark plateau.
He sat a little way off with his back to a wall where earlier callers had
left strange curlicued designs and patterns carved into the plaster.
Light came from a bulb hanging above the centre of the group. He had been
reading while the others had told their own stories, taking turns in the centre
of the circle.
It was the seven thousand, two hundred and thirty-fifth day of his time
within the crypt. He had been here for nearly twenty years.
Outside, in base-reality, somewhat more than seventeen hours had passed.
'Let me see,' the woman in the centre of the circle said again, tapping her
finger on her lips. She had completed her own tale and was supposed to
choose the next story-teller. He had been half listening while he'd read,
finding this group's compended histories more absorbing than most. 'You, sir,'
the woman said, raising her voice, and he knew she was addressing him.
He looked up. The others were turned towards him.
'Yes?' he asked.
'Will you tell us your story?' the woman asked.
'I think not. Forgive me.' He smiled a little then went back to his
book.
'Sir, please,' she said, pleasantly enough. 'We would count ourselves
fortunate if you'd join our group. Will you not share your wisdom with
us?'
'I have no wisdom,' he told her.
'Your experiences, then?'
'They have been trivial, uninteresting, and full of error.'
'So you protest,' she said evenly. She looked at one of the others in
the circle. 'Great souls suffer in silence,' she said quietly, amidst
laughter.
He frowned, hiding his face with the book.
He slept that night in a high bare room looking over the dark plain.
The woman came to him in the night, her presence signalled by a creak on the
stairs even before the rucksack—balanced against the door—fell
over.
Called from a dream—in which he heaved a cutlass, knee deep in a
fly-blown salt marsh—he sat with his cloak drawn around him up to his
eyes, the sword concealed beneath.
She stood in the doorway, a pale ghostly head seeming to float above her
black gown. She saw his eyes, and nodded.
He swept the cloak aside to let her see the sword.
'I did not come for a duel, sir,' she said quietly.
'Then I regret there is no field in which I can give you satisfaction.'
'Nor for that,' she said, shutting the door and sitting down beside
it. They sat looking at each other for a moment.
'Why, then?' he asked.
'Absens haeres non erit,' she told him.
He took a while to reply. 'Plainly,' he said without inflection, and waited
to see which way that would be taken.
He saw the whiteness of her teeth as she smiled. 'I was told it might not be
possible to tell if you are the one. That might be a further sign in
itself.'
'Nonsense.'
She nodded. 'That's what I thought.'
'What "one", may I ask?'
'You may. Choose from the many rumours, myths and legends. I
don't know.'
'You have disturbed your own sleep and mine merely to tell me what you don't
know?'
'No; to tell you this: seek the transformation of the enemy.' She
rose. 'Good night.'
Then she opened the door and left, more silently than she had arrived.
He sat, thinking.
It took him a while to work it out.
4
Translation
Am in thi lammergeiers roost, ma bref soundin loud in ma eers & mixd in
wif theez hissy clikky noyses coz am wearin this mask on ma fais & a
breevin botil on me bak boath ov witch I got off thi ded spier.
This is a spooki ole playce & no mistake. Thers nobodi aroun &
its very coald indeed & thi lite is very wyt & intens & washd out
lookin. Bein in thi lammergeiers roost is like bein insyd a jiant holy
cheez; sorta interconectid bubbilz & stretchd punkchird membrains ov stoan
& metil evrywheare & hi up on thi wols in plaises whare thi bubbilz mak
cup & boals juttin out thers theez nests lynd wif babil plant & fevirs
onli thers no birdz in them nor eggs nor nufin. Thi floar of thi roost is
lyk a hoal lot ov littil craters eech ov them holdin loadsa brokin, splintird
boans. Ma feet go cruntch cruntch as I wok, lookin up & aroun &
tryin 2 c if thers enybodi else heer Ithir hoomin or creetch but thi plais
seems 2 b dessertid.
Ther r hooj sirkils in thi outer wols lyk porthoals whare thi winds cumin
whistlin thru & soundin hi & reedy & weerd; I clime up 2 1 ov thi
bigir holez & luke out. Its hazy whyt clowd out thare like a lair ov
fog whot extends 2 thi horyzon; u can juss about c thi lowir levils ov thi
cassil showin undirneef, like sumfin trapt inside a transparim glaysier.
Thers a cupil ov towrs stikin up froo thi cloud but they luke very small &
far away. No sine ov no birds out thare neevir, but then thats thi fing;
this is 2 far up 4 birdz 2 fly, so how cum thi lammergeiers wer evir here?
I slide doun a curv ov bubil & cruntch in2 sum boans, then hed 2wards
thi centir ov thi towir, in2 thi shades whare thers a faint breez cumin
from.
Thi nests fin out & disapeer as I go deeper, stil cruntchin ovir thi
occaysinal boan while it gets darkir & darkir & I can hardly c whare am
puttin ma feet. Av got this torch whot thi ded spyer had on him so I turn
it on & juss as wel; thers a dirty grate hoal rite in front ov me. I
edje closir & hold on2 thi wol & stik ma hed out ovir thi hooj sirkulir
hoal. Muss b 50 metirs or moar acros. Blak deep. Goze strate
up in2 thi darkniss, 2. Thers a jentil draft ov air cumin up thi
shaft. Iss warm, @ leest in comparison wif thi freezin air up heer.
No sine ov eny uthir entrinses aroun thi shaft, juss this 1.
Am stil not enywhare neer thi centir ov thi towir; thass way, way furthir
deep, probly a cupil ov klometirs away. Am in thi fass towr, stil on thi
lam & serchin 4 litl Ergates.
I leen bak from thi hoal.
Then thers a cruntchin noyse sumwhare in thi darknis bhind me. I whirl
roun.
I foun Gaston thi slof peekin out ovir a stoan ledj on thi inside wol ov thi
slofs' towr, neer thi sloped tunnil whot led 2 thi ole lift shafts.
Accordin 2 thi glimpse Id had ov thi locality when Id cripted erlier these
shafts wer abandind & unyoosd but Id fot wif eny luk theyd b thi tipe ov
shaft whot has stares goan roun thi inside ov thi shaft 4 merjencies, &
mayb they wooden b garded by thi bods whot wer attakin thi slofs.
Wel, that woz thi feery. In fact thi scoop ov thi tunil on thi levil
blow whare Gaston woz hidin woz fool ov Security geezirs wif guns. O
grate, I fot.
I'd climed along btween thi dank blak wol ov thi towr & thi framework ov
scaffoldin whot woz thi slofs' hoam neyburhood, hedin 4 heer, whare thi floar
dropt away in steps & thi aksess tunil woz. Lookt like old Gaston had
had thi saim idear.
I didn fink Id maid a noyse but he turnd roun sloly & saw me &
pushed himself bak from thi edj ov thi ledj & climed up thi scafoldin
2wards me, poyntin bhind me.
We retreetid a bit, bhind sum ov thi canvas-hung scafoldin.
… yung Bashkule, he sed, u r shafe; gude.
Yeh & u, I sed. But it lukes like thi Security boyz Ѕ this playce
strung up gude & tite. U no eny uthir waze out ov heer?
… ash it happinsh, Gaston sez, I do actchirly. If yule jusht
folo me…
Gaston set off bak froo thi scaffoldin hedin upwards @ whot woz probly a
extreme sprint 4 a slof. I ambild aftir him.
We climed up about 7 floars ov thi slof scaffoldin; ther woz qwite a lot ov
smoak up here & I cude c flaims in thi distins, deepir inside thi
struktyir.
… Heer, Gaston sed, stopin @ a pritti ordnari lookin bit ov wol.
He gript thi top ov a drippin blak stoan; it hinjed down 2 riveel a roun blak
hoal. He moashind me in.
I muss Ѕ lookt doobeyus.
… I'll go firsht, then, he sed, & clambird in2 thi hoal.
I shuden Ѕ luked doobeyus bcoz I cuden lift thi stoan bak up aftir us &
so Gaston had 2 sqweez past me 2 do it. I doan no if u Ѕ evir had a larj
swety slof wif kopeyis qwantities ov fungis on itz pelt sqweez past u in a
confined spaice… Cum 2 fink ov it probly u Vant, but asoomin thass thi
case fink uself luky thass ol I can say.
Ѕin Gaston sqweez past me agen didn seem like sutch a gude idear.
Al juss leed off then if itz ol thi same 2 u Gaston ole sun, I sed.
… By ol meenz, yung Bashcule.
Thi tunil woz crampt & only fit 4 crollin in. Thi dam fing wen up,
doun & roun this way & that way; it woz like climein around in thi
intestinez ov sum hooj stoan jiant. Wif Gaston's pelt-fungis stil smeerd
ol ovir me, it didn smel dissimilir neevir.
Lissin Gaston, I sed @ 1 point while he woz givin me a punt up a partikerly
steep bit ov thi jiant intestin, am reely sorry if that woz me whot brot ol
that thare shit down on u gies. I reely presiate whot u did, rescuin me
& takin me in etc & Id hate 2 fink I woz responsibil 4 ol this.
… I qwite undirshtand yoor angwish, yung Bashcule, Gaston sed.
But itsh not yoor folt shertin pershinsh r tryin 2 pershicute u.
U reely fink they woz aftir me? I askd.
… Zhat woz zhe impreshin I formed from what I overherd, Gaston
sed. Zhey did not sheem 2 b intereshtid in eny ov ush. Zhey were
lukin 4 shumbody elsh zhey shuspected ush ov harberin.
Blimey.
… In eny event, Gaston sed, Zhi reshponshibility ish thersh, not
yoorsh. Whot happind ish just 1 ov thoshe thingsh I shupoashe.
Wel, fanks, Gaston, I sed.
… U didn… kript, did u? Gaston sed. Ish jusht
that mite Ѕ led them 2 ush. But u didn, did u?
O no, I sed. No, not me; I didn. Nope. Not gilty. No
sirree. Uh-uh. Wooden catch me doing a fing like that.
O no.
… Zhare u r then, Gaston sed.
& so we wound on fru thi guts ov thi towr, me feelin lowir than a
tapewurm.
Eventyooly we came 2 a bit whare thi tunil wideind out & thi floar turnd
from stoan 2 wood; I moar or less fel in2 this woodin bowl whare a faint lite
shon. I didn qwite get out ov thi way in time so Gaston slid down on top
ov me.
Moar pelt fungis.
… ther shude b a trap heer shumwhare, Gaston sed, feelin aroun on thi
floar… A, heer it is. Ther woz a sorta holo clunkin noyse & in
thi Ѕ-lite I cude c Gaston pullin whot lookt like a hooj plug up out ov thi
floar.
… Itsh a holod out babil shtem, Gaston explained, settin thi plug 2 1
side. I'll go firsht, I shink.
Thi holo babil trunk heded down in a serees ov long, stretchd Ss. Ther
wer rungs on thi wols; Gaston wen down them prity qwikli 4 a slof. Now
& agen we passd whot mite Ѕ been doars in thi trunk whare thi okayshinal
crak ov lite showd, but moastli it woz toatily dark. We seemd 2 go on
doun 4evir & I neerli fel off a cupil ov tyms. Juss as wel Gaston woz
beneef me; thi thot ov anuthir cloas encountir wif his pelt fungis qwikly
consintraitid my mynd, I can tel u.
@ last Gaston sed,… Heer we r, & we stept on 2 a platform ov stoan
& wen thru a doar in2 a crampt spais whare Gaston wriggld & I crold
btween a stoan floar & this metil sealing witch maid a sorta
blurbilurbilurbil soun. We cairn out in whot luked lyk a big long kurvin
servis duct hoos wols wer lynd wif pyps; weed juss crold undir a big gurglin
tank ov sum sort. I cude heer whot soundid lyk a trane rumblin sumwhare
neerby.
… Zher ish a frate tube line juncshin thru zhare, Gaston sed, poyntin
@ a hatch in thi floar. Zhi tranes Ѕ 2 shlo doun 2 negoshiate thi poyntsh
& it ish poshibil 4 a hoomin 2 jump on bord a wagin & sho shicure a
ryde. I shink I Ѕ 2 retern 2 c whot has befolin ma frendsh, but if
u can maik yoor way 2 thi sekind levil shousht-wesht buttry u wil fynd a toun
zhare. Go 2 thi shentril sqware; shum1 wil b lukin 4 u & wil luke
aftir u. Im sorri 2 Ѕ 2 abandin u in zhish way, but it ish ol I can
do.
Thass ol rite, Gaston, I sed. U dun ol u can & I doan deserv ol
thi kyndniss yoov shown me. I woz so choakd I cude Ѕ hugd him, but I
didn. He just noddid his big funy pointid hed & sed,… Wel, gude
luk yung Bashcule, u tak care now… & u promish u wil go 2 thi
shousht-wesht buttry & thi toun zhare?
O yes, I sez, lyin thru ma teef.
Good. Fair wel.
Then he woz away, crolin bak undir thi big gurgli tank.
I went doun fru thi hatch in thi floar in2 a brod dark cavern whare lots ov
toob lyns converjd from singil tunnils. Ther woz nobodi about but I hid
bhynd sum hummin sorta cabinet fings between 2 ov thi trax & wated; a whyle
laitir a trane ov opin wagins came rattlin fru, claterin acros thi points; I
let thi unmand endjinn & moast ov thi wagins go pas & then jumpd on 1
neer thi end, hollin maself up thi side & ovir in2 its emty interier.
After a few minits during witch thi trane entird a blak-dark tunnil &
pikd up speed agen, I rekind it woz safe 2 kript.
Ther woz no horibil corrosiv fog/sleet heer. Everyfin loakily seemd
normil. Thi trane woz heddin 4 thi far end ov thi 2nd levil, neer 2 thi
Sutherin Volcano Room. It wude slo down @ a few moar playces yet whare I
cude get off. I kriptd furthir afeeld.
/Thi lammergeiers roost woz frozen. Its kript-space representation
woz thare but it woz like a stil piktcher insted ov a moovy; ther wer no birds
nor enybody or enyfin thare & u cuden interact wif nufin thare. I
sensd sumfin neerby in thi kript space & suspectid ther woz sum kinda gard
on thi playce, waitin 2 c who turnd up inarestid in thi lammergeiers. I
disconectid qwik.
Thi trane rold on. Thi lammergeiers livd—or used 2 liv—in
thi fass towr, on thi 9th levil. I rekind ther woz sumfin goan on up
thare. Thi frate trane wude pass almost undirneef thi fass towr.
Gude enuf 4 me. Thi 9th levil soundid a bit hi & cold &
inaxessibil but Id burn that bridje when I came 2 it.
I almost decapitaytid myself jumpin off thi trane when it wen fru anuthir
set ov points in a wide bit ov tunil thi lenth ov witch. I slitely
overestimated, but apart from bangin a shoaldir on a wol & skinnin 1 nee I
escaped unscaved. I climed a ladir, wokd a bit ov servis tunnil &
took a servis elevaitir up 2 thi main floor levil. I foun maself in whot
lukd like a jiant kemikil wurx, all pipes & big preshir vessils &
leekin steem & funy smelz. Shurenuf, a qwik chek on thi kript &
confirmd it woz a plastix rfinery.
Aftir a lot of fancy & hily teknikil kriptin, sum wokin & climein
ovir pipes & ducts & avoidin thi dodjier lookin shados I foun a
otomatik frate elivaitir taikin vats ov sum sorta fertilizer up thi towr &
hitchd a ryde up in that.
Ma eers popt aftir 2 minits, & aftir about 5, & 10.
Sumoar fancy kriptin got thi elevaitir 2 go a floar abuv whare it woz
expectid; this woz as hi as it cude go. I got out in a sorta tol opin
gallery whare a feerse coal wind blu & thi vew woz ov babil plantz formin a
fretwurk ov narled branchis lettin in a spare icy lite.
I let thi elevaitir tak itself bak doun a floar.
Ther woz a piller about 100 metirs away witch supportd thi roof ov thi tol
gallery. Thi 1 in thi uthir directshin woz twice as far away. I set
off 2wards thi neerir 1.
I woz stil only dresd in ma yewshil cloavs & this wind woz makin me
shiver olredy, but then it had been fairly warm furthir down so mayb it woz
juss thi suddeniss ov thi change. I wokd along thi gallery, btween thi
silooetid babil & thi smoov ashlar ov thi towr's barely curvd wol.
Thi floar felt coald thru my shooz & I wishd I had a hat.
Thi kript startid 2 get a bit vaig & unhelpful about thi layout ov thi
fass towr @ aroun this levil. I juss had 2 hoap thi piller mite Ѕ a set
ov stares in it.
It didn. It had 2 sets ov stares in it, intertwynd in a dubil heelix
like deenay.
Didn seem 2 mattir whitch 1 I took. I startid climein.
I went fass @ furst 2 try & warm up but thi bref juss wissld outa me
& my legs turnd 2 jelly; I had 2 sit down & poot ma poundin hed btween
ma nees b4 I cude continu, moar sloly.
Thi steps went roun & roun & roun; pretti steep.
I ploddid on & up, tryin 2 settil in2 a rithim. This seemd 2 wurk
but I woz gettin a hel ov a hedaik. Luky I woz fit, not 2 menshin
determind. (Not 2 menshin bludy stupid, it woz startin 2 okur 2 me.)
Thi piller got 2 thi next storey—anuthir opin gallery—& didn
stop; it went on up. Seemd 2 go on 4 a good ways yet so I stuk wif
it. Thi stare case had no handrales & tho it woz a good cupil ov
metirs wide it wude Ѕ been friteninly open & exposed on thi outir side if
thi babil plants hadent bin hangin growin ol over thi outside ov thi
towr. As it woz it woz stil prity friteninly exposd on thi uthir side,
but thi best ring 2 do woz not 2 fink about it & sertinly not 2 luke.
I kept climein.
Anuthir levil. My hed woz hurtin lyk mad. I luked 4 thi piller
but it wozent thare eny moar. Insted ther woz a hoal network ov twistid
pillers, weevin this way & that wif hi-alt babil—thin weedy
stuf—ol ovir it, coatin thi floar ov thi galery, nettin thi weev ov thi
frettid stoan wol.
I wandird, my feet trippin ovir thi babil, lookin 4 a strand ov stonework
wif steps in it or on it so that I cude go hier, my vishin gettin dark @ thi
edjis, my legs feelin bouncy & strange & sumfin howlin in ma eers that
mite Ѕ bin thi wind & mite not.
I doan no how long it woz b4 I foun thi spyer, fallin amungst thi babil,
ded, crumplid, head shattered, skin dried, white bones pokin thru his
neepads. I remember lukin up & finkin he must Ѕ follin from thi
opin-wurk seelin, & I saw his mask & thi cylinder on his bak but I just
wanderd off agen, feelin like I woz wokin along this tunil coz that woz ol I
cude c & it seemd like ours layter while I woz stil serchin 4 anuthir
stareway or @ leest a doar or sumthin that I thot, Hey, mayb I cude yoos thi
spyers geer! & I startid 2 turn roun & almost tript ovir him bcoz Id
wanderd in a sirkil.
Ther woz old brown blood dried on thi faice mask but it fel away like dark
dandruf when I nokd it. Thi oxijin in thi tank wos coald & it felt
like it waz freezin ma lungs but my hedaik startid 2 go & I wozen lukin
down a tunnil ol thi time no moar.
I finishd thi watir in his canteen, took his jaket, hat & torch &
left thi poor buggir lyin thare.
Thi stares wer in a reely obvyis place, just along from thi top ov thi
piller Id climed.
Thi lammergeiers' roost woz on thi next levil. I got thare @ dusk
& collapsed in a nest ov dry babil an hooj scratchy fevvirs. Thi don
woke me & I startid investigaytin, endin up lookin down thi big shaft.
I heer thi cruntchin njoyse.
I swing thi torch roun aimin thi beem down thi tunnil; thi warm breeze cumin
up thi deep blak shaft tugs @ my jaket. Thi torch beem juss disapeers in2
thi dark, swolod up.
Sumthin cruntches agen, then thers a noyse ov sumfin cumin whisslin 2wards
me.
I doan Ѕ time 2 duk & I doan c whot hits me, but it bashis in2 my chest
& noks me bakwards, thi bref goan Hoof!, outa ma lungz. I feel
myself start 2 go ovir thi edj ov thi shaft & grab wif 1 hand as thi lip ov
stone skates under my bum. My hand misiz.
I fol in2 thi blak frote ov thi shaft.
Thi rore ov air bilds up aroun me, tearin thi mask off ma fayce.
After a few sekinds I get my bref bak & I start screemin.
EIGHT
1
She was a closed codex within a vast dark library whose floor was a valley,
whose walls were cliffs, whose alcoves were hanging valleys; she was an ancient
book, rich of smell, gravid with collected knowledge, huge and heavy with
ink-thick illuminated pages and a cover of embossed leather, chased with metal
and fitted with a lock for which only she possessed the key.
She was a virgin wise too long now on her wedding night, wined, dined,
coddled, sozzled, wished well by family and friends still revelling in distant
loudness in the halls below, swept up by her handsome new husband and left to
change from wedding gown to nightgown and slip into the huge wide warmed
welcoming bed.
She was the only speaker in a tribe of the dumb, walking amongst them, tall
and silent while they touched her and beseeched her with their sad eyes and
their deferent, hesitant hands and their flowing, pleading signs to talk for
them, sing for them, be their voice.
She was the captain of a ship sunk by enemy action, alone still conscious in
the lifeboat while her crew died slowly around her, moaning quietly through
salt-crusted lips or raving as they twitched and spasmed in the bilges.
She saw another ship and knew she could signal it, but it was an enemy vessel
and only her pride made her hesitate.
She was a mother watching her child suffering and dying because she was of a
faith inimical to medicine. Doctors, nurses and friends all pleaded with
her to allow her child to live by merely saying a word or making a gesture, the
syringe there ready in the surgeon's hand.
She was a protester who'd had proved to her that her fellow dissidents had
betrayed her, deserted her, lied to her. It was known beyond doubt that
she was guilty; all that was required was that she acknowledge her guilt; no
names were needed, nobody else had to be implicated; she merely had to accept
her responsibility. She had been foolish and she owed society that.
Regretfully, they showed her the instruments of torture within the place of
torment.
/She allowed the book to be opened, its every word translated into a
language only she knew. When it was slammed shut again, she smiled to
herself.
/She fed her new husband yet more wine as she slowly undressed him, and when
he had to relieve himself locked him in the latrine, donned his clothes and
escaped the room on a rope made from the bed sheets, spilled wine like a proud
deflowerer's trophy stain, flourished to the night.
/She sang to the tribe with her dance and her own gestures, more beautiful
than speech or song, so silencing their signs.
/She signalled the ship and when she saw it turn set the lifeboat towards
it, slipping into the water to swim away while her comrades were rescued.
/She would still say nothing, but took the syringe herself, went to apply it
to the child's arm, looked into its blank and empty eyes, then squirted the
fluid over its skin before quickly sucking air into the instrument and turning
and plunging it into the horrified surgeon's chest.
/By the rack within the gory chamber she broke down and wept, squatting on
her haunches, hiding her face and sobbing. When the torturer bent
pityingly to hold her, she looked up with a tear-streaked face and bit his
throat out.
'Fuck! Fuck! I can't let go! I can't get out! I
can't let go!' the man screamed, his voice hoarse. 'She won't let me go!'
He sat up in the couch and pulled at his collar, his face reddening as he
struggled with something at his throat that nobody else could see. The
nurse tapped at her keyboard and a tiny light flickered on the head-net the man
wore like a thin hat over his shaved scalp. He swayed from the waist, his
hands fell from his throat, his eyelids drooped and he lay back again.
The woman waved one hand and the window into the room blanked out. 'Thank
you,' she muttered to the nurse. She turned to the tall, broad-shouldered
man at her side and motioned with her head. They stepped into the
corridor outside.
'Do you realise what she did?' she asked him. 'She put a mimetic virus into
his head. Could be months before we get him back. If we get
him back.'
'Evolution,' Lunce said, shrugging.
'Don't give me that shit, the guy was one of our best.'
'Well, he wasn't best enough, was he?'
'Oh, well put. But the point is, word's got out now and nobody else
will touch her.'
'I'd touch her,' Lunce told her, and made a show of cracking his
fingers.
'Yeah, I bet you would.'
He shrugged again. 'I mean it. Wake her up and really torture
her.'
The woman sighed and shook her head. 'You really have no idea, do you?'
'So you keep telling me. I just think we're all missing something
really obvious here. Maybe a bit of real physical… pressure might
actually produce some results.'
'Lunce, we have the Consistory member with special responsibility for
Security Oncaterius breathing down our necks on this; if you're tired of your
work, why don't you suggest that to him? But if you do, just remember
it's nothing to do with me.' She looked him up and down. 'In fact, as I haven't
particularly enjoyed working with you, maybe it's not such a bad idea.'
'We haven't tried what I'm suggesting,' he pointed out. 'We have tried what
you suggested and it's failed.'
The woman dismissed this with a wave of her hand. 'Well, we'll keep her in
solitary for now and see if that gets any results.'
Lunce just took a deep breath and snorted.
'Come on,' the woman said. 'Let's get something to eat. I have to
think what we're going to tell Oncaterius.'
Asura was left in a cell. She thought of it as a mirror cell because
when she lay down on the bed and put her head on the thin pillow there was a
cell in there too; that was the only place they would let her go to in her
sleep.
So she was in two cells. It was a little like being in the tower in
the first of the dreams she could remember, but less interesting. There
was a tap for water and another tap which dispensed a sort of soup.
Between the two taps was a cup chained to the wall. Also in the cell was
a toilet and a bed platform and a chair platform, all parts of the wall.
There was no window and no view, though there was a locked, tight-fitting
door.
She slept a great deal ignoring the pretend, dead-end cell they offered
her. Instead, when she dreamt, she recalled what had happened to her so
far.
She remembered the view of the great castle, the journey on the airship, the
train and car journey before that, the dream in the night at the big house, the
things that Pieter Velteseri had asked her about, her walk through the garden
from the vault and the strange dreams she had had before she'd awoken.
And it was as though there was something beyond those dreams too, something
she knew was there but knew nothing else about save that it existed. The
knowledge tickled her mind when she thought back to the time—instant or
aeon—in the Velteseri family vault. There was something there, she
knew there was, but like a dim light just sensed with the corner of the eye
which disappeared when looked at directly, she could not inspect it more
closely; the very act of attempting to do so had the effect of extinguishing it
completely for as long as she tried.
She reviewed all that had happened to her in the short life she could
remember. She wondered if there had been a degree of choice in the fact
she had awoken in the Velteseri vault; most of the clan had been away and
Pieter might have been chosen as somebody likely to help. She thought she
had been right to trust him, and thought that the dreams she had had during the
night she had spent at the house had been genuine dreams; something that had
put her here had contacted her and told her what her purpose was.
She supposed she had been kidnapped by somebody who was not really Cousin
Ucubulaire. These people must have recognised her name, or found out
about her in some other way, and not wanted her to do whatever it was she was
supposed to do here (assuming she actually had been taken to the big castle she
had seen). Perhaps travelling under the name Asura had been a
mistake.
And yet as soon as she'd heard Pieter Velteseri utter the word she'd known
that was her name. There had been no feeling of warning, no niggling
sensation that she might be doing something dangerous; instead she had
recognised her true title and claimed it.
She thought about this. She had the impression that somebody or
something had gone to great trouble to get her here. How silly not to
realise that her name itself might bring her into danger.
But she was here (again, assuming) and she did not feel she had anywhere
else she had to go. She was where she wanted to be. So perhaps she
had been meant to be found by Lunce and the lady who'd called herself
Ucubulaire, or by people like them. That made a kind of sense. They
had her, but they had not succeeded in finding out anything she didn't want
them to know…
She decided she would wait.
She waited.
2
Gadfium felt she was an insect crawling across the floor of a dank
cellar. Everywhere she looked there was garbage, showing up grey and
ghostly in the not-quite totally dark space around her.
The whole first-level room was one gigantic rubbish tip filled with the
debris of millennia. From pipes, ducts and chutes high on the walls and
ceiling a constant rain of refuse, tailings, junk and trash pattered
down. She picked her way across a heap of what looked like doll-size
plastic sanitary ware, her feet sinking and sliding through the mound of
miniature baths and bidets in a slough of breaking and crackling.
– Are you sure this is going to throw people off our trail?
– Positive. Bear right here. Not too far.
That's it.
Gadfium walked on, avoiding a pile of rotting babil fruit husks. She
heard a series of crunches and crashes somewhere to her left, where she would
have been walking if her crypt self hadn't told her to bear right. She
looked around the hills of rubbish.
– I'm sure we could recycle more.
– I suppose it will be re-used, eventually. Or would have
been, but for the Encroachment.
A bright stream of yellow fire burst silently from a distant wall and fell
slowly in a livid arc towards the raised floor of the lumber room, its colour
changing as it fell from yellow to orange to red. A sizzling sound came
from that direction, and then a distant roaring noise as whatever it was hit
the surface.
– That's pretty.
– Furnace smelt-slag.
– Thought it might be something like that. How are your
researches going? Have you discovered anything else interesting?
– Goscil was the Security agent.
– Really? I always assumed it was Rasfline. Gadfium
shook her head. You just never knew. —What else? she
asked.
– I still don't know who betrayed the group, but they've all been
taken into custody except Clispeir.
'Clispeir? Gadfium said out loud, and stopped.
– Please don't stop here, there's a hopper full of reject
cerametal vehicle parts due to land where you're standing in about a
minute.
Gadfium started walking again.—You don't think it was Clispeir, do
you?
– I don't know. She is due for some leave in two days;
perhaps they are waiting for her to come to them. The observatory at the
Plain of Sliding Stones is still cut off from normal communication so she would
not have been able to find out about the others.
– If it was her, could the message we received from the
fast-tower have been a Security trick, simply made up?
– Possibly, though I doubt it.
Gadfium walked on for a while across the flat bed of some long-dried
tailings. Whistling noises from above and behind terminated in distant
thumps which shook the dusty surface.
– Some Palace gossip, her crypt self told her. Our lot and
the Chapel may be about to come to some sort of agreement.
– This is sudden.
– Apparently the Army had some supposedly war-winning scheme that
didn't work. Now we have no choice but to reach terms… Ah.
– What?
– Security. They think they have the asura.
'What?' Gadfium said, and stopped again, feeling herself fill with
despair.
– Keep going. They could be wrong.
– But… so soon! Is everything hopeless?
-… No. However, I may have a change of plan for us.
– What exactly is this plan, anyway? I'm grateful to you
for getting me out of the Palace, but I would like to know where you're taking
me, apart from into outlaw territory.
– Well, onward and upward from there, but first, I think now,
deeper.
'Deeper?'
– Deeper.
The neatly folded uniform appeared to have been washed but not
repaired. There were still a few rips and tears in it. On top of
the pile of clothing lay a pair of Army-issue boots, a belt and some
complicated webbing, a mask and forage cap. The collection was held
easily in one huge white furred paw; black claws extended a little on either
side, bracketing the pathetic heap of effects.
The chimeric polar bear sat at one end of the long table in the committee
chamber. The Palace civil servant officially in charge of the meeting sat
at the other end, on a seat in front of an empty throne. Adijine had
decided to stay away when he'd discovered what had arrived earlier in the
diplomatic bag. The Consistorians all seemed to have found urgent
appointments elsewhere as well, though like the King most of them were probably
watching the events through others' eyes, as the Chapel representatives would
know.
The head of the Engineers' delegation set the pile of clothing down on the
table top. Adijine, sulking alone in bed, stared through the civil
servant's eyes, then switched to an overhead camera.
Looking carefully, the King could see little round holes in the grey uniform
material and matching craters on the well-worn boots where acid had eaten
away. He tried to feel some shock of recognition on seeing the Army-issue
gear, but he hadn't been paying that much attention when he'd been in the head
of—he had to search for the name—Private Uris Tenblen.
One of the boots toppled and fell over, lying on the polished surface.
'Your plan,' the ambassadorial emissary rumbled, setting the boot upright
again with one massive paw, 'fell through.'
He looked round the others in his team, receiving smiles and quiet
chuckles. The Palace team sat silently, though some moved uncomfortably
and a deal of close table-surface inspection ensued.
'We have,' the polar bear emissary said, obviously relishing each loudly
spoken word, 'taken other precautions as well, but we shall be keeping a very
careful and continuous watch on the ceiling above Chapel City, and not only
have powerful sensors trained on the relevant area, but various missiles as
well…"
Adijine swore. He'd half hoped the Chapel traitors would misinterpret
the body which had fallen into their midst—maybe, he'd thought, they
would assume the man had fallen from a hang-glider, or some apparatus that
could climb along under a ceiling. But it looked like they'd guessed
correctly.
'And I must say,' the polar bear said, drawing itself up in its seat and
sounding appropriately sententious, 'even though we thought ourselves by now
inured to the thoroughly reckless nature of our opponents, we have been
profoundly shocked and disappointed to discover the completely irresponsible
and utterly senseless depths—or should I say heights?'—the
ambassadorial emissary showed his teeth and glanced round his appropriately
appreciative team—'to which our previously at least ostensibly esteemed
adversaries have been prepared to stoop to in their understandably increasingly
desperate attempts to secure victory in this outrageously prosecuted,
thoroughly unfortunate and—on our part—wholly unprovoked
dispute.'
Adijine cut out there. That hairy white bastard was going to milk the
situation for all it was worth, and doubtless at inordinate length.
He checked the representation of his private secretary's suite. There
were calls waiting. He selected that of the Consistorian with special
responsibility for Security.
Gadfium negotiated the lumber room. A flight of rungs set into the
wall led her to a door and a lift shaft with spiral stairs running round
it. The elevator appeared from above, stopped and opened its doors.
Gadfium ducked under the stairs' safety rail and into the lift. She'd
been hoping her other self had been kidding about going deeper but when the
lift moved it was downwards, dropping her below ground level, deeper into the
earth beneath the fastness.
– I'd better warn you there might be unexpected things ahead
here.
– Such as?
– Well, people whose presence I can't warn you about.
– You mean outlaws.
– That's a little pejorative.
– We'll see.
– No, let's hope we don't see.
– You're right. Let's hope we don't.
– I'm going to put the lights out.
– Oh? Gadfium said as the elevator went dark.
– Help your eyes adjust.
'Oh, and I've always loved the dark,' Gadfium whispered to herself.
– I know. Sorry.
The elevator slowed and stopped, the doors opened and Gadfium got out into a
darkness that was only just short of absolute. She could hear running
water in the distance. Her feet splashed when she walked cautiously
forward, arms in front of her, into what looked like a broad tunnel.
– Should be left here. Whoa. Stop. Feel forward
with your right foot.
– It's a hole. Thanks.
– Look left? Yes; two steps left then walk on.
– Wait a minute; are there any cameras here?
– Not down here.
– So you're looking through my eyes-
– And I'm running an image enhancement program on what you're
seeing. That's why I can see better than you can out of your own
eyes.
Gadfium shook her head.—Anything I can do to help, apart from not keep
my eyes open?
– Just keep looking all about, especially at the floor. Ah;
here's a door. Turn right. Two steps. Right hand; feel?
– Got it.
– Careful; it's a vertical shaft. There's a ladder.
Go down. And pace yourself; it's quite a way.
Gadfium groaned.
The city within the fourth-floor Chapel was formed in the shape of a
magnificent chandelier which had been detached and lowered from the ceiling in
the centre of the apse, above what would have been the chancel in a genuine
chapel. It sat on a sheer-sided, three-hundred-metre-tall plateau which
took the place of an altar, and rose in concentric circles of glowing, gleaming
spires to the sharp pinnacle of the central tower. Formed from a metal
framework wrapped with square kilometres of glass cladding interspersed with
sheets of various highly polished stones, it looked out over the extravagantly
decorated, elaborately columned length of the forest-floored Chapel and had
been the monarch's traditional high-season residence for generations.
Uris Tenblen had fallen, still screaming hoarsely, onto the steep side of a
tall spire in the second circle of the city, bounced once, hit a sheer wall
opposite the spire, rebounded again and plummeted, still hardly slowed, into a
flower bed on a stone-flagged courtyard. He had left a shallow elliptical
crater in the earth and scattered blossoms like soft shrapnel as he'd bounced a
third time and finally come to a halt crashing into a group of tables outside a
cafe.
Most of Tenblen's precipitous descent and each successive part of its
termination had been captured by an automatic camera on a seventh-level
tower.
By the time a medic had arrived Tenblen had been quite irretrievably dead
for some minutes, but the glancing nature of his first two contacts with the
tower and then the wall, along with the comparative softness of his third
impact in the flower bed, meant that there had been time for the alerted rebel
Cryptographers to target and interrogate the dying man's bio ware. The
Army, as a matter of course, retro-fitted devices to its soldiers' implants to
prevent this sort of thing, but—as was not unknown when an individual
sustained a series of individually non-fatal impacts—these had been slow
to react, and the rebel army had been furnished with recordings of what at
first appeared to be merely the nightmares of a dying man but which were later
realised to be accurate if still horrific records of reality. They were
also, collectively, war intelligence of the first order.
Deep beneath the fastness ground level, in a tiny alcove off a larger alcove
off a great arched tunnel off an even more enormous tunnel,
Gadfium—exhausted after her escape and the various ensuing traverses and
descents—slept.
When she awoke it was to her own voice crackling in her head and breaking
up.
-—kup, will you?—- thing—- gon!—- fium!-
She opened her eyes. A blast of fetid breath rolled over her.
She looked along the dust-dry floor and in the grey almost-light saw what
looked like two hairy tree trunks with something resembling a furred snake
dangling between them.
She looked up slowly. The tree trunks were joined at the top; a
bulging hairy cliff continued up to a tusked, seemingly eyeless head which was
broader than her whole body. On top of the domed head was another head,
pale and hairless and half human, staring down at her. Weaving above and
to either side of it was yet another head, with tiny staring eyes and a thick,
curved beak, balanced on a long, scaly, snake-like neck.
A series of snorts and deep, chest-shaking breaths drew her attention to the
fact that the enormous creature in front of her was only one of many, standing
in a rough semi-circle around the alcove she had taken shelter in. One of
the animals stamped a foot. She felt the ground shake.
Gadfium stared. She waited to faint but it would not happen.
Adijine walked to the window of his private office, shaking his head. 'You
mean we might have to give those bastard Engineers in the Chapel what they
want?'
'We don't appear to have very much choice,' Oncaterius said, crossing his
legs and brushing one careful hand over his knee to free his robe of creases.
'It would seem the war is becoming recognised as unwinnable even by those who
were originally most in favour of it.'
Adijine wrinkled his nose at this but did not rise to the bait.
'Time draws on,' Oncaterius said evenly. 'The Encroachment draws closer, and
perhaps therefore so should we to our, ah, Engineer cousins in the
Chapel. We require the access they claim to have to- '
'Yes, claim,' the King said, staring out of the window and down into
the depths of the Great Hall; rivers, roads and rail tracks threaded the
landscape below in ascending orders of directness.
'Well, let's say, appear to possess,' Oncaterius continued, unruffled. 'They
would appear not to possess our access to the necessary systems within
the Cryptosphere, therefore an accommodation would appear to make sense for
all concerned.'
'An accommodation in which those bastards get to call far too many fucking
shots,' Adijine spat.
'I believe Your Majesty knows my opinions on the wisdom of having
antagonised the clan Engineers in the first place.'
'Yes,' the King said, rolling his eyes and then turning round. 'I think
you've made them clear on more occasions than I care to remember, except when
it might have made a difference, right at the start.'
Adijine stood behind the imposingly heavy and ornate swivel chair on the far
side of his even more imposingly heavy and ornate desk.
Oncaterius looked wounded. 'If I may say so, Your Majesty does me a
disservice. I'm sure the records will show my voice was one of those
raised in- '
'Oh, never mind,' the King said, turning the chair round and sitting heavily
in its enveloping frame. 'If we have to compromise we have to. We can
thrash it out at the Consistory meeting this evening, assuming the Chapel
delegation have come up with their answer by then.' The King smiled ruefully,
shaking his head once. 'At least we won't be making any concessions to some
cross-clan posse of concerned scientists and mathematicians.'
Oncaterius smiled coldly. 'I accept Your Majesty's thanks on behalf of the
Security service.'
Adijine narrowed his eyes. 'Is Gadfium still free?'
Oncaterius sighed. 'For now. She's an old lady scientist who got
lucky, not a- '
'Couldn't we have tried to capture her? What was the point of trying
to kill her?'
'On the confirmation of the existence of the conspiracy,' Oncaterius said,
sounding a little as though he was reciting, 'and having received permission to
proceed with its amelioration, it was she who happened to be in the position to
do the most immediate damage. Rapid action was called for. Our
operative took appropriate steps, considering the urgent nature of the
circumstances. And I am sure Your Majesty understands that it is usually
considered a great deal more straightforward to kill somebody than it is to
capture them.' Oncaterius favoured the King with a thin smile. 'Given that our
agent's attempt merely to murder Chief Scientist Gadfium resulted in three
deaths it is perhaps just as well we did not endeavour to effect her
capture.'
'Given the level of competence your people brought to the operation,
I'm sure you're right,' the King said, taking some pleasure in the facial
flinch this produced on the other man. 'Now, was there anything else?'
'Your Majesty has been informed of the capture of an asura?'
'Held for questioning,' Adijine said, waving one hand. 'Any progress?'
'We are being gentle. However, I think I may attempt to question her
myself,' Oncaterius said smoothly.
'What about the child, the Teller who was under suspicion of crypt-hacking
or whatever? Didn't he get away too?'
Oncaterius smiled. 'Dealt with.'
3
Sessine stood on the sloped desert sands, looking towards the tall grey
tower at the end of the peninsula, cut off from the sands by a high black
wall. Within, gardens formed a green triangle at the tower's base.
Beyond and to either side, the sea rolled in, waves like creased bronze where
they reflected the light of the network of red-orange burning in the sky.
He looked away for a moment, trying to cancel the display in the heavens, but
it refused to disappear.
The cliffs behind him were rosy with the same light, the sand beneath his
soles strewn with shadows like wavelets. The air smelled of salt.
He felt something he had not felt for a long time, and it took a while
before he admitted to himself that it was fear. He shrugged, hoisted his
pack over his shoulder and continued on towards the distant tower, leaving a
deep, scuffed trail of footprints behind him in the talc-fine sand. A
vague, gauzy cloud of accompanying dust hung in the air.
It was the ten thousand, two hundred and seventh day of his time in the
crypt. He had been here for almost twenty-eight years. Outside, in
the other world, a little more than a day had passed.
The wall was obsidian; pitted in places, still highly polished in
others. It met the sands and plunged into them like a black knife a
kilometre long and fifty metres high at least. He stood in the silence,
staring up at the almost featureless cliff, then trod down to the nearest
shore. The wall extended a hundred metres or so out to sea. He
turned on his heel and set off for the other end.
It was the same. He squatted by the shore and tested the water as a
wave broke and rolled, pushing foam up the slope of sand. It was
warm. He'd have to swim. He'd thought he might.
He started to undress.
He had not ever paid very much attention to his geographical position in the
crypt, though it did roughly correspond to hardware in the base-level
world. He supposed he must have wandered over much of South and North
America before he had encountered the tonsured woman with her elaborately coded
message; that had been, as nearly as he could make out, in a position which
equated to somewhere in the North American Midwest; Iowa or Nebraska, he
thought. His path since then had led him through Canada, Greenland,
Iceland, Britain, Europe and Asia Minor to Arabia.
The sea crossings had been the most dangerous parts of his journey; whether
they were effected by the likeness of a bridge or a tunnel, they represented
choke points for travellers, and such a focusing of potential prey had in most
cases produced a predatory exaggeration of the level's ecological
balance. He had had to use the sword a few times, and—on
occasion—opponents had attempted to best him through other levels of the
crypt, imagining him into situations within which they thought he could more
easily be defeated and absorbed.
He found, however, that he had little difficulty in assuming control in such
situations. Much appeared to depend on one's wit; a general flexibility
and quickness of mind plus an extensive and catholic knowledge-base—as
long as these attributes were combined with a generous dash of
ruthlessness—were all that one really needed to operate successfully
within such imagined realities.
He had walked over broad bridges and within great tunnels hundreds upon
hundreds of kilometres long, travelling within the spaces afforded by the slow
sweeps of the writhing data highways, in something like a trance sometimes when
the pace was forced and he could not afford to sleep, imagining himself to be a
molecule of water trapped within the fold of some Archimedean Screw, a wave
carried upon some articulation of light within a subsea cable, a fleck of
sand-dust borne on the dark gurglings of a submerged water course veined
beneath the baking desert.
He swam round the wall, at first attempting to keep his pack balanced on his
head, then, when the waves became too rough, resorting to pushing it before
him.
The waves mounted, the wind increased, and he realised that he was being
blown away from the shore and the wall. He swam on as best he could but
after swallowing water and being continually overwhelmed he was finally forced
to surrender his heavy, waterlogged pack and all it contained to the sea; it
sank quickly. He struck out with all his remaining strength for the
just-glimpsed beach beyond the surf-skirted blackness of the wall.
Only his dreams had disturbed him on his journey to this place, still
nagging at him with their images of slow eclipses and the death of stars all
glimpsed above impressions of battle.
As he'd neared what he still only guessed and hoped was his goal, the dreams
had begun to change, and instead of pan-historical images of the Encroachment,
he had started to experience what appeared to be presentiments of its
effects.
He'd seen the night sky, utterly black but for a twice-dimmed moon.
He'd seen a cloudless day that was nevertheless dim, and a sun shining within
that faded clarity that was high and full and yet dull orange, not fiery
yellow-white; a sun it was possible to gaze at comfortably with the naked
eye.
In his dreams he'd seen the weather change and the plants die, and later the
people.
By virtue of its location Serehfa did not have a four-season year,
alternating between seasons of dry and wet heat whose external effects were
moderated by the construction's altitude as well as the carefully altered
geography of its surroundings, but he remembered the spring and later the
summer coming to Seattle and to Kuybyshev in the year that he had left
base-reality behind, and in his dreams that summer did not last as long as the
one before, and winter came earlier. The pattern was repeated more
intensely in the southern hemisphere.
The following winter lasted throughout the spring before finally delivering
a summer hardly warmer than the autumn it quickly lapsed into, and after that
there was nothing but winter; winter with the dim face of the sun high in the
sky, or a winter set within a winter when the sun dipped nearer the
horizon.
The pack ice grew continually, permafrost buckled the ground and thrust
blisters of ice through what had been temperate soils, the currents of the air
and of the sea changed as lakes and rivers froze and the hearts of the
continents and the upper levels of the oceans cooled.
Plants died back, creating new deserts where vegetation used to copious heat
and light had withered and plants better suited to the colder conditions had
not yet had time to colonise, while those plants themselves succumbed to the
sudden, smothering weight of the advancing snow and ice.
Animals of all descriptions found themselves being concentrated in a
smaller and smaller band around the waist of the world, raising the contest to
survive to new levels of ferocity, while even in the comparative warmth of the
oceans life became gradually less abundant as the white shutters of freezing
sea irised, slowly closed over the brash-ice waves, and the trickling streams
of sunlight energising the top of the food chain were reduced almost to
nothing.
As though in mocking compensation for the shaded sun, great storms of light
played about the heavens at night, flickering like aurorae, cold and vast,
inhuman and numbing.
Still in those dreams he saw people crouched round fires, struggling through
snow drifts with packs and possessions, taking refuge in mines and tunnels as
the snow piled and the glaciers advanced and the icebergs crunched aground off
equatorial shores and the pack ice spread from either pole like crystals in
some drying solution.
No spears of fire or engines of more sophisticated energies lifted exiles
into space, but for all the corpses abandoned at roadsides, for all the men,
women and children left to die or freezing together in cars, carriages, houses,
villages, towns and cities, still people persevered; retreating, stocking up,
burrowing down, sealing up.
The fastness that had been Serehfa fell slowly, surrendering to aggregated
megatonnes of ice until only the fast-tower itself remained, a listing cenotaph
to human hubris. Then the glaciers swept down from the mountains to north
and south and scoured even that from the surface of the world; the fast-tower's
only memorial was a brief volcanic eruption wrenched from the earth by the
thermonuclear-level energies its final fall created.
And so humanity left the surface of the world to the ice, wind and snow, and
sheltered, reduced and impoverished, within the stony depths of the planet's
skin, finally coming to resemble nothing more than parasites in the cooling
pelt of some huge dying animal.
With it it took all its knowledge of the universe and all the memories of
its achievements and all the coded information defining the animals and plants
that had survived the vicissitudes of time and evolution
and—especially—the pressure of the human species' own until then
remorseless rise.
Those buried citadels became whole small worlds of refugee communities and
spawned still smaller worlds as new machines took over the job of maintaining
the levels of the crypt, until gradually more and more of what was in any sense
humanity came to reside not simply in the created world of its tunnels, caverns
and shafts but within those worlds in the generated realities produced by its
computers.
Then the sun began to swell. The Earth shucked off its mummifying
cocoon of ice, passed quickly through a feverish spring full of flood and
storm, then wrapped itself in deeper and deeper cloud and more torrential
rain. The atmosphere thickened and the heat and pressure built up while
lightning played across the boiling clouds; the oceans shrank; the swollen bulk
of the invisible sun poured energy into the deepening cauldron of gases around
the planet, transforming it into a vast caustic foundry of chemical reactions
and precipitating a welter of corrosive agents to pour upon the razed, enfumed
surface of the Earth.
Earth turned into what Venus had once been, Venus began to resemble Mercury
and Mercury ruptured, flowed and disintegrated to become a ring of molten slag
spiralling in through the livid darkness towards the surface of the sun.
Still, what was left of humanity persisted, retreating further from the open
oven of the surface until it became trapped between it and the heat of the
planet's own molten sub-surface. It was then that the species finally
gave up the struggle to remain in macrohuman form, pulling back fully into a
virtual environment and resorted to storing its ancient biochemical inheritance
as information only, in the hope that one day such fragile concoctions of water
and minerals could exist again upon the face of the Earth.
Its time from then was long as people reckoned it from that point, short as
they would have before. The sun's photosphere continued to expand until
it swallowed Venus, and Earth did not survive much longer; the last humans on
Earth perished together in a crumbling machine core as its cooling circuits
failed, the half-finished life-boat spaceship they had been attempting to
construct already melted to a hollow husk beside them.
… He suffered with each child abandoned to the snow; with every old
man or woman left—too exhausted to shiver any more—under piles of
ice-hard rags; with all the people swept away by the howling, fire-storm winds;
with each consciousness extinguished—its ordered information reduced to
random meaninglessness—by the increasing heat.
And he woke from such dreams sometimes wondering whether all that he was
being shown could possibly be true, and on other occasions so convinced that it
had been real that he would have faithfully believed what he had seen was the
inescapable future, rather than some mere possibility, projection or
warning.
He crawled ashore at dusk, collapsing onto the golden slope of the beach,
the perfumes of the lush gardens beyond washing over his naked skin while his
body shook and trembled with the after-effects of exertion.
He stared ahead, panting, while the surf washed at his feet, then rose
unsteadily and staggered up the smooth stretch of beach towards a low white
stone wall separating the strand from the gardens. Steps led up. He
stood, then sat, shivering a little on the stone parapet, just looking.
Brightly coloured birds flitted through moss-hung trees, fountains played
tinkling on shaded pools, paths meandered between plump lawns, and gaudy banks
and beds of flowers offered up their bells and mouths to a lazy buzz of
late-gathering insects.
The grey tower towards the apex of the gardens looked dark and deserted
against the deep bruised hues of the sky.
He got his breath back and when he started to shiver again stood up and
walked smartly towards the tower.
He walked out from under the sheltering trees.
The tower's dark grey surface had the rough-smooth texture of
eggshell. It stood on a plinth of veined porphyry surrounded by a shallow
moat where lilies floated and over which bowed an ornamental bridge of
red-painted wood.
As he watched, something caught the faint light in the sky at the top of the
tower and flashed, and floating down towards him there came an angel.
He laughed out loud.
4
Translation
I get tired screemin. Evin moar I get tired ov gettin bashed on thi
hed wif thi mask whot has cum off ma faice; itz stil atatched 2 thi air tank on
my bak & itz slipt roun bhind ma nek & is goan fump fump fump on thi
bak ov my bonce.
I feel bhind me & tare it away.
Ma eers r goan pop pop pop. Thi air iz blastin roun me so hard therz
harly eny poynt in me screemin nway. Its olmost totily dark; Ive got a
sorta gray sensation ov thi wols rushin past aroun me, & if I twist roun I
can luke up & c a vaig impreshin ov a tiny patch ov dark gray on thi
blakniss.
Downwirds, thers jus blakniss.
I try 2 kript but I cant; doan no if itz coz Im movin 2 fass or coz thi
shaft is sheeldid or coz Im 2 terrifyd 2 consintrate proprly. I start
screemin agen, then stop, gulpin 4 bref.
Id Ѕ shat my pants by now but itz been so long sins I 8 I cant.
Thi air is coald & am shiverin but its not freezin. I setil in2 a
sorta floppi X-shape aftir a while, like Ive scene skydivirs do; I drift 2wards
1 wol, then manoovir myself away agen. I Ѕ 2 keep swaloin 2 keep my eers
from burstin. I try 2 fink how far up I woz & how long itz goan 2
taik me 2 fol 2 thi botim, if its thi botim thats goan 2 brake ma fol. I
reelize that ther mite b sumthin btween me & thi botim & I cude hit @
eny momint & I start screemin agen.
I stop aftir a while. Teers get whipt off ma faice but itz not me
cryin itz juss thi feercniss ov thi wind tearin @ ma Is.
Ive nevir dyed b4. I doan no whot itz like. Ive herd from uthir
peepil & Ive bin in thi minds ov bags whot Ѕ dyed & got ther impreshins
but thay say itz difrint 4 evrybodi & I doan no whot itil b like 4 me &
I woz hoapin not 2 find out 4 a while yet thanx very mutch but thare we go.
I start wunderin if thayl resusitate me @ oll. O fuk; whot if Im in
sutch big trubil thayl juss looz my ident from thi kript? Whot if thay
catch ma dyin fots & then juss interogate me, or doan bothir sayvin me @
oll?
I feel like am goan 2 b sik.
Thi roarin aroun me goze on forevir. My Is r dry & soar. My
eers hurt 2.
O fuk I doan wan 2 dy.
I cant bleev how long this is takin. I feel like Im in
kript-time. It okurs 2 me mayb I am, mayb I kriptid without noin about
it. But I cant b. Im obveyisly not. I'm heer, follin down
this shaft, damit. I try kriptin agen.
It wurx. Im on thi sekind basemint levil, praktikly @ c levil.
How mutch furthir down can this bleedin shaft go?
/I port acros in2 thi kript; @ leest I can avoid thi momint ov impact.
My implants will pool me bak when I dy, so ther woant b 2 ov me, but @
leest… wait a bleedin minit.
Accordin 2 thi loakil hardware Im stil on thi saim levil. Thi kript
finks Im staishinry. Wots goan on heer?
I dubil chek, trebil chek, kwadroopil chek. Yep; thi kriptosfeer finks
Ive stopt.
I giv a sorta mentil gulp, then port bak acros 2 my bod.
/Thi air iz stil screemin up roun me. Itz stil totily blak but wif thi
thermil bit ov my vizhin I can stil make out thi wols 2 ither side.
Shurenuf, they do luke a bit difrint; no impreshin ov them hurtlin past no
moar. I stare down.
I doan c nuthin but blakniss but now I fink about it thi sound is diffrint
sumhow; evin moar ov a roar.
Then suddenli thers lites evriwhare, blindin me.
I cloas my Is. I fink; blimey, I nevir felt a fing. Thass me ded
& this is thi long tunnil wif thi lite @ thi end whot evribody getz 2 c
& I muss Ѕ hit thi botim & not evin felt it.
Xsept thi roarins stil thare & thi wind is stil pushin in2 ma
face. I opin my Is agen.
Im stairin strate down @ a sorta a hexagonil grid ov wires or metil or
sumfin, & beyond thi grid, a few metirs furvir down, thers ol these big
propelir fings, 7 ov them, ol whirlin away & roarin & sendin thi air
screemin up past me.
I luke 2 thi side.
Thers a doar in thi wol levil wif me & a cupil ov big black meen lookin
birdz wif skaley nex perchd thare, lookin @ me, beedy-Id, ther fevirs rufflin
in thi draft.
I cant fink whot else 2 do. So I wave 2 them.
That woz how we used 2 reech our hoam, 1 ov thi birdz tells me.
Am wokin along a brod britely lit tunnil. Thi 2 lammergeiers r keepin
pace wif me by sorta Ѕ hoverin in thi air 1 on ither side ov me, ther wings
goan whuf whuf, whuf whuf. I didn evin no they cude do this.
Am wokin kinda funy coz I think I did crap my pants juss a litil, but they
doan seem 2 nods, or thayr 2 polite.
U meen u got blastid up thare by thoaz fans? I say, suriptishisly
poolin @ thi sect ov ma pants.
Krect, sez thi bird (Ѕn 2 shout abuv thi noise ov its wings goan whuf
whuf).
So whyd u leev? I shout. & who woz that up thare pooshd me
down?
We left bcoz it woz no longir safe, & we wer needid down heer, yelz thi
bird. As 2 who pooshd u in2 thi shaft, I imajin it woz probly a state
employee.
Whot, a Security geezir or sumfing? But—?
Pleez; I cant tel u eny moar. Our comandir may b abil 2 ansir eny
uthir qwestions u Ѕ. Luke; wude u mind runnin?
Runnin? I sez, Why, is ther sumbidy aftir us? I glans bhind
expectin 2 c Security peepil pursooin us but thers juss thi long brite tunil
stretchin way in2 thi distins.
No, shouts thi bird, itz juss this pace is very tyrin 4 us.
Sorry, I sez, & braik in2 a run. Dozent do my chafed bum no gude
but it keeps thi 2 lammergeiers happy, beetin alongside.
& so that woz how I arrivd @ thi lammergeiers HQ; brefliss, on thi dubil
& wif my pants spottid wif kak.
Thi hed lammergeier iz a feerce big bugir ov a burd; tolir than me when heez
perchd & wings longir than Im tol. He iznt no ole gie neevir, heez in
hiz prime wif sleek blak & wite fevvirs, steely lookin talins, a naykid nek
that lukes oild & brite, & jet-blak Is. I doan no if heez got a
naim; we Ѕnt bin propirly introdoosed.
Heez sittin on a perch, Im sat on thi floar. Thi room iz funnil shaped
& thi brod sirkulir roof has a imidje ov a blu sky wif litil flufy clouds
in it. Thers anuthir Ѕ dozen or so uthir lammergeiers perchd aroun thi
room 2.
U Ѕ been a propir pest 2 sertin peepil, mastir Bascule, thi big bird sez,
stairin @ me & rokin from side 2 side & sorta stampin itz feet on thi
perch. A moast persistent pest.
Thang u very mutch, I sez.
That woz not a complimint! thi bird screetchiz, flapin.
I sit bak, blinkin (my Is r stil a bit soar aftir ol that wind roarin past
me when I fel). Whot do u meen? I ask.
Itz qwite possibil that we Ѕ givin away our noo posishin heer by turnin on
thi lift fans so we cude save yoor miserabil hide! thi bird shouts.
Wel, sory Im shure, but I woz toald u mite Ѕ sum informayshin about thi
whareabouts ov a frend ov mine.
What? thi hed bird sez, soundin puzzld. Who?
Itz a ant. Hir name is Ergates.
Thi bird starez @ me. Yoor lookin 4 a ant? he sqwaks, &
sounz increduliss.
A ver speshil ant. (I naro my Is.) Whot woz taikin by a
lammergeier.
Thi bird shaiks itz hed. Wel, it woznt dun by 1 ov us, it sez, shakin
its fevirs.
O yeh? I sez.
We r chimerix, mastir Bascule. This… ant muss Ѕ bin taikin by a
wild lammergeier.
& whare r they then? I ask. (Dam, fot I woz on thi rite trak @
last!)
Ded, thi hed bird sez.
I blink my Is. Ded?
Thi state had them kild during yesterday evening when it reelized we opoasd
it; moast ov them wer mobbed by chimeric crows & brot down. We bleev
we wer thi reel targets. 2 ov us wer cot & distructid. Ol thi wild
lammergeiers r ded.
O, I sed. O deer, I thot.
Hmm, I sed, I doan supoase u no if eny ov them sed anythin about-?
Wait a minit, thi bird sez, waivin 1 wing @ me. It cloases its Is 4 a
momint. It opinz them agen.
It lukes stedily @ me 4 a momint, then sorta Ѕ shaiks its hed. Wel,
mastir Bascule, it sez. As I sed, u Ѕ been nuthing if not persistint.
& u Ѕ not been fritind 2 risk yoor life. It stamps its feet
agen. Ther is sumthin u mite do.
Do 4 what, 4 who?
I cant tel u 2 mutch, yung sir; itz best 4 u if u doant no 2 mutch, beleev
me; but ther r sum very importint things happening rite now, things whitch
affect—& whitch wil affect—ol ov us. Thi state—thi
peepil who Ѕ atakd owr frends thi sloths & Ѕ tried 2 kil u—r tryin 2
prevent sumthing happening. Wil u giv us yoor help in making it
happin? Whot happenin? I ask, suspishiss. They say thers a
emisiry from thi kaotic bits ov thi kript aroun, wantin 2 infect thi uppir
layers.
Thi big bird shayks its wings impayshintly. Thi emisiry, it sez, is
kold an asoora & it is from 1 ov thi few parts ov thi kript whitch haz
not bin tutched by thi kaos. It carrys within it thi meens ov our
salvayshin, but its mishin is in jeperdy; the state oposes it 2 bcoz thi
fulfilment ov its mishin wude—conseevibly—meen thi end ov thi
presint power structyoor. Ov coarse thi state has used thi bogey ov thi
kaos 2 atemt 2 turn uthirs agenst thi asoora & those who wude aid it.
Thi fact remanes it iz our only hoap. If it duz not sukseed we r ol
lost.
I shift my bum a bit. I reely shude Ѕ askd 2 cleen up a bit b4 ol
this. Not that a playce whare lammergeiers r iz likely 2 b big on
washrooms, judjin from thi state ov sum ov thi floars Ive seen aroun her.
Im finkin fru whot thi hed geezirs juss toal me. It mite b tru, but I ver
mutch dout am been toald thi hoal trufe heer.
& whot am I suposed 2 do? I ask.
Thi hed bird lukes distinkly uncumfortabil, & flaps itz wings a
bit. Itz danegeris, it sez.
Id kinda gessd that, I sez urbainly, feelin pritti groan-up, thangu ver
mutch. Whot did u Ѕ in mind? I ask.
Thi lammergeier fixiz me wif its ice-blak Is. Goan bak up thi
fass-towr, it sez. Only hi-er this time. (It stamps its feet, 1 aftir
anuthir, & thi uthir burdz do thi saim thing.) Mutch hi-er.
I sit bak. Frotes gon a bit dry.
U got a toilit I cude yooz? I ask.
Lukes like thi hoal bleedin fass-towrs juss pakd wif shafts. Weer heer
@ thi foot ov anuthir 1. Itz biggir than thi 1 I fel down; a lot
bigir. This is thi 1 in thi centir ov thi towr & it muss b eesily Ѕ a
kilometir acres. Very faynt lite filtirs down from… blimey, I doan
no; helluva far up, thas 4 shure.
We r heer curtisy ov thi war, thi hed bird telz me. Both sides think
thi uthir controlz this space.
O reely.
Yes; thi fact they may b about 2 reech an acomadayshin shortly is anuthir
reezin 4 ther bein a degree ov urjinsy about thi presint sityooayshin.
Thi hed bird is perchd wif his Ѕ dozen pals on whot lukes like a peece ov
crumpild, soot-blakind missile rekidje neer thi centir ov thi shaft base.
Uthir lammergeiers r flittin about thi place fru thi shados. Thi rok
floar ov thi shaft lukes like it used 2 b smooth but itz ol chipt & skard
now & literd wif bits ov broakin mashines. Thers a dubil set ov rales
leedin in from thi side ov thi shaft whitch is whare we came from; thers a big
cavern thare whot lukes like a mooseum ov rokit flite or sumfing; fool ov big
sheds & misteeryus bits ov eqwuipmint & rustin missiles & big
sferikil tanx & telescopes & radar dishis & deflatid silvir baloons
like discardid bolgounz.
I luke strate up. Didn no u cude get vertigo lukin up.
This iz thi mane shaft, thi hed bird sez, & poziz. 1nce it led 2
thi stars.
I luke up agen & I can bleev it. My hed spins @ thi thot &
I olmost fol ovir.
Thi top ov thi fass-towr has bin inaxessibil 4 as long as enybodi or
anything can remember, thi lammergeier telz me. Meny atemts Ѕ bin made,
moastly in secrit, 2 reetch its hites. Ol Ѕ fay led, as far as we
no. It lifts up 1 foot & lukes down @ thi bit ov missile itz perchd
on. U c sum ov thi rekidje around u.
Uh-huh, I sez. Sumfin up thare keeps shootin them down, yeh?
No; but ther apeers 2 b an armurd conical base 2 thi towrs upir reetches @
about 20 kilometirs whitch nobody has bin abil 2 penitrate.
I luke roun @ ol thi missile rekidje. Thi offorities doan yoozhily let
airplanes operate wifin thi cassil 4 feer ov a crash weekinin thi struktyir,
let aloan missiles. U cant help wunderin whot sorta damidje has bin dun
up thare by ol this rekd hardware.
So? I sez.
We Ѕ a final vacyoom baloon, thi lammergeier sez.
A whot?
A vacyoom baloon, it repeets. Teknikly, a very strong impermeebil
membrane encloasin a hi vacyoom & fitid wif a harnis.
A harnis, I sed.
+, we Ѕ sum hi-altitood breevin eqwipmint.
U Ѕ, Ѕ u? I sez. (& am finkin, 0-0…)
Yes, mastir Bascule. We r askin u 2 take thi baloon up as far as u can
& then clime sum way beyond thi levil thi baloon attanes.
Iz that posibil? How far up we tokin?
It is sertinly posibil, tho not without risk. Thi altitood is
aproximitly 20 kilometirs.
Haz enybudy els bin up that hi?
They Ѕ
They get bak down agen?
Yes, thi lammergeier sez, stampin from side 2 side agen & flappin its
wings out a bit. Sevril mishins Ѕ ataned sutch hites in thi past.
Whot am I suposed 2 do up thare?
U wil b givin a pakidje 2 tak wif u. Ol u Ѕ 2 do is diliver it.
Whare? Who 2?
U wil c when u get thare. I cant tel u eny moar.
If this is so urjint, how cum u gies cant do it? I ask, lukin roun @
thi othir birdz.
1 ov our numbir tryd, thi hed bird sez. We beleev he is ded.
Anuthir woz about 2 mount a sekind atempt juss b4 u apperd but we wer not veri
hoapful ov suxess. Thi problem is that we canot fly 2 a Ѕ ov thi altitood
reqwired, & 1ce thi baloon wil rise no moar simply woking up steps apeers 2
b thi best meens ov gainin hite. We r not bilt for wokin. U r.
I fink about ol this.
It is a simpl task in a sens, thi hed lammergeier sez, but without it thi
asooras mishin wil shurely fale. Howevir, this is a danejiris
undertaikin. If u lak thi curidje 2 taik it on then b shure that moast
hoomins wood feel thi saim way. Probly thi sensibil fing 2 do is 2 turn
it doun. U r bairly an adolesint, aftir ol.
Thi hed bird lowirs his nek a litil & lukes roun @ his 2 neereist
pals.
We ask 2 mutch, he sez, soundin sorofool. Cum—& he starts 2
opin his wings as if 2 fly away.
I swolo hard.
Il do it, I sez.
NINE
1
The cell was dark. She had been troubled by strange dreams and awoke,
restless and disturbed in her narrow cot. She tried to get back to sleep
but could not. She lay on her back, trying in vain to remember what she
had been dreaming about. She opened her eyes to the darkness, and when
she rolled over again noticed a tiny glow of pale light coming from the
floor. She gazed down at it. It was like a pearl, lit from inside,
and so faint she could only see it when she didn't look straight at it.
She put her hand out to touch it. It felt cold. It was stuck to the
floor. She caught a hint of movement inside, and got out of the bed,
kneeling on the floor and putting one eye up to the tiny glowing pearl.
Inside the pearl she saw ice and snow and cloud and somebody standing
dressed in furs.
Without hesitating, she plucked the pearl from the floor. It was damp
and cold in her fingers, like ice. The tiny hole in the floor glowed more
brightly now; the scene below was clearer. She wished she could slip
through into that other place, and found herself shrinking—or the hole
and the cell around her expanding—until she was able to do just that.
She awoke on a frozen lake; a huge sheet of ice stretching smoothly away in
every direction to a pale grey horizon. Above was a roof of white
cloud.
It was very cold. She was dressed in a fur hat and a calf-length
coat. Her boots were long and her hands were clasped together inside a
fur muff. Her breath smoked in front of her.
In the distance she saw a black dot. It gradually enlarged until
eventually it resolved into a man rowing a kind of spindly frame across the
ice. He didn't turn round to look at her, but stopped rowing some
distance away and coasted to a halt level with her and about a stone's throw
distant. He wore a thin, tight-fitting one-piece suit and a thin
cap. He sat, still not looking at her, breathing hard and leaning
forwards to rest on the claw-oars he held.
She looked down at her boots, which became ice skates. She glided over
and stopped neatly, facing him.
He was middle-aged but fit-looking in a stocky, compact sort of way.
There was a sculpted leanness hinted at in his face and his hair was thick and
black. He looked slightly surprised. 'Who the hell are you?' he
asked.
'Asura,' she said, nodding. 'And you?'
'Hortis,' he said. He turned and looked around and behind him. 'I
thought I was alone here. They don't usually…' his voice trailed
off as he looked back at her, eyes narrowed in suspicion. 'What do you want
here?' he asked her.
'Nothing,' she said.
'They all want something,' he said, sounding bitter. 'You must, too.
What is it?'
She shook her head. 'I don't know what I want,' she admitted. 'I wanted to
be here, and I'm here.' She thought. 'I can't go anywhere else. They keep
trying to make me answer questions. Apart from- '
'And you're not ill or sick or needing to be rescued?' he asked, a sneer on
his face.
'No,' she told him, puzzled. 'Are you?'
'Only from this nonsense,' he said, not looking at her, but checking the
angle of the claw-oars. He levered them back and flicked them down into
the ice. 'Tell them nice try; at least they're getting more subtle.' He pulled
on the claw-oars and the A-shaped frame rumbled off across the ice, gaining
speed with each sweep of the oars the man made.
She hesitated, then set off after him, skating smoothly in his wake.
He looked annoyed. He lengthened his stroke, trying to outdistance her,
but she kept up with him. She loved the feel of the ice under the blades
on her feet and the cold air on her face. Warmth spread from her legs as
she pushed after the man in his strange, spindly craft. He was pulling
quite hard now and she was struggling to keep up, but he didn't look
comfortable with the pace he'd set either. His face grew more
angry-looking.
She wanted to laugh, but did not.
'How long have you been here?' she asked him.
She thought he wasn't going to answer, but then he said, 'Too damn long.' He
gave one explosive sigh and settled back to a more steady rowing rhythm,
seemingly giving up his attempt to pull away from her.
'Why are you here?' she asked.
'I'll show you mine if you'll show me yours,' he said, smiling humourlessly,
and shook his head as he watched his claw-oars flick and bite.
'Where did you come from?' she asked patiently.
Again, she thought he wasn't going to answer. It looked like he was
thinking hard. Finally he said—suddenly looking straight at
her—'The tower.'
She ceased to push after him and glided on for some time, skates parallel,
then felt herself brake gently. The man had stopped rowing, though his
own momentum was still drawing him further away over the ice from her. He
was frowning.
She came to a stop.
'The tower,' she whispered to herself.
The man who had called himself Hortis slowed and stopped the fragile-looking
ice-boat, some distance off. He was looking at her strangely, his head
tipped to one side. Then he angled one oar behind him and the other in
front and pulled them together to turn the craft and come back to her.
The small craft rumbled a length past her and stopped. He shipped the
claw-oars, leaning forward and looking intently at her. He gazed at her
for a while, then appeared to come to a decision.
'All right, then,' he said. 'Maybe I've been in here too long, or maybe I
just can't resist a pretty face, but I suppose it can't do any harm.' He gave a
small smile. 'I was one of a small group of scientists and mathematicians who
opposed the Consistory. We believed their desire to hold on to power had
entirely superseded any duty to govern for the general good; our
conspiracy—which had started at university and never really been more
than a secret club—became more serious when the Encroachment was
discovered and we began to suspect that the Consistory—with the King as
its puppet—was doing less than it might to find a solution to the
emergency.
'We pursued many different courses. We tried to contact the
Cryptosphere's chaotic levels, believing that at least part of the so-called
chaos was in fact an AI nexus at odds with the Consistory's philosophy.
We set up secret transmitters in an attempt to contact the deep-space
monitoring system the Diaspora was supposed to have left in watch over us, and
we tried to elicit some sort of response from the fast-tower, where rumours had
it that either an uncorrupted crypt core existed, or, again, elements remained
which were still in touch with the Diaspora.
'A couple of days ago, in base-time, we apparently received a signal from
the heights of the fast-tower. It was… couched in slightly
eccentric terms, but appeared to be genuine.
'The signal confirmed some of our suspicions concerning the Consistory's
lack of sincerity in finding a way to defeat the Encroachment. It did not
seem to indicate that it was in touch with whatever remains of our space-going
ancestors, though it did talk of some system left behind by the Diaspora which
might ensure the survival of all of us. The message—or at least its
ramifications—led…' the man sighed, and looked sad, 'to our
conspiracy being betrayed and me ending up here, and,' he said, looking
straight into her eyes, 'it talked of another part of the crypt, some
uncorrupted section which contained the key to the Diaspora-donated survival
system. This key would be sent here, to Serehfa, and it would come in the
form of something called an asura…'—he smiled, and in that smile
she saw a kind of sadness, some defensive cynicism, and an unspoken
hope—'… Asura,' he finished. He shrugged. 'Your turn.'
She looked down at him, while inside her mind what felt like great slabs of
ice slipped and slotted, colliding, joining, fusing and interconnecting.
She took a deep breath.
2
'Chief Scientist Gadfia?'
The voice had come from the scrawny-necked bird squatting on the shoulders
of the ape-human who in turn sat behind the head of the chimeric mammoth.
The ape-human glared down at her, grinning inanely. The other mammoths to
either side shuffled a little in the darkness, pale human faces looking down
from each of them as well. She gulped. 'Well, sort of," she said.
– Hello? she said, inside, trying to find her own voice, but
within was only silence.
'All praise,' the bird said, its voice echoing in the complex of hidden
tunnels and galleries around them. The creature hopped to and fro from
one foot to the other. 'Love is god. Well met by darkness, truth-seeker
Gadfia. For darkness gives birth to light. All here are hallowed,
hallowed in hollow, the hollowness that supports, the centre that is the
absence that gives strength, the hollow darkness that underlies supporting
light, seeker-after-illumination Gadfia. Please (Hiddier: trunk!); come
with us. There is work to do.'
The mammoth extended its trunk towards her; a giant, tapered hairy snake
with a naked, glistening double orifice at the end from which a damp, subtly
fetid gust of air issued.
She stared.
– Back.
– Thank goodness. Where did you-?
– I was snooping where I shouldn't have been and I was almost
caught by Security. Cut me off for a while.
– Good grief. Do you know where-?
– You're riding through vast dark dripping tunnels on the back of
a chimeric mammoth with a dumb, naked and deformed semi-human and a lammergeier
that talks like some ancient preacher and reminds you of the message from the
fast-tower.
– Correct. And I can't get sense out of anybody. The
bird spouts religious balderdash and the humanoid just grins, hoots and
dribbles. I was thinking of asking the mammoth what was going on
next.
– At least you went with them.
– Did I have a choice?
– I suppose you forgot about the gun.
– Oh.
– It doesn't matter. You did the right thing. Never
mind; guess who I've been talking to.
– Surprise me.
– The fast-tower.
– What?
– Well, an emissary thereof; it can't get back in touch with the
tower for fear of chaotic contamination, but it represents it.
– How? Where? What's-?
– The representation just appeared in the crypt; an old white man
with white hair and flowing white robes. The thing proliferated
illegally—set off system crashes everywhere; everybody thought it was
some vast attack from the chaos until they found how easy it was to trap and
kill; I don't think the tower is very good with humans. Anyway, the
copies all started trying to talk to anybody who'd listen. The
Cryptographers mopped most of them up and they're tracking down the others but
I was able to find one of the copies and quiz it.
-And?
– There is an asura and it's here, it's in Serehfa, it's on its
way, but it's being held up. The tower seems pretty confused itself about
who and what it is, but it believes it's here somewhere and it needs help.
– Are you sure this isn't some Security or Cryptographers'
trick?
– Fairly. There is another aspect to all this.
– What?
– We have an ally.
– Who?
– Myself, ma'am, said another voice, a male voice, in her head,
startling her.—How do you do.
– Oh. Hello, she thought, and felt flustered. Who are
you?
– Call me Alan. Pleased to meet you, madam Chief Scientist,
though in fact we have met before, in a sense. Whatever; I dare say we
shall communicate again.
– Ah, right, yes, she thought, still not sure how to respond.
– That was him, said her own voice again.
– I guessed that, but who-?
– Another planetes, Gadfium, another wanderer in the
system, though this one's been here a lot longer than I. He's kind of
cagey about revealing who he really is but I get the impression his human
original was pretty powerful and important. His current self is extremely
well informed and knows his way about the crypt better than the
Cryptographers. It would seem he came to the same conclusion the tower
did about the efficacy of using chimeric agents rather than humans to slip past
Security.
– I hate to sound a note of caution again, but—
– No, I don't think he's a plant for Security. He found me,
lurking around where they're holding the asura. If it hadn't been for him
Security would have got me.
– So you think.
– I know. Look, it was he who put me on to the chimerics
you're with.
Gadfium looked at the back of the half-human thing in front of her. It
was dark and matted and she suspected if the light had been better she'd have
seen things crawling in the creature's hair. The giant bird which had
been perched on the thing's shoulders had flown off down the black tunnel,
cackling. Below her, the mammoth swayed from side to side with a
surprisingly rapid motion as it led the twenty-strong herd down the huge
tunnel. The other humanoids riding, legs clenched behind the heads of the
mammoths, grinned widely and made excited fist-clenching gestures at her when
she turned to look at them.
Gadfium scratched and tried not to think how far down the ground was.
– Well, tell him thanks for that, I think, she told her crypt
self. But where exactly are we going and what precisely are we supposed
to do?
– You're the cavalry; we're riding to the rescue, Gadfium! her
other self said, excited.
– I thought I was the one needing to be rescued.
– Well, you've become the rescuer, Gad. We're going to free
the asura.
– We're what?
– You're on your way to Oubliette, the sea-port under the
fastness. That's where Security are holding the asura. Alan and I
can do most of it, but physically, to rescue the girl, we may need you.
And the chimerics, of course. The mammoths and the semi-humans seem to be
under the influence of our friend, the lammergeier… Well, I'm still
trying to work it out. Could be connected with the tower.'
Gadfium couldn't think what to say for a while. She stared into the
darkness ahead, where she could just make out the heat signature of the
returning lammergeier. She imagined the dark, buried city of Oubliette
coming closer ahead, and herself riding with a preaching bird, twenty cretinous
semi-humans and as many house-high mammoths to do battle with the elite of
Security and probably the Cryptographers too.
The scaly-necked bird flapped and settled on the broad hairy shoulders of
the creature ahead of her.
'Have faith in the nothing,' it said in a quiet screech. 'Faith is the eye
that sees nothing and rejoices in it. Unknowingness absolves the future
path of danger. The eye sees, sees nothing, and so has faith. Fair
set, all are hallowed. Shanti.'
Gadfium shook her head and looked down at the matted fur of the huge animal
she bestrode, feeling its damp, rank heat welling up around her like doubt.
– Are we both mad? she asked her crypt self,—Or is it just
you?
3
The angel was tall and sleek and sensually asexual; its eyes and hair were
gold, its skin shone like liquid bronze. Its clothes were confined to a
loincloth and a small waistcoat. Its wings varied from the coppery tint
of its body at their roots through every shade of blue to white at the very
tips of the feathers. It flew with an elegant effortlessness and landed
lightly in front of him.
He had stopped laughing, not wanting to appear impolite.
The angel bowed slowly and deeply to him.
When it spoke its voice was like something beyond music, each phoneme,
syllable and word at once utterly clear and yet setting off a symphony of tones
which fanned instantly out from the primary expression like an avalanche down a
pristine slope.
'Welcome, sir. You have travelled a long way to be here with us at
last.'
He nodded. 'Thank you. Had we met during any other day of my journey I
would have greeted you somewhat better dressed.'
The angel smiled, but did not look at his nakedness. 'Please, sir,' it said,
and like a conjurer flourished one hand, and was suddenly holding a large black
cape, which it held out to him.
'I'm grateful for the gesture,' he said, not taking the cape. 'But if its
utility is restricted to saving my blushes, I'd prefer to remain as I am.'
'As you wish,' the angel said, and the cape was gone.
'Tell me,' he said. 'Did I misinterpret something, or was I summoned
here?"
'You were, sir. We would ask something of you.'
'Who is this "we"?'
'A one-time part of the data corpus charged with overseeing the functioning
of the rest, and with the monitoring of our world's welfare.'
'No small brief. And your current intentions?'
'We will attempt to contact a system set up long ago which may help deliver
us from what has been called the Encroachment.'
'And how exactly is it supposed to do that?'
The angel smiled dazzlingly. 'We have no idea.'
He could not help but smile too. 'And what part may I play?'
The angel lowered its head, its gaze still fastened on him. 'You can give us
your soul, Alandre," it said, and Sessine felt something quail within him.
'What?' he said, crossing his arms. 'Aren't we being rather
metaphysical?'
'It is the most meaningful way to express what we'd ask of you.'
'My soul,' he said, hoping he sounded sceptical.
The angel nodded slowly. 'Yes; the essence of who you are. If you are
to help us you must surrender that.'
'Such things may be copied.'
'They may. But is that what you want?'
He looked into the angel's eyes for some time. He sighed. 'Will I
still be me?'
The angel shook its head. 'No.'
'Then whom?'
'What will exist is what we create from you, and with you.' The angel
shrugged; a magnificent and beautiful flutter of shoulders and wings. 'Another
person, with aspects of yourself within them, and more you than anybody else,
but not you.'
'But will something of me remain that will remember this, and my time here,
and who I was, and so know what became of me from this point, and whether
I… did any good?'
'Perhaps.'
'You can put it no more strongly than that?' ;
'I cannot. Partly, that aspect would depend on you, but I'd lie if I
told you the chances are good.'
'And if I refuse to help you?'
'Then you may walk away. We can furnish you with items to replace
those you lost in the water and you may resume your travels. On your
funeral, in another fifty or so years of crypt-time, I assume you will have the
usual courtesies accorded you and so take your place within the
Cryptosphere. Twenty thousand years of crypt-time await even before the
Encroachment is complete; there will be far, far longer than that before
matters become desperate in the physical world.'
He felt he had to insist, even though he listened to himself speak and felt
ashamed: 'There is a chance of some continuity though; some element of me might
survive which will remember this and know the connection, know what I did?'
'Indeed,' the angel said, with what was almost a bow. 'A chance.'
'Hmm,' he said. 'Oh well, it's been a long life.' He gave a small laugh.
'Lives.' He smiled at the angel, but it looked sad.
Strangely, he felt sad for it, too. 'What do I do?'
'Come with me,' the angel said, and was suddenly a small dark-haired,
white-skinned man dapperly dressed in a three-piece suit and carrying a hat,
cane and gloves. He flourished the hand holding his pair of spotless
white gloves, indicating the path back through the garden.
Sessine went with him, walking side by side along the path to where a
rotunda set on a small hill was revolving slowly and rising; its revealed base
was in the shape of a huge cylindrical screw, and gradually an aperture came
into view, rotating with the rotunda, its full size being revealed after a few
more revolutions.
They climbed the path to the now motionless rotunda. The doorway faced
them. It was dark at first, then it began to glow with a warm
orange-yellow light, like side-lit fog.
'Merely enter, and you will have done all we ask of you. If you carry
something of your being through what awaits here, you may do what you ask of
yourself.'
He took a step forward. The doorway shone like hazy sunlight. He
smelled the sea again. He hesitated and turned to the little man who had
been in the form of an angel.
'And you?'
The little man smiled wryly and looked back over the trees at the grey
heights of the quiet tower, proud against the sky's last dusky light. 'I cannot
go back,' he said, and sounded resigned. 'I shall probably stay here, in the
garden, to tend it.' He looked around. 'I have often thought it exhibits too
perfect an elegance. It could do with some… love.' He turned back,
grinning self-consciously. 'Or I may wander the level, as you have done.
Perhaps both, consecutively.'
He put his hand on the small man's shoulder and nodded at the beautiful
tower. 'I'm sorry you can't go back.'
'Thank you for having asked, and for saying so.' The small man frowned and
seemed to hesitate. 'Perhaps,' he said, 'my "perhaps" earlier was overly
pessimistic.'
'We'll see. Fare well.'
'And you, sir.'
They shook hands, and then Sessine turned and walked through the doorway
into the glowing mist.
4
Translation
Hoo-wee! Am probly hier than nbody els in thi hole wyde wurld rite
now, xeptin onli thi peepil in thi fass-towr assoomin thers nbody up thare ov
coarse.
Thi baloon is a grate enormis shado abuv me. Am hangin undir it by
whot lukes lyk a pair ov freds from a wispy net ov moar freds whot loop ovir
thi big sfeer. Thi lammergeiers strapt theez 3 oxijin tanx 2 my chest
& gaiv me this lite litil pakidje 2 put on my bak. Av got anuthir
mask on now, 2.
& a botil ov wotir.
& wormir cloves.
& a torch,
& a nife.
& a hedake, tho thats probly thi leest ov my problims, but
nevermind.
& av got a parashoot 2, tho that mite Ѕ go when I get a bit hier up.
Thi birdz @ thi botim ov thi shaft seemd 2 b in a bit ov a hury & I only
got about 10 minits ov instruxin on how 2 control thi baloon while I woz getin
kittid out wif thi hi-alt clovin & stuf, but it boils down 2 yoosin a cupil
ov pairs ov lines 2 pool hinjd flaps like airbrayks whitch shude steer me a
bit, + (2 control my speed ov assent) waitin 4 thi baloon 2 slo down & then
cuttin off lenfs ov plastic tyoobin sikyoord 2 thi same freds holdin me.
Thi lammergeiers brot thi baloon out ov a big shed in thi cavern @ thi foot
ov thi shaft; it ran on rales atatchd 2 thi seelin. Thi baloon is juss a
big sfeer fool ov vacyoom; iss as simpil as that. It lukes greyish &
akordin 2 thi birds iss made ov sum sorta stuf simla 2 thi fabric ov thi
cassil, so it muss b prity strong. Thi freds wer olredy draped ovir thi
baloon.
Whot if busts? I askd, jokin reely, but thi hed bird luked kind ov
awkwird & sed sumfin about uthir modils wif litlr baloons inside them not
bein up 2 thi job & if it was goan 2 burst it wude b low down probly &
they wude giv me a parashoot 4 lowir altitoods.
Nway, not 2 wury I sed, kinda wishin I hadnt askd in thi 1st place.
I got my flyin lessin, they wayd me, then they gave me thi vayrayis bits ov
stuf, strapt me in, pooshd thi baloon—wif me hangin undir it—along
thi rales out in2 thi botim ov thi shaft & along 2 juss b4 whare thi rales
endid. They atatchd thi lenfs ov plastic toobin 2 thi harnis in frunt ov
me & that was us redy.
Gude luk, mastir Bascule, thi hed bird sed. We wish u ol thi best.
Me 2, I sed, witch mite not Ѕ been very grayshis, but @ leest it was
tru. O, & fanks 4 ol yoor help, I sed.
U r welcum, thi hed lammergeier sed. It seemd 2 stifin, then sed, We'd
betir get on wif it; things apeer 2 b cumin 2 a hed. It went qwiet 4 a
moment, then seemd 2 nod 2 itself. I wude advise u not 2 yoose thi kript
4 thi momint, it told me.
Ritey-ho, I sed, & gave thi fums up sine.
They poold sum leevirs & thi rales abuv me swung up & opin; thi
baloon took off with a whoosh ov air, draggin me & thi lenfs ov plastic
toobin up wif it. It was like follin upwirds. Felt like my stumik
was poold down 2 ma boots.
They ithir cloasd thi doars 2 thi caverin alongside thi botim ov thi shaft
or poot thi lites out, bcoz it ol went dark down thare & I was left wif
juss thi dark greyness ov thi shaft wols. Thi slipstreme wind tugd @ my
cloves.
Thi baloon seemd 2 go up prity strate, tho I poold on thi control lines
conectid 2 thi hinjd flaps juss 2 make shure they wurkd.
Evin wif ol that toobin & stuf we fairly shot up & I had 2 keep
yawnin 2 cleer ma eers. Sum ov thi lammergeiers had floan up inside thi
shaft, & I wayvd 2 ther shadoy shapes as I wen past. Thi hoal hooj
sirkil ov thi shaft botim seemed 2 shrink like sum cloasin shuttir as me &
thi baloon wissild upwirds; prity soon thi birds wheelin roun inside thi shaft
had groan 2 smol 2 c, & thi botim ov thi shaft was juss a blak sirkil
gettin sloly smolir.
I doan no how meny minits it took 2 get 2 whare I needed oxijin, but it had
got prity bleedin coald by then, I can tel u. I woz glad ov thi fermils
& stuf they'd givin me. My hed was a bit soar by this time.
I turnd on thi furst oxijin tank & took a bref. Thi baloon had
sloed down a lot & I didn want 2 yoose eny moar oxijin than I had 2, so I
cut a lenf ov thi toobin off; it was fik stuf like yood make a drane or sumfink
out ov & it fel away like a big stiff wurm; thi baloon pikt up speed agen
& thi fin air hissd past me.
Thi wols ov thi dark shaft wer plane & boarin, juss lines & rales
& okayshinil sirkulir outlines that mite Ѕ been doars but witch were nevir
opin.
Id let 5 ov thi 8 bits ov plastic toobin go when I saw flashes down below,
in thi depfs ov thi shaft. A bit later I herd sum muffild bangs.
Ther wer moar breef flashiz, & then I saw a litil wayverin spark ov lite
whot didn fade; in fact thi bugir seemd 2 be gettin briter & cloasir.
O fuk, I thot, & cut thi strings holdin thi uthir 3 lenfs ov plastic
toobin. Thi baloon whooshd up thi shaft; thi harnis bit in2 my fys &
my arms wer dragd down 2 my sides. Thi air roard distintly aroun me &
my hedake got wurse.
I wotchd thi 3 bits ov toobin folin away, hopin theyd hit whotevir it woz
wos cumin up aftir me, but they didn. Thi rokit—witch is whot I woz
assoomin it was—climed on aftir me. I didn want 2 cut my parashoot
free & I didn think that wude make mutch difrinse nway + ther woz juss a
chanse if thi rokit destroyd thi baloon Id survive & b abil 2 yoose thi
parashoot (Ha! Who woz I kidin?). I felt my bladir gettin redy 2
liten me a bit.
Wotir, I thot. I got my wotir botil out & woz about 2 chuk it away
when thi fire aroun thi tale ov thi rokit went out. It stil kept cumin 4
bleedin ages mind u, & I woz Ѕ waytin 4 sum sekind stage or sumfin 2
ignite, & stil hesitaytin about chukin away thi watir botil.
Nevir hapind; thi rokit got 2 wifin about Ѕ a kilomitir or so & then
juss sorta topild ovir & sloly startid 2 fol away, tumblin end ovir end bak
in2 thi darkniss & eventyooly disapperin.
I breevd a si ov releef that mistid up my fayce playt. Thi baloon
almost scraypd thi side ov thi shaft but wif a bit ov dextriss poolin & a
modicum ov swayrin & panikin I got thi dam fing bak on thi erect
coarse.
Ther woz a xploshin @ thi botim ov thi shaft.
No moar rokits.
I cuden c upwirds natchirily, but thi base ov thi shaft woz a ofil long way
away & I fot I had 2 b neer thi top ov thi fing by now. On thi uthir
hand, thi baloon woz stil farely rayssin upwirds, so I gesd I was wrong.
Shurenuf, thi clime went on 4 sum time aftir that. My feet & fingirs
was startin 2 get reely coald. My hed was aykin fit 2 burst.
I didn feel I woz breevin rite, but cuden remember whot u were supposed 2 do
2 breev rite. I startid 2 wury about whot wude happin if they'd taken thi
top off thi tower or I driftid out thi side thru a hoal & went on up in2
spaice. Whot'd I do then? I wunnerd. I luked down; my gluvd
fingers wer fiddlin about wif thi valvs on top ov thi litil botils strapt 2 my
chest. I shuke my hed. Doin this hurt a lot.
I think I muss Ѕ blakd out 4 a bit coz when I awoke I was stayshiniry.
My hed stil hurts like hel but @ leest Im alive. Thi baloon iz floatin
agenst 1 wol ov thi shaft wif & sorta bobbin me up & down very
gently. Its a bit liter @ last. I can c thi traks goan up thi side
ov thi shaft in grate detayl, but no doors. I try 2 fink whot I can throw
away. A oxijin tank; thers 1 empty. I muss Ѕ chaynjed ovir 2 thi
sekind 1 aftir ol.
I unscrew thi tank wif very coald gluvd fingerz & let it drop.
Thi baloon floats up very sloly.
My hed feels tite & buzzy like itz goan 2 burst & my hoal body feels
bloatid like am a baloon maself. Lites sparkin in frunt ov my Is &
roarin in ma hed.
Thi baloon stopz, bobbin agen.
Stil no sine ov a doar.
I rok bak & forward as if Im on a swing; this scrapes thi baloon agenst
thi side ov thi shaft, but it cant b helped. Swinging qwite hard, I can c
a doar—a opin doar!—a bit furthir up thi shaft.
I take a drink from thi watir botil, then let it drop in2 thi
darkniss. Thi baloon bobs a bit hier ovir thi next few minits.
Neerly thare but not qwite.
I mite need thi nife; cant thro that away. I luke @ my boots & my
gluvs, but I suspect it wude be crazy 2 thro them away. I cude throw away
thi parashoot but then Id Ѕ no chanse @ ol ov gettin bak down.
It lukes prity lite up heer; I take thi torch out & throw it downwirds
as hard as I can.
I keep thi baloon goan from side 2 side as it floats up a bit hier.
I'm levil wif thi doar; its hoomin sized & like a sorta sqware O
shape. Lukes dark inside there. I can olmost reech thi doar but I
need 2 make thi baloon rok sum moar. Thi baloon floats down a bit & I
shout & curse but I keep swingin & swingin & eventyooly I'm whippin
bak & forward in a olmost complete Ѕ sircil & the doars juss about in
ranje; I fling out 1 leg & hook on2 thi sill ov thi doarway, then pool
myself in wif my legz.
I dunno; I muss b dopey wif thi altitood or sumfin coz I juss undo thi
harnis & ov coarse thi baloon races off up thi shaft, neerly draggin me out
ov thi doorway @ thi same time; I staggir wif 1 hand flailin out ov thi doar
while thi uthir gluv slides along thi flanj inside thi doarway.
I pool maself bak in, gaspin 4 bref. I luke up thi shaft. Thers
a big blak coan hangin down filin thi top ov thi shaft, & thers big long
hoals like sorta upwirdly-sloapd gill slits lettin in sum lite aroun thi wols
ov thi shaft oposit thi coan. Thi lite looks like daylite, tho it must be
cumin from a fayr distins as this is thi centir ov thi towr & evribody nose
it doan taypir mutch.
Ther's anuthir cupil ov baloons up thare whare thi 1 that brot me up is
heddin. I watch mine fump agenst thi side ov thi black coan. It
goze on up, neerly disappers out ov 1 ov thi big long slits, then cums 2 a stop
@ thi top ov thi shaft, between thi coan & thi shaft side, bobbin like a
baloon lost 2 thi seelin @ a kids party.
O u silly fool Bascule, I fink 2 maself. I luke down thi shaft.
How am I goan 2 get bak down now? Stil got thi parashoot but wifout thi
baloon 2 slo me down inishily thi lammergeiers rekin thi parashoots neerly
yoosless. O wel, mite as wel leev thi dam fing heer. I take it off
& dump it by thi doarway.
Blimey its coald. I peer in2 thi darkniss beyond thi doar.
Thers anuthir doar & a sorta control-panil lookin thing. Cude b a
lift I supose but I shude b so luky. Shurenuf, nuffink hapins when I
press thi simbols. I try kriptin, very carefily & short-rainje, so
it's reely not like kriptin @ ol. Blimey; ther's nuffink here! Not
evin eny lectrix neerby! I never been so far away from thi kript, from
sivilizayshin.
Nway, thi poynt is, this elivaiters ded.
Thers anuthir doar 2 1 side. It isnt qwite cloasd. I poosh it
opin. Very dark, but thers steps thare ol rite. Ver dark
indeed. Wish I stil had that torch. Spyril steps. Bludy big
deep steps, 2; muss b only 3 2 a metir. O wel, I fink, tryin 2 encuridje
myself; I didn Ѕ eny uthir plans 4 2day.
I start climein.
I count thi steps in hundreds, tryin 2 keep 2 a stedy rithim. It
dozent get eny darkir or eny briter.
I try not 2 think about how hi I am, evin tho thers a kind ov pride in me
that Ive got this far. I also try not 2 think about how Im goan 2 get
down, or about thi peepil who shot thi rokit @ me & whithir they wil stil b
thare if I am abil 2 find a way bak down. I pass anuthir side doar; its
lokt. 500 steps. & anuthir doar. Its lokt 2. I also try not 2
fink ov ol thi fings u heer about thi fass towr; about reel ghosts or monstirs
from b4 thi Diaspora or from thi depfs ov spaice or juss poot here 2 gard it
& stop silly bags from attemptin 2 xploar it. I spend qwite a lot ov
my time tryin not 2 fink about ol these fings.
Anuthir doarway. Thi doars r spaiced every 256 steps. Ol lokt so
far.
1000 steps.
Suddenly thers sumthin ahed ov me, roun thi turn ov the stare; sumthin that
lukes like its alive & waitin & crouchd lukein @ me.
Its stil olmost pitch blak but this things blakir, + its hooj & its
poysd ovir me like sum avenjin ainjil ov darkniss. I feel 4 my
nife. Thi fing abuv me on thi steps dozent moov. Id like 2 kid
myself it iznt reely thare but it is. Cant find my nife. Itz hangin
on a bit ov string sumwhare heer but I cant find it; o blimey, o fuk.
I find thi nife & hoald it out in front ov me wif 1 shakin hand.
Thi blak thing stil dozent moov. I glanse bhind me. I cant
go bak. I stare @ thi motionless thing blokin my way.
It takes a few moar moments 4 me to reelize.
Its thi frozin ded body ov thi lammergeier they sent up b4. I breev a
bit eesier (if u can b sed 2 b breevin eesier when yoor lungz feel like thare
about 2 cum out down yoor nose 8t yoor skin feels tot & about 2 split like
a ripe froot), but when I go up past thi bird I try not 2 tutch it.
I keep goan.
Thers a doar @ 1024 steps, blokin thi way up. I try kriptin but thi
doars lectricly ded. Thers a big sorta wheel thing on thi front so I spin
it & aftir stikin @ furst, it turns. Aftir a offil lot ov wheel
whirlin thers a clik. Thi doar stiks 2 but it opins eventchirly, hissin
& skraypin.
On & up.
1500 steps.
I Ѕ 2 switch 2 thi furd & last oxijin botil @ 1540 steps.
Keep goan, keep goan, keep goan. Round & roun & roun &
roun 4evir & evir & evir…
2000. Keep climein. Roarin ears, flashin Is, sikniss in ma
stumik, coppery tayst ov blud in ma mouf.
Am xpectin sumthin @ 2048 steps but I cant remember whot it is. I get
thare & its a cloasd doar. I remembit thi last 1. Saim
performins heer xept this 1 stiks wurse & can hardly moov thi bugir.
2200. 2202. 2222. I want 2 stop here, I keep bashin in2
thi wols & am fritind ov follin ol thi way bak down 2 wharevir it woz I
startid from. Its so coald. I cant feel ma feet or ma hands.
Tutch my nose wif ma gluv & cant feel that neevir. Hak &
spit. Spit goze krik in mid-air. That meenz sumfin but I
cant remember whot. Sumfin bad, I fink. 2300. 2303. 2333. Not sutch
a good playce 2 stop. Fink Il keep goan.
2444. 2555. 2666.
I doan no whare Im goan nor barely whare I am eny moar. Im in a hooj
screw fing what is windin down in2 thi erf as I clime up inside it.
2777. 2888. 2999, 3000.
Then thers a emptiness in ma lungz. I try hard 2 fink.
Im in thi fass towr, in a stareway. 3000 steps. I can c sum lites, but
thare juss in ma Is. Nufink in thi tank, nufink in my lungz, nufink in my
hed.
256, sumfin keeps tellin me. 256. 256. 256. I doan no whot it is but
it keeps bleedin bangin on about 256 256 256 ol thi dam time. 2560; ther woznt
enythin thare woz ther? I stand thare, swayin, suddnly finking, O
no! Whot if I missd a opin doar? Whot if Ive gon past wharevir it
wos I wos suposed 2 b goan?
256 256 256.
O shut up.
256 256 256.
O hel, ol rite; 256; whot's 12 tyms 256?
Bugird if I no. 2 dificult 2 work out.
256 256 256.
Fukin hel Im goan 2 keep goan juss 2 get away from this dam noyse in ma
hed.
256 256 256.
3050. Tunil vishin. No noyse but roar. 3055. Sparks
gon. Not shure if Im stil climin or not. 3060. Hiest corps in thi
cassil miby. Shit, am goan 2 dy & am outa reech ov thi bleedin kript;
am goan 2 reely reely dy, 4evir.
Try kriptin but its hard, juss like keepin ma Is opin is hard. Get a
hint ov a reply tho. A wee tiny smol voyse goin:
Bascule! Keep going! Keep going! We're almost thare!
O, its Ergates. Ergates thi litil ant. Cum bak 2 me now.
Thass nice. But I Ѕ 2 brake thi conexin, iss 2 hard 2 mayntayn.
3065. Taykin off thi harnis now; iss yoosless, like thi kript. I
can c 2 do it tho. Very coald now. Very very coald.
3070. Moar lite.
3071. Lite; doarway. Doarway 2 thi side. Doan bleev
it. Juss anuthir haloosinayshin.
3072. Opin doarway, brite & warm. Lungz on fire. Goan
2 keep goan.
Fol.
Fol in2 thi doarway. Hit thi floar.
Iss gude 2 ly down.
Lites lite up, sounds sound.
Flash!-flash!-flash! Hiss. Vhoot!-vhoot!-vhoot!
Clunk. Flash!-flashl!flash! Hiss. Vhoot!-vhoot!-vhoot!
Blimey, I fink, cloasin my Is, I didn no dyin involvd such a bleedin
comoshin…
TEN
1
The girl looked down at him. Her brown face, framed by the white fur
of her hat, looked open and honest. Her eyes held an expression somewhere
between naivety and innocence. She gave a little sigh, and her shoulders,
arms and muffed hands all rose a fraction. She looked, smiling, away over
his head and with those calm, regarding eyes half closed as though in
recollection, said:
'I did not know who I was; only that I might be able to help. I was
born in the clan vault of the family Velteseri. They brought me here at
my request. I was taken by- '
'Did not know, Asura?' he asked gently.
'- by people who wish to hold me and so try to stop me from doing what I am
supposed to do.'
'Asura,' he asked, 'do you know who you really are now?'
She looked down at him, eyes glittering. 'Yes,' she said. 'Yes I do,
Quolier.' She showed her teeth and took one gliding step forward, so that she
was between the open end of the A-shaped ice-craft. Quolier? he thought.
'Oncaterius,' the girl said, and there was something new and un-girl-like in
her voice that set his heart racing. 'You slug; is this really the best you can
do, impersonating an old lady scientist?'
He grabbed the right claw-oar and swung it at her.
She doubled up, dodging beneath the blow. He leapt from the
ice-scull. The girl swung at him with one leg, but he cancelled the
skates; this arena was within his control, and he had only ever allowed her to
specify those rather than boots. The slicing kick brushed past his face
and he felt the wind of it on his cheek. The girl staggered as the blade
beneath her foot disappeared, but she did not fall.
The ice-scull trundled off a little way behind him; he lunged at the girl to
force her back, then retreated two steps to the scull; he grasped the remaining
oar and threw it away behind him, skittering and whirling across the ice.
The girl grinned at him, throwing away the hand muff with a similar
gesture.
'Ah,' she said, glancing in the direction of the oar. 'It's to be a fair
fight, then.'
He jabbed forward and swung the oar. The seven claw blades were
needle-tipped and razor sharp; they hissed through the air in front of her face
as she jinked back and side-stepped.
'Well, you still have the advantage of me in terms of names,' he told her,
keeping himself between the girl and the other claw-oar, still sliding away
across the ice.
'As in so much else, Oncaterius,' she laughed, dodging one way, then the
other, as if trying to get past him. He was ready for the bluff, but not
the double-bluff; the claw-oar slammed into the ice where the girl would have
been as she slipped and skidded past behind him. He twisted, levering
himself on the embedded oar to perform a sort of stunted vault and landing
kneeling with the oar held out in front of him.
She had not attacked, and she had not attempted to run for the other oar,
fifty metres or more away across the ice; instead she'd picked up the
ice-scull, brandishing its thin A-frame in front of her now like a shield, and
advancing.
'We have met before, haven't we?' Oncaterius said, rising and hefting
the claw-oar as he moved forward too.
'Once or twice,' she agreed.
'Thought so,' he said, thinking furiously, certain he knew this person in
some other guise. He cancelled the image he'd taken on, removing any
trace of Gadfium from his appearance. There was just a hint of a delay as
this took effect, almost as though the alteration had had to be approved, which
ought not to be the case.
He watched the girl's tensed, intense face, framed by the ice-scull, edge
closer to him.
He'd had enough of this. He attempted to cut out, back to
base-reality, but the command failed. He was stuck here.
Now that was interesting, he thought. He tried thinking the
girl unconscious, then imagined that the claw-oar was a gun, but neither
worked. He attempted to summon help; that oaf Lunce was supposed to be
waiting in the wings… No reply. The Serotin, then:… again,
nothing.
Alone, then, as well as trapped.
'Problems, Quolier?' the girl asked, still advancing warily towards
him. One of the ice-scull's rear blades caught the light and glinted, and
for the first time Oncaterius realised that the spindly craft might be pressed
into use as a weapon as well as a defence, and that he was just a little
afraid. So this was how it felt.
He laughed. 'No, not really,' he said, then swung furiously at the
girl. She fended the blow with the ice-scull; he was already swinging
back, but that slice too was parried. He anticipated a counter attack and
saw her moving as though to comply; he used his own momentum to whirl round and
then brought the claw-oar up and then down where he expected her to move.
The claws ripped through the left arm of her coat, encountering some
resistance, then slammed into the ice. He hauled the claws back out as
fast as he could and ducked and twisted, but the A-frame of the little
ice-craft came whistling through the air and a blade bit into his shoulder.
They separated a few metres, each carried across the ice by their own
momentum. She bled from the left arm, tattered fur hanging dripping red
onto the ice, her face still set in a strange, eager grin. His own
shoulder felt numb and suddenly stiff. There was blood on the ice at his
feet.
He advanced again, feinted and swung; the claw locked into the ice-scull's
frame; she twisted it and the oar was almost torn from his grasp. He
pulled, skidded on both feet, and suddenly they were face-to-face through the
A-frame of the craft, him pulling one way on the locked blades, her hauling in
the other direction on the warping frame of the little ice-boat. Their
breaths met in a single cloud amongst the carbon tubing.
Oncaterius tugged, feeling his feet start to slip, and planted them further
apart. At least the shaft of the claw-oar was between them, preventing
her kicking him in the balls. She was sweating. Blood was dripping
from the elbow of her left arm. He felt the A-frame and the oar start to
tremble as the girl's strength began to give out. She grunted, her mouth
set in a compressed line. He was sweating too and his shoulder hurt
abominably, but he could feel her gradually yielding to him.
Her breathing was laboured now; their faces were less than half a metre
apart and he felt her breath on his face, smelling of nothing. He
wondered—with a sort of furious idleness that allowed his real
concentration to focus on the physical struggle—how far down the
reality-base the parameters here extended. They were each modelled for
muscles, skeleton, cardiovascular system and appearance, but was there some
sub-routine running which impersonated their intestinal flora? He really
ought to look into these things more closely. Meanwhile, all that
mattered was that he was physically stronger than this girl, and the trembling
he was feeling through the ice-craft's A-frame and the claw shaft was
increasing as he forced the oar round.
He laughed, conscious of his breath clouding around her, enveloping her
face. She frowned, and he knew he had won. He glanced, grinning,
round the A-frame as he twisted it slowly round. 'Use my own scull against me,
eh?"
Her eyes flashed. Her head came thudding forward and her forehead
smacked into his nose. He heard a crunch and his face went numb. He
dropped back and heard a great bell tolling inside him, as though his bones
were metal and hollow and just struck. Something whacked into the back of
his head, sounding another toll within his reverberating bones.
He lay, spread upon the ice. He tried to draw breath through the warm
liquid bubbling up in his mouth and nose.
Then she was on top of him, her knees on either side of his chest, the front
blade of the ice-scull cutting into the skin over his Adam's apple.
'All right, all right,' he said, spitting and spluttering through the blood.
'Tell you what; we'll call it a draw.'
She didn't reply. She was staring off to one side.
The ice beneath them trembled. Then—thirty metres or so
away—the surface bulged and split; great wall-sized plates of ice tipped
over and slammed back, breaking and splitting and spreading out across the
water-filmed surface as from the middle of the spreading, creaking breach, in a
blast of steam and smoke, a huge animal covered in thick, knotted hair
appeared, the size of a house, the sweeping yellow brackets of its tusks as
tall as a man, its trunk longer still, thicker than a man's leg and hoisted to
the cold skies, blasting an ear-splitting bellow on a cloud of mist. On
its back an ape-like thing screeched and punched the air while a giant black
bird screamed and spread its broad wings. An elderly woman—clinging
onto the beast behind the gibbering ape-man—glanced nervously under the
bird's wings as the mammoth roared again and trod with surprising delicacy over
the ice towards them.
She took a handful of the material at the neck of Oncaterius' one-piece suit
and hauled him to his feet; he was unsteady and almost fell; blood poured from
his face and he held both hands to his mouth and nose, trying to staunch the
flow. He blinked at the sight of the approaching mammoth.
'Good grief,' he said, sniffing. 'Well, I hope they're your friends, because
I haven't got a thing in.' He snorted back some blood, coughing. 'And
the hairy one looks hungry.'
'Shut up, Quolier.'
'This is terribly amusing, but I'd make the most of it if I were you.' He
snorted again, throwing his head back. She still held him by the neck of
his suit. Tuck,' he said, 'did we really have to make pain so realistic
here?' He coughed again.
The mammoth stopped five metres away. The beast's trunk swung,
pendulous and heavy. The ape-thing chuckled, the great bird flapped
once. The elderly lady looked down at them. She glanced at
Oncaterius and looked rather shocked.
'Madam Chief Scientist Gadfium, I presume,' the girl said.
'Yes, hello,' she said. 'Are you the asura?'
She nodded. 'Apparently.'
'Well then,' Gadfium said, 'apparently we're here to rescue you.' She looked
at Oncaterius again. 'Isn't that Consistorian Oncaterius?'
'Delighted, ma'am,' Quolier said, bowing. Blood splattered on the
ice. He threw his head back once more and sniffed mightily. 'Actually,
I'd been hoping we'd meet again. This is not quite how I'd imagined it,
but- '
The girl shook him, quieting him. 'Shall we go?' she asked.
2
Gadfium—swung so violently through all three axes of motion that she
feared both biting her tongue and losing her breakfast—clung desperately
with both hands to the tangled fur on the back of the bellowing, charging
mammoth. The ape-man in front of her whooped and screamed and waved both
arms wildly in the air, only the grip of his legs on the animal's thick neck
and a generous measure of luck preventing him from being thrown off. The
lammergeier flapped overhead, cackling.
The troop of galloping beasts thundered through the streets of the dark
city-port of Oubliette, scattering startled people to left and right.
They had exited the tunnels by a series of ramps leading to a huge dark hall
full of neatly stacked railway wagons, then crashed through a partition wall of
flimsy plastic boarding into an empty warehouse. Sweating and trumpeting,
the mammoths had swept down the aisles in a half-dozen hairy streams, their
humanoid riders whooping and clamouring.
The warehouse doors had given way; they let out onto a dock-side where black
water stretched away under the dark sky of the vast cavern which housed
Oubliette and the end of the tunnel which led to the distant sea. The
mammoths had wheeled and headed along the dock between warehouses and ships for
the city itself, their riders hollering and making faces at a few astonished
container-crane operators and sailors.
A broad boulevard led up from the docks to the centre of the quiet city;
there were some vehicles on the road but they had all stopped. The
Security building was plain and undistinguished and formed one corner of a
square. The other mammoths came to a stop outside; the one Gadfium was on
thumped on up broad steps, turned at the top, kicked in the tall closed double
doors with its rear legs and then turned and shouldered its way through.
Gadfium had to duck. The lammergeier clung to the animal's rump behind
her.
There were no obvious guards, just one man at a desk who sat staring
straight ahead and did not react when they charged into the reception area, but
sat immobile and unblinking.
– What's wrong with him?
– Our new friend, her own voice said. He's jamming the
Security people's implants. We should be safe here for a while.
The ape-man hopped off the mammoth and bounced easily on the floor. He
scampered for a door, which hissed open in front of him. He disappeared;
the door seemed continually to be trying to close, but could not, and so
oscillated fractionally back and forth with a series of clicks and hisses.
The lammergeier flew over to the receptionist's desk and settled there,
folding its wings and stamping from foot to foot, making an S of its long,
naked neck and staring quizzically up at the face of the unmoving man.
The ape-man reappeared at the hesitating door. He beckoned her.
The mammoth settled, kneeling.
Gadfium sighed and clambered down off the mammoth. At least its
knotted fur provided ample foot- and hand-holds.
– Get the receptionist's keys, her other self said.
She did. The ape-man took her hand and led her by corridors and stairs
to a door with a complicated mechanical combination lock. The ape-man
screamed and leapt up and down, hitting the lock with one fist.
– 6120394003462992, the voice in her said.
– One at a time, please.
-6…
The room beyond held a woman and a very large man, both of them sitting at a
table holding cups and staring straight ahead.
The ape-man pulled her onwards.
The room led to another combination-locked door and then a corridor where
her crypt self led her to a distant door; this door had an electronic
lock—already winking green for Open—a combination lock and two
key-locks.
The girl was inside, sitting on a small bed. She nodded when she saw
Gadfium, and took the ape-man's hand when he ran to her, chuckling happily.
She came up to Gadfium.
'I am somewhere else as well,' she said. 'Come and see.' And she reached out
and gently touched Gadfium's neck.
– Woa, here we go-
/And Gadfium was back on the great mammoth but this time in a crypt reality,
where the great animal rose like a furry fist through a white glowing ceiling
of ice. The little ape-man was seated in front of her again and the
lammergeier flapped above.
They burst out onto the frozen surface, where a man with a bloody face lay
on the ice, straddled by a slim girl in a fur coat who was holding the blade of
an ice-scull to his neck and who had just turned to stare at them.
3
The mist was the world was the data corpus was the Crypto-sphere was the
history of the world was the future of the world was the guardian of un-done
things was the summation of intelligent purpose was chaos was pure thought was
the untouched was the utterly corrupted was the end and the beginning was the
exiled and the resiled, was the creature and the machine was the life and the
inanimate was the evil and the good was the hate and the love was the
compassion and the indifference was everything and nothing and nothing and
nothing.
He dived within, becoming part of it, surrendering completely to it to
accept it into him and dissolve himself within it.
He was a flake within the fall, an insect sucked up into the whirlwind, a
bacterium caught within a water droplet forced whirling within the hurricane's
howl. He was a particle of dust from the plain thrown up by the hoof of
one horse within the charging line, a grain of sand upon the storm-besieged
beach, a fleck of ash from the eruption's endless detonations, a mote of soot
from the continent afire, a molecule within the encroaching dust, an atom from
the star's heart thrown out in its last, majestic, exhaustive blast.
Here was the meaning at the core of meaninglessness and the meaninglessness
at the centre of meaning. Here every action, every thought, each nuance
of every least important mental event within any creature mattered utterly and
fundamentally; here, too, the fates of stars, galaxies, universes and
realities were as nothing; less than ephemera, beneath triviality.
He swam through it all as it coursed through him. He saw backwards and
forwards throughout time forever, seeing everything that had happened and
everything that would happen and knew it was all perfectly true and completely
false at once, without contradiction.
Here the chaos sang songs of sweet pure reason and reserve, here the
loftiest aims and finest achievements of humans and machines were articulations
of psychopathic insanity.
Here the data winds howled, dissociated as plasma, abrading as blown
sand. Here the lost souls of a billion lives had poured and shattered and
tattered and dissolved and mixed with a trillion extracted, excerpted strings
and sequences and cycles of mutated programs, evolved virus and garbled
instructions, themselves irretrievably compounded with uncountable irrelevant
facts, raw figures and scrambled signals.
He saw, heard, tasted and felt it all, and was submerged within it and borne
over it; he carried within him, always there and just collected, the seed of
something else, something at once supersessant and insignificant, and foolish,
wise and innocent all together.
He stepped ashore from a molten ocean of chaos, walked calmly from the
belching volcano mouth, floated comfortably on the supernova's radiation
wave-front to the dust-rich depths, always holding his charge.
… When he got to the garden he recognised it, and wondered if his
future self would, but thought probably not. The rotunda was on the side
of a small hill, surrounded by tall trees, manicured bushes and rounded,
well-kempt lawns. A stream ran through the small valley, and a path led
towards the towered house in the distance, through the formal hedge-garden.
He got to the vault and found that he held nothing in his arms after all,
that his own naked self had been all there ever was, and knew he had always
known that. There would be no other, no remainder or survivor who would
walk away again afterwards.
He stood a while at the doorway to the rotunda, drinking in the place where
he would lie down to die and something else would rise. It was not his
home, not his clan's territory, not really part of anything or anywhere that he
knew except that it was upon Earth, and fashioned by and for his own species,
and so was part of his own and his ancestors and his descendants' aesthetic and
intellectual inheritance.
It would, he told himself, have to do.
He wondered again what it was he was supposed to do, what message he was
supposed to carry; he had hoped that at some point during all that had passed
he might have discovered what the signal he was supposed to act as carrier for
actually was, but in this he had been disappointed, if mildly; he had not
really expected that to be part of the process. Still, it would have been
nice to have known.
He looked around again, knowing that he had lived many lives, and each of
them well beyond the term the vast majority of his forbears would have called a
natural span, and knowing that he lived on, in a sense, elsewhere, but for all
that he still experienced a feeling of regret at leaving the world, however
foolish and ultimately trivial it all was, and could not help but let that
reluctance detain him, just a few moments longer, to gaze upon the represented
face of this small, pleasant garden, and still know that for now, for this
moment—which whatever happened in the future always would have happened
and always would have contained him—he was alive.
Then he approached the vault and entered it, stepping through the neat wall
of cabinets and into one where something—he had no idea what or whom, but
hoped they had the best of him, somehow, and that that would help them fulfil
whatever their purpose was—would soon be born.
And so he fell asleep, to wake.
4
'Shall we go?' the girl asked, shaking the man with the bloody nose.
Gadfium started to nod, but the ape-man jumped down from the mammoth, ran to
its trunk, took the end of it and then led the mammoth over to the girl.
He squatted in front of her and looked up into her eyes. He extended the
hairy hand holding the tip of the beast's trunk towards her.
'Relative of yours?' Oncaterius asked, snorting blood.
The girl said nothing. She stared into the ape-man's eyes as he
whimpered and made little nodding motions and continued to offer his hand and
the mammoth's trunk.
Slowly, the girl put out her hand.
When their hands touched, the little ape-man and the mammoth both
disappeared and Gadfium found herself sitting on the ice, looking around,
unhurt but still stunned. The girl shivered once. Then she blinked
and turned to the man whose collar she held.
'Come on, Quolier, we have a meeting to attend.'
Adijine stared at the desk screen. 'What,' he said, slowly and calmly, 'the
fuck is going on?'
The Security colonel's face looked grey. He winced a little. 'Ah,
well, sir, we're not entirely sure. There seems to be some sort of, ah,
problem associated with the Cryptosphere's error-checking protocols. We
are in the process of switching to back-up electronic systems where possible
but the interfaces are exhibiting crash tendencies under apparent parity
contradictions. Ah…'
'Again, colonel,' the King said, drumming his fingers on the table top. 'In
Clear.'
'Well, sir, the situation is somewhat uncertain, but there does appear to be
some sort of violent, and, ah, virulent localised contamination centred around
the Security unit in Oubliette but which has spread within the fabric of the
main structure as far as the outer wall and intermittently elsewhere. We
did conjecture that these phenomena might represent some sort of post-armistice
sneak attack by the Chapel but they would appear to be having similar and
related problems and therefore this hypothesis has been abandoned.'
'I see, I think,' Adijine said, looking around the state room as the lights
flickered and the desk screen display wavered. 'And what was the last we heard
from Oubliette?'
'Consistorian Oncaterius was in projected attendance interviewing the asura
suspect. Then a disturbance was reported, first in the Cryptosphere and
then in base-reality. Back-up Security units are on their way to the
focus of the disturbance, though we are experiencing a degree of difficulty in
maintaining contact with them. Reports are confused, sir.'
'As are we all, it would seem,' the King said, sitting back in his chair.
'Any further news from the fast-tower?'
'The situation was under control, last we heard, sir."
'And you were fighting—let me get this clear—birds?'
'Chimeric lammergeiers, sir. The sub-species believed responsible for
and certainly associated with some of the Cryptospheric anomalies over the last
few days. A number of them were successfully eliminated.'
'There was talk of a balloon.'
'An antique vacuum balloon appears to have been released.'
'Manned?'
'We are not certain, sir. Reports- '
'- are confused,' Adijine sighed. 'Thank you, colonel. Keep me
informed."
'Sir.'
Adijine left the screen on. He removed his crown and put it back on
again, then tried to crypt.
Nothing.
He placed the crown on the desk and leant his head back against the top of
the chair, closing his eyes.
Nothing.
He got up and walked to the far end of the room, looking out through the
broad windows and down into the depths of the Great Hall. Threads of
smoke trailed into the air from the carpet of landscape. Airships floated
against the ceiling, rolling helplessly. Then the room's lights went out
and the windows polarised to black.
The King sighed into the darkness.
'Ah, Adijine, here you are,' said a half-familiar voice, immediately behind
him. He froze.
They stood in a vast circular space with a floor of gleaming gold, a
velvet-black ceiling and what appeared to be a single all-round window looking
out onto a whitely shining surface and a purple-black sky where stars shone
steadily. Above them, suspended as though on nothing, hung a massive
orrery; a model of the solar system with a brilliant yellow-white ball of light
in the middle and the various planets shown as glassy globes of the appropriate
appearance all fixed by slender poles and shafts to thin hoops of blackly
shining metal like wet jet.
Under the representation of the sun, there was a brightly lit circular
construction like some half-built room. A group of perhaps two dozen
people sat on couches and seats within the circle, blinking and looking up and
around and at each other. Some looked surprised, some nervous and some
gave the impression of trying strenuously to look neither.
The girl, Gadfium and Oncaterius walked across the glistening floor towards
the group in the centre. The girl had exchanged her furs for an
old-fashioned-looking boiler suit. Oncaterius looked uninjured now but
his hands were bound together, as were his feet, with Resiler shackles, forcing
him to adopt a shuffling gait. There was a piece of tape across his
mouth. He looked quietly furious.
The girl walked into the centre of the group. Gadfium stood with
Oncaterius on the circumference. She looked round the people. She
recognised all of them; Adijine, the twelve Consistorians, the three most
senior Army generals and the heads of the most important clans, with the
exception of Aerospace but including Zabel Tuturis, head of the Engineers and
leader of the Chapel rebels. They were all bound hand and foot with
Resiler spancels and had their mouths taped over like Oncaterius. Also
like him, none of them looked particularly pleased with their situation.
Gadfium stared at the slight figure of the young girl, who stood under the
model sun, looking round the others, an expression of satisfaction on her
face. If what she was seeing was a true representation of this group's
current status… Gadfium thought about it, and found herself gulping.
'Thank you all for being able to attend at such short notice,' the girl
said, smiling.
Brows furrowed, eyes glared, expressions darkened. Gadfium wondered
what it must feel like to be the focus of such concentrated—and
potentially potent—wrath. The girl seemed to be revelling in
it.
She snapped her fingers. The rest of the vast circular room around
them filled instantly with a mass of people, all standing looking in at the
group in the centre. Gadfium inspected the nearest faces. All
different; just people. They looked real enough, but frozen somehow, as
though they were watching in base-level time. Perspective, or the angle
of the floor, seemed to have changed; it was as if the whole huge space was now
a shallow cone, giving everybody in the room, even those with their backs to
the distant windows, a clear view of the group in the centre.
'We're going live to whoever wants to watch,' the girl explained to the
seated group.
She clasped her hands behind her back. 'Think of me as Asura, if you like,'
she announced, pacing slowly in a small circle, her gaze sweeping around each
member of the group. 'Firstly, some background.
'We are here because of the Encroachment and the inappropriate response to
it exhibited by those in power. The facts concerning the dust cloud and
the effects it will have on Earth unless checked have been neither exaggerated
nor down-played. At least one of the rumours concerning it is also true;
there may indeed be a system which can deliver us all from the
Encroachment. If there is, we ought to know soon. Again, if there
is, access to it may be through the heights of the fast-tower, part of which
this is a representation of.'
(And, in a distant province, Pieter Velteseri watched, like millions of
others.
He had been gossiping with one of his sisters and dandling a grandchild when
one of his nephews had walked into the conservatory complaining his implants
weren't working properly and he was getting some weird live broadcast swamping
everything.
Pieter had worried that it might be something to do with the attention
they'd been getting from the Security people—tapped communications,
interviews through the crypt and in person—all of which seemed to be
linked to Asura, who'd disappeared at the airport tower before cousin
Ucubulaire could find her. Pieter had crypted to see what was happening,
and there she was!
He watched, fascinated.)
'There certainly is a potential escape route for a few,' the girl said,
standing beneath the model of the sun and looking around the represented crowd,
'a secret passage, if you like. It is in the shape of a wormhole; a hole
through the fabric of space-time. One end is contained within the Altar
Massif, in the Chapel, here in Serehfa; the other end is located either in a
space ship of the Diaspora or on a planet which one of the ships reached.'
She paused, glancing at Gadfium.
Gadfium was aware that her mouth was hanging open. She closed
it. The seated people looked mostly bitter, resentful or angry, though
one or two appeared as surprised as she felt.
'The recent dispute amongst our rulers was over control of the wormhole
portal,' Asura went on. 'The Chapel commands access to the portal but cannot
operate it; the Cryptographers may or may not be able to do so, depending on
whether they can design and run the appropriate programs. In any event,
the wormhole is physically small, and even if it is brought to an operational
state in the next few months—an unlikely and optimistic time
scale—it could only ever be used to save a tiny fraction of Earth's human
population."
The girl looked over the heads of the seated group to the ranks of people
standing behind. 'Hence the struggle for power, the war, and the secrecy.
Of course, the wormhole might save many more of us—perhaps all—if
we were transmitted in an uploaded form, but that solution does not appear to
have appealed to our rulers, who took the decision on everybody else's behalf
that it would be unacceptable.
'There is another reason for their reluctance to commit themselves to a
purely non-biological form, and that involves the chaos.'
The girl paused, gazing again round the seated group before addressing the
silent crowds beyond.
'What we choose to call the chaos is in fact an entire ecology of AIs; a
civilisation existing within our own which is enormously more complex than ours
and supports immensely greater numbers of individuals, as well as being, by the
most meaningful standards of mensuration, vastly older.
'When the Diaspora occurred the humans who chose to remain on Earth also
chose to renounce both space and Artificial Intelligence; in that sense, we
are all Resilers, or at least the descendants of Resilers. The world data
network of the time was swept almost completely free of virus; it had, of
course, already exported all its AIs. Nevertheless, the corpus could not
be freed entirely of non-controllable entities and the inevitable process of
selection and evolution took place within the niches available within it, and
so the chaos grew. Our rulers have chosen to ignore the full implications
of the chaos for all these generations because its very existence fails to
accord with their philosophy, their faith, if you like; that humanity is
supreme, and that not only does it not need to cooperate with what it calls the
chaos, but must actively oppose it.
'However, for all this supposed supremacy, there can be no doubt that in the
war our ancestors chose to instigate and we have blindly continued to wage, the
chaos is winning. Consider; the speed-up factor between base-reality and
the crypt is only ten thousand. It ought to be closer to a million.
The discrepancy is accounted for by the ludicrously complicated error-checking
systems required to prevent the further proliferation of the chaos.
Still, the chaos advances, taking up a little more of the data corpus with each
generation and slowing the crypt down further. And the chaos always and
only advances, never retreats. We can build new hardware, but eventually
it too becomes contaminated, either through direct data intrusion or through
nanotechs—also, naturally, ignored, banned and persecuted—acting as
carriers. Our war upon the nanotechs is equally doomed, of course, though
we have had a little more success in limiting their spread and forcing them to
assume forms we find more acceptable.' The girl smiled broadly. 'Babilia is
their most successful strain, I think you'll find.'
Gadfium nodded. Well, that made sense. Babil research had been
an arcane and paranoically secretive area for as long as she could
remember.
'So,' the girl said, lifting her head and looking round the crowd again.
'How do I know all this?' She gestured at the seated people. 'Because part of
what I am was once like these people, and part has travelled the crypt and part
has swum within the chaos.' She glanced at Oncaterius, then settled her gaze on
Adijine and spoke as though to him. 'Base-reality years ago, the man who became
Count Sessine made a data copy of himself; the construct was left to roam the
upper levels of the crypt and provide an ally there should Sessine ever need
one. One day, he did. The construct helped Sessine's final
iteration to escape those trying to destroy him and sent him in search of
further help; not for himself, but for us all. That ultimate Sessine
wandered the Uitland limits of the crypt until he was contacted by one of the
systems the Encroachment's approach has activated; he allowed his mind to be
used as the framework for the personality of a human asura the system
created. The construct he'd left behind in the main data corpus prepared
for the hoped-for arrival of the asura, attempting to contact both the chaos
and anybody or anything in the fast-tower.'
The girl looked away from the King, looking around the rest of the seated
group and the surrounding crowd with a kind of defiance.
'I am both that construct and that human asura. I am all that remains
of Alandre, Count Sessine. I have had the cooperation of what we call the
chaos in arranging this… presentation, and while the chaos has shown no
interest in using this opportunity to extend its grip on the data corpus, it
could give no guarantee in that regard. Doubtless I shall anyway be
cursed as a traitor to my species, at least initially and perhaps in the longer
term as well. However, I believe that the units of the ancient planetary
defence systems still residing in the fast-tower have now awoken, and that they
await the asura.
'And be assured that the asura is our very last chance; there was never any
need for our salvation to rely on so fragile a method of deliverance, but our
forbears, like our present rulers, did everything in their power both to locate
and destroy any information pertaining to the defence systems and to attack and
corrupt the automated systems themselves within the fast-tower; they have
always known that these might save us, but long ago chose—again, on our
unknowing behalf—to attempt to extinguish even that link with the
Diaspora. Luckily for all of us, they have failed. It is only
through the patience and tenacity of exactly the sort of Artificial
Intelligences our rulers so despise that even this last slim chance has been
preserved, and we can only hope that it will be successful.'
The girl bowed, slowly and formally.
Suddenly the bonds restraining the seated people vanished, as did their
gags. Gadfium staggered back as they rose and rushed shouting in towards
the girl. Oncaterius, who'd been standing rather than sitting, had a
one-pace start. Something appeared in the air above him, red and
glistening and twisting violently; it fell upon the girl, screaming:
'Gidibibigibidibibidibi!'
The girl looked exasperated. She plucked the thing from her hair with
one hand and crushed it; first it and then she vanished, an instant before
Oncaterius' grabbing hand would have clamped onto her arm.
The room, all the people in it and the fabric of sensation itself seemed to
waver and haze then, and Gadfium felt a moment of sickening dizziness before
everything seemed to snap back into focus again.
Adijine whirled to Oncaterius. 'Check the distribution on this,' he said,
then—as the others in the group started to disappear, some of them
together, already talking urgently—the King looked round the crowd of
watching people and raised his magnificently leonine head, frowning. 'Fellow
citizens,' he intoned. 'Obviously most of what you have heard is untrue.
What can be confirmed is that an act of war has been committed upon us; an
attempt had been made to extend the chaotic levels to include the crypt's
higher functions. That attack is being resisted vigorously. What
you have witnessed here has been a bid to spread confusion, despair and
contempt for the rule of law amongst all loyal subjects. I know that it
will not have succeeded. Please, do not panic. We shall keep you
informed on the progress being made to combat this despicable and treacherous
attack. Thank you, and remain vigilant.' Adijine glanced at Oncaterius,
then he disappeared. The crowds vanished an instant later. The huge
room was almost empty.
Oncaterius turned to glare at Gadfium. They were the only people left
in the representation for a second or two, then the place filled with Security
personnel. Most of them levelled weapons at her. Two of them pinned
her arms.
'You,' Oncaterius spat, pointing at her, 'are under arrest.'
– Oh no you're not, laughed her own voice.
The room vanished.
She staggered, unsure of both where she was and where she was supposed to
be. She was sitting. The girl who'd called herself Asura stood in
front of her. Gadfium looked around; she was in what looked like some
sort of small lobby. It was pleasantly if rather old-fashionedly
furnished. The air was warm and smelled odd; stuffy, somehow, even
stale. Two sets of double doors faced each other across the room.
The lammergeier was perched on a table beside her, gazing levelly at
her.
'Now where are we?' Gadfium asked.
'Not far from where we were,' Asura said.
– Near Oubliette, her own voice told her.
Asura looked at one of the sets of doors. 'We're waiting,' she
announced.
– For the elevator, to take her to the top of the fast-tower,
said the voice in Gadfium's head.
– How did-
– The presentation as she called it took place in
base-level time, with a half-hour hiatus immediately afterwards when the whole
upper crypt became chaotic. All of that gave her time to get herself and
you back into the tunnels. The mammoth troop is either standing guard or
leading any pursuit away in the wrong direction.
– What did she do, carry me?
– No; you walked the last bit. You just weren't really
here, that's all. But it means you don't know where you are, which is
what she wanted. Oh, and I'm only in your implants now; I had to leave
the data corpus or Security might have been able to trace our movements through
me. Only temporary, though; I can download again.
– I see. Well, welcome back aboard.
– Thank you.
Asura was looking down and smiling at a ring on one of her hands. It
appeared to be silver with a small red stone.
– What about the bird? Gadfium asked, smiling uncertainly
at the animal.
– It isn't under Asura's control. It is some sort of ally
though and it may be the birds are avatars of whatever is in the
fast-tower. They get instructions from somewhere and they seem to have
their own agenda, but nobody has been able to work out what it is yet.
Well, I haven't and Asura says she hasn't either.
– Why has she brought me?
– You're a waif, Gadfium; a stray. You've been picked up
for your own good. But don't worry about it.
– What about you? Does she know about you?
– Yes, of course she does. There isn't much she doesn't
know about.
Gadfium looked over at the girl. Every now and again she would look
down at the ring she wore, and smile.
– So, is this lift on its way?
– Not yet, I think.
– Shall I ask her how long she intends to wait?
– If you like.
'Until the elevator arrives,' the girl told her before Gadfium could say
anything. 'Or until we are captured or some different circumstance otherwise
determines our course of action.' She smiled. 'We must be patient, Hortis,' she
said. 'This place is not recorded on the plans that Security use, and it took
me a very long time to find it, even with help. It ought to remain
undiscovered and so safe for some time, though doubtless Security—and
especially Consistorian Oncaterius—will be doing all they can to find
us. I imagine we ought not to have to wait more than a few hours.
Would you like to sleep again in the meantime?'
'No, thank you,' Gadfium said, quickly holding up one hand. 'No, I'll stay
awake, thanks.'
'Good,' the girl said, and sat down, her hands clasped on her lap and her
gaze fixed on the double doors across the room.
– Oh. So she can hear what we're saying.
– Yes.
Asura turned to her and smiled as though coy, then turned her attention to
the double doors again.
Gadfium took a deep breath and watched them as well.
5
Translation
Itz a very strainje feelin wakin up alive when u wer fooly expectin 2 b
ded. Speshily when u fot u wer reely reely ded, like compleetly uttirly
& finely. U sorta cum roun sloly thinkin; I muss b ded, but Im
finkin, so I cant b, so whots goan on heer then? U r evin a bit fritind
about wakin up eny moar in case thers sum sorta unplesint surprise in stoar,
but then u fink, wel, Im never goan no whots goan on unless I do wake up, &
so u do.
I opin my Is.
Gloari bleedin b, its brite & warm. Im lyin on ma bak lookin up @
sum sorta sculptchir or mobil or sumfin; a bludy hooj 1, 2. Thers this
grate big planit fing suspendid rite abuv me & ol theese uthirs suspendid
from thi seelin & conectid wif hoops & stuf. I sit up. Im
in sum kinda big sirculir room with dark windos; stars outa 1 side, thi
Encroachment on thi uthir. Thi thing abuv me seems 2 b a modil ov thi
solar sistim & it takes up most ov thi space in thi room. In thi
midil ov thi room, undir thi big gloab ov thi sun, thers a buncha cowches,
seets & desks & stuf. Thers a gy thare, standin on a desk, holdin
his hand up 2 thi modil sun. He sez sumthin, nods, then gets down &
cums ovir 2 me. Heez got blond hare & goldin Is & skin like dark
polishd wood. Heez wayrin a pare ov shorts & a litl waystcoat.
He waves 2 me.
O helo, he sez, r u ol rite?
Not 2 bad, I say, witch is tru. My soar hed's a lot betir &
thi.rest ov me isnt aykin 2 mutch Ither but if I had 2 pik 1 improovmint abuv
ol thi uthirs it wude Ѕ b thi fact I doan feel like Im juss abowt 2 dy eny
moar.
Welcum 2 thi hi Grate Towr, thi holo blossim ov thi fastniss, he sez.
This iz thi Orrery Room. May i help u up?
Thanx, I sez, akseptin his hand & getin 2 ma feet.
Thi lites in thi room flikir. Thi man lukes up & smilez.
Ah, he sez. He lukes bak @ thi centir ov thi room, goze stil 4 a
sekind, then lukes @ me & wif a grate big smyle on his fayce sez, Fayth
moovs mownitins. From our holoniss is discharjed owr sentril purpis;
it is sent that we may b deliverd.
Padin? I sed.
Cum; let me find u sumthin 2 eet & drink.
Wel, I wen wif thi gy, but I doan mind sayin I woz givin him a funy luke
bhind his bak. He got me 2 sit in a chare in thi centir ov thi rume &
startid fiddlin wif sum sorta control fings on 1 ov thi desks.
It's bin so long, he sez, scratchin his hed. Whot wude u like? he
asks.
Frankly chum, I sed, am parcht. I fancy a cup ov t but enyfin wet wude
do.
T, he sez, scratchin @ hiz nodil agen. T; let me c. He punchiz
sum moar controals.
I luke up @ thi modil ov thi sun hangin ovir my hed. I stil doan feel
2 brliyint but Im a lot betir than I woz. I Ѕ a stretch & luke
aroun. Lyin on a neerby desk thers thi pakidje I woz supoasd 2 delivir
heer.
O I sez. Scuse me, is that pakidje 4 u then? & poynt @ it.
Whot? he sez, turnin & lukein @ it. O, i spose so, if u like, he
sez, & turns bak 2 thi controls.
Ahem, I sez. I doan wan 2 apeer ungratfil or nuffin but I did neerli
dy getin that pakidje up heer; wude u mind telin me whot woz in it? In it? thi gy sez, frownin @ me. O, ther woznt actchooli
enythin in it. He goze bak 2 thi screen. T, he sez, t t t.
Hmm.
I stare @ him.
Wel then, hulo? am saying scuse me, but wel then; whot thi bleedin hel woz
thi poynt ove me cumin up heer then?
Thi gy turnz & smiles @ me, then turnz away agen.
I juss sit thare shakin ma hed & feelin lyk a pryz idyit.
Thi chap wif thi goldin lox muttirs 2 himself & eventyerli gets a sorta
silindir 2 apeer up outa thi desk. He reetchis inside & brings outa a
cup ov stuf witch he shos me.
T? he sez.
I snif thi cup & shak ma hed. Cola, I sez. But itil
do. Cheers.
Frangly its crap cola but begirs cant b choosirz.
Sumfin to eet? thi gy sez, lukin hoapfil.
I fink about this. Whot wude u rekomend? I ask.
I drink anuthir few cups ov soda—its getin betir wif eech
cup—whyle thi gy trys 2 get sum cakes 2gethir but wifout mutch
suksess. Hes starin @ a pyl ov steemin pink goo thi desks just prodoosed
when he straitins & luks @ me, smilin & lukin ded hapy.
Then sumfin drops onto ma sholdir from abuv.
Its time to stare agen. So I stare.
Bascule; helo agen. Wel dun. Mishin akumplished. U no, I
lost count ov thi times I cursed u 4 yoor damd persistins ovir thi past cupil
ov days, when far 2 mutch ov ma time seemd 2 b spent makin arrainjmints 4 yoor
saifti witch u seemd 2 dvote ol yoor efirts 2 frustraytin, but in thi end I
needid help & u wer thare 2 provyd it. I thang u. Wel, sumfin 2
tel yoor grandchilrin, I supoas. Don't u fink?… Bascule?
Bascule, can u heer me?
I stare @ thi tiny litil thing sitin on ma sholdir. Ergates? I sez hoarsly.
Hoo els?
Is it reely u?
U no eny uthir to kin ants?
Whot thi bleedin hel u doin up heer?
Deliverin a mesidje.
Thass whot they toal me, I sez, glansin @ thi blond gy, hooz stil
mutterin & punchin butins.
A nesisery fabrikation. Whot u wer reely deliverin woz me.
U?
Me. Aftir I abandind my baloon I had got so far up thi steps from thi
sentril shaft, but then it becaim obvyis I cude go no furthir bcoz ov thi
doar—doars in thi plooril as it turnd owt—blokin ma way. Very
frustraytin. I woz abil 2 contact thi lammergeiers but thi burd they sent
2 help me cude not evin reech me b4 thi por creetchir dyd. U wer lyk thi
ansir 2 owr prayrz. I juss hopt on u as u pasd & hitchd a lift.
So I did heer u wen I tryd 2 kript! I fot I woz dyin!
Actyerli i think u wer, Bascule, but u also did heer me.
Nyway, I sez, poyntin @ thi blond puntir struglin wif thi food-desk thing, y
cuden this gy Ѕ cum & helpt u?
He did not no I woz on ma way. Thi fass-towr is not thi eesiest ov
plaisis 2 comyoonicate wif evin if we had wantid 2 anownse I woz on ma
way. He onli new we wer heer wen I woz abil 2 activayt thi doar 2 thi
botim-most live floar.
I juss luke @ that dam ant 4 a wile.
So r u this asoora evribod's bin tokin about?
No, Ergates sez, laffin. Tho i woz creatid in a simla mannir. My
task woz 2 act as a kee 4 thi towr axess sistims; they wer kept seperit from
thi rest of the towrs funksins so that if thi towr AIs wer evir infectid wif
thi kaos they cude not fasilitayt a fizikil invayzhin ov thi towrs upir
reechis. I supose am a sorta micro-asoora if u lyk, tho ol ive reely dun
is press a lift butin.
But whot abowt that bleedin lammergeier whot snatchd u from Mr Zoliparias;
that woz ol a set-up, woz it?
Ov coars.
But u shoutid ma naim & went Eek!
Had 2 mak it luke convinsin.
U mite Ѕ sed gudeby.
I wayvd ma anteni; whot moar u wont?
Bludy hel. I stare in2 thi distins, then luke up @ thi mobile.
So whots goan hapin now? I ask. Whot were u doin up thare?
I woz deliverin a messidje 2 a receptor chip berrid in thi modil erth.
Thi coad itself is meeningless but its supoasd 2 activayt thi relivint
sistims. Evrything seems 2 b wurkin, tho ther r reportz we may not Ѕ tym
2 test thi elivaytirs. I Ѕ 2 say I didn xpect my arivil & that ov thi
asoora 2 okur in qwite sutch close proximiti.
Cake! thi gy sez, & brings ovir a plate cuverd wif smol steemin brown
lumps. I snif them.
Miby sumfin in thi savery line mite be moar apopryit, I sujest. Thi gy
lukes like his crest juss fel.
O! # browns; my fayvrit! Ergates sez. Let me @ them.
Thi gy lukes hapier & ofirs thi playt 2 Ergates, who climes on2 it &
lifts a crum bigir than she is & then returns 2 my sholdir.
Yoor Is r bigir than yoor stumik, I tel hir.
Im a ant; my Is r bigir than my stumik.
Smart ass.
Then thi goldin-Id geezir straytins, lukes unfocussd 4 a bit & sez, Ah,
we Ѕ sumbodi reqwestin 2 join us. Elivater WesNorWes.
Am abowt 2 say, So? Whot u telin me 4? when Ergates specks;
Is it hir? she sez.
Yes, thi gy replyz. (I giv him a funy luke; I fot only I cude heer Ergates
speek.) & 1 ov thi wingd emiserys, thi gy continuse, + anuthir she wil
vowch 4.
I wude sujest we alow them 2 assend, sez Ergates.
Very wel, thi gy sez.
Weer goan 2 Ѕ cumpany, Ergates telz me.
There were three sets of doors; they hissed open in sequence, revealing a
small cylindrical elevator with couches similar to those in the waiting
room. A wave of cold air spilled from the lift's opened doors.
Gadfium and Asura walked into the chilly interior. The lammergeier hopped
in after them, cackling excitedly.
The doors closed, one after another.
The elevator lifted quickly; Gadfium sat down along with Asura, who wore an
expression that seemed both relaxed and concentrated at the same time.
She glanced once at her ring.
The lammergeier looked uncomfortable under the vertical acceleration.
It went on for some time.
6
Translation
Wel heer we r, us exiles trapt in thi towr. Iss bin a hoal munf so far
sins we tuk refuje up heer. Evribodi seems hapi enuf so far.
Thers me, Asoora, Madam Gadfyum & lots ov lammergeiers. Weev got a
hoal bludy flok ov them birds up heer; a lode ov them manidjed 2 get 2 thi lift
whot brot up Asoora & Madam Gadfyum, b4 thi Security geezirs found
it. Now they cant get up & we cant get doun but I no whare Id rathir
b. Asoora sez it doan matir nway as thers uthir lifts they Ѕnt fownd, tho
we shuden b in eny hury 2 yoos thoas juss yet.
… Whot happind wen Asoora & Madam Gadfyum got heer woz ded simpil;
Asoora went strate up 2 thi big globe ov thi sun & put hir hand up &
tutched it & stayd that way 4 a minit or so wyle thi rest ov us luked on,
then she sat down & cloasd hir Is.
Whot happins now? I askd thi golden-Id gy.
Weel no if its wurkd in 16 minits, he sed.
16 minits, I fot.
Rang a bel, sumhow, but I cooden fink qwite witch 1.
Let me mak sum introdukshins, I herd Ergates say…
Thi fass-towrs branes got thi kaos but it didn seem 2 b botherd. Thi
golden hare-and-Is bloak dozen seem 2 Ѕ chainjed sins thi kaos got in2 thi
towrs computirs but then frangli he woz a few fevvirs shot ov a fool wing 2
start wif so no chainje thare.
Asoora sez thi hoal naytchir ov thi kaos may b abowt 2 chainje soon nway, or
@ leest thi way we luke @ it mai b abowt 2 chainje, witch wude amownt 2 thi
saim thing. Furst we got 2 stop fitein it tho.
Al bleev it when I c it.
Thi ole fass-towr's a fassinaytin playse; thers a lot moar 2 it than juss
thi big rume wif thi orrery; thass like juss 1 litil rume out ov 100s.
Bits r a bit dilapidaytid & 1 or 2 bits r off limits bcoz they wer
punkchird by metirites & byond repare & so coodint b re-presserized
& heetid when thi towr woak up, but moast ov itz up & runin agen &
itz juss a totil hoot. Amazin vews, 4 a start.
Thers loada fassinaytin mashines up heer; grate big hooj Is like spaice guns
& stuf but also lots ov litil robots. Thi robots wer tryin 2 fix sum
ov thi big mashinery theyv got up heer. They moastly broke down when thi
towr got thi kaos & a lot ov thi 1s that didn had 2 b deactivatid, but sum
ov them stil run on thare own on-board computers, whitch rnt very clevir but
let them moov & do stuf.
Its a bleedin edyercayshin livin up heer, I tel u; thers telescopes & a
mooseum ov space flite wif wurkin simyerlaters & 000s ov hotel rumes &
swimin bafs & flooms & ice rinx & a hooj & totily brilyint
spyril skee sloap & a hoal bludy sqwadron ov space planes tho thayr far 2
old 2 b yoosd & wude certinly blo u 2 smivereens if u tryd 2 fly them,
whitch is a pity. Thers also rokits & satelites & ol sortsa stuf
& as Asoora poyntid out when she woz negoshiatin wif this gy Oncoterrerist
& thi uthir bags downstares, sum ov thi stuf we got up heer cude make a
reely nasty mess ov thi cassil if we woz 2 start dropin it or lonchin it on
them. She sed they bcame grately less agresiv when she sent them
pictchirs.
Nway, thi roolirs Ѕ got enuf on thare playts @ thi momint as it is wif out
wurryin about us; ol sortsa shaykups happenin down thare. Thi
Kriptografers & Endjineers Ѕ got 2gethir & r tryin 2 get thi wurmhoal
operayshinil, evin tho it lukes like we woant need it 4 escaypin. Old
Adijine is stil King but heez Ѕin 2 fite increesin cols 4 his abdicayshin + ol
thi clans Ѕ demandid & got reprisentayshin on thi Consistery but evin so
bags stil rnt hapy & feel thayv bin missled & want moar info &
say. Aparintly thi fastist groan politikil moovmint @ thi momint is 1
colin 4 Asoora 2 b made Qween or President or sumfin. Watch that spaice,
like they say.
Weev got axess 2 thi kript now 2, & Ive bin in tutch wif Mr Zoliparia,
hoo woz moast releevd I woz ol rite & is currintly in a triky posishin in
owr Go game. I also contactid thi Littil Big Bros. Doan fink Il b
doin eny Tellin 4 a while; we didn looz mutch 2 thi kaos but in thi curint
State Ov Emerjency Im not thi sorta persin thi Littil Bigs want 2 assosyate
wif, whitch is fare enuf; plenty 2 do up heer & I cude always go freelans
if I misd it, whitch I doant.
Asoora muss Ѕ mistaykinly thot I woz upset @ getin nokd bak by thi Bros bcoz
juss aftirwurds she made me a presint ov hir ring. I woz reely pleesd
enyway but evin moar so when I reelised whot it actcherly is. Itz got a
litil red stone in it & if u luke reely cloasly u can c sumfin moovin abowt
in thare sumtimes & if u try 2 kript in2 it u can heer sumfin way way in
thi distins goan gidibibibigidi (etc), very tiny & smol & far away
& playntiv.
Har har har, I sez.
Nope, am prity hapy heer & so r thi uthirs I fink. Asoora &
Madam Gadfyum tok a lot & do lotsa studyin & thers anuthir Madam
Gadfyum whot livs in thi fass-towrs branes & is helpin Asoora tok wif thi
kaos. Ergates makes me lern lotsa stuf 2, claymin my edyoocashin isn ovir
yet & sheez probly rite I supoas Iv stil got fings 2 lern.
As 4 thi hoal reesin Asoora woz sent heer in thi 1st place, 2 delivir thi
messidje whitch woz suppoasd 2 poot everyfin in moshin in jeneril & Do
Sumfin abowt thi Encroachmint, wel that appears 2 Ѕ gon smoovly, aftir a iffy
start.
Thi furst sine ov whot woz goan on woz a badun; thi amownt ov lite from thi
sun dropt by a 8th, ovirnite. Evrybudy, evin thi cyantists, got in a bit
ov a blu funk abowt this. Ther wer ryits in thi cassil & elswhare
& I myself remembir finkin, O fuk, & Whot Ѕ we dun? & Whot is 2
bcum ov us? That sorta fing. But then from that day on thi lite
startid 2 increes agen, very sloly but continyerly.
Thi sun shon down, thi moon did likewyse, thi planits continyood on ther
alotid pafs, but it woz like thi big ole nasty Encroachmint had gon in2 revers,
howevir unlikely that mite sound.
It woz sum time b4 thi astronimers spotid whot woz reely happinin & it
woz a evin longir time b4 they convinsd themselvs it woz tru, but it woz &
it is & now we no xactly whot thi bags ov thi Diaspora left us wif 2 get us
outa trubil, & itz a feersum endjinn indeed.
Thi sun shines a teeny bit strongir evry day, & tho itil b a long time
b4 nybody can c it wif thi naykid I, thi starz Ѕ moovd.
Thi End.
END OF BOOK
TRANSLATION—ONE—4
Original text
Woke up. Got dressed. Had breakfast. Spoke with Ergates
the ant who said it's just been work work work for you lately master Bascule,
why don't you have a holiday? and I agreed and that was how we decided we ought
to go to see Mr Zoliparia in the eyeball of the gargoyle Rosbrith.
I thought I'd better clear it with the relevant authorities first and hence
avoid any trouble (like happened the last time) so I went to see mentor
Scalopin.
Certainly young Bascule, he says, I do believe this is a day of relatively
light duties for you. You may take it off. Have you made your
matins calls?
O yes, I said, which wasn't strictly true, in fact which was pretty strictly
untrue, truth be told, but I could always do them while we was travelling.
What's in that there box you're holding? he asks.
It's an ant, I say, waving the box at his face.
O this is your little friend, is it? I heard you had a pet. May
I see him?
It's not a pet, it's a friend; you was right the first time, and it's not a
him it's a she. Look.
O yes very pretty, he says, which is a pretty strange thing to say about an
ant if you ask me but there you go.
Does it—does she have a name? he asks.
Yes, I says, she's called Ergates.
Ergates, he says, that's a nice name. What made you call her that?
Nothing, I says; it's her real name.
Ah, I see, he says, and gives me one of those looks.
And she can talk too, I tell him, though I don't expect you'll be able to
hear her.
(Shh, Bascule! goes Ergates, and I go a bit red.)
Does she, does she now? mentor Scalopin says with one of them tolerant
smiles. Very well then he says, patting me on the head (which I don't
much like, frankly, but some times you just have to put up with these
things. Anyway where were we? O yes, he was patting me on the head
and saying), off you go (he says) but be back by supper.
Righty-ho, I says, all breezy like, never thinking.
Swing down past the kitchens to see mistress Blyke to flash my big soulful
eyes and give her the soppy smile all shy and bashful and scrounge some
provisions. She pats me on the noddle too—what is it with
people?
Leave the monastery about half nine and lift to the top; the sun is shining
in through the big windows across the great hall straight into my eyes.
Damn sure it doesn't look like it's getting dimmer to me but everybody says it
is so I suppose it must be.
Grab a ride on a wagon heading for the south-west hydrovator along the cliff
road, hanging onto the back of the truck above the exhaust; bit steamy when the
truck stops at junctions, but beats having to ride in the cab and talk to the
driver and probably get patted on the bonce again like as not.
I like the cliff road because you can look over the edge and see right down
to the floor of the hall and even see the big round bobbly bits what would be
the handles of the drawers of the bureau if this was a proper size place
instead of being BIG like it is. Mr Zoliparia says of course there
weren't never no giants and I believe him but sometimes you can look out over
the hall with its mountains like cupboards and mountains like seats and sofas
set against the wall and the tables and poufs and so on scattered about the
place and you think, When's them big bags coming back then? (Bags is my own
coining and I'm quite proud of it—means Boys and GirlS. Ergates
says it's called an acronym. Anyway, where was we? O yes, hanging
onto the back of the truck rolling along the cliff road.)
Ergates the ant is in her box in the left breast pocket of my
jacket-with-lots-of-pockets, all safely buttoned down. You all right,
Ergates? I whisper as we bounce along the road.
I'm fine, she tells me. Where are we right now?
Um, we're on a truck, I sort of half-lie.
Are we hanging off the back of a vehicle? she asks.
(Blimey you get nothing past this ant.) What makes you think that, I asks,
stalling.
Must you always maximise the danger of any given mode of transport? she
asks, ignoring my stalling.
But I'm Bascule the Rascal, that's what they call me! I'm young and
I'm only on my first life I tells her, laughing; Bascule the Teller nothing,
that's me; no I or II or VII or any of that nonsense for yours truly; am good
as immortal for all intents and purposes and if you can't act a bit daft when
you never died not even once yet, when can you?
Well, Ergates says (and you can just tell she's trying to be patient), aside
from the fact that it is folly to throw away even one life out of eight, and
the equally salient point that in the present emergency it might be foolish to
rely on the efficient functioning of the reincarnative process, there is my own
safety to think about.
I thought you was indestructible to a fall from any height on account of
your scale and mass-to-surface area given the relative size of air
molecules? I says.
Something like that, she agrees. But if you landed the wrong way it is
conceivable I might be crushed.
Ho, I'd like to know what's the right way to land from this high up, I says,
leaning out over the drop with the wind in my hair and gazing down the way at
the treetops of the forest-floor, what must be a good couple of hundred metres
below.
You're missing the point, says Ergates the ant, sounding sniffy.
I thought for a moment. Tell you what, I says.
Yes? she says.
When we take the hydrovator up the cliff, this time we'll go on in the
inside; how's that?
Your munificence astonishes me, she says.
(She's being sarcastic, I can tell.)
The hydrovator car is one of the old wooden ones what creaks a lot and it
smells of rope-oil and varnish and the empty water tanks underneath the deck
make big boomy spooky noises as it climbs up the wall of the hall. The
floor of the car is mostly taken up with six big military vehicles which look
like airships with wheels. They're guarded by some army lads who're
having a game of pinkel-flip and I'm thinking of joining in because I'm a
pretty good shot at the old pinkel-flip and I probably could stand to make a
deal of gambling tokens on account that I'm so young and innocent looking and
yet a bit of a hustler really but then Ergates says, Don't you think you should
make those calls like you promised brother Scalopin? and I says, O I suppose
so.
I'm a teller, so the calls have to be made, I suppose.
I find a quiet spot near the gates where the wind ruffles in, and I sit down
and lean back and let my eyes go mostly closed and I tap into the crypt where
the dead people are.
From the top of the hydrovator I cross the marshaling yard on the frieze
near the roof of the hall and head into the wall through various passageways
and tunnels and take a tube along the inside of the wall to the far end of the
great hall. I get off at the corner station and climb up some steps; I
come out in a galleria on the outside of the wall what extends out from the
greenery and bluery and etcetery of the babil plants. From here I can
look down onto the terraces and little villages on the roofs of the parapet
merlons with the little fields on the crenels and if I look right down I can
see the flat green valley that is the allure but I expect none of this
terminology means much if you don't know much about castles.
Anyway, it's a pretty impressive view, and sometimes you'll see eagles and
rocs and simurgs and lammergeiers and other big funny-looking birds wheeling
about just to add a bit of local colour, and further below there's more walls
and towers and allures and steep roofs—some of them terraced
too—and below that the forests and hills of the bailey, then the curtain
wall in the distance and further away still there's the hazy scenery of the far
beyond. (They reckon you can see the sea from the very highest heights of the
habitable castle, but though I seen this screened I never seen it with my own
eyes.)
A rickety old chair lift takes me up and along, through a sort of tunnel in
the hanging babil plants, and before long I arrive at the corner of the great
hall and the place under the eaves where the Astrologers/Alchemists hang out,
and hang out is exactly what they do, especially Mr Zoliparia, who being an
important old gent of some note has got one of the prime positions in all the
town for his apartments, viz. the right eyeball of the septentrional gargoyle
Rosbrith.
The gargoyle Rosbrith looks out to the north, but because it's on the corner
and there's nothing in the way, you can see east too, where the sun is prone to
rise of a morning and the nastiness of the approaching Encroachment is popping
up saying 'Hi there folks—it's lights out soon by the way!'
I hit a snag; Mr Zoliparia doesn't appear to be in. I'm standing at
the top of a rickety ladder inside the body of the gargoyle Rosbrith abanging
and abashing on the little circular door of Mr Zoliparia's apartments but for
all my hammering there's no answer. There's a wooden landing below me
what the ladder's perched on (it's rickety too, by the way. Come to think
of it most stuff in the Astrologers/Alchemists town seems to be pretty rickety)
but anyway there's an old lady scrubbing the damn landing with some horrible
bubbling stuff that's bringing the wood on the landing up a treat even if it is
dissolving most of it and making it even more rickety, but the point is this
stuff's making fumes go up my nose and causing my eyes to water.
Mr Zoliparia! I shout. It's Bascule here!
Perhaps you should have told him you were coming, Ergates says from her
box.
Mr Zoliparia don't hold with modern-like implants and that sort of stuff, I
tell her, sneezing. He's a dissident.
You could have left a message with somebody else, Ergates says.
Yes yes yes I says, all annoyed because I know she's right. I suppose
now I have to use my own bleeding implants and I've been trying not to apart
from contacting the world of the dead because I want to be a dissident like Mr
Zoliparia.
Mr Zoliparia! I shouts again. I've got my scarf up round my
mouth and nose now because of the fumes coming up from the landing.
O, bugration.
Is somebody using hydrochloric acid? Ergates says. On
wood? She sounds mystified.
I don't know about that I says but there's some old girl down there
scrubbing away at the landing with something pretty noxious.
Odd, Ergates says. I was sure he'd be in. I think you better get
down—but then the door opens and there's Mr Zoliparia in a big towel and
what there is of his hair's all wet.
Bascule! he shouts at me, might have known it was you! Then he glares
down at the old lady and waves at me to come in and I scramble over the top of
the ladder and into the eyeball.
Take your shoes off, boy, he says, if you stepped in that stuff on the
landing you'll be rotting my carpets. When you've done that you can make
yourself useful and warm me up some wine. Then he pads off, hoisting his
towel up around him and leaving a trail of water behind him on the floor.
I start to take my shoes off.
You been having a bath, Mr Zoliparia? I asks him.
He just looks at me.
Mr Zoliparia and me and Ergates the ant are sitting on the iris balcony of
the gargoyle Rosbrith's right eyeball having respectively mulled wine, tea, and
a microscopic morsel of stale bread. Mr Zoliparia's in a chair what looks
a bit like an eyeball itself, suspended from an eyelash above; I'm on a stool
sat beside the parapet where Ergates is tucking into the bread Mr Zoliparia
gave her (and what I moistened with some spit)—it's a whole huge lump of
crust and far too much for her really, but she tears crumbs off and works them
with her mouthparts and front feet until she can swallow them. I heard
Ergates say Thank you to Mr Zoliparia when he gave her the crust but I haven't
told him she can talk yet and he didn't seem to hear her.
I'm watching Ergates carefully because it's a bit windy out here and though
there's a sort of net under the balcony and Ergates wouldn't be harmed by a
fall, she'd probably go straight through the net and even if she wasn't harmed
she'd be lost; blimey, something as light as her could get blown right into the
bailey from this high up and how would I ever find her then?
You worry too much, Ergates says. I'm a highly resourceful ant and I
would find you.
(I don't say nothing in return because Mr Zoliparia's talking and it would
be impolite.) Anyway the point is quite frankly I'd rather Ergates was still in
my pocket but she says she wishes to take the air and besides she likes the
view.
… Symbol not of potency or invulnerability but of a kind of
stultifying impotence and extreme vulnerability, Mr Zoliparia is saying,
banging on about the castle again as he is often want to do.
We live in a folly, Bascule, never forget that, he tells me and I nod and
sip my tea and watch Ergates eat her bread.
It's no coincidence the ancients used to refer to the quick and the dead, he
says, swallowing some more wine and burrowing into his coat (it's a bit cold
out here). To live is to move, he says. Mobility is all.
Things like this (he waves his hand around) are a kind of admission of defeat;
why, the damn thing's little better than a hospice!
What's a hospice? I ask, not recognizing the word and not wanting to
use implants (and wanting Mr Zoliparia to know this, it has to be
admitted).
Bascule, you might as well use the facilities you've been given, Mr
Zoliparia says.
O yes, I says. I forgot. I made a show of closing my eyes.
Having done this for a while, I said. Let's see; I yes, hospice—a
place where you go to die, basically.
Yes, Mr Zoliparia said, looking annoyed. Now you've made me go and
forget; I've lost the flow.
You was saying the castle was like a hospice.
I remember that, he says.
Well I'm very sorry, I says.
No matter. The burden of my argument, Mr Zoliparia says, is that to
set itself up like this in such a defeatingly vast and intimidatingly inhuman
structure is merely to announce the coming to rest of one's progress, and
without that we are lost.
(Mr Zoliparia is big on progress though from what I can gather it's a pretty
old fashioned idea these days.)
So there definitely weren't never no giants then? I says.
Bascule, Mr Zoliparia says, sighing, what is this obsession with the idea of
giants? He fills his glass with more wine; it steams in the cold
air. I watch Ergates for a bit while he does this, zooming in to look at
her face; I can see her eyes and feelers and watch her mouth-parts needing and
tearing at the gummy-looking bread. Pull back as Mr Zoliparia sets the
wine jug back down on the table.
The thing is, he says, and sighs again, there were once giants.
Not giants in the sense that they were physically bigger than us, but bigger in
their powers and abilities and ambitions; bigger than us in their moral
courage. They made this place, they built it from rock and materials
we've lost the art of making and working. They built it for a purpose in
a sense, but it's ludicrously over-designed for its supposed function.
They built it the way they did for fun. Just because it amused them to do
so. But they've moved on, and we are all that's left and now the place
teems with life but then so does a maggoty corpse; there is much movement but
no quickness in us; that's all gone.
What about the fast-tower? I says. That sounds pretty quickish
to me.
O Bascule, he says and looks up at the ski. Fast as in hold-fast or
stuck-fast. How many more times must I tell you?
O yes, I says. So all these quick types left for the stars did they,
Mr Zoliparia?
Yes, they did, he says, and why shouldn't they? But what puzzles me is
why they should abandon us so completely, and that why we should have given up
the ability even to keep in touch with them.
Isn't that in none of your books and stuff, Mr Zoliparia? I asks
him. Isn't that nowhere?
Doesn't seem to be, Bascule, he says; doesn't seem to be. Some of us
have been looking for the answers to those questions for longer than we've been
able to record, and we seem to be no closer now than when we started.
We've looked in books and films and files and fiches and discs and chips and
bios and holos and foams and cores and every form of storage known to
humanity. He drinks his wine. And it's all from before, Bascule, he
says, sounding sad. All from before. There's nothing from the time
we want to know about. He shrugs. Nothing.
I don't know what to say when Mr Zoliparia sounds all sad and sorry like
this. People like him have been trying to work this sort of thing out for
generations, some through the old stuff like books and so on and others by
using the crypt, where supposedly everything is but you just can't find
it. Or if you find it you can't get back with it.
I once said to Mr Zoliparia it sounded a bit like looking for a needle in a
haystack and he said, More like looking for a particular water molecule in an
ocean and even that's probably underestimating the task by several orders of
magnitude.
I've thought about being the one to dive into the crypt proper—really
deeply—and bring back the secrets Mr Zoliparia wants, but apart from the
fact that means serious implant work and I want to show Mr Zoliparia I only use
my implants for telling and nothing else as a rule, it's also been attempted
and proved pointless.
It's chaos in there, you see.
The crypt (or cryptosphere or data corpus—it's all the same thing) is
where everything really happens here, and the deeper you go the less likely you
are to come out; it's like it's an ocean and consciousness is soluble, like
diving into acid, beyond a certain depth. It scars you for life if you go
too deep, you come back as something shrivelled and dying if you go deeper
still, and you just don't come back at all if you go really really deep; you
just disintegrate totally as a distinct personality and that's that.
Of course you personally are still alive and kicking, back in physical
reality and none the worse for wear (usually; unless you have a bad trip like
they say and get feedbacks and deadbacks and flashbacks and flashforwards and
nightmares and daymares and trauma and stuff), but the crypt-copy you sent in
there, that's just gone forever you can kiss its ass bye-bye, and that's
factual.
Ergates is playing with her food; she's molding the bready-bits into funny
shapes with her mouth-parts and front legs and not bothering to eat it at all
no more. Right now she's making a tiny bust of Mr Zoliparia and I wonder
if he can see her doing that or if he's so dead against implants and
improvements in general that he has ordinary old-type eyes and can't zoom in on
details like I can.
Do you think it's a good likeness, Bascule? she asks me.
Mr Zoliparia is looking thoughtful and staring into space, or into the
atmosphere anyway; bunch of birds circling way in the distance over a
bartizan—maybe he's looking at them.
Anyway I decide to risk whispering to Ergates: Very good. Now
you want to get back in your box?
What's that Bascule? Mr Zoliparia says.
Nothing, Mr Zoliparia, I says. I was just clearing my throat.
No you weren't; you said something about getting back in your box.
Did I? I says, stalling.
You weren't referring to me I trust, he says, frowning.
O absolutely not Mr Zoliparia, I tell him. I was actually addressing
Ergates here, I says, deciding to make a clean breast of it. I look at
her sternly and wag my finger at her and say Get back in your box now, you
naughty ant. Sorry about this, Mr Zoliparia, I tell him, while Ergates
quickly changes the bust she's working on to one of me with an enormous
nose.
Does she ever talk back? Mr Zoliparia asks, smiling.
O yes, I says. It's quite a talkative little critter actually and very
intelligent.
Does it really talk though, Bascule?
Of course, Mr Zoliparia; it's not a figment of my imagination or an
invisible friend type of thing, honest. I had a invisible friend but he
left when Ergates came on the scene last week, I tell him, feeling a bit
embarrassed now and probably blushing.
Mr Zoliparia laughs. Where did you get your little pal? he asks.
She crawled out the woodwork, I says, and he laughs again and I'm even more
embarrassed and getting quite sweaty now. That damn ant! making a fool of
me and making my face all big and bloated in that bust she's working on now and
still not going back in her box either.
She did! Mr Zoliparia I says. Crawled out of the woodwork in the
refectory at supper time last Kingsday. She came here with me the next
day to see you, but hid in my jacket that time on account of being shy and a
bit awkward with strangers. But she really talks and she hears what I say
and she uses words I don't know sometimes, honest.
Mr Zoliparia nods, and looks with new respect upon Ergates the ant.
Then she's probably a micro-construct, Bascule, he tells me; they crop up now
and again, though they don't usually talk, least not intelligibly. I
think the law says you're supposed to take such things to the authorities.
I know that Mr Zoliparia but she's my friend and she don't do no one no
harm, I says, getting hotter still because I don't want to lose Ergates and I'm
wishing I hadn't said nothing to brother Scalopin now because I didn't think
people bothered with such finicky rules but here's Mr Zoliparia saying they do
and what am I to do? I look at her but she's still working on that
infernal bust and giving me big buck teeth now, ungrateful wretch.
Calm down, calm down, Bascule, Mr Zoliparia says; I'm not saying you ought
to turn her in. I'm just saying that's the law and you better not tell
people she can talk if you want to keep her. That's all I'm saying.
Anyway she's just little and so nice and easy to hide. If you look after
her you'll be fine. May I—? he starts to say, then he stares above
me and his eyes go wide and he says, What the fuck? and I'm quite shocked
because I've never heard Mr Zoliparia swear like that and then there's a shadow
over the balcony and a noise like a snapping sail-wing and a gust of wind,
and—before I can do anything except start to turn round—a huge
bird, grey and bigger than a man, suddenly clatters down onto the parapet of
the balcony, grabs at the box and the bread and flaps its wings down and
launches away again screeching, while Ergates goes 'Eek!' and I'm up on
my feet and so's Mr Zoliparia and I can see the bird lowering its head as it
beats away and pecking at what it's got in its talons and it's eating the
bread! and Ergates is stuck in the bird's talons! Caught between a talon
and a bit of bread, her little antennae waving and one leg out waving too and
that's the last I see of her because the distance gets too great, and I hear
Ergates screaming 'Bascuuule!' meanwhile I'm shouting and Mr Zoliparia's
shouting too but the big bird lifts away and disappears up over the edge of the
roof and Ergates is gone and I'm bereft. Next original section
TRANSLATION—TWO—4
Original text
Bascule, I know this is hard for you, but for goodness sakes boy, it was
only a damn ant.
It was a most special and unique ant Mr Zoliparia I tell him and I feel
responsible for what happened to her.
We're inside the eyeball of the septentrional gargoyle Rosbrith, in Mr
Zoliparia's study. Mr Zoliparia has a thing called a telephone in his
study you can speak into (didn't even know he had it—think he's a bit
embarrassed about it to tell the truth). Anyway, he just got in touch
with the guard to report what happened after I'd insisted, though he'd only
report that the bird had stolen a valuable antique box, not an ant. (Actually,
the box isn't an antique at all but that isn't what matters.) I'd have tried
calling the guard myself as soon as it happened but I know from past experience
they wouldn't listen to me because I'm young.
We'd been hoping that maybe the bird what had stolen Ergates was one of them
ringed eyes with cameras and stuff, or one of them being followed round by
little buzzer-bugs for a wildlife screen program or the purposes of scientific
research but I guess it was a bit of a long shot and sure enough the answer was
no to both. The guard took some details but Mr Zoliparia doesn't hold out
much hope of them doing anything.
You mustn't blame yourself, it was an accident, Bascule.
I know that, Mr Zoliparia, but it was an accident I could have prevented if
I'd been more observant and watchful and just plain diligent in general.
What was I thinking of, letting her eat that bread on the balustrade like
that? Especially when I seen them birds in the distance. I mean;
bread! Everybody know birds love bread! (I slap my hand off my forehead,
thinking what an idiot I've been.)
O Bascule, I'm sorry too on account of me being the host and all; this
happening in my home and I should have taken more care too, but what's done is
done.
Is it though, Mr Zoliparia? You really think so?
What you mean, young Bascule?
I'm a teller, Mr Zoliparia, you mustn't forget that. (I screws up my eyes at
this point, to show him I mean business.) Them birds—
Bascule, no! You can't go doing that sort of thing! You crazy or
something child? You'll only go and scramble your brains you try any of
that sort of nonsense.
I just smile.
I don't know what you know of what a teller does but now might be as good a
time as any to tell you if you don't know (them that does can happily skip the
next 5 or 6 paragraphs and get back to the story).
Basically, a teller fishes into the crypt and pulls out some old boy or girl
and asks them questions and answers their questions. It's kind of half
archaeological research and half social work if you want to look at it coldly
and are happy to ignore what people call the spiritual side of it.
'Course it's all a bit murky and weird down there in the crypt and most bags
(that's Boys and Girls remember) get a bit spooked even thinking about
contacting the dead let alone actually welcoming them into their heads and
having a natter with them. To us tellers though it's just something we do
as a matter of course and no bother … well, providing you are careful,
naturally (admittedly there aren't a lot of old tellers around, though that's
mostly because of what they call natural wastage).
Anyway, the point is that tellers use their natural skills to delve into the
crypt, partly to find out things from the past and partly to fulfil pledges and
bequests what the relevant order has taken on. My order is called the
Little Big Brothers of the Rich and we originally just looked after the
encrypted souls of people what were very well off indeed thank-you-very-much
but our remit has broadened a bit since then and now apparently we'll talk to
any old rif raf if they got something interesting to say.
Now, the thing is this; just as the deeper you go into the crypt the hazier
and more corrosive down there things get, so the longer it is since you died
the more kind of disassociated you get from reality, and, eventually, even if
you want to stay in some kind of human form, you just can't support that sort
of complexity, and one of the things that might happen after that is that you
get shunted into the animal kingdom; your personality, such as it is by then,
is transferred into a panther or a roc or cat or a simurg or a shark or eagle
or whatever. It's actually considered something of a privilege; loads of
bags think there's nothing better than being a bird or something similar.
Of course, these animals is still linked into the crypt by their own
implants, and thusly their brains is potentially available to a teller, though
this is a pretty irregular—not to say kind of
dangerous—occurrence. Irregular because nobody ever does it.
Dangerous because what you are basically trying to do as a teller in such a
circumstance is to try to fit your human size mind inside a bird size
one. Takes some finessing, but I've always had this theory that because
my thoughts come out with a spin on them, so to speak, I'm especially good at
coping with two different thought modes at once, and so more than capable of
taking on the task of becoming a bird and flying into their area of the
crypt.
This, you may have gathered, is exactly what I am proposing to do, and Mr
Zoliparia is not too enamoured of the idea.
Bascule, please, he says, attempt to retain a sense of proportion.
It's only an ant and you are only a junior teller.
For sure, Mr Zoliparia, I says. But I'm a teller what hasn't even
begun to be stretched yet. I'm a great teller. I'm a total blinking
hot-shot teller and I just know I can find that bird.
And do what? Mr Zoliparia shouts. The damn ant is probably
dead! That bird's probably eaten it by now! Why you want to torture
yourself by finding that out?
If so, I want to know, but anyway I don't think that's right; I'm banking on
her having been dropped by that big bird and I'm hoping it might remember
where, or—
Bascule you are upset. Why don't you just go back to the order and try
to calm down and think this—
Mr Zoliparia, I says quietly, I thank you for your concern but I intend to
do this no matter what you say. Cheers all the same.
Mr Zoliparia looks at me different than he has in the past. I've
always liked him and I've always looked up to him ever since he was one of the
people they sent me to when they realised I talked fairly normal but I thought
a bit funny, and I tend to do what he says—it was him who said, Perhaps
you would make a good teller, and him what suggested I keep a journal, which is
what you are reading—but this time I don't much care what he thinks, or
at least I do but I don't much care how bad it makes me feel going against his
advice because I just know I have to do this.
O dear Bascule, he says and shakes his head. I do believe you do
intend to do this and is a sorry thing for any person to do for something as
insignificant as an ant.
It's not the ant, Mr Zoliparia, I says feeling dead grownup, it's me.
Mr Zoliparia shakes his head. It's you and no goddamn sense of
proportion, that's what it is.
All the same, I says. It was my friend; she was relying on me to keep
her safe. Just one try, Mr Zoliparia. I feel I owe her that.
Bascule, please, just think—
Mind if I just hunker down here, Mr Zoliparia?
Given you're determined, Bascule, here is probably better than elsewhere but
I'm not happy about this.
Don't worry, Mr Zoliparia. Won't take a second, literally.
There anything I can do?
Yep; let me borrow that pen of yours. Ta. Now I'm going to sit
up here—I squatted on a chair, my chin on my knees, and put the pen in my
mouth.
'en 'i 'en 'all ou' 'a 'ouf, I start to tell him
What you saying, Bascule?
I take the pen out my mouth. I was just saying, when the pen falls out
of my mouth, let it hit the carpet then shake me and shout Bascule, fast
awake!
Bascule, fast asleep, Mr Zoliparia says.
Awake! I yells. Not wide asleep; fast awake!
Fast awake, Mr Zoliparia repeats. Bascule, fast awake. He shakes
his head and he's shaking. O dear Bascule, o dear.
If you're that worried, Mr Zoliparia, catch the pen before it hits and then
wake me. Now, just give me a minute here … I settled into place,
getting comfortable; this'll only take a second but you have to feel settled
and ready and at peace.
Right. I'm prepared.
This'll all happen very quickly, Mr Zoliparia; you ready? I put the
pen back in my mouth.
O dear Bascule.
Here we go.
O dear.
And so it's off to the land of the dead for yours truly for the second time
today, only this time it's a bit more serious.
It's like sinking into the sky on the other side of the Earth without going
through the whole thing first. It's like floating into the earth and the
sky at the time, becoming a line not a point, pluming the depths and ascending
the heights and then branching out like a tree, like a plain tree, like a huge
bush intermingling with every bit of the earth and the sky, and then it's like
every one of those bits isn't just a bit of earth or a molecule of air any
more, it's like all of them is suddenly a little system of their own; a book, a
library, a person; a world… and you're connected with all of it, ignoring
barriers, like you are a brain cell deep in the grainy grey mush of the brain
all closed in but joined up to loads of other cells, awash in their
communication-song and set free by that trapped machine.
Boompf-badoom; slapadowndoodie through the topmost obvious layers what
corresponds to the upper levels of the brain—the rational, sensible,
easily understood layers—into the first of the deep down floors, the bit
under the cerebral, under the crust, under the photosphere, under the
obvious.
It's here you have to be a little bit careful; it's like being in a
not-so-salubrious neighbourhood of a big dark city at night—only more
complicated than that; much more so.
In here, the trick is thinking right. That's all you have to do.
You have to think right. You have to be daring and cautious, you have be
very sensible and totally mad. Most of all you have to be clever,
you have to be ingenious. You have to be able to use whatever is
around you, and that's what it really comes down to; the crypt is what they
call self-referential, which means that—up to a point—it means what
you want it to mean, and displays itself to you as you're best able to
understand it, so it's up to you really what use you make of it after that;
it's all about ingenuity and that's why it's a young person's medium,
frankly.
Anyway, I knew what I wanted so I thought bird.
And suddenly I was up in some dark building above the wee twinkly lights of
the city, up there with big metallic sculptures of fearsome looking birds and
there was lots of screeches and squawks about the place but you couldn't see no
birds just hear the noise they made and it was sort of crusty-soft under foot
and smelt acidic (or alkaline; one of the two).
I sniffed about, walking quietly, then hopped up onto one of the big
metallic birds and squatted there, wings by my sides, staring out over the
light-specked black grid of the city and not blinking, just looking for
movement, and lowering my head now and again and poking in under my wings with
the twig what I held in my beak, just like I was preening or something.
Noticed my wake-up code in the form of a ring round my left leg. Handy
to know it was there, just in case things go wrong and/or Mr Zoliparia fluffs
his line.
… Stayed there a while, patient as you like, just watching.
What you want then? said a voice from above and behind.
Nothing much, I said, not looking. I was aware of the twig in my beak
but it didn't seem to make speaking any harder.
You must want something, you wouldn't be here otherwise.
You got me there, I said. I'm here looking for somebody.
Oh?
Lost a friend of mine. Roost-mate. Like to trace her.
We all got friends we like to find.
This one very recent; half hour ago. Taken from the septentrional
gargoyle Rosbrith.
Sep what?
Means—(this is complicated, referring to the upper data level while
I'm down here in the first circle of the basement, but I do it)—means
northern, I said (blimey). Rosbrith. North-west on the great
hall.
Taken by what?
Lammergeier, I said. (Didn't know that neither til now.)
Really. What you giving in return?
I'm here, aren't I? I'm a teller. You got my ear now. I'll
not forget you if you help. Look in me if you want; see what I say is
true.
Not blind.
Didn't think you were.
This bird; you catch any distinguishing marks on it?
It was a lammergeier, that's all I know, but there can't be all that many of
them around the north-west corner of the great hall half an hour ago.
Lammergeiers are a bit funny these days, but I'll ask around.
Thanks.
(flutter of wings, then:)
Well, you might be in luck—
– then there was a mega-squawk and a scream and I had to turn
around and look and there was a huge great bird beating in the air behind and
above me, holding another torn bird in one of its talons; the big bird was
red-black on black and fierce as death and I could feel the wind of its
flapping snapping wings on my face. It hung in the air, wings spread,
beating like something fiercely crucified, shaking the dead bird in its talons
so that its blood spattered in my eyes.
Why you asking questions, child? it screamed.
Trying to find a friend of mine I said, keeping calm. I clumped around
on my perch to face the big red-black bird. Twig still in my beak.
It held up one foot; three talons up, one down. See these three claws?
it said.
Yup. (Might as well play along for now, but I'm checking the exits, thinking
of my leg-ring with the wake-up code on it.)
You got to the count of three to move your beak back to reality you skin
job, the red bird says. You hear me? I'm starting counting now:
3.
I'm just looking for my friend.
2.
It's just an ant. I'm only looking for a little ant who was my
friend.
1.
What's the fucking problem here? Don't a creature get no respect
for—(and I'm shouting now angrily and I drop the twig from my beak).
Then the big red bird's foot comes out like its bleeding leg is telescopic
and zaps itself towards my head and wraps round it and squishes me down before
I can do anything and I feel myself trapped and squelched down through the
fabric of the metallic bird I'm perched upon and down through the building it's
part of and down through the city and down through the grid and down through
the earth beneath and down and down and down and what's worse I can feel that
the ring round my leg that had my wake-up code on it has gone like that big red
bird swiped it when it hit me and sure enough, I can't think what the hell the
wake-up code is, meanwhile I'm still going down and down and down and I'm
thinkin,
Oh shit… Next original section
TRANSLATION—THREE—4
Original text
Once the sky was full of birds; used to go black with birds it did and birds
ruled the air (well, apart from the insects) but that's all changed now; humans
came along and started shooting and trapping and killing them and even if
they've mostly stopped doing that sort of thing now they're still top of the
roost partly because they killed off so many species and partly because they
make stuff fly, which when you think about it does kind of spoil it for the
birds on account they had to spend millions of years jumping off cliffs and out
of trees and crashing to the ground and dying and then doing it all over again
and one time maybe not crashing quite so hard but gliding a bit and then a bit
more and a bit more still and so on and so on etc. and just generally
painstakingly evolving in this incredibly complicated way (I mean,
lizard-scales into feathers! and hollow bones, for goodness sakes!) and then
these bleeding humans, these ridiculous-looking bald monkeys come along what
have never showed the slightest interest in flying nor sign of adaptation to
the air what-so-bleeding-ever and they start buzzing around in flying machines
just for a laugh!
Makes you sick. Didn't even have the decency to do it slow; one minute
their flying machines is made from paper and spit, then one evolutionary blink
of the eye and the bastards are playing golf on the moon!
Oh, there's still birds around all right but there's a damn sight fewer of
them and a lot of what you would think is birds isn't; it's chimerics, or
machines, and even if it is the case that what looks like a bird is a bird, if
it's a big one it's probably not even got its head to itself but it's been
taken over by a dead person. Can't even have peace in your own
bonce. Birds have coped with tics and fleas and lice all their
evolutionary life but these damn humans are worse and they get everywhere!
I'm flapping and squawking and walking about my perch and wishing Mr
Zoliparia the human would hurry up and wake me because the more I think about
people the less I like them and the more I like being a bird.
Been almost a week now; what's keeping the man? My own fault for
entrusting my safety to an old geezer. That's the trouble with old
persons; slow reactions. Probably dropped the pen I asked him to catch
and is even now scrabbling about on the floor for it, forgetting the important
thing is to wake me, not to get the bleeding pen. But it must have been a
minute in real time by now; surely even an old person can't take that long to
look for a bleeding pen for goodness sakes.
How am I going to wake up? I'm below the level where you get asked in
your sleep automatically and my own wake-up code was taken from me by that big
bastard bird what slapped me down here in the first place and even though I've
remembered it since it just doesn't seem to be working no more.
My goose, like they say, may well be cooked.
I'm on a perch in a sort of little dark cave.
If you can imagine a giant black brain in an even bigger dark space, and
then zoom in on the brain and go down in amongst its corrugations and folds and
see that the walls of every fold is made out of zillions of little boxes with a
perch in it, well, that's what this bit of bird-space is like, in the
crypt.
My little box looks out onto a huge hanging dark space all filled with
shadows and the occasionally passing bird flapping slowly past (we all flap
slow—the pretend gravity is less here). Well, I'm saying it's all
dark but maybe it isn't really, maybe that's just me because truth to tell I've
not been very well; in fact I'm half blind, but that's better than what I was a
couple of days ago, which was half dead.
There's a dainty flutter of wings at the entrance to my box, and in comes
little Dartlin, who's the friend I've made here.
Hello, Dartlin, how's it going?
Fine, Mr Bathcule. I been terribly busy, you know; terribly busy bird
I been. I flew through to the parliament of the crows and picked up some
gossip, would you like to hear it?
Dartlin is my spy, sort of. When I imagined myself in here in the
first place, back in Mr Zoliparia's pad, I just naturally somehow took on the
appearance of a hawk, which is what I still am now. Dartlin's a sparrow,
so in theory we should be raptor and prey respectively, but it doesn't actually
work that way here, not in this bit anyway.
Dartlin found me on the floor here. I'd just got back from the level
beneath where the real fun in the crypt starts and I was in a sorry state, let
me tell you.
The first couple of days were the worst. When the big bird slapped me
down through all them levels I thought my time was up; I mean, I knew I'd wake
up in the eyeball of the septentrional gargoyle Rosbrith sooner or later, but I
thought I was going to die in here, and that's a hell of a thing to take back
to your waiting mind; scar you for life, that can.
It's very difficult to explain what it's like when you go that deep in the
crypt, but if you can imagine being in a snow storm, flying in a thick
snowstorm only the snow is multi-coloured and some of it seems to be coming at
you from every angle (and each snow-flake seems to sing and hum and sizzle and
hold little flashing images and hints of faces in it and as they go past you
here snatches of speech or music or you feel a emotion or think of a idea or
concept or seem to remember something) and if one of the snow-flakes hits you
in the eye you are suddenly in somebody else's dream and it's an effort to
remember who the hell you are, well if you can imagine experiencing all that
when you are feeling a bit drunk and disoriented then that's a bit like what
it's like, except worse of course. And weirder.
I don't actually remember much about that bit and I don't think I want too,
either. I learnt to navigate by the flavour of the surrounding dreams and
gradually sorted some sense out of the gibberish and though I got blinded by
the abrading impact of all those snow-flakes and lost the wording of my wake-up
code, I finally broke back through to the darkness and peace and quiet here,
and lay exhausted on the floor amongst lots of scraggly dead feathers and
solidified droppings and that's where Dartlin found me.
He'd been terrified by something and lost the memory of how to fly and so
ended down on the floor too, but he could see and so once I'd got my strength
back he got onto my back between my wings and guided me to where the sparrows
gather. They told him how to fly again but they didn't feel comfortable
having a hawk around so they found me this place down here and that's where
I've been the last four days, getting my sight back while Dartlin flits about
making inquiries and being busy and nosy and gossiping, which is what sparrows
like doing anyway.
Why I certainly would like to here what you heard, little friend, I tell
Dartlin.
Well, it's terribly interesting and I hope you don't get frightened but,
though you are a fierce hawk after all and probably don't get frightened
… Oh, isn't this a dark old place? I don't like perching here on
the edge. May I hop up beside you?
By all means, Dartlin, I says, shuffling along a bit on my perch.
Thank you. Now; I says, now I don't want to make you nervous
anything—like I say, with you being fierce I can't imagine you know the
meaning of the word—but it would appear that there's a bit of a
disturbance in the air—oh, it gives me a shiver just looking at those big
fierce talons of yours—what was I saying?—oh yes, a disturbance in
the air, affecting everybody, near enough—you know I think I felt it
begin myself even though I was down on that horrible floor at the time with
other things on my mind—wasn't it horrible down there? I hated
it. Anyway, it seems the raptors and carrion-feeders and most
especially the lammergeiers have been behaving strangely—oh! was
that a seagull just there? I knew a seagull once, his name was…
That's the trouble with sparrows; they got a very limited attention span and
are inclined to go wittering on for ages before they get to the point, always
fluttering off at tangents and keeping you guessing what it is they're actually
talking about. It's very frustrating but you just have to be patient.
Anyway, I better paraphrase or we'll be here all bleeding day listening to
this sparrow-crap.
First, some of the birds is looking for somebody and I get a funny feeling
it might be yours truly. The song goes that there's a hunt on for
somebody who's loose in the system, existing in the crypt and/or the base-world
and there's a price on their head. Apparently this person's a first-born,
which fits me. Fits lots of people, you might say, but apparently this
person's got something a bit different about them; they have some peculiarity,
some strangeness, and they're a signal carrier, carrying a message they might
not even know they have.
Oh I know it's probably not me, but you know how it is; I always felt I was
special—just like everybody else—but unlike everybody else I got
this weird wiring in my brain so I can't spell right, just have to do
everything phonetically. It's not a problem because you can put any old
rubbish through practically anything, even a child's toy computer and get it to
come out spelled perfectly and grammatisized too and even improved to the point
where you'd think you was Bill bleeding Shakespeare by the language.
Anyway, you can probably see why I got a bit paranoid when I first heard all
this, and it gets worse.
The story goes that this person—maybe a bird, maybe not—is a
contaminant from the crypt's nasty old nether regions, a virus come to corrupt
even more levels, which is quite a thought and might even be a bit worrying
just in case it was me, only not everybody seems to believe this bit of the
rumour because it's reckoned that the story comes from the palace and the King
and the Consistorians are behind it and they can almost be guaranteed not to
tell the truth.
Some folk reckon it's all to do with the approaching Encroachment; they
think the chaotic levels of the crypt have somehow woken up to the fact that
things could eventually get a bit hazardous even for them.
You see, everybody's assumed that the crypt's chaotic levels quite liked the
idea of the Encroachment; something that ushered in a new ice age (at the very
least) and cut off the sunlight and killed off practically the whole planetary
ecosphere and just generally gave humans and biological stuff a hard time
sounded right up the crypt's tree thank-you-very-much, but now that it looks
like the Encroachment might be even more serious than that and possibly
threatening the existence of the sun, the planet, the castle and the crypt,
well the beasts of the chaotic zones have finally sat up and took notice and
things have been stirring ever since.
Why it should be happening in the realm of the birds specifically is a good
question but there you are; not much point trying to figure out the crypt.
Exactly what is going on apart from the fact that they're looking for
somebody isn't too clear either, there's too many conflicting rumours (and
anyway this is all being transmitted by Dartlin, who is a dear little bird but
would not even get an honourable mention if they was giving out prizes for
conversational coherence) but the point of it all is that basically there's big
doo-doo flying around and all the flocks is nervous and a bit hysterical and
anybody who's a bit different is being sought out, rounded up, interrogated and
taken away. All of which might sound familiar to any students of history
and just goes to show that some things never change, least not when these
plucking humans designed the original system.
So there you are Mr Bascule, isn't it all terribly, terribly
interesting?
Oh it's interesting all right, Dartlin, old chum.
I think though to—oh look, I think I just saw a flea on your leg
there; may I preen you?
I feel like saying, You sure it's a flea not an ant? because I still think
tenderly of poor little lost Ergates now and again, but I just says, Preen
away, young Dartlin.
Dartlin pecks round the feathery top of my left leg and eventually crunches
on a flea.
Yum. Thank you. Well anyway, I wonder what on earth can be going
on? Who do you think they are looking for? Do you think it could
actually be one of us birds? I don't think so, do you?
Probably not.
Oh, it's not you, is it? Tee-hee. Tee-hee-hee-hee.
I don't think so. I just a poor blinded old hawk.
Well I know that, silly, though you are a very fierce old
hawk, and getting less blind all the time. I was just kidding. Oh
look another sea-gull. Or is it? Looks more like an albino crow,
actually. Well, I can't stand around here all day chatting with you; I
have to fly, Dartlin says, and hops down off the perch. Is there anything
I can get you, Mr Bathcule?
No, Dartlin, I'm getting better all the time, thanks. Just you keep
your ears open though; I like hearing about all this stuff.
My pleasure. Sure I can't get you something to eat, perhaps?
No, I'm fine.
Very well.
Dartlin hops towards the edge of the box looking out over the dark
canyon. It preens itself a bit, then balances on the edge, looks round to
say, Well, bye then… but its little voice sort of trails off, and it
looks back round to the outside and then it starts shivering and it jumps back
and almost falls over and keeps jumping back until it's underneath my
perch.
Dartlin! I shout. What's the matter? What is it? and I
look down at the little fella and he's just pressed back against the rear of
the box and quivering with fright, his tiny eyes bulging and staring and not
seeing me, and meanwhile there's movement and the sound of fluttering wings
outside the box and some whispered squawks. A couple of large dark shapes
flit past the entrance to the box.
Dartlin shakes like the poor little bugger's having his own private
earthquake.
He looks at me and wails, Fierce, Mr Bathcule! Fierce! and then just
keels over onto the floor of the box, his eyes still open.
Dartlin! I says, not shouting, but I don't think this sparrow's going
to be doing no more spying nor flying. I can see his fleas getting ready
to move out of his scrawny little body, and that's always the worst of
signs.
I look up again and there's more movement and a rustling sound from outside
and then suddenly the noise of huge great wings flapping.
A crow pops its head round the side of the box.
It looks at me with one beady black glinting eye and croaks,
Yeah that's him, must be him.
It disappears before I can say anything.
Then there's a face at the entrance to the box, and I can't believe it; it's
a human face, a human head but it's been flayed, it's got no skin on it at all
and it's all red with blood and you can see tendons and muscles and its eyes
are staring out with no lids neither but it's also got the biggest smile you
ever seen and it's held in the claws of some huge bird I can't see apart from
its talons and lower legs; the talons are holding the head by the ears and the
head opens its mouth and starts making this weird noise, incredibly loud and
guttural and its tongue comes out, but it's not an ordinary tongue, it's far
too long for a start and it's flapping and lashing and the head's making this
screaming noise and the tongue is snaking right at me and it's got hooks and
claws at the end of it and the tongue flicks towards me and I jump backwards
off the perch and land almost on top of Dartlin's body and the tongue is
snapping back and forth over the top of the perch trying to get me and I'm
pecking and screeching and trying to get at it with my talons but it's too high
up and all the while this hoarse cacophony of noise is ringing in my ears and
at first I think it's screaming Gimme gimme gimme but it isn't, it's more like
Gididibididibididigididigigigibididigibibibi all run together like that, like
it's a machinegun or something and the tongue lashes back round the top of the
perch and down and now is coming straight for me and I slash at it with my
talons but it twists and grabs my right wing and starts to pull and I'm
screeching and it's going gididibibibigigigibigigigibibigigi and I'm trying to
hold onto the perch with one talon and scratch the tongue with the other and
peck at it too and it's tearing my wing off, breaking it and it snaps and it
pulls off a whole bunch of feathers and the horrible face gets a mouthful of
those and I hop back again to the rear of the box, flapping and screeching and
trailing my broken wing; the tongue flicks back in and I kick little Dartlin's
body at it and the tongue wraps tight round it and pulls it back but throws it
away when it gets it outside and it's still hammering away with this
gigigibididibibibigigigi stuff filling my ears and I'm just about to die of
fright as the tongue comes snapping towards my face when it goes
gididibibibibibibigididibigiBasculefastawake!
– and I'm back in the study of the gargoyle Rosbrith squatting on
the chair and staring at this huge human Mr Zoliparia holding a pen and shaking
my shoulder and going, Bascule? You all right?
It can be a bit of a shock watching somebody come out of a crypt trip; if
it's only a minute in your time, it's a week in theirs and a lot of things can
happen in a week and if it's been a bad one it tends to show in your face, so
for the person waking you up it's like they tell you to wake up and instantly
your face goes old and pained and worn-looking and the person thinks, Oh no,
what have I done?
I'm squatting on the balustrade where Ergates was lifted from, hunkered down
taking more tea and biscuits with Mr Zoliparia. He's looking a bit
worried because I'm squatting here facing the drop like I'm about to launch
myself into the air, but there is the safety net after all and anyway I just
feel comfortable perched here and I like the view and the feel of the wind on
my face.
My left arm has that sort of echo-pain you get from a bad crypt trip injury
and I keep wanting to lift the biscuits with my foot and eat them that way but
I think I'm gradually losing my birdishness. I can tell Mr Zoliparia
wants to ask me lots of questions but I'm still finding it a bit hard to
talk.
Phew, that was a hard old crypt trip that one. I suppose you could
argue I should have taken a bit more time and just sent a send of myself in; a
image or construct who'd have done everything I did and felt everything I felt
and in fact would have been a duplicate me, except meanwhile I'd still have
been fully conscious here with Mr Zoliparia, but it takes much longer doing it
that way; you have to prepare thoroughly before you go and you have to spend
ages reintegrating your two selves when the send comes back, sorting memories
and feelings and character changes and so on; just jumping in and out with the
one personality is a lot quicker; less than a second rather than up to half a
day… but of course that supposed second doesn't allow for the person
who's supposed to wake you up getting confused because almost the last thing
you said to him was, 'Just give me a minute here,' and them totally
misunderstanding what you meant on account of them being old and confused, and
so you spend a week in the crypt instead of a few hours, and thusly getting so
altered by your crypt-self that you think you're a blinking hawk for the next
couple of hours.
I see a flock of small birds in the distance and while one half of me's
thinking, this is how this all started, and remembering that poor dear little
ant, the other half is going, Ha! Prey!
No I don't think it is all an hallucination, Mr Zoliparia, I says (I'm
missing out the bits where he keeps apologising for what happened). I
think it's all as true as you and me sitting here. There's something
happening in the crypt; I couldn't work out what part of it's to do with the
palace and what part is to do with the chaotic regions, but there's something
going on, and there's a watch being kept for somebody or something unusual in
there and out here too, and something really disgusting from the human realm
has access to the bird part of the crypt and has secured the cooperation of at
least some of the birds.
It all sounds more like a nightmare, especially the last part, Mr Zoliparia
says.
We're both sitting now; I feel less like a hawk all the time. Mind
you, I still need to be out here on the balcony; don't like the thought of
going inside and being trapped.
I saw it with my own eyes, Mr Zoliparia. I know you don't hold with
the crypt and all and think it's all a dream anyway, but it's not that simple,
and what I saw I saw, and I never seen nor heard of nothing like that thing
like a flayed head and making that horrible noise; I mean, you hear stories of
ghosts and beasties and stuff like that from the chaotic realms coming up and
snatching people and gobbling them up, but you never see it happen; that
stuff's just myth; this was real.
You are sure that because it had a human head it was something from the
human part of the crypt?
That's the way it works, Mr Zoliparia. It was something that had to
preserve human form even in its monstrousness or it couldn't function, or maybe
because it might have let the birds see what it was really like, which given
that birds don't much like humans in the first place, is saying something.
And it was after you.
It sure was. I'm not saying I am what they're actually looking
for—don't expect I am—but they're catching and caging everybody a
bit different or suspicious and that head thing seems to be involved in the
round-up.
Mr Zoliparia shakes his head. O dear Bascule, o dear.
Never mind, Mr Zoliparia. No harm done.
That's true, Bascule; least you back here safe and sound, no thanks to
me. Anyway, I think you should keep away from the crypt for a bit, don't
you?
Well that might be an idea, Mr Zoliparia, I says. You certainly got a
point there…
Good boy, he says. I know; why don't we play a game? Or maybe
you would like to go for a walk; take a constitutional round some of the
terraces on the roof, maybe stop off somewhere for lunch—what you say,
Bascule?
All sounds good to me, Mr Zoliparia.
Let's do both things, he laughs. We'll go for a walk but we'll take
the portable Go board with us and have a game over a nice long lunch at a
rather nice restaurant I know.
Good idea, Mr Zoliparia. That's a fine old complicated game, that
Go.
Right! I'll get the Go, then we'll go! he laughs, and he jumps up and
heads indoors. Drink up your tea! he shouts.
I look out at them birds again, circling above a far tower. I don't
want to tell Mr Zoliparia but I'm going straight back in there to that crypt
just as soon as I feel able. I still want to find out what happened to
poor Ergates, but I want to know what's going on, too.
Truth be told, it terrifies me half to death just thinking about it, but I
got this feeling I learnt a lot while I was in the crypt today and it's true
what they say; it's like a addictive game, and once you come out of it a bit
bruised and wounded, the first thing you want to do is get straight back in
there and get it right next time. I just won't think about that horrible
head thing.
I finish my tea and tidy up the cups and stuff (you have to do this at Mr
Zoliparia's because he hasn't any servitors) and take the tray inside just as
he's putting on his coat and stuffing the portable Go board in his pocket.
Ready, Bascule? he asks.
I'm ready, Mr Zoliparia.
Ready all right. Big stuff happening in the crypt and some poor bugger
being hunted and me with a headstart on the people doing the hunting.
Bascule the Rascal, that's me and I'm more than ready; I'm
fierce.
A little bird told me. Next original section
TRANSLATION—FOUR—4
Original text
I've got a very good view of the fast-tower from here. I'm half-lying
and half-sitting cradled by the babil branches and am looking up through a gap
in the foliage at the dirty great hugeness of the castle's central tower.
You forget the tower's there a lot of the time because (a) it's usually
behind you if you're looking out the way from the castle and (b) it's obscured
by cloud more than half the time anyway.
According to Mr Zoliparia the fast-tower is where the space elevator was
anchored to Earth.
That's why it's called a fastness, Mr Zoliparia says; in English fastness
means a stronghold, and also because when things are tied hard against each
other they are said to be tied fast to each other like the space elevator was
tied fast to Earth, and in a sense tied to the Earth's surface and space
together, too (I said; and the space elevator was a way of getting into space
fast; but Mr Z said no actually it was slower than a rocket or whatever but
much more efficient). Mr Zoliparia thought the space elevator was a great
idea and it was a shame we'd got rid of it and if we hadn't then we wouldn't be
in the pickle we are, i.e. about to get clobbered by the Encroachment.
But I thought space was just full of nothing I said to Mr Zoliparia.
What's the point of going there?
Bascule, he said, you are so thick sometimes.
He told me the fast-tower led to the planets and the stars; once you were in
space you had limitless energy and raw materials and after that brainpower took
you wherever you wanted but we'd thrown all that away.
Mr Zoliparia says the fast-tower represents something of an enigma, on
account that we don't strictly speaking know what's actually in the top of it;
it's been explored up to about the 10th or 11th levels but after that you can't
get no higher, so they say. Blocked on the inside and nothing to hold
onto on the outside and too high up for a balloon or an aircraft to go.
The knowledge of what's up there's been lost long ago in the chaos of the
crypt, says Mr Z.
You hear rumours that there are people up there in the top of the tower but
that's got to be nonsense; how'd they breathe?
Mr Zoliparia isn't the only person to have theories concerning the big
tower; Ergates the ant told me there used to be three space elevators; one
here, one in Africa near a place called Kilimanjaro and one in
Kalimantan. According to her, they've all been dismantled long since of
course but we've got the biggest stump on account of whoever designed the
American continent space elevator had the wizard idea of making the terminus
particularly spectacular and so designed it to look like a huge castle, viz.
the vastness of the fastness (which she claimed used to be called Acsets, which
was another of them acronyms, apparently).
I thought this all sounded a bit iffy and asked Mr Z if he'd ever heard of
there being other fast-towers and he said nope, not as far as he knew, and sure
enough when I searched the crypt for info there wasn't any on no other
elevators and when you actually look into it there doesn't seem to be anywhere
where it says straight out the fast-tower used to be one end of a space
elevator, though it's not a secret. Anyway, Kilimanjaro is a lake and
Kalimantan is a big island (it's got a Crater Lake too) and I think Ergates'
imagination was running away with her a bit there and besides if her theory was
right the name of this place would begin with a K not a S or a A, stands to
reason.
Poor Ergates. I still wonder what happened to that dear little ant,
even though I've got plenty of other things to worry about now.
I turn over in the little nest I've made for myself in the babil branches
and look down the curved trunk to the wall. Nobody else around.
Looks like I gave the bastards the slip.
My shoulder still hurts. So do my wrists and my knees.
Oh what a sorry state we're in, young Bascule, I says to myself.
I just know that sooner or later I'm going to have to go back into the crypt
to find out what on earth's going on, even though the last thing the big bat
said was not to. Don't think it's going to be much fun.
I'm frightened.
You see, I've become an outcast.
I have to say I had a very pleasant lunch with Mr Zoliparia and a good game
of Go which he won of course (like he always does) in this travelling
restaurant. The restaurant starts in a vertical village in the babil near
the top of the great hall gable and slowly descends to floor level over the
next couple of hours. Good food and views. Anyway, I had a very
nice time and almost totally forgot about Dartlin and the giant brain in bird
space and horrible skinned heads and things what go gididibibibigididibigigi
and so on.
Me and Mr Zoliparia talked about loads of stuff.
Eventually though it was time for me to go because I still had evening calls
to do for the Little Big Brothers and they like you to be there in the
monastery to do them and I'd already done one lot on the hoof as it were that
morning in the hydrovator so I thought for the evening I ought to actually be
there within the precinct.
Mr Z saw me to the west wall tube train.
You promise you won't go back into that crypt until you have to? Until
you're back with the brothers? Mr Z said to me, and I said, Oh all right
then Mr Zoliparia.
Good boy, he said.
Everything went as per normal till I got to the other end where there was a
long wait at the hydrovator. I thought of a better idea and took a
travelator across the allure to a funicular line up a flying buttress; I'd get
to the monastery by dropping from above.
There were a couple of novice brothers in the funicular car with me; they
were a bit drunk, and singing loudly. I thought one of them seemed to
recognise me but I just looked away and he ignored me too.
They kept singing as the car when slowly up the curve of the buttress.
I wouldn't have minded, but they were out of tune.
Little-Big, Little-Big, Little-Big!
We're the Mediums who don't give a fig!
Well, here's a fine to-do, I said to myself, sighing and staring out the
window and trying to ignore the noise and their beery breaths. I looked
out the window; it was dusk by this time and the lights were on in the
funicular car's cabin and the sky outside looked pretty and very colourful.
When you're dead, when you're dead, when you're dead,
We'll happily live inside your he—ad!
O, what the heck, I thought.
In a way what I was going to do would make the trip longer not shorter but
at least I'd have some respite from all this cheery-drunken shit, and even if I
forgot my return code again these noisy prats would wake me up soon
enough. I dipped into the crypt, intending to spend maybe half a second
in there.
Less than that was quite enough.
There was something going on.
The first place you go from transport is into a representation of the
castle's transport system, a transparent holo of the fastness with the tube,
train and funicular lines, lift shafts, roads, hydrovator lines and clifter
slots all highlighted. Then you move onto where you want to go elsewhere
in the crypt. Most bags don't even spare this setup a passing glance, but
if you're something of a connoisseur of the crypt's states, like I am, then you
just always swing past this sort of thing and click it out and do a quick
comparison with actual movements to see if Transport's on its bols or
not. Upshot is, if there's anything amiss you spot it, like I spotted the
transport setup wasn't quite right.
It looked like there was an odd kind of hole around the monastery; nothing
moving out, just stuff in-going. Very strange, I thought. I didn't
go no further into the crypt. I checked the monastery's crypt business
during the afternoon. Definitely phase-change in the traffic around an
hour ago. Somebody trying to make things look normal when they
weren't.
Where was brother Scalopin's usual call to the Martian Days
storyline, for example? Or sister Ecrope's tea-time interlope with her
lover in the Uitlander embassy? All replaced by making-up-numbers
traffic, that's where.
I knew I was probably being paranoid, but I worried all the same.
The funicular was due to make one more stop before the station I'd normally
get off at. I told it to stop ASAP.
A minute later it did, and I got off at this little silly halt three
quarters of the way up the buttress which served a couple of clan-execs' love
nests, a old babil farm and a glider club, all of them deserted. The two
brothers I left on the funicular looked puzzled but waved bye-bye and kept
singing as the car trundled away again.
Then there was a thump in my head. The funicular car stopped, then
reversed and clunked and whirred back down towards me.
The thump in my head was some bastard trying to knock me out with a bit of
feedback from the crypt; theoretically impossible and technically difficult but
it can be done and the jolt I'd just got would have knocked out most people,
only I've got the equivalent of shock absorbers because I'm a teller and
therefore used to getting a rough ride from the crypt.
The funicular car was coming glowing back down the curved track, its cabin
lights reflecting off the babil plants festooning the broad arched back of the
buttress. The two brothers inside were at the back window, staring at
me. They didn't look so drunk now, and they were each holding things in
their hands that could have been guns.
Oh shit, I thought.
I ran down a spiral stairway at the side of the buttress. I heard the
car stop above me. The stairway went on and on and on and on spiralling
all the time and I thought when it levels out I'm not going be able to stop
going round; they'll find me whirling round in a tight little circle unable to
go straight. I hit the bottom and sheer terror proved a very efficient
course-straightener. I raced across a gantry slung underneath the
stonework and went down another stairway set against a metal-frame building on
the far side of the buttress. Footsteps clanged behind me.
I came out on a broad balcony and dodged through a doorway and down some
more steps into a sort of hanger where old gliders sat tilted like great
ghostly stiff-winged birds and a bunch of little bats started chattering and
flying round my head. Footsteps above, then behind. Oh shit oh shit
oh shit. The bats were kicking up a hell of a racket.
I spotted a ladder against one wall leading down through the floor and I ran
for it. Somebody shouted behind me; the footsteps slapped loud.
Something went, Bang! and a glider next to me exploded with flame and lost a
wing; the blast of air was warm and almost knocked me off my feet.
I threw myself at the ladder, held the sides and dropped, sliding down
without using my feet at all, hitting the floor and twisting my ankle.
I was in some kind of circular platform slung under the glider
building. Nothing but air underneath and nowhere to go. I looked
back at the ladder. The footsteps were right above me.
I heard a noise like quick, distant surf, and a huge black shape lifted from
under the platform on wings longer than I'm tall. It wavered in the air
alongside then grasped at the thin metal rail round the platform on the far
side from the ladder, its talons gripping the rail while its wings beat quickly
and almost silently back and forward.
I could hear somebody coming down the ladder, breathing hard.
Here! shouted the black shape at the other side of the platform. I'd
thought it was a bird but it was more like a giant bat. Its wings clapped
in and out in and out.
Quickly! it said.
I think if the brothers coming down the ladder hadn't shot at me in the
hanger I wouldn't have gone, but they had so I did.
I ran for the big bat. It held its feet out. I grabbed its
ankles and it wrapped its talons round my wrists making me shout with the
bone-crunching pain while it pulled me off the platform, cracking my knees off
the rail.
We twisted and dropped like the thing couldn't carry me and I screamed, then
it spread its wings with a snap and I nearly lost my grip as we curved out and
away. Light sparkled above me and I heard the bat cry out but I was too
busy looking down at the dark fields in the allure, 5 or 600 metres below and
thinking well, if I die, there's still another seven lives to go. Except
I didn't think that was right somehow, I reckoned whatever trouble I was in
went beyond this life and I wasn't guaranteed another seven lives or even
one.
I held on tight, but the light crackled again and the bat thing juddered in
the air and cried out again and I smelled smoke. We lurched and
side-slipped towards the wall of the great hall, then fell like the proverbial,
and in a scream of air and a scream from me dipped below the allure and the
parapet and went on down till we were level with the lower bretasche, where the
bat wheeled round so hard I lost my grip on its scaly legs and only its
steel-like clasp on my wrists stopped me from falling to the roof of the second
level tower underneath.
Felt like my arms were about to pop out of my sockets. I'd have
screamed but the breath was gone from me.
The air shrieked round my ears as we plummeted between the great tower and
the second level wall, down into a layer of cloud where I couldn't see a damn
thing and it was freezing cold, then we turned in what I thought was the
direction of the tower and out of the mist loomed this bleeding great rock
wall. I closed my eyes.
We twisted once, twice and I went—phew—to myself but when I
opened my eyes we was still heading straight for naked stonework. O fuck,
I thought, but by then I'd decided I'd rather die with my eyes open. At
the last moment we lifted, I saw hanging bunches of foliage strung from the
machicolation above and a instant later we crashed into the babil; my shoulder
was wrenched and I was thrown off the bat and into the babil, grabbing at
leaves and twigs and branches and slipping and falling down through it.
The bat beat furiously, shouting, Hold on! Hold on! while I tried to
get a hold on the damn stuff.
Hold on! it shouted again.
I'm bloody trying too! I yelled.
You safe?
Just about, I said, hugging a big strand of babil like it was a long-lost
mum or something, not able to look behind but still hearing the big bat flap
and beat at my back.
I'm sorry I couldn't help you more, the bat says. You must save
yourself now. They're looking for you. Beware the crypt. Keep
out of things! Erch! Erch! I must go. Farewell,
human.
Yeah, and to you, I shouted, turning round to look at it. And
thanks!
Then the big bat dropped, and I saw it disappear in the mist, falling away
straight down, trailing smoke and then just before I lost sight of it curving
away following the circumference of the tower, beating hard but looking weak
and still falling.
Disappeared.
I crawled into the darkness of the babil, nursing my aches.
Oh dear Bascule, I said to myself. Oh dear oh dear oh dear.
I spent the night in the foliage, constantly dreaming of flying through the
air with Ergates in my hand but then dropping her and her tumbling away and me
not being able to catch her and my wings coming off and me falling too and
screaming through the air, then waking clutching the branches, shivering and
covered in sweat.
So here I am, looking up at the fast-tower and I've spent some time so far
this morning trying to pluck up the courage to go straight back into the crypt
to find out what's going on and look for poor little Ergates and this time take
no nonsense… and I've also spent some time vowing never to even think of
the bleeding crypt again and deciding not to decide about it for now and so
instead I'm just sitting here wondering what I'm to do in general and not able
to come to a decision on that score neither.
I turn over in my little nest again and look down through the branches and
this time I freeze and stare, because I can see this big animal coming climbing
up through the babil; it's bleeding huge, the size of a bear and it's got thick
black fur with streaks of green on it and it's got big shiny black claws and
it's looking at me with two little beady eyes and a funny pointed head and it's
coming up the branch I'm on, straight towards me.
Oh shit, I hear myself say, looking round to see if there's a way to
escape.
There isn't. Oh shit.
The animal opens its mouth. Its teeth are the size of my fingers.
… Stay where you are! it hisses. Next original section
TRANSLATION—FIVE—4
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I stare at the big black beast coming up the branch toward me.
I've got a gun! I shout (this is a lie).
… I very much doubt that, the thing says. It stops all the same
smiling and showing its teeth again. But anyway, it says, stop being
silly. I'm here to help you.
I'll bet, I says, glancing round and still trying to figure out a way of
escape.
Yes. If I'd wanted to harm you I could have shaken you out of there
five minutes ago.
Oh yeah? I says, hanging on tighter. Well maybe you don't want
to kill me, maybe you just want to capture me.
… In which case I'd have dropped on you from above, you silly boy.
Oh you would, would you?
…Yes. You're Bascule, aren't you?
Perhaps, I says. And who or what are you when you're at home then?
… I'm a sloth, it says proudly. You can call me Gaston.
So I'm being led through the babil plants by a sloth called Gaston who has a
kind of mutant lisp and takes such pride in his appearance he's got fungus
growing on his back; that's what the green streaks are. He offered to let
me ride on his back hanging onto his fur but I declined.
We climb through the babil, going down and round the tower.
Who sent you then? I ask.
…Same people sent the jericule last night, Gaston says, talking over
his shoulder.
What, that big bat?
…That's right.
What happened to him anyway, do you know?
…Her, Gaston says. No.
Oh.
I follow Gaston down through the babil branches. Following Gaston
isn't difficult on account of him being a quite remarkably slow mover. If
he had been coming to attack me I could probably have just gone down the branch
he was on and climbed right over him before he could have started to react.
Anyway. Who was it sent you here then?
…Friends.
You don't say.
…No, I do say; friends.
Well thanks, that's pretty enlightening.
…Patience, young man.
We negotiate a few more branches.
Where you taking me anyway?
… to a place of safety.
Yeah, but where?
… Patience, young man, patience.
I can see I'm not going to get nothing out of this sloth so I just shut up
and content myself with making silly faces at its big black green-streaked
back.
It's a long slow journey.
… There's things going on, Mr Bascule, that's all I can say; there's
things going on. Frankly I don't know exactly what they are myself, or
whether I'd be able to tell you about them if I did, but as I don't I can't
anyway, you see?
Not really, I says, which is the truth.
The sloth-geezer what can only say, There's things going on, is called
Hombetante and he's the chief sloth; he's got implants and is actually
considered a bit of a live wire by sloth standards though you could still go
off and have a pee, wash your hands and brush your teeth in the time it takes
him to blink. He's fat and old and gray and his fungus looks more lively
than he does.
I'm in a half-ruined bit of the same tower where the big bat called a
jericule dropped me last night. Me and Gaston the sloth got here after
about an hour in the babil, coming in through a tall window half overgrown with
babil branches.
This seems to be Sloth Central; it's like a whole room full of scaffolding
and hanging tents and hammocks and stuff. There's rubble on the floor and
no glass or anything in the windows and the wind blows in through a window on
the other side of the huge circular room and through the scaffolding and makes
everything sway in the breeze and the sloths don't seem to take very good care
of the place no more than they do themselves, but at least they gave me some
water to drink and have a quick wash in and then gave me some fruit and nuts to
eat. I'd have preferred something hot but I don't think the sloths are
great fans of fire so heating stuff up might be a problem.
We're in a big space in the centre of the scaffolding where the sloths
apparently hold their meetings. Bet those are a bundle of laughs.
Hombetante is hanging upside down from a bit of scaffolding on a low stage
at one end of the meeting space, the floor of which is covered with similar
curved lengths of scaffolding like very tall railings. They've given me a
sort of sling thing to sit in suspended from Hombetante's scaffold pole.
The only other sloth present is Gaston, who's hanging from another bit of
scaffolding alongside, munching slowly on some particularly un-yummy looking
leafs.
… You are welcome to stay here, Hombetante says, until things settle
down.
What you mean, settle down? I ask. How are they settled up at
the moment? What exactly is supposed to be going on?
… Just things, Mr Bascule. Things which need not concern you at
the moment.
What about a certain ant who goes by the name of Ergates? You know
anything about her fate?
… You are just young and doubtless headstrong, Hombetante says, very
much like he hasn't heard what I just said… I was young once myself you
know. Yes I know you might find that hard to believe but it is true; I
well remember…
I won't bore you with the rest. What it boils down to is there's
trouble at the crypt and somehow I've got mixed up in it. Might all be
cleared up soon, might not. Whoever is supposed to be the good guys in
all this are behind the jericule picking me up yesterday and Gaston coming to
find me today. Now I'm here with the sloths I've been told to lie low,
and not to go near the crypt.
And—of course—to have patience.
After my audience with Hombetante during which he tells me have his life
story and I nearly fall asleep twice Gaston takes me to a place near the
outside of the scaffolding where there's a room with a hammock and a sling
chair and an old fashioned screen working off broadcasts. There's a sort
of cubby-hole in one corner with a pipe sticking up which is supposed to be a
toilet. Two floors above there's a place where the sloths gather for food
every evening. Also in the room is a bowl of fruit and a jug of
water. There's a window in one wall what looks out to the big vertical
tower window we came through. Gaston shows me how the screen works and
says if I get bored I can always go fruit and nut gathering with him.
I say thanks, maybe tomorrow, and he goes and I get into the hammock and
pull the covers over and go straight to sleep.
I just know I'm going to go crazy here, and I know that I'm going to have to
visit the crypt sooner or later, to look for Ergates and find out what's going
on, so when I wake up in the late afternoon I splash some water on my face,
have a pee and once I've decided I generally feel awake and refreshed, I get
right down to it, on the principal that there's no time like the present.
I try to clear my mind of all things sloth-like (can't think of anything
less useful to take into the crypt than any semblance of slothfulness) and
plunge right in.
I think I learnt a thing or two during all that time I spent in the crypt as
a bird so I head back in that direction only this time I'm not fucking about
with wee dainty sparrows or hawks or nothing; I'm going as a big bastarding
bird; a simurg. They're so big their brains can cope with a human mind
without much finessing, which means I don't have to spend most of my time
remembering what I am or disguising my wake-up code as a ring. It's a bit
ambitious but sometimes that's the only way to get anywhere.
I close my eyes.
/Check out the immediate locality first; nothing out of the ordinary in the
nearby crypt-space. Have a shufty at the architecture of the tower just
on general principals—this old tower is a interesting place right
enough—then look a bit further out. The traffic around the Little
Big Brothers' monastery is just about back to normal but I don't go any nearer
to find out more.
Zoom into birdspace.
/And I'm a huge wild bird floating on the currents sliding within the
drifting wind, hanging lazily loosed on my outstretched wings cantilevered
across the singing air. My wingtip feathers are each the size of hands;
they flutter like a lamb's heart flutters when my shadow falls over it.
My feet are steel-tipped grapples hung on the end of my hawser legs. My
talons are unsheathed razors; only my eyes are sharper. My beak is harder
than bone, keener than just-broke glass. My keel bone is a great knife
cozened in my flesh and cleaving the soft air; my ribs are glistening springs,
my muscles sleek bunched fists of oily power, my heart a chamber filled with
slow thunder, quiet and unstressed; a towering damn trickling power, ticking
over, headwaters of charged blood pent and latent.
Well, YES! This is more like it! Why did I ever bother being a
hawk? Why was I so bleeding unambitious? I feel fierce, I
feel powerful.
I look about, surveying. Air everywhere. Clouds. No
ground.
Other birds flying in vast Vs, climbing in huge columns in the air, gathered
in their own dark clouds, wheeling and calling. I think towards
roosts.
/And I'm in the midst of them; spherical trees floating in the groundless
blueness like brown planets of twigs in a universe of air, surrounded by a
squawking atmosphere of birds to-ing and fro-ing.
The parliament of crows, I think.
/And I'm there, in bitter air between layers of white cloud like mirrored
landscapes of snow; the great dark winter-trees are massed to the density of
black cliffs against the icy billows of freezing cloud. The crows'
parliament is in the tallest, greatest biggest tree of all, its brown-black
twigs like the sooty bones of a million hands clutching at the chill blank face
of heaven. The meeting breaks up when they see me and they come squawking
and screeching out to mob me.
I beat, pushing down the air, rising over the pestering birds, seeking one
who stays back, directing.
The crows swarm up around me. A few land blows on my head but it
doesn't hurt. I laugh and stretch my neck, swivelling my head and ripping
a few of their little toyish bodies from the air. I toss them aside; red
blood beads, pulverized white bone pushes through their coal black feathers and
they tumble torn to the snow-cloud billows. The rest scream, pull
fluttering back a moment then mob in again. I stroke forwards. Air
snaps swirling under my wings, rolling the pursuing birds round like bubbles
under a waterfall.
I see my prey. He's a big grey-black fella perched on the topmost twig
of the topmost branch of the parliament-tree and he's just realised what's
going on.
He rises, cawing and shrieking into the air. Foolish; if he'd dived
into the branches he might have had a chance.
He tries some acrobatic stuff but he's old and stiff and I snatch him so
easily it's almost disappointing. Snap! and he's neatly encased in
one cage of foot, flapping and screaming and losing feathers and pecking at my
toes with his little black beak and tickling me. I slice another couple
of his fellows out of the air, spreading their blood like a artist would, paint
on a white canvas, then I think eyrie.
/And am alone with my little crowy friend above a tawny plane of sand and
rock, beating towards a fractured cliff where a gnarled finger of rock juts
out, its summit topped with a giant nest of sunbleached timbers and splintered
white animal and bird bones.
I land and fold the soft cloaks of my wings and stand upon the brittle
nest—timbers creak, branches burst, picked-clean bones snap—looking
down at my balled foot with the old gray-black crow imprisoned in it, flapping
and beating and hollering.
Skreak! Skrawk! Awrk! Gerout!
Oh shut up, I tell it, and the rock-crushing weight of my voice stuns it to
quiet stillness. I balance on that leg, compressing the trapped crow and
reaching through the bars of my talons with a talon from the other foot,
tickling the bird's grey-black throat while the breath wheezes out of it.
Now then my little chum, I say—and my voice is acid on a slicing
blade, boiling lead down a open throat—I've a few questions I'd like to
ask you. Next original section
TRANSLATION—SIX—4
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You know what I'm going to do if you don't tell me what I want to know,
don't you? I says to the old crow caged in my talons.
I'm resting in my big nest on the finger of stone looking out over the
desert, sitting here quite happily pulling out the old grey-black crow's
feathers one by one with my free foot, humming to myself and trying to get some
sense out of the old bird.
I don't know nothing! the grey-black crow shouts. You'll pay for this,
you piece of filth! Set me back where you found me immediately and maybe
we say no more about this—eark!
(I scrunch his beak a bit with two of my talons.)
You swine! he blubbers.
I decided it's time to fix the old fella with a serious stare, so I lower my
great-beaked head down to his level and look in through the talon-bars at his
little black beady eyes. He tries to look away but I hold his head round
looking towards me with a talon and put my head closer to him (though not too
close—I'm not stupid). Crows can't actually move their eyes very
much and now he couldn't move his head neither. They've got a thing
called a nictitating membrane what they can flick over their eye and this old
chap's nictitating like mad trying to block me out and if I wasn't such a fine
firm fleshed-out example of a simurg he might block me out (or even taking me
over if he was trying), but I am, so he couldn't and I was in there.
I had decided in my own mind by this time that simurgs were related to
lammergeiers and as any fool will tell you lammergeiers are also known as bone
crushers. So the old crow looks into my mind and sees what I intend to do
and promptly shits himself.
I look at the mess on my fine razor-sharp talons and my nicely decorated
nest and then look at him again.
Oh f-f-fuck, he whimpers. Sorry about that. His voice is
quivering. I will tell you anything you want to know; just don't do those
things to me.
Hmm, I says, lifting him up a bit to look pointedly at the shit on my
nest. We'll see.
What you want to know? he shrieks. Just tell me! What you
looking for?
I jab my head towards him. An ant, I tell him.
A what?
You heard. But let's start with the lammergeiers.
The lammergeiers? They're gone.
Gone?
From the crypt. Gone.
Gone where?
Nobody knows! They been weird and distant for a while and now they
just ain't around no more. It's the truth; check it out for yourself.
I will, and before I let you go, so you better be telling the
truth. Now what about this bleeding red-face thing goes gidibibidibigibi
etc. etc. you get the idea, eh? What's it when it's at home then?
The old crow freezes for a second, then he starts to shake and then
he—I can hardly believe it—he laughs!
What? he shrieks, all hysterical. You mean that thing behind you, is
that what you mean?
I shake my head. What sort of bird you take me before? I ask it,
shaking it up and down so it rattles like a dice in a cup. Eh?
Eh? Just how stupid you think I am? Do I look like a
bleeding pigeon?
Gidibidibigidigibigi! screams a voice behind me.
(I feel my eyes go very wide.)
I stare at the bedraggled black crow trapped in the talons of my right
foot.
Another time, I says, and crush the crow to the size of a thrush.
I whirl round and throw the dead crow at where I hope the horrible red head
thing is, pushing myself off the nest at the same time.
Gidibidibigidigibigi! the skinned head shrieks, and the old dead crow
explodes into flame and disappears as it hits the jagged red hole of the
thing's flayed nose. The head's bigger than it was before and it's got
wings of its own now; wings like the wings of a skinned bat, all wet and bloody
and glistening. Fucker's bigger than I am and its teeth look sharp as
hell. I beat my wings, not turning and flying away but hovering there,
staring at it like it's staring at me.
Gidibidibigidigibigi! it screams again and then it's expanding, rushing
towards me like it's a planet bloating, a sun exploding. I'm not fooled;
I know it's still the size it was really and this is just a feint. I
glimpse the real thing coming straight at me like a punch thrown through the
exploding image.
This is my nest. The head's over the edge of it right now.
I take one quick flap closer and reach out with a foot and slap down on a
huge white-bleached hunk of timber; the timber is most of a tree-trunk and it
levers up in a explosion of smaller branches and smacks straight into the face
of the thing going Gidibidi-urp!
Its wings close involuntarily around the tent of branches sticking up in
front of it and it falls flapping to the nest, all tangled and shrieking and
bouncing and flapping and tearing its wings and I just know I should get the
hell out while the going's good but call it instinct, call it madness, I just
have to attack.
I give one more flap to get a bit of height—noticing that the sky
seems to be getting brighter—then spread my talons and start to drop
towards the horrible head thing.
The sky's gone very white and bright.
I cancel the stoop and flap once more, hovering over the flapping screaming
entangled head and looking up at the sky; it's gone dark again, but it's
starting to bulge somewhat.
Oh-oh, I think, and say my wake-up word to myself.
There are certain things which will impose themselves on you even when you
are in the depths of the crypt, and an explosion is one of them; either a very
bright flash of light or a shock wave and certainly both, which is what I was
getting here. You don't have to wake up and if you're in deep enough you
won't, you'll just explain it away to yourself even if it's blowing you apart
as you think, but I'm not so daft.
The blast rolls me over in my room, bouncing me off a taut-strung wall and
flinging me back into the centre of the room again.
I look out the door through smoke and flames and see men coming down ropes
from above the big window in the tower; a handful of guys in wing-chutes are
flying in through the window, heading for the scaffolding, shooting with guns
that send bolts of light through the smoke. A sloth falls flaming past
the doorway of my room, making a tearing, roaring noise as it falls and leaving
a trail of thick black smoke. Another explosion rocks the scaffolding
around me and the walls bulge. I see the light of big flames shining
through the fabric wall to my right. Outside, the guys in the wing-chutes
swing their guns to one side and reach out to grab the scaffolding as they
thump into it; their chutes fall away as soon as they touch.
I roll away to the back of my room and bite at the fabric just above the
floor; it holes and I haul and pull at it till it tears some more then squirm
out through and into relative darkness.
I'm behind the walls of the sloths' scaffold structure, swinging from pole
to pole like a monkey, heading downwards. A huge explosion of flame
bursts out overhead, showering me with flaming debris; I have to hang by one
hand from a pole and pat out flames on my shirt. The debris falls on
down, lighting the way. There are quite a lot of flames now, and
gunfire.
Part of my mind is thinking, Blimey, can all this really be for me? and
another part is thinking, No, Bascule, don't be silly! But the first bit
is going, Then how come there's all this violence and stuff happening around
yours truly? This ain't a violent society; bags is pretty peaceful as a
rule. How come all this is happening all of a sudden? Oh fuck;
those poor sloths was just trying to be friendly and how do I repay them?
I wonder how things have shaken out for Gaston and old Hombetante. Then I
figure maybe it's best if I try not to think about that sort of thing; it's
done now.
Amazing the survival mechanisms you build up in times like this.
Ahead of me I can see the curved inner surface of the wall of the tower,
it's undressed stone and all black and glistening with moisture in the light of
flames. A few last poles to go, regularly spaced.
Right hand left hand right hand left hand; I'm in a fever or something
because I think; just the time to crypt for a second, and as I reach for the
next pole I think, right, crypt until you touch this pole, and I'm there,
deliberately not thinking about where I am at the moment but swinging out into
the immediate locality
/only to find it isn't there any more.
It's like there's just a grey fog all around me; a metallic, growling,
hissing, static-ish sort of fog. I can roughly remember where things were
from earlier but I don't want to have to trust to memory that much. Then
the fog seems to collect around me and it's like it's not fog at all it's made
up not of water but of metal filings, metal dust, sleeting into my skin like
acid, burrowing into my pores and it hurts and my eyes go wide and the metal
dust is sandpapering my eyes and making me scream and as I open my mouth it's
filling it and nose with metal grit and I'm breathing it in and it's fire, like
breathing flame, filling me, roasting me from inside.
I flail out at it, trying to push it away and my hand touches something
solid and I remember that means something and with a struggle I wake up.
My hand clutches the cold bar of the scaffold pole and I feel the breath
whistle out of me and I sneeze and my eyes water and my skin itches everywhere
and I just manage to grab the last pole and then thump into the black stone
wall and stop there, still shaking and not feeling too good.
The floor is a couple of metres lower down, covered in rubbish.
Looking up, the wall disappears into darkness. On either side, it curves
away, black and barely visible. The sloths' scaffolding structure fits
raggedly against the wall, poles stuck resting on bits where the rough stone
juts out and the grey sackcloth stuff flapping in the breeze. The channel
I escaped down rises like a narrow black canyon above me. Flames burn in
the distance.
I try to remember the layout of the place from the start of my crypting
earlier. Bleeding hell.
I shake my hed, then start leaping across from pole to pole along the side
of the rough stone wall. Should be this way…
And so I go swinging off through the dark space behind the walls of the
place where the sloths hang out, or at least did until these guys—with
the guns and parachutes and stuff—came calling.
I'm a rat behind the bleeding walls, I think, scurrying above the rubbish
looking for a hole to disappear down.
Oh dear Bascule I think to myself, not for the first time and I've a
horrible feeling not for the last time neither. Oh dear oh dear oh
dear. Next original section
TRANSLATION—SEVEN—4
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I'm in the lammergeiers' roost, my breath sounding loud in my ears and mixed
in with these hissy clicky noises because I'm wearing this mask on my face and
a breathing bottle on me back both of which I got off the dead spyer.
This is a spooky old place and no mistake. There's nobody around and
it's very cold indeed and the light is very white and intense and washed out
looking. Being in the lammergeiers' roost is like being inside a giant
holey cheese; sort of interconnected bubbles and stretched, punctured membranes
of stone and metal everywhere and high up on the walls in places where the
bubbles make cup and bowls jutting out there's these nests lined with babil
plant and feathers only there's no birds in them nor eggs nor nothing.
The floor of the roost is like a whole lot of little craters each of them
holding loads of broken, splintered bones. My feet go crunch crunch as I
walk, looking up and around and trying to see if there's anybody else here
either human or creature but the place seems to be deserted.
There are huge circles in the outer walls like portholes where the winds
come in whistling through and sounding high and ready and weird; I climb up to
one of the bigger holes and look out. It's hazy white cloud out there
like a layer of fog what extends to the horizon; you can just about see the
lower levels of the castle showing underneath, like something trapped inside a
transparent glacier. There's a couple of towers sticking up from the
cloud but they look very small and far away. No sign of no birds out
there neither, but then that's the thing; this is too far up for birds to fly,
so how come the lammergeiers were ever here?
I slide down a curve of bubble and crunch into some bones, then head towards
the centre of the tower, into the shades where there's a faint breeze coming
from.
The nests thin out and disappear as I go deeper, still crunching over the
occasional bone while it gets darker and darker and I can hardly see where I'm
putting my feet. I've got this torch what the dead spyer had on him so I
turn it on and just as well; there's a dirty great hole right in front of
me. I edge closer and hold onto the wall and stick my head out over the
huge circular hole. Must be 50 metres or more across. Black
deep. Goes straight up into the darkness, too. There's a gentle
draft of air coming up the shaft. It's warm, at least in comparison with
the freezing air up here. No sign of any other entrances around the
shaft, just this one.
I'm still not anywhere near the centre of the tower; that's way, way further
deep, probably a couple of kilometres away. I'm in the fast-tower, still
on the lam and searching for little Ergates.
I lean back from the hole.
Then there's a crunching noise somewhere in the darkness behind me. I
whirl round.
I found Gaston the sloth peeking out over a stone ledge on the inside wall
of the sloths' tower, near the sloped tunnel what led to the old lift
shafts. According to the glimpse I'd had of the locality when I'd crypted
earlier these shafts were abandoned and unused but I'd thought with any luck
they'd be the type of shaft what has stairs going round the inside of the shaft
for emergencies, and maybe they wouldn't be guarded by the bods what were
attacking the sloths.
Well, that was the theory. In fact the scoop of the tunnel on the
level below where Gaston was hiding was full of Security geezers with
guns. Oh great, I thought.
I'd climbed along between the dank black wall of the tower and the framework
of scaffolding what was the sloths' home neighbourhood, heading for here, where
the floor dropped away in steps and the access tunnel was. Looked like
old Gaston had had the same idea.
I didn't think I'd made a noise but he turned round slowly and saw me and
pushed himself back from the edge of the ledge and climbed up the scaffolding
towards me, pointing behind me.
We retreated a bit, behind some of the canvas-hung scaffolding.
… young Bascule, he said, you are safe; good.
Yeah and you, I said. But it looks like the Security boys have this
place strung up good and tight. You know any other ways out of here?
…As it happens, Gaston says, I do actually. If you'll just
follow me…
Gaston set off back from the scaffolding heading upwards at what was
probably an extreme sprint for a sloth. I ambled after him.
We climbed up about seven floors of the sloth scaffolding; there was quite a
lot of smoke up here and I could see flames in the distance, deeper inside the
structure.
… Here, Gaston said, stopping at a pretty ordinary looking bit of
wall. He gripped the top of a dripping black stone; it hinged down to
reveal a round black hole. He motioned me in.
I must have looked dubious.
… I'll go first, then, he said, and clambered into the hole.
I shouldn't have looked dubious because I couldn't lift the stone back up
after us and so Gaston had to squeeze past me to do it. I don't know if
you have ever had a large sweaty sloth with copious quantities of fungus on its
pelt squeeze past you in a confined space… Come to think of it probably
you won't, but assuming that's the case think yourself lucky that's all I can
say.
Having Gaston squeeze past me again didn't seem like such a good idea.
I'll just lead off then if it's all the same to you Gaston old son, I
said.
… By all means, young Bascule.
The tunnel was cramped and only fit for crawling in. The damn thing
went up, down and round this way and that way; it was like climbing around in
the intestines of some huge stone giant. With Gaston's pelt-fungus still
smeared all over me, it didn't smell dissimilar neither.
Listen Gaston, I said at one point while he was giving me a punt up a
particularly steep bit of the giant intestine, I'm really sorry if that was me
what brought all that there shit down on you guys. I really appreciate
what you did, rescuing me and taking me in etc. and I'd hate to think I was
responsible for all this.
…I quite understand your anguish, young Bascule, Gaston said.
But it's not your fault certain persons are trying to persecute you.
You really think they was after me? I asked.
… That was the impression I formed from what I overheard, Gaston
said. They did not seem to be interested in any of us. They were
looking for somebody else they suspected us of harbouring.
Blimey.
… In any event, Gaston said, The responsibility is theirs, not
yours. What happened is just one of those things I suppose.
Well, thanks, Gaston, I said.
…You didn't crypt, did you? Gaston said. It's just
that might have led them to us. But you didn't, did you?
Oh no, I said. No, not me; I didn't. Nope. Not
guilty. No sir-ee. Uh-uh. Wouldn't catch me doing a thing
like that. Oh no.
…There you are then, Gaston said.
And so we wound on through the guts of the tower, me feeling lower than a
tapeworm.
Eventually we came to a bit where the tunnel widened out and the floor
turned from stone to wood; I more or less fell into this wooden bowl where a
faint light shone. I didn't quite get out of the way in time so Gaston
slid down on top of me.
More pelt fungus.
… there should be a trap here somewhere, Gaston said, feeling around
on the floor… Ah, here it is. There was a sort of hollow clunking
noise and in the half-light I could see Gaston pulling what looked like a huge
plug up out of the floor.
… It's a hollowed out babil stem, Gaston explained, setting the plug
to one side. I'll go first, I think.
The hollow babil trunk headed down in a series of long, stretched Ss.
There were rungs on the walls; Gaston went down them pretty quickly for a
sloth. Now and again we passed what might have been doors in the trunk
where the occasional crack of light showed, but mostly it was totally
dark. We seemed to go on down forever and I nearly fell off a couple of
times. Just as well Gaston was beneath me; the thought of another close
encounter with his pelt fungus quickly concentrated my mind, I can tell
you.
At last Gaston said, … here we are, and we stepped on to a platform of
stone and when through a door into a cramped space where Gaston wriggled and I
crawled between a stone floor and this metal sealing which made a sort of
blurbilurbilurbil sound. We came out in what looked like a big long
curving service duct whose walls were lined with pipes; we'd just crawled under
a big gurgling tank of some sort. I could here what sounded like a train
rumbling somewhere nearby.
… There is a freight tube line junction through there, Gaston said,
pointing at a hatch in the floor. The trains have to slow down to
negotiate the points and it is possible for a human to jump on board a wagon
and so secure a ride. I think I have to return to see what has befallen
my friends, but if you can make your way to the second level south-west
buttress you will find a town there. Go to the central square; someone
will be looking for you and will look after you. I'm sorry to have to
abandon you in this way, but it is all I can do.
That's all right, Gaston, I said. You done all you can and I don't
deserve all the kindness you've shown me. I was so choked I could have
hugged him, but I didn't. He just nodded his big funny pointed head and
said,… Well, good luck young Bascule, you take care now… and you
promise you will go to the south-west buttress at the town there?
Oh yes, I says, lying through my teeth.
Good. Fare well.
Then he was away, crawling back under the big gurgly tank.
I went down through the hatch in the floor into a broad dark cavern where
lots of tube lines converged from single tunnels. There was nobody about
but I hid behind some humming sort of cabinet things between two of the tracks
and waited; a while later a train of open wagons came rattling through,
clattering across the points; I let the unmanned engine and most of the wagons
go past and then jumped on one near the end, hauling myself up the side and
over into its empty interior.
After a few minutes during which the train entered a black-dark tunnel and
picked up speed again, I reckoned it was safe to crypt.
There was no horrible corrosive fog/sleet here. Everything luckily
seemed normal. The train was heading for the far end of the second level,
near to the Southern Volcano Room. It would slow down at a few more
places yet where I could get off. I crypted further afield.
/The lammergeiers roost was frozen. Its crypt-space representation
was there but it was like a still picture instead of a movie; there were no
birds nor anybody or anything there and you couldn't interact with nothing
there. I sensed something nearby in the crypted space and suspected there
was some kind of guard on the place, waiting to see who turned up interested in
the lammergeiers. I disconnected quick.
The train rolled on. The lammergeiers lived—or used to
live—in the fast-tower, on the 9th level. I reckoned there was
something going on up there. The freight train would pass almost
underneath the fast-tower. Good enough for me. The 9th level
sounded a bit high and cold and inaccessible but I'd burn that bridge when I
came to it.
I almost decapitated myself jumping off the train when it went through
another set of points in a wide bit of tunnel the length of which I slightly
overestimated, but apart from banging a shoulder on a wall and skinning one
knee I escaped unscathed. I climbed a ladder, walked a bit of service
tunnel and took a service elevator up to the main floor level. I found
myself in what looked like a giant chemical works, all pipes and big pressure
vessels and leaking steam and funny smells. Sure enough, a quick check on
the crypt and I confirmed it was a plastics refinery.
After a lot of fancy and highly technical crypting, some walking and
climbing over pipes and ducts and avoiding the dodgier-looking shadows I found
an automatic freight elevator taking vats of some sort of fertilizer up the
tower and hitched a ride up in that.
My ears popped after two minutes, and after about five, and ten.
Some more fancy crypting got the elevator to go a floor above where it was
expected; this was as high as it could go. I got out in a sort of tall
open gallery where a fierce cold wind blew and the view was of babil plants
forming a fretwork of gnarled branches letting in a spare icy light.
I let the elevator take itself back down a floor.
There was a pillar about 100 metres away which supported the roof of the
tall gallery. The one in the other direction was twice as far away.
I set off towards the nearer one.
I was still only dressed in my usual clothes and this wind was making me
shiver already, but then it had been fairly warm further down so maybe it was
just the suddenness of the change. I walked along the gallery, between
the silhouetted babil and the smooth ashlar of the tower's barely curved
wall. The floor felt cold through my shoes and I wished I had a hat.
The crypt started to get a bit vague and unhelpful about the layout of the
fast-tower at around this level. I just had to hope the pillar might have
a set of stairs in it.
It didn't. It had two sets of stairs in it, intertwined in a double
helix like DNA.
Didn't seem to matter which one I took. I started climbing.
I went fast at first to try and warm up but the breath just whistled out of
me and my legs turned to jelly; I had to sit down and put my pounding head
between my knees before I could continue, more slowly.
The steps went round and round and round; pretty steep.
I plodded on and up, trying to settle into a rhythm. This seemed to
work but I was getting a hell of a headache. Lucky I was fit, not to
mention determined. (Not to mention bloody stupid, it was starting to occur to
me.)
The pillar got to the next storey—another open gallery—and
didn't stop; it went on up. Seemed to go on for a good ways yet so I
stuck with it. The stair case had no handrails and though it was a good
couple of metres wide it would have been frighteningly open and exposed on the
outer side if the babil plants hadn't been hanging growing all over the outside
of the tower. As it was it was still pretty frighteningly exposed on the
other side, but the best thing to do was not to think about it and certainly
not to look.
I kept climbing.
Another level. My head was hurting like mad. I looked for the
pillar but it wasn't there any more. Instead there was a whole network of
twisted pillars, weaving this way and that with high altitude babil—thin
weedy stuff—all over it, coating the floor of the gallery, netting the
weave of the fretted stone wall.
I wandered, my feet tripping over the babil, looking for a strand of
stonework with steps in it or on it so that I could go higher, my vision
getting dark at the edges, my legs feeling bouncy and strange and something
howling in my ears that might have been the wind and might not.
I don't know how long it was before I found the spyer, fallen amongst the
babil, dead, crumpled, head shattered, skin dried, white bones poking through
his kneepads. I remember looking up and thinking he must have falling
from the open-work ceiling, and I saw his mask and the cylinder on his back but
I just wandered off again, feeling like I was walking along this tunnel because
that was all I could see and it seemed like hours later while I was still
searching for another stairway or at least a door or something that I thought,
Hey, maybe I could use the spyer's gear! and I started to turn round and almost
tripped over him because I'd wandered in a circle.
There was old brown blood dried on the face mask but it fell away like dark
dandruff when I knocked it. The oxygen in the tank was cold and it felt
like it was freezing my lungs but my headache started to go and I wasn't
looking down a tunnel all the time no more.
I finished the water in his canteen, took his jacket, hat and torch and left
the poor bugger lying there.
The stairs were in a really obvious place, just along from the top of the
pillar I'd climbed.
The lammergeiers' roost was on the next level. I got there at dusk and
collapsed in a nest of dry babil and huge scratchy feathers. The din
waked me and I started investigating, ending up looking down the big shaft.
I hear the crunching noise.
I swing the torch round aiming the beam down the tunnel; the warm breeze
coming up the deep black shaft tugs at my jacket. The torch beam just
disappears into the dark, swallowed up.
Something crunches again, then there's a noise of something coming whistling
towards me.
I don't have time to duck and I don't see what hits me, but it bashes into
my chest and knocks me backwards, the breath going Hoof!, out of my
lungs. I feel myself start to go over the edge of the shaft and grab with
one hand as the lip of stone skates under my bum. My hand misses.
I fall into the black throat of the shaft.
The roar of air builds up around me, tearing the mask off my face.
After a few seconds I get my breath back and I start screaming. Next original section
TRANSLATION—EIGHT—4
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I get tired of screaming. Even more I get tired of getting bashed on
the head with the mask what has come off my face; it's still attached to the
air tank on my back and it's slipped round behind my neck and is going thump
thump thump on the back of my bonce.
I feel behind me and tear it away.
My ears are going pop pop pop. The air is blasting round me so hard
there's hardly any point in me screaming anyway. It's almost totally
dark; I've got a sort of gray sensation of the walls rushing past around me,
and if I twist round I can look up and see a vague impression of a tiny patch
of dark gray on the blackness.
Downwards, there's just blackness.
I try to crypt but I can't; don't know if it's because I'm moving too fast
or because the shaft is shielded or because I'm too terrified to concentrate
properly. I start screaming again, then stop, gulping for breath.
I'd have shat my pants by now but it's been so long since I ate that I
can't.
The air is cold and I'm shivering but it's not freezing. I settle into
a sort of floppy X-shape after a while, like I've seen skydivers do; I drift
towards one wall, then manoeuvre myself away again. I have to keep
swallowing to keep my ears from bursting. I try to think how far up I was
and how long it's going to take me to fall to the bottom, if it's the bottom
that's going to break my fall. I realise that there might be something
between me and the bottom and I could hit at any moment and I start screaming
again.
I stop after a while. Tears get whipped off my face but it's not me
crying it's just the fierceness of the wind tearing at my eyes.
I've never died before. I don't know what it's like. I've heard
from other people and I've been in the minds of bags what have died and got
their impressions but they say it's different for everybody and I don't know
what it'll be like for me and I was hoping not to find out for a while yet
thanks very much but there we go.
I start wondering if they'll resuscitate me at all. Oh fuck; what if
I'm in such big trouble they'll just lose my identity from the crypt?
What if they catch my dying thoughts and then just interrogate me, or don't
bother saving me at all?
I feel like I'm going to be sick.
The roaring around me goes on forever. My eyes are dry and sore.
My ears hurt too.
Oh fuck I don't want to die.
I can't believe how long this is taking. I feel like I'm in
crypt-time. It occurs to me maybe I am, maybe I crypted without knowing
about it. But I can't be. I'm obviously not. I'm here,
falling down this shaft, dammit. I try crypting again.
It works. I'm on the second basement level, practically at sea
level.
How much further down can this bleeding shaft go?
/I port across into the crypt; at least I can avoid the moment of
impact. My implants will pull me back when I die, so there won't be two
of me, but at least… wait a bleeding minute.
According to the local hardware I'm still on the same level. The crypt
thinks I'm stationary. What's going on here?
I double check, treble check, quadruple check. Yep; the cryptosphere
thinks I've stopped.
I give a sort of mental gulp, then port back across to my body.
/The air is still screaming up round me. It's still totally black but
with the thermal bit of my vision I can still make out the walls to either
side. Sure enough, they do look a bit different; no impression of them
hurtling past no more. I stare down.
I don't see nothing but blackness but now I think about it the sound is
different somehow; even more of a roar.
Then suddenly there's lights everywhere, blinding me.
I close my eyes. I think; blimey, I never felt a thing. That's
me dead and this is the long tunnel with the light at the end what everybody
gets to see and I must have hit the bottom and not even felt it.
Except the roaring's still there and the wind is still pushing into my
face. I open my eyes again.
I'm staring straight down at a sort of a hexagonal grid of wires or metal or
something, and beyond the grid, a few metres further down, there's all these
big propeller things, 7 of them, all whirling away and roaring and sending the
air screaming up past me.
I look to the side.
There's a door in the wall level with me and a couple of big black mean
looking birds with scaly necks perched there, looking at me, beady-eyed, their
feathers ruffling in the draft.
I can't think what else to do. So I wave to them.
That was how we used to reach our home, one of the birds tells me.
I'm walking along a broad brightly lit tunnel. The two lammergeiers
are keeping pace with me by sort of half-hovering in the air one on either side
of me, their wings going whuf whuf, whuf whuf. I didn't even know they
could do this.
I'm walking kind of funny because I think I did crap my pants just a little,
but they don't seem to notice, or they're too polite.
You mean you got blasted up there by those fans? I say,
surreptitiously pulling at the seat of my pants.
Correct, says the bird (having to shout above the noise of its wings going
whuf whuf).
So why'd you leave? I shout. And who was that up there who
pushed me down?
We left because it was no longer safe, and we were needed down here, yells
the bird. As to who pushed you into the shaft, I imagine it was probably
a state employee.
What, a Security geezer or something? But-?
Please; I can't tell you any more. Our commander may be able to answer
any other questions you have. Look; would you mind running?
Running? I says, Why, is there somebody after us? I glance
behind expecting to see Security people pursuing us but there's just the long
bright tunnel stretching way into the distance.
No, shouts the bird, it's just this pace is very tiring for us.
Sorry, I says, and break into a run. Doesn't do my chafed bum no good
but it keeps the two lammergeiers happy, beating alongside.
And so that was how I arrived at the lammergeiers' HQ; breathless, on the
double and with my pants spotted with cack.
The head lammergeier is a fierce big bugger of a bird; taller than me when
he's perched and wings longer than I'm tall. He isn't no old guy neither,
he's in his prime with sleek black and white feathers, steely looking talons, a
naked neck that looks old and bright, and jet-black eyes. I don't know if
he's got a name; we haven't been properly introduced.
He's sitting on a perch, I'm sat on the floor. The room is funnel
shaped and the broad circular roof has an image of a blue sky with little
fluffy clouds in it. There's another half dozen or so other lammergeiers
perched around the room too.
You have been a proper pest to certain people, master Bascule, the big bird
says, staring at me and rocking from side to side and sort of stamping its feet
on the perch. A most persistent pest.
Thank you very much, I says.
That was not a compliment! the bird screeches, flapping.
I sit back, blinking (my eyes are still a bit sore after all that wind
roaring past me when I fell). What do you mean? I ask.
It's quite possible that we have given away our new position here by turning
on the lift fans so we could save your miserable hide! the bird
shouts.
Well, sorry I'm sure, but I was told you might have some information about
the whereabouts of a friend of mine.
What? the head bird says, sounding puzzled. Who?
It's an ant. Her name is Ergates.
The bird stares at me. You're looking for an ant? he squawks,
and sounds incredulous.
A very special ant. (I narrow my eyes.) What was taken by a
lammergeier.
The bird shakes its head. Well, it wasn't done by one of us, it says,
shaking its feathers.
Oh yeah? I says.
We are chimerics, master Bascule. This… ant must have been taken
by a wild lammergeier.
And where are they then? I ask. (Damn, thought I was on the right
track at last!)
Dead, the head bird says.
I blink my eyes. Dead?
The state had them killed during yesterday evening when it realized we
opposed it; most of them were mobbed by chimeric crows and brought down.
We believe we were the real targets. Two of us were caught and
destructed. All the wild lammergeiers are dead.
Oh, I said. Oh dear, I thought.
Hmm, I said, I don't suppose you know if any of them said anything
about-?
Wait a minute, the bird says, waving one wing at me. It closes its
eyes for a moment. It opens them again.
It looks steadily at me for a moment, then sort of half shakes its
head. Well, master Bascule, it says. As I said, you have been
nothing if not persistent. And you have not been frightened to risk your
life. It stamps its feet again. There is something you might
do.
Do for what, for who?
I can't tell you too much, young sir; it's best for you if you don't know
too much, believe me; but there are some very important things happening right
now, things which affect—and which will affect—all of us. The
state—the people who have attacked our friends the sloths and have tried
to kill you—are trying to prevent something happening. Will you
give us your help in making it happen? What happen? I ask, suspicious. They say there's an
emissary from the chaotic bits of the crypt around, wanting to infect the upper
layers.
The big bird shakes its wings impatiently. The emissary, it says, is
called an asura and it is from one of the few parts of the crypt which has
not been touched by the chaos. It carries within it the means of
our salvation, but its mission is in jeopardy; the state opposes it to because
the fulfilment of its mission would—conceivably—mean the end of the
present power structure. Of course the state has used the bogey of the
chaos to attempt to turn others against the asura and those who would aid
it. The fact remains it is our only hope. If it does not succeed we
are all lost.
I shift my bum a bit. I really should have asked to clean up a bit
before all this. Not that a place where lammergeiers are is likely to be
big on washrooms, judging from the state of some of the floors I've seen around
here. I'm thinking through what the head geezer's just told me. It
might be true, but I very much doubt I'm being told the whole truth here.
And what am I supposed to do? I ask.
The head bird looks distinctly uncomfortable, and flaps its wings a
bit. It's dangerous, it says.
I'd kind of guessed that, I says urbanely, feeling pretty grown-up, thank
you very much. What did you have in mind? I ask.
The lammergeier fixes me with its ice-black eyes. Going back up the
fast-tower, it says. Only higher this time. (It stamps its feet, one
after another, and the other birds do the same thing.) Much higher.
I sit back. Throats gone a bit dry.
You got a toilet I could use? I ask.
Looks like the whole bleeding fast-tower's just packed with shafts.
We're here at the foot of another one. It's bigger than the one I fell
down; a lot bigger. This is the one in the centre of the tower and it
must be easily half a kilometre across. Very faint light filters down
from… blimey, I don't know; hell of a far up, that's for sure.
We are here courtesy of the war, the head bird tells me. Both sides
think the other controls this space.
Oh really.
Yes; the fact they may be about to reach an accommodation shortly is another
reason for there being a degree of urgency about the present situation.
The head bird is perched with his half-dozen pals on what looks like a peace
of crumpled, soot-blackened missile wreckage near the centre of the shaft
base. Other lammergeiers are flitting about the place through the
shadows. The rock floor of the shaft looks like it used to be smooth but
it's all chipped and scarred now and littered with bits of broken
machines. There's a double set of rails leading in from the side of the
shaft which is where we came from; there's a big cavern there what looks like a
museum of rocket flight or something; full of big sheds and mysterious bits of
equipment and rusting missiles and big spherical tanks and telescopes and radar
dishes and deflated silver balloons like discarded bolgounz.
I look straight up. Didn't know you could get vertigo looking up.
This is the main shaft, the head bird says, and poses. Once it led to
the stars.
I look up again and I can believe it. My head spins at the thought
& I almost fall over.
The top of the fast-tower has been inaccessible for as long as anybody or
anything can remember, the lammergeier tells me. Many attempts have been
made, mostly in secret, to reach its heights. All have failed, as far as
we know. It lifts up one foot and looks down at the bit of missile it's
perched on. You see some of the wreckage around you.
Uh-huh, I says. Something up there keeps shooting them down, yeah?
No; but there appears to be an armoured conical base to the tower's upper
reaches at about 20 kilometres which nobody has been able to penetrate.
I look round at all the missile wreckage. The authorities don't
usually let airplanes operate within the castle for fear of a crash weakening
the structure, let alone missiles. You can't help wondering what sort of
damage has been done up there by all this wrecked hardware.
So? I says.
We have a final vacuum balloon, the lammergeier says.
A what?
A vacuum balloon, it repeats. Technically, a very strong impermeable
membrane enclosing a high vacuum and fitted with a harness.
A harness, I said.
And we have some high-altitude breathing equipment.
You have, have you? I says. (and am thinkin, oh-oh…)
Yes, master Bascule. We are asking you to take the balloon up as far
as you can and then climb some way beyond the level the balloon attains.
Is that possible? How far up we talking?
It is certainly possible, though not without risk. The altitude is
approximately 20 kilometres.
Has anybody else been up that high?
They have.
They get back down again?
Yes, the lammergeier says, stamping from side to side again and flapping its
wings out a bit. Several missions have attained such heights in the
past.
What am I supposed to do up there?
You will be given a package to take with you. All you have to do is
deliver it.
Where? Who to?
You will see when you get there. I can't tell you any more.
If this is so urgent, how come you guys can't do it? I ask, looking
round at the other birds.
One of our number tried, the head bird says. We believe he is
dead. Another was about to mount a second attempt just before you
appeared but we were not very hopeful of success. The problem is that we
cannot fly to a half of the altitude required, and once the balloon will rise
no more simply walking up steps appears to be the best means of gaining
height. We are not built for walking. You are.
I think about all this.
It is a simple task in a sense, the head lammergeier says, but without it
the asura's mission will surely fail. However, this is a dangerous
undertaking. If you lack the courage to take it on then be sure that most
humans would feel the same way. Probably the sensible thing to do is to
turn it down. You are barely an adolescent, after all.
The head bird lowers his neck a little and looks round at his to nearest
pals.
We ask too much, he says, sounding sorrowful. Come—and he starts
to open his wings as if to fly away.
I swallow hard.
I'll do it, I says. Next original section
TRANSLATION—NINE—4
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Hoo-wee! I'm probably higher than anybody else in the whole wide world
right now, excepting only the people in the fast-tower assuming there's anybody
up there of course.
The balloon is a great enormous shadow above me. I'm hanging under it
by what looks like a pair of threads from a wispy net of more threads what loop
over the big sphere. The lammergeiers strapped these three oxygen tanks
to my chest and gave me this light little package to put on my back. I've
got another mask on now, too.
& a bottle of water.
& warmer clothes.
& a torch,
& a knife.
& a headache, though that's probably the least of my problems, but
nevermind.
& I've got a parachute too, though that might have to go when I get a
bit higher up.
The birds at the bottom of the shaft seemed to be in a bit of a hurry and I
only got about 10 minutes of instruction on how to control the balloon while I
was getting kitted out with the high-altitude clothing and stuff, but it boils
down to using a couple of pairs of lines to pull hinged flaps like airbrakes
which should steer me a bit, and (to control my speed of ascent) waiting for
the balloon to slow down and then cutting off lengths of plastic tubing secured
to the same threads holding me.
The lammergeiers brought the balloon out of a big shed in the cavern at the
foot of the shaft; it ran on rails attached to the ceiling. The balloon
is just a big sphere full of vacuum; it's as simple as that. It looks
greyish and according to the birds is made of some sort of stuff similar to the
fabric of the castle, so it must be pretty strong. The threads were
already draped over the balloon.
What if it busts? I asked, joking really, but the head bird looked
kind of awkward and said something about other models with lighter balloons
inside them not being up to the job and if it was going to burst it would be
low down probably and they would give me a parachute for lower altitudes.
Anyway, not to worry I said, kind of wishing I hadn't asked in the first
place.
I got my flying lesson, they weighed me, then they gave me the various bits
of stuff, strapped me in, pushed the balloon—with me hanging under
it—along the rails out into the bottom of the shaft and along to just
before where the rails ended. They attached the lengths of plastic tubing
to the harness in front of me and that was us ready.
Good look, master Bascule, the head bird said. We wish you all the
best.
Me too, I said, which might not have been very gracious, but at least it was
true. Oh, and thanks for all your help, I said.
You are welcome, the head lammergeier said. It seemed to stiffen, then
said, We'd better get on with it; things appear to be coming to a head.
It went quiet for a moment, then seemed to nod to itself. I would advise
you not to use the crypt for the moment, it told me.
Righty-ho, I said, and gave the thumbs up sign.
They pulled some levers and the rails above me swung up and open; the
balloon took off with a whoosh of air, dragging me and the lengths of plastic
tubing up with it. It was like falling upwards. Felt like my
stomach was pulled down to my boots.
They either closed the doors to the covering alongside the bottom of the
shaft or put the lights out, because it all went dark down there and I was left
with just the dark greyness of the shaft walls. The slipstream wind
tugged at my clothes.
The balloon seemed to go up pretty straight, though I pulled on the control
lines connected to the hinged flaps just to make sure they worked.
Even with all that tubing and stuff we fairly shot up and I had to keep
yawning to clear my ears. Some of the lammergeiers had flown up inside
the shaft, and I waved to their shadowy shapes as I went past. The whole
huge circle of the shaft bottom seemed to shrink like some closing shutter as
me and the balloon whistled upwards; pretty soon the birds wheeling round
inside the shaft had grown too small to see, and the bottom of the shaft was
just a black circle getting slowly smaller.
I don't know how many minutes it took to get to where I needed oxygen, but
it had got pretty bleeding cold by then, I can tell you. I was glad of
the thermals and stuff they'd given me. My head was a bit sore by this
time.
I turned on the first oxygen tank and took a breath. The balloon had
slowed down a lot and I didn't want to use any more oxygen than I had too, so I
cut a length of the tubing off; it was thick stuff like you'd make a drain or
something out of and it fell away like a big stiff worm; the balloon picked up
speed again and the thin air hissed past me.
The walls of the dark shaft were plain and boring, just lines and rails and
occasional circular outlines that might have been doors but which were never
open.
I'd let 5 of the 8 bits of plastic tubing go when I saw flashes down below,
in the depths of the shaft. A bit later I heard some muffled bangs.
There were more brief flashes, and then I saw a little wavering spark of
light what didn't fade; in fact the bugger seemed to be getting brighter and
closer.
Oh fuck, I thought, and cut the strings holding the other three lengths of
plastic tubing. The balloon whooshed up the shaft; the harness bit into
my thighs and my arms were dragged down to my sides. The air roared
distinctly around me and my headache got worse.
I watched the three bits of tubing falling away, hoping they'd hit whatever
it was coming up after me, but they didn't. The rocket—which is
what I was assuming it was—climbed on after me. I didn't want to
cut my parachute free and I didn't think that would make much difference anyway
and there was just a chance if the rocket destroyed the balloon I'd survive and
be able to use the parachute (Ha! Who was I kidding?). I felt my
bladder getting ready to lighten me a bit.
Water, I thought. I got my water bottle out and was about to chuck it
away when the fire around the tail of the rocket went out. It still kept
coming for bleeding ages mind you, and I was half waiting for some second stage
or something to ignite, and still hesitating about chucking away the water
bottle.
Never happened; the rocket got to within about half a kilometre or so and
then just sort of toppled over and slowly started to fall away, tumbling end
over end back into the darkness and eventually disappearing.
I breathed a sigh of relief that misted up my face plate. The balloon
almost scraped the side of the shaft but with a bit of dextrous pulling and a
modicum of swearing and panicking I got the damn thing back on the correct
course.
There was a explosion at the bottom of the shaft.
No more rockets.
I couldn't see upwards naturally, but the base of the shaft was an awful
long way away and I thought I had to be near the top of the thing by now.
On the other hand, the balloon was still fairly racing upwards, so I guessed I
was wrong. Sure enough, the climb went on for some time after that.
My feet and fingers was starting to get really cold. My head was aching
fit to burst.
I didn't feel I was breathing right, but couldn't remember what you were
supposed to do to breathe right. I started to worry about what would
happen if they'd taken the top off the tower or I drifted out the side through
a hole and went on up into space. What'd I do then? I
wondered. I looked down; my gloved fingers were fiddling about with the
valves on top of the little bottles strapped to my chest. I shook my
head. Doing this hurt a lot.
I think I must have blacked out for a bit because when I awake I was
stationary.
My head still hurts like hell but at least I'm alive. The balloon is
floating against one wall of the shaft and sort of bobbing me up and down very
gently. It's a bit lighter at last. I can see the tracks going up
the side of the shaft in great detail, but no doors. I try to think what
I can throw away. An oxygen tank; there's one empty. I must have
changed over to the second one after all.
I unscrew the tank with very cold gloved fingers and let it drop.
The balloon floats up very slowly.
My head feels tight and buzzy like it's going to burst and my whole body
feels bloated like I'm a balloon myself. Lights sparking in front of my
eyes and roaring in my head.
The balloon stops, bobbing again.
Still no sign of a door.
I rock back and forward as if I'm on a swing; this scrapes the balloon
against the side of the shaft, but it can't be helped. Swinging quite
hard, I can see a door—an open door!—a bit further up the
shaft.
I take a drink from the water bottle, then let it drop into the
darkness. The balloon bobs a bit higher over the next few minutes.
Nearly there but not quite.
I might need the knife; can't throw that away. I look at my boots and
my gloves, but I suspect it would be crazy to throw them away. I could
throw away the parachute but then I'd have no chance at all of getting back
down.
It looks pretty light up here; I take the torch out and throw it downwards
as hard as I can.
I keep the balloon going from side to side as it floats up a bit
higher. I'm level with the door; it's human sized and like a sort of
square O shape. Looks dark inside there. I can almost reach the
door but I need to make the balloon rock some more. The balloon floats
down a bit and I shout and curse but I keep swinging and swinging and
eventually I'm whipping back and forward in a almost complete half-circle and
the door's just about in range; I fling out one leg and hook onto the sill of
the doorway, then pull myself in with my legs.
I dunno; I must be dopey with the altitude or something because I just undo
the harness and of course the balloon races off up the shaft, nearly dragging
me out of the doorway at the same time; I stagger with one hand flailing out of
the door while the other glove slides along the flange inside the doorway.
I pull myself back in, gasping for breath. I look up the shaft.
There's a big black cone hanging down feeling the top of the shaft, and there's
big long holes like sort of upwardly-sloped gill slits letting in some light
around the walls of the shaft opposite the cone. The light looks like
daylight, though it must be coming from a fair distance as this is the centre
of the tower and everybody knows it don't taper much.
There's another couple of balloons up there where the one that brought me up
is heading. I watch mine thump against the side of the black cone.
It goes on up, nearly disappears out of one of the big long slits, then comes
to a stop at the top of the shaft, between the cone and the shaft side, bobbing
like a balloon lost to the ceiling at a kids' party.
Oh you silly fool Bascule, I think to myself. I look down the
shaft. How am I going to get back down now? Still got the parachute
but without the balloon to slow me down initially the lammergeiers reckon the
parachute's nearly useless. Oh well, might as well leave the damn thing
here. I take it off and dump it by the doorway.
Blimey it's cold. I peer into the darkness beyond the door.
There's another door and a sort of control-panel looking thing. Could
be a lift I suppose but I should be so lucky. Sure enough, nothing
happens when I press the symbols. I try crypting, very carefully and
short-range, so it's really not like crypting at all. Blimey; there's
nothing here! Not even any electrics nearby! I never been so far
away from the crypt, from civilisation.
Anyway, the point is, this elevator's dead.
There's another door to one side. It isn't quite closed. I push
it open. Very dark, but there's steps there all right. Very dark
indeed. Wish I still had that torch. Spiral steps. Bloody big
deep steps, too; must be only three to a metre. Oh well, I think, trying
to encourage myself; I didn't have any other plans for today.
I start climbing.
I count the steps in hundreds, trying to keep to a steady rhythm. It
doesn't get any darker or any brighter.
I try not to think about how high I am, even though there's a kind of pride
in me that I've got this far. I also try not to think about how I'm going
to get down, or about the people who shot the rocket at me and whether they
will still be there if I am able to find a way back down. I pass another
side door; it's locked. 500 steps and another door. It's locked
too. I also try not to think of the things you hear about the fast-tower;
about real ghosts or monsters from before the Diaspora or from the depths of
space or just put here to guard it and stop silly bags from attempting to
explore it. I spend quite a lot of my time trying not to think about all
these things.
Another doorway. The doors are spaced every 256 steps. All
locked so far.
1000 steps.
Suddenly there's something ahead of me, round the turn of the stair;
something that looks like it's alive and waiting and crouched looking at
me.
It's still almost pitch black but this thing's blacker, and it's huge and
it's poised over me like some avenging angel of darkness. I feel for my
knife. The thing above me on the steps doesn't move. I'd like to
kid myself it isn't really there but it is. Can't find my knife.
It's hanging on a bit of string somewhere here but I can't find it; oh blimey,
oh fuck.
I find the knife and hold it out in front of me with one shaking hand.
The black thing still doesn't move. I glance behind me. I
can't go back. I stare at the motionless thing blocking my
way.
It takes a few more moments for me to realise.
It's the frozen dead body of the lammergeier they sent up before. I
breathe a bit easier (if you can be said to be breathing easier when your lungs
feel like they're about to come out down your nose and your skin feels tight
and about to split like a ripe fruit), but when I go up past the bird I try not
to touch it.
I keep going.
There's a door at 1024 steps, blocking the way up. I try crypting but
the doors electrically dead. There's a big sort of wheel thing on the
front so I spin it and after sticking at first, it turns. After a awful
lot of wheel whirling there's a click. The door sticks too but it opens
eventually, hissing and scraping.
On and up.
1500 steps.
I have to switch to the third and last oxygen bottle at 1540 steps.
Keep going, keep going, keep going. Round and round and round and
round forever and ever and ever…
2000. Keep climbing. Roaring ears, flashing eyes, sickness in my
stomach, coppery taste of blood in my mouth.
I'm expecting something at 2048 steps but I can't remember what it is.
I get there and it's a closed door. I remember the last one. Same
performance here except this one sticks worse and I can hardly move the
bugger.
2200. 2202. 2222. I want to stop here, I keep bashing into the walls
and I'm frightened of falling all the way back down to wherever it was I
started from. It's so cold. I can't feel my feet or my hands.
Just my nose with my glove and can't feel that neither. Hack and
spit. Spit goes crick in mid-air. That means something but I
can't remember what. Something bad, I think. 2300. 2303. 2333. Not
such a good place to stop. Think I'll keep going.
2444. 2555. 2666.
I don't know where I'm going nor barely where I am any more. I'm in a
huge screw thing what is winding down into the earth as I climb up inside
it.
2777. 2888. 2999, 3000.
Then there's an emptiness in my lungs. I try hard to think.
I'm in the fast-tower, in a stairway. 3000 steps. I can see some
lights, but they're just in my eyes. Nothing in the tank, nothing in my
lungs, nothing in my head.
256, something keeps telling me. 256. 256. 256. I don't know what it
is but it keeps bleeding banging on about 256 256 256 all the damn time. 2560;
there wasn't anything there was there? I stand there, swaying, suddenly
thinking, Oh no! What if I missed a open door? What if I've gone
past wherever it was I was supposed to be going?
256 256 256.
Oh shut up.
256 256 256.
Oh hell, all right; 256; what's 12 times 256?
Buggered if I know. Too difficult to work out.
256 256 256.
Fucking hell I'm going to keep going just to get away from this damn noise
in my head.
256 256 256.
3050. Tunnel vision. No noise but roar. 3055. Sparks
gone. Not sure if I'm still climbing or not. 3060. Highest corpse
in the castle maybe. Shit, I'm going to die and I'm out of reach of the
bleeding crypt; I'm going to really really die, forever.
Try crypting but it's hard, just like keeping my eyes open is hard.
Get a hint of a reply though. A wee tiny small voice going:
Bascule! Keep going! Keep going! We're almost there!
Oh, it's Ergates. Ergates the little ant. Come back to me
now.
That's nice. But I have to break the connection, it's too hard to
maintain.
3065. Taking off the harness now; it's useless, like the crypt.
I can see to do it though. Very cold now. Very very cold.
3070. More light.
3071. Light; doorway. Doorway to the side. Don't believe
it. Just another hallucination.
3072. Open doorway, bright and warm. Lungs on fire. Going
to keep going.
Fall.
Fall into the doorway. Hit the floor.
It's good to lie down.
Lights light up, sounds sound.
Flash!-flash!-flash! Hiss. Vhoot!-vhoot!-vhoot!
Clunk. Flash!-flash!-flash! Hiss. Vhoot!-vhoot!-vhoot!
Blimey, I think, closing my eyes, I didn't know dying involved such a
bleeding commotion… Next original section
TRANSLATION—TEN—5
Original text
It's a very strange feeling waking up alive when you were fully expecting to
be dead. Especially when you thought you were really really dead, like
completely utterly and finally. You sort of come round slowly thinking; I
must be dead, but I'm thinking, so I can't be, so what's going on here
then? You are even a bit frightened about waking up any more in case
there's some sort of unpleasant surprise in store, but then you think, well,
I'm never going know what's going on unless I do wake up, and so you do.
I open my eyes.
Glory bleeding be, it's bright and warm. I'm lying on my back looking
up at some sort of sculpture or mobile or something; a bloody huge one,
too. There's this great big planet thing suspended right above me and all
these others suspended from the ceiling and connected with hoops and
stuff. I sit up. I'm in some kind of big circular room with dark
windows; stars out of one side, the Encroachment on the other. The thing
above me seems to be a model of the solar system and it takes up most of the
space in the room. In the middle of the room, under the big globe of the
sun, there's a bunch of couches, seats and desks and stuff. There's a guy
there, standing on a desk, holding his hand up to the model sun. He says
something, nods, then gets down and comes over to me. He's got blond hair
and golden eyes and skin like dark polished wood. He's wearing a pair of
shorts and a little waistcoat. He waves to me.
O hello, he says, are you all right?
Not too bad, I say, which is true. My sore head's a lot better and the
rest of me isn't aching too much either but if I had to pick one improvement
above all the others it would have to be the fact I don't feel like I'm just
about to die anymore.
Welcome to the High Great Tower, the hollow blossom of the fastness, he
says. This is the Orrery Room. May I help you up?
Thanks, I says, accepting his hand and getting to my feet.
The lights in the room flicker. The man looks up and smiles.
Ah, he says. He looks back at the centre of the room, goes still for a
second, then looks at me and with a great big smile on his face says, Faith
moves mountains. From our hollowness is discharged our central purpose;
it is sent that we may be delivered.
Pardon? I said.
Come; let me find you something to eat and drink.
Well, I went with the guy, but I don't mind saying I was giving him a funny
look behind his back. He got me to sit in a chair in the centre of the
room and started fiddling with some sort of control thing on one of the
desks.
It's been so long, he says, scratching his head. What would you like?
he asks.
Frankly chum, I said, I'm parched. I fancy a cup of tea but anything
wet would do.
Tea, he says, scratching at his noddle again. Tea; let me see.
He punches some more controls.
I look up at the model of the sun hanging over my head. I still don't
feel too brilliant but I'm a lot better than I was. I have a stretch and
look around. Lying on a nearby desk there's the package I was supposed to
deliver here.
Oh I says. Excuse me, is that package for you then? and point at
it.
What? he says, turning and looking at it. Oh, I suppose so, if you
like, he says, and turns back to the controls.
Ahem, I says. I don't want to appear ungrateful or nothing but I did
nearly die getting that package up here; would you mind telling me what was in
it? In it? the guy says, frowning at me. Oh, there wasn't actually
anything in it. He goes back to the screen. Tea, he says, tea tea
tea. Hmm.
I stare at him.
Well then, hullo? I'm saying excuse me, but well then; what the
bleeding hell was the point of me coming up here then?
The guy turns and smiles at me, then turns away again.
I just sit there shaking my head and feeling like a prize idiot.
The chap with the golden locks mutters to himself and eventually gets a sort
of cylinder to appear up out of the desk. He reaches inside and brings
out of a cup of stuff which he shows me.
Tea? he says.
I sniff the cup and shake my head. Cola, I says. But it'll
do. Cheers.
Frankly it's crap cola but beggars can't be choosers.
Something to eat? the guy says, looking hopeful.
I think about this. What would you recommend? I ask.
I drink another few cups of soda—it's getting better with each
cup—while the guy tries to get some cakes together but without much
success. He's staring at a pile of steaming pink goo the desk's just
produced when he straightens and looks at me, smiling and looking dead
happy.
Then something drops onto my shoulder from above.
It's time to stare again. So I stare.
Bascule; hello again. Well done. Mission accomplished. You
know, I lost count of the times I cursed you for your damned persistence over
the past couple of days, when far too much of my time seemed to be spent making
arrangements for your safety which you seemed to devote all your efforts to
frustrating, but in the end I needed help and you were there to provide
it. I thank you. Well, something to tell your grandchildren, I
suppose. Don't you think?… Bascule? Bascule, can you hear
me?
I stare at the tiny little thing sitting on my shoulder. Ergates? I says hoarsely.
Who else?
Is it really you?
You know any other talking ants?
What the bleeding hell you doing up here?
Delivering a message.
That's what they told me, I says, glancing at the blond guy, who's
still muttering and punching buttons.
A necessary fabrication. What you were really delivering was me.
You?
Me. After I abandoned my balloon I had got so far up the steps from
the central shaft, but then it became obvious I could go no further because of
the door—doors in the plural as it turned out—blocking my
way. Very frustrating. I was able to contact the lammergeiers but
the bird they sent to help me could not even reach me before the poor creature
died. You were like the answer to our prayers. I just hopped on you
as you passed and hitched a lift.
So I did hear you when I tried to crypt! I thought I was dying!
Actually I think you were, Bascule, but you also did hear me.
Anyway, I says, pointing at the blond punter struggling with the food-desk
thing, why couldn't this guy have come and helped you?
He did not know I was on my way. The fast-tower is not the easiest of
places to communicate with even if we had wanted to announce I was on my
way. He only knew we were here when I was able to activate the door to
the bottom-most live floor.
I just look at that damn ant for a while.
So are you this asura everybody's been talking about?
No, Ergates says, laughing. Though I was created in a similar
manner. My task was to act as a key for the tower access systems; they
were kept separate from the rest of the tower's functions so that if the tower
AIs were ever infected with the chaos they could not facilitate a physical
invasion of the tower's upper reaches. I suppose I'm a sort of
micro-asura if you like, though all I've really done is press a lift
button.
But what about that bleeding lammergeier what snatched you from Mr
Zoliparia's; that was all a set-up, was it?
Of course.
But you shouted my name and went Eek!
Had to make it look convincing.
You might have said goodbye.
I waved my antennae; what more you want?
Bloody hell. I stare into the distance, then look up at the
mobile.
So what's going to happen now? I ask. What were you doing up
there?
I was delivering a message to a receptor chip buried in the model
earth. The code itself is meaningless but it's supposed to activate the
relevant systems. Everything seems to be working, though there are
reports we may not have time to test the elevators. I have to say I
didn't expect my arrival and that of the asura to occur in quite such close
proximity.
Cake! the guy says, and brings over a plate covered with small steaming
brown lumps. I sniff them.
Maybe something in the savoury line might be more appropriate, I
suggest. The guy looks like his crest just fell.
Oh! Hash browns; my favourite! Ergates says. Let me at them.
The guy looks happier and offers the plate to Ergates, who climbs onto it
and lifts a crumb bigger than she is and then returns to my shoulder.
Your eyes are bigger than your stomach, I tell her.
I'm an ant; my eyes are bigger than my stomach.
Smart ass.
Then the golden-eyed geezer straightens, looks unfocused for a bit and says,
Ah, we have somebody requesting to join us. Elevator West North West.
I'm about to say, So? What you telling me for? when Ergates
speaks;
Is it her? she says.
Yes, the guy replies. (I give him a funny look; I thought only I could hear
Ergates speak.) and one of the winged emissaries, the guy continues, and
another she will vouch for.
I would suggest we allow them to ascend, says Ergates.
Very well, the guy says.
We're going to have company, Ergates tells me.
There were three sets of doors; they hissed open in sequence, revealing a
small cylindrical elevator with couches similar to those in the waiting
room. A wave of cold air spilled from the lift's opened doors.
Gadfium and Asura walked into the chilly interior. The lammergeier hopped
in after them, cackling excitedly.
The doors closed, one after another.
The elevator lifted quickly; Gadfium sat down along with Asura, who wore an
expression that seemed both relaxed and concentrated at the same time.
She glanced once at her ring.
The lammergeier looked uncomfortable under the vertical acceleration.
It went on for some time. Next original section
TRANSLATION—TEN—6
Original text
Well here we are, us exiles trapped in the tower. It's been a whole
month so far since we took refuge up here. Everybody seems happy enough
so far.
There's me, Asura, Madam Gadfium and lots of lammergeiers. We've got a
whole bloody flock of them birds up here; a load of them managed to get to the
lift what brought up Asura and Madam Gadfium, before the Security geezers found
it. Now they can't get up and we can't get down but I know where I'd
rather be. Asura says it don't matter anyway as there's other lifts they
haven't found, though we shouldn't be in any hurry to use those just yet.
… What happened when Asura and Madam Gadfium got here was dead simple;
Asura went straight up to the big globe of the sun and put her hand up and
touched it and stayed that way for a minute or so while the rest of us looked
on, then she sat down and closed her eyes.
What happens now? I asked the golden-eyed guy.
We'll know if it's worked in 16 minutes, he said.
16 minutes, I thought.
Rang a bell, somehow, but I couldn't think quite which one.
Let me make some introductions, I heard Ergates say…
The fast-towers brains got the chaos but it didn't seem to be
bothered. The golden hair-and-eyes bloke doesn't seem to have changed
since the chaos got into the tower's computers but then frankly he was a few
feathers short of a full wing to start with so no change there.
Asura says the whole nature of the chaos may be about to change soon anyway,
or at least the way we look at it may be about to change, which would amount to
the same thing. First we got to stop fighting it though.
I'll believe it when I see it.
The old fast-tower's a fascinating place; there's a lot more to it than just
the big room with the orrery; that's like just one little room out of
hundreds. Bits are a bit dilapidated and one or two bits are off limits
because they were punctured by meteorites and beyond repair and so couldn't be
re-pressurised and heated when the tower woke up, but most of it's up and
running again and it's just a total hoot. Amazing views, for a start.
There's loads of fascinating machines up here; great big huge ones like
space guns and stuff but also lots of little robots. The robots were
trying to fix some of the big machinery they've got up here. They mostly
broke down when the tower got the chaos and a lot of the ones that didn't had
to be deactivated, but some of them still run on their own on-board computers,
which aren't very clever but let them move and do stuff.
It's a bleeding education living up here, I tell you; there's telescopes and
a museum of space flight with working simulators and hundreds of hotel rooms
and swimming baths and flumes and ice rinks and a huge and totally brilliant
spiral ski slope and a whole bloody squadron of space planes though they're far
too old to be used and would certainly blow you to smithereens if you tried to
fly them, which is a pity. There's also rockets and satellites and all
sorts of stuff and as Asura pointed out when she was negotiating with this guy
Oncaterius and the other bags downstairs, some of the stuff we got up here
could make a really nasty mess of the castle if we was to start dropping it or
launching it on them. She said they became greatly less aggressive when
she sent them pictures.
Anyway, the rulers have got enough on their plates at the moment as it is
without worrying about us; all sorts of shake ups happening down there.
The Cryptographers and Engineers have got together and are trying to get the
wormhole operational, even though it looks like we won't need it for
escaping. Old Adijine is still King but he's having to fight increasing
calls for his abdication and all the clans have demanded and got representation
on the Consistory but even so bags still aren't happy and feel they've been
misled and want more info and say. Apparently the fastest growing
political movement at the moment is one calling for Asura to be made Queen or
President or something. Watch that space, like they say.
We've got access to the crypt now too, and I've been in touch with Mr
Zoliparia, who was most relieved I was all right and is currently in a tricky
position in our Go game. I also contacted the Little Big Brothers.
Don't think I'll be doing any Telling for a while; we didn't lose much to the
chaos but in the current State Of Emergency I'm not the sort of person the
Little Bigs want to associate with, which is fair enough; plenty to do up here
and I could always go freelance if I missed it, which I don't.
Asura must have mistakenly thought I was upset at getting knocked back by
the Brothers because just afterwards she made me a present of her ring. I
was really pleased anyway but even more so when I realised what it actually
is. It's got a little red stone in it and if you look really closely you
can see something moving about in there sometimes and if you try to crypt into
it you can hear something way way in the distance going gidibibibigidie (etc),
very tiny and small and far away and plaintive.
Ha ha ha, I says.
Nope, I'm pretty happy here and so are the others I think. Asura and
Madam Gadfium talk a lot and do lots of studying and there's another Madam
Gadfium what lives in the fast-tower's brains and is helping Asura talk with
the chaos. Ergates makes me learn lots of stuff too, claiming my
education isn't over yet and she's probably right I suppose I've still got
things to learn.
As for the whole reason Asura was sent here in the first place, to deliver
the message which was supposed to put everything in motion in general and Do
Something about the Encroachment, well that appears to have gone smoothly,
after an iffy start.
The first sign of what was going on was a bad one; the amount of light from
the sun dropped by an eighth, overnight. Everybody, even the scientists,
got in a bit of a blue funk about this. There were riots in the castle
and elsewhere and I myself remember thinking, Oh fuck, and What have we done?
and What is to become of us? That sort of thing. But then from that
day on the light started to increase again, very slowly but continually.
The sun shone down, the moon did likewise, the planets continued on their
allotted paths, but it was like the big old nasty Encroachment had gone into
reverse, however unlikely that might sound.
It was some time before the astronomers spotted what was really happening
and it was an even longer time before they convinced themselves it was true,
but it was and it is and now we know exactly what the bags of the Diaspora left
us with to get us out of trouble, and it's a fearsome engine indeed.
The sun shines a tiny bit stronger every day, and though it'll be a long
time before anybody can see it with the naked eye, the stars have moved.
The End.
Terminology
Note this section is not in the book, but may prove helpful for some of the
unusual terms. It is not intended as a guide to the book.
Allure
A walkway along the top of a wall.
Ashlar
Hewn squared and shaped blocks of building stones.
Bailey
The outer courtyard or ward inside the castle walls used for outdoor
activities.
Balustrade
A railing topping a row of small columns placed along a walkway or an
outside stairway.
Barbican
The gateway or outworks defending the drawbridge.
Bartizan
An overhanging battlemented corner turret, corbelled out; sometimes as
grandiose as an overhanging gallery.
Bastion
A small enclosed tower placed at the edge of a curtain wall and used
primarily as watch or guard post.
Breccia
Rock composed of sharp-angled fragments embedded in a fine-grained
matrix.
Bretasche
A timber gallery built out at the top of a wall or tower.
Buttery
The storeroom for wine and other beverages.
Buttress
A projection of masonry or wood used to enforce and strengthen a
wall.
Type 1: Flying buttresses are a narrow arched bridge built against the
wall.
Type 2: Pilaster buttresses gradually recede into the wall as it ascends.
Chamber
An arched roof. A bedroom. A hall for meetings
Chancel
The space surrounding the altar of a church.
Chevron
A pattern having the shape of a V or an inverted V.
Cistern
A storage place for water.
Concentric
Two set of high defensive walls, with one totally inside of the
other.
And with both enclosed areas having a common centre.
Crenels
The open spaces between the merlons on an battlement fortifications.
Also some are known and used as embrasures.
Crenelation
That which the crenels and merlons form as an battlement
fortifications
Curtain wall
A castle wall enclosing the entire castle or a courtyard.
Drawbridge
A wooden bridge, capable of being raised or lowered, used to open a
passageway or gate.
Embrasure
An opening through which arrows or bolts may be fired.
Frieze
A plain or decorated horizontal part of an entablature between the
architrave and cornice.
A decorative horizontal band, as along the upper part of a wall in a room.
Gable
The generally triangular section of wall covering the end of a roof
ridge.
Gallery
An outdoor roofed balcony used for patrolling the castle walls.
A corridor or room devoted to the exhibition of castle portraits and treasured
trophies.
Groined
A roof with sharp edges at the intersection of cross-vaults.
Hoarding
A covered gallery built on or near the top and outside of a curtain wall or
tower to defend against attackers.
Lammergeier
A large predatory bird (Gypaetus barbatus) of the vulture family, ranging
from the mountainous regions of southern Europe to China and having a wide
wingspan and black plumage. Also called bearded vulture, ossifrage
Lancet
A long, narrow window with a pointed head.
Lintel
A horizontal stone or beam bridging an opening.
Machicolation
A masonry projection from a curtain wall or tower supported by corbels with
an opening in the floor through which rocks, boiling water or arrows could be
rained down upon attackers.
Merlon
That solid part of the wall or tower battlement that with the crenels form
the crenelations.
Provides protection to the castle defenders.
Mullion
The vertical division of windows.
Mural Tower
A tower built on the top of the curtain wall.
Narghile
A pipe with a long flexible tube connected to a container where the smoke
is cooled by passing through water.
Narthex
An enclosed passage between the main entrance and nave of a church; also,
vestibule
Nave
The principal hall of a church, extending from the narthex to the
chancel.
Oubliette
A secret dungeon with a trap-door opening only in the ceiling.
Parapet
A protective wall built along the outer top of a wall or tower.
Pilaster
An auxiliary mass of masonry designed to strengthen a wall.
Pinnacle
An ornamental crowning spire, tower, etc.
Piscina
A hand basin with drain, usually set against or into a wall.
Plinth
A projecting base of wall.
Refectory
Communal dining hall.
Revetment
To face a slope of earthwork with a layer of stone to stabilized and
strengthen the slope.
Roc
A mythical bird of prey having enormous size and strength.
Septentrional
Northern.
Shingle
A tile made from wood and used for roofing material.
Sill
The lower horizontal face of an opening.
Simurg
A mythical Persian bird. It was an agent of the good will of the gods. It
killed harmful snakes and its feathers had healing powers.
Solar
A term commonly used for a small chamber or private sitting room usually
off of the great hall.
Originally referred to a private chamber located high up in the keep, with a
window that allowed direct sun to enter to warm the room
Tracery
Intersecting ribwork in upper part of window.
Vault
An arched structure of masonry usually forming a ceiling or roof.
Ward
The inner courtyard of a castle or an open space within the castle's
walls.
Then, it was as though everything was stripped away: sensation, memory,
self, even the notion of existence that underlies reality—all seemed to
have vanished utterly, their passing marked only by the realisation that they
had disappeared, before that too ceased to have any meaning, and for an
indefinite, infinite instant, there was only the awareness of something;
something that possessed no mind, no purpose and no thought, except the
knowledge that it was.
After that came a rebuilding, a surfacing through layers of thought and
development, learning and shape-taking, until something that was an individual,
possessing a shape and capable of being named, woke.
Buzz. Buzzing noise. Lying on something soft. Dark.
Try to open eyes. Something sticking. Try again. Light flash
shaped 00. Eyes feel open, un-ark. Smells; at once vital and
decadent, lush with death-life, stirring some memory, recent and forever-far at
the same time. Light comes; a small… searching for the name of the
colour… a small redness hanging in air. Move arm, hand
coming up; right arm; noise of skin on skin, feeling coming with it.
Arm, hand, finger: rising, positioning, eyes focusing. Red patch of
soft light disappears. Press on it. Arm shaking, feeling weak;
falls back to side. Skin on skin.
Click.
Noise of buzzing, something sliding again but not skin on skin;
harder. Then light from behind/above. The small red light has
disappeared. Then movement; darkness above/around sliding back, face neck
shoulders chest/arms trunk/hands in light now; eyes blinking in light.
Light grey-pink, shining down; blue-brightness through hole in curved cliff
above/around.
Wait. Rest. Let eyes adjust. Songs around, wall
around/above (not cliff; wall), curving round, curving over (ceiling;
roof). Hole in wall where the brightness is called a window.
Lie there, turning head to one side; another hole, glimpsed over shoulder;
goes down to ground, and called doorway. Daylight there beyond, and the
green of trees and grass. Floor beneath where lying; pressed earth, light
brown with a few small stones set in it. The song is birdsong.
Get up slowly, arms back, resting on elbows, looking down towards feet;
woman, naked, colour of the ground.
Ground is quite near; might as well stand up. Sit up further, swivel
(dizzy for a moment, then steady), then feet/legs over side of… of…
tray thing that has appeared out of hole in wall of building, tray thing lying
on, and then… stand.
Hold onto tray, legs feeling funny, then stand properly, unaided, and
stretch. Stretch feels good. Tray slides back into wall; watch it
go, and watch part of wall slide down to cover hole that was there, hole came
out of. Feel… sadness, but feel… good, too. Deep
breath.
Breath makes noise, then cough makes noise, and… voice is
there. Clear throat, then say:
'Speak.'
Slight startle. Voice makes a feeling in throat and face. Touch
face, feel… smile. 'Smile.' Feel something building up inside. 'Face.'
Still building. 'Face smile.' And still. 'Face smile good alive hole red wall
me look door doorway sun garden, ME!'
Then the laughter comes, bursting out, filling the little stone rotunda and
spilling out into the garden; a small bird hurtles into the air in a commotion
of leaves and flies away upon a wake of song.
Laughter stops. Sit on floor in the building. Feeling empty
inside; hunger. 'Laughter. Hunger. Me hungry. I am
hungry. I laugh; I was laughing, I am hungry.' Get up. 'Up.' Giggle.
'Giggle. Get up and giggle, me. I learn. I go now.'
But turn and look at inside of building; the curved walls, stamped-earth
floor, the polished rectangular stones with lettering on them which are set
into the walls, some of them with little cups/baskets/holders. Not sure
which one was the one with the tray and the little red light now; not sure
which one came from, now. Sadness, a little.
Turn again and go to door and look out over shallow valley; trees and shrubs
and grass, a few flowers, stream in bottom of valley.
'Water. I thirst. I have thirst, I am thirsty; I will
drink. Go for drink now. Good.'
Leave the birth-place vault.
'Sky. Blue. Clouds. Walk. Path. Trees.
Bush. Path. Other path. Sky again. Hills.
Oh! Oh; shadow. Fright. Laugh! Bigger bush. Flat
grass. Thirsty; mouth dry; think stop talk now. Ha-ha!'
2
On the morning of the one hundred and forty-third day of the year which by
the new reckoning was called second-last, Hortis Gadfium III, the chief
scientist to the pan-alignment clan Accounts/Privileges, sat on a steel girder
and looked up at the almost-finished bulk of the new Great Hall oxygen plant
number-two liquifier unit, and shook her head.
She watched a crane swing a palleted load of steel-plate towards the workers
waiting on the summit of the structure, while above the crane's delicate
web-work the ponderous mass of a lufter drifted, engines droning, delivering a
new batch of supplies. She looked around at the swarm of human-scale toil
that was the new oxygen works, where engines laboured and variously puffed,
grumbled and hummed, where machines crawled, floated, rolled or just sat, where
chimerics sweated, strained, lifted and pulled, and where humans too laboured,
shouted or simply stood scratching their heads.
Gadfium drew one finger through the layer of dust on the girder beneath her,
then held the begrimed finger up to her face and wondered if in that smudge
there lay a nano-machine capable of creating within the day machines which
would create machines which would create machines that would give them all the
oxygen they would ever need, and by the end of the season, not by the end of
next year. She wiped her finger on her tunic and looked up again at the
number-two liquifier unit, worrying whether it would ever work properly, and,
if it did, whether there would be any workable rockets for it to supply.
She gazed towards the Hall's three vast windows, where—beneath high,
rainless ceiling-cloud—sunlight shone slanting down in great broad bands
of dust-struck radiance, illuminating a swathe of landscape a few kilometres
away and sparkling on the towers and domes of Hall City, two thousand metres
beneath the pendulously extravagant architecture of the Lantern Palace.
It was bright outside, and on such days you could deceive yourself that all
was still well with the world, that there was no threat, no shadow on the face
of the night, no remorseless, system-wide, approaching catastrophe. On
such days one might persuade oneself that it was all a huge mistake or mass
hallucination, and that the view last night, when she had stood outside the
observatory dome above the darkened Palace, had been a figment of her
imagination, a dream that had not vanished or been properly sorted by her
waking mind, and so which lived on, as nightmare.
She stood up and walked back to where her junior aide and research assistant
were waiting, conversing quietly in the midst of the oxygen works' constructive
chaos and looking about occasionally with a kind of disparaging indulgence at
the undignified physical clamour such mere technology required. And,
Gadfium didn't wonder, probably amusing themselves discussing what the old girl
was doing, not wanting to linger any longer than absolutely necessary at this
building site.
There probably had been no need for her to attend the site conference at
all; the science in this project had long been settled and the burden of effort
passed to Technology and Engineering; still, she was invited to such meetings
out of politeness (and her rank at court), and she attended when she could
because she worried that, in the rush to recreate technologies and processes
which had been obsolete for thousands of years, they might have missed
something, forgotten some simple fact, overlooked some obvious danger.
Such an oversight might be quickly dealt with, but they had anyway so little
time that any interruption at all to the programme might prove disastrous, and
while in her lowest moments she sometimes suspected such an interruption was
almost inevitable, she was determined to do all in her power to ensure that if
it did befall them it would not be for want of any diligence on her part.
Of course, it would all have been a lot simpler if they had not been at war
with the clan Engineers, headquartered (and besieged) in the Chapel, thirty
kilometres away on the far side of the fastness, and three kilometre-high
floors higher than the Great Hall. There were Engineers on their
side—just as there were dissident Cryptographers, Scientists and members
of other clans on the other side—but too few, and like so many Scientists
Gadfium had had to shoulder the extra burden of trying to think on an
industrially practical scale.
As for her desire simply to sit and look at the plant, that was probably a
function of her doubt that what they were doing here was going to make any
difference to their plight even if it went exactly according to plan; she
suspected that subconsciously she hoped the sheer presence and scale of this
industrial enterprise—and the physical energy of its creation—would
somehow convince her there was a point to it all.
If that had been her wish, it had not been granted, and no matter how much
of the oxygen works filled her field of vision, always lurking at the edge of
her sight she seemed to see that hazy spread of darkness, rising from the
night's horizon like an obscene inversion of dawn.
'Chief Scientist?'
'Hmm?' Gadfium turned to find her aide, Rasfline, standing a couple of
metres away. Rasfline—thin, ascetic, stiffly correct in his aide's
uniform—nodded to her.
'Chief Scientist; a message from the Palace.'
'Yes?'
'There has been a development at the Plain of Sliding Stones.'
'A development?'
'An unusual one; I know no more. Your presence there has been
requested and the relevant travel arrangements made.'
Gadfium sighed. 'Very well. Let's go.'
The piker swept out of the oxygen works and headed for East Cliff along a
dusty, winding road filled with heavy traffic both machine and chimeric.
The groomed, carefully landscaped parkland that had graced this part of the
Great Hall for a thousand generations had been ripped up without a second
thought when the Encroachment's implications had—apparently—been
driven home to the King and his more sceptical advisers; normally any such
industry would have been banished to the inner depths of the fastness, where
there was little natural light and objectionably ugly or effluent processes
could safely be housed without disturbing either the view or the air, and where
only the desperate or outlawed would ever choose to live.
Still—for all the outrage, and the suicides of a number of gardeners
and foresters—when the King had decided such a plant must be built, and
must be built quickly, and under the eye of the Palace, the
earth-movers—themselves newly constructed for the purpose—had been
sent in, and woods, lakes and glades which had delighted all castes and classes
for millennia were levelled under their ploughs, scrapes and tracks.
The chief scientist watched the oxygen works disappear behind a wooded hill,
until the construction site was marked only by a haze of smoke and dust hanging
in the air above the trees. It would reappear as they headed out across
the plain to East Cliff; the oxygen works was sited on a small plateau and so
visible from almost everywhere throughout the ten-kilometre length of the Great
Hall. Gadfium wondered again whether the real reason the King had had the
works built here was to impress upon his subjects the full gravity of their
situation, and give them a preparatory hint of the kind of sacrifices that
would need to be made in the future. Gadfium shook her head, tapped her
fingers on the seat's wooden armrest and opened a vent by the side of the
window to let the warm air in. She looked at the man and woman sitting
opposite her.
Rasfline and Goscil had been with her since the start of the present
emergency, ten years ago, when science had started to matter again.
Rasfline epitomised the officer caste, and seemed to take pride in making
himself as much like a machine as possible; in all those ten years he had never
called Gadfium anything other than 'Chief Scientist' or 'ma'am'.
Goscil—plump-faced, wild-haired, and whose tunic never seemed to quite
fit properly or ever be entirely free from stains—had seemed to grow more
dishevelled over the years, as though in response to Rasfline's severe
tidiness. She had uploaded some files from the oxygen works, and sat with
her eyes closed now, reviewing this information and occasionally making small
involuntary noises; tutting, hissing, snorting, humming. Rasfline set his
jaw and looked away out the window.
'Any more details from the Plain?' Gadfium asked him.
'None, ma'am.' Rasfline paused, making it obvious he was communicating, then
shook his head. 'As before; the observatory there has reported something
unusual and the Palace has granted their request that you attend.'
'Plain of Sliding Stones?' Goscil said, opening her eyes suddenly.
She blew hair away from the side of her face, glancing at Rasfline. 'I heard
some gossip on the science channel about the stones doing something weird.'
'Really,' Rasfline said drily.
'And how did this weirdness manifest itself?' Gadfium asked.
Goscil shrugged. 'Didn't say; there's just a filed report from some junior
timed about dawn that the stones were moving and something strange was
happening. Nothing since.' She glanced at Rasfline again. 'Probably been
clamped down.'
Gadfium nodded. 'Has there been much wind and precipitation up there
lately?'
Both Rasfline and Goscil went still for a moment. Goscil answered
first: 'Yes. Enough melt for them to move, and some wind.
But…'
'Yes?' Gadfium said.
Goscil shrugged. 'The way that junior reported; said there was a… may
I repeat it verbatim?'
Gadfium nodded. 'Go on.'
Goscil closed her eyes. Rasfline looked away again. 'Umm,' Goscil
said, '… Usual identifiers; Plain of Stones Observatory, etc., then,
quote: '—her voice changed here to something like a
chant—'something odd going on. Something very odd. Oh
shit. Let's see, right, general data first: wind blowing; north-west,
force four, precip; three mill yesterday, plain friction factor; six. Oh,
look at them! Look at that. They can't do that! They've never
done that, have they? Wait till—(unintelligible)—I'm
calling the chief observer… filing this as is. Signing off.'
Goscil opened her eyes. 'Unquote. After that, nothing. People
have been trying to get in touch with the observatory since, but there's no
reply.'
'When was the report timed?'
'Six-thirteen.'
Gadfium looked at Rasfline, who was smiling thinly. 'Has the Palace been in
touch with the observatory since?'
'I cannot say, Chief Scientist,' the aide replied, then, as though seeking
to be helpful nevertheless, added: 'The message I received requesting your
presence was timed at ten forty-five.'
'Hmm,' Gadfium said. 'Kindly request that the Palace furnish us with more
details, and allow us to speak directly with the observatory.'
'Ma'am,' Rasfline said, and took on the glassy-eyed look of someone making
it politely obvious they were communicating.
Gadfium's status decreed that she was above the need for an implanted direct
status link, being one of those valued souls whose mind must be left free from
the distractions of constant inter-communication to concentrate on undiluted
thought, unless they chose to access the data corpus by some external
means. She knew she must accept this, but even so oscillated between a
guilty pride in her privileged position and an intermittent frustration that
she so often had to rely on others to furnish her with so many of the details
her work required.
'We're to take a clifter up the East Face,' Goscil announced after a
moment's pause. 'The King's own machine, just for us,' she told the chief
scientist. 'They must want us there very quickly.'
3
The caisson-train lumbered across the broken landscape of the collapsed
Southern Volcano Room; a line of huge, cylindrically rotund, multi-wheeled
heavy carriers interspersed with smaller vehicles and chimerics. Some of
the larger chimerics, all of them of the incarnosaur genus, carried troops;
most of the other make-beasts were considered at least semi-sentient, and were
themselves soldiers, variously armoured, impedimented and armed.
The other ground vehicles were all-drive holster-buggies, armoured
scree-cars, one- or two-gun landromonds and the huge multi-turreted tanks known
as bassinals. The struggling convoy accounted for a good sixth of the
King's military transport, and represented either a brilliant flanking
manoeuvre to supply the beleaguered garrison of troops guarding the workings in
the fifth-floor south-western solar, or a desperate and probably forlorn gamble
to win a war that was not only unwinnable but anyway pointless; Sessine had
still to decide which.
The Count Alandre Sessine VII, commander-in-chief of the second
expeditionary force, looked up and away from the slow-moving convoy of beasts
and machines in his charge to gaze at the gaping shell of ruined walls around
them, and the revealed topography of mega-architecture and cloud beyond.
Standing waist-high in the turret of the command scree-car, shaken this way
and that by the rough, trackless ground the convoy traversed, his body armour
clunking dully against the inside rim of the hatch, it took an effort to focus
on the vast and sullen grandeur of one's surroundings, and a further effort to
dismiss the apparent irrelevance of such scale to the more immediate task at
hand (or rather at foot, and paw, and wheel and track).
All the same, it pleased him to do so every now and again when the steam and
smoke-clouds cleared sufficiently, and he judged it no extravagance upon his
supposedly valuable attention; keener eyes and more extrapolated senses than
his would mind the progress of the convoy over such increments of time as he
chose to allow the wider view, and—after all—what was his silent,
self-solitary mind left so for (by the King's good grace) if not to attend to
the greater world beyond the vulgar intimacy of the immediate?
The collapsed Southern Volcano Room was really many rooms, and several
levels of them, too; the walls still standing formed a huge extra curtain of
cliff in the shape of a C between ten and thirteen kilometres in diameter and
one and six kilometres in height. The crumpled ground the convoy moved
across with such exquisite slowness was the wreckage of five or six floors,
compressed by the cataclysm that had befallen this section of the fastness to a
height of less than two great storeys, and was still shaken every year or so by
smaller earthquakes. Steam and smoke drifted from a hundred different
cracks and fissures across the crazily tilted geography of the room, and when
dispersing winds did not whip whorling through the vast cauldron, the air was
filled with the smell of sulphur.
It was a moderately calm day now, and the clouds of yellow-tinged smoke and
brightly white steam that drifted over this tortured legacy of landscape
provided cover for the convoy's painstaking progress, even if they also
sporadically prevented one from witnessing the full majesty of the great castle
beyond.
Sessine looked behind him, through the high hanging valley that was the
breach in the fortress structure created by the buried volcano. The
curtain walls made a wavy line on the landscape, blue with distance beyond the
hazily glimpsed forests, lakes and parkland of the outer bailey. Beyond
was only the vaguest hint of the hills and plains of the provinces that made up
Xtremadur.
It looked warm down there, Sessine thought, imagining the smells of summer
pasture and woodland, and the feel of pool-water on his skin. Here,
though the snow-line was still a good kilometre above, the air was chill when
not heated with the rotten smell of the semi-dormant volcano beneath the
convoy. Sessine felt himself shiver, for all his armour and furs.
He smiled as he looked around. For the privilege of being here in this
gelid hell risking his last life on a mission the point of which even he did
not entirely understand, he had indulged in the sort of prolonged and strenuous
string-pulling he normally quite thoroughly disapproved of. Perhaps after
all I am a masochist at heart, he thought. Maybe it had merely lain
latent (he glanced at the pitched upheaval of ground they were
crossing)—dormant—these last seven lives. The idea
amused. He continued his sweep of the panorama briefly available through
the shifting clouds.
At one end of the vast C bitten from the castle a single great
bastion-tower stood, almost intact, five kilometres high, and casting a
kilometre-wide shadow across the rumpled ground in front of the convoy.
The walls had tumbled down around the tower, vanishing completely on one side
and leaving only a ridge of fractured material barely five hundred metres high
on the other. The plant-mass babilia, unique to the fastness and
ubiquitous within it, coated all but the smoothest of vertical surfaces with
tumescent hanging forests of lime-green, royal blue and pale, rusty orange;
only the heights of scarred wall closest to the more actively venting fissures
and fumaroles remained untouched by the tenacious vegetation.
Above, trees grew on the summit of the serrated ridge, which grew
haphazardly, jaggedly, as it swept around the huge bowl of the Volcano Room,
gradually lifting above the tree-line until directly in front of them it merged
with the intact structure of the fastness Serehfa, where the walls—some
pierced by enormous windows and clerestories, some plain, some shining sheer
and some roughened sufficiently to be coated with snow or the blue-green strain
of high-altitude babilia—climbed through the clouds and into the sky.
Sessine was looking almost straight up now, trying to glimpse the summit of
the fast-tower itself, the mightiest of Serehfa's mighty towers, standing
glittering in its solitude above all but the most vestigial traces of
atmosphere, fully twenty-five kilometres above the surface of the Earth and
almost in space itself.
Clouds hid the mysterious summit of the castle, and Sessine smiled ruefully
to himself as another veil of steam and foul-smelling smoke drifted across the
view, obscuring. The Count held the image of those enormous distant walls
for a moment and wrinkled his nose as the vapours and gases wrapped themselves
round the slowly moving car. He lifted a pair of all-band field glasses
from a hook inside the hatch and scanned his surroundings again, but the
effect, and particularly the sense of scale, was not the same.
Still, there was a little added safety in the mists. He
wondered—as he always did at some point in one of these recreational
panoramas—whether his inspection had been in any way reciprocated.
He knew the King had his own spyers, dispatched to towers and high walls to
watch the open areas beneath them and report to Army Intelligence, and he had
never entirely believed that the Engineers seemed never to have thought of the
same idea. He put the field glasses back. The volcanic mists did
not appear to be dispersing; if anything they were growing thicker and more
noxious.
There was a crackle of noise from inside the car, then someone spoke.
It sounded like a signal-burst had been received. The convoy had to
observe complete communicative silence, though the Army could still contact
them through broadcasts. It meant that all the men were alone in their
own heads, or at least in their own vehicles. To join the Army was to
lose the ability to have unrestrained access to the data corpus; everything had
to go through the Army's own network.
Being unable to contact distant loved ones was bad enough for troops unused
to war and brought up from childhood with the ability to reach anybody they
wanted through the corpus, but at least in most of the rest of the Army they
could talk so to each other. For the duration of this mission they were
forbidden even that, lest they betray their positions, and only encapsulated
within their closed transports could they use their implants.
Sessine glanced back at the bulbous snout of the provisions caisson
immediately aft—it was all there was to be seen behind, just as all he
could see in front was the rear of a weapon-laden chimeric—then ducked
back inside the scree-car, closing the hatch cover after him.
The scree-car's interior was warm and smelled of oil and plastic; in the two
days since they had quit the newly built hydrovator at the breach lip opposite
the bastion-tower he had come to regard its humming, machine-scented interior
almost with affection. Perhaps there was something womb-like about its
hermetic, humming redness.
Sessine settled into the commander's seat and took his gloves off. 'Hatch
down,' he said.
'Hatch down, sir,' the car's captain called out, calling back over her
shoulder. The driver at her side twisted the scree-car's wheel, his eyes
fixed on the clear image of the ground ahead produced by the all-band
display.
'Communication?' Sessine asked the comms operator. The young
lieutenant nodded, trembling. He looked frightened, his skin grey.
Sessine wondered what the news was, and felt his guts start to knot.
'We got it too, sir,' the captain called, still watching the screen.
'Gistics update code: routine.'
'Routine?' Sessine asked, staring at the lieutenant's stricken-looking
expression. What was happening?
'I—I heard some—' the comms operator began, then swallowed. 'I
heard something more, sir, over the machine's hard channel, from Intelligence,'
he stammered. He licked his lips and rested one shaking hand on the comms
console.
The captain twisted round in her seat, frowning. 'What?'
The lieutenant glanced at her, then told Sessine, 'They have a spyer on the
north rim-wall, sir; he reports… a…' the young man hesitated, then
blurted, 'an air attack.'
'What?' yelled the captain, twisting in her seat and punching at the
car's sensor controls, then sitting back, one hand to her ear, eyes closed.
'A… an air attack, sir,' the lieutenant repeated, tears in his eyes,
glancing up at the hatch.
The captain muttered something. The driver started to whistle.
Sessine could think of nothing to say. He jumped up onto the observation
platform and threw the hatch open again, remembering to shout, 'Hatch open!' as
he rose into the steams and smokes above. He lifted the field
glasses.
As he put them to his eyes, he heard two shots from beneath him, inside the
car, followed quickly by two more. The car lurched and swung right.
Sessine dropped through the hatch, and as he did so realised that he might
have made a terrible mistake.
His hand went to his own gun; he registered the sick-sweet smell of burnt
flesh, and found himself looking into the tear-streaked face of the comms
operator, pointing his gun straight at him.
The two bodies in the front of the scree-car jiggled slackly as the car
thumped over some obstruction. The lieutenant braced himself against the
car's ceiling with his free hand and sniffed hard. Sessine held his hand
out to him, leaving his other hand on the butt of his gun. 'Now—'
'I'm sorry, sir!'
Then the world lit up, and a terrible blow struck Sessine's lower
face. He fell, knowing he was dying, falling surrounded by smoke to hit
the floor, beyond pain with a noise past sound in his ears, no breath left in
him and no way of breathing, and lay there for some terrible suspended moment
before he sensed the young lieutenant over him and felt the gun at the back of
his head and had time to think, Why?, and he died.
4
Translation
Woak up. Got dresd. Had brekfast. Spoke wif Ergates thi
ant who sed itz juss been wurk wurk wurk 4 u lately master Bascule, Y dont u Ѕ
a holiday? & I agreed & that woz how we decided we otter go 2 c Mr
Zoliparia in thi I-ball ov thi gargoyle Rosbrith.
I fot Id bettir clear it wif thi relevint oforities furst & hens avoyd
any truble (like happind thi lastime) so I went 2 c mentor Scalopin.
Certinly yung Bascule, he sez, i do beleave this is a day ov relativly lite
dooties 4 u u may take it off. Ѕ u made yoor mattins calls?
O yes, I sed, which woznt stricktly tru, in fact which woz pretti strikly
untru, trufe btold, but I cude always do them while we woz travelin.
Wots in that thare box yoor holdin? he asks.
Itz a ant, I sez, waven thi box @ his face.
O this is yoor litil frend, is it? i herd u had a pet. May i see
him?
Iss not a pet, iss a frend; u woz rite thi furst time, & iss not a im
iss a she. Luke.
O yes very pretti, he sez, which is a pretti strainge thing 2 say about a
ant if u ask me but thare u go.
Duz it—duz she Ѕ a naim? he asks.
Yes, I sez, sheez calld Ergates.
Ergateez, he sez, thatz a nyce name whot maid u call her that?
Nuffink, I sez; itz her reel name.
A I see, he sez, & givs me 1 ov thoze lukes.
& she can tok 2, I tel him, tho I doan xpect yule b able 2 here hir. (Shh, Bascule! goze Ergates, & I go a bit red.)
Duz she, duz she now? mentor Scalopin sez wif wunna them tolerint
smylez. Very wel then he sez, pattin me on thi hed (which I doan much
like, frangly, but sum times u jus Ѕ 2 pool up wif these things. N-way
whare wer we? O yes he woz pattin me on thi hed & sayin), off yugo
(he sez) but b bak by supper.
Ritey-ho, I sez, all breezy like, nevir thinkin.
Swing doun past thi kitchins 2 see mistriz Blyke 2 flash my big solefool Is
& giv hir thi soppi smile all shy & bashfool & skrownj sum
provishins. She pats me on thi noddil 2—what is it wif peeple?
Leev thi monstery about Ѕ 9 & lift 2 thi top; thi sun iz shinin in fru
thi big winders acros thi grate hol strait in2 ma Iz. Dam shure it dozen
luke like itz gettin dimmer 2 me but evrybody sez it is so I spose it muss
b.
Grab a ride on a waggin heddin 4 thi souf-west hydrovater along thi clif
roade, hangin on 2 thi bak ov thi truk abuv thi x-ost; bit steemy when thi truk
stops @ junkshins, but beets havvin 2 ride in thi cab & tok 2 thi dryver
& probly get pattid on thi bonce aggen like as knot.
I like thi cliff rode cos u can luke ovir thi edge & c rite doun 2 thi
flore ov thi hol & evin c thi big rownd bobbly bits what wood b thi handils
ov thi drawerz ov thi bureau if this woz a propir size place instead ov being
BIG like it is. Mr Zoliparia sez ov coarse ther wernt nevir no jiants
& I bileev him but sumtymes u can luke owt ovir thi hall wif its mountins
like cuboardz & mountins like seets & sofas set agenst thi wall &
thi tabils & poofs & so on skaterd about thi playce & u fink, Whenz
them big bags cummin bak then? (Bags is my own koinin & am qwite proud ov
it—meenz Boys & GirlS. Ergates sez its called a nacronim.
N-way whare woz we? O yes hangin on 2 thi bak ov thi truk rolin along thi
clif rode.)
Ergates thi ant iz in hir box in thi left brest pokit ov my
jakt-wif-lotza-pokits, all saifly butinned down. U alrite Ergates?
I whispir as we bownse along thi rode.
Am fine, she tellz me. Whare r we rite now?
Um, weer on a truk, I sort ov Ѕ-lies.
R we hanging off thi bak ov a veehikl? she asks.
(Blimey you get nuffink past this ant.) Wot maiks u think that, I asks,
stollin.
Muss u always maximise thi dainger ov any givin moad ov transpoart? she
asks, ignorin me stollin.
But am Bascule thi Rascule, thass whot they call me! Am yung & am
onli on my furst life I tells her, laffin; Bascule thi Teller nuffink, that's
me; no I or II or VII or any ov that nonsins 4 yoors truly; am good az immortil
4 all intense & purpusses & if u cant act a bit daff when u never dyed
not even 1nce yet, when can u?
Well, Ergates sez (& u can juss tel she's tryn 2 b payshint), aside from
thi fact that it is folly 2 fro away even 1 life out ov 8, & thi eekwilly
sailyent poynt that in thi present emerginsy it mite b fullish 2 rely on thi
effishint funkshining ov thi reeincarnative prossess, ther is my own safety 2
think about.
I thot u woz indistructibil 2 a fol from any hite on acount ov yoor scale
& mass-to-surfis area givin thi relativ sighz ov air mollycules? I
sez.
Sumthing like that, she agreez. But if you landid thi wrong way it is
conseevabil i might b krushd.
Ho, Id like 2 kno whotz thi rite way 2 land from this hi up, I sez, leenin
out ovir thi drop wif thi wind in my hare & gayzin doun thi way @ thi
treetopz ov thi forist-floar, what must b a gude cupil ov hundred meetrs
blo.
Yoor missing thi point, sez Ergates thi ant, soundin sniffy.
I fot 4 a momint. Tell u wot, I sez.
Yes? she sez.
When we take thi hydravatir up thi clif, this time weel go on in thi inside;
howzat?
Yoor mewnifisince astonishiz me, she sez.
(Sheez bin sarcastic, I can tel.)
Thi hydravater car is 1 ov thi old wooden 1s wot kreeks a lot & it smelz
ov rope-oyl & varnish & thi emty watir tanks unnerneeth thi deck maik
big boomy spooky noyses as it climes up thi wol ov thi hol. Thi flor ov
thi car is mostly taken up with six big militry veehikls witch look like
airships wif wheels. Thair garded by some armi ladz hoor havin a game ov
pinkel-flip & am thinkin ov joinin in coz Im a pritty good shot @ thi old
finkel-plip & I probly cude stand 2 make a deel ov gambil-toakins on
account that Im so yung & innosent lookin & yet a bit ov a huslir reely
but then Ergates sez, Dont u think u shude make those callz like u promised bro
Scalopin? & I sez O I spose so.
Am a tellir, so thi callz Ѕ 2 b made, I spose.
I find a qwiet spot, neer thi gaits where thi wind rufflz in, & I sidown
& leen bak & let ma Is go moasly closed & I tap inter thi kript
whare thi ded peepil r.
From thi top ov thi hydravater I cros thi marshalin yard on thi freize neer
thi rufe ov thi hol & hed in2 thi wol thru varius passidjways & tunils
& take a tube along thi inside ov thi wol 2 thi far end ov thi great
hol. I get off @ thi cornir stayshin & climb up sum steps; I cum out
in a galleria on thi outside ov thi wol what xtends out from thi greenery &
bluery & etcetery ov thi babil plants. From heer I can look down on2
thi terisses & litil villiges on thi roofs ov thi parapet merlons wif thi
litle feelds on thi crenels & if I look rite down I can c thi flat green
valey that is thi alure but I xpect nun ov this terminoloji meens much if u
doan no mutch about cassils.
N-way, iss a pretti impressive view, & sumtimes yule c eegils & rocs
& simurgs & lammergeiers & uther big funny-lookin burds wheelin
about juss 2 add a bit ov lokil culur, + further blo thers moar wals &
towrs & alures & steep roofs—some ov them terrissed 2—&
blo that thi forists & hilz ov thi bailey, then thi curtin wall in thi
distince & furthir away stil thers thi haizi seenery ov thi far beyawnd.
(They reckin u can c thi c from thi veri hiest hites ov thi habitabil castle,
but tho I seen this screend I nevir seen it wif ma own Is.)
A rikiti ole chare lif takes me up & along, through a sort ov tunil in
thi hangin babil plants, & b4 long I arive @ thi corner ov thi grate hol
& thi playce under thi eaves whare thi Astroligers/Alchemists hang owt,
& hang out is xactly what they do, espeshilly Mr Zoliparia, who bean an
importint ole jent ov sum noat has got 1 ov thi prime posishins in all thi town
4 his partments, viz thi right eyeball ov thi septentrynil gargoil
Rosbrith.
Thi gargoil Rosbrith lukes out 2 thi north, but coz its on thi cornir &
therz nuffin in thi way, you can see east 2, whare thi sun is proan 2 rise ov a
mornin & thi nastines ov thi approachin enkroachin is poppin up sayin High
thair foaks itz lites out soon bi thi way!
I hit a snag; Mr Zoliparia dozent apeer 2 b in. Am standin @ thi top
ov a rikiti ladder inside thi bodi ov thi gargoil Rosbrith abangin &
abashin on thi litil sircular doar ov Mr Zoliparia's partments but 4 ol my
hammerin therz no anser. Therz a woodin landin blo me wot thi laddirs
perchd on (its rikity 2, by thi way. Cum 2 fink ov it moast stuff in thi
Astrolidjers/Alchemists town seamz 2 b pretti rickiti) but nway therz a old
lady scrubbin thi dam landin wif sum horibil bubblin stuff thatz bringin thi
wood on thi landin up a treat evein if it disolvin most ov it & makin it
even moar rikity, but thi poynt is this stuffs makin fewms go up my nose &
cozin my Is 2 wotir.
Mr Zoliparia! I shout. Iss Bascule here!
Perhaps u shood Ѕ told him u were cumin, Ergates says from her box.
Mr Zoliparia doan hold wif moderin like inplants & that sort ov stuf, I
tell her, sneezin. Heez a disidint.
U coud Ѕ left a messidje with sumbody else, Ergates sez.
Yes yes yes I sez, ol anoid bcoz I no sheez rite. I spose now I Ѕ 2
use my own bleedin inplantz & Ive been tryin not 2 apart from contaktin thi
wurld ov thi ded coz I want 2 b a disidint like Mr Zoliparia.
Mr Zoliparia! I shouts agen. Ive got my scarf up round my mouf
& noze now cos ov thi fumes cumin up from thi landin.
O, bugration.
Is sumbody using hidrokloric asid? Ergates sez. On wood?
She sounds mistified.
I doan no about that I sez but therz sum ole girl down thare scrubbin away @
thi landin wif sumfin pretti nockshis.
Odd, Ergates sez. I woz sure heed b in. I think u bettir get
down—but then thi door opins & thares Mr Zoliparia in a big towel
& what ther is ov his hares ol wet.
Bascule! he shouts @ me, mite Ѕ noan it woz u! Then he glares down @
thi ole lady & waves @ me 2 come in & I scrambil ovir thi top ov thi
laddir & in2 thi I-ball.
Take yor shooz off, boy, he sez, if u stept in dat stuf on di landin yule b
rotten me carpets. When uve dun dat u can make yoorself usful & warm
me up some wine. Then he pads off, hoistin his towl up around him &
leavin a trale ov watir behind him on thi flor.
I start 2 take me shooz off.
You bean havin a baf Mr Zoliparia? I asks him.
He juss lukes @ me.
Mr Zoliparia & me & Ergates thi ant are sittin on thi iris balconi
ov thi gargoyle Rosbrith's rite I-bol havin respectivly mulled wine, t, & a
mikeroscpic morsil ov stale bred. Mr Zoliparias in a chair wot lukes a
bit like a I-bol isself, suspendid from a Ilash abuv; am on a stool sat b-side
thi parapet whare Ergates is tukkin in2 thi bred Mr Zoliparia gave her (&
whot I moysined wif sum spit)—iss a hoal huge lump ov crust & far 2
much 4 her reely, but she tares crums off & works them wif her moufparts
& front feet until she can swollo them. I herd Ergates say Thanku 2
Mr Zoliparia when he gaiv hir thi crust but I Ѕ nt told him she can tok yet
& he didn seem 2 heer her.
Am watching Ergates carefully coz its a bit windy out heer & tho thers a
sort ov net under thi balconi & Ergates woodnt b harmd by a fol, shed
probly go strait thru thi net & evin if she woznt harmd shed b lost;
blimey, sumfing as lite as hir could get blown rite inter thi bailey from this
hi up & how wood I ever find her then?
U wury 2 much, Ergates sez. Im a hily racehorseful ant & i wood
find u.
(I doan say nuffink in return bcoz Mr Zoliparias tokkin & it wood b
inpolite.) Nway thi point is kwite frangly Id rather Ergates woz stil in my
pokit but she sez she wishis 2 take thi air & bsides she likes thi vew.
… simbil not ov potency or invulnrability but ov a kind ov sultifing
inpotenz & xtreem vulnrabiliti, Mr Zoliparia is sayin, bangin on
about thi cassil agen as he is offin want 2 do.
We live in a folli, Bascule, nevir forget dat, he tellz me & I nod &
sip ma t & wotch Ergates eat her bred.
Iss no coinsidins di ainshints usd 2 refer 2 di kwick & di ded, he sez,
swalowin sum more wine & burrowin in2 his cote (iss a bit coald out here).
2 liv is 2 moov, he sez. Mobiliti is all. Tings like diss (he waves
his han aroun) r a kind ov admishin ov dfeet; Y, de dam tings litil betir than
a hospis!
Wots a hospis? I ask, not recognizin thi wurd & not wantin 2 yous
inplants (& wantin Mr Zoliparia 2 no this, it has 2 b admittid).
Bascule, u mite as wel uze di fasilitys yoov been given, Mr Zoliparia
sez.
O yes, I sez. I forgot. I made a show ov closin my Is.
Haven dun this 4 a while, I sed. Lessee; ah yes, hospis… place
whare you go 2 di, basikly.
Yes, Mr Zoliparia sed, lookin annoid. Now uve made me go & forget;
Ive loss de flo.
U woz sayin thi cassil woz like a hospis.
I remember dat, he sez.
Well am veri sori, I sez.
No mattir. Di burdin ov mi argumint, Mr Zoliparia sez, is dat 2 set
1self up like dis in such a defeetinly vast & intimidaytinly inhumin
structyir is meerly 2 anounce di cumin 2 rest ov 1s progress, & witout dat
we r lost.
(Mr Zoliparia is big on progress tho from what I can gathir iss a pretty old
fashined idea these daze.)
So ther definitly wernt never no jiants then? I sez.
Bascule, Mr Zoliparia sez, cyan, wot is dis obseshin wit thi idea ov
jiantz? He fillz his glas wif more wine; it steamz in thi cold air.
I wotch Ergates 4 a bit while he duz this, zoomin in 2 look @ her face; I can c
hir Is & feelers & wotch her mouth-parts needin & tayrin @ thi
gummy-lookin bred. Pull back as Mr Zoliparia sets thi wine jug bak down
on thi tabil.
Thi ting is, he sez, & size agen, der wer 1nce jiants. Not
jiantz in di sens dat dey wer fizikly bigir dan us, but bigir in der powrs
& abilitys & ambishins; bigir dan us in der moral curidge. Dey
made dis playce, dey bilt it from rock & materielz. Weave loss di art
ov makin & workin. Dey bilt it 4 a purpis in a sens, but itz
ludicrisly over-desined 4 itz suposid funcshin. Dey bilt it di way dey
did 4 fun. Juss bcoz it amyoused dem 2 do so. But dave moovd on,
& we r all dats left & now di plaice teems wit life but den so duz a
magoti corps; der is much moovmint but no qwicknis in uz; dass all gon.
Wot about thi fass-towr? I sez. That soundz pretti qwikish 2
me.
O Bascule, he sez & lukes up @ thi ski. Fass as in hold-fass or
stuck-fass. How meny more times muss I tell u?
O yes, I sez. So all theez qwick tipes leff 4 thi starz did they Mr
Zoliparia?
Yes dey did, he sez, & y shoodint dey? But wot puzzils me is y dey
shood abandon uz so compleetly, & dat y we shood Ѕ given up di abiliti evin
2 keep in tutch wit dem.
Int that in nun ov yoor books & stuff, Mr Zoliparia? I asks
him. Int that noware?
Duzent seme 2 b, Bascule, he sez; duzent seme 2 b. Sum ov uz Ѕ bean
lookin 4 di ansers 2 dose qwestions 4 longir dan weave been abil 2 record,
& we seem 2 b no closir now dan wen we startid. Weave lookt in books
& films & files & feeshes & discs & chips & byos &
hollers & fomes & cores & evry form ov storidge noan 2
humaniti. He drinx his wine. & iss oll from b4, Bascule, he sez,
soundin sad. Oll from b4. Ders nuttin from di time we want 2 no
about. He shrugz. Nuttin.
I dont no wot 2 say when Mr Zoliparia sounds all sad & sorri like
this. Peepil like him Ѕ been tryin 2 wurk this sort ov fing out 4
jenerashins, sum thru thi old stuf like books & so on & otherz by usin
thi kript, whare supposidly everithin iz but u jus cant find it. Or if u
find it u cant get bak wif it.
I 1nce sed 2 Mr Zoliparia it soundid a bit like lookin 4 a needil in a
haysack & he sed Moar like lukin 4 a partikulir wattir molicule in a oashin
& evin thats probly unnerestimatin thi task by sevril ordirs ov
magnetude.
Ive thot about bein thi 1 2 dive inter thi kript propir—reely
deeply—& bring bak thi seekrets Mr Zoliparia wants, but apart from
thi fact that meens serius inplant work & I wan 2 sho Mr Zoliparia I only
yous mi inplants 4 tellin & nuffink else as a rule, iss also been attemptid
& proovd pointliss.
Iss kaos in thare, u c.
Thi kript (or kriptosfear or data corpis—iss ol thi saim fing) iss
where everfing reeli happins heer, & thi deeper u go thi less likeli u r 2
com out; iss like iss a oashin & conshisnis is solubil, like divin in2
asid, beyawnd a certin depf. It scarz u 4 life if u go 2 deep, u cum bak
as sumfink shrivild & dyin if u go deeper stil, & u juss doan cum bak @
ol if u go reely reely deep; u juss disintigrate toatily as a distink
personaliti & thass that.
Ov coarse u persinally r still alive & kikin, back in fizzikil reality
& nun thi wurse 4 ware (usuly; unles u Ѕ a bad trip like they say & get
feedbacks & deedbacks & flashbacks & flashforwids & nitemares
& daymares & troma & stuf), but thi kript-copy u sent in thare,
thass juss gon 4evir u can kiss its ass by-by, & thass factule.
Ergates is playin wif her food; sheez moldin thi bredy-bits in2 funny shapes
wif her mouf-parts & front legz & not botherin 2 eat it @ oil no
moar. Rite now sheez makin a tiny bust ov Mr Zoliparia & I wundir if
he can c her doin that or if heez so ded agenst inplants & inproovments in
jeneril that he haz ordniry old-tipe Is & cant zoom in on details like I
can.
Do u think iss a gude likeniss, Bascule? she asks me.
Mr Zoliparia is lukin thotful & starin in2 space, or in2 thi atmisfear
nway; buncha birdz circlin way in thi distinz over a bartizan—maybi heez
lookin @ them.
Nway I dcide 2 risk whisprn 2 Ergates: Ver gude. Now u wan get
bak in yoor box?
Wassat Bascule? Mr Zoliparia sez.
Nuffink, Mr Zoliparia, I sez. I woz juss cleerin my frote.
No u werint; u sed sumtin about gettin bak in yoor box.
Did I? I sez, stollin.
U werint referin 2 me I truss, he sez, frownin.
O abslootly not Mr Zoliparia, I tell him. I woz actuli adressin
Ergates heer, I sez, dcidin 2 make a clean brest ov it. I luke @ hir
sternli & wag mi fingir @ hir & say Get bak in yoor box now, u notty
ant. Sori about this, Mr Zoliparia, I tel him, while Ergates qwikly
changes thi bust sheez wurkin on 2 1 ov me with a enormis nose.
Duz she evir tok bak? Mr Zoliparia asks, smilin.
O yes, I sez. Itz qwite a talkativ litle crittir actule. & veri
inteligent.
Duz it reely tok tho, Bascule?
Ov coarse, Mr Zoliparia; iss not a figmint ov my majination or a invisibil
frend type ov fing, onist. I had a invisibil frend but he lef when
Ergates caim on thi seen last week, I tel him, feelin a bit embrasd now &
probly blushin.
Mr Zoliparia laffs. Whare did u get yoor litl pal? he askz.
She crold out thi woodwurk, I sez, & he laffs agen & Im evin moar
embrasd & gettin qwite swety now. That dam ant! makin a full ov me
& makin my face all big & bloted in that bust shees workin on now &
still not goin bak in hir box Ither.
She did! Mr Zoliparia I sez. Crold out ov thi woodwurk in thi
refectori @ suppir time lass Kingsday. She came heer wif me thi next day
2 c u, but hid in my jakit that time on acount ov bein shy & a bit okwird
wif strainjirs. But she reely toks & she heers whot I say & she
uzis wurds I dont no sumtimes, onist.
Mr Zoliparia nods, & lukes wif new respect upon Ergates thi ant.
Den sheez probly a mikro-construct, Bascule, he tellz me; dey crop up now &
agen, tho dey doan yously tok, lease not inteligibly. I tink di law sez
yure supposd 2 take such tings 2 di otorities.
I no that Mr Zoliparia but sheez mi frend & she dont do no 1 no harm, I
sez, gettin hottir still coz I doan wan 2 luze Ergates & am wishin I hadnt
sed nuffink 2 bro Scalopin now coz I didn think peepil botherd wif such finiky
roolz but heers Mr Zoliparia sayin they do & whot am I 2 do? I luke @
hir but sheez still workin on that infernil bust & givin me big buck teef
now, ungratefil retch.
Cam down, cam down, Bascule, Mr Zoliparia sez; am not sayin u ot 2
turn hir in am juss sayin dats thi law & u bettir not tell peepil she can
tok if u want 2 keep her. Thass ol am sayin. Nway sheez juss litil
& so nice & eezi 2 hide. If u luke aftir hir yule b fine.
May I—? he starts 2 say, then he stairz abuv me & his Is go wide
& he sez, Wot di fuk? & am qwite shokd bcoz Ive nevir herd Mr Zoliparia
sware like that & then therz a shadow over thi balconi & a nois like a
snappin sail-wing & a gust ov wind, &—b4 I can do anyfink cept
start 2 turn roun—a hooj bird, grey & bigir than a man, suddinly
clatirs down on2 thi parapet ov thi balconi, grabs @ thi box & thi bred
& whaps its wingz down & lonches away agen skreetchin, while Ergates
goze 'Eek!' & am up on mi feet & sos Mr Zoliparia & I can
see thi bird lowerin its hed as it beets away & peckin @ what its got in
its talons & iss eatin thi bred! & Ergates is stuck in thi birdz
talons! cot between a talon & a bit ov bred, hir litle anteni wavin & 1
leg out wavin 2 & thas thi lass I see ov hir coz thi distince gets 2 grate,
& ah heer Ergates screamin 'Bascuuule…!' meewhile am shoutin & Mr
Zoliparias shoutin 2 but thi big bird lifts away & disapeers up ovir thi
edje ov thi roof & Ergates is gon & am bereft.
TWO
1
'Face.'
She stared at her reflection in the pool, then drank some more, then waited
for the water to settle and looked at her face, then drank some more.
'No more thirst. Stand up. Look around. Blue.
White. Green. More green. Red white yellow blue brown
pink. Sky clouds trees grass flowers bark. The sky is blue.
The water is not colour, is clear. Water shows thing on other side.
Of angle. This is. Reflect. Shone. Reflection.
Redflection. Blueflection. Hmm. No.
'Time to walk again.'
She followed the path along the floor of the little valley, the sound of the
water in the stream never far away.
'Fly-thing! Oh. Pretty. Is called bird. Birds.'
She walked through a small copse of trees. A warm wind rustled the
leaves over her head. She stopped to look at a flower on a bush by the
stream bank. 'More prettiness.' She put her hand over the flower, then bowed
her head, sucking in its scent. 'Smell of sweet.'
She smiled, then gripped the flower at the top of the stem and appeared to
be about to tear it from its stem. Then she frowned, hesitated, looked
around and finally let her hands fall back to her sides. She patted the
blossom gently before resuming her walk. 'Bye-bye.'
The stream disappeared into a hole in the side of a grassy slope; steps
carried the path winding upwards. She looked into the darkness of the
tunnel. 'Black. Smell of… damp.' Then she took the steps to the top
of the slope and found a broader path leading between tall bushes and small
trees.
'Crunch crunch. Ow. Gravel. Feet. Ow ow ow.
Walk on green. Walk on grass. Not pain… Better.'
In the distance, beyond a tall hedge, there was a tower.
'Building.' Then she came to something that made her stop and stare for some
time; a huge square hedge in the shape of a castle, with four square towers,
crenellations cut into its parapets, a raised drawbridge of exposed,
intertwined tree-trunks and a moat of sunken, silver-leaved plants.
She stood at the side of the pretend moat, looking down at the ruffled
silver surface, then up at the castle walls, rustling quietly in the
breeze. She shook her head. 'Not water. Building? Not
building.'
She shrugged, turned on her heel and walked on, still shaking her
head. Another minute along the grassy margin of the long avenue took her
to where a series of huge heads faced each other across the gravel.
Each head was two or three times her own height and made up of several
different bushes and other types of plants, producing dark or light
complexions, smooth or lined skin and varying hair colours. The lips were
formed by leaves of a dusty-pink colour, the whites of the eyes by a plant
similar to those impersonating the waters of the moat surrounding the
castle-topiary further down the avenue, while the irises took their colour from
clusters of tiny flowers of the appropriate shade.
She stood and looked at the first face for some time, and eventually
smiled. She walked on in the direction of the distant tower, and only
stopped again when one of the heads started to talk.
'… says there is no need to worry, and I think he is right. We
are not primitives, after all. I mean, in the end it's just dust.
Just a big dust cloud. And another ice age is not the end of the
world. We shall have power. There are already whole cities
underground, each full of light and heat, and more are being built all the
time. They have parks, lakes, architecture of merit, and no shortage of
facilities. The world might be different for the duration of the
Encroachment, and doubtless altered considerably after it has passed, as it
surely will; many species and artifacts will have to be artificially preserved,
and the glaciers will affect the planet's geography, but we will survive.
Why, if the worst came to the worst, we might enter suspended animation and
wake to a newly scrubbed-clean planet and a bright fresh spring! Would
that be so terrible?'
She stood, only half-understanding the words. Her mouth hung
open. She had been sure the heads were not real. They were pretend,
like the hedge-castle. But this one had a voice; a voice deeper than
hers. She wondered if she ought to say something in return. Somehow
she did not think it had actually been talking to her. Then the head used
another voice, more like her own:
'If it is as you say, then no. But I've heard it may be much worse
than that; people have talked of the world freezing, of every ocean becoming
solid, of the sunlight reduced to the strength of moonlight, of this lasting
for a thousand years, while others have said the sun will dim and then
brighten; the dust will cause it to explode and all life on Earth will
end.'
'You see,' said the first, deeper voice. 'Some say we shall freeze, while
others maintain that we shall roast. As ever, the truth will lie between
the extremes and so the result must be that nothing much will change and things
will remain largely as they are, which is exactly what tends to happen most of
the time anyway. I rest my case.'
She thought she ought to say something. 'I rest my case too,' she told the
head.
'What?'
'Who—?'
'Crisis! There's somebody—'
There were some noises from within the head, then a face appeared within the
hedge-face, sticking out from the middle of one cheek. The face looked
altogether heavier and thicker than her own; thin hair covered its top lip.
'Man,' she said to herself. 'Hello.'
'Grief,' the man said, his eyes wide. He looked her up and down.
She looked down at her feet, frowning.
'Who is it?' said the other voice from within the head.
'A girl,' the man said, speaking over his shoulder. He grinned and
looked her up and down again. 'A girl with no clothes on.' He laughed, looking
back again. 'Bit like you.' There was a slap and he said, 'Ow!', then he
disappeared.
She leant forward, wondering if she ought to look inside the head, while
whispers and rustles came from within.
'Who is she?'
'No idea.'
The man and woman came out of the head. They wore clothes. The
man held a light brown jacket.
'Trousers,' she said, pointing at the woman's brightly coloured pantaloons
as she tucked her blouse in.
'Don't gape, Gil,' the woman told the man, who was standing smiling at her.
'Give her your jacket.'
'My pleasure,' the man said, and handed her the jacket. He brushed
some leaves off his shirt and out of his hair.
She looked at his shirt, then put the jacket on, awkwardly but
correctly. She stood there, her hands covered by the cuffs of the light
jacket, which smelled musky.
'Hello,' she said again.
'Hello yourself,' the woman said. Her skin was pale and her hair was
gold-coloured. The man was tall. He bowed, still grinning.
'My name is Gil,' he said. 'Gil Velteseri.' He indicated the woman. 'This is
Lucia Chimbers.'
She nodded and smiled at the woman, who smiled back briefly.
'What is my name?' she asked the man.
'Ah… I beg your pardon?'
'My name,' she repeated. 'You are Gil Velteseri, this is Lucia
Chimbers. I am who?'
They both stood looking at her for a moment. The woman looked down and
tried to brush a smudge from her blouse. In a quiet, sing-song voice she
said, 'Sim-ple-ton.'
The man laughed lightly. 'Ah-ha,' he said.
2
The wind was a never-ending edge within the air, a knife-wire sawing back
and forth in Gadfium's throat and lungs with each laboured, wheezing
breath. The plain was a dead flat, almost featureless expanse of
dazzling, eye-watering whiteness four kilometres across, splayed beneath a
darkened purple sky. A thin, desiccated wind cut out of the
bruise-coloured vault and keened across the sterile salt-flats, picking up a
thin dry spray of particles which turned the air into a chill shot-blast for
exposed skin.
I am a fish, Gadfium thought, and might have laughed had she been able to
breathe. A fish, dredged from the fluid-thick depths of warmth beneath us
and dumped upon this high salt-crust of shore; landed here to suck in vain at
the parched air and die drowning beneath a thin membrane of atmosphere where
the stars shine clear and unwavering in daylight, in half the sky.
She motioned to the assistant observer, and the woman brought over the small
oxygen cylinder. Gadfium gulped in the mask's cold cargo of gas, filling
her lungs to their depths.
This morning at the oxygen works, this afternoon sampling their future
product, she thought. She nodded gratefully to the assistant observer as
she handed the cylinder back.
'Perhaps we ought to return inside now, Chief Scientist,' the woman
said.
'In a moment.' Gadfium lifted the visor from her eyes and squinted through
the binoculars again. Salt dust and sand swirled in twisted veils in
front of her and the cold wind made her eyes water. The grey-black stones
nearest the observatory looked like nothing more than giant pucks from some
huge game of ice hockey. Each stone was about two metres in diameter,
half a metre high and supposedly made of pure granite. They had been
sliding about this plain for millennia, riding the sporadically slicked surface
of the salt-bowl whenever snow had fallen and a wind subsequently blew.
Any snow and ice the plain collected was turned to water by a combination of
the pipework buried beneath the plain itself and by the reflected sunlight of
mirrors shining from the twentieth level of the fast-tower, rearing bright and
solid to the north, three kilometres away.
The Plain of Sliding Stones formed the flat roof of a complex of giant rooms
on the eighth level of the fastness; these huge, almost empty, barely habitable
spaces were arranged in a wheel-like formation, the exposed flank of which
formed a great nave of kilometre-tall windows facing from south-south-east to
west. It had always been assumed that the redundant systems of both
buried pipework and tower-mirrors were there to ensure that no roof-destroying
thickness of ice could ever accrue on the plain, though the reason the roof had
been left flat in the first place had never been determined. Also unknown
was exactly what the stones were there for, or how they contrived to move in
ways that were subtly but undeniably at variance with the ways they should have
moved according to both highly accurate computer models and carefully
calibrated physical re-creations of their environment.
The mobile observatory—a three-storey sphere supported by eight long
legs each tipped with a motor and tyre and resembling nothing more than an
enormous spider—had been following the mysterious stones across the plain
for hundreds of years, gathering vast amounts of data in the process but
without really contributing anything of great note to the anyway rather
exhausted debate concerning the origin and purpose of the stones. More
had been learnt when one of the stones had been partially analysed centuries
earlier, though as the crux of what had been learnt was that to start chipping
bits off one of the stones was to draw down some highly focused and
scientist-evaporating sunlight from the fast-tower's twentieth level (whether
it was day or night), such a lesson was arguably something of a dead end.
Gadfium looked back out across the Plain of Sliding Stones, to the edge of
the darkly livid sky. A chill gust of razor-wind stung her face and made
her close her eyes, the salt like grit between orb and lid. She could
taste the salt; her nose stung.
'Very well,' she said, dry-gasping in the meagre air. She turned from
the balustrade and had to be half-led to the lock by the assistant
observer.
'The circle began forming at six-thirteen this morning,' the chief observer
told them. 'It was complete by six forty-two. All thirty-two stones are
present. The distance between the stones is a uniform two
metres—the same as their diameter. They have arranged themselves in
a perfect circle with an accuracy of better than a tenth of a millimetre.
The predicted-motion discrepancy factor for certain of the stones during the
period they were forming the current pattern was as high as sixty per
cent. It has never in the past exceeded twelve point three per cent and
over the last decade has averaged below five per cent.'
Gadfium, her aide Rasfline and assistant Goscil, the mobile observatory's
chief observer Clispeir and three out of the four junior observers—one
was still on duty in the vehicle's control room—sat in the observatory
mess.
'We are in the exact centre of the plain?' Gadfium asked.
'Yes, again to an accuracy of less than a tenth of a millimetre,' Clispeir
replied. She was fragile-looking and prematurely aged, with wispily white
hair. Gadfium had known her at university forty years earlier.
Nevertheless, like the other observers she was able to operate without extra
oxygen and pressurisation, which was much more than Gadfium felt able to
do. That she, Rasfline and Goscil were able to breathe easily now was
only because the observatory had been lightly pressurised for their
comfort. Still, she told herself, they had travelled from barely a
thousand metres above sea level to over eight kilometres higher in less than
two hours, and a human-basic individual would already be suffering from
altitude sickness to which she was genetically resistant, which was some
consolation.
'However the circle did not actually form around the observatory.'
'No, ma'am. We were stationary a quarter kilometre from here, almost
due north, waiting on the wind to rise following the precipitation and melt
last night. The stones began to move at four forty-one, holding pattern
T-8 with drift-factor one. They veered—'
'Perhaps a visual display would be more… graphic,' Goscil
interrupted.
Embarrassed looks were exchanged around the mess-room table.
'Unfortunately,' Clispeir said, clearing her throat, 'the pattern formed during
an observation-system down-time event.' She looked apologetically at Gadfium.
'We are, of course, only a very small and perhaps insignificant research
station and I don't know if the chief scientist is aware of my reports
detailing the increased incidence of maintenance-level-related breakdowns and
our requests for increased funding over the last few years, but—'
'I see,' Rasfline said impatiently. 'Obviously you lack implants, ma'am, but
I assume one or more of your juniors recorded the events in their habitua.'
'Well,' Clispeir said, looking uncomfortable. 'Actually, no; as it has
turned out, the team here consists entirely of persons from Privileged
backgrounds.'
Rasfline looked shocked. Goscil's mouth hung slightly open.
Clispeir smiled apologetically and spread her hands. 'It's just the way it's
happened.'
'So you don't have anything on visual,' Rasfline said, contriving to sound
at once bored and exasperated. Goscil blew some hair away from her face
and looked crestfallen.
'Not of an acceptable standard,' Clispeir admitted. 'Observer Koir—'
the elderly scientist nodded to one of the two young male observers, who smiled
sheepishly '- took some footage on his own camera, but—'
'May we see it?' Rasfline asked, tapping his fingers on the table
surface.
'Of course, though—'
'Ma'am, are you all right?' Goscil asked Gadfium.
'I'm—actually… no, not—' Gadfium slumped forward over the
table, head on forearms, mumbling and then going quiet.
'Oh dear.'
'I think some oxygen—'
'I'm sorry; the observatory cannot be pressurised beyond this level, and we
are so used to… we forget. Oh dear.'
'Thank you. Ma'am; oxygen.'
'Perhaps we should leave…'
'Let her lie down a moment first.'
'My cabin is at your disposal, of course.'
'I'm fine, really,' Gadfium mumbled. 'Bit of a headache.'
'Come; if you'd take her… that's it.'
'I'll bring the oxygen.'
'We should leave…'
'… always has to see things for herself.'
'All right really…'
'Down here.'
'Please don't fuss… How embarrassing… Terribly sorry.'
'Ma'am, please; save your breath.'
'Oh yes, sorry; how embarrassing…'
'Mind the steps.'
'Careful.'
'In here. Sorry, it is a little small; let me…'
Gadfium heard the voices of the others sounding loud in the small cabin, and
felt herself lowered into a narrow bed. The oxygen mask was put to her
face again.
'Let me stay with her. You take a look at observer Koir's recordings;
I'm sure the others can answer any questions…'
'Are you sure? I could—'
'There now, dear; let one old lady look after another.'
'If you're certain…'
'Of course.'
When she heard the door close with a clunk and a wheezy hiss, Gadfium opened
her eyes.
Clispeir's face was above her, smiling hesitantly. Gadfium looked
warily round the small cabin. 'It is safe,' Clispeir whispered, 'providing we
don't shout.'
'Clisp…' Gadfium said, sitting up and holding out her arms; they
hugged for a moment.
'It is good to see you again, Gad.'
'And you,' Gadfium whispered. Then she took the other woman's hands in
hers and gazed urgently into her eyes. 'Now; old friend, has it happened?
Have we made contact with the tower?'
Clispeir could not contain her smile, though there was a hint of worry
within it. 'Of a sort,' she said.
'Tell me.'
3
The Count Sessine had died many times. Once in an aircraft crash, once
in a bathyscape accident, once at the hand of an assassin, once in a duel, once
at the hand of a jealous lover, once at the hand of a lover's jealous husband
and once of old age. Now, it was twice at the hand of an assassin; a male
one this time, for a reason he was unable to determine, and—most
distressingly—for the last time. Finally physically dead, for ever
more.
The venue for Sessine's first in-crypt resuscitation had been a virtual
version of his apartments in the clan Aerospace's headquarters in the Atlantean
Tower, it being normal for primimortis' rebirths to be conducted in
familiar and comforting surroundings and closely attended by images of friends
and family.
For his subsequent revivals he had stipulated an unpopulated, ambiently
scaled version of Serehfa, and it was there he awoke in bed, alone, on what
gave every appearance of being a fine spring morning.
He lay in the bed and looked around. Silk sheets, brocade canopy, oil
paintings on the wall, rugs on the floor, wooden panelling, tall windows.
He felt oddly neutral, washed clean.
He smoothed his hand over a fold of pinkly silk sheet, then closed his eyes
and murmured, 'Speremus igitur,' and opened his eyes again.
His smile was sad. 'Ah well,' he said quietly.
It had been a statutory requirement almost from the dawn of what had then
been called Virtual Reality that even the deepest and most radically altered
and enhanced virtual environment (indeed, most especially those) must include
periods of sleep—however truncated—and that towards the end of each
sleep event a dream ought to intrude upon the sleeper in which they were
offered the option of returning to reality. Sessine, of course; had been
aware of no such opportunity just prior to waking up here, and the repetition
of his private code to instigate a complete wake-up merely confirmed that this
was not part of some voluntary virtual scenario; this was already as real as he
could get, and it was a simulation; he was incrypted, now, for good, as well as
for good or ill.
Sessine got out of bed, went to the tall windows and stepped out onto the
balcony. The air felt fresh and chilly; a strong wind blew. He
shivered, raised his right arm to his face, watched goose-bumps rise under the
hairs there, then imagined that the wind dropped. It did.
He imagined that it blew again, but that he felt no cold; in a moment the
wind was sharp and clean in his nostrils and cool on his naked skin, but it did
not make him shiver.
He went to the parapet. The balcony was situated in one of the higher
reaches of the humanly-scaled fortress, with a view to the west. The
shadow of the castle lay across the western inner bailey, the umbrous image of
the fast-tower just touching the foot of the curtain-walls. As Sessine
had ordered, there was nobody to be seen, and not even any wildlife
visible. The sky, distant hills and the castle itself looked perfectly
convincing.
He imagined himself on the fast-tower
/and was there, suddenly standing on a gaily painted wooden platform at the
summit of the castle's tallest tower, with only a flagpole and a snapping
flag—his clan's—above him. The view was better from here; he
could see the ocean, far to the west. Just beyond the handrail the slates
sloped away to the circular battlements.
He gripped the wooden rail of the platform, squeezing it until his fingers
ached, then squatted and inspected the underside of the rail's inverted U near
where it met a stanchion. The red paint under the flat surface was
convincingly bumpy, with little bubbles of smooth, solidified paint near the
angle the rail described with the post. He put his thumbnail against one
of the bubbles and pressed hard. When he took his thumb away again there
was a little groove impressed on the hemisphere of paint.
He ducked quickly under the rail and launched himself into the air. He
bounced once off the steeply raked tiles, winding himself and hurting his
shoulder, cleared the crenellations of the tower's battlements and hurtled
towards the steeply pitched roof far below. The wind-roar screamed in his
ears as the slates rose to meet him.
'Oh, this is silly,' he said, gasping against the storm of air.
He cancelled the injury in his shoulder and decided… to fly; the roof
below slid to one side and he glided away, sweeping through the air above the
castle.
Had he plummeted to his death upon that slated roof, it would have been also
to another—almost immediate—rebirth in the same bed he had not long
departed; just as in base-reality one had eight lives, so one had eight
here. Choosing to end them meant that one would remain unconscious for
the duration of the mourning period, and only be woken for a slowed-down real
and subjective hour to converse with one's bereaved relations and friends
immediately before disposal. This was not a common option, but remained
available for those whose depression or ennui extended beyond their deaths.
Flying was exactly as he remembered it from his childhood dreams; it
required some sort of willed effort in the mind, like pedalling a cycle even
though one's legs did not move. If one ceased this dream-virtual effort,
one sank slowly to earth. The harder one pedalled, the higher one
flew. There was no fatigue and no fear, just wonder and exhilaration.
Sessine flew round the castle for some time, at first naked, then clothing
himself with trousers, shirt and frock coat. He landed on the balcony
outside the bedroom where he had awoken.
A light breakfast was waiting, on a table by the bed. At this
point—in every other rebirth since that first one—he had eaten,
then indulged in a full morning's dalliance with a maid he remembered from his
late childhood who had been the first woman he had lusted after, as well as one
of the few with whom he had been unable to requite such regard. On this
occasion, however, he cancelled the breakfast, his growing hunger, and the
maid's appearance. Nor would he spend the next few subjective months in
the castle's library, re-reading books, listening to music, watching films and
recorded plays and operas and watching or taking part in discussions with
recreated ancients, recreated historical incidents or virtual fictions.
He imagined an antique phone by the bedside. He lifted the
receiver.
'Hello?' The voice was pleasant and sexless.
'Enough,' he said.
The castle vanished before he could replace the handset.
There was ample time before his funeral.
At that point—like all the dead, whether they were high or low, and
Privileged or not—he would face the final proof of the crypt's
ferociously impartial judgment. As the saying had it: the crypt was deep
and the human soul was shallow. And the shallower the soul, the less of
it survived as any sort of independent entity within the data corpus; somebody
whose only opinions were received opinions and whose originality quotient was
effectively zero would dissolve almost entirely within the oceanic depths of
the crypt's precedent-saturated data streams and leave only a thin froth of
memories and a brief description of the exact shape of their hollowness behind,
the redundancy of their beings annihilated by the crypt's abhorrence of
over-duplication.
Should that personality ever be called back into existence in the base-level
world, it could be recreated exactly from the crypt's already existing database
of sentience types.
It was believed that the certainty of such a verdict provided the incentive
for people to improve themselves in a society which gave every appearance of
being able to function quite adequately with almost no human input
whatsoever.
Sessine, if not as one of the Privileged then as a man who had over the
course of several lifetimes assiduously cultivated his own cultivation, was in
practice if not in theory guaranteed a continued existence within the corpus as
an individual.
Even had he been due solely for the compulsory incorporation that was the
fate of lesser mortals when the moment came, there would still have been time
for what he had in mind. The three days in physical reality before his
funeral equated to over eighty years in the quickened medium of crypt-time;
time enough for another life to be lived after death, and easily sufficient to
encompass the investigation a dead man might wish to mount into the reason for
his murder.
'The data-set from the time of your death was recorded as a matter of course
by your bioware and transmitted to the command car's event-recorder as well as
its own computer; the latter was destroyed along with the car when your
murderer turned the car's gun on the convoy and drew retaliatory fire.
The event-recorder survived; it also squirted its primary function-suite state
to the nearest convoy units when it realised the car was under attack and these
read-cuts square with the data in the recorder itself, so we may comfortably
assume your final memories are accurate.'
The construct of the clan Aerospace's chief crypt-lawyer was configured to
respond to its clients' personalities; for Sessine this meant that it appeared
as a tall, highly attractive woman in early middle-age who wore her long black
hair tied back, used little make-up, dressed in late-twentieth-century
corporate-male clothes and talked with quiet authority; Sessine found it almost
amusing how perfectly such an image demanded and received his attention.
No bullshit, no unnecessary gestures or expressions, no false buddiness, no
flimflam and no attempts either to impress or ingratiate. Even his short
attention span and low boredom threshold had been catered for; she spoke
fast. And in the pauses, he could imagine her unclothed (though, as she
was a separate entity within the crypt, such imagining no more made itself
immediately actual than it would have had they both been real people in
base-reality).
He supposed that a male construct might have worked almost as well, but he
liked smart, quick-witted, self-assured women, and he despised the
off-the-peg models of such constructs just because convention demanded they
must exhibit some hint of vulnerability, some girlishness that was supposed to
make him feel that despite such obvious capability and presence, this woman was
some kind of sexual pushover, or not really his equal.
They were sitting in a vault room of the Bank of England, in Edwardian
times. Their seats were constructed of gold ingots and cushioned with
layers of big white five-pound notes; their table was a trolley normally used
to transport bullion. Primitive electric lights flickered on the metal
walls and reflected off further piles and stacks of gold bars. Sessine
had salvaged the image from an early twenty-first-century VR fiction.
'What do we have on the man who murdered me?'
'He was called John Ilsdrun IV, second-lieutenant. Nothing anomalous
in his background or recent behaviour. His implants had been doctored
and, if he survives in usable form anywhere, it is not in the general body of
the crypt. We're running deeper checks on all his lives and contacts so
far, but they'll take subjective days to complete.'
'And the message he received?'
'A code within the gistics burst: "Veritas odium par it." '
'"Truth begets hatred." How cryptic.'
The construct permitted itself a smile.
Barely five minutes had passed in base-reality since his death, and he had
spent the great majority of that time unconscious, the data-set that was his
stored personality being updated with the rigorously cross-checked information
from the time and place of his murder before being activated: the wreck of the
command car he and the rest of the crew had been killed in was still burning on
the fractured floor of the Southern Volcano Room, the convoy had yet to regroup
properly after the young lieutenant's treacherous attack on it, his
co-directors at Aerospace had been summoned to an emergency virtual meeting due
to take place in a subjective half-hour and a base-reality physical meeting in
the Atlantean Tower scheduled in two hours real—two years and three
months subjective—time, while his widow had been contacted but had yet to
reply.
'Backtrack on the coded message; how did it find its way into a hardened
military narrowcast?'
'Still investigating. The jurisdictional protocols concerned are
complicated.'
Sessine could imagine; the military would not easily be persuaded to open
its data corpus to outside investigation.
'I want to request an audience with Adijine, priority.'
'Contacting the Palace, royal apartments… monarch's office… on
hold… His Majesty's private secretary suite… your call-sign going
through… private secretary construct on line real time now.
Replace?'
'Replace.'
The woman disappeared, turning in a blink into a small wizened man in a
black dress coat and holding a long staff. He looked briefly around the
vault, stood and bowed slightly to Sessine, then sat again.
'Count Sessine,' he said. 'The King has already asked me to inform you of
the profound shock he experienced at hearing of your murder, and to convey his
deepest sympathy to you as well as to those you leave behind. He has also
asked me to assure you that everything possible will be done to root out those
responsible for this foul crime.'
'Thank you. I would like to request an audience with His Majesty, as
soon as possible.'
'His Majesty can spare a short while between other appointments in twenty
minutes real—approximately four months subjective—time.'
'I must ask for an emergency meeting before then.'
'I understand your distress and shock, Count Sessine. However, His
Majesty is in an important meeting with representatives of the Chapel usurper
forces, discussing peace; informing him of your death and giving him time to
express the above-mentioned shock and sympathy has already, perhaps, used up
whatever diplomatic slack we have with the Engineer delegation; we cannot
possibly incur any further interruption without risking an apparent sleight and
the breakdown of negotiations.'
Sessine thought about this. The secretary sat smiling patiently at
him. Measuring his words, Sessine spoke again: 'My concern is that the
message which appeared to instigate my murder was embedded within a military
signal sent from Army HQ, and that this therefore implies either a serious
signal-security breach or a traitor in at least the middle-level military.' He
paused to let the secretary speak, then went on. 'Has the King authorised a
full military investigation?'
'An investigation has been authorised.'
'At what level?'
'A level commensurate with your standing, Count; the highest level.'
'With full military access immediately?'
'That is not possible; the Army has operational reasons for not being able
to reveal such matters precipitously; there are controls, checks and balances
which must be negotiated over a minimum real-time scale if one is not to trip a
series of automatic security-violation safeguards. The relevant
authorisations are of course being sought, but—'
'Thank you, private secretary. Would you put me on to military High
Command, level five, and replace?'
The construct had time to look distinctly annoyed before it was replaced
with a young soldier in full dress uniform.
'Count Sessine.'
'Is this level five?' Sessine frowned. 'I thought—'
The young soldier stood, quickly drew his ceremonial sword and in the same
movement brought it scything above the trolley-table and through Sessine's
neck, parting his head from his shoulders. What? he thought, then everything faded.
He awoke in the tower-bedroom of the ambiently scaled version of Serehfa,
alone, on what gave every appearance of being a fine spring morning.
He lay in the bed and looked around. Silk sheets, brocade canopy, oil
paintings on the wall, rugs on the floor, wooden panelling, tall windows.
He felt washed clean, and distinctly unsettled.
He closed his eyes, said, 'Speremus igitur,' and opened his eyes
again.
His smile was troubled. 'Hmm,' he said quietly.
He got out of bed, dressed in the clothes he had been wearing earlier, and
went out onto the balcony.
A dot in the distance, somewhere over the curtain-wall to the west,
attracted his attention. A hint of light around it, a thin, hazy trail in
the sky behind…
He watched the dot expand, then imagined himself on the fast-tower.
/He stood on the gaily painted wooden platform again; the flag snapped in
the air above him. He watched the missile tear across the roof-tops below
and disappear into the tower where he had been standing a few seconds
earlier. The tower erupted; yellow-white flame burst outwards across the
balcony, sundering the stones all around that floor and throwing back the
tower's roof, releasing a cloud of slates like some flock of disturbed
birds.
Straight through the balcony windows. Sessine felt both impressed and
depressed.
He did not see or hear what hit him from behind, just glimpsed a searing
light and felt the concussive blast.
He awoke in bed, alone, on what gave every appearance of being a fine spring
morning.
He lay there for a second, then imagined himself to the summit of the
fast-tower.
/He saw the first missile, crossing the curtain-wall to the west. He
turned and saw the other, approaching from the east, level with him and
approaching fast. He remembered the feeling he had had when he'd heard
the shots inside the scree-car and ducked back in to see what was
happening. He imagined the view from the middle of the inner bailey,
/then from a tower on the curtain-wall to the south,
/then from the north,
/then from the eastern gate complex,
/then from some low hills outside the castle altogether.
The whole edifice detonated, disappearing in a scattering series of
explosions, flickering light, throwing stones and timbers high into the air,
black amongst fire.
'Sessine?' He turned, and the image of his first wife was there, standing on
the path behind him, as lovely as on the first day they had met. She never
called me—
She was upon him with the strangle-wire before he could move; gripping him,
trapping him with a strength no human had ever possessed.
He awoke in the bed, alone. What is this! What is going on?
Who is—
Light at the window, something— Fool!
Then light everywhere.
He awoke in the bed.
'Alandre,' the young maid breathed, alongside him, reaching.
/He was on the deck of the clan yacht, at anchor one evening off Istanbul;
the Bosporus glittered darkly beneath, the twin bridges arced above. His
heart thudded. He looked quickly around. Nobody. He looked
up. Something falling from the rail-bridge… he started to
imagine—then light again, atomically bright, lighting up all the
city…
He awoke.
'Ala- '
/He was in bed, in his apartments in the clan Aerospace's headquarters in
the Atlantean Tower.
The doctor looked down at him, his face somehow familiar, his expression
regretful. The young doctor fired the gun straight between Sessine's
eyes.
He awoke.
'Al- '
/He was in the nursery of the clan's Seattle stronghold. The nurse was
above him; the knife came down on his mewls.
And something inside him screamed, Seven!
He awoke.
He was in a hotel room; it was small and tawdry-looking. The curtains
drawn, the ceiling light on. He was sitting. His heart was
hammering, his body covered with cold sweat. He cancelled the fake
physical symptoms of his panic then started to imagine being somewhere
else… but he was out of places to run, and as he did not know where he
was, he suspected that here was as good a place as any to stay a while.
What had happened? What had been going on?
He stood up and went to the window, carefully lifting one corner of the
curtains while staying behind the wall, half expecting the arrival of a hail of
bullets or another missile the instant he betrayed his position.
He looked out onto a darkened town; a port within a huge, dim space all
speckled with small lights. Dark waters lay in the distance beyond
wharves and cranes. Spaced regularly in the shadows across the inky
glints of waves he could just make out huge pillars, growing out of that broad,
buried sea like impossibly perfect steep-cliffed islands and sprouting,
spreading at their summits to meet a jet-black vaulted sky more remembered than
seen.
He was still in Serehfa, then, underneath it, within the cistern
level. The port was called Oubliette. The narrow street outside
looked quiet. A few lights showed behind shades on the tall, narrow
buildings opposite, and down in the port he could see ships tied against the
piers, container cranes swinging slowly to and fro above them, and hints of
movement within pools of dim yellow light on the wharves themselves.
He let the curtain fall back, then looked around the room. There was
little to search; a small bed, a seat, a table, a screen, a bedside
cabinet. A notice on the back of the door said that the room was room 7,
floor 7, in the Salvation Hotel.
In the cabinet's drawer, he found a paper envelope.
On it was written, Alandre Jeovanx.
It had been his name before promotion. He tore open the envelope.
There was a single sheet of paper folded inside. Read Me, it
said.
He read it.
4
Translation
Bascule, ah no dis hard 4 u, but goodness sakes bey it only a dam ant.
It woz a most special & uneek ant Mr Zoliparia I tel him & I feel
responsybil 4 what hapind 2 hir.
Weer inside thi Iball ov thi septentrynal gargoil Rosbrith, in Mr
Zoliparia's study. Mr Zoliparia has a fing calld a telifone in his study
u can speek in2 (didn evin no he had it—fink heez a bit embrased about it
2 tel thi troof). Nway, he juss got in tuch wif thi gard 2 report whot
happind aftir Id insistid, tho heed only report that thi bird had stole a
valubil anteik box, not a ant. (Actule, thi box isnt a anteik @ ol but that isn
what matters.) Id Ѕ tryd callin thi gard myself soon as it happind but I no
from past xpeeryins they wooden lissen 2 me cos Im yung.
Weed been hopin that maibe thi bird whot had stolen Ergates woz 1 ov them
ringed 1s wif cameraz & stuf, or 1 ov them bein followed roun by little
buzzir-bugs 4 a wildlife screen program or thi purpisses ov cyantific reserch
but I gess it woz a bit ov a long shot & shurenuf thi ansir woz no 2
both. Thi gard took sum detales but Mr Zoliparia duzent hold out much
hope ov them doing anythin.
U mussnt blame yoself, it woz a accident, Bascule.
I no that, Mr Zoliparia, but it woz a accident I cood Ѕ priventd if Id been
moar observint & watchful & juss plain diligint in jeneril. What
woz I thinkin ov lettin hir eat that bred on thi balstraid like that?
Speshily when I seen them birdz in thi distins. I meen; bred!
Evrbidy no birds luv bred! (I slap ma hand off ma 4head, finkin what a idiot
Ive been.)
O Bascule, ahm sorry 2 on account ov me being di hoast & all; dis happin
in ma hoam & ah shood Ѕ taken moar care 2, but wot's dun is dun.
Is it tho, Mr Zoliparia? U reely think so?
What u mean, yung Bascule?
Am a tellir, Mr Zoliparia, u mussnt 4get that. (I screws up ma Is @ this
point, 2 sho him I meen bizniss.) Them birdz—
Bascule, no! U cant go doin dat sorta ting! U crazi or sumtin
chile? U onli go & scrambil yor brainz u try any ov dat sorta
nonsins.
I juss smile.
I doan no whot u no ov whot a tellir duz but now mite b as good a time as
eny 2 tell u if u doan no (them that duz can haply skip thi next 5 or 6
paragrafs & get bak 2 thi storey).
Basikly, a tellir fishiz in2 thi kript & pools out sum ole boy or girl
& asks them qwestyins & ansirs there qwestyins. Iss kinda Ѕ
archilojikil reserch & Ѕ soshil wurk if u want 2 look @ it coldly & r
happy 2 ignoar whot peepil col thi spiritul side ov it.
Coarse its all a bit murki & weerd down thare in thi kript & moast
bags (thas Boys & Girls remembir) get a bit spooked—even thinkin
about contactin thi ded let alone actuly welcomin them in2 ther heds & Ѕin
a natter wif them. 2 us tellirs tho iss juss sumthin we do as a mattir ov
coarse & no bothir… well, providin u r carefil, naturily (admitidly
ther arnt a lot ov old tellirs aroun, tho thas moastly coz ov whot they col
naturil waistidje).
Nway, thi point is that tellirs yooz their natcheril skills 2 delv in2 thi
kript, partly 2 find out things from thi past & partly 2 fulfill pledjes
& bqwests whot thi relivint ordir has taken on. Mi order is calld thi
Little Big Brothers ov thi Rich & we orijnaly jus lookd aftir thi inkripted
soles ov peepil whot were very well off indeed thang-u-veri-mutch but our remit
has brodind a bit sins then & now parrently weel tok 2 eny ole rif raf if
they got sumfink inarestin 2 say.
Now, thi thing iz this; juss as thi deeper u go in2 thi kript thi hazier
& more corosiv doun thare things get, so thi longir it is since u died thi
moar kinda disoshiated u get from realty, &, evntule, evin if u want 2 stay
in sum kinda hoomin form, u juss cant support that sort ov complexity, & 1
ov thi things that mite hapin after that is that u get shunted in2 thi animal
kingdum; your personality, such as it is by then, is transferd in2 a panfir or
a roc or cat or a simurg or a shark or eegil or whotevir. Iss aktuly
considered sumfink ov a priviledge; loadsa bags fink thers nuffink betir than
bein a bird or sumfink simla.
Ov coarse, theez animalz iz stil linkd in2 thi kript by ther own inplants,
& thusly ther brains is potenshily availabil 2 a tellir, tho this is a
pritti irregulir—not 2 say kinda daingerous—oakurinse.
Irregulir bcoz nobody evir duz it. Dainjerous bcoz whot u r basikly tryin
2 do as a tellir in such a sircumstanse is try 2 fit yoor hoomin size mind
inside a bird size 1. Takes sum finessin, but Ive always had this theery
that bcoz my thots cum out wif a spin on them, so 2 speek, Im speshily good @
coapin wif 2 diffrint thot modes @ 1nce, & so moar than capabil ov takin on
thi task ov becomin a bird & flyin in2 ther airea ov thi kript.
Thiss, u may have gatherd, is xactly whot I am proposin 2 do, & Mr
Zoliparia is not 2 enamerd ov thi idea.
Bascule, pleeze, he sez, attempt 2 retain a sens ov proportshin. Iss
onli a ant & u r onli a junior tellir.
4shore, Mr Zoliparia, I sez. But am a tellir whot haznt evin bgun 2 b
stretchd yet. Am a grate tellir. Am a tottil blinkin hot-shot
tellir & I juss no I can fynd that bird.
& do whot? Mr Zoliparia shouts. De dam ant is probly
ded! Dat birdz probly 8 it by now! Y u want 2 torture youself by
findin dat out?
If so, I want 2 no, but nway I dont fink that's rite; Im bankin on her Ѕin
been dropt by that big bird & am hopin it mite remember whare,
or—
Bascule u r upset. Y doan u juss go bak 2 di ordir & try 2 cam
down & tink dis—
Mr Zoliparia, I sez qwietly, I thank u 4 your consern but I intend 2 do this
no mattir whot u say. Cheerz oil thi saim.
Mr Zoliparia lukes @ me diffrint than he has in thi past. Ive always
liked him & Ive always luked up 2 him evir sins he woz 1 ov thi peepil they
sent me 2 when they reelized I tolkd farely normil but I thot a bit funy, + I
tend 2 do whot he sez—it woz him sed Perhaps u wood make a good tellir,
& him whot sujjestid I keep a jurnil, witch this is whot u r
readin—but this time I doan mutch care whot he finks, or @ least I do but
I doan mutch care how bad it makes me feel goan agenst his advice bcoz I juss
no I Ѕ 2 do this.
O deer Bascule, he sez & shakes his hed. I do bleev u do intend 2
do this & iss a sorry ting 4 eny persin 2 do 4 sumtin as insignifcant as a
ant.
Iss not thi ant, Mr Zoliparia, I sez feelin ded grownup, itz me.
Mr Zoliparia shakes his hed. Iss u & no godam sens ov proporshin,
dats wot it is.
Ol thi saim, I sez. It woz mi frend; she woz relyin on me 2 keep hir
safe. Juss 1 try, Mr Zoliparia. I feel I O hir that.
Bascule, pleese, juss tink—
Mind if I juss hunkir down heer, Mr Zoliparia?
Givn u detrminded, Bascule, heer is probly bettir than lswhare but am not
happi about dis.
Doan wury, Mr Zoliparia. Woant take a second, litterly.
Der anytin I can do?
Yep; let me boro that pen ov yoors. Ta. Now am goanta sit up
here—I sqwatted on a chair, ma chin on ma nees, & put thi pen in ma
mouf.
'en 'i 'en 'all ou' 'a 'ouf, I start 2 tel him…
Whot u sayin, Bascule?
I take thi pen out ma mouf. I woz juss sayin, when thi pen falls out
ov ma mouf, let it hit thi carpet then shaik me & shout Bascule, fast
awake!
Bascule, fast asleep, Mr Zoliparia sez.
Awake! I yelz. Not wide asleep; fast awake!
Fast awake, Mr Zoliparia repeats. Bascule, fast awake. He shakes
his hed & heez shakin. O deer Bascule, o deer.
If yor that wurried, Mr Zoliparia, catch thi pen b4 it hits & then wake
me. Now, just giv me a minit heer… I settil in2 place, gettin
comfterbil; thisil onli take a sekind but u Ѕ 2 feel settld & redy & @
peece.
Rite. Am prepaird.
Thisl all hapin very qwickli, Mr Zoliparia; u redi? I put thi pen bak
in ma mouf.
O deer Bascule.
Here we go.
O deer.
& so its off 2 thi land ov thi ded 4 yoors truli 4 thi sekind time 2day,
onli this time iss a bit moar serieus.
Iss like sinkin in2 thi sky on thi other side ov thi Erf wifout goin thru
thi whole fing furst. Iss like flotin in2 thi erf & thi sky @ thi
time, becomin a line not a point, plumin thi depths & assendin thi hites
& then branchin out like a tree, like a plane tree, like a hooj bush
interminglin wif every bit ov thi erf & thi sky, & then iss like every
1 ov those bits isnt juss a bit ov erf or a molicule ov air eny more, iss like
ol ov them is suddenly a littl system ov ther own; a book, a library, a persin;
a world… & yoor connectid wif ol ov it, ignorin barryers, like u r a
brain sell deep in thi grainy grey mush ov thi brain all closed in but joined
up 2 loadsa uthir sells, awash in ther communicashin-song & set free by
that trapt meshin.
Boompf-badoom; slapadowndoodie thru thi topmost obvyis layers whot
corrisponds 2 thi upper levils ov thi brain—thi rashinil, sensibil,
easily understood layers—in2 thi furst ov thi deepdown floors, thi bit
under thi cerebral, under thi crust, under thi fotosphere, under thi
obvyis.
Iss heer u Ѕ 2 b a littl bit careful; iss like bein in a not-so-saloobrius
neyborhood ov a big dark city @ nite—only more complicaitd than that;
mutch moar so.
In here, thi trik is thinkin rite. Thas all u Ѕ 2 do. U Ѕ 2
think rite. U Ѕ 2 b dairing & koshis, u Ѕ b ver sensibil & totily
mad. Moast ov ol u Ѕ 2 b cluvir, u Ѕ 2 b ingenius. U Ѕ 2 b
abil 2 use whotevir is aroun u, & thass whot it reely cums doun 2; thi
kript is whot they col self-referenshil, which meens that—up 2 a
poynt—it meens whot u want it 2 meen, & displays itself 2 u as ur
best abil 2 understand it, so iss up 2 u reely whot yoos u make ov it aftir
that; iss ol about injinooty & thass y itz a yung persins meedyum,
frangly.
Nway, I new whot I wantid so I thot bird.
& suddinly I woz up in sum dark bildin abuv thi wee twinkly lites ov thi
city, up thare wif big metajic skulptyirs ov feersum lookin birds & ther
woz lots ov screetches & skwaks about thi place but u coudnt c no birds jus
heer thi noyse they made & it woz sort ov crusty-soft under foot &
smeld asidic (or alkline; 1 ov thi 2).
I snifd about, walkin qwietly, then hopt up on2 1 ov thi big metallic birds
& sqwatted there, wings by mi sides, stairin out ovir thi lite-spekd blak
grid ov thi citi & not blinkin juss lookin 4 movemint, & lowrin ma hed
now & agen & pokin in under mi wings wif thi twig whot I held in ma
beak, juss like I woz preenin or sumfin.
Noticd ma wake-up code in thi form ov a ring roun ma lef leg. Handy 2
no it woz thare, juss in case fings go rong an/or Mr Zoliparia flufs his
line.
… Staid ther a while, payshint as u like, juss watchin.
Wot u wan then? sed a voice from abuv & behind.
Nufink mutch, I sed, not lookin. I woz aware ov thi twig in ma beak
but it din seem 2 make speakin eny hardir.
U muss want somthen, u woodin b heer otherwyse.
U got me thare, I sed. Am here lookin 4 sumbodi.
O?
Loss a frend ov mine. Roost-mate. Like 2 trace her.
We all got frenz we like 2 find.
This 1 very recent; Ѕ hour ago. Taken from thi septentrynil gargoil
Rosbrith.
Sep whort?
Meens—(this is complicated, referin 2 thi uppir data levil whyle am
down here in thi furst circle ov thi basement, but I do it)—meens
northern, I sed (blimey). Rosbrith. Norf-west on thi grate hol.
Taken by whort?
Lammergeier, I sed. (Didn no that neevir til now.)
Reely. Whot u given in return?
Am heer amn I? Im a tellir. U got ma eer now. Il not
forget u if u help. Luke in me if u want; c whot I say is tru.
Not blynd.
Didn fink u wer.
This bird; u catch eny distingushin marx on it?
It woz a lammergeir, thas oll I no, but ther cant b oil that meny ov them
aroun thi norf-west cornir ov thi grate hol Ѕ a our ago.
Lammergeiers r a bit funy theez days, but Il ask aroun.
Fanks.
(flutr ov wings, then:)
Well, u mite b in luk—
– then ther waz a mega-sqwak & a screem & I had 2 turn
roun & luke & ther woz a huge grate bird beetin in thi air behind &
abuv mi, holdin anuthir torn bird in 1 ov itz talons; thi big bird woz
red-black on black & feerse as deth & I cood feel thi wind ov its
flappin snappin wings on ma fayce. It hung in thi air, wingz spread
beetin like somethin feersly crucified, shaken thi ded bird in its talons so
that itz blud spatterd in my Is.
Y u askin qwestions, child? it screemd.
Tryin 2 find a frend ov mine I sed, keepin cam. I clumpd aroun on mi
perch 2 fayce thi big red-black bird. Twig stil in ma beak.
It held up one foot; 3 talons up, one down. C these three clawz? it
sed.
Yup. (Mite as well play along 4 now, but Im checkin thi exits, finkin ov ma
leg-ring wif thi wake-up code on it.)
U got 2 thi count ov 3 2 moov yoor beak bak 2 realty u skin job, thi red
burd sez. U heer me? Am startin countin now: 3.
I juss lookin 4 ma frend.
2.
Iss juss a ant. Am only lookin 4 a litil ant who woz my frend.
1.
Wass thi fukin problim heer? Doan a creetch get no respect
4—(& am shoutin now angry & I drop thi twig from ma beak).
Then thi big red birdz foot cums out like itz bleedin leg is telescopic
& zaps itself 2wards ma hed & raps round it & sqwishes me down b4 I
can do anythin & I feel maself trapt & sqwelched down thru thi fabric
ov thi metalic bird am perched upon & down thru thi bildin its part ov
& down thru thi city & down thru thi grid & down thru thi erf
beneaf & down & down & down & whots wurse I can feel that thi
ring roun ma leg that had my wake-up code on it has gon like that big red bird
swiped it when it hit me an shurenuf I cant fink whot thi hel thi wake-up coad
is meenwhile am stil goin down an down an down an am finkin,
O shit…
THREE
1
'Ah, this must be she. Good morning, young lady.'
'Good morning, young lady.'
'I beg your…? Ah, well, no, though I am half flattered.'
'You not young lady, no?'
'Neither young nor remotely lady-like. My name is Pieter Velteseri; I
understand you may not know your own name, but—'
'No, I do not.'
'Quite. Well, first let me welcome you to our estate and to our house,
both of which are called Jenahbilys. Please; do sit down… Well, I
meant… Ah, perhaps the seat might be more appropriate? There;
behind you. You see? Like this.'
'Ah, not floor; seat.'
'There you are. Just so. Now… Ah, would you excuse
me?… Gil, I can see this young lady's pudenda, and despite my surfeit of
years it is most off-putting, if more in the memory than in the
tumescence. Might we clothe her in something more, ah, complete than what
would appear to be merely your jacket and fundamentally nothing else?'
'Sorry, uncle.'
'… What are you looking at me for?'
'Come on, Lucia; you could lend her something of yours.'
'Tech. She hasn't even been washed or anything yet; have you
seen the state of her feet? Oh, all right…'
'… My nephew's friend has gone to fetch you some further attire.
I thought she might take you, and… well, never mind. Perhaps you
would like to come to the window over here? The view of the formal
gardens is particularly pleasing. Gil, perhaps our young guest would like
something to drink.'
'I'll attend to it, unc.'
The second man—of course not a lady, which was to do with women, like
herself (and she had to search for the word she now felt; it was
embarrassed)— the second man, who was old and a little stooped and
had a crinkled face, motioned to one of the windows, and they both walked there
while the first man, the young one, closed his eyes for a second. The
view from the window was of a gravel and flower garden, arranged in a strange,
half-swirling, half-geometric pattern. Small tracked machines rolled
amongst the blooms, clipping and sorting.
A little later a small wheeled thing appeared in the room, humming quietly
and carrying a tray which held four glasses, several bottles and some small
filled bowls. Then Lucia Chimbers appeared with some clothes and took her
to a side room where she showed her how to put on shorts, pants and a
shirt.
They stood looking at their reflections in a long mirror for a moment. 'You
on something deep?' Lucia Chimbers asked quietly.
She looked at Lucia Chimbers.
'Because if you are, I'd like to know what it is.'
'On something deep,' she repeated, frowning (and watched herself frown, in
the mirror). 'In something deep, mean you? I mean; you mean?'
'Never mind.' The other woman sighed. 'Let's wheel you out there. See
if the old man can get any sense out of you.'
'I believe she may be an asura,' Pieter Velteseri said, over lunch.
He had spent the morning patiently questioning the girl in an effort to
determine what memories she possessed. From this he knew that she had
appeared in the clan vault a few hours earlier, seemingly artificially
rebirthed in the manner a family member might be were there no clan member
suitably pregnant at the time of their scheduled reconstitution. Being
born without warning, alone, and in adult form did make the girl unique in his
experience, however. She had an extensive vocabulary but seemed uncertain
how to employ it, though he had gained the impression that her linguistic
skills had developed considerably just in the two hours or so of their
conversation.
Gil and Lucia had sat in on his gentle inquisition for a while, then grown
restless and gone for a swim. Lunch-time had reconvened them, though if
he had been hoping to impress his nephew and Lucia with their guest's new-found
articulacy it seemed Pieter was to be disappointed; the presence of large
quantities of food seemed to have temporarily driven all thought of
conversation from the girl's head.
They sat at one end of the dining-room table. The windows were open to
the veranda and the curtains billowed slowly.
Pieter sat on one side of the table while the young lovers sat on the other,
with their strange, fey guest at its head, a generously proportioned napkin
tucked into the neck of her blouse and—another spread across her lap
while she frowned and sighed and dipped her head down almost level with the
table while she attempted to manipulate a knife, fork and spoon to the end of
eating the food on her plate.
Gil and Lucia exchanged looks. Pieter watched the young woman at the
head of the table attack a lobster claw with the wrong end of a heavy spoon,
and sighed.
'On reflection, perhaps seafood salad was a mistake,' he said.
Bits of red-white carapace spattered across the table; their guest made an
appreciative growling noise at the back of her throat and after sniffing at the
meat revealed, sucked it out and sat back, chewing open-mouthed and smiling
happily while looking at the other three diners. A cleaning servitor
hummed and clicked from under the table and busied itself on the floor,
gathering up the bits of food and debris the girl had let drop. She
looked down at it, grinning, and swept more shards of lobster off the table and
onto the floor.
'What,' Lucia asked Pieter, 'exactly is an assurer?'
'I can't find it either,' Gil said, smiling at Lucia and squeezing her
hand. Like her, he was eating one-handed.
'An asura,' Pieter said, secretly pleased, though wondering if the two young
people really couldn't find the word in their habitua or were just being
polite. 'A Hindi word, originally,' he told them. 'It used to mean a demon or a
giant opposed to the gods.'
Lucia wore that annoyed look Pieter had come to recognise as her reaction to
anything that was not expressed through implants and which she thought ought to
be. It was fairly common for those in the first inflationary rush of
infatuation, lust or love to embrace almost exclusively the inner voicelessness
of implant-articulation in preference to the somehow physically off-putting and
clumsy medium of normal speech, and although Pieter did not think Lucia jealous
of their guest—any more than Gil seemed able to spare the girl more than
the most cursory attention—she did seem to resent both the simple
distraction she represented and the fact Pieter had suggested they communicate
by speech in deference to the girl's seeming total lack of implants.
'Hindi, hmm,' Gil said, obviously having to look the word up. 'So what does
"asura" mean nowadays?' He smiled at Lucia, squeezing her hand again under the
table.
'A sort of… natural, one might say,' Pieter replied (mischievously,
knowing they would both have to look that up too). He spooned a little
crabmeat and ate contemplatively while watching the girl flick bits of shell
further and further away across the floor so that the cleaning machine
described a zig-zag course towards the windows. 'Something generated
semi-randomly by the corpus or some separate system for reasons of its own,' he
went on, dabbing at his lips with a napkin. 'Usually to do with some required
change impossible to achieve from within. A non-predictable variable; a
wildness.'
Lucia glanced at the girl. 'Why does she have to appear here, though?'
Pieter shrugged. 'Why not?'
'She's nothing to do with the clan, is she? She doesn't belong to any
of our families,' Lucia said, her voice low, though the girl didn't seem to be
listening, still throwing lobster-chunks towards the window. 'So why does she
have to pop out of our vault; bit cheeky, isn't it?'
'I think it may have been sheer chance,' Pieter said, frowning a little.
'Whatever; she is here now and we must decide what to do with her.'
'Well what does one normally do with… asuras?' Gil asked.
'Gives them shelter and does not try to impede them when they want to move
on, I believe,' Pieter said. 'Rather like any guest.'
The girl aimed and threw; a piece of lobster-claw bounced at the edge of the
window between the softly blowing curtains, ricocheted through the rails of
the balcony outside and disappeared down towards the garden. The pursuing
cleaning machine trundled as far as the rails, and then stopped. It
clicked a couple of times, then retreated into the room. The girl looked
disappointed.
'Why, where's she going to go?' Lucia asked.
'I don't know,' Pieter admitted, nodding at their guest. 'Though she may.'
He sipped at his wine.
They looked at her. She was holding another section of lobster above
her, squinting up into it, one-eyed. Gil and Lucia exchanged glances.
'But what exactly is she supposed to do?' Gil asked.
'Again, I have no idea,' Pieter admitted. 'She may provide some fresh input
for some section of the corpus, or possibly—indeed probably—she is
what one might call a system test; a specimen signal-carrier whose only purpose
is to ensure everything is in working order should the medium require to be
used in anger—as it were—at some point in the future.'
Lucia and Gil looked at each other again.
'Could this have something to do with the Encroachment?' Gil asked, his
expression serious. He squeezed Lucia's hand again.
'It might,' Pieter said, waving his fork while inspecting the oysters on his
plate. 'Probably not.'
'Suppose she isn't just a signal test?' Gil asked with deliberated patience.
'What does she do then?' He refilled Lucia and his glasses.
'Why then, she will probably find her way to wherever she is supposed to
find her way and deliver her message.'
'She can hardly talk in joined-up words,' Lucia snorted. 'How is she going
to deliver a message?'
'She doesn't even have any implants,' Gil added.
'The message may be in an unusual medium,' Pieter said. 'It might lie in the
precise pattern of flecks in the iris of one eye, or in one of her
finger-prints, or in the disposition of her intestinal flora, or even in her
own genetic code.'
'And this message is something the data corpus knows and yet doesn't
know?'
'Quite. Or it may come from some system which isn't part of the main
corpus and which can't communicate with it.'
The girl was watching Gil drink from his glass. She imitated the
action and spilled only a little.
'Machines that can't communicate?' Lucia said, laughing. 'But
that's…' she waved her hand.
'Diseases are communicated, too,' Pieter said quietly, folding his
napkin. Their young guest seemed to be practising gargling.
'So?' Lucia said, with a contemptuous glance at the girl.
'Well, anyway,' Gil said emolliently, patting Lucia's hand while addressing
his uncle, 'She's here and our guest; she may even prove amusing if she is so
preternaturally naive. At least she appears to be house-trained.'
'So far,' Lucia said. 'Anyway; isn't there somebody we ought to tell about
her?'
'Oh, I suppose one might report her arrival to the authorities,' Pieter said
easily. 'But there's no hurry.'
The girl sat back, belched, looked pleased with herself, then farted.
She appeared slightly taken aback, then just grinned.
'Air,' she said, nodding to the other three people round the table.
Pieter smiled. Gil guffawed. Lucia stared at the girl for a
moment. Then set her napkin down primly. 'I am going to lie down,' she
announced, rising.
Gil got up too, still holding Lucia's hand. 'Me too,' he said, smiling
broadly.
Pieter returned their nodded farewells and watched the two young people
leave.
He turned to the girl. She wiped one bloused forearm messily across
her mouth then thumped her chest hollowly with her fist.
'Asura,' she said, grinning triumphantly, and burped again.
Pieter smiled thinly. 'Quite so.'
2
'The signal came at noon yesterday,' Clispeir said quickly, quietly. 'The
observatory was stationary. Gad,' she laughed gently, 'all our
preparations and cryptography went for nothing; the signal came in light all
right, but not in any ancient code or any fancy wavelength, and not in
frequency or amplitude modulation; they just manipulated the beam to make
actual letters appear upon the plain, shining lines like the reflections waves
cast on a wall or ceiling.'
'What did it say?' Gadfium asked. They sat together on the small bed,
curtains drawn, light dimmed, whispering like school girls conspiring a
prank. She was not sure if it was some ancient memory that made her head
spin, some genuine reaction to the impoverished air in the observatory, or the
import of what they were talking about.
Clispeir laughed. 'At first it just said, "Move",' she said. 'Oh, Gad, you
should have seen us. We stared at the letters on the salt for a full
minute before we pulled ourselves together and decided that even if we
had gone plain-crazy, and it was some mass hallucination, we might as
well shift. So we did; we moved a couple of metres. The letters
stayed where they were, then disappeared. When they reappeared it was as
though they had followed us.'
'But what did they—?'
'Ssh! I'm coming to that!' She pulled on a chain round her neck and
drew a slim pen from inside her tunic, unscrewed it and pulled out a piece of
flimsy paper which she unrolled and handed to Gadfium. 'They came in groups
every eight seconds. Here; read for yourself.'
Gadfium stared at the scribbled writing.
* (flash)
MOVE /
NOW MOVE BACK /
THANK YOU/
LOVE IS GOD / ALL ARE HALLOWED / * WE HAVE—NOTED / THAT YOU ATTEMPTED
/ TO COMMUNICATE WITH / US IN THE PAST / HOWEVER STANDBY / SYSTEMS THEN
FUNCTIONING / WERE NOT ENABLED TO / REPLY OR INSTRUCTED / TO COMMENCE / OUR
REACTIVATION / THIS HAS NOW / OCCURRED DUE TO / SOLAR SYSTEM'S APPROACH /TO
INTERSTELLAR/ DUST CLOUD / WHICH EVENT YOU CALL / ENCROACHMENT / THIS CONCERNS
US ALL / CURRENT ESTIMATES / OF EFFECT ON EARTH / GIVE CAUSE FOR / ALARM / WE
HAVE NOT / RECEIVED NOR DO / WE BELIEVE YOU HAVE / RECEIVED ANY / COMMUNICATION
FROM / OFF-PLANET THERE / FOR WE MUST ACT / ALONE TO SAVE / OURSELVES / ACTION
OPTIONS / INCLUDE CURRENT / LOWER-LEVELS / ATTEMPT TO CONSTRUCT / ROCKETS FOR
/ EVACUATION / THIS IS ALMOST / CERTAIN TO FAIL / IT IS KNOWN / SECTIONS OF
LOWER- / LEVELS COMPETE / AGGRESSIVELY FOR / SUBSIDIARY SPACE / TECHNOLOGIES
BUT THIS / TOO IS UNLIKELY / TO SUCCEED / ALSO NOTE DANGER / WORKINGS IN
L5SWSOLAR / * HALLOWED BE / THE CENTRE THE / ABSENCE THAT / GIVES STRENGTH /
GIVES MEANING / * THREATEN SIGNIFICANT / FABRIC INTEGRITY LOSS / CORRECT ANSWER
MUST / LIE IN CRYPTOSPHERE / OR AN ASSOCIATED / BUT COMMUNICATIVELY / REMOTE
SUB-SYSTEM / WE BELIEVE AS / WE BELIEVE YOU DO / THAT TECHNOLOGY EXISTS / TO
SAVE US ALL / BUT ACCESS TO / DISCOVERY OF THIS / TECHNOLOGY EVADES / US AND
WE ARE / UNABLE TO CONTACT / CRYPTOSPHERE / DIRECTLY DUE TO / CURRENT CHAOTIC /
INFECTIOUS STATE / OF SAME / GIVEN RUMOURED / EXISTENCE OF EMERGENCY /
META-PROTOCOLS / WE THEREFORE URGE / YOU TO REMAIN / VIGILANT AS SHALL / WE FOR
ADVENT / OF EXTERNAL DATA- / CARRYING EVENT OR / SYSTEM-EMISSARY / (ASURA) /
PLEASE ALSO NOTE / WE BELIEVE RULING / SECTIONS OR LOWER- / LEVELS KNOW THEIR /
APPARENT ATTEMPTS / TO ESCAPE CERTAIN / TO FAIL / WHY IS THIS / WE QUESTION /
REPLY THROUGH / HELIO SEMAPHORE OR / SIGNAL-LAMP ONLY / * LOVE IS FAITH / IS
UNKNOWING / BE ALL HALLOWED / IN THE EYE OF / NOTHING / SHANTI / END *
She couldn't take it all in; she started, got half-way through, lost it
again, started more slowly, then read it in full a second time.
By the end of it, Gadfium was staring at the piece of paper; she could feel
her eyes bulging from her face and sense the tension in the surrounding
skin. Her head still felt as though it was spinning. She gulped,
looked at the smiling, shining face of Clispeir.
There was a knock at the cabin door. 'Ma'am?' Rasfline asked, voice
muffled.
Gadfium cleared her throat. 'I'm alive, Rasfline,' she called, her voice
shaking. 'Just let me rest. Ten minutes.'
'Very well, ma'am.' She could hear his hesitation.
'Yes, Rasfline?'
'We should not stay much longer, Chief Scientist… and also, there is
an urgent message from the Sortileger's office. He would like to see
you.'
'Inform him I'll be on my way in ten minutes.'
'Ma'am.'
They waited a few moments, then Clispeir seized the other woman's shoulders,
glancing at the paper Gadfium held. 'I know some of it seems like nonsense, but
isn't it just the most exciting thing?'
Gadfium nodded. She put one shaking hand to her brow and patted
Clispeir's shoulder with the other hand. 'Yes, and very dangerous,' she
said.
'You really think so?' Clispeir said.
'Of course! If Security hear about this, we're all lost.'
'You don't think if you could somehow get this to the King he'd, well, have
a change of heart? I mean: realise that the best thing was for us all to
work tog—?'
'No!' Gadfium said, appalled. She shook the other woman's shoulders.
'Clispeir! The message itself mentions the King and his pals seem to have
some secret agenda; if we tell them we know they'll just silence us!'
'Of course, of course,' Clispeir said, smiling nervously. 'You're
right.'
'Yes,' Gadfium said, 'I am.' She took a deep breath. 'Now, we have ten
minutes—may I keep this?' She held up the sheet of paper.
'Certainly! You'll have to make your own copies for the others.'
'That's all right. Now, as I was saying; we have ten minutes to decide
what to do.'
3
The Palace was situated in the Great Hall's central lantern, a tall
octagonal construction protruding from the centre of the steeply pitched roof
which in a humanly scaled version of Serehfa would have been open and hollow
and have helped light the Hall's interior below.
The Palace filled a hundred tall storeys within the lantern and projected
downwards into the Great Hall for another ten levels; those lower floors were
mostly devoted to the Security services and their equipment. Lush gardens
and broad terraces graced its outer walls, and within it were housed its own
great halls, ballrooms and ceremonial spaces. Its summit was capped by
further walled gardens and a small airfield.
His Majesty King Adijine VI sat in the great solar, at one end of a mighty
table too long to be used for purely vocal discussion without
amplification. He listened to the chief ambassadorial emissary for the
Engineers of the Chapel as he forcefully outlined some subsidiary position on
possible technological cooperation should the hoped-for peace be
forthcoming. The emissary's voice boomed out across the hall.
Possibly, thought the King, the emissary would not have required
amplification.
The chief ambassadorial emissary was a fully sentient human-chimeric; a man
in the guise of an animal—in this case ursus maritimus, a polar
bear. Such creatures were generally frowned upon; animals were seen as
the final resting place—or at any rate one of the last resting
places—for the crypt-corroded souls of the long dead, but the clan
Engineers had a tradition of such beasts. It had been something of an
aggressive statement for the Chapel usurpers to make, appointing such a being
as their main representative at the talks. Adijine didn't care.
He was finding the chief ambassadorial emissary's tirade tiring; certainly
in the course of providing the bear's body with vocal equipment capable of
reproducing human speech the Chapel scientists had created a powerful and
profoundly bassy instrument, but one could grow weary of it all the same, and
the man within the beast ought to leave the sort of detail he was now dealing
in to his retinue. However, as well as liking the sound of his own voice,
the chief ambassadorial emissary seemed unable to delegate effectively, and
Adijine had rather lost interest in the substance of what was now being
discussed.
He switched away.
Like the other Privileged, the King had no implants, save for those which
would be used only once, to record and transmit his personality when he
died. Unlike most of them he had access to technologies that allowed him
the benefits of implants without the drawbacks, giving him unrestrained one-way
access to all those with implants and—in the right
circumstances—even those without them. It did mean he had to wear
the crown to make it all work, but he had a choice of several attractive models
of crown, all of which were tastefully designed and sat lightly on one's
head.
In theory the regal paradigm best expressed the reality of modern
power—better than a commercial, civil or military archetype for
example—and certainly it seemed that people were happy enough with a kind
of benignly dictatorial meritocracy which at any given moment looked somewhat
like a real monarchy—with primogeniture and fully hereditary
status—but wasn't.
Actually he suspected few people these days really believed that in the past
kings and queens had been chosen by the accident of birth (and this when it
really had been an accident and even their crude attempts at improving their
bloodstock tended to result in in-breeding rather than regal
thoroughbreds). Equally, though, the sheer grandiosity of the stage that
Serehfa itself presented might be seen to demand an imperial repertoire.
The King entered the minds of the men behind the walls.
Twenty troops of his bodyguard were concealed behind the paper partitions
lining the room. He scanned each quickly—on principle, really, they
were thoroughly programmed—and then focused on their commander. He
was watching the scene in the hall on a visor monitor. Adijine followed
the man's slow sweep of the view and listened to quiet system chatter coming
over his audio implants. Head-ups flickered on and off as the guard
commander's gaze fell on individuals in the room.
His gaze settled on the King for a second, and Adijine had the always rather
strange experience of looking at himself through another's eyes. He
looked fine; handsome, tall, regal, impressively robed, the light crown sitting
straight on his curly black locks, and by his expression paying due but not
deferential attention to what the polar-bear emissary was saying.
Adijine admired himself for a while longer. He had been bred to be
King; not in the ancients' crude hit-or-miss interpretation of the words but in
the literal sense that the crypt had designed him; given him the aspect,
bearing and character of a natural ruler before he'd even been born, selecting
his physical and mental attributes from a variety of sources to make him
handsome, attractive, charming, gracious and wise, balancing wit against
gravitas, human understanding against moral scrupulousness and a love of the
finer things in life against an urge towards simplicity. He inspired
loyalty, was difficult to hate, brought out the best in men and women and had
great but not total power which he had the sense and modesty to use sparingly
but authoritatively. Not for the first time, Adijine thought what a damn
fine figure of a man he was.
He looked like an absolute ruler, even though he wasn't; he shared his power
with the twelve representatives of the Consistory. They were his
advisers, or better, his board; he was managing director. He controlled
the physical realm of the structure through the other clans, the personal
loyalty he commanded from the masses, and the Security services (now including
the newly formed Army), while the men and women of the Consistory spoke for the
crypt itself and the elite body of Cryptographers who formed the interface
between the data corpus and humanity. It was a nicely balanced
arrangement, as was proven by the fact it had existed for multi-generations of
monarchs. Nothing had disturbed the calm face of old Earth for millennia
until that Nessian cloak of darkness had started to stain the heavens.
Adijine watched as the guard commander's gaze curved above his King, then
around him, then resumed its slow sweep.
Adijine had hoped to find the man day-dreaming, but the guard commander
wasn't thinking of anything at all; he was on automatic pilot, watching,
listening, being professional. He did day-dream, very occasionally (it
would have been suspicious in the extreme had he never done so) but he wasn't
at the moment. Adijine switched again.
The colonel-in-chief of the Security services was herself remoting into
another mind, watching a meeting of clan Cryptography chief programmers
through the mind of one who was trying to suppress thoughts of republicanism
and revolution. Utterly boring. The colonel-in-chief had a robust,
healthy and inventive sex-life and Adijine had spent many a happy hour with her
and her partners, but everything seemed to be strictly business right now.
His private secretary was receiving details of a conversation his construct
had just had with the shade of the late Count Sessine. Oh yes, thought
the King; poor Count Sessine. He'd always felt a certain empathy with
Sessine. The private secretary was eating lunch at the same time; anchovy
salad. The King detested anchovies rather more than his private secretary
adored them, and so switched again.
His seneschal was surveying the zeteticist team monitoring the Chapel
usurper party for stray noetic radiations. Boring and
incomprehensible.
His current favourite courtesan was remoting into the mind of a
mathematician contemplating an elegant proof—the court retained many
mathematicians, philosophers and aesthetes to provide this sort of vicarious
epiphany—but Adijine found the third-hand experience less than
absorbing.
How frustrating to attempt to pry on people only to discover they were in
turn spying on others.
He checked that the ursine ambassadorial emissary was still talking (he was,
and the King allowed himself a pre-emptive gloat at how the emissary was going
to feel when the bomb workings in the fifth-level south-western solar came on
line and he realised that this entire negotiation was just a materielly
inexpensive exercise in time-wasting), then the King dipped into minds
elsewhere in Serehfa; a peruker in a tower-roof terrace-town, crouched over her
latest extravagant creation; a cliometrician carrelled half-asleep in a
bartizan high on the east fifth level; a moirologist petitioning in the
sacristy of the northern upper chapel; a funambulist reaping babilia on the
pyramid spur of a shell-wall tower.
Prosaic.
He checked on his spyers, clinging to ledges and lintels, shivering on
shingles and cinquefoils, hooked and netted under hoardings and machicolations
or just crawling like half-frozen fleas through the gilled vertical forest of
high altitude babilia while they watched the lofty, cold, snowy slopes and
plains of the high castle for enemy movement, or just something
interesting… Another one dead on the tenth-level northern pentice; the
spyer-master Yastle insisted acclimatised men could survive at ten thousand
metres, but the poor devils kept proving him wrong… A faller from the
seventh level butry gable … One watching the black smoke drift inside the
white, a tiny snow-scene within the cold cauldron of the Southern Volcano
Room… One on the south side of the octal tower, snow-blinded and
raving… Another in a mullion of the seventh-level western clerestory,
holding his black, frostbitten fingers up in front of his face, crying, knowing
that he would never get down now. Little wonder people thought spyers
must be mad. Less dangerous to be a spy.
He examined the view from a few ordinary static cameras and avians; they'd
been losing a few of those recently to real birds. Some blip in the
crypt's faunastatus, possibly caused by the workings in the L5 SW solar, the
Cryptographers said; they were sorting it out.
He looked in on the Palace Astronomical Observatory; they had instruments
watching the sun. Radiation was ninety-one per cent of normal; still
falling slowly and still decreasing more steeply in the IR-end of the
spectrum. Boring and depressing.
He cast his regard further afield, and was briefly in the mind of a
scrape-scrounge haunting the quiet ruins of Manhattan, then looked through the
eyes of a wild chimeric condor, high above the southern Andes, then in the mind
of a young woman surfing at dawn off New Sealand, before becoming part of a
chimeric triple-mind within a sounding hump-back in mid-Pacific, then joining a
chanting priestess in some midnight temple in Singapore, followed by a drunken
night-guard at an ovitronics plant in Tashkent, an insomniac agronometricist in
Arabic, a spanceled Resiler preaching unheeded in the smoky chaos of a
traumkeller in old Prag, and finally a sleepy balloonist descending through the
dusk above Tammanrusset.
All very mind-broadening, but still… ah; the Army colonel-to-the-court
was thinking about his new mistress. This was more like it.
… Sessine's wife!
Now, wasn't that a coincidence?
You must have thought seven, in the context of having used up
seven out of your eight incrypted lives. Unless you are here for the
trivial reason that you have been very careless with those lives, I assume
you're in trouble and under direct—and directed—threat. So you're here, in the place you prepared for yourself a long time ago,
in case. You're safest staying in the room, where everything works the
way it would in reality. Using the screen may be risky, leaving certainly
is. You're in the crypt's crustal basement, the last sane level before
the chaos. If you know of anybody who remains loyal to you back in the mortal world,
you can try to contact them on the screen; it's a brand new address, never been
format-collapsed, so the first call is safe. The rest can't be
guaranteed. If you think it's safe to sit and wait to be rescued, look inside the
bedside cabinet; there's a book, a phial and a pistol. The book contains
a general library, the phial will make you sleep until somebody comes to get
you and the pistol will work on others within the confines of the room. If you're going to leave, head west from here—that's away from the
ocean tunnel, which is the direction the room's window faces—until you
reach the walls and then turn left and walk until you reach the spill-sluice;
take the steps up. There's a smoking-tavern called the Half-way
House. The hopfgeist is friendly. I hope you never did tell anybody
your most-secret code, or forget it. Or change it. Remember that if you do leave this room, or transmit more than once from
it, you are vulnerable, and that if you communicate openly with the crypt you
will betray both your identity and location. You can ask information of
other constructs you can trust, and you can move within the crypt. That
is all. You are an outlaw now, my friend; a fugitive. I am—that is, you are—setting all this up in direct-link just
after a snort of Oblivion, so if it works—worked—you may remember
once waking up on the floor of your study on a Wednesday evening with a
head-full of nothing, wondering what possessed you to take that stuff.
And if anything goes wrong, that's because you were drunk when you had the
idea. I'm drunk now but I feel fine, in here. Anyway, Alandre; best of
luck. I'll be with you all the way. Yours.
Sessine folded the sheet of paper and tore it into little strips, slowly and
carefully, thinking.
He was in the level of the crypt just above the chaotic regions,
where—apparently perversely—things worked much more according to
the rules of the real world than they did elsewhere in the corpus. Throw
yourself off a roof here and you wouldn't be able to decide suddenly to fly;
you'd hit the ground and die. Here, knowing how literally things worked,
it was difficult to make the kind of mistake that might lead one to enter the
crypt's chaotic regions accidentally; it was the last safeguard the system
provided.
He wasn't sure what to do with the sheet of paper he'd just read, so he
shrugged to himself and imagined it gone, but of course it didn't go. He
ate one of the strips but it tasted bitter and he felt foolish. He shook
his head and put the paper scraps in one pocket of his jacket.
He looked at himself in the bedroom mirror. He was wearing… he
tried to instigate a search but that, too, didn't work, so he had to resort to
a laborious shuffle through his own memory. Grief, what did you call this
stuff? And this stuff? A lifeless, ill-fitting, creased blue shirt,
a jacket of… tartan? plaid? and the trous… Nimes, de Nimes…
neams? Geams? Something like that.
Awful stuff; the shirt felt scratchy, the jacket had great hairy Ms
of fabric sticking out from it like mussed hair and the seams had enormous,
crude, visible stitches. Late twentieth-century corporate dress would
have been his choice, but then maybe that was what people would be looking for,
if they were still looking for him.
He inspected the bedside cabinet. The items his note to himself had
listed were indeed there. He hefted the pistol; an ancient automatic
projectile weapon. It wasn't supposed to work outside the room. He
put it down the back of his trousers anyway. He took the little glass
phial, too.
He went to the screen. He thought of calling his wife but she was
probably still busy fornicating. He was reasonably certain she had
started seeing some courtier recently and round about now had always been her
favourite time of day for sex. He hadn't bothered trying to find out who
the fellow was; it was her business.
He smiled regretfully, thinking of his own latest affair. A girl in
the air corps, keen on skiing and ancient flying machines; long red hair and a
wicked laugh.
Never again, he thought. Never again.
Well, he could be her incubus, of course, but it would never be quite the
same.
Perhaps if he appeared to her in the guise of an antique airman…
… Anyway, he would call Nifel, the clan Security chief; the man was
ferociously efficient and he felt they had become friends over the years.
Probably never have got into this mess if Nifel had been in charge; trust the
Army. Nifel; just the man, Sessine thought. He turned the screen
on, sound only.
'Nifel, Mika; officer clan Aerospace, Serehfa.'
'Nifel's agent-construct.'
'Sessine.'
'Count. We have heard. Commander Nifel is shocked and
saddened. He—'
'Really? How unoriginal of him.'
'Indeed, sir. He wishes to know why you did not want the in-crypt
support systems instigated around your data-set.'
'But I do,' Sessine told the construct, and felt fear. 'I always did.
Kindly institute them immediately and tell Nifel the Army may be behind all
this; Army intelligence, especially. I am down to my last life in here
and whoever killed me the other seven times comes very well-equipped, very
well-informed and with the ability to intercept calls from the crypt to
specific Army high staff.'
'I shall inform Commander Nifel—'
'Never mind informing him; first get those support systems running and give
me some back-up down here.'
'It is being done.' There was a pause. 'What is your location, sir?'
'I'm in…' Sessine hesitated, then smiled. He had died eight
times today; seven of them in the space of about a tenth of a second, real
time. He was becoming cagey at last.
'First,' he said, 'complete this phrase, if you will: Aequitas
sequitur…'
'Legem, sir.'
'Thank you,' Sessine said.
'… your location, sir?'
'I beg your pardon. Of course. I am near the representation of a
place called Kittyhawk, North Carolina, North America.'
'Thank you, sir. Commander Nifel, on your instructions- '
'Would you excuse me for a moment?'
'Sir.'
He switched the machine off and sat on the bed for a moment, his head in his
hands.
So there was nowhere in the real world to turn. Aequitas sequitur funera had been the more mordant version of the
saying he and Nifel had settled on.
He stood, looked once around the room, then opened the door and left.
The gun's bulk simply vanished from the small of his back as soon as he crossed
the threshold. He paused.
Well now, he thought, for the duration of these real days I am like the
ancients used to be; restricted to one careful life in a time of danger.
Every instant might be his last, and the only memories he could access were
those in his own mind.
Nevertheless, he told himself, he was still better off than those of purely
mortal ages; he could hope that he would wake up again after his funeral, and
rejoin the universe of the crypt for at least a little of eternity.
Somehow, though, given the ferocity and apparent profundity of the forces
ranged against him, he doubted that was really likely, and suspected he was
indeed on his own, with one slim chance of survival. Desperado, he
thought, and smiled, amused at his fall from power and grace.
He wondered anew how the ancients had endured such fragility and ignorance,
then shrugged, closed the door and walked down the dim, deserted corridor. Aequitas sequitur funera. Justice follows the grave, not the law.
It had not occurred to him he would ever employ that mutated phrase in
circumstances that might give him the chance to verify it.
Or refute it, of course.
4
Translation
1nce thi sky woz ful ov birdz; used 2 go blak wif birds it did & birdz
roold thi air (wel, apart from thi insectz) but thas all changed now; hoomins
came along & startd shootin & trappin & killin them & evin if
they've mostly stoppd doin that sort ov fing now theyr stil top ov thi roost
partly coz they kild off so meny speesheez & partly coz they make stuf fly,
witch when u fink about it duz kind ov spoil it 4 thi birdz on account they had
2 spend milyons ov yeers jumpin off clifs & out ov treez & crashin 2
thi groun & dyin & then doin it ol ovir agen & 1 time miby not
crashin qwite so hard but glidin a bit & then a bit moar & a bit moar
stil & so on & so on etc & juss jenerily paynstakinly evolvin in
this incredibly complicatd way (I meen, lizird-scales in2 fevvirs! & holo
bones, 4 goonis sakes!) & then theez bleedin hoomins theez ridicolos-lookin
bald munkys cum along whot Ѕ nevir showd thi slitest inarest in flyin nor sine
ov adaptayshin 2 thi air whot-so-bleedin-evir & they start buzzin aroun in
flyin masheens juss 4 a laf!
Makes u sik. Din evin Ѕ thi decincy 2 do it slo; one minit theyr flyin
mashines is made from paper & spit, then 1 evilushinary blink ov thi i
& thi bastirds is playin golf on thi moon!
O, thers stil birdz around olrite but thers a dam site fewr ov them & a
lot ov what u wood fink is birds iznt; itz chimerics, or machines, & even
if it is thi case that whot looks like a bird is a bird if its a big one its
probably not evin got its hed 2 itself but its been taken over by a ded
persin. Can't evin Ѕ peece in yoor own bonce. Birdz av coped wiv
tics & flees & lice ol ther evilushinary life but theez dam hoomins r
wurse & they get evryware!
Am flapin & skwokin & wokin about ma perch & wishin Mr Zoliparia
thi hoomin wude hury up & wake me coz thi moar I think about peepil thi
less I like them & thi moar I like bein a bird.
Been almos a week now; whatz keepin thi man? Mi own folt 4 entrustin
mi saifty 2 a old geezir. Thats thi trubl wif old persins; slo
reactshins. Probly dropt thi pen I askt him 2 catch & is evin now
scrabblin about on thi flor 4 it, forgetin thi importint thing is 2 wake me,
not get thi bleedin pen. But it must Ѕ been a minit in reel time by now;
shurely evin a old persin cant take that long 2 luke 4 a bleedin pen 4 gooniss
sakes.
Howma goan wake up? Am blo thi levil whare u get askd in yoor sleep
otomaticly & mi own wake-up code woz taikin from me by that big bastardin
bird whot slapt me down heer in thi furst place & evin tho Ive rimemberd it
sinse it juss dozen seem 2 b wurkin no moare.
Mi goos, like they say, may wel b cookd.
Am on a perch in a sorta litl dark caiv.
If u can imagine a jiant black brain in a evin biggr dark space, & then
zoom in on thi brain & go down inamungst its corugayshins & foldz &
c that thi walls ov evry fold is made out ov zillions ov litl boxes wif a perch
in it, well, thatz whot this bit ov bird-space is like, in thi kript.
Mi litl box lukes out on2 a uge hangin dark spaice oll fild with shades
& thi okzhinal passin bird flappin sloly past (we oll flap slo—thi
pretend graviti is less heer). Wel, am sayin its all dark but maybe it
iznt realy, maybe thats juss me coz truth 2 tel Iv not been very wel; in fact
Im Ѕ blind, but thats betr than whot I woz a cupl ov days ago, which woz Ѕ
ded.
Therz a dainti flutr ov wings @ thi entranse 2 mi box, & in cums litl
Dartlin, whos thi frend Iv made heer.
Ullo, Dartlin, howzit goin?
Fine, Mr Bathcule. I bin tewibwy bizzy, u no; tewibwy bizzy bird i
been. I flu thwu 2 thi paliment ov thi cwows & pikd up sum gothip,
wood u like 2 here it?
Dartlin is my spy, sort ov. When I imagind miself in heer in thi furst
place, bak in Mr Zoliparia's pad, I juss naturily sumhow took on thi apperince
ov a hok, which is whot I stil am now. Dartlins a sparo, so in feery we
shood b rapter & prey respectivly, but it dozen actule work that way here,
not in this bit nway.
Dartlin foun me on thi flor heer. Id juss got bak from thi levil
beneeth whare thi reel fun in thi kript starts & I woz in a sory state, let
me tel u.
Thi furst cupl ov days wer thi wurst. When thi big burd slapt me down
thru all them levils I thot mi time woz up; I meen, I new Id wake up in thi
Iball ov thi septentrynal gargoil Rosbrith sooner or later, but I thot I woz
goin 2 die in heer, & thats a helluva fing 2 take back 2 yoor waitin mind;
scar u 4 life, that can.
Iss ver difficult 2 explain what its like when u go that deep in thi kript,
but if u can imagine bein in a sno storm, flyin in a fik snostorm
only thi sno is multi-colurd & sum ov it seems 2 b cumin @
u from evry angil (& each sno-flake seems 2 sing & hum &
sizil & hold littl flashin images & hints ov faces in it & as they
go past u heer snatchiz ov speech or music or u feel a emoshin or fink ov a
idear or consept or seem 2 remembir sumfink) & if 1 ov thi sno-flakes hits
u in thi I u r suddenly in sumbudy elses dreem & its a effort 2 remember
who thi hel u r, wel if u can imagine xperyencin oll that when u r feelin a bit
drunk & disoreyented then thas a bit like whot iss like, cept wurse ov
course. & weerder.
I doan actuly remember much about that bit & I doan think I want 2,
Ither. I lernd 2 navigate by thi flavir ov thi surroundin dreemz &
graduly sortd sum sens out ov thi gibbersh & tho I got blindid by thi
abraidin impact ov ol those sno-flakes & loss thi wordin ov my wake-up
code, I fynaly broke bak thru 2 thi darknis & peece & qwiet here, &
lay xosted on thi flor amungst lotsa scraggly ded fewirs & solidifyd
droppins & thass whare Dartlin foun me.
Heed been terifyd by sumthin & loss thi memry ov how 2 fly & so
ended down on thi flor 2, but he could c & so 1nce Id got my strenf bak he
got on2 my back between my wings & gided me 2 whare thi sparos
gather. They told him how 2 fly agen but they didn feel cumfterbil Ѕin a
hok around so they foun me this place down here & thass whare Ive been thi
last 4 days, gettin mi site back wyle Dartlin flits about makin inkwyries &
bein bizy & nozi & gossipin, which is whot sparos like doin nway.
Y I certinly wood like 2 heer whot u herd, litil frend, I tel Dartlin.
Wel, ith tewibwy intiwestin & i hope u doan get fwitened but, tho u r a
feerth hok aftir ol & pwobibwy doan get fwitened… o, ithn
thith a dark ole place? I doan like perchin here on thi edje. May I
hop up bethide u?
By ol meens, Dartlin, I sez, shufflin along a bit on my perch.
Thank u. Now; ah yeth, now i doan wan 2 make u nervith or
anthin—like i thay, with u bein feerth i cant imagin u no thi meenin ov
thi word—but it wood appeer that therth a bit ov a dithturbinth in thi
air—o, it givth me a shiver juth lookin @ thoze big feerth talonth ov
yourth—whot woth i thayin?—o yeth, a dithturbinth in thi air,
affectin evwybody, neer enuf—u no i think i felt it begin mythelf evin
tho i woz down on that hawwibl flor @ thi time with uthir thingth on mi
mind—wothint hawwibil down thare? I hatid it. Nway, it
theemth thi raptorth & carrion-feederth & moatht ethpethyally
thi lammergeierth Ѕ been behavin thtrainjly—o! woth that a theegull jutht
thare? I new a theegull 1nce, hith name woth…
Thas thi trubl wif sparos; they got a veri limitid tenshun span & r
inclind 2 go witterin on 4 ages b4 they get 2 thi poynt, always flutterin off @
tanjints & keepin u gessin whot it is thare actuli tokin about. Iss
veri frustratin but u juss Ѕ 2 b payshint.
Nway, I bettir parafraze or weel b here oil bleedin day listnin 2 this
sparo-crap.
Furst, sum ov thi birdz is lookin 4 sumbody & I get a funy feelin it
might b yoors truli. Thi song goes that thers a hunt on 4 sumbodi whoze
loose in thi sistim, existin in thi kript &/or thi base-wurld & thers a
pryce on ther hed. Apparintly this persins a furst-born, which fits
me. Fits lots a peepil, u mite say, but apparintly this persins got
sumthin a bit difrint about them; they Ѕ sum peculyarity, sum strainjnis, &
thare a signil carryer, carryin a mesidje they mite not evin no they Ѕ.
O I no itz probly not me, but u no how it is; I alwiz felt I woz
speshil—juss like evrybodi els—but unlike evrybody els I got this
weerd wirin in mi brane so I cant spel rite, juss Ѕ 2 do evrythin
foneticly. Iss not a problim cos u can put eny old rubish thru practikly
anyfin evin a chile's toy computir & get it 2 cum out speld perfictly &
gramatisized 2 & evin improvd 2 thi poynt whare yood fink u waz Bill
bleedin Shaikspir by thi langwidje. Nway, u can probly c y I got a bit
paranoyd when I furst herd ol this, & it gets wurse.
Thi stori goze that this persin—mayb a burd, mayb not—is a
contaminint from thi kript's nasti ole nethir reejins, a vyris cum 2 corupt
evin more levils, which is qwite a thot & mite evin b a bit worryin juss in
case it woz me, onli not evry1 seems 2 bleev this bit ov thi roomir coz its
rekind that thi stori cums from thi palas & thi king & thi
consisterians r behind it & thay can almost b garanteed not 2 tel thi
trooth.
Sum flox rekin its oll 2 do wif thi approachin enkroachin; they fink thi
kaotic levils ov thi kript Ѕ sumhow woken up 2 thi fact that rings cude
eventjulie get a bit hazardis even 4 them.
U c, evrybody's assoomed that thi kript's kaotic levils qwite liked thi
idear ov thi enkroachmint; sumthin that ushird in a new ice age (@ thi veri
leest) & cut off thi sunlite & kild off praktikly thi hole planitiry
ecosfere & juss jenerili gaiv hoomins & byological stuf a hard time
sounded rite up thi kript's tree thang-u-veri-mutch, but now that it lukes like
thi enkroachmint mite b evin moar seryis than that & possibly fretin thi
existins ov thi sun, thi planit, thi cassil & thi kript, well thi beests ov
thi kaotic zones Ѕ fynaly sat up & took notis & fings Ѕ been stirin
evir sins.
Y it shood b happenin in thi relm ov thi birdz spesifikly is a good qwestyin
but thare u r; not much point tryin 2 figir out thi kript.
Xactly whot is goin on apart from thi fact that thare lookin 4
sumbodi isnt 2 cleer Ither, thers 2 meny conflickin roomirs (& nway this is
ol bein tranmitd by Dartlin, who is a deer litl bird but wude not evin get a
oneribil menshin if they woz givin out prizes 4 conversayshinil coherince) but
thi poynt ov it ol is that basikly thers big doo-doo flyin aroun & ol thi
flox is nervis & a bit histerikl & enybody whos a bit diffrent is bein
sot out, roundid up, interogatid & taken away. Ol ov which mite sound
familyir 2 eny studints ov history & juss goze 2 sho that sum fings nevir
chainj, leest not when theez pluckin hoomins desined thi orijinil sistim.
So thare u r Mr Bathcule, ithnt it ol tewwibwy, tewwibwy interethtin ?
O its inarestin ol rite, Dartlin, ole chum.
I think tho 2—o look, i think i juss thaw a flee on yoor leg thare;
may I preen u?
I feel like sayin, U shure its a flee not a ant? coz I stil think tendirly
ov poor litl lost Ergates now & agen, but I juss sez, Preen away, yung
Dartlin.
Dartlin peks roun thi fethery top ov my left leg & eventjulie crunches
on a flee.
Yum. Thank u. Wel enway, i wonder whot on erth can b goin
on? Who do u think they ah lookin 4? Do u think it cood akchooly b
1 ov uth birdth? I dont think tho, do u?
Probly not.
O, ith not u, ith it? Tee-hee. Tee-hee-hee-hee.
I doan fink so. I juss a poor blindid ole hok.
Well I no that, thilly, tho u r a very feerth old hok, &
gettin less blind ol thi time. I woth jutht kiddin. O luke anuthi
thee-gull. Or ith it? Lookth moar like a albino cro,
akchooly. Well, i cant thtand awound hea ol day chattin with u; i Ѕ 2
fly, Dartlin sez, & hops down off thi perch. Ith ther anythin i can
get u, Mr Bathcule?
No, Dartlin, am gettin bettir ol thi time, fanks. Juss u keep yoo eers
opin tho; I like heerin about ol this stuf.
My pwezhir. Thure i cant get u somthin 2 eet, perhapth?
No, am fine.
Vewy well.
Dartlin hops 2wards thi edje ov thi box lukin out ovir thi dark
canyin. It preens itsself a bit, then balansis on thi edje, lukes roun 2
say, Well, bye then… but iss litl voyce sorta trailz off, & it lukes
bak roun 2 thi outside & then it stars shiverin & it jumps bak &
almost falls ovir & keeps jumpin bak until iss underneef mi perch.
Dartlin! I shout. Whas thi mattir? Whot is it? & I
luke down @ thi litl fellir & hees juss pressd bak agenst thi reer ov thi
box & qwiverin wif frite, hiz tiny Is buljin & starin & not seein
me, & meenwhile thers movemint & thi soun ov flutirn wings outside thi
box & sum whisperd sqwawks. A cupil ov larje dark shapes flit past
thi entrinse 2 thi box.
Dartlin shaiks like thi poor littl buggurs Ѕin his own pryvit erfqwake.
He lukes @ me & wails, Feerth, Mr Bathcule! Feerth! & then
juss keels ovir on2 thi flor ov thi box, his Is stil opin.
Dartlin! I sez, not shoutin, but I doan fink this sparo's goan 2 b
doin no more spyin nor flyin. I can c his flees gettin redy 2 move out ov
his scrawny littl bod, & thas always thi wurst ov sines.
I luke up agen & thers more movemint & a rustlin sound from outside
& then suddinly thi noys ov uge grate wings flappin.
A crow pops itz hed roun thi side ov thi box.
It lukes @ me wif 1 beedy blak glintin I & croaks,
Yeh thass im, muss b im.
It disapeers b 4 I can say anyfin.
Then there's a face @ thi entrins 2 thi box, & I cant beleve it; its a
hoomin face, a hoomin hed but its bin flayed, iss got no skin on it @ ol &
its ol red with blud & u can c tendons & mussils & its Is r starin
out wif no lids neethir but iss also got thi biggist smile u evir seen &
its held in thi claws ov sum huge bird I cant c apart from its talons &
lower legs; thi talons r holdin thi hed by thi eers & thi hed opins its
mouf & starts makin this weerd noise, incredibly loud & gutteril &
its tung comes out, but iss not a ordinary tung iss far 2 long 4 a start &
iss flapin & lashin & thi hed's makin this screemin noise & thi
tung is snakin rite @ me & iss got hooks & claws @ thi end ov it &
thi tung flix 2wards me & I jump bakwards off thi perch & land almost
on top ov Dartlin's body & thi tung is snappin bak & 4th ovir thi top
ov thi perch tryin 2 get me & Im peckin & screetchin & tryin 2 get
@ it with my talons but its 2 hi up & ol thi while this hoarse cacofoni ov
noise is ringin in ma eers & @ furst I think its screemin Gimme gimme gimme
but it isnt, iss moar like Gididibididibididigididigigigibididigibibibi ol run
2gether like that like iss a mashine gun or sumthin & thi tung lashiz bak
roun thi top ov thi perch & down & now iss cummin strait 4 me & I
slash @ it wif mi talons but it twists & grabs my rite wing & starts 2
pool & am scretchin & iss goin gididibibibigigigibigigigibibigigi &
am tryin 2 hold on2 thi perch wif 1 talon & scratch thi tung wif thi othir
& peck @ it 2 & its tearin ma wing off, brakin it & it snaps &
it pools off a hole buncha fevirs & thi orribil face gets a moufful ov
those & I hop bak agen 2 thi reer ov thi box, flappin & screetchin
& trailin mi broken wing; thi tung fliks bak in & I kik littl Dartlin's
body @ it & thi tung raps tite round it & pulls it bak but throws it
away when it gets it outside & iss still hammerin away wif this
gigigibididibibibigigigi stuf fillin mi eers & am juss about 2 die ov frite
as thi tung cums snappin 2wards mi face when it goze
gididibibibibibibigididibigiBasculefastawake!
– & am bak in thi study ov thi gargoil Rosbrith sqwattin on
thi chair & starin @ this hooj hoomm Mr Zoliparia holdin a pen & shakin
my sholdir & goin, Bascule? U olrite?
It can b a bit ov a shok watchin sumbodi cum out ov a kript trip; if its
only a minit in yoor time its a week in thers & a lot ov fings can happen
in a week & if its been a bad 1 it tends 2 sho in yoor face, so 4 thi
persin wakin u up its like they tel u 2 wake up & instantly yoor face goes
old & paind & worn-lookin & thi persin finks O no, whot Ѕ I
dun?
Am sqwattin on thi balustrade whare Ergates woz liftid from, hunkerd down
takin moar t & biskits wif Mr Zoliparia. He's lookin a bit worryd coz
Im sqwattin here facin thi drop like am about 2 lonch miself in2 thi air, but
ther is thi safety net aftir ol & nway I juss feel cumfterbil perched here
& I like thi vew & thi feel ov thi wind on mi face.
My left arm has that sorta echo-pain u get from a bad kript trip injury
& I keep wantin 2 lift thi biskits wif my foot & eet them that way but
I fink am graduly loosin mi birdishnes. I can tel Mr Zoliparia wants 2
ask me lots ov qwestyons but Im stil findin it a bit hard 2 tok.
Few, that woz a hard ole kript trip that 1. I supose u cood argu I
shood Ѕ taken a bit more time & juss sent a send ov miself in; a image or
construct whood Ѕ dun everyfin I did & felt everyfin I felt & in fact
wude Ѕ been a dooplicate me, xcept meanwhile Id stil Ѕ been fooly conshis here
wif Mr Zoliparia, but it takes much longir doin it that way; u Ѕ 2 prepare
furrily b4 u go & u Ѕ 2 spend ages reeintigratin yoor 2 selvs when thi send
cums bak, sortin memirys & feelins & caractir chainjes & so on;
juss jumpin in & out wif thi 1 persinality is a lot qwicker; less than a
sekind rather than up 2 Ѕ a day… but ov coarse that supposid sekind
dozent alow 4 thi persin whots supposed 2 wake u up gettin confused bcoz almost
thi lass thing u sed 2 him woz, 'Juss giv me a minit heer,' & them totily
misunderstandin whot u ment on account ov them bein old & confused, &
so u spendin a week in thi kript insted ov a few ours, & thusly gettin so
alterd by yoor kript-self that u fink yoor a blinkin hok 4 thi next cupil ov
ours.
I c a flok ov smol birdz in thi distince & while 1 Ѕ ov me's finkin,
this is how this ol started, & rememberin that poor deer litl ant, thi
othir Ѕ is goin, Ha! Prey!
No I doan fink it is ol a haloosinayshin, Mr Zoliparia, I sez (am missin out
thi bits whare he keeps apologisin 4 what hapind). I fink its ol as tru
as u & me sittin here. Thers sumfin happenin in thi kript; I coodin
work out whot part ov its 2 do wif thi palas & whot part is 2 do wif thi
kaotic reejins, but thers sumfin goan on, & thers a wotch bein kept 4
sumbody or sumfin unusual in thare & out here 2, + sumthin reely disgustin
from thi hoomin relm has axsess 2 thi bird part ov thi kript & has sikured
thi copperashin ov @ least sum ov thi birdz.
It ol sound moar like a nitemare, speshily thi lass part, Mr Zoliparia
sez.
Weer boaf sittin now; I feel less like a hok ol thi time. Mind u, I
stil need 2 b out here on thi balcony; doan like thi thot ov goin inside &
bein trapt.
I saw it wif mi own Is, Mr Zoliparia. I no u doan hold wif thi kript
& ol & fink its ol a dreem nway, but iss not that simpl, & whot I
saw I saw, & I nevir seen nor herd ov nuffink like that fing like a flaid
hed & makin that orribl noise; I meen, u heer stories ov goasts &
beasties & stuf like that from thi kaotic relms cumin up & snatchin
peepil & gobblin them up, but u nevir c it happen; that stufs juss mif;
this woz reel.
U r sure dat bcoz it had a hoomin hed it wos sumtin from di hoomin part ov
di kript?
Thas thi way it wurx, Mr Zoliparia. It woz sumfin that had 2 preserv
hoomin form evin in its monstrisness or it coodin funkshin, or mayb bcoz it
mite Ѕ let thi birdz c whot it woz reely like, which givin that birdz doan much
like hoomins in thi furst place, is sayin sumfin.
& it woz after u.
It shure woz. Am not sayin I am what thare actuli lookin 4—doan
xpect I am—but thare catchin & cajin evrybody a bit diffrint or
suspishis & that hed fing seems 2 b involved in thi round-up.
Mr Zoliparia shakes his hed. O deer Bascule, o deer.
Nevir mind, Mr Zoliparia. No harm dun.
Thass tru, Bascule; lease u bak heer safe & soun, no tanks 2 me.
Nway, i tink u shude keep away from thi kript 4 a bit, doan u?
Wel that mite b a idear, Mr Zoliparia, I sez. U certinly got a point
thare..
Good boy, he sez. I no; why doan we play a game? Or mayb u wude
like 2 go 4 a wok; take a constichewshinil roun sum ov thi terrices on thi
roof, mayb stop off sumware 4 lunch—wot u say, Bascule?
Ol soundz good 2 me, Mr Zoliparia.
Less do boat tings, he lafs. Weel go 4 a wok but weel take di portibil
Go board wif us & Ѕ a game ovir a nice long lunch @ a rathir nice restoront
i no.
Good idear, Mr Zoliparia. Thas a fine ole complicatid game, that
Go.
Rite! Ahl get di Go, den weel go! he lafs, & he jumps up &
heds indoars. Drink up yoor t! he shouts.
I luke out @ them birdz again, circlin above a far towr. I doan want 2
tel Mr Zoliparia but am goan strait bak in thare 2 that kript juss as soon as I
feel abil. I stil want 2 find out whot happind 2 poor Ergates, but I want
2 no whots goan on, 2.
Truth b told, it terryfys me Ѕ 2 def jus finkin about it, but I got this
feelin I lerned a lot while I woz in thi kript today & iss tru whot they
say; iss like a addictiv game, & 1nce u cum out ov it a bit brused &
woondid, thi furst thing u want 2 do is get strate bak in thare & get it
rite next time. I juss woan fink about that horribl hed fing.
I finish my t & tidy up thi cups & stuf (u Ѕ 2 do this @ Mr
Zoliparias cos he hasnt eny servitors) & take thi tray inside juss as heez
puttin on his coat & stuffin thi portabil Go board in his pokit.
Redy, Bascule? he asks.
Am redy, Mr Zoliparia.
Redy ol rite. Big stuf happenin in thi kript & sum poor buggir
bein huntid & me wif a hed start on thi peepil doin thi huntin.
Bascule thi rascule thas me & am moar than redy; am feerce.
A lid bird tole me.
FOUR
1
When she awoke there was a halo of light all around the circular bed; the
light led up forever into and beyond the sky and shrank to a point that was
both the source of the light and a calm, dark hole.
She wondered where the ceiling had gone.
The light was like nothing she had ever seen or even had any words for; it
was at once absolutely smooth, uniform and pure, and somehow wildly various,
composed of every hue there were words to describe and many more besides; it
was every shade and intensity of every colour any eye or instrument ever born
or made had ever been able to distinguish, and it was the utter un-colour of
profound darkness too.
As she sat up, the tunnel of light moved with her so that she was always
looking straight into it, until she was gazing down to the end of the bed over
the little hills her feet made in the soft coverings. Now the tunnel of
light led away across where the floor ought to be and out through the tall
windows and over the balcony and the lawns outside. It was as though in
that silent gloriousness she could see vague dim outlines of the earlier room
around her, but the brilliant shining had made them the unreal world, not the
real one.
She could remember waking and her journey through the garden and the
hedge-castle and the talking heads and her conversations with the old man in
this house; she could remember the two younger people and the lunch and supper
they had taken together, and recall being shown to this room by the old man and
the woman, and shown the bathroom by the woman, but all that was made as though
into a dream by this utterly quiet cascade of light, so that now she could have
believed that all of it had indeed been a fiction.
She crawled to the foot of the bed and slipped out of the covers. They
had given her a beautiful nightgown of soft blue and she had worn it first then
taken it off because it felt restricting, but now she reached back and slipped
it on again.
They had given her slippers too but she stared into the light and could not
bear to go back round the side of the bed to look for them, and so she set off
into the light, walking gently with a flowing, measured tread, as though
frightened her footsteps might bruise the fabric of this beckoning
radiance.
The tunnel's floor was neither warm nor cold; it yielded to her soles but it
was not soft. The air seemed to drift with her as she walked and she had
the impression that with every step she took she moved a great but somehow
natural distance, as if one could stand on a desert and look to a far mountain
peak and suddenly be there on that summit, in the thin rush of cold air,
looking at a line of hills on the horizon, and then be there too, and then turn
and see a broad grassy plain in the distance and be there, standing on the warm
earth with the tall swaying grass brushing at her legs and buzzing insects
sounding lazy in the hot, damp air; she looked from there to a small hill where
short grass grew around old, fallen stones and birds trilled overhead and from
where she looked into a broad forest and then she was within the forest and
surrounded by trees and didn't know where to go; everywhere she looked was the
same, and she could no longer tell whether she was actually moving anywhere now
or not and after a while realised that she was completely lost and so stood
there, her mouth set in a tight line, her fists clenched and her brows furrowed
as though trying to contain within herself the fury and perplexity she felt at
still being enclosed by the night-dark jungle, until she noticed a cool shaft
of soft light glowing through the branches, and was there, bathed in it but
still surrounded by the green pouring weight of rustling foliage.
But then she smiled and lifted up her head and there in the sky was a
beautiful moon, round and wide and welcoming.
She looked at it.
She went to the moon where a small ape-man tried to explain what was
happening, but she didn't completely understand what he was telling her.
She knew it was something important, and that she had something important to
do, but she could not quite work out what. She set the memory
aside. She would think about it later.
The moon disappeared.
In the distance there was a castle. Or, at least, something that
looked like a castle. It rose above a blue line of hills in the far
distance, castle-shaped but impossibly big; a blue outline painted on the pale
air, flat- and even upside-down-looking, not because it was not the correct
shape for a castle—it was exactly the right shape—but because the
higher up you looked the clearer the castle appeared.
Its horizon-spanning, many-towered outer wall was barely visible through the
heat-haze above the hills, while the bulk of its sky-filling middle section was
more defined, although obscured by cloud in places; its upper storeys and
highest towers shone with a pale whiteness that brightened with altitude, and
the tallest tower of all, just off-centre, positively glowed towards its
summit, its sharpness giving it the perverse appearance of proximity despite
its obvious extreme height.
She sat in an open carriage drawn by eight fabulous black cat-beasts whose
silky fur pulsed with muscly movement beneath harnesses of damascened
silver. They rippled along a road of dusty red tiles, each one of which
bore a different pictogram picked out in yellow, between fields of grasses and
shining flowers; the air whistling past was thick, humid and perfumed and full
of birdsong and insect buzz.
Her clothes were delicate and fine and coloured lighter than her skin; soft
ankle boots, a long flowing skirt, a short gilet over a loose shirt, and a
sizable, firm-surfaced but very light hat with green ribbons which flew out in
the slipstream.
She looked behind her at the road stretching back into the distance; the
dust of their passing hung in the air, slowly drifting. She gazed around
and saw far-away towers, spires and windmills scattered across the cultivated
plain. The road ahead led straight towards the wooded hills and the vast
castle-shape hanging above.
She looked up; directly over the carriage a flock of large, sleek grey birds
were flying in an arrow-head formation, keeping station with the carriage with
purposeful, coordinated wing beats. She clapped her hands and laughed,
then sat back in the soft blue upholstery of the carriage seat.
There was a man sitting in the seat across from her. She stared.
He hadn't been there before.
He was pale-skinned and young and dressed in tight black clothes which
matched his hair. He didn't look quite right; he and his clothes looked
speckled somehow, and she could see through him, as though he was made of
smoke.
The man swivelled round and looked behind him, towards the castle. He
crackled as he moved. He turned back.
'This won't work, you know,' he said, his voice whining and cracked.
She frowned, staring at him. She tipped her head on one side.
'Oh, you look very cute and innocent, to be sure, but that won't save you,
my dear. I know you can't, but just for form's—' The young man
broke off as several of the escort birds stooped screaming at him, talons
spread. He batted one away with an insubstantial fist and seized another
by the neck without taking his eyes off her. He wrung the bird's neck
while it struggled, wings beating madly, in his hands. There was a
snap. He threw the limp body over the side of the carriage.
She stared at him, appalled. He produced a heavy umbrella of darkest
blue and spread it over his head as the keening birds attacked.
'As I was saying, my dear; I know you don't really have any choice in this,
but for form's sake—so that when we do have to kill you we feel at least
we gave you a chance—hear this; cease and desist, now. Do you
understand? Go back to where you came from, or just stay where you are,
but don't go any further.'
She looked over the rear of the carriage at the body of the bird the man had
killed, lying crumpled on the roadway, already almost out of sight. The
rest of the flock swooped and screamed and battered off the thick fabric of the
night-blue umbrella.
Tears came to her eyes.
'Oh, don't cry,' he said tiredly, sighing. 'That was nothing.' He waved one
arm through his own body. 'I am nothing. There are things a
lot worse than me waiting for you, if you continue.'
She frowned at him. 'I Asura,' she said. 'Who you?'
He gave a high, whinnying laugh. 'Asura; that's rich.'
'Who are you?' she asked.
'KIP, doll. Don't be silly.'
'You are Kayeyepee?'
'Oh for goodness sake,' the man said, with an exaggerated isn't-this-tedious
roll of the eyes. 'Are you really this naive? KIP,' he repeated,
sneering. 'Clichй number one, you stupid bitch; Knowledge Is Power.' He
grinned. 'Asura.'
Then he opened his eyes wide, leant forward at her and made a funny
face. He sucked in, his cheeks concaving and his eyes staring while the
air went sss through his pursed mouth. He sucked harder and harder
and his skin stretched and his lips disappeared and his nose came down to his
mouth and she could see the pink skin under his eyes; then his skin ripped
somewhere behind and suddenly it was all flowing in through his mouth; nose,
skin, ears, hair; everything sucked in through his widening mouth, leaving his
face bloody and slimed and his mouth fixed in a great broad lipless grin and
his lidless eyes staring while he swallowed noisily and then opened his raw red
mouth and between gleaming yellow-white teeth screamed , at her,
'Gibibibibibigididibigigibididigigigibibigibibi!'
She screamed too, and covered her face with her hands, then shrieked as
something touched her neck and jerked back.
The birds had clustered round the man's face; four of them had snagged the
umbrella in their talons and lifted it away; the rest beat and keened in a
storm of wings around the man's face, where something long and red lashed to
and fro, beset by pecking, tearing birds.
She sat and watched, horrified, while the birds tore at the man's face and
the long lashing thing; an awful bubbling scream forced its way out through the
fury of thrashing wings, then suddenly the man was gone, becoming smoke again
for an instant before vanishing utterly.
The birds lifted in the same moment and resumed their arrow-head formation
above. No trace was left of the fight, not even a fallen feather.
The same number of birds beat rhythmically over the carriage. The great
black cats pounded on down the road, having taken not the slightest notice of
the struggle.
She shivered despite the heat, looked all around, then settled back in her
seat, smoothing her clothes.
Then there was a soft pop! and flying next to her face there was a
tiny bat with a livid, skinned-red face.
'Still think it's such a good idea, sister?' it squeaked.
She grabbed at the bat but it flicked easily away from her grasp before
side-slipping back towards her. 'KIP!' it hooted, giggling. 'KIP!'
She hissed in exasperation. 'Serotine!' she cried—surprising
herself—and snatched the bat out of the air.
It had time to look surprised and to go 'Eek!' before she twisted its neck
and threw it behind her. It thumped twitching onto the road. The
last she saw, one of the escort birds had landed beside the body and started
pecking at it.
She dusted her hands and looked through narrowed eyes at the vast, vague,
unchanged shape of the castle above the distant hills.
The carriage bowled onwards, the thick warm wind whistled past, the birds
stroked the air above and the giant cats swept along the dusty red road like a
wave of night engulfing sunset.
She felt sleepy.
In the morning they found her dressed and sitting at the breakfast
table.
'Good morning!' she said brightly to them. 'Today I have to leave.'
2
He took the Queen by the shoulders and pushed her back so that she had to
sit upon the bed. 'You go not,' he told her, 'till I set you up a glass where
you may see the inmost part of you.'
'What wilt thou do? Thou wilt not murder me?' she cried. 'Help, help,
ho!'
Then from behind the arras came another voice, that of an old man: 'What,
ho! Help, help, help!'
He spun towards the noise, shouting, 'How now! A rat?' He drew his
sword, swinging it towards the tapestry. 'Dead, for a ducat—' He swept
the arras aside with the tip of the sword, revealing the quivering figure of
Polonius. '- Or just trapped, and justly?'
'My lord!' the old man cried, and sank, stiffly, to one knee.
'Why then, not a rat, a mouse! What say you, good mouse, or hast the
cat your tongue?'- the King paused there.
It was always a moment to savour, in this branching of the improved story;
the point where the Prince began to get his act together and behave neither
tactically too rashly nor strategically too hesitantly. From now on you
just knew he was going to prevail, avenging his father, marrying Ophelia,
ruling wisely in a flourishing Denmark and living happily ever after (well,
until he died).
The King liked happy endings. You couldn't blame the ancients for
coming up with unhappy conclusions so often—they each spent all their
single short life waiting either for oblivion or some absurd after-death
torture—but that didn't mean you had to stick faithfully to their
paralysed paradigms and ruin a good story with a depressing denouement.
He sighed happily and got up from the bed, exiting via its foot so as not to
disturb the voluptuous forms of the sleeping Luge twins, between whom he'd been
lying.
Adijine had woken—still sated but desiring some form of
diversion—a little earlier, in what might fairly be termed the middle of
the night. His pillow contained a transceptor array similar to the device
in his crown which let him access the data corpus; it made a pleasant change to
dip into the crypt without that thing on his head. The revised
interactive Hamlet was one of his favourites, though it could still be a
little long, depending on the choices one made.
He left the Luge twins breathing softly beneath their silk sheet and padded
across the warm pelt of the bedroom carpet to the windows. He took some
satisfaction in pressing the button that opened the curtains, rather than
simply thinking them apart.
Moonlight spilled across the mountains that were the roofs of the fastness;
the sky above was cloudless. Stars filled half the vault. The
darkness of the other half was absolute.
The King stared up into that inkiness for a while. That was all their
dooms, he thought, all their rash mistakes and compensating hesitancies, on the
far side of the curtain. He let the drapes sweep back
and—stretching, scratching the back of his head—returned to the
bed.
The sight of the Encroachment had left him restless. He lay between
the sleeping girls and pulled a cover over himself, unsure what to do next.
He glanced into the crypt, first at the paused Hamlet, then at the
general security situation, then at the state of the war—still
stalemated—and at the progress the bomb-workings were making in the
level-five south-western solar—still struggling, still hoping to initiate
in a few days, and still tightly controlled by Security—then swung
through a few minds, finding various couples coupling and finding his own
sexual interest piqued despite his earlier exertions with the almost insatiable
Luge twins. He turned away from that for a moment, roaming through the
accessible minds still awake in Serehfa, and looked for a moment into that of
the Security agent they'd placed with the Chief Scientist Gadfium.
So, they were still up at this hour.
Adijine pondered the significance of the strange and unprecedented circular
pattern the stones had formed, and wondered if Gadfium had come up with any
explanations. Were the stones also linked into the crypt somehow?
His Cryptographers seemed puzzled by some of the corpus' deeper-level behaviour
as well as by some of the upper-level and even physical manifestations of those
disturbances. Was the crypt preparing to intervene in the present
emergency? If it was, he wanted to know. Gadfium was no more
trustworthy than any other Privileged, but she had had a habit of making good
guesses in the past, and if anybody was to furnish him with the first warning
of the crypt's interference, it might well be her, one way or the other.
Gadfium. It had annoyed the King throughout his this
life-time—and Gadfium's last two—that she had stuck with the male
version of her name; why hadn't she changed it to Gadfia when he had become a
she between incarnations? Wilful type, Gadfium.
He listened in, through the agent.
'I beg your pardon, Chief Scientist?' Rasfline said.
'I said,' Gadfium replied, sighing, 'I'd like the data on brand new births
displayed related to each clan's vault, from five years before the new dating
system came into use, compensated for clan size.'
'I beg your pardon,' Rasfline said, obviously embarrassed at seemingly being
caught either day-dreaming or dozing. 'At once.' The wall screen cleared the
previous three-dimensional display and replaced it with the new bar field.
'Hmm,' she said, scrutinising the display and realising she could not recall
exactly why she had asked for it.
'I do apologise, ma'am,' Rasfline said, sounding mortified.
'That's quite all right,' Gadfium told him, still staring at the display.
'We're all tired.'
She glanced at Goscil, who was yawning again, though somehow still with a
look of concentration on her face as she sat, eyes fixed straight ahead,
unseeing, while she reviewed some other aspect of the Sortileger's files.
The same light tragenter that had taken them to the mobile observatory on
the Plain of Sliding Stones had returned them to the elevator, which had
dropped them through the thickness of the roof itself and the kilometre-deep
space of the room below; a cold, gloomy, barren place where flutes of scree and
bahada lay slumped against the walls and thin lancet windows cast mean slivers
of light across a dark desert of broken stones where even babilia struggled to
grow.
An Army scree-car had jolted them to where a hole let into one wall led to a
tunnel and a restricted funicular; they exited to the sixth level on a broad
shelf where subsistence farms made the most of the cold and still thin
atmosphere and the light came from broad, full-length windows looking out onto
a sea of air where little puffy clouds sat like white islands.
A hydrovator had lowered them to the floor and a piker swept them between
machine-tended fields to the terminus of the clifter they had ascended
in. The tethered balloon had vented gas and sunk quickly through the next
three levels, their ears popping as they entered a sunny farm room, a shady
suburb solar and then an artificially lit industrial chamber two concentrics in
from the Great Hall. They had passed through dark, deserted, outlaw
chambers beneath Engineer-controlled room-space in a fast armoured monorail and
ascended to the Sortileger's office—an old yamen housed within a piscina
in the sunlit eastern chapel—by airship.
The Sortileger Xemetrio met them at the dock, alone. 'Madam Chief
Scientist,' he said, taking her hands. 'Thank you for coming.'
'My pleasure,' she murmured, smiling at him, then looking down and taking
her hands from his. 'I think you know my staff; secretary Rasfline, scientific
aide Goscil.'
'A delight, as ever,' the Sortileger said, nodding. He was a tall
barrel of a man, and another near-contemporary of the chief scientist.
His face was much lined but still firm and his hair was a convincing
jet-black.
Rasfline and Goscil returned the nod, Rasfline with a knowing smirk to
Goscil which she did not acknowledge.
'You seem to be much in demand, Chief Scientist,' Xemetrio said as he led
them to the doors.
'Indeed.'
'Yes, I understand you've been busy elsewhere today.'
'That's right,' Gadfium said, nodding.
'Ah.' The Sortileger looked like he wanted to inquire further, but as they
stepped through the doorway Gadfium asked:
'And what may we do here? Have you another of your… glitches,
Sortileger?'
Xemetrio nodded. 'It is the same problem, Chief Scientist, and my staff seem
unable to divine the source. Security maintain it cannot be deliberate
falsification by an operative, Cryptography insist everything is in order at
their end, therefore the problem must lie here. Two days ago we predicted
a cryptosauric event which did not happen and today we failed to foresee the
assassination of a… well, somebody important. If this goes on we'll
soon be unable to forecast the weather…'
Goscil stood, her back stiff. She rubbed her eyes and stretched.
'No. If there's anything here, I can't see it.'
Gadfium turned away from the wall display. She watched the other woman
make circling motions with her arms. 'Well,' she said. 'I think after this
morning's rather pathetic fainting fit I've regained a little self-respect,
keeping you two youngsters up this late.' She smiled, then she too yawned.
'There,' she laughed. Time for us all to head bedwards.' She looked
at Rasfline and nodded at the wall screen, which switched off.
They were in the display room of the Sortileger's office library, surrounded
by records and accounts committed to almost every type of storage medium known
to history.
'I'm not really tired, ma'am,' Rasfline said, sitting up sharply. 'I could
continue to—'
'Well, I'm tired, Rasfline,' she told him. 'I think we'll all benefit
from some sleep. It's been a long day. Perhaps in the morning when
we're refreshed we might spot something.'
'Perhaps, Chief Scientist,' Rasfline said, reluctantly. He stood up,
straightened his uniform and blinked rapidly, as though still trying to wake
himself up.
Goscil rubbed absently at a stain on her tunic. 'Do you think the Sortileger
is telling us the whole truth?' she asked, yawning. Rasfline shot her a
look.
'I think we have to assume that,' Gadfium said reasonably, folding her
note-file.
– The Sortileger, thought the King. He should be asleep by
now.
Adijine left the chief scientist and her aides and shifted to Xemetrio's bed
chamber. The old fellow was indeed asleep, and his head lay on a pillow
which contained a receptor net.
… flying above a blue sea, blue wings beating on a warm wind; a green
isle beneath, naked women languorous on the black sand, standing and pointing
and shading their eyes at him as he wheeled and turned back towards
them–
– Lucid dreaming again. Adijine had been in the
Sortileger's sleeping mind before and always found the same thing: some erotic
adventure, shallow, and ultimately more concealing than revealing.
He switched back to the others, and into Rasfline's mind, in time to hear
him saying, 'Goodnight, ma'am,' and catch a fleeting, caricatured image of two
old bodies coupling against a wall. Rasfline smirked at Goscil as they
went to their separate rooms and Gadfium walked to hers. This time,
Goscil returned the glance.
The King, intrigued by those looks, followed Gadfium by using some of the
static cameras located throughout the yamen.
The chief scientist went to her own room, disrobed, washed quickly, perfumed
her stocky, grey-haired old body (good if obviously artificially maintained
skin tone, the King noted, and breasts of such undeniable if assisted presence
they were almost intimidating), slipped on a generously proportioned negligee,
then checked the door monitor and slipped out of the room and along the
darkened corridor. Ah-ha, thought the King, following her to the Sortileger's own
chambers.
Gadfium sat on the bed of the Sortileger Xemetrio, who had woken at her
gentle knock on his door. A soft light shone from above the bed.
The Sortileger sat up, took the chief scientist tenderly in his arms and kissed
her. He reached behind her and undid her hair. Then he pressed her
back so that her head lay near the foot of the bed, her long grey hair like
veins of silver on the sheets under the footboard and her feet resting on a
pillow.
– Damn! thought Adijine, who'd had to shift to a ceiling camera
the instant Xemetrio had sat up and his head had left the pillow with the
receptor net.
The Sortileger smiled down at Gadfium, then pulled the sheet up and over,
covering both of them. The light went out.
The King cut away again, disappointed. He could have watched in IR
from a concealed chamber camera but all he'd have seen was lumps moving under a
sheet. It was a lot less fun than being in somebody's head.
Back in his own bed, Adijine looked down at his own hesitant tumescence,
wondering if the Sortileger was simply making up the glitches in his
forecasting department just to conduct these trysts with the chief
scientist. Cause for concern. Perhaps dereliction of duty,
especially in these straitened times. He'd let it pass this time but have
Security keep an eye on the man. As for Gadfium, if anything she worked
too hard and the King reckoned a little recreational fornication would do her
no harm whatsoever.
He stroked his erection. He looked at the curvaceous shapes lying to
either side of him.
Hmm; he was still a little tired.
Perhaps if he woke just one of the Luge twins…
The pen left lines of coolly luminous ink on the tiny pad Xemetrio had
hidden under the sheets. Good to see you again. Sometime we must do this for real! You always say that. Always mean it. What IS that perfume? Enough. To business. Funny name for a… No tickling! There's been a signal from the tower. I guessed: why I called.
She pulled the tiny tube that was the copied message from the hem of her
nightdress. She handed it to him; he unrolled the flimsy and stared at
the glowing letters.
3
Sessine walked through the darkened town, uphill and away from the direction
of the ocean tunnel. A few people passed him in the quiet streets, but
all avoided his eye. He reached the walls of the cavern—not rock
but small glazed white tiles with networks of crazed cracks in them like little
burst blood-vessels of black—where he turned left and walked until he
reached the spill-sluice. It was a huge tunnel sloped at forty-five
degrees or so, and from it, cascading down a series of steeply banked terraces,
tipped a dirty froth of water which disappeared under a bridge and then wound
away in a culvert towards the centre of the town and the docks beyond.
The tunnel was shaped like an inverted U and was perhaps ten metres across;
steps led up the near side, separated from the rushing water only by a thin
iron rail supported by spindly, rusting rods. Weak yellow lamps lit the
tunnel roof sporadically, disappearing into the distance with no hint of any
further light.
He started up the slope, and soon lost count of the steps and the
time. He passed one man coming down, crying, and another lying snoring on
the steps.
He came to the smoking-tavern called the Half-way House. It was just a
door in the wall of the tunnel and a sign. He opened the door and found a
quiet place scarcely lighter than the tunnel outside. A few people sat in
booths and at tables; some looked up at him as he came in, then looked away
again. A steady murmuring filled the air.
The circular bar held open shelves stacked with miniature braziers, smoking
funnels and ornamental narghiles. It was tended by a hopfgeist in the
shape of a tall, thin woman dressed all in black, with black, tied-back hair
and dark, hooded eyes.
He walked towards the woman. She watched him, then beckoned him round
to the rear of the bar, where there was a hatch cut out of the circle.
'Sir, I was told long ago you might stop by,' she said quietly. Her
voice was flat and weary. 'Have you anything to say to me?'
'Yes, I have,' he said. 'Nosce teipsum.'
It was his most-secret code, the one he had thought of once, a long time
ago, in his first ever life, in case he ever needed some already-remembered
code quickly one day. It was one he had never committed to any other form
of storage other than his own memory and never told to anybody else, except
this woman, assuming his previous self had been telling the truth in the note
he'd found in the hotel room in Oubliette.
The tall woman nodded. 'That's as it should be,' she said, and sounded
almost disappointed. She took a key from a chain round her neck and
opened a small drawer set into the thickness of the bar counter. 'Here.' She
handed him a small clay pipe, already charged. 'I think this is what you
desire.' She put her hands on the counter, looking downwards.
'Thank you,' he told her. She nodded, not looking up.
He retreated to a dark, secluded booth lit by a small oil lamp set into the
rock wall. He took a twisted paper spill from a nook to the side of the
lamp and lit the pipe, drawing deeply on the thick, pungent smoke.
The bar faded slowly as though filling with smoke from the pipe. The
murmuring rose to an ignorable roar; his head felt like a revolving planet,
speeding up and shaking off its wrapping of atmosphere as if it was some excess
piece of clothing, before disintegrating entirely and throwing him into
space.
It was the day of the great curtain-wall road-race, held every year at the
summer solstice. The race started from the western barbican, where the
pits were housed and the majority of the great cars were garaged between race
days. Banners and pennants flew from tents and caravans, temporary garage
structures and anchored airships. A great crowd of people filled the
network of scaffolded stands, bridges, stalls and viewing towers; cheers rang
out across the marshalling areas and the smells of food drifted on the hot
wind.
Sessine donned a light leather helmet and a pair of goggles and rolled down
the sleeves of his shirt, fastening the cuffs to his sandskin gloves.
'Best of luck, sir!' the chief mechanic shouted, grinning. Sessine
slapped her on the shoulder, then grasped the ladder and climbed, up through
the damp smell of steam hissing from some venting valve, past the linking rods
and the man-tall wheels, past the web of hydrogen pipes and hydraulic conduits
webbing the main tank and on up to the curved top of the car. He waved
down and the foot of the ladder was clipped up and secured.
He looked around, surveying the fifty or so cars and the barely controlled
pandemonium of both the pits area and the stands beyond. Each of the
mighty cars was fashioned after a particular model of steam railway engine from
the Middle Ages; his was one of the first-marque machines, the largest and most
powerful class in the race, created in the image of a 4-8-8-4 Mallet type used
by the Union Pacific Railroad of North America, back in the twentieth
century.
Sessine dropped into the Mallet's cramped cockpit, offset to the left at the
rear of the huge locomotive, above where the engineer's cab would have been on
the real thing. He strapped himself in, then ran through the instrument
check. That done, he sat back for a while, breathing deeply and gazing
round the stands and viewing towers, looking for where his wife would be
sitting in the clan's own tower and wondering if his latest lover was watching
from one of the old airships. The voice pipe whistled; he uncorked it.
'Ready, sir?' said the muffled voice of the chief engineer.
'Ready,' he said.
'All yours, sir. You have control.'
'I have control,' he confirmed, and recorked the voice pipe. His heart
beat faster and he wiped sweat from his top lip with his shirt sleeve. He
undid one glove and fished in a breast pocket for his ear plugs.
His hands were shaking, just a little.
The marshals' airship hovered pregnantly over the tall, flag-bedecked
archway leading to the starting grid. After what seemed like an eternity
the flags hanging under the dirigible changed from red to yellow and the crowd
cheered wildly.
Sessine slipped the brake, eased the regulator on and fed power to the
Mallet's wheels. The hydrogen engine shot a great detonating pulse of
steam from its stack—easily twenty metres forward of where Sessine
sat—hissed yet more clouds from the pistons below, and, with a great
metallic groan and a crumping series of explosive steam-bursts within a
cacophonous range of oiled clanking noises, the huge vehicle crept slowly
forward, keeping station with the rest of the cars, all jetting steam and
blasting whistles, spasmodically interspersing this symphonic din with the
sudden racing solo of an engine briefly losing traction, sets of rubber-rimmed
wheels slipping together on patches of oil, hydraulic fluid or water.
The race began half an hour later after various delays—every one of
which seemed interminable—and much sweating and steaming and sweltering
on the starting grid.
The huge cars started their charge round the wall-top roadway of Serehfa's
curtain-wall, a half-kilometre wide surface of smooth roadway behind the
semi-cylindrical towers. Each lap was a hundred and eighty kilometres in
length, a distance the leading vehicles would complete in an hour; each race
was three laps. The cars were accompanied by the marshals' airship and by
a small cloud of camera platforms like swarming insects, feeding the spectacle
to the implant and screen networks and the crowds watching from the viewing
stands and towers.
Sessine took the lead when the clan Genetics' Beyer-Garratt burst a series
of tyres and skidded off into the outer parapet in a great long articulated
explosion of steam, metal and stone (and Sessine thought coldly, Well, that's
old Werrieth out of the party tonight, and him onto his last life); debris
spattered across the roadway in front of the Mallet but Sessine took the three
hundred tonnes of car within metres of the flimsy inside wall, and missed the
wreckage entirely.
He was in front! He screamed with delight, and was grateful that the
noise was inaudible within the staggering racket of the racing car; the wide
roadway spread out in a gentle curve before him, empty and welcoming and
sublime. The marshals' airship would be well behind the Mallet and the
cloud of camera platforms just level with him. There were cameras and
spectators on each of the towers, too, and more people—castlians and
Xtremadurians—gathered in clumps on the outer walls, but they were blurs,
irrelevant. He was alone; exulting and alone and free!
…He recognised the point, and was able to leave then, and so left his
old self to drive, and slipped out of the seat, like a ghost, down through the
hatch into the bellowing heart of the quivering machine where valves chattered
and gases hissed and water gurgled and sweat popped from the skin in the
oven-heat of the shrieking, vibrating engine.
And as he walked through the hammering din of the motor, he started to
remember a little of what he had left here.
In a cramped corridor, on an open-work metal floor between great rods and
levers darting back and forward like vast metallic tendons, he found his old
first self, dressed in engineer's overalls and squatting hunched over a small
table on which sat a chess board set in mid-game.
He squatted down too. His younger self did not look up. He was
staring at the white pieces, the tip of one thumb in his mouth.
'Silician defence,' the young man said after a while, nodding at the
board.
Sessine nodded, outwardly calm but thinking furiously. He knew he was
faced with some sort of test but he had no predetermined code to cover this
meeting, only the fact that, once, he and this young man had been the same
person. Silician? Not Sicilian?
Silician; Silicia; Cilicia. It meant something. Somebody he'd
heard of had been Silician. An ancient.
He searched his memories, willing some connection. Tarzan?
Tarsus? Then he remembered some lines from an ancient poem: Me Tarsan, you Jesus. And the Silician never really changed.
Ah, yes.
'Professor Sauli played it often,' he said. 'While working on the exclusion
principle.'
The young man looked up and smiled briefly. He rose and put out his
hand. Sessine shook it.
'Good to meet you, Alandre,' the young man said.
'And you,' Sessine said, hesitating. '… Alandre?'
'Oh, call me Alan,' his younger self said. 'I'm only an abbreviated version
of who you are now, though I've developed on my own in here.'
'Having recently been abbreviated myself, I sympathise, Alan.'
'Hmm,' the other man said. 'Well, the first thing to do is to get you out of
where you are now. Let's see…' He looked down at the chess board
and turned both the white castles upside down.
The board blossomed with a semi-transparent holo of Serehfa. Alan
studied it for a moment, then reached into and beneath it—and Sessine saw
the projection of the castle's fabric bulge and swell around the young man's
hand as with an infinitesimal articulation of his fingers he plucked something
out of the bowels of the model fastness—Sessine experienced a fleeting
sense of vertigo—and deposited it at the side of the chequered
surface. Then Alan folded up the chess board and the castle projection
vanished.
'Was that me?' Sessine asked casually, leaning to glance at the board.
'It was.'
'So where am I now?'
'Your construct now inhabits hardware situated within the
curtain-walls.'
'Is that good?'
Alan shrugged. 'It's safer.'
'Well, thank you.'
'You're welcome,' his younger self said. 'So.' He clapped his hands on his
knees. 'You're my last incarnation.'
Sessine looked into his eyes. It was true; as the self aged, and grew
to awareness, filtered and downloaded into a new version of the old body, a
meta-aging took place over the lives: a serial, cumulative maturing that was
visible in the face unless you strove by further tampering to eradicate
it. How fresh and innocent this earlier face of his appeared, and yet
this seeming youth had been forty years old when he'd recorded this construct
and left it free—almost forgotten and just-short-of-unreachable—to
flit between the interstices of his personal lives and his clan's concerns:
monitoring, collating, reviewing and evaluating.
'Yes, I'm the very last,' Sessine agreed. 'And you are the ghost in the
machine.'
He smiled, and wondered as he did so what possible point there was in the
gesture. 'So. What do you have to tell me?'
'Well, for one thing, Count,' Alan said, 'I know who is trying to kill
you.'
4
Translation
Av got a very good view ov thi fass-towr from heer. Am Ѕ lying & Ѕ
sittin craidled by thi babil branchis & am lookin up fru a gap in thi
foleyidje @ thi dirti grate hoojness ov thi cassils centril towr.
U forget thi towrs thare a lot ov thi time coz (a) itz usyuly bhind u if
yoor lookin out thi way from thi cassil & (b) iss obskyurd by cloud moar
than Ѕ thi time nway.
According 2 Mr Zoliparia thi fass-towr is whare thi spays elivaitr woz
ankird 2 Erf.
Thass y iss cald a fassness, Mr Zoliparia sez; in Inglish fassness means a
stronghold, & also bcoz when rings r tied hard agenst eech othir they r sed
2 b tyed fast 2 eech othir like thi spays elivaitr woz tyed fast 2 Erf, &
in a sens tyed 2 thi Erfs surfis & spays togethir, 2 (I sed; + thi spays
elivaitr woz a way ov gettin in2 spaice fast; but Mr Z sed no actuly it woz
slower than a rokit or whotevir but mutch moar efishint). Mr Zoliparia
thot thi spayce elivaitr woz a grate idear & it woz a shame weed got rid ov
it & if we hadnt then we wooden b in thi pickl we r, i e about 2 get
clobberd by thi enkroachment.
But I thot spaice woz juss ful ov nufink I sed 2 Mr Zoliparia. Whats
thi point ov goan thare?
Bascule, he sed, u r so fik sumtimes.
He tole me thi fass towr led 2 thi planetz & thi starz; 1nce u were in
spaice u had limitles enirgy & raw mateeryls & after that branepowir
took u wharevir u wantid but weed throne ol that away.
Mr Zoliparia sez thi fass towr reprisentz sumfin ov a nigma, on account that
we doan striktly speekin no whot's actuly in thi top ov it; iss bin xploard up
2 about thi 10th or 11th levils but aftir that u cant get no hyer, so they
say. Blokd on thi inside & nuthin 2 hold on2 on thi outside & 2
hi up 4 a balune or a aircraft 2 go. Thi nolidje ov whot's up thare's bin
loss long ago in thi kaos ov thi kript, sez Mr Z.
U heer roomers that ther r peeple up thare in thi top ov thi towr but thas
got 2 b nonsins; howd they breev?
Mr Zoliparia iznt thi onli persin 2 Ѕ feeries concernin thi big towr;
Ergates thi ant told me ther used 2 b 3 spaice elevaitrs; 1 heer, 1 in Afrika
neer a place calld Kilomenjaro & 1 in Kalimantan. According 2 hir,
thayve ol been dismantled long sinse ov coarse but weev got thi biggist stump
on acount ov hooever disined thi American Kontinent spays elivaitr had thi
wizird idear ov makin thi terminus particularly spektaklier & so desined it
2 luke like a hooj cassil, viz thi vastniss ov thi fastniss (which she claymd
used 2 b calld Acsets, which wos anuthir ov them nacronyms, aparrintly).
I thot this ol soundid a bit iffy & askd Mr Z if heed evir herd ov ther
bin uthir fass towrs & he sed nope, not as far as he new, & shurenuf
when I serchd thi kript 4 info ther woznt eny on no othir elevaters & when
u actuly luke in2 it ther dozen seem 2 b enywhare whare it sez strate out 'Thi
fass-towr usd 2 b 1 end ov a spaice elivaitor,' tho iss not a secret.
Nway, Kilomenjaro is a lake & Kalimantan is a big island (itz got a Crater
Lake 2) & I think Ergates imajinayshin wos runnin away wif hir a bit thare
& bsides if her feery wos rite thi name ov this plaice wood bgin wif a K
not a S or a A, stands 2 reesin.
Poor Ergates. I stil wundir whot happind 2 that deer litl ant, evin
tho Ive got plenty ov othir things 2 wury about now.
I turn ovir in thi litl nest Ive made 4 myself in thi babil branchis &
luke down thi curvd trunk 2 thi wall. Nobodi els aroun. Lukes like
I gaiv thi bastirds thi slip.
My sholdir stil hurts. So do my rists & my nees.
O whot a sorry state weer in, yung Bascule, I sez 2 myself.
I juss no that soonir or later am goan 2 Ѕ 2 go bak in2 thi kript 2 find out
what on erfs goan on, evin tho thi last fing thi big bat sed woz not 2.
Doan think iss goan b much fun.
Am fritend.
U c, Ive bcome a outcast.
I Ѕ 2 say I had a very plesint lunch wif Mr Zoliparia & a good game ov
Go which he 1 ov coarse (like he alwiz duz) in this travelin restront.
Thi restront starts in a verticil vilij in thi babil neer thi top ov thi grate
hol gaybil & sloely dessends 2 flore levil ovir thi next cupl ov
ours. Good food & vews. Nway, I had a ver nice time &
almost toatly 4got abowt Dartlin & thi jiant brane in bird space &
orribl skind heds & fings whot go gididibibibigididibigigi & so on.
Me & Mr Zoliparia tokd about loads ov stuf.
Eventuly tho it woz time 4 me 2 go bcoz I stil had evenin callz 2 do 4 thi
Little Big Bruthirs & they like u 2 b thare in thi monastry 2 do them &
Id alredy dun 1 lot on thi hoof as it wer that mornin in thi hydrovater so I
thot 4 thi evenin 1s I ot 2 actuly b thare wifin thi preesinkts.
Mr Z saw me 2 thi west wol toob trane.
U promis u woan go bak in2 that kript until u Ѕ 2? Until yor bak wit
de bruders? Mr Z sed 2 me, & I sed, O ol rite then Mr Zoliparia.
Good boy, he sed.
Evrifin went as per normil til I got 2 thi othir end whare ther woz a long
wait @ thi hydrovater. I thot ov a betir idear & took a travelater
acros thi alure 2 a fewnikuler line up a flyin buttriss; Id get 2 thi monastry
by dropin from abuv.
Ther wer a cupl ov noviss bruthirs in thi fewnikuler car wif me; they wer a
bit drunk, & singin loudly. I thot 1 ov them seemd 2 rekognise me but
I juss lookt away & he ignoard me 2.
They kept singin as thi car wen slowly up thi curve ov thi buttris. I
wooden Ѕ minded, but they woz out ov tune.
Little-Big, Little-Big, Little-Big!
We're thi Mediums who don't give a fig!
Wel, heerza fine 2-do, I sed 2 myself, cyan & starin out thi window
& tryin 2 ignore thi noyse & ther beery brefs. I lookt out thi
windo; it woz dusk by this time & thi lites wer on in thi fewnikular car's
cabin & thi sky outside lookt pretti & ver culirfil.
When you're dead, when you're dead, when you're dead,
We'll happily live inside your heh-ehd!
O, whot thi hek, I thot.
In a way whot I woz goan 2 do wude make thi trip longer not shorter but @
least Id Ѕ sum respite from ol this cheeri-drunkin shit, & evin if I forgot
my return code agen theez noizi prats wude wake me up soon enuf. I dipt
in2 thi kript, intendin 2 spend mayb Ѕ a sekind in thare.
Les than that woz qwite enuf.
Ther wos sumthin goin on.
Thi furst place u go from transport is in2 a representayshin ov thi cassils
transport sistim, a transparint holo ov thi fastniss with thi toob, train &
fewnikuler lines, lift shafts, roads, hydrovater lines & clifter slots ol
highlited. Then u moov on2 whare u want 2 go elsewhare in thi
kript. Moast bags doan evin spare this setup a passin glanse, but if yoor
sumthin ov a conasewer ov thi kript's states, like I am, then u juss alwiz
swing pass this sort ov fing & click it out & do a qwik comparisun wif
actule movemints 2 c if Transports on its bols or not. Upshot is, if
thers anythin amiss u spot it, like I spottd thi transport setup woznt qwite
rite.
It lookd like ther woz a odd kinda hole aroun thi monastry; nuthin movin
out, juss stuff in-goin. Ver strain, I thot. I didn go no furthir
in2 thi kript. I chekd thi monastrys kript-biz durin thi afternoon.
Definit faze-chainj in thi trafic aroun a our ago. Sumbodi tryin 2 make
thing luke normil when they wernt.
Whare woz bro Scalopins usual col 2 thi Marshin Daze storyline, 4
exampil? Or sis Ecrope's t-time interlope wif hir luvir in thi Uitlandir
embasy? Ol replaicd by makin-up-numbers trafic, thats whare.
I new I woz probly bin paranoid, but I woried ol thi saim.
Thi fewnikuler woz dew 2 make 1 more stop b4 thi stayshin Id normaly get off
@. I told it 2 stop asap.
A minit later it did, & I got off @ this litl sily halt 3/4 ov thi way
up thi butris which served a cupl ov clan-execs luv nests, a old babil farm
& a glider club, all ov them desertid. Thi 2 bros I left on thi
fewnikuler lookd puzzld but waivd by-by & kept singin as thi car trundld
away agen.
Then ther woz a thump in mi hed. Thi fewnikular car stopt, then
reversd & clunked & whird bak down 2wards me.
Thi thump in mi hed woz sum bastird tryin 2 nok me out wif a bit ov feedbak
from thi kript; fearetikly imposibl & teknikly diffcult but it can b dun
& thi jolt Id juss got wude Ѕ nokd out moast peepil, only Ive got thi
eqwivalent ov shok absorbers coz Im a tellir & ther4 used 2 gettin a ruf
ride from thi kript.
Thi fewnikewlar car woz comin glowing bak down thi curvd track, its cabin
lites reflectin off thi babil plants festoonin thi broad archd bak ov thi
butris. Thi 2 bros inside wer @ thi bak windo, starin @ me. They
din luke so drunk now, & they wos each holdin rings in ther hands that
could Ѕ bin guns.
O shit, I fot.
I ran down a spiral stareway @ thi side ov thi butriss. I herd thi car
stop abuv me. Thi stairway went on & on & on & on spiralin
all thi time & I thot when it levils out am not goan b able 2 stop goan
roun; theyl find me whirlin roun in a tite litl circl unabil 2 go strate.
I hit thi botom & sheer terrir proovd a ver iffishint
coarse-stratener. I raced across a gantry slung underneaf thi stonewurk
& went down anothir stairway set agenst a metil-frame bildin on thi far
side ov thi butress. Footsteps clanged behind me.
I caim out on a brod balcony & dodjed thru a doarway & down sum moar
steps in2 a sort ov hanger whare old gliders sat tilted like grate goastly
stif-wingd burdz & a bunch ov litl bats startid chatterin & flying roun
my hed. Footsteps abuv, then behind. O shit o shit o shit.
Thi bats wer kikin up a heluva rakit.
I spottid a ladir agenst 1 wol leedin down thru thi floor & I ran 4
it. Sumbody shouted bhind me; thi footsteps slappd loud. Sumthin
went, Bang! & a glider next 2 me explodid wif flame & loss a wing; thi
blast ov air woz warm & almost nokd me off ma feet.
I thru myself @ thi ladir, held thi sides & dropt, sliding down without
usin ma feet @ ol, hitin thi floor & twistin ma ankil.
I wos in sum kinda circular platform slung undir thi glider bildin.
Nufin but air underneaf & nowhare 2 go. I lookd bak @ thi
ladir. Thi footsteps were rite abuv me.
I herd a noise like qwuik, distant surf, & a huge blak shape lifted from
under thi platform on wings longir than Im tol. It waverd in thi air
alongside then graspd @ thi thin metil rale roun thi platform on thi far side
from thi ladir, its talins gripin thi rale while its wings beat qwickly &
almost silent bak & ford.
I cude heer sumbody cumin down thi ladir, breevin hard.
Here! shoutid thi blak shape @ thi othir side ov thi platform. Id fot
it woz a bird but it woz more like a giant bat. Its wings clapped in
& out in & out.
Qwickly! it sed.
I fink if thi bros cumin down thi ladir hadnt shot @ me in thi hanger I
wooden Ѕ gon, but they had so I did.
I ran 4 thi big bat. It held its feet out. I grabd its ankils
& it wrapt its talins roun ma rists makin me shout with thi bone-crunchin
pane while it poold me off thi platform, crakin my nees off thi rale.
We twisted & dropt like thi thing cuden cary me & I screemd, then it
spred its wings wif a snap & I neerly loss my grip as we curvd out &
away. Light sparkld abuv me & I herd thi bat cry out but I woz 2 bizy
lookin down @ thi dark fields in thi alure, 5 or 600 metres blow & thinking
wel, if I die, thers still anuthir 7 lives 2 go. Xcept I didn fink that
woz rite sumhow, I rekind whotevir trubil I woz in went beyond this life &
I woznt garanteed anuthir 7 lives or evin 1.
I held on tite, but thi light crackled agen & thi bat thing judderd in
thi air & cried out agen & I smeld smoke. We lurched &
side-slipped 2wards thi wol ov thi grate hol, then fel like thi proverbyal,
& in a screem ov air & a screem from me dippd blow thi alure & thi
parapet & went on down til we wer levil wif thi lowir bretasche, whare thi
bat wheeld roun so hard I lost my grip on its scaly legs & only its
steel-like clasp on my rists stopt me from falin 2 thi roof ov thi 2nd level
towr underneef.
Felt like my arms were about 2 pop out ma sokets. Id Ѕ screemed but
thi bref woz gon from me.
Thi air shreiked roun ma ears as we plumitid btween thi grate towr & thi
2nd level wall, down in2 a layer ov cloud whare I cooden c a dam fing & it
woz freezin cold, then we turnd in what I thot woz thi direcshin ov thi towr
& outa thi mist loomd this bleedin grate rock wall. I closd mi
Is.
We twisted 1ce, twice & I went—few—2 myself but when I opend
mi Is we woz stil hedin strate 4 nakid stonewurk. O fuk, I fot, but by
then Id decidid Id rathir die wif ma Is opin. @ thi last momim we liftid, I saw
hangin bunchis ov foleyidje strung from thi machicolation abuv & a instant
later we crashd in2 thi babil; my sholder woz renched & I woz thrown off
thi bat & in2 thi babil, grabbin @ leevs & twigs & branchis &
slippin & fallin down thru it.
Thi bat beat fewriously, shoutin, Hold on! Hold on! while I tryd 2 get
a hold on thi dam stuf.
Hold on! it shouted agen.
Am bludy tryin 2! I yelld.
U safe?
Juss about, I sed, huggin a big strand ov babil like it wos a long-loss mum
or sumthin, not abil 2 look behind but stil heerin thi big bat flap & beet
@ my bak.
Am sorri I cuden help u moar, thi bat sez. U mus saiv uself now.
Thare lookin 4 u. Bware thi kript. Keep outa things!
Erch! Erch! I mus go. Farewell, hoomin.
Yeh, & 2 u, I shoutid, turnin roun 2 luke @ it. & fanks!
Then thi big bat dropt, & I saw it disapeer in thi mist, fallin away
strate down, traylin smoak & then juss b4 I loss site ov it curvin away
followin thi circumferince ov thi towr, beetin hard but lookin week & still
follin.
Disappeered.
I crolld in2 thi darkniss ov thi babil, nursin ma aiks.
O deer Bascule, I sed 2 myself. O deer o deer o deer.
I spent thi nite in thi foleyidje, constintly dreemin ov flyin thru thi air
wif Ergates in ma hand but then droppin hir & hir tumblin away & me not
bein abil 2 catch hir & mi wings cumin off & me follin 2 & screemin
thru thi air, then wakin clutchin thi branchiz, shiverin & cuverd in
swet.
So heer I am, lookin up @ thi fass-tower & Ive spent sum time so far
this mornin tryin 2 pluk up thi curidje 2 go strate bak in2 thi kript 2 find
out whots goan on & look 4 poor litil Ergates & this time tak no
nonsins… & Ive also spent sum time vowin nevir 2 evin fink ov thi
bleedin kript agen & desidin not 2 deside about it 4 now & so insted am
juss sitin heer wonderin whot am 2 do in jeneril & not abil 2 cum 2 a
disishin on that scoar nevir.
I turn ovir in ma litl nest agen & luke down thru thi branchis &
this time I freez & stair, coz I can c this big animil cumin climin up thru
thi babil; iss bleedin hooj, thi size ov a bare & iss got thik blak fur
with streeks ov green on it & iss got big shiny blak claws & iss lukin
@ me wif 2 litl beedy Is & a funy pointid hed & iss cumin up thi branch
am on, strate 2words me.
O shit, I heer myself say, lukin roun 2 c if thers a way 2 escape.
Ther isnt. O shit.
Thi animil opins its mouf. Its teef r thi size ov ma fingirs
… Shtay whare u r! it hissis.
FIVE
1
'In those days the world was not a garden and the people were not idle as
they are now. Then on the face of the world there was real wilderness,
empty of humanity, and the wilderness that humanity created, the wilderness
that it packed with itself and which it called City. People toiled and
people idled and the toilers worked for themselves and yet not for themselves
and the idle did no work or little work and what they did, did only for
themselves; money was all-powerful then and people said they made it work for
them but money cannot work, only people and machines can work.'
Asura listened, fascinated but confused. The speaker was a thin
middle-aged woman dressed in a plain ivory-coloured smock. Her feet were
hobbled with a half-metre-long iron rod attached to wood-lined cuffs whose
internal surfaces had been polished smooth and bright by friction with her
skin. Her hands were similarly secured. She stood in the centre of
the open gondola, chanting more than talking, her gaze raised to the
belly-bulging underside of the airship above and her voice raised to cope with
the noise of the craft's engines and the slipstream swirling over the gondola's
semi-transparent bulwarks. Asura looked around, wondering at the effect
this strange, declaiming woman must be having on her fellow travellers.
She was surprised to find that she seemed to be the only person paying the
woman any attention.
Asura had been standing at the airship's deck rail watching the plain roll
past beneath and had seen the first line of blue hills appear through the
haze. She had been waiting for her first glimpse of the great castle, but
the woman's steady voice and odd words had intrigued her.
She left the rail to find a seat close to the woman. As she moved
between the tables and chairs, she looked towards the bow of the gondola, where
the upper deck's round transparent nose bulged out, part of a huge sunstruck
circle veined with the dark lines of struts, and suddenly she was reminded of
something she'd seen in her dreams last night.
She sat down, feeling dizzy.
In a great dark space there was a huge circle, subdivided into smaller
circles by thin dark lines like rings of ripples in a disturbed pool, and
further subdivided by similarly fine lines radiating from the very centre of
the circle. The circle was an enormous window; stars shone beyond it.
She could hear a clock ticking.
Something moved at one edge of the great circle. Looking closely she
could see it was a figure; somebody walking along the horizontal ray-line from
the edge to the centre of the circular window. She looked more closely
still, and saw that the person was herself.
She walked along until she stood in the very centre of the vast aperture,
looking out through a central pane of some substance she knew was more hard and
clear and strong than glass. Far below, there was a landscape of luminous
grey; a circular depression of shallow, undulating hills surrounded by cliffs
and mountains, lit from one side and full of deep, black shadows. The
clock still ticked. She stood for a while, admiring the stars, and
thinking that the circle of the great window mirrored the shape of the circular
plain it overlooked.
Then the clock-sound speeded up, ticking faster and faster until it was a
ripping, buzzing noise in her ears; the shadows swung across the landscape and
the bright orb of the sun tore across the sky, then abruptly the sun vanished
and the noise of the clock changed, took on a kind of rhythm until the noise
speeded up again and became the buzz it had been before. She could barely
see the landscape below. The stars blazed.
Then the stars started to disappear. They went out slowly at first, in
a single region of the sky off to her right and near the dark horizon, then
more quickly, until the stain of darkness was eating up a quarter of the sky,
rising like a vast curtain thrown up from the ghostly grey mountains. Now
a third of the sky was utterly dark, the stars going out one by one or in
groups; shining, then dimming, then flickering and disappearing altogether as
the darkness consumed half the sky, then two thirds.
She stared, open-mouthed, choosing brighter stars in the path of the
blackness and watching them as they vanished.
Finally almost the whole sky was black; just a few stars shone steadily
above the distant mountains to her right, while to her left the darkness had
touched the horizon, where the sun had shone earlier.
Abruptly the clock was back to normal, and the sun blazed again—from a
different angle now, but still just within the region of the
darkness—sending a cold, steady light across the crater floor to the grey
cliffs and crags of the rim-wall.
Earth. Cradle. Very old. There are many ages. Age
within age. Age of nothingness comes first, then age/instant of
infinitesimal/infinite explosion, then age of shining, then age of heaviness,
of different air/fluids, then the tiny but long ages of stone/fluid and fire,
then the age of life, smaller still, and living with and in all the other ages,
then the age/moment of thought-life: here we are, and all goes very quickly and
at the same time all other types/sizes of ages go on but then there is next
age/moment of the new life that the old life makes, and that is much faster
again, and that is where we are now too. And yet.
The old ape-man looked sad. He had grey hair and grey sagging skin on
a skinny frame and he was dressed in a strange costume of yellow and red
diamonds topped by a pointed hat with a bell on the end. His soft shoes
were pointed too, and also had bells at their tips. The only noise he
could produce was a chattering laugh; he was the size of a child but his eyes
looked wise and sad. He sat on the steps that led up to a big chair; the
large room was empty except for her and the ape-man and one wall of the room
was window, double-skinned and curved and ribbed with a fine tracery of dark
lines, though much smaller than the circular window she had seen earlier.
This window too looked out onto a landscape of shining grey.
The beautiful globe hanging in the black sky above the shining grey hills
was Earth, the ape-man had told her. He talked by sign, using his arms
and fingers. She found that she could understand him but not reply,
though just by nodding, frowning or raising her eyebrows it was possible to
express herself well enough, it seemed.
Eyebrows? she signalled.
And yet, the ape-man sighed, expression still downcast. Ages are in
conflict, he told her. Each move, own pace, not often come together,
fight. But now: happens. Age of air/fluids and age of life
fight. Two ages of life, too. For all who feel sadness sometimes,
there comes sadness now. For all those who die sometimes, there comes
death now, perhaps.
She frowned. She was standing, still dressed in her night-blue gown,
in front of the wide window. Every now and again, during pauses in the
ape-man's signing, she glanced at the Earth and the steady stars hanging
visible beyond its brightness. Her gown was the colour of the barren,
ghostly landscape outside.
She shrugged.
People/humans made much; big things on Earth. Biggest thing, smallest
thing too. Everywhere. Then inside this thing, fight. Then
peace but not peace; peace for a while, short now. Now the age of
air/fluids comes, threat to all. All must act. Most danger if
biggest/smallest thing not act. Biggest/smallest thing fight with self,
cannot talk to all of self; bad. Other ways of talking; good. Most
special good if self talk to self.
The ape-man looked almost happy for a moment, and she smiled to show she
understood.
You.
She pointed at herself. Me?
You.
She shook her head, then shrugged, spreading her arms.
Yes, you. I tell you now. You forget in future, but you also
know still, too. Is good. Perhaps all safe.
She smiled uncertainly.
'Ah, there you are,' Pieter Velteseri said, appearing from the steps leading
to the gondola's lower decks. He parted the tails of his coat and sat
beside Asura, planting his silver-topped cane between his feet. He looked
at her.
She blinked rapidly for a few seconds and then shook her head, as though
just waking up.
Pieter glanced at the woman standing speaking in the middle of the gondola's
floor. He smiled. 'Ah; our Resiler has found her voice, has she? I
didn't think she would stay silent for long.' He placed his hands on top of the
cane and rested his chin on top of his hands…
'She is… Resisla?' Asura said, glancing at Pieter and frowning as she
tried to pick up the thread of the woman's speech again.
'She is a Resiler; one who resiles, or recoils,' he said in a low voice. 'In
a sense we all are, or our ancestors were, I suppose, but she is of a sect who
believes we need to resile further.'
'No one else listens,' Asura whispered. She looked around the others
on the gondola's open deck. They were all talking among themselves, or
watching the view, or sitting or lying with their eyes closed, either snoozing
or experientially elsewhere.
'They will have heard all this before,' Pieter said quietly. 'Not word for
word, but…'
'We are guilty,' said the Resiler. 'We have treasured our comfort and our
vanity by giving shelter to the beasts of chaos which infest the crypt so that
humanity's part of it now is barely one part in a hundredth, and that wasted,
that turned over to the worship of self and vanity and dreams of sovereignty
over what we claim to have renounced…'
'Is all she says true?' Asura whispered.
'Ah,' Pieter said, smiling. 'Now, that is a question. Let's say it is
all based on truth, but the facts are open to different interpretations from
the one she supplies.'
'… The King is no King and all know this; well and good, but neither
is what appears to be our good work good, but only a disguise for the face of
our foolish ignorance and ill-fitness.'
'The King?' Asura said, looking puzzled.
'Our ruler,' Pieter supplied. 'I've always thought Dalai Llama would have
been a better description, though the King has more power and less…
holiness. In any event, the royal term is preferred. It's
complicated.'
'Why is she in irons?' Asura asked.
'It's a symbol,' Pieter said, a teasing, mischievous look on his face.
Asura nodded, her expression serious, and Pieter smiled again.
'She seems very sincere,' Asura told Pieter.
'A word with oddly positive connotations,' Pieter said, nodding. 'In my
experience those who are most sincere are also the most morally suspect, as
well as being incapable of producing or appreciating wit.'
'What happens happens,' continued the Resiler, 'and cannot be made to
unhappen. We are the equation; we cannot deny the algebra of the universe
or the result it brings us. Die peacefully or in hysterics, with grace or
with despair; it matters not. Prepare or ignore; it matters not.
Very little matters very much and almost nothing matters greatly.
Shanti.'
'I find myself half drawn to that last statement,' Pieter told Asura as the
Resiler sat down. Nearby there was a group of people who had been
laughing and joking among themselves during the course of her speech; a highly
dressed woman rose from among them and went over and placed some sweetmeats in
the plain wooden bowl at the Resiler's side. The Resiler thanked her and
ate with awkward grace. She smiled thinly at Asura as the other woman
sashayed back to her friends, laughing.
'Come, my dear,' Pieter said pleasantly, rising and taking the girl's elbow.
'We'll take the air on the lower viewing deck, shall we?' They rose. 'Ma'am,'
he said, nodding to the Resiler as they passed.
'Don't worry,' Asura said to the Resiler as Pieter led her to the stairs.
'It's going to be all right.' She winked at her.
The woman looked briefly baffled, then shook her head and continued to eat,
her movements made strange by the iron rod linking her wrists.
Asura's smooth brow furrowed into a frown as she and Pieter descended to the
main lounge. 'She eats,' she said, glancing back up. 'How does she clean
herself after toilet?'
Pieter laughed lightly. 'You know, I never thought of that. The
alternatives are all unpleasant, aren't they?'
Below, from the promenade deck, they saw the forested hills stretching out
around them and, from the tiers of seats facing the lower section of the round
transparent nose, the first hazy hints of the towers and battlements of
Serehfa.
Asura clapped her hands.
That morning, over breakfast, she had told them something of her dreams and
Pieter had looked at first alarmed and then resigned. She had not told
them all the details; just that she had seen the tunnel of light and been in an
enchanted carriage journeying across the dusty plain towards the great castle
beyond the hills.
'Lucky you,' Lucia Chimbers had told her. 'Most of us have to concentrate
quite hard to have dreams that interesting.'
'Sounds like she might have implants after all,' Gil said, helping himself
to more ortanique juice.
Pieter shook his head. 'I think not.' He frowned. 'And I do wish people
would stop calling them implants; they're not, if you're born with them and
they're part of your genetic inheritance, reversible or not.'
Gil and Lucia smiled at him with practised indulgence.
Pieter dabbed a napkin at his lips and sat back, surveying their young
guest, who sat very upright with her hands in her lap and her eyes
sparkling.
'Do I take it then that you wish to leave, young lady?'
'Please call me Asura,' she said. She nodded vigorously. 'I think I go
to castle.'
'Bit touristy, going so soon,' Lucia said. Pieter glanced wearily at
her.
'Everyone should see Serehfa,' Gil said, drinking noisily.
'Do you wish to go today?' Pieter asked.
'As soon as possible, please,' the girl said.
'Well,' Pieter said, 'I suppose one of us ought to go with you, really.'
'Don't look at me—' Lucia began.
'I merely wondered if we might prevail upon you to lend the young
lady—'
'Asura!' she said, happily.
'- to lend Asura,' Pieter said with a sigh, 'your clothes on a rather longer
term—'
'Take them.' Lucia waved one hand, then took Gil's in hers.
'I shall want to be back in time for the others returning,' Pieter told
Asura. 'I may have to dump you at the gates, even assuming we can find a flight
in time.'
'As soon as possible, please,' Asura repeated.
'Book her into a sisters' hostel in the place or something,' Gil said. 'Or
get a clan member to look after her.'
'I may do both,' Pieter said, then sat back and closed his eyes. 'Excuse
me,' he murmured.
Lucia Chimbers and Gil poured each other coffee. Asura looked intently
at the older man, who presently opened his eyes again and said, 'Yes, we're
booked on a flight from SF del Apure, leaving at noon. I can be back on
the return service a little after midnight. The jalop claims to be
charged up, so I'll drive us to the rail station. I've left a message for
Cousin Ucubulaire in Serehfa. I dare say you two will manage to keep
yourselves occupied without me?' he said to Gil and Lucia, who both smiled.
'Between you and me, my dear,' Pieter shouted an hour later as he drove the
whirring battery car along the dusty road from the house to Cazoria, the
nearest town, 'I put you in the blue room on purpose last night; the bed's
headboard is fitted with a receptor system.' He smiled over at her.
They had the sunlight-powered car's top off; the wind whistled round their
ears. ('Ruins the efficiency,' Pieter had told her, 'but it's much more fun.'
He wore goggles and a tie-down hat, and had given her similar equipment.
She wore loose trousers, a blouse and a light jacket.) 'I thought you might be
able to avail yourself of the facilities. If you hadn't, well then, no
harm done.'
Asura held onto her hat and smiled broadly at him. Then she frowned,
and said, 'The bed made me dream?'
'Not exactly, but it let you dream… in concert, shall we say?
Though you must have a remarkable gift to adapt so quickly and so easily.'
They drove on through the morning, between wild fruit-forests of banana and
orange. Asura was enjoying the drive.
'Ah, Asura?' Pieter said.
'Yes?'
'That is not regarded as acceptable in polite society. Or, come to
think of it, in almost any society, normally.'
'What? This?'
'Yes. That.'
'No? But it feels good. It is beginning with car shaking.'
'I don't doubt. Nevertheless. One does that sort of thing in
private, I think you'll find.'
'Oh, all right.' Asura looked mildly puzzled, then adjusted her hands and
sat with them clasped demurely in her lap.
'There's the town,' Pieter said, nodding ahead to where a collection of
white spires and towers were rising above the greenery. He glanced at his
young passenger and shook his head. 'Serehfa. Good grief. I hope
I'm doing the right thing…'
2
Chief Scientist Gadfium sat in the whirlbath with the High Sortileger
Xemetrio; the pumps hummed, water frothed and bubbled, steam hissed from wall
pipes and wrapped them in its hot, dense fog, and music played loudly.
They sat side by side facing each other, each whispering into the other's
ear.
'They sound half mad, or it sounds half mad,' Xemetrio said,
snorting. 'What is all this nonsense about "Love is god" and the "Hallowed
centre"?'
'It sounds formalised,' Gadfium whispered. 'I don't think it really means
anything.'
Xemetrio drew back a little in the swirling steam; it was so thick Gadfium
could not see the walls of the bathroom. 'My dear,' Xemetrio whispered urbanely
once his mouth was alongside her ear again. 'I am the High Sortileger;
everything means something.'
'You see; that is your faith, even though you wouldn't call it such; theirs
is expressed in this quasi-religious—'
'It isn't quasi-religious, it's completely religious.'
'Even so.'
'And Sortilegy boils down to a matter of statistics,' Xemetrio said,
sounding genuinely offended. 'Anything less spiritual is difficult
to—'
'We're moving off the point. If we ignore the religious trappings and
concentrate on the information itself—'
'Context matters,' the Sortileger insisted.
'Let us assume the rest of the signal is true.'
'If you insist.'
'Abstract: they confirm our fears concerning the cloud and the lack of any
communication from the Diaspora, and they know of our attempt to construct
rockets. They know about this idiotic war between Adijine and the
Engineers and that it isn't going to lead anywhere, and they seem concerned
about some "workings" going on in the level-five south-western solar affecting
the fabric—we assume they mean the fabric of the castle mega-structure
itself.' Gadfium wiped beads of moisture from her brow. 'Do we know any more
about what's going on there?'
'There's a full Army unit there and they have a lot of heavy equipment,
including something they dug out of the southern revetment last year,' Xemetrio
told her. 'It's all being kept very quiet.' He leant back and adjusted a
control by the side of the tub. 'They built a new hydrovator into the Southern
Volcano Room just to supply the garrison. That was where Sessine was
heading when he was killed.'
'Sessine was always reckoned one of those who might have been sympathetic to
us; do you think—?'
'Impossible to say. There was nothing to link us and him, though it is
feasible he was assassinated for political reasons.' Xemetrio shrugged. 'Or
personal ones.'
'The signal spoke of "workings",' Gadfium said. 'Mine workings,
perhaps? What is beneath that room?'
'The floor is unpierced; it cannot signify.'
'But if the device found in the southern revetment…'
'If somebody had finally found a machine able to create new holes in
the mega-structure and made it work and dragged it all the way up here, they'd
be burrowing into the ceiling of the sacristy, in no-man's land between the
King's forces and the Engineers of the Chapel.'
'But the signal spoke of their concern over the fabric. If that is
what they meant—'
'Then,' the Sortileger said, sounding exasperated, 'there's nothing we can
do for now, unless we are to confess all to the King and his Security
people. What else have you decided we can tell from your mysterious
signal, assuming it's not all some bizarre self-delusion on the part of the mad
people who watch stones slide and call it science?'
'I trust them.'
'Like you trust the signal itself,' Xemetrio said sourly. 'We are
conspirators, Gadfium; we cannot afford so much trust.'
'We are not yet acting upon such trust and so risk nothing.'
'Yet,' scoffed the Sortileger, cupping water over his shoulders.
'Whoever sent the signal,' Gadfium went on, 'believes the answer lies in the
Cryptosphere.'
'I'm sure the true answer does, along with every possible false answer and
no way to distinguish between them.'
'They appear to believe that, as we have always suspected, there is a
conspiracy to thwart all efforts to avoid the catastrophe.'
'Though why the King and his cronies should particularly want to die when
the sun blows up is of course a trifle difficult to fathom. We're back to
speculating about ultra-secret survival projects or some bizarre fatalism.'
'Neither of which is utterly unfeasible, but the act of the conspiracy is
all that matters for now, not its origin. Lastly, the signal-senders
confirm both that there is, or may be, an already designed-in method of
escape—'
'What, though? Switch on some galactic vacuum-cleaner? Move the
planet?'
'You're the Sortileger, Xemetrio…'
'Huh. We daren't run that question through the system, but if I
had to guess, I'd stick with the obvious answer; there's some part of Serehfa
which conceals an escape device. That may be what the war with the Chapel
is really about. Maybe the Engineers have access to it and Adijine
doesn't.'
'Whatever. The signal also suggests that the data corpus itself may
hold the solution and be attempting to access it.'
'The mythical asura,' the Sortileger said, shaking his head.
'Such a method would make sense, given the chaotic nature of the crypt,'
Gadfium whispered. 'The possibility of the data corpus' corruption may have
been foreseen—'
'Amazing Sortilegy,' Xemetrio muttered.
'- just as was the possibility of a threat to the Earth that could not be
dealt with by automatic space defence mechanisms. Physical separation of
the information required to activate the escape device would ensure that no
matter the delay it could never be corrupted by the crypt.'
'Though it still has to be initiated,' Xemetrio said. 'But let's not lose
sight of the fact that all this supposition is built on the word of some
historically, how shall I put it?… eccentric observers of sliding
stones, and that even if they are to be trusted, what we've actually got is an
intellectually suspect, semi-garbled message originating from somewhere within
the top ten kilometres of the fast-tower; we still have no idea who or what is
up there and what their motives are.'
'We also have little time to squander, Xemetrio. We have to decide
what to do and how to reply. You're sure you can get this signal and our
appraisal to the others safely?'
'Yes, yes,' the High Sortileger snapped; Gadfium asked this question
virtually every time they had information they had to spread around their
network, and each time Xemetrio had to reassure that as High Sortileger he
could move data within the data corpus without Security knowing all about
it.
'Good,' Gadfium said, apparently relieved afresh. 'Clispeir is going to
heliograph an acknowledgment to the fast-tower's signal and a request for more
information, but we must make up our minds; do we act now, merely get ready to
act, or go on as before, waiting?'
The High Sortileger looked sadly at the glistening mountains of foam bobbing
around him. 'I vote we wait for more information. Meantime, I'll start a
quiet search for your asura.' He shook his head. 'Besides, what could we
do?'
'We could find out what's going on in the fifth-level southwestern solar;
that would be a start.'
'I've tried that; most of the military don't know.'
'Perhaps the shade of Count Sessine could answer the question,' Gadfium
suggested.
Xemetrio looked sceptical. 'I doubt it. And what if he remains loyal
to the King? Quite possibly he is part of their big bad conspiracy and
would report our little one to Security.'
'A way might be found to talk to him without giving too much away.'
'I suppose so,' Xemetrio said, looking uncomfortable, 'but I'm not doing
it.'
'I'll do it,' Gadfium told him.
Uris Tenblen raised his face to the cold, thin wind cutting across the
frozen plain, blinked red-rimmed eyes, cocked his grey-skinned shaven head to
one side and listened to the song in his skull.
It was different again today. It was different every day, if he
remembered correctly. He wasn't at all sure that he did remember
everything correctly. He wasn't sure he remembered anything
correctly. But the song in his heart said that it didn't matter.
The wind blew in through the vast windows two kilometres away across the
plain. The windows were floor-to-ceiling, and broad; sometimes it seemed
to Tenblen that it was better to think of three skinny pillars holding up that
side of the next storey, not four broad windows in a wall. Above here
there was only a broad piazza, open to the skies. Tenblen turned round
and looked towards the other wall, where four similar apertures, also two
kilometres away, let the wind straight back out again. Both sets of
windows looked out onto a sea of white cloud.
He turned back; the wind brought hard powdery snow with it, probably not
fresh but dislodged from part of the castle above here. The wind-blown
granules stung the exposed skin of his face, neck, wrists and hands. He
forced the visor and helmet over his head, fumbling raw-fingered with the
straps. Chill weather, he told himself, but the song in his head kept him
warm, or told him it did, which was just as good.
His dorm was at the edge of the camp; it was a shining aluminium box almost
identical to the forty or so others which ringed the workings. This
close, the workings themselves were just a huge sloped wall of rubble; from
further away across the frozen marshes and low hills of the plain they appeared
as a small, steep-sided crater.
From above they would just look like a hole; a dark pit, usually filled with
yellow-grey mists, like a giant weeping wound.
Tenblen trudged through the rimed puddles on the rutted path leading towards
the workings, fastening his tunic. His boots crunched through brittle
white surfaces of ice into the hard brown hollows of the puddles.
The song in his head rose to a sweet crescendo just then and he gave a thin,
grim smile, then made a small, involuntary ducking motion and looked nervously
up at the ceiling a thousand metres above him.
He passed the bomb caissons, great closed iron cylinders coated with snow,
their wheels sunk a little way into the cracked surface of frozen mud.
Thus far, they had only two caissons, six small bombs and one large one.
A new convoy was on its way, bringing fresh materiel. He saluted an
officer who passed him on the path. He knew he ought to know the
officer's name, but he could not remember it. That didn't matter; if he
needed to talk to the officer or take him some message or order, the song in
his head would remind him of his name. The officer nodded as he walked
past, his gaze fastened straight ahead and his expression fixed in a broad and
somehow desperate grin.
Tenblen climbed the steps by the side of the inclined plain. He
ascended them in time to the song, and as he climbed he imagined that the King
was looking through his eyes.
(Adijine, who was doing exactly that, experienced only very mild surprise at
this point, and almost immediately felt oddly cheated that he hadn't sustained
some profound sense of alienation or momentary loss-of-identity.)
The King would look through his eyes and hear the song in his head; the song
of loyalty, of obedience, of joy to have this part to play, and know that he
was glad to be loyal, glad to be obedient and glad to be joyful. He could
think of nothing more pleasant than to be transparent in exactly that manner,
and to be seen to be the King's loyal soldier. He got to the top of the
crater-wall of rubble and started down the other side, towards the pit.
The fumes were already quite bad. The steam came drifting up the
brecciated slope from the hole, wrapping itself around the scattered cisterns,
pipes, valveheads, winches and gantries littering the incline. Sometimes
the smell of the gases came with the steam, and you thought the cloud
enveloping you would be pure fume and you almost panicked with only the song in
your head telling you it was all right; other times the steam was far away when
you picked up the stink and your eyes watered and your nose and the back of
your throat felt rasped and burned.
He stopped at the quartermaster's office. There was a ghost
outside.
The ghost was dressed as some ancient judge or holy man. He tried to
get in Tenblen's way and shout something at him, but Uris just put his hand
through the ghost and made as though to wave it out of the way as he stepped
through it. The song in his head drowned out the ghost's voice.
'Bit nippy today,' he shouted to the quartermaster. It helped to
shout, over the noise of the song. The quartermaster was a large,
red-faced man. He nodded as he issued Tenblen with his gloves, mask and
respirator.
'Wind's shifted,' he said loudly, coughing. 'I've asked them to move me
further up the slope but of course they haven't done anything yet.'
'Perhaps you should be right at the top.'
'Perhaps I should. Or even on the far slope.'
'You might be better off at the bottom of the slope on the other side.'
'Yes, I might.'
'Well, see you later.'
'Goodbye.'
Tenblen put his mask and respirator on before he left the quartermaster's
office. He felt hoarse and his throat was sore already. He could
remember being able to talk without talking; being able to think something and
somebody else understanding what it was you had thought; he could remember a
long time ago when the song had started, thinking how odd it felt having to
physically talk any time you wanted to tell somebody something.
Promotion, people had joked at the time, at first.
The song had been young then and they had all been charmed by it. He
could remember even longer ago when he'd not been a soldier and had been able
to talk to anybody. He felt sad about that, sometimes. The song
lifted his spirits, though. It could turn the sadness to joy. After
all, you cried when you were happy sometimes, too.
He stepped outside into the slow whorls of drifting, rising steam, and
continued down into the workings. His own breath sounded loud within the
mask and he could hear valves clicking and hissing. He could feel the
fumes on his neck, already chafing against his collar. A little of the
fume-smell leaked in round the edges of the mask, and he tried to clamp the
mask down harder. He tramped deeper into the steam, down a concrete path
lit by tall poles tipped with small lamps and strung with a hand-rope at hip
level.
The song sang majestically as he descended into the darkness…
(The song the song the song while he seemed to pass venting pipes and arrive
at a platform in a broad tunnel where a small train waited full of coughing men
but the song said no no no stuck in a breath-holding loop that said time is not
passing this is not happening and sang higher sweeter fuller as the train
ground and screeched its way over points and into a narrow tunnel and
accelerated in utter darkness the wind in his face journeying for a time then
passing through a dimly lit hole where guards with fixed stares stood then
another tunnel and then the fume smell again and the steam and he started to
relax as though he'd been holding his breath all that time and then out of the
train with the others and down the steps relieved and even glad to be here
while the song sang resuming.)
… The workings surface was a chaotic ballet from some primitive's
hell; it was filled with a loud, fume-laden darkness pierced sporadically by
flashes of intense, scarifying light, and permeated with a furious hissing
sound punctuated by sudden screams and explosions. Through this havoc
drifted a population of terrifying beasts, monstrously deformed human shapes
wielding strange instruments designed to puncture, flay and burn, and the
wailing, beseeching figures of ghosts.
Tenblen pulled on a harness and hitched himself to the roof struts. An
officer came up to him and told him to return to his quarters, but the song in
his head told him this wasn't a real officer; it was a ghost and to be
ignored.
Tenblen found a pair of boots that didn't look too badly scarred and started
down the steps to the mine surface. A chimeric oxephant hauling a vat of
acid loomed out of the mist, making him pause. He found himself
automatically checking its harness and restrainer straps; they all seemed to be
in place, the harness tight and the straps disappearing up into the steam
clouds towards the grid of struts barely visible against the dark roof above
(and some part of him looked at that darkness above thinking,
But—… but then the song swelled, drowning out the sound of
his recalcitrant thoughts).
He walked towards the eastern part of the floor. He glanced down as he
walked. The surface. The song in his head welled up again, telling
him to rejoice at the task they had undertaken, at its daring, its
technological sophistication, at its audacity and its uniqueness. It was
a wonderful and beautiful thing they were doing; they were reclaiming the
structure, the whole castle, not just for their cause and the King but for all
people. They were no longer at its mercy, it was at theirs.
A beautiful woman appeared out of the mists, her skin black, her clothes
whiter and wispier than the mists, her body full and firm and voluptuous.
Tenblen knew she was a ghost but he stood and stared for a while as she walked
round him with a half-coy, half-welcoming smile. Then the song rose
again, racketing in his head and setting his teeth on edge. It was still
pleasant, like being tickled, but he could not take it for very long. He
hurried on, away from the woman.
He came to the latest workings. Acid fumed, arc-light sparkled, power
tools hammered. Men dressed in full protective suits stumbled
round. Chimerics pawed the ground, pulled with harness hooks and
bellowed.
Tenblen tried to breathe easily and shallowly through his mouth, ignoring
the rasp of fumes in his throat as he walked amongst the men and beasts,
checking their harness connections and restraining straps. Under his
feet, the surface of the workings was smoking and peeling and blistering,
constantly sprayed by the rusting agent and then further attacked with
scab-hooks, welding arcs, lasers and a selection of acids, mostly sulphuric and
hydrochloric. The surface was constantly attempting to repair itself,
flowing back to fill holes and rearranging the large-scale fibres and scales
which it was composed of. You could never be certain which sections would
be susceptible to which removing agent; there was no alternative but to try
everything and see what worked at that point at that time.
He stood for a moment, ignoring the ghost of a small baby at his feet,
writhing and screaming on the ground amongst the acid pools. The surface
here looked thin somehow. Perhaps they'd do it here (the baby looked up
at him, eyes huge, while smoke curled up around its blistering skin. The
song sang high and sweet while Tenblen's eyes filled with tears. He
gently put his boot out, through the apparition of the baby, then when it moved
out of his way, suddenly screamed in frustration and brought his boot down on
it as though trying to crush the infant. It disappeared. His boot
heel met the surface and the shock resounded through him, then the ground too
seemed to disappear and he was looking—
– down. The circular hole started at his feet and was
almost instantly ten metres wide around him.
He dropped through, screaming, in a haze of acid spray. The city was a
sparkling jewel two kilometres below him. His harness tightened around
him like a bony fist and the restraining straps bounced him up and down like
some child in a walking yoke. The song burned in his head,
exultant. He kept on screaming despite the song, and soiled himself.
On a warm marble table in the Palace baths, the King opened his eyes and
looked up as the masseuse kneaded his back. He smiled broadly and said,
'Yes!'
He winked at the masseuse and lowered his head again, within range of the
receptor devices buried in the marble table.
He skipped back into Uris Tenblen's head just in time to watch with him as
the edges of the hole above him wobbled liquidly like grey-black circular lips,
then snapped back closed with a whiplash crack, rebounding a little so that a
metre-diameter hole existed for a moment before that too irised shut like an
eye blinking.
The first closure had instantly severed the straps on Tenblen's harness.
He plummeted—gesticulating frantically, screaming
hoarsely—towards the glittering spires of the city two thousand metres
below.
The link sizzled and cut out.
Adijine raised his head. 'Shhhit,' he said softly.
3
'Very well, Alan, who is trying to kill me?' Sessine asked, smiling a
little at the image of his earlier self.
The younger Sessine looked around. The engine's thrashing heart was
all fury and noise; pipes roaring, connecting rods flashing to and fro.
He took up the portable chess board and put it down the bib front of his
engineer's overalls, then stood.
Sessine did not get up, but sat on the little stool, still smiling up at the
construct of his younger self, who laughed.
'Please, Count; come with me.'
Sessine stood slowly, and nodded.
They were standing in a clearing within the high forest at the foot of the
fastness walls. Sessine looked up through the sighing tops of the trees
to the curtain-wall towering above. A tower a few kilometres away rose
still higher, but the rest of the structure was hidden by the walls, a rosy
cliff fifteen hundred metres high and festooned with variegated babilia.
The wind soughed briefly in the trees, then died away.
'Here,' Alan said. Sessine turned, and the younger man took his
hand.
/They stood in a vast circular space with a floor of gleaming gold, a
velvet-black ceiling and what appeared to be a single all-round window looking
out onto a whitely shining surface and a purple-black sky where stars shone
steadily. Above them, suspended as though on nothing, hung a massive
orrery; a model of the solar system with a brilliant yellow-white ball of light
in the middle and the various planets shown as glassy globes of the appropriate
appearance all fixed by slender poles and shafts to thin hoops of blackly
shining metal like wet jet.
Under the representation of the sun, there was a brightly lit circular
construction like a half-built room. They walked there across the
glistening floor.
'This is a memory, of course,' his younger self said, waving one hand. 'We
don't know what the upper sections of the fast-tower look like now. When
Serehfa was still called Acsets, this was part of the control apparatus.'
They entered the circular area in the centre of the room; a collection of
couches, seats, desks and ornately decorated wood and precious-metal consoles
and dark screens of crystal.
They sat on facing seats. Alan looked up at the glaring image of the
sun, his face shining. 'We're safe here,' he told Sessine. 'I've spent
subjective millennia exploring, mapping and studying the structure of the
Cryptosphere and this is as secure as it gets.'
Sessine glanced around. 'Very impressive. Now.' He sat forward.
'Answer my question.'
'The King. He ordered your death.'
Sessine sat very still for a moment. Then I am lost, he thought.
He said, 'Are you sure?'
'Entirely.'
'And the Consistory?'
'They approved it.'
'Well,' Sessine said, running a hand round the back of his neck, 'that would
appear to be that.'
'That depends on what you want to do,' the construct said.
'All I wanted was to find out why I was killed.'
'Because you have doubts about the conduct of the war, but most especially
because you were starting to doubt the motives of the King and the Consistory
and their dedication to the cause of saving people from the Encroachment.'
'I think others feel that way.'
Alan smiled. 'Most of the Consistory doubt the wisdom of the war, and many
people think the King and his pals seem less concerned than they ought to be
about the Encroachment—a lot of people suspect they have their own
space-ship, though they don't. Most people can't do anything about their
suspicions; you can—or could have. You have the honour of being the
most highly placed and popular potential dissident, the one they felt they
might benefit most from making an example of. They were still uncertain
whether actually to do it—Adijine himself spoke for letting you
live—but you made their minds up for them; you pulled strings to go on
that supply convoy to the bomb-workings. Adijine had left strict
instructions only somebody with implants could command it.'
'I know. It seemed… wrong.'
'You used your influence, somebody high up enough to know of the King's
decree but with a grudge against you let you swing the commission, and when the
King and the Consistory found out they didn't even consider trying to order you
back; they just had you killed by activating a Chapel spy whose code they had
already intercepted.'
Sessine considered this. 'That seems a little desperate.'
The construct shrugged. 'These are desperate times.'
'And who do I have to thank for the decision to let me go in the first
place?'
'Flische. Colonel-to-the-court. He's fucking your wife.'
Sessine thought for a moment, staring at his vague reflection in the matt
blackness of screen on a console opposite. After some time he sighed.
'What is happening at the workings?' he asked.
'Last year they found a mesturedo, a substance which can attack the fabric
of the mega-structure. They've used it to eat through the floor of the
solar. From there they built a tube track between the floor and the
ceiling along to the wall between the solar and the room above the Chapel;
they're currently on the last lap, burrowing through the fabric of the false
ceiling directly above Chapel City. When they succeed in opening it
they'll drop bombs through.
'The mega-structure fabric tries to defend itself through the crypt.
It sends visions; ghosts and demons which attempt to prevent the soldiers and
engineers doing the digging. The only way the Army's found to keep their
personnel functional—if not sane—is to flood their minds with a
loyalty signal; a song of captivity that blanks out everything else and turns
the men into automatons.'
'So I would not have been susceptible to this song; so what?'
'So what they are doing there is not only destroying Army personnel, it's
destroying parts of the crypt itself.'
'How so?'
'The mega-structure houses filaments of the crypt's hardware. Contrary
to popular belief, the Cryptosphere is not a function of some buried horde of
super-machines; the whole fastness is permeated with it. There are
elements deep inside the structure, but the primary structure itself houses
most of what we know as the crypt.
'What the bomb-workings are doing now is destroying an important nexus of
that Cryptospheric structure; it's madness, and it encourages chaos. The
crypt-time has slowed down locally by an appreciable additional degree.
What is left of humanity is caught between the threat of the Encroachment above
and the chaos within the crypt below. The course Adijine and his
Consistory are following would seem to ignore one and aggravate the
other. At the very least you would have been concerned, sceptical and
questioning on discovering all this. They could scarcely risk that, let
alone what might have been your most extreme reaction.'
Sessine gave a small, humourless laugh, and shook his head. 'And the war
with the Chapel?' he asked matter-of-factly.
'Genuine enough. The Engineers do have something we need, though it's
not the information on how to make spacecraft.'
'What is it?'
The construct raised his eyebrows. 'Here we reach the limits of my
research. I am not certain.' He shrugged. 'But it is something Adijine
and the Consistory consider to be of the utmost importance.'
Sessine shook his head and looked up at the vast orrery hanging silently
overhead. It had moved, while he had been listening to the
construct. Saturn hung overhead now, immense and gassy, attended by its
moons.
'Madness, chaos, crypt-time slowing,' Sessine said, sighing. He stood
up and walked round some of the ancient equipment, drawing a hand over the
surfaces of the desks and consoles, wondering if this virtual environment
included dust. He inspected the tip of his finger. It appeared it
did, though only just. He rubbed his fingers together and looked back at
his younger self. 'Anything else you want me to assimilate this afternoon?'
'My speculation as to the nature of the prize the Chapel and the King
compete for.'
'And what would that be?'
'Can you keep a secret?' His younger self smirked.
Sessine shook his head again. 'Was I really this tiresome?'
The construct laughed. 'This is a secret you must keep even from yourself,
for a time at least.'
'Go on,' Sessine said tiredly. 'What is the glittering prize we all
pursue?'
The construct grinned broadly. 'A secret passage.'
Sessine looked levelly at him.
4
Translation
I stair @ thi big blak beest cumin up thi branch 2wards me.
Av got a gun! I shout (this iz a ly)
… Ah veri mush dout that, thi thing sez. It stops ol thi saim
smilin & showin its teef agen. But nway, it sez, shtop being shilly
Am heer 2 help u.
I'l bet, I sez, glancin roun & stil tryin 2 figir out a way 2
escape.
… Yesh. If ahd wantid 2 harm u ah cude Ѕ shaken u out ov thare 5
minitsh ago.
O yeh? I sez, hangin on titer. Wel mayb u doan wan 2 kil me mayb
u juss wan 2 capture me.
… In whish caysh ahd Ѕ dropt on u from abuv, u shilly boy.
O u wood, wood u?
… Yesh. Yoor Bashcule, arnt u?
Praps, I sez. & who or whot r u when yoor @ home then?
… Am a shlof, it sez proudly. U can col me Gashton.
So am bein led thru thi babil plants by a slof calld Gaston whot has a kinda
mutant lisp & takes such pride in his appeerinse heez got fungus growin on
his bak; thats whot thi green streeks r. He ofird 2 let me ride on his
bak hangin on2 his fur but I declynde.
We clime thru thi babil, goan doun & roun thi towr.
Hoo sent u then? I ask.
… Shame peepil shent thi jericule lasht nite, Gaston sez, tokin ovir
hiz sholder.
Whot, that big bat?
… Thatsh rite.
Whot happind 2 him nway, do u no?
… Hir, Gaston sez. No.
O.
I follow Gaston doun thru thi babil branchiz. Followin Gaston iznt
difficult on account ov him bein a qwite remarkibly slo moovir. If he had
bin cumin 2 atak me I cude probly Ѕ juss gon doun thi branch he woz on &
climed rite ovir him b4 he cude Ѕ startid 2 react.
Nway. Hoo woz it sent u heer then?
… Frenz.
U doan say.
… No, I do shay; frenz.
Wel fanks, thats prity enlitenin.
… Payshinsh, yung man.
We negoshayate a few more branchiz.
Whare u takin me nway?
… 2 a plaish ov shafety.
Yeh, but whare?
… Payshinsh, yung man, payshinsh.
I can c am not goan 2 get nuffink out ov this slof so I juss shut up &
content myself wif makin sily faces @ its big blak green-streekd bak.
Iss a long slow jurny.
… Thers fings goan on, Mr Bascule, thass ol I can sai; thers fings
goan on. Frankly I dont no xactly whot they r myself, or whethir Id b abl
2 tel u about them if I did, but as I dont I cant nway, u c?
Not reely, I sez, witch is thi troof.
Thi slof-geezir whot can onli sai, Ther's fings goan on, is calld Hombetante
& heez thi cheef slof; heez got implantz & is actule considerd a bit ov
a lyv wyr by slof standirds tho u cude stil go off & Ѕ a p, wosh yoor hans
& brush yoor teef in thi time it taks him to blink. Heez fat &
old & gray & his fungus lukes moar lyvli than he duz.
Am in a Ѕ runed bit ov thi saim towr whare thi big bat cald a jericule dropt
me last nite. Me & Gaston thi slof got heer aftir about a our in thi
babil, comin in thru a tol windo Ѕ ovirgroan wif babil branchiz.
This seemz 2 b Slof Sentril; iss lyk a hole room fool ov scafoldin &
hangin 10ts & hamox & stuf. Thers rubbil on thi floar & no
glas or anyfin in thi windos & thi wind blos in thru a windo on thi otheir
syd ov thi hooj circulir room & thru thi scafoldin & makes everfin sway
in thi breez & thi slofs doan seem 2 tak ver gude care ov thi plais no moar
than thay do ther can selfs, but @ leest thai gaiv me sum woter 2 drink & Ѕ
a qwik wosh in & then gaiv me sum frute & nuts to eet. Id Ѕ
preferd sumfing hot but I doan fink thi slofs r grate fans ov fyr so heetin
stuf up mite b a problim.
Weer in a big spais in thi sentir ov thi scafoldin whare thi slofs aparently
hold ther meetins. Bet thos r a bundil ov lafs.
Hombetante is hangin upside down from a bit ov scafoldin on a low staje @ 1
end ov thi meetin spais, thi floar ov which is coverd wif simla curvd lenths ov
scafoldin like ver tol railins. Theyve given me a sorta sling thing 2 sit
in suspendid from Hombetante's scafold pole. Thi only othir slof presint
is Gaston, whose hangin from anuthir bit ov scafoldin alongside, munchin sloaly
on sum particulerly un-yummy lookin leefs.
… U r welcom 2 stay heer, Hombetante sez, until thingz settil
down.
Whot u meen, settil down? I ask. How r they settled up @ thi
momint? Whot xactly is supposed 2 b goan on?
… Juss things, Mr Bascule. Things witch need not consern u @ thi
momint.
Whot about a certin ant who goes by thi name ov Ergates? U no anyfin
about hir fate?
… U r juss yung & doutlis hedstrong, Hombetante sez, very much
like he hasnt herd whot I juss sed … I woz yung 1nce myself u no.
Yes I no u mite find that hard 2 beleev but it is tru; I wel
remember…
I woan bore u wif thi rest. Whot it boils doun 2 is thers trubil @
kript & sumhow Ive got mixd up in it. Mite ol b cleerd up soon, mite
not. Hooevir is supposed 2 b thi good gies in ol this r bhind thi
jericule pikin me up yesterday & Gaston cumin 2 find me 2day. Now am
heer wif thi slofs am been told 2 lie lo, & not go neer thi kript.
&—ov coarse—2 Ѕ payshins.
Aftir my odyince wif Hombetante during which he tels me Ѕ his life story
& I neerly fol asleep twice Gaston takes me 2 a playce neer thi outside ov
thi scaffoldin whare thers a room wif a hamok & a sling chare & a ole
fashind screen workin off brodcasts. Thers a sorta cubby-hole in 1 corner
with a pipe stikin up which is suposed 2 b a toylit. 2 floars abuv thers a
place whare thi slofs gathir 4 food evry evenin. Also in thi room is a
boal ov frute & a jug ov water. Thers a windo in 1 wol whot lukes out
2 thi big vertikil towr windo we came thru. Gaston shows me how thi
screen wurx & sez if I get board I can always go frute & nut gatherin
with him.
I say thangs, maybe 2morrow, & he goes & I get in2 thi hamok &
pool thi cuvirs ovir & go strate 2 sleep.
I juss no am goan 2 go crazy heer, + I no that am goan 2 Ѕ 2 visit thi kript
sooner or later, 2 luke 4 Ergates & fynd out whots goan on, so when I wake
up in thi late afternoon I splash sum water on my face, Ѕ a p & 1nce Ive
decided I jenerili feel awake & refreshd, I get rite down 2 it, on thi
principil that thers no time like thi presint.
I try 2 cleer my mind ov ol things slof-like (cant fink ov anyfing less
usefil 2 take in2 thi kript than eny semblence ov sloffoolniss) & plunje
rite in.
I think I lernd a thing or 2 during ol that time I spent in thi kript as a
bird so I hed bak in that direcshin onli this time am not fukin about wif wee
dainty sparos or hoks or nuffin; am goan as a big bastardin burd; a
simurg. Thare so big ther branes can cope wif a hoomin mind without much
finessin, which meens I doan Ѕ 2 spend moast ov my time rememberin what I am or
disgysin ma wake-up code as a ring. Iss a bit ambishis but sumtimes thass
thi only way 2 get nywhare.
I close ma Is.
/Check out thi immediet locality furst; nuthin out ov thi ordinary in thi
neerby kript-space. Ѕ a shufty @ thi arcitecture ov thi towr juss on jeneril
principils—this ole towr iz a interestin place rite enuf—then look
a bit furvir out. Thi trafic aroun thi Littl Big Bros' monastry is juss
about bak 2 normil but I doan go eny neerer 2 find out moar.
Zoom in2 birdspace.
/& am a hooj wild bird floatin on thi currents slidin wifin thi driftin
wind, hangin lazily loosed on ma outstretchd wings cantileverd acros thi singin
air. Ma wingtip fevirs r eech thi size ov hands; they flutir like a lam's
hart flutirs when ma shado folz ovir it. Ma feet r steel-tipt grapples
hung on thi end ov ma hawser legs. Ma talins r unsheethd razers; onli ma
Is r sharper. Ma beek is harder than bone, keener than juss-broke
glass. Ma keel bone is a grate nife cozend in ma flesh & cleevin thi
soft air; ma ribs r glistnin springs, ma mussils sleek bunchd fists ov oily
powr, ma hart a chambir fild wif slo thunder, qwiet & unstressd; a towrin
dam triklin powr, tikin ovir, hedwaters ov charjed blud pent & latent.
Wel, YES! This is moar like it! Why did I evir bothir been a
hok? Why woz I so bleedin unamhishis? I feel feers, I feel
powerfil.
I look about, surveying. Air evrywhare. Clouds. No
groun.
Othir birds flyin in vast Vs, climin in hooj colums in thi air, gatherid in
ther own dark clouds, wheelin & collin. I think 2wards roosts.
/& am in thi midst ov them; spherikil trees floatin in thi grounles
blueniss like brown planets ov twigs in a universe ov air, surrounded by a
sqwakin atmosphere ov birds toin & froin.
Thi parlyment ov crows, I think.
/& am thare, in bitter air between layers ov white cloud like mirr'rd
landscapes ov snow; thi grate dark winter-trees r massd 2 thi density ov blak
clifs agenst thi icy billos ov frozin cloud. Thi crows' parlyment is in
thi tollest, gratest biggist tree ov ol, its brown-blak twigs like thi sooty
bones ov a millyin hands clutchin @ thi chil blank fayce ov hevin. Thi
meetin brakes up when they c me & they cum skrawkin & screetchin out 2
mob me.
I beat, pushin down thi air, risin ovir the pesterin burds, seekin 1 who
stays bak, directin.
Thi crows swarm up aroun me. A few land blows on ma hed but it dozen
hurt. I laf & stretch ma nek, swivelin ma hed an rippin a few ov ther
litl toyish bodies from thi air. I toss them aside; red blud beeds,
pulverized white bone pushes thru ther coal blak fevirs & they tumbil torn
2 thi snow-cloud billows. Thi rest screem, pull flutrin bak a momint then
mob in agen. I stroke 4wards. Air snaps swirlin undir ma wings,
rollin thi pursuin birds roun like bubbles under a waterfol.
I c my prey. Heez a big grey-black fellir perchd on thi topmost twig
ov thi topmost branch ov thi parlyment-tree & heez juss reelised whots goan
on.
He rises, cawin & shreekin in2 thi air. Foolish; if he'd dived in2
thi branchiz he mite Ѕ had a chance.
He tries sum acrobatic stuf but heez old & stiff & I snatch him so
eesily iss almost disapointin. Snap! & he's neetly encased in one
cage ov foot, flappin & screemin & loosin fevvirs & pekin @ ma toes
wif his litl blak beek & tiklin me. I slice anuthir cupil ov his
fellos out ov thi air, spredin ther blood like a artist wude, paint on a white
canvas, then I think eyrie
/& am alone wif ma litl crowy frend abuv a tawny plane ov sand &
rok, beatin 2wards a fractchird clif whare a narled fingir ov rok juts out, its
summit topt wiv a jiant nest ov sunbleechd timbirs & splintered white
animal & burd bones.
I land & fold thi soft clokes ov ma wings & stand upon thi brittle
nest—timbers creek, branchiz burst, pikd-cleen bones snap—lookin
doun @ ma bolld foot wif thi old gray-blak crow imprisind in it, flappin an
beetin an hollerin.
Skreek! Skrawk! Awrk! Gerout!
O shut up, I tel it, an thi rok-crushin weight ov ma voyce stuns it 2 qwiet
stilniss. I balince on that leg, compressin thi trapt crow & reechin
thru thi bars ov ma talins wif a talin from thi other foot, tiklin thi bird's
grey-blak frote while thi breth wheeziz out ov it.
Now then my litl chum, I say—& ma voyce iz acid on a slicin blaid,
boilin led doun a opin frote—Ive a few qwestchins Id like 2 ask u.
SIX
1
She stood on the piazza of the landing tower, looking west towards the
heights of the structure.
The curtain-walls—easily two kilometres high and punctuated by the
tall half-cylinders of the mural towers—curved away to either side,
rising and falling over the gentle undulations in the landscape to diminish and
disappear into the misted distance. Within the vegetation-strung cliffs
of the walls lay a broad rolling landscape of wooded hills, sparkling lakes,
manicured parkland and broad fields, all dotted with the spires and towers of
small villages and towns.
Beyond, still slightly blued with the distance, the fastness itself reared
forever into the sky. She stared, slack-jawed.
Serehfa was a frozen turbulence of architecture beyond the merely
monumental: revetments rose like cliffs topped by broad, wooded scarps, stout
bastions stood like jutting bluffs, serrated ridges of parapet lay stretched
hazily like squared-off mountain ranges themselves, cloud-lined walls ascended
sheer or stood pierced by the vast caves of dark windows, whole forested slopes
of steep-pitched roofs lay serried green beneath the warmth of the high summer
sun, and soaring arches of gables and buttresses climbed to higher and higher
levels piled one on top of another, all swathed in whorling patterns of colour
and climbing stacked, packed, placed and lifted to where the sparkling
whiteness of snow and ice sat in a broad band of collected light thrown
dazzlingly against the shining sky.
Everywhere about the panoramic, sight-saturating expanse of the central
structure gigantic towers of mountainous diameter forced their way into the
atmosphere, piercing the few, drifting, scale-diminished clouds which left
their barely moving shadows aslant along the soaring walls and were themselves
thrown into shade by still higher reaches of further towers casting their own
stone shadows across both the clouds and the monstrous upheaval of the edifice
itself; a crescendo of form and colour filling the horizon and culminating in
the stark shining column of the central tower, drawing the gaze upward like
some anchored moon.
'Well, there it is, in all its glory,' Pieter Velteseri said, joining her at
the balustrade. He waved his walking stick at the castle.
Asura looked at him, eyes wide. 'Big,' she said.
Pieter smiled and took in the view of the fastness. 'Indeed. The
single largest artefact on Earth. The capital of the world, I
suppose. And the last city, in a sense.'
She frowned. 'There are no more cities?'
'Well, yes, most of them survive, but someone from the Age of Cities would
regard them more as large towns in terms of their populations.'
She turned to stare at it again.
'Do you know yet why you had to come here?' Pieter asked her softly.
She shook her head slowly, gaze fixed upon the fastness.
'Well, I dare say you'll remember when you have to.' Pieter took a fob watch
from his waistcoat, frowned, closed one eye for a second, then reset the
watch. He sighed and looked around the broad piazza, where umbrellas and
sun shades flapped over tables and cafe bars. The airship rode at anchor
above them in the breeze, nose connected to the landing tower. There were
still a few lingering groups of castilians greeting those who had arrived on
the craft, but most of the people now were either about to embark or bidding
passengers farewell.
'Cousin Ucubulaire reports she is on her way,' Pieter told her. He
nodded towards the countryside of the bailey. 'She's under there somewhere, in
a slow-running tube train.'
'Tube train,' she repeated.
'My dear, I think you ought to have this.' He fished in one pocket of his
dress coat and handed her a small wallet containing a thin card with writing
and numbers on it. She studied it. 'It makes you an honorary member of
our clan,' Pieter explained. 'Ucubulaire will look after you, but in case you
feel you have to move on elsewhere from Serehfa, that ought to make sure you
don't have to rely on hostels for a bed or public kitchens for food; can't have
you hanging onto the outside of airships or trains, now can we?'
She looked at him, uncomprehending.
'Ah well,' he said. He closed her hands over the small wallet and
patted them. 'You ought not to need it, but if anybody asks you what clan
you're from, just show them this.'
She nodded. 'Phremylagists and Incliometricists.'
'Not one of the more active clans, I'll grant you, but ancient, and
honourable. I hope we have been of some service.'
She smiled. 'You have made me welcome, and brought me here. Thank
you.'
Pieter nodded to a wooden bench behind them. 'Let's sit, shall we?'
They sat, and for a while simply contemplated the castle.
She jumped when the airship sounded its horn. Pieter looked at his
watch again. 'Well, I must go. Cousin Ucubulaire ought to arrive
presently. Will you be all right waiting here?'
'Yes, thank you.' She stood with him, and he took her hand and kissed
it. She returned the gesture and he laughed gently.
'I don't know what your business is here, my dear, or what lies in store for
you, but I do hope you will come and visit us again, when you know what all
this has been about.' Pieter hesitated and a troubled expression crossed his
face for a moment, then he shook his head. 'I'm sure it will all sort itself
out happily. But do come back and see us.'
'I shall.'
'I'm very glad to hear it. Goodbye, Asura.'
'Goodbye, Pieter Velteseri.'
He returned to the airship. A little later he appeared on the
observation deck. He waved and she waved back, flourishing the wallet
he'd given her before placing it carefully in a pocket. The airship's
engines hummed into life; it lifted, turned across the breeze and started back
east across the hills of Xtremadur.
She watched the vessel grow slowly smaller in the sky, then turned back to
feast her sight upon the castle.
'Ah, Asura?' the woman said.
She looked up. There was a tall lady standing by the bench. She
wore cool blue clothes the same colour as her eyes. Her skin was
pale.
'Yes, I am Asura. Are you Ucubulaire?'
'Yes.' The woman put her hand out. 'Yes, I am.' Her grip was scratchy; her
hands were covered with thin net gloves made from some fine but hard filaments.
'Pleased to meet you.' She indicated a tall, square-set, powerful looking man
with deep-set eyes standing a little way off. 'This is a friend; Lunce.'
The man nodded. Asura smiled. He smiled, briefly.
'Shall we go?' the woman said.
'To there, to the fastness, yes?'
The woman smiled thinly. 'Oh yes.'
She stood up and went with them.
2
Consistory member Quolier Oncaterius VI sat in the single ice-scull,
pulling hard on the oars while the seat slid under him, the breath whistled out
of his lungs and the claw-blades bit and chipped into the smoothly glistening
surface on either side. The scull was an A-shaped tracery of carbon
tubing a child could lift with one hand; it skittered across the ice on its
three hair-thin blades with a nervous, rumbling, hissing noise.
The chill blast of air slid round his body-suit and licked up over the seat
harness towards his face.
He pulled, slid, pulled, slid, pulled, slid, settling into a steady rhythm
of heart, lung and muscle, flicking the oars back and hauling them forward, the
hooked claws at the shafts' ends embedding in the ice and providing the
leverage to snap himself forward on each explosive haul.
The trick with ice-rowing was to judge precisely the weight and angle of
attack of the stramazon—or downward cut—of the claws, while
balancing the vertical and horizontal components of the stroke, thus ensuring
both that one always had a sufficiently embedded grip on the ice's skin to
provide purchase while wasting as little effort as possible lifting the
claw-tips out of the ice again, and that one was always just on the edge of
lifting oneself and the scull partially off the ice, but never quite doing
so. It was a delicate double-balance to maintain and required both finely
tuned judgment and great concentration. There were many aspects of a
politician's—indeed a ruler's—life which demanded exactly such
equipoise.
Oncaterius was proud of the skill he had developed at the sport.
He stroked on, oblivious to the space around him save for the fuzzy black
mark of the lane centre-line printed under the ice. Around him stretched
kilometres of ice, lightly populated by people on skates, ice boards and ice
yachts. The thin air of the level-five Great Flying Room sounded to the
zizz of blades inscribing the floor-lake's frozen surface and the propeller
blades of the microlights describing lazy arcs about its lofted spaces.
Something clicked in Oncaterius' mind and a display superimposed itself in
his vision, giving him his time for the kilometre course.
He shipped oars and sat back, breathing hard, the scull still skidding
quickly across the ice. He gazed up at the microlights circling round the
ornate, suspended architecture of the central stalactite at the crux of the
room's groin-vaulted ceiling.
Soon, he thought, in perhaps as little as a century, all this would be
gone. The Great Flying Room, Serehfa, Earth itself. Even the sun
would never again be the same.
It was a thought that filled Oncaterius with a sort of delicious gloom; a
melancholic ecstasy which made the appreciation of this current life all the
sweeter. To treasure each moment, to savour every experience, to evaluate
individually one's multitudinous feelings and sensations with the knowledge
lodged within that events were hurrying to a close, that there was no longer a
seeming infinitude of time stretching ahead of one; that was truly to live.
All that they and their ancestors had known throughout the monotonous
millennia of the past since the Diaspora had been a kind of elegant death, an
automaton's graceful impersonation of life; the surface without the
substance. Well, it was going now. The arc of humanity's
purpose—that is, real humanity, the part that had chosen to stay true to
the past and what it meant—was finally drawing itself back into the shade
after whole long troubled ages spent in the vexatious light of day.
Fruition. Consummation. Termination… Closure.
Oncaterius savoured the thoughts and correlations such words evoked, drawing
their meanings and associations into his mind as he drew the cool, sharp air
into his lungs; arid—even sterile—and yet invigorating.
Especially when one knew that one would not necessarily have to share the fate
of one's fellows, or one's surroundings.
The scull skated on across the water-filmed ice, gradually slowing.
Oncaterius leant back against the seat's spindly head-rest, letting it cup
his neck and scalp. He crypted for a moment, reviewing the current
security condition.
They still sought Sessine, who remained loose after all this time.
Probably in hiding.
Security's quasi-official leak/rumour that any asuras would actually be
agents of the crypt's chaotic levels sent with the purpose of infecting the
properly functioning Cryptosphere seemed to be meeting with a mixed reception;
however, enough people/entities appeared to believe it for an atmosphere of
satisfyingly useful paranoia to have settled over at least some sections of the
data corpus.
His Majesty himself had first reported the loss of a soldier at the
bomb-workings; it remained to be seen to what extent this had jeopardised the
project. There had been no reaction yet from the Chapel ambassadorial
mission, though they had to assume that the Engineer emissaries had been
informed through their secure channel to the Palace.
Concern remained over unusual patterns within the lower crypt; some obscure
species of chimeric bird appeared to have developed behaviour above its station
and so was under suspicion of being an agent for the chaos; the birds would be
sought out and apprehended as soon as was practical. Linked with that,
perhaps, was a young Teller who'd been making a nuisance of himself and who
also appeared to have a suspiciously unusual turn of mind. He too had got
away, like Sessine. Oncaterius cursed the millennia of peace and
prosperity which had left the Security service so unpractised in dealing with
genuinely serious problems. Still, they were keeping watch; the boy would
show up sooner or later.
And, at last, his fellow Consistorians had finally agreed that it was time
to act against the conspiracy they had known existed for the last five
years.
That… was being dealt with satisfactorily.
Chief Scientist Gadfium and her staff left the office of the High Sortileger
with the issue of the stray crypt signals still not resolved. They
returned to the Great Hall the following day and ascended to the Lantern Palace
so that Gadfium could attend the weekly cabinet briefing. Gadfium found
these meetings exasperating; they were supposed to keep people up to date with
developments and help facilitate actions which might be of use in the current
emergency, but so far all they ever seemed to do was pander to some of the
attendees' feelings of self-importance and produce vast amounts of talk that
substituted for deeds rather than leading to them.
Nevertheless, with that familiar feeling that she was wasting her breath on
matters more easily—and far more quickly—dealt with by reference to
the data corpus, she outlined her opinions on the various issues she had been
involved with during the past seven days, including the progress on the oxygen
works, the odd pattern formed on the Plain of Sliding Stones and the worrying
irregularities in the Cryptosphere which were making the Sortileger's
predictions unreliable.
The meeting—in a fair approximation of the Hall of Mirrors in ancient
Versailles—was attended in person by most of the participants including
the King and Pol Cserse for the Cryptographers, though Heln Austermise, the
second Consistory member, was at the rocketry test site at Ogoouй-Maritime and
so represented at the meeting by her court attachй, and speaking through
him. He was a slim, middle-aged man in a tight-fitting court uniform;
Gadfium suspected Rasfline—sitting behind her along with
Goscil—would look like this man when he was older.
'Nevertheless, Chief Scientist, the tests with both the direct-lift and
aerofoil-assist vehicles are proceeding as planned,' the attachй said. It
was his own voice; the only sign that it was not his thoughts and volition
producing it was that he sat very still, with none of the usual shiftings and
fidgets people tended to exhibit. Gadfium had long since ceased to find
it odd talking to somebody who wasn't there through somebody who—in a
sense—wasn't there either.
'I don't doubt it, ma'am,' Gadfium said. 'But some of us are a little
concerned at the lack of raw data being provided. The critical nature of
this project- '
'I'm sure the Chief Scientist appreciates the importance of retaining the
prophylactic distance we have been fortunate enough to achieve from the chaos
of the Cryptosphere,' the attachй said.
Gadfium paused before replying. She glanced at some of the others
seated around the long table; the group was made up of the King, Consistorian
Cserse, Austermise's attachй, representatives of other important clans and
various civil servants, technicians and scientists. Gadfium thought the
King—dressed soberly in a white shirt, black hose and tunic—looked
bored in a handsome and elegant way.
Probably crypting somewhere more interesting.
'Indeed, ma'am,' Gadfium said, and sighed. She was starting to lose
patience. 'I'm not sure I follow. Sending us data can pose no threat to-
'
'On the contrary,' the attachй said. 'If the Chief Scientist will consult
with Consistory member Cserse, she will perhaps be reminded that recent
cryptographic research indicates that the transmission of chaotic data virus is
possible through interface-handshakes and error-checking mechanisms. Even
the link through which I am talking to you now cannot be guaranteed totally
proof against such contamination.'
'I thought that there were comparatively simple, fully mathematically
provable programs which could deal with- '
'I think madam Chief Scien-'
'Kindly allow me to finish a sentence, madam!' Gadfium
shouted. That woke the King up. Others around the table moved as
though uncomfortable. The attachй appeared utterly unruffled.
'I understood,' Gadfium said icily, 'that this problem had been dealt
with.'
At the end of the table, Adijine sat up a little in his seat. It was
enough to turn every eye to him. 'Perhaps madam Chief Scientist would like to
detail the nature of her concerns regarding the lack of raw data?' he said,
smiling at her.
Gadfium felt herself blush. This often happened when she addressed
Adijine. 'Sir, I'm sure those in the facility at Ogoouй-Maritime are exemplary
in their dedication and scrupulousness. However I do feel that an
independent check on their results might ensure that this project—of
potentially vital importance, as I'm sure we all agree—' she glanced
again at the others, looking for and receiving a few nods '-is beyond reproach
in terms of its methodology and hence the reliability of its results.'
The King was sitting forward, pinching his lower lip between his fingers and
looking absorbed by what she was saying.
'I would also suggest that regardless of their precautions it can anyway
only be a matter of time before their data corpora are contaminated by nanotech
chaos-carriers.'
'I think if the Chief Scientist inquires of Consistory member Cserse-' the
attachй began.
'Thank you, Madam Consistorian,' the King said, smiling broadly and nodding
as though in encouragement as he interrupted her. 'I believe Gadfium may have
a point,' Adijine continued, frowning a little and looking at Cserse. 'I think
perhaps if we form a sub-committee to investigate data-transmission security
and viral protection…'
Cserse nodded and looked wise. He turned to an aide and whispered to
her, and she nodded too, sitting back and closing her eyes.
Adijine smiled at Gadfium. She showed her teeth and tried to look
grateful, meanwhile biting back on the urge to scream.
'Another triumph for the decision-making process,' Gadfium said as she,
Rasfline and Goscil exited to the antechamber. The briefing had finished
and the group was splitting up, breaking into smaller groups of people standing
in the Hall of Mirrors itself or the antechamber beyond. Gadfium usually
hung around at this point too—it was now, as well as before such
briefings, that real decisions were occasionally arrived at—but on this
occasion she doubted her ability to remain polite if she had to talk to some of
those she imagined might want to speak with her.
'I thought you made your points very well, ma'am,' Rasfline said quietly as
they passed between the mirrored doors.
'Maybe,' Goscil said, brushing hair from her face. 'But the rocket people
hate being reminded their fancy computers are going to catch chaos too.'
'Their precautions have worked so far,' Rasfline said.
Goscil snorted. 'They've only been up and running properly for the last
year, and even then with minimal real input until two months ago. I give
them three months, maximum, before something gets them.'
'You seem quite an expert in data contamination,' Rasfline told her, smiling
at her and then at Consistorian Austermise's attachй, who was talking to a
high-rank civil servant.
Goscil ignored the insult. 'There are nanotechs you can exhale, Ras;
chaos-carriers that can float in an aerosol or crawl out of a skin pore.'
'Still,' Rasfline said, 'Ogoouй-Maritime has avoided such infection so far;
perhaps it will continue to do so.'
'Three months,' Goscil said. 'Want to bet on it?'
'Thank you, no. I believe gambling to be a pastime for the
weak-minded.'
Gadfium looked round the various groups of people in the antechamber, the
feeling of frustration building up inside her again. 'Oh, let's just go,' she
said.
Rasfline smiled. Goscil scowled.
'Madam wishes a copy of herself made?'
'That's right. A construct, for the crypt.'
Gadfium had given herself, Rasfline and Goscil the rest of the day
off. Rasfline had probably gone to socialise with some of the people
they'd left in the Hall of Mirrors' antechamber. Goscil was doubtless
crypting fresh data on some arcane subject. Gadfium had gone to change
from her court clothes into something less formal in her apartment and then
made her way to the Palace's Galleria, a shopping complex modelled after part
of twentieth-century Milan where the court elite could indulge
themselves. She had been here only once before, five years earlier, when
she had first been summoned to the Lantern Palace to be Adijine's tame
white-coat. She had been slightly disgusted by the snooty opulence of the
place and its too-obviously perfect clientele then and felt no different now,
but she had a plan to execute.
She sat in the subtly lit boutique—a traumparlour by any other
name—sipping coffee over an antique onyx table.
'With what purpose in mind, might one ask?' asked the sales girl.
'Sex,' Gadfium told her.
'I see.' The shop assistant had called herself a sales executive and was
probably the daughter of some clan chief; this would be her societal
apprenticeship, Gadfium expected; the equivalent of one of the genuinely shitty
jobs young people from the lower orders were expected to take on before they
were allowed to enjoy themselves. The girl looked fashionably delicate
and stainlessly steely at the same time. She was dressed in red, wearing
what looked like a one-piece swim suit, large boots and wrist muffs. Her
skin glowed like polished chestnut, her body was flawless and her ice-blue eyes
looked out over cheekbones Gadfium fancied a chap might cut himself on.
'I'm too busy for a real affair,' Gadfium told her, 'and anyway the other
party is also Privileged and physically distant, so we want constructs made
which can have fun on our behalf and then download the rosy afterglow, or
whatever.' Gadfium smiled and slurped her coffee deliberately. The girl
winced, then smiled professionally and patted her tied-back black hair, held in
place by a red comb which—assuming the girl was Privileged—was
probably a receptor device.
'Madam does realise that there are potential recompatibility problems, over
time, with constructs made from Privileged persons.'
'Yes I do, especially with the kind of full-mind construct I'd like.
But I am decided, and that is what I want.'
'Full-mind constructs are particularly prone to developing independence and
becoming incompatible.'
'It only has to last a few weeks in crypt-time; a couple of months,
maximum.'
'The contiguity-expectancy may indeed be of that order,' the girl said,
looking troubled and recrossing her long legs with what Gadfium could only
think of as a flourish. 'Most people would not be happy with a self-construct
becoming independent over such a time-frame, especially in a romantic
context.'
Gadfium smiled. 'Most people aren't realists,' she said. She put her
coffee down. 'When can we do it?'
'Madam has the permission of her clan?' the girl asked, sounding
dubious.
'I'm seconded to the Palace; I think you'll find I have all necessary
authorisation.'
'There is also the question of… discretion,' the girl said, smiling
thinly. 'While of course not illegal, strictly speaking, the service madam is
requesting is not one it is generally thought best to publicise widely.
Madam would be requested to make an undertaking to the effect that she would
restrict knowledge of her acquisition strictly to those of her own standing
whom she is certain could have no objection to the process involved.'
'Discretion is the whole point of this,' Gadfium said. 'Only myself and the
other party would know.'
'The process will utilise the neuro-lattice which would normally only be
activated on madam's quietus. This is the device which- '
'Yes, I know what it does.'
'I see. There is some danger…'
'I'll risk it, dear.'
Another Gadfium woke, looking out through the eyes of the original.
This must be a bit how old Austermise feels, they both thought, and experienced
the other's thoughts as an echo.
The view was of a gently lit booth lined with curtains of intricate
design. She was in some reclined seat, her neck and head held firmly but
comfortably. There were two people standing looking down at her; a
serious-looking older woman in a white coat, and the young lady in red.
'Madam's very first memory, again?' the older woman said.
'Earlier I said it was the blue swing,' she said (and heard herself say it,
and thought: oh yes, the blue swing, but what about the—), 'but actually
I think it must have been the time when my father fell off his horse into the
river.' (—horse? Ah…)
The woman nodded. 'Thank you. Do you still wish your construct to be
released into crypt-time now?'
'Please,' Gadfium said, trying to nod but failing.
The woman in the white coat leant forward and reached out one hand to touch
something on the side of the unit restraining Gadfium's head.
The man slipped in through the curtains behind the two women as the older
woman's hand disappeared from Gadfium's field of view. He was tall, slim
and dressed conservatively in a light suit. His face did not look quite
right. He held something thick and black and curved in his hand.
Gadfium only recognised it as a gun when he brought it up towards her.
Gadfium felt her eyes widen and her mouth start to open. The girl in
the red swimsuit began to turn round. The man saw her turn towards him;
the gun moved quickly to one side so that it was no longer pointing at
Gadfium's face but at the girl. The man shot her first.
The noise was minimal; the girl's head jerked back and she fell instantly, a
delicate fountain of blood spraying up and back onto the tented ceiling.
Gadfium watched it all in real time
/and in crypt-time, as the older woman began to turn, her hand still
somewhere behind Gadfium's neck.
Gadfium felt her other self, the construct, drop away from her like a bomb
from a plane, producing an instant of vertigo as the girl hit the floor and the
man—his face too straight, too unmoving—turned the black tube
towards the woman in the white coat. The shot hit her in the temple,
whirling her round so that she pirouetted as she collapsed. More blood,
Gadfium felt, as she tried to move her head but still could not, still trapped,
still held, as though her neck and head had been fixed in concrete, bored
through and bolted with steel.
The man's face turned impassively to her and the gun came up. She beat
her feet on the reclined couch, brought her hands up to scrabble over the
surface of the helmet unit trapping her, feeling desperately for some release
mechanism.
He took a step forward and pointed the gun at her forehead.
/Quickened, she fell away from the scene in the traumparlour an instant
before the man shot the woman in the white coat.
Gadfium had visited the crypt many times, through receptor devices in
helmets, chairs and pillows; she was less adept than the average person in
navigating its complexities—the sort of natural ease that came with
immersion from childhood would never be hers—but she was no stranger to
the medium.
It took her new self only a few seconds of crypt-time to realise that she
was effectively free within the system, at least for now. Existing
initially within the traumparlour's grey-zone hardware she had not yet been
given an official crypt identity.
She checked the immediate surroundings for clues to why one woman had been
murdered, another was about to be and a third—herself—soon going to
be.
Everything seemed normal; no security blanket thrown over the local data
corpus, no obvious gaps in local traffic, no closed-off circuits.
Certainly the Palace crypt-space was supposed to be completely
unrestricted—once you were in, which was the hard bit—but she had
half expected to find some sort of crypt presence linked to the assassin.
Perhaps the Palace's private channels really were inviolable; perhaps that was
why simply sending in a man with a gun was considered the best way of dealing
with a problem. She wondered briefly why all this was being done, what
had triggered this ghastly, murderous act, but decided to leave investigating
that for later.
She looked into the hardware surrounding her head. You turned off the
restrainer field… well, just here… but she hesitated. Perhaps
she could save her base-reality self.
She glanced back through Gadfium's eyes. The view was still, like a
photograph. Running her own vision round the picture in Gadfium's mind
exposed both the weakness of the human sight system and its cleverness.
Looked at closely from inside with an independent ability to focus and
concentrate on different parts of the view, you could see the lack of
clarity and colour at the edges of vision; the view was grey and smeared
everywhere about the lucid central portion. And so slow! What
torture to watch somebody being killed and know your turn was next; the woman
in white was still turning, the gun in the man's hand still moving to point to
where her head would be in a moment's time…
She sucked herself away from the view. First she had to double-check
the headset release mechanism, then decide what her physical self ought to
do next, then work out the right moves to get her out of this situation,
then form it into a plan that could be dropped instantly into her base-reality
self's head and be acted upon without the slightest flicker of
hesitation… she had less than a second, real time; a couple of hours, in
here. It might be a close run thing…
The gun came up to point at the middle of her forehead. Gadfium
watched it, helpless.
Then it was as though the bomb she had felt dropping away from herself
earlier had somehow slammed straight back into the top of her head. Move!
Her head was free and suddenly there was a whole choreographed pattern
inside her head; a slotted-in four-dimensional sculpture in which all she had
to do was follow the tunnel-shape her body made through that sculpture.
The lights in the booth would go out now. They went out.
It was almost as though the pattern moved her body for her. She ducked
her head and flicked it to one side as the shot cracked into the head
unit. She levered herself forward with her elbows while drawing her right
leg back. She snapped it forward and up just here…
The impact was appreciably two-fold, as both the bones in the man's fore-arm
broke. She added to the momentum of her still swinging leg with a
two-handed push off the couch and landed already swivelling on the floor.
She punched upwards but the man hadn't reacted quite as she'd expected; cloth
brushed her fist as he fell away, a sudden soughing noise coming from his
mouth.
Something thudded into her head and for an instant she thought he had
clubbed her, but the blow was light and the thing that fell from her head and
bounced off her hip was the gun; she caught it on the floor.
The lights went on again. She turned the gun towards the man. He
was crouched entangled within some of the room curtains, holding his broken arm
and looking at her. Then his eyes rolled back in his head and he fell
over on his side.
She started over towards him.
'… Gadfium,' said a voice, whispering.
She turned and stared in horror at the white-coated woman on the
floor. Blood was still flowing from the dark hole in her temple; her eyes
stared straight up. Her jaw moved again, looking stiff and mechanical,
like a puppet's. 'Gadfium!' the voice croaked.
She spared the collapsed man a glance then went over to the woman, kneeling
so that she could still see the man crumpled in the corner.
'This one's still not quite dead,' said the voice. 'She's been crypted, but
she's still alive. It's me; you,' said the voice. 'Listen; he's
faking a faint; the man. He's faking it. You must kick or cosh him
in the head; now. Use the gun if you must, but if you want to avoid
killing him do it now.'
Gadfium felt she was going to faint. The room was spinning, or her
brain was. 'I can't,' she said to the woman, watching in horrified fascination
as the rich, dark red blood oozed slower and slower and the jaws and tongue
moved beneath the open, staring eyes.
'You must; now,' the soft voice said.
'But he might just have- '
'Too late,' sighed the voice.
The man was whirling round, bringing his good hand back. Gadfium
reached out with the gun and squeezed, closing her eyes. The gun
shuddered once in her hands.
When she opened her eyes again the man was sprawled face down in front of
her, a small thin knife still clutched in one hand.
She wasn't sure she'd hit him until the blood started to well blackly from
beneath his hidden face.
She dropped the gun, then started when the woman said, '… I'm losing
her. The girl's comb… quickly, Gad…'
She could not do it immediately. Gadfium sat against the
curtain-concealed wall of the room for a few minutes, shaking and staring at
the three bodies in the room, watching the blood flowing slowly across the
tiled floor.
When the blood from the fallen man reached the pool spilled from the woman
who'd spoken after her death, something broke within Gadfium, and she
cried.
She had not shed tears since she'd been a teenager.
Then she sniffed, wiped her nose and went to the girl in red. She
pulled the comb from the dead girl's tied-back hair. There were flecks of
blood on it. She ignored them and shoved the comb into her own hair at
the back of her head.
-… can you hear me? said her own voice.
'Yes,' Gadfium said, her voice trembling.
– Just think it, Gadfium; no need to vocalise.
– I can hear you. Are you me?
– I am. I'm the construct.
– You planned… all that?
– Yes. Are you all right?
– Oh, far from it. But what do I do now?
– Take the knife, its sheath, which is in his pocket, the gun and
any extra ammunition and equipment the man has, then leave the shop. If
you do exactly as I say I think I can get you out of there.
– Wait. Why was he trying to kill me?
– Because the conspiracy's been betrayed and you were about to
enter the crypt. Please; there isn't much time; hurry.
Gadfium went shakily back to the young man. She fought the urge to
vomit as she caught sight of her face reflected in the dark pool of
blood. She felt in the man's pockets.
– Is he from Security? she asked her crypt-self.
– Yes.
– How did they know?
– I told you, you were betrayed. I don't know by whom.
Gadfium stopped, her hand clasping the bullet magazine.
– Betrayed? What about the others?
– I don't know what's happened to them. I haven't dared to
try and contact them in case I'm being watched somehow and my movements are
being traced. Look, hurry up, will you?
– Betrayed. Gadfium stared at the intricate pattern on the
curtain in front of her. Betrayed.
– Yes; now please; you must hurry now. Take what you
can and leave. Turn left when you leave the shop.
– Betrayed, Gadfium thought, pocketing the knife, sheath, gun and
ammunition. Betrayed.
– Yes, yes, yes; betrayed. Now move!
3
Sessine was dressed in plain, utilitarian clothes and carried a light
rucksack across his shoulder. He stood on the last ridge of the hills,
where the land sloped away like some huge wave powering towards a beach.
The dusty plain extended before him, the colour of a lion; not featureless, but
almost so. Hints of hills lay upon the horizon, and patches of reflection
promised water that probably was not there. The trees behind him, above
him, made giant shushing noises.
The light came from every part of the sky, shining without a sun. The
sky was light blue to the glance, darker blue then purple on closer inspection,
and utterly black when stared at. On that blackness—just by willing
it into existence—a network of shining lines appeared, and what looked
like brightly coloured stars and fat planets shone beyond, in constellations
and patterns never seen from the real Earth. He knew what these meant
without having to think about it. He looked away, and the sky was light
blue again.
He stared at the broad expanse of tableland, and in an eyeblink the plateau
filled with a grid of tracks, roads and paths so densely packed and interlaced
they created their own solid surface, overwhelming the plain. The network
of trails and lines radiated away to the horizon, filling the view with
blurred, flickering movement; vast broad highways buzzed and glittered with
complex articulations travelling too quickly for any individual element to be
discerned, but creating a conglomerative impression of streamed solidity.
Elsewhere, on narrower routes, long trains of material flashed past, just
glimpsed, while an unseen myriad of paths specked and sparkled with solitary
packets of traffic.
In another blink, it was all gone again.
He turned to his other self.
'Well, here we are,' said the construct. 'The parting of the ways. You
remember all you need to remember?'
'How would I know if I didn't?'
'Hmm-hmm. What do you remember?'
'I am going into the wilderness,' he said, looking back at the plain.
'For sanctuary?'
'For sanctuary. And to seek and be sought. To provide a
container, a medium for whatever I find out there.'
'You will change.'
'I have already changed.'
'You will change forever, and may die.'
'I think you will find we have always lived with that knowledge; not all
our betterments have really changed such matters.'
'I hope I've given you all you may need.'
'So do I.' He looked the other man in the eye. 'And you, now?'
Alan turned and glanced back to where a distant mural tower was visible
through the swaying trees. 'I'll be back in there,' he said. 'Doing what I've
always done; watching. And waiting on your return; preparing.'
'Well, until then.' He offered his hand.
'Until then.'
They shook hands, both smiling self-consciously at the physicality of the
ritual, still germane even in this translation from base-reality.
The construct nodded out at the plain, where the ghost-image of furious
movement still seemed to linger.
'Sorry it will be so slow.'
'Slow is safe, in this.'
'Good luck.'
'And you.'
Then they each turned, and one headed back uphill on the path between the
trees, making for the vast cliff of wall towering beyond, while the other set
off down the slope towards the plain.
He walked out across the semi-desert. The paths here were so densely
packed there was indeed effectively one single surface. He watched dust
drift behind him on a soft breeze and wondered what aspect of the crypt's
nature it signified. He stopped and looked behind him, back to where the
foothills rose, sprinkled with trees. The fastness hung half-hazed in the
sky beyond.
His footprints lay in the dust, leading back to the ridge.
He looked around and saw other footprints scattered here and there in lines
that criss-crossed the plain. Above, the sky stayed blue, with no hint of
cloud. He walked on, and when he first saw a stretch of ground where flat
rocks lay like pages of stone upon the prairie, walked towards them and then
upon them, changing his direction a little to follow the outcrop. When
the rocks submerged beneath the dusty ground again he struck off in a different
direction again.
At the next group of rocks, he sat down and held one of his shoes out to one
side so that he could look at the sole. The sole was composed of simple
ridges running from side to side. He thought about it changing, and the
pattern changed to chevrons. He did the same with the other shoe, and
felt pleased that on this scale such changes could still be effected. He
hefted his rucksack, wondering what might be in it but knowing better than to
look. All that mattered—he could half recall being told—was
that there were useful objects within it.
He got up and continued walking.
A few times he heard the sand and rocks around him making a high-pitched
keening noise, and knew he was near one of the great data highways. He
would stop and stare and the highway would be there; a vast shining pipe on the
surface of the plain, roaring like a waterfall, charged with pulsing, flashing
movement and itself moving ponderously, writhing like an immense snake
stretching from horizon to horizon, sweeping from side to side in great loops
and waves and alternately raising its semi-fluid bulk up from the ground and
troughing it back down.
The first time he encountered one of these gigantic, shimmering pipes, he
sat and watched it. The accumulation of its sinuous movements gradually
took it away, then started it moving towards him again. He inspected the
surface of the plain, and saw where the ground had been scuffed clean by the
paths the highway had taken. It reminded him of a river delta, where
channels form, flood, silt and shift, and islands seem to move, shuffled across
the flood by the ever-weaving braid of waters.
He chose his spot and—more because he wanted to check that it was
possible than because he particularly wanted to proceed in that
direction—ducked beneath the arched under-surface of the highway as it
bowed over the sand and ran, doubled up, for the far side, the highway's great
bulk a roaring shadow above him.
It was done without mishap and he looked back at the tubular rush of the
highway with satisfaction.
He continued walking.
A breeze got up after a while and he was grateful for it though he was not
hot; the breeze was simply something different. He felt no hunger or
thirst and no fatigue; realising this he started to run, and after a while did
feel tired, and his breathing became laboured. He settled back to a
stroll and when he'd got his breath back he increased his speed to the pace
he'd been maintaining earlier.
Darkness waxed slowly.
When the light had quite gone from the sky he was able to see a ghostly grey
image of the ground in front of him, and walked on. He stared up at the
black sky and it filled with the network of lines and lights again. He
watched the grid shift and the constellations change, just for something to do,
knowing that somewhere inside himself he knew what this silently fabulous
display signified, and unworried that its import was not quite immediately
available to him, but lodged in some memorative backwater he knew he could
explore if he really needed to.
He stared at the plain and saw the great roads and tracks and highways
again, though they looked a little more dispersed than they had been
before.
Most of the time he just walked, head down, hardly thinking about
anything.
After a while he felt light-headed and thought he heard voices and saw
shapes that weren't there in any reality. He started to trip over rocks
or roots that were not there either, each time feeling like he was back in his
earlier, biological life, and was in bed, about to fall asleep, but had
suffered some involuntary spasm which had wrenched him back to
wakefulness. This happened again, and again and again.
He decided he needed to sleep after all. He found a hollow under a
rocky outcrop, put his rucksack beneath his head and fell asleep.
4
Translation
U no whot am goan 2 do if u doan tel me whot I wan 2 no, doan u? I sez
2 thi ole crow caged in ma talinz.
Am restin in ma big nest on thi fingir ov stoan lookin out ovir thi desirt,
sittin here qwite happily pullin out thi old grey-black crows fevvirs 1 by 1
wif ma free foot, hummin 2 maself & tryin 2 get sum sens out ov thi ole
bird.
I doan no nuffin! thi grey-black cro shouts. Yool pay 4 this, u peece
ov filf! Set me bak whare u fownd me imeedyitly & mibi we say no moar
about this—eerk!
(I scrunch his beek a bit wif 2 ov my talinz.)
Zhou schwine! he blubbers.
I dcide itz time 2 fix thi old fellir wif a serius stare, so I lower my
grate-beekd head doun 2 his levil & luke in thru thi talin-bars @ his litl
black beedi Is. He trys 2 luke away but I hold his hed roun lukin 2wards
me wif a talin & put my hed closer 2 him (tho not 2 cloas—Im not
stupid). Crows cant acthurely move ther Is very much & now he cooden
move his hed neethir. They'v got a thing cold a nicitatin membrane whot
they can flik over ther I & this old chap's nicitatin like mad tryin 2 blok
me out & if I wozen such a fine firm fleshd-out eggzampil ov a sirnurg he
mite blok me out (or evin takin me ovir if he woz tryin), but I am so he cooden
& I woz in thare.
I had dcided in my oan mind by this time that simurgs wer relatid 2
lammergeiers & as eny fule wil tel u lammergeiers r also nown as bone
crushers. So thi ole crow lukes in2 ma mind & seez whot I intend 2 do
& promtly shits himself.
I luke @ thi mess on ma fine razor-sharp talons & ma nicely decorated
nest & then luke @ him agen.
O f-f-fuk, he whimpirs. Zhorry about that. His voyce is
qwivirin. Ah wil tel u enyshink u wan 2 no; jhust doan do those shings 2
me.
Hmm, I sez, liftin him up a bit 2 luke poyntidly @ thi shit on ma
nest. Weel c.
Wot u wan 2 no? he shreeks. Jhust tel me! Whot u lookin 4?
I jab ma hed 2wards him. A ant, I tel him.
A wot?
U herd. But letz start wif thi lammergeiers.
Zhi lammergeiersh? Zhare gon.
Gon?
From zhe kript. Gon.
Gon whare?
Nobudi noaz! Zhey bin weerd & dishtint 4 a while & now zhey
juss aint aroun no moar. Itsh thi troof; check it out 4 yooself.
I wil, & b4 I let u go, so u betr b telin thi troof. Now
wot about this bleedin red-face fing goze gidibibidibigibi etc etc u get thi
idear, eh? Whots it when its @ hoam then?
Thi ole crow freeziz 4 a sekind, then he starts 2 shake & then
he—I can hardly bleev it—he lafs!
Wot? he shrieks, ol histerikil. U meen zhat shing bhind u, is that
whot u meen?
I shake my hed. What sorta bird u take me 4? I ask it, shakin it
up & doun so it rattlz like a dice ina cup. Eh? Eh? Juss
how stupid u fink I am? Do I look like a bleedin pidgin?
Gidibidibigidigibigi! screams a voyce bhind me.
(I feel ma Is go veri wide.)
I stair @ thi bedraggled blak crow trapt in thi talinz ov ma rite foot.
Anuthir time, I sez, & crush thi crow 2 thi size ov a frush.
I whirl roun & fro thi ded crow @ whare I hope thi orribil red hed fing
is, pushin maself off thi nest @ thi same time.
Gidibidibigidigibigi! thi skind hed shrieks, & thi old ded crow explodes
in2 flame & disappeers as it hits thi jaggd red hole ov thi thingz flayd
nose. Thi hed's bigr than it woz b4 & itz got wings ov its own now;
wings like thi wings ov a skind bat, ol wet & bludy & glistenin.
Fukr's biggr than I am & its teeth luke sharp as hel. I beat ma
wings, not turnin & flyin away but hoverin thare, starin @ it like its
starin @ me.
Gidibidibigidigibigi! it screams agen & then itz xpandin, rushin 2wards
me like its a planit bloatin, a sun xploadin. Am not fuled; I no its stil
thi size it woz reely & this is just a feynt. I glimpse thi reel
thing cumin strate @ me like a punch throan thru thi xplodin imidje.
This is ma nest. Thi hed's over thi edje ov it rite now.
I take 1 qwik flap cloaser & reach out wif a foot & slap down on a
hooj white-bleechd hunk ov timber; thi timber is most ov a tree-trunk & it
leevirs up in a xploashin ov smallir branchis & smaks strate in2 thi face
ov thi thing goan Gidibidi-urp!
Itz wings cloase involuntirly aroun thi tent ov branchis stikin up in front
ov it & it fols flappin 2 thi nest, ol tangled & shriekin & bouncin
& flappin & tearin its wingz & I juss no I shude get thi hel out
while thi goans good but col it instinkt, col it madnis, I jus Ѕ 2 attak.
I giv 1 moar flap 2 get a bit ov hite—noatisin that thi sky seems 2 b
gettin briter—then spred ma talins & start 2 drop 2wards thi orribil
hed fing.
Thi sky's gon very white & brite.
I cansil thi stoop & flap Ice more, hoverin ovir thi flappin screemin
entangled hed & lookin up @ thi sky; its gon dark agen, but itz startin 2
bulje sumwot.
O-o, I fink, & say my wake-up word 2 myself.
Ther r certin fings witch wil impose themselvs on u evin when u r in thi
depfs ov thi kript, & a xploashin is 1 ov them; Ither a very brite flash ov
lite or a shok wave & certinly boaf, witch is whot I woz gettin heer.
U doan Ѕ 2 wake up & if yoor in deep enuf u woant, yool juss xplain it away
2 yoourself evin if itz blowin u apart as u fink, but am not so daft.
Thi blast rols me ovir in ma room, bouncin me off a taut-strung wall &
flinging me bak in2 thi centir ov thi room agen.
I luke out thi doar thru smok & flames & c men cumin down ropes from
abuv thi big window in thi tower; a handful ov gies in wing-shutes r flyin in
thru thi windo, hedin 4 thi scaffoldin, shootin wif guns that send bolts ov
lite thru thi smoak. A slof fols flamin past thi doorway ov ma room,
makin a tearin, roarin noise as it fols & leavin a trail ov thik blak
smoak. Anuthir xploashin roks thi scaffoldin aroun me & thi wols
bulge. I c thi lite ov big flames shinin thru thi fabric wol 2 my
rite. Outside, thi gies in thi wing-shutes swing ther guns 2 1 side &
reech out 2 grab thi scafoldin as they thump in2 it; ther shutes fall away as
soon as they tutch.
I rol away 2 thi bak ov ma room & bite @ thi fabric juss abuv thi floar;
it holes & I hawl & pool @ it til it tares sum more then sqwirm out
thru & in2 relativ darknis.
Am bhind thi wols ov thi slofs' scafold structyir, swingin from poal 2 poal
like a munky, hedin downwirds. A hooj xploshin ov flame bursts out
overhed, showerin me wif flamin debree; I Ѕ 2 hang by 1 hand from a poal &
pat out flames on ma shirt. Thi debree fols on down, litein thi
way. Ther r qwite a lot ov flaims now, & gunfire.
Part ov ma mind is thinking, Blimey, can ol this reely b 4 me? & anuthir
part is thinkin, No, Bascule, doan b silly! But thi first bit is goan,
Then how cum ther's ol this vilence & stuf happenin aroun yures
truly? This aint a vilent sosiety; bags is pretti peesfil as a
rool. How cum ol this is happenin ol ov a suddin? O fuk; those poor
slofs woz juss tryin 2 b frendly & how do I repay them? I wunder how
fings Ѕ shakin out 4 Gaston & ole Hombetante. Then I figir mayb its
best if I try not 2 fink about that sorta fing; iss dun now.
Amazin thi survivil mekanisms u bild up in times like this.
Ahed ov me I can c thi curvd innir surfis ov thi wol ov thi towr, its
undressd stoan & ol blak & glistenin wif moystyir in thi lite ov
flames. A few last poals 2 go, regularly spaced.
Rite hand lef hand rite hand lef hand; am in a feevir or sumthin coz I fink;
juss thi time 2 kript 4 a sekind, & as I reach 4 thi next poal I fink,
rite, kript until u tutch this poal, & am thare, deliberitly not finking
about whare I am @ thi momint but swingin out in2 thi imeedyit locality
/only 2 find it isnt thare eny moar.
It's like ther's juss a grey fog ol aroun me; a metallic; growlin, hissin,
static-ish sorta fog. I can rufly remembir whare things wer from erlyer
but I doan wan 2 Ѕ 2 trust 2 memry that mutch. Then thi fog semes 2
collect aroun me & its like its not fog @ ol its made up not ov water but
ov metil filings, metil dust, sleetin in2 ma skin like asid, burrowing in2 ma
pores & it hurts & ma Is go wide & thi metil dust is sandpaperin ma
Is & makin me screem & as I opin my mouf its fillin it & nose wif
metil grit & am breevin it in & its fire, like breevin flame, fillin
me, roastin me from inside.
I flail out @ it, tryin 2 push it away & my hand tutches sumfink solid
& I remember that means sumfing & wif a struggil I wake up.
My hand clutches thi cold bar ov thi scaffold poal & I feel thi bref
whistel out ov me & I sneez & my Is watir & my skin itches
evrywhare & I juss manidje 2 grab thi last poal & then fump in2 thi
blak stone wol & stop thare, stil shakin & not feelin 2 good.
Thi floar is a cupil ov metirs lower down, coverd in rubish. Lukin up,
thi wol disappers in2 darknis. On ither side, it curvs away, blak &
barely visibil. Thi slofs' scafoldin structure fits raggedly agenst thi
wol, poals stuk restin on bits whare thi ruf stone juts out & thi grey
sakclof stuf flappin in thi breez. Thi channil I escaiped down rises like
a naro blak canyin abuv me. Flames burn in thi distins.
I try 2 remember thi layout ov thi place from thi start ov my kriptin
erlyer. Bleedin hel.
I shake my hed, then start leepin acros from poal 2 poal along thi side ov
thi ruf stoan wol. Shude b this way…
& so I go swingin off thru thi dark space behind thi wols ov thi place
whare thi slofs hang out, or @ leest did until theez gies—wif thi guns
& parashoots & stuf cairn collin.
Am a rat bhind thi bleedin wols, I fink, skurryin abuv thi rubish lookin 4 a
hole 2 disapeer down.
O deer Bascule I think 2 myself, not 4 thi furst time & Ive a orribil
feelin not 4 thi last time neethir. O deer o deer o deer.
SEVEN
1
They descended through the tower by lift and went through broad, softly lit
tunnels lined with pictures to a place where there were lots of trains and
people and pillars which held the roof up.
Asura asked many questions about the lift and the station and the trains and
the castle. The tall lady did her best to answer them. They went to
the very end of one train and got on it. They had the carriage to
themselves. It had lots of big seats and couches. They sat at a
round wooden table; the woman who had introduced herself as Ucubulaire sat
beside her and the man called Lunce sat across from them.
'What's that in your hair?' the woman said, when they were seated, and
reached one hand—covered in the blue-net glove—up behind her
head.
'What?' Asura asked. Then the blue glove touched the back of her head
and there was a strange buzzing noise.
Darkness.
She lived in a tall tower in the forest. The tower had one large room
at the top where she lived. The room had a stone floor with no holes in
it; the walls had some small windows, and one door which led out onto a balcony
which went all around the tower. The very top of the tower was made from
a big cone of dark slates, like some huge hat.
She woke each day and went to wash her face. She washed from a bowl on
a stout wooden wash-stand. Beside the bowl was a pitcher which was always
full of water every morning. Several times she had tried to stay up to
see how it got refilled every night but although she had been sure she'd stayed
awake each time she never found out. Once she had sat up with her hand in
the empty pitcher, pinching herself every now and again to stay awake, but she
must have fallen asleep because she woke with a start to find her hand
submerged in water. Another night she turned the pitcher upside down and
slept beside it, but all that happened was that no water appeared in it that
night and she went thirsty the next day.
There was a bread box on another table, and every morning there was a fresh
loaf in it.
Each day she would use the pot under the bed and cover it with a cloth and
each morning it would be empty and clean.
There was a beaten-metal mirror on the wash-stand. She had light brown
skin and dark brown eyes and hair. She was dressed in a light brown shift
that never seemed to get particularly dirty, or any cleaner. She looked
at her reflection for a long time sometimes, thinking that once she had looked
different, and trying to remember what she had looked like, and who she had
been, and what had brought her here. But her reflection didn't appear to
know any more than she did.
As well as the bed, the wash-stand table and the table with the bread box in
it, the room contained another small table with two chairs set at it, a couch
with some cushions, a square carpet with a geometrical pattern, and one
wooden-framed painting on the wall. The painting was of a beautiful
garden filled with tall trees; at the centre of the picture was a small white
stone rotunda set on a grassy hillside above a shallow valley where a stream
sparkled.
After she had washed and dried her face she would walk round the balcony a
hundred times one way and then a hundred times the other way, occasionally
looking out at the forest.
The tower stood in a roughly circular clearing about a stone's throw
across. The tower was a little higher than the trees, which were
broad-leaved. Sometimes she saw birds flying in the distance, but they
never came close. The weather was always good; clear and breezy and
warm. The sky was never free from clouds, but never covered by them
either. It was a little colder at night.
There was no lamp in the circular room and the only light at night came from
the stars or the moon, which waxed and waned in the usual manner. She
remembered that women had a body-cycle associated with the moon, but waited in
vain for its appearance.
On the very darkest nights, it rained sometimes. Once she had become
familiar with the room in the darkness she began to get up and slip off her
shift and go out onto the balcony into the pelting chill of the rain, standing
naked under it, shivering. The rain felt good on her skin.
She watched the stars on clear nights, and noted where the sun came up and
set each day. The stars appeared to revolve overhead but did not change
otherwise, and there was no terrible dark stain across the face of the
night.
The sun rose and set in the same place every day, as did the moon, despite
its changing phases.
She used her thumb nail to make little grooves on the wooden foot board at
the end of her bed, counting the days; those did not disappear overnight.
She still recorded each day, but after the first thirty or so she had decided
to count the moons instead, keeping the number in her head. She vaguely
recalled that each moon was a month, and so knew that she had been here for six
months so far.
She spent a lot of time just looking out at the forest, watching the shadows
of the clouds moving over the tops of the trees. In the room, she busied
herself by rearranging things, altering the position of the pieces of
furniture, tidying them, cleaning things, counting things, and—after a
month of doing this—by making up stories set in the garden in the
painting on the wall, or in the landscape she conjured into being amongst the
folds of her bedclothes, or in a maze-city she imagined within the geometric
design of the carpet.
She traced the shapes of letters on the wall and knew she could write things
down if only she had something to write with, but she could not find anything;
she thought of using her own night soil but that seemed dirty and anyway might
disappear overnight, the way it did from the pot under the bed; her own blood
might work but that seemed overly desperate. She just remembered the
stories instead.
She made up different people to populate her stories; at first they all
involved her but later it amused her to make stories up in which she either
played only a small part, or even no part at all. The people were based
on the things in the room: there was a fat jolly man like the water pitcher,
his broad-hipped wife who was like the bowl, their two plump daughters like the
legs of the wash-stand, a beautiful but vain lady like the beaten-metal mirror,
a pair of skinny men like the two chairs at the small table, a slim, languorous
lady like the couch, a dark, skinny boy like the carpet, a rich man with a
pointed hat who was the tower itself…
Gradually, though, the handsome young prince began to figure in most of her
stories.
The prince came to the tower once every month. He was handsome and he
would come riding out of the forest on a great dark horse. The horse was
splendidly caparisoned; its bridle shone like gold. The young prince was
dressed in white, purple and gold. He wore a long thin hat set with
fabulous feathers. He had black hair and a trim beard and even from that
distance she could tell that his eyes sparkled. He would take off his
hat, make a sweeping bow, and then stand holding the reins of the great dark
horse and shout up to her:
'Asura! Asura! I've come to rescue you! Let me in!'
The first time, she had seen him riding out of the forest and hidden down
behind the balcony's stone parapet. She'd heard him shouting up to her
and she'd scuttled away back inside the room and closed the door and burrowed
under the bedclothes. After a while she'd crept outside again and
listened, but heard only the sighing of the wind in the trees. She'd
peeped over the balustrade and the prince had gone.
The second time, she'd watched him but hadn't said anything. He'd
stood calling up to her to let him in and she'd stood, frowning, looking down
at him but not replying.
He'd left his horse tied to a tree; it had grazed the nearby grass while
he'd sat with his back to another tree and eaten a lunch of cheese, apples and
wine. She'd watched him eat, her mouth watering as he'd crunched into an
apple. He'd waved up to her.
Later, he'd called to her again but still she hadn't replied. It had
started to get dark and he'd ridden away.
The third time he'd appeared she'd hidden once more. He'd stood
shouting for a time, then she'd heard something metallic strike the stonework
outside on the balcony. She'd crept to the door and looked out; a
three-hooked piece of metal on the end of a rope had come sailing over the
balustrade and clunked down onto the balcony's flagstones. It had scraped
across the stones and up the wall with a rasping noise, then disappeared over
the edge of the parapet. She'd heard a distant thud a few seconds
later.
It had reappeared a little while later, hitting the balcony stones with a
clang and leaving a mark there. Again, it had been hauled up the wall in
vain; it was as though the balustrade had been designed to offer nowhere such a
hook could find purchase. It had disappeared again and she'd heard the
distant thud as it hit the ground far below. She'd stared in horror at
the mark it had left on the flagstones.
On the fourth occasion the prince had arrived at the foot of the tower and
again called out, 'Asura! Asura! Let me in!' she had already
decided she would reply this time.
'Who are you?' she'd shouted to him.
'She speaks!' he'd laughed, a huge smile brightening his face. 'Why, what
joy!' He'd stepped closer to the tower. 'I'm your prince, Asura! I've
come to rescue you!'
'What from?'
'Why,' he'd said, laughing, 'this tower!'
She'd looked back at the room, then down at the stones of the balcony.
'Why?' she'd said.
'Why!' he'd repeated, looking puzzled. 'Princess Asura, what do you
mean? You cannot enjoy being imprisoned!'
She'd frowned deeply. 'Am I really a princess?'
'Of course!'
She'd shaken her head and run back to her bed in tears, burrowing under the
bedclothes again and ignoring the distant sound of his cries until it had grown
dark and she'd fallen into a troubled sleep.
The next time he'd come she had hidden again, closing the door to the
balcony and sitting on the couch singing to herself while she'd stared at the
picture on the wall, softly singing a story about a prince coming to the white
stone rotunda in the beautiful garden and leading the princess away to go with
him and be his bride and live in the great castle in the hills.
It had grown dark before she'd finished the story.
She washed her face in the bowl and dried herself on the towel. She
went outside for her walk round the balcony. A flock of birds flew over
the forest, far in the distance. The weather was as it always was.
She stopped in the shade of the tower's roof, looking out at the shadow the
tower cast, swinging imperceptibly over the canopy of forest as though together
they formed some huge sundial. She was sure the prince would come
today.
The prince arrived just before noon, riding out of the woods on his
magnificent horse. He took off his hat and bowed deeply.
'Princess Asura!' he called. 'I have come to rescue you! Please let me
in!'
'I can't!' she shouted.
'Have you no ladder? No rope? Can you not let down your hair?'
he asked, laughing.
Her hair? What was he talking about? 'No,' she told him. 'I have none
of those things. I have no way down.'
'Then I shall have to come up to you.'
He went to his horse and took a great slack bundle of rope from a
saddle-bag. Attached to one end of the rope was the three-hooked metal
thing he'd tried to scale the tower with earlier. 'I'll throw this up to you,'
he shouted. 'You must tie it to something securely. Then I'll climb up to
you.'
'What then?' she shouted, as he readied the rope.
'What?'
'Well, then we'll both be up here; what will we do then?'
'Why, then we'll make a sling for you; a sort of seat on the end of the
rope. I'll lower you down to the ground and climb down after you.
Don't you worry about that, my princess; just make sure this is tied firmly to
something that won't move.'
He started to swing the hook round and round beside him.
'Wait!' she called.
'What?' he asked, letting the rope down.
'Have you an apple? I would like an apple.'
He laughed. 'Of course! Coming right up!'
He went to his saddle-bags and found a bright red shiny apple. 'Catch!' he
shouted, and threw it up towards her.
She caught the apple and he started to swing the hook round and round
again.
She looked at the apple; it was the brightest, reddest, shiniest apple she
had ever seen.
She held it up to her ear.
'Better stand back, my dear!' the prince shouted from below. 'Don't want to
hit you on the head, do we?'
She stood in the doorway, holding the apple to her ear.
There was a tiny, furtive, squirming, liquid, burrowing, writhing noise from
inside it. She walked quickly round the balcony until she was on the far
side of the tower from the prince and threw the apple with all her might far
into the forest. She heard a distant clang as the grappling iron hit the
flagstones.
She ran round and looked over the parapet.
'All right, my princess?'
'Yes! I'll tie it to the bed!' she shouted to the prince. 'Wait a
moment!'
She took the grappling iron inside the room, pulled in some more rope and
then untied the hooks from the rope. She left the grappling iron on the
floor and then passed the end of the rope twice round one of the bed's
arm-thick wooden legs, pulling on the rope to test the friction, then giving
the rope another turn round the leg and testing again before walking back out
to the parapet, hauling the rope after her and wrapping it once round her waist
and a couple of times round her hand.
'Ready!' she called down. She pulled on the rope as the prince
tugged.
'Well done, my princess!' he shouted. He began to climb. She
kept tension on the rope while looking over the parapet and watching the prince
climb.
When he was about two metres below the level of the parapet floor, she
jerked her hand holding the rope; the prince cried out and clamped himself to
the rope and looked anxiously up.
'My love!' he called. 'The rope! It might be coming loose! Make
sure it's fast!'
'Stop where you are,' she told him, and raised the loose end of the rope
above the parapet to show him she held it. 'The rope will stay firm as long as
I let it.'
'What? But-!'
'Who are you?' she asked him. This close, she could see his short,
jet-black hair, his firm, square jaw, his tanned, flawless skin and his blue,
sparkling eyes.
'I'm your prince!' he cried. 'Come to rescue you. Please! My
love…' He started to climb again and she let an arm's length more rope
out with a jerk. The prince bounced on the rope and almost fell
off. He grabbed it tightly again and glanced fearfully down at the
ground, then looked back to her. 'Asura! What are you doing? Let me
up!'
'Who are you?' she repeated. 'Tell me or you drop.'
'Your prince! I'm your prince, your rescuer!'
'What is your name?' she asked, slowly letting out a little more rope.
'Roland! Roland of Aquitaine!'
'Why does the water jug fill itself up every night, Roland of
Aquitaine? Why does the moon change but not the season? Why do the
birds never approach the tower?'
'A spell! All these things arise from a spell put on you by a wicked
wizard! Please; Princess Asura; I'm not sure how much longer I can hold
on; let me up!'
'And why was the apple you threw me poisoned?'
'It wasn't!'
'It was.'
'Then it must be the spell! The spell the wizard put on you,
Asura! Please; I'm going to fall!'
'What wizard is this?' she asked.
'I don't know!' the prince cried. She could see his hands and arms
quivering as he gripped the rope. 'Merlin!' he said. 'That was his name!
I remembered. Merlin! Now, my love; please; I must come up or I'll
fall. Please…' he said, and his gaze fixed upon her, beseeching and
beautiful and tender.
She shook her head.
'You are not real,' she told him, and let the rope go.
The rope flicked across the balcony and into the room as the prince fell
screaming towards the ground. She stepped back to let the end of the rope
whip past her and plummet to the ground.
The prince hit with a terrible thud. She looked over the
parapet. He lay, still and broken-looking on the grass at the foot of the
tower; the rope fell loosely about and on top of him.
She picked up the grappling iron and dropped that on him for good measure;
it missed his head and whacked into his back, bouncing off across the
ground.
She looked up at the sky and said, 'Not that way, either.'
Darkness.
The young Cryptographer rose up from the couch, stretching as she rubbed her
back. 'Ouch,' she said. She was small and dark and wore a disposable
one-piece suit. She rubbed her eyes with her knuckles as she swung her
legs off the couch and sat there for a moment. Then she looked over at
the two Security people who'd brought the girl in. She shook her
head.
'Your woman's fucking impregnable,' she told them.
The tall woman looked at the square-built man she'd called Lunce. The
three were in a bland but comfortable staff suite in the minus-one
cistern-level Security complex, deep beneath the fastness. The girl
they'd called Asura was being held in a cell within the building's
basement.
'Nobody's impregnable,' the woman with the blue gloves said.
'Nobody's indestructible,' the girl corrected her, getting up from the
couch. 'But some people are impregnable.' She went across to the curtains and
drew them open. She was still rubbing her back, and stretching. She
looked out at the light-strewn darkness. A ship moved in the distance,
lights glittering on the black waters at the end of the Ocean Tunnel. The
port was a multi-strand necklace in the distance.
She gave a half-laugh as she rubbed her back. 'What a bitch!' she muttered,
but sounded almost admiring.
'You're saying you can't get through to her?' the man said.
'Right,' the girl said. She looked back at them. 'I've tried all the
obvious scenarios and I've tried a few pretty obscure ones, too.' She shrugged,
looking away. 'She's wise to all of them. That last one—the
princess in the tower: fairy story, legend; but it was like she'd never heard
of it before, just accepted it on her own terms. And so
suspicious! There was nothing nasty in the apple; it was a nice
crunchy, scrumptious little piece of code; tasty and nutritious, dammit.
If there was anything ulterior about it, it might have distracted her a bit
while I climbed up, though what the hell… but she imagined the worm or
the maggot or whatever in it; just threw it away.' The girl shook her
head again, first at her reflection, then, turning, at the two Security people.
'You can keep trying, but you won't get anywhere; she's even learning as
she goes along, she's remembering. Fuck knows how.'
'Clearly you don't, anyway,' the man said. The woman looked at him
sharply.
The girl laughed. 'Perhaps you'd like to try, Mr Lunce?' She shook her head.
'That… ingйnue you brought in could skin you alive in there, if
she wanted. She's a natural. There's nothing you can give her she
won't work out and exploit. You can destroy her—you can wake her up
and start torturing her if you like—but it'd be strictly for your own
enjoyment. Don't kid yourself you'd have any chance of getting at her
core; that'll stay hidden until it's triggered. Strip her brain molecule
by molecule and you still won't find out what was in there. I'd stake my
life it'll destruct.' She snorted. 'Well, I'd stake your life on it.'
'But she is the asura?' the woman with the blue gloves asked.
'She's an asura,' the girl said, sitting back on the window sill.
'But frankly if she is this rogue piece of chaos come to infect all our
precious higher functions, announcing she is an asura—using it as a
name—is a pretty strange way of going about it.'
'A decoy, then?' the woman asked, looking troubled.
'Or an incredibly confident double-bluff.'
The woman nodded, looking away. 'Well, we have her now,' she said, as if to
herself.
'Indeed you do,' the girl said, yawning. 'And, thankfully, she's your
problem. I'm just a hired hand and I've done all I'm going to do. I
need some sleep.' She pushed away from the window. 'Probably have nightmares
about that vicious little bitch,' she muttered, heading for the door.
'Well, pity you failed. Thank you for your help,' the man said,
sounding bored. 'We'll expect a full report; it may help your successors.
Let's hope their approach is a little less negative than yours was.'
The girl stopped in front of him. She looked up at him and smiled
broadly. 'Honey, you'll get your report,' she told him, 'but I'm the best there
is. You're on to the proxime accesserunt after me and if you
persist with them your new toy down there might start getting annoyed and
really chew one of them up.' She tapped the man on his chest. 'Don't say
you weren't warned, big boy.' She turned to the woman with the blue gloves.
'Charming working with you. Let me know how you get on.'
She left.
The other two exchanged looks.
'You know what I think? I think we should kill her.'
'No one cares what you think. Contact the next one on the list.'
'Oh, yes, ma'am.'
2
Gadfium left the traumparlour. The door clunked shut and she heard
bolts snick home, locking it.
– Left.
She turned left and started walking.
– Hurry.
She walked faster.
Gadfium couldn't stop shaking. It was so bad it was affecting her
eyesight and she could not believe other people weren't able to see her
quivering from fifty or more metres away.
– You're breathing too quickly and too shallowly. Calm
down. Take longer, deeper breaths.
– Am I this bossy with other people? she asked, taking a long,
deep breath.
– Yes, you are. Turn right, here; take the lift.
It'll arrive in twelve seconds.
– Where are you taking me?
– Away from here; out of the Palace.
– After that?
– Don't ask.
– Oh, grief! I'm too old to be on the lam.
– No you're not. You're only too old when you're dead, and
you aren't that either, not yet.
– Yet. Oh, thanks.
– Here's the lift. Ignore the display; I've told it where
to go.
– Oh, grief!
– Will you calm down? And wipe your eyes; I can hardly see
when I look out of them.
She wiped her eyes while the lift zoomed. They were heading for the
ceiling level.
—I know; I'm already dead, there is a hell and you're my
punishment.
—Stop gibbering. I'm your guardian angel, Gadfium.
The elevator stopped at a luxuriously appointed tube station.
– Straight ahead. And try to look arrogant, and cruel, like
nobody'd better interfere with you. We're taking a Security service
carriage.
– Oh, grief!
– Head up ! Arrogant! Cruel!
– If I get out of this I swear I'll never order anybody about
ever again.
– Arrogant! Cruel!
She marched to the carriage with her nose in the air and a sneer on her
lips, passing between potted palms standing on gleaming marble beneath a
ceiling of polished hardwood. She sensed a few other people around but
nobody challenged her. The carriage opened its doors, she stepped aboard
and it rolled away immediately, through some points, across other tracks and
into a tunnel where it accelerated quickly. She sat down on a leather
couch, shaking again.
– We're out of the Palace.
Gadfium put her head between her knees.
– I feel faint.
– Yes, you do, don't you?
– That was awful, awful, awful.
– You did fine.
– I meant in the shop; those women. The man.
– Oh. Of course. I'm sorry. But you didn't have
to watch it in slow motion.
– I suppose it was a long time ago, for you.
– Quite. I've been through the process.
Gadfium straightened. She sniffed and took the gun, ammunition and
knife out of her pockets, holding them in shaking hands. The gun was a
long, thick black flexible tube. It was weighty; it felt like metal
covered by some tough, almost sticky foam. It straightened into a cosh or
curved into a comfortable hand-gun shape with a finger-sculpted grip, depending
on how she held it.
– Here; allow me.
Her hands and fingers moved without her willing them to; she stopped them
without difficulty, making them pause poised above the gun, then let her other
self—a sighing, finger-tapping presence somewhere at the back of her
mind—control her again.
– It has a homing mechanism built in but I've switched it off,
the construct said as she used Gadfium's fingers to click the gun open, put
some of the fresh ammunition in, closed the stock again, checked the weapon's
action, briefly switched on a laser-dot sight, then gave her back control.
– I very much doubt I can use this again, Gadfium told her other
self, before repocketing the gun.
– So do I.
– Perhaps I ought to throw it away.
– Don't be silly. You only throw away weapons when they
might get you into trouble.
– You don't say.
– And you're already in deep trouble. So deep it can't get
any deeper.
– Wow. It's a good job you're here to keep my spirits
up.
– Keep the gun, Gadfium.
– What about this knife? she asked, taking it from her
pocket. It was flat; the blade was as long and broad as two of her
fingers. It was wickedly sharp; slots in the centre of the flat of the
blade guided it into the hard plastic sheath, keeping the edges away from the
sides.
– Keep that, too.
Gadfium shook her head as she slid the knife back into its sheath and
carefully put it in her pocket.
– I don't suppose you can tell me any more about what's going on,
can you? she asked.
– Still investigating. Though I think I may now know who
betrayed you.
-Who?
-… I'm not yet certain. Let me check.
– Oh, check away, Gadfium thought, and sat back, sighing.
She held her hands up. They had almost stopped shaking.
The carriage hurtled through the tunnels, swaying and rattling as it took
turns and crossed points. Lights flashed sporadically through the shaded
windows. Air whistled.
– Where are you taking me?
– I suppose it can't do any harm to tell you now, her other self
said crisply. The carriage started to slow down. —You'll be
getting on one of Security's secret intramural microclifters very soon and
descending four levels. You're going to the castle core, Gadfium; the
deep dark inner rooms.
– Oh, grief! Where the outlaws are?
– That's right. The carriage drew to a halt and the nearest
door hissed open to darkness; a wave of cold, damp-smelling air flowed in over
Gadfium.—Where the outlaws are.
3
Sessine wandered the face of the world beyond Serehfa, journeying through
its version of Xtremadur to the distant Uitland, travelling across its prairies
and plains and deserts and lakes of salt, through its rolling hills, broad
valleys and narrow ravines, between its tall mountains and its rolling rivers
and its dark seas, amongst its scrub, grassland, forests and jungles.
He soon grew used to the perverse negativity of this world, where the empty
aridity of the semi-desert indicated the greatest richness and intensity of
transmitted knowledge, which yet remained untappable, and where the seeming
fecundity of the jungle's congested greenery betokened impassible lifelessness,
and yet radiated a kind of barren beauty.
Cliffs and mountains indicated buried fastnesses of storage and computation,
rivers and seas embodied unsorted masses of chaotic but relatively harmless
information, while volcanoes represented mortal danger welling from the
explosively corrosive depths of the virus-infested corpus.
The wind was the half-random machine-code shiftings symbolic of the
movement of languages and programs within the geographical image of the
operating system, while the rain was raw data, filtering through, slowed, from
base-reality, and as meaningless as static. The grid of lights available
in the sky was simply another representation of the Cryptosphere, like the
landscape visible around him, but mapped on a smaller scale.
The optionally visible highways, roads, trails and paths which criss-crossed
the countryside were the information channels for the whole of the uncorrupted
crypt. Data within them moved at close to the speed of light, which meant
that viewed within the context of crypt-time their traffic appeared to move at
supersonic speeds. Sometimes he stood near the great coiling highways,
listening, rapt, to their eerie, hypnotic songs and staring intently at their
gargantuan writhings as though trying through concentration alone to divine the
meaning of their cargoes, and always failing.
The first time he saw somebody else he felt a mixture of emotions; fear,
joy, expectation and a kind of disappointment that this wilderness was not his
alone. He saw a light in the distance across the rocky plain he was
crossing, and went, cautiously, to investigate.
An old woman sat alone, staring into a small fire. He had found no
need for or way of making fire. She sensed him watching her and called
out to him.
He kept his rucksack open and held in front of him and went to join her at
the fire. He gave a small bow from a few metres away, uncertain what
protocols might apply. She nodded; he sat a quarter-way around the fire
from her.
She wore her white hair in a bun and was dressed in loose, dark
clothes. Her face was deeply lined. She was sitting back against a
small pack.
'You're new here?' she asked. Her voice was deep but soft.
'Forty days or so,' he told her. 'And you?'
She smiled at the fire. 'A little longer.' She looked quizzically at him.
'So, am I your Friday?'
He frowned. 'I beg your pardon?'
'Robinson Crusoe; a story. He believes he is alone on his desert
island until he sees another's footprint, on the day called Friday. When
he meets the other man he calls him Friday. We call the first person a
new arrival meets their Friday.' She shrugged. 'Just a tradition. Silly,
really.'
'Then you are, yes,' he told her.
She nodded as though to herself and said, 'Another tradition—and I
think it a good one—has it that a Friday answers any questions a newcomer
may have.'
He looked into her old, dark eyes.
'I have many questions,' he said. 'Probably more than I know.'
'That is not uncommon. First, though, may I ask what brings you
here?'
He turned his hands palm up. 'Oh, just the passing of events.'
She nodded and looked understanding, but he felt he might have been
rude. He added; 'I made enemies in the other world, and was brought near
to extinction. A friend—a Virgil to my Dante, if you will—led
me away from that to whatever sanctuary this represents.'
'Dante, not Orpheus, then?' she asked, smiling.
He gave a modest laugh. 'Ma'am, I am neither poet nor musician, and I don't
believe I ever quite found my Eurydice, so was unable to lose her.'
She chuckled, suddenly childlike. 'Well then,' she said, 'what can I tell
you?'
'Oh, let's just talk, shall we? Perhaps I'll find out anything I need
to know in the course of our conversation.'
'Why not?' she nodded. She sat up a little. 'I shan't ask your name,
sir; our old names can be dangerous and I doubt you have settled on a new one
yet. My name here is Procopia. You are not tired?'
'I am not,' he said.
'Then I shall tell you my story. I am here because of a lost love, as
are not a few of us here…'
She told him a little of her life before she came to be incrypted, much of
the particular circumstances which led to her being in this level of the crypt,
and all she thought relevant of what she had learnt since she had been
here.
He talked a little in return, and she seemed content.
Mostly, though, he listened, and as he did so, learnt. He decided he
liked the woman; it was very late when they bade each other goodnight and fell
asleep.
He dreamt of a far castle, sweet music and a long-lost love.
In the morning when he awoke she was packed and about to depart.
'I must go,' she said. 'I had thought of offering my services as a guide,
but I think you may have some point to your wanderings, and I might impose too
much of my own course on yours.'
Then you are doubly kind, and wise,' he said, rising and dusting himself
down. She held out her hand, and he shook it.
'I hope we meet again, sir.'
'So do I. Travel safely.'
'And you. Fare well.'
Gradually he started to meet more travellers. He discovered, as
Procopia had told him, that these fellow wanderers of the mirror-world, human
and chimeric, were either exiles like him—some through choice, some
through coercion—or those who were really no more than illicit tourists;
adventurers come to sample the strangeness of this anomalous paradigm of
base-reality.
A kind of subsidiary ecology had arisen within the fractured human community
he made occasional contact with; there were those who preyed upon other
wanderers—taking on the form of animals in some cases, but not
all—and those who seemed to exist only to mate with others, merging from
the time of their coupling to become an individual incorporating aspects of
both the former lovers, usually still imbued with whatever hunger had driven
them to fuse in the first place, and so seeking further unions.
Most of the people he met wanted only to absorb his story and exchange no
more than information; he declined to reveal who he had once been but was happy
to share what he knew of this level of the crypt. He was neither
surprised nor disappointed when he realised he appeared to have lost all
interest in sex.
He discovered that his rucksack contained three things: a sword, a cape and
a book. The sword had a coiled metal blade which extended up to two
metres and was not particularly sharp but which produced an electric charge
which could stun the largest chimeric—or, at least, the largest which had
ever attacked him. He thought of the cape as his chameleon coat; it took
on the appearance of whatever his environment was at the time and appeared to
offer almost perfect concealment. In its own way, it was more effective
than the sword.
The book was like the one he'd found in the room in Oubliette; it was every
book. Opening the back cover let the book function as a journal; words
appeared on the page when he spoke. He made entries in the journal every
few days and kept a note of each day that passed even when he didn't record
anything more about it. He read a lot, at first.
The landscape of the crypt was littered with monuments, buildings and other
structures, most of them well away from the shifting sum-paths of the great
data highways and many of them of indefinable design. It was here, in
these singular follies, usually in the evening after a long day's travel, that
he tended to meet and converse with others; men, women, androgynes and
chimerics. He never saw anyone who even looked like a child. They
were rare enough in base-reality, but quite absent here.
He found, as his time in the crypt extended, that his dreams attained a
vividity that sometimes made them seem more real than his waking hours.
In those oneiric passages, when he felt that he sank beneath the surface of the
land and entered a deeper underworld, he played the hero, often as not, in a
landscape filled with people, cities, commotion and event: he was a dashing
captain thrust by circumstance to unsought glory and fame, a poet prince
compelled to take up arms, a philosopher king forced to defend his realm.
He commanded a squadron of cavalry, of ships, of tanks, of aircraft, of
spacecraft; he wielded clubs, swords, pistols, lasers; he climbed to surprise
an enemy cave, besieged walled cities, charged across river shallows to fall
upon a vulnerable flank, planned the mining of lines zig-zagging across the
swell of countryside, rode the leading missile-carrier to the smoking rubble of
rail-heads, threaded a corkscrew course between black bursting clouds towards
enemy capitals, slid unseen through the folds of sable space to wheel against
unwarned convoys lumbering between the stars.
Gradually though, as if some part of him—the realist, the cynic, the
ironist—could not accept the improbable serial triumphs of his
exhausting martial adventures, the furniture of each of these aspirant dreams
began to include the Encroachment, and in the midst of the bright clamour of
some clash upon a dusty plain, he would find himself looking up above the
joined havoc of the contesting armies to see the moon in a cloudless sky, whole
face half dimmed by some fearful agent beyond precedent; or on some night
mission, below radar across the darkened enemy coast, he would look up to see
the stars had disappeared from half the sky; or, sling-shotting through the
well of a gas-giant, the planet's ringed bulk would fall away to reveal no
welcoming spatter of familiar constellations, but a dark void, glowing beyond
sight with the inflamed exhalations of long-drowned stars.
Increasingly, he woke from such dreams with a sense of gnawing frustration
and abject failure no amount of subsequent rationalisation could assuage.
'Let me see, let me see,' the woman said. She looked perhaps ten years
younger than he, though she sported an unflatteringly tonsured scalp and had no
eyebrows. Black-clad, she sat in the centre of a circle of seven
travellers, on a bare floor in a bare room in a large, square-planned house
which stood, stark and alone, on a dark plateau.
He sat a little way off with his back to a wall where earlier callers had
left strange curlicued designs and patterns carved into the plaster.
Light came from a bulb hanging above the centre of the group. He had been
reading while the others had told their own stories, taking turns in the centre
of the circle.
It was the seven thousand, two hundred and thirty-fifth day of his time
within the crypt. He had been here for nearly twenty years.
Outside, in base-reality, somewhat more than seventeen hours had passed.
'Let me see,' the woman in the centre of the circle said again, tapping her
finger on her lips. She had completed her own tale and was supposed to
choose the next story-teller. He had been half listening while he'd read,
finding this group's compended histories more absorbing than most. 'You, sir,'
the woman said, raising her voice, and he knew she was addressing him.
He looked up. The others were turned towards him.
'Yes?' he asked.
'Will you tell us your story?' the woman asked.
'I think not. Forgive me.' He smiled a little then went back to his
book.
'Sir, please,' she said, pleasantly enough. 'We would count ourselves
fortunate if you'd join our group. Will you not share your wisdom with
us?'
'I have no wisdom,' he told her.
'Your experiences, then?'
'They have been trivial, uninteresting, and full of error.'
'So you protest,' she said evenly. She looked at one of the others in
the circle. 'Great souls suffer in silence,' she said quietly, amidst
laughter.
He frowned, hiding his face with the book.
He slept that night in a high bare room looking over the dark plain.
The woman came to him in the night, her presence signalled by a creak on the
stairs even before the rucksack—balanced against the door—fell
over.
Called from a dream—in which he heaved a cutlass, knee deep in a
fly-blown salt marsh—he sat with his cloak drawn around him up to his
eyes, the sword concealed beneath.
She stood in the doorway, a pale ghostly head seeming to float above her
black gown. She saw his eyes, and nodded.
He swept the cloak aside to let her see the sword.
'I did not come for a duel, sir,' she said quietly.
'Then I regret there is no field in which I can give you satisfaction.'
'Nor for that,' she said, shutting the door and sitting down beside
it. They sat looking at each other for a moment.
'Why, then?' he asked.
'Absens haeres non erit,' she told him.
He took a while to reply. 'Plainly,' he said without inflection, and waited
to see which way that would be taken.
He saw the whiteness of her teeth as she smiled. 'I was told it might not be
possible to tell if you are the one. That might be a further sign in
itself.'
'Nonsense.'
She nodded. 'That's what I thought.'
'What "one", may I ask?'
'You may. Choose from the many rumours, myths and legends. I
don't know.'
'You have disturbed your own sleep and mine merely to tell me what you don't
know?'
'No; to tell you this: seek the transformation of the enemy.' She
rose. 'Good night.'
Then she opened the door and left, more silently than she had arrived.
He sat, thinking.
It took him a while to work it out.
4
Translation
Am in thi lammergeiers roost, ma bref soundin loud in ma eers & mixd in
wif theez hissy clikky noyses coz am wearin this mask on ma fais & a
breevin botil on me bak boath ov witch I got off thi ded spier.
This is a spooki ole playce & no mistake. Thers nobodi aroun &
its very coald indeed & thi lite is very wyt & intens & washd out
lookin. Bein in thi lammergeiers roost is like bein insyd a jiant holy
cheez; sorta interconectid bubbilz & stretchd punkchird membrains ov stoan
& metil evrywheare & hi up on thi wols in plaises whare thi bubbilz mak
cup & boals juttin out thers theez nests lynd wif babil plant & fevirs
onli thers no birdz in them nor eggs nor nufin. Thi floar of thi roost is
lyk a hoal lot ov littil craters eech ov them holdin loadsa brokin, splintird
boans. Ma feet go cruntch cruntch as I wok, lookin up & aroun &
tryin 2 c if thers enybodi else heer Ithir hoomin or creetch but thi plais
seems 2 b dessertid.
Ther r hooj sirkils in thi outer wols lyk porthoals whare thi winds cumin
whistlin thru & soundin hi & reedy & weerd; I clime up 2 1 ov thi
bigir holez & luke out. Its hazy whyt clowd out thare like a lair ov
fog whot extends 2 thi horyzon; u can juss about c thi lowir levils ov thi
cassil showin undirneef, like sumfin trapt inside a transparim glaysier.
Thers a cupil ov towrs stikin up froo thi cloud but they luke very small &
far away. No sine ov no birds out thare neevir, but then thats thi fing;
this is 2 far up 4 birdz 2 fly, so how cum thi lammergeiers wer evir here?
I slide doun a curv ov bubil & cruntch in2 sum boans, then hed 2wards
thi centir ov thi towir, in2 thi shades whare thers a faint breez cumin
from.
Thi nests fin out & disapeer as I go deeper, stil cruntchin ovir thi
occaysinal boan while it gets darkir & darkir & I can hardly c whare am
puttin ma feet. Av got this torch whot thi ded spyer had on him so I turn
it on & juss as wel; thers a dirty grate hoal rite in front ov me. I
edje closir & hold on2 thi wol & stik ma hed out ovir thi hooj sirkulir
hoal. Muss b 50 metirs or moar acros. Blak deep. Goze strate
up in2 thi darkniss, 2. Thers a jentil draft ov air cumin up thi
shaft. Iss warm, @ leest in comparison wif thi freezin air up heer.
No sine ov eny uthir entrinses aroun thi shaft, juss this 1.
Am stil not enywhare neer thi centir ov thi towir; thass way, way furthir
deep, probly a cupil ov klometirs away. Am in thi fass towr, stil on thi
lam & serchin 4 litl Ergates.
I leen bak from thi hoal.
Then thers a cruntchin noyse sumwhare in thi darknis bhind me. I whirl
roun.
I foun Gaston thi slof peekin out ovir a stoan ledj on thi inside wol ov thi
slofs' towr, neer thi sloped tunnil whot led 2 thi ole lift shafts.
Accordin 2 thi glimpse Id had ov thi locality when Id cripted erlier these
shafts wer abandind & unyoosd but Id fot wif eny luk theyd b thi tipe ov
shaft whot has stares goan roun thi inside ov thi shaft 4 merjencies, &
mayb they wooden b garded by thi bods whot wer attakin thi slofs.
Wel, that woz thi feery. In fact thi scoop ov thi tunil on thi levil
blow whare Gaston woz hidin woz fool ov Security geezirs wif guns. O
grate, I fot.
I'd climed along btween thi dank blak wol ov thi towr & thi framework ov
scaffoldin whot woz thi slofs' hoam neyburhood, hedin 4 heer, whare thi floar
dropt away in steps & thi aksess tunil woz. Lookt like old Gaston had
had thi saim idear.
I didn fink Id maid a noyse but he turnd roun sloly & saw me &
pushed himself bak from thi edj ov thi ledj & climed up thi scafoldin
2wards me, poyntin bhind me.
We retreetid a bit, bhind sum ov thi canvas-hung scafoldin.
… yung Bashkule, he sed, u r shafe; gude.
Yeh & u, I sed. But it lukes like thi Security boyz Ѕ this playce
strung up gude & tite. U no eny uthir waze out ov heer?
… ash it happinsh, Gaston sez, I do actchirly. If yule jusht
folo me…
Gaston set off bak froo thi scaffoldin hedin upwards @ whot woz probly a
extreme sprint 4 a slof. I ambild aftir him.
We climed up about 7 floars ov thi slof scaffoldin; ther woz qwite a lot ov
smoak up here & I cude c flaims in thi distins, deepir inside thi
struktyir.
… Heer, Gaston sed, stopin @ a pritti ordnari lookin bit ov wol.
He gript thi top ov a drippin blak stoan; it hinjed down 2 riveel a roun blak
hoal. He moashind me in.
I muss Ѕ lookt doobeyus.
… I'll go firsht, then, he sed, & clambird in2 thi hoal.
I shuden Ѕ luked doobeyus bcoz I cuden lift thi stoan bak up aftir us &
so Gaston had 2 sqweez past me 2 do it. I doan no if u Ѕ evir had a larj
swety slof wif kopeyis qwantities ov fungis on itz pelt sqweez past u in a
confined spaice… Cum 2 fink ov it probly u Vant, but asoomin thass thi
case fink uself luky thass ol I can say.
Ѕin Gaston sqweez past me agen didn seem like sutch a gude idear.
Al juss leed off then if itz ol thi same 2 u Gaston ole sun, I sed.
… By ol meenz, yung Bashcule.
Thi tunil woz crampt & only fit 4 crollin in. Thi dam fing wen up,
doun & roun this way & that way; it woz like climein around in thi
intestinez ov sum hooj stoan jiant. Wif Gaston's pelt-fungis stil smeerd
ol ovir me, it didn smel dissimilir neevir.
Lissin Gaston, I sed @ 1 point while he woz givin me a punt up a partikerly
steep bit ov thi jiant intestin, am reely sorry if that woz me whot brot ol
that thare shit down on u gies. I reely presiate whot u did, rescuin me
& takin me in etc & Id hate 2 fink I woz responsibil 4 ol this.
… I qwite undirshtand yoor angwish, yung Bashcule, Gaston sed.
But itsh not yoor folt shertin pershinsh r tryin 2 pershicute u.
U reely fink they woz aftir me? I askd.
… Zhat woz zhe impreshin I formed from what I overherd, Gaston
sed. Zhey did not sheem 2 b intereshtid in eny ov ush. Zhey were
lukin 4 shumbody elsh zhey shuspected ush ov harberin.
Blimey.
… In eny event, Gaston sed, Zhi reshponshibility ish thersh, not
yoorsh. Whot happind ish just 1 ov thoshe thingsh I shupoashe.
Wel, fanks, Gaston, I sed.
… U didn… kript, did u? Gaston sed. Ish jusht
that mite Ѕ led them 2 ush. But u didn, did u?
O no, I sed. No, not me; I didn. Nope. Not gilty. No
sirree. Uh-uh. Wooden catch me doing a fing like that.
O no.
… Zhare u r then, Gaston sed.
& so we wound on fru thi guts ov thi towr, me feelin lowir than a
tapewurm.
Eventyooly we came 2 a bit whare thi tunil wideind out & thi floar turnd
from stoan 2 wood; I moar or less fel in2 this woodin bowl whare a faint lite
shon. I didn qwite get out ov thi way in time so Gaston slid down on top
ov me.
Moar pelt fungis.
… ther shude b a trap heer shumwhare, Gaston sed, feelin aroun on thi
floar… A, heer it is. Ther woz a sorta holo clunkin noyse & in
thi Ѕ-lite I cude c Gaston pullin whot lookt like a hooj plug up out ov thi
floar.
… Itsh a holod out babil shtem, Gaston explained, settin thi plug 2 1
side. I'll go firsht, I shink.
Thi holo babil trunk heded down in a serees ov long, stretchd Ss. Ther
wer rungs on thi wols; Gaston wen down them prity qwikli 4 a slof. Now
& agen we passd whot mite Ѕ been doars in thi trunk whare thi okayshinal
crak ov lite showd, but moastli it woz toatily dark. We seemd 2 go on
doun 4evir & I neerli fel off a cupil ov tyms. Juss as wel Gaston woz
beneef me; thi thot ov anuthir cloas encountir wif his pelt fungis qwikly
consintraitid my mynd, I can tel u.
@ last Gaston sed,… Heer we r, & we stept on 2 a platform ov stoan
& wen thru a doar in2 a crampt spais whare Gaston wriggld & I crold
btween a stoan floar & this metil sealing witch maid a sorta
blurbilurbilurbil soun. We cairn out in whot luked lyk a big long kurvin
servis duct hoos wols wer lynd wif pyps; weed juss crold undir a big gurglin
tank ov sum sort. I cude heer whot soundid lyk a trane rumblin sumwhare
neerby.
… Zher ish a frate tube line juncshin thru zhare, Gaston sed, poyntin
@ a hatch in thi floar. Zhi tranes Ѕ 2 shlo doun 2 negoshiate thi poyntsh
& it ish poshibil 4 a hoomin 2 jump on bord a wagin & sho shicure a
ryde. I shink I Ѕ 2 retern 2 c whot has befolin ma frendsh, but if
u can maik yoor way 2 thi sekind levil shousht-wesht buttry u wil fynd a toun
zhare. Go 2 thi shentril sqware; shum1 wil b lukin 4 u & wil luke
aftir u. Im sorri 2 Ѕ 2 abandin u in zhish way, but it ish ol I can
do.
Thass ol rite, Gaston, I sed. U dun ol u can & I doan deserv ol
thi kyndniss yoov shown me. I woz so choakd I cude Ѕ hugd him, but I
didn. He just noddid his big funy pointid hed & sed,… Wel, gude
luk yung Bashcule, u tak care now… & u promish u wil go 2 thi
shousht-wesht buttry & thi toun zhare?
O yes, I sez, lyin thru ma teef.
Good. Fair wel.
Then he woz away, crolin bak undir thi big gurgli tank.
I went doun fru thi hatch in thi floar in2 a brod dark cavern whare lots ov
toob lyns converjd from singil tunnils. Ther woz nobodi about but I hid
bhynd sum hummin sorta cabinet fings between 2 ov thi trax & wated; a whyle
laitir a trane ov opin wagins came rattlin fru, claterin acros thi points; I
let thi unmand endjinn & moast ov thi wagins go pas & then jumpd on 1
neer thi end, hollin maself up thi side & ovir in2 its emty interier.
After a few minits during witch thi trane entird a blak-dark tunnil &
pikd up speed agen, I rekind it woz safe 2 kript.
Ther woz no horibil corrosiv fog/sleet heer. Everyfin loakily seemd
normil. Thi trane woz heddin 4 thi far end ov thi 2nd levil, neer 2 thi
Sutherin Volcano Room. It wude slo down @ a few moar playces yet whare I
cude get off. I kriptd furthir afeeld.
/Thi lammergeiers roost woz frozen. Its kript-space representation
woz thare but it woz like a stil piktcher insted ov a moovy; ther wer no birds
nor enybody or enyfin thare & u cuden interact wif nufin thare. I
sensd sumfin neerby in thi kript space & suspectid ther woz sum kinda gard
on thi playce, waitin 2 c who turnd up inarestid in thi lammergeiers. I
disconectid qwik.
Thi trane rold on. Thi lammergeiers livd—or used 2 liv—in
thi fass towr, on thi 9th levil. I rekind ther woz sumfin goan on up
thare. Thi frate trane wude pass almost undirneef thi fass towr.
Gude enuf 4 me. Thi 9th levil soundid a bit hi & cold &
inaxessibil but Id burn that bridje when I came 2 it.
I almost decapitaytid myself jumpin off thi trane when it wen fru anuthir
set ov points in a wide bit ov tunil thi lenth ov witch. I slitely
overestimated, but apart from bangin a shoaldir on a wol & skinnin 1 nee I
escaped unscaved. I climed a ladir, wokd a bit ov servis tunnil &
took a servis elevaitir up 2 thi main floor levil. I foun maself in whot
lukd like a jiant kemikil wurx, all pipes & big preshir vessils &
leekin steem & funy smelz. Shurenuf, a qwik chek on thi kript &
confirmd it woz a plastix rfinery.
Aftir a lot of fancy & hily teknikil kriptin, sum wokin & climein
ovir pipes & ducts & avoidin thi dodjier lookin shados I foun a
otomatik frate elivaitir taikin vats ov sum sorta fertilizer up thi towr &
hitchd a ryde up in that.
Ma eers popt aftir 2 minits, & aftir about 5, & 10.
Sumoar fancy kriptin got thi elevaitir 2 go a floar abuv whare it woz
expectid; this woz as hi as it cude go. I got out in a sorta tol opin
gallery whare a feerse coal wind blu & thi vew woz ov babil plantz formin a
fretwurk ov narled branchis lettin in a spare icy lite.
I let thi elevaitir tak itself bak doun a floar.
Ther woz a piller about 100 metirs away witch supportd thi roof ov thi tol
gallery. Thi 1 in thi uthir directshin woz twice as far away. I set
off 2wards thi neerir 1.
I woz stil only dresd in ma yewshil cloavs & this wind woz makin me
shiver olredy, but then it had been fairly warm furthir down so mayb it woz
juss thi suddeniss ov thi change. I wokd along thi gallery, btween thi
silooetid babil & thi smoov ashlar ov thi towr's barely curvd wol.
Thi floar felt coald thru my shooz & I wishd I had a hat.
Thi kript startid 2 get a bit vaig & unhelpful about thi layout ov thi
fass towr @ aroun this levil. I juss had 2 hoap thi piller mite Ѕ a set
ov stares in it.
It didn. It had 2 sets ov stares in it, intertwynd in a dubil heelix
like deenay.
Didn seem 2 mattir whitch 1 I took. I startid climein.
I went fass @ furst 2 try & warm up but thi bref juss wissld outa me
& my legs turnd 2 jelly; I had 2 sit down & poot ma poundin hed btween
ma nees b4 I cude continu, moar sloly.
Thi steps went roun & roun & roun; pretti steep.
I ploddid on & up, tryin 2 settil in2 a rithim. This seemd 2 wurk
but I woz gettin a hel ov a hedaik. Luky I woz fit, not 2 menshin
determind. (Not 2 menshin bludy stupid, it woz startin 2 okur 2 me.)
Thi piller got 2 thi next storey—anuthir opin gallery—& didn
stop; it went on up. Seemd 2 go on 4 a good ways yet so I stuk wif
it. Thi stare case had no handrales & tho it woz a good cupil ov
metirs wide it wude Ѕ been friteninly open & exposed on thi outir side if
thi babil plants hadent bin hangin growin ol over thi outside ov thi
towr. As it woz it woz stil prity friteninly exposd on thi uthir side,
but thi best ring 2 do woz not 2 fink about it & sertinly not 2 luke.
I kept climein.
Anuthir levil. My hed woz hurtin lyk mad. I luked 4 thi piller
but it wozent thare eny moar. Insted ther woz a hoal network ov twistid
pillers, weevin this way & that wif hi-alt babil—thin weedy
stuf—ol ovir it, coatin thi floar ov thi galery, nettin thi weev ov thi
frettid stoan wol.
I wandird, my feet trippin ovir thi babil, lookin 4 a strand ov stonework
wif steps in it or on it so that I cude go hier, my vishin gettin dark @ thi
edjis, my legs feelin bouncy & strange & sumfin howlin in ma eers that
mite Ѕ bin thi wind & mite not.
I doan no how long it woz b4 I foun thi spyer, fallin amungst thi babil,
ded, crumplid, head shattered, skin dried, white bones pokin thru his
neepads. I remember lukin up & finkin he must Ѕ follin from thi
opin-wurk seelin, & I saw his mask & thi cylinder on his bak but I just
wanderd off agen, feelin like I woz wokin along this tunil coz that woz ol I
cude c & it seemd like ours layter while I woz stil serchin 4 anuthir
stareway or @ leest a doar or sumthin that I thot, Hey, mayb I cude yoos thi
spyers geer! & I startid 2 turn roun & almost tript ovir him bcoz Id
wanderd in a sirkil.
Ther woz old brown blood dried on thi faice mask but it fel away like dark
dandruf when I nokd it. Thi oxijin in thi tank wos coald & it felt
like it waz freezin ma lungs but my hedaik startid 2 go & I wozen lukin
down a tunnil ol thi time no moar.
I finishd thi watir in his canteen, took his jaket, hat & torch &
left thi poor buggir lyin thare.
Thi stares wer in a reely obvyis place, just along from thi top ov thi
piller Id climed.
Thi lammergeiers' roost woz on thi next levil. I got thare @ dusk
& collapsed in a nest ov dry babil an hooj scratchy fevvirs. Thi don
woke me & I startid investigaytin, endin up lookin down thi big shaft.
I heer thi cruntchin njoyse.
I swing thi torch roun aimin thi beem down thi tunnil; thi warm breeze cumin
up thi deep blak shaft tugs @ my jaket. Thi torch beem juss disapeers in2
thi dark, swolod up.
Sumthin cruntches agen, then thers a noyse ov sumfin cumin whisslin 2wards
me.
I doan Ѕ time 2 duk & I doan c whot hits me, but it bashis in2 my chest
& noks me bakwards, thi bref goan Hoof!, outa ma lungz. I feel
myself start 2 go ovir thi edj ov thi shaft & grab wif 1 hand as thi lip ov
stone skates under my bum. My hand misiz.
I fol in2 thi blak frote ov thi shaft.
Thi rore ov air bilds up aroun me, tearin thi mask off ma fayce.
After a few sekinds I get my bref bak & I start screemin.
EIGHT
1
She was a closed codex within a vast dark library whose floor was a valley,
whose walls were cliffs, whose alcoves were hanging valleys; she was an ancient
book, rich of smell, gravid with collected knowledge, huge and heavy with
ink-thick illuminated pages and a cover of embossed leather, chased with metal
and fitted with a lock for which only she possessed the key.
She was a virgin wise too long now on her wedding night, wined, dined,
coddled, sozzled, wished well by family and friends still revelling in distant
loudness in the halls below, swept up by her handsome new husband and left to
change from wedding gown to nightgown and slip into the huge wide warmed
welcoming bed.
She was the only speaker in a tribe of the dumb, walking amongst them, tall
and silent while they touched her and beseeched her with their sad eyes and
their deferent, hesitant hands and their flowing, pleading signs to talk for
them, sing for them, be their voice.
She was the captain of a ship sunk by enemy action, alone still conscious in
the lifeboat while her crew died slowly around her, moaning quietly through
salt-crusted lips or raving as they twitched and spasmed in the bilges.
She saw another ship and knew she could signal it, but it was an enemy vessel
and only her pride made her hesitate.
She was a mother watching her child suffering and dying because she was of a
faith inimical to medicine. Doctors, nurses and friends all pleaded with
her to allow her child to live by merely saying a word or making a gesture, the
syringe there ready in the surgeon's hand.
She was a protester who'd had proved to her that her fellow dissidents had
betrayed her, deserted her, lied to her. It was known beyond doubt that
she was guilty; all that was required was that she acknowledge her guilt; no
names were needed, nobody else had to be implicated; she merely had to accept
her responsibility. She had been foolish and she owed society that.
Regretfully, they showed her the instruments of torture within the place of
torment.
/She allowed the book to be opened, its every word translated into a
language only she knew. When it was slammed shut again, she smiled to
herself.
/She fed her new husband yet more wine as she slowly undressed him, and when
he had to relieve himself locked him in the latrine, donned his clothes and
escaped the room on a rope made from the bed sheets, spilled wine like a proud
deflowerer's trophy stain, flourished to the night.
/She sang to the tribe with her dance and her own gestures, more beautiful
than speech or song, so silencing their signs.
/She signalled the ship and when she saw it turn set the lifeboat towards
it, slipping into the water to swim away while her comrades were rescued.
/She would still say nothing, but took the syringe herself, went to apply it
to the child's arm, looked into its blank and empty eyes, then squirted the
fluid over its skin before quickly sucking air into the instrument and turning
and plunging it into the horrified surgeon's chest.
/By the rack within the gory chamber she broke down and wept, squatting on
her haunches, hiding her face and sobbing. When the torturer bent
pityingly to hold her, she looked up with a tear-streaked face and bit his
throat out.
'Fuck! Fuck! I can't let go! I can't get out! I
can't let go!' the man screamed, his voice hoarse. 'She won't let me go!'
He sat up in the couch and pulled at his collar, his face reddening as he
struggled with something at his throat that nobody else could see. The
nurse tapped at her keyboard and a tiny light flickered on the head-net the man
wore like a thin hat over his shaved scalp. He swayed from the waist, his
hands fell from his throat, his eyelids drooped and he lay back again.
The woman waved one hand and the window into the room blanked out. 'Thank
you,' she muttered to the nurse. She turned to the tall, broad-shouldered
man at her side and motioned with her head. They stepped into the
corridor outside.
'Do you realise what she did?' she asked him. 'She put a mimetic virus into
his head. Could be months before we get him back. If we get
him back.'
'Evolution,' Lunce said, shrugging.
'Don't give me that shit, the guy was one of our best.'
'Well, he wasn't best enough, was he?'
'Oh, well put. But the point is, word's got out now and nobody else
will touch her.'
'I'd touch her,' Lunce told her, and made a show of cracking his
fingers.
'Yeah, I bet you would.'
He shrugged again. 'I mean it. Wake her up and really torture
her.'
The woman sighed and shook her head. 'You really have no idea, do you?'
'So you keep telling me. I just think we're all missing something
really obvious here. Maybe a bit of real physical… pressure might
actually produce some results.'
'Lunce, we have the Consistory member with special responsibility for
Security Oncaterius breathing down our necks on this; if you're tired of your
work, why don't you suggest that to him? But if you do, just remember
it's nothing to do with me.' She looked him up and down. 'In fact, as I haven't
particularly enjoyed working with you, maybe it's not such a bad idea.'
'We haven't tried what I'm suggesting,' he pointed out. 'We have tried what
you suggested and it's failed.'
The woman dismissed this with a wave of her hand. 'Well, we'll keep her in
solitary for now and see if that gets any results.'
Lunce just took a deep breath and snorted.
'Come on,' the woman said. 'Let's get something to eat. I have to
think what we're going to tell Oncaterius.'
Asura was left in a cell. She thought of it as a mirror cell because
when she lay down on the bed and put her head on the thin pillow there was a
cell in there too; that was the only place they would let her go to in her
sleep.
So she was in two cells. It was a little like being in the tower in
the first of the dreams she could remember, but less interesting. There
was a tap for water and another tap which dispensed a sort of soup.
Between the two taps was a cup chained to the wall. Also in the cell was
a toilet and a bed platform and a chair platform, all parts of the wall.
There was no window and no view, though there was a locked, tight-fitting
door.
She slept a great deal ignoring the pretend, dead-end cell they offered
her. Instead, when she dreamt, she recalled what had happened to her so
far.
She remembered the view of the great castle, the journey on the airship, the
train and car journey before that, the dream in the night at the big house, the
things that Pieter Velteseri had asked her about, her walk through the garden
from the vault and the strange dreams she had had before she'd awoken.
And it was as though there was something beyond those dreams too, something
she knew was there but knew nothing else about save that it existed. The
knowledge tickled her mind when she thought back to the time—instant or
aeon—in the Velteseri family vault. There was something there, she
knew there was, but like a dim light just sensed with the corner of the eye
which disappeared when looked at directly, she could not inspect it more
closely; the very act of attempting to do so had the effect of extinguishing it
completely for as long as she tried.
She reviewed all that had happened to her in the short life she could
remember. She wondered if there had been a degree of choice in the fact
she had awoken in the Velteseri vault; most of the clan had been away and
Pieter might have been chosen as somebody likely to help. She thought she
had been right to trust him, and thought that the dreams she had had during the
night she had spent at the house had been genuine dreams; something that had
put her here had contacted her and told her what her purpose was.
She supposed she had been kidnapped by somebody who was not really Cousin
Ucubulaire. These people must have recognised her name, or found out
about her in some other way, and not wanted her to do whatever it was she was
supposed to do here (assuming she actually had been taken to the big castle she
had seen). Perhaps travelling under the name Asura had been a
mistake.
And yet as soon as she'd heard Pieter Velteseri utter the word she'd known
that was her name. There had been no feeling of warning, no niggling
sensation that she might be doing something dangerous; instead she had
recognised her true title and claimed it.
She thought about this. She had the impression that somebody or
something had gone to great trouble to get her here. How silly not to
realise that her name itself might bring her into danger.
But she was here (again, assuming) and she did not feel she had anywhere
else she had to go. She was where she wanted to be. So perhaps she
had been meant to be found by Lunce and the lady who'd called herself
Ucubulaire, or by people like them. That made a kind of sense. They
had her, but they had not succeeded in finding out anything she didn't want
them to know…
She decided she would wait.
She waited.
2
Gadfium felt she was an insect crawling across the floor of a dank
cellar. Everywhere she looked there was garbage, showing up grey and
ghostly in the not-quite totally dark space around her.
The whole first-level room was one gigantic rubbish tip filled with the
debris of millennia. From pipes, ducts and chutes high on the walls and
ceiling a constant rain of refuse, tailings, junk and trash pattered
down. She picked her way across a heap of what looked like doll-size
plastic sanitary ware, her feet sinking and sliding through the mound of
miniature baths and bidets in a slough of breaking and crackling.
– Are you sure this is going to throw people off our trail?
– Positive. Bear right here. Not too far.
That's it.
Gadfium walked on, avoiding a pile of rotting babil fruit husks. She
heard a series of crunches and crashes somewhere to her left, where she would
have been walking if her crypt self hadn't told her to bear right. She
looked around the hills of rubbish.
– I'm sure we could recycle more.
– I suppose it will be re-used, eventually. Or would have
been, but for the Encroachment.
A bright stream of yellow fire burst silently from a distant wall and fell
slowly in a livid arc towards the raised floor of the lumber room, its colour
changing as it fell from yellow to orange to red. A sizzling sound came
from that direction, and then a distant roaring noise as whatever it was hit
the surface.
– That's pretty.
– Furnace smelt-slag.
– Thought it might be something like that. How are your
researches going? Have you discovered anything else interesting?
– Goscil was the Security agent.
– Really? I always assumed it was Rasfline. Gadfium
shook her head. You just never knew. —What else? she
asked.
– I still don't know who betrayed the group, but they've all been
taken into custody except Clispeir.
'Clispeir? Gadfium said out loud, and stopped.
– Please don't stop here, there's a hopper full of reject
cerametal vehicle parts due to land where you're standing in about a
minute.
Gadfium started walking again.—You don't think it was Clispeir, do
you?
– I don't know. She is due for some leave in two days;
perhaps they are waiting for her to come to them. The observatory at the
Plain of Sliding Stones is still cut off from normal communication so she would
not have been able to find out about the others.
– If it was her, could the message we received from the
fast-tower have been a Security trick, simply made up?
– Possibly, though I doubt it.
Gadfium walked on for a while across the flat bed of some long-dried
tailings. Whistling noises from above and behind terminated in distant
thumps which shook the dusty surface.
– Some Palace gossip, her crypt self told her. Our lot and
the Chapel may be about to come to some sort of agreement.
– This is sudden.
– Apparently the Army had some supposedly war-winning scheme that
didn't work. Now we have no choice but to reach terms… Ah.
– What?
– Security. They think they have the asura.
'What?' Gadfium said, and stopped again, feeling herself fill with
despair.
– Keep going. They could be wrong.
– But… so soon! Is everything hopeless?
-… No. However, I may have a change of plan for us.
– What exactly is this plan, anyway? I'm grateful to you
for getting me out of the Palace, but I would like to know where you're taking
me, apart from into outlaw territory.
– Well, onward and upward from there, but first, I think now,
deeper.
'Deeper?'
– Deeper.
The neatly folded uniform appeared to have been washed but not
repaired. There were still a few rips and tears in it. On top of
the pile of clothing lay a pair of Army-issue boots, a belt and some
complicated webbing, a mask and forage cap. The collection was held
easily in one huge white furred paw; black claws extended a little on either
side, bracketing the pathetic heap of effects.
The chimeric polar bear sat at one end of the long table in the committee
chamber. The Palace civil servant officially in charge of the meeting sat
at the other end, on a seat in front of an empty throne. Adijine had
decided to stay away when he'd discovered what had arrived earlier in the
diplomatic bag. The Consistorians all seemed to have found urgent
appointments elsewhere as well, though like the King most of them were probably
watching the events through others' eyes, as the Chapel representatives would
know.
The head of the Engineers' delegation set the pile of clothing down on the
table top. Adijine, sulking alone in bed, stared through the civil
servant's eyes, then switched to an overhead camera.
Looking carefully, the King could see little round holes in the grey uniform
material and matching craters on the well-worn boots where acid had eaten
away. He tried to feel some shock of recognition on seeing the Army-issue
gear, but he hadn't been paying that much attention when he'd been in the head
of—he had to search for the name—Private Uris Tenblen.
One of the boots toppled and fell over, lying on the polished surface.
'Your plan,' the ambassadorial emissary rumbled, setting the boot upright
again with one massive paw, 'fell through.'
He looked round the others in his team, receiving smiles and quiet
chuckles. The Palace team sat silently, though some moved uncomfortably
and a deal of close table-surface inspection ensued.
'We have,' the polar bear emissary said, obviously relishing each loudly
spoken word, 'taken other precautions as well, but we shall be keeping a very
careful and continuous watch on the ceiling above Chapel City, and not only
have powerful sensors trained on the relevant area, but various missiles as
well…"
Adijine swore. He'd half hoped the Chapel traitors would misinterpret
the body which had fallen into their midst—maybe, he'd thought, they
would assume the man had fallen from a hang-glider, or some apparatus that
could climb along under a ceiling. But it looked like they'd guessed
correctly.
'And I must say,' the polar bear said, drawing itself up in its seat and
sounding appropriately sententious, 'even though we thought ourselves by now
inured to the thoroughly reckless nature of our opponents, we have been
profoundly shocked and disappointed to discover the completely irresponsible
and utterly senseless depths—or should I say heights?'—the
ambassadorial emissary showed his teeth and glanced round his appropriately
appreciative team—'to which our previously at least ostensibly esteemed
adversaries have been prepared to stoop to in their understandably increasingly
desperate attempts to secure victory in this outrageously prosecuted,
thoroughly unfortunate and—on our part—wholly unprovoked
dispute.'
Adijine cut out there. That hairy white bastard was going to milk the
situation for all it was worth, and doubtless at inordinate length.
He checked the representation of his private secretary's suite. There
were calls waiting. He selected that of the Consistorian with special
responsibility for Security.
Gadfium negotiated the lumber room. A flight of rungs set into the
wall led her to a door and a lift shaft with spiral stairs running round
it. The elevator appeared from above, stopped and opened its doors.
Gadfium ducked under the stairs' safety rail and into the lift. She'd
been hoping her other self had been kidding about going deeper but when the
lift moved it was downwards, dropping her below ground level, deeper into the
earth beneath the fastness.
– I'd better warn you there might be unexpected things ahead
here.
– Such as?
– Well, people whose presence I can't warn you about.
– You mean outlaws.
– That's a little pejorative.
– We'll see.
– No, let's hope we don't see.
– You're right. Let's hope we don't.
– I'm going to put the lights out.
– Oh? Gadfium said as the elevator went dark.
– Help your eyes adjust.
'Oh, and I've always loved the dark,' Gadfium whispered to herself.
– I know. Sorry.
The elevator slowed and stopped, the doors opened and Gadfium got out into a
darkness that was only just short of absolute. She could hear running
water in the distance. Her feet splashed when she walked cautiously
forward, arms in front of her, into what looked like a broad tunnel.
– Should be left here. Whoa. Stop. Feel forward
with your right foot.
– It's a hole. Thanks.
– Look left? Yes; two steps left then walk on.
– Wait a minute; are there any cameras here?
– Not down here.
– So you're looking through my eyes-
– And I'm running an image enhancement program on what you're
seeing. That's why I can see better than you can out of your own
eyes.
Gadfium shook her head.—Anything I can do to help, apart from not keep
my eyes open?
– Just keep looking all about, especially at the floor. Ah;
here's a door. Turn right. Two steps. Right hand; feel?
– Got it.
– Careful; it's a vertical shaft. There's a ladder.
Go down. And pace yourself; it's quite a way.
Gadfium groaned.
The city within the fourth-floor Chapel was formed in the shape of a
magnificent chandelier which had been detached and lowered from the ceiling in
the centre of the apse, above what would have been the chancel in a genuine
chapel. It sat on a sheer-sided, three-hundred-metre-tall plateau which
took the place of an altar, and rose in concentric circles of glowing, gleaming
spires to the sharp pinnacle of the central tower. Formed from a metal
framework wrapped with square kilometres of glass cladding interspersed with
sheets of various highly polished stones, it looked out over the extravagantly
decorated, elaborately columned length of the forest-floored Chapel and had
been the monarch's traditional high-season residence for generations.
Uris Tenblen had fallen, still screaming hoarsely, onto the steep side of a
tall spire in the second circle of the city, bounced once, hit a sheer wall
opposite the spire, rebounded again and plummeted, still hardly slowed, into a
flower bed on a stone-flagged courtyard. He had left a shallow elliptical
crater in the earth and scattered blossoms like soft shrapnel as he'd bounced a
third time and finally come to a halt crashing into a group of tables outside a
cafe.
Most of Tenblen's precipitous descent and each successive part of its
termination had been captured by an automatic camera on a seventh-level
tower.
By the time a medic had arrived Tenblen had been quite irretrievably dead
for some minutes, but the glancing nature of his first two contacts with the
tower and then the wall, along with the comparative softness of his third
impact in the flower bed, meant that there had been time for the alerted rebel
Cryptographers to target and interrogate the dying man's bio ware. The
Army, as a matter of course, retro-fitted devices to its soldiers' implants to
prevent this sort of thing, but—as was not unknown when an individual
sustained a series of individually non-fatal impacts—these had been slow
to react, and the rebel army had been furnished with recordings of what at
first appeared to be merely the nightmares of a dying man but which were later
realised to be accurate if still horrific records of reality. They were
also, collectively, war intelligence of the first order.
Deep beneath the fastness ground level, in a tiny alcove off a larger alcove
off a great arched tunnel off an even more enormous tunnel,
Gadfium—exhausted after her escape and the various ensuing traverses and
descents—slept.
When she awoke it was to her own voice crackling in her head and breaking
up.
-—kup, will you?—- thing—- gon!—- fium!-
She opened her eyes. A blast of fetid breath rolled over her.
She looked along the dust-dry floor and in the grey almost-light saw what
looked like two hairy tree trunks with something resembling a furred snake
dangling between them.
She looked up slowly. The tree trunks were joined at the top; a
bulging hairy cliff continued up to a tusked, seemingly eyeless head which was
broader than her whole body. On top of the domed head was another head,
pale and hairless and half human, staring down at her. Weaving above and
to either side of it was yet another head, with tiny staring eyes and a thick,
curved beak, balanced on a long, scaly, snake-like neck.
A series of snorts and deep, chest-shaking breaths drew her attention to the
fact that the enormous creature in front of her was only one of many, standing
in a rough semi-circle around the alcove she had taken shelter in. One of
the animals stamped a foot. She felt the ground shake.
Gadfium stared. She waited to faint but it would not happen.
Adijine walked to the window of his private office, shaking his head. 'You
mean we might have to give those bastard Engineers in the Chapel what they
want?'
'We don't appear to have very much choice,' Oncaterius said, crossing his
legs and brushing one careful hand over his knee to free his robe of creases.
'It would seem the war is becoming recognised as unwinnable even by those who
were originally most in favour of it.'
Adijine wrinkled his nose at this but did not rise to the bait.
'Time draws on,' Oncaterius said evenly. 'The Encroachment draws closer, and
perhaps therefore so should we to our, ah, Engineer cousins in the
Chapel. We require the access they claim to have to- '
'Yes, claim,' the King said, staring out of the window and down into
the depths of the Great Hall; rivers, roads and rail tracks threaded the
landscape below in ascending orders of directness.
'Well, let's say, appear to possess,' Oncaterius continued, unruffled. 'They
would appear not to possess our access to the necessary systems within
the Cryptosphere, therefore an accommodation would appear to make sense for
all concerned.'
'An accommodation in which those bastards get to call far too many fucking
shots,' Adijine spat.
'I believe Your Majesty knows my opinions on the wisdom of having
antagonised the clan Engineers in the first place.'
'Yes,' the King said, rolling his eyes and then turning round. 'I think
you've made them clear on more occasions than I care to remember, except when
it might have made a difference, right at the start.'
Adijine stood behind the imposingly heavy and ornate swivel chair on the far
side of his even more imposingly heavy and ornate desk.
Oncaterius looked wounded. 'If I may say so, Your Majesty does me a
disservice. I'm sure the records will show my voice was one of those
raised in- '
'Oh, never mind,' the King said, turning the chair round and sitting heavily
in its enveloping frame. 'If we have to compromise we have to. We can
thrash it out at the Consistory meeting this evening, assuming the Chapel
delegation have come up with their answer by then.' The King smiled ruefully,
shaking his head once. 'At least we won't be making any concessions to some
cross-clan posse of concerned scientists and mathematicians.'
Oncaterius smiled coldly. 'I accept Your Majesty's thanks on behalf of the
Security service.'
Adijine narrowed his eyes. 'Is Gadfium still free?'
Oncaterius sighed. 'For now. She's an old lady scientist who got
lucky, not a- '
'Couldn't we have tried to capture her? What was the point of trying
to kill her?'
'On the confirmation of the existence of the conspiracy,' Oncaterius said,
sounding a little as though he was reciting, 'and having received permission to
proceed with its amelioration, it was she who happened to be in the position to
do the most immediate damage. Rapid action was called for. Our
operative took appropriate steps, considering the urgent nature of the
circumstances. And I am sure Your Majesty understands that it is usually
considered a great deal more straightforward to kill somebody than it is to
capture them.' Oncaterius favoured the King with a thin smile. 'Given that our
agent's attempt merely to murder Chief Scientist Gadfium resulted in three
deaths it is perhaps just as well we did not endeavour to effect her
capture.'
'Given the level of competence your people brought to the operation,
I'm sure you're right,' the King said, taking some pleasure in the facial
flinch this produced on the other man. 'Now, was there anything else?'
'Your Majesty has been informed of the capture of an asura?'
'Held for questioning,' Adijine said, waving one hand. 'Any progress?'
'We are being gentle. However, I think I may attempt to question her
myself,' Oncaterius said smoothly.
'What about the child, the Teller who was under suspicion of crypt-hacking
or whatever? Didn't he get away too?'
Oncaterius smiled. 'Dealt with.'
3
Sessine stood on the sloped desert sands, looking towards the tall grey
tower at the end of the peninsula, cut off from the sands by a high black
wall. Within, gardens formed a green triangle at the tower's base.
Beyond and to either side, the sea rolled in, waves like creased bronze where
they reflected the light of the network of red-orange burning in the sky.
He looked away for a moment, trying to cancel the display in the heavens, but
it refused to disappear.
The cliffs behind him were rosy with the same light, the sand beneath his
soles strewn with shadows like wavelets. The air smelled of salt.
He felt something he had not felt for a long time, and it took a while
before he admitted to himself that it was fear. He shrugged, hoisted his
pack over his shoulder and continued on towards the distant tower, leaving a
deep, scuffed trail of footprints behind him in the talc-fine sand. A
vague, gauzy cloud of accompanying dust hung in the air.
It was the ten thousand, two hundred and seventh day of his time in the
crypt. He had been here for almost twenty-eight years. Outside, in
the other world, a little more than a day had passed.
The wall was obsidian; pitted in places, still highly polished in
others. It met the sands and plunged into them like a black knife a
kilometre long and fifty metres high at least. He stood in the silence,
staring up at the almost featureless cliff, then trod down to the nearest
shore. The wall extended a hundred metres or so out to sea. He
turned on his heel and set off for the other end.
It was the same. He squatted by the shore and tested the water as a
wave broke and rolled, pushing foam up the slope of sand. It was
warm. He'd have to swim. He'd thought he might.
He started to undress.
He had not ever paid very much attention to his geographical position in the
crypt, though it did roughly correspond to hardware in the base-level
world. He supposed he must have wandered over much of South and North
America before he had encountered the tonsured woman with her elaborately coded
message; that had been, as nearly as he could make out, in a position which
equated to somewhere in the North American Midwest; Iowa or Nebraska, he
thought. His path since then had led him through Canada, Greenland,
Iceland, Britain, Europe and Asia Minor to Arabia.
The sea crossings had been the most dangerous parts of his journey; whether
they were effected by the likeness of a bridge or a tunnel, they represented
choke points for travellers, and such a focusing of potential prey had in most
cases produced a predatory exaggeration of the level's ecological
balance. He had had to use the sword a few times, and—on
occasion—opponents had attempted to best him through other levels of the
crypt, imagining him into situations within which they thought he could more
easily be defeated and absorbed.
He found, however, that he had little difficulty in assuming control in such
situations. Much appeared to depend on one's wit; a general flexibility
and quickness of mind plus an extensive and catholic knowledge-base—as
long as these attributes were combined with a generous dash of
ruthlessness—were all that one really needed to operate successfully
within such imagined realities.
He had walked over broad bridges and within great tunnels hundreds upon
hundreds of kilometres long, travelling within the spaces afforded by the slow
sweeps of the writhing data highways, in something like a trance sometimes when
the pace was forced and he could not afford to sleep, imagining himself to be a
molecule of water trapped within the fold of some Archimedean Screw, a wave
carried upon some articulation of light within a subsea cable, a fleck of
sand-dust borne on the dark gurglings of a submerged water course veined
beneath the baking desert.
He swam round the wall, at first attempting to keep his pack balanced on his
head, then, when the waves became too rough, resorting to pushing it before
him.
The waves mounted, the wind increased, and he realised that he was being
blown away from the shore and the wall. He swam on as best he could but
after swallowing water and being continually overwhelmed he was finally forced
to surrender his heavy, waterlogged pack and all it contained to the sea; it
sank quickly. He struck out with all his remaining strength for the
just-glimpsed beach beyond the surf-skirted blackness of the wall.
Only his dreams had disturbed him on his journey to this place, still
nagging at him with their images of slow eclipses and the death of stars all
glimpsed above impressions of battle.
As he'd neared what he still only guessed and hoped was his goal, the dreams
had begun to change, and instead of pan-historical images of the Encroachment,
he had started to experience what appeared to be presentiments of its
effects.
He'd seen the night sky, utterly black but for a twice-dimmed moon.
He'd seen a cloudless day that was nevertheless dim, and a sun shining within
that faded clarity that was high and full and yet dull orange, not fiery
yellow-white; a sun it was possible to gaze at comfortably with the naked
eye.
In his dreams he'd seen the weather change and the plants die, and later the
people.
By virtue of its location Serehfa did not have a four-season year,
alternating between seasons of dry and wet heat whose external effects were
moderated by the construction's altitude as well as the carefully altered
geography of its surroundings, but he remembered the spring and later the
summer coming to Seattle and to Kuybyshev in the year that he had left
base-reality behind, and in his dreams that summer did not last as long as the
one before, and winter came earlier. The pattern was repeated more
intensely in the southern hemisphere.
The following winter lasted throughout the spring before finally delivering
a summer hardly warmer than the autumn it quickly lapsed into, and after that
there was nothing but winter; winter with the dim face of the sun high in the
sky, or a winter set within a winter when the sun dipped nearer the
horizon.
The pack ice grew continually, permafrost buckled the ground and thrust
blisters of ice through what had been temperate soils, the currents of the air
and of the sea changed as lakes and rivers froze and the hearts of the
continents and the upper levels of the oceans cooled.
Plants died back, creating new deserts where vegetation used to copious heat
and light had withered and plants better suited to the colder conditions had
not yet had time to colonise, while those plants themselves succumbed to the
sudden, smothering weight of the advancing snow and ice.
Animals of all descriptions found themselves being concentrated in a
smaller and smaller band around the waist of the world, raising the contest to
survive to new levels of ferocity, while even in the comparative warmth of the
oceans life became gradually less abundant as the white shutters of freezing
sea irised, slowly closed over the brash-ice waves, and the trickling streams
of sunlight energising the top of the food chain were reduced almost to
nothing.
As though in mocking compensation for the shaded sun, great storms of light
played about the heavens at night, flickering like aurorae, cold and vast,
inhuman and numbing.
Still in those dreams he saw people crouched round fires, struggling through
snow drifts with packs and possessions, taking refuge in mines and tunnels as
the snow piled and the glaciers advanced and the icebergs crunched aground off
equatorial shores and the pack ice spread from either pole like crystals in
some drying solution.
No spears of fire or engines of more sophisticated energies lifted exiles
into space, but for all the corpses abandoned at roadsides, for all the men,
women and children left to die or freezing together in cars, carriages, houses,
villages, towns and cities, still people persevered; retreating, stocking up,
burrowing down, sealing up.
The fastness that had been Serehfa fell slowly, surrendering to aggregated
megatonnes of ice until only the fast-tower itself remained, a listing cenotaph
to human hubris. Then the glaciers swept down from the mountains to north
and south and scoured even that from the surface of the world; the fast-tower's
only memorial was a brief volcanic eruption wrenched from the earth by the
thermonuclear-level energies its final fall created.
And so humanity left the surface of the world to the ice, wind and snow, and
sheltered, reduced and impoverished, within the stony depths of the planet's
skin, finally coming to resemble nothing more than parasites in the cooling
pelt of some huge dying animal.
With it it took all its knowledge of the universe and all the memories of
its achievements and all the coded information defining the animals and plants
that had survived the vicissitudes of time and evolution
and—especially—the pressure of the human species' own until then
remorseless rise.
Those buried citadels became whole small worlds of refugee communities and
spawned still smaller worlds as new machines took over the job of maintaining
the levels of the crypt, until gradually more and more of what was in any sense
humanity came to reside not simply in the created world of its tunnels, caverns
and shafts but within those worlds in the generated realities produced by its
computers.
Then the sun began to swell. The Earth shucked off its mummifying
cocoon of ice, passed quickly through a feverish spring full of flood and
storm, then wrapped itself in deeper and deeper cloud and more torrential
rain. The atmosphere thickened and the heat and pressure built up while
lightning played across the boiling clouds; the oceans shrank; the swollen bulk
of the invisible sun poured energy into the deepening cauldron of gases around
the planet, transforming it into a vast caustic foundry of chemical reactions
and precipitating a welter of corrosive agents to pour upon the razed, enfumed
surface of the Earth.
Earth turned into what Venus had once been, Venus began to resemble Mercury
and Mercury ruptured, flowed and disintegrated to become a ring of molten slag
spiralling in through the livid darkness towards the surface of the sun.
Still, what was left of humanity persisted, retreating further from the open
oven of the surface until it became trapped between it and the heat of the
planet's own molten sub-surface. It was then that the species finally
gave up the struggle to remain in macrohuman form, pulling back fully into a
virtual environment and resorted to storing its ancient biochemical inheritance
as information only, in the hope that one day such fragile concoctions of water
and minerals could exist again upon the face of the Earth.
Its time from then was long as people reckoned it from that point, short as
they would have before. The sun's photosphere continued to expand until
it swallowed Venus, and Earth did not survive much longer; the last humans on
Earth perished together in a crumbling machine core as its cooling circuits
failed, the half-finished life-boat spaceship they had been attempting to
construct already melted to a hollow husk beside them.
… He suffered with each child abandoned to the snow; with every old
man or woman left—too exhausted to shiver any more—under piles of
ice-hard rags; with all the people swept away by the howling, fire-storm winds;
with each consciousness extinguished—its ordered information reduced to
random meaninglessness—by the increasing heat.
And he woke from such dreams sometimes wondering whether all that he was
being shown could possibly be true, and on other occasions so convinced that it
had been real that he would have faithfully believed what he had seen was the
inescapable future, rather than some mere possibility, projection or
warning.
He crawled ashore at dusk, collapsing onto the golden slope of the beach,
the perfumes of the lush gardens beyond washing over his naked skin while his
body shook and trembled with the after-effects of exertion.
He stared ahead, panting, while the surf washed at his feet, then rose
unsteadily and staggered up the smooth stretch of beach towards a low white
stone wall separating the strand from the gardens. Steps led up. He
stood, then sat, shivering a little on the stone parapet, just looking.
Brightly coloured birds flitted through moss-hung trees, fountains played
tinkling on shaded pools, paths meandered between plump lawns, and gaudy banks
and beds of flowers offered up their bells and mouths to a lazy buzz of
late-gathering insects.
The grey tower towards the apex of the gardens looked dark and deserted
against the deep bruised hues of the sky.
He got his breath back and when he started to shiver again stood up and
walked smartly towards the tower.
He walked out from under the sheltering trees.
The tower's dark grey surface had the rough-smooth texture of
eggshell. It stood on a plinth of veined porphyry surrounded by a shallow
moat where lilies floated and over which bowed an ornamental bridge of
red-painted wood.
As he watched, something caught the faint light in the sky at the top of the
tower and flashed, and floating down towards him there came an angel.
He laughed out loud.
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Translation
I get tired screemin. Evin moar I get tired ov gettin bashed on thi
hed wif thi mask whot has cum off ma faice; itz stil atatched 2 thi air tank on
my bak & itz slipt roun bhind ma nek & is goan fump fump fump on thi
bak ov my bonce.
I feel bhind me & tare it away.
Ma eers r goan pop pop pop. Thi air iz blastin roun me so hard therz
harly eny poynt in me screemin nway. Its olmost totily dark; Ive got a
sorta gray sensation ov thi wols rushin past aroun me, & if I twist roun I
can luke up & c a vaig impreshin ov a tiny patch ov dark gray on thi
blakniss.
Downwirds, thers jus blakniss.
I try 2 kript but I cant; doan no if itz coz Im movin 2 fass or coz thi
shaft is sheeldid or coz Im 2 terrifyd 2 consintrate proprly. I start
screemin agen, then stop, gulpin 4 bref.
Id Ѕ shat my pants by now but itz been so long sins I 8 I cant.
Thi air is coald & am shiverin but its not freezin. I setil in2 a
sorta floppi X-shape aftir a while, like Ive scene skydivirs do; I drift 2wards
1 wol, then manoovir myself away agen. I Ѕ 2 keep swaloin 2 keep my eers
from burstin. I try 2 fink how far up I woz & how long itz goan 2
taik me 2 fol 2 thi botim, if its thi botim thats goan 2 brake ma fol. I
reelize that ther mite b sumthin btween me & thi botim & I cude hit @
eny momint & I start screemin agen.
I stop aftir a while. Teers get whipt off ma faice but itz not me
cryin itz juss thi feercniss ov thi wind tearin @ ma Is.
Ive nevir dyed b4. I doan no whot itz like. Ive herd from uthir
peepil & Ive bin in thi minds ov bags whot Ѕ dyed & got ther impreshins
but thay say itz difrint 4 evrybodi & I doan no whot itil b like 4 me &
I woz hoapin not 2 find out 4 a while yet thanx very mutch but thare we go.
I start wunderin if thayl resusitate me @ oll. O fuk; whot if Im in
sutch big trubil thayl juss looz my ident from thi kript? Whot if thay
catch ma dyin fots & then juss interogate me, or doan bothir sayvin me @
oll?
I feel like am goan 2 b sik.
Thi roarin aroun me goze on forevir. My Is r dry & soar. My
eers hurt 2.
O fuk I doan wan 2 dy.
I cant bleev how long this is takin. I feel like Im in
kript-time. It okurs 2 me mayb I am, mayb I kriptid without noin about
it. But I cant b. Im obveyisly not. I'm heer, follin down
this shaft, damit. I try kriptin agen.
It wurx. Im on thi sekind basemint levil, praktikly @ c levil.
How mutch furthir down can this bleedin shaft go?
/I port acros in2 thi kript; @ leest I can avoid thi momint ov impact.
My implants will pool me bak when I dy, so ther woant b 2 ov me, but @
leest… wait a bleedin minit.
Accordin 2 thi loakil hardware Im stil on thi saim levil. Thi kript
finks Im staishinry. Wots goan on heer?
I dubil chek, trebil chek, kwadroopil chek. Yep; thi kriptosfeer finks
Ive stopt.
I giv a sorta mentil gulp, then port bak acros 2 my bod.
/Thi air iz stil screemin up roun me. Itz stil totily blak but wif thi
thermil bit ov my vizhin I can stil make out thi wols 2 ither side.
Shurenuf, they do luke a bit difrint; no impreshin ov them hurtlin past no
moar. I stare down.
I doan c nuthin but blakniss but now I fink about it thi sound is diffrint
sumhow; evin moar ov a roar.
Then suddenli thers lites evriwhare, blindin me.
I cloas my Is. I fink; blimey, I nevir felt a fing. Thass me ded
& this is thi long tunnil wif thi lite @ thi end whot evribody getz 2 c
& I muss Ѕ hit thi botim & not evin felt it.
Xsept thi roarins stil thare & thi wind is stil pushin in2 ma
face. I opin my Is agen.
Im stairin strate down @ a sorta a hexagonil grid ov wires or metil or
sumfin, & beyond thi grid, a few metirs furvir down, thers ol these big
propelir fings, 7 ov them, ol whirlin away & roarin & sendin thi air
screemin up past me.
I luke 2 thi side.
Thers a doar in thi wol levil wif me & a cupil ov big black meen lookin
birdz wif skaley nex perchd thare, lookin @ me, beedy-Id, ther fevirs rufflin
in thi draft.
I cant fink whot else 2 do. So I wave 2 them.
That woz how we used 2 reech our hoam, 1 ov thi birdz tells me.
Am wokin along a brod britely lit tunnil. Thi 2 lammergeiers r keepin
pace wif me by sorta Ѕ hoverin in thi air 1 on ither side ov me, ther wings
goan whuf whuf, whuf whuf. I didn evin no they cude do this.
Am wokin kinda funy coz I think I did crap my pants juss a litil, but they
doan seem 2 nods, or thayr 2 polite.
U meen u got blastid up thare by thoaz fans? I say, suriptishisly
poolin @ thi sect ov ma pants.
Krect, sez thi bird (Ѕn 2 shout abuv thi noise ov its wings goan whuf
whuf).
So whyd u leev? I shout. & who woz that up thare pooshd me
down?
We left bcoz it woz no longir safe, & we wer needid down heer, yelz thi
bird. As 2 who pooshd u in2 thi shaft, I imajin it woz probly a state
employee.
Whot, a Security geezir or sumfing? But—?
Pleez; I cant tel u eny moar. Our comandir may b abil 2 ansir eny
uthir qwestions u Ѕ. Luke; wude u mind runnin?
Runnin? I sez, Why, is ther sumbidy aftir us? I glans bhind
expectin 2 c Security peepil pursooin us but thers juss thi long brite tunil
stretchin way in2 thi distins.
No, shouts thi bird, itz juss this pace is very tyrin 4 us.
Sorry, I sez, & braik in2 a run. Dozent do my chafed bum no gude
but it keeps thi 2 lammergeiers happy, beetin alongside.
& so that woz how I arrivd @ thi lammergeiers HQ; brefliss, on thi dubil
& wif my pants spottid wif kak.
Thi hed lammergeier iz a feerce big bugir ov a burd; tolir than me when heez
perchd & wings longir than Im tol. He iznt no ole gie neevir, heez in
hiz prime wif sleek blak & wite fevvirs, steely lookin talins, a naykid nek
that lukes oild & brite, & jet-blak Is. I doan no if heez got a
naim; we Ѕnt bin propirly introdoosed.
Heez sittin on a perch, Im sat on thi floar. Thi room iz funnil shaped
& thi brod sirkulir roof has a imidje ov a blu sky wif litil flufy clouds
in it. Thers anuthir Ѕ dozen or so uthir lammergeiers perchd aroun thi
room 2.
U Ѕ been a propir pest 2 sertin peepil, mastir Bascule, thi big bird sez,
stairin @ me & rokin from side 2 side & sorta stampin itz feet on thi
perch. A moast persistent pest.
Thang u very mutch, I sez.
That woz not a complimint! thi bird screetchiz, flapin.
I sit bak, blinkin (my Is r stil a bit soar aftir ol that wind roarin past
me when I fel). Whot do u meen? I ask.
Itz qwite possibil that we Ѕ givin away our noo posishin heer by turnin on
thi lift fans so we cude save yoor miserabil hide! thi bird shouts.
Wel, sory Im shure, but I woz toald u mite Ѕ sum informayshin about thi
whareabouts ov a frend ov mine.
What? thi hed bird sez, soundin puzzld. Who?
Itz a ant. Hir name is Ergates.
Thi bird starez @ me. Yoor lookin 4 a ant? he sqwaks, &
sounz increduliss.
A ver speshil ant. (I naro my Is.) Whot woz taikin by a
lammergeier.
Thi bird shaiks itz hed. Wel, it woznt dun by 1 ov us, it sez, shakin
its fevirs.
O yeh? I sez.
We r chimerix, mastir Bascule. This… ant muss Ѕ bin taikin by a
wild lammergeier.
& whare r they then? I ask. (Dam, fot I woz on thi rite trak @
last!)
Ded, thi hed bird sez.
I blink my Is. Ded?
Thi state had them kild during yesterday evening when it reelized we opoasd
it; moast ov them wer mobbed by chimeric crows & brot down. We bleev
we wer thi reel targets. 2 ov us wer cot & distructid. Ol thi wild
lammergeiers r ded.
O, I sed. O deer, I thot.
Hmm, I sed, I doan supoase u no if eny ov them sed anythin about-?
Wait a minit, thi bird sez, waivin 1 wing @ me. It cloases its Is 4 a
momint. It opinz them agen.
It lukes stedily @ me 4 a momint, then sorta Ѕ shaiks its hed. Wel,
mastir Bascule, it sez. As I sed, u Ѕ been nuthing if not persistint.
& u Ѕ not been fritind 2 risk yoor life. It stamps its feet
agen. Ther is sumthin u mite do.
Do 4 what, 4 who?
I cant tel u 2 mutch, yung sir; itz best 4 u if u doant no 2 mutch, beleev
me; but ther r sum very importint things happening rite now, things whitch
affect—& whitch wil affect—ol ov us. Thi state—thi
peepil who Ѕ atakd owr frends thi sloths & Ѕ tried 2 kil u—r tryin 2
prevent sumthing happening. Wil u giv us yoor help in making it
happin? Whot happenin? I ask, suspishiss. They say thers a
emisiry from thi kaotic bits ov thi kript aroun, wantin 2 infect thi uppir
layers.
Thi big bird shayks its wings impayshintly. Thi emisiry, it sez, is
kold an asoora & it is from 1 ov thi few parts ov thi kript whitch haz
not bin tutched by thi kaos. It carrys within it thi meens ov our
salvayshin, but its mishin is in jeperdy; the state oposes it 2 bcoz thi
fulfilment ov its mishin wude—conseevibly—meen thi end ov thi
presint power structyoor. Ov coarse thi state has used thi bogey ov thi
kaos 2 atemt 2 turn uthirs agenst thi asoora & those who wude aid it.
Thi fact remanes it iz our only hoap. If it duz not sukseed we r ol
lost.
I shift my bum a bit. I reely shude Ѕ askd 2 cleen up a bit b4 ol
this. Not that a playce whare lammergeiers r iz likely 2 b big on
washrooms, judjin from thi state ov sum ov thi floars Ive seen aroun her.
Im finkin fru whot thi hed geezirs juss toal me. It mite b tru, but I ver
mutch dout am been toald thi hoal trufe heer.
& whot am I suposed 2 do? I ask.
Thi hed bird lukes distinkly uncumfortabil, & flaps itz wings a
bit. Itz danegeris, it sez.
Id kinda gessd that, I sez urbainly, feelin pritti groan-up, thangu ver
mutch. Whot did u Ѕ in mind? I ask.
Thi lammergeier fixiz me wif its ice-blak Is. Goan bak up thi
fass-towr, it sez. Only hi-er this time. (It stamps its feet, 1 aftir
anuthir, & thi uthir burdz do thi saim thing.) Mutch hi-er.
I sit bak. Frotes gon a bit dry.
U got a toilit I cude yooz? I ask.
Lukes like thi hoal bleedin fass-towrs juss pakd wif shafts. Weer heer
@ thi foot ov anuthir 1. Itz biggir than thi 1 I fel down; a lot
bigir. This is thi 1 in thi centir ov thi towr & it muss b eesily Ѕ a
kilometir acres. Very faynt lite filtirs down from… blimey, I doan
no; helluva far up, thas 4 shure.
We r heer curtisy ov thi war, thi hed bird telz me. Both sides think
thi uthir controlz this space.
O reely.
Yes; thi fact they may b about 2 reech an acomadayshin shortly is anuthir
reezin 4 ther bein a degree ov urjinsy about thi presint sityooayshin.
Thi hed bird is perchd wif his Ѕ dozen pals on whot lukes like a peece ov
crumpild, soot-blakind missile rekidje neer thi centir ov thi shaft base.
Uthir lammergeiers r flittin about thi place fru thi shados. Thi rok
floar ov thi shaft lukes like it used 2 b smooth but itz ol chipt & skard
now & literd wif bits ov broakin mashines. Thers a dubil set ov rales
leedin in from thi side ov thi shaft whitch is whare we came from; thers a big
cavern thare whot lukes like a mooseum ov rokit flite or sumfing; fool ov big
sheds & misteeryus bits ov eqwuipmint & rustin missiles & big
sferikil tanx & telescopes & radar dishis & deflatid silvir baloons
like discardid bolgounz.
I luke strate up. Didn no u cude get vertigo lukin up.
This iz thi mane shaft, thi hed bird sez, & poziz. 1nce it led 2
thi stars.
I luke up agen & I can bleev it. My hed spins @ thi thot &
I olmost fol ovir.
Thi top ov thi fass-towr has bin inaxessibil 4 as long as enybodi or
anything can remember, thi lammergeier telz me. Meny atemts Ѕ bin made,
moastly in secrit, 2 reetch its hites. Ol Ѕ fay led, as far as we
no. It lifts up 1 foot & lukes down @ thi bit ov missile itz perchd
on. U c sum ov thi rekidje around u.
Uh-huh, I sez. Sumfin up thare keeps shootin them down, yeh?
No; but ther apeers 2 b an armurd conical base 2 thi towrs upir reetches @
about 20 kilometirs whitch nobody has bin abil 2 penitrate.
I luke roun @ ol thi missile rekidje. Thi offorities doan yoozhily let
airplanes operate wifin thi cassil 4 feer ov a crash weekinin thi struktyir,
let aloan missiles. U cant help wunderin whot sorta damidje has bin dun
up thare by ol this rekd hardware.
So? I sez.
We Ѕ a final vacyoom baloon, thi lammergeier sez.
A whot?
A vacyoom baloon, it repeets. Teknikly, a very strong impermeebil
membrane encloasin a hi vacyoom & fitid wif a harnis.
A harnis, I sed.
+, we Ѕ sum hi-altitood breevin eqwipmint.
U Ѕ, Ѕ u? I sez. (& am finkin, 0-0…)
Yes, mastir Bascule. We r askin u 2 take thi baloon up as far as u can
& then clime sum way beyond thi levil thi baloon attanes.
Iz that posibil? How far up we tokin?
It is sertinly posibil, tho not without risk. Thi altitood is
aproximitly 20 kilometirs.
Haz enybudy els bin up that hi?
They Ѕ
They get bak down agen?
Yes, thi lammergeier sez, stampin from side 2 side agen & flappin its
wings out a bit. Sevril mishins Ѕ ataned sutch hites in thi past.
Whot am I suposed 2 do up thare?
U wil b givin a pakidje 2 tak wif u. Ol u Ѕ 2 do is diliver it.
Whare? Who 2?
U wil c when u get thare. I cant tel u eny moar.
If this is so urjint, how cum u gies cant do it? I ask, lukin roun @
thi othir birdz.
1 ov our numbir tryd, thi hed bird sez. We beleev he is ded.
Anuthir woz about 2 mount a sekind atempt juss b4 u apperd but we wer not veri
hoapful ov suxess. Thi problem is that we canot fly 2 a Ѕ ov thi altitood
reqwired, & 1ce thi baloon wil rise no moar simply woking up steps apeers 2
b thi best meens ov gainin hite. We r not bilt for wokin. U r.
I fink about ol this.
It is a simpl task in a sens, thi hed lammergeier sez, but without it thi
asooras mishin wil shurely fale. Howevir, this is a danejiris
undertaikin. If u lak thi curidje 2 taik it on then b shure that moast
hoomins wood feel thi saim way. Probly thi sensibil fing 2 do is 2 turn
it doun. U r bairly an adolesint, aftir ol.
Thi hed bird lowirs his nek a litil & lukes roun @ his 2 neereist
pals.
We ask 2 mutch, he sez, soundin sorofool. Cum—& he starts 2
opin his wings as if 2 fly away.
I swolo hard.
Il do it, I sez.
NINE
1
The cell was dark. She had been troubled by strange dreams and awoke,
restless and disturbed in her narrow cot. She tried to get back to sleep
but could not. She lay on her back, trying in vain to remember what she
had been dreaming about. She opened her eyes to the darkness, and when
she rolled over again noticed a tiny glow of pale light coming from the
floor. She gazed down at it. It was like a pearl, lit from inside,
and so faint she could only see it when she didn't look straight at it.
She put her hand out to touch it. It felt cold. It was stuck to the
floor. She caught a hint of movement inside, and got out of the bed,
kneeling on the floor and putting one eye up to the tiny glowing pearl.
Inside the pearl she saw ice and snow and cloud and somebody standing
dressed in furs.
Without hesitating, she plucked the pearl from the floor. It was damp
and cold in her fingers, like ice. The tiny hole in the floor glowed more
brightly now; the scene below was clearer. She wished she could slip
through into that other place, and found herself shrinking—or the hole
and the cell around her expanding—until she was able to do just that.
She awoke on a frozen lake; a huge sheet of ice stretching smoothly away in
every direction to a pale grey horizon. Above was a roof of white
cloud.
It was very cold. She was dressed in a fur hat and a calf-length
coat. Her boots were long and her hands were clasped together inside a
fur muff. Her breath smoked in front of her.
In the distance she saw a black dot. It gradually enlarged until
eventually it resolved into a man rowing a kind of spindly frame across the
ice. He didn't turn round to look at her, but stopped rowing some
distance away and coasted to a halt level with her and about a stone's throw
distant. He wore a thin, tight-fitting one-piece suit and a thin
cap. He sat, still not looking at her, breathing hard and leaning
forwards to rest on the claw-oars he held.
She looked down at her boots, which became ice skates. She glided over
and stopped neatly, facing him.
He was middle-aged but fit-looking in a stocky, compact sort of way.
There was a sculpted leanness hinted at in his face and his hair was thick and
black. He looked slightly surprised. 'Who the hell are you?' he
asked.
'Asura,' she said, nodding. 'And you?'
'Hortis,' he said. He turned and looked around and behind him. 'I
thought I was alone here. They don't usually…' his voice trailed
off as he looked back at her, eyes narrowed in suspicion. 'What do you want
here?' he asked her.
'Nothing,' she said.
'They all want something,' he said, sounding bitter. 'You must, too.
What is it?'
She shook her head. 'I don't know what I want,' she admitted. 'I wanted to
be here, and I'm here.' She thought. 'I can't go anywhere else. They keep
trying to make me answer questions. Apart from- '
'And you're not ill or sick or needing to be rescued?' he asked, a sneer on
his face.
'No,' she told him, puzzled. 'Are you?'
'Only from this nonsense,' he said, not looking at her, but checking the
angle of the claw-oars. He levered them back and flicked them down into
the ice. 'Tell them nice try; at least they're getting more subtle.' He pulled
on the claw-oars and the A-shaped frame rumbled off across the ice, gaining
speed with each sweep of the oars the man made.
She hesitated, then set off after him, skating smoothly in his wake.
He looked annoyed. He lengthened his stroke, trying to outdistance her,
but she kept up with him. She loved the feel of the ice under the blades
on her feet and the cold air on her face. Warmth spread from her legs as
she pushed after the man in his strange, spindly craft. He was pulling
quite hard now and she was struggling to keep up, but he didn't look
comfortable with the pace he'd set either. His face grew more
angry-looking.
She wanted to laugh, but did not.
'How long have you been here?' she asked him.
She thought he wasn't going to answer, but then he said, 'Too damn long.' He
gave one explosive sigh and settled back to a more steady rowing rhythm,
seemingly giving up his attempt to pull away from her.
'Why are you here?' she asked.
'I'll show you mine if you'll show me yours,' he said, smiling humourlessly,
and shook his head as he watched his claw-oars flick and bite.
'Where did you come from?' she asked patiently.
Again, she thought he wasn't going to answer. It looked like he was
thinking hard. Finally he said—suddenly looking straight at
her—'The tower.'
She ceased to push after him and glided on for some time, skates parallel,
then felt herself brake gently. The man had stopped rowing, though his
own momentum was still drawing him further away over the ice from her. He
was frowning.
She came to a stop.
'The tower,' she whispered to herself.
The man who had called himself Hortis slowed and stopped the fragile-looking
ice-boat, some distance off. He was looking at her strangely, his head
tipped to one side. Then he angled one oar behind him and the other in
front and pulled them together to turn the craft and come back to her.
The small craft rumbled a length past her and stopped. He shipped the
claw-oars, leaning forward and looking intently at her. He gazed at her
for a while, then appeared to come to a decision.
'All right, then,' he said. 'Maybe I've been in here too long, or maybe I
just can't resist a pretty face, but I suppose it can't do any harm.' He gave a
small smile. 'I was one of a small group of scientists and mathematicians who
opposed the Consistory. We believed their desire to hold on to power had
entirely superseded any duty to govern for the general good; our
conspiracy—which had started at university and never really been more
than a secret club—became more serious when the Encroachment was
discovered and we began to suspect that the Consistory—with the King as
its puppet—was doing less than it might to find a solution to the
emergency.
'We pursued many different courses. We tried to contact the
Cryptosphere's chaotic levels, believing that at least part of the so-called
chaos was in fact an AI nexus at odds with the Consistory's philosophy.
We set up secret transmitters in an attempt to contact the deep-space
monitoring system the Diaspora was supposed to have left in watch over us, and
we tried to elicit some sort of response from the fast-tower, where rumours had
it that either an uncorrupted crypt core existed, or, again, elements remained
which were still in touch with the Diaspora.
'A couple of days ago, in base-time, we apparently received a signal from
the heights of the fast-tower. It was… couched in slightly
eccentric terms, but appeared to be genuine.
'The signal confirmed some of our suspicions concerning the Consistory's
lack of sincerity in finding a way to defeat the Encroachment. It did not
seem to indicate that it was in touch with whatever remains of our space-going
ancestors, though it did talk of some system left behind by the Diaspora which
might ensure the survival of all of us. The message—or at least its
ramifications—led…' the man sighed, and looked sad, 'to our
conspiracy being betrayed and me ending up here, and,' he said, looking
straight into her eyes, 'it talked of another part of the crypt, some
uncorrupted section which contained the key to the Diaspora-donated survival
system. This key would be sent here, to Serehfa, and it would come in the
form of something called an asura…'—he smiled, and in that smile
she saw a kind of sadness, some defensive cynicism, and an unspoken
hope—'… Asura,' he finished. He shrugged. 'Your turn.'
She looked down at him, while inside her mind what felt like great slabs of
ice slipped and slotted, colliding, joining, fusing and interconnecting.
She took a deep breath.
2
'Chief Scientist Gadfia?'
The voice had come from the scrawny-necked bird squatting on the shoulders
of the ape-human who in turn sat behind the head of the chimeric mammoth.
The ape-human glared down at her, grinning inanely. The other mammoths to
either side shuffled a little in the darkness, pale human faces looking down
from each of them as well. She gulped. 'Well, sort of," she said.
– Hello? she said, inside, trying to find her own voice, but
within was only silence.
'All praise,' the bird said, its voice echoing in the complex of hidden
tunnels and galleries around them. The creature hopped to and fro from
one foot to the other. 'Love is god. Well met by darkness, truth-seeker
Gadfia. For darkness gives birth to light. All here are hallowed,
hallowed in hollow, the hollowness that supports, the centre that is the
absence that gives strength, the hollow darkness that underlies supporting
light, seeker-after-illumination Gadfia. Please (Hiddier: trunk!); come
with us. There is work to do.'
The mammoth extended its trunk towards her; a giant, tapered hairy snake
with a naked, glistening double orifice at the end from which a damp, subtly
fetid gust of air issued.
She stared.
– Back.
– Thank goodness. Where did you-?
– I was snooping where I shouldn't have been and I was almost
caught by Security. Cut me off for a while.
– Good grief. Do you know where-?
– You're riding through vast dark dripping tunnels on the back of
a chimeric mammoth with a dumb, naked and deformed semi-human and a lammergeier
that talks like some ancient preacher and reminds you of the message from the
fast-tower.
– Correct. And I can't get sense out of anybody. The
bird spouts religious balderdash and the humanoid just grins, hoots and
dribbles. I was thinking of asking the mammoth what was going on
next.
– At least you went with them.
– Did I have a choice?
– I suppose you forgot about the gun.
– Oh.
– It doesn't matter. You did the right thing. Never
mind; guess who I've been talking to.
– Surprise me.
– The fast-tower.
– What?
– Well, an emissary thereof; it can't get back in touch with the
tower for fear of chaotic contamination, but it represents it.
– How? Where? What's-?
– The representation just appeared in the crypt; an old white man
with white hair and flowing white robes. The thing proliferated
illegally—set off system crashes everywhere; everybody thought it was
some vast attack from the chaos until they found how easy it was to trap and
kill; I don't think the tower is very good with humans. Anyway, the
copies all started trying to talk to anybody who'd listen. The
Cryptographers mopped most of them up and they're tracking down the others but
I was able to find one of the copies and quiz it.
-And?
– There is an asura and it's here, it's in Serehfa, it's on its
way, but it's being held up. The tower seems pretty confused itself about
who and what it is, but it believes it's here somewhere and it needs help.
– Are you sure this isn't some Security or Cryptographers'
trick?
– Fairly. There is another aspect to all this.
– What?
– We have an ally.
– Who?
– Myself, ma'am, said another voice, a male voice, in her head,
startling her.—How do you do.
– Oh. Hello, she thought, and felt flustered. Who are
you?
– Call me Alan. Pleased to meet you, madam Chief Scientist,
though in fact we have met before, in a sense. Whatever; I dare say we
shall communicate again.
– Ah, right, yes, she thought, still not sure how to respond.
– That was him, said her own voice again.
– I guessed that, but who-?
– Another planetes, Gadfium, another wanderer in the
system, though this one's been here a lot longer than I. He's kind of
cagey about revealing who he really is but I get the impression his human
original was pretty powerful and important. His current self is extremely
well informed and knows his way about the crypt better than the
Cryptographers. It would seem he came to the same conclusion the tower
did about the efficacy of using chimeric agents rather than humans to slip past
Security.
– I hate to sound a note of caution again, but—
– No, I don't think he's a plant for Security. He found me,
lurking around where they're holding the asura. If it hadn't been for him
Security would have got me.
– So you think.
– I know. Look, it was he who put me on to the chimerics
you're with.
Gadfium looked at the back of the half-human thing in front of her. It
was dark and matted and she suspected if the light had been better she'd have
seen things crawling in the creature's hair. The giant bird which had
been perched on the thing's shoulders had flown off down the black tunnel,
cackling. Below her, the mammoth swayed from side to side with a
surprisingly rapid motion as it led the twenty-strong herd down the huge
tunnel. The other humanoids riding, legs clenched behind the heads of the
mammoths, grinned widely and made excited fist-clenching gestures at her when
she turned to look at them.
Gadfium scratched and tried not to think how far down the ground was.
– Well, tell him thanks for that, I think, she told her crypt
self. But where exactly are we going and what precisely are we supposed
to do?
– You're the cavalry; we're riding to the rescue, Gadfium! her
other self said, excited.
– I thought I was the one needing to be rescued.
– Well, you've become the rescuer, Gad. We're going to free
the asura.
– We're what?
– You're on your way to Oubliette, the sea-port under the
fastness. That's where Security are holding the asura. Alan and I
can do most of it, but physically, to rescue the girl, we may need you.
And the chimerics, of course. The mammoths and the semi-humans seem to be
under the influence of our friend, the lammergeier… Well, I'm still
trying to work it out. Could be connected with the tower.'
Gadfium couldn't think what to say for a while. She stared into the
darkness ahead, where she could just make out the heat signature of the
returning lammergeier. She imagined the dark, buried city of Oubliette
coming closer ahead, and herself riding with a preaching bird, twenty cretinous
semi-humans and as many house-high mammoths to do battle with the elite of
Security and probably the Cryptographers too.
The scaly-necked bird flapped and settled on the broad hairy shoulders of
the creature ahead of her.
'Have faith in the nothing,' it said in a quiet screech. 'Faith is the eye
that sees nothing and rejoices in it. Unknowingness absolves the future
path of danger. The eye sees, sees nothing, and so has faith. Fair
set, all are hallowed. Shanti.'
Gadfium shook her head and looked down at the matted fur of the huge animal
she bestrode, feeling its damp, rank heat welling up around her like doubt.
– Are we both mad? she asked her crypt self,—Or is it just
you?
3
The angel was tall and sleek and sensually asexual; its eyes and hair were
gold, its skin shone like liquid bronze. Its clothes were confined to a
loincloth and a small waistcoat. Its wings varied from the coppery tint
of its body at their roots through every shade of blue to white at the very
tips of the feathers. It flew with an elegant effortlessness and landed
lightly in front of him.
He had stopped laughing, not wanting to appear impolite.
The angel bowed slowly and deeply to him.
When it spoke its voice was like something beyond music, each phoneme,
syllable and word at once utterly clear and yet setting off a symphony of tones
which fanned instantly out from the primary expression like an avalanche down a
pristine slope.
'Welcome, sir. You have travelled a long way to be here with us at
last.'
He nodded. 'Thank you. Had we met during any other day of my journey I
would have greeted you somewhat better dressed.'
The angel smiled, but did not look at his nakedness. 'Please, sir,' it said,
and like a conjurer flourished one hand, and was suddenly holding a large black
cape, which it held out to him.
'I'm grateful for the gesture,' he said, not taking the cape. 'But if its
utility is restricted to saving my blushes, I'd prefer to remain as I am.'
'As you wish,' the angel said, and the cape was gone.
'Tell me,' he said. 'Did I misinterpret something, or was I summoned
here?"
'You were, sir. We would ask something of you.'
'Who is this "we"?'
'A one-time part of the data corpus charged with overseeing the functioning
of the rest, and with the monitoring of our world's welfare.'
'No small brief. And your current intentions?'
'We will attempt to contact a system set up long ago which may help deliver
us from what has been called the Encroachment.'
'And how exactly is it supposed to do that?'
The angel smiled dazzlingly. 'We have no idea.'
He could not help but smile too. 'And what part may I play?'
The angel lowered its head, its gaze still fastened on him. 'You can give us
your soul, Alandre," it said, and Sessine felt something quail within him.
'What?' he said, crossing his arms. 'Aren't we being rather
metaphysical?'
'It is the most meaningful way to express what we'd ask of you.'
'My soul,' he said, hoping he sounded sceptical.
The angel nodded slowly. 'Yes; the essence of who you are. If you are
to help us you must surrender that.'
'Such things may be copied.'
'They may. But is that what you want?'
He looked into the angel's eyes for some time. He sighed. 'Will I
still be me?'
The angel shook its head. 'No.'
'Then whom?'
'What will exist is what we create from you, and with you.' The angel
shrugged; a magnificent and beautiful flutter of shoulders and wings. 'Another
person, with aspects of yourself within them, and more you than anybody else,
but not you.'
'But will something of me remain that will remember this, and my time here,
and who I was, and so know what became of me from this point, and whether
I… did any good?'
'Perhaps.'
'You can put it no more strongly than that?' ;
'I cannot. Partly, that aspect would depend on you, but I'd lie if I
told you the chances are good.'
'And if I refuse to help you?'
'Then you may walk away. We can furnish you with items to replace
those you lost in the water and you may resume your travels. On your
funeral, in another fifty or so years of crypt-time, I assume you will have the
usual courtesies accorded you and so take your place within the
Cryptosphere. Twenty thousand years of crypt-time await even before the
Encroachment is complete; there will be far, far longer than that before
matters become desperate in the physical world.'
He felt he had to insist, even though he listened to himself speak and felt
ashamed: 'There is a chance of some continuity though; some element of me might
survive which will remember this and know the connection, know what I did?'
'Indeed,' the angel said, with what was almost a bow. 'A chance.'
'Hmm,' he said. 'Oh well, it's been a long life.' He gave a small laugh.
'Lives.' He smiled at the angel, but it looked sad.
Strangely, he felt sad for it, too. 'What do I do?'
'Come with me,' the angel said, and was suddenly a small dark-haired,
white-skinned man dapperly dressed in a three-piece suit and carrying a hat,
cane and gloves. He flourished the hand holding his pair of spotless
white gloves, indicating the path back through the garden.
Sessine went with him, walking side by side along the path to where a
rotunda set on a small hill was revolving slowly and rising; its revealed base
was in the shape of a huge cylindrical screw, and gradually an aperture came
into view, rotating with the rotunda, its full size being revealed after a few
more revolutions.
They climbed the path to the now motionless rotunda. The doorway faced
them. It was dark at first, then it began to glow with a warm
orange-yellow light, like side-lit fog.
'Merely enter, and you will have done all we ask of you. If you carry
something of your being through what awaits here, you may do what you ask of
yourself.'
He took a step forward. The doorway shone like hazy sunlight. He
smelled the sea again. He hesitated and turned to the little man who had
been in the form of an angel.
'And you?'
The little man smiled wryly and looked back over the trees at the grey
heights of the quiet tower, proud against the sky's last dusky light. 'I cannot
go back,' he said, and sounded resigned. 'I shall probably stay here, in the
garden, to tend it.' He looked around. 'I have often thought it exhibits too
perfect an elegance. It could do with some… love.' He turned back,
grinning self-consciously. 'Or I may wander the level, as you have done.
Perhaps both, consecutively.'
He put his hand on the small man's shoulder and nodded at the beautiful
tower. 'I'm sorry you can't go back.'
'Thank you for having asked, and for saying so.' The small man frowned and
seemed to hesitate. 'Perhaps,' he said, 'my "perhaps" earlier was overly
pessimistic.'
'We'll see. Fare well.'
'And you, sir.'
They shook hands, and then Sessine turned and walked through the doorway
into the glowing mist.
4
Translation
Hoo-wee! Am probly hier than nbody els in thi hole wyde wurld rite
now, xeptin onli thi peepil in thi fass-towr assoomin thers nbody up thare ov
coarse.
Thi baloon is a grate enormis shado abuv me. Am hangin undir it by
whot lukes lyk a pair ov freds from a wispy net ov moar freds whot loop ovir
thi big sfeer. Thi lammergeiers strapt theez 3 oxijin tanx 2 my chest
& gaiv me this lite litil pakidje 2 put on my bak. Av got anuthir
mask on now, 2.
& a botil ov wotir.
& wormir cloves.
& a torch,
& a nife.
& a hedake, tho thats probly thi leest ov my problims, but
nevermind.
& av got a parashoot 2, tho that mite Ѕ go when I get a bit hier up.
Thi birdz @ thi botim ov thi shaft seemd 2 b in a bit ov a hury & I only
got about 10 minits ov instruxin on how 2 control thi baloon while I woz getin
kittid out wif thi hi-alt clovin & stuf, but it boils down 2 yoosin a cupil
ov pairs ov lines 2 pool hinjd flaps like airbrayks whitch shude steer me a
bit, + (2 control my speed ov assent) waitin 4 thi baloon 2 slo down & then
cuttin off lenfs ov plastic tyoobin sikyoord 2 thi same freds holdin me.
Thi lammergeiers brot thi baloon out ov a big shed in thi cavern @ thi foot
ov thi shaft; it ran on rales atatchd 2 thi seelin. Thi baloon is juss a
big sfeer fool ov vacyoom; iss as simpil as that. It lukes greyish &
akordin 2 thi birds iss made ov sum sorta stuf simla 2 thi fabric ov thi
cassil, so it muss b prity strong. Thi freds wer olredy draped ovir thi
baloon.
Whot if busts? I askd, jokin reely, but thi hed bird luked kind ov
awkwird & sed sumfin about uthir modils wif litlr baloons inside them not
bein up 2 thi job & if it was goan 2 burst it wude b low down probly &
they wude giv me a parashoot 4 lowir altitoods.
Nway, not 2 wury I sed, kinda wishin I hadnt askd in thi 1st place.
I got my flyin lessin, they wayd me, then they gave me thi vayrayis bits ov
stuf, strapt me in, pooshd thi baloon—wif me hangin undir it—along
thi rales out in2 thi botim ov thi shaft & along 2 juss b4 whare thi rales
endid. They atatchd thi lenfs ov plastic toobin 2 thi harnis in frunt ov
me & that was us redy.
Gude luk, mastir Bascule, thi hed bird sed. We wish u ol thi best.
Me 2, I sed, witch mite not Ѕ been very grayshis, but @ leest it was
tru. O, & fanks 4 ol yoor help, I sed.
U r welcum, thi hed lammergeier sed. It seemd 2 stifin, then sed, We'd
betir get on wif it; things apeer 2 b cumin 2 a hed. It went qwiet 4 a
moment, then seemd 2 nod 2 itself. I wude advise u not 2 yoose thi kript
4 thi momint, it told me.
Ritey-ho, I sed, & gave thi fums up sine.
They poold sum leevirs & thi rales abuv me swung up & opin; thi
baloon took off with a whoosh ov air, draggin me & thi lenfs ov plastic
toobin up wif it. It was like follin upwirds. Felt like my stumik
was poold down 2 ma boots.
They ithir cloasd thi doars 2 thi caverin alongside thi botim ov thi shaft
or poot thi lites out, bcoz it ol went dark down thare & I was left wif
juss thi dark greyness ov thi shaft wols. Thi slipstreme wind tugd @ my
cloves.
Thi baloon seemd 2 go up prity strate, tho I poold on thi control lines
conectid 2 thi hinjd flaps juss 2 make shure they wurkd.
Evin wif ol that toobin & stuf we fairly shot up & I had 2 keep
yawnin 2 cleer ma eers. Sum ov thi lammergeiers had floan up inside thi
shaft, & I wayvd 2 ther shadoy shapes as I wen past. Thi hoal hooj
sirkil ov thi shaft botim seemed 2 shrink like sum cloasin shuttir as me &
thi baloon wissild upwirds; prity soon thi birds wheelin roun inside thi shaft
had groan 2 smol 2 c, & thi botim ov thi shaft was juss a blak sirkil
gettin sloly smolir.
I doan no how meny minits it took 2 get 2 whare I needed oxijin, but it had
got prity bleedin coald by then, I can tel u. I woz glad ov thi fermils
& stuf they'd givin me. My hed was a bit soar by this time.
I turnd on thi furst oxijin tank & took a bref. Thi baloon had
sloed down a lot & I didn want 2 yoose eny moar oxijin than I had 2, so I
cut a lenf ov thi toobin off; it was fik stuf like yood make a drane or sumfink
out ov & it fel away like a big stiff wurm; thi baloon pikt up speed agen
& thi fin air hissd past me.
Thi wols ov thi dark shaft wer plane & boarin, juss lines & rales
& okayshinil sirkulir outlines that mite Ѕ been doars but witch were nevir
opin.
Id let 5 ov thi 8 bits ov plastic toobin go when I saw flashes down below,
in thi depfs ov thi shaft. A bit later I herd sum muffild bangs.
Ther wer moar breef flashiz, & then I saw a litil wayverin spark ov lite
whot didn fade; in fact thi bugir seemd 2 be gettin briter & cloasir.
O fuk, I thot, & cut thi strings holdin thi uthir 3 lenfs ov plastic
toobin. Thi baloon whooshd up thi shaft; thi harnis bit in2 my fys &
my arms wer dragd down 2 my sides. Thi air roard distintly aroun me &
my hedake got wurse.
I wotchd thi 3 bits ov toobin folin away, hopin theyd hit whotevir it woz
wos cumin up aftir me, but they didn. Thi rokit—witch is whot I woz
assoomin it was—climed on aftir me. I didn want 2 cut my parashoot
free & I didn think that wude make mutch difrinse nway + ther woz juss a
chanse if thi rokit destroyd thi baloon Id survive & b abil 2 yoose thi
parashoot (Ha! Who woz I kidin?). I felt my bladir gettin redy 2
liten me a bit.
Wotir, I thot. I got my wotir botil out & woz about 2 chuk it away
when thi fire aroun thi tale ov thi rokit went out. It stil kept cumin 4
bleedin ages mind u, & I woz Ѕ waytin 4 sum sekind stage or sumfin 2
ignite, & stil hesitaytin about chukin away thi watir botil.
Nevir hapind; thi rokit got 2 wifin about Ѕ a kilomitir or so & then
juss sorta topild ovir & sloly startid 2 fol away, tumblin end ovir end bak
in2 thi darkniss & eventyooly disapperin.
I breevd a si ov releef that mistid up my fayce playt. Thi baloon
almost scraypd thi side ov thi shaft but wif a bit ov dextriss poolin & a
modicum ov swayrin & panikin I got thi dam fing bak on thi erect
coarse.
Ther woz a xploshin @ thi botim ov thi shaft.
No moar rokits.
I cuden c upwirds natchirily, but thi base ov thi shaft woz a ofil long way
away & I fot I had 2 b neer thi top ov thi fing by now. On thi uthir
hand, thi baloon woz stil farely rayssin upwirds, so I gesd I was wrong.
Shurenuf, thi clime went on 4 sum time aftir that. My feet & fingirs
was startin 2 get reely coald. My hed was aykin fit 2 burst.
I didn feel I woz breevin rite, but cuden remember whot u were supposed 2 do
2 breev rite. I startid 2 wury about whot wude happin if they'd taken thi
top off thi tower or I driftid out thi side thru a hoal & went on up in2
spaice. Whot'd I do then? I wunnerd. I luked down; my gluvd
fingers wer fiddlin about wif thi valvs on top ov thi litil botils strapt 2 my
chest. I shuke my hed. Doin this hurt a lot.
I think I muss Ѕ blakd out 4 a bit coz when I awoke I was stayshiniry.
My hed stil hurts like hel but @ leest Im alive. Thi baloon iz floatin
agenst 1 wol ov thi shaft wif & sorta bobbin me up & down very
gently. Its a bit liter @ last. I can c thi traks goan up thi side
ov thi shaft in grate detayl, but no doors. I try 2 fink whot I can throw
away. A oxijin tank; thers 1 empty. I muss Ѕ chaynjed ovir 2 thi
sekind 1 aftir ol.
I unscrew thi tank wif very coald gluvd fingerz & let it drop.
Thi baloon floats up very sloly.
My hed feels tite & buzzy like itz goan 2 burst & my hoal body feels
bloatid like am a baloon maself. Lites sparkin in frunt ov my Is &
roarin in ma hed.
Thi baloon stopz, bobbin agen.
Stil no sine ov a doar.
I rok bak & forward as if Im on a swing; this scrapes thi baloon agenst
thi side ov thi shaft, but it cant b helped. Swinging qwite hard, I can c
a doar—a opin doar!—a bit furthir up thi shaft.
I take a drink from thi watir botil, then let it drop in2 thi
darkniss. Thi baloon bobs a bit hier ovir thi next few minits.
Neerly thare but not qwite.
I mite need thi nife; cant thro that away. I luke @ my boots & my
gluvs, but I suspect it wude be crazy 2 thro them away. I cude throw away
thi parashoot but then Id Ѕ no chanse @ ol ov gettin bak down.
It lukes prity lite up heer; I take thi torch out & throw it downwirds
as hard as I can.
I keep thi baloon goan from side 2 side as it floats up a bit hier.
I'm levil wif thi doar; its hoomin sized & like a sorta sqware O
shape. Lukes dark inside there. I can olmost reech thi doar but I
need 2 make thi baloon rok sum moar. Thi baloon floats down a bit & I
shout & curse but I keep swingin & swingin & eventyooly I'm whippin
bak & forward in a olmost complete Ѕ sircil & the doars juss about in
ranje; I fling out 1 leg & hook on2 thi sill ov thi doarway, then pool
myself in wif my legz.
I dunno; I muss b dopey wif thi altitood or sumfin coz I juss undo thi
harnis & ov coarse thi baloon races off up thi shaft, neerly draggin me out
ov thi doorway @ thi same time; I staggir wif 1 hand flailin out ov thi doar
while thi uthir gluv slides along thi flanj inside thi doarway.
I pool maself bak in, gaspin 4 bref. I luke up thi shaft. Thers
a big blak coan hangin down filin thi top ov thi shaft, & thers big long
hoals like sorta upwirdly-sloapd gill slits lettin in sum lite aroun thi wols
ov thi shaft oposit thi coan. Thi lite looks like daylite, tho it must be
cumin from a fayr distins as this is thi centir ov thi towr & evribody nose
it doan taypir mutch.
Ther's anuthir cupil ov baloons up thare whare thi 1 that brot me up is
heddin. I watch mine fump agenst thi side ov thi black coan. It
goze on up, neerly disappers out ov 1 ov thi big long slits, then cums 2 a stop
@ thi top ov thi shaft, between thi coan & thi shaft side, bobbin like a
baloon lost 2 thi seelin @ a kids party.
O u silly fool Bascule, I fink 2 maself. I luke down thi shaft.
How am I goan 2 get bak down now? Stil got thi parashoot but wifout thi
baloon 2 slo me down inishily thi lammergeiers rekin thi parashoots neerly
yoosless. O wel, mite as wel leev thi dam fing heer. I take it off
& dump it by thi doarway.
Blimey its coald. I peer in2 thi darkniss beyond thi doar.
Thers anuthir doar & a sorta control-panil lookin thing. Cude b a
lift I supose but I shude b so luky. Shurenuf, nuffink hapins when I
press thi simbols. I try kriptin, very carefily & short-rainje, so
it's reely not like kriptin @ ol. Blimey; ther's nuffink here! Not
evin eny lectrix neerby! I never been so far away from thi kript, from
sivilizayshin.
Nway, thi poynt is, this elivaiters ded.
Thers anuthir doar 2 1 side. It isnt qwite cloasd. I poosh it
opin. Very dark, but thers steps thare ol rite. Ver dark
indeed. Wish I stil had that torch. Spyril steps. Bludy big
deep steps, 2; muss b only 3 2 a metir. O wel, I fink, tryin 2 encuridje
myself; I didn Ѕ eny uthir plans 4 2day.
I start climein.
I count thi steps in hundreds, tryin 2 keep 2 a stedy rithim. It
dozent get eny darkir or eny briter.
I try not 2 think about how hi I am, evin tho thers a kind ov pride in me
that Ive got this far. I also try not 2 think about how Im goan 2 get
down, or about thi peepil who shot thi rokit @ me & whithir they wil stil b
thare if I am abil 2 find a way bak down. I pass anuthir side doar; its
lokt. 500 steps. & anuthir doar. Its lokt 2. I also try not 2
fink ov ol thi fings u heer about thi fass towr; about reel ghosts or monstirs
from b4 thi Diaspora or from thi depfs ov spaice or juss poot here 2 gard it
& stop silly bags from attemptin 2 xploar it. I spend qwite a lot ov
my time tryin not 2 fink about ol these fings.
Anuthir doarway. Thi doars r spaiced every 256 steps. Ol lokt so
far.
1000 steps.
Suddenly thers sumthin ahed ov me, roun thi turn ov the stare; sumthin that
lukes like its alive & waitin & crouchd lukein @ me.
Its stil olmost pitch blak but this things blakir, + its hooj & its
poysd ovir me like sum avenjin ainjil ov darkniss. I feel 4 my
nife. Thi fing abuv me on thi steps dozent moov. Id like 2 kid
myself it iznt reely thare but it is. Cant find my nife. Itz hangin
on a bit ov string sumwhare heer but I cant find it; o blimey, o fuk.
I find thi nife & hoald it out in front ov me wif 1 shakin hand.
Thi blak thing stil dozent moov. I glanse bhind me. I cant
go bak. I stare @ thi motionless thing blokin my way.
It takes a few moar moments 4 me to reelize.
Its thi frozin ded body ov thi lammergeier they sent up b4. I breev a
bit eesier (if u can b sed 2 b breevin eesier when yoor lungz feel like thare
about 2 cum out down yoor nose 8t yoor skin feels tot & about 2 split like
a ripe froot), but when I go up past thi bird I try not 2 tutch it.
I keep goan.
Thers a doar @ 1024 steps, blokin thi way up. I try kriptin but thi
doars lectricly ded. Thers a big sorta wheel thing on thi front so I spin
it & aftir stikin @ furst, it turns. Aftir a offil lot ov wheel
whirlin thers a clik. Thi doar stiks 2 but it opins eventchirly, hissin
& skraypin.
On & up.
1500 steps.
I Ѕ 2 switch 2 thi furd & last oxijin botil @ 1540 steps.
Keep goan, keep goan, keep goan. Round & roun & roun &
roun 4evir & evir & evir…
2000. Keep climein. Roarin ears, flashin Is, sikniss in ma
stumik, coppery tayst ov blud in ma mouf.
Am xpectin sumthin @ 2048 steps but I cant remember whot it is. I get
thare & its a cloasd doar. I remembit thi last 1. Saim
performins heer xept this 1 stiks wurse & can hardly moov thi bugir.
2200. 2202. 2222. I want 2 stop here, I keep bashin in2
thi wols & am fritind ov follin ol thi way bak down 2 wharevir it woz I
startid from. Its so coald. I cant feel ma feet or ma hands.
Tutch my nose wif ma gluv & cant feel that neevir. Hak &
spit. Spit goze krik in mid-air. That meenz sumfin but I
cant remember whot. Sumfin bad, I fink. 2300. 2303. 2333. Not sutch
a good playce 2 stop. Fink Il keep goan.
2444. 2555. 2666.
I doan no whare Im goan nor barely whare I am eny moar. Im in a hooj
screw fing what is windin down in2 thi erf as I clime up inside it.
2777. 2888. 2999, 3000.
Then thers a emptiness in ma lungz. I try hard 2 fink.
Im in thi fass towr, in a stareway. 3000 steps. I can c sum lites, but
thare juss in ma Is. Nufink in thi tank, nufink in my lungz, nufink in my
hed.
256, sumfin keeps tellin me. 256. 256. 256. I doan no whot it is but
it keeps bleedin bangin on about 256 256 256 ol thi dam time. 2560; ther woznt
enythin thare woz ther? I stand thare, swayin, suddnly finking, O
no! Whot if I missd a opin doar? Whot if Ive gon past wharevir it
wos I wos suposed 2 b goan?
256 256 256.
O shut up.
256 256 256.
O hel, ol rite; 256; whot's 12 tyms 256?
Bugird if I no. 2 dificult 2 work out.
256 256 256.
Fukin hel Im goan 2 keep goan juss 2 get away from this dam noyse in ma
hed.
256 256 256.
3050. Tunil vishin. No noyse but roar. 3055. Sparks
gon. Not shure if Im stil climin or not. 3060. Hiest corps in thi
cassil miby. Shit, am goan 2 dy & am outa reech ov thi bleedin kript;
am goan 2 reely reely dy, 4evir.
Try kriptin but its hard, juss like keepin ma Is opin is hard. Get a
hint ov a reply tho. A wee tiny smol voyse goin:
Bascule! Keep going! Keep going! We're almost thare!
O, its Ergates. Ergates thi litil ant. Cum bak 2 me now.
Thass nice. But I Ѕ 2 brake thi conexin, iss 2 hard 2 mayntayn.
3065. Taykin off thi harnis now; iss yoosless, like thi kript. I
can c 2 do it tho. Very coald now. Very very coald.
3070. Moar lite.
3071. Lite; doarway. Doarway 2 thi side. Doan bleev
it. Juss anuthir haloosinayshin.
3072. Opin doarway, brite & warm. Lungz on fire. Goan
2 keep goan.
Fol.
Fol in2 thi doarway. Hit thi floar.
Iss gude 2 ly down.
Lites lite up, sounds sound.
Flash!-flash!-flash! Hiss. Vhoot!-vhoot!-vhoot!
Clunk. Flash!-flashl!flash! Hiss. Vhoot!-vhoot!-vhoot!
Blimey, I fink, cloasin my Is, I didn no dyin involvd such a bleedin
comoshin…
TEN
1
The girl looked down at him. Her brown face, framed by the white fur
of her hat, looked open and honest. Her eyes held an expression somewhere
between naivety and innocence. She gave a little sigh, and her shoulders,
arms and muffed hands all rose a fraction. She looked, smiling, away over
his head and with those calm, regarding eyes half closed as though in
recollection, said:
'I did not know who I was; only that I might be able to help. I was
born in the clan vault of the family Velteseri. They brought me here at
my request. I was taken by- '
'Did not know, Asura?' he asked gently.
'- by people who wish to hold me and so try to stop me from doing what I am
supposed to do.'
'Asura,' he asked, 'do you know who you really are now?'
She looked down at him, eyes glittering. 'Yes,' she said. 'Yes I do,
Quolier.' She showed her teeth and took one gliding step forward, so that she
was between the open end of the A-shaped ice-craft. Quolier? he thought.
'Oncaterius,' the girl said, and there was something new and un-girl-like in
her voice that set his heart racing. 'You slug; is this really the best you can
do, impersonating an old lady scientist?'
He grabbed the right claw-oar and swung it at her.
She doubled up, dodging beneath the blow. He leapt from the
ice-scull. The girl swung at him with one leg, but he cancelled the
skates; this arena was within his control, and he had only ever allowed her to
specify those rather than boots. The slicing kick brushed past his face
and he felt the wind of it on his cheek. The girl staggered as the blade
beneath her foot disappeared, but she did not fall.
The ice-scull trundled off a little way behind him; he lunged at the girl to
force her back, then retreated two steps to the scull; he grasped the remaining
oar and threw it away behind him, skittering and whirling across the ice.
The girl grinned at him, throwing away the hand muff with a similar
gesture.
'Ah,' she said, glancing in the direction of the oar. 'It's to be a fair
fight, then.'
He jabbed forward and swung the oar. The seven claw blades were
needle-tipped and razor sharp; they hissed through the air in front of her face
as she jinked back and side-stepped.
'Well, you still have the advantage of me in terms of names,' he told her,
keeping himself between the girl and the other claw-oar, still sliding away
across the ice.
'As in so much else, Oncaterius,' she laughed, dodging one way, then the
other, as if trying to get past him. He was ready for the bluff, but not
the double-bluff; the claw-oar slammed into the ice where the girl would have
been as she slipped and skidded past behind him. He twisted, levering
himself on the embedded oar to perform a sort of stunted vault and landing
kneeling with the oar held out in front of him.
She had not attacked, and she had not attempted to run for the other oar,
fifty metres or more away across the ice; instead she'd picked up the
ice-scull, brandishing its thin A-frame in front of her now like a shield, and
advancing.
'We have met before, haven't we?' Oncaterius said, rising and hefting
the claw-oar as he moved forward too.
'Once or twice,' she agreed.
'Thought so,' he said, thinking furiously, certain he knew this person in
some other guise. He cancelled the image he'd taken on, removing any
trace of Gadfium from his appearance. There was just a hint of a delay as
this took effect, almost as though the alteration had had to be approved, which
ought not to be the case.
He watched the girl's tensed, intense face, framed by the ice-scull, edge
closer to him.
He'd had enough of this. He attempted to cut out, back to
base-reality, but the command failed. He was stuck here.
Now that was interesting, he thought. He tried thinking the
girl unconscious, then imagined that the claw-oar was a gun, but neither
worked. He attempted to summon help; that oaf Lunce was supposed to be
waiting in the wings… No reply. The Serotin, then:… again,
nothing.
Alone, then, as well as trapped.
'Problems, Quolier?' the girl asked, still advancing warily towards
him. One of the ice-scull's rear blades caught the light and glinted, and
for the first time Oncaterius realised that the spindly craft might be pressed
into use as a weapon as well as a defence, and that he was just a little
afraid. So this was how it felt.
He laughed. 'No, not really,' he said, then swung furiously at the
girl. She fended the blow with the ice-scull; he was already swinging
back, but that slice too was parried. He anticipated a counter attack and
saw her moving as though to comply; he used his own momentum to whirl round and
then brought the claw-oar up and then down where he expected her to move.
The claws ripped through the left arm of her coat, encountering some
resistance, then slammed into the ice. He hauled the claws back out as
fast as he could and ducked and twisted, but the A-frame of the little
ice-craft came whistling through the air and a blade bit into his shoulder.
They separated a few metres, each carried across the ice by their own
momentum. She bled from the left arm, tattered fur hanging dripping red
onto the ice, her face still set in a strange, eager grin. His own
shoulder felt numb and suddenly stiff. There was blood on the ice at his
feet.
He advanced again, feinted and swung; the claw locked into the ice-scull's
frame; she twisted it and the oar was almost torn from his grasp. He
pulled, skidded on both feet, and suddenly they were face-to-face through the
A-frame of the craft, him pulling one way on the locked blades, her hauling in
the other direction on the warping frame of the little ice-boat. Their
breaths met in a single cloud amongst the carbon tubing.
Oncaterius tugged, feeling his feet start to slip, and planted them further
apart. At least the shaft of the claw-oar was between them, preventing
her kicking him in the balls. She was sweating. Blood was dripping
from the elbow of her left arm. He felt the A-frame and the oar start to
tremble as the girl's strength began to give out. She grunted, her mouth
set in a compressed line. He was sweating too and his shoulder hurt
abominably, but he could feel her gradually yielding to him.
Her breathing was laboured now; their faces were less than half a metre
apart and he felt her breath on his face, smelling of nothing. He
wondered—with a sort of furious idleness that allowed his real
concentration to focus on the physical struggle—how far down the
reality-base the parameters here extended. They were each modelled for
muscles, skeleton, cardiovascular system and appearance, but was there some
sub-routine running which impersonated their intestinal flora? He really
ought to look into these things more closely. Meanwhile, all that
mattered was that he was physically stronger than this girl, and the trembling
he was feeling through the ice-craft's A-frame and the claw shaft was
increasing as he forced the oar round.
He laughed, conscious of his breath clouding around her, enveloping her
face. She frowned, and he knew he had won. He glanced, grinning,
round the A-frame as he twisted it slowly round. 'Use my own scull against me,
eh?"
Her eyes flashed. Her head came thudding forward and her forehead
smacked into his nose. He heard a crunch and his face went numb. He
dropped back and heard a great bell tolling inside him, as though his bones
were metal and hollow and just struck. Something whacked into the back of
his head, sounding another toll within his reverberating bones.
He lay, spread upon the ice. He tried to draw breath through the warm
liquid bubbling up in his mouth and nose.
Then she was on top of him, her knees on either side of his chest, the front
blade of the ice-scull cutting into the skin over his Adam's apple.
'All right, all right,' he said, spitting and spluttering through the blood.
'Tell you what; we'll call it a draw.'
She didn't reply. She was staring off to one side.
The ice beneath them trembled. Then—thirty metres or so
away—the surface bulged and split; great wall-sized plates of ice tipped
over and slammed back, breaking and splitting and spreading out across the
water-filmed surface as from the middle of the spreading, creaking breach, in a
blast of steam and smoke, a huge animal covered in thick, knotted hair
appeared, the size of a house, the sweeping yellow brackets of its tusks as
tall as a man, its trunk longer still, thicker than a man's leg and hoisted to
the cold skies, blasting an ear-splitting bellow on a cloud of mist. On
its back an ape-like thing screeched and punched the air while a giant black
bird screamed and spread its broad wings. An elderly woman—clinging
onto the beast behind the gibbering ape-man—glanced nervously under the
bird's wings as the mammoth roared again and trod with surprising delicacy over
the ice towards them.
She took a handful of the material at the neck of Oncaterius' one-piece suit
and hauled him to his feet; he was unsteady and almost fell; blood poured from
his face and he held both hands to his mouth and nose, trying to staunch the
flow. He blinked at the sight of the approaching mammoth.
'Good grief,' he said, sniffing. 'Well, I hope they're your friends, because
I haven't got a thing in.' He snorted back some blood, coughing. 'And
the hairy one looks hungry.'
'Shut up, Quolier.'
'This is terribly amusing, but I'd make the most of it if I were you.' He
snorted again, throwing his head back. She still held him by the neck of
his suit. Tuck,' he said, 'did we really have to make pain so realistic
here?' He coughed again.
The mammoth stopped five metres away. The beast's trunk swung,
pendulous and heavy. The ape-thing chuckled, the great bird flapped
once. The elderly lady looked down at them. She glanced at
Oncaterius and looked rather shocked.
'Madam Chief Scientist Gadfium, I presume,' the girl said.
'Yes, hello,' she said. 'Are you the asura?'
She nodded. 'Apparently.'
'Well then,' Gadfium said, 'apparently we're here to rescue you.' She looked
at Oncaterius again. 'Isn't that Consistorian Oncaterius?'
'Delighted, ma'am,' Quolier said, bowing. Blood splattered on the
ice. He threw his head back once more and sniffed mightily. 'Actually,
I'd been hoping we'd meet again. This is not quite how I'd imagined it,
but- '
The girl shook him, quieting him. 'Shall we go?' she asked.
2
Gadfium—swung so violently through all three axes of motion that she
feared both biting her tongue and losing her breakfast—clung desperately
with both hands to the tangled fur on the back of the bellowing, charging
mammoth. The ape-man in front of her whooped and screamed and waved both
arms wildly in the air, only the grip of his legs on the animal's thick neck
and a generous measure of luck preventing him from being thrown off. The
lammergeier flapped overhead, cackling.
The troop of galloping beasts thundered through the streets of the dark
city-port of Oubliette, scattering startled people to left and right.
They had exited the tunnels by a series of ramps leading to a huge dark hall
full of neatly stacked railway wagons, then crashed through a partition wall of
flimsy plastic boarding into an empty warehouse. Sweating and trumpeting,
the mammoths had swept down the aisles in a half-dozen hairy streams, their
humanoid riders whooping and clamouring.
The warehouse doors had given way; they let out onto a dock-side where black
water stretched away under the dark sky of the vast cavern which housed
Oubliette and the end of the tunnel which led to the distant sea. The
mammoths had wheeled and headed along the dock between warehouses and ships for
the city itself, their riders hollering and making faces at a few astonished
container-crane operators and sailors.
A broad boulevard led up from the docks to the centre of the quiet city;
there were some vehicles on the road but they had all stopped. The
Security building was plain and undistinguished and formed one corner of a
square. The other mammoths came to a stop outside; the one Gadfium was on
thumped on up broad steps, turned at the top, kicked in the tall closed double
doors with its rear legs and then turned and shouldered its way through.
Gadfium had to duck. The lammergeier clung to the animal's rump behind
her.
There were no obvious guards, just one man at a desk who sat staring
straight ahead and did not react when they charged into the reception area, but
sat immobile and unblinking.
– What's wrong with him?
– Our new friend, her own voice said. He's jamming the
Security people's implants. We should be safe here for a while.
The ape-man hopped off the mammoth and bounced easily on the floor. He
scampered for a door, which hissed open in front of him. He disappeared;
the door seemed continually to be trying to close, but could not, and so
oscillated fractionally back and forth with a series of clicks and hisses.
The lammergeier flew over to the receptionist's desk and settled there,
folding its wings and stamping from foot to foot, making an S of its long,
naked neck and staring quizzically up at the face of the unmoving man.
The ape-man reappeared at the hesitating door. He beckoned her.
The mammoth settled, kneeling.
Gadfium sighed and clambered down off the mammoth. At least its
knotted fur provided ample foot- and hand-holds.
– Get the receptionist's keys, her other self said.
She did. The ape-man took her hand and led her by corridors and stairs
to a door with a complicated mechanical combination lock. The ape-man
screamed and leapt up and down, hitting the lock with one fist.
– 6120394003462992, the voice in her said.
– One at a time, please.
-6…
The room beyond held a woman and a very large man, both of them sitting at a
table holding cups and staring straight ahead.
The ape-man pulled her onwards.
The room led to another combination-locked door and then a corridor where
her crypt self led her to a distant door; this door had an electronic
lock—already winking green for Open—a combination lock and two
key-locks.
The girl was inside, sitting on a small bed. She nodded when she saw
Gadfium, and took the ape-man's hand when he ran to her, chuckling happily.
She came up to Gadfium.
'I am somewhere else as well,' she said. 'Come and see.' And she reached out
and gently touched Gadfium's neck.
– Woa, here we go-
/And Gadfium was back on the great mammoth but this time in a crypt reality,
where the great animal rose like a furry fist through a white glowing ceiling
of ice. The little ape-man was seated in front of her again and the
lammergeier flapped above.
They burst out onto the frozen surface, where a man with a bloody face lay
on the ice, straddled by a slim girl in a fur coat who was holding the blade of
an ice-scull to his neck and who had just turned to stare at them.
3
The mist was the world was the data corpus was the Crypto-sphere was the
history of the world was the future of the world was the guardian of un-done
things was the summation of intelligent purpose was chaos was pure thought was
the untouched was the utterly corrupted was the end and the beginning was the
exiled and the resiled, was the creature and the machine was the life and the
inanimate was the evil and the good was the hate and the love was the
compassion and the indifference was everything and nothing and nothing and
nothing.
He dived within, becoming part of it, surrendering completely to it to
accept it into him and dissolve himself within it.
He was a flake within the fall, an insect sucked up into the whirlwind, a
bacterium caught within a water droplet forced whirling within the hurricane's
howl. He was a particle of dust from the plain thrown up by the hoof of
one horse within the charging line, a grain of sand upon the storm-besieged
beach, a fleck of ash from the eruption's endless detonations, a mote of soot
from the continent afire, a molecule within the encroaching dust, an atom from
the star's heart thrown out in its last, majestic, exhaustive blast.
Here was the meaning at the core of meaninglessness and the meaninglessness
at the centre of meaning. Here every action, every thought, each nuance
of every least important mental event within any creature mattered utterly and
fundamentally; here, too, the fates of stars, galaxies, universes and
realities were as nothing; less than ephemera, beneath triviality.
He swam through it all as it coursed through him. He saw backwards and
forwards throughout time forever, seeing everything that had happened and
everything that would happen and knew it was all perfectly true and completely
false at once, without contradiction.
Here the chaos sang songs of sweet pure reason and reserve, here the
loftiest aims and finest achievements of humans and machines were articulations
of psychopathic insanity.
Here the data winds howled, dissociated as plasma, abrading as blown
sand. Here the lost souls of a billion lives had poured and shattered and
tattered and dissolved and mixed with a trillion extracted, excerpted strings
and sequences and cycles of mutated programs, evolved virus and garbled
instructions, themselves irretrievably compounded with uncountable irrelevant
facts, raw figures and scrambled signals.
He saw, heard, tasted and felt it all, and was submerged within it and borne
over it; he carried within him, always there and just collected, the seed of
something else, something at once supersessant and insignificant, and foolish,
wise and innocent all together.
He stepped ashore from a molten ocean of chaos, walked calmly from the
belching volcano mouth, floated comfortably on the supernova's radiation
wave-front to the dust-rich depths, always holding his charge.
… When he got to the garden he recognised it, and wondered if his
future self would, but thought probably not. The rotunda was on the side
of a small hill, surrounded by tall trees, manicured bushes and rounded,
well-kempt lawns. A stream ran through the small valley, and a path led
towards the towered house in the distance, through the formal hedge-garden.
He got to the vault and found that he held nothing in his arms after all,
that his own naked self had been all there ever was, and knew he had always
known that. There would be no other, no remainder or survivor who would
walk away again afterwards.
He stood a while at the doorway to the rotunda, drinking in the place where
he would lie down to die and something else would rise. It was not his
home, not his clan's territory, not really part of anything or anywhere that he
knew except that it was upon Earth, and fashioned by and for his own species,
and so was part of his own and his ancestors and his descendants' aesthetic and
intellectual inheritance.
It would, he told himself, have to do.
He wondered again what it was he was supposed to do, what message he was
supposed to carry; he had hoped that at some point during all that had passed
he might have discovered what the signal he was supposed to act as carrier for
actually was, but in this he had been disappointed, if mildly; he had not
really expected that to be part of the process. Still, it would have been
nice to have known.
He looked around again, knowing that he had lived many lives, and each of
them well beyond the term the vast majority of his forbears would have called a
natural span, and knowing that he lived on, in a sense, elsewhere, but for all
that he still experienced a feeling of regret at leaving the world, however
foolish and ultimately trivial it all was, and could not help but let that
reluctance detain him, just a few moments longer, to gaze upon the represented
face of this small, pleasant garden, and still know that for now, for this
moment—which whatever happened in the future always would have happened
and always would have contained him—he was alive.
Then he approached the vault and entered it, stepping through the neat wall
of cabinets and into one where something—he had no idea what or whom, but
hoped they had the best of him, somehow, and that that would help them fulfil
whatever their purpose was—would soon be born.
And so he fell asleep, to wake.
4
'Shall we go?' the girl asked, shaking the man with the bloody nose.
Gadfium started to nod, but the ape-man jumped down from the mammoth, ran to
its trunk, took the end of it and then led the mammoth over to the girl.
He squatted in front of her and looked up into her eyes. He extended the
hairy hand holding the tip of the beast's trunk towards her.
'Relative of yours?' Oncaterius asked, snorting blood.
The girl said nothing. She stared into the ape-man's eyes as he
whimpered and made little nodding motions and continued to offer his hand and
the mammoth's trunk.
Slowly, the girl put out her hand.
When their hands touched, the little ape-man and the mammoth both
disappeared and Gadfium found herself sitting on the ice, looking around,
unhurt but still stunned. The girl shivered once. Then she blinked
and turned to the man whose collar she held.
'Come on, Quolier, we have a meeting to attend.'
Adijine stared at the desk screen. 'What,' he said, slowly and calmly, 'the
fuck is going on?'
The Security colonel's face looked grey. He winced a little. 'Ah,
well, sir, we're not entirely sure. There seems to be some sort of, ah,
problem associated with the Cryptosphere's error-checking protocols. We
are in the process of switching to back-up electronic systems where possible
but the interfaces are exhibiting crash tendencies under apparent parity
contradictions. Ah…'
'Again, colonel,' the King said, drumming his fingers on the table top. 'In
Clear.'
'Well, sir, the situation is somewhat uncertain, but there does appear to be
some sort of violent, and, ah, virulent localised contamination centred around
the Security unit in Oubliette but which has spread within the fabric of the
main structure as far as the outer wall and intermittently elsewhere. We
did conjecture that these phenomena might represent some sort of post-armistice
sneak attack by the Chapel but they would appear to be having similar and
related problems and therefore this hypothesis has been abandoned.'
'I see, I think,' Adijine said, looking around the state room as the lights
flickered and the desk screen display wavered. 'And what was the last we heard
from Oubliette?'
'Consistorian Oncaterius was in projected attendance interviewing the asura
suspect. Then a disturbance was reported, first in the Cryptosphere and
then in base-reality. Back-up Security units are on their way to the
focus of the disturbance, though we are experiencing a degree of difficulty in
maintaining contact with them. Reports are confused, sir.'
'As are we all, it would seem,' the King said, sitting back in his chair.
'Any further news from the fast-tower?'
'The situation was under control, last we heard, sir."
'And you were fighting—let me get this clear—birds?'
'Chimeric lammergeiers, sir. The sub-species believed responsible for
and certainly associated with some of the Cryptospheric anomalies over the last
few days. A number of them were successfully eliminated.'
'There was talk of a balloon.'
'An antique vacuum balloon appears to have been released.'
'Manned?'
'We are not certain, sir. Reports- '
'- are confused,' Adijine sighed. 'Thank you, colonel. Keep me
informed."
'Sir.'
Adijine left the screen on. He removed his crown and put it back on
again, then tried to crypt.
Nothing.
He placed the crown on the desk and leant his head back against the top of
the chair, closing his eyes.
Nothing.
He got up and walked to the far end of the room, looking out through the
broad windows and down into the depths of the Great Hall. Threads of
smoke trailed into the air from the carpet of landscape. Airships floated
against the ceiling, rolling helplessly. Then the room's lights went out
and the windows polarised to black.
The King sighed into the darkness.
'Ah, Adijine, here you are,' said a half-familiar voice, immediately behind
him. He froze.
They stood in a vast circular space with a floor of gleaming gold, a
velvet-black ceiling and what appeared to be a single all-round window looking
out onto a whitely shining surface and a purple-black sky where stars shone
steadily. Above them, suspended as though on nothing, hung a massive
orrery; a model of the solar system with a brilliant yellow-white ball of light
in the middle and the various planets shown as glassy globes of the appropriate
appearance all fixed by slender poles and shafts to thin hoops of blackly
shining metal like wet jet.
Under the representation of the sun, there was a brightly lit circular
construction like some half-built room. A group of perhaps two dozen
people sat on couches and seats within the circle, blinking and looking up and
around and at each other. Some looked surprised, some nervous and some
gave the impression of trying strenuously to look neither.
The girl, Gadfium and Oncaterius walked across the glistening floor towards
the group in the centre. The girl had exchanged her furs for an
old-fashioned-looking boiler suit. Oncaterius looked uninjured now but
his hands were bound together, as were his feet, with Resiler shackles, forcing
him to adopt a shuffling gait. There was a piece of tape across his
mouth. He looked quietly furious.
The girl walked into the centre of the group. Gadfium stood with
Oncaterius on the circumference. She looked round the people. She
recognised all of them; Adijine, the twelve Consistorians, the three most
senior Army generals and the heads of the most important clans, with the
exception of Aerospace but including Zabel Tuturis, head of the Engineers and
leader of the Chapel rebels. They were all bound hand and foot with
Resiler spancels and had their mouths taped over like Oncaterius. Also
like him, none of them looked particularly pleased with their situation.
Gadfium stared at the slight figure of the young girl, who stood under the
model sun, looking round the others, an expression of satisfaction on her
face. If what she was seeing was a true representation of this group's
current status… Gadfium thought about it, and found herself gulping.
'Thank you all for being able to attend at such short notice,' the girl
said, smiling.
Brows furrowed, eyes glared, expressions darkened. Gadfium wondered
what it must feel like to be the focus of such concentrated—and
potentially potent—wrath. The girl seemed to be revelling in
it.
She snapped her fingers. The rest of the vast circular room around
them filled instantly with a mass of people, all standing looking in at the
group in the centre. Gadfium inspected the nearest faces. All
different; just people. They looked real enough, but frozen somehow, as
though they were watching in base-level time. Perspective, or the angle
of the floor, seemed to have changed; it was as if the whole huge space was now
a shallow cone, giving everybody in the room, even those with their backs to
the distant windows, a clear view of the group in the centre.
'We're going live to whoever wants to watch,' the girl explained to the
seated group.
She clasped her hands behind her back. 'Think of me as Asura, if you like,'
she announced, pacing slowly in a small circle, her gaze sweeping around each
member of the group. 'Firstly, some background.
'We are here because of the Encroachment and the inappropriate response to
it exhibited by those in power. The facts concerning the dust cloud and
the effects it will have on Earth unless checked have been neither exaggerated
nor down-played. At least one of the rumours concerning it is also true;
there may indeed be a system which can deliver us all from the
Encroachment. If there is, we ought to know soon. Again, if there
is, access to it may be through the heights of the fast-tower, part of which
this is a representation of.'
(And, in a distant province, Pieter Velteseri watched, like millions of
others.
He had been gossiping with one of his sisters and dandling a grandchild when
one of his nephews had walked into the conservatory complaining his implants
weren't working properly and he was getting some weird live broadcast swamping
everything.
Pieter had worried that it might be something to do with the attention
they'd been getting from the Security people—tapped communications,
interviews through the crypt and in person—all of which seemed to be
linked to Asura, who'd disappeared at the airport tower before cousin
Ucubulaire could find her. Pieter had crypted to see what was happening,
and there she was!
He watched, fascinated.)
'There certainly is a potential escape route for a few,' the girl said,
standing beneath the model of the sun and looking around the represented crowd,
'a secret passage, if you like. It is in the shape of a wormhole; a hole
through the fabric of space-time. One end is contained within the Altar
Massif, in the Chapel, here in Serehfa; the other end is located either in a
space ship of the Diaspora or on a planet which one of the ships reached.'
She paused, glancing at Gadfium.
Gadfium was aware that her mouth was hanging open. She closed
it. The seated people looked mostly bitter, resentful or angry, though
one or two appeared as surprised as she felt.
'The recent dispute amongst our rulers was over control of the wormhole
portal,' Asura went on. 'The Chapel commands access to the portal but cannot
operate it; the Cryptographers may or may not be able to do so, depending on
whether they can design and run the appropriate programs. In any event,
the wormhole is physically small, and even if it is brought to an operational
state in the next few months—an unlikely and optimistic time
scale—it could only ever be used to save a tiny fraction of Earth's human
population."
The girl looked over the heads of the seated group to the ranks of people
standing behind. 'Hence the struggle for power, the war, and the secrecy.
Of course, the wormhole might save many more of us—perhaps all—if
we were transmitted in an uploaded form, but that solution does not appear to
have appealed to our rulers, who took the decision on everybody else's behalf
that it would be unacceptable.
'There is another reason for their reluctance to commit themselves to a
purely non-biological form, and that involves the chaos.'
The girl paused, gazing again round the seated group before addressing the
silent crowds beyond.
'What we choose to call the chaos is in fact an entire ecology of AIs; a
civilisation existing within our own which is enormously more complex than ours
and supports immensely greater numbers of individuals, as well as being, by the
most meaningful standards of mensuration, vastly older.
'When the Diaspora occurred the humans who chose to remain on Earth also
chose to renounce both space and Artificial Intelligence; in that sense, we
are all Resilers, or at least the descendants of Resilers. The world data
network of the time was swept almost completely free of virus; it had, of
course, already exported all its AIs. Nevertheless, the corpus could not
be freed entirely of non-controllable entities and the inevitable process of
selection and evolution took place within the niches available within it, and
so the chaos grew. Our rulers have chosen to ignore the full implications
of the chaos for all these generations because its very existence fails to
accord with their philosophy, their faith, if you like; that humanity is
supreme, and that not only does it not need to cooperate with what it calls the
chaos, but must actively oppose it.
'However, for all this supposed supremacy, there can be no doubt that in the
war our ancestors chose to instigate and we have blindly continued to wage, the
chaos is winning. Consider; the speed-up factor between base-reality and
the crypt is only ten thousand. It ought to be closer to a million.
The discrepancy is accounted for by the ludicrously complicated error-checking
systems required to prevent the further proliferation of the chaos.
Still, the chaos advances, taking up a little more of the data corpus with each
generation and slowing the crypt down further. And the chaos always and
only advances, never retreats. We can build new hardware, but eventually
it too becomes contaminated, either through direct data intrusion or through
nanotechs—also, naturally, ignored, banned and persecuted—acting as
carriers. Our war upon the nanotechs is equally doomed, of course, though
we have had a little more success in limiting their spread and forcing them to
assume forms we find more acceptable.' The girl smiled broadly. 'Babilia is
their most successful strain, I think you'll find.'
Gadfium nodded. Well, that made sense. Babil research had been
an arcane and paranoically secretive area for as long as she could
remember.
'So,' the girl said, lifting her head and looking round the crowd again.
'How do I know all this?' She gestured at the seated people. 'Because part of
what I am was once like these people, and part has travelled the crypt and part
has swum within the chaos.' She glanced at Oncaterius, then settled her gaze on
Adijine and spoke as though to him. 'Base-reality years ago, the man who became
Count Sessine made a data copy of himself; the construct was left to roam the
upper levels of the crypt and provide an ally there should Sessine ever need
one. One day, he did. The construct helped Sessine's final
iteration to escape those trying to destroy him and sent him in search of
further help; not for himself, but for us all. That ultimate Sessine
wandered the Uitland limits of the crypt until he was contacted by one of the
systems the Encroachment's approach has activated; he allowed his mind to be
used as the framework for the personality of a human asura the system
created. The construct he'd left behind in the main data corpus prepared
for the hoped-for arrival of the asura, attempting to contact both the chaos
and anybody or anything in the fast-tower.'
The girl looked away from the King, looking around the rest of the seated
group and the surrounding crowd with a kind of defiance.
'I am both that construct and that human asura. I am all that remains
of Alandre, Count Sessine. I have had the cooperation of what we call the
chaos in arranging this… presentation, and while the chaos has shown no
interest in using this opportunity to extend its grip on the data corpus, it
could give no guarantee in that regard. Doubtless I shall anyway be
cursed as a traitor to my species, at least initially and perhaps in the longer
term as well. However, I believe that the units of the ancient planetary
defence systems still residing in the fast-tower have now awoken, and that they
await the asura.
'And be assured that the asura is our very last chance; there was never any
need for our salvation to rely on so fragile a method of deliverance, but our
forbears, like our present rulers, did everything in their power both to locate
and destroy any information pertaining to the defence systems and to attack and
corrupt the automated systems themselves within the fast-tower; they have
always known that these might save us, but long ago chose—again, on our
unknowing behalf—to attempt to extinguish even that link with the
Diaspora. Luckily for all of us, they have failed. It is only
through the patience and tenacity of exactly the sort of Artificial
Intelligences our rulers so despise that even this last slim chance has been
preserved, and we can only hope that it will be successful.'
The girl bowed, slowly and formally.
Suddenly the bonds restraining the seated people vanished, as did their
gags. Gadfium staggered back as they rose and rushed shouting in towards
the girl. Oncaterius, who'd been standing rather than sitting, had a
one-pace start. Something appeared in the air above him, red and
glistening and twisting violently; it fell upon the girl, screaming:
'Gidibibigibidibibidibi!'
The girl looked exasperated. She plucked the thing from her hair with
one hand and crushed it; first it and then she vanished, an instant before
Oncaterius' grabbing hand would have clamped onto her arm.
The room, all the people in it and the fabric of sensation itself seemed to
waver and haze then, and Gadfium felt a moment of sickening dizziness before
everything seemed to snap back into focus again.
Adijine whirled to Oncaterius. 'Check the distribution on this,' he said,
then—as the others in the group started to disappear, some of them
together, already talking urgently—the King looked round the crowd of
watching people and raised his magnificently leonine head, frowning. 'Fellow
citizens,' he intoned. 'Obviously most of what you have heard is untrue.
What can be confirmed is that an act of war has been committed upon us; an
attempt had been made to extend the chaotic levels to include the crypt's
higher functions. That attack is being resisted vigorously. What
you have witnessed here has been a bid to spread confusion, despair and
contempt for the rule of law amongst all loyal subjects. I know that it
will not have succeeded. Please, do not panic. We shall keep you
informed on the progress being made to combat this despicable and treacherous
attack. Thank you, and remain vigilant.' Adijine glanced at Oncaterius,
then he disappeared. The crowds vanished an instant later. The huge
room was almost empty.
Oncaterius turned to glare at Gadfium. They were the only people left
in the representation for a second or two, then the place filled with Security
personnel. Most of them levelled weapons at her. Two of them pinned
her arms.
'You,' Oncaterius spat, pointing at her, 'are under arrest.'
– Oh no you're not, laughed her own voice.
The room vanished.
She staggered, unsure of both where she was and where she was supposed to
be. She was sitting. The girl who'd called herself Asura stood in
front of her. Gadfium looked around; she was in what looked like some
sort of small lobby. It was pleasantly if rather old-fashionedly
furnished. The air was warm and smelled odd; stuffy, somehow, even
stale. Two sets of double doors faced each other across the room.
The lammergeier was perched on a table beside her, gazing levelly at
her.
'Now where are we?' Gadfium asked.
'Not far from where we were,' Asura said.
– Near Oubliette, her own voice told her.
Asura looked at one of the sets of doors. 'We're waiting,' she
announced.
– For the elevator, to take her to the top of the fast-tower,
said the voice in Gadfium's head.
– How did-
– The presentation as she called it took place in
base-level time, with a half-hour hiatus immediately afterwards when the whole
upper crypt became chaotic. All of that gave her time to get herself and
you back into the tunnels. The mammoth troop is either standing guard or
leading any pursuit away in the wrong direction.
– What did she do, carry me?
– No; you walked the last bit. You just weren't really
here, that's all. But it means you don't know where you are, which is
what she wanted. Oh, and I'm only in your implants now; I had to leave
the data corpus or Security might have been able to trace our movements through
me. Only temporary, though; I can download again.
– I see. Well, welcome back aboard.
– Thank you.
Asura was looking down and smiling at a ring on one of her hands. It
appeared to be silver with a small red stone.
– What about the bird? Gadfium asked, smiling uncertainly
at the animal.
– It isn't under Asura's control. It is some sort of ally
though and it may be the birds are avatars of whatever is in the
fast-tower. They get instructions from somewhere and they seem to have
their own agenda, but nobody has been able to work out what it is yet.
Well, I haven't and Asura says she hasn't either.
– Why has she brought me?
– You're a waif, Gadfium; a stray. You've been picked up
for your own good. But don't worry about it.
– What about you? Does she know about you?
– Yes, of course she does. There isn't much she doesn't
know about.
Gadfium looked over at the girl. Every now and again she would look
down at the ring she wore, and smile.
– So, is this lift on its way?
– Not yet, I think.
– Shall I ask her how long she intends to wait?
– If you like.
'Until the elevator arrives,' the girl told her before Gadfium could say
anything. 'Or until we are captured or some different circumstance otherwise
determines our course of action.' She smiled. 'We must be patient, Hortis,' she
said. 'This place is not recorded on the plans that Security use, and it took
me a very long time to find it, even with help. It ought to remain
undiscovered and so safe for some time, though doubtless Security—and
especially Consistorian Oncaterius—will be doing all they can to find
us. I imagine we ought not to have to wait more than a few hours.
Would you like to sleep again in the meantime?'
'No, thank you,' Gadfium said, quickly holding up one hand. 'No, I'll stay
awake, thanks.'
'Good,' the girl said, and sat down, her hands clasped on her lap and her
gaze fixed on the double doors across the room.
– Oh. So she can hear what we're saying.
– Yes.
Asura turned to her and smiled as though coy, then turned her attention to
the double doors again.
Gadfium took a deep breath and watched them as well.
5
Translation
Itz a very strainje feelin wakin up alive when u wer fooly expectin 2 b
ded. Speshily when u fot u wer reely reely ded, like compleetly uttirly
& finely. U sorta cum roun sloly thinkin; I muss b ded, but Im
finkin, so I cant b, so whots goan on heer then? U r evin a bit fritind
about wakin up eny moar in case thers sum sorta unplesint surprise in stoar,
but then u fink, wel, Im never goan no whots goan on unless I do wake up, &
so u do.
I opin my Is.
Gloari bleedin b, its brite & warm. Im lyin on ma bak lookin up @
sum sorta sculptchir or mobil or sumfin; a bludy hooj 1, 2. Thers this
grate big planit fing suspendid rite abuv me & ol theese uthirs suspendid
from thi seelin & conectid wif hoops & stuf. I sit up. Im
in sum kinda big sirculir room with dark windos; stars outa 1 side, thi
Encroachment on thi uthir. Thi thing abuv me seems 2 b a modil ov thi
solar sistim & it takes up most ov thi space in thi room. In thi
midil ov thi room, undir thi big gloab ov thi sun, thers a buncha cowches,
seets & desks & stuf. Thers a gy thare, standin on a desk, holdin
his hand up 2 thi modil sun. He sez sumthin, nods, then gets down &
cums ovir 2 me. Heez got blond hare & goldin Is & skin like dark
polishd wood. Heez wayrin a pare ov shorts & a litl waystcoat.
He waves 2 me.
O helo, he sez, r u ol rite?
Not 2 bad, I say, witch is tru. My soar hed's a lot betir &
thi.rest ov me isnt aykin 2 mutch Ither but if I had 2 pik 1 improovmint abuv
ol thi uthirs it wude Ѕ b thi fact I doan feel like Im juss abowt 2 dy eny
moar.
Welcum 2 thi hi Grate Towr, thi holo blossim ov thi fastniss, he sez.
This iz thi Orrery Room. May i help u up?
Thanx, I sez, akseptin his hand & getin 2 ma feet.
Thi lites in thi room flikir. Thi man lukes up & smilez.
Ah, he sez. He lukes bak @ thi centir ov thi room, goze stil 4 a
sekind, then lukes @ me & wif a grate big smyle on his fayce sez, Fayth
moovs mownitins. From our holoniss is discharjed owr sentril purpis;
it is sent that we may b deliverd.
Padin? I sed.
Cum; let me find u sumthin 2 eet & drink.
Wel, I wen wif thi gy, but I doan mind sayin I woz givin him a funy luke
bhind his bak. He got me 2 sit in a chare in thi centir ov thi rume &
startid fiddlin wif sum sorta control fings on 1 ov thi desks.
It's bin so long, he sez, scratchin his hed. Whot wude u like? he
asks.
Frankly chum, I sed, am parcht. I fancy a cup ov t but enyfin wet wude
do.
T, he sez, scratchin @ hiz nodil agen. T; let me c. He punchiz
sum moar controals.
I luke up @ thi modil ov thi sun hangin ovir my hed. I stil doan feel
2 brliyint but Im a lot betir than I woz. I Ѕ a stretch & luke
aroun. Lyin on a neerby desk thers thi pakidje I woz supoasd 2 delivir
heer.
O I sez. Scuse me, is that pakidje 4 u then? & poynt @ it.
Whot? he sez, turnin & lukein @ it. O, i spose so, if u like, he
sez, & turns bak 2 thi controls.
Ahem, I sez. I doan wan 2 apeer ungratfil or nuffin but I did neerli
dy getin that pakidje up heer; wude u mind telin me whot woz in it? In it? thi gy sez, frownin @ me. O, ther woznt actchooli
enythin in it. He goze bak 2 thi screen. T, he sez, t t t.
Hmm.
I stare @ him.
Wel then, hulo? am saying scuse me, but wel then; whot thi bleedin hel woz
thi poynt ove me cumin up heer then?
Thi gy turnz & smiles @ me, then turnz away agen.
I juss sit thare shakin ma hed & feelin lyk a pryz idyit.
Thi chap wif thi goldin lox muttirs 2 himself & eventyerli gets a sorta
silindir 2 apeer up outa thi desk. He reetchis inside & brings outa a
cup ov stuf witch he shos me.
T? he sez.
I snif thi cup & shak ma hed. Cola, I sez. But itil
do. Cheers.
Frangly its crap cola but begirs cant b choosirz.
Sumfin to eet? thi gy sez, lukin hoapfil.
I fink about this. Whot wude u rekomend? I ask.
I drink anuthir few cups ov soda—its getin betir wif eech
cup—whyle thi gy trys 2 get sum cakes 2gethir but wifout mutch
suksess. Hes starin @ a pyl ov steemin pink goo thi desks just prodoosed
when he straitins & luks @ me, smilin & lukin ded hapy.
Then sumfin drops onto ma sholdir from abuv.
Its time to stare agen. So I stare.
Bascule; helo agen. Wel dun. Mishin akumplished. U no, I
lost count ov thi times I cursed u 4 yoor damd persistins ovir thi past cupil
ov days, when far 2 mutch ov ma time seemd 2 b spent makin arrainjmints 4 yoor
saifti witch u seemd 2 dvote ol yoor efirts 2 frustraytin, but in thi end I
needid help & u wer thare 2 provyd it. I thang u. Wel, sumfin 2
tel yoor grandchilrin, I supoas. Don't u fink?… Bascule?
Bascule, can u heer me?
I stare @ thi tiny litil thing sitin on ma sholdir. Ergates? I sez hoarsly.
Hoo els?
Is it reely u?
U no eny uthir to kin ants?
Whot thi bleedin hel u doin up heer?
Deliverin a mesidje.
Thass whot they toal me, I sez, glansin @ thi blond gy, hooz stil
mutterin & punchin butins.
A nesisery fabrikation. Whot u wer reely deliverin woz me.
U?
Me. Aftir I abandind my baloon I had got so far up thi steps from thi
sentril shaft, but then it becaim obvyis I cude go no furthir bcoz ov thi
doar—doars in thi plooril as it turnd owt—blokin ma way. Very
frustraytin. I woz abil 2 contact thi lammergeiers but thi burd they sent
2 help me cude not evin reech me b4 thi por creetchir dyd. U wer lyk thi
ansir 2 owr prayrz. I juss hopt on u as u pasd & hitchd a lift.
So I did heer u wen I tryd 2 kript! I fot I woz dyin!
Actyerli i think u wer, Bascule, but u also did heer me.
Nyway, I sez, poyntin @ thi blond puntir struglin wif thi food-desk thing, y
cuden this gy Ѕ cum & helpt u?
He did not no I woz on ma way. Thi fass-towr is not thi eesiest ov
plaisis 2 comyoonicate wif evin if we had wantid 2 anownse I woz on ma
way. He onli new we wer heer wen I woz abil 2 activayt thi doar 2 thi
botim-most live floar.
I juss luke @ that dam ant 4 a wile.
So r u this asoora evribod's bin tokin about?
No, Ergates sez, laffin. Tho i woz creatid in a simla mannir. My
task woz 2 act as a kee 4 thi towr axess sistims; they wer kept seperit from
thi rest of the towrs funksins so that if thi towr AIs wer evir infectid wif
thi kaos they cude not fasilitayt a fizikil invayzhin ov thi towrs upir
reechis. I supose am a sorta micro-asoora if u lyk, tho ol ive reely dun
is press a lift butin.
But whot abowt that bleedin lammergeier whot snatchd u from Mr Zoliparias;
that woz ol a set-up, woz it?
Ov coars.
But u shoutid ma naim & went Eek!
Had 2 mak it luke convinsin.
U mite Ѕ sed gudeby.
I wayvd ma anteni; whot moar u wont?
Bludy hel. I stare in2 thi distins, then luke up @ thi mobile.
So whots goan hapin now? I ask. Whot were u doin up thare?
I woz deliverin a messidje 2 a receptor chip berrid in thi modil erth.
Thi coad itself is meeningless but its supoasd 2 activayt thi relivint
sistims. Evrything seems 2 b wurkin, tho ther r reportz we may not Ѕ tym
2 test thi elivaytirs. I Ѕ 2 say I didn xpect my arivil & that ov thi
asoora 2 okur in qwite sutch close proximiti.
Cake! thi gy sez, & brings ovir a plate cuverd wif smol steemin brown
lumps. I snif them.
Miby sumfin in thi savery line mite be moar apopryit, I sujest. Thi gy
lukes like his crest juss fel.
O! # browns; my fayvrit! Ergates sez. Let me @ them.
Thi gy lukes hapier & ofirs thi playt 2 Ergates, who climes on2 it &
lifts a crum bigir than she is & then returns 2 my sholdir.
Yoor Is r bigir than yoor stumik, I tel hir.
Im a ant; my Is r bigir than my stumik.
Smart ass.
Then thi goldin-Id geezir straytins, lukes unfocussd 4 a bit & sez, Ah,
we Ѕ sumbodi reqwestin 2 join us. Elivater WesNorWes.
Am abowt 2 say, So? Whot u telin me 4? when Ergates specks;
Is it hir? she sez.
Yes, thi gy replyz. (I giv him a funy luke; I fot only I cude heer Ergates
speek.) & 1 ov thi wingd emiserys, thi gy continuse, + anuthir she wil
vowch 4.
I wude sujest we alow them 2 assend, sez Ergates.
Very wel, thi gy sez.
Weer goan 2 Ѕ cumpany, Ergates telz me.
There were three sets of doors; they hissed open in sequence, revealing a
small cylindrical elevator with couches similar to those in the waiting
room. A wave of cold air spilled from the lift's opened doors.
Gadfium and Asura walked into the chilly interior. The lammergeier hopped
in after them, cackling excitedly.
The doors closed, one after another.
The elevator lifted quickly; Gadfium sat down along with Asura, who wore an
expression that seemed both relaxed and concentrated at the same time.
She glanced once at her ring.
The lammergeier looked uncomfortable under the vertical acceleration.
It went on for some time.
6
Translation
Wel heer we r, us exiles trapt in thi towr. Iss bin a hoal munf so far
sins we tuk refuje up heer. Evribodi seems hapi enuf so far.
Thers me, Asoora, Madam Gadfyum & lots ov lammergeiers. Weev got a
hoal bludy flok ov them birds up heer; a lode ov them manidjed 2 get 2 thi lift
whot brot up Asoora & Madam Gadfyum, b4 thi Security geezirs found
it. Now they cant get up & we cant get doun but I no whare Id rathir
b. Asoora sez it doan matir nway as thers uthir lifts they Ѕnt fownd, tho
we shuden b in eny hury 2 yoos thoas juss yet.
… Whot happind wen Asoora & Madam Gadfyum got heer woz ded simpil;
Asoora went strate up 2 thi big globe ov thi sun & put hir hand up &
tutched it & stayd that way 4 a minit or so wyle thi rest ov us luked on,
then she sat down & cloasd hir Is.
Whot happins now? I askd thi golden-Id gy.
Weel no if its wurkd in 16 minits, he sed.
16 minits, I fot.
Rang a bel, sumhow, but I cooden fink qwite witch 1.
Let me mak sum introdukshins, I herd Ergates say…
Thi fass-towrs branes got thi kaos but it didn seem 2 b botherd. Thi
golden hare-and-Is bloak dozen seem 2 Ѕ chainjed sins thi kaos got in2 thi
towrs computirs but then frangli he woz a few fevvirs shot ov a fool wing 2
start wif so no chainje thare.
Asoora sez thi hoal naytchir ov thi kaos may b abowt 2 chainje soon nway, or
@ leest thi way we luke @ it mai b abowt 2 chainje, witch wude amownt 2 thi
saim thing. Furst we got 2 stop fitein it tho.
Al bleev it when I c it.
Thi ole fass-towr's a fassinaytin playse; thers a lot moar 2 it than juss
thi big rume wif thi orrery; thass like juss 1 litil rume out ov 100s.
Bits r a bit dilapidaytid & 1 or 2 bits r off limits bcoz they wer
punkchird by metirites & byond repare & so coodint b re-presserized
& heetid when thi towr woak up, but moast ov itz up & runin agen &
itz juss a totil hoot. Amazin vews, 4 a start.
Thers loada fassinaytin mashines up heer; grate big hooj Is like spaice guns
& stuf but also lots ov litil robots. Thi robots wer tryin 2 fix sum
ov thi big mashinery theyv got up heer. They moastly broke down when thi
towr got thi kaos & a lot ov thi 1s that didn had 2 b deactivatid, but sum
ov them stil run on thare own on-board computers, whitch rnt very clevir but
let them moov & do stuf.
Its a bleedin edyercayshin livin up heer, I tel u; thers telescopes & a
mooseum ov space flite wif wurkin simyerlaters & 000s ov hotel rumes &
swimin bafs & flooms & ice rinx & a hooj & totily brilyint
spyril skee sloap & a hoal bludy sqwadron ov space planes tho thayr far 2
old 2 b yoosd & wude certinly blo u 2 smivereens if u tryd 2 fly them,
whitch is a pity. Thers also rokits & satelites & ol sortsa stuf
& as Asoora poyntid out when she woz negoshiatin wif this gy Oncoterrerist
& thi uthir bags downstares, sum ov thi stuf we got up heer cude make a
reely nasty mess ov thi cassil if we woz 2 start dropin it or lonchin it on
them. She sed they bcame grately less agresiv when she sent them
pictchirs.
Nway, thi roolirs Ѕ got enuf on thare playts @ thi momint as it is wif out
wurryin about us; ol sortsa shaykups happenin down thare. Thi
Kriptografers & Endjineers Ѕ got 2gethir & r tryin 2 get thi wurmhoal
operayshinil, evin tho it lukes like we woant need it 4 escaypin. Old
Adijine is stil King but heez Ѕin 2 fite increesin cols 4 his abdicayshin + ol
thi clans Ѕ demandid & got reprisentayshin on thi Consistery but evin so
bags stil rnt hapy & feel thayv bin missled & want moar info &
say. Aparintly thi fastist groan politikil moovmint @ thi momint is 1
colin 4 Asoora 2 b made Qween or President or sumfin. Watch that spaice,
like they say.
Weev got axess 2 thi kript now 2, & Ive bin in tutch wif Mr Zoliparia,
hoo woz moast releevd I woz ol rite & is currintly in a triky posishin in
owr Go game. I also contactid thi Littil Big Bros. Doan fink Il b
doin eny Tellin 4 a while; we didn looz mutch 2 thi kaos but in thi curint
State Ov Emerjency Im not thi sorta persin thi Littil Bigs want 2 assosyate
wif, whitch is fare enuf; plenty 2 do up heer & I cude always go freelans
if I misd it, whitch I doant.
Asoora muss Ѕ mistaykinly thot I woz upset @ getin nokd bak by thi Bros bcoz
juss aftirwurds she made me a presint ov hir ring. I woz reely pleesd
enyway but evin moar so when I reelised whot it actcherly is. Itz got a
litil red stone in it & if u luke reely cloasly u can c sumfin moovin abowt
in thare sumtimes & if u try 2 kript in2 it u can heer sumfin way way in
thi distins goan gidibibibigidi (etc), very tiny & smol & far away
& playntiv.
Har har har, I sez.
Nope, am prity hapy heer & so r thi uthirs I fink. Asoora &
Madam Gadfyum tok a lot & do lotsa studyin & thers anuthir Madam
Gadfyum whot livs in thi fass-towrs branes & is helpin Asoora tok wif thi
kaos. Ergates makes me lern lotsa stuf 2, claymin my edyoocashin isn ovir
yet & sheez probly rite I supoas Iv stil got fings 2 lern.
As 4 thi hoal reesin Asoora woz sent heer in thi 1st place, 2 delivir thi
messidje whitch woz suppoasd 2 poot everyfin in moshin in jeneril & Do
Sumfin abowt thi Encroachmint, wel that appears 2 Ѕ gon smoovly, aftir a iffy
start.
Thi furst sine ov whot woz goan on woz a badun; thi amownt ov lite from thi
sun dropt by a 8th, ovirnite. Evrybudy, evin thi cyantists, got in a bit
ov a blu funk abowt this. Ther wer ryits in thi cassil & elswhare
& I myself remembir finkin, O fuk, & Whot Ѕ we dun? & Whot is 2
bcum ov us? That sorta fing. But then from that day on thi lite
startid 2 increes agen, very sloly but continyerly.
Thi sun shon down, thi moon did likewyse, thi planits continyood on ther
alotid pafs, but it woz like thi big ole nasty Encroachmint had gon in2 revers,
howevir unlikely that mite sound.
It woz sum time b4 thi astronimers spotid whot woz reely happinin & it
woz a evin longir time b4 they convinsd themselvs it woz tru, but it woz &
it is & now we no xactly whot thi bags ov thi Diaspora left us wif 2 get us
outa trubil, & itz a feersum endjinn indeed.
Thi sun shines a teeny bit strongir evry day, & tho itil b a long time
b4 nybody can c it wif thi naykid I, thi starz Ѕ moovd.
Thi End.
END OF BOOK
TRANSLATION—ONE—4
Original text
Woke up. Got dressed. Had breakfast. Spoke with Ergates
the ant who said it's just been work work work for you lately master Bascule,
why don't you have a holiday? and I agreed and that was how we decided we ought
to go to see Mr Zoliparia in the eyeball of the gargoyle Rosbrith.
I thought I'd better clear it with the relevant authorities first and hence
avoid any trouble (like happened the last time) so I went to see mentor
Scalopin.
Certainly young Bascule, he says, I do believe this is a day of relatively
light duties for you. You may take it off. Have you made your
matins calls?
O yes, I said, which wasn't strictly true, in fact which was pretty strictly
untrue, truth be told, but I could always do them while we was travelling.
What's in that there box you're holding? he asks.
It's an ant, I say, waving the box at his face.
O this is your little friend, is it? I heard you had a pet. May
I see him?
It's not a pet, it's a friend; you was right the first time, and it's not a
him it's a she. Look.
O yes very pretty, he says, which is a pretty strange thing to say about an
ant if you ask me but there you go.
Does it—does she have a name? he asks.
Yes, I says, she's called Ergates.
Ergates, he says, that's a nice name. What made you call her that?
Nothing, I says; it's her real name.
Ah, I see, he says, and gives me one of those looks.
And she can talk too, I tell him, though I don't expect you'll be able to
hear her.
(Shh, Bascule! goes Ergates, and I go a bit red.)
Does she, does she now? mentor Scalopin says with one of them tolerant
smiles. Very well then he says, patting me on the head (which I don't
much like, frankly, but some times you just have to put up with these
things. Anyway where were we? O yes, he was patting me on the head
and saying), off you go (he says) but be back by supper.
Righty-ho, I says, all breezy like, never thinking.
Swing down past the kitchens to see mistress Blyke to flash my big soulful
eyes and give her the soppy smile all shy and bashful and scrounge some
provisions. She pats me on the noddle too—what is it with
people?
Leave the monastery about half nine and lift to the top; the sun is shining
in through the big windows across the great hall straight into my eyes.
Damn sure it doesn't look like it's getting dimmer to me but everybody says it
is so I suppose it must be.
Grab a ride on a wagon heading for the south-west hydrovator along the cliff
road, hanging onto the back of the truck above the exhaust; bit steamy when the
truck stops at junctions, but beats having to ride in the cab and talk to the
driver and probably get patted on the bonce again like as not.
I like the cliff road because you can look over the edge and see right down
to the floor of the hall and even see the big round bobbly bits what would be
the handles of the drawers of the bureau if this was a proper size place
instead of being BIG like it is. Mr Zoliparia says of course there
weren't never no giants and I believe him but sometimes you can look out over
the hall with its mountains like cupboards and mountains like seats and sofas
set against the wall and the tables and poufs and so on scattered about the
place and you think, When's them big bags coming back then? (Bags is my own
coining and I'm quite proud of it—means Boys and GirlS. Ergates
says it's called an acronym. Anyway, where was we? O yes, hanging
onto the back of the truck rolling along the cliff road.)
Ergates the ant is in her box in the left breast pocket of my
jacket-with-lots-of-pockets, all safely buttoned down. You all right,
Ergates? I whisper as we bounce along the road.
I'm fine, she tells me. Where are we right now?
Um, we're on a truck, I sort of half-lie.
Are we hanging off the back of a vehicle? she asks.
(Blimey you get nothing past this ant.) What makes you think that, I asks,
stalling.
Must you always maximise the danger of any given mode of transport? she
asks, ignoring my stalling.
But I'm Bascule the Rascal, that's what they call me! I'm young and
I'm only on my first life I tells her, laughing; Bascule the Teller nothing,
that's me; no I or II or VII or any of that nonsense for yours truly; am good
as immortal for all intents and purposes and if you can't act a bit daft when
you never died not even once yet, when can you?
Well, Ergates says (and you can just tell she's trying to be patient), aside
from the fact that it is folly to throw away even one life out of eight, and
the equally salient point that in the present emergency it might be foolish to
rely on the efficient functioning of the reincarnative process, there is my own
safety to think about.
I thought you was indestructible to a fall from any height on account of
your scale and mass-to-surface area given the relative size of air
molecules? I says.
Something like that, she agrees. But if you landed the wrong way it is
conceivable I might be crushed.
Ho, I'd like to know what's the right way to land from this high up, I says,
leaning out over the drop with the wind in my hair and gazing down the way at
the treetops of the forest-floor, what must be a good couple of hundred metres
below.
You're missing the point, says Ergates the ant, sounding sniffy.
I thought for a moment. Tell you what, I says.
Yes? she says.
When we take the hydrovator up the cliff, this time we'll go on in the
inside; how's that?
Your munificence astonishes me, she says.
(She's being sarcastic, I can tell.)
The hydrovator car is one of the old wooden ones what creaks a lot and it
smells of rope-oil and varnish and the empty water tanks underneath the deck
make big boomy spooky noises as it climbs up the wall of the hall. The
floor of the car is mostly taken up with six big military vehicles which look
like airships with wheels. They're guarded by some army lads who're
having a game of pinkel-flip and I'm thinking of joining in because I'm a
pretty good shot at the old pinkel-flip and I probably could stand to make a
deal of gambling tokens on account that I'm so young and innocent looking and
yet a bit of a hustler really but then Ergates says, Don't you think you should
make those calls like you promised brother Scalopin? and I says, O I suppose
so.
I'm a teller, so the calls have to be made, I suppose.
I find a quiet spot near the gates where the wind ruffles in, and I sit down
and lean back and let my eyes go mostly closed and I tap into the crypt where
the dead people are.
From the top of the hydrovator I cross the marshaling yard on the frieze
near the roof of the hall and head into the wall through various passageways
and tunnels and take a tube along the inside of the wall to the far end of the
great hall. I get off at the corner station and climb up some steps; I
come out in a galleria on the outside of the wall what extends out from the
greenery and bluery and etcetery of the babil plants. From here I can
look down onto the terraces and little villages on the roofs of the parapet
merlons with the little fields on the crenels and if I look right down I can
see the flat green valley that is the allure but I expect none of this
terminology means much if you don't know much about castles.
Anyway, it's a pretty impressive view, and sometimes you'll see eagles and
rocs and simurgs and lammergeiers and other big funny-looking birds wheeling
about just to add a bit of local colour, and further below there's more walls
and towers and allures and steep roofs—some of them terraced
too—and below that the forests and hills of the bailey, then the curtain
wall in the distance and further away still there's the hazy scenery of the far
beyond. (They reckon you can see the sea from the very highest heights of the
habitable castle, but though I seen this screened I never seen it with my own
eyes.)
A rickety old chair lift takes me up and along, through a sort of tunnel in
the hanging babil plants, and before long I arrive at the corner of the great
hall and the place under the eaves where the Astrologers/Alchemists hang out,
and hang out is exactly what they do, especially Mr Zoliparia, who being an
important old gent of some note has got one of the prime positions in all the
town for his apartments, viz. the right eyeball of the septentrional gargoyle
Rosbrith.
The gargoyle Rosbrith looks out to the north, but because it's on the corner
and there's nothing in the way, you can see east too, where the sun is prone to
rise of a morning and the nastiness of the approaching Encroachment is popping
up saying 'Hi there folks—it's lights out soon by the way!'
I hit a snag; Mr Zoliparia doesn't appear to be in. I'm standing at
the top of a rickety ladder inside the body of the gargoyle Rosbrith abanging
and abashing on the little circular door of Mr Zoliparia's apartments but for
all my hammering there's no answer. There's a wooden landing below me
what the ladder's perched on (it's rickety too, by the way. Come to think
of it most stuff in the Astrologers/Alchemists town seems to be pretty rickety)
but anyway there's an old lady scrubbing the damn landing with some horrible
bubbling stuff that's bringing the wood on the landing up a treat even if it is
dissolving most of it and making it even more rickety, but the point is this
stuff's making fumes go up my nose and causing my eyes to water.
Mr Zoliparia! I shout. It's Bascule here!
Perhaps you should have told him you were coming, Ergates says from her
box.
Mr Zoliparia don't hold with modern-like implants and that sort of stuff, I
tell her, sneezing. He's a dissident.
You could have left a message with somebody else, Ergates says.
Yes yes yes I says, all annoyed because I know she's right. I suppose
now I have to use my own bleeding implants and I've been trying not to apart
from contacting the world of the dead because I want to be a dissident like Mr
Zoliparia.
Mr Zoliparia! I shouts again. I've got my scarf up round my
mouth and nose now because of the fumes coming up from the landing.
O, bugration.
Is somebody using hydrochloric acid? Ergates says. On
wood? She sounds mystified.
I don't know about that I says but there's some old girl down there
scrubbing away at the landing with something pretty noxious.
Odd, Ergates says. I was sure he'd be in. I think you better get
down—but then the door opens and there's Mr Zoliparia in a big towel and
what there is of his hair's all wet.
Bascule! he shouts at me, might have known it was you! Then he glares
down at the old lady and waves at me to come in and I scramble over the top of
the ladder and into the eyeball.
Take your shoes off, boy, he says, if you stepped in that stuff on the
landing you'll be rotting my carpets. When you've done that you can make
yourself useful and warm me up some wine. Then he pads off, hoisting his
towel up around him and leaving a trail of water behind him on the floor.
I start to take my shoes off.
You been having a bath, Mr Zoliparia? I asks him.
He just looks at me.
Mr Zoliparia and me and Ergates the ant are sitting on the iris balcony of
the gargoyle Rosbrith's right eyeball having respectively mulled wine, tea, and
a microscopic morsel of stale bread. Mr Zoliparia's in a chair what looks
a bit like an eyeball itself, suspended from an eyelash above; I'm on a stool
sat beside the parapet where Ergates is tucking into the bread Mr Zoliparia
gave her (and what I moistened with some spit)—it's a whole huge lump of
crust and far too much for her really, but she tears crumbs off and works them
with her mouthparts and front feet until she can swallow them. I heard
Ergates say Thank you to Mr Zoliparia when he gave her the crust but I haven't
told him she can talk yet and he didn't seem to hear her.
I'm watching Ergates carefully because it's a bit windy out here and though
there's a sort of net under the balcony and Ergates wouldn't be harmed by a
fall, she'd probably go straight through the net and even if she wasn't harmed
she'd be lost; blimey, something as light as her could get blown right into the
bailey from this high up and how would I ever find her then?
You worry too much, Ergates says. I'm a highly resourceful ant and I
would find you.
(I don't say nothing in return because Mr Zoliparia's talking and it would
be impolite.) Anyway the point is quite frankly I'd rather Ergates was still in
my pocket but she says she wishes to take the air and besides she likes the
view.
… Symbol not of potency or invulnerability but of a kind of
stultifying impotence and extreme vulnerability, Mr Zoliparia is saying,
banging on about the castle again as he is often want to do.
We live in a folly, Bascule, never forget that, he tells me and I nod and
sip my tea and watch Ergates eat her bread.
It's no coincidence the ancients used to refer to the quick and the dead, he
says, swallowing some more wine and burrowing into his coat (it's a bit cold
out here). To live is to move, he says. Mobility is all.
Things like this (he waves his hand around) are a kind of admission of defeat;
why, the damn thing's little better than a hospice!
What's a hospice? I ask, not recognizing the word and not wanting to
use implants (and wanting Mr Zoliparia to know this, it has to be
admitted).
Bascule, you might as well use the facilities you've been given, Mr
Zoliparia says.
O yes, I says. I forgot. I made a show of closing my eyes.
Having done this for a while, I said. Let's see; I yes, hospice—a
place where you go to die, basically.
Yes, Mr Zoliparia said, looking annoyed. Now you've made me go and
forget; I've lost the flow.
You was saying the castle was like a hospice.
I remember that, he says.
Well I'm very sorry, I says.
No matter. The burden of my argument, Mr Zoliparia says, is that to
set itself up like this in such a defeatingly vast and intimidatingly inhuman
structure is merely to announce the coming to rest of one's progress, and
without that we are lost.
(Mr Zoliparia is big on progress though from what I can gather it's a pretty
old fashioned idea these days.)
So there definitely weren't never no giants then? I says.
Bascule, Mr Zoliparia says, sighing, what is this obsession with the idea of
giants? He fills his glass with more wine; it steams in the cold
air. I watch Ergates for a bit while he does this, zooming in to look at
her face; I can see her eyes and feelers and watch her mouth-parts needing and
tearing at the gummy-looking bread. Pull back as Mr Zoliparia sets the
wine jug back down on the table.
The thing is, he says, and sighs again, there were once giants.
Not giants in the sense that they were physically bigger than us, but bigger in
their powers and abilities and ambitions; bigger than us in their moral
courage. They made this place, they built it from rock and materials
we've lost the art of making and working. They built it for a purpose in
a sense, but it's ludicrously over-designed for its supposed function.
They built it the way they did for fun. Just because it amused them to do
so. But they've moved on, and we are all that's left and now the place
teems with life but then so does a maggoty corpse; there is much movement but
no quickness in us; that's all gone.
What about the fast-tower? I says. That sounds pretty quickish
to me.
O Bascule, he says and looks up at the ski. Fast as in hold-fast or
stuck-fast. How many more times must I tell you?
O yes, I says. So all these quick types left for the stars did they,
Mr Zoliparia?
Yes, they did, he says, and why shouldn't they? But what puzzles me is
why they should abandon us so completely, and that why we should have given up
the ability even to keep in touch with them.
Isn't that in none of your books and stuff, Mr Zoliparia? I asks
him. Isn't that nowhere?
Doesn't seem to be, Bascule, he says; doesn't seem to be. Some of us
have been looking for the answers to those questions for longer than we've been
able to record, and we seem to be no closer now than when we started.
We've looked in books and films and files and fiches and discs and chips and
bios and holos and foams and cores and every form of storage known to
humanity. He drinks his wine. And it's all from before, Bascule, he
says, sounding sad. All from before. There's nothing from the time
we want to know about. He shrugs. Nothing.
I don't know what to say when Mr Zoliparia sounds all sad and sorry like
this. People like him have been trying to work this sort of thing out for
generations, some through the old stuff like books and so on and others by
using the crypt, where supposedly everything is but you just can't find
it. Or if you find it you can't get back with it.
I once said to Mr Zoliparia it sounded a bit like looking for a needle in a
haystack and he said, More like looking for a particular water molecule in an
ocean and even that's probably underestimating the task by several orders of
magnitude.
I've thought about being the one to dive into the crypt proper—really
deeply—and bring back the secrets Mr Zoliparia wants, but apart from the
fact that means serious implant work and I want to show Mr Zoliparia I only use
my implants for telling and nothing else as a rule, it's also been attempted
and proved pointless.
It's chaos in there, you see.
The crypt (or cryptosphere or data corpus—it's all the same thing) is
where everything really happens here, and the deeper you go the less likely you
are to come out; it's like it's an ocean and consciousness is soluble, like
diving into acid, beyond a certain depth. It scars you for life if you go
too deep, you come back as something shrivelled and dying if you go deeper
still, and you just don't come back at all if you go really really deep; you
just disintegrate totally as a distinct personality and that's that.
Of course you personally are still alive and kicking, back in physical
reality and none the worse for wear (usually; unless you have a bad trip like
they say and get feedbacks and deadbacks and flashbacks and flashforwards and
nightmares and daymares and trauma and stuff), but the crypt-copy you sent in
there, that's just gone forever you can kiss its ass bye-bye, and that's
factual.
Ergates is playing with her food; she's molding the bready-bits into funny
shapes with her mouth-parts and front legs and not bothering to eat it at all
no more. Right now she's making a tiny bust of Mr Zoliparia and I wonder
if he can see her doing that or if he's so dead against implants and
improvements in general that he has ordinary old-type eyes and can't zoom in on
details like I can.
Do you think it's a good likeness, Bascule? she asks me.
Mr Zoliparia is looking thoughtful and staring into space, or into the
atmosphere anyway; bunch of birds circling way in the distance over a
bartizan—maybe he's looking at them.
Anyway I decide to risk whispering to Ergates: Very good. Now
you want to get back in your box?
What's that Bascule? Mr Zoliparia says.
Nothing, Mr Zoliparia, I says. I was just clearing my throat.
No you weren't; you said something about getting back in your box.
Did I? I says, stalling.
You weren't referring to me I trust, he says, frowning.
O absolutely not Mr Zoliparia, I tell him. I was actually addressing
Ergates here, I says, deciding to make a clean breast of it. I look at
her sternly and wag my finger at her and say Get back in your box now, you
naughty ant. Sorry about this, Mr Zoliparia, I tell him, while Ergates
quickly changes the bust she's working on to one of me with an enormous
nose.
Does she ever talk back? Mr Zoliparia asks, smiling.
O yes, I says. It's quite a talkative little critter actually and very
intelligent.
Does it really talk though, Bascule?
Of course, Mr Zoliparia; it's not a figment of my imagination or an
invisible friend type of thing, honest. I had a invisible friend but he
left when Ergates came on the scene last week, I tell him, feeling a bit
embarrassed now and probably blushing.
Mr Zoliparia laughs. Where did you get your little pal? he asks.
She crawled out the woodwork, I says, and he laughs again and I'm even more
embarrassed and getting quite sweaty now. That damn ant! making a fool of
me and making my face all big and bloated in that bust she's working on now and
still not going back in her box either.
She did! Mr Zoliparia I says. Crawled out of the woodwork in the
refectory at supper time last Kingsday. She came here with me the next
day to see you, but hid in my jacket that time on account of being shy and a
bit awkward with strangers. But she really talks and she hears what I say
and she uses words I don't know sometimes, honest.
Mr Zoliparia nods, and looks with new respect upon Ergates the ant.
Then she's probably a micro-construct, Bascule, he tells me; they crop up now
and again, though they don't usually talk, least not intelligibly. I
think the law says you're supposed to take such things to the authorities.
I know that Mr Zoliparia but she's my friend and she don't do no one no
harm, I says, getting hotter still because I don't want to lose Ergates and I'm
wishing I hadn't said nothing to brother Scalopin now because I didn't think
people bothered with such finicky rules but here's Mr Zoliparia saying they do
and what am I to do? I look at her but she's still working on that
infernal bust and giving me big buck teeth now, ungrateful wretch.
Calm down, calm down, Bascule, Mr Zoliparia says; I'm not saying you ought
to turn her in. I'm just saying that's the law and you better not tell
people she can talk if you want to keep her. That's all I'm saying.
Anyway she's just little and so nice and easy to hide. If you look after
her you'll be fine. May I—? he starts to say, then he stares above
me and his eyes go wide and he says, What the fuck? and I'm quite shocked
because I've never heard Mr Zoliparia swear like that and then there's a shadow
over the balcony and a noise like a snapping sail-wing and a gust of wind,
and—before I can do anything except start to turn round—a huge
bird, grey and bigger than a man, suddenly clatters down onto the parapet of
the balcony, grabs at the box and the bread and flaps its wings down and
launches away again screeching, while Ergates goes 'Eek!' and I'm up on
my feet and so's Mr Zoliparia and I can see the bird lowering its head as it
beats away and pecking at what it's got in its talons and it's eating the
bread! and Ergates is stuck in the bird's talons! Caught between a talon
and a bit of bread, her little antennae waving and one leg out waving too and
that's the last I see of her because the distance gets too great, and I hear
Ergates screaming 'Bascuuule!' meanwhile I'm shouting and Mr Zoliparia's
shouting too but the big bird lifts away and disappears up over the edge of the
roof and Ergates is gone and I'm bereft. Next original section
TRANSLATION—TWO—4
Original text
Bascule, I know this is hard for you, but for goodness sakes boy, it was
only a damn ant.
It was a most special and unique ant Mr Zoliparia I tell him and I feel
responsible for what happened to her.
We're inside the eyeball of the septentrional gargoyle Rosbrith, in Mr
Zoliparia's study. Mr Zoliparia has a thing called a telephone in his
study you can speak into (didn't even know he had it—think he's a bit
embarrassed about it to tell the truth). Anyway, he just got in touch
with the guard to report what happened after I'd insisted, though he'd only
report that the bird had stolen a valuable antique box, not an ant. (Actually,
the box isn't an antique at all but that isn't what matters.) I'd have tried
calling the guard myself as soon as it happened but I know from past experience
they wouldn't listen to me because I'm young.
We'd been hoping that maybe the bird what had stolen Ergates was one of them
ringed eyes with cameras and stuff, or one of them being followed round by
little buzzer-bugs for a wildlife screen program or the purposes of scientific
research but I guess it was a bit of a long shot and sure enough the answer was
no to both. The guard took some details but Mr Zoliparia doesn't hold out
much hope of them doing anything.
You mustn't blame yourself, it was an accident, Bascule.
I know that, Mr Zoliparia, but it was an accident I could have prevented if
I'd been more observant and watchful and just plain diligent in general.
What was I thinking of, letting her eat that bread on the balustrade like
that? Especially when I seen them birds in the distance. I mean;
bread! Everybody know birds love bread! (I slap my hand off my forehead,
thinking what an idiot I've been.)
O Bascule, I'm sorry too on account of me being the host and all; this
happening in my home and I should have taken more care too, but what's done is
done.
Is it though, Mr Zoliparia? You really think so?
What you mean, young Bascule?
I'm a teller, Mr Zoliparia, you mustn't forget that. (I screws up my eyes at
this point, to show him I mean business.) Them birds—
Bascule, no! You can't go doing that sort of thing! You crazy or
something child? You'll only go and scramble your brains you try any of
that sort of nonsense.
I just smile.
I don't know what you know of what a teller does but now might be as good a
time as any to tell you if you don't know (them that does can happily skip the
next 5 or 6 paragraphs and get back to the story).
Basically, a teller fishes into the crypt and pulls out some old boy or girl
and asks them questions and answers their questions. It's kind of half
archaeological research and half social work if you want to look at it coldly
and are happy to ignore what people call the spiritual side of it.
'Course it's all a bit murky and weird down there in the crypt and most bags
(that's Boys and Girls remember) get a bit spooked even thinking about
contacting the dead let alone actually welcoming them into their heads and
having a natter with them. To us tellers though it's just something we do
as a matter of course and no bother … well, providing you are careful,
naturally (admittedly there aren't a lot of old tellers around, though that's
mostly because of what they call natural wastage).
Anyway, the point is that tellers use their natural skills to delve into the
crypt, partly to find out things from the past and partly to fulfil pledges and
bequests what the relevant order has taken on. My order is called the
Little Big Brothers of the Rich and we originally just looked after the
encrypted souls of people what were very well off indeed thank-you-very-much
but our remit has broadened a bit since then and now apparently we'll talk to
any old rif raf if they got something interesting to say.
Now, the thing is this; just as the deeper you go into the crypt the hazier
and more corrosive down there things get, so the longer it is since you died
the more kind of disassociated you get from reality, and, eventually, even if
you want to stay in some kind of human form, you just can't support that sort
of complexity, and one of the things that might happen after that is that you
get shunted into the animal kingdom; your personality, such as it is by then,
is transferred into a panther or a roc or cat or a simurg or a shark or eagle
or whatever. It's actually considered something of a privilege; loads of
bags think there's nothing better than being a bird or something similar.
Of course, these animals is still linked into the crypt by their own
implants, and thusly their brains is potentially available to a teller, though
this is a pretty irregular—not to say kind of
dangerous—occurrence. Irregular because nobody ever does it.
Dangerous because what you are basically trying to do as a teller in such a
circumstance is to try to fit your human size mind inside a bird size
one. Takes some finessing, but I've always had this theory that because
my thoughts come out with a spin on them, so to speak, I'm especially good at
coping with two different thought modes at once, and so more than capable of
taking on the task of becoming a bird and flying into their area of the
crypt.
This, you may have gathered, is exactly what I am proposing to do, and Mr
Zoliparia is not too enamoured of the idea.
Bascule, please, he says, attempt to retain a sense of proportion.
It's only an ant and you are only a junior teller.
For sure, Mr Zoliparia, I says. But I'm a teller what hasn't even
begun to be stretched yet. I'm a great teller. I'm a total blinking
hot-shot teller and I just know I can find that bird.
And do what? Mr Zoliparia shouts. The damn ant is probably
dead! That bird's probably eaten it by now! Why you want to torture
yourself by finding that out?
If so, I want to know, but anyway I don't think that's right; I'm banking on
her having been dropped by that big bird and I'm hoping it might remember
where, or—
Bascule you are upset. Why don't you just go back to the order and try
to calm down and think this—
Mr Zoliparia, I says quietly, I thank you for your concern but I intend to
do this no matter what you say. Cheers all the same.
Mr Zoliparia looks at me different than he has in the past. I've
always liked him and I've always looked up to him ever since he was one of the
people they sent me to when they realised I talked fairly normal but I thought
a bit funny, and I tend to do what he says—it was him who said, Perhaps
you would make a good teller, and him what suggested I keep a journal, which is
what you are reading—but this time I don't much care what he thinks, or
at least I do but I don't much care how bad it makes me feel going against his
advice because I just know I have to do this.
O dear Bascule, he says and shakes his head. I do believe you do
intend to do this and is a sorry thing for any person to do for something as
insignificant as an ant.
It's not the ant, Mr Zoliparia, I says feeling dead grownup, it's me.
Mr Zoliparia shakes his head. It's you and no goddamn sense of
proportion, that's what it is.
All the same, I says. It was my friend; she was relying on me to keep
her safe. Just one try, Mr Zoliparia. I feel I owe her that.
Bascule, please, just think—
Mind if I just hunker down here, Mr Zoliparia?
Given you're determined, Bascule, here is probably better than elsewhere but
I'm not happy about this.
Don't worry, Mr Zoliparia. Won't take a second, literally.
There anything I can do?
Yep; let me borrow that pen of yours. Ta. Now I'm going to sit
up here—I squatted on a chair, my chin on my knees, and put the pen in my
mouth.
'en 'i 'en 'all ou' 'a 'ouf, I start to tell him
What you saying, Bascule?
I take the pen out my mouth. I was just saying, when the pen falls out
of my mouth, let it hit the carpet then shake me and shout Bascule, fast
awake!
Bascule, fast asleep, Mr Zoliparia says.
Awake! I yells. Not wide asleep; fast awake!
Fast awake, Mr Zoliparia repeats. Bascule, fast awake. He shakes
his head and he's shaking. O dear Bascule, o dear.
If you're that worried, Mr Zoliparia, catch the pen before it hits and then
wake me. Now, just give me a minute here … I settled into place,
getting comfortable; this'll only take a second but you have to feel settled
and ready and at peace.
Right. I'm prepared.
This'll all happen very quickly, Mr Zoliparia; you ready? I put the
pen back in my mouth.
O dear Bascule.
Here we go.
O dear.
And so it's off to the land of the dead for yours truly for the second time
today, only this time it's a bit more serious.
It's like sinking into the sky on the other side of the Earth without going
through the whole thing first. It's like floating into the earth and the
sky at the time, becoming a line not a point, pluming the depths and ascending
the heights and then branching out like a tree, like a plain tree, like a huge
bush intermingling with every bit of the earth and the sky, and then it's like
every one of those bits isn't just a bit of earth or a molecule of air any
more, it's like all of them is suddenly a little system of their own; a book, a
library, a person; a world… and you're connected with all of it, ignoring
barriers, like you are a brain cell deep in the grainy grey mush of the brain
all closed in but joined up to loads of other cells, awash in their
communication-song and set free by that trapped machine.
Boompf-badoom; slapadowndoodie through the topmost obvious layers what
corresponds to the upper levels of the brain—the rational, sensible,
easily understood layers—into the first of the deep down floors, the bit
under the cerebral, under the crust, under the photosphere, under the
obvious.
It's here you have to be a little bit careful; it's like being in a
not-so-salubrious neighbourhood of a big dark city at night—only more
complicated than that; much more so.
In here, the trick is thinking right. That's all you have to do.
You have to think right. You have to be daring and cautious, you have be
very sensible and totally mad. Most of all you have to be clever,
you have to be ingenious. You have to be able to use whatever is
around you, and that's what it really comes down to; the crypt is what they
call self-referential, which means that—up to a point—it means what
you want it to mean, and displays itself to you as you're best able to
understand it, so it's up to you really what use you make of it after that;
it's all about ingenuity and that's why it's a young person's medium,
frankly.
Anyway, I knew what I wanted so I thought bird.
And suddenly I was up in some dark building above the wee twinkly lights of
the city, up there with big metallic sculptures of fearsome looking birds and
there was lots of screeches and squawks about the place but you couldn't see no
birds just hear the noise they made and it was sort of crusty-soft under foot
and smelt acidic (or alkaline; one of the two).
I sniffed about, walking quietly, then hopped up onto one of the big
metallic birds and squatted there, wings by my sides, staring out over the
light-specked black grid of the city and not blinking, just looking for
movement, and lowering my head now and again and poking in under my wings with
the twig what I held in my beak, just like I was preening or something.
Noticed my wake-up code in the form of a ring round my left leg. Handy
to know it was there, just in case things go wrong and/or Mr Zoliparia fluffs
his line.
… Stayed there a while, patient as you like, just watching.
What you want then? said a voice from above and behind.
Nothing much, I said, not looking. I was aware of the twig in my beak
but it didn't seem to make speaking any harder.
You must want something, you wouldn't be here otherwise.
You got me there, I said. I'm here looking for somebody.
Oh?
Lost a friend of mine. Roost-mate. Like to trace her.
We all got friends we like to find.
This one very recent; half hour ago. Taken from the septentrional
gargoyle Rosbrith.
Sep what?
Means—(this is complicated, referring to the upper data level while
I'm down here in the first circle of the basement, but I do it)—means
northern, I said (blimey). Rosbrith. North-west on the great
hall.
Taken by what?
Lammergeier, I said. (Didn't know that neither til now.)
Really. What you giving in return?
I'm here, aren't I? I'm a teller. You got my ear now. I'll
not forget you if you help. Look in me if you want; see what I say is
true.
Not blind.
Didn't think you were.
This bird; you catch any distinguishing marks on it?
It was a lammergeier, that's all I know, but there can't be all that many of
them around the north-west corner of the great hall half an hour ago.
Lammergeiers are a bit funny these days, but I'll ask around.
Thanks.
(flutter of wings, then:)
Well, you might be in luck—
– then there was a mega-squawk and a scream and I had to turn
around and look and there was a huge great bird beating in the air behind and
above me, holding another torn bird in one of its talons; the big bird was
red-black on black and fierce as death and I could feel the wind of its
flapping snapping wings on my face. It hung in the air, wings spread,
beating like something fiercely crucified, shaking the dead bird in its talons
so that its blood spattered in my eyes.
Why you asking questions, child? it screamed.
Trying to find a friend of mine I said, keeping calm. I clumped around
on my perch to face the big red-black bird. Twig still in my beak.
It held up one foot; three talons up, one down. See these three claws?
it said.
Yup. (Might as well play along for now, but I'm checking the exits, thinking
of my leg-ring with the wake-up code on it.)
You got to the count of three to move your beak back to reality you skin
job, the red bird says. You hear me? I'm starting counting now:
3.
I'm just looking for my friend.
2.
It's just an ant. I'm only looking for a little ant who was my
friend.
1.
What's the fucking problem here? Don't a creature get no respect
for—(and I'm shouting now angrily and I drop the twig from my beak).
Then the big red bird's foot comes out like its bleeding leg is telescopic
and zaps itself towards my head and wraps round it and squishes me down before
I can do anything and I feel myself trapped and squelched down through the
fabric of the metallic bird I'm perched upon and down through the building it's
part of and down through the city and down through the grid and down through
the earth beneath and down and down and down and what's worse I can feel that
the ring round my leg that had my wake-up code on it has gone like that big red
bird swiped it when it hit me and sure enough, I can't think what the hell the
wake-up code is, meanwhile I'm still going down and down and down and I'm
thinkin,
Oh shit… Next original section
TRANSLATION—THREE—4
Original text
Once the sky was full of birds; used to go black with birds it did and birds
ruled the air (well, apart from the insects) but that's all changed now; humans
came along and started shooting and trapping and killing them and even if
they've mostly stopped doing that sort of thing now they're still top of the
roost partly because they killed off so many species and partly because they
make stuff fly, which when you think about it does kind of spoil it for the
birds on account they had to spend millions of years jumping off cliffs and out
of trees and crashing to the ground and dying and then doing it all over again
and one time maybe not crashing quite so hard but gliding a bit and then a bit
more and a bit more still and so on and so on etc. and just generally
painstakingly evolving in this incredibly complicated way (I mean,
lizard-scales into feathers! and hollow bones, for goodness sakes!) and then
these bleeding humans, these ridiculous-looking bald monkeys come along what
have never showed the slightest interest in flying nor sign of adaptation to
the air what-so-bleeding-ever and they start buzzing around in flying machines
just for a laugh!
Makes you sick. Didn't even have the decency to do it slow; one minute
their flying machines is made from paper and spit, then one evolutionary blink
of the eye and the bastards are playing golf on the moon!
Oh, there's still birds around all right but there's a damn sight fewer of
them and a lot of what you would think is birds isn't; it's chimerics, or
machines, and even if it is the case that what looks like a bird is a bird, if
it's a big one it's probably not even got its head to itself but it's been
taken over by a dead person. Can't even have peace in your own
bonce. Birds have coped with tics and fleas and lice all their
evolutionary life but these damn humans are worse and they get everywhere!
I'm flapping and squawking and walking about my perch and wishing Mr
Zoliparia the human would hurry up and wake me because the more I think about
people the less I like them and the more I like being a bird.
Been almost a week now; what's keeping the man? My own fault for
entrusting my safety to an old geezer. That's the trouble with old
persons; slow reactions. Probably dropped the pen I asked him to catch
and is even now scrabbling about on the floor for it, forgetting the important
thing is to wake me, not to get the bleeding pen. But it must have been a
minute in real time by now; surely even an old person can't take that long to
look for a bleeding pen for goodness sakes.
How am I going to wake up? I'm below the level where you get asked in
your sleep automatically and my own wake-up code was taken from me by that big
bastard bird what slapped me down here in the first place and even though I've
remembered it since it just doesn't seem to be working no more.
My goose, like they say, may well be cooked.
I'm on a perch in a sort of little dark cave.
If you can imagine a giant black brain in an even bigger dark space, and
then zoom in on the brain and go down in amongst its corrugations and folds and
see that the walls of every fold is made out of zillions of little boxes with a
perch in it, well, that's what this bit of bird-space is like, in the
crypt.
My little box looks out onto a huge hanging dark space all filled with
shadows and the occasionally passing bird flapping slowly past (we all flap
slow—the pretend gravity is less here). Well, I'm saying it's all
dark but maybe it isn't really, maybe that's just me because truth to tell I've
not been very well; in fact I'm half blind, but that's better than what I was a
couple of days ago, which was half dead.
There's a dainty flutter of wings at the entrance to my box, and in comes
little Dartlin, who's the friend I've made here.
Hello, Dartlin, how's it going?
Fine, Mr Bathcule. I been terribly busy, you know; terribly busy bird
I been. I flew through to the parliament of the crows and picked up some
gossip, would you like to hear it?
Dartlin is my spy, sort of. When I imagined myself in here in the
first place, back in Mr Zoliparia's pad, I just naturally somehow took on the
appearance of a hawk, which is what I still am now. Dartlin's a sparrow,
so in theory we should be raptor and prey respectively, but it doesn't actually
work that way here, not in this bit anyway.
Dartlin found me on the floor here. I'd just got back from the level
beneath where the real fun in the crypt starts and I was in a sorry state, let
me tell you.
The first couple of days were the worst. When the big bird slapped me
down through all them levels I thought my time was up; I mean, I knew I'd wake
up in the eyeball of the septentrional gargoyle Rosbrith sooner or later, but I
thought I was going to die in here, and that's a hell of a thing to take back
to your waiting mind; scar you for life, that can.
It's very difficult to explain what it's like when you go that deep in the
crypt, but if you can imagine being in a snow storm, flying in a thick
snowstorm only the snow is multi-coloured and some of it seems to be coming at
you from every angle (and each snow-flake seems to sing and hum and sizzle and
hold little flashing images and hints of faces in it and as they go past you
here snatches of speech or music or you feel a emotion or think of a idea or
concept or seem to remember something) and if one of the snow-flakes hits you
in the eye you are suddenly in somebody else's dream and it's an effort to
remember who the hell you are, well if you can imagine experiencing all that
when you are feeling a bit drunk and disoriented then that's a bit like what
it's like, except worse of course. And weirder.
I don't actually remember much about that bit and I don't think I want too,
either. I learnt to navigate by the flavour of the surrounding dreams and
gradually sorted some sense out of the gibberish and though I got blinded by
the abrading impact of all those snow-flakes and lost the wording of my wake-up
code, I finally broke back through to the darkness and peace and quiet here,
and lay exhausted on the floor amongst lots of scraggly dead feathers and
solidified droppings and that's where Dartlin found me.
He'd been terrified by something and lost the memory of how to fly and so
ended down on the floor too, but he could see and so once I'd got my strength
back he got onto my back between my wings and guided me to where the sparrows
gather. They told him how to fly again but they didn't feel comfortable
having a hawk around so they found me this place down here and that's where
I've been the last four days, getting my sight back while Dartlin flits about
making inquiries and being busy and nosy and gossiping, which is what sparrows
like doing anyway.
Why I certainly would like to here what you heard, little friend, I tell
Dartlin.
Well, it's terribly interesting and I hope you don't get frightened but,
though you are a fierce hawk after all and probably don't get frightened
… Oh, isn't this a dark old place? I don't like perching here on
the edge. May I hop up beside you?
By all means, Dartlin, I says, shuffling along a bit on my perch.
Thank you. Now; I says, now I don't want to make you nervous
anything—like I say, with you being fierce I can't imagine you know the
meaning of the word—but it would appear that there's a bit of a
disturbance in the air—oh, it gives me a shiver just looking at those big
fierce talons of yours—what was I saying?—oh yes, a disturbance in
the air, affecting everybody, near enough—you know I think I felt it
begin myself even though I was down on that horrible floor at the time with
other things on my mind—wasn't it horrible down there? I hated
it. Anyway, it seems the raptors and carrion-feeders and most
especially the lammergeiers have been behaving strangely—oh! was
that a seagull just there? I knew a seagull once, his name was…
That's the trouble with sparrows; they got a very limited attention span and
are inclined to go wittering on for ages before they get to the point, always
fluttering off at tangents and keeping you guessing what it is they're actually
talking about. It's very frustrating but you just have to be patient.
Anyway, I better paraphrase or we'll be here all bleeding day listening to
this sparrow-crap.
First, some of the birds is looking for somebody and I get a funny feeling
it might be yours truly. The song goes that there's a hunt on for
somebody who's loose in the system, existing in the crypt and/or the base-world
and there's a price on their head. Apparently this person's a first-born,
which fits me. Fits lots of people, you might say, but apparently this
person's got something a bit different about them; they have some peculiarity,
some strangeness, and they're a signal carrier, carrying a message they might
not even know they have.
Oh I know it's probably not me, but you know how it is; I always felt I was
special—just like everybody else—but unlike everybody else I got
this weird wiring in my brain so I can't spell right, just have to do
everything phonetically. It's not a problem because you can put any old
rubbish through practically anything, even a child's toy computer and get it to
come out spelled perfectly and grammatisized too and even improved to the point
where you'd think you was Bill bleeding Shakespeare by the language.
Anyway, you can probably see why I got a bit paranoid when I first heard all
this, and it gets worse.
The story goes that this person—maybe a bird, maybe not—is a
contaminant from the crypt's nasty old nether regions, a virus come to corrupt
even more levels, which is quite a thought and might even be a bit worrying
just in case it was me, only not everybody seems to believe this bit of the
rumour because it's reckoned that the story comes from the palace and the King
and the Consistorians are behind it and they can almost be guaranteed not to
tell the truth.
Some folk reckon it's all to do with the approaching Encroachment; they
think the chaotic levels of the crypt have somehow woken up to the fact that
things could eventually get a bit hazardous even for them.
You see, everybody's assumed that the crypt's chaotic levels quite liked the
idea of the Encroachment; something that ushered in a new ice age (at the very
least) and cut off the sunlight and killed off practically the whole planetary
ecosphere and just generally gave humans and biological stuff a hard time
sounded right up the crypt's tree thank-you-very-much, but now that it looks
like the Encroachment might be even more serious than that and possibly
threatening the existence of the sun, the planet, the castle and the crypt,
well the beasts of the chaotic zones have finally sat up and took notice and
things have been stirring ever since.
Why it should be happening in the realm of the birds specifically is a good
question but there you are; not much point trying to figure out the crypt.
Exactly what is going on apart from the fact that they're looking for
somebody isn't too clear either, there's too many conflicting rumours (and
anyway this is all being transmitted by Dartlin, who is a dear little bird but
would not even get an honourable mention if they was giving out prizes for
conversational coherence) but the point of it all is that basically there's big
doo-doo flying around and all the flocks is nervous and a bit hysterical and
anybody who's a bit different is being sought out, rounded up, interrogated and
taken away. All of which might sound familiar to any students of history
and just goes to show that some things never change, least not when these
plucking humans designed the original system.
So there you are Mr Bascule, isn't it all terribly, terribly
interesting?
Oh it's interesting all right, Dartlin, old chum.
I think though to—oh look, I think I just saw a flea on your leg
there; may I preen you?
I feel like saying, You sure it's a flea not an ant? because I still think
tenderly of poor little lost Ergates now and again, but I just says, Preen
away, young Dartlin.
Dartlin pecks round the feathery top of my left leg and eventually crunches
on a flea.
Yum. Thank you. Well anyway, I wonder what on earth can be going
on? Who do you think they are looking for? Do you think it could
actually be one of us birds? I don't think so, do you?
Probably not.
Oh, it's not you, is it? Tee-hee. Tee-hee-hee-hee.
I don't think so. I just a poor blinded old hawk.
Well I know that, silly, though you are a very fierce old
hawk, and getting less blind all the time. I was just kidding. Oh
look another sea-gull. Or is it? Looks more like an albino crow,
actually. Well, I can't stand around here all day chatting with you; I
have to fly, Dartlin says, and hops down off the perch. Is there anything
I can get you, Mr Bathcule?
No, Dartlin, I'm getting better all the time, thanks. Just you keep
your ears open though; I like hearing about all this stuff.
My pleasure. Sure I can't get you something to eat, perhaps?
No, I'm fine.
Very well.
Dartlin hops towards the edge of the box looking out over the dark
canyon. It preens itself a bit, then balances on the edge, looks round to
say, Well, bye then… but its little voice sort of trails off, and it
looks back round to the outside and then it starts shivering and it jumps back
and almost falls over and keeps jumping back until it's underneath my
perch.
Dartlin! I shout. What's the matter? What is it? and I
look down at the little fella and he's just pressed back against the rear of
the box and quivering with fright, his tiny eyes bulging and staring and not
seeing me, and meanwhile there's movement and the sound of fluttering wings
outside the box and some whispered squawks. A couple of large dark shapes
flit past the entrance to the box.
Dartlin shakes like the poor little bugger's having his own private
earthquake.
He looks at me and wails, Fierce, Mr Bathcule! Fierce! and then just
keels over onto the floor of the box, his eyes still open.
Dartlin! I says, not shouting, but I don't think this sparrow's going
to be doing no more spying nor flying. I can see his fleas getting ready
to move out of his scrawny little body, and that's always the worst of
signs.
I look up again and there's more movement and a rustling sound from outside
and then suddenly the noise of huge great wings flapping.
A crow pops its head round the side of the box.
It looks at me with one beady black glinting eye and croaks,
Yeah that's him, must be him.
It disappears before I can say anything.
Then there's a face at the entrance to the box, and I can't believe it; it's
a human face, a human head but it's been flayed, it's got no skin on it at all
and it's all red with blood and you can see tendons and muscles and its eyes
are staring out with no lids neither but it's also got the biggest smile you
ever seen and it's held in the claws of some huge bird I can't see apart from
its talons and lower legs; the talons are holding the head by the ears and the
head opens its mouth and starts making this weird noise, incredibly loud and
guttural and its tongue comes out, but it's not an ordinary tongue, it's far
too long for a start and it's flapping and lashing and the head's making this
screaming noise and the tongue is snaking right at me and it's got hooks and
claws at the end of it and the tongue flicks towards me and I jump backwards
off the perch and land almost on top of Dartlin's body and the tongue is
snapping back and forth over the top of the perch trying to get me and I'm
pecking and screeching and trying to get at it with my talons but it's too high
up and all the while this hoarse cacophony of noise is ringing in my ears and
at first I think it's screaming Gimme gimme gimme but it isn't, it's more like
Gididibididibididigididigigigibididigibibibi all run together like that, like
it's a machinegun or something and the tongue lashes back round the top of the
perch and down and now is coming straight for me and I slash at it with my
talons but it twists and grabs my right wing and starts to pull and I'm
screeching and it's going gididibibibigigigibigigigibibigigi and I'm trying to
hold onto the perch with one talon and scratch the tongue with the other and
peck at it too and it's tearing my wing off, breaking it and it snaps and it
pulls off a whole bunch of feathers and the horrible face gets a mouthful of
those and I hop back again to the rear of the box, flapping and screeching and
trailing my broken wing; the tongue flicks back in and I kick little Dartlin's
body at it and the tongue wraps tight round it and pulls it back but throws it
away when it gets it outside and it's still hammering away with this
gigigibididibibibigigigi stuff filling my ears and I'm just about to die of
fright as the tongue comes snapping towards my face when it goes
gididibibibibibibigididibigiBasculefastawake!
– and I'm back in the study of the gargoyle Rosbrith squatting on
the chair and staring at this huge human Mr Zoliparia holding a pen and shaking
my shoulder and going, Bascule? You all right?
It can be a bit of a shock watching somebody come out of a crypt trip; if
it's only a minute in your time, it's a week in theirs and a lot of things can
happen in a week and if it's been a bad one it tends to show in your face, so
for the person waking you up it's like they tell you to wake up and instantly
your face goes old and pained and worn-looking and the person thinks, Oh no,
what have I done?
I'm squatting on the balustrade where Ergates was lifted from, hunkered down
taking more tea and biscuits with Mr Zoliparia. He's looking a bit
worried because I'm squatting here facing the drop like I'm about to launch
myself into the air, but there is the safety net after all and anyway I just
feel comfortable perched here and I like the view and the feel of the wind on
my face.
My left arm has that sort of echo-pain you get from a bad crypt trip injury
and I keep wanting to lift the biscuits with my foot and eat them that way but
I think I'm gradually losing my birdishness. I can tell Mr Zoliparia
wants to ask me lots of questions but I'm still finding it a bit hard to
talk.
Phew, that was a hard old crypt trip that one. I suppose you could
argue I should have taken a bit more time and just sent a send of myself in; a
image or construct who'd have done everything I did and felt everything I felt
and in fact would have been a duplicate me, except meanwhile I'd still have
been fully conscious here with Mr Zoliparia, but it takes much longer doing it
that way; you have to prepare thoroughly before you go and you have to spend
ages reintegrating your two selves when the send comes back, sorting memories
and feelings and character changes and so on; just jumping in and out with the
one personality is a lot quicker; less than a second rather than up to half a
day… but of course that supposed second doesn't allow for the person
who's supposed to wake you up getting confused because almost the last thing
you said to him was, 'Just give me a minute here,' and them totally
misunderstanding what you meant on account of them being old and confused, and
so you spend a week in the crypt instead of a few hours, and thusly getting so
altered by your crypt-self that you think you're a blinking hawk for the next
couple of hours.
I see a flock of small birds in the distance and while one half of me's
thinking, this is how this all started, and remembering that poor dear little
ant, the other half is going, Ha! Prey!
No I don't think it is all an hallucination, Mr Zoliparia, I says (I'm
missing out the bits where he keeps apologising for what happened). I
think it's all as true as you and me sitting here. There's something
happening in the crypt; I couldn't work out what part of it's to do with the
palace and what part is to do with the chaotic regions, but there's something
going on, and there's a watch being kept for somebody or something unusual in
there and out here too, and something really disgusting from the human realm
has access to the bird part of the crypt and has secured the cooperation of at
least some of the birds.
It all sounds more like a nightmare, especially the last part, Mr Zoliparia
says.
We're both sitting now; I feel less like a hawk all the time. Mind
you, I still need to be out here on the balcony; don't like the thought of
going inside and being trapped.
I saw it with my own eyes, Mr Zoliparia. I know you don't hold with
the crypt and all and think it's all a dream anyway, but it's not that simple,
and what I saw I saw, and I never seen nor heard of nothing like that thing
like a flayed head and making that horrible noise; I mean, you hear stories of
ghosts and beasties and stuff like that from the chaotic realms coming up and
snatching people and gobbling them up, but you never see it happen; that
stuff's just myth; this was real.
You are sure that because it had a human head it was something from the
human part of the crypt?
That's the way it works, Mr Zoliparia. It was something that had to
preserve human form even in its monstrousness or it couldn't function, or maybe
because it might have let the birds see what it was really like, which given
that birds don't much like humans in the first place, is saying something.
And it was after you.
It sure was. I'm not saying I am what they're actually looking
for—don't expect I am—but they're catching and caging everybody a
bit different or suspicious and that head thing seems to be involved in the
round-up.
Mr Zoliparia shakes his head. O dear Bascule, o dear.
Never mind, Mr Zoliparia. No harm done.
That's true, Bascule; least you back here safe and sound, no thanks to
me. Anyway, I think you should keep away from the crypt for a bit, don't
you?
Well that might be an idea, Mr Zoliparia, I says. You certainly got a
point there…
Good boy, he says. I know; why don't we play a game? Or maybe
you would like to go for a walk; take a constitutional round some of the
terraces on the roof, maybe stop off somewhere for lunch—what you say,
Bascule?
All sounds good to me, Mr Zoliparia.
Let's do both things, he laughs. We'll go for a walk but we'll take
the portable Go board with us and have a game over a nice long lunch at a
rather nice restaurant I know.
Good idea, Mr Zoliparia. That's a fine old complicated game, that
Go.
Right! I'll get the Go, then we'll go! he laughs, and he jumps up and
heads indoors. Drink up your tea! he shouts.
I look out at them birds again, circling above a far tower. I don't
want to tell Mr Zoliparia but I'm going straight back in there to that crypt
just as soon as I feel able. I still want to find out what happened to
poor Ergates, but I want to know what's going on, too.
Truth be told, it terrifies me half to death just thinking about it, but I
got this feeling I learnt a lot while I was in the crypt today and it's true
what they say; it's like a addictive game, and once you come out of it a bit
bruised and wounded, the first thing you want to do is get straight back in
there and get it right next time. I just won't think about that horrible
head thing.
I finish my tea and tidy up the cups and stuff (you have to do this at Mr
Zoliparia's because he hasn't any servitors) and take the tray inside just as
he's putting on his coat and stuffing the portable Go board in his pocket.
Ready, Bascule? he asks.
I'm ready, Mr Zoliparia.
Ready all right. Big stuff happening in the crypt and some poor bugger
being hunted and me with a headstart on the people doing the hunting.
Bascule the Rascal, that's me and I'm more than ready; I'm
fierce.
A little bird told me. Next original section
TRANSLATION—FOUR—4
Original text
I've got a very good view of the fast-tower from here. I'm half-lying
and half-sitting cradled by the babil branches and am looking up through a gap
in the foliage at the dirty great hugeness of the castle's central tower.
You forget the tower's there a lot of the time because (a) it's usually
behind you if you're looking out the way from the castle and (b) it's obscured
by cloud more than half the time anyway.
According to Mr Zoliparia the fast-tower is where the space elevator was
anchored to Earth.
That's why it's called a fastness, Mr Zoliparia says; in English fastness
means a stronghold, and also because when things are tied hard against each
other they are said to be tied fast to each other like the space elevator was
tied fast to Earth, and in a sense tied to the Earth's surface and space
together, too (I said; and the space elevator was a way of getting into space
fast; but Mr Z said no actually it was slower than a rocket or whatever but
much more efficient). Mr Zoliparia thought the space elevator was a great
idea and it was a shame we'd got rid of it and if we hadn't then we wouldn't be
in the pickle we are, i.e. about to get clobbered by the Encroachment.
But I thought space was just full of nothing I said to Mr Zoliparia.
What's the point of going there?
Bascule, he said, you are so thick sometimes.
He told me the fast-tower led to the planets and the stars; once you were in
space you had limitless energy and raw materials and after that brainpower took
you wherever you wanted but we'd thrown all that away.
Mr Zoliparia says the fast-tower represents something of an enigma, on
account that we don't strictly speaking know what's actually in the top of it;
it's been explored up to about the 10th or 11th levels but after that you can't
get no higher, so they say. Blocked on the inside and nothing to hold
onto on the outside and too high up for a balloon or an aircraft to go.
The knowledge of what's up there's been lost long ago in the chaos of the
crypt, says Mr Z.
You hear rumours that there are people up there in the top of the tower but
that's got to be nonsense; how'd they breathe?
Mr Zoliparia isn't the only person to have theories concerning the big
tower; Ergates the ant told me there used to be three space elevators; one
here, one in Africa near a place called Kilimanjaro and one in
Kalimantan. According to her, they've all been dismantled long since of
course but we've got the biggest stump on account of whoever designed the
American continent space elevator had the wizard idea of making the terminus
particularly spectacular and so designed it to look like a huge castle, viz.
the vastness of the fastness (which she claimed used to be called Acsets, which
was another of them acronyms, apparently).
I thought this all sounded a bit iffy and asked Mr Z if he'd ever heard of
there being other fast-towers and he said nope, not as far as he knew, and sure
enough when I searched the crypt for info there wasn't any on no other
elevators and when you actually look into it there doesn't seem to be anywhere
where it says straight out the fast-tower used to be one end of a space
elevator, though it's not a secret. Anyway, Kilimanjaro is a lake and
Kalimantan is a big island (it's got a Crater Lake too) and I think Ergates'
imagination was running away with her a bit there and besides if her theory was
right the name of this place would begin with a K not a S or a A, stands to
reason.
Poor Ergates. I still wonder what happened to that dear little ant,
even though I've got plenty of other things to worry about now.
I turn over in the little nest I've made for myself in the babil branches
and look down the curved trunk to the wall. Nobody else around.
Looks like I gave the bastards the slip.
My shoulder still hurts. So do my wrists and my knees.
Oh what a sorry state we're in, young Bascule, I says to myself.
I just know that sooner or later I'm going to have to go back into the crypt
to find out what on earth's going on, even though the last thing the big bat
said was not to. Don't think it's going to be much fun.
I'm frightened.
You see, I've become an outcast.
I have to say I had a very pleasant lunch with Mr Zoliparia and a good game
of Go which he won of course (like he always does) in this travelling
restaurant. The restaurant starts in a vertical village in the babil near
the top of the great hall gable and slowly descends to floor level over the
next couple of hours. Good food and views. Anyway, I had a very
nice time and almost totally forgot about Dartlin and the giant brain in bird
space and horrible skinned heads and things what go gididibibibigididibigigi
and so on.
Me and Mr Zoliparia talked about loads of stuff.
Eventually though it was time for me to go because I still had evening calls
to do for the Little Big Brothers and they like you to be there in the
monastery to do them and I'd already done one lot on the hoof as it were that
morning in the hydrovator so I thought for the evening I ought to actually be
there within the precinct.
Mr Z saw me to the west wall tube train.
You promise you won't go back into that crypt until you have to? Until
you're back with the brothers? Mr Z said to me, and I said, Oh all right
then Mr Zoliparia.
Good boy, he said.
Everything went as per normal till I got to the other end where there was a
long wait at the hydrovator. I thought of a better idea and took a
travelator across the allure to a funicular line up a flying buttress; I'd get
to the monastery by dropping from above.
There were a couple of novice brothers in the funicular car with me; they
were a bit drunk, and singing loudly. I thought one of them seemed to
recognise me but I just looked away and he ignored me too.
They kept singing as the car when slowly up the curve of the buttress.
I wouldn't have minded, but they were out of tune.
Little-Big, Little-Big, Little-Big!
We're the Mediums who don't give a fig!
Well, here's a fine to-do, I said to myself, sighing and staring out the
window and trying to ignore the noise and their beery breaths. I looked
out the window; it was dusk by this time and the lights were on in the
funicular car's cabin and the sky outside looked pretty and very colourful.
When you're dead, when you're dead, when you're dead,
We'll happily live inside your he—ad!
O, what the heck, I thought.
In a way what I was going to do would make the trip longer not shorter but
at least I'd have some respite from all this cheery-drunken shit, and even if I
forgot my return code again these noisy prats would wake me up soon
enough. I dipped into the crypt, intending to spend maybe half a second
in there.
Less than that was quite enough.
There was something going on.
The first place you go from transport is into a representation of the
castle's transport system, a transparent holo of the fastness with the tube,
train and funicular lines, lift shafts, roads, hydrovator lines and clifter
slots all highlighted. Then you move onto where you want to go elsewhere
in the crypt. Most bags don't even spare this setup a passing glance, but
if you're something of a connoisseur of the crypt's states, like I am, then you
just always swing past this sort of thing and click it out and do a quick
comparison with actual movements to see if Transport's on its bols or
not. Upshot is, if there's anything amiss you spot it, like I spotted the
transport setup wasn't quite right.
It looked like there was an odd kind of hole around the monastery; nothing
moving out, just stuff in-going. Very strange, I thought. I didn't
go no further into the crypt. I checked the monastery's crypt business
during the afternoon. Definitely phase-change in the traffic around an
hour ago. Somebody trying to make things look normal when they
weren't.
Where was brother Scalopin's usual call to the Martian Days
storyline, for example? Or sister Ecrope's tea-time interlope with her
lover in the Uitlander embassy? All replaced by making-up-numbers
traffic, that's where.
I knew I was probably being paranoid, but I worried all the same.
The funicular was due to make one more stop before the station I'd normally
get off at. I told it to stop ASAP.
A minute later it did, and I got off at this little silly halt three
quarters of the way up the buttress which served a couple of clan-execs' love
nests, a old babil farm and a glider club, all of them deserted. The two
brothers I left on the funicular looked puzzled but waved bye-bye and kept
singing as the car trundled away again.
Then there was a thump in my head. The funicular car stopped, then
reversed and clunked and whirred back down towards me.
The thump in my head was some bastard trying to knock me out with a bit of
feedback from the crypt; theoretically impossible and technically difficult but
it can be done and the jolt I'd just got would have knocked out most people,
only I've got the equivalent of shock absorbers because I'm a teller and
therefore used to getting a rough ride from the crypt.
The funicular car was coming glowing back down the curved track, its cabin
lights reflecting off the babil plants festooning the broad arched back of the
buttress. The two brothers inside were at the back window, staring at
me. They didn't look so drunk now, and they were each holding things in
their hands that could have been guns.
Oh shit, I thought.
I ran down a spiral stairway at the side of the buttress. I heard the
car stop above me. The stairway went on and on and on and on spiralling
all the time and I thought when it levels out I'm not going be able to stop
going round; they'll find me whirling round in a tight little circle unable to
go straight. I hit the bottom and sheer terror proved a very efficient
course-straightener. I raced across a gantry slung underneath the
stonework and went down another stairway set against a metal-frame building on
the far side of the buttress. Footsteps clanged behind me.
I came out on a broad balcony and dodged through a doorway and down some
more steps into a sort of hanger where old gliders sat tilted like great
ghostly stiff-winged birds and a bunch of little bats started chattering and
flying round my head. Footsteps above, then behind. Oh shit oh shit
oh shit. The bats were kicking up a hell of a racket.
I spotted a ladder against one wall leading down through the floor and I ran
for it. Somebody shouted behind me; the footsteps slapped loud.
Something went, Bang! and a glider next to me exploded with flame and lost a
wing; the blast of air was warm and almost knocked me off my feet.
I threw myself at the ladder, held the sides and dropped, sliding down
without using my feet at all, hitting the floor and twisting my ankle.
I was in some kind of circular platform slung under the glider
building. Nothing but air underneath and nowhere to go. I looked
back at the ladder. The footsteps were right above me.
I heard a noise like quick, distant surf, and a huge black shape lifted from
under the platform on wings longer than I'm tall. It wavered in the air
alongside then grasped at the thin metal rail round the platform on the far
side from the ladder, its talons gripping the rail while its wings beat quickly
and almost silently back and forward.
I could hear somebody coming down the ladder, breathing hard.
Here! shouted the black shape at the other side of the platform. I'd
thought it was a bird but it was more like a giant bat. Its wings clapped
in and out in and out.
Quickly! it said.
I think if the brothers coming down the ladder hadn't shot at me in the
hanger I wouldn't have gone, but they had so I did.
I ran for the big bat. It held its feet out. I grabbed its
ankles and it wrapped its talons round my wrists making me shout with the
bone-crunching pain while it pulled me off the platform, cracking my knees off
the rail.
We twisted and dropped like the thing couldn't carry me and I screamed, then
it spread its wings with a snap and I nearly lost my grip as we curved out and
away. Light sparkled above me and I heard the bat cry out but I was too
busy looking down at the dark fields in the allure, 5 or 600 metres below and
thinking well, if I die, there's still another seven lives to go. Except
I didn't think that was right somehow, I reckoned whatever trouble I was in
went beyond this life and I wasn't guaranteed another seven lives or even
one.
I held on tight, but the light crackled again and the bat thing juddered in
the air and cried out again and I smelled smoke. We lurched and
side-slipped towards the wall of the great hall, then fell like the proverbial,
and in a scream of air and a scream from me dipped below the allure and the
parapet and went on down till we were level with the lower bretasche, where the
bat wheeled round so hard I lost my grip on its scaly legs and only its
steel-like clasp on my wrists stopped me from falling to the roof of the second
level tower underneath.
Felt like my arms were about to pop out of my sockets. I'd have
screamed but the breath was gone from me.
The air shrieked round my ears as we plummeted between the great tower and
the second level wall, down into a layer of cloud where I couldn't see a damn
thing and it was freezing cold, then we turned in what I thought was the
direction of the tower and out of the mist loomed this bleeding great rock
wall. I closed my eyes.
We twisted once, twice and I went—phew—to myself but when I
opened my eyes we was still heading straight for naked stonework. O fuck,
I thought, but by then I'd decided I'd rather die with my eyes open. At
the last moment we lifted, I saw hanging bunches of foliage strung from the
machicolation above and a instant later we crashed into the babil; my shoulder
was wrenched and I was thrown off the bat and into the babil, grabbing at
leaves and twigs and branches and slipping and falling down through it.
The bat beat furiously, shouting, Hold on! Hold on! while I tried to
get a hold on the damn stuff.
Hold on! it shouted again.
I'm bloody trying too! I yelled.
You safe?
Just about, I said, hugging a big strand of babil like it was a long-lost
mum or something, not able to look behind but still hearing the big bat flap
and beat at my back.
I'm sorry I couldn't help you more, the bat says. You must save
yourself now. They're looking for you. Beware the crypt. Keep
out of things! Erch! Erch! I must go. Farewell,
human.
Yeah, and to you, I shouted, turning round to look at it. And
thanks!
Then the big bat dropped, and I saw it disappear in the mist, falling away
straight down, trailing smoke and then just before I lost sight of it curving
away following the circumference of the tower, beating hard but looking weak
and still falling.
Disappeared.
I crawled into the darkness of the babil, nursing my aches.
Oh dear Bascule, I said to myself. Oh dear oh dear oh dear.
I spent the night in the foliage, constantly dreaming of flying through the
air with Ergates in my hand but then dropping her and her tumbling away and me
not being able to catch her and my wings coming off and me falling too and
screaming through the air, then waking clutching the branches, shivering and
covered in sweat.
So here I am, looking up at the fast-tower and I've spent some time so far
this morning trying to pluck up the courage to go straight back into the crypt
to find out what's going on and look for poor little Ergates and this time take
no nonsense… and I've also spent some time vowing never to even think of
the bleeding crypt again and deciding not to decide about it for now and so
instead I'm just sitting here wondering what I'm to do in general and not able
to come to a decision on that score neither.
I turn over in my little nest again and look down through the branches and
this time I freeze and stare, because I can see this big animal coming climbing
up through the babil; it's bleeding huge, the size of a bear and it's got thick
black fur with streaks of green on it and it's got big shiny black claws and
it's looking at me with two little beady eyes and a funny pointed head and it's
coming up the branch I'm on, straight towards me.
Oh shit, I hear myself say, looking round to see if there's a way to
escape.
There isn't. Oh shit.
The animal opens its mouth. Its teeth are the size of my fingers.
… Stay where you are! it hisses. Next original section
TRANSLATION—FIVE—4
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I stare at the big black beast coming up the branch toward me.
I've got a gun! I shout (this is a lie).
… I very much doubt that, the thing says. It stops all the same
smiling and showing its teeth again. But anyway, it says, stop being
silly. I'm here to help you.
I'll bet, I says, glancing round and still trying to figure out a way of
escape.
Yes. If I'd wanted to harm you I could have shaken you out of there
five minutes ago.
Oh yeah? I says, hanging on tighter. Well maybe you don't want
to kill me, maybe you just want to capture me.
… In which case I'd have dropped on you from above, you silly boy.
Oh you would, would you?
…Yes. You're Bascule, aren't you?
Perhaps, I says. And who or what are you when you're at home then?
… I'm a sloth, it says proudly. You can call me Gaston.
So I'm being led through the babil plants by a sloth called Gaston who has a
kind of mutant lisp and takes such pride in his appearance he's got fungus
growing on his back; that's what the green streaks are. He offered to let
me ride on his back hanging onto his fur but I declined.
We climb through the babil, going down and round the tower.
Who sent you then? I ask.
…Same people sent the jericule last night, Gaston says, talking over
his shoulder.
What, that big bat?
…That's right.
What happened to him anyway, do you know?
…Her, Gaston says. No.
Oh.
I follow Gaston down through the babil branches. Following Gaston
isn't difficult on account of him being a quite remarkably slow mover. If
he had been coming to attack me I could probably have just gone down the branch
he was on and climbed right over him before he could have started to react.
Anyway. Who was it sent you here then?
…Friends.
You don't say.
…No, I do say; friends.
Well thanks, that's pretty enlightening.
…Patience, young man.
We negotiate a few more branches.
Where you taking me anyway?
… to a place of safety.
Yeah, but where?
… Patience, young man, patience.
I can see I'm not going to get nothing out of this sloth so I just shut up
and content myself with making silly faces at its big black green-streaked
back.
It's a long slow journey.
… There's things going on, Mr Bascule, that's all I can say; there's
things going on. Frankly I don't know exactly what they are myself, or
whether I'd be able to tell you about them if I did, but as I don't I can't
anyway, you see?
Not really, I says, which is the truth.
The sloth-geezer what can only say, There's things going on, is called
Hombetante and he's the chief sloth; he's got implants and is actually
considered a bit of a live wire by sloth standards though you could still go
off and have a pee, wash your hands and brush your teeth in the time it takes
him to blink. He's fat and old and gray and his fungus looks more lively
than he does.
I'm in a half-ruined bit of the same tower where the big bat called a
jericule dropped me last night. Me and Gaston the sloth got here after
about an hour in the babil, coming in through a tall window half overgrown with
babil branches.
This seems to be Sloth Central; it's like a whole room full of scaffolding
and hanging tents and hammocks and stuff. There's rubble on the floor and
no glass or anything in the windows and the wind blows in through a window on
the other side of the huge circular room and through the scaffolding and makes
everything sway in the breeze and the sloths don't seem to take very good care
of the place no more than they do themselves, but at least they gave me some
water to drink and have a quick wash in and then gave me some fruit and nuts to
eat. I'd have preferred something hot but I don't think the sloths are
great fans of fire so heating stuff up might be a problem.
We're in a big space in the centre of the scaffolding where the sloths
apparently hold their meetings. Bet those are a bundle of laughs.
Hombetante is hanging upside down from a bit of scaffolding on a low stage
at one end of the meeting space, the floor of which is covered with similar
curved lengths of scaffolding like very tall railings. They've given me a
sort of sling thing to sit in suspended from Hombetante's scaffold pole.
The only other sloth present is Gaston, who's hanging from another bit of
scaffolding alongside, munching slowly on some particularly un-yummy looking
leafs.
… You are welcome to stay here, Hombetante says, until things settle
down.
What you mean, settle down? I ask. How are they settled up at
the moment? What exactly is supposed to be going on?
… Just things, Mr Bascule. Things which need not concern you at
the moment.
What about a certain ant who goes by the name of Ergates? You know
anything about her fate?
… You are just young and doubtless headstrong, Hombetante says, very
much like he hasn't heard what I just said… I was young once myself you
know. Yes I know you might find that hard to believe but it is true; I
well remember…
I won't bore you with the rest. What it boils down to is there's
trouble at the crypt and somehow I've got mixed up in it. Might all be
cleared up soon, might not. Whoever is supposed to be the good guys in
all this are behind the jericule picking me up yesterday and Gaston coming to
find me today. Now I'm here with the sloths I've been told to lie low,
and not to go near the crypt.
And—of course—to have patience.
After my audience with Hombetante during which he tells me have his life
story and I nearly fall asleep twice Gaston takes me to a place near the
outside of the scaffolding where there's a room with a hammock and a sling
chair and an old fashioned screen working off broadcasts. There's a sort
of cubby-hole in one corner with a pipe sticking up which is supposed to be a
toilet. Two floors above there's a place where the sloths gather for food
every evening. Also in the room is a bowl of fruit and a jug of
water. There's a window in one wall what looks out to the big vertical
tower window we came through. Gaston shows me how the screen works and
says if I get bored I can always go fruit and nut gathering with him.
I say thanks, maybe tomorrow, and he goes and I get into the hammock and
pull the covers over and go straight to sleep.
I just know I'm going to go crazy here, and I know that I'm going to have to
visit the crypt sooner or later, to look for Ergates and find out what's going
on, so when I wake up in the late afternoon I splash some water on my face,
have a pee and once I've decided I generally feel awake and refreshed, I get
right down to it, on the principal that there's no time like the present.
I try to clear my mind of all things sloth-like (can't think of anything
less useful to take into the crypt than any semblance of slothfulness) and
plunge right in.
I think I learnt a thing or two during all that time I spent in the crypt as
a bird so I head back in that direction only this time I'm not fucking about
with wee dainty sparrows or hawks or nothing; I'm going as a big bastarding
bird; a simurg. They're so big their brains can cope with a human mind
without much finessing, which means I don't have to spend most of my time
remembering what I am or disguising my wake-up code as a ring. It's a bit
ambitious but sometimes that's the only way to get anywhere.
I close my eyes.
/Check out the immediate locality first; nothing out of the ordinary in the
nearby crypt-space. Have a shufty at the architecture of the tower just
on general principals—this old tower is a interesting place right
enough—then look a bit further out. The traffic around the Little
Big Brothers' monastery is just about back to normal but I don't go any nearer
to find out more.
Zoom into birdspace.
/And I'm a huge wild bird floating on the currents sliding within the
drifting wind, hanging lazily loosed on my outstretched wings cantilevered
across the singing air. My wingtip feathers are each the size of hands;
they flutter like a lamb's heart flutters when my shadow falls over it.
My feet are steel-tipped grapples hung on the end of my hawser legs. My
talons are unsheathed razors; only my eyes are sharper. My beak is harder
than bone, keener than just-broke glass. My keel bone is a great knife
cozened in my flesh and cleaving the soft air; my ribs are glistening springs,
my muscles sleek bunched fists of oily power, my heart a chamber filled with
slow thunder, quiet and unstressed; a towering damn trickling power, ticking
over, headwaters of charged blood pent and latent.
Well, YES! This is more like it! Why did I ever bother being a
hawk? Why was I so bleeding unambitious? I feel fierce, I
feel powerful.
I look about, surveying. Air everywhere. Clouds. No
ground.
Other birds flying in vast Vs, climbing in huge columns in the air, gathered
in their own dark clouds, wheeling and calling. I think towards
roosts.
/And I'm in the midst of them; spherical trees floating in the groundless
blueness like brown planets of twigs in a universe of air, surrounded by a
squawking atmosphere of birds to-ing and fro-ing.
The parliament of crows, I think.
/And I'm there, in bitter air between layers of white cloud like mirrored
landscapes of snow; the great dark winter-trees are massed to the density of
black cliffs against the icy billows of freezing cloud. The crows'
parliament is in the tallest, greatest biggest tree of all, its brown-black
twigs like the sooty bones of a million hands clutching at the chill blank face
of heaven. The meeting breaks up when they see me and they come squawking
and screeching out to mob me.
I beat, pushing down the air, rising over the pestering birds, seeking one
who stays back, directing.
The crows swarm up around me. A few land blows on my head but it
doesn't hurt. I laugh and stretch my neck, swivelling my head and ripping
a few of their little toyish bodies from the air. I toss them aside; red
blood beads, pulverized white bone pushes through their coal black feathers and
they tumble torn to the snow-cloud billows. The rest scream, pull
fluttering back a moment then mob in again. I stroke forwards. Air
snaps swirling under my wings, rolling the pursuing birds round like bubbles
under a waterfall.
I see my prey. He's a big grey-black fella perched on the topmost twig
of the topmost branch of the parliament-tree and he's just realised what's
going on.
He rises, cawing and shrieking into the air. Foolish; if he'd dived
into the branches he might have had a chance.
He tries some acrobatic stuff but he's old and stiff and I snatch him so
easily it's almost disappointing. Snap! and he's neatly encased in
one cage of foot, flapping and screaming and losing feathers and pecking at my
toes with his little black beak and tickling me. I slice another couple
of his fellows out of the air, spreading their blood like a artist would, paint
on a white canvas, then I think eyrie.
/And am alone with my little crowy friend above a tawny plane of sand and
rock, beating towards a fractured cliff where a gnarled finger of rock juts
out, its summit topped with a giant nest of sunbleached timbers and splintered
white animal and bird bones.
I land and fold the soft cloaks of my wings and stand upon the brittle
nest—timbers creak, branches burst, picked-clean bones snap—looking
down at my balled foot with the old gray-black crow imprisoned in it, flapping
and beating and hollering.
Skreak! Skrawk! Awrk! Gerout!
Oh shut up, I tell it, and the rock-crushing weight of my voice stuns it to
quiet stillness. I balance on that leg, compressing the trapped crow and
reaching through the bars of my talons with a talon from the other foot,
tickling the bird's grey-black throat while the breath wheezes out of it.
Now then my little chum, I say—and my voice is acid on a slicing
blade, boiling lead down a open throat—I've a few questions I'd like to
ask you. Next original section
TRANSLATION—SIX—4
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You know what I'm going to do if you don't tell me what I want to know,
don't you? I says to the old crow caged in my talons.
I'm resting in my big nest on the finger of stone looking out over the
desert, sitting here quite happily pulling out the old grey-black crow's
feathers one by one with my free foot, humming to myself and trying to get some
sense out of the old bird.
I don't know nothing! the grey-black crow shouts. You'll pay for this,
you piece of filth! Set me back where you found me immediately and maybe
we say no more about this—eark!
(I scrunch his beak a bit with two of my talons.)
You swine! he blubbers.
I decided it's time to fix the old fella with a serious stare, so I lower my
great-beaked head down to his level and look in through the talon-bars at his
little black beady eyes. He tries to look away but I hold his head round
looking towards me with a talon and put my head closer to him (though not too
close—I'm not stupid). Crows can't actually move their eyes very
much and now he couldn't move his head neither. They've got a thing
called a nictitating membrane what they can flick over their eye and this old
chap's nictitating like mad trying to block me out and if I wasn't such a fine
firm fleshed-out example of a simurg he might block me out (or even taking me
over if he was trying), but I am, so he couldn't and I was in there.
I had decided in my own mind by this time that simurgs were related to
lammergeiers and as any fool will tell you lammergeiers are also known as bone
crushers. So the old crow looks into my mind and sees what I intend to do
and promptly shits himself.
I look at the mess on my fine razor-sharp talons and my nicely decorated
nest and then look at him again.
Oh f-f-fuck, he whimpers. Sorry about that. His voice is
quivering. I will tell you anything you want to know; just don't do those
things to me.
Hmm, I says, lifting him up a bit to look pointedly at the shit on my
nest. We'll see.
What you want to know? he shrieks. Just tell me! What you
looking for?
I jab my head towards him. An ant, I tell him.
A what?
You heard. But let's start with the lammergeiers.
The lammergeiers? They're gone.
Gone?
From the crypt. Gone.
Gone where?
Nobody knows! They been weird and distant for a while and now they
just ain't around no more. It's the truth; check it out for yourself.
I will, and before I let you go, so you better be telling the
truth. Now what about this bleeding red-face thing goes gidibibidibigibi
etc. etc. you get the idea, eh? What's it when it's at home then?
The old crow freezes for a second, then he starts to shake and then
he—I can hardly believe it—he laughs!
What? he shrieks, all hysterical. You mean that thing behind you, is
that what you mean?
I shake my head. What sort of bird you take me before? I ask it,
shaking it up and down so it rattles like a dice in a cup. Eh?
Eh? Just how stupid you think I am? Do I look like a
bleeding pigeon?
Gidibidibigidigibigi! screams a voice behind me.
(I feel my eyes go very wide.)
I stare at the bedraggled black crow trapped in the talons of my right
foot.
Another time, I says, and crush the crow to the size of a thrush.
I whirl round and throw the dead crow at where I hope the horrible red head
thing is, pushing myself off the nest at the same time.
Gidibidibigidigibigi! the skinned head shrieks, and the old dead crow
explodes into flame and disappears as it hits the jagged red hole of the
thing's flayed nose. The head's bigger than it was before and it's got
wings of its own now; wings like the wings of a skinned bat, all wet and bloody
and glistening. Fucker's bigger than I am and its teeth look sharp as
hell. I beat my wings, not turning and flying away but hovering there,
staring at it like it's staring at me.
Gidibidibigidigibigi! it screams again and then it's expanding, rushing
towards me like it's a planet bloating, a sun exploding. I'm not fooled;
I know it's still the size it was really and this is just a feint. I
glimpse the real thing coming straight at me like a punch thrown through the
exploding image.
This is my nest. The head's over the edge of it right now.
I take one quick flap closer and reach out with a foot and slap down on a
huge white-bleached hunk of timber; the timber is most of a tree-trunk and it
levers up in a explosion of smaller branches and smacks straight into the face
of the thing going Gidibidi-urp!
Its wings close involuntarily around the tent of branches sticking up in
front of it and it falls flapping to the nest, all tangled and shrieking and
bouncing and flapping and tearing its wings and I just know I should get the
hell out while the going's good but call it instinct, call it madness, I just
have to attack.
I give one more flap to get a bit of height—noticing that the sky
seems to be getting brighter—then spread my talons and start to drop
towards the horrible head thing.
The sky's gone very white and bright.
I cancel the stoop and flap once more, hovering over the flapping screaming
entangled head and looking up at the sky; it's gone dark again, but it's
starting to bulge somewhat.
Oh-oh, I think, and say my wake-up word to myself.
There are certain things which will impose themselves on you even when you
are in the depths of the crypt, and an explosion is one of them; either a very
bright flash of light or a shock wave and certainly both, which is what I was
getting here. You don't have to wake up and if you're in deep enough you
won't, you'll just explain it away to yourself even if it's blowing you apart
as you think, but I'm not so daft.
The blast rolls me over in my room, bouncing me off a taut-strung wall and
flinging me back into the centre of the room again.
I look out the door through smoke and flames and see men coming down ropes
from above the big window in the tower; a handful of guys in wing-chutes are
flying in through the window, heading for the scaffolding, shooting with guns
that send bolts of light through the smoke. A sloth falls flaming past
the doorway of my room, making a tearing, roaring noise as it falls and leaving
a trail of thick black smoke. Another explosion rocks the scaffolding
around me and the walls bulge. I see the light of big flames shining
through the fabric wall to my right. Outside, the guys in the wing-chutes
swing their guns to one side and reach out to grab the scaffolding as they
thump into it; their chutes fall away as soon as they touch.
I roll away to the back of my room and bite at the fabric just above the
floor; it holes and I haul and pull at it till it tears some more then squirm
out through and into relative darkness.
I'm behind the walls of the sloths' scaffold structure, swinging from pole
to pole like a monkey, heading downwards. A huge explosion of flame
bursts out overhead, showering me with flaming debris; I have to hang by one
hand from a pole and pat out flames on my shirt. The debris falls on
down, lighting the way. There are quite a lot of flames now, and
gunfire.
Part of my mind is thinking, Blimey, can all this really be for me? and
another part is thinking, No, Bascule, don't be silly! But the first bit
is going, Then how come there's all this violence and stuff happening around
yours truly? This ain't a violent society; bags is pretty peaceful as a
rule. How come all this is happening all of a sudden? Oh fuck;
those poor sloths was just trying to be friendly and how do I repay them?
I wonder how things have shaken out for Gaston and old Hombetante. Then I
figure maybe it's best if I try not to think about that sort of thing; it's
done now.
Amazing the survival mechanisms you build up in times like this.
Ahead of me I can see the curved inner surface of the wall of the tower,
it's undressed stone and all black and glistening with moisture in the light of
flames. A few last poles to go, regularly spaced.
Right hand left hand right hand left hand; I'm in a fever or something
because I think; just the time to crypt for a second, and as I reach for the
next pole I think, right, crypt until you touch this pole, and I'm there,
deliberately not thinking about where I am at the moment but swinging out into
the immediate locality
/only to find it isn't there any more.
It's like there's just a grey fog all around me; a metallic, growling,
hissing, static-ish sort of fog. I can roughly remember where things were
from earlier but I don't want to have to trust to memory that much. Then
the fog seems to collect around me and it's like it's not fog at all it's made
up not of water but of metal filings, metal dust, sleeting into my skin like
acid, burrowing into my pores and it hurts and my eyes go wide and the metal
dust is sandpapering my eyes and making me scream and as I open my mouth it's
filling it and nose with metal grit and I'm breathing it in and it's fire, like
breathing flame, filling me, roasting me from inside.
I flail out at it, trying to push it away and my hand touches something
solid and I remember that means something and with a struggle I wake up.
My hand clutches the cold bar of the scaffold pole and I feel the breath
whistle out of me and I sneeze and my eyes water and my skin itches everywhere
and I just manage to grab the last pole and then thump into the black stone
wall and stop there, still shaking and not feeling too good.
The floor is a couple of metres lower down, covered in rubbish.
Looking up, the wall disappears into darkness. On either side, it curves
away, black and barely visible. The sloths' scaffolding structure fits
raggedly against the wall, poles stuck resting on bits where the rough stone
juts out and the grey sackcloth stuff flapping in the breeze. The channel
I escaped down rises like a narrow black canyon above me. Flames burn in
the distance.
I try to remember the layout of the place from the start of my crypting
earlier. Bleeding hell.
I shake my hed, then start leaping across from pole to pole along the side
of the rough stone wall. Should be this way…
And so I go swinging off through the dark space behind the walls of the
place where the sloths hang out, or at least did until these guys—with
the guns and parachutes and stuff—came calling.
I'm a rat behind the bleeding walls, I think, scurrying above the rubbish
looking for a hole to disappear down.
Oh dear Bascule I think to myself, not for the first time and I've a
horrible feeling not for the last time neither. Oh dear oh dear oh
dear. Next original section
TRANSLATION—SEVEN—4
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I'm in the lammergeiers' roost, my breath sounding loud in my ears and mixed
in with these hissy clicky noises because I'm wearing this mask on my face and
a breathing bottle on me back both of which I got off the dead spyer.
This is a spooky old place and no mistake. There's nobody around and
it's very cold indeed and the light is very white and intense and washed out
looking. Being in the lammergeiers' roost is like being inside a giant
holey cheese; sort of interconnected bubbles and stretched, punctured membranes
of stone and metal everywhere and high up on the walls in places where the
bubbles make cup and bowls jutting out there's these nests lined with babil
plant and feathers only there's no birds in them nor eggs nor nothing.
The floor of the roost is like a whole lot of little craters each of them
holding loads of broken, splintered bones. My feet go crunch crunch as I
walk, looking up and around and trying to see if there's anybody else here
either human or creature but the place seems to be deserted.
There are huge circles in the outer walls like portholes where the winds
come in whistling through and sounding high and ready and weird; I climb up to
one of the bigger holes and look out. It's hazy white cloud out there
like a layer of fog what extends to the horizon; you can just about see the
lower levels of the castle showing underneath, like something trapped inside a
transparent glacier. There's a couple of towers sticking up from the
cloud but they look very small and far away. No sign of no birds out
there neither, but then that's the thing; this is too far up for birds to fly,
so how come the lammergeiers were ever here?
I slide down a curve of bubble and crunch into some bones, then head towards
the centre of the tower, into the shades where there's a faint breeze coming
from.
The nests thin out and disappear as I go deeper, still crunching over the
occasional bone while it gets darker and darker and I can hardly see where I'm
putting my feet. I've got this torch what the dead spyer had on him so I
turn it on and just as well; there's a dirty great hole right in front of
me. I edge closer and hold onto the wall and stick my head out over the
huge circular hole. Must be 50 metres or more across. Black
deep. Goes straight up into the darkness, too. There's a gentle
draft of air coming up the shaft. It's warm, at least in comparison with
the freezing air up here. No sign of any other entrances around the
shaft, just this one.
I'm still not anywhere near the centre of the tower; that's way, way further
deep, probably a couple of kilometres away. I'm in the fast-tower, still
on the lam and searching for little Ergates.
I lean back from the hole.
Then there's a crunching noise somewhere in the darkness behind me. I
whirl round.
I found Gaston the sloth peeking out over a stone ledge on the inside wall
of the sloths' tower, near the sloped tunnel what led to the old lift
shafts. According to the glimpse I'd had of the locality when I'd crypted
earlier these shafts were abandoned and unused but I'd thought with any luck
they'd be the type of shaft what has stairs going round the inside of the shaft
for emergencies, and maybe they wouldn't be guarded by the bods what were
attacking the sloths.
Well, that was the theory. In fact the scoop of the tunnel on the
level below where Gaston was hiding was full of Security geezers with
guns. Oh great, I thought.
I'd climbed along between the dank black wall of the tower and the framework
of scaffolding what was the sloths' home neighbourhood, heading for here, where
the floor dropped away in steps and the access tunnel was. Looked like
old Gaston had had the same idea.
I didn't think I'd made a noise but he turned round slowly and saw me and
pushed himself back from the edge of the ledge and climbed up the scaffolding
towards me, pointing behind me.
We retreated a bit, behind some of the canvas-hung scaffolding.
… young Bascule, he said, you are safe; good.
Yeah and you, I said. But it looks like the Security boys have this
place strung up good and tight. You know any other ways out of here?
…As it happens, Gaston says, I do actually. If you'll just
follow me…
Gaston set off back from the scaffolding heading upwards at what was
probably an extreme sprint for a sloth. I ambled after him.
We climbed up about seven floors of the sloth scaffolding; there was quite a
lot of smoke up here and I could see flames in the distance, deeper inside the
structure.
… Here, Gaston said, stopping at a pretty ordinary looking bit of
wall. He gripped the top of a dripping black stone; it hinged down to
reveal a round black hole. He motioned me in.
I must have looked dubious.
… I'll go first, then, he said, and clambered into the hole.
I shouldn't have looked dubious because I couldn't lift the stone back up
after us and so Gaston had to squeeze past me to do it. I don't know if
you have ever had a large sweaty sloth with copious quantities of fungus on its
pelt squeeze past you in a confined space… Come to think of it probably
you won't, but assuming that's the case think yourself lucky that's all I can
say.
Having Gaston squeeze past me again didn't seem like such a good idea.
I'll just lead off then if it's all the same to you Gaston old son, I
said.
… By all means, young Bascule.
The tunnel was cramped and only fit for crawling in. The damn thing
went up, down and round this way and that way; it was like climbing around in
the intestines of some huge stone giant. With Gaston's pelt-fungus still
smeared all over me, it didn't smell dissimilar neither.
Listen Gaston, I said at one point while he was giving me a punt up a
particularly steep bit of the giant intestine, I'm really sorry if that was me
what brought all that there shit down on you guys. I really appreciate
what you did, rescuing me and taking me in etc. and I'd hate to think I was
responsible for all this.
…I quite understand your anguish, young Bascule, Gaston said.
But it's not your fault certain persons are trying to persecute you.
You really think they was after me? I asked.
… That was the impression I formed from what I overheard, Gaston
said. They did not seem to be interested in any of us. They were
looking for somebody else they suspected us of harbouring.
Blimey.
… In any event, Gaston said, The responsibility is theirs, not
yours. What happened is just one of those things I suppose.
Well, thanks, Gaston, I said.
…You didn't crypt, did you? Gaston said. It's just
that might have led them to us. But you didn't, did you?
Oh no, I said. No, not me; I didn't. Nope. Not
guilty. No sir-ee. Uh-uh. Wouldn't catch me doing a thing
like that. Oh no.
…There you are then, Gaston said.
And so we wound on through the guts of the tower, me feeling lower than a
tapeworm.
Eventually we came to a bit where the tunnel widened out and the floor
turned from stone to wood; I more or less fell into this wooden bowl where a
faint light shone. I didn't quite get out of the way in time so Gaston
slid down on top of me.
More pelt fungus.
… there should be a trap here somewhere, Gaston said, feeling around
on the floor… Ah, here it is. There was a sort of hollow clunking
noise and in the half-light I could see Gaston pulling what looked like a huge
plug up out of the floor.
… It's a hollowed out babil stem, Gaston explained, setting the plug
to one side. I'll go first, I think.
The hollow babil trunk headed down in a series of long, stretched Ss.
There were rungs on the walls; Gaston went down them pretty quickly for a
sloth. Now and again we passed what might have been doors in the trunk
where the occasional crack of light showed, but mostly it was totally
dark. We seemed to go on down forever and I nearly fell off a couple of
times. Just as well Gaston was beneath me; the thought of another close
encounter with his pelt fungus quickly concentrated my mind, I can tell
you.
At last Gaston said, … here we are, and we stepped on to a platform of
stone and when through a door into a cramped space where Gaston wriggled and I
crawled between a stone floor and this metal sealing which made a sort of
blurbilurbilurbil sound. We came out in what looked like a big long
curving service duct whose walls were lined with pipes; we'd just crawled under
a big gurgling tank of some sort. I could here what sounded like a train
rumbling somewhere nearby.
… There is a freight tube line junction through there, Gaston said,
pointing at a hatch in the floor. The trains have to slow down to
negotiate the points and it is possible for a human to jump on board a wagon
and so secure a ride. I think I have to return to see what has befallen
my friends, but if you can make your way to the second level south-west
buttress you will find a town there. Go to the central square; someone
will be looking for you and will look after you. I'm sorry to have to
abandon you in this way, but it is all I can do.
That's all right, Gaston, I said. You done all you can and I don't
deserve all the kindness you've shown me. I was so choked I could have
hugged him, but I didn't. He just nodded his big funny pointed head and
said,… Well, good luck young Bascule, you take care now… and you
promise you will go to the south-west buttress at the town there?
Oh yes, I says, lying through my teeth.
Good. Fare well.
Then he was away, crawling back under the big gurgly tank.
I went down through the hatch in the floor into a broad dark cavern where
lots of tube lines converged from single tunnels. There was nobody about
but I hid behind some humming sort of cabinet things between two of the tracks
and waited; a while later a train of open wagons came rattling through,
clattering across the points; I let the unmanned engine and most of the wagons
go past and then jumped on one near the end, hauling myself up the side and
over into its empty interior.
After a few minutes during which the train entered a black-dark tunnel and
picked up speed again, I reckoned it was safe to crypt.
There was no horrible corrosive fog/sleet here. Everything luckily
seemed normal. The train was heading for the far end of the second level,
near to the Southern Volcano Room. It would slow down at a few more
places yet where I could get off. I crypted further afield.
/The lammergeiers roost was frozen. Its crypt-space representation
was there but it was like a still picture instead of a movie; there were no
birds nor anybody or anything there and you couldn't interact with nothing
there. I sensed something nearby in the crypted space and suspected there
was some kind of guard on the place, waiting to see who turned up interested in
the lammergeiers. I disconnected quick.
The train rolled on. The lammergeiers lived—or used to
live—in the fast-tower, on the 9th level. I reckoned there was
something going on up there. The freight train would pass almost
underneath the fast-tower. Good enough for me. The 9th level
sounded a bit high and cold and inaccessible but I'd burn that bridge when I
came to it.
I almost decapitated myself jumping off the train when it went through
another set of points in a wide bit of tunnel the length of which I slightly
overestimated, but apart from banging a shoulder on a wall and skinning one
knee I escaped unscathed. I climbed a ladder, walked a bit of service
tunnel and took a service elevator up to the main floor level. I found
myself in what looked like a giant chemical works, all pipes and big pressure
vessels and leaking steam and funny smells. Sure enough, a quick check on
the crypt and I confirmed it was a plastics refinery.
After a lot of fancy and highly technical crypting, some walking and
climbing over pipes and ducts and avoiding the dodgier-looking shadows I found
an automatic freight elevator taking vats of some sort of fertilizer up the
tower and hitched a ride up in that.
My ears popped after two minutes, and after about five, and ten.
Some more fancy crypting got the elevator to go a floor above where it was
expected; this was as high as it could go. I got out in a sort of tall
open gallery where a fierce cold wind blew and the view was of babil plants
forming a fretwork of gnarled branches letting in a spare icy light.
I let the elevator take itself back down a floor.
There was a pillar about 100 metres away which supported the roof of the
tall gallery. The one in the other direction was twice as far away.
I set off towards the nearer one.
I was still only dressed in my usual clothes and this wind was making me
shiver already, but then it had been fairly warm further down so maybe it was
just the suddenness of the change. I walked along the gallery, between
the silhouetted babil and the smooth ashlar of the tower's barely curved
wall. The floor felt cold through my shoes and I wished I had a hat.
The crypt started to get a bit vague and unhelpful about the layout of the
fast-tower at around this level. I just had to hope the pillar might have
a set of stairs in it.
It didn't. It had two sets of stairs in it, intertwined in a double
helix like DNA.
Didn't seem to matter which one I took. I started climbing.
I went fast at first to try and warm up but the breath just whistled out of
me and my legs turned to jelly; I had to sit down and put my pounding head
between my knees before I could continue, more slowly.
The steps went round and round and round; pretty steep.
I plodded on and up, trying to settle into a rhythm. This seemed to
work but I was getting a hell of a headache. Lucky I was fit, not to
mention determined. (Not to mention bloody stupid, it was starting to occur to
me.)
The pillar got to the next storey—another open gallery—and
didn't stop; it went on up. Seemed to go on for a good ways yet so I
stuck with it. The stair case had no handrails and though it was a good
couple of metres wide it would have been frighteningly open and exposed on the
outer side if the babil plants hadn't been hanging growing all over the outside
of the tower. As it was it was still pretty frighteningly exposed on the
other side, but the best thing to do was not to think about it and certainly
not to look.
I kept climbing.
Another level. My head was hurting like mad. I looked for the
pillar but it wasn't there any more. Instead there was a whole network of
twisted pillars, weaving this way and that with high altitude babil—thin
weedy stuff—all over it, coating the floor of the gallery, netting the
weave of the fretted stone wall.
I wandered, my feet tripping over the babil, looking for a strand of
stonework with steps in it or on it so that I could go higher, my vision
getting dark at the edges, my legs feeling bouncy and strange and something
howling in my ears that might have been the wind and might not.
I don't know how long it was before I found the spyer, fallen amongst the
babil, dead, crumpled, head shattered, skin dried, white bones poking through
his kneepads. I remember looking up and thinking he must have falling
from the open-work ceiling, and I saw his mask and the cylinder on his back but
I just wandered off again, feeling like I was walking along this tunnel because
that was all I could see and it seemed like hours later while I was still
searching for another stairway or at least a door or something that I thought,
Hey, maybe I could use the spyer's gear! and I started to turn round and almost
tripped over him because I'd wandered in a circle.
There was old brown blood dried on the face mask but it fell away like dark
dandruff when I knocked it. The oxygen in the tank was cold and it felt
like it was freezing my lungs but my headache started to go and I wasn't
looking down a tunnel all the time no more.
I finished the water in his canteen, took his jacket, hat and torch and left
the poor bugger lying there.
The stairs were in a really obvious place, just along from the top of the
pillar I'd climbed.
The lammergeiers' roost was on the next level. I got there at dusk and
collapsed in a nest of dry babil and huge scratchy feathers. The din
waked me and I started investigating, ending up looking down the big shaft.
I hear the crunching noise.
I swing the torch round aiming the beam down the tunnel; the warm breeze
coming up the deep black shaft tugs at my jacket. The torch beam just
disappears into the dark, swallowed up.
Something crunches again, then there's a noise of something coming whistling
towards me.
I don't have time to duck and I don't see what hits me, but it bashes into
my chest and knocks me backwards, the breath going Hoof!, out of my
lungs. I feel myself start to go over the edge of the shaft and grab with
one hand as the lip of stone skates under my bum. My hand misses.
I fall into the black throat of the shaft.
The roar of air builds up around me, tearing the mask off my face.
After a few seconds I get my breath back and I start screaming. Next original section
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I get tired of screaming. Even more I get tired of getting bashed on
the head with the mask what has come off my face; it's still attached to the
air tank on my back and it's slipped round behind my neck and is going thump
thump thump on the back of my bonce.
I feel behind me and tear it away.
My ears are going pop pop pop. The air is blasting round me so hard
there's hardly any point in me screaming anyway. It's almost totally
dark; I've got a sort of gray sensation of the walls rushing past around me,
and if I twist round I can look up and see a vague impression of a tiny patch
of dark gray on the blackness.
Downwards, there's just blackness.
I try to crypt but I can't; don't know if it's because I'm moving too fast
or because the shaft is shielded or because I'm too terrified to concentrate
properly. I start screaming again, then stop, gulping for breath.
I'd have shat my pants by now but it's been so long since I ate that I
can't.
The air is cold and I'm shivering but it's not freezing. I settle into
a sort of floppy X-shape after a while, like I've seen skydivers do; I drift
towards one wall, then manoeuvre myself away again. I have to keep
swallowing to keep my ears from bursting. I try to think how far up I was
and how long it's going to take me to fall to the bottom, if it's the bottom
that's going to break my fall. I realise that there might be something
between me and the bottom and I could hit at any moment and I start screaming
again.
I stop after a while. Tears get whipped off my face but it's not me
crying it's just the fierceness of the wind tearing at my eyes.
I've never died before. I don't know what it's like. I've heard
from other people and I've been in the minds of bags what have died and got
their impressions but they say it's different for everybody and I don't know
what it'll be like for me and I was hoping not to find out for a while yet
thanks very much but there we go.
I start wondering if they'll resuscitate me at all. Oh fuck; what if
I'm in such big trouble they'll just lose my identity from the crypt?
What if they catch my dying thoughts and then just interrogate me, or don't
bother saving me at all?
I feel like I'm going to be sick.
The roaring around me goes on forever. My eyes are dry and sore.
My ears hurt too.
Oh fuck I don't want to die.
I can't believe how long this is taking. I feel like I'm in
crypt-time. It occurs to me maybe I am, maybe I crypted without knowing
about it. But I can't be. I'm obviously not. I'm here,
falling down this shaft, dammit. I try crypting again.
It works. I'm on the second basement level, practically at sea
level.
How much further down can this bleeding shaft go?
/I port across into the crypt; at least I can avoid the moment of
impact. My implants will pull me back when I die, so there won't be two
of me, but at least… wait a bleeding minute.
According to the local hardware I'm still on the same level. The crypt
thinks I'm stationary. What's going on here?
I double check, treble check, quadruple check. Yep; the cryptosphere
thinks I've stopped.
I give a sort of mental gulp, then port back across to my body.
/The air is still screaming up round me. It's still totally black but
with the thermal bit of my vision I can still make out the walls to either
side. Sure enough, they do look a bit different; no impression of them
hurtling past no more. I stare down.
I don't see nothing but blackness but now I think about it the sound is
different somehow; even more of a roar.
Then suddenly there's lights everywhere, blinding me.
I close my eyes. I think; blimey, I never felt a thing. That's
me dead and this is the long tunnel with the light at the end what everybody
gets to see and I must have hit the bottom and not even felt it.
Except the roaring's still there and the wind is still pushing into my
face. I open my eyes again.
I'm staring straight down at a sort of a hexagonal grid of wires or metal or
something, and beyond the grid, a few metres further down, there's all these
big propeller things, 7 of them, all whirling away and roaring and sending the
air screaming up past me.
I look to the side.
There's a door in the wall level with me and a couple of big black mean
looking birds with scaly necks perched there, looking at me, beady-eyed, their
feathers ruffling in the draft.
I can't think what else to do. So I wave to them.
That was how we used to reach our home, one of the birds tells me.
I'm walking along a broad brightly lit tunnel. The two lammergeiers
are keeping pace with me by sort of half-hovering in the air one on either side
of me, their wings going whuf whuf, whuf whuf. I didn't even know they
could do this.
I'm walking kind of funny because I think I did crap my pants just a little,
but they don't seem to notice, or they're too polite.
You mean you got blasted up there by those fans? I say,
surreptitiously pulling at the seat of my pants.
Correct, says the bird (having to shout above the noise of its wings going
whuf whuf).
So why'd you leave? I shout. And who was that up there who
pushed me down?
We left because it was no longer safe, and we were needed down here, yells
the bird. As to who pushed you into the shaft, I imagine it was probably
a state employee.
What, a Security geezer or something? But-?
Please; I can't tell you any more. Our commander may be able to answer
any other questions you have. Look; would you mind running?
Running? I says, Why, is there somebody after us? I glance
behind expecting to see Security people pursuing us but there's just the long
bright tunnel stretching way into the distance.
No, shouts the bird, it's just this pace is very tiring for us.
Sorry, I says, and break into a run. Doesn't do my chafed bum no good
but it keeps the two lammergeiers happy, beating alongside.
And so that was how I arrived at the lammergeiers' HQ; breathless, on the
double and with my pants spotted with cack.
The head lammergeier is a fierce big bugger of a bird; taller than me when
he's perched and wings longer than I'm tall. He isn't no old guy neither,
he's in his prime with sleek black and white feathers, steely looking talons, a
naked neck that looks old and bright, and jet-black eyes. I don't know if
he's got a name; we haven't been properly introduced.
He's sitting on a perch, I'm sat on the floor. The room is funnel
shaped and the broad circular roof has an image of a blue sky with little
fluffy clouds in it. There's another half dozen or so other lammergeiers
perched around the room too.
You have been a proper pest to certain people, master Bascule, the big bird
says, staring at me and rocking from side to side and sort of stamping its feet
on the perch. A most persistent pest.
Thank you very much, I says.
That was not a compliment! the bird screeches, flapping.
I sit back, blinking (my eyes are still a bit sore after all that wind
roaring past me when I fell). What do you mean? I ask.
It's quite possible that we have given away our new position here by turning
on the lift fans so we could save your miserable hide! the bird
shouts.
Well, sorry I'm sure, but I was told you might have some information about
the whereabouts of a friend of mine.
What? the head bird says, sounding puzzled. Who?
It's an ant. Her name is Ergates.
The bird stares at me. You're looking for an ant? he squawks,
and sounds incredulous.
A very special ant. (I narrow my eyes.) What was taken by a
lammergeier.
The bird shakes its head. Well, it wasn't done by one of us, it says,
shaking its feathers.
Oh yeah? I says.
We are chimerics, master Bascule. This… ant must have been taken
by a wild lammergeier.
And where are they then? I ask. (Damn, thought I was on the right
track at last!)
Dead, the head bird says.
I blink my eyes. Dead?
The state had them killed during yesterday evening when it realized we
opposed it; most of them were mobbed by chimeric crows and brought down.
We believe we were the real targets. Two of us were caught and
destructed. All the wild lammergeiers are dead.
Oh, I said. Oh dear, I thought.
Hmm, I said, I don't suppose you know if any of them said anything
about-?
Wait a minute, the bird says, waving one wing at me. It closes its
eyes for a moment. It opens them again.
It looks steadily at me for a moment, then sort of half shakes its
head. Well, master Bascule, it says. As I said, you have been
nothing if not persistent. And you have not been frightened to risk your
life. It stamps its feet again. There is something you might
do.
Do for what, for who?
I can't tell you too much, young sir; it's best for you if you don't know
too much, believe me; but there are some very important things happening right
now, things which affect—and which will affect—all of us. The
state—the people who have attacked our friends the sloths and have tried
to kill you—are trying to prevent something happening. Will you
give us your help in making it happen? What happen? I ask, suspicious. They say there's an
emissary from the chaotic bits of the crypt around, wanting to infect the upper
layers.
The big bird shakes its wings impatiently. The emissary, it says, is
called an asura and it is from one of the few parts of the crypt which has
not been touched by the chaos. It carries within it the means of
our salvation, but its mission is in jeopardy; the state opposes it to because
the fulfilment of its mission would—conceivably—mean the end of the
present power structure. Of course the state has used the bogey of the
chaos to attempt to turn others against the asura and those who would aid
it. The fact remains it is our only hope. If it does not succeed we
are all lost.
I shift my bum a bit. I really should have asked to clean up a bit
before all this. Not that a place where lammergeiers are is likely to be
big on washrooms, judging from the state of some of the floors I've seen around
here. I'm thinking through what the head geezer's just told me. It
might be true, but I very much doubt I'm being told the whole truth here.
And what am I supposed to do? I ask.
The head bird looks distinctly uncomfortable, and flaps its wings a
bit. It's dangerous, it says.
I'd kind of guessed that, I says urbanely, feeling pretty grown-up, thank
you very much. What did you have in mind? I ask.
The lammergeier fixes me with its ice-black eyes. Going back up the
fast-tower, it says. Only higher this time. (It stamps its feet, one
after another, and the other birds do the same thing.) Much higher.
I sit back. Throats gone a bit dry.
You got a toilet I could use? I ask.
Looks like the whole bleeding fast-tower's just packed with shafts.
We're here at the foot of another one. It's bigger than the one I fell
down; a lot bigger. This is the one in the centre of the tower and it
must be easily half a kilometre across. Very faint light filters down
from… blimey, I don't know; hell of a far up, that's for sure.
We are here courtesy of the war, the head bird tells me. Both sides
think the other controls this space.
Oh really.
Yes; the fact they may be about to reach an accommodation shortly is another
reason for there being a degree of urgency about the present situation.
The head bird is perched with his half-dozen pals on what looks like a peace
of crumpled, soot-blackened missile wreckage near the centre of the shaft
base. Other lammergeiers are flitting about the place through the
shadows. The rock floor of the shaft looks like it used to be smooth but
it's all chipped and scarred now and littered with bits of broken
machines. There's a double set of rails leading in from the side of the
shaft which is where we came from; there's a big cavern there what looks like a
museum of rocket flight or something; full of big sheds and mysterious bits of
equipment and rusting missiles and big spherical tanks and telescopes and radar
dishes and deflated silver balloons like discarded bolgounz.
I look straight up. Didn't know you could get vertigo looking up.
This is the main shaft, the head bird says, and poses. Once it led to
the stars.
I look up again and I can believe it. My head spins at the thought
& I almost fall over.
The top of the fast-tower has been inaccessible for as long as anybody or
anything can remember, the lammergeier tells me. Many attempts have been
made, mostly in secret, to reach its heights. All have failed, as far as
we know. It lifts up one foot and looks down at the bit of missile it's
perched on. You see some of the wreckage around you.
Uh-huh, I says. Something up there keeps shooting them down, yeah?
No; but there appears to be an armoured conical base to the tower's upper
reaches at about 20 kilometres which nobody has been able to penetrate.
I look round at all the missile wreckage. The authorities don't
usually let airplanes operate within the castle for fear of a crash weakening
the structure, let alone missiles. You can't help wondering what sort of
damage has been done up there by all this wrecked hardware.
So? I says.
We have a final vacuum balloon, the lammergeier says.
A what?
A vacuum balloon, it repeats. Technically, a very strong impermeable
membrane enclosing a high vacuum and fitted with a harness.
A harness, I said.
And we have some high-altitude breathing equipment.
You have, have you? I says. (and am thinkin, oh-oh…)
Yes, master Bascule. We are asking you to take the balloon up as far
as you can and then climb some way beyond the level the balloon attains.
Is that possible? How far up we talking?
It is certainly possible, though not without risk. The altitude is
approximately 20 kilometres.
Has anybody else been up that high?
They have.
They get back down again?
Yes, the lammergeier says, stamping from side to side again and flapping its
wings out a bit. Several missions have attained such heights in the
past.
What am I supposed to do up there?
You will be given a package to take with you. All you have to do is
deliver it.
Where? Who to?
You will see when you get there. I can't tell you any more.
If this is so urgent, how come you guys can't do it? I ask, looking
round at the other birds.
One of our number tried, the head bird says. We believe he is
dead. Another was about to mount a second attempt just before you
appeared but we were not very hopeful of success. The problem is that we
cannot fly to a half of the altitude required, and once the balloon will rise
no more simply walking up steps appears to be the best means of gaining
height. We are not built for walking. You are.
I think about all this.
It is a simple task in a sense, the head lammergeier says, but without it
the asura's mission will surely fail. However, this is a dangerous
undertaking. If you lack the courage to take it on then be sure that most
humans would feel the same way. Probably the sensible thing to do is to
turn it down. You are barely an adolescent, after all.
The head bird lowers his neck a little and looks round at his to nearest
pals.
We ask too much, he says, sounding sorrowful. Come—and he starts
to open his wings as if to fly away.
I swallow hard.
I'll do it, I says. Next original section
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Hoo-wee! I'm probably higher than anybody else in the whole wide world
right now, excepting only the people in the fast-tower assuming there's anybody
up there of course.
The balloon is a great enormous shadow above me. I'm hanging under it
by what looks like a pair of threads from a wispy net of more threads what loop
over the big sphere. The lammergeiers strapped these three oxygen tanks
to my chest and gave me this light little package to put on my back. I've
got another mask on now, too.
& a bottle of water.
& warmer clothes.
& a torch,
& a knife.
& a headache, though that's probably the least of my problems, but
nevermind.
& I've got a parachute too, though that might have to go when I get a
bit higher up.
The birds at the bottom of the shaft seemed to be in a bit of a hurry and I
only got about 10 minutes of instruction on how to control the balloon while I
was getting kitted out with the high-altitude clothing and stuff, but it boils
down to using a couple of pairs of lines to pull hinged flaps like airbrakes
which should steer me a bit, and (to control my speed of ascent) waiting for
the balloon to slow down and then cutting off lengths of plastic tubing secured
to the same threads holding me.
The lammergeiers brought the balloon out of a big shed in the cavern at the
foot of the shaft; it ran on rails attached to the ceiling. The balloon
is just a big sphere full of vacuum; it's as simple as that. It looks
greyish and according to the birds is made of some sort of stuff similar to the
fabric of the castle, so it must be pretty strong. The threads were
already draped over the balloon.
What if it busts? I asked, joking really, but the head bird looked
kind of awkward and said something about other models with lighter balloons
inside them not being up to the job and if it was going to burst it would be
low down probably and they would give me a parachute for lower altitudes.
Anyway, not to worry I said, kind of wishing I hadn't asked in the first
place.
I got my flying lesson, they weighed me, then they gave me the various bits
of stuff, strapped me in, pushed the balloon—with me hanging under
it—along the rails out into the bottom of the shaft and along to just
before where the rails ended. They attached the lengths of plastic tubing
to the harness in front of me and that was us ready.
Good look, master Bascule, the head bird said. We wish you all the
best.
Me too, I said, which might not have been very gracious, but at least it was
true. Oh, and thanks for all your help, I said.
You are welcome, the head lammergeier said. It seemed to stiffen, then
said, We'd better get on with it; things appear to be coming to a head.
It went quiet for a moment, then seemed to nod to itself. I would advise
you not to use the crypt for the moment, it told me.
Righty-ho, I said, and gave the thumbs up sign.
They pulled some levers and the rails above me swung up and open; the
balloon took off with a whoosh of air, dragging me and the lengths of plastic
tubing up with it. It was like falling upwards. Felt like my
stomach was pulled down to my boots.
They either closed the doors to the covering alongside the bottom of the
shaft or put the lights out, because it all went dark down there and I was left
with just the dark greyness of the shaft walls. The slipstream wind
tugged at my clothes.
The balloon seemed to go up pretty straight, though I pulled on the control
lines connected to the hinged flaps just to make sure they worked.
Even with all that tubing and stuff we fairly shot up and I had to keep
yawning to clear my ears. Some of the lammergeiers had flown up inside
the shaft, and I waved to their shadowy shapes as I went past. The whole
huge circle of the shaft bottom seemed to shrink like some closing shutter as
me and the balloon whistled upwards; pretty soon the birds wheeling round
inside the shaft had grown too small to see, and the bottom of the shaft was
just a black circle getting slowly smaller.
I don't know how many minutes it took to get to where I needed oxygen, but
it had got pretty bleeding cold by then, I can tell you. I was glad of
the thermals and stuff they'd given me. My head was a bit sore by this
time.
I turned on the first oxygen tank and took a breath. The balloon had
slowed down a lot and I didn't want to use any more oxygen than I had too, so I
cut a length of the tubing off; it was thick stuff like you'd make a drain or
something out of and it fell away like a big stiff worm; the balloon picked up
speed again and the thin air hissed past me.
The walls of the dark shaft were plain and boring, just lines and rails and
occasional circular outlines that might have been doors but which were never
open.
I'd let 5 of the 8 bits of plastic tubing go when I saw flashes down below,
in the depths of the shaft. A bit later I heard some muffled bangs.
There were more brief flashes, and then I saw a little wavering spark of
light what didn't fade; in fact the bugger seemed to be getting brighter and
closer.
Oh fuck, I thought, and cut the strings holding the other three lengths of
plastic tubing. The balloon whooshed up the shaft; the harness bit into
my thighs and my arms were dragged down to my sides. The air roared
distinctly around me and my headache got worse.
I watched the three bits of tubing falling away, hoping they'd hit whatever
it was coming up after me, but they didn't. The rocket—which is
what I was assuming it was—climbed on after me. I didn't want to
cut my parachute free and I didn't think that would make much difference anyway
and there was just a chance if the rocket destroyed the balloon I'd survive and
be able to use the parachute (Ha! Who was I kidding?). I felt my
bladder getting ready to lighten me a bit.
Water, I thought. I got my water bottle out and was about to chuck it
away when the fire around the tail of the rocket went out. It still kept
coming for bleeding ages mind you, and I was half waiting for some second stage
or something to ignite, and still hesitating about chucking away the water
bottle.
Never happened; the rocket got to within about half a kilometre or so and
then just sort of toppled over and slowly started to fall away, tumbling end
over end back into the darkness and eventually disappearing.
I breathed a sigh of relief that misted up my face plate. The balloon
almost scraped the side of the shaft but with a bit of dextrous pulling and a
modicum of swearing and panicking I got the damn thing back on the correct
course.
There was a explosion at the bottom of the shaft.
No more rockets.
I couldn't see upwards naturally, but the base of the shaft was an awful
long way away and I thought I had to be near the top of the thing by now.
On the other hand, the balloon was still fairly racing upwards, so I guessed I
was wrong. Sure enough, the climb went on for some time after that.
My feet and fingers was starting to get really cold. My head was aching
fit to burst.
I didn't feel I was breathing right, but couldn't remember what you were
supposed to do to breathe right. I started to worry about what would
happen if they'd taken the top off the tower or I drifted out the side through
a hole and went on up into space. What'd I do then? I
wondered. I looked down; my gloved fingers were fiddling about with the
valves on top of the little bottles strapped to my chest. I shook my
head. Doing this hurt a lot.
I think I must have blacked out for a bit because when I awake I was
stationary.
My head still hurts like hell but at least I'm alive. The balloon is
floating against one wall of the shaft and sort of bobbing me up and down very
gently. It's a bit lighter at last. I can see the tracks going up
the side of the shaft in great detail, but no doors. I try to think what
I can throw away. An oxygen tank; there's one empty. I must have
changed over to the second one after all.
I unscrew the tank with very cold gloved fingers and let it drop.
The balloon floats up very slowly.
My head feels tight and buzzy like it's going to burst and my whole body
feels bloated like I'm a balloon myself. Lights sparking in front of my
eyes and roaring in my head.
The balloon stops, bobbing again.
Still no sign of a door.
I rock back and forward as if I'm on a swing; this scrapes the balloon
against the side of the shaft, but it can't be helped. Swinging quite
hard, I can see a door—an open door!—a bit further up the
shaft.
I take a drink from the water bottle, then let it drop into the
darkness. The balloon bobs a bit higher over the next few minutes.
Nearly there but not quite.
I might need the knife; can't throw that away. I look at my boots and
my gloves, but I suspect it would be crazy to throw them away. I could
throw away the parachute but then I'd have no chance at all of getting back
down.
It looks pretty light up here; I take the torch out and throw it downwards
as hard as I can.
I keep the balloon going from side to side as it floats up a bit
higher. I'm level with the door; it's human sized and like a sort of
square O shape. Looks dark inside there. I can almost reach the
door but I need to make the balloon rock some more. The balloon floats
down a bit and I shout and curse but I keep swinging and swinging and
eventually I'm whipping back and forward in a almost complete half-circle and
the door's just about in range; I fling out one leg and hook onto the sill of
the doorway, then pull myself in with my legs.
I dunno; I must be dopey with the altitude or something because I just undo
the harness and of course the balloon races off up the shaft, nearly dragging
me out of the doorway at the same time; I stagger with one hand flailing out of
the door while the other glove slides along the flange inside the doorway.
I pull myself back in, gasping for breath. I look up the shaft.
There's a big black cone hanging down feeling the top of the shaft, and there's
big long holes like sort of upwardly-sloped gill slits letting in some light
around the walls of the shaft opposite the cone. The light looks like
daylight, though it must be coming from a fair distance as this is the centre
of the tower and everybody knows it don't taper much.
There's another couple of balloons up there where the one that brought me up
is heading. I watch mine thump against the side of the black cone.
It goes on up, nearly disappears out of one of the big long slits, then comes
to a stop at the top of the shaft, between the cone and the shaft side, bobbing
like a balloon lost to the ceiling at a kids' party.
Oh you silly fool Bascule, I think to myself. I look down the
shaft. How am I going to get back down now? Still got the parachute
but without the balloon to slow me down initially the lammergeiers reckon the
parachute's nearly useless. Oh well, might as well leave the damn thing
here. I take it off and dump it by the doorway.
Blimey it's cold. I peer into the darkness beyond the door.
There's another door and a sort of control-panel looking thing. Could
be a lift I suppose but I should be so lucky. Sure enough, nothing
happens when I press the symbols. I try crypting, very carefully and
short-range, so it's really not like crypting at all. Blimey; there's
nothing here! Not even any electrics nearby! I never been so far
away from the crypt, from civilisation.
Anyway, the point is, this elevator's dead.
There's another door to one side. It isn't quite closed. I push
it open. Very dark, but there's steps there all right. Very dark
indeed. Wish I still had that torch. Spiral steps. Bloody big
deep steps, too; must be only three to a metre. Oh well, I think, trying
to encourage myself; I didn't have any other plans for today.
I start climbing.
I count the steps in hundreds, trying to keep to a steady rhythm. It
doesn't get any darker or any brighter.
I try not to think about how high I am, even though there's a kind of pride
in me that I've got this far. I also try not to think about how I'm going
to get down, or about the people who shot the rocket at me and whether they
will still be there if I am able to find a way back down. I pass another
side door; it's locked. 500 steps and another door. It's locked
too. I also try not to think of the things you hear about the fast-tower;
about real ghosts or monsters from before the Diaspora or from the depths of
space or just put here to guard it and stop silly bags from attempting to
explore it. I spend quite a lot of my time trying not to think about all
these things.
Another doorway. The doors are spaced every 256 steps. All
locked so far.
1000 steps.
Suddenly there's something ahead of me, round the turn of the stair;
something that looks like it's alive and waiting and crouched looking at
me.
It's still almost pitch black but this thing's blacker, and it's huge and
it's poised over me like some avenging angel of darkness. I feel for my
knife. The thing above me on the steps doesn't move. I'd like to
kid myself it isn't really there but it is. Can't find my knife.
It's hanging on a bit of string somewhere here but I can't find it; oh blimey,
oh fuck.
I find the knife and hold it out in front of me with one shaking hand.
The black thing still doesn't move. I glance behind me. I
can't go back. I stare at the motionless thing blocking my
way.
It takes a few more moments for me to realise.
It's the frozen dead body of the lammergeier they sent up before. I
breathe a bit easier (if you can be said to be breathing easier when your lungs
feel like they're about to come out down your nose and your skin feels tight
and about to split like a ripe fruit), but when I go up past the bird I try not
to touch it.
I keep going.
There's a door at 1024 steps, blocking the way up. I try crypting but
the doors electrically dead. There's a big sort of wheel thing on the
front so I spin it and after sticking at first, it turns. After a awful
lot of wheel whirling there's a click. The door sticks too but it opens
eventually, hissing and scraping.
On and up.
1500 steps.
I have to switch to the third and last oxygen bottle at 1540 steps.
Keep going, keep going, keep going. Round and round and round and
round forever and ever and ever…
2000. Keep climbing. Roaring ears, flashing eyes, sickness in my
stomach, coppery taste of blood in my mouth.
I'm expecting something at 2048 steps but I can't remember what it is.
I get there and it's a closed door. I remember the last one. Same
performance here except this one sticks worse and I can hardly move the
bugger.
2200. 2202. 2222. I want to stop here, I keep bashing into the walls
and I'm frightened of falling all the way back down to wherever it was I
started from. It's so cold. I can't feel my feet or my hands.
Just my nose with my glove and can't feel that neither. Hack and
spit. Spit goes crick in mid-air. That means something but I
can't remember what. Something bad, I think. 2300. 2303. 2333. Not
such a good place to stop. Think I'll keep going.
2444. 2555. 2666.
I don't know where I'm going nor barely where I am any more. I'm in a
huge screw thing what is winding down into the earth as I climb up inside
it.
2777. 2888. 2999, 3000.
Then there's an emptiness in my lungs. I try hard to think.
I'm in the fast-tower, in a stairway. 3000 steps. I can see some
lights, but they're just in my eyes. Nothing in the tank, nothing in my
lungs, nothing in my head.
256, something keeps telling me. 256. 256. 256. I don't know what it
is but it keeps bleeding banging on about 256 256 256 all the damn time. 2560;
there wasn't anything there was there? I stand there, swaying, suddenly
thinking, Oh no! What if I missed a open door? What if I've gone
past wherever it was I was supposed to be going?
256 256 256.
Oh shut up.
256 256 256.
Oh hell, all right; 256; what's 12 times 256?
Buggered if I know. Too difficult to work out.
256 256 256.
Fucking hell I'm going to keep going just to get away from this damn noise
in my head.
256 256 256.
3050. Tunnel vision. No noise but roar. 3055. Sparks
gone. Not sure if I'm still climbing or not. 3060. Highest corpse
in the castle maybe. Shit, I'm going to die and I'm out of reach of the
bleeding crypt; I'm going to really really die, forever.
Try crypting but it's hard, just like keeping my eyes open is hard.
Get a hint of a reply though. A wee tiny small voice going:
Bascule! Keep going! Keep going! We're almost there!
Oh, it's Ergates. Ergates the little ant. Come back to me
now.
That's nice. But I have to break the connection, it's too hard to
maintain.
3065. Taking off the harness now; it's useless, like the crypt.
I can see to do it though. Very cold now. Very very cold.
3070. More light.
3071. Light; doorway. Doorway to the side. Don't believe
it. Just another hallucination.
3072. Open doorway, bright and warm. Lungs on fire. Going
to keep going.
Fall.
Fall into the doorway. Hit the floor.
It's good to lie down.
Lights light up, sounds sound.
Flash!-flash!-flash! Hiss. Vhoot!-vhoot!-vhoot!
Clunk. Flash!-flash!-flash! Hiss. Vhoot!-vhoot!-vhoot!
Blimey, I think, closing my eyes, I didn't know dying involved such a
bleeding commotion… Next original section
TRANSLATION—TEN—5
Original text
It's a very strange feeling waking up alive when you were fully expecting to
be dead. Especially when you thought you were really really dead, like
completely utterly and finally. You sort of come round slowly thinking; I
must be dead, but I'm thinking, so I can't be, so what's going on here
then? You are even a bit frightened about waking up any more in case
there's some sort of unpleasant surprise in store, but then you think, well,
I'm never going know what's going on unless I do wake up, and so you do.
I open my eyes.
Glory bleeding be, it's bright and warm. I'm lying on my back looking
up at some sort of sculpture or mobile or something; a bloody huge one,
too. There's this great big planet thing suspended right above me and all
these others suspended from the ceiling and connected with hoops and
stuff. I sit up. I'm in some kind of big circular room with dark
windows; stars out of one side, the Encroachment on the other. The thing
above me seems to be a model of the solar system and it takes up most of the
space in the room. In the middle of the room, under the big globe of the
sun, there's a bunch of couches, seats and desks and stuff. There's a guy
there, standing on a desk, holding his hand up to the model sun. He says
something, nods, then gets down and comes over to me. He's got blond hair
and golden eyes and skin like dark polished wood. He's wearing a pair of
shorts and a little waistcoat. He waves to me.
O hello, he says, are you all right?
Not too bad, I say, which is true. My sore head's a lot better and the
rest of me isn't aching too much either but if I had to pick one improvement
above all the others it would have to be the fact I don't feel like I'm just
about to die anymore.
Welcome to the High Great Tower, the hollow blossom of the fastness, he
says. This is the Orrery Room. May I help you up?
Thanks, I says, accepting his hand and getting to my feet.
The lights in the room flicker. The man looks up and smiles.
Ah, he says. He looks back at the centre of the room, goes still for a
second, then looks at me and with a great big smile on his face says, Faith
moves mountains. From our hollowness is discharged our central purpose;
it is sent that we may be delivered.
Pardon? I said.
Come; let me find you something to eat and drink.
Well, I went with the guy, but I don't mind saying I was giving him a funny
look behind his back. He got me to sit in a chair in the centre of the
room and started fiddling with some sort of control thing on one of the
desks.
It's been so long, he says, scratching his head. What would you like?
he asks.
Frankly chum, I said, I'm parched. I fancy a cup of tea but anything
wet would do.
Tea, he says, scratching at his noddle again. Tea; let me see.
He punches some more controls.
I look up at the model of the sun hanging over my head. I still don't
feel too brilliant but I'm a lot better than I was. I have a stretch and
look around. Lying on a nearby desk there's the package I was supposed to
deliver here.
Oh I says. Excuse me, is that package for you then? and point at
it.
What? he says, turning and looking at it. Oh, I suppose so, if you
like, he says, and turns back to the controls.
Ahem, I says. I don't want to appear ungrateful or nothing but I did
nearly die getting that package up here; would you mind telling me what was in
it? In it? the guy says, frowning at me. Oh, there wasn't actually
anything in it. He goes back to the screen. Tea, he says, tea tea
tea. Hmm.
I stare at him.
Well then, hullo? I'm saying excuse me, but well then; what the
bleeding hell was the point of me coming up here then?
The guy turns and smiles at me, then turns away again.
I just sit there shaking my head and feeling like a prize idiot.
The chap with the golden locks mutters to himself and eventually gets a sort
of cylinder to appear up out of the desk. He reaches inside and brings
out of a cup of stuff which he shows me.
Tea? he says.
I sniff the cup and shake my head. Cola, I says. But it'll
do. Cheers.
Frankly it's crap cola but beggars can't be choosers.
Something to eat? the guy says, looking hopeful.
I think about this. What would you recommend? I ask.
I drink another few cups of soda—it's getting better with each
cup—while the guy tries to get some cakes together but without much
success. He's staring at a pile of steaming pink goo the desk's just
produced when he straightens and looks at me, smiling and looking dead
happy.
Then something drops onto my shoulder from above.
It's time to stare again. So I stare.
Bascule; hello again. Well done. Mission accomplished. You
know, I lost count of the times I cursed you for your damned persistence over
the past couple of days, when far too much of my time seemed to be spent making
arrangements for your safety which you seemed to devote all your efforts to
frustrating, but in the end I needed help and you were there to provide
it. I thank you. Well, something to tell your grandchildren, I
suppose. Don't you think?… Bascule? Bascule, can you hear
me?
I stare at the tiny little thing sitting on my shoulder. Ergates? I says hoarsely.
Who else?
Is it really you?
You know any other talking ants?
What the bleeding hell you doing up here?
Delivering a message.
That's what they told me, I says, glancing at the blond guy, who's
still muttering and punching buttons.
A necessary fabrication. What you were really delivering was me.
You?
Me. After I abandoned my balloon I had got so far up the steps from
the central shaft, but then it became obvious I could go no further because of
the door—doors in the plural as it turned out—blocking my
way. Very frustrating. I was able to contact the lammergeiers but
the bird they sent to help me could not even reach me before the poor creature
died. You were like the answer to our prayers. I just hopped on you
as you passed and hitched a lift.
So I did hear you when I tried to crypt! I thought I was dying!
Actually I think you were, Bascule, but you also did hear me.
Anyway, I says, pointing at the blond punter struggling with the food-desk
thing, why couldn't this guy have come and helped you?
He did not know I was on my way. The fast-tower is not the easiest of
places to communicate with even if we had wanted to announce I was on my
way. He only knew we were here when I was able to activate the door to
the bottom-most live floor.
I just look at that damn ant for a while.
So are you this asura everybody's been talking about?
No, Ergates says, laughing. Though I was created in a similar
manner. My task was to act as a key for the tower access systems; they
were kept separate from the rest of the tower's functions so that if the tower
AIs were ever infected with the chaos they could not facilitate a physical
invasion of the tower's upper reaches. I suppose I'm a sort of
micro-asura if you like, though all I've really done is press a lift
button.
But what about that bleeding lammergeier what snatched you from Mr
Zoliparia's; that was all a set-up, was it?
Of course.
But you shouted my name and went Eek!
Had to make it look convincing.
You might have said goodbye.
I waved my antennae; what more you want?
Bloody hell. I stare into the distance, then look up at the
mobile.
So what's going to happen now? I ask. What were you doing up
there?
I was delivering a message to a receptor chip buried in the model
earth. The code itself is meaningless but it's supposed to activate the
relevant systems. Everything seems to be working, though there are
reports we may not have time to test the elevators. I have to say I
didn't expect my arrival and that of the asura to occur in quite such close
proximity.
Cake! the guy says, and brings over a plate covered with small steaming
brown lumps. I sniff them.
Maybe something in the savoury line might be more appropriate, I
suggest. The guy looks like his crest just fell.
Oh! Hash browns; my favourite! Ergates says. Let me at them.
The guy looks happier and offers the plate to Ergates, who climbs onto it
and lifts a crumb bigger than she is and then returns to my shoulder.
Your eyes are bigger than your stomach, I tell her.
I'm an ant; my eyes are bigger than my stomach.
Smart ass.
Then the golden-eyed geezer straightens, looks unfocused for a bit and says,
Ah, we have somebody requesting to join us. Elevator West North West.
I'm about to say, So? What you telling me for? when Ergates
speaks;
Is it her? she says.
Yes, the guy replies. (I give him a funny look; I thought only I could hear
Ergates speak.) and one of the winged emissaries, the guy continues, and
another she will vouch for.
I would suggest we allow them to ascend, says Ergates.
Very well, the guy says.
We're going to have company, Ergates tells me.
There were three sets of doors; they hissed open in sequence, revealing a
small cylindrical elevator with couches similar to those in the waiting
room. A wave of cold air spilled from the lift's opened doors.
Gadfium and Asura walked into the chilly interior. The lammergeier hopped
in after them, cackling excitedly.
The doors closed, one after another.
The elevator lifted quickly; Gadfium sat down along with Asura, who wore an
expression that seemed both relaxed and concentrated at the same time.
She glanced once at her ring.
The lammergeier looked uncomfortable under the vertical acceleration.
It went on for some time. Next original section
TRANSLATION—TEN—6
Original text
Well here we are, us exiles trapped in the tower. It's been a whole
month so far since we took refuge up here. Everybody seems happy enough
so far.
There's me, Asura, Madam Gadfium and lots of lammergeiers. We've got a
whole bloody flock of them birds up here; a load of them managed to get to the
lift what brought up Asura and Madam Gadfium, before the Security geezers found
it. Now they can't get up and we can't get down but I know where I'd
rather be. Asura says it don't matter anyway as there's other lifts they
haven't found, though we shouldn't be in any hurry to use those just yet.
… What happened when Asura and Madam Gadfium got here was dead simple;
Asura went straight up to the big globe of the sun and put her hand up and
touched it and stayed that way for a minute or so while the rest of us looked
on, then she sat down and closed her eyes.
What happens now? I asked the golden-eyed guy.
We'll know if it's worked in 16 minutes, he said.
16 minutes, I thought.
Rang a bell, somehow, but I couldn't think quite which one.
Let me make some introductions, I heard Ergates say…
The fast-towers brains got the chaos but it didn't seem to be
bothered. The golden hair-and-eyes bloke doesn't seem to have changed
since the chaos got into the tower's computers but then frankly he was a few
feathers short of a full wing to start with so no change there.
Asura says the whole nature of the chaos may be about to change soon anyway,
or at least the way we look at it may be about to change, which would amount to
the same thing. First we got to stop fighting it though.
I'll believe it when I see it.
The old fast-tower's a fascinating place; there's a lot more to it than just
the big room with the orrery; that's like just one little room out of
hundreds. Bits are a bit dilapidated and one or two bits are off limits
because they were punctured by meteorites and beyond repair and so couldn't be
re-pressurised and heated when the tower woke up, but most of it's up and
running again and it's just a total hoot. Amazing views, for a start.
There's loads of fascinating machines up here; great big huge ones like
space guns and stuff but also lots of little robots. The robots were
trying to fix some of the big machinery they've got up here. They mostly
broke down when the tower got the chaos and a lot of the ones that didn't had
to be deactivated, but some of them still run on their own on-board computers,
which aren't very clever but let them move and do stuff.
It's a bleeding education living up here, I tell you; there's telescopes and
a museum of space flight with working simulators and hundreds of hotel rooms
and swimming baths and flumes and ice rinks and a huge and totally brilliant
spiral ski slope and a whole bloody squadron of space planes though they're far
too old to be used and would certainly blow you to smithereens if you tried to
fly them, which is a pity. There's also rockets and satellites and all
sorts of stuff and as Asura pointed out when she was negotiating with this guy
Oncaterius and the other bags downstairs, some of the stuff we got up here
could make a really nasty mess of the castle if we was to start dropping it or
launching it on them. She said they became greatly less aggressive when
she sent them pictures.
Anyway, the rulers have got enough on their plates at the moment as it is
without worrying about us; all sorts of shake ups happening down there.
The Cryptographers and Engineers have got together and are trying to get the
wormhole operational, even though it looks like we won't need it for
escaping. Old Adijine is still King but he's having to fight increasing
calls for his abdication and all the clans have demanded and got representation
on the Consistory but even so bags still aren't happy and feel they've been
misled and want more info and say. Apparently the fastest growing
political movement at the moment is one calling for Asura to be made Queen or
President or something. Watch that space, like they say.
We've got access to the crypt now too, and I've been in touch with Mr
Zoliparia, who was most relieved I was all right and is currently in a tricky
position in our Go game. I also contacted the Little Big Brothers.
Don't think I'll be doing any Telling for a while; we didn't lose much to the
chaos but in the current State Of Emergency I'm not the sort of person the
Little Bigs want to associate with, which is fair enough; plenty to do up here
and I could always go freelance if I missed it, which I don't.
Asura must have mistakenly thought I was upset at getting knocked back by
the Brothers because just afterwards she made me a present of her ring. I
was really pleased anyway but even more so when I realised what it actually
is. It's got a little red stone in it and if you look really closely you
can see something moving about in there sometimes and if you try to crypt into
it you can hear something way way in the distance going gidibibibigidie (etc),
very tiny and small and far away and plaintive.
Ha ha ha, I says.
Nope, I'm pretty happy here and so are the others I think. Asura and
Madam Gadfium talk a lot and do lots of studying and there's another Madam
Gadfium what lives in the fast-tower's brains and is helping Asura talk with
the chaos. Ergates makes me learn lots of stuff too, claiming my
education isn't over yet and she's probably right I suppose I've still got
things to learn.
As for the whole reason Asura was sent here in the first place, to deliver
the message which was supposed to put everything in motion in general and Do
Something about the Encroachment, well that appears to have gone smoothly,
after an iffy start.
The first sign of what was going on was a bad one; the amount of light from
the sun dropped by an eighth, overnight. Everybody, even the scientists,
got in a bit of a blue funk about this. There were riots in the castle
and elsewhere and I myself remember thinking, Oh fuck, and What have we done?
and What is to become of us? That sort of thing. But then from that
day on the light started to increase again, very slowly but continually.
The sun shone down, the moon did likewise, the planets continued on their
allotted paths, but it was like the big old nasty Encroachment had gone into
reverse, however unlikely that might sound.
It was some time before the astronomers spotted what was really happening
and it was an even longer time before they convinced themselves it was true,
but it was and it is and now we know exactly what the bags of the Diaspora left
us with to get us out of trouble, and it's a fearsome engine indeed.
The sun shines a tiny bit stronger every day, and though it'll be a long
time before anybody can see it with the naked eye, the stars have moved.
The End.
Terminology
Note this section is not in the book, but may prove helpful for some of the
unusual terms. It is not intended as a guide to the book.
Allure
A walkway along the top of a wall.
Ashlar
Hewn squared and shaped blocks of building stones.
Bailey
The outer courtyard or ward inside the castle walls used for outdoor
activities.
Balustrade
A railing topping a row of small columns placed along a walkway or an
outside stairway.
Barbican
The gateway or outworks defending the drawbridge.
Bartizan
An overhanging battlemented corner turret, corbelled out; sometimes as
grandiose as an overhanging gallery.
Bastion
A small enclosed tower placed at the edge of a curtain wall and used
primarily as watch or guard post.
Breccia
Rock composed of sharp-angled fragments embedded in a fine-grained
matrix.
Bretasche
A timber gallery built out at the top of a wall or tower.
Buttery
The storeroom for wine and other beverages.
Buttress
A projection of masonry or wood used to enforce and strengthen a
wall.
Type 1: Flying buttresses are a narrow arched bridge built against the
wall.
Type 2: Pilaster buttresses gradually recede into the wall as it ascends.
Chamber
An arched roof. A bedroom. A hall for meetings
Chancel
The space surrounding the altar of a church.
Chevron
A pattern having the shape of a V or an inverted V.
Cistern
A storage place for water.
Concentric
Two set of high defensive walls, with one totally inside of the
other.
And with both enclosed areas having a common centre.
Crenels
The open spaces between the merlons on an battlement fortifications.
Also some are known and used as embrasures.
Crenelation
That which the crenels and merlons form as an battlement
fortifications
Curtain wall
A castle wall enclosing the entire castle or a courtyard.
Drawbridge
A wooden bridge, capable of being raised or lowered, used to open a
passageway or gate.
Embrasure
An opening through which arrows or bolts may be fired.
Frieze
A plain or decorated horizontal part of an entablature between the
architrave and cornice.
A decorative horizontal band, as along the upper part of a wall in a room.
Gable
The generally triangular section of wall covering the end of a roof
ridge.
Gallery
An outdoor roofed balcony used for patrolling the castle walls.
A corridor or room devoted to the exhibition of castle portraits and treasured
trophies.
Groined
A roof with sharp edges at the intersection of cross-vaults.
Hoarding
A covered gallery built on or near the top and outside of a curtain wall or
tower to defend against attackers.
Lammergeier
A large predatory bird (Gypaetus barbatus) of the vulture family, ranging
from the mountainous regions of southern Europe to China and having a wide
wingspan and black plumage. Also called bearded vulture, ossifrage
Lancet
A long, narrow window with a pointed head.
Lintel
A horizontal stone or beam bridging an opening.
Machicolation
A masonry projection from a curtain wall or tower supported by corbels with
an opening in the floor through which rocks, boiling water or arrows could be
rained down upon attackers.
Merlon
That solid part of the wall or tower battlement that with the crenels form
the crenelations.
Provides protection to the castle defenders.
Mullion
The vertical division of windows.
Mural Tower
A tower built on the top of the curtain wall.
Narghile
A pipe with a long flexible tube connected to a container where the smoke
is cooled by passing through water.
Narthex
An enclosed passage between the main entrance and nave of a church; also,
vestibule
Nave
The principal hall of a church, extending from the narthex to the
chancel.
Oubliette
A secret dungeon with a trap-door opening only in the ceiling.
Parapet
A protective wall built along the outer top of a wall or tower.
Pilaster
An auxiliary mass of masonry designed to strengthen a wall.
Pinnacle
An ornamental crowning spire, tower, etc.
Piscina
A hand basin with drain, usually set against or into a wall.
Plinth
A projecting base of wall.
Refectory
Communal dining hall.
Revetment
To face a slope of earthwork with a layer of stone to stabilized and
strengthen the slope.
Roc
A mythical bird of prey having enormous size and strength.
Septentrional
Northern.
Shingle
A tile made from wood and used for roofing material.
Sill
The lower horizontal face of an opening.
Simurg
A mythical Persian bird. It was an agent of the good will of the gods. It
killed harmful snakes and its feathers had healing powers.
Solar
A term commonly used for a small chamber or private sitting room usually
off of the great hall.
Originally referred to a private chamber located high up in the keep, with a
window that allowed direct sun to enter to warm the room
Tracery
Intersecting ribwork in upper part of window.
Vault
An arched structure of masonry usually forming a ceiling or roof.
Ward
The inner courtyard of a castle or an open space within the castle's
walls.