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Cataloging-in-Publication Data. Barr, Nevada. Blood lure / Nevada Barr.
p. cm. ISBN 0-399-14702-0 1. Pigeon, Anna (Fictitious
character)—Fiction. 2. Glacier National Park (Mont.)—Fiction. 3. Women park
rangers—Fiction. 4. Montana—Fiction. I. Title. PS3552.A731284B64 2001 00-055352 813'.54—dc21 Printed in the United States
of America 10 9 H 7 6 5 4 3 2 1 Acknowledgments I needed a great deal of
help with this book, help that was generously given by the staff at
Waterton-Glacier National Peace Park. Special thanks must go to Dave Mihalic,
my guide and inspiration, Butch Farabee, my landlord and friend, and Kate
Kendall, who answered countless questions. Jack Potter, Steve Frye, Gary Moses
and Larry Fredrick, I am grateful for your time, wit and expertise. Fred Van
Horn, I thank for information; Barry Wollenzien and Ron Goldhirsch for showing
me the park routines. Thanks also to Joan and Geoffrey for the loan of their
auras, and Bob because he is Bob. Here at home I thank Dave
Wetzel of the Jackson Zoo for telling me about the care and feeding of grizzly
bears. FOR BOBBI, a gracious
and faithful friend 1 With
the exception of a nine-week-old Australian shepherd puppy, sniffing and
whining as if he'd discovered a treasure chest and sought a way inside,
everyone was politely pretending Anna didn't stink. Under
the tutelage of Joan Rand, the biologist overseeing Glacier's groundbreaking
bear DNA project, Anna had spent the morning in an activity so vile even
garbage men had given her wide berth, holding their noses in awe. Near
Glacier National Park's sewage processing plant, behind an eight-foot
chain-link fence sporting two electrified wires, and further protected in an
aluminum shed the size of an old two-holer outhouse wrapped in six more strands
of electrical fencing, lay the delights the excited black and white pup whiffed:
two fifty-gallon drums filled with equal parts cows' blood and fish flotsam,
heated and left to steep for two and a half months in what was referred to as
the brew shed. Joan,
apparently born without a gag reflex, had cheerfully taught Anna how to strain
fish bits out with one hand while ladling red-black liquid into one-liter
plastic bottles with the other. Fingers
work best, Rand had said. Pure research; the glamour never
stops. With that, she had flashed Anna small, crooked, very white teeth
in a grin that, in other circumstances, might have been contagious. Standing
now in the offices of the science lab, the puppy beginning to lick her boot
laces, Anna was glad she'd not succumbed to the temptation to smile back. Had
she done so, her teeth would probably be permeated with a god-awful stench that
could only be described as eau decarrion, the quintessential odor of
Death on a bender, the Devil's vomit. It
wears off. A kindly woman with shoulder-length brown hair looked up from
a computer console as if Anna's thoughts had been broadcast along with her
smell. It just takes awhile. Have you worked with the skunk lures
yet? That's
for dessert, Anna replied grimly, and the woman laughed. That's
the lure of choice. Joan says they roll and play in it like overgrown dogs.
That lure is so stinky you've got to pack it in glass jars. Goes right through
plastic. Anna
thought about the blood lure, the skunk. Both had been painstakingly
researched, other scents tried and discarded, till those most irresistible to
grizzly bears had been found. And she was going to be carrying these scents on
her back into the heart of bear country in Montana's side of the Waterton-Glacier
International Peace Park, nothing between her and the largest omnivores in the
lower forty-eight but a can of pepper spray. The
puppy woofed and put portentously large paws on her shins, his black-fringed
tail describing short, fat arcs. You want to roll in me, don't you?
Anna asked. He barked again and she quashed an urge to pick him up, defile his
soft new fur with her tainted hands. Turning away from the importuning brown
eyes, she studied the color photocopies of Ursus horribilis thumbtacked
to a long bulletin board situated over a conference table: the muscular hump
between the shoulders developed, it was thought, to aid in the main function of
the four-inch claws—digging. Fur was brown, tipped or grizzled with silver,
earning the bear its name. Mars were rounded, plump, teddy-bear ears; teeth
less sanguine, the canines an inch or so in length, well suited to their
feeding habits. Grizzly bears ate carrion, plants, ground squirrels, insects
and, sometimes, people. Anna
thought about that. Thought about the olfactory enticements she would carry,
handle, sleep beside at night. Stepping
closer, she studied the pictures of massive heads, long jaws, paws that could
topple a strong man, claws that could disembowel with case, and she felt no
fear. Members
of the bear team, who monitored bear activities in the park and settled
bear/visitor disputes, and the Glacier rangers routinely lamented the fact that
the American people were such idiots they thought of these wildest of animals
as big cuddly pets. One man had been stopped in the act of smearing ice cream
on his five-year-old son's cheek in hopes of photographing a bear licking it
off. Anna
was too well versed in the critter sciences to believe the animals harmless.
She fell into a second and equally dangerous subspecies of idiot: those who
felt a spiritual connection with the wild beasts, be they winged, furred or
toothed. A sense that they would recognize in her a kindred spirit and do her
no harm nullified a necessary and healthful terror of being torn apart and
devoured. This delusion didn't extend to the lions of Africa. One couldn't
expect them not to eat an overseas tourist; everybody enjoys an exotic dish now
and again. But American lions, American bears . . . She
laughed aloud at herself. Fortunately she wasn't fool enough to put
interspecies camaraderie to the test and never would she admit any of this to
anyone. Least of all Joan Rand, her keeper, trainer and companion for the
nineteen days that she was cross-training on the Greater Glacier Bear DNA
Project, gleaning knowledge that could be put to use to better manage wildlife
in her home park, the Natchez Trace Parkway in Mississippi. Ah,
my stinky little friend, your vacation package is ready, Joan said as she
emerged from an inner sanctum. Rand was American by birth, French-Canadian by
proximity, and she sounded precisely like Pepe Le Pew, the cartoon Parisian
skunk, when she chose to. Anna laughed. Joan would remember Pepe. She was near
Anna in years, somewhere in that fertile valley of middle age between
forty-five and fifty-five. Anna
had liked Joan right off. Rand was on the short side—five-foot-two—and stocky,
with the narrow shoulders of a person who couldn't carry much weight and the
solid butt and thighs of somebody who could hike a Marine drill sergeant into
the ground. Anna
liked the quickness of her mind and the gravelly quality of her voice. She
liked her humor. But in the two days they'd lived and worked together, she'd
not felt an ease of companionship. It seemed she was always looking for
something to say. Mostly silences were filled with work. Those that weren't had
yet to become comfortable, but Anna had hopes. The
bear researcher dropped the skunk accent, adjusted her oversized glasses and
said, Take a seat. This is Rory Van Slyke. He's our Earthwatch sherpa,
general dogsbody and has promised, should a bear attack, to offer up his firm
young flesh so that you and I might live to continue our important work. Rory,
the individual to whom Joan referred, smiled shyly. In her years with the
National Park Service Anna had only had occasion to cross paths with the
Earthwatch organization once before. Some years back, when she was a boat
patrol ranger on Isle Royale National Park in Lake Superior, Earthwatch—an
independent environmental organization funded by donations and staffed by
volunteers—had been working on a moose study with the National Park Service.
They had the unenviable task of hiking cross-country through the ruggedest
terrain of a rugged park seeking out dead and rotting moose, counting the ticks
on the carcasses, then packing out the really choice parts for further study.
They did this not merely voluntarily, they paid for the privilege, suggesting
that the altruism gene was not a myth. All of the Earthwatchers she'd met,
including Rory Van Slyke, were young. Probably because the work they did would
kill a grown-up. How
you do? Anna said mechanically. Well,
thank you. And yourself? A
long time had passed since anybody had bothered to finish the old-fashioned
greeting formula. Evidently Rory had been raised right—or strictly. Fine,
she managed. The boy—young man—had a light, high voice that sounded as if it
had yet to change, though he was clearly years past puberty. He didn't look
substantial enough to be much of a sherpa, but as bear bait, he'd do just fine:
slight build, tender-looking skin, coarse sandy hair and dark blue eyes fringed
with lashes so pale as to be virtually invisible. Here's
the plan. Joan spread a topographical map on the table in front of Anna,
then leaned over her shoulder to point. She, too, stank to high heaven. It was
good to be a member of a group. We've
gridded the park into cells eight kilometers on a side, Joan said as she
dropped a transparent plastic overlay on the topographical map, aligning it
with coordinates she carried in her head. Each cell is numbered. In every
square—every cell—we've put a hair trap. This is not to trap the bear in toto
but merely designed to ensure visiting bears leave behind samples of their hair
for the study. Traps are located, near as we can make them, on the natural
travel routes of the bears: mountain passes, the confluence of avalanche
chutes, that sort of thing. So we're talking some serious off-trail hiking
here, bushwhacking at its whackingest. These asterisks, she poked a blunt
brown forefinger at marks made by felt marker on the overlay, are where
the last round of traps are located. They've been in place two weeks. The three
of us will take five of the cells: numbers three-thirty-one, twenty-three,
fifty-two, fifty-three and sixty-four. Here, on the central and west side of
Flattop Mountain. What we'll be doing is going into the old traps, collecting
the hair, dismantling the traps and setting them up in the new locations,
here. She put another plastic overlay on top of the first, and a second
set of asterisks appeared. Or as close to these respective 'heres' as we
can get. Mapping locations out on paper in the cozy confines of the office has
very little relationship to where you can actually put them when you get out
into the rocky, cliffy, shrubby old backcountry. Once
the trap wire is strung, we pour the elixir of the gods—that's this
blood-and-fish-guts perfume you are pretending not to notice on us, Rory—into
our new trap and leave for another couple of weeks. While wandering around up
there we'll also cover the Flattop Mountain Trail from below Fifty Mountain
Camp to the middle of the Waterton Valley and the West Flattop Mountain Trail
from the continental divide to Dixon Glacier. Bears are like us: they like to
take the easy way when they can. So we've located and marked a number of trees
along the trail system that they are particularly fond of scratching their
backs on. We'll collect hair samples from these, as well as any samples of scat
we happen across. The
lecture was for Rory. Anna had heard it before when Joan and her boss, Kate,
explained the daunting task of data gathering for the DNA project, the
inspiration of Kate Kendall, a researcher working jointly with the USGS—the
United States Geographical Survey—and the NPS. From the hair and scat
collected, the DNA of individual bears would be extracted. Modern techniques
used by the lab at the University of Idaho would establish gender, species and
individual identification of the animals sampled. With this information, it was
hoped an accurate census of the bears could be established, as well as
population trends, travel routes and patterns. This trapping system had been
designed to give every single bear at Glacier an opportunity to be counted. We'll
be out five days, Joan finished. Leaving tomorrow at the crack of
dawn. No
one spoke for a moment, the three of them gazing at the map as if at any moment
it would begin to divulge its secrets. Hey,
Joan said, breaking the silence. Maybe we'll see your folks, Rory. The
young man whuffed, a small expulsion of air through the nostrils that spoke
volumes, none of them good, about how he viewed the proximity of his parents.
Anna looked at him from the corner of her eye. Down was gone from his cheek,
recently replaced by a beard so fair it glistened rather than shadowed at the
end of the day. He was seventeen or eighteen at a guess. Very possibly on his
first great away-from-home adventure. And Mom and Dad found a way to horn in. Just
to see if any of her surmises were in the ballpark, Anna said, How so
your folks? and prepared to listen with an expression that would pass for
innocent with the unwary. Mom
and Dad are camping at Fifty Mountain Camp for a week. Mom got this sudden urge
to get back to nature. Quite
a coincidence, Anna needled, to see what kind of response she could scare
up. No sense smelling stinky if one couldn't be a stinker. Mom's
kind of ..., Rory's voice trailed off. Anna didn't detect any malice,
just annoyance. Kind of into the family thing. Sort of 'happy campers all
together.' She knows I won't see a lot of her, if at all. She can always amuse
herself. And of course Les had to come if she came. Now
there was malice. A pretty hefty dose of it for a lad so green in years. Les?
Anna prodded because it was in her nature to do so. My
dad. Carolyn's my stepmother. Had
Anna for some unfathomable reason chosen to go forth and populate the earth with
offspring of her own, it would have cut her to the heart to hear herself
mentioned in the tones Rory used when speaking of his dad. The kinder notes,
poured out upon the stepparent, would have been just so much salt in the wound. I
doubt we'll even see them from a distance, Joan said. This
itsy-bitsy chunk of map I've been pointing at represents a whole lot of
territory when you're covering it on foot. There was a
slamming-the-iron-door quality to her dismissal of the domestic issue that made
Anna suspect her of being a mother in her other life. If she had another life.
In the forty-eight hours Anna had known her, Rand had worked like a woman
buying off a blackmailer. It wasn't that she lacked humor or zest, but that she
pushed herself as if her sense of security was held hostage and only hard work
could buy it back. A
classic workaholic. Anna's
sister, Molly, had been one until she'd nearly died; then, at the ripe age of
fifty-five, fallen in love for maybe the first time. Molly was a psychiatrist.
She could tell Joan that no amount of work would suffice. But if Joan was a
true workaholic, she wouldn't have time to listen. Personally,
Anna loved workaholics. Especially when they worked for her. In a sense those
laboring to save one square inch of wilderness, rescue one caddis fly larva
from pollutants, were in the deepest sense public servants. And maybe, if the
gods took pity and the public woke up, these rescuers would save the world, one
species, one coral reef, one watershed at a time. Anna'd
organized a backpack so often it took her no more time than a veteran airline
pilot packing for a four-day trip. The five liters of blood and guts were
secured in a hard plastic Pelican case. Rory would carry that. Anna and Joan
split the rest of the equipment between them: fencing staples and hammers,
vials of ethanol for scat samples, envelopes for hair, a trap log to record the
salient facts of the sites, like where, precisely, in the two million acres of
Glacier each four-hundred-square-foot trap was located so the next round of
researchers could find it. The skunk lures, five in all, weighed next to
nothing. Wool, permeated with the scent purchased from a hunting catalogue, was
stuffed in film canisters and stowed in a glass jar. That went in Anna's pack.
In under two hours everything was arranged to Joan's satisfaction. The
women spent the remainder of the evening at a scarred oak table in Joan's
dining area going over BIMS—bear incident management systems reports. Joan
lived in park housing and Anna felt peculiarly at home. There was a sameness to
the quarters that engendered a bizarre dreamlike deja vu. It
wasn't merely the prevalence of the Mission '66 ranch-style floor plans: three
bedrooms, L-shaped living area and long narrow kitchen circa 1966, the last
time the NPS had gotten major funding for employee housing. It was the decor.
Rangers, researchers and naturalists, from seasonal to superintendent, could be
counted on to have park posters on the walls, a kachina or two on the shelves,
Navajo rugs over the industrial-strength carpeting and an assortment of
mismatched unbreakable plastic dishes in the kitchen. The
predictability of the surroundings had dulled Anna's natural curiosity.
Remembering now her suspicion as to her hostess's family leanings, she took off
the drugstore half-glasses she'd finally admitted to needing for close work and
looked around the compact living area. On
top of the television, between a Kokopelli doll standing on an o/o de Dios
and the skull of some large canid, were framed school portraits of two boys,
either fraternal twins or very close in age. Both were stunningly beautiful, a
pedophile's dream-come-true. Thinking
of the children in those terms brought Anna up short. Dark thoughts, dire
predictions, a view of the world as a dangerous and dirty place was an
occupational hazard of those in law enforcement—even park rangers, whose days
were spent in beautiful places populated by largely benevolent if occasionally
misguided vacationers. Her
promotion to district ranger on the Natchez Trace Parkway was taking its toll.
The Trace was a road, hence Anna was a cop. Asphalt could be relied on to be a
conduit for crime. The
boys in the picture frames: not potential victims but future promise made
flesh. Attitude screwed around the right way, Anna asked, Arc those your
sons? Luke
and John, Joan said. Good
apostolic names. Anna smiled. What happened to Matthew and Mark? Stillborn. Anna's
brain skidded to a halt; a feeble jest had struck the jugular.
Shit, she said sincerely. Yup. Silence
settled around them, oddly comfortable this time, more so given this silence's
root. John
graduates high school this year. Luke's a junior. I got pregnant while nursing.
Another old wives' tale bites the dust. They live with their dad in
Denver. There
was no need for elaboration. The park service, though sublime in many respects,
was hell on marriages. Anna was all too familiar with the forlorn photographs
of shattered families. Accompanied
by an alarming creaking noise that she hoped was the ladder-backed chair and
not Joan's sacroiliac, the researcher rose. She crossed to the television,
returned with the pictures and set them down amid the BIMS reports and scat
sample tubes. They're
good-looking boys, Anna said, to make up for her evil pedophiliac
thoughts. Their
dad was a virtual Adonis. Still is. Still knows it. Still drives the little
girls wild. Another
chapter in the same old story. Ah,
Anna said. If
I ever marry again, it'll be to a rich old hunchback with bad teeth. Picking
up a frame, Anna studied the photo simply because she thought Joan had brought
the pictures that they might be pored over and admired. John? Luke.
Though he's younger, he's the bigger boy. Around
the eyes—brown and, because of a slight down-turn at the outer corners,
sad-looking—Luke resembled his mother. In all else he had followed along the
Adonis lines. Looks a little like Rory Van Slyke, Anna said.
Looks wasn't quite the right word. The two boys did have a surface
resemblance, but it was the eyes that made them so alike, a depth of vision
that boys shouldn't have. As if, during what should have been carefree
childhood years, they had seen enough of life to become weary. I
noticed that, Joan said. Wistfulness
permeated the words. Joan missed her sons, maybe picked the Van Slyke boy from
the Earthwatch litter because he reminded her of Luke. Evidently Joan heard her
own vulnerability and was shamed by it. At any rate, the moment of intimacy was
over. BIMS,
she said overbrightly. Never a dull moment. Let me read you one.
The forms had been made up in an attempt to keep a record of every bear
sighting in the park. They were filled out by visitors and park personnel alike
to gather information on the activities and whereabouts of the grizzlies and
their less alarming cousins, the black bears. Each form had places for writing
the location of sighting, date, time, observer, color of bear, observer's
activity and, the most entertaining if not always the most illuminating, the
comments section where the activities of the bear were described. Joan
shuffled through her pile of BIMS and, Anna noted, in the process managed to
turn the photos of her sons so they faced away. Here it is. Listen to
this. 'Big bear. Major, mondo, hippo of a bear. Thousand to twelve hundred
pounds.' Too
big? By
half. In Glacier, grizzlies don't reach the size they do in Alaska, where they
have access to all that salmon protein. Here an average male weighs in at
three-fifty or four hundred pounds, the females a little less. We get a lot of
exaggerated reports. I can't say as I blame folks. When you see a bear and
you're all alone in the big bad woods, they do have a tendency to double in
size. Joan's
jocularity was forced. Equilibrium was not yet reestablished. The ghosts of
Matthew, Mark, Luke and John still hovered over the scat bottles, Anna wondered
whether the situation with the boys was intense or if it was just Joan. I
got a good one, she offered in the spirit of denial. She paged back till
she located a form filled out in lavender ballpoint. August fifth. No
location. No time. No observer name. Species: grizzly. Age: twenty-six. Color:
blond—don't know if this means the bear was twenty-six and blond, or the
observer was. Blond
for our bears is rare. That's
not the rare part. This is. Anna read aloud from the Comments
box. 'Bear activity: juggling what looked like a hedgehog. Observer
activity: standing amazed.' Joan
laughed and the air was clear again. Tales of visitor silliness could always be
counted on to bring back a sense of normalcy to park life. Reports like
that reassure me that Timothy Leary's alive and well and doing drugs with
Elvis, the researcher said. After
ten o'clock, in Joan's spare room furnished, as was every spare room in every
park service house Anna had ever slept in, with peculiar oddments of furniture
heavily representing the 1950s and Wal-Mart, and a closet full of backpacks,
coats and sleeping bags good to ten below zero, Anna lay awake. Her book, an
old well-read copy of The Wind Chill Factor, was open on her chest.
Seeing the shapes of animals in the water stains on the ceiling as she used to
do as a child, she contemplated the upcoming backcountry trip. Months
had passed since she'd done anything more strenuous than sit on her posterior
in an air-conditioned patrol car. The most weight she'd lifted with any
regularity was a citation book and government-issue pen. In desperation, she'd
joined an aerobics class at the Baptist Healthplex in Clinton, Mississippi, but
she'd only gone twice. One of the requirements for inclusion in this
cross-training venture had been the ability to carry a fifty-pound pack. Anna
hadn't lied. She could carry fifty pounds. Just how far remained to be seen. She
hoped she wouldn't slow everybody down. She hoped Joan wouldn't have Rory Van
Slyke unwittingly bearing, along with the blood of sacrificial cows, the
burden of stillborn apostles because of an uncanny likeness to long-absent
sons. She
hoped she'd see some grizzly bear cubs. And
that the cubs' momma wouldn't see her. 2 Because
Joan Rand was a small woman with a great brain, their packs weighed
closer to forty than fifty pounds, a fact Anna knew she would be increasingly
grateful for as the day wore on. The first three miles of the twelve-mile hike
were fairly straight and level. The second three ascended twenty-five hundred
feet in steep switchbacks. Rory's pack was somewhat heavier as befitted the
younger, stronger, taller and, more to the point, junior member of the team.
Twenty-five hundred feet was the ascent Anna'd used to climb twice a week from
the ranger station in Guadalupe Mountains National Park to the high country.
She'd been younger, stronger and taller herself in those days and still it was
a bitch of a climb. A
member of the bear team assigned to handle bears that clashed with visitors
gave them a lift partway up the famous Going to the Sun Road that cut through
some of the most scenic country in the park, a road made in the 1920s and '30s,
when labor was cheap and so was wilderness. He dropped them off at Packers
Roost, a horse and hiker staging area at the bottom of Flattop Mountain. Unlike
some of the parks Anna'd worked, Glacier was a pristine rather than a
rehabilitated wilderness. Most of the land had never been logged, mined or
grazed. The trees were old growth, the land scarred only by the natural
phenomena of fire, flood and avalanche. An unusual departure from this purity
was the old fire road they followed to the beginning of the ascent. Because
it had once been cut clear of trees then left to heal, it had a fairy-tale
quality. A wide swath of delicate green moss grew in from the road's edges to a
narrow trail kept barren by foot traffic. This living carpet was starred with
tiny white star-shaped flowers. Overhead, feathery branches of fir and cedar
closed out the sun. A tenuous heady perfume, found only in the mountains of the
west, scented the air. With each breath, Anna was transported. As she walked
she enjoyed flashbacks to the southern Cascades at Lassen Volcanic and to the
tip of the Rocky Mountains in Durango before they let go their alpine greenery
and flowed into the red mesas of New Mexico. Those
native to Montana had been complaining of an uncharacteristic heat wave that
was pushing temperatures into the eighties, but Anna, having so recently fled a
Mississippi August, reveled in the cool and the shade. Joan
went first, followed by Rory. Anna took up the rear. Over the years she'd found
by slowing down and dropping back a little, she could slip free of the chatter
zone and enjoy the solitude of the hike. And, here, the silence. Nothing
stirred. No birds fussed above or scratched in needles and leaves. Insects
didn't buzz. Squirrels and chipmunks didn't clatter through the treetops
scolding her for trespassing. She wondered if the western forests had always
been so preternaturally quiet, or if her ears had merely become accustomed to
the ongoing concert of life that played in the woodlands of the deep South. Or
perhaps there was a great toothy predator that had momentarily struck dumb the
lesser beasts of the forest. Anna
waited for a titillating frisson of fear to follow the thought, but it didn't.
Fire ants: now they put the fear of God into her. Not grizzlies. Rory, she
could tell, was not so sanguine. On the ride up, the bear-team guy had regaled
them with the story of an attack he'd worked on two summers before. Three
hikers had been mauled in the Middle Fork area—the southern edge of the park. Joan,
kindly disposed to the damaged hikers but clearly protective of the accused
bear, had given her take on the events. Once or twice a year a bear mauled a
visitor. Usually the person was not killed. Grizzlies, Joan told them, did not
customarily attack with the idea of eating one. Grizzlies kept their cubs with
them two or even three years. With the exception of humans and the great apes,
they were the animals who spent the most time educating their young. They
taught them how to survive, where to find springs in dry years, what plants to
eat and where they grew. A female grizzly didn't bear offspring until she was six
and would only have five to ten cubs in her lifetime. This made her extremely
protective of them. When she perceived a threat, whether another bear or a
hiker, her goal was not to eat it but to teach it the meaning of fear. Seldom
would she charge a group of four or more people. The threat to her and hers was
perceived as too great to overcome and she would run away. That was why the
park suggested backpackers never hike alone. The
bear under discussion had been surprised by two hikers, charged them, mauled
them— Couldn't be too bad, Joan said, they walked
out —then fled up the trail and smack into unfortunate hiker number three. Nobody
died, Joan pointed out. If the bear wanted them dead, they'd be
dead. If the bear wanted to eat them, they'd be dragged off and eaten, their
remains cached in a shallow hole and covered over for later. Ergo, the
bear did not want to kill them. Ergo, the bear did not want to eat them. From
the look on Rory's face, all he'd heard was kill them and eat them.
Since they'd been on the trail he'd been peering into the woods like a man
being stalked. If
a bear had been watching or following, there was no doubt in Anna's mind that
they'd never know it was there. Because Glacier was blessed with a heavy
snowpack in winter and afternoon rains throughout the short summer, it lacked
the open, cathedral aspect of the woods on the eastern slope of the Sierra or
the southern tip of the Cascades. In Glacier, the forest floor was thick with
dead and down trees, never burned, never logged, fallen in places as thick as
pick-up sticks in the child's game. Fern, huckleberry, bearberry, service
berry, the shoulder-high broad-leafed thimbleberry, and a plethora of plants
Anna couldn't put a name to, tangled in the cross-hatching of rotting timber. A
bear wanting to hide would do so. Following
her thoughts into the woods, she realized for the first time what an arduous task
it was going to be fighting through the underbrush off-trail to service and
reset the traps. Selfishly, she was glad they were covering the high country.
Some of it would be above tree line. A good chunk was encompassed by the burn
left from the 1998 fire. The going was bound to be somewhat easier. Lost
in thought, she rounded a bend in the trail and nearly walked on the heels of
Rory Van Slyke. Next to never hike alone on the rangers' list of
safe behavior in bear country was stay alert. So far Anna was
oh-for-two. Here's
one, Joan was saying when Anna bumbled into the meeting. This is
one of the hair trees we've marked. This yellow diamond is what you'll be
looking for. She pointed to a piece of reflective plastic that had been
nailed to the tree about as high as the average person could reach with a
hammer. We
also number them to be sure we know exactly which samples came from which tree.
The numbers are behind the trunk at the bottom. We want to notice these trees
but we don't want to advertise them to every hiker down the pike. What's
the barbed wire for? Rory asked at the same time Anna noticed segments
had been stapled to the bark in an uneven, widespread pattern. That
scratches them a little deeper is all. Pulls out some of the under-fur that's
more likely to have a little bit of tissue clinging to it so that we can more
easily get a DNA sample. Doesn't
that make them mad? Rory's concern at an enraged grizzly in the
neighborhood was clear on his face. No,
Joan reassured him. They like it. We didn't know if they would or if they
would abandon the wired trees. But they seem to actually prefer them. See the
tracks? Worn
into the moss from the paws of many bears following the same path from the
rubbing tree to the trail were two prints made larger by repeated use. Cool,
huh? Anna
agreed it was cool. Rory
asked, Does pepper spray really work? It's
the same stuff we use in law enforcement, Anna told him. It's made
from the essence of red-hot peppers. I guess it would work on bears. Unless
they've developed a taste for Mexican food. Then I think it would only serve to
whet their appetites. Joan
shot her a look that was not without humor but made it clear that tormenting
Rory was not an acceptable form of entertainment. We're not going to get
ourselves into a situation where we have to find out, Joan said firmly. Rory,
you're an exception to the rule. Most boys love bears. I actually get fan mail
because I am the Bear Lady at Glacier. Joan's voice was pleasant as ever,
but it was clear that in harboring fear of bears, Rory had impugned them and
the researcher's feelings were hurt. One boy e-mails me every couple of
days. He's drawing a map and has to know where the bears go to eat at any given
time. I
like bears, Rory said defensively. You
will, Joan promised. They
would certainly like you, Anna said ominously. To
distract the children from their squabbles, Joan made the mistake of
introducing Anna to huckleberries. Arm in arm with thimbleberries and
bearberries, they grew wild over much of the park. In late summer and fall,
when they were at their peak, they were the favored food of bears, both black
and grizzly. They consumed them by the ton as they stored up as much sugar and
fat as they could for a long winter spent curled in dens at the higher
elevations. For
the next mile or so, Anna played catch-up, foraging for the delicious dark
purple berries then trotting to catch up, pack slamming down on hip and knee
joints that weren't nearly so forgiving as they once had been. Joan
couldn't resist a few berries herself but took her responsibilities to her job
more seriously than those to her immortal berry-loving soul. The
Van Slyke kid had gone about his berrying with zeal till Anna gave into the
temptation to muse aloud as to whether bears would find huckleberry breath an
irresistible enticement. For that she earned an exasperated look from Joan Rand
and Rory's share of the berries. When
they crossed Kipp Creek, glittering over stones of vivid red, green and
gold—not the murky, brown, cottonmouth creeks that prevailed in Anna's new home
in the south—interest in berries gave way to interest in breathing. Unbeknownst
to him, Rory got some of his own back. He was stronger than he looked. And
younger than some of Anna's towels. On the climb, much of it on an exposed
southwest-facing mountainside, the sun proved its strength. After a mile Anna
was hurting. Sweat poured into her eyes. Lungs pumped and burned. Breath sawed
through a mouth dry from hanging open gasping for air like a landed trout. Periodically
Joan called a rest stop in the shade offered by the occasional towering white
pine. For this Anna could have kissed her feet had she not known that if she
did so, she'd never get up again. During these brief respites, Anna swatted deerflies
obsessed with the backs of her thighs and split her concentration between
enjoying the view and hiding her physical weakness from her compatriots. From
their ever-higher vantage points they could see seven mountains. Four, along
the Continental Divide, formed a wall encircling them from west to east.
Mountains, not green but blue, were still streaked with snow at the summits,
and long mares' tails of water cascaded over the rocky faces in tumbles and
falls tracing through stone and forest for thousands of feet. The
canyon they labored so hard to climb out of was no exception. A ribbon of white
water, now falls, now rapids, now fishing holes, appeared and disappeared as
the mountain's magic act unfolded. Between
sweating, faking fitness, and mentally promising Amy, her aerobics teacher back
home, that she would attend classes religiously if she survived this hike, Anna
was dimly aware they pushed through an array of wildflowers that she should be
appreciating. By
noon they reached the top. Sheered off by glacial movement, Flattop was a
peculiarity among its steep-sided neighbors. To the east, the argillite cliffs
of Mount Kipp in the Lewis Range rose over alpine meadows. Six miles north, the
planed top of Flattop Mountain dropped away, wrinkling down into the Waterton
River Valley and on to Canada. Once
on Flattop they left the comforts of the trail and struck west through the
burn, heading toward Trapper Peak. Between Flattop and Trapper's imposing
flanks was a deep cut, much like the one they'd followed during their ascent,
where Continental Creek carved its way down three thousand feet to McDonald
Creek to empty its glacial melt. The first of the hair traps was located in a
small avalanche chute above the gorge, a place made as attractive as its
grander competition by several springs that ran even in the driest years. The
fire of 1998 had burned slowly and exceedingly fine, consuming everything in
its path. Blue-black snags clawed at the sky. Without shade, without greenery
or moisture, the sun weighed as heavily on Anna's back as her pack. With every
step, cinders crunched under her boots. Black dust boiled up to stick in the
sweat and DEET sprayed on her legs. Despite the insecticide, horseflies,
deerflies and mosquitoes followed. With only a brief window of opportunity in
which to slake their thirst, they were fearless. Despite
the ash and grit, she blessed the fire that had torched ten thousand acres of
America's crown jewel, taxed the Glacier superindent's courage, not to mention
the Waterton superintendent's faith in the good sense of the U.S.
superintendent as he watched the NPS let burn policy crackle toward
the Canadian half of Waterton-Glacier International Peace Park.
Waterton-Glacier was a unique and highly successful experiment. The only park
of its kind, one half was in Canada, the other in the United States, with major
environmental decisions and park regulations worked out jointly between the two
countries. The
Canadian superintendent was less optimistic than the American superintendent
when it came to letting nature burn where she would, but Glacier's
superintendent stood firm. The fire had been left to burn itself out and Anna
was glad. She was no great devotee of trees; they blocked one's view of the
forest. And fire cleaned out the deadwood, exposed the soil to light and air,
making possible the riot of life that followed fire's necessary cleansing and
renewal. Against
the scorched earth, with the liquid gold of the lowering sun, a carpet of
glacier lilies glowed with an electric green so intense she could remember
seeing it only in the altered states of consciousness of the late sixties and
the paintings of Andy Warhol. Glacier
lilies were fragile yellow blooms, smaller than a half-dollar, that hung
pointed and curling petals in graceful skirts around red stamens heavy with
pollen. Their leaves grew from the base, sharpened green blades as tall as the
blooms. Under this glamorous show, according to Joan, they hid bulbs rich in
starch. The bulbs were routinely dug by the grizzlies in late summer and early
fall as they followed the huckleberries into the higher elevations. At the
height of the season great swatches would be dug up, leaving areas that looked
as if they'd been rototilled. This
year, the flowers were spectacular. Glacier had gotten nearly twice its normal
snowfall. Snows hadn't melted above six thousand feet until July. Spring,
summer and fall were happening simultaneously as plants, so lately released
from their winter sleep, rushed through the stages of life to reseed before the
first cold nights in September. Hey,
Joan said, we've got company. Anna
dragged her eyes up from where they frolicked in fields of green and gold. On
a low ridge to the north, black as everything was black from a fire that had
burned hot, fast and to the bone, stood a lone hiker. Behind him was a wall of
exposed stone, probably once fawn-colored but now the gray-brown of rotting
teeth where the rains had imperfectly washed it free of soot and char. It
wasn't against park rules to hike off trail. Or camp off trail for that matter,
though that required a special permit. It was unusual. For a man alone it was
also foolish. Bears were the least of the dangers of hiking by oneself in the
backcountry. The greatest were carelessness and stupidity. A slip, a fall, a
badly sprained ankle or shattered kneecap, and one could die of exposure or
thirst before anybody thought to begin a search. Rory,
sensing a social—and so, static—occasion, was quick to drop his pack and dig
out his water bottle, a state-of-the-art model with the filter built in. Anna
allowed herself a fleeting moment of envy. Hello,
Joan called cheerily, because she was that kind of person. A
happy hello from a small middle-aged lady was scarcely the stuff of
nightmares, but even at twenty yards, Anna could swear she saw the hiker
flinch, cast a glance over his shoulder as if deciding whether or not to make a
run for it. Like a hound that hears the clarion call, fatigue fell away and
Anna's mind grew sharp. Wonder
what in hell he's been up to. She wasn't aware she'd spoken out loud till
she noticed Joan and Rory staring at her. What? she demanded. Joan
just chuckled. Few people chuckled anymore, that low burbling sound free of
cynicism or judgement that ran under the surface of mirth. Anna's
attention went back to the hiker. He was walking toward them.
Reluctantly, she thought. This time she kept her suspicious nature under wraps.
At first she'd resented the heightened awareness that law enforcement duties
forced upon her. But somewhere along the line she'd come to enjoy it, as if
looking for trouble was a desirable end in itself. The
interloper was in his teens at a guess, though maybe older. His beard was
nonexistent, but an accumulation of grime aged him around the mouth. He'd been
in the backcountry awhile. Hazel eyes, startling under beautifully shaped brown
brows and shaded by a ball cap with a dolphin embroidered above the brim, moved
nervously from place to place, as if he looked beyond their tiny band to see if
there were reinforcements hiding, waiting to ambush him. The pack he carried
was big, too heavy for day hiking but not packed for overnight. Judging from
the way the ripstop nylon bagged inward it contained neither sleeping bag nor tent.
He was camped out somewhere. So why carry the frame pack? And why the haunted
look? You're
a ways from anywhere, Joan said and stuck out her hand. After
the briefest pause, he took it. Workman's hands, Anna noted, callused and
scarred, the nails broken and rimed with dirt from too long between baths. Odd
for a boy so young. His shirt was streaked with soot and he wore a chain
wrapped twice around his waist. You
all just out camping or what? he asked. The question didn't seem
particularly neighborly to Anna but didn't bother Joan in the least. She
launched into an explanation of the Greater Glacier Bear DNA research project,
the wording geared for the ears of laymen. Anna set her pack down and freed her
water from a mesh side pocket. Joan was proselytizing, converting the masses to
greater respect of bears. Anna tried to figure out where the boy's accent was
from. Henry Higgins aside, few people could place others by their dialect,
except within the broadest of areas. Americans made it more difficult by
swimming around the melting pot: kindergarten in Milwaukee, third grade in San
Diego, high school in Saint Louis. The south was as close as Anna could place
him, anywhere from Virginia to Texas. Out
of long habit she committed his physical description to memory. He was a big
kid, though not tall, around five-foot-eight, chunky without being fat. The
kind of body that's a good deal stronger than one would think. Shoulders sloped
away from a round handsome neck. What hair she could see poking from beneath the
ball cap was silky brown with a natural wave. One day soon his face would be
chiseled into classic good looks. Anna could see it in the aquiline nose and
the rounded prominent chin. She
took another drink. Sat on a rock. The
boy never loosed his pack, made none of the comfortable settling-in gestures
she and Rory engaged in. When Joan had done with her sales pitch, he asked her
where they were going for their traps. Obligingly Joan began showing him on the
topo. Anna found herself wishing she wouldn't. His interest was overly
specific, having nothing to do with the project and all to do with where the
three of them were going to be at any given time. I'm
Anna Pigeon, she interrupted none too subtly. This is Joan Rand,
Rory Van Slyke. Stepping up to him, she thrust her hand out much as Joan
had done. No better way to get the feel of somebody literally as well as
figuratively. Despite the afternoon's heat, his palm was clammy. He was scared
or had serious problems with circulation. A rank odor came off him. Not just
the accumulation of unwashed body odors but something muskier, almost an animal
smell. What's your name? Again
the flinch. Geoffrey ... uh ... Mic-Mickleson. Nicholson?
Joan asked helpfully. Nicholson. Now
Anna knew he was up to something. Where are you from, Geoffrey? Had
she been on the Trace, in uniform, she would have had this boy out of his car,
his driver's license in her hand quicker than a swallow can change directions
in flight. Oh.
You know. All over. I'd better be going. It's a ways back to camp. He
smiled for the first time and Anna resisted the temptation to be charmed. Not
only was it pretty—his straight, white teeth probably the cleanest part of
him—but sparked with a hint of apology and an innocence that bordered on
goodness. The smile was at odds with the rest of the package. Anna chose to
ignore it. Be
seeing you around, she said as he turned and walked back the way he had
come. It sounded more like: We'll be keeping an eye on you. Anna
meant it to. Some people bore watching. She was sure this fellow was among
them. She was just as sure they wouldn't be seeing him. Not if he saw them
first. Burbling
notes drew her back into the present. Joan was smiling, her eyes full of
altogether too much fun. I do declare, in another minute or two you were
going to frisk that boy and read him his rights. Frisking I could understand. A
smile to make you lie right down and die. Rory
found a lump of charred wood to fix his attention on, evidently uncomfortable
with women his mother's age—or older—having impure thoughts. He
was so fishy I thought he was going to sprout gills and swim away, Anna
defended herself. Aw,
he was just shy. He
was carrying a half-empty frame pack. Maybe
he lost his day pack. It
was too full for a day hike. Maybe
he's a photographer, carrying cameras, tripods, film. Maybe,
Anna said, but she didn't think so. Why the big interest in where we were
going, where we were camping? Because
he's a nice young man and nice young men pretend to be interested
in what their elders and betters are saying. Isn't that right, Rory? That's
true, Rory said with such sincerity Anna wanted to laugh but didn't for
fear of alienating him. See?
Proof, Joan said. Anna
didn't say anything. She was getting entirely too crabby over the whole thing.
Are we almost there? she asked plaintively. 3 By
the time they reached the vicinity of the first hair trap, too little
light and too little strength remained for anything but setting up camp. With
the departure of the sun, the mountain grew cold. The thin, dry air did not
retain heat. Horseflies and deerflies took themselves off to wherever it was
they went during the dark hours but the mosquitoes remained, a cloud of
mindless hunger hovering over the camp. Despite
their carnivorous attendance, Anna hauled water from a startlingly beautiful
creek, a ribbon of green that cut through the burn scar, sparked by a joyous
multitude of mountain wildflowers. Staying clean in the backcountry was an
arduous undertaking, results obtained for effort put forth seldom satisfying,
but for Anna, it was a necessary if she was to maintain anything close to good
cheer. Tonight's ablutions were brief as every square inch of flesh was
assaulted by flying proboscises the moment it was exposed. Too
tired for culinary frills or witty conversation, the three of them ate their
freeze-dried lasagna, then crawled into their sleeping bags. Rory was restless
and noisy in the tent beside theirs; Anna lay next to Joan, scratching insect
bites and wondering if all earthly paradises had been infiltrated by something
wretched, all ointments incomplete without the requisite fly. Yet she was
uniquely happy. From time and use, cloth walls and hard ground had come to
symbolize a freedom that loosed her mind and soothed her soul in a way she'd
never been able to duplicate between cotton sheets. Sleep
curled down and she went willingly into freefall. The
trap they tended in the morning was in as awkward a locale as nature and
researchers could devise. Glacier National Park was slashed with avalanche
chutes. These cuts were scoured year after year when snow grew unstable in
springtime and was carried by its own prodigious weight down these natural
passages. Because snow and ice cleared the chutes of larger vegetation, the
rocky soil had little to bond it to the steep-sided gorges. When rain followed
snow, mudslides followed avalanches. The
only plants that could survive these inhospitable conditions were fast-growing,
supple and ever-renewing. From a distance the chutes appeared as paler green
pleats in a mountain-green robe: nearly barren, at best knee-deep in ground
cover. Up close they were head-high in a riot of color: red paintbrush,
lavender fleabane, hot-pink fireweed, white cow parsnip, lacy green false
hellebore, the flashy red of chokecherries, white pearls of baneberry, rich
purple huckleberries, fierce yellows of butterweed and arnica. Of these, the
bears enjoyed all the berries, hellebore and cow parsnip. A veritable salad bar
and a perfect place for the trap. The
trap itself was marvellously low-tech. Eighty feet of barbed wire was strung
from tree to tree or, in this case, tree to rock to snag to tree, fifty
centimeters above the ground. Inside this ephemeral corral was a litter of
rotten pieces of wood strewn haphazardly about and a single sapling twenty feet
high. What
do you think? Joan asked. Such
was the pride in her voice, Anna dug deep to find something nice to say.
It doesn't stink, she ventured. That's
right! Joan said as if Anna was a very clever student. The researcher
dropped her fanny onto a rock, letting the stone take the weight of her pack as
she squeezed free of the shoulder straps. The smell of the DNAmite— DNAmite? You're
kidding, Rory said incredulously. That's
what we call the blood lure, Joan admitted. A
lot more civilized than what I'd call it, Anna contributed. Be
grateful for DNAmite, Joan said. We've tried Runny Honey made of
blood, fish and banana, and Blinkie's Demise with fish blood and fennel oil. My
personal favorite, Cattle Casket Picnic in a Basket, a succulent mix of blood,
cheese essence and calamus powder. Then there was one with Vick's
VapoRub—Licorice Whip with blood, anise and peppermint. DNAmite
is sounding better all the time, Anna said. Anyway,
Joan went back to the original thought, the smell goes off in a week or
ten days. The love scent lasts somewhat less. The
skunk in the film canister, Rory said. He too was divesting himself of
his pack. Anna followed suit. That's
right! Joan exclaimed. Two excellent pupils in one day. Only this
one was a sweet cherry scent. Every two-week round, we change this lure. Bears
are terrifically smart. It only takes them once to learn something. And they
teach it to the cubs, usually in one lesson they remember for a lifetime. The
bears come for the DNAmite and have a good roll but there's no food reward. We
didn't want to get them habituated to traps as food sources. So next time maybe
they're not so interested when they smell the blood and fish. That's why
we've got the love scent; a little something new to pique their interest. We
started with beaver castor, then fennel oil, smoky bacon—a real
winner—then sweet cherry and now, last round of traps, bears with jaded
palates, we bring out the piece de resistance: skunk. Free
of her pack, Joan stood and shook each of her parts—feet, legs, hands, arms,
trunk—like she was doing the hokeypokey. Ritual completed, she turned her
attention to the trap. The love scent's hung up high to broadcast on the
breeze and to keep it out of reach so the first bear doesn't take it
down— She paused a moment, then muttered, Harumph. Anna
laughed. She'd never heard anyone say harumph, though she'd read it
a time or two when she was working her way through the old dead English
authors. Hung
it too low, Joan said. Heads will roll. Look. It's gone. Anna
hadn't coupled Joan Rand with the activity of rolling heads, but watching her
face, she had little doubt the threat was not empty. Clearly, incompetence was
not tolerated in pure research. Anna made a mental note never to screw up. Maybe
a bear climbed up and got it, Rory offered. He'd felt the chill as well
and tried to deflect the anger from the hapless hanger of scent. Grizzlies
don't tend to climb trees, Joan said. Not the adults. Cubs can
climb some. This little tree is not big enough around to climb. No. If it had
been hung properly, a bear couldn't get it, not unless he had a fifteen-foot
reach. Where
does the hard stuff go? Anna asked. The DNAmite? Rory
snorted. Okay,
okay, Joan said. Let's just call it the lure. Now, that wonderful
catnip of bears is poured on a pile of rotting wood in the middle of the trap.
Or if the middle is ocupado, as in this case, she waved at a
four-foot-high piece of rock nearly obscured in the brush that choked the
enclosure, at least five feet from the wire. We don't want 'em getting
the goodies without squeezing under the wire first. We save that lure for last.
Pour it, then get upwind before it permanently saturates our nose hairs. Take a
look at this. Joan poked at a bit of the widely scattered pieces of
rotten wood. It's everywhere. Our bears must have had a regular
jamboree. A
painting, Teddybears' Picnic, came to Anna's mind: a bucolic scene
of bears depicted in human poses picnicking in the woods, indolently pursuing
human entertainments. She'd always found the picture disturbing. I was
told dead bears, bears that have been skinned, look like people, she
heard herself say, and wondered where the comment had sprung from. Joan
hesitated before responding. Her usually clear greenish eyes narrowed and
clouded briefly. Anna got the feeling she'd been out of line but couldn't guess
how. That's
so, Joan said. It's unsettling. Not something I'd care to look at
more often than I had to. She glanced at Rory. He'd lost interest in them
and washed trail mix down with water. Anna
realized what the problem was. Joan suspected her of trying to creep-out the
Van Slyke boy for the sheer evil fun of it. Oh, she said and closed
her mouth to reassure the researcher that her motives were pure. Joan
handed out latex gloves, envelopes and pens from where they were cached in her
pack. Anna and Rory were set to work collecting the hair while she took scat
samples from the many opportunities with which ecstatic bears had provided her. Approximately
every foot along the wire was a barb. Wearing gloves so as not to contaminate
the samples, Anna carefully plucked the fur free of each barb and deposited it
in its own small envelope. Rory then sealed it and wrote the date and location
of the trap on the back. Using an alcohol-based disinfectant, the metal was
then cleaned to remove any remaining tissue or hair cells, and they moved on to
the next barb to repeat the process. When they were done collecting, the wire
would be rolled up and packed out to be reused at the next trap site. The
trap they currently worked had been extremely successful. Nearly every one of
the rusted points was tufted with fur. The chore was tedious. The footing
uneven. The deerflies hellacious. Still Anna preferred it to the soulless
air-conditioned patrol car she'd spent her days in for too many months. You're
good at this, she said to Rory, because she was feeling generous and it
was true. Despite
Mother Nature's considerable aggravations, Rory worked with a quiet diligence
Anna found admirable in a boy his age. The patience he exhibited with the fussy
and exacting nature of their task was admirable in a person at any age. My
dad—Les, he corrected himself, or punished his father, and I used
to put together airplane models when I was in grade school. When he used to do
stuff. Used
to? What does he do now? Anna asked, ready to change the subject if he
brought up any touching stories of cripples or lingering illness. No sense
getting to know him that well. Rory's
coarse blond hair, not yet as sweaty as Anna's, fell from underneath the brim
of his ball cap. He pushed it back and she noticed how small and fine-boned his
hands were. He probably fought against being perceived as delicate or wimpy.
There was something in his silences that could be attributed to an attempt at
toughness. Les is a low-level number cruncher, he said with an
unbecoming sneer. Careful
not to lose any, Anna brushed three hairs from a gloved fingertip into the
envelope he held pinched open. Low-level number cruncher sounded
like a quote. Anna wondered who had called Rory's dad that and why the boy had
embraced the derogatory term. What
does your mom do? she asked, hoping for a little more enthusiasm to pass
the time. Mom's
cool, Rory said as they crabbed over half a yard to the next section of
wire. She's a lawyer. Trial
lawyer? Divorce.
We live in Seattle. Carolyn's my stepmother. My real mom died when I was
five. Dad married Carolyn a couple years later. She doesn't take shit off
anybody. Rory
meant that as high praise indeed. Anna could tell that not taking shit was of
great importance to him. At eighteen that boded ill. Refusing to take
shit translated in Anna's experience to taking pride in the character
flaws of impatience, intolerance and insecurity. Any law enforcement officer who
refused to take shit was not doing his job. Or at least not well. Speaking
of taking shit... Joan came up behind them. Got four superb
samples. Come look at this one. She had tucked the vials into their
padded carrying case so Anna could only assume she wanted them to follow her
back to the source. Rory rose from his knees in a single fluid movement. Anna
pushed belatedly up from hers, none too excited about exerting herself in the
mad-dog-and-Englishman sun to go look at bear excrement. Joan
had squatted down on her heels, Rory in like posture at her elbow. Content not
to toy with gravity any more than need be, Anna remained standing. Looky,
Joan said. This bear's been into something he oughtn't. Poking
through the excreta, she turned up a couple of reddish fragments. Paper.
Maybe he got into a pack. Or an outhouse. It's illegal, but people sometimes
still dump their trash down the toilets at the camps rather than carry it out.
Bears go after it. Or he might have got into garbage. See this? Probably
tinfoil. Joan
pondered that a moment. Anna slapped at the flies trying to skinny-dip in the
sweat at her temples. Did you read anything in the BIMS about bears in
garbage, campsites, anything like that? Joan asked Anna after a moment. Anna
hadn't. Ah,
well, Joan said. Could have been a backcountry outhouse the rangers
haven't checked in a couple of days. She looked worried. One of her
four-hundred-pound charges had misbehaved. The concern wasn't misplaced,
considering what penalties humankind often extracted from other species for
even the slightest infractions. Joan
stirred around in the pile some more. These lumps, dog food or horse
pellets is my guess. Bears don't have what you'd call careful digestion. Food
passes through them almost in its original form sometimes. See? You can see the
edge of this pellet. Hardly dulled. Grizzlies have a terrific range but it's a
safe bet this fella got his ill-gotten gains here in the park. This trap is far
enough from any of the borders; for it to be going through his system here,
he'd've got it locally, so to speak. Researchers
lived in the details. Anna accepted this preoccupation as necessary but
couldn't embrace it as her own. Must be, she said and went back to
her furgathering. The
new trap to be set up in cell sixty-four was plotted on paper just under three
miles as the crow would fly from the old trap. Dismantling the traps and
setting them up was the work of an hour or two. Getting their decidedly
uncrowlike selves to the next destination was the time-and-energy-consuming
part of the job. Anna's
body was as tired as it had been the first day out but it was settling into its
wilderness mode. Aches dulled or vanished as muscles began to realize no amount
of whining was going to deter her. She began thoroughly enjoying herself. On
the west side of Flattop, still in the burn and away from improved trails,
lakes, glaciers or much else that would recommend it to tourists, the isolation
felt complete. They followed game trails where they could and scrambled over
the broken serrated stone of the sheared-off mountain where they had to. Hidden
gardens occasionally appeared with such sudden and unexpected beauty they
ratified Anna's belief in magic. On some of the steep and rocky hillsides,
where the soil was too thin to support trees, the fire had leapt over, leaving
the stony steps unburned. White and gold rocks, rimmed round with purple
butterwort, Indian paintbrush and feathery yellow stonecrop, created
magnificent tumbles of color in the desolate landscape. At
one such oasis, where they broke for lunch, Joan pointed out an area that had
been dug up, the charred soil turned over in a rough square, eight feet on a
side. Bears
digging glacier lilies, she told them. Glad
to be free of her pack with a few minutes to do as she pleased, Anna wandered
over to where the dirt was disturbed, hoping to find some good tracks. Instead
of bear prints, she found boot prints and, in the dig itself, the sharp-edged
marks that could only be made by a shovel. I
think I know what our Geoff Mickleson-Nicholson was up to, she called
back. Joan came to join her and Anna pointed out what she had found. Son
of a bee, Joan said. Somebody's sure been digging them up. No proof
it's our guy. Hah,
Anna said rudely. It
happens, Joan said. Anna
knew that. People routinely—and illegally—supplemented their gardens by digging
up rare or merely desirable plants on park lands. Though why anyone would come
so far to dig the plants and go to the effort to pack them out was a mystery.
There were plenty of places near the Going to the Sun Road where a reasonably
stealthy individual could get all the lilies he wanted and dump them in the
waiting trunk of his car. People
are stinkers, Anna said philosophically. People
don't know any better, Joan said charitably. They're
just weeds, Van Slyke offered and was nonplussed by the severe looks he
got from both his elders. Lecture,
after dinner tonight, Joan forewarned him. Be there. She
radioed the site of the disturbance and the extent of the damage to dispatch so
it could be passed on to law enforcement. It crossed Anna's mind to tell her to
give them the description of the young hiker they had met, but she
didn't. The crime wasn't worth the investigation. And, too, Joan had liked the
boy with the beatific smile. Earlier in the year, when Anna had first reported
for duty on the Natchez Trace, she'd worked the murder of a child—a girl,
really, sixteen. The experience had ruined her taste for making the world a
little darker for any reason. Because
the burn had denuded it of trees, leaving them no way to string the
wire, the second trap couldn't be put where it had been marked. Joan found a
place nearby that would suffice. At the confluence of three game trails, tried
and true paths through the broken country sure to be favored by bears, they
strung their wire around the snags of several white pines and the branches of
an alder. A
tall snag, looking as sere and crippled as a mummy's fingerbone, thrust up near
one edge of the enclosure. Joan, working as carefully as if she were handling
nitroglycerine, took one of the film canisters containing the skunk lure from
the glass jar and perforated the hard plastic with an ice pick so the love
scent could broadcast its charms. While
she strung it up in the top of the snag, Anna and Rory foraged down the
still-green slope of the ravine for downed wood. When they had a pile a couple
feet high and twice that in diameter, they came to the moment of truth. Desirous
of proving himself on the battlefield of the thoroughly revolting, Rory
volunteered to do the honors. Anna and Joan watched as he uncapped the liter
bottle of blood lure and poured it over the wood. The liquid was black and
thick. Out of self-preservation, Anna had forgotten how unbelievably strong and
unremittingly vile the smell was. The makers of stink bombs could take a lesson
from bear researchers. The
trap set, the three of them departed as quickly as they could. Rory walked
beside and just behind Anna, Joan taking the lead since she was the only one
who knew where they were going. I
think I got some on my hands, Rory said. Oh,
ish, Anna said unsympathetically. Stay away from me. No.
Seriously. I think I got some on me. This
time she heard the panic in his voice and stopped. Rory's
face was tight and young with fear. His eyes had gone too wide. Anna could see
a narrow line of white between the pupils and the lower lids. She enjoyed
tormenting young people as much as the next person, but fear, real fear, could
not be ignored. This is really bothering you, isn't it? He
stopped beside her. He clasped his hands around the shoulder-straps of his pack
to stop their shaking then let go suddenly as if afraid the taint on them would
spread to his equipment. No big deal, he said, the need to hide his
fear as great as the fear itself. I just thought if I got that smell on
me . . . well, you know. Anna
could think of no way to deal with Rory's obvious terror of wild animals. She
realized some of what Joan had taken for orneriness earlier had been her
knee-jerk attempt to kid him out of it. At a loss, she let her sight turn
inward. A picture came to mind. She had been very small. A rotten boy, Daryl
Spanks, a boy terminally infected with cooties, had put them all over her tuna
sandwich at the end-of-year school picnic. Mrs.
White, her first grade teacher, had not told her how silly she was being.
Instead, she had taken the sandwich and painstakingly picked every single
cootie off of it. Let's
have a sniff, Anna said and shrugged out of her pack. Rory
put out his hands palms up in the universal pose of inspection. Anna sniffed
both arms carefully up to the elbow. I don't think you got any on
you, she said finally. His eyes had lost their panicked glaze but he was
still wound too tight for comfort. Just
to be sure, Anna said. She dug her liquid soap from her pack, doused his
arms with her drinking water and made him lather and rinse twice. Fear was a
killer. Anna had seen people die of it when their wounds weren't anywhere near
mortal. Rory wasn't in that kind of trouble, but fear distracted. That in
itself was a danger with off-trail travel. The
second rinse completed, she conducted another sniff test. If there was
any residue, that got it. Smell. Rory
smelled his arms. The cooties were gone. What
are you guys doing? Joan called. She'd turned around, discovered she was
alone and backtracked. Alarm
returned to Rory's face. This time it didn't take an adept to divine the cause.
He didn't want his boss to know he was a weenie. Rory
had a splinter, Anna said. We got it out. Rory
could no more thank Anna for this face-saving lie than she could have run a
four-minute mile. Instead, he offhandedly helped her on with her pack and she
understood the gratitude implicit in the gesture. They
followed the rim of the canyon inhabited by Continental Creek. Though they
walked always through the black and dusty shadow of the old fire, the ravine
had escaped the flames. By contrast the growth in it seemed the more miraculous
and verdant. Late
in the afternoon they came out of the trailless country to the improved and
maintained West Flattop Trail. Travel became so carefree, had her pack been
lighter, Anna would have skipped. Nothing like a little hardship to bring about
appreciation of the finer things. Two hours before sunset they hiked out of the
burn. Fir trees closed around the trail, breathing cool, clean air and a reassurance
of peace the burned area lacked. They
camped off trail, midway between the next trap they would dismantle and the
site where they hoped to set the new one. Joan
had picked a lovely place half a mile off West Flattop in a small meadow ringed
with fir and pine. A stream no more than a foot wide with silky grasses growing
nearly over the top of it, so tiny it did not show on the map, cut through one
edge of the clearing. In the startling way of glacier-carved country, near the
stream, apparently fallen from the sky, was an immense slab of
gray-and-sand-streaked stone. The
beauty of the place did as much to knit the raveled sleeve of care as sleep
might and they stayed up late, lying shoulder to shoulder on the rock, watching
for falling stars and telling the inconsequential truths strangers thrown
together in the woods often do. There
was no discrimination between male and female, old and young, they just
existed, unimportant and free under the infinity of Montana's sky. Anna told
them of her new sweetheart in Mississippi, a southern sheriff who moonlighted
as an Episcopal priest. And who had a wife who refused to grant him a divorce.
Mississippi took the sacrament of marriage seriously. There were only three
reasons a person could get a divorce without his or her spouse's cooperation:
adultery, felony or mental cruelty. I
think it'd be mental cruelty to make somebody stay married to you who didn't
want to, Rory said, sounding as if he spoke from experience. Rory
talked about his stepmom, telling them of this great joke she'd pulled on Les:
telling everybody at a party that he had a penile implant and making cracks all
evening about pumping things up. That
brought on an extended silence as Anna and Joan tried to figure nut what the
funny part was. Rory seemed to need them to laugh with him but neither managed
it. Joan
talked about wanting a dog and how life in the parks made that an
impossibility. Had she been able to hear the loneliness underlying her wish,
she probably wouldn't have told them, but with their backs on good mountain
rock and their eyes full of nothing but stars, they had slipped free of the
social taboos not to feel too much—and never let on if they did. It
was after midnight when they finally crawled into their sleeping bags. Without
warning, Anna's eyes were open, blind and useless in the claustrophobic dark of
the tent. Something had signaled an abrupt end to sleep. A sound. Cracking.
Wood on wood or a twig snapping under a heavy foot. Or hoof. Or paw. Perhaps
Rory, up in the night to answer the call of nature. Though the poor boy was so
afraid of critters he'd probably suffer till morning in the imagined safety of
his tent. Not for the first time, Anna wondered why a young man still
frightened of the monsters under his bed would pay to work in bear country. Not
yet concerned, she waited for the sound—the quality already forgotten, left in
the sleep it had so rudely jerked her from—to come again, attach itself to
meaning so she could call off the internal watchdogs and close her eyes. A
soft exhalation, the sigh of the wind or a ghostly child penetrated the tent
wall, then brushing, gentle, the sound a soft-bristle brush would make on
nylon. Anna had heard it before when furry denizens had come to visit in the
night: skunks, raccoons and, once, a porcupine. The noise their coats made
rubbing against fabric as they explored her campsite. Tonight's
brush was painting strokes high on the tent wall. Deer. Elk. Bear. Anna felt
the first tingling along her spine as a race memory of untold millions of years
of being hunted by night stirred deep in her primitive brain. Making
no noise, she reached over and touched Joan. She
woke quickly. What— Shh.
Anna listened. Though she could see nothing of her tentmate and no longer
touched her, she could feel Joan's tension, along with her own, charging the
atmosphere inside the tent. Shushing,
susurrating sound. All around them now as if the animal circled the tent. Not
once. Not to probe and, curiosity satisfied, move on. Circle after circle. No
sound but the soft brushing and the periodic gusts of air, voiceless woofs. A
bear. Grizzly. Black. Full grown. Shoulder touching high on the domed wall of
nylon. With
each circuit, Anna's Disney-born sense of oneness with her fellows of the tooth
and claw faded. It was replaced by the lurid pen-and-ink illustrations she
remembered from a sensationalized account of two women killed when she was in
college, both dragged from their tents, mauled, killed and fed on in Night
of the Grizzlies. She
pushed her lips as close to Joan's face as a lover might and barely breathed
the words, What's it doing? Don't
know, Joan whispered back. The
circling stopped, as if at the thread of sound the two women spun between them.
A silence followed, so absolute in the perfect darkness of the tent, Anna felt
dizzy, as if she were falling into it. Her senses stretched: blind eyes trying
to see through two layers of tenting, deaf ears trying to hear movement beyond
the insubstantial walls. A
barely audible rustle as Joan pushed herself up on her elbows sawed across
Anna's nerves with the impact of sandpaper on a sunburn. No second hand to
measure it, time did not tick by but pulsed, expanding and contracting like the
air in her lungs as Anna forced herself to breathe. Do
you think— she whispered. A
snap of wood. Shh. A
growl broke the night above them and both women screamed. The growling
increased in volume and moved down the length of the tent. On this circuit the
bear leaned in, no longer brushing but caving the tent walls in with its
weight. Formless, terrifying, Anna felt the nylon push hard against her
shoulder, the side of her head. Hands—Joan's—fumbled
over the front of her sweatshirt, closing on the cotton. Down, she
was hissing. Fetal position. Anna's
training came back to her. Play dead. Try and protect the soft white
underbelly. Curling in on herself when every ounce of her being urged her to
break out of this North Face sarcophagus and run, actually hurt, stomach and
leg muscles trying to cramp. The
growling ebbed and flowed but remained in one direction as if the animal stood
outside the front-zippered fly talking to itself, deciding whether they were to
live or die. Anna
flipped through her brain looking for anything she'd done to attract the
animal, to hold its attention for so long. Nothing. Under Joan's watchful eye
she and Rory had put everything that could be of any interest whatsoever to
bears into the red bear-pack: lip balm, insect repellent, sunscreen, deodorant,
toothpaste, virtually anything liquid and/or scented. Even if it was sealed in
glass, Joan insisted it go in the bear-bag, which was hung with the food
fifteen yards from camp. The
mental listing was cut off. The bear was roaring, raging. Holy
shit, Anna said. Her own voice scared her. Is it hurt, you think?
Wounded? God,
I hope not, Joan said fervently. A
blow struck the tent then and they heard nylon ripping. Shit,
Anna said. Quiet. Nylon
tearing. Roars that cut through the dark and tore into Anna's bowels. Joan
breathing or crying on her neck. Her, gasping or sobbing on Joan's. Noise
from without went on for what seemed like forever but was probably only half
that long. Crashing. Roars. Fabric ripping. Thumps as if the bear threw or
batted things from one place to another. Swooshing and flopping. Digging. Bass
gutteral grunts pushed out with the sound of frenzied destruction. Impacts
against tent and earth as if the beast tore at the ground. What
in hell? Anna whispered. Beats
me, Joan whispered back. Soul
splitting, a roar broke close and vicious. Blows began falling first to one
side of the tent then the other. Anna felt a cut through to her right shoulder. Blood.
Now there would be the smell of blood. The
lightweight metal tent frame collapsed with a second blow and Anna felt weight
slam down on the back of her neck. Habit or instinct, she threw her arm over
her face and pushed down tighter around Joan. The
animal had gone mad. The deep-throated anger of nature turning on humankind.
Then came crunching and a prolonged rustle. Rolling on the downed tent?
Burrowing through the thin stays in the fabric? A high wild roar, a shriek in
gravel and glass. Rory,
Joan whispered. Shh. A
crack. Maybe a tent pole, maybe a peg jerked from the ground by the elasticized
cord and shot into a tree. Abruptly
everything stopped. Deathlike stillness. Anna was dizzy with the quiet. The
rage of the attack ended as a candle's light is ended when the wick is pinched. Nothing
moved: not Anna, not Joan, not the bear. For what seemed a very long time, Anna
waited, muscles in body and mind drawn tight, waiting for the slash of claws to
rake blood from her back, the smell of an omnivore's breath before the
puncturing canines pierced skull and bone. The
crunch never came. Fear
did not diminish but increased. The fear that if she moved, even so much as an
eyelash, if her pulse fluttered or her skin twitched, the narrowly averted
disaster would be brought down upon them. Either Joan felt the same way or
she'd fainted. After
a while Anna thought she heard the passage of a large creature a few yards
away. Maybe the bear had crossed the meadow soundlessly and now pushed into the
underbrush at the edge of the clearing. Gone?
Anna whispered. Her throat was dust-dry. The word came out as a croak that
sounded scarcely human. Wait,
Joan replied. Handfast
like children lost in the wood, Anna and Joan lay in the wreckage of their
tent. Anna could feel the nylon fallen over the side of her head and neck. A
cold draft came in through a tear someplace. Unmeasured,
time passed. With no new horror to stimulate it, the fear response began to
wane. Anna's heart rate dropped, muscles unclenched, breathing slowed and
deepened. She began to be embarrassed by her hold on Joan's hand and pulled free. I've
got to move, she whispered. See what's going on. Joan
thought about it so long Anna feared she was going to have to prove
insubordinate their second night out. She couldn't lie there any longer, unable
to see, to move, to think. Okay,
the researcher said at last. One at a time. Move slowly. You see the
bear, stop. Stop everything. Just lie wherever you are. Got
it. Don't
fight. No.
Don't run. No. Okay. Trussed
in tent, fly and sleeping bag, Anna found escape impossible without some
squirming and thrashing. An unpleasant image of her cat, Piedmont, waiting in
total stillness till an unwitting mouse or squirrel thought in its silly little
rodent brain that the world was safe once again. Then, as the helpless nitwit
began to creep from its hidey-hole, Piedmont would pounce. The ending was
seldom a happy one for anybody but Piedmont. With
each twitch and rustle she made as she turned her body around and pushed her
way feebly toward the end of the tent that held the zippered entrance flap,
Anna was reminded that it was infinitely better to be predator than prey. The
front of the tent had suffered the worst. Poles were bent or broken but still
strung together by the elastic cord running through the sections of hollow
tubing that fitted together to form the tent's infrastructure. The result was a
laundry basket of funhouse corners and shredded walls. Without
a light, finding first the tent zipper then the fly was proving impossible.
Spending more time head-down in the suffocating folds of night and nylon was
unthinkable. Anna was not yet so far gone that she slept with her Swiss army
knife in her pajama pocket. She regretted that inconvenient sign of sanity. Then
she discovered that the bear had done for her what she could not do for
herself. A
long gash had been opened through tent and fly. Resisting the impulse to fight
her way clear of the entrapping ruin of fabric, she pulled the nylon open a
finger's width and peeked out. After
the pitch dark of the tent, the clearing, lit by a half-moon and stars,
appeared as bright as a staged night for actors. When she'd satisfied herself
the bear was gone, she crawled out. For
a long moment she crouched just outside while the shakes took control of her
body. She felt like laughing and wanted to cry. Breathing deeply to dispel the
hysteria, she let it pass. Having pushed herself to the balls of her feet,
knuckles down in a runner's starting position, she turned a slow circle, searching
the black woods pressing close—surely closer than when they'd retired for the
night—seeking any sign of movement or sound. Finding
none, she said, All clear. It came out in a weak kitten's mewl.
Clearing her throat, she said it again. Better. Help
me, Joan's muffled call came from within the pile. Anna
held the tear open, and within a moment Joan wiggled free, caterpillar from
cocoon. Rory!
they both called at once. Flashlight,
Anna demanded and Joan grubbed in the tangle for her day pack. Rory!
Anna called again. His
tent was in worse shape than theirs. In the colorless light of the moon, it lay
like a ripped and punctured balloon. Anna grabbed handfuls of nylon.
Rory, she called a third time. Joan
had found the flashlight but Anna didn't need it to know Rory was gone. 4 Luke!
Joan screamed the name of her younger son, the one who bore such a
striking resemblance to the Van Slyke boy. Dropping the flashlight, she fell to
her knees and began digging frantically through the collapsed tent, clutching
at the lumps of his pack and boots as if they were severed parts from his torn
body. The courage and control she'd exhibited when the danger was merely to
herself were gone. She was reacting as a panicked mother might. Joan,
Anna said, then more sharply: Joan! The researcher was beyond the
reach of human voice. Anna waded into the mess of fabric and aluminum tubing,
knelt and grabbed her around the shoulders, holding her tight, pinning her arms
to her sides. For an instant she thought Joan was going to fight but the solid
reality of the embrace brought her down from panic. She tried to get up.
Stay, Anna commanded. The
bear must have dragged him out, taken him into the woods, Joan said. She sounded
stunned, incredulous, but no longer out of control. Anna let go of her
shoulders but kept a firm grip on her hands. Joan fell back and they sat face
to face, knee to knee on Rory's tent. Maybe
not, Anna said. She'd been hoping for calmness, rationality, but her
voice shook, tremulous and childlike. Do bears do that? she had to
ask, Night of the Grizzlies notwithstanding. Not
often, Joan said. Rarely. Almost never. She was reassuring
herself. Anna let her. A
quick glance at her watch told her it was at least three hours till dawn. The
faint light of the clearing, seemingly so bright after the inside of the tent,
would not penetrate the thick canopy of forest. Had the bear dragged Rory into
the woods to feed on, there was a chance the boy was still alive. An even
better chance he wouldn't stay that way long. Pursuing
a grizzly into the forest in the dark, a grizzly already enraged by something
and now, perhaps, with food in the form of Rory Van Slyke to defend, was the
rankest madness. If the bear took the boy, they would most likely find his
corpse half eaten and buried in a shallow grave raked out of the duff. If they
found him at all. Not
going after Rory was going to be one of the hardest things Anna had ever done.
Because, if he was still alive and they could find him, there was a
chance—always a chance—that they could frighten the bear away before it killed
him. Crazy
to try and save him. Stay
here, Anna said, retrieving the flashlight from where Joan had dropped
it. It's too dark to find anything, but I can check the edges for—for
anything obvious. I'm
not staying. Anna
could delude herself sufficiently to put her own life at risk but not so
completely she could endanger anybody else. You've
got to, she said. If Rory ran off, then comes back and we're both
gone, he'll freak. You know he will. If
Rory ran, the bear would have chased him, Joan said stubbornly.
That's what they do. Anna
couldn't remain still any longer. You'll stay? I'll
stay. I'm
not going far. Not out of earshot. Cold
and cutting, a new wave of fear met Anna at the edge of the clearing. Standing
beside the tiny stream, moonlight silver on the grass, the music of water over
stones in her ears, she stared into the ragged, unremitting night beneath the
fir trees and she could not move. Since
she was a child Anna had felt a kinship with animals. She'd never been afraid
of them. As she grew, she came to respect their ways and not tread on their
taboos, putting them and herself in danger. The animal that had circled their
tent, ravaged their camp, was different. Though it went against logic she felt,
on a level too deep to argue with, that it had been toying with them. The
circling and circling, the sudden rage, the fury of the violence, the abrupt
cessation, as if a malevolent plan were behind it. Walt
Disney lied. It was the Brothers Grimm who had the right idea: witches baked
little girls, stepmothers poisoned them, bears ate them. Get
a grip, she whispered, dizzy with the nightmare she'd just dreamed.
A bear's a bear's a bear. It crossed her mind that by demonizing
the animal, she might just be seeking an excuse not to step across the stream
into the woods. Make
noise. Joan's shout woke Anna to her responsibilities. Right,
she called back. The objective was not to sneak up on the bear but to frighten
it away should it still be in the vicinity. Rory,
Anna called and, Hey, bear, indiscriminately as she pushed under
the draping branches of the first fir. Between cries she listened. There'd been
no special reason she'd entered the woods at this point. In darkness, if the
bear had left any mark of its passage over the meadow, she'd not seen it. She
just had to start somewhere. Anna
had been working wilderness parks for many years but held no illusions about
her own powers. Better outdoorsmen than herself, without compass or a view of
the stars or horizon, would get lost in these woods at night. Keeping the clearing
in sight on her left, she worked her way around the edge of the meadow. A
complete circuit revealed nothing. It was too damn dark. Anna,
Joan called. Here.
She flashed her light toward the camp and stepped out of the trees. The search
was as futile as she'd feared it would be. Joan's hail gave her the impetus to
give it up. The
bear didn't take him, at least not from his tent. Joan
was so cheered by her good news Anna hesitated but had to ask. What makes
you think that? The
zipper. Look. Anna
crossed the small clearing. Joan held up the tattered remnants of Rory's tent
and rain fly. Both unzipped. Bears don't do zippers. No thumbs. No
patience. She laughed, the burden of the boy's life lifted from her. At
least for the moment. So
bleak had been Anna's thoughts, she resisted the optimism as she might a trap.
Rory could have been sleeping with them open, she said. Joan
gave her a look that even in the ghost light of the moon glowed with mock
scorn. Yeah. Right. Right.
Of course he wouldn't. Mosquitoes had disappeared around eleven when the
temperature dropped below their comfort zone, but Rory would have been closed
up tight, keeping the scary outside out. Thin, man-made cloth against four-inch
god-made claws; an illusion, only, of safety. Unzipped
zippers didn't mean Rory was unharmed. They only indicated he'd not been
dragged from his tent. Several scenarios, equally grim, presented themselves in
Anna's brain. Panicked, the boy might have fled the tent. Maybe the bear did
chase him when he ran. That would explain the abrupt end to the bear's attack
on their tent. Anna had heard nothing to indicate Rory'd made a break for it,
but then she couldn't swear she hadn't had her hands over her ears like a
little kid. Rory might have been outside the tent when the bear arrived,
taking a leak or whatever. If that was the case, he might have gotten away.
Then again, he might have made a noise or a movement that drew the bear away
from camp and down upon himself. These
alternatives to salvation-by-zipper would occur to Joan soon enough. Anna
wasn't sure how she'd react. The frantic call of Luke! still
resounded in Anna's skull bones. Motherhood was an alien world. Who could
predict which forms of insanity were fostered there? Hot
drinks, she declared, naming the universal panacea for all wilderness
ills. Shouldn't
we ... We've got to . . . Joan cast vaguely around for an action. Logic
won. Okay. Glad
to be doing something, Anna headed to the far side of what had been their
stargazing rock and now looked unsettlingly like a sacrificial altar, to where
they'd hung the bear-pack. Each step closer to the black beneath the trees
drove fear up into her innards. Beyond fear: a rudimentary, gut-wrenching
terror of the dark and the ravening beasts that have awaited there for tens of
hundreds of thousands of years. To give in to it would be to crawl into a cave
in her mind that she never wanted to visit again. Once was enough. She'd seen
those cold blank walls in Mississippi when a man had beaten her nearly to
death. Narrowing
her mindscape to the next few seconds and the task at hand, she forced fear to
a level that didn't impede her functioning. Eyes and ears open for movement
from the woods, she and Joan kept up a running patter, meaningless, to provide
a level of human noise a bear— a normal bear—would find off-putting. As
she loosed the rope from the tree trunk to lower the bear-pack, a moment's
panic knifed through her: a sudden vision of herself, arms laden with food,
becoming an irresistible target, the shadows in the wood coalescing, the gleam
of teeth, a rake of claws. Breathing
it out as if it were poison, she blew the image away and watched the red pack,
colorless without the sun, separate from the greater darkness overhead and
descend to the ground. Once
past the idea that the aroma of Constant Comment tea would bring certain
death rushing from the trees, they began to enjoy the hot drinks working their
dependable cure. The night was no less cold, the ruin of the camp no less
stark, but sitting in the warmth of down bags, their backs against the solid
reassurance of the rock, both Anna and Joan felt less afraid. Anna was able to
let her thoughts off such a tight leash, and Joan's motherhood was being shoved
back into its box by the scientist and researcher. Neither spoke of Rory Van
Slyke. Until the sun rose he was in the hands of the gods. Or the belly of the
beast. You're
hurt, Joan said. Your arm. Anna
looked down her right shoulder and remembered the pain slicing through it in
the tent. In the feeble light of the setting moon it showed only as a black
stain on the pale sleeve of the gray turtleneck she slept in. She'd not felt a
thing since. Too much adrenaline in her system. Now that Joan called attention
to it, she was aware of a burning sensation. It's
not deep, Anna said. Only
a flesh wound? Joan laughed and it made Anna feel better than even the
hot tea had. The
role of caretaker slipped over the researcher's own fears. She found the
flashlight and shined it on Anna's arm. The jersey was torn and there was some
blood. Joan set the flashlight on the rock, the beam pointed toward Anna.
Pinching up the sleeve she said, May I? Tear
away. Joan
tore open the sleeve over the wound. Thanks. I've always wanted to do
that. So dramatic. Using
water still warm from the stove, she washed the scratch clean. Anna watched
with surprising disinterest. The events of the night left her with a detached
feeling of unreality. Like shock, she warned herself and took another
drink of hot sweet tea. You're
right, Joan said. It's not bad. With
the blood wiped away Anna could see it was shallow and only three or four
inches long. Enough to break the skin and tear down a few layers but nothing
more. Obediently
she held her tea in her left hand and let Joan clean the wound with peroxide,
smear it with antibiotic ointment and dress it with gauze. It was the right
thing to do. Bear's claws, she assumed, weren't sterile weapons. Left to
herself, though, Anna might have ignored it. Lethargy: another sign of shock.
Delayed onset. Bizarre. Anna drank more tea. I've
been researching bears for twenty-one years, Joan said as she finished
putting way the first-aid supplies. Since I graduated from the University
of Minnesota. Black bears, brown bears, polar bears, Kodiaks. I even petted a
koala bear once, though they are not members of the family. And I've never
experienced anything like this. It was like the bear was having a psychotic
break. People
went insane every day. Hospitals were built all over the world to house them.
Animals didn't. It went against nature. The unnatural was more frightening than
murder, mayhem, flood or famine. Anna
sipped. They sat shoulder to shoulder, almost touching, both staring out over
the toes of their sleeping bags at the crushed and pillaged tents. Do
bears get rabies? Anna asked, her wound suddenly more interesting. In
Guadalupe Mountains National Park, she had dealt with a rabid skunk. In
Mississippi she'd had to put down an infected porcupine. When she was eleven
years old, she'd seen her dad shoot a rabid dog, an Airedale that seemed nearly
as big as a camel to her child-sized eyes. Rabies sickened an animal until it
became vicious. The movie version of a blood-crazed creature hell-bent on human
flesh was largely a myth, but such was the misery an infected animal suffered,
they did become deranged. That's
a good question, Joan replied. I don't see why not. Their nervous
systems are not so radically different from a dog's or a human's. But every
time there's a bear attack, we check and I've never heard of it happening.
Probably because of their size. Bats, dogs, skunks—nothing bites bears. This
bear sounded sure-footed, Anna noted. She was thinking of the staggering
gait of animals far enough gone with rabies to exhibit strange behavior
patterns. Your
arm, did he bite you or scratch you? Joan asked suddenly. I
was wondering when you'd think of that, Anna said. I don't
know. If
you start frothing at the mouth, can I shoot you? No
gun. I'll
be creative. They
thought about that for a while, Anna reliving remembered footage from Old
Yeller. I wish we'd gotten a look at the bear, she said after a
while. We
may yet, Joan said. Put in the future instead of the past, the concept
wasn't nearly so attractive. They
waited through the false dawn in silence. By half past five the light grew
strong enough to again think about the boy and the bear. Both
tents were destroyed. Anna and Joan spread them out to assess the damage. The
shredding was excessive for any animal not seeking a food reward. Multiple rips
two and three feet in length cut down from dome to ground in seven places on
Rory's tent and one on theirs. The
ground around the tents had been dug up. A stuff sack containing fencing tools
was torn to pieces, the tools scattered in the grass. Rory's day pack, clothes
and sleeping bag had been dragged from his tent and littered the clearing. Having
gathered what they could find of the young Earthwatcher's belongings, they took
inventory: the clothes he'd worn the previous day, his boots, baseball cap,
three and a half pairs of socks, four of underpants, shorts, T-shirts, tennis
shoes, water bottle. Everything he would logically have carried was accounted
for. The only items missing were the sweat pants and shirt and a pair of soft
flat-soled black slippers, the kind for sale in any Chinatown, that he'd worn
the night before. If
he had escaped the bear, the wilderness could kill him if they didn't find him
fairly soon. Dressed in pajamas and slippers and without food, the nights in
the fifties, he would have a rough time of it. Had they been in the desert, his
time would be even shorter. Glacier's high country had water. If he was lucky
and didn't panic, he wouldn't die of thirst. Joan
radioed park dispatch. In short, efficient sentences she gave them the
information they'd need to plan the search for Rory Van Slyke. Radio traffic
built in volume as one ranger after another was dragged out of bed by the phone
and called in service over the radio. Come sunup, the search was park business
as usual. Anna and Joan would begin from the campsite. Six members of the bear
team from the frontcountry would start in on horseback. The ranger stationed at
the backcountry cabin halfway down to Waterton Lake would head up their direction. Given
the night's events, odds were good Rory was either dead or would be found close
to camp in fairly short order. The machinery was set in motion because if he
was truly lost or alive and injured, time was the single most important
commodity they had to offer. By
six-thirty it was light enough to track. Anna had little confidence in her
abilities in lush woodland; the bulk of her experience had been in the desert.
But their quarry weighed an estimated four hundred pounds. That would help.
Joan Rand was not an experienced tracker in a general sense, but she had been
following bears by track and spoor most of her adult life. In
the clear gray light, unencumbered as yet by the shadows of the rising sun, the
two women stood by the rock, day packs full of food, water and first-aid
supplies. There.
Joan pointed southwest. I
see it. Faint elongated depressions, which would vanish as soon as the
sun's heat reached the dew, formed an irregular line in the grass between the
circle of trees and where they'd packed up the scrapped tents; the bear
traveling through high grass. Moving
slowly, one to either side of the ephemeral trail, they walked, eyes to the
ground. No
scat, Joan said. Is
that odd? Everything
about this bear is odd. Pooping— Anna found comfort in the silly
non-scientific word. —is one of the ways bears let you know they've
staked a claim. Often at sights of severe maulings, especially if the bear has
fed on the victim, you find a big pile of poop. We solved a bear murder case
three years ago. Got DNA samples from the poop and, lo and behold, they matched
up with hair samples we'd taken the year before from another bear/human
interface. So we knew we had the right bears and weren't just killing them to
make the victim's family happy. Bears
plural? Anna asked. Could there have been more than one bear in their
campsite last night? Mother
and two two-year-old cubs. We had to kill them all. They had all partaken of
the feast. Joan seemed to remember that maybe this time Rory Van Slyke
and not some nameless stranger was the main course. She shook her head as if
ridding herself of bad thoughts. Anyway, I thought our bear might have
left a mark, is all. Not
conversant with how grizzlies left their calling cards, Anna said nothing. Items
from Rory's tent were dropped along the way as if flung aside by a spoiled
child. Flashlight, Joan said, stooping to pluck the named item out
of the grass. She held it up to the first rays of the rising sun.
Teethmarks. The
bear took a flashlight? Anna asked stupidly. I
doubt it. A
bear wouldn't take it, wouldn't carry it. Rory would. The bear would have taken
it from Rory. Maybe as the boy batted at him with it. Anna took the plastic
cylinder from Joan's hands to see the marks for herself. No blood,
she observed. That's good news, I guess. The optimism was forced.
There wouldn't necessarily be blood. Not at first. She dropped the flashlight
back in the grass. There'd be time to police the clearing later. As it fell, a
tiny sound escaped Joan's lips as if this tossing aside of Rory's possession
was in some way a slight to Rory himself. In
the morning light the woods weren't nearly as formidable as they had been the
night before. At the higher elevations the undergrowth wasn't as dense. Trees
were tall and widely spaced, the ground between waist-deep in fern. Hope
of tracking the bear or the boy was quickly laid to rest. No scat, no hair, no
blood; the big animal had slipped invisibly into its element like Br'er Rabbit
into his briar patch. Likewise had Rory Van Slyke disappeared, either carried
in the bear's jaws or of his own volition, the soft, slick soles of his Chinese
slippers leaving no trace. Anna
did find a peculiar bit of wood, a two-by-two of mahogany or cherry about ten
inches long and polished until the edges were rounded. Because it showed no
signs of weathering she knew it had come from Rory's tent. No teethmarks
scarred the surface, so it was a good guess the bear hadn't carted it into the
forest. What it was or why Rory needed to tote it with him on research treks or
when fleeing from, or being abducted by, enormous omnivores, Anna hadn't a
clue. They
spent two hours searching the woods around the camp. Calling Rory's name
repeatedly they hoped to scare off the bear if it was still nearby, or scare up
a response from a lost or injured boy. Their
homemade racket was assisted by the almost constant commentary from Joan's
radio. The usual business of the park went on: an illegally parked horse
trailer on the north side, a rockslide east of the weeping wall, but most of
the talk regarded the search. The
number one-oh-two came up repeatedly. District ranger? Anna asked. Chief
and, till we get a new one, acting superintendent. Since
her promotion and move to Mississippi, district ranger was the position Anna
held. As was true in many middle management jobs, district rangers had
tremendous responsibilities. It was they who were called upon to search, to
rescue, to handle law enforcement situations beyond the field rangers' capabilities.
Though they were the ultimate authority available when the chips were down or
the proverbial shit hit the fan, they had very little authority in the greater
NPS hierarchy. The first hint of real power was reserved for the chief rangers. He
any good? Anna asked. Harry
Ruick? He's good, Joan said. Sides with the bears when the public
isn't clamoring. And
when they are? Pours
experts on them. Does
he usually go out on searches? Some chiefs stayed active in the field,
but more often than not they didn't. Several times a year they'd make some sort
of publicized trek of the brass into the backwoods for management reasons but,
particularly in the bigger parks, chief ranger had become an administrative
position. Not
usually, Joan admitted. The
search wasn't three hours old and already the big guns were rolling out. Harry
Ruick was guessing Van Slyke was dead. By
eight o'clock a light rain began to fall. August's warmth was co-opted by
weather and altitude. It had yet to reach sixty degrees. The low ceiling of
clouds would keep out any assistance by air. Rain was light and the wind calm,
but visibility on Flattop had dwindled to nothing. Joan
radioed Ruick, who headed up the team, and told him they had nothing. He
advised them to eat, rest, stay warm and meet the team on West Flattop Trail
around noon, when horses and searchers should be arriving. Rory's
father and stepmother are camped at Fifty Mountain, Joan said into the
radio. Has anybody been sent to inform them? We'll
work on it, Ruick promised and Joan left it at that. They
followed directions, eating as much as they could, resting, then hiking down to
the trail. The day shared its misery, cool and rainy: warm enough that rain
gear left one overheated and sweating, cold enough to give a severe chill if
one got thoroughly wet. A day without a whole hell of a lot to recommend it, as
far as Anna was concerned. Shortly
before noon they met up with the search party and led them the three quarters
of a mile back to their camp. Ruick
hadn't wasted his time in the saddle. On the ride up he'd worked out the search
area and the pattern to be used. The area around the clearing from where Rory'd
disappeared was divided into quadrants. The search pattern, Anna noticed, was
tight and intense. Ruick was looking for a body or an injured person, not a
young man still able to cover any amount of territory. Anna
and Joan went with the chief ranger on the section west toward Trapper Peak and
south to the precipitous descent into McDonald Creek. As often as not, park
higher-ups went soft. Some went down this road out of laziness; even more did
so because in their mountain-climbing, water-rafting youth, they'd trashed knee
and ankle joints. Like aging football players, they found themselves stove in
and going to fat in their middling years. By midafternoon Anna was wishing one
of those fates had befallen Harry Ruick. He was no wunderkind rocketed
up to the exalted rank of chief while still a lad; Anna put him in his early
fifties. His dark hair was grizzled, and through the open neck of his uniform
shirt, it looked as if the thick pelt on his chest had gone completely white.
He wasn't a tall man, but built, as Anna's father might have said when waxing
uncouth, like a brick shit house: squat, thick and rock-hard. Ruick
set a brutal pace and showed Anna and Joan the compliment of never doubting
they could match it. Unencumbered by weight—they carried little but their own
drinking water—they did. Drizzle
turned to rain and back to drizzle half a dozen times. The three of them ran
rivers of sweat. Rain gear was pulled off and stuffed in packs. Rain washed
sweat away and water streamed off their faces and arms. The woods dripped,
their silence moving from mysterious to oppressive. Ruick led them down ragged
slopes toward McDonald Creek through thickets of alder ten and fifteen feet
high and so dense they crawled on hands and knees till mud caked their
undersides. They
found no trace of Rory Van Slyke or the bear. Radio
traffic from the other three quadrants, two east into the burn, the other
northwest across West Flattop Trail, let them know the hunting had been no
better for the other team members. Just
after six that evening, they took a break and ate the sandwiches the team had
packed in on the horses. Ruick was as wet and dirty as Anna. And, bless
his heart, had the grace to look every bit as tired. One more hour,
he told them. Then we're getting into dark. One more hour and we'll head
back to your camp. Anna lowered her eyes to her cheese sandwich so he
wouldn't see the relief in them. Joan
didn't suffer Anna's vanity. Good, she said. My dogs are
barking. University of Minnesota, Anna remembered. Dogs were feet,
barking was tired. Where that strange code fit in with lutefisk and Lutherans
she'd never discovered. Harry
Ruick radioed the rest of the team with the quitting time, then they pushed
themselves up for another hour of calling and crawling and swearing at the
dogged weeping sky. The
last hour did not pass quickly. Time was slowed by a compulsion that had
developed in Anna forcing her to look at her watch every few minutes. Finally
Ruick said, That's enough, and they turned back. The search
technique he'd opted for was meticulous and labor intensive, the ground they
covered rugged, rife with hiding places. As a result, they'd traveled less than
three miles from the campsite. When
they were nearly to the clearing, the rain stopped. Clouds were thinning in the
west, letting in a flood of orange light that lifted Anna's spirits as much as
the thought of dry clothes and hot cocoa. Joan
was not similarly cheered. She wasn't sufficiently self-centered for rescue
work, Anna decided as she watched her, head down, slogging along in Harry
Ruick's wake. If Anna had to guess, she would have said Joan wasn't thinking of
dry clothes and hot drinks, but of a boy who was facing a cold wet night
without them. Or a boy who would never need them again. One-oh-two,
two-one-four. Joan and the chief ranger's radios came to life in stereo.
Two-one-four was Gary Bradley, one of the frontcountry bear-team guys. Anna had
met him when they'd gathered before the search and come to know him by proxy,
eavesdropping on their radio conversations. Gary was young and bearded and
idealistic and interchangeable with a thousand other seasonals who gave up
security and the American Dream for an intensely private dream of what
the world could be. Ruick
drew his hand-held from its cordovan leather holster on his belt. Anna hadn't
noticed before, but the back of his hand was crisscrossed with scratches and
jeweled with bright beads of blood where thorns had broken the skin. The sight
of blood reminded her of her own wound, the groove dug in her shoulder by the
grizzly bear. She half hoped it would leave a scar. The story would be
well worth the disfigurement. Go
ahead, Gary, the chief ranger was saying into his radio. We
got something here you better come look at. What
have you found? We're
up near Kootnai Pass, off West Glacier Trail half a mile. How far away are
you? Maybe
three miles. We can get there before dark. I'll
have Vic wait on the trail. Ruick
replaced the radio on his belt and picked up the pace. Gary
Bradley wouldn't say what they'd found over the public air waves. The only
thing that made people that circumspect was a corpse. Anna
sighed. So much for the cocoa. 5 According
to Anna's internal hiking pedometer, it was approximately two miles from
their camp to where the man called Vic was waiting for them: forty minutes
walking. The sun had gone behind Nahsukin Mountain, but the snow on Trapper
Peak still reflected molten fire. So far north, the twilight would linger. Vic
was another of Ruick's seasonals, on four months, off eight. The image of these
economic nomads was that of rootless college students collecting life
experiences with the safety net of Mom and Dad's income still stretched beneath
them. That hadn't been true for ten years or more. Certainly not since Anna had
joined the service. Vic was in his late thirties. A gold band on his left hand
proclaimed him a married man. Chances were good he had a kid or two to support
while he waited for the park service to offer him a full-time job with
benefits. An
ugly man, tubular and tight and pointy-headed, the seasonal began waving the
minute they appeared on the trail. Both hands waved a welcome ratified by an
accompanying shout. Given this gay greeting Anna began to think things weren't
as bad as they had feared. Then
they got close enough so that she could see him clearly. It wasn't welcome that
animated his tin-woodsman form but relief. He trotted up the trail babbling
about times and distances and rockfalls, only half of which they could
understand. Ignoring Anna and Joan, he stopped in front of the chief ranger.
Though he hadn't run more than twenty feet, he was panting, his long face with
its tight little features had a grayish cast and he was sweating profusely.
Anna could smell the unmistakable reek of vomit boiling off him with his body
heat. Take
it easy . . . Vic. Ruick read the man's name off the brass plate over his
left front pocket. Harry Ruick had reached that rarified stratum of management
where the names of the little people ran together. The
chief ranger might not know his seasonals' names, but he knew his job. Keeping
his voice light and confident, he said, Anybody going to die in the next
five minutes? No,
Vic admitted, but— Then
let's slow down. I don't know about these two, he jerked his chin at Anna
and Joan, but I need to catch my breath. The trail where Vic met
them ran along the northern edge of the burn. To the south, sinking into an
oblivion of inky darkness with the going of the sun, was charred land, burnt
spikes of trees snagging the skyline. Tiring of its grim aspect, Anna looked
north to where the mountain fell away in green and stone, tumbling steeply into
the canyon cut by Kootnai Creek. In mist and blue velvet the Rockies rushed
like water frozen in time across the Waterton Valley toward Canada. For the
first time she had the sense she was on top of a mountain. Fragments of the
rainstorm had settled beneath Flattop, clouds clinging to the sides of the far
mountains. Sun-touched tops were pink, bottoms gray, leaching night up from the
canyons. Transfixed
by this glimpse of paradise, she found herself standing alone. Harry had led
Vic to a log, where he sat between the chief ranger and Joan, seeming to take
comfort from the authority of the one and the mere presence of the other. Anna
had nothing to offer so she remained where she was, acutely aware that the
pleasure she took in this asymmetry of perfection would soon be blotted out by
whatever nasty sorrow humans had brought upon themselves with their meddling. That
in Rory's case she was one of the prime meddlers was not lost upon her. She
would feel no guilt at the boy's death, but she would not escape a heavy sense
of wrongness, of not having fit seamlessly enough into the fabric of nature. Ruick
got up and came to where she stood. Vic's going to stay here with Joan.
We won't be doing much tonight. He's pretty shook. You come with me. The
bear team had marked where they were to leave West Flattop Trail with orange
surveyor's tape. According to the two scraps of tape, the path led down a
scree-and-alder-choked side of a ravine cut through the rock of the mountain's flank.
Anna hoped Harry didn't want her to come with him too far. She'd managed to
trick her tired body into moving along at a respectable clip, but if she had to
climb the hill she was now skidding down for any great distance, she was going
to begin to show a definite strain. If Harry wanted her to carry any dead
weight, she would be in trouble. The
boys found a body. Ruick talked as they went, sliding and clinging to
spiny alders, his words flashing back with the whip of released branches.
From what Vic says, it's torn up bad. Face pretty much gone. People
live behind their faces. When rescuers had to deal with victims whose faces had
been destroyed, it was immeasurably harder than dealing with severed or mangled
limbs. Unfair as it was, facial mutilation turned the victim into a monster of
the most unsettling kind: one to be feared and pitied at the same time. Anna
was glad Joan had been left behind to look after the seasonal ranger. Unless
she was a whole lot harder than Anna took her for, she'd superimpose her son
Luke under the mangled features and give herself nightmares for a year. Another
terrific reason for not having children: it was so disturbing when animals ate
them. Have
you located Rory's folks yet? Anna asked, her mind running along
parental lines. This
is not our boy. They
slid further into the night. Into dense brush, the kind favored by predators.
Anna's mind closed itself off so she would not think of the roars that had
ripped them from the false sense of civilization they had enjoyed the night
before. She concentrated on keeping her footing and keeping the tangle of
low-growing branches from raking the flesh from her face. Bear!
Hey, bear! jerked Anna out of survival mode. A jolt of fear so strong she
twitched with it brought her to a stop. It's
us, Gary, the chief ranger called. Thank
God, came an answering voice. Thank
God, Anna echoed. Moments
later they broke through the brush into a clearing no bigger than a living room
rug. Like a character in a horror movie, Gary Bradley stood over a body, his
flashlight held in front of him. The
last of the light had retreated to the west. Anna fumbled her own flashlight
from her pack and for a moment the three of them blinded each other, needing to
reassure themselves that the faces ringed around the corpse were more or less
human. Gary
was pale under the beard, his lips bloodless in the harsh light of the flash.
At the sight of Harry Ruick, Anna could see the young man re-gathering his
wits. Being alone in the creeping dusk with nothing for company but a dead body
and whatever killed it would unnerve anyone. Bradley was glad not to be alone
and gladder still to be able to hand over the reins of leadership. We
were covering West Flattop, he said. Vic saw what looked to be drag
marks going off the trail up there where he met you. We followed them down and
found this. Her. Anna
was standing back five or six feet from the crumpled form at Bradley's feet,
waiting for instructions. Ruick squatted down and she moved slightly, training
her flashlight on the body to give him more light to see by. The
dead woman was lying on her side, knees drawn up as if she slept. Her right arm
was thrown up, obscuring her face. Blond hair, shoulder-length, permed and
dyed, frothed out from under a red-billed cap with the Coca-Cola logo on it.
She wore an oversized man's army jacket. Her legs were bare between the bottom
of flared rayon skirt-like shorts and the tops of her hiking boots. Anna didn't
see much blood. What there was would have soaked into the ground. Ruick
settled into deep calm, his manner deliberate, his words measured. Anna had
seen it a hundred times, done it herself at least that many, still she found
comfort in it. Things were under control. Help had arrived. Harry
felt for a carotid. We
checked first thing, Gary said. She'd been dead awhile, I'd guess.
She was sort of cold. But that might have been the rain. Any
ID? None
that we could find. Ruick
handed Anna his flashlight and she trained it along with hers on the corpse as
he carefully turned it over. As
the body rolled onto its back, Gary looked away. He'd seen what was there and
made the choice not to see it again. Anna looked from the seasonal ranger back
to the body then wished she'd followed his lead, traded the sight of the
woman's face for the scrap of sky Gary studied. We
just kind of started to roll her—you know, see if she was—then figured we'd
better leave well enough alone. Bear'd been feeding on her, Gary explained
disjointedly, eyes still fixed on a place only the gods call home. His
words pattered meaninglessly. Anna and Harry were locked in their own horror
show. Half of the woman's face was gone. From just above her left eyebrow down
to her jaw was a red ragged mass. Cheekbone and teeth were exposed, bone and
enamel crusted brown with dried blood. The eyeball was still in its socket,
staring in cloudy malevolence, the flesh around it eaten away. Eaten.
Anna pushed closer, knelt beside Harry and shined both lights on the carnage.
Look at the edges of the wound. Here and here. She pointed to the
cut on the forehead and the vertical slash that had taken out half the woman's
nose. Not eaten. This was done with a knife, a razor, an axe, something
like that. Ruick
stayed where he was, squatting on his heels, till Anna's knees began to ache.
Dutifully she held her post, keeping the lights steady. I'd
rather it had been a bear, Ruick said at last. I'd whole hell of a
lot rather it had been a bear. A
person killed her? Gary said, and for the first time Anna heard outrage
in his voice. A sentiment she shared. Working with wild animals one might never
lose the sense of tragedy a deadly encounter brought down on both species, but
it was a tragedy untainted by evil. Or at least that's how Anna had felt before
the bizarre sense that had pervaded her the night before, the feeling the beast
was not merely wild but somehow intentionally malicious. People killing people
was a different story. Always there was evil. Sometimes it was several times
removed, as when soldiers fought to the death for someone else's ideals. But it
was always there. Looks
that way, Harry said. Did you check the rest of the body? No,
sir, just the face. Clearly that had been enough for Gary. Ruick
rocked back on his heels. In the spill of light from the flashlights, he
studied first Gary then Anna and made a decision. Anna,
hand Gary the lights and help me with this. Gary, keep us lit here. I don't
suppose anybody's got a tape recorder? Pen and paper? Anna did have that
in the form of the small yellow pocket notebook with the ten standard
firefighting orders printed on the inside cover. While Ruick rooted around in
his pack, she and the seasonal waited, wishing they had more to do, some positive
action to take. Having found what he sought, a 35-mm camera, Harry clicked off
half a dozen pictures. The flash burned the photos into Anna's brain as they
did into the film. Scene recorded, Ruick began his work on the dead woman. Gary
held the lights as best he could while keeping his eyes off the ruin of the
corpse's face. Anna took notes. Ruick opened the army jacket. The dead woman
was built along apple-on-a-stick lines. The bulk of her weight was carried
between pubic bone and collar bone: big breasts, thick waist, meaty hips ending
abruptly in skinny and shapely legs. There wasn't much to write about. Except
for the butchered face, she appeared unharmed. Internal injuries would be
determined by the autopsy. Trauma to the face suggested enough force to snap
the neck, but there was surprisingly little blood; none of the flowing spillage
one might expect had the cuts occurred while the heart was still beating. The
carving had been done after the woman was dead. Harry's
check of the body was cursory. No defensive cuts on hands or arms. Nothing
apparent under the nails. Given the lack of light it was impossible to
ascertain much in the way of detail. The woman had no identification on her.
The pockets of the army coat produced unused rolls of film, a three-by-five
card, much battered, with measurements written on it, lip balm, three pennies
and a topographical map of the park. The pockets of the victim's shorts were
empty. Ruick
finished the search, then lacking anything with which to cover her, he rolled
the body back on its side and the ruination of her face was lost in shadow. He
and Anna reclaimed their flashlights and the three of them did a perfunctory
search of the tiny clearing, using only light and eyes for fear extraneous
movement would further contaminate a crime scene that had already been severely
compromised. No
pack, Anna said. No
water bottle anywhere, Gary added. Film
suggests she was carrying a camera. Could be the pack was stolen. Could be it
just got left off if she was chased or killed someplace else, Ruick said. He
got on the radio and set the machinery in motion for the body recovery. With
the weather clearing, a helicopter would be able to come at first light to
airlift it out of the park. While
he talked, Anna was shutting down. Night, too much hiking, scrabbling and
thinking, too little sleep, too little food: her brain was blanking. Though she
moved the light around in a desultory fashion she knew she wasn't seeing what
was there. Gary and the chief ranger were in slightly better shape. Their sleep
had not been ravaged by a psychotic bear. Still, she doubted any of the three
of them would be good for much till morning. Finally
Ruick put his radio away. For a long minute no one said anything. Anna knew she
had fallen into a dangerous state. She was abdicating, turning over not only
the problem of the dead woman but her own well-being to the solid, reassuring
Harry Ruick. Snap out of it, she ordered herself and scrubbed her skull
with her knuckles to wake up the gray matter. Abdicating in the backcountry was
commonplace. It was also a coward's way and a fool's. Nobody could guarantee
another's safety in the wilderness. Brain
nominally in gear, she said, We carry her out? Can't
see how to avoid it, Ruick replied. Can't leave her here. We're
between a rock and a hard place. We carry her out and trash what might remain
of the crime scene or we leave her here and the scavengers do the job for us.
They may anyway. The smell of blood is bound to attract some. There
was nothing in which to wrap the corpse. To facilitate carrying, they removed
her arms from the sleeves of her jacket, zipped them inside and tied the
sleeves over her chest. Anna secured her feet by the simple expedient of tying
her bootlaces together. Harry
Ruick took the head, Gary Bradley the feet. Anna had the awkward but not
difficult task of lighting their way back up the mountainside. The body had
been located less than a hundred yards down from the trail and they traversed
the distance in a grunting quarter of an hour. During
their absence Joan had not been idle. The other members of the team had
convened on West Flattop Trail. It had been too late and too dark to return to
Anna and Joan's camp for their personal things, but three tents had been
brought up from where the bear team cached their own gear. Camp was being set
up a quarter of a mile off trail where park visitors would not see it and so
have their wilderness experience infringed upon. Joan herself waited on the log
where they'd left her with Vic to lead them to the new camp. Though
they'd known each other little more than five days, Anna was inordinately glad
to see her. Leaving the men to struggle on with their burden across the flat
and level meadow that presaged the burn, Anna walked ahead with Joan. So
it was a woman, Joan said. Anna
heard the threadbare weariness in her voice and knew she was probably running
on nerve; muscle and bone were exhausted. Joan Rand was in fairly good shape,
but she carried an extra twenty pounds. Most of that, Anna guessed, was heart.
Joan was carrying the pain, Anna only the work and a few ounces of the horror.
Either she'd been born heartless or over the years had grown inured to the
tragedies of others. A
woman, she confirmed. Do
we know who she was? Not
yet. As
if admitting a failing on her part, Joan said, You know, I was so glad it
wasn't Rory I didn't even bother to ask Vic who she was. Rory
Van Slyke. Anna hadn't given him a moment's consideration since the chief
ranger had said of the corpse, This is not our boy. If Rory's trail
had been picked up by the backcountry ranger or the other members of the team,
they would have heard. He was still out there lost or hurt or dead. At
least we know our bear—presuming this was done by the same bear—has moved
on, Joan said. If it had taken Rory, cached him, it would have made
a nest nearby and stayed there to feed. The logic of bear behavior was
cheering her considerably. Anna was about to put an end to that. It wasn't that
she was in a foul mood herself and so wanted to spread the wretchedness around.
It was that she respected Joan enough to know she'd want to know the facts and
liked her enough to guess she'd rather be told under cover of darkness by another
woman than back in camp under the glare of Coleman lanterns and men's eyes. This
lady wasn't killed by our bear or any bear. She was hacked up by an edged
weapon. A human being killed her. Or something with opposable thumbs
masquerading as a human being. Ahead
was the camp. Lanterns had been set up, and four men and one woman bustled
purposefully about. Three tents had been pitched and Anna heard the familiar
hiss of a gas stove. Environmentalist that she was, it would still have given
her hope and courage had there been a great roaring fire to welcome them, warm
their bones and keep the monsters of the dark away. In this group of
conservationists, she wouldn't dare to so much as voice her primitive longings. This
is it, Joan said, stopping. Ruick and Bradley carried the corpse past
them into camp like hunters returning with the day's kill. Did
you hear me? Anna asked when Joan didn't fall into step behind them. I
did, Joan answered quietly. I just couldn't think of anything to
say. They
stayed a moment in silence on the edge of the circle of light carved out of the
night. Hot
drinks? Anna said finally. Hot
drinks, Joan agreed. Between
Anna and Harry they had thirty-one years of law enforcement in America's
national parks, yet the body of the murder victim created a dilemma neither of
them had faced before. Because of Glacier's active grizzly bear population the
remains were not only evidence but meat, carrion. Trails in the park were
routinely closed by the bear management team if a dead deer or elk was found on
or near them. A carcass attracted bears. What they'd so laboriously carried out
of the ravine might be a corpse tomorrow in a morgue. Tonight it was a carcass,
just beginning to get ripe and alluring. Faced
with a problem pertaining to Ursus horribilis, Joan regained her
equilibrium and took charge. The body was wrapped in plastic garbage bags—not
because it would keep the smell from the keen noses of any bears in the
neighborhood but to shield the delicate sensibilities of the humans—and hung up
in a tree thirty yards from camp along with the other edibles. That
more than anything seemed to bring a bleakness of mood over everyone. Though
several people made a weak joke or two and nobody stared at the ghoulish tree
decoration outright, Anna was sure everyone was as acutely aware as she that it
was hanging there, high in the branches, just beyond the reach of light, like a
Windigo in the north woods. They
ate in silence and crawled into the tents. There were six bear-team members,
plus Harry, Anna and Joan. Though as strays, Anna and Joan were invited to make
a third in somebody's tent, Anna opted to sleep in the open. Better
to face down the devil than blindly hear him circling. 6 Despite
the fact there seemed to be a bear in Glacier with Anna's name on it and
a lunatic who sliced off women's faces, she slept very well. Harry Ruick woke
her just after five by clanging around with stove and coffeepot. Having
only the truly vile clothes she'd worn the day before, Anna had slept in
nothing but her shirt and had to spend an awkward minute struggling into
underpants and shorts in the narrow confines of a sleeping bag. Trained in
backcountry etiquette, Ruick did not deign to notice her until she was decent. Joan
had selected their camp with foresight. Two downed logs, fallen at right angles
to one another, formed a natural seating area. Having stuffed the borrowed
sleeping bag into its sack, Anna made herself a cup of coffee from a
flow-through bag and joined the chief ranger where he sat on a log. Buck
got to the Van Slyke boy's dad up at Fifty Mountain yesterday afternoon, so the
folks know the kid's missing, Ruick said in lieu of good
morning. Anna
nodded. Buck was probably the backcountry ranger from down toward Waterton
Lake. The
helicopter will be able to land as soon as it's light. If I remember right,
there's a good flat spot on the burn less than a mile from here. We'll need to
go check it and flag it. Harry
wasn't so much talking to Anna as planning his operation. She was content to
serve the passive role of sounding board. Till Harry Ruick arrived on horseback
the day before, she'd never met him. He struck her as the new breed of
administrator—infused with a genuine love of the resource but a political
animal for all that, with an eye to the next rung up the ladder. Old-school
park rangers—or at least the lingering myth of them—would have it that they put
the needs of the park before their own. Enlightened self-interest was the
current trend. You're
here sort of apprenticing on Kate's bear DNA project, that right? he
asked. Despite the time they'd spent together floundering around in the
shrubbery, Anna had the feeling this was probably the first time he'd really
seen her. Yes,
she said. My home park's the Natchez Trace Parkway in Mississippi. You
know John Brown? He's
chief ranger there. John
and I went to FLETC together, Ruick named the Federal Law Enforcement
Training Center, which NPS enforcement rangers filtered through at some point
in their careers. Tell him I said 'hey' when you see him. Anna
promised she would. She wasn't surprised the two men knew each other. The
National Park Service was spread over a lot of real estate but there weren't
that many full-time employees. The game of who do you know was
played successfully from Joshua Tree to Acadia. Amenities
observed, he returned to the issues at hand. We're going to do double
duty today. Split our forces. You and I will go over the crime scene this
morning. Two of my district rangers and about a third of my field rangers are
in California on the Angeles National Forest. The damn annual pilgrimage to
keep the movie stars from being burned out of house and home. Talk about a
prime location for a 'let burn' policy. But be that as it may, I'm
short-handed. So if you wouldn't mind playing step-'n'-fetchit for me, I'd
appreciate it. In
one sentence he'd managed to give Anna the illusion of a gracious request and
at the same time let her know her official status in the investigation was that
of a gofer. A manager's manager. Glad
to help any way I can, she said, and meant it. Good
girl. The
girl offended Anna not in the least. Being a woman of a certain
age, she'd learned to pick her battles. That, and she'd been called a whole lot
worse. Gary,
Vic, the others'll continue searching for the Van Slyke boy. As soon as the
body —he pushed his jaw at the plastic-wrapped lump of bear bait hanging
in the tree at the far edge of their camp— is taken to West Glacier, the
helicopter will join the search. If the kid is up and around we ought to be
able to find him today. He
didn't add the obvious, that if Rory wasn't up and around it probably wouldn't
make a whole lot of difference whether he was found today or a month from
today. They
sipped their coffee in companionable silence awaiting the sun. Anna was cold.
Her green uniform shorts and short-sleeved gray shirt offered little in the way
of warmth. In a minute, when she was more awake, she would get her raincoat
from her day pack. Have
you ever had a murder at Glacier before? she asked. You
mean since it's been a national park? Harry thought about that for a bit.
Glacier was made a park in 1910. We joined up with Canada in 1932.
There's bound to have been some foul play but nothing in recent history,
he said finally. They used to be rare as hen's teeth. Used
to be. Anna was thinking of the beheading in Yosemite a few years back, the
death of the child in her own park only months before. Population
was at an all-time high. Park visitation was up. Anna remembered reading Future
Shock in college, the experiments crowding too many rats in too small a
space. Now, nearly thirty years later, it was happening in the parks. The rats
were starting to kill each other. Twenty
minutes after first light, before the sun had scraped over the jagged cliffs
rising from the eastern edge of the mountain, camp was broken, gear was stowed.
Joan and the rest of the bear team headed southeast to mark the helicopter
landing area, their sad cargo belly down across a saddle like a gunslinger's
trophy. Needing the full light of the sun to properly examine the shrub-choked
crime scene, Anna and Harry decided to first walk West Flattop Trail. The
woman had been butchered after death. The kind of precision knife or hatchet
job that had been done on her face was the work of ten or fifteen minutes,
maybe more considering the flesh cut away had been removed from the site.
Butchering was a job requiring privacy. Consequently the body had been carried
off the trail, as the drag marks attested. Corroborating this theory was the
fact that the body had none of the scratches or scrapes that might be expected
on the arms of a healthy live woman forced through a thick alder copse. Had
the murder occurred any distance off trail, most likely the killer would have
had all the privacy needed to mutilate in peace and would have had no need to
move the victim after death. Logic dictated that the murder had been committed
on or near West Flattop, and fairly near where the body had been dumped. In
August, with visitation at its peak, the killer would have wished to get the
body out of sight as quickly as possible. The
burn covered both sides of West Flattop but for the small patch of green
bordering the trail above where the body was found. It was an educated guess
that the kill had occurred in the burn zone, where the perpetrator had little
or no cover. He'd carried the victim till he found enough undergrowth he could
hide in. Anna
and Harry walked, one to each side, three to five yards off the trail in search
of the place the original violence had taken place. Just under half a mile from
where they started, they found what was probably the victim's backpack. It was
forty feet into the burn, stuffed under a downed tree. Char and ash had been
hastily pushed over it. The scorched soil would have proved an ideal surface
for tracking if it hadn't been for the rain the day before. What prints there
might have been were melted into amorphous depressions that would keep their
secrets. Anna
stood by, notebook in hand, while Harry photographed the pack and log with a
different 35-mm camera than he'd used the night before. This one had been
brought in by the helicopter. The other was his own. He'd come to the high
country for a search and rescue, not to investigate a murder. That
done, he and Anna made a series of measurements so the exact location and lie
of the pack could be reconstructed later on paper, should that prove necessary.
Then Ruick pulled on latex gloves, carefully swept the debris off the pack and
pulled it from where it had been stashed. He handled it as if protecting
possible fingerprints, but it was just good form and training. The stained gray
canvas, soaked with rain and grimed with soot, wouldn't hold any latent prints. From
the way the pack moved, Anna could tell it contained something heavy. Harry
emptied the zippered front pouch. Mosquito repellent, tissues,
topo—careful woman, carried two topographical maps. Not
careful enough, Anna remarked as she wrote down the items he'd removed. No.
I guess not. Let's see what we got here. He unzipped the main pocket of
the day pack and lifted out three cameras and four lenses. A
photographer. From what little I know about camera equipment, my guess is this
is pretty expensive stuff. Rules
out robbery, Anna said. Robbery had never been a motive she'd considered
seriously. Robbers took things and ran away. They didn't drag corpses around
and slice their faces off. Why would anyone slice off a face? Maybe he
didn't want her recognized, she said, seeing again the single eye staring
out of the mess. If
that's the case he didn't do a thorough job of it. I don't know about
you, but I'd recognize those near and dear to me if half their face was still
there. It doesn't take that much. That
was true. With dental work, fingerprints, medical records and DNA it was nearly
impossible to hide the identity of a corpse for any length of time. Unless it
was a corpse nobody cared about, and hadn't for a long time. Judging by the
cameras, this woman was too well-to-do to be completely unloved. No
film in any of the cameras, Harry said after a brief inspection. He
handed Anna the stuff to hold. Arms full, she abandoned the role of secretary.
Ruick reached into the pack and took out four boxes of unopened film and three
empties. No exposed film, he said. These boxes must have been
in here awhile. I guess she hadn't gotten to wherever she was going to shoot
before she was killed. Or
she was taking pictures of something the killer didn't want recorded for
posterity, Anna said. The
chief ranger shot her a look of surprise. Good point, he said, and
again she had the odd sensation that he was seeing her. It was as if underlings
only existed as nameless cogs in a green and gray machine. Because Ruick was
good at his job, he kept that machine clean, fueled and maintained, but
scarcely expected the moving parts to show signs of initiative above their
station in life. Item
by item he retrieved the cameras and lenses from Anna and restowed them in the
pack. Another ten minutes were spent circling out from the log, studying the
ground before he said, This vein's mined out, and they moved on. For
the next couple of hours they continued to comb both sides of the trail east
and west, but found no other trace of the woman or anything to indicate who
killed her or why. With the sun high and bright, they returned to where the
body had been and searched the path down and the area around where it had lain,
but again found nothing. If the meat cut from the face had been tossed into the
brush, something had dragged it away and eaten it. Gruesome as that image was,
Anna preferred it to the idea that the killer was hiking around with human
flesh packed along with his peanut butter and pork and beans. More measurements
were taken, notes made. Anna sketched the crime scene. So tangled was it with
branches and leaf litter that, as good as the sketch was, it still looked like
the doodlings of an idiot. Having
done what they could, they hiked east toward Fifty Mountain Camp. Given the
sinister goings-on since Van Slyke's disappearance, Harry felt it behooved him
to speak to the lost boy's parents personally. Three
miles shy of Fifty Mountain they received news of Rory. Returned from hearse
duty to search, the helicopter had flown over several times but it wasn't from
that source that they finally had word. The call came from dispatch in the
valley town of West Glacier. Hikers northbound on Flattop Trail, two miles
south of where it intersected with West Flattop near Fifty Mountain Camp, had
called park headquarters on their cell phone. They'd met a young man, naked
from the waist up and wearing slippers. They said he was distraught. He knew
his name, Rory Van Slyke, but otherwise seemed disoriented and claimed to be
seeking help for two women who had been savaged by a giant bear. Except for a
bad sunburn on his chest and shoulders, he appeared unhurt. The hikers would
stay with him till a ranger arrived. On
receiving the news, Harry radioed the rest of the search party to stand down.
After a night of bears, a day of rain, and a defiled corpse, Anna'd not
realized how starved she was—everybody was—for good news. The searchers fairly
chortled and glowed over the airwaves. Everyone needed to quip, joke, to say
some clever thing. Understanding this phenomenon, Ruick let the good times
effervesce at the cost of radio discipline for exactly two minutes. Anna saw
him look at his watch timing it. Then he cut it off with orders. Since
he and Anna were closest to where Rory waited with the hikers, they would cut
cross-country from West Flattop to Flattop Trail, bypassing Fifty Mountain
Camp, and collect their truant Earthwatcher. Joan and Gary were to hike to
Fifty Mountain and tell Mr. and Mrs. Van Slyke that Rory had been found unhurt.
Buck, the backcountry ranger Anna had yet to meet, was to join them at the camp
to assist Ruick in the murder investigation. Two
law enforcement men in two million acres seemed to be giving the murderer a definite
edge, but there was little else to be done. A massive manhunt could be mounted
if they had any idea who they were looking for. Till then it would only breed
panic and ill will. One
of the great enduring joys of wilderness travel was that, in America at least,
it did not require that one have one's papers in order. Campers were supposed
to have backcountry permits, but hikers didn't need even that. When in the
backcountry one could go to bed when tired, rise when rested and wander where
the heart led, unidentified and untracked. Even had they pulled every
backcountry permit issued, there was no way of knowing where the permittees
might be at any given moment. No one wanted to admit it, but in a killing such
as this, the murderer was likely to get away with it. If he or she—a woman
could just as easily bone a chicken or filet a person as a man—was apprehended,
it would have as much to do with dumb luck as good police work. Their
cross-country trek was short-lived, scarcely more than half a mile, but all of
it uphill. They rejoined Flattop where it ran parallel to West Flattop. Back
again on an improved surface, they made good time and reached the waiting
threesome just after two o'clock; hardly more than an hour after dispatch
radioed that Rory was found. In
the day Anna'd spent with the young Earthwatcher, he'd not seemed a
particularly demonstrative lad; but when he saw her rounding a clump of trees
behind the chief ranger his face actually appeared to light up, as the clichй
would have it. His eyes, dull and downcast, crinkled and came to life. His
face, slack to the point of idiocy, firmed into a boyish smile that ripened
quickly into laughter. For a second Anna thought he was going to rush over and
hug her. She braced herself but his inner light flickered and began to fail.
Like a robot suffering a power interruption, his movements faltered. Anna realized
that, though he had been glad to see her, the major wattage was reserved
for the person he thought was going to round the trees in her footsteps. The
instant it came together in her mind, she jumped in to put the boy out of his
misery. Joan's fine, she said quickly, speaking overloud to
penetrate the fog of trauma hovering around him. Neither of us was hurt.
Joan's gone to Fifty Mountain to tell your folks you're okay. Joan's
fine, she repeated, making sure the salient fact soaked in. Hooray,
he said. Hooray, hooray, hooray. And he hugged himself, sunburned
arms around a chest that was just beginning to show the breadth of manhood. He
rocked slightly and Anna was put in mind of a cartoon dog she'd delighted in as
a kid, Precious. Precious would hug himself and levitate whenever given a dog
biscuit. Rory looked like he'd just been treated to Purina's finest. When
he settled back to earth he began to chatter. I thought you were dead.
You and Joan. I heard that growling and I came back—honest to God I came back.
But the bear was huge. I mean huge. Like a polar bear. So I—I knew I had to get
help— Easy,
son, time for that later. You've had the whole park looking for you for nearly
two days. A lot of people are going to be real glad to see you. Harry
didn't sound like one of those glad individuals. He came across as brusque and
crabby. Anna noticed the hikers, not yet properly thanked for their heroic role
in the saga, exchange a glance of disapproval. Maybe
Harry was a heartless s.o.b., but Anna didn't think so. At least not entirely.
She recognized the unpleasant task of leadership: Harry's work wasn't done yet.
Happy as he might be that Van Slyke was alive and well, there were new plans to
be laid now. The
less altruistic side of the NPS leadership mantle was the deep-clown belief
that virtually every ranger harbored—only idiots and greenhorns got themselves
lost. Purists even espoused the idea that the money and man-hours used to find
them could be better spent. Anna would have been in favor of that radical view
of no-rescue wilderness had she not found search and rescue work so satisfying.
Enlightened self-interest; if the corporations and bureaucracies could get away
with calling selfishness that, surely a private citizen could try it on for
size. Anna,
Harry called her out of her thoughts. Are you an EMT? Yes. Do
your thing. He nodded in Rory's direction. As she led the boy a little
way away from the others, she heard Ruick click into politician mode and begin
to say the right things to the hikers. There was a time in the not-so-distant
past when she would have quietly rolled her eyes and indulged in a small sniff
of superiority. No more. Since she'd become a manager, she'd been made acutely
aware of how important a part of the job being a good politician was. And what
a joy it was to be a lowly flunky again for a few days. She
sat Rory on a stump, dug out the first-aid kit and, while he told his story,
ran through a standard field check. I'd
got out of my tent and gone into the woods just a little way behind that big
rock. Something must've kind of upset my system or something and it wouldn't
wait till morning . . . you know? He
looked to Anna to validate that diarrhea was an acceptable reason to leave
one's tent in the dead of night. I
know, she said agreeably. So
I was out there awhile and I kept hearing things, getting real nervous like,
you know? But I hadn't finished my, uh, my business. My insides— What
kind of things did you hear? Anna interrupted, having no desire to learn
about Rory Van Slyke's insides. For
a moment he didn't answer. He just watched her wrap the blood pressure cuff
around his upper arm with an expression of contentment on his face. Anna
guessed he was comforted by the trappings of modern medicine, civilization. The
things that he'd been raised to believe would keep him safe from the monsters. She
pumped up the cuff and he looked away, suddenly squeamish, as if she were
sticking a needle in his vein. What did you hear? she asked again. Animals,
I think. You know, maybe just little ones, though they could have been
something else. Maybe mice or rabbits or coyotes or something. I know you're
supposed to make a lot of noise when you go out into the woods like that, to
scare the bears off. Joan told me that. It wasn't that I forgot, but you guys
being asleep and all— That's
okay, Anna said. Right around camp nobody makes noises. Usually
just the fact we're there and stinking like humans'll make the bears give us a
wide berth. Anyway,
I don't think that stuff I first heard was the bear. Maybe it was but I don't
think so. Then I heard what sounded like footsteps. It scared me pretty bad. I
was, uh, done then . . . Anna
bet he was. Probably every sphincter in his body slammed shut when he heard a grizzly
bear headed his way. Maybe
I should have shouted, he said. Maybe it would have scared him
away. Maybe
it would have. Before Anna could be judgmental, she remembered that neither she
nor Joan had done any shouting once the attack began. Perhaps if they'd
screamed their bloody heads off, the bear would have run away. Instinct had
taken over and they'd cowered in silence, gripped by the surety that the only
safety lay in being invisible, playing dead. Footsteps?
Anna asked. The word seemed inappropriate for the sounds a large omnivore would
make lumbering through thick ferns. No,
it sounded like footsteps, Rory amended. At first. But then
it broke something, a stick or something, and I heard it growl. I've been to
zoos and all and I saw that movie The Bear, but I thought they'd mixed
things to get that noise—lions or trains or whatever, like they mixed noises to
get Tarzan's yodel to come out big enough. That's why little kids can't do it
right. Anna
turned away on the pretense of tucking the blood pressure cuff back in its
plastic case so he wouldn't see her smiling at the image of a scrawny little
Rory Van Slyke pounding on his bony chest and calling to herds of imaginary
backyard elephants. I
guess they didn't have to fake anything, he concluded. That roar
was about the most awful sound. That bear was immense. I could hear it ripping
into the tents. That's when I figured I'd better get help. The
scene played out in Anna's mind's eye: a terrified boy in sweats and slippers,
alone in the night as every horror he'd nursed for two days in the
wilderness—and for who knew how many before he arrived—took form from the
darkness. Nightmare made real in fur and teeth and claws and most awful
sound. Rory had panicked, blindly, brainlessly turned and ran into the
trees, Anna would have bet on it. She didn't blame him. That might very well
have been the course she would have adopted had she been given any choices. If
he was able to sell himself on the fiction he'd gone for help, he'd be okay. If
not, this wretched indication of cowardice would scar him. Anna wasn't sure she
could help, but she'd talk to Joan about it. Being a mother of boys, she might
have accrued some wisdom along those lines. You're
in fairly good shape for a man who's been without food or shelter for
thirty-six hours, she told him. The
hikers gave me fruit and granola bars, he said. They'd've let me
eat everything in their packs—and I could have—but it didn't seem polite. We'll
see about replenishing their stores, Anna promised. And get you
some serious food. Let me see your feet. She squatted in front of where
he was seated on the stump and he lifted his foot like a compliant child on a
trip to the shoe store. The
Chinese cloth slippers had held up remarkably well. Though they had been pulled
and squashed and pounded till they resembled third base after an eleven inning
game more than they did shoes, the seams had held. The flat rubber soles,
pierced through in several places, had not split. You
sure got your four-ninety-five's worth out of these things, she remarked
as she unbuckled the Mary Jane strap on the right shoe and slipped it off. His
feet were coal-black from his dusty tramp through the burn. Until he had washed,
there was no telling what was bruising and what was dirt. She found one cut on
his heel that lined up with a tear in the slipper's sole, and no blisters. Gently
she palpated the right foot, then the left. What happened after you went
for help? she asked. You still owe me thirty-five hours' worth of
story. Not
much, he said vaguely. Anna couldn't tell if he was being evasive or if
the hours' had run together in his mind. Just walked, you know. Got lost.
Then came out on this trail and ran into the hikers. His voice was drifty
and soft. Did
you take any falls? Hit your head or anything? No.
Like I said, I'm fine. Head
trauma, then, did not account for this sudden fog. Evasive, Anna decided. If,
after some distance had been put between him and bear, the panic had not
subsided, and come morning he'd neither tried to find help nor returned to camp
to see if Anna and Joan were injured, if he'd holed up, cowering somewhere, the
evasiveness made sense. Shame was as great a fogger of memory as a blow to the
skull. The
faceless face of the dead woman flashed behind Anna's eyes and another reason
for evasiveness came to mind. Maybe Rory didn't want her to know precisely what
had transpired during the day and a half he'd gone missing because it was something
he'd rather keep secret. Like murder. She
snorted abruptly, an aborted laugh gone up her nose. Rory had run off in his
slippers and pj's, pursued, at least in his own mind, by a bear. Then he meets
a stranger by accident, kills her for no reason, stashes her pack, finds an
edged weapon, drags her into the undergrowth and cuts her face off, all without
getting a drop of blood on his person. Even for Anna, suspicion had to have at
least a rudiment of logic to buoy it up. You
go barefoot a lot? she asked. The calluses on the bottoms of Rory's feet
were thick and hard. He'd suffered less from his overland ordeal than most
would. A
fair amount, he replied. Lots of times I run cross-country
bare-footed. It drives Coach out of his mind. I only do it in practice. Never
at a meet. Anna
put sonic lidocaine on his sunburn to help with the pain and, though the day
had warmed to the mid-eighties, advised him to put a shirt on so the sun
wouldn't do any more damage. I
lost my sweatshirt, he said, sounding as if he was telling a lie. Anna
looked at him sharply. It was his sweatshirt. Nobody cared whether he'd lost
it, burned it or given it to a passing elk. Why lie about it? Because he'd
twitched, Anna was compelled to pounce. How did you lose it? I
guess I must have dropped it or left it behind or something. Vague
again. Lying again? Maybe not. Maybe he didn't know how he'd lost his
shirt and that lapse was scaring him. Maybe. It
happens, she said neutrally. I
guess. The
chief ranger came over to their outdoor clinic. So. He going to
live? For
a while, Anna said and gave Ruick a brief rundown of Rory's minor
complaints. We
need to figure out the best way down, Ruick said when she'd finished.
No packaging's called for. I can send the backboard down on the
helicopter. We can either get him to the nearest good landing site for airlift
or have Gary or Vic bring the pack horses over and ride on down the south side.
From a medical standpoint, do you think it matters a whole hill of beans? Half
of one, six dozen of the other, Anna said. Rory
sat on his stump looking back and forth at them, apparently accustomed to being
discussed in the third person when he was in the room. He came to life when
Harry said, We'll airlift you out, Rory. We've got the helicopter till
sundown. May as well use it. I
don't need to go down, Rory said, sounding alarmed at the prospect. Ruick
looked at him, cleared the irritation off his face and changed gears from
logistics to public relations. Hunkering on his heels so he wouldn't be talking
down, he explained, You've been out a long time, Rory. Thirty-six hours
up here is nothing to sneeze at. Your feet are battered, you've gone without
food, bad sunburn, dehydrated— I
had water, Rory said defensively. Picking up the high-tech water bottle
with the filtering system built in, the one Anna'd admired the first time she'd
seen it, he shook it to prove his point. You
still need to get checked out, Ruick said reasonably. Your
feet— I
only got that one cut and Anna says it's no big deal. I've run thirteen-K races
with worse cuts than that. It's nothing. Rory was becoming agitated. His
reaction struck Anna as excessive for the threat he faced: a free ride in a
helicopter and a night or two in a comfortable bed. Irritation
revisited Ruick's face. He was not used to being thwarted. Probably he had no
children. Anna had none but she'd spent the first spring in Mississippi
embroiled with the students of Clinton High School. Thwarted was
putting it mildly. You
have to go down, son, Ruick said, striving for fatherly kindness and
almost making it. No
I don't, Rory returned. Anna was amazed that someone who could face down
a chief ranger would be given the megrims by a mere grizzly bear. It wasn't
that Rory had no fear of Ruick. He did. She could see it in the nervous flick
of the eyes and a slight quiver at the corners of his mouth. She could also see
that he had no intention of backing down. She doesn't take shit off anybody. Anna remembered him saying that of his stepmother as if it was the
highest praise he could bestow. Rory was more afraid of taking
shit, as he perceived it, than he was of what the chief ranger could do
to him if he chose. Which was considerable, up to and including having him removed
from the DNA project and the park if he deemed him a danger to himself, others
or the resource. What
would make a boy so afraid of taking shit—Anna couldn't think of a less crude
phrase that captured the essence of the phenomenon with such accuracy—off a
grown man, and an authority figure to boot? Kids spent the first twenty years
of their lives taking shit in the form of instruction, correction,
insult, advice, manipulation, education and abuse by their elders. By sixteen
most were past masters at the art of passive aggression. Anna wondered what
Rory's parents, particularly his father to whom he referred scornfully as
Les, had done to circumvent the natural flow. Ruick
sighed, stood up and gazed around for a moment. His eyes lit on Anna and he
made an executive decision. You handle this, he said and stalked
off. Anna
and Rory watched him go. Feeling suddenly weary, she sat down on a log next to
the boy. What have you got against going down, getting checked and
resting up a bit? she asked. Rory
took a few seconds to downgrade from obstinate to sullen. I'm not
hurt, he said. There's nothing the matter with me. I'm here to do
that bear thing. We got more traps to set, don't we? I don't see why I've got
to go down and be messed with because I got lost. He just wants to cover his
ass in case I decide I got some big injury and sue, which I'm not going to do,
and make like him calling out the troops and the helicopter and everything was
a good idea. Why should I be punished because I accidentally got lost? Punished.
A kid's word. Still, Anna could see the logic and had to admit she was
impressed that a boy so green in years grasped the CYA mentality a
pathologically litigious society had forced upon government agencies. That
bear tore up our tents, she tried. Shredded them like
confetti. They
were government issue. Don't tell me they don't have more tents. Anna
didn't. As a matter of fact, they'd already been replaced. The bear team had
packed in two spares. They'd been left at Anna and Joan's camp. I'll
sleep on the ground if I have to, Rory said. His
hands were clasped together in his lap, gripped so tightly the knuckles showed
white. Rory'd been terrified of bears. Then a particularly aggressive member of
that club had ratified his fears. If he was willing to face another night in
the open despite that, more power to him. Maybe that was it, maybe he had to
prove to himself he wasn't a coward. Okay,
Anna said. You stay. I'll tell Harry. Harry
was not pleased but he was practical. Legally he could not force Rory to accept
medical transport, since the boy was neither mentally incompetent nor
unconscious. Technically he was underage, but since his parents were close at
hand and he clearly had no life-threatening emergencies, it would be
inexcusably heavy-handed to play the minor card. Ruick also struck Anna as
fair. She doubted he would mess with Rory's Earthwatch status on the DNA
project. You're
going to have to walk back to Fifty Mountain in those things, Harry
warned, pointing to Van Slyke's disreputable footwear. I
can do that, sir, Rory said, all good manners and boyish deference now
that he'd gotten his way. You
got a shirt or something you can put on over that sunburn? Anna
put sunscreen on me, sir. The
sirs were put to good effect. Ruick was sufficiently mollified to
lose interest. Lets go, then, he said. I expect your parents
at least will be glad to see you. At
Harry's suggestion the hikers who'd found Rory had gone on ahead. Ruick led,
setting a pace that was geared to Van Slyke's sore feet, though he wouldn't
have admitted it. Rory was in the middle and Anna last. As
she walked behind them it occurred to her that Rory had not asked if his
parents were worried. Harry had told him up front that somebody had been sent
to tell them he'd been found. Even so, it seemed peculiar. Had Anna been
missing in the wilderness for thirty-six hours at his age, one of her chief
concerns would have been how much hot water she was going to be in when she got
home and her parents' intense relief had time to transform into anger the way
it invariably did. Fifty
Mountain Camp was on the northernmost edge of the old burn scar. Trees
were charred snags and tents were pitched on black soil. Forty yards further
on, the fire had finally exhausted itself. Beyond were green rolling hills,
meadows painted with wildflowers. Rich as velvet, the meadows lay between
stones the size of houses and cars that had tumbled down from the ridge; a
strange Stonehenge rolling away seemingly to the edge of the world. Fifty
Mountain had five sites, all of them full. Orange, blue and green bubbles of tents
poked up between the coal black spires like poisonous toadstools. Backpacks
leaned against stumps, and the inevitable laundry of backpackers, socks and old
towels, hung limply from spindly branches. As
part of its bear management plan, Glacier's campgrounds were laid out
differently from those in other national parks. A single area was set away from
the tents and designated for cooking and consuming food. It served two
purposes: to confine the excessive foot traffic food areas invariably suffered
and to keep this most bear-attractive of activities separate from where the
campers slept. At
Fifty Mountain the cooking area was between a creek winding a life of green and
silver through the burn and the developed tent sites further up a gentle slope
toward the edge of the fire scar. Hiking
up from the creek, Anna thought it looked as if a town meeting was being held
in the food preparation area. The rough log benches were filled with behinds
and half a dozen people stood around talking in low voices. Anna recognized
Joan, Gary and Vic. With them was a tall, ruddy blond with the stringy good
looks of a man who spends his days walking. He wore an NPS summer uniform,
shorts, no gun. Anna guessed this was Buck, the backcountry ranger Harry'd
called on to carry the bad news and then the good to Rory's parents. The
group spotted them, there was a moment of frozen tableau as new information was
processed, then Joan shouted, Back from the dead. That's my boy,
and things began to happen. A
nondescript man, slightly stooped, wisps of thinning hair lifting in the
breeze, stood, shaded his eyes, then smiled. The smile, accompanied by that
illumination from within, identified him to Anna: Les, Rory's father. Joy made
their faces alike. Les took a couple of steps around the edge of the log then
the joy-light died. The dislike he'd seen in his son's face doused it. Anna
watched Lester Van Slyke as she traversed the last few yards up from the creek.
Rory, already being absorbed by the amoeba of people, had said only a couple of
words to him before being enclosed by the crowd. Les
was left on the outskirts. Twice he sort of pushed himself up straighter,
raised his chin and peered over shoulders as if steeling himself to the task of
breaking through the ranks to his child. Hopelessness or cowardice stopped him
both times. Finally he turned and busied himself with a day pack on one of the
benches. Anna knew what he was doing. He was engaged in the occupation of being
occupied, proving he had things to do, places to go, people to meet. Fooling
himself or hoping to fool others into thinking that he hadn't been shut out. Or
if he had, was too busy to notice the slight. Carolyn Van Slyke, the
stepmother, Anna didn't see. Odds were good she was at the nucleus of the
amoeba with Rory. Though
disinclined to like Lester Van Slyke for the simple reason that his son didn't,
Anna nevertheless felt pity for him. You must be Rory's father, she
said and stuck out her hand. Les very nearly flinched, then recovered himself
and shook hands with her. His fingers were soft and warm, his grip almost
nonexistent. It was like shaking hands with a cat's tail or a draft from the
furnace. I
bet you're glad to get your boy back, Anna said, just to be saying
something. Les acted a bit foggy, as if he had trouble thinking. He looked from
Anna to the wall of backs to the pack he'd been fiddling with. His face was
remarkably unguarded for a man his age, around sixty. Anna could almost read
the choices being sorted. Continuing with the pack was rejected; trying to pry
into the inner circle to present Anna was abandoned. At
length he got himself squared away. The fog lifted and Anna was treated to
another one of those Van Slyke boy smiles. Glad's not the half of
it, he said. I have been out of my mind with worry. Anything could
happen to a boy out here. Just anything. You name it. And helpless? My! I
wanted to go with the searchers but I guess I've let myself get out of shape
some and . . . well... He drifted off apologetically, spreading his arms
in a half-shrug to show her his concave chest and rounded potbelly. He
was out of shape. Had Anna been in Buck's place she would have kept Mr. Van
Slyke close to camp as well. He carried twenty extra pounds, all of it in the
gut. The muscle tone in his arms was nil and his legs were white and spindly
above the tops of brand-new hiking boots. Obviously not a seasoned
backwoodsman. His forearms were grayish with old bruising and there were marks
on the few inches of thigh Anna could see below his hiking shorts. Some old and
a couple fresh and angry looking. She wondered if he had one of those skin or
circulation disorders where the slightest bump will leave a bruise for weeks. Then
there was the thing with Carolyn, he finished. Anna
wriggled out of her day pack, sat down by the one he'd been rummaging through
and began unlacing her boots. They were old and, given they were great heavy
lug-soled boots, comfortable enough, but her feet yearned for cool air and her
toes for unfettered freedom. His
stepmom pretty anxious? she asked to be polite. I
don't know. I mean, I'm sure she would have been. Didn't they tell you?
Carolyn's been gone since yesterday morning. That
got Anna's attention. She looked up from her bootlaces. Gone? I
woke up and she'd gone. She does that. I didn't think anything of it, but she
hasn't come back yet. An
emotion flickered behind Mr. Van Slyke's pale clear eyes. It looked like relief
for an instant then was clouded over with concern. A faint line, an old cleanly
healed scar, traced white across his brow and down the side of his nose as his
face muscles tensed. Usually
she's not gone so long. Not overnight. At least not in a place like this. I
mean, where would she go? Have
you reported it? Anna asked cautiously. This
noon when she still wasn't back, I got worried. I told that young fellow, that
ranger, when he came with the news you found Rory. I kind of thought maybe she
was with you guys. Not
with us, Anna said, then realized that might not be strictly true. She
replaced her boot. She needed to talk to Harry Ruick. 7 Anna
crept off to be alone. It seemed like months since she'd been free of
human chatter, the pressure of words on her brain, eyes on her skin. Even in
times of no trauma she felt the need to escape, to decompress after a day in
the society of her fellows. Distracted as she'd been by the many threads of
human drama woven over the summit of Flattop, she'd not noticed how heavy the
strands had become till she'd crawled out from under them. Now,
safe in a secluded crook of the creek's wandering arm, boulders as high as a
horse's withers forming haphazard fortress walls between her and the squalid
hubbub of Fifty Mountain Camp, she found herself imbibing huge drafts of air,
sucking and sighing like a woman too long underwater. Hyperventilation brought
tears. Not healing tears that flow freely and wash away grief, but the
niggardly hot tears that merely sting the corners of the eyes. Peevish,
self-willed tears for her own weariness and because the woman's butchered face
still clung to the back of her retinas. Perhaps if she'd cried for others, the
tears would have been more generous. Joan
had cried when Rory came back from the gastrointestinal tract of the bear
unchewed and unclawed. Cried for joy from her warm mother's heart. Anna envied
that in some unidentifiable way, envied Joan's deep connection with the human
race. She was a member of the club. Anna was half convinced she'd been begotten
by a passing alien life-form on a human woman. It was as good an explanation as
any for the sense she had of being an outsider. I
need my head examined, she muttered and wished she could call Molly.
Instead, she forced herself to sit up, to rinse the self-pity from her face
with the icy milk flowing down from the glaciers. Face free of dust, mind
loosed from self-involved thoughts, she lay back again on the stone, felt the
sun on her skin and began to draw strength from the earth. But for the quiet
laughter of the stream, the high country was wrapped in its peculiar silence.
Birds did not twitter. Squirrels did not scuffle. Even the insects did not hum. Into
this bone-deep peace, images—scenes that had made little or no sense at the
time—began to resurface. After
Anna had told the chief ranger of the disappearance of Lester Van Slyke's wife,
Harry took him and his son away from the others. Rory was old enough he, too,
was to be burdened with the news that the body they found was very probably
that of his missing stepmother. To her relief, Anna had not been asked to
participate in this interaction. Fifteen feet away, leaning comfortably against
a snag, she watched the three men with interest. Ruick had his back to her but
she could see Rory and his father clearly. Over
the years Anna had broken enough bad news to park visitors that she knew the
stages of acceptance. Predictable as sunrise, she saw them flow across Les and
Rory's faces. First was blank stupidity, the brain refusing to understand, then
the dawning of fear as a tide of it rushed in from the darkest oceans of the
mind. Third was either disintegration or coping. Both Rory and Les coped, but
before the fear had been stemmed by courage—or hope—there came a moment that
didn't fit the pattern. Shock
had momentarily rendered their faces free of artifice, and the look they
exchanged had been naked emotion. What emotion, was the question that troubled
Anna. She could make a few assumptions as to what it was not. But she had to
take them separately, father and son, because though the look had come from
both at the same instant, there was no conspiracy in it and no empathy, merely
two different unmasked thoughts broadcast simultaneously. Les
had not turned to his son with love or with concern. Near as she could tell, he
had not been seeking to give or receive comfort. The closest she could get to
deciphering the sudden dark flash of energy she'd witnessed was a flare of
horror turning to shame. The vision was fleeting, quickly reverting to the
blank of denial. Then Les appeared, if possible, even more downtrodden and
ineffectual than he had before. Rory's
glance had been even more puzzling. Maybe anger. Maybe respect. Anna was just
guessing. Reading faces was an art, not a science. Sometimes the muse was on
one's side. Sometimes she merely toyed with one. Given
that the first suspect in a murder case is invariably the spouse of the victim,
Anna found the exchange noteworthy. It was hard to picture self-effacing Mr.
Van Slyke creeping out of his tent in the dead of night—presuming the missus
had been offed in the traditional dead of night—in his brand-spanking-new
boots, following or luring his wife several miles from camp, then killing her
and mutilating her face. Facial mutilation usually bespoke great rage, great hatred
toward the victim in particular or, less often, the gender in general. Only
close friends and near enemies cared enough to rip one's face off. Lester Van
Slyke didn't seem capable of that kind of emotion, but looks were consistently
deceiving. In
the midst of these ephemeral and possibly imaginary weirdnesses—Anna knew she
was quite capable of seeing ne'er-do-wells where only solid citizens
existed—was a very real anomaly. Lester Van Slyke's wife had been missing in
the wilderness between twenty-four and thirty-six hours before he bothered to
report it. That in and of itself was highly irregular. If
she was right about the horror and shame on Lester's face, could it be horror
at what he'd done? Or horror at what he thought Rory might have done? Rory.
Anna let her mind float over the boy for a while. He was an enigma. People of
his age were such cauldrons of emotion, hormones, burgeoning pride and
inherited misinformation that assigning motives to their actions was nearly
impossible. Half the time even they did not knew why they did a thing. From
what little she knew of Rory, he was devoted to—or at least greatly admired—his
stepmother. And he'd not gone out in the night intentionally; he'd fled
half-dressed from the predations of a bear. Half-dressed;
something about that bothered Anna. She stretched in the sun like a lazy cat
and opened her mind to pictures of Rory in dishabille. The
mysteriously missing shirt he avoided discussing was odd but not earth-shaking.
That was not the pea under Anna's metaphorical mattresses that bruised her
thoughts each time they turned over. The sweatpants, the slippers, the sunburn,
the cut foot: these things were as they should be. Anna stopped making lists
and merely let the chips of memory run movies in her head: Rory talking,
sitting on his stump, laughing, drinking water. Drinking
water; he'd been drinking out of his fancy filter-it-anywhere, special-order,
latest-gimmick-on-the-market water bottle. Why
would someone with diarrhea, rushing into the wood to relieve himself, bring
along his water bottle? According to Rory, after the bear had come on the
scene, such had been his haste to go for help that he'd pulled up
his trousers and dashed off without slowing down enough even to take his
flashlight. The
water bottle could indicate nothing. Rory might have been dehydrated and
thought he'd be in the woods with his loose bowels long enough he'd need a
drink. Reflex might have dictated he snatch up the bottle when he fled the
bear. Or it could indicate that before he left his tent, he knew he had
someplace to go a long enough hike away that he'd need to bring along water.
With the grim bulk of suspicion squeezing out generous thought, it came to Anna
that Rory might not have wished to discuss his missing shirt because he'd
purposely left it behind, hidden it so no one would see that it was covered in
blood. Yuck,
Anna said aloud and sat up. The sun had moved two fingers toward the west.
There were several hours of daylight left but they'd want to start for their
camp soon. Buck, bless his long-legged energy, had volunteered to walk the six
miles round-trip to Anna and Joan's camp on the far side of the mountain top
and bring back boots and socks for Rory. Despite
the very real possibility that the dead woman was his stepmother, Rory had
refused to ride down in the helicopter with his dad and Harry Ruick. There'd
been no small effort to convince him. Anna had bowed out and left it to Ruick.
Again Rory had persevered and they'd flown without him. Given
her recent unsavory thoughts about the lad, Anna was sorry Ruick hadn't been a
little more heavy-handed. Having
spoiled her solitude by inviting thoughts of others there, she decided to
rejoin the human race even if she did so as a half-alien interloper. Her timing
was good. As she was lacing up her boots she heard Joan's voice calling her
name. Over
here, Anna hollered. A
scrambling sound, then Joan appeared around the side of a boulder. Since Rory'd
been found, Joan's looks had improved. The sight of the boy unharmed had eased
two days' weariness from her face and eyes. Hey.
There you are. She sounded positively chipper. Uncharitably, Anna
resented it. Here
I am, she confirmed. Joan
plopped comfortably clown on the rock beside her. You look a wee bit on the
grouchy side, she said cheerfully. Grouchy
doesn't even begin to touch it. I've been thinking, Anna explained. Oooh.
Not good. Why
did Rory have his water bottle with him? What—
Joan looked baffled, then as her quick mind rapidly put together the pieces,
crestfallen. Chipper good cheer burst like a birthday balloon. Oh, Anna,
no . . . You've
got to admit it's a little out of whack considering the story he gave us. It
makes no sense, Joan said. Surely he'd've put on his boots if he
knew he was going . . . somewhere. Not
if he didn't want to leave tracks. It wasn't that far. Anna remembered
something then and added it to the soup. He could cover a lot of country.
He's a long-distance runner. He told me. He runs barefoot. I
don't believe it, Joan said firmly. Neither
do I, but you've got to admit it warrants looking at. Joan
sighed. This is why I went into zoology, she said. Animals
have no hidden agendas. After that they were quiet for a while. So long
that Anna began to suffer that uncomfortable feeling that comes when one
suspects one has committed an awful social gaffe but can't figure out what it
is. You
know, Joan said finally. You are in danger of going over to the
dark side, Anna. You need a lot more of rainbows and roses and whiskers on
kittens in the daily fare. I think you've been given to me for some serious
lightening up. I've got you for two more weeks. God,
that's not long enough, Anna said seriously. Joan
laughed, a noise so filled with that rare essence, gay abandon, that Anna
laughed too, and felt sincerely lightened. Change
in venue, Joan said when they'd subsided. Turns out Rory is to go
down. We're all to go down for a day. Harry needs us for reports, interviews
and whatnot over both the search and the other. It's too late for us to head
out today and ain't nobody sending an expensive helicopter for such as we. So
we hike back to camp and pack out tomorrow. Harry also said, and I quote: 'Tell
Anna she can nose around the campers at Fifty Mountain if she wants.' Tacit
approval for her to investigate but with no official standing and no NPS
backing. Ruick was a clever fellow. If Anna discovered anything useful, all to
the good. If she screwed up, she was of little more importance than a civilian.
Unless she screwed up big-time and ended up in civil court. Then they were both
in deep trouble. Anna allowed herself to be warmed by the knowledge that the
chief ranger counted on her not to screw up. Do
you know if the campers have been interviewed? Anna asked. She had been
on her rock for quite some time, since before the helicopter carried off Lester
Van Slyke. I
think so. I know Harry talked briefly to everybody and told them they'll need
to stop by headquarters before they leave the park in case any new questions
come up or there's paperwork to be done. There's
always paperwork, Anna said. Always. She
followed Joan back up to camp. They had about ninety minutes to kill
before Buck returned with Rory's boots. Anna decided to take up Ruick's
invitation to nose around. Already
the will-o'-the-wisp population of Fifty Mountain had undergone so much change,
interviews were largely a waste of time. Rory had been missing a night, a day,
and a night. During that day the body had been discovered. It was not till the
following day that they'd found Carolyn Van Slyke was missing. Campers seldom
stayed in one place that long. Assuming the faceless woman had been killed the
night Rory ran from the bear, as the condition of the corpse suggested, two
mornings had come and gone. Mornings during which early-rising campers folded
their tents and moved on and new people hiked in to take their places.
Witnesses, alibis, the usual round of queries brought on by homicide, scarcely
applied. Anna
wandered from site to site. Only three groups that had been there the night
Mrs. Van Slyke went AWOL remained. The compliment she'd inferred from Ruick's
suggestion began to lose its luster. Because of unique circumstances, nosing
around was a bit of a fool's errand. Still, she persevered. She had nothing
better to do and she'd become accustomed to the dead ends in law enforcement.
One simply followed them to their natural conclusion, checked them off the list
and went on to the next. Without a good lead to follow, most investigative work
boiled down to necessary tedium. Doing it out-of-doors in one of the most
beautiful places on earth was a definite perk. One
by one, Anna spoke with those who had been there the night the potential Mrs.
Van Slyke was probably killed. Three Canadian college girls could tell Anna
nothing. Persons not young and not beautiful were of no interest to them. A
couple in their late fifties from Michigan had noticed Carolyn at the food preparation
area. They thought she was married to someone other than Lester. That or the
wife's description of Lester was kind to the point of absurdity. She'd given
him hair and four extra inches in height. They described Carolyn as a vivacious
woman with a loud voice and laugh. There was little else they could recall. The
wife kindly pointed out the man they'd mistaken for Mrs. Van Slyke's husband.
He was the only person Anna had yet to talk with who had been at Fifty Mountain
on the night in question. His tent was pitched in the site farthest from the
food area. Like every site, it had a stunning view through the teeth of rotting
snags to the glacier-sheared plain that was Flattop Mountain. When Anna saw
him, he was sitting on a tarp, his back against the charred bark of a pine that
had survived the fire. Two years later it still struggled, half black, half
green, like a scarred and wounded woman, looks and strength gone but heart
still determined. The
man beneath this valiant tree wasn't doing quite as well. Like Lester, his
backcountry duds and gear were suspiciously new and he wriggled like a man
whose backside has known only leather car seats and barstools. Though the sun
was setting and the temperature had dropped considerably, he wore only a thin
T-shirt and hugged his knees for warmth. Hovering around fifty, he sported rich
reddish-brown hair that was still thick. Not a trace of gray showed anywhere.
Anna suspected he owed more to Grecian Formula than good genes. She could see
how the Michigan couple might have mistaken him for Mr. Van Slyke. Even dead,
Carolyn looked more of a match for this man than the stooped, pale, prematurely
aged Lester. Hey,
sorry to bother you, Anna said, stopping on the perimeter of an invisible
circle around his camp. Anna would no more barge into someone's campsite than
she would enter a house without knocking. Hi.
He slapped at a mosquito. He made no effort to rise. Neither a backwoodsman nor
a gentleman. I'm
Anna Pigeon, Anna identified herself. I'm a park ranger. We're
asking questions of the folks who were camped here the night that woman went
missing. I
don't know anything about that. I came here to get away from people. I've
stayed pretty much to myself. He delivered this piece of information to a
place halfway between his eyes and Anna's knees, punctuating his words with
slaps at mosquitoes. You
want to get a coat or something? Anna asked. It wasn't so much that she
hated to see a fellow human being suffering as that she wanted his full
attention. She
got it. A
coat? He met her eyes with sudden suspicion. Why? Anna
shrugged. Maybe vanity made him prickly about his outerwear. It's
getting cold. Looks like the mosquitoes are eating you up. I thought you'd be
more comfortable. He
relaxed. No. I'm fine. You want to sit down? Pull up a chair. He
laughed, the hollow angry sound of a man annoyed Glacier National Park didn't
see fit to furnish their campsites. These mosquitoes are awful. I thought
you weren't supposed to have mosquitoes up here. God's country and all
that. I've
got some mosquito repellent in my pack you can use, Anna offered as she
folded herself neatly on the packed ground near his tarpaulin. He
took the insect repellent readily enough and smeared it on his face and arms.
Bill McCaskil, he introduced himself as he handed it back. Sans
bugs he was more personable. Anna got down to the business of interviewing. Did
you meet a Mrs. Van Slyke around camp at all? she asked. No,
like I said, I keep to myself. Anna
waited. His answer had come too fast. Sure enough, pressured by silence, he
amended it. Carolyn
Van Slyke? Was she the blond lady, kind of beefy around the hips? I might have
talked to her a couple of times. Anna'd
figured that. The other couple had mistakenly assumed Carolyn was married to
Bill McCaskil. The only reason strangers would assume that is because they saw
the two of them together. It occurred to Anna that she'd only referred to the
deceased—or at the very least, the missing—woman as Mrs. Van Slyke.
McCaskil had called her Carolyn. The two of them had been on a first-name
basis. Not necessarily telling. Campgrounds were informal places. Did
you eat together, hike together, anything like that? Anna asked. McCaskil
shot her a sharp look. We may have eaten at the same time, I guess.
There's only that one place to do it. He didn't like being questioned.
Maybe he hated to get involved. Maybe he just didn't like being messed with.
Still, there was something about him that set Anna's teeth on edge. She watched
for a moment trying to put her finger on what it was. He
was good-looking enough. The determinedly reddish hair had a natural wave to
it. A lean face and strong hooked nose over a well-shaped month lent him
strength. The effect was marred but not ruined by acne scarring on his checks
and chin. His body was attractive: tall and lean and gym-buffed. The kind of
fit that doesn't look fit for much but mod-cling clothes. Thinking
that, it came to her why she felt a wrongness. He didn't want to be here.
Didn't like the wilderness. Didn't like camping. His repeated desire to get
away from people didn't ring true under the circumstances. He struck her as the
sort who, if wanting solitude, would go to the clubs on an off night when the
crowds were thinned. So why was he on a solitary backpacking trip in Glacier
National Park? Anna
decided on the direct approach: So why did you decide to come on a
solitary backpacking trip in Glacier National Park? For
most visitors this was not a trick question. It was one they were dying to
answer in great effusive gusts. McCaskil acted as if she'd asked for the
solution to a complex algebraic problem. Why
does anybody decide to go anywhere? he countered finally. Anna
went on to ask the questions she'd come to ask but unsurprisingly Bill hadn't
noticed when or where Carolyn Van Slyke was at any given time. The one piece of
information he did throw out was that Mr. and Mrs. Van Slyke's marriage wasn't
made in heaven. You
wouldn't believe the way she talked to that old boy, was how he put it. Did
they fight? Anna asked. Not
fight. I don't think there's any fight left in that man if there was any to
begin with. What
then? She
was a carper. Carped on him all the time. Snide little comments about his
paunch, his bald head. He couldn't do anything right. The poor bastard. A woman
talked that way to me would get a fat lip. Not that boy: 'yes dear, no
dear.' Bill laughed, showing big white teeth, the two front incisors
turned in toward each other giving him a jagged animal bite. The laughter was
derisive and aimed, it seemed to Anna, not at Mrs. Van Slyke but at the poor
bastard who'd married her. Leaving
his camp, threading her way down the footpath past the other sites, Anna
resisted the urge to break into a run. Bill McCaskil had a dark indrawn tension
about him that made her uneasy. A mean streak, if his response to Lester's
humiliation was any indication. She
stopped again at the camp where the midwestern couple was staying. The woman,
as domestic as you please, was neatly hanging socks from a tent rope. One
more thing, Anna said, feeling so much like Columbo she was immediately
self-conscious. Yes?
the woman said politely. Do
you remember why you thought the blond woman was married to the tall man camped
back up there? The
woman paused a moment, a sock held before her in two hands. It's just
that they were always together, I suppose. Not holding hands or huggy-kissy but
just together. Here and there. I do remember seeing the little man, her husband
I guess he is, but not so much with her. Thanks.
Anna went on her way. McCaskil had a closer relationship to Carolyn Van Slyke
than he had admitted. Why not say so? There were no laws against socializing in
the backcountry. If he knew she'd been murdered, it would make sense. No one
wants his vacation taken over by the tedious machinery of law enforcement. In
the wilderness, no neighbors, coworkers, political opponents or extended family
to focus on, there was a definite lack of much in the way of suspects. Because
he was there and an unsavory type, Anna filtered McCaskil through her mind. Had
he known Carolyn before, followed her or met her here at her invitation? Was
he, so obviously uncomfortable away from the amenities of civilization, merely
here on a hunting trip and Carolyn was unfortunate enough to be the game? Anna
found it much easier to imagine Bill McCaskil crouched over a kill, elbow deep
in blood, than the unassuming Lester Van Slyke. McCaskil told Anna there was
significant friction between Les and his wife. Merely a ploy to cast suspicion
on Les by providing him with a motive for killing Carolyn? Unaware
she did so Anna shook her head. It hadn't felt that way. McCaskil called Lester
old boy and poor bastard, remarking that there was no
fight left in him. That was not the portrayal of a man capable of violence. Not
unless Bill McCaskil was so infernally clever and torturously subtle that he
painted the picture of the quintessential worm in hopes Anna would make the
leap to the idea that the worm had turned, and in a big way. Anna?
Are you in there? Anna
came out of her self-induced trance to see Joan peering at her from a foot
away. Wrapped tight in her own thoughts, Anna hadn't realized she'd come to a
stop in the middle of the trail half a dozen yards from the food preparation
area. How
many fingers am I holding up? Joan asked. Sorry,
Anna apologized and followed Joan's lead down the path. I've
heard of people being in a brown study, Joan said. I'd just never
seen anybody get locked in before. My
powers of concentration frighten even me, Anna replied. Joan
laughed. Well, concentrate on walking. We need to get back before
dark. If you remember, Mr. Bear left our campsite at sixes and sevens. Sixes
and sevens hardly described the utter ruin of their camp. Twilight was
settling toward night as they arrived. The three of them stopped on the edge of
the little clearing, no one in a hurry to go into it. Overhead the sky was the
sea green peculiar to mountain dusk. No shadows fell, they merely gathered
beneath the trees, growing stronger as night neared. An
anxiousness as cold as the sweat of sickness balled behind Anna's breastbone.
Days busy with the search and then the body recovery, bustling with people and
helicopters, had driven out the rending visceral fear she'd felt the night the
grizzly had come for them. In telling and retelling, the tale had grown unreal,
like a war story borrowed from someone else's battle. It was real now. The
tents she and Joan had piled up were ragged with great tears. Fragments of
cloth and clothing littered the grass. It was way too easy to believe the bear
was nearby, just waiting for darkness. He's
moved on by now, Joan said, as if the same fear raked her insides.
They have a huge range and he didn't get any food reward here. Maybe
he wasn't looking for food, Anna said. What? Anna
didn't repeat her comment. It didn't make sense even to her. It was just a
remark the subconscious had smuggled past her censors to her tongue. There're
the new tents. Rory pointed to two undamaged blue stuff sacks set by the
boulder that dominated the green. Let's
get to it. Anna forced herself to move. We'll feel better after
we're situated and fed. Tents
were pitched. By common, unspoken consent the shredded remains of those they'd
slept in two nights before were bundled out of sight behind the rock. The
fed portion of Anna's rehabilitative program had to be skipped
except for what snacks they could find in their day packs. For reasons they
could not fathom, when the bear team had dropped off the replacement tents,
they had taken down the food from where it was cached and packed it out. What
the hell do they think we're supposed to eat? Anna groused. Maybe
they were more concerned with what might eat us, Joan returned. Anna
decided she wasn't all that hungry anyway. What she mostly was, was tired. Anna
and Joan had shoved their personal things willy-nilly into a garbage bag the
morning after the attack, when their organizational skills had been somewhat
challenged. As night came on, they sat around the bag, flashlights trained upon
it, like brigands dividing their spoils. Anna found herself wishing for the
hissing glare of Coleman lanterns, something more substantial than a six-inch Maglight
to keep the terrors of the dark at bay. From
what she could observe, Joan wasn't doing much better and Rory was just about
jumping out of his skin every time one of them shifted in their seat and made a
scuffling noise that could be attributed to bears stalking. Cold was rushing in
with the darkness; Anna's muscles tensed against it. They all needed hot food. The
divvying up went on. Joan, like Mrs. Santa, disappeared head and arms into the
bag and brought out the things one at a time. Moccasins
for Anna, underwear for Joan, a single sock for Rory. Sweater for Joan, Levi's
for Anna, water bottle for Rory. Anna
suddenly broke out of the Christmas rhythm and jerked her spine straight.
Goddamn motherfucking water bottle, she growled. The
other two looked at her as if she'd gone insane. 8 Anna
chose not to explain her outburst. Under pressure she claimed chronic and
fleeting Tourette's syndrome. The questions that the wretched water bottle
brought to mind were not those she wished to pursue in the dark of night ten
hours' hike from reliable backup. Though
unasked, the questions were hot and sharp in her brain and they kept her from
sleep. Beside her, snuggled into her navy-blue down bag, Joan snored gently.
Women snoring was a well-kept secret. Not from the world at large or husbands
and lovers and roommates with ears to hear, but from the women who did it.
Idly, Anna wondered if she snored. No one had ever told her she did, but then
they wouldn't, would they? It crossed her mind to wake Joan up, make her listen
to scary stories. She seriously considered doing it on the one little
cloud is lonely and misery loves company schools of thought.
The snoring made her relent. Joan had such a happy, child-like snore. On an
occasion less fraught with evil surmisings, Anna would have found it as
reliable a soporific as Piedmont's deep and rumbling purr. Curling
herself into a ball like a corkscrewed cocoon, her soft underbelly
protected from the predators, Anna gave herself over to the lonely
contemplation of the goddamn motherfucking water bottle. Or, to be precise,
water bottles plural. There were three. Three unusual, mailorder-only,
hot-off-the-presses water bottles, all with a built-in filter, all by the same
manufacturer. Rory
had one when they started their adventure. Rory had one when they found him
after his thirty-six hours lost. Les had had one at Fifty Mountain. Now Rory
had two. The only member of the family who did not appear to have one, who,
indeed, had no water bottle at all, was Carolyn Van Slyke, the dead woman.
Surely the bottles had been a family affair. Probably researched, ordered and
disbursed by Carolyn herself. Lester didn't appear to know or care much about
backpacking. Rory was new to it. But Carolyn was a photographer and her hiking
boots, if Anna remembered correctly, were old and much used. Rory
had not taken water with him when he fled the bear. It was here, in camp, in a
garbage bag the whole time. Sometime in the day and a half Mrs. Van Slyke went missing,
she'd lost her water bottle. Sometime during those same thirty-six hours Rory
had acquired it, or one just like it. Anna
reached behind her, running her hand along the floor of the tent where it met
with the nylon wall. Her fingers found the slick folds of plastic-wrap draped
loosely around a cylinder, and she was reassured the mystery bottle was still
in her possession. She'd lifted it quietly first chance she got. Not the bottle
from the garbage bag, but the one Rory had been carrying when he turned up
unscathed from his sojourn. Ideally,
to preserve the fingerprints, the bottle would have been put in a paper bag.
Having none, Anna had improvised. When she arrived safe and sound back in West
Glacier, she would turn it over to Harry Ruick so it could be dusted for
fingerprints and tested for blood residue. If it did turn out to belong to
Carolyn Van Slyke, Rory was going to be in an awkward position. Cold
swept down her spine from nape to nether regions as a Psycho-like image
of a knife plunging through the thin nylon of the tent took over her
consciousness: a picture of Rory, wild-eyed and hair awry, running amok in
camp. Curling down more tightly, she suffered the craven wish that Joan rather
than she slept on the side of the tent nearest Rory's. Pushing
Hitchcock's genius for evil aside, she comforted herself with thoughts of
murderers. Often, in prisons it was the murderers who were chosen as trustees.
Not that rare bird the serial killer, but garden-variety one-corpse-type
murderers. These men and women were in reality no longer a threat to society.
They had killed the person they needed to be dead and were done. Usually these
were people who had killed someone they knew and, in their own minds at least,
killed them for a perfectly good reason. What
perfectly good reason could Rory have for killing his stepmother? The butchery
to the woman's face, done after death, suggested a desire to annihilate Carolyn
Van Slyke as a person, hatred so great that merely taking her life was not
adequate to slake it. Rory
spoke as if he admired his stepmom and scorned his biological father. That fit
the pattern if he was an abused child. Children have an uncanny ability to know
that to survive they must please and placate the abuser. To an outsider, they
appear to be genuinely attached. If Rory suffered at Carolyn's hands and his
dad failed to protect him, he might understandably hate him for it, cleave to
Carolyn. But
Rory was no longer a little kid and, though not a beefy young man, he was
strong and fit. Once the child was no longer a child the pattern shifted,
fanned out. Any number of responses of the adult victim would be normal.
Including a rage so long sublimated to the survival needs of a child that when
it broke free it resulted in homicide. The
theory hung together after a fashion, but Anna was unsatisfied. Too many
unanswered questions. If Rory was the murderer, how did he set up the
assignation with his stepmother? If he didn't and meeting her was simply a coincidence
happening after he ran from the bear, what did he use to carve off her face?
Only the exceptionally deranged—or the marvellously foresighted—slept with a
cleaver secreted about their pajamas. If is not necessary that you think so
much. Molly, in her role as psychiatrist and worried sister, had given that
advice to Anna shortly after her husband died. Anna heard the words again now
and resolutely cleared her mind of boys and cleavers and high-tech drinking
apparatus. Into this cleared space came the gentle rhythm of Joan Rand's snore.
Anna let it lull her to sleep. The
hike down was uneventful. They went back the way they had come, West
Flattop Trail east to Fifty Mountain Camp then Flattop Trail south to the
sheared-off edge of the mountain where the steep descent began. The country
they traveled was beginning to look way too familiar to Anna. Walking through
the common miracle of intensely green and living glacier lilies bursting
joyously through exhausted black char, she found she looked mostly to the
mountains rising above Flattop, and dreamed about new trails and new views.
Cleveland, Merrit, Wilbur. Wilbur, for Christ's sake. Mundane names for
objects of such staggering beauty. Rory
was leading the way. Anna had made him point man on the flimsy pretext that it
would be good for his orienteering skills—as if a blind three-year-old could
get lost on the clear tracks of Glacier's main trails. He complied. Joan looked
her questions but never asked them. The answer would have been that Anna just
didn't feel comfortable with Rory at her back. She wanted the lad where she
could keep an eye on him until a few wrinkles were ironed out. None
of the three of them said more than a dozen words the entire trip, not even
when they stopped and ate their meager lunches. Anna'd had too many words in
her mouth over the past three days and was glad to be rid of the taste of them.
Joan seemed lost in her own thoughts. From the expression on her face in
unguarded moments, none of them were particularly jolly. Rory was silent as
well but for what reasons, Anna could not fathom. He knew his stepmother,
whom—if he did not kill— he presumably liked, was probably dead. Yet he did not
grieve or fret in any of the ways Anna had come to expect. Perhaps he was in
classic and total denial, but she didn't think so. That would require a veneer
of high spirits. He appeared simply to be a man with a complex issue that drew
his energies inward as he worked through the ramifications. Whatever it was it
didn't seem to frighten or sadden him and it didn't slow his pace, so Anna was happy. Harry
Ruick and Lester Van Slyke waited for them at Packers Roost, the staging area
near Going to the Sun Road. Harry had loftier things to attend to than playing
taxi driver, so Anna knew Carolyn Van Slyke was really truly dead. Lester had
identified the body. Now the hard news would be brought home to Rory. Knowing
what was coming, she maneuvered herself from the rear of the pack to Harry
Ruick's left. She wanted to see Rory's face when he found for certain-sure his
stepmother had been slain. So far, the emotions the probability had elicited
from him—at least publicly—had been out of balance. Clearing
her mind and draping herself with what empathic tendencies she could muster,
Anna watched. Lester Van Slyke was the first to speak. Son,
he said, Rory— His voice broke and he stopped. On
an infant's face, every feeling is clearly manifest, as visible and
identifiable as wind patterns on water. Rory was old enough to have developed
the mask humans build to hide their emotions. The blueprint of the mask had
probably been in place by the time he was seven years old. By the time he was
thirty it would be complete, a false face that he himself might not be able to
penetrate. At eighteen there were still thin places in the veneer. Anna watched
emotions flow beneath the unfinished mask as one might watch a mime act through
rain glass. For
the briefest of instants there was a flicker of light, a candle quickly
extinguished behind his eyes. Before thought or memory came to quench that
flame, Rory had been genuinely glad to see his father. It
was your stepmom, son. She's gone, Les said, having recovered his voice.
His pale blue eyes filled with tears that ran unnoticed over soft and sagging
cheeks, catching in the stubble of two days' growth of beard. Light
winked out of Rory's eyes, apparently extinguished by his father's tears. The
emotions that followed passed beneath the distorted glass of civilization so
quickly Anna was not sure she interpreted them correctly. It looked like a
draft of disappointment with a disgust chaser. Rory
noticed Anna watching him and his face firmed. Another lesson in deceit
learned. Next time the mask would have an added layer of opacity. If he
grieved, it was deep inside. Openly ignoring the weeping Lester, Rory spoke to
Harry Ruick. Do
you know who killed her? No,
Ruick said honestly. We're hoping the forensic evidence sent to the lab
will give us a clue. Till that comes back we're going to need to ask you and
your dad a lot of questions, get to know everything we can about your stepmom.
We might get a lead from that. Rory
nodded, looking considerably older than his years. Perhaps because nature
abhors a vacuum, Les had taken on the role of the child, at least outwardly,
and snuffled into a crumpled handkerchief. I feel so lost, he said,
and sounded it. As
they climbed into the sedan, Les asked Rory to join him at the motel where he
was staying but the boy declined, preferring the grubby, spartan NPS
researchers' dorm to greater comfort bought at the price of his father's
company. Lester
took the rebuff with resignation. This was not the first time his son had
slammed a door in his face. Compassion hit Joan so hard she grimaced as though
she'd sustained a punch to the stomach. Anna wondered if she was merely
imagining the hurt or if her sons, Luke and John, had dealt such a blow
themselves. Rory's
adult facade was crumbling and Lester Van Slyke was frankly gray with
exhaustion. Of necessity and not generosity, Ruick postponed the taking of
statements and the interview process until the following afternoon. Five
of them squished into a sedan for twenty minutes, breathing each other's fear,
anger and sweat was pressing heavily on Anna. She rolled down her window,
pushed her face into the onrush of air and closed her ears. Rory, sitting in
the backseat between her and Joan, jostled her at every turn in the twisted
mountain road. At each nudge Anna suffered the burn of childhood fury when her
side of the backseat was encroached upon. By
the time they reached the employee housing area and Ruick pulled the car into
Joan's drive, Anna had her hand on the door handle. She pulled up on it before
the car rolled to a full stop and got out with a harried sense of escaping. It
was all she could do to remain in their company long enough to unload her pack
from the trunk. Ruick was still throwing verbal instructions at her back as she
headed toward the front door. Once
inside Joan made an incredibly generous offer. Do you want to shower
first? Anna
managed a nod of bare civility before shutting herself into the blessed
sanctity of the bath. Neither
Joan nor Anna had the desire, much less the energy, to talk shop that
night. Clad in her teddy-bear print, goin'-visitin' pajamas, Anna lay on the
couch watching whatever network was on, alternately blessing and cursing her
hostess for being a teetotaler. Had there been alcohol in the house, given her
present mental and physical condition, Anna would have dearly loved to imbibe.
When the angels perched on her shoulder, she was grateful that temptation in
the form of the cunning, baffling and powerful was not set before her. When
demons in the form of rigorously edited memories of drug-induced bliss shrieked
at her, she longed for that same temptation so she could give into it
forthwith. Joan
chose to dull her brain not with television or booze but with her personal drug
of choice: work. She sat surrounded by several days' worth of bear incident
management system reports and a pile of faxes, e-mails and 10-343 law
enforcement reports that she had, in the addict's age-old habit of stockpiling
drugs, radioed ahead and asked her assistant to leave on her dining table. E-mail
first, Joan said as she opened her laptop. Ah, three from my map
boy wanting to know where the bears will seek food this week. How
do you know where they'll be? Anna said. I
don't. I just know where the food will be. What's ripe. Like that. Anna
left her to it. She
was amusing herself by cataloguing the gross errors committed by law
enforcement on some cop show when Joan broke the long and peaceful silence. Four
bear sightings since we've been in the high country, she said. Mmmm.
Anna made a noise to excuse herself from being out-and-out rude but which she
hoped would discourage any further intercourse. One's
pretty funny, Joan said. Anna
refused to ask how so. Several seconds ticked by. She could almost feel Joan's
need to talk. Joan
cracked. Seems this one was dancing. Next
they'll be riding bicycles and lobbying for the vote, Anna said. Contact
was made. Joan rubbed her eyes, her glasses riding up on the backs of her
hands. Do you think Rory'll be okay? she asked. I mean he seemed
okay. Way too okay if you ask me. It's
quiet, too quiet. . ., Anna intoned. Yeah,
like that. Didn't it seem to you that he kind of went away inside himself when
his dad and Harry flew out to ID the body? He had to know it was his stepmom.
The rest of us figured it was. Anna
thought of the water bottles and wondered if Rory had not merely thought it was
Carolyn but known for a fact it was. He'll
be okay, Anna said, then remembered it was Joan she was talking to. Not
someone she wanted to blow off. She sat up, folded her legs under her
tailor-fashion and muted the television. I
don't know, she amended. She told Joan of Rory's vagueness about what had
transpired during the thirty-six hours he'd been missing, about her fears his
cowardice in abandoning them to Ursus horibilis would permanently scar
his psyche. She told Joan about Carolyn Van Slyke's missing water bottle and
Rory turning up out of the woods with a spare. The recitation done, Anna felt
much relieved. She couldn't say the same for Joan. Owl-eyed
behind the oversized spectacles, Joan studied her as if she was a scat
specimen. How do you walk around like a normal person with such creepy
thoughts in your head? she asked finally. It must be like being
Stephen King but without the money. I
guess, Anna admitted, feeling guilty for casting her shadow side over
Joan's naturally sunny self. I think good thoughts, too. She was
remembering Joan's lecture on rainbows, roses and whiskers on kittens. Name
one, Joan challenged. Anna
drew a blank and Joan laughed her wonderful laugh, joy and appreciation of the
absurdity of the human condition running up and down the musical scale.
Relenting, she said. I know you do. It was unfair to spring the question
on you at this time of night. Anna
accepted the reprieve but her failure bothered her and she finally came up with
one: Kittens. Not just the whiskers, the whole ball of wax. Again
the laughter. When it had subsided, somberness reclaimed Joan, and Anna waited
for the inevitable. It wasn't long in coming. Do
you think Rory did it? Joan asked. Anna
wanted to say no for the sake of her friend but chose not to defraud her with a
half-truth. I don't see how he could have, she said instead. That,
at least, was honest. They
were saved from wandering too far down that darkling road by a knock on the
door. I'll
get it, Anna said as Joan yelled, Come in. Both, it seemed,
welcomed the distraction. Ron,
the bear-team guy who'd given them a lift to the bottom of Flattop Trail four
nights before, let himself in the front door. Those four nights had stretched
into years in Anna's mind and she didn't remember Ron's name till Joan called
out a greeting. Big
and bearish himself, Ron was well-suited to his profession. Descended from some
sturdy sun-drenched people, he was of middling height with thick black hair, a
glossy close-cut black beard and rambunctious black chest hair that sprang out
of the vee of his uniform shirt. Joan
has all the fun, he said seriously as he flopped his two hundred pounds
into an aging Barcalounger with childlike disregard for the load limits of its
infrastructure. Then I was off when the search team was called out so I
didn't even get in on that. Let's
see. What did you guys miss down here at Adventure Central? Tom up at
Polebridge ranger station —Ron named the station on the northwest boundary
of the park— got to tow a gutted horse trailer from where it'd been
illegally parked. Lord knows what they were hauling. The drug dogs didn't like
it much but didn't hit on anything. On
the east side Alicia had a lady she thought had symptoms of a heart
attack—shortness of breath, bad color—and had her taken out by helicopter.
Turns out the lady wasn't having a coronary. She was eighty-three years old and
tired. Poor old gal will keel over when she gets the bill. And
while you guys were out finding bodies, right here in the megalopolis of West
Glacier, crime capital of the world, yours truly was called on to risk life and
honor shooing a chipmunk out of some lady from Virginia's tent. More
laughter from Joan; too much for the nominally amusing chipmunk incident. Joan
laughed a lot. It was how she let the pressures that built up inside her skull
escape since her innate kindness and empathy forbade darker, more violent expressions.
Anna was coming to know the nuances of her laughter. This was sharp with the
relief a change of subject provided. The
change was short-lived. Tell
me everything, Ron said. I'm on till midnight so take your
time. Trading
the conversation back and forth effortlessly Anna and Joan wove a picture of
their four days in the high country. Joan's instincts were excellent and
neither she nor Anna shared anything about the water bottles, the precise
location of the body, the contents of the pack that had been found or any other
detail Ruick might wish kept secret for investigative purposes. Wow,
Ron said when they'd finished. Could be anybody. But why would anybody do
it? That's
it in a nutshell, Anna said. Dead
ends summarily reached, the conversation limped on for a while, Ron dragging
his visit out as long as he could. The four-to-midnight shift could be deadly
dull. Anna and Joan managed to yawn him out the door a little past ten. Shortly
after that they both headed for the unparalleled luxury of a mattress covered
with clean sheets and dry blankets, and under a roof. At
eight a.m. both women were in a conference room down the hall from Harry
Ruick's office. Anna was filling out a statement encapsulating what she had
experienced and observed regarding Carolyn Van Slyke's murder. Joan was filling
out reports on the bear attack on their camp and her involvement with the
search for Rory. Joan could easily— probably more easily—have done her work in
the relative comfort of her own office. The resource management building was an
older structure with fewer conveniences but had loads more personality than the
bricks of headquarters. She'd
come with Anna to keep her company, she said. Anna suspected she also wanted to
pick up any new information there might be about Rory's involvement, or lack
thereof, in his stepmother's death. Ruick had no news on that score but, good
as her intentions, Joan stayed with Anna till they'd finished and Anna left to
meet with Ruick. The
chief ranger's office was several doors down on the right. His window opened
onto an uninspiring view of the back parking lot. As
in Joan's house, Anna felt at home. The walls held cheaply framed posters of
parks Harry'd worked and photographs of him, younger and thinner, grinning from
the tops of mountains with like-minded men wearing fleece and wool and
wind-chilled smiles. The tops of the ubiquitous metal filing cabinets held
marksmanship trophies and strange pieces of rock and bone. Ruick
was behind a gray metal desk working through the pile of papers that had
accumulated in his IN box during his excursion to the field. His door was open.
Anna tapped on the doorframe. Come
in, he said as he glanced up to see who it was. When he noted it was her
he stopped what he was doing and gave her his undivided attention. Since
getting the full bore of his administrative persona was rare, Anna was flattered
and mildly alarmed. She took her place in the armless metal visitor's chair and
waited to be enlightened. I've
got a little problem I'm hoping you can help me out with. I'm short-handed at
the moment. As you know, two of my district rangers and four other law
enforcement rangers are out in California on the Miranda fire. Anna'd
been out of the loop for a while and hadn't heard of this particular
conflagration but was unsurprised. Great swaths of California burned most
Augusts. High desert and dry, forest fires burned fast and hot and too often
near heavily populated areas. Ruick
was looking at her. Dutifully she said yes to whatever it was he was expecting
her to agree with. Thing
is the fire was contained, burning itself out. The crew the Glacier rangers
were on was to be demobed. I expected them today or tomorrow at the latest.
Yesterday, while I was on Flattop with the Van Slyke thing, Miranda blew up,
jumped the lines and took in another eighty-five hundred acres. There was
just a hint of self-condemnation in his tone that led Anna to suspect Ruick
felt Miranda wouldn't have dared misbehave so grossly had his attention not
been taken up elsewhere. Looks
like they'll be out another week or ten days. The FBI hasn't got any interest
in this murder-in-the-outback kind of thing when it's got no drugs or gun
overtones. We'll keep it single jurisdiction. The long and short of it is, I'd
like you to work with me on this. Sort of Girl Friday. Girl
Friday was a significant promotion from step-'n'-fetchit, but this time Anna
was offended not by the word girl, but the concept as a whole. She
said nothing, giving him a slow count of ten in Spanish to save himself. She'd
reached seis when he did. Horror
dawned as her silence brought home the inexcusably sexist remark he'd just
made. A political and personal faux pas that not only brought the blood
burning to his face and neck but must have scared the bejesus out of him as
well. In such opportunistic and paranoid times, a statement like that could get
him dragged into court were it to fall into the wrong ears. Anna
waited for him to dig himself out. The hole was pretty deep. She rather looked
forward to a circuitous round of creative half-excuses that, like air
freshener, would alter but not eradicate the stink. She underestimated Harry. He
rubbed his face with both hands and for the first time she noticed how tired he
looked. With his people gone to fight fire there was a good chance he'd been up
late on a call-out chasing poachers or settling visitor disputes. Let
me start with an apology. That comment surfaced from when I was a dinosaur and
didn't know any better. That doesn't excuse it but— Not
a problem, Anna interrupted, sensing he'd merely been careless in his
approach and was genuine in his remorse. Beside, there were those questions she
wanted answered and it sounded like she was about to get carte blanche to ask
them. I'm
your girl, she said. Ruick
laughed. Why do I doubt that? 9 The
remainder of the morning was dedicated to working out the details. It
had never seriously crossed the chief ranger's mind that Anna might say no.
No was not a real option for district rangers. He'd called Anna's
boss, John Brown, and made sure he was clear to borrow her. Should the murder
investigation interfere with the DNA project, Anna's stay would be lengthened
and she would enter into the next phase of paper-pushing instead of fieldwork
and learn what she could. Matters
settled to his satisfaction, Harry filled Anna in on the plans of the relevant
parties. After the autopsy was completed and Lester could attend to the
business of disposing of his wife's body, he was hiking back into Fifty
Mountain. Harry had argued against it. Les was frail, inexperienced and, one
might assume, emotionally distraught. An ideal recipe for disaster. But legally
he could not be stopped. Suicide was a crime, stupidity was not. Rory
would be allowed to continue working on the bear DNA project with Joan Rand.
Anna was not pleased with this turn of events. Weak as the case might be, Rory
was a murder suspect. Because she felt she'd be betraying a confidence, Anna
didn't tell Harry of the Rory-Luke connection in Joan's mind, but she was
afraid it would color the researcher's view of the boy. She would not be
careful enough of Rory and would respond to him more as a surrogate son than a
potentially dangerous man. Ruick listened respectfully to Anna's concerns but,
as she couldn't come up with any concrete ideas to better run the show, he
stuck to the status quo. Nominally
Anna would still be working with Joan. She would accompany her and Rory into
the backcountry, but her first priority would be the murder of Carolyn Van
Slyke. Today
I want you to interview Rory. I'll take his dad, Harry said.
Something's not kosher with those two but damned if I can figure out
what. Both
Van Slykes arrived shortly before three o'clock. Anna met them in the
foyer, a plain, barely decorated area just inside the glass doors where the
receptionist's desk sat. A much older looking Lester occupied the only chair.
His son, hands thrust deeply in his pockets, stood before a black and white
photo of the old headquarters building studying it as if its architecture was
going to be on a test they were about to take. Anna
sent Les down the hall to the chief ranger's office. She took Rory to the
conference room. Joan was gone and Anna missed her. She'd not consciously
admitted that she wanted Joan there for the interview but she found she did. Mind
if I tape this? Anna asked and put a recorder on the table. Whatever. Anna
pushed the Record button. You
want anything? she asked as he slumped into Joan's vacated chair and
began mindlessly spinning it in slow circles on its axis. Coke or coffee
or anything? Nothing.
I don't want anything. Anna
was relieved. She'd made the offer out of habit. She had no idea where these
amenities were to be found in Glacier's headquarters. Me neither,
she said and sat down. For as long as a minute, an exceedingly long time for
silence between two people not long acquainted, she watched him, waiting to see
what he'd do, which way he'd break under pressure. He
stopped his spinning and occupied himself by staring out the window watching
the maintenance vehicles going by the parking lot to the maintenance yard
beyond. There was a stiffness to his neck and shoulders that suggested he could
play this game till the metaphorical cows came home. Evidently, in his young
life, he'd become accustomed to protecting his inner world from outside storms. Anna
let another thirty seconds crawl by to make sure. Looking at Rory, the
deceptively fragile frame, the thick sandy hair, coarse and falling like hay
across his unlined brow, the deep-set blue eyes, she didn't think he looked
like a boy who'd kill his mom. But then what did a matricide look like? In the
imagination they were sly, sinister, horned and hairy. In reality they were
just people. Kids. Whatever was broken was deep inside, out of the public view.
Children murdering their own parents was uncommon but by no means unheard of.
Often it was the good boys who did it. With the possible exception
of Lizzy Borden it was always boys, Anna noted. She could call to mind three
incidents in the past two years. Sons murdering Mom and Dad. But never
mutilating them. I'm
real sorry about your stepmother, she said. Reluctantly,
Rory brought his gaze back into the room. It settled not on Anna, but on the
table between them. Yeah
. . . well... it happens. Anna
breathed out slowly. It happens? Jesus. How does it happen?
she asked neutrally. People
die. Anna
could tell by his tone he was shooting for a matter-of-fact
delivery. An underlying bitterness ruined the effect and she remembered his
biological mother had died as well. This was a double trauma for Rory. The new
coupled with the inevitable reliving of the old. Mentally, she readjusted. This
upwelling of the severest of childhood wounds could account for any number of
incongruent behaviors. Can't
argue with that, she said and Rory's eyes met hers. In the blue depths
she saw that spark kids get when adults surprise them by not being unutterably
obtuse. Who'd
want to kill your stepmother? Anna made no attempt to soften the
question. If
it jarred him, he didn't show it. His eyes strayed again to the parking lot,
unseeing as he searched inside his skull for an answer. Anna thought she saw
one briefly illuminate his eyes then fade. It appeared not to be so much
rejected as hidden. Finally Rory said, There's a few, but none of 'em
here. I mean, who'd be here? Why not just run her over in a crosswalk at home
in Seattle? Rory
was nothing if not pragmatic about homicide. A
few? Anna pressed. Carolyn
was a divorce lawyer, Rory said. Oh.
Right. Anybody specific? Maybe
her ex-sister-in-law. Barbara something. She hated Mom. Mom
and Carolyn were running neck and neck. Some unresolved conflicts
there. Anna dearly wished Molly were at hand. Rory's world was definitely
psychiatrist country. I
guess somebody could have followed her here. Rory sounded hopeful, and
why not? He wasn't stupid. He'd know they'd be looking hard at both himself and
his dad. Television had done a thorough job of destroying naivete and replacing
it, often as not, with misinformation. Could
be, Anna said, but didn't believe it. Too intricate. Too much trouble.
Rory was right, a crosswalk in a city would be a lot more likely. Anna
changed direction. Tell me what she was like. Rory
flashed her a look of alarm that Anna didn't understand, then settled into a
careful recitation of facts: height, weight, color of hair, occupation,
educational background. Not the usual stuff a kid would choose to describe what
a deceased parent was like. Anna didn't think he'd misunderstood the question.
He was avoiding it. How'd
she get on with your dad? Rory's face hardened slightly. You'd have
to ask him. Anna
let that lie between them for a while. Then she said, So. You going to
tell me where you got that water bottle? A
blank look from Rory did more to convince her he'd not snatched it from the
dying hands of his stepmother than a mountain of protestations would have done.
The look cleared as memory returned. The transition was too natural and held
too many shades of awakening to be feigned. The one I had when you guys
found me after the bear tore up our camp? That
very one. Where'd you get it? I
don't know, Rory said. As
improbable as that was, Anna found herself inclined to believe him.
Where'd you get it? she repeated anyway. I
can't tell you. He was beginning to sound desperate. Try. I
didn't have it I don't think—no, I know I didn't because I got thirsty—real
thirsty—by the time the rain started. Anna
thought back. That would have been just after sunup when she and Joan were
gathering their wits and what was left of their bear-ravaged camp. So
you were thirsty, she prompted. I
was hot. I'd been running, he admitted. I'd taken off my shirt. I
lay down for a minute. The rain woke me up and the sweatshirt was gone and the
water bottle was just there. After a while I guess I got to thinking I must
have brought it from camp, but I didn't. Not really. Anna
could understand that. The brain's job was to make sense of the world. When the
world refused to fall into line, the brain was perfectly capable of rearranging
memories until at least the appearance of order was restored. Let
me get this straight, Anna said. While you were napping in the
woods at dawn, lost to friends and family, someone or something stole your
dirty sweatshirt and left you a bottle of much-needed water in its place. And
all this without waking you up, asking if you were alive or dead. That's
it, Rory said, the stiff neck returning. My sweatshirt wasn't all
that dirty. A
kind of good fairy or guardian angel? Anna asked, just to see if anger
would shake anything more loose from the boy. Rory
stared at the table, his lips pressed shut, undoubtedly to keep language
unsuited for adults in authority shut behind his teeth. Danger past, he
unlocked his jaws. Maybe it was exactly that. A guardian angel. I needed
water pretty bad, and all that day and the next I never came across any. Maybe
I'd've died without that happening. Anna'd
learned not to argue with magic. In her years of law enforcement, whenever a
wizard had been pointed out she'd always been able to find the little man
behind the curtain pulling levers. She suspected there'd be a mortal with feet
of clay behind Rory's miracles as well. Maybe Rory's own size tens. I
must have had two water bottles with me, Rory said suddenly, clearly
pleased with the idea. And I brought one out of the tent with me. I just
don't remember doing it. Anna's
eyes narrowed. You just said an angel gave it to you. Yeah.
Well. That's stupid. I must've had it with me before. Rory's voice turned
sullen and mulish. I took it with me when I left camp. I'd just forgot.
There was the bear and all and I didn't feel so hot. Anna
decided to let the matter go. For now. She
turned off the tape recorder, dragged out a map and for the next twenty minutes
nudged, badgered and cajoled Rory into approximating as closely as he could his
journey during his thirty-six-hour hiatus. Every attempt ended the same. Rory
knew where he'd started and he knew where he'd ended up. The hours and miles in
between were a kaleidoscope turning timelessly through forest and scrub and
burn. When it became evident he could not or would not be more specific, Anna
backed off. If he wouldn't tell her, there was no way to force him. If he
really couldn't tell her and she kept pushing, eventually he'd make something
up to get her off his back. Convinced
she'd gotten all she was going to at this juncture, she declared the interview
at an end. Back in Harry's office she and Rory rejoined the chief ranger and
Lester Van Slyke. A brief consultation convinced Anna and Ruick that an
interview with Van Slyke, father and son, would not be a productive use of
time. There'd been ample opportunity to watch the two of them interact when
emotions were raw. By now defenses would be in place. They were excused with
proper words of thanks and Anna was alone with Harry. Civilization
diminished him. In the backcountry with a life and death situation to put his
back into, he'd appeared younger and stronger than he did behind his desk,
awards and diplomas arrayed around him. Anna
caught a glimpse of herself reflected in his window. She was no great shakes
either. Her short hair had more gray in it than she remembered noticing in the
mirror and her age was beginning to tell its ever lengthening story in the
marks under her eyes and in the softening at her jawline. For
the family of the dearly departed these boys are behaving in a decidedly
strange manner, Ruick said. Les is still determined to go on with
his damned camping trip and he said Rory's still dead-set on finishing up the
DNA project. Rory
talked to him? Called
him last night at the hotel. Not
having spent much time with Rory, Harry wouldn't know how peculiar that was.
Maybe the death of Mrs. Van Slyke was bringing father and son together. No
sense letting a little thing like murder spoil your vacation plans, Ruick
said cynically. The
Van Slykes' decision to remain in Glacier had its upside from a law enforcement
point of view. Though they might have their suspicions, there was no evidence
on which to hold Les or his son. In park crimes, there was always the added
difficulty of perpetrators and witnesses dispersing to faraway places before
the investigation could be completed. What
do they mean us to do with the body? Anna asked. Leave it at the
morgue in Flathead County till it's time to go home? Sort
of. Les has that all worked out. Soon as the autopsy's done he wants it
cremated locally. He'll pick up the ashes after his camping trip. No
funeral, memorial service, nothing? Apparently
not. He seemed to be genuinely grieving for his wife. He teared up a few times,
if that means anything. More than that, though, he seemed angry at her. That's
natural enough, Anna said, remembering her sister's lectures when she'd
turned angry at her husband, Zach, after he'd died. Abandonment was as
universal a fear as fear of falling. Fear had a way of turning inward. In women
it usually manifested itself as depression, in men, anger. Nah.
Not like that, Harry said dismissively. I'm no shrink but this felt
different. There was an element of spite in it. Like old Lester might kick his
wife's corpse a good one if he thought nobody was looking. Rory
intimated his folks were not experiencing unremitting wedded bliss, but he
declined to elaborate, Anna said. Les
didn't say anything outright against the missus and, like I said, he managed a
few tears. What set me off was the way he was ordering up the cremation of the
corpse. Sort of slam-bang and take that. Do
you think he killed he? He's
got no alibi, of course. Things happen in the wee hours, and unless you sleep
with somebody, you're not going to have anybody to vouch for your whereabouts.
He's got some real mixed feelings about her being dead, that's for sure. But
no, I don't think he killed her. If he did he'd be playing the grief card a
little harder. And he'd probably want to get the hell out of here, post
haste. Unless
there was something here that needed doing, Anna said slowly. Maybe
something Carolyn stood in the way of. They
mulled that over for a time but came up with nothing. What could an old man and
a boy want in the Glacier wilderness? There was ho gold, no silver, no oil or
natural gas, no buried Aztec treasure that anybody knew of. Glacier lilies had
been dug up and spirited away but they were worthless, financially speaking. Thinking
of the lilies, Anna told Harry of Geoffrey Mickleson-Nicholson. Harry wrote
down the name. No
way to trace him without numbers, he said. Social security,
driver's license, date of birth—but I'll see if anybody with those names filed
a backcountry permit. I
don't know if he's even old enough to have a driver's license, Anna said.
But while you're at it, check for a Bill or William McCaskil. He was
camped at Fifty Mountain when the Van Slykes were. He lied about how well he
knew Carolyn. Ruick
wrote McCaskil, William on his legal pad. What else? he
asked. Anna
couldn't think of anything. Ruick
stared out the window, tapping his pen absentmindedly, top then tip, like a
tiny baton. The
clock on his desk said it was quarter till five. The day had slipped away.
Indoors, cooped up with people, Anna had missed it. Afternoon light, strong and
colorless, the sun high with summer, striped the parking lot with the shadows
of the surrounding pines. A fantasy of a hammock and a good book teased up in
Anna's brain. Unthinkingly, she yawned, her jaw cracking at maximum distention. Harry
looked at her and laughed. Tomorrow is soon enough. I expect we've all
earned an early night. 10 The
sound of claws came in the night. At first Anna thought she was camped in the
high country and fought the claustrophobic blindness of an enclosed tent.
Slowly it came to her that she was fighting the covers on the bed in Joan's
guest room. The window to the left of the bed was open, only a thin screen
between her and the out-of-doors. Panic
opened Anna's eyes and, by the faint light of the few street lamps that
polluted the night in the housing area, she saw a great shaggy hulk. As she
watched, it blanked the light, took it like a black hole, then perforated it
with the shine of ragged teeth. Open-mouthed,
she couldn't scream. Not a sound came out. Her arms and legs lay heavy as
deadwood on the mattress. The teeth slipped through the screen, a faint tearing
noise, then a paw, clattering claws so long they struck the sill, came through
the wire. Still Anna was paralyzed, a poison, a weight in her limbs. With
a tremendous effort she fought to move. The resulting jerk woke her, freed her
from the nightmare. For half a minute she lay in the bed reassuring herself
that now, really, this time, she was awake, not merely dreaming she was, safe
from the black quicksand of her subconscious. Then
the sound of claws was repeated and the nightmare began again. This time Anna
could move. Quick as a cat she was out of the bed, mother-naked, back against
the wall beside the window. Her heart pounded and she felt half crazy but she
knew she'd heard it: scratching. Joan
had inherited the house with curtains. She must have. Anna could not believe a
member of the female gender would purposely choose those that hung to either
side of the window. Snaking
her hand between the oversized geometric-patterned drapes and the wall, Anna
eased the curtain out far enough to afford her an oblique view of the screen.
Time passed, measured by the beat of her heart: a minute, two, maybe three.
Nightmare cleared from her eyes and she noted the faint silver sheen of distant
light reflecting off the fine mesh, the darker shadow from the overhanging eve.
Across the street at an angle, she could see the garage of one house and
the front entrance of another. All was still. No monsters. Adrenaline
subsided. Cold sank into her bare skin, worse where buttocks and shoulder
blades touched the plaster of the wall, but she did not return to bed. Waiting
was an art form. Seldom had she gone wrong with waiting, watching another
minute. Another five minutes. Scratch.
Scratch. A claw, a single claw, the sere black forefinger of a crone, crept up
from beneath the sill and raked at the screen. Soundlessly,
Anna backed away from the curtain. Crossing the bedroom in three strides, she
snatched up shorts and shirt. In the hall she pulled them on. Her boots were by
the front door near her day pack. She stepped into them and jerked the laces
tight. Joan
lived like a pacifist. The only weapon that presented itself in the
shadow-filled living room was a three-legged footstool beside the Barcalounger
where Anna'd left her day pack. She tipped it clear of the remote control and a
Reader's Digest and hefted it in her right hand. Heavy hardwood, well
made; it would suffice. Moving
quickly, she let herself out the kitchen door at the back of the house and ran
quietly around the garage, her boots nearly soundless on the lush summer grass.
Bobbing like a duck for a June bug, she peeked around the corner then ducked
back. A
shape was crouched beneath her bedroom window. Given the real and imagined
beasts that had haunted her nights, she forgot for a moment who took honors for
the most dangerous species, and was comforted by its human contours. Whoever
scratched at her screen had his back to her. Carrying the stool up against her
shoulder, ready for defensive or offensive use, Anna stepped from behind the
corner of the garage and moved slowly across the concrete driveway. Scratch.
The crone's finger was a stick the croucher pushed up to scrape the wires. The
croucher wore a dark coat but his pale hair caught the light. Anna moved up
close behind him. Fear at bay, she was rather enjoying the game. Leaning
down, mouth near the intruder's ear, she whispered, Rory, what are you
doing? The result was most satisfying. Rory Van Slyke clamped both hands
over his mouth. His twig went flying and he collapsed in a heap, his back
against the wall of the house, his eyes huge above his hands. The
only thing missing was noise. Rory had not made a sound. Not a squeak or a
grunt. Somewhere along the line he'd learned not to cry out. Anna wondered why. She
swung down the stool she'd been brandishing and sat on it. What are you
doing? she repeated, this time in a normal voice. Shh,
Rory hushed her. I was trying to get your attention, he whispered. Why
didn't you knock on the door? Anna whispered hack. Library rules: it's
hard to speak normally when one's conversational partner is whispering. I
didn't want to wake Joan, Rory replied. He sat up. Can we go
someplace? For a walk maybe? Sleep
had been pretty much ruined for an hour or so, at least till the adrenaline had
time to be reabsorbed. Sure, Anna said. Let me get a
jacket. No.
Take mine, Rory said, slipping out of a dark fleece coat. I don't
want to wake Joan, he said again. Anna
took the coat. It was soft and oversized and already nicely warmed up.
Lead on, Macduff, she said. Rory looked blank. Where do we
go? Oh.
Just anywhere. Beneath the fleece he wore blue jeans and a sweatshirt
with Mariners stenciled across the chest. Shoving his hands into
his jeans pockets, he walked across the grass to the street. Anna fell in step
beside him. Briefly, she wondered just how big a fool she was being, lured out
alone at night by a young man who was on a short list of murder suspects. For
reasons she was not quite sure of, her alarms weren't going off. Maybe Joan's
goodness was wearing off on her. Maybe she was getting old and sloppy, losing
her edge. Whatever
it was, Anna felt no fear for her physical self, and a burning curiosity to
find out what was on the boy's mind. For the length of a city block, till they
came to a fork in the road, Rory said nothing. The houses they passed were dark
and sleeping. Anna liked being out at night. It had been awhile since she'd
moved like a ghost among the living, thinking her thoughts while they dreamed
theirs. In the Mississippi woods the nights were too dark for wandering. At
the fork, Rory stopped for a second as if the decision of which way to go
momentarily overcame him, then went on again, straight, toward headquarters and
the main road. Tall trees lined either side of the lane, drawing curtains of
impenetrable black alongside. Overhead the night was clear. Stars and a quarter
moon gave enough light to see by. Anna was pleased to walk without flashlights.
In true darkness they were invaluable. In anything less they only served to
narrow vision down to where it was a distraction instead of a guide. So
what happens now? Rory said after a while. How
so? There'd been a lot of blood under the bridge in the past few days. He
could be asking about any number of things. A natural reticence made her not
want to spout forth unnecessary information. About
the . . . you know . . . the death, Rory said. Anna
looked at him in the weak light from the moon. If he'd shed any tears for this
stepmother he'd done it in private. His eyes were dry but she noticed he did
not say Carolyn's name or call her my stepmom. Regardless of where
his emotions lay, it was natural that he would want to distance himself from
the incident. There
will be an investigation, she said carefully. Chief Ranger Ruick
will be heading that up. He'll try and find out who did it and bring them to
justice. She realized she sounded prim and simplistic, but at the moment,
she wasn't sure what else to say, wasn't sure what it was Rory wanted. You
got suspects already? Rory asked. They'd reached the road that led past
the headquarters parking lot toward the maintenance yard. Rory turned down it.
Anna hesitated. This way took them toward the machine sheds, garages, storage
barns and, if they went far enough, the resource management building. They were
moving away from the housing area where a shout would be heard and, because
this was a national park, responded to. In
the end, she followed him. Time enough to turn around. She wanted to know where
he was heading metaphorically if not geographically. Nobody special, if
that's what you mean, Anna hedged. This wasn't exactly your
smoking-gun sort of situation. On
television they always suspect the husband, he said. Do you guys
suspect Les? Rory
seemed oblivious to the fact that he, too, might be a suspect. Maybe he thought
being incommunicado for a day and a half in his bedroom slippers was an
ironclad alibi. Or maybe he was more cunning than Anna gave him credit for.
Maybe he wanted them to suspect Les and that's what this little nocturne was
playing up to. He's
a suspect, Anna said because Rory already knew it was true. Why? Do
you think your dad killed your stepmom, that Les killed Carolyn? She
purposely used titles and names, wanting to bring it home, make it personal, to
see what Rory would do. A
twitch? Too dark to tell. Maybe I did it. Ever think of that? he
asked. Those
were my very thoughts not more than a minute ago. Did you? Dad
didn't. They'd
reached the maintenance yard. Rory stopped by the gasoline pumps and turned
toward her. I don't think you ought to go poking around. Dad's not
healthy. Can't you see that? He's old and his heart's not good. He's got high
blood pressure. He can't handle this kind of stuff. Leave him alone. This,
then, was the crux of the matter. Anna looked around at the deserted
maintenance yard, the rows of blank garage doors facing in on a paved
rectangle, the hulks of machinery dead with the night, and rather wished she'd
insisted they turn back earlier. Rory, several feet away, was studying her as
intently as she studied her surroundings. His sandy hair gleamed in the soft
light but the rough cascade of bangs, in need of trimming, threw his eyes into
deep shadow. It's
cold, Anna said. Let's keep walking. And talking. Though
emotionally taxing and often spiritually dangerous, talking was not a
physically damaging sport. Anna wanted to keep him right on doing it until they
got back into a more populated locale. Let's
not, he said. She started off anyway as if she hadn't heard him, setting
a casual pace that would take them around a sharp corner past derelict-looking
buildings toward the resource management office and another residential area. After
a brief hesitation, he walked with her. Anna allowed herself a small inward
sigh of relief. Determined though he might be, Rory was not yet ready to lay
hands on her to get what he wanted. Why
don't you want your dad investigated? she asked mildly. I
told you, Rory snapped. His health isn't good. His
wife's health was considerably worse, Anna thought, but didn't say so. She just
walked and waited to see if whatever was under the surface of Rory's filial
concern would boil out into words. It didn't, and that concerned her. Kids,
normal kids with fair-to-middling parents, might bluster in their adolescent
years about not trusting anyone over thirty, but beneath that bluster dwelt the
child whose long habit had been to turn to adults when in need. Rory'd had that
habit broken for him. Anna
kept on at the same easy pace. They reached the corner where the maintenance
yard bent into an L-shape. This was the farthest they'd get from windows and
ears, a walled canyon of buildings, machinery and trees between them and the
scattered houses. Realizing she'd tensed, Anna relaxed her neck to keep herself
alert and ready. Consciously, she monitored the speed of her steps. I
don't have any say in this investigation, she said easily. I'm just
visiting from another park. I've done a few chores for Harry but that's it. If
you want your dad left out of things, the person you need to talk to is the
chief ranger. I'd suggest you do it during regular business hours. Creeping
around in people's shrubbery could get a fellow shot. It's
you I want to leave Dad alone, Rory said and this time he did lay hands
on her. Strong brown fingers curled around her upper arm forcing her to stop. The
touch triggered fear in Anna. If she were going to fight or run, now was the
time. For small people without the skills or scriptwriters of Jackie Chan,
exploding like a cherry bomb then running like hell was the best bet. The
spurt of fear was not enough. They were still talking. Like
I said— Anna began. No,
Rory cut her off. You. You leave him alone. The fingers tightened
on her arm. You're different. You pry and pry and wriggle into people's
heads. You don't just ask what they've done. You watch and you wait like some
fast little snake that looks asleep. Then there's that little tongue flicking
out because you smell something. You pry into stuff that's none of your affair.
That has nothing to do with anything. Nothing to do with this. Rory
was being his own pep squad, letting his own oratory whip him up like a speaker
inflaming a mob of one. Anna
decided to break into it before he worked himself into trouble. That's
enough, she said quietly. With another boy she might have yelled, a
verbal slap to get his attention, but she'd seen Rory with Harry Ruick. The boy
definitely had a problem with authority. Let go of my arm, she said
just as softly. I bruise easily and it is swimsuit season. Either
the tone or the absurdity got through and he let go. She began walking, glad to
be leaving the spectral machines of the maintenance yard. Time
we headed back, she said. I don't know about you, but it's way past
my bedtime. No longer curious as to what Rory wanted from her, Anna
firmly dropped the subject. After
fifty feet of consideration, Rory picked it up again. The heat his speech had
lent his words was gone. The icy edge that replaced it was far more alarming.
If you don't lay off Les and just do the bear thing or whatever, you'll
be sorry. Real sorry. The
clichйd threat should have sounded childish, empty, but it didn't. No hollow
undertone spoke of desperation or grasping at straws. Rory had something
concrete in mind. Anna felt it with every chilled ounce of marrow in her bones. Rory
had missed his opportunity to thrash her. They walked now between two rows of
neat houses, petunias, a riot of color in the light of day, spilling black as
tar from window boxes. What could a high school boy do to her? Slash her tires?
Leave burning dog droppings on her doorstep? Spray-paint fuck you
on her garage door? If Rory planned a physical threat all she need do was
report him to Harry and he would be shipped out of the park immediately with a
ranger escort to the airport. Any threat he made would end the same way. Anna
was grown up, connected. He was a child. He must know that. What
will you do if I don't stop investigating Les? she asked, genuinely
curious. I'll
tell everybody you sexually harassed me, he said evenly. Anna
laughed. Pressured
me, he went on. That you used your position to coerce me into
having sex. That you seduced me and made me do things I'm ashamed of. Anna
quit laughing. She quit walking. So did Rory. Together, face to face, they
stood in the middle of the empty street. A horrible, gnawing anxiety began
eating Anna from the inside. Rory had found the right threat. An accusation
like that would get her, not him, shipped from the park. It wouldn't matter if
it was true or not. It wouldn't matter if Harry Ruick believed it or not. The
mere accusation would be enough. If Rory pressed charges, life as she knew and enjoyed
it would dissolve into smirks, sneers, depositions, lawyers. Before it was over
she'd be beggared emotionally and financially. The park service might back her,
but they'd be running scared. Anxious to cut her loose and save themselves. Even
if they knew it wasn't true. Rory's
face changed and she realized she'd been fool enough to let her fear show on
her face, writ so large a callow boy could read it by the meager light of a
quarter moon. You're
joking, she said, and, It won't work. Both statements were
untrue. When
I was in junior high school this teacher got sent to prison for it, he
said. Anna
remembered the case. It had created a feeding frenzy in the media. In the blink
of her mind's eye, she saw herself with a hundred microphones shoved in her
face. Bile rose in her throat. She gulped it back. Anger and fear mixed such a
powerful potion in her blood she could feel the shaking from the inside out.
Run, cry, smash the boy's face, rant, beg; the need to do these things
simultaneously and at the top of her lungs held her as paralyzed as she'd been
in the dream of the bear. This time her brain was paralyzed as well. She
couldn't think. Helpless.
This was what it felt like, a squirming, raging fly-like frustration caught in
the fingers of an evil, wing-pulling boy. You
wouldn't actually do that, Anna said hopefully. I'm
sorry, Rory said and the shred of hope vanished. Had he been mean or
vindictive she might have had a chance. Rory believed what he did to be the
regrettable but necessary means to some greater end. Shit,
Anna murmured and hated herself for her transparency. She turned and walked
because she could think of nothing more to say or do. Repetitive movement fed
her mind just enough; it could race, and thoughts began clamoring, scratching,
fighting to find a way out of this predicament. The
moment she reached the house she could call Harry Ruick, drag him out of bed
and tell him of Rory's threat. Preemptive strike. Perhaps it would do a little
to predispose the chief ranger to believe her, but not much. It would be too
easy to believe Rory did threaten her but not with a lie, threatened her with
exposure. And why was she out walking alone with an eighteen-year-old boy after
midnight anyway? Harry
didn't know her well. They'd been acquainted only a few days and only in a
professional capacity. What did he know of her personal quirks or kinks? Only
that she was a widow and had been without a man for many years. Rory was a nice
enough looking boy. It wasn't out of the realm of possibility.
Jesus, Anna heard herself whisper and closed her teeth against any
further involuntary outbursts. Ruick
would call her boss, John Brown. But Brown didn't know her either. He'd call
her field rangers in the Port Gibson district on the Natchez Trace. At least
one of them, Anna knew, would like nothing better than to insinuate the worst.
The case she'd recently finished on the Trace had been fraught with adolescent
boys, several of whom she'd leaned on pretty hard. What might they be tempted
to say to even up old scores? Regardless of the final scene, the play would be
long, exhausting and she would not emerge unscathed. Right off, she would be
slapped on the first plane back to Mississippi. Even if Ruick could believe
Anna was blameless, he wouldn't dare keep her around; not on the case, not on
the DNA project. Unlike Rory, she was not a minor, not a civilian. There would
be no need to treat her with kid gloves. Jesus, Anna whispered
again, unable to help herself. You're a fucking genius, Rory. You know that? Sorry,
he repeated sadly, and Anna wanted to strangle him. He
had seen her fear, heard it in muttered blasphemies. He knew he had won; she
was on the defensive if not actually beaten outright. Anna
would go with that. They
had returned by a circuitous loop to the original fork in the road that led to
Joan's house. As they turned down it, Anna let her steps falter and dragged her
hand down over her face. I don't feel so good, she said. It was no
great stretch to make it sound believable. We're
almost there. Anna
considered trying to squeeze out a few tears, but she was so long out of
practice she didn't think she could pull it off. She comforted herself with the
thought that it was too dark to get the full theatrical effect from them
anyway. Given
Rory's staunch admiration for those who took no flack, Anna wasn't trying to
win his pity or compassion. He was more likely to scorn her as weak, pathetic.
That was just fine. All she needed to do was to keep him emotionally engaged a
bit longer. When
they reached Joan's driveway, Anna allowed herself a weary sigh. God, I'm
thirsty, she whispered. I've got to get a drink of water. You
go, Rory said, hanging back. I got to get to bed. No.
Anna felt panic rise. Please, she said. I won't wake up Joan.
We've got to talk. Just let me get a drink. You'll
wake her, Rory said. It won't do you any good. No,
I won't, Anna promised. The last thing she wanted was to wake Joan Rand
and force Rory to play his hand. My day pack. It's just inside the door.
I've got water in it. Just let me grab it. I won't be a second. I won't even go
inside. Indecision worked across Rory's face. Revulsion was there too,
though whether for her or for himself, Anna couldn't be sure.
Please, she pleaded. Please. We need to talk. I
won't change my mind, Rory said. Anna
took that as permission and dashed lightly up the concrete steps. Careful not
to vanish from Rory's line of sight, she opened the door and leaned in. Her pack
was behind the Barcalounger where she'd dumped it. Having rummaged briefly
through its innards she emerged again into the night, pack in one hand, water
bottle in the other. Here,
Anna said and led him to the garage door. We can talk here. Joan's room
is at the other end of the house. She won't hear us. What
if somebody sees us? Rory asked. He
was getting skittish. Anna had to work fast. Wouldn't that suit your
purposes to a T? she asked acidly. The sudden change in the emotional
weather put him off balance. I
guess, he faltered. Sit
down, Anna commanded, the pleases and the pleadings gone from her voice.
If you're to blackmail me you better damn well get the terms
straight. Rory
didn't sit but he hunkered down on his heels. Close enough. I
don't see the point— he began. The
point is you don't want me, personally, asking questions about Les, that right,
Rory? Yeah.
That's right. And
let me get this straight, you kind of caught me off guard back there. If I
don't stop investigating your dad, you're going to accuse me of sexually
harassing you? Even though I never laid a hand on you or spoke to you in a
sexual way ever? I'm
sorry, Rory said for the third time. That's
what you've threatened to do, isn't it? Anna pressed. He was fidgeting,
looking over his shoulder. Any second he would spring to his feet and she would
have lost what might be her only chance.
That's it, Rory said. And I'll do it, too. Anna
almost breathed a sigh of relief but stopped herself in time. Even though
I never behaved toward you improperly in any way, she pushed for good
measure. Even
so. I'll do it, Rory declared firmly. Anna
had what she needed. She relaxed back against the garage door, the day pack
tucked protectively under one arm and at long last took a drink of the water
she'd made such a fuss about needing. What's
your dad got to hide that you'd sell your immortal soul to the devil to keep me
from finding? she asked seriously. Rory
sensed that something had changed but he didn't know what. Pushing himself to
his feet, he glanced around as if expecting the neatly trimmed shrubs to be
suddenly bristling with policemen. Nothing stirred. You're
not afraid I'll find out Les killed his wife are you? Anna asked sharply.
Or not just that. What is it? I've
got to go, Rory said. I'll do what I said I'd do. Leave it
alone. With that he loped off into the street toward the dorm he shared
with a couple of other boys. Anna
stayed where she was and watched until he ran around a corner and a house
swallowed him from sight. After that, she listened. For half a minute she could
hear footfalls as he ran, then that was gone and the eerie stillness of the
Glacier summer night reclaimed the neighborhood. Opening the pack, she located
her pocket-sized tape recorder by its red running light. Without taking it out
of the protective canvas pack, she pressed Rewind for several seconds, then
Play. Even so. I'll do it, Rory's voice came out of the small machine. The batteries were okay. 11 The
night had been early, as the chief ranger suggested, but way too
short, the middle bitten out of it by Rory Van Slyke's blackmail plans. Anna'd
slept the remainder of it with the cassette beneath her pillow, stowed in a
plastic box taped shut. It was all she had to protect herself against untold
mental cruelty. She would have no peace until she'd made several copies and
cached them in safe places. Between
the fragmented naps that passed for sleep and, more productively, during the
long hot shower she took before Joan woke up, Anna pondered what to do with her
blackmailer. It hurt her to admit it, but on a very basic level she did not
trust the National Park Service. This was nothing personal; she didn't trust
any operation that was run by committee and few that were not. Despite
the fact that she had a tape with what amounted to a confession on it, she
didn't want to go to Ruick with her story of Rory's threatened accusation. The
tenor of the country was that of growing paranoia. Americans were happily
forfeiting their freedom of choice for imagined increases in security.
Mandatory sentencing hobbled judges, taking the intelligence and humanity from
their jobs. Zero-tolerance policies for weapons in schools was forcing teachers
to suspend children of seven, eight and nine for bringing butter knives to
spread their lunchtime peanut butter. Taking away parole and time off for good
behavior undermined the incentive system in prisons. People
as individuals were giving up their decision-making power because they did not
want the responsibility. Society as a whole chose to believe one-size-fit all
so they would not be troubled by the inexact science of justice. The
park service was no exception. The merest hint of litigation sent the brass
scurrying. The threat of a sexual harassment suit rendered them virtually
impotent. Even the discovery of a plot to make an unfounded accusation would
land Anna in a prison of red tape and hushed conversations. Before
she subjected herself to that particular form of slow torture, she had two
options: to find out whatever Rory wanted to keep hidden before he knew what
she was up to and made good on his threat, or to use the tape for
counter-blackmail. She
intended to do both. Once
Rory's secret—or more precisely, Lester's secret—was brought to light and
broadcast, there would be little reason for Rory to carry out his plan. Revenge
was the only one Anna could think of, and he didn't strike her as a vengeful
person. Presenting him with the truth in one hand and the tape in the other
would, she hoped, end the matter. Setting
out for the resource management office she crossed her fingers as she'd done
when she was a girl and hoped Rory Van Slyke, like most adolescents, would
sleep past noon. Anna
had been loaned a vacant desk and computer in the main room of the resource
management office. Like most buildings of similar vintage it was painted green
inside and out. Within the draping, needle-laden branches of the gracious old
pines that surrounded it, Anna had a pleasant sensation of being hidden away in
a forest bower. Settling
down in front of the computer, she studied the bulletin board above. It was
full of eight-by-ten glossy color photographs of Ursus horribilis looking
not in the least horribilis. A hidden camera on a motion sensor had caught the
great bears in the act of frolicking. In photo after photo their magnificent
play was frozen: bears rolling in the blood lure, tossing the scent-soaked wood
high in the air, lying on their backs hugging their treasures like sea otters
hugging abalone. She
forced herself away from this delightful display to the dreary gray and black
of the monitor and took a deep breath. The ineffable odor of government
saturated the air: an indefinable smell containing years of burnt coffee,
spilled copy fluid and antique cigarette smoke, with a unique overlay of dusty
file folders. If
the park service ever got rich and replaced these old offices with wall-to-wall
carpeted off-white cubicles, Anna would have to resign. Time
mattered. She put aside the urge to dive into Lester Van Slyke immediately.
Whatever secret his son was so dedicated to keeping she was sure it related
back, however tangentially, to the death of his wife. Before she began rooting
around in Lester's life she needed to build a frame of reference. Failing to do
so might mean that when the secret appeared, should she be so lucky as to
stumble across it, it would slide past her unrecognized. Putting
Rory, the threat, the tape and the previous night from her mind, she
concentrated on the task at hand. As
a matter of course, she had collected the vital information on the people she'd
interviewed. She had names, addresses, and numbers on Bill McCaskil, the Van
Slykes and Mr. and Mrs. Roger Heidleman of Detroit, Michigan. They were the
couple who'd told her McCaskil spent a considerable amount of time in the
company of the murder victim. Despite
these easier paths, Anna chose to start with Geoffrey Mickleson-Nicholson.
Ruick showed little interest in him and Joan felt positively benevolent toward
this mysterious lone boy. Anna wanted to know who he was. Feminine intuition,
or years in law enforcement, made her think he was somehow connected with the
strange goings-on. Using a variety of spellings for each name, she ran him
under both Mickleson and Nicholson. Unsurprisingly
there was no one by that name on the backcountry permits list. No one by that
name had received a ticket for a moving violation in the State of Montana in
the last three years, though lacking any numerical data, the search was not as
complete as it could be. She found no felony arrest warrants or convictions for
either Geoffrey Mickleson or Geoffrey Nicholson. Moving
on, she was reassured to find the midwest as solid as ever. Mr. and Mrs. Roger
Heidleman had done everything right. Their backcountry permit was in order.
From that she got the plate number of their car and ran it to get Roger's
driver's license number and date of birth—the keys to the kingdom as far as
data was concerned. Other than a speeding ticket in 1998, fifty-three in a
forty-mile-per-hour zone, Heidleman was clean. The missus didn't even have a
traffic citation against her record. Bill
McCaskil had also filled out a backcountry permit. He'd filed for the full two
weeks allowed at Fifty Mountain Camp. That struck an off chord with Anna. Two
weeks is a hell of a long time to camp, especially in one place. The burden of
necessary food would be enough to stagger a seasoned hiker. McCaskil looked to
be a greenhorn, unhappy and uncomfortable in the natural world. Using
the license plate number on his backcountry permit, she followed the same route
along the information highway that she had with the Heidlemans. The results
were considerably more interesting. McCaskil was not a pillar of the community.
He'd been indicted for fraud three times, convicted and served eighteen months
in a Florida state prison. The first indictment was for credit card fraud. The
one he'd served time for was a real estate scam. The third was for selling
bogus fishing permits for protected marine areas. His prison record took some
time but Anna was able to access it. McCaskil had spent five weeks in the
prison psychiatric unit for stress-related antisocial behavior.
Given he was in jail, the phrase could mean anything. Other than the psych
ward, he was an unexceptional convict, serving his time quietly. McCaskil
was not a good citizen, but other than the vague antisocial label,
he was apparently nonviolent. Crooks dedicated to paper crimes—check kiting,
insider trading, fraud—were usually no more likely to turn to murder than an
average citizen, unless put under undue pressure. However, their chosen
profession was more likely to bring them to that point by way of blackmail or
fear of exposure than that of a welder or the checker at the neighborhood
Albertson's. McCaskil's antisocial behavior was linked to stress. Crime was a
stressful business. Anna
sat back. The computer screen had drawn her in till she'd been sitting hunched
over with her head at an uncomfortable angle and her eyes too close to the
screen. Twisting in her chair, she cracked her back in a satisfying rattle of
bones. While she'd been lost in cyberspace, the office had come alive. There
was the smell of fresh coffee and the hum of humanity at work. Consciously,
she relaxed the muscles of her neck and balanced her head properly atop her
spine. Then she brought Carolyn Van Slyke into the mental picture she'd been building
of Bill McCaskil to see if the two connected anywhere except around the cold
fire pit of Fifty Mountain. Could
Carolyn have been blackmailing McCaskil? Had he followed her to Glacier for the
purpose of murder? Anna pulled out his backcountry permit and that of the Van
Slykes. McCaskil had arrived three days earlier than they had. It was possible
he'd discovered their vacation plans and come to the park to lay in wait.
Possible but not probable. Why expose himself so unnecessarily? Fill out a
permit, be seen in company of the victim, remain after the deed was done? McCaskil
was from Florida, Van Slyke from Seattle. They'd have to travel a long way to
cross paths. Still, Anna made a note to check prior addresses and possible
business connections, the obvious being a divorce where Carolyn represented
husband or wife. Unconsciously
sacrificing good posture, she returned to the computer screen to digitally
pursue the Van Slykes. Their vehicle, a grating combination of the Bavarian
Motor Works and sport utility vehicle, was registered in Carolyn's name. Anna
discovered the Van Slykes' home address, which she'd already obtained from
Rory, and the fact that Carolyn was an inveterate speeder, seven tickets in
three years. From that one could surmise that Mrs. Van Slyke fancied herself
above the law or simply had a lead foot. Anna
went to the photocopy of Ruick's notes and observations during his interview
with Les that his secretary had kindly made for her. In the upper righthand
corner neatly printed was Rory's name, social security number, driver's license
number and date of birth. It was what Anna'd been looking for but seeing it was
an unpleasant reminder of her own deficiency. Knowing Rory—or thinking she
did—and the fact that he was a minor had worked against her and she'd neglected
to get his vital information. She could get the information from Joan's records
but that wasn't the point. She'd gotten mentally lazy. It wouldn't happen
again. Yes it will, she corrected
herself, but hopefully not for a while. Even
a minor could rack up wants and warrants. Murder was no respecter of age. Teen
killings in schools were big news. Mass murder was relatively new, but kids
killing kids was a horror floating mostly unseen and unacknowledged beneath the
presumed innocence of childhood. Molly
had participated in a psychiatric study done in 1995 through the joint auspices
of three east-coast medical teaching facilities. The findings were unsettling.
On too many occasions to ignore, children as young as four years old had caused
the accidental death of a friend or sibling: the child that died in
a fall, the child that wandered into the bull's paddock, the one who drowned. With
these grim thoughts clouding any natural sunniness of spirit she might lay
claim to, Anna ran Rory through the paces on the computer. No wants. No
warrants. No moving violations. His only brush with the law had been when he
was in his early teens. Twice he'd run away from home. Anna made a note to find
out why. Lester
was next. No hits; Les hadn't so much as been caught running a red light in the
previous seven years. There were those who could squeeze a whole lot more of
Lester's life out of the computer, but Anna was not one of them. She would have
to do it the old-fashioned way, lowering herself to the archaic practice of
actually talking to people. She
went back to Harry's notes. Lester Van Slyke worked as a quality assurance
engineer for Boeing in Seattle. His wife had been with the law firm of Crumley
and Pittman, also in Seattle. Two
calls got Anna the number of Boeing's personnel department. She was shuffled
around to three different people but finally got what she was asking for—a list
of the company's quality assurance engineers. Lester was one of nine in the
electronics department. She
called the eight. Three were available. Without out-and-out lying, she gave
each the impression that she was making routine calls gathering general
background information on Lester Van Slyke to the end that he would be granted
a higher security clearance on a government project where he was acting as a
consultant. Ms.
Tremane was suspicious and told Anna nothing. Mr. Burman was uninterested in
helping Lester and came across as jealous of the fictitious government
consulting job. He told Anna that Lester took a lot of sick leave, implied that
he was accident-prone and hinted that the government could get a more
dependable consultant, namely himself. Mr. Richmond was positively loquacious.
He seemed to genuinely wish to help Lester get the apocryphal security clearance.
He described Les as quiet, self-effacing, humble, intelligent, caring,
hard-working and a slew of other adjectives that fit with what Anna already
knew. When pressed, Richmond admitted that Lester had been down on his luck for
a few years and taken a good deal of sick leave. It wasn't bogus, the
well-meaning Richmond went on to say. Twice Lester had been hospitalized. Richmond
was one of those people who so love to talk that the pure joy of rattling their
tongues between their teeth overcomes reticence and discretion. He told Anna
Les was concerned about his son. Though the boy seemed to love his stepmom,
he'd never really recovered from his biological mother's death and Les's
remarriage. Riding the tide of gossip, he told her Les always spoke highly of his
second wife but not with the love and humor with which he'd spoken of Rory's
real mom. Carolyn, he said, seemed attached to Les. She'd call him at work
three or four times every day and Les would get anxious when he missed her call
and downright upset when he had to work late for any reason. Anna kept him on
the line several more minutes in which tired, harried and worried
were added to the list of descriptors, and she obtained the name of the
hospital where Richmond claimed to have visited Lester. When
she'd gotten everything of value she was going to get out of Mr. Richmond, it
took another five minutes to get off the phone with him. Ear and brain were
overheated from so much talk; talk without faces, or body language, no setting,
merely voices piercing a tangled web of impersonal wires. Anna took a few
minutes to breathe, to feel her butt on the chair, her feet on the floor, to
hear the pleasant bustle of the office and see the shapes and colors that made
up her surroundings. Anchored again in the real world, she allowed the
fragments of information regarding Lester Van Slyke to coalesce in her mind. Harried.
Worried. Scared of missing Carolyn's calls, of getting home late. Rory attached
to stepmother, yet not forgiving Les the marriage. Rory's contempt for his
father. Humble. Self-effacing. Sick leave. Hospitalization. This fit with what
Anna had observed in Lester Van Slyke, though at the time what she'd seen had
no meaning for her. The
information operator provided her with the phone number of the hospital where
Lester had been treated. Unsurprisingly, Anna got nothing from them. Medical
establishments were well aware of what information they could divulge and what
they could not. Even
without verification, Anna was sure of what she had seen: the bruises on
Lester's legs, some new, some already fading, the cuts on his forearms. Folding
her notes, she left the resource management building and walked the quarter of
a mile past pine-shrouded employee housing to where Rory shared a dorm with
three city boys in the park to learn appreciation for the flora and fauna. An
African-American youth in sweatpants and a New York Rangers T-shirt answered
Anna's knock. Rory was upstairs in his room. Two lung-deep bellows brought him
shambling down. He also was clad in sweatpants and a T-shirt and looked as
though he'd been dragged from sleep. Rather
than invite Anna into the mess, he stepped out on the porch and shut the door. Anna
chose not to give him time to organize his thoughts or get his defenses up but
squared off in front of him and asked him point-blank: Rory, how long had
Carolyn been using your father as a punching bag? 12 Anna'd
been hoping for a reaction to her jackbooted approach. She wasn't
disappointed. As the words struck him, Rory stiffened, the muscles of his face
paralyzed with shock. There followed a brief struggle where he forgot to
maintain that paralysis, to keep control, or at least appear to. Emotion won
out. The hardened cheeks, the wide-open eyes, the rictus of his lips began to
melt. Then, in sudden collapse, they flowed together in a twisted malformation
and Rory began to cry. Not as a boy cries but as a man who has denied tears for
decades will cry with squeezed little whimpers, convulsive jerks and dry eyes. Moments
after this phenomenon began, rage roared up inside him, so strong it spun Rory
around and brought his unprotected fists hard against the wood of the house, a
fire out of control. The
porch was wide enough; Anna moved discreetly out of the way until the violence
burned itself out. So vehement was his outburst, she knew it couldn't be
sustained for long. The
pounding stopped. His knuckles weren't raw or bleeding. Even in extremity he'd
chosen not to harm himself. A good sign. The constricted sobs subsided, leaving
his face red and dry with unspent tears. At length he turned from the side of
the house and looked at her, eyes empty after the storm. So,
Anna said. Am I to take it she'd been beating on him for a while? Rory
collapsed. Back against the wood he slid down till his butt was on the porch
and his knees poked up as high as his shoulders. The rough siding rucked his
T-shirt up under his armpits but he seemed not to notice. Anna
sat down opposite him, her shoulders against the railing, her feet folded under
her. After the weeping and wailing, the soft sounds of the park settled around
them like a blessing. Needles in a great old lodgepole pine stirred and
whispered overhead. From somewhere nearby came the purposeful skritching sounds
of a squirrel squirreling away winter supplies. Into this Rory heaved a great
sigh, blowing out unnamed mental toxins. Why
don't you tell me about it? Anna asked kindly. Rory
shot her a look as if her kindness was out of character. Anna was stung. She
was always kind to animals and had been known to be kind to humans on
those rare occasions when they deserved it. What's
there to tell? He looked past Anna, over the rail to the whispering pine
boughs. By his tone she guessed he was shooting for blase. He only managed deep
weariness. His
question was one Anna couldn't answer so she sat quietly enjoying the sun on
her face and arms. Ephemeral warmth with an underlying hint of cruelty, the
northern sun touched with cleansing power. In Mississippi, in summer, the sun
struck like a blow. Only idiots and Yankees stood anywhere but in the patches
of shade provided by the gracious old oaks and pines. Anna'd missed the scalpel
touch of sunlight at higher elevations. Rory
sighed again then began to give up the shame he'd been carrying in secret for
his father for so many years. I don't know why it started. Mom—my real
mom—died when I was little and it was just me and Dad for a while. That was
okay, I guess. I don't remember much, really. Just a lot of quiet and a lot of
TV. A lot of TV. I remember I thought it was pretty cool that I could
stay up late watching television with Dad when my friends had to go to bed at
eight. Dad.
He'd used the word twice. Now that Carolyn was dead, Les had been given back
his title. Anna took that as a good omen for the future. Carolyn
came along maybe two years later. Dad met her at a party at Boeing. Or maybe it
was somewhere else. I really don't know. I don't care. God. Rory stopped
a minute, breathing out whatever memories had derailed his narrative. Anna
sat quietly, hoping none of the boys in the dorm would come rocketing out and
wreck the chemistry of the moment. She had a hunch if Rory stopped talking now,
he might never start again. Mostly
I remember how much fun she was. It was like we'd been living in black and
white and all of a sudden our world got colorized. I guess Dad and I hadn't got
out much since Mom died. I sort of remember I used to do things after
school—you know, kid things like Little League or whatever. But sometime after
Mom, I'd sort of stopped, I think. Dad worked late a lot. I guess there was
nobody to take me places and pick me up or something. Then
Carolyn shows up and we're doing things again. Lots of stuff: water parks and
fairs and circuses and hockey games. She was always laughing, teasing Dad. She
did everything for us. She'd cook and she cleaned the house. I remember that,
though I couldn't have been much more than seven or eight. I came home from
school one day and the house was bigger, lighter. The curtains were open. Dad's
piles of newspapers and magazines were gone. My clothes were hung up and my bed
was made. Like when Mom was alive. She
was at our house all the time. Dad didn't work late much anymore. They
got married pretty soon after that. They hadn't known each other six months. I
know that for sure. Later Carolyn was always saying things like, 'I must've
been out of my head marrying you when I'd only known you five months. Five
fucking months. God. By month six I knew I'd made one hell of a mistake, that's
for sure.' Rory
probably related the words verbatim. As he said them his face curled into a
sneering mask and his voice was charged with such contempt Anna winced. That
particular scene had evidently been burned into his brain. That
was later though. I guess I remember her teasing got mean and she got really
jealous—had to know where Dad was all the time and went into a fit if he was
like two minutes late home from work. She'd driven it and timed herself so she
knew exactly how long it took. She got real picky about the house. It had to be
just so. And dinner was at six-fifteen every night and don't be late or else.
If Dad didn't say the right compliments about the food she'd go off on him. They
started having huge fights. Not the big ones in front of me. Always after I
went to bed. My room was upstairs and way at the back of the house but I could
still hear them. Not words, just shouting. Crashes. Crying. In the morning
sometimes things would be broken. I was older by this time, I must've been
twelve because I remember Mrs. Dent, my sixth-grade teacher, sending me to a
counselor because I kept falling asleep in class. The counselor was okay but
sort of fixated on drugs, like I was a junkie. I didn't tell him
anything. Rory
looked at Anna. It was the first time he'd dragged his eyes from visions of the
past. I thought it was Dad, he said clearly. I thought Dad
was beating Carolyn. They tell us about that stuff in school and you see movies
about it on TV all the time. I didn't even know it could be the other way
around. I mean, Dad was stronger than she was. Why didn't he stop her? The
question was pushed out with such intensity Anna could tell he'd been living
with it for a long time. Now, with childlike insistence, he was waiting for her
to answer it, and she couldn't. Did
you ever ask him? she said instead. Rory
was disappointed. He slumped back against the wall and his gaze slipped away
again to other times. Once, he replied. He said she didn't
mean it. He said she was high-strung. He said it was hard for her to be married
to an older man. He said he could be pretty aggravating sometimes. Rory
was silent for a minute and Anna thought he'd finished. But he wasn't. In a
voice constricted with rage and shame he said, Then he told me he
didn't mind. He was in the hospital when he said it. Carolyn had hit him in
the face with this metal stool she kept in the kitchen to reach high shelves.
The underside of the seat was real sharp. She nearly cut half his face off. You
can still see the scar. Anna had seen it—the thin white line that marked
off a semicircle of Lester's face. They'd been looking for a motive for the
slicing off of Carolyn's brow, cheek and half her nose. This certainly fit the
bill. For both father and son. Did
she ever hit you? Anna asked. Not
really. She started to get after me once when I was thirteen or fourteen. I was
in the backyard hitting a ball into the fence and something set her off. She
came out and headed for me. It scared me so bad I raised the bat. I think I'd
have used it too. By then I'd pretty much figured out why Dad was always
bruised or limping—she'd already put him in the hospital twice, once for a
broken collarbone and the other time for a ruptured eardrum, I think—anyway,
her coming at me like that was scary. When she saw I meant to fight she just
stopped. Then she laughed and said, 'That's right, Rory, don't take any shit.
Not from anybody.' She
never knocked you around when you were little? Slapped you, shook you, anything
like that? Just
Dad, Rory said. In
a sick sort of way it made sense. Carolyn wasn't into child abuse, just the
abuse of men. At fourteen Rory had been becoming a man. Maybe
in Carolyn's world there were only two kinds of men: those whom you beat and
those who beat you. You
seemed to get along with her well enough, Anna said mildly. Yeah.
Well. At least she didn't let anybody beat on her. That
pretty much summed it up. Rory'd gotten lost between a stepmother he feared and
a father he'd been ashamed of. A child's natural survival instincts kicked in
and he aligned himself with the stronger caregiver, learned from her to scorn
his father. Anna had to wonder how far it had gone. Ever
get so frustrated with Les you wanted to smack him upside the head
yourself? she asked sympathetically. Sometimes,
Rory admitted. Anger animated his voice as he elaborated. How could anyone
not? He'd get like those little yippy dogs that squeal and tuck their tails
between their legs before you've even kicked them. Then you want to kick
them. Anna
understood the phenomenon. Ever do it? Ever kick them? Hit
Dad? He thought about what, on the surface, was a simple question for a
long time. Too long to be fabricating a lie. Anna guessed that on so many
occasions over so many years Rory had wanted to strike out against the
humiliation he felt in the person of his father, that he was either making sure
he'd never actually done it or he was counting the number of strikes. Anna
dearly hoped it was the former. To be beaten by one's own child must be a
torment only Shakespeare and God could comprehend. At
length Rory spoke. I wanted to, he admitted. But I never did.
Mom—my real mom—wouldn't have liked it. I wanted Dad to fight back. At least I
did at first. Sometimes I was glad when Carolyn hurt him. He was so ... so pathetic.
It made me sick. Rory
looked sick. Anna felt sick. They sat in sick, wretched silence for a while,
the ghosts of Rory's childhood twining about them. Anna
fought off the hopeless lethargy they exuded and asked, Did you ever
fight back for him? Rory'd
been sitting, head back against the wood siding, eyes closed. The sun touched
the down on his cheeks, lighting the fine golden hairs, giving him an ethereal,
unfinished look. He opened his eyes at Anna's question and the lines of his
face firmed up. You mean did I kill Carolyn? he asked without
seeming much to care whether Anna thought him a murderer or not. More
or less, Anna admitted. I
didn't, he said simply. I was just plain lost. Anna
couldn't tell if he was telling the truth or not. He'd closed his eyes again,
gone away to someplace inside his head and she could read nothing but distance
and weariness on his face. I
believe you, she said. If he was telling the truth, her lie couldn't
hurt. If he wasn't, it might put him off his guard. Is this why you were
blackmailing me? she asked. So I wouldn't find out your dad was
beaten? Rory
nodded wordlessly. Is
that bullshit over? It's
over, he said. It
sucked, Rory. Really sucked. I
know. I've
got to go. She levered herself up from the porch floor. You
gonna talk to Dad? Rory asked without opening his eyes. I
thought I would. If
Dad killed her I hope you never can prove it. Anna
didn't say anything. Had it not been for the butchery, she might have shared
the sentiment. The act of cutting away Carolyn's face was anger gone so insane
its perpetrator had best be caught and removed from society. Sudden
light-headedness reminded Anna she'd not eaten since the night before, and she
set off on foot to walk the half-mile to Joan's house. Expecting to spend the
day in the resource management office, she'd not thought to ask Harry for the
use of a vehicle. After food, transportation was next on her list. Rarely
did Anna find it a burden to walk instead of ride. This afternoon was no
exception. The mere act of putting one foot in front of the other, moving
forward completely on one's own will and strength, gave life a sense of purpose
and control. And there was that adage about regular movement of the legs that
stimulated orderly progression in the brain. Houses,
trees, cars, gopher holes and thimbleberry bushes flowed by externally.
Internally Anna pondered borrowed shame—Rory's for his dad—abandonment, fear,
self-worth, violence, childhood trauma, family roles: scapegoat, victim, hero,
mascot. The bits and pieces of codependency theory that she'd picked up from
listening to her sister, Molly, had a place in the shattered family dynamics
that Rory had grown up in the midst of. His
natural mother had abandoned him via death when he was five. According to
Rory's account, Les had abandoned him over the next two years via depression.
Then Carolyn came on the scene and the neuroses and psychoses really started to
roll. That
sort of thing didn't make people into murderers. But it was bound to help. The
circumstances of Rory's thirty-six hours missing had, at first, seemed to make
his murdering Carolyn remote to the point of ludicrousness. Taken with this new
information, Anna was seeing it in a new light. Rory is traumatized by the
attack of the bear slashing at a person—Joan—for whom he cares, and
threatening, indirectly since the bear did not see or approach him, his own
safety. Rory runs, panicked. Then, quite by accident, he meets another
frightening figure, Carolyn, who for much of his life played the same role as
the grizzly. Under the influence of fear, opportunism and post-traumatic-stress
disorder, Rory strikes out, kills her. That
was as far as Anna could spin her tale of Rory Van Slyke's mental gyrations.
Hiding the body—sure, anybody who didn't want to get caught would do that. The
same went for stashing the cameras and taking the exposed film if pictures had
been snapped by the victim. Slicing off face-steaks and carting them away were
something else again. Joan
wasn't home and Anna was disappointed. Not only did she want to lighten her
load of slime by sharing it with her friend, but after the exposing of a wound
Rory'd kept resolutely bandaged for so long, Anna figured he'd need a shoulder
to cry on. Since her own were too bony and prickly for wailing-wall duty, she'd
hoped Joan would volunteer to check on the boy. Joan's
office number got Anna through to voice mail. The tale was too convoluted to
deal with electronically and she hung up without leaving a message. The
refrigerator grudgingly offered up a piece of cheese the mold could easily be
cut off of and a handful of miniature peeled carrots in a sandwich bag. Having
rid the cheese of alien life forms, Anna shoved the lot into a piece of pita
bread and ate as she walked back toward park headquarters. Harry
was out. His secretary, Maryanne, was out. It was lunchtime and everyone but
the receptionist had gone elsewhere. Effectively stopped for the moment, Anna
dumped herself in Maryanne's swivel chair outside the chief ranger's office to
wait on her betters. Snoopy
was not how Anna chose to characterize herself. She much preferred the term
inquisitive or, at worst, impatient. Working on other
people's timetables, waiting docilely until they were ready to feed her items
of information, seemed a waste of time and good spirits. This theory went a
long way toward happily blinding her to such crimes as trespass and invasion of
privacy. While
she waited she sifted through the papers on Maryanne's desk, careful not to
disarrange anything overmuch. Considering herself absolutely justified, still
Anna chose not to get caught. Copies of the 10-343s and 10-344s—case incident
reports and criminal incident reports—were stacked to one side of the computer.
Harry Ruick was a hands-on sort of guy and had the park's reports come across
his desk, even at the rarified level of management to which he had risen. Leafing
through them Anna got a dim sum of the crimes du jour in Glacier National Park.
Taking her time, she read of littering, campfires out of bounds, a horse
trailer towed up by Polebridge Ranger Station, two fire rings recently
rehabilitated in the northwestern quadrant of Flattop Mountain, petty thievery
in the campground, food improperly stored. She'd been in law enforcement too
many years not to sweat the small stuff. Felons were consistently caught
because they were speeding, loitering, littering and parking in front of fire
hydrants. Except in the movies, criminals could usually be counted on to be careless.
There was a logic to it. Who, if willing to commit robbery or murder or mayhem,
would have any qualms about driving with a taillight out? From
the incidents, she moved on to the crimes. Nothing leapt off the pages at her.
It was pretty standard stuff: driving under the influence, smoking dope in the
campgrounds. One stolen car, one statutory rape— both allegedly committed by
concessions workers in West Glacier. The
only report of any interest—and that only because she'd heard it mentioned on
the radio a couple of times—was the abandoned horse trailer found on the
northside. She flipped back till she found it and read through it again. Parked
off the road, its location obscured imperfectly by brush dragged over the
tracks, was a 1974 Ford pickup truck, blue, with Florida plates. No insurance
or registration papers inside. Attached to it was an old horse trailer, no
plates, gutted and used to haul something other than a horse. Drug dogs were
brought in. No hits. The truck was registered to a Carl G. Micou of Tampa,
Florida. The plates were run: no wants, no warrants. An address was found for
Mr. Micou but the phone number given had been disconnected, no new number
listed. The old number had been traced to a business, Fetterman's Adventure
Trails on Highway 41 outside Tampa. Fetterman's had closed its doors about the
time the phone was disconnected. Odd
but not pertinent. Anna put the report back where she'd found it and looked
around for something else with which to pass the time. Maryanne's computer was
only mildly tempting. Anna was convinced that computers, like horses, could
smell fear and turn on the operator when mishandled. A
manila folder marked C. Van Slyke offered itself up from the
Out basket. Within were Harry's notes from the Les Van Slyke
interview, of which Anna had already been given a copy. The transcription from
the tape of her interview with Rory was there, she noted, and was struck by
Maryanne's efficiency. The remaining papers were new to Anna. The secretary had
stuck a Post-It note on the paper-clipped pages that read cc to A.
Pigeon. Anna felt a sense of failure. In her home park, the Natchez Trace
Parkway, she'd not been able to command the cooperation from her field rangers
that was being accorded her in Glacier as a matter of course. The
lab report had come back on the water bottle found in Rory's possession after
his unplanned hike. The crime lab used by Glacier National Park was the Montana
State Lab in Missoula. It
had been less than twenty-four hours since Harry had turned the thing over.
Anna was impressed at the turnaround time. Harry Ruick obviously had clout. The
majority of the fingerprints on the bottle were Rory's, but four clear prints
of thumb, index and middle finger had been lifted from the plastic. They
belonged to Carolyn Van Slyke. To Anna's mind it was proof positive Rory had,
if not killed his stepmother, at least been in close enough proximity to her
the night he'd gone missing to obtain her water bottle. Though this was obvious
enough to real people, Anna'd been around long enough to know it would mean
little to a jury were Rory brought to trial. Any defense attorney would be able
to argue that of course Mrs. Van Slyke's prints were on the bottle; she was
Rory's mother. They could have been put there at any time before the boy'd
taken the bottle camping with him. And could Anna swear, under oath, that he'd
not had two bottles with him on the trip? No. Had
she not marked it when she took it into evidence, Anna would have had a tough
time swearing that water bottle was the water bottle he'd had when he'd
been found and not the one he'd used prior to the bear attack. The bottles were
identical. Two
other partial prints, belonging neither to Rory nor Carolyn Van Slyke, were
also on the bottle. At a guess they belonged to Lester, but they could be from
anyone to whom Carolyn had given a drink. The hikers that found Rory could have
held it for him. Still they'd be run through the AFIS, the automatic
fingerprint identification system, as a matter of course. The
next page ended Anna's waffling. Traces of blood had been found on the bottom
of the water bottle. As of the date of this report, the lab was unsure whether
there was enough for DNA testing. The
remainder of the pages were just inventory lists: contents of the pack they'd
found wedged under the log and the belongings of the deceased. Anna started to
put the borrowed pages away and noticed the inventory of Carolyn's belongings
wasn't duplicated. There were two lists: items belonging to the deceased and
items found on the body of the deceased. At first they appeared identical. Then
Anna'd noted the belongings list was short one item. I
see you've made yourself at home, Harry said acidly. Yeah.
Anna was too absorbed to notice the intended reprimand. So the army
jacket Carolyn was wearing wasn't hers? Ruick
shook his head disgustedly. Since Anna'd not been aware of his implied rebuke,
she also missed its annoyed follow-up at her obtuseness and took the headshake
as a negative about the jacket. Lester's?
she asked. Les
doesn't know where she got it. Come on into my office. I'll let you in on any
details you haven't already found on Maryanne's desk. Thanks,
Anna said sincerely. Ruick
muttered something that sounded like skin of a rhinoceros, but,
accustomed to the idiosyncrasies of the brass, she politely pretended not to
notice. As
it happened, there was no more to tell than she'd discovered through her
snooping. No leads on to whom the jacket belonged or why Carolyn was wearing
it. Les told Harry that his wife had a habit of appropriating anything
belonging to nearby males for her own use and thinking nothing of it. Had she
been cold when she'd left that night, she might have snagged some camper's coat
off a tree or rock. Les
was careful to point out that his wife would never steal, Harry said.
That she just 'borrowed without permission.' If
the jacket's owner hiked on, we'll never know whose it was. Shoot, he might not
even be a hundred percent sure where he lost it, Anna said. Follow
it up, Ruick ordered. Sure.
Mentally Anna added another forty miles hard hiking to her list just to chase
down this wild goose for the chief ranger. Army
jacket dispensed with, she settled into the task of telling Ruick of her
interview with Rory concerning the spousal abuse. She'd not taped it because
she'd been afraid of inhibiting the boy's narrative on such a sensitive issue.
She taped her recounting of it now while it was fresh in her mind. When
she'd finished, Ruick didn't say anything. Rocking himself absently in his
chair he stared into the parking lot. Lunch was over. Cars were coming in. Even
in a national park on a beautiful summer's day most folks drove the half-mile
to work. No wonder America was the fattest nation on earth. The
marks on his arms and legs. Bruises, cuts in various stages of healing. I'd
have spotted it on a kid in a second, he said finally. Anna
made no comment. She would have too. On a child it would have set off all the
alarm bells. One didn't expect it on a grown man. I've
heard of course of wives beating their husbands, Ruick said. I've
just never come across it before. Neither
had Anna. She must remember to ask Molly just how rare the phenomenon was. It
doesn't make sense, Ruick said. Les is no Tarzan. I mean he is—
was—what? Eighteen years older than his wife? Eighteen,
Anna confirmed from the birth dates on the notes she had with her. And
in bad shape. Still he outweighed her by a good thirty pounds and is six or
eight inches taller. What did he have to be afraid of if he fought back? Being
abandoned, Anna said with certainty. She remembered how it felt when Zach
had died. What would she put up with not to feel that again? It was
like we'd been living in black and white and all of a sudden our world got
colorized, Rory had said. Lester was scared to death to go back to
that black-and-white world. Even black and blue must have seemed an
improvement. Give
me abandonment any day of the week, Harry said. Anna
guessed none of his wives had ever up and died on him. If he'd ever been
married. She looked around his office past the ubiquitous NPS certificates and
awards. No pictures of wives or kids. Are
you married? she asked apropos of nothing but her thoughts. Twenty-seven
years. I played it safe. Eilene is a little bit of a thing who wouldn't hurt a
fly. What do you say you and me go have another chat with Lester? 13 Lester
was doing what depressed and grieving people traditionally do:
everything wrong. The curtains of his second-floor motel room were drawn. The
room was overwarm and stuffy. He'd not showered or shaved or dressed. In a
plaid flannel bathrobe he'd probably had since before his son was born, he'd
been sitting in an unmade bed watching television. When
he opened the door to Harry Ruick's knock Anna was taken aback at how much he'd
deteriorated since she'd seen him last. The thinning gray hair stood out in
bed-wrinkled strands and colorless stubble highlighted the crease and sag of
his cheeks. Puffy eyes rimmed with red attested to the fact he'd spent much of
the intervening time weeping. That or he suffered from allergies. Eyes
watering at the sudden exposure to light—or reality—he said absurdly, May
I help you? We'd
like to talk with you for a minute, Harry said. He pulled off his
straw summer Stetson and held it in front of him like a steering wheel. Anna
didn't know if he did it from respect or good manners. Either way she liked him
for the gesture. Her Stetson was at home on a peg in the closet in Rocky
Springs, along with her service weapon and other needful things. Today she wore
the goofy-looking green NPS billed field cap. It crossed her mind to snatch it off
in deference to age or grief but the rules regarding women, manners and the
wearing of hats had become blurred. One never knew, anymore, what was proper. She
left it on. Beneath its polyester squeeze her hair probably looked as bad as
Lester's. Mr.
Van Slyke was baffled for a moment. Then his face cleared somewhat and he said,
Of course. Won't you please come in? Please excuse the mess. I... The
brittle safety of polite platitudes fell away and his words dried up. Sidling
by ahead of Harry, Anna looked closely at him. His skin hung loose over muscles
devoid of elasticity; his was the face of a man who'd had a small stroke or was
in shock. Taking his hand she shook it as if they'd just been introduced.
Good to see you again, she murmured. His skin was dry and warm. Not
shock. Probably just old-fashioned depression. She shied away from a sudden
memory of the weeks and months after Zach died when she'd moved in slow motion,
pushing through a life grown thick and suffocating as Delta mud. But then Zach
never beat her. Zach was the kind of guy who put mice out, then left the door
ajar in case it got cold and they wanted back in. Even
without Carolyn's ghost, the room would have been enough to depress Anna. As
Les had warned, it was a mess. The contents of a backpack and a suitcase were
disgorged over the available surfaces, along with the remains of an uneaten
fast-food supper. There was a single chair of that sterile motel hybrid between
kitchen straight-back and easy chair beside a round table piled with the soiled
and disorganized guts of Lester's day pack, and the bed. Out
of deference to rank, Anna left the chair for Harry. Sliding loose change and
motel brochures to one side, she perched on the low dresser beside the
television. Lester hadn't turned it off when he'd answered the door. Garish
colors and rude noises emanating from the set proved the only life the room
had: distorted, invasive, inconsequential. Anna
composed herself to let Harry take the lead and watched the men settle, Harry,
hat in hand, at the small cluttered table and Les Van Slyke on the edge of the
unmade bed, his bruised and bony knees sticking out from under the battered
flannel robe. She was put in mind of Rory's image of Les as a whimpering dog.
It was not a pretty picture, particularly of a boy to have of his father. Mr.
Van Slyke— Harry began. Lester,
Les, the old man begged, and the humility on his face made Anna want to
deliver a swift kick to his nether regions. Les,
Harry amended. We—or rather Anna here—has been talking with Rory. He
suggested your relationship with your wife, Carolyn, was not as smooth as you
painted it. Lester
tweaked at his bathrobe, arranging it demurely over his knees. As soon as he
let go it fell away again. He left it alone. After enough time had passed that
Anna had to actively clamp a lid on herself to keep from jumping in with
questions of her own, he said, All couples have their little troubles now
and again. Carolyn was quite a few years younger than I am. I suppose
she got restless sometimes. Did
you argue? Harry persisted. Most
married people argue, Lester said, making eye contact with the rug
between the toes of his mangy brown carpet slippers. Did
she ever get violent? Harry asked. Carolyn
did have a temper, Lester said and, to Anna's surprise, he smiled as if
at a pleasing memory. She was a feisty one. Did
she ever get violent with you? Harry pressed patiently. At
that Lester looked mildly alarmed. His fleshless white hands skittered about
over his knees like frightened cave spiders. How do you mean? he
asked. Hit
you, clawed you, threw things at you, Harry explained. Ruick, like Anna,
had to know Lester was playing for time, but for reasons of his own the chief
ranger had chosen to give it to him. She'd
get frustrated, Lester admitted. She threw things once or twice.
Carolyn was a complicated woman and I've always been a simple man. Sometimes it
was too much for her. Especially with her having that high-stress job. She needed
to let off a little steam once in a while. Anna
should have admired his loyalty but she didn't. Domestic abuse cases occurred
wherever people cohabited, whether it be in houses or tents or camper trailers.
Over the years her sympathies with the abused person's attachment to the abuser
had hardened into an impatience that verged on anger. Molly had explained the
psychological dynamics of the victim/victimizer relationship and, though Anna
had come to accept it intellectually, viscerally it still pissed her off. Other
than the fleeting smile at his deceased wife's feistiness Lester
showed no emotion. Now Harry shot Anna a look, eyebrows raised, lips crimped,
that suggested, at least to Anna's mind, that Rory had been exaggerating or
maybe out-and-out lying. Given Mr. Van Slyke's equanimity she could see how
Harry might think that. But he hadn't been there, hadn't see Rory or heard his
voice as the tale unfolded. Rory might not have his facts right, but Anna would
have bet the farm that he believed the things he'd said. She
believed them too. Most people, when hit with the questions Harry had put to
Les, would have said, Why do you ask? Les showed no interest. He'd
been too busy evading, minimizing, rationalizing— major tools in the building
and shoring up of denial. Harry's
eyebrows seemed to signal defeat. Anna took that as a call for backup and
entered the fray. Mr.
Van Slyke, she began and continued, bulldozing over his protestations
that she must call him Les. When Harry asks about your wife
hurting you, he means like the times she inflicted injuries that put you in the
hospital. Your son said she broke your collarbone, burst your eardrum and once
nearly cut your face in half with a kitchen stool. The
blunt assault of words didn't have the effect she'd been hoping for. Beneath
the pasty sagging skin there was a rippling disturbance, but it could have as
easily been brought on by Rory's bizarre lies as an unmasking of the truth. Why
would Rory say that? he asked, bewildered. Not quite bewildered enough.
His left hand scampered up his right arm and his forefinger stretched out,
gently stroking the scar that bisected his face. Seeing
the gesture, Anna willfully misunderstood his question. Rory said it
because the boy loves his father, loves you and seeing you hurt broke his
heart. That
got the desired reaction. Not only are more flies caught with honey, more can
be killed. Anna felt a pang of guilt for manipulating Les's emotions. It didn't
last long. He
rubbed his eyes with both fists like a very small child. There were tears left
like snail trails on his knuckles. The rounded shoulders shuddered with a convulsive
sigh. Harry
had a look of annoyance on his face directed not at the weepy old man but at
Anna. She huffed, a teensy puff of air from her nostrils. If he was thinking
she should leap to the bed and put the feminine arms of comfort around Lester,
he had another think coming. She leaned back against the mirror, made herself
comfortable for the duration of the waterworks. The
chief ranger had, indeed, been expecting something of the sort. Seeing her
settle in he put his hat on the top of the clutter on the table and stood.
Stooping awkwardly, he patted Les's shoulder. Words failed him. Again Anna got
the flash of annoyance. She considered suggesting the classic comfort
there, there but thought better of it. Lester
calmed down. Ruick retreated with unflattering speed back to the safety of his
lonely chair. Painfully,
Les pulled himself together, or as much together as he would ever get. A
handkerchief was found, eyes dried, nose blown. Water was sipped, housecoat
readjusted. Then he settled himself to answer honestly. They
didn't get anything in the way of revelations. Honesty is an individual
perception. If Les had ever been able to view his situation objectively—or,
more to the point, as others would view it—the ability had been lost. The need
to feel okay about himself and still to stay with Carolyn had to be balanced.
The only way to do that was to create a new truth, one where being a victim was
acceptable, even admirable. Telling them now of his wife's transgressions,
Lester could not go outside the reality he had made for himself. She had
a temper and sometimes she got carried away were the best he
could do. The broken collarbone, the ruptured eardrum were accidents. She
didn't mean it. Lester had zigged when he should have zagged, etc., etc., ad nauseam.
The blow from the metal kitchen stool that had scarred his face he simply slid
over as if it wasn't worth mentioning. As if it had never happened. Of
Rory, for whom the sudden tears had presumably been shed since they clearly
were not for his own miserable situation, he said, The boy shouldn't have
taken it so much to heart. I never minded. The
words came to Anna's ear not in Lester's confused, sad voice but the desperate
wail of his son when he'd said the same thing earlier in the day. Harry
gave Lester a few minutes more than Anna would have to collect himself then
said, We're just about done here Mr. . . . Les. We understand this has
got to be a rough time for you. Real rough. We're sorry— For
an instant Anna was afraid he would parrot the empty phrase in vogue in TV cop
shows, We're sorry for your loss, but he didn't. —to
have to put you through more questions, but in cases like this we can't wait on
good manners. I
understand, Les said. He pulled the handkerchief from the pocket of his
robe where he'd stuffed it and blew his nose loudly and thoroughly. Go
ahead. You
said earlier that the army surplus jacket your wife was wearing when we found
her was not hers. Do you have any idea who it belonged to? Les
kept his face down and blew his nose again though it didn't need it. I
guess it could have been Carolyn's, he said. She was always getting
new clothes. I never paid much attention. He was lying. A husband might
not notice if his wife bought a different shade of lipstick or a new blouse but
if she suddenly started sporting oversized U.S. Army fatigues he'd probably sit
up and take note. Ruick
nodded slowly. I see, he said and Anna wondered if he was seeing
the same thing she was: a skittering of weasel tail vanishing down a secret
hole. We
thank you for your time. Harry rose and reclaimed his Stetson.
We'll talk again before you make any decisions about what to do
next. Back
in Ruick's pickup, painted white with the standard green reflective NPS stripe
down the side, as she and Ruick buckled their seat belts, Anna said: Our
suspects stink. Kind
of hard to picture that particular worm turning, isn't it? Rory
doesn't fit the bill much better. There's
always the homicidal stranger just passing through. Fortuitous
accident? Could
be. If it is and our murderous Mr. X has moved on, we're pretty much guaranteed
a segment on Unsolved Mysteries, he said sourly. He
was lying about that army jacket, Anna said. You
think? I don't notice what my wife wears, much to her annoyance. Anna
explained her rationale. Good
point, he conceded. Supposing he does know where she got the coat.
To give him the benefit of the doubt, let's say he didn't remember yesterday
and he's figured it out since. Why not just tell us? Who's he protecting? If
the jacket was his—and Les doesn't strike me as an army surplus kind of guy—it
wouldn't prove anything. Wives take their husband's coat all the time. First
time around he said she had a habit of 'borrowing' things. Maybe
it belongs to Rory. Maybe he thinks the two of them did get together and Rory
killed her, made the coat swap at the same time he got that second water
bottle, Anna suggested. She didn't remember ever seeing Rory in an army
jacket, and given the new polypropylene microfleece nature of his backpacking
wardrobe, a bulky heavy coat seemed out of character, but she couldn't remember
for sure. I'll ask Joan, she said. Not
because the coat question concerned her overmuch—Anna would have noticed if
Rory had lugged a heavy army jacket into the woods— but to have something to
do, she sought out Joan at the resource management office. Joan
was in a tizzy. The DNA lab at the University of Idaho had screwed up on the
hair samples sent in from the bear trap they'd harvested before unpleasant
adventures interrupted their research. There'd been a mix-up, Joan told her
distractedly. The lab had sent back DNA results from Alaskan grizzlies, not
those of the lower forty-eight. Though the same species, grizzlies in Alaska
were considerably larger—thirty to fifty percent—and had enough other
evolutionary and environmentally based differences that the tests could tell
one from the other. Till she sorted out her bits of hair and scat, Joan was
useless for any other topic of conversation. Anna
left, her departure unnoticed, and walked back to the employee housing area.
Though she'd wanted to share the day's findings and frustrations with Joan, it
was reassuring that not everybody spent every waking hour thinking about who
killed whom and why. The
rest of the afternoon she dedicated to the familiar chore of packing for the
backcountry. It was something she had done so many times in her life she found
the Zen-like sameness of laundry and sorting and putting things into small
plastic bags as freeing as a walking meditation. Around
five o'clock, as she was contemplating a nap in reward for her labors, Harry
rapped on the screen door. The autopsy results had come. Northern Montana was
not rife with murders and the medical examiner had worked up Carolyn Van
Slyke's corpse first thing. Much
of it they already knew from observation: no defensive wounds, no sexual
assault, no skin beneath the fingernails, no bullets in the body, no knife
wounds but the filleting of the front upper quadrant of the skull where the
M.E. approximated two to three ounces of flesh had been excised. The
cause of death was severing of the spinal cord between the first and second
cervical vertebrae. That surprised Anna. Given the cutting on the face, she
thought head injury would be the cause, that the removal of the flesh might
have been done in part to hide the nature of the blow. Did
he just twist her head till her neck snapped? she asked. She'd seen it
done in a dozen movies but never come across it in real life. For some reason
the image made her queasier than the slicing and dicing. Nope,
Harry said. Weirder yet. He handed her the report he'd been reading
from and she scanned the last half of a page. Carolyn
Van Slyke had been struck on the side of the head with such force her neck had
snapped, not just crushing the cord but knocking the skull so fast and hard
that it was propelled over the opposite shoulder and down toward the clavicle,
pulverizing the outer edges of three vertebrae and hyperextending the muscles
and tendons of the neck. She
must have been hit with a tree trunk to get that kind of torque, Anna
said. No
tree trunk, Ruick said. What's missing? Anna
didn't like to be quizzed. Then again, she loved a challenge. For half a minute
she skimmed what had been read to her and read again the final paragraphs.
Ah! she said as the light finally dawned. No injury to the
skull. No point of impact, cracking, etcetera. She
was hit by something soft, Ruick said. Like
a man's forearm? I've
never met a man who could hit that hard. Kicked,
hit with a booted calf, Jean Claude Van Damme style? It
would have to be one heck of a kick. What
if she was already unconscious and the killer forced her head back and
down? That
was the best I could come up with, Ruick admitted. But Dr. Janis,
the M.E., said doing it slowly like that would have squashed the spinal cord.
The severing suggests a single, sudden, hard blow. That's
helpful, Anna said dryly. Did Dr. Janis have any suggestions? One.
She said a boy she'd seen in Helena had been killed that way. The kid was seven
years old. His nineteen-year-old brother and his buddies got drunk and were
swinging around a heavy padded boxer's punching bag on the end of a chain. The
kid stepped out, caught the full force of it above his left eye, his head
snapped back and down, producing injuries like those of our pet corpse. At
least we know what to look for now, Anna said. A guy in the
backcountry with an oversized bolster. Shouldn't be too hard to track
down. Wish
I had something more tangible but this is as good as it gets. They
talked of Anna and Joan's return to the backcountry. Anna was against Rory
going. They hadn't enough to arrest him for the murder of his stepmother. With
him now claiming he may have had the two water bottles all along, he was barely
a suspect, no proof to take to a grand jury. Ruick had reservations as well but
wanted to keep the Van Slykes in the park; allowing Rory to continue with the
DNA project would keep not only him in the area but Les as well. Rory's father
was determined to return to Fifty Mountain Camp and finish his stay so he and
his son could return to Seattle together. It's
as if neither will leave till the other one does and both of them are hot to
get back up on Flattop Mountain, Anna said. Why? That's
what we've got to find out, I guess. They
struck a compromise. If Joan Rand said no, the deal was off. If she said yes,
Buck, the stalwart backcountry ranger, would be detailed to go along as
insurance. Joan
said yes. 14 As
it turned out, hiking into the wilderness with a potential murderer was
not what grated on Anna's nerves. It was hiking with a teenager seesawing
unpleasantly between sulkiness and petulance. Gripping tightly to her hard-won
adulthood, Anna managed not to engage. Armored with genuine compassion, Joan
seemed impervious to the sporadic adolescent barbs. Anna was not. The best she
could do was appear to be. Rory, like most teenagers she had met, could be the
best of company. And the worst. Like heat-seeking missiles, people between the
ages of fourteen and eighteen had an uncanny ability to sense weak spots and
hit them with unnerving accuracy. Has
to be hormonal, Anna thought as she meticulously refrained from wincing
when he wrote off a generation of the finest rock-and-roll musicians ever to
overdose as overrated bubblegum salesmen. There was a spark of hope
to be gleaned: perhaps at menopause, when she underwent reverse adolescence,
she, too, would become uniquely dangerous, even if for only a brief period of
time. Till
then, she relied on the grainy endurance of middle age to out-walk the strength
and suppleness of youth. As the ascent to Flattop grew steeper and hotter and
dustier, she picked up the pace and soon walked alone. Almost alone. Drooping
along at her heels, nearly as sullen as Rory Van Slyke, was Ponce, the
ten-year-old gelding the park used as a pack-horse. Doing double duty as DNA
flunky and Harry Ruick's flunky, Anna had too much ground to cover on foot. Out
of kindness of heart or weakness of mind she'd volunteered to walk the first
twelve miles, four of them nigh onto vertical, so Ponce could carry Rory and
Joan's packs. Buck
was to meet them at Fifty Mountain. They would overnight there. In the morning
he'd go with Rory and Joan to work hair traps. Anna and Ponce would be on their
own for the most part but, when feasible, would camp with the DNA research
team. Harry had insisted on this not only for Rory and Joan's security but for
hers. Anna'd not put up a fight. Much as she liked camping alone, she was not
one-hundred-percent sure their lady-killer had left the park. Despite
the best Zen intentions, her mind did not remain uncluttered during the hours
of the hike to Fifty Mountain. In the burn her thoughts turned to the peculiar
Mr. Mickleson-Nicholson and his digging of glacier lilies. As they neared the
place in the trail where Rory had met up with the hikers, visions of extraneous
water bottles danced in her head. No revelations were forthcoming, and by
afternoon's end, she plodded on as dull as Ponce and was nearly as glad as he
when they reached camp. Buck
was there to greet them and lend a beefy hand and a strong back to unloading
and feeding the horse. Grazing was much frowned upon, and along with their
gear, Ponce carried pellets for himself. William
McCaskil was still at Fifty Mountain—or at least his tent and pack were in the
far campsite where they'd been two days before. Tent
pitched, Anna allowed herself the luxury of a cup of hot tea before getting on
with business: finding and again chatting with the felon, McCaskil. The
sun slid behind the mountain, dragging the day's warmth down with it. In this
clashing together of day and night, nature chose to unleash one of her showier
moments. As Anna drank her tea, fog white as drugstore cotton began pouring
down, feather-light liquid in stasis, from over the jagged mountain face to the
east. Slow and silent in sinister majesty it cloaked the crags, slipped between
them and flowed toward the meadows. In an instant so perfect as to seem eternal,
the drift turned from white to wild flamingo. In its feeble human way, Anna's
brain sought to categorize the sight: lava, chiffon, whipped cream, frozen
fire. Her puny metaphors exhausted themselves and, for a blissful while, she
sat in mindless appreciation. Pink
faded to gray. Tea grew cold. Wind breathed up from some damp mountain lung and
she stirred herself. Dusk was long. She had at least an hour of half-light left
in which to find and annoy at least one of her fellow campers. McCaskil
had returned from a day hike. When Anna trickled into his campsite he was
shrugging out of his pack. His thick wavy hair was tangled and particles of
high-country flora were caught in the nest. He'd been hiking cross-country in
boots so new they blistered his feet. Anna could tell by the ginger-wincing way
he pulled the footwear off. A confidence man, a city slicker, a greenhorn
pushing his urban body through the thickets in search of what? Spiritual
renewal? By the sour look on his face, it didn't look as though he'd found it. Howdy,
howdy, she said, just to be irritating. Oh.
It's you, he said repressively. Anna
took this as an invitation and settled herself comfortably at the base of a
struggling pine tree. Fog flooded the camp. The evening had gone from chilly to
cold. Pulling the hood up on her fleece jacket, she watched McCaskil, in
shirtsleeves and shivering, glare at her from under well-shaped eyebrows. You're
cold, she said pointedly. Why don't you put your coat on? I
like being cold. And I like being alone. Nothing personal. He smiled then
as if belatedly remembering some age-old warning about women scorned.
Except when there's a good-looking woman around. The first
statement had come from the heart. The second blew out like a smoke screen. Whatever
he hoped to hide with it remained hidden. Anna was no match for him. She'd had
a number of years to learn the art of ferreting out information. McCaskil had
probably had twice that to practice fraud, deception and misdirection. Flirting
was the tool he chose this evening. Every query of Anna's was met with
compliments, her remarks turned aside with double entendres. Fifteen minutes
into the fruitless exercise, she realized she'd been lucky the first time and
caught him off guard. For whatever reasons, his guard was up now. She would get
nothing useful from him till she had a bigger pry bar. It crossed her mind to
try and crack open the playboy facade with her knowledge of his conviction for
fraud but she didn't know to what end. And she strongly suspected he knew she
knew, was ready for it. Several
times she managed to shove Carolyn Van Slyke into the conversation. With the
passage of time McCaskil's association with the deceased became ever more
fleeting. When she'd first talked with him three days before, he'd referred to
her as the blond and used her first name. Now she had been
relegated to that woman the bear ate. Since Carolyn had been
murdered by a human hand, Anna wondered at McCaskil's seeming conviction that
she'd died of natural, if fearsome, causes. When questioned he waved it away.
Whatever, he said callously. I guess I wasn't paying all that
much attention. Cutting
off the chitchat, Anna excused herself. Having walked well out of earshot she
radioed Ruick. He'd been off duty for several hours but he was the kind of guy
she figured would leave his radio on twenty-four hours of the day. She was
right. I've
got a hunch, she told him. Run the prints on the second
topographical map found on Van Slyke's body. The one in the pocket of the army
surplus jacket. The
chief ranger said he would and didn't ask why. Being cagey and mysterious was
an occupational hazard in law enforcement. Either Harry accepted that or was
convinced Anna's hunch was as uninteresting as it was unimportant. Grateful
not to have to expose her fledgling theory to the harsh reality of nouns and
verbs, Anna didn't care which. The
fog was not, as Anna had feared, a precursor to another day's cold rain. By
sunrise it had moved on, moved up or simply vanished. The day was exquisite as
only a high mountain summer can be: cool and warm at the same time, with breeze
on one cheek and unfettered sunshine on the other. There was nothing in the air
but air. Not the cloying touch of the moisture of the south, not the putrid
undercurrent of a city's stink, not the bracing tang of salt from the seashore.
Air so clear Anna felt if she stopped breathing she could soak it in through
the pores of her skin. Joan
was gone with Rory and Buck, trudging back down West Flattop Trail to set up
camp once more in the small meadow with the great flat boulder. On the surface
it seemed unwise. Bears, like lightning, frequently struck twice in the same
place. Joan had chosen to camp there again for a couple of reasons. One, Anna was
sure, was a bad case of selective memory brought on by a prejudice in favor of Ursus
horribilis. She couldn't help but notice that in Joan's conversations the
bear had no longer ravaged, savaged or destroyed their camp but merely upset
it. The rest of the researcher's logic was sound. There was no better campsite
near where they were to dismantle and move the hair trap they'd been aiming for
when life intervened with other plans and, too, the bear had found nothing in
the way of a food reward. In the bearish sciences this meant it probably would
not return. Not
being burdened with a scientific mind, it occurred to Anna that the bear, this
bear, their own personal bear, had not been looking for food reward. What else
a wild animal, not yet tainted by contact with the human race, might be seeking
she wasn't ready to say, but the story of The Ghost and the
Darkness came to mind. A true story of two lions—solitary hunters,
according to scientists, naturally chary of human settlements—who had teamed up
apparently for the sheer, unadulterated pleasure of creating terror and taking
human life. If
people could go insane, who was Anna to say an animal, if only rarely, couldn't
do likewise? Probably an animal smarter than the rest. Too smart for its own
good. Get
thee behind me, Dean Koontz, she said aloud, realizing she'd slipped into
nightmare in the midst of the most stunningly beautiful of days. Joan was
right. The meadow was a fine campground. Tonight, barring unforeseen
circumstances, Anna would be joining her and the boys there. Till then she
would enjoy the day, the solitude and pursuing to the best of her abilities the
job she'd been given. William
McCaskil's camp looked uninhabited she noted as she lugged her tent and gear
down toward the food preparation area and Ponce's makeshift paddock, a tying
rail between the food area and the outhouse. A powerful temptation to search
his tent coursed through her. The previous night she'd struck out with the
slippery fellow. Or missed the basket or fumbled the ball—it was hard to know
just what game McCaskil was playing. Had she been a private citizen, she might
have given in to the urge. As a federal law enforcement officer she could not.
Even in a tent in the wilderness, an American citizen had a reasonable expectation
of privacy. If she found anything during an unauthorized search the evidence
would be tainted and she would have done the investigation more harm than good. After
a night's sleep and a feed, Ponce was of a cheerier disposition than the day
before and Anna's weight was somewhat less than he was accustomed to carrying.
In easy companionship they started west, Ponce looking for anything tasty he
might snag in passing and Anna looking for nothing in particular. Since there
were no clues in the form of tracks or paper trails, and her meager list of
suspects had already been interviewed within an inch of their tawdry little
lives, she decided to return to the scene of the crime. Third time's the
charm, she told herself, wondering who'd coined the idiotic aphorism. The
true charm was being on horseback under a fathomless sky with nobody to answer
to for the entirety of a splendid day. Riding
on flat improved trails was a luxury and a joy. But as she dismounted and tied
Ponce to the log where Joan and the excitable ranger had waited while she and
Ruick bushwhacked to the body, Anna was reminded that it had been a long time
since she'd been in the saddle. What little padding she once had on her
posterior had since lost its stuffing. Her sit-bones complained of miles of
insult. A
strip of orange surveyor's tape indicated where the body had been taken from
the brush. Anna entered the scrub and began the steep alder-choked journey down
the side of the ravine. Alone, rested, the sun shining, she was able to give
the now-battered path her undivided attention. She discovered nothing but a
discarded Good Plenty box. It had not been there prior to the murder. The
cardboard paper had not been rained on. Anna knew she hadn't dropped it and she
was sure Harry hadn't. No ranger had. Park rangers were subject to the ailments
of the general populace: prejudice, stupidity, small-mindedness, malice; but
she had never known a single one she suspected of littering. In the days since
the body had been recovered the crime scene had been visited by an ill-mannered
civilian. With
the exception of arsonists, who liked to see the fruits of their labors, most
criminals did not return to the scene of the crime. Could be a curious visitor
who had learned of the location by some means. Could be a hiker coincidentally
chose that spot to take a leak and clean his pockets. Still, Anna bagged the
candy box, marked the day, time and place she'd found it, and tucked it away.
One never knew. The
Good Plenty was the sum total of excitement. In the irregular opening in
the alders where Gary had found Mrs. Van Slyke, Anna sifted through leaf
litter, crawled into the neighboring tangle of bushes, examined weedy trunks
and found nothing. At
length, enjoying a childish morbidity, she lay down in the place where Carolyn
had been dumped and, folding her hands behind her head, contemplated being
among the quick, and the sure knowledge that one day she would join the dead.
Molly said thoughts of mortality came with one's fiftieth birthday. Anna still
had a few years to go. But then she'd always been precocious. Free
from what she expected to see, Anna finally saw what was actually there. In
law enforcement classes, teachers were always admonishing students not to
forget to look up. In real life, officers, rangers, forgot. Unless it was
obvious, evidence in treetops went largely unnoticed. Both times that Anna'd
crawled into this ravine, she'd seen little above eye-level. High
in the scrub, hard to assess from a supine position but probably six or seven
feet up, a handful of the dusty-looking leaves were striated. Had the marked
leaves not been so far from the ground Anna would have thought they'd been
brushed with mud, painted by a passing boot after the rains and, so, after the
body recovery. High as they were, above where tracks could be found, they held
less interest. Plants,
like other life forms, were subject to disease and death, molds and rusts and
parasites. Anna wasn't well enough versed in the pathologies of Montana's flora
to speculate what this augured and her mind drifted. Drifted far enough to
notice no other leaves, no other bushes were affected. The
world of the shrubbery pressed around her, began to feel claustrophobic. Sticks
poked in her side. Leaves stuck in her hair. Skinny bark-clad fingers scratched
at her arms. Light was deceitful, playing tricks with leaf shadows stirred by a
wind that scarcely ever penetrated down to ground level. Heat, held close and
dusty, itched on her skin. Time
to abandon her macabre resting spot. She rose and pushed into the branches to
pluck one of the marred specimens. The rust-colored markings were smeared from
the rain, but protected by the leaves above, enough remained for study. Dried
blood—in her chosen profession Anna had had the opportunity to see plenty of the
stuff—was slathered on various surfaces. A spit test reconstituted the brown to
red. She took a small paper bag from her pack and collected several of the
leaves. Blood in trees was not as rare as it might seem. Predators roamed the
skies. These twiggy boughs were insufficient to support a dining hawk or eagle
but occasionally they dropped wounded prey. If this was the case the tiny
critter's corpse had been whisked away by a lucky groundling. Her
gory find stowed in an inside pocket, Anna stood in the alder and waited. Flies
found her. Deerflies with jaws like airborne Chihuahuas flew kamikaze missions
at the backs of her knees. Absently, she slapped them into the next world. At
length the information she waited for came into view: another patch of the rusty
leaves a couple yards deeper in the brush. Shifting her attention down she
moved toward it carefully, seeking any further sign underfoot or lower on the
bushes. Runoff from the rain had erased any trail that might have been left and
the sturdy alders retained no sign of anyone's passing. Having
reached the second cluster of streaked foliage she repeated the process. It
took a sweaty, fly-bitten two hours to travel the rest of the trail but before
noon she reached its end. Had she been a crow she could have flown from the
place Carolyn's body was dumped to the pine tree where the blood trail ended in
a matter of seconds. The two places were no more than seventy feet apart. A
pine, a lodgepole, rose gracefully out of the thicket. Its shade and the
acidity of the fallen needles had opened a small needle-lined space beneath the
boughs into which Anna moved gratefully. Her assumption that this was the blood
trail's terminus was based not on what she found but on what she'd ceased to
find. Three quarters of an hour's careful search around the tree led her to no
new manifestations of rust-streaked leaves. Since the trail had been laid
overhead, Anna crouched on her heels and studied the interlocking green of the
pine above her. This
time the search was short. Twelve or fifteen feet up, partially secured to a
branch with string of some sort was a navy-blue stuff bag vomiting pieces of
clear—or once clear—plastic. All had been ripped to ribbons, by talons
probably, though a bobcat or cougar or even a very talented fox was a
possibility. Other than that, Anna could think of no pawed and clawed
carnivores who frequented the avian stomping grounds. The
bark ringing the tree's trunk was unscarred. Whoever had put the package there
had not done so by climbing. Having shed her day pack, Anna shinnied up for a
closer look. Straddling a comfortable branch she tried to put together the
pieces. It
didn't take long. With understanding came fear's cold touch, sickening in the
warmth of noon. The torn plastic was blood-smeared as the leaves had been and
comprised several different sources, two sandwich bags cut open, and part of
what would undoubtedly turn out to be the tail end of a cheap poncho, the kind
one can buy at the check-out counter in gas stations and carry in purse or
trunk for soggy emergencies. The navy cloth was from a simple stuff sack, the
sort hikers used to stow extraneous things. This one was eight or ten inches
wide and twice that long. Bag and baggies had been drawn into the tree on a
rope pull. A line of torn threads fuzzed the bark where the makeshift rope had
been thrown over the limb and dragged. The line was secured with a slipknot.
The dangling remainder had been cut, the frayed end tossed up into the lower
branches. The rope was as cobbled together as the packaging: strips of torn
fabric, white with narrow blue striping, tied end to end. Carolyn
Van Slyke's face had been cut off. The bloody slabs of meat had been carried
high like a trophy or a team pennant over the butcher's head, leaving traces of
blood on the cloaking leaves as he passed through. Away from the body, the
murderer had packaged up the steaks in what he had at hand—sandwich bags and a
raincoat—stuffed them in a sack that had been used maybe to carry his lunch,
and cached this new treat up high where bears and other animals couldn't make
away with it. He'd
been saving Carolyn Van Slyke's face for later. 15 Anna
seriously wanted to get the hell out of there. Each and every idyllic
day in this most beautiful of places had shown an underside that suggested
God's Country was under siege from His traditional nemesis. To Anna's mind the
most hellish of weapons had been unloosed: fear. Fear was the root of all evil.
The others could be tracked to it. Greed was fear of want in pathological form.
Lies, fear of being discovered for who one was, punished for what one had done. The
unnatural actions of the bear, Rory's bizarre disappearance, needless murder,
now this abomination; fear poured into Anna's mind. In the midst of the very
things that brought her comfort, she was being drowned in it. For a moment she
clung to the branch fighting a desperate need to run from the wilderness, from
sunlight, from solitude and hide in a closed, dark room full of familiar faces. Goddamn
it, she muttered. Over her forty-odd years the fates had robbed her of
her husband and taken a good shot at her only sister. She would not be robbed
of that which made all else endurable, the peace and perfection of the natural
world. Anger
helped but did not heal. Her rage was manufactured from two parts self-pity and
one part need. It lacked the self-propelling white-hot burn of righteously
earned ire. She kept it alive long enough to scorch away at least the core of
her panic. She could trust herself to function, not to topple from the tree or
dash madly down the trails shrieking. When
her breathing evened out, she knew she could stay and do her work, but peace of
mind, joy, freedom, those gifts of the wild country had been stolen away.
Fuck, she whispered, then she prayed a jolly little prayer:
Dear Lord, please let me find a gun in my pack when I climb down. Love,
Anna. Backup
was hours away, but she radioed Ruick to tell him of her find. Mostly, she
admitted to herself, to report her location. Should she go missing, Ponce would
alert them to where she'd gone off trail but who would think to seek as far as
the bush-locked pine? Harry
was in a meeting. Maryanne wrote down the message and Anna was left with no
choice but to break contact. Flinching
at every sound, freezing at every change in the shadow pattern, she made
several trips up and down the desecrated pine taking photographs of and
collecting the shredded bags. The meat they'd held was long gone. Whatever bird
or beast had worried it out of its packaging had carried it away and
undoubtedly eaten it. Too bad, Anna thought. Unless the killer was of
the Hannibal Lecter School of Fine Cuisine, he may have removed the flesh not
to eat it but to take away a clue to his identity. But
why string the stuff up if he'd merely been covering his tracks? Surely one
would want the telltale flesh eaten or buried or at least exposed so that it
might decay more quickly. If something is cached it's because someone means to
return for it. No
birds stirred the leaves, no shadows moved with the wind, still Anna stopped
breathing, listened, cursed the gods for ignoring her prayer for firearms.
Moving as quickly as she could, she labeled each item as she packed it in a
paper evidence bag to better preserve the blood samples. The navy stuff sack
was old, several years at least, made by REI and common as cotton underpants.
The same went for the baggies and the torn scrap of poncho: generic, easily
obtained, ubiquitous in the backcountry. The strips that had been tied together
to form the line used to swing the cache into the branches were what appeared
to be shirting. The cloth was equally unremarkable, probably J. C. Penney or
Sears, cotton-polyester sold in bulk. However, if the shirt they had been torn
from had once covered the back of the killer, they could prove important. Regardless
of value or lack thereof Anna spent no time studying the evidence. With
ingrained care she packaged and stowed. Mind, ears and eyes were occupied patrolling
the perimeter around the tree for cannibals, bears, axe murderers and other
manifestations of impending violence. At
last the job was completed, everything tucked in her pack. With the possibility
of flight nearer, Anna found her unease growing. Get a grip, she
ordered herself unsympathetically. Before she could make her escape, she needed
to canvass the clearing one more time in case she had missed anything. Out
from the tree at a north-northwesterly heading,
five-feet-four-and-a-half-inches as measured by the carpenter's tape she
carried for just such a purpose, she found a pile of what could only be bear
scat. Whether grizzly or black, she couldn't tell. This time of year, both had
about the same diet. The sheer size of the sample would suggest a male grizzly
but black bears grew nearly as large at the upper end of their scale. For
unscientific reasons, Anna felt certain it was not only grizzly scat but that
of her own personal grizzly. Given
its half-melted then dried consistency, the scat had been left before the rain
but not too long before. If it had been deposited much before the storm, it
would have dried more completely. The downpour would have reduced it to its
component parts, not merely smoothed it over. An
educated guess put the age of this sample at five or six days, seven at the
outside. Around the time of Mrs. Van Slyke's death not twenty yards away,
around the time the flesh cut from her face had been cached in the tree. The
killer had been here. The bear—or a bear—had been here. It was
conceivable the smell of the meat in the plastic bags overhead had attracted a
passing animal. Their noses were exceptionally keen. But Anna could find no
indication this bear made any effort to retrieve his prize: no claw marks on
the trunk or lower branches, no disturbed leaf litter or soil around the tree
as might be expected from a frustrated three-hundred-pound scavenger. It
appeared as if the bear had simply come to this minuscule clearing, quietly
relieved himself and went on. No law against that. Anna thought of the old joke
Where does a bear shit in the woods? and smiled in spite of
herself. Too
much coincidence, though. Bears, grizzly and otherwise, were high-profile
inhabitants of Glacier National Park, but given the park's forty-one hundred
square kilometers, there weren't all that many of them. According to Resource
Management statistics, less than three hundred. One of the things the DNA study
would do was give a more accurate count. Wishing she'd thought to pack one of
Joan's handy scat sample bottles, Anna made do with another evidence
bag—plastic this time—and procured a spoonful for the bear researcher. Anna
noted a few of the standard bear leavings: berry seeds, twigs, grasses, most in
mint condition. The bulk of this scat sample was made up of a dull brown-gray
grainy matter that looked to be closer to digested dirt than plant matter.
Another mystery for Joan. As long as there weren't buttons or buckles or human
fingerbones, Anna couldn't get too excited. She
was glad to leave the pine clearing, scared to reenter the thick of the
brush. It was an act of will to move up the side of the mountain through the
obscuring undergrowth at a sensible pace. The urge to claw her way frantically
out of the shrubbery didn't abate till she was not only in the open sunny world
of West Flattop Trail but upon Ponce's broad back. Cowboys were braver on
horseback. It was a little known codicil to the code of the west. For
no reason more logical than a bad case of the willies, Anna put a couple of
miles between her and the flesh-eating pine tree. At a bend in the trail, a
hillside of broken stones created a thousand unique, earth-bearing planters
displaying such a breathtaking show of yellows, blues and reds that Anna
wondered how human gardeners could bear to enter the competition. She tethered
Ponce to a downed tree deep in tasty grasses and emptied her pack: water,
lunch, map, evidence packets. Lunch first, she decided. Scrambling up and down
the tree had given her the insistent appetite of an active child. A
peanut butter and honey sandwich under her belt, she was better able to
concentrate on her find. Donning a new pair of latex gloves, she examined the
torn bags, all that was left of the macabre food cache. The blood, she had
little doubt, would turn out to be that of Carolyn Van Slyke. As she'd
discerned in the tree, other than these sinister smears, the plastic baggies had
nothing to tell her. With its sophisticated equipment, the lab might do better. The
blue sack was slightly more forthcoming. Gray-green dust and a pale yellow
residue of a delicate almost glittering nature, like pollen but more
reflective, streaked the fabric. Whatever the substance was, it had been
scuffed onto the sack recently. Perhaps the lab could use it to tell where in
the park the bag had been before it was shanghaied into service as a ditty bag
for the deceased. In a civilized environment, that information might lead to
the killer. Here, time was a deciding factor. The days it would take to get the
bag down to West Glacier, then to the lab and back, would be too long. The
killer would no longer be living in the same place. Having
returned the evidence to storage and divested herself of the surgical gloves,
she unwrapped her second sandwich. Her fingers smelled of the talc used in the
gloves and tainted her enjoyment of the peanut butter. Ignoring that and the
busy ticklings of flies, she leaned against the log where Ponce was tied and
listened to the reassuring tearing sounds as he went on with his picnic. The
killer was still in the park. Either that or Anna's intuition had finally
slipped over into paranoia. That was a distinct possibility. Sitting in the
sun, in a world where she had felt comfortable and whole much of her adult
life, she was unpleasantly aware that she gasped and started at every noise.
Her eyes never ceased scanning the horizon, alert for danger. Though
the most obvious, the wilderness wasn't the only thing she was at odds with.
With the possible exception of Joan Rand, Anna had not had anything even
resembling a genuine connection with another human being since she'd come to
Glacier. She
thought of Sheriff Paul Davidson, her—her what? Her boyfriend? Her sweetheart?
Or merely her lover? Paul was a good man and once, a long, long time ago in
mind, two weeks ago by the calendar, she'd fancied herself falling in love with
him. Since her adventures began in Glacier he'd scarcely crossed her mind.
She'd not even called Molly though she'd told herself she would. There was
something about this case that was causing her to isolate. Anna
snorted. Sensing an equine conversation in the offing, Ponce snorted back.
Isolate myself more than usual, Anna said to him. Ponce lost
interest once she reverted to the human tongue. He returned to his grazing. Humans
were tribal creatures. Isolation was a form of punishment so extreme even in
prisons it was only used for serious breaches of conduct. Those who isolated
themselves usually suffered as a consequence. Anna'd long been aware of the
tiny cracks in what passed for normalcy when she'd purposely been too long
alone, locked inside the ivory tower of bone that served as skull. Shifting
position, her back to the trail so her ever-vigilant eyes could keep watch on
the woods, she considered her slow withdrawal. The unseen scratchings of a
small woodland beast sent her pulse rate up and she realized what it was. She
had been dispossessed, made homeless. Not removed from her house and cat and
dog in Mississippi—the park housing she enjoyed on the Natchez Trace Parkway
was simply one in a chain of way stations. Her home, where she felt safe and
centered, had always been the wild country. Towns, streets, houses, dumpsters,
PTA meetings—that was where evil lurked. In the backcountry was only the often
pitiless but never malicious work of the gods. In
Glacier that amoral purity was gone. A wrongness stalked. Had it been only the
warped and hostile actions of people, Anna would not have felt the same. But it
wasn't. Nature herself was being unnatural. The bear that had torn up their
camp was behaving in a creepy, unbear-like way. When human beings were evil
they were merely, if the Christian teaching was to be believed, exercising
their God-given right to free will. When nature got personal, then whatever
passed for Satan was surely afoot. No
wonder she'd bonded so completely with Joan Rand, Anna thought. The researcher
was the only person she could talk to about their bear. Joan had been there.
Joan felt it. To others, even Molly or Paul, she would seem just another scared
tourist anthropomorphizing and exaggerating, the sort who submit reports in
lilac ink of grizzlies juggling hedgehogs. The
next hour was spent riding back to Fifty Mountain in hopes Bill McCaskil
would have returned. But for a brief interlude with two visitors from
Washington State, an incredibly chirpy middle-aged man hiking with a serene and
homely woman Anna presumed was his wife, she spoke with no one. The
Washingtonian had been afire with the news that there was a Boone and
Crockett elk a mile down the trail that Anna must see. The animal had
moved on by the time she and Ponce came to where it was sighted and she was
mildly disappointed. She'd never heard a creature referred to as a Boone
and Crockett but given Daniel Boone and Davy Crockett's legendary
stature, it must have been a grand old bull. Bill
McCaskil had gone the way of the elk. His campsite was empty, pack gone from
the tree in front of his tent. What Anna had intended to ask him she wasn't
sure but she needed to do something with her time. And though it was so
uncharacteristic she didn't recognize the motivation, she wanted to do
something around other people. Against
the wishes of both his son and Chief Ranger Ruick, Lester Van Slyke had hiked
back to Flattop. He was taking up residence in his abandoned camp when Anna
walked down from McCaskil's site. Les
was gray with the effort the twelve-mile walk had cost him—a coronary wandering
around in shiny new boots. He carried an NPS radio, probably at the insistence
of Harry Ruick. Other than that he seemed as ill-prepared for the rigors of
camping as ever. He didn't want to talk to her, didn't want to explain his
persistence in remaining in the backcountry, didn't want to discuss his former
wife's violent behavior. After a quarter of an hour she was glad to leave him
in peace and start back the way she'd come, returning to the tiny meadow where
she, Joan and Rory had first set up camp. It
was as it had been before the bear attack. New tents were pitched, not where
the old had been, but on the far side of the flat rock as if Joan, or more
likely Rory, had suffered an attack of superstition and decided the old pattern
had to be broken. Food and other bear attractants were cached high in a tree. A
different one from where Rory's stepmother's corpse had hung. The
researchers were not in evidence. Anna watered Ponce at the little stream that
cut through the clearing, found on her topo the place Joan had marked the next
hair trap to be disassembled, then remounted and set out to find them. Ponce,
erroneously thinking his day's work had been done, carried her with ill grace. He
was further discomfited when she found the others and it fell to him to carry
the heavy rolls of barbed wire and the researchers' packs to the site of the
next hair trap. Anna, leading Ponce, walked beside Joan. Rory chose to trail
behind for reasons of his own. Buck walked with him but the two didn't speak.
Anna was not offended at their choice. It wasn't that she disliked Rory; it was
more that he carried about him an oppressive darkness, as if neurosis or deep
injury had created in him a small black hole into which good cheer and
rationality were sucked away. A
day's hard work in rough country had put Joan in a good mood. The cobwebs left
by generating reports and packaging samples for the lab were burned away. This
trap was pretty paltry pickin's, she said. The heat from her face made
her brow glisten and the top quarter of her glasses fog up. That and the alder
leaves poking through her hair gave her a look of the clichйd mad scientist.
No scat. A few wisps of hair. But at least the love scent hadn't been
torn down. This one must have been hung high enough. Joan babbled on
happily about barbed wire, lab reports and other resource-manager-type details.
Anna half listened, enjoying companionship not content. After a quarter of an
hour the going became rugged, the ground broken and the scrub dense.
Conversation was replaced by heavy breathing and aggravated grunts. Ponce
punished Anna for the arduous duty by pushing her in the middle of the back
with his long bony face just infrequently enough she never expected it. The
new hair trap was to be strung up less than half a mile from the old. Wire
taut, love scent high and inviting, rotten wood piled and doused with the
irresistibly vile blood lure, they finished near six that evening. The work
cleansed Anna's psyche as it had Joan's and she managed the trip back to camp
restfully free of dark forebodings and acid contemplations. Off the beaten
paths, they encountered no park visitors and Anna was glad. At peace, for the
moment, in her own reality, she had no desire to be dragged into anyone else's. In
an unusual burst of intraspecies appreciation, she remembered the chipper
fellow from Washington who had delighted her with his odd turn of phrase. Anna
decided to share. I heard something funny today. A guy'd seen a big bull
elk and called him a 'Boone and Crockett' elk. Joan and Buck looked
blank. Like in Daniel Boone, Davy Crockett, Anna explained.
You know, bigger than life. Still nothing. Gifts rebuffed, she was
annoyed. Shall
we tell her? Buck asked. I
think not, Joan said. You don't know her like I do. She is
exhibiting an uncharacteristic enjoyment in bipeds. It's a train of thought
that would be a shame to derail so close to the station. Tell
me what? Anna demanded. She
insists, Joan said. 'Boone
and Crockett' are the ultimate word on trophy animals, Buck told her.
They have a whole rating system depending on the size of the animals.
Well . . . the size of their heads. That's where the numbers come in. My
little guy was talking about the elk dead? Anna was aghast. As
he pictured him on the wall of his den, Buck confirmed. The
creepiness that had been temporarily held at bay by the advent of real work
returned. Even apparent innocents from the great state of Washington harbored
deadly intentions. It
wasn't until they'd been back in camp for an hour or more and been revived by
an internal application of hot drinks that she spoke again and then it was of
the dark subjects that had been consuming her mind. Summarily
banishing Buck and Rory simply because she did not wish to feel the impact of a
stranger in the first instance and an adolescent in the second, Anna fired up
the hissing glare of a Coleman lantern, set it on the wide flat table of stone
and spread out her gruesome evidence collection for Joan's scientific perusal. I
don't know diddly about human forensic pathology, Joan warned her as they
knelt like aging White Rock fairies on the edge of the stone. All
evil is not human, Anna said apropos of nothing but the growing unease
Glacier's backcountry had instilled in her. If
not, it stems from humans, Joan said, either exposing a cynical streak
Anna hadn't suspected or infected with Anna's pervasive sense of dislocation. Anna
didn't argue with her. Look at the pieces left of the blue bag, she
said. See here where it's streaked with dust and this yellow pollen-like
stuff? I can't remember seeing anything hereabouts that would leave residue
like this. Not that I've been looking, she admitted. Joan
shoved her glasses up on her head the better to see close up and, fabric
pinched delicately between gloved fingers and thumbs, she examined it in the
cold and noisy light from the Coleman. After a minute of two of this she
stopped, retrieved a large Sherlock-Holmes-style magnifying glass from her day
pack, said, I wish I had my microscope, and studied the torn fabric
for several minutes more. In
my book, dust is dust is dust, she said at last and returned the navy
stuff bag to Anna. This is fine, grayish green, could be from
argillite—alpine talus. Up high. Way high. Like tops of mountains. Or it could
have come from under the bookcase in my bedroom. Lab tests would tell you what
it's made of and maybe what kind of rocks it came from but, contrary to public
opinion, rocks are not stationary. They slide and tumble, fall, wash down
creeks. The
yellow dust is different. I can't be a hundred percent sure but I don't think
it is pollen. It looks more like scales, the weensy feathery scales you'd find
on the wings of moths or butterflies. Anna
wasn't completely flummoxed. On Isle Royale, just outside the screen doors of
most of the lean-tos, she'd seen butterflies crowd together en masse. They came
to get the salts left behind by sleepy campers who, rather than stumble through
the dark to the pit toilet, merely stood on the shelter step to urinate. Something
in the bag attracted butterflies? A lot of butterflies? As she said it,
Anna knew it made little sense. Even if they'd been drawn to the bag in great
numbers, when they beat their tiny wings, the scales didn't fall off. Not
exactly. Above treeline we have incredible blooms of army cutworm moths June
through September. The moths lay their eggs on the Great Plains and the
caterpillars mature there. Then they migrate to the Rockies to feed. In the
fall they go back. Lay eggs and die. There're not so many as there once were.
They spray crops in Iowa, we lose moths in Montana. An argument for global
environmental policies local politicians won't hear. Putting that together with
the white dust, I'm guessing your bag was set down or dragged around somewhere
above treeline on Mount Stimpson or Mount Cleveland or, oh, shoot, I don't
know, one of them. We get aggregations of the cutworm moths from about
twenty-one hundred meters in elevation up to about twenty-eight hundred meters.
They like south and southwest faces. Joan took in the dark jagged ring of
mountains cutting into the night sky around Flattop. Sick
of man-made light and racket, Anna turned off the lantern. In the sudden and
blessed balm of night's silence, the two of them sat without speaking, watching
the mountain peaks from where the blue sack had purportedly traveled. The
moon was waning, but in the thin clear air over the Rockies, its light was
strong. Trees inked black on the shoulders of the mountains. Above their reach
slivers of glaciers and the pale, much shattered talus that spent a majority of
its life beneath the snow, caught the moonlight. The longer Anna stared the brighter
the peaks became until, in their glory, they kindled a healing awe within her.
I wouldn't think there'd be much in that part of the world to attract
people. Joan
laughed. You sound so wistful. There's not much. Hardly anybody goes up
there. Mountain goats. Trails?
Anna asked. Not
that high. Just
goats? I thought the bears denned at the higher elevations. Higher.
Not that high. They do go up there in summer, though. The moths are a major
source of protein for the grizzlies. They tear up whole hillsides of alpine
talus, turning over the rocks and licking up the moths. See? Global. Spray
wheat in Minnesota, starve a grizzly in the Rockies. Who'd know? They
know now, Anna pointed out. Neither bothered to add, Who'd
care? Just a small circle of friends, as the old song went. Our
butcher went up there for some reason, Anna said after a while.
Since he apparently isn't in the park to enjoy nature—at least not as we
like to think of it—he must have had a pressing reason to travel so far off the
beaten path. Ponce will not be pleased when I tell him tomorrow's
itinerary. Anna's
radio ended further speculation. Your
hunch paid off, Ruick said after they'd exchanged the requisite call
numbers. The prints on the second topo found in the army coat match those
Bill McCaskil put on file when he was arrested for fraud. Looks like the victim
was wearing his coat when she was killed. 16 Anna
did not ride to Fifty Mountain at first light. She was under strict
orders from Harry to delay until the cavalry arrived in the person of four law
enforcement rangers from down in the valley. Camp in the ill-fated meadow with
its altar rock was broken. Joan and Rory, alone by necessity and Joan's choice
now that Buck and Anna were needed elsewhere, left to service the next hair
trap on Joan's list. This one was on the far eastern edge of Flattop Mountain
near the confluence of Mineral and Cattle King creeks. After they'd gone, Anna
packed her gear on Ponce not knowing when she would be rejoining the bear DNA
research project as a productive member. Far
from chafing at the delay, she was glad to saunter over with Buck around noon.
Several broken bones and knife wounds ago she'd lost her taste for facing
unsavory types on equal terms. No right-thinking law enforcement officer wanted
a fair fight. When
they arrived, the chief ranger and four others whom Anna didn't recognize were
sitting in the food preparation area with Lester Van Slyke, talking in low
voices. Ruick came over to where Anna tethered Ponce to the hitching rail. Our
bird has flown the coop, he said, leaning on the rail, a water bottle
held easily in one hand. Ruick seemed at home, in control everywhere Anna had
an opportunity to observe him. Les said he was here last night, saw him
go to the outhouse once. He didn't use the food prep area or speak to anybody
as far as Les noticed. Then Les sees him all packed up and heading out in the
dark. What
time? Anna asked. Around
eight, eight-thirty. Their eyes met. Anna hadn't out-thought him.
He knew we were coming to have a word. Les
has a radio, Anna said. That's
crossed my mind. You think Les told him? Some kind of conspiracy? Hired
assassin? Ruick laughed and Anna found herself laughing with him. Outside
the confines of a movie theater the phrases sounded absurd. Lester Van Slyke
from Seattle, Washington, hiring a con man with no history of doing hits for
pay to murder his abusive wife in the Montana wilderness. People
have their own twisted logic, Anna said, responding as much to her
thoughts as Ruick's words. There's too many ties for there not to be some
kind of a connection. She leaned on the rail, elbow close to Ponce's
nose. Occasionally she felt the flick of his tail on her backside and was
content to let him keep the flies off the both of them. Maybe we've been
going at the connection from the wrong side, she said, the theory forming
as she spoke. Because it was Mrs. Van Slyke who was killed I've been
trying to connect her with McCaskil as an enemy. McCaskil in the role of
killer: come on purpose to kill her for his own reasons, a chance psychotic
episode in which he kills her, or hired by the abused husband to do the deed.
What if Mrs. Van Slyke and McCaskil were pals, in league for something more
natural to a divorce lawyer and a fraud? She was wearing his coat when she was
killed. Or at least a coat with his topographical map in the pocket. What if
they were hatching some scheme that went sour? Mrs. Van Slyke dies. McCaskil
stays in the park to finish his business? He sure doesn't fit the profile of a
nature-lover and backwoodsman. Where
does that leave our murderer? I
don't know. Maybe a falling out among thieves? Or
we're back to Les. If he weren't so . . . Ruick glanced over his shoulder
at the group on the hill behind them. . . . so damned ineffectual, I'd
have found some reason to arrest him by now. Ruick
squirted water into his mouth and swooshed it around more to entertain himself
than to quench any real thirst. What kind of fraud could a city-bred con
man pull up here? Glacier's got nothing in the way of gold, silver, precious
stones, gas, oil. One of the reasons it's been left alone is nobody ever
figured out how to make any money out of it. Timber? Ruick
looked at her. Not only was the terrain too rugged to log, cutting and stealing
timber wasn't exactly a subtle crime. In a park where helicopter tours flew
over on a daily basis, even a small-scale operation would be shut down less
than twenty-four hours after it started. Right,
Anna said. Rare plants? Harry
shook his head. Poaching? Sure,
some. But why bother? There are ranches just over the hill in British Columbia
where you can legally shoot elk, bear, you name it. And since they're
hand-raised, you can get 'em trophy-sized. They don't count that way, not with
the big-league hunters. They insist the prey be 'wild.' But there's probably
ways around that. Ruick
had pretty much shot down any ideas Anna had, so she said nothing. She couldn't
figure out if this particular murder had too many clues and too many suspects, or
too few. Why carve the face but not enough to confuse identification? What was
easily obtained or carried into the backcountry that could deliver a blow
powerful enough to sever the spinal cord yet soft enough not to crush or crack
the skull? Why was the victim wearing a stranger's coat? Why didn't everybody
leave right away? McCaskil, Lester, Rory—they had to know they were or could be
suspects. If they'd done it, why stay? If they hadn't done it, why stay? We'll
ask the s.o.b. when we find him, Ruick said philosophically. Anna'd
told him in greater detail about the macabre tree ornament she'd found near
where Carolyn's body had been dumped. As she filled the chief ranger in on the
details, she wished she'd never mentioned it over the radio. Too many listeners. Ruick
took possession of the ripped and bloody bags, forming the next link in the
chain of evidence. He and his rangers had come to Flattop on horseback. One man
would be sent back down to take Anna's find to the lab. The remaining three and
Harry would track down McCaskil if they could. Decisions
to disturb the wilderness aspect of a national park were not made lightly.
Helicopters, bulldozers, chainsaws, even tracking dogs were not brought in at
the first whimpering of human discomfort. In Anna's years of watching park
politics, some of the most courageous choices she'd seen upper management make
were those made not to pour technology on a problem, not to bring in
guns and dogs and fork-lifts and borate bombers, but to fight nature on
nature's terms. Or, more courageous still, not to fight at all, to let the fire
burn, the river change course, the historic crumble without replacement. Often
enough to make it an act of bravery, these administrators lost their careers.
The public hated nature when she wasn't in their control. Ruick had chosen to
hunt William McCaskil on foot and horseback. The body recovery of Carolyn Van
Slyke had already invaded the sanctity of the park experience enough. If Ruick
was wrong, if he didn't catch McCaskil and McCaskil turned out to be Van
Slyke's killer and killed another visitor, Ruick would pay the price. He'd
probably end his days as a chief ranger at some Civil War battlefield two acres
across. Anna
respected him for it. Someday she'd have to tell him so. For today she had ground
to cover. She was not to take part in the manhunt but to head above treeline to
where the moths came to breed and die, where the stones were bleached, where
the navy-blue stuff sack had traveled. The
night before, Joan had given Anna a crash course on the grizzly and the
army cutworm moth. There were nine identified moth aggregation sites in Glacier
that were known to be used by the bears. All were above twenty-one hundred
meters in elevation, all on south- or west-facing slopes. The moths aggregated in
glacial cirques on talus right below steeper headwalls. Joan
had ended the lesson with strongly voiced disapproval of Anna's venturing into
any of the aggregation sites. As a researcher she did not like the impact on
the bears that was inevitable when human beings— even one so small and
light-footed as Anna—penetrated areas where the animals traditionally roamed
undisturbed. As a good-hearted woman she was opposed to Anna's venturing into
feeding grounds used predominantly by females with cubs and sub-adult bears
during the peak of their use season. You're
just making yourself an attractive nuisance, Joan summed up. A
recipe for disaster. No
pun intended, Buck added, stone-faced. Ranger-on-a-stick,
Rory said. Warnings
and disclaimers given, Joan had begrudgingly gone over the map, pointing out
the sites closest to Flattop Mountain. Anna
took out the topo Joan had marked and showed it to Harry. Logic, a commodity to
all appearances singularly lacking in the individual they pursued, suggested
the aggregation site Joan had circled on the southern slope of Cathedral Peak.
Cathedral, over seventy-six hundred feet high, was the only army cutworm moth
site within easy—using the term loosely—commuting distance from Flattop, where
the moth-dusted bag had been found. Given the amounts of both moth-wing powder
and the grayish-green Joan guessed were traces of argillite remaining on the
fabric, the bag had not traveled too far or too long between its dust
collecting days and its incarnation as a receptacle for human flesh. The
country Anna was headed into was rugged and steep and dry. Too much for the
shamble-footed Ponce. He would have the night off and Anna would walk. Much of
the time she would be scrambling. There were no trails, no lakes, no creeks.
Only seep springs, and that only if they still had water. Though the cirque she
sought was not far in miles, it was a long way in time and energy. Probably she
would need to spend the night on the mountain. There would be no trees in which
to cache food and, if this aggregation site was being used, grizzlies, mostly
females with cubs, would be in attendance. Toothpaste, insect repellent lip
balm, and soap remained at Fifty Mountain. Anna ate as much food as she could
and packed just enough for one more meal. There would be no breakfast the
following morning. Because of the steepness of the terrain she traveled light:
no tent, no stove, just camera, tarp, down vest, sleeping bag, water and
filter. Even a seep spring could produce enough to refill canteens if one was patient.
Or thirsty. By
one-thirty she was headed east away from Fifty Mountain. For the first mile or
so, she walked Highline, an improved trail that followed the ridge east of
Flattop Mountain, winding back to the Going to the Sun Road where the trail-head
was. At about seventy-two hundred feet in elevation, where Highline dog-legged
south, Anna turned north, traveling cross-country toward the glacial cirque
below Cathedral Peak's south-southwestern slope. High
as she was, even small changes in altitude marked the landscape dramatically.
Soil grew rocky and rust-colored. In the distance, on the stern face of the
mountain, she noticed small white specks: mountain goats feeding and rambling
in their impossible places. Vegetation thinned till only the hardiest of pines
still grew. A life of fighting showed in stunted and twisted limbs. Anna felt
honored to be moving amid this stalwart troop of rebels battered by the
elements but still alive. Much of the time, she traveled baboon-like on feet
and hands, the slopes slippery with broken stone and a meager covering of
shortened needles the pines let go. Periodically she stopped to rest and,
braced against a gnarly trunk, looked westward across the emerald green meadows
north of Fifty Mountain Camp to the blue-forested shanks of the mountains
beyond. In this land of abundance, of water and game, other deserts thrust up:
mountaintops like the one she hoped to gain where nothing grew and the life of
rocks was visible to the naked eye. Just
after four p.m. she scaled the last stone massif, a forty-foot gray wall of
crumbling argillite that showed its treachery in tens of millions of cracks and
crevices, in the deep pile of shattered stone heaped at its base. Glacier was
not a park favored by climbers. The rock formations that created its mountains
were of soft stuff that would not hold pitons, ledges that could fall away at
the merest hint of weight. A
half-mile's scrambling through dwarf pines brought her to just beneath the
dramatic upthrust of Cathedral Peak. There lay a classic cirque, a chunk of the
mountain gouged out by glacial movement leaving a steep amphitheater two or
three hundred yards across and half again that long. Its uppermost end was
marked by another massif. From there up was the ever-more-vertical run to the
mountain's peak. A quarter of the cirque was still covered in snow. In
midsummer, Anna knew it would be of the dry crusty variety of no use for
melting and drinking. The rest of the cirque was floored in grayish-green
alpine talus, flat loose stones ranging in size from teacups to tabletops. At
present the landscape was free of bears. Joan had told her the pattern of both
grizzlies and black bears was to feed on the moths in the morning, rest nearby
through the middle of the day, then feed again in the evening. The
long climb had tired Anna but it behooved her to make her explorations during
the bears' off time. Just because she couldn't see them didn't mean they
weren't around. Wild animals seldom flopped down to nap in plain view. Even in
a place they'd always known as safe they tended to hide themselves away. An
area as apparently free of secrets as the cirque could easily have hollows
beneath stones. Surrounding rocks might harbor caves or even dens, though the
bears tended to den up slightly lower, below treeline. At
this altitude there was nearly always wind, often greater than sixty kilometers
an hour. In summer it came mostly from the southwest, but with no protection,
it blew cold, and as the sweat from the climb dried, Anna grew chilled. Zipping
herself into her down vest she rallied her shaking legs and trudged up the
incline to the bottom of the cirque. The aggregations of the cutworm moths, and
so the feeding grounds of the bears, were usually at the head of the cirques
below the massifs. As she picked her way upward over the talus, fatigue was
replaced with the not completely unpleasant hyperawareness Daniel might have
felt in the lions' den. Not
every aggregation was fed on every day. Like everyone else, bears had their
trends and preferences. This site had not been monitored since 1995. Glacier
researchers prided themselves not only on the quality of their studies but on
completing them in the least obtrusive manner. Joan had lectured Anna on the
evils of disturbing the site with her presence, then made her promise to
observe carefully and take accurate notes. Since she must defile this bit of
habitat with her essence, she might as well come away with data. The
observation Anna was most interested in at the moment was that of beds.
Habitually the bears fed from six a.m. till one p.m. then rested till around
six in the evening. For their siestas they dug beds in the scree or the snow.
From the air the sleeping beasts might be easily seen. At ground level it would
be way too easy to stumble into the middle of somebody's nap. Having
reached the headwall of the cirque unharmed, Anna found a perch atop a square
chunk of argillite tumbled down from on high, and took out her binoculars. Her
eyes would cause less disturbance than her feet. Not to mention they were not
as tired. Mentally gridding the long crescent-shaped area, she searched the
ground. There were many piles of scat; most looked old and dried-up, but a
closer view would be needed to be sure. She spotted five of the oval-shaped
excavations she'd been told to look for and was astounded once more at the
sheer physical power of the grizzlies. In places, the digging went down a foot
or more, and the volume of rock moved was in the tons. Content
she was alone and would not be providing anyone an afternoon snack, she put
aside the glasses and slid off her rock. Fascinating as bears' lives were, she
had not spent the day scratching up a mountain in search of that, but of traces
of a person carrying a navy-blue stuff sack. Tracking over a stone surface,
even soft argillite, was not a promising prospect. She would have to hope for
luck and, if the gods were smiling, litter. Working
slowly, her attention divided between the ground and a horizon that could
suddenly bloom with bears, she moved along the base of the massif. There were
abundant samples of bear scat but she found nothing that looked to be fresher
than two or three days. The scats were thick with the tiny fragmented
exoskeletons of the moths, the only part of the insect that provided no nutrients.
Joan would be disappointed, but Anna chose not to take the time to collect any
samples. The
excavated ovals had been licked clean but Anna did see a number of itinerant
moths. The cutworms were unprepossessing little yellow creatures with powdery
wings. Where the bug hunting had been particularly good the yellow scales left
streaks on the pale talus. In a place like this, then, the blue sack must have
been laid down or dragged. To what purpose, Anna could not imagine. The cirques
were dry, windswept, dangerous and hard to get to. Who would wander here? A
thought surfaced, so ugly it stopped her in her tracks. Bear researchers would
come here. Men or women with an overweening interest in Ursus horribilis. They
would be able to move through the park unremarked. They would be the ones who
would wish to remain in Glacier regardless of who they'd killed because the
bears were here, their work was here. Anna
sat down abruptly, scarcely noticing the bite the angular stones tried to take
out of her behind. Carolyn Van Slyke was the mother of a bear researcher—a
temporary baby bear researcher, true, but it was a link. Carolyn was a
photographer with no film, murdered, sliced up, bits of her put in a stuff sack
smeared with dust and scales from an extremely out-of-the-way bear eatery. Had
she accidentally or otherwise been photographing a Glacier bear researcher
doing something for, against or to a grizzly that they oughtn't, and then was
killed because of it and the telltale film stolen? The
train of thought, rattling along the track at breakneck speed, derailed
suddenly, upset by the same old questions: Killed her with what? Carved her
face why? And what could a researcher be doing that was so vile that an
observer must die lest she tell? People could harass the bears but it was the
harassers that came out the worse for wear. For a chilling moment Anna was
jerked back into the tent in the dark, the bear destroying the camp. The
shallow, almost healed scratch on her shoulder began to itch. Murder
by bear? Could someone who knew what he was about creep into a camp at night
and salt it with love scent or blood lure in hopes of enticing disaster? Sure. Could
Rory have done it? Easily. Joan
Rand, huddled in the night, matching Anna scream for scream, was blessedly free
of suspicion. She had the only genuinely ironclad alibi: she'd been with the
investigating officer at the time of the incident. A
bear could be attracted in that manner. It wasn't guaranteed but definitely
possible. That the bear would kill anybody was a long shot, and that it would
kill a specific target so long as to be preposterous. It followed, then, that
if the bear had been intentionally attracted to their camp and if the
individual responsible for it was sane, the bear had been meant only to
frighten or, with luck, injure one of them. If universal malice was ruled out
as a motive, the only things left were revenge on Anna, Joan or, maybe, Rory—if
he wasn't the perpetrator—or a desire to frighten them off from what they were doing. Because
in doing what they were doing they would discover what he was doing. Anna
laughed out loud, startling herself with the sudden noise. What the hell
were we doing? she asked the rocks and bugs. Collecting information
on bears, she answered herself. Like
Carolyn Van Slyke was with her camera? Like
Anna appeared to be doing right now? The
wind grew a little colder, the cirque a little more isolated. Anna waited for a
cloud to pass over the sun to complete the picture, but the clear summer sky wouldn't
cooperate. Breathing deeply of air so cool and thin and pure it seemed to
negate the possibility of deceit in any who breathed it, she stared down the
talus-raddled cirque and across the green and black summit of Flattop. What on
earth could a bear researcher need so desperately to hide? The
puzzle she'd been so assiduously working on began to deconstruct. How, if at
all, did Bill McCaskil with his borrowed coat and his history of financial
fraud fit into the picture? There was money in research. Where there was money
there could be con men trying to get it. Those sorts of evils transpired in
offices over phone lines. The perpetrators didn't actually go into the woods
where the work was being done. There was no money at that end of the stick. Thinking
was getting her nowhere, and sitting motionless in the wind, she was getting
cold. Anna returned to her task. The rocks were soft enough that in many places
marks had been left on their surfaces by the claws of the grizzlies. Of the
bear family, the grizzly was one of the most perfectly adapted to digging. The
four-inch claws were virtually unbreakable and the characteristic hump on the
shoulders, a silhouette that struck fear into the human observer rather like
that of a shark's fin cutting through the water, was a lump of muscles that
provided the bears with tremendous power in their forelegs. The better for
digging up moths. Anna
saw residue of that power in the claw-scored argillite and the upheaval of tons
of rock in the width of the cirque. Of the habits of the bears, she learned a
great deal over the next couple of hours. Of the person who had visited an
aggregation in the last few days she found nothing, not so much as a gum
wrapper. The
magic hour was approaching. Bears sicsta'd from thirteen hundred to eighteen
hundred hours, Joan had said. Anna knew the numbers were approximate, varying,
one would assume, from bear to bear. Still, as the minute hand on her watch
closed the gap between five-thirty and six o'clock, she grew increasingly
nervous. Earlier,
from her elevated perch, she had spotted five oval excavation areas. She'd
inspected three. Alert for signs of returning diners, she hurried toward the
fourth. She never got there. Halfway between the third and fourth was a bear
dig of a very different aspect. It was linear, the rocks turned over in neat
rows and not as deep, six to eight inches at most. Things
natural tended to eschew straight lines. Lines were a mathematical construct
taught to the disordered minds of children until, in adulthood, people favored
them, writing, digging, planting and, when possible, walking in them. On
hands and knees, Anna crawled along the linear upset of talus. Rocks had not
been dug per se, but pried loose and overturned. On closer inspection she could
see marks in the stone; not the evenly spaced scrape of claws but sharp,
angular scratches that had to have been made with a shovel or Pulaski. A
person, most probably the person Anna sought, had been to the cirque for the
same reason as the bears: to dig up army cutworm moths. Sitting
on her heels, eyes roaming the edges of the depression for interlopers of any
species, she thought about the strange young man, Geoffrey Mickleson-Nicholson.
The day they'd seen him, before the grizzly had come to their camp, they had passed
a field of glacier lilies, another preferred food of the Glacier bear
population. Someone with a spade had been digging them up. Most likely the
obvious choice: Geoffrey Whoever. At the time it seemed of little importance.
Illegal certainly, but one man with a shovel and a backpack was not going to
dig the lilies to extinction. There
was nothing to indicate the digger of moths was the same person as the digger
of lilies except that people pilfering the natural food of bears was an oddity.
Rare to catch one doing it; statistically improbable to find two. The young man
with the lovely smile and the suspicious habits was not a bear researcher; Joan
would have known him. At least he wasn't a bear researcher in Glacier. Could
an adolescent rogue researcher be murderously messing about with Glacier's
grizzlies? The concept was absurd but Anna didn't throw it out entirely. She
merely consigned it to the heap in her brain where other absurdities connected
with this case lay. Because
it was cold and she was tired and the sun was going to be down in a couple of
hours, she thought of werewolves. As a rational westerner, Anna didn't believe
in the existence of the mythical monsters. As the sister of an eminent
psychiatrist, she knew there were nutcases wandering the moonlit streets who
sincerely believed they were werewolves. People suffering from lycanthropy. On
rare but recorded occasions these individuals lived out their psychosis to the
point of killing, ripping out throats and drinking blood as they believed they
must in their wolf-like state. Was it possible a person could believe himself a
grizzly? Why not? People believed they were Napoleon, the Virgin Mary, the
reincarnation of Michelangelo. In Mississippi, Anna'd dealt with a woman who
believed herself to be the mother of eight children, all penguins. Why
not a bear? Like
those suffering from lycanthropy, could the psychosis go so far as to drive the
sufferer to seek to live as a bear would live, eat as a bear would eat and kill
as a bear would kill? Anna
thought back on the night she and Joan had been visited. Neither of them had
seen an animal, merely heard what they believed to be an animal. They had only
Rory's word for it that there'd been a bear and Rory was not exactly the poster
boy for mental stability. A
deep and rotten core of fear opened in Anna, making her nauseated. She and Buck
had been siphoned off to assist Ruick. Joan was alone in an isolated camp with
Rory Van Slyke, an excellent candidate for the Bear Boy. Wait,
wait, wait, Anna said, calming herself. Rory could have done many things
but he couldn't have come to the cirque with a navy stuff bag, and it had not
been he who had been digging lilies. The altitude, the solitude, a long day's
work were scrambling her thoughts. Creating a trance-like state induced by self-hypnosis that allows the
fears and wish-images of the subconscious mind to be accessed by the conscious
mind. Anna'd heard Molly say that
in a lecture at Yale once ten years before. Then, she'd thought it a
wonderfully phrased crock of shit. Now she wasn't so sure. Werebears,
she said out loud to mock herself out of the heebie-jeebies. It
didn't work. The missing flesh so carefully cut from the face of Mrs. Van
Slyke—a person using a knife rather than teeth and claws to pull the edible
flesh from the prey? An absorbing if macabre theory. Much that was known didn't
fit with the werebear tale: the specificity and tidiness of the flesh removal,
caching the flesh, stealing film, moving and hiding the body. Anna
put it from her mind and concentrated on trying to track the individual with
the shovel. Shovel: that was a reassuring indicator of sanity. A person so far
gone with mental illness as to imagine himself a bear by night would surely dig
with his hands. Six
o'clock; time was up but Anna was not finished. Clearing
her mind of everything that was not visible on the ground, she slid easily into
the tracker's zone, a quiet place where one could wait for as long as need be for
the minutest sign to come clear. The shovel dig was fresh, not more than
twenty-four hours old. The
fine layer of silt on the bottoms of the overturned stones was dry on the
surface but, when scratched, still retained vestiges of moisture beneath. Overturning
the stones carefully, she saw that the moths licked up by real bears had here
been scraped off by human hands. The trail the fingers left during the harvest
was clear. The navy bag had told Anna the gatherer of moths had visited this
site. Had he used the bag to store his moths to cat later? Did he cat the
moths, as the bears did, al fresco, one rockful at a time? There
was no way to tell which end of the linear dig was the beginning and which was
the end. Anna stood a moment choosing the most logical direction from which the
digger might have come. The same way she had, south from Highline Trail. She
began with the opposite end of the line of disturbed talus, the end from which
he had most likely departed. Squatting on her heels, she focused loosely on the
ground and waited. The
low angle of the sun was perfect for tracking. And besides herself and bears,
the digger was probably the only human who'd walked here for maybe years. Had
conditions been otherwise she would not have been able to track over such an
inhospitable surface. A
tread mark in the dust half obliterated by what must be the print from an
enormous padded paw. A scuff, straight and smooth that could be made only by
the side of a shoe—leather or rubber. Four yards farther on a veritable signpost:
a single slab of talus overturned by the edged tool. Why that one, Anna
couldn't guess. It must have looked particularly mothy to the guy. A
puffing, like a small steam engine straining uphill, broke her concentration.
Before she looked she knew what it was. She'd heard it the night of the bear
visitation. Fear, sudden, new, remembered, washed down from throat to belly to
bowels. The
bears had come to feed. 17 Breathing
in slowly, Anna calmed herself. The breath didn't come easily. Her chest
had tightened into a straitjacket of muscle. The second attempt provided better
results. Fortified with oxygen, she slid her eyes in the direction from whence
the sound had come. On the far eastern side of the cirque, about halfway up, a
sow with two cubs, new this year, watched her. The sow was swaying back and
forth, weight shifting from paw to paw, head moving in slow arcs. The cubs,
less focused, divided their attention between Mom and Anna ready to do as they
were told. Anna
was down on one knee, close to the ground. Be big, she remembered. Stand,
wave your arms above your head, make loud noises so the bear will run away, she'd
been told. Don't make eye contact; stand in profile, be as nonthreatening as
possible, she'd been told. Sit down, stand up, fight, fight, fight, the
old high school cheer rattled through her mind and brought with it an almost
overpowering need to giggle. Almost. Don't run. That was one consistent
rule. She
breathed again and felt, to her surprise, the fear that gripped her loosening
its hold. These were real, honest-to-God bears, bears in broad daylight doing
the things bears were supposed to do. Far less terrifying than the half-mad
half-man, half-beast imaginings she'd allowed herself earlier. Less terrifying
than the bestial slashings that came in the night. She
looked away from the trio to her escape route, the trail she'd been following
toward the western side of the cirque. She was nearly there, maybe a hundred
feet, then an easy scramble up a rocky escarpment eight or ten feet high.
Beyond that was fifty yards of scree and then the beginning of the scruffy pine
belt that marked treeline. Not that trees would save her. None were substantial
enough to climb should she be so lucky as to reach them. Anna's
life now existed at the whim and pleasure of the sow. Realizing that produced
an odd calm. When there was nothing to be done, one was free of the
responsibility to think of how to do it. Risking a moment of eye contact, she
gave the sow an almost imperceptible nod, conceding the field of battle, and
returned to her tracking. Minutes passed before her concentration reasserted
and she could see again. Her eyes, the ones in the back of her head, saw the
sow charging, but her ears heard nothing. Anna forced herself not to look, to
move slowly, close to the ground as before, seeking out signs left by the human
digger who had been here before her. When
she reached the low escarpment and was as yet undevoured, she chanced another
peek. The two cubs were cavorting in the talus. In the strong evening light she
could see the startling pink of their tongues as they licked moths from the
bottoms of rocks their mother had turned over for them. Momma Bear wasn't
digging but paced back and forth between her cubs and Anna. At either end of
her path, when she stopped to turn, she looked in her direction. A
bargain seemed to have been struck. If Anna went quietly away, she would be
allowed to live. It was a good deal and she took it, crawling as unobtrusively
up the escarpment as possible, to disappear momentarily from the bear's sight
behind a natural ridge no more than two feet high. Once
safe out of sight, reaction set in and Anna realized she'd not given over to
the she-bear with quite the Zen-like equanimity she'd thought. Relief rushed
through her until she felt mildly hysterical, wanting to laugh and cry with
equal intensity. In the end she did neither, just lay in the weakening rays of
the alpine sun, letting small wordless prayers of gratitude drift from her mind
to whichever god looked after bears and lady rangers. Niceties
observed, she turned her mind back to more earthly pursuits. Time had abandoned
its petty pace somewhere between her first notice of man-tracks and the last
farewell to the family of grizzlies. Two hours had slipped by like the shadows
of westward flying birds. In thirty minutes the sun would be down. Already the
light had faded to the point where tracking was becoming more difficult. It
was time to stop, to find a camp for the night, but Anna kept on. Following
trail had an addictive aspect not unlike that of eating Doritos. One more,
then I'll stop, Anna found herself promising each time she found a partial
print, a scuff, a wrinkle in the scree that told of a shod footfall. Below
Cathedral Peak the mountain flared, enough earth collected to sustain plant
life and provide a walking surface for animals and people. The individual Anna
followed had taken the path of least resistance, traveling downhill on the
tree-studded skirt at an oblique angle to the peak. On
this surface, despite the failing light, tracking grew suddenly easy.
Everywhere the person stepped on the sharply angled ground a mark had been
left. Anna moved forward at a footpace, stopping only twice when a clear
bootprint presented itself and she paused to photograph it. At last there was
some genuine information: waffle tread cross-training shoes, a man's size ten
to ten and a half, not new, with a distinct wear pattern on the inside of the
heels as if the shoe's owner was slightly knock-kneed. Keeping
to the curve of the mountain, she followed the prints into the stunted forest
of pine. Shadows merged and light diffused but the trail remained clear. Anna
forgot the coming darkness. At
a small stone abutment, rust-faced with lichen and darkened with a brow of
trees so dwarfed and twisted by the weight of winter snows that they more
resembled mutant shrubs than stately pines, the trail ended abruptly. For
a moment Anna was still, her eyes searching, her senses on full alert. At the
base of the rocks was a cleft, three feet wide and perhaps that high; the
entrance to a small cave. The twisted arms of a squat pine tree partially
obscured it. A place where grizzlies might den or lunatics hide. Awakened from
the narrow dream of footprints and broken needles, she became aware of how
little sunlight was left, how cold the air had become, how lonely the place
where the trail brought her. Her intention was to follow and find, not to confront.
For that she would want backup in the form of many burly rangers. Discreet
departure was the wisest course of action. An
alien noise penetrated these thoughts. It was the merest whisper of sounds,
needles sliding over one another or the shush of fabric against bark, but it
shrieked against Anna's heightened senses with the force of a gale through high
wires. Shhh, she breathed to herself, though all that moved or
sounded within her was the rapid beat of her heart. Noiselessly she crabbed
away from the den's mouth to put her back against the rock. The sound had not
come from inside but from down the hill, opposite from the direction she'd
come. The
sun was long gone. The light that remained was of the clear gray quality that
reminds one that the sky is not a blanket of blue benevolently spread over the
earth but only the beginning of cold and impossible distances. Acutely feeling
her isolation and vulnerability, Anna thought to free her radio from her pack,
call in her position. She should have done it hours ago. In the all-absorbing
grip of tracking, she had forgotten. Now she found herself afraid to move, to
make the unavoidable noise of finding and calling. If she was invisible,
unnoticed, she could not be hurt. Dread
of being trapped in an external frame pack heavy with drinking water and a
sleeping bag galvanized Anna and she unsnapped the harness at chest and hips
and, letting the rock take the pack's weight, slid out of it. Five seconds
scraping and a muffled thump and she was free. Breathing heavily as if she'd
performed a terrific feat of strength and endurance, she listened again,
desperate to hear over the machinations of her own heart and lungs. A
skittering watery sound of pebbles moving brought her head up an instant before
a fine rain of rocks fell from the top of the incline she'd taken refuge
against. With it came a huffing grunt and the heavy grind of moving stone. Cautiously,
she stepped out from the massif and looked up. Twenty yards above, something
dark and lumpish, not yet a bear but, in the dull gray evening light, not
entirely human either, was curled down, shoulder against a boulder three or
four feet high and that much across. The
rain of pebbles stopped, and in the sudden silence Anna saw the boulder give up
its tenuous hold on the unstable mountainside and begin to roll, dislodging
smaller rocks as it passed. The abutment she stood near was too low, not
vertical enough to provide shelter from a landslide, even a small one. Perhaps
she could not run from bears but running from people was almost always a good
idea. No time to think or to retrieve pack, water or radio, she fled headlong
down the mountainside, angling away from the vertical, hoping the rock would
roll straight. Crashing sounds of her own progress mixed with the crashing of
the rock and she could not tell if the entire mountain was coming down upon
her, or if her half-man half-beast had followed the rock and was upon her
heels. One sound did cut through the rest. The unmistakable report of a
gunshot. Just one, just once, but it lent her a burst of speed that the onset
of avalanches and grizzlies could not. Anna
never looked back, never fell and never stopped until she was deep in the dwarf
forest and had reached the ledge atop the cliff dividing the high country from
the more hospitable climes significantly below treeline. There
she collapsed. A furtive look back showed no pursuer. The gnarled trees were
steeped now in a night that seemed to generate beneath their branches and move
upward to darken the sky. Crawling into a crack in the rocks that topped the
crumbly cliff face, she covered her mouth and nose with both hands to muffle
her breathing. Stilling herself, she listened. With
the abdication of the sun, the wind had picked up, whistling from the valleys,
complaining as it crossed the ragged rocks where she'd gone to ground. Between
the breathing of the mountains and that of her own belabored lungs she was
deafened. Frustration and fear tried to get her to poke her head out. She
hadn't the strength to run any farther. It was too dark to climb safely down
the treacherous wall of argillite. She had nothing to defend herself with but
sticks and rocks. Taking a lesson from bunnies, ducklings and others of
nature's most helpless creatures, Anna stayed hidden. Her breathing returned to
normal. Knees and shoulders wedged against the sides of the crevice, head
cocked, she listened through the crying of the wind. Nothing.
Nothing proved nothing. She settled herself in as best she could. Haste, not
comfort, had dictated her choice of hiding places. The crack into which she
wedged herself was hardly large enough to hold all her parts. Definitely not
large enough to hold them in any configuration that wasn't torturous. Still,
she was grateful to have it and in no great hurry to venture back into the
woods in search of better. Darkness
wove its imperfect cover. South-facing, the cliff collected heat from the day
and, though Anna was cold, she would not die of exposure. Pointed chunks jabbed
at her left buttock and pried under her right shoulder blade, but she could
move a little and that kept her legs and feet from going to sleep. She
listened. She dozed. She felt sorry for herself and angry by turns. She dozed
again. A crack, a snap, two pieces of wood banged together or the dream memory
of a gunshot woke her. Listening only made her ears ache. She drifted. In a
dream, she heard the soft padding of a huge bear outside her temporary tomb,
dreamed it so close she could hear the questing whuff-whuff and smell its
breath. Dog breath, she dreamed, foul and familiar. Thirst
became an overriding factor around three a.m. She'd fled without water. The run
had cost her. Here and there throughout her career, Anna'd suffered the usual
discomforts of dwelling outside civilization: heat, cold, hunger, high
altitude, sore feet, insect bites and stinging plants. The most insistent of
these was thirst. The body knew it would survive the stings and itches, pain
and even, for a while, hunger. Water it had to have. Determined
to stay in hiding till first light, she passed the hours wiggling fingers and
toes and resolutely not thinking about liquids in any form. Near five o'clock
the quality of darkness at the mouth of her hidey-hole began to change. Despite
the dire misgivings she'd had, the sun was going to rise again and she was
going to be around to see it. Fumblingly,
she found her feet and pushed to a standing position, head and shoulders above
the lip of the ledge. From this rabbit's-eye viewpoint she took stock of the
black and gray predawn world. No gunmen lounged nearby waiting to blow her head
off. For once the wind wasn't blowing. The silence of the morning was so
absolute that, had it not been for the cracking of her joints as she unfolded,
she would have suspected she'd gone deaf overnight. Nowhere
was the sound of birds waking, water running, squirrels doing whatever it was
squirrels did at this hour of the morning. Slowly she became aware of a slight
smacking sound intruding on the perfect peace. It was her tongue as it tried to
drum up enough saliva to wet her throat. As
she realized again her thirst, a water bottle materialized. It had been there
all along but in the grainy morning light she'd not noticed it. Like a mirage
in the desert it stood alone and upright not ten feet from where her head stuck
up out of the cliff's top. By itself, sitting on a slab of rock the wind had
swept free of needles, it looked like bait in a clumsily laid trap. She'd
carried no water on her helter-skelter run down the mountain. She'd neither
dropped it nor, in her haste, forgotten. While she'd slept, someone had crept
close to where she was hiding and put it there. Something had visited her. Who
would try and crush her with a boulder, take a shot at her, then track her to her
lair to leave water? Before fear could take over, it was gone. Anyone,
anything, who brought water must be a benevolent spirit. Unless the water was
poisoned. Absurd. Surely it would be infinitely easier to smash her skull with
a chunk of argillite while she slept than to poison water and leave it for her
to find. Having
visually searched the still-empty area along the cliff top she looked again at
the bottle. It was hers, taken from the pack she'd abandoned. Near the top,
written in red nail polish, the most indelible of all marking substances,
PIGEON was printed in block letters. A
sense of unreality swept over her. It was so strong her vision blurred and she
reeled in her cramped space, her pelvic bones rapping painfully against the
stone. Like a bad comic, she did a double take then rubbed her eyes with her
fists. But when she looked again the apparition was still there, bizarre in its
homely mundane form. Thinking
of the Lost Boys and the poisoned cake, Hansel and Gretel and gingerbread, Anna
eased from the crack in the rock one stiff, chilled inch at a time, emerging
like a lizard too long out of the sun. The crevice she'd squished herself into
was no more than a shallow vertical chink in the rocky drop where a rectangular
piece of argillite had fallen away. She crawled on hands and knees to the
water. Resisting the temptation to snatch it up and pour it down her throat,
she studied the plastic bottle. White with blue lettering, she'd gotten it free
when she'd joined the health club in Clinton, Mississippi, the previous spring.
The bottle was as she remembered it but for two puncture marks about a quarter
of the way down from the mouth. One dented the plastic. The other pierced it
through. Had it not been set carefully upright, the water would have leaked
away. Teethmarks.
Anna remembered her dream of padding paws and dog breath. A bear then, not a
dream. A bear had brought her water to drink. Savoring the fairy-tale image
while the unreality of it made her head swim, Anna watched her hand reach for
the water, her fingers curl around the cold plastic. She popped open the nipple
and drank. If
it was poisoned, so be it. She wouldn't have missed the spurious magic of the
moment for the promise of ten lifetimes. 18 Because
she was truly thirsty, Anna could follow the water down her throat, feel it
spread out in her stomach, soak through the walls, thin her blood and plump up
her skin. Not a trace of poison anywhere. No one, nothing, sprang from the
woods to strike her down as she drank. The water was a gift, not a trap, and
she was as grateful as she was mystified. The
body satisfied, the mind was able to expand its focus past where the next drink
was coming from. Carrying the bottle, empty now but far too interesting with
its puncture marks to be left behind, she moved partly to get the blood flowing
and because, gift or no gift, she did not want to linger in a place she'd been
found out. Walking
slowly into the trees, where morning's light had not yet cleared away the
shadows, she put together a rudimentary plan. Had the water not made its
miraculous appearance, she would have headed down toward camps and creeks
immediately. Given a short reprieve, she needed to go back to where she'd left
her pack. Not to find, capture or confront evil-doers, she promised herself,
but to look without being seen and to get her stuff back, including the 35-mm
camera with film containing pictures of her attacker's bootprints. Or Gunga
Din's bootprints. Could the roller of the rock and the bringer of water be one
and the same? It made even less sense than Anna's image of a beneficent bruin
carrying her water bottle in its kindly jaws. Taking
her time, moving with an ear to her own footfalls and an eye to keeping trees
or rocks between her and the ridge where the pack had been left, she walked in
a long ellipse so she would come upon the place from the north and above. This
time she would be the stalker. Movement
and the return of the sun restored her equilibrium. Hunger, burning lightly in her
middle, was a pleasant companion, reminding her she was alive and had much to
look forward to. Within thirty minutes she had wended her surreptitious way
back to where her reckless sprint had begun the evening before. Above and to
the right of the den's—if it was in fact a den—entrance she made herself
comfortable, her back to a green and gold boulder rapidly warming in the sun.
The branches of two pines, tangled like ancient lovers fighting, created a
pierced screen between her and the world. A
woman in purdah, Anna watched in security. She even began to enjoy herself as
befitted a person given a front-row seat in a crown jewel park. Her pack was
not where she'd dumped it, but ten or fifteen feet away. The sleeping bag had
been pulled off, unrolled and thrown aside. The pack itself was open and the
contents spilled out. From this distance she couldn't tell what was missing. It
occurred to her that the camera—or at least the exposed film—would be taken or
destroyed. Probably her radio would have suffered a like fate. She hoped her
notes had been overlooked. The
boulder that had been pushed down toward her had come to rest below the pack,
maybe six yards. Beneath its bulk poked the crushed arms of a small tree. From
her elevated vantage point it wasn't hard to see the tree branches as the scaly
withered arms and legs of a flattened witch. Anna let the Wizard of Oz take
over and, in her imagination, saw the witch's legs shrivel and vanish beneath
the fallen house. The
mind game shifted and she saw herself beneath the rock. Her own life crushed,
her own legs and arms made sere and dry. That, after all, was what had been
intended. She thought about that for a while. It hurt her feelings and offended
her delicate sensibilities but, sequestered in the warmth of the sun, safe from
prying eyes, she wasn't afraid. The rock and the tree milked for all the drama
they had to offer, her thoughts moved on. The
brush that had been banked against the bottom of the rocky outcrop, partially
obscuring the slot in the stones, had been dragged away. The opening was
considerably larger than she'd imagined, several feet high and eight or ten
feet wide, tapering down at either end. A nice place to pass the winter or hide
out from the law. Since
it was not near denning time Anna had given little thought to disturbing a bear
inside. Now she thought of the mother and cubs she'd seen the day before and
wished she knew more about the habits of the grizzly. Did they use their dens
in summer? Take naps there? Water the plants? Dust? She seemed to remember
that, given the choice, a bear would return to the same place to den winter
after winter but adapted fairly easily if the den were made uninhabitable by
some natural disaster: flood, avalanche, ski resort. Snug
on her hillside, the thought of bears in residence did little more than delay
her slide and scramble down a few minutes more. Her long watch was for
two-legged animals. An hour passed. Anna neither heard, saw, smelled nor sensed
anything to suggest that she was not alone. One
of the items tumbled from her abandoned pack was a one-liter wide-mouth plastic
water bottle. With the mountainside warming, Anna took a greater and greater
interest in it. She
was too old or too crusty to pass for Snow White or Rose Red. She could not
expect a bear to bring her a beverage a second time. Shortly
after nine-thirty, convinced there was no one near and grown significantly
thirsty again, she left her secluded niche and worked her way as quietly as she
could on the sliding scree to the gash beneath the rocky overhang. There she
waited once more. No sounds from within. No cool exhalation that she'd come to
expect out of the mouths of big caves. This, then, was what it looked like; a
shallow grotto beneath the rock. Still, she skirted it respectfully, careful
her shadow did not fall across the mouth, and went to her pack. The
camera was there, though the film, both exposed and unused, was gone. The NPS
radio Ruick had issued her was gone. Her flashlight had been smashed. The
greatest disappointment was the water bottle she'd packed in. It was undamaged
but the contents had been poured out. Her portable water filter was missing.
All the evidence envelopes were gone. Her notebook had been left but the pages
with writing on them had been ripped out and taken. Near as she could tell,
everything else had been ignored: map, underwear, socks, pens remained. Whoever
had messed with it had cared only that she go away and go away with no record
of the things she'd seen. The items taken or destroyed decreed she must hike
out and soon. Why
empty this water bottle, steal the filter, then go to the trouble of tracking
her down to leave a gift of water outside her hiding place? Why try to kill her
with rock and gun, then let her sleep unharmed through the night? Dr. Jekyll and
Mr. Hyde? Or, like the werewolf, kind and humane by day, ravening beast by
night? Moving
quickly, not allowing herself to mourn the loss of the water, she stuffed the
goods, including the sleeping bag, willy-nilly into the main compartment of the
pack. Having
finished, she turned her attention to the den. During her musings and stuffings
she'd never once turned her back on it. Without the flashlight, she was even
less anxious to go poking into its shadows than she had been before. But there
was nothing for it. Either she looked as best she could or the inspection was
put off a minimum of twenty-four hours while she hiked out and made her report. Approaching
the gash from the side, she went down on one knee in the runner's starting
position in case a tactical retreat became suddenly necessary. In her right
hand she held the can of bear spray she wore at her belt. The stuff was made
mostly of pepper. She knew for a fact it worked on people. She had only the
manufacturer's word that it worked on bears. The
sun was not yet overhead. Far from shining helpfully into the cave's mouth, it
cast a black shadow there. Anna scooched down slightly and thrust her face in
under the overhang, listening, sniffing, letting her eyes adjust to the gloom.
Her nose processed the most information. The smells were many, mixed and
strange. Underlying them was the familiar smell of rock and damp in otherwise
dry country. Probably one or more seep springs had gone into the making of the
cave, though Anna knew better than to hope for any open water. The lesser
smells, the newer smells, were what intrigued her. A trace of gas was in the
air. Butane maybe. Kerosene, wax, maybe. Perhaps she smelled not the gas itself
but the odors left from heated metal, extinguished wicks. Someone had been
staying here for a night or more. Someone who'd been willing to smash her to
defend his territory. Though
the morning proved quiet, memory of the boulder reminded her not to dawdle. Her
guess was the roller of rocks and filleter of faces had moved on after using
the time she'd cowered in her crevice to clean all trace of himself out of the
cave. Still, he might return. To kill her, if for no better reason. She
sniffed again. Traces of human food, certainly, but something more. The odor
was exceedingly familiar but she couldn't place it; sweetish. Hay? Dustier,
flatter. Anna gave up. Her eyes had adjusted. The cave was much as she'd
expected it would be, shallow and uncomplicated, a shell-shaped cut in the
mountain with no passages or rooms. At its maximum it was four feet from floor
to ceiling. Using the half-light from outside she did a quick search. On one
narrow ledge she found candle wax. That was all. The cave had not only been
cleared, it had been swept. Looking back toward the crescent of pale light
filtering in, she could see the marks of her own passage crossing a field swept
into tiny ridges by a pine-needle broom. Combing
the tidy dirt on the floor she came up with half a peanut, a dime and a piece
of what looked like dog biscuit. She sniffed it and found the source of the
mysterious sweetish, hay-like, dusty, flat odor. Anna was shocked and then
laughed aloud and scared herself with her own noise. Why would she be appalled
that a person who would commit murder would have the unmitigated gall to bring
a dog into a National Park Service-designated Wilderness Area? If they ever
caught him, in addition to murder in the first degree, she'd make
sure Harry wrote him up for dog off leash. Evidence
bags had been stolen along with film, radio, water and notes. Anna carefully
buttoned the peanut, the dime and the dog biscuit into her shirt pocket. She
was determined not to return from Cathedral Peak with nothing to show for
herself. It
took over three hours to get back to Highline Trail. Knowing she had no
water made Anna far thirstier than she would have been otherwise. Knowledge she
was in no danger of actually dying before she got to Fifty Mountain Camp, where
she would undoubtedly find at least one camper willing to lend her a filter
pump, did nothing to alleviate her discomfort. So much for mind over matter. On
Highline she had the good luck to meet up with two women who'd hiked in from
Going to the Sun Road. For the first time in her life, Anna wished she'd had
children so she could trade her firstborn for a drink. The hikers didn't drive
quite so hard a bargain and were glad to have the privilege of rescuing a
ranger. Drink
as much as you like, a hippy blond with wonderful eyes and badly
sunburned cheeks said. We'll top off at the next creek. Anna
took her up on the invitation and, thirst slaked, fell in with them as they
hiked downhill toward Flattop. The women were good company. Both were from Oberlin,
Ohio. Every year for seven years they backpacked together in a different
national park. They collected stories, they told her, stories and pictures. On
winter solstice they held a remembrance party and relived their
adventures of past years. Now
we've got you, the blond said, and Anna had to submit with apparent good
grace—they had given her water after all—to having her picture taken, the
better to illustrate what would probably be entitled The Idiot Lady
Ranger story. Two
good stories today, the other woman said. Emma or Ella— Anna had been too
busy swallowing when introductions were made to hear properly. She was the
older of the two, in her thirties, with inky black hair cut short like a man's.
One nostril was pierced and she wore a tiny diamond there that flashed in the
sun when she talked. A while ago we stopped for lunch. We like to get off
trail. You know, not just a few feet but half a mile or so, so we can really be
here, she told Anna, the diamond winking conspiratorially. We
were pushing down through some brush to what looked like kind of a nice little
clearing with a terrific view. We get there and there's this boy. Just this boy
all by himself out on this rocky ledge and he's just sitting there crying his
eyes out. Bawling. How weird. There's
a story right there, the blond said happily. I mean, I'm sorry he
was crying. He seemed like a sweet guy, but you've got to admit it's got
'story' written all over it. No
picture though, the possibly-Emma woman said. Maybe
he was ashamed. Anna was still feeling mildly humiliated at her own story
potential. Oh,
we didn't shove the camera in his weepy little face like some demented
newswomen, the blond said. We believe in leaving no trace, not even
footprints. Especially
on people's faces, the other woman threw in and laughed, a boisterous,
barroom laugh that tickled Anna. He was really an unhappy citizen. We
tried to talk with him but he wasn't much for that. He dried up the minute we
showed. Real sweet fella. Till
the camera came out. Then he became Mr. Freaky. The
story was beginning to interest Anna. What did he look like? she
asked. Around
five-ten. Young, exceedingly young. Too young to be out without his momma. He
couldn't have been more than fifteen or sixteen, tops. What do the you think,
Emma? Fifteen? Thereabouts,
Emma concurred. Soft,
soft brown hair. Some wave. Big old hazel eyes with lashes out to here.
The blond held a stubby forefinger adorned with chipped burgundy polish a
couple of inches beyond her nose. Boxy
jaw, Emma said. Square guy. Not fat, square. Looked strong. It
was about the best description of a person Anna had ever gotten in her years as
a law enforcement officer. These women were of that rare breed that saw what
they were looking at. She
compared the description with her memory and decided they had seen the elusive
Geoffrey Mickelson-Nicholson. Did
he wear a length of chain wrapped around his waist and have a smile like St.
Francis of Assisi? Anna asked. I
was getting to that, Emma said, in the injured tone of a raconteur whose
flow is interrupted. Do
you know him? the blond asked. I've
met him, Anna said. Do
you know why he was crying? He wouldn't tell us. Anna
didn't. It crossed her mind that his heart was broken because the boulder he'd
rolled down the mountainside had failed to squash her, but she didn't say so.
The stories she collected weren't the kind that made for good memories on a
deep winter's night. How
long ago? Anna asked. Maybe
an hour, Emma said. Too
much time had passed to follow him on foot. Anna needed film, a weapon, a
horse, water and a much better plan. She continued on to Fifty Mountain Camp
with the ladies from Ohio. 19 Fifty
Mountain was at peace, new campers not yet come, old campers either out
exploring or lounging in the church-quiet of backcountry camp at midafternoon. Anna
went first to Ponce. He'd been fed by one of Ruick's crew the night before, as
they'd arranged if Anna spent the night out. The bay was utterly content to be
doing nothing and gave her a big-hearted welcome that left horse snot down her
right arm from shoulder to elbow. Given the sad shape of her uniform shirt, a
smear of equine mucus was a mere drop in the bucket. Beyond
the hitching rail, the National Park Service had provided a tall pole firmly
planted in the ground with metal hooks near the top. Propped against a nearby
tree was another pole. This one was long and slender and tipped with a hook of
its own. Taking up the slender pole, Anna used it to lift off the pack she'd
left behind, cached high and safe. The NPS put these primitive instruments at
the heavily used camps. Caching food in trees, done repeatedly and inexpertly,
not only damaged the trees over time but, too frequently, resulted in the bears
getting the goods anyway. Bears learned quickly, remembered and, rare among
wild creatures, passed that knowledge on to their young. Bears were as good as
rangers at spotting a cache that, with a little effort, could be had. Food,
a sponge bath, cleaner clothes, resting in a tent; Anna enjoyed the things that
allowed people to maintain the thin veneer of civilization. Without a radio
there was little else she could do but while away the time till she got word
from Ruick. As was customary when one ranger went off alone in questionable
pursuits, she'd been instructed to report in each evening. Since she'd failed
to do so, Ruick would be looking for her. It behooved her to stay put so she
could be found. Renewed
and rested, she ventured forth a little after five. She wandered by McCaskil's
campsite. A young couple were pitching their tent there, arguing companionably
about which direction the slope went. McCaskil wouldn't be back, not unless he
was an idiot. He'd run. He had a radio, Anna was sure of it. Either that or
he'd fortuitously overheard their conversation regarding him over Lester Van
Slyke's radio. Not impossible in a town built of cloth. If
he had any sense, he was long gone from the park by now. Unless he had
unfinished business here, and Anna couldn't imagine what it would be. Rolling
rocks down on her? That made little sense. Anna couldn't tie McCaskil in with
the excavating for moths or digging glacier lilies and she knew it wasn't he
who'd dwelt in the den she'd found. He'd spent every night but one at Fifty
Mountain. She
could connect McCaskil with Carolyn by way of the map and the coat. She could
connect Carolyn and the blue stuff bag by way of blood and proximity. The
mysterious Geoffrey Mickleson-Nicholson she connected to the blue stuff bag by
way of the moths and the glacier lilies. So far she couldn't connect Geoffrey
with Carolyn except through the blue stuff sack. Who the hell was the boy with
the chain around his waist who wept and dug and, Anna believed, denned up in
the high country like an out-of-season bear? Full
of questions and needing to pester somebody, she climbed the gentle hill
through the blackened campsites and dead trees till she reached the uppermost
one, the one where the fire had simply stopped of its own volition, often in
the middle of a tree leaving half charred and dying, the other half
determinedly thrusting green needles out to catch the sun. Lester
was there. He sat on a rock, elbows on his knees, hands hanging down, doing
nothing. So seldom do people actually do nothing that to see it creates an
impression of deadness. That's what Anna felt as she approached him.
Hey, she said feeling a need to announce herself though scarcely
six feet separated them. Like
a man in a trance, he swung his face slowly toward her. His eyes were vacant,
as if he took up no space on the planet. It's Anna Pigeon, she
added and some small reassuring life returned to his face. Yes.
I was waiting for you. For
reasons she could not put her finger on, his words gave her a creepy feeling,
much as the Grim Reaper's might when he called her name. Les stirred himself
and the feeling was gone. Chief Ranger Ruick told me to wait here, and if
you came back, tell you to call him. He reached down and retrieved a
radio propped against the stone at his feet. Anna
took it and radioed Ruick. Her first question was, Is Buck back with
Joan? Ruick answered in the affirmative and her relief let her know how
worried she'd been. Why
didn't you call last night? he demanded. Lost
my radio. Silence fussed over the air as he waited for her to explain.
She didn't. Radios were not safe. I need to talk with you in
person, she said instead. Either
Ruick understood her reluctance to chat or gave into it. He didn't press her.
We're no longer in the backcountry. Hiked out. Come down, he
ordered. Call me on the phone when you get here. There
were a couple of hours of daylight left. With Ponce for conveyance, Anna could
have made it down the mountain by shortly after dark. Given her state of
fatigue and the vagaries of recent nights, she didn't want to be alone on
horseback that late. First thing in the morning, she promised,
uncomfortable committing even that much of her itinerary to whoever might be
listening. She longed to quiz Ruick on what, if anything, they'd found in their
search for William McCaskil, but didn't. If they'd found him, Harry would have
said so. She could only assume they'd given up the search or it had led them
out of the high country. Radio
chore completed, she sat on the ground near Lester Van Slyke. She kept the
radio. If he cared about it one way or another, he didn't let on. She guessed
he didn't. By the look of him, he didn't care much about anything. If he'd
appeared old and sick and gray when they'd met, he looked three days dead now.
The sparse hair was greasy and stuck to his pate in dark strands. His skin hung
loose, the sagging jowls rough with two days' growth of beard. His pale blue
eyes were rimmed in red and he blinked a lot as if he had trouble focusing. Why
do you stay here? Anna asked on impulse. I
have to, he said vaguely. Maybe there's something . . . His
voice trailed off. She waited. Something I can do, he finished
finally. About
what? A
minute passed. The drop of life that had animated him when he gave her Harry's
message drained away. I
can't do anything, he said so softly she barely heard him. He wasn't
talking to her but to himself, undoubtedly repeating the mantra of
ineffectualness the second Mrs. Van Slyke had spent so many years literally and
figuratively beating into him. For
a while Anna watched him grow grayer and smaller. Lester was very nearly
catatonic. The man was deeply disturbed and had withdrawn to a potentially
pathological extent. Molly would know what to do. Fervently Anna wished her
sister were there, would take over, make things right as she'd so often done
when Anna was little. But Molly would have wanted to take the tack that was
best for the patient, for Mr. Van Slyke. Anna just wanted answers. It
was not that she was without compassion, at least she liked to think she
wasn't, but there was that about Les that brought out her anger. She could
understand why his son hated him instead of the woman who tormented him. She
could see how he would attract and incite abusers of every stripe. Les Van
Slyke was the flesh and blood equivalent of the tar baby. He seemed to invite
violence by his self-negation, acceptance of violence only enraging his
attacker. Anna put the thoughts inside. They made her uncomfortable. Sweetness,
comfort, safety, would that allow him to open up? Or was he so accustomed to
responding to abuse from women that Anna would have to don the guise of his
dearly departed wife to rouse him? Maybe
because she feared her own tendency to want to kick the cringing dog, she opted
for sweetness and light. To make it ring true she closed her eyes, pictured him
not as a self-involved, self-pitying shell of a man but as an old tomcat,
battered and beaten till it could barely move, a cat who'd been so misused,
when approached by a human hand, it could no longer even hiss but only close
its eyes, wait for the blow and hope, this time, it would kill him. For
animals, compassion came easy. Keeping the vision of the tomcat firmly in mind,
she began to speak and was pleasantly surprised to hear her words sounding
genuinely kind. I
can see that you're tired, Les, she began. Tired almost to death.
And you're alone like you've been alone for a long time, but now it's somehow
worse. Everything's worse. Before, you were alone and you were hurting but she
was there. She kept things going, moving, like she'd got things moving after
your wife died. She was hard and she was angry but she was alive. You were
alive. At least a little. And now she's gone and you're tired. Too tired almost
to breathe. Les had not moved since she'd begun speaking but tears filled
his eyes. They spilled down over his cheeks, divided and divided again as they
dripped into the creases time and worry had cut into his face. Bleak as it was,
it was a sign of life, and Anna pressed on not knowing whether the experiment
would prove cathartic or would break the last weight-bearing wall in his poor
old brain. Practicing without a license, Anna thought. She kept her
voice low, monotonous, as hypnotic as she dared make it without sounding
theatrical. She didn't want him to think for a while, just hear and follow. Without
her, things have gotten in such a mess. You don't know how to make things
right. You've never known how to make things right, not since your first wife
died. At least Carolyn made things real. She made things happen, didn't
she? Anna hazarded a gentle question. Les
nodded. Satisfied, she went on, spinning an inner landscape for him, wondering
as she went how she was going to get where she was headed. Now
you're tired and you're scared. You're afraid of what you've done— Les's
hands, till then hanging like dead leaves between his knees, twitched. Anna'd
got it wrong and the jar threatened to wake him. —you're
afraid of what you've done to Rory, she amended. The twitch stopped. Rory
then. Anna followed that. All those years, Rory loving his stepmom and
not you. How could you know he knew? The beatings you took were for him,
weren't they? Anna asked, suddenly knowing that in Les's mind this was
true. You took them to keep the marriage together, because Rory needed a
mom, because you couldn't bear to see him lose her a second time. The
tears fell harder. Les nodded again and weak mewling noises made their way out
from a deep well of emotion Anna suspected was liberally salted with neurosis
in the form of martyrdom, joy of victimhood, self-aggrandizement, and other
smarmy and seductive feelings. Desperately
she rifled through her brain. For whatever sick reasons, Les let Carolyn beat
on him. To live with himself he convinced himself he did it for his son. Now
he'd convinced himself he was staying in Glacier because he was scared, not for
himself, but for his son. Did that mean Les thought Rory killed Carolyn, and by
remaining, Les might be able to do something along the lines of
impeding the investigation or tampering with evidence? Or that he killed her
himself and, by lousing up the investigation, could salvage himself—a dad—for
Rory? Anna
couldn't guess which and she dared not remain silent. If the tears were any
indication, Les was believing her, hearing her speak as if she knew the
innermost secrets of his mind, as if she were in some way his own voice. A
wrong guess now and she'd break the spell. She
came from another direction, feeling her way carefully. You knew Carolyn
was gone that night, Anna said. You knew she'd left the tent. I
knew, Les mumbled, but I didn't think anything of it. She used to
leave at night. She... She'd
go out, Anna affirmed. She'd
meet men, Les said. The
light dawned. She met men, Anna said. She took things from
them didn't she? She borrowed bits of their clothes, things you'd find
so you'd know. Like she borrowed the army coat she was wearing. She
did it to hurt me, Les said. I never let on, but it hurt. It hurt a
lot. More tears. That's
why you pretended you didn't know where the coat came from? You thought she'd
been with Bill McCaskil? Had she known him before? Met him anywhere? An
internet chatroom? A courtroom? A conference? Anything? No.
I don't think so. She
just meets him around the campfire and hops in the sack with him? Anna
said skeptically. You
didn't know her. It didn't take long. It didn't matter who. She'd go off with
bellboys when we stayed at hotels. Or the bartender. When I was in the hospital
she got to my orderly. A boy no older than Rory is now. I didn't want Rory to
know. The coat and all. I didn't want Rory to know. One
mystery solved: why Carolyn had McCaskil's coat on and why Les was so peculiar
on the subject. None of that factored into why Les stayed on, unless he wanted
vengeance on McCaskil and, after the bellboys and bartenders and orderlies, why
bother? You
think Rory saw McCaskil and his stepmother together and killed her for
it, Anna said, her voice sudden and harsh. Les
jerked as if she'd slapped him then covered his face with both hands.
Yes, he managed. Well,
that's a crock, Anna said sympathetically. It
is? A thread of hope cut through the molasses of tears in Les's throat. Maybe
it wasn't. Scared by the bear, maybe Rory had run home to stepmomma, found her
in the arms of the latest blunt instrument she'd chosen to beat her husband
with, followed, chased or lured her a few miles from camp and killed her. It
was the best scenario she'd come up with yet. It even explained why McCaskil
would run. Even if he was innocent, who'd believe him when he'd been having sex
with the deceased under her husband's nose? It happened every day, and in the
usual run of things all three parties survived. But juries liked moral payback.
A man with as many brushes with the law as Bill McCaskil would know that. Anna
kept these thoughts to herself. Lester Van Slyke had convinced her of one
thing, he didn't kill his wife. If he could be made to believe Rory wasn't
suspected either, maybe he'd go home or to a motel. Anywhere would be better
than plopped down confusing what was already a sufficiently mind-numbing
investigation. Rory's
going to be okay, Anna said because that's what one says. You don't
have to stay here anymore. Tomorrow you'll go down with me. Okay,
Les said, docile, empty. Anna
sighed. Of course the old guy would ride Ponce unless she wanted to be all day
on the trail. She'd have to walk. Even pretending to be compassionate had
consequences. Tired
as she was, Anna did not sleep well. Her nerves were sufficiently raw that the
chance scraping of her wedding ring against the plastic zipper of her sleeping
bag was enough to bring her to a sitting position, heart pounding. She was
continuing to suffer an alien and disquieting need to flee from nature and hide
out behind four strong walls, concrete sidewalks and tended lawns. The
previous night's tears and sleep had revived Les Van Slyke. He was, if not
quite his old self, at least mobile. They were on the trail before sunrise and,
thanks to Lester's radio, there was a truck and horse trailer waiting for them
at Packer's Roost when they hiked out around noon. Harry
Ruick was in meetings till three-thirty. Anna celebrated this reprieve in
Joan's house bathing, anointing herself with perfume, putting on clothing
unsuited to rugged terrain and otherwise armoring herself against the wild
things with the mundane soothing pastimes once called indulgence but, in the
nineties, renamed self-care. If
Ruick noticed that she looked or smelled better than when last they'd met, he
was too much a professional to comment. Seated in a relatively comfortable
chair in his office, the afternoon sun painting a warm square across her knees,
Anna reported. She told him of the army cutworm moth excavation made not by
claws but by a spade, of the den, the rock, the gunshot. She told him of the
cave swept clean but for the wax on the ledge and the peanut half, the dime and
dog biscuit fragment overlooked in the dust. She kept till last the part about
the water bottle punctured by pointed teeth that had been left for her. Law
enforcement officers do not like fairy stories, head investigators do not like
underlings with overactive imaginations or a penchant for the romantic. It
crossed Anna's mind to withhold the incident entirely as irrelevant and
damaging to her credibility. The decision to include it came only when she
remembered a similar incident had happened before. Maybe had happened before. Remember
Rory and the water bottle nonsense? she asked. He's since changed
his story, but originally he said he lay down to sleep without one and woke
with one beside him. Right.
One covered with his murdered stepmother's fingerprints, Harry said
warningly. Looked
at in the harsh light of reason, the benevolent bear spirit that brought
drinking water to lost souls was pretty irrational. Just
a thought, Anna said and let it go at that. This
guy who brought the water shot at you? Ruick asked skeptically. Yes.
Anna'd done elaborating. Harry was as frustrated as she. You're
sure? You saw the gun? Heard
the shot. The
chief ranger drummed his fingers on his desk pad and gazed out his window.
Before the rock was rolled, or after? After,
Anna said. During. So
the shot came at the same time the rock was crashing down? That's
right. Anna could see where the rock Harry was rolling was going to come
crashing down too, but there was nothing she could do to stop it. She couldn't
even find it in her heart to blame him. The murder was nine days old. Trails
were cold. Witnesses, what they had of them, had scattered. There were no leads
but Bill McCaskil, and the case against him was paper-thin. Harry would not
want a reason showing up that would demand he pull his already depleted ranger
force from their primary duties for the chasing of wild geese on Cathedral
Peak. So
you could have heard something else, he said, as Anna knew he would.
The boulder could have busted some smaller rocks or snapped a tree limb.
That can sound like a gunshot. I
could have heard something else, Anna agreed. Harry looked at her with
what might have been a hint of apology in his eyes. What
he said was, Could you have been mistaken about a person rolling the
rock? Could it have been dislodged by accident? Someone hiding behind it,
knocked it loose, that sort of thing? Anna
thought about it for a moment. No, she said at last. It was
pushed. Okay.
Harry accepted her statement at face value and Anna was relieved. She
watched the sun creep up her thighs. Harry watched the maintenance vehicles
come and go from the cluster of buildings down the road beyond the parking lot. We're
pretty much up against it, he said finally. Anna realized then she'd been
waiting for the subtle blame-placing, when lesser men begin the slippery
process of easing fault off their own shoulders onto the shoulders of others.
Ruick was not a lesser man. We
don't have much to go on, he said. I agree with you that Les
probably is in the clear. His motive, even if the missus was flaunting McCaskil
in his face, is too old. Les has been there too many times. If we had a
straw-and-camel's-back situation with Mrs. Van Slyke's latest adultery, Les
would have snatched up a rock or whatever. It would have been a crime of
passion occurring at the scene, and more likely than not Les would have
remained with the body and confessed to the first person who showed up. He
wouldn't steal film, move the body, defile the corpse and cache the
flesh. He'll
be staying in a motel till Rory's done, Anna said, just to contribute
something. Thank
God for that. When he keels over from a heart attack they can damn well dial
nine-one-one and let the police take care of it. Harry
sounded so callous toward human life Anna laughed. If
I'd ever thought Rory was worth much as a suspect, I'd never have sent him back
up with Joan, Harry said. Even though we don't have enough for an
arrest, there are ways. Anna
took the opening and outlined the story that had been haunting Lester Van
Slyke, that Rory had run to Fifty Mountain after the bear attack on their camp,
caught Carolyn in flagrante and killed her. On the hike out, Anna had
given the theory a good deal of thought. In the end she'd found it flawed. She
repeated it now because which information was valid and which was not was
Harry's call, not hers. He
considered it much as she had, and in the end rejected it for the same reasons.
Rory'd had no knife, no blood on him. Did he run to Fifty Mountain in his
slippers, bumble into the wrong tent, catch Carolyn with McCaskil, then Carolyn
dresses, hikes three miles, he follows and kills her? Or did he accidentally
meet Carolyn on the trail in the dead of night in the arms of her lover and
strike her down? With what? He was strong but slight. The story didn't hold
together. William
McCaskil's still in the running, Anna said without much enthusiasm. Ruick
just grunted. McCaskil might have had sex with the victim, might even have lent
her his coat, but neither of those things were illegal. What made him
interesting was the fact that he had run, but there were lots of reasons for
that. McCaskil was a convicted felon. It made sense that he wouldn't want to be
mixed up in a murder investigation, especially if he was involved in something
shady that he didn't particularly want to talk about. Unless they could connect
him to the victim in some substantial way or prove he'd committed like
incidents in the past, all they could do was talk to him and let him go. We'll
get McCaskil, Ruick said. His car is still here and we've got an
APB out on him. He'll turn up. If you run across him, don't mess with him. He's
got a history of minor violence. More than that, he's been convicted twice on
felony charges. If he's the one who took a shot at you, he's facing his third
strike. That'll be a hell of a lot of years. McCaskil's probably long gone and
good riddance. Until my rangers get back from the fires, I don't have the
manpower to keep this up. I'm not blowing off the attack on you, Anna. I'm not.
I'll get a couple of my backcountry rangers over there tomorrow. But you and I
both know what they'll find. What
I found, Anna agreed, less half a peanut. We're
not giving up, Harry said, mostly to save face. The investigation
is ongoing. We've just got to figure whoever killed Mrs. Van Slyke has left the
park. Until we find something more to go on, I can't see any point in
committing my people to this at the height of the season. They're needed
elsewhere. Anna
didn't like it. Intuition told her there were connections, somehow, somewhere,
between the seemingly unconnected events, that if she could find the right
vantage point she would be able to see how a Florida con man, a promiscuous
Seattle divorce lawyer and a mysterious young man with a chain-link belt
and a beautiful smile, were related to punctured water bottles, army cutworm
moths, glacier lilies and murder. Because
she could not find her way to that vantage point, she said, What do you
want me to do? Ruick
brought his gaze in from the parking lot and let it rest on her. Harry Ruick
was as uncomfortable as she was with backing off the investigation. Unlike her,
he was responsible for the safety of the entire park. National Park Service law
enforcement was designed to keep tourists from damaging the resource and each
other. It was not set up to conduct long-term in-depth investigations. Parks
were federal lands. The Federal Bureau of Investigation was the department used
to that end. But, on occasion, the FBI had bigger fish to fry—or fishes closer
to home—and the investigation was left to the park where the incident had
occurred. This
was one of those times. Carolyn
Van Slyke's murder was very probably going to slip through the cracks, along
with a staggering number of other homicides that would never be solved. What
I'd like you to do, Harry said, is keep at it for a while. Joan
will be up there for another five days. I can't see any point in you turning
around and going right back unless you just want to for the DNA study. She's
got Buck with her to fetch and carry, and that's more than she's used to. Why
don't you make use of Joan's office and her computer? See if you can't dig up
something, anything that might tie some of this together. If you don't
come up with anything, you can consider yourself off my duty roster and go back
to work for Joan. Sure,
Anna said. She'd start in the morning. In the bookcase under Joan's television
she'd seen a video collection including such classics as Die Hard, End of
Days, and Aliens. Tonight she was going to enjoy a little vicarious
kicking of ass. 20 The
following morning Anna took possession of Joan's office. On her way
in she'd been greeted with a few friendly hellos and had the coffee machine
pointed out to her, but there'd been no questions about the murder or anything
related to it. Researchers were wonderful in their dedication. If it wasn't
about bears, virtually no one in the great rambling building gave two hoots
about it. With
Ruick's blessing, she had taken copies of every report generated, every piece
of evidence gathered and any and all lab reports returned. Joan's office was
devoid of clean flat surfaces. Every inch of space was covered in folders,
papers, pamphlets, books and pieces of bears gathered over the years. Knowing
this well-feathered nest was as Joan wished it to be, the sprawling form
dictated by her professional needs, Anna chose to disturb nothing. The relics
of her investigation she placed carefully on top of Joan's piles. She sat in
the midst of them and opened her mind to let plans and patterns form if they
might. Carolyn
Van Slyke's autopsy report was to the right of the computer on a half-consumed
bag of gummi bears. Anna reread it, looking for any connection to McCaskil.
Other than the coat, there was nothing. As a matter of course the body had been
checked for sexual assault. None. If Carolyn had been involved with McCaskil,
the sex had been consensual and a condom had been used. Anna
had only Lester Van Slyke's word that Carolyn had been adulterous. Though she
believed him, there was a remote possibility he'd been inspired by the army
jacket, seen the accusation as a way of casting suspicion on McCaskil, not
realizing in doing so he was giving himself yet another motive for killing his
own wife. Since Anna had no positive leads, she took the negative. Having
found Carolyn Van Slyke's work number and address in Seattle, Anna called her
place of business. Francine Cuckor, Carolyn's assistant, was happy to answer
questions. Whether divorce attorneys were more open than most about adultery or
whether Francine just liked to talk, Anna would never know, but according to
Ms. Cuckor's bawdy tales, a few of which sounded apocryphal and bordered on
admiration, Carolyn not only had sex with a large number of men but was open
about it. Francine did say that Carolyn was an ethical practitioner of the law.
Her exact words were: She'd never fuck a client or a client's husband
until the case was settled. From the way Ms. Cuckor said it, Anna guessed
she pretty much thought Carolyn a candidate for the Lawyer's Hall of Fame on
grounds of self-control. Francine
went so far as to offer Anna the names and phone numbers of others who could
confirm her stories. Anna declined. She was merely fact-checking, not gathering
material for letters to Penthouse. She
hung up and filched a gummi bear to cleanse her palate. She was not a prude.
She'd enjoyed her share of fornication. Still, she was old-fashioned enough to
feel adultery should be done on the sly, in great secrecy, and that it behooved
the adulterers to feel ashamed and guilty. The libertine sentiments of Ms.
Cuckor and the late Mrs. Van Slyke left her with a sense of sleaze that was
unsettling. Anna had never cheated on Zach. A cynic had once told her it was
because he died before their marriage reached the philandering years. Anna
chose to believe otherwise. If she married again she would bring to the new
union that same Pollyanna belief in fidelity. If she married again. Thinking
that startled her. Several years earlier she'd finally extinguished the torch
she carried for her first husband. It had never crossed her mind that she might
marry again. She
ate another gummi bear and picked up the reports generated by a computer search
on one William Adkins McCaskil, a.k.a. Bill McLellan, Bill Fetterman, and Will
Skillman. It was a point in the man's favor that he had registered for a
backcountry permit under his own name. That he'd registered for a permit at all
suggested that either his pursuits were innocent or, given he was well versed
in the ways of crime and law enforcement, he knew in obeying the minor rules
one was far more apt to get away with the major infractions. A significant
number of felons were rotting in the federal penitentiaries because they got
pulled over for failing to signal on a right turn and then one thing led to
another. McCaskil
had been born in Sarasota, Florida, on December 27, 1949, to Gerald and Suzanne
McCaskil. At sixteen, he'd gotten his driver's license suspended in Tampa,
Florida. At twenty-nine, he'd been convicted of mail fraud, selling low-cost
life insurance policies through the mail to elderly people. He'd served six
months. At forty-eight, he'd been convicted of real estate fraud, selling
one-acre lots over the internet that belonged to the Florida fish and wildlife
service. For that, he'd served eighteen months and gotten five years'
probation. Because of the light sentences, Anna guessed large sums of money had
not been involved. That or McCaskil had connections. Connections.
Anna stared at the report without really seeing it. There was something there
that was jiggling a lever in her mind trying to turn a light on. Again she read
the first paragraph: a.k.a. Bill McLellan, a.k.a. Bill Fetterman, a.k.a. Will
Skillman. McLellan and Skillman were of a piece. People often chose the
initials of, or a play on, their given names when choosing an alias.
Fetterman seemed out of place. Fetterman rang some distant bell. Anna
started with NCIC, the National Crime Information Center. Two Fettermans had
wants or warrants, one was a twenty-two-year-old black male out of Philadelphia
wanted on a burglary charge, the other was a thirty-one-year-old white male
from Los Banos, California, wanted for grand theft auto. No tie-in that Anna
could see with her a.k.a. The
obvious route petering out, she began a people search starting with the
Fettermans of Sarasota, Florida. Fortunately, Fetterman was not a common name.
Only three turned up: Dr. Peter Fetterman, A. Fetterman, and Fetterman Marine
supplies. A.
Fetterman was Amanda Fetterman, the spinster daughter of the owner of Fetterman
Marine. Anna told her she was from the Florida State Alumni Association trying
to track down a William or Bill Fetterman for the class of '74's upcoming
reunion. Amanda
knew no Bill or William. Anna tried McCaskil and McClellan out on her and
struck out both times. Finally, too many questions made Amanda suspicious and
she began asking questions of her own. Making a hasty retreat fueled with
thank yous, Anna disconnected. She called the marine supply store
next and spoke with Papa Fetterman. Same story told in less time: he knew no
Bill Fetterman, McCaskil or McClellan, no Skillman either and what the hell was
this all about anyway? Peter
Fetterman was a doctor of marine biology. The number Anna'd gotten off the
internet was apparently his home. Being an efficient man, his answering machine
informed callers of a work number where he could be reached. Just because he
sounded so sensible, when Anna reached him, she told him that she was doing
background checks for three men who'd applied for law enforcement positions.
The doctor knew no men by those names. The only Fetterman he knew of was a man
in Tampa. Their paths had crossed over an incident regarding a shark poached
illegally from a study area. He wouldn't tell Anna where, other than to say
off the coast. He seemed to suffer from the delusion that few
people could resist the lure of frequenting shark-infested waters. Tampa
was where young Bill McCaskil had his first recorded brush with the law. Anna
moved on. To have phoned three people and gotten hold of them on, if not the
first, then the second try was a phenomenal bit of luck. It seemed the more
electronic paraphernalia people purchased to remain in touch with an
ever-scattering herd served only to separate them further. In the course of
various investigations Anna had spent days of her life on pointless rounds from
answering machines to pagers to voice mail, never once speaking to a real live
human being. Consequently
it was no surprise that Lady Luck dumped her in Tampa. No Fetterman was listed,
either as an individual or as a business. Anna taxed the phone company's
much-touted, new-and-improved information system that promised to find numbers
to places with forgotten names. Nowhere in or around Tampa was a place of
business with the name Fetterman in the title. The telephone operator Anna had
hooked up with was probably as close to a saint as the phone company had on its
rosters. She was willing to keep on trying when Anna decided to throw in the
towel. We
could try recently disconnected numbers, the operator suggested. You
can do that? Anna was amazed not at the technology but at the operator's
access to those files, and her willingness to take the time. It'll
take a second. Anna
couldn't think what good a disconnected number could do, but she felt an
obligation to wait. After all, the woman had worked so hard it seemed
ungrateful somehow. The strange quiet of telephone lines, not pushed full of
Muzak, trickled into Anna's ear; faint hushing as of a distant sea, barely
audible clicks and hums; the intercourse of the world kept at bay by a thin
wall of rubber. Well,
the operator came back on the line. We've got something. Let's
have it, Anna said. To prove she was paying attention, she sat up
straight and held a pen at the ready over a sheet of scrap paper she'd nearly
obliterated with doodles. Fetterman's
Adventure Trails on Highway Forty-One. Anna
repeated it back to her. A name had been found, the operator seemed to feel at
last her job was done and she could leave Anna in good conscience. Rubbing
the ear she'd compressed into the phone receiver for so long, Anna looked at
the words angled in amongst the rococo permutations of bear tracks inked on the
page. The name Fetterman had rung a bell. Fetterman's Adventure Trails set half
a dozen clanging. Leaving the office in its state of productive disarray, she
jogged the half-mile back to the headquarters building. Harry
was out to lunch. Maryanne was eating at her desk, delicately holding a
sandwich in one hand away from the keyboard while she hunt-and-pecked
corrections with the other. Anna hoped Harry knew how lucky he was. The
sandwich and the typing were set aside while Anna was settled in Harry's chair
and copies of the past three weeks' 10-343s and 10-344s case and criminal
incident reports were lifted from the files and placed before her. On
a case incident report submitted ten days earlier by the district ranger on the
northwest side of the park, Anna found what she was looking for. No crime had
been committed; it was the report of the truck and trailer abandoned off-road
within park boundaries. The truck was registered to a Carl G. Micou out of
Tampa, Florida. Anna rechecked the report on the abandoned truck. The only
phone number on the vehicle registration turned out to belong to a business
phone that had been disconnected, the phone number of Fetterman's Adventure Trails
on Highway 41. Anna
had what she wanted but she didn't know what she had. For the next hour she
read reports from the time the truck and trailer were found to the present but
there was nothing else pertinent. A call to the Polebridge ranger station and
another to dispatch let her know that no one had come forward to claim the
vehicles. Anna photocopied the 10-343, thanked Maryanne and walked back to the
resource management office. The
secretary's sandwich reminded Anna it was lunchtime but she was too preoccupied
to take time hunting and gathering. Back in Joan's office she made do with
candy. She was going to owe the researcher a bag of gummi bears before the day
was through. To
impose order where none naturally suggested itself, Anna rearranged her papers
atop those left by Joan Rand: Carolyn Van Slyke's autopsy report; the list of
items found on the body, including the coat with McCaskil's topographical map
in the pocket; then what information they had on Bill McCaskil a.k.a. Bill
Fetterman; Anna's much-doodled-on notes tracing Fetterman to Fetterman's
Adventure Trails; and, last in this papered line of thought, the 10-343
connecting a truck and horse trailer abandoned near the northwest corner of
Glacier to the defunct business on Highway 41 outside Tampa, Florida. Too
much for coincidence, not enough for sense. Could the truck and horse trailer
belong to McCaskil or have been borrowed or stolen by McCaskil? Sure. But then
why was his own legally registered vehicle parked in a frontcountry parking
lot? Who was Carl Micou? Did McCaskil have a confederate and, if so, a
confederate in what? None
of this brought Anna any closer to a connection between McCaskil and the murder
victim; still, she was pleased with herself. The morning had not been wasted. Back
on the phone, she reconnected with Francine Cuckor. Ms. Cuckor had her own
brand of professional ethics. She'd been only too happy to share in gory detail
the fact that her boss had had sex with all creatures great and small. When
asked to say yea or nay to names of clients, she got cagey. Eventually Anna was
bumped upstairs to Claude Winger, a junior partner in the firm. It
was not advisable to spin tales for a past master at the art of professional
dissimulation, so Anna told him, as her father would have said, the whole
truth, nothing but the truth and damn little of that. I'm
Officer Anna Pigeon investigating the death of Carolyn Van Slyke. Could you
answer a few questions for me? A
pause, then a careful voice as devoid of regional inflections as that of a
radio announcer said, Ask your questions. Anna noted the lack of
commitment to answering them. We
have a couple leads, both weak at this point. We're trying to establish any
prior connection between Mrs. Van Slyke and our possible suspects, Anna
said, using frankness like bread upon the waters. It
was not returned tenfold. And you want me to ..., the voice came
back. Answer
a few questions, if you would. Ask
your questions. There
would be no softening up or slithering around Claude. Anna cut to it. Has
or was Carolyn Van Slyke working on any case involving a Bill McCaskil, Will
Skillman, Bill McClellan or Bill Fetterman? We
can't divulge any client information. The
fact that a person has engaged the services of an attorney does not fall under
attorney-client privilege, Anna said. So often the attorney, doctor,
priest and whoever-else client privilege was claimed for wasn't for the
protection of clients. It was claimed, legally or not, because people were
either too lazy to bother giving information to help out the police, or
harbored vague worries that to cooperate would open up their own activities to
scrutiny. Anna suspected Claude claimed it as a matter of course to avoid
involvement and work. She thought of threatening to subpoena his files but knew
it was an empty threat. The rank-and-file investigated and reported. It wasn't
for the likes of her to go throwing around legal ultimatums. Claude Winger
would know that. She
waited through a clearly audible sigh breathed out in an office in Seattle.
I'll put you through to the secretary. Give her the names. She will tell
you if any of them have engaged the professional services of Carolyn Van Slyke
in the past year. She won't go back further than that and she will not tell you
anything else. Thank
you, Anna said but he'd already put her on hold. Minutes later, when she
was beginning to think she'd been put on hold to grow old and die, Francine
came on the line. Winger had evidently spoken to her firmly. She was
businesslike to the point of rudeness. Anna read off her list of names, adding
Carl Micou as an afterthought. She was answered by the huffy snicking sound of
fingernails on a keyboard. No
persons by those names have contacted Ms. Van Slyke in her professional
capacity, Francine said mimicking an automaton. Had
the sentence with its convoluted precision come from someone else, Anna might
have suspected them of hiding something. From Francine it just sounded petty
and pompous. Thank
you, Anna said again and pulled her soul back from the black and
voice-filled void of the telephone to Joan's homey office. No
cheese down that hole, Anna remembered one of her field rangers, Barth
Dinkins, saying. No cheese, she said aloud. Carl
G. Micou, registered owner of the abandoned truck and trailer, the man who'd
given the Florida motor vehicles department the number of Fetterman's Adventure
Trails as his home number, remained a mystery. Anna turned back to her
electronics. Mentally
apologizing to Joan for a phone bill she would probably have a devil of a time
getting her department reimbursed for, Anna called Information and, throwing
caution to the winds, charged the extra fifty cents and let them dial the Tampa
Better Business Bureau for her. A pleasant young man, at least he sounded young
and handsome and virile but may well have been a nasty old poop with a nice
voice, told her Fetterman's Adventure Trails was a licensed business owned and
operated by Woody Fetterman. Fetterman's Adventure Trails had operated at the
same location for twenty-six years. The only address for Woody was that of
Adventure Trails. There had been no complaints against Fetterman's from either
the buying public or other businesses. Fetterman's Adventure Trails had
recently closed its doors but he did not know why. He suggested she call the
Tampa tourism department, as he thought Adventure Trails was a theme park with
rides and so forth. They might be able to help her. The
department of tourism could tell her little more. The woman who answered the
phone offered to send Anna a brochure, then couldn't find one. They'd gone out
of business, Anna said, possibly the brochures had been thrown out. That was
probably it, the woman agreed. She wrote down Anna's address at Glacier anyway,
promising to send it along if she found it. Anna would have been touched by the
desire to please if so long on the phone finding out so little hadn't made her
crabby. An
hour's work had provided her with one first name, if Woody was
legit and not a nickname. Maybe Woodrow. Since Woody had been in business in
the same place for twenty-six years he was no fly-by-night. It had been in the
back of Anna's mind that Fetterman of Fetterman's Adventure Trails and Bill
McCaskil might be one and the same. Twenty-six years, changed that. She couldn't
see McCaskil quietly running a business while being indicted and arrested
repeatedly for fraud under a handful of other names. McCaskil
was from the Tampa area—or had been there as a teenager. He could've seen the
name Fetterman on his way to work or school every day and remembered it when he
needed an alias. If it wasn't for the name cropping up again by way of the
owner of the abandoned truck, Anna would have chosen to believe that. Woody
Fetterman. Anna wended her way through the phone lines to the Tampa
courthouse, records department. Yes, there was a certificate of death for a
Woodrow Fetterman. He had died at age eighty-one of natural causes six weeks
before. Another
possibility exhausted. Bill McCaskil a.k.a. Fetterman was not the Fetterman of
Adventure Trails. He was not connected with Carolyn Van Slyke by way of
divorce. According to Lester, McCaskil hadn't known her before they met at
Fifty Mountain Camp. Damn,
Anna whispered. The truck and the trailer. The name Fetterman. McCaskil and his
aliases. Another possibility entered her mind and she went back to the 10-343
report. Carl G. Micou was born August 4, 1938, considerably older than McCaskil.
Still, Micou could he one of McCaskil's aliases. Perhaps it wasn't
listed because it was unknown or not yet used at the time William McCaskil was
indicted for real estate fraud. She
spent forty more minutes on the phone and eventually ended up back at the records
department in Tampa. The search took longer this time but Mr. Micou's death
certificate was found. He had died of congestive heart failure in April of
1995, nearly six years ago. His
truck is still alive, Anna said wearily. I
beg your pardon? Never
mind. Thanks. Dead men, dead ends. Sprinkled
around the edges of Joan's office was all the information that, by any wild
stretch of the imagination, could pertain to the death of Carolyn Van Slyke.
Anna had already run to ground what little Fetterman, Fetterman and Micou had
to offer. She'd verified that Lester's wife was indeed the queen of sluts.
Swiveling Joan's chair slowly she let the other bits and pieces slide by: the
army jacket with the topo and the file card. Anna rolled over and, without touching
it, reread a copy of the card found in the pocket of what would undoubtedly be
Bill McCaskil's coat. B C was written in a loose hand across
the top. Below those initials were numbers, measurements by the look of them:
12 11/16, 17 13/16, 30 12/16. The last, 30 8/19, was underlined in heavy ink. When
they caught McCaskil, if she were around, Anna'd ask him what the numbers
meant. Probably nothing. His waist size. Who knew? She examined the photocopy
of the topo. It had been reduced in size till it fit on two
fourteen-and-a-half-inch sheets of paper taped together. Most of the type was
too tiny for eyes that had seen more than forty years. There was nothing new
since she'd looked at the original, no nifty clues pencilled in the margins, no
big red X where the body had been found. Anna
rotated the chair another quarter turn and glanced briefly at her notes on Rory
Van Slyke. Rory's dad was an abuse victim. Rory'd gone missing for thirty-six
hours. Rory'd turned up having lost a sweatshirt and gained a water bottle,
probably his dead stepmother's. Anna's mind drifted and she let it. No lunch,
half a bag of gummi bears, her blood sugar was sufficiently screwed up her mind
might actually go someplace interesting. It didn't. It merely cast back to the
night on Flattop when Joan had divvied up the scattered remnants of the
bear-ravaged camp, the ones she and Anna had stuffed unceremoniously in a sack
before jaunting off with Harry in search of the lost boy. It was then Anna'd
noted the extraneous water bottle in the bag beside the strange stick she'd
picked up just outside the camp. Rory
had denied any knowledge of that stick, Anna remembered, just as he'd denied
knowing how the water bottles had proliferated. A foot long, worn smooth, of
hardwood, not pine or aspen, unweathered, Anna and Joan had known it was
carried in recently so when they'd found it they'd saved it. Rory said he'd
never seen it. Anna hadn't thought much about it at the time. It was a stick of
wood not a stick of dynamite. Now she worried it around because it fit neatly
into her collection of bizarre things that didn't fit. Anna
had kept the stick. Force of habit caused her to pack it out as she would any
piece of litter. Unless the house had been burglarized by beavers it was
probably on the floor of Joan's spare room, where it had been dumped when she
unpacked before the last foray into the wilderness. Thinking
about it, she picked up a ruler, close in length to the mystery stick, though a
good deal skinnier, and began to fiddle with it. If Rory had not been lying
about the stick then it had been dropped in the little meadow by someone else
on or about the time they'd been camped out there. Not more than a day or two
prior to their arrival. Wood, even hardwood, weathers quickly out-of-doors. Experimentally
Anna waved the ruler about, trying to ascertain the possible uses for a
finished length of hardwood, several times the thickness of a ruler, packed
into the backcountry. Perhaps a woodcarver, seeking his muse in the mountains,
might carry in a prize piece of wood. If she remembered right, the piece she
and Joan found had been battered and worn smooth with much handling. Perhaps a
woodcarver who went for long periods of time between artistic inspirations. To
the detriment of the ruler's edge, she drummed it lightly against the chair arm
as she thought. The minor cracking sound as she played startled her. Before
and, she thought but wasn't sure, during the attack on their camp by the bear,
she'd heard the crack of wood on wood. That same sound had awakened her from
her troubled sleep in the rocks on the flank of Cathedral Peak. Both times
she'd written it off to twigs snapping under the weight of real or imagined
marauders. Whacking the chair's arm again she noted the distinct quality of the
sound. So
what? So somebody was banging pieces of wood together while a bear ransacked
the camp or, even less likely, while a bear thoughtfully returned Anna's water
bottle to her. Did Rory hear in his dreams the crack of wood before his
mother's water bottle was left beside him the night he'd been lost? Why? A
signal? Nervous habit? Voodoo ritual? Damn,
Anna repeated to herself. All roads led to blasphemy. She put the ruler back
where she'd found it. The
rest of the reports had little more information to be wrung out of them. The
lab report on the blue stuff sack had yet to be returned but she expected no
surprises. From her intimate and prolonged traverse across the alpine talus
with its moth-bearing rocks, she had no doubt the traces on the bag were just
as Joan had said: rock and moth-wing dust. The bloody traces within might be
other than that of Carolyn Van Slyke, but Anna doubted it. The lab report on
the peanut and biscuit fragment would probably be equally unenlightening. Most
often things were precisely what they appeared to be. Because
she was there and could think of nothing better to do, she filled out a BIMS, a
bear incident management systems report on the sow and two cubs she'd seen
feeding in the cirque below Cathedral Peak. After she'd finished, she thumbed
through BIMS submitted since she'd come to Glacier. She didn't know what she
hoped for. Validation,
she said aloud. Since she had no hard evidence to base it on, she'd not
bothered to put it into words for Harry Ruick, or even more damning, into
writing on any reports, but she had an overweening sense of bear, a bear
padding through the incidents in Glacier. The obvious was the tearing apart of
the camp. Less so was the flesh of the victim cached out of reach of a bear. A
man digging the food of and dwelling in the den of a bear. The water bottle
with teethmarks of a bear. Nothing
striking presented itself. The BIMS that were totally bogus, the lavender ink
describing the bear juggling the hedgehog and the report of the dancing bear,
Anna set aside. The rest, including the report of the attack on their camp,
painted an active but not extraordinarily so, picture of bears being bears. Shuffling
the crazies back into the pile, Anna felt a sudden sympathy with the lavender
ink. Things were not necessarily untrue simply because they were unbelievable. She
had done what she could. Her ear was hot from being pressed to a phone all day.
Her stomach was full of complaining gummi bears and the light was going from
Joan's window. Anna
went home. Home for so many years had been wherever she fed the
cat. Walking through a rapidly cooling twilight enlivened by mosquitoes bent on
fueling reproduction with her blood, Anna found herself terribly lonely for her
critters, Piedmont's comforting purr and even Taco's three-legged bounding,
leaping, licking, declaration of welcome that she'd come to expect whenever she
opened the front door. Sheriff Davidson, Paul, the new man in her life, she
missed as well but not with the same childish want. Davidson hadn't seen her
cry like Piedmont had, hadn't saved her life like Taco had. The
next morning Anna slept in, then typed up the scraps and snippets of
information she'd gleaned in a day's calling and turned them in to Harry. He
read them through carefully and, in the end, could find nothing more
enlightening than she had. We'll
follow up on this Fetterman thing, he said. I'll call Tampa and see
if we can't get the local police to make a few inquiries for us. He
didn't sound overly enthused. Anna didn't blame him. If they could connect the
name of Fetterman to Van Slyke, which they'd failed to do, it might be of some
interest but probably wouldn't go far toward solving their murder. We
got the lab reports back, Ruick said. Rush job because I hinted it
was part of the murder investigation but I think what you stumbled across on
Cathedral Peak was an amateur entomologist with a dog off leash. He
pushed the folder across the desk and Anna read it without picking it up. The
peanut was, near as they could tell, a peanut. The crust of biscuit she'd found
was broken down: twenty-three percent protein, four percent fat, ten percent
fiber, seven percent ash, a little calcium and a dash of phosphorus. The rest
was dry matter and moisture. Dog
food. Being a responsible pet owner she'd read the backs of dog food bags
to make sure Taco got a balanced diet. They
sat for a bit. Maryanne stuck her head in the office and reminded Harry that
the fire management officer from Waterton was due in a few minutes. Well,
Harry said, I hate to keep you tied up when there's no point in it. Not
to mention when I borrowed you, Glacier started paying your salary. He
smiled to let Anna know it was a joke. Anna smiled back politely, pretending
she believed him. Budgets were counted out by nickels and dimes. Money was
always tight. You can either pack it in and go back to the Trace or go on
up. Joan's got another four days before this round of traps is completed. You
can probably pick up enough about DNA testing to convince John Brown we didn't
waste your time completely. I'll
give him a call, Anna said. See what he wants me to do. The
interview was over. She pushed up out of the chair. I'll
see an official letter of thanks gets into your personnel file, Ruick
said. He stood and shook hands with her. He was warm and friendly, but she
could tell she was already sinking out of his sight. Chances were he'd barely
remember her name when next they met. The chief ranger was moving on to the
next crisis to threaten his park. Or his career. You
can leave your gear with the receptionist any time today, Maryanne told
her as she left. A nice way of reminding her the radio needed to be checked in
ASAP. Ponce had already gone back to the comfort of his paddock. Will
do, Anna said, feeling mildly miffed. In her mind she heard her tiny,
mean, long-dead grandmother cackling: Think you're so important? Put
your finger in a bucket of water, pull it out and see how big a hole it
leaves. 21 John
Brown, Anna's chief ranger on the Natchez Trace Parkway, was I markedly
grumpy about the disruption of her learning project, somewhat mollified by
having had her off the payroll for over a week, and amenable to allowing her to
remain four more days to finish up, or attempt to, her training on the use of
DNA research in the management of park wildlife. Dispatch
notified Joan of Anna's return. Rather than try to give detailed directions
that draggled off trail through rugged country, she kindly agreed to meet Anna
at Fifty Mountain so she could walk with them to the next trap site. Buck had
been cut loose from the project and was hiking out as Anna hiked in, though by
a different trail. He had a girlfriend in Waterton, Canada. Civilization,
much as she'd looked forward to it, had proved a disappointment. The sense of
order, safety and rationality she had fantasized 21 about had not been
forthcoming. In place of safety she'd found dullness and isolation. Order and
rationality had consisted of scribbling the crazy parts down on report forms
and filing them, imposing not order, but an appearance of order. People so
desperately needed an illusion of control to give them courage to get up in the
morning. Anna's
illusion of control had been smashed years before with the sudden, meaningless
death of her husband. In the years since, she'd made an effort not to give in
to the need to put the pieces back together, but to see and know and accept
with some degree of grace that life is meaningless. There is no Grand Plan.
Everything doesn't happen for the best. One can knock till one's knuckles are
bloody and the door may not be opened. Those who didn't know her well construed
this to mean she was cynical or even bitter. Anna felt it allowed her to see
past expectations to what was and freed her from the need to figure out what it
meant. Unfortunately,
this cultivated mind-set was only half useful. It was good to see what was. But
it was her job to figure out what it meant. She had failed at her job. That
others had failed too was of little comfort. Heading
into the wilderness with thoughts such as these muting her senses, she found
she was disappointed in the out-of-doors as well. The realization was so
alarming she stopped walking and stood in the heat of the sun. She'd grown
disenchanted with the natural world because it had been behaving in what seemed
an unnatural manner, and disappointed with the world of people because it
behaved precisely as she'd come to expect it would. This way madness lies, she
thought and took some time to realign her brain. For twenty minutes she stood
sweating in the heat of the switchback noting only the breezes, the color of
thimbleberry, the feather-light scratch of needles against the sky. Finally,
having found her way back into her own skin, she walked on with a lighter load.
Expectations abandoned, now whatever occurred, however strange, would be as
nature intended. Everything would make sense. That she could not see the
pattern was a fault within herself, not an aberration within the natural world. Joan
and Rory were waiting for her at Fifty Mountain Camp. They looked and
smelled as if they'd been in the bush for three days and Anna was delighted.
Joan's nose and forehead were sunburned and she had a scratch on one cheek from
battling the shrubbery. Rory had grown brown and, to Anna's eye, taller,
stronger and clearer since the death of his stepmother. Not being a Christian
soul, Anna believed there were those who belonged on the Better Off Dead list.
She didn't doubt that the toxic Carolyn Van Slyke was such a person. Next time
she saw Lester, Anna would be disappointed if he, too, had not begun to
flourish now that the influence of his violent wife was removed. Disappointed,
not surprised. There was that about Lester that Anna suspected craved the
violence, that he might seek out another wife who, if not actually prone to
physical violence, would at least verbally and psychologically abuse him. Are
you going to college, Rory? she asked abruptly in the midst of their
reunion. What?
Yes, next year, he replied as the questions soaked in. University
of Washington in Seattle? she demanded. No.
I'm going to school in Spokane. I got the grades to get in. Anna
was satisfied. He wouldn't be living at home. Lester Van Slyke would never be
convicted of anything in a court of law. Lester was a victim and, as such, Anna
supposed deserving of pity and understanding. That was fine on the surface but
now and then victims, people who chose to be or to remain victims, did as much
damage to the offspring of the union as the abusers did. Politically incorrect
as the theory was, Anna'd kicked around long enough to know it was true. If
Rory's future is settled to your satisfaction, perhaps we might go? Joan
said and smiled with her lovely crooked teeth. Her exceedingly round cheeks
pushed her glasses up. Anna
laughed. Lead on. I'm
glad you're back, Joan said as Rory helped her on with her pack.
We've been needing a treat. Anna
was considered a treat. Things were looking up. The
previous day Joan and Rory had dismantled a hair trap beyond the burn area to
the south at a confluence of two avalanche chutes. The barbed wire was rolled
and the samples secured. Rory took the hard-sided case with the blood lure and
the love potion. Joan had the samples from the last two traps. Flattered to be
welcomed and glad, after so long spinning her proverbial wheels, to be of
service, Anna lashed the heavy rolls of wire to the frame of her pack and
rotated herself into it. Enough
daylight remained that they could hike to within striking distance of where the
new hair trap was to be and set up camp. Joan in the lead, they set off
northward across an expanse of glorious green meadow littered with immense
squared boulders. Wildflowers, late blooming because winter had held on
overlong, spangled the grasses and occasionally a rare pond, tiny, midnight
blue and seemingly as deep as an ocean, gleamed darkly in the undulations left
by a retreating glacier. Rory,
healed by the good mountain air or exposure to Joan Rand's idiosyncratic brand
of sanity, followed Joan, chattering away like a healthy teenager. Anna
was happy to let the sound flow by with the staggering beauty of the scenery.
Her own cure was at work, and normalcy was flowing back into the void murder
and mayhem had carved out. Before long she added her own cheery sound pollution
and whistled a tune her father had taught her, one that meandered and had no
words. Beyond
the meadow the trail dropped off steeply, leading down into the valley that
would eventually widen out to hold the splendor of Waterton Lake. The first
mile was of switchbacks carved through rock. As it descended, the foliage
thickened. Trees grew taller and mountainsides of ripe huckleberries slid away
in old avalanche chutes above and below the trail. Great
bear country this time of year, Joan hollered back. They come for
the huckleberries. So make a joyful noise. We don't want to startle
anybody. Joan acted on her own direction by belting out the first line of
The Battle Hymn of the Republic in a scratchy alto. The
light, gold with late afternoon, drenched hillsides shoulder-deep in
wildflowers of every hue, pushing out from cracks in the rocks. They hiked and
they sang and Anna realized balance had been restored. She was having a good
time. More than that, she was having a good time with people. If that wasn't
well balanced, sanity was highly overrated. As
they crossed a wide, flat shank of hill, the trail a narrow ribbon carved from
the slope with pick and shovel, Joan pointed out where they would go in the
morning to set up the next trap. There was no break in the ragged alder
skirting. When they left the trail they would fight their way up an avalanche
chute to where it converged with another, smaller chute on what Joan promised
was a flattish spot. To
find a place suitable to camp, they hiked another couple of miles descending
into the forest proper. So far north, with so much moisture to draw on, it came
close to a forest primeval in Anna's eyes. The trees were huge, great piney
boughs obscured the sky. Beneath, ferns grew tall, well overhead. There was a
deep hush of needles and leaves underfoot. A crashing and a glimpse of brown
through the green-cast shadows announced that they'd invaded the domain of a
moose cow. Probably there was water nearby. Anna
laughed and pointed as if the others could have missed the cow's noisy
departure. Anna liked moose. She'd fallen in love with them when she worked on
Isle Royale in Michigan. The Bullwinkle Syndrome: though moose were immense,
potentially dangerous, wild animals, their bulbous noses and shambling
disjointed stride always made her want to play with them. Good sense and
respect for their dignity had kept her in check. Moose,
she said idiotically. There're
a lot in this part of the park, Joan said. Cool,
Rory put in. Cool
indeed. Camp
was deliciously sylvan. Doused with DEET, the mosquitoes were tolerable. The
quiet was so deep it was tangible, a force that cradled the brain in soft
folds. Civilized quiet of the same intensity made the ears ring. Here it made
the soul expand. Anna breathed it in. The gentle chitchat of camp did nothing
to injure the silence but dropped onto its surface like petals on a pond. Anna
listened to Joan joking with her young protege, hearing the voices in pleasant
counterpoint to the forest's peace. Story
time, Joan said when supper had been eaten and the dishes— plastic sacks
into which hot water was poured to reconstitute various carbohydrate
substances—were cleared away and cached in a tree for the night. What's
been happening all these three days while we've been working for a
living? In
the hours since she'd realigned her brain and enjoyed the rejuvenating effects
of Joan Rand and the wilderness, the murder investigation had retreated so far
as to seem ancient history. Anna brought it to the fore without rancor, a
puzzle only, valuable as entertainment around a single candle Joan always
burned, her own private campfire. A
look at Rory let Anna know the tale, though of his stepmother, held no real
horrors for him. Early on, Anna knew he'd suspected his dad. It had been that,
more than Carolyn's demise, that had tortured him. Anna guessed between pouring
fish guts and blood and nailing barbed wire to trees, he'd had a significant
amount of therapeutic conversation with Joan. Leaning
on her sleeping bag and pack, Anna told them about her phone calls, the name of
Fetterman, the unclear connection between the truck and trailer abandoned on
the northeast corner of the park and McCaskil's aliases. The only phone
conversation she omitted was the one she'd had with Francine out of Carolyn's
office. Maybe Rory'd not been as close to his stepmother as had first appeared
but he didn't need to have her memory trashed. No
competition in the way of TV, radio, the Internet or floor shows, Anna had a
good audience and found herself rambling on more than she intended. She told
them about the night she spent hiding in the rocks on the shoulder of Cathedral
Peak, how she'd dreamt of a bear padding around and woke to find her water bottle
punctured by what could have been teeth, how she'd searched the den, finding it
swept clean but for the peanut, the dime and the part of a biscuit. We're
nothing if not thorough, Anna finished. Harry even had the biscuit
analyzed. Flour
and water? Rory ventured. Protein,
fat, fiber, ash and a few other things, Anna told him. Dog food was
our guess. Joan
sat up, the look of passive interest sparked by something deeper. How big
was it? she asked. About the size of a charcoal briquette? It
was broken, Anna said. But about that. Why? Do
you remember exactly what it was made of? Anna
squeezed her eyes shut, trying to picture the sheet of paper. No
percentages. What I said maybe, plus calcium. The bulk, I remember, was dry
matter. Sounded sinister to me. Omnivore
food, Joan said. Anna
opened her eyes. Omnivore food? It's
what we feed bears in captivity. A normal-sized bear will eat about six pounds
of omnivore food and about that much in fruits and vegetables every day. Somebody's
feeding the bears? Rory said. I mean, feeding them bear food? Anna
laughed. Feeding bears intentionally or otherwise in the national parks was an
ongoing problem, but Rory was right. Nobody fed them bear food. Why would
anybody do that? she asked. To lure the bears? Bears
eat it, Joan said. Bears aren't finicky. But it's no great lure. We
spent years developing lures. Omnivore chow isn't even in the top one hundred.
The stuff hasn't got much of an odor. The scent not only doesn't broadcast,
it's not all that alluring. You might feed bears with it but I doubt you could
use it to attract them. You
could habituate them, Rory said unexpectedly. You know, always have
food for them at the same time and the same place so they come there over and
over. Anna
and Joan thought about that for a while. You could, Anna said
slowly. But why? Between
them they listed the obvious reasons: to shoot them, observe them, capture
them, photograph them. All were possible, none practical. Glacier National Park
was a place where bears were protected, monitored. Their numbers, habits and
activities were scrutinized by rangers, researchers and an increasingly
informed public. If a person wished to manipulate the bears in any of the
suggested ways, there were thousands upon thousands of acres just to the north
in British Columbia where, on private lands, it could be done either legally or
with a much greater chance of remaining undetected. Boone
and Crockett, Anna said, remembering the Washington man evilly ogling the
elk. A trophy-sized bear, one that could tempt a poacher? Not
in the lower forty-eight, Joan said. Because of food, genetics,
etcetera, our bears are on the small side. A big old male could weigh maybe
five hundred pounds. Maybe. Four or four-fifty would be more like it. The
trophy hunters do Canada up north, or Alaska. An
idiot? Anna suggested. Wandering around like some demented Johnny
Appleseed feeding bears? There's
always room for another idiot, Joan admitted. Anna
had her own tent this time out and she found she missed Joan's company.
Through the cloth walls she could hear the other woman snoring in an unladylike
fashion and found the noise soothing. Sleep was eluding Anna and it was good to
know someone was resting. The
nerves and hyperawareness that had poisoned her last night in the backcountry
had passed. She was not lying awake waiting for the clack of sticks and the
onslaught of toothy beasts. The man who had rolled a stone down at her and
fired off a round didn't concern her much, either. He had not stalked her. It
was she who'd sought him out. If he'd not already finished whatever he'd been
up to and left the park, he was probably staying as far away from anybody in
green and gray as he could. Telling
her story to Joan and Rory had loosed the scraps and facts she'd managed to
tuck away. Now they blew about till the inside of her skull looked like Fifth
Avenue after a ticker-tape parade. Joan and Rory; the conversation had
triggered something. Anna lay comfortable in her bag, fingers locked behind her
head, eyes on the perfect darkness beyond the screen of her front door, waiting
for the scrap that would fit to sort itself out from the others. Feeding the
bears, trophy bears floated by, Boone and Crockett. That was it. Boone and
Crockett, the last word on what was and was not a trophy animal and where it
fit in the hierarchy of biggest and best based on skull measurements—taken
after death, naturally. In
the pocket of the surplus army jacket Carolyn Van Slyke was caught dead in, the
jacket they were pretty sure belonged to William McCaskil, was a piece of note
paper. B C was written at the top. Below was a list of
numbers. Boone and Crockett and the measurements of a trophy animal, Anna was
willing to bet. In the morning she would radio Ruick and get him to check it
out. What,
if anything, it had to do with Van Slyke's murder, she couldn't fathom. Had
Carolyn seen and photographed this animal and so been killed and mutilated, her
film stolen? Glacier didn't have trophy-sized bears, but there were other
creatures: moose, elk, mountain lion. That didn't account for the omnivore
food. And who would kill and mutilate a photographer for taking a picture of
the animal? How would one be caught in a compromising position with a
trophy-sized animal? It was feasible the poacher could pack the kill out. They
needn't take the whole animal. Just the head. Now
there was a grisly picture. Anna
shook her head in the dark. By dint of great mental strain, she'd solved one
more small mystery: what the list in the army jacket meant. And nothing but
nothing was cleared up. You
asleep, Joan? she whispered on impulse. No
answer from the neighboring tent. Goodnight
then, she said and resolutely shut her brain off for the night. Work
was good: hard, hot, deerflies biting. Wretched scrambles through cutting
brush with a heavy pack on was what Anna was good at. Like fighting wildland
fire, it was deliciously mindless in that just staying on one's feet and doing
one's job took total concentration. Joan Rand was an added blessing. When Anna
had a boss she trusted, she found enormous relief and contentment in just
following orders. Shortly
after two p.m. they had the DNA hair trap assembled. Rory predicted the
pickings from this site would be slim. He expressed the opinion that the North
American grizzly was too intelligent to work as hard as they had just to roll
in essence of rotted fish and eat a few huckleberries. Rory
was showing signs of being a kid and not the scared, suspicious shadow of an
adult that Anna'd seen when they'd first met. She was beginning to enjoy his
company. Joan always had, but then when it came to adolescent boys she saw
through the eyes of a mother. Anna's were more akin to those of a parole
officer. The
eighty feet of barbed wire stapled in a rough circle around a place that was
only flat in Joan's imagination, they began the butt-and-heels slide down to
the trail. The
next site to be disassembled was back the direction they'd camped. A
luxury—since they'd be several nights there, they didn't have to carry all
their gear on their backs during the day. With
a minimum of cursing and scratches, they regained the trail. As they caught
their breath, the radio crackled out Joan's call number. It was the chief
ranger asking for Anna. You
got a fax, Ruick said. From some gal at the Tampa tourism office.
Looks like a brochure for Fetterman's Adventure Trails. Nothing on it clicked
with me. I'm guessing the alias was a fluke. Describe
it for me. Anna waited while Harry marshaled his thoughts. Nothing
out of the ordinary. It's a fax. The resolution isn't all that great.
Fetterman's looks like a lot of those tourist trap places. Fun for the whole
family sort of thing. There's a picture of what's probably an alligator. Let's
see. Animal shows. Souvenirs. Looks like a kind of swamp tour thing with nutria
being fed to gators. Kind of a mom and pop operation. There's a group picture
on the back. Faces are a blur. Underneath. Let's see . . . 'Looking forward to
new friends, George and Suzanne Fetterman, Carl Micou, Geoffrey Micou, Arthur
Gray and Tunis Chick.' The
gal who sent it has written in the margin, Adventure Trails was closed down
after George Fetterman's death earlier this summer.' How
old is the brochure? Anna asked. Can you tell? Hmm.
Lemme see, lemme see. Here. Nineteen ninety-six. Old. I expect nothing much
changed in Adventure Trails from year to year. Anna
gave the radio back to Joan. Harry had just called as a courtesy. The brochure
held little interest and less information. Neither she nor he had any desire to
waste airtime playing twenty questions to figure out what if anything a
derelict roadside attraction in Florida had to do with a dead and mutilated
Seattle divorce lawyer in Montana. In
fact, Anna's mental gears had been sufficiently shifted over to the DNA project
that they had hiked two miles down the trail before she figured it out. Joan!
Stop! Joan
and Rory turned to look back at her. Anna had stalled in the middle of the
trail. Tell
me about that boy you've been e-mailing. The one making the map, she
demanded of the researcher. 22 Normally
it would have been a hike of four hours or more from where they were to
the tiny meadow where they had camped nearly a week before. They covered the
ground in just over three, arriving an hour before sunset. Having
left tents, stoves, sleeping bags and the rest of their camping gear behind,
they traveled light and moved quickly. Without the amenities the night would be
uncomfortable but Anna had not wanted to lose the time it would have taken to
return and strike camp then climb back up to the plateau on Flattop carrying
the added burdens. In
truth she'd not wanted the added burden in the persons of Joan and Rory but,
after she'd traded her theory for Joan's information, they refused to be left
behind. It increased her sense of responsibility, yet she was glad not to be
alone. Because she suspected the park radios were being listened to by people
other than rangers, she'd made the decision not to call Ruick to send backup. The
decision was not as foolhardy as it appeared on the surface. No one could start
for the high country till morning anyway. Anna had all night to change her
mind. Leaving
the trail before it neared Trapper Peak, Anna, Joan and Rory followed the slope
in a southerly direction along the side of Flattop. This flank of the mountain
was west-facing and caught the brunt of the afternoon sun. Several tiny lakes,
carved an eternity before by glaciers and fed by small streams carrying
snowmelt, provided water. It was prime huckleberry country and the berries were
at the height of their season. A
half-mile or so beyond their old campsite, on an upthrust of rock, Anna
stopped. Partly she was motivated by the sounds of heavy breathing behind her.
She'd set a punishing pace. That she, too, was breathing hard was of no
consequence. If she was right, time was of the essence, not only to save a
valuable life but to see a sight that she would never forgive herself for
missing. A
grunt and sucking sound told her Rory had dumped his pack at the base of the
rock and gotten out his water bottle. Joan crept up beside Anna, aping her
pose, elbows on the higher stones, body crouched behind. The researcher's round
face was alarmingly red. The hair that curled from beneath her ball cap was
glued to her cheeks with sweat, and the upper regions of her oversized glasses
were beaded with moisture. Despite the physical costs, Joan's first words were,
Do you see anything? Not
yet. Tell me again about the e-mails, Anna said. Okay.
Right. Let me think. Breathe would have been as apt a word. Anna
waited while Joan recovered and lined her thoughts up for a round of scientific
reasoning. First
e-mail about six weeks ago. Maybe more. The screen name is Balthazar. He says
he's a high school student doing a research project on grizzly bears. He wants
to know their ranges, denning habits, eating habits, if they're protected at
Glacier, or if we allow hunting. Sensing an acolyte, naturally I fell all over
myself to answer. Naturally.
Anna unboxed her binoculars. Above the little lake, the land was sloped and
thick with undergrowth. Nearer the water the bushes thinned out, creating a
small natural meadow. The pine forest straggled down unimpressively, the trees
thirty and forty feet apart. And
you figure this Balthazar really was a high school student, not just some
guy? Maybe
not high school but young. He never made any attempt to show me what he knew.
The more education you get, the more irresistible that becomes. Six
or eight weeks ago, Anna said as much to herself as Joan. About the
time George Fetterman was kicking the bucket. Several
more e-mails like that, Joan went on. Late July around then. Then
no more for a week or so. Then the map idea comes up. The questions become very
specific. Where the bears eat, when. About
this time we're packing to head out for the first round of DNA traps. Same time
as the truck and horse trailer are found abandoned, Anna said. Yes.
Near as I can figure. And
you told him... Flattop
burn, glacier lilies. Then
we go down with the dead woman and you've got mail. I
tell him Cathedral Peak for army cutworm moths. And, in a week or so, Flattop,
west side, huckleberries. Rory
pushed up beside them. You think some guy is trying to trap a bear or
something? Like to put in a side show? Not
exactly, Anna said. Rory
came and went. Napped in the last of the sun. Anna and Joan stayed where they
were, raking the hillside with binoculars. Once
Joan nudged Anna and pointed. A black bear, nearly the size of a grizzly,
ambled out from the scrub below the clearing. Through the glasses Anna could
see its nostrils open and close as it checked for danger. By good fortune and
foresight they were downwind. Dressed in muted colors, lying low on the rock,
they watched it unseen. A
quarter of an hour later a small grizzly sow, probably not quite three hundred
pounds, came from higher up. She was a rich brown, almost the same shade as the
black bear who, like many of his compatriots, was black only in name, not in
hue. With her was a single cub, one born this season. The cub ran after her,
nipping and tugging at her ankles. Anna smiled as she and Joan simultaneously
said awww under their breath. Half
an hour more and Anna was getting wiggly. Joan had spent so many hours in
uncomfortable positions watching empty tracts of land that she'd slid easily
into research time and moved not at all. But for the slow arcing of the glasses
as she scanned the area, Anna would have suspected her of having fallen asleep. Ten
minutes before sunset, when down-canyon winds, the night breath of the mountains,
was chilling the back of Anna's neck, Joan whispered a prayer. Oh,
my heavens, she said. He's a god. I must apologize to the lab at
the University of Idaho. Where?
Anna demanded. Where? Shh.
There. Twenty degrees west of the last tree. Closer in. There. Rory! she
hissed. Wake up. Come up. Bring your glasses. Anna
was scanning the huckleberry-choked hillside, seeing nothing but a blur. Then
he was there, standing on his hind legs easily eleven feet tall, easily twelve
hundred pounds and an incredible golden color. The rays of the setting sun
struck him full on the side, the light flaring like fire on his pelt, running
in sharp liquid flame over the pale guard hairs of his hump and the tops of his
ears. Jiminy, Anna breathed. Boone and Crockett, eat your
heart out. See
him? Joan whispered to Rory, who had belly-crawled up between them.
An Alaskan grizzly. The
magnificent creature was no more than twenty yards from where they lay. He had
been feeding on the huckleberries that grew thick through a low cut in the
hillside, little more than a ditch, but sufficient to hide him from sight until
he stood up on his hind legs. I
see him! Rory hollered, sudden and loud in his excitement. Shh,
Joan hissed, but it was too late. The great golden head turned in their
direction. The nostrils flared and the huge paws twitched. Even at a distance
of sixty feet, Anna could see the claws, four-inch nails, dull white against
the slightly darker fur of the animal's belly. Brown
eyes looked at the three of them, locked with Anna's then the bear looked away,
growled as if uncertain. His great forelegs swung, the incredible power in them
rippling smoothly beneath the backlit hide. The
black bear, the sow, even the little cub stopped feeding. The black bear huffed
and snorted, the sound an unhappy pig would make. For an instant it looked as
if he would stand, meet the challenge. Then he chose the better part of valor,
turned and loped away, quickly hidden by the ensnaring tangle of brush. The
cub squeaked and hopped in excitement and earned a stern cuff from its mother.
Silence settled back, unbroken by the noises of foraging animals. Unbroken by
the sound of breathing. Consciously, Anna stopped holding her breath. Crack.
Crack. Not
nearby but carrying clearly in the still air; the sound of twigs breaking, or
of wood on wood. The sound Anna had heard the night the bear tore up their
camp, the night she'd dreamed a bear stalked her hiding place in the rocks on
Cathedral Peak. Crack. The
great golden bear looked back at Anna's rock and roared, a huge and awful sound
that shook the hair on its chest and bared teeth red as blood in the failing
light. You
go, Anna said quietly. Anna—
Joan whispered. You
fucking go! Take Rory. Anna didn't—couldn't—take her eyes off the
bear. Behind her she heard hurried scraping as Joan and Rory slid down the back
of the rock out of the bear's line of sight. Anna doubted her vehemence had
convinced Joan to leave. Rand would be intent on saving the boy. A fear of
bears, faced with a bear of this magnitude, was bound to melt Rory's mind. Don't
let him run, Anna whispered. It didn't matter that Joan didn't hear her.
Joan knew more about bears than Anna ever would. Except maybe what it felt like
to be eaten by one. Crack. Again
the bear roared and dropped to all fours, never once looking away from Anna. Fleetingly
she wondered if she'd been wise sending Rory and Joan away. Bears were less
likely to attack groups. There were records of grizzlies attacking groups of
three and four but it was less common than attacks on a single person. But
this wasn't a regular bear. Joan knew it too—or sensed it. That's why she'd
gone. For
a moment the bear waited, huge golden paws flattening the grass, his great head
swaying from side to side as tiny bear thoughts in his small bear brain shook
into alignment. Anna had not moved. She could not decide whether to make
herself small and nonthreatening or as large and imposing as possible. She had
a hunch with this bear it wouldn't matter a damn what she did. The need to run
made her legs trembly. She ignored it. Not from bravery but because the image
of the bear lunging at her back was too terrifying. She
slipped the can of bear spray from her belt. Coming from behind her was
rustling, then a thump. Either Rory or Joan, like a Japanese maiden in a horror
movie, had tripped and fallen while fleeing the monster. The
great bear heard it too. His head ceased to sway. A roar built in the massive
chest as his eyes focused to the left of Anna's rock. Springing to her feet she
began waving her arms over her head. Large and imposing it was to be then,
though at five-foot-four and one-hundred-twenty pounds, Anna felt woefully
inadequate. Hey
bear, hey bear, she shouted. Crack.
Crack. Crack. A low whistle. The
grizzly charged. Never would Anna have believed an animal that size could move
that fast. The sun dyed his coat red and the fur rippled as he came, beautiful
and shining like that of a well-groomed golden retriever. Anna was so
transfixed by the uncanny beauty she forgot to be afraid for a second, forgot
to turn profile, forgot she was not supposed to look the animal in the eye,
forgot she held bear spray in her right hand. The
bear came on, his powerful legs moving over the broken ground with liquid
grace. Roaring was done. He was intent only on Anna. She could hear the labored
whuff of breath. He was enormous. Rising from the low swell of ground her rock
lookout topped, he towered over her. Not
running, not running, not running, chanted through her mind as she raised
the can of bear spray, a fly swatter against an avalanche. A
scream cut through to her. Not her own. A sharp cry that made the bear flinch. Drop
the pepper spray. God. Please. Anna
had heard the voice before. Faith, not trust, opened Anna's fingers and the
pepper spray fell away. Curling down after it, she rolled up like a pill bug,
her arms covering her ears, hands clasped over the back of her neck, knees
pulled up to protect her more vulnerable parts. The fetal position. This was
how she'd first been introduced to the world. Was this how she was going to
leave it? A
blow that nearly uncurled her pounded into her shoulder and she felt herself
knocked down the backside of the rock like a hockey puck off broken ice. Her
kneecap struck stone. Anna felt nothing but the impact. Pain would come later. Pressure.
The bear was on her. She could feel the weight of his chest against her side.
Fur, amazingly soft, pressed down on her bare legs. She felt the squash of the
great arms as the bear tried to crush her or roll her over. Her face was buried
in its pelt. Heat and smell and fur surrounded, suffocated. The bear was
absorbing her, smashing her into its very being. Heavy hot breath smelling of
huckleberries and things less pleasant washed over her face. Like a child, Anna
squeezed her eyes shut whispering, Go away, please go away. Crack. The
weight lifted. The animal growled, low and questioning, then roared and another
blow fell. This one did unwrap Anna from around herself. She felt her legs fly
out, her head snap back and she was rolling down the stony hillside. Her skull
smacked against rock and she cried out. Her eyes flew open. She saw the bear
and the darkness descending on her together. Anna
had not expected to wake up; or if she did, to wake in the tradition of Jonah,
in the innards of Monstro. First came thought, a sense of mind creeping forth
from a place far more distant than sleep. She knew she was thirsty and she knew
she was cold. Opening her eyes, she knew she was blind or had gone to a place
where sight did not matter. It was as black outside of her skull as it had been
within. It
wasn't that Anna did not care, it was that she could not think, so fear didn't
follow. As she lay in the black she noted she was breathing. With that fragment
of earthy information she began to assume she had not left the world she'd
grown accustomed to. Surely in heaven, hell, purgatory, Valhalla or wherever,
the incessant labor of lungs would no longer be mandatory. Form
came next, form in the darkness, shades of night. She lay on her side in a
patch of stone exposed by an old avalanche twenty feet or more from the rock
where she, Rory and Joan had sat watch. Night had come. If the moon had risen
it was weak and distant. Only the faint light of stars separated the earth from
the sky. Confusion
engendered by a bash on the head and waking in the dark was as brief as it was
intense. Time, place and circumstances reinstated themselves. The bear had left
her for dead. Possibly the fact she'd banged her head on a rock and gone
unconscious had saved her life. A black bear, a bear who attacked not to intimidate
and frighten off, but to procure dinner, would have taken a few pounds of
flesh. Satisfied she was no longer a threat the grizzly had left her in
one piece. One
battered piece. Without moving much, lest the bear had not gone away, Anna
assessed the damage as best she could. No claw or bite marks. None. That was a
surprise. Cuffed about as she had been, she thought surely she'd been cut. The
only blood she found was below her left ear where she'd collided with a rock.
Her head ached fiercely but the truly significant pain was in her knee. When
she rolled to all fours and tried to push herself up she nearly cried out loud.
Standing was actually an improvement, and though it hurt to do so, she was
relieved to find she could put her weight on it. The joint was not damaged but
the kneecap itself was either cracked or badly bruised. Why
hadn't the bear clawed or bitten her? It was in the nature of beasts to use
claws and teeth, to worry and strike and bite. The last she remembered before
the bear had bowled her down the hill like a hedgehog had been the furry
overpowering sensation that the creature was trying to embrace her. Hedgehog
. . . what had the report written in lavender ink said? Bear activity:
juggling a hedgehog. Observer activity: standing amazed. Anna
had been juggled, bowled and left, but for a chance accident, entirely
unscathed. Alive and well and standing amazed, Anna thought and hobbled to a stone where she could sit down, the
damaged knee unbent. The clearing was empty, no sign of the eaters of
huckleberries. No sign of Rory and Joan. Anna looked at her watch. She'd been
unconscious a long time, maybe twenty minutes or more. Another ten had been
used up while she metaphorically put herself back together again. Where the
hell was Joan? Why hadn't she come back to see if Anna lived or died? Because
her head hurt and she'd been left in the dirt by a giant bear, Anna attempted
to entertain the idea that Joan had abandoned her, run all the way back to West
Flattop Trail intent on saving her own skin. The
story wouldn't wash. Not only would it be out of character for Joan as a good
woman to leave another to die, it would be out of character for Joan as a good
researcher to leave a fantastically out-of-place golden Alaskan grizzly without
photos, scat samples and much in the way of scientific contemplation. Joan
was around. If she hadn't come back it was because she couldn't come back. Anna
felt the sickening boil of fear as she wondered if Joan had come back too soon.
If the bear had left Anna to pursue more lively Prey. She opened her mouth to
call out, thought better of it and closed it again. No time to go off
half-cocked. A few minutes limping and fumbling located her day pack. She took
inventory. A little food. Plenty of water. Pliers, hammer, staples, small
hard-sided case with the last skunk love-scent canister inside and a well-used
topographical map. Since she'd fully intended to be back in camp before
sundown, she'd not brought a flashlight. Joan had the radio and, search as she
might, the can of bear spray she'd dropped was not to be found. Feeling
unarmed and fragile, she sat again on her rock. The cold was deepening. She
didn't have a jacket with her for the same reason she was without a flashlight.
The Boy Scout motto came to mind. A lesson to be learned. Again. The hard way. Without
light she couldn't search for Joan. Without a radio, she couldn't call for
help. The one thing she could do was move from this exposed place. Pushing to
her feet, she limped slowly toward the thickening screen of alder that heralded
the pine forest proper. Chances of encountering a bear or the bear were
greater in the coverts, but like any hurt and frightened animal, Anna felt the
need to hide. Moving
slowly, favoring her bad knee, she picked her way over the rock-embedded land
past the miniature lake. Till the moon rose, her eyes were of questionable use
and she stopped every few steps to listen. Partly she listened for Joan and
Rory; mostly she listened for any sign that the bear was still in the
neighborhood. The only sounds she heard were those of her own making. Beneath
the alders darkness was absolute. Anna lost all sense of direction and, knowing
what she did was illogical and dangerous, she pushed on. Nowhere seemed safe.
Nowhere seemed a good place to stop. The small clearing was too exposed, too
near the water source where bears would come to drink. The thicket was too
closed in, too dark. Her knee was swelling, her head had left its dull ache to
throb, but still she could not bring herself to stop. Because
the patron saint of lost souls—or fools—guided her footsteps she came not to
the edge of a cliff or ravine but out of the thicket and into the more open
land beneath the pines. The
moon had yet to rise, but there was a hint of ambient light from the sky. After
feeling her way blindly through the brush, Anna felt relief as her eyes came
alive once more. The need to keep moving abated somewhat. That and the pain in
her knee finally convinced her it was wiser to stop. Back
against a pine, she straightened her leg, drank water and listened. From a ways
away—a mile, a yard, she couldn't tell—came the shush of a body passing through
brush. The water froze in Anna's throat. Forcing herself to swallow it, she
flinched at the audible gulping sound she made. More
listening. Faint, very faint, a hissing roar like that of distant water rushing
down a narrow gorge. No rivers this high, no streams of that magnitude; Anna
wondered if she was suffering an auditory hallucination brought on by a bang on
the head. Far away, disturbingly hard to get a sense of, the hissing continued.
Then, just as faint, just as clear in the still, crystal air, a clink. Metal,
the key to the aural conundrum. The
hiss was the familiar obnoxious noise of a Coleman stove, the clink a pan or
lid. Someone was making dinner. Anna pushed herself up, started toward the
sound in too much of a hurry. The knee gave out and she fell. When the pain
ebbed, she sent a tiny prayer of gratitude into a heaven she believed to be
deaf and dumb. Joan
would not leave her knocked out in a rocky field while she calmly prepared
dinner less than a mile away. Joan didn't have a stove or camp gear. Anna, in
her rush to be right, had dragged her and Rory into this mess as unprepared as
she herself was. For
a time she remained sprawled on the soft carpet of needles, unsure whether it
was better to go see who was camping in her woods or to run away. The
rumble from the Coleman stopped. An angry voice, just one, the words unclear
but the savage tone unmistakable, made the decision for her. Setting her mind
beyond the pain in her leg, Anna moved toward the source of the noise with
infinite care, one step, one tree at a time. Twice she was stopped. Twice she
thought she heard the stealthy padding of oversized paws on the pine needles in
the darkness behind her. The
steps stopped when she stopped. Maybe it was only the crush of her own booted
feet placed with such care. Maybe she imagined it. Whatever the source, Anna no
longer wanted to run away. The terror behind her was as insistent as that which
lay ahead. The
ranting voice, though more unsettling, was easier to track through the dark
than the amorphous hiss of the stove had been. A person venting with such
energy also made enough of a racket to cover the unavoidable sounds of her progress;
she covered ground quickly. Speed
acted against her in a peculiar way. The faster she moved, the more she
believed she was being pursued, the better she could imagine the glowing eyes
and bared teeth inches from the nape of her neck. It took effort and a damaged
knee to keep her from giving in to childlike panic and running toward the sound
of a human voice. A
misstep. The knee twisted and Anna was forced to a halt. Her breathing was
ragged. She'd broken a sweat that would soon turn to chill. Out of control, she
warned herself, and Breathe. Not
making noise in body by movement or in mind by fear of the dark and the
monsters that dwelt therein, Anna began to hear distinct words: Out. Not
a fucking game. By Christ I will. Sobered,
she moved again. Closing out the vision of the bear, she returned to the
calming slowness that had marked her progress in the beginning, careful to make
no sound, barge into no solid objects in the dark. Another
minute and she stopped abruptly. Perhaps fifteen feet in front of her was a
dark form. A man, she guessed. He held a flashlight that he was pointing into
the woods in the opposite direction from where she stood. By its backwash she
could see he was tall and under his right arm he held a long-barreled rifle. In
the pale spill of the flash she saw Joan and Rory. Joan's
face was colorless but for black around one corner of her mouth that could be
blood or dirt. Her wrists and ankles were tied together so she had to sit
hunched over, elbows around her knees. Rory was beside her. His ankles had been
lashed together but his hands were free. He held them palm up in front of his
face as if he felt for raindrops. At his feet the Coleman stove lay on its
side, a pan tipped over nearby. Rory'd
been put to cooking, Anna guessed. In a rage the man with the flashlight had
kicked over the stove, burning Rory's hands in the process. Goddamn
it, the man bellowed. The light swung like a sword, piercing the darkness
several feet to Anna's left. Staring right at her, Bill McCaskil screamed,
Come out now or I'll blow their fucking heads off! 23 The
McCaskil who held the rifle and the flashlight was a different man than
the shifty Lothario Anna remembered. Days alone in the wilderness had had an
adverse effect on the city boy. His beard was rough, his hair matted and spiky
by turns, his clothes dirty. The biggest change was the eyes. McCaskil was
scared, scared to the point of unreason. Even in the dim backwash of the
flashlight Anna could see his irises were entirely ringed in white as his
facial muscles pulled the lids away. Whatever edge he'd been running toward
when he came to Glacier, McCaskil had been pushed over it. A
crazy man, a scared crazy man, with a rifle and hostages. In law enforcement
this was what was referred to as a worst-case scenario. Out,
McCaskil cried in a voice ugly with fear. He swung the rifle toward Rory and
Joan, and Anna raised her hands, stepped forward. She never made it into the
light. McCaskil was wheeling, screaming, the flashlight raking the trees. He'd
not seen her. I'm
not going to hurt him. His voice became wheedling as he turned. Silence
followed, deepened by the darkness and the trees. Balthazar's mine!
he shrieked and Anna flinched. Whomever he shouted for, it wasn't her. Joan and
Rory must have told him they were alone. Anna blessed them for their courage and
began creeping around the circle. McCaskil was beyond negotiation even if she'd
had anything to negotiate with. Running away was the best option. With the
cover of night she could do it easily if she left Joan and Rory. A
gut-numbing roar froze the cowardly thoughts; bear—the bear— close by.
McCaskil screamed high and shrill, and the rifle at his side fired, the glare
of the muzzle harsh and bright and then gone, leaving a red wound seared across
Anna's night vision. I'll
kill them. You'll have killed them, he screamed into the night.
Like you killed that Van Slyke woman. Butcher. I'll do it. A
great gush of terror brought the contents of Anna's stomach into her throat and
she had to fight to keep from retching. The slicer of faces was somewhere in
the darkness with her. He, and a great bear that seemed to have an agenda of
its own. Run away, run away, she
thought and moved to the next tree, closer to Joan and Rory. The
two of them sat shoulder to shoulder about fifteen feet from the mad McCaskil.
Ranting, a second round fired, the thrashing of his booted feet as he made
short, aborted dashes at sounds only he could hear, covered the noise Anna made
as she moved. The
west-facing slope was dryer than the valleys, and there was little undergrowth,
not much in the way of cover but shadow and luck. Behind Rory and Joan, several
yards in the woods, Anna parked herself in the shelter of a tree that she hoped
was wide enough to hide her should McCaskil's light come back around. Her shirt
was gray, her shorts green— all to the good—but in the near-perfect darkness
under the pines, should light touch on her bare arms, her legs or her face,
they would shine like beacons. Making
herself small in mind if not in body, she wriggled out of her day pack and set
it squarely in front of her where probing light would not fire its burgundy hue
in a dun and green landscape. Working by feel, Anna groped through it. Her
breath was coming in short shallow gasps, audible, panicked. Her scalp was
tingling and she was losing sensation in her hands and feet. Hyperventilating,
she warned herself. Too scared. Lifting the pack to her face in lieu
of the traditional paper sack, she breathed into it, then out. The smells of
her short history in Glacier were all there: peanut butter, skunk, sweat, fish guts,
grease, dust. The skin on her head loosened, her heart ceased to pound in her
ears, her fingers began to feel like fingers. Ten breaths more, counted out
over a brief eternity, and she put the pack down again. In her hand were the
wire cutters, quicker and more sure than a Swiss army knife dulled from years
of promiscuous use. The
light flew erratically past. She waited a moment for the sound of a rifle shot
and the sudden blasting away of an exposed elbow or knee, but she'd not been
spotted. Further out into the trees, drowned in the impossible ink of a
woodland night, she heard the stealthy sound of padded feet moving over duff. Nothing
she could do about that. She pushed it from her mind. A
quick peek let her know McCaskil had turned again and faced away from her. He
stopped shouting. In a voice dead calm and more frightening because of it, he
spoke to the darkness, In one minute I will kill the boy. You can save
him. Balthazar's life for the boy's. One minute. He began counting down
in a loud voice. Out of the frying pan, Anna
said to herself and rolled from the cover of her tree. Ignoring the burst of
pain in her injured knee, she moved as rapidly as possible toward the others.
In seconds she knelt behind Rory. Not a sound, she hissed in his
ear. She showed him the wire cutters and he understood. Quickly and quietly, he
swung his feet around. Joan's
head turned. Without light Anna could not read her expression. She trusted in
Joan's good sense. What she could not know was how much of it fear had eaten
away. As there was nothing to be done to reassure either the researcher or
herself, Anna ignored her. Closing
her mind to the possibilities, Anna felt at Rory's ankles. Thin, hard plastic;
McCaskil had bound his prisoners with the disposable cuffs policemen carry as
spares. Clearly he'd come prepared. Though virtually impossible to break, he
couldn't have picked anything more vulnerable to fence pliers, and Anna was
grateful. Twenty-nine,
McCaskil called. Twenty-eight. Snip,
snip. Anna
clipped a bit of Rory's flesh along with the plastic and he hollered,
Ouch! The wretched rotten boy actually said ouch.
Sorry, he whispered too late. He's
turning, Joan hissed. Run,
Anna said and pushed Rory to his feet, run! She shoved at
unidentified bits of boy anatomy as she scrambled to her feet to follow. A
hailstorm of words, shrieked and screamed from what sounded like the throats of
a multitude of demons, rained down. McCaskil's threats, Rory's squeaks, Joan's
exhortations and Anna's own sailor-like vocabulary of meaningless obscenities.
McCaskil's flashlight shivered and snapped. In her mind Anna heard Teddy
Pinson, an old college friend, intone, 'The vorpal blade went
snicker-snack!' Rory
disappeared in darkness followed by a gunshot close and loud, a blow on Anna's
eardrums. Cutting through trauma-induced deafness came a scream. Anna's mind
folded down in confusion. The metallic swallowing sound of a bolt-action rifle
and another round was chambered. Anna'd fallen. Had she been shot and screamed?
Had the bullet found Rory in the dark? Before enough time had elapsed to draw a
full breath, Anna knew she'd not been hit. Her knee had given out as she'd
lunged for the cover of the woods. No! That
was Joan. Anna rolled and the butt of McCaskil's rifle pounded down, not the
killing blow to the back of the head he'd intended, but a glancing strike to
the shoulder that made Anna cry out. McCaskil
had thrown aside the flashlight. The beam ran along the ground catching up the
rust of the needles, illuminating the man's booted feet. Anna bunched up her
weight on her left hip and kicked out. The sole of her boot connected with
McCaskil's ankle. Fierce pain shot up from her bad knee but she scarcely felt it.
McCaskil went down on one knee. Writhing
across the slippery bed of needles, as single-minded as a sidewinder, Anna
struck out again, connecting this time with his shin. The man bellowed in rage
and fell back on butt and heels. No time to rise and shine. Knowing she had
more strength in her legs than her upper body, Anna propelled herself after
him. Crablike, snakelike, scuttling like a scorpion, hoping like any low and
little thing to strike quickly enough and with enough venom to survive one more
day. McCaskil
retreated. He hit the fallen flashlight and the beam spun, a drunken beacon,
then stopped, spotlighting the two of them. McCaskil had the thirty-ought-six,
a Weatherby, Anna noted from habit, raised to his shoulder, the barrel pointed
between his knees past the toes of his boots at her face. Even a madman would
not miss at this range. Easy,
Bill. You're okay, Bill. It won't work. Rory's gone; a witness. You can't do
it, Bill. Give it up, Bill. Joan
was talking: smooth, calming as if to a wounded and wild beast. She was doing,
saying all the right things, using the man's name, trying to bring him back to
himself. It
was too late. Whatever indicates reason, an indefinable inner light in the eye,
had gone out in Bill McCaskil. Shadows scraped up from the cockeyed light,
making of his nose a mountain that eclipsed one side of his face from the
piecemeal sun. His upper lip, long, well formed, the skin darkened with a
week's growth of beard, curled up exposing teeth that shone white and feral.
With that small movement McCaskil's face ceased to be human and Anna knew he
was going to kill her. She did not want Bill McCaskil's to be the face that
went with her into eternity. She turned her head, looked at Joan Rand. A
roar shattered the tableau, so close, so visceral, the wild rage of the world
and of the mind gathered into a sound so dark and awful, the night itself
seemed to have turned on them. Mingling with it were terrible screams and the
hopeless sound of a David being torn to pieces by a Goliath of fur and fury. Rory!
Joan cried. McCaskil
jumped. The rifle barrel moved an inch off center. Anna grabbed the barrel and
kicked at his knee. Bones loosened by the thunder of the bear, McCaskil let go.
Anna yanked the rifle from his nerveless fingers. Dragging it, she crawled away
in an undignified but necessary retreat. Close fighting was not for the small
of frame. The
horrible roaring deepened, intensified, and Anna found herself crouched, gun
across her knees like a frightened hillbilly. Breathing past the primal terror,
she forced herself to her feet, braced her back against a tree to stop her
shaking and to take the weight off her weak knee. McCaskil made no attempt to
rise, to run, to finish killing Anna or to be killed by her. The
roaring went on and on pinning him to the ground, Anna to the tree and Joan to
the tiny patch of earth her bonds had made her home for too long. The
flashlight rocked back and forth, making shadows wild. Finally it stopped. The
roaring stopped. Time itself stopped, or so it seemed. Anna's arms were
quivering, the rifle hard to hold. Thin whimpering percolated through the
new-made stillness: hers, McCaskil's, Rory's, Joan's— it was impossible to
tell. The
darkness just beyond the reach of the flashlight shivered, changed. Anna
leveled the Weatherby at the manifestation and waited somewhere beyond fear,
just this side of insanity. Ripples
of gold unsettled the shadow, catching the imperfect light of the flash. Out of
the woods padded the great grizzly, beside him the crying boy with the smile of
a saint. On the bear's other side walked Rory, the same Rory whose screams had
indicated he was snack food. The
spinning effervescence of a fairy tale snatched up Anna's brain. This bear was
with them, of them, glittering gold protector of babes lost in the woods. A
dozen stories of wild things become human, princes enchanted, curses fulfilled,
were physically manifest and Anna was ensorcelled, charmed, turned to wood and
bark like a recalcitrant wood nymph. Her limbs could not move. Her voice had
locked itself away deep in her throat. Don't
shoot him, the boy said, as if Anna could have destroyed that much beauty
even to save her own worthless hide. His name is Balthazar. How
do you do? Anna croaked idiotically. To her amazement the bear raised a
single huge paw to shake and she laughed, sounding, at least in her ears, a
little on the hysterical side. Recovering
from the bear theatrics—given that Rory's skin was still whole and he was in
it, that's what the roaring must have been—McCaskil crawled toward the
enclosing ring of darkness. The bear's enormous head swung toward him and an
echo of the bone-melting roar rumbled in his chest. Keep
that goddamn bear off me, McCaskil cried, his voice ragged from yelling. Balthazar
doesn't like him, Geoffrey said. When we were little he used to
tease us something awful. We.
The boy and the great bear had grown up together. Staggered by the unreality of
the scene, Anna found herself wondering if they were brothers. Enough
of her training survived this onslaught of otherworldliness that she continued
to watch McCaskil with one eye and half of a reeling brain. He feared Balthazar
more than he feared her or the Weatherby. You
can't let that bear come after me, he said. That's illegal. Anna
said nothing. Should the bear eat William McCaskil, her greatest concern would
be for the animal's digestion. Her
head hurt, her knee was killing her, she was very tired. Overriding these
fleeting discomforts was a bear of legend not ten feet from her. More than
anything, she wanted to touch him, play with him, listen to the stories he
might tell. It crossed her mind to let McCaskil go. His nerves shot, his rifle
taken, he was of little threat to a party of five souls, particularly when one
of them weighed over a thousand pounds and came from the factory equipped with
an astonishing arsenal of edged weapons. Ruick
would pick McCaskil up in the frontcountry or the Montana state police would
nail him eventually. Maniac turned craven, the man actually looked rather
pathetic oozing toward the woods and temporary freedom. Being captured by a
crippled-up lady ranger would only add to his humiliation. That
thought brought with it the tug of petty revenge that pulled Anna back to a
sense of duty. Stay, she ordered McCaskil. You
can't shoot a man if he runs. Not unless he's a threat to life. I read
that, McCaskil said, but he made no move to test the theory. You
qualify, Anna said flatly. McCaskil had given up. Anna did not think she
was fooled. She'd seen it enough times: the deflation as the tension of keeping
up the fight, or the lie, or the act was given over. Still, she did not lower
her guard. Cleverer people than she had been tricked, and died because of it. Rory
found the wire cutters and freed Joan. Joan held the flashlight and Anna the
rifle while McCaskil bound his own hands and feet with more of the plastic
disposable cuffs Geoffrey found in his pack. Balthazar, the great golden bear,
sat on huge haunches, ancient eyes watching like a primitive god. The
sense of unreality was such Anna felt giddy and could not stop herself from
being flippant and cracking jokes. Tension still on but terror fading, the
others, with the exception of William McCaskil, caught her mood and the dark
between the trees took on a mad-tea-party feel. Checking
McCaskil's bonds, Anna had to force her discipline, school her mind to pay
attention to detail, to take seriously the business of catching and keeping a
felon. When
their makeshift camp had been made as safe as plastic ties could make it, Joan
righted McCaskil's stove and boiled water for hot drinks. Anna would have
traded her boots for a good dollop of brandy to give her tea backbone but was
grateful for the beverage even without it. Given
the homely activity of serving tea and cocoa, normalcy might have been expected
to return but for the fact that a huge bear sat among them, his dark eyes
following their puny movements, his pale golden belly round and Buddha-like
under paws the size of serving platters. We'll
talk, Anna said when the rushing of the stove was silenced and she'd once
again checked on McCaskil, cuffed and chained to a tree with the links that
usually served as Balthazar's lead. Your
name is not Mickleson-Nicholson, but Geoffrey Micou, isn't that right?
she asked. The
boy sat with his arms around his knees looking weary and relieved and terribly
sad. He wasn't as old as Rory, maybe fifteen. The silky brown hair was greasy,
flattened against his skull by a ball cap that Balthazar had gotten hold of and
was in the process of dismembering with delicate nips of his inch-long canines. I'm
Geoffrey Micou. I just—just made up that other name. Carl
G. Micou was your dad? Anna asked and he looked surprised. The line about
old age and treachery winning every time came to her mind. Geoffrey was at an
age where he could still believe each and every one of his thoughts was new,
unique to the world. He had yet to learn that all the stories have already been
told. What remains is to choose the story one likes best and live that. We
found your truck and trailer—your dad's truck— Anna explained. The
tags were registered in the name of Carl Micou. Oh.
Geoffrey sounded disappointed, magic losing its charm once the trick is
explained. That was what we used to move Balthazar. Dad had it made
over. I
know, Anna said. The ranger found omnivore food in it. She
didn't add that, until recently, they hadn't known it was omnivore food. It
served her purposes to appear omniscient. Besides, it was fun. He
fucking stole him. McCaskil dripped his acid into the circle. That
bear's mine. Joan
turned to him. In lieu of her traditional campfire candle, they had put
McCaskil's flashlight butt-down in their midst, needing the security of
watching their prisoner and, for Anna at least, the unending awe of watching
the bear. In the dim fallout, Joan's face was hard, its customary softness
hidden away from the man chained to the tree. Don't
talk, she said. We don't want to talk to you. We don't care what
you think or feel. Her voice was so devoid of humanity Anna was made
cold. McCaskil must have jumped way over onto Joan's bad side when he took a
shot at Rory. McCaskil
subsided. I
did steal him, Geoffrey said with a fond look at his monolithic
companion. Nobody should own a bear like Balthazar. He's not just a
thing. You're
my map boy, aren't you? Joan asked. Geoffrey
blinked a few times, long dark lashes settling like feathers below wide-set
hazel eyes. Then the sense of what she was asking came to him. Yes,
ma'am. I thought if I knew where the food was, I could take Balthazar there and
teach him to eat it. Reintroduce
him to the wild, Anna said, thinking of the looting of glacier lilies,
the mining of cutworm moths. Why the park? There're plenty of places in
Canada and Alaska. You
don't let anybody shoot them in the park, Geoffrey said simply. Ah.
The logic was indisputable. One does not take a friend to live where murderers
are waiting to take his life. Why
didn't you ask for help? Years of motherhood and carrying pain for
children ached in Joan's voice. You'd've
said no, Geoffrey answered. Everybody would have said no. Neither
Anna nor Joan was naive—or dishonest—enough to argue with him. The bear
belonged to somebody else. Geoffrey was a kid. He would have been blown off on
several accounts. That
bear's my property, McCaskil felt bound to pipe up. Reassured by the
company of others, safe from the bear and, in a strange way, safe within his
bonds from the responsibility for decision or action, William McCaskil was
recovering his equilibrium. Anna liked him better mute and cowering. Can't
have pets where you'll be living for the next fifty years, she said. Anna
guessed the bear really did belong to William McCaskil if it was legally
obtained as a cub. The brochure had listed the owners of Fetterman's Adventure
Trails as George and Suzanne Fetterman. McCaskil had been born to a woman named
Suzanne. Anna's bet was Fetterman was Suzanne's second husband, McCaskil's
stepfather. Hence the use of Fetterman as an alias. He'd have been grown when
Geoffrey was young but evidently visited Mom often enough to torment a little
boy and a little bear. McCaskil must have inherited Adventure Trails when old
man Fetterman died. The
thought process rippled quickly through Anna's mind. It could be verified
easily enough. At present she chose not to speak of it. She didn't wish to give
William McCaskil the right of anything. Mr.
McCaskil was going to sell Balthazar, Geoffrey said. I
found a home for him, a nice ranch in British Columbia where he would roam
free, McCaskil said virtuously. Boone
and Crockett, Anna snapped. Balthazar would have been shot as a
wild bear by some slob hunter for a trophy. What were they offering? A hundred
thousand? Two? That must've seemed a fortune to a small-time fraud like you. Or
could you get more because Balthazar would stand and roar on cue, add to the
drama? Even charge and attack without any real risk to the hunter. You're a son-of-a-bitch,
McCaskil. Be nice and shut up or you will be shot trying to escape. As a
rule, Anna refrained from abusing prisoners in her custody. The venom she
poured out on McCaskil was tied directly into the loss and outrage she felt
looking across the flashlight at the quiet miracle eating a red ball cap and
thinking of him destroyed for the sake of a little entertainment and bragging
rights. Mr.
McCaskil told me that's what he was going to do, Geoffrey said. He
said I could visit Balthazar's head after it was on somebody's wall. He said
that to me. That's when I took Balthazar. I wrote you from the road, he
told Joan. I've got a laptop and a cell phone back where my stuff's
at. Does
the bear—Balthazar—do whatever you say? Rory spoke for the first time.
Anna covered her mouth to hide her smile. The envy was heavy in Rory's voice.
What boy, what person of any age or gender, wouldn't want a
twelve-hundred-pound omnivore as friend and backup? Pretty
much, Geoffrey said. My dad was Mr. Fetterman's animal curator.
They got Balthazar when he was really tiny and I was about ten. We grew up
together and I helped Dad train him and we'd do shows together. People liked
seeing us, a bear and a little boy. After Dad died, Mr. Fetterman kept me on. I
lived in his wife's old sewing room—Mrs. Fetterman had been dead a year or so
before Dad went. I took over with Balthazar. He's a trained bear but he's not a
pet, he warned and Anna noted he shot her as severe a glance as he did
Rory. He's a wild animal. They've got their own rules and you can't go
around breaking them. Balthazar can't be scared or hurt or teased. He doesn't
understand it. That's why he hates Mr. McCaskil so much. When he smells him he
knows something bad is happening and he goes back to bear rules to save
himself. Fucking
menace, McCaskil growled. Balthazar
growled back and McCaskil shut up. How
do you tell him what to do? Rory asked. Lots
of ways. He responds to a few verbal commands. He'll sit down and play dead to
whistles. Some tricks he taught himself and just does them for fun when he's
happy. He likes to juggle—kind of play catch really—with pinecones. Sometimes
he just starts in to dance even when there's no music. I
guess I'll pay closer attention to bizarre bear management reports in the
future, Joan said, and Anna laughed. Geoffrey
went on, For the show, Dad taught him to growl and stand tall and charge
by different numbers of raps on pieces of wood. He picked the wood because the
noise was natural and it would seem more real. We
found one of your clacking sticks, Anna said. After the night you
and Balthazar tore up our camp. Geoffrey
looked away, fixing his eyes on the flashlight between them. I'm sorry
about that. I just wanted you to leave. Balthazar got into some kind of trap
thing. A tree with wire around. It took me fifteen minutes to get him to leave.
He'd got hold of a little thing that smelled like cherry candy up in the little
tree and wouldn't stop playing with it, I figured it was one of those traps
you'd told me about that day we met. I was afraid you'd find out somehow. Ah,
Joan said. And here I blamed the last team for hanging the love scent too
low. Who could know? She smiled. Geoffrey
continued with his story, I was trying to teach Balthazar to dig lilies
around there. We'd tried other places but there were other bears and they
scared him. I thought if we did that—you know, to your camp—you'd be scared
away. Joan
reached out. She must have thought better of touching Geoffrey because her hand
stopped partway. You can't scare away researchers by letting them know
there's a subject in the neighborhood, she said. I
didn't know that then. Joan
boiled more water. More hot drinks were made. Out of a sense of duty, Anna made
a cup of cocoa for McCaskil. When they'd settled again, she said to Geoffrey
Micou, Why don't you tell us about Balthazar killing that woman? Rory
gasped audibly. McCaskil laughed. They're going to shoot that killer
bear, he said. He'd've been better off with me. Maybe he'd've run
off and lived. Geoffrey covered his face with both hands, a gesture both
theatrical and genuine. Anna!
Joan scolded her for insensitivity. To Rory she said, Are you okay with this? Anna
had forgotten the dead woman was Rory's stepmother. Guilt nudged her but
curiosity was stronger and she didn't withdraw the request. I'm
okay with it, Rory said. Joan looked at him hard trying to see past
strange shadows and high school bravado. Apparently she was satisfied. The
woman who died was Rory's stepmother, she explained to Geoffrey. The
hands over the boy's face crawled up into his hair to become fists, strands of
brown spiking out between the fingers. Whatever Micou felt floated to the
surface where it could be easily seen by anyone with eyes. Perhaps growing up
brother to a bear had denied him humanity's greatest defensive weapon: the lie. I'm
sorry. I'm so sorry. The words squeezed out through a throat full of
tears. It's
okay, the older boy said. I've got my dad. Fleetingly
Anna wished Lester Van Slyke had been there to hear Rory say that. Not that
Lester deserved it. Realistically it would probably not be long before he
compromised his son's respect with another self-assassinating relationship. Go
on, Anna said. Go
ahead with your story, Joan repeated, with more gentleness and better
results. Balthazar
and me had done your camp to scare you away. I knew you'd gone off, he
said to Rory. When Balthazar smashed your tent it rolled like a
tumbleweed and we knew you weren't in it. That's why I let him play with it. We
wouldn't have hurt anybody. Anyway, afterward we were both wired and shaky and
ran back to the trail. I thought we should get a ways away before we hid out. We
couldn't be anywhere there were people when it got light. Hide out till you
guys left and we could come back for the lilies. The
lady was coming down the trail just as it was getting light and I dove for
cover and started whistling for Balthazar but he was up tall and sniffing and
growling like she was some big scary something. He's used to people. I've only
see him do that when— When
Mr. McCaskil is around? Anna asked. That's
right. He's scared of him. This
lady was wearing Bill McCaskil's coat, Anna said. She took it from
his tent before she started out that morning. Stupid
slut, McCaskil said. Watch
it, Anna retorted. That's
it then. Geoffrey turned to Balthazar. I was worried about
you, he told the bear. To the people waiting he said, This whole
thing has been stressful for Balthazar. I mean, I'd never been out of Florida
but Balthazar's never been anywhere. The other bears scare him. Deer scare him.
He almost ran off that cliff up by the army moth place. He's never been in a world
that had cliffs in its floor. I was afraid maybe it was too much for him He'd
been off his feed and some of his hair fell out. I thought maybe when he saw
that lady he had a nervous breakdown. You're okay, pal, he said to his
friend. She was just wearing Mr. McCaskil's coat. Balthazar
exonerated, he turned back to his human audience. She started taking
flash pictures, pop, pop, pop. He's used to pictures but I think in the low
light like that and him being already upset and all—I don't know, maybe it blinded
him or something. He started roaring and walking toward her on his hind legs. I
know by now Balth isn't himself and I'm out yelling and whistling like mad.
This lady keeps popping and getting closer and I'm yelling for her to stop and
Balth to stop and nobody's listening to me. Then Balth gets almost on top of
her and she pulls out a little can like that stuff you had. Geoffrey
nodded at Anna. She squirted him and he just went nuts—he swung and her
head snapped over. Way over. God. His
hands came down out of his hair where they'd been pulling at it during the
telling and covered his face again. The
riddle What was soft enough not to cut but could he swung with enough
force to sever a woman's spinal cord was answered. But
her face was cut off— Rory began. Geoffrey
started to cry, silently, the tears working their way through his fingers to
paint pale tracks in the grime on the back of his hands. Anna
quieted Rory with a gesture. Joan patted him on the knee to let him know she
didn't mean to be so abrupt. Balthazar's
claws left marks on her face, Anna said. Geoffrey
nodded. You'd've come looking for a killer bear. You'd've found us. For
a minute Anna sat sipping tea already grown cold. A fifteen-year-old boy
dragging the body into hiding then cutting away the flesh, probably with his
pocket knife, weeping as he wept now at the memory of it. She doubted Timmy
would have gone half the distance for Lassie. You
put the—ah—clawed pieces in a tree after. I
didn't want anybody to see or you'd know but I was afraid if I buried it
another bear might dig it up. You know, get a taste for it. Then get himself
into trouble. Geoffrey
recovered from the tears. Anna suspected his life at Fetterman's Adventure
Trails had had its share of life and death. He'd get over Carolyn's. He
scrubbed his face until the tears had been smeared around. You
took her water bottle and the film, Anna said. I can understand the
film, why the water? I
didn't mean to. It had fallen out of her pack on the trail. I found it after. I
didn't want to—to go back. So I took it. Then when I saw him— you, Rory—and I
knew you'd run off without anything. I left it by you to drink. You
took my sweatshirt, Rory said, sounding more honored than offended. I'm
sorry, Geoffrey said. My shirt had stuff on it. Blood. And I'd tore
it up to make a rope so I could hang the bag with the . . . you know. I
thought if hikers caught sight of me with no shirt they'd remember me. You
left me water, too, Anna said. Up on Cathedral Peak after Mr.
McCaskil here tried to kill me. Geoffrey
nodded. I'd read a person can live a long time without food but not
without water. I'm sorry about the bottle. Balthazar got to playing with it.
We'll buy you a new one. He
looked across the upward beam of light at Anna, his clear hazel eyes as old as
stone. What
will happen to Balthazar now? he asked. Nothing
bad, Anna promised. Hah.
McCaskil. Nothing
bad, she repeated. I swear that on the worthless life our
prisoner. 24 Anna
came to look back on that night with the odd dreaming reality with which she
remembered much of her childhood. A time when everything was new and hence
nothing was strange. Miracles were commonplace and, so, unremarkable. The
rules, not yet pounded into the fabric of the mind like great rusted nails,
were easily suspended. A
circus of arrest and rescue came to them the following morning,
masterfully planned and efficiently ringmastered by Chief Ranger Harry Ruick.
Buck was with him and Gary, both armed with Weatherby Magnum bolt-action
rifles—enough stopping power for a bear the size of Balthazar.
They'd need it if anything went haywire, Anna thought, because they'd have to
shoot through the person of Geoffrey Micou before they got to the shaggy body
of his brother. Anna turned over the thirty-ought-six McCaskil had donated. It
wouldn't stop a bear but would do a lot of damage. The
shortest route out was down McDonald Creek, the western half of a large loop
trail that started and ended at Packers Roost. Though her knee was bothering
her, she eschewed horseback and walked most of the way out. She wanted to be
near Balthazar. She found unending delight in the play of sun and shadow over
his fur, the lumbering grace of his walk, the sharp accents his long claws made
on his tracks in the dust. Because of the potential for problems, Harry closed
the trail to visitors, citing the uninteresting excuse of dead elk near it causing
a potential bear hazard. Balthazar's trailer and the pickup to pull it had been
taken out of impound and would be waiting at the end of the trail. At
Packers Roost the bear and the boy were separated. Balthazar was taken to a
holding pen loaned by a West Glacier entrepreneur who ran a Bear Country
attraction where tourists could see black bears. Bill
McCaskil was taken to the county jail to be held until formal charges and
setting bail were arranged for. With his list of aliases and a charge of
kidnapping researchers and attempting to murder a federal law enforcement
officer, he would probably await trial behind bars. Rory
agreed he had had enough of the DNA project and would be going home to Seattle
with his dad. Joan promised to clear everything up with Earthwatch. Geoffrey
Micou proved a bit of a problem. He was just turned sixteen, a minor and an
orphan. Mr. Fetterman had taken care of him after his father's death but he
hadn't bothered to make the boy go to school. Geoffrey dropped out in the
seventh grade. He was extremely bright and had taught himself a great deal but
was officially truant. Montana Child and Family Services were brought in.
Though Joan fought to keep him with her at least until his future was settled,
he had been spirited away. Anna
was left with the promise she had made that nothing bad would happen. For
three days she and Joan and Harry contacted zoos and research facilities. Grown
Alaskan grizzlies with Balthazar's peculiar history were not in demand. No one
wanted him. He could not survive on his own. Despite the goodwill surrounding
the magnificent beast, Anna became afraid the only solution would be a Final
Solution. Then the trust of a boy and a huge chunk of magic would be
ripped out of a world already short on both. Anna
flew out of Kalispell headed for Dallas knowing she had failed. Solving a
murder case, catching a felon—these things were necessary on some level but in
essence mundane. The world was not bettered by the knowledge that Carolyn Van
Slyke died by accident. Perhaps Florida's finances were marginally safer by the
removal of one con man from the premises, but there would be others to take his
place. At his core, William McCaskil was not a violent man, Anna believed. He
was a greedy immoral man pushed to violence by his own fears. The
thirty-ought-six he'd said he bought for self-defense. Anna figured he meant to
use it to threaten Geoffrey: 'Do as I say or the bear gets it.' Until Geoffrey
put Balthazar back into the transport trailer for him, McCaskil had nothing.
Whether or not, no longer panicked, he would have killed Geoffrey, Anna would
never know. She didn't think so. Geoffrey was no real threat to him without
Balthazar. Her
failure had been in the most important element of the crime: saving the
wonderful bear. Back
in Mississippi, she prayed to various gods known to have a soft spot for
animals and felt a fool and a hypocrite for doing so. She was surly to her
field rangers, avoided her boyfriend and was unmerciful to speeders. On
her fourth day back she received a Federal Express package from Joan. Anna had
been praying to the wrong gods. Help had come in the form of Glacier's former
superintendent, now serving in Yosemite. The park service is a small town.
Glacier's old superintendent was friends with the superintendent of
Canyonlands. Outside the park, near Moab, Utah, lived a man who trained most of
the large and dangerous animals Hollywood used in its movies. He would take
Balthazar. That was the good news. The great news was that he would take
Geoffrey Micou as well, as an apprentice. Hallelujah!
Anna said. The
package had come to the ranger station in Port Gibson, where she was stationed.
Unable to wait, she'd ripped it open in the outer office and read it standing
in the middle of the floor. Randy Thigpen, one of her field rangers with whom
having a lady Yankee boss did not sit well, was at his desk. What'd you
get? he demanded. The
bear's going to be okay. Randy knew the story and Anna didn't elaborate. Whoop-ti-doo,
he said. Anna's
good cheer was undaunted. And I got a present. A small package
wrapped in gold foil and marked A souvenir of your trip. Love, Joan
had been stuffed into the bottom of the cardboard envelope. With childish
impatience Anna tore it open. Inside was a glass vial filled with brown liquid
and moss-like matter. Balthazar and the date were penned on the
sticker pasted to the side. What
is it? Thigpen asked. Shit,
Anna said happily. I
guess just everybody loves you, Thigpen growled. Joan
had sent her a scat sample. After all, what were friends for? ALSO BY NEVADA BARR Deep South Liberty Falling Blind Descent Endangered Species Firestorm Ill Wind A Superior Death Track of the Cat Bittersweet Blood Lure
Nevada Barr This is a work of fiction.
Names, characters, places, and incidents either are the product of the author's
imagination or are used fictitiously, and any resemblance to actual persons,
living or dead, business establishments, events, or locales is entirely
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Cataloging-in-Publication Data. Barr, Nevada. Blood lure / Nevada Barr.
p. cm. ISBN 0-399-14702-0 1. Pigeon, Anna (Fictitious
character)—Fiction. 2. Glacier National Park (Mont.)—Fiction. 3. Women park
rangers—Fiction. 4. Montana—Fiction. I. Title. PS3552.A731284B64 2001 00-055352 813'.54—dc21 Printed in the United States
of America 10 9 H 7 6 5 4 3 2 1 Acknowledgments I needed a great deal of
help with this book, help that was generously given by the staff at
Waterton-Glacier National Peace Park. Special thanks must go to Dave Mihalic,
my guide and inspiration, Butch Farabee, my landlord and friend, and Kate
Kendall, who answered countless questions. Jack Potter, Steve Frye, Gary Moses
and Larry Fredrick, I am grateful for your time, wit and expertise. Fred Van
Horn, I thank for information; Barry Wollenzien and Ron Goldhirsch for showing
me the park routines. Thanks also to Joan and Geoffrey for the loan of their
auras, and Bob because he is Bob. Here at home I thank Dave
Wetzel of the Jackson Zoo for telling me about the care and feeding of grizzly
bears. FOR BOBBI, a gracious
and faithful friend 1 With
the exception of a nine-week-old Australian shepherd puppy, sniffing and
whining as if he'd discovered a treasure chest and sought a way inside,
everyone was politely pretending Anna didn't stink. Under
the tutelage of Joan Rand, the biologist overseeing Glacier's groundbreaking
bear DNA project, Anna had spent the morning in an activity so vile even
garbage men had given her wide berth, holding their noses in awe. Near
Glacier National Park's sewage processing plant, behind an eight-foot
chain-link fence sporting two electrified wires, and further protected in an
aluminum shed the size of an old two-holer outhouse wrapped in six more strands
of electrical fencing, lay the delights the excited black and white pup whiffed:
two fifty-gallon drums filled with equal parts cows' blood and fish flotsam,
heated and left to steep for two and a half months in what was referred to as
the brew shed. Joan,
apparently born without a gag reflex, had cheerfully taught Anna how to strain
fish bits out with one hand while ladling red-black liquid into one-liter
plastic bottles with the other. Fingers
work best, Rand had said. Pure research; the glamour never
stops. With that, she had flashed Anna small, crooked, very white teeth
in a grin that, in other circumstances, might have been contagious. Standing
now in the offices of the science lab, the puppy beginning to lick her boot
laces, Anna was glad she'd not succumbed to the temptation to smile back. Had
she done so, her teeth would probably be permeated with a god-awful stench that
could only be described as eau decarrion, the quintessential odor of
Death on a bender, the Devil's vomit. It
wears off. A kindly woman with shoulder-length brown hair looked up from
a computer console as if Anna's thoughts had been broadcast along with her
smell. It just takes awhile. Have you worked with the skunk lures
yet? That's
for dessert, Anna replied grimly, and the woman laughed. That's
the lure of choice. Joan says they roll and play in it like overgrown dogs.
That lure is so stinky you've got to pack it in glass jars. Goes right through
plastic. Anna
thought about the blood lure, the skunk. Both had been painstakingly
researched, other scents tried and discarded, till those most irresistible to
grizzly bears had been found. And she was going to be carrying these scents on
her back into the heart of bear country in Montana's side of the Waterton-Glacier
International Peace Park, nothing between her and the largest omnivores in the
lower forty-eight but a can of pepper spray. The
puppy woofed and put portentously large paws on her shins, his black-fringed
tail describing short, fat arcs. You want to roll in me, don't you?
Anna asked. He barked again and she quashed an urge to pick him up, defile his
soft new fur with her tainted hands. Turning away from the importuning brown
eyes, she studied the color photocopies of Ursus horribilis thumbtacked
to a long bulletin board situated over a conference table: the muscular hump
between the shoulders developed, it was thought, to aid in the main function of
the four-inch claws—digging. Fur was brown, tipped or grizzled with silver,
earning the bear its name. Mars were rounded, plump, teddy-bear ears; teeth
less sanguine, the canines an inch or so in length, well suited to their
feeding habits. Grizzly bears ate carrion, plants, ground squirrels, insects
and, sometimes, people. Anna
thought about that. Thought about the olfactory enticements she would carry,
handle, sleep beside at night. Stepping
closer, she studied the pictures of massive heads, long jaws, paws that could
topple a strong man, claws that could disembowel with case, and she felt no
fear. Members
of the bear team, who monitored bear activities in the park and settled
bear/visitor disputes, and the Glacier rangers routinely lamented the fact that
the American people were such idiots they thought of these wildest of animals
as big cuddly pets. One man had been stopped in the act of smearing ice cream
on his five-year-old son's cheek in hopes of photographing a bear licking it
off. Anna
was too well versed in the critter sciences to believe the animals harmless.
She fell into a second and equally dangerous subspecies of idiot: those who
felt a spiritual connection with the wild beasts, be they winged, furred or
toothed. A sense that they would recognize in her a kindred spirit and do her
no harm nullified a necessary and healthful terror of being torn apart and
devoured. This delusion didn't extend to the lions of Africa. One couldn't
expect them not to eat an overseas tourist; everybody enjoys an exotic dish now
and again. But American lions, American bears . . . She
laughed aloud at herself. Fortunately she wasn't fool enough to put
interspecies camaraderie to the test and never would she admit any of this to
anyone. Least of all Joan Rand, her keeper, trainer and companion for the
nineteen days that she was cross-training on the Greater Glacier Bear DNA
Project, gleaning knowledge that could be put to use to better manage wildlife
in her home park, the Natchez Trace Parkway in Mississippi. Ah,
my stinky little friend, your vacation package is ready, Joan said as she
emerged from an inner sanctum. Rand was American by birth, French-Canadian by
proximity, and she sounded precisely like Pepe Le Pew, the cartoon Parisian
skunk, when she chose to. Anna laughed. Joan would remember Pepe. She was near
Anna in years, somewhere in that fertile valley of middle age between
forty-five and fifty-five. Anna
had liked Joan right off. Rand was on the short side—five-foot-two—and stocky,
with the narrow shoulders of a person who couldn't carry much weight and the
solid butt and thighs of somebody who could hike a Marine drill sergeant into
the ground. Anna
liked the quickness of her mind and the gravelly quality of her voice. She
liked her humor. But in the two days they'd lived and worked together, she'd
not felt an ease of companionship. It seemed she was always looking for
something to say. Mostly silences were filled with work. Those that weren't had
yet to become comfortable, but Anna had hopes. The
bear researcher dropped the skunk accent, adjusted her oversized glasses and
said, Take a seat. This is Rory Van Slyke. He's our Earthwatch sherpa,
general dogsbody and has promised, should a bear attack, to offer up his firm
young flesh so that you and I might live to continue our important work. Rory,
the individual to whom Joan referred, smiled shyly. In her years with the
National Park Service Anna had only had occasion to cross paths with the
Earthwatch organization once before. Some years back, when she was a boat
patrol ranger on Isle Royale National Park in Lake Superior, Earthwatch—an
independent environmental organization funded by donations and staffed by
volunteers—had been working on a moose study with the National Park Service.
They had the unenviable task of hiking cross-country through the ruggedest
terrain of a rugged park seeking out dead and rotting moose, counting the ticks
on the carcasses, then packing out the really choice parts for further study.
They did this not merely voluntarily, they paid for the privilege, suggesting
that the altruism gene was not a myth. All of the Earthwatchers she'd met,
including Rory Van Slyke, were young. Probably because the work they did would
kill a grown-up. How
you do? Anna said mechanically. Well,
thank you. And yourself? A
long time had passed since anybody had bothered to finish the old-fashioned
greeting formula. Evidently Rory had been raised right—or strictly. Fine,
she managed. The boy—young man—had a light, high voice that sounded as if it
had yet to change, though he was clearly years past puberty. He didn't look
substantial enough to be much of a sherpa, but as bear bait, he'd do just fine:
slight build, tender-looking skin, coarse sandy hair and dark blue eyes fringed
with lashes so pale as to be virtually invisible. Here's
the plan. Joan spread a topographical map on the table in front of Anna,
then leaned over her shoulder to point. She, too, stank to high heaven. It was
good to be a member of a group. We've
gridded the park into cells eight kilometers on a side, Joan said as she
dropped a transparent plastic overlay on the topographical map, aligning it
with coordinates she carried in her head. Each cell is numbered. In every
square—every cell—we've put a hair trap. This is not to trap the bear in toto
but merely designed to ensure visiting bears leave behind samples of their hair
for the study. Traps are located, near as we can make them, on the natural
travel routes of the bears: mountain passes, the confluence of avalanche
chutes, that sort of thing. So we're talking some serious off-trail hiking
here, bushwhacking at its whackingest. These asterisks, she poked a blunt
brown forefinger at marks made by felt marker on the overlay, are where
the last round of traps are located. They've been in place two weeks. The three
of us will take five of the cells: numbers three-thirty-one, twenty-three,
fifty-two, fifty-three and sixty-four. Here, on the central and west side of
Flattop Mountain. What we'll be doing is going into the old traps, collecting
the hair, dismantling the traps and setting them up in the new locations,
here. She put another plastic overlay on top of the first, and a second
set of asterisks appeared. Or as close to these respective 'heres' as we
can get. Mapping locations out on paper in the cozy confines of the office has
very little relationship to where you can actually put them when you get out
into the rocky, cliffy, shrubby old backcountry. Once
the trap wire is strung, we pour the elixir of the gods—that's this
blood-and-fish-guts perfume you are pretending not to notice on us, Rory—into
our new trap and leave for another couple of weeks. While wandering around up
there we'll also cover the Flattop Mountain Trail from below Fifty Mountain
Camp to the middle of the Waterton Valley and the West Flattop Mountain Trail
from the continental divide to Dixon Glacier. Bears are like us: they like to
take the easy way when they can. So we've located and marked a number of trees
along the trail system that they are particularly fond of scratching their
backs on. We'll collect hair samples from these, as well as any samples of scat
we happen across. The
lecture was for Rory. Anna had heard it before when Joan and her boss, Kate,
explained the daunting task of data gathering for the DNA project, the
inspiration of Kate Kendall, a researcher working jointly with the USGS—the
United States Geographical Survey—and the NPS. From the hair and scat
collected, the DNA of individual bears would be extracted. Modern techniques
used by the lab at the University of Idaho would establish gender, species and
individual identification of the animals sampled. With this information, it was
hoped an accurate census of the bears could be established, as well as
population trends, travel routes and patterns. This trapping system had been
designed to give every single bear at Glacier an opportunity to be counted. We'll
be out five days, Joan finished. Leaving tomorrow at the crack of
dawn. No
one spoke for a moment, the three of them gazing at the map as if at any moment
it would begin to divulge its secrets. Hey,
Joan said, breaking the silence. Maybe we'll see your folks, Rory. The
young man whuffed, a small expulsion of air through the nostrils that spoke
volumes, none of them good, about how he viewed the proximity of his parents.
Anna looked at him from the corner of her eye. Down was gone from his cheek,
recently replaced by a beard so fair it glistened rather than shadowed at the
end of the day. He was seventeen or eighteen at a guess. Very possibly on his
first great away-from-home adventure. And Mom and Dad found a way to horn in. Just
to see if any of her surmises were in the ballpark, Anna said, How so
your folks? and prepared to listen with an expression that would pass for
innocent with the unwary. Mom
and Dad are camping at Fifty Mountain Camp for a week. Mom got this sudden urge
to get back to nature. Quite
a coincidence, Anna needled, to see what kind of response she could scare
up. No sense smelling stinky if one couldn't be a stinker. Mom's
kind of ..., Rory's voice trailed off. Anna didn't detect any malice,
just annoyance. Kind of into the family thing. Sort of 'happy campers all
together.' She knows I won't see a lot of her, if at all. She can always amuse
herself. And of course Les had to come if she came. Now
there was malice. A pretty hefty dose of it for a lad so green in years. Les?
Anna prodded because it was in her nature to do so. My
dad. Carolyn's my stepmother. Had
Anna for some unfathomable reason chosen to go forth and populate the earth with
offspring of her own, it would have cut her to the heart to hear herself
mentioned in the tones Rory used when speaking of his dad. The kinder notes,
poured out upon the stepparent, would have been just so much salt in the wound. I
doubt we'll even see them from a distance, Joan said. This
itsy-bitsy chunk of map I've been pointing at represents a whole lot of
territory when you're covering it on foot. There was a
slamming-the-iron-door quality to her dismissal of the domestic issue that made
Anna suspect her of being a mother in her other life. If she had another life.
In the forty-eight hours Anna had known her, Rand had worked like a woman
buying off a blackmailer. It wasn't that she lacked humor or zest, but that she
pushed herself as if her sense of security was held hostage and only hard work
could buy it back. A
classic workaholic. Anna's
sister, Molly, had been one until she'd nearly died; then, at the ripe age of
fifty-five, fallen in love for maybe the first time. Molly was a psychiatrist.
She could tell Joan that no amount of work would suffice. But if Joan was a
true workaholic, she wouldn't have time to listen. Personally,
Anna loved workaholics. Especially when they worked for her. In a sense those
laboring to save one square inch of wilderness, rescue one caddis fly larva
from pollutants, were in the deepest sense public servants. And maybe, if the
gods took pity and the public woke up, these rescuers would save the world, one
species, one coral reef, one watershed at a time. Anna'd
organized a backpack so often it took her no more time than a veteran airline
pilot packing for a four-day trip. The five liters of blood and guts were
secured in a hard plastic Pelican case. Rory would carry that. Anna and Joan
split the rest of the equipment between them: fencing staples and hammers,
vials of ethanol for scat samples, envelopes for hair, a trap log to record the
salient facts of the sites, like where, precisely, in the two million acres of
Glacier each four-hundred-square-foot trap was located so the next round of
researchers could find it. The skunk lures, five in all, weighed next to
nothing. Wool, permeated with the scent purchased from a hunting catalogue, was
stuffed in film canisters and stowed in a glass jar. That went in Anna's pack.
In under two hours everything was arranged to Joan's satisfaction. The
women spent the remainder of the evening at a scarred oak table in Joan's
dining area going over BIMS—bear incident management systems reports. Joan
lived in park housing and Anna felt peculiarly at home. There was a sameness to
the quarters that engendered a bizarre dreamlike deja vu. It
wasn't merely the prevalence of the Mission '66 ranch-style floor plans: three
bedrooms, L-shaped living area and long narrow kitchen circa 1966, the last
time the NPS had gotten major funding for employee housing. It was the decor.
Rangers, researchers and naturalists, from seasonal to superintendent, could be
counted on to have park posters on the walls, a kachina or two on the shelves,
Navajo rugs over the industrial-strength carpeting and an assortment of
mismatched unbreakable plastic dishes in the kitchen. The
predictability of the surroundings had dulled Anna's natural curiosity.
Remembering now her suspicion as to her hostess's family leanings, she took off
the drugstore half-glasses she'd finally admitted to needing for close work and
looked around the compact living area. On
top of the television, between a Kokopelli doll standing on an o/o de Dios
and the skull of some large canid, were framed school portraits of two boys,
either fraternal twins or very close in age. Both were stunningly beautiful, a
pedophile's dream-come-true. Thinking
of the children in those terms brought Anna up short. Dark thoughts, dire
predictions, a view of the world as a dangerous and dirty place was an
occupational hazard of those in law enforcement—even park rangers, whose days
were spent in beautiful places populated by largely benevolent if occasionally
misguided vacationers. Her
promotion to district ranger on the Natchez Trace Parkway was taking its toll.
The Trace was a road, hence Anna was a cop. Asphalt could be relied on to be a
conduit for crime. The
boys in the picture frames: not potential victims but future promise made
flesh. Attitude screwed around the right way, Anna asked, Arc those your
sons? Luke
and John, Joan said. Good
apostolic names. Anna smiled. What happened to Matthew and Mark? Stillborn. Anna's
brain skidded to a halt; a feeble jest had struck the jugular.
Shit, she said sincerely. Yup. Silence
settled around them, oddly comfortable this time, more so given this silence's
root. John
graduates high school this year. Luke's a junior. I got pregnant while nursing.
Another old wives' tale bites the dust. They live with their dad in
Denver. There
was no need for elaboration. The park service, though sublime in many respects,
was hell on marriages. Anna was all too familiar with the forlorn photographs
of shattered families. Accompanied
by an alarming creaking noise that she hoped was the ladder-backed chair and
not Joan's sacroiliac, the researcher rose. She crossed to the television,
returned with the pictures and set them down amid the BIMS reports and scat
sample tubes. They're
good-looking boys, Anna said, to make up for her evil pedophiliac
thoughts. Their
dad was a virtual Adonis. Still is. Still knows it. Still drives the little
girls wild. Another
chapter in the same old story. Ah,
Anna said. If
I ever marry again, it'll be to a rich old hunchback with bad teeth. Picking
up a frame, Anna studied the photo simply because she thought Joan had brought
the pictures that they might be pored over and admired. John? Luke.
Though he's younger, he's the bigger boy. Around
the eyes—brown and, because of a slight down-turn at the outer corners,
sad-looking—Luke resembled his mother. In all else he had followed along the
Adonis lines. Looks a little like Rory Van Slyke, Anna said.
Looks wasn't quite the right word. The two boys did have a surface
resemblance, but it was the eyes that made them so alike, a depth of vision
that boys shouldn't have. As if, during what should have been carefree
childhood years, they had seen enough of life to become weary. I
noticed that, Joan said. Wistfulness
permeated the words. Joan missed her sons, maybe picked the Van Slyke boy from
the Earthwatch litter because he reminded her of Luke. Evidently Joan heard her
own vulnerability and was shamed by it. At any rate, the moment of intimacy was
over. BIMS,
she said overbrightly. Never a dull moment. Let me read you one.
The forms had been made up in an attempt to keep a record of every bear
sighting in the park. They were filled out by visitors and park personnel alike
to gather information on the activities and whereabouts of the grizzlies and
their less alarming cousins, the black bears. Each form had places for writing
the location of sighting, date, time, observer, color of bear, observer's
activity and, the most entertaining if not always the most illuminating, the
comments section where the activities of the bear were described. Joan
shuffled through her pile of BIMS and, Anna noted, in the process managed to
turn the photos of her sons so they faced away. Here it is. Listen to
this. 'Big bear. Major, mondo, hippo of a bear. Thousand to twelve hundred
pounds.' Too
big? By
half. In Glacier, grizzlies don't reach the size they do in Alaska, where they
have access to all that salmon protein. Here an average male weighs in at
three-fifty or four hundred pounds, the females a little less. We get a lot of
exaggerated reports. I can't say as I blame folks. When you see a bear and
you're all alone in the big bad woods, they do have a tendency to double in
size. Joan's
jocularity was forced. Equilibrium was not yet reestablished. The ghosts of
Matthew, Mark, Luke and John still hovered over the scat bottles, Anna wondered
whether the situation with the boys was intense or if it was just Joan. I
got a good one, she offered in the spirit of denial. She paged back till
she located a form filled out in lavender ballpoint. August fifth. No
location. No time. No observer name. Species: grizzly. Age: twenty-six. Color:
blond—don't know if this means the bear was twenty-six and blond, or the
observer was. Blond
for our bears is rare. That's
not the rare part. This is. Anna read aloud from the Comments
box. 'Bear activity: juggling what looked like a hedgehog. Observer
activity: standing amazed.' Joan
laughed and the air was clear again. Tales of visitor silliness could always be
counted on to bring back a sense of normalcy to park life. Reports like
that reassure me that Timothy Leary's alive and well and doing drugs with
Elvis, the researcher said. After
ten o'clock, in Joan's spare room furnished, as was every spare room in every
park service house Anna had ever slept in, with peculiar oddments of furniture
heavily representing the 1950s and Wal-Mart, and a closet full of backpacks,
coats and sleeping bags good to ten below zero, Anna lay awake. Her book, an
old well-read copy of The Wind Chill Factor, was open on her chest.
Seeing the shapes of animals in the water stains on the ceiling as she used to
do as a child, she contemplated the upcoming backcountry trip. Months
had passed since she'd done anything more strenuous than sit on her posterior
in an air-conditioned patrol car. The most weight she'd lifted with any
regularity was a citation book and government-issue pen. In desperation, she'd
joined an aerobics class at the Baptist Healthplex in Clinton, Mississippi, but
she'd only gone twice. One of the requirements for inclusion in this
cross-training venture had been the ability to carry a fifty-pound pack. Anna
hadn't lied. She could carry fifty pounds. Just how far remained to be seen. She
hoped she wouldn't slow everybody down. She hoped Joan wouldn't have Rory Van
Slyke unwittingly bearing, along with the blood of sacrificial cows, the
burden of stillborn apostles because of an uncanny likeness to long-absent
sons. She
hoped she'd see some grizzly bear cubs. And
that the cubs' momma wouldn't see her. 2 Because
Joan Rand was a small woman with a great brain, their packs weighed
closer to forty than fifty pounds, a fact Anna knew she would be increasingly
grateful for as the day wore on. The first three miles of the twelve-mile hike
were fairly straight and level. The second three ascended twenty-five hundred
feet in steep switchbacks. Rory's pack was somewhat heavier as befitted the
younger, stronger, taller and, more to the point, junior member of the team.
Twenty-five hundred feet was the ascent Anna'd used to climb twice a week from
the ranger station in Guadalupe Mountains National Park to the high country.
She'd been younger, stronger and taller herself in those days and still it was
a bitch of a climb. A
member of the bear team assigned to handle bears that clashed with visitors
gave them a lift partway up the famous Going to the Sun Road that cut through
some of the most scenic country in the park, a road made in the 1920s and '30s,
when labor was cheap and so was wilderness. He dropped them off at Packers
Roost, a horse and hiker staging area at the bottom of Flattop Mountain. Unlike
some of the parks Anna'd worked, Glacier was a pristine rather than a
rehabilitated wilderness. Most of the land had never been logged, mined or
grazed. The trees were old growth, the land scarred only by the natural
phenomena of fire, flood and avalanche. An unusual departure from this purity
was the old fire road they followed to the beginning of the ascent. Because
it had once been cut clear of trees then left to heal, it had a fairy-tale
quality. A wide swath of delicate green moss grew in from the road's edges to a
narrow trail kept barren by foot traffic. This living carpet was starred with
tiny white star-shaped flowers. Overhead, feathery branches of fir and cedar
closed out the sun. A tenuous heady perfume, found only in the mountains of the
west, scented the air. With each breath, Anna was transported. As she walked
she enjoyed flashbacks to the southern Cascades at Lassen Volcanic and to the
tip of the Rocky Mountains in Durango before they let go their alpine greenery
and flowed into the red mesas of New Mexico. Those
native to Montana had been complaining of an uncharacteristic heat wave that
was pushing temperatures into the eighties, but Anna, having so recently fled a
Mississippi August, reveled in the cool and the shade. Joan
went first, followed by Rory. Anna took up the rear. Over the years she'd found
by slowing down and dropping back a little, she could slip free of the chatter
zone and enjoy the solitude of the hike. And, here, the silence. Nothing
stirred. No birds fussed above or scratched in needles and leaves. Insects
didn't buzz. Squirrels and chipmunks didn't clatter through the treetops
scolding her for trespassing. She wondered if the western forests had always
been so preternaturally quiet, or if her ears had merely become accustomed to
the ongoing concert of life that played in the woodlands of the deep South. Or
perhaps there was a great toothy predator that had momentarily struck dumb the
lesser beasts of the forest. Anna
waited for a titillating frisson of fear to follow the thought, but it didn't.
Fire ants: now they put the fear of God into her. Not grizzlies. Rory, she
could tell, was not so sanguine. On the ride up, the bear-team guy had regaled
them with the story of an attack he'd worked on two summers before. Three
hikers had been mauled in the Middle Fork area—the southern edge of the park. Joan,
kindly disposed to the damaged hikers but clearly protective of the accused
bear, had given her take on the events. Once or twice a year a bear mauled a
visitor. Usually the person was not killed. Grizzlies, Joan told them, did not
customarily attack with the idea of eating one. Grizzlies kept their cubs with
them two or even three years. With the exception of humans and the great apes,
they were the animals who spent the most time educating their young. They
taught them how to survive, where to find springs in dry years, what plants to
eat and where they grew. A female grizzly didn't bear offspring until she was six
and would only have five to ten cubs in her lifetime. This made her extremely
protective of them. When she perceived a threat, whether another bear or a
hiker, her goal was not to eat it but to teach it the meaning of fear. Seldom
would she charge a group of four or more people. The threat to her and hers was
perceived as too great to overcome and she would run away. That was why the
park suggested backpackers never hike alone. The
bear under discussion had been surprised by two hikers, charged them, mauled
them— Couldn't be too bad, Joan said, they walked
out —then fled up the trail and smack into unfortunate hiker number three. Nobody
died, Joan pointed out. If the bear wanted them dead, they'd be
dead. If the bear wanted to eat them, they'd be dragged off and eaten, their
remains cached in a shallow hole and covered over for later. Ergo, the
bear did not want to kill them. Ergo, the bear did not want to eat them. From
the look on Rory's face, all he'd heard was kill them and eat them.
Since they'd been on the trail he'd been peering into the woods like a man
being stalked. If
a bear had been watching or following, there was no doubt in Anna's mind that
they'd never know it was there. Because Glacier was blessed with a heavy
snowpack in winter and afternoon rains throughout the short summer, it lacked
the open, cathedral aspect of the woods on the eastern slope of the Sierra or
the southern tip of the Cascades. In Glacier, the forest floor was thick with
dead and down trees, never burned, never logged, fallen in places as thick as
pick-up sticks in the child's game. Fern, huckleberry, bearberry, service
berry, the shoulder-high broad-leafed thimbleberry, and a plethora of plants
Anna couldn't put a name to, tangled in the cross-hatching of rotting timber. A
bear wanting to hide would do so. Following
her thoughts into the woods, she realized for the first time what an arduous task
it was going to be fighting through the underbrush off-trail to service and
reset the traps. Selfishly, she was glad they were covering the high country.
Some of it would be above tree line. A good chunk was encompassed by the burn
left from the 1998 fire. The going was bound to be somewhat easier. Lost
in thought, she rounded a bend in the trail and nearly walked on the heels of
Rory Van Slyke. Next to never hike alone on the rangers' list of
safe behavior in bear country was stay alert. So far Anna was
oh-for-two. Here's
one, Joan was saying when Anna bumbled into the meeting. This is
one of the hair trees we've marked. This yellow diamond is what you'll be
looking for. She pointed to a piece of reflective plastic that had been
nailed to the tree about as high as the average person could reach with a
hammer. We
also number them to be sure we know exactly which samples came from which tree.
The numbers are behind the trunk at the bottom. We want to notice these trees
but we don't want to advertise them to every hiker down the pike. What's
the barbed wire for? Rory asked at the same time Anna noticed segments
had been stapled to the bark in an uneven, widespread pattern. That
scratches them a little deeper is all. Pulls out some of the under-fur that's
more likely to have a little bit of tissue clinging to it so that we can more
easily get a DNA sample. Doesn't
that make them mad? Rory's concern at an enraged grizzly in the
neighborhood was clear on his face. No,
Joan reassured him. They like it. We didn't know if they would or if they
would abandon the wired trees. But they seem to actually prefer them. See the
tracks? Worn
into the moss from the paws of many bears following the same path from the
rubbing tree to the trail were two prints made larger by repeated use. Cool,
huh? Anna
agreed it was cool. Rory
asked, Does pepper spray really work? It's
the same stuff we use in law enforcement, Anna told him. It's made
from the essence of red-hot peppers. I guess it would work on bears. Unless
they've developed a taste for Mexican food. Then I think it would only serve to
whet their appetites. Joan
shot her a look that was not without humor but made it clear that tormenting
Rory was not an acceptable form of entertainment. We're not going to get
ourselves into a situation where we have to find out, Joan said firmly. Rory,
you're an exception to the rule. Most boys love bears. I actually get fan mail
because I am the Bear Lady at Glacier. Joan's voice was pleasant as ever,
but it was clear that in harboring fear of bears, Rory had impugned them and
the researcher's feelings were hurt. One boy e-mails me every couple of
days. He's drawing a map and has to know where the bears go to eat at any given
time. I
like bears, Rory said defensively. You
will, Joan promised. They
would certainly like you, Anna said ominously. To
distract the children from their squabbles, Joan made the mistake of
introducing Anna to huckleberries. Arm in arm with thimbleberries and
bearberries, they grew wild over much of the park. In late summer and fall,
when they were at their peak, they were the favored food of bears, both black
and grizzly. They consumed them by the ton as they stored up as much sugar and
fat as they could for a long winter spent curled in dens at the higher
elevations. For
the next mile or so, Anna played catch-up, foraging for the delicious dark
purple berries then trotting to catch up, pack slamming down on hip and knee
joints that weren't nearly so forgiving as they once had been. Joan
couldn't resist a few berries herself but took her responsibilities to her job
more seriously than those to her immortal berry-loving soul. The
Van Slyke kid had gone about his berrying with zeal till Anna gave into the
temptation to muse aloud as to whether bears would find huckleberry breath an
irresistible enticement. For that she earned an exasperated look from Joan Rand
and Rory's share of the berries. When
they crossed Kipp Creek, glittering over stones of vivid red, green and
gold—not the murky, brown, cottonmouth creeks that prevailed in Anna's new home
in the south—interest in berries gave way to interest in breathing. Unbeknownst
to him, Rory got some of his own back. He was stronger than he looked. And
younger than some of Anna's towels. On the climb, much of it on an exposed
southwest-facing mountainside, the sun proved its strength. After a mile Anna
was hurting. Sweat poured into her eyes. Lungs pumped and burned. Breath sawed
through a mouth dry from hanging open gasping for air like a landed trout. Periodically
Joan called a rest stop in the shade offered by the occasional towering white
pine. For this Anna could have kissed her feet had she not known that if she
did so, she'd never get up again. During these brief respites, Anna swatted deerflies
obsessed with the backs of her thighs and split her concentration between
enjoying the view and hiding her physical weakness from her compatriots. From
their ever-higher vantage points they could see seven mountains. Four, along
the Continental Divide, formed a wall encircling them from west to east.
Mountains, not green but blue, were still streaked with snow at the summits,
and long mares' tails of water cascaded over the rocky faces in tumbles and
falls tracing through stone and forest for thousands of feet. The
canyon they labored so hard to climb out of was no exception. A ribbon of white
water, now falls, now rapids, now fishing holes, appeared and disappeared as
the mountain's magic act unfolded. Between
sweating, faking fitness, and mentally promising Amy, her aerobics teacher back
home, that she would attend classes religiously if she survived this hike, Anna
was dimly aware they pushed through an array of wildflowers that she should be
appreciating. By
noon they reached the top. Sheered off by glacial movement, Flattop was a
peculiarity among its steep-sided neighbors. To the east, the argillite cliffs
of Mount Kipp in the Lewis Range rose over alpine meadows. Six miles north, the
planed top of Flattop Mountain dropped away, wrinkling down into the Waterton
River Valley and on to Canada. Once
on Flattop they left the comforts of the trail and struck west through the
burn, heading toward Trapper Peak. Between Flattop and Trapper's imposing
flanks was a deep cut, much like the one they'd followed during their ascent,
where Continental Creek carved its way down three thousand feet to McDonald
Creek to empty its glacial melt. The first of the hair traps was located in a
small avalanche chute above the gorge, a place made as attractive as its
grander competition by several springs that ran even in the driest years. The
fire of 1998 had burned slowly and exceedingly fine, consuming everything in
its path. Blue-black snags clawed at the sky. Without shade, without greenery
or moisture, the sun weighed as heavily on Anna's back as her pack. With every
step, cinders crunched under her boots. Black dust boiled up to stick in the
sweat and DEET sprayed on her legs. Despite the insecticide, horseflies,
deerflies and mosquitoes followed. With only a brief window of opportunity in
which to slake their thirst, they were fearless. Despite
the ash and grit, she blessed the fire that had torched ten thousand acres of
America's crown jewel, taxed the Glacier superindent's courage, not to mention
the Waterton superintendent's faith in the good sense of the U.S.
superintendent as he watched the NPS let burn policy crackle toward
the Canadian half of Waterton-Glacier International Peace Park.
Waterton-Glacier was a unique and highly successful experiment. The only park
of its kind, one half was in Canada, the other in the United States, with major
environmental decisions and park regulations worked out jointly between the two
countries. The
Canadian superintendent was less optimistic than the American superintendent
when it came to letting nature burn where she would, but Glacier's
superintendent stood firm. The fire had been left to burn itself out and Anna
was glad. She was no great devotee of trees; they blocked one's view of the
forest. And fire cleaned out the deadwood, exposed the soil to light and air,
making possible the riot of life that followed fire's necessary cleansing and
renewal. Against
the scorched earth, with the liquid gold of the lowering sun, a carpet of
glacier lilies glowed with an electric green so intense she could remember
seeing it only in the altered states of consciousness of the late sixties and
the paintings of Andy Warhol. Glacier
lilies were fragile yellow blooms, smaller than a half-dollar, that hung
pointed and curling petals in graceful skirts around red stamens heavy with
pollen. Their leaves grew from the base, sharpened green blades as tall as the
blooms. Under this glamorous show, according to Joan, they hid bulbs rich in
starch. The bulbs were routinely dug by the grizzlies in late summer and early
fall as they followed the huckleberries into the higher elevations. At the
height of the season great swatches would be dug up, leaving areas that looked
as if they'd been rototilled. This
year, the flowers were spectacular. Glacier had gotten nearly twice its normal
snowfall. Snows hadn't melted above six thousand feet until July. Spring,
summer and fall were happening simultaneously as plants, so lately released
from their winter sleep, rushed through the stages of life to reseed before the
first cold nights in September. Hey,
Joan said, we've got company. Anna
dragged her eyes up from where they frolicked in fields of green and gold. On
a low ridge to the north, black as everything was black from a fire that had
burned hot, fast and to the bone, stood a lone hiker. Behind him was a wall of
exposed stone, probably once fawn-colored but now the gray-brown of rotting
teeth where the rains had imperfectly washed it free of soot and char. It
wasn't against park rules to hike off trail. Or camp off trail for that matter,
though that required a special permit. It was unusual. For a man alone it was
also foolish. Bears were the least of the dangers of hiking by oneself in the
backcountry. The greatest were carelessness and stupidity. A slip, a fall, a
badly sprained ankle or shattered kneecap, and one could die of exposure or
thirst before anybody thought to begin a search. Rory,
sensing a social—and so, static—occasion, was quick to drop his pack and dig
out his water bottle, a state-of-the-art model with the filter built in. Anna
allowed herself a fleeting moment of envy. Hello,
Joan called cheerily, because she was that kind of person. A
happy hello from a small middle-aged lady was scarcely the stuff of
nightmares, but even at twenty yards, Anna could swear she saw the hiker
flinch, cast a glance over his shoulder as if deciding whether or not to make a
run for it. Like a hound that hears the clarion call, fatigue fell away and
Anna's mind grew sharp. Wonder
what in hell he's been up to. She wasn't aware she'd spoken out loud till
she noticed Joan and Rory staring at her. What? she demanded. Joan
just chuckled. Few people chuckled anymore, that low burbling sound free of
cynicism or judgement that ran under the surface of mirth. Anna's
attention went back to the hiker. He was walking toward them.
Reluctantly, she thought. This time she kept her suspicious nature under wraps.
At first she'd resented the heightened awareness that law enforcement duties
forced upon her. But somewhere along the line she'd come to enjoy it, as if
looking for trouble was a desirable end in itself. The
interloper was in his teens at a guess, though maybe older. His beard was
nonexistent, but an accumulation of grime aged him around the mouth. He'd been
in the backcountry awhile. Hazel eyes, startling under beautifully shaped brown
brows and shaded by a ball cap with a dolphin embroidered above the brim, moved
nervously from place to place, as if he looked beyond their tiny band to see if
there were reinforcements hiding, waiting to ambush him. The pack he carried
was big, too heavy for day hiking but not packed for overnight. Judging from
the way the ripstop nylon bagged inward it contained neither sleeping bag nor tent.
He was camped out somewhere. So why carry the frame pack? And why the haunted
look? You're
a ways from anywhere, Joan said and stuck out her hand. After
the briefest pause, he took it. Workman's hands, Anna noted, callused and
scarred, the nails broken and rimed with dirt from too long between baths. Odd
for a boy so young. His shirt was streaked with soot and he wore a chain
wrapped twice around his waist. You
all just out camping or what? he asked. The question didn't seem
particularly neighborly to Anna but didn't bother Joan in the least. She
launched into an explanation of the Greater Glacier Bear DNA research project,
the wording geared for the ears of laymen. Anna set her pack down and freed her
water from a mesh side pocket. Joan was proselytizing, converting the masses to
greater respect of bears. Anna tried to figure out where the boy's accent was
from. Henry Higgins aside, few people could place others by their dialect,
except within the broadest of areas. Americans made it more difficult by
swimming around the melting pot: kindergarten in Milwaukee, third grade in San
Diego, high school in Saint Louis. The south was as close as Anna could place
him, anywhere from Virginia to Texas. Out
of long habit she committed his physical description to memory. He was a big
kid, though not tall, around five-foot-eight, chunky without being fat. The
kind of body that's a good deal stronger than one would think. Shoulders sloped
away from a round handsome neck. What hair she could see poking from beneath the
ball cap was silky brown with a natural wave. One day soon his face would be
chiseled into classic good looks. Anna could see it in the aquiline nose and
the rounded prominent chin. She
took another drink. Sat on a rock. The
boy never loosed his pack, made none of the comfortable settling-in gestures
she and Rory engaged in. When Joan had done with her sales pitch, he asked her
where they were going for their traps. Obligingly Joan began showing him on the
topo. Anna found herself wishing she wouldn't. His interest was overly
specific, having nothing to do with the project and all to do with where the
three of them were going to be at any given time. I'm
Anna Pigeon, she interrupted none too subtly. This is Joan Rand,
Rory Van Slyke. Stepping up to him, she thrust her hand out much as Joan
had done. No better way to get the feel of somebody literally as well as
figuratively. Despite the afternoon's heat, his palm was clammy. He was scared
or had serious problems with circulation. A rank odor came off him. Not just
the accumulation of unwashed body odors but something muskier, almost an animal
smell. What's your name? Again
the flinch. Geoffrey ... uh ... Mic-Mickleson. Nicholson?
Joan asked helpfully. Nicholson. Now
Anna knew he was up to something. Where are you from, Geoffrey? Had
she been on the Trace, in uniform, she would have had this boy out of his car,
his driver's license in her hand quicker than a swallow can change directions
in flight. Oh.
You know. All over. I'd better be going. It's a ways back to camp. He
smiled for the first time and Anna resisted the temptation to be charmed. Not
only was it pretty—his straight, white teeth probably the cleanest part of
him—but sparked with a hint of apology and an innocence that bordered on
goodness. The smile was at odds with the rest of the package. Anna chose to
ignore it. Be
seeing you around, she said as he turned and walked back the way he had
come. It sounded more like: We'll be keeping an eye on you. Anna
meant it to. Some people bore watching. She was sure this fellow was among
them. She was just as sure they wouldn't be seeing him. Not if he saw them
first. Burbling
notes drew her back into the present. Joan was smiling, her eyes full of
altogether too much fun. I do declare, in another minute or two you were
going to frisk that boy and read him his rights. Frisking I could understand. A
smile to make you lie right down and die. Rory
found a lump of charred wood to fix his attention on, evidently uncomfortable
with women his mother's age—or older—having impure thoughts. He
was so fishy I thought he was going to sprout gills and swim away, Anna
defended herself. Aw,
he was just shy. He
was carrying a half-empty frame pack. Maybe
he lost his day pack. It
was too full for a day hike. Maybe
he's a photographer, carrying cameras, tripods, film. Maybe,
Anna said, but she didn't think so. Why the big interest in where we were
going, where we were camping? Because
he's a nice young man and nice young men pretend to be interested
in what their elders and betters are saying. Isn't that right, Rory? That's
true, Rory said with such sincerity Anna wanted to laugh but didn't for
fear of alienating him. See?
Proof, Joan said. Anna
didn't say anything. She was getting entirely too crabby over the whole thing.
Are we almost there? she asked plaintively. 3 By
the time they reached the vicinity of the first hair trap, too little
light and too little strength remained for anything but setting up camp. With
the departure of the sun, the mountain grew cold. The thin, dry air did not
retain heat. Horseflies and deerflies took themselves off to wherever it was
they went during the dark hours but the mosquitoes remained, a cloud of
mindless hunger hovering over the camp. Despite
their carnivorous attendance, Anna hauled water from a startlingly beautiful
creek, a ribbon of green that cut through the burn scar, sparked by a joyous
multitude of mountain wildflowers. Staying clean in the backcountry was an
arduous undertaking, results obtained for effort put forth seldom satisfying,
but for Anna, it was a necessary if she was to maintain anything close to good
cheer. Tonight's ablutions were brief as every square inch of flesh was
assaulted by flying proboscises the moment it was exposed. Too
tired for culinary frills or witty conversation, the three of them ate their
freeze-dried lasagna, then crawled into their sleeping bags. Rory was restless
and noisy in the tent beside theirs; Anna lay next to Joan, scratching insect
bites and wondering if all earthly paradises had been infiltrated by something
wretched, all ointments incomplete without the requisite fly. Yet she was
uniquely happy. From time and use, cloth walls and hard ground had come to
symbolize a freedom that loosed her mind and soothed her soul in a way she'd
never been able to duplicate between cotton sheets. Sleep
curled down and she went willingly into freefall. The
trap they tended in the morning was in as awkward a locale as nature and
researchers could devise. Glacier National Park was slashed with avalanche
chutes. These cuts were scoured year after year when snow grew unstable in
springtime and was carried by its own prodigious weight down these natural
passages. Because snow and ice cleared the chutes of larger vegetation, the
rocky soil had little to bond it to the steep-sided gorges. When rain followed
snow, mudslides followed avalanches. The
only plants that could survive these inhospitable conditions were fast-growing,
supple and ever-renewing. From a distance the chutes appeared as paler green
pleats in a mountain-green robe: nearly barren, at best knee-deep in ground
cover. Up close they were head-high in a riot of color: red paintbrush,
lavender fleabane, hot-pink fireweed, white cow parsnip, lacy green false
hellebore, the flashy red of chokecherries, white pearls of baneberry, rich
purple huckleberries, fierce yellows of butterweed and arnica. Of these, the
bears enjoyed all the berries, hellebore and cow parsnip. A veritable salad bar
and a perfect place for the trap. The
trap itself was marvellously low-tech. Eighty feet of barbed wire was strung
from tree to tree or, in this case, tree to rock to snag to tree, fifty
centimeters above the ground. Inside this ephemeral corral was a litter of
rotten pieces of wood strewn haphazardly about and a single sapling twenty feet
high. What
do you think? Joan asked. Such
was the pride in her voice, Anna dug deep to find something nice to say.
It doesn't stink, she ventured. That's
right! Joan said as if Anna was a very clever student. The researcher
dropped her fanny onto a rock, letting the stone take the weight of her pack as
she squeezed free of the shoulder straps. The smell of the DNAmite— DNAmite? You're
kidding, Rory said incredulously. That's
what we call the blood lure, Joan admitted. A
lot more civilized than what I'd call it, Anna contributed. Be
grateful for DNAmite, Joan said. We've tried Runny Honey made of
blood, fish and banana, and Blinkie's Demise with fish blood and fennel oil. My
personal favorite, Cattle Casket Picnic in a Basket, a succulent mix of blood,
cheese essence and calamus powder. Then there was one with Vick's
VapoRub—Licorice Whip with blood, anise and peppermint. DNAmite
is sounding better all the time, Anna said. Anyway,
Joan went back to the original thought, the smell goes off in a week or
ten days. The love scent lasts somewhat less. The
skunk in the film canister, Rory said. He too was divesting himself of
his pack. Anna followed suit. That's
right! Joan exclaimed. Two excellent pupils in one day. Only this
one was a sweet cherry scent. Every two-week round, we change this lure. Bears
are terrifically smart. It only takes them once to learn something. And they
teach it to the cubs, usually in one lesson they remember for a lifetime. The
bears come for the DNAmite and have a good roll but there's no food reward. We
didn't want to get them habituated to traps as food sources. So next time maybe
they're not so interested when they smell the blood and fish. That's why
we've got the love scent; a little something new to pique their interest. We
started with beaver castor, then fennel oil, smoky bacon—a real
winner—then sweet cherry and now, last round of traps, bears with jaded
palates, we bring out the piece de resistance: skunk. Free
of her pack, Joan stood and shook each of her parts—feet, legs, hands, arms,
trunk—like she was doing the hokeypokey. Ritual completed, she turned her
attention to the trap. The love scent's hung up high to broadcast on the
breeze and to keep it out of reach so the first bear doesn't take it
down— She paused a moment, then muttered, Harumph. Anna
laughed. She'd never heard anyone say harumph, though she'd read it
a time or two when she was working her way through the old dead English
authors. Hung
it too low, Joan said. Heads will roll. Look. It's gone. Anna
hadn't coupled Joan Rand with the activity of rolling heads, but watching her
face, she had little doubt the threat was not empty. Clearly, incompetence was
not tolerated in pure research. Anna made a mental note never to screw up. Maybe
a bear climbed up and got it, Rory offered. He'd felt the chill as well
and tried to deflect the anger from the hapless hanger of scent. Grizzlies
don't tend to climb trees, Joan said. Not the adults. Cubs can
climb some. This little tree is not big enough around to climb. No. If it had
been hung properly, a bear couldn't get it, not unless he had a fifteen-foot
reach. Where
does the hard stuff go? Anna asked. The DNAmite? Rory
snorted. Okay,
okay, Joan said. Let's just call it the lure. Now, that wonderful
catnip of bears is poured on a pile of rotting wood in the middle of the trap.
Or if the middle is ocupado, as in this case, she waved at a
four-foot-high piece of rock nearly obscured in the brush that choked the
enclosure, at least five feet from the wire. We don't want 'em getting
the goodies without squeezing under the wire first. We save that lure for last.
Pour it, then get upwind before it permanently saturates our nose hairs. Take a
look at this. Joan poked at a bit of the widely scattered pieces of
rotten wood. It's everywhere. Our bears must have had a regular
jamboree. A
painting, Teddybears' Picnic, came to Anna's mind: a bucolic scene
of bears depicted in human poses picnicking in the woods, indolently pursuing
human entertainments. She'd always found the picture disturbing. I was
told dead bears, bears that have been skinned, look like people, she
heard herself say, and wondered where the comment had sprung from. Joan
hesitated before responding. Her usually clear greenish eyes narrowed and
clouded briefly. Anna got the feeling she'd been out of line but couldn't guess
how. That's
so, Joan said. It's unsettling. Not something I'd care to look at
more often than I had to. She glanced at Rory. He'd lost interest in them
and washed trail mix down with water. Anna
realized what the problem was. Joan suspected her of trying to creep-out the
Van Slyke boy for the sheer evil fun of it. Oh, she said and closed
her mouth to reassure the researcher that her motives were pure. Joan
handed out latex gloves, envelopes and pens from where they were cached in her
pack. Anna and Rory were set to work collecting the hair while she took scat
samples from the many opportunities with which ecstatic bears had provided her. Approximately
every foot along the wire was a barb. Wearing gloves so as not to contaminate
the samples, Anna carefully plucked the fur free of each barb and deposited it
in its own small envelope. Rory then sealed it and wrote the date and location
of the trap on the back. Using an alcohol-based disinfectant, the metal was
then cleaned to remove any remaining tissue or hair cells, and they moved on to
the next barb to repeat the process. When they were done collecting, the wire
would be rolled up and packed out to be reused at the next trap site. The
trap they currently worked had been extremely successful. Nearly every one of
the rusted points was tufted with fur. The chore was tedious. The footing
uneven. The deerflies hellacious. Still Anna preferred it to the soulless
air-conditioned patrol car she'd spent her days in for too many months. You're
good at this, she said to Rory, because she was feeling generous and it
was true. Despite
Mother Nature's considerable aggravations, Rory worked with a quiet diligence
Anna found admirable in a boy his age. The patience he exhibited with the fussy
and exacting nature of their task was admirable in a person at any age. My
dad—Les, he corrected himself, or punished his father, and I used
to put together airplane models when I was in grade school. When he used to do
stuff. Used
to? What does he do now? Anna asked, ready to change the subject if he
brought up any touching stories of cripples or lingering illness. No sense
getting to know him that well. Rory's
coarse blond hair, not yet as sweaty as Anna's, fell from underneath the brim
of his ball cap. He pushed it back and she noticed how small and fine-boned his
hands were. He probably fought against being perceived as delicate or wimpy.
There was something in his silences that could be attributed to an attempt at
toughness. Les is a low-level number cruncher, he said with an
unbecoming sneer. Careful
not to lose any, Anna brushed three hairs from a gloved fingertip into the
envelope he held pinched open. Low-level number cruncher sounded
like a quote. Anna wondered who had called Rory's dad that and why the boy had
embraced the derogatory term. What
does your mom do? she asked, hoping for a little more enthusiasm to pass
the time. Mom's
cool, Rory said as they crabbed over half a yard to the next section of
wire. She's a lawyer. Trial
lawyer? Divorce.
We live in Seattle. Carolyn's my stepmother. My real mom died when I was
five. Dad married Carolyn a couple years later. She doesn't take shit off
anybody. Rory
meant that as high praise indeed. Anna could tell that not taking shit was of
great importance to him. At eighteen that boded ill. Refusing to take
shit translated in Anna's experience to taking pride in the character
flaws of impatience, intolerance and insecurity. Any law enforcement officer who
refused to take shit was not doing his job. Or at least not well. Speaking
of taking shit... Joan came up behind them. Got four superb
samples. Come look at this one. She had tucked the vials into their
padded carrying case so Anna could only assume she wanted them to follow her
back to the source. Rory rose from his knees in a single fluid movement. Anna
pushed belatedly up from hers, none too excited about exerting herself in the
mad-dog-and-Englishman sun to go look at bear excrement. Joan
had squatted down on her heels, Rory in like posture at her elbow. Content not
to toy with gravity any more than need be, Anna remained standing. Looky,
Joan said. This bear's been into something he oughtn't. Poking
through the excreta, she turned up a couple of reddish fragments. Paper.
Maybe he got into a pack. Or an outhouse. It's illegal, but people sometimes
still dump their trash down the toilets at the camps rather than carry it out.
Bears go after it. Or he might have got into garbage. See this? Probably
tinfoil. Joan
pondered that a moment. Anna slapped at the flies trying to skinny-dip in the
sweat at her temples. Did you read anything in the BIMS about bears in
garbage, campsites, anything like that? Joan asked Anna after a moment. Anna
hadn't. Ah,
well, Joan said. Could have been a backcountry outhouse the rangers
haven't checked in a couple of days. She looked worried. One of her
four-hundred-pound charges had misbehaved. The concern wasn't misplaced,
considering what penalties humankind often extracted from other species for
even the slightest infractions. Joan
stirred around in the pile some more. These lumps, dog food or horse
pellets is my guess. Bears don't have what you'd call careful digestion. Food
passes through them almost in its original form sometimes. See? You can see the
edge of this pellet. Hardly dulled. Grizzlies have a terrific range but it's a
safe bet this fella got his ill-gotten gains here in the park. This trap is far
enough from any of the borders; for it to be going through his system here,
he'd've got it locally, so to speak. Researchers
lived in the details. Anna accepted this preoccupation as necessary but
couldn't embrace it as her own. Must be, she said and went back to
her furgathering. The
new trap to be set up in cell sixty-four was plotted on paper just under three
miles as the crow would fly from the old trap. Dismantling the traps and
setting them up was the work of an hour or two. Getting their decidedly
uncrowlike selves to the next destination was the time-and-energy-consuming
part of the job. Anna's
body was as tired as it had been the first day out but it was settling into its
wilderness mode. Aches dulled or vanished as muscles began to realize no amount
of whining was going to deter her. She began thoroughly enjoying herself. On
the west side of Flattop, still in the burn and away from improved trails,
lakes, glaciers or much else that would recommend it to tourists, the isolation
felt complete. They followed game trails where they could and scrambled over
the broken serrated stone of the sheared-off mountain where they had to. Hidden
gardens occasionally appeared with such sudden and unexpected beauty they
ratified Anna's belief in magic. On some of the steep and rocky hillsides,
where the soil was too thin to support trees, the fire had leapt over, leaving
the stony steps unburned. White and gold rocks, rimmed round with purple
butterwort, Indian paintbrush and feathery yellow stonecrop, created
magnificent tumbles of color in the desolate landscape. At
one such oasis, where they broke for lunch, Joan pointed out an area that had
been dug up, the charred soil turned over in a rough square, eight feet on a
side. Bears
digging glacier lilies, she told them. Glad
to be free of her pack with a few minutes to do as she pleased, Anna wandered
over to where the dirt was disturbed, hoping to find some good tracks. Instead
of bear prints, she found boot prints and, in the dig itself, the sharp-edged
marks that could only be made by a shovel. I
think I know what our Geoff Mickleson-Nicholson was up to, she called
back. Joan came to join her and Anna pointed out what she had found. Son
of a bee, Joan said. Somebody's sure been digging them up. No proof
it's our guy. Hah,
Anna said rudely. It
happens, Joan said. Anna
knew that. People routinely—and illegally—supplemented their gardens by digging
up rare or merely desirable plants on park lands. Though why anyone would come
so far to dig the plants and go to the effort to pack them out was a mystery.
There were plenty of places near the Going to the Sun Road where a reasonably
stealthy individual could get all the lilies he wanted and dump them in the
waiting trunk of his car. People
are stinkers, Anna said philosophically. People
don't know any better, Joan said charitably. They're
just weeds, Van Slyke offered and was nonplussed by the severe looks he
got from both his elders. Lecture,
after dinner tonight, Joan forewarned him. Be there. She
radioed the site of the disturbance and the extent of the damage to dispatch so
it could be passed on to law enforcement. It crossed Anna's mind to tell her to
give them the description of the young hiker they had met, but she
didn't. The crime wasn't worth the investigation. And, too, Joan had liked the
boy with the beatific smile. Earlier in the year, when Anna had first reported
for duty on the Natchez Trace, she'd worked the murder of a child—a girl,
really, sixteen. The experience had ruined her taste for making the world a
little darker for any reason. Because
the burn had denuded it of trees, leaving them no way to string the
wire, the second trap couldn't be put where it had been marked. Joan found a
place nearby that would suffice. At the confluence of three game trails, tried
and true paths through the broken country sure to be favored by bears, they
strung their wire around the snags of several white pines and the branches of
an alder. A
tall snag, looking as sere and crippled as a mummy's fingerbone, thrust up near
one edge of the enclosure. Joan, working as carefully as if she were handling
nitroglycerine, took one of the film canisters containing the skunk lure from
the glass jar and perforated the hard plastic with an ice pick so the love
scent could broadcast its charms. While
she strung it up in the top of the snag, Anna and Rory foraged down the
still-green slope of the ravine for downed wood. When they had a pile a couple
feet high and twice that in diameter, they came to the moment of truth. Desirous
of proving himself on the battlefield of the thoroughly revolting, Rory
volunteered to do the honors. Anna and Joan watched as he uncapped the liter
bottle of blood lure and poured it over the wood. The liquid was black and
thick. Out of self-preservation, Anna had forgotten how unbelievably strong and
unremittingly vile the smell was. The makers of stink bombs could take a lesson
from bear researchers. The
trap set, the three of them departed as quickly as they could. Rory walked
beside and just behind Anna, Joan taking the lead since she was the only one
who knew where they were going. I
think I got some on my hands, Rory said. Oh,
ish, Anna said unsympathetically. Stay away from me. No.
Seriously. I think I got some on me. This
time she heard the panic in his voice and stopped. Rory's
face was tight and young with fear. His eyes had gone too wide. Anna could see
a narrow line of white between the pupils and the lower lids. She enjoyed
tormenting young people as much as the next person, but fear, real fear, could
not be ignored. This is really bothering you, isn't it? He
stopped beside her. He clasped his hands around the shoulder-straps of his pack
to stop their shaking then let go suddenly as if afraid the taint on them would
spread to his equipment. No big deal, he said, the need to hide his
fear as great as the fear itself. I just thought if I got that smell on
me . . . well, you know. Anna
could think of no way to deal with Rory's obvious terror of wild animals. She
realized some of what Joan had taken for orneriness earlier had been her
knee-jerk attempt to kid him out of it. At a loss, she let her sight turn
inward. A picture came to mind. She had been very small. A rotten boy, Daryl
Spanks, a boy terminally infected with cooties, had put them all over her tuna
sandwich at the end-of-year school picnic. Mrs.
White, her first grade teacher, had not told her how silly she was being.
Instead, she had taken the sandwich and painstakingly picked every single
cootie off of it. Let's
have a sniff, Anna said and shrugged out of her pack. Rory
put out his hands palms up in the universal pose of inspection. Anna sniffed
both arms carefully up to the elbow. I don't think you got any on
you, she said finally. His eyes had lost their panicked glaze but he was
still wound too tight for comfort. Just
to be sure, Anna said. She dug her liquid soap from her pack, doused his
arms with her drinking water and made him lather and rinse twice. Fear was a
killer. Anna had seen people die of it when their wounds weren't anywhere near
mortal. Rory wasn't in that kind of trouble, but fear distracted. That in
itself was a danger with off-trail travel. The
second rinse completed, she conducted another sniff test. If there was
any residue, that got it. Smell. Rory
smelled his arms. The cooties were gone. What
are you guys doing? Joan called. She'd turned around, discovered she was
alone and backtracked. Alarm
returned to Rory's face. This time it didn't take an adept to divine the cause.
He didn't want his boss to know he was a weenie. Rory
had a splinter, Anna said. We got it out. Rory
could no more thank Anna for this face-saving lie than she could have run a
four-minute mile. Instead, he offhandedly helped her on with her pack and she
understood the gratitude implicit in the gesture. They
followed the rim of the canyon inhabited by Continental Creek. Though they
walked always through the black and dusty shadow of the old fire, the ravine
had escaped the flames. By contrast the growth in it seemed the more miraculous
and verdant. Late
in the afternoon they came out of the trailless country to the improved and
maintained West Flattop Trail. Travel became so carefree, had her pack been
lighter, Anna would have skipped. Nothing like a little hardship to bring about
appreciation of the finer things. Two hours before sunset they hiked out of the
burn. Fir trees closed around the trail, breathing cool, clean air and a reassurance
of peace the burned area lacked. They
camped off trail, midway between the next trap they would dismantle and the
site where they hoped to set the new one. Joan
had picked a lovely place half a mile off West Flattop in a small meadow ringed
with fir and pine. A stream no more than a foot wide with silky grasses growing
nearly over the top of it, so tiny it did not show on the map, cut through one
edge of the clearing. In the startling way of glacier-carved country, near the
stream, apparently fallen from the sky, was an immense slab of
gray-and-sand-streaked stone. The
beauty of the place did as much to knit the raveled sleeve of care as sleep
might and they stayed up late, lying shoulder to shoulder on the rock, watching
for falling stars and telling the inconsequential truths strangers thrown
together in the woods often do. There
was no discrimination between male and female, old and young, they just
existed, unimportant and free under the infinity of Montana's sky. Anna told
them of her new sweetheart in Mississippi, a southern sheriff who moonlighted
as an Episcopal priest. And who had a wife who refused to grant him a divorce.
Mississippi took the sacrament of marriage seriously. There were only three
reasons a person could get a divorce without his or her spouse's cooperation:
adultery, felony or mental cruelty. I
think it'd be mental cruelty to make somebody stay married to you who didn't
want to, Rory said, sounding as if he spoke from experience. Rory
talked about his stepmom, telling them of this great joke she'd pulled on Les:
telling everybody at a party that he had a penile implant and making cracks all
evening about pumping things up. That
brought on an extended silence as Anna and Joan tried to figure nut what the
funny part was. Rory seemed to need them to laugh with him but neither managed
it. Joan
talked about wanting a dog and how life in the parks made that an
impossibility. Had she been able to hear the loneliness underlying her wish,
she probably wouldn't have told them, but with their backs on good mountain
rock and their eyes full of nothing but stars, they had slipped free of the
social taboos not to feel too much—and never let on if they did. It
was after midnight when they finally crawled into their sleeping bags. Without
warning, Anna's eyes were open, blind and useless in the claustrophobic dark of
the tent. Something had signaled an abrupt end to sleep. A sound. Cracking.
Wood on wood or a twig snapping under a heavy foot. Or hoof. Or paw. Perhaps
Rory, up in the night to answer the call of nature. Though the poor boy was so
afraid of critters he'd probably suffer till morning in the imagined safety of
his tent. Not for the first time, Anna wondered why a young man still
frightened of the monsters under his bed would pay to work in bear country. Not
yet concerned, she waited for the sound—the quality already forgotten, left in
the sleep it had so rudely jerked her from—to come again, attach itself to
meaning so she could call off the internal watchdogs and close her eyes. A
soft exhalation, the sigh of the wind or a ghostly child penetrated the tent
wall, then brushing, gentle, the sound a soft-bristle brush would make on
nylon. Anna had heard it before when furry denizens had come to visit in the
night: skunks, raccoons and, once, a porcupine. The noise their coats made
rubbing against fabric as they explored her campsite. Tonight's
brush was painting strokes high on the tent wall. Deer. Elk. Bear. Anna felt
the first tingling along her spine as a race memory of untold millions of years
of being hunted by night stirred deep in her primitive brain. Making
no noise, she reached over and touched Joan. She
woke quickly. What— Shh.
Anna listened. Though she could see nothing of her tentmate and no longer
touched her, she could feel Joan's tension, along with her own, charging the
atmosphere inside the tent. Shushing,
susurrating sound. All around them now as if the animal circled the tent. Not
once. Not to probe and, curiosity satisfied, move on. Circle after circle. No
sound but the soft brushing and the periodic gusts of air, voiceless woofs. A
bear. Grizzly. Black. Full grown. Shoulder touching high on the domed wall of
nylon. With
each circuit, Anna's Disney-born sense of oneness with her fellows of the tooth
and claw faded. It was replaced by the lurid pen-and-ink illustrations she
remembered from a sensationalized account of two women killed when she was in
college, both dragged from their tents, mauled, killed and fed on in Night
of the Grizzlies. She
pushed her lips as close to Joan's face as a lover might and barely breathed
the words, What's it doing? Don't
know, Joan whispered back. The
circling stopped, as if at the thread of sound the two women spun between them.
A silence followed, so absolute in the perfect darkness of the tent, Anna felt
dizzy, as if she were falling into it. Her senses stretched: blind eyes trying
to see through two layers of tenting, deaf ears trying to hear movement beyond
the insubstantial walls. A
barely audible rustle as Joan pushed herself up on her elbows sawed across
Anna's nerves with the impact of sandpaper on a sunburn. No second hand to
measure it, time did not tick by but pulsed, expanding and contracting like the
air in her lungs as Anna forced herself to breathe. Do
you think— she whispered. A
snap of wood. Shh. A
growl broke the night above them and both women screamed. The growling
increased in volume and moved down the length of the tent. On this circuit the
bear leaned in, no longer brushing but caving the tent walls in with its
weight. Formless, terrifying, Anna felt the nylon push hard against her
shoulder, the side of her head. Hands—Joan's—fumbled
over the front of her sweatshirt, closing on the cotton. Down, she
was hissing. Fetal position. Anna's
training came back to her. Play dead. Try and protect the soft white
underbelly. Curling in on herself when every ounce of her being urged her to
break out of this North Face sarcophagus and run, actually hurt, stomach and
leg muscles trying to cramp. The
growling ebbed and flowed but remained in one direction as if the animal stood
outside the front-zippered fly talking to itself, deciding whether they were to
live or die. Anna
flipped through her brain looking for anything she'd done to attract the
animal, to hold its attention for so long. Nothing. Under Joan's watchful eye
she and Rory had put everything that could be of any interest whatsoever to
bears into the red bear-pack: lip balm, insect repellent, sunscreen, deodorant,
toothpaste, virtually anything liquid and/or scented. Even if it was sealed in
glass, Joan insisted it go in the bear-bag, which was hung with the food
fifteen yards from camp. The
mental listing was cut off. The bear was roaring, raging. Holy
shit, Anna said. Her own voice scared her. Is it hurt, you think?
Wounded? God,
I hope not, Joan said fervently. A
blow struck the tent then and they heard nylon ripping. Shit,
Anna said. Quiet. Nylon
tearing. Roars that cut through the dark and tore into Anna's bowels. Joan
breathing or crying on her neck. Her, gasping or sobbing on Joan's. Noise
from without went on for what seemed like forever but was probably only half
that long. Crashing. Roars. Fabric ripping. Thumps as if the bear threw or
batted things from one place to another. Swooshing and flopping. Digging. Bass
gutteral grunts pushed out with the sound of frenzied destruction. Impacts
against tent and earth as if the beast tore at the ground. What
in hell? Anna whispered. Beats
me, Joan whispered back. Soul
splitting, a roar broke close and vicious. Blows began falling first to one
side of the tent then the other. Anna felt a cut through to her right shoulder. Blood.
Now there would be the smell of blood. The
lightweight metal tent frame collapsed with a second blow and Anna felt weight
slam down on the back of her neck. Habit or instinct, she threw her arm over
her face and pushed down tighter around Joan. The
animal had gone mad. The deep-throated anger of nature turning on humankind.
Then came crunching and a prolonged rustle. Rolling on the downed tent?
Burrowing through the thin stays in the fabric? A high wild roar, a shriek in
gravel and glass. Rory,
Joan whispered. Shh. A
crack. Maybe a tent pole, maybe a peg jerked from the ground by the elasticized
cord and shot into a tree. Abruptly
everything stopped. Deathlike stillness. Anna was dizzy with the quiet. The
rage of the attack ended as a candle's light is ended when the wick is pinched. Nothing
moved: not Anna, not Joan, not the bear. For what seemed a very long time, Anna
waited, muscles in body and mind drawn tight, waiting for the slash of claws to
rake blood from her back, the smell of an omnivore's breath before the
puncturing canines pierced skull and bone. The
crunch never came. Fear
did not diminish but increased. The fear that if she moved, even so much as an
eyelash, if her pulse fluttered or her skin twitched, the narrowly averted
disaster would be brought down upon them. Either Joan felt the same way or
she'd fainted. After
a while Anna thought she heard the passage of a large creature a few yards
away. Maybe the bear had crossed the meadow soundlessly and now pushed into the
underbrush at the edge of the clearing. Gone?
Anna whispered. Her throat was dust-dry. The word came out as a croak that
sounded scarcely human. Wait,
Joan replied. Handfast
like children lost in the wood, Anna and Joan lay in the wreckage of their
tent. Anna could feel the nylon fallen over the side of her head and neck. A
cold draft came in through a tear someplace. Unmeasured,
time passed. With no new horror to stimulate it, the fear response began to
wane. Anna's heart rate dropped, muscles unclenched, breathing slowed and
deepened. She began to be embarrassed by her hold on Joan's hand and pulled free. I've
got to move, she whispered. See what's going on. Joan
thought about it so long Anna feared she was going to have to prove
insubordinate their second night out. She couldn't lie there any longer, unable
to see, to move, to think. Okay,
the researcher said at last. One at a time. Move slowly. You see the
bear, stop. Stop everything. Just lie wherever you are. Got
it. Don't
fight. No.
Don't run. No. Okay. Trussed
in tent, fly and sleeping bag, Anna found escape impossible without some
squirming and thrashing. An unpleasant image of her cat, Piedmont, waiting in
total stillness till an unwitting mouse or squirrel thought in its silly little
rodent brain that the world was safe once again. Then, as the helpless nitwit
began to creep from its hidey-hole, Piedmont would pounce. The ending was
seldom a happy one for anybody but Piedmont. With
each twitch and rustle she made as she turned her body around and pushed her
way feebly toward the end of the tent that held the zippered entrance flap,
Anna was reminded that it was infinitely better to be predator than prey. The
front of the tent had suffered the worst. Poles were bent or broken but still
strung together by the elastic cord running through the sections of hollow
tubing that fitted together to form the tent's infrastructure. The result was a
laundry basket of funhouse corners and shredded walls. Without
a light, finding first the tent zipper then the fly was proving impossible.
Spending more time head-down in the suffocating folds of night and nylon was
unthinkable. Anna was not yet so far gone that she slept with her Swiss army
knife in her pajama pocket. She regretted that inconvenient sign of sanity. Then
she discovered that the bear had done for her what she could not do for
herself. A
long gash had been opened through tent and fly. Resisting the impulse to fight
her way clear of the entrapping ruin of fabric, she pulled the nylon open a
finger's width and peeked out. After
the pitch dark of the tent, the clearing, lit by a half-moon and stars,
appeared as bright as a staged night for actors. When she'd satisfied herself
the bear was gone, she crawled out. For
a long moment she crouched just outside while the shakes took control of her
body. She felt like laughing and wanted to cry. Breathing deeply to dispel the
hysteria, she let it pass. Having pushed herself to the balls of her feet,
knuckles down in a runner's starting position, she turned a slow circle, searching
the black woods pressing close—surely closer than when they'd retired for the
night—seeking any sign of movement or sound. Finding
none, she said, All clear. It came out in a weak kitten's mewl.
Clearing her throat, she said it again. Better. Help
me, Joan's muffled call came from within the pile. Anna
held the tear open, and within a moment Joan wiggled free, caterpillar from
cocoon. Rory!
they both called at once. Flashlight,
Anna demanded and Joan grubbed in the tangle for her day pack. Rory!
Anna called again. His
tent was in worse shape than theirs. In the colorless light of the moon, it lay
like a ripped and punctured balloon. Anna grabbed handfuls of nylon.
Rory, she called a third time. Joan
had found the flashlight but Anna didn't need it to know Rory was gone. 4 Luke!
Joan screamed the name of her younger son, the one who bore such a
striking resemblance to the Van Slyke boy. Dropping the flashlight, she fell to
her knees and began digging frantically through the collapsed tent, clutching
at the lumps of his pack and boots as if they were severed parts from his torn
body. The courage and control she'd exhibited when the danger was merely to
herself were gone. She was reacting as a panicked mother might. Joan,
Anna said, then more sharply: Joan! The researcher was beyond the
reach of human voice. Anna waded into the mess of fabric and aluminum tubing,
knelt and grabbed her around the shoulders, holding her tight, pinning her arms
to her sides. For an instant she thought Joan was going to fight but the solid
reality of the embrace brought her down from panic. She tried to get up.
Stay, Anna commanded. The
bear must have dragged him out, taken him into the woods, Joan said. She sounded
stunned, incredulous, but no longer out of control. Anna let go of her
shoulders but kept a firm grip on her hands. Joan fell back and they sat face
to face, knee to knee on Rory's tent. Maybe
not, Anna said. She'd been hoping for calmness, rationality, but her
voice shook, tremulous and childlike. Do bears do that? she had to
ask, Night of the Grizzlies notwithstanding. Not
often, Joan said. Rarely. Almost never. She was reassuring
herself. Anna let her. A
quick glance at her watch told her it was at least three hours till dawn. The
faint light of the clearing, seemingly so bright after the inside of the tent,
would not penetrate the thick canopy of forest. Had the bear dragged Rory into
the woods to feed on, there was a chance the boy was still alive. An even
better chance he wouldn't stay that way long. Pursuing
a grizzly into the forest in the dark, a grizzly already enraged by something
and now, perhaps, with food in the form of Rory Van Slyke to defend, was the
rankest madness. If the bear took the boy, they would most likely find his
corpse half eaten and buried in a shallow grave raked out of the duff. If they
found him at all. Not
going after Rory was going to be one of the hardest things Anna had ever done.
Because, if he was still alive and they could find him, there was a
chance—always a chance—that they could frighten the bear away before it killed
him. Crazy
to try and save him. Stay
here, Anna said, retrieving the flashlight from where Joan had dropped
it. It's too dark to find anything, but I can check the edges for—for
anything obvious. I'm
not staying. Anna
could delude herself sufficiently to put her own life at risk but not so
completely she could endanger anybody else. You've
got to, she said. If Rory ran off, then comes back and we're both
gone, he'll freak. You know he will. If
Rory ran, the bear would have chased him, Joan said stubbornly.
That's what they do. Anna
couldn't remain still any longer. You'll stay? I'll
stay. I'm
not going far. Not out of earshot. Cold
and cutting, a new wave of fear met Anna at the edge of the clearing. Standing
beside the tiny stream, moonlight silver on the grass, the music of water over
stones in her ears, she stared into the ragged, unremitting night beneath the
fir trees and she could not move. Since
she was a child Anna had felt a kinship with animals. She'd never been afraid
of them. As she grew, she came to respect their ways and not tread on their
taboos, putting them and herself in danger. The animal that had circled their
tent, ravaged their camp, was different. Though it went against logic she felt,
on a level too deep to argue with, that it had been toying with them. The
circling and circling, the sudden rage, the fury of the violence, the abrupt
cessation, as if a malevolent plan were behind it. Walt
Disney lied. It was the Brothers Grimm who had the right idea: witches baked
little girls, stepmothers poisoned them, bears ate them. Get
a grip, she whispered, dizzy with the nightmare she'd just dreamed.
A bear's a bear's a bear. It crossed her mind that by demonizing
the animal, she might just be seeking an excuse not to step across the stream
into the woods. Make
noise. Joan's shout woke Anna to her responsibilities. Right,
she called back. The objective was not to sneak up on the bear but to frighten
it away should it still be in the vicinity. Rory,
Anna called and, Hey, bear, indiscriminately as she pushed under
the draping branches of the first fir. Between cries she listened. There'd been
no special reason she'd entered the woods at this point. In darkness, if the
bear had left any mark of its passage over the meadow, she'd not seen it. She
just had to start somewhere. Anna
had been working wilderness parks for many years but held no illusions about
her own powers. Better outdoorsmen than herself, without compass or a view of
the stars or horizon, would get lost in these woods at night. Keeping the clearing
in sight on her left, she worked her way around the edge of the meadow. A
complete circuit revealed nothing. It was too damn dark. Anna,
Joan called. Here.
She flashed her light toward the camp and stepped out of the trees. The search
was as futile as she'd feared it would be. Joan's hail gave her the impetus to
give it up. The
bear didn't take him, at least not from his tent. Joan
was so cheered by her good news Anna hesitated but had to ask. What makes
you think that? The
zipper. Look. Anna
crossed the small clearing. Joan held up the tattered remnants of Rory's tent
and rain fly. Both unzipped. Bears don't do zippers. No thumbs. No
patience. She laughed, the burden of the boy's life lifted from her. At
least for the moment. So
bleak had been Anna's thoughts, she resisted the optimism as she might a trap.
Rory could have been sleeping with them open, she said. Joan
gave her a look that even in the ghost light of the moon glowed with mock
scorn. Yeah. Right. Right.
Of course he wouldn't. Mosquitoes had disappeared around eleven when the
temperature dropped below their comfort zone, but Rory would have been closed
up tight, keeping the scary outside out. Thin, man-made cloth against four-inch
god-made claws; an illusion, only, of safety. Unzipped
zippers didn't mean Rory was unharmed. They only indicated he'd not been
dragged from his tent. Several scenarios, equally grim, presented themselves in
Anna's brain. Panicked, the boy might have fled the tent. Maybe the bear did
chase him when he ran. That would explain the abrupt end to the bear's attack
on their tent. Anna had heard nothing to indicate Rory'd made a break for it,
but then she couldn't swear she hadn't had her hands over her ears like a
little kid. Rory might have been outside the tent when the bear arrived,
taking a leak or whatever. If that was the case, he might have gotten away.
Then again, he might have made a noise or a movement that drew the bear away
from camp and down upon himself. These
alternatives to salvation-by-zipper would occur to Joan soon enough. Anna
wasn't sure how she'd react. The frantic call of Luke! still
resounded in Anna's skull bones. Motherhood was an alien world. Who could
predict which forms of insanity were fostered there? Hot
drinks, she declared, naming the universal panacea for all wilderness
ills. Shouldn't
we ... We've got to . . . Joan cast vaguely around for an action. Logic
won. Okay. Glad
to be doing something, Anna headed to the far side of what had been their
stargazing rock and now looked unsettlingly like a sacrificial altar, to where
they'd hung the bear-pack. Each step closer to the black beneath the trees
drove fear up into her innards. Beyond fear: a rudimentary, gut-wrenching
terror of the dark and the ravening beasts that have awaited there for tens of
hundreds of thousands of years. To give in to it would be to crawl into a cave
in her mind that she never wanted to visit again. Once was enough. She'd seen
those cold blank walls in Mississippi when a man had beaten her nearly to
death. Narrowing
her mindscape to the next few seconds and the task at hand, she forced fear to
a level that didn't impede her functioning. Eyes and ears open for movement
from the woods, she and Joan kept up a running patter, meaningless, to provide
a level of human noise a bear— a normal bear—would find off-putting. As
she loosed the rope from the tree trunk to lower the bear-pack, a moment's
panic knifed through her: a sudden vision of herself, arms laden with food,
becoming an irresistible target, the shadows in the wood coalescing, the gleam
of teeth, a rake of claws. Breathing
it out as if it were poison, she blew the image away and watched the red pack,
colorless without the sun, separate from the greater darkness overhead and
descend to the ground. Once
past the idea that the aroma of Constant Comment tea would bring certain
death rushing from the trees, they began to enjoy the hot drinks working their
dependable cure. The night was no less cold, the ruin of the camp no less
stark, but sitting in the warmth of down bags, their backs against the solid
reassurance of the rock, both Anna and Joan felt less afraid. Anna was able to
let her thoughts off such a tight leash, and Joan's motherhood was being shoved
back into its box by the scientist and researcher. Neither spoke of Rory Van
Slyke. Until the sun rose he was in the hands of the gods. Or the belly of the
beast. You're
hurt, Joan said. Your arm. Anna
looked down her right shoulder and remembered the pain slicing through it in
the tent. In the feeble light of the setting moon it showed only as a black
stain on the pale sleeve of the gray turtleneck she slept in. She'd not felt a
thing since. Too much adrenaline in her system. Now that Joan called attention
to it, she was aware of a burning sensation. It's
not deep, Anna said. Only
a flesh wound? Joan laughed and it made Anna feel better than even the
hot tea had. The
role of caretaker slipped over the researcher's own fears. She found the
flashlight and shined it on Anna's arm. The jersey was torn and there was some
blood. Joan set the flashlight on the rock, the beam pointed toward Anna.
Pinching up the sleeve she said, May I? Tear
away. Joan
tore open the sleeve over the wound. Thanks. I've always wanted to do
that. So dramatic. Using
water still warm from the stove, she washed the scratch clean. Anna watched
with surprising disinterest. The events of the night left her with a detached
feeling of unreality. Like shock, she warned herself and took another
drink of hot sweet tea. You're
right, Joan said. It's not bad. With
the blood wiped away Anna could see it was shallow and only three or four
inches long. Enough to break the skin and tear down a few layers but nothing
more. Obediently
she held her tea in her left hand and let Joan clean the wound with peroxide,
smear it with antibiotic ointment and dress it with gauze. It was the right
thing to do. Bear's claws, she assumed, weren't sterile weapons. Left to
herself, though, Anna might have ignored it. Lethargy: another sign of shock.
Delayed onset. Bizarre. Anna drank more tea. I've
been researching bears for twenty-one years, Joan said as she finished
putting way the first-aid supplies. Since I graduated from the University
of Minnesota. Black bears, brown bears, polar bears, Kodiaks. I even petted a
koala bear once, though they are not members of the family. And I've never
experienced anything like this. It was like the bear was having a psychotic
break. People
went insane every day. Hospitals were built all over the world to house them.
Animals didn't. It went against nature. The unnatural was more frightening than
murder, mayhem, flood or famine. Anna
sipped. They sat shoulder to shoulder, almost touching, both staring out over
the toes of their sleeping bags at the crushed and pillaged tents. Do
bears get rabies? Anna asked, her wound suddenly more interesting. In
Guadalupe Mountains National Park, she had dealt with a rabid skunk. In
Mississippi she'd had to put down an infected porcupine. When she was eleven
years old, she'd seen her dad shoot a rabid dog, an Airedale that seemed nearly
as big as a camel to her child-sized eyes. Rabies sickened an animal until it
became vicious. The movie version of a blood-crazed creature hell-bent on human
flesh was largely a myth, but such was the misery an infected animal suffered,
they did become deranged. That's
a good question, Joan replied. I don't see why not. Their nervous
systems are not so radically different from a dog's or a human's. But every
time there's a bear attack, we check and I've never heard of it happening.
Probably because of their size. Bats, dogs, skunks—nothing bites bears. This
bear sounded sure-footed, Anna noted. She was thinking of the staggering
gait of animals far enough gone with rabies to exhibit strange behavior
patterns. Your
arm, did he bite you or scratch you? Joan asked suddenly. I
was wondering when you'd think of that, Anna said. I don't
know. If
you start frothing at the mouth, can I shoot you? No
gun. I'll
be creative. They
thought about that for a while, Anna reliving remembered footage from Old
Yeller. I wish we'd gotten a look at the bear, she said after a
while. We
may yet, Joan said. Put in the future instead of the past, the concept
wasn't nearly so attractive. They
waited through the false dawn in silence. By half past five the light grew
strong enough to again think about the boy and the bear. Both
tents were destroyed. Anna and Joan spread them out to assess the damage. The
shredding was excessive for any animal not seeking a food reward. Multiple rips
two and three feet in length cut down from dome to ground in seven places on
Rory's tent and one on theirs. The
ground around the tents had been dug up. A stuff sack containing fencing tools
was torn to pieces, the tools scattered in the grass. Rory's day pack, clothes
and sleeping bag had been dragged from his tent and littered the clearing. Having
gathered what they could find of the young Earthwatcher's belongings, they took
inventory: the clothes he'd worn the previous day, his boots, baseball cap,
three and a half pairs of socks, four of underpants, shorts, T-shirts, tennis
shoes, water bottle. Everything he would logically have carried was accounted
for. The only items missing were the sweat pants and shirt and a pair of soft
flat-soled black slippers, the kind for sale in any Chinatown, that he'd worn
the night before. If
he had escaped the bear, the wilderness could kill him if they didn't find him
fairly soon. Dressed in pajamas and slippers and without food, the nights in
the fifties, he would have a rough time of it. Had they been in the desert, his
time would be even shorter. Glacier's high country had water. If he was lucky
and didn't panic, he wouldn't die of thirst. Joan
radioed park dispatch. In short, efficient sentences she gave them the
information they'd need to plan the search for Rory Van Slyke. Radio traffic
built in volume as one ranger after another was dragged out of bed by the phone
and called in service over the radio. Come sunup, the search was park business
as usual. Anna and Joan would begin from the campsite. Six members of the bear
team from the frontcountry would start in on horseback. The ranger stationed at
the backcountry cabin halfway down to Waterton Lake would head up their direction. Given
the night's events, odds were good Rory was either dead or would be found close
to camp in fairly short order. The machinery was set in motion because if he
was truly lost or alive and injured, time was the single most important
commodity they had to offer. By
six-thirty it was light enough to track. Anna had little confidence in her
abilities in lush woodland; the bulk of her experience had been in the desert.
But their quarry weighed an estimated four hundred pounds. That would help.
Joan Rand was not an experienced tracker in a general sense, but she had been
following bears by track and spoor most of her adult life. In
the clear gray light, unencumbered as yet by the shadows of the rising sun, the
two women stood by the rock, day packs full of food, water and first-aid
supplies. There.
Joan pointed southwest. I
see it. Faint elongated depressions, which would vanish as soon as the
sun's heat reached the dew, formed an irregular line in the grass between the
circle of trees and where they'd packed up the scrapped tents; the bear
traveling through high grass. Moving
slowly, one to either side of the ephemeral trail, they walked, eyes to the
ground. No
scat, Joan said. Is
that odd? Everything
about this bear is odd. Pooping— Anna found comfort in the silly
non-scientific word. —is one of the ways bears let you know they've
staked a claim. Often at sights of severe maulings, especially if the bear has
fed on the victim, you find a big pile of poop. We solved a bear murder case
three years ago. Got DNA samples from the poop and, lo and behold, they matched
up with hair samples we'd taken the year before from another bear/human
interface. So we knew we had the right bears and weren't just killing them to
make the victim's family happy. Bears
plural? Anna asked. Could there have been more than one bear in their
campsite last night? Mother
and two two-year-old cubs. We had to kill them all. They had all partaken of
the feast. Joan seemed to remember that maybe this time Rory Van Slyke
and not some nameless stranger was the main course. She shook her head as if
ridding herself of bad thoughts. Anyway, I thought our bear might have
left a mark, is all. Not
conversant with how grizzlies left their calling cards, Anna said nothing. Items
from Rory's tent were dropped along the way as if flung aside by a spoiled
child. Flashlight, Joan said, stooping to pluck the named item out
of the grass. She held it up to the first rays of the rising sun.
Teethmarks. The
bear took a flashlight? Anna asked stupidly. I
doubt it. A
bear wouldn't take it, wouldn't carry it. Rory would. The bear would have taken
it from Rory. Maybe as the boy batted at him with it. Anna took the plastic
cylinder from Joan's hands to see the marks for herself. No blood,
she observed. That's good news, I guess. The optimism was forced.
There wouldn't necessarily be blood. Not at first. She dropped the flashlight
back in the grass. There'd be time to police the clearing later. As it fell, a
tiny sound escaped Joan's lips as if this tossing aside of Rory's possession
was in some way a slight to Rory himself. In
the morning light the woods weren't nearly as formidable as they had been the
night before. At the higher elevations the undergrowth wasn't as dense. Trees
were tall and widely spaced, the ground between waist-deep in fern. Hope
of tracking the bear or the boy was quickly laid to rest. No scat, no hair, no
blood; the big animal had slipped invisibly into its element like Br'er Rabbit
into his briar patch. Likewise had Rory Van Slyke disappeared, either carried
in the bear's jaws or of his own volition, the soft, slick soles of his Chinese
slippers leaving no trace. Anna
did find a peculiar bit of wood, a two-by-two of mahogany or cherry about ten
inches long and polished until the edges were rounded. Because it showed no
signs of weathering she knew it had come from Rory's tent. No teethmarks
scarred the surface, so it was a good guess the bear hadn't carted it into the
forest. What it was or why Rory needed to tote it with him on research treks or
when fleeing from, or being abducted by, enormous omnivores, Anna hadn't a
clue. They
spent two hours searching the woods around the camp. Calling Rory's name
repeatedly they hoped to scare off the bear if it was still nearby, or scare up
a response from a lost or injured boy. Their
homemade racket was assisted by the almost constant commentary from Joan's
radio. The usual business of the park went on: an illegally parked horse
trailer on the north side, a rockslide east of the weeping wall, but most of
the talk regarded the search. The
number one-oh-two came up repeatedly. District ranger? Anna asked. Chief
and, till we get a new one, acting superintendent. Since
her promotion and move to Mississippi, district ranger was the position Anna
held. As was true in many middle management jobs, district rangers had
tremendous responsibilities. It was they who were called upon to search, to
rescue, to handle law enforcement situations beyond the field rangers' capabilities.
Though they were the ultimate authority available when the chips were down or
the proverbial shit hit the fan, they had very little authority in the greater
NPS hierarchy. The first hint of real power was reserved for the chief rangers. He
any good? Anna asked. Harry
Ruick? He's good, Joan said. Sides with the bears when the public
isn't clamoring. And
when they are? Pours
experts on them. Does
he usually go out on searches? Some chiefs stayed active in the field,
but more often than not they didn't. Several times a year they'd make some sort
of publicized trek of the brass into the backwoods for management reasons but,
particularly in the bigger parks, chief ranger had become an administrative
position. Not
usually, Joan admitted. The
search wasn't three hours old and already the big guns were rolling out. Harry
Ruick was guessing Van Slyke was dead. By
eight o'clock a light rain began to fall. August's warmth was co-opted by
weather and altitude. It had yet to reach sixty degrees. The low ceiling of
clouds would keep out any assistance by air. Rain was light and the wind calm,
but visibility on Flattop had dwindled to nothing. Joan
radioed Ruick, who headed up the team, and told him they had nothing. He
advised them to eat, rest, stay warm and meet the team on West Flattop Trail
around noon, when horses and searchers should be arriving. Rory's
father and stepmother are camped at Fifty Mountain, Joan said into the
radio. Has anybody been sent to inform them? We'll
work on it, Ruick promised and Joan left it at that. They
followed directions, eating as much as they could, resting, then hiking down to
the trail. The day shared its misery, cool and rainy: warm enough that rain
gear left one overheated and sweating, cold enough to give a severe chill if
one got thoroughly wet. A day without a whole hell of a lot to recommend it, as
far as Anna was concerned. Shortly
before noon they met up with the search party and led them the three quarters
of a mile back to their camp. Ruick
hadn't wasted his time in the saddle. On the ride up he'd worked out the search
area and the pattern to be used. The area around the clearing from where Rory'd
disappeared was divided into quadrants. The search pattern, Anna noticed, was
tight and intense. Ruick was looking for a body or an injured person, not a
young man still able to cover any amount of territory. Anna
and Joan went with the chief ranger on the section west toward Trapper Peak and
south to the precipitous descent into McDonald Creek. As often as not, park
higher-ups went soft. Some went down this road out of laziness; even more did
so because in their mountain-climbing, water-rafting youth, they'd trashed knee
and ankle joints. Like aging football players, they found themselves stove in
and going to fat in their middling years. By midafternoon Anna was wishing one
of those fates had befallen Harry Ruick. He was no wunderkind rocketed
up to the exalted rank of chief while still a lad; Anna put him in his early
fifties. His dark hair was grizzled, and through the open neck of his uniform
shirt, it looked as if the thick pelt on his chest had gone completely white.
He wasn't a tall man, but built, as Anna's father might have said when waxing
uncouth, like a brick shit house: squat, thick and rock-hard. Ruick
set a brutal pace and showed Anna and Joan the compliment of never doubting
they could match it. Unencumbered by weight—they carried little but their own
drinking water—they did. Drizzle
turned to rain and back to drizzle half a dozen times. The three of them ran
rivers of sweat. Rain gear was pulled off and stuffed in packs. Rain washed
sweat away and water streamed off their faces and arms. The woods dripped,
their silence moving from mysterious to oppressive. Ruick led them down ragged
slopes toward McDonald Creek through thickets of alder ten and fifteen feet
high and so dense they crawled on hands and knees till mud caked their
undersides. They
found no trace of Rory Van Slyke or the bear. Radio
traffic from the other three quadrants, two east into the burn, the other
northwest across West Flattop Trail, let them know the hunting had been no
better for the other team members. Just
after six that evening, they took a break and ate the sandwiches the team had
packed in on the horses. Ruick was as wet and dirty as Anna. And, bless
his heart, had the grace to look every bit as tired. One more hour,
he told them. Then we're getting into dark. One more hour and we'll head
back to your camp. Anna lowered her eyes to her cheese sandwich so he
wouldn't see the relief in them. Joan
didn't suffer Anna's vanity. Good, she said. My dogs are
barking. University of Minnesota, Anna remembered. Dogs were feet,
barking was tired. Where that strange code fit in with lutefisk and Lutherans
she'd never discovered. Harry
Ruick radioed the rest of the team with the quitting time, then they pushed
themselves up for another hour of calling and crawling and swearing at the
dogged weeping sky. The
last hour did not pass quickly. Time was slowed by a compulsion that had
developed in Anna forcing her to look at her watch every few minutes. Finally
Ruick said, That's enough, and they turned back. The search
technique he'd opted for was meticulous and labor intensive, the ground they
covered rugged, rife with hiding places. As a result, they'd traveled less than
three miles from the campsite. When
they were nearly to the clearing, the rain stopped. Clouds were thinning in the
west, letting in a flood of orange light that lifted Anna's spirits as much as
the thought of dry clothes and hot cocoa. Joan
was not similarly cheered. She wasn't sufficiently self-centered for rescue
work, Anna decided as she watched her, head down, slogging along in Harry
Ruick's wake. If Anna had to guess, she would have said Joan wasn't thinking of
dry clothes and hot drinks, but of a boy who was facing a cold wet night
without them. Or a boy who would never need them again. One-oh-two,
two-one-four. Joan and the chief ranger's radios came to life in stereo.
Two-one-four was Gary Bradley, one of the frontcountry bear-team guys. Anna had
met him when they'd gathered before the search and come to know him by proxy,
eavesdropping on their radio conversations. Gary was young and bearded and
idealistic and interchangeable with a thousand other seasonals who gave up
security and the American Dream for an intensely private dream of what
the world could be. Ruick
drew his hand-held from its cordovan leather holster on his belt. Anna hadn't
noticed before, but the back of his hand was crisscrossed with scratches and
jeweled with bright beads of blood where thorns had broken the skin. The sight
of blood reminded her of her own wound, the groove dug in her shoulder by the
grizzly bear. She half hoped it would leave a scar. The story would be
well worth the disfigurement. Go
ahead, Gary, the chief ranger was saying into his radio. We
got something here you better come look at. What
have you found? We're
up near Kootnai Pass, off West Glacier Trail half a mile. How far away are
you? Maybe
three miles. We can get there before dark. I'll
have Vic wait on the trail. Ruick
replaced the radio on his belt and picked up the pace. Gary
Bradley wouldn't say what they'd found over the public air waves. The only
thing that made people that circumspect was a corpse. Anna
sighed. So much for the cocoa. 5 According
to Anna's internal hiking pedometer, it was approximately two miles from
their camp to where the man called Vic was waiting for them: forty minutes
walking. The sun had gone behind Nahsukin Mountain, but the snow on Trapper
Peak still reflected molten fire. So far north, the twilight would linger. Vic
was another of Ruick's seasonals, on four months, off eight. The image of these
economic nomads was that of rootless college students collecting life
experiences with the safety net of Mom and Dad's income still stretched beneath
them. That hadn't been true for ten years or more. Certainly not since Anna had
joined the service. Vic was in his late thirties. A gold band on his left hand
proclaimed him a married man. Chances were good he had a kid or two to support
while he waited for the park service to offer him a full-time job with
benefits. An
ugly man, tubular and tight and pointy-headed, the seasonal began waving the
minute they appeared on the trail. Both hands waved a welcome ratified by an
accompanying shout. Given this gay greeting Anna began to think things weren't
as bad as they had feared. Then
they got close enough so that she could see him clearly. It wasn't welcome that
animated his tin-woodsman form but relief. He trotted up the trail babbling
about times and distances and rockfalls, only half of which they could
understand. Ignoring Anna and Joan, he stopped in front of the chief ranger.
Though he hadn't run more than twenty feet, he was panting, his long face with
its tight little features had a grayish cast and he was sweating profusely.
Anna could smell the unmistakable reek of vomit boiling off him with his body
heat. Take
it easy . . . Vic. Ruick read the man's name off the brass plate over his
left front pocket. Harry Ruick had reached that rarified stratum of management
where the names of the little people ran together. The
chief ranger might not know his seasonals' names, but he knew his job. Keeping
his voice light and confident, he said, Anybody going to die in the next
five minutes? No,
Vic admitted, but— Then
let's slow down. I don't know about these two, he jerked his chin at Anna
and Joan, but I need to catch my breath. The trail where Vic met
them ran along the northern edge of the burn. To the south, sinking into an
oblivion of inky darkness with the going of the sun, was charred land, burnt
spikes of trees snagging the skyline. Tiring of its grim aspect, Anna looked
north to where the mountain fell away in green and stone, tumbling steeply into
the canyon cut by Kootnai Creek. In mist and blue velvet the Rockies rushed
like water frozen in time across the Waterton Valley toward Canada. For the
first time she had the sense she was on top of a mountain. Fragments of the
rainstorm had settled beneath Flattop, clouds clinging to the sides of the far
mountains. Sun-touched tops were pink, bottoms gray, leaching night up from the
canyons. Transfixed
by this glimpse of paradise, she found herself standing alone. Harry had led
Vic to a log, where he sat between the chief ranger and Joan, seeming to take
comfort from the authority of the one and the mere presence of the other. Anna
had nothing to offer so she remained where she was, acutely aware that the
pleasure she took in this asymmetry of perfection would soon be blotted out by
whatever nasty sorrow humans had brought upon themselves with their meddling. That
in Rory's case she was one of the prime meddlers was not lost upon her. She
would feel no guilt at the boy's death, but she would not escape a heavy sense
of wrongness, of not having fit seamlessly enough into the fabric of nature. Ruick
got up and came to where she stood. Vic's going to stay here with Joan.
We won't be doing much tonight. He's pretty shook. You come with me. The
bear team had marked where they were to leave West Flattop Trail with orange
surveyor's tape. According to the two scraps of tape, the path led down a
scree-and-alder-choked side of a ravine cut through the rock of the mountain's flank.
Anna hoped Harry didn't want her to come with him too far. She'd managed to
trick her tired body into moving along at a respectable clip, but if she had to
climb the hill she was now skidding down for any great distance, she was going
to begin to show a definite strain. If Harry wanted her to carry any dead
weight, she would be in trouble. The
boys found a body. Ruick talked as they went, sliding and clinging to
spiny alders, his words flashing back with the whip of released branches.
From what Vic says, it's torn up bad. Face pretty much gone. People
live behind their faces. When rescuers had to deal with victims whose faces had
been destroyed, it was immeasurably harder than dealing with severed or mangled
limbs. Unfair as it was, facial mutilation turned the victim into a monster of
the most unsettling kind: one to be feared and pitied at the same time. Anna
was glad Joan had been left behind to look after the seasonal ranger. Unless
she was a whole lot harder than Anna took her for, she'd superimpose her son
Luke under the mangled features and give herself nightmares for a year. Another
terrific reason for not having children: it was so disturbing when animals ate
them. Have
you located Rory's folks yet? Anna asked, her mind running along
parental lines. This
is not our boy. They
slid further into the night. Into dense brush, the kind favored by predators.
Anna's mind closed itself off so she would not think of the roars that had
ripped them from the false sense of civilization they had enjoyed the night
before. She concentrated on keeping her footing and keeping the tangle of
low-growing branches from raking the flesh from her face. Bear!
Hey, bear! jerked Anna out of survival mode. A jolt of fear so strong she
twitched with it brought her to a stop. It's
us, Gary, the chief ranger called. Thank
God, came an answering voice. Thank
God, Anna echoed. Moments
later they broke through the brush into a clearing no bigger than a living room
rug. Like a character in a horror movie, Gary Bradley stood over a body, his
flashlight held in front of him. The
last of the light had retreated to the west. Anna fumbled her own flashlight
from her pack and for a moment the three of them blinded each other, needing to
reassure themselves that the faces ringed around the corpse were more or less
human. Gary
was pale under the beard, his lips bloodless in the harsh light of the flash.
At the sight of Harry Ruick, Anna could see the young man re-gathering his
wits. Being alone in the creeping dusk with nothing for company but a dead body
and whatever killed it would unnerve anyone. Bradley was glad not to be alone
and gladder still to be able to hand over the reins of leadership. We
were covering West Flattop, he said. Vic saw what looked to be drag
marks going off the trail up there where he met you. We followed them down and
found this. Her. Anna
was standing back five or six feet from the crumpled form at Bradley's feet,
waiting for instructions. Ruick squatted down and she moved slightly, training
her flashlight on the body to give him more light to see by. The
dead woman was lying on her side, knees drawn up as if she slept. Her right arm
was thrown up, obscuring her face. Blond hair, shoulder-length, permed and
dyed, frothed out from under a red-billed cap with the Coca-Cola logo on it.
She wore an oversized man's army jacket. Her legs were bare between the bottom
of flared rayon skirt-like shorts and the tops of her hiking boots. Anna didn't
see much blood. What there was would have soaked into the ground. Ruick
settled into deep calm, his manner deliberate, his words measured. Anna had
seen it a hundred times, done it herself at least that many, still she found
comfort in it. Things were under control. Help had arrived. Harry
felt for a carotid. We
checked first thing, Gary said. She'd been dead awhile, I'd guess.
She was sort of cold. But that might have been the rain. Any
ID? None
that we could find. Ruick
handed Anna his flashlight and she trained it along with hers on the corpse as
he carefully turned it over. As
the body rolled onto its back, Gary looked away. He'd seen what was there and
made the choice not to see it again. Anna looked from the seasonal ranger back
to the body then wished she'd followed his lead, traded the sight of the
woman's face for the scrap of sky Gary studied. We
just kind of started to roll her—you know, see if she was—then figured we'd
better leave well enough alone. Bear'd been feeding on her, Gary explained
disjointedly, eyes still fixed on a place only the gods call home. His
words pattered meaninglessly. Anna and Harry were locked in their own horror
show. Half of the woman's face was gone. From just above her left eyebrow down
to her jaw was a red ragged mass. Cheekbone and teeth were exposed, bone and
enamel crusted brown with dried blood. The eyeball was still in its socket,
staring in cloudy malevolence, the flesh around it eaten away. Eaten.
Anna pushed closer, knelt beside Harry and shined both lights on the carnage.
Look at the edges of the wound. Here and here. She pointed to the
cut on the forehead and the vertical slash that had taken out half the woman's
nose. Not eaten. This was done with a knife, a razor, an axe, something
like that. Ruick
stayed where he was, squatting on his heels, till Anna's knees began to ache.
Dutifully she held her post, keeping the lights steady. I'd
rather it had been a bear, Ruick said at last. I'd whole hell of a
lot rather it had been a bear. A
person killed her? Gary said, and for the first time Anna heard outrage
in his voice. A sentiment she shared. Working with wild animals one might never
lose the sense of tragedy a deadly encounter brought down on both species, but
it was a tragedy untainted by evil. Or at least that's how Anna had felt before
the bizarre sense that had pervaded her the night before, the feeling the beast
was not merely wild but somehow intentionally malicious. People killing people
was a different story. Always there was evil. Sometimes it was several times
removed, as when soldiers fought to the death for someone else's ideals. But it
was always there. Looks
that way, Harry said. Did you check the rest of the body? No,
sir, just the face. Clearly that had been enough for Gary. Ruick
rocked back on his heels. In the spill of light from the flashlights, he
studied first Gary then Anna and made a decision. Anna,
hand Gary the lights and help me with this. Gary, keep us lit here. I don't
suppose anybody's got a tape recorder? Pen and paper? Anna did have that
in the form of the small yellow pocket notebook with the ten standard
firefighting orders printed on the inside cover. While Ruick rooted around in
his pack, she and the seasonal waited, wishing they had more to do, some positive
action to take. Having found what he sought, a 35-mm camera, Harry clicked off
half a dozen pictures. The flash burned the photos into Anna's brain as they
did into the film. Scene recorded, Ruick began his work on the dead woman. Gary
held the lights as best he could while keeping his eyes off the ruin of the
corpse's face. Anna took notes. Ruick opened the army jacket. The dead woman
was built along apple-on-a-stick lines. The bulk of her weight was carried
between pubic bone and collar bone: big breasts, thick waist, meaty hips ending
abruptly in skinny and shapely legs. There wasn't much to write about. Except
for the butchered face, she appeared unharmed. Internal injuries would be
determined by the autopsy. Trauma to the face suggested enough force to snap
the neck, but there was surprisingly little blood; none of the flowing spillage
one might expect had the cuts occurred while the heart was still beating. The
carving had been done after the woman was dead. Harry's
check of the body was cursory. No defensive cuts on hands or arms. Nothing
apparent under the nails. Given the lack of light it was impossible to
ascertain much in the way of detail. The woman had no identification on her.
The pockets of the army coat produced unused rolls of film, a three-by-five
card, much battered, with measurements written on it, lip balm, three pennies
and a topographical map of the park. The pockets of the victim's shorts were
empty. Ruick
finished the search, then lacking anything with which to cover her, he rolled
the body back on its side and the ruination of her face was lost in shadow. He
and Anna reclaimed their flashlights and the three of them did a perfunctory
search of the tiny clearing, using only light and eyes for fear extraneous
movement would further contaminate a crime scene that had already been severely
compromised. No
pack, Anna said. No
water bottle anywhere, Gary added. Film
suggests she was carrying a camera. Could be the pack was stolen. Could be it
just got left off if she was chased or killed someplace else, Ruick said. He
got on the radio and set the machinery in motion for the body recovery. With
the weather clearing, a helicopter would be able to come at first light to
airlift it out of the park. While
he talked, Anna was shutting down. Night, too much hiking, scrabbling and
thinking, too little sleep, too little food: her brain was blanking. Though she
moved the light around in a desultory fashion she knew she wasn't seeing what
was there. Gary and the chief ranger were in slightly better shape. Their sleep
had not been ravaged by a psychotic bear. Still, she doubted any of the three
of them would be good for much till morning. Finally
Ruick put his radio away. For a long minute no one said anything. Anna knew she
had fallen into a dangerous state. She was abdicating, turning over not only
the problem of the dead woman but her own well-being to the solid, reassuring
Harry Ruick. Snap out of it, she ordered herself and scrubbed her skull
with her knuckles to wake up the gray matter. Abdicating in the backcountry was
commonplace. It was also a coward's way and a fool's. Nobody could guarantee
another's safety in the wilderness. Brain
nominally in gear, she said, We carry her out? Can't
see how to avoid it, Ruick replied. Can't leave her here. We're
between a rock and a hard place. We carry her out and trash what might remain
of the crime scene or we leave her here and the scavengers do the job for us.
They may anyway. The smell of blood is bound to attract some. There
was nothing in which to wrap the corpse. To facilitate carrying, they removed
her arms from the sleeves of her jacket, zipped them inside and tied the
sleeves over her chest. Anna secured her feet by the simple expedient of tying
her bootlaces together. Harry
Ruick took the head, Gary Bradley the feet. Anna had the awkward but not
difficult task of lighting their way back up the mountainside. The body had
been located less than a hundred yards down from the trail and they traversed
the distance in a grunting quarter of an hour. During
their absence Joan had not been idle. The other members of the team had
convened on West Flattop Trail. It had been too late and too dark to return to
Anna and Joan's camp for their personal things, but three tents had been
brought up from where the bear team cached their own gear. Camp was being set
up a quarter of a mile off trail where park visitors would not see it and so
have their wilderness experience infringed upon. Joan herself waited on the log
where they'd left her with Vic to lead them to the new camp. Though
they'd known each other little more than five days, Anna was inordinately glad
to see her. Leaving the men to struggle on with their burden across the flat
and level meadow that presaged the burn, Anna walked ahead with Joan. So
it was a woman, Joan said. Anna
heard the threadbare weariness in her voice and knew she was probably running
on nerve; muscle and bone were exhausted. Joan Rand was in fairly good shape,
but she carried an extra twenty pounds. Most of that, Anna guessed, was heart.
Joan was carrying the pain, Anna only the work and a few ounces of the horror.
Either she'd been born heartless or over the years had grown inured to the
tragedies of others. A
woman, she confirmed. Do
we know who she was? Not
yet. As
if admitting a failing on her part, Joan said, You know, I was so glad it
wasn't Rory I didn't even bother to ask Vic who she was. Rory
Van Slyke. Anna hadn't given him a moment's consideration since the chief
ranger had said of the corpse, This is not our boy. If Rory's trail
had been picked up by the backcountry ranger or the other members of the team,
they would have heard. He was still out there lost or hurt or dead. At
least we know our bear—presuming this was done by the same bear—has moved
on, Joan said. If it had taken Rory, cached him, it would have made
a nest nearby and stayed there to feed. The logic of bear behavior was
cheering her considerably. Anna was about to put an end to that. It wasn't that
she was in a foul mood herself and so wanted to spread the wretchedness around.
It was that she respected Joan enough to know she'd want to know the facts and
liked her enough to guess she'd rather be told under cover of darkness by another
woman than back in camp under the glare of Coleman lanterns and men's eyes. This
lady wasn't killed by our bear or any bear. She was hacked up by an edged
weapon. A human being killed her. Or something with opposable thumbs
masquerading as a human being. Ahead
was the camp. Lanterns had been set up, and four men and one woman bustled
purposefully about. Three tents had been pitched and Anna heard the familiar
hiss of a gas stove. Environmentalist that she was, it would still have given
her hope and courage had there been a great roaring fire to welcome them, warm
their bones and keep the monsters of the dark away. In this group of
conservationists, she wouldn't dare to so much as voice her primitive longings. This
is it, Joan said, stopping. Ruick and Bradley carried the corpse past
them into camp like hunters returning with the day's kill. Did
you hear me? Anna asked when Joan didn't fall into step behind them. I
did, Joan answered quietly. I just couldn't think of anything to
say. They
stayed a moment in silence on the edge of the circle of light carved out of the
night. Hot
drinks? Anna said finally. Hot
drinks, Joan agreed. Between
Anna and Harry they had thirty-one years of law enforcement in America's
national parks, yet the body of the murder victim created a dilemma neither of
them had faced before. Because of Glacier's active grizzly bear population the
remains were not only evidence but meat, carrion. Trails in the park were
routinely closed by the bear management team if a dead deer or elk was found on
or near them. A carcass attracted bears. What they'd so laboriously carried out
of the ravine might be a corpse tomorrow in a morgue. Tonight it was a carcass,
just beginning to get ripe and alluring. Faced
with a problem pertaining to Ursus horribilis, Joan regained her
equilibrium and took charge. The body was wrapped in plastic garbage bags—not
because it would keep the smell from the keen noses of any bears in the
neighborhood but to shield the delicate sensibilities of the humans—and hung up
in a tree thirty yards from camp along with the other edibles. That
more than anything seemed to bring a bleakness of mood over everyone. Though
several people made a weak joke or two and nobody stared at the ghoulish tree
decoration outright, Anna was sure everyone was as acutely aware as she that it
was hanging there, high in the branches, just beyond the reach of light, like a
Windigo in the north woods. They
ate in silence and crawled into the tents. There were six bear-team members,
plus Harry, Anna and Joan. Though as strays, Anna and Joan were invited to make
a third in somebody's tent, Anna opted to sleep in the open. Better
to face down the devil than blindly hear him circling. 6 Despite
the fact there seemed to be a bear in Glacier with Anna's name on it and
a lunatic who sliced off women's faces, she slept very well. Harry Ruick woke
her just after five by clanging around with stove and coffeepot. Having
only the truly vile clothes she'd worn the day before, Anna had slept in
nothing but her shirt and had to spend an awkward minute struggling into
underpants and shorts in the narrow confines of a sleeping bag. Trained in
backcountry etiquette, Ruick did not deign to notice her until she was decent. Joan
had selected their camp with foresight. Two downed logs, fallen at right angles
to one another, formed a natural seating area. Having stuffed the borrowed
sleeping bag into its sack, Anna made herself a cup of coffee from a
flow-through bag and joined the chief ranger where he sat on a log. Buck
got to the Van Slyke boy's dad up at Fifty Mountain yesterday afternoon, so the
folks know the kid's missing, Ruick said in lieu of good
morning. Anna
nodded. Buck was probably the backcountry ranger from down toward Waterton
Lake. The
helicopter will be able to land as soon as it's light. If I remember right,
there's a good flat spot on the burn less than a mile from here. We'll need to
go check it and flag it. Harry
wasn't so much talking to Anna as planning his operation. She was content to
serve the passive role of sounding board. Till Harry Ruick arrived on horseback
the day before, she'd never met him. He struck her as the new breed of
administrator—infused with a genuine love of the resource but a political
animal for all that, with an eye to the next rung up the ladder. Old-school
park rangers—or at least the lingering myth of them—would have it that they put
the needs of the park before their own. Enlightened self-interest was the
current trend. You're
here sort of apprenticing on Kate's bear DNA project, that right? he
asked. Despite the time they'd spent together floundering around in the
shrubbery, Anna had the feeling this was probably the first time he'd really
seen her. Yes,
she said. My home park's the Natchez Trace Parkway in Mississippi. You
know John Brown? He's
chief ranger there. John
and I went to FLETC together, Ruick named the Federal Law Enforcement
Training Center, which NPS enforcement rangers filtered through at some point
in their careers. Tell him I said 'hey' when you see him. Anna
promised she would. She wasn't surprised the two men knew each other. The
National Park Service was spread over a lot of real estate but there weren't
that many full-time employees. The game of who do you know was
played successfully from Joshua Tree to Acadia. Amenities
observed, he returned to the issues at hand. We're going to do double
duty today. Split our forces. You and I will go over the crime scene this
morning. Two of my district rangers and about a third of my field rangers are
in California on the Angeles National Forest. The damn annual pilgrimage to
keep the movie stars from being burned out of house and home. Talk about a
prime location for a 'let burn' policy. But be that as it may, I'm
short-handed. So if you wouldn't mind playing step-'n'-fetchit for me, I'd
appreciate it. In
one sentence he'd managed to give Anna the illusion of a gracious request and
at the same time let her know her official status in the investigation was that
of a gofer. A manager's manager. Glad
to help any way I can, she said, and meant it. Good
girl. The
girl offended Anna not in the least. Being a woman of a certain
age, she'd learned to pick her battles. That, and she'd been called a whole lot
worse. Gary,
Vic, the others'll continue searching for the Van Slyke boy. As soon as the
body —he pushed his jaw at the plastic-wrapped lump of bear bait hanging
in the tree at the far edge of their camp— is taken to West Glacier, the
helicopter will join the search. If the kid is up and around we ought to be
able to find him today. He
didn't add the obvious, that if Rory wasn't up and around it probably wouldn't
make a whole lot of difference whether he was found today or a month from
today. They
sipped their coffee in companionable silence awaiting the sun. Anna was cold.
Her green uniform shorts and short-sleeved gray shirt offered little in the way
of warmth. In a minute, when she was more awake, she would get her raincoat
from her day pack. Have
you ever had a murder at Glacier before? she asked. You
mean since it's been a national park? Harry thought about that for a bit.
Glacier was made a park in 1910. We joined up with Canada in 1932.
There's bound to have been some foul play but nothing in recent history,
he said finally. They used to be rare as hen's teeth. Used
to be. Anna was thinking of the beheading in Yosemite a few years back, the
death of the child in her own park only months before. Population
was at an all-time high. Park visitation was up. Anna remembered reading Future
Shock in college, the experiments crowding too many rats in too small a
space. Now, nearly thirty years later, it was happening in the parks. The rats
were starting to kill each other. Twenty
minutes after first light, before the sun had scraped over the jagged cliffs
rising from the eastern edge of the mountain, camp was broken, gear was stowed.
Joan and the rest of the bear team headed southeast to mark the helicopter
landing area, their sad cargo belly down across a saddle like a gunslinger's
trophy. Needing the full light of the sun to properly examine the shrub-choked
crime scene, Anna and Harry decided to first walk West Flattop Trail. The
woman had been butchered after death. The kind of precision knife or hatchet
job that had been done on her face was the work of ten or fifteen minutes,
maybe more considering the flesh cut away had been removed from the site.
Butchering was a job requiring privacy. Consequently the body had been carried
off the trail, as the drag marks attested. Corroborating this theory was the
fact that the body had none of the scratches or scrapes that might be expected
on the arms of a healthy live woman forced through a thick alder copse. Had
the murder occurred any distance off trail, most likely the killer would have
had all the privacy needed to mutilate in peace and would have had no need to
move the victim after death. Logic dictated that the murder had been committed
on or near West Flattop, and fairly near where the body had been dumped. In
August, with visitation at its peak, the killer would have wished to get the
body out of sight as quickly as possible. The
burn covered both sides of West Flattop but for the small patch of green
bordering the trail above where the body was found. It was an educated guess
that the kill had occurred in the burn zone, where the perpetrator had little
or no cover. He'd carried the victim till he found enough undergrowth he could
hide in. Anna
and Harry walked, one to each side, three to five yards off the trail in search
of the place the original violence had taken place. Just under half a mile from
where they started, they found what was probably the victim's backpack. It was
forty feet into the burn, stuffed under a downed tree. Char and ash had been
hastily pushed over it. The scorched soil would have proved an ideal surface
for tracking if it hadn't been for the rain the day before. What prints there
might have been were melted into amorphous depressions that would keep their
secrets. Anna
stood by, notebook in hand, while Harry photographed the pack and log with a
different 35-mm camera than he'd used the night before. This one had been
brought in by the helicopter. The other was his own. He'd come to the high
country for a search and rescue, not to investigate a murder. That
done, he and Anna made a series of measurements so the exact location and lie
of the pack could be reconstructed later on paper, should that prove necessary.
Then Ruick pulled on latex gloves, carefully swept the debris off the pack and
pulled it from where it had been stashed. He handled it as if protecting
possible fingerprints, but it was just good form and training. The stained gray
canvas, soaked with rain and grimed with soot, wouldn't hold any latent prints. From
the way the pack moved, Anna could tell it contained something heavy. Harry
emptied the zippered front pouch. Mosquito repellent, tissues,
topo—careful woman, carried two topographical maps. Not
careful enough, Anna remarked as she wrote down the items he'd removed. No.
I guess not. Let's see what we got here. He unzipped the main pocket of
the day pack and lifted out three cameras and four lenses. A
photographer. From what little I know about camera equipment, my guess is this
is pretty expensive stuff. Rules
out robbery, Anna said. Robbery had never been a motive she'd considered
seriously. Robbers took things and ran away. They didn't drag corpses around
and slice their faces off. Why would anyone slice off a face? Maybe he
didn't want her recognized, she said, seeing again the single eye staring
out of the mess. If
that's the case he didn't do a thorough job of it. I don't know about
you, but I'd recognize those near and dear to me if half their face was still
there. It doesn't take that much. That
was true. With dental work, fingerprints, medical records and DNA it was nearly
impossible to hide the identity of a corpse for any length of time. Unless it
was a corpse nobody cared about, and hadn't for a long time. Judging by the
cameras, this woman was too well-to-do to be completely unloved. No
film in any of the cameras, Harry said after a brief inspection. He
handed Anna the stuff to hold. Arms full, she abandoned the role of secretary.
Ruick reached into the pack and took out four boxes of unopened film and three
empties. No exposed film, he said. These boxes must have been
in here awhile. I guess she hadn't gotten to wherever she was going to shoot
before she was killed. Or
she was taking pictures of something the killer didn't want recorded for
posterity, Anna said. The
chief ranger shot her a look of surprise. Good point, he said, and
again she had the odd sensation that he was seeing her. It was as if underlings
only existed as nameless cogs in a green and gray machine. Because Ruick was
good at his job, he kept that machine clean, fueled and maintained, but
scarcely expected the moving parts to show signs of initiative above their
station in life. Item
by item he retrieved the cameras and lenses from Anna and restowed them in the
pack. Another ten minutes were spent circling out from the log, studying the
ground before he said, This vein's mined out, and they moved on. For
the next couple of hours they continued to comb both sides of the trail east
and west, but found no other trace of the woman or anything to indicate who
killed her or why. With the sun high and bright, they returned to where the
body had been and searched the path down and the area around where it had lain,
but again found nothing. If the meat cut from the face had been tossed into the
brush, something had dragged it away and eaten it. Gruesome as that image was,
Anna preferred it to the idea that the killer was hiking around with human
flesh packed along with his peanut butter and pork and beans. More measurements
were taken, notes made. Anna sketched the crime scene. So tangled was it with
branches and leaf litter that, as good as the sketch was, it still looked like
the doodlings of an idiot. Having
done what they could, they hiked east toward Fifty Mountain Camp. Given the
sinister goings-on since Van Slyke's disappearance, Harry felt it behooved him
to speak to the lost boy's parents personally. Three
miles shy of Fifty Mountain they received news of Rory. Returned from hearse
duty to search, the helicopter had flown over several times but it wasn't from
that source that they finally had word. The call came from dispatch in the
valley town of West Glacier. Hikers northbound on Flattop Trail, two miles
south of where it intersected with West Flattop near Fifty Mountain Camp, had
called park headquarters on their cell phone. They'd met a young man, naked
from the waist up and wearing slippers. They said he was distraught. He knew
his name, Rory Van Slyke, but otherwise seemed disoriented and claimed to be
seeking help for two women who had been savaged by a giant bear. Except for a
bad sunburn on his chest and shoulders, he appeared unhurt. The hikers would
stay with him till a ranger arrived. On
receiving the news, Harry radioed the rest of the search party to stand down.
After a night of bears, a day of rain, and a defiled corpse, Anna'd not
realized how starved she was—everybody was—for good news. The searchers fairly
chortled and glowed over the airwaves. Everyone needed to quip, joke, to say
some clever thing. Understanding this phenomenon, Ruick let the good times
effervesce at the cost of radio discipline for exactly two minutes. Anna saw
him look at his watch timing it. Then he cut it off with orders. Since
he and Anna were closest to where Rory waited with the hikers, they would cut
cross-country from West Flattop to Flattop Trail, bypassing Fifty Mountain
Camp, and collect their truant Earthwatcher. Joan and Gary were to hike to
Fifty Mountain and tell Mr. and Mrs. Van Slyke that Rory had been found unhurt.
Buck, the backcountry ranger Anna had yet to meet, was to join them at the camp
to assist Ruick in the murder investigation. Two
law enforcement men in two million acres seemed to be giving the murderer a definite
edge, but there was little else to be done. A massive manhunt could be mounted
if they had any idea who they were looking for. Till then it would only breed
panic and ill will. One
of the great enduring joys of wilderness travel was that, in America at least,
it did not require that one have one's papers in order. Campers were supposed
to have backcountry permits, but hikers didn't need even that. When in the
backcountry one could go to bed when tired, rise when rested and wander where
the heart led, unidentified and untracked. Even had they pulled every
backcountry permit issued, there was no way of knowing where the permittees
might be at any given moment. No one wanted to admit it, but in a killing such
as this, the murderer was likely to get away with it. If he or she—a woman
could just as easily bone a chicken or filet a person as a man—was apprehended,
it would have as much to do with dumb luck as good police work. Their
cross-country trek was short-lived, scarcely more than half a mile, but all of
it uphill. They rejoined Flattop where it ran parallel to West Flattop. Back
again on an improved surface, they made good time and reached the waiting
threesome just after two o'clock; hardly more than an hour after dispatch
radioed that Rory was found. In
the day Anna'd spent with the young Earthwatcher, he'd not seemed a
particularly demonstrative lad; but when he saw her rounding a clump of trees
behind the chief ranger his face actually appeared to light up, as the clichй
would have it. His eyes, dull and downcast, crinkled and came to life. His
face, slack to the point of idiocy, firmed into a boyish smile that ripened
quickly into laughter. For a second Anna thought he was going to rush over and
hug her. She braced herself but his inner light flickered and began to fail.
Like a robot suffering a power interruption, his movements faltered. Anna realized
that, though he had been glad to see her, the major wattage was reserved
for the person he thought was going to round the trees in her footsteps. The
instant it came together in her mind, she jumped in to put the boy out of his
misery. Joan's fine, she said quickly, speaking overloud to
penetrate the fog of trauma hovering around him. Neither of us was hurt.
Joan's gone to Fifty Mountain to tell your folks you're okay. Joan's
fine, she repeated, making sure the salient fact soaked in. Hooray,
he said. Hooray, hooray, hooray. And he hugged himself, sunburned
arms around a chest that was just beginning to show the breadth of manhood. He
rocked slightly and Anna was put in mind of a cartoon dog she'd delighted in as
a kid, Precious. Precious would hug himself and levitate whenever given a dog
biscuit. Rory looked like he'd just been treated to Purina's finest. When
he settled back to earth he began to chatter. I thought you were dead.
You and Joan. I heard that growling and I came back—honest to God I came back.
But the bear was huge. I mean huge. Like a polar bear. So I—I knew I had to get
help— Easy,
son, time for that later. You've had the whole park looking for you for nearly
two days. A lot of people are going to be real glad to see you. Harry
didn't sound like one of those glad individuals. He came across as brusque and
crabby. Anna noticed the hikers, not yet properly thanked for their heroic role
in the saga, exchange a glance of disapproval. Maybe
Harry was a heartless s.o.b., but Anna didn't think so. At least not entirely.
She recognized the unpleasant task of leadership: Harry's work wasn't done yet.
Happy as he might be that Van Slyke was alive and well, there were new plans to
be laid now. The
less altruistic side of the NPS leadership mantle was the deep-clown belief
that virtually every ranger harbored—only idiots and greenhorns got themselves
lost. Purists even espoused the idea that the money and man-hours used to find
them could be better spent. Anna would have been in favor of that radical view
of no-rescue wilderness had she not found search and rescue work so satisfying.
Enlightened self-interest; if the corporations and bureaucracies could get away
with calling selfishness that, surely a private citizen could try it on for
size. Anna,
Harry called her out of her thoughts. Are you an EMT? Yes. Do
your thing. He nodded in Rory's direction. As she led the boy a little
way away from the others, she heard Ruick click into politician mode and begin
to say the right things to the hikers. There was a time in the not-so-distant
past when she would have quietly rolled her eyes and indulged in a small sniff
of superiority. No more. Since she'd become a manager, she'd been made acutely
aware of how important a part of the job being a good politician was. And what
a joy it was to be a lowly flunky again for a few days. She
sat Rory on a stump, dug out the first-aid kit and, while he told his story,
ran through a standard field check. I'd
got out of my tent and gone into the woods just a little way behind that big
rock. Something must've kind of upset my system or something and it wouldn't
wait till morning . . . you know? He
looked to Anna to validate that diarrhea was an acceptable reason to leave
one's tent in the dead of night. I
know, she said agreeably. So
I was out there awhile and I kept hearing things, getting real nervous like,
you know? But I hadn't finished my, uh, my business. My insides— What
kind of things did you hear? Anna interrupted, having no desire to learn
about Rory Van Slyke's insides. For
a moment he didn't answer. He just watched her wrap the blood pressure cuff
around his upper arm with an expression of contentment on his face. Anna
guessed he was comforted by the trappings of modern medicine, civilization. The
things that he'd been raised to believe would keep him safe from the monsters. She
pumped up the cuff and he looked away, suddenly squeamish, as if she were
sticking a needle in his vein. What did you hear? she asked again. Animals,
I think. You know, maybe just little ones, though they could have been
something else. Maybe mice or rabbits or coyotes or something. I know you're
supposed to make a lot of noise when you go out into the woods like that, to
scare the bears off. Joan told me that. It wasn't that I forgot, but you guys
being asleep and all— That's
okay, Anna said. Right around camp nobody makes noises. Usually
just the fact we're there and stinking like humans'll make the bears give us a
wide berth. Anyway,
I don't think that stuff I first heard was the bear. Maybe it was but I don't
think so. Then I heard what sounded like footsteps. It scared me pretty bad. I
was, uh, done then . . . Anna
bet he was. Probably every sphincter in his body slammed shut when he heard a grizzly
bear headed his way. Maybe
I should have shouted, he said. Maybe it would have scared him
away. Maybe
it would have. Before Anna could be judgmental, she remembered that neither she
nor Joan had done any shouting once the attack began. Perhaps if they'd
screamed their bloody heads off, the bear would have run away. Instinct had
taken over and they'd cowered in silence, gripped by the surety that the only
safety lay in being invisible, playing dead. Footsteps?
Anna asked. The word seemed inappropriate for the sounds a large omnivore would
make lumbering through thick ferns. No,
it sounded like footsteps, Rory amended. At first. But then
it broke something, a stick or something, and I heard it growl. I've been to
zoos and all and I saw that movie The Bear, but I thought they'd mixed
things to get that noise—lions or trains or whatever, like they mixed noises to
get Tarzan's yodel to come out big enough. That's why little kids can't do it
right. Anna
turned away on the pretense of tucking the blood pressure cuff back in its
plastic case so he wouldn't see her smiling at the image of a scrawny little
Rory Van Slyke pounding on his bony chest and calling to herds of imaginary
backyard elephants. I
guess they didn't have to fake anything, he concluded. That roar
was about the most awful sound. That bear was immense. I could hear it ripping
into the tents. That's when I figured I'd better get help. The
scene played out in Anna's mind's eye: a terrified boy in sweats and slippers,
alone in the night as every horror he'd nursed for two days in the
wilderness—and for who knew how many before he arrived—took form from the
darkness. Nightmare made real in fur and teeth and claws and most awful
sound. Rory had panicked, blindly, brainlessly turned and ran into the
trees, Anna would have bet on it. She didn't blame him. That might very well
have been the course she would have adopted had she been given any choices. If
he was able to sell himself on the fiction he'd gone for help, he'd be okay. If
not, this wretched indication of cowardice would scar him. Anna wasn't sure she
could help, but she'd talk to Joan about it. Being a mother of boys, she might
have accrued some wisdom along those lines. You're
in fairly good shape for a man who's been without food or shelter for
thirty-six hours, she told him. The
hikers gave me fruit and granola bars, he said. They'd've let me
eat everything in their packs—and I could have—but it didn't seem polite. We'll
see about replenishing their stores, Anna promised. And get you
some serious food. Let me see your feet. She squatted in front of where
he was seated on the stump and he lifted his foot like a compliant child on a
trip to the shoe store. The
Chinese cloth slippers had held up remarkably well. Though they had been pulled
and squashed and pounded till they resembled third base after an eleven inning
game more than they did shoes, the seams had held. The flat rubber soles,
pierced through in several places, had not split. You
sure got your four-ninety-five's worth out of these things, she remarked
as she unbuckled the Mary Jane strap on the right shoe and slipped it off. His
feet were coal-black from his dusty tramp through the burn. Until he had washed,
there was no telling what was bruising and what was dirt. She found one cut on
his heel that lined up with a tear in the slipper's sole, and no blisters. Gently
she palpated the right foot, then the left. What happened after you went
for help? she asked. You still owe me thirty-five hours' worth of
story. Not
much, he said vaguely. Anna couldn't tell if he was being evasive or if
the hours' had run together in his mind. Just walked, you know. Got lost.
Then came out on this trail and ran into the hikers. His voice was drifty
and soft. Did
you take any falls? Hit your head or anything? No.
Like I said, I'm fine. Head
trauma, then, did not account for this sudden fog. Evasive, Anna decided. If,
after some distance had been put between him and bear, the panic had not
subsided, and come morning he'd neither tried to find help nor returned to camp
to see if Anna and Joan were injured, if he'd holed up, cowering somewhere, the
evasiveness made sense. Shame was as great a fogger of memory as a blow to the
skull. The
faceless face of the dead woman flashed behind Anna's eyes and another reason
for evasiveness came to mind. Maybe Rory didn't want her to know precisely what
had transpired during the day and a half he'd gone missing because it was something
he'd rather keep secret. Like murder. She
snorted abruptly, an aborted laugh gone up her nose. Rory had run off in his
slippers and pj's, pursued, at least in his own mind, by a bear. Then he meets
a stranger by accident, kills her for no reason, stashes her pack, finds an
edged weapon, drags her into the undergrowth and cuts her face off, all without
getting a drop of blood on his person. Even for Anna, suspicion had to have at
least a rudiment of logic to buoy it up. You
go barefoot a lot? she asked. The calluses on the bottoms of Rory's feet
were thick and hard. He'd suffered less from his overland ordeal than most
would. A
fair amount, he replied. Lots of times I run cross-country
bare-footed. It drives Coach out of his mind. I only do it in practice. Never
at a meet. Anna
put sonic lidocaine on his sunburn to help with the pain and, though the day
had warmed to the mid-eighties, advised him to put a shirt on so the sun
wouldn't do any more damage. I
lost my sweatshirt, he said, sounding as if he was telling a lie. Anna
looked at him sharply. It was his sweatshirt. Nobody cared whether he'd lost
it, burned it or given it to a passing elk. Why lie about it? Because he'd
twitched, Anna was compelled to pounce. How did you lose it? I
guess I must have dropped it or left it behind or something. Vague
again. Lying again? Maybe not. Maybe he didn't know how he'd lost his
shirt and that lapse was scaring him. Maybe. It
happens, she said neutrally. I
guess. The
chief ranger came over to their outdoor clinic. So. He going to
live? For
a while, Anna said and gave Ruick a brief rundown of Rory's minor
complaints. We
need to figure out the best way down, Ruick said when she'd finished.
No packaging's called for. I can send the backboard down on the
helicopter. We can either get him to the nearest good landing site for airlift
or have Gary or Vic bring the pack horses over and ride on down the south side.
From a medical standpoint, do you think it matters a whole hill of beans? Half
of one, six dozen of the other, Anna said. Rory
sat on his stump looking back and forth at them, apparently accustomed to being
discussed in the third person when he was in the room. He came to life when
Harry said, We'll airlift you out, Rory. We've got the helicopter till
sundown. May as well use it. I
don't need to go down, Rory said, sounding alarmed at the prospect. Ruick
looked at him, cleared the irritation off his face and changed gears from
logistics to public relations. Hunkering on his heels so he wouldn't be talking
down, he explained, You've been out a long time, Rory. Thirty-six hours
up here is nothing to sneeze at. Your feet are battered, you've gone without
food, bad sunburn, dehydrated— I
had water, Rory said defensively. Picking up the high-tech water bottle
with the filtering system built in, the one Anna'd admired the first time she'd
seen it, he shook it to prove his point. You
still need to get checked out, Ruick said reasonably. Your
feet— I
only got that one cut and Anna says it's no big deal. I've run thirteen-K races
with worse cuts than that. It's nothing. Rory was becoming agitated. His
reaction struck Anna as excessive for the threat he faced: a free ride in a
helicopter and a night or two in a comfortable bed. Irritation
revisited Ruick's face. He was not used to being thwarted. Probably he had no
children. Anna had none but she'd spent the first spring in Mississippi
embroiled with the students of Clinton High School. Thwarted was
putting it mildly. You
have to go down, son, Ruick said, striving for fatherly kindness and
almost making it. No
I don't, Rory returned. Anna was amazed that someone who could face down
a chief ranger would be given the megrims by a mere grizzly bear. It wasn't
that Rory had no fear of Ruick. He did. She could see it in the nervous flick
of the eyes and a slight quiver at the corners of his mouth. She could also see
that he had no intention of backing down. She doesn't take shit off anybody. Anna remembered him saying that of his stepmother as if it was the
highest praise he could bestow. Rory was more afraid of taking
shit, as he perceived it, than he was of what the chief ranger could do
to him if he chose. Which was considerable, up to and including having him removed
from the DNA project and the park if he deemed him a danger to himself, others
or the resource. What
would make a boy so afraid of taking shit—Anna couldn't think of a less crude
phrase that captured the essence of the phenomenon with such accuracy—off a
grown man, and an authority figure to boot? Kids spent the first twenty years
of their lives taking shit in the form of instruction, correction,
insult, advice, manipulation, education and abuse by their elders. By sixteen
most were past masters at the art of passive aggression. Anna wondered what
Rory's parents, particularly his father to whom he referred scornfully as
Les, had done to circumvent the natural flow. Ruick
sighed, stood up and gazed around for a moment. His eyes lit on Anna and he
made an executive decision. You handle this, he said and stalked
off. Anna
and Rory watched him go. Feeling suddenly weary, she sat down on a log next to
the boy. What have you got against going down, getting checked and
resting up a bit? she asked. Rory
took a few seconds to downgrade from obstinate to sullen. I'm not
hurt, he said. There's nothing the matter with me. I'm here to do
that bear thing. We got more traps to set, don't we? I don't see why I've got
to go down and be messed with because I got lost. He just wants to cover his
ass in case I decide I got some big injury and sue, which I'm not going to do,
and make like him calling out the troops and the helicopter and everything was
a good idea. Why should I be punished because I accidentally got lost? Punished.
A kid's word. Still, Anna could see the logic and had to admit she was
impressed that a boy so green in years grasped the CYA mentality a
pathologically litigious society had forced upon government agencies. That
bear tore up our tents, she tried. Shredded them like
confetti. They
were government issue. Don't tell me they don't have more tents. Anna
didn't. As a matter of fact, they'd already been replaced. The bear team had
packed in two spares. They'd been left at Anna and Joan's camp. I'll
sleep on the ground if I have to, Rory said. His
hands were clasped together in his lap, gripped so tightly the knuckles showed
white. Rory'd been terrified of bears. Then a particularly aggressive member of
that club had ratified his fears. If he was willing to face another night in
the open despite that, more power to him. Maybe that was it, maybe he had to
prove to himself he wasn't a coward. Okay,
Anna said. You stay. I'll tell Harry. Harry
was not pleased but he was practical. Legally he could not force Rory to accept
medical transport, since the boy was neither mentally incompetent nor
unconscious. Technically he was underage, but since his parents were close at
hand and he clearly had no life-threatening emergencies, it would be
inexcusably heavy-handed to play the minor card. Ruick also struck Anna as
fair. She doubted he would mess with Rory's Earthwatch status on the DNA
project. You're
going to have to walk back to Fifty Mountain in those things, Harry
warned, pointing to Van Slyke's disreputable footwear. I
can do that, sir, Rory said, all good manners and boyish deference now
that he'd gotten his way. You
got a shirt or something you can put on over that sunburn? Anna
put sunscreen on me, sir. The
sirs were put to good effect. Ruick was sufficiently mollified to
lose interest. Lets go, then, he said. I expect your parents
at least will be glad to see you. At
Harry's suggestion the hikers who'd found Rory had gone on ahead. Ruick led,
setting a pace that was geared to Van Slyke's sore feet, though he wouldn't
have admitted it. Rory was in the middle and Anna last. As
she walked behind them it occurred to her that Rory had not asked if his
parents were worried. Harry had told him up front that somebody had been sent
to tell them he'd been found. Even so, it seemed peculiar. Had Anna been
missing in the wilderness for thirty-six hours at his age, one of her chief
concerns would have been how much hot water she was going to be in when she got
home and her parents' intense relief had time to transform into anger the way
it invariably did. Fifty
Mountain Camp was on the northernmost edge of the old burn scar. Trees
were charred snags and tents were pitched on black soil. Forty yards further
on, the fire had finally exhausted itself. Beyond were green rolling hills,
meadows painted with wildflowers. Rich as velvet, the meadows lay between
stones the size of houses and cars that had tumbled down from the ridge; a
strange Stonehenge rolling away seemingly to the edge of the world. Fifty
Mountain had five sites, all of them full. Orange, blue and green bubbles of tents
poked up between the coal black spires like poisonous toadstools. Backpacks
leaned against stumps, and the inevitable laundry of backpackers, socks and old
towels, hung limply from spindly branches. As
part of its bear management plan, Glacier's campgrounds were laid out
differently from those in other national parks. A single area was set away from
the tents and designated for cooking and consuming food. It served two
purposes: to confine the excessive foot traffic food areas invariably suffered
and to keep this most bear-attractive of activities separate from where the
campers slept. At
Fifty Mountain the cooking area was between a creek winding a life of green and
silver through the burn and the developed tent sites further up a gentle slope
toward the edge of the fire scar. Hiking
up from the creek, Anna thought it looked as if a town meeting was being held
in the food preparation area. The rough log benches were filled with behinds
and half a dozen people stood around talking in low voices. Anna recognized
Joan, Gary and Vic. With them was a tall, ruddy blond with the stringy good
looks of a man who spends his days walking. He wore an NPS summer uniform,
shorts, no gun. Anna guessed this was Buck, the backcountry ranger Harry'd
called on to carry the bad news and then the good to Rory's parents. The
group spotted them, there was a moment of frozen tableau as new information was
processed, then Joan shouted, Back from the dead. That's my boy,
and things began to happen. A
nondescript man, slightly stooped, wisps of thinning hair lifting in the
breeze, stood, shaded his eyes, then smiled. The smile, accompanied by that
illumination from within, identified him to Anna: Les, Rory's father. Joy made
their faces alike. Les took a couple of steps around the edge of the log then
the joy-light died. The dislike he'd seen in his son's face doused it. Anna
watched Lester Van Slyke as she traversed the last few yards up from the creek.
Rory, already being absorbed by the amoeba of people, had said only a couple of
words to him before being enclosed by the crowd. Les
was left on the outskirts. Twice he sort of pushed himself up straighter,
raised his chin and peered over shoulders as if steeling himself to the task of
breaking through the ranks to his child. Hopelessness or cowardice stopped him
both times. Finally he turned and busied himself with a day pack on one of the
benches. Anna knew what he was doing. He was engaged in the occupation of being
occupied, proving he had things to do, places to go, people to meet. Fooling
himself or hoping to fool others into thinking that he hadn't been shut out. Or
if he had, was too busy to notice the slight. Carolyn Van Slyke, the
stepmother, Anna didn't see. Odds were good she was at the nucleus of the
amoeba with Rory. Though
disinclined to like Lester Van Slyke for the simple reason that his son didn't,
Anna nevertheless felt pity for him. You must be Rory's father, she
said and stuck out her hand. Les very nearly flinched, then recovered himself
and shook hands with her. His fingers were soft and warm, his grip almost
nonexistent. It was like shaking hands with a cat's tail or a draft from the
furnace. I
bet you're glad to get your boy back, Anna said, just to be saying
something. Les acted a bit foggy, as if he had trouble thinking. He looked from
Anna to the wall of backs to the pack he'd been fiddling with. His face was
remarkably unguarded for a man his age, around sixty. Anna could almost read
the choices being sorted. Continuing with the pack was rejected; trying to pry
into the inner circle to present Anna was abandoned. At
length he got himself squared away. The fog lifted and Anna was treated to
another one of those Van Slyke boy smiles. Glad's not the half of
it, he said. I have been out of my mind with worry. Anything could
happen to a boy out here. Just anything. You name it. And helpless? My! I
wanted to go with the searchers but I guess I've let myself get out of shape
some and . . . well... He drifted off apologetically, spreading his arms
in a half-shrug to show her his concave chest and rounded potbelly. He
was out of shape. Had Anna been in Buck's place she would have kept Mr. Van
Slyke close to camp as well. He carried twenty extra pounds, all of it in the
gut. The muscle tone in his arms was nil and his legs were white and spindly
above the tops of brand-new hiking boots. Obviously not a seasoned
backwoodsman. His forearms were grayish with old bruising and there were marks
on the few inches of thigh Anna could see below his hiking shorts. Some old and
a couple fresh and angry looking. She wondered if he had one of those skin or
circulation disorders where the slightest bump will leave a bruise for weeks. Then
there was the thing with Carolyn, he finished. Anna
wriggled out of her day pack, sat down by the one he'd been rummaging through
and began unlacing her boots. They were old and, given they were great heavy
lug-soled boots, comfortable enough, but her feet yearned for cool air and her
toes for unfettered freedom. His
stepmom pretty anxious? she asked to be polite. I
don't know. I mean, I'm sure she would have been. Didn't they tell you?
Carolyn's been gone since yesterday morning. That
got Anna's attention. She looked up from her bootlaces. Gone? I
woke up and she'd gone. She does that. I didn't think anything of it, but she
hasn't come back yet. An
emotion flickered behind Mr. Van Slyke's pale clear eyes. It looked like relief
for an instant then was clouded over with concern. A faint line, an old cleanly
healed scar, traced white across his brow and down the side of his nose as his
face muscles tensed. Usually
she's not gone so long. Not overnight. At least not in a place like this. I
mean, where would she go? Have
you reported it? Anna asked cautiously. This
noon when she still wasn't back, I got worried. I told that young fellow, that
ranger, when he came with the news you found Rory. I kind of thought maybe she
was with you guys. Not
with us, Anna said, then realized that might not be strictly true. She
replaced her boot. She needed to talk to Harry Ruick. 7 Anna
crept off to be alone. It seemed like months since she'd been free of
human chatter, the pressure of words on her brain, eyes on her skin. Even in
times of no trauma she felt the need to escape, to decompress after a day in
the society of her fellows. Distracted as she'd been by the many threads of
human drama woven over the summit of Flattop, she'd not noticed how heavy the
strands had become till she'd crawled out from under them. Now,
safe in a secluded crook of the creek's wandering arm, boulders as high as a
horse's withers forming haphazard fortress walls between her and the squalid
hubbub of Fifty Mountain Camp, she found herself imbibing huge drafts of air,
sucking and sighing like a woman too long underwater. Hyperventilation brought
tears. Not healing tears that flow freely and wash away grief, but the
niggardly hot tears that merely sting the corners of the eyes. Peevish,
self-willed tears for her own weariness and because the woman's butchered face
still clung to the back of her retinas. Perhaps if she'd cried for others, the
tears would have been more generous. Joan
had cried when Rory came back from the gastrointestinal tract of the bear
unchewed and unclawed. Cried for joy from her warm mother's heart. Anna envied
that in some unidentifiable way, envied Joan's deep connection with the human
race. She was a member of the club. Anna was half convinced she'd been begotten
by a passing alien life-form on a human woman. It was as good an explanation as
any for the sense she had of being an outsider. I
need my head examined, she muttered and wished she could call Molly.
Instead, she forced herself to sit up, to rinse the self-pity from her face
with the icy milk flowing down from the glaciers. Face free of dust, mind
loosed from self-involved thoughts, she lay back again on the stone, felt the
sun on her skin and began to draw strength from the earth. But for the quiet
laughter of the stream, the high country was wrapped in its peculiar silence.
Birds did not twitter. Squirrels did not scuffle. Even the insects did not hum. Into
this bone-deep peace, images—scenes that had made little or no sense at the
time—began to resurface. After
Anna had told the chief ranger of the disappearance of Lester Van Slyke's wife,
Harry took him and his son away from the others. Rory was old enough he, too,
was to be burdened with the news that the body they found was very probably
that of his missing stepmother. To her relief, Anna had not been asked to
participate in this interaction. Fifteen feet away, leaning comfortably against
a snag, she watched the three men with interest. Ruick had his back to her but
she could see Rory and his father clearly. Over
the years Anna had broken enough bad news to park visitors that she knew the
stages of acceptance. Predictable as sunrise, she saw them flow across Les and
Rory's faces. First was blank stupidity, the brain refusing to understand, then
the dawning of fear as a tide of it rushed in from the darkest oceans of the
mind. Third was either disintegration or coping. Both Rory and Les coped, but
before the fear had been stemmed by courage—or hope—there came a moment that
didn't fit the pattern. Shock
had momentarily rendered their faces free of artifice, and the look they
exchanged had been naked emotion. What emotion, was the question that troubled
Anna. She could make a few assumptions as to what it was not. But she had to
take them separately, father and son, because though the look had come from
both at the same instant, there was no conspiracy in it and no empathy, merely
two different unmasked thoughts broadcast simultaneously. Les
had not turned to his son with love or with concern. Near as she could tell, he
had not been seeking to give or receive comfort. The closest she could get to
deciphering the sudden dark flash of energy she'd witnessed was a flare of
horror turning to shame. The vision was fleeting, quickly reverting to the
blank of denial. Then Les appeared, if possible, even more downtrodden and
ineffectual than he had before. Rory's
glance had been even more puzzling. Maybe anger. Maybe respect. Anna was just
guessing. Reading faces was an art, not a science. Sometimes the muse was on
one's side. Sometimes she merely toyed with one. Given
that the first suspect in a murder case is invariably the spouse of the victim,
Anna found the exchange noteworthy. It was hard to picture self-effacing Mr.
Van Slyke creeping out of his tent in the dead of night—presuming the missus
had been offed in the traditional dead of night—in his brand-spanking-new
boots, following or luring his wife several miles from camp, then killing her
and mutilating her face. Facial mutilation usually bespoke great rage, great hatred
toward the victim in particular or, less often, the gender in general. Only
close friends and near enemies cared enough to rip one's face off. Lester Van
Slyke didn't seem capable of that kind of emotion, but looks were consistently
deceiving. In
the midst of these ephemeral and possibly imaginary weirdnesses—Anna knew she
was quite capable of seeing ne'er-do-wells where only solid citizens
existed—was a very real anomaly. Lester Van Slyke's wife had been missing in
the wilderness between twenty-four and thirty-six hours before he bothered to
report it. That in and of itself was highly irregular. If
she was right about the horror and shame on Lester's face, could it be horror
at what he'd done? Or horror at what he thought Rory might have done? Rory.
Anna let her mind float over the boy for a while. He was an enigma. People of
his age were such cauldrons of emotion, hormones, burgeoning pride and
inherited misinformation that assigning motives to their actions was nearly
impossible. Half the time even they did not knew why they did a thing. From
what little she knew of Rory, he was devoted to—or at least greatly admired—his
stepmother. And he'd not gone out in the night intentionally; he'd fled
half-dressed from the predations of a bear. Half-dressed;
something about that bothered Anna. She stretched in the sun like a lazy cat
and opened her mind to pictures of Rory in dishabille. The
mysteriously missing shirt he avoided discussing was odd but not earth-shaking.
That was not the pea under Anna's metaphorical mattresses that bruised her
thoughts each time they turned over. The sweatpants, the slippers, the sunburn,
the cut foot: these things were as they should be. Anna stopped making lists
and merely let the chips of memory run movies in her head: Rory talking,
sitting on his stump, laughing, drinking water. Drinking
water; he'd been drinking out of his fancy filter-it-anywhere, special-order,
latest-gimmick-on-the-market water bottle. Why
would someone with diarrhea, rushing into the wood to relieve himself, bring
along his water bottle? According to Rory, after the bear had come on the
scene, such had been his haste to go for help that he'd pulled up
his trousers and dashed off without slowing down enough even to take his
flashlight. The
water bottle could indicate nothing. Rory might have been dehydrated and
thought he'd be in the woods with his loose bowels long enough he'd need a
drink. Reflex might have dictated he snatch up the bottle when he fled the
bear. Or it could indicate that before he left his tent, he knew he had
someplace to go a long enough hike away that he'd need to bring along water.
With the grim bulk of suspicion squeezing out generous thought, it came to Anna
that Rory might not have wished to discuss his missing shirt because he'd
purposely left it behind, hidden it so no one would see that it was covered in
blood. Yuck,
Anna said aloud and sat up. The sun had moved two fingers toward the west.
There were several hours of daylight left but they'd want to start for their
camp soon. Buck, bless his long-legged energy, had volunteered to walk the six
miles round-trip to Anna and Joan's camp on the far side of the mountain top
and bring back boots and socks for Rory. Despite
the very real possibility that the dead woman was his stepmother, Rory had
refused to ride down in the helicopter with his dad and Harry Ruick. There'd
been no small effort to convince him. Anna had bowed out and left it to Ruick.
Again Rory had persevered and they'd flown without him. Given
her recent unsavory thoughts about the lad, Anna was sorry Ruick hadn't been a
little more heavy-handed. Having
spoiled her solitude by inviting thoughts of others there, she decided to
rejoin the human race even if she did so as a half-alien interloper. Her timing
was good. As she was lacing up her boots she heard Joan's voice calling her
name. Over
here, Anna hollered. A
scrambling sound, then Joan appeared around the side of a boulder. Since Rory'd
been found, Joan's looks had improved. The sight of the boy unharmed had eased
two days' weariness from her face and eyes. Hey.
There you are. She sounded positively chipper. Uncharitably, Anna
resented it. Here
I am, she confirmed. Joan
plopped comfortably clown on the rock beside her. You look a wee bit on the
grouchy side, she said cheerfully. Grouchy
doesn't even begin to touch it. I've been thinking, Anna explained. Oooh.
Not good. Why
did Rory have his water bottle with him? What—
Joan looked baffled, then as her quick mind rapidly put together the pieces,
crestfallen. Chipper good cheer burst like a birthday balloon. Oh, Anna,
no . . . You've
got to admit it's a little out of whack considering the story he gave us. It
makes no sense, Joan said. Surely he'd've put on his boots if he
knew he was going . . . somewhere. Not
if he didn't want to leave tracks. It wasn't that far. Anna remembered
something then and added it to the soup. He could cover a lot of country.
He's a long-distance runner. He told me. He runs barefoot. I
don't believe it, Joan said firmly. Neither
do I, but you've got to admit it warrants looking at. Joan
sighed. This is why I went into zoology, she said. Animals
have no hidden agendas. After that they were quiet for a while. So long
that Anna began to suffer that uncomfortable feeling that comes when one
suspects one has committed an awful social gaffe but can't figure out what it
is. You
know, Joan said finally. You are in danger of going over to the
dark side, Anna. You need a lot more of rainbows and roses and whiskers on
kittens in the daily fare. I think you've been given to me for some serious
lightening up. I've got you for two more weeks. God,
that's not long enough, Anna said seriously. Joan
laughed, a noise so filled with that rare essence, gay abandon, that Anna
laughed too, and felt sincerely lightened. Change
in venue, Joan said when they'd subsided. Turns out Rory is to go
down. We're all to go down for a day. Harry needs us for reports, interviews
and whatnot over both the search and the other. It's too late for us to head
out today and ain't nobody sending an expensive helicopter for such as we. So
we hike back to camp and pack out tomorrow. Harry also said, and I quote: 'Tell
Anna she can nose around the campers at Fifty Mountain if she wants.' Tacit
approval for her to investigate but with no official standing and no NPS
backing. Ruick was a clever fellow. If Anna discovered anything useful, all to
the good. If she screwed up, she was of little more importance than a civilian.
Unless she screwed up big-time and ended up in civil court. Then they were both
in deep trouble. Anna allowed herself to be warmed by the knowledge that the
chief ranger counted on her not to screw up. Do
you know if the campers have been interviewed? Anna asked. She had been
on her rock for quite some time, since before the helicopter carried off Lester
Van Slyke. I
think so. I know Harry talked briefly to everybody and told them they'll need
to stop by headquarters before they leave the park in case any new questions
come up or there's paperwork to be done. There's
always paperwork, Anna said. Always. She
followed Joan back up to camp. They had about ninety minutes to kill
before Buck returned with Rory's boots. Anna decided to take up Ruick's
invitation to nose around. Already
the will-o'-the-wisp population of Fifty Mountain had undergone so much change,
interviews were largely a waste of time. Rory had been missing a night, a day,
and a night. During that day the body had been discovered. It was not till the
following day that they'd found Carolyn Van Slyke was missing. Campers seldom
stayed in one place that long. Assuming the faceless woman had been killed the
night Rory ran from the bear, as the condition of the corpse suggested, two
mornings had come and gone. Mornings during which early-rising campers folded
their tents and moved on and new people hiked in to take their places.
Witnesses, alibis, the usual round of queries brought on by homicide, scarcely
applied. Anna
wandered from site to site. Only three groups that had been there the night
Mrs. Van Slyke went AWOL remained. The compliment she'd inferred from Ruick's
suggestion began to lose its luster. Because of unique circumstances, nosing
around was a bit of a fool's errand. Still, she persevered. She had nothing
better to do and she'd become accustomed to the dead ends in law enforcement.
One simply followed them to their natural conclusion, checked them off the list
and went on to the next. Without a good lead to follow, most investigative work
boiled down to necessary tedium. Doing it out-of-doors in one of the most
beautiful places on earth was a definite perk. One
by one, Anna spoke with those who had been there the night the potential Mrs.
Van Slyke was probably killed. Three Canadian college girls could tell Anna
nothing. Persons not young and not beautiful were of no interest to them. A
couple in their late fifties from Michigan had noticed Carolyn at the food preparation
area. They thought she was married to someone other than Lester. That or the
wife's description of Lester was kind to the point of absurdity. She'd given
him hair and four extra inches in height. They described Carolyn as a vivacious
woman with a loud voice and laugh. There was little else they could recall. The
wife kindly pointed out the man they'd mistaken for Mrs. Van Slyke's husband.
He was the only person Anna had yet to talk with who had been at Fifty Mountain
on the night in question. His tent was pitched in the site farthest from the
food area. Like every site, it had a stunning view through the teeth of rotting
snags to the glacier-sheared plain that was Flattop Mountain. When Anna saw
him, he was sitting on a tarp, his back against the charred bark of a pine that
had survived the fire. Two years later it still struggled, half black, half
green, like a scarred and wounded woman, looks and strength gone but heart
still determined. The
man beneath this valiant tree wasn't doing quite as well. Like Lester, his
backcountry duds and gear were suspiciously new and he wriggled like a man
whose backside has known only leather car seats and barstools. Though the sun
was setting and the temperature had dropped considerably, he wore only a thin
T-shirt and hugged his knees for warmth. Hovering around fifty, he sported rich
reddish-brown hair that was still thick. Not a trace of gray showed anywhere.
Anna suspected he owed more to Grecian Formula than good genes. She could see
how the Michigan couple might have mistaken him for Mr. Van Slyke. Even dead,
Carolyn looked more of a match for this man than the stooped, pale, prematurely
aged Lester. Hey,
sorry to bother you, Anna said, stopping on the perimeter of an invisible
circle around his camp. Anna would no more barge into someone's campsite than
she would enter a house without knocking. Hi.
He slapped at a mosquito. He made no effort to rise. Neither a backwoodsman nor
a gentleman. I'm
Anna Pigeon, Anna identified herself. I'm a park ranger. We're
asking questions of the folks who were camped here the night that woman went
missing. I
don't know anything about that. I came here to get away from people. I've
stayed pretty much to myself. He delivered this piece of information to a
place halfway between his eyes and Anna's knees, punctuating his words with
slaps at mosquitoes. You
want to get a coat or something? Anna asked. It wasn't so much that she
hated to see a fellow human being suffering as that she wanted his full
attention. She
got it. A
coat? He met her eyes with sudden suspicion. Why? Anna
shrugged. Maybe vanity made him prickly about his outerwear. It's
getting cold. Looks like the mosquitoes are eating you up. I thought you'd be
more comfortable. He
relaxed. No. I'm fine. You want to sit down? Pull up a chair. He
laughed, the hollow angry sound of a man annoyed Glacier National Park didn't
see fit to furnish their campsites. These mosquitoes are awful. I thought
you weren't supposed to have mosquitoes up here. God's country and all
that. I've
got some mosquito repellent in my pack you can use, Anna offered as she
folded herself neatly on the packed ground near his tarpaulin. He
took the insect repellent readily enough and smeared it on his face and arms.
Bill McCaskil, he introduced himself as he handed it back. Sans
bugs he was more personable. Anna got down to the business of interviewing. Did
you meet a Mrs. Van Slyke around camp at all? she asked. No,
like I said, I keep to myself. Anna
waited. His answer had come too fast. Sure enough, pressured by silence, he
amended it. Carolyn
Van Slyke? Was she the blond lady, kind of beefy around the hips? I might have
talked to her a couple of times. Anna'd
figured that. The other couple had mistakenly assumed Carolyn was married to
Bill McCaskil. The only reason strangers would assume that is because they saw
the two of them together. It occurred to Anna that she'd only referred to the
deceased—or at the very least, the missing—woman as Mrs. Van Slyke.
McCaskil had called her Carolyn. The two of them had been on a first-name
basis. Not necessarily telling. Campgrounds were informal places. Did
you eat together, hike together, anything like that? Anna asked. McCaskil
shot her a sharp look. We may have eaten at the same time, I guess.
There's only that one place to do it. He didn't like being questioned.
Maybe he hated to get involved. Maybe he just didn't like being messed with.
Still, there was something about him that set Anna's teeth on edge. She watched
for a moment trying to put her finger on what it was. He
was good-looking enough. The determinedly reddish hair had a natural wave to
it. A lean face and strong hooked nose over a well-shaped month lent him
strength. The effect was marred but not ruined by acne scarring on his checks
and chin. His body was attractive: tall and lean and gym-buffed. The kind of
fit that doesn't look fit for much but mod-cling clothes. Thinking
that, it came to her why she felt a wrongness. He didn't want to be here.
Didn't like the wilderness. Didn't like camping. His repeated desire to get
away from people didn't ring true under the circumstances. He struck her as the
sort who, if wanting solitude, would go to the clubs on an off night when the
crowds were thinned. So why was he on a solitary backpacking trip in Glacier
National Park? Anna
decided on the direct approach: So why did you decide to come on a
solitary backpacking trip in Glacier National Park? For
most visitors this was not a trick question. It was one they were dying to
answer in great effusive gusts. McCaskil acted as if she'd asked for the
solution to a complex algebraic problem. Why
does anybody decide to go anywhere? he countered finally. Anna
went on to ask the questions she'd come to ask but unsurprisingly Bill hadn't
noticed when or where Carolyn Van Slyke was at any given time. The one piece of
information he did throw out was that Mr. and Mrs. Van Slyke's marriage wasn't
made in heaven. You
wouldn't believe the way she talked to that old boy, was how he put it. Did
they fight? Anna asked. Not
fight. I don't think there's any fight left in that man if there was any to
begin with. What
then? She
was a carper. Carped on him all the time. Snide little comments about his
paunch, his bald head. He couldn't do anything right. The poor bastard. A woman
talked that way to me would get a fat lip. Not that boy: 'yes dear, no
dear.' Bill laughed, showing big white teeth, the two front incisors
turned in toward each other giving him a jagged animal bite. The laughter was
derisive and aimed, it seemed to Anna, not at Mrs. Van Slyke but at the poor
bastard who'd married her. Leaving
his camp, threading her way down the footpath past the other sites, Anna
resisted the urge to break into a run. Bill McCaskil had a dark indrawn tension
about him that made her uneasy. A mean streak, if his response to Lester's
humiliation was any indication. She
stopped again at the camp where the midwestern couple was staying. The woman,
as domestic as you please, was neatly hanging socks from a tent rope. One
more thing, Anna said, feeling so much like Columbo she was immediately
self-conscious. Yes?
the woman said politely. Do
you remember why you thought the blond woman was married to the tall man camped
back up there? The
woman paused a moment, a sock held before her in two hands. It's just
that they were always together, I suppose. Not holding hands or huggy-kissy but
just together. Here and there. I do remember seeing the little man, her husband
I guess he is, but not so much with her. Thanks.
Anna went on her way. McCaskil had a closer relationship to Carolyn Van Slyke
than he had admitted. Why not say so? There were no laws against socializing in
the backcountry. If he knew she'd been murdered, it would make sense. No one
wants his vacation taken over by the tedious machinery of law enforcement. In
the wilderness, no neighbors, coworkers, political opponents or extended family
to focus on, there was a definite lack of much in the way of suspects. Because
he was there and an unsavory type, Anna filtered McCaskil through her mind. Had
he known Carolyn before, followed her or met her here at her invitation? Was
he, so obviously uncomfortable away from the amenities of civilization, merely
here on a hunting trip and Carolyn was unfortunate enough to be the game? Anna
found it much easier to imagine Bill McCaskil crouched over a kill, elbow deep
in blood, than the unassuming Lester Van Slyke. McCaskil told Anna there was
significant friction between Les and his wife. Merely a ploy to cast suspicion
on Les by providing him with a motive for killing Carolyn? Unaware
she did so Anna shook her head. It hadn't felt that way. McCaskil called Lester
old boy and poor bastard, remarking that there was no
fight left in him. That was not the portrayal of a man capable of violence. Not
unless Bill McCaskil was so infernally clever and torturously subtle that he
painted the picture of the quintessential worm in hopes Anna would make the
leap to the idea that the worm had turned, and in a big way. Anna?
Are you in there? Anna
came out of her self-induced trance to see Joan peering at her from a foot
away. Wrapped tight in her own thoughts, Anna hadn't realized she'd come to a
stop in the middle of the trail half a dozen yards from the food preparation
area. How
many fingers am I holding up? Joan asked. Sorry,
Anna apologized and followed Joan's lead down the path. I've
heard of people being in a brown study, Joan said. I'd just never
seen anybody get locked in before. My
powers of concentration frighten even me, Anna replied. Joan
laughed. Well, concentrate on walking. We need to get back before
dark. If you remember, Mr. Bear left our campsite at sixes and sevens. Sixes
and sevens hardly described the utter ruin of their camp. Twilight was
settling toward night as they arrived. The three of them stopped on the edge of
the little clearing, no one in a hurry to go into it. Overhead the sky was the
sea green peculiar to mountain dusk. No shadows fell, they merely gathered
beneath the trees, growing stronger as night neared. An
anxiousness as cold as the sweat of sickness balled behind Anna's breastbone.
Days busy with the search and then the body recovery, bustling with people and
helicopters, had driven out the rending visceral fear she'd felt the night the
grizzly had come for them. In telling and retelling, the tale had grown unreal,
like a war story borrowed from someone else's battle. It was real now. The
tents she and Joan had piled up were ragged with great tears. Fragments of
cloth and clothing littered the grass. It was way too easy to believe the bear
was nearby, just waiting for darkness. He's
moved on by now, Joan said, as if the same fear raked her insides.
They have a huge range and he didn't get any food reward here. Maybe
he wasn't looking for food, Anna said. What? Anna
didn't repeat her comment. It didn't make sense even to her. It was just a
remark the subconscious had smuggled past her censors to her tongue. There're
the new tents. Rory pointed to two undamaged blue stuff sacks set by the
boulder that dominated the green. Let's
get to it. Anna forced herself to move. We'll feel better after
we're situated and fed. Tents
were pitched. By common, unspoken consent the shredded remains of those they'd
slept in two nights before were bundled out of sight behind the rock. The
fed portion of Anna's rehabilitative program had to be skipped
except for what snacks they could find in their day packs. For reasons they
could not fathom, when the bear team had dropped off the replacement tents,
they had taken down the food from where it was cached and packed it out. What
the hell do they think we're supposed to eat? Anna groused. Maybe
they were more concerned with what might eat us, Joan returned. Anna
decided she wasn't all that hungry anyway. What she mostly was, was tired. Anna
and Joan had shoved their personal things willy-nilly into a garbage bag the
morning after the attack, when their organizational skills had been somewhat
challenged. As night came on, they sat around the bag, flashlights trained upon
it, like brigands dividing their spoils. Anna found herself wishing for the
hissing glare of Coleman lanterns, something more substantial than a six-inch Maglight
to keep the terrors of the dark at bay. From
what she could observe, Joan wasn't doing much better and Rory was just about
jumping out of his skin every time one of them shifted in their seat and made a
scuffling noise that could be attributed to bears stalking. Cold was rushing in
with the darkness; Anna's muscles tensed against it. They all needed hot food. The
divvying up went on. Joan, like Mrs. Santa, disappeared head and arms into the
bag and brought out the things one at a time. Moccasins
for Anna, underwear for Joan, a single sock for Rory. Sweater for Joan, Levi's
for Anna, water bottle for Rory. Anna
suddenly broke out of the Christmas rhythm and jerked her spine straight.
Goddamn motherfucking water bottle, she growled. The
other two looked at her as if she'd gone insane. 8 Anna
chose not to explain her outburst. Under pressure she claimed chronic and
fleeting Tourette's syndrome. The questions that the wretched water bottle
brought to mind were not those she wished to pursue in the dark of night ten
hours' hike from reliable backup. Though
unasked, the questions were hot and sharp in her brain and they kept her from
sleep. Beside her, snuggled into her navy-blue down bag, Joan snored gently.
Women snoring was a well-kept secret. Not from the world at large or husbands
and lovers and roommates with ears to hear, but from the women who did it.
Idly, Anna wondered if she snored. No one had ever told her she did, but then
they wouldn't, would they? It crossed her mind to wake Joan up, make her listen
to scary stories. She seriously considered doing it on the one little
cloud is lonely and misery loves company schools of thought.
The snoring made her relent. Joan had such a happy, child-like snore. On an
occasion less fraught with evil surmisings, Anna would have found it as
reliable a soporific as Piedmont's deep and rumbling purr. Curling
herself into a ball like a corkscrewed cocoon, her soft underbelly
protected from the predators, Anna gave herself over to the lonely
contemplation of the goddamn motherfucking water bottle. Or, to be precise,
water bottles plural. There were three. Three unusual, mailorder-only,
hot-off-the-presses water bottles, all with a built-in filter, all by the same
manufacturer. Rory
had one when they started their adventure. Rory had one when they found him
after his thirty-six hours lost. Les had had one at Fifty Mountain. Now Rory
had two. The only member of the family who did not appear to have one, who,
indeed, had no water bottle at all, was Carolyn Van Slyke, the dead woman.
Surely the bottles had been a family affair. Probably researched, ordered and
disbursed by Carolyn herself. Lester didn't appear to know or care much about
backpacking. Rory was new to it. But Carolyn was a photographer and her hiking
boots, if Anna remembered correctly, were old and much used. Rory
had not taken water with him when he fled the bear. It was here, in camp, in a
garbage bag the whole time. Sometime in the day and a half Mrs. Van Slyke went missing,
she'd lost her water bottle. Sometime during those same thirty-six hours Rory
had acquired it, or one just like it. Anna
reached behind her, running her hand along the floor of the tent where it met
with the nylon wall. Her fingers found the slick folds of plastic-wrap draped
loosely around a cylinder, and she was reassured the mystery bottle was still
in her possession. She'd lifted it quietly first chance she got. Not the bottle
from the garbage bag, but the one Rory had been carrying when he turned up
unscathed from his sojourn. Ideally,
to preserve the fingerprints, the bottle would have been put in a paper bag.
Having none, Anna had improvised. When she arrived safe and sound back in West
Glacier, she would turn it over to Harry Ruick so it could be dusted for
fingerprints and tested for blood residue. If it did turn out to belong to
Carolyn Van Slyke, Rory was going to be in an awkward position. Cold
swept down her spine from nape to nether regions as a Psycho-like image
of a knife plunging through the thin nylon of the tent took over her
consciousness: a picture of Rory, wild-eyed and hair awry, running amok in
camp. Curling down more tightly, she suffered the craven wish that Joan rather
than she slept on the side of the tent nearest Rory's. Pushing
Hitchcock's genius for evil aside, she comforted herself with thoughts of
murderers. Often, in prisons it was the murderers who were chosen as trustees.
Not that rare bird the serial killer, but garden-variety one-corpse-type
murderers. These men and women were in reality no longer a threat to society.
They had killed the person they needed to be dead and were done. Usually these
were people who had killed someone they knew and, in their own minds at least,
killed them for a perfectly good reason. What
perfectly good reason could Rory have for killing his stepmother? The butchery
to the woman's face, done after death, suggested a desire to annihilate Carolyn
Van Slyke as a person, hatred so great that merely taking her life was not
adequate to slake it. Rory
spoke as if he admired his stepmom and scorned his biological father. That fit
the pattern if he was an abused child. Children have an uncanny ability to know
that to survive they must please and placate the abuser. To an outsider, they
appear to be genuinely attached. If Rory suffered at Carolyn's hands and his
dad failed to protect him, he might understandably hate him for it, cleave to
Carolyn. But
Rory was no longer a little kid and, though not a beefy young man, he was
strong and fit. Once the child was no longer a child the pattern shifted,
fanned out. Any number of responses of the adult victim would be normal.
Including a rage so long sublimated to the survival needs of a child that when
it broke free it resulted in homicide. The
theory hung together after a fashion, but Anna was unsatisfied. Too many
unanswered questions. If Rory was the murderer, how did he set up the
assignation with his stepmother? If he didn't and meeting her was simply a coincidence
happening after he ran from the bear, what did he use to carve off her face?
Only the exceptionally deranged—or the marvellously foresighted—slept with a
cleaver secreted about their pajamas. If is not necessary that you think so
much. Molly, in her role as psychiatrist and worried sister, had given that
advice to Anna shortly after her husband died. Anna heard the words again now
and resolutely cleared her mind of boys and cleavers and high-tech drinking
apparatus. Into this cleared space came the gentle rhythm of Joan Rand's snore.
Anna let it lull her to sleep. The
hike down was uneventful. They went back the way they had come, West
Flattop Trail east to Fifty Mountain Camp then Flattop Trail south to the
sheared-off edge of the mountain where the steep descent began. The country
they traveled was beginning to look way too familiar to Anna. Walking through
the common miracle of intensely green and living glacier lilies bursting
joyously through exhausted black char, she found she looked mostly to the
mountains rising above Flattop, and dreamed about new trails and new views.
Cleveland, Merrit, Wilbur. Wilbur, for Christ's sake. Mundane names for
objects of such staggering beauty. Rory
was leading the way. Anna had made him point man on the flimsy pretext that it
would be good for his orienteering skills—as if a blind three-year-old could
get lost on the clear tracks of Glacier's main trails. He complied. Joan looked
her questions but never asked them. The answer would have been that Anna just
didn't feel comfortable with Rory at her back. She wanted the lad where she
could keep an eye on him until a few wrinkles were ironed out. None
of the three of them said more than a dozen words the entire trip, not even
when they stopped and ate their meager lunches. Anna'd had too many words in
her mouth over the past three days and was glad to be rid of the taste of them.
Joan seemed lost in her own thoughts. From the expression on her face in
unguarded moments, none of them were particularly jolly. Rory was silent as
well but for what reasons, Anna could not fathom. He knew his stepmother,
whom—if he did not kill— he presumably liked, was probably dead. Yet he did not
grieve or fret in any of the ways Anna had come to expect. Perhaps he was in
classic and total denial, but she didn't think so. That would require a veneer
of high spirits. He appeared simply to be a man with a complex issue that drew
his energies inward as he worked through the ramifications. Whatever it was it
didn't seem to frighten or sadden him and it didn't slow his pace, so Anna was happy. Harry
Ruick and Lester Van Slyke waited for them at Packers Roost, the staging area
near Going to the Sun Road. Harry had loftier things to attend to than playing
taxi driver, so Anna knew Carolyn Van Slyke was really truly dead. Lester had
identified the body. Now the hard news would be brought home to Rory. Knowing
what was coming, she maneuvered herself from the rear of the pack to Harry
Ruick's left. She wanted to see Rory's face when he found for certain-sure his
stepmother had been slain. So far, the emotions the probability had elicited
from him—at least publicly—had been out of balance. Clearing
her mind and draping herself with what empathic tendencies she could muster,
Anna watched. Lester Van Slyke was the first to speak. Son,
he said, Rory— His voice broke and he stopped. On
an infant's face, every feeling is clearly manifest, as visible and
identifiable as wind patterns on water. Rory was old enough to have developed
the mask humans build to hide their emotions. The blueprint of the mask had
probably been in place by the time he was seven years old. By the time he was
thirty it would be complete, a false face that he himself might not be able to
penetrate. At eighteen there were still thin places in the veneer. Anna watched
emotions flow beneath the unfinished mask as one might watch a mime act through
rain glass. For
the briefest of instants there was a flicker of light, a candle quickly
extinguished behind his eyes. Before thought or memory came to quench that
flame, Rory had been genuinely glad to see his father. It
was your stepmom, son. She's gone, Les said, having recovered his voice.
His pale blue eyes filled with tears that ran unnoticed over soft and sagging
cheeks, catching in the stubble of two days' growth of beard. Light
winked out of Rory's eyes, apparently extinguished by his father's tears. The
emotions that followed passed beneath the distorted glass of civilization so
quickly Anna was not sure she interpreted them correctly. It looked like a
draft of disappointment with a disgust chaser. Rory
noticed Anna watching him and his face firmed. Another lesson in deceit
learned. Next time the mask would have an added layer of opacity. If he
grieved, it was deep inside. Openly ignoring the weeping Lester, Rory spoke to
Harry Ruick. Do
you know who killed her? No,
Ruick said honestly. We're hoping the forensic evidence sent to the lab
will give us a clue. Till that comes back we're going to need to ask you and
your dad a lot of questions, get to know everything we can about your stepmom.
We might get a lead from that. Rory
nodded, looking considerably older than his years. Perhaps because nature
abhors a vacuum, Les had taken on the role of the child, at least outwardly,
and snuffled into a crumpled handkerchief. I feel so lost, he said,
and sounded it. As
they climbed into the sedan, Les asked Rory to join him at the motel where he
was staying but the boy declined, preferring the grubby, spartan NPS
researchers' dorm to greater comfort bought at the price of his father's
company. Lester
took the rebuff with resignation. This was not the first time his son had
slammed a door in his face. Compassion hit Joan so hard she grimaced as though
she'd sustained a punch to the stomach. Anna wondered if she was merely
imagining the hurt or if her sons, Luke and John, had dealt such a blow
themselves. Rory's
adult facade was crumbling and Lester Van Slyke was frankly gray with
exhaustion. Of necessity and not generosity, Ruick postponed the taking of
statements and the interview process until the following afternoon. Five
of them squished into a sedan for twenty minutes, breathing each other's fear,
anger and sweat was pressing heavily on Anna. She rolled down her window,
pushed her face into the onrush of air and closed her ears. Rory, sitting in
the backseat between her and Joan, jostled her at every turn in the twisted
mountain road. At each nudge Anna suffered the burn of childhood fury when her
side of the backseat was encroached upon. By
the time they reached the employee housing area and Ruick pulled the car into
Joan's drive, Anna had her hand on the door handle. She pulled up on it before
the car rolled to a full stop and got out with a harried sense of escaping. It
was all she could do to remain in their company long enough to unload her pack
from the trunk. Ruick was still throwing verbal instructions at her back as she
headed toward the front door. Once
inside Joan made an incredibly generous offer. Do you want to shower
first? Anna
managed a nod of bare civility before shutting herself into the blessed
sanctity of the bath. Neither
Joan nor Anna had the desire, much less the energy, to talk shop that
night. Clad in her teddy-bear print, goin'-visitin' pajamas, Anna lay on the
couch watching whatever network was on, alternately blessing and cursing her
hostess for being a teetotaler. Had there been alcohol in the house, given her
present mental and physical condition, Anna would have dearly loved to imbibe.
When the angels perched on her shoulder, she was grateful that temptation in
the form of the cunning, baffling and powerful was not set before her. When
demons in the form of rigorously edited memories of drug-induced bliss shrieked
at her, she longed for that same temptation so she could give into it
forthwith. Joan
chose to dull her brain not with television or booze but with her personal drug
of choice: work. She sat surrounded by several days' worth of bear incident
management system reports and a pile of faxes, e-mails and 10-343 law
enforcement reports that she had, in the addict's age-old habit of stockpiling
drugs, radioed ahead and asked her assistant to leave on her dining table. E-mail
first, Joan said as she opened her laptop. Ah, three from my map
boy wanting to know where the bears will seek food this week. How
do you know where they'll be? Anna said. I
don't. I just know where the food will be. What's ripe. Like that. Anna
left her to it. She
was amusing herself by cataloguing the gross errors committed by law
enforcement on some cop show when Joan broke the long and peaceful silence. Four
bear sightings since we've been in the high country, she said. Mmmm.
Anna made a noise to excuse herself from being out-and-out rude but which she
hoped would discourage any further intercourse. One's
pretty funny, Joan said. Anna
refused to ask how so. Several seconds ticked by. She could almost feel Joan's
need to talk. Joan
cracked. Seems this one was dancing. Next
they'll be riding bicycles and lobbying for the vote, Anna said. Contact
was made. Joan rubbed her eyes, her glasses riding up on the backs of her
hands. Do you think Rory'll be okay? she asked. I mean he seemed
okay. Way too okay if you ask me. It's
quiet, too quiet. . ., Anna intoned. Yeah,
like that. Didn't it seem to you that he kind of went away inside himself when
his dad and Harry flew out to ID the body? He had to know it was his stepmom.
The rest of us figured it was. Anna
thought of the water bottles and wondered if Rory had not merely thought it was
Carolyn but known for a fact it was. He'll
be okay, Anna said, then remembered it was Joan she was talking to. Not
someone she wanted to blow off. She sat up, folded her legs under her
tailor-fashion and muted the television. I
don't know, she amended. She told Joan of Rory's vagueness about what had
transpired during the thirty-six hours he'd been missing, about her fears his
cowardice in abandoning them to Ursus horibilis would permanently scar
his psyche. She told Joan about Carolyn Van Slyke's missing water bottle and
Rory turning up out of the woods with a spare. The recitation done, Anna felt
much relieved. She couldn't say the same for Joan. Owl-eyed
behind the oversized spectacles, Joan studied her as if she was a scat
specimen. How do you walk around like a normal person with such creepy
thoughts in your head? she asked finally. It must be like being
Stephen King but without the money. I
guess, Anna admitted, feeling guilty for casting her shadow side over
Joan's naturally sunny self. I think good thoughts, too. She was
remembering Joan's lecture on rainbows, roses and whiskers on kittens. Name
one, Joan challenged. Anna
drew a blank and Joan laughed her wonderful laugh, joy and appreciation of the
absurdity of the human condition running up and down the musical scale.
Relenting, she said. I know you do. It was unfair to spring the question
on you at this time of night. Anna
accepted the reprieve but her failure bothered her and she finally came up with
one: Kittens. Not just the whiskers, the whole ball of wax. Again
the laughter. When it had subsided, somberness reclaimed Joan, and Anna waited
for the inevitable. It wasn't long in coming. Do
you think Rory did it? Joan asked. Anna
wanted to say no for the sake of her friend but chose not to defraud her with a
half-truth. I don't see how he could have, she said instead. That,
at least, was honest. They
were saved from wandering too far down that darkling road by a knock on the
door. I'll
get it, Anna said as Joan yelled, Come in. Both, it seemed,
welcomed the distraction. Ron,
the bear-team guy who'd given them a lift to the bottom of Flattop Trail four
nights before, let himself in the front door. Those four nights had stretched
into years in Anna's mind and she didn't remember Ron's name till Joan called
out a greeting. Big
and bearish himself, Ron was well-suited to his profession. Descended from some
sturdy sun-drenched people, he was of middling height with thick black hair, a
glossy close-cut black beard and rambunctious black chest hair that sprang out
of the vee of his uniform shirt. Joan
has all the fun, he said seriously as he flopped his two hundred pounds
into an aging Barcalounger with childlike disregard for the load limits of its
infrastructure. Then I was off when the search team was called out so I
didn't even get in on that. Let's
see. What did you guys miss down here at Adventure Central? Tom up at
Polebridge ranger station —Ron named the station on the northwest boundary
of the park— got to tow a gutted horse trailer from where it'd been
illegally parked. Lord knows what they were hauling. The drug dogs didn't like
it much but didn't hit on anything. On
the east side Alicia had a lady she thought had symptoms of a heart
attack—shortness of breath, bad color—and had her taken out by helicopter.
Turns out the lady wasn't having a coronary. She was eighty-three years old and
tired. Poor old gal will keel over when she gets the bill. And
while you guys were out finding bodies, right here in the megalopolis of West
Glacier, crime capital of the world, yours truly was called on to risk life and
honor shooing a chipmunk out of some lady from Virginia's tent. More
laughter from Joan; too much for the nominally amusing chipmunk incident. Joan
laughed a lot. It was how she let the pressures that built up inside her skull
escape since her innate kindness and empathy forbade darker, more violent expressions.
Anna was coming to know the nuances of her laughter. This was sharp with the
relief a change of subject provided. The
change was short-lived. Tell
me everything, Ron said. I'm on till midnight so take your
time. Trading
the conversation back and forth effortlessly Anna and Joan wove a picture of
their four days in the high country. Joan's instincts were excellent and
neither she nor Anna shared anything about the water bottles, the precise
location of the body, the contents of the pack that had been found or any other
detail Ruick might wish kept secret for investigative purposes. Wow,
Ron said when they'd finished. Could be anybody. But why would anybody do
it? That's
it in a nutshell, Anna said. Dead
ends summarily reached, the conversation limped on for a while, Ron dragging
his visit out as long as he could. The four-to-midnight shift could be deadly
dull. Anna and Joan managed to yawn him out the door a little past ten. Shortly
after that they both headed for the unparalleled luxury of a mattress covered
with clean sheets and dry blankets, and under a roof. At
eight a.m. both women were in a conference room down the hall from Harry
Ruick's office. Anna was filling out a statement encapsulating what she had
experienced and observed regarding Carolyn Van Slyke's murder. Joan was filling
out reports on the bear attack on their camp and her involvement with the
search for Rory. Joan could easily— probably more easily—have done her work in
the relative comfort of her own office. The resource management building was an
older structure with fewer conveniences but had loads more personality than the
bricks of headquarters. She'd
come with Anna to keep her company, she said. Anna suspected she also wanted to
pick up any new information there might be about Rory's involvement, or lack
thereof, in his stepmother's death. Ruick had no news on that score but, good
as her intentions, Joan stayed with Anna till they'd finished and Anna left to
meet with Ruick. The
chief ranger's office was several doors down on the right. His window opened
onto an uninspiring view of the back parking lot. As
in Joan's house, Anna felt at home. The walls held cheaply framed posters of
parks Harry'd worked and photographs of him, younger and thinner, grinning from
the tops of mountains with like-minded men wearing fleece and wool and
wind-chilled smiles. The tops of the ubiquitous metal filing cabinets held
marksmanship trophies and strange pieces of rock and bone. Ruick
was behind a gray metal desk working through the pile of papers that had
accumulated in his IN box during his excursion to the field. His door was open.
Anna tapped on the doorframe. Come
in, he said as he glanced up to see who it was. When he noted it was her
he stopped what he was doing and gave her his undivided attention. Since
getting the full bore of his administrative persona was rare, Anna was flattered
and mildly alarmed. She took her place in the armless metal visitor's chair and
waited to be enlightened. I've
got a little problem I'm hoping you can help me out with. I'm short-handed at
the moment. As you know, two of my district rangers and four other law
enforcement rangers are out in California on the Miranda fire. Anna'd
been out of the loop for a while and hadn't heard of this particular
conflagration but was unsurprised. Great swaths of California burned most
Augusts. High desert and dry, forest fires burned fast and hot and too often
near heavily populated areas. Ruick
was looking at her. Dutifully she said yes to whatever it was he was expecting
her to agree with. Thing
is the fire was contained, burning itself out. The crew the Glacier rangers
were on was to be demobed. I expected them today or tomorrow at the latest.
Yesterday, while I was on Flattop with the Van Slyke thing, Miranda blew up,
jumped the lines and took in another eighty-five hundred acres. There was
just a hint of self-condemnation in his tone that led Anna to suspect Ruick
felt Miranda wouldn't have dared misbehave so grossly had his attention not
been taken up elsewhere. Looks
like they'll be out another week or ten days. The FBI hasn't got any interest
in this murder-in-the-outback kind of thing when it's got no drugs or gun
overtones. We'll keep it single jurisdiction. The long and short of it is, I'd
like you to work with me on this. Sort of Girl Friday. Girl
Friday was a significant promotion from step-'n'-fetchit, but this time Anna
was offended not by the word girl, but the concept as a whole. She
said nothing, giving him a slow count of ten in Spanish to save himself. She'd
reached seis when he did. Horror
dawned as her silence brought home the inexcusably sexist remark he'd just
made. A political and personal faux pas that not only brought the blood
burning to his face and neck but must have scared the bejesus out of him as
well. In such opportunistic and paranoid times, a statement like that could get
him dragged into court were it to fall into the wrong ears. Anna
waited for him to dig himself out. The hole was pretty deep. She rather looked
forward to a circuitous round of creative half-excuses that, like air
freshener, would alter but not eradicate the stink. She underestimated Harry. He
rubbed his face with both hands and for the first time she noticed how tired he
looked. With his people gone to fight fire there was a good chance he'd been up
late on a call-out chasing poachers or settling visitor disputes. Let
me start with an apology. That comment surfaced from when I was a dinosaur and
didn't know any better. That doesn't excuse it but— Not
a problem, Anna interrupted, sensing he'd merely been careless in his
approach and was genuine in his remorse. Beside, there were those questions she
wanted answered and it sounded like she was about to get carte blanche to ask
them. I'm
your girl, she said. Ruick
laughed. Why do I doubt that? 9 The
remainder of the morning was dedicated to working out the details. It
had never seriously crossed the chief ranger's mind that Anna might say no.
No was not a real option for district rangers. He'd called Anna's
boss, John Brown, and made sure he was clear to borrow her. Should the murder
investigation interfere with the DNA project, Anna's stay would be lengthened
and she would enter into the next phase of paper-pushing instead of fieldwork
and learn what she could. Matters
settled to his satisfaction, Harry filled Anna in on the plans of the relevant
parties. After the autopsy was completed and Lester could attend to the
business of disposing of his wife's body, he was hiking back into Fifty
Mountain. Harry had argued against it. Les was frail, inexperienced and, one
might assume, emotionally distraught. An ideal recipe for disaster. But legally
he could not be stopped. Suicide was a crime, stupidity was not. Rory
would be allowed to continue working on the bear DNA project with Joan Rand.
Anna was not pleased with this turn of events. Weak as the case might be, Rory
was a murder suspect. Because she felt she'd be betraying a confidence, Anna
didn't tell Harry of the Rory-Luke connection in Joan's mind, but she was
afraid it would color the researcher's view of the boy. She would not be
careful enough of Rory and would respond to him more as a surrogate son than a
potentially dangerous man. Ruick listened respectfully to Anna's concerns but,
as she couldn't come up with any concrete ideas to better run the show, he
stuck to the status quo. Nominally
Anna would still be working with Joan. She would accompany her and Rory into
the backcountry, but her first priority would be the murder of Carolyn Van
Slyke. Today
I want you to interview Rory. I'll take his dad, Harry said.
Something's not kosher with those two but damned if I can figure out
what. Both
Van Slykes arrived shortly before three o'clock. Anna met them in the
foyer, a plain, barely decorated area just inside the glass doors where the
receptionist's desk sat. A much older looking Lester occupied the only chair.
His son, hands thrust deeply in his pockets, stood before a black and white
photo of the old headquarters building studying it as if its architecture was
going to be on a test they were about to take. Anna
sent Les down the hall to the chief ranger's office. She took Rory to the
conference room. Joan was gone and Anna missed her. She'd not consciously
admitted that she wanted Joan there for the interview but she found she did. Mind
if I tape this? Anna asked and put a recorder on the table. Whatever. Anna
pushed the Record button. You
want anything? she asked as he slumped into Joan's vacated chair and
began mindlessly spinning it in slow circles on its axis. Coke or coffee
or anything? Nothing.
I don't want anything. Anna
was relieved. She'd made the offer out of habit. She had no idea where these
amenities were to be found in Glacier's headquarters. Me neither,
she said and sat down. For as long as a minute, an exceedingly long time for
silence between two people not long acquainted, she watched him, waiting to see
what he'd do, which way he'd break under pressure. He
stopped his spinning and occupied himself by staring out the window watching
the maintenance vehicles going by the parking lot to the maintenance yard
beyond. There was a stiffness to his neck and shoulders that suggested he could
play this game till the metaphorical cows came home. Evidently, in his young
life, he'd become accustomed to protecting his inner world from outside storms. Anna
let another thirty seconds crawl by to make sure. Looking at Rory, the
deceptively fragile frame, the thick sandy hair, coarse and falling like hay
across his unlined brow, the deep-set blue eyes, she didn't think he looked
like a boy who'd kill his mom. But then what did a matricide look like? In the
imagination they were sly, sinister, horned and hairy. In reality they were
just people. Kids. Whatever was broken was deep inside, out of the public view.
Children murdering their own parents was uncommon but by no means unheard of.
Often it was the good boys who did it. With the possible exception
of Lizzy Borden it was always boys, Anna noted. She could call to mind three
incidents in the past two years. Sons murdering Mom and Dad. But never
mutilating them. I'm
real sorry about your stepmother, she said. Reluctantly,
Rory brought his gaze back into the room. It settled not on Anna, but on the
table between them. Yeah
. . . well... it happens. Anna
breathed out slowly. It happens? Jesus. How does it happen?
she asked neutrally. People
die. Anna
could tell by his tone he was shooting for a matter-of-fact
delivery. An underlying bitterness ruined the effect and she remembered his
biological mother had died as well. This was a double trauma for Rory. The new
coupled with the inevitable reliving of the old. Mentally, she readjusted. This
upwelling of the severest of childhood wounds could account for any number of
incongruent behaviors. Can't
argue with that, she said and Rory's eyes met hers. In the blue depths
she saw that spark kids get when adults surprise them by not being unutterably
obtuse. Who'd
want to kill your stepmother? Anna made no attempt to soften the
question. If
it jarred him, he didn't show it. His eyes strayed again to the parking lot,
unseeing as he searched inside his skull for an answer. Anna thought she saw
one briefly illuminate his eyes then fade. It appeared not to be so much
rejected as hidden. Finally Rory said, There's a few, but none of 'em
here. I mean, who'd be here? Why not just run her over in a crosswalk at home
in Seattle? Rory
was nothing if not pragmatic about homicide. A
few? Anna pressed. Carolyn
was a divorce lawyer, Rory said. Oh.
Right. Anybody specific? Maybe
her ex-sister-in-law. Barbara something. She hated Mom. Mom
and Carolyn were running neck and neck. Some unresolved conflicts
there. Anna dearly wished Molly were at hand. Rory's world was definitely
psychiatrist country. I
guess somebody could have followed her here. Rory sounded hopeful, and
why not? He wasn't stupid. He'd know they'd be looking hard at both himself and
his dad. Television had done a thorough job of destroying naivete and replacing
it, often as not, with misinformation. Could
be, Anna said, but didn't believe it. Too intricate. Too much trouble.
Rory was right, a crosswalk in a city would be a lot more likely. Anna
changed direction. Tell me what she was like. Rory
flashed her a look of alarm that Anna didn't understand, then settled into a
careful recitation of facts: height, weight, color of hair, occupation,
educational background. Not the usual stuff a kid would choose to describe what
a deceased parent was like. Anna didn't think he'd misunderstood the question.
He was avoiding it. How'd
she get on with your dad? Rory's face hardened slightly. You'd have
to ask him. Anna
let that lie between them for a while. Then she said, So. You going to
tell me where you got that water bottle? A
blank look from Rory did more to convince her he'd not snatched it from the
dying hands of his stepmother than a mountain of protestations would have done.
The look cleared as memory returned. The transition was too natural and held
too many shades of awakening to be feigned. The one I had when you guys
found me after the bear tore up our camp? That
very one. Where'd you get it? I
don't know, Rory said. As
improbable as that was, Anna found herself inclined to believe him.
Where'd you get it? she repeated anyway. I
can't tell you. He was beginning to sound desperate. Try. I
didn't have it I don't think—no, I know I didn't because I got thirsty—real
thirsty—by the time the rain started. Anna
thought back. That would have been just after sunup when she and Joan were
gathering their wits and what was left of their bear-ravaged camp. So
you were thirsty, she prompted. I
was hot. I'd been running, he admitted. I'd taken off my shirt. I
lay down for a minute. The rain woke me up and the sweatshirt was gone and the
water bottle was just there. After a while I guess I got to thinking I must
have brought it from camp, but I didn't. Not really. Anna
could understand that. The brain's job was to make sense of the world. When the
world refused to fall into line, the brain was perfectly capable of rearranging
memories until at least the appearance of order was restored. Let
me get this straight, Anna said. While you were napping in the
woods at dawn, lost to friends and family, someone or something stole your
dirty sweatshirt and left you a bottle of much-needed water in its place. And
all this without waking you up, asking if you were alive or dead. That's
it, Rory said, the stiff neck returning. My sweatshirt wasn't all
that dirty. A
kind of good fairy or guardian angel? Anna asked, just to see if anger
would shake anything more loose from the boy. Rory
stared at the table, his lips pressed shut, undoubtedly to keep language
unsuited for adults in authority shut behind his teeth. Danger past, he
unlocked his jaws. Maybe it was exactly that. A guardian angel. I needed
water pretty bad, and all that day and the next I never came across any. Maybe
I'd've died without that happening. Anna'd
learned not to argue with magic. In her years of law enforcement, whenever a
wizard had been pointed out she'd always been able to find the little man
behind the curtain pulling levers. She suspected there'd be a mortal with feet
of clay behind Rory's miracles as well. Maybe Rory's own size tens. I
must have had two water bottles with me, Rory said suddenly, clearly
pleased with the idea. And I brought one out of the tent with me. I just
don't remember doing it. Anna's
eyes narrowed. You just said an angel gave it to you. Yeah.
Well. That's stupid. I must've had it with me before. Rory's voice turned
sullen and mulish. I took it with me when I left camp. I'd just forgot.
There was the bear and all and I didn't feel so hot. Anna
decided to let the matter go. For now. She
turned off the tape recorder, dragged out a map and for the next twenty minutes
nudged, badgered and cajoled Rory into approximating as closely as he could his
journey during his thirty-six-hour hiatus. Every attempt ended the same. Rory
knew where he'd started and he knew where he'd ended up. The hours and miles in
between were a kaleidoscope turning timelessly through forest and scrub and
burn. When it became evident he could not or would not be more specific, Anna
backed off. If he wouldn't tell her, there was no way to force him. If he
really couldn't tell her and she kept pushing, eventually he'd make something
up to get her off his back. Convinced
she'd gotten all she was going to at this juncture, she declared the interview
at an end. Back in Harry's office she and Rory rejoined the chief ranger and
Lester Van Slyke. A brief consultation convinced Anna and Ruick that an
interview with Van Slyke, father and son, would not be a productive use of
time. There'd been ample opportunity to watch the two of them interact when
emotions were raw. By now defenses would be in place. They were excused with
proper words of thanks and Anna was alone with Harry. Civilization
diminished him. In the backcountry with a life and death situation to put his
back into, he'd appeared younger and stronger than he did behind his desk,
awards and diplomas arrayed around him. Anna
caught a glimpse of herself reflected in his window. She was no great shakes
either. Her short hair had more gray in it than she remembered noticing in the
mirror and her age was beginning to tell its ever lengthening story in the
marks under her eyes and in the softening at her jawline. For
the family of the dearly departed these boys are behaving in a decidedly
strange manner, Ruick said. Les is still determined to go on with
his damned camping trip and he said Rory's still dead-set on finishing up the
DNA project. Rory
talked to him? Called
him last night at the hotel. Not
having spent much time with Rory, Harry wouldn't know how peculiar that was.
Maybe the death of Mrs. Van Slyke was bringing father and son together. No
sense letting a little thing like murder spoil your vacation plans, Ruick
said cynically. The
Van Slykes' decision to remain in Glacier had its upside from a law enforcement
point of view. Though they might have their suspicions, there was no evidence
on which to hold Les or his son. In park crimes, there was always the added
difficulty of perpetrators and witnesses dispersing to faraway places before
the investigation could be completed. What
do they mean us to do with the body? Anna asked. Leave it at the
morgue in Flathead County till it's time to go home? Sort
of. Les has that all worked out. Soon as the autopsy's done he wants it
cremated locally. He'll pick up the ashes after his camping trip. No
funeral, memorial service, nothing? Apparently
not. He seemed to be genuinely grieving for his wife. He teared up a few times,
if that means anything. More than that, though, he seemed angry at her. That's
natural enough, Anna said, remembering her sister's lectures when she'd
turned angry at her husband, Zach, after he'd died. Abandonment was as
universal a fear as fear of falling. Fear had a way of turning inward. In women
it usually manifested itself as depression, in men, anger. Nah.
Not like that, Harry said dismissively. I'm no shrink but this felt
different. There was an element of spite in it. Like old Lester might kick his
wife's corpse a good one if he thought nobody was looking. Rory
intimated his folks were not experiencing unremitting wedded bliss, but he
declined to elaborate, Anna said. Les
didn't say anything outright against the missus and, like I said, he managed a
few tears. What set me off was the way he was ordering up the cremation of the
corpse. Sort of slam-bang and take that. Do
you think he killed he? He's
got no alibi, of course. Things happen in the wee hours, and unless you sleep
with somebody, you're not going to have anybody to vouch for your whereabouts.
He's got some real mixed feelings about her being dead, that's for sure. But
no, I don't think he killed her. If he did he'd be playing the grief card a
little harder. And he'd probably want to get the hell out of here, post
haste. Unless
there was something here that needed doing, Anna said slowly. Maybe
something Carolyn stood in the way of. They
mulled that over for a time but came up with nothing. What could an old man and
a boy want in the Glacier wilderness? There was ho gold, no silver, no oil or
natural gas, no buried Aztec treasure that anybody knew of. Glacier lilies had
been dug up and spirited away but they were worthless, financially speaking. Thinking
of the lilies, Anna told Harry of Geoffrey Mickleson-Nicholson. Harry wrote
down the name. No
way to trace him without numbers, he said. Social security,
driver's license, date of birth—but I'll see if anybody with those names filed
a backcountry permit. I
don't know if he's even old enough to have a driver's license, Anna said.
But while you're at it, check for a Bill or William McCaskil. He was
camped at Fifty Mountain when the Van Slykes were. He lied about how well he
knew Carolyn. Ruick
wrote McCaskil, William on his legal pad. What else? he
asked. Anna
couldn't think of anything. Ruick
stared out the window, tapping his pen absentmindedly, top then tip, like a
tiny baton. The
clock on his desk said it was quarter till five. The day had slipped away.
Indoors, cooped up with people, Anna had missed it. Afternoon light, strong and
colorless, the sun high with summer, striped the parking lot with the shadows
of the surrounding pines. A fantasy of a hammock and a good book teased up in
Anna's brain. Unthinkingly, she yawned, her jaw cracking at maximum distention. Harry
looked at her and laughed. Tomorrow is soon enough. I expect we've all
earned an early night. 10 The
sound of claws came in the night. At first Anna thought she was camped in the
high country and fought the claustrophobic blindness of an enclosed tent.
Slowly it came to her that she was fighting the covers on the bed in Joan's
guest room. The window to the left of the bed was open, only a thin screen
between her and the out-of-doors. Panic
opened Anna's eyes and, by the faint light of the few street lamps that
polluted the night in the housing area, she saw a great shaggy hulk. As she
watched, it blanked the light, took it like a black hole, then perforated it
with the shine of ragged teeth. Open-mouthed,
she couldn't scream. Not a sound came out. Her arms and legs lay heavy as
deadwood on the mattress. The teeth slipped through the screen, a faint tearing
noise, then a paw, clattering claws so long they struck the sill, came through
the wire. Still Anna was paralyzed, a poison, a weight in her limbs. With
a tremendous effort she fought to move. The resulting jerk woke her, freed her
from the nightmare. For half a minute she lay in the bed reassuring herself
that now, really, this time, she was awake, not merely dreaming she was, safe
from the black quicksand of her subconscious. Then
the sound of claws was repeated and the nightmare began again. This time Anna
could move. Quick as a cat she was out of the bed, mother-naked, back against
the wall beside the window. Her heart pounded and she felt half crazy but she
knew she'd heard it: scratching. Joan
had inherited the house with curtains. She must have. Anna could not believe a
member of the female gender would purposely choose those that hung to either
side of the window. Snaking
her hand between the oversized geometric-patterned drapes and the wall, Anna
eased the curtain out far enough to afford her an oblique view of the screen.
Time passed, measured by the beat of her heart: a minute, two, maybe three.
Nightmare cleared from her eyes and she noted the faint silver sheen of distant
light reflecting off the fine mesh, the darker shadow from the overhanging eve.
Across the street at an angle, she could see the garage of one house and
the front entrance of another. All was still. No monsters. Adrenaline
subsided. Cold sank into her bare skin, worse where buttocks and shoulder
blades touched the plaster of the wall, but she did not return to bed. Waiting
was an art form. Seldom had she gone wrong with waiting, watching another
minute. Another five minutes. Scratch.
Scratch. A claw, a single claw, the sere black forefinger of a crone, crept up
from beneath the sill and raked at the screen. Soundlessly,
Anna backed away from the curtain. Crossing the bedroom in three strides, she
snatched up shorts and shirt. In the hall she pulled them on. Her boots were by
the front door near her day pack. She stepped into them and jerked the laces
tight. Joan
lived like a pacifist. The only weapon that presented itself in the
shadow-filled living room was a three-legged footstool beside the Barcalounger
where Anna'd left her day pack. She tipped it clear of the remote control and a
Reader's Digest and hefted it in her right hand. Heavy hardwood, well
made; it would suffice. Moving
quickly, she let herself out the kitchen door at the back of the house and ran
quietly around the garage, her boots nearly soundless on the lush summer grass.
Bobbing like a duck for a June bug, she peeked around the corner then ducked
back. A
shape was crouched beneath her bedroom window. Given the real and imagined
beasts that had haunted her nights, she forgot for a moment who took honors for
the most dangerous species, and was comforted by its human contours. Whoever
scratched at her screen had his back to her. Carrying the stool up against her
shoulder, ready for defensive or offensive use, Anna stepped from behind the
corner of the garage and moved slowly across the concrete driveway. Scratch.
The crone's finger was a stick the croucher pushed up to scrape the wires. The
croucher wore a dark coat but his pale hair caught the light. Anna moved up
close behind him. Fear at bay, she was rather enjoying the game. Leaning
down, mouth near the intruder's ear, she whispered, Rory, what are you
doing? The result was most satisfying. Rory Van Slyke clamped both hands
over his mouth. His twig went flying and he collapsed in a heap, his back
against the wall of the house, his eyes huge above his hands. The
only thing missing was noise. Rory had not made a sound. Not a squeak or a
grunt. Somewhere along the line he'd learned not to cry out. Anna wondered why. She
swung down the stool she'd been brandishing and sat on it. What are you
doing? she repeated, this time in a normal voice. Shh,
Rory hushed her. I was trying to get your attention, he whispered. Why
didn't you knock on the door? Anna whispered hack. Library rules: it's
hard to speak normally when one's conversational partner is whispering. I
didn't want to wake Joan, Rory replied. He sat up. Can we go
someplace? For a walk maybe? Sleep
had been pretty much ruined for an hour or so, at least till the adrenaline had
time to be reabsorbed. Sure, Anna said. Let me get a
jacket. No.
Take mine, Rory said, slipping out of a dark fleece coat. I don't
want to wake Joan, he said again. Anna
took the coat. It was soft and oversized and already nicely warmed up.
Lead on, Macduff, she said. Rory looked blank. Where do we
go? Oh.
Just anywhere. Beneath the fleece he wore blue jeans and a sweatshirt
with Mariners stenciled across the chest. Shoving his hands into
his jeans pockets, he walked across the grass to the street. Anna fell in step
beside him. Briefly, she wondered just how big a fool she was being, lured out
alone at night by a young man who was on a short list of murder suspects. For
reasons she was not quite sure of, her alarms weren't going off. Maybe Joan's
goodness was wearing off on her. Maybe she was getting old and sloppy, losing
her edge. Whatever
it was, Anna felt no fear for her physical self, and a burning curiosity to
find out what was on the boy's mind. For the length of a city block, till they
came to a fork in the road, Rory said nothing. The houses they passed were dark
and sleeping. Anna liked being out at night. It had been awhile since she'd
moved like a ghost among the living, thinking her thoughts while they dreamed
theirs. In the Mississippi woods the nights were too dark for wandering. At
the fork, Rory stopped for a second as if the decision of which way to go
momentarily overcame him, then went on again, straight, toward headquarters and
the main road. Tall trees lined either side of the lane, drawing curtains of
impenetrable black alongside. Overhead the night was clear. Stars and a quarter
moon gave enough light to see by. Anna was pleased to walk without flashlights.
In true darkness they were invaluable. In anything less they only served to
narrow vision down to where it was a distraction instead of a guide. So
what happens now? Rory said after a while. How
so? There'd been a lot of blood under the bridge in the past few days. He
could be asking about any number of things. A natural reticence made her not
want to spout forth unnecessary information. About
the . . . you know . . . the death, Rory said. Anna
looked at him in the weak light from the moon. If he'd shed any tears for this
stepmother he'd done it in private. His eyes were dry but she noticed he did
not say Carolyn's name or call her my stepmom. Regardless of where
his emotions lay, it was natural that he would want to distance himself from
the incident. There
will be an investigation, she said carefully. Chief Ranger Ruick
will be heading that up. He'll try and find out who did it and bring them to
justice. She realized she sounded prim and simplistic, but at the moment,
she wasn't sure what else to say, wasn't sure what it was Rory wanted. You
got suspects already? Rory asked. They'd reached the road that led past
the headquarters parking lot toward the maintenance yard. Rory turned down it.
Anna hesitated. This way took them toward the machine sheds, garages, storage
barns and, if they went far enough, the resource management building. They were
moving away from the housing area where a shout would be heard and, because
this was a national park, responded to. In
the end, she followed him. Time enough to turn around. She wanted to know where
he was heading metaphorically if not geographically. Nobody special, if
that's what you mean, Anna hedged. This wasn't exactly your
smoking-gun sort of situation. On
television they always suspect the husband, he said. Do you guys
suspect Les? Rory
seemed oblivious to the fact that he, too, might be a suspect. Maybe he thought
being incommunicado for a day and a half in his bedroom slippers was an
ironclad alibi. Or maybe he was more cunning than Anna gave him credit for.
Maybe he wanted them to suspect Les and that's what this little nocturne was
playing up to. He's
a suspect, Anna said because Rory already knew it was true. Why? Do
you think your dad killed your stepmom, that Les killed Carolyn? She
purposely used titles and names, wanting to bring it home, make it personal, to
see what Rory would do. A
twitch? Too dark to tell. Maybe I did it. Ever think of that? he
asked. Those
were my very thoughts not more than a minute ago. Did you? Dad
didn't. They'd
reached the maintenance yard. Rory stopped by the gasoline pumps and turned
toward her. I don't think you ought to go poking around. Dad's not
healthy. Can't you see that? He's old and his heart's not good. He's got high
blood pressure. He can't handle this kind of stuff. Leave him alone. This,
then, was the crux of the matter. Anna looked around at the deserted
maintenance yard, the rows of blank garage doors facing in on a paved
rectangle, the hulks of machinery dead with the night, and rather wished she'd
insisted they turn back earlier. Rory, several feet away, was studying her as
intently as she studied her surroundings. His sandy hair gleamed in the soft
light but the rough cascade of bangs, in need of trimming, threw his eyes into
deep shadow. It's
cold, Anna said. Let's keep walking. And talking. Though
emotionally taxing and often spiritually dangerous, talking was not a
physically damaging sport. Anna wanted to keep him right on doing it until they
got back into a more populated locale. Let's
not, he said. She started off anyway as if she hadn't heard him, setting
a casual pace that would take them around a sharp corner past derelict-looking
buildings toward the resource management office and another residential area. After
a brief hesitation, he walked with her. Anna allowed herself a small inward
sigh of relief. Determined though he might be, Rory was not yet ready to lay
hands on her to get what he wanted. Why
don't you want your dad investigated? she asked mildly. I
told you, Rory snapped. His health isn't good. His
wife's health was considerably worse, Anna thought, but didn't say so. She just
walked and waited to see if whatever was under the surface of Rory's filial
concern would boil out into words. It didn't, and that concerned her. Kids,
normal kids with fair-to-middling parents, might bluster in their adolescent
years about not trusting anyone over thirty, but beneath that bluster dwelt the
child whose long habit had been to turn to adults when in need. Rory'd had that
habit broken for him. Anna
kept on at the same easy pace. They reached the corner where the maintenance
yard bent into an L-shape. This was the farthest they'd get from windows and
ears, a walled canyon of buildings, machinery and trees between them and the
scattered houses. Realizing she'd tensed, Anna relaxed her neck to keep herself
alert and ready. Consciously, she monitored the speed of her steps. I
don't have any say in this investigation, she said easily. I'm just
visiting from another park. I've done a few chores for Harry but that's it. If
you want your dad left out of things, the person you need to talk to is the
chief ranger. I'd suggest you do it during regular business hours. Creeping
around in people's shrubbery could get a fellow shot. It's
you I want to leave Dad alone, Rory said and this time he did lay hands
on her. Strong brown fingers curled around her upper arm forcing her to stop. The
touch triggered fear in Anna. If she were going to fight or run, now was the
time. For small people without the skills or scriptwriters of Jackie Chan,
exploding like a cherry bomb then running like hell was the best bet. The
spurt of fear was not enough. They were still talking. Like
I said— Anna began. No,
Rory cut her off. You. You leave him alone. The fingers tightened
on her arm. You're different. You pry and pry and wriggle into people's
heads. You don't just ask what they've done. You watch and you wait like some
fast little snake that looks asleep. Then there's that little tongue flicking
out because you smell something. You pry into stuff that's none of your affair.
That has nothing to do with anything. Nothing to do with this. Rory
was being his own pep squad, letting his own oratory whip him up like a speaker
inflaming a mob of one. Anna
decided to break into it before he worked himself into trouble. That's
enough, she said quietly. With another boy she might have yelled, a
verbal slap to get his attention, but she'd seen Rory with Harry Ruick. The boy
definitely had a problem with authority. Let go of my arm, she said
just as softly. I bruise easily and it is swimsuit season. Either
the tone or the absurdity got through and he let go. She began walking, glad to
be leaving the spectral machines of the maintenance yard. Time
we headed back, she said. I don't know about you, but it's way past
my bedtime. No longer curious as to what Rory wanted from her, Anna
firmly dropped the subject. After
fifty feet of consideration, Rory picked it up again. The heat his speech had
lent his words was gone. The icy edge that replaced it was far more alarming.
If you don't lay off Les and just do the bear thing or whatever, you'll
be sorry. Real sorry. The
clichйd threat should have sounded childish, empty, but it didn't. No hollow
undertone spoke of desperation or grasping at straws. Rory had something
concrete in mind. Anna felt it with every chilled ounce of marrow in her bones. Rory
had missed his opportunity to thrash her. They walked now between two rows of
neat houses, petunias, a riot of color in the light of day, spilling black as
tar from window boxes. What could a high school boy do to her? Slash her tires?
Leave burning dog droppings on her doorstep? Spray-paint fuck you
on her garage door? If Rory planned a physical threat all she need do was
report him to Harry and he would be shipped out of the park immediately with a
ranger escort to the airport. Any threat he made would end the same way. Anna
was grown up, connected. He was a child. He must know that. What
will you do if I don't stop investigating Les? she asked, genuinely
curious. I'll
tell everybody you sexually harassed me, he said evenly. Anna
laughed. Pressured
me, he went on. That you used your position to coerce me into
having sex. That you seduced me and made me do things I'm ashamed of. Anna
quit laughing. She quit walking. So did Rory. Together, face to face, they
stood in the middle of the empty street. A horrible, gnawing anxiety began
eating Anna from the inside. Rory had found the right threat. An accusation
like that would get her, not him, shipped from the park. It wouldn't matter if
it was true or not. It wouldn't matter if Harry Ruick believed it or not. The
mere accusation would be enough. If Rory pressed charges, life as she knew and enjoyed
it would dissolve into smirks, sneers, depositions, lawyers. Before it was over
she'd be beggared emotionally and financially. The park service might back her,
but they'd be running scared. Anxious to cut her loose and save themselves. Even
if they knew it wasn't true. Rory's
face changed and she realized she'd been fool enough to let her fear show on
her face, writ so large a callow boy could read it by the meager light of a
quarter moon. You're
joking, she said, and, It won't work. Both statements were
untrue. When
I was in junior high school this teacher got sent to prison for it, he
said. Anna
remembered the case. It had created a feeding frenzy in the media. In the blink
of her mind's eye, she saw herself with a hundred microphones shoved in her
face. Bile rose in her throat. She gulped it back. Anger and fear mixed such a
powerful potion in her blood she could feel the shaking from the inside out.
Run, cry, smash the boy's face, rant, beg; the need to do these things
simultaneously and at the top of her lungs held her as paralyzed as she'd been
in the dream of the bear. This time her brain was paralyzed as well. She
couldn't think. Helpless.
This was what it felt like, a squirming, raging fly-like frustration caught in
the fingers of an evil, wing-pulling boy. You
wouldn't actually do that, Anna said hopefully. I'm
sorry, Rory said and the shred of hope vanished. Had he been mean or
vindictive she might have had a chance. Rory believed what he did to be the
regrettable but necessary means to some greater end. Shit,
Anna murmured and hated herself for her transparency. She turned and walked
because she could think of nothing more to say or do. Repetitive movement fed
her mind just enough; it could race, and thoughts began clamoring, scratching,
fighting to find a way out of this predicament. The
moment she reached the house she could call Harry Ruick, drag him out of bed
and tell him of Rory's threat. Preemptive strike. Perhaps it would do a little
to predispose the chief ranger to believe her, but not much. It would be too
easy to believe Rory did threaten her but not with a lie, threatened her with
exposure. And why was she out walking alone with an eighteen-year-old boy after
midnight anyway? Harry
didn't know her well. They'd been acquainted only a few days and only in a
professional capacity. What did he know of her personal quirks or kinks? Only
that she was a widow and had been without a man for many years. Rory was a nice
enough looking boy. It wasn't out of the realm of possibility.
Jesus, Anna heard herself whisper and closed her teeth against any
further involuntary outbursts. Ruick
would call her boss, John Brown. But Brown didn't know her either. He'd call
her field rangers in the Port Gibson district on the Natchez Trace. At least
one of them, Anna knew, would like nothing better than to insinuate the worst.
The case she'd recently finished on the Trace had been fraught with adolescent
boys, several of whom she'd leaned on pretty hard. What might they be tempted
to say to even up old scores? Regardless of the final scene, the play would be
long, exhausting and she would not emerge unscathed. Right off, she would be
slapped on the first plane back to Mississippi. Even if Ruick could believe
Anna was blameless, he wouldn't dare keep her around; not on the case, not on
the DNA project. Unlike Rory, she was not a minor, not a civilian. There would
be no need to treat her with kid gloves. Jesus, Anna whispered
again, unable to help herself. You're a fucking genius, Rory. You know that? Sorry,
he repeated sadly, and Anna wanted to strangle him. He
had seen her fear, heard it in muttered blasphemies. He knew he had won; she
was on the defensive if not actually beaten outright. Anna
would go with that. They
had returned by a circuitous loop to the original fork in the road that led to
Joan's house. As they turned down it, Anna let her steps falter and dragged her
hand down over her face. I don't feel so good, she said. It was no
great stretch to make it sound believable. We're
almost there. Anna
considered trying to squeeze out a few tears, but she was so long out of
practice she didn't think she could pull it off. She comforted herself with the
thought that it was too dark to get the full theatrical effect from them
anyway. Given
Rory's staunch admiration for those who took no flack, Anna wasn't trying to
win his pity or compassion. He was more likely to scorn her as weak, pathetic.
That was just fine. All she needed to do was to keep him emotionally engaged a
bit longer. When
they reached Joan's driveway, Anna allowed herself a weary sigh. God, I'm
thirsty, she whispered. I've got to get a drink of water. You
go, Rory said, hanging back. I got to get to bed. No.
Anna felt panic rise. Please, she said. I won't wake up Joan.
We've got to talk. Just let me get a drink. You'll
wake her, Rory said. It won't do you any good. No,
I won't, Anna promised. The last thing she wanted was to wake Joan Rand
and force Rory to play his hand. My day pack. It's just inside the door.
I've got water in it. Just let me grab it. I won't be a second. I won't even go
inside. Indecision worked across Rory's face. Revulsion was there too,
though whether for her or for himself, Anna couldn't be sure.
Please, she pleaded. Please. We need to talk. I
won't change my mind, Rory said. Anna
took that as permission and dashed lightly up the concrete steps. Careful not
to vanish from Rory's line of sight, she opened the door and leaned in. Her pack
was behind the Barcalounger where she'd dumped it. Having rummaged briefly
through its innards she emerged again into the night, pack in one hand, water
bottle in the other. Here,
Anna said and led him to the garage door. We can talk here. Joan's room
is at the other end of the house. She won't hear us. What
if somebody sees us? Rory asked. He
was getting skittish. Anna had to work fast. Wouldn't that suit your
purposes to a T? she asked acidly. The sudden change in the emotional
weather put him off balance. I
guess, he faltered. Sit
down, Anna commanded, the pleases and the pleadings gone from her voice.
If you're to blackmail me you better damn well get the terms
straight. Rory
didn't sit but he hunkered down on his heels. Close enough. I
don't see the point— he began. The
point is you don't want me, personally, asking questions about Les, that right,
Rory? Yeah.
That's right. And
let me get this straight, you kind of caught me off guard back there. If I
don't stop investigating your dad, you're going to accuse me of sexually
harassing you? Even though I never laid a hand on you or spoke to you in a
sexual way ever? I'm
sorry, Rory said for the third time. That's
what you've threatened to do, isn't it? Anna pressed. He was fidgeting,
looking over his shoulder. Any second he would spring to his feet and she would
have lost what might be her only chance.
That's it, Rory said. And I'll do it, too. Anna
almost breathed a sigh of relief but stopped herself in time. Even though
I never behaved toward you improperly in any way, she pushed for good
measure. Even
so. I'll do it, Rory declared firmly. Anna
had what she needed. She relaxed back against the garage door, the day pack
tucked protectively under one arm and at long last took a drink of the water
she'd made such a fuss about needing. What's
your dad got to hide that you'd sell your immortal soul to the devil to keep me
from finding? she asked seriously. Rory
sensed that something had changed but he didn't know what. Pushing himself to
his feet, he glanced around as if expecting the neatly trimmed shrubs to be
suddenly bristling with policemen. Nothing stirred. You're
not afraid I'll find out Les killed his wife are you? Anna asked sharply.
Or not just that. What is it? I've
got to go, Rory said. I'll do what I said I'd do. Leave it
alone. With that he loped off into the street toward the dorm he shared
with a couple of other boys. Anna
stayed where she was and watched until he ran around a corner and a house
swallowed him from sight. After that, she listened. For half a minute she could
hear footfalls as he ran, then that was gone and the eerie stillness of the
Glacier summer night reclaimed the neighborhood. Opening the pack, she located
her pocket-sized tape recorder by its red running light. Without taking it out
of the protective canvas pack, she pressed Rewind for several seconds, then
Play. Even so. I'll do it, Rory's voice came out of the small machine. The batteries were okay. 11 The
night had been early, as the chief ranger suggested, but way too
short, the middle bitten out of it by Rory Van Slyke's blackmail plans. Anna'd
slept the remainder of it with the cassette beneath her pillow, stowed in a
plastic box taped shut. It was all she had to protect herself against untold
mental cruelty. She would have no peace until she'd made several copies and
cached them in safe places. Between
the fragmented naps that passed for sleep and, more productively, during the
long hot shower she took before Joan woke up, Anna pondered what to do with her
blackmailer. It hurt her to admit it, but on a very basic level she did not
trust the National Park Service. This was nothing personal; she didn't trust
any operation that was run by committee and few that were not. Despite
the fact that she had a tape with what amounted to a confession on it, she
didn't want to go to Ruick with her story of Rory's threatened accusation. The
tenor of the country was that of growing paranoia. Americans were happily
forfeiting their freedom of choice for imagined increases in security.
Mandatory sentencing hobbled judges, taking the intelligence and humanity from
their jobs. Zero-tolerance policies for weapons in schools was forcing teachers
to suspend children of seven, eight and nine for bringing butter knives to
spread their lunchtime peanut butter. Taking away parole and time off for good
behavior undermined the incentive system in prisons. People
as individuals were giving up their decision-making power because they did not
want the responsibility. Society as a whole chose to believe one-size-fit all
so they would not be troubled by the inexact science of justice. The
park service was no exception. The merest hint of litigation sent the brass
scurrying. The threat of a sexual harassment suit rendered them virtually
impotent. Even the discovery of a plot to make an unfounded accusation would
land Anna in a prison of red tape and hushed conversations. Before
she subjected herself to that particular form of slow torture, she had two
options: to find out whatever Rory wanted to keep hidden before he knew what
she was up to and made good on his threat, or to use the tape for
counter-blackmail. She
intended to do both. Once
Rory's secret—or more precisely, Lester's secret—was brought to light and
broadcast, there would be little reason for Rory to carry out his plan. Revenge
was the only one Anna could think of, and he didn't strike her as a vengeful
person. Presenting him with the truth in one hand and the tape in the other
would, she hoped, end the matter. Setting
out for the resource management office she crossed her fingers as she'd done
when she was a girl and hoped Rory Van Slyke, like most adolescents, would
sleep past noon. Anna
had been loaned a vacant desk and computer in the main room of the resource
management office. Like most buildings of similar vintage it was painted green
inside and out. Within the draping, needle-laden branches of the gracious old
pines that surrounded it, Anna had a pleasant sensation of being hidden away in
a forest bower. Settling
down in front of the computer, she studied the bulletin board above. It was
full of eight-by-ten glossy color photographs of Ursus horribilis looking
not in the least horribilis. A hidden camera on a motion sensor had caught the
great bears in the act of frolicking. In photo after photo their magnificent
play was frozen: bears rolling in the blood lure, tossing the scent-soaked wood
high in the air, lying on their backs hugging their treasures like sea otters
hugging abalone. She
forced herself away from this delightful display to the dreary gray and black
of the monitor and took a deep breath. The ineffable odor of government
saturated the air: an indefinable smell containing years of burnt coffee,
spilled copy fluid and antique cigarette smoke, with a unique overlay of dusty
file folders. If
the park service ever got rich and replaced these old offices with wall-to-wall
carpeted off-white cubicles, Anna would have to resign. Time
mattered. She put aside the urge to dive into Lester Van Slyke immediately.
Whatever secret his son was so dedicated to keeping she was sure it related
back, however tangentially, to the death of his wife. Before she began rooting
around in Lester's life she needed to build a frame of reference. Failing to do
so might mean that when the secret appeared, should she be so lucky as to
stumble across it, it would slide past her unrecognized. Putting
Rory, the threat, the tape and the previous night from her mind, she
concentrated on the task at hand. As
a matter of course, she had collected the vital information on the people she'd
interviewed. She had names, addresses, and numbers on Bill McCaskil, the Van
Slykes and Mr. and Mrs. Roger Heidleman of Detroit, Michigan. They were the
couple who'd told her McCaskil spent a considerable amount of time in the
company of the murder victim. Despite
these easier paths, Anna chose to start with Geoffrey Mickleson-Nicholson.
Ruick showed little interest in him and Joan felt positively benevolent toward
this mysterious lone boy. Anna wanted to know who he was. Feminine intuition,
or years in law enforcement, made her think he was somehow connected with the
strange goings-on. Using a variety of spellings for each name, she ran him
under both Mickleson and Nicholson. Unsurprisingly
there was no one by that name on the backcountry permits list. No one by that
name had received a ticket for a moving violation in the State of Montana in
the last three years, though lacking any numerical data, the search was not as
complete as it could be. She found no felony arrest warrants or convictions for
either Geoffrey Mickleson or Geoffrey Nicholson. Moving
on, she was reassured to find the midwest as solid as ever. Mr. and Mrs. Roger
Heidleman had done everything right. Their backcountry permit was in order.
From that she got the plate number of their car and ran it to get Roger's
driver's license number and date of birth—the keys to the kingdom as far as
data was concerned. Other than a speeding ticket in 1998, fifty-three in a
forty-mile-per-hour zone, Heidleman was clean. The missus didn't even have a
traffic citation against her record. Bill
McCaskil had also filled out a backcountry permit. He'd filed for the full two
weeks allowed at Fifty Mountain Camp. That struck an off chord with Anna. Two
weeks is a hell of a long time to camp, especially in one place. The burden of
necessary food would be enough to stagger a seasoned hiker. McCaskil looked to
be a greenhorn, unhappy and uncomfortable in the natural world. Using
the license plate number on his backcountry permit, she followed the same route
along the information highway that she had with the Heidlemans. The results
were considerably more interesting. McCaskil was not a pillar of the community.
He'd been indicted for fraud three times, convicted and served eighteen months
in a Florida state prison. The first indictment was for credit card fraud. The
one he'd served time for was a real estate scam. The third was for selling
bogus fishing permits for protected marine areas. His prison record took some
time but Anna was able to access it. McCaskil had spent five weeks in the
prison psychiatric unit for stress-related antisocial behavior.
Given he was in jail, the phrase could mean anything. Other than the psych
ward, he was an unexceptional convict, serving his time quietly. McCaskil
was not a good citizen, but other than the vague antisocial label,
he was apparently nonviolent. Crooks dedicated to paper crimes—check kiting,
insider trading, fraud—were usually no more likely to turn to murder than an
average citizen, unless put under undue pressure. However, their chosen
profession was more likely to bring them to that point by way of blackmail or
fear of exposure than that of a welder or the checker at the neighborhood
Albertson's. McCaskil's antisocial behavior was linked to stress. Crime was a
stressful business. Anna
sat back. The computer screen had drawn her in till she'd been sitting hunched
over with her head at an uncomfortable angle and her eyes too close to the
screen. Twisting in her chair, she cracked her back in a satisfying rattle of
bones. While she'd been lost in cyberspace, the office had come alive. There
was the smell of fresh coffee and the hum of humanity at work. Consciously,
she relaxed the muscles of her neck and balanced her head properly atop her
spine. Then she brought Carolyn Van Slyke into the mental picture she'd been building
of Bill McCaskil to see if the two connected anywhere except around the cold
fire pit of Fifty Mountain. Could
Carolyn have been blackmailing McCaskil? Had he followed her to Glacier for the
purpose of murder? Anna pulled out his backcountry permit and that of the Van
Slykes. McCaskil had arrived three days earlier than they had. It was possible
he'd discovered their vacation plans and come to the park to lay in wait.
Possible but not probable. Why expose himself so unnecessarily? Fill out a
permit, be seen in company of the victim, remain after the deed was done? McCaskil
was from Florida, Van Slyke from Seattle. They'd have to travel a long way to
cross paths. Still, Anna made a note to check prior addresses and possible
business connections, the obvious being a divorce where Carolyn represented
husband or wife. Unconsciously
sacrificing good posture, she returned to the computer screen to digitally
pursue the Van Slykes. Their vehicle, a grating combination of the Bavarian
Motor Works and sport utility vehicle, was registered in Carolyn's name. Anna
discovered the Van Slykes' home address, which she'd already obtained from
Rory, and the fact that Carolyn was an inveterate speeder, seven tickets in
three years. From that one could surmise that Mrs. Van Slyke fancied herself
above the law or simply had a lead foot. Anna
went to the photocopy of Ruick's notes and observations during his interview
with Les that his secretary had kindly made for her. In the upper righthand
corner neatly printed was Rory's name, social security number, driver's license
number and date of birth. It was what Anna'd been looking for but seeing it was
an unpleasant reminder of her own deficiency. Knowing Rory—or thinking she
did—and the fact that he was a minor had worked against her and she'd neglected
to get his vital information. She could get the information from Joan's records
but that wasn't the point. She'd gotten mentally lazy. It wouldn't happen
again. Yes it will, she corrected
herself, but hopefully not for a while. Even
a minor could rack up wants and warrants. Murder was no respecter of age. Teen
killings in schools were big news. Mass murder was relatively new, but kids
killing kids was a horror floating mostly unseen and unacknowledged beneath the
presumed innocence of childhood. Molly
had participated in a psychiatric study done in 1995 through the joint auspices
of three east-coast medical teaching facilities. The findings were unsettling.
On too many occasions to ignore, children as young as four years old had caused
the accidental death of a friend or sibling: the child that died in
a fall, the child that wandered into the bull's paddock, the one who drowned. With
these grim thoughts clouding any natural sunniness of spirit she might lay
claim to, Anna ran Rory through the paces on the computer. No wants. No
warrants. No moving violations. His only brush with the law had been when he
was in his early teens. Twice he'd run away from home. Anna made a note to find
out why. Lester
was next. No hits; Les hadn't so much as been caught running a red light in the
previous seven years. There were those who could squeeze a whole lot more of
Lester's life out of the computer, but Anna was not one of them. She would have
to do it the old-fashioned way, lowering herself to the archaic practice of
actually talking to people. She
went back to Harry's notes. Lester Van Slyke worked as a quality assurance
engineer for Boeing in Seattle. His wife had been with the law firm of Crumley
and Pittman, also in Seattle. Two
calls got Anna the number of Boeing's personnel department. She was shuffled
around to three different people but finally got what she was asking for—a list
of the company's quality assurance engineers. Lester was one of nine in the
electronics department. She
called the eight. Three were available. Without out-and-out lying, she gave
each the impression that she was making routine calls gathering general
background information on Lester Van Slyke to the end that he would be granted
a higher security clearance on a government project where he was acting as a
consultant. Ms.
Tremane was suspicious and told Anna nothing. Mr. Burman was uninterested in
helping Lester and came across as jealous of the fictitious government
consulting job. He told Anna that Lester took a lot of sick leave, implied that
he was accident-prone and hinted that the government could get a more
dependable consultant, namely himself. Mr. Richmond was positively loquacious.
He seemed to genuinely wish to help Lester get the apocryphal security clearance.
He described Les as quiet, self-effacing, humble, intelligent, caring,
hard-working and a slew of other adjectives that fit with what Anna already
knew. When pressed, Richmond admitted that Lester had been down on his luck for
a few years and taken a good deal of sick leave. It wasn't bogus, the
well-meaning Richmond went on to say. Twice Lester had been hospitalized. Richmond
was one of those people who so love to talk that the pure joy of rattling their
tongues between their teeth overcomes reticence and discretion. He told Anna
Les was concerned about his son. Though the boy seemed to love his stepmom,
he'd never really recovered from his biological mother's death and Les's
remarriage. Riding the tide of gossip, he told her Les always spoke highly of his
second wife but not with the love and humor with which he'd spoken of Rory's
real mom. Carolyn, he said, seemed attached to Les. She'd call him at work
three or four times every day and Les would get anxious when he missed her call
and downright upset when he had to work late for any reason. Anna kept him on
the line several more minutes in which tired, harried and worried
were added to the list of descriptors, and she obtained the name of the
hospital where Richmond claimed to have visited Lester. When
she'd gotten everything of value she was going to get out of Mr. Richmond, it
took another five minutes to get off the phone with him. Ear and brain were
overheated from so much talk; talk without faces, or body language, no setting,
merely voices piercing a tangled web of impersonal wires. Anna took a few
minutes to breathe, to feel her butt on the chair, her feet on the floor, to
hear the pleasant bustle of the office and see the shapes and colors that made
up her surroundings. Anchored again in the real world, she allowed the
fragments of information regarding Lester Van Slyke to coalesce in her mind. Harried.
Worried. Scared of missing Carolyn's calls, of getting home late. Rory attached
to stepmother, yet not forgiving Les the marriage. Rory's contempt for his
father. Humble. Self-effacing. Sick leave. Hospitalization. This fit with what
Anna had observed in Lester Van Slyke, though at the time what she'd seen had
no meaning for her. The
information operator provided her with the phone number of the hospital where
Lester had been treated. Unsurprisingly, Anna got nothing from them. Medical
establishments were well aware of what information they could divulge and what
they could not. Even
without verification, Anna was sure of what she had seen: the bruises on
Lester's legs, some new, some already fading, the cuts on his forearms. Folding
her notes, she left the resource management building and walked the quarter of
a mile past pine-shrouded employee housing to where Rory shared a dorm with
three city boys in the park to learn appreciation for the flora and fauna. An
African-American youth in sweatpants and a New York Rangers T-shirt answered
Anna's knock. Rory was upstairs in his room. Two lung-deep bellows brought him
shambling down. He also was clad in sweatpants and a T-shirt and looked as
though he'd been dragged from sleep. Rather
than invite Anna into the mess, he stepped out on the porch and shut the door. Anna
chose not to give him time to organize his thoughts or get his defenses up but
squared off in front of him and asked him point-blank: Rory, how long had
Carolyn been using your father as a punching bag? 12 Anna'd
been hoping for a reaction to her jackbooted approach. She wasn't
disappointed. As the words struck him, Rory stiffened, the muscles of his face
paralyzed with shock. There followed a brief struggle where he forgot to
maintain that paralysis, to keep control, or at least appear to. Emotion won
out. The hardened cheeks, the wide-open eyes, the rictus of his lips began to
melt. Then, in sudden collapse, they flowed together in a twisted malformation
and Rory began to cry. Not as a boy cries but as a man who has denied tears for
decades will cry with squeezed little whimpers, convulsive jerks and dry eyes. Moments
after this phenomenon began, rage roared up inside him, so strong it spun Rory
around and brought his unprotected fists hard against the wood of the house, a
fire out of control. The
porch was wide enough; Anna moved discreetly out of the way until the violence
burned itself out. So vehement was his outburst, she knew it couldn't be
sustained for long. The
pounding stopped. His knuckles weren't raw or bleeding. Even in extremity he'd
chosen not to harm himself. A good sign. The constricted sobs subsided, leaving
his face red and dry with unspent tears. At length he turned from the side of
the house and looked at her, eyes empty after the storm. So,
Anna said. Am I to take it she'd been beating on him for a while? Rory
collapsed. Back against the wood he slid down till his butt was on the porch
and his knees poked up as high as his shoulders. The rough siding rucked his
T-shirt up under his armpits but he seemed not to notice. Anna
sat down opposite him, her shoulders against the railing, her feet folded under
her. After the weeping and wailing, the soft sounds of the park settled around
them like a blessing. Needles in a great old lodgepole pine stirred and
whispered overhead. From somewhere nearby came the purposeful skritching sounds
of a squirrel squirreling away winter supplies. Into this Rory heaved a great
sigh, blowing out unnamed mental toxins. Why
don't you tell me about it? Anna asked kindly. Rory
shot her a look as if her kindness was out of character. Anna was stung. She
was always kind to animals and had been known to be kind to humans on
those rare occasions when they deserved it. What's
there to tell? He looked past Anna, over the rail to the whispering pine
boughs. By his tone she guessed he was shooting for blase. He only managed deep
weariness. His
question was one Anna couldn't answer so she sat quietly enjoying the sun on
her face and arms. Ephemeral warmth with an underlying hint of cruelty, the
northern sun touched with cleansing power. In Mississippi, in summer, the sun
struck like a blow. Only idiots and Yankees stood anywhere but in the patches
of shade provided by the gracious old oaks and pines. Anna'd missed the scalpel
touch of sunlight at higher elevations. Rory
sighed again then began to give up the shame he'd been carrying in secret for
his father for so many years. I don't know why it started. Mom—my real
mom—died when I was little and it was just me and Dad for a while. That was
okay, I guess. I don't remember much, really. Just a lot of quiet and a lot of
TV. A lot of TV. I remember I thought it was pretty cool that I could
stay up late watching television with Dad when my friends had to go to bed at
eight. Dad.
He'd used the word twice. Now that Carolyn was dead, Les had been given back
his title. Anna took that as a good omen for the future. Carolyn
came along maybe two years later. Dad met her at a party at Boeing. Or maybe it
was somewhere else. I really don't know. I don't care. God. Rory stopped
a minute, breathing out whatever memories had derailed his narrative. Anna
sat quietly, hoping none of the boys in the dorm would come rocketing out and
wreck the chemistry of the moment. She had a hunch if Rory stopped talking now,
he might never start again. Mostly
I remember how much fun she was. It was like we'd been living in black and
white and all of a sudden our world got colorized. I guess Dad and I hadn't got
out much since Mom died. I sort of remember I used to do things after
school—you know, kid things like Little League or whatever. But sometime after
Mom, I'd sort of stopped, I think. Dad worked late a lot. I guess there was
nobody to take me places and pick me up or something. Then
Carolyn shows up and we're doing things again. Lots of stuff: water parks and
fairs and circuses and hockey games. She was always laughing, teasing Dad. She
did everything for us. She'd cook and she cleaned the house. I remember that,
though I couldn't have been much more than seven or eight. I came home from
school one day and the house was bigger, lighter. The curtains were open. Dad's
piles of newspapers and magazines were gone. My clothes were hung up and my bed
was made. Like when Mom was alive. She
was at our house all the time. Dad didn't work late much anymore. They
got married pretty soon after that. They hadn't known each other six months. I
know that for sure. Later Carolyn was always saying things like, 'I must've
been out of my head marrying you when I'd only known you five months. Five
fucking months. God. By month six I knew I'd made one hell of a mistake, that's
for sure.' Rory
probably related the words verbatim. As he said them his face curled into a
sneering mask and his voice was charged with such contempt Anna winced. That
particular scene had evidently been burned into his brain. That
was later though. I guess I remember her teasing got mean and she got really
jealous—had to know where Dad was all the time and went into a fit if he was
like two minutes late home from work. She'd driven it and timed herself so she
knew exactly how long it took. She got real picky about the house. It had to be
just so. And dinner was at six-fifteen every night and don't be late or else.
If Dad didn't say the right compliments about the food she'd go off on him. They
started having huge fights. Not the big ones in front of me. Always after I
went to bed. My room was upstairs and way at the back of the house but I could
still hear them. Not words, just shouting. Crashes. Crying. In the morning
sometimes things would be broken. I was older by this time, I must've been
twelve because I remember Mrs. Dent, my sixth-grade teacher, sending me to a
counselor because I kept falling asleep in class. The counselor was okay but
sort of fixated on drugs, like I was a junkie. I didn't tell him
anything. Rory
looked at Anna. It was the first time he'd dragged his eyes from visions of the
past. I thought it was Dad, he said clearly. I thought Dad
was beating Carolyn. They tell us about that stuff in school and you see movies
about it on TV all the time. I didn't even know it could be the other way
around. I mean, Dad was stronger than she was. Why didn't he stop her? The
question was pushed out with such intensity Anna could tell he'd been living
with it for a long time. Now, with childlike insistence, he was waiting for her
to answer it, and she couldn't. Did
you ever ask him? she said instead. Rory
was disappointed. He slumped back against the wall and his gaze slipped away
again to other times. Once, he replied. He said she didn't
mean it. He said she was high-strung. He said it was hard for her to be married
to an older man. He said he could be pretty aggravating sometimes. Rory
was silent for a minute and Anna thought he'd finished. But he wasn't. In a
voice constricted with rage and shame he said, Then he told me he
didn't mind. He was in the hospital when he said it. Carolyn had hit him in
the face with this metal stool she kept in the kitchen to reach high shelves.
The underside of the seat was real sharp. She nearly cut half his face off. You
can still see the scar. Anna had seen it—the thin white line that marked
off a semicircle of Lester's face. They'd been looking for a motive for the
slicing off of Carolyn's brow, cheek and half her nose. This certainly fit the
bill. For both father and son. Did
she ever hit you? Anna asked. Not
really. She started to get after me once when I was thirteen or fourteen. I was
in the backyard hitting a ball into the fence and something set her off. She
came out and headed for me. It scared me so bad I raised the bat. I think I'd
have used it too. By then I'd pretty much figured out why Dad was always
bruised or limping—she'd already put him in the hospital twice, once for a
broken collarbone and the other time for a ruptured eardrum, I think—anyway,
her coming at me like that was scary. When she saw I meant to fight she just
stopped. Then she laughed and said, 'That's right, Rory, don't take any shit.
Not from anybody.' She
never knocked you around when you were little? Slapped you, shook you, anything
like that? Just
Dad, Rory said. In
a sick sort of way it made sense. Carolyn wasn't into child abuse, just the
abuse of men. At fourteen Rory had been becoming a man. Maybe
in Carolyn's world there were only two kinds of men: those whom you beat and
those who beat you. You
seemed to get along with her well enough, Anna said mildly. Yeah.
Well. At least she didn't let anybody beat on her. That
pretty much summed it up. Rory'd gotten lost between a stepmother he feared and
a father he'd been ashamed of. A child's natural survival instincts kicked in
and he aligned himself with the stronger caregiver, learned from her to scorn
his father. Anna had to wonder how far it had gone. Ever
get so frustrated with Les you wanted to smack him upside the head
yourself? she asked sympathetically. Sometimes,
Rory admitted. Anger animated his voice as he elaborated. How could anyone
not? He'd get like those little yippy dogs that squeal and tuck their tails
between their legs before you've even kicked them. Then you want to kick
them. Anna
understood the phenomenon. Ever do it? Ever kick them? Hit
Dad? He thought about what, on the surface, was a simple question for a
long time. Too long to be fabricating a lie. Anna guessed that on so many
occasions over so many years Rory had wanted to strike out against the
humiliation he felt in the person of his father, that he was either making sure
he'd never actually done it or he was counting the number of strikes. Anna
dearly hoped it was the former. To be beaten by one's own child must be a
torment only Shakespeare and God could comprehend. At
length Rory spoke. I wanted to, he admitted. But I never did.
Mom—my real mom—wouldn't have liked it. I wanted Dad to fight back. At least I
did at first. Sometimes I was glad when Carolyn hurt him. He was so ... so pathetic.
It made me sick. Rory
looked sick. Anna felt sick. They sat in sick, wretched silence for a while,
the ghosts of Rory's childhood twining about them. Anna
fought off the hopeless lethargy they exuded and asked, Did you ever
fight back for him? Rory'd
been sitting, head back against the wood siding, eyes closed. The sun touched
the down on his cheeks, lighting the fine golden hairs, giving him an ethereal,
unfinished look. He opened his eyes at Anna's question and the lines of his
face firmed up. You mean did I kill Carolyn? he asked without
seeming much to care whether Anna thought him a murderer or not. More
or less, Anna admitted. I
didn't, he said simply. I was just plain lost. Anna
couldn't tell if he was telling the truth or not. He'd closed his eyes again,
gone away to someplace inside his head and she could read nothing but distance
and weariness on his face. I
believe you, she said. If he was telling the truth, her lie couldn't
hurt. If he wasn't, it might put him off his guard. Is this why you were
blackmailing me? she asked. So I wouldn't find out your dad was
beaten? Rory
nodded wordlessly. Is
that bullshit over? It's
over, he said. It
sucked, Rory. Really sucked. I
know. I've
got to go. She levered herself up from the porch floor. You
gonna talk to Dad? Rory asked without opening his eyes. I
thought I would. If
Dad killed her I hope you never can prove it. Anna
didn't say anything. Had it not been for the butchery, she might have shared
the sentiment. The act of cutting away Carolyn's face was anger gone so insane
its perpetrator had best be caught and removed from society. Sudden
light-headedness reminded Anna she'd not eaten since the night before, and she
set off on foot to walk the half-mile to Joan's house. Expecting to spend the
day in the resource management office, she'd not thought to ask Harry for the
use of a vehicle. After food, transportation was next on her list. Rarely
did Anna find it a burden to walk instead of ride. This afternoon was no
exception. The mere act of putting one foot in front of the other, moving
forward completely on one's own will and strength, gave life a sense of purpose
and control. And there was that adage about regular movement of the legs that
stimulated orderly progression in the brain. Houses,
trees, cars, gopher holes and thimbleberry bushes flowed by externally.
Internally Anna pondered borrowed shame—Rory's for his dad—abandonment, fear,
self-worth, violence, childhood trauma, family roles: scapegoat, victim, hero,
mascot. The bits and pieces of codependency theory that she'd picked up from
listening to her sister, Molly, had a place in the shattered family dynamics
that Rory had grown up in the midst of. His
natural mother had abandoned him via death when he was five. According to
Rory's account, Les had abandoned him over the next two years via depression.
Then Carolyn came on the scene and the neuroses and psychoses really started to
roll. That
sort of thing didn't make people into murderers. But it was bound to help. The
circumstances of Rory's thirty-six hours missing had, at first, seemed to make
his murdering Carolyn remote to the point of ludicrousness. Taken with this new
information, Anna was seeing it in a new light. Rory is traumatized by the
attack of the bear slashing at a person—Joan—for whom he cares, and
threatening, indirectly since the bear did not see or approach him, his own
safety. Rory runs, panicked. Then, quite by accident, he meets another
frightening figure, Carolyn, who for much of his life played the same role as
the grizzly. Under the influence of fear, opportunism and post-traumatic-stress
disorder, Rory strikes out, kills her. That
was as far as Anna could spin her tale of Rory Van Slyke's mental gyrations.
Hiding the body—sure, anybody who didn't want to get caught would do that. The
same went for stashing the cameras and taking the exposed film if pictures had
been snapped by the victim. Slicing off face-steaks and carting them away were
something else again. Joan
wasn't home and Anna was disappointed. Not only did she want to lighten her
load of slime by sharing it with her friend, but after the exposing of a wound
Rory'd kept resolutely bandaged for so long, Anna figured he'd need a shoulder
to cry on. Since her own were too bony and prickly for wailing-wall duty, she'd
hoped Joan would volunteer to check on the boy. Joan's
office number got Anna through to voice mail. The tale was too convoluted to
deal with electronically and she hung up without leaving a message. The
refrigerator grudgingly offered up a piece of cheese the mold could easily be
cut off of and a handful of miniature peeled carrots in a sandwich bag. Having
rid the cheese of alien life forms, Anna shoved the lot into a piece of pita
bread and ate as she walked back toward park headquarters. Harry
was out. His secretary, Maryanne, was out. It was lunchtime and everyone but
the receptionist had gone elsewhere. Effectively stopped for the moment, Anna
dumped herself in Maryanne's swivel chair outside the chief ranger's office to
wait on her betters. Snoopy
was not how Anna chose to characterize herself. She much preferred the term
inquisitive or, at worst, impatient. Working on other
people's timetables, waiting docilely until they were ready to feed her items
of information, seemed a waste of time and good spirits. This theory went a
long way toward happily blinding her to such crimes as trespass and invasion of
privacy. While
she waited she sifted through the papers on Maryanne's desk, careful not to
disarrange anything overmuch. Considering herself absolutely justified, still
Anna chose not to get caught. Copies of the 10-343s and 10-344s—case incident
reports and criminal incident reports—were stacked to one side of the computer.
Harry Ruick was a hands-on sort of guy and had the park's reports come across
his desk, even at the rarified level of management to which he had risen. Leafing
through them Anna got a dim sum of the crimes du jour in Glacier National Park.
Taking her time, she read of littering, campfires out of bounds, a horse
trailer towed up by Polebridge Ranger Station, two fire rings recently
rehabilitated in the northwestern quadrant of Flattop Mountain, petty thievery
in the campground, food improperly stored. She'd been in law enforcement too
many years not to sweat the small stuff. Felons were consistently caught
because they were speeding, loitering, littering and parking in front of fire
hydrants. Except in the movies, criminals could usually be counted on to be careless.
There was a logic to it. Who, if willing to commit robbery or murder or mayhem,
would have any qualms about driving with a taillight out? From
the incidents, she moved on to the crimes. Nothing leapt off the pages at her.
It was pretty standard stuff: driving under the influence, smoking dope in the
campgrounds. One stolen car, one statutory rape— both allegedly committed by
concessions workers in West Glacier. The
only report of any interest—and that only because she'd heard it mentioned on
the radio a couple of times—was the abandoned horse trailer found on the
northside. She flipped back till she found it and read through it again. Parked
off the road, its location obscured imperfectly by brush dragged over the
tracks, was a 1974 Ford pickup truck, blue, with Florida plates. No insurance
or registration papers inside. Attached to it was an old horse trailer, no
plates, gutted and used to haul something other than a horse. Drug dogs were
brought in. No hits. The truck was registered to a Carl G. Micou of Tampa,
Florida. The plates were run: no wants, no warrants. An address was found for
Mr. Micou but the phone number given had been disconnected, no new number
listed. The old number had been traced to a business, Fetterman's Adventure
Trails on Highway 41 outside Tampa. Fetterman's had closed its doors about the
time the phone was disconnected. Odd
but not pertinent. Anna put the report back where she'd found it and looked
around for something else with which to pass the time. Maryanne's computer was
only mildly tempting. Anna was convinced that computers, like horses, could
smell fear and turn on the operator when mishandled. A
manila folder marked C. Van Slyke offered itself up from the
Out basket. Within were Harry's notes from the Les Van Slyke
interview, of which Anna had already been given a copy. The transcription from
the tape of her interview with Rory was there, she noted, and was struck by
Maryanne's efficiency. The remaining papers were new to Anna. The secretary had
stuck a Post-It note on the paper-clipped pages that read cc to A.
Pigeon. Anna felt a sense of failure. In her home park, the Natchez Trace
Parkway, she'd not been able to command the cooperation from her field rangers
that was being accorded her in Glacier as a matter of course. The
lab report had come back on the water bottle found in Rory's possession after
his unplanned hike. The crime lab used by Glacier National Park was the Montana
State Lab in Missoula. It
had been less than twenty-four hours since Harry had turned the thing over.
Anna was impressed at the turnaround time. Harry Ruick obviously had clout. The
majority of the fingerprints on the bottle were Rory's, but four clear prints
of thumb, index and middle finger had been lifted from the plastic. They
belonged to Carolyn Van Slyke. To Anna's mind it was proof positive Rory had,
if not killed his stepmother, at least been in close enough proximity to her
the night he'd gone missing to obtain her water bottle. Though this was obvious
enough to real people, Anna'd been around long enough to know it would mean
little to a jury were Rory brought to trial. Any defense attorney would be able
to argue that of course Mrs. Van Slyke's prints were on the bottle; she was
Rory's mother. They could have been put there at any time before the boy'd
taken the bottle camping with him. And could Anna swear, under oath, that he'd
not had two bottles with him on the trip? No. Had
she not marked it when she took it into evidence, Anna would have had a tough
time swearing that water bottle was the water bottle he'd had when he'd
been found and not the one he'd used prior to the bear attack. The bottles were
identical. Two
other partial prints, belonging neither to Rory nor Carolyn Van Slyke, were
also on the bottle. At a guess they belonged to Lester, but they could be from
anyone to whom Carolyn had given a drink. The hikers that found Rory could have
held it for him. Still they'd be run through the AFIS, the automatic
fingerprint identification system, as a matter of course. The
next page ended Anna's waffling. Traces of blood had been found on the bottom
of the water bottle. As of the date of this report, the lab was unsure whether
there was enough for DNA testing. The
remainder of the pages were just inventory lists: contents of the pack they'd
found wedged under the log and the belongings of the deceased. Anna started to
put the borrowed pages away and noticed the inventory of Carolyn's belongings
wasn't duplicated. There were two lists: items belonging to the deceased and
items found on the body of the deceased. At first they appeared identical. Then
Anna'd noted the belongings list was short one item. I
see you've made yourself at home, Harry said acidly. Yeah.
Anna was too absorbed to notice the intended reprimand. So the army
jacket Carolyn was wearing wasn't hers? Ruick
shook his head disgustedly. Since Anna'd not been aware of his implied rebuke,
she also missed its annoyed follow-up at her obtuseness and took the headshake
as a negative about the jacket. Lester's?
she asked. Les
doesn't know where she got it. Come on into my office. I'll let you in on any
details you haven't already found on Maryanne's desk. Thanks,
Anna said sincerely. Ruick
muttered something that sounded like skin of a rhinoceros, but,
accustomed to the idiosyncrasies of the brass, she politely pretended not to
notice. As
it happened, there was no more to tell than she'd discovered through her
snooping. No leads on to whom the jacket belonged or why Carolyn was wearing
it. Les told Harry that his wife had a habit of appropriating anything
belonging to nearby males for her own use and thinking nothing of it. Had she
been cold when she'd left that night, she might have snagged some camper's coat
off a tree or rock. Les
was careful to point out that his wife would never steal, Harry said.
That she just 'borrowed without permission.' If
the jacket's owner hiked on, we'll never know whose it was. Shoot, he might not
even be a hundred percent sure where he lost it, Anna said. Follow
it up, Ruick ordered. Sure.
Mentally Anna added another forty miles hard hiking to her list just to chase
down this wild goose for the chief ranger. Army
jacket dispensed with, she settled into the task of telling Ruick of her
interview with Rory concerning the spousal abuse. She'd not taped it because
she'd been afraid of inhibiting the boy's narrative on such a sensitive issue.
She taped her recounting of it now while it was fresh in her mind. When
she'd finished, Ruick didn't say anything. Rocking himself absently in his
chair he stared into the parking lot. Lunch was over. Cars were coming in. Even
in a national park on a beautiful summer's day most folks drove the half-mile
to work. No wonder America was the fattest nation on earth. The
marks on his arms and legs. Bruises, cuts in various stages of healing. I'd
have spotted it on a kid in a second, he said finally. Anna
made no comment. She would have too. On a child it would have set off all the
alarm bells. One didn't expect it on a grown man. I've
heard of course of wives beating their husbands, Ruick said. I've
just never come across it before. Neither
had Anna. She must remember to ask Molly just how rare the phenomenon was. It
doesn't make sense, Ruick said. Les is no Tarzan. I mean he is—
was—what? Eighteen years older than his wife? Eighteen,
Anna confirmed from the birth dates on the notes she had with her. And
in bad shape. Still he outweighed her by a good thirty pounds and is six or
eight inches taller. What did he have to be afraid of if he fought back? Being
abandoned, Anna said with certainty. She remembered how it felt when Zach
had died. What would she put up with not to feel that again? It was
like we'd been living in black and white and all of a sudden our world got
colorized, Rory had said. Lester was scared to death to go back to
that black-and-white world. Even black and blue must have seemed an
improvement. Give
me abandonment any day of the week, Harry said. Anna
guessed none of his wives had ever up and died on him. If he'd ever been
married. She looked around his office past the ubiquitous NPS certificates and
awards. No pictures of wives or kids. Are
you married? she asked apropos of nothing but her thoughts. Twenty-seven
years. I played it safe. Eilene is a little bit of a thing who wouldn't hurt a
fly. What do you say you and me go have another chat with Lester? 13 Lester
was doing what depressed and grieving people traditionally do:
everything wrong. The curtains of his second-floor motel room were drawn. The
room was overwarm and stuffy. He'd not showered or shaved or dressed. In a
plaid flannel bathrobe he'd probably had since before his son was born, he'd
been sitting in an unmade bed watching television. When
he opened the door to Harry Ruick's knock Anna was taken aback at how much he'd
deteriorated since she'd seen him last. The thinning gray hair stood out in
bed-wrinkled strands and colorless stubble highlighted the crease and sag of
his cheeks. Puffy eyes rimmed with red attested to the fact he'd spent much of
the intervening time weeping. That or he suffered from allergies. Eyes
watering at the sudden exposure to light—or reality—he said absurdly, May
I help you? We'd
like to talk with you for a minute, Harry said. He pulled off his
straw summer Stetson and held it in front of him like a steering wheel. Anna
didn't know if he did it from respect or good manners. Either way she liked him
for the gesture. Her Stetson was at home on a peg in the closet in Rocky
Springs, along with her service weapon and other needful things. Today she wore
the goofy-looking green NPS billed field cap. It crossed her mind to snatch it off
in deference to age or grief but the rules regarding women, manners and the
wearing of hats had become blurred. One never knew, anymore, what was proper. She
left it on. Beneath its polyester squeeze her hair probably looked as bad as
Lester's. Mr.
Van Slyke was baffled for a moment. Then his face cleared somewhat and he said,
Of course. Won't you please come in? Please excuse the mess. I... The
brittle safety of polite platitudes fell away and his words dried up. Sidling
by ahead of Harry, Anna looked closely at him. His skin hung loose over muscles
devoid of elasticity; his was the face of a man who'd had a small stroke or was
in shock. Taking his hand she shook it as if they'd just been introduced.
Good to see you again, she murmured. His skin was dry and warm. Not
shock. Probably just old-fashioned depression. She shied away from a sudden
memory of the weeks and months after Zach died when she'd moved in slow motion,
pushing through a life grown thick and suffocating as Delta mud. But then Zach
never beat her. Zach was the kind of guy who put mice out, then left the door
ajar in case it got cold and they wanted back in. Even
without Carolyn's ghost, the room would have been enough to depress Anna. As
Les had warned, it was a mess. The contents of a backpack and a suitcase were
disgorged over the available surfaces, along with the remains of an uneaten
fast-food supper. There was a single chair of that sterile motel hybrid between
kitchen straight-back and easy chair beside a round table piled with the soiled
and disorganized guts of Lester's day pack, and the bed. Out
of deference to rank, Anna left the chair for Harry. Sliding loose change and
motel brochures to one side, she perched on the low dresser beside the
television. Lester hadn't turned it off when he'd answered the door. Garish
colors and rude noises emanating from the set proved the only life the room
had: distorted, invasive, inconsequential. Anna
composed herself to let Harry take the lead and watched the men settle, Harry,
hat in hand, at the small cluttered table and Les Van Slyke on the edge of the
unmade bed, his bruised and bony knees sticking out from under the battered
flannel robe. She was put in mind of Rory's image of Les as a whimpering dog.
It was not a pretty picture, particularly of a boy to have of his father. Mr.
Van Slyke— Harry began. Lester,
Les, the old man begged, and the humility on his face made Anna want to
deliver a swift kick to his nether regions. Les,
Harry amended. We—or rather Anna here—has been talking with Rory. He
suggested your relationship with your wife, Carolyn, was not as smooth as you
painted it. Lester
tweaked at his bathrobe, arranging it demurely over his knees. As soon as he
let go it fell away again. He left it alone. After enough time had passed that
Anna had to actively clamp a lid on herself to keep from jumping in with
questions of her own, he said, All couples have their little troubles now
and again. Carolyn was quite a few years younger than I am. I suppose
she got restless sometimes. Did
you argue? Harry persisted. Most
married people argue, Lester said, making eye contact with the rug
between the toes of his mangy brown carpet slippers. Did
she ever get violent? Harry asked. Carolyn
did have a temper, Lester said and, to Anna's surprise, he smiled as if
at a pleasing memory. She was a feisty one. Did
she ever get violent with you? Harry pressed patiently. At
that Lester looked mildly alarmed. His fleshless white hands skittered about
over his knees like frightened cave spiders. How do you mean? he
asked. Hit
you, clawed you, threw things at you, Harry explained. Ruick, like Anna,
had to know Lester was playing for time, but for reasons of his own the chief
ranger had chosen to give it to him. She'd
get frustrated, Lester admitted. She threw things once or twice.
Carolyn was a complicated woman and I've always been a simple man. Sometimes it
was too much for her. Especially with her having that high-stress job. She needed
to let off a little steam once in a while. Anna
should have admired his loyalty but she didn't. Domestic abuse cases occurred
wherever people cohabited, whether it be in houses or tents or camper trailers.
Over the years her sympathies with the abused person's attachment to the abuser
had hardened into an impatience that verged on anger. Molly had explained the
psychological dynamics of the victim/victimizer relationship and, though Anna
had come to accept it intellectually, viscerally it still pissed her off. Other
than the fleeting smile at his deceased wife's feistiness Lester
showed no emotion. Now Harry shot Anna a look, eyebrows raised, lips crimped,
that suggested, at least to Anna's mind, that Rory had been exaggerating or
maybe out-and-out lying. Given Mr. Van Slyke's equanimity she could see how
Harry might think that. But he hadn't been there, hadn't see Rory or heard his
voice as the tale unfolded. Rory might not have his facts right, but Anna would
have bet the farm that he believed the things he'd said. She
believed them too. Most people, when hit with the questions Harry had put to
Les, would have said, Why do you ask? Les showed no interest. He'd
been too busy evading, minimizing, rationalizing— major tools in the building
and shoring up of denial. Harry's
eyebrows seemed to signal defeat. Anna took that as a call for backup and
entered the fray. Mr.
Van Slyke, she began and continued, bulldozing over his protestations
that she must call him Les. When Harry asks about your wife
hurting you, he means like the times she inflicted injuries that put you in the
hospital. Your son said she broke your collarbone, burst your eardrum and once
nearly cut your face in half with a kitchen stool. The
blunt assault of words didn't have the effect she'd been hoping for. Beneath
the pasty sagging skin there was a rippling disturbance, but it could have as
easily been brought on by Rory's bizarre lies as an unmasking of the truth. Why
would Rory say that? he asked, bewildered. Not quite bewildered enough.
His left hand scampered up his right arm and his forefinger stretched out,
gently stroking the scar that bisected his face. Seeing
the gesture, Anna willfully misunderstood his question. Rory said it
because the boy loves his father, loves you and seeing you hurt broke his
heart. That
got the desired reaction. Not only are more flies caught with honey, more can
be killed. Anna felt a pang of guilt for manipulating Les's emotions. It didn't
last long. He
rubbed his eyes with both fists like a very small child. There were tears left
like snail trails on his knuckles. The rounded shoulders shuddered with a convulsive
sigh. Harry
had a look of annoyance on his face directed not at the weepy old man but at
Anna. She huffed, a teensy puff of air from her nostrils. If he was thinking
she should leap to the bed and put the feminine arms of comfort around Lester,
he had another think coming. She leaned back against the mirror, made herself
comfortable for the duration of the waterworks. The
chief ranger had, indeed, been expecting something of the sort. Seeing her
settle in he put his hat on the top of the clutter on the table and stood.
Stooping awkwardly, he patted Les's shoulder. Words failed him. Again Anna got
the flash of annoyance. She considered suggesting the classic comfort
there, there but thought better of it. Lester
calmed down. Ruick retreated with unflattering speed back to the safety of his
lonely chair. Painfully,
Les pulled himself together, or as much together as he would ever get. A
handkerchief was found, eyes dried, nose blown. Water was sipped, housecoat
readjusted. Then he settled himself to answer honestly. They
didn't get anything in the way of revelations. Honesty is an individual
perception. If Les had ever been able to view his situation objectively—or,
more to the point, as others would view it—the ability had been lost. The need
to feel okay about himself and still to stay with Carolyn had to be balanced.
The only way to do that was to create a new truth, one where being a victim was
acceptable, even admirable. Telling them now of his wife's transgressions,
Lester could not go outside the reality he had made for himself. She had
a temper and sometimes she got carried away were the best he
could do. The broken collarbone, the ruptured eardrum were accidents. She
didn't mean it. Lester had zigged when he should have zagged, etc., etc., ad nauseam.
The blow from the metal kitchen stool that had scarred his face he simply slid
over as if it wasn't worth mentioning. As if it had never happened. Of
Rory, for whom the sudden tears had presumably been shed since they clearly
were not for his own miserable situation, he said, The boy shouldn't have
taken it so much to heart. I never minded. The
words came to Anna's ear not in Lester's confused, sad voice but the desperate
wail of his son when he'd said the same thing earlier in the day. Harry
gave Lester a few minutes more than Anna would have to collect himself then
said, We're just about done here Mr. . . . Les. We understand this has
got to be a rough time for you. Real rough. We're sorry— For
an instant Anna was afraid he would parrot the empty phrase in vogue in TV cop
shows, We're sorry for your loss, but he didn't. —to
have to put you through more questions, but in cases like this we can't wait on
good manners. I
understand, Les said. He pulled the handkerchief from the pocket of his
robe where he'd stuffed it and blew his nose loudly and thoroughly. Go
ahead. You
said earlier that the army surplus jacket your wife was wearing when we found
her was not hers. Do you have any idea who it belonged to? Les
kept his face down and blew his nose again though it didn't need it. I
guess it could have been Carolyn's, he said. She was always getting
new clothes. I never paid much attention. He was lying. A husband might
not notice if his wife bought a different shade of lipstick or a new blouse but
if she suddenly started sporting oversized U.S. Army fatigues he'd probably sit
up and take note. Ruick
nodded slowly. I see, he said and Anna wondered if he was seeing
the same thing she was: a skittering of weasel tail vanishing down a secret
hole. We
thank you for your time. Harry rose and reclaimed his Stetson.
We'll talk again before you make any decisions about what to do
next. Back
in Ruick's pickup, painted white with the standard green reflective NPS stripe
down the side, as she and Ruick buckled their seat belts, Anna said: Our
suspects stink. Kind
of hard to picture that particular worm turning, isn't it? Rory
doesn't fit the bill much better. There's
always the homicidal stranger just passing through. Fortuitous
accident? Could
be. If it is and our murderous Mr. X has moved on, we're pretty much guaranteed
a segment on Unsolved Mysteries, he said sourly. He
was lying about that army jacket, Anna said. You
think? I don't notice what my wife wears, much to her annoyance. Anna
explained her rationale. Good
point, he conceded. Supposing he does know where she got the coat.
To give him the benefit of the doubt, let's say he didn't remember yesterday
and he's figured it out since. Why not just tell us? Who's he protecting? If
the jacket was his—and Les doesn't strike me as an army surplus kind of guy—it
wouldn't prove anything. Wives take their husband's coat all the time. First
time around he said she had a habit of 'borrowing' things. Maybe
it belongs to Rory. Maybe he thinks the two of them did get together and Rory
killed her, made the coat swap at the same time he got that second water
bottle, Anna suggested. She didn't remember ever seeing Rory in an army
jacket, and given the new polypropylene microfleece nature of his backpacking
wardrobe, a bulky heavy coat seemed out of character, but she couldn't remember
for sure. I'll ask Joan, she said. Not
because the coat question concerned her overmuch—Anna would have noticed if
Rory had lugged a heavy army jacket into the woods— but to have something to
do, she sought out Joan at the resource management office. Joan
was in a tizzy. The DNA lab at the University of Idaho had screwed up on the
hair samples sent in from the bear trap they'd harvested before unpleasant
adventures interrupted their research. There'd been a mix-up, Joan told her
distractedly. The lab had sent back DNA results from Alaskan grizzlies, not
those of the lower forty-eight. Though the same species, grizzlies in Alaska
were considerably larger—thirty to fifty percent—and had enough other
evolutionary and environmentally based differences that the tests could tell
one from the other. Till she sorted out her bits of hair and scat, Joan was
useless for any other topic of conversation. Anna
left, her departure unnoticed, and walked back to the employee housing area.
Though she'd wanted to share the day's findings and frustrations with Joan, it
was reassuring that not everybody spent every waking hour thinking about who
killed whom and why. The
rest of the afternoon she dedicated to the familiar chore of packing for the
backcountry. It was something she had done so many times in her life she found
the Zen-like sameness of laundry and sorting and putting things into small
plastic bags as freeing as a walking meditation. Around
five o'clock, as she was contemplating a nap in reward for her labors, Harry
rapped on the screen door. The autopsy results had come. Northern Montana was
not rife with murders and the medical examiner had worked up Carolyn Van
Slyke's corpse first thing. Much
of it they already knew from observation: no defensive wounds, no sexual
assault, no skin beneath the fingernails, no bullets in the body, no knife
wounds but the filleting of the front upper quadrant of the skull where the
M.E. approximated two to three ounces of flesh had been excised. The
cause of death was severing of the spinal cord between the first and second
cervical vertebrae. That surprised Anna. Given the cutting on the face, she
thought head injury would be the cause, that the removal of the flesh might
have been done in part to hide the nature of the blow. Did
he just twist her head till her neck snapped? she asked. She'd seen it
done in a dozen movies but never come across it in real life. For some reason
the image made her queasier than the slicing and dicing. Nope,
Harry said. Weirder yet. He handed her the report he'd been reading
from and she scanned the last half of a page. Carolyn
Van Slyke had been struck on the side of the head with such force her neck had
snapped, not just crushing the cord but knocking the skull so fast and hard
that it was propelled over the opposite shoulder and down toward the clavicle,
pulverizing the outer edges of three vertebrae and hyperextending the muscles
and tendons of the neck. She
must have been hit with a tree trunk to get that kind of torque, Anna
said. No
tree trunk, Ruick said. What's missing? Anna
didn't like to be quizzed. Then again, she loved a challenge. For half a minute
she skimmed what had been read to her and read again the final paragraphs.
Ah! she said as the light finally dawned. No injury to the
skull. No point of impact, cracking, etcetera. She
was hit by something soft, Ruick said. Like
a man's forearm? I've
never met a man who could hit that hard. Kicked,
hit with a booted calf, Jean Claude Van Damme style? It
would have to be one heck of a kick. What
if she was already unconscious and the killer forced her head back and
down? That
was the best I could come up with, Ruick admitted. But Dr. Janis,
the M.E., said doing it slowly like that would have squashed the spinal cord.
The severing suggests a single, sudden, hard blow. That's
helpful, Anna said dryly. Did Dr. Janis have any suggestions? One.
She said a boy she'd seen in Helena had been killed that way. The kid was seven
years old. His nineteen-year-old brother and his buddies got drunk and were
swinging around a heavy padded boxer's punching bag on the end of a chain. The
kid stepped out, caught the full force of it above his left eye, his head
snapped back and down, producing injuries like those of our pet corpse. At
least we know what to look for now, Anna said. A guy in the
backcountry with an oversized bolster. Shouldn't be too hard to track
down. Wish
I had something more tangible but this is as good as it gets. They
talked of Anna and Joan's return to the backcountry. Anna was against Rory
going. They hadn't enough to arrest him for the murder of his stepmother. With
him now claiming he may have had the two water bottles all along, he was barely
a suspect, no proof to take to a grand jury. Ruick had reservations as well but
wanted to keep the Van Slykes in the park; allowing Rory to continue with the
DNA project would keep not only him in the area but Les as well. Rory's father
was determined to return to Fifty Mountain Camp and finish his stay so he and
his son could return to Seattle together. It's
as if neither will leave till the other one does and both of them are hot to
get back up on Flattop Mountain, Anna said. Why? That's
what we've got to find out, I guess. They
struck a compromise. If Joan Rand said no, the deal was off. If she said yes,
Buck, the stalwart backcountry ranger, would be detailed to go along as
insurance. Joan
said yes. 14 As
it turned out, hiking into the wilderness with a potential murderer was
not what grated on Anna's nerves. It was hiking with a teenager seesawing
unpleasantly between sulkiness and petulance. Gripping tightly to her hard-won
adulthood, Anna managed not to engage. Armored with genuine compassion, Joan
seemed impervious to the sporadic adolescent barbs. Anna was not. The best she
could do was appear to be. Rory, like most teenagers she had met, could be the
best of company. And the worst. Like heat-seeking missiles, people between the
ages of fourteen and eighteen had an uncanny ability to sense weak spots and
hit them with unnerving accuracy. Has
to be hormonal, Anna thought as she meticulously refrained from wincing
when he wrote off a generation of the finest rock-and-roll musicians ever to
overdose as overrated bubblegum salesmen. There was a spark of hope
to be gleaned: perhaps at menopause, when she underwent reverse adolescence,
she, too, would become uniquely dangerous, even if for only a brief period of
time. Till
then, she relied on the grainy endurance of middle age to out-walk the strength
and suppleness of youth. As the ascent to Flattop grew steeper and hotter and
dustier, she picked up the pace and soon walked alone. Almost alone. Drooping
along at her heels, nearly as sullen as Rory Van Slyke, was Ponce, the
ten-year-old gelding the park used as a pack-horse. Doing double duty as DNA
flunky and Harry Ruick's flunky, Anna had too much ground to cover on foot. Out
of kindness of heart or weakness of mind she'd volunteered to walk the first
twelve miles, four of them nigh onto vertical, so Ponce could carry Rory and
Joan's packs. Buck
was to meet them at Fifty Mountain. They would overnight there. In the morning
he'd go with Rory and Joan to work hair traps. Anna and Ponce would be on their
own for the most part but, when feasible, would camp with the DNA research
team. Harry had insisted on this not only for Rory and Joan's security but for
hers. Anna'd not put up a fight. Much as she liked camping alone, she was not
one-hundred-percent sure their lady-killer had left the park. Despite
the best Zen intentions, her mind did not remain uncluttered during the hours
of the hike to Fifty Mountain. In the burn her thoughts turned to the peculiar
Mr. Mickleson-Nicholson and his digging of glacier lilies. As they neared the
place in the trail where Rory had met up with the hikers, visions of extraneous
water bottles danced in her head. No revelations were forthcoming, and by
afternoon's end, she plodded on as dull as Ponce and was nearly as glad as he
when they reached camp. Buck
was there to greet them and lend a beefy hand and a strong back to unloading
and feeding the horse. Grazing was much frowned upon, and along with their
gear, Ponce carried pellets for himself. William
McCaskil was still at Fifty Mountain—or at least his tent and pack were in the
far campsite where they'd been two days before. Tent
pitched, Anna allowed herself the luxury of a cup of hot tea before getting on
with business: finding and again chatting with the felon, McCaskil. The
sun slid behind the mountain, dragging the day's warmth down with it. In this
clashing together of day and night, nature chose to unleash one of her showier
moments. As Anna drank her tea, fog white as drugstore cotton began pouring
down, feather-light liquid in stasis, from over the jagged mountain face to the
east. Slow and silent in sinister majesty it cloaked the crags, slipped between
them and flowed toward the meadows. In an instant so perfect as to seem eternal,
the drift turned from white to wild flamingo. In its feeble human way, Anna's
brain sought to categorize the sight: lava, chiffon, whipped cream, frozen
fire. Her puny metaphors exhausted themselves and, for a blissful while, she
sat in mindless appreciation. Pink
faded to gray. Tea grew cold. Wind breathed up from some damp mountain lung and
she stirred herself. Dusk was long. She had at least an hour of half-light left
in which to find and annoy at least one of her fellow campers. McCaskil
had returned from a day hike. When Anna trickled into his campsite he was
shrugging out of his pack. His thick wavy hair was tangled and particles of
high-country flora were caught in the nest. He'd been hiking cross-country in
boots so new they blistered his feet. Anna could tell by the ginger-wincing way
he pulled the footwear off. A confidence man, a city slicker, a greenhorn
pushing his urban body through the thickets in search of what? Spiritual
renewal? By the sour look on his face, it didn't look as though he'd found it. Howdy,
howdy, she said, just to be irritating. Oh.
It's you, he said repressively. Anna
took this as an invitation and settled herself comfortably at the base of a
struggling pine tree. Fog flooded the camp. The evening had gone from chilly to
cold. Pulling the hood up on her fleece jacket, she watched McCaskil, in
shirtsleeves and shivering, glare at her from under well-shaped eyebrows. You're
cold, she said pointedly. Why don't you put your coat on? I
like being cold. And I like being alone. Nothing personal. He smiled then
as if belatedly remembering some age-old warning about women scorned.
Except when there's a good-looking woman around. The first
statement had come from the heart. The second blew out like a smoke screen. Whatever
he hoped to hide with it remained hidden. Anna was no match for him. She'd had
a number of years to learn the art of ferreting out information. McCaskil had
probably had twice that to practice fraud, deception and misdirection. Flirting
was the tool he chose this evening. Every query of Anna's was met with
compliments, her remarks turned aside with double entendres. Fifteen minutes
into the fruitless exercise, she realized she'd been lucky the first time and
caught him off guard. For whatever reasons, his guard was up now. She would get
nothing useful from him till she had a bigger pry bar. It crossed her mind to
try and crack open the playboy facade with her knowledge of his conviction for
fraud but she didn't know to what end. And she strongly suspected he knew she
knew, was ready for it. Several
times she managed to shove Carolyn Van Slyke into the conversation. With the
passage of time McCaskil's association with the deceased became ever more
fleeting. When she'd first talked with him three days before, he'd referred to
her as the blond and used her first name. Now she had been
relegated to that woman the bear ate. Since Carolyn had been
murdered by a human hand, Anna wondered at McCaskil's seeming conviction that
she'd died of natural, if fearsome, causes. When questioned he waved it away.
Whatever, he said callously. I guess I wasn't paying all that
much attention. Cutting
off the chitchat, Anna excused herself. Having walked well out of earshot she
radioed Ruick. He'd been off duty for several hours but he was the kind of guy
she figured would leave his radio on twenty-four hours of the day. She was
right. I've
got a hunch, she told him. Run the prints on the second
topographical map found on Van Slyke's body. The one in the pocket of the army
surplus jacket. The
chief ranger said he would and didn't ask why. Being cagey and mysterious was
an occupational hazard in law enforcement. Either Harry accepted that or was
convinced Anna's hunch was as uninteresting as it was unimportant. Grateful
not to have to expose her fledgling theory to the harsh reality of nouns and
verbs, Anna didn't care which. The
fog was not, as Anna had feared, a precursor to another day's cold rain. By
sunrise it had moved on, moved up or simply vanished. The day was exquisite as
only a high mountain summer can be: cool and warm at the same time, with breeze
on one cheek and unfettered sunshine on the other. There was nothing in the air
but air. Not the cloying touch of the moisture of the south, not the putrid
undercurrent of a city's stink, not the bracing tang of salt from the seashore.
Air so clear Anna felt if she stopped breathing she could soak it in through
the pores of her skin. Joan
was gone with Rory and Buck, trudging back down West Flattop Trail to set up
camp once more in the small meadow with the great flat boulder. On the surface
it seemed unwise. Bears, like lightning, frequently struck twice in the same
place. Joan had chosen to camp there again for a couple of reasons. One, Anna was
sure, was a bad case of selective memory brought on by a prejudice in favor of Ursus
horribilis. She couldn't help but notice that in Joan's conversations the
bear had no longer ravaged, savaged or destroyed their camp but merely upset
it. The rest of the researcher's logic was sound. There was no better campsite
near where they were to dismantle and move the hair trap they'd been aiming for
when life intervened with other plans and, too, the bear had found nothing in
the way of a food reward. In the bearish sciences this meant it probably would
not return. Not
being burdened with a scientific mind, it occurred to Anna that the bear, this
bear, their own personal bear, had not been looking for food reward. What else
a wild animal, not yet tainted by contact with the human race, might be seeking
she wasn't ready to say, but the story of The Ghost and the
Darkness came to mind. A true story of two lions—solitary hunters,
according to scientists, naturally chary of human settlements—who had teamed up
apparently for the sheer, unadulterated pleasure of creating terror and taking
human life. If
people could go insane, who was Anna to say an animal, if only rarely, couldn't
do likewise? Probably an animal smarter than the rest. Too smart for its own
good. Get
thee behind me, Dean Koontz, she said aloud, realizing she'd slipped into
nightmare in the midst of the most stunningly beautiful of days. Joan was
right. The meadow was a fine campground. Tonight, barring unforeseen
circumstances, Anna would be joining her and the boys there. Till then she
would enjoy the day, the solitude and pursuing to the best of her abilities the
job she'd been given. William
McCaskil's camp looked uninhabited she noted as she lugged her tent and gear
down toward the food preparation area and Ponce's makeshift paddock, a tying
rail between the food area and the outhouse. A powerful temptation to search
his tent coursed through her. The previous night she'd struck out with the
slippery fellow. Or missed the basket or fumbled the ball—it was hard to know
just what game McCaskil was playing. Had she been a private citizen, she might
have given in to the urge. As a federal law enforcement officer she could not.
Even in a tent in the wilderness, an American citizen had a reasonable expectation
of privacy. If she found anything during an unauthorized search the evidence
would be tainted and she would have done the investigation more harm than good. After
a night's sleep and a feed, Ponce was of a cheerier disposition than the day
before and Anna's weight was somewhat less than he was accustomed to carrying.
In easy companionship they started west, Ponce looking for anything tasty he
might snag in passing and Anna looking for nothing in particular. Since there
were no clues in the form of tracks or paper trails, and her meager list of
suspects had already been interviewed within an inch of their tawdry little
lives, she decided to return to the scene of the crime. Third time's the
charm, she told herself, wondering who'd coined the idiotic aphorism. The
true charm was being on horseback under a fathomless sky with nobody to answer
to for the entirety of a splendid day. Riding
on flat improved trails was a luxury and a joy. But as she dismounted and tied
Ponce to the log where Joan and the excitable ranger had waited while she and
Ruick bushwhacked to the body, Anna was reminded that it had been a long time
since she'd been in the saddle. What little padding she once had on her
posterior had since lost its stuffing. Her sit-bones complained of miles of
insult. A
strip of orange surveyor's tape indicated where the body had been taken from
the brush. Anna entered the scrub and began the steep alder-choked journey down
the side of the ravine. Alone, rested, the sun shining, she was able to give
the now-battered path her undivided attention. She discovered nothing but a
discarded Good Plenty box. It had not been there prior to the murder. The
cardboard paper had not been rained on. Anna knew she hadn't dropped it and she
was sure Harry hadn't. No ranger had. Park rangers were subject to the ailments
of the general populace: prejudice, stupidity, small-mindedness, malice; but
she had never known a single one she suspected of littering. In the days since
the body had been recovered the crime scene had been visited by an ill-mannered
civilian. With
the exception of arsonists, who liked to see the fruits of their labors, most
criminals did not return to the scene of the crime. Could be a curious visitor
who had learned of the location by some means. Could be a hiker coincidentally
chose that spot to take a leak and clean his pockets. Still, Anna bagged the
candy box, marked the day, time and place she'd found it, and tucked it away.
One never knew. The
Good Plenty was the sum total of excitement. In the irregular opening in
the alders where Gary had found Mrs. Van Slyke, Anna sifted through leaf
litter, crawled into the neighboring tangle of bushes, examined weedy trunks
and found nothing. At
length, enjoying a childish morbidity, she lay down in the place where Carolyn
had been dumped and, folding her hands behind her head, contemplated being
among the quick, and the sure knowledge that one day she would join the dead.
Molly said thoughts of mortality came with one's fiftieth birthday. Anna still
had a few years to go. But then she'd always been precocious. Free
from what she expected to see, Anna finally saw what was actually there. In
law enforcement classes, teachers were always admonishing students not to
forget to look up. In real life, officers, rangers, forgot. Unless it was
obvious, evidence in treetops went largely unnoticed. Both times that Anna'd
crawled into this ravine, she'd seen little above eye-level. High
in the scrub, hard to assess from a supine position but probably six or seven
feet up, a handful of the dusty-looking leaves were striated. Had the marked
leaves not been so far from the ground Anna would have thought they'd been
brushed with mud, painted by a passing boot after the rains and, so, after the
body recovery. High as they were, above where tracks could be found, they held
less interest. Plants,
like other life forms, were subject to disease and death, molds and rusts and
parasites. Anna wasn't well enough versed in the pathologies of Montana's flora
to speculate what this augured and her mind drifted. Drifted far enough to
notice no other leaves, no other bushes were affected. The
world of the shrubbery pressed around her, began to feel claustrophobic. Sticks
poked in her side. Leaves stuck in her hair. Skinny bark-clad fingers scratched
at her arms. Light was deceitful, playing tricks with leaf shadows stirred by a
wind that scarcely ever penetrated down to ground level. Heat, held close and
dusty, itched on her skin. Time
to abandon her macabre resting spot. She rose and pushed into the branches to
pluck one of the marred specimens. The rust-colored markings were smeared from
the rain, but protected by the leaves above, enough remained for study. Dried
blood—in her chosen profession Anna had had the opportunity to see plenty of the
stuff—was slathered on various surfaces. A spit test reconstituted the brown to
red. She took a small paper bag from her pack and collected several of the
leaves. Blood in trees was not as rare as it might seem. Predators roamed the
skies. These twiggy boughs were insufficient to support a dining hawk or eagle
but occasionally they dropped wounded prey. If this was the case the tiny
critter's corpse had been whisked away by a lucky groundling. Her
gory find stowed in an inside pocket, Anna stood in the alder and waited. Flies
found her. Deerflies with jaws like airborne Chihuahuas flew kamikaze missions
at the backs of her knees. Absently, she slapped them into the next world. At
length the information she waited for came into view: another patch of the rusty
leaves a couple yards deeper in the brush. Shifting her attention down she
moved toward it carefully, seeking any further sign underfoot or lower on the
bushes. Runoff from the rain had erased any trail that might have been left and
the sturdy alders retained no sign of anyone's passing. Having
reached the second cluster of streaked foliage she repeated the process. It
took a sweaty, fly-bitten two hours to travel the rest of the trail but before
noon she reached its end. Had she been a crow she could have flown from the
place Carolyn's body was dumped to the pine tree where the blood trail ended in
a matter of seconds. The two places were no more than seventy feet apart. A
pine, a lodgepole, rose gracefully out of the thicket. Its shade and the
acidity of the fallen needles had opened a small needle-lined space beneath the
boughs into which Anna moved gratefully. Her assumption that this was the blood
trail's terminus was based not on what she found but on what she'd ceased to
find. Three quarters of an hour's careful search around the tree led her to no
new manifestations of rust-streaked leaves. Since the trail had been laid
overhead, Anna crouched on her heels and studied the interlocking green of the
pine above her. This
time the search was short. Twelve or fifteen feet up, partially secured to a
branch with string of some sort was a navy-blue stuff bag vomiting pieces of
clear—or once clear—plastic. All had been ripped to ribbons, by talons
probably, though a bobcat or cougar or even a very talented fox was a
possibility. Other than that, Anna could think of no pawed and clawed
carnivores who frequented the avian stomping grounds. The
bark ringing the tree's trunk was unscarred. Whoever had put the package there
had not done so by climbing. Having shed her day pack, Anna shinnied up for a
closer look. Straddling a comfortable branch she tried to put together the
pieces. It
didn't take long. With understanding came fear's cold touch, sickening in the
warmth of noon. The torn plastic was blood-smeared as the leaves had been and
comprised several different sources, two sandwich bags cut open, and part of
what would undoubtedly turn out to be the tail end of a cheap poncho, the kind
one can buy at the check-out counter in gas stations and carry in purse or
trunk for soggy emergencies. The navy cloth was from a simple stuff sack, the
sort hikers used to stow extraneous things. This one was eight or ten inches
wide and twice that long. Bag and baggies had been drawn into the tree on a
rope pull. A line of torn threads fuzzed the bark where the makeshift rope had
been thrown over the limb and dragged. The line was secured with a slipknot.
The dangling remainder had been cut, the frayed end tossed up into the lower
branches. The rope was as cobbled together as the packaging: strips of torn
fabric, white with narrow blue striping, tied end to end. Carolyn
Van Slyke's face had been cut off. The bloody slabs of meat had been carried
high like a trophy or a team pennant over the butcher's head, leaving traces of
blood on the cloaking leaves as he passed through. Away from the body, the
murderer had packaged up the steaks in what he had at hand—sandwich bags and a
raincoat—stuffed them in a sack that had been used maybe to carry his lunch,
and cached this new treat up high where bears and other animals couldn't make
away with it. He'd
been saving Carolyn Van Slyke's face for later. 15 Anna
seriously wanted to get the hell out of there. Each and every idyllic
day in this most beautiful of places had shown an underside that suggested
God's Country was under siege from His traditional nemesis. To Anna's mind the
most hellish of weapons had been unloosed: fear. Fear was the root of all evil.
The others could be tracked to it. Greed was fear of want in pathological form.
Lies, fear of being discovered for who one was, punished for what one had done. The
unnatural actions of the bear, Rory's bizarre disappearance, needless murder,
now this abomination; fear poured into Anna's mind. In the midst of the very
things that brought her comfort, she was being drowned in it. For a moment she
clung to the branch fighting a desperate need to run from the wilderness, from
sunlight, from solitude and hide in a closed, dark room full of familiar faces. Goddamn
it, she muttered. Over her forty-odd years the fates had robbed her of
her husband and taken a good shot at her only sister. She would not be robbed
of that which made all else endurable, the peace and perfection of the natural
world. Anger
helped but did not heal. Her rage was manufactured from two parts self-pity and
one part need. It lacked the self-propelling white-hot burn of righteously
earned ire. She kept it alive long enough to scorch away at least the core of
her panic. She could trust herself to function, not to topple from the tree or
dash madly down the trails shrieking. When
her breathing evened out, she knew she could stay and do her work, but peace of
mind, joy, freedom, those gifts of the wild country had been stolen away.
Fuck, she whispered, then she prayed a jolly little prayer:
Dear Lord, please let me find a gun in my pack when I climb down. Love,
Anna. Backup
was hours away, but she radioed Ruick to tell him of her find. Mostly, she
admitted to herself, to report her location. Should she go missing, Ponce would
alert them to where she'd gone off trail but who would think to seek as far as
the bush-locked pine? Harry
was in a meeting. Maryanne wrote down the message and Anna was left with no
choice but to break contact. Flinching
at every sound, freezing at every change in the shadow pattern, she made
several trips up and down the desecrated pine taking photographs of and
collecting the shredded bags. The meat they'd held was long gone. Whatever bird
or beast had worried it out of its packaging had carried it away and
undoubtedly eaten it. Too bad, Anna thought. Unless the killer was of
the Hannibal Lecter School of Fine Cuisine, he may have removed the flesh not
to eat it but to take away a clue to his identity. But
why string the stuff up if he'd merely been covering his tracks? Surely one
would want the telltale flesh eaten or buried or at least exposed so that it
might decay more quickly. If something is cached it's because someone means to
return for it. No
birds stirred the leaves, no shadows moved with the wind, still Anna stopped
breathing, listened, cursed the gods for ignoring her prayer for firearms.
Moving as quickly as she could, she labeled each item as she packed it in a
paper evidence bag to better preserve the blood samples. The navy stuff sack
was old, several years at least, made by REI and common as cotton underpants.
The same went for the baggies and the torn scrap of poncho: generic, easily
obtained, ubiquitous in the backcountry. The strips that had been tied together
to form the line used to swing the cache into the branches were what appeared
to be shirting. The cloth was equally unremarkable, probably J. C. Penney or
Sears, cotton-polyester sold in bulk. However, if the shirt they had been torn
from had once covered the back of the killer, they could prove important. Regardless
of value or lack thereof Anna spent no time studying the evidence. With
ingrained care she packaged and stowed. Mind, ears and eyes were occupied patrolling
the perimeter around the tree for cannibals, bears, axe murderers and other
manifestations of impending violence. At
last the job was completed, everything tucked in her pack. With the possibility
of flight nearer, Anna found her unease growing. Get a grip, she
ordered herself unsympathetically. Before she could make her escape, she needed
to canvass the clearing one more time in case she had missed anything. Out
from the tree at a north-northwesterly heading,
five-feet-four-and-a-half-inches as measured by the carpenter's tape she
carried for just such a purpose, she found a pile of what could only be bear
scat. Whether grizzly or black, she couldn't tell. This time of year, both had
about the same diet. The sheer size of the sample would suggest a male grizzly
but black bears grew nearly as large at the upper end of their scale. For
unscientific reasons, Anna felt certain it was not only grizzly scat but that
of her own personal grizzly. Given
its half-melted then dried consistency, the scat had been left before the rain
but not too long before. If it had been deposited much before the storm, it
would have dried more completely. The downpour would have reduced it to its
component parts, not merely smoothed it over. An
educated guess put the age of this sample at five or six days, seven at the
outside. Around the time of Mrs. Van Slyke's death not twenty yards away,
around the time the flesh cut from her face had been cached in the tree. The
killer had been here. The bear—or a bear—had been here. It was
conceivable the smell of the meat in the plastic bags overhead had attracted a
passing animal. Their noses were exceptionally keen. But Anna could find no
indication this bear made any effort to retrieve his prize: no claw marks on
the trunk or lower branches, no disturbed leaf litter or soil around the tree
as might be expected from a frustrated three-hundred-pound scavenger. It
appeared as if the bear had simply come to this minuscule clearing, quietly
relieved himself and went on. No law against that. Anna thought of the old joke
Where does a bear shit in the woods? and smiled in spite of
herself. Too
much coincidence, though. Bears, grizzly and otherwise, were high-profile
inhabitants of Glacier National Park, but given the park's forty-one hundred
square kilometers, there weren't all that many of them. According to Resource
Management statistics, less than three hundred. One of the things the DNA study
would do was give a more accurate count. Wishing she'd thought to pack one of
Joan's handy scat sample bottles, Anna made do with another evidence
bag—plastic this time—and procured a spoonful for the bear researcher. Anna
noted a few of the standard bear leavings: berry seeds, twigs, grasses, most in
mint condition. The bulk of this scat sample was made up of a dull brown-gray
grainy matter that looked to be closer to digested dirt than plant matter.
Another mystery for Joan. As long as there weren't buttons or buckles or human
fingerbones, Anna couldn't get too excited. She
was glad to leave the pine clearing, scared to reenter the thick of the
brush. It was an act of will to move up the side of the mountain through the
obscuring undergrowth at a sensible pace. The urge to claw her way frantically
out of the shrubbery didn't abate till she was not only in the open sunny world
of West Flattop Trail but upon Ponce's broad back. Cowboys were braver on
horseback. It was a little known codicil to the code of the west. For
no reason more logical than a bad case of the willies, Anna put a couple of
miles between her and the flesh-eating pine tree. At a bend in the trail, a
hillside of broken stones created a thousand unique, earth-bearing planters
displaying such a breathtaking show of yellows, blues and reds that Anna
wondered how human gardeners could bear to enter the competition. She tethered
Ponce to a downed tree deep in tasty grasses and emptied her pack: water,
lunch, map, evidence packets. Lunch first, she decided. Scrambling up and down
the tree had given her the insistent appetite of an active child. A
peanut butter and honey sandwich under her belt, she was better able to
concentrate on her find. Donning a new pair of latex gloves, she examined the
torn bags, all that was left of the macabre food cache. The blood, she had
little doubt, would turn out to be that of Carolyn Van Slyke. As she'd
discerned in the tree, other than these sinister smears, the plastic baggies had
nothing to tell her. With its sophisticated equipment, the lab might do better. The
blue sack was slightly more forthcoming. Gray-green dust and a pale yellow
residue of a delicate almost glittering nature, like pollen but more
reflective, streaked the fabric. Whatever the substance was, it had been
scuffed onto the sack recently. Perhaps the lab could use it to tell where in
the park the bag had been before it was shanghaied into service as a ditty bag
for the deceased. In a civilized environment, that information might lead to
the killer. Here, time was a deciding factor. The days it would take to get the
bag down to West Glacier, then to the lab and back, would be too long. The
killer would no longer be living in the same place. Having
returned the evidence to storage and divested herself of the surgical gloves,
she unwrapped her second sandwich. Her fingers smelled of the talc used in the
gloves and tainted her enjoyment of the peanut butter. Ignoring that and the
busy ticklings of flies, she leaned against the log where Ponce was tied and
listened to the reassuring tearing sounds as he went on with his picnic. The
killer was still in the park. Either that or Anna's intuition had finally
slipped over into paranoia. That was a distinct possibility. Sitting in the
sun, in a world where she had felt comfortable and whole much of her adult
life, she was unpleasantly aware that she gasped and started at every noise.
Her eyes never ceased scanning the horizon, alert for danger. Though
the most obvious, the wilderness wasn't the only thing she was at odds with.
With the possible exception of Joan Rand, Anna had not had anything even
resembling a genuine connection with another human being since she'd come to
Glacier. She
thought of Sheriff Paul Davidson, her—her what? Her boyfriend? Her sweetheart?
Or merely her lover? Paul was a good man and once, a long, long time ago in
mind, two weeks ago by the calendar, she'd fancied herself falling in love with
him. Since her adventures began in Glacier he'd scarcely crossed her mind.
She'd not even called Molly though she'd told herself she would. There was
something about this case that was causing her to isolate. Anna
snorted. Sensing an equine conversation in the offing, Ponce snorted back.
Isolate myself more than usual, Anna said to him. Ponce lost
interest once she reverted to the human tongue. He returned to his grazing. Humans
were tribal creatures. Isolation was a form of punishment so extreme even in
prisons it was only used for serious breaches of conduct. Those who isolated
themselves usually suffered as a consequence. Anna'd long been aware of the
tiny cracks in what passed for normalcy when she'd purposely been too long
alone, locked inside the ivory tower of bone that served as skull. Shifting
position, her back to the trail so her ever-vigilant eyes could keep watch on
the woods, she considered her slow withdrawal. The unseen scratchings of a
small woodland beast sent her pulse rate up and she realized what it was. She
had been dispossessed, made homeless. Not removed from her house and cat and
dog in Mississippi—the park housing she enjoyed on the Natchez Trace Parkway
was simply one in a chain of way stations. Her home, where she felt safe and
centered, had always been the wild country. Towns, streets, houses, dumpsters,
PTA meetings—that was where evil lurked. In the backcountry was only the often
pitiless but never malicious work of the gods. In
Glacier that amoral purity was gone. A wrongness stalked. Had it been only the
warped and hostile actions of people, Anna would not have felt the same. But it
wasn't. Nature herself was being unnatural. The bear that had torn up their
camp was behaving in a creepy, unbear-like way. When human beings were evil
they were merely, if the Christian teaching was to be believed, exercising
their God-given right to free will. When nature got personal, then whatever
passed for Satan was surely afoot. No
wonder she'd bonded so completely with Joan Rand, Anna thought. The researcher
was the only person she could talk to about their bear. Joan had been there.
Joan felt it. To others, even Molly or Paul, she would seem just another scared
tourist anthropomorphizing and exaggerating, the sort who submit reports in
lilac ink of grizzlies juggling hedgehogs. The
next hour was spent riding back to Fifty Mountain in hopes Bill McCaskil
would have returned. But for a brief interlude with two visitors from
Washington State, an incredibly chirpy middle-aged man hiking with a serene and
homely woman Anna presumed was his wife, she spoke with no one. The
Washingtonian had been afire with the news that there was a Boone and
Crockett elk a mile down the trail that Anna must see. The animal had
moved on by the time she and Ponce came to where it was sighted and she was
mildly disappointed. She'd never heard a creature referred to as a Boone
and Crockett but given Daniel Boone and Davy Crockett's legendary
stature, it must have been a grand old bull. Bill
McCaskil had gone the way of the elk. His campsite was empty, pack gone from
the tree in front of his tent. What Anna had intended to ask him she wasn't
sure but she needed to do something with her time. And though it was so
uncharacteristic she didn't recognize the motivation, she wanted to do
something around other people. Against
the wishes of both his son and Chief Ranger Ruick, Lester Van Slyke had hiked
back to Flattop. He was taking up residence in his abandoned camp when Anna
walked down from McCaskil's site. Les
was gray with the effort the twelve-mile walk had cost him—a coronary wandering
around in shiny new boots. He carried an NPS radio, probably at the insistence
of Harry Ruick. Other than that he seemed as ill-prepared for the rigors of
camping as ever. He didn't want to talk to her, didn't want to explain his
persistence in remaining in the backcountry, didn't want to discuss his former
wife's violent behavior. After a quarter of an hour she was glad to leave him
in peace and start back the way she'd come, returning to the tiny meadow where
she, Joan and Rory had first set up camp. It
was as it had been before the bear attack. New tents were pitched, not where
the old had been, but on the far side of the flat rock as if Joan, or more
likely Rory, had suffered an attack of superstition and decided the old pattern
had to be broken. Food and other bear attractants were cached high in a tree. A
different one from where Rory's stepmother's corpse had hung. The
researchers were not in evidence. Anna watered Ponce at the little stream that
cut through the clearing, found on her topo the place Joan had marked the next
hair trap to be disassembled, then remounted and set out to find them. Ponce,
erroneously thinking his day's work had been done, carried her with ill grace. He
was further discomfited when she found the others and it fell to him to carry
the heavy rolls of barbed wire and the researchers' packs to the site of the
next hair trap. Anna, leading Ponce, walked beside Joan. Rory chose to trail
behind for reasons of his own. Buck walked with him but the two didn't speak.
Anna was not offended at their choice. It wasn't that she disliked Rory; it was
more that he carried about him an oppressive darkness, as if neurosis or deep
injury had created in him a small black hole into which good cheer and
rationality were sucked away. A
day's hard work in rough country had put Joan in a good mood. The cobwebs left
by generating reports and packaging samples for the lab were burned away. This
trap was pretty paltry pickin's, she said. The heat from her face made
her brow glisten and the top quarter of her glasses fog up. That and the alder
leaves poking through her hair gave her a look of the clichйd mad scientist.
No scat. A few wisps of hair. But at least the love scent hadn't been
torn down. This one must have been hung high enough. Joan babbled on
happily about barbed wire, lab reports and other resource-manager-type details.
Anna half listened, enjoying companionship not content. After a quarter of an
hour the going became rugged, the ground broken and the scrub dense.
Conversation was replaced by heavy breathing and aggravated grunts. Ponce
punished Anna for the arduous duty by pushing her in the middle of the back
with his long bony face just infrequently enough she never expected it. The
new hair trap was to be strung up less than half a mile from the old. Wire
taut, love scent high and inviting, rotten wood piled and doused with the
irresistibly vile blood lure, they finished near six that evening. The work
cleansed Anna's psyche as it had Joan's and she managed the trip back to camp
restfully free of dark forebodings and acid contemplations. Off the beaten
paths, they encountered no park visitors and Anna was glad. At peace, for the
moment, in her own reality, she had no desire to be dragged into anyone else's. In
an unusual burst of intraspecies appreciation, she remembered the chipper
fellow from Washington who had delighted her with his odd turn of phrase. Anna
decided to share. I heard something funny today. A guy'd seen a big bull
elk and called him a 'Boone and Crockett' elk. Joan and Buck looked
blank. Like in Daniel Boone, Davy Crockett, Anna explained.
You know, bigger than life. Still nothing. Gifts rebuffed, she was
annoyed. Shall
we tell her? Buck asked. I
think not, Joan said. You don't know her like I do. She is
exhibiting an uncharacteristic enjoyment in bipeds. It's a train of thought
that would be a shame to derail so close to the station. Tell
me what? Anna demanded. She
insists, Joan said. 'Boone
and Crockett' are the ultimate word on trophy animals, Buck told her.
They have a whole rating system depending on the size of the animals.
Well . . . the size of their heads. That's where the numbers come in. My
little guy was talking about the elk dead? Anna was aghast. As
he pictured him on the wall of his den, Buck confirmed. The
creepiness that had been temporarily held at bay by the advent of real work
returned. Even apparent innocents from the great state of Washington harbored
deadly intentions. It
wasn't until they'd been back in camp for an hour or more and been revived by
an internal application of hot drinks that she spoke again and then it was of
the dark subjects that had been consuming her mind. Summarily
banishing Buck and Rory simply because she did not wish to feel the impact of a
stranger in the first instance and an adolescent in the second, Anna fired up
the hissing glare of a Coleman lantern, set it on the wide flat table of stone
and spread out her gruesome evidence collection for Joan's scientific perusal. I
don't know diddly about human forensic pathology, Joan warned her as they
knelt like aging White Rock fairies on the edge of the stone. All
evil is not human, Anna said apropos of nothing but the growing unease
Glacier's backcountry had instilled in her. If
not, it stems from humans, Joan said, either exposing a cynical streak
Anna hadn't suspected or infected with Anna's pervasive sense of dislocation. Anna
didn't argue with her. Look at the pieces left of the blue bag, she
said. See here where it's streaked with dust and this yellow pollen-like
stuff? I can't remember seeing anything hereabouts that would leave residue
like this. Not that I've been looking, she admitted. Joan
shoved her glasses up on her head the better to see close up and, fabric
pinched delicately between gloved fingers and thumbs, she examined it in the
cold and noisy light from the Coleman. After a minute of two of this she
stopped, retrieved a large Sherlock-Holmes-style magnifying glass from her day
pack, said, I wish I had my microscope, and studied the torn fabric
for several minutes more. In
my book, dust is dust is dust, she said at last and returned the navy
stuff bag to Anna. This is fine, grayish green, could be from
argillite—alpine talus. Up high. Way high. Like tops of mountains. Or it could
have come from under the bookcase in my bedroom. Lab tests would tell you what
it's made of and maybe what kind of rocks it came from but, contrary to public
opinion, rocks are not stationary. They slide and tumble, fall, wash down
creeks. The
yellow dust is different. I can't be a hundred percent sure but I don't think
it is pollen. It looks more like scales, the weensy feathery scales you'd find
on the wings of moths or butterflies. Anna
wasn't completely flummoxed. On Isle Royale, just outside the screen doors of
most of the lean-tos, she'd seen butterflies crowd together en masse. They came
to get the salts left behind by sleepy campers who, rather than stumble through
the dark to the pit toilet, merely stood on the shelter step to urinate. Something
in the bag attracted butterflies? A lot of butterflies? As she said it,
Anna knew it made little sense. Even if they'd been drawn to the bag in great
numbers, when they beat their tiny wings, the scales didn't fall off. Not
exactly. Above treeline we have incredible blooms of army cutworm moths June
through September. The moths lay their eggs on the Great Plains and the
caterpillars mature there. Then they migrate to the Rockies to feed. In the
fall they go back. Lay eggs and die. There're not so many as there once were.
They spray crops in Iowa, we lose moths in Montana. An argument for global
environmental policies local politicians won't hear. Putting that together with
the white dust, I'm guessing your bag was set down or dragged around somewhere
above treeline on Mount Stimpson or Mount Cleveland or, oh, shoot, I don't
know, one of them. We get aggregations of the cutworm moths from about
twenty-one hundred meters in elevation up to about twenty-eight hundred meters.
They like south and southwest faces. Joan took in the dark jagged ring of
mountains cutting into the night sky around Flattop. Sick
of man-made light and racket, Anna turned off the lantern. In the sudden and
blessed balm of night's silence, the two of them sat without speaking, watching
the mountain peaks from where the blue sack had purportedly traveled. The
moon was waning, but in the thin clear air over the Rockies, its light was
strong. Trees inked black on the shoulders of the mountains. Above their reach
slivers of glaciers and the pale, much shattered talus that spent a majority of
its life beneath the snow, caught the moonlight. The longer Anna stared the brighter
the peaks became until, in their glory, they kindled a healing awe within her.
I wouldn't think there'd be much in that part of the world to attract
people. Joan
laughed. You sound so wistful. There's not much. Hardly anybody goes up
there. Mountain goats. Trails?
Anna asked. Not
that high. Just
goats? I thought the bears denned at the higher elevations. Higher.
Not that high. They do go up there in summer, though. The moths are a major
source of protein for the grizzlies. They tear up whole hillsides of alpine
talus, turning over the rocks and licking up the moths. See? Global. Spray
wheat in Minnesota, starve a grizzly in the Rockies. Who'd know? They
know now, Anna pointed out. Neither bothered to add, Who'd
care? Just a small circle of friends, as the old song went. Our
butcher went up there for some reason, Anna said after a while.
Since he apparently isn't in the park to enjoy nature—at least not as we
like to think of it—he must have had a pressing reason to travel so far off the
beaten path. Ponce will not be pleased when I tell him tomorrow's
itinerary. Anna's
radio ended further speculation. Your
hunch paid off, Ruick said after they'd exchanged the requisite call
numbers. The prints on the second topo found in the army coat match those
Bill McCaskil put on file when he was arrested for fraud. Looks like the victim
was wearing his coat when she was killed. 16 Anna
did not ride to Fifty Mountain at first light. She was under strict
orders from Harry to delay until the cavalry arrived in the person of four law
enforcement rangers from down in the valley. Camp in the ill-fated meadow with
its altar rock was broken. Joan and Rory, alone by necessity and Joan's choice
now that Buck and Anna were needed elsewhere, left to service the next hair
trap on Joan's list. This one was on the far eastern edge of Flattop Mountain
near the confluence of Mineral and Cattle King creeks. After they'd gone, Anna
packed her gear on Ponce not knowing when she would be rejoining the bear DNA
research project as a productive member. Far
from chafing at the delay, she was glad to saunter over with Buck around noon.
Several broken bones and knife wounds ago she'd lost her taste for facing
unsavory types on equal terms. No right-thinking law enforcement officer wanted
a fair fight. When
they arrived, the chief ranger and four others whom Anna didn't recognize were
sitting in the food preparation area with Lester Van Slyke, talking in low
voices. Ruick came over to where Anna tethered Ponce to the hitching rail. Our
bird has flown the coop, he said, leaning on the rail, a water bottle
held easily in one hand. Ruick seemed at home, in control everywhere Anna had
an opportunity to observe him. Les said he was here last night, saw him
go to the outhouse once. He didn't use the food prep area or speak to anybody
as far as Les noticed. Then Les sees him all packed up and heading out in the
dark. What
time? Anna asked. Around
eight, eight-thirty. Their eyes met. Anna hadn't out-thought him.
He knew we were coming to have a word. Les
has a radio, Anna said. That's
crossed my mind. You think Les told him? Some kind of conspiracy? Hired
assassin? Ruick laughed and Anna found herself laughing with him. Outside
the confines of a movie theater the phrases sounded absurd. Lester Van Slyke
from Seattle, Washington, hiring a con man with no history of doing hits for
pay to murder his abusive wife in the Montana wilderness. People
have their own twisted logic, Anna said, responding as much to her
thoughts as Ruick's words. There's too many ties for there not to be some
kind of a connection. She leaned on the rail, elbow close to Ponce's
nose. Occasionally she felt the flick of his tail on her backside and was
content to let him keep the flies off the both of them. Maybe we've been
going at the connection from the wrong side, she said, the theory forming
as she spoke. Because it was Mrs. Van Slyke who was killed I've been
trying to connect her with McCaskil as an enemy. McCaskil in the role of
killer: come on purpose to kill her for his own reasons, a chance psychotic
episode in which he kills her, or hired by the abused husband to do the deed.
What if Mrs. Van Slyke and McCaskil were pals, in league for something more
natural to a divorce lawyer and a fraud? She was wearing his coat when she was
killed. Or at least a coat with his topographical map in the pocket. What if
they were hatching some scheme that went sour? Mrs. Van Slyke dies. McCaskil
stays in the park to finish his business? He sure doesn't fit the profile of a
nature-lover and backwoodsman. Where
does that leave our murderer? I
don't know. Maybe a falling out among thieves? Or
we're back to Les. If he weren't so . . . Ruick glanced over his shoulder
at the group on the hill behind them. . . . so damned ineffectual, I'd
have found some reason to arrest him by now. Ruick
squirted water into his mouth and swooshed it around more to entertain himself
than to quench any real thirst. What kind of fraud could a city-bred con
man pull up here? Glacier's got nothing in the way of gold, silver, precious
stones, gas, oil. One of the reasons it's been left alone is nobody ever
figured out how to make any money out of it. Timber? Ruick
looked at her. Not only was the terrain too rugged to log, cutting and stealing
timber wasn't exactly a subtle crime. In a park where helicopter tours flew
over on a daily basis, even a small-scale operation would be shut down less
than twenty-four hours after it started. Right,
Anna said. Rare plants? Harry
shook his head. Poaching? Sure,
some. But why bother? There are ranches just over the hill in British Columbia
where you can legally shoot elk, bear, you name it. And since they're
hand-raised, you can get 'em trophy-sized. They don't count that way, not with
the big-league hunters. They insist the prey be 'wild.' But there's probably
ways around that. Ruick
had pretty much shot down any ideas Anna had, so she said nothing. She couldn't
figure out if this particular murder had too many clues and too many suspects, or
too few. Why carve the face but not enough to confuse identification? What was
easily obtained or carried into the backcountry that could deliver a blow
powerful enough to sever the spinal cord yet soft enough not to crush or crack
the skull? Why was the victim wearing a stranger's coat? Why didn't everybody
leave right away? McCaskil, Lester, Rory—they had to know they were or could be
suspects. If they'd done it, why stay? If they hadn't done it, why stay? We'll
ask the s.o.b. when we find him, Ruick said philosophically. Anna'd
told him in greater detail about the macabre tree ornament she'd found near
where Carolyn's body had been dumped. As she filled the chief ranger in on the
details, she wished she'd never mentioned it over the radio. Too many listeners. Ruick
took possession of the ripped and bloody bags, forming the next link in the
chain of evidence. He and his rangers had come to Flattop on horseback. One man
would be sent back down to take Anna's find to the lab. The remaining three and
Harry would track down McCaskil if they could. Decisions
to disturb the wilderness aspect of a national park were not made lightly.
Helicopters, bulldozers, chainsaws, even tracking dogs were not brought in at
the first whimpering of human discomfort. In Anna's years of watching park
politics, some of the most courageous choices she'd seen upper management make
were those made not to pour technology on a problem, not to bring in
guns and dogs and fork-lifts and borate bombers, but to fight nature on
nature's terms. Or, more courageous still, not to fight at all, to let the fire
burn, the river change course, the historic crumble without replacement. Often
enough to make it an act of bravery, these administrators lost their careers.
The public hated nature when she wasn't in their control. Ruick had chosen to
hunt William McCaskil on foot and horseback. The body recovery of Carolyn Van
Slyke had already invaded the sanctity of the park experience enough. If Ruick
was wrong, if he didn't catch McCaskil and McCaskil turned out to be Van
Slyke's killer and killed another visitor, Ruick would pay the price. He'd
probably end his days as a chief ranger at some Civil War battlefield two acres
across. Anna
respected him for it. Someday she'd have to tell him so. For today she had ground
to cover. She was not to take part in the manhunt but to head above treeline to
where the moths came to breed and die, where the stones were bleached, where
the navy-blue stuff sack had traveled. The
night before, Joan had given Anna a crash course on the grizzly and the
army cutworm moth. There were nine identified moth aggregation sites in Glacier
that were known to be used by the bears. All were above twenty-one hundred
meters in elevation, all on south- or west-facing slopes. The moths aggregated in
glacial cirques on talus right below steeper headwalls. Joan
had ended the lesson with strongly voiced disapproval of Anna's venturing into
any of the aggregation sites. As a researcher she did not like the impact on
the bears that was inevitable when human beings— even one so small and
light-footed as Anna—penetrated areas where the animals traditionally roamed
undisturbed. As a good-hearted woman she was opposed to Anna's venturing into
feeding grounds used predominantly by females with cubs and sub-adult bears
during the peak of their use season. You're
just making yourself an attractive nuisance, Joan summed up. A
recipe for disaster. No
pun intended, Buck added, stone-faced. Ranger-on-a-stick,
Rory said. Warnings
and disclaimers given, Joan had begrudgingly gone over the map, pointing out
the sites closest to Flattop Mountain. Anna
took out the topo Joan had marked and showed it to Harry. Logic, a commodity to
all appearances singularly lacking in the individual they pursued, suggested
the aggregation site Joan had circled on the southern slope of Cathedral Peak.
Cathedral, over seventy-six hundred feet high, was the only army cutworm moth
site within easy—using the term loosely—commuting distance from Flattop, where
the moth-dusted bag had been found. Given the amounts of both moth-wing powder
and the grayish-green Joan guessed were traces of argillite remaining on the
fabric, the bag had not traveled too far or too long between its dust
collecting days and its incarnation as a receptacle for human flesh. The
country Anna was headed into was rugged and steep and dry. Too much for the
shamble-footed Ponce. He would have the night off and Anna would walk. Much of
the time she would be scrambling. There were no trails, no lakes, no creeks.
Only seep springs, and that only if they still had water. Though the cirque she
sought was not far in miles, it was a long way in time and energy. Probably she
would need to spend the night on the mountain. There would be no trees in which
to cache food and, if this aggregation site was being used, grizzlies, mostly
females with cubs, would be in attendance. Toothpaste, insect repellent lip
balm, and soap remained at Fifty Mountain. Anna ate as much food as she could
and packed just enough for one more meal. There would be no breakfast the
following morning. Because of the steepness of the terrain she traveled light:
no tent, no stove, just camera, tarp, down vest, sleeping bag, water and
filter. Even a seep spring could produce enough to refill canteens if one was patient.
Or thirsty. By
one-thirty she was headed east away from Fifty Mountain. For the first mile or
so, she walked Highline, an improved trail that followed the ridge east of
Flattop Mountain, winding back to the Going to the Sun Road where the trail-head
was. At about seventy-two hundred feet in elevation, where Highline dog-legged
south, Anna turned north, traveling cross-country toward the glacial cirque
below Cathedral Peak's south-southwestern slope. High
as she was, even small changes in altitude marked the landscape dramatically.
Soil grew rocky and rust-colored. In the distance, on the stern face of the
mountain, she noticed small white specks: mountain goats feeding and rambling
in their impossible places. Vegetation thinned till only the hardiest of pines
still grew. A life of fighting showed in stunted and twisted limbs. Anna felt
honored to be moving amid this stalwart troop of rebels battered by the
elements but still alive. Much of the time, she traveled baboon-like on feet
and hands, the slopes slippery with broken stone and a meager covering of
shortened needles the pines let go. Periodically she stopped to rest and,
braced against a gnarly trunk, looked westward across the emerald green meadows
north of Fifty Mountain Camp to the blue-forested shanks of the mountains
beyond. In this land of abundance, of water and game, other deserts thrust up:
mountaintops like the one she hoped to gain where nothing grew and the life of
rocks was visible to the naked eye. Just
after four p.m. she scaled the last stone massif, a forty-foot gray wall of
crumbling argillite that showed its treachery in tens of millions of cracks and
crevices, in the deep pile of shattered stone heaped at its base. Glacier was
not a park favored by climbers. The rock formations that created its mountains
were of soft stuff that would not hold pitons, ledges that could fall away at
the merest hint of weight. A
half-mile's scrambling through dwarf pines brought her to just beneath the
dramatic upthrust of Cathedral Peak. There lay a classic cirque, a chunk of the
mountain gouged out by glacial movement leaving a steep amphitheater two or
three hundred yards across and half again that long. Its uppermost end was
marked by another massif. From there up was the ever-more-vertical run to the
mountain's peak. A quarter of the cirque was still covered in snow. In
midsummer, Anna knew it would be of the dry crusty variety of no use for
melting and drinking. The rest of the cirque was floored in grayish-green
alpine talus, flat loose stones ranging in size from teacups to tabletops. At
present the landscape was free of bears. Joan had told her the pattern of both
grizzlies and black bears was to feed on the moths in the morning, rest nearby
through the middle of the day, then feed again in the evening. The
long climb had tired Anna but it behooved her to make her explorations during
the bears' off time. Just because she couldn't see them didn't mean they
weren't around. Wild animals seldom flopped down to nap in plain view. Even in
a place they'd always known as safe they tended to hide themselves away. An
area as apparently free of secrets as the cirque could easily have hollows
beneath stones. Surrounding rocks might harbor caves or even dens, though the
bears tended to den up slightly lower, below treeline. At
this altitude there was nearly always wind, often greater than sixty kilometers
an hour. In summer it came mostly from the southwest, but with no protection,
it blew cold, and as the sweat from the climb dried, Anna grew chilled. Zipping
herself into her down vest she rallied her shaking legs and trudged up the
incline to the bottom of the cirque. The aggregations of the cutworm moths, and
so the feeding grounds of the bears, were usually at the head of the cirques
below the massifs. As she picked her way upward over the talus, fatigue was
replaced with the not completely unpleasant hyperawareness Daniel might have
felt in the lions' den. Not
every aggregation was fed on every day. Like everyone else, bears had their
trends and preferences. This site had not been monitored since 1995. Glacier
researchers prided themselves not only on the quality of their studies but on
completing them in the least obtrusive manner. Joan had lectured Anna on the
evils of disturbing the site with her presence, then made her promise to
observe carefully and take accurate notes. Since she must defile this bit of
habitat with her essence, she might as well come away with data. The
observation Anna was most interested in at the moment was that of beds.
Habitually the bears fed from six a.m. till one p.m. then rested till around
six in the evening. For their siestas they dug beds in the scree or the snow.
From the air the sleeping beasts might be easily seen. At ground level it would
be way too easy to stumble into the middle of somebody's nap. Having
reached the headwall of the cirque unharmed, Anna found a perch atop a square
chunk of argillite tumbled down from on high, and took out her binoculars. Her
eyes would cause less disturbance than her feet. Not to mention they were not
as tired. Mentally gridding the long crescent-shaped area, she searched the
ground. There were many piles of scat; most looked old and dried-up, but a
closer view would be needed to be sure. She spotted five of the oval-shaped
excavations she'd been told to look for and was astounded once more at the
sheer physical power of the grizzlies. In places, the digging went down a foot
or more, and the volume of rock moved was in the tons. Content
she was alone and would not be providing anyone an afternoon snack, she put
aside the glasses and slid off her rock. Fascinating as bears' lives were, she
had not spent the day scratching up a mountain in search of that, but of traces
of a person carrying a navy-blue stuff sack. Tracking over a stone surface,
even soft argillite, was not a promising prospect. She would have to hope for
luck and, if the gods were smiling, litter. Working
slowly, her attention divided between the ground and a horizon that could
suddenly bloom with bears, she moved along the base of the massif. There were
abundant samples of bear scat but she found nothing that looked to be fresher
than two or three days. The scats were thick with the tiny fragmented
exoskeletons of the moths, the only part of the insect that provided no nutrients.
Joan would be disappointed, but Anna chose not to take the time to collect any
samples. The
excavated ovals had been licked clean but Anna did see a number of itinerant
moths. The cutworms were unprepossessing little yellow creatures with powdery
wings. Where the bug hunting had been particularly good the yellow scales left
streaks on the pale talus. In a place like this, then, the blue sack must have
been laid down or dragged. To what purpose, Anna could not imagine. The cirques
were dry, windswept, dangerous and hard to get to. Who would wander here? A
thought surfaced, so ugly it stopped her in her tracks. Bear researchers would
come here. Men or women with an overweening interest in Ursus horribilis. They
would be able to move through the park unremarked. They would be the ones who
would wish to remain in Glacier regardless of who they'd killed because the
bears were here, their work was here. Anna
sat down abruptly, scarcely noticing the bite the angular stones tried to take
out of her behind. Carolyn Van Slyke was the mother of a bear researcher—a
temporary baby bear researcher, true, but it was a link. Carolyn was a
photographer with no film, murdered, sliced up, bits of her put in a stuff sack
smeared with dust and scales from an extremely out-of-the-way bear eatery. Had
she accidentally or otherwise been photographing a Glacier bear researcher
doing something for, against or to a grizzly that they oughtn't, and then was
killed because of it and the telltale film stolen? The
train of thought, rattling along the track at breakneck speed, derailed
suddenly, upset by the same old questions: Killed her with what? Carved her
face why? And what could a researcher be doing that was so vile that an
observer must die lest she tell? People could harass the bears but it was the
harassers that came out the worse for wear. For a chilling moment Anna was
jerked back into the tent in the dark, the bear destroying the camp. The
shallow, almost healed scratch on her shoulder began to itch. Murder
by bear? Could someone who knew what he was about creep into a camp at night
and salt it with love scent or blood lure in hopes of enticing disaster? Sure. Could
Rory have done it? Easily. Joan
Rand, huddled in the night, matching Anna scream for scream, was blessedly free
of suspicion. She had the only genuinely ironclad alibi: she'd been with the
investigating officer at the time of the incident. A
bear could be attracted in that manner. It wasn't guaranteed but definitely
possible. That the bear would kill anybody was a long shot, and that it would
kill a specific target so long as to be preposterous. It followed, then, that
if the bear had been intentionally attracted to their camp and if the
individual responsible for it was sane, the bear had been meant only to
frighten or, with luck, injure one of them. If universal malice was ruled out
as a motive, the only things left were revenge on Anna, Joan or, maybe, Rory—if
he wasn't the perpetrator—or a desire to frighten them off from what they were doing. Because
in doing what they were doing they would discover what he was doing. Anna
laughed out loud, startling herself with the sudden noise. What the hell
were we doing? she asked the rocks and bugs. Collecting information
on bears, she answered herself. Like
Carolyn Van Slyke was with her camera? Like
Anna appeared to be doing right now? The
wind grew a little colder, the cirque a little more isolated. Anna waited for a
cloud to pass over the sun to complete the picture, but the clear summer sky wouldn't
cooperate. Breathing deeply of air so cool and thin and pure it seemed to
negate the possibility of deceit in any who breathed it, she stared down the
talus-raddled cirque and across the green and black summit of Flattop. What on
earth could a bear researcher need so desperately to hide? The
puzzle she'd been so assiduously working on began to deconstruct. How, if at
all, did Bill McCaskil with his borrowed coat and his history of financial
fraud fit into the picture? There was money in research. Where there was money
there could be con men trying to get it. Those sorts of evils transpired in
offices over phone lines. The perpetrators didn't actually go into the woods
where the work was being done. There was no money at that end of the stick. Thinking
was getting her nowhere, and sitting motionless in the wind, she was getting
cold. Anna returned to her task. The rocks were soft enough that in many places
marks had been left on their surfaces by the claws of the grizzlies. Of the
bear family, the grizzly was one of the most perfectly adapted to digging. The
four-inch claws were virtually unbreakable and the characteristic hump on the
shoulders, a silhouette that struck fear into the human observer rather like
that of a shark's fin cutting through the water, was a lump of muscles that
provided the bears with tremendous power in their forelegs. The better for
digging up moths. Anna
saw residue of that power in the claw-scored argillite and the upheaval of tons
of rock in the width of the cirque. Of the habits of the bears, she learned a
great deal over the next couple of hours. Of the person who had visited an
aggregation in the last few days she found nothing, not so much as a gum
wrapper. The
magic hour was approaching. Bears sicsta'd from thirteen hundred to eighteen
hundred hours, Joan had said. Anna knew the numbers were approximate, varying,
one would assume, from bear to bear. Still, as the minute hand on her watch
closed the gap between five-thirty and six o'clock, she grew increasingly
nervous. Earlier,
from her elevated perch, she had spotted five oval excavation areas. She'd
inspected three. Alert for signs of returning diners, she hurried toward the
fourth. She never got there. Halfway between the third and fourth was a bear
dig of a very different aspect. It was linear, the rocks turned over in neat
rows and not as deep, six to eight inches at most. Things
natural tended to eschew straight lines. Lines were a mathematical construct
taught to the disordered minds of children until, in adulthood, people favored
them, writing, digging, planting and, when possible, walking in them. On
hands and knees, Anna crawled along the linear upset of talus. Rocks had not
been dug per se, but pried loose and overturned. On closer inspection she could
see marks in the stone; not the evenly spaced scrape of claws but sharp,
angular scratches that had to have been made with a shovel or Pulaski. A
person, most probably the person Anna sought, had been to the cirque for the
same reason as the bears: to dig up army cutworm moths. Sitting
on her heels, eyes roaming the edges of the depression for interlopers of any
species, she thought about the strange young man, Geoffrey Mickleson-Nicholson.
The day they'd seen him, before the grizzly had come to their camp, they had passed
a field of glacier lilies, another preferred food of the Glacier bear
population. Someone with a spade had been digging them up. Most likely the
obvious choice: Geoffrey Whoever. At the time it seemed of little importance.
Illegal certainly, but one man with a shovel and a backpack was not going to
dig the lilies to extinction. There
was nothing to indicate the digger of moths was the same person as the digger
of lilies except that people pilfering the natural food of bears was an oddity.
Rare to catch one doing it; statistically improbable to find two. The young man
with the lovely smile and the suspicious habits was not a bear researcher; Joan
would have known him. At least he wasn't a bear researcher in Glacier. Could
an adolescent rogue researcher be murderously messing about with Glacier's
grizzlies? The concept was absurd but Anna didn't throw it out entirely. She
merely consigned it to the heap in her brain where other absurdities connected
with this case lay. Because
it was cold and she was tired and the sun was going to be down in a couple of
hours, she thought of werewolves. As a rational westerner, Anna didn't believe
in the existence of the mythical monsters. As the sister of an eminent
psychiatrist, she knew there were nutcases wandering the moonlit streets who
sincerely believed they were werewolves. People suffering from lycanthropy. On
rare but recorded occasions these individuals lived out their psychosis to the
point of killing, ripping out throats and drinking blood as they believed they
must in their wolf-like state. Was it possible a person could believe himself a
grizzly? Why not? People believed they were Napoleon, the Virgin Mary, the
reincarnation of Michelangelo. In Mississippi, Anna'd dealt with a woman who
believed herself to be the mother of eight children, all penguins. Why
not a bear? Like
those suffering from lycanthropy, could the psychosis go so far as to drive the
sufferer to seek to live as a bear would live, eat as a bear would eat and kill
as a bear would kill? Anna
thought back on the night she and Joan had been visited. Neither of them had
seen an animal, merely heard what they believed to be an animal. They had only
Rory's word for it that there'd been a bear and Rory was not exactly the poster
boy for mental stability. A
deep and rotten core of fear opened in Anna, making her nauseated. She and Buck
had been siphoned off to assist Ruick. Joan was alone in an isolated camp with
Rory Van Slyke, an excellent candidate for the Bear Boy. Wait,
wait, wait, Anna said, calming herself. Rory could have done many things
but he couldn't have come to the cirque with a navy stuff bag, and it had not
been he who had been digging lilies. The altitude, the solitude, a long day's
work were scrambling her thoughts. Creating a trance-like state induced by self-hypnosis that allows the
fears and wish-images of the subconscious mind to be accessed by the conscious
mind. Anna'd heard Molly say that
in a lecture at Yale once ten years before. Then, she'd thought it a
wonderfully phrased crock of shit. Now she wasn't so sure. Werebears,
she said out loud to mock herself out of the heebie-jeebies. It
didn't work. The missing flesh so carefully cut from the face of Mrs. Van
Slyke—a person using a knife rather than teeth and claws to pull the edible
flesh from the prey? An absorbing if macabre theory. Much that was known didn't
fit with the werebear tale: the specificity and tidiness of the flesh removal,
caching the flesh, stealing film, moving and hiding the body. Anna
put it from her mind and concentrated on trying to track the individual with
the shovel. Shovel: that was a reassuring indicator of sanity. A person so far
gone with mental illness as to imagine himself a bear by night would surely dig
with his hands. Six
o'clock; time was up but Anna was not finished. Clearing
her mind of everything that was not visible on the ground, she slid easily into
the tracker's zone, a quiet place where one could wait for as long as need be for
the minutest sign to come clear. The shovel dig was fresh, not more than
twenty-four hours old. The
fine layer of silt on the bottoms of the overturned stones was dry on the
surface but, when scratched, still retained vestiges of moisture beneath. Overturning
the stones carefully, she saw that the moths licked up by real bears had here
been scraped off by human hands. The trail the fingers left during the harvest
was clear. The navy bag had told Anna the gatherer of moths had visited this
site. Had he used the bag to store his moths to cat later? Did he cat the
moths, as the bears did, al fresco, one rockful at a time? There
was no way to tell which end of the linear dig was the beginning and which was
the end. Anna stood a moment choosing the most logical direction from which the
digger might have come. The same way she had, south from Highline Trail. She
began with the opposite end of the line of disturbed talus, the end from which
he had most likely departed. Squatting on her heels, she focused loosely on the
ground and waited. The
low angle of the sun was perfect for tracking. And besides herself and bears,
the digger was probably the only human who'd walked here for maybe years. Had
conditions been otherwise she would not have been able to track over such an
inhospitable surface. A
tread mark in the dust half obliterated by what must be the print from an
enormous padded paw. A scuff, straight and smooth that could be made only by
the side of a shoe—leather or rubber. Four yards farther on a veritable signpost:
a single slab of talus overturned by the edged tool. Why that one, Anna
couldn't guess. It must have looked particularly mothy to the guy. A
puffing, like a small steam engine straining uphill, broke her concentration.
Before she looked she knew what it was. She'd heard it the night of the bear
visitation. Fear, sudden, new, remembered, washed down from throat to belly to
bowels. The
bears had come to feed. 17 Breathing
in slowly, Anna calmed herself. The breath didn't come easily. Her chest
had tightened into a straitjacket of muscle. The second attempt provided better
results. Fortified with oxygen, she slid her eyes in the direction from whence
the sound had come. On the far eastern side of the cirque, about halfway up, a
sow with two cubs, new this year, watched her. The sow was swaying back and
forth, weight shifting from paw to paw, head moving in slow arcs. The cubs,
less focused, divided their attention between Mom and Anna ready to do as they
were told. Anna
was down on one knee, close to the ground. Be big, she remembered. Stand,
wave your arms above your head, make loud noises so the bear will run away, she'd
been told. Don't make eye contact; stand in profile, be as nonthreatening as
possible, she'd been told. Sit down, stand up, fight, fight, fight, the
old high school cheer rattled through her mind and brought with it an almost
overpowering need to giggle. Almost. Don't run. That was one consistent
rule. She
breathed again and felt, to her surprise, the fear that gripped her loosening
its hold. These were real, honest-to-God bears, bears in broad daylight doing
the things bears were supposed to do. Far less terrifying than the half-mad
half-man, half-beast imaginings she'd allowed herself earlier. Less terrifying
than the bestial slashings that came in the night. She
looked away from the trio to her escape route, the trail she'd been following
toward the western side of the cirque. She was nearly there, maybe a hundred
feet, then an easy scramble up a rocky escarpment eight or ten feet high.
Beyond that was fifty yards of scree and then the beginning of the scruffy pine
belt that marked treeline. Not that trees would save her. None were substantial
enough to climb should she be so lucky as to reach them. Anna's
life now existed at the whim and pleasure of the sow. Realizing that produced
an odd calm. When there was nothing to be done, one was free of the
responsibility to think of how to do it. Risking a moment of eye contact, she
gave the sow an almost imperceptible nod, conceding the field of battle, and
returned to her tracking. Minutes passed before her concentration reasserted
and she could see again. Her eyes, the ones in the back of her head, saw the
sow charging, but her ears heard nothing. Anna forced herself not to look, to
move slowly, close to the ground as before, seeking out signs left by the human
digger who had been here before her. When
she reached the low escarpment and was as yet undevoured, she chanced another
peek. The two cubs were cavorting in the talus. In the strong evening light she
could see the startling pink of their tongues as they licked moths from the
bottoms of rocks their mother had turned over for them. Momma Bear wasn't
digging but paced back and forth between her cubs and Anna. At either end of
her path, when she stopped to turn, she looked in her direction. A
bargain seemed to have been struck. If Anna went quietly away, she would be
allowed to live. It was a good deal and she took it, crawling as unobtrusively
up the escarpment as possible, to disappear momentarily from the bear's sight
behind a natural ridge no more than two feet high. Once
safe out of sight, reaction set in and Anna realized she'd not given over to
the she-bear with quite the Zen-like equanimity she'd thought. Relief rushed
through her until she felt mildly hysterical, wanting to laugh and cry with
equal intensity. In the end she did neither, just lay in the weakening rays of
the alpine sun, letting small wordless prayers of gratitude drift from her mind
to whichever god looked after bears and lady rangers. Niceties
observed, she turned her mind back to more earthly pursuits. Time had abandoned
its petty pace somewhere between her first notice of man-tracks and the last
farewell to the family of grizzlies. Two hours had slipped by like the shadows
of westward flying birds. In thirty minutes the sun would be down. Already the
light had faded to the point where tracking was becoming more difficult. It
was time to stop, to find a camp for the night, but Anna kept on. Following
trail had an addictive aspect not unlike that of eating Doritos. One more,
then I'll stop, Anna found herself promising each time she found a partial
print, a scuff, a wrinkle in the scree that told of a shod footfall. Below
Cathedral Peak the mountain flared, enough earth collected to sustain plant
life and provide a walking surface for animals and people. The individual Anna
followed had taken the path of least resistance, traveling downhill on the
tree-studded skirt at an oblique angle to the peak. On
this surface, despite the failing light, tracking grew suddenly easy.
Everywhere the person stepped on the sharply angled ground a mark had been
left. Anna moved forward at a footpace, stopping only twice when a clear
bootprint presented itself and she paused to photograph it. At last there was
some genuine information: waffle tread cross-training shoes, a man's size ten
to ten and a half, not new, with a distinct wear pattern on the inside of the
heels as if the shoe's owner was slightly knock-kneed. Keeping
to the curve of the mountain, she followed the prints into the stunted forest
of pine. Shadows merged and light diffused but the trail remained clear. Anna
forgot the coming darkness. At
a small stone abutment, rust-faced with lichen and darkened with a brow of
trees so dwarfed and twisted by the weight of winter snows that they more
resembled mutant shrubs than stately pines, the trail ended abruptly. For
a moment Anna was still, her eyes searching, her senses on full alert. At the
base of the rocks was a cleft, three feet wide and perhaps that high; the
entrance to a small cave. The twisted arms of a squat pine tree partially
obscured it. A place where grizzlies might den or lunatics hide. Awakened from
the narrow dream of footprints and broken needles, she became aware of how
little sunlight was left, how cold the air had become, how lonely the place
where the trail brought her. Her intention was to follow and find, not to confront.
For that she would want backup in the form of many burly rangers. Discreet
departure was the wisest course of action. An
alien noise penetrated these thoughts. It was the merest whisper of sounds,
needles sliding over one another or the shush of fabric against bark, but it
shrieked against Anna's heightened senses with the force of a gale through high
wires. Shhh, she breathed to herself, though all that moved or
sounded within her was the rapid beat of her heart. Noiselessly she crabbed
away from the den's mouth to put her back against the rock. The sound had not
come from inside but from down the hill, opposite from the direction she'd
come. The
sun was long gone. The light that remained was of the clear gray quality that
reminds one that the sky is not a blanket of blue benevolently spread over the
earth but only the beginning of cold and impossible distances. Acutely feeling
her isolation and vulnerability, Anna thought to free her radio from her pack,
call in her position. She should have done it hours ago. In the all-absorbing
grip of tracking, she had forgotten. Now she found herself afraid to move, to
make the unavoidable noise of finding and calling. If she was invisible,
unnoticed, she could not be hurt. Dread
of being trapped in an external frame pack heavy with drinking water and a
sleeping bag galvanized Anna and she unsnapped the harness at chest and hips
and, letting the rock take the pack's weight, slid out of it. Five seconds
scraping and a muffled thump and she was free. Breathing heavily as if she'd
performed a terrific feat of strength and endurance, she listened again,
desperate to hear over the machinations of her own heart and lungs. A
skittering watery sound of pebbles moving brought her head up an instant before
a fine rain of rocks fell from the top of the incline she'd taken refuge
against. With it came a huffing grunt and the heavy grind of moving stone. Cautiously,
she stepped out from the massif and looked up. Twenty yards above, something
dark and lumpish, not yet a bear but, in the dull gray evening light, not
entirely human either, was curled down, shoulder against a boulder three or
four feet high and that much across. The
rain of pebbles stopped, and in the sudden silence Anna saw the boulder give up
its tenuous hold on the unstable mountainside and begin to roll, dislodging
smaller rocks as it passed. The abutment she stood near was too low, not
vertical enough to provide shelter from a landslide, even a small one. Perhaps
she could not run from bears but running from people was almost always a good
idea. No time to think or to retrieve pack, water or radio, she fled headlong
down the mountainside, angling away from the vertical, hoping the rock would
roll straight. Crashing sounds of her own progress mixed with the crashing of
the rock and she could not tell if the entire mountain was coming down upon
her, or if her half-man half-beast had followed the rock and was upon her
heels. One sound did cut through the rest. The unmistakable report of a
gunshot. Just one, just once, but it lent her a burst of speed that the onset
of avalanches and grizzlies could not. Anna
never looked back, never fell and never stopped until she was deep in the dwarf
forest and had reached the ledge atop the cliff dividing the high country from
the more hospitable climes significantly below treeline. There
she collapsed. A furtive look back showed no pursuer. The gnarled trees were
steeped now in a night that seemed to generate beneath their branches and move
upward to darken the sky. Crawling into a crack in the rocks that topped the
crumbly cliff face, she covered her mouth and nose with both hands to muffle
her breathing. Stilling herself, she listened. With
the abdication of the sun, the wind had picked up, whistling from the valleys,
complaining as it crossed the ragged rocks where she'd gone to ground. Between
the breathing of the mountains and that of her own belabored lungs she was
deafened. Frustration and fear tried to get her to poke her head out. She
hadn't the strength to run any farther. It was too dark to climb safely down
the treacherous wall of argillite. She had nothing to defend herself with but
sticks and rocks. Taking a lesson from bunnies, ducklings and others of
nature's most helpless creatures, Anna stayed hidden. Her breathing returned to
normal. Knees and shoulders wedged against the sides of the crevice, head
cocked, she listened through the crying of the wind. Nothing.
Nothing proved nothing. She settled herself in as best she could. Haste, not
comfort, had dictated her choice of hiding places. The crack into which she
wedged herself was hardly large enough to hold all her parts. Definitely not
large enough to hold them in any configuration that wasn't torturous. Still,
she was grateful to have it and in no great hurry to venture back into the
woods in search of better. Darkness
wove its imperfect cover. South-facing, the cliff collected heat from the day
and, though Anna was cold, she would not die of exposure. Pointed chunks jabbed
at her left buttock and pried under her right shoulder blade, but she could
move a little and that kept her legs and feet from going to sleep. She
listened. She dozed. She felt sorry for herself and angry by turns. She dozed
again. A crack, a snap, two pieces of wood banged together or the dream memory
of a gunshot woke her. Listening only made her ears ache. She drifted. In a
dream, she heard the soft padding of a huge bear outside her temporary tomb,
dreamed it so close she could hear the questing whuff-whuff and smell its
breath. Dog breath, she dreamed, foul and familiar. Thirst
became an overriding factor around three a.m. She'd fled without water. The run
had cost her. Here and there throughout her career, Anna'd suffered the usual
discomforts of dwelling outside civilization: heat, cold, hunger, high
altitude, sore feet, insect bites and stinging plants. The most insistent of
these was thirst. The body knew it would survive the stings and itches, pain
and even, for a while, hunger. Water it had to have. Determined
to stay in hiding till first light, she passed the hours wiggling fingers and
toes and resolutely not thinking about liquids in any form. Near five o'clock
the quality of darkness at the mouth of her hidey-hole began to change. Despite
the dire misgivings she'd had, the sun was going to rise again and she was
going to be around to see it. Fumblingly,
she found her feet and pushed to a standing position, head and shoulders above
the lip of the ledge. From this rabbit's-eye viewpoint she took stock of the
black and gray predawn world. No gunmen lounged nearby waiting to blow her head
off. For once the wind wasn't blowing. The silence of the morning was so
absolute that, had it not been for the cracking of her joints as she unfolded,
she would have suspected she'd gone deaf overnight. Nowhere
was the sound of birds waking, water running, squirrels doing whatever it was
squirrels did at this hour of the morning. Slowly she became aware of a slight
smacking sound intruding on the perfect peace. It was her tongue as it tried to
drum up enough saliva to wet her throat. As
she realized again her thirst, a water bottle materialized. It had been there
all along but in the grainy morning light she'd not noticed it. Like a mirage
in the desert it stood alone and upright not ten feet from where her head stuck
up out of the cliff's top. By itself, sitting on a slab of rock the wind had
swept free of needles, it looked like bait in a clumsily laid trap. She'd
carried no water on her helter-skelter run down the mountain. She'd neither
dropped it nor, in her haste, forgotten. While she'd slept, someone had crept
close to where she was hiding and put it there. Something had visited her. Who
would try and crush her with a boulder, take a shot at her, then track her to her
lair to leave water? Before fear could take over, it was gone. Anyone,
anything, who brought water must be a benevolent spirit. Unless the water was
poisoned. Absurd. Surely it would be infinitely easier to smash her skull with
a chunk of argillite while she slept than to poison water and leave it for her
to find. Having
visually searched the still-empty area along the cliff top she looked again at
the bottle. It was hers, taken from the pack she'd abandoned. Near the top,
written in red nail polish, the most indelible of all marking substances,
PIGEON was printed in block letters. A
sense of unreality swept over her. It was so strong her vision blurred and she
reeled in her cramped space, her pelvic bones rapping painfully against the
stone. Like a bad comic, she did a double take then rubbed her eyes with her
fists. But when she looked again the apparition was still there, bizarre in its
homely mundane form. Thinking
of the Lost Boys and the poisoned cake, Hansel and Gretel and gingerbread, Anna
eased from the crack in the rock one stiff, chilled inch at a time, emerging
like a lizard too long out of the sun. The crevice she'd squished herself into
was no more than a shallow vertical chink in the rocky drop where a rectangular
piece of argillite had fallen away. She crawled on hands and knees to the
water. Resisting the temptation to snatch it up and pour it down her throat,
she studied the plastic bottle. White with blue lettering, she'd gotten it free
when she'd joined the health club in Clinton, Mississippi, the previous spring.
The bottle was as she remembered it but for two puncture marks about a quarter
of the way down from the mouth. One dented the plastic. The other pierced it
through. Had it not been set carefully upright, the water would have leaked
away. Teethmarks.
Anna remembered her dream of padding paws and dog breath. A bear then, not a
dream. A bear had brought her water to drink. Savoring the fairy-tale image
while the unreality of it made her head swim, Anna watched her hand reach for
the water, her fingers curl around the cold plastic. She popped open the nipple
and drank. If
it was poisoned, so be it. She wouldn't have missed the spurious magic of the
moment for the promise of ten lifetimes. 18 Because
she was truly thirsty, Anna could follow the water down her throat, feel it
spread out in her stomach, soak through the walls, thin her blood and plump up
her skin. Not a trace of poison anywhere. No one, nothing, sprang from the
woods to strike her down as she drank. The water was a gift, not a trap, and
she was as grateful as she was mystified. The
body satisfied, the mind was able to expand its focus past where the next drink
was coming from. Carrying the bottle, empty now but far too interesting with
its puncture marks to be left behind, she moved partly to get the blood flowing
and because, gift or no gift, she did not want to linger in a place she'd been
found out. Walking
slowly into the trees, where morning's light had not yet cleared away the
shadows, she put together a rudimentary plan. Had the water not made its
miraculous appearance, she would have headed down toward camps and creeks
immediately. Given a short reprieve, she needed to go back to where she'd left
her pack. Not to find, capture or confront evil-doers, she promised herself,
but to look without being seen and to get her stuff back, including the 35-mm
camera with film containing pictures of her attacker's bootprints. Or Gunga
Din's bootprints. Could the roller of the rock and the bringer of water be one
and the same? It made even less sense than Anna's image of a beneficent bruin
carrying her water bottle in its kindly jaws. Taking
her time, moving with an ear to her own footfalls and an eye to keeping trees
or rocks between her and the ridge where the pack had been left, she walked in
a long ellipse so she would come upon the place from the north and above. This
time she would be the stalker. Movement
and the return of the sun restored her equilibrium. Hunger, burning lightly in her
middle, was a pleasant companion, reminding her she was alive and had much to
look forward to. Within thirty minutes she had wended her surreptitious way
back to where her reckless sprint had begun the evening before. Above and to
the right of the den's—if it was in fact a den—entrance she made herself
comfortable, her back to a green and gold boulder rapidly warming in the sun.
The branches of two pines, tangled like ancient lovers fighting, created a
pierced screen between her and the world. A
woman in purdah, Anna watched in security. She even began to enjoy herself as
befitted a person given a front-row seat in a crown jewel park. Her pack was
not where she'd dumped it, but ten or fifteen feet away. The sleeping bag had
been pulled off, unrolled and thrown aside. The pack itself was open and the
contents spilled out. From this distance she couldn't tell what was missing. It
occurred to her that the camera—or at least the exposed film—would be taken or
destroyed. Probably her radio would have suffered a like fate. She hoped her
notes had been overlooked. The
boulder that had been pushed down toward her had come to rest below the pack,
maybe six yards. Beneath its bulk poked the crushed arms of a small tree. From
her elevated vantage point it wasn't hard to see the tree branches as the scaly
withered arms and legs of a flattened witch. Anna let the Wizard of Oz take
over and, in her imagination, saw the witch's legs shrivel and vanish beneath
the fallen house. The
mind game shifted and she saw herself beneath the rock. Her own life crushed,
her own legs and arms made sere and dry. That, after all, was what had been
intended. She thought about that for a while. It hurt her feelings and offended
her delicate sensibilities but, sequestered in the warmth of the sun, safe from
prying eyes, she wasn't afraid. The rock and the tree milked for all the drama
they had to offer, her thoughts moved on. The
brush that had been banked against the bottom of the rocky outcrop, partially
obscuring the slot in the stones, had been dragged away. The opening was
considerably larger than she'd imagined, several feet high and eight or ten
feet wide, tapering down at either end. A nice place to pass the winter or hide
out from the law. Since
it was not near denning time Anna had given little thought to disturbing a bear
inside. Now she thought of the mother and cubs she'd seen the day before and
wished she knew more about the habits of the grizzly. Did they use their dens
in summer? Take naps there? Water the plants? Dust? She seemed to remember
that, given the choice, a bear would return to the same place to den winter
after winter but adapted fairly easily if the den were made uninhabitable by
some natural disaster: flood, avalanche, ski resort. Snug
on her hillside, the thought of bears in residence did little more than delay
her slide and scramble down a few minutes more. Her long watch was for
two-legged animals. An hour passed. Anna neither heard, saw, smelled nor sensed
anything to suggest that she was not alone. One
of the items tumbled from her abandoned pack was a one-liter wide-mouth plastic
water bottle. With the mountainside warming, Anna took a greater and greater
interest in it. She
was too old or too crusty to pass for Snow White or Rose Red. She could not
expect a bear to bring her a beverage a second time. Shortly
after nine-thirty, convinced there was no one near and grown significantly
thirsty again, she left her secluded niche and worked her way as quietly as she
could on the sliding scree to the gash beneath the rocky overhang. There she
waited once more. No sounds from within. No cool exhalation that she'd come to
expect out of the mouths of big caves. This, then, was what it looked like; a
shallow grotto beneath the rock. Still, she skirted it respectfully, careful
her shadow did not fall across the mouth, and went to her pack. The
camera was there, though the film, both exposed and unused, was gone. The NPS
radio Ruick had issued her was gone. Her flashlight had been smashed. The
greatest disappointment was the water bottle she'd packed in. It was undamaged
but the contents had been poured out. Her portable water filter was missing.
All the evidence envelopes were gone. Her notebook had been left but the pages
with writing on them had been ripped out and taken. Near as she could tell,
everything else had been ignored: map, underwear, socks, pens remained. Whoever
had messed with it had cared only that she go away and go away with no record
of the things she'd seen. The items taken or destroyed decreed she must hike
out and soon. Why
empty this water bottle, steal the filter, then go to the trouble of tracking
her down to leave a gift of water outside her hiding place? Why try to kill her
with rock and gun, then let her sleep unharmed through the night? Dr. Jekyll and
Mr. Hyde? Or, like the werewolf, kind and humane by day, ravening beast by
night? Moving
quickly, not allowing herself to mourn the loss of the water, she stuffed the
goods, including the sleeping bag, willy-nilly into the main compartment of the
pack. Having
finished, she turned her attention to the den. During her musings and stuffings
she'd never once turned her back on it. Without the flashlight, she was even
less anxious to go poking into its shadows than she had been before. But there
was nothing for it. Either she looked as best she could or the inspection was
put off a minimum of twenty-four hours while she hiked out and made her report. Approaching
the gash from the side, she went down on one knee in the runner's starting
position in case a tactical retreat became suddenly necessary. In her right
hand she held the can of bear spray she wore at her belt. The stuff was made
mostly of pepper. She knew for a fact it worked on people. She had only the
manufacturer's word that it worked on bears. The
sun was not yet overhead. Far from shining helpfully into the cave's mouth, it
cast a black shadow there. Anna scooched down slightly and thrust her face in
under the overhang, listening, sniffing, letting her eyes adjust to the gloom.
Her nose processed the most information. The smells were many, mixed and
strange. Underlying them was the familiar smell of rock and damp in otherwise
dry country. Probably one or more seep springs had gone into the making of the
cave, though Anna knew better than to hope for any open water. The lesser
smells, the newer smells, were what intrigued her. A trace of gas was in the
air. Butane maybe. Kerosene, wax, maybe. Perhaps she smelled not the gas itself
but the odors left from heated metal, extinguished wicks. Someone had been
staying here for a night or more. Someone who'd been willing to smash her to
defend his territory. Though
the morning proved quiet, memory of the boulder reminded her not to dawdle. Her
guess was the roller of rocks and filleter of faces had moved on after using
the time she'd cowered in her crevice to clean all trace of himself out of the
cave. Still, he might return. To kill her, if for no better reason. She
sniffed again. Traces of human food, certainly, but something more. The odor
was exceedingly familiar but she couldn't place it; sweetish. Hay? Dustier,
flatter. Anna gave up. Her eyes had adjusted. The cave was much as she'd
expected it would be, shallow and uncomplicated, a shell-shaped cut in the
mountain with no passages or rooms. At its maximum it was four feet from floor
to ceiling. Using the half-light from outside she did a quick search. On one
narrow ledge she found candle wax. That was all. The cave had not only been
cleared, it had been swept. Looking back toward the crescent of pale light
filtering in, she could see the marks of her own passage crossing a field swept
into tiny ridges by a pine-needle broom. Combing
the tidy dirt on the floor she came up with half a peanut, a dime and a piece
of what looked like dog biscuit. She sniffed it and found the source of the
mysterious sweetish, hay-like, dusty, flat odor. Anna was shocked and then
laughed aloud and scared herself with her own noise. Why would she be appalled
that a person who would commit murder would have the unmitigated gall to bring
a dog into a National Park Service-designated Wilderness Area? If they ever
caught him, in addition to murder in the first degree, she'd make
sure Harry wrote him up for dog off leash. Evidence
bags had been stolen along with film, radio, water and notes. Anna carefully
buttoned the peanut, the dime and the dog biscuit into her shirt pocket. She
was determined not to return from Cathedral Peak with nothing to show for
herself. It
took over three hours to get back to Highline Trail. Knowing she had no
water made Anna far thirstier than she would have been otherwise. Knowledge she
was in no danger of actually dying before she got to Fifty Mountain Camp, where
she would undoubtedly find at least one camper willing to lend her a filter
pump, did nothing to alleviate her discomfort. So much for mind over matter. On
Highline she had the good luck to meet up with two women who'd hiked in from
Going to the Sun Road. For the first time in her life, Anna wished she'd had
children so she could trade her firstborn for a drink. The hikers didn't drive
quite so hard a bargain and were glad to have the privilege of rescuing a
ranger. Drink
as much as you like, a hippy blond with wonderful eyes and badly
sunburned cheeks said. We'll top off at the next creek. Anna
took her up on the invitation and, thirst slaked, fell in with them as they
hiked downhill toward Flattop. The women were good company. Both were from Oberlin,
Ohio. Every year for seven years they backpacked together in a different
national park. They collected stories, they told her, stories and pictures. On
winter solstice they held a remembrance party and relived their
adventures of past years. Now
we've got you, the blond said, and Anna had to submit with apparent good
grace—they had given her water after all—to having her picture taken, the
better to illustrate what would probably be entitled The Idiot Lady
Ranger story. Two
good stories today, the other woman said. Emma or Ella— Anna had been too
busy swallowing when introductions were made to hear properly. She was the
older of the two, in her thirties, with inky black hair cut short like a man's.
One nostril was pierced and she wore a tiny diamond there that flashed in the
sun when she talked. A while ago we stopped for lunch. We like to get off
trail. You know, not just a few feet but half a mile or so, so we can really be
here, she told Anna, the diamond winking conspiratorially. We
were pushing down through some brush to what looked like kind of a nice little
clearing with a terrific view. We get there and there's this boy. Just this boy
all by himself out on this rocky ledge and he's just sitting there crying his
eyes out. Bawling. How weird. There's
a story right there, the blond said happily. I mean, I'm sorry he
was crying. He seemed like a sweet guy, but you've got to admit it's got
'story' written all over it. No
picture though, the possibly-Emma woman said. Maybe
he was ashamed. Anna was still feeling mildly humiliated at her own story
potential. Oh,
we didn't shove the camera in his weepy little face like some demented
newswomen, the blond said. We believe in leaving no trace, not even
footprints. Especially
on people's faces, the other woman threw in and laughed, a boisterous,
barroom laugh that tickled Anna. He was really an unhappy citizen. We
tried to talk with him but he wasn't much for that. He dried up the minute we
showed. Real sweet fella. Till
the camera came out. Then he became Mr. Freaky. The
story was beginning to interest Anna. What did he look like? she
asked. Around
five-ten. Young, exceedingly young. Too young to be out without his momma. He
couldn't have been more than fifteen or sixteen, tops. What do the you think,
Emma? Fifteen? Thereabouts,
Emma concurred. Soft,
soft brown hair. Some wave. Big old hazel eyes with lashes out to here.
The blond held a stubby forefinger adorned with chipped burgundy polish a
couple of inches beyond her nose. Boxy
jaw, Emma said. Square guy. Not fat, square. Looked strong. It
was about the best description of a person Anna had ever gotten in her years as
a law enforcement officer. These women were of that rare breed that saw what
they were looking at. She
compared the description with her memory and decided they had seen the elusive
Geoffrey Mickelson-Nicholson. Did
he wear a length of chain wrapped around his waist and have a smile like St.
Francis of Assisi? Anna asked. I
was getting to that, Emma said, in the injured tone of a raconteur whose
flow is interrupted. Do
you know him? the blond asked. I've
met him, Anna said. Do
you know why he was crying? He wouldn't tell us. Anna
didn't. It crossed her mind that his heart was broken because the boulder he'd
rolled down the mountainside had failed to squash her, but she didn't say so.
The stories she collected weren't the kind that made for good memories on a
deep winter's night. How
long ago? Anna asked. Maybe
an hour, Emma said. Too
much time had passed to follow him on foot. Anna needed film, a weapon, a
horse, water and a much better plan. She continued on to Fifty Mountain Camp
with the ladies from Ohio. 19 Fifty
Mountain was at peace, new campers not yet come, old campers either out
exploring or lounging in the church-quiet of backcountry camp at midafternoon. Anna
went first to Ponce. He'd been fed by one of Ruick's crew the night before, as
they'd arranged if Anna spent the night out. The bay was utterly content to be
doing nothing and gave her a big-hearted welcome that left horse snot down her
right arm from shoulder to elbow. Given the sad shape of her uniform shirt, a
smear of equine mucus was a mere drop in the bucket. Beyond
the hitching rail, the National Park Service had provided a tall pole firmly
planted in the ground with metal hooks near the top. Propped against a nearby
tree was another pole. This one was long and slender and tipped with a hook of
its own. Taking up the slender pole, Anna used it to lift off the pack she'd
left behind, cached high and safe. The NPS put these primitive instruments at
the heavily used camps. Caching food in trees, done repeatedly and inexpertly,
not only damaged the trees over time but, too frequently, resulted in the bears
getting the goods anyway. Bears learned quickly, remembered and, rare among
wild creatures, passed that knowledge on to their young. Bears were as good as
rangers at spotting a cache that, with a little effort, could be had. Food,
a sponge bath, cleaner clothes, resting in a tent; Anna enjoyed the things that
allowed people to maintain the thin veneer of civilization. Without a radio
there was little else she could do but while away the time till she got word
from Ruick. As was customary when one ranger went off alone in questionable
pursuits, she'd been instructed to report in each evening. Since she'd failed
to do so, Ruick would be looking for her. It behooved her to stay put so she
could be found. Renewed
and rested, she ventured forth a little after five. She wandered by McCaskil's
campsite. A young couple were pitching their tent there, arguing companionably
about which direction the slope went. McCaskil wouldn't be back, not unless he
was an idiot. He'd run. He had a radio, Anna was sure of it. Either that or
he'd fortuitously overheard their conversation regarding him over Lester Van
Slyke's radio. Not impossible in a town built of cloth. If
he had any sense, he was long gone from the park by now. Unless he had
unfinished business here, and Anna couldn't imagine what it would be. Rolling
rocks down on her? That made little sense. Anna couldn't tie McCaskil in with
the excavating for moths or digging glacier lilies and she knew it wasn't he
who'd dwelt in the den she'd found. He'd spent every night but one at Fifty
Mountain. She
could connect McCaskil with Carolyn by way of the map and the coat. She could
connect Carolyn and the blue stuff bag by way of blood and proximity. The
mysterious Geoffrey Mickleson-Nicholson she connected to the blue stuff bag by
way of the moths and the glacier lilies. So far she couldn't connect Geoffrey
with Carolyn except through the blue stuff sack. Who the hell was the boy with
the chain around his waist who wept and dug and, Anna believed, denned up in
the high country like an out-of-season bear? Full
of questions and needing to pester somebody, she climbed the gentle hill
through the blackened campsites and dead trees till she reached the uppermost
one, the one where the fire had simply stopped of its own volition, often in
the middle of a tree leaving half charred and dying, the other half
determinedly thrusting green needles out to catch the sun. Lester
was there. He sat on a rock, elbows on his knees, hands hanging down, doing
nothing. So seldom do people actually do nothing that to see it creates an
impression of deadness. That's what Anna felt as she approached him.
Hey, she said feeling a need to announce herself though scarcely
six feet separated them. Like
a man in a trance, he swung his face slowly toward her. His eyes were vacant,
as if he took up no space on the planet. It's Anna Pigeon, she
added and some small reassuring life returned to his face. Yes.
I was waiting for you. For
reasons she could not put her finger on, his words gave her a creepy feeling,
much as the Grim Reaper's might when he called her name. Les stirred himself
and the feeling was gone. Chief Ranger Ruick told me to wait here, and if
you came back, tell you to call him. He reached down and retrieved a
radio propped against the stone at his feet. Anna
took it and radioed Ruick. Her first question was, Is Buck back with
Joan? Ruick answered in the affirmative and her relief let her know how
worried she'd been. Why
didn't you call last night? he demanded. Lost
my radio. Silence fussed over the air as he waited for her to explain.
She didn't. Radios were not safe. I need to talk with you in
person, she said instead. Either
Ruick understood her reluctance to chat or gave into it. He didn't press her.
We're no longer in the backcountry. Hiked out. Come down, he
ordered. Call me on the phone when you get here. There
were a couple of hours of daylight left. With Ponce for conveyance, Anna could
have made it down the mountain by shortly after dark. Given her state of
fatigue and the vagaries of recent nights, she didn't want to be alone on
horseback that late. First thing in the morning, she promised,
uncomfortable committing even that much of her itinerary to whoever might be
listening. She longed to quiz Ruick on what, if anything, they'd found in their
search for William McCaskil, but didn't. If they'd found him, Harry would have
said so. She could only assume they'd given up the search or it had led them
out of the high country. Radio
chore completed, she sat on the ground near Lester Van Slyke. She kept the
radio. If he cared about it one way or another, he didn't let on. She guessed
he didn't. By the look of him, he didn't care much about anything. If he'd
appeared old and sick and gray when they'd met, he looked three days dead now.
The sparse hair was greasy and stuck to his pate in dark strands. His skin hung
loose, the sagging jowls rough with two days' growth of beard. His pale blue
eyes were rimmed in red and he blinked a lot as if he had trouble focusing. Why
do you stay here? Anna asked on impulse. I
have to, he said vaguely. Maybe there's something . . . His
voice trailed off. She waited. Something I can do, he finished
finally. About
what? A
minute passed. The drop of life that had animated him when he gave her Harry's
message drained away. I
can't do anything, he said so softly she barely heard him. He wasn't
talking to her but to himself, undoubtedly repeating the mantra of
ineffectualness the second Mrs. Van Slyke had spent so many years literally and
figuratively beating into him. For
a while Anna watched him grow grayer and smaller. Lester was very nearly
catatonic. The man was deeply disturbed and had withdrawn to a potentially
pathological extent. Molly would know what to do. Fervently Anna wished her
sister were there, would take over, make things right as she'd so often done
when Anna was little. But Molly would have wanted to take the tack that was
best for the patient, for Mr. Van Slyke. Anna just wanted answers. It
was not that she was without compassion, at least she liked to think she
wasn't, but there was that about Les that brought out her anger. She could
understand why his son hated him instead of the woman who tormented him. She
could see how he would attract and incite abusers of every stripe. Les Van
Slyke was the flesh and blood equivalent of the tar baby. He seemed to invite
violence by his self-negation, acceptance of violence only enraging his
attacker. Anna put the thoughts inside. They made her uncomfortable. Sweetness,
comfort, safety, would that allow him to open up? Or was he so accustomed to
responding to abuse from women that Anna would have to don the guise of his
dearly departed wife to rouse him? Maybe
because she feared her own tendency to want to kick the cringing dog, she opted
for sweetness and light. To make it ring true she closed her eyes, pictured him
not as a self-involved, self-pitying shell of a man but as an old tomcat,
battered and beaten till it could barely move, a cat who'd been so misused,
when approached by a human hand, it could no longer even hiss but only close
its eyes, wait for the blow and hope, this time, it would kill him. For
animals, compassion came easy. Keeping the vision of the tomcat firmly in mind,
she began to speak and was pleasantly surprised to hear her words sounding
genuinely kind. I
can see that you're tired, Les, she began. Tired almost to death.
And you're alone like you've been alone for a long time, but now it's somehow
worse. Everything's worse. Before, you were alone and you were hurting but she
was there. She kept things going, moving, like she'd got things moving after
your wife died. She was hard and she was angry but she was alive. You were
alive. At least a little. And now she's gone and you're tired. Too tired almost
to breathe. Les had not moved since she'd begun speaking but tears filled
his eyes. They spilled down over his cheeks, divided and divided again as they
dripped into the creases time and worry had cut into his face. Bleak as it was,
it was a sign of life, and Anna pressed on not knowing whether the experiment
would prove cathartic or would break the last weight-bearing wall in his poor
old brain. Practicing without a license, Anna thought. She kept her
voice low, monotonous, as hypnotic as she dared make it without sounding
theatrical. She didn't want him to think for a while, just hear and follow. Without
her, things have gotten in such a mess. You don't know how to make things
right. You've never known how to make things right, not since your first wife
died. At least Carolyn made things real. She made things happen, didn't
she? Anna hazarded a gentle question. Les
nodded. Satisfied, she went on, spinning an inner landscape for him, wondering
as she went how she was going to get where she was headed. Now
you're tired and you're scared. You're afraid of what you've done— Les's
hands, till then hanging like dead leaves between his knees, twitched. Anna'd
got it wrong and the jar threatened to wake him. —you're
afraid of what you've done to Rory, she amended. The twitch stopped. Rory
then. Anna followed that. All those years, Rory loving his stepmom and
not you. How could you know he knew? The beatings you took were for him,
weren't they? Anna asked, suddenly knowing that in Les's mind this was
true. You took them to keep the marriage together, because Rory needed a
mom, because you couldn't bear to see him lose her a second time. The
tears fell harder. Les nodded again and weak mewling noises made their way out
from a deep well of emotion Anna suspected was liberally salted with neurosis
in the form of martyrdom, joy of victimhood, self-aggrandizement, and other
smarmy and seductive feelings. Desperately
she rifled through her brain. For whatever sick reasons, Les let Carolyn beat
on him. To live with himself he convinced himself he did it for his son. Now
he'd convinced himself he was staying in Glacier because he was scared, not for
himself, but for his son. Did that mean Les thought Rory killed Carolyn, and by
remaining, Les might be able to do something along the lines of
impeding the investigation or tampering with evidence? Or that he killed her
himself and, by lousing up the investigation, could salvage himself—a dad—for
Rory? Anna
couldn't guess which and she dared not remain silent. If the tears were any
indication, Les was believing her, hearing her speak as if she knew the
innermost secrets of his mind, as if she were in some way his own voice. A
wrong guess now and she'd break the spell. She
came from another direction, feeling her way carefully. You knew Carolyn
was gone that night, Anna said. You knew she'd left the tent. I
knew, Les mumbled, but I didn't think anything of it. She used to
leave at night. She... She'd
go out, Anna affirmed. She'd
meet men, Les said. The
light dawned. She met men, Anna said. She took things from
them didn't she? She borrowed bits of their clothes, things you'd find
so you'd know. Like she borrowed the army coat she was wearing. She
did it to hurt me, Les said. I never let on, but it hurt. It hurt a
lot. More tears. That's
why you pretended you didn't know where the coat came from? You thought she'd
been with Bill McCaskil? Had she known him before? Met him anywhere? An
internet chatroom? A courtroom? A conference? Anything? No.
I don't think so. She
just meets him around the campfire and hops in the sack with him? Anna
said skeptically. You
didn't know her. It didn't take long. It didn't matter who. She'd go off with
bellboys when we stayed at hotels. Or the bartender. When I was in the hospital
she got to my orderly. A boy no older than Rory is now. I didn't want Rory to
know. The coat and all. I didn't want Rory to know. One
mystery solved: why Carolyn had McCaskil's coat on and why Les was so peculiar
on the subject. None of that factored into why Les stayed on, unless he wanted
vengeance on McCaskil and, after the bellboys and bartenders and orderlies, why
bother? You
think Rory saw McCaskil and his stepmother together and killed her for
it, Anna said, her voice sudden and harsh. Les
jerked as if she'd slapped him then covered his face with both hands.
Yes, he managed. Well,
that's a crock, Anna said sympathetically. It
is? A thread of hope cut through the molasses of tears in Les's throat. Maybe
it wasn't. Scared by the bear, maybe Rory had run home to stepmomma, found her
in the arms of the latest blunt instrument she'd chosen to beat her husband
with, followed, chased or lured her a few miles from camp and killed her. It
was the best scenario she'd come up with yet. It even explained why McCaskil
would run. Even if he was innocent, who'd believe him when he'd been having sex
with the deceased under her husband's nose? It happened every day, and in the
usual run of things all three parties survived. But juries liked moral payback.
A man with as many brushes with the law as Bill McCaskil would know that. Anna
kept these thoughts to herself. Lester Van Slyke had convinced her of one
thing, he didn't kill his wife. If he could be made to believe Rory wasn't
suspected either, maybe he'd go home or to a motel. Anywhere would be better
than plopped down confusing what was already a sufficiently mind-numbing
investigation. Rory's
going to be okay, Anna said because that's what one says. You don't
have to stay here anymore. Tomorrow you'll go down with me. Okay,
Les said, docile, empty. Anna
sighed. Of course the old guy would ride Ponce unless she wanted to be all day
on the trail. She'd have to walk. Even pretending to be compassionate had
consequences. Tired
as she was, Anna did not sleep well. Her nerves were sufficiently raw that the
chance scraping of her wedding ring against the plastic zipper of her sleeping
bag was enough to bring her to a sitting position, heart pounding. She was
continuing to suffer an alien and disquieting need to flee from nature and hide
out behind four strong walls, concrete sidewalks and tended lawns. The
previous night's tears and sleep had revived Les Van Slyke. He was, if not
quite his old self, at least mobile. They were on the trail before sunrise and,
thanks to Lester's radio, there was a truck and horse trailer waiting for them
at Packer's Roost when they hiked out around noon. Harry
Ruick was in meetings till three-thirty. Anna celebrated this reprieve in
Joan's house bathing, anointing herself with perfume, putting on clothing
unsuited to rugged terrain and otherwise armoring herself against the wild
things with the mundane soothing pastimes once called indulgence but, in the
nineties, renamed self-care. If
Ruick noticed that she looked or smelled better than when last they'd met, he
was too much a professional to comment. Seated in a relatively comfortable
chair in his office, the afternoon sun painting a warm square across her knees,
Anna reported. She told him of the army cutworm moth excavation made not by
claws but by a spade, of the den, the rock, the gunshot. She told him of the
cave swept clean but for the wax on the ledge and the peanut half, the dime and
dog biscuit fragment overlooked in the dust. She kept till last the part about
the water bottle punctured by pointed teeth that had been left for her. Law
enforcement officers do not like fairy stories, head investigators do not like
underlings with overactive imaginations or a penchant for the romantic. It
crossed Anna's mind to withhold the incident entirely as irrelevant and
damaging to her credibility. The decision to include it came only when she
remembered a similar incident had happened before. Maybe had happened before. Remember
Rory and the water bottle nonsense? she asked. He's since changed
his story, but originally he said he lay down to sleep without one and woke
with one beside him. Right.
One covered with his murdered stepmother's fingerprints, Harry said
warningly. Looked
at in the harsh light of reason, the benevolent bear spirit that brought
drinking water to lost souls was pretty irrational. Just
a thought, Anna said and let it go at that. This
guy who brought the water shot at you? Ruick asked skeptically. Yes.
Anna'd done elaborating. Harry was as frustrated as she. You're
sure? You saw the gun? Heard
the shot. The
chief ranger drummed his fingers on his desk pad and gazed out his window.
Before the rock was rolled, or after? After,
Anna said. During. So
the shot came at the same time the rock was crashing down? That's
right. Anna could see where the rock Harry was rolling was going to come
crashing down too, but there was nothing she could do to stop it. She couldn't
even find it in her heart to blame him. The murder was nine days old. Trails
were cold. Witnesses, what they had of them, had scattered. There were no leads
but Bill McCaskil, and the case against him was paper-thin. Harry would not
want a reason showing up that would demand he pull his already depleted ranger
force from their primary duties for the chasing of wild geese on Cathedral
Peak. So
you could have heard something else, he said, as Anna knew he would.
The boulder could have busted some smaller rocks or snapped a tree limb.
That can sound like a gunshot. I
could have heard something else, Anna agreed. Harry looked at her with
what might have been a hint of apology in his eyes. What
he said was, Could you have been mistaken about a person rolling the
rock? Could it have been dislodged by accident? Someone hiding behind it,
knocked it loose, that sort of thing? Anna
thought about it for a moment. No, she said at last. It was
pushed. Okay.
Harry accepted her statement at face value and Anna was relieved. She
watched the sun creep up her thighs. Harry watched the maintenance vehicles
come and go from the cluster of buildings down the road beyond the parking lot. We're
pretty much up against it, he said finally. Anna realized then she'd been
waiting for the subtle blame-placing, when lesser men begin the slippery
process of easing fault off their own shoulders onto the shoulders of others.
Ruick was not a lesser man. We
don't have much to go on, he said. I agree with you that Les
probably is in the clear. His motive, even if the missus was flaunting McCaskil
in his face, is too old. Les has been there too many times. If we had a
straw-and-camel's-back situation with Mrs. Van Slyke's latest adultery, Les
would have snatched up a rock or whatever. It would have been a crime of
passion occurring at the scene, and more likely than not Les would have
remained with the body and confessed to the first person who showed up. He
wouldn't steal film, move the body, defile the corpse and cache the
flesh. He'll
be staying in a motel till Rory's done, Anna said, just to contribute
something. Thank
God for that. When he keels over from a heart attack they can damn well dial
nine-one-one and let the police take care of it. Harry
sounded so callous toward human life Anna laughed. If
I'd ever thought Rory was worth much as a suspect, I'd never have sent him back
up with Joan, Harry said. Even though we don't have enough for an
arrest, there are ways. Anna
took the opening and outlined the story that had been haunting Lester Van
Slyke, that Rory had run to Fifty Mountain after the bear attack on their camp,
caught Carolyn in flagrante and killed her. On the hike out, Anna had
given the theory a good deal of thought. In the end she'd found it flawed. She
repeated it now because which information was valid and which was not was
Harry's call, not hers. He
considered it much as she had, and in the end rejected it for the same reasons.
Rory'd had no knife, no blood on him. Did he run to Fifty Mountain in his
slippers, bumble into the wrong tent, catch Carolyn with McCaskil, then Carolyn
dresses, hikes three miles, he follows and kills her? Or did he accidentally
meet Carolyn on the trail in the dead of night in the arms of her lover and
strike her down? With what? He was strong but slight. The story didn't hold
together. William
McCaskil's still in the running, Anna said without much enthusiasm. Ruick
just grunted. McCaskil might have had sex with the victim, might even have lent
her his coat, but neither of those things were illegal. What made him
interesting was the fact that he had run, but there were lots of reasons for
that. McCaskil was a convicted felon. It made sense that he wouldn't want to be
mixed up in a murder investigation, especially if he was involved in something
shady that he didn't particularly want to talk about. Unless they could connect
him to the victim in some substantial way or prove he'd committed like
incidents in the past, all they could do was talk to him and let him go. We'll
get McCaskil, Ruick said. His car is still here and we've got an
APB out on him. He'll turn up. If you run across him, don't mess with him. He's
got a history of minor violence. More than that, he's been convicted twice on
felony charges. If he's the one who took a shot at you, he's facing his third
strike. That'll be a hell of a lot of years. McCaskil's probably long gone and
good riddance. Until my rangers get back from the fires, I don't have the
manpower to keep this up. I'm not blowing off the attack on you, Anna. I'm not.
I'll get a couple of my backcountry rangers over there tomorrow. But you and I
both know what they'll find. What
I found, Anna agreed, less half a peanut. We're
not giving up, Harry said, mostly to save face. The investigation
is ongoing. We've just got to figure whoever killed Mrs. Van Slyke has left the
park. Until we find something more to go on, I can't see any point in
committing my people to this at the height of the season. They're needed
elsewhere. Anna
didn't like it. Intuition told her there were connections, somehow, somewhere,
between the seemingly unconnected events, that if she could find the right
vantage point she would be able to see how a Florida con man, a promiscuous
Seattle divorce lawyer and a mysterious young man with a chain-link belt
and a beautiful smile, were related to punctured water bottles, army cutworm
moths, glacier lilies and murder. Because
she could not find her way to that vantage point, she said, What do you
want me to do? Ruick
brought his gaze in from the parking lot and let it rest on her. Harry Ruick
was as uncomfortable as she was with backing off the investigation. Unlike her,
he was responsible for the safety of the entire park. National Park Service law
enforcement was designed to keep tourists from damaging the resource and each
other. It was not set up to conduct long-term in-depth investigations. Parks
were federal lands. The Federal Bureau of Investigation was the department used
to that end. But, on occasion, the FBI had bigger fish to fry—or fishes closer
to home—and the investigation was left to the park where the incident had
occurred. This
was one of those times. Carolyn
Van Slyke's murder was very probably going to slip through the cracks, along
with a staggering number of other homicides that would never be solved. What
I'd like you to do, Harry said, is keep at it for a while. Joan
will be up there for another five days. I can't see any point in you turning
around and going right back unless you just want to for the DNA study. She's
got Buck with her to fetch and carry, and that's more than she's used to. Why
don't you make use of Joan's office and her computer? See if you can't dig up
something, anything that might tie some of this together. If you don't
come up with anything, you can consider yourself off my duty roster and go back
to work for Joan. Sure,
Anna said. She'd start in the morning. In the bookcase under Joan's television
she'd seen a video collection including such classics as Die Hard, End of
Days, and Aliens. Tonight she was going to enjoy a little vicarious
kicking of ass. 20 The
following morning Anna took possession of Joan's office. On her way
in she'd been greeted with a few friendly hellos and had the coffee machine
pointed out to her, but there'd been no questions about the murder or anything
related to it. Researchers were wonderful in their dedication. If it wasn't
about bears, virtually no one in the great rambling building gave two hoots
about it. With
Ruick's blessing, she had taken copies of every report generated, every piece
of evidence gathered and any and all lab reports returned. Joan's office was
devoid of clean flat surfaces. Every inch of space was covered in folders,
papers, pamphlets, books and pieces of bears gathered over the years. Knowing
this well-feathered nest was as Joan wished it to be, the sprawling form
dictated by her professional needs, Anna chose to disturb nothing. The relics
of her investigation she placed carefully on top of Joan's piles. She sat in
the midst of them and opened her mind to let plans and patterns form if they
might. Carolyn
Van Slyke's autopsy report was to the right of the computer on a half-consumed
bag of gummi bears. Anna reread it, looking for any connection to McCaskil.
Other than the coat, there was nothing. As a matter of course the body had been
checked for sexual assault. None. If Carolyn had been involved with McCaskil,
the sex had been consensual and a condom had been used. Anna
had only Lester Van Slyke's word that Carolyn had been adulterous. Though she
believed him, there was a remote possibility he'd been inspired by the army
jacket, seen the accusation as a way of casting suspicion on McCaskil, not
realizing in doing so he was giving himself yet another motive for killing his
own wife. Since Anna had no positive leads, she took the negative. Having
found Carolyn Van Slyke's work number and address in Seattle, Anna called her
place of business. Francine Cuckor, Carolyn's assistant, was happy to answer
questions. Whether divorce attorneys were more open than most about adultery or
whether Francine just liked to talk, Anna would never know, but according to
Ms. Cuckor's bawdy tales, a few of which sounded apocryphal and bordered on
admiration, Carolyn not only had sex with a large number of men but was open
about it. Francine did say that Carolyn was an ethical practitioner of the law.
Her exact words were: She'd never fuck a client or a client's husband
until the case was settled. From the way Ms. Cuckor said it, Anna guessed
she pretty much thought Carolyn a candidate for the Lawyer's Hall of Fame on
grounds of self-control. Francine
went so far as to offer Anna the names and phone numbers of others who could
confirm her stories. Anna declined. She was merely fact-checking, not gathering
material for letters to Penthouse. She
hung up and filched a gummi bear to cleanse her palate. She was not a prude.
She'd enjoyed her share of fornication. Still, she was old-fashioned enough to
feel adultery should be done on the sly, in great secrecy, and that it behooved
the adulterers to feel ashamed and guilty. The libertine sentiments of Ms.
Cuckor and the late Mrs. Van Slyke left her with a sense of sleaze that was
unsettling. Anna had never cheated on Zach. A cynic had once told her it was
because he died before their marriage reached the philandering years. Anna
chose to believe otherwise. If she married again she would bring to the new
union that same Pollyanna belief in fidelity. If she married again. Thinking
that startled her. Several years earlier she'd finally extinguished the torch
she carried for her first husband. It had never crossed her mind that she might
marry again. She
ate another gummi bear and picked up the reports generated by a computer search
on one William Adkins McCaskil, a.k.a. Bill McLellan, Bill Fetterman, and Will
Skillman. It was a point in the man's favor that he had registered for a
backcountry permit under his own name. That he'd registered for a permit at all
suggested that either his pursuits were innocent or, given he was well versed
in the ways of crime and law enforcement, he knew in obeying the minor rules
one was far more apt to get away with the major infractions. A significant
number of felons were rotting in the federal penitentiaries because they got
pulled over for failing to signal on a right turn and then one thing led to
another. McCaskil
had been born in Sarasota, Florida, on December 27, 1949, to Gerald and Suzanne
McCaskil. At sixteen, he'd gotten his driver's license suspended in Tampa,
Florida. At twenty-nine, he'd been convicted of mail fraud, selling low-cost
life insurance policies through the mail to elderly people. He'd served six
months. At forty-eight, he'd been convicted of real estate fraud, selling
one-acre lots over the internet that belonged to the Florida fish and wildlife
service. For that, he'd served eighteen months and gotten five years'
probation. Because of the light sentences, Anna guessed large sums of money had
not been involved. That or McCaskil had connections. Connections.
Anna stared at the report without really seeing it. There was something there
that was jiggling a lever in her mind trying to turn a light on. Again she read
the first paragraph: a.k.a. Bill McLellan, a.k.a. Bill Fetterman, a.k.a. Will
Skillman. McLellan and Skillman were of a piece. People often chose the
initials of, or a play on, their given names when choosing an alias.
Fetterman seemed out of place. Fetterman rang some distant bell. Anna
started with NCIC, the National Crime Information Center. Two Fettermans had
wants or warrants, one was a twenty-two-year-old black male out of Philadelphia
wanted on a burglary charge, the other was a thirty-one-year-old white male
from Los Banos, California, wanted for grand theft auto. No tie-in that Anna
could see with her a.k.a. The
obvious route petering out, she began a people search starting with the
Fettermans of Sarasota, Florida. Fortunately, Fetterman was not a common name.
Only three turned up: Dr. Peter Fetterman, A. Fetterman, and Fetterman Marine
supplies. A.
Fetterman was Amanda Fetterman, the spinster daughter of the owner of Fetterman
Marine. Anna told her she was from the Florida State Alumni Association trying
to track down a William or Bill Fetterman for the class of '74's upcoming
reunion. Amanda
knew no Bill or William. Anna tried McCaskil and McClellan out on her and
struck out both times. Finally, too many questions made Amanda suspicious and
she began asking questions of her own. Making a hasty retreat fueled with
thank yous, Anna disconnected. She called the marine supply store
next and spoke with Papa Fetterman. Same story told in less time: he knew no
Bill Fetterman, McCaskil or McClellan, no Skillman either and what the hell was
this all about anyway? Peter
Fetterman was a doctor of marine biology. The number Anna'd gotten off the
internet was apparently his home. Being an efficient man, his answering machine
informed callers of a work number where he could be reached. Just because he
sounded so sensible, when Anna reached him, she told him that she was doing
background checks for three men who'd applied for law enforcement positions.
The doctor knew no men by those names. The only Fetterman he knew of was a man
in Tampa. Their paths had crossed over an incident regarding a shark poached
illegally from a study area. He wouldn't tell Anna where, other than to say
off the coast. He seemed to suffer from the delusion that few
people could resist the lure of frequenting shark-infested waters. Tampa
was where young Bill McCaskil had his first recorded brush with the law. Anna
moved on. To have phoned three people and gotten hold of them on, if not the
first, then the second try was a phenomenal bit of luck. It seemed the more
electronic paraphernalia people purchased to remain in touch with an
ever-scattering herd served only to separate them further. In the course of
various investigations Anna had spent days of her life on pointless rounds from
answering machines to pagers to voice mail, never once speaking to a real live
human being. Consequently
it was no surprise that Lady Luck dumped her in Tampa. No Fetterman was listed,
either as an individual or as a business. Anna taxed the phone company's
much-touted, new-and-improved information system that promised to find numbers
to places with forgotten names. Nowhere in or around Tampa was a place of
business with the name Fetterman in the title. The telephone operator Anna had
hooked up with was probably as close to a saint as the phone company had on its
rosters. She was willing to keep on trying when Anna decided to throw in the
towel. We
could try recently disconnected numbers, the operator suggested. You
can do that? Anna was amazed not at the technology but at the operator's
access to those files, and her willingness to take the time. It'll
take a second. Anna
couldn't think what good a disconnected number could do, but she felt an
obligation to wait. After all, the woman had worked so hard it seemed
ungrateful somehow. The strange quiet of telephone lines, not pushed full of
Muzak, trickled into Anna's ear; faint hushing as of a distant sea, barely
audible clicks and hums; the intercourse of the world kept at bay by a thin
wall of rubber. Well,
the operator came back on the line. We've got something. Let's
have it, Anna said. To prove she was paying attention, she sat up
straight and held a pen at the ready over a sheet of scrap paper she'd nearly
obliterated with doodles. Fetterman's
Adventure Trails on Highway Forty-One. Anna
repeated it back to her. A name had been found, the operator seemed to feel at
last her job was done and she could leave Anna in good conscience. Rubbing
the ear she'd compressed into the phone receiver for so long, Anna looked at
the words angled in amongst the rococo permutations of bear tracks inked on the
page. The name Fetterman had rung a bell. Fetterman's Adventure Trails set half
a dozen clanging. Leaving the office in its state of productive disarray, she
jogged the half-mile back to the headquarters building. Harry
was out to lunch. Maryanne was eating at her desk, delicately holding a
sandwich in one hand away from the keyboard while she hunt-and-pecked
corrections with the other. Anna hoped Harry knew how lucky he was. The
sandwich and the typing were set aside while Anna was settled in Harry's chair
and copies of the past three weeks' 10-343s and 10-344s case and criminal
incident reports were lifted from the files and placed before her. On
a case incident report submitted ten days earlier by the district ranger on the
northwest side of the park, Anna found what she was looking for. No crime had
been committed; it was the report of the truck and trailer abandoned off-road
within park boundaries. The truck was registered to a Carl G. Micou out of
Tampa, Florida. Anna rechecked the report on the abandoned truck. The only
phone number on the vehicle registration turned out to belong to a business
phone that had been disconnected, the phone number of Fetterman's Adventure Trails
on Highway 41. Anna
had what she wanted but she didn't know what she had. For the next hour she
read reports from the time the truck and trailer were found to the present but
there was nothing else pertinent. A call to the Polebridge ranger station and
another to dispatch let her know that no one had come forward to claim the
vehicles. Anna photocopied the 10-343, thanked Maryanne and walked back to the
resource management office. The
secretary's sandwich reminded Anna it was lunchtime but she was too preoccupied
to take time hunting and gathering. Back in Joan's office she made do with
candy. She was going to owe the researcher a bag of gummi bears before the day
was through. To
impose order where none naturally suggested itself, Anna rearranged her papers
atop those left by Joan Rand: Carolyn Van Slyke's autopsy report; the list of
items found on the body, including the coat with McCaskil's topographical map
in the pocket; then what information they had on Bill McCaskil a.k.a. Bill
Fetterman; Anna's much-doodled-on notes tracing Fetterman to Fetterman's
Adventure Trails; and, last in this papered line of thought, the 10-343
connecting a truck and horse trailer abandoned near the northwest corner of
Glacier to the defunct business on Highway 41 outside Tampa, Florida. Too
much for coincidence, not enough for sense. Could the truck and horse trailer
belong to McCaskil or have been borrowed or stolen by McCaskil? Sure. But then
why was his own legally registered vehicle parked in a frontcountry parking
lot? Who was Carl Micou? Did McCaskil have a confederate and, if so, a
confederate in what? None
of this brought Anna any closer to a connection between McCaskil and the murder
victim; still, she was pleased with herself. The morning had not been wasted. Back
on the phone, she reconnected with Francine Cuckor. Ms. Cuckor had her own
brand of professional ethics. She'd been only too happy to share in gory detail
the fact that her boss had had sex with all creatures great and small. When
asked to say yea or nay to names of clients, she got cagey. Eventually Anna was
bumped upstairs to Claude Winger, a junior partner in the firm. It
was not advisable to spin tales for a past master at the art of professional
dissimulation, so Anna told him, as her father would have said, the whole
truth, nothing but the truth and damn little of that. I'm
Officer Anna Pigeon investigating the death of Carolyn Van Slyke. Could you
answer a few questions for me? A
pause, then a careful voice as devoid of regional inflections as that of a
radio announcer said, Ask your questions. Anna noted the lack of
commitment to answering them. We
have a couple leads, both weak at this point. We're trying to establish any
prior connection between Mrs. Van Slyke and our possible suspects, Anna
said, using frankness like bread upon the waters. It
was not returned tenfold. And you want me to ..., the voice came
back. Answer
a few questions, if you would. Ask
your questions. There
would be no softening up or slithering around Claude. Anna cut to it. Has
or was Carolyn Van Slyke working on any case involving a Bill McCaskil, Will
Skillman, Bill McClellan or Bill Fetterman? We
can't divulge any client information. The
fact that a person has engaged the services of an attorney does not fall under
attorney-client privilege, Anna said. So often the attorney, doctor,
priest and whoever-else client privilege was claimed for wasn't for the
protection of clients. It was claimed, legally or not, because people were
either too lazy to bother giving information to help out the police, or
harbored vague worries that to cooperate would open up their own activities to
scrutiny. Anna suspected Claude claimed it as a matter of course to avoid
involvement and work. She thought of threatening to subpoena his files but knew
it was an empty threat. The rank-and-file investigated and reported. It wasn't
for the likes of her to go throwing around legal ultimatums. Claude Winger
would know that. She
waited through a clearly audible sigh breathed out in an office in Seattle.
I'll put you through to the secretary. Give her the names. She will tell
you if any of them have engaged the professional services of Carolyn Van Slyke
in the past year. She won't go back further than that and she will not tell you
anything else. Thank
you, Anna said but he'd already put her on hold. Minutes later, when she
was beginning to think she'd been put on hold to grow old and die, Francine
came on the line. Winger had evidently spoken to her firmly. She was
businesslike to the point of rudeness. Anna read off her list of names, adding
Carl Micou as an afterthought. She was answered by the huffy snicking sound of
fingernails on a keyboard. No
persons by those names have contacted Ms. Van Slyke in her professional
capacity, Francine said mimicking an automaton. Had
the sentence with its convoluted precision come from someone else, Anna might
have suspected them of hiding something. From Francine it just sounded petty
and pompous. Thank
you, Anna said again and pulled her soul back from the black and
voice-filled void of the telephone to Joan's homey office. No
cheese down that hole, Anna remembered one of her field rangers, Barth
Dinkins, saying. No cheese, she said aloud. Carl
G. Micou, registered owner of the abandoned truck and trailer, the man who'd
given the Florida motor vehicles department the number of Fetterman's Adventure
Trails as his home number, remained a mystery. Anna turned back to her
electronics. Mentally
apologizing to Joan for a phone bill she would probably have a devil of a time
getting her department reimbursed for, Anna called Information and, throwing
caution to the winds, charged the extra fifty cents and let them dial the Tampa
Better Business Bureau for her. A pleasant young man, at least he sounded young
and handsome and virile but may well have been a nasty old poop with a nice
voice, told her Fetterman's Adventure Trails was a licensed business owned and
operated by Woody Fetterman. Fetterman's Adventure Trails had operated at the
same location for twenty-six years. The only address for Woody was that of
Adventure Trails. There had been no complaints against Fetterman's from either
the buying public or other businesses. Fetterman's Adventure Trails had
recently closed its doors but he did not know why. He suggested she call the
Tampa tourism department, as he thought Adventure Trails was a theme park with
rides and so forth. They might be able to help her. The
department of tourism could tell her little more. The woman who answered the
phone offered to send Anna a brochure, then couldn't find one. They'd gone out
of business, Anna said, possibly the brochures had been thrown out. That was
probably it, the woman agreed. She wrote down Anna's address at Glacier anyway,
promising to send it along if she found it. Anna would have been touched by the
desire to please if so long on the phone finding out so little hadn't made her
crabby. An
hour's work had provided her with one first name, if Woody was
legit and not a nickname. Maybe Woodrow. Since Woody had been in business in
the same place for twenty-six years he was no fly-by-night. It had been in the
back of Anna's mind that Fetterman of Fetterman's Adventure Trails and Bill
McCaskil might be one and the same. Twenty-six years, changed that. She couldn't
see McCaskil quietly running a business while being indicted and arrested
repeatedly for fraud under a handful of other names. McCaskil
was from the Tampa area—or had been there as a teenager. He could've seen the
name Fetterman on his way to work or school every day and remembered it when he
needed an alias. If it wasn't for the name cropping up again by way of the
owner of the abandoned truck, Anna would have chosen to believe that. Woody
Fetterman. Anna wended her way through the phone lines to the Tampa
courthouse, records department. Yes, there was a certificate of death for a
Woodrow Fetterman. He had died at age eighty-one of natural causes six weeks
before. Another
possibility exhausted. Bill McCaskil a.k.a. Fetterman was not the Fetterman of
Adventure Trails. He was not connected with Carolyn Van Slyke by way of
divorce. According to Lester, McCaskil hadn't known her before they met at
Fifty Mountain Camp. Damn,
Anna whispered. The truck and the trailer. The name Fetterman. McCaskil and his
aliases. Another possibility entered her mind and she went back to the 10-343
report. Carl G. Micou was born August 4, 1938, considerably older than McCaskil.
Still, Micou could he one of McCaskil's aliases. Perhaps it wasn't
listed because it was unknown or not yet used at the time William McCaskil was
indicted for real estate fraud. She
spent forty more minutes on the phone and eventually ended up back at the records
department in Tampa. The search took longer this time but Mr. Micou's death
certificate was found. He had died of congestive heart failure in April of
1995, nearly six years ago. His
truck is still alive, Anna said wearily. I
beg your pardon? Never
mind. Thanks. Dead men, dead ends. Sprinkled
around the edges of Joan's office was all the information that, by any wild
stretch of the imagination, could pertain to the death of Carolyn Van Slyke.
Anna had already run to ground what little Fetterman, Fetterman and Micou had
to offer. She'd verified that Lester's wife was indeed the queen of sluts.
Swiveling Joan's chair slowly she let the other bits and pieces slide by: the
army jacket with the topo and the file card. Anna rolled over and, without touching
it, reread a copy of the card found in the pocket of what would undoubtedly be
Bill McCaskil's coat. B C was written in a loose hand across
the top. Below those initials were numbers, measurements by the look of them:
12 11/16, 17 13/16, 30 12/16. The last, 30 8/19, was underlined in heavy ink. When
they caught McCaskil, if she were around, Anna'd ask him what the numbers
meant. Probably nothing. His waist size. Who knew? She examined the photocopy
of the topo. It had been reduced in size till it fit on two
fourteen-and-a-half-inch sheets of paper taped together. Most of the type was
too tiny for eyes that had seen more than forty years. There was nothing new
since she'd looked at the original, no nifty clues pencilled in the margins, no
big red X where the body had been found. Anna
rotated the chair another quarter turn and glanced briefly at her notes on Rory
Van Slyke. Rory's dad was an abuse victim. Rory'd gone missing for thirty-six
hours. Rory'd turned up having lost a sweatshirt and gained a water bottle,
probably his dead stepmother's. Anna's mind drifted and she let it. No lunch,
half a bag of gummi bears, her blood sugar was sufficiently screwed up her mind
might actually go someplace interesting. It didn't. It merely cast back to the
night on Flattop when Joan had divvied up the scattered remnants of the
bear-ravaged camp, the ones she and Anna had stuffed unceremoniously in a sack
before jaunting off with Harry in search of the lost boy. It was then Anna'd
noted the extraneous water bottle in the bag beside the strange stick she'd
picked up just outside the camp. Rory
had denied any knowledge of that stick, Anna remembered, just as he'd denied
knowing how the water bottles had proliferated. A foot long, worn smooth, of
hardwood, not pine or aspen, unweathered, Anna and Joan had known it was
carried in recently so when they'd found it they'd saved it. Rory said he'd
never seen it. Anna hadn't thought much about it at the time. It was a stick of
wood not a stick of dynamite. Now she worried it around because it fit neatly
into her collection of bizarre things that didn't fit. Anna
had kept the stick. Force of habit caused her to pack it out as she would any
piece of litter. Unless the house had been burglarized by beavers it was
probably on the floor of Joan's spare room, where it had been dumped when she
unpacked before the last foray into the wilderness. Thinking
about it, she picked up a ruler, close in length to the mystery stick, though a
good deal skinnier, and began to fiddle with it. If Rory had not been lying
about the stick then it had been dropped in the little meadow by someone else
on or about the time they'd been camped out there. Not more than a day or two
prior to their arrival. Wood, even hardwood, weathers quickly out-of-doors. Experimentally
Anna waved the ruler about, trying to ascertain the possible uses for a
finished length of hardwood, several times the thickness of a ruler, packed
into the backcountry. Perhaps a woodcarver, seeking his muse in the mountains,
might carry in a prize piece of wood. If she remembered right, the piece she
and Joan found had been battered and worn smooth with much handling. Perhaps a
woodcarver who went for long periods of time between artistic inspirations. To
the detriment of the ruler's edge, she drummed it lightly against the chair arm
as she thought. The minor cracking sound as she played startled her. Before
and, she thought but wasn't sure, during the attack on their camp by the bear,
she'd heard the crack of wood on wood. That same sound had awakened her from
her troubled sleep in the rocks on the flank of Cathedral Peak. Both times
she'd written it off to twigs snapping under the weight of real or imagined
marauders. Whacking the chair's arm again she noted the distinct quality of the
sound. So
what? So somebody was banging pieces of wood together while a bear ransacked
the camp or, even less likely, while a bear thoughtfully returned Anna's water
bottle to her. Did Rory hear in his dreams the crack of wood before his
mother's water bottle was left beside him the night he'd been lost? Why? A
signal? Nervous habit? Voodoo ritual? Damn,
Anna repeated to herself. All roads led to blasphemy. She put the ruler back
where she'd found it. The
rest of the reports had little more information to be wrung out of them. The
lab report on the blue stuff sack had yet to be returned but she expected no
surprises. From her intimate and prolonged traverse across the alpine talus
with its moth-bearing rocks, she had no doubt the traces on the bag were just
as Joan had said: rock and moth-wing dust. The bloody traces within might be
other than that of Carolyn Van Slyke, but Anna doubted it. The lab report on
the peanut and biscuit fragment would probably be equally unenlightening. Most
often things were precisely what they appeared to be. Because
she was there and could think of nothing better to do, she filled out a BIMS, a
bear incident management systems report on the sow and two cubs she'd seen
feeding in the cirque below Cathedral Peak. After she'd finished, she thumbed
through BIMS submitted since she'd come to Glacier. She didn't know what she
hoped for. Validation,
she said aloud. Since she had no hard evidence to base it on, she'd not
bothered to put it into words for Harry Ruick, or even more damning, into
writing on any reports, but she had an overweening sense of bear, a bear
padding through the incidents in Glacier. The obvious was the tearing apart of
the camp. Less so was the flesh of the victim cached out of reach of a bear. A
man digging the food of and dwelling in the den of a bear. The water bottle
with teethmarks of a bear. Nothing
striking presented itself. The BIMS that were totally bogus, the lavender ink
describing the bear juggling the hedgehog and the report of the dancing bear,
Anna set aside. The rest, including the report of the attack on their camp,
painted an active but not extraordinarily so, picture of bears being bears. Shuffling
the crazies back into the pile, Anna felt a sudden sympathy with the lavender
ink. Things were not necessarily untrue simply because they were unbelievable. She
had done what she could. Her ear was hot from being pressed to a phone all day.
Her stomach was full of complaining gummi bears and the light was going from
Joan's window. Anna
went home. Home for so many years had been wherever she fed the
cat. Walking through a rapidly cooling twilight enlivened by mosquitoes bent on
fueling reproduction with her blood, Anna found herself terribly lonely for her
critters, Piedmont's comforting purr and even Taco's three-legged bounding,
leaping, licking, declaration of welcome that she'd come to expect whenever she
opened the front door. Sheriff Davidson, Paul, the new man in her life, she
missed as well but not with the same childish want. Davidson hadn't seen her
cry like Piedmont had, hadn't saved her life like Taco had. The
next morning Anna slept in, then typed up the scraps and snippets of
information she'd gleaned in a day's calling and turned them in to Harry. He
read them through carefully and, in the end, could find nothing more
enlightening than she had. We'll
follow up on this Fetterman thing, he said. I'll call Tampa and see
if we can't get the local police to make a few inquiries for us. He
didn't sound overly enthused. Anna didn't blame him. If they could connect the
name of Fetterman to Van Slyke, which they'd failed to do, it might be of some
interest but probably wouldn't go far toward solving their murder. We
got the lab reports back, Ruick said. Rush job because I hinted it
was part of the murder investigation but I think what you stumbled across on
Cathedral Peak was an amateur entomologist with a dog off leash. He
pushed the folder across the desk and Anna read it without picking it up. The
peanut was, near as they could tell, a peanut. The crust of biscuit she'd found
was broken down: twenty-three percent protein, four percent fat, ten percent
fiber, seven percent ash, a little calcium and a dash of phosphorus. The rest
was dry matter and moisture. Dog
food. Being a responsible pet owner she'd read the backs of dog food bags
to make sure Taco got a balanced diet. They
sat for a bit. Maryanne stuck her head in the office and reminded Harry that
the fire management officer from Waterton was due in a few minutes. Well,
Harry said, I hate to keep you tied up when there's no point in it. Not
to mention when I borrowed you, Glacier started paying your salary. He
smiled to let Anna know it was a joke. Anna smiled back politely, pretending
she believed him. Budgets were counted out by nickels and dimes. Money was
always tight. You can either pack it in and go back to the Trace or go on
up. Joan's got another four days before this round of traps is completed. You
can probably pick up enough about DNA testing to convince John Brown we didn't
waste your time completely. I'll
give him a call, Anna said. See what he wants me to do. The
interview was over. She pushed up out of the chair. I'll
see an official letter of thanks gets into your personnel file, Ruick
said. He stood and shook hands with her. He was warm and friendly, but she
could tell she was already sinking out of his sight. Chances were he'd barely
remember her name when next they met. The chief ranger was moving on to the
next crisis to threaten his park. Or his career. You
can leave your gear with the receptionist any time today, Maryanne told
her as she left. A nice way of reminding her the radio needed to be checked in
ASAP. Ponce had already gone back to the comfort of his paddock. Will
do, Anna said, feeling mildly miffed. In her mind she heard her tiny,
mean, long-dead grandmother cackling: Think you're so important? Put
your finger in a bucket of water, pull it out and see how big a hole it
leaves. 21 John
Brown, Anna's chief ranger on the Natchez Trace Parkway, was I markedly
grumpy about the disruption of her learning project, somewhat mollified by
having had her off the payroll for over a week, and amenable to allowing her to
remain four more days to finish up, or attempt to, her training on the use of
DNA research in the management of park wildlife. Dispatch
notified Joan of Anna's return. Rather than try to give detailed directions
that draggled off trail through rugged country, she kindly agreed to meet Anna
at Fifty Mountain so she could walk with them to the next trap site. Buck had
been cut loose from the project and was hiking out as Anna hiked in, though by
a different trail. He had a girlfriend in Waterton, Canada. Civilization,
much as she'd looked forward to it, had proved a disappointment. The sense of
order, safety and rationality she had fantasized 21 about had not been
forthcoming. In place of safety she'd found dullness and isolation. Order and
rationality had consisted of scribbling the crazy parts down on report forms
and filing them, imposing not order, but an appearance of order. People so
desperately needed an illusion of control to give them courage to get up in the
morning. Anna's
illusion of control had been smashed years before with the sudden, meaningless
death of her husband. In the years since, she'd made an effort not to give in
to the need to put the pieces back together, but to see and know and accept
with some degree of grace that life is meaningless. There is no Grand Plan.
Everything doesn't happen for the best. One can knock till one's knuckles are
bloody and the door may not be opened. Those who didn't know her well construed
this to mean she was cynical or even bitter. Anna felt it allowed her to see
past expectations to what was and freed her from the need to figure out what it
meant. Unfortunately,
this cultivated mind-set was only half useful. It was good to see what was. But
it was her job to figure out what it meant. She had failed at her job. That
others had failed too was of little comfort. Heading
into the wilderness with thoughts such as these muting her senses, she found
she was disappointed in the out-of-doors as well. The realization was so
alarming she stopped walking and stood in the heat of the sun. She'd grown
disenchanted with the natural world because it had been behaving in what seemed
an unnatural manner, and disappointed with the world of people because it
behaved precisely as she'd come to expect it would. This way madness lies, she
thought and took some time to realign her brain. For twenty minutes she stood
sweating in the heat of the switchback noting only the breezes, the color of
thimbleberry, the feather-light scratch of needles against the sky. Finally,
having found her way back into her own skin, she walked on with a lighter load.
Expectations abandoned, now whatever occurred, however strange, would be as
nature intended. Everything would make sense. That she could not see the
pattern was a fault within herself, not an aberration within the natural world. Joan
and Rory were waiting for her at Fifty Mountain Camp. They looked and
smelled as if they'd been in the bush for three days and Anna was delighted.
Joan's nose and forehead were sunburned and she had a scratch on one cheek from
battling the shrubbery. Rory had grown brown and, to Anna's eye, taller,
stronger and clearer since the death of his stepmother. Not being a Christian
soul, Anna believed there were those who belonged on the Better Off Dead list.
She didn't doubt that the toxic Carolyn Van Slyke was such a person. Next time
she saw Lester, Anna would be disappointed if he, too, had not begun to
flourish now that the influence of his violent wife was removed. Disappointed,
not surprised. There was that about Lester that Anna suspected craved the
violence, that he might seek out another wife who, if not actually prone to
physical violence, would at least verbally and psychologically abuse him. Are
you going to college, Rory? she asked abruptly in the midst of their
reunion. What?
Yes, next year, he replied as the questions soaked in. University
of Washington in Seattle? she demanded. No.
I'm going to school in Spokane. I got the grades to get in. Anna
was satisfied. He wouldn't be living at home. Lester Van Slyke would never be
convicted of anything in a court of law. Lester was a victim and, as such, Anna
supposed deserving of pity and understanding. That was fine on the surface but
now and then victims, people who chose to be or to remain victims, did as much
damage to the offspring of the union as the abusers did. Politically incorrect
as the theory was, Anna'd kicked around long enough to know it was true. If
Rory's future is settled to your satisfaction, perhaps we might go? Joan
said and smiled with her lovely crooked teeth. Her exceedingly round cheeks
pushed her glasses up. Anna
laughed. Lead on. I'm
glad you're back, Joan said as Rory helped her on with her pack.
We've been needing a treat. Anna
was considered a treat. Things were looking up. The
previous day Joan and Rory had dismantled a hair trap beyond the burn area to
the south at a confluence of two avalanche chutes. The barbed wire was rolled
and the samples secured. Rory took the hard-sided case with the blood lure and
the love potion. Joan had the samples from the last two traps. Flattered to be
welcomed and glad, after so long spinning her proverbial wheels, to be of
service, Anna lashed the heavy rolls of wire to the frame of her pack and
rotated herself into it. Enough
daylight remained that they could hike to within striking distance of where the
new hair trap was to be and set up camp. Joan in the lead, they set off
northward across an expanse of glorious green meadow littered with immense
squared boulders. Wildflowers, late blooming because winter had held on
overlong, spangled the grasses and occasionally a rare pond, tiny, midnight
blue and seemingly as deep as an ocean, gleamed darkly in the undulations left
by a retreating glacier. Rory,
healed by the good mountain air or exposure to Joan Rand's idiosyncratic brand
of sanity, followed Joan, chattering away like a healthy teenager. Anna
was happy to let the sound flow by with the staggering beauty of the scenery.
Her own cure was at work, and normalcy was flowing back into the void murder
and mayhem had carved out. Before long she added her own cheery sound pollution
and whistled a tune her father had taught her, one that meandered and had no
words. Beyond
the meadow the trail dropped off steeply, leading down into the valley that
would eventually widen out to hold the splendor of Waterton Lake. The first
mile was of switchbacks carved through rock. As it descended, the foliage
thickened. Trees grew taller and mountainsides of ripe huckleberries slid away
in old avalanche chutes above and below the trail. Great
bear country this time of year, Joan hollered back. They come for
the huckleberries. So make a joyful noise. We don't want to startle
anybody. Joan acted on her own direction by belting out the first line of
The Battle Hymn of the Republic in a scratchy alto. The
light, gold with late afternoon, drenched hillsides shoulder-deep in
wildflowers of every hue, pushing out from cracks in the rocks. They hiked and
they sang and Anna realized balance had been restored. She was having a good
time. More than that, she was having a good time with people. If that wasn't
well balanced, sanity was highly overrated. As
they crossed a wide, flat shank of hill, the trail a narrow ribbon carved from
the slope with pick and shovel, Joan pointed out where they would go in the
morning to set up the next trap. There was no break in the ragged alder
skirting. When they left the trail they would fight their way up an avalanche
chute to where it converged with another, smaller chute on what Joan promised
was a flattish spot. To
find a place suitable to camp, they hiked another couple of miles descending
into the forest proper. So far north, with so much moisture to draw on, it came
close to a forest primeval in Anna's eyes. The trees were huge, great piney
boughs obscured the sky. Beneath, ferns grew tall, well overhead. There was a
deep hush of needles and leaves underfoot. A crashing and a glimpse of brown
through the green-cast shadows announced that they'd invaded the domain of a
moose cow. Probably there was water nearby. Anna
laughed and pointed as if the others could have missed the cow's noisy
departure. Anna liked moose. She'd fallen in love with them when she worked on
Isle Royale in Michigan. The Bullwinkle Syndrome: though moose were immense,
potentially dangerous, wild animals, their bulbous noses and shambling
disjointed stride always made her want to play with them. Good sense and
respect for their dignity had kept her in check. Moose,
she said idiotically. There're
a lot in this part of the park, Joan said. Cool,
Rory put in. Cool
indeed. Camp
was deliciously sylvan. Doused with DEET, the mosquitoes were tolerable. The
quiet was so deep it was tangible, a force that cradled the brain in soft
folds. Civilized quiet of the same intensity made the ears ring. Here it made
the soul expand. Anna breathed it in. The gentle chitchat of camp did nothing
to injure the silence but dropped onto its surface like petals on a pond. Anna
listened to Joan joking with her young protege, hearing the voices in pleasant
counterpoint to the forest's peace. Story
time, Joan said when supper had been eaten and the dishes— plastic sacks
into which hot water was poured to reconstitute various carbohydrate
substances—were cleared away and cached in a tree for the night. What's
been happening all these three days while we've been working for a
living? In
the hours since she'd realigned her brain and enjoyed the rejuvenating effects
of Joan Rand and the wilderness, the murder investigation had retreated so far
as to seem ancient history. Anna brought it to the fore without rancor, a
puzzle only, valuable as entertainment around a single candle Joan always
burned, her own private campfire. A
look at Rory let Anna know the tale, though of his stepmother, held no real
horrors for him. Early on, Anna knew he'd suspected his dad. It had been that,
more than Carolyn's demise, that had tortured him. Anna guessed between pouring
fish guts and blood and nailing barbed wire to trees, he'd had a significant
amount of therapeutic conversation with Joan. Leaning
on her sleeping bag and pack, Anna told them about her phone calls, the name of
Fetterman, the unclear connection between the truck and trailer abandoned on
the northeast corner of the park and McCaskil's aliases. The only phone
conversation she omitted was the one she'd had with Francine out of Carolyn's
office. Maybe Rory'd not been as close to his stepmother as had first appeared
but he didn't need to have her memory trashed. No
competition in the way of TV, radio, the Internet or floor shows, Anna had a
good audience and found herself rambling on more than she intended. She told
them about the night she spent hiding in the rocks on the shoulder of Cathedral
Peak, how she'd dreamt of a bear padding around and woke to find her water bottle
punctured by what could have been teeth, how she'd searched the den, finding it
swept clean but for the peanut, the dime and the part of a biscuit. We're
nothing if not thorough, Anna finished. Harry even had the biscuit
analyzed. Flour
and water? Rory ventured. Protein,
fat, fiber, ash and a few other things, Anna told him. Dog food was
our guess. Joan
sat up, the look of passive interest sparked by something deeper. How big
was it? she asked. About the size of a charcoal briquette? It
was broken, Anna said. But about that. Why? Do
you remember exactly what it was made of? Anna
squeezed her eyes shut, trying to picture the sheet of paper. No
percentages. What I said maybe, plus calcium. The bulk, I remember, was dry
matter. Sounded sinister to me. Omnivore
food, Joan said. Anna
opened her eyes. Omnivore food? It's
what we feed bears in captivity. A normal-sized bear will eat about six pounds
of omnivore food and about that much in fruits and vegetables every day. Somebody's
feeding the bears? Rory said. I mean, feeding them bear food? Anna
laughed. Feeding bears intentionally or otherwise in the national parks was an
ongoing problem, but Rory was right. Nobody fed them bear food. Why would
anybody do that? she asked. To lure the bears? Bears
eat it, Joan said. Bears aren't finicky. But it's no great lure. We
spent years developing lures. Omnivore chow isn't even in the top one hundred.
The stuff hasn't got much of an odor. The scent not only doesn't broadcast,
it's not all that alluring. You might feed bears with it but I doubt you could
use it to attract them. You
could habituate them, Rory said unexpectedly. You know, always have
food for them at the same time and the same place so they come there over and
over. Anna
and Joan thought about that for a while. You could, Anna said
slowly. But why? Between
them they listed the obvious reasons: to shoot them, observe them, capture
them, photograph them. All were possible, none practical. Glacier National Park
was a place where bears were protected, monitored. Their numbers, habits and
activities were scrutinized by rangers, researchers and an increasingly
informed public. If a person wished to manipulate the bears in any of the
suggested ways, there were thousands upon thousands of acres just to the north
in British Columbia where, on private lands, it could be done either legally or
with a much greater chance of remaining undetected. Boone
and Crockett, Anna said, remembering the Washington man evilly ogling the
elk. A trophy-sized bear, one that could tempt a poacher? Not
in the lower forty-eight, Joan said. Because of food, genetics,
etcetera, our bears are on the small side. A big old male could weigh maybe
five hundred pounds. Maybe. Four or four-fifty would be more like it. The
trophy hunters do Canada up north, or Alaska. An
idiot? Anna suggested. Wandering around like some demented Johnny
Appleseed feeding bears? There's
always room for another idiot, Joan admitted. Anna
had her own tent this time out and she found she missed Joan's company.
Through the cloth walls she could hear the other woman snoring in an unladylike
fashion and found the noise soothing. Sleep was eluding Anna and it was good to
know someone was resting. The
nerves and hyperawareness that had poisoned her last night in the backcountry
had passed. She was not lying awake waiting for the clack of sticks and the
onslaught of toothy beasts. The man who had rolled a stone down at her and
fired off a round didn't concern her much, either. He had not stalked her. It
was she who'd sought him out. If he'd not already finished whatever he'd been
up to and left the park, he was probably staying as far away from anybody in
green and gray as he could. Telling
her story to Joan and Rory had loosed the scraps and facts she'd managed to
tuck away. Now they blew about till the inside of her skull looked like Fifth
Avenue after a ticker-tape parade. Joan and Rory; the conversation had
triggered something. Anna lay comfortable in her bag, fingers locked behind her
head, eyes on the perfect darkness beyond the screen of her front door, waiting
for the scrap that would fit to sort itself out from the others. Feeding the
bears, trophy bears floated by, Boone and Crockett. That was it. Boone and
Crockett, the last word on what was and was not a trophy animal and where it
fit in the hierarchy of biggest and best based on skull measurements—taken
after death, naturally. In
the pocket of the surplus army jacket Carolyn Van Slyke was caught dead in, the
jacket they were pretty sure belonged to William McCaskil, was a piece of note
paper. B C was written at the top. Below was a list of
numbers. Boone and Crockett and the measurements of a trophy animal, Anna was
willing to bet. In the morning she would radio Ruick and get him to check it
out. What,
if anything, it had to do with Van Slyke's murder, she couldn't fathom. Had
Carolyn seen and photographed this animal and so been killed and mutilated, her
film stolen? Glacier didn't have trophy-sized bears, but there were other
creatures: moose, elk, mountain lion. That didn't account for the omnivore
food. And who would kill and mutilate a photographer for taking a picture of
the animal? How would one be caught in a compromising position with a
trophy-sized animal? It was feasible the poacher could pack the kill out. They
needn't take the whole animal. Just the head. Now
there was a grisly picture. Anna
shook her head in the dark. By dint of great mental strain, she'd solved one
more small mystery: what the list in the army jacket meant. And nothing but
nothing was cleared up. You
asleep, Joan? she whispered on impulse. No
answer from the neighboring tent. Goodnight
then, she said and resolutely shut her brain off for the night. Work
was good: hard, hot, deerflies biting. Wretched scrambles through cutting
brush with a heavy pack on was what Anna was good at. Like fighting wildland
fire, it was deliciously mindless in that just staying on one's feet and doing
one's job took total concentration. Joan Rand was an added blessing. When Anna
had a boss she trusted, she found enormous relief and contentment in just
following orders. Shortly
after two p.m. they had the DNA hair trap assembled. Rory predicted the
pickings from this site would be slim. He expressed the opinion that the North
American grizzly was too intelligent to work as hard as they had just to roll
in essence of rotted fish and eat a few huckleberries. Rory
was showing signs of being a kid and not the scared, suspicious shadow of an
adult that Anna'd seen when they'd first met. She was beginning to enjoy his
company. Joan always had, but then when it came to adolescent boys she saw
through the eyes of a mother. Anna's were more akin to those of a parole
officer. The
eighty feet of barbed wire stapled in a rough circle around a place that was
only flat in Joan's imagination, they began the butt-and-heels slide down to
the trail. The
next site to be disassembled was back the direction they'd camped. A
luxury—since they'd be several nights there, they didn't have to carry all
their gear on their backs during the day. With
a minimum of cursing and scratches, they regained the trail. As they caught
their breath, the radio crackled out Joan's call number. It was the chief
ranger asking for Anna. You
got a fax, Ruick said. From some gal at the Tampa tourism office.
Looks like a brochure for Fetterman's Adventure Trails. Nothing on it clicked
with me. I'm guessing the alias was a fluke. Describe
it for me. Anna waited while Harry marshaled his thoughts. Nothing
out of the ordinary. It's a fax. The resolution isn't all that great.
Fetterman's looks like a lot of those tourist trap places. Fun for the whole
family sort of thing. There's a picture of what's probably an alligator. Let's
see. Animal shows. Souvenirs. Looks like a kind of swamp tour thing with nutria
being fed to gators. Kind of a mom and pop operation. There's a group picture
on the back. Faces are a blur. Underneath. Let's see . . . 'Looking forward to
new friends, George and Suzanne Fetterman, Carl Micou, Geoffrey Micou, Arthur
Gray and Tunis Chick.' The
gal who sent it has written in the margin, Adventure Trails was closed down
after George Fetterman's death earlier this summer.' How
old is the brochure? Anna asked. Can you tell? Hmm.
Lemme see, lemme see. Here. Nineteen ninety-six. Old. I expect nothing much
changed in Adventure Trails from year to year. Anna
gave the radio back to Joan. Harry had just called as a courtesy. The brochure
held little interest and less information. Neither she nor he had any desire to
waste airtime playing twenty questions to figure out what if anything a
derelict roadside attraction in Florida had to do with a dead and mutilated
Seattle divorce lawyer in Montana. In
fact, Anna's mental gears had been sufficiently shifted over to the DNA project
that they had hiked two miles down the trail before she figured it out. Joan!
Stop! Joan
and Rory turned to look back at her. Anna had stalled in the middle of the
trail. Tell
me about that boy you've been e-mailing. The one making the map, she
demanded of the researcher. 22 Normally
it would have been a hike of four hours or more from where they were to
the tiny meadow where they had camped nearly a week before. They covered the
ground in just over three, arriving an hour before sunset. Having
left tents, stoves, sleeping bags and the rest of their camping gear behind,
they traveled light and moved quickly. Without the amenities the night would be
uncomfortable but Anna had not wanted to lose the time it would have taken to
return and strike camp then climb back up to the plateau on Flattop carrying
the added burdens. In
truth she'd not wanted the added burden in the persons of Joan and Rory but,
after she'd traded her theory for Joan's information, they refused to be left
behind. It increased her sense of responsibility, yet she was glad not to be
alone. Because she suspected the park radios were being listened to by people
other than rangers, she'd made the decision not to call Ruick to send backup. The
decision was not as foolhardy as it appeared on the surface. No one could start
for the high country till morning anyway. Anna had all night to change her
mind. Leaving
the trail before it neared Trapper Peak, Anna, Joan and Rory followed the slope
in a southerly direction along the side of Flattop. This flank of the mountain
was west-facing and caught the brunt of the afternoon sun. Several tiny lakes,
carved an eternity before by glaciers and fed by small streams carrying
snowmelt, provided water. It was prime huckleberry country and the berries were
at the height of their season. A
half-mile or so beyond their old campsite, on an upthrust of rock, Anna
stopped. Partly she was motivated by the sounds of heavy breathing behind her.
She'd set a punishing pace. That she, too, was breathing hard was of no
consequence. If she was right, time was of the essence, not only to save a
valuable life but to see a sight that she would never forgive herself for
missing. A
grunt and sucking sound told her Rory had dumped his pack at the base of the
rock and gotten out his water bottle. Joan crept up beside Anna, aping her
pose, elbows on the higher stones, body crouched behind. The researcher's round
face was alarmingly red. The hair that curled from beneath her ball cap was
glued to her cheeks with sweat, and the upper regions of her oversized glasses
were beaded with moisture. Despite the physical costs, Joan's first words were,
Do you see anything? Not
yet. Tell me again about the e-mails, Anna said. Okay.
Right. Let me think. Breathe would have been as apt a word. Anna
waited while Joan recovered and lined her thoughts up for a round of scientific
reasoning. First
e-mail about six weeks ago. Maybe more. The screen name is Balthazar. He says
he's a high school student doing a research project on grizzly bears. He wants
to know their ranges, denning habits, eating habits, if they're protected at
Glacier, or if we allow hunting. Sensing an acolyte, naturally I fell all over
myself to answer. Naturally.
Anna unboxed her binoculars. Above the little lake, the land was sloped and
thick with undergrowth. Nearer the water the bushes thinned out, creating a
small natural meadow. The pine forest straggled down unimpressively, the trees
thirty and forty feet apart. And
you figure this Balthazar really was a high school student, not just some
guy? Maybe
not high school but young. He never made any attempt to show me what he knew.
The more education you get, the more irresistible that becomes. Six
or eight weeks ago, Anna said as much to herself as Joan. About the
time George Fetterman was kicking the bucket. Several
more e-mails like that, Joan went on. Late July around then. Then
no more for a week or so. Then the map idea comes up. The questions become very
specific. Where the bears eat, when. About
this time we're packing to head out for the first round of DNA traps. Same time
as the truck and horse trailer are found abandoned, Anna said. Yes.
Near as I can figure. And
you told him... Flattop
burn, glacier lilies. Then
we go down with the dead woman and you've got mail. I
tell him Cathedral Peak for army cutworm moths. And, in a week or so, Flattop,
west side, huckleberries. Rory
pushed up beside them. You think some guy is trying to trap a bear or
something? Like to put in a side show? Not
exactly, Anna said. Rory
came and went. Napped in the last of the sun. Anna and Joan stayed where they
were, raking the hillside with binoculars. Once
Joan nudged Anna and pointed. A black bear, nearly the size of a grizzly,
ambled out from the scrub below the clearing. Through the glasses Anna could
see its nostrils open and close as it checked for danger. By good fortune and
foresight they were downwind. Dressed in muted colors, lying low on the rock,
they watched it unseen. A
quarter of an hour later a small grizzly sow, probably not quite three hundred
pounds, came from higher up. She was a rich brown, almost the same shade as the
black bear who, like many of his compatriots, was black only in name, not in
hue. With her was a single cub, one born this season. The cub ran after her,
nipping and tugging at her ankles. Anna smiled as she and Joan simultaneously
said awww under their breath. Half
an hour more and Anna was getting wiggly. Joan had spent so many hours in
uncomfortable positions watching empty tracts of land that she'd slid easily
into research time and moved not at all. But for the slow arcing of the glasses
as she scanned the area, Anna would have suspected her of having fallen asleep. Ten
minutes before sunset, when down-canyon winds, the night breath of the mountains,
was chilling the back of Anna's neck, Joan whispered a prayer. Oh,
my heavens, she said. He's a god. I must apologize to the lab at
the University of Idaho. Where?
Anna demanded. Where? Shh.
There. Twenty degrees west of the last tree. Closer in. There. Rory! she
hissed. Wake up. Come up. Bring your glasses. Anna
was scanning the huckleberry-choked hillside, seeing nothing but a blur. Then
he was there, standing on his hind legs easily eleven feet tall, easily twelve
hundred pounds and an incredible golden color. The rays of the setting sun
struck him full on the side, the light flaring like fire on his pelt, running
in sharp liquid flame over the pale guard hairs of his hump and the tops of his
ears. Jiminy, Anna breathed. Boone and Crockett, eat your
heart out. See
him? Joan whispered to Rory, who had belly-crawled up between them.
An Alaskan grizzly. The
magnificent creature was no more than twenty yards from where they lay. He had
been feeding on the huckleberries that grew thick through a low cut in the
hillside, little more than a ditch, but sufficient to hide him from sight until
he stood up on his hind legs. I
see him! Rory hollered, sudden and loud in his excitement. Shh,
Joan hissed, but it was too late. The great golden head turned in their
direction. The nostrils flared and the huge paws twitched. Even at a distance
of sixty feet, Anna could see the claws, four-inch nails, dull white against
the slightly darker fur of the animal's belly. Brown
eyes looked at the three of them, locked with Anna's then the bear looked away,
growled as if uncertain. His great forelegs swung, the incredible power in them
rippling smoothly beneath the backlit hide. The
black bear, the sow, even the little cub stopped feeding. The black bear huffed
and snorted, the sound an unhappy pig would make. For an instant it looked as
if he would stand, meet the challenge. Then he chose the better part of valor,
turned and loped away, quickly hidden by the ensnaring tangle of brush. The
cub squeaked and hopped in excitement and earned a stern cuff from its mother.
Silence settled back, unbroken by the noises of foraging animals. Unbroken by
the sound of breathing. Consciously, Anna stopped holding her breath. Crack.
Crack. Not
nearby but carrying clearly in the still air; the sound of twigs breaking, or
of wood on wood. The sound Anna had heard the night the bear tore up their
camp, the night she'd dreamed a bear stalked her hiding place in the rocks on
Cathedral Peak. Crack. The
great golden bear looked back at Anna's rock and roared, a huge and awful sound
that shook the hair on its chest and bared teeth red as blood in the failing
light. You
go, Anna said quietly. Anna—
Joan whispered. You
fucking go! Take Rory. Anna didn't—couldn't—take her eyes off the
bear. Behind her she heard hurried scraping as Joan and Rory slid down the back
of the rock out of the bear's line of sight. Anna doubted her vehemence had
convinced Joan to leave. Rand would be intent on saving the boy. A fear of
bears, faced with a bear of this magnitude, was bound to melt Rory's mind. Don't
let him run, Anna whispered. It didn't matter that Joan didn't hear her.
Joan knew more about bears than Anna ever would. Except maybe what it felt like
to be eaten by one. Crack. Again
the bear roared and dropped to all fours, never once looking away from Anna. Fleetingly
she wondered if she'd been wise sending Rory and Joan away. Bears were less
likely to attack groups. There were records of grizzlies attacking groups of
three and four but it was less common than attacks on a single person. But
this wasn't a regular bear. Joan knew it too—or sensed it. That's why she'd
gone. For
a moment the bear waited, huge golden paws flattening the grass, his great head
swaying from side to side as tiny bear thoughts in his small bear brain shook
into alignment. Anna had not moved. She could not decide whether to make
herself small and nonthreatening or as large and imposing as possible. She had
a hunch with this bear it wouldn't matter a damn what she did. The need to run
made her legs trembly. She ignored it. Not from bravery but because the image
of the bear lunging at her back was too terrifying. She
slipped the can of bear spray from her belt. Coming from behind her was
rustling, then a thump. Either Rory or Joan, like a Japanese maiden in a horror
movie, had tripped and fallen while fleeing the monster. The
great bear heard it too. His head ceased to sway. A roar built in the massive
chest as his eyes focused to the left of Anna's rock. Springing to her feet she
began waving her arms over her head. Large and imposing it was to be then,
though at five-foot-four and one-hundred-twenty pounds, Anna felt woefully
inadequate. Hey
bear, hey bear, she shouted. Crack.
Crack. Crack. A low whistle. The
grizzly charged. Never would Anna have believed an animal that size could move
that fast. The sun dyed his coat red and the fur rippled as he came, beautiful
and shining like that of a well-groomed golden retriever. Anna was so
transfixed by the uncanny beauty she forgot to be afraid for a second, forgot
to turn profile, forgot she was not supposed to look the animal in the eye,
forgot she held bear spray in her right hand. The
bear came on, his powerful legs moving over the broken ground with liquid
grace. Roaring was done. He was intent only on Anna. She could hear the labored
whuff of breath. He was enormous. Rising from the low swell of ground her rock
lookout topped, he towered over her. Not
running, not running, not running, chanted through her mind as she raised
the can of bear spray, a fly swatter against an avalanche. A
scream cut through to her. Not her own. A sharp cry that made the bear flinch. Drop
the pepper spray. God. Please. Anna
had heard the voice before. Faith, not trust, opened Anna's fingers and the
pepper spray fell away. Curling down after it, she rolled up like a pill bug,
her arms covering her ears, hands clasped over the back of her neck, knees
pulled up to protect her more vulnerable parts. The fetal position. This was
how she'd first been introduced to the world. Was this how she was going to
leave it? A
blow that nearly uncurled her pounded into her shoulder and she felt herself
knocked down the backside of the rock like a hockey puck off broken ice. Her
kneecap struck stone. Anna felt nothing but the impact. Pain would come later. Pressure.
The bear was on her. She could feel the weight of his chest against her side.
Fur, amazingly soft, pressed down on her bare legs. She felt the squash of the
great arms as the bear tried to crush her or roll her over. Her face was buried
in its pelt. Heat and smell and fur surrounded, suffocated. The bear was
absorbing her, smashing her into its very being. Heavy hot breath smelling of
huckleberries and things less pleasant washed over her face. Like a child, Anna
squeezed her eyes shut whispering, Go away, please go away. Crack. The
weight lifted. The animal growled, low and questioning, then roared and another
blow fell. This one did unwrap Anna from around herself. She felt her legs fly
out, her head snap back and she was rolling down the stony hillside. Her skull
smacked against rock and she cried out. Her eyes flew open. She saw the bear
and the darkness descending on her together. Anna
had not expected to wake up; or if she did, to wake in the tradition of Jonah,
in the innards of Monstro. First came thought, a sense of mind creeping forth
from a place far more distant than sleep. She knew she was thirsty and she knew
she was cold. Opening her eyes, she knew she was blind or had gone to a place
where sight did not matter. It was as black outside of her skull as it had been
within. It
wasn't that Anna did not care, it was that she could not think, so fear didn't
follow. As she lay in the black she noted she was breathing. With that fragment
of earthy information she began to assume she had not left the world she'd
grown accustomed to. Surely in heaven, hell, purgatory, Valhalla or wherever,
the incessant labor of lungs would no longer be mandatory. Form
came next, form in the darkness, shades of night. She lay on her side in a
patch of stone exposed by an old avalanche twenty feet or more from the rock
where she, Rory and Joan had sat watch. Night had come. If the moon had risen
it was weak and distant. Only the faint light of stars separated the earth from
the sky. Confusion
engendered by a bash on the head and waking in the dark was as brief as it was
intense. Time, place and circumstances reinstated themselves. The bear had left
her for dead. Possibly the fact she'd banged her head on a rock and gone
unconscious had saved her life. A black bear, a bear who attacked not to intimidate
and frighten off, but to procure dinner, would have taken a few pounds of
flesh. Satisfied she was no longer a threat the grizzly had left her in
one piece. One
battered piece. Without moving much, lest the bear had not gone away, Anna
assessed the damage as best she could. No claw or bite marks. None. That was a
surprise. Cuffed about as she had been, she thought surely she'd been cut. The
only blood she found was below her left ear where she'd collided with a rock.
Her head ached fiercely but the truly significant pain was in her knee. When
she rolled to all fours and tried to push herself up she nearly cried out loud.
Standing was actually an improvement, and though it hurt to do so, she was
relieved to find she could put her weight on it. The joint was not damaged but
the kneecap itself was either cracked or badly bruised. Why
hadn't the bear clawed or bitten her? It was in the nature of beasts to use
claws and teeth, to worry and strike and bite. The last she remembered before
the bear had bowled her down the hill like a hedgehog had been the furry
overpowering sensation that the creature was trying to embrace her. Hedgehog
. . . what had the report written in lavender ink said? Bear activity:
juggling a hedgehog. Observer activity: standing amazed. Anna
had been juggled, bowled and left, but for a chance accident, entirely
unscathed. Alive and well and standing amazed, Anna thought and hobbled to a stone where she could sit down, the
damaged knee unbent. The clearing was empty, no sign of the eaters of
huckleberries. No sign of Rory and Joan. Anna looked at her watch. She'd been
unconscious a long time, maybe twenty minutes or more. Another ten had been
used up while she metaphorically put herself back together again. Where the
hell was Joan? Why hadn't she come back to see if Anna lived or died? Because
her head hurt and she'd been left in the dirt by a giant bear, Anna attempted
to entertain the idea that Joan had abandoned her, run all the way back to West
Flattop Trail intent on saving her own skin. The
story wouldn't wash. Not only would it be out of character for Joan as a good
woman to leave another to die, it would be out of character for Joan as a good
researcher to leave a fantastically out-of-place golden Alaskan grizzly without
photos, scat samples and much in the way of scientific contemplation. Joan
was around. If she hadn't come back it was because she couldn't come back. Anna
felt the sickening boil of fear as she wondered if Joan had come back too soon.
If the bear had left Anna to pursue more lively Prey. She opened her mouth to
call out, thought better of it and closed it again. No time to go off
half-cocked. A few minutes limping and fumbling located her day pack. She took
inventory. A little food. Plenty of water. Pliers, hammer, staples, small
hard-sided case with the last skunk love-scent canister inside and a well-used
topographical map. Since she'd fully intended to be back in camp before
sundown, she'd not brought a flashlight. Joan had the radio and, search as she
might, the can of bear spray she'd dropped was not to be found. Feeling
unarmed and fragile, she sat again on her rock. The cold was deepening. She
didn't have a jacket with her for the same reason she was without a flashlight.
The Boy Scout motto came to mind. A lesson to be learned. Again. The hard way. Without
light she couldn't search for Joan. Without a radio, she couldn't call for
help. The one thing she could do was move from this exposed place. Pushing to
her feet, she limped slowly toward the thickening screen of alder that heralded
the pine forest proper. Chances of encountering a bear or the bear were
greater in the coverts, but like any hurt and frightened animal, Anna felt the
need to hide. Moving
slowly, favoring her bad knee, she picked her way over the rock-embedded land
past the miniature lake. Till the moon rose, her eyes were of questionable use
and she stopped every few steps to listen. Partly she listened for Joan and
Rory; mostly she listened for any sign that the bear was still in the
neighborhood. The only sounds she heard were those of her own making. Beneath
the alders darkness was absolute. Anna lost all sense of direction and, knowing
what she did was illogical and dangerous, she pushed on. Nowhere seemed safe.
Nowhere seemed a good place to stop. The small clearing was too exposed, too
near the water source where bears would come to drink. The thicket was too
closed in, too dark. Her knee was swelling, her head had left its dull ache to
throb, but still she could not bring herself to stop. Because
the patron saint of lost souls—or fools—guided her footsteps she came not to
the edge of a cliff or ravine but out of the thicket and into the more open
land beneath the pines. The
moon had yet to rise, but there was a hint of ambient light from the sky. After
feeling her way blindly through the brush, Anna felt relief as her eyes came
alive once more. The need to keep moving abated somewhat. That and the pain in
her knee finally convinced her it was wiser to stop. Back
against a pine, she straightened her leg, drank water and listened. From a ways
away—a mile, a yard, she couldn't tell—came the shush of a body passing through
brush. The water froze in Anna's throat. Forcing herself to swallow it, she
flinched at the audible gulping sound she made. More
listening. Faint, very faint, a hissing roar like that of distant water rushing
down a narrow gorge. No rivers this high, no streams of that magnitude; Anna
wondered if she was suffering an auditory hallucination brought on by a bang on
the head. Far away, disturbingly hard to get a sense of, the hissing continued.
Then, just as faint, just as clear in the still, crystal air, a clink. Metal,
the key to the aural conundrum. The
hiss was the familiar obnoxious noise of a Coleman stove, the clink a pan or
lid. Someone was making dinner. Anna pushed herself up, started toward the
sound in too much of a hurry. The knee gave out and she fell. When the pain
ebbed, she sent a tiny prayer of gratitude into a heaven she believed to be
deaf and dumb. Joan
would not leave her knocked out in a rocky field while she calmly prepared
dinner less than a mile away. Joan didn't have a stove or camp gear. Anna, in
her rush to be right, had dragged her and Rory into this mess as unprepared as
she herself was. For
a time she remained sprawled on the soft carpet of needles, unsure whether it
was better to go see who was camping in her woods or to run away. The
rumble from the Coleman stopped. An angry voice, just one, the words unclear
but the savage tone unmistakable, made the decision for her. Setting her mind
beyond the pain in her leg, Anna moved toward the source of the noise with
infinite care, one step, one tree at a time. Twice she was stopped. Twice she
thought she heard the stealthy padding of oversized paws on the pine needles in
the darkness behind her. The
steps stopped when she stopped. Maybe it was only the crush of her own booted
feet placed with such care. Maybe she imagined it. Whatever the source, Anna no
longer wanted to run away. The terror behind her was as insistent as that which
lay ahead. The
ranting voice, though more unsettling, was easier to track through the dark
than the amorphous hiss of the stove had been. A person venting with such
energy also made enough of a racket to cover the unavoidable sounds of her progress;
she covered ground quickly. Speed
acted against her in a peculiar way. The faster she moved, the more she
believed she was being pursued, the better she could imagine the glowing eyes
and bared teeth inches from the nape of her neck. It took effort and a damaged
knee to keep her from giving in to childlike panic and running toward the sound
of a human voice. A
misstep. The knee twisted and Anna was forced to a halt. Her breathing was
ragged. She'd broken a sweat that would soon turn to chill. Out of control, she
warned herself, and Breathe. Not
making noise in body by movement or in mind by fear of the dark and the
monsters that dwelt therein, Anna began to hear distinct words: Out. Not
a fucking game. By Christ I will. Sobered,
she moved again. Closing out the vision of the bear, she returned to the
calming slowness that had marked her progress in the beginning, careful to make
no sound, barge into no solid objects in the dark. Another
minute and she stopped abruptly. Perhaps fifteen feet in front of her was a
dark form. A man, she guessed. He held a flashlight that he was pointing into
the woods in the opposite direction from where she stood. By its backwash she
could see he was tall and under his right arm he held a long-barreled rifle. In
the pale spill of the flash she saw Joan and Rory. Joan's
face was colorless but for black around one corner of her mouth that could be
blood or dirt. Her wrists and ankles were tied together so she had to sit
hunched over, elbows around her knees. Rory was beside her. His ankles had been
lashed together but his hands were free. He held them palm up in front of his
face as if he felt for raindrops. At his feet the Coleman stove lay on its
side, a pan tipped over nearby. Rory'd
been put to cooking, Anna guessed. In a rage the man with the flashlight had
kicked over the stove, burning Rory's hands in the process. Goddamn
it, the man bellowed. The light swung like a sword, piercing the darkness
several feet to Anna's left. Staring right at her, Bill McCaskil screamed,
Come out now or I'll blow their fucking heads off! 23 The
McCaskil who held the rifle and the flashlight was a different man than
the shifty Lothario Anna remembered. Days alone in the wilderness had had an
adverse effect on the city boy. His beard was rough, his hair matted and spiky
by turns, his clothes dirty. The biggest change was the eyes. McCaskil was
scared, scared to the point of unreason. Even in the dim backwash of the
flashlight Anna could see his irises were entirely ringed in white as his
facial muscles pulled the lids away. Whatever edge he'd been running toward
when he came to Glacier, McCaskil had been pushed over it. A
crazy man, a scared crazy man, with a rifle and hostages. In law enforcement
this was what was referred to as a worst-case scenario. Out,
McCaskil cried in a voice ugly with fear. He swung the rifle toward Rory and
Joan, and Anna raised her hands, stepped forward. She never made it into the
light. McCaskil was wheeling, screaming, the flashlight raking the trees. He'd
not seen her. I'm
not going to hurt him. His voice became wheedling as he turned. Silence
followed, deepened by the darkness and the trees. Balthazar's mine!
he shrieked and Anna flinched. Whomever he shouted for, it wasn't her. Joan and
Rory must have told him they were alone. Anna blessed them for their courage and
began creeping around the circle. McCaskil was beyond negotiation even if she'd
had anything to negotiate with. Running away was the best option. With the
cover of night she could do it easily if she left Joan and Rory. A
gut-numbing roar froze the cowardly thoughts; bear—the bear— close by.
McCaskil screamed high and shrill, and the rifle at his side fired, the glare
of the muzzle harsh and bright and then gone, leaving a red wound seared across
Anna's night vision. I'll
kill them. You'll have killed them, he screamed into the night.
Like you killed that Van Slyke woman. Butcher. I'll do it. A
great gush of terror brought the contents of Anna's stomach into her throat and
she had to fight to keep from retching. The slicer of faces was somewhere in
the darkness with her. He, and a great bear that seemed to have an agenda of
its own. Run away, run away, she
thought and moved to the next tree, closer to Joan and Rory. The
two of them sat shoulder to shoulder about fifteen feet from the mad McCaskil.
Ranting, a second round fired, the thrashing of his booted feet as he made
short, aborted dashes at sounds only he could hear, covered the noise Anna made
as she moved. The
west-facing slope was dryer than the valleys, and there was little undergrowth,
not much in the way of cover but shadow and luck. Behind Rory and Joan, several
yards in the woods, Anna parked herself in the shelter of a tree that she hoped
was wide enough to hide her should McCaskil's light come back around. Her shirt
was gray, her shorts green— all to the good—but in the near-perfect darkness
under the pines, should light touch on her bare arms, her legs or her face,
they would shine like beacons. Making
herself small in mind if not in body, she wriggled out of her day pack and set
it squarely in front of her where probing light would not fire its burgundy hue
in a dun and green landscape. Working by feel, Anna groped through it. Her
breath was coming in short shallow gasps, audible, panicked. Her scalp was
tingling and she was losing sensation in her hands and feet. Hyperventilating,
she warned herself. Too scared. Lifting the pack to her face in lieu
of the traditional paper sack, she breathed into it, then out. The smells of
her short history in Glacier were all there: peanut butter, skunk, sweat, fish guts,
grease, dust. The skin on her head loosened, her heart ceased to pound in her
ears, her fingers began to feel like fingers. Ten breaths more, counted out
over a brief eternity, and she put the pack down again. In her hand were the
wire cutters, quicker and more sure than a Swiss army knife dulled from years
of promiscuous use. The
light flew erratically past. She waited a moment for the sound of a rifle shot
and the sudden blasting away of an exposed elbow or knee, but she'd not been
spotted. Further out into the trees, drowned in the impossible ink of a
woodland night, she heard the stealthy sound of padded feet moving over duff. Nothing
she could do about that. She pushed it from her mind. A
quick peek let her know McCaskil had turned again and faced away from her. He
stopped shouting. In a voice dead calm and more frightening because of it, he
spoke to the darkness, In one minute I will kill the boy. You can save
him. Balthazar's life for the boy's. One minute. He began counting down
in a loud voice. Out of the frying pan, Anna
said to herself and rolled from the cover of her tree. Ignoring the burst of
pain in her injured knee, she moved as rapidly as possible toward the others.
In seconds she knelt behind Rory. Not a sound, she hissed in his
ear. She showed him the wire cutters and he understood. Quickly and quietly, he
swung his feet around. Joan's
head turned. Without light Anna could not read her expression. She trusted in
Joan's good sense. What she could not know was how much of it fear had eaten
away. As there was nothing to be done to reassure either the researcher or
herself, Anna ignored her. Closing
her mind to the possibilities, Anna felt at Rory's ankles. Thin, hard plastic;
McCaskil had bound his prisoners with the disposable cuffs policemen carry as
spares. Clearly he'd come prepared. Though virtually impossible to break, he
couldn't have picked anything more vulnerable to fence pliers, and Anna was
grateful. Twenty-nine,
McCaskil called. Twenty-eight. Snip,
snip. Anna
clipped a bit of Rory's flesh along with the plastic and he hollered,
Ouch! The wretched rotten boy actually said ouch.
Sorry, he whispered too late. He's
turning, Joan hissed. Run,
Anna said and pushed Rory to his feet, run! She shoved at
unidentified bits of boy anatomy as she scrambled to her feet to follow. A
hailstorm of words, shrieked and screamed from what sounded like the throats of
a multitude of demons, rained down. McCaskil's threats, Rory's squeaks, Joan's
exhortations and Anna's own sailor-like vocabulary of meaningless obscenities.
McCaskil's flashlight shivered and snapped. In her mind Anna heard Teddy
Pinson, an old college friend, intone, 'The vorpal blade went
snicker-snack!' Rory
disappeared in darkness followed by a gunshot close and loud, a blow on Anna's
eardrums. Cutting through trauma-induced deafness came a scream. Anna's mind
folded down in confusion. The metallic swallowing sound of a bolt-action rifle
and another round was chambered. Anna'd fallen. Had she been shot and screamed?
Had the bullet found Rory in the dark? Before enough time had elapsed to draw a
full breath, Anna knew she'd not been hit. Her knee had given out as she'd
lunged for the cover of the woods. No! That
was Joan. Anna rolled and the butt of McCaskil's rifle pounded down, not the
killing blow to the back of the head he'd intended, but a glancing strike to
the shoulder that made Anna cry out. McCaskil
had thrown aside the flashlight. The beam ran along the ground catching up the
rust of the needles, illuminating the man's booted feet. Anna bunched up her
weight on her left hip and kicked out. The sole of her boot connected with
McCaskil's ankle. Fierce pain shot up from her bad knee but she scarcely felt it.
McCaskil went down on one knee. Writhing
across the slippery bed of needles, as single-minded as a sidewinder, Anna
struck out again, connecting this time with his shin. The man bellowed in rage
and fell back on butt and heels. No time to rise and shine. Knowing she had
more strength in her legs than her upper body, Anna propelled herself after
him. Crablike, snakelike, scuttling like a scorpion, hoping like any low and
little thing to strike quickly enough and with enough venom to survive one more
day. McCaskil
retreated. He hit the fallen flashlight and the beam spun, a drunken beacon,
then stopped, spotlighting the two of them. McCaskil had the thirty-ought-six,
a Weatherby, Anna noted from habit, raised to his shoulder, the barrel pointed
between his knees past the toes of his boots at her face. Even a madman would
not miss at this range. Easy,
Bill. You're okay, Bill. It won't work. Rory's gone; a witness. You can't do
it, Bill. Give it up, Bill. Joan
was talking: smooth, calming as if to a wounded and wild beast. She was doing,
saying all the right things, using the man's name, trying to bring him back to
himself. It
was too late. Whatever indicates reason, an indefinable inner light in the eye,
had gone out in Bill McCaskil. Shadows scraped up from the cockeyed light,
making of his nose a mountain that eclipsed one side of his face from the
piecemeal sun. His upper lip, long, well formed, the skin darkened with a
week's growth of beard, curled up exposing teeth that shone white and feral.
With that small movement McCaskil's face ceased to be human and Anna knew he
was going to kill her. She did not want Bill McCaskil's to be the face that
went with her into eternity. She turned her head, looked at Joan Rand. A
roar shattered the tableau, so close, so visceral, the wild rage of the world
and of the mind gathered into a sound so dark and awful, the night itself
seemed to have turned on them. Mingling with it were terrible screams and the
hopeless sound of a David being torn to pieces by a Goliath of fur and fury. Rory!
Joan cried. McCaskil
jumped. The rifle barrel moved an inch off center. Anna grabbed the barrel and
kicked at his knee. Bones loosened by the thunder of the bear, McCaskil let go.
Anna yanked the rifle from his nerveless fingers. Dragging it, she crawled away
in an undignified but necessary retreat. Close fighting was not for the small
of frame. The
horrible roaring deepened, intensified, and Anna found herself crouched, gun
across her knees like a frightened hillbilly. Breathing past the primal terror,
she forced herself to her feet, braced her back against a tree to stop her
shaking and to take the weight off her weak knee. McCaskil made no attempt to
rise, to run, to finish killing Anna or to be killed by her. The
roaring went on and on pinning him to the ground, Anna to the tree and Joan to
the tiny patch of earth her bonds had made her home for too long. The
flashlight rocked back and forth, making shadows wild. Finally it stopped. The
roaring stopped. Time itself stopped, or so it seemed. Anna's arms were
quivering, the rifle hard to hold. Thin whimpering percolated through the
new-made stillness: hers, McCaskil's, Rory's, Joan's— it was impossible to
tell. The
darkness just beyond the reach of the flashlight shivered, changed. Anna
leveled the Weatherby at the manifestation and waited somewhere beyond fear,
just this side of insanity. Ripples
of gold unsettled the shadow, catching the imperfect light of the flash. Out of
the woods padded the great grizzly, beside him the crying boy with the smile of
a saint. On the bear's other side walked Rory, the same Rory whose screams had
indicated he was snack food. The
spinning effervescence of a fairy tale snatched up Anna's brain. This bear was
with them, of them, glittering gold protector of babes lost in the woods. A
dozen stories of wild things become human, princes enchanted, curses fulfilled,
were physically manifest and Anna was ensorcelled, charmed, turned to wood and
bark like a recalcitrant wood nymph. Her limbs could not move. Her voice had
locked itself away deep in her throat. Don't
shoot him, the boy said, as if Anna could have destroyed that much beauty
even to save her own worthless hide. His name is Balthazar. How
do you do? Anna croaked idiotically. To her amazement the bear raised a
single huge paw to shake and she laughed, sounding, at least in her ears, a
little on the hysterical side. Recovering
from the bear theatrics—given that Rory's skin was still whole and he was in
it, that's what the roaring must have been—McCaskil crawled toward the
enclosing ring of darkness. The bear's enormous head swung toward him and an
echo of the bone-melting roar rumbled in his chest. Keep
that goddamn bear off me, McCaskil cried, his voice ragged from yelling. Balthazar
doesn't like him, Geoffrey said. When we were little he used to
tease us something awful. We.
The boy and the great bear had grown up together. Staggered by the unreality of
the scene, Anna found herself wondering if they were brothers. Enough
of her training survived this onslaught of otherworldliness that she continued
to watch McCaskil with one eye and half of a reeling brain. He feared Balthazar
more than he feared her or the Weatherby. You
can't let that bear come after me, he said. That's illegal. Anna
said nothing. Should the bear eat William McCaskil, her greatest concern would
be for the animal's digestion. Her
head hurt, her knee was killing her, she was very tired. Overriding these
fleeting discomforts was a bear of legend not ten feet from her. More than
anything, she wanted to touch him, play with him, listen to the stories he
might tell. It crossed her mind to let McCaskil go. His nerves shot, his rifle
taken, he was of little threat to a party of five souls, particularly when one
of them weighed over a thousand pounds and came from the factory equipped with
an astonishing arsenal of edged weapons. Ruick
would pick McCaskil up in the frontcountry or the Montana state police would
nail him eventually. Maniac turned craven, the man actually looked rather
pathetic oozing toward the woods and temporary freedom. Being captured by a
crippled-up lady ranger would only add to his humiliation. That
thought brought with it the tug of petty revenge that pulled Anna back to a
sense of duty. Stay, she ordered McCaskil. You
can't shoot a man if he runs. Not unless he's a threat to life. I read
that, McCaskil said, but he made no move to test the theory. You
qualify, Anna said flatly. McCaskil had given up. Anna did not think she
was fooled. She'd seen it enough times: the deflation as the tension of keeping
up the fight, or the lie, or the act was given over. Still, she did not lower
her guard. Cleverer people than she had been tricked, and died because of it. Rory
found the wire cutters and freed Joan. Joan held the flashlight and Anna the
rifle while McCaskil bound his own hands and feet with more of the plastic
disposable cuffs Geoffrey found in his pack. Balthazar, the great golden bear,
sat on huge haunches, ancient eyes watching like a primitive god. The
sense of unreality was such Anna felt giddy and could not stop herself from
being flippant and cracking jokes. Tension still on but terror fading, the
others, with the exception of William McCaskil, caught her mood and the dark
between the trees took on a mad-tea-party feel. Checking
McCaskil's bonds, Anna had to force her discipline, school her mind to pay
attention to detail, to take seriously the business of catching and keeping a
felon. When
their makeshift camp had been made as safe as plastic ties could make it, Joan
righted McCaskil's stove and boiled water for hot drinks. Anna would have
traded her boots for a good dollop of brandy to give her tea backbone but was
grateful for the beverage even without it. Given
the homely activity of serving tea and cocoa, normalcy might have been expected
to return but for the fact that a huge bear sat among them, his dark eyes
following their puny movements, his pale golden belly round and Buddha-like
under paws the size of serving platters. We'll
talk, Anna said when the rushing of the stove was silenced and she'd once
again checked on McCaskil, cuffed and chained to a tree with the links that
usually served as Balthazar's lead. Your
name is not Mickleson-Nicholson, but Geoffrey Micou, isn't that right?
she asked. The
boy sat with his arms around his knees looking weary and relieved and terribly
sad. He wasn't as old as Rory, maybe fifteen. The silky brown hair was greasy,
flattened against his skull by a ball cap that Balthazar had gotten hold of and
was in the process of dismembering with delicate nips of his inch-long canines. I'm
Geoffrey Micou. I just—just made up that other name. Carl
G. Micou was your dad? Anna asked and he looked surprised. The line about
old age and treachery winning every time came to her mind. Geoffrey was at an
age where he could still believe each and every one of his thoughts was new,
unique to the world. He had yet to learn that all the stories have already been
told. What remains is to choose the story one likes best and live that. We
found your truck and trailer—your dad's truck— Anna explained. The
tags were registered in the name of Carl Micou. Oh.
Geoffrey sounded disappointed, magic losing its charm once the trick is
explained. That was what we used to move Balthazar. Dad had it made
over. I
know, Anna said. The ranger found omnivore food in it. She
didn't add that, until recently, they hadn't known it was omnivore food. It
served her purposes to appear omniscient. Besides, it was fun. He
fucking stole him. McCaskil dripped his acid into the circle. That
bear's mine. Joan
turned to him. In lieu of her traditional campfire candle, they had put
McCaskil's flashlight butt-down in their midst, needing the security of
watching their prisoner and, for Anna at least, the unending awe of watching
the bear. In the dim fallout, Joan's face was hard, its customary softness
hidden away from the man chained to the tree. Don't
talk, she said. We don't want to talk to you. We don't care what
you think or feel. Her voice was so devoid of humanity Anna was made
cold. McCaskil must have jumped way over onto Joan's bad side when he took a
shot at Rory. McCaskil
subsided. I
did steal him, Geoffrey said with a fond look at his monolithic
companion. Nobody should own a bear like Balthazar. He's not just a
thing. You're
my map boy, aren't you? Joan asked. Geoffrey
blinked a few times, long dark lashes settling like feathers below wide-set
hazel eyes. Then the sense of what she was asking came to him. Yes,
ma'am. I thought if I knew where the food was, I could take Balthazar there and
teach him to eat it. Reintroduce
him to the wild, Anna said, thinking of the looting of glacier lilies,
the mining of cutworm moths. Why the park? There're plenty of places in
Canada and Alaska. You
don't let anybody shoot them in the park, Geoffrey said simply. Ah.
The logic was indisputable. One does not take a friend to live where murderers
are waiting to take his life. Why
didn't you ask for help? Years of motherhood and carrying pain for
children ached in Joan's voice. You'd've
said no, Geoffrey answered. Everybody would have said no. Neither
Anna nor Joan was naive—or dishonest—enough to argue with him. The bear
belonged to somebody else. Geoffrey was a kid. He would have been blown off on
several accounts. That
bear's my property, McCaskil felt bound to pipe up. Reassured by the
company of others, safe from the bear and, in a strange way, safe within his
bonds from the responsibility for decision or action, William McCaskil was
recovering his equilibrium. Anna liked him better mute and cowering. Can't
have pets where you'll be living for the next fifty years, she said. Anna
guessed the bear really did belong to William McCaskil if it was legally
obtained as a cub. The brochure had listed the owners of Fetterman's Adventure
Trails as George and Suzanne Fetterman. McCaskil had been born to a woman named
Suzanne. Anna's bet was Fetterman was Suzanne's second husband, McCaskil's
stepfather. Hence the use of Fetterman as an alias. He'd have been grown when
Geoffrey was young but evidently visited Mom often enough to torment a little
boy and a little bear. McCaskil must have inherited Adventure Trails when old
man Fetterman died. The
thought process rippled quickly through Anna's mind. It could be verified
easily enough. At present she chose not to speak of it. She didn't wish to give
William McCaskil the right of anything. Mr.
McCaskil was going to sell Balthazar, Geoffrey said. I
found a home for him, a nice ranch in British Columbia where he would roam
free, McCaskil said virtuously. Boone
and Crockett, Anna snapped. Balthazar would have been shot as a
wild bear by some slob hunter for a trophy. What were they offering? A hundred
thousand? Two? That must've seemed a fortune to a small-time fraud like you. Or
could you get more because Balthazar would stand and roar on cue, add to the
drama? Even charge and attack without any real risk to the hunter. You're a son-of-a-bitch,
McCaskil. Be nice and shut up or you will be shot trying to escape. As a
rule, Anna refrained from abusing prisoners in her custody. The venom she
poured out on McCaskil was tied directly into the loss and outrage she felt
looking across the flashlight at the quiet miracle eating a red ball cap and
thinking of him destroyed for the sake of a little entertainment and bragging
rights. Mr.
McCaskil told me that's what he was going to do, Geoffrey said. He
said I could visit Balthazar's head after it was on somebody's wall. He said
that to me. That's when I took Balthazar. I wrote you from the road, he
told Joan. I've got a laptop and a cell phone back where my stuff's
at. Does
the bear—Balthazar—do whatever you say? Rory spoke for the first time.
Anna covered her mouth to hide her smile. The envy was heavy in Rory's voice.
What boy, what person of any age or gender, wouldn't want a
twelve-hundred-pound omnivore as friend and backup? Pretty
much, Geoffrey said. My dad was Mr. Fetterman's animal curator.
They got Balthazar when he was really tiny and I was about ten. We grew up
together and I helped Dad train him and we'd do shows together. People liked
seeing us, a bear and a little boy. After Dad died, Mr. Fetterman kept me on. I
lived in his wife's old sewing room—Mrs. Fetterman had been dead a year or so
before Dad went. I took over with Balthazar. He's a trained bear but he's not a
pet, he warned and Anna noted he shot her as severe a glance as he did
Rory. He's a wild animal. They've got their own rules and you can't go
around breaking them. Balthazar can't be scared or hurt or teased. He doesn't
understand it. That's why he hates Mr. McCaskil so much. When he smells him he
knows something bad is happening and he goes back to bear rules to save
himself. Fucking
menace, McCaskil growled. Balthazar
growled back and McCaskil shut up. How
do you tell him what to do? Rory asked. Lots
of ways. He responds to a few verbal commands. He'll sit down and play dead to
whistles. Some tricks he taught himself and just does them for fun when he's
happy. He likes to juggle—kind of play catch really—with pinecones. Sometimes
he just starts in to dance even when there's no music. I
guess I'll pay closer attention to bizarre bear management reports in the
future, Joan said, and Anna laughed. Geoffrey
went on, For the show, Dad taught him to growl and stand tall and charge
by different numbers of raps on pieces of wood. He picked the wood because the
noise was natural and it would seem more real. We
found one of your clacking sticks, Anna said. After the night you
and Balthazar tore up our camp. Geoffrey
looked away, fixing his eyes on the flashlight between them. I'm sorry
about that. I just wanted you to leave. Balthazar got into some kind of trap
thing. A tree with wire around. It took me fifteen minutes to get him to leave.
He'd got hold of a little thing that smelled like cherry candy up in the little
tree and wouldn't stop playing with it, I figured it was one of those traps
you'd told me about that day we met. I was afraid you'd find out somehow. Ah,
Joan said. And here I blamed the last team for hanging the love scent too
low. Who could know? She smiled. Geoffrey
continued with his story, I was trying to teach Balthazar to dig lilies
around there. We'd tried other places but there were other bears and they
scared him. I thought if we did that—you know, to your camp—you'd be scared
away. Joan
reached out. She must have thought better of touching Geoffrey because her hand
stopped partway. You can't scare away researchers by letting them know
there's a subject in the neighborhood, she said. I
didn't know that then. Joan
boiled more water. More hot drinks were made. Out of a sense of duty, Anna made
a cup of cocoa for McCaskil. When they'd settled again, she said to Geoffrey
Micou, Why don't you tell us about Balthazar killing that woman? Rory
gasped audibly. McCaskil laughed. They're going to shoot that killer
bear, he said. He'd've been better off with me. Maybe he'd've run
off and lived. Geoffrey covered his face with both hands, a gesture both
theatrical and genuine. Anna!
Joan scolded her for insensitivity. To Rory she said, Are you okay with this? Anna
had forgotten the dead woman was Rory's stepmother. Guilt nudged her but
curiosity was stronger and she didn't withdraw the request. I'm
okay with it, Rory said. Joan looked at him hard trying to see past
strange shadows and high school bravado. Apparently she was satisfied. The
woman who died was Rory's stepmother, she explained to Geoffrey. The
hands over the boy's face crawled up into his hair to become fists, strands of
brown spiking out between the fingers. Whatever Micou felt floated to the
surface where it could be easily seen by anyone with eyes. Perhaps growing up
brother to a bear had denied him humanity's greatest defensive weapon: the lie. I'm
sorry. I'm so sorry. The words squeezed out through a throat full of
tears. It's
okay, the older boy said. I've got my dad. Fleetingly
Anna wished Lester Van Slyke had been there to hear Rory say that. Not that
Lester deserved it. Realistically it would probably not be long before he
compromised his son's respect with another self-assassinating relationship. Go
on, Anna said. Go
ahead with your story, Joan repeated, with more gentleness and better
results. Balthazar
and me had done your camp to scare you away. I knew you'd gone off, he
said to Rory. When Balthazar smashed your tent it rolled like a
tumbleweed and we knew you weren't in it. That's why I let him play with it. We
wouldn't have hurt anybody. Anyway, afterward we were both wired and shaky and
ran back to the trail. I thought we should get a ways away before we hid out. We
couldn't be anywhere there were people when it got light. Hide out till you
guys left and we could come back for the lilies. The
lady was coming down the trail just as it was getting light and I dove for
cover and started whistling for Balthazar but he was up tall and sniffing and
growling like she was some big scary something. He's used to people. I've only
see him do that when— When
Mr. McCaskil is around? Anna asked. That's
right. He's scared of him. This
lady was wearing Bill McCaskil's coat, Anna said. She took it from
his tent before she started out that morning. Stupid
slut, McCaskil said. Watch
it, Anna retorted. That's
it then. Geoffrey turned to Balthazar. I was worried about
you, he told the bear. To the people waiting he said, This whole
thing has been stressful for Balthazar. I mean, I'd never been out of Florida
but Balthazar's never been anywhere. The other bears scare him. Deer scare him.
He almost ran off that cliff up by the army moth place. He's never been in a world
that had cliffs in its floor. I was afraid maybe it was too much for him He'd
been off his feed and some of his hair fell out. I thought maybe when he saw
that lady he had a nervous breakdown. You're okay, pal, he said to his
friend. She was just wearing Mr. McCaskil's coat. Balthazar
exonerated, he turned back to his human audience. She started taking
flash pictures, pop, pop, pop. He's used to pictures but I think in the low
light like that and him being already upset and all—I don't know, maybe it blinded
him or something. He started roaring and walking toward her on his hind legs. I
know by now Balth isn't himself and I'm out yelling and whistling like mad.
This lady keeps popping and getting closer and I'm yelling for her to stop and
Balth to stop and nobody's listening to me. Then Balth gets almost on top of
her and she pulls out a little can like that stuff you had. Geoffrey
nodded at Anna. She squirted him and he just went nuts—he swung and her
head snapped over. Way over. God. His
hands came down out of his hair where they'd been pulling at it during the
telling and covered his face again. The
riddle What was soft enough not to cut but could he swung with enough
force to sever a woman's spinal cord was answered. But
her face was cut off— Rory began. Geoffrey
started to cry, silently, the tears working their way through his fingers to
paint pale tracks in the grime on the back of his hands. Anna
quieted Rory with a gesture. Joan patted him on the knee to let him know she
didn't mean to be so abrupt. Balthazar's
claws left marks on her face, Anna said. Geoffrey
nodded. You'd've come looking for a killer bear. You'd've found us. For
a minute Anna sat sipping tea already grown cold. A fifteen-year-old boy
dragging the body into hiding then cutting away the flesh, probably with his
pocket knife, weeping as he wept now at the memory of it. She doubted Timmy
would have gone half the distance for Lassie. You
put the—ah—clawed pieces in a tree after. I
didn't want anybody to see or you'd know but I was afraid if I buried it
another bear might dig it up. You know, get a taste for it. Then get himself
into trouble. Geoffrey
recovered from the tears. Anna suspected his life at Fetterman's Adventure
Trails had had its share of life and death. He'd get over Carolyn's. He
scrubbed his face until the tears had been smeared around. You
took her water bottle and the film, Anna said. I can understand the
film, why the water? I
didn't mean to. It had fallen out of her pack on the trail. I found it after. I
didn't want to—to go back. So I took it. Then when I saw him— you, Rory—and I
knew you'd run off without anything. I left it by you to drink. You
took my sweatshirt, Rory said, sounding more honored than offended. I'm
sorry, Geoffrey said. My shirt had stuff on it. Blood. And I'd tore
it up to make a rope so I could hang the bag with the . . . you know. I
thought if hikers caught sight of me with no shirt they'd remember me. You
left me water, too, Anna said. Up on Cathedral Peak after Mr.
McCaskil here tried to kill me. Geoffrey
nodded. I'd read a person can live a long time without food but not
without water. I'm sorry about the bottle. Balthazar got to playing with it.
We'll buy you a new one. He
looked across the upward beam of light at Anna, his clear hazel eyes as old as
stone. What
will happen to Balthazar now? he asked. Nothing
bad, Anna promised. Hah.
McCaskil. Nothing
bad, she repeated. I swear that on the worthless life our
prisoner. 24 Anna
came to look back on that night with the odd dreaming reality with which she
remembered much of her childhood. A time when everything was new and hence
nothing was strange. Miracles were commonplace and, so, unremarkable. The
rules, not yet pounded into the fabric of the mind like great rusted nails,
were easily suspended. A
circus of arrest and rescue came to them the following morning,
masterfully planned and efficiently ringmastered by Chief Ranger Harry Ruick.
Buck was with him and Gary, both armed with Weatherby Magnum bolt-action
rifles—enough stopping power for a bear the size of Balthazar.
They'd need it if anything went haywire, Anna thought, because they'd have to
shoot through the person of Geoffrey Micou before they got to the shaggy body
of his brother. Anna turned over the thirty-ought-six McCaskil had donated. It
wouldn't stop a bear but would do a lot of damage. The
shortest route out was down McDonald Creek, the western half of a large loop
trail that started and ended at Packers Roost. Though her knee was bothering
her, she eschewed horseback and walked most of the way out. She wanted to be
near Balthazar. She found unending delight in the play of sun and shadow over
his fur, the lumbering grace of his walk, the sharp accents his long claws made
on his tracks in the dust. Because of the potential for problems, Harry closed
the trail to visitors, citing the uninteresting excuse of dead elk near it causing
a potential bear hazard. Balthazar's trailer and the pickup to pull it had been
taken out of impound and would be waiting at the end of the trail. At
Packers Roost the bear and the boy were separated. Balthazar was taken to a
holding pen loaned by a West Glacier entrepreneur who ran a Bear Country
attraction where tourists could see black bears. Bill
McCaskil was taken to the county jail to be held until formal charges and
setting bail were arranged for. With his list of aliases and a charge of
kidnapping researchers and attempting to murder a federal law enforcement
officer, he would probably await trial behind bars. Rory
agreed he had had enough of the DNA project and would be going home to Seattle
with his dad. Joan promised to clear everything up with Earthwatch. Geoffrey
Micou proved a bit of a problem. He was just turned sixteen, a minor and an
orphan. Mr. Fetterman had taken care of him after his father's death but he
hadn't bothered to make the boy go to school. Geoffrey dropped out in the
seventh grade. He was extremely bright and had taught himself a great deal but
was officially truant. Montana Child and Family Services were brought in.
Though Joan fought to keep him with her at least until his future was settled,
he had been spirited away. Anna
was left with the promise she had made that nothing bad would happen. For
three days she and Joan and Harry contacted zoos and research facilities. Grown
Alaskan grizzlies with Balthazar's peculiar history were not in demand. No one
wanted him. He could not survive on his own. Despite the goodwill surrounding
the magnificent beast, Anna became afraid the only solution would be a Final
Solution. Then the trust of a boy and a huge chunk of magic would be
ripped out of a world already short on both. Anna
flew out of Kalispell headed for Dallas knowing she had failed. Solving a
murder case, catching a felon—these things were necessary on some level but in
essence mundane. The world was not bettered by the knowledge that Carolyn Van
Slyke died by accident. Perhaps Florida's finances were marginally safer by the
removal of one con man from the premises, but there would be others to take his
place. At his core, William McCaskil was not a violent man, Anna believed. He
was a greedy immoral man pushed to violence by his own fears. The
thirty-ought-six he'd said he bought for self-defense. Anna figured he meant to
use it to threaten Geoffrey: 'Do as I say or the bear gets it.' Until Geoffrey
put Balthazar back into the transport trailer for him, McCaskil had nothing.
Whether or not, no longer panicked, he would have killed Geoffrey, Anna would
never know. She didn't think so. Geoffrey was no real threat to him without
Balthazar. Her
failure had been in the most important element of the crime: saving the
wonderful bear. Back
in Mississippi, she prayed to various gods known to have a soft spot for
animals and felt a fool and a hypocrite for doing so. She was surly to her
field rangers, avoided her boyfriend and was unmerciful to speeders. On
her fourth day back she received a Federal Express package from Joan. Anna had
been praying to the wrong gods. Help had come in the form of Glacier's former
superintendent, now serving in Yosemite. The park service is a small town.
Glacier's old superintendent was friends with the superintendent of
Canyonlands. Outside the park, near Moab, Utah, lived a man who trained most of
the large and dangerous animals Hollywood used in its movies. He would take
Balthazar. That was the good news. The great news was that he would take
Geoffrey Micou as well, as an apprentice. Hallelujah!
Anna said. The
package had come to the ranger station in Port Gibson, where she was stationed.
Unable to wait, she'd ripped it open in the outer office and read it standing
in the middle of the floor. Randy Thigpen, one of her field rangers with whom
having a lady Yankee boss did not sit well, was at his desk. What'd you
get? he demanded. The
bear's going to be okay. Randy knew the story and Anna didn't elaborate. Whoop-ti-doo,
he said. Anna's
good cheer was undaunted. And I got a present. A small package
wrapped in gold foil and marked A souvenir of your trip. Love, Joan
had been stuffed into the bottom of the cardboard envelope. With childish
impatience Anna tore it open. Inside was a glass vial filled with brown liquid
and moss-like matter. Balthazar and the date were penned on the
sticker pasted to the side. What
is it? Thigpen asked. Shit,
Anna said happily. I
guess just everybody loves you, Thigpen growled. Joan
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