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Genre:
Epic Fantasy
Author:
Curt Benjamin
Name: Prince
of Dreams
Series:
Volume One of Seven Brothers Trilogy
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PART ONE
THE ROAD TO DURFHAG
Chapter One
"So THIS is dying." Llesho
strained against his bonds, tormented by the fire burning in his gut and the
icy sweat dripping from his shivering body. In his brief moments of lucidity,
he wondered how he could burn and tremble with cold at the same time and where
he was and how he had come to be a prisoner again. In his delirium, Master
Markko came to him as a winged beast with the claws of a lion and the tail of a
snake, or sometimes as a great bird with talons sharp as swords tearing the
entrails from his belly. Always Llesho heard the magician's voice echoing
inside his head: "Among
the weak, yes; this is dying." No
escape. He knew, vaguely, that he cried out in his sleep, just as he knew that
help wouldn't come. . . . "Are
you waiting for someone?" Master Den rounded the rough wooden bench and
sat next to Llesho, quiet until the confusion had cleared from his face.
"Your eyes were open, but you didn't answer when I called." "I
was dreaming," Llesho answered, his voice still fogged with distant
horror. "Remembering a dream, actually." A
low waterfall chuckled in front of him, reminding him of where he was. The
Imperial City of Shan had many gardens, but the ImperialWaterGarden in honor of ThousandLakesProvince had become
Llesho's special place, where he came to sort out his thoughts. Like him, the WaterGarden had taken some
damage in the recent fighting. A delicate wooden bridge had burned to ash, and
Harnish raiders had trampled a section of marsh grasses beside a stream that
had flowed red with the blood of the fallen for many days. At the heart of the ImperialWaterGarden, however, the
waterfall still poured its clean bounty into a stone basin that fed the
numerous streams winding among the river reeds. Water lilies still floated in
the many protected pools and the lotus still rose out of the mud on defiant
stalks. The little stone altar to ChiChu, the trickster god of laughter and
tears, still lay hidden under a ledge beneath the chuckling water. Like
the garden, Llesho had survived and healed. He sat on the split log bench just
beyond the reach of the fine spray the waterfall kicked up, contemplating the
altar to the trickster god—a favored deity of an emperor fond of disguises and
mentor to a young prince still learning how to be a king—as if it would give up
the secrets of the heavens. In his hand he held a quarter tael of silver and a
slip of paper, much wrinkled and dampened from the tight grip he held on it.
With a sideways look at Master Den, who was the trickster god ChiChu in
disguise, he placed the petition on the tiny altar with the coin inside it for
an anchor. Then he sat back down on his bench and prepared to wait. Master
Den said nothing, nor did he reach for the offering on his altar. If it came to
a contest, the trickster god had eternity to outsit him. Llesho gave a little
sigh and surrendered. "He
comes to me in my dreams. Master Markko. He tells me I'm dying, and I believe
him. Then I wake up, and he's gone, and I'm still here." Still alive. But
the dreams sometimes felt more real than the waking world. "And
you want to know—?" "Is
it real? Or am I going mad?" "Ah." Llesho
waited for Master Den to go on, fretfully at first, but as the silence
stretched between them, he found that his fears, all his conscious thought, for
that matter, drifted away. He heard the merry chime of water dashing on stone,
and saw the bright flick of the light bouncing off the droplets in myriad
rainbows. He felt the sun on his back, and the breeze on his face, and the
rough split logs of the bench under his backside. The sun moved, and he turned
his head to feel its heat on his closed eyes, on his smile. Without realizing
it was happening, the moment stole through him, sunlight filling all the chinks
and crannies of his fractured existence. He was aware only of a profound peace
settling in his heart and his gut, pinning him to his bench in a perfect
eternity of now. "As
long as you hold the world in your heart, he can't touch you." Master Den
gave a little shrug. "But if you ever tire of the world, have something
else to grab onto." His
mind went to Carina, the healer with hair the color of the Golden River Dragon,
and eyes like Mara's, who aspired to be the eighth mortal god. But he knew
instinctively that wasn't what his teacher meant. He already had a purpose to
hold him: to free his country and open the gates of heaven. Now he needed a
dream more powerful than the ones Master Markko sent to trouble his sleep. His
questions, about the brothers still lost to him that he had pledged his quest
to free and the necklace of the Great Goddess that the mortal goddess SienMa
had charged him to find, would keep for another day. This lesson, to store up
the sights and sounds and smell and touch of peace against the struggle to
come, he finally understood. They
sat in comfortable silence together until the sun had reached the zenith, and
then Master Den swept up the petition Llesho had placed on his altar. "You
are wanted at the palace." He flipped Llesho's silver coin in the air, and
when it had landed in the palm of his hand, he tucked it into his own purse
with a wink and a lopsided grin. He was, after all, a trickster god. "It's
time to go." Lesho
had already put on the disguise he would wear for the next part of his journey,
the uniform of an imperial militia cadet. Hmishi had stowed the gifts of the
mortal goddess—his jade cup, and the short spear that seemed to want him
dead—in his pack for the road. He had only to find his companions and be gone.
Still, he doubted their plan. "
don't know who in their right mind would hire me to protect their camels,"
he grumbled. Merchants would expect a cadet of his age to have the skills and
reflexes of a soldier, but no real experience of combat. "I explained that
to Emperor Shou, but you know how he is." Shou had simply raised an
eyebrow and asked when had he ever left anything to chance. "I'm
sure he has something in mind. After all, he had a very good teacher."
Master Den winked, sharing the joke. He was, of course, that teacher, which
didn't reassure Llesho at all. Their
horses awaited them at the rear of Shou's palace, in a cobbled courtyard
milling with servants and stable hands, with friends staying behind and friends
who would continue the quest, though not as many of the latter as Llesho had
hoped to see. Kaydu was crying openly. Little Brother, her monkey companion,
offered what chittering comfort he could from his perch on her shoulder. "If
I were a better witch, I could send an avatar of myself to ride with you."
She gave him a hug, which dislodged Little Brother and made Llesho wish they had
been more than friends on the road. "Her
ladyship needs you here." He understood that. Master
Markko, the magician who had betrayed the empire to the Harn, had escaped: none
of them were safe until he was found and taken prisoner. After Llesho, Kaydu
and her father had more experience with the traitor's evil than anyone else
alive. "I'll
come after you, when we find his trail," she assured Llesho. "The
gods know that you can't take care of yourself on the road." Llesho
smiled weakly at the joke. He would have told her how the magician came to him
in dreams and threatened all he loved, but they were only dreams and didn't
change anything. "I'll watch for you along the way," he promised. He
wished he'd had the nerve to ask ChiChu to watch out for her. Asking anything
of the trickster god was . . . tricky . . . however, and secretly he had hoped
the god of the laundry would come with him to Thebin. "I'm
letting you down again." Bixei kept himself a little apart from the crowd.
Stipes, a patch over the empty socket where he'd lost an eye in battle, stood
at his partner's side. Bixei wouldn't meet Llesho's gaze, but stared at his
feet as if overcome by his own failure to put duty ahead of Stipes. "The
old man needs me." Stipes
gave him a jab in the ribs. "I'm no old man, though I can't deny I need
the young'un here." A smirk escaped him at the description, Bixei being no
child but a young warrior, and himself still muscled from battle. But he
admitted, half ashamed, "It tore my heart out when Lord Chin-shi sold him
to her ladyship. Now that we are free, we'd not be split apart and, together,
we'd be a hindrance to you. Who would hire a guard with just one eye?" Llesho
wanted to answer, "I will hire you, one eye or none," but he couldn't
be that selfish. Stipes wasn't fit and the trek they had ahead of them might
kill them all as it was. "It's
not like you have abandoned the fight," Llesho reasoned with him.
"Shokar needs you to help train the recruits. You'll still be working
against Markko and the Harn. And who knows? You may get a chance to save my ass
again." Llesho smiled in spite of his anger. It wasn't Bixei or Stipes he
was mad at. Shokar
wasn't coming either. With the slaves freed, the oldest of the seven exiled
princes had set himself the task of finding their Thebin countrymen carried
into bondage by the Harn. Bixei and Stipes would train the Thebin recruits into
an army, and they would follow later, when, or "if," Shokar had said.
He had escaped the Harn attack, being out of the country at the time, and had
spent the years of exile as a farmer and a free man. "If there are enough
of us left to make a difference, we will follow. "But
there are a thousand li of Harn between Thebin and this, our only safe retreat.
If we have to fight our way, march by march, there may not be enough of us left
to do more than die on our own home soil." Shokar
had grieved for his brothers, but he had a family and a home in Shan, and he
hadn't come looking in all the seasons that Llesho had suffered on PearlIsland. He felt
Shokar's absence at his side like a missing weapon. The ghost had told him to
find his brothers. He was not sure it would be possible to take Thebin back
from the Harn if they didn't stand together. But he could not change his
brother's mind. And Shokar, who had wanted him to stay safe in Shan, would not
watch him go. Adar waited patiently, however, a hand on his mount's nose, and
Lling and Hmishi both sat astride the sturdy little horses that had carried
them from FarshoreProvince. Mara, who had
traveled to battle in the belly of a dragon, had declared herself too old for
such goings-on anymore. She had returned to her cottage in the woods with the
explanation that adventures belonged to the young; the old needed more naps
than a quest allowed. Her daughter, Carina, had joined them in her place, which
suited Llesho just fine. During his recent convalescence, he'd had plenty of
time to contemplate the color of her hair—the same burnished gold as the scales
on the great back of her father, the Golden River Dragon— and her smile, which
reminded him of her mother. Now he would have the weeks of their journey to
debate the color of her eyes. Shou
hadn't come out to see them off. His ambassador had informed them that the
emperor was occupied elsewhere. So, that was everybody. With a last look around
to set the memory of old friends in a stolen moment of peace, Llesho raised
himself onto his horse. "It's
time." With a jerk of his chin as farewell, he turned to the open gates.
Adar moved up beside him, and Master Den took up a position on the other side,
his stout walking stick in his hand. "You
don't think I'd send you off on your own, now, do you?" he asked gruffly.
"Not after all the work I've put into you." Some
of the tightness over Llesho's heart loosened. / can do this, he
decided. We can do this. "Let's go, then."
Chapter Two
WITH Carina and Hmishi in the lead,
and Lling following at the rear, Llesho's party left the Imperial City of Shan
by the kitchen gate at which they'd entered. He'd been asleep when they'd
arrived, and it had been dark at the time, so the narrow, rutted supply lane
that took them away from the palace came as a surprise. Apple trees crowded
them on both sides, their branches growing so low in places that he had to lean
over in his saddle to keep from hitting his head. The lush growth cooled their
passage under the two full suns, but Llesho wondered at how poorly kept the
road seemed. "Not
what you expected?" Master Den eyed the dense foliage with appreciation. "I
thought . . ." Llesho paused, trying to put those thoughts in order. He
didn't want to criticize Shou, but he had to wonder what manner of leader would
conscience such neglect at the very gates of his own palace. "I thought
the empire was rich and prosperous. But this—" "Who
would believe such a ramshackle lane would lead one to the very heart of the
empire, eh?" Master Den grinned as if he knew some hugely entertaining se- cret.
"Wait a bit before you condemn our friend too severely." They
had journeyed no more than a li when they came to a crossing. Even paving
stones, broken here and there by the roots of trees burrowing near the surface,
showed that once the road had been better tended. Like the lane before it, however,
the new road suffered from neglect. The
crossroad seemed to be a signal for their party to reshape itself. Hmishi left
them with a word over his shoulder about scouting ahead. Llesho would have
moved up to take his place next to Carina, but Master Den held to the bridle of
his horse. Adar, however, had no such restraint. There he was, riding next to
Carina as if it were the most natural thing in the world, and she was looking
over at him and smiling. Llesho sneaked a glare at Master Den, who caught him
at it with a trickster's gleam in his eyes. Fortunately, he didn't say
anything. "Where
is everybody?" Lling had moved up to replace Adar at Llesho's side, and
she cast a worried look about her. Fewer trees hemmed them in here, but where
were the travelers? "Do
you think it's a trap?" Llesho's hand went to the sword at his side,
reflexes honed in battle immediately on alert. "This
road sees more traffic at dawn," Master Den waved a hand at nothing in
particular, as far as Llesho could see. "And sometimes, after dark." "Spies?"
Llesho asked. He knew the emperor's penchant for slipping out of the palace
undetected, and for sneaking secrets in after dark. "Maybe.
But vegetables for certain, and rice and coal and perishables for the larder.
You are on the kitchen road, after all, and most of its usual traffic is home
growing the crops that will come through the gate when the daylight
fails." As
an answer it almost made sense. But a few mo- ments
later a farmer passed them heading back the way they had come with a wagonload
of yams. The man had an unusually military bearing for one of such lowly rank,
as did the herdsman they came upon who watched them pick their way around half
a dozen sheep milling in the road. Both gave short bows to Llesho's party. "They're
not . . ." Master
Den twitched an eyebrow, but said only, "Look—" The
road they followed ended, spilling into the great Thousand Li Road to the West,
and Llesho silently apologized for doubting Shou's powers as emperor. The
builders had drawn from quarries all across the empire to construct a patchwork
of colors and textures underfoot. The stones had been carefully dressed to fit
together smoothly, and Llesho realized that they'd been laid out in a pattern
of light and dark in grays and greens that mimicked brush strokes on pale green
paper. "It's
as wide as the market square in the city," Den said, urging him forward.
Transfixed, Llesho watched all of Shan passing before him in the shadow of the
Great Wall of the imperial city. Traveling merchants and bellowing camels and
covered wagons that served as homes on wheels for the hapless souls who pulled
them followed the great trade road west. The emperor had released a division of
his regular militia for hire to the merchants who rode or walked the Thousand Li
Road. Even Stipes might have felt at
home among some of the more grizzled bands that marched purposefully forward to
their private cadences. There
should have been dust from the tramp of so many feet, but the stones of the
road showed patches of damp where a sprinkler wagon had passed. On the far side
of the road the trees had thinned. Between them Llesho could see softly rolling
fields of green topped with bright yellow flowers in rows like ribbons floating
over the dark brown earth. On
the near side, the city wall raised its massive stone shoulder high above his
head. Each green block in the Great Wall would have come up to his chin if
stood on end instead of lying on its side. He saw no mortar between the stones,
but the wall didn't suffer for the lack— hardly a chink showed for as far as
Llesho could see. "Does
this please you more, my prince?" Master Den asked, pausing only for an
ironic bow as he walked. "I
take it all back," Llesho admitted, although he had spoken few of his
doubts aloud. Master
Den looked very pleased, as if he were responsible himself for the Imperial Road. Which he
might be, Llesho figured. If asked, the trickster god was as likely to lie
about it as not, but one could never tell with a powerful being which way the
lie would go. Would he claim a feat he hadn't performed, or deny a feat he had? "It's
a wonder," he finally offered. The god could take it as a comment or a
compliment as he chose. It seemed the right thing to say, because Master Den's
eyes twinkled with pleasure. "Yes,
it is. Travelers' tales mention the Thousand Li
Road to the West as one of the great
wonders of the world. The Great Wall of Shan they count as another. Three
guards can walk abreast along the watch-path at the top, and a fast messenger
can run from one end of the city to the other within the wall itself. There are
cuts carved high overhead to give the inner passage light during the day, and
torches light the way by night." "Kungol
had no wall." Llesho stared up at the mass of stone that towered over them.
His mother and father might still be alive if they'd had any defenses at all.
But Kungol was a holy city, her people given to prayer and meditation—and to
the daily struggle to survive the barren, airless climate of the heights. They
had not concerned themselves with battle strategy. Master
Den nodded, as if he followed all that Llesho did not say. Then he went on,
telling a story as he had so many times in the laundry on PearlIsland. As he had
back then, Llesho figured there was a lesson Den meant him to learn, and
settled in to listen. "Shan
first rose as a city in the time of the great warlords, before there was an
empire or an emperor," Master Den explained. "The lands that now make
up the independent provinces of the empire waged war against each other.
Thieves and bandits plundered their neighbors and dashed across each other's
borders to safety, only to return the next time they got hungry. The warlords
built their walled cities as a defense against each other and the bandits. "Shan
had won more of its battles than most, however, and for a while its ruthless
warlords imposed their iron control over their own people and their surrounding
neighbors. In the deceptive peace that followed, the city grew like wild
blackberries outside the walls that were originally built to protect it. The
old city inside the defenses turned to administration and governance and left
the work of providing food and clothing and shelter to the provincial citizens
who gathered at the foot of the Great Wall. The officials thought they were
safe against any attack, but the seemingly impossible happened. Those
neighboring warlords banded together against their more powerful oppressor.
They burned the city that had grown up outside the walled defenses, but no fire
or hurled stone or wizardry could penetrate the stones themselves. "During
the siege that followed, the barbarians attacked from the west—not the Harn,
but the people we know as the Shan today. They drove back the warlords, but the
wall still stood, protecting the rulers who cowered within. Fortunately—"
Here, Master Den gave Llesho a hard-eyed glance, "—a wanderer among them
knew the secrets of the tunnels through the city walls. By night the barbarians
crept into the city. By morning they held it all and had driven out those
comfortable ministers and noliticians and false priests. Since that time, the
wall has grown with the city. The old foundations make good roadbeds." "I
suppose it was the false priests who prompted the wanderer to reveal his
secrets," Llesho gibed, more interested at the moment in the fall of the
old city than the rise of the new. He had no doubt who that wanderer had been,
almost expressed aloud the thought that crossed his mind—that only a fool would
trust a trickster with the plans to one's defenses. Since he was doing the
selfsame thing, he had to wonder if there was as much warning as history in the
story. Master
Den fell still, a dark sorrow carving lines around his mouth. "Actually,
it was the false generals. When the neighboring warlords put the new city to the flame,
no general, no politician, nor any priest rode out to rescue their dying
people. Armies, grown fat on the taxes of those tradesmen and skillsmiths, hid
themselves behind their wall for protection while outside the children screamed
and the mothers begged for help and with their husbands beat their lives out
against the flames." Llesho
could hear the anguish of the parents, even the crackle of the flames. He could
feel in his throat the cries of the children, and the tight pain of holding
back his own screams, waiting for his moment. Almost he imagined the slick
glide of blood on a fist much smaller than the one he clenched now, the knife
slipping between ribs, ;and the raider falling under the weight of Llesho's
seven jsummers. It hadn't been enough. They'd murdered his father, killed his
sister and thrown her body on a pile of 'refuse like yesterday's garbage,
scattered his brothers, and sold them into slavery. His beautiful, wise mother
was gone, dead. "What
was Thebin's sin?" he asked, his voice rough as if he was still holding
back his screams today. "What did we do that was so terrible that our
country had to die?" "Nothing."
Master Den shook his head slowly from side to side, as if trying to rid himself
of the taste of ash in his mouth. "Sometimes evil wins, that's all." Sometimes,
evil wins. Llesho stared up at the wall that marched beside them, li after li
of stone between the city and the fields that stretched away from it.
"When I am king, Kungol will have a wall, and watchful guards, and an
army," he decided. But
posing as traders and merchants, the Harn had entered the imperial city through
her open gates as easily as thaj had entered Kungol. The fields that lay around
him might be put to the torch just like that long ago city. Master Den already
knew, of course. A wall could imprison its builders inside their own fears, but
it could not keep out a determined enemy. "There
has to be a way to protect my people, or why am I going back at all?" he
demanded. The goddess' people. "If all I can do is bring more death, what
is the point?" Master
Den gave him that scornful look that he'd seen too often in the practice yard.
So he ought to know better. Fine. If he didn't get it, was it his fault, or his
teacher's? "What
protects Shan?" Not
the wall. The
emperor. Emperor, general, trader, spy. Friend. Judge. Not the office, then.
"Shou. Emperor Shou." "What
is in here—" Master Den placed a hand over his heart. "Not the robes,
the man. Can you be that man, Llesho?" "Not
yet." He didn't speak his doubts aloud—Shou was twice Llesho's age, and he
had a heart for adventure, while Llesho just wanted to go home—didn't want to
make his fears real in the world, as speech would do. But Master Den knew the
uncertainty that curled like a worm in his gut. "You
will be." Llesho
didn't trust that confident smile. Master Den was his teacher, but he was also
the trickster god. And trusting Thebin's fate to such a god seemed . . .
unwise. It worried him that he couldn't seem to help himself, though the story
of the Great Wall warned him against trust. Finally he shook his head. The
story would simmer in the back of his brain somewhere, until the moment when
need and understanding came together. The
sun was warm on his skin, however, and if nothing else, Master Den's stories
were good to pass the time. He realized that they'd been riding for several
hours and, with a shiver, that the Great Wall of Shan still tracked them on
their way. He'd known the imperial city was big, but he hadn't quite wrapped
his mind around how big. They
were coming to an end, however. From a distance the sound of the caravansary
drifted softly on the wind. The lowing of camels, and the clanging of their
bells, the general uproar of drovers and grooms and loaders and merchants and
acrobats and beggars released a flood of happy memories. Llesho urged his horse
to a faster pace, leaving his teacher behind with his concerns about the
future. Master Den dropped back to walk with Carina, who smiled her welcome
while her horse continued its slow amble. Llesho felt a sudden flash of temper
that confused him before the smells of camels and cooking and dust pushed
whatever thought he'd started out of his mind. Adar caught up with him and rode
at his side as he had when Llesho was a child, with Lling and Hmishi following
tight on his tail. A stranger would have mistaken Adar for the focus of the
guards' protection. Llesho himself did not realize that his brother, as well as
his companions and his teacher, all set their guard for him.
Chapter Three
TUCKED behind a screen of slender
pine trees at the side of the road, the first inn came into view. Then another,
then both sides of the street were lined with stables and lodgings for the
grooms who smelled like the stables and, beyond them, open fields of camels
that smelled the worst of all. More than a thousand brown and tan hummocks
dotted the landscape surrounding the caravanserai. Only their dignified heads
rising on tall necks showed they were not themselves part of the rolling earth,
but pack camels resting peacefully on the grasses of the pastureland. A
little farther on, the road widened into a market square much larger than the
one inside the city walls where Llesho had battled Master Markko and his
Har-nish allies, but just as crowded. Food vendors hawked their sweet and
savory wares behind counters decked with ribbons in the colors of their
provinces. Scattered among the food shops, small traders called out prices from
behind heaps of lesser grade silks and tin pots and incense, while street musicians
and puppeteers vied for the dregs of the market-going pocketbooks. Just as
Llesho had seen inside the city, however, great trading houses of dignity and
power lined the square. Sturdy pillars carved from the trunks of fine hardwood
trees framed these "temporary" residences of the wealthy merchants.
Windows of real glass looked out onto the world of commerce, and silk banners
with the names of their houses floated on the breeze in front of brass doors
beaten in elaborate designs. One banner, over a house of modest design but
elegant execution, said, "Huang Exotic Imports Exports" and Llesho
wondered if the owner bore any relation to the emperor's minister, Huang HoLun. At
the backs of the great houses, along side streets wide enough to accommodate
the flat carts used for moving merchandise, counting houses and storage
warehouses and money-changing establishments rose in support of the wealth of
the caravan merchants. Llesho mulled over Master Den's story about the fall of
the old walled city as he guided his horse through the market. The settled part
of the Imperial City of Shan now lay protected behind the great city wall, but
too much of the wealth of the city had moved out among the inns and stables and
marketplaces. As in the story of old, the caravanserai had become a city of its
own sprawling into the countryside on the outside of Shan's defenses. He
couldn't help but wonder if the emperor committed the same mistake as his
ancestor. If he'd understood the story aright, though, Shou's ancestors had been
the barbarian invaders, not the self-serving officials who had let their people
die rather than risk battle. As
evening softened around them, the crowd thinned. Imperial citizens packed up
their wares and returned to the illusion of safety within Shan's walls, leaving
only the strangers to tend their camels and their trade. "The barbarian is
once again at your gate," Llesho muttered to himself as he guided his
horse around jugglers and past vendors who reached for his stirrup with bits of
food upraised to tempt the traveler. "But this time he's brought his shop
and money counter with him." A
hand brown as his own thrust at him with a skewer of meat cooked over coals in
the Thebin style. The wonderful smell of woodsmoke and food made his mouth
water, but Llesho kept his head turned forward and gave no sign that he
recognized what he was offered. Adar had the look of the North about him, and
Llesho was supposed to be on guard. He stole a glance at the vendor as they
passed, however, and bit back the disappointment when a lined old face he
didn't know stared up at him. Foolish, to expect his brothers to fall over his
horse on the road, especially on the caravan road at Shan. Shokar would have
found any brother in the area. Still, he had hoped for a moment, and he felt
the disappointment like a loss. Adar
led them to a small inn of modest frontage, suitable for one of careful means
and a delicate nose. The sign on the door announced the inn as "Moon and
Star: rooms to let by the evening." They entered through a small dining
hall, much cheered by the thought of food and sleep. A window screened in oiled
parchment let in the light but kept the dust of the road out of the public
room, which was decorated in quiet tones of pine and oak polished to a
respectable sheen. The
proprietor—Llesho identified him by the huge apron that wrapped twice around
his thin form—dozed on a low padded bench in the corner. His occasional loud
snorts interrupted the drone of his snoring, but his brood of energetic
children seemed to manage perfectly well without his assistance. A girl about
Llesho's age swept the rush mats scattered on a floor of wide, short boards
while another with a few more summers scrubbed the small, low tables until they
gleamed. A son with a round face and complacent smile stood duty at the taps,
surrounded by the crockery and glassware of his profession. The inn offered no
entertainment, but did a passable meat pie, so a comfortable number of the
small tables were occupied. Adar
set his hands palm-down on the teak counter. "Two rooms, if you have them,
and supper all around." "Supper
we have, for a fair price to any traveler." The tappy waved his hand at a
small boy who scurried out from behind a folding screen with a tray of the
richly seasoned pies. The boy delivered his steaming treasures to a table of
hungry soldiers laughing in the corner and stopped for Adar's order. When he
had disappeared again into the back of the inn, the tappy wiped his hands on
his apron and considered the man sleeping in the corner. "As
for rooms, Pap has a caution, there, what with daughters in the house." One
of those daughters stole a glance at Adar and blushed before scurrying into the
kitchen. Her step grew decidedly more pigeon-toed beneath her long wrapped
tunic and dress. The tappy gave Adar a sharp look, but Adar smiled blandly,
with no sign that he noticed the gentle suggestion in the girl's walk. With
a little shrug, the tappy made his decision: "The emperor trusts all of
Shan to his militia, I suppose I can do no less with the inn. A quarter tael
for pies and ale. Rooms are one tael, but there aren't two to let. If you take
the one, you'll find clean covers and a fresh mattress. If your guards wish to
hire companionship, they will have to look elsewhere, however, as this inn does
not provide such entertainments." Llesho suspected that the pigeon-toed
young daughter feathered her nest with the gifts of her admirers, but said
nothing of this to her brother, who continued to explain the house. "We
have four rooms occupied besides your own, all men and one room a large party,
so your lady should not go wandering during the night." He gestured at
Carina when he spoke. Whether he did not know that Lling was also female, or
assumed that she could handle any unwanted attentions from fellow lodgers,
Llesho couldn't quite tell. Neither could Lling, whose expression closed down
while she tried to figure out if she should consider the omission an insult or
a compliment. "Your man sleep in the stables?" The
innkeeper jerked his chin in Master Den's direction, and Llesho bristled at
this casual dismissal. This is no servant but a god, he thought, and
you are not worthy to serve him in your house. Pray he doesn't curse your pies
with burned bottoms for your insolence. But he knew their safety depended
upon the ruse. Adar
had a cooler head, and a purse to back his demands, however. "I am never
parted from my servant, or my apprentice," he insisted blandly. "Of
course, my good sir." The tappy shrugged a shoulder—the ways of foreigners
were no concern of his—and led them to a pair of low tables inlaid with
elaborate leaf swirls of black and red lacquer. The three guards and the
"servant" he directed to one table. The master and his apprentice
shared the second. From
where he sat, Llesho could scan the entire public house, and he did so
carefully, noting patrons scattered through the room as varied as the milling
crowd outside. The table at their right was unoccupied. On Adar's left several
burly men dressed in modest but well-repaired coats and breeches, and with a
family resemblance about the eyes, dug into a dinner of eel pie in thick green
gravy. In the far corner, two men with golden skin and dark hair shared a
table. The younger reminded him of Bixei, and he wondered how his sometimes
friend was faring on Shokar's farm. He shivered in spite of himself when his
gaze fell upon the older man, who might have been Master Markko himself, except
for the scar that crossed his face, and the humor that lit his eyes. Master
Markko had never smiled, never laughed like that, in all the time Llesho had
known him. But the presence of members of the magician's race at the inn
reminded Llesho that his enemies could likewise travel in disguise. Llesho
and his friends were the only Thebins, but not the only patrons who wore the
imperial uniform, although they were the youngest and wore insignia of the
lowest rank. Several widely scattered tables of officers sat with dignity in
quiet conversation over their dinners. As
Llesho's gaze passed over them, each officer's table paused in mid-word or bite
to return his study before picking up their own business. Adar's presence as
their employer explained why a table of young recruits might stop at an inn
that would exceed their pocketbooks and sorely disappoint their search for the
pleasures of the caravan marketplace. If deeper calculation went on behind
those experienced eyes, they gave no evidence of it. A
boy and a girl each wearing a brightly patterned apron moved about their tables
to offer water for washing and warm towels for drying their hands and faces
before they began their dinner. The servers departed again, the boy to
disappear behind a painted screen that hid the door to the kitchen. He returned
with a tray full of pies. Eel had given way to a filling of questionable
ancestry that took a bit of chewing, but the roots used for flavoring had a
savor to them that brought tears to the eye and a smile to the lip. "Wine,
sir?" The tappy had returned with two small earthen vessels filled with
wine in one hand and a candle set in a small wire basket in the other. He set
one crock of wine on the table between the guards—they must content themselves
with cold wine. To Adar he gave a bow calculated to the station he had measured
them to fit, and set the wire basket on the table. The girl lit the candle, and
her brother the tappy set the wine vessel into the basket which held the
earthen base just above the flame. "And
some cider for the ladies," Adar amended. Lling, of course, would drink as
much wine as any of the men at the table, while Llesho preferred cider. He had
already scandalized the house by sitting down to supper with his servants,
however, and felt no need to burden the kitchen boy with this intelligence. As
they settled to demolishing their own dinners, a rumble of voices filled the
open door of the public room. ".
. . slaves . . . trade . . ." The
Harn who piled into the public room wore native dress, still red with the dust
of the grasslands. Secure in the knowledge that no one so far from Harn would
understand their language, the traders went on with their animated argument,
speaking freely among themselves. ".
. . dead . . . money . . ." They
were almost right. Llesho had never learned more than a few words of Harnish,
but picking the few he did know out of the conversation in the doorway sent a
chill down his spine. Now that Shan had outlawed the sale of prisoners in the
slave market, the Harnishmen had to decide between smuggling in the illegal
slave market or finding a new business. Their debate seemed to hinge more on
the penalties for breaking the law than any change of heart about the trade. Unconsciously,
Llesho's fingers went to his knife. Before he could draw, however, a larger
hand wrapped his own. Master Den held him firmly but gently in place, giving
him a twitch of his head imperceptible to anyone but Llesho, who knew his
teacher's methods very well. "Not now," that almost not there gesture
said, and "No danger . . . yet." Harn on the attack would approach
with greater caution. Llesho relaxed back into his seat, a wait and see promise
in his eyes that satisfied his teacher. When
Master Den removed his hand, Llesho's awareness opened up to take in the silent
room around him. All attention was concentrated upon the strangers. Terrified,
the innkeeper's daughter gasped and dropped the empty wine jug she had
collected from their table. The crash of breaking crockery snapped the
attention of the room like the crack of a whip. They
don't know who we are, Llesho repeated silently to
reassure himself. They can't know who we are. They carry the dust of the
eastern road on their clothes and could not have been in Master Markko's army
when he attacked. The leader among them said something in his own language,
out of which Llesho caught the word for a child-slave and another that meant
incompetent soldier, but he gave no sign that he recognized the Thebins in
their militia uniforms by anything more than their nationality. His comrades'
answering laughter died, however, when the senior militia men began, one by
one, to rise from their seats. "We
are full up, gentlemen," the innkeeper informed them with a shaky voice
and a desperate glance at the scattered soldiers coming to attention throughout
the public room. "And we have just run out of pies." The
leader of the small group considered the innkeeper's words and the battle-nervy
veterans ranged against him. "We are not welcome here," he conceded.
"We will bother you no further." Raising his hands to show that he
was weaponless, he gestured to his companions. Following his lead, they made a
solemn bow to the room and filed out of the inn much more quietly than they had
come. Once outside, the argument began again, this time in grimmer tones.
Llesho heard only well remembered curses that faded as the party moved away. "They
will find no warmer welcome anywhere in Shan Province," a grizzled old
soldier asserted from the corner. "Treacherous bastards will sleep with
the camels tonight." Agreement
murmured throughout the public room and Adar seized the moment of camaraderie
with the poise of an accomplished liar—a skill Llesho had never known him to
possess. "Probably
looking for protection," he sniffed, "As if a decent goddess-loving
man would attach his party to the company of barbarians!" This
brought a laugh from the room, as Adar was taken for a fool who did not know
how useless his youthful guards would be. "It's
no cause for laughter," Adar chided them. "I have purchased the
services of the empire's great militia to protect myself and my apprentice on
the journey and already they have served me well—note how our intruders
withdrew upon recognizing the military presence in this room. With such success
I should have no trouble in trading their services to a likely merchant in
exchange for passage with a party heading West by the southern route. "Though
not," he added, "a Harnish party." Someone
at a nearby table snorted his disbelief, and Llesho tried to look both foolish
and attentive as an untried cadet might. He noticed bland calculation in the
eyes of the officers, however. The danger, if it existed, came from the men who
did not doubt at all the skill of Adar's young cadets, but wondered what
experience they might have gained in the recent battle with the Harn. By
the time the broken wine jug had been swept away and a new one brought, the
soldiers in the room had returned to their pies, Adar and his young company
just a lingering joke among them. The barkeep kept his opinion to himself, but
offered what assistance he could to his customer: "You've
come to the right place, if you are looking to hook up with a caravan party,
stranger." He wiped his hands absently on his apron, lost in a moment of
calculation. "There are two such caravans forming now for the high
mountain passes in the west. Bargol Shipping is first out tomorrow morning. Old
Bargol takes the long way round, through Sky Bridge Province and down the
Thousand Peaks Mountains, but you'll be wanting to talk to the agent who deals
for Huang Exotic Imports Exports, I think. Huang's caravans take a more direct
route. They sometimes cross into the Harnlands in bad seasons, but not so far
as to expect trouble. Huang agents favor this inn, the Moon and Star, so you
are in the right place." Huang.
Llesho had met an ambassador Huang HoLun at the border between Thousand Lakes
and Shan Province, right after the emperor, in one of his many disguises, had
brought Shan's provincial troops to their aid in battle against Master Markko.
Master Jaks had died there. Llesho did not believe in coincidences, so he was
not surprised when the barman added, "Just this afternoon I overheard a
trading man with twelve camels and three horses who said he wished to travel
with the Huang caravan to Guynm. You're too late to talk to him tonight, but he
expressed an interest in obtaining protection for the journey." Adar
did not believe in coincidences either, and he was prepared with his foolishly
eager expression to inquire, "Do you know if he has already engaged
suitable guardsmen for his journey?" "I
can't rightly say. You might ask him yourself. He has a room upstairs for the
night. You will have the room next to his and can make your own arrangements as
you wish." Adar
offered his thanks to the barkeep, who scurried away with a word for the
serving lad to show them their room. Lling
watched him leave with a worried frown. "I'll bed down with the
horses," she said. "Those Harnish traders might come back and try
something while the inn is asleep." Hmishi
shook his head. "I'll do it. You should stay close to Carina, for
propriety. We don't want the innkeeper telling tales after we leave." He
gave her a rueful smile of farewell, and was gone before the innkeeper's son
returned.
Chapter Four
"FlRE! Fire!" The
dreams latched onto the frantic voices, heat of remembered wounds painting orange
flickers behind his eyelids. Then a hand grabbed his shoulder and shook it. "Llesho!
Wake up!" He
flinched awake at Adar's voice to find his brother still shaking him.
"What?" But he didn't need an answer. Light and shadow danced on the
walls in the unmistakable pattern of fire. Bells clanged in the courtyard, and
someone pounded urgently on a door. "The
stables are on fire," Adar explained while he tore through his pack,
shifting ointments and cloths into a smaller sack. Hmishi
had been sleeping in the stables. Llesho,
reacting with the speed of his military training, was up and dressed by the
time his brother straightened with his healer's bag ready in his hand. "Where
is Master Den?" Llesho asked as he belted on his sword. Lling was already
heading out the door, with Carina on her heels, but the trickster was nowhere
to be seen. "He
left while I was trying to wake you." The
dream hadn't wanted to let go. Adar
grabbed up some additional supplies for tending burns, and they ran for the
door. "That
way!" The innkeeper stood at the head of the staircase that led to the
public room, but he was pointing in the other direction, to a door at the far
end of the hall. "Able-bodied men to the courtyard!" To
help fight the fire. Llesho turned to go, but Adar grabbed his sleeve.
"Injured?" he asked, holding up his healer's supplies. The
innkeeper moved aside. "Below," Adar
pulled Llesho after him. "I need you here." "No,
you don't." He stopped, refusing the offered protection, and whispered
urgently. "What kind of king hides from a crisis?" "Survive
long enough to be king and we'll discuss it." It was really no
argument at all. They both knew safety was an illusion, and they had attracted
the notice of the innkeeper, who strained forward in an attempt to eavesdrop on
the argument. "I
have to go." Llesho freed his sleeve and ran. He'd apologize later, after
he'd found Hmishi. He'd
thought that in the Long March and in the battles against Master Markko he'd
experienced the worst that the gods could throw at him. When he tumbled,
running, into the courtyard of the inn, Llesho realized that he'd been wrong.
Fire was the Devourer, more terrifying by far. Searing heat burned the sweat
from his body, leaving him dry and blistering, sucking the superheated air out
of his lungs and burning when he managed to gulp a gasping breath. The
stable was engulfed in sheets of orange-and-blue flame that towered high in a
moon-drenched sky, roaring like a typhoon. Timbers exploded, sent sparks
rocketing into the night sky, falling back to earth in showers that landed on
the roof of the inn and on the firefighters toiling in the face of the
destruction. They'd given up on saving the stable; brigades of bucketeers
worked frantically to wet down the red clay tiles of the inn's roof and to
put out the fires that smoldered in the bits of straw and debris scattered in
the courtyard. Reacting
to the maddened cries of the horses and more purposeful calls directing the
bucket brigade, Llesho quivered with battle nerves. Tensed, he waited only for
a order to unleash action. "Here,
boy, grab a bucket!" He
knew that voice—it got him moving again toward the lines of men and women
hauling water from the well. A bucket found his hands, was passed on, replaced
by another. He fell into the rhythm of the brigade, freeing his mind to wonder
if the voice that set him to work had been a figment of his imagination.
Needing a commander, had his mind supplied the voice that he would follow? If
not, what was the emperor of all of Shan doing in the courtyard of a moderately
priced inn on the great caravan road to the West? And what did Shou's presence
have to do with the fire blazing at his back? He couldn't very well ask the
camel driver who handed him the next bucket, or the innkeeper's daughter, who
took it and passed it on. Shou
himself was nowhere in sight or hearing, and gradually, the strain on Llesho's
arms and the heat on his back grew to fill all the space his mind had for
thinking. He became a blank, moving out of habit when his mind abandoned the
field. He'd go on until the buckets ceased to find his hand or he dropped where
he stood. Or until somebody pulled him out of line and handed him a cup of
water. "Rest,"
Shou told him. Llesho blinked, realizing only then that the red haze flung
against the smoky clouds was the dawn. The stable had sunk to blackened ruin,
shattered support beams lying at crazy angles in the ash. "Hmishi?"
Llesho asked over his cup of water. "He was sleeping out here." "He's
around somewhere," Shou told him, "and well enough to rouse the house
with the alarm." Llesho
craned his neck, but couldn't make out anyone he knew in the milling throng of
dazed firefighters. "Let's
get you inside, let Adar have a look at those hands—" Llesho
dropped his gaze to stare at his hands. "I'll be fine," he dismissed
his injuries. They could have been a lot worse, but some of his calluses had
torn. Blood seeped around the edges of blisters he would have thought it
impossible to raise on hands so used to weapons craft. "You
can't hold a sword, let alone fight with one, in that condition." True
enough. He was just so tired. "Okay." Shou
hadn't waited for his answer. With a firm grip on his shoulder, the emperor of
Shan was guiding him through the milling crowd, into the public room where
Carina and Adar had set up their aid station. Hmishi was already there, getting
a bandage for his forehead while Lling fussed at his side. "What
happened to you?" Llesho asked, just as Hmishi said the same thing. Relief
as much as anything else made them both laugh. "You
first," Llesho insisted. "What happened out there?" Hmishi
shot a wary glance at Shou, and then answered with a deliberate
misunderstanding of the question. "A bit of flying debris hit me in the
head—cut and cauterized at the same time—Carina just had to clean it up a bit.
What about you?" Llesho
held up his hands, his tired mind catching up at last. Someone had burned down
the stables. They'd nearly killed Hmishi, and might have intended to murder
everyone sleeping at the inn. And whoever did it might be hiding among the
victims. "That's
nothing," Hmishi boasted. "It
needs some salve and a bandage nonetheless," Adar interrupted their
conversation, drawing Llesho over to
the table where his supplies were laid out. He gently cleaned the blisters
while Hmishi and Lling watched with detached interest. "You
should have seen my head before Carina put that bandage on it," Hmishi
continued his boasting. "Fortunately,
it was your head, and nothing important." Lling snickered, but her eyes
hadn't cleared of their panic. "How
is he really?' Llesho asked her. He wanted to know, but he was equally grateful
for the distraction. Adar was cutting away dead skin, cleaning back to the
healthy flesh. He winced, but didn't miss Lling's helpless shrug. "What
happened?" "He
was unconscious when I found him. I thought, at first, that he was dead." "Then
I woke up." Hmishi poked experimentally at his bandage, unhappy at the
result. "You
scared me!" Lling punched him on the shoulder and Hmishi had the good
sense to look contrite. "I
won't do it again." "You'd
better not!" "You're
done." Adar tied off Llesho's bandage with a flourish. "Someone else
can keep watch for a while. The master of this house will reopen for business
soon, and I want you both to go upstairs and get some sleep." Llesho
nodded, wanting nothing more than a bed or a bit of floor to sleep on. Shou was
coming toward them, however, wearing robes well made and of fine cloth, but in
the plain Guynmer style. His apparent wealth had come down several notches from
the elegant dress of a Shan merchant he had used to travel undetected through
the streets of his own imperial city. He gave Adar a little bow of politeness
between not-quite equals with the blandly purposeful expression that caused his
opponents to seriously underestimate his intelligence. "If
you have a moment, healer, I have business I wish to discuss. We may converse
in my room?" "I—"
Adar hesitated briefly before returning the bow. "Yes, of course—" "Then,
if you are finished here, my man will find something to temper our
thirst." It
did seem, then, that the worst of the injured had been cared for. Grooms and
servants who had fled their beds in the stables were finding corners to curl up
in for a few hours of sleep before the first wave of customers dislodged them
in the morning. Adar packed up his sack, but a last look around the room for
any wounded who had been overlooked reminded Llesho that he hadn't seen Master
Den since he'd woken up to find that the fire was real this time. "Where
. . . ?" There
he was, coming toward them with long, sure strides, trailing a stranger in his
wake. He didn't stop at the aid station, but passed them, presenting the
stranger to Shou. "This
is the man I mentioned to you." Master Den bowed to Shou with scarcely a hint
of irony. "May I recommend to you Harlol, a Tashek camel drover out of the
Wastes. His master lost much of his load in the fire, and so he seeks a new
position." "I
have a drover," Shou answered slowly. Like Llesho, he studied Den's face
for a sign of what was expected of him. Unlike Llesho, the necessity of doing
so set his mouth in a thin line of annoyance. Harlol
bowed deeply and spoke up for himself. "Not anymore. Your man was seen
running away from the stables. I don't think he'll be back." "He
wasn't chased by a Tashek drover by any chance?" "None
that I saw, good sir." He couldn't have missed Shou's meaning, but Harlol
met the emperor's gaze with a level innocence that Llesho didn't trust at all. Shou,
however, was looking at Master Den, not the Tashek drover. Master Den gave him
a slow, lazy blink that said nothing useful.
"On
your head be it," Shou answered the unspoken challenge in a tone that said
more clearly than words how much he doubted the wisdom of trusting the
trickster. But
Master Den grinned and bowed and clapped a hand on the drover's back.
"There you are. Didn't I say it would work out?" Harlol
wriggled out of the trickster's grasp to give Shou a bow even deeper than
Master Den's and with a great deal less irony evident. "I will make my bed
among the camels, since your man no longer tends them." "Indeed."
Shou dismissed the man with a warning glare at Master Den. Bowing hospitably,
he led his guest's entourage to a room next down the hall from the one where
they had begun the night. "Come
in," Shou said, "I won't keep you long, but we have to talk."
The emperor stepped aside and Hmishi entered first, blocking the doorway until
he passed a quick glance over the room in search of an ambush. When he gave the
"all clear," Llesho entered, with Carina, Master Den, and Lling right
behind him. Adar entered last and closed the door tightly after them. A
brass lantern from Shou's travel pack lit the room, where a man in the tunic
and breeches of a servant busied himself setting out a camp chair for his
master. Llesho noticed that, in spite of his low station, he carried himself
with the bearing and muscles of a soldier. "Sento,"
the emperor called. Ignoring the camp stool, he made himself comfortable on the
rug spread out on the floor, squatting on his haunches in the Guynmer style.
"Bring a bottle, please, and cups from my pack." "Yes,
sir." Well trained or unaware, Sento gave no sign that he guarded an
emperor. He dug into a pile of rugs and tents heaped in the corner and returned
bearing not one bottle but two, and a stack of small tin cups. Llesho
hesitated, unsure how much the servant knew or how to begin the conversation
they needed to have. "What
are you doing here?" he finally asked, leaving it to the emperor to
specify. He'd grown accustomed to speaking to Shou as the disguise of the
moment called for, rather than with the formal court address due an emperor.
Even when he hadn't figured out exactly what the disguise was. Then he thought
about the standard saddle pack and larger bundle of tents and rugs of a caravan
merchant dropped in the corner. "You
are the trader with twelve camels?" "Of
course. Who else could I trust to see you to the border?" Llesho
remembered his earlier question—where would the emperor find a trader foolish
enough to take on three Thebin pearl divers as his only protection on the
Thousand Li Road to the West. The answer, he realized, had a Shou sort of
logic. While
Llesho dealt with his shock, the servant filled the tin cups and took up his
position outside the door. Hmishi
made as if to follow. "How much do you trust him?" "Enough.
Sento has accompanied me before," Shou motioned them to take a seat.
"No one will overhear us while he guards our door." Llesho
wasn't ready to trust the man—servant or soldier—yet. Master Den had already
seen one of the emperor's party acting suspiciously. But then, trusting the
trickster didn't make a lot of sense either. He was confusing himself, so he
took a drink to settle his nerves and puckered up like a fish. "Cider,"
Shou explained. "As a Guynmer trader, I honor the beliefs of that place,
and neither serve nor indulge in spirits." Llesho
generally liked cider, had been drinking it with his dinner in fact. The
Guynmer sort had a sour bite to it, though, and Llesho set aside the cup after
just a couple of mouthfuls. He had too many questions to get through before he
fell over, and he was in no mood to play Shou's spy games—not even with the
cider. "We
could have been killed tonight." "That's
always a possibility," Shou agreed at his most irritating. "Are
we up against a plot to harm the empire?" Hmishi asked, almost hopefully,
it seemed. That, at least, would mean it hadn't been meant for Llesho. Since he
seemed to be asking the right questions, Llesho let him take the lead. "What
about that man Master Den saw running away from the fire? I saw him, too—didn't
know he was yours, but he certainly wanted to put as much distance as possible
between himself and the burning stable." "He
was mine, all right." Shou punctuated his assertion with an emphatic nod.
"And with any luck he has made his way back to the palace, where he will
advise the Lady SienMa of what has occurred here." "Oh."
Hmishi looked from the emperor to the trickster god and back again.
"Master Den knew that?" "Probably,"
Shou admitted. "So
you must have wanted this man Harlol for some reason." "Not
that I knew." Master
Den interrupted with a sigh. "Yes, I recognized an intelligence officer
when I saw one. But we were still left without a camel drover. The Tashek are
famous for their way with the miserable beasts, otherwise they're pretty
mysterious. I thought" it would be interesting to have one around." Picking
the elements of truth out of that story would take more time than it was worth.
Llesho figured that Master Den had some reason for wanting the drover in their
party, and the emperor seemed to have decided to let further explanations wait
as well. "Did
you find out who set the fire, or why?" Shou asked the trickster god. "Take
your pick." Master Den shrugged, denying higher knowledge of events.
"The Harn who came in earlier in the evening might have wanted revenge for
their hostile reception, or they may have recognked Llesho and used the fire to
create a distraction, hoping to snatch him for the magician in the confusion.
Or it might have been a personal vendetta having nothing to do with the Harn or
our party. More than one merchant had stored his goods under the stable roof.
It could have been a competitor, or even an accident with an unstable element
in the trade goods." The trickster's eyes twinkled with mischief at the
last possibility, but they all agreed to ignore the awful pun. "If
we wait to find out more, we'll raise suspicions about ourselves." Lling
didn't look happy about her contribution to the debate, but there didn't seem
to be much point in objecting. "I
guess if it happens again, it's us, and if the trouble stops here, it's
not." Llesho didn't look any more convinced than his companions, and
Master Den stated the obvious: "We
are bound to meet trouble on the road, whether or not it has anything to do
with tonight." "Her
ladyship will not let it be," Shou assured them. "If we are in danger
from this, she'll find a way to warn us." That
pretty much ended the conversation for the moment. But Llesho wasn't finished with
his questions for the emperor. "I
would have thought you were needed in the imperial city," he hinted. "The
Lady SienMa sits on the throne in my place." The emperor's eyes seemed to
focus far from the room in which they sat, and Llesho wondered about that
meeting, and what had put the mortal goddess of war in command of an empire.
Shou gave his head a shake, clearing it of the thoughts he kept to himself.
"Markko and his followers proved the empire has taken its own power too
much for granted. Harnish war bands came into the imperial city from
somewhere." Llesho
knew that—they'd both suffered losses in the recent fighting, and the emperor's
habit of traveling his empire incognito was one of Shan's few closely guarded
secrets. In his many disguises, Shou heard and saw much that would otherwise
remain hidden from an emperor. It didn't explain what he was doing on the
caravan road this time, however. "But
why Guynm?" Llesho had no choice. The northern passage through the Gansau
Wastes was impassable even in early summer. Already the springs and watering
holes that made the trek possible just after the winter thaw would have dried
up. Even the nomadic Tashek people, who clung to the brief-lived oases in the
spring, would have packed up their tents and moved farther south, searching for
water. Like
the route out of Guynm, the Sky Bridge Road led south before turning west to
the passes above Kungol. Longer than either the passage through the Gansau
Wastes or through Guynm and the Harnlands, Sky Bridge was considered the safest
route precisely because the Harn had no trading presence there. If they were
going to find his brothers, however, they needed to go where the Harn had been.
And that meant Guynm, whether they liked it or not. But Shou had no such
constraints. Taking a sip of his drink, however, the emperor explained: "Guynm
is Shan's most vulnerable border with the Harnlands. If Guynm Province falls,
the empire stands open to its very heart. The Imperial Gaze has fallen
elsewhere too long—it's past time I took a look." Adar
frowned, troubled. "So what are we likely to find when we reach
Guynm?" "If
we're lucky, a stalwart governor and a Thebin prince or two, happy reunions,
and a formal visit. Then I return to Shan in state, and you continue your
journey." The
emperor gave a little shrug, as if to acknowledge his own doubts. "It is
more likely that we will find a province that clings to the empire by a thread
while it takes care to see nothing when Harnish raiding parties pass through.
But I didn't expect trouble this soon." The
plan made sense if one assumed they didn't carry the spies and saboteurs with
them. That wasn't a certainty right now. Llesho decided he should object, just
as soon as he managed to pry his eyelids open again. Adar's
voice distracted him from his efforts to look alert. "More discussion can
wait. If we are to be ready to go, we all need an hour or two of sleep." Llesho
agreed. His fingers and toes seemed to be a long way off and the distance
between filled with a mist where his body ought to be. "Help
me get Llesho into his bed before he falls asleep where he sits," he
added, and muttered, "I knew he wasn't ready to travel." Llesho
dragged his eyes open enough to catch a bleary glimpse of Master Den looking
back at him. Then Adar had his left elbow and Carina his right, and he
discovered that his legs did still work even if they didn't feel connected to
his body. Before he knew it he was in their own room—he could tell because he
recognized the baggage heaped behind a screen like the one in Shou's chamber.
Then Adar was tilting him onto the bed and he let himself fall into the stiff
mattress. Adar tucked in beside him with a kiss on the forehead and a quick
prayer for a peaceful night. Lucky
for them that they journeyed with a god. Their prayers had so little distance
to travel. The thought drifted away into the dark of Llesho's sleep. In his
dream it was his seventh summer, and he lay in his small bed in the shadow of
the great mountains of the gates of heaven, listening to the call of the
caravans. His body remembered the thin air and the smell of pack ice melting on
a summer breeze in the great passes to the West, and he struggled against the
heavy air of the lowlands. "Mother!"
he called in his sleep, in the high tongue of Thebin. "Hush.
Hush." Adar's hand stroked a cool path across his forehead. It was okay if
Adar was there. He'd be safe. He slept.
Chapter Five
"Oh, GODDESS!" Llesho
woke with a snap just as the first rays of the great sun gilded the windowsill.
He didn't notice the second sunrise, however, but made a dive for his travel
pack, berating himself under his breath for how stupid he'd been the night
before. "Llesho?
What's wrong?" Standing guard at the door, Lling came to attention with
her sword in hand. Urgency sharpened her voice, waking the rest of their party
who felt about them for their weapons. But there was no enemy to fight. "We're
not under attack," Llesho assured them, "at least not right now. But
we forgot to consider a possible motive for the fire last night—" He dug
into his pack, searching for the gifts that her ladyship had given him on the
road from Farshore. Master
Den rose and stretched, the tips of his thick fingers brushing the ceiling at
its highest peak. "You mean, that Master Markko might have wanted to clear
the inn so that his thieves could have a go at your luggage?" he asked as
he watched Llesho scramble on the floor. "Do
you think I'm wrong?" "Not
necessarily." The trickster god shrugged off the question. "No matter
the diversion, however, the emperor would never have left these rooms
unguarded. Luckily for Sento, the fire didn't take the inn as well as the
stables." Llesho
shuddered. He'd known the man was more than a servant, knew that as soldiers
they might all be called on to give their hves in battle. The idea that Shou's
man might have stood fast, burning with the inn rather than abandoning his
post, brought back memories of his own personal guard dying on the sword of a
Ham raider in Llesho's seventh summer. He didn't want the people around him
dying to protect his life and property, but it was going to get worse the
closer they got to Thebin. He
found the wrapped shapes in his pack and pulled them out, took off their
bindings to make sure that they were indeed safe. The jadeite bowl, a wedding
gift in a former life, he took in his hands and turned in the morning light.
Captured by the warm gleam of promises shining through the translucent jade, he
spent a moment in quiet study. Something stirred in the back of his mind, like
old forgotten memories, but they refused to come into clear focus. Wondering
about its secrets, he set the bowl back in its wrappers and grasped the short
spear by the shaft. The weapon had taken his life once and still thirsted for
his blood. He hated the thing, but it came to his hand with the easy fit of
long usage, and he marveled over how natural it felt there. Master
Den nodded at the spear. "Markko will know the legends. He'll want the
spear because it is supposed to hold a deadly power over the king who wields
it. That power goes two ways, however. You injured him with it before. Like
yourself, he's had to heal, and he'll be wondering what control you now hold
over the weapon." Llesho
hadn't considered that the bond might influence the weapon, but he had hurt
the magician with it. Markko would be wondering, now. He'd want to protect
himself from the legendary spear as much as to turn it against Llesho. "We
can use that," he said, and set the spear aside to carry on the road. "If
you're right that Markko is behind this—" Adar gestured at the window
which opened onto the ash-drifted courtyard, "—carrying that thing openly
will look like a direct challenge." "And?"
Llesho gave his brother a level stare. Adar
tilted his head back, eyes closed, and heaved a frustrated sigh. To Llesho's
annoyance, Carina rested her hand on his brother's arm. "Adar is only
worried about your safety." The
healer opened his eyes with a grateful smile. "Of course. How can we keep
you safe, Llesho, if you make yourself a target?" "Master
Markko knows I have the spear. That makes me a target already. If he considers
me a threat as well, it will slow him down, make him cautious, and that can
work to our advantage." "Listen
to your king," Master Den interrupted before the disagreement could grow
any more heated. "When it comes to a contest, we have to know which will
rule— the weapon or the boy. Better to find out now than at the very gates of
heaven." "We
need a living king, not a dead sacrifice," Adar snapped, though he let
Carina soothe him. "I
don't intend to let it kill me." Llesho rose from his place on the floor
with the spear in his right hand. His left he wrapped around the three black
pearls—gifts of goddess and ghost and dragon—in the small leather pouch that
lay on his breast. Hmishi and Lling gave Adar a polite bow, but followed Llesho
from the room without a word or question, which seemed to please the trickster
god immensely. Finally, with Carina's encouragement, Adar surrendered, bringing
up the rear with a last objection: "We are going to regret this." Llesho
knew that, he just didn't see a lot of options. He wondered if he might win
Carina's sympathy with the admission, but he didn't want her pity, and wouldn't
accept it as a substitute for the care she seemed to offer his brother. So, he
chided himself, chalk up another one to experience—or lack of same—and get your
butt moving before the caravan leaves without you. In
the night, the fire that had burned the stables of the Moon and Star Inn had
seemed all consuming, and Lles-ho'd expected signs of the disaster all over the
cara-vanseray. Except for a thin gray mist that seemed to leave a gritty coat
over everything, however, the broad square bustled with its daily business as
if nothing had happened. Huang agents pushed their way through the crowd,
bargaining final agreements while a thousand camels, annoyed to be rousted from
their pastures and hemmed in on every side by the inns and counting houses and
storehouses, milled and bellowed and spat thick, stinking gobs at their
handlers. Drovers cursed their animals in a dozen languages, their voices
blending with the shouted commands of the merchants and the smell of dusty
camel and incense and bits of meat roasting on sticks. Through it all cut the
high tenor clang of camel bells on harnesses and the deeper call of brass pots
clattering where they were tied along the sides of the camel packs. Surrounded
by the familiar uproar of caravans gathering for the journey to the West,
Llesho found himself caught up in memories both old and new—the present
overload of sensation colliding with the memories of the great plaza of Kungol,
where the caravans paused before daring the high mountain passes. Suddenly,
images of the Harn raiders attacking the palace and killing everyone he knew
mixed in his tired mind with the chaos of the night spent fighting the fire,
freezing him in mid-stride. But Lling and Hmishi flanked him, their mouths
hanging open and their eyes wide and shining. The
two ex-slaves had come to Shan from the poorest of the outlying farms of
Thebin, packed in carts for the journey among the dour and threatening Harnish
raiders. Nothing in their past, not even the marketplace at the center of Shan,
had prepared them for the smells and sounds and crush, the sheer excitement of
the greatest caravan staging area of the Shan Empire. Although they maintained
the proper positions to guard Adar and Carina at the center of their party,
they would convince no one who saw them now of their battle-hardened
competence. Their
wonder was contagious, and Llesho caught their excitement, letting go of the
past to grin back at them through the uproar. They might have stood there
longer, gaping like bumpkins, but Emperor Shou's voice cut like a scythe
through the din: the three cadets followed the sound of his curses down the
slowly untangling line. "Tighten
that strap! Can't you see that beast is blowing out his ribs? We won't get two
li down the road before he dumps five hundred tael of silk and pigments in the
dirt!" Experienced
drovers looked up from their own work to watch the show, sneering behind their
hands and with their own rude suggestions. The emperor nudged aside an
inexperienced young groom and poked the camel in the ribs. The animal
complained with a bellow, but his barrel grew noticeably thinner. Shou tugged
on the cinch with a sure and practiced hand while he cursed, "The damned
camel is smarter than you are." If
not for their meeting in Shou's rooms the night before, Llesho would have sworn
the Guynmer trader with the dull clothes and the sharp tongue was a stranger
with a vague likeness to the emperor. He even spoke differently, his voice
higher and accented with the brisk twang of Guynm Province, though he hadn't
changed his name. "Shou,
like the emperor," he announced, clasping Adar's arm as if they'd just
met. Llesho
thought his heart would stop on the spot. The logical part of his mind knew
that few of the emperor's subjects had ever seen their monarch, except in the
ceremonial mask he wore on state occasions. But the battle-scarred part of him
that sent Llesho skittering for cover whenever a servant dropped a tray
reminded him that Markko's spies could be anywhere. At any moment he expected a
pointed arm and a raised voice from among the camel drivers and hangers-on,
exposing their true identities to the bustling crowd. Sento, Shou's personal
servant and equally disguised guardsman, rolled his eyes behind his master's
back, however, and the drivers and laborers smirked their sympathy. "And
I'm the Golden River Dragon," muttered a passing drover in a sarcastic
aside. This was an old masquerade, then, taken up with the skill of a true
caravanner at the emperor's need. His servants had heard the story many times,
had grown weary of their pompous master's pride in an accident of naming, and
even the other merchants who traveled this route knew the bragging of the
Guynmer merchant. "Where
is that drover you recommended to me, healer?" Shou demanded of Adar.
"I need someone who knows what to do with a camel or we will never leave
the imperial city." Before
Adar could answer that he hadn't recommended anyone, it had been Master Den, a
voice piped up between them. "Right
here, good merchant Shou." The Tashek drover, who had introduced himself
by the name Harlol, wandered forward then, brushing straw and black mud from
his hands. "Zephyr had a cut on her knee, but I've put a plaster on it and
she should heal well enough on the journey." "Zephyr?" Harlol
twitched a shoulder, dismissing the question with a bland, "She needed a
name, and seemed to like that one. It suits her." The nomadic Tashek were
bred to the camel, slept with their beasts and fed them with their own hands in
the desert. A man who did not know his beast didn't survive. Hearing this young
drover talk about a camel as if it could understand and even choose its own
name convinced Llesho beyond doubt that the nomads were stranger even than
reports had named them. Shou, however, seemed surprised only by the choice of
names. "She never struck me as being that light on her feet." The
Tashek drover smiled. "Perhaps she was only waiting to be asked." "We'll
see ... What's wrong with you, boy?" The emperor turned the sharp edge of
his tongue on Llesho, who jumped as if he'd been bitten by an adder.
"Posing for a statue on my time?" "No,
sir!" "Then
get ready to move out! There're five hundred camels and as many horses in this
caravan, and the front of the line is already halfway to Guynm by now. They are
not going to wait for one daydreaming cadet!" Chastised,
Llesho snapped to attention, acutely aware of the short spear strapped to his
back and the imperial militia uniform he wore. He turned with a will to
hitching his pack to the back of his horse, just one among hundreds of
militiamen hired out to guard the many caravans journeying to the West. Squads
passed up and down the ranks, finding their places at the sides of their
temporary masters. Old campaigners of rank, they took up positions in the
parties to the front and rear of Shou's camels. Llesho recognized in their
number several who had dined at the Moon and Star. They were elite imperial
guardsmen, he suspected, and no more at home in their militia uniforms than his
own cadre. They passed Shou's party with no acknowledgment, but Llesho felt a
great pressure lift from his shoulders: the emperor did not rely on their band
alone for his defense. He
was more than grateful for their presence when a handful of Harnishmen in the
shaggy breeches and coarse shirts of the plains people rode by on their short
horses. In their midst, a trader with the same look but much finer garb rode on
a taller, more elegant steed. He'd known that small parties out of Harn
sometimes traveled with the larger caravans, but hadn't considered the
possibility that they might join this one. With a tight grip on the hilt
of his Thebin knife he watched them make their way to their position at the
rear. None of that party gave Shou a backward glance; they didn't know who he
was, or they were skilled spies. Either way, Llesho figured he would need to
stay on his guard. At their best the Harnishmen were mischief, at their worst,
deadly. The
Huang agents had divided the caravan into parts: two units, each of a hundred
camels and as many horses, had already departed. Shou's small party had drawn
an inconspicuous slot toward the middle of the third unit. If raiders came at
them from the front they'd have plenty of warning, but they were not so far to
the rear that they would fall into the hands of bandits sweeping down on
stragglers. The
emperor, disguised as a Guynmer merchant, offered Carina a pallet on the back
of a camel, but she declined, insisting that she would ride. She wore the robes
of a healer with a wide split skirt under and a thick swathe of veils that
covered her from head to foot, protecting her from the sun and the dust. Adar
had pulled a short veil over his eyes but left his face uncovered, as did the
three Thebins in the full uniform of imperial military cadets. Master Den wore
his usual loin wrap and an open coat that fell below his knees. In his right
hand he carried his long staff with an umbrella stuck in it for shade, and over
his back he carried a small pack which might double as a change of clothes,
Llesho figured. The
call sounded for their party to move out, and Llesho scrambled into his saddle.
He had expected Shou to ride horseback as well, but the emperor climbed onto
the bent leg of the lead camel and slid effortlessly into a padded seat built
up for him in front of the camel's pack. THE
PRIFCE OF DREAItiS Harlol stood ready. "Up, Zephyr. Up!" he shouted,
and gave the camel an encouraging slap on its haunch. The camel rose, rocking
her passenger who rolled with the motion as if he'd been born to it. A second
camel remained on its knees. The Tashek drover scanned the crowd, cursing under
his breath in a language thick with harsh consonants that Llesho did not
understand. "You are certain he is coming?" he finally asked in
Shannish. Shou
nodded, squinting in concentration as he looked over the sea of beasts and
people. "There he is now—" He pointed, but Llesho saw no one paying
them the least attention. "Ah!
I see him!" the drover's attention locked on its target, and Llesho
followed his gaze to the most incredible figure he had seen all morning. A
dwarf in the exotic dress of Thousand Lakes Province struggled toward them
through the milling press of food vendors and trinket sellers hawking their
last-minute wares to the forming caravans. In one hand he carried a pair of
cymbals, and on his back was strapped a quiver full of flutes. Behind him, he
dragged a small stepladder. "Harlol!" the dwarf addressed the new
drover by name, "You seem to have landed on your feet. I thought you'd be
begging your way home!" "A
Tashek drover never stays unemployed for long." Harlol steadied the ladder
against the waiting camel's pack, demanding, "What kept you? The master is
growing impatient to be gone." The
dwarf climbed up and plopped himself in a small chair with arms and a gate that
he latched across his front. When he had settled his instruments and fluttering
garments about him, he drew a deep breath and nodded a signal for the drover to
bring the camel to its feet. "There
was this maid from Sky Bridge Province who, noting the diminutive size of my
visible parts, was curious about the size of my other parts." He explained
his tardiness with a sly smile and a careless wave of his hand to take in his
lower body. "I proved to her that small mes- sengers
can carry big packages, but she insisted I repeat the experiment, to be
certain." The dwarf shrugged with mock innocence. "I could not leave
the lady unconvinced, and in faith, she took almost more convincing than I had
strength to devote to the debate." "Tell
that to the master when he takes a whip to your hide for holding up our
departure." As
far as Llesho knew, Emperor Shou didn't own a whip. That doubtless explained
why the dwarf showed no sign of fear or contrition, but laughed merrily at
Llesho, as if they two shared some secret joke at the drover's expense. Harlol
latched the ladder to the camel's pack with a twitch of a smile that quickly
vanished when the camel reached around on his long neck to take a nip out of
his backside. Harlol gave her a sharp smack on the nose. "Behave yourself,
Moonbeam!" he warned the animal, which offered an opinion of this new name
in the wad of spittle it flung at Harlol's departing feet. "Enough!"
The drover made a rude gesture at her and turned on his heel to run down the
row, checking the tether line that tied each of Shou's twelve camels to the
others. Shouting in the Tashek language, which the beasts seemed to understand
best, he prodded at their flanks with a goad that he carried for the purpose. "Evil-tempered
beast," the strange newcomer said, but he was watching the departing
drover, and not the camel, as he said it. Curious
about the new addition to their company, Llesho settled his horse beside the
camel on which the dwarf rode at his ease. As their party moved forward, he
stole a glance upward, only to find the dwarf staring down at him. "And
who might you be, squirt?" "I'm
called Llesho, and I'm a cadet in the imperial militia," Llesho answered
with his cover story. "And I think, sir, that you have no room to call
another names that belittle his stature. What—who are you?"
"I
am called Dognut, though my parents named me Bright Morning at my birth. And as
you see, I am court musician to His Majesty's travels." Llesho
had no practice at subterfuge; a blind man might read the horror that slackened
his face at the dwarfs words. The little man gave him a wink that, on the
surface, said he played the same game as their neighbors in the caravan,
mocking their master and his pompous affectations. The gleam sharpening his
grin spoke of deeper knowledge and more dangerous ironies. They had not yet
left the city wall behind, and already Llesho was tired of the joke. "I
have never met a man of your race before. Where are your people from?" he
asked, trying desperately to change the subject. "Like
our employer, I am a king—king of the short people." Llesho
was about to commiserate with the shoddy treatment the little king received
from his companions when a braying cackle, like a donkey in heat, erupted from
the dwarfs mouth. Dognut held his sides and laughed until the tears ran down
his cheeks and Llesho wished a lion would jump from the bushes and kill him
just to put him out of his misery. "My
'people' farm the Thousand Lakes Province, and surpass your own length, pygmy
lad. My looks are a mere accident of birth—the bones of my arms and legs break
easily, and refuse to grow, which the wealthy find amusing. When it became
clear that this body had reached its full height before its hands could reach
the plow, I was offered to the governor to be trained as an entertainer.
Unfortunately, I did not live up to expectations in that regard either. With one
thing and another, fate cast me adrift upon the mercy of our current master,
who has no great ear for music and therefore prizes a musician with a similar
lack of sensibility." Llesho
blushed furiously, feeling every word out of his mouth was another foot in the
camel dung. "I'm sure you jest with me about your skill with your
instruments," he stuttered in a lame effort to appease the situation. His
brother rode ahead with Carina and he kneed his horse to a faster pace to join
them, leaving the laughing dwarfs ridicule behind. The two healers were deep in
a conversation about poultices, but Adar paused with an expression of patient
inquiry on his face. Llesho had no conversation to offer. Unfortunately, he had
now reached the head of their party, hobbled to the slow but steady pace
comfortable for camels and horses. "Can't
we go any faster?" he asked his brother. "I
don't know much about camels. The horses could manage a brisk trot for a little
while, but on a trip this long, a faster pace would kill them." Adar
meant no harm, but his words dropped Llesho into the past as if it were all
happening again. The sounds of the caravan blended into the memories of another
journey filled with hunger and thirst and exhaustion, his people dying between
one step and the next. Clammy sweat sprang out all over his body, chilling him
to the bone, and he gasped as if he'd been shot with one of his own arrows. "Llesho!
Llesho!" Adar's
voice reached him through the fog in his mind. They had drawn to a halt while
the caravan plodded by, drovers he did not know and guards he thought he
vaguely recognized turning curious glances on him as they passed. Adar was on
foot, his hand on Llesho's arm. "What
are you doing here?" Llesho looked at his brother, confused in time.
"We've fallen behind, don't let the guards see—" But no, the Long
March was over. They were going home. Llesho closed his eyes for a moment,
centering himself; Adar's hand was like an anchor holding him in the present. "Where's
your horse?" "He's
right here. Will you be all right if I let go for a moment?" Llesho
thought about the question. He'd been impa- tient,
embarrassed, and suddenly he'd found himself a thousand li away, crossing the
grasslands again. He gripped his brother's arm, hard, couldn't let go for all the
silk in the Shan Empire. "Nine
thousand died," he whispered. The Harnish raiders had driven ten thousand
out of the holy city of Kungol. All but one thousand had perished on the forced
march to the slave market in Shan. It wasn't the answer Adar was looking for,
but it opened his eyes, blurring them with tears. "Dear
Goddess, Llesho. How did you survive?" He
hadn't told his brother how he'd wound up on Pearl Island, a continent away
from his home in the mountains of Thebin. They'd scarcely found each other
again when they were plunged into battle, and it had all seemed so far away.
Now, however, something inside of him demanded release. He had to tell Adar,
even if his brother never forgave him for what his life had cost them. "I
was their prince, and so they died for me. Starved to feed me, went thirsty so
that I would have water. Carried me until they dropped, then passed me on to
the next until he died as well." He
sighed and turned his anguished gaze into the blue, blue sky of Shan. "I
wish I could turn into a bird and fly home right now." Llesho leaned
forward in the saddle, his muscles bunched under him, poised to leap into the
air with the faintest puff of wind. Nothing happened. He had expected that.
Kaydu could have done it, but he didn't have her gifts. "I'm
sorry, Llesho. I wish I could do something to make this easier for you." That
sounded like forgiveness, or maybe even as though his brother didn't blame him
at all. If he thought about it logically, as Adar seemed to be doing, there
hadn't been much he could have done about it anyway. But if it wasn't his
fault—the blame spilled from him like an open sore. "I
am the favored of the goddess, right?" Sarcasm oozed around the words. If
this was favor, he could not imagine what it must be like to incur the disfavor
of the gods. "Believe
it, no matter what has happened." Adar gave his arm a shake to fix his
attention. "The goddess has some purpose for every step of your path,
brother, the evil of the Long March, and even testing your patience with the
pace of a caravan." "As
the goddess wills." Llesho held out his hand for his reins. He didn't
believe it, and that scared him more than coming unstuck in his memories had.
He felt the need to reach Kungol as an ache in his bones and a bitter taste in
the sweat that crested his upper lip. The light touch of the short spear at his
back mocked him with whispers in the voices of his enemies: "Going to die,
going to die." He
had come to imagine himself as a great general, the liberator of his people,
but distance and his own weaknesses set insurmountable obstacles in his way. "I'm
afraid we will be too late," he said. All of Thebin lay under the yoke of
the Harnish raiders, and he still had four of his brothers to find as well as
the pearls of the goddess' necklace. "A
husband must show great patience as well as the determination to battle
fiercely for his lady," Adar began, but Llesho stopped him. "I
am no husband," he bleakly reminded. "I kept vigil, but the goddess
did not come." Adar's
gentle laughter did not even startle his horse. "She came. Her mark is on
you, Llesho. I see it in your eyes." "She
didn't come. I would have known." The
last of their unit had passed them, the following one approached out of the
caravansary. Adar remounted with a final word of homely advice: "She came
to me in the shape of a priestess I had known in the Temple of the Moon. I
don't know how she came to you—perhaps you can ask her one day. But we will
have to wait to find out. The gates of heaven are far from Shan, and the
caravan will travel at the pleasure of its beasts, not its masters, or it will
not travel at all." With
that they nudged their horses into motion, past the curious glances of
strangers—the emperor's spies and the Harnish traders—and reclaimed their place
in line. Master Den seemed not to have noticed their absence, but Lling and
Hmishi exchanged a worried frown. Carina watched them return with concern in
the crinkles at the corners of her eyes, but a little smile curled her mouth
and her eyes never left Adar's face as they approached. It
hurt that Carina had picked Adar. The two shared so much in common, even
temperaments, that he felt foolish when he thought about how little he had to
offer. Embarrassed, he separated himself from his brother, choosing Dognut's
company again. Let them have their discussions of powders to cure bladder
irritations—he wouldn't wear his heart on his sleeve any more. The dwarf,
however, continued to look at him like he was a lovestruck fool in search of a
shoulder to cry on. "It's
going to be a long journey if you insist on wearing that face," Dognut
commented, gazing down on him from high atop his perch on the camel. "I am
not sure I have enough songs about broken hearts in my repertoire." Llesho
glared at the dwarf. Yes, he wanted Carina— or, wanted her to want him. But
when he really thought about it, disappointment in love didn't haunt his soul.
The Long March did. The truth was, now that they were actually going home, he
couldn't shake the anger he'd been too young to understand the last time he'd
made this journey. He wanted to weep, to scream, to tear at his enemies with
teeth and claws and cut their hearts out to feed his subjects dying on the
road. But there were no enemies near, just the warm sound of camel bells and
the jostle of goods and men and animals settling in to the long trek. And there
was nobody he could tell. Suddenly,
a voice sang out over the curses of the grooms and the bleating of the beasts.
The emperor of Shan, sitting atop a camel loaded with bolts of silk and
dangling brass pots off his sides, was singing a Guynmer hymn. Dognut drew a
flute from his quiver and added its high, quavering voice to the simple tune. In
the shadow of the dark night I come to you When the wind sweeps the dunes of
Gansau I huddle at your feet. You
who protect the camel and the date tree Can you do less for your child Lost in
your desert? Harlol
gave Shou a troubled look, as if he was trying to decide whether the merchant
mocked or believed. But Shou's servants had taken up the hymn, and after the
first verse so did the new drover, raising prayer to the spirits whose
believers had come out of the Gansau Wastes spreading word of the desert faith
to Guynm Province. Even Master Den, the trickster god ChiChu in his human form,
joined in singing the prayer to the foreign spirits: We
offer dates and honey We sing praise and Burn myrrh and incense At your altar
You who protect the camel and the date tree Lost in your desert Can you do less
for your child? Gifts
of gold and silver We give you With
paint we decorate Stone images of your faces After a few
verses, Adar joined in, and soon all along the caravan the hymn had been taken
up. Drover
of the sun and the moon Spirits of camel and the goat We ask your protection In
this great journey. When
the song finally came to a halt, a new hymn came down the line to them, a merry
song to the trickster god, who joined in with great relish: A
farmer let a stranger in And fed him rice and leavings The stranger shat upon
the hearth And left the goodwife screaming. When strangers come up to your door
And ask for food and liquor Treat them as you wish yourself For ChiChu's sake,
the trickster. A trader took a stranger in And sold him shoddy trinkets The
stranger slipped out late at night Taking all the blankets. From
his place at the side of the emperor's camel, Master Den grinned at Llesho,
inviting him into the trickster's sly enjoyment of his secret identity. Llesho
returned the smile, though his own felt forced. The wink that followed was all
ChiChu the trickster, reminding him: "This is not the Long March; stay in
the now." Llesho
returned a quick nod. But it was hard to be cheerful when Carina's eyes, bright
and adoring, fixed on his brother. When
the laughter died away after the trickster prayer, the Harnishmen at their rear
began a Harnish anthem. Only a scattering of voices added to the song, but
angry muttering thick with the threat of bloodshed rustled through the caravan.
Then Shou raised a competing voice, carrying a Harnish hymn of thanks to wind
and rain and earth, the Harnish natural deities, with no challenge or boast in
it. Dognut gave Llesho an uneasy shrug, but raised his flute to strengthen the
melody line. Grudgingly the Harnish traders gave their own voices to it. Few
others along the length of the caravan joined in, but the blood had gone out of
the moment. Only the wary tension of an oncoming storm remained. When the hymn
had ended, Dognut put away his flute, and the caravan returned to its private
chatter. The singing was over, and Kungol was still very far away.
Chapter Six
HE round, full light of Great Moon Lun hung
low in the sky—Lun chasing her smaller brothers Han and Chen, already touching
the zenith. Habiba moved about his workshop with precise, studied motions. The
magician once had told him that Lun was no moon at all but a dying sun
smoldering in the dark, and somehow Llesho knew that he was waiting for Lun's
faint light to shine more fully through the window that overlooked the
workbench. He
took a shallow bowl of polished silver from a shelf and carefully wiped it
clean with a soft cloth. From an earthen pitcher he poured pure, cold water,
filling the bowl to the brim. "What's
that for?" The
magician bent over so that his nose almost touched the water in the bowl but
gave no answer. "Habiba?" Llesho
wondered briefly how he'd come to be here, and why Habiba didn't seem to hear
him or even notice his presence, but the youth couldn't seem to muster much
worry about it. He stretched on tiptoe to peer over the magician's shoulder. As
Great Moon Lun rose, its glow filled the sky in the silver bowl with pearly
light. It overpowered the lesser shine of little Han Moon, which floated like a
black pearl in the reflection. The pattern from the silver bowl drifted on the
water, so that the pearl of Han seemed to hang suspended from a silver chain. "Ah!
But where are you?" Habiba asked the image in the water. The magician was
looking for the String of Midnights, the pearls of the Great Goddess lost in
the attack on the gates of heaven. Llesho had three of them; it seemed that
Habiba had found another. As
if some spell had taken control of his body, Llesho's hand reached out for the
dark moon-pearl floating in the bowl. Part of him expected to close his fingers
around the pearl while another part braced for a cold wet hand. Instead,
he fell headfirst through the water, which parted like a mist around him. "Help!" "Grab
hold!" a voice answered. Llesho
reached out and grabbed onto the wide silver chain he was passing as he fell.
The chain pulled him up short and he swung for a moment over an abyss before he
managed to wrap his legs around the broad flat links and pull himself up on
them. "Who's
there?" he asked. It wasn't Habiba's voice, or Kaydu's. He might have
expected ChiChu to show up at a moment like this, but it wasn't the voice of
the trickster god either. "It's
me." The moon swimming in Habiba's silver bowl began to jump like a fish
on a hook, nearly dislodging Llesho from his perch. He peered more closely: the
moon was no pearl at all, but almost manlike. Round in the body and naked, his
skin was black as pitch and gleamed like the pearls Llesho carried in the pouch
at his breast. The pearl-man sprouted tiny arms and legs that he flailed in his
effort to escape the chain that ran through a hook set in his back. The
creature snuffled through a round, upturned nose that was pink around its
flaring nostrils. His mouth, lined with pearly white teeth, shouted, "Get
me down from here!" in a voice far too large for its pearly head. "Stop
that!" Llesho shouted as the chain that held them both swayed dangerously.
"How can I get you down anyway? I'm stuck here myself, and about to fall
if you don't stop rocking the chain." "I
beg your pardon," the creature apologized politely. "I let my anxiety
overcome my good sense." "Pardon
given," Llesho returned with equal grace and added, when curiosity would
allow silence no longer, "What magical creature are you? And," he
thought to ask, "why are you hanging around like this, naked like a pearl
from the goddess' jewel chest?" The
creature sniffed indignantly. "My name is Pig. I'm a Jinn in the service
of the Great Goddess, chief gardener in her heavenly orchards." The
pearl-man, who called himself a Jinn, stopped struggling and allowed his body
to swing slowly on its chain. The whole situation should have disturbed him
more, Llesho thought in passing. But the Jinn was waiting patiently to tell his
tale, so he tucked his left foot into the open loop of one of the links and
grabbed hold of another with his right hand. Securely anchored against a fall,
he settled in to listen. "Ever
since the demon invader laid siege to the gates of heaven, I have searched for
a way to escape and seek help for my lady, the Great Goddess. Finally I devised
a plan; I would make myself small as a pearl from her lost necklace and slip
through the cracks, so to speak. I thought to fall to earth far from the gates
where our enemies lay in wait, and then I hoped to raise an army and march to
the rescue." "Doesn't
seem to have worked out that way." Llesho felt it needed to be said. The
Jinn puffed out of his cheeks and gave Llesho a sour glare. "I didn't need
you to tell me that. Now, if you will just release the pin in my back, I can go
about my business. Heaven can't wait forever, you know. There's planting to be
done." "You
should have thought of that before you turned yourself into a pearl. What if
you're lying to me?" The question added an unwelcome note of reality to
the situation. Jinn were a notoriously untrustworthy caste, which even Pig had
to recognize. "You
can make me promise to give you wishes," Pig suggested with a trustworthy
smile. "You can use your wishes to make me tell the truth." His
efforts to look dependable were thwarted by the way he swayed hypnotically,
like a pendulum, which made Llesho very dizzy. Pig's
present state suggested that ideas were not, perhaps, his strongest game. This
one seemed fairly simple, though. Foolproof, even. "I'll
do it." Llesho stretched over the abyss to grasp the pin in the Jinn's
back, but Pig wriggled out of reach. "I
have to promise first." "You
just did." "No,
I said I would promise. You haven't asked me to do it yet." Llesho
was growing more annoyed with the strange pearly creature by the minute. When
he stopped to consider this strange situation, none of it made sense, least of
all his own patience in dealing with the captive Jinn. He was in it now,
however, and could see no way out except through to the end. "Promise
me three wishes," he insisted, and started pulling himself closer on the
chain even before the words "I promise" left Pig's mouth. Suddenly,
a hand big enough to hold Llesho and the Jinn together in its palm swept him
off the silver chain and held him up to the face he most dreaded in the world.
"Welcome home, Llesho." "Master
Markko!" he shouted, and woke up in a cold sweat, with a hand clamped over
his mouth. Struggling against the strong arm holding him down, he almost missed
the words whispered in his ear. "You
were calling out in your sleep." Hmishi.
Friend, then. When he thought about it, all the
signs of a dream were there, but he hadn't questioned anything while it was
happening. He
nodded once, to show that he was awake and paying attention. Hmishi removed his
hand and sat back on his heels, waiting for Llesho to return to the present. He
remembered now. They had stopped at a way station with one small inn at the far
end of a staging area for the caravans. Long, open stables flanked the square
on either side. Adar and Carina had gone to the inn with Shou, as would be
expected of persons of their apparent rank, with Dognut the dwarf as their
entertainment. Lling had accompanied them to stand first watch over their
master's sleep, maintaining the ruse that they traveled with Shou's party as
guards for hire. The rest of their party bedded down with the travelers of
lower station among the animals in the stables. Nearby,
sharp eyes gleamed with curiosity out of the late-night darkness. Harlol, the
Tashek drover, had kept to himself during the day's travels. Now, he propped
his chin on the palm of his hand and watched the Thebins. "It's
nothing," Hmishi assured the man, an undercurrent of threat a low rumble
in his voice. The
drover took the hint and rolled over in his blankets. He only pretended to go
back to sleep, Llesho figured. The veterans working as paid guards, who lay
scattered among the sleepers for their protection, were doubtless fully alert
behind their closed eyelids as well. Nothing like an audience when nightmares
decided to make a performance of his sleep. "You
were calling out Master Markko's name," Hmishi whispered. "What was
that about?" Llesho
shook his head. "Not here." Thinking
about this particular dream sent a shiver through his body. The logic of it
fell apart in the light of his waking mind, but a seed of truth at its core
worried him. What did it mean? "Where
is Master Den?" "Privy,
or maybe the pump," Hmishi answered. They both knew that could mean
anywhere. Llesho
rose and gestured for Hmishi to follow. They made their way quietly past the
huddled sleepers and those whose bodies lay unnaturally still as they listened.
A cool breeze soothed their heated skin when they passed out of the stable
under one of the many elaborate arches that pierced its long face. The
cloud-streaked sky gave them no stars to see by, but enough light from one moon
or the other filtered past the drifting tissue strands of mist to cast the long
row of arches into darker shadows crossing against the night. The
Huang caravan had stopped at a reputable resting place inside the borders of
Shan Province, but Kaydu had trained them well. Both of the young Thebin
soldiers scanned the great echoing square for stealthy bandits and sneak
attack. Shoulder to shoulder, hands at sword belts, they peered as deeply into
the shadows as they could see. When a hulking clot of darkness detached itself
from under one of the stable's great arches, Hmishi stepped between his prince
and the approaching threat. Both drew their swords, but Llesho's blade shook in
his hands. "You
are greatly troubled." Master Den's voice issued softly from the darkness
before them. He moved a hand and the clouds parted before the great moon's
glowing disk, pushing back the shadows. "A
dream, Master." Master
Den nodded and motioned him to a bench that curved around an ornate column
holding up a gracefully curved arch. Master Den urged him to sit, then asked,
"Tell me what you saw." "It
was more than a dream, wasn't it?" Llesho risked a glance at his teacher,
but Master Den gave one of his typical shrugs, offering no useful advice, but
demanding much of his supplicant. "You
could be suffering the ill effects of a dinner left out too long in the sun.
Only a dream reader can tell for certain. The Tashek have the most revered
dream readers, but I don't expect to meet up with one on our journey." "Has
anyone ever seen a Tashek dream reader?" Hmishi asked, "I thought
they were a myth, like the Gansau Wastrels, used to scare little
children." "They
are real," Master Den confirmed. "But they are a religious caste, and
enter the dreams of sleepers only when invited, to give aid to the troubled.
They are not, as the tales suggest, the cause of night terrors." Hmishi
blushed, and Llesho wished he knew what they were talking about. He'd seen
Tashek drovers in the streets of Kungol, had even watched, from a hidden corner
of a balcony, when Tashek tribal chiefs had paid their respects to his lady
mother. But servants did not frighten the palace heirs with stories of mythical
monsters. Sometimes he thought that a great fault in his education. He might
have fought more wisely as a child if he'd known of such things as Harnish
raiders and their hunger to snuff out life. And he might even know what Hmishi
and Master Den were talking about. "Not
a myth," Master Den informed them, "though we are not likely to find
one to advise us on our present road." "If
it wasn't just a dream, what was it?" Llesho trusted Master Den's opinion
more than he would a stranger's anyway. "I
won't know until you tell it, now, will I?" "No."
Taking a deep breath, he pinned his gaze to the pale disk of Great Moon Lun so
that he didn't have to look at Master Den while he spoke, but that reminded him
of the dream. Han and Chen had set while they were talking, and Lun had
followed past the zenith. "I
was watching the magician, Habiba, catch the moonlight in a silver bowl filled
with water. He was searching the moons' reflections for the black pearls of the
goddess. I looked over his shoulder and fell in. That's when I met Pig." Master
Den settled a listening expression over his human face, but he offered no
encouragement beyond his puckered frown as Llesho told the tale of his dream.
When the telling had wound down to the last chilling words, Master Den nodded. "Did
you recognize anything else? Anything in Master Markko's surroundings that will
give us a clue about where he is now?" Llesho
shook his head. "I saw Habiba's workshop well enough. I think he must have
been in the imperial palace—I'm pretty sure I recognized the view out his
window. Once I fell into the water, nothing seemed real. All I saw, beyond the
chain and the Jinn who calls himself Pig, was Master Markko himself. "There
was something strange about him, though." Llesho paused, staring at Great
Moon Lun while he tried to recapture the feeling of the dream. "Markko
talked to me, and I talked to the Jinn. But Markko didn't seem to notice the
Jinn or the silver chain, and Habiba didn't see me. It was like our dreams had
touched, but only at the edges." "If
we are very lucky, you are correct," Master Den agreed. Llesho would have
preferred an answer that didn't confirm his own suspicions. "But
it was a dream, right?" "I
know this Jinn," Master Den said. "Pig has served the goddess through
many ages, and has been her favorite for most of those lifetimes." "It
seems a strange name for someone loved by the goddess." Master
Den's fond memories crinkled a smile at the corner of his eyes. "Not at
all. Pig really is a pig. He was, in his mortal life, a great hunter of
truffles. The goddess invited him to heaven and offered him any shape he
wished, just so that he would provide the heavenly table with truffles as
wonderful and pungent as those he had sought out in the mortal realm. He agreed
but, being a pig, could imagine no greater calling than to be what THE PRIflCE
OF DRE he was. So the goddess raised him up on two feet, and gave
him speech, which he finds amusing, and the rank of chief gardener, which he
takes very seriously. In all else, however, he remains a pig. As for names,
like his shape, he seems to feel a need for no other." Llesho
shivered. When he was a slave on Pearl Island, Master Markko had threatened to
feed him to the pigs, and he could not help but find an omen in the dream.
Master Den had also served on Pearl Island, however, and followed Llesho's
thoughts with sorrowful ease. "He
is my friend," the trickster god reminded him. "Pig has never, to my
knowledge, eaten either frightened slave boys or weary old men, no matter how
hungry he might have been." "You
must think that I am a fool." "A
fool knows no fear, and needs no courage to go forward," Master Den
corrected Llesho with wry humor. "A brave man understands his fears, but
does what he must in spite of them." "Then
I must be the hero of this tale," Hmishi complained, "because I am
terrified most of the time, of just about everything." Master
Den laughed, as he was meant to do, and slapped a hand on the back of each
Thebin boy. "Go back to sleep," he ordered them as he might two mischief
makers. "Not
me," Hmishi grumbled. "It's time I relieved Lling on guard duty
anyway." When
he had gone, Llesho took a minute to ask a final question. "Whose dream
was it? Was I in Habiba's dream, or he in mine?" "Perhaps
you dreamed each other." Master Den gave Llesho a comforting pat.
"We'll figure it out. In the meantime, try to get some rest. I want you up
early for prayer forms." "Yes,
Master." Llesho rose and bowed his gratitude to the trickster god. In
simpler times he had learned the prayer forms and their defensive counterparts
as combat forms. Master Den's reminder soothed his fretful soul: even on a
caravan, far from anything he knew, he carried the ordering of his own
existence within him. Lesho
was not so pleased when Hmishi shook his arm to rouse him from his too short
sleep well before the sun had risen. "Master Den is waiting for you in the
courtyard. I get a free pass today, because I've just come off duty, but he
wants you up and out on the double." Llesho
groaned and rolled out of his blankets as Hmishi fell into his own. Lling was
nowhere in sight, her pack already stowed for the next stage of the journey.
Llesho followed her lead, and stumbled into the square just as the gray false
dawn of the little sun washed the straggling line facing Master Den. Lling
was there, and Dognut, of all people. The dwarf stood at rest with his feet
settled apart on short, bent legs and his equally shortened arms clasped around
his belly. He almost appeared comical, until Llesho looked into the centered calm
of his eyes. Then he found himself wondering what role the little man actually
played in Shou's court. Carina
had cast aside her veils and joined them in her long split skirt. Adar stood
with the emperor in disguise and a small cluster of senior guardsmen who
gathered in front of the inn. A handful of merchants paused in their
preparations for departure to watch as well, while a denser knot of the lower
ranks looked on curiously from across the courtyard. A lesser number of Harnish
merchants stood among the onlookers with their own guards in the dress of
raiders. Ignoring
the curious audience as much as possible, Llesho took his place next to Carina.
He shook his arms to loosen his muscles; perhaps he could impress the healer
with his skill at the exercises, since nothing else seemed to be working for
him. Master
Den gave the ritual bow, and their little line returned it. Then the laundryman
and trickster god called out the first of the morning forms. "Red
Sun." Llesho
moved his body into the gentlest of fire signs to greet the dawn. Each bend and
stretch reminded him of all the times that he had performed the prayer form in
the past. Warm as sunlight, the faces of companions lost or left behind came to
him in his prayer: Bixei and Stipes, and Kaydu, alive and training their troops
on Sho-kar's farm. The gladiator Radimus, sold to the enemy to pay a dead man's
debts. Madon, who had sacrificed his life to stop a war and Master Jaks, who
had given his life in fighting that war anyway. Lleck, who had grown old and
sick in the service of the kings of Thebin, following Llesho into slavery to
keep faith with his duty. Out of a storm-tossed life, memories of passing
comforts squeezed his heart with a desire to see his comrades again. The
form brought them back to rest, and several of the guardsmen joined them. A
groom or two followed, and even a few of the merchants abandoned their coats to
servants and joined the ranks of those in prayer. "Flowing
River," Master Den called. Personal
memory emptied into a greater consciousness as muscle flowed into muscle. The
Way of the Goddess, the exercise taught, did not resist, but pursued its course
with unrelenting gentleness. Only now exists; time is the present in motion.
The past flows into the future like the river which flows eternally yet remains
always in the present. "Still
Water," Master Den looked to Adar when he called the next prayer. Adar
acknowledged the summons. He moved away from the inn and joined the teacher in
front of the now-substantial rank of worshipers. With a bow to the mortal god,
he took a stance and returned the trickster's welcoming smile with a grin of
his own, as though they shared a secret. Master Den raised his arm, and Adar,
facing him, mirrored the movement so that their upraised THE PRIHCE OF DREAPH
hands almost touched. Adar bent deeply into the opposite knee and brought his
free hand forward in a sharp, taut move that stopped just short of Master Den's
hand reaching to meet it. The form passed through a series of sharp movements
each poised in stillness before moving to the next, and each restrained a
hair's breadth from its reflection in his partner. Llesho
followed the moves with a scattered few who practiced the advanced forms. None
but the two masters completed the "Still Water" form with a
reflecting partner, however. Llesho gave up on the idea of impressing Carina.
Though he hadn't known of it, his brother's mastery did not surprise him. Adar
had received the favor of the goddess as one of her spiritual husbands. Her
gifts had included Adar's great skill as a healer. He wondered how his brother
could believe the goddess had likewise come to him, when he was clumsy and
unskilled and had received no gifts at all on his vigil night. When
they completed the form, Adar bowed his whole body into a deep obeisance, as if
the form had been meant as a rebuke. "Butterfly,"
Master Den called, but a second voice challenged him. "The
journey to the West requires stronger gods than these." Harlol, the Tashek
drover, swaggered into a cleared space in the square, pacing back and forth in
front of the massed crowd of grooms and drovers and lesser guards. Llesho
felt a jab at his hip and looked down to see a troubled frown on the dwarf's
face. "The master has been too long away from the caravans," Dognut
whispered. "I hope he doesn't pay dearly for taking up with strangers for
this journey." Like
the dwarf, Llesho had a very bad feeling about this. Having
made his challenge, the Tashek drover began to sway in a desert dance. Soon he
was whirling madly, his heavy coats flying out around his ankles. From some- where
in the crowd a sword flew at him and he plucked it out of the air. Another, and
he likewise grasped it, swinging both in counter circles as he twirled like a
madman. Bending low, then leaping high into the air, he jabbed and thrust with
both swords, and twirled them over his head in a choreographed dance of death.
When he finally came to rest, his lungs blowing like bellows, the swords rested
on Adar's shoulders, crossed in an X at his throat. "I
am a healer." At first, the Tashek seemed to take the words as a plea for
mercy, and his lip curled in contempt. Then Adar finished his promise—"I
won't hurt you." "Read
your fortune in the fire of the blades, healer." Adar
smiled at him, a warm crinkling welcome;, the swords on his shoulders rose and
fell when he shrugged. "I don't think the goddess wants me today. But if
she does, she can have me." Llesho
came to the immediate conclusion that his brother had lost his mind. He
wondered if the emperor had done the same, letting the trickster god persuade
him to hire on a madman as a drover. Would Shou really let a common drover
murder a healer-prince in cold blood, and right in front of his eyes? "No!"
Llesho was so busy damning the lot of them to the outer reaches of hell that he
didn't realize he had drawn his knife and sword until he stepped out of the
line. "No,"
Shou agreed, in a hushed voice so that only Llesho could hear. He took Llesho's
sword from his hand, and Lling's, and approached the drover with both weapons
held in a loose, easy grip. "I
know this dance." The emperor of Shan stood in front of his drover, his
plain but rich clothes a reminder that this character he played studied the
Guynmer version of the Tashek religion. He stamped his foot once, twice. "Come,
Wastrel, dance with me." The
term "Wastrel" was a complex one to turn on a Tashek. Outsiders used
it as an insult, to mean that the race had neither ambition nor any inclination
to work when they might beg or steal or trick a mark out of a day's bread. To
the Tashek who came out of the Gansau Wastes, however, a Wastrel was a holy
wanderer and, above all, a survivor. Shou could have meant either, or both.
Neither tone of voice nor expression of face or body gave up his meaning. So a
Gansau Wastrel would have done it. "As
you wish, merchant." Harlol drew his swords away from Adar's throat,
leaving a thin trail of blood as a reminder, and turned to face the
emperor-in-disguise. Stamping his own foot twice in the dirt, the Tashek
accepted the challenge. Gazes
locked, the two men circled each other. Swords flashed and clashed in time to
feet beating out the pattern of the dance in the dust. Whirling, leaping,
dropping to the ground again, sweeping out a leg to upset his dancing opponent,
the emperor met the Tashek move for move. The dance had a ritual meaning;
swords flew and slashed about the body of the dancer who held them or met over
the heads of the combatants. The worship form meant no harm to its
practitioners, although accidents could prove fatal at the level these two
prayed. A slip of the foot, a lapse in concentration for a fleeting second,
could bring death to either man. Feet
beat a faster rhythm and the dance picked up speed. Shouts from the crowds
encouraged first one champion, then the other. Shou was older, the Tashek sword
prayer one of many forms he had learned over the years of his travels through
his empire, though only Llesho's party among the crowd could know that. Harlol
seemed much the favored dancer; he had the endurance of the young and the
single-minded purpose of one who danced the only religion he believed. Shou had
set his life against a thousand contests, however, while the Tas-hek drover had
danced only for bragging rights among his age-mates. Gradually,
Llesho noticed a change in the pattern of the contest. Like the prayer forms of
the Way of the Goddess, the dance had a combat style that dealt murder in every
pose and action. So Llesho was not surprised when Harlol reached out with his
swords aimed at his opponent's heart. A glance at Dognut's tense, watchful
expression confirmed his suspicion: the Tashek drover had adopted the deadly
style. Llesho
held his breath in a turmoil of indecision. He saw in his mind a vision of Shou
dead in the caravanserai square, his blood spilling into the dust as his empire
came apart like bricks in a wall without mortar. Harlol had dictated the shape
of the combat, but Llesho blamed Shou for the aftermath his death would bring.
The drover thought he was fighting a Guynmer merchant and certainly could not
anticipate the destruction he called down on his people if he unwittingly
murdered the emperor. But any move Llesho made to help might distract the very
man he wished to save. He
took half a step forward, not certain what he would do next, and a hand fell on
his shoulder. Master Den held him fast in a tight grip. "He
had a good teacher," the trickster god reminded him. Den himself, that
was. He
would have objected, that Master Den taught the prayers and combat of the seven
mortal gods, the forms that shaped the Way of the Goddess, and not this savage
game of press and thrust. But even without any training in the Wastrel's dance,
Llesho had seen when the prayer had turned deadly. Shou had seen the same, and
moved seamlessly to adapt to it. A slash, another, and the drover lay at his
feet, breathing raggedly and bleeding from cuts in his arm and leg. "Dawn,"
Shou noticed, his voice steady and his breath calm. Great Sun had come up while
they fought. "Friend THE PRIriCE OF DREATO Adar, can you help my drover?
And I will need someone to take his place on the journey." "I
won't hold you back." The Tashek drover staggered in Adar's grip, but
managed to hold himself upright. "I need just a stitch or two, and I will
be back at my post by midmorning. Who will you find in a place like this to
learn your ways as quickly?" "I
have certainly invested more in your education already than you deserve,"
Shou commented acidly. He returned the swords he had borrowed and raised a questioning
eyebrow at Adar. "The
young have amazing recuperative powers of the body," the healer prince
gently cuffed the ear of the wounded man he supported. "One wonders if his
brains have not been addled in the sun, however." "Dress
his wounds, then, and pay for two days' keep." Instructions for the
Tashek's care disposed of, Shou addressed his next order to Harlol: "Rest.
You can join the caravan again in Durnhag when your leg will support you. In
the meantime, we have need of additional hands, or we will never be ready to
leave with the rest of our caravan." Satisfied
that the Guynmer merchant had settled accounts for the foolishness of a
boastful young drover, the crowd broke up into small clusters of gossip before
moving on to the day's work. A stranger with a family resemblance to the
injured drover left one such knot to present himself to Shou. "I'm
Kagar, Harlol's cousin. For the honor of our family, I offer myself to take his
place in your service, sir." Kagar bowed very deeply, shamed by the dishonor
Harlol had already brought on his house. "Is
this some plot against my camels?" Shou demanded with all the indignation
of a merchant who feared thievery and none of the censure of an emperor foiling
an attempt at assassination. "Did you follow your cousin hoping to plunder
my cargo between you?" Harlol
glared at the youth who had declared himself a cousin. "By my honor, I
have no such intention, nor does my cousin, who is guilty of bad judgment
only." "I
did follow you," Kagar admitted, "but not to steal from you. I had
hoped that I might persuade you to take me on as a groom to assist with the
horses. I did not expect my cousin to disgrace our family. Now I wish only to
repair the damage he has done on this field of battle." Kagar
stood very erect, with only a scathing glance for the humbled drover. "I
beg you, kind merchant—I ask no payment but the repair to our good name." "Free
is a good price," Shou agreed. "Though you will need to be provided
food and shelter." He passed a thoughtful frown from the Tashek youth to
Master Den, who gave no sign what he should do about this most recent
supplicant. "Very well," he finally decided, "but if you make me
regret my decision, I will leave you behind—even if that means abandoning you
in the desert." The
young groom bounced a little on the balls of his feet, suppressing a grin with
great effort. "Yes, sir!" he said, and with a final bow made a dash
for the stables. Llesho
would have liked to leave them both behind. He was glad they were abandoning
Harlol, at least for the present, but wondered why the emperor hadn't
discharged the man who had tried to kill him. At the moment, however, Shou had
turned his wrath from the Tashek who had attacked him and was targeting it on
Llesho instead. "I
am capable of protecting my own guests against upstart challengers," Shou
informed him with the steel of a blade in his voice. Llesho heard the silent
rebuke that would have broken their cover identities if spoken aloud. Others
could have rescued Adar. He was too valuable to Thebin to risk in a plaza
brawl. Which
was fine, because Llesho was just as angry right back. He had the advantage of
the emperor, however, that he was right in their true identities as well as by
the parts their disguises gave them. "My
good sir." He bowed, rigidly formal as one accustomed to parade manners
might to a merchant—with no great respect but with attention to the forms.
"Please remember that your life is worth more than the guards who are paid
to protect you. Let us do our jobs, for our reputations if for nothing
else." Shou
saw the fear in his eyes, not of combat, but of losing the emperor of Shan in a
stupid street challenge. "He wasn't that good," he assured with a
grin, but promised, "I'll take your advice in future." The crowd had
dispersed, giving the merchant and his guard no more than passing interest. No
one would have noticed the narrowing of Shou's eyes when he added for Llesho
alone to hear, "If you had fought him, you would have died. I couldn't
allow that." Apparently
the Tashek drover was that good. "At
some point you will have to trust me to live or die by my own skills,"
Llesho countered. He was right, they both knew it, but Shou's struggle to
accept it churned in his eyes. Llesho
nodded to acknowledge the conflicting emotions the emperor revealed.
"That's how I feel when you do something as stupid as answer a challenge
to mortal combat from a hotheaded drover," he said. With a sharp salute
that belied the heartfelt nature of their disagreement, he turned and walked
away.
Chapter Seven
HOW do you transport two deposed
outlander princes through an uneasy empire and enemy territory, and into the
heart of their captive nation? Llesho asked himself. How do you sneak past
forces that would see those princes dead or captive at any cost? According to
Emperor Shou, you made a public spectacle of yourself as a merchant with more
self-importance than means, and added those princes to your already eccentric
caravan. You identified three callow cadets as your only visible means of
protection. Then you paraded said princes before a cheerfully mocking crowd who
would never imagine the movers of empire could be so stupid. The
emperor had great skill as a tactician in battle, and he'd shown equal
competence as a spy. Even the mortal gods favored Shou. From Shou's very throne
SienMa, the goddess of war, guarded his empire. ChiChu, the trickster god,
traveled at his side. Llesho had serious doubts about Shou the strategist,
however. Only a trickster could love the current plan; Llesho had the
uncomfortable feeling that he was walking around with one of Lady SienMa's
archery targets on his back. The
plan had worked so far, of course. With his songs and hymns Shou had declared
himself a practitioner of the Gansau religion, so no one had seemed
particularly surprised when he accepted the drover's challenge in the sword
dance ritual. Few among the Tashek themselves had the skill to recognize how
expertly Shou had moved from prayer to combat form as he responded to HarloPs
attack. The attack had been no accident, however. No simple drover working for
a minor merchant would have such skills of mortal combat. Harlol had brought
the subtle craft of a warrior and a spy to the contest, and whoever had paid
the young groom to maim or murder Shou must now wonder how the emperor would
react to the attempt on his life. Their
neighbors in the caravan readied their camels for the next stage of the journey
with an equal, though less lethal, curiosity. What would the Guynmer merchant
do next? Shou didn't leave them in doubt very long. With a nod of his head, he
signaled Dognut, his dwarf musician, and began to sing. The lively hymn
recounted the droll tale of the first Gansau Wastrel to bring the sword dance
to the faithful of Guynmer. At the chorus, the wary caravanners joined in as if
the hymn were a drinking song, their worry about a vendetta on the road set
aside. It seemed natural that the party ahead of them should answer with the
long and ribald chant about the exploits of the trickster god. Llesho sang
along when a clash of Dognut's cymbals marked the chorus. By
the time they had reached the end of the tale, with a stolen fig and a Jinn
named Pig in a tree pelting the trickster god with rotten fruit, the camels
were bellowing their mournful counterpoint to the raucous drovers. Even the
Harnishmen had entered into the laughter, though Llesho couldn't tell whether
they joined the spirit of the song or jeered at the foolish Guynmer merchant at
the heart of the singing. The
hundreds of li they traveled had shaken loose the tightly ordered structure of
the caravan, however. Boundaries of ownership and hire bent to loyalties seen
and unseen. Hmishi and Lling ranged up and down the line,
a hundred camels linked nose to tail in gangs that told the numbers of each
merchant's wealth: Shou's twelve, led by the Tashek, Kagar; the Harnishmen's
twenty-five at the rear; fifteen between; and another fifty or so ahead that
belonged to a rich merchant of Thousand Lakes Province. According to Hmishi,
the Harnish-men at the rear rode with one eye ever looking behind them, but
seemed more nervous than scheming. Perhaps they worried that the emperor would
reconsider the mercy he had shown to the merchants who had not participated in
Master Markko's raid on the imperial city, and that he might yet send soldiers
to stop and kill them. Or, perhaps they awaited their own reinforcements before
murdering their fellow caravanners. Hmishi couldn't tell Llesho which was more
likely. Llesho
tried to stay alert, but the regular clang of the caravan bells and cries of
the drovers, the warmth of the sun overhead, the smells of camels and leather,
of spices and incense and horses of the caravan, all lulled him with the joyful
memories of his early childhood. The land reminded him how far he was from
home, however. As the days passed, the water-rich fertility of the Shan
Province gave way to gently rolling downs furred over in tough, gray-green
grasses. "What
do you think of your first caravan journey, young militiaman?" Dognut
asked him from his superior position atop the camel Harlol had named Moonbeam. "I
thought we would be crossing desert," Llesho admitted. "Not
yet. We've come what? Three hundred li? No more, give or take a day. Even when
we reach Durnhag, the seasons will disappoint you. In the winter, when the
rains come, the grasses grow thick and green, and the whole floor of the
Guynmer track is afire with flowers. It's still early in the dry season. As the
days grow longer, however, the water will grow more scarce, until you will find
little enough to sustain a caravan of this size. The grasses will shrink back,
leaving nothing but scattered patches where hidden springs survive the summer
underground. "At
the height of the dry season there is more life than meets the eye. Where there
is water there are living creatures, hiding sensibly in their burrows through
the heat of the day. The farther south we go, however, the shorter the water
season, and the more violent and poisonous the life that survives there. Once
we have passed Durnhag, take a care to your shoes and blankets!" "Will
we pass close to the Gansau Wastes?" Llesho asked, his gaze crossing the
landscape that was not as barren as he had expected it to be. "Not
this trip." Dognut trilled a few notes and, satisfied, put the flute away
with the others in its quiver. "The water has retreated into the depths
and the oases have dried up by now. Even the Tashek will have moved on,"
he said with a sharp sweeping glance that took in the flat land to the east.
"No one will return to the Waste until the monsoons come in the
fall." Llesho's
gaze fixed on Kagar, who was swearing at the lead camel while he dragged at the
creature's head with a thin but strong arm. In summer, the Tashek migrated into
Harnish lands. Some years they fought, but mostly they pretended not to notice
each other. He wondered what they were doing this year, and what it meant to
the Harnishmen traveling in their caravan, the Tashek drovers riding at their
side. Near
nightfall their guide called a halt at a small byway. No more than a well and a
rough corral for the animals, it would serve while they awaited the rise of
Great Moon Lun to go on. As they moved toward hotter, drier country, they would
begin to take their rest by a different set of customs than the towns: in the
heat of the day, and in the deep dark between the setting of the true sun and
the rising of Lun. Since they would be moving on after just a few hours, they
left the tents in their packs, but broke out the cook pots and the blankets. While
the rice for dinner simmered over a low fire, gossips
passed among the parties offering their wares in trade for a cup and a story in
return, or an opinion if the merchant had no tales in stock. It surprised
Llesho that Hartal's attack upon the "Guynmer merchant" had caused
very little concern. Most cup-gossip said that Har-lol had let the bravado of
youth overcome him. In this version, the jovially bombastic Guynmer merchant
had simply turned an inexpert display of the sword dance into a lesson from the
drover's elder and social better. Few in the camp had given a moment of uneasy
sleep to the Tashek grooms and drovers bedding down with their camels. Of
course, the scoffers didn't know the true identity of the merchant in question.
They couldn't move against the Tashek drovers or the Harnishmen they suspected
of hiring the attack without exposing the emperor, however. Llesho was pretty
sure that the senior militiaman in the employ of the Thousand Lakes party
shared his concern. He pretended not to recognize the officer who had kept a
sharp eye on the public room at the Moon and Star, and who always seemed to be
nearby when trouble brewed. He'd bet this one twitched at the feel of Tashek
eyes focused between his shoulder blades, though. "I'm
Captain Bor-ka-mar, released from the emperor's service and hired on, like
yourselves, to provide safe passage for this caravan." The soldier
squatted in front of Hmishi, addressing him as their leader, though he stole
quick glances at Llesho out of the corner of his eye. Lling nudged up against
Llesho's side, her hand on the knife at her belt, but left the next move to her
companions. "Well
met, Captain." Hmishi clasped the captain's arm in friendship, accepting
the charade that took the attention of strangers and enemies away from the
prince traveling among them. In Shou's personal service as a captain of the
Imperial Guard, Llesho guessed, and not released from that service at all, but
he took the man's arm in his turn and waited for Lling to do the same before
Bor-ka-mar explained his presence at their cook fire. "This
plodding pace is making my men lazy," he began. "We need a bit of
exercise to keep us sharp. You three are welcome to join us if you've a mind.
And who knows—you might even learn something." The man's grin revealed
several levels of meaning in the statement. He meant by that not only
hand-to-hand combat training and weapons craft, but the lay of loyalties in the
camp, and the intelligence of Shou's military spies. Llesho
looked to his companions, who were waiting for his decision. "We might at
that." He threw a pat of camel dung into the slow flame of their campfire,
letting his own many meanings sink in. Then
he stood up, leaving the task of cooking a supper to the grooms and Master Den,
who puttered about the camp on errands suitable to his disguise as a lowly
servant. After only two days in his new identity, Llesho was taking the god's
service for granted. He couldn't decide if he committed sacrilege against the
trickster ChiChu or betrayal of his teacher's honored place in his heart.
Master Den would call it spycraft, of course, but it still made Llesho
uncomfortable. Hmishi
and Lling accompanied him with no questions. They took their positions with
unthinking attention to his safety—Lling in front and to his left, with Hmishi
following at his right like an honor guard. "Your
friends are telling your enemies which among you is of value." Bor-ka-mar
slapped Hmishi on the back with a hearty laugh to mask his businesslike
comment. Lling
took his meaning at once and flung an arm around Llesho's waist. Tucking
herself in all along his side, she protected him with her body while giving the
impression that she had more seductive plans on her mind. Hmishi scowled at the
two of them. "Better,"
Bor-ka-mar muttered under cover of a lewd grin. "Though it would have more
effect if you would at least
pretend to enjoy the lady's seduction, Llesho. You look more in need of rescue
than a private place for love-play." Llesho
blushed a deep mahogany right to the roots of his dark hair, but flung his arm
around Lling's shoulders as they walked. He'd have apologies to make later, he
figured. Hmishi knew it was an act, but if things had worked out differently
he'd have meant it enough to make apologies necessary. Captain
Bor-ka-mar led them to a bit of pasture land marked off as a makeshift exercise
yard by half a dozen torches thrust into the red marl soil. Clumps of grass
threatened to trip them up, but real battles seldom took place in an arena with
sawdust underfoot. News of the practice had spread, and a small crowd had
gathered to watch, ready to trade wagers and cheer on their champion of the
moment. Llesho recognized the dress and countenance of several Harnishmen
wandering the edges of the circle of flickering torchlight, but he let them
slip to the back of his mind. At
the center of the exercise yard, two hands of guardsmen tried their hardest to
look less experienced than they were. Their battle-ready postures, so much a
habit that it must have become instinctive long ago, gave them away, at least
to Llesho and his companions, who fell into the same stance as they waited to
begin. He wondered if any of these men had fought in the battles against the
magician, Master Markko, that had deviled his journeying since Pearl Island.
Shou would have his head if he asked; knowing the emperor trusted these men
with all their lives would have to be enough. The
captain separated the cadets and matched each with an older partner. He ignored
the short spear Llesho carried on his back as if someone had warned him not to
draw attention to it. Instead he tapped the sword at Llesho's side and motioned
that he should take up a fighting stance against a battle-scarred veteran who
gave him a wink as he hefted his own sword in a callused hand. Then the workout
began. Bor-ka-mar called out the weapons formations, simple, basic skills that
shook off the worst of the rust but would scarcely compete with a lesson from
Master Jaks or Kaydu. "You
have a good arm, young cadet." Llesho's partner countered his move and
returned a smart follow-through of his own. "And
you, good sir." Gliding around a clump of coarse grass, he pressed the
fight with a quick jab that Master Jaks had taught him. The soldier deflected
the point of his sword with no great skill apparent to the onlookers, but they
both knew what it took to counter that move. Something about the man's style of
fighting reminded Llesho of Madon, the gladiator who had died at the hands of
his allies for the honor of a broken lord. The memory hurt too much to think
about for long, though, and the fight gave him no time for brooding. There was
a message in the pairings, however. Shou's guards assessed the skills of the
young cadets and they, in turn, judged their safety in the hands of the
soldiers they traveled with. These were Shou's picked troops, hidden in plain
sight. That notion would offer more comfort, however, if the emperor hadn't
taken on his own Tashek drover in a one-on-one sword battle. Much good his
guards would do any of them if the emperor got himself killed maintaining his
disguise. When
Captain Bor-ka-mar decided they had had enough, he called a halt to the
exercises. The onlookers dispersed to settle their wagers, leaving the soldiers
to straggle, gossiping, back to their cook fires. Someone had heard that
Harnish camps were massing on the border that divided the Shan Empire from
Harn, they said. Just gossip, but given the source Llesho figured they could
take it as army intelligence. Rest did not come easy after that.
Chapter Eight
ONE day was very like another on
the trail: waking at false dawn to prayer forms and breakfast, slogging
forward, li by slow li, until the caravan broke in the heat of the afternoon to
rest and graze the animals. Then up with Great Moon Lun for weapons practice
while the camp packed up, and on again until the moonlight failed them. Shou
hadn't been the only merchant with musicians in his train, and the players came
together by the light of the cook fires for a song or two before they all
tumbled, exhausted, into their bedrolls. The
caravan had grown more tense since they had passed over the border into Guynm
Province. Gossip and rumor swept through the caravan as regularly as the tides
in Pearl Bay. If Harn wanted to take the capital city, their massing hordes would
have to sweep through Guynm to do it. And the Huang caravan stood directly in
their path. The audience for weapons practice grew as the caravanners sought
reassurance over entertainment. "Mind
on what you're doing, boy!" Bor-ka-mar's commanding voice latched hold of
Llesho's wandering attention and pulled him up sharply to discover his sword
resting at Sento's throat. "Easy
as you go, there." Sento took a wary step back. Shou's
servant never tried to hide his military background and regularly took weapons
practice with the soldiers on private contract. Those who gathered to watch
weren't likely to notice, but he could hold his own against their best, one of
two or three Llesho figured he wasn't likely to kill by accident. Looked like
maybe he'd figured wrong. "My
apologies." Llesho dropped the point of his sword and bowed humbly, trying
to mask his confusion. He'd let his mind drift and his sword arm had carried on
without him, not a matter of skill but of battle experience. Muscle and bone
continued to act long after the mind had grown too numbed and broken to rule
them. "Accepted."
The man discreetly did not inquire where Llesho had picked up such reflexes,
but handed him a water bottle to share along with the most recent intelligence.
"Have you heard the tale told by the Harnish merchants?" he started
in a bland voice that suggested nothing more than gossip. "They say that
the Harn have an ally, a terrible magician who searches for his familiar, a
small boy lost in the desert. Some add that the ground bursts into flame
beneath his feet, others that it means death to look on him." He gave a
shrug, as if not really believing the stories. As Shou's servant, of course, he
knew full well who this unnamed menace was and so his next statement had more meanings
than it seemed. "Whatever
lies behind the stories, it frightens the Harn among us as much as it frightens
their neighbors." So
the Harn among them did not, on the surface, share an allegiance with Master
Markko's followers. "There's always something behind stories like
that," he agreed. Llesho knew it from his dreams, but Sento confirmed that
those followers were still looking for him. "Always,"
Sento warned him before leaving to find his own bivouac. For
Llesho, the stories confirmed what his dreams had told him: Master Markko was
still out there. That the Harn of their caravan feared the magician didn't
neces-
sarily
mean anything. The raiders who had invaded Thebin hadn't needed the magician to
goad them into action; the promise of wealth without effort had been enough. "What
news?" Lling joined him, wiping the sweat of her own mock battle from her
brow. Absently, she swung her sword in lazy circles with one hand while she
reached for the water bottle and drank with the other. When she was done, she
wiped her lips with the back of her wrist and handed the bottle off to Hmishi,
who was still blowing like a bellows from his own practice. "The
Harn at the back of the caravan grumble at their position in line." "So
I hear," Hmishi confirmed when he had drunk his own fill. Strolling
easily through the resting caravan, they weighed how much trust to give
anything the Harn said in the hearing of others. Lling had come to the
conclusion they shared and voiced it: "They have their own reasons to be
where they are. I think Bor-ka-mar expects they will attack before we reach
Guynm." "Are
they working with the Tashek?" Hmishi asked. "That's what I'd like to
know." The
tribesmen out of the Gansau Wastes were scattered throughout the caravan, which
made Llesho wonder if they didn't plan some assault independent of the Harn.
Harlol hadn't given Llesho any reason to trust the Tashek even before he
attacked the emperor. Kagar, who had replaced his injured kinsman in Shou's
service, hadn't pulled a sword on anybody—yet. He did his job with the grim
determination of one who wished himself in other circumstances. "It's
like he had his own plans and Harlol made a mess of them." Llesho
explained the feeling he had about the groom. "Now, he seems to be trying
to work the situation he's stuck with." "I
don't trust him." Hmishi ran a thumb thoughtfully along the edge of his
Thebin blade. "Don't know that I trust that dwarf fellow either." Lling
snickered at him. "You don't trust anyone who rides that close to
Llesho." Hmishi
ducked his head, embarrassed to be that easily read but not at all ashamed of
his devotion to his prince. Lling felt the same way: they would protect him
with their lives, and even their reputations. The
easy camaraderie between his two companions reminded Llesho of the old days in
the pearl beds, but then he'd been part of that bond. Now he was its purpose,
but outside of it. That hurt, but it would hurt his friends more to let them
see the ache in his heart. He left them with an easy joke to find the slit
trench before he gave himself away. Play
some music, please, Dognut! I'm about to fall asleep in my saddle
here." Llesho
adjusted his seat impatiently and pulled the desert veil over his eyes to
filter the dust and the light. The climate had grown hotter and drier the
farther south they traveled. And more boring: no trees, clumps of dusty grass
so sparsely scattered that for a while he'd entertained himself by counting
them. Nothing but brown dirt below a sky pale with dust. Caravan life, he had
discovered, came with all the hardships of a military campaign, but with none
of the basic terror. He didn't miss the fear, but would have welcomed anything,
even Dognut's songs, to occupy his mind. The dwarf was sleeping, however, and
answered Llesho's plea with a gargling snore before settling back into his
cushions. So
wrapped up was he in the complaints he muttered under his breath that he almost
missed the subtle shift in the gait of his horse. But he heard it, the clop of
hooves against stone. "Dognut!
Wake up! We're there!" "What?
What?" The dwarf's head shot up on his fragile neck and he stared all
around him for a minute before subsiding again into his chair. "I thought
we were under attack!" "We've
arrived!" Llesho explained. "Beds and baths and fresh food!"
They had finally reached the outskirts of Durnhag. "Oh.
Well, that's different." The dwarf sat up, observing their surroundings
with sharp interest. Quickly, however, his excitement turned to nose-wrinkling
dismay. Llesho
agreed with the silent judgment. He hadn't envisioned anything as opulent as
the Imperial City of Shan. As the center of trade and governing for Guynm
Province, however, Llesho figured Durnhag would be at least as grand as
Farshore. He'd hoped for something more exotic as befit its place along the
caravan route, but at the least had assumed they'd find a decent inn with good
food and mattresses free of bed ticks. First impressions didn't promise even
that much. A
jumble of mud houses and tin sheds settled drunk-enly against one another on
either side of the road dusted with sand by the wagons that carried trade wares
in and out of the city. As they passed, the inhabitants of the ramshackle
dwellings ran after them, grabbing at their packs, stealing brass lanterns, tin
pots, anything that they could snatch or cut from the pack strapping.
"It's not what I expected," he muttered. "I
think Shou did, though." Dognut looked worried. Before
he could say anything more, a mother swathed in veils that covered her hair
grabbed onto Llesho's stirrup with one hand. With the other she held up a
starving baby for his inspection. "My baby!" Her dark eyes bled her
despair as she cried to him, "Help for my baby!" Llesho
slipped her a copper coin and was instantly besieged by beggars who cried out
in half a dozen languages for food, or money, or milk from the udders of their
camel mares. Street toughs intercepted the mother and stole her coin before she
could escape the crowd. Here
was the point of the story Master Den had told him at the beginning of their
journey. The emperor would never allow something like this in the imperial
city, and he didn't look pleased to find it in Guynmer. Shou grew quieter, more
brooding as they neared Durnhag proper. He scarcely looked up when the camel
drovers, screaming at their beasts and slashing with their camel goads, joined
the soldiers to push back the beggars. "There's
going to be trouble." To emphasize his words, Dognut gave an eerie trill
on a flute not much bigger than his hand. He didn't seem surprised when,
passing a dark and ill-favored inn that marked a divide between the shantytown
and the lowest accommodations the caravansary offered, Shou called a halt and
pulled his party out of the caravan. Llesho wondered what the dwarf knew about
this place that the rest of them didn't. Captain
Bor-ka-mar, forced to break his cover or leave Shou to the protection of three
cadets, gave his emperor a sour glare. Shou offered him no encouragement, but
signaled him to continue with the party his cadre had hired on to protect as a
cover for their real mission. Bor-ka-mar seemed almost on the brink of mutiny,
but the emperor silently turned his back, closing the subject. Out
of Shou's hearing, the captain's vocabulary demonstrated a knowledge of
swearing both wide and deep, in languages rich in obscenity and in others
Llesho would have sworn had no such terms at all. But the soldier followed
orders. He nudged his horse into motion with his knees and followed the caravan
as it moved away from the man that Bor-ka-mar, like all Shan's imperial guard
had sworn on his life to protect. Llesho felt an overwhelming urge to call him
back, but he kept his peace and followed the emperor. Shou had a plan. Again.
Which comforted Llesho not at all. He discovered that his own unsavory
vocabulary had developed depths he didn't know he had. At
the door to the disreputable inn, Master Den aban- doned
them as well. The trickster god gave Adar a little bow in keeping with the role
he played as servant. "If
you'll lend me a guard, I'll check out the stables. We'll bring the travel
packs back with us," he declared in a voice loud enough for the innkeeper
to hear. Harlol hadn't caught up with them yet, but Kagar still warranted
watching. Shou sent Hmishi and together they followed the Tashek groom back out
into the dust. Desperate
to understand Shou's reckless action, Adar looked to Llesho for an explanation
or an argument that they continue with the rest of the caravan to the city.
Llesho didn't have one either; he shrugged, and entered the inn after Shou. Inside
the thick mud walls, the inn was dirty but surprisingly cool. A small fire
burned in the huge hearth at one end of the rough-timbered dining hall, with a
teakettle hanging over it by a metal arm. A tripod next to the kettle held a
cauldron that bubbled like a potion and released odors almost as foul. Llesho
hoped some medicine was cooking, but he had a bad feeling it was dinner. Not
surprisingly, the room was nearly empty, so there were more than enough benches
for their company to sit together at one of the long plank tables. Shou led
them to a place in a corner, with a wall at his back and a window to the side.
They could watch the street as well as the innkeeper from here. He nudged
Llesho in first, and drew Lling after himself, lounging back against the wall
while Adar helped Carina to a seat facing them and Dognut settled his bag of
flutes at his feet. A
barkeep with no belly to speak of wiped his hands on a dingy gray rag and
approached their table with the rag slung over his arm. Close-up, they could
see that the corners of his mouth turned down almost to his chin in an
expression that appeared sour by habit. "What
can I get for you, sir?" He addressed Shou with a quick knowing scan. He
didn't need to recognize Shou to know what a modestly dressed Guynmer merchant
would want with his establishment. The
emperor set a worn purse on the table. "Whatever you are serving this
evening, for myself and my companions." The
barkeep barely stifled a sneer at the thinness of the purse, but motioned to a
sooty young girl at the hearth to bring plates for the customers. Llesho had
hoped against good sense that a real kitchen with roasting fowl and fresh bread
hid behind the door in the rear. They would never find out with the purse Shou
had offered, however. While the girl was dishing lumpy gray goo from the pot
over the fire, the barkeep turned his attention back to his customers. "We'll
be staying the night," Shou said, "If you can meet our needs. "I
think we can manage that," the barkeep said with a smirk. "We have
one room to let upstairs. The bed is sturdy and large enough to accommodate the
gentleman and his pleasures, male or female." Llesho
doubted that the inn had anyone else staying the night. What money the beds
brought in came from hourly rates, and he didn't even want to think about the
condition of the blankets in a place like this. With
a glance up at the railing that ran the length of the gallery, the barkeep
continued. "Our boy is so skilled that poets have written odes to his
name, and our girl is a true find, hardly used at all. Was a servant in the
great house in the city, so her manners are city-bred. Got herself turned away
for refusing to do for free what she asks good coin for here on the paying side
of the city towers. The governor's loss is your gain, good sir." A
servant in the governor's palace. That went a good way to explaining why they
had stopped in this place. Llesho'd had enough experience with Shou's spies so
that the realization never reached his face. When he followed the direction of
the barkeep's gaze, however, he couldn't take his eyes away. A man and a woman
well past the bloom of youth advertised by the barkeep perched on the railing.
Except for the open robes thrown carelessly over their shoulders and the tall
wooden shoes with high, thick heels on their feet, they were both naked. Llesho
had seen naked women working in the pearl beds—had seen Lling that way most of
the days of their lives. Modesty had prevented him from thinking of them as
anything but workmates, but this was completely different. The woman noticed
that he was looking and nudged her partner in the ribs, sharing a joke at his
expense. Holding his gaze, she opened her robe further and circled her hips in
a lewd dance. Llesho felt the heat of her body in spite of the distance between
them. He blushed. With a grin and a wink, her male companion leaned over and
licked her belly, then blew him a kiss. "For
a modest fee, your help can sleep here on the floor once the tap patrons have
gone home." . Tearing
his eyes away with an effort, Llesho found the innkeeper looking speculatively
from Shou to Carina. Adar wrapped an arm protectively around her shoulder, and
the man moved on to the three young Thebins in their cadet uniforms. He smirked
before adding, "Though perhaps the gentleman prefers the young ones warm
his bed." The
emperor played the part of his disguise. With a careless shrug, he flicked a
glance over the pleasures displayed above them on the gallery. "Send both
your people to me after our supper. Perhaps they can teach my pets a trick or
two." So,
not just the woman, but the man as well were the emperor's spies. The barkeep
seemed unaware of what covert negotiations he might be transacting, or with
whom, but called the girl from the fire. "My
girl will air the room, good sir." "Good.
We'll want to retire early." For emphasis, Shou ran the tip of his thumb
down the side of Llesho's face. They'd played this masquerade before, but this
time Llesho felt a less accommodating reaction was called for. He shuddered,
pulling his head away with just a touch of fear in his eyes. "Good
boy." The emperor smiled indulgently at Llesho. He approved the way Llesho
had played the part. The
innkeeper said nothing at this exchange. Guynm Province kept to a strict
religious code, but the poverty on the outskirts of the caravansary and this
inn on the edges of the city proved that Durnhag had come to terms with its own
corruption by moving it out of sight. He understood his patron's vices now, or
so he believed. Adar
hadn't known the emperor very long, however, and didn't share the innkeeper's
worldliness. He neither accepted nor trusted this disguise. Shoulders pulled
back, his spine snapped to rigid attention, but he kept silent. Protective
instinct warred with the caution any slave learned in order to survive. He
wasn't a slave now, though, and Llesho held his breath, afraid that his brother
would take no more from the emperor or the trickster god himself if it came to
Llesho's safety. Adar had always been sensitive to the mood around him,
however, and Llesho's tension seemed, paradoxically, to calm his brother. Or to
put him on his guard, as Llesho wanted him to be. Shou
answered the healer's indignation, and his protective arm around Carina, with
sophisticated boredom belying his modest Guynmer costume but not surprising the
innkeeper, who had seen the same many times before. "I'm not a greedy
host. You can have her if you want her. "I
ask only for your services as a healer to return my property to good working
order when I am done with them," Shou added. "It's sometimes
difficult not to break one's playthings." Memory
of his battlefield dead passed behind Shou's lidded gaze, and Llesho thought
that some truths were worse than the masquerade. Dognut, however, seized the
moment of Adar's stunned silence to rest a small hand on Lling's breast. He
waggled his eyebrows and leered at her. "Pretty soldier. Want to see
Dognut's blade?" Lling
gave him an icy smile and drew the long Thebin knife
from the sheath at her hip. "Would you like to compare?" she asked,
all teeth. When she wiped a speck of blood from the blade on a corner of his
blouse, Dog-nut removed his hand. When Lling's knife disappeared into its
sheath, the innkeeper gave the dwarf a wink. Llesho
still worried about Adar. When it came to his youngest brother, the
healer-prince didn't trust Shou and might ruin whatever plan the emperor was
hatching with a misguided attempt at a rescue. But slowly, soundlessly, Adar
brought his reactions under control. Maybe he'd figured out there was more
going on than he understood, or maybe he was biding his time. For the moment,
at least, disaster was averted. Shou beamed at the healer as if he had
performed a trick his master had despaired of teaching him. Llesho closed his
eyes in silent prayer that the two men would not come to blows before they had
deposited the emperor at the palace of the governor. "Now
that we have settled the arrangements, I am in the market for
information." Shou turned his attention to the innkeeper. He'd get a
complete report from his spies soon, but never gave up the opportunity to sound
out the locals on conditions under their daily view. "What
did you want to know?" The innkeeper gave a doubtful look at the purse on
the table. Shou
shrugged in the vague way of one who preferred not to speak his business aloud
and emptied the purse onto the table. The innkeeper's eyes widened at the coins
that spilled out. Small, but purest gold, the coins were worth ten times the
man's earlier estimation and went far toward calming his suspicious nature. "Strangers
coming by in the past fortnight or so?" Shou prodded. "Besides
yourselves?" The innkeeper counted the value of secrets in the gold coins
on the table and substituted another question. "Such as?" "Dangers
to a merchant on the road again with the sun?" Shou gave a wave of the
hand, as if it went without saying, but the coin between his fingers ended up
in the palm of the innkeeper. "Too
many Harn." He growled out the name as if he would hawk it up out of his
throat. "And the Tashek have been sneaking around, looking over their
shoulders at every creak of a floorboard." "Trouble
brewing." Shou didn't quite ask. The
innkeeper took a deep breath and reached back to rub at a tight spot at the
base of his skull. "I reckon so," he admitted, and bit into the small
gold coin to test its purity. Purer than the man could imagine, Llesho
suspected, and straight from the stamping yards of the emperor who sat in
disguise in his very inn. "Safest
to keep your head down and stay clear. There's going to be action between 'em,
I'm betting, what with the dry season come on early, and Harn on the
move." The innkeeper stepped away with a second coin and a nervous
backward glance. Llesho found he had lost his appetite—just as well it wasn't a
roasted fowl in front of him. Stretching
out with a catlike sprawl, Shou draped one arm across Llesho's shoulders and
the other around Lling. "Jung An is a servant of her ladyship," he
muttered into Llesho's ear with a tilt of his head to signal the woman, who
moved back into the shadows of the gallery. Llesho
had figured the spy part on his own and wasn't surprised to find the hand of
the mortal goddess of war stirring this pot. "Was it Lady SienMa's idea to
send Bor-ka-mar away with his men and meet with your spies alone in this den of
thieves?" he asked, keeping his words low so that their import didn't pass
beyond their table. The resistance in his tone carried anyway. Shou
got him by the hair and shook him, a warning both real and acted out for their
small but avid audience. "And how much attention would a squad of veteran
troopers draw in a house like this one? Learn a lesson. It's safer to play a
small man with large vices than a powerful man on a mission." He let go
with a final shake and a reassurance given like a threat: "When I've taken
Jung An's report, we can get out of here." "If
we haven't run out of time already." Hmishi
and Master Den should have joined them by now; the hairs on the back of
Llesho's neck were standing up like the gods were passing at his back. Trouble. Shou
was dragging him from the bench, however, and didn't seem to hear. "We'll
have that room now, and—" The
front door opened. They had time only to register the voice, "I heard
there were Thebins—" "Balar!"
Adar rose from his place at the table, a broad grin on his face and fell on the
newcomer with a crushing embrace that nearly cracked the three-stringed lute
Balar carried on his back. They
had no more time for greetings. A shout from a table at the rear alerted them
seconds before Harnish-men came pouring in through the back door. At the same
time, raiders burst through the front. More had entered through the upstairs
windows and they now joined the attack, rushing down the stairs and leaping
from the gallery. Her ladyship's spies had disappeared from the railing, but
blood dripped to the hall below giving evidence of their fate. Llesho drew his
sword and fended off his attackers, trying to make his way to his brothers who
stood unarmed at the center of the swirling battle. Balar
swung his three-stringed lute about him like a stave, sweeping the legs out
from under a Harnish raider but breaking the neck of the instrument. He dropped
the pieces and fell into a fighting stance that Llesho recognized. Master Den
had taught him the same moves in Lord Chin-shi's gladiatorial compound, a
lifetime ago it seemed. Master Jaks had shown him that he'd already known some
of it from early childhood, but Balar, for all his gentleness, brought the
grace of the dancer to the deadliness of one who had trained long in the Way of
the Goddess. The
battle closed in around him then; Llesho lost sight of his brothers, lost count
of his attackers, knew only the rise and fall of his weapons. He felt unstuck
in time, fighting for his life in the Palace of the Sun while he did the same,
again, on the road from Farshore, and again, in the market square of the
imperial city. Fighting with all his skill, he found the place inside where
action replaced thought and move followed move like instinct. He would not die,
would not be taken prisoner in some grimy inn. But the Harnish raiders kept
coming. He
was scarcely aware of the strange wailing cry that had joined the din around
him, but he felt the strike of a hilt against the back of his head, and he was
falling, falling, into a black pit that closed over his head like Pearl Bay.
PART TWO
Chapter nine
flMISHI was screaming. From the raw
sound of it, like sand caught in a mill wheel, he'd been at it for a long time.
Llesho's head beat with each cry as if it were going to split his skull open. "Lling?"
he whispered, but even that slight movement jolted a searing stab of pain
through his head—just a dream, except that it felt real. Somewhere, Hmishi was
being tortured, and it was his fault, because he'd gotten away. But how? And
where was he? He blinked a moment to clear his vision and wished he hadn't—the
ground was surging like a restless ocean. "Are
you awake, Llesho?" Dognut's voice called from above his butt and Llesho
realized that he was the one moving, not the ground, and that Shou's dwarf
musician was the traitor among them. Someone—it
had to be an accomplice, because the dwarf couldn't have managed it on his
own—had trussed him up and slung him over the back of a camel. He had his
backside in the air, his face pressed into the flank of the animal, and a pair
of elbows digging into his kidneys. When he tried to right himself, he
discovered that his captors had tied his arms and legs to the pack strapping
that wrapped under the animal's belly. When he opened his eyes, he saw camel.
When he took a breath, he smelled camel. Which would have been bad enough
without the camel bouncing him like a juggling ball. Running.
The camel was running. He'd seen camel races a few times as a child; he'd
wanted to go right out and try it himself. Khri, his bodyguard, had put an end
to his aspirations with a firm hand on the back of Llesho's court coat. His
plans back then hadn't included traveling like a bedroll, but he wondered why
camels moving at high speed had ever seemed like a good idea. This one was
making him very, very sick, and he groaned before he could stifle the sound. "He's
awake!" The elbows shifted from his back and presently Llesho heard the
sound of a reed flute, trills and whistles only, since it was impossible to
play anything recognizable on a camel at full gallop. Llesho
pretended to be asleep while he tried to figure out where he was and who had
taken him, and why. Dognut was having nothing of the pantomime, however. "The
question was a courtesy," he said, smacking Llesho soundly on the butt
with the flute. "I know you're awake in there." He
stirred, wriggled, but there was no way of getting comfortable. "Where's
Hmishi? What are you doing to him?" Pointless to ask. He knew it had been
a dream, but maybe they were in the same camp, or part of the same force. He
could tell them what they wanted to know and they would leave Hmishi alone. "The
boy isn't here. What do you remember?" A
fight. Someone hitting him on the head. If Hmishi wasn't here, where was he? If
Dognut had known the answers, he wouldn't be asking questions. Llesho
didn't know anything, except, "I'm going to vomit." Fortunately,
Dognut was pulling on the reins of the beast they rode, and calling in Tashek
to someone over his shoulder. So, the dwarf was in league with— A
drover leaned over and grabbed the bridle of the skittish camel, bringing the
beast to a halt. Llesho turned his head enough to see— "So
you found us after all. Traitor!" Harlol
glared back at him, and they both tensed for action, though Llesho was in no
position to move, let alone attack. "Don't." Goddess,
what was he going to do now? That was his brother Balar's voice snapping at him
from somewhere out of sight behind his right ear. Llesho didn't want to believe
his own brother had sold him into captivity, but it was hard to ignore the fact
that he was trussed up like a pig for the fire pit. "How
much did the magician pay you?" "Nobody
paid me anything." Balar shook his head and stooped low to cut the strap
that looped under the camel's belly, securing Llesho's tied ankles to his bound
wrists. "Right.
That's why I'm hanging upside down from a camel with my head ready to
explode." Llesho wasn't surprised when his brother let him slide off in a
heap. Traitor or not, Balar was really angry. Hands
planted on hips, his brother watched him pick his face up out of the sand-
-definitely sand. Where were they, anyway? Llesho rolled over, which gave his
brother some signal to go into full rant mode. "A
full complement of imperial militia traveled on private contracts with that
caravan. If your damned Guyn-mer merchant had gone on with the rest, you would
have been perfectly safe. We'd have had our happy homecoming at a decent inn,
played a few songs, and we could have gotten you away from there before the
Harn knew what we were doing. But he didn't. The fool left himself fully
exposed in the most disreputable fringes of the city." Shou
wasn't, generally, a fool and you couldn't figure his motives based on his
disguises. Their stop on the outskirts of Durnhag was about trouble in the city
and her ladyship's spies, not about saving a few tael on lodgings, though the
emperor wasn't here to support his claim. Neither was Adar or Hmishi or Lling, or
Master Den. He had no intention of telling the brother who had kidnapped him
any of that, however, which left him to listen as Balar lost his temper. "The
Uulgar had spies among the Harn in the caravan, of course, and they were
looking for you." "Who
are the Uulgar?" "The
Harnishmen from the South. Your caravan had a group of Tinglut, Eastern clans.
Not friends of the empire, but not under the magician's thumb either. The
Uulgar, however, have a general order to take Thebin males of your age and let
the magician sort you out." "Is
that where we are going now? To Master Markko?" "Don't
be more of an ass than you can help." Balar glared at him, as if Llesho
were somehow responsible for the position he found himself in. Llesho glared
right back. "Fortunately
for you, little brother, the Tashek have spies as well. Kagar got word to
Harlol that you had stopped at that damned cesspit of an inn, and what was
supposed to be a warm family reunion turned into a mad attempt at a rescue. "We
had to get you out of Durnhag, but you were fighting like a demon. Kagar tried
to attract your attention and when that didn't work, ... he ... hit you over
the head." Now
that he could actually see around him, Llesho noticed the Tashek groom lurking
on the far side of the camel. "He
panicked," Balar continued, "hit you too hard, and maybe cracked your
skull. It was the best we could manage under the circumstances. If the Harn
hadn't divided their efforts between you and the other boy, we wouldn't have
had a chance at a rescue." If
that was the truth, it didn't bode well for Hmishi. As bad as it was to be the
object of Markko's search, how much worse to face his wrath as the wrong
hostage? The memory of his friend screaming sent a fine tremor shivering
through Llesho's body. Just a dream. But he knew it was more than that. "By
the time we pulled you out of there," Balar finished, "you were in no
condition to ride, so we did the best we could." Llesho
cocked an eye at Dognut, who rode at his ease on a secure chair on the camel's
back rather than tied down like a saddle pack. "It
seemed the easiest way to haul an unconscious body," the dwarf explained. If
Balar was lying, well, he wouldn't be the first prince in history to sell out
his birthright, though from the look of him he'd made a poor bargain of it.
Llesho probed for the lump on his head with his bound hands, winced when he
found it. "I'm
not unconscious now," Llesho argued. "But I'm still tied up." Balar
had the grace to look embarrassed. Then he pulled his Thebin knife—a weapon
which, Master Den had once told Llesho, a Thebin royal drew only to kill. So.
Treason and murder it was. Llesho waited until his brother leaned over, blade
poised, and then he kicked with all his might. "Oof!"
Balar didn't fly through the air as he should have, had Llesho been in better
shape, but he did drop to his backside in the dust. And the kick knocked the
knife out of his hand. Since his legs were still tied together, Llesho was no
closer to escape, but it felt good to strike a blow in his own defense. Or it
did until Kagar flung himself belly first over Llesho's legs and Harlol ground
his shoulders into the sand beneath him. He gave up the struggle then. If he
were going to be skewered, at least it wouldn't be on his brother's knife. "I
wish I had a stylus and paper." From his perch on top of the camel's pack,
Dognut peered down at him with an avid grin. "I feel a comical song coming
on." "Traitor!"
Llesho struggled to escape his captors. Common
words, like "betrayal," covered the actions of the Tashek drovers and
Shou's double-crossing musician. His brother's actions went so much deeper that
it almost didn't matter what they did to him next. Balar had already done the
worst there was. Brushing
the dust from his robes, Balar cast about for his knife, but he put it away
without making any further threats with it. Well out of Llesho's reach, he
dropped into a Tashek squat, his elbows on his knees with his hands hanging
loosely between them. "No
one is going to hurt you, Llesho." Llesho
snorted in disbelief. They'd already cracked his head or he would be giving
them a decent fight, and his brother had just come after him with a knife. Balar
read the look he cast at the sheath on his belt. "I don't know what
they've told you, but it's not magic. It's just a knife. I'm careful in a
sparring match, but it cuts my beard—or a knot—just fine." He
knew that, and it reassured him more than it should have, that truth from his
brother. Balar
gave him a lopsided smile. "You were in a battle fugue, fighting like a
madman—or a god—" They
both understood the irony of that statement. All of the princes of Thebin
shared in the divinity of the royal family. But as seventh son of the king,
himself the seventh son of his own father-king, Llesho was, to his people, a
god indeed. "I'm
sorry we had to hit you, but I can't apologize that you're here, with us, and
not on your way to Harn." Balar drew in a deep breath and visibly calmed
himself. "Let
him go." He reached out then, rested a hand on Llesho's knee, and gave a
nod as a signal. "Kagar is going to cut your legs free so that we can get
you on your horse." Kagar
drew his knife and slashed through the leather strap that held Llesho's ankles
together. Oh. Not murder, then. Llesho had the humility to blush as his brother
grabbed him by the collar and dragged him to his feet. At least, Llesho
supposed he was standing. He couldn't feel anything below his knees and his
legs bent under him like young bamboo. The two Tashek took his weight at
shoulder and knee, and between them, they flipped him into his saddle. "Harlol
will tie you onto your saddle for your own protection," Balar explained in
low tones that were meant to be soothing, but just made Llesho angrier.
"Tomorrow, or the next day, when your head is a little clearer, you can
ride without restraints. Until I'm sure you can manage without landing in the
dirt, we'll do it baby-style." Llesho
remembered that reassuring smile, almost remembered the words. No more than a
year or so old, he'd ridden his first pony strapped into a training saddle,
much as he did today. But he knew treachery when he saw it. Harlol, the man who
tied him onto his horse, had attacked the emperor's person, might have killed
Shou if he'd been a better fighter. Where was Shou now? Or Master Den, for that
matter, or— "Where's
Adar?" Balar
didn't answer right away. He mounted his own horse, staring out into the desert
as if he could see something Llesho couldn't, which was likely given his gifts.
"Adar will be all right. He was fully grown when the Harn attacked Kungol,
and he didn't make the Long March." Guilt stirred in eyes grown damp with
some old regret when Balar looked back at Llesho. "He'll
survive until we free him. You." He shook his head, unable, for a moment,
to continue. Then he seemed to gather himself together for a last effort. "The
dream readers were not all agreed that you would survive the Harn again. They
were afraid that you would throw your life away, fighting past hope until the
raiders killed you. And that couldn't happen." They
were using the high court dialect of Kungol to keep their conversation private,
and it took Llesho a mo- THE
PRIHCE OF DREAHIS ment to process the meaning out of the old, almost forgotten
words. When he did, he gave his brother an icy glare. "I'm not that
fragile." Or hadn't been, until Kagar had whacked him over the head. He
was still unsteady from the blow, which made him sound less than convincing
even to himself, but he wasn't about to let Balar treat him like a child.
"The Harn took them, didn't they?" Balar
wouldn't even look at him, and Llesho remembered the sound of Hmishi screaming
in his dream. "Are
we following them?" Pressure at his back told him no, but he waited for
his brother to answer him. "We have to get them back." "We
are taking you to Ahkenbad. The dream readers will decide what to do
next." "Not
good enough." Llesho wheeled his horse around, though weaponless and bound
he could do nothing but make his brother chase him. "Master Markko will
kill Hmishi out of spite, just for not being me. And you don't know what he
will do to someone like Adar." Markko would take him apart, dissect him
looking for the organ where the healer's gifts might reside. Llesho didn't say
anything about Shou. Only the truth might move his brother to action there, and
he still didn't know if Balar was his betrayer or the savior he claimed to be. "We'll
find Adar." Balar looked away, but not before Llesho saw the guilt
fleetingly cross his face. "What
have you done?" he asked, determined to know the worst. His hands were
still bound in front of him, his reins held on his right by his brother on
horseback, and on his left by Harlol on foot. Kagar had taken his place on the
camel, at ease on a pad of cloth folded into a seat in front of Dognut, who
perched atop the creature's hump. Like the others, he furtively turned away
when Llesho looked to him for answers. Dognut answered his question with a
little dirge he played on his flute, but no one appreciated the humor. The
mournful tune faded away into an uncomfortable trail of random notes, and the
dwarf found something fascinating about the fingering of his instrument to
study. "Balar!
Look at me!" The
musician prince gave a guilty start, but composed his features and faced his
brother. "What do you want to know?" "Why
are you dragging me across this goddess-abandoned waste if this is not the
direction they have taken Adar? And don't start babbling to me about dreamers
and mystics. I've had my fill of the lot of them and I won't sacrifice the
brother I have only just recovered to chase after some old hermit with a
crystal ball." "A
powerful magician is looking for you—" "Master
Markko, I know. We have danced this dance many times. What of him?" "Do
you know why he wants you?" "He
thinks I have powers. I don't. So he's in for a disappointment either way it
goes." "You
do, actually." Balar gave him a cool, appraising look. Llesho
smirked annoyingly at him, daring his brother to find any magic about him. When
the dreams flitted through his mind, he banished them, refusing to believe they
were anything more than a bad mix of anxiety and old memories rising out of his
sleeping mind. "I
don't see it either." Balar shrugged. "But the dream readers swear it
is true. This magician, they believe, will offer to free Adar if you set
yourself in his place. He may include others of your companions in the trade if
he must. They felt certain that you would exchange yourself for Adar, possibly
for this Shou, definitely for the old servant who travels with Adar. To prevent
your foolhardy sacrifice, I will take you to the dreaming place, bound if I
must. When you are safely stowed, the dream readers will decide what to do
about Adar." "I'm
not going to leave my brother's life to the visions of a stranger. He doesn't
have time for that." /tfliS
Harlol might have objected, and Llesho belatedly remembered that the drover
practiced the religion of dreamers and Wastrels. Balar spoke up first, however,
his eyes pleading, his expression ashamed. "I'm
not a soldier, Llesho. I know the forms; all the princes learned the Way of the
Goddess, but I never used them to hurt a man until I had to pull you out of
that inn. I just can't do what you expect of me." Grumbling,
Llesho gave in. He couldn't do much either, with his head swimming this way.
Balar didn't have much to say after that, which left a lot of time with nothing
to do but think. "Adar
is a healer. Balar centers the universe. Lluka sees the past and the
future." He'd said those words to Kaydu, explaining his painfully failed
vigil at the start of his quest. Six of his brother-princes before him had
spent the night of their sixteenth summer waiting for the Great Goddess to show
herself. Three of his brothers she had rejected, leaving each to his life of
lesser gifts and no great destiny. Three she had found worthy: Adar and Balar
and Lluka she had showered with gifts of the spirit, but none of them had been
a soldier. Llesho
had ended his vigil with more destiny than he could handle, and no gifts to
help him. Out of the blur of memories, his aching brain latched onto one
unquestioned truth, however: Balar centers the universe. Was that what
this trek across the desert was about? And, if so, why? He already had more
quests than he could handle. The universe was just a bit more than he felt
ready to take on for a Tashek hermit's dream. On
the other hand—which was still tied to the first, he balefully reminded
himself—Master Den had said he needed a Tashek dream reader and here he was,
suddenly off to see one. He'd never explained what the dream readers were, or
why they might be important, but Balar, who centered the universe, seemed to
think they were important, too. "Who
are these dream readers anyway, and what do they have to do with me?" Balar
gave him a sideways glance, not trusting this reasonable conversation. "The
dream readers are the holy seers of the Tashek people. In their dreams, they
move freely between the world of their people's dreams, where time and distance
run differently, and the waking world. When they awake, they bring the
knowledge of their dream travels into the day, to guide the Tashek people.
Lately, though, dreams about a young Thebin prince have spread throughout the
camp, and with them the Great Goddess has sent a compulsion, to find the
prince, her husband. "You
have to understand, they do not worship the Great Goddess here, and the
intrusion of a strange deity into the dreams of the Tashek mystics has upset
them greatly. I don't understand all of it, but it has something to do with her
gardener, the Jinn." "Pig.
I know. Your dream readers are not the only people currently plagued by visions
of talking pigs." Balar
nodded as if Llesho had just confirmed a suspicion he hadn't yet spoken aloud.
"The Dinha has seen this magician, Markko you say his name is, searching
for the gardener of heaven. But in the dream, the gardener he seeks is not Pig,
the Jinn, but a great black pearl on a silver chain around the throat of that
prince." Llesho
didn't know what a Dinha was, but raised his bound hands and looped a finger
over the neck of his tunic, tugging the fabric out of the way to expose his
throat. "No silver chain," he pointed out, though he knew the chain
his brother spoke of, had seen it in his own dream. "No
chain," Balar agreed, "but three black pearls." They
had searched him while he was unconscious, which he should have expected. That
he still had the pearls on their cord around his neck surprised him. Llesho
shrugged in mock indifference. "I'm collecting them. It's part of the
quest.' Lleck's ghost gave me the first one when he sent me to find my
brothers. He stole it from the dragon queen who lives in Pearl Bay with her
children, which turned out all right. She would have given it to me herself,
she said, if I didn't already have it. Lady SienMa, mortal goddess of war, gave
me the second." He
did not mention the other gifts he had received from the mortal goddess; he
wondered if he had lost those relics of his past self in his brother's
harebrained kidnapping. "The third I received from the healer Mara,
beloved of the Golden River Dragon, and aspirant to the position of eighth
mortal god. And mother to Lady Carina, apprentice to our brother, Adar." He
did not need to tell his brother the consequences of leaving Carina in the
hands of the Harn. Balar had grown quite pale. "I'm
supposed to find them all—the pearls, not the gods—but no one bothered to tell
me how many there are. I've collected three brothers as well, but I'm not as
good at keeping my hands on the Thebin princes as on the pearls." "You
travel with such creatures and receive gifts of the mortal gods, and still
insist you have no magical gifts?" Balar demanded, wary in his turn.
"I think, perhaps, you do not listen to your own tale. But I am one
brother, and Adar is a second. Who is the third?" They
were Balar's brothers, too. Llesho didn't see any reason not to answer.
"Shokar has a farm in Shan. He was raising crops when I found him, but
when I left, he had changed his agronomy to soldiers, and now raises troops." "Make
that four, then." It
was Llesho's turn to show both his pleasure and his surprise. "Who?" "Lluka
awaits our return among the dream readers of Ahkenbad." Lluka
was the third husband of the goddess, and had received the gift of knowing the
past and the future, so he probably fit right in with the Tashek mystics.
Llesho wasn't certain he was ready to hear about his future, though, even if it
did insist on cropping up in his dreams. Especially since that future seemed to
be taking him into the Gansau Wastes. Even the desert-hardened Tashek had fled
into the Harnlands to survive the dry months. Or so Dognut had said. Dognut, of
course, had lied about many things. Balar
seemed to read the doubt in his face, though he had no way of knowing the
cause. "The Holy Well of Ahkenbad is no myth." "Holy
Well?" "It
is the most sacred place in all the Gansau Waste," Balar explained,
"and whether the water flows because the Tashek dream it so, or the dream
readers dream because the water flows, even the dream readers cannot say. You
can ask Lluka about it when you see him." A
holy well in the desert. No wonder the people of Ahkenbad had strange dreams.
Master Markko could probably tell them exactly what poison had seeped into the
water from the surrounding soil to give them their visions. Then he'd torture
them to death studying its effects. "I'd
rather know where my pack is," Llesho replied tartly. "I need my
weapons. Kagar and Harlol might as well be riding backward for all the
attention they are paying to the road ahead. The raiders won't be happy that
you stole their prize, however wrongheaded they are to put so great a value on
my hide. I don't give much for my chances if I'm unarmed and tied to my saddle
when they catch up to us." "We
brought your pack." Balar gave him a penetrating look. "The spear you
carry in it burns me when I touch it. Kagar suffers no such rejection and has
taken your possessions in safekeeping." His
jade cup, his spear. He found himself growing suspicious and defensive when
they were out of his control. "I want to check my property." "The
Tashek wouldn't steal from you, Llesho; they think
you are their personal savior. I couldn't even if I wanted to, so whatever you
have in there is safe. But if I return your weapons, will you give me your word
as a prince and brother not to run?" The
sun rained hammer blows on Llesho's head in spite of the covering someone had
flung over his brow for the desert crossing. He looked out through the
protective mesh, stained now to the dun color of the sand, into the
sand-clouded sky. "Have
we been on this trek minutes or days while I slept on my belly over Shou's
stolen camel?" Laughing bitterly, he surrendered, biding his time.
"Is there any direction to run in this hell that doesn't end with me dead
of thirst?" Water, he dreamed, in a jade cup green as the sea. Balar
gave an uneasy look behind him; Llesho felt the pursuit as well, like heat
pressing against his back. Har-nish raiders of the Uulgar clans thundered at
their heels, goaded into the desert by the devouring hatred of the magician. "If
it comes to that, kill me," Llesho said. He wouldn't be a prisoner of the
Harn or the subject of Markko's experiments again. "If
it comes to that, I won't. So don't let it come to that." Balar gave a
sharp whistle between his teeth, and Kagar trotted up beside them. "Give
him his sword and his knife. Hold onto the bow and arrows, and especially the
short spear. Lluka will want to look at them." "You
are speaking of the gifts of the Lady SienMa," Llesho warned his brother.
"She will not take kindly to their theft." "Theft
again, Llesho? Is that what you think of your brothers?" Balar's stare
burned his skin more surely than the sun, but finally he gave a fractional lift
of his shoulder. He reached over with his knife and cut the bonds that tied
Llesho's wrists to his saddle. "Return these gifts, then. We don't want to
anger the goddess of war." Kagar
reached behind him and unlashed the pack resting on his horse's haunches. He
took out the sword, the knife, and handed them over. Attaching them to his
belt, Llesho held out his hand for the short bow which he strung and tested
before sliding it into the saddle-scabbard behind his right leg. The quiver of
arrows with her Ladyship's own fletching he settled across his back. When Kagar
drew out the short spear, Llesho shivered, suddenly cold in spite of the sun.
Pain cut deeply into his breast, shadow-memory of past deaths, but he refused
to give the weapon power over his present. "Give
it to me," he commanded softly Moving like a sleepwalker, Kagar held out
the spear. "The cup is safe, Holy One," the Tashek groom offered in a
high, light whisper. Llesho
took the spear with a nod to accept both the assurance and the weapon. The
groom trembled, wide-eyed with terror, but his hands were unhurt. Adar had
blistered when he'd held the spear; Llesho didn't know how, but the weapon must
be able to recognize the blood of a Thebin prince, and would accept only the
chosen one. "You
travel with wonders about you, Llesho." Dognut the dwarf gestured at the
spear with a twist of distaste around his mouth. "And they don't like you
very much." The
dwarfs comments murdered any hope Llesho had that the connection he felt to the
spear came from his own imagination. Kagar had felt it, but only when he
touched it. Dognut hadn't needed the contact to be affected by it. Llesho
resolved to pay closer attention to the dwarf. Balar
watched him expressionlessly, waiting for an answer that Llesho didn't
understand himself. He said nothing, but nudged his horse into motion.
"How long until we reach this holy well?" "Too
long," Balar admitted, and urged them to a faster pace. Chapter
Ten
W ITH the sun on their backs like
the ever-present fear of pursuit, they pressed deep into the Gansau Wastes.
Maybe the blow to his head had done more damage than he'd realized, or the
spear whispering at his back had driven him mad. It seemed to Llesho that the
desert itself, growing more impossibly bleak with each passing day, had bled
his thoughts dry, leaving nothing but the dreams growing steadily more powerful
that plagued his sleep: Hmishi screamed as though his captors had torn out his
liver for the birds while Lling, pale and dreadful, looked on and Shou rattled
his chains in helpless rage. Habiba followed on a great white horse, with an
eagle perched on his pommel, but even his subtle powers could not show him the
way. Master Markko appeared in none of these visions, but his presence filled
them like a poisonous vapor. Llesho
grew to dread any rest. When he refused to sleep, however, the twilight
dreamscape spilled into his waking mind like a hallucination, and he felt the
anger and terror of the Harn in his own heart. Images assailed him, and he knew
that the Harnish raider whose mind leaked into his both loathed and feared the
magician whose will drove them from a distance. For the power of his clan,
however, and in dread that Master Markko would kill them all if they failed,
the man followed his chieftain deep into the desert. The Harnishman feared the
Wastes as well, for the myths that Hmishi had talked about—the Wastrels, and
the dream readers and the spirits that walked the deep desert. Equally he
dreaded that they had lost their way in the parched wastelands. When they ran
out of water, the sun would bake the flesh from their bones while their brains
boiled in their skulls. The
raider's thoughts were so like his own that the distinction between them
blurred. Llesho felt the pressing fury of the pursuer, only dimly aware that he
was the focus of that rage. The Harnishman didn't resent the chief of the
Uulgar clan who had led him into the Wastes, but hated the prey that drew him
more deeply into the land of his nightmares. The man pictured in his head the tortures
his raiding party would inflict on the Thebin prince when they caught him, and
Llesho cried out in his dream. The imaginings of the raider raised bruises and
welts on his skin, as if the blows were real. They would make him talk and turn
him over to their master a broken, beaten slave. Llesho
pulled on the bonds that tied him to his saddle, lost between the torment of
the dream and the throbbing unreality of his own trek through the desert.
Dimly, from a distance he could not cross, he thought he heard Balar calling to
him, but this time he couldn't escape the tortured visions that circled in his
aching mind. "Llesho!
Wake up! It's just a dream!" They
had come to a halt, or Llesho thought they must have since Balar was standing
at his side. "Drink,
please!" A waterskin, evil-smelling and nearly empty, poked at his chin.
He remembered a caution about poisoned wells and pushed it away, at the same
time doubting everything he saw—the waterskin and the dead oasis long gone to
sand, and the failed shade of dying date palm where they had stopped for rest. "You
have to drink, Prince Llesho, or you will die!" Dognut urged him, still
atop his snappish camel. "Please,
brother." Balar lifted the waterskin again. Llesho
gave him a shove, "You're not real!" he cried, surprised at how
hoarse his voice had become. The skin fell, water drooling into the sand. He
could smell the moist promise of it with a desperate desire. Even a
hallucination could tell the truth once in a while, and Dognut was right; he
was going to die if he didn't drink. Harlol,
who had tried to kill the emperor, snatched the skin up again before too much
was lost. "Damn it, Kagar, did you have to hit him so hard?" "I
didn't!" Kagar insisted. "It's the dreams. They've addled his
brainpan!" "Tell
that to the Dinha when she asks us why we've come home with the dead husk of
." Harlol
was angry. Good. Well, not good if it meant Llesho was dead, but at least the
Tashek had begun to show his true colors. They had kidnapped him to give to
this Dinha. Balar said to trust him, but maybe he'd been duped. "The
prince won't die," Balar grabbed the waterskin and Harlol grunted a
noncommittal answer before going off to check the feet of the camel. He
had no intention of dying. Llesho could have told them that, but he didn't
trust them with the only truth he clung to: the minions of his old enemy,
Master Mar-kko, had taken Adar. He would stay alive, whatever it took, until he
got his brother back. If they chose to poison him, well, their dream readers
survived it and so could he. After all, he'd been through it before with Master
Markko. "Please,
Llesho. You've fought so long, don't give up now." Balar poured water into
his hand and offered it like a supplicant. "Drink." This
time, he drank. It tasted stale, and a little bit like leather and Balar's
dusty hands, but otherwise untam-pered with. That didn't mean he could trust
them; it just meant they wanted him alive for the time being. He could deal
with that. "Good
boy." Llesho
would have hit him for the condescending approval, but it seemed like a waste
of effort to punish a hallucination. "You're not real." He'd already
said that, but couldn't figure out anything more original to add. It must have
worked, though, because Harlol cursed imaginatively as he climbed onto his
horse. Balar said nothing, his expression closing in around his bleak
desperation. Then they were moving again, and Llesho lost himself once more
among the worlds of his dreams. When
the pressure eased, he thought that he had died, or that he would waken to
discover that everything since the vigil of his sixteenth summer had been a
dream. Afraid of what he'd find when he did so, Llesho opened his eyes to find
himself in her ladyship's orchard in Far-shore Province. The mortal goddess
SienMa had taught him to shoot a bow here, by taking aim at the stems that held
the peaches to her trees and afterward they had dined on the fruit he had
plucked with his newfound skill. In the dream, he woke to the green pattern of
leaves overhead and the prickle of grass beneath his backside. The smell of
peaches filled his nose with memories of his last moment of peace, and he would
have wept, except that he didn't believe in any of it, not even for a moment. "My
gardeners cannot reach the top of the tree, where the best peaches have
ripened—can you shoot them down for me?" The goddess SienMa nudged his
shoulder, and Llesho peered out at her through an eyelid slit-ted open in the
hope she wouldn't notice that he was looking. "I
know you're awake, and I'm hungry for that peach." "You
can't be real." He surrendered to the dream, drawing himself up so that
his spine leaned back on the slender trunk of the peach tree. "Master
Markko burned this orchard to the stone." That
was when the killing had started in earnest— Llesho's first true battle, but
not the last. He'd forgotten the beauty of this orchard, though her ladyship
was as he remembered her: beautiful and terrible at the same time, with a smile
colder than the snow in the mountains high above Kungol. "Even
a dream can get hungry. I'd really like that peach." She was, he reminded
himself, a mortal goddess and the patroness of wars. And Shou had left her on
his throne to defend the Shan Empire in his absence. "Is
there trouble?" "Of
course there is trouble. The emperor has got himself captured by his enemies
along with that trickster ChiChu, and I still don't have that peach." Llesho
considered for a moment. He couldn't do much but apologize for the one, but his
dream self knew how to bring down a peach. He stood and bent low from the waist
in respect. When he thought of it, his bow appeared in his hand, and he drew,
aimed, sent his soul flying into the treetop, and opened a hand to receive it
just as the peach fell. "My lady." "Thank
you." She took the peach from his outstretched palm and began to eat. Her
lips barely seemed to move. Llesho saw not even a glimpse of her teeth or any
juice of the peach on her chin, but still the fruit was disappearing. When the
yellow flesh was gone, she flipped the stone into the grass and settled her
eyes on him again. Llesho found her full attention daunting but felt he owed
her more than one of her own peaches for all the trouble he'd caused. "My
lady," he repeated. With a graceful nod of her head she gave him
permission to continue. Llesho
took a deep breath. "I don't deserve your forgiveness, but I beg your
pity." "For
what, boy?" "It
was my quest, but the emperor has suffered for it, and with him his whole
empire. Master Den is a prisoner as well, and Adar, and Carina, whose mother
aspires to be a mortal god." He gave a bitter smile. "I have angered
more gods than I ever imagined I would meet, and at least one dragon as well.
As quests go, I couldn't have made a bigger mess if I'd intended to screw up
from the start." Everyone
who ever tried to help him had suffered or died for it, including the goddess
whose orchard had burned in Markko's pursuit of him. Her
ladyship tilted her head, as if she needed to study the problem of Prince
Llesho from a different angle. "You are assuming that yours is the only
quest on this journey," she finally pointed out. "Shou also has
trials to suffer and lessons to learn." "But
Shou is old!" "Not
so old." The
protest had escaped him before Llesho could stop it. At the goddess' wry reply
he blushed and fidgeted, trying to keep his mind away from questions like,
"How old is a mortal goddess anyway?" and "What are you testing
Shou for?" On consideration, he figured Shou could probably use some
lessons at that. The emperor showed great bravery and daring in matters of
battle and espionage, for which Llesho took him as a model and teacher. But he
didn't seem to spend a lot of time on statecraft and diplomacy, which Lleck had
always told Llesho were the trusty tools of a great king. That was before the
old minister had been reincarnated as a bear, of course, back when he had
advised Llesho with greater subtlety and better pronunciation. So,
giving Shou a quest made sense. Maybe so did leaving him to figure it out for
himself, though doing it as a prisoner of the Harn made it a whole lot harder.
It left Llesho with a problem, however. Master Den had followed Shou to teach
those lessons, he guessed or, knowing the trickster god, to keep the emperor
alive while he learned them on his own. It didn't help Llesho. After
giving it enough thought to make his head ache even in his dream, he admitted,
"Master Den was my mentor. Without him, I don't know what to
do." "Look
around you." The mortal goddess reached into a bowl that Llesho hadn't
seen before and pulled out a plum, which she handed to him. "There are
many teachers in the world if we pay attention, and none at all if we
don't." Llesho
was pondering the meaning of that when he noticed a huge pig rooting at the
base of a peach tree. He remembered another dream with a pig in it, and he
reached for the three black pearls that hung at his breast. "Is
that—?" Before
he could finish the question, Lady SienMa answered it with laughter in her
voice. "Not a teacher, but possibly a guide." Then she called the
creature to her, "Master Pig!" "Not
'Master,' my lady, as you well know. Just Pig." The Jinn stood on his hind
legs and bowed politely, then swiped another plum from the lady's bowl.
"We've met." He grinned at Llesho around huge, sharp tusks, then
gobbled down the fruit, pit and all, in two powerful snaps of his teeth.
"You're going the wrong way, you know. You'd have done better to stick
with Shou—at least the Harn are carrying him closer to the gates of
heaven." "Closer
to Master Markko as well," the lady added. "And
I have brothers still to find, and pearls." "Ah,
well. You have a point there." Pig's nose twitched and he gave the ground
a sharp glance. "Still, we'll find a use for you, I suppose."
Sniffing attentively, he wandered away with the words, "Keep in
touch," tossed over his shoulder. "How
am I supposed to do that?" But when he turned back, Llesho discovered that
the mortal goddess of war had disappeared and her orchard lay in ashes. He
awoke with a start to the realization that a barely sensed pressure between his
shoulder blades had not returned. The Harn no longer followed them. It
took a moment for Llesho to realize that something had actually wakened him.
They had left the desert sand for a road winding between hills stripped clean
to the rocky bone. High on either side cliff faces rose above them, layers of
soft stone folded in on themselves like the leaves of a hastily abandoned book
or stacks of broken plates. Color slashed across the dun layers, rust-red and
gray, with veins of lichenous green and sulfurous yellow running through the
cave- pocked sandstone. He wondered what forces had cracked the hillside, and
how a road had come to exist between. "Welcome
to the Stone River of Ahkenbad, boy." Dognut waved a flute at the cliffs
on either side. "River?" Dognut
waggled his eyebrows in a display of mock amazement. "Did I say river?
Yes, I did! The Gansau Wastes weren't always a desert. That was before the time
of the Tashek and their nomad cities, of course. Now the riverbeds make fine
roads in a place nobody wants to go." "What
happened to it?" Llesho stared about him with amazement. Some giant hand
might have taken hold of the earth and ripped it from its moorings here. "Many
things. Ages laid the stone, and ages more the great river wore the stone
away." "But
where did the water go?" "Ah,
well, there was a dragon. Isn't there always? There used to be a song—" Llesho
didn't know about real life. In all his seventeen summers he'd only met two
dragons, and those had been under extraordinary circumstances. He had to agree
that dragons showed up in an awful lot of songs, however. The
dwarf drew out a flute no bigger than his thumb. He played the first few
measures of a tune, and when he was satisfied that he'd set the melody in his
ear, he began to sing: Now
when the summer reeds grew tall and sun shone on the water Lord
Dragon sallied from his hall The fisherfolk to slaughter. "My
hall!" he cried, "is not for men, Their nets, their lines, or sinkers
And if I must warn you again I'll stave in all your clinkers." Llesho's
confusion must have shown on his face, because Dognut paused to explain,
"Clinker-built is a way of making the bottom of a boat so that the water
can't get in." "Like
Master Den's traveling washtub," Llesho remembered out loud. "Exactly."
The dwarf swept his explanation past the point before Llesho could ask how he
knew about battlefield laundry tubs. "The dragon was threatening to sink
the fishing boats." The
farmers of Golden Dragon River lived in peace with their monster. They revered
the worm beneath the water and respected his right to the fish that swam in the
silty currents. He had a bad feeling about the Stone River, though. When
he nodded that he understood, the dwarf picked up the song again, and Llesho
found himself drawn into the tale of a Gansau that was no waste at all, but a
fertile land where rivers used to flow and lush jungles grew on the hillsides.
In spite of the wealth the river brought to the land, however, the fishermen
wanted the fish as well. Unfortunately, so did the dragon. When they couldn't
come to an agreement, the fishermen hired hunters and mercenaries to rid them
of their dragon. At the height of the story, with murder hinted just ahead,
Dognut ceased to sing. "You
can't stop now!" Llesho protested, and he noticed that Balar and their
Tashek guides had likewise turned to the dwarf for an ending to his tale.
"What happened next?" "That
depends on who tells the story. Some say the fishermen succeeded in murdering
the dragon, and the mourning river refused to flow. Some say the dragon grew
tired of the harassment and left, taking his river with him. In that version of
the tale, Lord Dragon found a new ground to water and a new bed to sleep in
where the people knew how to honor a river. As for the fishermen, well, some
say they died, and wanderers took their place in the waste they left behind.
Others say they remained, clinging to the wells and oases until their children
had forgotten that any river ever flowed here, or any fish swam in it." The
dwarf made a sweeping-broom gesture, a past to be brushed aside. "The only
truth that matters is that no river flows here now." Llesho
figured the story might be true, but Dognut's conclusion likely wasn't. His own
experience of dragons had proved them difficult to kill, hot-tempered but of a
legalistic temper. And they didn't like to stir from their homes much.
Thoughtfully he slipped from his saddle, wanting to feel the land through his
own feet. Did it shift under him like an old dragon stirring in its sleep? Or
was that just the beat of the horses' hooves on the drum of the road? The
heat, he decided, had driven out logic and left only fancy and a dry drift of
yellow dust blurring his senses. Somewhere in the hills, he felt the presence
of people he could not see and water, like a siren call, stirred deep beneath
his feet. Light blazed in the distance, but he stood in a place of darkness.
Lifting the gritty veil from his eyes didn't help. "Am
I blind?" he asked himself, and only realized that he'd spoken aloud when
Balar answered him. "It's
just the dust," his brother assured him, but that wasn't it. He could see
well enough, but what he saw seemed at odds with what he felt around him. A
veil lay across his mind, not his eyes, and he shook his head, determined to
clear his clouded thoughts. And he saw it, the
gritty corner of a sandstone ledge jutting from the cliff face. Focusing down
on the individual grains of sand fused into stone, he forced the haze from his
mind. Ahkenbad.
Somehow, they had entered the city itself and stood in the shade of a rocky
overhang. Llesho blinked, a cry of surprise escaping— "How?" His
mouth was hanging open, and he closed it with a snap of his teeth. Ahkenbad was
like no city he had ever seen. For one thing, it seemed to be no city at all—he
saw no buildings, no walls like those that made the cities of Shan or Farshore,
no gardens. Rather, artisans had carved the whole city into the towering cliffs
that rose high above the riverbed that wound between them. Set along narrow
paths that zigzagged to the top, the mouth of cave after cave gaped down on
them between glinting streaks of jade and lapis fused in tortured waves that
rippled across the cliff face. Simple
carvings of pillars and trailing vines that drew the mineral colors into the
designs outlined the openings into the caves at the heights. Rows of heavy
curtains hid the chambers behind heavy embroidery worked on red cloth:
elaborate twining vines, and nests with brightly feathered birds standing guard
over huge eggs stitched in blue and yellow. Flanking the road at its own level,
the caves of Ahkenbad were larger and more elaborate. Figures carved in
bas-relief seemed to writhe in sinuous dances around each entrance—strange,
stern desert spirits glaring over an abandoned marketplace that lined the road
with just a few tattered awnings draped on poles. Beneath the faded canopies,
among the empty bins and broken bits of oil jars, aged Tashek nomads stared
into a distance that had nothing to do with the handful of paces between
themselves and Llesho's party. "The
chamber of the dream readers." Balar directed his attention to a cave with
an entrance more elaborately decorated than the others. With an effort, he let
go of his tense contemplation of the Tashek elders who lined the streets more
terrifyingly than the great stone dancers, and looked where Balar pointed. Set
at the very center of the mountainside, a jagged cave entrance stretched like
the gaping mouth of a monstrous dragon out of Dognut's songs. Around the
yawning arch of its mouth, open wide as if to swallow the road, artisans had
carved the stone into sharp, curved, dragon teeth. A broad flat nose flared
over the mouth, the smoke of fires perfumed with sandalwood and cedar drifting
from its deep nostrils. The plates and horns of a dragon's ruff made a halo
around the entrance. On the top of the carved head, great horns rose like
columns flanking the entrance to a cave that opened atop the dragon's head.
Great eyes had been carved in the half-closed position of a sleeping dragon,
with deep blue flashes of lapis just hinted at between the lashes. They
reminded Llesho too much of the Golden River Dragon's impersonation of a
bridge, stirring a creeping terror in his heart. While
he stood transfixed, wondering if he would survive a meeting with yet another
legend, someone pushed aside a cloth of heavy silk and came toward them out of
the dragon's mouth. "Balar,
did you find—" Except
for his shaved head, this man could have been Llesho himself in another ten
years. They were of equal height and had the same dark coloring, though he
paled when he saw Llesho. "Sweet
heavenly Goddess, you have found him." To
Llesho's consternation, his newfound brother fell to one knee and bowed his
head at Llesho's feet. Then, all along the road they had travelled, the aged
Tashek mystics followed his example, bending aching joints to kneel in the
grit, their heads bowed to the young prince. "Lluka?"
he asked in disbelief, "What are you doing down there?"
Chapter Eleven
HONORING
Lluka stood slowly, his glittering
eyes dry in his weather-pinched face. A strange mix of calculation and emotion
seemed to pass behind that searching gaze. In
the slaver's office, where they'd met to rescue each other, neither Adar nor
Shokar had succeeded in hiding their anguish and the love they felt for their
youngest brother. In the fleeting moment before the Harn attacked the inn at
Durnhag, Balar's joy at finding his brother had shone in his face. When he
stared into Lluka's eyes, however, Llesho felt only the slow glide of secrets
rising out of darkness. Lluka wanted something from him, and he wasn't sure
Llesho would give it. "I
don't understand—" He turned to Balar for his answers, trusting at least
his own powers to read the man who'd kidnapped him and dragged him across the
desert. "The
Dinha said to bring , so I did." Balar shrugged, clearly hiding something. "And
Lluka is the Dinha?" Balar
shook his head. "No. We are both simple students in the service of the
Dinha." That
answer didn't satisfy him at all. He scanned the crowd, looking for a less
guarded source of information. Harlol had stopped to embrace an aged crone with
a wrinkled, leathery face. She handed him a pair of curved swords suspended
from a tooled leather belt and he buckled them under his coats, low about his
waist. He stood taller, balanced over his knees like a soldier, and met
Llesho's gaze steadily. "The
merchant Shou called you a Wastrel," Llesho answered the challenge. They
both remembered when Shou had taunted the Tashek drover over poised swords. Harlol
dropped his head once in acknowledgment. "The Dinha sent Wastrels to bring
you here before the Uulgar Harn could take you to the magician. I had the
advantage of our Harnish friends, however. Lluka and Balar have studied with
the Dinha for many years; the family likeness stamps you like a coin. Adar, I
was not so sure of. I meant to test him, but I would not have killed your
brother." "His
blood stains the blades you drew on him." The memory squeezed like a fist
around Llesho's heart. So much he might have lost on that morning—a brother, a
friend. The emperor of Shan. The world had almost come undone. "Did you
know that our host would answer your challenge? If not Adar, did you plan to
murder Shou?" "Your
merchant should have stayed out of it." Stubborn.
Llesho was unimpressed. "And for defending his guest, you would have
killed him?" "I
might have tried." Harlol laughed softly. "I hoped only to scare him
a little, but there is more to our pompous merchant than he seems." He
wasn't laughing now, but settled those uncanny sharp eyes on Llesho, as if he
could find his answers in an unguarded emotion. "He fights like no fool
but rather like a man whose life has dangled on the point of a sword many
times. And I had worried him. Among the Tashek I'm considered one of the best,
but I count myself lucky to have survived the encounter." "And
your Dinha wished this because . . . ?" Llesho sidestepped the question of
Shou's identity, referring instead to the testing of Adar, and his own
kidnapping. Lluka
interrupted before Harlol could answer. "If you will come with me, she'll
tell you herself." With a clap of his hands, he called out, "Shelter
for our guests, and water—" Several
of the Tashek scurried to do his bidding, with the dwarf's grumbling from atop
Shou's stolen camel only adding to the general commotion. "About
time," he muttered, and grumbled at Kagar to: "Let me down, before my
legs fall off up here." As
if released from the spell of Ahkenbad, Kagar raced to Dognut's side and
unhooked the ladder from the saddle pack. When the dwarf had made his painful
way to the ground, complaining with each step about the sting of returning life
in his legs, Lluka gathered them up in the sweep of his arm. "Come
in out of the heat. You are safe now—from discovery, at least." "The
Dinha wants to ask you some questions." Balar fell in beside him with wry
gloom written on his face. Llesho
nodded. The exhaustion he had fought for so long would have felled him if his
brother hadn't taken him by the arm. "Some great power muddies the flow of
dreams. She thinks it may be you." With
more effort than he had to spare, Llesho mustered a retort. "I didn't do
anything. The Dinha would do better to concentrate on Master Markko. If he
finds us unprepared, we are doomed." "The
magician failed, at least in this—the magic of Ahkenbad turned his forces
aside. You, however, found the hidden city in spite of all its protections. If
nothing else, it proves the city wants you here." "I
just followed you," Llesho objected. "I didn't even control the reins
of my own horse for most of the journey." "Ah,
but we didn't know the way." His voice kept very low, Balar murmured for
only Llesho to hear. "We followed you." "You
live here, and so do Harlol and Kagar. Of course you knew your way back." "We
couldn't find the way." Balar gave a little shrug, accepting the
strangeness of it. "We'd still be lost in the desert if we hadn't followed
you." He
didn't believe it for a minute, and suspected that Lluka didn't either. Balar
did, though, so there wasn't any point in arguing it with him. "And what
was that bending and kneeling about anyway? The last time I saw Lluka, he
refused to speak to me because I broke one of the screws on his lute." "He
has his moods, but he loved you. More than that I will leave for the Dinha to
explain." Llesho
felt the past tense of that like a sharp cut. He said nothing, however, but
followed his brother into the mouth of the dragon. Whatever
he had set himself to expect, it wasn't the dim but opulent chamber that he
discovered there. A single lantern rested on a table fashioned from a rocky
outcropping at the center of the massive cave. Skilled artisans had plastered
the soft rock of the walls and ceiling until they were as smooth as fine paper.
They'd decorated every surface with elaborate paintings of date trees with
birds nesting in them and curious spirits with tongues of fire dancing above
their heads. In the flickering lamplight, the spirits seemed to nod their heads
at one another, their eyes reflecting the lantern's flame with otherworldly purpose. Amid
the spirits dancing on the walls at the back of the cave, a staircase carved
from the living stone of the mountain ascended into the darkness. The floor was
covered in a thick layering of carpets, and cushions lay scattered about for
people to sit upon. Most were taken up by silent figures who sat perfectly
still with their eyes open but unseeing, like the dead. For a brief, irrational
moment, Llesho imagined that life had fled those human shells to take up
residence in the more lively gazes of the spirits painted on the walls above
them. He shivered even as he rejected the notion. No mystical transference of
life essence, but the skill of the artists and his own imagination brought
those images to life. Or so he hoped. Several
old Tashek trailed them into the cavern and found their own places on the
floor. Lluka directed him to an empty cushion and Balar took a place at
Llesho's right. Dognut settled himself in a corner that seemed to be fitted out
for his special use. Harlol, the last to enter, took up a position as sentry at
the entrance to the cave. Llesho
found that he was sitting across from a crone who slept, barely breathing,
sitting upright with legs bent in the lotus. Her eyes were open, like the
others of her kind, but covered by cataracts that turned the orbs in her head
to milky pearls and he shuddered with some supernatural dread. Even blind and
asleep, the old Tashek woman seemed to be studying him. It felt like she'd
stripped him naked in front of all the gathered company. With
a touch on the shoulder, Balar distracted him from his momentary discomfort.
"Dinha," he said, dropping his gaze in a respectful bow, "I have
brought my brother-prince, as you spoke the dream." "You
have done well, my child." Llesho
trembled at the shock of her raspy whisper. "I thought you were
sleeping." "We
are," she answered, "sleeping. You are our dream." She
smiled at his consternation, though how she saw his frown remained a mystery to
him. Lluka
handed Balar a plain silver cup, but to Llesho he held out the jade cup of the
Lady SienMa before seating himself at Llesho's left. A Tashek youth followed
with a tall pitcher in his hand. He knelt before them, carefully pouring a
scant inch of water into each cup. No one offered refreshment to the old Tashek
dream readers seated together in the dragon's mouth, although each sat
dust-covered and with parched lips. "As
you see, however, even the holy city has little hospitality to offer." The
Dinha gave a nod in Lluka's direction, and the prince accepted permission to
speak. "Too
much has happened since you left us, Balar, and little of it has been
good." Balar
sighed and drank his scanty portion. "The situation outside is worse than
we thought as well," he warned the gathering. "Our enemies are close
behind us. We lost them as we approached the city, but they will not have gone
far." Llesho
cocked his head, looking within himself for the sensation that had lately
preyed upon his mind. He found nothing. "They're
gone," he said. "Who?"
Lluka asked as Balar pressed, "Are you sure?" "I'm
sure," Llesho insisted. "For now, at least. I felt it when they lost
our track, like a stone lifted from my heart, but waiting to fall again." He
did not say, "It was during a dream about a pig in her ladyship's
garden," but he thought perhaps it would not surprise the Dinha.
"Now, the stone has turned to dust. Something turned them away." Silent
but watchful behind her unseeing eyes, the Dinha listened carefully. Then, with
a languid gesture that seemed to arise out of dreams, she raised a hand to halt
the questions. "Our guest needs rest." She
subsided again into trance, while Lluka took up duties as host. "You will
want to sleep. I regret that we have no bath to offer you, but the spirits of
the desert have struck Ahkenbad a terrible blow." "Then
it has happened—" Balar frowned. "The holy well no longer
flows?" "It
fell to a trickle soon after you left us, and for days now the bucket has
brought up only sand. We have a day or two in reserve, if we are cautious, but
not enough water to hold Ahkenbad against the dry time, nor sufficient to take
the old ones out of the desert. That sup- poses
they would leave or had a safe place to go if they could travel. The dream
readers of Ahkenbad have withdrawn into the dreaming way. They've given their
share to the acolytes who stayed behind to serve them, but their sacrifice
gains us just a few hours." "I'm
sorry." Balar let his head fall. Llesho
reached a hand to touch his brother's shoulder, as if he could somehow take the
weight of desperate knowledge from him. So this explained the parched creases
of Lluka's face. How long had he gone without water so that Llesho could drink?
It reminded him too much of the Long March. He couldn't say that he liked these
newfound brothers yet, but Lleck had told him to find them all, not just the
ones who loved him. And he'd lost too many already—his people on the Long
March; his teacher, Master Jaks, in battle; and now maybe Hmishi, too,
sacrificed so that Llesho could complete a task he'd never asked for. He would
not lose these brothers and the chance to know them again, to gain another day
or two of life without them. "If
you die for me, I won't forgive you for it, ever," Llesho swore at his
brother. "I'll
do my best to keep us all alive," Lluka assured him in return. "But
the Dinha insists that you hold our fate in your hands, and in your
dreams." "And
the goddess, your lady wife? What do you see with her gifts?" "I
see light reflecting off tears, and locked gates that have lost their
keys." Lluka rose to his feet and offered him a hand up. "And
maybe—after long seasons of searching—we have found the great key." Llesho
would have objected, but he had grown tired of making denials that no one
believed anyway. He scarcely recognized this man whose voice managed to convey
both irony and hope without letting any of his secrets go. Hard to remember
that Lluka had been no older than Llesho himself was now when last they'd seen
each other. His brother hadn't suffered the Long March, the battles, or the years
of captivity to lay calluses on his heart, but his own hardships had changed
him into this distant stranger with the farseeing look of the desert. Llesho
missed the young idealist, the musician who glowed with the blessings of the
goddess in his eyes. "Do
you still play the lute?" he asked. "Often.
I like to think the goddess accepts my music as the offering of a devoted
husband. I hope that I give her some pleasure, and some peace, in these
terrible times." Llesho
nodded, satisfied that this at least had not changed. "You'd
better rest while you can. Tomorrow we'll keep you busy performing
miracles." The sun had set, casting the dragon cave into greater darkness,
and Llesho felt the pull of sleep. Wearily he followed his brother to the back
of the cave where Dognut sat watching with quick, dark eyes. As Llesho passed,
he picked up a reed flute and played a simple lullaby, softly so that the sound
barely reached beyond the niche where the stone staircase began. He wondered if
the tune were meant to mock him in some way, but the dwarf looked troubled, and
he finished with a sad smile. "Sleep
safely, young prince. Don't let the dreams steal all your rest." Master
Den had spoken with respect of the dream readers of Ahkenbad. Llesho had gotten
the impression they were councillors of some kind, and his brothers' presence
in the holy city inclined him to trust them. But Master Den was, in his true
form, a trickster god, and his brothers had kidnapped him, abandoning the
emperor of Shan to capture or death. So he answered, "I won't," and
determined to stay on his guard even in sleep. "No
one will hurt you here," Lluka assured him with a glare for the dwarf. Dognut
gave no reply, so Llesho figured they were both telling the truth. He didn't
know how that could be, but he followed up the stone staircase anyway, to the
chamber that opened between the horns of the dragon. There
was no lantern, no plastered walls or paintings in the tiny cave, just a few
rugs scattered on the rough stone floor and a pallet in the corner with his
pack lying beside it. But the chamber seemed to glow with a faint light
gleaming from the frozen crystals that pulsed like living veins in the rough
walls. "Sleep
well. The Dinha will guard your dreams tonight. Not even Ahkenbad can promise
safety beyond that. I wish . . ." Llesho
heard the unspoken good-bye. So this was his brother's secret, or part of it.
The goddess had given her husband the gift of past and future. But in all those
millions of tomorrows, Lluka saw himself in none. "The
spirit of our father's minister charged me to gather all of my brothers."
Llesho gripped Lluka's shoulder and shook him, as if he could rattle some sense
into him. "Without you, there is no hope." Lluka
smiled. "It shall be as the goddess wishes." The serenity of his
expression seemed at odds with the blood that beaded on his cracked lips. "Just
make sure it's the goddess you're listening to," Llesho warned him.
"We don't know what these Gansau spirits may want of us, or what they will
do to get it." Superstitious fear kept the name of Master Markko from his
lips. He would not bring his enemy into this holy place, although he feared the
magician's hand in his brother's despair. "Don't
worry about me." Lluka left him with a bloody kiss at his brow.
"Sleep in peace." It
didn't take a seer to realize the prince had made no promises. Deep in his
troubled thoughts, Llesho dropped to the pallet, though he was certain he would
not sleep. The conversation with the Dinha had sapped the last of his energy,
however; his lids fell heavily, draping lashes like a curtain over his dreams.
Chapter Twelve
SEEP drifted in layers through his
clouded mind. In one dream, his brothers brought him to the Dinha, who
questioned him and bade him sleep. In another, the searching gazes of two magicians
crossed like knives in the dreamscape. One magician looked for him with concern
turning into panic, the other cut through his resistance as he sought the
images that would lead him to Llesho's hiding place. In his dreams, Llesho fled
from the dark rage of Master Markko, but he couldn't reach Habiba through the
sightless night thick with the sounds of captivity—Hmishi, weeping brokenly,
and harsh cries with the timbre of Emperor Shou's desperate voice. "I
don't want to be here," his mind told him, and cool fingers touched his
brow, fading the terror to nothing. In the darkness that remained, relieved
only by the faint light of the distant stars, Llesho stumbled on a narrow path.
This was not his bed. He felt his way with a hand pressed against the cave-pocked
cliff rising up on his left. To his right the empty dark of a blind fall to the
valley floor lurked in wait for him. As it had in the desert, the huge black
pig entered his dreams unbidden. The night was too thick to make out the
creature clearly; Llesho saw only a mass of darker shadows swallowing the night
ahead, blocking the way. Little piggy eyes glittered at him with a hard black
light, like the pearls of the goddess that Llesho wore at his breast. He nodded
to accept the visitor to his sleep, and the pig dipped his head in
acknowledgment. The massive bulk on the path flowed and reshaped itself, and
the pig began the steep ascent. Llesho
followed ever higher into the hills. The caves they passed were hung with
cloths that crawled with shadows in the dark, but the stillness from their
depths was complete. Whoever had lived or worshiped here had fled long ago,
leaving only the sad reminders of their passing in the tatters covering the
entrances to the caves. After a while even these abandoned coverings fell
behind. The blind and empty mouths of the deep upper caverns whispered to him
with the ghosts of winds passing through unknown cracks in the mountainside.
The cave city of Ahkenbad lay below, while above only darkness and the holy,
hidden places awaited. Llesho climbed, following the pig who waited patiently
on the path and led him forward again when he caught up. "You
can't exactly lose me," Llesho complained. "There's no place to go
except up this merciless goat track." The
pig, not surprisingly, said nothing, but trotted ahead, until they came to a
turning where a date tree clutched desperate roots into the hillside. The
creature pushed at the roots of the tree with his tusks, then gave Llesho a
speaking look. "You
want me to dig?" Llesho asked, and when the pig continued to stare at him,
he fell to his knees and cast about him for a stick or flat stone with which to
dig. He had no need for tools, however. As he leaned into his search he felt
his back twist and stretch, his fingers grow together until, looking down at
them, he discovered that his hands had become the pink feet of a pig with sharp
hooves at the ends. 'What
is happening to me?' he tried to say, but the harsh oinks and squeals of a pig
came from his throat. Dropping
his head in misery at the foot of the date tree, he moaned in mournful piggy
tones while his guide stamped at the ground above him. "What
do you want?" The words came out in pig grunts, as Llesho feared they
would. The creature seemed to understand, though he said nothing in return. He
stared deeply into Llesho's own piggy eyes, and pawed the ground again. "All
right!" Llesho snuffled around the roots of the withered tree, seeking out
a hint of a scent. There, right there—he pushed his snout into the dirt, trying
to get closer to the elusive smell, and tusks at either side of his mouth drove
deep gouges into the baked ground. He dug at the root with his hooves,
snuffling his snout under the tree when he had cleared space enough. There . .
. there . . . trapped in a hole beneath the date tree, he found the black pearl
bound in silver wire he remembered from his dream on the road, and nudged it
free with his broad flat nose. He reached for it; his forehoof stretched,
became fingers again, and he snatched the pearl up in the palm of his hand and
clutched it tight in his new-made fist. The smell he had followed was stronger
now. Water. He'd found water, could hear it maddening him with its call. When
he tried to bring a handful to his mouth, however, he woke to find himself still
on his pallet in the cave of glowing crystals. "Lluka!"
he called. When
nobody answered, he struggled onto his feet and staggered to the staircase,
determined to find the path of his dreams and uncover the sleeping pearl.
Cross-legged on their pillows, the dream readers remained as they had been,
staring into their mystical visions with eyes that saw past the material world.
Llesho gave them only the briefest glance as he headed for the entrance. When
he pushed the silk curtain aside and wandered out onto the road, he discovered
that dawn had come to Ahkenbad, and with it a stir of excitement and hope that
he had not seen on his arrival. "Llesho!
Wake up!" Lluka tapped him cautiously on the shoulder. "Where
am I?" Llesho blinked, embarrassed, and squinted into the sunlit road. "Ahkenbad.
You were walking in your sleep." "Now
I remember." But it didn't feel like a true memory at all. How much of it
had been a dream? Balar
was walking carefully toward them, a plain earthen cup in his hands and a broad
grin splitting his lips. "Water!"
He held up the cup for Llesho to see. "The spirits of the desert favor
you. The holy well has begun to flow again. Drink!" Water.
Aged Tashek mystics wandered out of their caves, giving praise to the spirits
of the Wastes for the return of the holy well. The smell of it reminded Llesho
of his thirst. He hadn't had a chance to drink at the spring above the city,
and he reached for the cup only to discover that his hand remained clenched in
a fist pale as a pig's hoof. Dried dirt crusted his nails and plastered the
cracks between his fingers. Balar
rubbed the pad of his index finger across Llesho's nose, bringing it away again
with mud on the tip. "Where have you been roaming in your sleep—" He
frowned, staring thoughtfully at his finger, then his head came up abruptly,
eyes wide and his mouth round as he gasped, "Oh!" Lluka glanced from
one brother to the other, then took Llesho's clenched fist in his hand and
carefully pried open each finger. There, on Llesho's dirty palm, lay a black
pearl. At
Lluka's gasp, the Tashek passing nearest them came closer and when the brothers
dropped to their knees, the Tashek did likewise. "Get
up!" Llesho colored like a berry, overcome with embarrassment. "This
is ridiculous!" The
brothers stood, but they seemed only to be humoring him. The Tashek came more
slowly to their feet. Whispers spread out from their center, and the crowd of
devotees grew around them as Llesho explained. "The black pig led me to a
date tree up in the hills. The pearl had blocked a spring at the base of the
tree. I thought it was a dream, but I must have walked in my sleep." He
did not mention turning into a pig. They would probably believe it, and he
wasn't ready for that. "There
are no pigs in Ahkenbad," Balar informed him. "And no date tree in
the hills." Lluka
nodded, rejecting Llesho's effort to make sense of the pearl in his hand.
"I watched through the night, and you never strayed from your bed in the
acolyte's cavern until just now, when I woke you," he insisted. "If
anyone had come in or gone out, the guards would have alerted me." Llesho
remembered fingers on his forehead, but said nothing about them. He reached
inside his shirt instead, and drew out the pouch in which he had carried the
black pearls since leaving Shan. All three lay inside it. Neither of his
brothers looked particularly surprised, but it bothered Llesho. It was one
thing to dream of a place and find it afterward, and quite another to bring a
pearl out of a dream and into the light of day. And, if he could believe his
dream, he held no pearl at all but the transformed person of Pig, the beloved
gardener of the Great Goddess' heavenly orchards. "Let
me through!" Reprieve!
Harlol blustered his way through the crowd, drawing up in front of Lluka.
"The dream readers of Ahkenbad have awakened," he announced.
"The Dinha requests the presence of the Thebin princes." Llesho
shook his head, seized by the notion that the mouth of the Dragon Cave would
snap shut and swallow him up forever. He didn't have a rational explanation for
the feeling, so he mumbled something instead about being hungry to divert their
attention. It
didn't work. Lluka had grown more determined in the years since his childhood
in Kungol. "The Dinha will feed you," he insisted, and drew Llesho away
from the curious
Tashek who followed, tugging at his coats as he passed. "Why
are they doing that?" "They
believe your touch will confer blessings, even healing, on their
families." Balar looked as if he ought to know this, but Llesho didn't
know why. Thebins didn't put much stock in talismanic magic, and certainly no
one in Shan had looked upon his person as sacred. It might have saved him a few
nasty practice sessions with knife and sword if they had. "They've
got the wrong brother," he grumbled. "Llu-ka's the mystic around
here. If they need a healer, you should have rescued Adar instead of me." "They
needed a dreamer to bring back the water," Lluka reminded him, "You
saved them—all of us, actually. The dream readers of Ahkenbad wish to thank
you, no doubt." "Nothing
to worry about—" Balar clapped him on the back, but Llesho didn't find it
reassuring. "The dream readers of Ahkenbad are perfectly civil when
they're awake. They'll probably pinch your cheek and cluck at each other about
what a fine young man you are. It likely won't make a bit of sense, but it will
keep them happy. Once they've checked you out, you can ask them questions if
you want." "The
Dinha's answers didn't sound very useful last night," Llesho reminded him,
to which Balar nodded enthusiastic agreement. "Oh,
the answers won't make any sense when you hear them. When it's too late, you'll
realize what you should have done, if they'd been more straightforward about
their warnings in the first place." It
sounded like every bit of advice he'd ever gotten— straight-forward enough
until it turned out you hadn't understood it at all. But
Lluka was looking at him as if he'd grown a second head, and it was speaking in
tongues. "Be quiet, Balar! He didn't see the Dinha last night." "What?
Oh. No, the dream readers haven't woken in weeks," Balar agreed. "You
must have the Dinha confused with one of the acolytes, though that hardly seems
likely. Of course, if you haven't met the Dinha, you wouldn't know that." "She
was old," Llesho said, "and blind. And you, Lluka, led me to a
chamber above the cave of the dream readers, lit by seams of natural crystals
running through the walls." "The
Dinha is not blind, though it is said that dreaming, her eyes turn
inward." Lluka searched his face, as if he could pierce Llesho's soul and
spy out the mysteries hiding there. "You had a dream, and in your dream,
you had another dream, and in that nested dream, you saved all our lives." The
mystery is in my hand, not my eyes, he thought. The gifts of the
sleeping world were supposed to vanish with the rising sun, but the black pearl
still lay in the palm of his hand. His
brothers did not speak for a moment, though they said much to each other with
glances. Gifted with the sight of past and future, Lluka did not look pleased
when he admitted, "The futures I've seen are unclear. That doesn't have to
mean anything, of course. Seeing the future is an imprecise art; but this, I
did not see at all." "Sounds
like a pretty useless gift to me." Llesho wasn't really asking—the answer
to his own question was plain in his tone of voice, that they were not gifts at
all, but a major inconvenience. Shokar thought so, too. He'd received no gifts,
and often declared himself the happier for it. Lluka
raised a wry eyebrow. It was hard to deny the charge, after all. "The
gifts of the goddess are like a garment cut to the shape of our older selves.
As we grow in the spirit, time and the use we make of our gifts improve the
fit." "And
you, Balar, have you grown into your gifts?" Llesho wanted to know.
Balar
shook his head. "Sometimes," he said, "I think that they are not
gifts at all, but a madness that comes of approaching too closely matters that
are beyond our comprehension." "Sounds
like a husband to me," Lluka commented tartly. "The Dinha awaits us,
however. I suggest we do not leave her to cool her heels like a supplicant
while we debate family history." "I
have plenty of questions for the Dinha, like why they sent you to steal me from
my quest and drag me across the desert. And why we abandoned Adar and our
companions to the enemies who wish our whole family dead." Lluka
tried to stare him down, but that hadn't even worked for Master Den, who was
himself a god. It surely wasn't going to work for his brother, however much a
mystic he had become. "If
you really see the past and the future, you know that glaring at me never
changed my mind or my course of action." "Use
caution, at least. You cross the dream readers of Ahkenbad at your peril."
Lluka's warning clashed discordantly with Balar's assurances, but Balar was the
brother who looked uncomfortable. "They
won't strike you dead or anything," Balar protested, but had to concede,
"but they can make you squirm like an ant under a lens if you try to hide
the truth from them." "Some
secrets are worth even my life to keep." Lluka
shook him roughly by the shoulder. "Don't even think it, little brother.
Yours may be the only life we can't afford to lose." "You
don't know that." He'd
faced death and wonders alike in his journey, and apparently he'd learned a
thing or two from his masters about glaring. Lluka dropped his sleeve and took
a step back, which brought a pleased smile to Balar's lips. "For my sixth
natal day, I asked the goddess to gift me with a new wonder every day. She
hasn't disappointed me yet." Llesho
suddenly found himself in common cause with Lluka—the two of them glared in
unison at their brother. Then Lluka turned on his heel and followed Harlol a
short distance up the Stone River Road, toward the cavern where the Tashek
dream readers awaited them. Harlol
stepped aside as the brothers entered the dragon's head cavern between the
stony dragon's teeth. Then he took up his position as guard, exactly as he had
the night before, with his hands crossed on the swords at his waist. The Dragon
Cave looked the same, the spirits painted on the walls even more lifelike in
the filtered light of the Great Sun than by lantern. Dognut still slept in the
corner by the stone staircase and Lluka again took the cushion at Llesho's
left, with Balar to his right. Unlike in his dream, however, busy acolytes
brushed by with whispered apologies to set up low tables and load them with
food and drink. As Balar had said, most of them, dream readers and acolytes
alike, were women, though a few were men. He recognized a boy his own age who
had offered him an inch at the bottom of his jade cup to drink in his dream.
The flick of a glance told him that the servant shared the memory. "Welcome,
Prince of Dreams." The Dinha gestured with a jut of her chin at the
waiting food spread out before them, "Join us, please, in breaking our
fast while we talk." Llesho
recognized the Dinha immediately from his dream. She looked the same except
that her eyes were brown, with glints of amber that twinkled her amusement at
him. He wanted to deny it, to pretend he didn't know this woman, this place,
but the black pearl clasped in his fist gave physical proof of the impossible
and no comfort at all. The
Dinha seemed to follow his thoughts. She reached to touch the jewel, and Llesho
clenched his fingers more tightly, drawing it reflexively to his heart. Around
them, from a noose of lives, rose a single breathless gasp. "My
lady." He bowed a deep apology, but found himself at a loss to explain his
unwillingness to open his hand. "I
beg your pardon, young prince. It was ill thought. No one will take the pearl
from you." "What
do you want of me?" "We
would only honor your gift with one of our own. Weightier discussion can await
a full stomach, however." At a gesture, a young Tashek knelt before him
with a basin. "You
will want to wash." Drying
mud still clung to the pearl in his grubby hand. He saw no head, no tail, no
piggy feet, but felt a superstitious dread of drowning the goddess' gardener in
his own bathwater. The Tashek acolyte seemed to understand his problem. She
dipped a cloth into the basin, and wiped the back of his hand carefully with
it, until he took it from her and cleaned the pearl with equal care. When the
mud was gone, a fine tracery of silver wire was revealed, wrapping the familiar
black sheen. Each threadlike curl led to a central keyhole loop: a setting for
a jewel or a prison for a Jinn? Dreams and reality had tangled themselves so
closely together that he scarcely knew one from the other any more. The
dream readers of Ahkenbad nodded approval in unison, and one of them, an old
man whose knees squeaked when he levered himself upright, came forward with a
silver chain offered in his outstretched hands. "I
know this chain." Llesho shuddered, and clutched the pearl more tightly in
his hand. "In dreams, it hung around the neck of my enemy." "A
warning," the Dinha agreed. "But did you fear the chain, or the enemy
who held it?" Both,
and more. Memories of other chains tangled themselves in the silver links: Lord
Chin-shi's chain in Pearl Bay, his imprisonment in Master Markko's workshop,
and Farshore's lighter bondage. He would have refused the gift if it hadn't
echoed in all his dreams, like fate. But Llesho had no intention of sharing
that with strangers. He let the old man slip the chain over his head, but hid
the pearl itself in the pouch with the others he had collected. After
waking to find all his memories of Ahkenbad were dreams, and then sparring with
the Tashek Dinha over the meaning of the pearl he had discovered on the
mountain, breakfast seemed a mundane letdown. But Llesho had spent the greater
part of his recent journeys on a diet of unidentifiable boiled fodder for
humans that made him wonder if he wouldn't do better to forage with the camels.
With its supply of water refreshed, Ahkenbad dug into its store of supplies to
feast the visiting prince, and the wonderful smells drew him to the table as if
a spell had been cast on his taste buds. Vegetables,
cooked just enough to bring up their colors and their aromas, dominated the
spread, with a variety of pickles served over a millet dish cooked to
tenderness but not to mush. Some dishes the acolytes served warm, and others
came to the tables cooled by the waters of the Holy Well of Ahkenbad.
Flatbreads and other grains supplemented the main dishes. The
lay of the table jogged a memory from deep in Llesho's childhood. It drifted
out of his past with the image of his mother's reception room so sharp in his
mind he thought he could reach out and touch her chair. He had sat at her feet
and quietly watched and listened as a delegation from the caravans out of the
Gansau Wastes had stopped to pay its respects. When his mother had called for
refreshments, she'd explained that the religious among the Tashek would eat
only cooked food. The most holy castes among them took only plant material,
never animal. He'd
seen Harlol eat meat when they'd had it, and with gusto, of course. Perhaps
there were different rules for Wastrels, or spies. Whatever recipes those
dancing gods on the walls demanded, the Tashek had made the best of them,
however. The food gave up wonderful smells, pungent and sweet, that brought
water to the desert of Llesho's mouth. He filled a bowl with vegetables and round
slices of pickle, and gave only half a glance at the young woman who approached
him with a tray on which sat an elaborately wrought urn of tea and his own jade
cup taken from his pack. When she set the tray down in front of him, a flash of
eye, an ironic twist of the lip drew his attention for a second look. Kagar! "You're
a girl!" he whispered, trying to keep the secret in spite of his shock. "Since
I was born," Kagar whispered back her admission. The
acolytes who attended them gave no sign of hearing the hushed conversation, but
the Dinha drew away the veil of illusion with a wry smile. "Tashek women
do not wander in the world as Wastrels. Though called to the dream readers'
cavern, our Kagar wished to challenge the ordering of such things." "I
did it, too. No one ever suspected, except Lling, who kept my secret." Llesho
wasn't sure he was more surprised by the idea that Kagar was a girl or the
notion that Lling had kept such a big secret from him. He consoled himself that
it hadn't been her secret to tell, but he still felt like a fool for being the
only person in the room who couldn't tell a girl from a boy. "Now
you are home," the Dinha continued with a gentle smile, "And a better
acolyte for your experience of the outside world, I trust." "Until
the next time." Kagar
gave the promise that the Dinha seemed to expect, but the dream reader's smile
faltered. "Until
the next time," she agreed. Her eyes became suspiciously bright, and
Llesho wondered if only the parched weeks without water kept the tears from falling. But
his brother's awed, hushed tones drew his attention to the table, where Lluka
reached hesitantly to touch the cup Kagar had set in front of him. "Surely
wonders have returned to walk among us," Lluka whispered with a shake of
his head. Balar's
gaze quickly followed. "Have you lost your mind?" He took the bowl
carefully in his two hands and lifted it for a closer look, his face paled and
suffused with dark blood by turns. "Do you know what this is?" "It's
a bowl." Llesho felt an ages dead self looking out of his own eyes. The
world he saw differed little from the one he had known many deaths ago, and he
lowered his eyelashes to hide that knowledge from his companions. He wondered
if that long-gone self had ever been wiser than he was now, and felt an echo of
laughter skitter along his nerve endings. Who was to say what was wise, his
past self asked him, and he had to admit he didn't know. Llesho
thought he had moved quickly enough to hide the lives that echoed within him,
but his brother dropped his head in awe, and held out the bowl like a
supplicant. "The universe turns on the head of a pin," he prophesied,
"and you are that pin. Tell us what to do." "Try
not being an ass," Llesho advised him in a tart whisper, "and let me
have my tea." He retrieved the bowl and held it out to Kagar, who filled
it with a dare in her eyes. The drover warranted more thought, but not now,
with his brothers asking questions and the dream readers of Ahkenbad watching
every move he made. "Where
did you find it?" Lluka asked. "A
gift," he said, and sipped from it before setting it aside in favor of a
plate of food. "There
is a room above this chamber." Between bites, Llesho pointed to the
staircase at the back of the cavern, and the Dinha nodded to confirm the
memory. "I
slept there last night, and dreamed of the black Pig-" "You
slept in the guest quarters on the outskirts of Ahkenbad,"
the Dinha corrected him gently, with a smile. "Sleeping, you joined the
dream readers of the holy city. And in your dream, you had a dream in which the
honored Jinn led you to the hidden spring that feeds the Holy Well of
Ahkenbad." "That's
what I thought." Llesho licked the sticky pickle sauce from his
fingertips. "You said you wanted to help me," he reminded the Dinha.
"What did you mean?" "We
are the Tashek dream readers," she began, needlessly at this point.
"From your brothers we understand that young bridegrooms who receive
magical gifts of your goddess find their own way to mastery. This was not
always so, however. The royal family of Kungol once received tutors from all
the lands that made use of, Theb-in's high passes. Although the passes are now
closed to us, the dream readers of Ahkenbad offer themselves as tutors to the
princes of Thebin, a post they filled for your father's father, many summers
past and which they have filled for your brothers since the fall of Kingol.
Stay with us a while, until you learn the art of your gift." Llesho
helped himself to a serving of dates and figs in honey while he considered the
offer. "You haven't helped my brothers much," he pointed out. Balar
pinched him, a reminder of royal manners. But it was true, and the Dinha took
no offense. "We
have taught your brothers patience, and a mastery of their own minds, but their
gifts are not those of Ahkenbad. You are ; in gentler times, our tutors would
have sought you out in your own holy city. Now, we have but a brief reprieve to
do our duty before you must continue your journey." Llesho
wondered what she meant by a brief reprieve. Master Den had advised that he
needed a dream reader, but that was before the Harn had taken their company
prisoner. Even if he accepted that his dreams had more meaning, more power,
than he knew, how could he abandon his friends and brother to the tortures of
Master Mar- kko
while he developed his inner gifts? And Shou was himself a favorite of the
mortal goddess SienMa. She would doubtless take offense if he allowed the Harn
to murder the emperor, whose death would also plunge the Shan Empire and its
neighbors into chaos. As his first act of statecraft, making an enemy of her
ladyship while unleashing havoc upon the civilized world seemed a poor choice. "The
times do not call for patience," he pointed out. "I
understand." The Dinha bowed to acknowledge the truth of his words. He suspected
that the dream readers understood more than he would have liked. The Dinha gave
him a rueful smile, as if she read his mind. "We cannot regret the good
you have done for Ahkenbad, however, and would repay the service you have done
us. You have seen one in your dreams, a magician on a white horse—" "Habiba,"
Llesho agreed, while an acolyte poured water over his sticky hands and offered
him a soft cloth to dry them. "You
are right that he can help you, but so can the dream readers of Ahkenbad. Soon you
will need us both. Don't reject our aid because you don't like the manner in
which you were brought to find it." With that the old ones closed their
eyes. "We've
been dismissed." Lluka rose effortlessly to his feet, something Llesho did
with considerably less grace. Balar followed, and together they made their way
out of the cavern of the dream readers, and found themselves once again bathed
in the heat and light of the Stone River Road. Master
Den's words in the dark of a caravanary carried the force of a prophecy.
"The Tashek have the most revered dream readers," the master had
said. But had he spoken as a wise teacher or as trickster? For the good of the
dream readers or for Llesho's own quest? The universe seemed to turn under him
in the yellow dust, tumblers falling into places he still couldn't see. The
almost-vision of it made him dizzy.
Chapter Thirteen
"ARE you all right,
brother?" Lluka
tightened a hand on his shoulder. He brushed it aside and wandered farther into
the road, staring up at the cliffs where waves of color broke against a sea of
sandstone bleached pale in the sun. Somewhere beyond the cliff city a presence
wandered; he cocked his head and listened for a change in the wind that would
tell him the storm was coming. The wind stayed quiet. Llesho dug deeper, into
the place where dreams and hunches lurked, for an explanation. Not the dark
oppression of Master Markko's questing eye; he'd recognize in an instant the
magician's pressure on his mind. A little thrill of anticipation ran through
him. Llesho walked out to meet it. Troubled, his brothers stayed where he left
them, but Harlol was right on his heels, nervous, with his hands on his swords'
hilts. "Where
are you going?" "To
meet my destiny," Llesho gave him the flip answer. He hadn't figured out
what was drawing him into the desert, and likely wouldn't have told the Tashek
warrior anyway. He just knew he had to go out to meet it, whatever it was. Harlol
fell in step beside him. "Why
are you following me?" The
Wastrel cut him a sideways glance, indicating with a raised eyebrow that he
didn't, in the strictest sense, follow Llesho. Having made his point, he
answered the spirit of the question. "It's my job. The Dinha charged me to
defend , so where you go, I go. It would be a lot easier on both of us if you
would just stay put." "Not
going to happen," Llesho advised him. He didn't slow down. "You
could at least tell me where we're going." "I would if I knew."
Llesho kept walking. "Then you'll probably need this—" Harlol didn't
expend his energy on argument. He reached into his coat and drew out Llesho's
sword. "If we will need more than our blades, an army, for instance, tell
me now." "It's
enough, thanks." Llesho attached the weapon to his own side. Then, pulling
hoods and veils over their heads to protect them from the elements, they
marched in step, out past the cave city and into the desert. They
walked for an hour or more in companionable silence. Sweat beaded at Llesho's
pores and dried before the drops could fall, but the call across the wide
expanse of desert kept him moving. During a pause to catch their breath, Harlol
offered a waterskin. "I hope this is more than a whim," he said.
"Something is out there." Llesho jerked a shoulder in the direction
they walked, away from Ahkenbad. His companion did not look pleased with the
answer. "Ahkenbad
has protections against strangers, but we are about to pass beyond their reach.
If we don't turn back, whatever you feel out there will find us." "Perhaps
I want to be found." Llesho's step suddenly felt more buoyant. Sunlight
found a corner of his heart that had lain in dreaming shadows. They had passed
outside of Ahkenbad's defenses. Harlol
glared at him. "The likelihood that good will come out of the desert
looking for you in this exact spot is vanishingly small. Our enemies, however,
have the power to find a single pebble in the gravel pits of Dhar." "You
underestimate our friends," Llesho assured him with a sudden grin. He knew
this consciousness pressing toward him. When the cloud of dust appeared on the
horizon, he ran to meet it. "No!"
Harlol grabbed his arm and swung Llesho around to face him. "Distance in
the Gansau Waste is deceiving. The heat reflects the image of what you see like
a mirror, over many li. Your friends may be coming this way, or they may be on
a different heading altogether. But even if they sense your presence, as you
sense theirs, they have a long way to go before they reach us. Hours still, and
they have horses while we are on foot." He gave Llesho a shake, snapping
the hypnotic grip of the dust cloud on the horizon. Llesho
shook off his arm, took another step. But Harlol was right. Between them they
had no provisions—the Wastrel, in desert fashion, had carried a bit of water
for emergencies. That was almost gone, and neither had picked up food before
they left Ahkenbad. They were ill prepared to go any farther. If
the newcomers didn't change course, they would ride right into Llesho and his
companion, anyway. Better to conserve strength and wait. "We will stop
here," Harlol repeated, "make a tent of our coats, and wait." "A
tent?" "If
you don't want to bake your brains out in the Gansau Wastes, we will make a
tent, yes." Harlol gave him one of those superior Wastrel looks, like the
one he'd given Shou before he'd tried to slice and dice him. "It will take
both our coats. And your sword." He
undid his own scabbard from his belt and began to undo the ties on his coat, so
Llesho followed his example. Letting his coat fall to the dust was easy. He
held onto his sword long enough to try the Tashek's patience. "You
still mistrust me for the fight at the caravansary. I
told you before, I never intended to hurt the healer, Adar. I didn't hurt
him, you know." "And
Shou?" Llesho asked. Harlol
shrugged, the color rising in his face. The Wastrel was embarrassed, Llesho
realized, and he knew how that felt. "I meant it as a test, of sorts. He
shouldn't have been able to counter the prayer moves." Harlol sounded
indignant. "When he did, I had to see how deeply his skills ran. I was
just . . ." "Showing
off?" "Yes."
The air seemed to leave the Wastrel like a punctured bubble. "I
underestimated him, badly. The next thing I knew, I was fighting for my life,
or so I believed. He could have killed me at my own discipline. I would have
thought no outsider could do that." "I
know exactly what you mean," Llesho admitted. And he did. "Shou is
full of surprises," They
were alike in a lot of ways, and it was easier to forgive the warrior, not much
older than he was himself, for doing his duty than to make sense of his
brothers' part in his abduction. He had a feeling that was all going to be
irrelevant when the cause of that dust cloud arrived, however. Llesho handed
over the sword. With
a quick, sharp, downward stroke, the Wastrel drove the points of the scabbards
into the dry ground, so that the swords stood upright, separated by the span of
his arms. One coat he looped over the pommels and draped facing east, and one
he stretched from the swords in a westerly direction, creating a small tent
with the swords as low tent poles. They had no pegs to hold the ends in place,
but Harlol crawled inside and reclined, his shoulder pressing down the edge of
one coat tent cover. Llesho crawled in beside him and sat, hunched over his own
crossed legs. "The
dream readers believe in your ability to foretell the future," Harlol said
once he was settled. "I honor your gifts with our comfort, since we would
be hard- pressed
to defend ourselves with our swords tangled in our coats like this." Llesho
didn't think they were very comfortable, but he wasn't worried about the
oncoming dust cloud. If Master Markko pursued that closely, he would feel dread
like a trickling poison. He had no such foreboding now, and he realized that
included Harlol. Whatever the Wastrel's part in all of this, he didn't mean
Llesho any harm. Unfortunately, he already showed signs of boredom. "So
tell me," Harlol prodded, "what brought you to the Moon and Star Inn
on the Imperial Road?" "The
Ham conquered my country. I am on my way home to take it back." Harlol
looked, of all things, offended. "I am not unschooled," he sniffed,
"but we have a long wait, and I saw the way you handled yourself in
Durnhag. You've fought in combat before. I thought the story might pass the
time." "I
work hard at not remembering." Llesho didn't want to relive his past with
this young and inexperienced warrior, but Harlol reacted with shock to his
admission. "Other
people give us our names," the Wastrel admonished him. "Who we truly
are is recorded in our histories. To give up your history is to give up your
self." "You
didn't make that up yourself." Llesho meant it as an insult, but Harlol
solemnly shook his head. "The
Dinha sows wisdom in the desert soil of a Wastrel's heart," he said,
"and, sometimes, her wisdom takes root." Llesho
figured he had a choice: tell the Wastrel his story, or listen to him preach
the word of the Dinha on memory. Better to do the talking than the listening,
he decided and began the tale. "The
Harn attacked during my seventh summer. They'd come into the holy city with the
caravans, and sneaked up into the palace through the kitchens. One of the
raiders killed Khri, my bodyguard, but he didn't see me hiding on a chair
behind the curtain. While he was cleaning his sword on Khri's uniform, I pulled
my knife. I wasn't strong enough for a killing stroke, but I fell off the
chair, the knife slipped between his ribs, and the raider died. Later, when
they caught up with me, I threatened to do the same to their leader. They were
killing the children—too much trouble on the march— but my threats amused them,
so they kept me alive for the slave pens." "I
heard you tell your brother that you made the Long March," Harlol said,
and Llesho nodded. "We
left our dead on the wayside across half of Thebin and all of Harn, into the
heart of Shan. In the slave market of the imperial city I heard the overseer
tell the Harnish slave trader to slit my throat. "Too young for hard
labor, too old for begging," he said, "and not enough endurance left
to satisfy the perverts—I'd never earn back the cost of feed." I didn't
know what any of it meant until later, except the throat-cutting part. By then
I was grateful that Lord Chin-shi had come to the market looking for Thebin
children to dive in his pearl beds." "That's
how you became a pearl diver?" As
he told his story, Llesho had fallen more deeply into the spell of his own
past. HarloFs question tugged at him like a lifeline, and he followed it back
to the present. "Yes.
Pearl Island wasn't too bad, really. There were people my age; that's where I
met Lling and Hmishi. And old Lleck came later. I had known him at the palace,
and he helped me." "But
you left the pearl beds." "Lleck
died. His ghost gave me a black pearl, and told me to find my brothers and save
Thebin. I couldn't do that at the bottom of the bay, so I became a gladiator in
Lord Chin-shi's stable. I had passed my fifteenth summer by then. I was wiry
and strong, and my natural stamina had returned. Master Jaks and Master Den
knew who I was from the start. They brought the Lady SienMa from Farshore
Province to test me, and she warned me to
keep my identity secret. Master Markko guessed something as well. He was a
slave high up in Lord Chin-shi's house, his overseer. When I look back, though,
I think he was working against his master even then." "Master
Den was your teacher for the arena? So how did the healer Adar come to have as
his servant a training master of gladiators?" Harlol asked with a mind to
the trickster god's most recent disguise. He had curled his legs up under him,
and listened avidly. Llesho wanted to hit him for treating his painful past
like a campfire tale, except that it didn't hurt as much as he had expected.
The words seemed drawn out like an arrowhead cut out of the flesh so that the
wound could heal. But Master Den's story was his own to tell. "It
was a disguise. Master Den has many of them. Even I have never seen through all
of them, and he has been with me as my teacher since Pearl Island." Harlol
seemed on the verge of making a comment, but something of what Llesho was
thinking must have made it to his face, because the Wastrel said only,
"What happened next?" Llesho
shrugged. "My first fight in the arena was my last," he said, taking
up the story where he could. "The pearl beds failed, and Lord Chin-shi had
gambling debts. Habiba managed to purchase some of us for Lady SienMa; the rest
went to Yueh." Madon, a friend, had died at Habiba's hand that afternoon,
a wasted sacrifice to stop a war that came on them anyway. "Her
ladyship kept no slaves. Under her direction, we became free soldiers. She
gathered my friends and teachers, added Kaydu as our captain, and when Master
Markko attacked, we were ready. The lady gave me the gifts that you have
already seen—the short spear and the jade cup—and took her household to her
father at Thousand Lakes Province. Our small cadre—me and Hmishi and Lling, and
Bixei and Kaydu whom you haven't met yet— ran for the imperial city. On the way
we met dragons and healers and gods and bears and we fought. Lleck is dead
twice, and Master Jaks is gone. In the imperial city we battled in the streets
and put an end to the slave trade in Shan, and discovered that Master Markko is
himself aligned with the Harn, but I don't know why." He gave a helpless shrug.
"I haven't been at this 'intrigue' thing very long, but the beings I've
met along the way all seem to be pointing me at Thebin. In Shan I received more
gifts of pearls which I am charged to return to the goddess who lost them. And
to bring the tale back to the beginning, to do that I have to free
Thebin." He
said no more about the "String of Midnights," the necklace of black
pearls stolen from heaven. He needed to return it to the Great Goddess so that
night could return to heaven, but he didn't trust the Wastrel with that much
truth. "For
a short life, you have seen more battle and intrigue than the old men who chew
their stories under canopies in the sun." With that brief comment, Harlol
gave the tale a moment of silent contemplation before he asked. "Is that
why we are out here waiting for an approaching dust cloud to resolve itself
into friend or foe?" "Friends,
definitely friends." Llesho yawned deeply. Telling even a part of his
story had exhausted him, but it had made him feel better, too. "If
that's the end of your story, you might as well take a nap," Harlol
advised. "It makes the waiting pass more quickly." With that he
tucked the tent coat under his hip to hold it in place and promptly went to
sleep. A
nap sounded good, but the heat beating on their makeshift tent seared his lungs
and the approaching party tickled at the corners of Llesho's mind. Not evil,
certainly not Master Markko, but a mind he'd felt before and knew the texture
of was out there looking for him. And
Harlol snored. Llesho
nudged at him with his foot, and the Wastrel snuggled down deeper into the
small depression he'd dug with his hip. Llesho nudged a little harder, and the
snor- ing
broke, became a grunted snort, before resuming again. Llesho wondered how a man
who slept like the dead, but more noisily, expected to survive as a wandering
warrior. He reached a foot out to kick again. Fast
as a striking snake, Harlol grabbed his ankle. "Take a nap." "I
can't sleep. It's too hot, and you snore." "This
is going to be a long afternoon," Harlol moaned to himself. "All
right. You go to sleep first. Then, you won't hear it if I snore." "I
told you my story." Llesho pushed out his jaw, belligerently. He was
beginning to feel foolish for revealing so much in his tale, and their close
quarters, separated only by the swords they used as tent posts, were making him
nervous. "So what is a Wastrel anyway? Are you allowed to tell, or is it a
sacred mystery?" "You're
not going to let me sleep, are you?" Llesho
shook his head. "I have a lot of questions, but 'What is a Wastrel?' is
top of the list." Harlol
propped himself up by his elbow, with his chin in the palm of his hand. He
didn't look sleepy at all, and Llesho figured the snoring had been a ruse, to
avoid this confrontation. "A
Wastrel is a warrior-priest, sworn to the desert spirits. We don't choose, but
are dedicated to the Dinha at birth. Those who survive the training and the
trials of thirst and fire and solitude become the eyes and ears of the dream
readers in the waking world. We go where the wind takes us. When our paths
follow the caravan routes, we work at the common labor available to our kind.
Other times, we wander as the stories tell, seeking out the lost places in the
desert. We are the protectors of Ahkenbad. Always, however, we go at the will
of the Dinha." "Is
Kagar a Wastrel now as well?" "No."
Harlol laughed. "Kagar is no Wastrel, but my true cousin, the child of my
mother's brother. We owe each other much filial love, and so I kept her secret
until API I could bring her safely home. But sometimes Kagar can be very
annoying." "That
makes two of you," Llesho muttered to himself. "Why did you attack
Adar?" "The
Dinha told me to protectat any cost." The typical Tashek shrug came off as
ungainly in a reclining position, but Harlol didn't seem to care. "You
didn't travel as princes—or as brothers. Adar looks not at all like the princes
I knew. When I saw him pray the Way of the Goddess with the master, I knew he
could ruin all our plans if he chose to fight against Balar in Durnhag. I meant
only to test him, perhaps to injure him so that we could leave him behind. I
would not kill any man unless he threatened you." He
wanted to resent the man, but couldn't. Harlol was too much like himself, in
age, and even in the way his gods ran his life. Llesho would have seen it
sooner if he'd been paying attention, the way Shou evidently had. For all his
training, Harlol had seen far less of battle than Llesho's own cadre. He was a
priest who spent much of his time alone in the desert or traveling with the
camels, and hadn't crossed a thousand li of battleground to get here. So Shou
hadn't killed him even after he had turned from prayer to battle forms in
mid-demonstration. "Had
you ever used your training to deliberately harm another before that
morning?" "I
am trained—" Harlol dropped his gaze. "I would not shame my
training." "Of
course not." Quick as a thief Llesho had his knife out, point pricking
just below the Wastrel's voice box. "I, on the other hand, killed my first
Harn raider while still in the training saddle. I have seen men die at the
hands of an ally for the honor of a shamed lord, and I have fought every li of
the way from Pearl Island to Durnhag. Do not presume to understand those with
whom I travel, Wastrel, and don't hasten to add my nightmares to your own
sleep." Harlol
ignored the knife at his throat and met Llesho's eyes
with a level gaze that reflected no fear, but bragged not at all of Tashek
bravery. "My life is a tool of the spirits. I will do as the Dinha
requires in their service. Are you going to kill me now, Prince?" "Of
course not." Llesho put away his knife. "If I planned to kill you, I
wouldn't warn you. And I am warning you. I know the mind that approaches. Don't
put yourself between us, don't speak, don't draw a weapon." "Who
is it?" Harlol was pulling himself upright, taking apart their tent with
the knuckles of one hand white around the scabbard of his sword. They could
feel beneath their feet the rumble of the approaching horses. "The
Dinha told us at breakfast. It's Habiba." Llesho flashed a predatory smile
and settled onto his side. "He is a magician, and the right hand of the
Lady SienMa, mortal goddess of war." Harlol
paled, but his fear seemed reserved for Llesho rather than the approaching
riders. "Surely you walk among miracles, my prince." "It's
not all it's cracked up to be," he assured his companion. The Wastrel's
shock should have been a victory, but Llesho just felt tired. Together they
stood, waiting for the horses to come to a halt in front of them. Habiba
remained in his saddle, his tall white steed still as a statue. Behind him, his
army worked to control their skittish horses. At his side, three dressed as
officers slipped from their mounts, drawing off their desert headgear so that
he could see who they were. "Kaydu!"
With a grin he ran forward and grabbed her hands. At the sound of his voice,
the pack on Kaydu's back began to wriggle, and out popped a small head,
followed by a tiny body in the uniform of the Imperial Guard. "Little
Brother!" Llesho greeted the monkey, who climbed out of his pack and
chattered ferociously at him. With a chuckle, Llesho stood still while the
creature clambered onto his head, exploring for wildlife before returning to
his mistress. "What
wonders are these!" Harlol whispered at his back. "It's
a monkey, Kaydu's familiar." "I
have seen monkeys before." Harlol drew himself to his full dignity.
"But they are known to be fickle creatures. I had thought they would make
poor soldiers." Kaydu
let it seem as though his words had caught her attention, but Llesho knew she
did her father's bidding, drawing out the stranger while Habiba watched
carefully from the distance of horseback and wizardly silence. "Little
Brother is a paragon among monkeys. I would not count on any other to defend my
back." She
made it sound like a joke, though Llesho remembered a time when Little Brother
had saved all their lives, carrying a message to the Lady SienMa when Markko's
forces had threatened them on the road. Some things would take too long to
explain, and even longer to believe, so he laughed with the others, content to
let the tension ease, if only for an hour. Soon enough they'd be back in the
fray. "So
much affection for a cowardly ape, and not even a greeting for your brothers in
arms!" Bixei, Llesho's onetime enemy and more recent ally, stepped away
from his horse and received a companionable slap on the shoulder. "Bixei!
What are you doing on the march? You're supposed to be in Shan, helping to
train a Thebin army. How is Stipes?" "I
am very well, Prince Llesho." Stipes himself came forward, letting Llesho
see him. He wore a leather patch over his damaged eye, but otherwise looked
sound and hearty. "And you see a part of that Thebin army before you,
though we could not stop the emperor's own imperial guard from accompanying
us." Llesho
glanced over the small company bristling with weapons. Fifteen Thebin faces
stared at him in wonder as they sat the small hill horses like his own, while
thirty tall warriors at the rear rode the warhorses of Shan. Scat- tered
among them, Llesho recognized the mercenary garb of his childhood bodyguard,
the same worn by the weapons master who had died to protect him in the war
against Master Markko's villainy. He would have sent them home, the debt their
clan owed a dead king long paid, but he knew they would not go. "How
is this possible? I left you only weeks ago—" Bixei
grinned wickedly. "With the Lady SienMa's assistance, and the fall of the
slave trade in Shan, many potential allies found themselves at loose ends. And
no few of them have trained in secret and waited for the chance Shokar offered
them." "With
the arena in turmoil, your brother had his pick of trainers," Kaydu
explained. "Now he raises armies, and husbands a bumper crop." She
gave a little shrug. "He has given the emperor the loyalty a guest owes
his host, but trusted this particular plan of Shou's not at all. So he took the
harvest of his labors to Durnhag. He was right. We arrived at Durnhag too late
to prevent the attack, but Shokar tracked the raiders, who were heading toward
Ham. We followed the signs of your passage into the Gansau Wastes until
yesterday, when the desert seemed to swallow you up. We thought we had lost
you. Then, suddenly, there you were again and here we find you in the empty
desert in the company of one lone Wastrel." "We
are not as far from civilization as we seem." Llesho answered Kaydu's
unspoken question, but he looked to her father as he did so. "So
you have found Ahkenbad." Habiba bowed his head in a thoughtful nod.
"And you can find it again?" "Waking
or sleeping, whether I wish to go there or not." The magician understood
Llesho's wry smile. "The dreams don't ask permission," he commented.
To which Llesho added, "Neither does the Dinha of Ahkenbad." "Respect,
if you please." Harlol raised himself up to his full height, his hands
resting on his sword hilts in the way Llesho had come to recognize as readiness
for battle. "With
understanding," Llesho countered. He did respect the Dinha; he just didn't
trust her to put the will of a young Thebin ahead of the needs of her own
people. Habiba
interrupted before the Wastrel could respond with a challenge, however.
"We have traveled long and ridden hard. If Ahkenbad is as close as you
say, perhaps we can finish this discussion out of the sun—" "Of
course." Llesho gave him a formal bow, but cast an uncertain look back
toward the cave city. He had come out ill-prepared to accompany an army on
horseback. Kaydu saw his indecision and offered a hand when she had mounted her
own horse. "She can carry two, if it isn't too far." "I'll
take the Wastrel with me," Stipes offered. Bixei's glare changed his mind.
"Or, Bixei will ride with me, and the Wastrel can borrow his horse?" Bixei
leaped onto the horse's rump with a surly growl and gave his partner a pinch
under cover of securing a grip. Smothering a chuckle, Llesho shook his head
when Harlol looked to him for guidance. The Wastrel knew nothing of his
companions but their names, mentioned in passing as they shared stories to help
the time pass. He wouldn't have understood the byplay, but he mounted the
offered horse and let Llesho take the lead. Kaydu
nudged a little away from the others so she and Llesho could talk without being
heard. "Where are Lling and Hmishi?" she asked, the pleasure of
meeting falling away as the business of guarding a prince took over. "I
trained them better than to let you wander off alone." "We
were betrayed." Llesho stared out into the desert, remembering a dream of
anguish and despair. "The Ham have them." "Damn.
I'm sorry. But we'll get them back," Kaydu assured him, all levity now
gone. The
pressure of Master Markko's search had not re- turned,
but a superstitious dread of being overheard by magical means kept Llesho from
saying anything more. Llesho's nemesis might not yet know what prizes his
raiders held. Kaydu
turned in her saddle with a worried frown, but she said nothing more. Llesho
could tell by the faraway look in her eyes that she, too, tested the air for
more than the taste of dust. After a journey the longer for the exhaustion of
the horses, they passed through the dream readers' barrier that blinded the eye
to the presence of the cave city of Ahkenbad. "By
the Great Goddess, that's a trick," Kaydu muttered when the carved cliffs
of the cave city appeared around them. Inside
the warding defenses that protected Ahkenbad from her enemies, Llesho braced
himself for another confrontation. How was he going to explain to Habiba that
he'd lost the emperor? Chapter
Fourteen HEY had come to the
gaping stone mouth of the Dragon Cave. Worried acolytes and servants surrounded
them, stirring up the dust with their feet. He recognized Kagar among them. Her
avid, envious eyes locked briefly on Kaydu before she slipped into the chamber
where the dream readers gathered. The Dinha trusted her; Llesho didn't. He
still had the lump on the back of his head to remind him why that was a smart
thing, but his brothers presented the more immediate problem. Lluka
and Balar stood side by side in the very teeth of the stone dragon as if they
could hold off Llesho's new forces with their persons. From Llesho's seat atop
Kaydu's horse, his brothers looked very small. He shook his head to rid it of a
fleeting image: the jagged stone teeth snapping shut, the bloodied faces of his
brothers ground against sharp edges come to life. Not a wish, but a worry— What
part did the sleeping dragon of Stone River play in the dreams that tied the
princes of Thebin to this place? They
could not know where his thought had taken him, of course, and watched their
rebellious younger brother with matching stern frowns. "Only a fool goes
into the desert unprepared," Lluka scolded him. "When you didn't come
back, we thought you must be lost, or dead. You will have apologies to make to
the Dinha, and to the search parties when they return." "Harlol
was with me," Llesho reminded his brother, but that answer just earned the
Wastrel a scathing snarl of contempt. "You
move through the world wrapped in a no-sense zone, Llesho. It warps the
judgment of anyone who comes in contact with you." "Then
don't come too close, or you might grow a backbone." Lluka
colored as if he'd been struck, and would have continued the argument but for
Habiba's rumbled, "It's true, Llesho. Admit defeat with grace." He
didn't concede any such thing, of course, but Balar chose that moment to turn
the attack on the magician, freeing Llesho from the unwanted attention of his
brothers and the lady's witch. "You
have breached the Dinha's security." Balar said it as a fact, rather than
an accusation, just as his will to protect the dream readers was a fact and not
a show of bravado. Habiba
slipped from his horse and bowed a respectful greeting in spite of the surly
introduction. Llesho was glad Balar wasn't carrying a lute. Experience had
shown him that his brother wielded the instrument as well in battle as in song,
but the magician had a tricky temper at the best of times. He might indulge a
verbal challenge. In a physical attack, however, he was as likely to turn Balar
into a camel first and apologize later. Not the best plan in a place that
reeked of sleeping magic. Fortunately, his brother had come out unarmed even
with music, and Habiba's courtbred manners guaranteed his good intentions. "You
have nothing to fear from me—Prince? I honor the Dinha and her dreams."
With that very proper greeting, Habiba gave the signal for his army to
dismount. "I beg hospitality for my troops—water for their horses, and a
place to rest out the heat of the day. I would pay my respects to the Dinha,
and we will be on our way with the rising of Great Moon Lun." The
brothers could not help but recognize, among the soldiers massed at Habiba's
back, their own countrymen and the clan dress of the honorable mercenaries who
had guarded them as children. Lluka surrendered with a lowering of his eyelids
and gestured for a Tashek groom. Kagar had put off her disguise here, among her
kinsmen, and Harlol had taken up his role as a warrior, so the task fell to a
stranger. Experience told Llesho not to trust the man out of his sight, but
Harlol cast him a challenge in a glance. He had to accept the aid Habiba had
requested or pay for the insult to the Tashek people. This time, he conceded
the point. Kaydu
arranged for a soldier to take her horse. With Stipes and Bixei at her back,
she gave the princes a cool examination. Llesho shook his coats into order,
pretending to a disinterest he didn't feel when the princes returned her
disapproval with watchful glares. "These
must be brothers," she declared with a satisfied smirk. "They look
more like you than Shokar or Adar, though I can't say much for their
dispositions." Llesho
would have returned Kaydu's grin, but he dreaded his coming report on the Harn
attack. He didn't want to compound his offenses with poorly timed humor. "Indeed,"
he therefore answered as neutrally as he could manage, "May I introduce
the youngest of my older brothers, Prince Balar, who would hold off our army
with the daggers of his eyes—or his five-stringed lute, which felled no few of
our enemies on the outskirts of Durnhag. And Prince Lluka, who would still have
me taking naps in the afternoon with my favorite hound sneaked into my
bed." His
brothers' hostile glances turned to surprise and awe when he reversed the
introduction: "Princes, may I introduce the loyal servant of her ladyship,
the mortal goddess SienMa: Habiba the magician-witch, and his daughter,
Kaydu, who is the captain of my own cadre. You know—the Imperial Guards you
left in the hands of the Harn." "My
Lord Habiba," Balar began, but an angry roar interrupted his greeting. "You
what!" Bixei, who had remained silent but watchful at Stipes' side, strode
forward to place himself between Llesho and the threat of his brothers.
"I'm amazed Shou didn't strip the skin off your hide after a fool stunt
like that!" he shouted into Balar's face. In
spite of his rage, Bixei retained enough sense not to blurt out the emperor's
title. Llesho did the same. "Shou
had no say." This was the moment he had dreaded since Durnhag. "The
last time I saw him, Shou was holding off three Harn raiders, trying to reach
Adar's side. Neither Adar nor the Lady Carina bore any weapons. Both are
skilled in the Way of the Goddess, but they could not hold out against so many.
While I fought the raiders between us, one of our Tashek grooms struck me from
behind, and I fell." Harlol,
who had taken a position of defense at Llesho's side, jumped at the mention of
his cousin's part in the kidnapping, but carefully avoided eye contact. After
only a brief, scathing glance, however, Llesho continued his story. "When
I recovered consciousness, I found myself halfway to Ahkenbad in the custody of
my brother and our Tashek drovers. They left the others, including Adar and
Shou, Master Den, and Carina, to the hospitality of Har-nish murderers." He
exchanged glares with his brother over Bixei's shoulder. Balar still owed him
for the lump on his head, and perhaps for much more if the worst had happened
to Emperor Shou. Or their brother: the ghost of his adviser, Lleck, had said
nothing about getting his brothers killed while gathering them to his side. Habiba's
eyes opened wide. Briefly, Llesho thought the princes of Thebin were about to
die. Maybe Habiba would kill him, too, for arrant stupidity, though he doubted
it. Llesho was starting to figure out the part he played in the grand scheme of
this conflict. Habiba needed live bait to catch Master Markko, and he was it. He
had begun the move to his knife, instinctively ready to protect his brothers,
when Habiba brought his expression and his temper under control with a long
cleansing sigh. "We should take this discussion under cover," he
advised with a quick scan of the road, "And I have yet to pay my respects
to the Dinha." Balar
fumbled indecisively in their path, but Habiba set him aside with a casual
sweep of his arm and entered the sacred cave of the dream readers. Harlol
followed close on his heels, hands perched dangerously on his hilts. Llesho
figured he had more right to his place there than the rest of them, so made no
objection. The magician wasn't through with him yet, though. "Could
you have angered more of our gods with one foolish act if that had been your
intention?" Kaydu spat at the bemused princes before following her father
into the gaping mouth of the dream readers' cave. "Master
Den will protect them," Llesho offered as comfort. It didn't help. "Master
Den might, but what about ChiChu?" "They
go back a long time," he reminded her, "before either of us were
born." Behind
him, Balar's voice whispered anxiously in his ear, "ChiChu. A nickname for
a fickle master?" Llesho's
baleful glare told him otherwise. "Gods,
Llesho! What have we done?" Kaydu's
face closed up around her thoughts with a muttered curse. Llesho knew the
answer she would have given: brought down the empire and angered the trickster
god. Made an enemy of the mortal goddess of war, left your own brother and a
sacred healer to die at the hands of our enemies. Insane to talk about it in
the middle of the road, though, where a stray word might escape even the protections
of Ahkenbad. He followed Kaydu with just a brief comment for his brothers,
"I think you're about to find out." Only
a hand of the dream readers remained in the dragon's mouth. Attendants had
cleared away breakfast hours ago, and now they laid a light supper for their
guests. Llesho recognized Kagar among the women setting out plates of fruits
and flatbreads, and noticed again how she studied Kaydu with quick, darting
glances. He had no opportunity to question her even with a look, however.
Dognut stirred from his corner, a wide grin on his face. "Lord
Habiba! I knew Llesho would find you! Is that your lovely daughter?" "Bright
Morning, greetings. Yes, Kaydu has grown since you saw her last. I haven't come
this far to reminisce, however, but to consult with the blessed Dinha of the
Tashek people on a matter of great urgency." It
made sense, now that he thought about it, that these two would know each other.
Bright Morning's family lived in the Lady SienMa's province and, like Habiba,
the dwarf was in the confidence of the emperor. But Dognut had abandoned Shou
and aided the kidnappers, even if they were Llesho's brothers; the association
tainted Habiba as an adviser Llesho needed to rely on. "Child
of the desert." The Dinha released her attendant with a touch on his
shoulder, and rose to greeted the magician with the rueful smile of familiar
associates. "You find us well, thanks to your young prince." Habiba
bent to one knee in front of the Dinha and bowed his head. "Mother Desert,
greetings. Meet your grandchild." Without looking up, he took Kaydu's hand
and extended it to the Dinha's embrace. "Granddaughter."
The Dinha took both of Kaydu's hands and drew her into a kiss on each cheek.
"Your father is a fine man, but he has kept us too long from his
child!" Only
Llesho stood near enough to Harlol to see the avid excitement on his downturned
face. "Truth?" he asked. "Or a courtesy?" Harlol
gave an affronted snort. "All Tashek are the children of the Dinha. As for
the magician, anyone can tell that he has Tashek blood." A
little of both, then. Habiba and his daughter shared an exotic look of foreign
lands. Part of that—the shape of the eyes, the sweep of the brow—might indeed
be Tashek, though the sum of their features remained a mystery. So the
circle is completed, Llesho thought, with himself bound into the plots of
those who had no care for Thebin. He
had little time to brood, however. At the Dinha's welcoming hug, the pack on
Kaydu's back let out a screech that drew terrified gasps from the acolytes
hovering anxiously in the shadows. Harlol's swords hissed out of their
scabbards. The Wastrel checked his motion with an annoyed roll of his eyes when
Little Brother crept onto Kaydu's shoulder and peered anxiously about him out
of wide monkey eyes. "Pardon
my enthusiasm, sir monkey." The Dinha offered Little Brother a star fruit,
lightly poached, as a peace offering. "I mean no harm to my
granddaughter's familiar." When Little Brother had accepted the gift, the
Dinha gestured for the rest of the party to eat, herself taking a light
selection of vegetables that her attendant brought her. "The
dream readers have been troubled these many days, Habiba, and you figure in our
prayers. But let me first bless you for the loan of young Prince Llesho." Llesho
filled a flatbread with fruit and ducked his head. If he pretended to be
invisible, perhaps they wouldn't notice him. He might just as well have
disappeared, however; Habiba spoke about him as he would an absent and unruly
cadet. "I
can't accept your gratitude, Dinha. I don't command the young man." Habiba
dipped a ball of grain-meal into a
spicy sauce and popped it into his mouth, chewing thoughtfully before
explaining, "Had I done so, little of what has happened would have come to
pass." "And
yet," the Dinha informed him, "before he found his way to Ahkenbad,
the Holy Well of Ahkenbad had failed. In his dream, the Great Goddess' Jinn led
Prince Llesho to its source where he released the waters from their prison.
Without his help, only ghosts would have remained to greet you." "The
Jinn has come to him?" Habiba darted a glance at Llesho, returning his
gaze quickly to the Dinha. "In
a dream," she nodded confirmation, "and not for the first time, I
judge." With
his free hand, Llesho drew out the newest pearl with its banding of silver.
"Pig led me to the spring, where I found this." "We
are on first-name relations with the servants of the Great Goddess now,"
Habiba commented in a deceptively offhanded tone. His avid gaze on the pearl gave
away his real interest, however. Even Little Brother abandoned his star fruit
to sniff the air for danger. The pearl caught his monkey curiosity, and he
snatched at it in Llesho's hand. "No,
you don't, little thief!" Llesho closed his fingers around the pearl and
looked up to see Habiba's hand reaching toward him as if he, too, would have
seized the pearl. The moment stretched, frozen in the gleam of the magician's
hungry eyes. Finally,
as though waking from a trance, Habiba let his hand fall. "My apologies,
young prince—to you, and to the Great Goddess you serve." He dropped his
head, horrified by his own action, while his daughter watched for the tic of an
eyelid or the twitch of a muscle that would offer a clue how she should jump. The
Dinha gave Habiba's hand a comforting pat. "Perhaps you should start from
the beginning?" "Which
beginning?" Habiba shrugged. "The birth of a seventh son to the king
of Thebin? Or the fall to the Harn raiders of the mortal kingdom most beloved
by the Great Goddess, and the scattering of her people? Or the perils of one
boy through hardship and slavery and battle to free his home from
tyranny?" "There
are some," the Dinha remarked acidly, "who would have argued that the
king, this boy's father, lavished too much attention on his goddess and too
little on his people, which may be tyranny itself. When one loses sight of the
smaller things, disaster often follows in the large. But I did not mean to
speak of the politics of the dead." Llesho
wondered for a bitter moment if she expected him to object. Well, he didn't.
He'd come to the same conclusion himself, and somewhere between Durnhag and
Ahkenbad he'd started to wonder if Shou didn't need a reminder of that as well.
Maybe, if the emperor survived, they would sit down and talk about fathers and
wild-hawk adventures and the people left without their king. The Dinha hadn't
removed the arrow of her attention from Habiba's breast, however. "Perhaps
you can begin with what our young prince was doing in Durnhag?" Llesho
sneaked a glance at Harlol. The Wastrel was the Dinha's man—how much that
Harlol knew could be hidden from one who claimed his loyalty and could enter
his dreams? For that matter, the Dinha herself had read Llesho's dreams. But he
hadn't dreamed of the companions left behind at Durnhag; he'd dreamed of a
magical pig. And Harlol, it seemed, believed Shou to be a simple merchant, with
extraordinary skill with a sword but no greater connection to Llesho's team
than the contract they had signed as part of their ruse. "I
knew it was a foolish plan from the beginning," Habiba muttered. Her
ladyship's magician was going to tell the truth. Llesho had a bad feeling about
this. "I
expected Captain Bor-ka-mar's troops to contain any emergency." "Shou
was concerned about developments in Durn-hag," Llesho offered. He didn't
want the soldier taking the blame for his emperor's decisions. "He stopped
outside the towers to meet with the spies of the Lady SienMa and sent
Bor-ka-mar into the city, where an ambush seemed most likely. Somehow, the Harn
found out." And it struck him, not for the first time, that the goddess of
war had wanted them there. Little
Brother had curled up for a nap in Kaydu's arms. She clasped her familiar
close, braced for the terrible news she expected to hear. Balar had found them
at the inn as well—their security had leaked worse than a pair of old sandals,
but he'd been hauled off over a camel's back before he could discover anything
about the conspiracy that had attacked them. Llesho shrugged, helpless to ease her
fears. "Dinha,"
Habiba said, and Llesho had never seen her ladyship's witch at such a loss.
"It seems we've lost the emperor of Shan, beloved ally of Lady
SienMa." Llesho
saw the dismay in the witch's eyes, the dread he felt to return to his lady
with the report of Shou's death. But they had lost others as well. "And
with the emperor, the trickster god Chichu," he added to the tally,
"and Carina, the daughter of Mara, who aspires to ascend into heaven as
the eighth mortal god, and Adar, the healer prince of Thebin." "The
emperor?" Lluka asked. "How have I so mistaken the future in my
visions?" "Shou,
the merchant," Llesho explained. "He travels in disguise
sometimes." "I
didn't know." By the door, Harlol's eyes widened in shock. "You left
this out of your tale, dreamer-prince," he muttered under his breath, but
Llesho heard. "It
wasn't my story to tell." "What
tale is this?" Habiba asked. Harlol took the question as an invitation to
throw himself at the feet of the magician. "I raised a blade against the
emperor," he confessed, "and for my crime, my life is forfeit. May
justice come swiftly, and sweet death end the torture of the guilty." "Don't
be foolish," Llesho poked him in the side with his toe for emphasis.
"If Shou had wanted you dead, he'd have killed you." Habiba
looked down at the groveling Wastrel with wry exasperation. "You didn't
know you fought the emperor, did you?" "No,
my lord." "And
would you have fought him in a public square if you had known?" "No,
my lord." This second answer came muffled from the carpeted floor where
Harlol lay prostrate, punctuating each answer with a kiss on the magician's
foot. "And
did you inflict any wounds on the emperor, intended or otherwise?" "No,
my lord. He beat me soundly, and sent me off in the hands of the healer-prince,
who also traveled incognito." "Then
I don't see that we have a case here. Why don't you go back to the door and
keep guard as you were doing?" Harlol
lay stretched between the magician and the Dinha for another moment. Then,
softly, he answered, "Yes, my lord," and raised himself to his feet.
"With the blessing of the Dinha, I pledge my skills and services to the
coming battle, and will give my life to win back the life of the great
emperor." Llesho
thought the "great emperor" was a bit much, even allowing for the
natural respect Harlol had for the emperor's skills. But they could use all the
help they could muster, and he'd grown used to having the Wastrel around. Best,
therefore, not to mention the attack on Adar that had started the whole thing.
The Dinha, however, had other plans for her Wastrel. "Do
you give up your charge so easily?" she asked him, and Harlol blushed. "No,
Dinha—" he pleaded with his eyes to be let off this rusty hook, but the
Dinha did not free him. "Hold
to the task you start with," she said, "and it will bring you to what
you must do. Even this." Llesho
didn't understand it, but it seemed to satisfy Harlol, who went back to his
post with renewed fervor. When
the matter of the attack on Shou by his own party had been settled, Lluka
extended his hand, palm up as if to soothe troubled nerves. "Surely these
bandits won't hurt their prisoners," he suggested. His own voice quaked
with doubts, however. "They will keep them well whatever course they take,
in case they need to negotiate a surrender." "They've
already hurt him." No
one asked Llesho how he knew. The Dinha didn't even look surprised. A groan
from another quarter, however, greeted the dire announcement. Balar, stricken
with remorse, curled in against his knees. "I didn't know," he
whispered, unwilling to draw attention to himself, but unable to stanch the
flow of his grief. "We made a terrible mistake." "Would
the presence of this one boy have saved this precious party of emperors and
princes, when the gods themselves did not, child?" The Dinha spoke to
Habiba, but she meant it for them all. She held the witch's gaze, relentless
but kind, until he surrendered to her logic. "No,
Dinha." He sounded much as Harlol had, on being chastised for taking on
more than his burden of guilt. "And
did not the boy's own goddess send her familiar, the heavenly gardener Pig, who
led the boy to the holy spring of Ahkenbad? And did not this Pig entrust to him
a great pearl from the goddess' lost and broken necklace as a token of the
quest he undertakes to free his kingdom and the very gates of heaven from the
enemies of the Great Goddess?" "Yes,
Dinha." Llesho
sneaked a glance at Kaydu, who watched her father with the stillness of a
cobra. One
tear fell from Habiba's eye. "But my ladyship has lost so much." "Your
ladyship is the patroness of wars, and gathers to herself only what she has
sown in the fields of others. This boy you blame for all your tragedies has
suffered at the hands of your lady war, and yet you blame him for her
losses?" "No,
Dinha," he said, with a sigh that released the anger he had suppressed but
not let go of until now. Llesho
had thought it might please him to see the powerful magician brought down a
notch, but now he realized how much comfort he had taken in that strength. If
Habiba could be humbled like any man, what protection could he give against
Master Markko and the armies of the Harn? Llesho remembered Master Jaks lying
dead in a battlefield tent, all his strength and cunning spent so early in the
struggle, and did not want to think that he could lose another defender. "Apologies,
my prince." "Accepted.
The important thing is getting them back before Master Markko, or his minions,
do any more damage." Habiba
had treated him like a student and like a soldier in his command, and on
occasion, even like an inconvenience, but the witch had never addressed him
with the full weight of belief in his title before. Llesho found that it
worried him now. If Habiba looked to him for direction, they were in deeper
trouble than even he had thought. "You're
not making any sense, brother. You can't risk your life and your quest to save
the emperor of Shan. He has soldiers and the gods to take care of him. Your
responsibilities lie elsewhere. We will need you when the time comes to bring
freedom to our people. The Great Goddess herself depends on you." Lluka's
objection came as no surprise. That didn't mean Llesho appreciated fighting
with his brother over every decision, and his voice had an edge of frustration
to it when he tried to explain again to his stubborn brother why he couldn't
sit out the coming storm. "That
time is already here. If Shan falls to Master Markko, what chance do any of us
have?" He gestured to the assembled company, to show that he meant not only
Thebin but Ahkenbad and the mystics of the Gan-sau Wastes as well. "We
need a strong Shan to back us if we are to have any hope of defeating the
Harn." He didn't mention the demons that his dreams told him were laying
siege to the gates of heaven. He didn't think Lluka was ready to hear it. Habiba
agreed. "Markko will have to eliminate anyone with the power to oppose
him. Llesho is at the top of his list of targets. I'm certainly on that list
and Ahkenbad will be soon, if it isn't already. When you intervened in Durnhag,
you put yourselves forward in his eyes as well." "I
got them into this, I owe them my best effort to get them out." Llesho
gave a little shrug. It went without saying, except that Lluka needed to hear
it. "We are none of us safe, however, if we don't stand up to him
now." Nobody needed to know that the torments of the captives echoed
regularly in his dreams. He
suspected the Dinha already did know, though. She touched her forefinger to the
back of Lluka's hand, as if reminding him of something he had known for so long
that the awareness of it had fallen out of use. "You can't go back and
prevent that small boy in your past from suffering the loss of his home and the
murder of his parents. You can't roll back the Long March or erase the years of
slavery. "The
young prince of Thebin has become a tool of the gods, and you can only love him
and find your own place on the juggernaut." Llesho
recognized his own life in the Dinha's rebuke, but he didn't understand what
she was telling his brother, except to let him go. Lluka didn't like it, but he
bowed his head, in submission to what will Llesho was uncertain, except that
Balar wasn't happy about it. And Dognut— Bright Morning—had a satisfied gleam
in his eyes that didn't make sense on the face of a simple musician. He'd
always known the dwarf was more, of course, but he was reminded of why that
made him nervous. At the moment, however, he had more immediate worries, like
the need for a plan. "When
do we leave?" "The
horses are exhausted," Kaydu reported, "and so are the troops that
came with us." The
Dinha agreed. "So is Llesho." "We
rest then until sunset and ride with Great Moon Lun," Habiba decided. With
a gesture, the Dinha summoned an attendant and dismissed them with courtesy.
"Quarters await you in the cavern of the acolytes. Balar can lead
you." But
when Llesho rose to leave with the rest, she set a hand on his sleeve, her eyes
fixed on the stone staircase set into the back of the chamber. "I
believe your Master Den suggested that you might better understand the course
you take if the dream readers of Ahkenbad visited your dreams and gave you
counsel." He
hadn't ever told her that, exactly, but it didn't take a special ceremony to
have the Dinha enter his dreams. She must have seen his answer in the set of
his mouth, because she accepted the rebuke with a bow of her head. "It is,
however, an honor to sleep between the horns of the dragon. And sometimes, the
dragon himself whispers in the sleeping ear of his guest." She
smiled when she said it, so that he could dismiss it as a jest or a fireside
tale if he chose, but the glint in her eyes promised more if he believed. He
wasn't sure how he felt about the Stone River Dragon, but he'd met enough of
the creatures in his short life to know that, true or not, he didn't doubt the
tale was at least possible. He gave the shadows at the top of the stone
staircase a long look, then, with a bow of thanks, he went up. No surprises—he
had visited this chamber in dreams, and found the pallet set there for his rest
as he remembered. He didn't think he would sleep, but a heavy curtain he hadn't
noticed before shut out the heat and glare of the afternoon sun, and soon his
eyelids shuttered the glow of the dragon's crystals. Chapter
Fifteen IN a dream he left his bed and went not to the staircase he
had ascended to this place but to the beaten path that passed in front of the
dragon's horns, above the head of the stone dragon. When he pushed aside the
curtain, he found that Great Sun had set, leaving only the dim, dim glow of the
lesser moons, Han and Chen, to light the trail to the cave shrines above the
city. Centuries of Tas-hek pilgrims had made this path, carving shrines like a
string of prayer beads out of the soft rock of the hillside. Close up, Llesho
could see how varied were the hands that had created these offerings to the
Gansau Spirits. Some caves were no more than shallow holes in the cliff,
roughly finished in mud, their entrances covered by coarse curtains stitched
with trembling fingers. Others cut deeply into the hillside, hollowed around
elegantly carved pillars of rock, their walls smoothly plastered and decorated
with jeweled images of the Gansau Spirits. The rugs at their entrances showed a
fine hand in the weaving, shot through with precious threads. The
greatest of the cave shrines hid secret chambers filled with prayers written on
paper and silk cloth, knotted in rags or wrapped in tooled wooden boxes. Nuns
and priests made this pilgrimage from all over the Wastes to
deliver the prayers they wrote down for a penny on the backs of older prayers
or supply lists or letters of safe-passage, if their clients could not afford
fresh paper. But all who found their way here—rich or poor, scholar or
unschooled—made the trip up to the shrines on foot. The
trail was steep in places, in others passable only by ladders set along the
cliff face and hard to find or follow in the dark. Llesho stumbled and caught
his balance—the wrenching pain in his knee made it all more real than a dream
had any right to be. Just as he began to wonder if he really did travel the
pilgrim way through the waking dawn, however, the patchwork of rugs and
curtains shrouding the mysteries of the mountainside came to writhing life.
Against a faded backdrop of hills streaked with rust the color of blood, gods
and goddesses and impetuous spirits moved through landscapes of thread. Trying
not to return the looks of the woven figures who stopped and watched out of the
tapestries as he passed, Llesho moved more carefully through his dream. He had
little understanding of the beliefs that had created monuments out of
mountains, and he did not wish to intrude where he did not belong. His dream
created caves out of his own mind, however: not Tashek designs, but something
more familiar drew his hand. The embroidered scene on a background of pale blue
reminded him of her ladyship's gardens in the governor's compound at Farshore
Province. Those gardens had themselves been an artful rendering of her
ladyship's home, Thousand Lakes Province. Did
such a thing as home exist when one lived through the ages as a mortal god? The
Lady SienMa had carried a bit of Thousand Lakes with her to Farshore, as if
that reminder had mattered to her. His memories of that time contradicted one
another, however. Sometimes he saw her as the woman who loved a husband and
honored a father, and who taught him how to use a bow. At others, he remembered
the icy goddess who had judged him at weapons and who had given him gifts that
whispered to him of his own past deaths, and perhaps his death to come. If
he thought about it too much, it made his head hurt. With careful fingertips,
therefore, he traced the flow of a stream across the tapestry, caressed banks
thick with rushes on either side of the ripple of green thread. Little wooden bridges,
their planks marked in shades of sepia and tan, crossed to a knotted island
very like the one where Llesho and his cadre had learned to fight as a team.
Llesho remembered weapons training with Lling and Hmishi, led by Kaydu and
chivied on by Bixei and the others, with a warmth almost of home. He
pushed aside the curtain and entered. Inside the sacred cave a flame burned
like a ghost. Gases escaping the thinnest crack in the floor of the cave fed
the eternal flame in honor of spirits Llesho did not know. By its light he made
out a pillar of stone at the center of the shrine, carved in relief from top to
bottom with a scene of whirling warriors. The figures stirred in the dim light,
and sounds and smells of the battlefield came faintly to him, as if from a
distance. He'd lost Master Jaks to the armies of Markko the Magician in a
battle like that. They'd buried him in an unmarked grave so that his enemies
couldn't find him to mock his body. Llesho hoped he'd made his way to the
warriors' last home and the comfort of his brothers. "All
debts are paid," he muttered to the dream figures on the pillar. He knew
enough to dread what the cave would reveal to him next, but still he reeled
with shock when he saw the scene painted on the plastered walls. Her ladyship's
orchard. If
he hadn't remembered the trees, laden here with amber peaches and amethyst
plums, the figures in the painting left no doubt. A small, dark boy with
worshipful eyes lay at the foot of a heavy-laden tree, his head in the lap of a
lady with a face white as a ghost and with ruby tears of blood falling from her
eyes. A bow lay abandoned next to a bowl of jeweled fruit on the soft green
grass. The boy, he saw, lay dying. A short spear pierced his heart and yellow
light spilled from the wound. Llesho
knew he was the boy painted on the wall, and recognized the spear. Somewhere in
the city below, the weapon waited for him, a fearful thing to keep so close,
but too dangerous to trust in the hands of anyone else. He hoped this wasn't a
prophetic dream. As
if reaching for a lifeline, Llesho slipped a hand inside his shirt and grasped
the small bag that held the pearls of the goddess resting over his heart. The
one with the silver scrollwork was missing. Slowly he backed out of the shrine,
would have backed right off the hillside if he hadn't bumped into a tall dark
figure on the path behind him. "Not
to your liking?" Pig wore no clothing, but was wound about with thin
chains like the silver wires that wrapped the pearl. "Are
you responsible for this?" Llesho gestured at the cave he'd just exited.
Only a plain and dusty rug of Tas-hek leaves and flowers covered the entrance
when he looked at it again. "It's
not my dream," Pig reminded him. "I'm only here because you called
me." He nudged Llesho up the mountainside a pace or two before nodding at
a rug covered in Thebin embroideries in rich mountain wool. Brushing aside a
fold of the tapestry, he disappeared into the darkness. Llesho followed and
found himself in a small cave. The
tinted plaster copied the yellow mud that gave Kungol its golden glow in
sunlight, but no other sign of the pilgrim who had made the shrine remained.
Llesho wondered if the Thebin cave existed in the waking world or if Pig had
created it out of dreamstuff, but the Jinn said nothing. Whoever had hollowed
out this space hadn't meant it for strangers. It felt unbearably private.
Stroking one hand down the nearest wall with all hisin hisyearning—for
his lost mother, his sister, his home fingertips, Llesho turned away. "Don't
you want to see what's here?" Pig asked him. "There's
nothing to see." Nothing but smooth, cool walls of Thebin gold. The back
wall did have a painting on it, though, in subtle colors so like the yellow of
the plaster that he hadn't made them out in the dim light. As the light grew
stronger, however, the mountains that rose above Kungol appeared like a whisper
on the back wall: pale and shrouded in mist at their peaks, fading at their
lower reaches into the yellow mud of the city. The
light, he realized, was coming from the painting, and he couldn't turn away,
had to reach out. A cold, thin wind off the mountains touched his face, and he
shivered. The mist on the mountaintop seemed to clear for a moment, and a gate
made of golden pillars appeared. Llesho walked toward it, passed through into a
place he'd never seen before, but knew instantly. "The
gardens of heaven," he whispered, and Pig, beside him, nodded. "They
need tending," the Jinn answered more than the question. His little piggy
eyes held such a complexity of emotions that Llesho could not bear to look at
them. Longing, he knew, and the delight of coming home, but also dismay, and a
great sorrow, as if in the moment of greeting Pig braced himself to bid the
beloved gardens good-bye. From somewhere Pig had materialized a rake, and he
wandered off with a nod of farewell, his mind already on the work that needed
his attention. Abandoned
to the vast gardens that existed nowhere in his own plane of being, Llesho
shivered and searched behind him for the gates by which he had entered. Common
sense told him he didn't belong here. He needed to wake up, to get back down
the hillside and into his bed. But the gates had disappeared. He saw only
gardens run to weeds and tangles of thorny scrub in every direction he looked.
Nowhere
could he find a sign of friendly life. Llesho reached for his sword and
remembered he had come out in a dream, unarmed. He wished for a spear or even a
rake, but had only his bare hands to protect him from the teeth and tusks of
the creatures grumbling threats in the rustling undergrowth. Resisting
the sudden need to curl up in a tight ball in the fork of a tree until Pig came
to find him, Llesho looked around for a landmark to guide him through his
terror. He found himself looking into the eyes of a plain woman of middle years
in the simple clothes of a beekeeper. "You've
come." She
lifted the thick veils that draped her beekeeper's hat and her smile seemed to
light her up from the inside, like a party lantern. Llesho found himself
uncertain, suddenly, of all the assumptions he had made in his first look at
her, as if two images shared the same space and vied for his fractured
attention. One, the beekeeper, he understood. The other made him tremble, and
he didn't dare name it to himself. "Pig
brought me." He addressed the beekeeper, and gradually his awareness of
the other, stranger presence subsided. "Pig."
She nodded, and he shivered with aftershocks of something he refused to see.
"But you've come. At last." "It's
just a dream," he reminded himself, or answered the unspoken question in
her words. "I can't stay." Not really here. Gone with the moonrise,
into a waking reality a thousand li away from Kungol and the gates it had
guarded for so long. "Don't
dismiss your dreams. All of heaven is counting on them." She held his gaze
another moment, gave him a little nod to emphasize her words, and then she was
gone, slipping away into the foliage. He followed, thrashing around in the
underbrush like a wild boar, but he could find no sign of her except for the
hive that buzzed with wild bees in the branches overhead. He remembered his
first impulse, to hide himself in that tree. At least her appearance had saved
him from the painful discovery that there was no hiding in heaven. By the time
he stopped looking for her, he had lost his bearings completely, and couldn't
tell which direction he had come from or where he had seen Pig go. Nothing
at eye level gave him a clue, but the roof of a garden pavilion rose above the
treetops in the distance. An overgrown path led in that direction, and he
followed, it seemed, for hours, though the bright light of midday never varied.
That was part of his quest, after all: to find the String of Midnights— the
goddess' scattered necklace of black pearls—and bring the night back to heaven.
If anything, that knowledge made the constant daylight more ominous instead of
less, however. He
struggled forward, against his own fears and the dense growth. Once or twice he
thought he caught a glimpse of someone through the bushes ahead, but up close,
he found no sign that anyone had been there. Toward what must be afternoon in
the world where sun and moon brought night and day, storm clouds boiling on the
horizon gave the illusion of nightfall to the gardens. Lightning stabbed from
thick black clouds and rain came on fast, pelting him with hail that left
bruises on his arms and beat down the grass. Llesho ran for cover through
rain-black tangles of thorns that caught at him as he passed. He hoped the
beekeeper had found shelter, and prayed that no bolt of lightning strike him
down, no flood drown him. When rescue from the storm did not come, he offered
up his misery to the goddess and struggled on. Eventually,
the storm passed. The sun came out, sucking the steam out of the muck to curl
around his slipping feet. He was afraid he'd fall into quicksand, but the
ground remained solid enough under a soupy film of mud. When he no longer
needed the protection, of course, he stumbled upon the pavilion he had seen
from afar on the other side of the storm.
Once
it must have graced the garden with its soaring beauty. Now, rain-swept leaves
rotted against the risers and the excrement of predators raised a greater stink
than the mud-rot. He hesitated at the bottom of a short flight of steps,
embarrassed to mark the pale treads with his muddy footprints, even though
there wasn't much more damage he could do the decaying structure. Picking his
way carefully through the debris, therefore, Llesho made his way inside. Trees,
driven by the terrible storms, had crashed through the roof, strewing broken
limbs and shattered tiles on the floor. A divan, chewed and defiled by nesting
vermin, sat in a far corner. Llesho made his way toward it past the debris. He
had thought he might find the beekeeper sheltering from the storm, but the
pavilion stood abandoned. Without her there to ask directions, he didn't know
how he would find his way back to the gates or to Pig. Nudging the shreds of
draperies aside, he sat heavily on the smelly divan. "What
has happened here?" he asked, softly because he was only talking to
himself. "Too
much despair, not enough attention to duty." At
the sound of a voice behind him, Llesho leaped to his feet in fighting stance,
his leg raised for a side kick. Pig. The Jinn had found clothes, the rough
pants and shirt of a common worker bound by a cloth belt and streaked with mud.
Mud clotted between the teeth of his rake and the toes of the cloven hooves he
walked on. Llesho relaxed his striking leg, so that he had both feet on the
floor, but otherwise gave no quarter. "What happened here?" he
demanded. "Where have you brought me?" He said nothing about the
beekeeper, afraid that he'd created her out of his own imagination. "We
are in the gardens of heaven, as you well know." Pig leaned on his rake,
exhaustion carved into his smooth round face. Llesho saw blood on the rake
handle and blisters on the thick fingered black hands where a proper pig would
have a second set of hooves. "As for what has happened here, it is
despair. I've shaken things up a bit among the under-gardeners, though, and
we've had some rain." "I'd
noticed." Llesho wrung out his shirt, distaste twisting his mouth.
"It soaked me through. I thought the sun always shone in heaven." "You
have seen what happens when the sun shines all the time, Llesho: the Gansau
Wastes. Even heaven needs rain. Its gardeners sometimes need a kick in a tender
spot to get them moving as well, but these gardens, at least, should be set to
rights soon. For a little while." "Why
just for a while?" It seemed pointless to maintain a threatening posture
when Pig looked like he could barely stand on his two hooves. Llesho threw
himself down on the corner of the divan and cleared the spot next to him for the
Jinn, who did not sit, but paced his anger out the length of the pavilion. "Because,
when you awaken from your dream, we will both be in Ahkenbad again. I have
given my assistants the flat of my rake, but heaven remains hostage to the
demon at the gate, and no help can come until Thebin is free of the Harn who
called him. When we are gone, lethargy will reclaim the lesser gardeners, and
they will soon return to the state in which I found them, gaming among
themselves, drinking, and weeping. "Fools!"
Pig threw himself down on the divan, nearly toppling them both into a snarl of
bat droppings and chewed satin. "Not a one of them has left heaven by
choice since called to serve the Great Goddess in her gardens. Now that they
cannot leave, however, they mourn a freedom they never valued when they had
it." "And
the goddess?" Llesho asked. He'd expected to see her, thought she might
come out to greet him. That she hadn't only confirmed his own belief, despite
his advisers' insistence to the contrary, that she had found him lacking as a
husband. "I
thought—" Surprised, Pig cleared his throat, squirming uncomfortably so
that the divan they sat on groaned
under his shifting weight. "No one approached you?" "I
haven't seen anyone but you. While I was looking for you, after you had gone
off without me, I stumbled on a beekeeper trying to coax a wild hive out of a
tree, but no one else." "A
beekeeper." Pig looked at him thoughtfully, and it was Llesho's turn to
squirm. "Did she say anything to you?" "She
seemed to think that I had come to free heaven in my dreams. That isn't
possible, is it?" Pig
shrugged his shoulders. "I've never heard that it could be done. Until I
tried it, however, I didn't know that I could turn myself into a pearl, or that
I could escape by rolling into a spring that flows between the worlds of heaven
and earth." "You're
a Jinn," Llesho pointed out practically. "Magic comes with the
territory. Until a handful of seasons ago, I was a pearl diver and a slave. I
can fight now, but my real talent seems to be as live bait that Habiba can
dangle in front of Master Markko." His journey to Ahkenbad slung wrong way
over the back of a camel still rankled. "I excel as baggage as well." "The
. . . beekeeper . . . thought you were more, though?" "She
said my dreams were important. Here." He gestured with a nod of his head
to encompass the gardens that surrounded them. "Believe
it." Pig nodded, as if the words only confirmed something he already knew.
"Though I'm surprised she hasn't changed her mind about you, now that she
knows your wits are dull as a fence post." Llesho
pondered this for a long moment. "You don't mean—" Pig couldn't mean
what he thought. The Great Goddess must be beautiful, or at least as terrible
as the Lady SienMa. Not plain, in homely dress and at homely work. Before he
could pursue the question with Pig however, a familiar voice broke into his
reverie. "Llesho!"
Habiba's voice called from some distance he couldn't measure, "Wake up!
Hurry!" "We
have to get back," Pig agreed, as he heard the voice, too. "There
you are." The sorcerer appeared at the edge of the foliage that encroached
on the pavilion where he sat with Pig. "There's been an attack. We've got
to get you out of here and let the dream readers close the portal." What
portal? And how did Habiba get into his dream? The magician's urgency brought
him to his feet even as the questions bounced around in his head. "Lead
the way, my lord." Habiba
gave him a very strange look. "It's your dream, Llesho. All you
have to do is wake up." "I
can't, my lord." Llesho gave an apologetic twitch of his shoulders.
"I'm lost." "We're
going to have to work on that. Later, though. No time now." The magician
seemed to be speaking to someone Llesho couldn't see. He felt a sudden pinch
that brought him up off the divan with a yelp. Then Habiba was gone, and he was
standing alone, high on the sacred mountain of Ahkenbad. Kaydu
met him halfway down the trail that wound through the cliff of caves. "Llesho!"
she called to him. "Are you awake yet!" She
grabbed his arm and shook it anyway, and he realized that the shock of finding
himself in the hills instead of in his bed must have shown on his face. "I'm
awake. How did I get here?" "Walked
in your sleep, according to my father. You nearly gave him a heart attack when
he didn't find you between the horns of the dragon. The Dinha told him you'd be
wandering in the caves." She
gave him a strange look, wide-eyed with the ur-
gency
of the moment, but still filled with secrets. "Father walks in his sleep,
too." "Oh."
He walks in other people's sleep as well, he could have told her, but he
thought she knew that already. "This
way. There's no time." At a run that should have sent them headlong off
the mountainside she led him down, down, the cliffside path, into the dragon's
chamber he had left in his sleep. "What's
happened?" he gasped as he followed her through the crystal cave. "Master
Markko attacked the dream readers. They held him off as long as they could, but
he knows where we are." "How'd
he find Ahkenbad? I thought the city was hidden." "The
dream readers were holding the portal open to your visions. Master Markko
stumbled onto the portal and slipped past their defenses." He'd
been looking for Llesho. At what cost to their own people had the dream readers
defended him? Llesho stopped to pick up his spear and his sword, then he
tumbled down the stone stairway behind her. He
expected to find soldiers fighting, the clash of weapons in the moonlight, but
all was in silence. Too silent, he realized. The dream readers lying on their
mats were dead. Acolytes moved among them in a daze, offering fumbling help
their masters were beyond accepting. Bloody tear tracks streaking their faces
gave the only sign of the violence that had left the student dream readers
shattered within. "This
is my fault." Llesho reached out a hand, as if the evidence of touch might
disprove what he saw. "I should never have come here." "You
didn't choose to come here." Lluka stepped away from a tight cluster of
figures in the shadows, his face a mask of horror. "It was our idea to
bring you here." His gesture included Balar, and Harlol, who wiped at the
blood dripping from the corner of his eye as he followed the princes into the
dim light. Llesho wasn't accepting the excuses his brothers made for him. "I
could have gone—" Absently,
Harlol brushed a streak of blood from his chin. "It wouldn't have made a
difference. The magician was trying to find you when he attacked. If you were a
million li from here, he would have attacked just the same. He only knows where
you are now because of what he found in our minds. The dream readers resisted,
but they had to choose between—" He stopped, his complexion turning green
under the bronze, as if he had only that moment realized the import of what he
had to say. "They
had to choose between protecting my dreams from him, or protecting themselves.
And they chose to die." Llesho jerked his head in a sketchy nod, all he
could manage of courtesy while he struggled to contain his grief and rage. Not
again. He couldn't take it again, not the deaths of more innocents on his
hands. There was nothing, nothing he could do that could repay the lives
sacrificed for him, and he resented it, resented the burden they put on him,
the expectations they never quite spelled out. All those souls waiting between
the worlds for him to do something or be something that would set them free,
and he had to make it worth their sacrifice. But he didn't know how he was
going to survive the weight of their deaths long enough to redeem them. "Kagar?"
Llesho asked, afraid to add another soul to his tally. Harlol
had that one bit of comfort to offer. "The Dinha had forbidden the
acolytes to join in the dream reading tonight. Some are hurt, all are in shock,
but Kagar and the others are alive. They'll need help." Llesho
felt the Wastrel pulling away and gave him permission to go with a quick nod.
"Help where you can," he
said, and added, "I'm as safe as I'm going to be," to Harlol's
retreating back. When he had disappeared into the dim night, Llesho turned to
his brothers. "The
Dinha—" Habiba's
low voice rumbled out of the dark. "She's alive." There
was little hope in his voice when he said it. Peering intently into the corner,
Llesho saw the Dinha lying as still as the dead, huddled in a heap of drapes
and robes. The dwarf, Bright Morning to the Tashek dream readers, sat with her
head in his lap while he gently stroked the hair from her forehead. Habiba sat
at her side, her hand wrapped in his long, skilled fingers. As
he watched in an anguish of remorse, the Dinha's eyes drifted open. "Take
the boy," she said. "Run. Worlds hang by his life's thread." "You
should have let him have me," he accused. "It should not have come to
this." "We
could not allow him to follow you through the gates," she whispered. It
was true. The mere thought of Master Markko tainting the gardens of heaven made
him shudder. The beekeeper—at the thought, her image filled his mind, and the
spear hummed with life at his back. He'd do anything to keep her safe. Oh. His
eyes, shocked at the recognition, met the Dinha's warm understanding. Then,
with a little sigh, her eyes drifted shut. "Will
she be all right?" "Yes."
Dognut kissed her brow and lay her down gently into the nest of pillows.
"She's fine." Liar!
She was dead! But Llesho was beginning to understand, a little, what she had
meant his dreams to teach him. The body died, the spirit went on. She would
travel far and return again with wisdom to the wheel of life. He ought to
believe that, and maybe in a hundred seasons he would. Slowly,
a tremor underfoot drew him out of his desper- ate
reverie. The keening wail from everywhere at once, it seemed, started so low
that he scarcely noticed it at first, but rose in pitch and volume until he
thought it would deafen him. The acolytes couldn't raise that much noise. He
threw his hands over his ears, but it didn't help. When he thought he could
take no more, the ground rumbled and snapped beneath his feet like a flag in
the wind. "Ah!"
the rugs on the cavern floor cushioned his fall, but his left wrist hurt when
he tried to put his weight on it to get up again. Then a rough hand had him by
the shoulder, and Balar was dragging him to his feet. "Llesho.
We have to leave." Kagar appeared between the stone teeth guarding the
entrance to the chamber. She had washed and put on the robes of a dream reader,
but he saw the faint tracks where the blood had leaked from her eyes and nose.
Her eyes glittered with fear and wonder in the dark. "The spirits have
awakened the dragon. He stirs." Llesho
thought she was talking in mystical riddles until a great gust of wind passed
out through the gullet of the cave, rattling the roof and emitting a roar that
singed the hair on the back of his head. "Quickly!
Quickly!" The
ground heaved. With Kaydu's hand pushing in the middle of his back and Balar
gripping his shoulder, he stumbled out of the Dragon Cave, onto the Stone River
road. "Dognut!"
he cried, "Did Dognut get out of the cave?" "I've
got him!" Habiba swept by, the dwarf looking alarmed but safe enough
tucked into the crook of the magician's arm. Servants
and acolytes spilled out all around them. Still weak from the shock of Master
Markko's spirit attack, they stumbled and ran, linking arms for physical
support and to ease their terror as the horrific roar mingled with the
shrieking cries of unearthly voices. Horses and camels added their screams to
the chaos, fighting the soldiers who struggled to control them. Rocks
were falling and they hunched their heads low between their shoulders as they
ran. Llesho bounced off an armored figure who grabbed hi i and spun him around,
thrusting the reins of a horsie into his hands. "Get up. We have to get
out of here—the mountain is coming down!" It was Stipes, and Bixei was
near, holding two more horses against the panic. He mounted, and saw that
others were taking to horse as well. "Go!
Go!" The acolytes, running on foot, were a little ahead of them, but they
caught up, were well past the most elaborate of the caves when the roar rose in
pitch, and the whole mountain shook, throwing off dirt and rock and the
offerings of centuries. The great Dun Dragon rose into the sky, belching fire
and screaming in anger. The
mountain was gone, the voices fallen to a low moan. Llesho thought the dragon
was going to kill them all, but it circled slowly and came to rest at Kagar's
feet. "Dinha,"
Dun Dragon said. Kagar
bowed. "Lord Dragon." "Who
is this creature who rouses the Gansau Spirits and disturbs my sleep?" "His
name is Markko, and he searches for this boy." She gestured at Llesho, and
put a hand on his arm to lead him forward. "Prince Llesho, of
Thebin." "What
does he want of this child?" Llesho's
experience with dragons had taught him caution, and he answered politely when
Kagar looked to him for an explanation. "I
am on a quest, Lord Dragon, to gather my brothers and free my people from the
bandits and raiders who oppress them." He bowed deeply to the creature, to
show his respect even as he spoke. "As part of my quest, I must find the
pearls of the Great Goddess, the String of Midnights, free the gates of heaven
from the demon who lays siege to them, and bring the turning of night and day
to the heavenly gardens." "If
memory serves me well—and it always does— princes usually go hunting for
princesses, or treasures, or alchemical formulae for everlasting life,"
the dragon commented. "Don't you think you've taken on rather more than
you can chew for a first time quest?" Llesho
found it difficult to take his eyes from the trail of smoke drifting from the
dragon's left nostril, but he managed a diffident shrug in answer to the
dragon's curiosity. "I didn't choose my quest—it's been handed to me in
pieces along the way." "It
may be time to add the word 'no' to your vocabulary." The
dragon studied him, and Llesho considered asking it to return the Dinha. He was
getting tired of dragons eating his teachers. But this time, he knew it would
be no use. The Dinha had been dead when the dragon awoke. She wasn't coming
back. "What
of this Markko—why does he want you so badly he will kill my children to reach
you?" "I
don't know," he answered as truthfully as he could. "He has only ever
found me useful for testing poisons on." "I
suppose he has learned something about you we do not yet know. Like why the
gods would burden a young prince with so onerous a quest. At any rate, it seems
clear enough he wants to stop you from accomplishing your many sacred
tasks." Llesho
had no answer to that, but he had a question, growing more pressing as the
mournful lament rose to painful levels once more. "Who . . . ?" he
began, meaning the voices wailing in the night. "The
dead weep for the dead." The dragon sighed a thin stream of ash. "The
Gansau Spirits demand vengeance for the innocents who have died here."
Some-
thing
about the way the dragon said that made him shiver. Dragons didn't always live
in the same present as humans did, and this one seemed to be answering a call
out of the past as well as the present. He didn't think he wanted to know how
those voices had become the captive spirits of the Gansau Wastes. A
trill on a reed flute announced the arrival of Dognut the dwarf and his
intrusion upon the conversation. "Lord
Dragon!" He performed a sweeping bow. "The songs of this terrible
night shall be sung from Thousand Lakes Province to the very gates of
heaven!" "We've
had enough of songs, Bright Morning." The dragon's head rose on its limber
neck, waving back and forth hypnotically. "I have my children to attend,
those your Master Markko has left me. Grieving must be done, and rituals performed.
Take your quest and go. But don't come back." "Not
my quest," Dognut objected, but the dragon wasn't listening. Llesho was,
though: it sounded almost as though Dognut and the dragon knew each other,
which was impossible. The Dun Dragon had slept under the cliffs of Ahkenbad for
untold ages—had been the cliffs, more or less. "I
think we've worn out our welcome," Dognut said to the air, then looked
around him. "Has anybody seen my camel?" When
he had wandered off again, the Dun Dragon rested his head on his claws and
smoked quietly as Kagar said her farewells. "I
had hoped to have time to travel with you, to see the world as a Wastrel sees
it," the new Dinha told him, "but I am called to a harsher duty much
sooner than any would have thought." Llesho
bowed his head in agreement. "We are both called to duty too soon,
Dinha." She
touched his hand to acknowledge the truth of that, and tears filled her eyes as
she said, "We will send a party of our Wastrels to guide you. The sword of
the Tashek people will join the storm gathering at your back. Spend our
children well." "The
Tashek people have lost too much for a quest they didn't ask for. I'd rather
not spend them at all, Lady Dinha." Harlol
chose that moment to join them. He held out Llesho's pack in his hand. "I
know you didn't want to lose this." Llesho
took it with a sour frown. "I only wish I could," he said. The gifts
of the Lady SienMa had only brought him bad luck. Harlol
didn't understand, but the dragon seemed to. Smoke rose from between its back teeth,
but the creature did not object to the Dinha's offer, and finally Llesho
surrendered with a promise, "I'll try to send them back in the condition I
got them." "I
know that's what you want." The look she gave him pierced Llesho to the
heart, and he would have cut it from his breast and offered it to her in his
outstretched palm rather than see what she had seen come to pass. "Harlol,
at least, stays here. You will need him." "There
is no 'here' anymore, no safety anywhere," she answered him, ignoring the
spark of anger in the Wastrel's eyes that almost rivaled the dragon's in its
fire. "Ahkenbad no longer dreams my cousin. Harlol has passed to your
dream now." If
the look in her eyes was anything to go by, Harlol was dead at the end of
Llesho's dream. He couldn't let that happen. "It's
time you went, before you lose the light of Great Moon Lun." Kagar closed
her eyes against his silent entreaty and walked away, into the moaning night.
Yet again Kagar had become someone he didn't know, and the audience was over. PART
THREE THE ROAD TO HARfi Chapter Sixteen THEY rode into
the silver night of Great Moon Lun with Habiba at Llesho's right hand and
Harlol at his left. His brothers would have taken the places of favor at his
side, but in his mourning he refused their company with a baleful glare. "I
don't need your protection, and I don't have time for your regrets," he
informed them stiffly. "I have a magician to kill." Habiba
flinched at the dire threat. Llesho didn't mean him, of course, but he was angry
enough to give even his friends second thoughts about approaching him. With
more determination than good sense, his brother Balar ignored the warning to
plead with Harlol, "Make him understand." Harlol's
face had become a mask, wiped clean of any emotion. Only his bitter words
revealed the depth of his revulsion. "I'm done with drivingwhere he
doesn't want to go. I'd have thought you'd had your fill of it as well." The
accusation struck Balar like a bolt from a crossbow, but Lluka responded with
smooth reason: "The Dinha wanted to see him—" "Not
the way we did it."
If
they hadn't dragged him by the chin to Ahkenbad, the Dinha and her dream
readers would still be alive. Ahkenbad itself wouldn't lie in a ruin of
shattered stone. No matter what Harlol said to make him feel less guilty, they
all knew it. After a moment of tense silence, Llesho's brothers fell behind. Harlol
would not back down. "The Dinha will have my head in a bucket if anything
happens to you," he insisted. He
meant Kagar, who had wanted to be a warrior before Master Markko had wiped out
all the tiers of priesthood between the Dinha and her most rebellious acolyte. What
do you think of war now? he wondered. Llesho could well imagine what she
would say to her cousin if he failed her. With
a handful of the mercenaries lately come from Shan, Bixei scouted the dangers
ahead. Behind rode a force in excess of fifty soldiers, including ten Gansau
Wastrels the Tashek of Ahkenbad could ill afford to lose. Llesho didn't know
what Harlol thought he could do that their gathered forces could not. He'd lost
more than any of them in Master Markko's spirit attack, however, and seemed
determined to fulfill whatever charge his Dinha laid on him as penance. It
was hard not to trust this man who had lost his home and everything he loved in
Llesho's defense. Some debts transcended all possibility of payment, but he
thought they might share the common goal of destroying Master Markko. That much
he could give the Wastrel. But he expected Kaydu in Harlol's place, and craned
around in his saddle to find her. Stipes led her horse, riderless except for
Little Brother, who peeked out of a sack tied securely to the saddle pack. "Where's
Kaydu?" he asked Habiba. "Scouting."
Habiba cut his eyes skyward, by which Llesho understood that his captain was
hunting information in the shape of a bird. "Where
are we going?" "Toward
Ham." Habiba gave a shrug. He was working on little sleep and less
information, and seemed to beg forgiveness for not seeing into the hidden heart
of their adversary as Master Markko had looked into theirs. "We'll have a
better idea of our course when Kaydu returns. For now, we are simply putting as
much distance as possible between us and Ahkenbad." No
need to ask why. Llesho wanted to find the magician, but on his own terms, not
wake up with Master Markko's teeth sunk in his throat. He couldn't do much to
move their party faster across the Gansau Wastes, or to hold Great Moon Lun in
the sky past her transit to light their way. But he could get his own enormous
rage under control and do something about Habiba's unreasonable guilt. With a
long, cleansing breath, he let go of his anger—for the moment—and looked to her
ladyship's magician. "How
difficult would it be for an adviser who can enter the mind of his enemy to do
the same to his allies?" he asked. "Not
difficult at all, my prince." Llesho
returned a measured nod, accepting the conclusion. "Would you advise a
prince to trust a counselor who might steal through his mind at will?" "No,
my prince." "Then
you present me with a problem in logic, Lord Habiba. How do I condemn you for
the very lack that makes it possible for me to trust you in the first
place?" The
magician slanted Llesho an exasperated frown. "I had thought of that, my
prince. The simplicity of the question belies the complexity of the answer.
Which answer, I might add, I do not have." Was
that sarcasm pressing a thumb to the scale next to the respect that had
weighted Habiba's use of his title of late? About time, Llesho figured.
"Let me know when you've figured it out," he responded with equal
tartness. They rode on in silence then. The tension still lay between them, but
they'd come to an agreement of sorts, to set it aside as long as they needed
each other.
When
Great Moon Lun chased her lesser brothers below the horizon, Habiba called a
halt and had the tents set up for a few hours of rest before dawn. Llesho
settled in the command tent with Bixei and Stipes nearby, a barricade of
restless, lightly dozing bodyguards between him and his brothers. Harlol didn't
rest at all, but huddled over a camp table at the center of the tent, where
they had spread a map in the light of a shuttered lantern. The Wastrel's
breathy voice rasped low in the night, answered by Habiba's deeper whisper. But
there was little of planning to do until Kaydu reported on the progress of
Markko's Harnish accomplices. Gradually even these murmuring voices died away.
Llesho had feared more dreams, but the memory of soft fingers at his temples
settled his frayed nerves. The Dinha had died, but still he recognized her
touch, like a benediction and absolution. He rolled snugly in his blanket
against the cooling air and let his heavy lids fall over his weary eyes.
Harmless, meaningless dreams wandered through his sleep. He made no effort to
banish or to follow them, and woke to Kaydu's voice setting a forceful alto
counterpoint to the deeper tones of her father and Llesho's brothers. "I
found Bor-ka-mar on the road and took his report. The Ham who attacked the
emperor's party left Durnhag with the prisoners in train, as we suspected.
Master Mar-kko wasn't with them, so Shou's identity may be intact." "Kaydu."
Llesho pulled himself out of his bed and nodded a salute which his captain
returned. After a visit to the trenches to relieve himself, he took his place
at the map table and Kaydu continued her report. She looked weary, he noticed,
but her delivery remained crisp and efficient. "Bor-ka-mar
followed with twenty imperial militiamen. He guessed wrong on the direction and
lost the trail and a day's march." Llesho
didn't notice his own hiss of dismay until Kaydu had answered it, defending the
man Llesho had thought a sound and competent soldier. "I would have
guessed the same, that the raiders would head straight for the Guynm-Harn border.
The captain's men had to turn back, but they are on the right track now, and
have gained back some of the distance they lost." She pointed to the map
with a fingertip to mark their own position, then sketched the path from
Durnhag toward them rather than away. "We've had some luck there. The
raiders are heading north by northwest, as the crow flies—" Llesho
gave her a wary look which she returned with a bland smile. She'd been the crow
flying, then. He made a mental note to ask her how she did that some day and
bent to the map. They would need luck and more to intercept the raiding party
even heading straight at each other. On the desert, a man who wandered off to
take a leak could lose his party and his life in the endless sameness over the
next dune. "And
Shokar?" "Shokar,
too, has adjusted his course. At utmost speed, however, I don't expect either
party to catch up until sometime tomorrow afternoon." "How
long before they pass into the Harnlands?" They all knew time was their
enemy. The map compressed all distances. It had taken them weeks to cross the
Wastes to Ahkenbad, a matter of finger-lengths drawn on soft leather. Harlol
had listened intently, not speaking until now he stabbed at the border some
fifty li west of the position Kaydu had marked out on the map. "I expect
they are following the Gansau track and will cross into Harn territory
here." Lluka
and Balar had fallen quiet while Kaydu and the Wastrel talked, but now Lluka
added a caution, "If the raiding party crosses the border at a place of
their choosing, rescue forces will face whatever support they have waiting for
them." "Then
we will have to find them before they can join forces. We don't have troops
enough to wage a war against Harn." Llesho didn't tell them that he heard
their companions
crying out in his sleep, that even now it might be too late. "Best
not to bring war to someone else's doorstep," Harlol agreed, "but the
Harnlands aren't like Thebin or the Shan Empire. Small bands follow their herds
all across this map. They have no centralized government and only the most
limited communication between the most powerful of the clan lords. Sometimes a
few clans will make short-term alliances for specific goals, but there's hardly
a concept of 'official' at all. The raiders turned away from the most obvious
route, perhaps to make it more difficult to follow, or to draw attention away
from movements gathering against Shan. Or they may be making a detour around
their own enemies among the clans. "The
farther into the heart of the grasslands you go, however, the less likely
anyone you meet will have any notion that their neighbors are waging wars in
the name of the Harnlands. The clans won't know or care what the raiders are
doing, as long as they themselves are left in peace. Their shaman may be
troubled by a powerful magician in their midst, but the Shan Empire figures in
the thoughts of very few. The raiders will doubtless have some number of their
allies waiting to aid them at their intended crossing, but I'd warrant their
numbers will be small, and their Harnish neighbors unhappy." Habiba
had listened silently, but he stirred at this intelligence. "Master Markko
or one of his puppets will be close by, probably at the border where the
raiders plan to cross. He won't want to wait to question the prisoners." Harlol
studied the magician with a troubled frown. "No, you don't want to meet
this one in battle," Llesho tried to convey with the downturn of his
mouth; and: "Kill me yourself if the choice is to fall into his hands
again," he pleaded with his eyes. Kaydu
shivered, a combination of empathy and memory in the way she met his bleak
gaze. He saw a promise there. Good. "We
have to intercept them before they reach the bor- der,"
Kaydu agreed. Little Brother wrapped himself around her neck, his uniform hat
in his hand, as if he would urge them on their way. "We have a good chance
of success if we can limit the fighting to just the raiding party. If we cross
in force, neutral clans would have to enter the conflict on the side of the
raiders, to repel what they see as an attack on their territory." Like
him, she did not mention the futility of taking on the magician in his power. "So
we ride," Habiba instructed. Kaydu gave a low bow of salute, and Harlol
and Bixei did the same. Together, they escaped to set their troops in motion.
Llesho tried to follow, but his brothers blocked the way. Lluka was giving him
that big brother look, a sign of trouble sure as a beacon. Lluka saw the
future, except now, when none of his visions made sense to him. Must be driving
him mad, not to know the right thing to do. "What?" "Let
us go with the troops, in your place." Lluka gestured at Balar and
then at himself. "Stay to the rear with your own picked guard. Once we've
returned the emperor to his militiamen, we can bring Adar and Shokar back here
with us and decide what to do next." "And
if I say 'no,' will you hit me on the head and leave me tied to a tent
pole?" "You're
the seventh son, Llesho." Lluka held out a hand, as if he held the Thebin
Empire in his palm and could offer it as a gift. "The goddess needs you
alive to fight for Kungol, which you can't do if you die for Shan."
"You can't protect me from my own quest, Lluka." Llesho rejected his
brother's plea with a slow shake of his head. "And you don't know what the
goddess expects of me." Too much, he would have said, but he didn't want
to undermine his own argument with his brothers. "If the disaster at
Ahkenbad taught us anything, it is that there is no safety except to see this
miserable quest through to the end."
"What
happens to the empire, or the kingdom, when the true ruler expends his life
like a foot soldier?" "I
don't have a kingdom to lose." Where were you when the Harn came? He
gave his brother a long stare, trying to keep the accusation out of the
memories of blood in the Palace of the Sun. "But I do have one to win. I
can't do that cowering in a tent in the middle of the Gansau Wastes." "Llesho's
right," Balar interrupted with support from an unexpected direction. His
brothers had seemed a united front, not against him so much as opposed to what
he had to do. Until now. "Bringing Llesho to Ahkenbad was necessary to
maintain the balance between heaven and earth. We had to study his gift, and
the dream readers died for what we learned. But the Dinha knows where his duty
lies, and so do we." Balar
didn't look happy about what he said. Llesho wasn't sure he even knew why he'd
spoken out, but he didn't back down when Lluka glared at him. Instead he held
out his hand, reflection of his brother's gesture, but his fingers flexed as if
they held within them something as fragile as it was precious. "Much rides
in the balance—" Habiba
watched the brothers, sharp eyes flicking everywhere. His shoulders heaved with
a quick breath of relief when Lluka bowed his head, conceding the argument.
With a nod to accept his brothers' surrender, Llesho followed his captains out
of the tent. He
found Bixei and Kaydu and Harlol each among the forces they commanded, and drew
them away for a quick conference of his own. "Before
we go on," he said, "I have to know where your allegiances lie."
In particular he looked at Bixei and Kaydu. "We aren't the cadre that the
Lady SienMa set on the road to Shan together anymore. So tell me now, who holds
your oaths." They
knew he meant, "How far can I depend on you? Will I look up during battle
to discover that the winds have changed at the first uncomfortable command, and
allies have become enemies?" It troubled them, what he must think, and
more the reasons why he thought it. "I
never should have stayed behind." Bixei stripped off his brass armguards
and extended them on his outstretched hand with all the guilt in his heart
written in the lines that creased his stricken face. "I thought only of
myself. Our cadre was broken, and Shou has fallen to the enemy. We could have
lost you both—" Losing
Emperor Shou to the Harn must have rubbed that old wound raw in the hours his
broken cadre had to brood while he slept. But Llesho had no more use for his
companions' guilt than he had for the armguards held out to him. It wouldn't
save Shou or his fellow prisoners, and it could only destroy the hard-won
rapport that had made their cadre work at all. Llesho wanted his friends back,
wanted the backslapping and the bragging with which they had met him out in the
desert, back the other side of telling them that he'd lost Shou to the Harn. He
didn't think that would ever happen now. And Habiba had come out to watch what
he would do next. Another damned test. "I
thought this army was worth something." He jerked his chin in the
direction of the troopers mounting up for the march. "They're
good." Bixei's head came up at the challenge. "But
for whom?" Llesho asked. "Where is their loyalty sworn?" "I
am sworn to the Lady SienMa, who has put me in your service." Kaydu spoke
up, appropriately as their first captain and trainer. "The imperial
militia ride in the service of their emperor. Fewer than I would have liked
could be spared from the imperial city, but they will die to win Shou's freedom
and, if they survive, will continue to serve at his pleasure. So you have us
all until then, and me after, however Shou chooses." Bixei
answered next, "The Thebins who remember the Harn attack on Kungol have
sworn life and limb to Theb-
in's
king. I'm not worried that they'll panic when it conies time to attack, but
that they'll throw their lives away rather than hear an order to retreat. "For
myself, I ride with the mercenaries, in memory of Master Jaks, to reclaim the
honor of his clan lost at the fall of Kungol. We are yours to the Palace of the
Sun, and will ride with you to the very gates of heaven if you demand it of
us." "I
hope that last bit's not an idle boast." Llesho released a long sigh,
feeling the reins of battle coming into his hands, if some more steadily than
others. "The Great Goddess needs our help." Bixei
gave a little shudder, but they'd all grown accustomed to traveling with
wonders. He
didn't have to ask Harlol. Kagar, the new Dinha, had given the lives of her
Wastrels to Llesho for the spending. He knew what he would choose in commanding
them. . . . "Take
your men home," he said to his kidnapper, who had become a trusted friend.
"There's been enough death among the Tashek. Your dream readers need
burying and your living need their brothers." Prince
and Wastrel studied each other across an abyss of culture. Shutting out his
other captains and the army mounting up at a short distance, Llesho's eyes
narrowed with the intensity of his purpose. He would cut through the Tashek's
objections like a Thebin knife. Harlol,
for his part, answered Llesho's desperation with a serene smile. "We go
where the Dinha sends us." "Kagar—the
Dinha—believes that you will die." Llesho's voice had fallen to a whisper.
The very notion squeezed his heart. He didn't want to imagine a battleground
littered with more Tashek dead, and his revulsion curled his lips back from his
teeth. "And
so we will die, and heaven will take us in. Water will fall out of the sky on
us and we will fill our stomachs with the fruit of lush gardens." You
don't have to die for that, Llesho thought. The Lady SienMa
has gardens and plenty in the imperial city, where rain will fall on your head
as often as not. Harlol knew that, of course, had been to Shan and back
again, and still believed in a heaven that looked like the orchards of Farshore
Province. "If
I order you to go—" he began again. "We
will follow," Harlol answered. There would be no bending. "Come
if you must," Llesho told him to end the argument, "but I own you
now. Die only at the risk of my displeasure." He turned to walk away, then
threw a last warning over his shoulder— "And remember, I have some say in
the heavenly gardens. It will not go well for you in any world if you cross me
now." He
didn't know that it was true, but Harlol seemed to believe it. The Wastrel
stared, unblinking, for a long moment before he dropped his head to accept the
threat. Don't die, Llesho willed him. How can I face the Dinha in my
dreams if I have lost the children of her station, and the cousin of her blood? Habiba,
crossed by the shadow of the last tent pole standing, was satisfied. Llesho
didn't know how he knew, because the magician's mouth remained as thin and
expressionless as ever, but the easing of the tension in those shoulders was, for
him, the equivalent to a smile in another. He'd done all right, then. Wished
Habiba had dealt with the situation instead of giving Llesho a headache trying
to figure it out for himself, but he'd done it. "It
had to be you." Dognut had wandered up on the other side and jabbed him
with an elbow to punctuate his muttered comment. "They hadn't done harm to
Habiba, so he couldn't forgive them." Llesho
didn't know where that came from. Wasn't anything to forgive. He grunted some
vague acknowledgment and went off to find his horse. Chapter
Seventeen
THEY had ridden through the
morning, and after a stop at the heat of the day, had gone on when Han and Chen
rose to chase Great Sun over the horizon. When it grew too dark to continue,
Harlol directed them to a sheltered place off the road, with no water or grass
for the horses but a bit of scrag for the camels to gnaw on. The rest of them
would be living off what they carried until they reached the border. While
a handful of troopers raised the command tent, Llesho wandered out into the
darkness. The slide of sad-dies and the thump of packs landing on the ground
told of soldiers who would take what rest they could against their tack, but
first they tended to their animals, feeding them by hand what forage they carried. Some
few of the soldiers recognized him, and they turned to watch when he passed,
nodding an informal salute. Well trained not to demonstrate undue deference for
the eyes of spies hidden anywhere, they couldn't hide their battle nerves. No
one spoke to him, which was just as well, since he didn't feel much like giving
inspirational speeches. The soldiers understood that the world as they knew it
rode on their success. His own presence, a de- posed
prince of a ruined house, was lesson enough of the consequences of failure. After
an uncounted time of such directionless wandering, a dim light flared behind
him. Llesho flinched, then settled. A lamp, nothing more, shaded by tent
canvas. Llesho turned and retraced his steps. The troopers had departed to
their own rest, leaving Bixei and Stipes on guard; Bixei trusted no one else
with this duty. They nodded salute as he drew near and stood aside to let him
enter. Habiba
had instructed against the laying down of rugs and the hanging of silk from the
crosspiece. Their packs lay piled in the dirt of a corner, with Dognut sitting
atop the heap like a prince of drovers, his flutes and music quiet for once. On
the dwarfs lap, Little Brother slept peacefully, tiny monkey paws curled around
the hat of the imperial militia the creature wore. Llesho wished his own rest
came so easy. At
the center of the tent Lluka and Balar sat on camp stools. Harlol watched from
a corner, his hands on his sword hilts and Habiba, with a dun-colored owl
perched on his shoulder, paced impatiently between the dwarf and the Wastrel.
The map, as always, lay open on the table like a silent accusation. "Llesho,"
Habiba greeted him. A hand stroked the head of the owl, which returned the
soothing caress with a head butt to the magician's chin. The owl peered
solemnly at Llesho, then, with a ruffle of wings and a fluttering hop, Kaydu
stood in front of them, still twitching in the way a bird settles its feathers. "Spirits
of storms!" Harlol made a warding gesture but stood his ground. The regard
of Llesho's own brothers sharpened keenly, he noted, though more with scholarly
greed than fear or superstition. Lluka gave him a searching look, measuring the
ease with which he accepted the owl's transformation. "You
travel with wonders," Lluka reminded him as he had once before.
Yes,
brother, he didn't say. I've grown casual around miracles. It
showed on his face, though, an irony born of darker knowledge than his brothers
could imagine, who had lost the understanding of their gifts when they were
needed most. Knowing Kaydu as he did, Llesho wondered if Harlol's fear didn't
show more sense than any of them. Kaydu
followed the unspoken challenge with her usual ease. She was his teacher, after
all, and had long ago learned to gauge his reactions. When she thought the
pissing contest had gone on long enough, she grabbed Llesho's arm and tugged
him into the group around the map with a proprietary sniff. "We
were about to hear the young Wastrel's report." Absently, Habiba flicked a
stray pinfeather from his fingers, commentary of his own laced with an obvious
reminder of the powers gathered around them. "We
are here." Harlol came forward and pointed at a spot on the map that
showed no human habitation, but a range of hills that folded into the high
plateau of the grasslands. "The
border with Ham lies here." The Tashek's finger trailed up the map.
"If we rest until Great Moon rises, we can travel through the bright of
the night, into the morning. By high sun, we should be within striking distance
of the Harnlands." Habiba
turned to Kaydu, who had scouted high above the fleeing Harnishmen and their
pursuers. "And
you, daughter? What can you tell us?" Kaydu
studied the map for a moment, as if trying to convert her owl memory into the
symbols burned into the leather. "The
Harn are here." A gesture pointed out the place where she had picked up
sight of the raiders below her in flight. "Their party has grown since it
left Durnhag; they now number a hand of hundreds, though scattered up and down
the road for a li or more, each band trying to look like it has no interest in
the others. "They
know they are followed now, and there seems to be a split in the ranks.
Markko's supporters ride for-wardmost and wish to reach the Harnlands and their
master before attack on their rear can come. Others hope to trade the hostages
for wealthy ransoms and lag behind. "As
an owl, I overheard their conferences. Emperor Shou continues to play the part
of an indignant Guynmer drawn into events over his head, but they torture him
for information to turn against his fellow travelers. Lady Carina and Master
Den likewise hold to their disguises and travel under light guard as servants
of no consequence. We will have help from that quarter when the attack
comes." "Attack?"
Habiba raised a disapproving eyebrow. How much better it would be, Llesho
thought, to cut the forces against them in half with the simple application of
money. But Kaydu rolled her eyes in disapproval of the message she brought. "Bor-ka-mar
was closest, so I stopped at his camp to pass on the intelligence before I
returned. I urged him to pretend surprise when the demand for a merchant's
ransom comes, to pay it and quietly return the emperor to the capital city with
none the wiser. He chooses battle. Honor is at stake, he claims, and a lesson
to be learned." Llesho
wondered who needed the sharper lesson: Bor-ka-mar, who would surely feel the
edge of his emperor's temper for taking the path more costly in lives, or the Harn,
who would learn not to touch the citizens of Shan. A hostage wanted for his
value in cash, however, would remain alive as long as his captors found a value
for him. But ... "What of my brother?" Llesho asked. "Adar
is well. For the most part," Kaydu added. "The prisoners ride. They
fear he is magical, as the superstitious often see healers. He travels
surrounded by heavy guard, but in the company of the leader at the head of the
convoy. Lling they move in chains, as befits the armed guard of their prisoner." Pig,
he thought, his hand sweat-tight on the pearls that had fallen from
heaven, how does your mistress allow such torment? Of course, the
goddess was herself a prisoner in her heavenly gardens. Kaydu
hadn't mention Hmishi, would have let that slide into the misdirection that he
suffered the same harsh but honorable fate as Lling. Llesho remembered the
cries in his dreams, however, and rejected the non-answer. "And
what of Lling's partner, Hmishi?" "Not
well." Kaydu closed her eyes, whether to call to mind more clearly what
she had seen or to blot the image from her inner vision he could not
immediately guess. "He lives. We all need our rest now—more can
wait." "I
need to know." Kaydu
looked to her father, for permission to speak or, perhaps, for permission to
withhold this information. He returned only a narrow shrug. Not his call, or
hers. She sighed. "In
Hmishi, they must believe that they have captured the prince they were looking
for, and wish to bring him properly chastened to their master." "And
so?" Llesho asked. Absently, he slid his hand inside his shirt and wrapped
his fingers around the little sack of pearls, caught between his dreams of
dangling in Master Markko's clutches and the waking chaos that awaited them all
if the Harn should kill the emperor of Shan. "And
so," Kaydu continued, "the others ride, but Hmishi walks. Chained, as
Lling is chained, but with a rope around his neck. When he does not keep up,
the rope tightens, pulling him off his feet and choking him. When he loses
consciousness, the raiders drop him over the rump of Lling's horse, then set
him on his feet again when he comes to." There was more she wouldn't say,
but he knew it, had known since he heard the screams of his companions in his
dreams, and he didn't press her. "Evil
rules the waking world," he muttered, and felt the thought take root in
his own heart. He would risk all to free his companions, but in his most secret
soul gave thanks that this time someone else bore the torment in his place. Not
for long, of course. If Hmishi survived the journey, Master Markko would know
they had brought him the wrong Thebin boy. Then Hmishi would die for the crime
of not being , and Markko would send more raiders to search for Llesho again.
But for a short time, Hmishi suffered and he did not. "We
have to get him out of there." "All
of them," Habiba agreed. "And before they cross into the
Harnlands." "Here,"
Harlol traced a route that intersected the raiding party on the road a good
twenty li from the border, and east of where they now rested. "There are
no roads through these hills, but natural defiles and hidden passes easy enough
to find as the bird flies—" He sneaked a nervous look at Kaydu, as if she
might peck at his eyes for suggesting such a thing. "Can
be done." She nodded her thoughtful agreement. "Do you hunt with
eagles, Wastrel?" "None
so beautiful as my captain," he said, and smiled at his own temerity to
give her compliments and put himself under her command. "A
warrior with flattery," she softly teased him. Llesho
wondered if either of them knew what game they played at, here at the edge of
the world. "How long till moonrise?" he interrupted this strange
courtship. "Three
hours," Harlol answered promptly, and Llesho nodded, suddenly more tired
than was reasonable. He hadn't wanted Kaydu for himself, but he felt, as he had
when Lling chose Hmishi, the exhaustion of being alone in a world where
everyone else came in twos. "Sleep,"
Habiba insisted. "Let others keep watch." As
if the magician saw a future in which he could no longer
defend his charge. Oh, help me, Llesho thought. / am falling through
a crack in the world, and no one can save me. He
let Bixei roll out his blanket, and made no objection when Habiba trimmed back
the lamp to the least glimmer. But he did not sleep. In that dim light he
checked his pack, drawing out the gifts Lady SienMa had given him. Cross-legged
on his sleeping blanket, he set the jade cup before him and meditated upon its
green depths. A marriage cup, he knew it to be. In lives past, he had loved and
married, perhaps had children, joys and sorrows. A life. He'd
died, but more to the point, his time had come again. What lessons was he
supposed to learn from this life? What had he learned in the past of the jade
marriage cup? A priceless object, he knew it to be—it would have been even
then. Was he always a king or a prince, in all the lives that he had lived in
the kingdoms of the waking world? Or did the cup have some other tale to tell?
Perhaps a poor soldier had reached too high, touching lips to exalted honey
before the bitter gift took it all away. He reached into his pack and took out
the short spear that whispered death to him, felt the weight of it settle
easily in his hand. Once this spear had killed him, but it was his spear,
no doubt of that, worn to familiarity in his grip and steeped in more blood
than his own. The
coming battle would be fought on horseback. Luck had brought Llesho up against
his enemies on foot until now, but that wasn't how the raiders of the grasslands
preferred to carry out their campaigns. The Lady SienMa had taught him, with
Kaydu and his Thebin guards, how to shoot a bow from the back of a horse, how
to bring the attack in close, with spear or sword. His wrist still hurt from
his fall in Ahkenbad, but he reached for his bow and strung it in the near
dark, with fingers that had almost lost the knack of it. When he had done that,
he polished the short spear, laying them both nearby before he let his head
fall back upon his pack for an hour's rest. In
the hard dark, without even the light of the lantern for comfort, Llesho woke
screaming. "They are killing him. Oh, Goddess, they are killing him!" "What?" "Who
are they killing?" "Llesho,
wake up!" Of
all the voices calling to him, Llesho responded to the last, Habiba's. "Help
me!" he cried, and sprang up, both arms wrapped around his middle. But his
heart was beating out of time and he couldn't make his legs hold him. The
ground rose to meet him and he let it, curling in on himself and rocking,
rocking against the pain. Soldiers tortured him and abused him for pleasure and
to vent their anger that their raid had come to nothing, so they thought.
Broken, and bleeding inside and out from his many wounds, still they made him
walk, until Hmishi had fainted in the dust. Then they tied him to a horse and
laughed at his groans and his agony. Now his fever rose unchecked. With two
sacred healers in their train they would let no one tend the wounds. Callused
fingers brushed the hair from his forehead "You are with friends, you're
safe. He can't reach you here." Habiba called him out of the dream, and
Llesho hiccuped, and wiped at his eyes with the heel of his hand, trying to
quiet the erratic thunder of his heart that sent shudders throughout his
rocking body. Habiba lied. Ahkenbad proved that Master Markko could reach him
anywhere. But it wasn't the magician who was torturing Hmishi to death on the
road to Harn. "He
knows it isn't me." "Not
yet," Habiba told him. "Time means little in the land of dreams. But
soon perhaps, if we do not reach him first." Something
in the way he looked at Habiba made her ladyship's magician flinch and look
away.
"He's
angry because they caught the wrong one. He doesn't even care what Hmishi knows
or could tell him— he thinks he's got Lling for that when he's done. He's just
angry and wants to hurt him for pleasure, but he's gone too far . . ." "Master
Markko?" Kaydu asked, softly, as her father spoke, trying not to panic him
again. Llesho
thought a moment, going over the dream in his head. "He isn't there. I
don't know how he knows." He wouldn't say any more. Finally his heart and
his breathing settled. His own stink, stale fear-sweat drying on his body,
embarrassed him but he couldn't do anything about that now. Gradually, when his
silence made it clear that there would be no further revelations, his
companions drifted off to their own disturbed rest. Only Habiba stayed,
stroking Llesho's hair back with a soothing rhythm that belied the tears
falling absently from unseeing eyes. So only Llesho heard the magician's
whispered prayer, "Dear lady, why? They are only children." Habiba
served the mortal goddess of war. If she were listening, she would have
understood Llesho's thought. We are not children. We never were. But he
was too tired, too heartsick and still aching from his dream. Habiba, he
decided, would have to figure it out on his own. Pfloonrise
cast ghostly shadows over the army stirring out in the cool of night. Llesho
shivered,ftot from the temperature, but from superstitious dread of the images
moving like a dream in his head. Armies of the dead. In the moon-washed night,
it seemed that he led armies of the dead. Blanched of life and color, his
companions readied themselves for battle. Habiba rode at the head of their
forces. Lluka and Balar had sorted themselves out amid the protection of their
few countrymen. Kungol had hired mercenary guards because Thebin had turned
away from war long ago. Now Kungol and heaven itself needed Thebin warriors,
and skills long practiced as royal arts showed their military bones. His
brother-princes would be as safe among Shokar's Thebin recruits as any soldiers
could make them. Harlol
stood waiting with Llesho's horse. "Dognut rides with the baggage,"
he said. "I've assigned two Wastrels to stand guard when the battle
comes." Two at least who might be saved, this much he gave . "Thank
you." Llesho
set his bow and arrows in their saddle quiver and shifted his shoulders to
bring the short spear to a more comfortable rest at his back. His place was at
Habi-ba's left, flanking the magician-general, except that Harlol, respectful
but determined, would have ridden in front, to take the first wound for his
Dinha. Llesho glared him down. At his side, then, in the first ranks as befit
the envoy of Ahkenbad. Kaydu
rode to battle in the shape of an eagle, seated on a hunting perch set up for
the purpose on the pommel of her father's saddle. They would need her special
skills soon. "That's
really her?" Harlol muttered as he settled his horse next to Llesho's. "Probably." At
a flick of Habiba's hand, horses moved, carrying their riders into a landscape
of broken shadows. The path they followed between naked hills scoured by wind
erosion carried them higher, to the elevated plains of the Harnlands. Llesho's
horse set a steady pace and he let Harlol distract him from reliving his dream
with questions about Kaydu. "It
might be someone else, or even a real hunting eagle. But if you know what to
look for, you can usually tell. The general her father always has that funny
line next to his mouth when Kaydu is performing a transformation. I've figured
it half for pride and half for terror that she'll forget how to change
back." With
a horrified start, Harlol jerked on the reins of his horse.
The animal sidled nervously until brought under control again. "She
hasn't forgotten yet," he reminded the Wastrel, and shifted the pack that
rode in front of him on his saddle. Little Brother peeked out at the passing
scenery but made no comment for a change, which was some relief. The monkey had
objected loudly when Llesho tried to hand him off to Dognut. No amount of
argument had convinced Little Brother that he'd be safer riding with the dwarf
among the baggage. And no amount of dread and foreboding could withstand the
foolishness of a fight with a stubborn monkey. Harlol
watched Kaydu's familiar for a moment. Finally, he subsided into his own
thoughts, perhaps trying to judge if Little Brother was more than he seemed as
well. Llesho had wondered that on occasion, but he'd never seen a sign of
anything but monkeyness. If Little Brother were some prince or magician, Llesho
figured he'd long ago forgotten his way back to human form. Habiba
would never let that happen to Kaydu, so he, too, held his peace. He didn't
mention a fear—question, really—he'd carried since Shan and the fight in the
market square. Was his captain human in reality, or was that shape as false as
the eagle? Her father had fought as a roc and, Llesho suspected, as one of the
dragons who had come to their aid in that battle. The Dinha had called Habiba
and his daughter her children, and the Dun Dragon had said the same of the
Tashek people. She
wouldn't be the first dragon he'd befriended in human form, but he wasn't sure
what he felt about following one of them into battle. Dragons didn't, he had
concluded, quite grasp the concept of death. No reason to trouble Harlol with
his questions, though. They were too complicated if you hadn't met a few of the
creatures for comparison. He'd
thought Habiba preoccupied with the battle ahead, but when he surfaced from his
musing, Llesho found the magician watching him sharply. "Deep
thoughts, Llesho?" "Not
really." He lifted a hand open-palmed, not to deflect the question but
because words failed him. "I was thinking about Kwan-ti," which, it
turned out, was more of the truth than he'd realized when he said it. Habiba
said nothing, and in the invitation of that silence, Llesho added, "She
wasn't what I expected of dragons." "Was
Golden River Dragon more to your liking?" "I
liked Kwan-ti fine. At least she didn't eat the people who tried to help
me." He'd loved her, in a way. Not like his mother, but more than anyone
since the Long March. During the years of his enslavement in the pearl beds,
the healer Kwan-ti and his father's minister had been his only comfort. He
hadn't known what she was then, of course. Not even when she'd saved his
foolish life the afternoon he'd tried to escape Pearl Island the hard way. "Pearl
Bay Dragon is young, as dragons go—much younger even than Golden River Dragon,
who is younger by far than Dun Dragon. So she hasn't withdrawn so much from the
world as they. And she is a mother. Her instincts would draw her to protect a
youngling whose magic was just emerging." It
was Llesho's turn to nod that he understood. Not personal, Habiba warned him:
his magic, not himself, like a mother duck takes stray chicks under her wing.
But that didn't answer the question that disturbed him as he rode beside the
magician. "I had thought the dragons left this world a long time ago. Now
I've met three of them—are there any more of them still out there
somewhere?" "Not
many, but a few." "Have
you met any of them?" A sneaky question that, and one for which he would
have chosen his own answer if
he could. No more dragons, and certainly not me, it would have been, and
nothing else to worry about but a magician who could sneak into a person's
dreams and kill him there. "Not
many, but a few. Their day is past: mostly they sleep now, or tend to their own
business." Habiba let him set the pace of the conversation, offering no
more than Llesho directly asked. "I
wonder if it's a good thing, to meet a dragon day-to-day?" Llesho asked.
He was thinking of Kwan-ti, and wondering about Habiba, both the dragons the
magician had met and the dragon he might himself be. "One can admire
Golden River Dragon, but one never mistakes him for a friend." "Friendship
may be asking too much of a dragon," Habiba conceded. "Loyalty,
however, is a well-known trait of the species." "And
is Habiba the magician, her ladyship's general, also a dragon?" He'd
disconcerted the magician, and ruffled the feathers of the eagle on its perch.
Llesho would have felt smug about that if not for the fact that he was
shivering like he had the ague, out of fear that Habiba would actually answer
him. "The Dun Dragon said . . ." he began, as if he could guide the
magician's answer. "The
blood of Dun Dragon flows in the veins of the Tashek people," Habiba
repeated what the dragon had said, and then reminded him of the Dinha's
greeting, as if he could forget: "And I have Tashek blood." Which
didn't exactly answer the question, but was maybe as much as Llesho really
wanted to know. That wasn't the end, however. "All magicians have a touch
at least of the dragon in them." "Master
Markko?" Llesho didn't want to know. "Certainly,
though not as much as you may think," Habiba hastened to ease his fears.
"He seems more powerful only because he has honed his skill in the arts
that will do the most harm, and he turns the focus of his attention on the one
task of finding and stopping our advance." Llesho's
advance, though it was kind of Habiba to share the blame around. His own
magician seemed to read his face, if not his mind, however. "You
are not the center of the world, Llesho," he admonished. "When the
forces of death rise up in power, all who practice life are called to
battle." Llesho
studied the general's stern countenance, and saw in it the memory of more
battles than his own short life had sunsets. "Then I'm nothing but a
pawn." "I
wouldn't say that." Habiba tugged on his reins, readying his horse to move
out of the range of Llesho's questions. "That part about not being the
center of the world? I lied." There
was no time for further sparring of wits with the magician, however. Bixei had
returned from a scouting expedition with a brace of Gansau Wastrels.
Chapter Eighteen
WlTH a hand raised above his head
to signal the troops who followed, Habiba called a halt to their line of march
and signaled Bixei to report: "What did you see?" "Tents,"
Bixei saluted and continued with a grimace. "Black felt domes, like poison
mushrooms. I counted half a hundred of them going up not more than an hour
distant." It
made sense. The sun had reached zenith. Half the distance they'd made since
Ahkenbad had been straight up. If not for the altitude, they'd have broiled in
their saddles by now. The Harn had come out of a cooler climate into the Gansau
Wastes; they had little choice but to rest through the heat of the Great Sun.
Common warfare would have pulled their own troops off the road to wait for the
shadows to return. Habiba said nothing of this, however, but asked: "Did
they see you?" "No,
sir." Bixei answered properly for all three scouts, but the Wastrels'
indignant snorts at his back would have said enough. No outlander was going to
catch a Tashek wanderer if he didn't want to be seen. "The raiders sent
scouts back along the way they came. They would report that Bor-ka-mar follows,
and will know that the imperial troops will have to rest from the sun as well.
But they don't suspect an attack out of the Wastes." Habiba
squinted into a sky bleached white with sun glare and scratched absently at the
ruff of the eagle in front of him. He might decide to stop here, Llesho figured,
watching the magician take the temperature of more than the air. Or they might
press on and catch the enemy while they still had the element of surprise in
their favor. "Did
you see any sign that Master Markko has joined with the traveling party?" Habiba
asked, his gaze fixed in the elsewhere. "No,
my lord magician. And we looked for him." The first of the Wastrel scouts,
who introduced himself as Zepor, spoke with such elaborate courtesies and bows
that Llesho wondered if the man was mocking them or actually terrified of the
general. Bixei didn't rebuke him for it, so he figured it was terror. "The
camp remains divided in two factions as Kaydu described. Those who hold the
Thebins hold the forefront, but there seems to have been fighting among the rear
guard, where Shou is held." "And
the emperor?" "We
didn't see him." Bixei gave an apologetic little shrug. "They have
put Master Den to work carrying water to the cook tent, with just a single
guard accompanying him. The healer Carina met him at the entrance. She looked
anxious but unhurt." Bixei
paused, but the Wastrel scouts who flanked him made no move to step into the
silence. Rather, they looked to Bixei with worried glances, leaving it to him
to report the conclusion they had drawn together. "Some
want to murder the hostages as a hindrance to flight, others would negotiate
with their pursuers even this close to battle, a ransom being less costly than
a fight no matter the odds." "Bor-ka-mar
won't negotiate," Habiba commented. "No,
sir," Bixei agreed. Kaydu had already tried, and failed, to dissuade him. "But,"
Llesho interrupted, recalling Habiba's assurances of the night before, that
Hmishi's deadly torment hadn't happened yet. "As long as the Ham believe
they've captured me, they don't dare murder their Thebin prisoners. Master
Markko would have their heads on pikes. Or worse. So they are slowed down
whatever they choose to do and may decide to hand Shou to Master Markko as
well—to get the problem of the extra prisoners off their hands." "If
Master Markko doesn't know that he has Hmishi instead of you, he will
soon." Bixei clearly hated what he had to say—like the others, he had
awakened to Llesho's screams, and had heard the prophetic dream—but he
straightened his shoulders and made his report. "I saw Tsu-tan the
witch-finder heading away from camp, to the slit trench. You knew him when you
worked the pearl beds. He belonged to Master Markko even then, and must have
recognized all of your party who came from Pearl Island: Hmishi and Lling, and
Master Den as he was among the gladiators—a laundryman and teacher of
hand-to-hand combat." "But
Master Markko won't find out until a message reaches him—" Habiba
flicked his eyelids, calculation passing in the flash of that tiny gesture. "What
the witch-finder saw, Master Markko already knows," Habiba informed him. "Then
the things I saw in my dream have begun—" Somewhere in that camp of black
tents, Tsu-tan was torturing to death the most loyal friend he had. "Perhaps."
Habiba accepted the rebuke of Llesho's frown. "Probably." Bixei's
hopeful expression faded into a soldier's impassivity, but Llesho could see
past the training. He, too, had ridden with Hmishi and Lling, and would fear
for his friends. ARIS
Harlol cleared his throat then, a Tashek way of gaining his companions'
attention. "Does this Tsu-tan also know Shou?" "No,"
Bixei answered. "The
magician will pluck from the witch-finder's eyes what he needs to see,"
Habiba reminded them; and, "Master Markko does know Shou as a general in
command of Shan's provincial forces." They
had fought against each other in the battle that had killed Master Jaks,
Llesho's weapons teacher and military adviser. What would Markko do to crack
the mystery of a high officer of the empire traveling alone so near the Harnish
border with only a handful of Theb-ins and a simple laundryman? He
looked across at Kaydu, wondering what she made of this news and shivered,
unnerved by what he saw. Little Brother had gone very still, studying his
master as a careful student might. And Kaydu, in eagle form, ignored everything
else and studied Little Brother as if he were lunch. "We
have to move now," Habiba decided, as Llesho knew he would. "Can you
bring us around the flank without being seen?" "Yes,
my lord magician." The Wastrel Danel gave a short, sharp dip of his chin
in affirmation. "The Harnish-men believe these hills protect their backs,
but the road from here to there is an easy grade and the passes are wide and
free of pitfalls. Our warriors will rain down on them like heaven's retribution." Not
yet, Llesho thought. The goddess remained locked behind her
gates in her heavenly garden, from where even her tears could not reach them.
But they could do the next best thing. How he was supposed to cross the
Harnlands in secret after waging a pitched battle on their very frontiers he
couldn't imagine, but with his brothers Adar and Shokar so close, with Lluka
and Balar in this very train, and with the pearls of the goddess warm against
his breast, he could believe they would succeed. The
only question that remained was the cost, and if Hmishi—and Shou—would be
paying it with their lives. Habiba
was saying nothing in haste, however. Thoughtfully he watched the sky and
scanned the road ahead. "The road tends to the east," he finally
said. True
enough, and their intended direction, to intersect the Harn heading west and
south. Ah. "We
press on," Habiba decided, "at an easy pace, not to tire the
horses." Llesho
shivered in spite of the heat as they set their horses once more upon the
trail. Too many would die among those Harnish tents. For the sake of the
empire, he hoped Shou was not among them. For his own sake, he thought of his
brothers, and the companions of his cadre, which led his thoughts to the eagle
riding near enough to take a piece out of his ear without leaving her perch.
Could he follow such a creature into battle and trust its strange mind to bring
him back out again alive? Habiba lifted her, a flinging motion with his arm,
and she took flight, circled high on an updraft, and wheeled out of sight above
them. Or, Llesho mused, would he even have the chance to test the question? And
what was he supposed to do with her damned monkey? Habiba
spread his army in a thin line across the hills that overlooked the Harn
encampment. With Bixei on one side and Harlol on the other, Llesho waited for
Hab-iba's signal while the sun beat down on their backs. That was part of the
plan: the Harn would face a double disadvantage with a surprise attack coming
out of the sun on their unguarded side. Screaming shadows would pour down on
them out of the blinding light, driving them back before they had rightly
figured what was attacking. His brothers, skilled in self-defense but with no
training in the military arts, had withdrawn to the rear and waited with the
baggage handlers and the grooms. They wanted to take him with them to wait out the battle
in safety. He'd refused, with language that shocked Lluka, who was prone to
ease his tensions in prayer. To Llesho's surprise, however, Habiba agreed with
them, and they had argued the matter while they rode. "The situation has
changed," the general pointed out. "We don't need to flaunt you on
the front lines as bait for Markko's taking this time. He knew when he attacked
Ahkenbad where you had been, and that his raiders don't have you as they
thought. Through Tsu-tan's eyes, however, he has discovered that they bring him
valuable hostages. It would be better to force him to negotiate than to offer
yourself in battle." "And would you
negotiate such an exchange? A deposed prince for a wandering emperor disguised
as a lowly merchant?" Llesho gave Habiba a long, calculating look of his
own. Would the Lady SienMa's magician, he wondered, prove any less powerful an
enemy than Master Markko if it came to a conflict between them? With just a nicker of an
eyelash Habiba seemed to read his thoughts and brush aside his questions. Which
Llesho took for a yes, but at the same time, a distaste for the skill. Just
another reminder that little stood between the renegade magician and their own,
except for the thing that Habiba had tried to explain to him on the road.
Loyalty. Maybe he was starting to figure the size of that with a man like
Habiba. Bigger than he'd ever thought, that was for sure. But ultimately
pledged to the mortal goddess of war—not to the Emperor of Shan or a Thebin
prince—which also bore thinking about. The general, however,
hadn't stopped talking just because Llesho had hit a crisis of trust.
"Markko will expect you to advance with the forces sent to free the
prisoners. And they've already caught a bigger fish than they know with Shou.
It's a fool's mission to give them a chance at you." "You trained me to
fight." With his faith that the magician would not exchange him for the
emperor restored, the
giving of his life came into Llesho's own hands again. And while he would
rather live and be free, once again he found the limits to what he would
surrender to stay that way. "Worlds
stand or fall around Emperor Shou, but as you pointed out, I have brothers with
the baggage. Either one can take my place in the Palace of the Sun if something
happens to me." "You
are more important than you know," Habiba began, but shut his mouth with a
snap around whatever he had nearly said. "Don't
expect me to hide when the lives of my brother and my friends—and that includes
Shou—are in jeopardy." Llesho resettled his bow against his saddle with an
expression that dared the general to order him off the attack. Habiba
glared back at him. "I expect you to take orders. And not to take foolish
risks." Llesho
froze. This was more the magician he knew, but it reminded him how stupid it
was to fling a challenge on the edge of battle. He could lose it all for them
right here, split their small force along lines of loyalty—Shou's men, Thebin's
and the Dinha's Wastrels. They needed to work together, under one leader, to
win. If
the general gave the order, he'd be sitting out the fighting with Dognut and
the monkey. But he could make his case until the order was given, and he could
use the emperor in his defense: "Shou would say that you need to take the
risks to understand the dangers, for later." "And
we see where it got him, don't we?" Habiba drew irritably on his reins and
his horse startled and skittered in place. Llesho
had waited until he settled the animal, and then pressed his defense.
"He's right, though, isn't he?" Which seemed a pretty stupid thing to
say with Shou a prisoner, if not dead already. That didn't make him wrong,
though. Habiba
gave him a look that peeled and dissected him for hidden motives, but he
finally relaxed into a long-suffering sigh and a muttered comment about bad
role models that Llesho didn't quite catch. "Can
I trust you to depend on the army at your back, and not to take it on yourself
to rescue the Thebin prisoners singlehandedly?" "I'm
a soldier, trained under your own eye, sir." It cut right to his heart
that the magician would doubt him, but something at the back of his mind
squirmed under the demand for his promise. How much of a martyr was he willing
to make of himself? Llesho decided not to look under that particular rock;
better to admit the obvious. "Do
you think they'd let me?" Truth. The Wastrels and the Thebins in their
party had arranged themselves as his personal army. At their head, Bixei and
Harlol rode to his right and left. They might have been comrades in arms except
for the tension that kept their eyes coming back to Llesho. Neither had seen
the other in combat. Each doubted the wisdom of trusting Llesho's life to the
other. But neither of them would let him get in over his head. The
general wasted no more time on him, but speared his self-appointed guards with
a baleful glare. "The Ham don't need any more hostages," he warned
them, "nor do the Thebin people need more martyrs." Ouch.
Habiba was using the deadly forms of argument after all. "No,
sir," Bixei saluted with more enthusiasm than Llesho thought was
absolutely necessary, and Harlol gripped the hilts of his swords in the Wastrel
posture of ready defense. He would have laid the blades at Habiba's feet in
pledge of his good faith if they hadn't been traveling at the head of an army
on horseback. The
general had acknowledged their pledges with a nod, and Llesho had marched with
the army. Now that the waiting had come, Llesho admitted to himself that he was
scared. He'd always carried a bit of fear into battle,
of course, sensible considering he'd been wounded twice: once, in an ambush. He
didn't remember much of that one—had slept through most of it thanks to the
healer Mara, Carina's mother. Afterward, he'd gone back into battle no more
scared than he'd ever been, but with the experience to know that sometimes in a
fight you hurt your opponent and sometimes he hurt you. But
the wounds Master Markko had put on him scant months ago in the battle for the
Imperial City of Shan had torn his body apart. Llesho still felt the scars pull
when he overreached himself and likely would for the rest of his Me. When
the Harn had attacked the inn at Durnhag, he'd been too surprised to be more
than the usual amount of logically scared. Then his brother had hit him over
the head and he'd missed the rest. Poised in the hills above the enemy for the
signal to advance, however, his fear went deeper than logic. He could feel a
nest of dragon kits frolicking in his guts, where his brother Adar had stitched
him up. After
arguing himself into this position, he realized that only one thing held him to
his place in the line: an irrational determination that his brother Adar, held
prisoner below, could not die as long as Llesho was trying to save him. He was,
as Habiba had suggested, a fool. He hadn't realized until this moment that he
was a coward as well. "We'll
get them out." Bixei sounded more than determined—as if he were reciting a
known fact. They'd never quite been friends, but that didn't mean they weren't
loyal to each other and to their cadre beyond all reason. Bixei had been at
Shan, and he looked like he knew some of the things going through Llesho's
mind. "I
know." Confidence in his companions he meant, not a boast about their
success. He was feeling damned small in himself right then, and the world
seemed upside down. "I'd
always thought battles that decide the fate of worlds would be bigger," he
commented, revealing a lit- tle
of what he was thinking. "There are so few of us, so few of them." Harlol,
on his other side, snorted his disapproval. "That's what happens when
kings play soldier. Empires stand or fall, and no one is the wiser until they
count the dead and kings are found among them." He
was risking Harlol's life. Spending it, if the Dinha saw truly. Llesho hadn't
thought to ask, until now, why Harlol himself had come with them. Now wasn't
the right time, but he could answer the Wastrel's charge at least. "Kings
are murdered sitting in their palaces, too. Better even for kings—or princes—to
die fighting than to be slaughtered on their knees." He didn't think his
father would have begged, but he knew enough now that he wouldn't think less of
him if he had. And thought maybe that was Harlol's answer, too, or the Dinha's. "Better
not to die at all," Bixei reminded them both sharply. Unlike the Wastrel,
he'd been through battles and unlike Llesho, he'd survived them relatively
unscathed. Hurt worse in his single bout in the arena, he often reminded his
less fortunate comrades. With none of Llesho's morbid dread, his common sense
seemed to reach out and steady nerves. Llesho twitched an eyebrow to mark the
hit his companion had made, center target. But
Shou was Habiba's problem. Against the rear guard of the Harnish camp the
general led imperial troops who would die to the man to reach their emperor. To
Llesho and his division fell the task of finding and releasing the Thebin
prisoners. Hmishi had suffered torture in Llesho's name. They owed him rescue
and they had to be quick about it. The Harn now knew he wasn't the prince
Markko was looking for, which made him expendable in their eyes. They also had
a prince their master didn't recognize. The trick was to reach Adar before the
raiders could threaten to kill the hostages. Because Habiba had made it clear
they would not surrender, not even to save Shou. Chapter
nineteen HEY waited, soldiers
and warriors together, in the shelter of the hilltops until Habiba's signal
came down the line. Then the battle cries of Thebin and Tashek and mercenary
and imperial trooper rose with a terrifying roar as warhorses flew down the
hillsides. Infected with the heat of the charge, Llesho's mount took off with
the others. Llesho gritted his teeth and held on with his knees while his horse
carried him at breakneck speed into the bowl of the Harn encampment. The
raiders had thought themselves protected by the hills at their backs. They'd
posted guards who looked back along the road they had come by, but still sent
no scouts ahead to warn them of trouble from that direction. Habiba's army took
them by surprise, as planned. That
surprise lasted only seconds. Some few of the raiders rested in their tents,
and these scattered to their horses like bees smoked from their hives. But many
Har-nishmen remained mounted even in rest, and these wheeled and banded into
groups, ready on the instant to fight. Habiba had timed his attack perfectly,
however. The raiders, from their position below the attack, were forced to stare
up at the advancing army which, coming out of the west, fell upon them as
shadows against the blinding white light of the falling sun. When
Habiba's forces reached the encampment itself, the sun remained an ally of the
magician: sparks flashed off armor and weapons, driving the Harn raiders back
in confusion. Raiders on foot ran for their horses and weapons but were cut off
on every side. Llesho felt the battle fever surge in his veins, drowning his
fear. He knotted his reins over his pommel and fitted an arrow to his bow.
Lifting up on his knees for a better angle as her ladyship had taught him, he
let his arrow fly. Fitted another before he had fully registered his man down
and shot, again, and again. His battle-nerved horse plunged into the fray, using
teeth and hooves to drive away any who approached too near. A
squad of raiders regrouped and took the offensive, galloping into the attack
with bloodcurdling screams and raised battle axes. Llesho directed Harlol to
take his Wastrels to the rear of the fighting, to cut off a Harnish retreat and
panic the horses. Bixei stayed close, forming his mercenaries into a circle of
swords defending an inner core of Thebin bowmen grouped around Llesho himself.
Firing over the heads of their own defenders, they drove the Harn back with bow
and arrow. Llesho
fought with the logic of mathematical simplicity foremost in his thoughts: a
Harn raider down couldn't kill his brother. A Harn raider dead couldn't stab
him in the back as he drove past. He shot and he shot, until he reached into
his quiver and found no arrows there. The spear at his back fairly vibrated
with its own urgency to bring the fight closer. But his teams, with Bixei and
Harlol at their heads, had driven the advance guard of the Harn back, where
they fell into the clutches of Habiba's imperial troopers. And
then, with a shock like a door opening when one had given up all hope but the
pounding on it, he realized that the battle had ended. Marching toward him, he
saw more Thebins on the field than he had come with, and Bor-ka-mar, striding
among the tents. "We
have to find Hmishi!" Llesho shouted. "Where is Adar?" Maddened
by the dream and goaded by the weapon at his back, he slid from his mount, the
short spear coming to his hand as if he been born with his fingers wrapped
around its shaft. It wasn't his brother he longed to see, however, or any of
his friends once he took up the short spear. He wanted Tsu-tan, wanted to pluck
the witch-finder's heart out and return it to his master on a platter. With that
bloody thought he broke through Bixei's defensive formation and dove toward the
first tent. Nothing. When he came out again, Bixei was leaving the next tent,
and his Thebin troops had scattered in the search. From
a tent larger than the others at the center of the camp, Harlol joined them, a
bloody rag in his hand. Llesho recognized it as a strip torn from one of the
militia uniforms they had worn in their masquerade as caravan guards to a
Guynmer merchant. "The
witch-finder is gone." the Wastrel handed him the bloody cloth. "This
was all we found." Hmishi's,
Llesho figured, and felt his stomach twist with memories of the prophetic
dream. Was he still alive at all, or had they killed him in their rage that he
was the wrong Thebin orphan? Harlol was waiting for an answer, so he nodded to
show that he'd heard, but didn't trust himself to speak. Didn't know what to
say to Bixei, who had come up beside them and was looking at the evidence in
the Wastrel's hand with grim foreboding. Wherever Hmishi and his companions
were, they could do nothing more for them here. "Burn
them," he said, with a jerk of his chin to indicate the round black tents.
"Leave nothing." Harlol
stared at him for long moments, wondering what to do. Bixei, however, shared
some of his loss. He had trained and fought with Lling and Hmishi, depended on
them as mates in a fighting cadre, and he looked at the bloody cloth with a
bleak anger of his own. He said nothing, but grabbed a tent peg and held it to
a small cook fire until it burst into flame. Then, he jammed the burning spike
end into the felt of the witch-finder's tent and walked away. The tent itself
would be fuel to fire others. The
snapping flames fed something dark in Llesho's heart that grew without slaking.
With blood in his eyes, he turned to his commanders. "Bring me
prisoners," he said. "I will know where the witch-finder has taken my
brother." At
that, Bixei eyed him uneasily, and Harlol would not look at him at all. "Is
this one of the times that Habiba expects us to protect you from
yourself?" Bixei asked him, uncertainty in his voice. "It's
not me I plan to hurt." Harlol
hadn't sheathed his swords yet, but he rested them with their points to the
ground. "You're hurting yourself with every word. If you do what you plan,
I don't know if you will ever recover. And if you can massacre your enemy and
walk away unmoved by the act, how will Thebin be better off with you in the
palace than it is now?" "You
dare—" Llesho turned the cold heat of an inexplicable rage on the Wastrel.
He's meant to die for you, whispered in his head. What matter if you
do it, or the Horn? "It's
that spear," Bixei reached out and plucked it from his grasp. "I
don't know what it is about the thing, but the Lady SienMa did you no favor
when she gave it to you." "Returned
it," Llesho corrected, but he stumbled against Harlol with a frown,
fighting a sudden dizziness that passed slowly, like clouds parting in front of
his eyes. The
sounds of battle were giving way to the moans of the wounded. A horse squealing
in pain was suddenly cut off as a rider put him out of his agony, but there were
others crying out all around them. There were too many dead, too much blood
spilled into the dry ground, though most of it looked to be the enemy's. He
might have brought himself to care, if he'd found Adar and his cadre. Llesho
shuddered when he remembered what he'd asked Bixei and Harlol to do, however.
He was a soldier, but not yet a torturer. He
reached for the spear. When Bixei reluctantly handed it over, he returned it to
its sheath at his back. "I'm all right now." "Llesho."
Kaydu, in human form, walked toward them out of the reek and stain of blood and
carrion released on the battlefield. She still twitched with lingering
bird-ness, but she'd stopped at the baggage train for Little Brother and
carried him clinging to her neck. His face solemn and anxious, the monkey
watched his mistress as if he expected her to transform into a bird of prey and
sweep him off for dinner. Llesho sympathized. He also wondered what task she
had completed as a bird, and when she had returned. "Habiba
said to bring you. He's taken the cook tent as his command post. Your brothers
are with him." "Adar?" "No."
She looked away for a moment, afraid to let him see in her eyes what he was
already thinking. "But Shokar has come." He'd
known that, and was relieved to hear her say his name that way, to know that
his brother had survived the battle. He followed her, picking his way past the
living who moved over the ground gathering spent arrows like gleaners after a
harvest. Harlol followed at a slight distance, to give them the privacy of
their conversation. "Has
Habiba found Shou?" He dreaded to hear that it had all been for nothing.
"Is the emperor safe?" "Shokar
found him, yes. Master Den and Carina are with him." She'd
only answered half his question and offered nothing to reassure him.
"Alive?" "Yes."
She wouldn't say any more, and he wondered what he would find when he entered
the tent. Shou was more than a political ally or even a friend, he realized
while he waited to see how much of the man Markko's creeping spy had left them.
The emperor was the only model Llesho had for how a king behaved, what he owed
his people, and how he kept an empire safe as peaceful Thebin hadn't been. If
Tsu-tan had conquered Shou, how did Llesho expect to defeat the witch-finder's
master? He
had other greetings first, however. Shokar met him at the tent flap with a bear
hug and a roar. "Little brother!" "Don't
call me that, please." He settled his clothes and his dignity, but softened
his rebuke with a wry twist of a smile. "It confuses the monkey." Only
slightly chastened, the eldest prince cuffed him gently on the arm. "We
thought you might be dead in the fighting." "I
had excellent teachers," he assured his brother. "I'm good at staying
alive." Balar
joined them with Lluka, ready to continue his protest begun before the battle.
"You have brothers to protect you," he insisted with a sweep of his
arm that included Shokar and Lluka, their expressions of relief and disapproval
so familiar that it hurt. Brothers.
In case they had not yet heard, Llesho told them. "We didn't find
Adar." Shokar
tried to put an arm around his shoulder. "We know, Llesho. It's one of the
reasons we're all so worried about you." Too
late for that. Llesho slipped out of reach, unwilling to accept any comfort.
"Habiba needs to see me." "I
should think you'd have had enough of magicians leading you into danger,"
Lluka scolded. "We've talked about it, and we want you to come back to
Shan with us,
where it's safe." Lluka seemed to think he'd taken the round, but Llesho
just looked at him as if he had truly missed the point. "There
is no safe place. I would think that the dead we left behind in Ahkenbad proved
that if nothing else did." Kaydu
winced as Little Brother shrieked indignantly in her ear, but added her own
support to Llesho's example. "Harnish raiders in the market square at Shan
proved it to me." Llesho
gave a superstitious shudder as new scars twitched in his gut. Shokar, too,
seemed to be remembering. In defense of his protectiveness, Shokar added,
"I would rather not see you hurt again the way you were in that
battle." Llesho
agreed heartily, but he wasn't going to say it out loud when any admission
would sound like weakness. Instead, he asked, "Why do you, of all people,
think that there is any safety to be had in Shan?" When
his brother hung his head, Llesho repeated his earlier question. "Where is
Habiba?" "With
Shou," Shokar held aside the flap and pointed to the center of the tent. Habiba
presided from a folding wooden chair over a handful of raiders on their knees
in front of him. Shou sat on a simple camp stool in the magician's shadow.
Llesho saw a bruise or two, but no obvious wounds. Shou, however, sat with the
look of a man pressed beyond his endurance, who has escaped into the land of
mazes in the mind. Many, he knew, never returned from that place. Bor-ka-mar
stood at attention at his emperor's back. Only someone who knew him, as Llesho
had come to do, would know that his rigidly correct posture hid a personal
anguish that he had failed his emperor. He wondered if someone had reassured
the soldier that it wasn't his fault, but figured Bor-ka-mar wouldn't believe
it no matter who told him so. Master
Den and Carina sipped tea in the corner of the cook tent. Nothing in the way
they had distributed themselves gave the raiders any clue to the relative
importance of their former prisoners or their rescuers. "Tell
me what happened to them," he asked, meaning the Thebin prisoners. His
voice cracked, refusing him the power to say the names. The sound drew Shou's
attention. "I'm
sorry," Shou said over the prostrate' forms of the prisoners. Llesho's
heart froze. They're dead, he thought, an image of Hmishi lifeless in
Lling's arms so sharp in his head that he gasped from the shock of it. Master
Den must have seen something of that in his face, because the trickster god
rose quickly from his place at tea. "They're
alive, boy. Alive. That miserable witch-finder escaped as your armies entered
the camp. He's taken them ahead, into the Harnlands." "I'm
sorry," Shou repeated, and passed a hand across his forehead. "I
didn't mean you should think—" he gave a little half laugh, caught on a
deep indrawn breath, before his mind seemed to wander again. "What
happened to Hmishi?" Llesho asked the question of Carina, who hadn't
moved, but watched them all with quick, anxious eyes. He feared for his
brother, but he needed to know if they'd reached them in time to stop the
dream. "This
Tsu-tan didn't see your attack coming through the Wastes," she answered
him. "His spies reported that Shokar had joined forces with Bor-ka-mar and
they were not far behind. The witch-finder ran for the Harnlands, with Hmishi
and Lling, and your brother, in his custody. "He
realized they had the wrong boy right away," Carina added. "He knew
Hmishi and Lling from Pearl Bay. Master Den he recognized, of course, and
threatened his master's tortures for withholding the truth from his raiders.
When he learned that I was a healer, he promised that Markko would burn me at
the stake. But his prejudices led him to dismiss me as having no consequence, just
as he dismissed Den for a laundryman. Lling he preserved for his master's
questions, but he handed Hmishi over to his soldiers. They did terrible things
to him. I don't know how he lived." She
stopped with a choked cry, and Master Den picked up her sorry tale. "The
damage was extensive, but ill-thought. Master Markko raged within the
witch-finder's own mind for putting the boy beyond questioning. He left with
Hmishi on a stretcher and the healer Adar to tend him." "And
Shou?" They spoke in whispers as the emperor listened to Habiba's
questioning of the prisoners, neither letting on who commanded whom, or what
force had taken the camp. Carina
opened her hand, as if to let go of some truth. "Tsu-tan could not
identify him, but his master made a puppet of his lieutenant's body, and even
at a distance saw through the merchant's disguise." "If
Markko saw him through the witch-finder's eyes, he would have known him."
Llesho told her what the rescuers had already discussed. "They met after
the battle on the outskirts of Shan Province." Shou had worn a different
disguise then. "Tsu-tan
called him 'General,'" Carina confirmed Llesho's observation. "Shou
insisted that he had lost his post for smuggling. Markko, through his
witch-finder, tried for a day and a night to force the truth from him, but Shou
resisted both physical and mental attack. At the end, he admitted to spying for
the empire, but never gave away his secret." "Timing
worked to our advantage," Master Den added. "The Harnish raiders who
tried to force a confession from Hmishi had no reason to suspect that Shou was
more than he professed. Tsu-tan believed Hmishi and Lling were simple slaves as
they had been on Pearl Island. He knew nothing of Adar or Carina. Markko knew
Shou as the emperor's general, but none of the other prisoners. So he accepted
Tsu-tan's conclusion, that the provincial general and imperial spy had taken
advantage of a chance encounter to use as decoys a pair of traveling healers
with a couple of Thebin slaves. It never occurred to either of them, at that
point, to question the Thebins about Shou's identity." "They
never would have given him away." Their companions must know that, of
course, but Llesho thought it needed saying anyway. "They
didn't," Master Den assured him softly, "But Tsu-tan made him watch
what his soldiers did to Hmishi, and through his witch-finder, the magician
attacked Shou's mind." Habiba
had finished with his prisoners, and he called for guards to lead the captives
away. When they had gone, Llesho went to the emperor and knelt on one knee.
Looking into Shou's eyes for a sign of the man he knew, he whispered,
"Have they broken him?" "No,"
Shou answered for himself, in a whisper, "but I'm afraid for Tsu-tan's
prisoners. Markko will take a long time killing them to get what he wants, and
they don't have it to give." Llesho, that was. The Thebin king and
whatever else he was to Markko. "Then
we have to get them back first." Llesho kept his voice low, in keeping
with the almost secretive mood the emperor had drawn about them with his voice.
The power of his will, however, gave force to each word. "And we will. Get
them back." "There
is another," Shou nodded, as if listening to inner voices. "His name
is Menar." "Menar?"
Llesho asked, unprepared to hear that name. "A
prince of Thebin," Shou said from his waking dream, "A blind poet,
who mourns his brothers after many years." "Menar
is alive? Did you see him?" Llesho pushed the hope and the fear down,
down. Blind. And Shou was looking at him as if he were some curious artifact he
couldn't quite puzzle out. The emperor wasn't the best witness at present. "I
can't see him," Shou answered in the tone one takes with the dull witted.
"He's blind. But I hear the wind in the grass, and the heavy cadence of
his poems in my head. They weep, weep, for his brothers. Shokar and Lluka,
Ghrisz and Adar, and the youngest, Balar and Llesho." Wind
in the grass. Menar was somewhere ahead of them, if Shou truly had some
knowledge of the Thebin prince. But Shou knew about his brothers, and his weary
brain might have stirred the tale out of its own longing 'for rescue. Llesho
had not talked about Ping, however. "Does Menar also mourn his
sister?" he asked as a test. Shou
shook his head. "For Ping, anger." His eyes, focused on some
unseeable distance, flicked into the now again with a wince at their corners.
"My head hurts," he said, with the same expressionless voice that had
channeled some vision out of the grasslands. Carina
pressed a finger to her lips, silent warning that the conversation was over. "I
know," Llesho soothed. He rested his head on the emperor's knee for a
moment, a gesture that in other circumstances would mark him as the emperor's
man and Thebin as a vassal nation. In this hour of torment, however, he wanted
only to give and receive the comfort of a son or a brother. "But it will
get better. Let the healers help you." He
rose and left the tent, leaving the emperor to the ministrations of Carina,
whose drawn face reflected her own worry about the prisoners still in the hands
of Markko's minions. She cared about Adar, he knew, and couldn't find it in
himself to begrudge his brother that loving concern. It was all getting far too
confusing, how he felt and who he felt it for, and he wondered when feelings
had become such a responsibility. He didn't have answers, but he took the
questions out into the camp with him.
Chapter Twenty
IlABIBA, acting as general of the
combined armies, had ordered the remaining Harnish tents torn down and their
own camp set up in its place. The dead they had taken a little apart and burned
in a pile with the round black tents for fuel. The stench of burning felt and
crackling flesh rose to heaven on a pillar of black smoke. Llesho watched until
the flames had smoldered down to coals. "This my gift to you, Lady
Wife," Llesho whispered bitterly to the rising smoke. So many had died—
how many more would he add to his count before Thebin was free and the gates of
heaven opened again? During the day, he could believe they did the right thing. But
night had come upon them while Habiba sorted out the prisoners, questioning
some, and allotting guards to accompany others back to Shan. Carina had gone
off to work with the wounded, both Harnishmen of the Uulgar clans who had
followed the witch-finder and the few of their own who had need of her
services. For a change, none of his friends had been injured during the
fighting. If you didn't count Shou, who'd suffered in the waiting, not the
battle. Llesho
had tried to rest as they urged him, but frightful dreams drove him out again
into the darkness to hide.
Wandering
the encampment, he found a three- legged folding stool plundered from a Harnish
tent and settled himself to watch the dying of the coals that used to be his
enemies. The dead couldn't tell him where Tsu-tan had taken his Thebin
hostages, but he found himself asking them anyway. "What
are you doing alone out here?" Balar's
voice, that was, edged as it hadn't been when they were young and Kungol ruled
over a peaceful Thebin. War changes everything, Llesho thought. It made
fighters, if not warriors, of musicians. "Thinking,"
Llesho answered. He wondered what war made of poets, of their brother Menar
left in the hands of the Harn all these years. The very idea of it made him
shudder. "It
isn't safe out here." Safe.
Llesho snorted rudely at that. Habiba's scouts spied out the Durnhag Road and
looked ahead to Harn. Guards posted throughout the camp and along its perimeter
watched for any sneak attack, but Llesho didn't expect one. The raiders had
lost too many of their number in the fighting already. They couldn't count on
their Harnish countrymen along the Gansau border to help them either. While
they might be inclined to look the other way at the strange coming and goings
of the raiders, the border clans would resist efforts to draw them into a
stranger's conflict. Like not fouling one's own tent, the locals wouldn't pick
a fight they'd have to live with long after Master Markko's henchmen were gone. So
Llesho was as safe here by the cooling pyre as anywhere in the camp. That
didn't mean a picked team of assassins couldn't reach him any time they wanted,
of course. Master Jaks had worn the marks of six such kills on his arm. The
magician himself could be watching in the shape of some animal or bird of prey.
He'd felt those sharp talons before. It seemed like Master Markko wanted him
alive this time, though. "What's
safe?" he asked, shaky enough in his sanity not to care about the answer. Balar
seemed to take his meaning, or part of it at least. He scrounged a low stool
from the ruins and dropped down beside his brother. "I'll grant you that.
Nowhere is really safe. But you would be safer inside the command tent." "No.
Later, maybe." He ought to be in there with Habiba, making decisions and
rewarding his own followers with his praise and encouragement, not out here
sulking with his clothes reeking of the dead. While Shou tossed in restless
sleep in that tent, though, he just couldn't do it. As
if he heard his name in his sleep, the emperor cried out, a heart-stopping wail
that sent a chill through the camp and raised the hairs on the back of Llesho's
neck. He wondered if Master Markko, through his witch-finder, had broken
something vital and soul-deep in the man. Carina said not. Shou agreed with
her, or said he did. But Llesho had never seen eyes as empty as the emperor's
had been tonight. According
to Carina, he hadn't cried out like that during all his mental tortures. She
didn't know why he did it now. Dreams, he could have told her, while he
shivered in a cold sweat remembering Ahkenbad. The magician could kill even in
dreams. Was that the plague of Shou's sleep even now? "You
should talk about it," Balar said. "We can help you." "From
the baggage?" Llesho snapped, and then wanted to call it back. "With
someone, then." Balar
didn't come back at him, which made Llesho even madder. He really, really
wanted to fight with somebody, the kind of fight where he could spill
what was bothering him, at the top of his lungs and spewed out along with a lot
of meaningless stuff. Nobody would die and
nobody would guess what of the fight was the important part and what was just
noise. Balar refused to argue, so he was left alone with the dream that had
sent him escaping into the night. Wastrels
lay dead in tall Harnish grass he hadn't seen since his seventh summer, their
eyes wide open to the sun. Except that, instead of eyes, each orbit held a
single black pearl. In his dream, Llesho went about the grassy field plucking
pearls from dead men's sockets. When he came to Harlol, the Wastrel was still
alive, though dying, and he reached up to his own eyes and plucked them out,
handing them to Llesho as a gift. There'd been no more rest after that. "Where's
Pig when you need him?" he muttered under his breath, a formless complaint
he hadn't meant his brother to hear. But
Balar was paying close attention. "Why don't you ask him? He's hanging
around your neck, if we're to believe your stories." Which
might have been Balar taking the question seriously or being snide. Either way,
it reminded Llesho that some things only seemed difficult until you realized
they weren't. Maybe Pig was like that. Or maybe the person he really needed to
talk to was Master Den. "I'm
going back." Balar seemed to realize that he wasn't going to get an
answer. He stood up, his worried frown shadowed in the dim light. "Is
there anything you need?" Adar.
Hmishi and Lling. Kungol. Menar. And his brother Ghrisz, whose name he hadn't
heard in all his travels. Pointless to say those things to a brother who would
hand them all to him on a plate if he had the power. Like Llesho's dreams,
however, his heavenly gifts seemed of no earthly use. Balar was as helpless as
he was to give him back what they had lost. And he confided in Lluka, whom
Llesho didn't trust. "The
washerman, Master Den. If he will come." Not knowing who might be
listening outside the dim glow of the funeral pyre, he didn't say aloud, ChiChu,
the trickster god, my particular adviser. Balar
nodded, hesitating as if he might think of something at the last minute to
persuade Llesho back under cover. Llesho fixed his attention on the pyre until
he heard his brother walk away. He
expected the solid tread of his teacher to follow, so the short shuffling steps
of the dwarf took him by surprise. Dognut dragged his own low stool behind him,
and Llesho smiled in spite of himself, reminded of the first time they had met.
"No ladder today, Dognut?" he asked, half expecting the little man to
look at him as if he were mad. Dognut
took the question for an invitation and settled himself next to Llesho.
"No camel this time." He almost smiled, but a different memory
slipped across his face. He sighed instead. If Llesho had it figured right, the
dwarf was Shou's personal spy as well as his musician, and maybe more. The
emperor looked to varied advisers, he was slowly discovering, and the people
around him were never quite what they seemed. "How
is your master?" he asked. Dognut
hesitated only a moment in his answer. "He's well enough when the sun
shines." He pulled a flute from the quiver at his back. The lesser moons
had risen, shedding a faint light on the instrument as the dwarf ran his thick
fingers along the stops. A mournful tune rose on liquid silver notes and fell
away again. "But, Goddess knows, he can't stay awake forever." Llesho
said nothing. He had firsthand experience of the torment Master Markko could
inflict, but he hadn't been with the fleeing Harn. He didn't know what Tsu-tan
had actually done to the emperor or what dreams the magician visited on his
sleep. Dognut wasn't settling for stubborn silence, however. "You
could help him." "I
have my own dreams to worry about." "Ah,
yes." Dognut sighed. "The stone men of the grasslands.
They find the hearts of men a particular delicacy, or so the stories say, and
leave a bit of a fingertip behind when they've plucked the living organ from
their victims." "I
saw no stone men," Llesho objected. The dead he had seen plucked out their
eyes, the pearls of the goddess in the orbits, and not their hearts. "They
are only stories," Dognut let it be known with the tone of his voice that
he didn't believe his own words. "And from very far away. No one has ever seen
one of these stone monsters, of course." Had
the dwarf seen such monsters himself? Llesho wondered, but Dognut wasn't
through with him: "Shou is here, now, however, and he needs your
help." "I'm
not a healer." "You
know Markko." That
was too close to Llesho's own thoughts. He refused to answer. Rescue arrived in
the shape of a dark body that planted itself between Llesho and the pyre,
eclipsing the faint moonlight. Master Den sat heavily, blocking the morbid
view. He sometimes forgot how big the trickster god was; they were
face-to-face, with Chi-Chu settled like a great stone pyramid on the ground and
Llesho perched on his borrowed stool. He gave the musician at Llesho's side an
almost imperceptible nod and Dognut returned the greeting with a bow from the
waist. Then the teacher turned his attention on his pupil. "They're
not your dead," he said. Llesho
wondered if everyone had been reading his mind tonight. "Who else's?"
he countered. "How many people have to die so that one exiled prince
doesn't have to dive for pearls?" "As
I recall, one old man died of the fever. The rest belong to Master Markko.
Don't confuse shame for surviving with blame for the acts of your
murderers." "What
is that supposed to mean?" Llesho stood up slowly, his hands stiffening to
rigid blades at his sides. The
fight that Balar had denied him surged in his bloodstream. He glared at Dognut,
wishing the dwarf would go away so that he could yell if he wanted, make a fool
of himself against the safe harbor of his teacher. Dognut didn't move, just sat
watching him out of eyes that seemed to grow older the deeper Llesho looked. So
he stopped looking, took a wild swing that Master Den brushed aside with a
negligent swat. Den shifted to his feet with a dangerous grin on his face,
reminding Llesho that he fought the trickster god ChiChu, a master at the
forms. Llesho knew he should be afraid, but he grinned back, reassured. He
could beat himself to death against the mountainous figure of the god and do no
damage in his turn. "Come
on, boy." Master Den circled carefully, his arms relaxed at his sides,
palms out, his fingers curling an invitation. "Take me if you can."
Dognut
snatched up his little stool and drew apart from the combatants. His eyes
darted, measuring the battleground, cautious against sudden movements in his
direction. Llesho
hooked a foot under the camp stool he'd scrounged and flipped it over the head
of his teacher, providing a split second of distraction until it sailed out of
sight behind him and clattered to rest on the pyre. Then Llesho attacked. At
first, he fought with deadly art, raining lethal blows upon his teacher in all
the combat forms he knew. A leap, and the kick that followed it should have
crushed his foe's throat. Master Den brushed the foot away a whisper before
contact. The heel of his hand nearly landed on the breastbone of his teacher,
but this, too, was deflected with a slapping blow. Master
Den countered with a sharp jab of pointed fingers that stopped, completely
controlled, short of killing him. It hurt, and Llesho rubbed at his breastbone,
circling cautiously while he caught his breath. Den waggled his
brows with a predator's baring of teeth. "Is that all you've got, boy? A
killer of multitudes who can't even bruise the washerman!" It
wasn't the taunt about his skills, but the reminder of the dead that finally
drove Llesho into that space he needed to find. "I'll
kill you!" he screamed. "I'll kill you!" and he waded in. Art
forgotten, desperation powered each blow. He didn't know if he was trying to
forget, or to reach past his brain to the place he'd lost in the aftermath,
where surviving counted more than the deaths it cost him. When
he finally grew aware that Master Den was returning none of his strikes, not
even with the lesser blows of a teaching bout, he realized that he was held
safe in the arms of his teacher, who absorbed the blows to his huge body
without a word of reproach. "I'm sorry," Llesho whispered, his hands
relaxing into fists that clutched at the master's coat. "He's
not the least bit sorry for trying to kill you, old friend," Dognut noted
wryly from the sidelines. "Nor
should you be." The trickster god took Llesho's chin in his hand and gave
it a little shake for emphasis. "When the gods ask more than you can give,
you are within your right to take from them what you need to go on. But you've
got to stop taking the credit for other people's stupidity. Particularly
Shou's." "He's
right, Llesho. I've know the emperor since he was a boy, and no one could ever
talk sense to him." Dognut opened his folding stool and sat down again,
figuring, Llesho supposed, that the danger had passed. When the dwarf had made
himself comfortable, he picked up his argument again, sharing his exasperation
with Master Den over Llesho's head. "Doesn't get the concept of a wall
until he's beat his head against it a few times and knocked himself out
learning. The empire is no different than that wall to the revered Shou, but
it's bigger. It's not you that put him here, it's the damned idea of being an
emperor he's trying to work out with his fists instead of his brain. The Lady
SienMa will not be pleased with the rest of us, but I think she meant Shou to
get his head rattled. He's known the exhilaration of battle and the remote loss
of troops, but war has never left its mark on him the way it has on you." "And
what of the Wastrels?" Llesho threw back the challenge. "They're
going to die, and for what? It's not their fight." "True?"
Master Den asked. The
dwarf shrugged, unhappy but not denying it. "So the Dinha says." Master
Den sighed deeply, his shoulders drooping like a massive building settling into
the ground. "That's not your fault either." He
didn't sound as sure as Dognut had been about the emperor. Now that he was
thinking a little more clearly, Llesho could see the dwarfs point about Shou.
But the Wastrels were all his. "You
have to understand about the Wastrels." Master Den cast around looking for
something, then retrieved Llesho's stool from the pyre and patted out the
sparks that had caught on the legs. He took for himself the other stool that
Balar had used. It was too small for him, but he balanced himself over its
three wobbly legs anyway, whether to retain the advantage of his greater height
or because Llesho'd actually managed to land an irksome blow he didn't show.
Rather, with his elbows propped on his knees, and his eyes turned away from the
fire, he sank into a storytelling reverie. Llesho remembered another time, and
other teachings. He prepared to pay close attention. Den
started with a question: "What do you know about the Wastrels?" "They
take their name from the Gansau Wastes. They are a religious fighting order,
sworn to the Dinha as her children."
He recited what he knew like a lesson, and Master Den gave him a little nod,
gentle encouragement to continue. "They
travel throughout the known world, mostly alone, though they move freely from
land to land by taking on lesser roles, like drovers. Since they don't seem to
show any inclination to work more than they need, or acquire any possessions,
outsiders think the name comes from the common usage for time wasters. But they
learn about the outside world that way, and return home to report what they've
found to the Dinha." He
stopped, surprised. Somehow he'd thought he knew more than that. Did, in ways
that he couldn't exactly say, about loyalty and pride and survival. Strung all
together like that, though, he sensed a hole in the middle of his
understanding. "There's
another meaning of 'waste,' " Dognut hinted. Master
Den raised an eyebrow, daring Llesho to answer. But he didn't have an answer he
liked, so he waited for Master Den to fill his own silence. "Their
birth families don't depend on them for survival." Den filled in what he'd
already seen. "They make no families of their own and, in a land of
dreamers, they seldom give themselves to dreaming." "Expendable."
Llesho got it. Hated it, but he'd had it figured. "They're
not the squeal of the pig—" the only part of a pig, some would say, that
no one has a use for, "— but more like a handful of copper pennies."
Master Den pantomimed the weighing of coins in the palm of his hand. "Not
useful in themselves but valuable when spent." "The
Dinha knew they would die, and meant me to spend their lives when she'd already
lost all of Ahken-bad. Why? What does Thebin mean to Ahkenbad that it would
spend its warriors for our freedom?" "If
freedom it is—" Dognut waved his flute like a magic wand in emphasis,
"—to replace a foreign tyrant with a local monarch. But then, I've heard
that freedom is highly overrated, especially by the Tashek." "I
would be no tyrant—" "You
would be no king at all, if given half a choice," Dognut chastised him.
Llesho winced. He'd thought his misgivings had gone unnoticed. "Perhaps
Thebin means nothing to the Tashek," Master Den didn't look at him right
away. "Perhaps everything. The Dinha would have known the outcome before
she ever sent for you, but you'd have to ask for yourself why reading your
dreams was more important than her own life." He
didn't bother explaining that he'd done that and didn't understand the answer,
except that it had hurt Kagar more than death to offer up her cousin like a
sacrifice to willful spirits. Master Den had reached the end of his patience
with a reluctant student, however, and ChiChu, perhaps, never had any patience
to begin with. It was time to move this conversation past the quicksand of
self-pity. "What
about Shou?" "What
about him?" ChiChu tossed back the question, challenged him to start
thinking again. "Aren't we out here among the dead so that you can avoid
dealing with the living?" Definitely
out of patience, and cutting right to the bone. Shou wasn't a mystic, so Markko
probably couldn't kill him that way. Maybe he just needed to know that he
wasn't alone, that someone else dreamed horrors that night and survived with
him. "All
right." Llesho stood up, dusted off his coat and breeches, and headed
back. He
nodded as he passed Harlol, who lounged with his Wastrels, pretending to off
duty socializing while they watched the rear of the command tent. Dognut
stopped among them, his offer of a song for a cup of tea accepted with
enthusiasm. He'd play a soothing melody, Llesho knew, to sweeten Shou's
troubled sleep. Bixei
and Stipes had guard of the entrance, and Llesho whispered a greeting as he
entered with Master Den at his back. Habiba
acknowledged the newcomers with a flick of the eyes but Bor-ka-mar, who stood
at attention at the foot of his emperor's bed, showed by not a twitch of a lash
that he had noted their entrance. Carina
had returned from her work in the camp and she gave them a fleeting smile
before she, too, quickly returned her glance to the man on the camp bed. Shou
was awake, sitting on the bed with his feet on the ground and his fingers sunk
deep in his hair. His sleep had given him no rest: he was pale around the
mouth, his eyes sunk into dark pits. In the chancy light of a single oil lamp,
he looked like a mummified corpse. "Emperor,"
Llesho said, dropping to one knee, more to meet the emperor's gaze at eye level
than to offer obeisance. "I'm
glad you're here." Shou straightened his back and dropped his hands to his
thighs. "We have to talk." His expression was bland. If
Llesho didn't remember what it felt like to be under Master Markko's
instruments, he might have believed the act, that nothing preyed upon the
emperor's mind. But he had been in that place, and his eyes bled memories. The
emperor flinched away, then his face grew more unyielding. He wasn't going to
talk about it, and Llesho relaxed a little. He hadn't wanted to recall that
time, and didn't think Shou would appreciate the sympathy anyway. The
emperor seemed to read in his face that Llesho had joined him in a conspiracy
that was more than denial but less than fortitude. He closed the subject with a
quick nod and shifted his attention to the material present. "I'm going
back." It
made sense, but Llesho found nothing to say that would make things any better. "There's
nothing more I can do here." Shou gave his head a shake: apology, and to
clear the mist from his eyes. "Guynm is at risk. The empire is slipping
away, and SienMa is waiting for me." Not just back to Guynm, but to take
back the reins of his empire. Llesho
knew that, thought it was past time for it. "An empire can't survive on
its own." He
hadn't meant to chastise the emperor, but it came out sounding that way. Shou,
however, agreed with him. "I
finally figured that out. It's time to leave the adventuring to those with
fewer obligations." Like
the Wastrels, Llesho thought, his lips pressed closed against some
unpleasant truth he didn't want to look at. No responsibilities, except that
they took on the dangers so that others would have the knowledge to guide their
people. Like Hmishi and Lling, expendable. Maybe some day he'd come to the same
realization that Shou had finally reached, about where his duty lay. At the
moment, he felt more in common with the Wastrels than with the emperor. With
his decision made, Shou was finally able to admit, "I'm afraid of
him." Llesho
gave a little twitch of his shoulder. "So am I. But that's not why you're
doing this." They understood each other. "Try to sleep." "You
do the same." Shou actually smiled at him, not much of one, but enough to
signal the quieting of some inner storm, for now at least. Llesho
did sleep. When he awoke, the emperor was gone.
Chapter Twenty-one
OHOU'S gone." Kaydu broke off
her discussion with Lluka and Dognut over the morning cook fire. Fumbling
awkwardly with the strings of the quiver tied between her breasts, she rose to
greet Llesho with the news. "The imperial troops went with him." "I
can see that." He blinked in the morning sunlight. More
than half their forces had packed up and vanished while he slept. Those who
remained had gathered in rows on a patch of flat road at the outskirts of the
camp. Master Den was leading them in morning prayer forms to the seven mortal
gods and Llesho watched, frozen where he stood by a wash of conflicting
emotions. The patterns twitched in his muscles with a comforting familiarity
even while he felt a distance both physical and spiritual from the soldiers who
performed their prayers. With
their numbers gathered under Master Den's watchful eye, Llesho managed a quick
count. Thirty in Thebin uniform with Shokar in their lead. A handful of
Farshore mercenaries, with Stipes among them and Bixei at their head, also
followed Master Den in the exercises. With these forms his soldiers honored the
mortal gods and all the mortal earth that shaped the Way of the Goddess. A
slight change in the style, Llesho knew, shaped the hand-to-hand combat of the
Way. Bixei had learned the forms with Llesho in the gladiators' compound at
Pearl Island and he had passed on that knowledge to the Thebin troops he had
trained in Shan. Master Den looked pleased with the results. Another
ten, Tashek under Harlol, kept to themselves and performed their own rituals.
He couldn't be sure at this distance, but it seemed that Balar was among them,
not as skilled as the more highly trained Wastrels but striving gamely to keep
up. With Lluka, he reckoned there were about fifty in all. Kaydu wore the only
imperial militia uniform anywhere in the camp; he hadn't decided if he should
count her among their number or not. "Drink,
it's good for you." Dognut handed him a cup and Llesho took it, scarcely
knowing what he did. Absently,
he took a sip. It made his nose run and his eyes water, but, more importantly,
the spicy shock snapped him out of his immobility. "Thank
you," he gasped. He sat next to his brother and took another sip. Lluka
relaxed a little, as if Llesho had overcome some crisis more calmly than they'd
expected. They were wrong about that, but a fit of temper wasn't going to bring
the imperial militia back. Kaydu would not quite meet his eyes. She remained
standing, as if braced for a blow, and Llesho figured it was better to get it
over with. "Habiba?"
he asked. "Gone,"
she answered as he knew she would. "To carry a report to her ladyship, in
Shan." "Why
didn't you go with them?" He didn't mean it as an insult, but she jerked
as if a blow had indeed fallen. "The
Lady SienMa made us a unit." Reflexively, her hand gestured at Bixei,
performing his prayer rituals in front of their little band of troops.
"You think Hmishi and Lling are your responsibility because they're your
countrymen and pledged to your cause. But I'm their commanding officer, and I
don't abandon my forces in the field."
She
had stayed behind with her father when Llesho had ridden out with Hmishi and
Lling. Now, when all their efforts had come to disaster, she wanted to call
back that decision. Too late for that. He wisely kept the words to himself, but
the anger he held behind his teeth spilled into eyes gone suddenly cold. He'd
been glad for her help when she'd ridden into Ahkenbad, but her father's absence
with all Shou's imperial troops reminded him how little he could depend on
anyone who wasn't sworn to his hand directly. "I'll
find them, and I'll get them back." Kaydu held her ground. He supposed she
meant it as a pledge, but her words goaded him past good sense. "I
don't need a nursemaid to find my lost toys. I certainly don't need someone at
my back who will fly off at the whim of a magician whose loyalty lies
elsewhere." He
heard, at his left, a sudden indrawn breath—Dog-nut the dwarf, that was—while
Lluka urged him, "Calmly, brother," in his most annoyingly soothing
tones. Both
combatants had passed the point of calm, however, and Lluka just made him
madder. "Take
it back." Kaydu stood up to him, glaring, and Llesho gulped air, preparing
his next sally. While
they engaged in a contest of guilty consciences, however, Master Den had ended
morning prayer forms. "Take
what back?" he asked, joining them with his cup outstretched for tea.
Llesho hadn't seen or heard him approach. Common sense, belatedly kicking in,
told him that the master had made no effort to sneak up on them. He'd been too
wrapped up in his argument to notice a force of soldiers—this time,
fortunately, his own—come up on his flank. If they'd been raiders, they could
have killed him before he knew they were there. "Words,"
Llesho answered his master's question, unwilling to give up his righteous
anger. Fighting in their own ranks would accomplish no good for any but their
enemies and he knew that, so he added, "Too many of the wrong ones,"
as an apology of sorts. "We
have enemies enough out there," Kaydu agreed, an apology of her own as she
pointed in the direction of the grasslands. "I don't want to be your
enemy, and neither does my father. But he owes a higher allegiance, and
I—" The
thought of fighting two magicians chilled his blood, but Master Den interrupted
before Kaydu could go on. He spoke quietly, but with no gentleness about his
tone or expression. "You,
Captain, must choose: to follow, or to lead." Llesho
had expected his teacher's disapproval, so it took him a moment to grasp what
Master Den had said. Kaydu, for her part, had taken approval as her due and she
drew breath in the instant, to object. Then, understanding moved in her eyes,
as if she looked into the argument and saw a stranger where her own self had
stood. "Time
to choose," Dognut encouraged her. "We need an ending to the tale I
am composing." "I
can't." Llesho
had never seen Kaydu at such a loss. He wished their troops, surrounding them
now, would go away. Leave us in privacy to settle our grievances and move
on, he thought, but that wasn't happening. Shokar joined Lluka, with Balar
at his side. Harlol, with agony in the very set of his bones, left Kaydu's side
and joined them at his back. With leaden tread and bitter unhappiness drawing
their mouths into tight lines, Bixei and Stipes stood uneasily between,
unwilling to accept the breach at all. They
could lose the war right here, their forces dividing along the lines of an
argument that could, perhaps, have waited until they had grown more secure with
each other again. But Master Den, miraculously, had seen their case as Llesho
had. Wherever Habiba had gone, to whatever purpose, he was no longer a
part of the search for the Thebin hostages. And Llesho could not cross
the grasslands wondering when a sudden call would send his captain flying off
in another direction, to another fight, leaving a hole in his plans and a
deeper one at the center of his own cadre. The weak links must be reforged or
discarded before they cost more lives. "You're
with us, or you're not. We're in too deep for divided loyalties. That's why
Habiba left." He understood that now, and wondered if Kaydu did, and if
she would find her answer in the fact that her father had left her behind as
well. "My
father—" He
didn't think it would ever happen, but the thought of fighting both magicians
at once made him queasy. Llesho reached out to her, grasped the arm still
raised to fiddle with her quiver strings. "I will never send you against
him." "Then,
I guess I am yours." "You
think you mean that, but you don't. Not yet. But you will." Kaydu
bowed her head, acknowledgment and something more, the beginning of making it
true, he thought. Around them, soldiers and brothers did likewise. Only Master
Den looked him straight in the eye. With an ironic twist of a smile, the
trickster god said, "Spoken like a king. They have you now." "I
know." It hurt to say it. He never wanted to be king. His
brothers, raised longer than he in the royal court of Kungol, seemed to understand
what had transpired in those few words, but Lluka appeared less than satisfied.
"I'm sorry," he said, but Llesho didn't acknowledge his brother's
perception. Still didn't trust it. Divided loyalties, he thought, but
not about the throne. Lluka could have the title for the asking—he knew
Llesho didn't want it. So what fealty did Lluka truly give to him, and what of
his loyalty had he already sold, and to whom, or to what? He
couldn't afford another challenge right on the heels of his contest of wills
with Kaydu, however. He resolved to let it go for now, but to keep an eye on
this brother of his. He sat, his back to the Tashek Wastrels who had set about
striking the command tent. "Is
there any more tea?" he asked. The mundane request put an end to the
standoff, releasing the company to go about their business. Llesho waited while
his officers and advisers joined him one by one around the breakfast fire. Tensions
eased in the filling of cups. When the newcomers had settled around the kettle,
with Kaydu on his right and Shokar at his left, Llesho picked up where he had
meant to begin: "Where did they go, and what impact does it have on our
mission?" "Shou
has taken his imperial militia to Durnhag." Kaydu shrugged, a gesture to
say she delivered the message, but claimed no responsibility for its content.
"The empire requires his attention, and preparations must be made for the
coming war." "He
cannot mean to fight for Thebin," Llesho grabbed at the hope with both
hands even though common sense denied it. The emperor had his own affairs to
consider, and his own damage to repair. Thebin was far off on the other side of
the Harnlands, and no great concern of Shan. "Not
for Thebin, no. For Shan. Remember, the goddess of war sits in Shou's court
now. If the Harn turn their eyes on the empire, however, they must turn them
away from Thebin, no?" "The
Harn may see rich pickings on their border," Llesho agreed, "but that
doesn't answer what Markko wants." Llesho remembered his dream, all of
heaven in disarray, its gardens all untended. What part of the demon's siege of
the gates of heaven was the magician's doing, and out of what malice? "Markko
comes from the north," Bixei reminded them. "He's not Shannish, but
comes from my own peo- pie,
who lived in Farshore before the coming of the empire. He wants Farshore back,
and all the empire with it." "Maybe."
But Llesho had feared Master Markko before he'd ever done anything against him,
and he'd gone on the defensive from his first dealings with Bixei as well.
"But there is something about you that reminds me, a little, of the Harn.
Not your actions, which have proved your loyalty beyond question. Mostly you
don't look like any of the Harnishmen I've seen lately either. But I'd like to
know where your people came from before they found themselves in
Farshore." "So
would we," Bixei agreed. "A past among the Harn would be pretty bad,
but anything is better than a history that records nothing but slavery." Llesho
could see his point. Even Master Markko had been a slave, though high in Lord
Chin-shi's confidence. Kungol, at least, had been free until the raiders came. "It
would explain the magician's choice of allies," Sho-kar suggested.
"And maybe even his interest in Llesho? He could use a legal heir to take
Thebin from his allies." Shokar
sipped and choked appreciatively on his spicy tea, but it was Stipes who
cleared his throat. The former gladiator squirmed under the scrutiny of the
others in their circle. He'd known Llesho as a slave boy, and couldn't hide his
discomfort with this transformation into royalty. Llesho knew he wouldn't draw
attention to himself unless he had something important to say. "Speak
up. It won't be the first time your advice kept me alive, Stipes." Suitably
encouraged, Stipes bent in an attempt at a seated bow. "It's just, your
princeliness—" "It's
Llesho, Stipes, the same as always." "No,"
Lluka interrupted with a shake of his head. "He's right about that. We are
gathering our army now, we can't go on as if we are beggars at the door. The
proper term of address for a prince who is a husband of the goddess is, 'Your
holy highness'." "Among
friends and sitting as we are in the dirt, I would still want to be
Llesho," he insisted. "But whatever you call me, I want to know what
it is you have to say." "Just
this, your holy," and that shortened form of his title seemed to satisfy
Stipes in ways that Llesho couldn't begin to understand. "Master Markko
took an interest in you before he knew you were a prince. When he learned about
your birth, he took no special notice other than his usual pleasure at
tormenting his betters. But he never used you in a political way." Bixei
agreed. "He's right. If he'd valued you politically, he'd have protected you
more, until he could make use of you. Instead, he almost killed you with his
poisons. He may have come later to include you in any plots he may have hatched
to take Thebin from the raiders and hold it for himself, but he wants you first
for what you can do." "My
powers, whatever they are, have proved useless to help anyone so far." "Not
true." Kaydu hadn't been there, but she'd heard the stories. "Master
Markko always knows more than it seems there is to know. He wants to bring down
the Shan Empire, but I think that has only ever been a step in his real plan.
He sees something in you—not your heritage, not your relationship with Shou,
but you yourself—as a tool." Master
Den raised his teacup in appreciation of a trickster scheme. It made Llesho
ill. "What will Shou do?" he asked, wondering if he was just another
tool to the emperor as well. "He
said very little before he left," Kaydu warned them, "and didn't
include me in his counsels. But this much I know: the emperor will bring his
capital to Durn-hag, a courtesy about which he plans to give the governor no
option. Habiba has gone to summon the court, and to beg the Lady SienMa to join
the emperor on his war council."
Stipes,
at Bixei's side, perked up at that news. "With the mortal goddess of war
on his council, Shou cannot lose." "If
that were so," Kaydu pointed out glumly, "the governor's compound at
Farshore would not now lie in ruins, and her ladyship would govern Thousand
Lakes Province." "The
question," Master Den explained, "is not 'can the lady win the war
for the Shan Empire?' but 'will she win the war for Shou?' Even I do not know
the mind of a mortal goddess well enough to answer that one." Not
even another mortal god had the power of prophecy where the goddess of war was
concerned. But Llesho wondered about the question left unspoken: Did Shou ask
the goddess to fight his war, or did the goddess of war use the emperor of Shan
to fight a war of her own? The first test, of course, was Habiba's message.
Would she come to Durnhag? Bixei,
relieved that he did not have to choose between obedience to his captain and
the rescue of his companions, had his own question. "And what of us?" "Frankly?"
Just minutes ago it might have come as a challenge, but Kaydu shrugged, liking
her answer less than the question. "I think Shou hopes that Master
Markko's eyes will be on our efforts to free the hostages. If we are successful
in at least that much, it will give Shou the time he needs to prepare for a
greater war on his own borders." A
tool, or a ruse. Llesho hadn't wanted to know that, but Kaydu continued her
explanation anyway. "Shou
has a problem of strategy. The Shan Empire extends for more than a thousand li
to the north, but it meets the Harnlands only a day's march from Durnhag. The
Gansau Wastes extend for twice that distance to the west, but share much of
their eastern border with Shan and this, their southern border, with the
Harnlands. And the grasslands of the Harn stretch even farther to the south and
west." Llesho
remembered another time, a map of the world spread on rugs in a silk tent. The
Lady SienMa had tutored him in the facts of political geography even as she had
questioned him to learn all he knew about the Harn. "I know they've sent
raiders into Shan, but would the Harn risk a full-scale war with the
empire?" Shokar
shrugged, answering, "If they'd won at the imperial city last year, they
might have carried the empire the way they conquered Thebin by taking
Kungol." He
gave a little shudder, remembering, no doubt, the wonders and terrors of that
battle. Shokar was a quiet man, like their father, and a warrior only by dire
necessity. "Master
Markko will doubtless assure his followers that they have allies in the
provinces to the north," Bixei pointed out. "But how many of the
clans will follow him?" "He
will attract the bandits and free-roaming warrior class," Lluka offered.
"The family bands will likely resist, at least until they see how the wind
blows through the grass." Llesho
wondered how his brother knew, and regretted the suspicion. Lluka had a subtle
nature, a slyness to his expression that hid unspoken calculations, but he
would not take common cause with the murderers of their parents, and their
sister. They
all, brothers and companions, offered what advice they could, but none of them
had seen the gardens of heaven in their disarray. "Master Markko may have
fixed his gaze on the Shan Empire, but the demon who lays siege to the gates of
heaven came from somewhere. What is Markko's connection to that?" "A
question worthy of a king on a quest." Dognut added applause to his
praise, setting down his teacup to clap his hands. Llesho
thought he ought to be angry, but he could find no sign of ridicule in the
dwarfs open face. A question surfaced like flotsam in his mind—why had the
dwarf, Shou's
own minstrel, stayed behind when his master had marched?—and vanished again as
their circle began to stir for departure. Master Den threw the dregs of his tea
into the fire, and stood up, his eyes searching out the grasslands still hidden
by the distance. "I think that I will find myself a likely trench." They
all knew it was time to ride, then, and followed the trickster god to their
feet, if not to the shelter of a likely rock. With a nod to Shokar and Harlol
to follow, Kaydu went off to set the troops in motion while Bixei and Stipes
added their muscle to the task of striking camp. Llesho
would have gone to ready his own pack, but Lluka stopped him with a firm grip
on his arm. "I don't know what I have done that you distrust me, Llesho,
but I swear I wish no harm to you." Balar
watched them both, shifting uncomfortably from one foot to the other. "I'm
the one who told Kagar to hit you," he agreed, "If anyone deserves
your distrust, it would be me." "And
yet," Llesho told him, "I trust you completely to do what you think
best in as direct a way as you see. Your complexity is logical; music has
taught you respect for each string of your instrument, but that a string, to
sound, must indeed be plucked." For
Lluka, he could only shake his head. "There's a twist in your thinking I
can't see around. I don't believe you want to hurt me, but we may disagree on
what that means." "Is
it because I have lost my gifts?" Lluka asked him, "or because you do
not accept what my gifts have to show you?" Llesho
shook his head and returned his brother's grip on his arm. "I don't trust
your conclusions. You would lead us into blind retreat because you confuse the
darkness and chaos of your vision for the death of all possible futures. But
there are more possibilities than no future at all on the one hand, or no
ability to see the future on the other. "Fear
of what you see, or don't see, has clouded your judgment. If we are at the
center of actions that create the future, we won't be able to see what we've
made until we make it. That's not the same as having no future. I worry that
you will trade away the choices I need to make to keep things the way they are
now rather than risk an uncertain outcome. And I think that if you do, you will
fulfill your own prophecy." Lluka
pulled his hand away as if he'd been stung. "I will not hurt you," he
said, "I will never hurt you." And he ran. "I
don't understand him," Balar admitted. "But I know he loves
you." "It's
not his motives I distrust." And he realized that was true. Balar
sighed. "I wish I still had my instrument," he said. "Music
helps me think." On
the verge of a tart remark about the relative value of their losses, Llesho
stopped himself. He knew the cost of his own: a life of slavery and flight,
Master Jaks dead, his brother and his friends in the hands of his deadly enemy.
Adar was brother to both of them, however, and he did not know what the musical
instrument had meant to Balar, or what connection it had to his gifts. He only
knew one thing for certain. "It's
going to get worse before it gets better." With a nod of parting, he went
in search of his pack.
Chapter Twenty-two
THE riders of the Harnlands were
said to keep to the saddle from birth, eating and sleeping on the backs of
their swift, sturdy horses. They wore soft shoes, their feet never touching the
land they wandered as they followed their herds of horses, until they died of
old age in their saddles and toppled to the ground. Llesho
had never seen a Harnishman die of old age in his saddle. He didn't know if
their shoes were hard or soft. During the Long March, however, his captors had
paced their prisoners on horseback, never leaving their saddles even to
separate the living from the dead. He had crossed the grasslands on foot, or in
the arms of his countrymen, and hadn't ridden again until the Lady SienMa had
picked him out of the practice yard at Pearl Island. She'd found in him a
skinny excuse for a gladiator-in-training and put him on the path that Lleck
had set for him. Now he spent so much time on horseback that he wondered if the
condition of being Harnish was something you caught through your saddle, from
the land. Effortlessly adjusting his weight to the shifting gait of his horse,
Llesho figured he was becoming more of a Harnish rider with each passing hour. But
if a Thebin prince was becoming a rider, what had the Harnishmen become who had
invaded the Palace of the Sun to kill the king? What did it make of the spies
and saboteurs a thousand li from Thebin, who left their horses behind to swarm
the narrow streets of Shan? And what did a magician from the North have to do
with any of it? What hold did Master Markko have on the grasslands, and why did
the raiders follow him? He needed answers to those questions before he sent an
army against the magician—had to know if they faced him at the center of his
power, or far from the source of his energy. And they were running out of time
to find out. There
was no line in the dirt, with wasteland on one side and grasses on the other,
but they had left the Gan-sau Wastes for the Harnlands sometime during the
afternoon. Llesho wasn't exactly sure when: the hills had risen but never
seemed to fall again. The grasses had thickened and the air had thinned. One
moment the horses walked past tough sedges, the next they trod patchy grasses
growing more tender as the air took on a sweet smell, cool with water. They
pushed their way through a dense thatch of knotted roots with grassy stalks
brushing their heels in their stirrups, onto an expanse of tender green cropped
close by grazing sheep and horses. Llesho tried to keep his mind pinned to the
moment, but past and present muddled themselves in his head. He didn't know
this route. The Long March hadn't come this way, but the smell of the air over
the grasslands was like no other. He'd forgotten the taste of water in the
wind, the balm of it on the skin tight over his cheekbones. After the parched
heat of the Wastes it should have been a blessing, but the child of his
memories quaked inside him. Now,
he reminded himself, not then. Kaydu rode beside him, one hand
on the reins and the other wrapped around Little Brother. The monkey was
uncommonly quiet, his own face as drawn with worry as that of his mistress.
Dognut, surprisingly, had refused his place in the baggage and reclaimed his camel
and the small saddle the
Tashek had provided when they left Ahkenbad. He rode up on Llesho's other
side—the better to record the tale of their quest, he'd insisted—and Llesho had
not objected. A dark look, however, put an end to the cheery tune the dwarf had
started on his flute. As had become his habit, Master Den walked with his hand
on the bridle of Llesho's horse, making soothing clucking sounds; whether he
meant to calm horse or rider wasn't clear. Lluka and Balar rode behind them.
Llesho felt like he rode with a target painted on his back, but Shokar followed
after, with Bixei and Harlol leading their small forces. They
had sent Wastrels to scout the way but had no need of an advance guard. The
grasslands were flat enough that a rider with sharp eyes could see almost to
the end of the world. Not even Harnish forces had the skill to move unseen
against them in daylight. "We'll
find them and get them back safely," Kaydu insisted, as if she could draw
him out of his memories with her certainty. Her doubts leaked around the edges
of her dark, serious eyes, but he wouldn't tell her that. "We'll
find them," Master Den agreed. He made no promises of safety, and Llesho
wondered what he would have to pay for his brother and his friends. "Just
another piece of your soul." Llesho
stared hard at the trickster god who walked beside him. He knew he hadn't
spoken aloud, and Kaydu looked too confused by the trickster's words to have
heard the question. But Master Den had answered his thoughts, so there seemed
little point in hiding behind silence. "Haven't
I paid enough?" Master
Den shook his head. "You haven't even begun, child." "Why
does it have to be that way? You're a god. Why can't you help them?" "Them?"
he let the persona of the washerman fall away and asked the question as ChiChu,
the trickster god. "By 'them' do you mean the healer-prince, Adar? Or your
sworn fighters Lling and Hmishi? If you could choose, who would you have me
save?" "Can't
you save them all?" "The
gods who find you interesting aren't in the saving business. The best you can
hope is that they'll keep an eye on you as long as your quest amuses
them." "A
little harsh, don't you think?" Dognut muttered under his breath, but he
subsided into silence at the trickster's raised eyebrows. But
Dognut was right—ChiChu's words did not ring true. Lady SienMa had suffered
losses of her own, and she had not seemed amused. Heaven itself lay under
siege: sometimes, in his dreams, Llesho thought he heard the Great Goddess
weep. "I
don't know why, but you're lying. Nothing about this, from the moment I walked
away from the pearl beds, has been that simple." What part his own
struggle played in the battles waged above his head he didn't comprehend yet,
but he knew he did more than prance and caper fonthe entertainment of the gods. "Maybe."
Master Den gave a nod to concede the point, but he smiled, satisfied, with it.
"That's what a trickster god does best." "I
hope that's not the best ChiChu can do. A simple pearl diver has seen through
the lie, after all." "No
more a simple slave than a simple lie," ChiChu returned the challenge.
"Perhaps a trickster would hide a lie within truth with the appearance of
a lie. Beautiful sky, isn't it?" That,
at least, was a truth, though not the one Llesho wanted to hear. Master Den
shut his eyes, letting his grip on the bridle of Llesho's horse guide him as he
turned his face into the sunlight. Llesho trailed his fingertips across the
silver chain at his throat but passed it by to close his hand around the pearls
that hung on a plain , cord around his
neck. The trickster god had ended the conversation, but maybe Pig could be made
to talk, in the interest of his mistress. Until
he figured out how to summon the Jinn into the waking world, however, he would
have to puzzle out his fate alone. Like what had drawn the mortal goddess of
war and the trickster god ChiChu to his cause? Why of all the pantheon of gods
mortal and immortal, these two? Why, of all the magical creatures in heaven and
earth, had he drawn the attention of dragons? Out of all the pantheon of
deities, he could have done better for his cause. But
maybe not. Lacking the strength of great armies, he needed cunning and the
ruthlessness to prevail. If he won, he might call on Mercy, Peace, and Justice
to teach him to be a wise ruler, but they would be no use to him now. That
wasn't true, of course, if he were judging honesty here. "In
spite of everything, I trust you," he admitted to himself and his teacher. "Then
I haven't taught you very well." Master Den's eyes opened with a sly smile
that rearranged his features into something that harbored deep secrets a
washerman never could have kept. "You
will teach me how to perform the duties of a king in an age of magic and war,
as you taught Shou and his father before him." "Hope
I do a better job at it," Master Den muttered under his breath. They both
remembered the way Shou had looked when last they'd seen him. Devastated, his
soul a barren land swept by scouring winds, Shou's ordeal had left him too
empty even for remorse. Llesho knew the strength of the emperor, however, as
well as he had come to recognize the mistakes he made. He had, after all,
survived his captivity, and he would do what he must to hold the empire
together, even knowing that nothing would remain of him when the task was done. "Like
Shou, I won't thank you for what you've done," he confessed. Like Shou, he
knew that he would pay dearly for the favors of the gods. "But I'll use
you when I must, to save my people and the Great Goddess who weeps in my
dreams." "I
take it back." The god gave him a little bow. "I'm not the only one
who has taught you well." An
image cleared in the mist of Llesho's mind. He saw himself stretched at the
feet of the Great Goddess, an offering, not quite alive, not truly dead, but
emptied of the world. "What
did you see?" his master asked; sharp eyes had marked the moment when
Llesho left him for that other world, and gauged the slow drift of his return. "I
don't know." Llesho shook his head, and repeated, when a worried frown
escaped Kaydu, "I don't know what it was." Both
would have had more from him, but this time he ended the discussion himself.
Out of the uneasy silence that descended, Dognut skittered a song,
"Merciful Wisdom," softly across a tiny flute. He knew the tune, and
thought he could use more of what the song promised on this quest. For now,
he'd make do with what he had and appreciate the sunshine. Master
Den had been right about the day. If he could not enjoy it, exactly, he could
at least steal an hour for peace and beauty. Perhaps that was mercy enough, for
now. After a long moment, Kaydu released him from her sharp scrutiny. Master
Den seemed himself again, but Llesho knew better than to believe in
appearances. Neither of them would forget, but for a while they rode on with
nothing to disturb the silence but the call of the birds overhead. "Riders
on our flank!" The voice from the ranks drew them to a halt. Llesho
wheeled his horse around and located the blur of riders still far in the
distance. The Harnishmen had likewise seen Llesho's party; he could tell by the
blur of their dust that they now closed the distance at a gallop. With a quick
kick of his heels, he urged his own horse to speed, leaving behind the voices
calling for him to wait until it became clear he would not stay his course.
Then he heard powerful wings beating the air, and a great hunting bird passed
overhead. Kaydu, in the shape of an eagle, caught a thermal and spiraled high
above them before streaking away to scout the strangers. The sounded of drumming
hooves followed. He looked back, found Harlol and Bixei gaining on him, and he
let them. "Wait!"
Bixei made a grab for Llesho's horse, to keep him there. "Let Kaydu find
out if we are facing peaceful herdsmen or Master Markko's raiders." Harlol
watched him, wondering, it seemed, if his Dinha had mistaken this quest and
cast her Wastrels at the feet of a madman. But Bixei eyed him with real fear
for a headstrong prince. "I
don't want to die," Llesho reassured his companion of too many battles.
"That's not what I was trying to do—" Bixei
didn't look reassured. "Then why did you ride out alone to meet the thing
that tortured the emperor of Shan to madness?" Shou
was, for both of them, the model of a heroic king, a warrior prince. That he
could be so brought down in heart and soul boded ill for all of them, but most
of all for Llesho, who was the magician's special prey. "Master
Markko isn't out there. I feel it when he's near, when he sees me. And right
now, he doesn't." He
couldn't explain it, but Harlol seemed relieved by the words anyway. He nodded
to confirm Llesho's observation. "When Ahkenbad turned the evil magician
away, Prince Llesho knew. Later, when Habiba brought an army to his rescue, the
prince felt the approach of his allies from afar." "So
much for no special powers," Bixei noted, then asked the practical
question. "If not Tsu-tan, or Master Markko himself, who are they?" Llesho
shrugged. "I don't know." He almost laughed with relief and Bixei
gave him a nervous look. "But they don't know me either." They
rode through a land of evil memories, into danger with yet more terrible danger
beyond, but the thin air blew constant breezes on the great grassy plateau,
reminding him of home. Their desert clothes rippled and snapped smartly, like
banners in the sun. A smile sneaked back onto Llesho's lips His mount had
wisely ignored the debate for the joys of the juicy grass and the wildflowers
that nodded everywhere. Llesho could take a hint even from a horse. "Does
that mean we can wait for our side to catch up with us?" Harlol squinted
into the distance, watching the advancing shadow that would resolve itself into
riders soon enough. With
a reassuring slap on his horse's neck, Llesho slipped from the saddle. "We
wait," he agreed. He
faced into the press of the wind and imagined the cool hand of the goddess
wiping the sweat from his brow. Hunger growled in his belly, a simpler demand
than any emotion, and he dug a roll of Tashek fruit leather out of his pack.
Tearing off bits with his teeth, he chewed energetically, enjoying the tastes
of dates and figs and apricots blended into the pounded fruit paste that the
Tashek dried in thick, nutritious strips for the road. Bixei tossed him a salty
round of flatbread and by unspoken agreement they threw themselves down to
enjoy the fragrant carpet of grasses beneath them and the flavors that rewarded
diligent chewing. And if his companions thought about them, they did not
mention the names of their missing comrades or the prince held hostage by a
power-mad magician. Without
realizing he was fading, Llesho drifted into sleep.
On
your feet, young prince. Who taught you to greet a messenger from heaven on
your back?" Llesho
cracked open an eyelid and peered up at the Jinn who nudged at his side with
one clovenhoofed foot. "Where have you been?" "In
a sack hanging from your neck. It would help if you would put me on that silver
chain the dream readers gave you, by the way. I could give you a jab with my
elbow when I want to get your attention." When
Llesho was awake, the pearl that Pig had become didn't have elbows, but he
resolved to do as he was asked at the next opportunity. Who knew what the Jinn
could do, given the chance? With a wave of his front hoof, Pig dismissed the
discussion. "I want to introduce you to someone you will soon meet in the
waking world." A
stoat looked up at him out of paralyzingly still eyes. It bared its sharp,
small teeth to chatter something at him in stoat language, and reached a
too-human paw to touch Llesho's foot. He let the creature do what it wanted,
though it took an effort of will to resist the urge to jump back. Pig gave him
an approving nod, and answered the stoat in Pig language, which the shrewd
little animal listened to carefully, with appropriate nods of its own. The
creature patted Llesho on the ankle, a gesture he would have taken for comfort
if the stoat had been human. In a beast, especially in a species so sly, he
half expected to find his socks were gone when he looked down again. After
a moment more of conference between them, Pig bid his friend farewell, and the
stoat turned and vanished, running through the grass. "More
company," Pig said, and vanished just as a human hand grabbed Llesho's
shoulder and shook it. "What?" "Who
were you talking to?" Bixei released his shoulder, but didn't move away.
He looked worried. "No
one. It was a dream." He reached inside his shirt, the familiar gesture to
reassure himself that the pearls still rested there, and found that, on his
own, Pig had somehow found his way onto the silver chain Llesho had worn since
Ahkenbad. There were, however, no feet or elbows jutting from the nacreous
jewel. Bixei
didn't look happy with him, but he wisely kept his peace. The sun had crested
and begun its slow fall into night while he slept. Their small army had rejoined
them, scattered in resting groups in a guarding circle around the place where
Llesho had fallen asleep. Master Den snored softly nearby while Dognut reclined
at the side of his camel, trying to teach Little Brother how to play on a reed
flute. The monkey didn't seem to get the idea, preferring to brandish the flute
wildly about him like a battle baton while he encouraged himself with hops and
leaps and wordless chatter. Within
the circle, Shokar stood nearby with Lluka and Balar, watching him with lines
of concern carved in his face. Worry had aged him even since Llesho had seen
him last in the imperial city. He trusted Shokar with his life, had from the
moment he set eyes on him in the slave market of Shan. But he wasn't sure if he
could trust any of his brothers with his truth. Wasn't even sure he knew what
that was yet. Kaydu, though, he thought would understand, when she truly gave
her loyalty. Until she threw her heart into her choice, however, he could only
trust her head so far. She
had returned from her reconnaissance and watched him from Harlol's side, her
head bent to accept the comfort of Harlol's fingers on her hair. She noticed
Llesho's gaze on her, and gave herself a shake all over as if settling feathers
or scales, though she wore her human form again. He remembered feeling jealous
of her attention, and wondered that her interest in the Wastrel had ceased to
matter to him. "It's
a small band of herders, armed to drive off wolves, but not for battle,"
she reported. "They have come ahead of their herds to challenge our
presence here, but something has slowed their pace. Perhaps there are more of
us than they had realized, or perhaps their own scouts have returned, and only
now they learn that we are prepared for combat." Llesho
considered his options. The grass smelled sweet, the fading sunlight fell like
a caress on his face, and even the horses' satisfied whickers signaled their
contentment with the afternoon. He'd give the herdsmen any ransom they asked if
it meant they would not soak this ground in blood before the day was out. "I
don't want a fight if I can help it." He hoped the clan chief felt the
same. Bixei
stared out beyond the circle of their defenses to the small band in the
distance. He calculated something that didn't take the land into account, but
his answers brought him no more joy than Llesho's did. "It wouldn't be a
fight." A
massacre, he meant. Fighting, once started between two such unequal forces,
could only end one way. "No
way to begin a holy war." Llesho had already decided. Now he needed the
herdsmen to know it, too. "They will see we mean them no harm if I go out
to meet them alone." "No!"
Balar stepped up to stop him. "Your life is too valuable to throw away on
a rash gesture." "I'll
go with you," Shokar volunteered, his features set and grim. "Yes,"
said Harlol, who understood, as a Wastrel must, that battle might be waged in
numbers, but reaching out must be done one hand to one hand. "I'm
with you," Bixei would hear no objection. He still felt guilty for the
disaster at Durnhag that had put their comrades at risk. Llesho
nodded, accepting Bixei's determination to clear his conscience of something
for which no one blamed him but himself. "Bixei will come with me. How
much threat can two men be?" Harlol
snickered. Yes, that much. If the herdsmen were what they seemed, they two
could probably account for all of them before their chieftain knew they had
been attacked. Llesho left his unstrung bow in Balar's hands, and mounted his
horse. Small white clouds bloomed overhead like silk cocoons, and Llesho felt
like he was one of them, moving with the wind across the flat plain of the high
plateau. Who could fear a cloud? The short spear at his back reminded him that
to be fearless meant to be foolish. "You
can die out here," it whispered. "You will die out here." He
would have given it to Shokar to keep for him, but it had burned Adar—not that
prince, but this one—it had found its true owner. Even if his brother could
hold it, he didn't trust the spear itself enough to leave it behind. Seeking
a safe haven, he found that his hand reached automatically to the pearl that
now hung on its own chain around his neck. Pig seemed an unlikely protector,
but Llesho realized the Jinn was the only one with the will and the ability to
do it, at least in the land of dreams. ChiChu, the trickster god, had the
ability, of course, but always one had to question his intentions. His
troops parted for him, watching silently as Llesho left their circle. Bixei, at
his side, was equally quiet so that the sound of hooves seemed to come out of a
different world. "I'm
coming, too," Harlol announced. "It will be just like old
times." "Would
that be the time you kidnapped Llesho and dragged him halfway across the
desert?" Bixei wanted to know. Harlol
laughed. "That, too. But I stood at the Prince's right hand when he waited
outside the protections of Ahkenbad to lead the army of the magician Habiba to
the Dinha. Once was a task, twice is a tradition!" Before
Bixei could answer the way his frown promised, Llesho raised his hand for
peace. "A mercenary from Farshore, a Wastrel from Ahkenbad, and a prince
from Thebin riding together will, at the least, confuse them enough to give us
time to explain," he said. "You're
succeeding on the confusion part," Bixei confirmed with annoyance.
"You've already confused me." But he subsided into his saddle with no
further challenges to the Wastrel. Which was just as well, because the herdsmen
had kicked their horses to speed to meet them. Llesho kept to a leisurely pace,
to show that he posed no threat. When they had ridden close enough to see the
glint on the herdsmen's rough weapons, he stopped and waited for the men who
belonged to this land to draw near. Their horses scarcely startled at all when
an eagle circled overhead, and swooped down on them. Harlol held out his arm,
and Kaydu settled on it, rustling her feathers into order. Together they
watched the riders approach. The
leader of the Harnish riders seemed about middle-aged, his hair a mix of gray
and black that he had straightened with the fat of a sheep and twisted into one
flat braid falling from his nape to the middle of his back. He was almost as
tall as Bixei, but broad in the chest with thick arms showing below the short
sleeves of his woolen tunic. Dark eyes narrowed over high cheekbones jutting
sharply in a broad, flat face. His hands crossed at the wrists over the horn of
his saddle to show that he harbored no hostile intent, but he returned Llesho's
study with a sweep of coarse lashes lowered to a brooding thoughtfulness. "Yesugei,"
he finally introduced himself, "A chief of the Qubal clans, who graze this
land." The Harnish language rolled low and guttural from the chieftain's
throat. Llesho
understood little of what he heard: the word for land, which sounded like a
badly formed version of the same word in Thebin, and the names by the man's
inflection. The challenge in the glance and tone stirred an answering
aggression in Llesho's bones, however. He straightening his spine in the
saddle, tilting his chin at a regal angle, but he couldn't debate the man in
the little Harnish he knew, not when the outcome would decide whether they left
the field as allies or corpses. So he answered in Thebin. When Yesugei showed
no sign of comprehension, he tried again in Shannish: "Llesho, Prince of
Thebin, asking your leave to pass this way in peace." The
chieftain's eyes widened briefly. "Dreams spring to life and move among
us," he muttered under his breath, but in Shannish. Clearly he wanted no
misunderstanding that might lead to bloodshed. Casting a glance at the
mercenary and Wastrel at Llesho's side, Yesugei said aloud, "You travel in
strange company, Prince of Thebin. But be at ease, we mean you no harm. Your
guide has simply lost his way. The season forbids a return to the Wastes, but
my clansmen will lead you safely to the Guynm Road." Harlol
bristled at the slight, but Llesho cut the air with the blade of bis hand,
warning him to silence. If it came to a fight now, they had no chance of
winning. They might delay a battle with talk until their troops arrived, but he
didn't-know what forces might be riding to join Yesugei as they spoke. "We
mean you no harm, honored chief, and ask that you grant us safe passage."
Llesho answered with a formulaic plea for hospitality that he hoped would cool
tempers growing chancy. "We will respect your herds and travel lightly
across your land." The horses would graze the clan's pasture land as they
passed, he meant, but Llesho promised they wouldn't steal any horses or inflict
any deliberate damage on the clan or its land on their way through. Yesugei
shook his head. "Impossible." Llesho
waited until the chieftain had given him his full attention again, and locked
gazes. Yesugei frowned and drew a speaking breath, but Llesho didn't let him continue. "I
follow raiders who would deliver my brother, a blessed healer, and my own sworn
guardsmen to the tortures of an evil magician who has fled into the South. Not
all the forces the Harn may bring against us will move me from my course." "My
ulus does not treat with the South," Yesugei said. Llesho
didn't know what an ulus was. He read the distaste on the chieftain's face well
enough to judge he might find any ally here, against a common enemy if in
nothing else. But he had to convince Yesugei to trust him. Slowly, he opened
his own soul to the Harnish rider's gaze, with all the turmoil and the strength
of his dawning power. Yesugei
gasped, as if he'd been struck. "Truly," he muttered, drawing himself
together, "dreams walk in the waking day." "Then
we may pass?" "I
don't have that authority." The chieftain's eyes slanted away from him
when he said it, but not before Llesho caught the sly calculation there.
Yesugei lied. What did he want to hide? "I'll
take you to the khan of my ulus. You can present your petition to him." "The
clans elect a chief of chiefs among those who share a common range,"
Harlol explained. "He is called 'khan.' The clans of such a leader among
leaders are together called his 'ulus' and may petition the khan to settle
disputes. Each chieftain pays a tax in horses and young men who serve in the
khan's army." There
seemed to be a lot of that in the world—even the religious Tashek of Ahkenbad
cast their extra young men out into the world to explore or fight or die, as
long as they didn't disrupt the peaceful order of the homes that would never be
theirs. Llesho wished for the bite of Master Den's trickster wisdom to draw him
out of the shadows of his thoughts. "It's
not exactly the Shan Empire," Harlol continued, "but it seems to work
for the clans most of the time." "You
know a lot about us, Tashek spy," Yesugei commented, deep suspicion etched
in the dryness of his drawl. "No
spy." Harlol shrugged, at a loss to explain to an outsider what seemed
obvious to him. "Just a wanderer with eyes." Llesho
nodded agreement to Yesugei's condition. "We'll present our case to the
khan, then," he said, and hastened to make clear the urgency of his
mission. "I would honor your khan and beg his indulgence. I urge speed,
however. Each moment that we delay takes my brother, and my sworn guards, a
step closer to horrible death." He
couldn't stop the shudder that passed through him as memories of Master
Markko's poisons racked his body. Yesugei
shivered in his saddle, as if he, too, felt the clench of dying muscles in his
gut. "A messenger can take your word to your forces, instructing them to
follow." "No
need," Llesho gave Harlol a nod, and the Wastrel flung his arm upward,
casting the hunting bird skyward. Kaydu pumped her wings with a harsh cry,
wheeled to gain altitude, and flew back the way they had come. The
Harnish chieftain watched her pass out of sight. He said nothing, but his face
seemed to close up against the wonders that moved unseen around him. Llesho
read the set of his shoulders and the lines of his forehead: not angry or
frightened, but very thoughtful. Not at all like the raiders who had laid waste
to Kungol. He reminded himself not to underestimate the man. This Yesugei might
not be an enemy, but no Harnishman could be considered a friend. "This
way," Yesugei said, and raised his arm in a signal to his followers.
"The settlement of the ulus is only a double hand of pais from where we
stand." He turned his horse with the pressure of his knees on the animal's
flanks, but Llesho wasn't finished yet. "How
far is that in li?" he asked, but the chieftain shrugged. "I
have never measured the grass in Shannish terms. But
we will reach the outskirts of the khan's encampment by nightfall." Another
day lost. They would lose as much time and more fighting over the
detour, however. With a glance to either side, Llesho gave his
own sign for his two companions to follow, and they set their
course in the path of the Harnish riders.
Chapter Twenty-three
THEY rode toward nightfall at a
leisurely pace so that Llesho's forces could catch up. Before too long had
passed, the line of march arrived and flowed around them, led by Kaydu in her
human form. Little Brother traveled with Dognut in the baggage wagon, unwilling
to abandon the dwarfs shiny flutes, so his mistress rode without benefit of his
monkey commentary. She nudged her horse closer and gave Llesho an informal
salute. If he hadn't already figured out what was going on, he'd have thought
she'd come up close on Harlol's side with no special purpose. The Wastrel, who
fought for his position at Llesho's side under most circumstances, shifted to
make room for her. The little smile they exchanged left no doubt about their
feelings. Not at all like the sappy glances between lovers in the ballads,
Kaydu and Harlol seemed to see in each other a prized weapon once lost but now
fitted to its proper place. In
his dream, Harlol had died with the other Tashek, had offered up his dead eyes
to Llesho on a grassy plain much like the one they now traveled. Llesho's
feelings about Kaydu confused him, but he knew he didn't want the Tashek dead
over them. For
all that she wasn't much older than he was, Kaydu was his teacher and the
captain of his cadre. She'd kept him alive on a few occasions and nervous on
others, a part of his personal landscape since he'd left Pearl Island. He
didn't want that to change, but Kaydu had always served the Lady SienMa,
through her father's command. Now she had a new tether on her heart. Fortunately,
the Dinha of Ahkenbad had put that tether, Harlol, into Llesho's hand. He
figured he could work with that. Catching
the Wastrel's eye, he gave a clench-jawed jerk of his chin, unwilling
acceptance. "Don't you die on her." He made it an order. Kaydu
looked at him like he'd lost his mind. "Are you listening to me?" she
asked. "Because I don't know what you're talking about." Llesho
gave a guilty start. He hadn't heard a word she'd said. Harlol had been
watching him, however, and he'd heard the Dinha's prediction. The Wastrels were
Llesho's to spend, as the dream readers knew he would. "You can't change
fate," he said. "Yes,
I can." Llesho brought his fist down on the horn of his saddle to
emphasize his point. "Changing fate is what this quest is about." "Maybe,"
Kaydu interrupted, "but right now, Master Den wants to see you. He rides
with the baggage." Llesho
nodded an absent acknowledgment. "Nobody dies," he said with a last
glare at Harlol, and pulled his horse out of the line of march. None of his own
captains followed. Yesugei,
however, pulled out of line with a gesture to his men to stay where they were.
The wait wasn't long. Carina, deep in conversation with Balar, flashed him a
little smile in greeting as they passed, but his brother didn't notice him at
all. Lluka, however, latched a piercing stare on the Harnish Yesugei, turning
full around in his saddle rather than let go of that scrutiny. "That
one is trouble," the chieftain pointed his chin as Lluka moved away. Llesho
had to agree, "To the Ham, probably. He resents the loss of his country
and his family." "Warn
him that your numbers are few and the armies of the Northern Khan are great. It
would not serve his dead, or his king, to make war against an ulus that has
done him no harm." By
coincidence, or so it seemed, Shokar was passing with his tiny band of Thebin
fighters as the Harnishman gave his warning, and Llesho took his meaning to
heart. No harm yet, but he didn't know how strong Yesugei's ulus was, or how
his khan might respond to even their small threat. His host was quick to tell
him. "No
army may enter the ulus of the Chimbai-Khan," Yesugei said. "However,
an honor guard suited to his station may accompany any visitor of rank." "How
many for a king?" "Fifty
will do." The number of Llesho's troops, said with a wry twist of a smile
to his mouth. "And
if I crossed your khan's attention with a thousand?" "That,
too, for a king," Yesugei acknowledged. "More would be asked to wait
their king's pleasure on their own side of our border." Llesho
judged the khan's might by what he considered a threat but the numbers always
came out the same. He hadn't had even a thousand troops in his service since
he'd tangled with Master Markko's forces on the borders of Shan Province, and
that had been more Shou's battle than his. Without the empire's backing, what
did he have? Nothing, compared to the numbers Master Mar-kko could throw at
them. But their numbers would grow, somehow. Why else had the gods dragged him
halfway across the known world? Why else sacrifice the dream readers of
Ahkenbad, if they didn't intend that he win? He
looked away so that the Harnish chieftain didn't see the despair wash through
him and spied, at some distance, a small flock of sheep and a greater herd of
horses grazing in the still of the afternoon. Harnish out- riders
kept a careful watch, unmoving as statues on their short horses while herdsmen
patrolled among their animals, gathering strays with the expertise the raiders
had shown when driving their human stock to market on the Long March. The
grass was too short, and had been the while they'd traveled, for so small a
herd to have cropped it. Llesho wondered what army awaited them whose beasts
had cleared the land down to the bone for all the li around. Fingers clenched
pale against the dark leather of his reins, he held to his nerve by a thread.
The Harnish chieftain at his side made note of his sudden tension, though he
kept his opinion to himself. I'm
not afraid right now, he would have told the man; that
other time sneaks up on me at inconvenient moments. But words refused to
come. Presently the baggage cart rolled into view with Dognut's camel, which
Harlol had named Moonbeam a lifetime ago it seemed, tied to its side. Among the
guards who surrounded the wagon, two each of Tashek and mercenary and Thebin,
he recognized the Wastrels Zepor and Danel, but not the others. The
end of the cart had been let down. Master Den, in his usual garb that served
him as well in the laundry as on the march, sat facing the way they had come.
His back rested comfortably against a heap of red tent cloths and his legs hung
off the tail of the storage bed, his toes nearly dragging on the ground.
Seemingly unaware of the picture they made together, Dognut perched at his
shoulder on a sack of clean bandages, his back to the side of the cart. Little
Brother slept peacefully in his lap as he played a marching song known for its
scandalous verses on a small silver flute. The baggage guards knew the song
well, Llesho guessed. They hid their laughter with little success behind their
battle-callused fingers. "Master
Den." Llesho swung off his horse and joined his teacher at the back of the
cart. Reins held loosely in his lap, he let his legs dangle in unconscious
imitation of the trickster god. "Master
of the washtubs, I surmise," Yesugei jerked his shoulder in a Harnish
gesture at the supplies in the baggage cart. "I didn't know that launderer
counted itself a higher rank than prince among the Thebin people." His
tone clearly suggested that such ordering of the ranks went far to explain why
a Harnish bandit sat on Kun-gol's throne. The
insult raised the hackles on Llesho's neck, and he would have returned an acid
reply, but Master Den patted his leg, as if he calmed a spirited horse. It
should have made him angrier, but to his chagrin it worked. He actually found
himself settling again. Much changed in his world, but Master Den remained a
sun around which Llesho planned his seasons. At least until he pulled the
saddle blanket out from under him. ChiChu, the trickster god, would do that. It
was his nature. As the nature of a Harnish chieftain made him prod for the
weaknesses of a potential enemy. "Even
a prince can learn a lot from the right launderer," he answered. "Washing
shirts. A useful skill for a warrior prince," Yesugei scoffed, though with
a question in his eyes. His seat on a horse should have given him a height
advantage. Llesho's head came only to the chieftain's knee, but Master Den met
his gaze on an equal level. The launderer's eyes, Llesho observed, twinkled
with secrets. "That,
too," Master Den answered. "When a prince has been sold into slavery
by enemies he had no part in making, he can do worse than learn to wash a
shirt." He
can test poisons for a witch, Llesho thought to himself.
Unaccountably ashamed of the time he'd spent chained in Master Markko's
workroom, he kept that behind his teeth. The
trickster god continued, however, with a wry smile. "When he reaches
beyond his unjustly reduced station, a prince can be taught many things." "Master
Den instructed the gladiators of Pearl Island in hand-to-hand combat,"
Llesho explained. "A
gladiator, a washerman, and now a warrior prince. You have been many things in
such a short life." Yesugei jested with a sweeping bow to Dognut,
"And this must be your swordsmaster." The
dwarf stopped his playing to raise his hands, warding off any fight between
them, a gesture at odds with his stature. "Just a lowly musician, kind
chieftain," he said, "who would record the tale of this quest in
song. I am no warrior. This monkey, however, has seen much of battle." Little
Brother chittered fitfully in his sleep, and Llesho smiled. "He saved my
life at least once," he remembered fondly, and tickled the creature under
its chin. Yesugei
laughed, disarmed by the seriousness of the curious little man and the monkey
in the uniform of the imperial militia. "My khan will have my head for
bringing before him such a motley jumble of madmen." "And
yet," Master Den countered with a familiar smile, "your shaman dreams
just such dreams, does he not, Yesugei?" "He
does," the chieftain agreed. He spent a long moment studying the gently
smiling face of the trickster god, and finally nodded, as if some unspoken
question had been answered, though not to his liking. "The dreams of the
shaman never foretell good fortune." "In
troubled times," Master Den agreed, "fortune good and evil often
travel side by side." Yesugei
rightly took this for a prophecy. "A matter for the khan to sort
out," he decided. With a bow of more respect than he had shown to that
point, he left them to regain his place at the head of the line. Llesho
had almost forgotten why he had dropped to the rear in the first place. When
Yesugei disappeared among his own small band of clansmen, however, he
remembered Kaydu's message. "You
asked to see me?" "Mm-hmmm."
Master Den closed his eyes and let his head fall back onto the folds of tent
cloth. "Did
you want to tell me something? Or ask me something?" Llesho prodded
gently. It didn't pay to be too demanding with the trickster god. "Mm-hmmm."
Master Den gave a little wiggle that set his whole great bulk in motion and
taxed the springs of the wagon. Llesho realized he was burrowing more
comfortably against the cloths at his back. "And
that would be?" "It's
a perfect time for a nap, don't you think?" Great
Sun was fading, and just looking at Little Brother, lying in boneless ease,
sapped the tension out of his shoulders. A cool breeze off the grass teased
lazily at Llesho's hair and the sound of Dognut's flute in a wistful lullaby
took the threat of old memories out of the creak of saddle leather and the
smell of the grasslands. Llesho decided that, yes, a nap sounded very good. It
seemed there ought to be more to it, though, so he asked. Master
Den shrugged, quaking the wagon they were in. "I wanted to check out this
Harnish chieftain you found for us. Now I have." A
question started to form—what had Master Den concluded?—but his teacher knew
his mind. "A
good man," he answered without being asked. "He'll do." "I
thought so, too." "Do"
for what, he hadn't figured out yet, but he was already falling under the spell
of Dognut's lullaby. Master Den took the reins from his hand and tied them to
the latch at the end of the wagon. Freed of worries for his horse, Llesho
curled up at the bottom of the cart and fell asleep. Under the watchful
protection of the trickster god and the dwarf musician, he did not dream. A
small foot tapping insistently at his ribs brought Llesho awake just as Great
Sun fired a horizon dotted with a scattering of white felt tents. Between
sleepy Winks he noted that they were smaller than he'd expected: pale mounds
huddled like nervous sheep on the grassy plain beneath a bowl of hard indigo
sky turning purple at the edges. "Are
we there already?" He stretched as he mumbled his question, and only
opened his eyes when Balar's voice answered. "Not
yet. We are on the outskirts of the Chimbai-Khan's tent city. The chieftain
Yesugei says that we can camp here for the night. He's sent word ahead to the
khan; by morning we should know whether we go ahead or die in our
bedrolls." "What
are you talking about?" Llesho needed to be at the front of his forces
when they entered the camp of Chimbai-Khan, so he untied his reins and hopped
down off the wagon. "Has Yesugei been making threats?" "Not
threats, exactly," Balar admitted. Master
Den still slept—already he had expanded into the space Llesho had left,
sprawled in untidy relaxation on the wagon floor. Dognut, however, followed the
conversation with bright, eager eyes. "Leaving us so soon?" he asked.
"I am curious about these not-exactly threats." "My
brother calls me to duty," Llesho answered. "If you want to eavesdrop
on your betters, you need to saddle Moonbeam and ride in state among the
warriors, not rattle along in an old wagon." "Moonbeam
and I have decided that, for our mutual comfort, we should spend some time
apart." Dognut rubbed his backside to emphasize his point. "Take
what comfort you can, dwarf. For myself, I can't remember a more uncomfortable
journey." Llesho could, of course. Riding with an arrow lodged in his
shoulder, trying to escape Master Markko's scouting party came immediately to
mind. It had hurt more, but nothing had humiliated him quite like bouncing
across the desert slung over the camel's hump with his face buried in her rank-
smelling flank. Not one of his more heroic moments. It hadn't turned out well
for anybody, but he didn't think Dognut had had much say in his kidnapping, and
Llesho was inclined to forgiveness. "An hour in your wagon has made up a
part of the bill for that experience, and I thank you." He
didn't mention the precious gift of dreamless sleep, but the dwarf read him
well enough to know it. "Any
time." Dognut gave a little bow of his head and picked a bamboo flute from
his quiver by way of dismissal. With
Balar riding nervously at his side, Llesho eased his horse forward, toward the
head of the line. The soldiers they passed stole glances at him with cautious
wonder when they thought he wasn't looking. He pretended not to see. "What
has Yesugei done to distress Lluka now?" He couldn't believe he'd misread
the chieftain, and Balar's next words reassured him on that account. "Yesugei
has behaved with all proper hospitality. Lluka is worried about this
Chimbai-Khan." Llesho
waited for his brother to explain. Eventually, he did. "When you retired
to the rear, Lluka took your place among the captains." "Shouldn't
that have fallen to Shokar?" Shokar, after all, led their Thebin troops. Balar
fidgeted in his saddle, spooking his horse. When he had settled the beast, his
gaze slid away, seeming to count the soldiers they passed. "What
are you trying not to tell me?" "Shokar
doesn't want the position. You know that. Lluka does want it, but can't have
it. What more is there to tell?" Llesho
blew an exasperated sigh. "I didn't ask to be king." He was feeling
decidedly put upon by his brother, and not in the least blessed by this quest
visited upon him by a dead adviser. Balar
shrugged. "We all know that. Lluka doesn't even want the kingship. He just
. . ." "Doesn't
trust my judgment?" "You're
very young, and .. ." Balar gave an apologetic shrug. "Don't take
offense, but from what we've seen so far, this quest of old Lleck's has been a
disaster. The dream readers of Ahkenbad are dead, the emperor of Shan, by all
accounts an adventurer with nerves of adamantine, has left the field in a state
of shock. His magician, who might have given us a chance against the allies of
this Master Markko, has left the field with his master. And who remains to support
our cause should the Har-nishmen in our company prove as villainous as their
brothers who laid waste to Kungol? A washerman, asleep in the baggage wagon,
who may be mad or may be the trickster god himself! "I
went to a great deal of effort to rescue you from the very fate that so
unmanned the emperor of all Shan—the Harnish raiders would have taken you at
Durnhag if Har-lol and I hadn't got you out of there. Now I find that I am
tagging behind you, with weapons sheathed, as you lead us to the very outskirts
of a Harnish tent city about which we have no good intelligence. Your Yesugei
has seen to that; he turns back all the scouts we send out to take the measure
of our position. I think that warrants a bit of concern." "Yesugei
assures me that his khan means us no harm. I believe him." "Excuse
me for believing him not at all. The emperor of Shan did not fare so well as a
guest of the Harn, and yet you put less faith in your own brothers than you do
in this stranger from the race of Thebin's enemies." Llesho
had his own doubts, and couldn't really blame his brothers for their concern.
Master Den asleep in the baggage wagon seemed little to wager their lives on,
but it firmed Llesho's resolve that he'd made the right decision. Master Den
had entered every battle alert at his side. He would do no less if they faced
treachery now. But Balar had raised the specter of a greater threat, and he
didn't know how to answer it. "It's
not that I don't trust you to do to what you think is right." Llesho
paused, working through his misgivings. Balar didn't wait, however. "You
just don't trust my idea of 'right,'" he complained. "You're as
certain of Shokar as if he were the ground under your feet, and I can tell when
you are thinking about Adar because of the longing that crosses your eyes when
you think of him." "It
isn't you—" Llesho meant to say, "It's me," but Balar gave a
little laugh and answered for him. "I
know. It's Lluka. I just want to know why." And
suddenly, Llesho did know why. "Why is Shokar here?" he asked. "He
brought your Thebin soldiers to fight against the Ham." Few enough of
them, for a start, but he'd come. "And
where is Adar?" "Taken
prisoner on your quest." Balar got it now. Llesho could see the pieces
falling into place, but he asked the next question anyway. "And
why are you here?" Balar
studied Llesho's face as he considered his answer. "I thought I
knew," he said, while allegiances shifted in his eyes. Llesho didn't press
him for an answer, but let the questions simmer in his mind. "And
who does Lluka serve?" They
both knew: his intentions might be honorable, but Lluka had placed his own will
above Llesho's quest, and the Shan Empire might still fall for his decision.
Adar might die. "He
wasn't alone." Balar defended their brother, as he must. They had spent
years together studying at the feet of the Dinha. "The dream readers of
Ahkenbad wanted me to bring you to them as well." "And
now they're dead." He couldn't help it, the anger he'd been ignoring since
they'd left the ruined city spilled out like acid, burning him as much as it
burned his brother. "Shou knew the danger he was facing. He's courting the
goddess of war, for mercy's sake! But none of you had any idea of the
destruction Markko is capable of. You inter- fered
anyway, and now Ahkenbad is dead. Harlol will be dead soon, and the Wastrels
who ride with him, who never would have left the Gansau Wastes if Lluka hadn't
decided his will was more important than Lleck's quest." "He
wanted to protect you." "I'm
the king. It's my quest. If Lluka wants to be regent, let him fight ChiChu for
the privilege. And if he should win against my combat instructor, let him take
it up with the Lady SienMa!" "Do
you hear yourself, brother?" Balar reached over and grabbed the bridle of
Llesho's horse, nearly losing his seat in the process. But he was determined to
have his say, and Llesho was growing as skittish as his mount. "You
consort with the most dangerous of mortal gods and are surprised that we
worry—" Llesho's
answer was a brittle laugh with no joy in it. "Mischief and war have
trained me with a harsh hand across all the li between the grasslands and the
sea, brother. What do you think they have made me, if not dangerous?" "What
they have done can be undone," Balar pleaded, "I want my baby brother
back." Eyes
bleak with the suffering he had seen, Llesho shook his head. "That child
is dead." There was nothing left to say, so he kicked his horse into a
canter and left his brother glaring at the dirt. "Welcome,
young prince," Yesugei greeted his return with a solemn nod, and
"Good evening," Llesho answered as he fell in at the chieftain's
side. Lluka
said nothing, but with a clenched jaw challenged the captains for his place at
Llesho's right hand. Neither Kaydu nor Bixei would give ground, however. With a
venomous glare, Lluka fell back to ride with Balar who seemed, after his recent
conversation, to have grown thoughtful in the face of his brothers' anger. As
they rode, the tents grew bigger, but the distance never seemed to lessen.
Llesho shot a wary glance at his host, who returned it with a knowing smile. "Few
outlanders have seen the tent city of the Chimbai-Khan," Yesugei offered
by way of explanation, "Tales judge us by what the tellers see of us: our
grazing parties, and the hunt." "They
judge you by your raiding parties, too." Llesho shivered in the rising
chill. The Harnish chieftain had tested him among the baggage handlers, or so
he thought. Now, with the hidden might of the Harnish clans eating up more and
more of the horizon, Llesho brought out his grievances for an airing. "The
horror in the eyes of the dead and the weeping of the slaves you carry away
speak louder than the songs of wandering herders." Yesugei's
head snapped back as if he had been struck. "Not every ulus rides against
its neighbors," he reminded Llesho, "But peaceful folk rarely inspire
songs." "Thebin
did, until Harnish raiders laid it waste." Llesho returned cut for cut in
this duel of words. But
Yesugei had the sharpest return, an almost lethal blow: "A
Harnish riddle asks what prize for a man who raises his head too high
above his neighbors. The answer is an ax at his neck. The Cloud Country set its
sights above the concerns of smaller men, breeding miracles the way the clans
breed horses." Llesho
had never heard Thebin called the Cloud Country before. The name conjured
images of the clinic Adar had kept high in the mountains. He remembered waking
from a fever to a window laced with clouds. The memory hurt, but his heart
opened to the name and took it in. Yesugei saw the pain that flitted across his
face, mis-guessing its cause. "Chimbai-Khan
does not concern himself with the South," the chieftain claimed in defense
of his ulus' honor. "If he'd been the Gur-Khan of the Golden City,
however, he would have set a watch for axes at his neck." The
Golden City was a common name for Kungol, carried with the legends wherever the
caravans passed. According
to the tales, the city was so rich that even the houses of the lowest street
sweepers were made of gold. They weren't, of course: not that rich, and not
made of gold; the color came from the plaster on the houses. The plasterers had
more work than they could handle during the season when the caravan road was
open, repairing the corners of buildings where the foolish had broken off
pieces to spend. "There
was no gold," Llesho said, No one had profited from the legend except the
plasterers, and even they did not escape the Harnish raiders. "It was just
yellow mud." "And
the miracles?" Yesugei asked. Llesho
smiled, no humor in it, but no bitterness either. More like the serendipitous
discovery of wild nettles blooming in the snow: too beautiful to ignore, but
too painful to touch. "Yes, the miracles were true." His
answer didn't seem to surprise Yesugei, but it didn't please him either.
"Outlanders see all the Harn-lands as one country, with one scattered
people in it. But that isn't so." "No."
He accepted that Yesugei believed what he said, answering questions Llesho
didn't know to ask. Llesho had to find the truth for himself, but he wondered
why Yesugei was giving away what he could trade. Impulsively, before Yesugei
could continue, he asked a question he should have been figuring out on his
own: "Are you a teacher?" "To
teach a dream?" Yesugei eyed him thoughtfully. "Perhaps, in a small
way. Your masters would make you a king. The gods would make you a miracle. Who
will make you into a human being?" "I
thought I was one of those already." Yesugei
ignored his retort. Weighting his words with importance, he asked, "Do you
know where the term 'Harn' comes from?" Llesho's
formal education had ended in his seventh summer, and this was something none
of his masters since had bothered to teach him. He shook his head, again
reserving judgment on the explanation Yesugei gave. "'Harn'
is a name the Tashek have given, and which they take everywhere the caravans
go. It refers to the wind blowing on the grass, and names us not for who we are
or where we come from, but for the fact that we never settle, always following
our herds as they graze. In the South, the Uulgar people share that name, but
are no friends to the North." Llesho
had heard of the Uulgar before. The explanation came as no surprise, therefore,
though he didn't believe it was that simple. "These Uulgar killed my
parents, my sister? Sold my brothers and me into slavery?" Yesugei
shrugged. "I don't know. The ulus of the Qubal clans never travels the
Southern Road. I wish you only to remember, when you meet Chimbai-Khan, that he
wasn't there at the death of the Golden City." That
sounded like something Master Den would ask of him. "I'll remember,"
Llesho promised. He would have asked more questions, but with a jerk of his
head, Yesugei signaled a rider from his band to come forward. "We
stop here for the night," he said, and added, for the rider, "Take
word to the khan's tent that we bring the stranger of old Bolghai's
dreams." The
rider bowed his head in salute before wheeling his horse and galloped away
toward the distant tents. "Who's
Bolghai?" Llesho asked. "You
will meet him in the morning." Yesugei let his horse amble away toward the
small band setting out the frame of a felted ger-tent. He hadn't answered the
question, and Llesho wondered why.
Chapter Twenty-four
IN a dream, Llesho sat at a low,
mahogany table set with tea things under an arbor twined with vines from which
heavy purple grapes hung in bunches bursting with juice. It didn't feel like a
dream. The breeze, heavy with the scent of warm grapes and honeysuckle, swept
his cheek while sunlight played hide-and-seek between the grape leaves and the
arbor slats. But he had seen no arbor, no grapes, in the vicinity of their
camp. Emperor Shou, two days' gone in the opposite direction, sat at his right
pouring spiced tea into small jade bowls, while on his left, Pig snuffled
daintily at a dish of plums. Across from Llesho at the table a large white
cobra curled its body into the seat of a basket chair, flared hood swaying
above its long neck. "Is
this a true dream?" Llesho asked. He hoped some jumble of memories and old
stories had stewed the strange visions in his tired mind, but the emperor
dismissed that notion with a soft unhappy laugh. Pig
looked up from his plums in surprise. "Of course it's a true dream,
Llesho. The question you have to ask is, who dreams it?" "You?"
he asked Pig. It seemed unlikely, but Shou stared into his wine as if it were a
scrying bowl that might tell him how he'd arrived at this tea party hosted by a
serpent. Llesho didn't want to think about the alternative. "Not
mine." Pig confirmed what he didn't want to hear. The
snake fixed a cold and deadly eye on him. "Lleeeshhhoo," she hissed
in a high, clear voice he recognized even from the throat of a serpent. "Lady
SienMa," Llesho bowed his head to honor the mortal goddess of war in the
form by which she appeared to him in the dream. At the same time, he muttered a
little prayer under his breath that the great white snake keep to her side of
the table. Lady SienMa had taught him to pull a bow at her own hand and had fed
him fruit from a silver bowl at her feet. She made him nervous at the best of
times, though, and in her present form she scared him nearly to death. "Whyyyyy
are you heeeeeerrre?" Her ladyship slithered in undulating waves against
the rich grain of the mahogany table. Her flicking tongue glanced off his cheek
and Llesho shuddered, frozen with dread while a frantic little voice in his
head gibbered at him to run, right now, as far and as fast as he could. But she
was too close. If he moved, she would strike and he would die. He knew that,
just as he knew Shou couldn't and Pig wouldn't stop her. Fresh out of escape
plans, he answered her question. "I don't know. Where is here?" "Mmmmyyy
Dreammmmmm." "Oh."
Llesho'd figured that out for himself, much as he hated to think it. He
remembered her face in the waking world, white as the scales of the serpent and
framed with hair black as the serpent's dead eyes. But which was her true form:
the woman or the serpent of her own dreams? "Both.
Neither." He
hadn't actually asked the question, only thought it. Fine. She was a mind
reading snake and the god of war, and he had invaded her sleep to muck about in
her dream.
Instead of leaving like he properly ought to do, he was asking questions in his
head that he didn't really want answers to at all. "Aaaassskkkk,"
she said, again reading his mind. Or, he wondered, was he reading hers? The
forked tongue flicked again, touching his lip in a mockery of a kiss and he
barely held himself from a shudder. "What
happened to Shou?" He didn't mean just now, in the dream, but what had
happened to him in captivity that had left him moving dreamlike through horrors
only he could see. Pig
cut an uneasy glance in his direction. "The magician," he said
between slurps at the dish of plums. "Poisons?" Pig
shook his head. "He invaded the emperor's dreams in captivity and stole
his memories for clues to where you had gone." "Ahkenbad
is dead." Llesho stared with barely contained horror at the emperor. How
had Shou survived, when the dream readers of Ahkenbad had died of Markko's
attack on their minds? However
he'd done it, all that courage and determination seemed about to be lost to the
venomed tooth of the white cobra. The Lady SienMa, in her serpent form, had
coiled glittering loops of her white body around the emperor. Shou seemed not
to hear the conversation going on around him but absently stroked the scales of
her back as the goddess of war writhed against him, around him, tongue darting
over his face, her fangs never far from his neck. Llesho
held his breath, afraid to even think of weapons when the snake had read his
mind already in this dream. Don't kill him, don't kill him, the prayer
ran through his head as he considered seizing the snake in his bare hands to
free the emperor from her deadly coils. She would strike him dead if he touched
her; he knew that and could only sit very still and hope that she would hear
his plea. "Her
ladyship would never hurt Shou." Pig snuffled up a plum and added, as an
afterthought, "She loves him." "And
Shou?" Pig
gave a little shrug. "Who better to love the goddess of war than a
soldier?" he asked. "Does
he?" he whispered back and meant, How can a mortal man, even an
emperor, love the goddess of war. It felt like an unspeakable breach of the
emperor's privacy to be here, in this garden, seeing something that he'd never
wanted to know. But he knew better than to ignore a message from the Lady
SienMa, even in dreams. As
if responding to Llesho's question, Shou turned his head and laid a gentle kiss
on the back of the serpent where it lay in a coil over his shoulder. So
that was . . . love . . . not murder he was watching from across the mahogany
table. Between her coils, the emperor's armor had taken on the texture of
living shell, marked all over with the patterns of a turtle, but Shou didn't
seem to notice his transformation. "She
has an odd way of showing it." Too sharp. Llesho winced, waited for the
poison tooth to strike, but the lady merely pulled herself back to her basket
chair, leaving the emperor of all Shan bereft of her chill comfort. "Fiiiind
hiiiiim. Killllll him," she hissed. Master
Markko, of course, who had turned her lover's mind inward. He thought to tell
her, "I'm trying," but it came out, "I will." Stretching
the flared hood of her head high on her tall neck, the lady opened her snake
mouth wide. Out of it came the most terrible scream that Llesho had ever heard.
Trembling, he fell from his chair onto the loamy ground and covered his head
with shaking hands. "Goddess, save me!" he cried, though jumbled in
his heart he also meant, "Save us all, it hurts me, too." He woke
bathed in sweat to the bloody light of the false dawn stealing through the red
tent cloth. "Wake
up, Llesho, wake up!" Bixei shook his arm. His
voice sounded raspy and hoarse, as if he'd been calling for a long time. "I'm
awake." Llesho freed his arm and half-sat on his pallet, but he wondered
if he had awakened all the same. The dream remained too vivid, and his flesh
crawled with the memory of the great snake caressing Emperor Shou. "Oh,
Goddess, please," he
muttered, but couldn't say what he asked for. Peace, he thought. Only
peace, for one night. "What
is it? Was it a dream?" "I
saw Shou with the Lady SienMa." He couldn't tell what he had seen, the
lady as a white cobra, and Shou with the shell of a turtle where his armor
ought to be. But the the meaning of it—"Pig says she loves him." "Oh,
that." Bixie didn't seem surprised. "I hope she can bring him back to
his senses." "She's
the mortal goddess of war!" "I
prefer a more peaceful partner myself," Bixei conceded, "Of course,
I'm not a general or the emperor of Shan. "But
come outside—you have to see this. You won't believe what happened while you
were sleeping." Bixei drew a little apart to give him space to roll off
his pallet and scrub the stiffness out of his face. He
wasn't sure he was ready to confront any more surprises—Shou with the Lady
SienMa was more than enough. Bixei was waiting, however, so he straightened his
spine and walked with more firmness than he felt to the open tent flap. On
what had been an empty plain when he went to sleep, a town of white felt tents
had grown up and surrounded their little stand of red. This close, he realized
he'd been as wrong about the size of the tents as the legends had been about
the towers of Kungol. Not gold, in the khan's city, but white felt, the same
matted wool used in the raiders' campaign tents but without the black dye that
made the raiders' tents so ominous. These were immense, with round roofs banded
with elaborately woven eaves, and draped all around with walls of heavy felt.
Here and there a column of smoke rose through a hole in the center of a great
round roof. In
front of Llesho's camp a wide avenue ran, with Harnish riders passing with
brisk purpose or returning weary from some task that kept them busy during the
night. Huge white tents squatted on either side, like glowering giants over a
game of dominoes. Lesser tents scattered widely to left and right covered all
the land to the horizon. "How
is this possible?" Llesho muttered under his breath. It didn't seem to be
an attack, since weapons remained sheathed. Like a dream, the tents had come
out of nowhere, however, and unknown magics made him nervous. "The
great khan has come to call." Master Den stood to the side of Llesho's
tent, his legs planted and his elbows jutting out at his sides, his huge fists
resting at his waist. To his right and left were Llesho's three brothers and
the emperor's dwarf, and after, Llesho's captains. Behind him, all his small band
of troops waited nervously to see what command he would give them. "By
what spell?" Llesho asked. Before
his advisers could comment, a stranger darted into sight around the corner of
his tent, with Carina, the healer, following him. Llesho had seen many unusual
things in his travels, but the little man was by far the oddest in human form.
He was clearly Harnish and, though taller than Llesho, he was short for his own
people. He wore his hair not in one plait or two, but in too many to count, all
springing from his head at every angle. From the tail of each braid hung a
talisman of metal or bead, or the tiny bone of a bird or small animal. He
wore robes cut in strips to show many layers over rough leather breeches that
ended above boots wrapped close to the legs. Bells and amulets hung from silver
chains sewn onto the layers, and from the collar around his neck the pelts of
stoats hung by their sharp little teeth. When he moved or shook his shoulders,
which he did in quick, jerky gestures, the pelts flew about in a little stoat
dance. In one hand he carried a flat skin drum and with the other he reached
for the thighbone of a roebuck that Carina held out to him. Carina
herself wore a costume similar to the stranger's, with many silver utensils and
embroidered amulet bags hanging from fine chains sewn to her waist and
shoulders. The end of a long hide belt hung down in back, finished at the end
with a thick black fringe like the tail of a jerboa. The
stranger peered into Llesho's face, as if he could read the Way of the Goddess
there. Then he gave a little nod. "Small
as my thumb, yet he carries a stinging barb," he said, as if confirming
something for himself. "I'm
sorry, but I don't understand." Llesho figured he wasn't meant to, but
Carina seemed to think highly of the odd creature, so he tried to be polite.
Lluka, however, sniffed as if he scented something rank in the air. Probably
the stranger, who smelled of old sweat and rancid fat. "He's
a shaman," Lluka explained, "A riddler." "A
healer and teacher," Carina corrected him softly as her fingers busily
investigated the stranger's talismans. "This is Bolghai." Her nose
nearly touched a tiny bone that she held up for inspection. "He's an old
friend of my mother. Bolghai, this is Llesho." Bolghai
gave a little nod. "By the light of Great Moon the pack goes hunting in
dun-colored boots." Llesho
sensed the shaman had just answered his question, but once again he didn't get
it. Carina, however, seemed to have no trouble interpreting the strange
riddles. "The
first, 'small but with a stinging barb,' is a wasp; In spite of his size,
Llesho has the power to bring down a great man with his sting. The second
compares the tent city to a wolf pack, which has travelled by night to find
Llesho." There
had to be thousands of people—tens of thousands—in those tents. Llesho wondered
if he didn't prefer magic to a khan who could mobilize so great a force in so
short a span of time. The working of magic left the magician vulnerable, but a
field marshal as skilled as the khan's gave few openings for defense. Bolghai
seemed to be paying no attention as Llesho worked to absorb the changes that
had sprung up around them in his sleep. The strange little man slung his drum
over his shoulder by its thong. With his free hand, he untied from his hair the
bone that so interested Carina. This task was made more difficult because he
continued to bob his head in the manner of a small animal in the grass. Llesho
caught him stealing a glance out of bright, inquisitive eyes and an answering grin
escaped before he could consider an appropriate response. "Don't
tell me you take this creature seriously!" Lluka glared from his brother
to the shaman, the color rising in his face. "He practices the lowest
religion, using tricks and riddles to amaze the ignorant." Lluka
was going to get them killed if he didn't shut up. Llesho kept his voice under
control, but the temper snapped in his eyes and flared his nostrils. "The
Chimbai-Khan moved a city of tens of thousands to surround us during the night.
I would be cautious of calling him ignorant." "I
didn't mean the khan—" The color so recently risen now fled Lluka's face. "Then
treat his servant with respect." Llesho turned his back on his brother and
the stunned silence of their company. This was, he realized, the crux of their
problem, and he thought he had not handled it well. He couldn't back down to
his brother, however, so he returned his attention to the visitor with as much
calm as he could muster. Neither Bolghai nor Carina were paying the
argument the least bit of attention, though Llesho suspected that nothing had
escaped the shaman's notice. Bolghai
held the tiny bone on the palm of his outstretched hand. "A swan came
drinking from the silver river, then returned again to graze on the holy mountain." Carina
took it with a smile. "Mama always loves your letters," she said,
which must mean that the swan represented correspondence of some kind, and
possibly the silver river meant the ink. Llesho hadn't seen any writing on the
bone, but he had no doubt that Mara the healer would find it more informative.
He really was getting the hang of this riddle thing. "We
are accompanying Llesho on his quest," Carina continued her explanation
while she tucked the bone into a little bag that hung from a silver chain on
her costume. "Raiders attacked us at an inn on the outskirts of Durn-hag,
hoping to seize the prince for the magician who has ridden to the South. I'm
afraid they've stolen his brother-prince and others of his friends. We've come
from the destruction of Ahkenbad, and hope to rescue the hostages before the
raiders reach their master." "Deadly
birds fly in the meadows before you, birds of death fly where you have
gone." Llesho
understood that one as well—deadly birds must mean arrows, and birds of death the
carrion eaters that followed any battle. The longer he spent in his company,
the more familiar the shaman seemed. Could he have accompanied the Long March
to the slave markets? But no, Yesugei had assured them that this group of
Harnish-men had no part in the raid on Thebin. He reminded Llesho of a meadow,
though—and a conversation with Pig. "Have
we met before?" he suggested, unwilling to ask the man outright if he had
visited Llesho's dreams as a stoat. The
strange little man went still as a statue, then he patted Llesho on the
shoulder. "A sharp knife cuts deep." The
compliment made him blush. He did remember then: The stoat in the grass. Pig
had told him to trust this man. Before he could say more, however, Master Den
cuffed him gently on the side of his head. "Prayer
forms," the washerman said, "The Chimbai-Khan will want to see you
when Great Sun rises." He led them all, captains and lesser soldiers, into
the bit of grazing space left for the horses near their camp. Setting
himself a little apart, Bolghai watched with bright, eager eyes as they sorted
themselves into rows with the princes and captains at their head. Carina
followed the shaman, shaking her animal-skin robes into order about her as she
went. Master
Den began the forms with "Red Sun" and Llesho stretched slowly,
easily, reaching skyward to greet the morning. "Flowing River"
followed. The master called "Wind through Millet" and moving into the
form, Llesho became aware of the wind in his hair and the scent of the grass
crushed beneath his feet, and the beat of a drum as insistent as the surge of
the blood in his veins. He glanced up to see Carina hopping and leaping madly,
like a jerboa, while the Harnish shaman darted in zigzags and circles like a
stoat while beating on the skin drum. The
sight so amazed him that Llesho stopped in the middle of his form and took a
step toward this new sound. No one else seemed to notice the pull of the music
that took hold of him, filling him so full of the beating drum and tinkling
bells that there was no room for will. He didn't have control over his feet or
his arms, but could only watch them move on their own with a part of his mind
that recorded memories but took no part in the ordering of his actions. The
drumbeat tingled all over his skin, tugging at his scalp until a part of him
floated away, separating body from soul. Carina and the strange Harnishman
danced, and Llesho danced with them. Bolghai spun in a circle, and Llesho felt
himself spinning, spinning. His feet no longer touched the ground and he rose
fearlessly into the air while the breeze held him as securely as the waves of
Pearl Bay. Suddenly,
the music stopped. Llesho crumpled like a puppet whose sticks had broken. He
could not move, not even to close his eyes against the growing light, but he
didn't care. A pain that had lived inside of him for so long that he scarcely
noticed it anymore was gone, gone, and he settled into its absence like a
child. A whisper drifted through his mind on a breeze of thought—"Is this
a true dream?"—and scattered like a drift of smoke on his blissful smile. "Llesho?" Something
came between Llesho and the brightening morning. Ah, Master Den, and Dognut
whose name was Bright Morning. He thought he might have forgotten the dwarfs
given name once, but how peculiarly apt it seemed with his dwarfish self
blotting out the light of his namesake. The stranger, too, and Llesho's own
brothers crowded his vision. Shokar looked like he wished only to know what had
laid his brother in the grass so he could kill it, and Lluka stared down at him
as frozen as a Southern winter. "Llesho?
Are you awake in there?" Den called to him sternly, and he wondered what
he'd done wrong this time. But they weren't on Pearl Island and Master Den
hadn't spoken to him in that tone of voice since the arena at Farshore
Province. "He's
not breathing," Shokar insisted, angry and scared and with his hands
balled into fists. "Why isn't he breathing?" He was looking at Master
Den, and Llesho wanted to warn him not to punch the trickster god in the mouth. First
he'd have to do something about the breathing thing, which wasn't quite working
at the moment. He would have liked to tell Carina, but ah, there she was. He
heard her voice clear as a lark's and insistent as a magpie's. "He
needs attention. Let me see him." She knelt over him, her expression
severe. With deft fingers she felt out the bones of his neck, reaching around
the back of his head to tilt him so that his throat seemed stretched for the
slice of a blade and his chin pointed sharply at the sky. And just when he was
wondering if he would ever remember how to breathe, she leaned over and kissed
him. No, not a kiss; she was blowing air into his mouth. It filled his lungs
and then, with a gentle hand at the base of his ribs, she forced the air back
out again. Another, and he remembered how to do it himself, sighing the breath
out of himself for so long that he thought all his internal organs had turned
into air and were escaping through his mouth. Finally, when he felt flat as an
empty waterskin, he blinked, and drew breath again. "What happened?" "You
fainted, but you're going to be fine." Dognut reached around the healer to
reassure him with a squeeze of his stubby hand. Llesho
smiled back at him, warmed by the comfort that washed over him like sunshine.
Dognut was wrong, though. "I was awake the whole time. Did you see me
fly?" "Maybe
not so fine," the dwarf amended. Carina
dismissed Dognut's concern with an airy wave of her hand. "Of course he
flew. It's common when just learning the skill to forget to breathe. He'll get
better at it in time." "But
does he have time?" the dwarf muttered darkly. Bolghai
rose from his crouch over Llesho's body and peered up into Master Den's stormy
face with a stern frown. "Three are tied to a tree, but one limb is still
free." Llesho
had thought that he understood this strange riddle-language, but now he
wondered. The image was clear enough—a horse, with its feet hobbled—but he
wasn't a horse, didn't have four feet, and had escaped imprisonment a long time
back. Master Den said nothing to contradict the Harnish shaman, however. With a
frown that carved a crease between his eyes, he directed the disposition of
Llesho's body onto a stretcher and called for tea to be brought to his tent. "I
can walk," Llesho objected. When he tried to sit up, however, Bolghai
pressed him down again gently, with a finger to the center of his forehead. "Rest."
Carina added her voice to the weight of advisers treating him like an invalid.
He settled back with a growl, but his rest proved shorter than even he
expected. "Young
prince!" Yesugei rode toward them down the wide avenue that had appeared
while they slept. Around the chieftain, an honor guard of armed riders jostled
Llesho's small band of fighters, shouting challenges back and forth. "The
Chimbai-Khan expresses amazement at the presence of four princes of the Cloud
Country in his humble camp, and begs the company of these guests at
breakfast," the chieftain announced. "I am to bring the princes and
their captains, with the khan's greetings." He seemed not at all surprised
to see Llesho on a stretcher, but waited patiently for the prince to rise from
his bed and follow. At
Master Den's commanding gesture, the soldier who carried the bottom of the
stretcher lowered Llesho's feet, while the trooper at his head raised that end
up. Llesho was on the verge of a smart remark about Harnish tents growing up
like mushrooms after a rain when Master Den dropped a large open hand across
his mouth. "Of
course," Master Den answered for him. That
probably worked better than Llesho's answer, considering how few their numbers
were next to the khan's many thousands. When the tension drained from his
muscles, the hand left his mouth. Freed of the trickster god's restraint,
Llesho discovered that, like his lungs, his legs remembered how to walk and he
stepped off under his own power. He wondered briefly whether the chieftain
brought him to Chimbai-Khan as a prisoner or a supplicant, but the lack of an
answer didn't worry him much. He'd traveled with gods and battled at the side
of the emperor of Shan, so he was well prepared to face a khan with dignity.
The little he knew of Harnish customs, however, told him that for a proper
introduction, he needed a horse. With a minimal bow, polite without landing him
in the dirt again, he gave the chieftain his reply. "It
will only take a moment, friend Yesugei, to greet the khan properly
mounted." His
answer seemed the right one; Yesugei returned his bow with a calculated
gleaming in his eyes. Assured that the Harnishman would wait, Llesho turned to
Harlol, whose Wastrels soon had them mounted and ready.
PART FOUR
THE TENT CITY
Chapter Twenty-five
WHEN the horses were brought,
Yesugei quickly sorted them as Harnish protocol dictated. "The
princes of Thebin will greet Chimbai-Khan together." As Yesugei spoke, he
pointed here for Shokar and there for Balar at the right and left of Llesho.
Lluka he set on the far side of Balar. With a gesture in the direction of
Llesho's mounted forces, he added, "Your honor guard will wait for you
outside the palace of the khan, but a servant is expected to attend each member
of your party of rank. I suggest that your captains attend you in this
way." Kaydu
didn't look happy with the idea of leaving their troops behind, but she quickly
sorted out the captains, Bixei at Shokar's side and Harlol by Balar. She took
her own position watching Lluka, who sniffed indignantly at Little Brother. The
monkey had returned to his mistress and now rode in the sling on her back. Yesugei
looked over their arrangements with a frown. "If I may make suggestions,
young captain?" When she nodded permission, he went on, "The khan
appreciates amusements, as any man of discernment must, on the appropriate
occasions. An audience to bring news of war brewing in the Harnlands would not
be considered such an occasion, however." "And
for that reason, Dognut remains behind," she agreed, leaving the chieftain
searching helplessly for a diplomatic rejoinder. "But
the creature, young captain—" he finally managed, though the words seemed
to strangle in his throat. "Ah,
you mean Little Brother. He can cut a caper well enough in the cause of
spycraft, but he serves his emperor best as a courier, and I value his judgment
in matters of character." She
raised a brow in challenge, but Yesugei let it go with a shake of his head and
tried again, to make a more urgent point with her. "Have
you set no warrior at your prince's back?" "Master
Den watches Prince Llesho," she answered, as if it should be obvious. Master
Den took this as his cue to step up and loop his hand in the bridle of Llesho's
horse in the familiar way he had of walking at Llesho's side. "As always,
young prince." Not
always. He'd chosen to follow Shou in Durnhag. But he was here, now, and Shou
was still alive, which maybe the trickster had a hand in. The chieftain cast a
doubting glance at the washerman, the only one among them on foot. Something
passed between them, however, a whisper of laughter behind Den's bland
expression, that left the Harnish chieftain shaking his head. "And the
Lady Carina, friend of our own shaman, will make a welcome ninth," he
said, dismissing Little Brother from his count. "A proper number with
which to greet the khan." The
number of their party having met some sacred requirement in Yesugei's mind, he
led them onto the grassy avenue that had come into being during the night.
Young riders had gathered in their path, boasting and jostling as the chieftain
led them out. With his guard arrayed around him, Llesho's way remained clear until
one rider eluded his defenses and came too close, whistling and hooting
derision as he aimed his horse to cut Llesho from the herd. In a countermove
too fast and subtle for Llesho to catch, Master Den tipped the rider's foot
from its stirrup and dumped him to the ground. And in a move that everyone
could see, Little Brother leaped from the sling at Kaydu's back and landed on
the boy's chest, berating him with the high, chittering complaints of his
monkey kind. The
boy on his backside, taken down as it seemed by a monkey in an imperial
uniform, drew the laughter of I his Harnish companions, but the anger sparking
in his eyes could easily become a weapon in the hand. Llesho considered his
options, and dismissed them one by one. It would be just his luck to kill the
fool and discover he was some favored son of Yesugei or a relation of the Khan
himself. Instead, he set his chin at an arrogant angle and gave Yesugei an
ominous warning. "If your children want to yap at my warhorses, they'd
better be ready to get stepped on." A
condescending smile began on the chieftain's lips— the monkey, after all,
traveled in Llesho's company—but he quickly recognized the dead light of too
many battles glinting in Llesho's eyes. That's right. Don't mistake me for
the innocent child I have never been, Llesho thought. When he was certain
he had shaken Yesugei's complacency, he completed the warning. "Your
unblooded warriors are playing a game with wooden swords against men and women
who have come through fire and storm. We have stood in the rubble of Ahkenbad
and seen legends spring to life, and we come to you fresh from battle with your
Southern kinsmen. Our nerves are short and battle reflexes sometimes outrun
good sense. I don't want to start a war with your khan over a
misunderstanding." They
could not win against so many, but more than Llesho's troops would die in a
fight here. "My
pardon, Prince Llesho." Yesugei snapped a command at the young Harnish
riders, who answered the command
to order with some resistance. That challenge would have to be met, Llesho
knew. If he were to make an ally of the khan, they had to find a way of
settling warriorly precedence without killing anyone. In the meantime, however,
Kaydu collected Little Brother with an insulting sniff and older horsemen rode
to meet them, offering joking insults while they expertly herded the younger
men to the fringes. Harlol's Wastrels kept them there. The Tashek warriors held
to no formation but rode with fierce expressions, their hands on their sword
hilts in a familiar gesture of readiness even the Harnish-men knew better than
to cross. With
so many horsemen milling in the space between the ranks of mighty tents, the
avenue didn't seem so wide anymore, and Llesho was glad to see the youthful
riders fall to the rear of the cavalcade, away from trouble. "The
Lady Bortu sent us to welcome the child prince," the eldest among the
newcomers explained with just enough weight on the words to suggest that the
lady considered them all children. A
delicate sop to his pride, Llesho noted, while the elder statesmen taking their
places as his wardens assured that cool heads would rule. This lady had some
power in the Harnish tent city, then—at least until the Chimbai-Khan decided
his honor had been crossed. "This
child of war thanks her ladyship," he answered, and gave too much away in
the smile at this man who looked like a grandfather. The
man pressed his lips together, doubting. "This is the one?" Yesugei
raised a hand, open-palmed, with a shrug. "That remains for Chimbai-Khan
to discover." He sounded sure in spite of the words, and the old rider
shook his head. Llesho had the feeling he had ridden into the middle of an
argument that was about to sweep him up whether he wanted it to or not. The
tent of the Chimbai-Khan stood across the far end of the wide avenue, watching
them, it seemed, down the grassy cut through the center of the wandering city.
They rode in silence for longer than Llesho would have thought possible, while
tents rose up on either side of them and passed behind. "It's
bigger than Kungol," he muttered under his breath. He hadn't expected
anyone to notice, but of course Master Den heard everything. "Probably,"
Den agreed, and added, "The North is on the move." Chimbai-Khan
had not moved his city overnight to impress a deposed boy-prince or his small
band of followers. War between the clans meant opportunity for a khan as well
as bloodshed for his people. Llesho was quick to grasp what that might mean for
his cause. Absorbed in considering strategic outcomes of his coming meeting, he
scarcely noticed the white ger-tent at the end of the avenue growing larger in
his field of view until it had filled the horizon. They
had come to the farthest reach of the city, beyond the tents standing guard
over the alley. Yesugei halted at a broad grassy square where riders held races
on horseback in front of a ger-tent large enough, Llesho estimated, to hold
hundreds of people in council. It had looked as white as its companions from a
distance, but close up, Llesho realized that the thick felt of Chimbai-Khan's
ger-tent and its roof flap were covered in silver embroidery. The camp had been
arranged so that the rays of the Great Sun, rising, flashed and glittered
blind-ingly on the polished threads. "By
the Great Goddess, it's a palace," Llesho breathed. The
chieftain gave him an inscrutable look. "That's exactly what it is,"
he said. They picked their way slowly across the playing field to a small band
on horseback ranged across the entrance. "I
bring supplicants to beg the Chimbai-Khan's favor," the chieftain
announced. "Carina, friend to this ulus and beloved daughter of the healer
Mara, brings to the khan's tent , as prophesied by our shaman, along with his
brothers and servants." "Enter."
The centermost horseman of the small band of guards raised his hand in a
gesture of welcome, and the warriors parted, leaving a path open to the door. "Your
honor guard will receive welcome from the khan's warriors," Yesugei
assured Llesho, who gave a signal for his forces to stay where they were. He
dismounted, a sign for their party of nine to do likewise, and held out his
reins for a Tashek warrior, who took them, in the manner of their Harnish
hosts, without leaving the saddle. When the horses had been led a little apart,
Yesugei likewise dismounted and directed them through the tent flap that
covered the open door on the great khan's traveling palace. As
large as the ger-tent looked from the outside, it seemed even larger from the
inside. Following Yesugei they trod thick furs and dense carpets. Llesho caught
glimpses of tent walls hung with thick tapestries, with mirrors in elaborate
frames and sculptures in bronze and silver inlaid with coral and lapis.
Obscuring his view of the decorations were ranks of the Harnish nobles and
chieftains. The youngest among the nobles, the guardians of the khan in their
deep blue coats and cone-shaped hats, stood at attention with their backs
nearly touching the circular wall. Their hands never strayed to their swords or
to the short spears in the scabbards at their backs, a grave insult in the
greeting of friends, but they watched with fierce glares on their faces as the
khan's guests moved toward the firebox at the center of the tent. In
front of the khan's personal guardsmen, the nobles of middle age and greater
sat in an inner circle with one leg tucked under them and the other bent so
that the knee nearly touched their chins. Men and women together watched with
grave eyes beneath elaborate headdresses, their hands lost to sight inside
their long, brightly patterned sleeves. Centermost
of all, and closest to the fire, chieftains of the many diverse clans of the
Qubal people sat in uneasy alliance. These struck Llesho as the most
thoughtful, and the most wary, of the khan's retainers. As he passed through
their circle, Llesho felt eyes tracking his party, judging him by his demeanor.
He'd have to convince every one of them if he wanted the khan's help. It looked
like he had a lot of work to do there, and he figured it started now.
Stiffening his spine, he puffed out his chest and sharpened each step into a
challenge. Balar
noted his change in posture with a quick nervous glance, as if he'd suddenly
lost his mind, but Shokar followed his lead, only more impressively because of
his greater years and bulk. He didn't have to worry about the impression his
captains made. The three of them shadowed the princes like hunting cats; Kaydu
and Bixei with the forthright stalk of tigers, and Harlol, slinking with the
desert grace of a leopard. Master Den, like a mountain on legs, had dropped the
open simplicity of the washerman. His sly glance cut from side to side with the
narrow-eyed calculation of a butcher measuring a flock of sheep. Young warriors
on the fringes stirred uneasily. Though Master Den carried no weapons, Llesho
felt infinitely comforted to have him near. Carina,
however, reached up and smacked the trickster god hard on his shoulder.
"Bolghai is my teacher and a friend of my mother," she reminded him.
"Don't give him cause to report ill of me." He
hadn't seen Bolghai in the khan's tent yet, but Carina's chiding reminder
warned him of the shaman's presence. Master Den seemed not at all surprised at
her words, but summed her up with mischief in his eyes. "The lady shames
me," he said, and bowed to acknowledge the hit. "As
if I could!" Carina laughed at him, but Llesho was not feeling amused. "Have
I met even one person on this quest who is who they say they are?" he
grumbled under his breath. Carina
looked at him with surprise. "I am the daughter of my parents, both of
whom you know, and a healer in my own right, which you also know. I've had
teachers just like you have, and Bolghai the shaman is one of them. That makes
me a good healer, not a liar." Llesho
didn't know what to say to that. It was true enough, but he still felt
betrayed. "He's Harnish," he said, though he knew it would only make
her madder. It
did. With a disgusted "tsk" she shook her head at him and scampered
away, her shaman's garb giving her leave to act the part of the jerboa it
mimicked. "You
handled that well." Master
Den was laughing at him and Carina was mad at him. Could his life get any more
embarrassing? Apparently so, Llesho discovered. Just ahead, the khan sat anjid
the royal family on a raised platform, watching every shift in the Thebin
prince's expression from across the central firebox. A little older than
Shokar, perhaps, Chimbai-Khan held the same pose as his lords, his arms crossed
over his raised knee. He wore a full caftan of red-and-yellow brocade under a
dark blue sleeveless coat woven with intricate patterns in it: waves at the
hem, dragons floating at his knees, and clouds scudding to the waist. Diagonal
stripes banded his breast. His cone-shaped hat and the ornate scrollwork that edged
the fronts of the coat were heavy with gold threads. At
the right of the khan sat a woman of middle years dressed all in shades of
green as rich as the Khan's garb in spite of the simplicity of her color. A
towering headdress of silver foil covered in large beads of coral and turquoise
obscured all but her eyes with hanging jewels. At first glance, her smile
seemed to welcome them warmly. On closer inspection, Llesho trembled at the
ser-pentlike calculation in her hard dark eyes. She reminded him of the Lady
SienMa, not as a woman but as the white cobra he had seen in his dream. What
are you? he wondered. With a nervous shiver, he let his gaze pass on. On
the left side of the khan, both a little lower on the platform and a little
behind the royal pair, an old woman in equally gaudy attire watched Llesho. Her
probing examination seemed to peel his soul in strips, searching each layer for
his hidden truths. This must be Bortu, he thought. The one who called
him here, and by her age and her place on the dais, the khan's mother. Without
her goodwill he would fail with the khan, and he opened his soul for her to
read as deeply as she wanted. If she read him truly, she would find the
goodwill he held for her and for her son. As
if she heard his thoughts, the old woman spoke, not to Llesho but to Yesugei. "You
have brought strangers into the ulus of my son. Who are these foreigners, and
what do you intend about the danger that engages them in mutual pursuit?"
Her words made it clear that she knew who they were and why they had come. She
still demanded a formal introduction, however. Yesugei
knelt on the thick pelts at the foot of the royal platform and dropped his head
to his knees. When he had performed his obeisance, he lifted his head but did
not rise to his feet. Sinking back on his heels, his eyes on the mother of the
khan, he answered her command. "I bring you the healer Carina, who is a
friend to this ulus. With her travel four princes of the Cloud Country with
their servants and a small guard suited for the journey." The
chieftain had cleverly shifted the blame for the armed trespassers to a known
and welcome guest. Bortu nodded her appreciation of the tactic, giving
permission for Yesugei to introduce the unwelcome but foreseen visitors.
"Prince Shokar—" he waited until Shokar completed a deep bow, and
then went on, in descending order by age, "Prince Lluka, a younger prince
of the house of Thebin, and Balar, his brother, who have resided with the dream
readers of Ahkenbad since the fall of Kungol." Lluka
gave a tight incline of his head suitable for one of superior rank to give a
ruler of lesser station. Bortu narrowed her eyes, but the khan made no
immediate demand for a greater show of respect. Balar seemed unable to decide
which brother's example to follow until Llesho kicked him in the shin and
glared ominously at him. That was enough to decide Balar, who made his bow even
deeper than Shokar's. The khan gave a bland and welcoming smile that didn't
reach his eyes. "Prince
Llesho," Yesugei finished the formal introductions. Llesho bowed as deeply
as Balar, but no more so. He didn't want to look ridiculous, after all, and
bending any farther might land him on his head. Together, the princes and the
chieftain straightened and waited for an acknowledgment of the visitors. "Boy."
The khan addressed Llesho with an edge of icy condescension that brought his
chin up at an arrogant tilt he had never quite learned to control. Before
Llesho could speak, however, Lluka put himself between the combatants.
"Leave him alone." Chimbai-Khan
shifted his focus to Lluka, taking him in with a cold, distant gaze. "Who
is King of the Theb-ins?" he asked, but he wasn't talking to Lluka.
Everyone in the tent, including Llesho, could see that he didn't care at all
about the angry prince in front of him. Another
damned test, Llesho figured. All right, he'd give him the answer he was looking
for. "Kaydu," he said, and flicked a finger, barely, in the direction
of his brother. She
needed nothing else. With a move swift as a pouncing tiger, the first of his
captains stepped up behind Lluka and landed a chopping blow between his
shoulder and his neck. Lluka fell like a stone. Balar stared from one brother
to the other in horror, but said nothing. With vague distaste curling his lip,
Shokar looked down at his unconscious brother. He, too, spoke not a word, but
turned to Llesho a look of cool contemplation, as if he had witnessed something
strange that didn't exactly displease him. For
himself, Llesho gave the felled prince a brief glance just to make sure that he
would stay down until Llesho had finished what he had to do. With another
slight dip of his head, he signaled Kaydu to step back again. "I
am King of the Thebins." he said. "And I beg the assistance of the
khan in defeating the dreadful power that has seized the healer-prince, my
brother Adar." He didn't think this cold-eyed warrior cared much for the
lives of his guards, so he didn't mention Lling or Hmishi. "I
see." The khan saw entirely too much, and so did his entire court, it
seemed. None of the guardsmen had reached for a weapon or moved from their
places, but the nobles and chieftains began to stir at his pronouncement. At a
gesture from the khan, they rose in muttering groups and thoughtful pairs and
headed for the open door. Apparently he had performed according to plan. A
snicker drew Llesho's attention from the departing chieftains. Damn! At the
foot of the khan's raised platform, Bolghai slapped Dognut on the back with a
triumphant grin. Well, he'd thought he'd left the dwarf behind, just as Yesugei
had anticipated no entertainment. "A
day ends, a new day dawns in fire," the shaman said and picked up a silver
flute from among the instruments that the dwarf had laid out before him. Dognut
shook his head. "But at what cost?" he asked, and Llesho understood
the riddle to mean, "He'll do." "The
usual, if he truly is the one," the khan answered. Dognut didn't look
happy, but like the khan and Lady Bortu at his back, he watched the tent flap,
waiting for something. And
damn, again. The young rider Master Den had unhorsed burst in and strode down
the center of the tent as if he owned it. The
younger of the two women on the platform let her lips shape a forced smile.
"I see you have survived, my son," she said, and he gave her a
flourishing bow from the waist. "I
have, Lady Chaiujin." "And
will you not call me mother as I have re-
quested?"
she asked him, with a simper in her smile and a predatory gleam in her eye. The
young warrior bowed again. "As you will, Lady Mother." Addressing the
khan, he added, "I stand before you with all but my pride intact. That
hulking great servant of his put me in the dirt with a move I have never seen
but sorely wish to learn." "Sorely
indeed." The khan gave him a quick laugh, but grew serious again as
quickly. "He offered no threat or harm?" More
tests. If Llesho didn't need the khan's goodwill, or at least his free passage
through the northern grasslands, he would end these games right now. The khan's
thousands were an impassable obstacle against him, however, and an equally
valuable resource as allies. So he schooled his face to a bland coolness that
showed none of his feelings. "To
the contrary," the young prince of the Ham smothered a grin that made his
face a mirror of his father's. "The Thebin hides nothing—his eyes showed
every calculation as he considered his options and the consequences of acting
on any of them." "We
had noticed," Lady Bortu agreed, and Llesho winced. He thought he'd
been getting better at keeping his thoughts hidden. "The
servant is nothing of the sort, of course," the Har-nish prince continued.
"No thought came between the impulse and the action—he perceived me as an
annoyance but no great threat, lifted me by the scruff of my neck as if I were
a cub, and dumped me with no ceremony and less injury at the feet of my
companions. And this one—" he pointed at Kaydu, "—Attacked me with a
wicked creature who scolded me as if he were my own old Bortu. I am not sure
who deserves my vengeance more—the captain who carries this secret weapon, or
my saddle-mates, who will pay, I vow, for their laughter." His
father cuffed him affectionately on the side of his head. "I'm sure you
will devise properly horrible punish- ments
over your cups, and forget them again when your head clears," he said. "Mare's
milk lubricates the imagination," the young rider retorted, and flung
himself at his father's feet. "You
ought to see the monkey, Father," the boy continued with a jerk of his
shoulder to indicate the sling at Kaydu's back. "He's better than a
dancing bear!" That
wasn't exactly true. Llesho wasn't ready to share the story of his travels with
Lleck or the bear cub's death defending him, so he kept quiet on that point.
Kaydu was craning her neck to see over her shoulder, however, and she gave a
little shrug. "He's sleeping," she said. "Discipline is hard
work for a monkey. Perhaps later, when he is rested, Your Excellence." The
khan accepted this answer, though Llesho could see that the monkey was very
much awake. He crouched down in his sling, peering with nervous fixity over his
mistress' shoulder. His wide monkey eyes never left the khan's wife, who in her
turn, eyed her son with something like calculation. "Come,
Father, I've done my deed for the day, and I've seen a wonder before breakfast.
Don't you think it's time I had my reward?" The
khan responded to his son's plea with a clap of his hands, and an invitation:
"Princes, join us for breakfast— someone should wake the officious one—and
let your captains dine with my guards." "Hold
off a moment more, my father. This one—" the Harnish prince pointed at
Bixei, "—bears a name and a face out of the South." At
a gesture from the khan, Yesugei dropped a hand on Bixei's shoulder and pushed
him forward a step. Chimbai-Khan examined him from top to toe, as if he were a
horse he was deciding to buy. "Looks a bit like a Southerner," he
agree. "Tell us your name, boy." "Bixei,
Your Excellence," he repeated the honorific he had heard, and bowed as low
as the princes had to show his respect.
"And
where did you come by such a name?" the khan asked. "I
don't know, Your Excellence. I was born a slave in Farshore Province and sold
to Pearl Island for the arena. Until Master Markko started his war against
Llesho, I had never been outside of the two provinces, though Llesho has noted
a passing resemblance to his enemies in the South. For myself, however, I have
no knowledge of the grasslands and don't know how that could be." Bolghai
interrupted then with a shrill note from one of Dognut's whistles. Putting it
down again with a guilty start, he used the attention he had gained to suggest,
"He must be one of the lost tribe." "What
lost tribe?" Llesho asked, since a guardsman didn't have the right to
question a khan. "Ages
past, before the Shan Empire existed, the Harn wandered all the world, from the
Pearl Bay to the Manner Sea, to the foot of the Cloud Country itself."
Bolghai related the tale in the singsong voice of a lore-master. "During
the barbarian wars the Harn withdrew to the grasslands and left the Northern
clans of Shan to build their walled cities. Some tales say that a clan of
hunters settled between the mountains and the sea, that they remained in the
barbarian lands and survived as outcasts, cut off from their brothers and lost
to their own heritage. This boy may be one of them." "I
don't know," Bixei admitted, "Even slaves tell stories, but I never
heard any about lost clans of Harnishmen." "And
who," asked the khan, "set a boy from Farshore with a name out of the
grasslands to guard the princes of the Cloud Country, across thousands of pais
and several hands of adventures, to fetch up at my door?" "Not
princes, Your Excellence, but Prince Llesho only, if I may beg your
pardon," Bixei answered, while Llesho reminded himself to find out how far
a pais was compared to a li. "We found the brother-princes along the way.
The Lady SienMa formed a squad of guardsmen around Prince Llesho. I am one, and
Kaydu is our captain. Among the prisoners we hope to rescue are two of our
companions." "You
travel with the names of legends on your lips." The khan studied Bixei
with a troubled frown. "The lady of whom you speak would demand the safety
of your prince above all your party. She knows that the personal guards of a
great prince must gladly give their lives in defense of their charge." Bixei
hitched his shoulder in a little shrug. "Convincing me isn't the problem.
The witch-finder has Llesho's brother, Prince Adar, as well as the mates of his
cadre." "I
can see the difficulty," the khan agreed gravely, although Llesho felt he
was being mocked behind the solemn nod. "Very well. I can see that you
have earned your breakfast and then some with your tale. But take this with
you, that your face is your passport here. The Harn never turn away one of
their own." "Your
Excellence." Bixei studied the khan's face with a wonder that raised the
hackles on Llesho's neck. "Yes, Your Excellence." Bowing very deeply
again, he followed his companions to a place nearer the door to share breakfast
with the Harnish guards. Just breakfast, Llesho wanted to tell him. His
companions would have a home in Kungol; this stranger had no business trying to
lure a favored guardsman—his friend—away with the one thing Llesho couldn't
give him: people who wore faces that whispered of his own. The
Chimbai-Khan watched him thoughtfully, but said nothing when Llesho's chin came
up the way it always did when he felt embattled. Instead he turned to the guard
who had challenged them at the door. "I
have missed you by my side, brother. Come, and you, Prince Llesho, who would be
King of Thebin, sit by my side. My seers have kept me abreast of your journeys,
but I want to hear it from your own lips." The
guardsman bowed and did as he was told, curling in the Harnish style at his
brother's back. When he had settled,
and the princes of Thebin had likewise found places on the step below the royal
platform, the khan turned to a child carrying a tray with a single soup bowl
filled with thick, rich broth and fat grains of toasted millet. "Food,"
he said, and waited while his guardsman took the first sip. After sighing
contentedly and smacking his lips to express his satisfaction with the fare,
the man offered the bowl to the khan, who took it and drank. With that, more
children appeared with bowls of soup for all, and mutton fat pies to follow. Shokar
gave the khan's guardsman a thoughtful look, then, plucking a pie from Llesho's
fingers, took the first bite and chewed. "Good," he agreed on a
swallow, and returned the pie to his brother. In
his own court, where his cooks were both loyal and watched, tasting the king's
food had the value of ritual and courtesy. But in the camp of a potential enemy
Llesho wished that no one would risk themselves on his food. He was, as Master
Markko had often reminded him, an expert at handling poisons as his brother was
not. Shokar suffered no immediate harm, however, and Llesho took the second
bite with as much grace as he could manage. He couldn't rebuke his brother
without looking foolish in front of the khan, and it wouldn't do any good anyway.
Shokar would do whatever he thought necessary to protect him. "Second
son," the old woman said during a pause between bites of her own pie,
"our guests must wonder what we are." The
guardsman looked to Chimbai-Khan for permission to answer and, receiving it,
made a bow to each as he introduced them. "Bortu,
mother of our khan." He'd
guessed as much. The old woman measured Llesho with her stare and did not give
away her conclusions. "Chaiujin,
beloved second wife of the great Chimbai-Khan." "First
wife now," the woman dressed all in green reminded him with a tragic sigh.
She dropped her gaze in a polite display of respect for her guests, but not
before Llesho caught again the hard and empty stare like an echo of the white
cobra in his dreams. Not the Lady SienMa, he knew. But a whisper in the back of
his mind warned him, something very like. Was she the khan's creature? At her
correction the khan's mouth had tightened, as if a knife had opened a poorly healing
wound. If not his, then whose? The
guardsman had continued with his introductions, however. "Tayyichiut,
eldest son of the great khan," he announced. The
young warrior had been shoveling meat pies into his mouth with the steady
determination of one who had approached starvation too closely or, perhaps,
like a young man who had grown four inches in the night. He acknowledged the
introduction with a nod that lost much of its courtly manner when he stuck his
thumb in his mouth and sucked the meat juices from it. Cleaning his fingers
each in this way, the Harnish prince turned his lively eyes on Llesho.
"Everywhere in the camp they are saying you are on a quest to kill the
magician of the South." "We
go south." Llesho hesitated to say more about his plans, and was saved
from rudeness by the guardsman who sniffed to signal his displeasure at the
interruption. "Mergen,"
he said, with a hand at his breast to indicate himself, "beloved brother
to our khan, trusted general and most humble servant." The way he lounged
in his lord's presence, nibbling bits of broken pie from his plate, gave the
lie to the last. As
if to emphasize whatever Mergen's actions meant to say, the khan dropped a hand
on his brother's head and stroked it as he would a loyal hound. Llesho tried to
imagine stroking Shokar's hair in that way, and trembled at the thought. His
brother would drop him on his chin. Still, that must be part of the lesson, for
both the khan
and his brother were watching for his reaction. Not knowing what else to do, he
bowed his head over his upright knee and let his gaze wander to the Lady Bortu,
who demanded of Carina, "What have you learned of these men who would be
princes of the clouds?" "These
two, Princes Balar and Lluka, I know very little about, except that they
kidnapped their brother Llesho while abandoning their brother Adar to the
raiders." She glared at the brothers, each of whom met her accusation in
predictable fashion. "We
meant no harm." Balar had twisted his legs in a semblance of the Harnish
style, but could not work out how to bow politely in this position, and rolled
off the step in his attempt. Lluka sat in the Thebin style, legs crossed and
with the feet tucked into the crooks of his knees. He managed to express his
disdain even while he performed a perfect seated bow. The khan returned it with
a measured tilt of his head, but his lips fought to control a smile while he
waited for Balar to right himself. It seemed a perfect demonstration of their
dilemma, Llesho thought. The brother with the power to balance the universe
could not even keep to his own seat, while Lluka, the brother who should see
all futures, showed no understanding of his own actions. He sighed, wrapping
his arms easily around his knee in the Harnish manner learned on the Long March.
The memories worried at his composure, but his body didn't care about that. The
gesture, small as it was, drew Carina's eye to him. "As for Prince Llesho,
I have treated his wounds and traveled in his company from the imperial city to
the very borders of the Shan Empire, and yet I cannot say that I know him. It's
true what Bixei says, though. The magician makes war against him, and those who
stand between them die, or worse." Worse,
Llesho knew she meant, like the Emperor Shou. But the Long March had taught him
better than that. "The living can be healed, the dead must try
again," he
reminded her, and Carina dropped her eyes, acknowledging the rebuke. "But
is he ?" The khan had put aside the dregs of his breakfast, and he leaned
forward to study Llesho more closely, raising his hand for Carina to continue. Logically,
Llesho knew that the ruler of the gathered clans of the grasslands had no
intention of striking one of his guests down over breakfast. Logic didn't enter
into the automatic response to the hand of a Harnishman raised over his bent
body—he ducked his head in the Harnish mark of submission, the flinch as
automatic as the way he adjusted his weight to keep his balance. No one who
remained in the ger-tent of the khan could mistake the gesture; it seemed as if
those closest to him held their breath, the distress at their center working
its way out to the guardsmen in a ripple of reaction brought quickly under
control. There was an enemy here who needed defeating, only they couldn't tell
who it was or where they were supposed to strike. "I'm
impressed that you can sit so calmly among us, Prince Llesho." Llesho
straightened his neck, surprised by the gentle voice into meeting the khan's
eyes. He wished he hadn't. The pain in them reminded him of his father when
Lles-ho'd been sick or cut himself in weapons practice—as if he would take the
pain into himself rather than see his child suffer. But Llesho wasn't the
khan's child, his own father was dead at the hands of Harnish raiders, and he
didn't want this man's compassion. No, not at all, and he especially didn't
want to be caught with tears on his cheeks, which would happen at any moment— Chimbai-Khan
read all of that in his eyes and let his gaze drift away, cool again and as
remote as the mountains, but with his question unanswered. "And this
one?" he said, looking Shokar up and down. "I
like him," Carina gave her opinion with a shake of her
hair and a sly smile, shifting the mood among the guards who had responded to
their leader's distress with tense confusion. "He is the eldest of the
seven princes of Thebin." "But
not its king?" "I
have no gifts, Your Excellence." Shokar, who sat sideways with his legs
hanging down as if the step were a chair, twisted himself still further to give
the khan a bow. He didn't see the quick glance at the corner where Master Den
took his ease at Carina's side, with Bolghai the shaman and Dognut with his
flutes, but Llesho did. The four sat companionably together, as different as
people could be. But a common wisdom beyond race or sex or costume bound the
two shamanic healers. And something he could not name, beyond stature or the
color of their flesh, told him that Master Den and the dwarf shared more in
kind than a baggage cart on the march. He knew what Master Den was; now, he
began to wonder what Dognut was as well. "He
does, of course," Bolghai answered his khan, face wrinkled up like a stoat
sniffing the air. "Have gifts. Loyalty is but one of them; he serves his
master well." Llesho
bristled at the description of his brother. "Prince Shokar is servant to
no one, least of all to me." ' Mergen,
the brother of the khan, asked with a look for permission to speak and received
it in a glance. "The
brother of a king, or a khan, must be his most | loyal servant. To whom else
will lesser folk look for their j lessons in devotion?" He frowned his
disapproval at Lluka, the faithful brother of the khan to a brother he clearly
thought took too much upon himself. The
priests will show the way, Llesho would have suggested,
thinking of Kungol and the Temple of the Moon. Then he looked at Bolghai
hunkered in the corner with juice from the meat pie dribbling from the corner
of his mouth, and he changed his mind. Still, it troubled him to think of his
brothers serving him, not least because he wanted to be the one looking for
comfort, not giving it. He
found himself watching the khan's son, who met his gaze with a level one of his
own. "It's true," that look seemed to say, and Llesho wondered where
his brothers were. But mischief lurked in Tayyichiut's eyes. "We
are of an age," he noted, wiping a greasy hand on his backside. "Do
you play jidu?" "I
don't know that game," Llesho admitted. Wisely he did not add that his
Harnish captors did not teach slaves the games of their own children when they
took them to be sold at market. "You
know how to use that?" Tayyichiut pointed to the short spear at Llesho's
back. His tone had just enough doubt in it to prick at Llesho's already frayed
nerves. "Only
a fool caries a weapon he can't use." "Then
we'll see if you can ride." With a laugh, the khan's son snatched Llesho's
spear and ran, leaving his own behind in the rugs. Temper
flared. Llesho jumped to his feet to pursue him with fire in his eyes. "Gently,
young prince," the khan advised him levelly, but with a hard hand grasping
his shoulder. When the rage cleared from his vision, Llesho saw that the guards
who lined the ger-tent had every one of them drawn their swords. More
frightening, however, Master Den had moved between Llesho and the closest line
of attack, his muscles relaxed in the loose readiness that preceded violent
action. And Dognut had turned very pale. "It's
a game, not a killing match. Reclaim your weapon, but let there be no blood
shed here." Chimbai-Khan gave him a little shake and let him go.
"Here—" he held out Tayyichiut's abandoned spear. "In the game
you throw the weapon, and your opponent has to catch it. In that way, weapons
will be exchanged again—he never meant to keep it. But remember, the goal is to
catch the weapon in the hand, not in some vital organ." The
khan's reassuring smile faltered under the dismay of his visitors. "That
may not be possible," Llesho explained. "The weapon is cursed, and it
wants me dead." "It
can't be!" Slowly the realization leached the color from his face. Holding
out his son's less dangerous weapon, he repeated his exclamation, but this time
as an order. "It can't happen. Do what you must to stop it." Llesho
took the spear and weighed the heft of it in his hand. "I won't kill
him." It was in his mind to say, "He's just a boy," but he held
the words back. The
khan read it in his eyes anyway, and accepted the cost of his son's
impetuousness. "There can be no shame in saving the world, even at the
cost of a foolish boy's life." "You
can't save the world by killing children." Llesho was very clear on this.
He'd been there, seen it before, and had taken the measure of evil on the Long
March across these very grasslands. "All you do that way is exchange the
tyrant you fight for the one you've become." "I'm
not sure a king can survive such fine sentiments," the khan admitted,
"but I would not have your death on Harnish hands." There
was nothing to say to that. Llesho gave a tight nod of the head, as much of a
courtly leave-taking as he could manage, and wheeled on the ball of one foot to
find the guardsmen of the khan massed between him and the door. Where were his
captains? He didn't see any of them in the ger-tent. Master Den was watching,
not with the dismay that Llesho expected but as if he'd anticipated this very
thing and awaited an outcome long ordained. There would be no help from that
quarter. Once again Llesho was reminded of the danger in placing his faith in a
trickster god. "You
defy your khan?" he asked of the warriors who surrounded him, and balefuUy
stared through their leader until the man let his shoulders fall and parted a
narrow path between them. Neither side offered challenge, by weapon or word,
but Llesho felt their unhappy eyes on him until he stepped over the threshold.
Chapter Twenty-six
LESHO squinted in the light of
Great Sun, bright after the dim interior of the khan's ger-tent, but he didn't
see the Harnish prince. Nearby, his sturdy little warhorse pawed the beaten
grass in the care of Danel, one of Harlol's Wastrels. The khan's taller mount,
a roan with a bristly blond mane and elaborately decorated saddlecloths
dripping gold beneath the tall saddle, tugged impatiently at the reins held by
two grinning youths. This must seem like a joke to them, Llesho figured. He
might agree if so many lives didn't hang on the outcome of the prank. "Where
are my captains?" Llesho grabbed his own reins from the nervous Danel. His
one slim hope—to survive without killing Tayyichiut in the process—was looking
more remote by the minute. He didn't even know how to play the stupid game,
and— "There,
Prince Llesho." Danel gave a Tashek gesture, a tilt of his chin at the
playing field. Two hundred riders all Llesho's age or younger made up two long
columns shouting taunts and laughing curses at each other across the expanse of
churned turf that separated them. "Captain
Kaydu rides to warn the Harnish princeling of his danger," Danel reported,
"I don't think your other captains have considered their actions as
thoroughly as they might." That
was an understatement. Kaydu had found a mount and galloped toward the
contending columns as fast as her horse would go. Bixei and Harlol ran after
her on foot, gesturing as wildly as madmen at the riders. "Come
out, Prince of Clouds! Prove your mettle against real warriors!"
Tayyichiut seemed to take the advancing captains as a grand addition to his
prank. Brandishing Llesho's short spear, he laughed at the strange visitors and
set his own horse in motion, escaping among the assembled riders. Already
the first of the columns had turned and thundered away from their opponents,
who jeered at their flight. Lifting himself into his saddle, Llesho tried to
make sense of the fleeing youths, but a shake at the bridle under his hands
drew his attention from the playing field. Not Master Den, as he'd assumed from
his position, but Mergen. The khan's brother had come up beside him; worry
carved his face, but no blame for bringing so deadly a threat into the home of
the khan. The man hadn't come out to kill him then, in defense of his impetuous
nephew. "Note
the markers on the field," Mergen instructed him in quick, clipped
sentences, pointing out first one, then another of the three yellow stakes that
had been pounded into the dusty ground. "The first marks the starting
line. When the fleeing column reaches the second stake, the pursuit column
takes chase. At the third stake, the fleeing column turns and the pursuit
column throws its short spears at them. "It's
a contest of skill played in pairs. Each rider has but a single opponent, his teammate,
so you needn't concern yourself with anyone but Prince Tayyichiut. The goal is
to find the hand of your partner, who plucks the spear out of the air before it
can overshoot its mark. It's a game, remember, not war. The teams practice
their throws and catches for months before joining the game in earnest. You
won't have the advantage of long practice to help you, but Tayy is skilled at
hitting—or not hitting—his target. He'll aim at your hand, not your
heart." Llesho
wouldn't have to defend against a flurry, then. But the spear had its own sense
of direction. It would find his heart if he let it. "It
is a mark of humiliation if a player lets his partner's spear overshoot him
without making the catch," Mergen gave him a meaningful look, though
Llesho wasn't sure what he was supposed to make of that bit of information.
"He must dismount and retrieve the spear, taking the team out of the game
and suffering the insults of his friends." Ah.
A way out. Llesho got the message. How many times had Bixei dumped him on his
backside in hand-to-hand training? He could do humiliation. Easy, if the spear
gave him the chance. "Some
foolish youths put their bodies in the way of the spear rather than lose their
seat," Mergen cautioned, "I can trust the prince of the Cloud Country
not to be foolish?" Master
Den would doubtless have had words to say about Llesho and foolishness if he'd
been a part of the conversation. Fortunately, he wasn't. And on this point,
Llesho didn't have any doubts. "I
would guess that even a Harnish youth would only try that once," Llesho
answered, and casually nudged his coats aside to show the scar where an arrow
had embedded itself in his breast. Mergen's suggestion—to miss the catch and
trade his pride for the safety of all—made much more sense. It
wouldn't be that easy, of course. Mergen didn't take into consideration the
spear's own desire for his death. The khan's brother nodded acceptance of the
tacit agreement between them, however, a little pride for a little peace. "It's
a teaching game," Mergen explained, "None who have been blooded in
battle play." Llesho's
heart turned over. They really were just boys. The
game trained them for war, but he didn't want to be the one to put that
training into action. "I have seen an ocean of blood, and will swim in it
up to my eyes again before I am done. But I won't add any more to it over a
joke." It
was a warning of some sort, but a promise as well. Kaydu would be bound by his
promise not to start a war if the spear killed him. He refused to think about
the ache that pulled at old wounds as he gave himself up to the possibility of
death, nor would he wonder at the pain quickly suppressed in Mergen's eyes. Chimbai-Khan
had reached his mount and watched from the saddle while his brother negotiated
for the life of his son. Glimpsing the impassively controlled features, Llesho
felt a surge of rage so overpowering that it nearly took him from his horse. A
Harnishman had killed his father, his mother, his sister, and he wanted this
man to suffer as he had suffered, to feel the loss of love and security that
he'd lost when just a child. But he wasn't a child anymore. Hurting the khan
would serve no useful purpose and cause more deaths down a path as dark as any
Llesho had yet ridden. So he gave a quick nod to seal his unspoken oath and
heeled his horse to a gallop in pursuit of the spear that had been the bane of
his life since the Lady SienMa had put it in his hand. The
open ground fell behind with the drumming of his horse's hooves. Llesho passed
Bixei and Harlol, who had shifted course and now ran back along the great
avenue toward the cook tent where his soldiers watched the contest, unaware of
the danger the Harnish prince had set in motion. Kaydu had been forced into the
line of riders when the column had turned and couldn't reach him. So Llesho did
the only thing he could. Letting go a high, ululating battle cry, he flung his
steed into the ranks of the fleeing column, standing high over his stirrups as
the Harnish riders did. Through
the dust and the galloping bodies and the flash of sunlight on the sharp metal
blades of upraised spears, Tayyichiut saw him and joined the pursuit,
brandishing the short spear high over his head. Kaydu was among the pursuers
now, and she pulled out of the column, cutting behind the charging horses and
pressing her fine gray steed to bring her close to the prince. She was going to
try and bump the boy's horse, Llesho saw; if she could unseat him, she could
disarm him, no question. Catching
him was going to be impossible, though. The start peg was there, in front of
him; Llesho's column turned to meet the pursuit. Laughing, Tayyichiut raised up
in his stirrups, and Llesho braced himself to follow Mergen's advice. Just let
the spear fly past and take himself out of the contest. It would teach the
Harnish prince a lesson if he had to hunt for the weapon in the grass with the
less skilled of the Harnish boys. Give the warriors-in-training a joke to tell
about the king of Thebin for the rest of their warring lives. It would be worth
it to get them all out of here alive. But
the spear had other plans. He could feel its malevolence reaching for him
across the wide playing field. It would kill him, turn the innocent prince into
a murderer, and in spite of all his protests to the contrary, would start a
battle on this field that would very likely wipe out the royal house of Thebin. He
couldn't let that happen, so Llesho turned with the rest and steadied his knees
against the back of his horse. All along the advancing column, young warriors
threw to the hand of their carefully schooled opponents, who caught or missed
the catch as their skill and familiarity dictated. As
Tayyichiut took aim, however, the short spear seemed to come alive in his hand.
Liquid fire ran the length of it like lightning caught in his palm. Something
terrible twisted his face into a mask of hate and hunger. Llesho remembered the
sick longing for murder that lay behind the snarl and the fiery eyes; he'd felt
it himself, had
fought it and the spear for control in a way that the young warrior was only
just beginning to comprehend. With a terrible scream like the vaults of hell
screeching open, Tayyichiut let fly the short spear on its deadly course,
straight for Llesho's heart. He knew it, felt the weapon looking for him in the
chaos of the game. Control.
It was all about control. "Come to me," Llesho murmured soothingly.
"And be still." The
sound of the contest faded from his hearing in a frozen, eternal moment. Then
he opened his hand, stretched out his arm, and reached with his soul to take
the weapon back as it hissed through the air, seeking his heart. —And
snap, he wrapped his fingers around the shaft and held on tight as the spear
pulled him up, out of his saddle and into the tumult of a mock battle gone
horribly wrong. Falling, rolling to absorb the shock of the fall on one
shoulder, he used all the force of his tumbling momentum to plunge the head of
the spear deep into the matted grass and deeper, into the loamy earth beneath.
And then there was nothing he could do but flatten himself in the grass with
his free hand covering his head while the ground shook and horses reared and
threw their riders, running in all directions. Fire
spat from the wounded earth like firecrackers going off. Or like a spoiled and
dangerous child in a fit of temper. Llesho was sick and tired of carting around
an ill-tempered weapon so set on his death that he could trust it neither at
his back nor out of his hands. He'd had enough of the whole stupid curse. "You're
mine." And he staggered to his feet. "You
go where you're aimed." And he set both hands on the shaft. "You
don't get a say." And he drew the blade out of the earth. It gleamed
dully, pale sparks fading all along its length. "And
you—" Prince
Tayyichiut had dismounted, whether in the usual way or thrown from his horse
when the earth moved, Llesho couldn't tell. Either way, he was trembling on his
knees, pale as the mane on his father's horse. His arms curled around his
belly, he tucked his hands up in their crooks as if it were midwinter instead
of late summer. "I
saw things," he said, with loathing in his voice. "It made me
feel—I hated you. I tried to kill you." Llesho
wondered if he'd ever felt that bewildered innocence. Master Jaks would have
said so, he figured, and Master Den probably thought he wasn't much better even
yet. With a sigh that was part exasperation with Tayyichiut and part surrender
to the truth that he wasn't more than a turning of a season or two from where
the Harnish prince now sat, he dragged himself to his feet. Some lessons were
best learned all the way— Willing
the short spear to spark just a little to make his point, Llesho glowered at
the horrified boy. "Don't ever touch another man's weapons without an
invitation. You don't know what magics he may carry, or what grudges
those magics may hold. You're lucky the damned thing didn't kill us both." "I
know, lord prince." Tayyichiut bowed his head, still uncertain of his
composure. He was young, though, and more resilient than Llesho could remember
being. After a moment more he lifted his head, already recovered sufficiently
to let out the reins on his curiosity. "What
manner of weapon is that?" Llesho
considered his answer while he willed the fire of the blade to dim. The last
blade to come to stormy life in his hands like that had been drawn from the
stores at the governor's palace at Farshore Province, when he'd fought Master
Markko in a rage that had overpowered wisdom and fear both. He had to wonder if
the hatred lived in the blade or in the lives of the soul that breathed within
him. "It's
just a spear," he said at last. "The magic is always in
ourselves."
Tayyichiut
didn't understand, but that was just as well. He allowed his attention to drift
to the circle of people who surrounded them. Kaydu and Bixei and Harlol, each
looking guilty for not having stopped either of the princes. Half a dozen
Harnish youths as shaken as Tayyichiut. Llesho's brothers, their horror still
pressed into the clay of their faces, mostly for what might have happened but
some for what Llesho had revealed of himself in the contest. The khan, eyes
dark with the knowledge of disaster averted by a hair's breadth, bowed his head
in gratitude while his brother Mergen studied Llesho with sharp, fierce
curiosity so like his nephew's that for a moment—but such a thought dishonored
him and he quickly set it aside before facing the mother of the Harnish prince. "Thank
you for sparing the life of my child." She bowed deeply with all show of submission.
Her eyes were cold as agates in a face as still as death and Llesho wondered if
she had hoped for a different outcome, and why. The
boy's grandmother said nothing. She alone seemed unsurprised, save the god and
healers who stood a little apart, watching with varying degrees of satisfaction
in their smiles. "I
told you he'd do," Dognut reminded the company with a smug sniff. Out of a
flat pocket that would seem to have had no room for it, he drew a pipe shaped
like a sweet potato and played a riff of notes on it. Carina's smile seemed to
agree, though Master Den reserved his opinion, waiting, it seemed, for
something more to happen. Sorry to disappoint, Llesho thought, but I
am all out of tricks today. "Well,"
Bolghai announced, "I think we can begin now. I'll need him for four
days." That
bore thought for a variety of reasons. Why had the shaman given up speaking in
riddles? But, of course, he hadn't. While his remarks seemed straightforward on
the surface, they left only questions in his mind: Begin what? Four days for
what? "We
don't have four days to spare," Llesho objected, just as Master Den
answered, "Yes," with a slow inclination of his head. He seemed to be
thinking hard. Not uncertain of Bolghai, rather he calculated the consequences
of their actions like so many points on a line. "But only four. The boy is
right. We're running out of time." Bolghai
took his arm to lead him away, but Lluka stopped them with a sneer: "And
so the fate of Thebin will be decided?" Lluka snarled, "You trust a
trickster and his Harnish madman above your own brothers?" "Enough,"
Llesho interrupted before Lluka could say more, cutting off the insult with a
sharp gesture. He'd almost forgotten that he held the damned spear in his free
hand until his brother's eyes widened in what looked like fear. More than boys
were parading their foolishness today. Perhaps he could make use of that fear
to make his point. . . . Slitting
his eyes, Llesho willed the short spear to life. Unearthly fire gleamed in
sullen menace under his hand. "We need to make new alliances here, not
break the ones we already have." Torn
between his fear and his objections, Lluka said nothing. Llesho turned away,
letting the arcs of light dim and go out as they flickered the length of the
short spear. "Good,"
Bolghai approved with a mysterious smile. "Now we find out who you
are." Llesho
would have told him that he already knew that, that he had ever since Minister
Lleck had appeared to him as a ghost at the bottom of Pearl Bay, but that
wasn't what the shaman meant. He knew a little more about what he could do, but
he didn't think Bolghai meant that either. Riddles and more riddles. The
shaman's smile promised he'd find out soon, however. The
spear dulled to its usual appearance; no sign of its magical properties
remained to warn the unwary of its danger. Absently wiping dirt from its flat
blade on the skirts of his coat, Llesho followed the shaman off the playing
field.
Chapter Twenty-seven
WHERE are we going?" Llesho
asked. "This
way," Bolghai answered uninformatively. The
deadly game of jidu had ended as the sun reached its zenith, with no lives lost
though Lluka had made it a near thing. Llesho was hungry even before the shaman
had taken him by the arm and led him away from the tent city of the khan. He
was used to coping with privations during battles, but only Shou, he decided,
could equal the Harn for turning diplomacy into survival training. At
least Bolghai had abandoned the annoying habit of speaking only in formulaic
riddles. "Clients seek out a shaman for the healing lore," he
explained with a shrug, "but they pay for the mystery." That
made a certain amount of sense, but Llesho didn't understand the shaman any
better in plain Shan-nish than he did in riddles. When speaking with Llesho,
the shaman included more words of Harnish than the khan or his court had done,
which didn't make understanding him any easier. Gradually, however, Llesho
began to get a sense of meaning as a rhythm rather than as a logical
explanation. Bolghai
had led him around the khan's great palace of a ger-tent, where the wagons
began, ranged in a wide circle around the huge tent city. Long ropes joined the
wagons together and served as a tethering place for the beasts that had taken
injuries in the chaos of the game. The young Harnish warriors in training
picked their way among them, looking for food for their animals and caring for
their wounds. The camp was so vast, however, and the wagons so numerous, that
the young combatants seemed hardly to trouble the sense of abandonment that
ruled beyond the tents. When
they had passed outside the ring of wagons, Llesho saw why the khan had chosen
this place for their meeting. "The
Onga," Bolghai said, addressing his comment to the river that flowed
nearby. The ground was flat and dry almost to its bank on the side of the camp,
but across the river a broken landscape began. A forest of trees slim as wands
grew between tumbled boulders and out of the cracks in the rocks themselves. "How
do we get across?" Llesho asked. "We
fly," the shaman answered him, and smiled when Llesho's eyebrows pulled up
in disbelief. "In the meantime, we'll walk on this side for a while, and
begin your lessons when you are ready. "Master
Den said you only have four days." "The
question you have to ask yourself is, 'What does "four days" mean to
a trickster god?'" "He
wouldn't hurt me." Bolghai
cast him a pitying glance. "The sad thing is you actually believe that.
You've already been hurt in countless ways, large and small, since you met
him." "That's
Markko's fault. If it weren't for Master Den, I'd be dead now, or insane." The
shaman gave him another one of those looks, as if he was missing the obvious,
but made no comment. Llesho stumbled on, his mind leaving questions of politics
for the concerns of his stomach as day faded into dusk. Han and Chen, the
brother moons, chased Great Sun out of the sky in the nightly ritual that
painted red and purple on the horizon, and still they had not stopped to eat or
drink. Then suddenly, out of the silence, sullen on Llesho's part, Bolghai
spoke up. "Come
inside for some tea, then we can begin." "Are
you reading my mind?" Llesho asked suspiciously. "Not
your mind, no. Your stomach, maybe." On
cue, his stomach growled angrily. No point in denying that he'd eat a whole
sheep, on the hoof, given the chance. He could see no tent or other habitation
on the increasingly rocky and scrub-infested landscape, however. It made him
wonder how sane he actually was, to follow a Harnish madman into the
wilderness, until he stumbled over the umbrella roof of a Harnish tent sitting
close to the ground. Shaking his head as if despairing of his new pupil,
Bolghai circled the tent roof and gave a tug on the rope that lifted the felt
covering from the fire hole. Then he disappeared. "Where—?" There.
As he traced the footsteps of the shaman, Llesho saw the path cutting down into
the earth like a burrow. He followed it to a door covered in a tent flap, and
went in. Inside,
the fire hole at the center of the roof let in the last light of day, sparkling
in a lazy dance of dust motes. The burrow seemed to have the same construction
as the great ger-tent of the khan, but was a tiny fraction of its size and sunk
into the earth. Felt batting wrapped the lattice of crossed branches that
framed the sunken tent and gave some protection against the damp ground. Around
the firebox were the skins of small animals sewn together to make soft rugs.
Richly furred pelts of stoats hung on the lattice walls between the rattles and
drums and an instrument that looked like a fiddle. From the frame of the roof
hung bunches of herbs and an assortment of brooms, and on the one narrow chest
at the back of the tiny burrow were heaped the skulls of rodents and other
small creatures of the plains. Not all the skulls were entirely cleaned of
flesh, and the buried tent smelled of their rot. Although he didn't fear the
shaman, exactly, the decorations of his house made Llesho shiver. He didn't
touch any of them on purpose, but in passing bumped into a broom made of sticks
bound to a long polished handle that hung from the roof. Bolghai
noted the small accident with lively interest. "Come, have tea." he
said, and swept half the tiny skulls onto the floor to make room on the chest
for two cracked cups. From a kettle that sat warming on the banked fire he
poured the tea, and then added salt and a tiny pat of butter to each.
"Fortify yourself. You have much to learn before you sleep." "I'm
ready to sleep now," Llesho admitted, falling gracelessly to sit by the
fire. He didn't like the shaman's smile at all. "No
sleep today, young king, or tomorrow either." Bolghai handed him a cup,
and drank from his own. "We have four days to find your spirit and teach
it to dance. So drink up—the faster begun, the faster done." The
tea tasted like old underwear. He grimaced but finished as good manners
dictated. "My spirit is much happier on a full stomach and a night's
sleep," Llesho protested, but his plight brought him no sympathy. "If
you give it comforts and demand nothing in return, your spirit will have no
reason to reveal itself. We must call it forth instead with dancing, and
command it to reveal itself before we give it food or rest. Are you done?" Llesho
handed him the cup. Given the tea, he was pretty sure he didn't want to share
the shaman's supper. The confined burrow was already making him nervous. The
damp ached in the scars of his old wounds reminding him of the dangers of
consorting with magicians. "What
do I have to do to get out of here?" he asked, meaning more than the
buried tent. Bolghai
gave him a little shrug and handed him the broom he had bumped on entering the
burrow. "Cross the river. Then we'll see." There
were no boats, of course. Llesho could swim like a sea-dragon, and he could
probably hold his breath long enough to walk across the bottom if he had to.
Against the swiftly flowing current that rippled down the center of the stream,
however, even the skills he had learned as a pearl diver didn't give him a
chance. With a put-upon sigh, he went outside to sweep the path in front of the
shaman's burrow. "One
thing I'm sure of already," he muttered to himself. "My spirit
doesn't live in a hole in the ground." What
are you doing!" Bolghai followed him outside, still brushing the crumbs of
some hasty supper from his mustaches. "I'm
sweeping. If you want me to do something else with a broom, you'll have to be
more specific!" Llesho stopped, leaning on the broom handle, and glared at
the shaman who glared back at him, one hand carrying the fiddle and the other
planted on his hip. "It's
your partner! You were supposed to get to know each other!" Bolghai
took the broom out of his hands and flipped it around, so that the twigs were
on top, and the handle pointed at the ground. This
was one madness too many. Llesho dug in his heels and refused to budge. "I
trusted you!" he yelled in frustration, "I left my brothers and my
guards and I followed you until my feet were ready to fall off. I drank your
tea even though it smelled like you'd been doing your washing in it, if you
ever do washing, which I doubt, since your burrow smells like a slit
trench in the rain. I have tried to be patient and polite until my teeth hurt
from clamping my mouth shut. But I will . . . not . . . get to know a
broom!" Bolghai
blinked at him for a moment, as if absorbing the complaints of his student,
then he held out the broom. "Out here, where the grass is sweet," he
instructed, and walked away from the burrow. "Did
you listen to a word I said! I am not going to dance with a broom!" "ChiChu
said that you were stubborn," the shaman noted, which confirmed that he
knew more about their party than they'd told him, at least in Llesho's hearing.
But the shaman relented a little, enough to give a word of explanation.
"Of all the sacred objects in my burrow, only this broom called to your
spirit. That means you must be connected to it in some way. How, we will find
out. But not until you dance." "It
didn't call me. I bumped into it. A clumsy accident." "You're
not a clumsy boy." Bolghai waited, one eyebrow cocked. "This
is humiliating," Llesho grumbled. The whole day from start to finish had
been one embarrassment after another. "Can you at least tell me why you
want me to dance at all, let alone with a broom?" "Many
of your companions—your brothers Lluka and Balar, Carina, whose word I trust,
ChiChu and Bright Morning—believe you to be . So far, however, your dreams come
and go as they choose. You don't control them; they control you." The
Dinha had said much the same, but the one thing he had learned good and solid
during this quest was never to trust a simple answer. "What does that
mean?" "We
don't know yet. There have been prophecies known to the shaman of the
grasslands and the spirit guides of many distant lands and neighbors. But they
say even less than prophecies usually do." Bolghai bared his teeth in a
gesture that owed more to the warning snarl of the stoat than to a human smile.
"All we know for certain is thatwill stand between heaven and earth and
the Great Dark. And the Great Dark is coming soon."
Llesho
didn't like the sound of that. It occurred to him, as it doubtless was meant to
do, that this Great Dark sounded a lot like the absence of a future that his
brothers described as the loss of the powers granted them by the goddess. "Lluka
and Balar say their gifts have deserted them." "Or
maybe they haven't," Bolghai agreed. If
Master Den thought that learning to dance with a broom could somehow hold back
the end of the world, he would have to try. But not before he made a last
effort at understanding what he was at the center of. "So,
if I dance with the broom, it will call forth my spirit, which will learn to
fly. In my dreams?" Bolghai
nodded. "This
is all to teach me to control my dreams, so that I can hold back the Great Dark
and keep the end of the world from happening." "More
or less. You won't have to save the world alone." Bolghai half suppressed
a smile, and Llesho had to admit the idea sounded absurd to him as well.
"The dream readers of Ahkenbad would have taught you how to dream travel
at rest, but their methods are too passive for a young man on a quest to save
the world. For the battle ahead, you will need to control your travels while
awake." Llesho
had enough trouble with dreams while he was sleeping. He didn't want them to
infest his waking world as well. If he learned to control them, maybe that
wouldn't happen. It struck him that coincidence was the comfort of the
mindless, however, when he asked, "How would I have learned all this if
Master Markko had gone in a different direction and we hadn't followed him into
the grasslands?" "You
carry the answer to your riddle in your own party. There was never a doubt of
the magician's direction." Bixei.
He'd noticed the first time he'd seen them to- gether—not
father and son, maybe not even clan relations. If Bixei was Harnish, though, so
was Markko. "Goddess,"
Llesho breathed. "He's come home to lead the assault on heaven." It
had been bad enough when he'd thought all Master Markko wanted was the Shan
Empire. And he was in deep trouble if he could say that with an
"only" in front of it. "Seems
likely," Bolghai agreed. "But first he must take the grasslands.
Shall we dance?" Chimbai-Khan
must have known Master Markko's intentions all along, and would have fought him
with or without Llesho's tiny band. He'd been prepared to lose his son for the
shaman's prophecies and, as much as Master Den, he'd been responsible for
sending him out to learn what Bolghai had to teach him. When he added it all
up, Llesho didn't see that he had much choice. He took the broom. "What
do I have to do?" "Just
dance." The
shaman started to play on his fiddle, choosing an old folk tune from Llesho's
childhood in Kungol. On the feast day of the goddess, his father and his mother
had led a thousand dancers in the wide public square that lay between the
Palace of the Sun and the Temple of the Moon. The king and queen had worn wide
pantaloons in the peasant style, but of a cloth that shimmered when they moved,
with coats narrow to the waist and split from ankle to hip on both sides. His
mother had worn ribbons fluttering from her formal headdress and on her
shoulders, and his father had carried a three-tiered umbrella with which to
shade his partner when they came together in the dance. Though
he hadn't danced since the raiders had come, Llesho saw the steps from that
long ago festival in his mind, and he followed them—step, twirl, half turn,
step, step—over the sweet grass. The broom came to his hand as a partner, and
he bowed and swept it along with him through
the night, imagining the twigs were hair, and the handle a slender waist. Bolghai
changed the tune, and he danced faster, though weariness dragged at him. His
feet ached like two huge bruises at the end of his legs, which knotted up with
cramps in the calf muscles and his thighs. His breath grew short and his mind
grew distant, but still he danced. Looking toward the sound of the music, he
saw that Bolghai danced as he played, leaping, and darting here and there with
the quick movements of the stoat at play. Llesho struggled to keep pace, but
the dance, which fit the shaman as hand comes to hand, so entangled him that
Llesho wondered how he managed to trip himself so frequently with just two
legs. "Not
a small creature, then," Bolghai muttered, and changed the tune to one
more stately, like a camel or a horse. Llesho
moved, experimenting with the rhythm, his feet leaving bloody prints behind him
as he picked carefully over the ground he had broken with his dancing through
the night. In spite of the exhaustion that wept in his bones for rest, Llesho's
heart beat more rapidly with anticipation, as if it waited only for the magic
of the perfect song to take flight. And then the tune shifted again, and the
world seemed to vanish, leaving him alone in a place of such profound stillness
that he would have cried out for the peace of it. The pain was gone: he felt
lighter, springier, as if mind as well as muscle had broken free of the
restraints that living placed on them. And in that painless place, he leaped
and curvetted, tossing his head against the unaccustomed weight at his brow. Shocked,
Llesho froze and sniffed cautiously at the night. The music was suddenly full
of tones he hadn't heard before. He lost the sense of it, couldn't make out the
tune or the rhythm with the distraction of air grown rich with strange new
smells pungent with the tang of hidden memories. Great Moon seemed to cast a
brighter light about her of a sudden, while all the things awash in her glow
had grown soft and vague in their outlines. When he opened his mouth to call Bolghai,
only the high call of an animal escaped his throat. "Easy,
child." Bolghai
stopped his playing and approached with cautious steps, but the movement
startled Llesho. He ran for the river and freedom on the other side. Up,
up, he flew. The river was beneath him, but he did not fall, sailing across on
the bounding leap of four strong legs that seemed to have discovered the skill
of running on air. When he landed, he dashed away into the forest. Branches hit
him as he passed and he changed his course as they struck him, plunging deeper
into the wood, until he had no sense of where he was or where he was going,
except away from a threat that . . . was no threat at all, but the shaman. Somehow,
it had worked. As the false dawn filtered through the trees, Llesho realized
that he had left his humanity on the far shore of the river and become a
creature of the forest. Its king, the roebuck. He stood, his head held high
under the many-pointed antlers he now sported, and waited for the shaman to
find him. It
didn't take long. A rustle in the carpet of fallen leaves warned him of the
approaching stoat, and Bolghai was there, shaking the water off his thick fur
with a series of huffing sneezes. He blinked his eyes and his outline grew hazy
and expanded until he stood in front of Llesho in his man-shape again. His
clothes, with their totems of his animal spirit hanging from his neck, were
damp from his swim across the river in stoat-form, but he showed no other signs
of his transformation. The
clothes were a good sign. If he could figure out how to change back to himself
the way Bolghai had, Llesho figured he wouldn't do it naked, which would have
just about capped the most humiliating week of his life. Only, he couldn't do
it. "Don't
panic," Bolghai soothed. Too
late. Llesho shied away when the shaman reached to touch his shoulder. He
waited, trembling, just out of the shaman's reach and ready to flee. Animal
sense, he fought to control it. "Think
of something you keep on you all the time, that you can use to anchor yourself
when you spirit travel." His
Thebin knife—but he had no waist to hang it from. The pearls, three in a pouch
that hung by a cord around his neck, and a fourth, Pig, who hung from a silver
chain. Weight settled around his long and slender neck, and he skittered, the
animal part of him trying to escape it while the human part tried to wrap a
hand he didn't have around the heavy pearls. And
then he did have a hand. His neck shortened and his head felt lighter as the
antlers faded. Suddenly his balance was all wrong and Llesho tumbled forward
into the leaves that had massed among the trees where he had sheltered as the
roebuck. "Very
good." Bolghai grinned down at him. "Now we can begin." "With
a nap?" he asked hopefully. False dawn tinted the sky with gray shadows.
Llesho was so tired that he shook with wave after wave of fine tremors—he
hadn't even made it to his feet yet. "There
will be plenty of time for sleep when you've learned to control your dream
travel." Bolghai
offered him a hand up. He took it, and brushed the leaves off his clothes with
distaste. From head to toe he wore the dirt of the night of mad dancing and the
day's game of jidu. "Do
I have time to wash my face in the river?" "And
defile the Onga?" The shaman sniffed with distaste. "If you learn
your lessons well, I'll let you draw a cup from the river to use as you
please," he said. Llesho
had the feeling that he'd have a choice of washing in it or drinking it, but he
wouldn't get water for both. He sighed, thinking back with fondness to the one
thing that Pearl Bay had offered in abundance: water. But
Bolghai's words reminded him that they were now on the wrong side of the Onga. "How
do we get back across the river?" he asked. Bolghai
gave a little shrug, as if to say it was a minor thing. "When you control
your dream travels, you may go anywhere, and return anywhere. If you want to be
on the other side of the river, you will just go." Exhaustion
was making him giddy and almost as light as the air. In that state, the shaman
almost made sense. "Then
I suppose we should begin," he agreed with a careless wave of a hand that
didn't feel a part of him. He followed the arm it was on back to his shoulder
to be sure it was his own. "Good
boy." Bolghai had left the fiddle on the other side of the Onga, but he
shifted the collar of stoat pelts at his throat to reveal a loose wooden ring,
which he lifted over his head. Set in carved niches at regular intervals around
the ring were little cymbals, and hanging from the front were little bells.
When he shook it, a sound like temple bells rang out in the forest. "If
you want to travel in the material world, and you have no camel, what do you
do?" Riddles
again. This one was simple enough though. "I walk." Bolghai
began to walk in a tight circle. "And if you want to arrive at your
destination more swiftly?" "I
run." Bolghai
nodded and beat the rim of the wooden ring against his palm in a rhythmic
tempo. "How soon do you want to reach your dream goal?" "Now.
But it's almost daylight—" "Run,
then, before Great Sun rises." Bolghai laughed. He kept to the path of his
tight circle, but now he was running faster, pumping his arms in the air so
that his wooden ring jingled with the beat of his step. Llesho
figured that was a riddle, too, and meant that he could travel not only across
distance, but in time as well.
He followed the shaman's lead. Though he had no instrument to keep his time, he
found that the pearls at his throat beat the rhythm against his breast until it
absorbed his mind and his feet and his arms, which he raised and lowered in the
way of the shaman. As he ran, he considered where he wanted to go, and what he
wanted to see, and how he was going to find it. Adar, of course, and Hmishi and
Lling, but he shied away from there. Better to practice with a safer journey
first, make sure he could find his way back before jumping into the fire. When
he thought of safety, Shokar's face rose up in his mind to meet him. Llesho
followed his brother back to his dreams in the tent city of the khan. Shokar
was leaning over a teakettle hung from an iron rod over a fire in a cleanly
dressed stone fireplace that Llesho had never seen before. He was in a room
with a low ceiling crossed by round logs for beams overhead and a long plank
table with benches on either side at the center. Llesho was dimly conscious of
shelves on the wall, though he couldn't see them clearly in the dream. Mostly
what filled his mind was the rocking chair sitting by the hearth, and the woman
who watched his brother with wide liquid eyes as she nursed the baby on her
lap. Neither man nor woman seemed aware of Llesho's presence, though the child
tracked his every move as if she saw what her parents did not. "I
know you have to go," the woman said when Shokar faced her with his
arguments. Llesho could see in her eyes the desire to reach out and hold her
husband, to bind him tight to hearth and farm. She dropped her gaze to the
nursing child, however, to hide her feelings away. "They are your
brothers, and if you stayed here safe with us and they died, you would never
forgive me. What would we have together then?" "I
wouldn't," Shokar protested. Llesho saw him reach a hand to her, but the
woman kept her attention focused on the child until he closed an empty fist around
the comfort he had meant by offering it. "Not
on purpose, no," she agreed, "but it would eat at your mind and your
soul until there was nothing left of them for me." She did look at her
husband then, fiercely, as if she were fighting a battle for his soul right
there in her peaceful farmhouse. "I want better than that, for me and for
my children. Your children. So deliver your soldiers and rescue your brothers.
Just don't you forget us. Come back when it's safe again. And bring this
prince, your brother, home for a visit when he's done with his wars and
visions." Shokar
set his hands on either arm of her chair to still her rocking. "I
will." He leaned down to drop a kiss on the child's forehead, then took
the lips of his wife with more passion than Llesho wanted to know about in his
brother. He turned away, guilty to have invaded the privacy of the dream; he'd
known Shokar had a family. Why hadn't he considered what his brother would be
leaving behind when he dragged him halfway accross the known world? Before he
had more than a second for regret the door opened behind him. Three boys and a
girl tumbled into the room. "Who's
the guy in the corner?" the oldest asked with a casual flick of a glance
in Llesho's direction. The boy looked enough like Llesho's lost mother to blur
his eyes with a mist of tears. Shokar
looked through him. "Han and Chen, fallen from the sky?" he asked,
taking the boy's question for a joke. "No!"
the little girl giggled and hid her face in her skirts. "The man!" "Llesho?
How did you get here? I thought you were with Shou?" Shokar bunked,
shaking his head to clear it of the vision of his brother. "No. Shou's on
his way back to Durnhag. What am I doing here?" "It's
a dream," Llesho muttered, torn by the devastation that crossed his brother's
face.
"No—" And
Llesho was gone, pulled back across the river and dumped on his backside at the
feet of the Harnish shaman. "I
can't believe what I've done," he said, and buried his head in his hands. "And
what is that?" Bolghai quized him. "I've
torn my brother out of his home, left his farm with no one to tend it, his
children with no father to teach them, and his wife with no husband to protect
her against the coming war. And then I invaded his dreams and exposed the
comfort he took from his sleep." As an answer, he thought it was one of
his better ones. Concise and complete. So he didn't understand why Bolghai was
snorting at him like a horse with a fly up its nose. "Okay,
sneeze it out before you give yourself a fit," Llesho insisted. "What
did I say wrong this time?" "Just
the usual. Taking the blame for all the ills of the world, and all the
decisions made around you. In all the ages men have gone to war for their own
reasons—honor or glory or wealth or the right of crossing another's pasturage.
To defend loved ones or to punish enemies. They didn't need Llesho the boy king
to make their decisions for them, and neither did your brother." "He
wouldn't be here if it weren't for me." "If
it weren't for you, Shou would still be more a general than an emperor, and the
goddess of war would still have taken him as her favorite. What do you think
that would have meant to a brother who tilled the land in the empire of such a
match? Ultimately, soldiers will fight because it's all they know. And emperors
will bring their subjects into battle whether they wish it or not, because that
is the way of warrior kings. Are you such a king, Llesho, Prince of
Dreams?" "I
never wanted to be," Llesho shrugged, denying both the charge and his
answer. "It seems that's what I'm becoming, regardless of my own
wishes." "Well,
you learned something." Bolghai combed a twig out of his hair and brushed
off the bits of leaves he'd got on his clothes while he waited for Llesho to
return from Shokar's dream. Great Sun hadn't moved very far across the sky,
however. Llesho figured it wasn't much past breakfast. Which reminded him of
his empty stomach. As if it heard his thoughts, his gut roared a loud and angry
growl. "Enough
of that," Bolghai chided him. "Four times sets the lesson. You have
more dreams to visit before you feed the beast in the belly. And this time,
perhaps, we can get farther than our own longed-for sleeping tent? We still
need to cross the river." While
among the dream readers of Ahkenbad, he'd dream traveled in his sleep and woken
far from where he'd gone to bed. Llesho figured that, if he could move his body
through the dream world while he slept, it ought to be easier when he was
awake. But the shaman wanted more than a simple crossing of the river, and
Llesho knew who he had to see. Taking a deep breath to steady himself, he fixed
the Emperor Shou in his mind and started running, faster and faster in his
demented circle. Llesho's throat lengthened and roughened with a shaggy red
pelt. Antlers sprouted from his head and his arms stretched into the legs of
the roebuck. Delicate hooves touched ground and leaped, carried him out of his
circle in an explosion of animal speed. The forest disappeared.
Chapter Twenty-eight
SUDDENLY, Llesho was high above
Dumhag, coming down hard on the roof of the governor's palace. Roebuck hooves
hit rounded terra cotta tiles and turned into hands and feet, tumbling him
before he could catch his balance in either form. At his breast, the pearl that
hung from the silver chain had grown limbs and distracted him with pinprick
stabs of its elbows. They landed in a heap of boy king and Jinn covered in bits
of broken roof tiles. Pig regained his footing first, brushing bits of tile
from his tunic. "Are
you getting up from there, or do you plan to ask the emperor to attend you on
the roof?" "He's
here, then?" "In
his bedchamber, but I'd have myself announced before barging in if I were
you." "Is
he any improved?" The dream magic that brought them to Durnhag had
deserted him now. Llesho wandered over the rooftops of the governor's palace
looking for a way in before the soldiers who were supposed to keep watch
started lobbing arrows at him. "You
will have to ask the Lady SienMa," Pig answered primly. "The
mortal goddess is in Durnhag?' "In
Shou's bedroom, to be exact." The Jinn gave Llesho a meaningful look.
"Surprising them would not be a good idea." "Oh."
Slowly wrapping his mind around this new information, Llesho worked his way to
the only conclusion that also explained Pig's nudge and wink. Llesho shuddered
at the thought. His dream of the cobra and the turtle had already told him
something of that, however, and Bixei had known before he did. Still, dreams
were one thing and bedrooms something else entirely. Or so he'd thought.
"They're—when did that happen?" "Certainly
not during the lady's marriage to the governor of Farshore," Pig answered
slowly, as if mulling over the evidence before he spoke. Theatrics. The Jinn
had probably been snooping on the emperor's business since before he'd turned
himself into a pearl and rolled out of heaven. "In the imperial city, I
think, they found they had much in common." They.
The roofline of the governor's palace had many breaks for incomplete stories.
As Llesho climbed from one lower level to a higher by means of a low dormer
eaves, he considered the intelligence Pig had offered. The mortal goddess of
war and an emperor who fought as a general in his own battles. The
Lady SienMa had been good to Llesho. She'd plucked him out of Lord Yueh's
clutches in the arena at Farshore and taught him how to shoot a bow. When
Markko had attacked the governor's compound, she had helped him to escape. In
the midst of their flight, she had returned to him the precious artifacts of
his family: the jade wedding bowl and one of the Great Goddess' lost pearls;
and, less welcome, the spear that wanted to kill him. She even risked her own
fleeing party to lead their attackers astray, giving him time to reach safety. Her
ladyship had saved his life on numerous occasions, but she was cool and remote
and dangerous. And older than Shou's many times removed grandfathers, whose
ashes had long since taken their place in the temple of state
that adjoined the imperial palace. Bixei had spoken of her ladyship's feelings,
but her presence in the emperor's bedroom indicated that Shou felt some
attraction for her as well. Shou couldn't be that foolhardy—the very
thought of it clenched the muscles of Llesho's guts. "Has
she cast a spell on him?" Llesho asked. It seemed the only logical
explanation. Pig
barked a laughing snort. "Ho, boy! What makes you think the lady needs a
spell? Better to ask what spell our Shou has cast on the mortal goddess." Bixei
had spoken of her ladyship's feelings, so he tried to reverse his thinking.
Women were attracted to kings, he'd heard, though it hadn't ever worked for
him. Maybe his love of the thing she served drew her to the emperor. Shou could
have—probably should have—stayed at home in his palace tending to the peaceful
ordering of the many provinces under his hand. Instead, he sneaked out the back
way to fight battles hand-to-hand with Gan-sau Wastrels and meet with spies in
low and dangerous places. As a general, he planned well to save as many of his
soldiers' lives as he could. Llesho figured he should have noticed the man's
attraction to the dangers of war before this. It scared him to the soles of his
shoes to realize it now. "Be
careful!" Pig shouted as Llesho slipped on a loose tile. "Whoa!"
He slid, falling, and grabbed at a red clay tile that came off in his hand. He
let it go, flinched when he heard it crash to the courtyard far below, but gave
it little thought as he reached for a more secure handhold. "Halt!"
a voice below shouted, quickly followed by the whiz of an arrow passing near
enough to rasp across the top of Llesho's ear. "Don't
shoot! I'm a friend!" he cried out, and realized that his grip was
slipping— "Help!" "Ouch."
Thank the goddess, the face of the palace was cut everywhere with balconies.
Llesho finished his fall onto one of them and rolled to his knees sucking on a
cut that bled freely on his thumb. Tall doors decorated with trailing vines of
colored glass stood open. Habiba, just inside of them, watched Llesho with his
eyebrows raised nearly to his hair. "What
are you doing in Durnhag? And how did you get on the roof?" "Would
you believe I'm not really here?" Limp as a banner on a windless morning,
he dragged himself to his feet. "I'd
believe a great deal about you, child." Habiba looked him over like he was
a lame camel at a thieves' sale, but he moved out of the way to invite Llesho
into the workroom. "You'd better get in here before one of the local
guards finds you out there and hauls you off to a dungeon or something. That
seems to have been a favorite vice of the former governor, and I don't think
we've quite broken his minions of the habit." When
Llesho entered the room, however, the magician examined him with narrow- eyed
concentration. "Who have you been listening to now?" "His
name is Bolghai. Lluka hates him." "He
would." Habiba closed the doors. "I would have suggested him myself,
but I doubted your ability to put aside your natural distaste for the Harnish
people." Inside,
the room was warm and well lit, the walls turned a soft buttery yellow in the
light from the many candles in holders at the corners. An oil lantern hanging
from the ceiling lit a silver bowl filled with water on his workbench, and
sweet herbs perfumed the air on which music drifted softly from somewhere
nearby. Llesho found a cushioned sofa and dropped onto it, rubbing his eyes
wearily. "They're not that bad. At least, not Chim-bai's people. They've
got their own trouble with the raiders from the South, so it looks like we may
have an ally there." "And
what do you think of Bolghai the shaman?" "He's
very strange, and so are his lessons. I'm dreaming all of this, you know.
Awake, or so he tells me, and I
must be, since I'm so tired I could drop where I stand— or, well, sit. You
can't ache for sleep while you're sleeping, can you?" "You're
dream-walking," Habiba confirmed. "Is this your first trip?" "Second,
really, if you don't count the sleeping ones. Bolghai says the first one
doesn't count, though, since I never left the khan's city and Shokar was still
asleep when I visited his dream. Pig was with me, but he seems to have wandered
off. That or he's still on the roof somewhere. Is the emperor about?" "I'll
take you to him." Habiba covered the silver bowl with white silk cloth.
Llesho wasn't sure what it symbolized, since he'd never figured out where
Habiba came from, but he knew what a bowl and water meant in a magician's
workroom at— How had it come to be night here, when he'd taken this journey at
dawn? "Dream-walking
doesn't always follow the sun in normal hours. Time and distance seem tangled
somehow. The farther the travel, the more unrooted in time you can
become." Habiba
led him into a hallway as broad as an avenue and once again answered his
question without Llesho having to ask it. That was probably the most unnerving
thing about consorting with magicians. He was about to ask when he was,
since he knew where, but Habiba had a sort-of answer to that as well: "We
could be having this conversation in your future, or in your past, but it is
just the evening after the day before to me," he said, which was about
what Llesho'd expected. They
had come to a double door of figured panels worked in gilt, and Habiba rapped
sharply on a drum worked into the center of one panel. Llesho heard soft
voices, and someone stirring in the room. The
Lady SienMa opened the door. She wore a rich robe of white satin tied with a
gold belt. Her hair had come down, and it flowed over her shoulders like a
velvet sea. Llesho tried not to wonder what, if anything, she wore beneath the
robe, or what had left her hair in such disarray. Looking down didn't help,
because then he noticed that on her feet she wore just a pair of embroidered
slippers suitable for a lady's bedroom. "He's
here," the lady said, and stood aside. Llesho
hesitated, blushing to the roots of his hair, but the lady gestured with her
open palm. "Come
in. He will want to see you." The way she said that, as if the emperor
didn't know who was at his own bedroom door, drew him through it. He wondered
if that was a good idea when she closed the door behind him with Habiba still
on the outside. The
room was very large, rich with hangings and furnishings of gilt and lacquer
work, though not as sumptuous as the royal palace in the Imperial City of Shan.
The empty bed stood on a raised platform with its curtains drawn back to reveal
disheveled covers. Clothed in the informal breeches and coat he wore indoors,
Shou stood at the window with his back to the door. Llesho tugged the reins of
his runaway imagination, but the blush stained his face with heat anyway. "Is
this your dream, or mine?" Shou asked, and only then turned away from his
reflection in the glass. "Mine,
I think," Llesho answered. "Bolghai is teaching me to travel in
waking dreams." "A
Harnish name. You have strange teachers, Prince Llesho." He'd
grown so accustomed to the magicians around him knowing his business before he
did himself that it surprised him when Shou didn't recognize the name. It made
him less like a sheep—or a slave—run through a counting shoot by omniscient
masters. "No
stranger than your own," he answered, with a pointed look at Lady SienMa.
"Was I wrong to be worried about you, or more right than I knew?" Shou
passed off the question with a raised shoulder, but Llesho didn't let it slide.
"What happened with Tsu- tan?
I'm not just prying. We are going after Adar and Hmishi and Lling, and I have
to know what has been done to them." "Put
Hmishi out of your mind. He is dead already and waits only for his body to
realize that fact and cease pumping blood to his heart." "I
won't accept that." "Then
don't. What you do or do not choose to believe will make not one bit of
difference in the outcome." Shou crossed the room so quickly, and with
such purpose that Llesho took a step back, expecting an attack. But the emperor
merely brushed his elbow on his way to a low table where he picked up a bottle
and poured a foggy liquid into a bowl. "He's
given Hmishi over to the torments of his followers, but fears his master if he
harms a more valuable prisoner," Shou said after drinking the contents of
the bowl. "Adar should still be safe from physical hurt, at least, until
Tsu-tan reaches Markko's camp in the South. What Markko will do to him then I
cannot say, but the witch-finder spoke much of burnings at the stake." Llesho
shuddered. He had time yet to rescue Adar. In his dreams he heard Hmishi's
cries of pain, but he refused to believe that his friend couldn't be healed
with time and the skills of the healer-prince. He wasn't as certain about Shou,
who refused to acknowledge his own hurts. "And
you? What did the witch-finder do to you?" "A
simple beating, to put me in my place." Shou waved a hand to dismiss his
tale as if to say the blows had meant nothing. But he reached again for the
drink. With
a hand on the stone bottle, Llesho stopped him from pouring himself another
bowl of the liquor. "Master Markko, then. From afar?" Lady
SienMa watched with distant interest as the emperor shook his head, no. She
neither encouraged him nor gave any sign of disapproval, so Llesho continued
his struggle for the emperor's story. "He
murdered the dream readers of Ahkenbad in their dreams," he reminded Shou,
"and has visited my own dreams with threats of death as well. I know some
of what he can do, but I don't have enough information yet to see the shape of
his spirit." Understanding
clicked in Shou's head. Each story added to the picture, not only of Markko's
powers, but also of his limitations. "He
raised my dead," he said. "In my dreams, he brought their torn and
bleeding bodies rotting from their graves and pecked by birds to curse me for
their suffering. Vast wastelands filled with the moldering corpses of soldiers
killed in battle. Villages emptied by diseases that grow in the fields of
unburied dead. Grandfathers starved to death after the armies had eaten all the
villagers had grown for the winter, so that even the worms could find no food
on their bones. Children and infants and old women and their strong young sons,
all dead so that generals and emperors might trade a few li of ground. Each
came to me and showed me deadly wounds and scurvied bones and flyblown sores,
and cursed my part in their tortured dying." "It's
a trick," Llesho started to say, but Lady SienMa stopped him with a little
shake of her head. Her wide, unfeeling gaze never left the emperor, however,
and Llesho shuddered, praying that she never looked on him with such predatory
interest. If this was love, he wanted no part of the emotion. "If
it hurts so much, why haven't you gone home? Why don't you just stop?" "Because
I love her." Shou whispered the confession that meant not just the Lady
SienMa but the act of war itself, the struggle and the test of arms and the
plotting of strategy against a worthy foe. The
lady went to him, a smile on her blood-red lips. He took her hands in his and
she raised them to her face, put kisses on each fingertip and rested a cheek
white as pear blossoms on their clasped hands.
"One
good thing has come of this." Shou dropped a kiss on the bowed head of his
lover, the mortal goddess of war. "My anguish serves as a warning to the
khans along our borders, who now must fear the magician will attack them as
well. It seems that, like yourself, we make allies where we once looked for
enemies." "And
what of the governor of Guynm Province?" Shou
gave him a terrible smile, full of sadness and endurance and satisfaction.
"He has joined my importunate dead." "Oh." Shou
rested his cheek over the kiss he had placed on the Lady SienMa's head. When
the lady freed her hands to raise his face to her again and run her fingers
through his hair, Llesho slowly backed away, not wanting to see any more. "I
guess I'll be in touch," he stammered, at a loss for words. Shou
nodded, not really paying attention to him anymore. "I have moved my court
here to Durnhag, to be closer to the fighting." The
emperor put his his arms around her ladyship and Llesho decided that was
definitely more than he wanted to know. Remembering Bolghai's lessons, he began
to run in a tight circle on the thick carpet. Thankfully, the emperor's
temporary quarters vanished just as Shou lifted the goddess from her tiny feet. Llesho
closed his eyes tight, but that didn't stop the sensation that he was falling
from a great height. "Ohhhh,"
he groaned as the bottom dropped out of his stomach. He knew this feeling, like
Lord Chin-shi's fishing boats on a stormy sea, and had even grown used to it
during his years in Pearl Bay. He'd lost the knack of it, though, and prayed
only for it to end quickly, before his stomach turned itself inside out ridding
itself of a breakfast he didn't have. Then
the bright light of full day was beating against his eyelids. He was back in
the waking world again, his surroundings unyielding, as he rediscovered when
his ankle turned on an outcropping of rock. "Ouch!"
He fell on his backside, grabbing his booted ankle and squinting against the
light. Well. He was on the right side of the river, at least. There was the
shaman's burrow, and Bolghai himself in human form, which reassured him that
he'd landed in the right time and reality. "Did
you have a good trip?" Bolghai stared down into his face with a sly grin. Llesho
wasn't sure if he meant the dream-walk to Durnhag or the twisted ankle. He
grimaced his displeasure with the question and struggled to get his legs under
him. "How
is Durnhag?" "Dark." Bolghai
gave him a reassuring pat. "We'll work on the 'when' of dream-walking
later. For now it's remarkable that you went where you chose, when you chose to
do it, after only a day and a half of lessons." So
he'd been gone only a matter of hours by the reckoning of the waking world.
Llesho accepted that with relief. He had only four days, after all, and he had
places to go and time to harness in his dreams. In the meantime, and in case
the next exercise didn't work out as well, he made a report. "If
something should happen and I don't get back, tell Kaydu that the emperor has
negotiated a truce with Tinglut-Khan on his eastern border. Together, they make
plans for war against Master Markko in the South." "And
the governor of Guynm Province?" "Dead,"
Llesho answered "So I should think." Llesho
nodded his agreement. Bolghai didn't need telling; he'd already figured that
the governor must have been involved in the plot that had made Shou a prisoner
of Markko's lieutenant, Tsu-tan. "Chimbai
will need to know this," the shaman continued with his musing. "There
is no love between our khan and the East." "Nobody
says he has to marry Tinglut's daughter, but Chimbai will doubtless need all
the human allies he can muster when the magician moves against the grasslands,
which Shou believes he must." "That's
the problem, though," Bolghai answered with a snort. "Chimbai has married
a daughter of the Eastern Khan. The lady has proved ... of questionable value
as a wife." Llesho
remembered Lady Chaiujin's agate stare and shivered his agreement. The shaman's
explanation made sense of the diplomat's war between the husband and wife that
he'd felt in the ger-tent of the khan, but there was more at stake than an
unhappy marriage. "Markko
is getting stronger. He couldn't kill in dreams before. I know. He tried."
That was a memory he didn't want to revisit; he'd thought he was dying, and
more than once, but Markko hadn't carried through. "He's
Harnish, and from the South by blood if not upbringing," Bolghai reminded
him as if this made a difference in his powers. When Llesho showed no sign of
understanding his point, the shaman explained. "Magic comes from many
places, but always it grows strongest where our roots grow deepest. Your abilities
grow stronger through training and exercise, but also because, as you near the
source of your power, it flows through you with greater force and vigor. The
same holds true for the magician. I would be surprised if he meant to murder
the dream readers of Ahkenbad. He knows the legends, and would not want to call
on himself the wrath of the Dun Dragon. But he is trying to control too many
distant fronts, and he cannot have learned to harness the force of home soil in
his magic yet." "They're
still dead." Llesho
didn't need the reminder. It ended the conversation about his dream journey to
the emperor, however. Discretion
demanded that he remain silent about Shou's relationship with the Lady SienMa.
The mortal goddess of war required more than romantic attention from her
suitors. He needed to think about that more, sort out what was private and what
was military intelligence vital to their struggle. Being
a god himself, Master Den would know what this new aspect of Shou's devotion to
her ladyship would mean in the coming battle. He would understand the debts and
allegiances between gods and the humans who received their attentions. Llesho
might even learn something about Shou's relationship with the trickster god,
and by the emperor's example, what he might one day be required to pay for the
help he accepted from the gods in his quest. But how much did he have the right
to tell the trickster god? He wasn't going to talk about any of it with the
shaman. As
if he heard Llesho think his name, Bolghai gave his arm a shake. "Ready to
go again?" "Again?"
But he already knew where he wanted to go. "Four
times to set the lesson," Bolghai asserted, "two more to go." He
began to run. With a groan, Llesho followed, loping painfully on his sore ankle
and blistered feet. Gradually, his forequarters lengthened, his scalp itched,
erupted in horny antlers covered in a soft furze. With one bounding leap, and
another, he landed in a camp of round black tents. At his shoulder rose the
largest of the tents, and on either side half a hundred formed a ragged circle
several tents deep. At their heart, a central commons had been eaten down to
dust by the animals that wandered the encampment. Harnish raiders on their
mounts laughed and joked as aimlessly as their beasts. "Come
in, witch." Tsu-tan, the witch-finder of Pearl Island and Master Markko's
lieutenant, stood beside the largest tent. Hidden in the shadow of late
afternoon, pressed dark against the black felt, he cocked an arrow in the bow
he pulled.
Llesho,
in the shape of the roebuck, quivered in all his muscles, but otherwise
remained completely still. Behind the witch-finder, moving stealthily and with
murder in her eyes, Lling crept nearer. She wore the rough pants and tunic of a
slave and a smudge of grime crossed the bridge of her nose. In her hand she
held a knife poised to strike. "Come,
boy. You remember what it is to be human. I won't hurt you." "You
can't hurt me," Llesho realized, "because I'm not really here." "You're
here, all right." Tsu-tan let the arrow fly and it brushed past on a
breeze but didn't touch him. "The questions is, when are you?" As
if in answer to that mysterious statement, Llesho stepped painfully into his
human form. Startled, Lling paused, her brows disappearing beneath the tumbled
hair that fell over her forehead. The beginning of recognition fought its way
through layers of fog that clouded her focus. She tilted her head, as if she
could see more clearly out of the corners of her eyes, but came no closer. "It's
all right, girl, go on about your work. He's not going to hurt you."
Tsu-tan didn't turn to look at her, but he seemed aware of every movement at
his back. Lling said nothing, but slowly lowered her knife and backed away. "Since
my master took her mind she's become a fine laundress. He bids me leave her the
knife to defend her virtue—for himself, I venture—not that she needs it. The
knife, I mean, though virtue, too, seems a waste in a laundress. But no one
would touch her even if she walked the camp naked with a price in cash around
her neck. She's mad, you see. And no one wants to catch madness. It's the
ultimate social disease." Tsu-tan
turned and entered the black tent then, so he did not see the look of hatred
and low cunning that crossed Lling's face. With a last sly glance, she sheathed
her knife and aimlessly drifted away. Llesho watched her go, wondering how much
of her apparent mindlessness she owed to Master Markko and how much to her own
talented spycraft. When she passed out of sight around a neighboring tent, he
braced himself for what he would see, and followed Tsu-tan. The
witch-finder had gone to a small table on the far side of the firebox at the
center of the tent and watched the reunion with mocking attentiveness.
"I've brought you a visitor," he announced to the figure bent over a
sickbed near the door of the tent, where guests of low station must wait. "You
had nothing to do with my coming here," Llesho corrected him. "I've
come to tally up the charges against you, for when we meet in battle." At
Ahkenbad his dreams had been filled with the pain of his companions, so he knew
to expect no good outcome of this dream-journey. When he saw his brother
leaning over a pallet near the door of the tent, however, Llesho's spirits rose
in spite of good sense. His brother, at least, appeared unhurt. "Goddess,
what are you doing here!" Adar greeted him with horror. Rising from the
sickbed he tended, the healer no longer obstructed Llesho's view of his
patient. The sight of Hmishi, lying feverish and battered on the low cot,
struck him like a blow. Llesho
resisted the step that would take him to his friend and his brother. He was
worried, but he didn't want to draw attention to the fact. Instead he walked
toward the firebox, demanding a higher place as befitted one of rank. "I'm
not here. Not really, no matter what he says." He gave no explanation
which Tsu-tan could report to his master, but his caution didn't seem to
matter. "Your
brother travels in a dream, witch. He can do nothing for you." "You're
safe, then." Adar tried to keep his voice level, but he couldn't hide the
sudden drop of his shoulders. The tension he had been carrying since Llesho
entered the tent seemed to bleed out of him, leaving him almost limp with
relief. "I'm
fine," Llesho assured him. "And our brothers Balar and Lluka as well,
though I would have Lluka less stubborn." In spite of their terrible
danger, Llesho offered this small joy in finding two more of their brothers
alive as Lleck's ghost had promised. "Then
you would have a different brother," Adar answered with a wry tilt of his
mouth. "For Lluka has known best, according to Lluka, since he was in the
training saddle." Llesho
gave a nod, acknowledging the truth of Adar's words, but keeping his own
counsel about the danger Lluka's arrogance might pose them all. Adar couldn't
help with that, and he was anxious to ask the questions he had come for. "You
look well," he ventured. "This
one's master has a use for princes, and would keep me alive until he discovers
we will not give him what he wants." "Your
milky face may be out of my reach, witch, but the boy is not," Tsu-tan
warned them. From a table littered with the remains of a supper he picked up an
iron rod and tapped on Hmishi's cheekbone, already decorated with bruises. Hmishi
screamed, but the pain seemed to rouse him from his stupor. Though glazed with
fever and panic, his eyes tracked with intelligence as they moved from his
tormentor to Adar to the newcomer in the room. "Llesho?" he murmured.
"Are we dead? I didn't think it would hurt so much." "Not
yet." Tsu-tan gave a tap with the bludgeon to Hmishi's bandaged hand.
"But soon enough." Hmishi
groaned, his face glazed with the oily sweat of pain. Llesho took a step
forward, and the witch-finder raised his bludgeon as a warning. "You're
just dreaming, young soldier," he mocked his wounded prisoner. "Your
foolish king has forgotten you all." "That's
not true." Llesho clasped and unclasped his fists, but didn't dare to
approach any closer. Alone, he could do nothing but cause both his friend and
his brother more pain. "I'll be back for you." "We'll
wait for you," Adar promised him. "The magician assures my
cooperation with the boy's pain. He won't let Hmishi die until he has what he
wants from me." He didn't say anything about Lling and Llesho didn't want
to bring attention to her by mentioning her either. There
were so many things they couldn't talk about, fears they didn't have to speak
out loud because they shared them already: Master Markko might realize Adar
would never give him what he wanted and kill both prince and hostage. Or, the
witch-finder might slip his master's reins and beat the young guardsman to
death in a frenzy of the hatred he felt against all magic. He may already have
gone too far—Hmishi's face was pale, and he shivered with cold in spite of the
gleam of sweat. There were injuries under the blankets Llesho didn't want to
think about, and Tsu-tan already had his eye on Lling as a replacement victim
in spite of his master's orders. It never paid to depend on the good sense of
the mad; he had less time to bring troops to bear than he had hoped. And
he still didn't know where he was. He scanned the tent as if he could get some
clue from the black felt, but there was nothing—instruments of torture on the
lattice walls, a lantern over the cot, and the remains of supper amid the
bloodstains on the low table. Llesho felt certain that the food had not been
for Hmishi. More likely the witch-finder enjoyed his dinner with torture on the
side. But he appeared to have no use for maps. Adar
watched him with a frown, trying to puzzle out what Llesho saw, or wished to
see. Then something clicked behind his eyes. "Due west," he said
softly, "straight into Great Sun." "Unwise,"
Tsu-tan said. He raised his bludgeon over his head, and Llesho felt the ground
fall away beneath his feet.
Chapter Twenty-nine
LESHO braced himself for the long
drop to the turf outside of Bolghai's burrow, but when he reached for them, the
grasslands to the north weren't there. Instead, he felt himself caught by a
maelstrom that picked him up and dragged him far off his intended course. "Whoa!"
he called, as if he could bring the storm to his hand like a wild pony. But
another, stronger mind was drawing him out past the camp where his brother
tended Hmishi, away from the tent city of Chimbai-Khan where Bolghai waited for
him to return from his dream-walk. "Who's
there? Who are you?" Laughter
echoed in his head, and a voice that turned his guts to water licked a poison
trail across his mind. "Just
an old friend," Master Markko said with mock cheer. "We wouldn't want
you to fall into bad company while you are wandering the dreaming places on
your own, now, would we?" It
didn't get any worse than the company he was in. The memory of that
voice in his dreams, calling him down into fever and death, ached in his guts
where recent wounds were still healing. "You
made a bad enemy at Ahkenbad." Llesho tried to make it sound like a
threat, but Markko laughed at him. "Enemies,
yes. Of corpses and children." "And
Dun Dragon." "Like
I said. Corpses. Greater powers than you or I pulled the teeth on that old worm
more ages ago than you have hairs on your head, boy. But a good effort." He
didn't know. Before Llesho could explore that thought, something plucked him
from the maelstrom with a wrenching force that ground his bones one against the
other. It dropped him like a sack of flour to land on the carpeted floor of a
tent he did not know, except that it was a Shannish rectangle with yellow silk
for walls and for the curtains that partitioned the space. He had appeared in
the back of the tent. On the other side of the curtain, the shadows of servants
huddled, while the call of sentries floated on the night air outside. Watching
him with a satisfied leer, Master Markko sat in an elaborately carved chair. At
his elbow stood a fragile table set with steaming pots and two bowls for cups,
and his feet rested on a stool covered in a cushion of silk brocade. Behind
him, a rumpled bed gave evidence of recent occupancy. In fact, the magician
wore only a night coat belted loosely at his waist, as if he had been roused by
a disturbance of his sleep. Llesho
staggered to his feet. There seemed no point in a reminder that this was a
dream. In the first place, Master Markko had entered the dreams of Ahkenbad and
murdered the dream readers in their sleep. Llesho had no reason to doubt the
magician could do it again if Markko wanted him dead. In the second place, he
wasn't certain he was dreaming anymore. If Markko's magic could defeat
defenses as powerful as those of Ahkenbad, how difficult could it be for him to
drag Llesho out of the dream realm if he wanted to? The truth was, he didn't
know enough to make a judgment on exactly where he was or how Markko had got
him here, so he kept quiet.
"Sit,
please. Would you care for tea?" Master
Markko moved his feet from the stool, signaling that Llesho's place was below
him, and held out a steaming earthen bowl. The vapors brought stinging tears to
Llesho's eyes. He remembered other cups forced down his throat and nights spent
writhing in agony on Master Markko's floor and shook his head, refusing both
the tea and the seat. "I
won't be staying." "What
has happened to your manners?" the magician asked with a smile that
dissected him on the hoof. "Don't you know it's a grievous insult in the
grasslands to refuse hospitality? You must remember our happier days, when you
used to sup from my hand and I would hold your head on my knee while you moaned
in the night?" "Where
are we?" "Tsk."
Markko sipped from the bowl he had offered Llesho and set it carefully on the
table before delicately wiping the moisture from his lips. "Oh, yes, it
contains a careful selection of poisons." He waved a languid hand, as if
objections were fat green flies he could brush away. "You never understood
that I have always had the best of intentions in your regard, Prince Llesho. "You
proved useful in testing the effects of various poisons for the casual trade.
But that was never my full purpose with you. I sought a disciple, one who might
become as strong as I one day, and rule beside me in all my conquests. You were
that boy; if future invulnerability requires present agony, who am I to deny
the Way of destiny for the sake of a few nights of painless rest?" The
idea that the magician thought he'd been doing Llesho a favor enraged him more
than it ever had when he thought Markko just used him as a convenient
receptacle for his poisons. "You
could have killed me!" "No,
no," the magician objected. He poured a less noxious tea from the second
pot into a clean bowl and drank steadily until the bowl was empty. "If you
had died, you wouldn't be the one. Since you are the one, I couldn't have
killed you. At least, not in the testing, as the others died. I am still
stronger than you are, as Ah-kenbad proved." Another
test. He didn't know why he was surprised. Next time, however, he'd just refuse
to jump over their fences and see what they thought they could do about it. Of
course, Master Markko hadn't asked; he'd poured the stuff down Llesho's throat
and he either fought the poison or he died. Most of the tests he'd faced since
leaving Pearl Island were like that. They gave him only the one choice— play
and win, or die whether playing or not—and he wasn't ready to choose the
alternative yet. "Is
that what you're doing to Hmishi? A test?" "Don't
be silly—are you sure you don't want any tea?—the boy is just a diversion to
keep Tsu-tan occupied until I can reach his camp with the ulus of the Uulgar
clans behind me—" "And
the Southern Khan agreed to follow you?" "Well,"
Markko lowered his eyelashes in a false show of humility. "He died so
suddenly, you know. And the carrion crows who ate his flesh died as well, a
great black crowd of them, which was a terrible omen. Someone had to step in.
Since we had eaten from the same dishes and I remained unharmed, it seemed the
spirits of the underworld favored me. "But
as I was saying before your manners forsook you altogether, it takes time, even
for one of my persuasive skills, to bring the entire might of the Southern ulus
into position. As a lieutenant, Tsu-tan has little to recommend him when
compared to your gifts and talents, but he has proved himself loyal, given
proper payment. I knew that harm to your brother would make the differences
between us far too personal, and chivalry would demand an equal response if I
let him play with the girl. Take note that I have held these two off-limits for
the witch-finder's games. "The
boy is a soldier, however; a simple stone on a complex
board performing his painful duty. If you are the companion I believe you to
be, you will grow to understand sacrificing a few stones to gain greater
territory in the pursuit of power." "Lives
aren't stones in a game. You can't just sweep them off the board." "Of
course I can." Master Markko twitched a finger and Llesho doubled over in
pain. He hadn't touched the bowl of poisoned tea, but somehow, the magician had
called upon the poisons lying dormant in his body and awakened them. Llesho
fell, hot and cold by turns, gripped by the combined effects of all the doses
he had swallowed in that long-ago workroom. His gut clenched and turned to
water and he writhed convulsively in an old agony. A
whisper of silk warned him that Markko had left his chair. Llesho tried to curl
protectively around his gut, to defend against the sensation of fiery knives
shredding him from the inside. But the poisons bowed his spine so that his head
stretched back almost to his heels. Like an old dream, the magician took his
head onto his knees and touched his hair. "I
have always loved you best this way," he whispered into Llesho's ear. With
a single languorous stroke, he wiped a sweat-washed tear from Llesho's cheek
and licked it from his fingertip with a gentle smile. "You are like a son
to me." "I
knew my father," Llesho gasped through his pain. "You are nothing
like him." "You're
right, of course. Your father is dead. And I—" the magician brushed the
hair back from his forehead, "—well, I would fight dragons to keep you
just the way you are right now." "You
will have dragons and more to fight when I get free of you," Llesho
promised himself. Then he threw up on the magician's lap. His bowels had
released themselves already, his insides forcibly rejecting the poisons that
had become a part of him, and he had to suffer the humiliation of his own
fouled body as well as the pain. The magician did not react in disgust,
however, but dropped a kiss at his temple. "I
haven't given up hope yet of bringing you to my side in this war," he said
as he withdrew to change his soiled robe. "If you force me to relinquish
my dream, I will regret what I must do, of course, but I will relieve
you of your life by painful inches." The
magician dropped his soiled robes in a heap. Naked, he called a servant to
dress him. Is that what his poisons will do to me? Llesho wondered.
Master Markko's flesh was gnarled with twisted tracks of blue and green
squirming under sickly skin marked here and there with the dull gleam of
scales. "Magicians," Habiba had said, "all carried the blood of
dragons." A
Thebin slave, though Llesho didn't recognize him, quickly answered the call,
bearing robes and soft breeches. The man gave Llesho not a single glance, as if
by seeing he might exchange places with this most recent victim. He cringed at
his master's touch and did not breathe until the unnatural flesh had
disappeared under its luxurious coverings. "Bury
it," Markko said The thought of smothering to death in a living grave did
not distress Llesho as much as it should have. Anything was better than this. But
the magician nudged with a careful foot at his discarded clothing, stained with
the poisons of Llesho's body. When the servant had departed with his
contaminated burden, Markko turned a calculating stare on Llesho. "Perhaps,
if you have some time to think about it, you will see reason yet," the
magician said, and left Llesho to suffer alone. It
was a measure of Llesho's agony that being alone was more horrifying even than
the company of the man who had put him there. He longed for the sound of
breathing and the eyes of another human being watching him, more frightened of
dying alone in such terrible pain than
of suffering for the pleasure of his enemy. Gradually, however, that longing
grew into a different shape. His heart, torn with pain and loss and terror,
called to a power beyond his own, for home and love and— Home. "Llesho?"
Pig looked down at him; a worried frown wrinkled his dark, open face. "Am
I dead?" Llesho asked him and winced at the reminder. Hmishi had asked him
the same thing. Fortunately,
Pig's answer was similar to his own: "No, you're still alive. How do you
feel?" "Awful,"
Llesho was about to say, but that wasn't true any more. "Weak," he
concluded. "Where am I?" and rolled his eyes. He had to figure out something
more original to say—preferably something that didn't give away how little he
knew about what he was doing. "Same
question," Pig agreed. "The answer is nowhere near as dire, but a
great deal more puzzling. You're alive, but you've brought us to the gardens of
heaven. Again. How did you do it?" Llesho
shrugged, discovered it didn't hurt and that he lay on a soft bed of moss under
a tree with wide fronds that protected him from the flat white light. Things
looked better than they had the last time he'd visited heaven, but there was
nothing even the best of gardeners could do about the constant glare from the
nightless sky. "I
was scared and alone and all I wanted was to go home," he said. "Got
that wrong, didn't you?" Pig joked. He made a great show of settling his
sleek piggy body on the moss next to Llesho, but there was less truth than
usual in his round little eyes. If
the Jinn lied now, perhaps he had about being alive as well. Llesho allowed his
heavy lids to fall closed over his eyes. If it meant he could finally sleep,
here in the gentle warmth of the Great Goddess' garden, he decided, he didn't
mind being dead after all. Leaves
rustled nearby, but Pig remained where he was, so it didn't mean danger. That
was just fine with Llesho—it meant he didn't have to wake up. When a finger
touched his hair, however, imagination dropped him back on the floor of
Markko's tent, under the magician's evil ministrations. In a cold sweat he
started up, gasping for breath. "Oh,
Goddess," he moaned, and covered his face with his hands. "I'm
sorry. I didn't mean to remind you of him." A beekeeper sank down on her
heels beside him. At her side rested a small pitcher and two jade cups. One, he
felt sure, was the jade cup he had left in his pack back in the khan's camp.
Setting her heavy gloves beside her, she tucked her veils up over her hat and
watched him with a worried frown. "You
didn't. Don't. Well, not after I opened my eyes. You don't look like him at
all." She
bore little resemblance to the beekeeper he'd met on his first visit to heaven
either. She seemed much younger and more beautiful than he remembered; not with
the cold and distant perfection of the Lady SienMa or the sinewy economy of
function of Kaydu, though. The best he could come up with was "complete."
As she sat beside him, her hands folded calmly in her lap and her dark hair
tied neatly on top of her head, she seemed to contain her whole world in
herself. Even her eyes seemed to reflect not just one color, but all colors,
changing as he looked at them from brown to black to green to amber. The tears
that shimmered unshed in them promised home for his weary soul in that world
within her. Watching
the play of concern and other emotions cross her face, he wondered how many
beekeepers heaven employed, and why they should all take an interest in him.
The Great Goddess, of course, could appear to him in any guise. When he put it
that way, the answer was obvious. "We've
met before, haven't we?" The rush of panic receded in a
babbling torrent of words and he stopped, blushing. "Did
you find shelter from the storm?" she asked, and he knew that was the
answer to his question. He had lost sight of her just as a storm had swept
through heaven. "My
lady Goddess." He
struggled to rise, but she urged him to lie down against her knees with a hand
placed gently over his heart. "Rest, husband." Acceptance
brought shame with it. That she had traded her unguarded appearance for one
that must be more attractive to him meant that she doubted his ability to love
her as she was. "Please,
my lady Goddess, don't change yourself for me. I will love you in whatever
aspect you show me." "Later,"
she said. "When your wounds have mended." Injuries to his heart and
soul, she meant. From the pitcher at her side she poured a clear liquid into
his cup. "This will start the healing." He
took the cup, discovering only pure, clean water on his tongue. As he drank,
some part of the taint on his soul truly did seem cleaned away. With a
contented sigh he returned the cup and let his eyes fall closed. Cool fingers
stroked his forehead, urging him to sleep. Before
he gave in to her ministrations, however, he owed her his gratitude.
"Thank you for bringing me here." "I
didn't," she said. "Your own dreams brought you to me." "Home."
It felt right when his heart had reached out in unspoken longing for the Great
Goddess, and it felt right now, as he nestled against her homely skirts. Heaven
drew him like a warm fire burning at the very center of his being, and he gave
up all his denials and pretensions to a normal life with a weary sigh. Maybe
the struggle wouldn't be so bad, knowing he had love and home at the end of it.
Only if he won, he reminded himself.
This was, after all, a dream. He'd have to go back soon. "Home,"
the goddess agreed. "For a little while yet." In her arms, he let go
of his burdens and slept. He
woke to the sound of running feet, and the shouts of familiar voices. Stipes,
breathless and coming closer, called to their companions. "He's
back!" "What?"
That was Bixei. "Where did he come from?" "He
just appeared, in his own bed." Bixei
was next to his cot now as well. "He's been hurt. Get Carina—and Master
Den!" "Right." Stipes
was gone with a brush of cloth against cloth at the entrance to the tent.
Llesho's tent, since Bixei said he was in his own bed. He wouldn't know for
sure until he opened his eyes, which was proving harder to do than he'd
expected. With a flutter and blink against the glow of the lantern, however, he
managed it, and saw the roof of his own tent, blood-red in the lamplight, over
his head. "Don't
try to move—" Bixei tailed off in confusion. "My prince, excellence,
please. I think you've been poisoned. Master Den will know what to do." "Stipes
is saying that Llesho is . . ." Kaydu burst into the tent and fell silent
as she spotted her quarry. ". . . back." When she spoke again, her
voice had gone cold as ice. "What has that old witch done to him?" "Poison,"
Bixei told her. "I've seen it before. So has Master Den. He'll fight it
off on his own given time, or at least he always did on Pearl Island. But it
isn't a pretty sight. I hope Carina can give him something to help— can you
stay with him until she comes?" "Where
are you going?" "I'm
going to kill the Harnish witch who did this to him," Bixei announced.
"And after that, my fist may have a few words for Master Den himself, for
letting the treacherous bastard take Llesho away without any of us to guard
him. Why Llesho thought it was a good idea to follow the trickster god into
enemy territory is a mystery I will never understand." "Wait,"
Kaydu ordered. "We are fifty soldiers in a camp of thousands. Before we
kill the local holy man, we need to know what happened." Easy
for her to say, Llesho thought. She hadn't been on Pearl Island when he was
dying by inches from Markko's slow poisons. But Kaydu didn't entirely rule out
murdering the Harnish shaman, even if it got them all killed in the process,
which it would. She needed answers first, though, and this time, she was right.
He couldn't let his people sacrifice their lives over a misplaced threat, so he
roused himself to say, "Bolghai didn't do anything. It was Master Markko.
In a dream." "Markko.
Again. This magic business has never done anything but harm," Bixei
grumbled. He kept his voice down and his face averted so that Kaydu wouldn't
hear him. Llesho could have told him he was wasting his effort. Before she
could respond, however, they were joined by the healer, Carina, and his
brothers. Master Den and the dwarf followed close behind her. "Soldiers,
out!" Carina flapped her hands in an imperious command. "You can keep
guard better on the outside, and we need room to work in here." Bixei
shuffled out with more grumbling, but Kaydu held her ground at the entrance to
the tent. "He needs more than spears and swords to protect him from this,
Master." Dognut
gave her his most reassuring pat on the hand. "He has more, child."
He spoke with compassion and authority. Some message passed between them, and
Kaydu bowed her head and left the tent. "Who
are you?" Llesho asked. He might have been willingly blind to the
musician's powers until now, but he couldn't ignore Kaydu's unnatural obedience
to a lowly servant and player. "Bright
Morning, a dwarf." Llesho
tried to find answers in the dwarfs quiet countenance. When he looked into
Dognut's eyes, however, all he found was sorrow, deeper than a mountain lake
but much, much warmer. It seemed easier, in his weariness, for Llesho to let
his questions go. He didn't object when Carina touched his energy points and
his pulse; he let her press on his belly and examine his fingertips, but he
knew the answer to her inquiries before she had begun. "I
can't help him," she said at last to his brothers, who stood over him with
varied expressions of anger and concern. "These are old poisons, not newly
swallowed but a part of him in bone and sinew. Something roused them from their
sleep, and forces well beyond my skills have banished them again. I can give
him something for the pain while he heals, but he will need time and rest to
repair the damage they have done to his flesh." "I'm
awake, you can talk to me," Llesho reminded her. "Where is
Bolghai?" "With
Chimbai-Khan. He has been desolate since he lost you in the dream world, and
has argued that the khan must take up your quest as a spiritual duty to your
lost soul. He was much pleased to hear of your return, but can't escape his
duties to his khan just yet." Llesho
nodded his understanding not only of her words but of Bolghai's duty. "It
wasn't his fault," he assured her. "I knew the dangers when I
began." How could I not, he thought, after seeing the
destruction of Ahkenbad? "I'll
give the khan your message," Carina promised. "Now take this—"
she filled a cup with wine and, sorting among the talismans and amulets that
hung from her shaman's dress, she reached into one of the many small purses.
Out of it came a small silver vial from which she counted seven drops of a
thick, dark fluid into the wine. "It will help you sleep," she
explained to him, and touched the cup to his lips. He
flinched away from it, wishing only for the cool water of heaven. It was enough
for Carina to see and understand his misgivings. When she withdrew the cup, he
apologized. "I
trust you, but memory sometimes overrides common sense." "And
sometimes," she conceded, "memory rises to warn us of unseen dangers.
I would help you rest, but perhaps the medicine would do more harm than
good." "Let
me help," Dognut offered. "Music is no drug, but it has the power to
give pain or take it away, depending on the song." "Can
we rely on you to play only the latter?" Shokar challenged him with a
solemn bow. Llesho
thought the dwarf would grin and answer with a jest, but he gave an earnest
courtesy instead, and promised, "Healing voices only from my flutes, good
prince, kind shaman. I would cause the chosen consort of the Great Goddess no
more pain." Master
Den cast a warning glance at the dwarf in the corner. For a change, however,
Llesho didn't deny the allegation. Dognut settled himself into a corner and
brought out a reed flute. Soon gentle notes were drifting lazily on the yellow
lamplight. His
expression thoughtful, Master Den stroked a gentle hand over Llesho's eyes,
"Sleep, young prince," he said, "and dream only peaceful
dreams." The
trickster god's words had the power of a spell, and Llesho followed the soft
music into the gentle dark.
Chapter Thirty
LESHO! You're awake!" Shokar
rose from where he sat in the corner listening to Dognut's soft playing. Balar
had joined the music with a borrowed lute, but Lluka was nowhere to be seen.
"Are you feeling better? I'll send a guard to fetch the healer." "No
need." Llesho raised himself on the bed and waited for his stomach to
settle. The worst of the discomfort had passed while he slept; only the
faintest traces of harmless images remained to tell him that he'd dreamed at
all. If not entirely himself again, the thought that he might live came as a
welcome relief instead of a curse. He owed that to the goddess herself.
Silently he offered thanks, trusting the forces that guided him would carry his
message to her ear. At
the tent flap, the point of a spear appeared, followed by Bixei, or half of
him. With the tent flap pushed out of the way, Llesho saw not only Stipes
standing guard outside, but half a dozen Wastrels and an equal number of
trained Thebins. "I
thought I heard voices." Bixei cast a measuring eye over Llesho, and
didn't seem to like his conclusions. "Carina will want to look at him, and
he needs bread—goat milk will help as well, if we can get it. Food soaks
up the poisons, or it did on Pearl Island." "I'm
fine—" Ignoring
Llesho's refusal of their attentions, Bixei sent guards in all directions: one
to bring Carina, and one to inform Kaydu of the prince's condition, and another
to look for food. When his messengers were well away, he returned to Llesho's
side. "What's
been happening while I've been gone?" Llesho asked, and had a
thought—"for that matter, how long was I away?" "You
went off with the Harnish witch three days ago. He returned two days later to
report that some powerful force had plucked you out of the dreamscape and that
he could find you in no realm of sleep or waking." Bixei dropped heavily
to the floor at the foot of Llesho's bed, momentarily overwhelmed by the memory
of the shaman's words. Though he would never admit his distress, Llesho had no
trouble reading the grief in Bixei's drawn mouth. "The
Wastrels looked for you on the grasslands, and Bolghai and Carina both searched
the underworld in the way of shaman. Kaydu looked for you from the air, but no
one could find you. I kept the rest of your troops to our own camp, preparing
to do battle against our host if it appeared that his shaman had banished you
to a holy realm. We considered the possibility that the khan's son might have
killed you for embarrassing him on the playing field, but he seemed to take
your absence as a personal affront." Madness,
to cast their small force against the armies of the khan. But Kaydu was kin of
the Dun Dragon, and Golden River Dragon had sired Carina, the healer.
Chimbai-Khan might have cause to regret he ever welcomed such a band of
monsters into his ulus if it came to battle between them. Fortunately, Llesho
had returned before it came to a test, as Bixei reminded him. "You
returned before Great Moon Lun rose last night, and the sun is almost at its
height now. I thought th< miserable old magician had taken you too far into
deatl this time, but Carina said you had the mark of heaver on you, that you
would recover with rest. She attend; Bolghai, who answers to the khan. Kaydu
has accompanied your brother Lluka who, determining that you could not speak
for yourself, insisted on negotiating with the khan in your name." "I
thought we'd already dealt with those pretensions," Llesho muttered.
"Why didn't anybody stop him?" Shokar
stood at attention, braced for Llesho's wrath. "When you disappeared, and
the old shaman couldn't find you, we discussed among ourselves who would take
your place. I didn't want it—" "Neither
did I," Balar admitted from his corner. "And Lluka said that we'd
already failed you when we let you go. He was the one who hadn't trusted the
shaman from the start, and it looked like he was right after all."
"It wasn't Bolghai's fault." Shokar's
shoulders lifted uncomfortably. "You say that now, but we had nothing else
to go on. Master Markko entered the sleep of the dream readers and murdered
them, but their bodies remained in Ahkenbad. You were just gone, vanished body
and soul from the universe. We didn't think he had that power." "But
Bolghai did?" "Not
on his own," Balar curled over his lute as if he would have disappeared
himself rather than face his brother's questions. "Carina had explained
that you were learning transforming magics and dream travel. We thought he
tricked you into a trap." Briefly,
Llesho wondered if it were true. He was pretty sure that Master Markko couldn't
have taken him that way unless he had already traveled the hard part— into the
dream realm—on his own. Had Bolghai tricked him into Markko's reach? But it
didn't feel right. "Pig
would have warned me," he decided. The goddess would not have returned him
to the accomplice of his tormentor, he was sure of that,
which meant that Bolghai hadn't been working with Master Markko. Tsu-tan,
however, was the magician's puppet. It had been a mistake to go to the
witch-finder's camp, but he'd needed to check that situation for himself. "What's
Lluka done while I was lost?" He didn't say, "that I'll have to
undo," but his companions read it in his tone and posture. Oddly, Shokar
smiled. "Not
much." "The
khan has declared himself indisposed to visitors," Bixei explained,
"and so Prince Lluka has waited, while Bolghai and Carina sit in council
in the ger-tent with Kaydu and Harlol as Carina's escort and Master Den, who comes
and goes as he always does. Kaydu says that the khan takes Markko's attack on
you as an insult to his hospitality, and he worries what such a powerful
magician on his borders will mean to his ulus." "It
means desperate battle," Llesho agreed, "I have much to discuss with
this khan who would be my friend." Shokar
had crossed his arms over his chest at this last declaration, and Bixei's chin
jutted in the stubborn way he had. "First
food," Bixei insisted, just as Shokar said, "Not until Carina has
declared you fit." Llesho
would have objected, but the smell of bread that wafted through the tent with
the arrival of both healer and kitchen servant changed his mind. The khan would
have to wait. Not
for long, however. Kaydu joined them soon after with an invitation to join the
royal family—she emphasized the last part of the message: "as soon as
you're well enough." When
Llesho refused to wait, she insisted that the full force of his honor guard
accompany him to the khan. "It's time to comport yourself like a king,
your royal holiness, instead of a boy on a lark. Kings treat with kings, after
all; boys are taught lessons." Bixei
hung his head and refused to meet Llesho's eyes, but Harlol, as always, threw
his allegiance with Kaydu. "Forgetting that might have cost your life, or
that of the khan's son, on the playing field." "I've
already figured that out." He would need all the forces at his disposal—
including the force of his own conviction in his position—to fight the evil
that had taken his brother and his countrymen, that had enslaved his nation.
That evil would grow more terrible still if he did not stop it on the
grasslands of the South that were the source of its power. So he sent his
brothers off to find their own princely clothes. Bixei and Stipes dressed him
in the embroidered Thebin coat and breeches that always traveled in his baggage
now, and set his sword and his knife at his belt. Llesho checked his knife by
instinct, then placed at his back the spear that whispered in his ear of power
and death. Kaydu
and Harlol had formed up his troops—who lingered suspiciously close to
hand—into ranks of horse. Squads of Farshore mercenaries and Thebin recruits
and Wastrels out of Ahkenbad, each in the dress uniform of his kind, blended
into one disciplined square of allies. He didn't see Little Brother, and
realized that he hadn't since he'd returned from the dream world. Asking about
the monkey didn't seem very kingly at the moment, so he filed it away for
later, another out of place fact to be accounted for. When
all was ready, Llesho accepted the salute of his forces and took his place at
their head, his two brothers on either side, his captains right behind. Bright
Morning the dwarf insisted on accompanying them to record the meeting for song
and story, and Carina joined them to return to her teacher. As
they made their way with ceremonial gravity up the wide avenue of round white
tents, they passed a scattering of riders. Some were going the other way and
some just watched with the still focus of herders. Others—Llesho recognized
some of the younger ones from Tayyichiut's first challenge—ghosted up next to
them, never
remaining more than a few moments, but never passing on until others had taken
their places. Finally, when these unofficial representatives of the clans had
had their chance to judge the newcomers in their stately panoply, Llesho's
honor guard presented him at the silvered ger-tent of the khan. The
usual number of Harnish guards in their blue coats and cone-shaped hats were
scattered on horseback nearby the royal residence. Others sat together in small
groups, talking quietly and throwing the bones on a leather board. These latter
stood when Llesho's party approached, but none moved to stop him or his honor
guard of fifty. They might have scorned the small numbers of his retinue on his
arrival, seeing no threat in so few. Since he had taken their own prince in a
game of spears and traveled the hidden routes of the shaman in their camp,
however, they attended him with wary respect. At
the door, half of Llesho's force broke off to stand mounted guard against
dangers from outside the ger-tent of the khan. Senior guardsmen of the khan
stepped up, one to each man Llesho left behind, while the juniormost of their members
ran to gather the reins of his dismounting soldiers. "Your
guard can't watch the horses and their king," their captain offered. Kaydu
allowed it, except that Llesho's own horse she put in the care of the Wastrels
Zepor and Danel. When the horses had been arranged, the captain stepped aside,
permitting them to enter. Llesho
swept into the vast palace-tent of the khan, his head at its most regal tilt,
his stride confident and with none of the boastful swagger of a boy. That took
some effort, since he hadn't entirely regained his strength after his meeting
with Master Markko. He had come to understand the value of theater in dealing
with kings, however, and produced a carefully calculated frown when he found
Lluka sitting in the lowest place, by the door. "That
is no way to treat a husband of the goddess," he said, and with a jerk of
his chin, directed his brother to his side. Having delivered a message about
the source and limits of his brother's status to both Lluka and the khan, he
bore down on the dais where the royal family waited. Kaydu would have found out
how to do the honor guard part correctly according to Harnish custom, so he
left her to it, neither looking back nor giving any sign to acknowledge those
who followed him. At
first the ger-tent had seemed almost empty, with just small clusters of young
warriors who appeared to be randomly scattered, but who left no part of the
vast room unwatched. As Llesho neared the raised platform where the royal
family waited, he noticed to one side a group of men whose serious intent they
made no effort to conceal. Each wore the long braid and curved knife that
marked the chieftains of the clan. Among them, Yesugei kept his face averted
with studied indifference, though Llesho saw his attention locked to a mirror
hanging on the latticed wall. More than kings understood the theater of
politics. Nearer
to the dais, a group of men and women, richly dressed and with headdresses
crusted in jewels and colorful stones, rested on thick carpets of furs. The
khan's brother, Mergen, sat among them, as did Bolghai the shaman. Advisers, he
guessed; Carina left his party to join them. Master
Den was nowhere in sight. "Lord Chimbai-Khan." Llesho presented
himself at the foot of the dais with a nod suitable for greetings between
equals rather than between supplicant and benefactor. "Princeling,"
the khan answered with a condescending smile. Twenty-five
hands went to twenty-five swords to demand payment in blood for the insult. The
khan's guardsmen answered in like manner, but halted when he gave the signal to
stand down. "Welcome,
Holy King of Thebin," Chimbai-Khan amended his greeting with a thoughtful
gleam in his eyes. "Join my family, and accept our congratulations on your
coming-of-age." As
compliments went, it still sounded like an insult. That would have rankled more
a day ago. But all tests weren't the same; he'd figured that out lying in his
own filth on Master Markko's floor. He'd never given the magician the right to
ask anything of him, but the Chimbai-Khan was another matter. A glance at Kaydu
gave all the instruction she needed. With a wary glance at Llesho, she unhanded
her sword as a sign that his guard should do likewise. When
the swords had vanished into their sheaths again, Chimbai-Khan continued.
"Your advisers may sit with mine, and your captains join my chieftains. As
for your guardsmen, be at rest. You will find no hand raised against you in
this ulus." Llesho
gave an affirmative nod, directing his brothers to the gathering of advisers
and his captains to the chieftains. Yesugei, he noticed, watched with cautious
interest. As one who had brought to the fire a small box that unfolded
unexpectedly like a puzzle, the chieftain seemed to be trying to decide what
threat that puzzle might reveal. / am
no threat, Llesho thought. He knew Yesugei couldn't hear it, just as he
knew it wasn't true. He bore disaster on his shoulders like a heavy cloak, but
for the time being, he'd take the Khan's questionable apology in trade for the
certain danger he brought to the ulus of the Qubal clans. On
the dais, with a wide-eyed Little Brother in the crook of his arm, Tayyichiut
waited with impatient excitement for Llesho to speak, as he might listen to
Dog-nut's songs, or Master Den's stories. / am only too real, Llesho
thought, and I would trade places with you in a heartbeat—all the
adventures for my parents alive, my home intact. The Harnish prince must
have recognized some of these bleak musings in his complicated frown, for his
eagerness turned into confusion and embarrassment. A
little shrug of apology seemed only to confuse the boy further. The singers and
the storytellers never get it right, Llesho would have told him. Bravery is
just an instinctive response to desperation. Some flee and some turn and bare
their teeth. Your life is better served if you never have to do either.
Tayyichiut would never believe that, of course; he'd been shaped by the stories
as much as by his training. The prince would go into battle with the war cries
of legendary heroes in his head, just like Llesho had. Bortu
focused her dark, sharp eyes on him, looking deeper than his skin. Llesho
wondered what the khan's mother saw. Did she know what he was thinking? Did it
condemn or acquit him? She said nothing, however, and showed nothing on her
face to tell him her thoughts. Taking a hint from the old woman, he schooled
his own features to uncompromising sternness. In
the face of this sudden, cold reserve, Prince Tayyichiut darted a quick glance
from Llesho to Little Brother, as if he'd made himself foolish in the eyes of
all the gathered company. Kaydu, seeing his dismay, stepped up with a formal
bow and relieved him of the creature. Llesho silently thanked her for the
distraction, which had drawn the attention of their audience to the monkey and
away from both Thebin king and Harnish prince. "You
frighten me, Holy King of Thebin," Chimbai-Khan said. He hadn't been
distracted after all. A
titter of laughter rose in the back of the ger-tent, from those who thought he
jested with the foreign boy. The Khan silenced them with a hand upraised in
warning. "They
are fools," he apologized, pondering the mvs- tery
of the boy king before him. "When first I met you, I said that you walked
with wonders. Now I see that you are yourself one of those wonders. Come, look
for yourself—" As
the khan rose to his feet, the Lady Chaiujin reached a hand to restrain her
husband. "Can
I offer your guest refreshment, my khan?" "Please,
wife," he agreed, "but let our shaman advise your servants in the
selection of delicacies suitable for a king lately suffering at the hands of
his enemies." No
one said the word "poison," but it was in the mind and the eyes of
the khan as he instructed his wife. Llesho wondered what plots exposed and
hidden informed such a warning, but he had no time to consider the question.
Chimbai- Khan left the dais and directed Llesho to follow. They stopped in
front of a carved wooden chest suitable for storing clothes or blankets, where
he gestured at the bust of a bronze head. "My
father." Llesho struggled to compose his features. Show nothing, he
thought, give nothing away. "Where did you get this?" The
raid on Kungol, it must have been. In spite of his own advice, Llesho's hand
strayed to his knife. Enemies, after all. All
movement, all sound in the huge ger-tent stopped, as guardsmen of both kings
held their breath, afraid even a stray puff of wind might cause the very
disaster their charges wished to avoid. It
was a very near thing. Old instincts stirred in Llesho's heart: the shock
itself was almost enough to bring his lethal training into play. The khan
seemed to know something of this, however, and made no move that could be
misread as attack. "Not
your father, unless he lived for a thousand turnings of the seasons after
sitting for the head." He spoke with the gentleness he might use with a
wounded creature dangerous in its pain. "You
will find in this ulus no loot from the South's raid on Kungol, young king. I
didn't lie about that, though I can't say the same for wars fought between our
peoples in ages past. "I
didn't show you the head because of any resemblance to your father, however. I
never met him, though I might have guessed, looking at you. The face is yours,
the stern countenance, the penetrating eye, even the angle at which you
hold your head. Look." Keeping
his movements slow and unthreatening, the khan raised an empty hand and pointed
at the burnished mirror hanging on the latticed wall nearby. Llesho grasped at
the simple instruction as a lifeline, something to do that wouldn't instantly
collapse into chaos and death. In his past, lifelines had been chains, but he
turned, trusting in the voice warm with a father's concern, and saw a face he
didn't recognize as his own in the mirror. When had he become this person who
looked back at him? What ancestor reached out of the ages to claim him for the
long-dead past? "I
didn't see it when you first came to me, but you've grown into your past."
Chimbai-Khan echoed his own thoughts eerily. "I don't know what it may
mean, or why your path has brought you to my tent. But your eyes have looked
upon the Qubal people with a silent rebuke all the years of my life, and all
the years of my father's life, and so back to the first among the khans. The
time, it seems, has come to pay for the deeds done that brought this bronze
into the tents of my ancestors." Chimbai-Khan's
calm and earnest tones wooed him from his rage, and gradually Llesho loosened
the violent grasp he held on his knife. "In
ages past, when Thebin held sway over the grasslands, a king with your own face
and bearing ruled in the name of his goddess. The king, whose name was Llesho
like your own, governed sternly, but with a light hand. I know that sounds like
a contradiction, but the stories say he demanded an accounting of the herds and
flocks each turning of the seasons. From this account he took only the smallest
number for tribute, wishing the submission of the clans to his rule, but not
their beggaring. Some called him Llesho the Wise. The grasslands simply
withheld the title of tyrant." "So
far," Llesho objected, "your tale would lead one to believe you
wished to collect on a debt, not pay one." He let go of the hilt of his
knife, however, and reached out to touch the bronze. It was his face, and he
ran his fingertips along the contours of the head, trying to grasp the idea of
a Thebin as powerful as the khan described. The image failed him. He saw only
Kungol in ruins. "There
was peace." Chimbai-Khan shrugged in answer. "Some would call the
price cheap at a handful of horses and a small flock of sheep. Not all,
however. "During
the festival of the Great Goddess of the Thebin people, when the chieftains
brought their accounting to the king, this Llesho you see in the bronze met a
daughter of the grasslands. His wife had lately died, and he wished to make
this princess of the Qubal clans his queen. For herself, the story says, the
lady cared nothing for crowns and glory, but came to love the man for himself
alone. "The
king sent presents to her father, including this head. In the way of things
when a suit is tendered and there is interest on the father's side, the
chieftain kept the gifts. He was a simple man, my many-times-removed
grandfather, and thought only that to have so powerful a son-in-law must mean
he could forgo the payment of his tributary horses and sheep." "But
it didn't turn out that way." The spear at Llesho's back answered his
unspoken questions, wailing in his ear for revenge so that he thought the
riders passing on the wide avenue outside must come running. No one heard it
but Llesho, however, except maybe Dognut, who sat hunched up as if in pain. What
do you know, dwarf? That question, too, would have to wait, but he vowed to
make the time later. With
an abrupt thought he meant to keep in his head, but which
expressed itself with a dismissive twitch of his hand, he refused the spear its
vengeance and denied it access to his mind. He was sick of the thing, told it
in no uncertain terms that he had enough enemies of his own without looking for
more among the ancestors. It was just a story. If, at the end of it to pay a
debt, the khan would help him, so much the. better. "What
happened?" "We
cannot be certain, you understand," the khan warned him. "All we have
is stories, and the bronze head. But it seems the lady had brothers, who saw in
the courtship a chance to free the grasslands from Thebin domination. They
seized their own sister and hid her away, claiming she had been abducted by a
neighboring clan. "It
was a smart plan, really. If the king didn't rescue his bride, the clans would
see him as faithless, which would cause unrest. If he did come into the
grasslands in force against an innocent clan, he would be seen as a tyrant and
the clans would rise against him. The brothers, riding as family and advisers,
could approach him with weapons in hand without raising suspicion. They didn't
know their sister was carrying his child." Foreboding
churned in Llesho's stomach, but he said nothing, waiting for the khan to bring
the sorry tale to an end. "The
king came, with all his armies behind him, and met with his bride's brothers to
aid in his search. As a false pledge of their unity, the brothers gave the king
a short spear. They did not tell him that its tip was poisoned, or that the shaman,
subverted by lies, had placed a spell on it to kill the one who wielded it. "By
then, of course, their sister's burden showed for all the world to see. Fearing
that she would raise up her child to avenge his father, they held her prisoner
in a tent far from the clans, where they thought no one could find her. A
servant betrayed them, however, and led the king to where her brothers had
hidden his love. And this is where the tragedy has put us in
your debt. The king arrived just as his queen delivered his son, only to see
her brother snap the child's neck. In his rage and grief, the king raised the
spear the brothers had given him, meaning to slay the murderer and rescue his
wife. The spell, of course, turned the weapon back on him and he died, the poison
of his betrayers in his veins. Their sister could do nothing but look on in
horror as the brothers she had once loved murdered all that she had come to
cherish as a woman." That
same spear rode at Llesho's back. The story cast a new light on Prince Tayyichiut's
innocent prank. Llesho remembered the recognition of it that had dawned on the
Chimbai-Khan almost too late to avert disaster as the spear itself played out
an old curse on both their ancestors. This time it hadn't won, though, he
reminded the khan with a level glance at the young prince who watched them
avidly from the dais. The khan nodded his understanding, and finished his
story. "The
brothers had their war, but they died without winning it. King Llesho's older
sons had ridden with him and they fought with the wisdom of their father, to
regain the peace. The story ends with King Llesho's young queen. Some say the
horrors of that day drove her mad, others that she stood her ground and refused
the hospitality of her own clan for what they had done. All agree that she
remained in the tent where her brothers had hidden her. Visitors would come to
her and place gifts at her door until, one day, she wasn't there. She had
walked away, into the woods to die some say. Others would have it that she was
the Great Goddess herself, descended from the Thebin heaven to the grasslands
in human form to love her eternal husband in his life as a king. In that
version of the tale, she went to her heavenly home to await the return of her
husband on the wheel. "Whatever
the end of the story, it has left a mark of sadness on this clan. For the
crimes of our ancestors, the Qubal people owe a debt to Llesho the King. Ask,
and I will give it to you." Wisdom
gained in a thousand bloody li of struggle had taught him that you didn't leave
an enemy at your back or start an alliance with a lie. Chimbai-Khan was hiding
something. "Do you also have a daughter, my khan?" he guessed,
keeping his voice very low. All
expression left the man's face, which grew pale enough to remark even in the
half-light of the ger-tent. "My daughter is only a child, and fosters with
a friendly clan." He didn't offer a name of the daughter or the identity
of the clan but added as explanation, "I would not have the past repeat
itself." "Nor
I, my khan," Llesho agreed, but gave his own reminder, "I'm not the
man of the bronze head, any more than I am my father." "No,"
Chimbai-Khan agreed. "Both lost their battles in the end. You have to be
better than either of them." "With
help," Llesho said, acknowledging the khan's goodwill even if he hadn't
quite sorted out the enormity of the debt owed. Bruised and raw of heart he
rolled the story around in his mind, taking in the shape of it as well as its
parts. He supposed the current line of Thebin princes rose from the elder sons
and shared no Harnish blood, for which he found himself heartily relieved. "We
have two battles to consider." With a bow, he accepted the invitation to
return to the dais with the khan. "If we don't defeat the witch-finder and
rescue his hostages before he reaches his master, he will at the very least
kill the prisoners." Chimbai-Khan
nodded gravely. If the khan could comprehend that some things Markko did were
worse than death, they were already halfway there. As he moved toward the dais,
Llesho indicated with a glance that he wished his captains to draw nearer so
that they could contribute their own knowledge of the enemy. An array of
delicate foods suitable for an invalid waited for them.
Or
waited except for Shokar, who abandoned good manners, to the dismay of their
hostess, and helped himself to a taste of a variety of the foods—those most
suited to an invalid and that Llesho might be tempted to try. According
to Bolghai, Chimbai-Khan had a troubled marriage, but he didn't think hostilities
had reached the point where the Lady Chaiujin would poison her husband's guest.
Mergen, however, gave an approving smile as he, too, dipped into the dishes.
Surrendering to the protection he could not escape, Llesho chose only a bowl of
milky broth from his brother's hand, grateful that no one pressed him to eat
more. The bread and milk that Carina fed him had helped, as Bixei had
remembered it would when he recommended it, but he was unwilling to tax his gut
with anything stronger. When he had drunk sufficiently to satisfy courtesy, he
set aside the bowl and waited until the food had been taken away. Then he began
his own story, describing what had happened in his dream-walk. "I
traveled to the camp of the witch-finder, and found there my brother Adar, who
appears well, and the two of my cadre who remain his prisoners. He has tortured
Hmishi and, with the distant aid of the magician, has clouded Lling's mind.
Only his master's orders restrain him, however, and I'm not the only one
worried that he may slip his leash. I had set my dream course to return when
Master Markko snatched me from the path I walked, and carried me to his own
dream encampment. While he held me prisoner there, he tried to persuade me to
join him." Chimbai-Khan
shook his head, as if trying to shake the pieces into place. "This
magician thought to bring you to his side with torture and poison?" he
asked, recalling the stir in the visitors' camp at Llesho's return and the
illness that had directed the choice of foods at his table. "He
said it was important for his plan. My brothers and I have to remain alive and
fall under his control for the next step in his campaign. The poisons, I think,
are his idea of training the body—against assault by poisoners, perhaps." "This
next campaign. Does he mean to attack the grasslands?" the khan asked. "I
don't think so." Just so there were no misunderstandings, he explained,
"Markko wants to rule over the grasslands, and he'll fight to win that
power—if you don't go after him, he'll come after you. But bringing down the
Shan Empire, killing the dream readers of Ahkenbad, and even overpowering the
Harn—I think that's all about eliminating opposition to what he has planned at
the end of it. He wants the power, and maybe that's all he wanted at the start.
Now, he needs to make sure there's nobody to stop him when he puts his real
plan into action." Shokar
had locked his attention on his brother's eyes as he spoke, his focus sharp as
a hawk's. "Which is?" Llesho
shrugged. "I don't know. The raiders already control Thebin. If he holds
the Southern grasslands, he can move on the holy city of Kungol any time he
wants. My brothers will never recognize him as their legitimate king, but he
had hoped, perhaps, that I was young enough to break to his will. That didn't
work." Except
for a quick glance at Shokar, Llesho had addressed himself to the khan. As he
spoke of his brothers, however, his eyes strayed to Lluka, who wouldn't meet
his gaze. Not yet, he thought, but promised himself to uncover Lluka's
unhappy secrets before they cost lives. "Hostages
to heaven," Shokar thought out loud. "Husbands of the Great Goddess.
Three are in this tent, and Tsu-tan has the fourth, is already carrying him to
his master. Something to trade for favors or power." It
made sense, but a fine tremor passed through Lluka's body. He seemed afraid of
something much more terrible than Shokar's suggestion. "Blood."
He finally met Llesho's eyes, his own dark with horror. "Master Markko
will want to make blood sacrifices. A commoner will do for a small request. A prince
is better for a more powerful favor. The blood of a prince who is dedicated to
the Goddess, and has her favor, may move heaven itself. Resisting will do, but
willing is better. Young is better still, and innocent—" Llesho
knew what his brother meant, and blushed. Not for lack of wishing, he
thought, but that was before. The goddess waited for him, and he could do no
less for her. Once he had his own embarrassment under control, he considered
the full implications of what his brother had said. Balar didn't seem
surprised. Terrified, but not surprised. "You
knew," he whispered. "This is the future you saw, before the visions
left you?" "The
visions didn't leave me," Lluka corrected him. "The future did. This
Master Markko will kill you and open hell on the mountain where you die. The
gates of heaven won't hold against the army he releases against them. That's
where it all ends in most of the lines. In others, you die in battle, or the
magician dies of his own magics, but always the end is the same. Hell is set
loose, the gates fall, the world ends." "Balar—"
Llesho looked to his brother for a denial, but Balar shrugged his shoulders
helplessly. "We've come to the place where we have to be, but the universe
balances on a blade thin as a camel's whisker. A breath, a thought, tips all
into darkness." "More
family business than we meant to share, Great Khan," Shokar apologized.
Llesho nodded in agreement, but he let his brother carry the burden of the
khan's shock while he studied the reactions of those around them. His own party
stirred to greater vigilance, but they had all seen too many wonders to let
surprise overcome them. Harlol had known from the start; the knowledge had sent
him out to find a beggar prince and hide him from harm in the caves of
Ahkenbad. That plan had worked out about as well as he would have expected. Kaydu
might have guessed on her own, or with her father's help. Bixei crackled with
his anger, but seemed unbowed by the prospect of eternal chaos. Perhaps, like
Llesho, his life as a slave and a warrior had prepared him for no other end.
The tale had fired Tayyichiut with a dangerous fervor, however; the Harnish
prince would take no warnings about the barbed edge to adventures now. Bortu
seemed unsurprised, as did Mergen, which caused Llesho to wonder about their
own sources of information. Chaiujin had fixed him with her serpent's stare, as
if she would swallow him whole and digest him slowly for the juices of his
mind. She froze the heart in his breast, so that for a long moment he missed
its beating, but he had no time to consider what plots she might conceal. The
khan turned to his shaman, demanding answers. "Is this true?" "What
part, my khan?" Bolghai replied with his own bland question. Llesho
sympathized with Chimbai-Khan's annoyance. While their beliefs might differ,
mystics seemed to all share a common love of obscurity when asked a direct
question. The
khan persisted. "Does this whinging prince have the gifts he claims? Is
the world about to end?" "Gifts,
yes, Great Khan Chimbai," Bolghai admitted, and added, "Truth is a
deep, cold stream, however, and this one wades ever in the shallows. "The
underworld of the animal spirits and our helpful ancestors remains untroubled.
Sky spirits of thunder and starlight still walk the heavens unhindered by this
magician and his magics. But heaven itself has suffered, and our worlds of
dreams and waking mean little to the spirits we question in their
passing." "Does
that mean the people of the grasslands will survive this master's magics?"
Chaiujin asked, "or that we face defeat in anything we do?" "It
means, Lady Chaiujin, that one should listen with caution to the advice of
those to whom the question of life or death has no meaning. But if the khan,
your husband, were to ask me, 'Do we throw our lot and our lives with this mad
boy's quest,' I would have to tell him, 'Yes.'" "We
have ten thousand gathered here in anticipation of battle," the khan said,
"But even so, it will take some days to prepare for a march to the South."
The indirection of his words caused Llesho to wonder what battle the Qubal had
anticipated before his quest ever left Ah-kenbad. He would ask Master Den about
that, but in the meantime, he had his own plan to prepare. "First,
we must secure the prisoners. The witch-finder travels with a hundred or two of
Master Markko's raiders, no more. My own forces, though smaller, fight for the
honor of heaven and to rescue friends and brothers, not out of fear of their
master. We've won against such odds before. When we go after Master Markko,
however, your thousands will be welcome." "Your
troops follow their king, like filings to a lode-stone," the khan
corrected. "And we would not have them wandering our lands bereft of their
true south. Take half a hundred of our fighters. Let them see with the eyes of
the clans these terrors of which you speak and report to their captains the
truth as they learn it in the flesh of their own experience. And if they should
keep the royal lodestone from the hands of his enemies, then all debts are
paid. The battle for the grasslands that follows will be for us." "Agreed,"
Llesho accepted the offer and with it the hands of the khan, which he held
between his own as a sign of the compact between them. When it was done, he
glanced up at the mirror on the wall, and caught Ye-sugei's relieved smile in
it. He returned a nod of acknowledgment; they had both done well by their
different causes. Tayyichiut
would have spoken then, and Llesho guessed what he wanted, but the Lady
Chaiujin silenced him with a cold frown. As she waited for the chieftains to
settle, the lady beckoned a servant who brought forward small pots of tea, and
bowls for the guests and family. One pot she set by the khan's wife with
particular care. Lady Chaiujin's smile of welcome never warmed her eyes as she
picked up a jade bowl in one hand and the teapot by its handle with the other. For
a moment Llesho wondered if she had taken it from his pack, but the challenge
in her gaze as she filled it quelled the impulse to accuse. He was a guest and
would make a gift of anything he owned save the wedding bowl returned to him by
the Lady SienMa and the spear across his back. But the light from the smoke
hole at the center of the roof played differently at its lip than he remembered.
Not his own cup—another like it that she teased him with, urging him to a
thoughtless accusation. "I
have a cup very like your own, Lady Chaiujin." His smile, for the teeth
only, warned her that he saw through the ruse: "Save that the rim is
thinner." "Then
you must have its match." The lady smiled graciously and gave him her cup
to drink. "Keep it as my guest-gift. Like the bronze that haunts my
husband, this cup comes from the Golden City of Kungol. Perhaps you can return
it to its rightful place some day." Too
gracious. He wondered if her poisons were compatible with those of Master
Markko. She caught his hesitation, however, and drew back the cup. "It's
just tea," she assured him, and sipped from it. "I will beg the khan,
my husband, to take no offense if you wish Prince Shokar to taste it as well,
though I fear the tea will be gone by the time we are finished testing
it." Chimbai-Khan
seemed more inclined to sweep the cup from her hands than to object to Llesho's
caution. She seemed unlikely to want him dead, however, and had tasted it
herself. The magician's attentions had made him the equal to any poisons that
might leave another unaffected, so he took the cup into his hands and drank a
small courtesy draft, no more than a sip. Not
poisons, he realized too late, but a love potion that set fire pulsing through
his brain and body. Gazing into the lady's eyes, he saw that the potion had set
her blood racing as well, but she sat demurely, her lashes quickly hiding the
fever she had set to burning with her tea. "Your
pardon, Chimbai-Khan." Llesho stumbled awkwardly to his feet. His
guardsmen, too, stirred uneasily to see their young king's interest so plainly
written on his face and form. They could not know the lady had drugged him into
love with her, but had to seriously question both his statecraft and his
manners. With a shake of his head that did nothing to clear his thoughts but
set his pulse to throbbing at his temples, he drew himself to his full height
and sketched a shaky bow. "No offense meant to your lady or your
hospitality, but my illness calls me to my bed." At the mention of his bed
the heat rose in his cheeks and he swayed toward the Lady Chaiujin. "Don't
let us keep you from your rest, young king." The khan dismissed him with a
wave of a hand that Llesho didn't see. He'd already turned away, facing the
long walk past nobles and chieftains and his own guardsmen to the door. "My
respects—" He started walking alone. At
his back his brothers hesitated, torn between courtesy to their host and worry
for their king. "I
hope the food and drink were not too taxing on his healing spirits," the
Lady Chaiujin begged with mockery in her tone. "Perhaps he needs another
day of rest." Her voice embraced him like warm honey. "Oh,
yes." Llesho turned around again and reached for her, found his hand
restrained by Shokar, who studied him anxiously for illness. "Or . .
." He was confused. Llesho wanted to sink into her arms, but at the same
time, his own voice in the back of his head, went, Ugh! No! Run away! "I
have to rescue Adar." Focus. The little voice in his head added that to
the chant and he obeyed it, marching toward the door with a singleness of
purpose on which he knew his life depended, though he couldn't have said why.
"But I'll come back . . ." "Go.
See to your brother," the khan dismissed the whole of Llesho's party.
"We would not lose a second King Llesho to the hospitality of the Qubal
clans." Llesho
thought the khan must suspect more than he could let on about his guest's
sudden illness. He didn't feel ill, though. He felt delicious, and couldn't
remember why he was leaving when the Lady Chaiujin waited for him on the dais,
like a dream of heaven. Focus. As he passed the khan's gathered advisers, he
sought out Carina, who saw with the eyes of a healer. Drawing a handkerchief
from one of the many purses that hung from her shaman's dress, she made her way
to the dais and swept up the jade cup that Lady Chaiujin had offered Llesho as
a gift. "His
Royal Holiness will send his proper gratitude when he is recovered," she
said, and wrapped the cup carefully in the cloth. With her own bow and a
muttered apology she turned and followed his brothers, who had taken up
positions with his captains surrounding him and moved him toward the exit.
Before they had gone far, however, the door opened for Master Den. The
trickster god strode toward them with an easy grin, pretending to a cheer
belied by the thunderous footsteps that shook the earth as he walked. "Magical
torments are an exhausting business," he chided Llesho, leaving the
gathered company to assume he meant the magician waiting in the South, and not
the unsuspected potions of their queen. With a bow to the khan and a knowing
glance at the Lady Chaiujin, Master Den fell into step behind Llesho's party
and herded them past the firebox. "Wait!"
Llesho reached to the chain around his neck. His hand found the black pearl
that was the Pig tangled in his silver wire, and he tugged at it. "I need
to give the lady a present in return!" "You
will." Master Den leaned into his ear so that they could speak privately.
"Tomorrow. When you are ready to leave is the proper time for a gift to
your hostess. Now might be mistaken—" "Not
mistaken," Llesho whispered in his teacher's ear. "I want her." "I
know." "And
I don't even like her." "Not
surprising. I'm sure Carina can help. You've done well to remove yourself from
the lady's presence." "I
have the cup," Carina joined in their whispered conversation. "I can
analyze what she gave him when we get back to our tents." They
were hustling at an unseemly rate for a king's departure from another king,
Llesho judged. But the voices in his head were in agreement with his feet this
time, even if other parts of his body were still in rebellion. He didn't think
those soldiers following him out were going to let him go back anyway, even if
they were his own personal guard. Only Carina and Master Den suspected more
than a natural, if rude, infatuation with the lady. The khan's men were unhappy
with his behavior but not surprised by it; they seemed willing to let the
visitors leave unharmed if they just—left. A
glance behind showed him that the Lady Chaiujin had gone, but Chimbai-Khan
watched as Llesho's party withdrew. Regret and sorrow and even pity mixed in
his eyes in a way that confused Llesho even more. Of course, Lady Chaiujin was
the khan's wife, but ... it occurred to him, though he couldn't hold onto the
thought, that the lady had wanted to hurt her husband and the upstart
princeling on her doorstop. He'd got himself out of there without making a
complete fool of himself, but she'd managed to humiliate them both without ever
losing her own dignity. And that made him seriously angry.
Chapter Thirty-one
"I DON'T understand—" "There's
nothing to understand. It's a drug." Safely back in Llesho's
command tent, Carina had unwrapped the Lady Chaiujin's jade cup and set it on
the folding camp table. As she spoke, she filled it with clean water and added
four drops of a brown liquid thick as mud. "Oh,
I understood that part right away." Llesho
paced out his nervous energy behind her, making a detour around Shokar but
staying clear of Master Den, who had laid claim to the bed where he sat taxing
the strength of the cot's joints. Llesho didn't need a bed, had slept away most
of a day while the poisons sweated their way out of his system. The Lady
Chaiujin's drug had a completely different effect on his system. If he couldn't
get access to the lady herself, which Master Den and his brothers had
determined he wouldn't, he'd race his own horse to Kungol, or climb the
heavenly mountains with Dognut on his back to entertain the goddess when he
arrived at her gates. Something, anything. In
the corner, Dognut started up a soft tune, and stopped again when Llesho turned
on him. "I
am not in the mood, dwarf." "So
I see." Dognut
pocketed his sweet potato flute, but there was mischief in the glance he
flashed at Balar who, fortunately for his skin, took no chances with Llesho's
temper and a borrowed lute. Lluka was off skulking somewhere, but Shokar stood
like a stone pillar in the entrance to the tent. Llesho
needed to move, so he paced, and thought, and talked. "I
know I don't really have these feelings for her. She's scared me witless since
the first time I saw her. And not," he added before someone could
interrupt, "because I was unnerved by an attraction to a beautiful woman.
She's colder than the glaciers on the heavenly mountains, and that's not my
idea of passion, however innocent Lluka thinks I am. I knew it was a trick." Shokar
shifted neatly in place to block Llesho's escape from the tent. "What I
don't understand," he complained, "is why you drank from a cup the
lady handed you in the first place. That should have been my place." "And
it would have served us better if the eldest prince had thrown himself at the
feet of the khan's wife," Llesho snapped at him. He didn't have an answer
that would please Shokar. Didn't, in hindsight, think much of it himself.
"I didn't think she'd poison us until she knew more about us." "You,"
Balar dropped the correction offhandedly into the debate. "Her attention
was all on you." Llesho
knew that, and Master Den was challenging his statement with a raised eyebrow.
No one believed him, it seemed, though they appeared willing to accept the lie
as a symptom of the lady's tea. With a little sigh, he relented. The truth,
after all, was easier to keep track of. Which was important when he wasn't
tracking all that well. "Okay. I knew she was watching me, and I figured
that she'd test me with something. But if Markko has been training my body
since Pearl Island to withstand the effects of poisons, and if the Lady
Chaiujin could drink the tea without any ill effects, I figured I could do it,
too." As
he expected, Shokar liked the truth no better than the lie. "I can't
believe you would risk your life on the good intentions of a magician who has
left a trail of murder from here to Pearl Island," he thundered. "I
can't believe you would deliberately swallow poison just to see what would
happen. WHAT WERE YOU THINKING!" he thundered. "It
was an alkaloid," Carina corrected him with absent precision. She wiped
the cup carefully, and rinsed it again with pure water. "And, I think, a
spell with it. There are markings etched into the bottom of the cup." "Of
course there must be a spell as well as a potion. Why should anything ever be
simple?" Llesho kicked at a bump in the floor of the tent and pulled his
foot back quickly when the lump scuttled away under the canvas floor. "The
Lady Chaiujin had to know I carry the jade cup that Lady SienMa returned to
me—she was daring me to accuse her of taking it. A search would have turned it
up exactly where I left it, discrediting me and her husband, for inviting a
troublemaking stranger into his camp. "When
that didn't work, she was ready with her backup plan." "One
should always have a backup plan," Master Den agreed. He didn't laugh, but
it was a near thing. "I
should have challenged the khan for the honor of Thebin." Shokar fidgeted
with his sword. Not a man who chose war as an occupation, he had learned it
well enough. Especially in the early stages, when sides were being taken, honor
and the reputation of one's cause carried as much weight as sword craft. Dognut,
however, spoke up from his corner, common sense rising out of his usual well of
compassion. "The khan had no hand in it, I'd wager, nor acts out of a deep
heart-love for his cold wife. But he'd be bound to defend her pretended virtue
against us. We'd be dead. Markko would soon have his hands on Adar, and possibly
other royal brothers who are still missing. And the khan would mourn the loss
of his own honor in murdering the innocent to protect the wicked. This way, a
boy lost his head in the presence of a beautiful woman but properly retreated
to clear his thoughts rather than offend his host." Master
Den agreed. "Better to appear a fool than a cuckoo in the nest of a
powerful man." "Particularly
when you wish him as an ally?" Llesho already knew the answer. "And
what if it had been a poison, meant to kill you and not to make you look the
fool you are in front of the Harn?" Shokar was not yet ready to let it go. "Then
I would have lived or died, as Master Markko meant me to do when he fed me his
doses," Llesho answered. Shokar
seemed ready to build a full head of steam, worthy of the best of his temper
explosions at this answer, but Llesho stopped him with an upraised hand. He
didn't have to say, "I am your king;" it crackled in every rigid
muscle. When his brother bowed his head in submission, Llesho explained what
had seemed obvious to him from the beginning. "We
are at war. Master Markko may command the Lady Chaiujin, or she may battle for
her own cause, but I could not back down at the first flight of arrows. If we
are to win this war, we have to fight it wherever it finds us, at table or on
the playing field, or anywhere else it comes to us. If we don't, we'll die
anyway, on our backs if not on our feet." Shokar
trembled with his inner struggle, wishing to protect his young brother while
knowing that he couldn't. "Let
it go, good prince Shokar," Master Den advised him. "There comes a
point in the nursemaiding of kings when one must relinquish the leading reins
and let them ride on their own, even into disaster." "It
wasn't," Llesho objected quickly, but was forced to amend his defense:
"A near thing, perhaps, but it worked out." "And
you've put up with this since Pearl Island?" Shokar gave his head a shake
and added for Master Den, "I don't know how you do it." None
could misinterpret the little smile Den gave him in return. His Royal Holiness
King Llesho was, perhaps, no more nor less than the trickster god had made him.
Which warranted greater thought when Llesho had the time. A
stirring at the tent flap interrupted the conversation before anyone could
comment. After a brief whispered word with Bixei, who stood guard outside,
Shokar nodded, and allowed the newcomer to enter. "Prince
Tayyichiut." Llesho paused in his restless pacing to give the prince a bow
of greeting. "Holy
King." Tayyichiut returned the bow, but did not meet Llesho's eyes. He
raised a small sack of herbs so that everyone in the tent could see what he was
doing, and offered it to Carina. "Bolghai recognized the effects of a
potion on the khan's guest, and sends this antidote, with the humble apologies
of my father, and his gratitude. He wishes you to know that he would have no
harm come to you in his camp, but suggests that perhaps—" Llesho
raised a hand to stop him from committing a breach of hospitality in his
father's name. "My troops prepare for departure even as we speak. I would
have met with your father again, to make more detailed plans for the battle to
come, but we'll have time for that after we free Tsu-tan's prisoners." The
Harnish prince let out a deep breath, as if he'd been relieved of a great
burden. "My father hoped you would not forsake the alliance which he holds
so near to the honor of this family. He begs you to accept the gift of a half a
hundred of his best horsemen, and his son to lead them, to help you regain your
companions." Llesho's
first instinct demanded that he reject the khan's offer. He'd had only a
handful of days to get used to the idea of Harnishmen who didn't mean to kill
him, and Tayyichiut hadn't helped to cement that change of view. The young
prince seemed to owe little of his open demeanor to his mother but Llesho
wondered how innocent had been the challenge on the playing field that had
almost cost him his life. If the mother knew about the cup, did the son also
know about the spear? He caught a breath to reject the offer, but the prince
seemed to read his objection and moved to counter it before the words were
spoken and it came to backing down in front of followers. "I
want to go. Before you answer, let me assure you that I meant no harm when I
challenged you to play at jidu with me. I didn't realize that you carried
magical weapons along with a magical name and thought only to test your conduct
in warlike games. For my foolishness you hold my honor in your hands and I
would win it back in battle at your command." That
all sounded too elaborate and poetical for Llesho, who still felt the uneasy
effects of the potion fed him by the prince's mother. Prince
Tayyichiut read some of this in his frown, and answered for himself: "The
Lady Chaiujin is my stepmother, I call her mother out of courtesy to my
father." He said nothing more, but his loathing came through clearly in
his voice, and the curl of his lip. "I
would not cost the khan his beloved son in a battle that isn't his to
fight." That was Llesho's second doubt, but Tayyichiut swept it away with
a wave of his hand. "You're
no older than I am, but you've already proved yourself in battle and you're
leading a force of your own to rescue your friends. Just like you, I've trained
to fight all of my life. Now it's my turn to prove myself." "Not
like me." It wouldn't help his argument to tell the war-trained prince
that, until his fifteenth summer, Llesho'd wielded nothing more dangerous than
a muckrake in Lord Chin-shi's pearl beds. Prince
Tayyichiut took the words like physical blows and Llesho knew he couldn't leave
it that way between them. None of it was the prince's fault, any more than it
was Llesho's. Unfortunately, it left him all out of arguments to make. "I
don't want you dead," had been the big one, right after, "I don't
trust you any more than I trust your stepmother," which didn't seem the
right thing to say in the camp of his father. "Drink
this." Carina interrupted them with a cup of tea in which the leaves and
bark still floated. He wrinkled his nose, but she insisted, "It will take
away the worst of the effects you are suffering." She
didn't say which effects, and gracefully did not mention their source, but
Llesho blushed a deeper wine-color anyway. He hadn't forgotten that he wanted
to bed Tayyichiut's stepmother, but the prince had distracted him from the
evidence that told the tale to all who might look on him. While Llesho drank,
Tayyichiut carefully kept his eyes focused on the top of Llesho's head as he
pressed his case. "I
would not stay behind with the women when there is glory to be won." He
couldn't have chosen a less convincing argument to join Llesho's band, nor
could he have chosen a worse time to make his fatal point. Carina turned on him
with an imperiously raised eyebrow just as Kaydu, returning from a scouting
expedition, entered the tent. "What's
this about staying behind with the women?" she asked, shaking all over as
if she still had feathers. "I'd
like to know that, too." Carina added her fuel to the fire. "I
didn't mean. I meant, Harnish women don't, or well, not often, and—" He
stammered to a halt, as red to the tips of his ears as Llesho had been before
he drank down Bolghai's antidote. "Do
you think you can let the boy off the hook now?" Dognut asked with a
twinkle. "It would be easier to explain his injuries after the
battle than w~ "Swaggering
about taking on twice as many because our aims are pure sounded very good when
you were bragging us up to the khan," Balar conceded, "but even for
heroes, greater numbers are better than being outnumbered, especially when the
enemy is one who channels powers from this dark magician." Tayyichiut
grinned at Balar. "My father agrees," he said, "Both to the
prettiness of the speech and to the value of not testing it too far. Will the
monkey come to war with us?" "He
always does," Kaydu assured him. "I'll
hold him for you some of the time," Tayyichiut volunteered brightly. Llesho
felt the stirring of jealousy for friendships that might be born there, between
the Harnish prince and his own company. "The Harn are our enemies,"
he snapped, shocking his brothers and the prince, but not the companions who
had known him throughout his journeys. "It's
hard to give that up," Kaydu gave a little shrug. "But we have to
find out where this khan will stand in the greater battle to follow. Better to
have his son under our eye than to leave the enemy at our back with no hostages
to his good intentions." "My
father suggested that as well," Tayyichiut spoke up easily. Too easily. "You've
had a soft life in the lap of your family and the people of this ulus. You
think you can win our forces to your side the same way you charm your own
horse-guards, who are friends by decree." The effects of the potion, and
his own habits of ease among his companions had relaxed Llesho's features, but
now he hardened his expression as he hardened his heart. "We are not so
easily won, and we—any one among us with whom you will travel—will kill you
without a thought if you look like crossing the least of my commands." He'd
never tested that, but it had to be that way if he were truly king. Of course,
being king also meant giving orders his people could, in conscience, carry out.
But he didn't want this foolish prince to think a winning smile would protect
him. As
if dropping a mask of his own, Tayyichiut let the good cheer fall away.
"Lady Chaiujin was my father's second wife, until my mother died in her
sleep. Then she became first wife." It took little imagination to figure
out how Tayyichiut's mother had died. They had that in common, then. "That
happened three years ago, and I am still alive." Llesho
understood that, too. He returned the bow, to acknowledge the battles this
young warrior waged within the khan's own household. "You won't be any
safer in our company, but you don't have to pretend to love your enemies." "When
do we leave?" Tayyichiut was impatient to be gone, and now Llesho could
understand his reasons. "At false dawn. Say your good-byes tonight." The
prince accepted this answer with a quick nod and left without a backward glance.
When he was gone, Llesho realized that Bolghai's potion had worked. He felt
almost normal again. Except, he was famished. Tayyichiut
had told about half the truth, which was better than he expected. Llesho had
gathered his party on the playing field that served as the staging area for the
khan's encampment. Surrounded by the round white tents in the soft gray light
of the little sun, they awaited the arrival of the khan's troops. He'd expected
the khan and maybe his chieftains and a few of his advisers would come out to
bid them luck in battle, not this turnout of old and young, men and women, who
thronged the edges of the field. The crowd stirred and hummed with
anticipation, so that Llesho almost missed the echo of distant horses
reverberating through the ground underfoot. A cheer went up as the vague
tremble of the earth turned into a thundering drive down the wide central
avenue of a half a hundred galloping horsemen, each with a second horse
on a lead. The warriors of Chimbai-Khan wheeled onto the playing field in a
tight formation and drew to a bone-snapping halt at the dais that had been set
up for the khan and his family. With
a grin, the Harnish prince at the head of the company leaped from his horse and
presented himself to his father. "The
lives of your warriors are yours to command," Tayyichiut recited. Dropping
to one knee, he bowed his head, baring his neck to his father's sword in a
ritual display of submission. That's when Llesho saw the sling on his back, and
the furry monkey head of Little Brother sticking out of it. "Rise,
warrior, and fight bravely for your khan," Chimbai-Khan answered, showing
remarkable restraint at the sight of the monkey on his son's back. When he had
completed the formal leave-taking for a soldier, he gave a warrior's deep
laugh, wrapped his arms around his son, and lifted him off the ground in a huge
bear hug that drew one indignant screech from the monkey before he curled more
deeply into his sling. "Bring
home tales of wonder, and a scar or two to enchant the ladies," he
instructed his son. In the khan's eyes, Llesho read the truth of his desires:
for mild tales and small scars, but most of all, the coming home. Tayyichiut
was his only son. "I
will." His eyes snapping with pride, Tayyichiut set his shoulders in a
military bearing. "Father, bless these, your warriors, as they prepare to
die in your name." "Bring
death to your enemies, take only shallow wounds to mark your striving on the
battlefield." The
khan let his gaze drift over the waiting horsemen, and Llesho did likewise.
Twenty-five of them were youths with not a moment's real experience in battle.
When the khan's exhortation to the troops ended, the crowd descended upon his
army. Mothers pressed packets on their sons with dainties for them to eat in
the saddle. Fathers offered advice and the prized family sword or a quiver of
fine arrows, as if these gifts of war-craft could bring their children home
safe again. And more boys, swearing in an effort to seem more warlike, were
unable to hide their disappointment that they had not been chosen. With
his heart in his boots, Llesho wondered why he'd been chosen to introduce the
Harnish prince and his young followers to the battlefield. Perhaps he'd sounded
more assured than he felt when he had talked about taking on Tsu-tan. If he'd
known what Chimbai-Khan intended, he would have warned him. People he could ill
afford to lose died in his quest—advisers and followers both—and the more he
needed them, the more likely they were to suffer and die for it. If
the khan had seen the rescued Emperor Shou, he might have thought again about
sending his son into this war, small as the coming skirmish might be when
compared to the struggles that would follow it. He couldn't even tell that
part, however, without risking the empire itself. Enemies, of which the Shan
Empire had many, waited only for a sign of weakness to fall on their prey.
Llesho didn't want to bring that down on his friend or on the people of Shan.
He just hoped that by keeping silent he didn't bring disaster on the Qubal ulus
and their young prince. At
least the boisterous young warriors each came with an overseer in tow. An equal
number of hard-bitten veterans—with expressions so impassive Llesho knew they
felt as frustrated as he did—followed their young charges onto the playing
field, driving a herd of riderless horses on leads. As he thought about it, the
strategy behind the makeup of the company started to make sense. Hardened
warriors would balk at orders from a stranger and a boy, as they saw him.
Tayyichiut's youthful cadre, however, would accept the leadership of their own
age-mate and ally against their own race's older generation. The
warriors charged with seeing them safely through their first battle would fight
at Llesho's command to keep their
children alive, and to bring them home as grown warriors who had passed through
their first campaign. That Chimbai-Khan had meant to wage this war all along
crossed his mind. That the khan had sent his son to draw his first blood gave
Llesho both a responsibility to his ally and an opportunity to learn through
his son more about the hidden agenda of the khan. Keeping them all alive was
the tricky part. When
the battle-scarred fighters drew to a halt, their leader dismounted. It was
Mergen. "Gifts,"
he said with a bow to Llesho and a sweep of his hand to indicate the horses
stamping impatiently among the riders. "We will ride to battle in the
Harnish style." That meant traveling at full gallop, an extra horse tied
to each rider's mount. The Harnish riders changed mounts in mid-gallop,
stepping from stirrup to stirrup as if crossing a stream upon stones. "Like
the wind," Llesho agreed. His own army lacked that skill with horses, so
he added, "But even the wind pauses between gusts, to blow more fiercely
when it rises again." "So
the wind blows in the East," Mergen gave a wry nod of acknowledgment, but
his attention from the moment of his arrival had been focused on his brother,
and he waited only for the minimal courtesies before turning to the khan
himself. Discussing
statecraft in the khan's ger-tent, Mergen had seemed a mild, thoughtful man.
Now he confronted his leader and kin like a storm sweeping over the grasslands.
Chimbai-Khan wanted to send his brother to watch over his son's small force.
Mergen objected. They spoke too softly for Llesho to hear, their heads drawn
together, but their views very far apart. Even from a polite distance he could
see lightning flash in the eyes of the khan and thunder answer in the
tight-drawn vee of Mergen's brow. In
the end, Mergen won, and Yesugei stepped up to take his place with Llesho's
captains at the side of his own young prince. "I
see you plot with my chieftains against me, brother." Chimbai-Khan's low
voice held subtle threat as he watched Yesugei exchange places with his
brother. It was, Llesho realized, the chieftain's horse, and Ye-sugei's pack.
Mergen had never intended to travel with the advance force. "As
always, Great Khan, your advisers conspire to keep you alive." Llesho
wasn't supposed to hear that either, or to see Mergen's quick glance toward the
dais, where the Lady Chaiujin stood with the khan's mother and his other
advisers. Nor did the khan mean for him to hear his answer, "I make it
difficult for you, I know." The slap on Mergen's back, however, he gave as
a signal to all that the dispute at the highest ranks had ended in peace. The
remounts had to be apportioned among the various riders and the company sorted
into order. As the captains busied themselves insuring the preparedness of
their troops, Yesugei himself took charge of Llesho's gift. "She is a
strong and a tireless lady," he promised, stroking a hand down her neck
and across the mare's shoulder. "I trained her myself." "She
is beautiful." Llesho gave the horse a rub, but he raised a questioning
eyebrow at Yesugei "Mergen's no coward," the chieftain explained
under cover of pointing out the finer points of horseflesh. Leaning
in as if to comment on the hardy grasslands pony, Llesho gave a quick nod to
show that he had figured that out for himself. "Does Mergen really think
she will try to kill the khan?" he muttered. "What
do you think?" Yesugei didn't blink. Anyone who saw them talking would
think they were discussing bloodlines. "I
think, some gifts carry a heavy price." Llesho wondered if the Lady Chaiujin
stewed her own plots or acted for
her father in the East. Either way, she was the viper hidden at the bottom of
the basket. He'd have to get word to Shou before the emperor put his trust in
an alliance that might be false at its heart. "He
wants Prince Tayy out of her reach. I'll be glad to escape her eye as
well." Llesho
gave a small nod, understanding well the khan's concern. An ambitious wife
didn't need an heir by her rival in her way. Llesho wondered if she carried her
own candidate for the role, or if she had convinced the khan that she did. "Shall
we oblige him?" Llesho asked the question lightly, but they understood
each other. Riders
and horses sorted out, Llesho led the princes both Harnish and Thebin to bid
Chimbai-Khan farewell. With them came Yesugei, who touched his forehead to the
back of his khan's hand. "Bring
my son back to me, friend Yesugei." "He
will come back to you a man—you have my word, Chimbai-Khan." Llesho
had fought many battles, and had killed his share of men and monsters both, but
he'd never understood how anyone could think him more of a man for taking a
life than his older brother Adar, who saved lives. He let Yesugei's promise
stand unchallenged, however, and completed his own farewells as diplomacy
dictated. But he'd learned something important about the Harn in this
leave-taking. More than the city that moved across the grasslands like a great
bird of prey, or the food they ate or the way they rode their horses, he
thought that maybe this was the greatest difference between the Harn and
Thebin. He wondered how safe a peaceful nation could be with allies who bred
war into the very bones of its children. That probably depended on the
children— Chimbai- Khan's strategy had layers and layers. With
Harlol and his Wastrels scouting ahead and Kaydu above them in the shape of an
eagle, they moved out. As Great Sun sent his first rays over the horizon,
Llesho took the lead. His brothers like a defensive wall around him, he guided
them in the direction Adar had given in his dream travels: West. They'd
be in time. The raiders might share the Qubal style of combat by speed and
stealth, but the witch-finder who led them did not. Nor could Tsu-tan travel
swiftly with his prisoners in tow, especially with one as weak and broken as
Hmishi. Llesho tried to think of that as an advantage, but still it cramped in
his gut. They'd find Tsu-tan and put an end to his torments, then they'd take
down his master. More
thought would have to wait until first rest, because they were going to war
Harnish style. The wind slapped at his face and the drumming of hooves surged
in Llesho's blood. He leaned low over the neck of his horse and urged her to
greater speed, knew their hearts beat to one rhythm. The wild joy of it drove
out thought and the whispers of the death-spear at his back. For the first time
since the Long March, his mind was free of memory.
Chapter Thirty-two
INTO the afternoon he called a halt
for rest and to await the reports of the Harnish scouts and the Wastrels he'd
sent forward. They had started across flat plains, but the land rose broken and
uneasy as they flanked the Onga River. Stands of slender trees clung
tenaciously to hillocks streaked with flecks of mica in the stone. Llesho's
mount barked a shin on an outcrop jutting out of the grass like an accusing
finger or a book of rocky tablets upended in the ground. Others had taken small
hurts as well. Blowing and sweaty, even the uninjured horses needed rest. So
did their riders, at least among those not bred to the saddle in the Harnish
way. It
gave Llesho an excuse so that he didn't have to admit how worried he was. The
scouts should have returned and their continued absence raised the hairs on the
back of his neck. What was happening out there? Tayyichiut
wandered over to where Llesho sat a little apart from his brothers. He held his
elbow a little way from his side and watched Little Brother, who clung upside
down from his forearm and watched him back. "Where is Kaydu?" he
asked, rubbing at the same raw wound that fretted Llesho. THE
PRWCE OF DREAMS "Scouting ahead," he answered. He would have added,
"in the shape of an eagle" to discourage the prince's interest, or
suggested that he take it up with Harlol, but figured that part of it was none
of his business. Checking
for a patch of ground free of sharp stones, the Harnish prince lowered himself
to the grass. "Without a horse?" "She
has another one." Llesho sneaked a glance at the sky. She might have
hidden in the pearly tangle of pink and white and the gray of coming rain to the
east. Kaydu had traveled west, however; the dark shadow of an eagle riding the
updraft would stand out sharply against the hard, clear turquoise of that sky.
He saw nothing, and it was growing late. "You
can tell what someone thinks of your intelligence by how well they lie to
you." With his forefinger, Tayyichiut idly scratched at Little Brother's
head, a gesture the monkey seemed to take as comfort. He seemed to focus all
his attention on the animal, seemed not to have looked at Llesho at all. Continuing
in the same even tone, he added, "Judging from that one, you must think
I'm pretty stupid." "Not
stupid." Not anymore. The prince had sounded him out for the khan and
reported with unnerving insight, after all. It would serve him well to remember
that. Llesho snapped his attention back to the moment. "Stupid,"
Prince Tayyichiut insisted. "You think I know nothing of the magical
world, any more than I do of battle. You don't even pretend. I thought at first
we might become friends, but . . . you can treat me like an enemy if that makes
you feel better, but I won't tolerate being dismissed as unworthy." With
a casual flick of his arm, Tayyichiut settled Little Brother on his back and
rose effortlessly. He started off in the rolling, bow-legged gait of the Harnish
riders. None of his hurt feelings showed on his face. Llesho
came to his feet but made no move to stop the prince.
He knew what Tayyichiut was feeling just below the surface, had experienced it
himself often enough. Honesty wouldn't help either, the way he felt. "What
do you know?" he asked. As
an apology, it sounded more like an accusation, but it stopped the Harnish
prince long enough to give an answer. "Once,
when I was very young, I surprised Bolghai at his private ceremonies. He bit me
on the thumb." Carelessly, Tayyichiut stuck out his hand, thumb up as if
counting off on his fingers. Each sharp little stoat tooth had left the mark of
its own puncture in the fleshy pad. "So, when the terrifying Captain Kaydu
entrusts her animal companion to my care, and her horse goes riderless to
battle, I can pretend to be a fool, so that I don't offend the officious boy
king with delusions of being better than I am. Or, I can admit that I've been
watching for a small creature in the grass." "Look
up." Tayyichiut
raised a sardonic eyebrow, but understanding glinted in his eyes. Neither of
them could resist a quick glance at the empty sky. "And
I am better than you." Llesho's taunt had none of the edge that
would have made it impossible to say whether he'd meant it. Tayyichiut
puffed out his chest and struck a fierce pose. "Any contest, any
time." Little Brother dented the swagger of the boast when he appeared
above the prince's left shoulder to rub the top of his head on the underside of
the princely jaw. "So,
you're afraid of her, too." When it came to issuing challenges, Llesho
clearly had the advantage. Tayyichiut
caught the "too" at the end of it, though, and disciplined his smile
to a rueful seriousness only after a struggle. "I would have thought the
mighty king of the Cloud Country feared no one." Llesho
nearly choked trying to stifle the snort that escaped anyway. "Oh, please!
She was my combat instruc- tor
and my first captain—and that was back when I was the lowly corporal, and no
king of any kind." Not quite the truth, but close enough. "You
are born a khan—or a king—my father would say. It only takes circumstances to
reveal that fact to those who would elect you." "So
you won't follow your father as the khan by right of birth?" "Not
unless the chieftains choose me. Should I live long enough, I'll first stand
for chieftain and if our clan elects me, I will have our vote in the ulus.
Eventually, when we need a new khan, the people will perhaps select me for the
honor, and perhaps someone else. Yesugei is a good man, for example. I hope to
be revealed as khan, of course, as you are revealed to be the king of the
Thebin people." "That
sounds like something the Lady SienMa would say," Llesho thought out loud.
Thebin didn't have chieftains to elect a king like the Harn did, but Prince
Tayyichiut was right. He'd been chosen out of all his brothers for some inborn
trait he still didn't understand, but her ladyship had seen it all along. "The
mortal goddess of war." The prince shot him an uneasy glance. "My
father is right, you do travel with wonders." "It
didn't feel much like a wonder when Kaydu was pounding the stuffing out of me
every day, though." Tayyichiut
puffed out a breath, his eyes on the sky and his mind far from her ladyship.
"Yeah, but she is sooo hot!" Kaydu, of course. Only Shou could think
such thoughts about the Lady SienMa "Yep." And she should have been
back by now. It was time to stop waiting and start looking. "Don't
do it." "What?" "I'm
not stupid, remember. Don't go after her. Your brothers will have my head if
anything happens to you." "That
won't happen." "At
least, take me with you. I can fight—" Llesho
shook his head. "If I do anything that stupid, Kaydu will have my head."
He didn't say if he meant going after her or taking the prince with him
when he did it, but Tayyichiut didn't ask, so he didn't have to lie. Bixei
came to get them then, and they parted company with a last backward invitation—
"Call me Tayy. All my friends do. Even the ones my father didn't order to
like me." Ouch.
Llesho winced at his own slight. "Okay." Then, because he felt he
owed him something more, he said, "Bixei and I were adversaries before we
were friends." He didn't say "too" but they all heard it, even
Bixei. "You
have to knock him on the head a few times, but eventually he comes
around," Bixei assured the prince, then pretended to surprise. "But
you already know that!" Llesho
gave him a shove, and even found a laugh to give his friend as a reward. But
under the camaraderie, he was plotting his escape. The
Harnish pony he rode kept to a steady, ground-eating gait and knew the way the
land fell here, so he gave her only as much attention as she needed to keep
them heading west. He wasn't sure how this dream traveling worked. He knew he
could reach the dream world easily enough running in a circle, but what would
happen if he tried to do it while riding? For that matter, how could he
transform into his spirit-being on horseback? Whatever
happened, he had to try. Yesugei would keep them on course if he succeeded, and
Carina, at least, would know what he'd done and calm the others until he
returned. That assumed his body didn't fall out of its saddle and break its
roebuck leg when he leaped, but he had to take some risks. If
he worried about it, he'd never find his missing scouts, so he let go of every
consideration but the impor- tant
one—how to do this on horseback. Running was running, though. He settled deep
into the saddle and caught the rhythm of his pony—her breath swelling the
barrel of her chest between his legs and the beat of her hooves up through his
knees, and the way her neck moved, as if she reached for each step with head
and heart. When he found her stride in the rhythm of his own bones, he felt
himself changing, running on four legs with the weight of a rack of antlers
heavy on his head. Kaydu,
he thought, and in his dream-form, searched for her throughout all the
worlds. There. There. He reached, and trod the air with his four sharp hooves,
lifting toward the eagle circling low over a dark cloud rising up from the
ground below. She
dived and he followed. Not a cloud, he saw, but the very earth, risen up taller
than the forests in rocky pillars that walked on two legs. No more than a
hand's count of creatures tore up the ground on which their prey made their
stand, but each was the size of a hillock. In the unnatural chaos of churned
earth and shadow below, Wastrels and Harn fought a desperate, hopeless battle
against creatures who used whole uprooted trees as weapons against swords and
spears. The stone-men wore earth and grass like a suit of clothes, but their
gray faces flashed mica in the sun. Their shadows shed a darkness over all the
ground below as they fought over their catch. Llesho watched in horror as a
pair of the creatures tore a screaming Wastrel in two between them and
abandoned their argument to feast on his human flesh. The
smell of death quivered in his nose, and roebuck instinct trembled in his
muscles. Flee! But he'd sent these men to their deaths—Danel and Zepor,
and, Goddess forgive him, Harlol, who had followed him out of Ahken-bad to his
death. It was his fault, and he wouldn't leave them to the harsh mercy of these
horrors. "Nooo!" Lowering
his head to attack as Kaydu pecked and gouged with talon and beak, he struck
the nearest of the stone
monsters with his front hooves. Raking a gouge across its middle with his
antlers, he drew clear spring water like blood from the wound. Llesho had no
time to contemplate what this must mean, but pressed his advantage. He turned
and kicked out with his back legs, putting all his strength into the blow. The
creature bellowed in rage. Raising a giant hand, it swung at him with the tree
it used for a club. He leaped back, evading the worst of the blow. Kaydu
swooped to his rescue, pecking at its flinty eyes with a beak that could snap
bone but had no effect on the glassy stone. When the stone monster turned its
attention to her, Llesho attacked again, but the first wound he had torn in its
flesh had already healed itself. The second must surely do likewise. As
they fought, the screams and cries of their friends on the shattered earth rose
up to them, urging them to greater efforts. Llesho wished his spirit-being was
a dragon rather than a roebuck—a dragon might defeat the creatures who murdered
his friends and allies. He didn't have that skill. But Kaydu— Maybe
she could have done it if she'd come upon the scene in her human form, but the
eagle's brain was smaller, the transformations more difficult. We are well
and truly dead, he thought, as a giant grassy hand reached up and grabbed
him around the throat. It squeezed and he choked, feeling the air passage close
tight under the powerful grip. He twisted his head, goring at its wrist with
his antlers. Bleeding clear, cold water, it loosened its grasp on him, and
Llesho wriggled away. Kaydu was suddenly between them. "Goooo!
Goooooo!" The harsh bird cry shaped the lipless word as she beat her wings
in his face. The
screams from the scarred ground below had died. Llesho hesitated, searching for
signs of life, but found none. Their friends lay scattered and still, their
clothing torn, their bodies ravaged, their blood black upon black in the
shadows cast by their rocky assailants. He faltered, remembering the Dinha's
prophecy. Goddess, Goddess, what had he done? "Gooo!
Goooo!" When
he did not immediately obey, Kaydu raked a talon lightly across his nose—not
enough to do him any serious damage, but it jolted him out of his shock. The
monsters of loam and stone were falling, melting back into the earth, but an
army of crows blackened the sky, heading for the dead. Llesho threw himself
among them and tossed his antlers to chase them away. There were too many. He
couldn't stop them as they pecked at the flesh clinging to the gnawed bones
left behind by the monsters who had disappeared into the earth again. Kaydu
wheeled overhead, diving among the crows but having no more success than he at
chasing the huge flock away. Staggering
with grief and the blind confusion of his animal body, Llesho drew a little
apart from the feeding frenzy of the birds. Exhausted, his dream set him free
and he sank to the earth as himself, with legs weak as a newborn's. His mind
had grown too numb to care that the ground he lay on might rise up and rend him
as it had his scouts. His dead lay picked by the crows on the field of battle,
but whatever had animated the rocky plain had departed. Nothing remained but
the wind in the grass and the blood soaking into the ground. Kaydu
did not settle, but landed nearby with many small hops and lifts into the air,
unwilling to trust to the uneasy earth. She did not return to human form, but
cocked her head and watched him out of the beady predator's eyes of her eagle
shape. Water
splashed on his knee, and he looked up, but the sky was cloudless. Another drop
fell and he realized, distantly, that he must be weeping, though he felt too
weary even for sorrow. Kaydu inched her way nearer by small hops until she had
settled in the curve of his outstretched arm. With the feathered comfort of her
nearness
warm against his side, he let his eyes slide closed. Impossible as he would
have thought it, he slept. Standing
among the dead in the field of monsters, Pig waited for him on the other side
of dreams. "You
knew this would happen!" Llesho accused the Jinn. "So
did you." "No."
Llesho shook his head, denying the accusation. "This isn't what I saw in
my dream. If I'd known that Master Markko could raise monsters out of the grass
itself against us, I would have stopped him before it came to this." "Maybe."
Pig shrugged, shifting his silver chains so that they clinked with the motion.
"What happens when I drop this stone?" To demonstrate, he let go of
the stone in his hand. "It
will fall," Llesho answered as it fell. He wasn't in the mood for lessons,
but knew he wouldn't get what he wanted until he'd given the Jinn answers to
his self-evident questions. "And
how did you cause that to happen?" "I
didn't. Stones always fall when they are dropped." "Now
you begin to understand a little about the dream worlds." So
that was the point of this exercise. It wasn't his fault. If he believed the
outcome would always be the same, though, he was doomed from the start.
"You sound like Lluka, with all paths leading to the one end he sees in
his prophecy." "If
it doesn't happen," Pig reminded him, "It isn't a prophecy. It's just
another failed possibility." In
all of Lluka's visions, the world always ended in chaos and despair. The Dinha
had known that when she gave him her children. In the field where her Wastrels
had died, it seemed natural that he should think of her not as the young Kagar
who had wanted to be a warrior, but as the Dinha, mother of her people. He
wasn't the only one being jerked around by fate. Well, fate and Master Markko.
He knew who had raised those monsters out of the bones of the earth. He knew
what he had to do next, too. His dream—long ago, it seemed now, before Ahkenbad
had died—told him that. He would have walked away and refused the task, but he
reckoned Harnish warriors and Wastrels had died for this. For the sacrifice of
his dead, he had to finish it. Reality
was not quite the same as the dream where he had first seen the Tashek dead on
the Harnish grass. As he approached, he saw that only empty orbits remained
where the eyes had been, and the birds had left little flesh on the bones. "The
pearls of the Great Goddess must be here," he said, and dropped to one
knee at the side of a Wastrel he recognized only by his flowing desert coats.
"Or it was all a waste, for nothing." "Yes,"
Pig sighed deeply and agreed, "a waste." He
didn't want to look closely, or to touch, but he didn't have any choice. The
eyes, as he had seen, were empty, and the bones of the fingers had been
scattered and broken. But he remembered the story Pig had told him, of monsters
who plucked out the hearts of their victims and left a bit of stone in their
place. Cringing inside at what he had to do, he moved the Wastrel's torn coats
a little bit and groaned, sickened by what he saw. Within the bony cage of the
warrior-priest's breast, a large black pearl lay where the heart ought to have
been. "I
can't," he whispered, and curled his fingers into his palm, refusing the
desecration. "You
must," Pig reminded him. "Oh,
Goddess." Reaching for the pearl, he cried out against his fate. "You
ask too much!" "Not
yet," Pig told him. "Soon, though." Llesho
rose, wiping the pearl on his shirt, and put it in the sack at his neck with
the others he had found both in dreams and in waking. As happened when the Jinn
walked beside him, the pearl wound with silver wire that usually hung from the
silver chain of the dream readers was missing. It would return when the dream
was done. Now,
Pig led him through the grass, from body to body. At each, Llesho stopped and
bowed his knee. Lodged between the ribs of the second and the third, he found
not a pearl, but a small stone which Pig instructed him to remove and fling
away. "The
hearts of men are sweet to the stone monsters," ; Pig
explained. "When they reach inside for the prize, ; they leave a piece of
themselves behind, like a broken ! fingernail. It's how you know they've been
here." "No,"
Llesho corrected him. "You know it when they reach into the sky and pluck
you out of it by the throat." "That
works, too," Pig agreed. They
moved on, stopping again at a body with the tatters of a long Harnish tunic
clinging to the bones. It was harder for Llesho to grieve over the khan's
warriors; he kind of liked Tayyichiut, but didn't trust him yet, or any of the
Harnish he had met. Yesugei came closest and he thanked the goddess that the
man hadn't been among the dead. Another step and he nearly tripped over a stoat
gnawing on a Harnish tunic. "Get
away from there!" When the creature didn't scamper away as he'd expected,
Llesho pulled his foot back to give it a kick. Pig stopped him with a forehoof
on his shoulder. "It's
his son," he said. Looking
closer, Llesho saw that the creature didn't gnaw the body as he had thought,
but nuzzled its fierce snout at the dead man's breast while tears rolled down his
furry cheeks. "Bolghai?" he asked. Pig
nodded. They
had sent only seasoned veterans out as scouts, none of the boys who had
followed Tayyichiut. Even men the age of Yesugei or the khan must have had a
father at some time, he figured, though he'd never expected to meet one. Pig
must have seen his thoughts in the look he fixed on the stoat and its warrior
son, for his eyes gleamed with a dark, ironic humor. It wasn't his fault he
didn't know anything about the fathers of fathers. He hadn't exactly grown up
knowing much about families at all. "What's
he doing?" "Trying
to dislodge the stone," Pig eased himself down, and stroked the stoat's
head with a gentle forehoof. "It pins the dead man's soul to this plane,
so that he can neither enter the underworld to join with his ancestors nor
return to the wheel of life to be reborn." As
if he had only then become aware of their presence, which was possible, Llesho
thought, given the depth of his grief, Bolghai rested his furry head on Pig's
knee. With his mouth held open for each panting breath, the stoat set up a
high, keening wail that rattled Llesho's nerves and ached in his teeth. He
didn't touch the animal, remembering bite marks in Tayy's thumb, but carefully
eased himself to his knee. Pig
nodded, holding the stoat's attention with soft murmurs while Llesho reached
into the dead breast of the shaman's son and plucked out the rock that had
pinned his soul to his corpse. Llesho was beyond surprise, so it came as none
that the stone was a black pearl the size of his fist. He tucked it into the
sack around his neck, with the others he had collected. The act seemed to
release both father and son, for Bolghai shimmered into human form, the tears
still wet on his cheeks. "I'm
sorry," Llesho started to say, but Bolghai didn't seem to hear. "Thank
you," the shaman whispered as he faded into nothing on the breeze. When
the last faint glow that marked where he had stood vanished from the air,
Llesho turned to Pig, who stood grieving at the side of his friend's dead son. "I
have to find Harlol." The
Jinn nodded. He seemed too caught in his own feelings to speak, but he led on,
to a body with the flesh still clinging to it lying on the bloody grass. He
recognized Harlol's swords, and the red sash he wore around his waist. The orbits
of his eyes were empty, and Llesho fell to his knees on the bloody ground with
a whimper that sounded to him like no king at all. "I'm
sorry, I'm sorry!" It
seemed as though he had said nothing else since he'd been cursed with the
knowledge of his destiny. Har-lol was dead, not reaching to pluck pearls out of
their sockets as he had in the dream so long ago, before the Dinha had ever
given her Wastrels to his quest. That didn't mean Llesho was getting off easy. "His
hand." Pig gestured with a forehoof. "Oh,
dear Goddess, no!" In death, Harlol's hand had plunged into his own
breast. Beneath the cage of bone, dead fingers clenched around a pearl that
rested where his heart should be. Llesho
pulled his own hands tight to his sides and rocked on his knees like a widow.
"I can't, I can't, I can't," he said, over and over again, while Pig
waited patiently for him to realize that, yes, he must, and therefore could. "Can't
you do this one thing for me?" Llesho asked. "Is
that a wish?" Pig asked, and all the world stilled in the moment. Not
breath or breeze or beating wing broke the silence of the waiting world. "Not
a wish," he amended, "but my heart's desire, at a higher price than I
can pay." With that he reached to cover Harlol's fingers with his own, and
carefully pried them one from the other, away from the pearl at their center.
He didn't add any more apologies. They'd been given and heard, or not, and he
had nothing more to say that wouldn't admit too much. But he thought, within
himself, / will miss you. I would have learned more about you, if fate had
given us more time. He
rose to his feet, his eyes to the brittle turquoise sky, and when he looked
again, it was to see the last shimmering glimmer as Harlol faded and vanished.
Had he been there at all? Llesho wondered. Or was this just another dream, and
he would waken to discover he had hours yet to stop the deaths, to send his
party round another way. But when he turned away again, he saw Kaydu, still in
the form of an eagle, watching him, and in the distance, the thunder of horses.
Chapter Thirty-three
LESHO!" Tayy was the first to
reach him, jumping from his horse before the beast had entirely brought its
headlong gallop to a halt. "What's happened here? Are you all right? I
can't believe you did this after you promised . . ." The
Harnish boy had him by the shoulders, was shaking him, but his anger was a mask
for the concern that sent fine tremors through him. Llesho stared into his
face, wondering— "Are
you a dream? Or are you real?" he asked. He looked around for Pig, but
couldn't find him. Kaydu was still there, however, watching him with the beady
eyes of a predator. She spread her wings as if to take flight, but settled
again when he reached a hand out to her. "I'm
real," Tayy assured him, "What are you?" "I'm
a dream," he muttered, and let himself fall into the safety of the other's
arms. He knew exactly when he'd started to think of the Harnish prince as a
friend. Bolghai, in the shape of a stoat, had lain his head on Pig's knee and
wept for a fallen son, whom Llesho'd sent to his death. You couldn't stay
enemies with a people who died for you. If Prince Tayyichiut wasn't an enemy,
then he could accept his friendship. The logic had clicked in
place between one heartbeat and another. He would be Tayy's friend, just as the
boy had asked him. And he wouldn't let that kill either of them, no matter
what. Tayy didn't know that, of course, but called for Carina in a voice high
with panic. "They're
dead," he muttered into the shoulder that held him up, kept him from
falling. "He raised the earth itself, stone monsters that tore them to
pieces, and I couldn't stop it!" "Gods
of earth and water!" Tayyichiut muttered. "Are you talking about
something real, or a dream thing?" "Both,
I think. Kaydu won't turn back." They
both looked over at her. She looked back, her intelligence dimmed to the
hunting instincts of a bird. She didn't seem to recognize them at all. "Goddess,
Llesho, what happened?" Thank the goddess, it was Shokar who grabbed him
away from Tayyichiut. He couldn't have tolerated Lluka's touch. "You were
on your horse, riding with the rest of us, and then you were gone. How did you
get here?" "Dreams."
He shivered, let his brother hold him for a moment more, then pushed himself
away. He needed to be a king, no matter how bad it felt. Yesugei
watched him out of wide, wary eyes. Not the dream travel, he knew—as a
chieftain of the Qubal clans, he'd seen the magic of his own shaman often
enough. But he'd caught sight of the battlefield over Llesho's shoulder. "They're
all dead." Six men, on a field that had risen up against them. Carina
perceived that he had suffered no injuries, and followed the direction he
pointed, into the broken ground where the bodies had lain. "Bolghai's son
was among them. I didn't know—" "Otchigin."
Tayyichiut nodded sadly. "He was my uncle's anda, his brother by sworn
bond. Mergen will mourn him." Bixei
reached him, then, and once again he had to submit to a shaking, before Stipes
could pull his compan- ion
away with an admonishment, "You aren't teammates in the arena anymore.
That is no way to treat your king." "It
is when that king persists in behaving like an idiot, charging off alone into
danger and doing it in ways his sworn bodyguards cannot follow." Bixei
gave him one last shake, but having said his piece, he stepped back, taking up
a guarding position at Llesho's shoulder. The
Harnish prince gave Bixei a look frosty with disdain. "You shouldn't let
your servants talk to you that way," he advised. "My father says that
familiarity breeds unrest." "He's
not a servant." Llesho thought about it a moment. "I suppose he's
more like your uncle's anda, sworn to me out of friendship and a debt of honor
that he has assumed from another." Tayyichiut
eyed Bixei with more interest this time. "I suppose he knows lots of
stories about your adventures." "Too
many," Bixei admitted. "What's happened to Kaydu?" They
didn't know. "Harlol's dead. Killed by the stone-men. We tried to fight
them, but it was no use." "They'll
be gone, then." Yesugei looked out over the turned earth with the still
wisdom that had drawn Llesho to trust him from the first. "When the stone
men return to the earth, they take the bones with them." The
bodies had been there a few minutes earlier, when Llesho had walked among them,
plucking stones from their chests. Some time during the press of greetings,
they'd disappeared, leaving nothing but the print of their bones in the
blood-soaked ground. "How
will we free their souls," Tayy asked, suddenly distraught as he hadn't
been by the news of their deaths. "How can I return with such a failure on
my back, to have given the soul of Mergen's anda to the stone-men!" Running
to the place of blood and mayhem, he kicked at the blackened turves. When he
drew his sword to slash at the exposed rocks, however, Llesho grabbed his wrist
and forced it down. "He's
free. They're all free." "You
don't understand. The stone-men pin their victims' souls to the ground they
died on—" "With
a broken fingertip, left in the breast where their hearts used to beat."
Llesho shuddered, remembering the sensation of drawing the stones from between
the bones of the ravaged bodies. Three black pearls as well, though j he didn't
know how they'd got there. "I know. Pig told me. I took care of it, for
Bolghai." "You're
not just saying that to shut me up?" Llesho
shook his head. "I wouldn't do that. Not anymore." "There
are no souls but those of earth and air and water on this land." Carina
joined them, offering comfort where she might, though what she had seen
troubled her. "Evil has passed here, but it's gone now. It seems to have
taken the hate with it." She passed a thoughtful gaze over Llesho, and he
ducked his head, embarrassed not at the change in him, but that she had seen
the hate he had carried in his heart until now. "I
saw Bolghai mourn his son and I realized how stupid I've been," he
confessed. "Otchigin died in my service, just like Harlol and the
Wastrels. I'd forgiven Harlol long ago for kidnapping me, and I figured it was
time to stop holding a grudge against the Qubal clans, who'd done nothing to me
but bear a resemblance to my enemies." Kaydu
had figured that out long ago—that's why Little Brother was peering over Tayy's
shoulder now. It sometimes took him a while, Llesho figured, but he always got
there in the end. Carina seemed to agree, because she gave him an absent pat
and wandered off again to squat down beside the eagle that Kaydu had become. His
explanation seemed to satisfy the Harnish prince as well, though for him that
just meant more questions. Tayyichiut eyed the battlefield in wary study.
"Did your Tsu-tan call the stone-men from the earth? That's a very
powerful magic." "No."
Llesho was sure of that. "He's a miserable sneak with a talent for hurting
people. He learned that much from his master, but he doesn't have the skill or
the ability to do something like this." He needed to pay a visit to the
real power behind the attack, on his own terms this time. "Don't
even think it." Little Brother screeched to be let go, and Tayy let him
clamber down his long, gangly arm, but he never broke eye contact with Llesho. "What?" "If
you don't want me to know what you're thinking, you will have to go back to
being enemies, because your face is clear as Lake Alta to your friends." "He's
right," Bixei agreed. "About your face, and about not going
after Markko on your own. After all we've been through to get here, don't let
him goad you into doing something stupid that gets you killed this close to
home." Not
close at all. The more li he put behind him, the farther away Thebin seemed to
get. Maybe that was because of the armies that stood between, or maybe it was
his own growing unease. The more he tried to think of Kungol as home, the more
remote he felt. His fear of Master Markko paled beside this growing pain that
Kungol was no more his home than Pearl Island had been, or Farshore Province.
Perhaps he'd been wandering so long that he no longer had the power to feel at
home anywhere he went. And
maybe they were right. Maybe he wanted to confront Master Markko because, when
it came down to it, the battle that locked him to his enemy had become the only
home he'd ever have. When had the thought of dying by a familiar hand become
more comforting than that of living as a stranger everywhere? He was a fool,
plain and simple. "He's
thinking again." Tayy addressed the comment to Bixei, with the question,
"Does that always presage a quick leap into disaster, or does he sink into
suicidal thoughts only when I'm around?"
"Master
Jaks used to keep him focused." Bixei stared out over the recent
battlefield, and Llesho followed him down that thought, to another field, and
Master Jaks dead protecting him from the same enemy they pursued almost to the
ends of the earth. "I
didn't know him for long, but his brother Adar seemed able to calm him when
moods struck. And Master Den, of course, but he's with the army your father is
bringing." "Lucky
for him," Llesho remarked, "I'm running through my teachers, and my
brothers, like they were water in the desert." Kaydu
sat, one clawed talon curled under her and hungry eyes fixed on Little Brother. "What
happened to her?" Bixei asked. "She's never stayed in animal form
this long before. Did Master Mar-kko—" "I
doubt he needed to. I think she really loved him, and she couldn't save
him." "Harlol? Huh." He'd
noticed, of course, but none of them had taken it as seriously as they should
have. Together, they watched as the eagle's fixed stare hypnotized the monkey.
Tayy was the first to speak up. "She doesn't recognize him." "She'll
kill us if we let her eat him." Bixei started forward to rescue Little
Brother, but Llesho pulled him to a halt with a firm hand on his shoulder.
"Wait. If she kills him, we've lost her anyway." Tayyichiut looked at
him as if he'd just confessed to eating babies for breakfast, but Bixei nodded,
and held still. Magical forces gave an edge in battle, but only if you could
depend on them totally. Better to know up front if they would slip control
under pressure and turn against you. Even if it cost them Kaydu, they had to
find out. Carina understood that as well, even as a healer. The knowledge
marked her face with deep lines of sorrow, but like the rest of them, she
waited. Little
Brother sat in the trampled grass, face scrunched in confusion as he frowned at
his mistress. Several paces away, Kaydu cocked her head, as though she were
deciding on the most effective angle for breaking the monkey's neck. "Ahhh,"
he whimpered, and stretched out a monkey paw to touch her as if he expected her
to transform herself and swing him onto her shoulder the way she had so many
times before. This
time, however, she snapped at him with her heavy beak and shifted her weight
uneasily from foot to foot. Llesho held his breath. Little
Brother rolled forward on his butt, looking around for help from some other
direction, but Llesho didn't move. Kaydu hitched her wings and took a step back
without breaking the gaze she fixed on her familiar. The monkey followed with a
tiny creeping step forward, and the eagle reached, faster than Llesho or his
companions could act, and snatched him up by the neck. He'd
seen hunting birds, and knew what came next. A quick toss of her head and she
would snap Little Brother's spine. With care she might kill him without ever
drawing blood. Llesho couldn't watch her, though. Not this time. Slowly he
closed his eyes. So
he missed it when she changed, only realized when Little Brother's joyous
shriek told him the monkey wasn't dead after all. When he opened his eyes, his
captain stood before him. The untamed hunter lurked in her eyes, but they were
shifting with the human pain of memory. She hugged Little Brother close,
accepted his warm arms around her neck, but said nothing. Llesho expected
Carina to do something healerish, or womanly, or something, but she dusted her
hands off against each other as at the end of a dirty chore and wandered off
with a satisfied smile that he didn't understand at all. They needed Habiba,
and anger sparked at the Lady SienMa. She might be the mortal goddess of war
and his own mentor on occasion, but she didn't have a right to de- mand
Habiba's presence so far away when his daughter needed her father. / hope
you've been scrying your daughter, magician, he thought. / hope you've
got a better idea of what to do for her than I have. But
no dragon appeared in the lowering sky, and there was no Harlol to sidle up
beside her and calm her as he might the hunting bird. Only her father had had
the same knack of treating her like a woman and a hunting bird both at the same
time and in whichever form she took. Tayyichiut
hid his surprise behind a cough. "I knew about such powers, of course,
from Bolghai. But it's a shock to actually see the change in person." Llesho
gave a little shrug. "Wait 'till you meet her father." "Dragon
blood?" "Yep." "I
think I'll wait. Forever, if possible. But you never answered my
question." "What
question?" Kaydu
was paying attention, too, stealing glances at the empty battlefield but,
thankfully, tracking the discussion with all her wits about her. "You're
not dream traveling to confront this Master Markko fellow on your own." "No,"
Kaydu informed him, still not given to more than brief, imperative statements,
but in full command mode. "He's not." "My
father is bringing an army of ten thousand," Tayyichiut reminded them.
"He'd be very disappointed if you cheated him of battle." There was
enough in the statement to assuage Llesho's pride and nudge him to accept how
ridiculous the idea was. If he reached Master Markko and defeated him
one-on-one at his own magics, he still had an army of Harnish raiders to
contend with. That army hadn't needed the magician to take Kungol; they
wouldn't let it go even if he did vanquish their cur- rent
leader. He might even be doing them a favor by ridding them of the magician. "First,
we rescue Hmishi and Lling and Adar," he agreed. Kaydu
shifted Little Brother to her shoulder. "Tsu-tan's war party lies not more
than an hour from here," she reported, and started them moving back toward
where their own forces waited. Yesugei and Shokar had held their army back,
giving them the small privacy of distance to come to terms with their grief and
resolve their differences. Now the time had come to act. "He must have
trusted to the monsters his master raised here to stop us; he's made camp by
the river." Llesho
squinted into the sky, estimating the daylight that remained. The clouds that
had loomed in the eastern sky now made a low ceiling almost to the western
horizon, but sunlight still slipped pink and gold around the edges. He reckoned
they had time, if they didn't linger. So, plan on the move, relay through his
captains. And Tayy's. Yesugei would see to that. The
chieftain cut a meaningful glance at Shokar, who returned the look with
confidence. Bixei paid them no attention—no one measured him against a nation
he was supposed to lead. He sought out Stipes and wandered off to deliver the
plan to the small band of mercenaries who had come with him from Shan. Tayy,
however, gave a sigh of long-suffering irritation that found an echo in
Llesho's own breast. "Do
you ever get tired of their tests?" "All
the time," the Harnish prince answered. "All the time." "Well,"
Llesho decided, "now it's time we tested them." Striding over with
Kaydu at his right and Tayyichiut at his left, he said, "We ride now, and
fight before dusk. Kaydu knows the way." "He
chose his stopping place for convenience to water, rather than defense,"
she reported. "The ground dips away to the river and the rise on either
side obstructs his line of sight, giving us the tactical advantage. There's
plenty of scrub and small clumps of twiggy trees close to the river. If we
leave the horses a little way off, we can sneak into the camp itself and attack
before he knows we are there." "The
bush attack." Tayyichiut nodded, knowing the tactic. "Break your
forces into small squads and send them in from random directions, so that if
one is sighted, the presence of the others remains hidden. When you're in
position, I will bring my warriors around in the lake attack." "What's
a 'lake attack?'" Llesho wanted to know. Tayy
cupped his hands to demonstrate the closing of a circle. "We'll form a
ring around the camp and attack from above, on all sides at once." Yesugei
nodded approval, but pointed out, "To be done properly, you should
withhold half your force at least, and attack in waves." Llesho
recognized the suggestion for the test that it was. So did Tayy, who answered
confidently. "If
we had a hundred more warriors, and this Tsu-tan the same," he agreed,
"But we don't, and neither does he. Besides, if we don't take him in the
first onslaught, he'll kill the prisoners in his rage." Llesho
was thinking the same thing. "We'll only get one chance to rescue
them." "And
if you can't save them?" Lluka asked. His complexion had gone ashy pale
from some vision Llesho didn't want to know about. "Then
we'll have all the time in the world for revenge. But I don't accept that as
the only option." If all ended in chaos, then nothing he did could make
things worse. Llesho found that freeing in a way he thought would terrify his
brothers, who put too much faith in Lluka's visions. He believed that Lluka saw
what he said; Llesho just wasn't convinced his brother understood what he saw.
That made all the difference. "Captains,
advise your troops. Kaydu—" She
gave him a flash of warning in eyes gone cold and predatory. He shivered, but
accepted that she didn't want his comfort or his pity. "We
ride for our cadre," he finished. Not what he wanted to say, but it
reminded her of earlier ties than the one she had lost. She didn't want any
bindings on her heart right now, but he wouldn't let her think she was alone,
not as long as any of them were alive. We need you, he thought. We
needed Harlol, too, but fate took that decision out of our hands before we left
Ahken-bad. Before we met. He didn't know how much of that he communicated
without the words she wouldn't allow, but she held Little Brother more tightly,
and mounted her horse with a lighter step. That didn't reassure him. Llesho
determined to keep an eye on her during the assault. "You're
not riding anywhere." Shokar, who knew better, rested a hand on the bridle
of Llesho's horse. "You're a king now. It's your job to stay alive—" It
took him precious seconds to bring himself back from the battlefield of stone
monsters and dead friends, back from the anguish of his captain. When he did,
he brought with him the stony darkness that had taken root in his soul. "No."
Llesho kept his voice low, which seemed to make things worse. Silence tighted
around their web of whispers. Dissension among the leaders always made the
troops uneasy. He had to nip this fast, before they defeated themselves in
their own ranks. "I'm a soldier. My masters trained me to fight and if we
don't win this war, that's the only skill I have to sell." Bixei
caught his eye and held up an arm where the thick metal wrist guard of the
mercenary guild gleamed. "We will be fighters for hire together,"
said the challenge in his sly smile. "That's
not all they've taught you," Shokar objected, but Llesho'd had enough of
listening, and he had no intention of waiting for Lluka to add more doom to the
discussion. "I'm
going," he said. "We don't have time to argue, and you wouldn't win
anyway." When
he slung himself into his saddle, the Harnish prince did the same.
"Chimbai-Khan, my father, says that kings fight their own battles, or they
soon have no battles to fight." No
more battles sounded like the best outcome he could imagine, but he figured
there was more to it. Hartal's battles were over, and so were Master Jaks'. The
khan was right. Kings fought their own battles, or they died anyway, like his
father had. Shokar
seemed to be working toward the same conclusion. "You know, if we die,
Lluka will be in charge of the next battle." "According
to his visions, it's the end of the world. How much worse can even Lluka make
that?" He
hadn't spoken the thought aloud before, but it didn't rattle his brother the
way he expected. Lifting onto his own horse, Shokar heaved a put-upon sigh.
"I don't know which of you is more trouble." "My
way, at least there is a chance of success," Llesho pointed out.
"Lluka's way will save you an hour in the saddle, but could cost the
kingdom." "Right.
You've made your point. Do you treat all your brothers this way?" Bickering
meant the crisis was over. Kaydu cut them short with an abrupt nod, and gave
the signal to move out. THE
ground rose gently before falling away again to the Onga River beside which
Tsu-tan had pitched his tents. Kaydu signed for a halt while the terrain was
still rising. Another hand-signaled command followed, and the combined force of
Thebin recruits, mercenaries, and the remaining Wastrels dismounted and broke
into small, tight bands. At their backs, the Harnish warriors spread out in a
thin line that ringed in the valley below. Llesho's troops would find the
captives and spirit them away while Tayy's Harnish riders distracted the
raiders with a "lake" formation assault. Promotion
had broken his own cadre as much as the capture of Hmishi and Lling had. Llesho
found himself alone at the head of a squad of Shokar's Thebins; nearby, his
brother led another. He'd considered Shokar more of a frontal assault sort of
person, too straightforward for his own good sometimes, and grimly distasteful
of battle. But he'd taken the same training from Bixei and Stipes that his
recruits received. Crouched low to take cover in the undergrowth, he ran with a
smooth, soundless grace copied by the squad that followed him. Half of them
were women, like Lling. Llesho
hadn't taken the time to find out who his fighters were, and he regretted that
now, when he was leading his own small band into the camp of the enemy. They
moved together as a single organism, however, sensitive to his every gesture,
and Llesho quickly adapted, trusting in Bixei's training and the strength and
courage of his own people. He followed Shokar's example, crouched into a swift
glide, and slipped among the clumps of undergrowth. Tsu-tan, or his captain,
had posted guards, but they had grown lax with inattention as the days had
passed and they grew more secure, thinking that no attack would come. A Thebin
farmer-turned-soldier ghosted ahead and took out the man nearest their
position, slicing his throat from side to side in one smooth, quick pass—a
barnyard skill as much as a soldierly one. He let the body fall, and wiped his
knife on the grass. Llesho
gave him a nod to acknowledge the service, and led his band around the smaller
tents, targeting the largest, where he knew Hmishi lay with the healer-prince
Adar in attendance. Off to one side, Bixei crept as silently with his
mercenaries, and farther around the bowl of the river valley, Kaydu led the
Wastrels. They had come to know her through Harlol, who would have led them if
he'd lived. Don't
think about that, he warned himself. Don't think about the dead he'd
already lost, or those who would die today or tomorrow or the next day in his
battles. The black command tent was ahead, and he dropped silently to his knees
and pulled out his knife while his squad followed, snugging in close under the
shadows of evening. He could hear the murmur of voices inside; carefully he cut
into the felt at the bottom of the tent and slid the small flap aside to peer
in between the crosspieces of the lathing. Tsu-tan was there, squared off
against Adar, who stood between the witch-finder and the bed on which the
wounded Hmishi lay. "He
can't take anymore. He's going to die. Can't you get that through your head?
He's a human being, and can only take so much abuse before the ability to heal
is exhausted. He's already passed that point—" "Then
it doesn't really matter what I do to him, does it?" Tsu-tan picked up the
iron rod he had used when Llesho had visited here in a dream. Adar moved to
intercept the blow, and took the weight of the rod on his shoulder. Llesho
heard the crack of bone, and his brother fell, groaning, to his knees. Enough.
Llesho would kill him with his bare hands and stomp his bones into powder. He
started to his feet, but a hand, reaching out of the shadows, stopped him with
a touch at his elbow. He thought his heart would fail at the shock, but
training kept him moving until his brain could catch up. He rolled and twisted,
shifting his knife from a sawing to a stabbing hold and poised, the point quivering
at her throat. "Lling!"
soundlessly he mouthed her name, and she nodded, drugged hypnosis still cloudy
in her eyes. She was fighting it. He could see that, and her own knife had come
into her hand, as he had seen in his dream travels. She
held a finger to her lips, signaling him to keep silent, and rose lithely to
her feet, folding her own knife down at her side as she did so. Then she was
gone, slipping through the murk that shrouded Tsu-tan's tent. Llesho's
small squad watched him worriedly. They were supposed to wait for Tayy's lake
assault before going in. Lling wasn't part of that plan, however, and Adar
didn't have that much time. Llesho gestured for them to stay, and followed
Lling, his knife and sword both at the ready in the deadly tradition of Thebin
royalty. At the door to the tent, however, he waited. In the confusion of the
coming attack, he could take Tsu-tan without fear of discovery. Now, Lling had
the advantage—as long as she could fight off Master Markko's control. Tsu-tan
glanced over when Lling entered his tent, but gave her no more notice than
that, his attention focused entirely on Adar. Llesho, hidden on the other side
of the door flap, saw the sweat beading over the witch-finder's lip, the rapid
rise and fall of his chest as the argument excited his breathing. "Do you
want to take his punishment, healer?" "Your
master says no." Adar made no move to protect himself. His tone and
expression made it a token protest. Like his patient, Tsu-tan had drifted over
an invisible line, and there was no pulling him back now. Adar observed the
forms, but did not raise a hand to protect himself. As a healer and as a
husband of the goddess, he had taken an oath and would protect his patient at
any cost to himself. The
witch-finder's hands tightened rhythmically on the weapon, but the reminder of
his master stopped him short of raising it again. A Thebin peasant was one
thing, but Markko wanted the princes for his own uses. "Perhaps
the girl, then?" he grabbed Lling by her hair and swung her body close to
his. "My master will understand if I can take her instead—" He leered
down into her trance-dazed face and raised the iron rod to strike another blow. Not
Lling, Llesho thought. In his seventh summer he'd lost
his bodyguard to the Harnish raiders. He was older now, better trained, and
Lling was still alive. It didn't have to end that way again. "Not one more
blow against my people—" Recklessly
he moved the door flap aside, ready to come to her rescue even if it did bring
the witch-finder's guards. As he stepped into view, Tsu-tan whipped around,
Lling held close as a shield. "You!" he smirked. "Is this
another trick of your dreams, beggar prince?" "No
dream," Llesho assured him, and raised his ready-drawn sword. "I
assume you're not alone?" Adar asked faintly. Llesho figured he knew what
was on his brother's mind. It was easier to get into a prison than to get out
of one, even if it was made of tents. Before
he could answer, he heard the sound he'd been waiting for: the war cry of the
Harnish riders rising over the pounding of their horses. Tayy had begun the
attack. Llesho heard the hiss of arrows in flight and the clatter and snick as
they found their marks in bodies and tents. Some, he knew, carried barbed
points, some carried flames. The
thunder of their galloping horses shook the ground as they made their descent.
Raiders would be spilling out of their tents, gathering on horseback to repel
the invaders while Llesho's ambush troops took their signal to slip into the
abandoned tents to search for prisoners. They would find few, he knew, and join
the attack so that the enemy was hemmed in on all sides and within its own
ranks. "That's
your rescue party now," he said, watching Tsu-tan all the while. "Guards!"
the witch-finder called, and paled when the Thebin faces of Llesho's squad
appeared in his doorway. "Excellency?"
Llesho's corporal inquired. She was tall for a Thebin, approaching middle age,
and the scar over her right eye made her look as dangerous as she was. Llesho
acknowledged her salute. "Don't let anyone in until I tell you." The
woman frowned uneasily at the tableau before her. She knew her job, however,
and bowed her way out. No one would pass while his squad lived. "Let
her go." Llesho gestured at Lling with his sword. "You know it's over
for you now." Screams
rose in the camp, muffled by the black felt that surrounded them, but the
witch-finder glanced nervously at the doorway, calculating, Llesho could see,
his chances for escape. So caught up was he in the threat from outside that he
almost missed the life glinting suddenly in Lling's eyes. The
flash of recognition wasn't enough to save him. Tsu-tan dropped the iron rod,
freeing his hands to throw her away from him. Lling held on with her free hand
and with the other she rested the point of her knife neatly at the base of his
sternum. "Die,"
she whispered, and plunged her knife into his heart. "Die crawling on your
belly, snake." She took a step back and let him fall. "I
guess you didn't need me after all." Llesho pointed his sword at the
ground, but kept his knife at the ready. The sounds of battle were close, and
he didn't want to get overconfident. "Actually,
I did need you." Lling glanced up at him with a curious frown knotting her
brow. "I think more clearly when you're around." "Glad
to oblige. How are you thinking now?" "Good."
She stared down at Tsu-tan, absently wiping her knife on her sleeve.
"Good." The
witch-finder didn't hear. Blood frothed at his lips, and slowly his eyes filmed
over. When the blood stopped, he was dead. Across the body, Llesho and Lling
shared a little smile. He thought perhaps he shouldn't feel that way, but his
heart felt lighter. "Let
me look at him," Adar whispered. His strength was almost gone, but still
he held on. "Maybe I can do something—" "It's
too late. He's dead." Llesho
turned away from the body of his enemy and knelt beside his brother. Adar was
going to fall on his face if they didn't do something, but any movement would
drive more of the jagged bone fragments through the skin or deeper into his
body. The
idea of his brother lying on the same floor as the man who had tormented him
raised Llesho's gorge, but he didn't see any choice. He pulled off his coat and
flung it on the carpets well clear of the blood that soaked through nearby,
then eased Adar down, holding him while he screamed with the agony of shifting
bone. He could hear the grinding of shards against each other, but had nothing
to offer other than soft words of encouragement. "Carina
is with us. She'll be here soon. You just have to hold on a little
longer." Gritting
his teeth against another cry that might bring the battle down on them, Adar
grunted in pain, but he was down now. Panting through pursed lips, he held onto
consciousness with the techniques that had worked on his patients in the past
and would keep him awake now. "Scream
if it helps." Lling advised him while she pulled open drawers and pawed
through dressing gowns until she found one that didn't reek of Tsu-tan's scent.
"Llesho's people have the door covered." "Fainting
is okay, too," Llesho added. Fainting is good, he thought, you
can't feel the pain that way. He couldn't help but notice that, in all the
commotion of Adar's injury and Tsu-tan's murder, Hmishi hadn't awakened at all.
Fainting is good, he reminded himself, but secretly he knew it was much
worse than that. Adar had said Hmishi'd gone too far. He
needed Carina, and that wouldn't happen until they'd taken the camp. "Stay
with them," he requested. When Lling nodded assent, he slipped out to join
his squad.
Chapter Thirty-four
INTO chaos. He'd been in a battle
like this before, the other side of the Harnlands, but this time, they had more
than the advantage of the high ground. Raiders would fight fiercely if they saw
a profit at the end of it, or if a harsh master drove them from behind. But
Tsu-tan was dead, his prisoners already taken. Llesho's bands of am-bushers
rose up to harry Tsu-tan's guard from their supper and fire the tents. The
arrows from Tayy's ring of warriors cut off escape, pushing the enemy deeper
into their own camp so that they had nowhere to go but the commons, where they
were easily cut down by spear and sword. Llesho
led his own small squad into the thick of the fighting, swords bristling. He
slashed and parried, stabbed and slew until his arm ached. When he could no
longer lift his sword, he drew the spear from his back. Old skills learned for
the arena shifted his balance and he leaped and jabbed, twirled under the guard
of a raider and tore up through the muscle that wrapped his opponent's rib
cage. Not opponent, he reminded himself. Enemy. The
raider fell screaming; his blood hissed and steamed as it pooled on the ground,
sizzling at the touch of
old magics leaking from the spear. Llesho whirled to defend a squad-mate whose
name he didn't know, and when he surfaced from the battle rage, the raiders had
broken. Fierce against the weak, the very savagery of the Harnishmen's own
raids added fuel to their terror of the mighty. They dreaded the retribution of
their enemies, who they imagined were as merciless as they were themselves. At
that moment, Llesho didn't blame them. He was feeling merciless indeed, but
Yesugei had taken charge of the Uulgar captives who flung themselves to their
knees in surrender. The remains of the battle moved off toward the river,
pursued by Tayyichiut with a band made up of equal parts of his own warriors
and Bixei's mercenaries. Llesho left them to it- -he had more pressing
business. "Shokar?"
he asked of his corporal, who watched him with uneasy wonder as she struggled
to steady her labored breath. She nodded in the direction of a burning tent. Shokar
stood with the point of his sword on the ground and his weight resting on the
hilt. His eyes had the glassy look of shock about them. "Are
you hurt?" Llesho touched a finger to the back of his hand, careful not to
startle battle nerves. "I'm
fine." Shokar brought his vision back from the middle distance to rest on
his brother. "You're all bloody—" "Not
mine. Tsu-tan's dead. Lling killed him." He didn't say that he'd been
glad, or that he would have done it himself, but Lling beat him to it. Shokar
wouldn't understand the feelings that knotted his stomach. Wrong feelings, he
would have thought, the satisfaction mixing with the grief. Tsu-tan was dead,
Hmishi was dying, and Llesho didn't want to look at what his journey was
turning him into. "Am I becoming like him?" he asked. They
both knew he meant Master Markko. He hadn't planned to say it out loud. Now
that he had, he held his breath, afraid of hearing his brother's judgment but
needing it all the same. "You're
becoming a king," Shokar told him. "I'm glad it's not me. Really. If
I try to guide you, it's because I don't want to see you hurt. The Harnish
boy's right, though. If we protect you too much, from the fighting or the
decisions, you won't be fit to rule. If we don't protect you enough—" He'd
be dead, or turned into the enemy he despised. Llesho looked out over the
battleground, where his small army was doing clean up. Moving from tent to tent,
they entered with weapons at the ready and came out again with the captives
Tsu- tan's forces had taken as servants. Along the way they gathered prisoners
of their own, the Uulgar raiders of the South, who had hidden among the slaves.
He'd leave that part of the campaign under Ye-sugei's command, he decided. His
own concerns had narrowed to the handful of lives he had carried out of Shan.
"Don't let me be a danger to my people." "This
is conversation for philosophers. Or the gods." Shokar refused the responsibility.
"If you are brooding over the death of a villain like Tsu-tan, you need
the priests or that old shaman, not a judge." "I'm
glad the witch-finder's dead—this blood is Adar's. Tsu-tan had tired of beating
a dying soldier, and had begun on our brother." "How
bad?" "Not
as bad as Hmishi. He needs the bones set in his shoulder." Shokar
nodded, understanding the brooding now. "You'll want Carina for that; I
saw her on the banks of the Onga. Tsu-tan's guard tried to run, but they were
hemmed in at the river. Some jumped. The lucky ones were pulled out by their
fellows, the less lucky washed up drowned at a bend a little way downstream.
Where's Adar?" "The
command tent. Like his master, Tsu-tan liked to keep his toys close."
Llesho turned away to find the healer, but Shokar's warm hand firm on his
shoulder stopped him. "You're
a good man, Llesho," he said. He
wasn't sure of that anymore, but it warmed him to hear his brother say it.
Shokar didn't wait for an answer, but went to attend their wounded brother
while Llesho searched out the healer. He
found her among the dead who lay tumbled on the beaten grass that grew between
the clumps of tall thin trees on the banks of the Onga. She wore the costume of
a shaman and flitted from one to the next of the dead with the darting hops of
a jerboa. With a prayer over each, she closed their staring dead eyes before
moving on. At first, Llesho thought they were all Southern casualties. Then he
recognized a boy among the bodies, and realized that he couldn't tell them
apart. North and South, the Harnish wore the same long woolen shirts above wide
leather trousers, with long coats over all. Some of the veteran Southerners
wore hanks of hair sewn to their coats, trophies of their human kills as he
remembered. Mostly, they looked younger than he'd expected. Death,
he had realized long ago, cured every face of its intentions. He didn't
begrudge Carina's tears, but the living needed her more. "I've
found him. Adar. He needs you." "He's
hurt?" That surprised her. Which surprised him. Her mother didn't read
minds, exactly, but Mara had known what he was thinking, and Carina's father
was a dragon. Still, she moved fast enough when she knew there was trouble.
"Please, lead me to him." They
met a party of Tayyichiut's veterans heading toward the river as Llesho and
Carina left it. Among them they carried the body of Tsu-tan, taking him down to
be burned with the others. Carina stopped them a moment for a prayer over their
enemy. The hard-eyed warriors gave her the respect due a shaman, but they
didn't encourage her to linger. "Whoever
killed him will need my attentions as well, when I have seen to Adar." She
looked at Llesho as if she expected him to confess, but he just gave her a
weary nod. "I'll tell her. Adar said that Hmishi was too far gone, but I
thought if you would look at him—" "Of
course. At the very least, I can intercede with the spirits of the underworld
to gentle his passing." That
wasn't what he had in mind; Carina warned him away from a petition she mustn't
honor with a frown. "Soldiers die," she said, "Kaydu knew that.
Lling does. So do you." They
had reached Tsu-tan's command tent, so he didn't have to answer. Didn't want to
have that conversation. He'd have taken it to avoid facing the inside of that
tent again, but that wasn't a choice. The tent smelled of blood and other
taints, but at Shokar's instruction, his squad had rolled the tent walls up
halfway and had taken out the blood-soaked carpets. Hmishi's
spirit had not returned from the place where it waited for the journey to end.
There was no part of his body that remained unbroken, but Lling sat with his
shattered hand on a pillow in her lap, afraid to touch lest she return him to
the pain of the waking world. Suddenly, the thick air in the tent was choking him,
and Llesho knew he had to get out, away, before it killed him. So he ran. Tayyichiut
found him at the river. Still flushed from the battle, the Harnish prince
fidgeted with flat stones he scrounged from the banks, skipping them over the
water where his enemies had lately drowned. "They
sent me to find you," he said, and skipped a stone the color of a stormy
sky once, twice, three times before it sank. "I told them to send a
servant, but they pointed out that as a king, you had no obligation to obey a servant.
As a guest, however, you must agree with your host or have the manners of your
house cast in doubt. Shokar assured me you would never do that. So here I
am." Llesho
sat with his back against the bark of a convenient tree and his knees tucked
under his chin. Tayy was right; he owed his host not only for the protection of
his camp and the training of his shaman, but also for the aid he had given in
battle. Still, he found it impossible to move. "They
want you to come back. Kaydu said to make it an order if I thought it would
work. Won't, though, will it?" Throwing himself to the ground next to
Llesho, Tay-yichiut curled his leg under him and let the couple of stones left
in his hand dribble to the ground. "I didn't think so. "Otchigin
is dead, and Yurki died right over there—" he pointed to a place of rusty
stains on broken grass, "—and I don't know what I am going to tell my
uncle, or my father, or Yurki's father, for that matter. I always knew that
people could die in battle. Mergen taught me not to value life more than honor,
and Yesugei warned us all to expect death and welcome life at the end of it.
But nobody told me about the big holes it left in the world when you lived but
your friends didn't." Tayy's
distress held a mirror to Llesho's own pain. When the first tear slipped from
the corner of the prince's eye, Llesho found an answering tear in his own. "Since
Kungol fell, you can count the seasons I've spent with my brothers on your
thumbs," Llesho said. He didn't look at his companion but stared out at
the river, thinking back to Pearl Island. "I met Bixei and Stipes and
Master Den when I went to the arena in my fifteenth summer, and Kaydu I met
when we fought each other in my first and only bout as a gladiator. But all the
life that I remember has Hmishi and Lling in it. We trained together for the
pearl beds, and worked together as a team until my quest pulled me out of Pearl
Bay. I thought I'd lost them for good then, but fate and the Lady SienMa
brought us back together again in service to the governor of Farshore Province. "Lling
was always the best soldier. Hmishi only came along because we had all been
together for so long we didn't know any other way to be. He didn't want to be
left behind, and now I've got him killed." "It
wasn't just you," Tayy suggested. "From what I've heard, he loved
Lling, and she loved him. He couldn't have stopped her from going, and wouldn't
have let her go without him." "Now
you're saying it's Lling's fault?" "Seems
to me it's this Tsu-tan's fault, and his master's." Llesho
did look at him then, locked gazes, making very sure that Tayyichiut
understood. "It doesn't matter whose fault it is. He's still dead." "Not
yet." Tayyichiut dragged himself to his feet. He wobbled a little, and
Llesho could almost feel the shifting of balance in his own legs. Battle
fatigue was hitting, leaving muscles limp as rope and bones shaking like a
newborn foal, but he managed to right himself with the dignity of a warrior
prince. "He will be soon, though. Lling thought you would want to say
good-bye." "Lling
knows I am bad at good-byes." He'd nearly dragged Master Jaks back from
the dead, were it not for the protest of the corpse itself. He knew better now,
or thought he did. Nevertheless, he doubted Lling would leave him alone with
her dead lover. Who still clung to life with each ragged breath. Giving a last
empty glance at the river, he clambered to his feet and turned to follow
Tayyichiut. The
prince reached out and rubbed his thumb across Llesho's cheek, first one, then
the other. "My father says that a khan must never show weakness," he
said, and Llesho saw the tears glistening on the fleshy pad just before he
wiped them dry against the side of his coat. Together, they made their way back
to the camp. Shokar
was efficient, and so was Yesugei. The Harn raised their camp on the plains
above the little valley where the Onga River flowed. Their wounded needed to be
close to water and protected from the wind, however. As healer and shaman in
the camp, Carina chose the valley where Tsu-tan had made his camp. First she
had the troops clear the black tents of the enemy, then the square red ones of
Llesho's army and round white ones of the khan's troops were set in their
places. As much as they needed shelter, their wounded needed the clean air of
their own tents. Hmishi
was still alive, though he had not roused when they moved him to the shelter of
a red tent. Lling had insisted that if he wake, it must be to the red light of
his own tents, to convince him that he had indeed been saved. Though all his
bones were broken, Carina set only his left arm, so that Lling could hold his
hand on a pillow without the ends of the long bones grinding against each other
with each small shift of her position. "He
made me break Hmishi's hand," she whispered through her tears. "He
controlled my movements, but not my sensations. I raised Tsu-tan's iron rod,
and felt the bones break beneath it when it fell." Her
eyes had a distant look, grim and deadly, so that Llesho wondered if the
magician still controlled her from afar. "Something broke inside me, too.
Then you came. Slowly the spell he cast lost its hold over my thoughts." When
she smiled, Llesho realized that she was slipping into madness. His quest, it
seemed, had that effect on even the most competent of those who surrounded him. "Is
he still in your head?" Llesho asked. He thought he ought to be more
worried about the intelligence Master Markko might be collecting through her
eyes, but he found that mattered less to him than the creeping horror of the
magician's hold on her mind. But
she shook her head. "I felt him go when the witch-finder died," she
said, never taking her eyes off Hmishi. "I don't think he can maintain a
hold on a mind he's taken from so far—not without a willing intermediary
working with him. And Tsu-tan was more than willing." "But
he's gone. You're safe." He stopped her fingers from their restless
wandering over the hand she held in her lap. You can't be broken, he
thought. Hmishi's not the only one who needs you. He didn't add that to
her burden, but reminded her of the only duty that seemed to matter to her now.
"Hmishi will need you when he wakes up—the real you, the one he
loves—right here, and not hiding away safe inside your head." "Do
you think I'm really safer inside my head?" she asked, her voice rising to
a keening wail, "when all I can think about is the breaking of his
bones?" "I
need you whole." It spilled out, selfish as it was. He needed her, he
couldn't lose them now, when Master Markko's armies stood ahead of them, so
close to the final battle. "You
need too much." Llesho
had said the same of his quest to the gods and ghosts who moved him. They
hadn't released him, and he couldn't let Lling go either. "Who else can I
depend on to do murder for me?" he asked, and it was the right thing to
say. She was no less mad, but he knew that, just as the magician had, he could
pull her strings. Only, instead of magic, he would use her hatred to control
her. It made him ill to think it, but he couldn't let her go. "He
doesn't have your brother." "What?"
Llesho pulled back from the brink of his thoughts to focus on what she was
saying. "When
the magician was in my mind, he took what I knew, but I sensed his thoughts as
well." She shuddered at a memory. Coward though it made him, Llesho was
glad she didn't share it with him. "He was looking for Menar, the poet,
but he hadn't found him. It's hard to track the blind from a distance; he can't
see out of his prey's eyes, so he doesn't know where to look. But he hears the
camel bells, and the air grows warmer." That
jibed with Shou's report. He felt a burden lift from his heart that Master
Markko hadn't succeeded in capturing the blind prince. But warmer? The high
plains had already passed the height of summer and now declined swiftly into
winter. "Camel
bells mean a caravan," Llesho mused out loud, "but does it cross
north, down off the plateau toward Shan, or into the West?" West,
he thought. Lling didn't look away from Hmishi's wounds, but she was
tracking now, and he took ruthless advantage of that. "Did he know of
Ghrisz?" "Oh,
everybody knows about Ghrisz," she said in such an offhand way he wondered
how the matter had escaped him. That
was Markko's imprint, however; the magician had tapped a mind somewhere
Llesho's brother was well known. "Tell me, then." "He's in
Kungol." "A
prisoner?" He was plotting rescue attempts in his head when she answered
with a dark smile. "A
fugitive. In hiding. It's a race now, he thinks. If the raiders find Ghrisz,
they will kill him." She had gone away in her head again, and Llesho
wondered who was speaking to him—Lling, out of her memories, or the magician
himself, in control again and taunting him with pieces of the puzzle. She'd
said he was gone, but could she have been mistaken? "Master
Markko?" he asked, softly so as not to startle her. But
when she stole a glance at him, he knew. That was Lling, the most dangerous of
their cadre, but herself alone. "He
can't touch me now," she said, and he wondered if she meant more than the
breaking of the spell with Tsu-tan's death. "I can't read him either,
anymore. But I remember it all." And she would use even her most horrific
memories in their service if it brought her closer to Master Markko's blood. "He
would have used Adar to draw Ghrisz out of THE PRirfCE OF DREATO hiding,
but now he seeks the last brother to use as ba to draw you all to him. If you
win through and fii Menar first, he loses his leverage against the raiders wl
hold Kungol. And he wants something in Kungol ve; badly." "But
what?" The raiders had looted the treasuries < Kungol long ago, and
they had mostly been spiritu; anyway. "I
don't know. I never got deep enough to find out. Her gaze was clear when she
turned it on him. "Fin him for me, and I'll make him talk. Those
secrets—wha pain he feels as pleasure, and what other he fears mos in the
world—I know." Llesho
shivered at her grim purpose. What did it maki him, knowing he couldn't do what
Lling proposed, bu willing to let her take that burden for him? What othei
tasks in front of him would prove greater than hi; strength? This one, for
instance. Watching Hmishi die. Carina
joined them then, with a shallow dish of pungent purple water in which leaves
and bits of bark floated. "He can't drink," she said. "Even if
his throat could swallow, there is too much damage throughout his body. Any
liquid would leak through the wounds and create infection where it pools. But
this will help." She
took a soft white cloth and dipped it in the water, then smoothed it over
Hmishi's cracked lips. "Sometimes, especially when the pull of life and
love are strong, the spirit of one who has traveled so far on his journey to
the underworld will turn back to bid farewell. This should free him from the
pain, if he should rise out of his sleep to say good-bye." "Thank
you." Lling reached for the cloth, and Carina gave it to her, relieving
her of the pillow on her lap so that she could move about his bed with ease. "Bathe
him carefully—he won't feel the pain where the elixir touches." Llesho
figured he wouldn't feel the pain anyway. He'd seen death on the battlefield,
and it hovpr^H tui^v this bed like a dream. It gave Lling something to
do, however, and a way to touch her lover without fear of hurting him. Knowing
Carina, that was her intention. It seemed to be working. The healer passed in
and out of the tent with a word, a touch, but left them to their vigil. Chen
and Han, the lesser moons, crossed the sky with Great Moon Lun in pursuit, but
Llesho marked their passing only by the dim red light that moved across the
roof of the tent. Finally,
as the lesser sun spread the gray light of false dawn, Lling curled up on the
floor close beside the bed and closed her eyes. Llesho resisted the pull of
sleep but battle and grief had exhausted him. Like Lling, he would not leave
Hmishi to die alone, but found a place on the rugs to rest. Sleep, when it
came, crept up on him like a gray mist. Pig
was waiting for him in the dream world, but he didn't need his spirit guide to
tell him where he was. He recognized his brother, and the woman pulling him
down on the rich-turned earth with an arm around his neck and a kiss on his
lips while the bright heads of sunflowers above them guarded their play. With a
long, silent glance at Pig, who watched the couple moving among the tall green
stems, he began walking, out of his brother's dream. He
had figured out on his own that he sought out Shokar's dreams unconsciously,
for the comfort they afforded. That ought to mean that he could visit his other
brothers as well, though he doubted that he would find so warm and inviting a
resting place in any of their dreams. Before he went on spending lives in his
quest, however, there were things he had to know. Like, what did Lluka dream
that filled him with despair? He would go there before he was done, but first
he brought the image of Balar to mind. This brother, too, harbored secrets. He
didn't think Balar would react as badly as Lluka would to finding Llesho in his
dreams, so he stepped up, into a room with walls plastered in yellow mud and lit
by a branch of candles on a familiar table. They were in Balar's music room in
the Palace of the Sun. "Come
in if you want to, but try to keep still." Balar turned to him with a
frown of concentration pulling at his brows. In his hands he held a lute which
he was tuning with small turns of the keys and small shifts of the frets. It
was a smaller instrument than Llesho knew him to play: four courses of strings,
he saw, with two strings per course, except for the highest string. Seven
strings in all, six in pairs and one alone. "Where
is Ping?" Llesho asked. He figured the strings must be the seven brothers,
but where was their sister? "Not
yet born," came the answer, "Soon, though, I should think." Not
long after Ping was born, Balar had gone to Ahkenbad for a diplomatic visit and
training in the mystical ways of the dream readers. In his dream, Llesho's
brother had returned to that more peaceful time, but still his face was tense
with worry. "What
are you doing?" To
demonstrate, Balar strummed the lute. It took no expert in music to hear the
sour clash of notes. "I can't seem to bring them into harmony, no matter
what I do." He shifted the frets a bit more, tried again, and shook his
head, dissatisfied. "This one is the key—" He plucked the highest
string, the solitary note. The string Llesho thought must symbolize himself. "I
think it's this one," Llesho said, and pointed to the lowest string, so
tightly drawn that it seemed on the edge of snapping. The neck of the lute
seemed to strain under the pressure of that tension. "I've
lost the key," Balar pointed to the beak, where one tuning key was indeed
missing. "Still, it's all in the balance. The other strings will have to
compensate. Especially—" he gave Llesho a pointed look "—the
highest." "I
don't think I can stretch any farther," Llesho answered in the same
metaphor. Balar
gave a little shake of his head. "Then you'll have to find the key."
He returned to his tuning as if he were alone. After
just a moment more to breathe in the memory of Kungol, Llesho started running
in his dream. He thought about visiting Adar, but didn't want to disturb the
work of Carina's healing herbs on his brother's sleeping body. "You
know what you have to do," Pig reminded him. "You might as well get
it over with." Llesho
did know, and he ran with a purpose, finding his brother Lluka sleeping in his
tent with a lantern glowing in the dark. He wondered if Lluka always slept with
a light, if the darkness of his mind was so desperate that he daren't close his
eyes on an outer darkness as well. "What
do you want?" Lluka opened his eyes, staring into the corner of the tent
where Llesho stood, but his brother didn't seem to see him. "If you are a
demon of my sleep, begone. I've had enough of your torments. They don't move me
anymore." "Not
a demon. It's me, Llesho." He stepped into the lantern light, but Lluka
didn't see or hear. With a grumble he straightened his tangled blankets and lay
on his back, staring blank-eyed at the tent cloth overhead. No
dreams here, Llesho thought, before he was swallowed whole into a
directionless gray twilight. Like the gardens of heaven, he remembered, where
night never fell. He reached to clasp the pearl he carried at his throat. When
he found them all and returned them to the Great Goddess, light and dark would
return to heaven, and the stars would ascend to their proper places. He didn't
know how, but it was part of his quest. This wasn't the heavenly gardens,
however. In Lluka's dream, there was no earth to stand on, no heavenly paths or
divine fruit trees. The gray dusk, aswirl in ash and fire, rang with the clash
of swords and the cries of the dying, reeked with the sweat of battle and the
fear of horses and soldiers. And their blood, a smell that choked him as Llesho
struggled to find his way. "Lluka!"
he called through the dream landscape. "Where are you?" "I
am in hell, brother. All the futures I have seen come to this, though you are
dead in most of them." Lluka took shape, came forward out of the mist. "What
has happened here?" Llesho asked. "For that matter, your answer to my
first question was dramatic but not very useful. Where are we, and how did we
get here?" "The
questions are impossible to answer. 'How will we get here?' at least
gets the when of it right. This is the future of all the worlds. 'Where'
doesn't exist anymore. Hell will overrun heaven and earth, killing the night
and murdering the day, wiping out all that lives or grows or breathes. When
they are free, the demons of hell will set fire to the air and trample the
heavenly gardens under their clawed hooves. The material world will vanish,
disintegrate into nothing as the forces of heaven and hell come together in the
greatest conflagration the universe has ever known. All the realms of sky and
earth, of the underworld and the wheel of life will fall in the fires of that
battle. In all my dreams, and my waking nightmares, this is what I see." As
Lluka spoke those final words, the sounds of battle erupted in an explosion so
immense that his senses couldn't grasp it. Fire swept toward him in a wall,
faster than a horse could run, faster than a mind could grasp the oncoming
devastation. Llesho called out in terror and threw his hands over his eyes, too
late to stop the blindness as the fire swept over him. In the trembling gray of
the death of the universe, he realized that he was still alive, the battle
raging around him as it had before the conflagration had passed over. "And
now, we do it again," Lluka said with a grimace of a smile, mocking both
of them. "Does
Master Markko do this?" Llesho asked, his voice shaky but determined. All
he had to do was stop the magician, and none of it would happen.
"No,"
Lluka answered, "though he started it long ago. When he was young, I
think, he wished to prove his power over the underworld, probably by calling
the dead, though his purpose and his methods make no part of the dreams that
fill my nights. What the dreams show is that he released a great demon king
from hell instead. How the magician survived his own magic I do not know
either, except that he must have made some bargain with the creature. Their
goal is now the same—bring down the gates of heaven. When hell takes the
heavenly gardens, all life will perish, all worlds will perish." A
fireball suddenly filled the sky, sucking all the sound out of the air and
freezing time and motion in the moment. Llesho crouched down, cowering behind
his sleeve, as the waiting havoc was released in a hurricane riding ahead of
the flames. When the storm had passed over them, Lluka continued. "Like
you, I once had hope. But one by one the futures that might vie with the
destruction have vanished from my dreams. Now I only see the end, and
sometimes, the face of the demon raging at the gates that still stand against
him. But they weaken, and there is nothing left to be done but die." "There
has to be a way," Llesho insisted, though his heart quivered in his chest.
"The Great Goddess calls me to her aid. That has to mean we have a chance
of winning." "None
that I can see," Lluka answered, then he squinted, as if something had
obscured his vision. "Llesho? Where did you go? Llesho!" Returning
his brother's call would do no good, any more than waving his hands in his
brother's face. The dream had taken Lluka past Llesho, and he wandered away,
moaning as the fireball rose again, taller than any tree, tall enough to
swallow Great Moon Lun in its vast maw. When Llesho brought his eyes away from
the horrifying sight, he was back again in the tent city of the khan. The
ger-tent of the khan lay ahead, and he felt the lingering pull of the Lady
Chaiujin's potion in his blood. He entered, surprised that none of the khan's
many guards stopped him as he passed down the center to the dais where the khan
slept with his wife. Except that when he reached the mound of rugs and furs, an
emerald- green bamboo snake raised its head and looked at him out of lidless
black eyes. "Go
back," she hissed at him. "You do not belong here." And she laid
her head down on the khan's breast. Pig
rejoined him then, a troubled frown curling around his tusks. He put a forehoof
on Llesho's shoulder, drawing him away. "She's right. You don't belong
here." "I
want—" he began, and woke up with the words still on his lips.
Chapter Thirty-five
LESHO woke in the red tent where he
had started his dream travels. Dawn had brightened the sky to the color of
Lluka's dreams, confusing him for a moment. Had he really returned, or was he
still dream traveling? But Lling still slept at the side of the cot where
Hmishi's labored breath stuttered and fell, stuttered and fell. Back, he
thought; it hadn't happened yet. There was still time to stop it. He gave a
shaky sigh of relief and threw off his blankets. On
the cot in the corner, the breath rattled in Hmishi's throat, and died. No!
Leaping to his feet, Llesho pressed his lips tightly together to keep from
raging out loud. He thought he ought to wake Lling but refused to give her up
to grief; he needed her sane to keep from flying to pieces himself. But he
couldn't stay here, with the rage beating at his ribs. Low
branches hit him, and vines grabbed at his legs, but he ignored them and the
small injuries he collected. Llesho was running before he realized what he was
doing. No, no, no! He needed to get away, escape to the river where he
could rail at the gods for laying waste to his life again and yet again. When
he was far enough from the encampment that he thought no one would hear, he
gave himself up to the anger and pain clawing its way out of his throat. "I
can't do this!" he screamed at the gray mist clinging to the river.
"I needed him! I needed Harlol, and you took them both! How am I supposed
to save Thebin?" The fireball of Lluka's dream rolled through his waking
mind. "How do I stop the end of the world if I can't even keep my own
cadre alive! You may as well ask me to empty the Onga River with a drinking
cup—it's impossible!" He
didn't know who he was shouting at, but it wasn't the woman who stepped from
between the trees. Lady Chaiujin, dressed in green like bamboo in the spring,
answered him anyway. "I
know, child." She stretched her arms wide to him, and smiled sadly as she
said, "They ask too much and never give you the rest you crave. But I will
give you rest. Come." He
should have wondered how she happened to appear in the woods outside his own
camp when he had just visited in dreams the tent city of her husband a hundred
li away. The dream he had visited, in which she lay as an emerald-green bamboo
snake on the breast of her husband, should have warned him of the danger she
represented. But her voice crooned low, hypnotically calling to him with
promises of rest and more in the comfort of her soft arms. She didn't inflame
him as she had before but offered the cool water of peace between her breasts.
Part of him remembered Carina's warning, that a potion had stirred the longing
she raised in him. It
should have troubled him, but his losses lay so heavily on his heart that he
was beyond caring anymore. He went to her with his own arms wide, and let her
wrap him in her green peace. Heavy
footsteps rattled in the undergrowth behind him. Llesho sprang back, shocked to
be caught with his arms around the wife of the khan. Before he could begin to
formulate his excuses, however, Master Den broke into the clearing by the
riverbank. "I
thought I might find you here." The
lady had disappeared. Den's brow furrowed when he caught sight of Llesho
standing alone by the river. Coming closer, he hissed a "tsk" and
from the place where the lady's arms had wrapped him, Master Den plucked a
snake as green as new bamboo. "We'll have none of that, Lady
Chaiujin." With
Master Den's presence, the dream state seemed to fall away from him, and Llesho
recognized the snake as poisonous, with a sting as deadly as anything Markko
had ever poured into him. She went for the trickster's hand with bared fangs,
but Master Den caught her behind her jaws and raised her so that they were
eye-to-beady-eye. "He belongs to the goddess," he said. "Your
master cannot have him." She
hissed at him and lashed her tail while he held her gently, so that she hurt
neither herself nor him. When she had calmed a little, he set her into the
crook of a tree. "Is
that really Lady Chaiujin?" Llesho asked as she slithered away in the
branches. "As
real as she was when she greeted you in the tent of her husband," the trickster
god asserted. Llesho wondered, though, which visit he meant—the formal one,
when she had poisoned his tea with a love potion, or the dream travel where she
had greeted him as a serpent in the bed of her husband. He didn't have a chance
to pursue his question, however. "You've
been busy," Master Den noted wryly, brushing at his shoulders with the
discerning eye of a body servant. Llesho
waved him off, heading back toward the camp with an angry jerk of the head. He
was sick of riddles, sick of help showing up just when it would do Hmishi no
good at all. "How
did you get here, and why do you always arrive just moments too late to be of
any earthly use to anyone?" Llesho snapped the questions like arrows as he
headed back for the camp. "The
khan traveled through the night with his army and raised his city on the plains
above us." With his great long strides, Master Den quickly caught up to
Llesho, who didn't indicate by any gesture that he noticed while Master Den
gave the mundane explanation for his appearance. "We fetched up here
shortly after false dawn, but no one could find you in the camp. Prince
Tayyichiut seemed to think you might have sought the comfort of the river. And
so I have come, just in the nick of time, to save you from a greater rest than
you bargained for." There
were layers to that statement that Master Den's presence forced him to
consider. No, he hadn't come to the river to find the comfort of death. But,
yes, he had welcomed the touch of the Lady Chaiujin even knowing what she
offered. And as for the nick of time— "Maybe
not." Let his teacher chew on that and see if he liked it. When a
beautiful woman offered him rest in her arms, he'd be a fool not to take it,
even if she meant it to be permanent. More
likely, he was a fool to think that was a good idea. It gave him pause. Maybe
Lling wasn't the only one who had crossed the line of sanity. He'd seen it in
her—how had he not seen it in himself? "Carina
said to tell you that Adar is resting comfortably, but will have to travel
under sedation and with the baggage until he heals. Lling would not be moved,
but has taken a little tea. She will sleep at least until Great Sun rises.
Bright Morning attends Hmishi's body, and wanted me to fetch you." "The
mortal gods make uncommon messengers," Llesho remarked pointedly. Master
Den raised an eyebrow and sniffed his displeasure with his student.
"That's what we do—deliver messages. The question, when confronting the
gods, should always follow thusly: 'Who sent the message?' and, 'What was its
purpose?'" "Do
I get any clues?" Llesho kicked through fallen leaves, expecting no
answer. The trickster god surprised him. "You
can be sure that the gods who attend you fit the purpose." "Then
I suppose I am lucky that I've got you and not the Lady SienMa." Den
slanted him an ironic side glance. "Oh, she's on her way." That
didn't surprise Llesho at all. But Emperor Shou had her special favor.
"What does Dognut want?" "You'll
have to ask him yourself." They
had come to the tent where Hmishi lay. Carina was nowhere in sight, but Bixei
and Stipes waited for him in front of the tent, and Tayy stood with them,
cradling Little Brother in his arms. Bixei
stirred and gave a bow of salute. "Your brother Shokar was here, and paid
his respects. He has gone off to keep an eye on Lluka, who has begun muttering
under his breath in a way that worries Balar and sets Shokar's teeth on edge,
he says. Balar himself is inside, with Bright Morning." "Where
is Kaydu?" He didn't mention Lling—Llesho knew where she was. Tayy
answered with a wave at the sky. "She has gone to offer her report to her
father. That one suggested it—" he jerked his chin at Master Den.
"But I'm worried that she might become trapped in the form of a bird, as
she was before." "Habiba
can handle it," Master Den dismissed the objection with a shrug.
"She'll be back." "Then
if everything is in order, I'll go to the khan." Tayy cast a worried frown
at the rim of the dell. On the plains above, an army ten thousand strong
settled in around them. But in one tent, the key to all their fortunes lay in
fever. "My father is not well," he advised them. And, because he knew
Llesho would understand, he added, "The Lady Chaiujin carries a second
heir." Second
after Tayy himself, Llesho knew, but her claim seemed unlikely to be true. He
wondered what kind of child the bamboo snake carried in her belly, and if
Chimbai-Khan had anything to do with it at all. "There
is room in my cadre for a likely warrior," Llesho offered, and darkness
lifted from the prince's eyes. Almost he could forget the boy was Harnish.
Without another word, the prince left them. Llesho entered the tent where
Hmishi lay, with Master Den at his back. There
you are." Dognut set his flute aside and faced Llesho with a sad smile.
Curled into the corner of the tent, Balar continued to strum a lament softly on
his borrowed lute. Master Den lowered himself with a grunt to the rug near the
door. Llesho thought to bring him higher in the room as befitted a visiting
god, but that was a Harnish way of thinking. He sat where he could guard the
door against intrusion and listen to the mournful plucking of the strings at
the same time. "It
was a mercy," Dognut looked up at Llesho, watched him move agitatedly
around the tent. Llesho would not sit, but strayed over to stand and watch
Lling, who slept beside Hmishi's bed. "The boy was so badly hurt." "No."
Llesho turned cold eyes on the dwarf who was more than he had ever seemed but,
like Master Den, no use at all to any of his dead. "There is no mercy
here. Evil wins again, because Mercy has gone out of the world." "That
isn't true." Dognut rested his hands on his knees, and Llesho was reminded
that fate had shown the dwarf no mercy either, but still he seemed to believe.
"We don't always recognize mercy when we see it. It isn't always what we
want or think we need, but it's there. It's here." A
veil seemed to slip from the eyes of the dwarf. He let Llesho see what lay
inside—the turning of the seasons, and the aging of the sun, and the rise and
fall of empires. The smile was old, and wise, and patient, and filled with the
pain and misery he had seen across all the ages. But it wasn't kind. "Is
it a mercy to bring him back to suffer, not just the pain of his physical
injuries, but the memory of all that was done to him?" "That
wouldn't be mercy, no. But to bring him back, mended, a god could do
that." "The
universe is a place of balances, young king." Bright Morning lifted his
hands, palms out, to demonstrate his point while Balar nodded his agreement
from the corner. "If
a god should grant such a favor—" one small hand rose above his shoulder,
while the other he dropped to his waist, "—what would you trade to restore
the balance?" "My
life," he said, too quickly, and Master Den gave him a stern frown. He'd
been trying to throw his life away since—it seemed—forever. Hardly a sacrifice,
then, and one he couldn't in conscience make anyway. The
dwarf tilted his head, considering Llesho carefully. "Who among the
thousands who follow would you trade for the life of your best friend?" "No
one," he finally admitted. He had plenty of lives to spend in the war with
Master Markko, but none at all in trade for the sole purpose of seeing Hmishi
laugh at him again. "I don't have anything. It's just—he's one too many,
you know? I need a reason to keep going. I thought that Kungol was it—home, and
freedom, a kingdom—but they're just words and a world away. "Hmishi
and Lling, Kaydu, Bixei and Stipes, they're the only home I have. Even my
brothers don't feel a part of me like they do." Balar
bowed his head over his lute. He didn't protest, though Llesho saw that it cost
him to keep silent. Bright
Morning agreed, however. "The mortal goddess of
war does good work, though its strength is never meant to last." "A
broken sword wins no battles." The
dwarf dropped his hands into his lap. "You ask too much," he said. Master
Den barked a short, ironic laugh. "You've been taking lessons from the
student, Bright Morning. I've heard him say the very same many times." True.
He'd said the very words himself, to no avail. The gods kept asking for more
anyway. Now he was asking back; he figured it was time they knew how it felt. "Balar?" The
prince dropped his forehead to the pregnant body of his instrument. He didn't
look at them as he answered the question that Bright Morning must have asked
already, and more than once. "Lluka
sees disaster down every path. For myself, I cannot answer. I want to see my
brother home, on the throne of our father, and I would balance that end any way
I could." He did look up then, with a grim smile. "My gift has not
deserted me, but I don't dare use it." "You're right, you know. We do
ask too much." Bright Morning shook his head. In the end, it came to a
simple truth. "Your heart needs rest." With
that, he took up a silver flute and set it to his lips. When he played,
Llesho's heart lightened. Lling stirred from her sleep, rubbing her eyes. "What's
happening?" she asked, her eyes on Llesho but her ear cocked in the
direction of the music. "I
don't know," Llesho began, but the silver tones of the flute lifted him
with unreasoning hope. When he looked on his dead friend, Hmishi's breast rose
and fell, rose and fell, almost imperceptibly at first, then growing stronger
with each breath, until his eyelids fluttered. "Hmishi!"
Lling fell to her knees and dropped her head on his shoulder, her arms
enclosing him. Between her sobs she repeated his name, "Hmishi, Hmishi,
Hmishi." Llesho
watched them, as if from a distance. He'd wanted this, asked for it, but in the
end, it wasn't about him at all. Hmishi's
eyes roamed without focus or comprehension until they fell on Llesho, then his
brows knotted. "Am I dead?" he asked. The
words echoed down the long dark corridor of memory. Hmishi had asked him that
before, and he'd asked the same of Pig. This time, Llesho smiled and answered,
"Not anymore." "Good."
With a contented sigh, Hmishi closed his eyes and went to sleep.
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PART ONE
THE ROAD TO DURFHAG
Chapter One
"So THIS is dying." Llesho
strained against his bonds, tormented by the fire burning in his gut and the
icy sweat dripping from his shivering body. In his brief moments of lucidity,
he wondered how he could burn and tremble with cold at the same time and where
he was and how he had come to be a prisoner again. In his delirium, Master
Markko came to him as a winged beast with the claws of a lion and the tail of a
snake, or sometimes as a great bird with talons sharp as swords tearing the
entrails from his belly. Always Llesho heard the magician's voice echoing
inside his head: "Among
the weak, yes; this is dying." No
escape. He knew, vaguely, that he cried out in his sleep, just as he knew that
help wouldn't come. . . . "Are
you waiting for someone?" Master Den rounded the rough wooden bench and
sat next to Llesho, quiet until the confusion had cleared from his face.
"Your eyes were open, but you didn't answer when I called." "I
was dreaming," Llesho answered, his voice still fogged with distant
horror. "Remembering a dream, actually." A
low waterfall chuckled in front of him, reminding him of where he was. The
Imperial City of Shan had many gardens, but the ImperialWaterGarden in honor of ThousandLakesProvince had become
Llesho's special place, where he came to sort out his thoughts. Like him, the WaterGarden had taken some
damage in the recent fighting. A delicate wooden bridge had burned to ash, and
Harnish raiders had trampled a section of marsh grasses beside a stream that
had flowed red with the blood of the fallen for many days. At the heart of the ImperialWaterGarden, however, the
waterfall still poured its clean bounty into a stone basin that fed the
numerous streams winding among the river reeds. Water lilies still floated in
the many protected pools and the lotus still rose out of the mud on defiant
stalks. The little stone altar to ChiChu, the trickster god of laughter and
tears, still lay hidden under a ledge beneath the chuckling water. Like
the garden, Llesho had survived and healed. He sat on the split log bench just
beyond the reach of the fine spray the waterfall kicked up, contemplating the
altar to the trickster god—a favored deity of an emperor fond of disguises and
mentor to a young prince still learning how to be a king—as if it would give up
the secrets of the heavens. In his hand he held a quarter tael of silver and a
slip of paper, much wrinkled and dampened from the tight grip he held on it.
With a sideways look at Master Den, who was the trickster god ChiChu in
disguise, he placed the petition on the tiny altar with the coin inside it for
an anchor. Then he sat back down on his bench and prepared to wait. Master
Den said nothing, nor did he reach for the offering on his altar. If it came to
a contest, the trickster god had eternity to outsit him. Llesho gave a little
sigh and surrendered. "He
comes to me in my dreams. Master Markko. He tells me I'm dying, and I believe
him. Then I wake up, and he's gone, and I'm still here." Still alive. But
the dreams sometimes felt more real than the waking world. "And
you want to know—?" "Is
it real? Or am I going mad?" "Ah." Llesho
waited for Master Den to go on, fretfully at first, but as the silence
stretched between them, he found that his fears, all his conscious thought, for
that matter, drifted away. He heard the merry chime of water dashing on stone,
and saw the bright flick of the light bouncing off the droplets in myriad
rainbows. He felt the sun on his back, and the breeze on his face, and the
rough split logs of the bench under his backside. The sun moved, and he turned
his head to feel its heat on his closed eyes, on his smile. Without realizing
it was happening, the moment stole through him, sunlight filling all the chinks
and crannies of his fractured existence. He was aware only of a profound peace
settling in his heart and his gut, pinning him to his bench in a perfect
eternity of now. "As
long as you hold the world in your heart, he can't touch you." Master Den
gave a little shrug. "But if you ever tire of the world, have something
else to grab onto." His
mind went to Carina, the healer with hair the color of the Golden River Dragon,
and eyes like Mara's, who aspired to be the eighth mortal god. But he knew
instinctively that wasn't what his teacher meant. He already had a purpose to
hold him: to free his country and open the gates of heaven. Now he needed a
dream more powerful than the ones Master Markko sent to trouble his sleep. His
questions, about the brothers still lost to him that he had pledged his quest
to free and the necklace of the Great Goddess that the mortal goddess SienMa
had charged him to find, would keep for another day. This lesson, to store up
the sights and sounds and smell and touch of peace against the struggle to
come, he finally understood. They
sat in comfortable silence together until the sun had reached the zenith, and
then Master Den swept up the petition Llesho had placed on his altar. "You
are wanted at the palace." He flipped Llesho's silver coin in the air, and
when it had landed in the palm of his hand, he tucked it into his own purse
with a wink and a lopsided grin. He was, after all, a trickster god. "It's
time to go." Lesho
had already put on the disguise he would wear for the next part of his journey,
the uniform of an imperial militia cadet. Hmishi had stowed the gifts of the
mortal goddess—his jade cup, and the short spear that seemed to want him
dead—in his pack for the road. He had only to find his companions and be gone.
Still, he doubted their plan. "
don't know who in their right mind would hire me to protect their camels,"
he grumbled. Merchants would expect a cadet of his age to have the skills and
reflexes of a soldier, but no real experience of combat. "I explained that
to Emperor Shou, but you know how he is." Shou had simply raised an
eyebrow and asked when had he ever left anything to chance. "I'm
sure he has something in mind. After all, he had a very good teacher."
Master Den winked, sharing the joke. He was, of course, that teacher, which
didn't reassure Llesho at all. Their
horses awaited them at the rear of Shou's palace, in a cobbled courtyard
milling with servants and stable hands, with friends staying behind and friends
who would continue the quest, though not as many of the latter as Llesho had
hoped to see. Kaydu was crying openly. Little Brother, her monkey companion,
offered what chittering comfort he could from his perch on her shoulder. "If
I were a better witch, I could send an avatar of myself to ride with you."
She gave him a hug, which dislodged Little Brother and made Llesho wish they had
been more than friends on the road. "Her
ladyship needs you here." He understood that. Master
Markko, the magician who had betrayed the empire to the Harn, had escaped: none
of them were safe until he was found and taken prisoner. After Llesho, Kaydu
and her father had more experience with the traitor's evil than anyone else
alive. "I'll
come after you, when we find his trail," she assured Llesho. "The
gods know that you can't take care of yourself on the road." Llesho
smiled weakly at the joke. He would have told her how the magician came to him
in dreams and threatened all he loved, but they were only dreams and didn't
change anything. "I'll watch for you along the way," he promised. He
wished he'd had the nerve to ask ChiChu to watch out for her. Asking anything
of the trickster god was . . . tricky . . . however, and secretly he had hoped
the god of the laundry would come with him to Thebin. "I'm
letting you down again." Bixei kept himself a little apart from the crowd.
Stipes, a patch over the empty socket where he'd lost an eye in battle, stood
at his partner's side. Bixei wouldn't meet Llesho's gaze, but stared at his
feet as if overcome by his own failure to put duty ahead of Stipes. "The
old man needs me." Stipes
gave him a jab in the ribs. "I'm no old man, though I can't deny I need
the young'un here." A smirk escaped him at the description, Bixei being no
child but a young warrior, and himself still muscled from battle. But he
admitted, half ashamed, "It tore my heart out when Lord Chin-shi sold him
to her ladyship. Now that we are free, we'd not be split apart and, together,
we'd be a hindrance to you. Who would hire a guard with just one eye?" Llesho
wanted to answer, "I will hire you, one eye or none," but he couldn't
be that selfish. Stipes wasn't fit and the trek they had ahead of them might
kill them all as it was. "It's
not like you have abandoned the fight," Llesho reasoned with him.
"Shokar needs you to help train the recruits. You'll still be working
against Markko and the Harn. And who knows? You may get a chance to save my ass
again." Llesho smiled in spite of his anger. It wasn't Bixei or Stipes he
was mad at. Shokar
wasn't coming either. With the slaves freed, the oldest of the seven exiled
princes had set himself the task of finding their Thebin countrymen carried
into bondage by the Harn. Bixei and Stipes would train the Thebin recruits into
an army, and they would follow later, when, or "if," Shokar had said.
He had escaped the Harn attack, being out of the country at the time, and had
spent the years of exile as a farmer and a free man. "If there are enough
of us left to make a difference, we will follow. "But
there are a thousand li of Harn between Thebin and this, our only safe retreat.
If we have to fight our way, march by march, there may not be enough of us left
to do more than die on our own home soil." Shokar
had grieved for his brothers, but he had a family and a home in Shan, and he
hadn't come looking in all the seasons that Llesho had suffered on PearlIsland. He felt
Shokar's absence at his side like a missing weapon. The ghost had told him to
find his brothers. He was not sure it would be possible to take Thebin back
from the Harn if they didn't stand together. But he could not change his
brother's mind. And Shokar, who had wanted him to stay safe in Shan, would not
watch him go. Adar waited patiently, however, a hand on his mount's nose, and
Lling and Hmishi both sat astride the sturdy little horses that had carried
them from FarshoreProvince. Mara, who had
traveled to battle in the belly of a dragon, had declared herself too old for
such goings-on anymore. She had returned to her cottage in the woods with the
explanation that adventures belonged to the young; the old needed more naps
than a quest allowed. Her daughter, Carina, had joined them in her place, which
suited Llesho just fine. During his recent convalescence, he'd had plenty of
time to contemplate the color of her hair—the same burnished gold as the scales
on the great back of her father, the Golden River Dragon— and her smile, which
reminded him of her mother. Now he would have the weeks of their journey to
debate the color of her eyes. Shou
hadn't come out to see them off. His ambassador had informed them that the
emperor was occupied elsewhere. So, that was everybody. With a last look around
to set the memory of old friends in a stolen moment of peace, Llesho raised
himself onto his horse. "It's
time." With a jerk of his chin as farewell, he turned to the open gates.
Adar moved up beside him, and Master Den took up a position on the other side,
his stout walking stick in his hand. "You
don't think I'd send you off on your own, now, do you?" he asked gruffly.
"Not after all the work I've put into you." Some
of the tightness over Llesho's heart loosened. / can do this, he
decided. We can do this. "Let's go, then."
Chapter Two
WITH Carina and Hmishi in the lead,
and Lling following at the rear, Llesho's party left the Imperial City of Shan
by the kitchen gate at which they'd entered. He'd been asleep when they'd
arrived, and it had been dark at the time, so the narrow, rutted supply lane
that took them away from the palace came as a surprise. Apple trees crowded
them on both sides, their branches growing so low in places that he had to lean
over in his saddle to keep from hitting his head. The lush growth cooled their
passage under the two full suns, but Llesho wondered at how poorly kept the
road seemed. "Not
what you expected?" Master Den eyed the dense foliage with appreciation. "I
thought . . ." Llesho paused, trying to put those thoughts in order. He
didn't want to criticize Shou, but he had to wonder what manner of leader would
conscience such neglect at the very gates of his own palace. "I thought
the empire was rich and prosperous. But this—" "Who
would believe such a ramshackle lane would lead one to the very heart of the
empire, eh?" Master Den grinned as if he knew some hugely entertaining se- cret.
"Wait a bit before you condemn our friend too severely." They
had journeyed no more than a li when they came to a crossing. Even paving
stones, broken here and there by the roots of trees burrowing near the surface,
showed that once the road had been better tended. Like the lane before it, however,
the new road suffered from neglect. The
crossroad seemed to be a signal for their party to reshape itself. Hmishi left
them with a word over his shoulder about scouting ahead. Llesho would have
moved up to take his place next to Carina, but Master Den held to the bridle of
his horse. Adar, however, had no such restraint. There he was, riding next to
Carina as if it were the most natural thing in the world, and she was looking
over at him and smiling. Llesho sneaked a glare at Master Den, who caught him
at it with a trickster's gleam in his eyes. Fortunately, he didn't say
anything. "Where
is everybody?" Lling had moved up to replace Adar at Llesho's side, and
she cast a worried look about her. Fewer trees hemmed them in here, but where
were the travelers? "Do
you think it's a trap?" Llesho's hand went to the sword at his side,
reflexes honed in battle immediately on alert. "This
road sees more traffic at dawn," Master Den waved a hand at nothing in
particular, as far as Llesho could see. "And sometimes, after dark." "Spies?"
Llesho asked. He knew the emperor's penchant for slipping out of the palace
undetected, and for sneaking secrets in after dark. "Maybe.
But vegetables for certain, and rice and coal and perishables for the larder.
You are on the kitchen road, after all, and most of its usual traffic is home
growing the crops that will come through the gate when the daylight
fails." As
an answer it almost made sense. But a few mo- ments
later a farmer passed them heading back the way they had come with a wagonload
of yams. The man had an unusually military bearing for one of such lowly rank,
as did the herdsman they came upon who watched them pick their way around half
a dozen sheep milling in the road. Both gave short bows to Llesho's party. "They're
not . . ." Master
Den twitched an eyebrow, but said only, "Look—" The
road they followed ended, spilling into the great Thousand Li Road to the West,
and Llesho silently apologized for doubting Shou's powers as emperor. The
builders had drawn from quarries all across the empire to construct a patchwork
of colors and textures underfoot. The stones had been carefully dressed to fit
together smoothly, and Llesho realized that they'd been laid out in a pattern
of light and dark in grays and greens that mimicked brush strokes on pale green
paper. "It's
as wide as the market square in the city," Den said, urging him forward.
Transfixed, Llesho watched all of Shan passing before him in the shadow of the
Great Wall of the imperial city. Traveling merchants and bellowing camels and
covered wagons that served as homes on wheels for the hapless souls who pulled
them followed the great trade road west. The emperor had released a division of
his regular militia for hire to the merchants who rode or walked the Thousand Li
Road. Even Stipes might have felt at
home among some of the more grizzled bands that marched purposefully forward to
their private cadences. There
should have been dust from the tramp of so many feet, but the stones of the
road showed patches of damp where a sprinkler wagon had passed. On the far side
of the road the trees had thinned. Between them Llesho could see softly rolling
fields of green topped with bright yellow flowers in rows like ribbons floating
over the dark brown earth. On
the near side, the city wall raised its massive stone shoulder high above his
head. Each green block in the Great Wall would have come up to his chin if
stood on end instead of lying on its side. He saw no mortar between the stones,
but the wall didn't suffer for the lack— hardly a chink showed for as far as
Llesho could see. "Does
this please you more, my prince?" Master Den asked, pausing only for an
ironic bow as he walked. "I
take it all back," Llesho admitted, although he had spoken few of his
doubts aloud. Master
Den looked very pleased, as if he were responsible himself for the Imperial Road. Which he
might be, Llesho figured. If asked, the trickster god was as likely to lie
about it as not, but one could never tell with a powerful being which way the
lie would go. Would he claim a feat he hadn't performed, or deny a feat he had? "It's
a wonder," he finally offered. The god could take it as a comment or a
compliment as he chose. It seemed the right thing to say, because Master Den's
eyes twinkled with pleasure. "Yes,
it is. Travelers' tales mention the Thousand Li
Road to the West as one of the great
wonders of the world. The Great Wall of Shan they count as another. Three
guards can walk abreast along the watch-path at the top, and a fast messenger
can run from one end of the city to the other within the wall itself. There are
cuts carved high overhead to give the inner passage light during the day, and
torches light the way by night." "Kungol
had no wall." Llesho stared up at the mass of stone that towered over them.
His mother and father might still be alive if they'd had any defenses at all.
But Kungol was a holy city, her people given to prayer and meditation—and to
the daily struggle to survive the barren, airless climate of the heights. They
had not concerned themselves with battle strategy. Master
Den nodded, as if he followed all that Llesho did not say. Then he went on,
telling a story as he had so many times in the laundry on PearlIsland. As he had
back then, Llesho figured there was a lesson Den meant him to learn, and
settled in to listen. "Shan
first rose as a city in the time of the great warlords, before there was an
empire or an emperor," Master Den explained. "The lands that now make
up the independent provinces of the empire waged war against each other.
Thieves and bandits plundered their neighbors and dashed across each other's
borders to safety, only to return the next time they got hungry. The warlords
built their walled cities as a defense against each other and the bandits. "Shan
had won more of its battles than most, however, and for a while its ruthless
warlords imposed their iron control over their own people and their surrounding
neighbors. In the deceptive peace that followed, the city grew like wild
blackberries outside the walls that were originally built to protect it. The
old city inside the defenses turned to administration and governance and left
the work of providing food and clothing and shelter to the provincial citizens
who gathered at the foot of the Great Wall. The officials thought they were
safe against any attack, but the seemingly impossible happened. Those
neighboring warlords banded together against their more powerful oppressor.
They burned the city that had grown up outside the walled defenses, but no fire
or hurled stone or wizardry could penetrate the stones themselves. "During
the siege that followed, the barbarians attacked from the west—not the Harn,
but the people we know as the Shan today. They drove back the warlords, but the
wall still stood, protecting the rulers who cowered within. Fortunately—"
Here, Master Den gave Llesho a hard-eyed glance, "—a wanderer among them
knew the secrets of the tunnels through the city walls. By night the barbarians
crept into the city. By morning they held it all and had driven out those
comfortable ministers and noliticians and false priests. Since that time, the
wall has grown with the city. The old foundations make good roadbeds." "I
suppose it was the false priests who prompted the wanderer to reveal his
secrets," Llesho gibed, more interested at the moment in the fall of the
old city than the rise of the new. He had no doubt who that wanderer had been,
almost expressed aloud the thought that crossed his mind—that only a fool would
trust a trickster with the plans to one's defenses. Since he was doing the
selfsame thing, he had to wonder if there was as much warning as history in the
story. Master
Den fell still, a dark sorrow carving lines around his mouth. "Actually,
it was the false generals. When the neighboring warlords put the new city to the flame,
no general, no politician, nor any priest rode out to rescue their dying
people. Armies, grown fat on the taxes of those tradesmen and skillsmiths, hid
themselves behind their wall for protection while outside the children screamed
and the mothers begged for help and with their husbands beat their lives out
against the flames." Llesho
could hear the anguish of the parents, even the crackle of the flames. He could
feel in his throat the cries of the children, and the tight pain of holding
back his own screams, waiting for his moment. Almost he imagined the slick
glide of blood on a fist much smaller than the one he clenched now, the knife
slipping between ribs, ;and the raider falling under the weight of Llesho's
seven jsummers. It hadn't been enough. They'd murdered his father, killed his
sister and thrown her body on a pile of 'refuse like yesterday's garbage,
scattered his brothers, and sold them into slavery. His beautiful, wise mother
was gone, dead. "What
was Thebin's sin?" he asked, his voice rough as if he was still holding
back his screams today. "What did we do that was so terrible that our
country had to die?" "Nothing."
Master Den shook his head slowly from side to side, as if trying to rid himself
of the taste of ash in his mouth. "Sometimes evil wins, that's all." Sometimes,
evil wins. Llesho stared up at the wall that marched beside them, li after li
of stone between the city and the fields that stretched away from it.
"When I am king, Kungol will have a wall, and watchful guards, and an
army," he decided. But
posing as traders and merchants, the Harn had entered the imperial city through
her open gates as easily as thaj had entered Kungol. The fields that lay around
him might be put to the torch just like that long ago city. Master Den already
knew, of course. A wall could imprison its builders inside their own fears, but
it could not keep out a determined enemy. "There
has to be a way to protect my people, or why am I going back at all?" he
demanded. The goddess' people. "If all I can do is bring more death, what
is the point?" Master
Den gave him that scornful look that he'd seen too often in the practice yard.
So he ought to know better. Fine. If he didn't get it, was it his fault, or his
teacher's? "What
protects Shan?" Not
the wall. The
emperor. Emperor, general, trader, spy. Friend. Judge. Not the office, then.
"Shou. Emperor Shou." "What
is in here—" Master Den placed a hand over his heart. "Not the robes,
the man. Can you be that man, Llesho?" "Not
yet." He didn't speak his doubts aloud—Shou was twice Llesho's age, and he
had a heart for adventure, while Llesho just wanted to go home—didn't want to
make his fears real in the world, as speech would do. But Master Den knew the
uncertainty that curled like a worm in his gut. "You
will be." Llesho
didn't trust that confident smile. Master Den was his teacher, but he was also
the trickster god. And trusting Thebin's fate to such a god seemed . . .
unwise. It worried him that he couldn't seem to help himself, though the story
of the Great Wall warned him against trust. Finally he shook his head. The
story would simmer in the back of his brain somewhere, until the moment when
need and understanding came together. The
sun was warm on his skin, however, and if nothing else, Master Den's stories
were good to pass the time. He realized that they'd been riding for several
hours and, with a shiver, that the Great Wall of Shan still tracked them on
their way. He'd known the imperial city was big, but he hadn't quite wrapped
his mind around how big. They
were coming to an end, however. From a distance the sound of the caravansary
drifted softly on the wind. The lowing of camels, and the clanging of their
bells, the general uproar of drovers and grooms and loaders and merchants and
acrobats and beggars released a flood of happy memories. Llesho urged his horse
to a faster pace, leaving his teacher behind with his concerns about the
future. Master Den dropped back to walk with Carina, who smiled her welcome
while her horse continued its slow amble. Llesho felt a sudden flash of temper
that confused him before the smells of camels and cooking and dust pushed
whatever thought he'd started out of his mind. Adar caught up with him and rode
at his side as he had when Llesho was a child, with Lling and Hmishi following
tight on his tail. A stranger would have mistaken Adar for the focus of the
guards' protection. Llesho himself did not realize that his brother, as well as
his companions and his teacher, all set their guard for him.
Chapter Three
TUCKED behind a screen of slender
pine trees at the side of the road, the first inn came into view. Then another,
then both sides of the street were lined with stables and lodgings for the
grooms who smelled like the stables and, beyond them, open fields of camels
that smelled the worst of all. More than a thousand brown and tan hummocks
dotted the landscape surrounding the caravanserai. Only their dignified heads
rising on tall necks showed they were not themselves part of the rolling earth,
but pack camels resting peacefully on the grasses of the pastureland. A
little farther on, the road widened into a market square much larger than the
one inside the city walls where Llesho had battled Master Markko and his
Har-nish allies, but just as crowded. Food vendors hawked their sweet and
savory wares behind counters decked with ribbons in the colors of their
provinces. Scattered among the food shops, small traders called out prices from
behind heaps of lesser grade silks and tin pots and incense, while street musicians
and puppeteers vied for the dregs of the market-going pocketbooks. Just as
Llesho had seen inside the city, however, great trading houses of dignity and
power lined the square. Sturdy pillars carved from the trunks of fine hardwood
trees framed these "temporary" residences of the wealthy merchants.
Windows of real glass looked out onto the world of commerce, and silk banners
with the names of their houses floated on the breeze in front of brass doors
beaten in elaborate designs. One banner, over a house of modest design but
elegant execution, said, "Huang Exotic Imports Exports" and Llesho
wondered if the owner bore any relation to the emperor's minister, Huang HoLun. At
the backs of the great houses, along side streets wide enough to accommodate
the flat carts used for moving merchandise, counting houses and storage
warehouses and money-changing establishments rose in support of the wealth of
the caravan merchants. Llesho mulled over Master Den's story about the fall of
the old walled city as he guided his horse through the market. The settled part
of the Imperial City of Shan now lay protected behind the great city wall, but
too much of the wealth of the city had moved out among the inns and stables and
marketplaces. As in the story of old, the caravanserai had become a city of its
own sprawling into the countryside on the outside of Shan's defenses. He
couldn't help but wonder if the emperor committed the same mistake as his
ancestor. If he'd understood the story aright, though, Shou's ancestors had been
the barbarian invaders, not the self-serving officials who had let their people
die rather than risk battle. As
evening softened around them, the crowd thinned. Imperial citizens packed up
their wares and returned to the illusion of safety within Shan's walls, leaving
only the strangers to tend their camels and their trade. "The barbarian is
once again at your gate," Llesho muttered to himself as he guided his
horse around jugglers and past vendors who reached for his stirrup with bits of
food upraised to tempt the traveler. "But this time he's brought his shop
and money counter with him." A
hand brown as his own thrust at him with a skewer of meat cooked over coals in
the Thebin style. The wonderful smell of woodsmoke and food made his mouth
water, but Llesho kept his head turned forward and gave no sign that he
recognized what he was offered. Adar had the look of the North about him, and
Llesho was supposed to be on guard. He stole a glance at the vendor as they
passed, however, and bit back the disappointment when a lined old face he
didn't know stared up at him. Foolish, to expect his brothers to fall over his
horse on the road, especially on the caravan road at Shan. Shokar would have
found any brother in the area. Still, he had hoped for a moment, and he felt
the disappointment like a loss. Adar
led them to a small inn of modest frontage, suitable for one of careful means
and a delicate nose. The sign on the door announced the inn as "Moon and
Star: rooms to let by the evening." They entered through a small dining
hall, much cheered by the thought of food and sleep. A window screened in oiled
parchment let in the light but kept the dust of the road out of the public
room, which was decorated in quiet tones of pine and oak polished to a
respectable sheen. The
proprietor—Llesho identified him by the huge apron that wrapped twice around
his thin form—dozed on a low padded bench in the corner. His occasional loud
snorts interrupted the drone of his snoring, but his brood of energetic
children seemed to manage perfectly well without his assistance. A girl about
Llesho's age swept the rush mats scattered on a floor of wide, short boards
while another with a few more summers scrubbed the small, low tables until they
gleamed. A son with a round face and complacent smile stood duty at the taps,
surrounded by the crockery and glassware of his profession. The inn offered no
entertainment, but did a passable meat pie, so a comfortable number of the
small tables were occupied. Adar
set his hands palm-down on the teak counter. "Two rooms, if you have them,
and supper all around." "Supper
we have, for a fair price to any traveler." The tappy waved his hand at a
small boy who scurried out from behind a folding screen with a tray of the
richly seasoned pies. The boy delivered his steaming treasures to a table of
hungry soldiers laughing in the corner and stopped for Adar's order. When he
had disappeared again into the back of the inn, the tappy wiped his hands on
his apron and considered the man sleeping in the corner. "As
for rooms, Pap has a caution, there, what with daughters in the house." One
of those daughters stole a glance at Adar and blushed before scurrying into the
kitchen. Her step grew decidedly more pigeon-toed beneath her long wrapped
tunic and dress. The tappy gave Adar a sharp look, but Adar smiled blandly,
with no sign that he noticed the gentle suggestion in the girl's walk. With
a little shrug, the tappy made his decision: "The emperor trusts all of
Shan to his militia, I suppose I can do no less with the inn. A quarter tael
for pies and ale. Rooms are one tael, but there aren't two to let. If you take
the one, you'll find clean covers and a fresh mattress. If your guards wish to
hire companionship, they will have to look elsewhere, however, as this inn does
not provide such entertainments." Llesho suspected that the pigeon-toed
young daughter feathered her nest with the gifts of her admirers, but said
nothing of this to her brother, who continued to explain the house. "We
have four rooms occupied besides your own, all men and one room a large party,
so your lady should not go wandering during the night." He gestured at
Carina when he spoke. Whether he did not know that Lling was also female, or
assumed that she could handle any unwanted attentions from fellow lodgers,
Llesho couldn't quite tell. Neither could Lling, whose expression closed down
while she tried to figure out if she should consider the omission an insult or
a compliment. "Your man sleep in the stables?" The
innkeeper jerked his chin in Master Den's direction, and Llesho bristled at
this casual dismissal. This is no servant but a god, he thought, and
you are not worthy to serve him in your house. Pray he doesn't curse your pies
with burned bottoms for your insolence. But he knew their safety depended
upon the ruse. Adar
had a cooler head, and a purse to back his demands, however. "I am never
parted from my servant, or my apprentice," he insisted blandly. "Of
course, my good sir." The tappy shrugged a shoulder—the ways of foreigners
were no concern of his—and led them to a pair of low tables inlaid with
elaborate leaf swirls of black and red lacquer. The three guards and the
"servant" he directed to one table. The master and his apprentice
shared the second. From
where he sat, Llesho could scan the entire public house, and he did so
carefully, noting patrons scattered through the room as varied as the milling
crowd outside. The table at their right was unoccupied. On Adar's left several
burly men dressed in modest but well-repaired coats and breeches, and with a
family resemblance about the eyes, dug into a dinner of eel pie in thick green
gravy. In the far corner, two men with golden skin and dark hair shared a
table. The younger reminded him of Bixei, and he wondered how his sometimes
friend was faring on Shokar's farm. He shivered in spite of himself when his
gaze fell upon the older man, who might have been Master Markko himself, except
for the scar that crossed his face, and the humor that lit his eyes. Master
Markko had never smiled, never laughed like that, in all the time Llesho had
known him. But the presence of members of the magician's race at the inn
reminded Llesho that his enemies could likewise travel in disguise. Llesho
and his friends were the only Thebins, but not the only patrons who wore the
imperial uniform, although they were the youngest and wore insignia of the
lowest rank. Several widely scattered tables of officers sat with dignity in
quiet conversation over their dinners. As
Llesho's gaze passed over them, each officer's table paused in mid-word or bite
to return his study before picking up their own business. Adar's presence as
their employer explained why a table of young recruits might stop at an inn
that would exceed their pocketbooks and sorely disappoint their search for the
pleasures of the caravan marketplace. If deeper calculation went on behind
those experienced eyes, they gave no evidence of it. A
boy and a girl each wearing a brightly patterned apron moved about their tables
to offer water for washing and warm towels for drying their hands and faces
before they began their dinner. The servers departed again, the boy to
disappear behind a painted screen that hid the door to the kitchen. He returned
with a tray full of pies. Eel had given way to a filling of questionable
ancestry that took a bit of chewing, but the roots used for flavoring had a
savor to them that brought tears to the eye and a smile to the lip. "Wine,
sir?" The tappy had returned with two small earthen vessels filled with
wine in one hand and a candle set in a small wire basket in the other. He set
one crock of wine on the table between the guards—they must content themselves
with cold wine. To Adar he gave a bow calculated to the station he had measured
them to fit, and set the wire basket on the table. The girl lit the candle, and
her brother the tappy set the wine vessel into the basket which held the
earthen base just above the flame. "And
some cider for the ladies," Adar amended. Lling, of course, would drink as
much wine as any of the men at the table, while Llesho preferred cider. He had
already scandalized the house by sitting down to supper with his servants,
however, and felt no need to burden the kitchen boy with this intelligence. As
they settled to demolishing their own dinners, a rumble of voices filled the
open door of the public room. ".
. . slaves . . . trade . . ." The
Harn who piled into the public room wore native dress, still red with the dust
of the grasslands. Secure in the knowledge that no one so far from Harn would
understand their language, the traders went on with their animated argument,
speaking freely among themselves. ".
. . dead . . . money . . ." They
were almost right. Llesho had never learned more than a few words of Harnish,
but picking the few he did know out of the conversation in the doorway sent a
chill down his spine. Now that Shan had outlawed the sale of prisoners in the
slave market, the Harnishmen had to decide between smuggling in the illegal
slave market or finding a new business. Their debate seemed to hinge more on
the penalties for breaking the law than any change of heart about the trade. Unconsciously,
Llesho's fingers went to his knife. Before he could draw, however, a larger
hand wrapped his own. Master Den held him firmly but gently in place, giving
him a twitch of his head imperceptible to anyone but Llesho, who knew his
teacher's methods very well. "Not now," that almost not there gesture
said, and "No danger . . . yet." Harn on the attack would approach
with greater caution. Llesho relaxed back into his seat, a wait and see promise
in his eyes that satisfied his teacher. When
Master Den removed his hand, Llesho's awareness opened up to take in the silent
room around him. All attention was concentrated upon the strangers. Terrified,
the innkeeper's daughter gasped and dropped the empty wine jug she had
collected from their table. The crash of breaking crockery snapped the
attention of the room like the crack of a whip. They
don't know who we are, Llesho repeated silently to
reassure himself. They can't know who we are. They carry the dust of the
eastern road on their clothes and could not have been in Master Markko's army
when he attacked. The leader among them said something in his own language,
out of which Llesho caught the word for a child-slave and another that meant
incompetent soldier, but he gave no sign that he recognized the Thebins in
their militia uniforms by anything more than their nationality. His comrades'
answering laughter died, however, when the senior militia men began, one by
one, to rise from their seats. "We
are full up, gentlemen," the innkeeper informed them with a shaky voice
and a desperate glance at the scattered soldiers coming to attention throughout
the public room. "And we have just run out of pies." The
leader of the small group considered the innkeeper's words and the battle-nervy
veterans ranged against him. "We are not welcome here," he conceded.
"We will bother you no further." Raising his hands to show that he
was weaponless, he gestured to his companions. Following his lead, they made a
solemn bow to the room and filed out of the inn much more quietly than they had
come. Once outside, the argument began again, this time in grimmer tones.
Llesho heard only well remembered curses that faded as the party moved away. "They
will find no warmer welcome anywhere in Shan Province," a grizzled old
soldier asserted from the corner. "Treacherous bastards will sleep with
the camels tonight." Agreement
murmured throughout the public room and Adar seized the moment of camaraderie
with the poise of an accomplished liar—a skill Llesho had never known him to
possess. "Probably
looking for protection," he sniffed, "As if a decent goddess-loving
man would attach his party to the company of barbarians!" This
brought a laugh from the room, as Adar was taken for a fool who did not know
how useless his youthful guards would be. "It's
no cause for laughter," Adar chided them. "I have purchased the
services of the empire's great militia to protect myself and my apprentice on
the journey and already they have served me well—note how our intruders
withdrew upon recognizing the military presence in this room. With such success
I should have no trouble in trading their services to a likely merchant in
exchange for passage with a party heading West by the southern route. "Though
not," he added, "a Harnish party." Someone
at a nearby table snorted his disbelief, and Llesho tried to look both foolish
and attentive as an untried cadet might. He noticed bland calculation in the
eyes of the officers, however. The danger, if it existed, came from the men who
did not doubt at all the skill of Adar's young cadets, but wondered what
experience they might have gained in the recent battle with the Harn. By
the time the broken wine jug had been swept away and a new one brought, the
soldiers in the room had returned to their pies, Adar and his young company
just a lingering joke among them. The barkeep kept his opinion to himself, but
offered what assistance he could to his customer: "You've
come to the right place, if you are looking to hook up with a caravan party,
stranger." He wiped his hands absently on his apron, lost in a moment of
calculation. "There are two such caravans forming now for the high
mountain passes in the west. Bargol Shipping is first out tomorrow morning. Old
Bargol takes the long way round, through Sky Bridge Province and down the
Thousand Peaks Mountains, but you'll be wanting to talk to the agent who deals
for Huang Exotic Imports Exports, I think. Huang's caravans take a more direct
route. They sometimes cross into the Harnlands in bad seasons, but not so far
as to expect trouble. Huang agents favor this inn, the Moon and Star, so you
are in the right place." Huang.
Llesho had met an ambassador Huang HoLun at the border between Thousand Lakes
and Shan Province, right after the emperor, in one of his many disguises, had
brought Shan's provincial troops to their aid in battle against Master Markko.
Master Jaks had died there. Llesho did not believe in coincidences, so he was
not surprised when the barman added, "Just this afternoon I overheard a
trading man with twelve camels and three horses who said he wished to travel
with the Huang caravan to Guynm. You're too late to talk to him tonight, but he
expressed an interest in obtaining protection for the journey." Adar
did not believe in coincidences either, and he was prepared with his foolishly
eager expression to inquire, "Do you know if he has already engaged
suitable guardsmen for his journey?" "I
can't rightly say. You might ask him yourself. He has a room upstairs for the
night. You will have the room next to his and can make your own arrangements as
you wish." Adar
offered his thanks to the barkeep, who scurried away with a word for the
serving lad to show them their room. Lling
watched him leave with a worried frown. "I'll bed down with the
horses," she said. "Those Harnish traders might come back and try
something while the inn is asleep." Hmishi
shook his head. "I'll do it. You should stay close to Carina, for
propriety. We don't want the innkeeper telling tales after we leave." He
gave her a rueful smile of farewell, and was gone before the innkeeper's son
returned.
Chapter Four
"FlRE! Fire!" The
dreams latched onto the frantic voices, heat of remembered wounds painting orange
flickers behind his eyelids. Then a hand grabbed his shoulder and shook it. "Llesho!
Wake up!" He
flinched awake at Adar's voice to find his brother still shaking him.
"What?" But he didn't need an answer. Light and shadow danced on the
walls in the unmistakable pattern of fire. Bells clanged in the courtyard, and
someone pounded urgently on a door. "The
stables are on fire," Adar explained while he tore through his pack,
shifting ointments and cloths into a smaller sack. Hmishi
had been sleeping in the stables. Llesho,
reacting with the speed of his military training, was up and dressed by the
time his brother straightened with his healer's bag ready in his hand. "Where
is Master Den?" Llesho asked as he belted on his sword. Lling was already
heading out the door, with Carina on her heels, but the trickster was nowhere
to be seen. "He
left while I was trying to wake you." The
dream hadn't wanted to let go. Adar
grabbed up some additional supplies for tending burns, and they ran for the
door. "That
way!" The innkeeper stood at the head of the staircase that led to the
public room, but he was pointing in the other direction, to a door at the far
end of the hall. "Able-bodied men to the courtyard!" To
help fight the fire. Llesho turned to go, but Adar grabbed his sleeve.
"Injured?" he asked, holding up his healer's supplies. The
innkeeper moved aside. "Below," Adar
pulled Llesho after him. "I need you here." "No,
you don't." He stopped, refusing the offered protection, and whispered
urgently. "What kind of king hides from a crisis?" "Survive
long enough to be king and we'll discuss it." It was really no
argument at all. They both knew safety was an illusion, and they had attracted
the notice of the innkeeper, who strained forward in an attempt to eavesdrop on
the argument. "I
have to go." Llesho freed his sleeve and ran. He'd apologize later, after
he'd found Hmishi. He'd
thought that in the Long March and in the battles against Master Markko he'd
experienced the worst that the gods could throw at him. When he tumbled,
running, into the courtyard of the inn, Llesho realized that he'd been wrong.
Fire was the Devourer, more terrifying by far. Searing heat burned the sweat
from his body, leaving him dry and blistering, sucking the superheated air out
of his lungs and burning when he managed to gulp a gasping breath. The
stable was engulfed in sheets of orange-and-blue flame that towered high in a
moon-drenched sky, roaring like a typhoon. Timbers exploded, sent sparks
rocketing into the night sky, falling back to earth in showers that landed on
the roof of the inn and on the firefighters toiling in the face of the
destruction. They'd given up on saving the stable; brigades of bucketeers
worked frantically to wet down the red clay tiles of the inn's roof and to
put out the fires that smoldered in the bits of straw and debris scattered in
the courtyard. Reacting
to the maddened cries of the horses and more purposeful calls directing the
bucket brigade, Llesho quivered with battle nerves. Tensed, he waited only for
a order to unleash action. "Here,
boy, grab a bucket!" He
knew that voice—it got him moving again toward the lines of men and women
hauling water from the well. A bucket found his hands, was passed on, replaced
by another. He fell into the rhythm of the brigade, freeing his mind to wonder
if the voice that set him to work had been a figment of his imagination.
Needing a commander, had his mind supplied the voice that he would follow? If
not, what was the emperor of all of Shan doing in the courtyard of a moderately
priced inn on the great caravan road to the West? And what did Shou's presence
have to do with the fire blazing at his back? He couldn't very well ask the
camel driver who handed him the next bucket, or the innkeeper's daughter, who
took it and passed it on. Shou
himself was nowhere in sight or hearing, and gradually, the strain on Llesho's
arms and the heat on his back grew to fill all the space his mind had for
thinking. He became a blank, moving out of habit when his mind abandoned the
field. He'd go on until the buckets ceased to find his hand or he dropped where
he stood. Or until somebody pulled him out of line and handed him a cup of
water. "Rest,"
Shou told him. Llesho blinked, realizing only then that the red haze flung
against the smoky clouds was the dawn. The stable had sunk to blackened ruin,
shattered support beams lying at crazy angles in the ash. "Hmishi?"
Llesho asked over his cup of water. "He was sleeping out here." "He's
around somewhere," Shou told him, "and well enough to rouse the house
with the alarm." Llesho
craned his neck, but couldn't make out anyone he knew in the milling throng of
dazed firefighters. "Let's
get you inside, let Adar have a look at those hands—" Llesho
dropped his gaze to stare at his hands. "I'll be fine," he dismissed
his injuries. They could have been a lot worse, but some of his calluses had
torn. Blood seeped around the edges of blisters he would have thought it
impossible to raise on hands so used to weapons craft. "You
can't hold a sword, let alone fight with one, in that condition." True
enough. He was just so tired. "Okay." Shou
hadn't waited for his answer. With a firm grip on his shoulder, the emperor of
Shan was guiding him through the milling crowd, into the public room where
Carina and Adar had set up their aid station. Hmishi was already there, getting
a bandage for his forehead while Lling fussed at his side. "What
happened to you?" Llesho asked, just as Hmishi said the same thing. Relief
as much as anything else made them both laugh. "You
first," Llesho insisted. "What happened out there?" Hmishi
shot a wary glance at Shou, and then answered with a deliberate
misunderstanding of the question. "A bit of flying debris hit me in the
head—cut and cauterized at the same time—Carina just had to clean it up a bit.
What about you?" Llesho
held up his hands, his tired mind catching up at last. Someone had burned down
the stables. They'd nearly killed Hmishi, and might have intended to murder
everyone sleeping at the inn. And whoever did it might be hiding among the
victims. "That's
nothing," Hmishi boasted. "It
needs some salve and a bandage nonetheless," Adar interrupted their
conversation, drawing Llesho over to
the table where his supplies were laid out. He gently cleaned the blisters
while Hmishi and Lling watched with detached interest. "You
should have seen my head before Carina put that bandage on it," Hmishi
continued his boasting. "Fortunately,
it was your head, and nothing important." Lling snickered, but her eyes
hadn't cleared of their panic. "How
is he really?' Llesho asked her. He wanted to know, but he was equally grateful
for the distraction. Adar was cutting away dead skin, cleaning back to the
healthy flesh. He winced, but didn't miss Lling's helpless shrug. "What
happened?" "He
was unconscious when I found him. I thought, at first, that he was dead." "Then
I woke up." Hmishi poked experimentally at his bandage, unhappy at the
result. "You
scared me!" Lling punched him on the shoulder and Hmishi had the good
sense to look contrite. "I
won't do it again." "You'd
better not!" "You're
done." Adar tied off Llesho's bandage with a flourish. "Someone else
can keep watch for a while. The master of this house will reopen for business
soon, and I want you both to go upstairs and get some sleep." Llesho
nodded, wanting nothing more than a bed or a bit of floor to sleep on. Shou was
coming toward them, however, wearing robes well made and of fine cloth, but in
the plain Guynmer style. His apparent wealth had come down several notches from
the elegant dress of a Shan merchant he had used to travel undetected through
the streets of his own imperial city. He gave Adar a little bow of politeness
between not-quite equals with the blandly purposeful expression that caused his
opponents to seriously underestimate his intelligence. "If
you have a moment, healer, I have business I wish to discuss. We may converse
in my room?" "I—"
Adar hesitated briefly before returning the bow. "Yes, of course—" "Then,
if you are finished here, my man will find something to temper our
thirst." It
did seem, then, that the worst of the injured had been cared for. Grooms and
servants who had fled their beds in the stables were finding corners to curl up
in for a few hours of sleep before the first wave of customers dislodged them
in the morning. Adar packed up his sack, but a last look around the room for
any wounded who had been overlooked reminded Llesho that he hadn't seen Master
Den since he'd woken up to find that the fire was real this time. "Where
. . . ?" There
he was, coming toward them with long, sure strides, trailing a stranger in his
wake. He didn't stop at the aid station, but passed them, presenting the
stranger to Shou. "This
is the man I mentioned to you." Master Den bowed to Shou with scarcely a hint
of irony. "May I recommend to you Harlol, a Tashek camel drover out of the
Wastes. His master lost much of his load in the fire, and so he seeks a new
position." "I
have a drover," Shou answered slowly. Like Llesho, he studied Den's face
for a sign of what was expected of him. Unlike Llesho, the necessity of doing
so set his mouth in a thin line of annoyance. Harlol
bowed deeply and spoke up for himself. "Not anymore. Your man was seen
running away from the stables. I don't think he'll be back." "He
wasn't chased by a Tashek drover by any chance?" "None
that I saw, good sir." He couldn't have missed Shou's meaning, but Harlol
met the emperor's gaze with a level innocence that Llesho didn't trust at all. Shou,
however, was looking at Master Den, not the Tashek drover. Master Den gave him
a slow, lazy blink that said nothing useful.
"On
your head be it," Shou answered the unspoken challenge in a tone that said
more clearly than words how much he doubted the wisdom of trusting the
trickster. But
Master Den grinned and bowed and clapped a hand on the drover's back.
"There you are. Didn't I say it would work out?" Harlol
wriggled out of the trickster's grasp to give Shou a bow even deeper than
Master Den's and with a great deal less irony evident. "I will make my bed
among the camels, since your man no longer tends them." "Indeed."
Shou dismissed the man with a warning glare at Master Den. Bowing hospitably,
he led his guest's entourage to a room next down the hall from the one where
they had begun the night. "Come
in," Shou said, "I won't keep you long, but we have to talk."
The emperor stepped aside and Hmishi entered first, blocking the doorway until
he passed a quick glance over the room in search of an ambush. When he gave the
"all clear," Llesho entered, with Carina, Master Den, and Lling right
behind him. Adar entered last and closed the door tightly after them. A
brass lantern from Shou's travel pack lit the room, where a man in the tunic
and breeches of a servant busied himself setting out a camp chair for his
master. Llesho noticed that, in spite of his low station, he carried himself
with the bearing and muscles of a soldier. "Sento,"
the emperor called. Ignoring the camp stool, he made himself comfortable on the
rug spread out on the floor, squatting on his haunches in the Guynmer style.
"Bring a bottle, please, and cups from my pack." "Yes,
sir." Well trained or unaware, Sento gave no sign that he guarded an
emperor. He dug into a pile of rugs and tents heaped in the corner and returned
bearing not one bottle but two, and a stack of small tin cups. Llesho
hesitated, unsure how much the servant knew or how to begin the conversation
they needed to have. "What
are you doing here?" he finally asked, leaving it to the emperor to
specify. He'd grown accustomed to speaking to Shou as the disguise of the
moment called for, rather than with the formal court address due an emperor.
Even when he hadn't figured out exactly what the disguise was. Then he thought
about the standard saddle pack and larger bundle of tents and rugs of a caravan
merchant dropped in the corner. "You
are the trader with twelve camels?" "Of
course. Who else could I trust to see you to the border?" Llesho
remembered his earlier question—where would the emperor find a trader foolish
enough to take on three Thebin pearl divers as his only protection on the
Thousand Li Road to the West. The answer, he realized, had a Shou sort of
logic. While
Llesho dealt with his shock, the servant filled the tin cups and took up his
position outside the door. Hmishi
made as if to follow. "How much do you trust him?" "Enough.
Sento has accompanied me before," Shou motioned them to take a seat.
"No one will overhear us while he guards our door." Llesho
wasn't ready to trust the man—servant or soldier—yet. Master Den had already
seen one of the emperor's party acting suspiciously. But then, trusting the
trickster didn't make a lot of sense either. He was confusing himself, so he
took a drink to settle his nerves and puckered up like a fish. "Cider,"
Shou explained. "As a Guynmer trader, I honor the beliefs of that place,
and neither serve nor indulge in spirits." Llesho
generally liked cider, had been drinking it with his dinner in fact. The
Guynmer sort had a sour bite to it, though, and Llesho set aside the cup after
just a couple of mouthfuls. He had too many questions to get through before he
fell over, and he was in no mood to play Shou's spy games—not even with the
cider. "We
could have been killed tonight." "That's
always a possibility," Shou agreed at his most irritating. "Are
we up against a plot to harm the empire?" Hmishi asked, almost hopefully,
it seemed. That, at least, would mean it hadn't been meant for Llesho. Since he
seemed to be asking the right questions, Llesho let him take the lead. "What
about that man Master Den saw running away from the fire? I saw him, too—didn't
know he was yours, but he certainly wanted to put as much distance as possible
between himself and the burning stable." "He
was mine, all right." Shou punctuated his assertion with an emphatic nod.
"And with any luck he has made his way back to the palace, where he will
advise the Lady SienMa of what has occurred here." "Oh."
Hmishi looked from the emperor to the trickster god and back again.
"Master Den knew that?" "Probably,"
Shou admitted. "So
you must have wanted this man Harlol for some reason." "Not
that I knew." Master
Den interrupted with a sigh. "Yes, I recognized an intelligence officer
when I saw one. But we were still left without a camel drover. The Tashek are
famous for their way with the miserable beasts, otherwise they're pretty
mysterious. I thought" it would be interesting to have one around." Picking
the elements of truth out of that story would take more time than it was worth.
Llesho figured that Master Den had some reason for wanting the drover in their
party, and the emperor seemed to have decided to let further explanations wait
as well. "Did
you find out who set the fire, or why?" Shou asked the trickster god. "Take
your pick." Master Den shrugged, denying higher knowledge of events.
"The Harn who came in earlier in the evening might have wanted revenge for
their hostile reception, or they may have recognked Llesho and used the fire to
create a distraction, hoping to snatch him for the magician in the confusion.
Or it might have been a personal vendetta having nothing to do with the Harn or
our party. More than one merchant had stored his goods under the stable roof.
It could have been a competitor, or even an accident with an unstable element
in the trade goods." The trickster's eyes twinkled with mischief at the
last possibility, but they all agreed to ignore the awful pun. "If
we wait to find out more, we'll raise suspicions about ourselves." Lling
didn't look happy about her contribution to the debate, but there didn't seem
to be much point in objecting. "I
guess if it happens again, it's us, and if the trouble stops here, it's
not." Llesho didn't look any more convinced than his companions, and
Master Den stated the obvious: "We
are bound to meet trouble on the road, whether or not it has anything to do
with tonight." "Her
ladyship will not let it be," Shou assured them. "If we are in danger
from this, she'll find a way to warn us." That
pretty much ended the conversation for the moment. But Llesho wasn't finished with
his questions for the emperor. "I
would have thought you were needed in the imperial city," he hinted. "The
Lady SienMa sits on the throne in my place." The emperor's eyes seemed to
focus far from the room in which they sat, and Llesho wondered about that
meeting, and what had put the mortal goddess of war in command of an empire.
Shou gave his head a shake, clearing it of the thoughts he kept to himself.
"Markko and his followers proved the empire has taken its own power too
much for granted. Harnish war bands came into the imperial city from
somewhere." Llesho
knew that—they'd both suffered losses in the recent fighting, and the emperor's
habit of traveling his empire incognito was one of Shan's few closely guarded
secrets. In his many disguises, Shou heard and saw much that would otherwise
remain hidden from an emperor. It didn't explain what he was doing on the
caravan road this time, however. "But
why Guynm?" Llesho had no choice. The northern passage through the Gansau
Wastes was impassable even in early summer. Already the springs and watering
holes that made the trek possible just after the winter thaw would have dried
up. Even the nomadic Tashek people, who clung to the brief-lived oases in the
spring, would have packed up their tents and moved farther south, searching for
water. Like
the route out of Guynm, the Sky Bridge Road led south before turning west to
the passes above Kungol. Longer than either the passage through the Gansau
Wastes or through Guynm and the Harnlands, Sky Bridge was considered the safest
route precisely because the Harn had no trading presence there. If they were
going to find his brothers, however, they needed to go where the Harn had been.
And that meant Guynm, whether they liked it or not. But Shou had no such
constraints. Taking a sip of his drink, however, the emperor explained: "Guynm
is Shan's most vulnerable border with the Harnlands. If Guynm Province falls,
the empire stands open to its very heart. The Imperial Gaze has fallen
elsewhere too long—it's past time I took a look." Adar
frowned, troubled. "So what are we likely to find when we reach
Guynm?" "If
we're lucky, a stalwart governor and a Thebin prince or two, happy reunions,
and a formal visit. Then I return to Shan in state, and you continue your
journey." The
emperor gave a little shrug, as if to acknowledge his own doubts. "It is
more likely that we will find a province that clings to the empire by a thread
while it takes care to see nothing when Harnish raiding parties pass through.
But I didn't expect trouble this soon." The
plan made sense if one assumed they didn't carry the spies and saboteurs with
them. That wasn't a certainty right now. Llesho decided he should object, just
as soon as he managed to pry his eyelids open again. Adar's
voice distracted him from his efforts to look alert. "More discussion can
wait. If we are to be ready to go, we all need an hour or two of sleep." Llesho
agreed. His fingers and toes seemed to be a long way off and the distance
between filled with a mist where his body ought to be. "Help
me get Llesho into his bed before he falls asleep where he sits," he
added, and muttered, "I knew he wasn't ready to travel." Llesho
dragged his eyes open enough to catch a bleary glimpse of Master Den looking
back at him. Then Adar had his left elbow and Carina his right, and he
discovered that his legs did still work even if they didn't feel connected to
his body. Before he knew it he was in their own room—he could tell because he
recognized the baggage heaped behind a screen like the one in Shou's chamber.
Then Adar was tilting him onto the bed and he let himself fall into the stiff
mattress. Adar tucked in beside him with a kiss on the forehead and a quick
prayer for a peaceful night. Lucky
for them that they journeyed with a god. Their prayers had so little distance
to travel. The thought drifted away into the dark of Llesho's sleep. In his
dream it was his seventh summer, and he lay in his small bed in the shadow of
the great mountains of the gates of heaven, listening to the call of the
caravans. His body remembered the thin air and the smell of pack ice melting on
a summer breeze in the great passes to the West, and he struggled against the
heavy air of the lowlands. "Mother!"
he called in his sleep, in the high tongue of Thebin. "Hush.
Hush." Adar's hand stroked a cool path across his forehead. It was okay if
Adar was there. He'd be safe. He slept.
Chapter Five
"Oh, GODDESS!" Llesho
woke with a snap just as the first rays of the great sun gilded the windowsill.
He didn't notice the second sunrise, however, but made a dive for his travel
pack, berating himself under his breath for how stupid he'd been the night
before. "Llesho?
What's wrong?" Standing guard at the door, Lling came to attention with
her sword in hand. Urgency sharpened her voice, waking the rest of their party
who felt about them for their weapons. But there was no enemy to fight. "We're
not under attack," Llesho assured them, "at least not right now. But
we forgot to consider a possible motive for the fire last night—" He dug
into his pack, searching for the gifts that her ladyship had given him on the
road from Farshore. Master
Den rose and stretched, the tips of his thick fingers brushing the ceiling at
its highest peak. "You mean, that Master Markko might have wanted to clear
the inn so that his thieves could have a go at your luggage?" he asked as
he watched Llesho scramble on the floor. "Do
you think I'm wrong?" "Not
necessarily." The trickster god shrugged off the question. "No matter
the diversion, however, the emperor would never have left these rooms
unguarded. Luckily for Sento, the fire didn't take the inn as well as the
stables." Llesho
shuddered. He'd known the man was more than a servant, knew that as soldiers
they might all be called on to give their hves in battle. The idea that Shou's
man might have stood fast, burning with the inn rather than abandoning his
post, brought back memories of his own personal guard dying on the sword of a
Ham raider in Llesho's seventh summer. He didn't want the people around him
dying to protect his life and property, but it was going to get worse the
closer they got to Thebin. He
found the wrapped shapes in his pack and pulled them out, took off their
bindings to make sure that they were indeed safe. The jadeite bowl, a wedding
gift in a former life, he took in his hands and turned in the morning light.
Captured by the warm gleam of promises shining through the translucent jade, he
spent a moment in quiet study. Something stirred in the back of his mind, like
old forgotten memories, but they refused to come into clear focus. Wondering
about its secrets, he set the bowl back in its wrappers and grasped the short
spear by the shaft. The weapon had taken his life once and still thirsted for
his blood. He hated the thing, but it came to his hand with the easy fit of
long usage, and he marveled over how natural it felt there. Master
Den nodded at the spear. "Markko will know the legends. He'll want the
spear because it is supposed to hold a deadly power over the king who wields
it. That power goes two ways, however. You injured him with it before. Like
yourself, he's had to heal, and he'll be wondering what control you now hold
over the weapon." Llesho
hadn't considered that the bond might influence the weapon, but he had hurt
the magician with it. Markko would be wondering, now. He'd want to protect
himself from the legendary spear as much as to turn it against Llesho. "We
can use that," he said, and set the spear aside to carry on the road. "If
you're right that Markko is behind this—" Adar gestured at the window
which opened onto the ash-drifted courtyard, "—carrying that thing openly
will look like a direct challenge." "And?"
Llesho gave his brother a level stare. Adar
tilted his head back, eyes closed, and heaved a frustrated sigh. To Llesho's
annoyance, Carina rested her hand on his brother's arm. "Adar is only
worried about your safety." The
healer opened his eyes with a grateful smile. "Of course. How can we keep
you safe, Llesho, if you make yourself a target?" "Master
Markko knows I have the spear. That makes me a target already. If he considers
me a threat as well, it will slow him down, make him cautious, and that can
work to our advantage." "Listen
to your king," Master Den interrupted before the disagreement could grow
any more heated. "When it comes to a contest, we have to know which will
rule— the weapon or the boy. Better to find out now than at the very gates of
heaven." "We
need a living king, not a dead sacrifice," Adar snapped, though he let
Carina soothe him. "I
don't intend to let it kill me." Llesho rose from his place on the floor
with the spear in his right hand. His left he wrapped around the three black
pearls—gifts of goddess and ghost and dragon—in the small leather pouch that
lay on his breast. Hmishi and Lling gave Adar a polite bow, but followed Llesho
from the room without a word or question, which seemed to please the trickster
god immensely. Finally, with Carina's encouragement, Adar surrendered, bringing
up the rear with a last objection: "We are going to regret this." Llesho
knew that, he just didn't see a lot of options. He wondered if he might win
Carina's sympathy with the admission, but he didn't want her pity, and wouldn't
accept it as a substitute for the care she seemed to offer his brother. So, he
chided himself, chalk up another one to experience—or lack of same—and get your
butt moving before the caravan leaves without you. In
the night, the fire that had burned the stables of the Moon and Star Inn had
seemed all consuming, and Lles-ho'd expected signs of the disaster all over the
cara-vanseray. Except for a thin gray mist that seemed to leave a gritty coat
over everything, however, the broad square bustled with its daily business as
if nothing had happened. Huang agents pushed their way through the crowd,
bargaining final agreements while a thousand camels, annoyed to be rousted from
their pastures and hemmed in on every side by the inns and counting houses and
storehouses, milled and bellowed and spat thick, stinking gobs at their
handlers. Drovers cursed their animals in a dozen languages, their voices
blending with the shouted commands of the merchants and the smell of dusty
camel and incense and bits of meat roasting on sticks. Through it all cut the
high tenor clang of camel bells on harnesses and the deeper call of brass pots
clattering where they were tied along the sides of the camel packs. Surrounded
by the familiar uproar of caravans gathering for the journey to the West,
Llesho found himself caught up in memories both old and new—the present
overload of sensation colliding with the memories of the great plaza of Kungol,
where the caravans paused before daring the high mountain passes. Suddenly,
images of the Harn raiders attacking the palace and killing everyone he knew
mixed in his tired mind with the chaos of the night spent fighting the fire,
freezing him in mid-stride. But Lling and Hmishi flanked him, their mouths
hanging open and their eyes wide and shining. The
two ex-slaves had come to Shan from the poorest of the outlying farms of
Thebin, packed in carts for the journey among the dour and threatening Harnish
raiders. Nothing in their past, not even the marketplace at the center of Shan,
had prepared them for the smells and sounds and crush, the sheer excitement of
the greatest caravan staging area of the Shan Empire. Although they maintained
the proper positions to guard Adar and Carina at the center of their party,
they would convince no one who saw them now of their battle-hardened
competence. Their
wonder was contagious, and Llesho caught their excitement, letting go of the
past to grin back at them through the uproar. They might have stood there
longer, gaping like bumpkins, but Emperor Shou's voice cut like a scythe
through the din: the three cadets followed the sound of his curses down the
slowly untangling line. "Tighten
that strap! Can't you see that beast is blowing out his ribs? We won't get two
li down the road before he dumps five hundred tael of silk and pigments in the
dirt!" Experienced
drovers looked up from their own work to watch the show, sneering behind their
hands and with their own rude suggestions. The emperor nudged aside an
inexperienced young groom and poked the camel in the ribs. The animal
complained with a bellow, but his barrel grew noticeably thinner. Shou tugged
on the cinch with a sure and practiced hand while he cursed, "The damned
camel is smarter than you are." If
not for their meeting in Shou's rooms the night before, Llesho would have sworn
the Guynmer trader with the dull clothes and the sharp tongue was a stranger
with a vague likeness to the emperor. He even spoke differently, his voice
higher and accented with the brisk twang of Guynm Province, though he hadn't
changed his name. "Shou,
like the emperor," he announced, clasping Adar's arm as if they'd just
met. Llesho
thought his heart would stop on the spot. The logical part of his mind knew
that few of the emperor's subjects had ever seen their monarch, except in the
ceremonial mask he wore on state occasions. But the battle-scarred part of him
that sent Llesho skittering for cover whenever a servant dropped a tray
reminded him that Markko's spies could be anywhere. At any moment he expected a
pointed arm and a raised voice from among the camel drivers and hangers-on,
exposing their true identities to the bustling crowd. Sento, Shou's personal
servant and equally disguised guardsman, rolled his eyes behind his master's
back, however, and the drivers and laborers smirked their sympathy. "And
I'm the Golden River Dragon," muttered a passing drover in a sarcastic
aside. This was an old masquerade, then, taken up with the skill of a true
caravanner at the emperor's need. His servants had heard the story many times,
had grown weary of their pompous master's pride in an accident of naming, and
even the other merchants who traveled this route knew the bragging of the
Guynmer merchant. "Where
is that drover you recommended to me, healer?" Shou demanded of Adar.
"I need someone who knows what to do with a camel or we will never leave
the imperial city." Before
Adar could answer that he hadn't recommended anyone, it had been Master Den, a
voice piped up between them. "Right
here, good merchant Shou." The Tashek drover, who had introduced himself
by the name Harlol, wandered forward then, brushing straw and black mud from
his hands. "Zephyr had a cut on her knee, but I've put a plaster on it and
she should heal well enough on the journey." "Zephyr?" Harlol
twitched a shoulder, dismissing the question with a bland, "She needed a
name, and seemed to like that one. It suits her." The nomadic Tashek were
bred to the camel, slept with their beasts and fed them with their own hands in
the desert. A man who did not know his beast didn't survive. Hearing this young
drover talk about a camel as if it could understand and even choose its own
name convinced Llesho beyond doubt that the nomads were stranger even than
reports had named them. Shou, however, seemed surprised only by the choice of
names. "She never struck me as being that light on her feet." The
Tashek drover smiled. "Perhaps she was only waiting to be asked." "We'll
see ... What's wrong with you, boy?" The emperor turned the sharp edge of
his tongue on Llesho, who jumped as if he'd been bitten by an adder.
"Posing for a statue on my time?" "No,
sir!" "Then
get ready to move out! There're five hundred camels and as many horses in this
caravan, and the front of the line is already halfway to Guynm by now. They are
not going to wait for one daydreaming cadet!" Chastised,
Llesho snapped to attention, acutely aware of the short spear strapped to his
back and the imperial militia uniform he wore. He turned with a will to
hitching his pack to the back of his horse, just one among hundreds of
militiamen hired out to guard the many caravans journeying to the West. Squads
passed up and down the ranks, finding their places at the sides of their
temporary masters. Old campaigners of rank, they took up positions in the
parties to the front and rear of Shou's camels. Llesho recognized in their
number several who had dined at the Moon and Star. They were elite imperial
guardsmen, he suspected, and no more at home in their militia uniforms than his
own cadre. They passed Shou's party with no acknowledgment, but Llesho felt a
great pressure lift from his shoulders: the emperor did not rely on their band
alone for his defense. He
was more than grateful for their presence when a handful of Harnishmen in the
shaggy breeches and coarse shirts of the plains people rode by on their short
horses. In their midst, a trader with the same look but much finer garb rode on
a taller, more elegant steed. He'd known that small parties out of Harn
sometimes traveled with the larger caravans, but hadn't considered the
possibility that they might join this one. With a tight grip on the hilt
of his Thebin knife he watched them make their way to their position at the
rear. None of that party gave Shou a backward glance; they didn't know who he
was, or they were skilled spies. Either way, Llesho figured he would need to
stay on his guard. At their best the Harnishmen were mischief, at their worst,
deadly. The
Huang agents had divided the caravan into parts: two units, each of a hundred
camels and as many horses, had already departed. Shou's small party had drawn
an inconspicuous slot toward the middle of the third unit. If raiders came at
them from the front they'd have plenty of warning, but they were not so far to
the rear that they would fall into the hands of bandits sweeping down on
stragglers. The
emperor, disguised as a Guynmer merchant, offered Carina a pallet on the back
of a camel, but she declined, insisting that she would ride. She wore the robes
of a healer with a wide split skirt under and a thick swathe of veils that
covered her from head to foot, protecting her from the sun and the dust. Adar
had pulled a short veil over his eyes but left his face uncovered, as did the
three Thebins in the full uniform of imperial military cadets. Master Den wore
his usual loin wrap and an open coat that fell below his knees. In his right
hand he carried his long staff with an umbrella stuck in it for shade, and over
his back he carried a small pack which might double as a change of clothes,
Llesho figured. The
call sounded for their party to move out, and Llesho scrambled into his saddle.
He had expected Shou to ride horseback as well, but the emperor climbed onto
the bent leg of the lead camel and slid effortlessly into a padded seat built
up for him in front of the camel's pack. THE
PRIFCE OF DREAItiS Harlol stood ready. "Up, Zephyr. Up!" he shouted,
and gave the camel an encouraging slap on its haunch. The camel rose, rocking
her passenger who rolled with the motion as if he'd been born to it. A second
camel remained on its knees. The Tashek drover scanned the crowd, cursing under
his breath in a language thick with harsh consonants that Llesho did not
understand. "You are certain he is coming?" he finally asked in
Shannish. Shou
nodded, squinting in concentration as he looked over the sea of beasts and
people. "There he is now—" He pointed, but Llesho saw no one paying
them the least attention. "Ah!
I see him!" the drover's attention locked on its target, and Llesho
followed his gaze to the most incredible figure he had seen all morning. A
dwarf in the exotic dress of Thousand Lakes Province struggled toward them
through the milling press of food vendors and trinket sellers hawking their
last-minute wares to the forming caravans. In one hand he carried a pair of
cymbals, and on his back was strapped a quiver full of flutes. Behind him, he
dragged a small stepladder. "Harlol!" the dwarf addressed the new
drover by name, "You seem to have landed on your feet. I thought you'd be
begging your way home!" "A
Tashek drover never stays unemployed for long." Harlol steadied the ladder
against the waiting camel's pack, demanding, "What kept you? The master is
growing impatient to be gone." The
dwarf climbed up and plopped himself in a small chair with arms and a gate that
he latched across his front. When he had settled his instruments and fluttering
garments about him, he drew a deep breath and nodded a signal for the drover to
bring the camel to its feet. "There
was this maid from Sky Bridge Province who, noting the diminutive size of my
visible parts, was curious about the size of my other parts." He explained
his tardiness with a sly smile and a careless wave of his hand to take in his
lower body. "I proved to her that small mes- sengers
can carry big packages, but she insisted I repeat the experiment, to be
certain." The dwarf shrugged with mock innocence. "I could not leave
the lady unconvinced, and in faith, she took almost more convincing than I had
strength to devote to the debate." "Tell
that to the master when he takes a whip to your hide for holding up our
departure." As
far as Llesho knew, Emperor Shou didn't own a whip. That doubtless explained
why the dwarf showed no sign of fear or contrition, but laughed merrily at
Llesho, as if they two shared some secret joke at the drover's expense. Harlol
latched the ladder to the camel's pack with a twitch of a smile that quickly
vanished when the camel reached around on his long neck to take a nip out of
his backside. Harlol gave her a sharp smack on the nose. "Behave yourself,
Moonbeam!" he warned the animal, which offered an opinion of this new name
in the wad of spittle it flung at Harlol's departing feet. "Enough!"
The drover made a rude gesture at her and turned on his heel to run down the
row, checking the tether line that tied each of Shou's twelve camels to the
others. Shouting in the Tashek language, which the beasts seemed to understand
best, he prodded at their flanks with a goad that he carried for the purpose. "Evil-tempered
beast," the strange newcomer said, but he was watching the departing
drover, and not the camel, as he said it. Curious
about the new addition to their company, Llesho settled his horse beside the
camel on which the dwarf rode at his ease. As their party moved forward, he
stole a glance upward, only to find the dwarf staring down at him. "And
who might you be, squirt?" "I'm
called Llesho, and I'm a cadet in the imperial militia," Llesho answered
with his cover story. "And I think, sir, that you have no room to call
another names that belittle his stature. What—who are you?"
"I
am called Dognut, though my parents named me Bright Morning at my birth. And as
you see, I am court musician to His Majesty's travels." Llesho
had no practice at subterfuge; a blind man might read the horror that slackened
his face at the dwarfs words. The little man gave him a wink that, on the
surface, said he played the same game as their neighbors in the caravan,
mocking their master and his pompous affectations. The gleam sharpening his
grin spoke of deeper knowledge and more dangerous ironies. They had not yet
left the city wall behind, and already Llesho was tired of the joke. "I
have never met a man of your race before. Where are your people from?" he
asked, trying desperately to change the subject. "Like
our employer, I am a king—king of the short people." Llesho
was about to commiserate with the shoddy treatment the little king received
from his companions when a braying cackle, like a donkey in heat, erupted from
the dwarfs mouth. Dognut held his sides and laughed until the tears ran down
his cheeks and Llesho wished a lion would jump from the bushes and kill him
just to put him out of his misery. "My
'people' farm the Thousand Lakes Province, and surpass your own length, pygmy
lad. My looks are a mere accident of birth—the bones of my arms and legs break
easily, and refuse to grow, which the wealthy find amusing. When it became
clear that this body had reached its full height before its hands could reach
the plow, I was offered to the governor to be trained as an entertainer.
Unfortunately, I did not live up to expectations in that regard either. With one
thing and another, fate cast me adrift upon the mercy of our current master,
who has no great ear for music and therefore prizes a musician with a similar
lack of sensibility." Llesho
blushed furiously, feeling every word out of his mouth was another foot in the
camel dung. "I'm sure you jest with me about your skill with your
instruments," he stuttered in a lame effort to appease the situation. His
brother rode ahead with Carina and he kneed his horse to a faster pace to join
them, leaving the laughing dwarfs ridicule behind. The two healers were deep in
a conversation about poultices, but Adar paused with an expression of patient
inquiry on his face. Llesho had no conversation to offer. Unfortunately, he had
now reached the head of their party, hobbled to the slow but steady pace
comfortable for camels and horses. "Can't
we go any faster?" he asked his brother. "I
don't know much about camels. The horses could manage a brisk trot for a little
while, but on a trip this long, a faster pace would kill them." Adar
meant no harm, but his words dropped Llesho into the past as if it were all
happening again. The sounds of the caravan blended into the memories of another
journey filled with hunger and thirst and exhaustion, his people dying between
one step and the next. Clammy sweat sprang out all over his body, chilling him
to the bone, and he gasped as if he'd been shot with one of his own arrows. "Llesho!
Llesho!" Adar's
voice reached him through the fog in his mind. They had drawn to a halt while
the caravan plodded by, drovers he did not know and guards he thought he
vaguely recognized turning curious glances on him as they passed. Adar was on
foot, his hand on Llesho's arm. "What
are you doing here?" Llesho looked at his brother, confused in time.
"We've fallen behind, don't let the guards see—" But no, the Long
March was over. They were going home. Llesho closed his eyes for a moment,
centering himself; Adar's hand was like an anchor holding him in the present. "Where's
your horse?" "He's
right here. Will you be all right if I let go for a moment?" Llesho
thought about the question. He'd been impa- tient,
embarrassed, and suddenly he'd found himself a thousand li away, crossing the
grasslands again. He gripped his brother's arm, hard, couldn't let go for all the
silk in the Shan Empire. "Nine
thousand died," he whispered. The Harnish raiders had driven ten thousand
out of the holy city of Kungol. All but one thousand had perished on the forced
march to the slave market in Shan. It wasn't the answer Adar was looking for,
but it opened his eyes, blurring them with tears. "Dear
Goddess, Llesho. How did you survive?" He
hadn't told his brother how he'd wound up on Pearl Island, a continent away
from his home in the mountains of Thebin. They'd scarcely found each other
again when they were plunged into battle, and it had all seemed so far away.
Now, however, something inside of him demanded release. He had to tell Adar,
even if his brother never forgave him for what his life had cost them. "I
was their prince, and so they died for me. Starved to feed me, went thirsty so
that I would have water. Carried me until they dropped, then passed me on to
the next until he died as well." He
sighed and turned his anguished gaze into the blue, blue sky of Shan. "I
wish I could turn into a bird and fly home right now." Llesho leaned
forward in the saddle, his muscles bunched under him, poised to leap into the
air with the faintest puff of wind. Nothing happened. He had expected that.
Kaydu could have done it, but he didn't have her gifts. "I'm
sorry, Llesho. I wish I could do something to make this easier for you." That
sounded like forgiveness, or maybe even as though his brother didn't blame him
at all. If he thought about it logically, as Adar seemed to be doing, there
hadn't been much he could have done about it anyway. But if it wasn't his
fault—the blame spilled from him like an open sore. "I
am the favored of the goddess, right?" Sarcasm oozed around the words. If
this was favor, he could not imagine what it must be like to incur the disfavor
of the gods. "Believe
it, no matter what has happened." Adar gave his arm a shake to fix his
attention. "The goddess has some purpose for every step of your path,
brother, the evil of the Long March, and even testing your patience with the
pace of a caravan." "As
the goddess wills." Llesho held out his hand for his reins. He didn't
believe it, and that scared him more than coming unstuck in his memories had.
He felt the need to reach Kungol as an ache in his bones and a bitter taste in
the sweat that crested his upper lip. The light touch of the short spear at his
back mocked him with whispers in the voices of his enemies: "Going to die,
going to die." He
had come to imagine himself as a great general, the liberator of his people,
but distance and his own weaknesses set insurmountable obstacles in his way. "I'm
afraid we will be too late," he said. All of Thebin lay under the yoke of
the Harnish raiders, and he still had four of his brothers to find as well as
the pearls of the goddess' necklace. "A
husband must show great patience as well as the determination to battle
fiercely for his lady," Adar began, but Llesho stopped him. "I
am no husband," he bleakly reminded. "I kept vigil, but the goddess
did not come." Adar's
gentle laughter did not even startle his horse. "She came. Her mark is on
you, Llesho. I see it in your eyes." "She
didn't come. I would have known." The
last of their unit had passed them, the following one approached out of the
caravansary. Adar remounted with a final word of homely advice: "She came
to me in the shape of a priestess I had known in the Temple of the Moon. I
don't know how she came to you—perhaps you can ask her one day. But we will
have to wait to find out. The gates of heaven are far from Shan, and the
caravan will travel at the pleasure of its beasts, not its masters, or it will
not travel at all." With
that they nudged their horses into motion, past the curious glances of
strangers—the emperor's spies and the Harnish traders—and reclaimed their place
in line. Master Den seemed not to have noticed their absence, but Lling and
Hmishi exchanged a worried frown. Carina watched them return with concern in
the crinkles at the corners of her eyes, but a little smile curled her mouth
and her eyes never left Adar's face as they approached. It
hurt that Carina had picked Adar. The two shared so much in common, even
temperaments, that he felt foolish when he thought about how little he had to
offer. Embarrassed, he separated himself from his brother, choosing Dognut's
company again. Let them have their discussions of powders to cure bladder
irritations—he wouldn't wear his heart on his sleeve any more. The dwarf,
however, continued to look at him like he was a lovestruck fool in search of a
shoulder to cry on. "It's
going to be a long journey if you insist on wearing that face," Dognut
commented, gazing down on him from high atop his perch on the camel. "I am
not sure I have enough songs about broken hearts in my repertoire." Llesho
glared at the dwarf. Yes, he wanted Carina— or, wanted her to want him. But
when he really thought about it, disappointment in love didn't haunt his soul.
The Long March did. The truth was, now that they were actually going home, he
couldn't shake the anger he'd been too young to understand the last time he'd
made this journey. He wanted to weep, to scream, to tear at his enemies with
teeth and claws and cut their hearts out to feed his subjects dying on the
road. But there were no enemies near, just the warm sound of camel bells and
the jostle of goods and men and animals settling in to the long trek. And there
was nobody he could tell. Suddenly,
a voice sang out over the curses of the grooms and the bleating of the beasts.
The emperor of Shan, sitting atop a camel loaded with bolts of silk and
dangling brass pots off his sides, was singing a Guynmer hymn. Dognut drew a
flute from his quiver and added its high, quavering voice to the simple tune. In
the shadow of the dark night I come to you When the wind sweeps the dunes of
Gansau I huddle at your feet. You
who protect the camel and the date tree Can you do less for your child Lost in
your desert? Harlol
gave Shou a troubled look, as if he was trying to decide whether the merchant
mocked or believed. But Shou's servants had taken up the hymn, and after the
first verse so did the new drover, raising prayer to the spirits whose
believers had come out of the Gansau Wastes spreading word of the desert faith
to Guynm Province. Even Master Den, the trickster god ChiChu in his human form,
joined in singing the prayer to the foreign spirits: We
offer dates and honey We sing praise and Burn myrrh and incense At your altar
You who protect the camel and the date tree Lost in your desert Can you do less
for your child? Gifts
of gold and silver We give you With
paint we decorate Stone images of your faces After a few
verses, Adar joined in, and soon all along the caravan the hymn had been taken
up. Drover
of the sun and the moon Spirits of camel and the goat We ask your protection In
this great journey. When
the song finally came to a halt, a new hymn came down the line to them, a merry
song to the trickster god, who joined in with great relish: A
farmer let a stranger in And fed him rice and leavings The stranger shat upon
the hearth And left the goodwife screaming. When strangers come up to your door
And ask for food and liquor Treat them as you wish yourself For ChiChu's sake,
the trickster. A trader took a stranger in And sold him shoddy trinkets The
stranger slipped out late at night Taking all the blankets. From
his place at the side of the emperor's camel, Master Den grinned at Llesho,
inviting him into the trickster's sly enjoyment of his secret identity. Llesho
returned the smile, though his own felt forced. The wink that followed was all
ChiChu the trickster, reminding him: "This is not the Long March; stay in
the now." Llesho
returned a quick nod. But it was hard to be cheerful when Carina's eyes, bright
and adoring, fixed on his brother. When
the laughter died away after the trickster prayer, the Harnishmen at their rear
began a Harnish anthem. Only a scattering of voices added to the song, but
angry muttering thick with the threat of bloodshed rustled through the caravan.
Then Shou raised a competing voice, carrying a Harnish hymn of thanks to wind
and rain and earth, the Harnish natural deities, with no challenge or boast in
it. Dognut gave Llesho an uneasy shrug, but raised his flute to strengthen the
melody line. Grudgingly the Harnish traders gave their own voices to it. Few
others along the length of the caravan joined in, but the blood had gone out of
the moment. Only the wary tension of an oncoming storm remained. When the hymn
had ended, Dognut put away his flute, and the caravan returned to its private
chatter. The singing was over, and Kungol was still very far away.
Chapter Six
HE round, full light of Great Moon Lun hung
low in the sky—Lun chasing her smaller brothers Han and Chen, already touching
the zenith. Habiba moved about his workshop with precise, studied motions. The
magician once had told him that Lun was no moon at all but a dying sun
smoldering in the dark, and somehow Llesho knew that he was waiting for Lun's
faint light to shine more fully through the window that overlooked the
workbench. He
took a shallow bowl of polished silver from a shelf and carefully wiped it
clean with a soft cloth. From an earthen pitcher he poured pure, cold water,
filling the bowl to the brim. "What's
that for?" The
magician bent over so that his nose almost touched the water in the bowl but
gave no answer. "Habiba?" Llesho
wondered briefly how he'd come to be here, and why Habiba didn't seem to hear
him or even notice his presence, but the youth couldn't seem to muster much
worry about it. He stretched on tiptoe to peer over the magician's shoulder. As
Great Moon Lun rose, its glow filled the sky in the silver bowl with pearly
light. It overpowered the lesser shine of little Han Moon, which floated like a
black pearl in the reflection. The pattern from the silver bowl drifted on the
water, so that the pearl of Han seemed to hang suspended from a silver chain. "Ah!
But where are you?" Habiba asked the image in the water. The magician was
looking for the String of Midnights, the pearls of the Great Goddess lost in
the attack on the gates of heaven. Llesho had three of them; it seemed that
Habiba had found another. As
if some spell had taken control of his body, Llesho's hand reached out for the
dark moon-pearl floating in the bowl. Part of him expected to close his fingers
around the pearl while another part braced for a cold wet hand. Instead,
he fell headfirst through the water, which parted like a mist around him. "Help!" "Grab
hold!" a voice answered. Llesho
reached out and grabbed onto the wide silver chain he was passing as he fell.
The chain pulled him up short and he swung for a moment over an abyss before he
managed to wrap his legs around the broad flat links and pull himself up on
them. "Who's
there?" he asked. It wasn't Habiba's voice, or Kaydu's. He might have
expected ChiChu to show up at a moment like this, but it wasn't the voice of
the trickster god either. "It's
me." The moon swimming in Habiba's silver bowl began to jump like a fish
on a hook, nearly dislodging Llesho from his perch. He peered more closely: the
moon was no pearl at all, but almost manlike. Round in the body and naked, his
skin was black as pitch and gleamed like the pearls Llesho carried in the pouch
at his breast. The pearl-man sprouted tiny arms and legs that he flailed in his
effort to escape the chain that ran through a hook set in his back. The
creature snuffled through a round, upturned nose that was pink around its
flaring nostrils. His mouth, lined with pearly white teeth, shouted, "Get
me down from here!" in a voice far too large for its pearly head. "Stop
that!" Llesho shouted as the chain that held them both swayed dangerously.
"How can I get you down anyway? I'm stuck here myself, and about to fall
if you don't stop rocking the chain." "I
beg your pardon," the creature apologized politely. "I let my anxiety
overcome my good sense." "Pardon
given," Llesho returned with equal grace and added, when curiosity would
allow silence no longer, "What magical creature are you? And," he
thought to ask, "why are you hanging around like this, naked like a pearl
from the goddess' jewel chest?" The
creature sniffed indignantly. "My name is Pig. I'm a Jinn in the service
of the Great Goddess, chief gardener in her heavenly orchards." The
pearl-man, who called himself a Jinn, stopped struggling and allowed his body
to swing slowly on its chain. The whole situation should have disturbed him
more, Llesho thought in passing. But the Jinn was waiting patiently to tell his
tale, so he tucked his left foot into the open loop of one of the links and
grabbed hold of another with his right hand. Securely anchored against a fall,
he settled in to listen. "Ever
since the demon invader laid siege to the gates of heaven, I have searched for
a way to escape and seek help for my lady, the Great Goddess. Finally I devised
a plan; I would make myself small as a pearl from her lost necklace and slip
through the cracks, so to speak. I thought to fall to earth far from the gates
where our enemies lay in wait, and then I hoped to raise an army and march to
the rescue." "Doesn't
seem to have worked out that way." Llesho felt it needed to be said. The
Jinn puffed out of his cheeks and gave Llesho a sour glare. "I didn't need
you to tell me that. Now, if you will just release the pin in my back, I can go
about my business. Heaven can't wait forever, you know. There's planting to be
done." "You
should have thought of that before you turned yourself into a pearl. What if
you're lying to me?" The question added an unwelcome note of reality to
the situation. Jinn were a notoriously untrustworthy caste, which even Pig had
to recognize. "You
can make me promise to give you wishes," Pig suggested with a trustworthy
smile. "You can use your wishes to make me tell the truth." His
efforts to look dependable were thwarted by the way he swayed hypnotically,
like a pendulum, which made Llesho very dizzy. Pig's
present state suggested that ideas were not, perhaps, his strongest game. This
one seemed fairly simple, though. Foolproof, even. "I'll
do it." Llesho stretched over the abyss to grasp the pin in the Jinn's
back, but Pig wriggled out of reach. "I
have to promise first." "You
just did." "No,
I said I would promise. You haven't asked me to do it yet." Llesho
was growing more annoyed with the strange pearly creature by the minute. When
he stopped to consider this strange situation, none of it made sense, least of
all his own patience in dealing with the captive Jinn. He was in it now,
however, and could see no way out except through to the end. "Promise
me three wishes," he insisted, and started pulling himself closer on the
chain even before the words "I promise" left Pig's mouth. Suddenly,
a hand big enough to hold Llesho and the Jinn together in its palm swept him
off the silver chain and held him up to the face he most dreaded in the world.
"Welcome home, Llesho." "Master
Markko!" he shouted, and woke up in a cold sweat, with a hand clamped over
his mouth. Struggling against the strong arm holding him down, he almost missed
the words whispered in his ear. "You
were calling out in your sleep." Hmishi.
Friend, then. When he thought about it, all the
signs of a dream were there, but he hadn't questioned anything while it was
happening. He
nodded once, to show that he was awake and paying attention. Hmishi removed his
hand and sat back on his heels, waiting for Llesho to return to the present. He
remembered now. They had stopped at a way station with one small inn at the far
end of a staging area for the caravans. Long, open stables flanked the square
on either side. Adar and Carina had gone to the inn with Shou, as would be
expected of persons of their apparent rank, with Dognut the dwarf as their
entertainment. Lling had accompanied them to stand first watch over their
master's sleep, maintaining the ruse that they traveled with Shou's party as
guards for hire. The rest of their party bedded down with the travelers of
lower station among the animals in the stables. Nearby,
sharp eyes gleamed with curiosity out of the late-night darkness. Harlol, the
Tashek drover, had kept to himself during the day's travels. Now, he propped
his chin on the palm of his hand and watched the Thebins. "It's
nothing," Hmishi assured the man, an undercurrent of threat a low rumble
in his voice. The
drover took the hint and rolled over in his blankets. He only pretended to go
back to sleep, Llesho figured. The veterans working as paid guards, who lay
scattered among the sleepers for their protection, were doubtless fully alert
behind their closed eyelids as well. Nothing like an audience when nightmares
decided to make a performance of his sleep. "You
were calling out Master Markko's name," Hmishi whispered. "What was
that about?" Llesho
shook his head. "Not here." Thinking
about this particular dream sent a shiver through his body. The logic of it
fell apart in the light of his waking mind, but a seed of truth at its core
worried him. What did it mean? "Where
is Master Den?" "Privy,
or maybe the pump," Hmishi answered. They both knew that could mean
anywhere. Llesho
rose and gestured for Hmishi to follow. They made their way quietly past the
huddled sleepers and those whose bodies lay unnaturally still as they listened.
A cool breeze soothed their heated skin when they passed out of the stable
under one of the many elaborate arches that pierced its long face. The
cloud-streaked sky gave them no stars to see by, but enough light from one moon
or the other filtered past the drifting tissue strands of mist to cast the long
row of arches into darker shadows crossing against the night. The
Huang caravan had stopped at a reputable resting place inside the borders of
Shan Province, but Kaydu had trained them well. Both of the young Thebin
soldiers scanned the great echoing square for stealthy bandits and sneak
attack. Shoulder to shoulder, hands at sword belts, they peered as deeply into
the shadows as they could see. When a hulking clot of darkness detached itself
from under one of the stable's great arches, Hmishi stepped between his prince
and the approaching threat. Both drew their swords, but Llesho's blade shook in
his hands. "You
are greatly troubled." Master Den's voice issued softly from the darkness
before them. He moved a hand and the clouds parted before the great moon's
glowing disk, pushing back the shadows. "A
dream, Master." Master
Den nodded and motioned him to a bench that curved around an ornate column
holding up a gracefully curved arch. Master Den urged him to sit, then asked,
"Tell me what you saw." "It
was more than a dream, wasn't it?" Llesho risked a glance at his teacher,
but Master Den gave one of his typical shrugs, offering no useful advice, but
demanding much of his supplicant. "You
could be suffering the ill effects of a dinner left out too long in the sun.
Only a dream reader can tell for certain. The Tashek have the most revered
dream readers, but I don't expect to meet up with one on our journey." "Has
anyone ever seen a Tashek dream reader?" Hmishi asked, "I thought
they were a myth, like the Gansau Wastrels, used to scare little
children." "They
are real," Master Den confirmed. "But they are a religious caste, and
enter the dreams of sleepers only when invited, to give aid to the troubled.
They are not, as the tales suggest, the cause of night terrors." Hmishi
blushed, and Llesho wished he knew what they were talking about. He'd seen
Tashek drovers in the streets of Kungol, had even watched, from a hidden corner
of a balcony, when Tashek tribal chiefs had paid their respects to his lady
mother. But servants did not frighten the palace heirs with stories of mythical
monsters. Sometimes he thought that a great fault in his education. He might
have fought more wisely as a child if he'd known of such things as Harnish
raiders and their hunger to snuff out life. And he might even know what Hmishi
and Master Den were talking about. "Not
a myth," Master Den informed them, "though we are not likely to find
one to advise us on our present road." "If
it wasn't just a dream, what was it?" Llesho trusted Master Den's opinion
more than he would a stranger's anyway. "I
won't know until you tell it, now, will I?" "No."
Taking a deep breath, he pinned his gaze to the pale disk of Great Moon Lun so
that he didn't have to look at Master Den while he spoke, but that reminded him
of the dream. Han and Chen had set while they were talking, and Lun had
followed past the zenith. "I
was watching the magician, Habiba, catch the moonlight in a silver bowl filled
with water. He was searching the moons' reflections for the black pearls of the
goddess. I looked over his shoulder and fell in. That's when I met Pig." Master
Den settled a listening expression over his human face, but he offered no
encouragement beyond his puckered frown as Llesho told the tale of his dream.
When the telling had wound down to the last chilling words, Master Den nodded. "Did
you recognize anything else? Anything in Master Markko's surroundings that will
give us a clue about where he is now?" Llesho
shook his head. "I saw Habiba's workshop well enough. I think he must have
been in the imperial palace—I'm pretty sure I recognized the view out his
window. Once I fell into the water, nothing seemed real. All I saw, beyond the
chain and the Jinn who calls himself Pig, was Master Markko himself. "There
was something strange about him, though." Llesho paused, staring at Great
Moon Lun while he tried to recapture the feeling of the dream. "Markko
talked to me, and I talked to the Jinn. But Markko didn't seem to notice the
Jinn or the silver chain, and Habiba didn't see me. It was like our dreams had
touched, but only at the edges." "If
we are very lucky, you are correct," Master Den agreed. Llesho would have
preferred an answer that didn't confirm his own suspicions. "But
it was a dream, right?" "I
know this Jinn," Master Den said. "Pig has served the goddess through
many ages, and has been her favorite for most of those lifetimes." "It
seems a strange name for someone loved by the goddess." Master
Den's fond memories crinkled a smile at the corner of his eyes. "Not at
all. Pig really is a pig. He was, in his mortal life, a great hunter of
truffles. The goddess invited him to heaven and offered him any shape he
wished, just so that he would provide the heavenly table with truffles as
wonderful and pungent as those he had sought out in the mortal realm. He agreed
but, being a pig, could imagine no greater calling than to be what THE PRIflCE
OF DRE he was. So the goddess raised him up on two feet, and gave
him speech, which he finds amusing, and the rank of chief gardener, which he
takes very seriously. In all else, however, he remains a pig. As for names,
like his shape, he seems to feel a need for no other." Llesho
shivered. When he was a slave on Pearl Island, Master Markko had threatened to
feed him to the pigs, and he could not help but find an omen in the dream.
Master Den had also served on Pearl Island, however, and followed Llesho's
thoughts with sorrowful ease. "He
is my friend," the trickster god reminded him. "Pig has never, to my
knowledge, eaten either frightened slave boys or weary old men, no matter how
hungry he might have been." "You
must think that I am a fool." "A
fool knows no fear, and needs no courage to go forward," Master Den
corrected Llesho with wry humor. "A brave man understands his fears, but
does what he must in spite of them." "Then
I must be the hero of this tale," Hmishi complained, "because I am
terrified most of the time, of just about everything." Master
Den laughed, as he was meant to do, and slapped a hand on the back of each
Thebin boy. "Go back to sleep," he ordered them as he might two mischief
makers. "Not
me," Hmishi grumbled. "It's time I relieved Lling on guard duty
anyway." When
he had gone, Llesho took a minute to ask a final question. "Whose dream
was it? Was I in Habiba's dream, or he in mine?" "Perhaps
you dreamed each other." Master Den gave Llesho a comforting pat.
"We'll figure it out. In the meantime, try to get some rest. I want you up
early for prayer forms." "Yes,
Master." Llesho rose and bowed his gratitude to the trickster god. In
simpler times he had learned the prayer forms and their defensive counterparts
as combat forms. Master Den's reminder soothed his fretful soul: even on a
caravan, far from anything he knew, he carried the ordering of his own
existence within him. Lesho
was not so pleased when Hmishi shook his arm to rouse him from his too short
sleep well before the sun had risen. "Master Den is waiting for you in the
courtyard. I get a free pass today, because I've just come off duty, but he
wants you up and out on the double." Llesho
groaned and rolled out of his blankets as Hmishi fell into his own. Lling was
nowhere in sight, her pack already stowed for the next stage of the journey.
Llesho followed her lead, and stumbled into the square just as the gray false
dawn of the little sun washed the straggling line facing Master Den. Lling
was there, and Dognut, of all people. The dwarf stood at rest with his feet
settled apart on short, bent legs and his equally shortened arms clasped around
his belly. He almost appeared comical, until Llesho looked into the centered calm
of his eyes. Then he found himself wondering what role the little man actually
played in Shou's court. Carina
had cast aside her veils and joined them in her long split skirt. Adar stood
with the emperor in disguise and a small cluster of senior guardsmen who
gathered in front of the inn. A handful of merchants paused in their
preparations for departure to watch as well, while a denser knot of the lower
ranks looked on curiously from across the courtyard. A lesser number of Harnish
merchants stood among the onlookers with their own guards in the dress of
raiders. Ignoring
the curious audience as much as possible, Llesho took his place next to Carina.
He shook his arms to loosen his muscles; perhaps he could impress the healer
with his skill at the exercises, since nothing else seemed to be working for
him. Master
Den gave the ritual bow, and their little line returned it. Then the laundryman
and trickster god called out the first of the morning forms. "Red
Sun." Llesho
moved his body into the gentlest of fire signs to greet the dawn. Each bend and
stretch reminded him of all the times that he had performed the prayer form in
the past. Warm as sunlight, the faces of companions lost or left behind came to
him in his prayer: Bixei and Stipes, and Kaydu, alive and training their troops
on Sho-kar's farm. The gladiator Radimus, sold to the enemy to pay a dead man's
debts. Madon, who had sacrificed his life to stop a war and Master Jaks, who
had given his life in fighting that war anyway. Lleck, who had grown old and
sick in the service of the kings of Thebin, following Llesho into slavery to
keep faith with his duty. Out of a storm-tossed life, memories of passing
comforts squeezed his heart with a desire to see his comrades again. The
form brought them back to rest, and several of the guardsmen joined them. A
groom or two followed, and even a few of the merchants abandoned their coats to
servants and joined the ranks of those in prayer. "Flowing
River," Master Den called. Personal
memory emptied into a greater consciousness as muscle flowed into muscle. The
Way of the Goddess, the exercise taught, did not resist, but pursued its course
with unrelenting gentleness. Only now exists; time is the present in motion.
The past flows into the future like the river which flows eternally yet remains
always in the present. "Still
Water," Master Den looked to Adar when he called the next prayer. Adar
acknowledged the summons. He moved away from the inn and joined the teacher in
front of the now-substantial rank of worshipers. With a bow to the mortal god,
he took a stance and returned the trickster's welcoming smile with a grin of
his own, as though they shared a secret. Master Den raised his arm, and Adar,
facing him, mirrored the movement so that their upraised THE PRIHCE OF DREAPH
hands almost touched. Adar bent deeply into the opposite knee and brought his
free hand forward in a sharp, taut move that stopped just short of Master Den's
hand reaching to meet it. The form passed through a series of sharp movements
each poised in stillness before moving to the next, and each restrained a
hair's breadth from its reflection in his partner. Llesho
followed the moves with a scattered few who practiced the advanced forms. None
but the two masters completed the "Still Water" form with a
reflecting partner, however. Llesho gave up on the idea of impressing Carina.
Though he hadn't known of it, his brother's mastery did not surprise him. Adar
had received the favor of the goddess as one of her spiritual husbands. Her
gifts had included Adar's great skill as a healer. He wondered how his brother
could believe the goddess had likewise come to him, when he was clumsy and
unskilled and had received no gifts at all on his vigil night. When
they completed the form, Adar bowed his whole body into a deep obeisance, as if
the form had been meant as a rebuke. "Butterfly,"
Master Den called, but a second voice challenged him. "The
journey to the West requires stronger gods than these." Harlol, the Tashek
drover, swaggered into a cleared space in the square, pacing back and forth in
front of the massed crowd of grooms and drovers and lesser guards. Llesho
felt a jab at his hip and looked down to see a troubled frown on the dwarf's
face. "The master has been too long away from the caravans," Dognut
whispered. "I hope he doesn't pay dearly for taking up with strangers for
this journey." Like
the dwarf, Llesho had a very bad feeling about this. Having
made his challenge, the Tashek drover began to sway in a desert dance. Soon he
was whirling madly, his heavy coats flying out around his ankles. From some- where
in the crowd a sword flew at him and he plucked it out of the air. Another, and
he likewise grasped it, swinging both in counter circles as he twirled like a
madman. Bending low, then leaping high into the air, he jabbed and thrust with
both swords, and twirled them over his head in a choreographed dance of death.
When he finally came to rest, his lungs blowing like bellows, the swords rested
on Adar's shoulders, crossed in an X at his throat. "I
am a healer." At first, the Tashek seemed to take the words as a plea for
mercy, and his lip curled in contempt. Then Adar finished his promise—"I
won't hurt you." "Read
your fortune in the fire of the blades, healer." Adar
smiled at him, a warm crinkling welcome;, the swords on his shoulders rose and
fell when he shrugged. "I don't think the goddess wants me today. But if
she does, she can have me." Llesho
came to the immediate conclusion that his brother had lost his mind. He
wondered if the emperor had done the same, letting the trickster god persuade
him to hire on a madman as a drover. Would Shou really let a common drover
murder a healer-prince in cold blood, and right in front of his eyes? "No!"
Llesho was so busy damning the lot of them to the outer reaches of hell that he
didn't realize he had drawn his knife and sword until he stepped out of the
line. "No,"
Shou agreed, in a hushed voice so that only Llesho could hear. He took Llesho's
sword from his hand, and Lling's, and approached the drover with both weapons
held in a loose, easy grip. "I
know this dance." The emperor of Shan stood in front of his drover, his
plain but rich clothes a reminder that this character he played studied the
Guynmer version of the Tashek religion. He stamped his foot once, twice. "Come,
Wastrel, dance with me." The
term "Wastrel" was a complex one to turn on a Tashek. Outsiders used
it as an insult, to mean that the race had neither ambition nor any inclination
to work when they might beg or steal or trick a mark out of a day's bread. To
the Tashek who came out of the Gansau Wastes, however, a Wastrel was a holy
wanderer and, above all, a survivor. Shou could have meant either, or both.
Neither tone of voice nor expression of face or body gave up his meaning. So a
Gansau Wastrel would have done it. "As
you wish, merchant." Harlol drew his swords away from Adar's throat,
leaving a thin trail of blood as a reminder, and turned to face the
emperor-in-disguise. Stamping his own foot twice in the dirt, the Tashek
accepted the challenge. Gazes
locked, the two men circled each other. Swords flashed and clashed in time to
feet beating out the pattern of the dance in the dust. Whirling, leaping,
dropping to the ground again, sweeping out a leg to upset his dancing opponent,
the emperor met the Tashek move for move. The dance had a ritual meaning;
swords flew and slashed about the body of the dancer who held them or met over
the heads of the combatants. The worship form meant no harm to its
practitioners, although accidents could prove fatal at the level these two
prayed. A slip of the foot, a lapse in concentration for a fleeting second,
could bring death to either man. Feet
beat a faster rhythm and the dance picked up speed. Shouts from the crowds
encouraged first one champion, then the other. Shou was older, the Tashek sword
prayer one of many forms he had learned over the years of his travels through
his empire, though only Llesho's party among the crowd could know that. Harlol
seemed much the favored dancer; he had the endurance of the young and the
single-minded purpose of one who danced the only religion he believed. Shou had
set his life against a thousand contests, however, while the Tas-hek drover had
danced only for bragging rights among his age-mates. Gradually,
Llesho noticed a change in the pattern of the contest. Like the prayer forms of
the Way of the Goddess, the dance had a combat style that dealt murder in every
pose and action. So Llesho was not surprised when Harlol reached out with his
swords aimed at his opponent's heart. A glance at Dognut's tense, watchful
expression confirmed his suspicion: the Tashek drover had adopted the deadly
style. Llesho
held his breath in a turmoil of indecision. He saw in his mind a vision of Shou
dead in the caravanserai square, his blood spilling into the dust as his empire
came apart like bricks in a wall without mortar. Harlol had dictated the shape
of the combat, but Llesho blamed Shou for the aftermath his death would bring.
The drover thought he was fighting a Guynmer merchant and certainly could not
anticipate the destruction he called down on his people if he unwittingly
murdered the emperor. But any move Llesho made to help might distract the very
man he wished to save. He
took half a step forward, not certain what he would do next, and a hand fell on
his shoulder. Master Den held him fast in a tight grip. "He
had a good teacher," the trickster god reminded him. Den himself, that
was. He
would have objected, that Master Den taught the prayers and combat of the seven
mortal gods, the forms that shaped the Way of the Goddess, and not this savage
game of press and thrust. But even without any training in the Wastrel's dance,
Llesho had seen when the prayer had turned deadly. Shou had seen the same, and
moved seamlessly to adapt to it. A slash, another, and the drover lay at his
feet, breathing raggedly and bleeding from cuts in his arm and leg. "Dawn,"
Shou noticed, his voice steady and his breath calm. Great Sun had come up while
they fought. "Friend THE PRIriCE OF DREATO Adar, can you help my drover?
And I will need someone to take his place on the journey." "I
won't hold you back." The Tashek drover staggered in Adar's grip, but
managed to hold himself upright. "I need just a stitch or two, and I will
be back at my post by midmorning. Who will you find in a place like this to
learn your ways as quickly?" "I
have certainly invested more in your education already than you deserve,"
Shou commented acidly. He returned the swords he had borrowed and raised a questioning
eyebrow at Adar. "The
young have amazing recuperative powers of the body," the healer prince
gently cuffed the ear of the wounded man he supported. "One wonders if his
brains have not been addled in the sun, however." "Dress
his wounds, then, and pay for two days' keep." Instructions for the
Tashek's care disposed of, Shou addressed his next order to Harlol: "Rest.
You can join the caravan again in Durnhag when your leg will support you. In
the meantime, we have need of additional hands, or we will never be ready to
leave with the rest of our caravan." Satisfied
that the Guynmer merchant had settled accounts for the foolishness of a
boastful young drover, the crowd broke up into small clusters of gossip before
moving on to the day's work. A stranger with a family resemblance to the
injured drover left one such knot to present himself to Shou. "I'm
Kagar, Harlol's cousin. For the honor of our family, I offer myself to take his
place in your service, sir." Kagar bowed very deeply, shamed by the dishonor
Harlol had already brought on his house. "Is
this some plot against my camels?" Shou demanded with all the indignation
of a merchant who feared thievery and none of the censure of an emperor foiling
an attempt at assassination. "Did you follow your cousin hoping to plunder
my cargo between you?" Harlol
glared at the youth who had declared himself a cousin. "By my honor, I
have no such intention, nor does my cousin, who is guilty of bad judgment
only." "I
did follow you," Kagar admitted, "but not to steal from you. I had
hoped that I might persuade you to take me on as a groom to assist with the
horses. I did not expect my cousin to disgrace our family. Now I wish only to
repair the damage he has done on this field of battle." Kagar
stood very erect, with only a scathing glance for the humbled drover. "I
beg you, kind merchant—I ask no payment but the repair to our good name." "Free
is a good price," Shou agreed. "Though you will need to be provided
food and shelter." He passed a thoughtful frown from the Tashek youth to
Master Den, who gave no sign what he should do about this most recent
supplicant. "Very well," he finally decided, "but if you make me
regret my decision, I will leave you behind—even if that means abandoning you
in the desert." The
young groom bounced a little on the balls of his feet, suppressing a grin with
great effort. "Yes, sir!" he said, and with a final bow made a dash
for the stables. Llesho
would have liked to leave them both behind. He was glad they were abandoning
Harlol, at least for the present, but wondered why the emperor hadn't
discharged the man who had tried to kill him. At the moment, however, Shou had
turned his wrath from the Tashek who had attacked him and was targeting it on
Llesho instead. "I
am capable of protecting my own guests against upstart challengers," Shou
informed him with the steel of a blade in his voice. Llesho heard the silent
rebuke that would have broken their cover identities if spoken aloud. Others
could have rescued Adar. He was too valuable to Thebin to risk in a plaza
brawl. Which
was fine, because Llesho was just as angry right back. He had the advantage of
the emperor, however, that he was right in their true identities as well as by
the parts their disguises gave them. "My
good sir." He bowed, rigidly formal as one accustomed to parade manners
might to a merchant—with no great respect but with attention to the forms.
"Please remember that your life is worth more than the guards who are paid
to protect you. Let us do our jobs, for our reputations if for nothing
else." Shou
saw the fear in his eyes, not of combat, but of losing the emperor of Shan in a
stupid street challenge. "He wasn't that good," he assured with a
grin, but promised, "I'll take your advice in future." The crowd had
dispersed, giving the merchant and his guard no more than passing interest. No
one would have noticed the narrowing of Shou's eyes when he added for Llesho
alone to hear, "If you had fought him, you would have died. I couldn't
allow that." Apparently
the Tashek drover was that good. "At
some point you will have to trust me to live or die by my own skills,"
Llesho countered. He was right, they both knew it, but Shou's struggle to
accept it churned in his eyes. Llesho
nodded to acknowledge the conflicting emotions the emperor revealed.
"That's how I feel when you do something as stupid as answer a challenge
to mortal combat from a hotheaded drover," he said. With a sharp salute
that belied the heartfelt nature of their disagreement, he turned and walked
away.
Chapter Seven
HOW do you transport two deposed
outlander princes through an uneasy empire and enemy territory, and into the
heart of their captive nation? Llesho asked himself. How do you sneak past
forces that would see those princes dead or captive at any cost? According to
Emperor Shou, you made a public spectacle of yourself as a merchant with more
self-importance than means, and added those princes to your already eccentric
caravan. You identified three callow cadets as your only visible means of
protection. Then you paraded said princes before a cheerfully mocking crowd who
would never imagine the movers of empire could be so stupid. The
emperor had great skill as a tactician in battle, and he'd shown equal
competence as a spy. Even the mortal gods favored Shou. From Shou's very throne
SienMa, the goddess of war, guarded his empire. ChiChu, the trickster god,
traveled at his side. Llesho had serious doubts about Shou the strategist,
however. Only a trickster could love the current plan; Llesho had the
uncomfortable feeling that he was walking around with one of Lady SienMa's
archery targets on his back. The
plan had worked so far, of course. With his songs and hymns Shou had declared
himself a practitioner of the Gansau religion, so no one had seemed
particularly surprised when he accepted the drover's challenge in the sword
dance ritual. Few among the Tashek themselves had the skill to recognize how
expertly Shou had moved from prayer to combat form as he responded to HarloPs
attack. The attack had been no accident, however. No simple drover working for
a minor merchant would have such skills of mortal combat. Harlol had brought
the subtle craft of a warrior and a spy to the contest, and whoever had paid
the young groom to maim or murder Shou must now wonder how the emperor would
react to the attempt on his life. Their
neighbors in the caravan readied their camels for the next stage of the journey
with an equal, though less lethal, curiosity. What would the Guynmer merchant
do next? Shou didn't leave them in doubt very long. With a nod of his head, he
signaled Dognut, his dwarf musician, and began to sing. The lively hymn
recounted the droll tale of the first Gansau Wastrel to bring the sword dance
to the faithful of Guynmer. At the chorus, the wary caravanners joined in as if
the hymn were a drinking song, their worry about a vendetta on the road set
aside. It seemed natural that the party ahead of them should answer with the
long and ribald chant about the exploits of the trickster god. Llesho sang
along when a clash of Dognut's cymbals marked the chorus. By
the time they had reached the end of the tale, with a stolen fig and a Jinn
named Pig in a tree pelting the trickster god with rotten fruit, the camels
were bellowing their mournful counterpoint to the raucous drovers. Even the
Harnishmen had entered into the laughter, though Llesho couldn't tell whether
they joined the spirit of the song or jeered at the foolish Guynmer merchant at
the heart of the singing. The
hundreds of li they traveled had shaken loose the tightly ordered structure of
the caravan, however. Boundaries of ownership and hire bent to loyalties seen
and unseen. Hmishi and Lling ranged up and down the line,
a hundred camels linked nose to tail in gangs that told the numbers of each
merchant's wealth: Shou's twelve, led by the Tashek, Kagar; the Harnishmen's
twenty-five at the rear; fifteen between; and another fifty or so ahead that
belonged to a rich merchant of Thousand Lakes Province. According to Hmishi,
the Harnish-men at the rear rode with one eye ever looking behind them, but
seemed more nervous than scheming. Perhaps they worried that the emperor would
reconsider the mercy he had shown to the merchants who had not participated in
Master Markko's raid on the imperial city, and that he might yet send soldiers
to stop and kill them. Or, perhaps they awaited their own reinforcements before
murdering their fellow caravanners. Hmishi couldn't tell Llesho which was more
likely. Llesho
tried to stay alert, but the regular clang of the caravan bells and cries of
the drovers, the warmth of the sun overhead, the smells of camels and leather,
of spices and incense and horses of the caravan, all lulled him with the joyful
memories of his early childhood. The land reminded him how far he was from
home, however. As the days passed, the water-rich fertility of the Shan
Province gave way to gently rolling downs furred over in tough, gray-green
grasses. "What
do you think of your first caravan journey, young militiaman?" Dognut
asked him from his superior position atop the camel Harlol had named Moonbeam. "I
thought we would be crossing desert," Llesho admitted. "Not
yet. We've come what? Three hundred li? No more, give or take a day. Even when
we reach Durnhag, the seasons will disappoint you. In the winter, when the
rains come, the grasses grow thick and green, and the whole floor of the
Guynmer track is afire with flowers. It's still early in the dry season. As the
days grow longer, however, the water will grow more scarce, until you will find
little enough to sustain a caravan of this size. The grasses will shrink back,
leaving nothing but scattered patches where hidden springs survive the summer
underground. "At
the height of the dry season there is more life than meets the eye. Where there
is water there are living creatures, hiding sensibly in their burrows through
the heat of the day. The farther south we go, however, the shorter the water
season, and the more violent and poisonous the life that survives there. Once
we have passed Durnhag, take a care to your shoes and blankets!" "Will
we pass close to the Gansau Wastes?" Llesho asked, his gaze crossing the
landscape that was not as barren as he had expected it to be. "Not
this trip." Dognut trilled a few notes and, satisfied, put the flute away
with the others in its quiver. "The water has retreated into the depths
and the oases have dried up by now. Even the Tashek will have moved on,"
he said with a sharp sweeping glance that took in the flat land to the east.
"No one will return to the Waste until the monsoons come in the
fall." Llesho's
gaze fixed on Kagar, who was swearing at the lead camel while he dragged at the
creature's head with a thin but strong arm. In summer, the Tashek migrated into
Harnish lands. Some years they fought, but mostly they pretended not to notice
each other. He wondered what they were doing this year, and what it meant to
the Harnishmen traveling in their caravan, the Tashek drovers riding at their
side. Near
nightfall their guide called a halt at a small byway. No more than a well and a
rough corral for the animals, it would serve while they awaited the rise of
Great Moon Lun to go on. As they moved toward hotter, drier country, they would
begin to take their rest by a different set of customs than the towns: in the
heat of the day, and in the deep dark between the setting of the true sun and
the rising of Lun. Since they would be moving on after just a few hours, they
left the tents in their packs, but broke out the cook pots and the blankets. While
the rice for dinner simmered over a low fire, gossips
passed among the parties offering their wares in trade for a cup and a story in
return, or an opinion if the merchant had no tales in stock. It surprised
Llesho that Hartal's attack upon the "Guynmer merchant" had caused
very little concern. Most cup-gossip said that Har-lol had let the bravado of
youth overcome him. In this version, the jovially bombastic Guynmer merchant
had simply turned an inexpert display of the sword dance into a lesson from the
drover's elder and social better. Few in the camp had given a moment of uneasy
sleep to the Tashek grooms and drovers bedding down with their camels. Of
course, the scoffers didn't know the true identity of the merchant in question.
They couldn't move against the Tashek drovers or the Harnishmen they suspected
of hiring the attack without exposing the emperor, however. Llesho was pretty
sure that the senior militiaman in the employ of the Thousand Lakes party
shared his concern. He pretended not to recognize the officer who had kept a
sharp eye on the public room at the Moon and Star, and who always seemed to be
nearby when trouble brewed. He'd bet this one twitched at the feel of Tashek
eyes focused between his shoulder blades, though. "I'm
Captain Bor-ka-mar, released from the emperor's service and hired on, like
yourselves, to provide safe passage for this caravan." The soldier
squatted in front of Hmishi, addressing him as their leader, though he stole
quick glances at Llesho out of the corner of his eye. Lling nudged up against
Llesho's side, her hand on the knife at her belt, but left the next move to her
companions. "Well
met, Captain." Hmishi clasped the captain's arm in friendship, accepting
the charade that took the attention of strangers and enemies away from the
prince traveling among them. In Shou's personal service as a captain of the
Imperial Guard, Llesho guessed, and not released from that service at all, but
he took the man's arm in his turn and waited for Lling to do the same before
Bor-ka-mar explained his presence at their cook fire. "This
plodding pace is making my men lazy," he began. "We need a bit of
exercise to keep us sharp. You three are welcome to join us if you've a mind.
And who knows—you might even learn something." The man's grin revealed
several levels of meaning in the statement. He meant by that not only
hand-to-hand combat training and weapons craft, but the lay of loyalties in the
camp, and the intelligence of Shou's military spies. Llesho
looked to his companions, who were waiting for his decision. "We might at
that." He threw a pat of camel dung into the slow flame of their campfire,
letting his own many meanings sink in. Then
he stood up, leaving the task of cooking a supper to the grooms and Master Den,
who puttered about the camp on errands suitable to his disguise as a lowly
servant. After only two days in his new identity, Llesho was taking the god's
service for granted. He couldn't decide if he committed sacrilege against the
trickster ChiChu or betrayal of his teacher's honored place in his heart.
Master Den would call it spycraft, of course, but it still made Llesho
uncomfortable. Hmishi
and Lling accompanied him with no questions. They took their positions with
unthinking attention to his safety—Lling in front and to his left, with Hmishi
following at his right like an honor guard. "Your
friends are telling your enemies which among you is of value." Bor-ka-mar
slapped Hmishi on the back with a hearty laugh to mask his businesslike
comment. Lling
took his meaning at once and flung an arm around Llesho's waist. Tucking
herself in all along his side, she protected him with her body while giving the
impression that she had more seductive plans on her mind. Hmishi scowled at the
two of them. "Better,"
Bor-ka-mar muttered under cover of a lewd grin. "Though it would have more
effect if you would at least
pretend to enjoy the lady's seduction, Llesho. You look more in need of rescue
than a private place for love-play." Llesho
blushed a deep mahogany right to the roots of his dark hair, but flung his arm
around Lling's shoulders as they walked. He'd have apologies to make later, he
figured. Hmishi knew it was an act, but if things had worked out differently
he'd have meant it enough to make apologies necessary. Captain
Bor-ka-mar led them to a bit of pasture land marked off as a makeshift exercise
yard by half a dozen torches thrust into the red marl soil. Clumps of grass
threatened to trip them up, but real battles seldom took place in an arena with
sawdust underfoot. News of the practice had spread, and a small crowd had
gathered to watch, ready to trade wagers and cheer on their champion of the
moment. Llesho recognized the dress and countenance of several Harnishmen
wandering the edges of the circle of flickering torchlight, but he let them
slip to the back of his mind. At
the center of the exercise yard, two hands of guardsmen tried their hardest to
look less experienced than they were. Their battle-ready postures, so much a
habit that it must have become instinctive long ago, gave them away, at least
to Llesho and his companions, who fell into the same stance as they waited to
begin. He wondered if any of these men had fought in the battles against the
magician, Master Markko, that had deviled his journeying since Pearl Island.
Shou would have his head if he asked; knowing the emperor trusted these men
with all their lives would have to be enough. The
captain separated the cadets and matched each with an older partner. He ignored
the short spear Llesho carried on his back as if someone had warned him not to
draw attention to it. Instead he tapped the sword at Llesho's side and motioned
that he should take up a fighting stance against a battle-scarred veteran who
gave him a wink as he hefted his own sword in a callused hand. Then the workout
began. Bor-ka-mar called out the weapons formations, simple, basic skills that
shook off the worst of the rust but would scarcely compete with a lesson from
Master Jaks or Kaydu. "You
have a good arm, young cadet." Llesho's partner countered his move and
returned a smart follow-through of his own. "And
you, good sir." Gliding around a clump of coarse grass, he pressed the
fight with a quick jab that Master Jaks had taught him. The soldier deflected
the point of his sword with no great skill apparent to the onlookers, but they
both knew what it took to counter that move. Something about the man's style of
fighting reminded Llesho of Madon, the gladiator who had died at the hands of
his allies for the honor of a broken lord. The memory hurt too much to think
about for long, though, and the fight gave him no time for brooding. There was
a message in the pairings, however. Shou's guards assessed the skills of the
young cadets and they, in turn, judged their safety in the hands of the
soldiers they traveled with. These were Shou's picked troops, hidden in plain
sight. That notion would offer more comfort, however, if the emperor hadn't
taken on his own Tashek drover in a one-on-one sword battle. Much good his
guards would do any of them if the emperor got himself killed maintaining his
disguise. When
Captain Bor-ka-mar decided they had had enough, he called a halt to the
exercises. The onlookers dispersed to settle their wagers, leaving the soldiers
to straggle, gossiping, back to their cook fires. Someone had heard that
Harnish camps were massing on the border that divided the Shan Empire from
Harn, they said. Just gossip, but given the source Llesho figured they could
take it as army intelligence. Rest did not come easy after that.
Chapter Eight
ONE day was very like another on
the trail: waking at false dawn to prayer forms and breakfast, slogging
forward, li by slow li, until the caravan broke in the heat of the afternoon to
rest and graze the animals. Then up with Great Moon Lun for weapons practice
while the camp packed up, and on again until the moonlight failed them. Shou
hadn't been the only merchant with musicians in his train, and the players came
together by the light of the cook fires for a song or two before they all
tumbled, exhausted, into their bedrolls. The
caravan had grown more tense since they had passed over the border into Guynm
Province. Gossip and rumor swept through the caravan as regularly as the tides
in Pearl Bay. If Harn wanted to take the capital city, their massing hordes would
have to sweep through Guynm to do it. And the Huang caravan stood directly in
their path. The audience for weapons practice grew as the caravanners sought
reassurance over entertainment. "Mind
on what you're doing, boy!" Bor-ka-mar's commanding voice latched hold of
Llesho's wandering attention and pulled him up sharply to discover his sword
resting at Sento's throat. "Easy
as you go, there." Sento took a wary step back. Shou's
servant never tried to hide his military background and regularly took weapons
practice with the soldiers on private contract. Those who gathered to watch
weren't likely to notice, but he could hold his own against their best, one of
two or three Llesho figured he wasn't likely to kill by accident. Looked like
maybe he'd figured wrong. "My
apologies." Llesho dropped the point of his sword and bowed humbly, trying
to mask his confusion. He'd let his mind drift and his sword arm had carried on
without him, not a matter of skill but of battle experience. Muscle and bone
continued to act long after the mind had grown too numbed and broken to rule
them. "Accepted."
The man discreetly did not inquire where Llesho had picked up such reflexes,
but handed him a water bottle to share along with the most recent intelligence.
"Have you heard the tale told by the Harnish merchants?" he started
in a bland voice that suggested nothing more than gossip. "They say that
the Harn have an ally, a terrible magician who searches for his familiar, a
small boy lost in the desert. Some add that the ground bursts into flame
beneath his feet, others that it means death to look on him." He gave a
shrug, as if not really believing the stories. As Shou's servant, of course, he
knew full well who this unnamed menace was and so his next statement had more meanings
than it seemed. "Whatever
lies behind the stories, it frightens the Harn among us as much as it frightens
their neighbors." So
the Harn among them did not, on the surface, share an allegiance with Master
Markko's followers. "There's always something behind stories like
that," he agreed. Llesho knew it from his dreams, but Sento confirmed that
those followers were still looking for him. "Always,"
Sento warned him before leaving to find his own bivouac. For
Llesho, the stories confirmed what his dreams had told him: Master Markko was
still out there. That the Harn of their caravan feared the magician didn't
neces-
sarily
mean anything. The raiders who had invaded Thebin hadn't needed the magician to
goad them into action; the promise of wealth without effort had been enough. "What
news?" Lling joined him, wiping the sweat of her own mock battle from her
brow. Absently, she swung her sword in lazy circles with one hand while she
reached for the water bottle and drank with the other. When she was done, she
wiped her lips with the back of her wrist and handed the bottle off to Hmishi,
who was still blowing like a bellows from his own practice. "The
Harn at the back of the caravan grumble at their position in line." "So
I hear," Hmishi confirmed when he had drunk his own fill. Strolling
easily through the resting caravan, they weighed how much trust to give
anything the Harn said in the hearing of others. Lling had come to the
conclusion they shared and voiced it: "They have their own reasons to be
where they are. I think Bor-ka-mar expects they will attack before we reach
Guynm." "Are
they working with the Tashek?" Hmishi asked. "That's what I'd like to
know." The
tribesmen out of the Gansau Wastes were scattered throughout the caravan, which
made Llesho wonder if they didn't plan some assault independent of the Harn.
Harlol hadn't given Llesho any reason to trust the Tashek even before he
attacked the emperor. Kagar, who had replaced his injured kinsman in Shou's
service, hadn't pulled a sword on anybody—yet. He did his job with the grim
determination of one who wished himself in other circumstances. "It's
like he had his own plans and Harlol made a mess of them." Llesho
explained the feeling he had about the groom. "Now, he seems to be trying
to work the situation he's stuck with." "I
don't trust him." Hmishi ran a thumb thoughtfully along the edge of his
Thebin blade. "Don't know that I trust that dwarf fellow either." Lling
snickered at him. "You don't trust anyone who rides that close to
Llesho." Hmishi
ducked his head, embarrassed to be that easily read but not at all ashamed of
his devotion to his prince. Lling felt the same way: they would protect him
with their lives, and even their reputations. The
easy camaraderie between his two companions reminded Llesho of the old days in
the pearl beds, but then he'd been part of that bond. Now he was its purpose,
but outside of it. That hurt, but it would hurt his friends more to let them
see the ache in his heart. He left them with an easy joke to find the slit
trench before he gave himself away. Play
some music, please, Dognut! I'm about to fall asleep in my saddle
here." Llesho
adjusted his seat impatiently and pulled the desert veil over his eyes to
filter the dust and the light. The climate had grown hotter and drier the
farther south they traveled. And more boring: no trees, clumps of dusty grass
so sparsely scattered that for a while he'd entertained himself by counting
them. Nothing but brown dirt below a sky pale with dust. Caravan life, he had
discovered, came with all the hardships of a military campaign, but with none
of the basic terror. He didn't miss the fear, but would have welcomed anything,
even Dognut's songs, to occupy his mind. The dwarf was sleeping, however, and
answered Llesho's plea with a gargling snore before settling back into his
cushions. So
wrapped up was he in the complaints he muttered under his breath that he almost
missed the subtle shift in the gait of his horse. But he heard it, the clop of
hooves against stone. "Dognut!
Wake up! We're there!" "What?
What?" The dwarf's head shot up on his fragile neck and he stared all
around him for a minute before subsiding again into his chair. "I thought
we were under attack!" "We've
arrived!" Llesho explained. "Beds and baths and fresh food!"
They had finally reached the outskirts of Durnhag. "Oh.
Well, that's different." The dwarf sat up, observing their surroundings
with sharp interest. Quickly, however, his excitement turned to nose-wrinkling
dismay. Llesho
agreed with the silent judgment. He hadn't envisioned anything as opulent as
the Imperial City of Shan. As the center of trade and governing for Guynm
Province, however, Llesho figured Durnhag would be at least as grand as
Farshore. He'd hoped for something more exotic as befit its place along the
caravan route, but at the least had assumed they'd find a decent inn with good
food and mattresses free of bed ticks. First impressions didn't promise even
that much. A
jumble of mud houses and tin sheds settled drunk-enly against one another on
either side of the road dusted with sand by the wagons that carried trade wares
in and out of the city. As they passed, the inhabitants of the ramshackle
dwellings ran after them, grabbing at their packs, stealing brass lanterns, tin
pots, anything that they could snatch or cut from the pack strapping.
"It's not what I expected," he muttered. "I
think Shou did, though." Dognut looked worried. Before
he could say anything more, a mother swathed in veils that covered her hair
grabbed onto Llesho's stirrup with one hand. With the other she held up a
starving baby for his inspection. "My baby!" Her dark eyes bled her
despair as she cried to him, "Help for my baby!" Llesho
slipped her a copper coin and was instantly besieged by beggars who cried out
in half a dozen languages for food, or money, or milk from the udders of their
camel mares. Street toughs intercepted the mother and stole her coin before she
could escape the crowd. Here
was the point of the story Master Den had told him at the beginning of their
journey. The emperor would never allow something like this in the imperial
city, and he didn't look pleased to find it in Guynmer. Shou grew quieter, more
brooding as they neared Durnhag proper. He scarcely looked up when the camel
drovers, screaming at their beasts and slashing with their camel goads, joined
the soldiers to push back the beggars. "There's
going to be trouble." To emphasize his words, Dognut gave an eerie trill
on a flute not much bigger than his hand. He didn't seem surprised when,
passing a dark and ill-favored inn that marked a divide between the shantytown
and the lowest accommodations the caravansary offered, Shou called a halt and
pulled his party out of the caravan. Llesho wondered what the dwarf knew about
this place that the rest of them didn't. Captain
Bor-ka-mar, forced to break his cover or leave Shou to the protection of three
cadets, gave his emperor a sour glare. Shou offered him no encouragement, but
signaled him to continue with the party his cadre had hired on to protect as a
cover for their real mission. Bor-ka-mar seemed almost on the brink of mutiny,
but the emperor silently turned his back, closing the subject. Out
of Shou's hearing, the captain's vocabulary demonstrated a knowledge of
swearing both wide and deep, in languages rich in obscenity and in others
Llesho would have sworn had no such terms at all. But the soldier followed
orders. He nudged his horse into motion with his knees and followed the caravan
as it moved away from the man that Bor-ka-mar, like all Shan's imperial guard
had sworn on his life to protect. Llesho felt an overwhelming urge to call him
back, but he kept his peace and followed the emperor. Shou had a plan. Again.
Which comforted Llesho not at all. He discovered that his own unsavory
vocabulary had developed depths he didn't know he had. At
the door to the disreputable inn, Master Den aban- doned
them as well. The trickster god gave Adar a little bow in keeping with the role
he played as servant. "If
you'll lend me a guard, I'll check out the stables. We'll bring the travel
packs back with us," he declared in a voice loud enough for the innkeeper
to hear. Harlol hadn't caught up with them yet, but Kagar still warranted
watching. Shou sent Hmishi and together they followed the Tashek groom back out
into the dust. Desperate
to understand Shou's reckless action, Adar looked to Llesho for an explanation
or an argument that they continue with the rest of the caravan to the city.
Llesho didn't have one either; he shrugged, and entered the inn after Shou. Inside
the thick mud walls, the inn was dirty but surprisingly cool. A small fire
burned in the huge hearth at one end of the rough-timbered dining hall, with a
teakettle hanging over it by a metal arm. A tripod next to the kettle held a
cauldron that bubbled like a potion and released odors almost as foul. Llesho
hoped some medicine was cooking, but he had a bad feeling it was dinner. Not
surprisingly, the room was nearly empty, so there were more than enough benches
for their company to sit together at one of the long plank tables. Shou led
them to a place in a corner, with a wall at his back and a window to the side.
They could watch the street as well as the innkeeper from here. He nudged
Llesho in first, and drew Lling after himself, lounging back against the wall
while Adar helped Carina to a seat facing them and Dognut settled his bag of
flutes at his feet. A
barkeep with no belly to speak of wiped his hands on a dingy gray rag and
approached their table with the rag slung over his arm. Close-up, they could
see that the corners of his mouth turned down almost to his chin in an
expression that appeared sour by habit. "What
can I get for you, sir?" He addressed Shou with a quick knowing scan. He
didn't need to recognize Shou to know what a modestly dressed Guynmer merchant
would want with his establishment. The
emperor set a worn purse on the table. "Whatever you are serving this
evening, for myself and my companions." The
barkeep barely stifled a sneer at the thinness of the purse, but motioned to a
sooty young girl at the hearth to bring plates for the customers. Llesho had
hoped against good sense that a real kitchen with roasting fowl and fresh bread
hid behind the door in the rear. They would never find out with the purse Shou
had offered, however. While the girl was dishing lumpy gray goo from the pot
over the fire, the barkeep turned his attention back to his customers. "We'll
be staying the night," Shou said, "If you can meet our needs. "I
think we can manage that," the barkeep said with a smirk. "We have
one room to let upstairs. The bed is sturdy and large enough to accommodate the
gentleman and his pleasures, male or female." Llesho
doubted that the inn had anyone else staying the night. What money the beds
brought in came from hourly rates, and he didn't even want to think about the
condition of the blankets in a place like this. With
a glance up at the railing that ran the length of the gallery, the barkeep
continued. "Our boy is so skilled that poets have written odes to his
name, and our girl is a true find, hardly used at all. Was a servant in the
great house in the city, so her manners are city-bred. Got herself turned away
for refusing to do for free what she asks good coin for here on the paying side
of the city towers. The governor's loss is your gain, good sir." A
servant in the governor's palace. That went a good way to explaining why they
had stopped in this place. Llesho'd had enough experience with Shou's spies so
that the realization never reached his face. When he followed the direction of
the barkeep's gaze, however, he couldn't take his eyes away. A man and a woman
well past the bloom of youth advertised by the barkeep perched on the railing.
Except for the open robes thrown carelessly over their shoulders and the tall
wooden shoes with high, thick heels on their feet, they were both naked. Llesho
had seen naked women working in the pearl beds—had seen Lling that way most of
the days of their lives. Modesty had prevented him from thinking of them as
anything but workmates, but this was completely different. The woman noticed
that he was looking and nudged her partner in the ribs, sharing a joke at his
expense. Holding his gaze, she opened her robe further and circled her hips in
a lewd dance. Llesho felt the heat of her body in spite of the distance between
them. He blushed. With a grin and a wink, her male companion leaned over and
licked her belly, then blew him a kiss. "For
a modest fee, your help can sleep here on the floor once the tap patrons have
gone home." . Tearing
his eyes away with an effort, Llesho found the innkeeper looking speculatively
from Shou to Carina. Adar wrapped an arm protectively around her shoulder, and
the man moved on to the three young Thebins in their cadet uniforms. He smirked
before adding, "Though perhaps the gentleman prefers the young ones warm
his bed." The
emperor played the part of his disguise. With a careless shrug, he flicked a
glance over the pleasures displayed above them on the gallery. "Send both
your people to me after our supper. Perhaps they can teach my pets a trick or
two." So,
not just the woman, but the man as well were the emperor's spies. The barkeep
seemed unaware of what covert negotiations he might be transacting, or with
whom, but called the girl from the fire. "My
girl will air the room, good sir." "Good.
We'll want to retire early." For emphasis, Shou ran the tip of his thumb
down the side of Llesho's face. They'd played this masquerade before, but this
time Llesho felt a less accommodating reaction was called for. He shuddered,
pulling his head away with just a touch of fear in his eyes. "Good
boy." The emperor smiled indulgently at Llesho. He approved the way Llesho
had played the part. The
innkeeper said nothing at this exchange. Guynm Province kept to a strict
religious code, but the poverty on the outskirts of the caravansary and this
inn on the edges of the city proved that Durnhag had come to terms with its own
corruption by moving it out of sight. He understood his patron's vices now, or
so he believed. Adar
hadn't known the emperor very long, however, and didn't share the innkeeper's
worldliness. He neither accepted nor trusted this disguise. Shoulders pulled
back, his spine snapped to rigid attention, but he kept silent. Protective
instinct warred with the caution any slave learned in order to survive. He
wasn't a slave now, though, and Llesho held his breath, afraid that his brother
would take no more from the emperor or the trickster god himself if it came to
Llesho's safety. Adar had always been sensitive to the mood around him,
however, and Llesho's tension seemed, paradoxically, to calm his brother. Or to
put him on his guard, as Llesho wanted him to be. Shou
answered the healer's indignation, and his protective arm around Carina, with
sophisticated boredom belying his modest Guynmer costume but not surprising the
innkeeper, who had seen the same many times before. "I'm not a greedy
host. You can have her if you want her. "I
ask only for your services as a healer to return my property to good working
order when I am done with them," Shou added. "It's sometimes
difficult not to break one's playthings." Memory
of his battlefield dead passed behind Shou's lidded gaze, and Llesho thought
that some truths were worse than the masquerade. Dognut, however, seized the
moment of Adar's stunned silence to rest a small hand on Lling's breast. He
waggled his eyebrows and leered at her. "Pretty soldier. Want to see
Dognut's blade?" Lling
gave him an icy smile and drew the long Thebin knife
from the sheath at her hip. "Would you like to compare?" she asked,
all teeth. When she wiped a speck of blood from the blade on a corner of his
blouse, Dog-nut removed his hand. When Lling's knife disappeared into its
sheath, the innkeeper gave the dwarf a wink. Llesho
still worried about Adar. When it came to his youngest brother, the
healer-prince didn't trust Shou and might ruin whatever plan the emperor was
hatching with a misguided attempt at a rescue. But slowly, soundlessly, Adar
brought his reactions under control. Maybe he'd figured out there was more
going on than he understood, or maybe he was biding his time. For the moment,
at least, disaster was averted. Shou beamed at the healer as if he had
performed a trick his master had despaired of teaching him. Llesho closed his
eyes in silent prayer that the two men would not come to blows before they had
deposited the emperor at the palace of the governor. "Now
that we have settled the arrangements, I am in the market for
information." Shou turned his attention to the innkeeper. He'd get a
complete report from his spies soon, but never gave up the opportunity to sound
out the locals on conditions under their daily view. "What
did you want to know?" The innkeeper gave a doubtful look at the purse on
the table. Shou
shrugged in the vague way of one who preferred not to speak his business aloud
and emptied the purse onto the table. The innkeeper's eyes widened at the coins
that spilled out. Small, but purest gold, the coins were worth ten times the
man's earlier estimation and went far toward calming his suspicious nature. "Strangers
coming by in the past fortnight or so?" Shou prodded. "Besides
yourselves?" The innkeeper counted the value of secrets in the gold coins
on the table and substituted another question. "Such as?" "Dangers
to a merchant on the road again with the sun?" Shou gave a wave of the
hand, as if it went without saying, but the coin between his fingers ended up
in the palm of the innkeeper. "Too
many Harn." He growled out the name as if he would hawk it up out of his
throat. "And the Tashek have been sneaking around, looking over their
shoulders at every creak of a floorboard." "Trouble
brewing." Shou didn't quite ask. The
innkeeper took a deep breath and reached back to rub at a tight spot at the
base of his skull. "I reckon so," he admitted, and bit into the small
gold coin to test its purity. Purer than the man could imagine, Llesho
suspected, and straight from the stamping yards of the emperor who sat in
disguise in his very inn. "Safest
to keep your head down and stay clear. There's going to be action between 'em,
I'm betting, what with the dry season come on early, and Harn on the
move." The innkeeper stepped away with a second coin and a nervous
backward glance. Llesho found he had lost his appetite—just as well it wasn't a
roasted fowl in front of him. Stretching
out with a catlike sprawl, Shou draped one arm across Llesho's shoulders and
the other around Lling. "Jung An is a servant of her ladyship," he
muttered into Llesho's ear with a tilt of his head to signal the woman, who
moved back into the shadows of the gallery. Llesho
had figured the spy part on his own and wasn't surprised to find the hand of
the mortal goddess of war stirring this pot. "Was it Lady SienMa's idea to
send Bor-ka-mar away with his men and meet with your spies alone in this den of
thieves?" he asked, keeping his words low so that their import didn't pass
beyond their table. The resistance in his tone carried anyway. Shou
got him by the hair and shook him, a warning both real and acted out for their
small but avid audience. "And how much attention would a squad of veteran
troopers draw in a house like this one? Learn a lesson. It's safer to play a
small man with large vices than a powerful man on a mission." He let go
with a final shake and a reassurance given like a threat: "When I've taken
Jung An's report, we can get out of here." "If
we haven't run out of time already." Hmishi
and Master Den should have joined them by now; the hairs on the back of
Llesho's neck were standing up like the gods were passing at his back. Trouble. Shou
was dragging him from the bench, however, and didn't seem to hear. "We'll
have that room now, and—" The
front door opened. They had time only to register the voice, "I heard
there were Thebins—" "Balar!"
Adar rose from his place at the table, a broad grin on his face and fell on the
newcomer with a crushing embrace that nearly cracked the three-stringed lute
Balar carried on his back. They
had no more time for greetings. A shout from a table at the rear alerted them
seconds before Harnish-men came pouring in through the back door. At the same
time, raiders burst through the front. More had entered through the upstairs
windows and they now joined the attack, rushing down the stairs and leaping
from the gallery. Her ladyship's spies had disappeared from the railing, but
blood dripped to the hall below giving evidence of their fate. Llesho drew his
sword and fended off his attackers, trying to make his way to his brothers who
stood unarmed at the center of the swirling battle. Balar
swung his three-stringed lute about him like a stave, sweeping the legs out
from under a Harnish raider but breaking the neck of the instrument. He dropped
the pieces and fell into a fighting stance that Llesho recognized. Master Den
had taught him the same moves in Lord Chin-shi's gladiatorial compound, a
lifetime ago it seemed. Master Jaks had shown him that he'd already known some
of it from early childhood, but Balar, for all his gentleness, brought the
grace of the dancer to the deadliness of one who had trained long in the Way of
the Goddess. The
battle closed in around him then; Llesho lost sight of his brothers, lost count
of his attackers, knew only the rise and fall of his weapons. He felt unstuck
in time, fighting for his life in the Palace of the Sun while he did the same,
again, on the road from Farshore, and again, in the market square of the
imperial city. Fighting with all his skill, he found the place inside where
action replaced thought and move followed move like instinct. He would not die,
would not be taken prisoner in some grimy inn. But the Harnish raiders kept
coming. He
was scarcely aware of the strange wailing cry that had joined the din around
him, but he felt the strike of a hilt against the back of his head, and he was
falling, falling, into a black pit that closed over his head like Pearl Bay.
PART TWO
Chapter nine
flMISHI was screaming. From the raw
sound of it, like sand caught in a mill wheel, he'd been at it for a long time.
Llesho's head beat with each cry as if it were going to split his skull open. "Lling?"
he whispered, but even that slight movement jolted a searing stab of pain
through his head—just a dream, except that it felt real. Somewhere, Hmishi was
being tortured, and it was his fault, because he'd gotten away. But how? And
where was he? He blinked a moment to clear his vision and wished he hadn't—the
ground was surging like a restless ocean. "Are
you awake, Llesho?" Dognut's voice called from above his butt and Llesho
realized that he was the one moving, not the ground, and that Shou's dwarf
musician was the traitor among them. Someone—it
had to be an accomplice, because the dwarf couldn't have managed it on his
own—had trussed him up and slung him over the back of a camel. He had his
backside in the air, his face pressed into the flank of the animal, and a pair
of elbows digging into his kidneys. When he tried to right himself, he
discovered that his captors had tied his arms and legs to the pack strapping
that wrapped under the animal's belly. When he opened his eyes, he saw camel.
When he took a breath, he smelled camel. Which would have been bad enough
without the camel bouncing him like a juggling ball. Running.
The camel was running. He'd seen camel races a few times as a child; he'd
wanted to go right out and try it himself. Khri, his bodyguard, had put an end
to his aspirations with a firm hand on the back of Llesho's court coat. His
plans back then hadn't included traveling like a bedroll, but he wondered why
camels moving at high speed had ever seemed like a good idea. This one was
making him very, very sick, and he groaned before he could stifle the sound. "He's
awake!" The elbows shifted from his back and presently Llesho heard the
sound of a reed flute, trills and whistles only, since it was impossible to
play anything recognizable on a camel at full gallop. Llesho
pretended to be asleep while he tried to figure out where he was and who had
taken him, and why. Dognut was having nothing of the pantomime, however. "The
question was a courtesy," he said, smacking Llesho soundly on the butt
with the flute. "I know you're awake in there." He
stirred, wriggled, but there was no way of getting comfortable. "Where's
Hmishi? What are you doing to him?" Pointless to ask. He knew it had been
a dream, but maybe they were in the same camp, or part of the same force. He
could tell them what they wanted to know and they would leave Hmishi alone. "The
boy isn't here. What do you remember?" A
fight. Someone hitting him on the head. If Hmishi wasn't here, where was he? If
Dognut had known the answers, he wouldn't be asking questions. Llesho
didn't know anything, except, "I'm going to vomit." Fortunately,
Dognut was pulling on the reins of the beast they rode, and calling in Tashek
to someone over his shoulder. So, the dwarf was in league with— A
drover leaned over and grabbed the bridle of the skittish camel, bringing the
beast to a halt. Llesho turned his head enough to see— "So
you found us after all. Traitor!" Harlol
glared back at him, and they both tensed for action, though Llesho was in no
position to move, let alone attack. "Don't." Goddess,
what was he going to do now? That was his brother Balar's voice snapping at him
from somewhere out of sight behind his right ear. Llesho didn't want to believe
his own brother had sold him into captivity, but it was hard to ignore the fact
that he was trussed up like a pig for the fire pit. "How
much did the magician pay you?" "Nobody
paid me anything." Balar shook his head and stooped low to cut the strap
that looped under the camel's belly, securing Llesho's tied ankles to his bound
wrists. "Right.
That's why I'm hanging upside down from a camel with my head ready to
explode." Llesho wasn't surprised when his brother let him slide off in a
heap. Traitor or not, Balar was really angry. Hands
planted on hips, his brother watched him pick his face up out of the sand-
-definitely sand. Where were they, anyway? Llesho rolled over, which gave his
brother some signal to go into full rant mode. "A
full complement of imperial militia traveled on private contracts with that
caravan. If your damned Guyn-mer merchant had gone on with the rest, you would
have been perfectly safe. We'd have had our happy homecoming at a decent inn,
played a few songs, and we could have gotten you away from there before the
Harn knew what we were doing. But he didn't. The fool left himself fully
exposed in the most disreputable fringes of the city." Shou
wasn't, generally, a fool and you couldn't figure his motives based on his
disguises. Their stop on the outskirts of Durnhag was about trouble in the city
and her ladyship's spies, not about saving a few tael on lodgings, though the
emperor wasn't here to support his claim. Neither was Adar or Hmishi or Lling, or
Master Den. He had no intention of telling the brother who had kidnapped him
any of that, however, which left him to listen as Balar lost his temper. "The
Uulgar had spies among the Harn in the caravan, of course, and they were
looking for you." "Who
are the Uulgar?" "The
Harnishmen from the South. Your caravan had a group of Tinglut, Eastern clans.
Not friends of the empire, but not under the magician's thumb either. The
Uulgar, however, have a general order to take Thebin males of your age and let
the magician sort you out." "Is
that where we are going now? To Master Markko?" "Don't
be more of an ass than you can help." Balar glared at him, as if Llesho
were somehow responsible for the position he found himself in. Llesho glared
right back. "Fortunately
for you, little brother, the Tashek have spies as well. Kagar got word to
Harlol that you had stopped at that damned cesspit of an inn, and what was
supposed to be a warm family reunion turned into a mad attempt at a rescue. "We
had to get you out of Durnhag, but you were fighting like a demon. Kagar tried
to attract your attention and when that didn't work, ... he ... hit you over
the head." Now
that he could actually see around him, Llesho noticed the Tashek groom lurking
on the far side of the camel. "He
panicked," Balar continued, "hit you too hard, and maybe cracked your
skull. It was the best we could manage under the circumstances. If the Harn
hadn't divided their efforts between you and the other boy, we wouldn't have
had a chance at a rescue." If
that was the truth, it didn't bode well for Hmishi. As bad as it was to be the
object of Markko's search, how much worse to face his wrath as the wrong
hostage? The memory of his friend screaming sent a fine tremor shivering
through Llesho's body. Just a dream. But he knew it was more than that. "By
the time we pulled you out of there," Balar finished, "you were in no
condition to ride, so we did the best we could." Llesho
cocked an eye at Dognut, who rode at his ease on a secure chair on the camel's
back rather than tied down like a saddle pack. "It
seemed the easiest way to haul an unconscious body," the dwarf explained. If
Balar was lying, well, he wouldn't be the first prince in history to sell out
his birthright, though from the look of him he'd made a poor bargain of it.
Llesho probed for the lump on his head with his bound hands, winced when he
found it. "I'm
not unconscious now," Llesho argued. "But I'm still tied up." Balar
had the grace to look embarrassed. Then he pulled his Thebin knife—a weapon
which, Master Den had once told Llesho, a Thebin royal drew only to kill. So.
Treason and murder it was. Llesho waited until his brother leaned over, blade
poised, and then he kicked with all his might. "Oof!"
Balar didn't fly through the air as he should have, had Llesho been in better
shape, but he did drop to his backside in the dust. And the kick knocked the
knife out of his hand. Since his legs were still tied together, Llesho was no
closer to escape, but it felt good to strike a blow in his own defense. Or it
did until Kagar flung himself belly first over Llesho's legs and Harlol ground
his shoulders into the sand beneath him. He gave up the struggle then. If he
were going to be skewered, at least it wouldn't be on his brother's knife. "I
wish I had a stylus and paper." From his perch on top of the camel's pack,
Dognut peered down at him with an avid grin. "I feel a comical song coming
on." "Traitor!"
Llesho struggled to escape his captors. Common
words, like "betrayal," covered the actions of the Tashek drovers and
Shou's double-crossing musician. His brother's actions went so much deeper that
it almost didn't matter what they did to him next. Balar had already done the
worst there was. Brushing
the dust from his robes, Balar cast about for his knife, but he put it away
without making any further threats with it. Well out of Llesho's reach, he
dropped into a Tashek squat, his elbows on his knees with his hands hanging
loosely between them. "No
one is going to hurt you, Llesho." Llesho
snorted in disbelief. They'd already cracked his head or he would be giving
them a decent fight, and his brother had just come after him with a knife. Balar
read the look he cast at the sheath on his belt. "I don't know what
they've told you, but it's not magic. It's just a knife. I'm careful in a
sparring match, but it cuts my beard—or a knot—just fine." He
knew that, and it reassured him more than it should have, that truth from his
brother. Balar
gave him a lopsided smile. "You were in a battle fugue, fighting like a
madman—or a god—" They
both understood the irony of that statement. All of the princes of Thebin
shared in the divinity of the royal family. But as seventh son of the king,
himself the seventh son of his own father-king, Llesho was, to his people, a
god indeed. "I'm
sorry we had to hit you, but I can't apologize that you're here, with us, and
not on your way to Harn." Balar drew in a deep breath and visibly calmed
himself. "Let
him go." He reached out then, rested a hand on Llesho's knee, and gave a
nod as a signal. "Kagar is going to cut your legs free so that we can get
you on your horse." Kagar
drew his knife and slashed through the leather strap that held Llesho's ankles
together. Oh. Not murder, then. Llesho had the humility to blush as his brother
grabbed him by the collar and dragged him to his feet. At least, Llesho
supposed he was standing. He couldn't feel anything below his knees and his
legs bent under him like young bamboo. The two Tashek took his weight at
shoulder and knee, and between them, they flipped him into his saddle. "Harlol
will tie you onto your saddle for your own protection," Balar explained in
low tones that were meant to be soothing, but just made Llesho angrier.
"Tomorrow, or the next day, when your head is a little clearer, you can
ride without restraints. Until I'm sure you can manage without landing in the
dirt, we'll do it baby-style." Llesho
remembered that reassuring smile, almost remembered the words. No more than a
year or so old, he'd ridden his first pony strapped into a training saddle,
much as he did today. But he knew treachery when he saw it. Harlol, the man who
tied him onto his horse, had attacked the emperor's person, might have killed
Shou if he'd been a better fighter. Where was Shou now? Or Master Den, for that
matter, or— "Where's
Adar?" Balar
didn't answer right away. He mounted his own horse, staring out into the desert
as if he could see something Llesho couldn't, which was likely given his gifts.
"Adar will be all right. He was fully grown when the Harn attacked Kungol,
and he didn't make the Long March." Guilt stirred in eyes grown damp with
some old regret when Balar looked back at Llesho. "He'll
survive until we free him. You." He shook his head, unable, for a moment,
to continue. Then he seemed to gather himself together for a last effort. "The
dream readers were not all agreed that you would survive the Harn again. They
were afraid that you would throw your life away, fighting past hope until the
raiders killed you. And that couldn't happen." They
were using the high court dialect of Kungol to keep their conversation private,
and it took Llesho a mo- THE
PRIHCE OF DREAHIS ment to process the meaning out of the old, almost forgotten
words. When he did, he gave his brother an icy glare. "I'm not that
fragile." Or hadn't been, until Kagar had whacked him over the head. He
was still unsteady from the blow, which made him sound less than convincing
even to himself, but he wasn't about to let Balar treat him like a child.
"The Harn took them, didn't they?" Balar
wouldn't even look at him, and Llesho remembered the sound of Hmishi screaming
in his dream. "Are
we following them?" Pressure at his back told him no, but he waited for
his brother to answer him. "We have to get them back." "We
are taking you to Ahkenbad. The dream readers will decide what to do
next." "Not
good enough." Llesho wheeled his horse around, though weaponless and bound
he could do nothing but make his brother chase him. "Master Markko will
kill Hmishi out of spite, just for not being me. And you don't know what he
will do to someone like Adar." Markko would take him apart, dissect him
looking for the organ where the healer's gifts might reside. Llesho didn't say
anything about Shou. Only the truth might move his brother to action there, and
he still didn't know if Balar was his betrayer or the savior he claimed to be. "We'll
find Adar." Balar looked away, but not before Llesho saw the guilt
fleetingly cross his face. "What
have you done?" he asked, determined to know the worst. His hands were
still bound in front of him, his reins held on his right by his brother on
horseback, and on his left by Harlol on foot. Kagar had taken his place on the
camel, at ease on a pad of cloth folded into a seat in front of Dognut, who
perched atop the creature's hump. Like the others, he furtively turned away
when Llesho looked to him for answers. Dognut answered his question with a
little dirge he played on his flute, but no one appreciated the humor. The
mournful tune faded away into an uncomfortable trail of random notes, and the
dwarf found something fascinating about the fingering of his instrument to
study. "Balar!
Look at me!" The
musician prince gave a guilty start, but composed his features and faced his
brother. "What do you want to know?" "Why
are you dragging me across this goddess-abandoned waste if this is not the
direction they have taken Adar? And don't start babbling to me about dreamers
and mystics. I've had my fill of the lot of them and I won't sacrifice the
brother I have only just recovered to chase after some old hermit with a
crystal ball." "A
powerful magician is looking for you—" "Master
Markko, I know. We have danced this dance many times. What of him?" "Do
you know why he wants you?" "He
thinks I have powers. I don't. So he's in for a disappointment either way it
goes." "You
do, actually." Balar gave him a cool, appraising look. Llesho
smirked annoyingly at him, daring his brother to find any magic about him. When
the dreams flitted through his mind, he banished them, refusing to believe they
were anything more than a bad mix of anxiety and old memories rising out of his
sleeping mind. "I
don't see it either." Balar shrugged. "But the dream readers swear it
is true. This magician, they believe, will offer to free Adar if you set
yourself in his place. He may include others of your companions in the trade if
he must. They felt certain that you would exchange yourself for Adar, possibly
for this Shou, definitely for the old servant who travels with Adar. To prevent
your foolhardy sacrifice, I will take you to the dreaming place, bound if I
must. When you are safely stowed, the dream readers will decide what to do
about Adar." "I'm
not going to leave my brother's life to the visions of a stranger. He doesn't
have time for that." /tfliS
Harlol might have objected, and Llesho belatedly remembered that the drover
practiced the religion of dreamers and Wastrels. Balar spoke up first, however,
his eyes pleading, his expression ashamed. "I'm
not a soldier, Llesho. I know the forms; all the princes learned the Way of the
Goddess, but I never used them to hurt a man until I had to pull you out of
that inn. I just can't do what you expect of me." Grumbling,
Llesho gave in. He couldn't do much either, with his head swimming this way.
Balar didn't have much to say after that, which left a lot of time with nothing
to do but think. "Adar
is a healer. Balar centers the universe. Lluka sees the past and the
future." He'd said those words to Kaydu, explaining his painfully failed
vigil at the start of his quest. Six of his brother-princes before him had
spent the night of their sixteenth summer waiting for the Great Goddess to show
herself. Three of his brothers she had rejected, leaving each to his life of
lesser gifts and no great destiny. Three she had found worthy: Adar and Balar
and Lluka she had showered with gifts of the spirit, but none of them had been
a soldier. Llesho
had ended his vigil with more destiny than he could handle, and no gifts to
help him. Out of the blur of memories, his aching brain latched onto one
unquestioned truth, however: Balar centers the universe. Was that what
this trek across the desert was about? And, if so, why? He already had more
quests than he could handle. The universe was just a bit more than he felt
ready to take on for a Tashek hermit's dream. On
the other hand—which was still tied to the first, he balefully reminded
himself—Master Den had said he needed a Tashek dream reader and here he was,
suddenly off to see one. He'd never explained what the dream readers were, or
why they might be important, but Balar, who centered the universe, seemed to
think they were important, too. "Who
are these dream readers anyway, and what do they have to do with me?" Balar
gave him a sideways glance, not trusting this reasonable conversation. "The
dream readers are the holy seers of the Tashek people. In their dreams, they
move freely between the world of their people's dreams, where time and distance
run differently, and the waking world. When they awake, they bring the
knowledge of their dream travels into the day, to guide the Tashek people.
Lately, though, dreams about a young Thebin prince have spread throughout the
camp, and with them the Great Goddess has sent a compulsion, to find the
prince, her husband. "You
have to understand, they do not worship the Great Goddess here, and the
intrusion of a strange deity into the dreams of the Tashek mystics has upset
them greatly. I don't understand all of it, but it has something to do with her
gardener, the Jinn." "Pig.
I know. Your dream readers are not the only people currently plagued by visions
of talking pigs." Balar
nodded as if Llesho had just confirmed a suspicion he hadn't yet spoken aloud.
"The Dinha has seen this magician, Markko you say his name is, searching
for the gardener of heaven. But in the dream, the gardener he seeks is not Pig,
the Jinn, but a great black pearl on a silver chain around the throat of that
prince." Llesho
didn't know what a Dinha was, but raised his bound hands and looped a finger
over the neck of his tunic, tugging the fabric out of the way to expose his
throat. "No silver chain," he pointed out, though he knew the chain
his brother spoke of, had seen it in his own dream. "No
chain," Balar agreed, "but three black pearls." They
had searched him while he was unconscious, which he should have expected. That
he still had the pearls on their cord around his neck surprised him. Llesho
shrugged in mock indifference. "I'm collecting them. It's part of the
quest.' Lleck's ghost gave me the first one when he sent me to find my
brothers. He stole it from the dragon queen who lives in Pearl Bay with her
children, which turned out all right. She would have given it to me herself,
she said, if I didn't already have it. Lady SienMa, mortal goddess of war, gave
me the second." He
did not mention the other gifts he had received from the mortal goddess; he
wondered if he had lost those relics of his past self in his brother's
harebrained kidnapping. "The third I received from the healer Mara,
beloved of the Golden River Dragon, and aspirant to the position of eighth
mortal god. And mother to Lady Carina, apprentice to our brother, Adar." He
did not need to tell his brother the consequences of leaving Carina in the
hands of the Harn. Balar had grown quite pale. "I'm
supposed to find them all—the pearls, not the gods—but no one bothered to tell
me how many there are. I've collected three brothers as well, but I'm not as
good at keeping my hands on the Thebin princes as on the pearls." "You
travel with such creatures and receive gifts of the mortal gods, and still
insist you have no magical gifts?" Balar demanded, wary in his turn.
"I think, perhaps, you do not listen to your own tale. But I am one
brother, and Adar is a second. Who is the third?" They
were Balar's brothers, too. Llesho didn't see any reason not to answer.
"Shokar has a farm in Shan. He was raising crops when I found him, but
when I left, he had changed his agronomy to soldiers, and now raises troops." "Make
that four, then." It
was Llesho's turn to show both his pleasure and his surprise. "Who?" "Lluka
awaits our return among the dream readers of Ahkenbad." Lluka
was the third husband of the goddess, and had received the gift of knowing the
past and the future, so he probably fit right in with the Tashek mystics.
Llesho wasn't certain he was ready to hear about his future, though, even if it
did insist on cropping up in his dreams. Especially since that future seemed to
be taking him into the Gansau Wastes. Even the desert-hardened Tashek had fled
into the Harnlands to survive the dry months. Or so Dognut had said. Dognut, of
course, had lied about many things. Balar
seemed to read the doubt in his face, though he had no way of knowing the
cause. "The Holy Well of Ahkenbad is no myth." "Holy
Well?" "It
is the most sacred place in all the Gansau Waste," Balar explained,
"and whether the water flows because the Tashek dream it so, or the dream
readers dream because the water flows, even the dream readers cannot say. You
can ask Lluka about it when you see him." A
holy well in the desert. No wonder the people of Ahkenbad had strange dreams.
Master Markko could probably tell them exactly what poison had seeped into the
water from the surrounding soil to give them their visions. Then he'd torture
them to death studying its effects. "I'd
rather know where my pack is," Llesho replied tartly. "I need my
weapons. Kagar and Harlol might as well be riding backward for all the
attention they are paying to the road ahead. The raiders won't be happy that
you stole their prize, however wrongheaded they are to put so great a value on
my hide. I don't give much for my chances if I'm unarmed and tied to my saddle
when they catch up to us." "We
brought your pack." Balar gave him a penetrating look. "The spear you
carry in it burns me when I touch it. Kagar suffers no such rejection and has
taken your possessions in safekeeping." His
jade cup, his spear. He found himself growing suspicious and defensive when
they were out of his control. "I want to check my property." "The
Tashek wouldn't steal from you, Llesho; they think
you are their personal savior. I couldn't even if I wanted to, so whatever you
have in there is safe. But if I return your weapons, will you give me your word
as a prince and brother not to run?" The
sun rained hammer blows on Llesho's head in spite of the covering someone had
flung over his brow for the desert crossing. He looked out through the
protective mesh, stained now to the dun color of the sand, into the
sand-clouded sky. "Have
we been on this trek minutes or days while I slept on my belly over Shou's
stolen camel?" Laughing bitterly, he surrendered, biding his time.
"Is there any direction to run in this hell that doesn't end with me dead
of thirst?" Water, he dreamed, in a jade cup green as the sea. Balar
gave an uneasy look behind him; Llesho felt the pursuit as well, like heat
pressing against his back. Har-nish raiders of the Uulgar clans thundered at
their heels, goaded into the desert by the devouring hatred of the magician. "If
it comes to that, kill me," Llesho said. He wouldn't be a prisoner of the
Harn or the subject of Markko's experiments again. "If
it comes to that, I won't. So don't let it come to that." Balar gave a
sharp whistle between his teeth, and Kagar trotted up beside them. "Give
him his sword and his knife. Hold onto the bow and arrows, and especially the
short spear. Lluka will want to look at them." "You
are speaking of the gifts of the Lady SienMa," Llesho warned his brother.
"She will not take kindly to their theft." "Theft
again, Llesho? Is that what you think of your brothers?" Balar's stare
burned his skin more surely than the sun, but finally he gave a fractional lift
of his shoulder. He reached over with his knife and cut the bonds that tied
Llesho's wrists to his saddle. "Return these gifts, then. We don't want to
anger the goddess of war." Kagar
reached behind him and unlashed the pack resting on his horse's haunches. He
took out the sword, the knife, and handed them over. Attaching them to his
belt, Llesho held out his hand for the short bow which he strung and tested
before sliding it into the saddle-scabbard behind his right leg. The quiver of
arrows with her Ladyship's own fletching he settled across his back. When Kagar
drew out the short spear, Llesho shivered, suddenly cold in spite of the sun.
Pain cut deeply into his breast, shadow-memory of past deaths, but he refused
to give the weapon power over his present. "Give
it to me," he commanded softly Moving like a sleepwalker, Kagar held out
the spear. "The cup is safe, Holy One," the Tashek groom offered in a
high, light whisper. Llesho
took the spear with a nod to accept both the assurance and the weapon. The
groom trembled, wide-eyed with terror, but his hands were unhurt. Adar had
blistered when he'd held the spear; Llesho didn't know how, but the weapon must
be able to recognize the blood of a Thebin prince, and would accept only the
chosen one. "You
travel with wonders about you, Llesho." Dognut the dwarf gestured at the
spear with a twist of distaste around his mouth. "And they don't like you
very much." The
dwarfs comments murdered any hope Llesho had that the connection he felt to the
spear came from his own imagination. Kagar had felt it, but only when he
touched it. Dognut hadn't needed the contact to be affected by it. Llesho
resolved to pay closer attention to the dwarf. Balar
watched him expressionlessly, waiting for an answer that Llesho didn't
understand himself. He said nothing, but nudged his horse into motion.
"How long until we reach this holy well?" "Too
long," Balar admitted, and urged them to a faster pace. Chapter
Ten
W ITH the sun on their backs like
the ever-present fear of pursuit, they pressed deep into the Gansau Wastes.
Maybe the blow to his head had done more damage than he'd realized, or the
spear whispering at his back had driven him mad. It seemed to Llesho that the
desert itself, growing more impossibly bleak with each passing day, had bled
his thoughts dry, leaving nothing but the dreams growing steadily more powerful
that plagued his sleep: Hmishi screamed as though his captors had torn out his
liver for the birds while Lling, pale and dreadful, looked on and Shou rattled
his chains in helpless rage. Habiba followed on a great white horse, with an
eagle perched on his pommel, but even his subtle powers could not show him the
way. Master Markko appeared in none of these visions, but his presence filled
them like a poisonous vapor. Llesho
grew to dread any rest. When he refused to sleep, however, the twilight
dreamscape spilled into his waking mind like a hallucination, and he felt the
anger and terror of the Harn in his own heart. Images assailed him, and he knew
that the Harnish raider whose mind leaked into his both loathed and feared the
magician whose will drove them from a distance. For the power of his clan,
however, and in dread that Master Markko would kill them all if they failed,
the man followed his chieftain deep into the desert. The Harnishman feared the
Wastes as well, for the myths that Hmishi had talked about—the Wastrels, and
the dream readers and the spirits that walked the deep desert. Equally he
dreaded that they had lost their way in the parched wastelands. When they ran
out of water, the sun would bake the flesh from their bones while their brains
boiled in their skulls. The
raider's thoughts were so like his own that the distinction between them
blurred. Llesho felt the pressing fury of the pursuer, only dimly aware that he
was the focus of that rage. The Harnishman didn't resent the chief of the
Uulgar clan who had led him into the Wastes, but hated the prey that drew him
more deeply into the land of his nightmares. The man pictured in his head the tortures
his raiding party would inflict on the Thebin prince when they caught him, and
Llesho cried out in his dream. The imaginings of the raider raised bruises and
welts on his skin, as if the blows were real. They would make him talk and turn
him over to their master a broken, beaten slave. Llesho
pulled on the bonds that tied him to his saddle, lost between the torment of
the dream and the throbbing unreality of his own trek through the desert.
Dimly, from a distance he could not cross, he thought he heard Balar calling to
him, but this time he couldn't escape the tortured visions that circled in his
aching mind. "Llesho!
Wake up! It's just a dream!" They
had come to a halt, or Llesho thought they must have since Balar was standing
at his side. "Drink,
please!" A waterskin, evil-smelling and nearly empty, poked at his chin.
He remembered a caution about poisoned wells and pushed it away, at the same
time doubting everything he saw—the waterskin and the dead oasis long gone to
sand, and the failed shade of dying date palm where they had stopped for rest. "You
have to drink, Prince Llesho, or you will die!" Dognut urged him, still
atop his snappish camel. "Please,
brother." Balar lifted the waterskin again. Llesho
gave him a shove, "You're not real!" he cried, surprised at how
hoarse his voice had become. The skin fell, water drooling into the sand. He
could smell the moist promise of it with a desperate desire. Even a
hallucination could tell the truth once in a while, and Dognut was right; he
was going to die if he didn't drink. Harlol,
who had tried to kill the emperor, snatched the skin up again before too much
was lost. "Damn it, Kagar, did you have to hit him so hard?" "I
didn't!" Kagar insisted. "It's the dreams. They've addled his
brainpan!" "Tell
that to the Dinha when she asks us why we've come home with the dead husk of
." Harlol
was angry. Good. Well, not good if it meant Llesho was dead, but at least the
Tashek had begun to show his true colors. They had kidnapped him to give to
this Dinha. Balar said to trust him, but maybe he'd been duped. "The
prince won't die," Balar grabbed the waterskin and Harlol grunted a
noncommittal answer before going off to check the feet of the camel. He
had no intention of dying. Llesho could have told them that, but he didn't
trust them with the only truth he clung to: the minions of his old enemy,
Master Mar-kko, had taken Adar. He would stay alive, whatever it took, until he
got his brother back. If they chose to poison him, well, their dream readers
survived it and so could he. After all, he'd been through it before with Master
Markko. "Please,
Llesho. You've fought so long, don't give up now." Balar poured water into
his hand and offered it like a supplicant. "Drink." This
time, he drank. It tasted stale, and a little bit like leather and Balar's
dusty hands, but otherwise untam-pered with. That didn't mean he could trust
them; it just meant they wanted him alive for the time being. He could deal
with that. "Good
boy." Llesho
would have hit him for the condescending approval, but it seemed like a waste
of effort to punish a hallucination. "You're not real." He'd already
said that, but couldn't figure out anything more original to add. It must have
worked, though, because Harlol cursed imaginatively as he climbed onto his
horse. Balar said nothing, his expression closing in around his bleak
desperation. Then they were moving again, and Llesho lost himself once more
among the worlds of his dreams. When
the pressure eased, he thought that he had died, or that he would waken to
discover that everything since the vigil of his sixteenth summer had been a
dream. Afraid of what he'd find when he did so, Llesho opened his eyes to find
himself in her ladyship's orchard in Far-shore Province. The mortal goddess
SienMa had taught him to shoot a bow here, by taking aim at the stems that held
the peaches to her trees and afterward they had dined on the fruit he had
plucked with his newfound skill. In the dream, he woke to the green pattern of
leaves overhead and the prickle of grass beneath his backside. The smell of
peaches filled his nose with memories of his last moment of peace, and he would
have wept, except that he didn't believe in any of it, not even for a moment. "My
gardeners cannot reach the top of the tree, where the best peaches have
ripened—can you shoot them down for me?" The goddess SienMa nudged his
shoulder, and Llesho peered out at her through an eyelid slit-ted open in the
hope she wouldn't notice that he was looking. "I
know you're awake, and I'm hungry for that peach." "You
can't be real." He surrendered to the dream, drawing himself up so that
his spine leaned back on the slender trunk of the peach tree. "Master
Markko burned this orchard to the stone." That
was when the killing had started in earnest— Llesho's first true battle, but
not the last. He'd forgotten the beauty of this orchard, though her ladyship
was as he remembered her: beautiful and terrible at the same time, with a smile
colder than the snow in the mountains high above Kungol. "Even
a dream can get hungry. I'd really like that peach." She was, he reminded
himself, a mortal goddess and the patroness of wars. And Shou had left her on
his throne to defend the Shan Empire in his absence. "Is
there trouble?" "Of
course there is trouble. The emperor has got himself captured by his enemies
along with that trickster ChiChu, and I still don't have that peach." Llesho
considered for a moment. He couldn't do much but apologize for the one, but his
dream self knew how to bring down a peach. He stood and bent low from the waist
in respect. When he thought of it, his bow appeared in his hand, and he drew,
aimed, sent his soul flying into the treetop, and opened a hand to receive it
just as the peach fell. "My lady." "Thank
you." She took the peach from his outstretched palm and began to eat. Her
lips barely seemed to move. Llesho saw not even a glimpse of her teeth or any
juice of the peach on her chin, but still the fruit was disappearing. When the
yellow flesh was gone, she flipped the stone into the grass and settled her
eyes on him again. Llesho found her full attention daunting but felt he owed
her more than one of her own peaches for all the trouble he'd caused. "My
lady," he repeated. With a graceful nod of her head she gave him
permission to continue. Llesho
took a deep breath. "I don't deserve your forgiveness, but I beg your
pity." "For
what, boy?" "It
was my quest, but the emperor has suffered for it, and with him his whole
empire. Master Den is a prisoner as well, and Adar, and Carina, whose mother
aspires to be a mortal god." He gave a bitter smile. "I have angered
more gods than I ever imagined I would meet, and at least one dragon as well.
As quests go, I couldn't have made a bigger mess if I'd intended to screw up
from the start." Everyone
who ever tried to help him had suffered or died for it, including the goddess
whose orchard had burned in Markko's pursuit of him. Her
ladyship tilted her head, as if she needed to study the problem of Prince
Llesho from a different angle. "You are assuming that yours is the only
quest on this journey," she finally pointed out. "Shou also has
trials to suffer and lessons to learn." "But
Shou is old!" "Not
so old." The
protest had escaped him before Llesho could stop it. At the goddess' wry reply
he blushed and fidgeted, trying to keep his mind away from questions like,
"How old is a mortal goddess anyway?" and "What are you testing
Shou for?" On consideration, he figured Shou could probably use some
lessons at that. The emperor showed great bravery and daring in matters of
battle and espionage, for which Llesho took him as a model and teacher. But he
didn't seem to spend a lot of time on statecraft and diplomacy, which Lleck had
always told Llesho were the trusty tools of a great king. That was before the
old minister had been reincarnated as a bear, of course, back when he had
advised Llesho with greater subtlety and better pronunciation. So,
giving Shou a quest made sense. Maybe so did leaving him to figure it out for
himself, though doing it as a prisoner of the Harn made it a whole lot harder.
It left Llesho with a problem, however. Master Den had followed Shou to teach
those lessons, he guessed or, knowing the trickster god, to keep the emperor
alive while he learned them on his own. It didn't help Llesho. After
giving it enough thought to make his head ache even in his dream, he admitted,
"Master Den was my mentor. Without him, I don't know what to
do." "Look
around you." The mortal goddess reached into a bowl that Llesho hadn't
seen before and pulled out a plum, which she handed to him. "There are
many teachers in the world if we pay attention, and none at all if we
don't." Llesho
was pondering the meaning of that when he noticed a huge pig rooting at the
base of a peach tree. He remembered another dream with a pig in it, and he
reached for the three black pearls that hung at his breast. "Is
that—?" Before
he could finish the question, Lady SienMa answered it with laughter in her
voice. "Not a teacher, but possibly a guide." Then she called the
creature to her, "Master Pig!" "Not
'Master,' my lady, as you well know. Just Pig." The Jinn stood on his hind
legs and bowed politely, then swiped another plum from the lady's bowl.
"We've met." He grinned at Llesho around huge, sharp tusks, then
gobbled down the fruit, pit and all, in two powerful snaps of his teeth.
"You're going the wrong way, you know. You'd have done better to stick
with Shou—at least the Harn are carrying him closer to the gates of
heaven." "Closer
to Master Markko as well," the lady added. "And
I have brothers still to find, and pearls." "Ah,
well. You have a point there." Pig's nose twitched and he gave the ground
a sharp glance. "Still, we'll find a use for you, I suppose."
Sniffing attentively, he wandered away with the words, "Keep in
touch," tossed over his shoulder. "How
am I supposed to do that?" But when he turned back, Llesho discovered that
the mortal goddess of war had disappeared and her orchard lay in ashes. He
awoke with a start to the realization that a barely sensed pressure between his
shoulder blades had not returned. The Harn no longer followed them. It
took a moment for Llesho to realize that something had actually wakened him.
They had left the desert sand for a road winding between hills stripped clean
to the rocky bone. High on either side cliff faces rose above them, layers of
soft stone folded in on themselves like the leaves of a hastily abandoned book
or stacks of broken plates. Color slashed across the dun layers, rust-red and
gray, with veins of lichenous green and sulfurous yellow running through the
cave- pocked sandstone. He wondered what forces had cracked the hillside, and
how a road had come to exist between. "Welcome
to the Stone River of Ahkenbad, boy." Dognut waved a flute at the cliffs
on either side. "River?" Dognut
waggled his eyebrows in a display of mock amazement. "Did I say river?
Yes, I did! The Gansau Wastes weren't always a desert. That was before the time
of the Tashek and their nomad cities, of course. Now the riverbeds make fine
roads in a place nobody wants to go." "What
happened to it?" Llesho stared about him with amazement. Some giant hand
might have taken hold of the earth and ripped it from its moorings here. "Many
things. Ages laid the stone, and ages more the great river wore the stone
away." "But
where did the water go?" "Ah,
well, there was a dragon. Isn't there always? There used to be a song—" Llesho
didn't know about real life. In all his seventeen summers he'd only met two
dragons, and those had been under extraordinary circumstances. He had to agree
that dragons showed up in an awful lot of songs, however. The
dwarf drew out a flute no bigger than his thumb. He played the first few
measures of a tune, and when he was satisfied that he'd set the melody in his
ear, he began to sing: Now
when the summer reeds grew tall and sun shone on the water Lord
Dragon sallied from his hall The fisherfolk to slaughter. "My
hall!" he cried, "is not for men, Their nets, their lines, or sinkers
And if I must warn you again I'll stave in all your clinkers." Llesho's
confusion must have shown on his face, because Dognut paused to explain,
"Clinker-built is a way of making the bottom of a boat so that the water
can't get in." "Like
Master Den's traveling washtub," Llesho remembered out loud. "Exactly."
The dwarf swept his explanation past the point before Llesho could ask how he
knew about battlefield laundry tubs. "The dragon was threatening to sink
the fishing boats." The
farmers of Golden Dragon River lived in peace with their monster. They revered
the worm beneath the water and respected his right to the fish that swam in the
silty currents. He had a bad feeling about the Stone River, though. When
he nodded that he understood, the dwarf picked up the song again, and Llesho
found himself drawn into the tale of a Gansau that was no waste at all, but a
fertile land where rivers used to flow and lush jungles grew on the hillsides.
In spite of the wealth the river brought to the land, however, the fishermen
wanted the fish as well. Unfortunately, so did the dragon. When they couldn't
come to an agreement, the fishermen hired hunters and mercenaries to rid them
of their dragon. At the height of the story, with murder hinted just ahead,
Dognut ceased to sing. "You
can't stop now!" Llesho protested, and he noticed that Balar and their
Tashek guides had likewise turned to the dwarf for an ending to his tale.
"What happened next?" "That
depends on who tells the story. Some say the fishermen succeeded in murdering
the dragon, and the mourning river refused to flow. Some say the dragon grew
tired of the harassment and left, taking his river with him. In that version of
the tale, Lord Dragon found a new ground to water and a new bed to sleep in
where the people knew how to honor a river. As for the fishermen, well, some
say they died, and wanderers took their place in the waste they left behind.
Others say they remained, clinging to the wells and oases until their children
had forgotten that any river ever flowed here, or any fish swam in it." The
dwarf made a sweeping-broom gesture, a past to be brushed aside. "The only
truth that matters is that no river flows here now." Llesho
figured the story might be true, but Dognut's conclusion likely wasn't. His own
experience of dragons had proved them difficult to kill, hot-tempered but of a
legalistic temper. And they didn't like to stir from their homes much.
Thoughtfully he slipped from his saddle, wanting to feel the land through his
own feet. Did it shift under him like an old dragon stirring in its sleep? Or
was that just the beat of the horses' hooves on the drum of the road? The
heat, he decided, had driven out logic and left only fancy and a dry drift of
yellow dust blurring his senses. Somewhere in the hills, he felt the presence
of people he could not see and water, like a siren call, stirred deep beneath
his feet. Light blazed in the distance, but he stood in a place of darkness.
Lifting the gritty veil from his eyes didn't help. "Am
I blind?" he asked himself, and only realized that he'd spoken aloud when
Balar answered him. "It's
just the dust," his brother assured him, but that wasn't it. He could see
well enough, but what he saw seemed at odds with what he felt around him. A
veil lay across his mind, not his eyes, and he shook his head, determined to
clear his clouded thoughts. And he saw it, the
gritty corner of a sandstone ledge jutting from the cliff face. Focusing down
on the individual grains of sand fused into stone, he forced the haze from his
mind. Ahkenbad.
Somehow, they had entered the city itself and stood in the shade of a rocky
overhang. Llesho blinked, a cry of surprise escaping— "How?" His
mouth was hanging open, and he closed it with a snap of his teeth. Ahkenbad was
like no city he had ever seen. For one thing, it seemed to be no city at all—he
saw no buildings, no walls like those that made the cities of Shan or Farshore,
no gardens. Rather, artisans had carved the whole city into the towering cliffs
that rose high above the riverbed that wound between them. Set along narrow
paths that zigzagged to the top, the mouth of cave after cave gaped down on
them between glinting streaks of jade and lapis fused in tortured waves that
rippled across the cliff face. Simple
carvings of pillars and trailing vines that drew the mineral colors into the
designs outlined the openings into the caves at the heights. Rows of heavy
curtains hid the chambers behind heavy embroidery worked on red cloth:
elaborate twining vines, and nests with brightly feathered birds standing guard
over huge eggs stitched in blue and yellow. Flanking the road at its own level,
the caves of Ahkenbad were larger and more elaborate. Figures carved in
bas-relief seemed to writhe in sinuous dances around each entrance—strange,
stern desert spirits glaring over an abandoned marketplace that lined the road
with just a few tattered awnings draped on poles. Beneath the faded canopies,
among the empty bins and broken bits of oil jars, aged Tashek nomads stared
into a distance that had nothing to do with the handful of paces between
themselves and Llesho's party. "The
chamber of the dream readers." Balar directed his attention to a cave with
an entrance more elaborately decorated than the others. With an effort, he let
go of his tense contemplation of the Tashek elders who lined the streets more
terrifyingly than the great stone dancers, and looked where Balar pointed. Set
at the very center of the mountainside, a jagged cave entrance stretched like
the gaping mouth of a monstrous dragon out of Dognut's songs. Around the
yawning arch of its mouth, open wide as if to swallow the road, artisans had
carved the stone into sharp, curved, dragon teeth. A broad flat nose flared
over the mouth, the smoke of fires perfumed with sandalwood and cedar drifting
from its deep nostrils. The plates and horns of a dragon's ruff made a halo
around the entrance. On the top of the carved head, great horns rose like
columns flanking the entrance to a cave that opened atop the dragon's head.
Great eyes had been carved in the half-closed position of a sleeping dragon,
with deep blue flashes of lapis just hinted at between the lashes. They
reminded Llesho too much of the Golden River Dragon's impersonation of a
bridge, stirring a creeping terror in his heart. While
he stood transfixed, wondering if he would survive a meeting with yet another
legend, someone pushed aside a cloth of heavy silk and came toward them out of
the dragon's mouth. "Balar,
did you find—" Except
for his shaved head, this man could have been Llesho himself in another ten
years. They were of equal height and had the same dark coloring, though he
paled when he saw Llesho. "Sweet
heavenly Goddess, you have found him." To
Llesho's consternation, his newfound brother fell to one knee and bowed his
head at Llesho's feet. Then, all along the road they had travelled, the aged
Tashek mystics followed his example, bending aching joints to kneel in the
grit, their heads bowed to the young prince. "Lluka?"
he asked in disbelief, "What are you doing down there?"
Chapter Eleven
HONORING
Lluka stood slowly, his glittering
eyes dry in his weather-pinched face. A strange mix of calculation and emotion
seemed to pass behind that searching gaze. In
the slaver's office, where they'd met to rescue each other, neither Adar nor
Shokar had succeeded in hiding their anguish and the love they felt for their
youngest brother. In the fleeting moment before the Harn attacked the inn at
Durnhag, Balar's joy at finding his brother had shone in his face. When he
stared into Lluka's eyes, however, Llesho felt only the slow glide of secrets
rising out of darkness. Lluka wanted something from him, and he wasn't sure
Llesho would give it. "I
don't understand—" He turned to Balar for his answers, trusting at least
his own powers to read the man who'd kidnapped him and dragged him across the
desert. "The
Dinha said to bring , so I did." Balar shrugged, clearly hiding something. "And
Lluka is the Dinha?" Balar
shook his head. "No. We are both simple students in the service of the
Dinha." That
answer didn't satisfy him at all. He scanned the crowd, looking for a less
guarded source of information. Harlol had stopped to embrace an aged crone with
a wrinkled, leathery face. She handed him a pair of curved swords suspended
from a tooled leather belt and he buckled them under his coats, low about his
waist. He stood taller, balanced over his knees like a soldier, and met
Llesho's gaze steadily. "The
merchant Shou called you a Wastrel," Llesho answered the challenge. They
both remembered when Shou had taunted the Tashek drover over poised swords. Harlol
dropped his head once in acknowledgment. "The Dinha sent Wastrels to bring
you here before the Uulgar Harn could take you to the magician. I had the
advantage of our Harnish friends, however. Lluka and Balar have studied with
the Dinha for many years; the family likeness stamps you like a coin. Adar, I
was not so sure of. I meant to test him, but I would not have killed your
brother." "His
blood stains the blades you drew on him." The memory squeezed like a fist
around Llesho's heart. So much he might have lost on that morning—a brother, a
friend. The emperor of Shan. The world had almost come undone. "Did you
know that our host would answer your challenge? If not Adar, did you plan to
murder Shou?" "Your
merchant should have stayed out of it." Stubborn.
Llesho was unimpressed. "And for defending his guest, you would have
killed him?" "I
might have tried." Harlol laughed softly. "I hoped only to scare him
a little, but there is more to our pompous merchant than he seems." He
wasn't laughing now, but settled those uncanny sharp eyes on Llesho, as if he
could find his answers in an unguarded emotion. "He fights like no fool
but rather like a man whose life has dangled on the point of a sword many
times. And I had worried him. Among the Tashek I'm considered one of the best,
but I count myself lucky to have survived the encounter." "And
your Dinha wished this because . . . ?" Llesho sidestepped the question of
Shou's identity, referring instead to the testing of Adar, and his own
kidnapping. Lluka
interrupted before Harlol could answer. "If you will come with me, she'll
tell you herself." With a clap of his hands, he called out, "Shelter
for our guests, and water—" Several
of the Tashek scurried to do his bidding, with the dwarf's grumbling from atop
Shou's stolen camel only adding to the general commotion. "About
time," he muttered, and grumbled at Kagar to: "Let me down, before my
legs fall off up here." As
if released from the spell of Ahkenbad, Kagar raced to Dognut's side and
unhooked the ladder from the saddle pack. When the dwarf had made his painful
way to the ground, complaining with each step about the sting of returning life
in his legs, Lluka gathered them up in the sweep of his arm. "Come
in out of the heat. You are safe now—from discovery, at least." "The
Dinha wants to ask you some questions." Balar fell in beside him with wry
gloom written on his face. Llesho
nodded. The exhaustion he had fought for so long would have felled him if his
brother hadn't taken him by the arm. "Some great power muddies the flow of
dreams. She thinks it may be you." With
more effort than he had to spare, Llesho mustered a retort. "I didn't do
anything. The Dinha would do better to concentrate on Master Markko. If he
finds us unprepared, we are doomed." "The
magician failed, at least in this—the magic of Ahkenbad turned his forces
aside. You, however, found the hidden city in spite of all its protections. If
nothing else, it proves the city wants you here." "I
just followed you," Llesho objected. "I didn't even control the reins
of my own horse for most of the journey." "Ah,
but we didn't know the way." His voice kept very low, Balar murmured for
only Llesho to hear. "We followed you." "You
live here, and so do Harlol and Kagar. Of course you knew your way back." "We
couldn't find the way." Balar gave a little shrug, accepting the
strangeness of it. "We'd still be lost in the desert if we hadn't followed
you." He
didn't believe it for a minute, and suspected that Lluka didn't either. Balar
did, though, so there wasn't any point in arguing it with him. "And what
was that bending and kneeling about anyway? The last time I saw Lluka, he
refused to speak to me because I broke one of the screws on his lute." "He
has his moods, but he loved you. More than that I will leave for the Dinha to
explain." Llesho
felt the past tense of that like a sharp cut. He said nothing, however, but
followed his brother into the mouth of the dragon. Whatever
he had set himself to expect, it wasn't the dim but opulent chamber that he
discovered there. A single lantern rested on a table fashioned from a rocky
outcropping at the center of the massive cave. Skilled artisans had plastered
the soft rock of the walls and ceiling until they were as smooth as fine paper.
They'd decorated every surface with elaborate paintings of date trees with
birds nesting in them and curious spirits with tongues of fire dancing above
their heads. In the flickering lamplight, the spirits seemed to nod their heads
at one another, their eyes reflecting the lantern's flame with otherworldly purpose. Amid
the spirits dancing on the walls at the back of the cave, a staircase carved
from the living stone of the mountain ascended into the darkness. The floor was
covered in a thick layering of carpets, and cushions lay scattered about for
people to sit upon. Most were taken up by silent figures who sat perfectly
still with their eyes open but unseeing, like the dead. For a brief, irrational
moment, Llesho imagined that life had fled those human shells to take up
residence in the more lively gazes of the spirits painted on the walls above
them. He shivered even as he rejected the notion. No mystical transference of
life essence, but the skill of the artists and his own imagination brought
those images to life. Or so he hoped. Several
old Tashek trailed them into the cavern and found their own places on the
floor. Lluka directed him to an empty cushion and Balar took a place at
Llesho's right. Dognut settled himself in a corner that seemed to be fitted out
for his special use. Harlol, the last to enter, took up a position as sentry at
the entrance to the cave. Llesho
found that he was sitting across from a crone who slept, barely breathing,
sitting upright with legs bent in the lotus. Her eyes were open, like the
others of her kind, but covered by cataracts that turned the orbs in her head
to milky pearls and he shuddered with some supernatural dread. Even blind and
asleep, the old Tashek woman seemed to be studying him. It felt like she'd
stripped him naked in front of all the gathered company. With
a touch on the shoulder, Balar distracted him from his momentary discomfort.
"Dinha," he said, dropping his gaze in a respectful bow, "I have
brought my brother-prince, as you spoke the dream." "You
have done well, my child." Llesho
trembled at the shock of her raspy whisper. "I thought you were
sleeping." "We
are," she answered, "sleeping. You are our dream." She
smiled at his consternation, though how she saw his frown remained a mystery to
him. Lluka
handed Balar a plain silver cup, but to Llesho he held out the jade cup of the
Lady SienMa before seating himself at Llesho's left. A Tashek youth followed
with a tall pitcher in his hand. He knelt before them, carefully pouring a
scant inch of water into each cup. No one offered refreshment to the old Tashek
dream readers seated together in the dragon's mouth, although each sat
dust-covered and with parched lips. "As
you see, however, even the holy city has little hospitality to offer." The
Dinha gave a nod in Lluka's direction, and the prince accepted permission to
speak. "Too
much has happened since you left us, Balar, and little of it has been
good." Balar
sighed and drank his scanty portion. "The situation outside is worse than
we thought as well," he warned the gathering. "Our enemies are close
behind us. We lost them as we approached the city, but they will not have gone
far." Llesho
cocked his head, looking within himself for the sensation that had lately
preyed upon his mind. He found nothing. "They're
gone," he said. "Who?"
Lluka asked as Balar pressed, "Are you sure?" "I'm
sure," Llesho insisted. "For now, at least. I felt it when they lost
our track, like a stone lifted from my heart, but waiting to fall again." He
did not say, "It was during a dream about a pig in her ladyship's
garden," but he thought perhaps it would not surprise the Dinha.
"Now, the stone has turned to dust. Something turned them away." Silent
but watchful behind her unseeing eyes, the Dinha listened carefully. Then, with
a languid gesture that seemed to arise out of dreams, she raised a hand to halt
the questions. "Our guest needs rest." She
subsided again into trance, while Lluka took up duties as host. "You will
want to sleep. I regret that we have no bath to offer you, but the spirits of
the desert have struck Ahkenbad a terrible blow." "Then
it has happened—" Balar frowned. "The holy well no longer
flows?" "It
fell to a trickle soon after you left us, and for days now the bucket has
brought up only sand. We have a day or two in reserve, if we are cautious, but
not enough water to hold Ahkenbad against the dry time, nor sufficient to take
the old ones out of the desert. That sup- poses
they would leave or had a safe place to go if they could travel. The dream
readers of Ahkenbad have withdrawn into the dreaming way. They've given their
share to the acolytes who stayed behind to serve them, but their sacrifice
gains us just a few hours." "I'm
sorry." Balar let his head fall. Llesho
reached a hand to touch his brother's shoulder, as if he could somehow take the
weight of desperate knowledge from him. So this explained the parched creases
of Lluka's face. How long had he gone without water so that Llesho could drink?
It reminded him too much of the Long March. He couldn't say that he liked these
newfound brothers yet, but Lleck had told him to find them all, not just the
ones who loved him. And he'd lost too many already—his people on the Long
March; his teacher, Master Jaks, in battle; and now maybe Hmishi, too,
sacrificed so that Llesho could complete a task he'd never asked for. He would
not lose these brothers and the chance to know them again, to gain another day
or two of life without them. "If
you die for me, I won't forgive you for it, ever," Llesho swore at his
brother. "I'll
do my best to keep us all alive," Lluka assured him in return. "But
the Dinha insists that you hold our fate in your hands, and in your
dreams." "And
the goddess, your lady wife? What do you see with her gifts?" "I
see light reflecting off tears, and locked gates that have lost their
keys." Lluka rose to his feet and offered him a hand up. "And
maybe—after long seasons of searching—we have found the great key." Llesho
would have objected, but he had grown tired of making denials that no one
believed anyway. He scarcely recognized this man whose voice managed to convey
both irony and hope without letting any of his secrets go. Hard to remember
that Lluka had been no older than Llesho himself was now when last they'd seen
each other. His brother hadn't suffered the Long March, the battles, or the years
of captivity to lay calluses on his heart, but his own hardships had changed
him into this distant stranger with the farseeing look of the desert. Llesho
missed the young idealist, the musician who glowed with the blessings of the
goddess in his eyes. "Do
you still play the lute?" he asked. "Often.
I like to think the goddess accepts my music as the offering of a devoted
husband. I hope that I give her some pleasure, and some peace, in these
terrible times." Llesho
nodded, satisfied that this at least had not changed. "You'd
better rest while you can. Tomorrow we'll keep you busy performing
miracles." The sun had set, casting the dragon cave into greater darkness,
and Llesho felt the pull of sleep. Wearily he followed his brother to the back
of the cave where Dognut sat watching with quick, dark eyes. As Llesho passed,
he picked up a reed flute and played a simple lullaby, softly so that the sound
barely reached beyond the niche where the stone staircase began. He wondered if
the tune were meant to mock him in some way, but the dwarf looked troubled, and
he finished with a sad smile. "Sleep
safely, young prince. Don't let the dreams steal all your rest." Master
Den had spoken with respect of the dream readers of Ahkenbad. Llesho had gotten
the impression they were councillors of some kind, and his brothers' presence
in the holy city inclined him to trust them. But Master Den was, in his true
form, a trickster god, and his brothers had kidnapped him, abandoning the
emperor of Shan to capture or death. So he answered, "I won't," and
determined to stay on his guard even in sleep. "No
one will hurt you here," Lluka assured him with a glare for the dwarf. Dognut
gave no reply, so Llesho figured they were both telling the truth. He didn't
know how that could be, but he followed up the stone staircase anyway, to the
chamber that opened between the horns of the dragon. There
was no lantern, no plastered walls or paintings in the tiny cave, just a few
rugs scattered on the rough stone floor and a pallet in the corner with his
pack lying beside it. But the chamber seemed to glow with a faint light
gleaming from the frozen crystals that pulsed like living veins in the rough
walls. "Sleep
well. The Dinha will guard your dreams tonight. Not even Ahkenbad can promise
safety beyond that. I wish . . ." Llesho
heard the unspoken good-bye. So this was his brother's secret, or part of it.
The goddess had given her husband the gift of past and future. But in all those
millions of tomorrows, Lluka saw himself in none. "The
spirit of our father's minister charged me to gather all of my brothers."
Llesho gripped Lluka's shoulder and shook him, as if he could rattle some sense
into him. "Without you, there is no hope." Lluka
smiled. "It shall be as the goddess wishes." The serenity of his
expression seemed at odds with the blood that beaded on his cracked lips. "Just
make sure it's the goddess you're listening to," Llesho warned him.
"We don't know what these Gansau spirits may want of us, or what they will
do to get it." Superstitious fear kept the name of Master Markko from his
lips. He would not bring his enemy into this holy place, although he feared the
magician's hand in his brother's despair. "Don't
worry about me." Lluka left him with a bloody kiss at his brow.
"Sleep in peace." It
didn't take a seer to realize the prince had made no promises. Deep in his
troubled thoughts, Llesho dropped to the pallet, though he was certain he would
not sleep. The conversation with the Dinha had sapped the last of his energy,
however; his lids fell heavily, draping lashes like a curtain over his dreams.
Chapter Twelve
SEEP drifted in layers through his
clouded mind. In one dream, his brothers brought him to the Dinha, who
questioned him and bade him sleep. In another, the searching gazes of two magicians
crossed like knives in the dreamscape. One magician looked for him with concern
turning into panic, the other cut through his resistance as he sought the
images that would lead him to Llesho's hiding place. In his dreams, Llesho fled
from the dark rage of Master Markko, but he couldn't reach Habiba through the
sightless night thick with the sounds of captivity—Hmishi, weeping brokenly,
and harsh cries with the timbre of Emperor Shou's desperate voice. "I
don't want to be here," his mind told him, and cool fingers touched his
brow, fading the terror to nothing. In the darkness that remained, relieved
only by the faint light of the distant stars, Llesho stumbled on a narrow path.
This was not his bed. He felt his way with a hand pressed against the cave-pocked
cliff rising up on his left. To his right the empty dark of a blind fall to the
valley floor lurked in wait for him. As it had in the desert, the huge black
pig entered his dreams unbidden. The night was too thick to make out the
creature clearly; Llesho saw only a mass of darker shadows swallowing the night
ahead, blocking the way. Little piggy eyes glittered at him with a hard black
light, like the pearls of the goddess that Llesho wore at his breast. He nodded
to accept the visitor to his sleep, and the pig dipped his head in
acknowledgment. The massive bulk on the path flowed and reshaped itself, and
the pig began the steep ascent. Llesho
followed ever higher into the hills. The caves they passed were hung with
cloths that crawled with shadows in the dark, but the stillness from their
depths was complete. Whoever had lived or worshiped here had fled long ago,
leaving only the sad reminders of their passing in the tatters covering the
entrances to the caves. After a while even these abandoned coverings fell
behind. The blind and empty mouths of the deep upper caverns whispered to him
with the ghosts of winds passing through unknown cracks in the mountainside.
The cave city of Ahkenbad lay below, while above only darkness and the holy,
hidden places awaited. Llesho climbed, following the pig who waited patiently
on the path and led him forward again when he caught up. "You
can't exactly lose me," Llesho complained. "There's no place to go
except up this merciless goat track." The
pig, not surprisingly, said nothing, but trotted ahead, until they came to a
turning where a date tree clutched desperate roots into the hillside. The
creature pushed at the roots of the tree with his tusks, then gave Llesho a
speaking look. "You
want me to dig?" Llesho asked, and when the pig continued to stare at him,
he fell to his knees and cast about him for a stick or flat stone with which to
dig. He had no need for tools, however. As he leaned into his search he felt
his back twist and stretch, his fingers grow together until, looking down at
them, he discovered that his hands had become the pink feet of a pig with sharp
hooves at the ends. 'What
is happening to me?' he tried to say, but the harsh oinks and squeals of a pig
came from his throat. Dropping
his head in misery at the foot of the date tree, he moaned in mournful piggy
tones while his guide stamped at the ground above him. "What
do you want?" The words came out in pig grunts, as Llesho feared they
would. The creature seemed to understand, though he said nothing in return. He
stared deeply into Llesho's own piggy eyes, and pawed the ground again. "All
right!" Llesho snuffled around the roots of the withered tree, seeking out
a hint of a scent. There, right there—he pushed his snout into the dirt, trying
to get closer to the elusive smell, and tusks at either side of his mouth drove
deep gouges into the baked ground. He dug at the root with his hooves,
snuffling his snout under the tree when he had cleared space enough. There . .
. there . . . trapped in a hole beneath the date tree, he found the black pearl
bound in silver wire he remembered from his dream on the road, and nudged it
free with his broad flat nose. He reached for it; his forehoof stretched,
became fingers again, and he snatched the pearl up in the palm of his hand and
clutched it tight in his new-made fist. The smell he had followed was stronger
now. Water. He'd found water, could hear it maddening him with its call. When
he tried to bring a handful to his mouth, however, he woke to find himself still
on his pallet in the cave of glowing crystals. "Lluka!"
he called. When
nobody answered, he struggled onto his feet and staggered to the staircase,
determined to find the path of his dreams and uncover the sleeping pearl.
Cross-legged on their pillows, the dream readers remained as they had been,
staring into their mystical visions with eyes that saw past the material world.
Llesho gave them only the briefest glance as he headed for the entrance. When
he pushed the silk curtain aside and wandered out onto the road, he discovered
that dawn had come to Ahkenbad, and with it a stir of excitement and hope that
he had not seen on his arrival. "Llesho!
Wake up!" Lluka tapped him cautiously on the shoulder. "Where
am I?" Llesho blinked, embarrassed, and squinted into the sunlit road. "Ahkenbad.
You were walking in your sleep." "Now
I remember." But it didn't feel like a true memory at all. How much of it
had been a dream? Balar
was walking carefully toward them, a plain earthen cup in his hands and a broad
grin splitting his lips. "Water!"
He held up the cup for Llesho to see. "The spirits of the desert favor
you. The holy well has begun to flow again. Drink!" Water.
Aged Tashek mystics wandered out of their caves, giving praise to the spirits
of the Wastes for the return of the holy well. The smell of it reminded Llesho
of his thirst. He hadn't had a chance to drink at the spring above the city,
and he reached for the cup only to discover that his hand remained clenched in
a fist pale as a pig's hoof. Dried dirt crusted his nails and plastered the
cracks between his fingers. Balar
rubbed the pad of his index finger across Llesho's nose, bringing it away again
with mud on the tip. "Where have you been roaming in your sleep—" He
frowned, staring thoughtfully at his finger, then his head came up abruptly,
eyes wide and his mouth round as he gasped, "Oh!" Lluka glanced from
one brother to the other, then took Llesho's clenched fist in his hand and
carefully pried open each finger. There, on Llesho's dirty palm, lay a black
pearl. At
Lluka's gasp, the Tashek passing nearest them came closer and when the brothers
dropped to their knees, the Tashek did likewise. "Get
up!" Llesho colored like a berry, overcome with embarrassment. "This
is ridiculous!" The
brothers stood, but they seemed only to be humoring him. The Tashek came more
slowly to their feet. Whispers spread out from their center, and the crowd of
devotees grew around them as Llesho explained. "The black pig led me to a
date tree up in the hills. The pearl had blocked a spring at the base of the
tree. I thought it was a dream, but I must have walked in my sleep." He
did not mention turning into a pig. They would probably believe it, and he
wasn't ready for that. "There
are no pigs in Ahkenbad," Balar informed him. "And no date tree in
the hills." Lluka
nodded, rejecting Llesho's effort to make sense of the pearl in his hand.
"I watched through the night, and you never strayed from your bed in the
acolyte's cavern until just now, when I woke you," he insisted. "If
anyone had come in or gone out, the guards would have alerted me." Llesho
remembered fingers on his forehead, but said nothing about them. He reached
inside his shirt instead, and drew out the pouch in which he had carried the
black pearls since leaving Shan. All three lay inside it. Neither of his
brothers looked particularly surprised, but it bothered Llesho. It was one
thing to dream of a place and find it afterward, and quite another to bring a
pearl out of a dream and into the light of day. And, if he could believe his
dream, he held no pearl at all but the transformed person of Pig, the beloved
gardener of the Great Goddess' heavenly orchards. "Let
me through!" Reprieve!
Harlol blustered his way through the crowd, drawing up in front of Lluka.
"The dream readers of Ahkenbad have awakened," he announced.
"The Dinha requests the presence of the Thebin princes." Llesho
shook his head, seized by the notion that the mouth of the Dragon Cave would
snap shut and swallow him up forever. He didn't have a rational explanation for
the feeling, so he mumbled something instead about being hungry to divert their
attention. It
didn't work. Lluka had grown more determined in the years since his childhood
in Kungol. "The Dinha will feed you," he insisted, and drew Llesho away
from the curious
Tashek who followed, tugging at his coats as he passed. "Why
are they doing that?" "They
believe your touch will confer blessings, even healing, on their
families." Balar looked as if he ought to know this, but Llesho didn't
know why. Thebins didn't put much stock in talismanic magic, and certainly no
one in Shan had looked upon his person as sacred. It might have saved him a few
nasty practice sessions with knife and sword if they had. "They've
got the wrong brother," he grumbled. "Llu-ka's the mystic around
here. If they need a healer, you should have rescued Adar instead of me." "They
needed a dreamer to bring back the water," Lluka reminded him, "You
saved them—all of us, actually. The dream readers of Ahkenbad wish to thank
you, no doubt." "Nothing
to worry about—" Balar clapped him on the back, but Llesho didn't find it
reassuring. "The dream readers of Ahkenbad are perfectly civil when
they're awake. They'll probably pinch your cheek and cluck at each other about
what a fine young man you are. It likely won't make a bit of sense, but it will
keep them happy. Once they've checked you out, you can ask them questions if
you want." "The
Dinha's answers didn't sound very useful last night," Llesho reminded him,
to which Balar nodded enthusiastic agreement. "Oh,
the answers won't make any sense when you hear them. When it's too late, you'll
realize what you should have done, if they'd been more straightforward about
their warnings in the first place." It
sounded like every bit of advice he'd ever gotten— straight-forward enough
until it turned out you hadn't understood it at all. But
Lluka was looking at him as if he'd grown a second head, and it was speaking in
tongues. "Be quiet, Balar! He didn't see the Dinha last night." "What?
Oh. No, the dream readers haven't woken in weeks," Balar agreed. "You
must have the Dinha confused with one of the acolytes, though that hardly seems
likely. Of course, if you haven't met the Dinha, you wouldn't know that." "She
was old," Llesho said, "and blind. And you, Lluka, led me to a
chamber above the cave of the dream readers, lit by seams of natural crystals
running through the walls." "The
Dinha is not blind, though it is said that dreaming, her eyes turn
inward." Lluka searched his face, as if he could pierce Llesho's soul and
spy out the mysteries hiding there. "You had a dream, and in your dream,
you had another dream, and in that nested dream, you saved all our lives." The
mystery is in my hand, not my eyes, he thought. The gifts of the
sleeping world were supposed to vanish with the rising sun, but the black pearl
still lay in the palm of his hand. His
brothers did not speak for a moment, though they said much to each other with
glances. Gifted with the sight of past and future, Lluka did not look pleased
when he admitted, "The futures I've seen are unclear. That doesn't have to
mean anything, of course. Seeing the future is an imprecise art; but this, I
did not see at all." "Sounds
like a pretty useless gift to me." Llesho wasn't really asking—the answer
to his own question was plain in his tone of voice, that they were not gifts at
all, but a major inconvenience. Shokar thought so, too. He'd received no gifts,
and often declared himself the happier for it. Lluka
raised a wry eyebrow. It was hard to deny the charge, after all. "The
gifts of the goddess are like a garment cut to the shape of our older selves.
As we grow in the spirit, time and the use we make of our gifts improve the
fit." "And
you, Balar, have you grown into your gifts?" Llesho wanted to know.
Balar
shook his head. "Sometimes," he said, "I think that they are not
gifts at all, but a madness that comes of approaching too closely matters that
are beyond our comprehension." "Sounds
like a husband to me," Lluka commented tartly. "The Dinha awaits us,
however. I suggest we do not leave her to cool her heels like a supplicant
while we debate family history." "I
have plenty of questions for the Dinha, like why they sent you to steal me from
my quest and drag me across the desert. And why we abandoned Adar and our
companions to the enemies who wish our whole family dead." Lluka
tried to stare him down, but that hadn't even worked for Master Den, who was
himself a god. It surely wasn't going to work for his brother, however much a
mystic he had become. "If
you really see the past and the future, you know that glaring at me never
changed my mind or my course of action." "Use
caution, at least. You cross the dream readers of Ahkenbad at your peril."
Lluka's warning clashed discordantly with Balar's assurances, but Balar was the
brother who looked uncomfortable. "They
won't strike you dead or anything," Balar protested, but had to concede,
"but they can make you squirm like an ant under a lens if you try to hide
the truth from them." "Some
secrets are worth even my life to keep." Lluka
shook him roughly by the shoulder. "Don't even think it, little brother.
Yours may be the only life we can't afford to lose." "You
don't know that." He'd
faced death and wonders alike in his journey, and apparently he'd learned a
thing or two from his masters about glaring. Lluka dropped his sleeve and took
a step back, which brought a pleased smile to Balar's lips. "For my sixth
natal day, I asked the goddess to gift me with a new wonder every day. She
hasn't disappointed me yet." Llesho
suddenly found himself in common cause with Lluka—the two of them glared in
unison at their brother. Then Lluka turned on his heel and followed Harlol a
short distance up the Stone River Road, toward the cavern where the Tashek
dream readers awaited them. Harlol
stepped aside as the brothers entered the dragon's head cavern between the
stony dragon's teeth. Then he took up his position as guard, exactly as he had
the night before, with his hands crossed on the swords at his waist. The Dragon
Cave looked the same, the spirits painted on the walls even more lifelike in
the filtered light of the Great Sun than by lantern. Dognut still slept in the
corner by the stone staircase and Lluka again took the cushion at Llesho's
left, with Balar to his right. Unlike in his dream, however, busy acolytes
brushed by with whispered apologies to set up low tables and load them with
food and drink. As Balar had said, most of them, dream readers and acolytes
alike, were women, though a few were men. He recognized a boy his own age who
had offered him an inch at the bottom of his jade cup to drink in his dream.
The flick of a glance told him that the servant shared the memory. "Welcome,
Prince of Dreams." The Dinha gestured with a jut of her chin at the
waiting food spread out before them, "Join us, please, in breaking our
fast while we talk." Llesho
recognized the Dinha immediately from his dream. She looked the same except
that her eyes were brown, with glints of amber that twinkled her amusement at
him. He wanted to deny it, to pretend he didn't know this woman, this place,
but the black pearl clasped in his fist gave physical proof of the impossible
and no comfort at all. The
Dinha seemed to follow his thoughts. She reached to touch the jewel, and Llesho
clenched his fingers more tightly, drawing it reflexively to his heart. Around
them, from a noose of lives, rose a single breathless gasp. "My
lady." He bowed a deep apology, but found himself at a loss to explain his
unwillingness to open his hand. "I
beg your pardon, young prince. It was ill thought. No one will take the pearl
from you." "What
do you want of me?" "We
would only honor your gift with one of our own. Weightier discussion can await
a full stomach, however." At a gesture, a young Tashek knelt before him
with a basin. "You
will want to wash." Drying
mud still clung to the pearl in his grubby hand. He saw no head, no tail, no
piggy feet, but felt a superstitious dread of drowning the goddess' gardener in
his own bathwater. The Tashek acolyte seemed to understand his problem. She
dipped a cloth into the basin, and wiped the back of his hand carefully with
it, until he took it from her and cleaned the pearl with equal care. When the
mud was gone, a fine tracery of silver wire was revealed, wrapping the familiar
black sheen. Each threadlike curl led to a central keyhole loop: a setting for
a jewel or a prison for a Jinn? Dreams and reality had tangled themselves so
closely together that he scarcely knew one from the other any more. The
dream readers of Ahkenbad nodded approval in unison, and one of them, an old
man whose knees squeaked when he levered himself upright, came forward with a
silver chain offered in his outstretched hands. "I
know this chain." Llesho shuddered, and clutched the pearl more tightly in
his hand. "In dreams, it hung around the neck of my enemy." "A
warning," the Dinha agreed. "But did you fear the chain, or the enemy
who held it?" Both,
and more. Memories of other chains tangled themselves in the silver links: Lord
Chin-shi's chain in Pearl Bay, his imprisonment in Master Markko's workshop,
and Farshore's lighter bondage. He would have refused the gift if it hadn't
echoed in all his dreams, like fate. But Llesho had no intention of sharing
that with strangers. He let the old man slip the chain over his head, but hid
the pearl itself in the pouch with the others he had collected. After
waking to find all his memories of Ahkenbad were dreams, and then sparring with
the Tashek Dinha over the meaning of the pearl he had discovered on the
mountain, breakfast seemed a mundane letdown. But Llesho had spent the greater
part of his recent journeys on a diet of unidentifiable boiled fodder for
humans that made him wonder if he wouldn't do better to forage with the camels.
With its supply of water refreshed, Ahkenbad dug into its store of supplies to
feast the visiting prince, and the wonderful smells drew him to the table as if
a spell had been cast on his taste buds. Vegetables,
cooked just enough to bring up their colors and their aromas, dominated the
spread, with a variety of pickles served over a millet dish cooked to
tenderness but not to mush. Some dishes the acolytes served warm, and others
came to the tables cooled by the waters of the Holy Well of Ahkenbad.
Flatbreads and other grains supplemented the main dishes. The
lay of the table jogged a memory from deep in Llesho's childhood. It drifted
out of his past with the image of his mother's reception room so sharp in his
mind he thought he could reach out and touch her chair. He had sat at her feet
and quietly watched and listened as a delegation from the caravans out of the
Gansau Wastes had stopped to pay its respects. When his mother had called for
refreshments, she'd explained that the religious among the Tashek would eat
only cooked food. The most holy castes among them took only plant material,
never animal. He'd
seen Harlol eat meat when they'd had it, and with gusto, of course. Perhaps
there were different rules for Wastrels, or spies. Whatever recipes those
dancing gods on the walls demanded, the Tashek had made the best of them,
however. The food gave up wonderful smells, pungent and sweet, that brought
water to the desert of Llesho's mouth. He filled a bowl with vegetables and round
slices of pickle, and gave only half a glance at the young woman who approached
him with a tray on which sat an elaborately wrought urn of tea and his own jade
cup taken from his pack. When she set the tray down in front of him, a flash of
eye, an ironic twist of the lip drew his attention for a second look. Kagar! "You're
a girl!" he whispered, trying to keep the secret in spite of his shock. "Since
I was born," Kagar whispered back her admission. The
acolytes who attended them gave no sign of hearing the hushed conversation, but
the Dinha drew away the veil of illusion with a wry smile. "Tashek women
do not wander in the world as Wastrels. Though called to the dream readers'
cavern, our Kagar wished to challenge the ordering of such things." "I
did it, too. No one ever suspected, except Lling, who kept my secret." Llesho
wasn't sure he was more surprised by the idea that Kagar was a girl or the
notion that Lling had kept such a big secret from him. He consoled himself that
it hadn't been her secret to tell, but he still felt like a fool for being the
only person in the room who couldn't tell a girl from a boy. "Now
you are home," the Dinha continued with a gentle smile, "And a better
acolyte for your experience of the outside world, I trust." "Until
the next time." Kagar
gave the promise that the Dinha seemed to expect, but the dream reader's smile
faltered. "Until
the next time," she agreed. Her eyes became suspiciously bright, and
Llesho wondered if only the parched weeks without water kept the tears from falling. But
his brother's awed, hushed tones drew his attention to the table, where Lluka
reached hesitantly to touch the cup Kagar had set in front of him. "Surely
wonders have returned to walk among us," Lluka whispered with a shake of
his head. Balar's
gaze quickly followed. "Have you lost your mind?" He took the bowl
carefully in his two hands and lifted it for a closer look, his face paled and
suffused with dark blood by turns. "Do you know what this is?" "It's
a bowl." Llesho felt an ages dead self looking out of his own eyes. The
world he saw differed little from the one he had known many deaths ago, and he
lowered his eyelashes to hide that knowledge from his companions. He wondered
if that long-gone self had ever been wiser than he was now, and felt an echo of
laughter skitter along his nerve endings. Who was to say what was wise, his
past self asked him, and he had to admit he didn't know. Llesho
thought he had moved quickly enough to hide the lives that echoed within him,
but his brother dropped his head in awe, and held out the bowl like a
supplicant. "The universe turns on the head of a pin," he prophesied,
"and you are that pin. Tell us what to do." "Try
not being an ass," Llesho advised him in a tart whisper, "and let me
have my tea." He retrieved the bowl and held it out to Kagar, who filled
it with a dare in her eyes. The drover warranted more thought, but not now,
with his brothers asking questions and the dream readers of Ahkenbad watching
every move he made. "Where
did you find it?" Lluka asked. "A
gift," he said, and sipped from it before setting it aside in favor of a
plate of food. "There
is a room above this chamber." Between bites, Llesho pointed to the
staircase at the back of the cavern, and the Dinha nodded to confirm the
memory. "I
slept there last night, and dreamed of the black Pig-" "You
slept in the guest quarters on the outskirts of Ahkenbad,"
the Dinha corrected him gently, with a smile. "Sleeping, you joined the
dream readers of the holy city. And in your dream, you had a dream in which the
honored Jinn led you to the hidden spring that feeds the Holy Well of
Ahkenbad." "That's
what I thought." Llesho licked the sticky pickle sauce from his
fingertips. "You said you wanted to help me," he reminded the Dinha.
"What did you mean?" "We
are the Tashek dream readers," she began, needlessly at this point.
"From your brothers we understand that young bridegrooms who receive
magical gifts of your goddess find their own way to mastery. This was not
always so, however. The royal family of Kungol once received tutors from all
the lands that made use of, Theb-in's high passes. Although the passes are now
closed to us, the dream readers of Ahkenbad offer themselves as tutors to the
princes of Thebin, a post they filled for your father's father, many summers
past and which they have filled for your brothers since the fall of Kingol.
Stay with us a while, until you learn the art of your gift." Llesho
helped himself to a serving of dates and figs in honey while he considered the
offer. "You haven't helped my brothers much," he pointed out. Balar
pinched him, a reminder of royal manners. But it was true, and the Dinha took
no offense. "We
have taught your brothers patience, and a mastery of their own minds, but their
gifts are not those of Ahkenbad. You are ; in gentler times, our tutors would
have sought you out in your own holy city. Now, we have but a brief reprieve to
do our duty before you must continue your journey." Llesho
wondered what she meant by a brief reprieve. Master Den had advised that he
needed a dream reader, but that was before the Harn had taken their company
prisoner. Even if he accepted that his dreams had more meaning, more power,
than he knew, how could he abandon his friends and brother to the tortures of
Master Mar- kko
while he developed his inner gifts? And Shou was himself a favorite of the
mortal goddess SienMa. She would doubtless take offense if he allowed the Harn
to murder the emperor, whose death would also plunge the Shan Empire and its
neighbors into chaos. As his first act of statecraft, making an enemy of her
ladyship while unleashing havoc upon the civilized world seemed a poor choice. "The
times do not call for patience," he pointed out. "I
understand." The Dinha bowed to acknowledge the truth of his words. He suspected
that the dream readers understood more than he would have liked. The Dinha gave
him a rueful smile, as if she read his mind. "We cannot regret the good
you have done for Ahkenbad, however, and would repay the service you have done
us. You have seen one in your dreams, a magician on a white horse—" "Habiba,"
Llesho agreed, while an acolyte poured water over his sticky hands and offered
him a soft cloth to dry them. "You
are right that he can help you, but so can the dream readers of Ahkenbad. Soon you
will need us both. Don't reject our aid because you don't like the manner in
which you were brought to find it." With that the old ones closed their
eyes. "We've
been dismissed." Lluka rose effortlessly to his feet, something Llesho did
with considerably less grace. Balar followed, and together they made their way
out of the cavern of the dream readers, and found themselves once again bathed
in the heat and light of the Stone River Road. Master
Den's words in the dark of a caravanary carried the force of a prophecy.
"The Tashek have the most revered dream readers," the master had
said. But had he spoken as a wise teacher or as trickster? For the good of the
dream readers or for Llesho's own quest? The universe seemed to turn under him
in the yellow dust, tumblers falling into places he still couldn't see. The
almost-vision of it made him dizzy.
Chapter Thirteen
"ARE you all right,
brother?" Lluka
tightened a hand on his shoulder. He brushed it aside and wandered farther into
the road, staring up at the cliffs where waves of color broke against a sea of
sandstone bleached pale in the sun. Somewhere beyond the cliff city a presence
wandered; he cocked his head and listened for a change in the wind that would
tell him the storm was coming. The wind stayed quiet. Llesho dug deeper, into
the place where dreams and hunches lurked, for an explanation. Not the dark
oppression of Master Markko's questing eye; he'd recognize in an instant the
magician's pressure on his mind. A little thrill of anticipation ran through
him. Llesho walked out to meet it. Troubled, his brothers stayed where he left
them, but Harlol was right on his heels, nervous, with his hands on his swords'
hilts. "Where
are you going?" "To
meet my destiny," Llesho gave him the flip answer. He hadn't figured out
what was drawing him into the desert, and likely wouldn't have told the Tashek
warrior anyway. He just knew he had to go out to meet it, whatever it was. Harlol
fell in step beside him. "Why
are you following me?" The
Wastrel cut him a sideways glance, indicating with a raised eyebrow that he
didn't, in the strictest sense, follow Llesho. Having made his point, he
answered the spirit of the question. "It's my job. The Dinha charged me to
defend , so where you go, I go. It would be a lot easier on both of us if you
would just stay put." "Not
going to happen," Llesho advised him. He didn't slow down. "You
could at least tell me where we're going." "I would if I knew."
Llesho kept walking. "Then you'll probably need this—" Harlol didn't
expend his energy on argument. He reached into his coat and drew out Llesho's
sword. "If we will need more than our blades, an army, for instance, tell
me now." "It's
enough, thanks." Llesho attached the weapon to his own side. Then, pulling
hoods and veils over their heads to protect them from the elements, they
marched in step, out past the cave city and into the desert. They
walked for an hour or more in companionable silence. Sweat beaded at Llesho's
pores and dried before the drops could fall, but the call across the wide
expanse of desert kept him moving. During a pause to catch their breath, Harlol
offered a waterskin. "I hope this is more than a whim," he said.
"Something is out there." Llesho jerked a shoulder in the direction
they walked, away from Ahkenbad. His companion did not look pleased with the
answer. "Ahkenbad
has protections against strangers, but we are about to pass beyond their reach.
If we don't turn back, whatever you feel out there will find us." "Perhaps
I want to be found." Llesho's step suddenly felt more buoyant. Sunlight
found a corner of his heart that had lain in dreaming shadows. They had passed
outside of Ahkenbad's defenses. Harlol
glared at him. "The likelihood that good will come out of the desert
looking for you in this exact spot is vanishingly small. Our enemies, however,
have the power to find a single pebble in the gravel pits of Dhar." "You
underestimate our friends," Llesho assured him with a sudden grin. He knew
this consciousness pressing toward him. When the cloud of dust appeared on the
horizon, he ran to meet it. "No!"
Harlol grabbed his arm and swung Llesho around to face him. "Distance in
the Gansau Waste is deceiving. The heat reflects the image of what you see like
a mirror, over many li. Your friends may be coming this way, or they may be on
a different heading altogether. But even if they sense your presence, as you
sense theirs, they have a long way to go before they reach us. Hours still, and
they have horses while we are on foot." He gave Llesho a shake, snapping
the hypnotic grip of the dust cloud on the horizon. Llesho
shook off his arm, took another step. But Harlol was right. Between them they
had no provisions—the Wastrel, in desert fashion, had carried a bit of water
for emergencies. That was almost gone, and neither had picked up food before
they left Ahkenbad. They were ill prepared to go any farther. If
the newcomers didn't change course, they would ride right into Llesho and his
companion, anyway. Better to conserve strength and wait. "We will stop
here," Harlol repeated, "make a tent of our coats, and wait." "A
tent?" "If
you don't want to bake your brains out in the Gansau Wastes, we will make a
tent, yes." Harlol gave him one of those superior Wastrel looks, like the
one he'd given Shou before he'd tried to slice and dice him. "It will take
both our coats. And your sword." He
undid his own scabbard from his belt and began to undo the ties on his coat, so
Llesho followed his example. Letting his coat fall to the dust was easy. He
held onto his sword long enough to try the Tashek's patience. "You
still mistrust me for the fight at the caravansary. I
told you before, I never intended to hurt the healer, Adar. I didn't hurt
him, you know." "And
Shou?" Llesho asked. Harlol
shrugged, the color rising in his face. The Wastrel was embarrassed, Llesho
realized, and he knew how that felt. "I meant it as a test, of sorts. He
shouldn't have been able to counter the prayer moves." Harlol sounded
indignant. "When he did, I had to see how deeply his skills ran. I was
just . . ." "Showing
off?" "Yes."
The air seemed to leave the Wastrel like a punctured bubble. "I
underestimated him, badly. The next thing I knew, I was fighting for my life,
or so I believed. He could have killed me at my own discipline. I would have
thought no outsider could do that." "I
know exactly what you mean," Llesho admitted. And he did. "Shou is
full of surprises," They
were alike in a lot of ways, and it was easier to forgive the warrior, not much
older than he was himself, for doing his duty than to make sense of his
brothers' part in his abduction. He had a feeling that was all going to be
irrelevant when the cause of that dust cloud arrived, however. Llesho handed
over the sword. With
a quick, sharp, downward stroke, the Wastrel drove the points of the scabbards
into the dry ground, so that the swords stood upright, separated by the span of
his arms. One coat he looped over the pommels and draped facing east, and one
he stretched from the swords in a westerly direction, creating a small tent
with the swords as low tent poles. They had no pegs to hold the ends in place,
but Harlol crawled inside and reclined, his shoulder pressing down the edge of
one coat tent cover. Llesho crawled in beside him and sat, hunched over his own
crossed legs. "The
dream readers believe in your ability to foretell the future," Harlol said
once he was settled. "I honor your gifts with our comfort, since we would
be hard- pressed
to defend ourselves with our swords tangled in our coats like this." Llesho
didn't think they were very comfortable, but he wasn't worried about the
oncoming dust cloud. If Master Markko pursued that closely, he would feel dread
like a trickling poison. He had no such foreboding now, and he realized that
included Harlol. Whatever the Wastrel's part in all of this, he didn't mean
Llesho any harm. Unfortunately, he already showed signs of boredom. "So
tell me," Harlol prodded, "what brought you to the Moon and Star Inn
on the Imperial Road?" "The
Ham conquered my country. I am on my way home to take it back." Harlol
looked, of all things, offended. "I am not unschooled," he sniffed,
"but we have a long wait, and I saw the way you handled yourself in
Durnhag. You've fought in combat before. I thought the story might pass the
time." "I
work hard at not remembering." Llesho didn't want to relive his past with
this young and inexperienced warrior, but Harlol reacted with shock to his
admission. "Other
people give us our names," the Wastrel admonished him. "Who we truly
are is recorded in our histories. To give up your history is to give up your
self." "You
didn't make that up yourself." Llesho meant it as an insult, but Harlol
solemnly shook his head. "The
Dinha sows wisdom in the desert soil of a Wastrel's heart," he said,
"and, sometimes, her wisdom takes root." Llesho
figured he had a choice: tell the Wastrel his story, or listen to him preach
the word of the Dinha on memory. Better to do the talking than the listening,
he decided and began the tale. "The
Harn attacked during my seventh summer. They'd come into the holy city with the
caravans, and sneaked up into the palace through the kitchens. One of the
raiders killed Khri, my bodyguard, but he didn't see me hiding on a chair
behind the curtain. While he was cleaning his sword on Khri's uniform, I pulled
my knife. I wasn't strong enough for a killing stroke, but I fell off the
chair, the knife slipped between his ribs, and the raider died. Later, when
they caught up with me, I threatened to do the same to their leader. They were
killing the children—too much trouble on the march— but my threats amused them,
so they kept me alive for the slave pens." "I
heard you tell your brother that you made the Long March," Harlol said,
and Llesho nodded. "We
left our dead on the wayside across half of Thebin and all of Harn, into the
heart of Shan. In the slave market of the imperial city I heard the overseer
tell the Harnish slave trader to slit my throat. "Too young for hard
labor, too old for begging," he said, "and not enough endurance left
to satisfy the perverts—I'd never earn back the cost of feed." I didn't
know what any of it meant until later, except the throat-cutting part. By then
I was grateful that Lord Chin-shi had come to the market looking for Thebin
children to dive in his pearl beds." "That's
how you became a pearl diver?" As
he told his story, Llesho had fallen more deeply into the spell of his own
past. HarloFs question tugged at him like a lifeline, and he followed it back
to the present. "Yes.
Pearl Island wasn't too bad, really. There were people my age; that's where I
met Lling and Hmishi. And old Lleck came later. I had known him at the palace,
and he helped me." "But
you left the pearl beds." "Lleck
died. His ghost gave me a black pearl, and told me to find my brothers and save
Thebin. I couldn't do that at the bottom of the bay, so I became a gladiator in
Lord Chin-shi's stable. I had passed my fifteenth summer by then. I was wiry
and strong, and my natural stamina had returned. Master Jaks and Master Den
knew who I was from the start. They brought the Lady SienMa from Farshore
Province to test me, and she warned me to
keep my identity secret. Master Markko guessed something as well. He was a
slave high up in Lord Chin-shi's house, his overseer. When I look back, though,
I think he was working against his master even then." "Master
Den was your teacher for the arena? So how did the healer Adar come to have as
his servant a training master of gladiators?" Harlol asked with a mind to
the trickster god's most recent disguise. He had curled his legs up under him,
and listened avidly. Llesho wanted to hit him for treating his painful past
like a campfire tale, except that it didn't hurt as much as he had expected.
The words seemed drawn out like an arrowhead cut out of the flesh so that the
wound could heal. But Master Den's story was his own to tell. "It
was a disguise. Master Den has many of them. Even I have never seen through all
of them, and he has been with me as my teacher since Pearl Island." Harlol
seemed on the verge of making a comment, but something of what Llesho was
thinking must have made it to his face, because the Wastrel said only,
"What happened next?" Llesho
shrugged. "My first fight in the arena was my last," he said, taking
up the story where he could. "The pearl beds failed, and Lord Chin-shi had
gambling debts. Habiba managed to purchase some of us for Lady SienMa; the rest
went to Yueh." Madon, a friend, had died at Habiba's hand that afternoon,
a wasted sacrifice to stop a war that came on them anyway. "Her
ladyship kept no slaves. Under her direction, we became free soldiers. She
gathered my friends and teachers, added Kaydu as our captain, and when Master
Markko attacked, we were ready. The lady gave me the gifts that you have
already seen—the short spear and the jade cup—and took her household to her
father at Thousand Lakes Province. Our small cadre—me and Hmishi and Lling, and
Bixei and Kaydu whom you haven't met yet— ran for the imperial city. On the way
we met dragons and healers and gods and bears and we fought. Lleck is dead
twice, and Master Jaks is gone. In the imperial city we battled in the streets
and put an end to the slave trade in Shan, and discovered that Master Markko is
himself aligned with the Harn, but I don't know why." He gave a helpless shrug.
"I haven't been at this 'intrigue' thing very long, but the beings I've
met along the way all seem to be pointing me at Thebin. In Shan I received more
gifts of pearls which I am charged to return to the goddess who lost them. And
to bring the tale back to the beginning, to do that I have to free
Thebin." He
said no more about the "String of Midnights," the necklace of black
pearls stolen from heaven. He needed to return it to the Great Goddess so that
night could return to heaven, but he didn't trust the Wastrel with that much
truth. "For
a short life, you have seen more battle and intrigue than the old men who chew
their stories under canopies in the sun." With that brief comment, Harlol
gave the tale a moment of silent contemplation before he asked. "Is that
why we are out here waiting for an approaching dust cloud to resolve itself
into friend or foe?" "Friends,
definitely friends." Llesho yawned deeply. Telling even a part of his
story had exhausted him, but it had made him feel better, too. "If
that's the end of your story, you might as well take a nap," Harlol
advised. "It makes the waiting pass more quickly." With that he
tucked the tent coat under his hip to hold it in place and promptly went to
sleep. A
nap sounded good, but the heat beating on their makeshift tent seared his lungs
and the approaching party tickled at the corners of Llesho's mind. Not evil,
certainly not Master Markko, but a mind he'd felt before and knew the texture
of was out there looking for him. And
Harlol snored. Llesho
nudged at him with his foot, and the Wastrel snuggled down deeper into the
small depression he'd dug with his hip. Llesho nudged a little harder, and the
snor- ing
broke, became a grunted snort, before resuming again. Llesho wondered how a man
who slept like the dead, but more noisily, expected to survive as a wandering
warrior. He reached a foot out to kick again. Fast
as a striking snake, Harlol grabbed his ankle. "Take a nap." "I
can't sleep. It's too hot, and you snore." "This
is going to be a long afternoon," Harlol moaned to himself. "All
right. You go to sleep first. Then, you won't hear it if I snore." "I
told you my story." Llesho pushed out his jaw, belligerently. He was
beginning to feel foolish for revealing so much in his tale, and their close
quarters, separated only by the swords they used as tent posts, were making him
nervous. "So what is a Wastrel anyway? Are you allowed to tell, or is it a
sacred mystery?" "You're
not going to let me sleep, are you?" Llesho
shook his head. "I have a lot of questions, but 'What is a Wastrel?' is
top of the list." Harlol
propped himself up by his elbow, with his chin in the palm of his hand. He
didn't look sleepy at all, and Llesho figured the snoring had been a ruse, to
avoid this confrontation. "A
Wastrel is a warrior-priest, sworn to the desert spirits. We don't choose, but
are dedicated to the Dinha at birth. Those who survive the training and the
trials of thirst and fire and solitude become the eyes and ears of the dream
readers in the waking world. We go where the wind takes us. When our paths
follow the caravan routes, we work at the common labor available to our kind.
Other times, we wander as the stories tell, seeking out the lost places in the
desert. We are the protectors of Ahkenbad. Always, however, we go at the will
of the Dinha." "Is
Kagar a Wastrel now as well?" "No."
Harlol laughed. "Kagar is no Wastrel, but my true cousin, the child of my
mother's brother. We owe each other much filial love, and so I kept her secret
until API I could bring her safely home. But sometimes Kagar can be very
annoying." "That
makes two of you," Llesho muttered to himself. "Why did you attack
Adar?" "The
Dinha told me to protectat any cost." The typical Tashek shrug came off as
ungainly in a reclining position, but Harlol didn't seem to care. "You
didn't travel as princes—or as brothers. Adar looks not at all like the princes
I knew. When I saw him pray the Way of the Goddess with the master, I knew he
could ruin all our plans if he chose to fight against Balar in Durnhag. I meant
only to test him, perhaps to injure him so that we could leave him behind. I
would not kill any man unless he threatened you." He
wanted to resent the man, but couldn't. Harlol was too much like himself, in
age, and even in the way his gods ran his life. Llesho would have seen it
sooner if he'd been paying attention, the way Shou evidently had. For all his
training, Harlol had seen far less of battle than Llesho's own cadre. He was a
priest who spent much of his time alone in the desert or traveling with the
camels, and hadn't crossed a thousand li of battleground to get here. So Shou
hadn't killed him even after he had turned from prayer to battle forms in
mid-demonstration. "Had
you ever used your training to deliberately harm another before that
morning?" "I
am trained—" Harlol dropped his gaze. "I would not shame my
training." "Of
course not." Quick as a thief Llesho had his knife out, point pricking
just below the Wastrel's voice box. "I, on the other hand, killed my first
Harn raider while still in the training saddle. I have seen men die at the
hands of an ally for the honor of a shamed lord, and I have fought every li of
the way from Pearl Island to Durnhag. Do not presume to understand those with
whom I travel, Wastrel, and don't hasten to add my nightmares to your own
sleep." Harlol
ignored the knife at his throat and met Llesho's eyes
with a level gaze that reflected no fear, but bragged not at all of Tashek
bravery. "My life is a tool of the spirits. I will do as the Dinha
requires in their service. Are you going to kill me now, Prince?" "Of
course not." Llesho put away his knife. "If I planned to kill you, I
wouldn't warn you. And I am warning you. I know the mind that approaches. Don't
put yourself between us, don't speak, don't draw a weapon." "Who
is it?" Harlol was pulling himself upright, taking apart their tent with
the knuckles of one hand white around the scabbard of his sword. They could
feel beneath their feet the rumble of the approaching horses. "The
Dinha told us at breakfast. It's Habiba." Llesho flashed a predatory smile
and settled onto his side. "He is a magician, and the right hand of the
Lady SienMa, mortal goddess of war." Harlol
paled, but his fear seemed reserved for Llesho rather than the approaching
riders. "Surely you walk among miracles, my prince." "It's
not all it's cracked up to be," he assured his companion. The Wastrel's
shock should have been a victory, but Llesho just felt tired. Together they
stood, waiting for the horses to come to a halt in front of them. Habiba
remained in his saddle, his tall white steed still as a statue. Behind him, his
army worked to control their skittish horses. At his side, three dressed as
officers slipped from their mounts, drawing off their desert headgear so that
he could see who they were. "Kaydu!"
With a grin he ran forward and grabbed her hands. At the sound of his voice,
the pack on Kaydu's back began to wriggle, and out popped a small head,
followed by a tiny body in the uniform of the Imperial Guard. "Little
Brother!" Llesho greeted the monkey, who climbed out of his pack and
chattered ferociously at him. With a chuckle, Llesho stood still while the
creature clambered onto his head, exploring for wildlife before returning to
his mistress. "What
wonders are these!" Harlol whispered at his back. "It's
a monkey, Kaydu's familiar." "I
have seen monkeys before." Harlol drew himself to his full dignity.
"But they are known to be fickle creatures. I had thought they would make
poor soldiers." Kaydu
let it seem as though his words had caught her attention, but Llesho knew she
did her father's bidding, drawing out the stranger while Habiba watched
carefully from the distance of horseback and wizardly silence. "Little
Brother is a paragon among monkeys. I would not count on any other to defend my
back." She
made it sound like a joke, though Llesho remembered a time when Little Brother
had saved all their lives, carrying a message to the Lady SienMa when Markko's
forces had threatened them on the road. Some things would take too long to
explain, and even longer to believe, so he laughed with the others, content to
let the tension ease, if only for an hour. Soon enough they'd be back in the
fray. "So
much affection for a cowardly ape, and not even a greeting for your brothers in
arms!" Bixei, Llesho's onetime enemy and more recent ally, stepped away
from his horse and received a companionable slap on the shoulder. "Bixei!
What are you doing on the march? You're supposed to be in Shan, helping to
train a Thebin army. How is Stipes?" "I
am very well, Prince Llesho." Stipes himself came forward, letting Llesho
see him. He wore a leather patch over his damaged eye, but otherwise looked
sound and hearty. "And you see a part of that Thebin army before you,
though we could not stop the emperor's own imperial guard from accompanying
us." Llesho
glanced over the small company bristling with weapons. Fifteen Thebin faces
stared at him in wonder as they sat the small hill horses like his own, while
thirty tall warriors at the rear rode the warhorses of Shan. Scat- tered
among them, Llesho recognized the mercenary garb of his childhood bodyguard,
the same worn by the weapons master who had died to protect him in the war
against Master Markko's villainy. He would have sent them home, the debt their
clan owed a dead king long paid, but he knew they would not go. "How
is this possible? I left you only weeks ago—" Bixei
grinned wickedly. "With the Lady SienMa's assistance, and the fall of the
slave trade in Shan, many potential allies found themselves at loose ends. And
no few of them have trained in secret and waited for the chance Shokar offered
them." "With
the arena in turmoil, your brother had his pick of trainers," Kaydu
explained. "Now he raises armies, and husbands a bumper crop." She
gave a little shrug. "He has given the emperor the loyalty a guest owes
his host, but trusted this particular plan of Shou's not at all. So he took the
harvest of his labors to Durnhag. He was right. We arrived at Durnhag too late
to prevent the attack, but Shokar tracked the raiders, who were heading toward
Ham. We followed the signs of your passage into the Gansau Wastes until
yesterday, when the desert seemed to swallow you up. We thought we had lost
you. Then, suddenly, there you were again and here we find you in the empty
desert in the company of one lone Wastrel." "We
are not as far from civilization as we seem." Llesho answered Kaydu's
unspoken question, but he looked to her father as he did so. "So
you have found Ahkenbad." Habiba bowed his head in a thoughtful nod.
"And you can find it again?" "Waking
or sleeping, whether I wish to go there or not." The magician understood
Llesho's wry smile. "The dreams don't ask permission," he commented.
To which Llesho added, "Neither does the Dinha of Ahkenbad." "Respect,
if you please." Harlol raised himself up to his full height, his hands
resting on his sword hilts in the way Llesho had come to recognize as readiness
for battle. "With
understanding," Llesho countered. He did respect the Dinha; he just didn't
trust her to put the will of a young Thebin ahead of the needs of her own
people. Habiba
interrupted before the Wastrel could respond with a challenge, however.
"We have traveled long and ridden hard. If Ahkenbad is as close as you
say, perhaps we can finish this discussion out of the sun—" "Of
course." Llesho gave him a formal bow, but cast an uncertain look back
toward the cave city. He had come out ill-prepared to accompany an army on
horseback. Kaydu saw his indecision and offered a hand when she had mounted her
own horse. "She can carry two, if it isn't too far." "I'll
take the Wastrel with me," Stipes offered. Bixei's glare changed his mind.
"Or, Bixei will ride with me, and the Wastrel can borrow his horse?" Bixei
leaped onto the horse's rump with a surly growl and gave his partner a pinch
under cover of securing a grip. Smothering a chuckle, Llesho shook his head
when Harlol looked to him for guidance. The Wastrel knew nothing of his
companions but their names, mentioned in passing as they shared stories to help
the time pass. He wouldn't have understood the byplay, but he mounted the
offered horse and let Llesho take the lead. Kaydu
nudged a little away from the others so she and Llesho could talk without being
heard. "Where are Lling and Hmishi?" she asked, the pleasure of
meeting falling away as the business of guarding a prince took over. "I
trained them better than to let you wander off alone." "We
were betrayed." Llesho stared out into the desert, remembering a dream of
anguish and despair. "The Ham have them." "Damn.
I'm sorry. But we'll get them back," Kaydu assured him, all levity now
gone. The
pressure of Master Markko's search had not re- turned,
but a superstitious dread of being overheard by magical means kept Llesho from
saying anything more. Llesho's nemesis might not yet know what prizes his
raiders held. Kaydu
turned in her saddle with a worried frown, but she said nothing more. Llesho
could tell by the faraway look in her eyes that she, too, tested the air for
more than the taste of dust. After a journey the longer for the exhaustion of
the horses, they passed through the dream readers' barrier that blinded the eye
to the presence of the cave city of Ahkenbad. "By
the Great Goddess, that's a trick," Kaydu muttered when the carved cliffs
of the cave city appeared around them. Inside
the warding defenses that protected Ahkenbad from her enemies, Llesho braced
himself for another confrontation. How was he going to explain to Habiba that
he'd lost the emperor? Chapter
Fourteen HEY had come to the
gaping stone mouth of the Dragon Cave. Worried acolytes and servants surrounded
them, stirring up the dust with their feet. He recognized Kagar among them. Her
avid, envious eyes locked briefly on Kaydu before she slipped into the chamber
where the dream readers gathered. The Dinha trusted her; Llesho didn't. He
still had the lump on the back of his head to remind him why that was a smart
thing, but his brothers presented the more immediate problem. Lluka
and Balar stood side by side in the very teeth of the stone dragon as if they
could hold off Llesho's new forces with their persons. From Llesho's seat atop
Kaydu's horse, his brothers looked very small. He shook his head to rid it of a
fleeting image: the jagged stone teeth snapping shut, the bloodied faces of his
brothers ground against sharp edges come to life. Not a wish, but a worry— What
part did the sleeping dragon of Stone River play in the dreams that tied the
princes of Thebin to this place? They
could not know where his thought had taken him, of course, and watched their
rebellious younger brother with matching stern frowns. "Only a fool goes
into the desert unprepared," Lluka scolded him. "When you didn't come
back, we thought you must be lost, or dead. You will have apologies to make to
the Dinha, and to the search parties when they return." "Harlol
was with me," Llesho reminded his brother, but that answer just earned the
Wastrel a scathing snarl of contempt. "You
move through the world wrapped in a no-sense zone, Llesho. It warps the
judgment of anyone who comes in contact with you." "Then
don't come too close, or you might grow a backbone." Lluka
colored as if he'd been struck, and would have continued the argument but for
Habiba's rumbled, "It's true, Llesho. Admit defeat with grace." He
didn't concede any such thing, of course, but Balar chose that moment to turn
the attack on the magician, freeing Llesho from the unwanted attention of his
brothers and the lady's witch. "You
have breached the Dinha's security." Balar said it as a fact, rather than
an accusation, just as his will to protect the dream readers was a fact and not
a show of bravado. Habiba
slipped from his horse and bowed a respectful greeting in spite of the surly
introduction. Llesho was glad Balar wasn't carrying a lute. Experience had
shown him that his brother wielded the instrument as well in battle as in song,
but the magician had a tricky temper at the best of times. He might indulge a
verbal challenge. In a physical attack, however, he was as likely to turn Balar
into a camel first and apologize later. Not the best plan in a place that
reeked of sleeping magic. Fortunately, his brother had come out unarmed even
with music, and Habiba's courtbred manners guaranteed his good intentions. "You
have nothing to fear from me—Prince? I honor the Dinha and her dreams."
With that very proper greeting, Habiba gave the signal for his army to
dismount. "I beg hospitality for my troops—water for their horses, and a
place to rest out the heat of the day. I would pay my respects to the Dinha,
and we will be on our way with the rising of Great Moon Lun." The
brothers could not help but recognize, among the soldiers massed at Habiba's
back, their own countrymen and the clan dress of the honorable mercenaries who
had guarded them as children. Lluka surrendered with a lowering of his eyelids
and gestured for a Tashek groom. Kagar had put off her disguise here, among her
kinsmen, and Harlol had taken up his role as a warrior, so the task fell to a
stranger. Experience told Llesho not to trust the man out of his sight, but
Harlol cast him a challenge in a glance. He had to accept the aid Habiba had
requested or pay for the insult to the Tashek people. This time, he conceded
the point. Kaydu
arranged for a soldier to take her horse. With Stipes and Bixei at her back,
she gave the princes a cool examination. Llesho shook his coats into order,
pretending to a disinterest he didn't feel when the princes returned her
disapproval with watchful glares. "These
must be brothers," she declared with a satisfied smirk. "They look
more like you than Shokar or Adar, though I can't say much for their
dispositions." Llesho
would have returned Kaydu's grin, but he dreaded his coming report on the Harn
attack. He didn't want to compound his offenses with poorly timed humor. "Indeed,"
he therefore answered as neutrally as he could manage, "May I introduce
the youngest of my older brothers, Prince Balar, who would hold off our army
with the daggers of his eyes—or his five-stringed lute, which felled no few of
our enemies on the outskirts of Durnhag. And Prince Lluka, who would still have
me taking naps in the afternoon with my favorite hound sneaked into my
bed." His
brothers' hostile glances turned to surprise and awe when he reversed the
introduction: "Princes, may I introduce the loyal servant of her ladyship,
the mortal goddess SienMa: Habiba the magician-witch, and his daughter,
Kaydu, who is the captain of my own cadre. You know—the Imperial Guards you
left in the hands of the Harn." "My
Lord Habiba," Balar began, but an angry roar interrupted his greeting. "You
what!" Bixei, who had remained silent but watchful at Stipes' side, strode
forward to place himself between Llesho and the threat of his brothers.
"I'm amazed Shou didn't strip the skin off your hide after a fool stunt
like that!" he shouted into Balar's face. In
spite of his rage, Bixei retained enough sense not to blurt out the emperor's
title. Llesho did the same. "Shou
had no say." This was the moment he had dreaded since Durnhag. "The
last time I saw him, Shou was holding off three Harn raiders, trying to reach
Adar's side. Neither Adar nor the Lady Carina bore any weapons. Both are
skilled in the Way of the Goddess, but they could not hold out against so many.
While I fought the raiders between us, one of our Tashek grooms struck me from
behind, and I fell." Harlol,
who had taken a position of defense at Llesho's side, jumped at the mention of
his cousin's part in the kidnapping, but carefully avoided eye contact. After
only a brief, scathing glance, however, Llesho continued his story. "When
I recovered consciousness, I found myself halfway to Ahkenbad in the custody of
my brother and our Tashek drovers. They left the others, including Adar and
Shou, Master Den, and Carina, to the hospitality of Har-nish murderers." He
exchanged glares with his brother over Bixei's shoulder. Balar still owed him
for the lump on his head, and perhaps for much more if the worst had happened
to Emperor Shou. Or their brother: the ghost of his adviser, Lleck, had said
nothing about getting his brothers killed while gathering them to his side. Habiba's
eyes opened wide. Briefly, Llesho thought the princes of Thebin were about to
die. Maybe Habiba would kill him, too, for arrant stupidity, though he doubted
it. Llesho was starting to figure out the part he played in the grand scheme of
this conflict. Habiba needed live bait to catch Master Markko, and he was it. He
had begun the move to his knife, instinctively ready to protect his brothers,
when Habiba brought his expression and his temper under control with a long
cleansing sigh. "We should take this discussion under cover," he
advised with a quick scan of the road, "And I have yet to pay my respects
to the Dinha." Balar
fumbled indecisively in their path, but Habiba set him aside with a casual
sweep of his arm and entered the sacred cave of the dream readers. Harlol
followed close on his heels, hands perched dangerously on his hilts. Llesho
figured he had more right to his place there than the rest of them, so made no
objection. The magician wasn't through with him yet, though. "Could
you have angered more of our gods with one foolish act if that had been your
intention?" Kaydu spat at the bemused princes before following her father
into the gaping mouth of the dream readers' cave. "Master
Den will protect them," Llesho offered as comfort. It didn't help. "Master
Den might, but what about ChiChu?" "They
go back a long time," he reminded her, "before either of us were
born." Behind
him, Balar's voice whispered anxiously in his ear, "ChiChu. A nickname for
a fickle master?" Llesho's
baleful glare told him otherwise. "Gods,
Llesho! What have we done?" Kaydu's
face closed up around her thoughts with a muttered curse. Llesho knew the
answer she would have given: brought down the empire and angered the trickster
god. Made an enemy of the mortal goddess of war, left your own brother and a
sacred healer to die at the hands of our enemies. Insane to talk about it in
the middle of the road, though, where a stray word might escape even the protections
of Ahkenbad. He followed Kaydu with just a brief comment for his brothers,
"I think you're about to find out." Only
a hand of the dream readers remained in the dragon's mouth. Attendants had
cleared away breakfast hours ago, and now they laid a light supper for their
guests. Llesho recognized Kagar among the women setting out plates of fruits
and flatbreads, and noticed again how she studied Kaydu with quick, darting
glances. He had no opportunity to question her even with a look, however.
Dognut stirred from his corner, a wide grin on his face. "Lord
Habiba! I knew Llesho would find you! Is that your lovely daughter?" "Bright
Morning, greetings. Yes, Kaydu has grown since you saw her last. I haven't come
this far to reminisce, however, but to consult with the blessed Dinha of the
Tashek people on a matter of great urgency." It
made sense, now that he thought about it, that these two would know each other.
Bright Morning's family lived in the Lady SienMa's province and, like Habiba,
the dwarf was in the confidence of the emperor. But Dognut had abandoned Shou
and aided the kidnappers, even if they were Llesho's brothers; the association
tainted Habiba as an adviser Llesho needed to rely on. "Child
of the desert." The Dinha released her attendant with a touch on his
shoulder, and rose to greeted the magician with the rueful smile of familiar
associates. "You find us well, thanks to your young prince." Habiba
bent to one knee in front of the Dinha and bowed his head. "Mother Desert,
greetings. Meet your grandchild." Without looking up, he took Kaydu's hand
and extended it to the Dinha's embrace. "Granddaughter."
The Dinha took both of Kaydu's hands and drew her into a kiss on each cheek.
"Your father is a fine man, but he has kept us too long from his
child!" Only
Llesho stood near enough to Harlol to see the avid excitement on his downturned
face. "Truth?" he asked. "Or a courtesy?" Harlol
gave an affronted snort. "All Tashek are the children of the Dinha. As for
the magician, anyone can tell that he has Tashek blood." A
little of both, then. Habiba and his daughter shared an exotic look of foreign
lands. Part of that—the shape of the eyes, the sweep of the brow—might indeed
be Tashek, though the sum of their features remained a mystery. So the
circle is completed, Llesho thought, with himself bound into the plots of
those who had no care for Thebin. He
had little time to brood, however. At the Dinha's welcoming hug, the pack on
Kaydu's back let out a screech that drew terrified gasps from the acolytes
hovering anxiously in the shadows. Harlol's swords hissed out of their
scabbards. The Wastrel checked his motion with an annoyed roll of his eyes when
Little Brother crept onto Kaydu's shoulder and peered anxiously about him out
of wide monkey eyes. "Pardon
my enthusiasm, sir monkey." The Dinha offered Little Brother a star fruit,
lightly poached, as a peace offering. "I mean no harm to my
granddaughter's familiar." When Little Brother had accepted the gift, the
Dinha gestured for the rest of the party to eat, herself taking a light
selection of vegetables that her attendant brought her. "The
dream readers have been troubled these many days, Habiba, and you figure in our
prayers. But let me first bless you for the loan of young Prince Llesho." Llesho
filled a flatbread with fruit and ducked his head. If he pretended to be
invisible, perhaps they wouldn't notice him. He might just as well have
disappeared, however; Habiba spoke about him as he would an absent and unruly
cadet. "I
can't accept your gratitude, Dinha. I don't command the young man." Habiba
dipped a ball of grain-meal into a
spicy sauce and popped it into his mouth, chewing thoughtfully before
explaining, "Had I done so, little of what has happened would have come to
pass." "And
yet," the Dinha informed him, "before he found his way to Ahkenbad,
the Holy Well of Ahkenbad had failed. In his dream, the Great Goddess' Jinn led
Prince Llesho to its source where he released the waters from their prison.
Without his help, only ghosts would have remained to greet you." "The
Jinn has come to him?" Habiba darted a glance at Llesho, returning his
gaze quickly to the Dinha. "In
a dream," she nodded confirmation, "and not for the first time, I
judge." With
his free hand, Llesho drew out the newest pearl with its banding of silver.
"Pig led me to the spring, where I found this." "We
are on first-name relations with the servants of the Great Goddess now,"
Habiba commented in a deceptively offhanded tone. His avid gaze on the pearl gave
away his real interest, however. Even Little Brother abandoned his star fruit
to sniff the air for danger. The pearl caught his monkey curiosity, and he
snatched at it in Llesho's hand. "No,
you don't, little thief!" Llesho closed his fingers around the pearl and
looked up to see Habiba's hand reaching toward him as if he, too, would have
seized the pearl. The moment stretched, frozen in the gleam of the magician's
hungry eyes. Finally,
as though waking from a trance, Habiba let his hand fall. "My apologies,
young prince—to you, and to the Great Goddess you serve." He dropped his
head, horrified by his own action, while his daughter watched for the tic of an
eyelid or the twitch of a muscle that would offer a clue how she should jump. The
Dinha gave Habiba's hand a comforting pat. "Perhaps you should start from
the beginning?" "Which
beginning?" Habiba shrugged. "The birth of a seventh son to the king
of Thebin? Or the fall to the Harn raiders of the mortal kingdom most beloved
by the Great Goddess, and the scattering of her people? Or the perils of one
boy through hardship and slavery and battle to free his home from
tyranny?" "There
are some," the Dinha remarked acidly, "who would have argued that the
king, this boy's father, lavished too much attention on his goddess and too
little on his people, which may be tyranny itself. When one loses sight of the
smaller things, disaster often follows in the large. But I did not mean to
speak of the politics of the dead." Llesho
wondered for a bitter moment if she expected him to object. Well, he didn't.
He'd come to the same conclusion himself, and somewhere between Durnhag and
Ahkenbad he'd started to wonder if Shou didn't need a reminder of that as well.
Maybe, if the emperor survived, they would sit down and talk about fathers and
wild-hawk adventures and the people left without their king. The Dinha hadn't
removed the arrow of her attention from Habiba's breast, however. "Perhaps
you can begin with what our young prince was doing in Durnhag?" Llesho
sneaked a glance at Harlol. The Wastrel was the Dinha's man—how much that
Harlol knew could be hidden from one who claimed his loyalty and could enter
his dreams? For that matter, the Dinha herself had read Llesho's dreams. But he
hadn't dreamed of the companions left behind at Durnhag; he'd dreamed of a
magical pig. And Harlol, it seemed, believed Shou to be a simple merchant, with
extraordinary skill with a sword but no greater connection to Llesho's team
than the contract they had signed as part of their ruse. "I
knew it was a foolish plan from the beginning," Habiba muttered. Her
ladyship's magician was going to tell the truth. Llesho had a bad feeling about
this. "I
expected Captain Bor-ka-mar's troops to contain any emergency." "Shou
was concerned about developments in Durn-hag," Llesho offered. He didn't
want the soldier taking the blame for his emperor's decisions. "He stopped
outside the towers to meet with the spies of the Lady SienMa and sent
Bor-ka-mar into the city, where an ambush seemed most likely. Somehow, the Harn
found out." And it struck him, not for the first time, that the goddess of
war had wanted them there. Little
Brother had curled up for a nap in Kaydu's arms. She clasped her familiar
close, braced for the terrible news she expected to hear. Balar had found them
at the inn as well—their security had leaked worse than a pair of old sandals,
but he'd been hauled off over a camel's back before he could discover anything
about the conspiracy that had attacked them. Llesho shrugged, helpless to ease her
fears. "Dinha,"
Habiba said, and Llesho had never seen her ladyship's witch at such a loss.
"It seems we've lost the emperor of Shan, beloved ally of Lady
SienMa." Llesho
saw the dismay in the witch's eyes, the dread he felt to return to his lady
with the report of Shou's death. But they had lost others as well. "And
with the emperor, the trickster god Chichu," he added to the tally,
"and Carina, the daughter of Mara, who aspires to ascend into heaven as
the eighth mortal god, and Adar, the healer prince of Thebin." "The
emperor?" Lluka asked. "How have I so mistaken the future in my
visions?" "Shou,
the merchant," Llesho explained. "He travels in disguise
sometimes." "I
didn't know." By the door, Harlol's eyes widened in shock. "You left
this out of your tale, dreamer-prince," he muttered under his breath, but
Llesho heard. "It
wasn't my story to tell." "What
tale is this?" Habiba asked. Harlol took the question as an invitation to
throw himself at the feet of the magician. "I raised a blade against the
emperor," he confessed, "and for my crime, my life is forfeit. May
justice come swiftly, and sweet death end the torture of the guilty." "Don't
be foolish," Llesho poked him in the side with his toe for emphasis.
"If Shou had wanted you dead, he'd have killed you." Habiba
looked down at the groveling Wastrel with wry exasperation. "You didn't
know you fought the emperor, did you?" "No,
my lord." "And
would you have fought him in a public square if you had known?" "No,
my lord." This second answer came muffled from the carpeted floor where
Harlol lay prostrate, punctuating each answer with a kiss on the magician's
foot. "And
did you inflict any wounds on the emperor, intended or otherwise?" "No,
my lord. He beat me soundly, and sent me off in the hands of the healer-prince,
who also traveled incognito." "Then
I don't see that we have a case here. Why don't you go back to the door and
keep guard as you were doing?" Harlol
lay stretched between the magician and the Dinha for another moment. Then,
softly, he answered, "Yes, my lord," and raised himself to his feet.
"With the blessing of the Dinha, I pledge my skills and services to the
coming battle, and will give my life to win back the life of the great
emperor." Llesho
thought the "great emperor" was a bit much, even allowing for the
natural respect Harlol had for the emperor's skills. But they could use all the
help they could muster, and he'd grown used to having the Wastrel around. Best,
therefore, not to mention the attack on Adar that had started the whole thing.
The Dinha, however, had other plans for her Wastrel. "Do
you give up your charge so easily?" she asked him, and Harlol blushed. "No,
Dinha—" he pleaded with his eyes to be let off this rusty hook, but the
Dinha did not free him. "Hold
to the task you start with," she said, "and it will bring you to what
you must do. Even this." Llesho
didn't understand it, but it seemed to satisfy Harlol, who went back to his
post with renewed fervor. When
the matter of the attack on Shou by his own party had been settled, Lluka
extended his hand, palm up as if to soothe troubled nerves. "Surely these
bandits won't hurt their prisoners," he suggested. His own voice quaked
with doubts, however. "They will keep them well whatever course they take,
in case they need to negotiate a surrender." "They've
already hurt him." No
one asked Llesho how he knew. The Dinha didn't even look surprised. A groan
from another quarter, however, greeted the dire announcement. Balar, stricken
with remorse, curled in against his knees. "I didn't know," he
whispered, unwilling to draw attention to himself, but unable to stanch the
flow of his grief. "We made a terrible mistake." "Would
the presence of this one boy have saved this precious party of emperors and
princes, when the gods themselves did not, child?" The Dinha spoke to
Habiba, but she meant it for them all. She held the witch's gaze, relentless
but kind, until he surrendered to her logic. "No,
Dinha." He sounded much as Harlol had, on being chastised for taking on
more than his burden of guilt. "And
did not the boy's own goddess send her familiar, the heavenly gardener Pig, who
led the boy to the holy spring of Ahkenbad? And did not this Pig entrust to him
a great pearl from the goddess' lost and broken necklace as a token of the
quest he undertakes to free his kingdom and the very gates of heaven from the
enemies of the Great Goddess?" "Yes,
Dinha." Llesho
sneaked a glance at Kaydu, who watched her father with the stillness of a
cobra. One
tear fell from Habiba's eye. "But my ladyship has lost so much." "Your
ladyship is the patroness of wars, and gathers to herself only what she has
sown in the fields of others. This boy you blame for all your tragedies has
suffered at the hands of your lady war, and yet you blame him for her
losses?" "No,
Dinha," he said, with a sigh that released the anger he had suppressed but
not let go of until now. Llesho
had thought it might please him to see the powerful magician brought down a
notch, but now he realized how much comfort he had taken in that strength. If
Habiba could be humbled like any man, what protection could he give against
Master Markko and the armies of the Harn? Llesho remembered Master Jaks lying
dead in a battlefield tent, all his strength and cunning spent so early in the
struggle, and did not want to think that he could lose another defender. "Apologies,
my prince." "Accepted.
The important thing is getting them back before Master Markko, or his minions,
do any more damage." Habiba
had treated him like a student and like a soldier in his command, and on
occasion, even like an inconvenience, but the witch had never addressed him
with the full weight of belief in his title before. Llesho found that it
worried him now. If Habiba looked to him for direction, they were in deeper
trouble than even he had thought. "You're
not making any sense, brother. You can't risk your life and your quest to save
the emperor of Shan. He has soldiers and the gods to take care of him. Your
responsibilities lie elsewhere. We will need you when the time comes to bring
freedom to our people. The Great Goddess herself depends on you." Lluka's
objection came as no surprise. That didn't mean Llesho appreciated fighting
with his brother over every decision, and his voice had an edge of frustration
to it when he tried to explain again to his stubborn brother why he couldn't
sit out the coming storm. "That
time is already here. If Shan falls to Master Markko, what chance do any of us
have?" He gestured to the assembled company, to show that he meant not only
Thebin but Ahkenbad and the mystics of the Gan-sau Wastes as well. "We
need a strong Shan to back us if we are to have any hope of defeating the
Harn." He didn't mention the demons that his dreams told him were laying
siege to the gates of heaven. He didn't think Lluka was ready to hear it. Habiba
agreed. "Markko will have to eliminate anyone with the power to oppose
him. Llesho is at the top of his list of targets. I'm certainly on that list
and Ahkenbad will be soon, if it isn't already. When you intervened in Durnhag,
you put yourselves forward in his eyes as well." "I
got them into this, I owe them my best effort to get them out." Llesho
gave a little shrug. It went without saying, except that Lluka needed to hear
it. "We are none of us safe, however, if we don't stand up to him
now." Nobody needed to know that the torments of the captives echoed
regularly in his dreams. He
suspected the Dinha already did know, though. She touched her forefinger to the
back of Lluka's hand, as if reminding him of something he had known for so long
that the awareness of it had fallen out of use. "You can't go back and
prevent that small boy in your past from suffering the loss of his home and the
murder of his parents. You can't roll back the Long March or erase the years of
slavery. "The
young prince of Thebin has become a tool of the gods, and you can only love him
and find your own place on the juggernaut." Llesho
recognized his own life in the Dinha's rebuke, but he didn't understand what
she was telling his brother, except to let him go. Lluka didn't like it, but he
bowed his head, in submission to what will Llesho was uncertain, except that
Balar wasn't happy about it. And Dognut— Bright Morning—had a satisfied gleam
in his eyes that didn't make sense on the face of a simple musician. He'd
always known the dwarf was more, of course, but he was reminded of why that
made him nervous. At the moment, however, he had more immediate worries, like
the need for a plan. "When
do we leave?" "The
horses are exhausted," Kaydu reported, "and so are the troops that
came with us." The
Dinha agreed. "So is Llesho." "We
rest then until sunset and ride with Great Moon Lun," Habiba decided. With
a gesture, the Dinha summoned an attendant and dismissed them with courtesy.
"Quarters await you in the cavern of the acolytes. Balar can lead
you." But
when Llesho rose to leave with the rest, she set a hand on his sleeve, her eyes
fixed on the stone staircase set into the back of the chamber. "I
believe your Master Den suggested that you might better understand the course
you take if the dream readers of Ahkenbad visited your dreams and gave you
counsel." He
hadn't ever told her that, exactly, but it didn't take a special ceremony to
have the Dinha enter his dreams. She must have seen his answer in the set of
his mouth, because she accepted the rebuke with a bow of her head. "It is,
however, an honor to sleep between the horns of the dragon. And sometimes, the
dragon himself whispers in the sleeping ear of his guest." She
smiled when she said it, so that he could dismiss it as a jest or a fireside
tale if he chose, but the glint in her eyes promised more if he believed. He
wasn't sure how he felt about the Stone River Dragon, but he'd met enough of
the creatures in his short life to know that, true or not, he didn't doubt the
tale was at least possible. He gave the shadows at the top of the stone
staircase a long look, then, with a bow of thanks, he went up. No surprises—he
had visited this chamber in dreams, and found the pallet set there for his rest
as he remembered. He didn't think he would sleep, but a heavy curtain he hadn't
noticed before shut out the heat and glare of the afternoon sun, and soon his
eyelids shuttered the glow of the dragon's crystals. Chapter
Fifteen IN a dream he left his bed and went not to the staircase he
had ascended to this place but to the beaten path that passed in front of the
dragon's horns, above the head of the stone dragon. When he pushed aside the
curtain, he found that Great Sun had set, leaving only the dim, dim glow of the
lesser moons, Han and Chen, to light the trail to the cave shrines above the
city. Centuries of Tas-hek pilgrims had made this path, carving shrines like a
string of prayer beads out of the soft rock of the hillside. Close up, Llesho
could see how varied were the hands that had created these offerings to the
Gansau Spirits. Some caves were no more than shallow holes in the cliff,
roughly finished in mud, their entrances covered by coarse curtains stitched
with trembling fingers. Others cut deeply into the hillside, hollowed around
elegantly carved pillars of rock, their walls smoothly plastered and decorated
with jeweled images of the Gansau Spirits. The rugs at their entrances showed a
fine hand in the weaving, shot through with precious threads. The
greatest of the cave shrines hid secret chambers filled with prayers written on
paper and silk cloth, knotted in rags or wrapped in tooled wooden boxes. Nuns
and priests made this pilgrimage from all over the Wastes to
deliver the prayers they wrote down for a penny on the backs of older prayers
or supply lists or letters of safe-passage, if their clients could not afford
fresh paper. But all who found their way here—rich or poor, scholar or
unschooled—made the trip up to the shrines on foot. The
trail was steep in places, in others passable only by ladders set along the
cliff face and hard to find or follow in the dark. Llesho stumbled and caught
his balance—the wrenching pain in his knee made it all more real than a dream
had any right to be. Just as he began to wonder if he really did travel the
pilgrim way through the waking dawn, however, the patchwork of rugs and
curtains shrouding the mysteries of the mountainside came to writhing life.
Against a faded backdrop of hills streaked with rust the color of blood, gods
and goddesses and impetuous spirits moved through landscapes of thread. Trying
not to return the looks of the woven figures who stopped and watched out of the
tapestries as he passed, Llesho moved more carefully through his dream. He had
little understanding of the beliefs that had created monuments out of
mountains, and he did not wish to intrude where he did not belong. His dream
created caves out of his own mind, however: not Tashek designs, but something
more familiar drew his hand. The embroidered scene on a background of pale blue
reminded him of her ladyship's gardens in the governor's compound at Farshore
Province. Those gardens had themselves been an artful rendering of her
ladyship's home, Thousand Lakes Province. Did
such a thing as home exist when one lived through the ages as a mortal god? The
Lady SienMa had carried a bit of Thousand Lakes with her to Farshore, as if
that reminder had mattered to her. His memories of that time contradicted one
another, however. Sometimes he saw her as the woman who loved a husband and
honored a father, and who taught him how to use a bow. At others, he remembered
the icy goddess who had judged him at weapons and who had given him gifts that
whispered to him of his own past deaths, and perhaps his death to come. If
he thought about it too much, it made his head hurt. With careful fingertips,
therefore, he traced the flow of a stream across the tapestry, caressed banks
thick with rushes on either side of the ripple of green thread. Little wooden bridges,
their planks marked in shades of sepia and tan, crossed to a knotted island
very like the one where Llesho and his cadre had learned to fight as a team.
Llesho remembered weapons training with Lling and Hmishi, led by Kaydu and
chivied on by Bixei and the others, with a warmth almost of home. He
pushed aside the curtain and entered. Inside the sacred cave a flame burned
like a ghost. Gases escaping the thinnest crack in the floor of the cave fed
the eternal flame in honor of spirits Llesho did not know. By its light he made
out a pillar of stone at the center of the shrine, carved in relief from top to
bottom with a scene of whirling warriors. The figures stirred in the dim light,
and sounds and smells of the battlefield came faintly to him, as if from a
distance. He'd lost Master Jaks to the armies of Markko the Magician in a
battle like that. They'd buried him in an unmarked grave so that his enemies
couldn't find him to mock his body. Llesho hoped he'd made his way to the
warriors' last home and the comfort of his brothers. "All
debts are paid," he muttered to the dream figures on the pillar. He knew
enough to dread what the cave would reveal to him next, but still he reeled
with shock when he saw the scene painted on the plastered walls. Her ladyship's
orchard. If
he hadn't remembered the trees, laden here with amber peaches and amethyst
plums, the figures in the painting left no doubt. A small, dark boy with
worshipful eyes lay at the foot of a heavy-laden tree, his head in the lap of a
lady with a face white as a ghost and with ruby tears of blood falling from her
eyes. A bow lay abandoned next to a bowl of jeweled fruit on the soft green
grass. The boy, he saw, lay dying. A short spear pierced his heart and yellow
light spilled from the wound. Llesho
knew he was the boy painted on the wall, and recognized the spear. Somewhere in
the city below, the weapon waited for him, a fearful thing to keep so close,
but too dangerous to trust in the hands of anyone else. He hoped this wasn't a
prophetic dream. As
if reaching for a lifeline, Llesho slipped a hand inside his shirt and grasped
the small bag that held the pearls of the goddess resting over his heart. The
one with the silver scrollwork was missing. Slowly he backed out of the shrine,
would have backed right off the hillside if he hadn't bumped into a tall dark
figure on the path behind him. "Not
to your liking?" Pig wore no clothing, but was wound about with thin
chains like the silver wires that wrapped the pearl. "Are
you responsible for this?" Llesho gestured at the cave he'd just exited.
Only a plain and dusty rug of Tas-hek leaves and flowers covered the entrance
when he looked at it again. "It's
not my dream," Pig reminded him. "I'm only here because you called
me." He nudged Llesho up the mountainside a pace or two before nodding at
a rug covered in Thebin embroideries in rich mountain wool. Brushing aside a
fold of the tapestry, he disappeared into the darkness. Llesho followed and
found himself in a small cave. The
tinted plaster copied the yellow mud that gave Kungol its golden glow in
sunlight, but no other sign of the pilgrim who had made the shrine remained.
Llesho wondered if the Thebin cave existed in the waking world or if Pig had
created it out of dreamstuff, but the Jinn said nothing. Whoever had hollowed
out this space hadn't meant it for strangers. It felt unbearably private.
Stroking one hand down the nearest wall with all hisin hisyearning—for
his lost mother, his sister, his home fingertips, Llesho turned away. "Don't
you want to see what's here?" Pig asked him. "There's
nothing to see." Nothing but smooth, cool walls of Thebin gold. The back
wall did have a painting on it, though, in subtle colors so like the yellow of
the plaster that he hadn't made them out in the dim light. As the light grew
stronger, however, the mountains that rose above Kungol appeared like a whisper
on the back wall: pale and shrouded in mist at their peaks, fading at their
lower reaches into the yellow mud of the city. The
light, he realized, was coming from the painting, and he couldn't turn away,
had to reach out. A cold, thin wind off the mountains touched his face, and he
shivered. The mist on the mountaintop seemed to clear for a moment, and a gate
made of golden pillars appeared. Llesho walked toward it, passed through into a
place he'd never seen before, but knew instantly. "The
gardens of heaven," he whispered, and Pig, beside him, nodded. "They
need tending," the Jinn answered more than the question. His little piggy
eyes held such a complexity of emotions that Llesho could not bear to look at
them. Longing, he knew, and the delight of coming home, but also dismay, and a
great sorrow, as if in the moment of greeting Pig braced himself to bid the
beloved gardens good-bye. From somewhere Pig had materialized a rake, and he
wandered off with a nod of farewell, his mind already on the work that needed
his attention. Abandoned
to the vast gardens that existed nowhere in his own plane of being, Llesho
shivered and searched behind him for the gates by which he had entered. Common
sense told him he didn't belong here. He needed to wake up, to get back down
the hillside and into his bed. But the gates had disappeared. He saw only
gardens run to weeds and tangles of thorny scrub in every direction he looked.
Nowhere
could he find a sign of friendly life. Llesho reached for his sword and
remembered he had come out in a dream, unarmed. He wished for a spear or even a
rake, but had only his bare hands to protect him from the teeth and tusks of
the creatures grumbling threats in the rustling undergrowth. Resisting
the sudden need to curl up in a tight ball in the fork of a tree until Pig came
to find him, Llesho looked around for a landmark to guide him through his
terror. He found himself looking into the eyes of a plain woman of middle years
in the simple clothes of a beekeeper. "You've
come." She
lifted the thick veils that draped her beekeeper's hat and her smile seemed to
light her up from the inside, like a party lantern. Llesho found himself
uncertain, suddenly, of all the assumptions he had made in his first look at
her, as if two images shared the same space and vied for his fractured
attention. One, the beekeeper, he understood. The other made him tremble, and
he didn't dare name it to himself. "Pig
brought me." He addressed the beekeeper, and gradually his awareness of
the other, stranger presence subsided. "Pig."
She nodded, and he shivered with aftershocks of something he refused to see.
"But you've come. At last." "It's
just a dream," he reminded himself, or answered the unspoken question in
her words. "I can't stay." Not really here. Gone with the moonrise,
into a waking reality a thousand li away from Kungol and the gates it had
guarded for so long. "Don't
dismiss your dreams. All of heaven is counting on them." She held his gaze
another moment, gave him a little nod to emphasize her words, and then she was
gone, slipping away into the foliage. He followed, thrashing around in the
underbrush like a wild boar, but he could find no sign of her except for the
hive that buzzed with wild bees in the branches overhead. He remembered his
first impulse, to hide himself in that tree. At least her appearance had saved
him from the painful discovery that there was no hiding in heaven. By the time
he stopped looking for her, he had lost his bearings completely, and couldn't
tell which direction he had come from or where he had seen Pig go. Nothing
at eye level gave him a clue, but the roof of a garden pavilion rose above the
treetops in the distance. An overgrown path led in that direction, and he
followed, it seemed, for hours, though the bright light of midday never varied.
That was part of his quest, after all: to find the String of Midnights— the
goddess' scattered necklace of black pearls—and bring the night back to heaven.
If anything, that knowledge made the constant daylight more ominous instead of
less, however. He
struggled forward, against his own fears and the dense growth. Once or twice he
thought he caught a glimpse of someone through the bushes ahead, but up close,
he found no sign that anyone had been there. Toward what must be afternoon in
the world where sun and moon brought night and day, storm clouds boiling on the
horizon gave the illusion of nightfall to the gardens. Lightning stabbed from
thick black clouds and rain came on fast, pelting him with hail that left
bruises on his arms and beat down the grass. Llesho ran for cover through
rain-black tangles of thorns that caught at him as he passed. He hoped the
beekeeper had found shelter, and prayed that no bolt of lightning strike him
down, no flood drown him. When rescue from the storm did not come, he offered
up his misery to the goddess and struggled on. Eventually,
the storm passed. The sun came out, sucking the steam out of the muck to curl
around his slipping feet. He was afraid he'd fall into quicksand, but the
ground remained solid enough under a soupy film of mud. When he no longer
needed the protection, of course, he stumbled upon the pavilion he had seen
from afar on the other side of the storm.
Once
it must have graced the garden with its soaring beauty. Now, rain-swept leaves
rotted against the risers and the excrement of predators raised a greater stink
than the mud-rot. He hesitated at the bottom of a short flight of steps,
embarrassed to mark the pale treads with his muddy footprints, even though
there wasn't much more damage he could do the decaying structure. Picking his
way carefully through the debris, therefore, Llesho made his way inside. Trees,
driven by the terrible storms, had crashed through the roof, strewing broken
limbs and shattered tiles on the floor. A divan, chewed and defiled by nesting
vermin, sat in a far corner. Llesho made his way toward it past the debris. He
had thought he might find the beekeeper sheltering from the storm, but the
pavilion stood abandoned. Without her there to ask directions, he didn't know
how he would find his way back to the gates or to Pig. Nudging the shreds of
draperies aside, he sat heavily on the smelly divan. "What
has happened here?" he asked, softly because he was only talking to
himself. "Too
much despair, not enough attention to duty." At
the sound of a voice behind him, Llesho leaped to his feet in fighting stance,
his leg raised for a side kick. Pig. The Jinn had found clothes, the rough
pants and shirt of a common worker bound by a cloth belt and streaked with mud.
Mud clotted between the teeth of his rake and the toes of the cloven hooves he
walked on. Llesho relaxed his striking leg, so that he had both feet on the
floor, but otherwise gave no quarter. "What happened here?" he
demanded. "Where have you brought me?" He said nothing about the
beekeeper, afraid that he'd created her out of his own imagination. "We
are in the gardens of heaven, as you well know." Pig leaned on his rake,
exhaustion carved into his smooth round face. Llesho saw blood on the rake
handle and blisters on the thick fingered black hands where a proper pig would
have a second set of hooves. "As for what has happened here, it is
despair. I've shaken things up a bit among the under-gardeners, though, and
we've had some rain." "I'd
noticed." Llesho wrung out his shirt, distaste twisting his mouth.
"It soaked me through. I thought the sun always shone in heaven." "You
have seen what happens when the sun shines all the time, Llesho: the Gansau
Wastes. Even heaven needs rain. Its gardeners sometimes need a kick in a tender
spot to get them moving as well, but these gardens, at least, should be set to
rights soon. For a little while." "Why
just for a while?" It seemed pointless to maintain a threatening posture
when Pig looked like he could barely stand on his two hooves. Llesho threw
himself down on the corner of the divan and cleared the spot next to him for the
Jinn, who did not sit, but paced his anger out the length of the pavilion. "Because,
when you awaken from your dream, we will both be in Ahkenbad again. I have
given my assistants the flat of my rake, but heaven remains hostage to the
demon at the gate, and no help can come until Thebin is free of the Harn who
called him. When we are gone, lethargy will reclaim the lesser gardeners, and
they will soon return to the state in which I found them, gaming among
themselves, drinking, and weeping. "Fools!"
Pig threw himself down on the divan, nearly toppling them both into a snarl of
bat droppings and chewed satin. "Not a one of them has left heaven by
choice since called to serve the Great Goddess in her gardens. Now that they
cannot leave, however, they mourn a freedom they never valued when they had
it." "And
the goddess?" Llesho asked. He'd expected to see her, thought she might
come out to greet him. That she hadn't only confirmed his own belief, despite
his advisers' insistence to the contrary, that she had found him lacking as a
husband. "I
thought—" Surprised, Pig cleared his throat, squirming uncomfortably so
that the divan they sat on groaned
under his shifting weight. "No one approached you?" "I
haven't seen anyone but you. While I was looking for you, after you had gone
off without me, I stumbled on a beekeeper trying to coax a wild hive out of a
tree, but no one else." "A
beekeeper." Pig looked at him thoughtfully, and it was Llesho's turn to
squirm. "Did she say anything to you?" "She
seemed to think that I had come to free heaven in my dreams. That isn't
possible, is it?" Pig
shrugged his shoulders. "I've never heard that it could be done. Until I
tried it, however, I didn't know that I could turn myself into a pearl, or that
I could escape by rolling into a spring that flows between the worlds of heaven
and earth." "You're
a Jinn," Llesho pointed out practically. "Magic comes with the
territory. Until a handful of seasons ago, I was a pearl diver and a slave. I
can fight now, but my real talent seems to be as live bait that Habiba can
dangle in front of Master Markko." His journey to Ahkenbad slung wrong way
over the back of a camel still rankled. "I excel as baggage as well." "The
. . . beekeeper . . . thought you were more, though?" "She
said my dreams were important. Here." He gestured with a nod of his head
to encompass the gardens that surrounded them. "Believe
it." Pig nodded, as if the words only confirmed something he already knew.
"Though I'm surprised she hasn't changed her mind about you, now that she
knows your wits are dull as a fence post." Llesho
pondered this for a long moment. "You don't mean—" Pig couldn't mean
what he thought. The Great Goddess must be beautiful, or at least as terrible
as the Lady SienMa. Not plain, in homely dress and at homely work. Before he
could pursue the question with Pig however, a familiar voice broke into his
reverie. "Llesho!"
Habiba's voice called from some distance he couldn't measure, "Wake up!
Hurry!" "We
have to get back," Pig agreed, as he heard the voice, too. "There
you are." The sorcerer appeared at the edge of the foliage that encroached
on the pavilion where he sat with Pig. "There's been an attack. We've got
to get you out of here and let the dream readers close the portal." What
portal? And how did Habiba get into his dream? The magician's urgency brought
him to his feet even as the questions bounced around in his head. "Lead
the way, my lord." Habiba
gave him a very strange look. "It's your dream, Llesho. All you
have to do is wake up." "I
can't, my lord." Llesho gave an apologetic twitch of his shoulders.
"I'm lost." "We're
going to have to work on that. Later, though. No time now." The magician
seemed to be speaking to someone Llesho couldn't see. He felt a sudden pinch
that brought him up off the divan with a yelp. Then Habiba was gone, and he was
standing alone, high on the sacred mountain of Ahkenbad. Kaydu
met him halfway down the trail that wound through the cliff of caves. "Llesho!"
she called to him. "Are you awake yet!" She
grabbed his arm and shook it anyway, and he realized that the shock of finding
himself in the hills instead of in his bed must have shown on his face. "I'm
awake. How did I get here?" "Walked
in your sleep, according to my father. You nearly gave him a heart attack when
he didn't find you between the horns of the dragon. The Dinha told him you'd be
wandering in the caves." She
gave him a strange look, wide-eyed with the ur-
gency
of the moment, but still filled with secrets. "Father walks in his sleep,
too." "Oh."
He walks in other people's sleep as well, he could have told her, but he
thought she knew that already. "This
way. There's no time." At a run that should have sent them headlong off
the mountainside she led him down, down, the cliffside path, into the dragon's
chamber he had left in his sleep. "What's
happened?" he gasped as he followed her through the crystal cave. "Master
Markko attacked the dream readers. They held him off as long as they could, but
he knows where we are." "How'd
he find Ahkenbad? I thought the city was hidden." "The
dream readers were holding the portal open to your visions. Master Markko
stumbled onto the portal and slipped past their defenses." He'd
been looking for Llesho. At what cost to their own people had the dream readers
defended him? Llesho stopped to pick up his spear and his sword, then he
tumbled down the stone stairway behind her. He
expected to find soldiers fighting, the clash of weapons in the moonlight, but
all was in silence. Too silent, he realized. The dream readers lying on their
mats were dead. Acolytes moved among them in a daze, offering fumbling help
their masters were beyond accepting. Bloody tear tracks streaking their faces
gave the only sign of the violence that had left the student dream readers
shattered within. "This
is my fault." Llesho reached out a hand, as if the evidence of touch might
disprove what he saw. "I should never have come here." "You
didn't choose to come here." Lluka stepped away from a tight cluster of
figures in the shadows, his face a mask of horror. "It was our idea to
bring you here." His gesture included Balar, and Harlol, who wiped at the
blood dripping from the corner of his eye as he followed the princes into the
dim light. Llesho wasn't accepting the excuses his brothers made for him. "I
could have gone—" Absently,
Harlol brushed a streak of blood from his chin. "It wouldn't have made a
difference. The magician was trying to find you when he attacked. If you were a
million li from here, he would have attacked just the same. He only knows where
you are now because of what he found in our minds. The dream readers resisted,
but they had to choose between—" He stopped, his complexion turning green
under the bronze, as if he had only that moment realized the import of what he
had to say. "They
had to choose between protecting my dreams from him, or protecting themselves.
And they chose to die." Llesho jerked his head in a sketchy nod, all he
could manage of courtesy while he struggled to contain his grief and rage. Not
again. He couldn't take it again, not the deaths of more innocents on his
hands. There was nothing, nothing he could do that could repay the lives
sacrificed for him, and he resented it, resented the burden they put on him,
the expectations they never quite spelled out. All those souls waiting between
the worlds for him to do something or be something that would set them free,
and he had to make it worth their sacrifice. But he didn't know how he was
going to survive the weight of their deaths long enough to redeem them. "Kagar?"
Llesho asked, afraid to add another soul to his tally. Harlol
had that one bit of comfort to offer. "The Dinha had forbidden the
acolytes to join in the dream reading tonight. Some are hurt, all are in shock,
but Kagar and the others are alive. They'll need help." Llesho
felt the Wastrel pulling away and gave him permission to go with a quick nod.
"Help where you can," he
said, and added, "I'm as safe as I'm going to be," to Harlol's
retreating back. When he had disappeared into the dim night, Llesho turned to
his brothers. "The
Dinha—" Habiba's
low voice rumbled out of the dark. "She's alive." There
was little hope in his voice when he said it. Peering intently into the corner,
Llesho saw the Dinha lying as still as the dead, huddled in a heap of drapes
and robes. The dwarf, Bright Morning to the Tashek dream readers, sat with her
head in his lap while he gently stroked the hair from her forehead. Habiba sat
at her side, her hand wrapped in his long, skilled fingers. As
he watched in an anguish of remorse, the Dinha's eyes drifted open. "Take
the boy," she said. "Run. Worlds hang by his life's thread." "You
should have let him have me," he accused. "It should not have come to
this." "We
could not allow him to follow you through the gates," she whispered. It
was true. The mere thought of Master Markko tainting the gardens of heaven made
him shudder. The beekeeper—at the thought, her image filled his mind, and the
spear hummed with life at his back. He'd do anything to keep her safe. Oh. His
eyes, shocked at the recognition, met the Dinha's warm understanding. Then,
with a little sigh, her eyes drifted shut. "Will
she be all right?" "Yes."
Dognut kissed her brow and lay her down gently into the nest of pillows.
"She's fine." Liar!
She was dead! But Llesho was beginning to understand, a little, what she had
meant his dreams to teach him. The body died, the spirit went on. She would
travel far and return again with wisdom to the wheel of life. He ought to
believe that, and maybe in a hundred seasons he would. Slowly,
a tremor underfoot drew him out of his desper- ate
reverie. The keening wail from everywhere at once, it seemed, started so low
that he scarcely noticed it at first, but rose in pitch and volume until he
thought it would deafen him. The acolytes couldn't raise that much noise. He
threw his hands over his ears, but it didn't help. When he thought he could
take no more, the ground rumbled and snapped beneath his feet like a flag in
the wind. "Ah!"
the rugs on the cavern floor cushioned his fall, but his left wrist hurt when
he tried to put his weight on it to get up again. Then a rough hand had him by
the shoulder, and Balar was dragging him to his feet. "Llesho.
We have to leave." Kagar appeared between the stone teeth guarding the
entrance to the chamber. She had washed and put on the robes of a dream reader,
but he saw the faint tracks where the blood had leaked from her eyes and nose.
Her eyes glittered with fear and wonder in the dark. "The spirits have
awakened the dragon. He stirs." Llesho
thought she was talking in mystical riddles until a great gust of wind passed
out through the gullet of the cave, rattling the roof and emitting a roar that
singed the hair on the back of his head. "Quickly!
Quickly!" The
ground heaved. With Kaydu's hand pushing in the middle of his back and Balar
gripping his shoulder, he stumbled out of the Dragon Cave, onto the Stone River
road. "Dognut!"
he cried, "Did Dognut get out of the cave?" "I've
got him!" Habiba swept by, the dwarf looking alarmed but safe enough
tucked into the crook of the magician's arm. Servants
and acolytes spilled out all around them. Still weak from the shock of Master
Markko's spirit attack, they stumbled and ran, linking arms for physical
support and to ease their terror as the horrific roar mingled with the
shrieking cries of unearthly voices. Horses and camels added their screams to
the chaos, fighting the soldiers who struggled to control them. Rocks
were falling and they hunched their heads low between their shoulders as they
ran. Llesho bounced off an armored figure who grabbed hi i and spun him around,
thrusting the reins of a horsie into his hands. "Get up. We have to get
out of here—the mountain is coming down!" It was Stipes, and Bixei was
near, holding two more horses against the panic. He mounted, and saw that
others were taking to horse as well. "Go!
Go!" The acolytes, running on foot, were a little ahead of them, but they
caught up, were well past the most elaborate of the caves when the roar rose in
pitch, and the whole mountain shook, throwing off dirt and rock and the
offerings of centuries. The great Dun Dragon rose into the sky, belching fire
and screaming in anger. The
mountain was gone, the voices fallen to a low moan. Llesho thought the dragon
was going to kill them all, but it circled slowly and came to rest at Kagar's
feet. "Dinha,"
Dun Dragon said. Kagar
bowed. "Lord Dragon." "Who
is this creature who rouses the Gansau Spirits and disturbs my sleep?" "His
name is Markko, and he searches for this boy." She gestured at Llesho, and
put a hand on his arm to lead him forward. "Prince Llesho, of
Thebin." "What
does he want of this child?" Llesho's
experience with dragons had taught him caution, and he answered politely when
Kagar looked to him for an explanation. "I
am on a quest, Lord Dragon, to gather my brothers and free my people from the
bandits and raiders who oppress them." He bowed deeply to the creature, to
show his respect even as he spoke. "As part of my quest, I must find the
pearls of the Great Goddess, the String of Midnights, free the gates of heaven
from the demon who lays siege to them, and bring the turning of night and day
to the heavenly gardens." "If
memory serves me well—and it always does— princes usually go hunting for
princesses, or treasures, or alchemical formulae for everlasting life,"
the dragon commented. "Don't you think you've taken on rather more than
you can chew for a first time quest?" Llesho
found it difficult to take his eyes from the trail of smoke drifting from the
dragon's left nostril, but he managed a diffident shrug in answer to the
dragon's curiosity. "I didn't choose my quest—it's been handed to me in
pieces along the way." "It
may be time to add the word 'no' to your vocabulary." The
dragon studied him, and Llesho considered asking it to return the Dinha. He was
getting tired of dragons eating his teachers. But this time, he knew it would
be no use. The Dinha had been dead when the dragon awoke. She wasn't coming
back. "What
of this Markko—why does he want you so badly he will kill my children to reach
you?" "I
don't know," he answered as truthfully as he could. "He has only ever
found me useful for testing poisons on." "I
suppose he has learned something about you we do not yet know. Like why the
gods would burden a young prince with so onerous a quest. At any rate, it seems
clear enough he wants to stop you from accomplishing your many sacred
tasks." Llesho
had no answer to that, but he had a question, growing more pressing as the
mournful lament rose to painful levels once more. "Who . . . ?" he
began, meaning the voices wailing in the night. "The
dead weep for the dead." The dragon sighed a thin stream of ash. "The
Gansau Spirits demand vengeance for the innocents who have died here."
Some-
thing
about the way the dragon said that made him shiver. Dragons didn't always live
in the same present as humans did, and this one seemed to be answering a call
out of the past as well as the present. He didn't think he wanted to know how
those voices had become the captive spirits of the Gansau Wastes. A
trill on a reed flute announced the arrival of Dognut the dwarf and his
intrusion upon the conversation. "Lord
Dragon!" He performed a sweeping bow. "The songs of this terrible
night shall be sung from Thousand Lakes Province to the very gates of
heaven!" "We've
had enough of songs, Bright Morning." The dragon's head rose on its limber
neck, waving back and forth hypnotically. "I have my children to attend,
those your Master Markko has left me. Grieving must be done, and rituals performed.
Take your quest and go. But don't come back." "Not
my quest," Dognut objected, but the dragon wasn't listening. Llesho was,
though: it sounded almost as though Dognut and the dragon knew each other,
which was impossible. The Dun Dragon had slept under the cliffs of Ahkenbad for
untold ages—had been the cliffs, more or less. "I
think we've worn out our welcome," Dognut said to the air, then looked
around him. "Has anybody seen my camel?" When
he had wandered off again, the Dun Dragon rested his head on his claws and
smoked quietly as Kagar said her farewells. "I
had hoped to have time to travel with you, to see the world as a Wastrel sees
it," the new Dinha told him, "but I am called to a harsher duty much
sooner than any would have thought." Llesho
bowed his head in agreement. "We are both called to duty too soon,
Dinha." She
touched his hand to acknowledge the truth of that, and tears filled her eyes as
she said, "We will send a party of our Wastrels to guide you. The sword of
the Tashek people will join the storm gathering at your back. Spend our
children well." "The
Tashek people have lost too much for a quest they didn't ask for. I'd rather
not spend them at all, Lady Dinha." Harlol
chose that moment to join them. He held out Llesho's pack in his hand. "I
know you didn't want to lose this." Llesho
took it with a sour frown. "I only wish I could," he said. The gifts
of the Lady SienMa had only brought him bad luck. Harlol
didn't understand, but the dragon seemed to. Smoke rose from between its back teeth,
but the creature did not object to the Dinha's offer, and finally Llesho
surrendered with a promise, "I'll try to send them back in the condition I
got them." "I
know that's what you want." The look she gave him pierced Llesho to the
heart, and he would have cut it from his breast and offered it to her in his
outstretched palm rather than see what she had seen come to pass. "Harlol,
at least, stays here. You will need him." "There
is no 'here' anymore, no safety anywhere," she answered him, ignoring the
spark of anger in the Wastrel's eyes that almost rivaled the dragon's in its
fire. "Ahkenbad no longer dreams my cousin. Harlol has passed to your
dream now." If
the look in her eyes was anything to go by, Harlol was dead at the end of
Llesho's dream. He couldn't let that happen. "It's
time you went, before you lose the light of Great Moon Lun." Kagar closed
her eyes against his silent entreaty and walked away, into the moaning night.
Yet again Kagar had become someone he didn't know, and the audience was over. PART
THREE THE ROAD TO HARfi Chapter Sixteen THEY rode into
the silver night of Great Moon Lun with Habiba at Llesho's right hand and
Harlol at his left. His brothers would have taken the places of favor at his
side, but in his mourning he refused their company with a baleful glare. "I
don't need your protection, and I don't have time for your regrets," he
informed them stiffly. "I have a magician to kill." Habiba
flinched at the dire threat. Llesho didn't mean him, of course, but he was angry
enough to give even his friends second thoughts about approaching him. With
more determination than good sense, his brother Balar ignored the warning to
plead with Harlol, "Make him understand." Harlol's
face had become a mask, wiped clean of any emotion. Only his bitter words
revealed the depth of his revulsion. "I'm done with drivingwhere he
doesn't want to go. I'd have thought you'd had your fill of it as well." The
accusation struck Balar like a bolt from a crossbow, but Lluka responded with
smooth reason: "The Dinha wanted to see him—" "Not
the way we did it."
If
they hadn't dragged him by the chin to Ahkenbad, the Dinha and her dream
readers would still be alive. Ahkenbad itself wouldn't lie in a ruin of
shattered stone. No matter what Harlol said to make him feel less guilty, they
all knew it. After a moment of tense silence, Llesho's brothers fell behind. Harlol
would not back down. "The Dinha will have my head in a bucket if anything
happens to you," he insisted. He
meant Kagar, who had wanted to be a warrior before Master Markko had wiped out
all the tiers of priesthood between the Dinha and her most rebellious acolyte. What
do you think of war now? he wondered. Llesho could well imagine what she
would say to her cousin if he failed her. With
a handful of the mercenaries lately come from Shan, Bixei scouted the dangers
ahead. Behind rode a force in excess of fifty soldiers, including ten Gansau
Wastrels the Tashek of Ahkenbad could ill afford to lose. Llesho didn't know
what Harlol thought he could do that their gathered forces could not. He'd lost
more than any of them in Master Markko's spirit attack, however, and seemed
determined to fulfill whatever charge his Dinha laid on him as penance. It
was hard not to trust this man who had lost his home and everything he loved in
Llesho's defense. Some debts transcended all possibility of payment, but he
thought they might share the common goal of destroying Master Markko. That much
he could give the Wastrel. But he expected Kaydu in Harlol's place, and craned
around in his saddle to find her. Stipes led her horse, riderless except for
Little Brother, who peeked out of a sack tied securely to the saddle pack. "Where's
Kaydu?" he asked Habiba. "Scouting."
Habiba cut his eyes skyward, by which Llesho understood that his captain was
hunting information in the shape of a bird. "Where
are we going?" "Toward
Ham." Habiba gave a shrug. He was working on little sleep and less
information, and seemed to beg forgiveness for not seeing into the hidden heart
of their adversary as Master Markko had looked into theirs. "We'll have a
better idea of our course when Kaydu returns. For now, we are simply putting as
much distance as possible between us and Ahkenbad." No
need to ask why. Llesho wanted to find the magician, but on his own terms, not
wake up with Master Markko's teeth sunk in his throat. He couldn't do much to
move their party faster across the Gansau Wastes, or to hold Great Moon Lun in
the sky past her transit to light their way. But he could get his own enormous
rage under control and do something about Habiba's unreasonable guilt. With a
long, cleansing breath, he let go of his anger—for the moment—and looked to her
ladyship's magician. "How
difficult would it be for an adviser who can enter the mind of his enemy to do
the same to his allies?" he asked. "Not
difficult at all, my prince." Llesho
returned a measured nod, accepting the conclusion. "Would you advise a
prince to trust a counselor who might steal through his mind at will?" "No,
my prince." "Then
you present me with a problem in logic, Lord Habiba. How do I condemn you for
the very lack that makes it possible for me to trust you in the first
place?" The
magician slanted Llesho an exasperated frown. "I had thought of that, my
prince. The simplicity of the question belies the complexity of the answer.
Which answer, I might add, I do not have." Was
that sarcasm pressing a thumb to the scale next to the respect that had
weighted Habiba's use of his title of late? About time, Llesho figured.
"Let me know when you've figured it out," he responded with equal
tartness. They rode on in silence then. The tension still lay between them, but
they'd come to an agreement of sorts, to set it aside as long as they needed
each other.
When
Great Moon Lun chased her lesser brothers below the horizon, Habiba called a
halt and had the tents set up for a few hours of rest before dawn. Llesho
settled in the command tent with Bixei and Stipes nearby, a barricade of
restless, lightly dozing bodyguards between him and his brothers. Harlol didn't
rest at all, but huddled over a camp table at the center of the tent, where
they had spread a map in the light of a shuttered lantern. The Wastrel's
breathy voice rasped low in the night, answered by Habiba's deeper whisper. But
there was little of planning to do until Kaydu reported on the progress of
Markko's Harnish accomplices. Gradually even these murmuring voices died away.
Llesho had feared more dreams, but the memory of soft fingers at his temples
settled his frayed nerves. The Dinha had died, but still he recognized her
touch, like a benediction and absolution. He rolled snugly in his blanket
against the cooling air and let his heavy lids fall over his weary eyes.
Harmless, meaningless dreams wandered through his sleep. He made no effort to
banish or to follow them, and woke to Kaydu's voice setting a forceful alto
counterpoint to the deeper tones of her father and Llesho's brothers. "I
found Bor-ka-mar on the road and took his report. The Ham who attacked the
emperor's party left Durnhag with the prisoners in train, as we suspected.
Master Mar-kko wasn't with them, so Shou's identity may be intact." "Kaydu."
Llesho pulled himself out of his bed and nodded a salute which his captain
returned. After a visit to the trenches to relieve himself, he took his place
at the map table and Kaydu continued her report. She looked weary, he noticed,
but her delivery remained crisp and efficient. "Bor-ka-mar
followed with twenty imperial militiamen. He guessed wrong on the direction and
lost the trail and a day's march." Llesho
didn't notice his own hiss of dismay until Kaydu had answered it, defending the
man Llesho had thought a sound and competent soldier. "I would have
guessed the same, that the raiders would head straight for the Guynm-Harn border.
The captain's men had to turn back, but they are on the right track now, and
have gained back some of the distance they lost." She pointed to the map
with a fingertip to mark their own position, then sketched the path from
Durnhag toward them rather than away. "We've had some luck there. The
raiders are heading north by northwest, as the crow flies—" Llesho
gave her a wary look which she returned with a bland smile. She'd been the crow
flying, then. He made a mental note to ask her how she did that some day and
bent to the map. They would need luck and more to intercept the raiding party
even heading straight at each other. On the desert, a man who wandered off to
take a leak could lose his party and his life in the endless sameness over the
next dune. "And
Shokar?" "Shokar,
too, has adjusted his course. At utmost speed, however, I don't expect either
party to catch up until sometime tomorrow afternoon." "How
long before they pass into the Harnlands?" They all knew time was their
enemy. The map compressed all distances. It had taken them weeks to cross the
Wastes to Ahkenbad, a matter of finger-lengths drawn on soft leather. Harlol
had listened intently, not speaking until now he stabbed at the border some
fifty li west of the position Kaydu had marked out on the map. "I expect
they are following the Gansau track and will cross into Harn territory
here." Lluka
and Balar had fallen quiet while Kaydu and the Wastrel talked, but now Lluka
added a caution, "If the raiding party crosses the border at a place of
their choosing, rescue forces will face whatever support they have waiting for
them." "Then
we will have to find them before they can join forces. We don't have troops
enough to wage a war against Harn." Llesho didn't tell them that he heard
their companions
crying out in his sleep, that even now it might be too late. "Best
not to bring war to someone else's doorstep," Harlol agreed, "but the
Harnlands aren't like Thebin or the Shan Empire. Small bands follow their herds
all across this map. They have no centralized government and only the most
limited communication between the most powerful of the clan lords. Sometimes a
few clans will make short-term alliances for specific goals, but there's hardly
a concept of 'official' at all. The raiders turned away from the most obvious
route, perhaps to make it more difficult to follow, or to draw attention away
from movements gathering against Shan. Or they may be making a detour around
their own enemies among the clans. "The
farther into the heart of the grasslands you go, however, the less likely
anyone you meet will have any notion that their neighbors are waging wars in
the name of the Harnlands. The clans won't know or care what the raiders are
doing, as long as they themselves are left in peace. Their shaman may be
troubled by a powerful magician in their midst, but the Shan Empire figures in
the thoughts of very few. The raiders will doubtless have some number of their
allies waiting to aid them at their intended crossing, but I'd warrant their
numbers will be small, and their Harnish neighbors unhappy." Habiba
had listened silently, but he stirred at this intelligence. "Master Markko
or one of his puppets will be close by, probably at the border where the
raiders plan to cross. He won't want to wait to question the prisoners." Harlol
studied the magician with a troubled frown. "No, you don't want to meet
this one in battle," Llesho tried to convey with the downturn of his
mouth; and: "Kill me yourself if the choice is to fall into his hands
again," he pleaded with his eyes. Kaydu
shivered, a combination of empathy and memory in the way she met his bleak
gaze. He saw a promise there. Good. "We
have to intercept them before they reach the bor- der,"
Kaydu agreed. Little Brother wrapped himself around her neck, his uniform hat
in his hand, as if he would urge them on their way. "We have a good chance
of success if we can limit the fighting to just the raiding party. If we cross
in force, neutral clans would have to enter the conflict on the side of the
raiders, to repel what they see as an attack on their territory." Like
him, she did not mention the futility of taking on the magician in his power. "So
we ride," Habiba instructed. Kaydu gave a low bow of salute, and Harlol
and Bixei did the same. Together, they escaped to set their troops in motion.
Llesho tried to follow, but his brothers blocked the way. Lluka was giving him
that big brother look, a sign of trouble sure as a beacon. Lluka saw the
future, except now, when none of his visions made sense to him. Must be driving
him mad, not to know the right thing to do. "What?" "Let
us go with the troops, in your place." Lluka gestured at Balar and
then at himself. "Stay to the rear with your own picked guard. Once we've
returned the emperor to his militiamen, we can bring Adar and Shokar back here
with us and decide what to do next." "And
if I say 'no,' will you hit me on the head and leave me tied to a tent
pole?" "You're
the seventh son, Llesho." Lluka held out a hand, as if he held the Thebin
Empire in his palm and could offer it as a gift. "The goddess needs you
alive to fight for Kungol, which you can't do if you die for Shan."
"You can't protect me from my own quest, Lluka." Llesho rejected his
brother's plea with a slow shake of his head. "And you don't know what the
goddess expects of me." Too much, he would have said, but he didn't want
to undermine his own argument with his brothers. "If the disaster at
Ahkenbad taught us anything, it is that there is no safety except to see this
miserable quest through to the end."
"What
happens to the empire, or the kingdom, when the true ruler expends his life
like a foot soldier?" "I
don't have a kingdom to lose." Where were you when the Harn came? He
gave his brother a long stare, trying to keep the accusation out of the
memories of blood in the Palace of the Sun. "But I do have one to win. I
can't do that cowering in a tent in the middle of the Gansau Wastes." "Llesho's
right," Balar interrupted with support from an unexpected direction. His
brothers had seemed a united front, not against him so much as opposed to what
he had to do. Until now. "Bringing Llesho to Ahkenbad was necessary to
maintain the balance between heaven and earth. We had to study his gift, and
the dream readers died for what we learned. But the Dinha knows where his duty
lies, and so do we." Balar
didn't look happy about what he said. Llesho wasn't sure he even knew why he'd
spoken out, but he didn't back down when Lluka glared at him. Instead he held
out his hand, reflection of his brother's gesture, but his fingers flexed as if
they held within them something as fragile as it was precious. "Much rides
in the balance—" Habiba
watched the brothers, sharp eyes flicking everywhere. His shoulders heaved with
a quick breath of relief when Lluka bowed his head, conceding the argument.
With a nod to accept his brothers' surrender, Llesho followed his captains out
of the tent. He
found Bixei and Kaydu and Harlol each among the forces they commanded, and drew
them away for a quick conference of his own. "Before
we go on," he said, "I have to know where your allegiances lie."
In particular he looked at Bixei and Kaydu. "We aren't the cadre that the
Lady SienMa set on the road to Shan together anymore. So tell me now, who holds
your oaths." They
knew he meant, "How far can I depend on you? Will I look up during battle
to discover that the winds have changed at the first uncomfortable command, and
allies have become enemies?" It troubled them, what he must think, and
more the reasons why he thought it. "I
never should have stayed behind." Bixei stripped off his brass armguards
and extended them on his outstretched hand with all the guilt in his heart
written in the lines that creased his stricken face. "I thought only of
myself. Our cadre was broken, and Shou has fallen to the enemy. We could have
lost you both—" Losing
Emperor Shou to the Harn must have rubbed that old wound raw in the hours his
broken cadre had to brood while he slept. But Llesho had no more use for his
companions' guilt than he had for the armguards held out to him. It wouldn't
save Shou or his fellow prisoners, and it could only destroy the hard-won
rapport that had made their cadre work at all. Llesho wanted his friends back,
wanted the backslapping and the bragging with which they had met him out in the
desert, back the other side of telling them that he'd lost Shou to the Harn. He
didn't think that would ever happen now. And Habiba had come out to watch what
he would do next. Another damned test. "I
thought this army was worth something." He jerked his chin in the
direction of the troopers mounting up for the march. "They're
good." Bixei's head came up at the challenge. "But
for whom?" Llesho asked. "Where is their loyalty sworn?" "I
am sworn to the Lady SienMa, who has put me in your service." Kaydu spoke
up, appropriately as their first captain and trainer. "The imperial
militia ride in the service of their emperor. Fewer than I would have liked
could be spared from the imperial city, but they will die to win Shou's freedom
and, if they survive, will continue to serve at his pleasure. So you have us
all until then, and me after, however Shou chooses." Bixei
answered next, "The Thebins who remember the Harn attack on Kungol have
sworn life and limb to Theb-
in's
king. I'm not worried that they'll panic when it conies time to attack, but
that they'll throw their lives away rather than hear an order to retreat. "For
myself, I ride with the mercenaries, in memory of Master Jaks, to reclaim the
honor of his clan lost at the fall of Kungol. We are yours to the Palace of the
Sun, and will ride with you to the very gates of heaven if you demand it of
us." "I
hope that last bit's not an idle boast." Llesho released a long sigh,
feeling the reins of battle coming into his hands, if some more steadily than
others. "The Great Goddess needs our help." Bixei
gave a little shudder, but they'd all grown accustomed to traveling with
wonders. He
didn't have to ask Harlol. Kagar, the new Dinha, had given the lives of her
Wastrels to Llesho for the spending. He knew what he would choose in commanding
them. . . . "Take
your men home," he said to his kidnapper, who had become a trusted friend.
"There's been enough death among the Tashek. Your dream readers need
burying and your living need their brothers." Prince
and Wastrel studied each other across an abyss of culture. Shutting out his
other captains and the army mounting up at a short distance, Llesho's eyes
narrowed with the intensity of his purpose. He would cut through the Tashek's
objections like a Thebin knife. Harlol,
for his part, answered Llesho's desperation with a serene smile. "We go
where the Dinha sends us." "Kagar—the
Dinha—believes that you will die." Llesho's voice had fallen to a whisper.
The very notion squeezed his heart. He didn't want to imagine a battleground
littered with more Tashek dead, and his revulsion curled his lips back from his
teeth. "And
so we will die, and heaven will take us in. Water will fall out of the sky on
us and we will fill our stomachs with the fruit of lush gardens." You
don't have to die for that, Llesho thought. The Lady SienMa
has gardens and plenty in the imperial city, where rain will fall on your head
as often as not. Harlol knew that, of course, had been to Shan and back
again, and still believed in a heaven that looked like the orchards of Farshore
Province. "If
I order you to go—" he began again. "We
will follow," Harlol answered. There would be no bending. "Come
if you must," Llesho told him to end the argument, "but I own you
now. Die only at the risk of my displeasure." He turned to walk away, then
threw a last warning over his shoulder— "And remember, I have some say in
the heavenly gardens. It will not go well for you in any world if you cross me
now." He
didn't know that it was true, but Harlol seemed to believe it. The Wastrel
stared, unblinking, for a long moment before he dropped his head to accept the
threat. Don't die, Llesho willed him. How can I face the Dinha in my
dreams if I have lost the children of her station, and the cousin of her blood? Habiba,
crossed by the shadow of the last tent pole standing, was satisfied. Llesho
didn't know how he knew, because the magician's mouth remained as thin and
expressionless as ever, but the easing of the tension in those shoulders was, for
him, the equivalent to a smile in another. He'd done all right, then. Wished
Habiba had dealt with the situation instead of giving Llesho a headache trying
to figure it out for himself, but he'd done it. "It
had to be you." Dognut had wandered up on the other side and jabbed him
with an elbow to punctuate his muttered comment. "They hadn't done harm to
Habiba, so he couldn't forgive them." Llesho
didn't know where that came from. Wasn't anything to forgive. He grunted some
vague acknowledgment and went off to find his horse. Chapter
Seventeen
THEY had ridden through the
morning, and after a stop at the heat of the day, had gone on when Han and Chen
rose to chase Great Sun over the horizon. When it grew too dark to continue,
Harlol directed them to a sheltered place off the road, with no water or grass
for the horses but a bit of scrag for the camels to gnaw on. The rest of them
would be living off what they carried until they reached the border. While
a handful of troopers raised the command tent, Llesho wandered out into the
darkness. The slide of sad-dies and the thump of packs landing on the ground
told of soldiers who would take what rest they could against their tack, but
first they tended to their animals, feeding them by hand what forage they carried. Some
few of the soldiers recognized him, and they turned to watch when he passed,
nodding an informal salute. Well trained not to demonstrate undue deference for
the eyes of spies hidden anywhere, they couldn't hide their battle nerves. No
one spoke to him, which was just as well, since he didn't feel much like giving
inspirational speeches. The soldiers understood that the world as they knew it
rode on their success. His own presence, a de- posed
prince of a ruined house, was lesson enough of the consequences of failure. After
an uncounted time of such directionless wandering, a dim light flared behind
him. Llesho flinched, then settled. A lamp, nothing more, shaded by tent
canvas. Llesho turned and retraced his steps. The troopers had departed to
their own rest, leaving Bixei and Stipes on guard; Bixei trusted no one else
with this duty. They nodded salute as he drew near and stood aside to let him
enter. Habiba
had instructed against the laying down of rugs and the hanging of silk from the
crosspiece. Their packs lay piled in the dirt of a corner, with Dognut sitting
atop the heap like a prince of drovers, his flutes and music quiet for once. On
the dwarfs lap, Little Brother slept peacefully, tiny monkey paws curled around
the hat of the imperial militia the creature wore. Llesho wished his own rest
came so easy. At
the center of the tent Lluka and Balar sat on camp stools. Harlol watched from
a corner, his hands on his sword hilts and Habiba, with a dun-colored owl
perched on his shoulder, paced impatiently between the dwarf and the Wastrel.
The map, as always, lay open on the table like a silent accusation. "Llesho,"
Habiba greeted him. A hand stroked the head of the owl, which returned the
soothing caress with a head butt to the magician's chin. The owl peered
solemnly at Llesho, then, with a ruffle of wings and a fluttering hop, Kaydu
stood in front of them, still twitching in the way a bird settles its feathers. "Spirits
of storms!" Harlol made a warding gesture but stood his ground. The regard
of Llesho's own brothers sharpened keenly, he noted, though more with scholarly
greed than fear or superstition. Lluka gave him a searching look, measuring the
ease with which he accepted the owl's transformation. "You
travel with wonders," Lluka reminded him as he had once before.
Yes,
brother, he didn't say. I've grown casual around miracles. It
showed on his face, though, an irony born of darker knowledge than his brothers
could imagine, who had lost the understanding of their gifts when they were
needed most. Knowing Kaydu as he did, Llesho wondered if Harlol's fear didn't
show more sense than any of them. Kaydu
followed the unspoken challenge with her usual ease. She was his teacher, after
all, and had long ago learned to gauge his reactions. When she thought the
pissing contest had gone on long enough, she grabbed Llesho's arm and tugged
him into the group around the map with a proprietary sniff. "We
were about to hear the young Wastrel's report." Absently, Habiba flicked a
stray pinfeather from his fingers, commentary of his own laced with an obvious
reminder of the powers gathered around them. "We
are here." Harlol came forward and pointed at a spot on the map that
showed no human habitation, but a range of hills that folded into the high
plateau of the grasslands. "The
border with Ham lies here." The Tashek's finger trailed up the map.
"If we rest until Great Moon rises, we can travel through the bright of
the night, into the morning. By high sun, we should be within striking distance
of the Harnlands." Habiba
turned to Kaydu, who had scouted high above the fleeing Harnishmen and their
pursuers. "And
you, daughter? What can you tell us?" Kaydu
studied the map for a moment, as if trying to convert her owl memory into the
symbols burned into the leather. "The
Harn are here." A gesture pointed out the place where she had picked up
sight of the raiders below her in flight. "Their party has grown since it
left Durnhag; they now number a hand of hundreds, though scattered up and down
the road for a li or more, each band trying to look like it has no interest in
the others. "They
know they are followed now, and there seems to be a split in the ranks.
Markko's supporters ride for-wardmost and wish to reach the Harnlands and their
master before attack on their rear can come. Others hope to trade the hostages
for wealthy ransoms and lag behind. "As
an owl, I overheard their conferences. Emperor Shou continues to play the part
of an indignant Guynmer drawn into events over his head, but they torture him
for information to turn against his fellow travelers. Lady Carina and Master
Den likewise hold to their disguises and travel under light guard as servants
of no consequence. We will have help from that quarter when the attack
comes." "Attack?"
Habiba raised a disapproving eyebrow. How much better it would be, Llesho
thought, to cut the forces against them in half with the simple application of
money. But Kaydu rolled her eyes in disapproval of the message she brought. "Bor-ka-mar
was closest, so I stopped at his camp to pass on the intelligence before I
returned. I urged him to pretend surprise when the demand for a merchant's
ransom comes, to pay it and quietly return the emperor to the capital city with
none the wiser. He chooses battle. Honor is at stake, he claims, and a lesson
to be learned." Llesho
wondered who needed the sharper lesson: Bor-ka-mar, who would surely feel the
edge of his emperor's temper for taking the path more costly in lives, or the Harn,
who would learn not to touch the citizens of Shan. A hostage wanted for his
value in cash, however, would remain alive as long as his captors found a value
for him. But ... "What of my brother?" Llesho asked. "Adar
is well. For the most part," Kaydu added. "The prisoners ride. They
fear he is magical, as the superstitious often see healers. He travels
surrounded by heavy guard, but in the company of the leader at the head of the
convoy. Lling they move in chains, as befits the armed guard of their prisoner." Pig,
he thought, his hand sweat-tight on the pearls that had fallen from
heaven, how does your mistress allow such torment? Of course, the
goddess was herself a prisoner in her heavenly gardens. Kaydu
hadn't mention Hmishi, would have let that slide into the misdirection that he
suffered the same harsh but honorable fate as Lling. Llesho remembered the
cries in his dreams, however, and rejected the non-answer. "And
what of Lling's partner, Hmishi?" "Not
well." Kaydu closed her eyes, whether to call to mind more clearly what
she had seen or to blot the image from her inner vision he could not
immediately guess. "He lives. We all need our rest now—more can
wait." "I
need to know." Kaydu
looked to her father, for permission to speak or, perhaps, for permission to
withhold this information. He returned only a narrow shrug. Not his call, or
hers. She sighed. "In
Hmishi, they must believe that they have captured the prince they were looking
for, and wish to bring him properly chastened to their master." "And
so?" Llesho asked. Absently, he slid his hand inside his shirt and wrapped
his fingers around the little sack of pearls, caught between his dreams of
dangling in Master Markko's clutches and the waking chaos that awaited them all
if the Harn should kill the emperor of Shan. "And
so," Kaydu continued, "the others ride, but Hmishi walks. Chained, as
Lling is chained, but with a rope around his neck. When he does not keep up,
the rope tightens, pulling him off his feet and choking him. When he loses
consciousness, the raiders drop him over the rump of Lling's horse, then set
him on his feet again when he comes to." There was more she wouldn't say,
but he knew it, had known since he heard the screams of his companions in his
dreams, and he didn't press her. "Evil
rules the waking world," he muttered, and felt the thought take root in
his own heart. He would risk all to free his companions, but in his most secret
soul gave thanks that this time someone else bore the torment in his place. Not
for long, of course. If Hmishi survived the journey, Master Markko would know
they had brought him the wrong Thebin boy. Then Hmishi would die for the crime
of not being , and Markko would send more raiders to search for Llesho again.
But for a short time, Hmishi suffered and he did not. "We
have to get him out of there." "All
of them," Habiba agreed. "And before they cross into the
Harnlands." "Here,"
Harlol traced a route that intersected the raiding party on the road a good
twenty li from the border, and east of where they now rested. "There are
no roads through these hills, but natural defiles and hidden passes easy enough
to find as the bird flies—" He sneaked a nervous look at Kaydu, as if she
might peck at his eyes for suggesting such a thing. "Can
be done." She nodded her thoughtful agreement. "Do you hunt with
eagles, Wastrel?" "None
so beautiful as my captain," he said, and smiled at his own temerity to
give her compliments and put himself under her command. "A
warrior with flattery," she softly teased him. Llesho
wondered if either of them knew what game they played at, here at the edge of
the world. "How long till moonrise?" he interrupted this strange
courtship. "Three
hours," Harlol answered promptly, and Llesho nodded, suddenly more tired
than was reasonable. He hadn't wanted Kaydu for himself, but he felt, as he had
when Lling chose Hmishi, the exhaustion of being alone in a world where
everyone else came in twos. "Sleep,"
Habiba insisted. "Let others keep watch." As
if the magician saw a future in which he could no longer
defend his charge. Oh, help me, Llesho thought. / am falling through
a crack in the world, and no one can save me. He
let Bixei roll out his blanket, and made no objection when Habiba trimmed back
the lamp to the least glimmer. But he did not sleep. In that dim light he
checked his pack, drawing out the gifts Lady SienMa had given him. Cross-legged
on his sleeping blanket, he set the jade cup before him and meditated upon its
green depths. A marriage cup, he knew it to be. In lives past, he had loved and
married, perhaps had children, joys and sorrows. A life. He'd
died, but more to the point, his time had come again. What lessons was he
supposed to learn from this life? What had he learned in the past of the jade
marriage cup? A priceless object, he knew it to be—it would have been even
then. Was he always a king or a prince, in all the lives that he had lived in
the kingdoms of the waking world? Or did the cup have some other tale to tell?
Perhaps a poor soldier had reached too high, touching lips to exalted honey
before the bitter gift took it all away. He reached into his pack and took out
the short spear that whispered death to him, felt the weight of it settle
easily in his hand. Once this spear had killed him, but it was his spear,
no doubt of that, worn to familiarity in his grip and steeped in more blood
than his own. The
coming battle would be fought on horseback. Luck had brought Llesho up against
his enemies on foot until now, but that wasn't how the raiders of the grasslands
preferred to carry out their campaigns. The Lady SienMa had taught him, with
Kaydu and his Thebin guards, how to shoot a bow from the back of a horse, how
to bring the attack in close, with spear or sword. His wrist still hurt from
his fall in Ahkenbad, but he reached for his bow and strung it in the near
dark, with fingers that had almost lost the knack of it. When he had done that,
he polished the short spear, laying them both nearby before he let his head
fall back upon his pack for an hour's rest. In
the hard dark, without even the light of the lantern for comfort, Llesho woke
screaming. "They are killing him. Oh, Goddess, they are killing him!" "What?" "Who
are they killing?" "Llesho,
wake up!" Of
all the voices calling to him, Llesho responded to the last, Habiba's. "Help
me!" he cried, and sprang up, both arms wrapped around his middle. But his
heart was beating out of time and he couldn't make his legs hold him. The
ground rose to meet him and he let it, curling in on himself and rocking,
rocking against the pain. Soldiers tortured him and abused him for pleasure and
to vent their anger that their raid had come to nothing, so they thought.
Broken, and bleeding inside and out from his many wounds, still they made him
walk, until Hmishi had fainted in the dust. Then they tied him to a horse and
laughed at his groans and his agony. Now his fever rose unchecked. With two
sacred healers in their train they would let no one tend the wounds. Callused
fingers brushed the hair from his forehead "You are with friends, you're
safe. He can't reach you here." Habiba called him out of the dream, and
Llesho hiccuped, and wiped at his eyes with the heel of his hand, trying to
quiet the erratic thunder of his heart that sent shudders throughout his
rocking body. Habiba lied. Ahkenbad proved that Master Markko could reach him
anywhere. But it wasn't the magician who was torturing Hmishi to death on the
road to Harn. "He
knows it isn't me." "Not
yet," Habiba told him. "Time means little in the land of dreams. But
soon perhaps, if we do not reach him first." Something
in the way he looked at Habiba made her ladyship's magician flinch and look
away.
"He's
angry because they caught the wrong one. He doesn't even care what Hmishi knows
or could tell him— he thinks he's got Lling for that when he's done. He's just
angry and wants to hurt him for pleasure, but he's gone too far . . ." "Master
Markko?" Kaydu asked, softly, as her father spoke, trying not to panic him
again. Llesho
thought a moment, going over the dream in his head. "He isn't there. I
don't know how he knows." He wouldn't say any more. Finally his heart and
his breathing settled. His own stink, stale fear-sweat drying on his body,
embarrassed him but he couldn't do anything about that now. Gradually, when his
silence made it clear that there would be no further revelations, his
companions drifted off to their own disturbed rest. Only Habiba stayed,
stroking Llesho's hair back with a soothing rhythm that belied the tears
falling absently from unseeing eyes. So only Llesho heard the magician's
whispered prayer, "Dear lady, why? They are only children." Habiba
served the mortal goddess of war. If she were listening, she would have
understood Llesho's thought. We are not children. We never were. But he
was too tired, too heartsick and still aching from his dream. Habiba, he
decided, would have to figure it out on his own. Pfloonrise
cast ghostly shadows over the army stirring out in the cool of night. Llesho
shivered,ftot from the temperature, but from superstitious dread of the images
moving like a dream in his head. Armies of the dead. In the moon-washed night,
it seemed that he led armies of the dead. Blanched of life and color, his
companions readied themselves for battle. Habiba rode at the head of their
forces. Lluka and Balar had sorted themselves out amid the protection of their
few countrymen. Kungol had hired mercenary guards because Thebin had turned
away from war long ago. Now Kungol and heaven itself needed Thebin warriors,
and skills long practiced as royal arts showed their military bones. His
brother-princes would be as safe among Shokar's Thebin recruits as any soldiers
could make them. Harlol
stood waiting with Llesho's horse. "Dognut rides with the baggage,"
he said. "I've assigned two Wastrels to stand guard when the battle
comes." Two at least who might be saved, this much he gave . "Thank
you." Llesho
set his bow and arrows in their saddle quiver and shifted his shoulders to
bring the short spear to a more comfortable rest at his back. His place was at
Habi-ba's left, flanking the magician-general, except that Harlol, respectful
but determined, would have ridden in front, to take the first wound for his
Dinha. Llesho glared him down. At his side, then, in the first ranks as befit
the envoy of Ahkenbad. Kaydu
rode to battle in the shape of an eagle, seated on a hunting perch set up for
the purpose on the pommel of her father's saddle. They would need her special
skills soon. "That's
really her?" Harlol muttered as he settled his horse next to Llesho's. "Probably." At
a flick of Habiba's hand, horses moved, carrying their riders into a landscape
of broken shadows. The path they followed between naked hills scoured by wind
erosion carried them higher, to the elevated plains of the Harnlands. Llesho's
horse set a steady pace and he let Harlol distract him from reliving his dream
with questions about Kaydu. "It
might be someone else, or even a real hunting eagle. But if you know what to
look for, you can usually tell. The general her father always has that funny
line next to his mouth when Kaydu is performing a transformation. I've figured
it half for pride and half for terror that she'll forget how to change
back." With
a horrified start, Harlol jerked on the reins of his horse.
The animal sidled nervously until brought under control again. "She
hasn't forgotten yet," he reminded the Wastrel, and shifted the pack that
rode in front of him on his saddle. Little Brother peeked out at the passing
scenery but made no comment for a change, which was some relief. The monkey had
objected loudly when Llesho tried to hand him off to Dognut. No amount of
argument had convinced Little Brother that he'd be safer riding with the dwarf
among the baggage. And no amount of dread and foreboding could withstand the
foolishness of a fight with a stubborn monkey. Harlol
watched Kaydu's familiar for a moment. Finally, he subsided into his own
thoughts, perhaps trying to judge if Little Brother was more than he seemed as
well. Llesho had wondered that on occasion, but he'd never seen a sign of
anything but monkeyness. If Little Brother were some prince or magician, Llesho
figured he'd long ago forgotten his way back to human form. Habiba
would never let that happen to Kaydu, so he, too, held his peace. He didn't
mention a fear—question, really—he'd carried since Shan and the fight in the
market square. Was his captain human in reality, or was that shape as false as
the eagle? Her father had fought as a roc and, Llesho suspected, as one of the
dragons who had come to their aid in that battle. The Dinha had called Habiba
and his daughter her children, and the Dun Dragon had said the same of the
Tashek people. She
wouldn't be the first dragon he'd befriended in human form, but he wasn't sure
what he felt about following one of them into battle. Dragons didn't, he had
concluded, quite grasp the concept of death. No reason to trouble Harlol with
his questions, though. They were too complicated if you hadn't met a few of the
creatures for comparison. He'd
thought Habiba preoccupied with the battle ahead, but when he surfaced from his
musing, Llesho found the magician watching him sharply. "Deep
thoughts, Llesho?" "Not
really." He lifted a hand open-palmed, not to deflect the question but
because words failed him. "I was thinking about Kwan-ti," which, it
turned out, was more of the truth than he'd realized when he said it. Habiba
said nothing, and in the invitation of that silence, Llesho added, "She
wasn't what I expected of dragons." "Was
Golden River Dragon more to your liking?" "I
liked Kwan-ti fine. At least she didn't eat the people who tried to help
me." He'd loved her, in a way. Not like his mother, but more than anyone
since the Long March. During the years of his enslavement in the pearl beds,
the healer Kwan-ti and his father's minister had been his only comfort. He
hadn't known what she was then, of course. Not even when she'd saved his
foolish life the afternoon he'd tried to escape Pearl Island the hard way. "Pearl
Bay Dragon is young, as dragons go—much younger even than Golden River Dragon,
who is younger by far than Dun Dragon. So she hasn't withdrawn so much from the
world as they. And she is a mother. Her instincts would draw her to protect a
youngling whose magic was just emerging." It
was Llesho's turn to nod that he understood. Not personal, Habiba warned him:
his magic, not himself, like a mother duck takes stray chicks under her wing.
But that didn't answer the question that disturbed him as he rode beside the
magician. "I had thought the dragons left this world a long time ago. Now
I've met three of them—are there any more of them still out there
somewhere?" "Not
many, but a few." "Have
you met any of them?" A sneaky question that, and one for which he would
have chosen his own answer if
he could. No more dragons, and certainly not me, it would have been, and
nothing else to worry about but a magician who could sneak into a person's
dreams and kill him there. "Not
many, but a few. Their day is past: mostly they sleep now, or tend to their own
business." Habiba let him set the pace of the conversation, offering no
more than Llesho directly asked. "I
wonder if it's a good thing, to meet a dragon day-to-day?" Llesho asked.
He was thinking of Kwan-ti, and wondering about Habiba, both the dragons the
magician had met and the dragon he might himself be. "One can admire
Golden River Dragon, but one never mistakes him for a friend." "Friendship
may be asking too much of a dragon," Habiba conceded. "Loyalty,
however, is a well-known trait of the species." "And
is Habiba the magician, her ladyship's general, also a dragon?" He'd
disconcerted the magician, and ruffled the feathers of the eagle on its perch.
Llesho would have felt smug about that if not for the fact that he was
shivering like he had the ague, out of fear that Habiba would actually answer
him. "The Dun Dragon said . . ." he began, as if he could guide the
magician's answer. "The
blood of Dun Dragon flows in the veins of the Tashek people," Habiba
repeated what the dragon had said, and then reminded him of the Dinha's
greeting, as if he could forget: "And I have Tashek blood." Which
didn't exactly answer the question, but was maybe as much as Llesho really
wanted to know. That wasn't the end, however. "All magicians have a touch
at least of the dragon in them." "Master
Markko?" Llesho didn't want to know. "Certainly,
though not as much as you may think," Habiba hastened to ease his fears.
"He seems more powerful only because he has honed his skill in the arts
that will do the most harm, and he turns the focus of his attention on the one
task of finding and stopping our advance." Llesho's
advance, though it was kind of Habiba to share the blame around. His own
magician seemed to read his face, if not his mind, however. "You
are not the center of the world, Llesho," he admonished. "When the
forces of death rise up in power, all who practice life are called to
battle." Llesho
studied the general's stern countenance, and saw in it the memory of more
battles than his own short life had sunsets. "Then I'm nothing but a
pawn." "I
wouldn't say that." Habiba tugged on his reins, readying his horse to move
out of the range of Llesho's questions. "That part about not being the
center of the world? I lied." There
was no time for further sparring of wits with the magician, however. Bixei had
returned from a scouting expedition with a brace of Gansau Wastrels.
Chapter Eighteen
WlTH a hand raised above his head
to signal the troops who followed, Habiba called a halt to their line of march
and signaled Bixei to report: "What did you see?" "Tents,"
Bixei saluted and continued with a grimace. "Black felt domes, like poison
mushrooms. I counted half a hundred of them going up not more than an hour
distant." It
made sense. The sun had reached zenith. Half the distance they'd made since
Ahkenbad had been straight up. If not for the altitude, they'd have broiled in
their saddles by now. The Harn had come out of a cooler climate into the Gansau
Wastes; they had little choice but to rest through the heat of the Great Sun.
Common warfare would have pulled their own troops off the road to wait for the
shadows to return. Habiba said nothing of this, however, but asked: "Did
they see you?" "No,
sir." Bixei answered properly for all three scouts, but the Wastrels'
indignant snorts at his back would have said enough. No outlander was going to
catch a Tashek wanderer if he didn't want to be seen. "The raiders sent
scouts back along the way they came. They would report that Bor-ka-mar follows,
and will know that the imperial troops will have to rest from the sun as well.
But they don't suspect an attack out of the Wastes." Habiba
squinted into a sky bleached white with sun glare and scratched absently at the
ruff of the eagle in front of him. He might decide to stop here, Llesho figured,
watching the magician take the temperature of more than the air. Or they might
press on and catch the enemy while they still had the element of surprise in
their favor. "Did
you see any sign that Master Markko has joined with the traveling party?" Habiba
asked, his gaze fixed in the elsewhere. "No,
my lord magician. And we looked for him." The first of the Wastrel scouts,
who introduced himself as Zepor, spoke with such elaborate courtesies and bows
that Llesho wondered if the man was mocking them or actually terrified of the
general. Bixei didn't rebuke him for it, so he figured it was terror. "The
camp remains divided in two factions as Kaydu described. Those who hold the
Thebins hold the forefront, but there seems to have been fighting among the rear
guard, where Shou is held." "And
the emperor?" "We
didn't see him." Bixei gave an apologetic little shrug. "They have
put Master Den to work carrying water to the cook tent, with just a single
guard accompanying him. The healer Carina met him at the entrance. She looked
anxious but unhurt." Bixei
paused, but the Wastrel scouts who flanked him made no move to step into the
silence. Rather, they looked to Bixei with worried glances, leaving it to him
to report the conclusion they had drawn together. "Some
want to murder the hostages as a hindrance to flight, others would negotiate
with their pursuers even this close to battle, a ransom being less costly than
a fight no matter the odds." "Bor-ka-mar
won't negotiate," Habiba commented. "No,
sir," Bixei agreed. Kaydu had already tried, and failed, to dissuade him. "But,"
Llesho interrupted, recalling Habiba's assurances of the night before, that
Hmishi's deadly torment hadn't happened yet. "As long as the Ham believe
they've captured me, they don't dare murder their Thebin prisoners. Master
Markko would have their heads on pikes. Or worse. So they are slowed down
whatever they choose to do and may decide to hand Shou to Master Markko as
well—to get the problem of the extra prisoners off their hands." "If
Master Markko doesn't know that he has Hmishi instead of you, he will
soon." Bixei clearly hated what he had to say—like the others, he had
awakened to Llesho's screams, and had heard the prophetic dream—but he
straightened his shoulders and made his report. "I saw Tsu-tan the
witch-finder heading away from camp, to the slit trench. You knew him when you
worked the pearl beds. He belonged to Master Markko even then, and must have
recognized all of your party who came from Pearl Island: Hmishi and Lling, and
Master Den as he was among the gladiators—a laundryman and teacher of
hand-to-hand combat." "But
Master Markko won't find out until a message reaches him—" Habiba
flicked his eyelids, calculation passing in the flash of that tiny gesture. "What
the witch-finder saw, Master Markko already knows," Habiba informed him. "Then
the things I saw in my dream have begun—" Somewhere in that camp of black
tents, Tsu-tan was torturing to death the most loyal friend he had. "Perhaps."
Habiba accepted the rebuke of Llesho's frown. "Probably." Bixei's
hopeful expression faded into a soldier's impassivity, but Llesho could see
past the training. He, too, had ridden with Hmishi and Lling, and would fear
for his friends. ARIS
Harlol cleared his throat then, a Tashek way of gaining his companions'
attention. "Does this Tsu-tan also know Shou?" "No,"
Bixei answered. "The
magician will pluck from the witch-finder's eyes what he needs to see,"
Habiba reminded them; and, "Master Markko does know Shou as a general in
command of Shan's provincial forces." They
had fought against each other in the battle that had killed Master Jaks,
Llesho's weapons teacher and military adviser. What would Markko do to crack
the mystery of a high officer of the empire traveling alone so near the Harnish
border with only a handful of Theb-ins and a simple laundryman? He
looked across at Kaydu, wondering what she made of this news and shivered,
unnerved by what he saw. Little Brother had gone very still, studying his
master as a careful student might. And Kaydu, in eagle form, ignored everything
else and studied Little Brother as if he were lunch. "We
have to move now," Habiba decided, as Llesho knew he would. "Can you
bring us around the flank without being seen?" "Yes,
my lord magician." The Wastrel Danel gave a short, sharp dip of his chin
in affirmation. "The Harnish-men believe these hills protect their backs,
but the road from here to there is an easy grade and the passes are wide and
free of pitfalls. Our warriors will rain down on them like heaven's retribution." Not
yet, Llesho thought. The goddess remained locked behind her
gates in her heavenly garden, from where even her tears could not reach them.
But they could do the next best thing. How he was supposed to cross the
Harnlands in secret after waging a pitched battle on their very frontiers he
couldn't imagine, but with his brothers Adar and Shokar so close, with Lluka
and Balar in this very train, and with the pearls of the goddess warm against
his breast, he could believe they would succeed. The
only question that remained was the cost, and if Hmishi—and Shou—would be
paying it with their lives. Habiba
was saying nothing in haste, however. Thoughtfully he watched the sky and
scanned the road ahead. "The road tends to the east," he finally
said. True
enough, and their intended direction, to intersect the Harn heading west and
south. Ah. "We
press on," Habiba decided, "at an easy pace, not to tire the
horses." Llesho
shivered in spite of the heat as they set their horses once more upon the
trail. Too many would die among those Harnish tents. For the sake of the
empire, he hoped Shou was not among them. For his own sake, he thought of his
brothers, and the companions of his cadre, which led his thoughts to the eagle
riding near enough to take a piece out of his ear without leaving her perch.
Could he follow such a creature into battle and trust its strange mind to bring
him back out again alive? Habiba lifted her, a flinging motion with his arm,
and she took flight, circled high on an updraft, and wheeled out of sight above
them. Or, Llesho mused, would he even have the chance to test the question? And
what was he supposed to do with her damned monkey? Habiba
spread his army in a thin line across the hills that overlooked the Harn
encampment. With Bixei on one side and Harlol on the other, Llesho waited for
Hab-iba's signal while the sun beat down on their backs. That was part of the
plan: the Harn would face a double disadvantage with a surprise attack coming
out of the sun on their unguarded side. Screaming shadows would pour down on
them out of the blinding light, driving them back before they had rightly
figured what was attacking. His brothers, skilled in self-defense but with no
training in the military arts, had withdrawn to the rear and waited with the
baggage handlers and the grooms. They wanted to take him with them to wait out the battle
in safety. He'd refused, with language that shocked Lluka, who was prone to
ease his tensions in prayer. To Llesho's surprise, however, Habiba agreed with
them, and they had argued the matter while they rode. "The situation has
changed," the general pointed out. "We don't need to flaunt you on
the front lines as bait for Markko's taking this time. He knew when he attacked
Ahkenbad where you had been, and that his raiders don't have you as they
thought. Through Tsu-tan's eyes, however, he has discovered that they bring him
valuable hostages. It would be better to force him to negotiate than to offer
yourself in battle." "And would you
negotiate such an exchange? A deposed prince for a wandering emperor disguised
as a lowly merchant?" Llesho gave Habiba a long, calculating look of his
own. Would the Lady SienMa's magician, he wondered, prove any less powerful an
enemy than Master Markko if it came to a conflict between them? With just a nicker of an
eyelash Habiba seemed to read his thoughts and brush aside his questions. Which
Llesho took for a yes, but at the same time, a distaste for the skill. Just
another reminder that little stood between the renegade magician and their own,
except for the thing that Habiba had tried to explain to him on the road.
Loyalty. Maybe he was starting to figure the size of that with a man like
Habiba. Bigger than he'd ever thought, that was for sure. But ultimately
pledged to the mortal goddess of war—not to the Emperor of Shan or a Thebin
prince—which also bore thinking about. The general, however,
hadn't stopped talking just because Llesho had hit a crisis of trust.
"Markko will expect you to advance with the forces sent to free the
prisoners. And they've already caught a bigger fish than they know with Shou.
It's a fool's mission to give them a chance at you." "You trained me to
fight." With his faith that the magician would not exchange him for the
emperor restored, the
giving of his life came into Llesho's own hands again. And while he would
rather live and be free, once again he found the limits to what he would
surrender to stay that way. "Worlds
stand or fall around Emperor Shou, but as you pointed out, I have brothers with
the baggage. Either one can take my place in the Palace of the Sun if something
happens to me." "You
are more important than you know," Habiba began, but shut his mouth with a
snap around whatever he had nearly said. "Don't
expect me to hide when the lives of my brother and my friends—and that includes
Shou—are in jeopardy." Llesho resettled his bow against his saddle with an
expression that dared the general to order him off the attack. Habiba
glared back at him. "I expect you to take orders. And not to take foolish
risks." Llesho
froze. This was more the magician he knew, but it reminded him how stupid it
was to fling a challenge on the edge of battle. He could lose it all for them
right here, split their small force along lines of loyalty—Shou's men, Thebin's
and the Dinha's Wastrels. They needed to work together, under one leader, to
win. If
the general gave the order, he'd be sitting out the fighting with Dognut and
the monkey. But he could make his case until the order was given, and he could
use the emperor in his defense: "Shou would say that you need to take the
risks to understand the dangers, for later." "And
we see where it got him, don't we?" Habiba drew irritably on his reins and
his horse startled and skittered in place. Llesho
had waited until he settled the animal, and then pressed his defense.
"He's right, though, isn't he?" Which seemed a pretty stupid thing to
say with Shou a prisoner, if not dead already. That didn't make him wrong,
though. Habiba
gave him a look that peeled and dissected him for hidden motives, but he
finally relaxed into a long-suffering sigh and a muttered comment about bad
role models that Llesho didn't quite catch. "Can
I trust you to depend on the army at your back, and not to take it on yourself
to rescue the Thebin prisoners singlehandedly?" "I'm
a soldier, trained under your own eye, sir." It cut right to his heart
that the magician would doubt him, but something at the back of his mind
squirmed under the demand for his promise. How much of a martyr was he willing
to make of himself? Llesho decided not to look under that particular rock;
better to admit the obvious. "Do
you think they'd let me?" Truth. The Wastrels and the Thebins in their
party had arranged themselves as his personal army. At their head, Bixei and
Harlol rode to his right and left. They might have been comrades in arms except
for the tension that kept their eyes coming back to Llesho. Neither had seen
the other in combat. Each doubted the wisdom of trusting Llesho's life to the
other. But neither of them would let him get in over his head. The
general wasted no more time on him, but speared his self-appointed guards with
a baleful glare. "The Ham don't need any more hostages," he warned
them, "nor do the Thebin people need more martyrs." Ouch.
Habiba was using the deadly forms of argument after all. "No,
sir," Bixei saluted with more enthusiasm than Llesho thought was
absolutely necessary, and Harlol gripped the hilts of his swords in the Wastrel
posture of ready defense. He would have laid the blades at Habiba's feet in
pledge of his good faith if they hadn't been traveling at the head of an army
on horseback. The
general had acknowledged their pledges with a nod, and Llesho had marched with
the army. Now that the waiting had come, Llesho admitted to himself that he was
scared. He'd always carried a bit of fear into battle,
of course, sensible considering he'd been wounded twice: once, in an ambush. He
didn't remember much of that one—had slept through most of it thanks to the
healer Mara, Carina's mother. Afterward, he'd gone back into battle no more
scared than he'd ever been, but with the experience to know that sometimes in a
fight you hurt your opponent and sometimes he hurt you. But
the wounds Master Markko had put on him scant months ago in the battle for the
Imperial City of Shan had torn his body apart. Llesho still felt the scars pull
when he overreached himself and likely would for the rest of his Me. When
the Harn had attacked the inn at Durnhag, he'd been too surprised to be more
than the usual amount of logically scared. Then his brother had hit him over
the head and he'd missed the rest. Poised in the hills above the enemy for the
signal to advance, however, his fear went deeper than logic. He could feel a
nest of dragon kits frolicking in his guts, where his brother Adar had stitched
him up. After
arguing himself into this position, he realized that only one thing held him to
his place in the line: an irrational determination that his brother Adar, held
prisoner below, could not die as long as Llesho was trying to save him. He was,
as Habiba had suggested, a fool. He hadn't realized until this moment that he
was a coward as well. "We'll
get them out." Bixei sounded more than determined—as if he were reciting a
known fact. They'd never quite been friends, but that didn't mean they weren't
loyal to each other and to their cadre beyond all reason. Bixei had been at
Shan, and he looked like he knew some of the things going through Llesho's
mind. "I
know." Confidence in his companions he meant, not a boast about their
success. He was feeling damned small in himself right then, and the world
seemed upside down. "I'd
always thought battles that decide the fate of worlds would be bigger," he
commented, revealing a lit- tle
of what he was thinking. "There are so few of us, so few of them." Harlol,
on his other side, snorted his disapproval. "That's what happens when
kings play soldier. Empires stand or fall, and no one is the wiser until they
count the dead and kings are found among them." He
was risking Harlol's life. Spending it, if the Dinha saw truly. Llesho hadn't
thought to ask, until now, why Harlol himself had come with them. Now wasn't
the right time, but he could answer the Wastrel's charge at least. "Kings
are murdered sitting in their palaces, too. Better even for kings—or princes—to
die fighting than to be slaughtered on their knees." He didn't think his
father would have begged, but he knew enough now that he wouldn't think less of
him if he had. And thought maybe that was Harlol's answer, too, or the Dinha's. "Better
not to die at all," Bixei reminded them both sharply. Unlike the Wastrel,
he'd been through battles and unlike Llesho, he'd survived them relatively
unscathed. Hurt worse in his single bout in the arena, he often reminded his
less fortunate comrades. With none of Llesho's morbid dread, his common sense
seemed to reach out and steady nerves. Llesho twitched an eyebrow to mark the
hit his companion had made, center target. But
Shou was Habiba's problem. Against the rear guard of the Harnish camp the
general led imperial troops who would die to the man to reach their emperor. To
Llesho and his division fell the task of finding and releasing the Thebin
prisoners. Hmishi had suffered torture in Llesho's name. They owed him rescue
and they had to be quick about it. The Harn now knew he wasn't the prince
Markko was looking for, which made him expendable in their eyes. They also had
a prince their master didn't recognize. The trick was to reach Adar before the
raiders could threaten to kill the hostages. Because Habiba had made it clear
they would not surrender, not even to save Shou. Chapter
nineteen HEY waited, soldiers
and warriors together, in the shelter of the hilltops until Habiba's signal
came down the line. Then the battle cries of Thebin and Tashek and mercenary
and imperial trooper rose with a terrifying roar as warhorses flew down the
hillsides. Infected with the heat of the charge, Llesho's mount took off with
the others. Llesho gritted his teeth and held on with his knees while his horse
carried him at breakneck speed into the bowl of the Harn encampment. The
raiders had thought themselves protected by the hills at their backs. They'd
posted guards who looked back along the road they had come by, but still sent
no scouts ahead to warn them of trouble from that direction. Habiba's army took
them by surprise, as planned. That
surprise lasted only seconds. Some few of the raiders rested in their tents,
and these scattered to their horses like bees smoked from their hives. But many
Har-nishmen remained mounted even in rest, and these wheeled and banded into
groups, ready on the instant to fight. Habiba had timed his attack perfectly,
however. The raiders, from their position below the attack, were forced to stare
up at the advancing army which, coming out of the west, fell upon them as
shadows against the blinding white light of the falling sun. When
Habiba's forces reached the encampment itself, the sun remained an ally of the
magician: sparks flashed off armor and weapons, driving the Harn raiders back
in confusion. Raiders on foot ran for their horses and weapons but were cut off
on every side. Llesho felt the battle fever surge in his veins, drowning his
fear. He knotted his reins over his pommel and fitted an arrow to his bow.
Lifting up on his knees for a better angle as her ladyship had taught him, he
let his arrow fly. Fitted another before he had fully registered his man down
and shot, again, and again. His battle-nerved horse plunged into the fray, using
teeth and hooves to drive away any who approached too near. A
squad of raiders regrouped and took the offensive, galloping into the attack
with bloodcurdling screams and raised battle axes. Llesho directed Harlol to
take his Wastrels to the rear of the fighting, to cut off a Harnish retreat and
panic the horses. Bixei stayed close, forming his mercenaries into a circle of
swords defending an inner core of Thebin bowmen grouped around Llesho himself.
Firing over the heads of their own defenders, they drove the Harn back with bow
and arrow. Llesho
fought with the logic of mathematical simplicity foremost in his thoughts: a
Harn raider down couldn't kill his brother. A Harn raider dead couldn't stab
him in the back as he drove past. He shot and he shot, until he reached into
his quiver and found no arrows there. The spear at his back fairly vibrated
with its own urgency to bring the fight closer. But his teams, with Bixei and
Harlol at their heads, had driven the advance guard of the Harn back, where
they fell into the clutches of Habiba's imperial troopers. And
then, with a shock like a door opening when one had given up all hope but the
pounding on it, he realized that the battle had ended. Marching toward him, he
saw more Thebins on the field than he had come with, and Bor-ka-mar, striding
among the tents. "We
have to find Hmishi!" Llesho shouted. "Where is Adar?" Maddened
by the dream and goaded by the weapon at his back, he slid from his mount, the
short spear coming to his hand as if he been born with his fingers wrapped
around its shaft. It wasn't his brother he longed to see, however, or any of
his friends once he took up the short spear. He wanted Tsu-tan, wanted to pluck
the witch-finder's heart out and return it to his master on a platter. With that
bloody thought he broke through Bixei's defensive formation and dove toward the
first tent. Nothing. When he came out again, Bixei was leaving the next tent,
and his Thebin troops had scattered in the search. From
a tent larger than the others at the center of the camp, Harlol joined them, a
bloody rag in his hand. Llesho recognized it as a strip torn from one of the
militia uniforms they had worn in their masquerade as caravan guards to a
Guynmer merchant. "The
witch-finder is gone." the Wastrel handed him the bloody cloth. "This
was all we found." Hmishi's,
Llesho figured, and felt his stomach twist with memories of the prophetic
dream. Was he still alive at all, or had they killed him in their rage that he
was the wrong Thebin orphan? Harlol was waiting for an answer, so he nodded to
show that he'd heard, but didn't trust himself to speak. Didn't know what to
say to Bixei, who had come up beside them and was looking at the evidence in
the Wastrel's hand with grim foreboding. Wherever Hmishi and his companions
were, they could do nothing more for them here. "Burn
them," he said, with a jerk of his chin to indicate the round black tents.
"Leave nothing." Harlol
stared at him for long moments, wondering what to do. Bixei, however, shared
some of his loss. He had trained and fought with Lling and Hmishi, depended on
them as mates in a fighting cadre, and he looked at the bloody cloth with a
bleak anger of his own. He said nothing, but grabbed a tent peg and held it to
a small cook fire until it burst into flame. Then, he jammed the burning spike
end into the felt of the witch-finder's tent and walked away. The tent itself
would be fuel to fire others. The
snapping flames fed something dark in Llesho's heart that grew without slaking.
With blood in his eyes, he turned to his commanders. "Bring me
prisoners," he said. "I will know where the witch-finder has taken my
brother." At
that, Bixei eyed him uneasily, and Harlol would not look at him at all. "Is
this one of the times that Habiba expects us to protect you from
yourself?" Bixei asked him, uncertainty in his voice. "It's
not me I plan to hurt." Harlol
hadn't sheathed his swords yet, but he rested them with their points to the
ground. "You're hurting yourself with every word. If you do what you plan,
I don't know if you will ever recover. And if you can massacre your enemy and
walk away unmoved by the act, how will Thebin be better off with you in the
palace than it is now?" "You
dare—" Llesho turned the cold heat of an inexplicable rage on the Wastrel.
He's meant to die for you, whispered in his head. What matter if you
do it, or the Horn? "It's
that spear," Bixei reached out and plucked it from his grasp. "I
don't know what it is about the thing, but the Lady SienMa did you no favor
when she gave it to you." "Returned
it," Llesho corrected, but he stumbled against Harlol with a frown,
fighting a sudden dizziness that passed slowly, like clouds parting in front of
his eyes. The
sounds of battle were giving way to the moans of the wounded. A horse squealing
in pain was suddenly cut off as a rider put him out of his agony, but there were
others crying out all around them. There were too many dead, too much blood
spilled into the dry ground, though most of it looked to be the enemy's. He
might have brought himself to care, if he'd found Adar and his cadre. Llesho
shuddered when he remembered what he'd asked Bixei and Harlol to do, however.
He was a soldier, but not yet a torturer. He
reached for the spear. When Bixei reluctantly handed it over, he returned it to
its sheath at his back. "I'm all right now." "Llesho."
Kaydu, in human form, walked toward them out of the reek and stain of blood and
carrion released on the battlefield. She still twitched with lingering
bird-ness, but she'd stopped at the baggage train for Little Brother and
carried him clinging to her neck. His face solemn and anxious, the monkey
watched his mistress as if he expected her to transform into a bird of prey and
sweep him off for dinner. Llesho sympathized. He also wondered what task she
had completed as a bird, and when she had returned. "Habiba
said to bring you. He's taken the cook tent as his command post. Your brothers
are with him." "Adar?" "No."
She looked away for a moment, afraid to let him see in her eyes what he was
already thinking. "But Shokar has come." He'd
known that, and was relieved to hear her say his name that way, to know that
his brother had survived the battle. He followed her, picking his way past the
living who moved over the ground gathering spent arrows like gleaners after a
harvest. Harlol followed at a slight distance, to give them the privacy of
their conversation. "Has
Habiba found Shou?" He dreaded to hear that it had all been for nothing.
"Is the emperor safe?" "Shokar
found him, yes. Master Den and Carina are with him." She'd
only answered half his question and offered nothing to reassure him.
"Alive?" "Yes."
She wouldn't say any more, and he wondered what he would find when he entered
the tent. Shou was more than a political ally or even a friend, he realized
while he waited to see how much of the man Markko's creeping spy had left them.
The emperor was the only model Llesho had for how a king behaved, what he owed
his people, and how he kept an empire safe as peaceful Thebin hadn't been. If
Tsu-tan had conquered Shou, how did Llesho expect to defeat the witch-finder's
master? He
had other greetings first, however. Shokar met him at the tent flap with a bear
hug and a roar. "Little brother!" "Don't
call me that, please." He settled his clothes and his dignity, but softened
his rebuke with a wry twist of a smile. "It confuses the monkey." Only
slightly chastened, the eldest prince cuffed him gently on the arm. "We
thought you might be dead in the fighting." "I
had excellent teachers," he assured his brother. "I'm good at staying
alive." Balar
joined them with Lluka, ready to continue his protest begun before the battle.
"You have brothers to protect you," he insisted with a sweep of his
arm that included Shokar and Lluka, their expressions of relief and disapproval
so familiar that it hurt. Brothers.
In case they had not yet heard, Llesho told them. "We didn't find
Adar." Shokar
tried to put an arm around his shoulder. "We know, Llesho. It's one of the
reasons we're all so worried about you." Too
late for that. Llesho slipped out of reach, unwilling to accept any comfort.
"Habiba needs to see me." "I
should think you'd have had enough of magicians leading you into danger,"
Lluka scolded. "We've talked about it, and we want you to come back to
Shan with us,
where it's safe." Lluka seemed to think he'd taken the round, but Llesho
just looked at him as if he had truly missed the point. "There
is no safe place. I would think that the dead we left behind in Ahkenbad proved
that if nothing else did." Kaydu
winced as Little Brother shrieked indignantly in her ear, but added her own
support to Llesho's example. "Harnish raiders in the market square at Shan
proved it to me." Llesho
gave a superstitious shudder as new scars twitched in his gut. Shokar, too,
seemed to be remembering. In defense of his protectiveness, Shokar added,
"I would rather not see you hurt again the way you were in that
battle." Llesho
agreed heartily, but he wasn't going to say it out loud when any admission
would sound like weakness. Instead, he asked, "Why do you, of all people,
think that there is any safety to be had in Shan?" When
his brother hung his head, Llesho repeated his earlier question. "Where is
Habiba?" "With
Shou," Shokar held aside the flap and pointed to the center of the tent. Habiba
presided from a folding wooden chair over a handful of raiders on their knees
in front of him. Shou sat on a simple camp stool in the magician's shadow.
Llesho saw a bruise or two, but no obvious wounds. Shou, however, sat with the
look of a man pressed beyond his endurance, who has escaped into the land of
mazes in the mind. Many, he knew, never returned from that place. Bor-ka-mar
stood at attention at his emperor's back. Only someone who knew him, as Llesho
had come to do, would know that his rigidly correct posture hid a personal
anguish that he had failed his emperor. He wondered if someone had reassured
the soldier that it wasn't his fault, but figured Bor-ka-mar wouldn't believe
it no matter who told him so. Master
Den and Carina sipped tea in the corner of the cook tent. Nothing in the way
they had distributed themselves gave the raiders any clue to the relative
importance of their former prisoners or their rescuers. "Tell
me what happened to them," he asked, meaning the Thebin prisoners. His
voice cracked, refusing him the power to say the names. The sound drew Shou's
attention. "I'm
sorry," Shou said over the prostrate' forms of the prisoners. Llesho's
heart froze. They're dead, he thought, an image of Hmishi lifeless in
Lling's arms so sharp in his head that he gasped from the shock of it. Master
Den must have seen something of that in his face, because the trickster god
rose quickly from his place at tea. "They're
alive, boy. Alive. That miserable witch-finder escaped as your armies entered
the camp. He's taken them ahead, into the Harnlands." "I'm
sorry," Shou repeated, and passed a hand across his forehead. "I
didn't mean you should think—" he gave a little half laugh, caught on a
deep indrawn breath, before his mind seemed to wander again. "What
happened to Hmishi?" Llesho asked the question of Carina, who hadn't
moved, but watched them all with quick, anxious eyes. He feared for his
brother, but he needed to know if they'd reached them in time to stop the
dream. "This
Tsu-tan didn't see your attack coming through the Wastes," she answered
him. "His spies reported that Shokar had joined forces with Bor-ka-mar and
they were not far behind. The witch-finder ran for the Harnlands, with Hmishi
and Lling, and your brother, in his custody. "He
realized they had the wrong boy right away," Carina added. "He knew
Hmishi and Lling from Pearl Bay. Master Den he recognized, of course, and
threatened his master's tortures for withholding the truth from his raiders.
When he learned that I was a healer, he promised that Markko would burn me at
the stake. But his prejudices led him to dismiss me as having no consequence, just
as he dismissed Den for a laundryman. Lling he preserved for his master's
questions, but he handed Hmishi over to his soldiers. They did terrible things
to him. I don't know how he lived." She
stopped with a choked cry, and Master Den picked up her sorry tale. "The
damage was extensive, but ill-thought. Master Markko raged within the
witch-finder's own mind for putting the boy beyond questioning. He left with
Hmishi on a stretcher and the healer Adar to tend him." "And
Shou?" They spoke in whispers as the emperor listened to Habiba's
questioning of the prisoners, neither letting on who commanded whom, or what
force had taken the camp. Carina
opened her hand, as if to let go of some truth. "Tsu-tan could not
identify him, but his master made a puppet of his lieutenant's body, and even
at a distance saw through the merchant's disguise." "If
Markko saw him through the witch-finder's eyes, he would have known him."
Llesho told her what the rescuers had already discussed. "They met after
the battle on the outskirts of Shan Province." Shou had worn a different
disguise then. "Tsu-tan
called him 'General,'" Carina confirmed Llesho's observation. "Shou
insisted that he had lost his post for smuggling. Markko, through his
witch-finder, tried for a day and a night to force the truth from him, but Shou
resisted both physical and mental attack. At the end, he admitted to spying for
the empire, but never gave away his secret." "Timing
worked to our advantage," Master Den added. "The Harnish raiders who
tried to force a confession from Hmishi had no reason to suspect that Shou was
more than he professed. Tsu-tan believed Hmishi and Lling were simple slaves as
they had been on Pearl Island. He knew nothing of Adar or Carina. Markko knew
Shou as the emperor's general, but none of the other prisoners. So he accepted
Tsu-tan's conclusion, that the provincial general and imperial spy had taken
advantage of a chance encounter to use as decoys a pair of traveling healers
with a couple of Thebin slaves. It never occurred to either of them, at that
point, to question the Thebins about Shou's identity." "They
never would have given him away." Their companions must know that, of
course, but Llesho thought it needed saying anyway. "They
didn't," Master Den assured him softly, "But Tsu-tan made him watch
what his soldiers did to Hmishi, and through his witch-finder, the magician
attacked Shou's mind." Habiba
had finished with his prisoners, and he called for guards to lead the captives
away. When they had gone, Llesho went to the emperor and knelt on one knee.
Looking into Shou's eyes for a sign of the man he knew, he whispered,
"Have they broken him?" "No,"
Shou answered for himself, in a whisper, "but I'm afraid for Tsu-tan's
prisoners. Markko will take a long time killing them to get what he wants, and
they don't have it to give." Llesho, that was. The Thebin king and
whatever else he was to Markko. "Then
we have to get them back first." Llesho kept his voice low, in keeping
with the almost secretive mood the emperor had drawn about them with his voice.
The power of his will, however, gave force to each word. "And we will. Get
them back." "There
is another," Shou nodded, as if listening to inner voices. "His name
is Menar." "Menar?"
Llesho asked, unprepared to hear that name. "A
prince of Thebin," Shou said from his waking dream, "A blind poet,
who mourns his brothers after many years." "Menar
is alive? Did you see him?" Llesho pushed the hope and the fear down,
down. Blind. And Shou was looking at him as if he were some curious artifact he
couldn't quite puzzle out. The emperor wasn't the best witness at present. "I
can't see him," Shou answered in the tone one takes with the dull witted.
"He's blind. But I hear the wind in the grass, and the heavy cadence of
his poems in my head. They weep, weep, for his brothers. Shokar and Lluka,
Ghrisz and Adar, and the youngest, Balar and Llesho." Wind
in the grass. Menar was somewhere ahead of them, if Shou truly had some
knowledge of the Thebin prince. But Shou knew about his brothers, and his weary
brain might have stirred the tale out of its own longing 'for rescue. Llesho
had not talked about Ping, however. "Does Menar also mourn his
sister?" he asked as a test. Shou
shook his head. "For Ping, anger." His eyes, focused on some
unseeable distance, flicked into the now again with a wince at their corners.
"My head hurts," he said, with the same expressionless voice that had
channeled some vision out of the grasslands. Carina
pressed a finger to her lips, silent warning that the conversation was over. "I
know," Llesho soothed. He rested his head on the emperor's knee for a
moment, a gesture that in other circumstances would mark him as the emperor's
man and Thebin as a vassal nation. In this hour of torment, however, he wanted
only to give and receive the comfort of a son or a brother. "But it will
get better. Let the healers help you." He
rose and left the tent, leaving the emperor to the ministrations of Carina,
whose drawn face reflected her own worry about the prisoners still in the hands
of Markko's minions. She cared about Adar, he knew, and couldn't find it in
himself to begrudge his brother that loving concern. It was all getting far too
confusing, how he felt and who he felt it for, and he wondered when feelings
had become such a responsibility. He didn't have answers, but he took the
questions out into the camp with him.
Chapter Twenty
IlABIBA, acting as general of the
combined armies, had ordered the remaining Harnish tents torn down and their
own camp set up in its place. The dead they had taken a little apart and burned
in a pile with the round black tents for fuel. The stench of burning felt and
crackling flesh rose to heaven on a pillar of black smoke. Llesho watched until
the flames had smoldered down to coals. "This my gift to you, Lady
Wife," Llesho whispered bitterly to the rising smoke. So many had died—
how many more would he add to his count before Thebin was free and the gates of
heaven opened again? During the day, he could believe they did the right thing. But
night had come upon them while Habiba sorted out the prisoners, questioning
some, and allotting guards to accompany others back to Shan. Carina had gone
off to work with the wounded, both Harnishmen of the Uulgar clans who had
followed the witch-finder and the few of their own who had need of her
services. For a change, none of his friends had been injured during the
fighting. If you didn't count Shou, who'd suffered in the waiting, not the
battle. Llesho
had tried to rest as they urged him, but frightful dreams drove him out again
into the darkness to hide.
Wandering
the encampment, he found a three- legged folding stool plundered from a Harnish
tent and settled himself to watch the dying of the coals that used to be his
enemies. The dead couldn't tell him where Tsu-tan had taken his Thebin
hostages, but he found himself asking them anyway. "What
are you doing alone out here?" Balar's
voice, that was, edged as it hadn't been when they were young and Kungol ruled
over a peaceful Thebin. War changes everything, Llesho thought. It made
fighters, if not warriors, of musicians. "Thinking,"
Llesho answered. He wondered what war made of poets, of their brother Menar
left in the hands of the Harn all these years. The very idea of it made him
shudder. "It
isn't safe out here." Safe.
Llesho snorted rudely at that. Habiba's scouts spied out the Durnhag Road and
looked ahead to Harn. Guards posted throughout the camp and along its perimeter
watched for any sneak attack, but Llesho didn't expect one. The raiders had
lost too many of their number in the fighting already. They couldn't count on
their Harnish countrymen along the Gansau border to help them either. While
they might be inclined to look the other way at the strange coming and goings
of the raiders, the border clans would resist efforts to draw them into a
stranger's conflict. Like not fouling one's own tent, the locals wouldn't pick
a fight they'd have to live with long after Master Markko's henchmen were gone. So
Llesho was as safe here by the cooling pyre as anywhere in the camp. That
didn't mean a picked team of assassins couldn't reach him any time they wanted,
of course. Master Jaks had worn the marks of six such kills on his arm. The
magician himself could be watching in the shape of some animal or bird of prey.
He'd felt those sharp talons before. It seemed like Master Markko wanted him
alive this time, though. "What's
safe?" he asked, shaky enough in his sanity not to care about the answer. Balar
seemed to take his meaning, or part of it at least. He scrounged a low stool
from the ruins and dropped down beside his brother. "I'll grant you that.
Nowhere is really safe. But you would be safer inside the command tent." "No.
Later, maybe." He ought to be in there with Habiba, making decisions and
rewarding his own followers with his praise and encouragement, not out here
sulking with his clothes reeking of the dead. While Shou tossed in restless
sleep in that tent, though, he just couldn't do it. As
if he heard his name in his sleep, the emperor cried out, a heart-stopping wail
that sent a chill through the camp and raised the hairs on the back of Llesho's
neck. He wondered if Master Markko, through his witch-finder, had broken
something vital and soul-deep in the man. Carina said not. Shou agreed with
her, or said he did. But Llesho had never seen eyes as empty as the emperor's
had been tonight. According
to Carina, he hadn't cried out like that during all his mental tortures. She
didn't know why he did it now. Dreams, he could have told her, while he
shivered in a cold sweat remembering Ahkenbad. The magician could kill even in
dreams. Was that the plague of Shou's sleep even now? "You
should talk about it," Balar said. "We can help you." "From
the baggage?" Llesho snapped, and then wanted to call it back. "With
someone, then." Balar
didn't come back at him, which made Llesho even madder. He really, really
wanted to fight with somebody, the kind of fight where he could spill
what was bothering him, at the top of his lungs and spewed out along with a lot
of meaningless stuff. Nobody would die and
nobody would guess what of the fight was the important part and what was just
noise. Balar refused to argue, so he was left alone with the dream that had
sent him escaping into the night. Wastrels
lay dead in tall Harnish grass he hadn't seen since his seventh summer, their
eyes wide open to the sun. Except that, instead of eyes, each orbit held a
single black pearl. In his dream, Llesho went about the grassy field plucking
pearls from dead men's sockets. When he came to Harlol, the Wastrel was still
alive, though dying, and he reached up to his own eyes and plucked them out,
handing them to Llesho as a gift. There'd been no more rest after that. "Where's
Pig when you need him?" he muttered under his breath, a formless complaint
he hadn't meant his brother to hear. But
Balar was paying close attention. "Why don't you ask him? He's hanging
around your neck, if we're to believe your stories." Which
might have been Balar taking the question seriously or being snide. Either way,
it reminded Llesho that some things only seemed difficult until you realized
they weren't. Maybe Pig was like that. Or maybe the person he really needed to
talk to was Master Den. "I'm
going back." Balar seemed to realize that he wasn't going to get an
answer. He stood up, his worried frown shadowed in the dim light. "Is
there anything you need?" Adar.
Hmishi and Lling. Kungol. Menar. And his brother Ghrisz, whose name he hadn't
heard in all his travels. Pointless to say those things to a brother who would
hand them all to him on a plate if he had the power. Like Llesho's dreams,
however, his heavenly gifts seemed of no earthly use. Balar was as helpless as
he was to give him back what they had lost. And he confided in Lluka, whom
Llesho didn't trust. "The
washerman, Master Den. If he will come." Not knowing who might be
listening outside the dim glow of the funeral pyre, he didn't say aloud, ChiChu,
the trickster god, my particular adviser. Balar
nodded, hesitating as if he might think of something at the last minute to
persuade Llesho back under cover. Llesho fixed his attention on the pyre until
he heard his brother walk away. He
expected the solid tread of his teacher to follow, so the short shuffling steps
of the dwarf took him by surprise. Dognut dragged his own low stool behind him,
and Llesho smiled in spite of himself, reminded of the first time they had met.
"No ladder today, Dognut?" he asked, half expecting the little man to
look at him as if he were mad. Dognut
took the question for an invitation and settled himself next to Llesho.
"No camel this time." He almost smiled, but a different memory
slipped across his face. He sighed instead. If Llesho had it figured right, the
dwarf was Shou's personal spy as well as his musician, and maybe more. The
emperor looked to varied advisers, he was slowly discovering, and the people
around him were never quite what they seemed. "How
is your master?" he asked. Dognut
hesitated only a moment in his answer. "He's well enough when the sun
shines." He pulled a flute from the quiver at his back. The lesser moons
had risen, shedding a faint light on the instrument as the dwarf ran his thick
fingers along the stops. A mournful tune rose on liquid silver notes and fell
away again. "But, Goddess knows, he can't stay awake forever." Llesho
said nothing. He had firsthand experience of the torment Master Markko could
inflict, but he hadn't been with the fleeing Harn. He didn't know what Tsu-tan
had actually done to the emperor or what dreams the magician visited on his
sleep. Dognut wasn't settling for stubborn silence, however. "You
could help him." "I
have my own dreams to worry about." "Ah,
yes." Dognut sighed. "The stone men of the grasslands.
They find the hearts of men a particular delicacy, or so the stories say, and
leave a bit of a fingertip behind when they've plucked the living organ from
their victims." "I
saw no stone men," Llesho objected. The dead he had seen plucked out their
eyes, the pearls of the goddess in the orbits, and not their hearts. "They
are only stories," Dognut let it be known with the tone of his voice that
he didn't believe his own words. "And from very far away. No one has ever seen
one of these stone monsters, of course." Had
the dwarf seen such monsters himself? Llesho wondered, but Dognut wasn't
through with him: "Shou is here, now, however, and he needs your
help." "I'm
not a healer." "You
know Markko." That
was too close to Llesho's own thoughts. He refused to answer. Rescue arrived in
the shape of a dark body that planted itself between Llesho and the pyre,
eclipsing the faint moonlight. Master Den sat heavily, blocking the morbid
view. He sometimes forgot how big the trickster god was; they were
face-to-face, with Chi-Chu settled like a great stone pyramid on the ground and
Llesho perched on his borrowed stool. He gave the musician at Llesho's side an
almost imperceptible nod and Dognut returned the greeting with a bow from the
waist. Then the teacher turned his attention on his pupil. "They're
not your dead," he said. Llesho
wondered if everyone had been reading his mind tonight. "Who else's?"
he countered. "How many people have to die so that one exiled prince
doesn't have to dive for pearls?" "As
I recall, one old man died of the fever. The rest belong to Master Markko.
Don't confuse shame for surviving with blame for the acts of your
murderers." "What
is that supposed to mean?" Llesho stood up slowly, his hands stiffening to
rigid blades at his sides. The
fight that Balar had denied him surged in his bloodstream. He glared at Dognut,
wishing the dwarf would go away so that he could yell if he wanted, make a fool
of himself against the safe harbor of his teacher. Dognut didn't move, just sat
watching him out of eyes that seemed to grow older the deeper Llesho looked. So
he stopped looking, took a wild swing that Master Den brushed aside with a
negligent swat. Den shifted to his feet with a dangerous grin on his face,
reminding Llesho that he fought the trickster god ChiChu, a master at the
forms. Llesho knew he should be afraid, but he grinned back, reassured. He
could beat himself to death against the mountainous figure of the god and do no
damage in his turn. "Come
on, boy." Master Den circled carefully, his arms relaxed at his sides,
palms out, his fingers curling an invitation. "Take me if you can." Dognut
snatched up his little stool and drew apart from the combatants. His eyes
darted, measuring the battleground, cautious against sudden movements in his
direction. Llesho
hooked a foot under the camp stool he'd scrounged and flipped it over the head
of his teacher, providing a split second of distraction until it sailed out of
sight behind him and clattered to rest on the pyre. Then Llesho attacked. At
first, he fought with deadly art, raining lethal blows upon his teacher in all
the combat forms he knew. A leap, and the kick that followed it should have
crushed his foe's throat. Master Den brushed the foot away a whisper before
contact. The heel of his hand nearly landed on the breastbone of his teacher,
but this, too, was deflected with a slapping blow. Master
Den countered with a sharp jab of pointed fingers that stopped, completely
controlled, short of killing him. It hurt, and Llesho rubbed at his breastbone,
circling cautiously while he caught his breath. Den waggled his
brows with a predator's baring of teeth. "Is that all you've got, boy? A
killer of multitudes who can't even bruise the washerman!" It
wasn't the taunt about his skills, but the reminder of the dead that finally
drove Llesho into that space he needed to find. "I'll
kill you!" he screamed. "I'll kill you!" and he waded in. Art
forgotten, desperation powered each blow. He didn't know if he was trying to
forget, or to reach past his brain to the place he'd lost in the aftermath,
where surviving counted more than the deaths it cost him. When
he finally grew aware that Master Den was returning none of his strikes, not
even with the lesser blows of a teaching bout, he realized that he was held
safe in the arms of his teacher, who absorbed the blows to his huge body
without a word of reproach. "I'm sorry," Llesho whispered, his hands
relaxing into fists that clutched at the master's coat. "He's
not the least bit sorry for trying to kill you, old friend," Dognut noted
wryly from the sidelines. "Nor
should you be." The trickster god took Llesho's chin in his hand and gave
it a little shake for emphasis. "When the gods ask more than you can give,
you are within your right to take from them what you need to go on. But you've
got to stop taking the credit for other people's stupidity. Particularly
Shou's." "He's
right, Llesho. I've know the emperor since he was a boy, and no one could ever
talk sense to him." Dognut opened his folding stool and sat down again,
figuring, Llesho supposed, that the danger had passed. When the dwarf had made
himself comfortable, he picked up his argument again, sharing his exasperation
with Master Den over Llesho's head. "Doesn't get the concept of a wall
until he's beat his head against it a few times and knocked himself out
learning. The empire is no different than that wall to the revered Shou, but
it's bigger. It's not you that put him here, it's the damned idea of being an
emperor he's trying to work out with his fists instead of his brain. The Lady
SienMa will not be pleased with the rest of us, but I think she meant Shou to
get his head rattled. He's known the exhilaration of battle and the remote loss
of troops, but war has never left its mark on him the way it has on you." "And
what of the Wastrels?" Llesho threw back the challenge. "They're
going to die, and for what? It's not their fight." "True?"
Master Den asked. The
dwarf shrugged, unhappy but not denying it. "So the Dinha says." Master
Den sighed deeply, his shoulders drooping like a massive building settling into
the ground. "That's not your fault either." He
didn't sound as sure as Dognut had been about the emperor. Now that he was
thinking a little more clearly, Llesho could see the dwarfs point about Shou.
But the Wastrels were all his. "You
have to understand about the Wastrels." Master Den cast around looking for
something, then retrieved Llesho's stool from the pyre and patted out the
sparks that had caught on the legs. He took for himself the other stool that
Balar had used. It was too small for him, but he balanced himself over its
three wobbly legs anyway, whether to retain the advantage of his greater height
or because Llesho'd actually managed to land an irksome blow he didn't show.
Rather, with his elbows propped on his knees, and his eyes turned away from the
fire, he sank into a storytelling reverie. Llesho remembered another time, and
other teachings. He prepared to pay close attention. Den
started with a question: "What do you know about the Wastrels?" "They
take their name from the Gansau Wastes. They are a religious fighting order,
sworn to the Dinha as her children."
He recited what he knew like a lesson, and Master Den gave him a little nod,
gentle encouragement to continue. "They
travel throughout the known world, mostly alone, though they move freely from
land to land by taking on lesser roles, like drovers. Since they don't seem to
show any inclination to work more than they need, or acquire any possessions,
outsiders think the name comes from the common usage for time wasters. But they
learn about the outside world that way, and return home to report what they've
found to the Dinha." He
stopped, surprised. Somehow he'd thought he knew more than that. Did, in ways
that he couldn't exactly say, about loyalty and pride and survival. Strung all
together like that, though, he sensed a hole in the middle of his
understanding. "There's
another meaning of 'waste,' " Dognut hinted. Master
Den raised an eyebrow, daring Llesho to answer. But he didn't have an answer he
liked, so he waited for Master Den to fill his own silence. "Their
birth families don't depend on them for survival." Den filled in what he'd
already seen. "They make no families of their own and, in a land of
dreamers, they seldom give themselves to dreaming." "Expendable."
Llesho got it. Hated it, but he'd had it figured. "They're
not the squeal of the pig—" the only part of a pig, some would say, that
no one has a use for, "— but more like a handful of copper pennies."
Master Den pantomimed the weighing of coins in the palm of his hand. "Not
useful in themselves but valuable when spent." "The
Dinha knew they would die, and meant me to spend their lives when she'd already
lost all of Ahken-bad. Why? What does Thebin mean to Ahkenbad that it would
spend its warriors for our freedom?" "If
freedom it is—" Dognut waved his flute like a magic wand in emphasis,
"—to replace a foreign tyrant with a local monarch. But then, I've heard
that freedom is highly overrated, especially by the Tashek." "I
would be no tyrant—" "You
would be no king at all, if given half a choice," Dognut chastised him.
Llesho winced. He'd thought his misgivings had gone unnoticed. "Perhaps
Thebin means nothing to the Tashek," Master Den didn't look at him right
away. "Perhaps everything. The Dinha would have known the outcome before
she ever sent for you, but you'd have to ask for yourself why reading your
dreams was more important than her own life." He
didn't bother explaining that he'd done that and didn't understand the answer,
except that it had hurt Kagar more than death to offer up her cousin like a
sacrifice to willful spirits. Master Den had reached the end of his patience
with a reluctant student, however, and ChiChu, perhaps, never had any patience
to begin with. It was time to move this conversation past the quicksand of
self-pity. "What
about Shou?" "What
about him?" ChiChu tossed back the question, challenged him to start
thinking again. "Aren't we out here among the dead so that you can avoid
dealing with the living?" Definitely
out of patience, and cutting right to the bone. Shou wasn't a mystic, so Markko
probably couldn't kill him that way. Maybe he just needed to know that he
wasn't alone, that someone else dreamed horrors that night and survived with
him. "All
right." Llesho stood up, dusted off his coat and breeches, and headed
back. He
nodded as he passed Harlol, who lounged with his Wastrels, pretending to off
duty socializing while they watched the rear of the command tent. Dognut
stopped among them, his offer of a song for a cup of tea accepted with
enthusiasm. He'd play a soothing melody, Llesho knew, to sweeten Shou's
troubled sleep. Bixei
and Stipes had guard of the entrance, and Llesho whispered a greeting as he
entered with Master Den at his back. Habiba
acknowledged the newcomers with a flick of the eyes but Bor-ka-mar, who stood
at attention at the foot of his emperor's bed, showed by not a twitch of a lash
that he had noted their entrance. Carina
had returned from her work in the camp and she gave them a fleeting smile
before she, too, quickly returned her glance to the man on the camp bed. Shou
was awake, sitting on the bed with his feet on the ground and his fingers sunk
deep in his hair. His sleep had given him no rest: he was pale around the
mouth, his eyes sunk into dark pits. In the chancy light of a single oil lamp,
he looked like a mummified corpse. "Emperor,"
Llesho said, dropping to one knee, more to meet the emperor's gaze at eye level
than to offer obeisance. "I'm
glad you're here." Shou straightened his back and dropped his hands to his
thighs. "We have to talk." His expression was bland. If
Llesho didn't remember what it felt like to be under Master Markko's
instruments, he might have believed the act, that nothing preyed upon the
emperor's mind. But he had been in that place, and his eyes bled memories. The
emperor flinched away, then his face grew more unyielding. He wasn't going to
talk about it, and Llesho relaxed a little. He hadn't wanted to recall that
time, and didn't think Shou would appreciate the sympathy anyway. The
emperor seemed to read in his face that Llesho had joined him in a conspiracy
that was more than denial but less than fortitude. He closed the subject with a
quick nod and shifted his attention to the material present. "I'm going
back." It
made sense, but Llesho found nothing to say that would make things any better. "There's
nothing more I can do here." Shou gave his head a shake: apology, and to
clear the mist from his eyes. "Guynm is at risk. The empire is slipping
away, and SienMa is waiting for me." Not just back to Guynm, but to take
back the reins of his empire. Llesho
knew that, thought it was past time for it. "An empire can't survive on
its own." He
hadn't meant to chastise the emperor, but it came out sounding that way. Shou,
however, agreed with him. "I
finally figured that out. It's time to leave the adventuring to those with
fewer obligations." Like
the Wastrels, Llesho thought, his lips pressed closed against some
unpleasant truth he didn't want to look at. No responsibilities, except that
they took on the dangers so that others would have the knowledge to guide their
people. Like Hmishi and Lling, expendable. Maybe some day he'd come to the same
realization that Shou had finally reached, about where his duty lay. At the
moment, he felt more in common with the Wastrels than with the emperor. With
his decision made, Shou was finally able to admit, "I'm afraid of
him." Llesho
gave a little twitch of his shoulder. "So am I. But that's not why you're
doing this." They understood each other. "Try to sleep." "You
do the same." Shou actually smiled at him, not much of one, but enough to
signal the quieting of some inner storm, for now at least. Llesho
did sleep. When he awoke, the emperor was gone.
Chapter Twenty-one
OHOU'S gone." Kaydu broke off
her discussion with Lluka and Dognut over the morning cook fire. Fumbling
awkwardly with the strings of the quiver tied between her breasts, she rose to
greet Llesho with the news. "The imperial troops went with him." "I
can see that." He blinked in the morning sunlight. More
than half their forces had packed up and vanished while he slept. Those who
remained had gathered in rows on a patch of flat road at the outskirts of the
camp. Master Den was leading them in morning prayer forms to the seven mortal
gods and Llesho watched, frozen where he stood by a wash of conflicting
emotions. The patterns twitched in his muscles with a comforting familiarity
even while he felt a distance both physical and spiritual from the soldiers who
performed their prayers. With
their numbers gathered under Master Den's watchful eye, Llesho managed a quick
count. Thirty in Thebin uniform with Shokar in their lead. A handful of
Farshore mercenaries, with Stipes among them and Bixei at their head, also
followed Master Den in the exercises. With these forms his soldiers honored the
mortal gods and all the mortal earth that shaped the Way of the Goddess. A
slight change in the style, Llesho knew, shaped the hand-to-hand combat of the
Way. Bixei had learned the forms with Llesho in the gladiators' compound at
Pearl Island and he had passed on that knowledge to the Thebin troops he had
trained in Shan. Master Den looked pleased with the results. Another
ten, Tashek under Harlol, kept to themselves and performed their own rituals.
He couldn't be sure at this distance, but it seemed that Balar was among them,
not as skilled as the more highly trained Wastrels but striving gamely to keep
up. With Lluka, he reckoned there were about fifty in all. Kaydu wore the only
imperial militia uniform anywhere in the camp; he hadn't decided if he should
count her among their number or not. "Drink,
it's good for you." Dognut handed him a cup and Llesho took it, scarcely
knowing what he did. Absently,
he took a sip. It made his nose run and his eyes water, but, more importantly,
the spicy shock snapped him out of his immobility. "Thank
you," he gasped. He sat next to his brother and took another sip. Lluka
relaxed a little, as if Llesho had overcome some crisis more calmly than they'd
expected. They were wrong about that, but a fit of temper wasn't going to bring
the imperial militia back. Kaydu would not quite meet his eyes. She remained
standing, as if braced for a blow, and Llesho figured it was better to get it
over with. "Habiba?"
he asked. "Gone,"
she answered as he knew she would. "To carry a report to her ladyship, in
Shan." "Why
didn't you go with them?" He didn't mean it as an insult, but she jerked
as if a blow had indeed fallen. "The
Lady SienMa made us a unit." Reflexively, her hand gestured at Bixei,
performing his prayer rituals in front of their little band of troops.
"You think Hmishi and Lling are your responsibility because they're your
countrymen and pledged to your cause. But I'm their commanding officer, and I
don't abandon my forces in the field."
She
had stayed behind with her father when Llesho had ridden out with Hmishi and
Lling. Now, when all their efforts had come to disaster, she wanted to call
back that decision. Too late for that. He wisely kept the words to himself, but
the anger he held behind his teeth spilled into eyes gone suddenly cold. He'd
been glad for her help when she'd ridden into Ahkenbad, but her father's absence
with all Shou's imperial troops reminded him how little he could depend on
anyone who wasn't sworn to his hand directly. "I'll
find them, and I'll get them back." Kaydu held her ground. He supposed she
meant it as a pledge, but her words goaded him past good sense. "I
don't need a nursemaid to find my lost toys. I certainly don't need someone at
my back who will fly off at the whim of a magician whose loyalty lies
elsewhere." He
heard, at his left, a sudden indrawn breath—Dog-nut the dwarf, that was—while
Lluka urged him, "Calmly, brother," in his most annoyingly soothing
tones. Both
combatants had passed the point of calm, however, and Lluka just made him
madder. "Take
it back." Kaydu stood up to him, glaring, and Llesho gulped air, preparing
his next sally. While
they engaged in a contest of guilty consciences, however, Master Den had ended
morning prayer forms. "Take
what back?" he asked, joining them with his cup outstretched for tea.
Llesho hadn't seen or heard him approach. Common sense, belatedly kicking in,
told him that the master had made no effort to sneak up on them. He'd been too
wrapped up in his argument to notice a force of soldiers—this time,
fortunately, his own—come up on his flank. If they'd been raiders, they could
have killed him before he knew they were there. "Words,"
Llesho answered his master's question, unwilling to give up his righteous
anger. Fighting in their own ranks would accomplish no good for any but their
enemies and he knew that, so he added, "Too many of the wrong ones,"
as an apology of sorts. "We
have enemies enough out there," Kaydu agreed, an apology of her own as she
pointed in the direction of the grasslands. "I don't want to be your
enemy, and neither does my father. But he owes a higher allegiance, and
I—" The
thought of fighting two magicians chilled his blood, but Master Den interrupted
before Kaydu could go on. He spoke quietly, but with no gentleness about his
tone or expression. "You,
Captain, must choose: to follow, or to lead." Llesho
had expected his teacher's disapproval, so it took him a moment to grasp what
Master Den had said. Kaydu, for her part, had taken approval as her due and she
drew breath in the instant, to object. Then, understanding moved in her eyes,
as if she looked into the argument and saw a stranger where her own self had
stood. "Time
to choose," Dognut encouraged her. "We need an ending to the tale I
am composing." "I
can't." Llesho
had never seen Kaydu at such a loss. He wished their troops, surrounding them
now, would go away. Leave us in privacy to settle our grievances and move
on, he thought, but that wasn't happening. Shokar joined Lluka, with Balar
at his side. Harlol, with agony in the very set of his bones, left Kaydu's side
and joined them at his back. With leaden tread and bitter unhappiness drawing
their mouths into tight lines, Bixei and Stipes stood uneasily between,
unwilling to accept the breach at all. They
could lose the war right here, their forces dividing along the lines of an
argument that could, perhaps, have waited until they had grown more secure with
each other again. But Master Den, miraculously, had seen their case as Llesho
had. Wherever Habiba had gone, to whatever purpose, he was no longer a
part of the search for the Thebin hostages. And Llesho could not cross
the grasslands wondering when a sudden call would send his captain flying off
in another direction, to another fight, leaving a hole in his plans and a
deeper one at the center of his own cadre. The weak links must be reforged or
discarded before they cost more lives. "You're
with us, or you're not. We're in too deep for divided loyalties. That's why
Habiba left." He understood that now, and wondered if Kaydu did, and if
she would find her answer in the fact that her father had left her behind as
well. "My
father—" He
didn't think it would ever happen, but the thought of fighting both magicians
at once made him queasy. Llesho reached out to her, grasped the arm still
raised to fiddle with her quiver strings. "I will never send you against
him." "Then,
I guess I am yours." "You
think you mean that, but you don't. Not yet. But you will." Kaydu
bowed her head, acknowledgment and something more, the beginning of making it
true, he thought. Around them, soldiers and brothers did likewise. Only Master
Den looked him straight in the eye. With an ironic twist of a smile, the
trickster god said, "Spoken like a king. They have you now." "I
know." It hurt to say it. He never wanted to be king. His
brothers, raised longer than he in the royal court of Kungol, seemed to understand
what had transpired in those few words, but Lluka appeared less than satisfied.
"I'm sorry," he said, but Llesho didn't acknowledge his brother's
perception. Still didn't trust it. Divided loyalties, he thought, but
not about the throne. Lluka could have the title for the asking—he knew
Llesho didn't want it. So what fealty did Lluka truly give to him, and what of
his loyalty had he already sold, and to whom, or to what? He
couldn't afford another challenge right on the heels of his contest of wills
with Kaydu, however. He resolved to let it go for now, but to keep an eye on
this brother of his. He sat, his back to the Tashek Wastrels who had set about
striking the command tent. "Is
there any more tea?" he asked. The mundane request put an end to the
standoff, releasing the company to go about their business. Llesho waited while
his officers and advisers joined him one by one around the breakfast fire. Tensions
eased in the filling of cups. When the newcomers had settled around the kettle,
with Kaydu on his right and Shokar at his left, Llesho picked up where he had
meant to begin: "Where did they go, and what impact does it have on our
mission?" "Shou
has taken his imperial militia to Durnhag." Kaydu shrugged, a gesture to
say she delivered the message, but claimed no responsibility for its content.
"The empire requires his attention, and preparations must be made for the
coming war." "He
cannot mean to fight for Thebin," Llesho grabbed at the hope with both
hands even though common sense denied it. The emperor had his own affairs to
consider, and his own damage to repair. Thebin was far off on the other side of
the Harnlands, and no great concern of Shan. "Not
for Thebin, no. For Shan. Remember, the goddess of war sits in Shou's court
now. If the Harn turn their eyes on the empire, however, they must turn them
away from Thebin, no?" "The
Harn may see rich pickings on their border," Llesho agreed, "but that
doesn't answer what Markko wants." Llesho remembered his dream, all of
heaven in disarray, its gardens all untended. What part of the demon's siege of
the gates of heaven was the magician's doing, and out of what malice? "Markko
comes from the north," Bixei reminded them. "He's not Shannish, but
comes from my own peo- pie,
who lived in Farshore before the coming of the empire. He wants Farshore back,
and all the empire with it." "Maybe."
But Llesho had feared Master Markko before he'd ever done anything against him,
and he'd gone on the defensive from his first dealings with Bixei as well.
"But there is something about you that reminds me, a little, of the Harn.
Not your actions, which have proved your loyalty beyond question. Mostly you
don't look like any of the Harnishmen I've seen lately either. But I'd like to
know where your people came from before they found themselves in
Farshore." "So
would we," Bixei agreed. "A past among the Harn would be pretty bad,
but anything is better than a history that records nothing but slavery." Llesho
could see his point. Even Master Markko had been a slave, though high in Lord
Chin-shi's confidence. Kungol, at least, had been free until the raiders came. "It
would explain the magician's choice of allies," Sho-kar suggested.
"And maybe even his interest in Llesho? He could use a legal heir to take
Thebin from his allies." Shokar
sipped and choked appreciatively on his spicy tea, but it was Stipes who
cleared his throat. The former gladiator squirmed under the scrutiny of the
others in their circle. He'd known Llesho as a slave boy, and couldn't hide his
discomfort with this transformation into royalty. Llesho knew he wouldn't draw
attention to himself unless he had something important to say. "Speak
up. It won't be the first time your advice kept me alive, Stipes." Suitably
encouraged, Stipes bent in an attempt at a seated bow. "It's just, your
princeliness—" "It's
Llesho, Stipes, the same as always." "No,"
Lluka interrupted with a shake of his head. "He's right about that. We are
gathering our army now, we can't go on as if we are beggars at the door. The
proper term of address for a prince who is a husband of the goddess is, 'Your
holy highness'." "Among
friends and sitting as we are in the dirt, I would still want to be
Llesho," he insisted. "But whatever you call me, I want to know what
it is you have to say." "Just
this, your holy," and that shortened form of his title seemed to satisfy
Stipes in ways that Llesho couldn't begin to understand. "Master Markko
took an interest in you before he knew you were a prince. When he learned about
your birth, he took no special notice other than his usual pleasure at
tormenting his betters. But he never used you in a political way." Bixei
agreed. "He's right. If he'd valued you politically, he'd have protected you
more, until he could make use of you. Instead, he almost killed you with his
poisons. He may have come later to include you in any plots he may have hatched
to take Thebin from the raiders and hold it for himself, but he wants you first
for what you can do." "My
powers, whatever they are, have proved useless to help anyone so far." "Not
true." Kaydu hadn't been there, but she'd heard the stories. "Master
Markko always knows more than it seems there is to know. He wants to bring down
the Shan Empire, but I think that has only ever been a step in his real plan.
He sees something in you—not your heritage, not your relationship with Shou,
but you yourself—as a tool." Master
Den raised his teacup in appreciation of a trickster scheme. It made Llesho
ill. "What will Shou do?" he asked, wondering if he was just another
tool to the emperor as well. "He
said very little before he left," Kaydu warned them, "and didn't
include me in his counsels. But this much I know: the emperor will bring his
capital to Durn-hag, a courtesy about which he plans to give the governor no
option. Habiba has gone to summon the court, and to beg the Lady SienMa to join
the emperor on his war council."
Stipes,
at Bixei's side, perked up at that news. "With the mortal goddess of war
on his council, Shou cannot lose." "If
that were so," Kaydu pointed out glumly, "the governor's compound at
Farshore would not now lie in ruins, and her ladyship would govern Thousand
Lakes Province." "The
question," Master Den explained, "is not 'can the lady win the war
for the Shan Empire?' but 'will she win the war for Shou?' Even I do not know
the mind of a mortal goddess well enough to answer that one." Not
even another mortal god had the power of prophecy where the goddess of war was
concerned. But Llesho wondered about the question left unspoken: Did Shou ask
the goddess to fight his war, or did the goddess of war use the emperor of Shan
to fight a war of her own? The first test, of course, was Habiba's message.
Would she come to Durnhag? Bixei,
relieved that he did not have to choose between obedience to his captain and
the rescue of his companions, had his own question. "And what of us?" "Frankly?"
Just minutes ago it might have come as a challenge, but Kaydu shrugged, liking
her answer less than the question. "I think Shou hopes that Master
Markko's eyes will be on our efforts to free the hostages. If we are successful
in at least that much, it will give Shou the time he needs to prepare for a
greater war on his own borders." A
tool, or a ruse. Llesho hadn't wanted to know that, but Kaydu continued her
explanation anyway. "Shou
has a problem of strategy. The Shan Empire extends for more than a thousand li
to the north, but it meets the Harnlands only a day's march from Durnhag. The
Gansau Wastes extend for twice that distance to the west, but share much of
their eastern border with Shan and this, their southern border, with the
Harnlands. And the grasslands of the Harn stretch even farther to the south and
west." Llesho
remembered another time, a map of the world spread on rugs in a silk tent. The
Lady SienMa had tutored him in the facts of political geography even as she had
questioned him to learn all he knew about the Harn. "I know they've sent
raiders into Shan, but would the Harn risk a full-scale war with the
empire?" Shokar
shrugged, answering, "If they'd won at the imperial city last year, they
might have carried the empire the way they conquered Thebin by taking
Kungol." He
gave a little shudder, remembering, no doubt, the wonders and terrors of that
battle. Shokar was a quiet man, like their father, and a warrior only by dire
necessity. "Master
Markko will doubtless assure his followers that they have allies in the
provinces to the north," Bixei pointed out. "But how many of the
clans will follow him?" "He
will attract the bandits and free-roaming warrior class," Lluka offered.
"The family bands will likely resist, at least until they see how the wind
blows through the grass." Llesho
wondered how his brother knew, and regretted the suspicion. Lluka had a subtle
nature, a slyness to his expression that hid unspoken calculations, but he
would not take common cause with the murderers of their parents, and their
sister. They
all, brothers and companions, offered what advice they could, but none of them
had seen the gardens of heaven in their disarray. "Master Markko may have
fixed his gaze on the Shan Empire, but the demon who lays siege to the gates of
heaven came from somewhere. What is Markko's connection to that?" "A
question worthy of a king on a quest." Dognut added applause to his
praise, setting down his teacup to clap his hands. Llesho
thought he ought to be angry, but he could find no sign of ridicule in the
dwarfs open face. A question surfaced like flotsam in his mind—why had the
dwarf, Shou's
own minstrel, stayed behind when his master had marched?—and vanished again as
their circle began to stir for departure. Master Den threw the dregs of his tea
into the fire, and stood up, his eyes searching out the grasslands still hidden
by the distance. "I think that I will find myself a likely trench." They
all knew it was time to ride, then, and followed the trickster god to their
feet, if not to the shelter of a likely rock. With a nod to Shokar and Harlol
to follow, Kaydu went off to set the troops in motion while Bixei and Stipes
added their muscle to the task of striking camp. Llesho
would have gone to ready his own pack, but Lluka stopped him with a firm grip
on his arm. "I don't know what I have done that you distrust me, Llesho,
but I swear I wish no harm to you." Balar
watched them both, shifting uncomfortably from one foot to the other. "I'm
the one who told Kagar to hit you," he agreed, "If anyone deserves
your distrust, it would be me." "And
yet," Llesho told him, "I trust you completely to do what you think
best in as direct a way as you see. Your complexity is logical; music has
taught you respect for each string of your instrument, but that a string, to
sound, must indeed be plucked." For
Lluka, he could only shake his head. "There's a twist in your thinking I
can't see around. I don't believe you want to hurt me, but we may disagree on
what that means." "Is
it because I have lost my gifts?" Lluka asked him, "or because you do
not accept what my gifts have to show you?" Llesho
shook his head and returned his brother's grip on his arm. "I don't trust
your conclusions. You would lead us into blind retreat because you confuse the
darkness and chaos of your vision for the death of all possible futures. But
there are more possibilities than no future at all on the one hand, or no
ability to see the future on the other. "Fear
of what you see, or don't see, has clouded your judgment. If we are at the
center of actions that create the future, we won't be able to see what we've
made until we make it. That's not the same as having no future. I worry that
you will trade away the choices I need to make to keep things the way they are
now rather than risk an uncertain outcome. And I think that if you do, you will
fulfill your own prophecy." Lluka
pulled his hand away as if he'd been stung. "I will not hurt you," he
said, "I will never hurt you." And he ran. "I
don't understand him," Balar admitted. "But I know he loves
you." "It's
not his motives I distrust." And he realized that was true. Balar
sighed. "I wish I still had my instrument," he said. "Music
helps me think." On
the verge of a tart remark about the relative value of their losses, Llesho
stopped himself. He knew the cost of his own: a life of slavery and flight,
Master Jaks dead, his brother and his friends in the hands of his deadly enemy.
Adar was brother to both of them, however, and he did not know what the musical
instrument had meant to Balar, or what connection it had to his gifts. He only
knew one thing for certain. "It's
going to get worse before it gets better." With a nod of parting, he went
in search of his pack.
Chapter Twenty-two
THE riders of the Harnlands were
said to keep to the saddle from birth, eating and sleeping on the backs of
their swift, sturdy horses. They wore soft shoes, their feet never touching the
land they wandered as they followed their herds of horses, until they died of
old age in their saddles and toppled to the ground. Llesho
had never seen a Harnishman die of old age in his saddle. He didn't know if
their shoes were hard or soft. During the Long March, however, his captors had
paced their prisoners on horseback, never leaving their saddles even to
separate the living from the dead. He had crossed the grasslands on foot, or in
the arms of his countrymen, and hadn't ridden again until the Lady SienMa had
picked him out of the practice yard at Pearl Island. She'd found in him a
skinny excuse for a gladiator-in-training and put him on the path that Lleck
had set for him. Now he spent so much time on horseback that he wondered if the
condition of being Harnish was something you caught through your saddle, from
the land. Effortlessly adjusting his weight to the shifting gait of his horse,
Llesho figured he was becoming more of a Harnish rider with each passing hour. But
if a Thebin prince was becoming a rider, what had the Harnishmen become who had
invaded the Palace of the Sun to kill the king? What did it make of the spies
and saboteurs a thousand li from Thebin, who left their horses behind to swarm
the narrow streets of Shan? And what did a magician from the North have to do
with any of it? What hold did Master Markko have on the grasslands, and why did
the raiders follow him? He needed answers to those questions before he sent an
army against the magician—had to know if they faced him at the center of his
power, or far from the source of his energy. And they were running out of time
to find out. There
was no line in the dirt, with wasteland on one side and grasses on the other,
but they had left the Gan-sau Wastes for the Harnlands sometime during the
afternoon. Llesho wasn't exactly sure when: the hills had risen but never
seemed to fall again. The grasses had thickened and the air had thinned. One
moment the horses walked past tough sedges, the next they trod patchy grasses
growing more tender as the air took on a sweet smell, cool with water. They
pushed their way through a dense thatch of knotted roots with grassy stalks
brushing their heels in their stirrups, onto an expanse of tender green cropped
close by grazing sheep and horses. Llesho tried to keep his mind pinned to the
moment, but past and present muddled themselves in his head. He didn't know
this route. The Long March hadn't come this way, but the smell of the air over
the grasslands was like no other. He'd forgotten the taste of water in the
wind, the balm of it on the skin tight over his cheekbones. After the parched
heat of the Wastes it should have been a blessing, but the child of his
memories quaked inside him. Now,
he reminded himself, not then. Kaydu rode beside him, one hand
on the reins and the other wrapped around Little Brother. The monkey was
uncommonly quiet, his own face as drawn with worry as that of his mistress.
Dognut, surprisingly, had refused his place in the baggage and reclaimed his camel
and the small saddle the
Tashek had provided when they left Ahkenbad. He rode up on Llesho's other
side—the better to record the tale of their quest, he'd insisted—and Llesho had
not objected. A dark look, however, put an end to the cheery tune the dwarf had
started on his flute. As had become his habit, Master Den walked with his hand
on the bridle of Llesho's horse, making soothing clucking sounds; whether he
meant to calm horse or rider wasn't clear. Lluka and Balar rode behind them.
Llesho felt like he rode with a target painted on his back, but Shokar followed
after, with Bixei and Harlol leading their small forces. They
had sent Wastrels to scout the way but had no need of an advance guard. The
grasslands were flat enough that a rider with sharp eyes could see almost to
the end of the world. Not even Harnish forces had the skill to move unseen
against them in daylight. "We'll
find them and get them back safely," Kaydu insisted, as if she could draw
him out of his memories with her certainty. Her doubts leaked around the edges
of her dark, serious eyes, but he wouldn't tell her that. "We'll
find them," Master Den agreed. He made no promises of safety, and Llesho
wondered what he would have to pay for his brother and his friends. "Just
another piece of your soul." Llesho
stared hard at the trickster god who walked beside him. He knew he hadn't
spoken aloud, and Kaydu looked too confused by the trickster's words to have
heard the question. But Master Den had answered his thoughts, so there seemed
little point in hiding behind silence. "Haven't
I paid enough?" Master
Den shook his head. "You haven't even begun, child." "Why
does it have to be that way? You're a god. Why can't you help them?" "Them?"
he let the persona of the washerman fall away and asked the question as ChiChu,
the trickster god. "By 'them' do you mean the healer-prince, Adar? Or your
sworn fighters Lling and Hmishi? If you could choose, who would you have me
save?" "Can't
you save them all?" "The
gods who find you interesting aren't in the saving business. The best you can
hope is that they'll keep an eye on you as long as your quest amuses
them." "A
little harsh, don't you think?" Dognut muttered under his breath, but he
subsided into silence at the trickster's raised eyebrows. But
Dognut was right—ChiChu's words did not ring true. Lady SienMa had suffered
losses of her own, and she had not seemed amused. Heaven itself lay under
siege: sometimes, in his dreams, Llesho thought he heard the Great Goddess
weep. "I
don't know why, but you're lying. Nothing about this, from the moment I walked
away from the pearl beds, has been that simple." What part his own
struggle played in the battles waged above his head he didn't comprehend yet,
but he knew he did more than prance and caper fonthe entertainment of the gods. "Maybe."
Master Den gave a nod to concede the point, but he smiled, satisfied, with it.
"That's what a trickster god does best." "I
hope that's not the best ChiChu can do. A simple pearl diver has seen through
the lie, after all." "No
more a simple slave than a simple lie," ChiChu returned the challenge.
"Perhaps a trickster would hide a lie within truth with the appearance of
a lie. Beautiful sky, isn't it?" That,
at least, was a truth, though not the one Llesho wanted to hear. Master Den
shut his eyes, letting his grip on the bridle of Llesho's horse guide him as he
turned his face into the sunlight. Llesho trailed his fingertips across the
silver chain at his throat but passed it by to close his hand around the pearls
that hung on a plain , cord around his
neck. The trickster god had ended the conversation, but maybe Pig could be made
to talk, in the interest of his mistress. Until
he figured out how to summon the Jinn into the waking world, however, he would
have to puzzle out his fate alone. Like what had drawn the mortal goddess of
war and the trickster god ChiChu to his cause? Why of all the pantheon of gods
mortal and immortal, these two? Why, of all the magical creatures in heaven and
earth, had he drawn the attention of dragons? Out of all the pantheon of
deities, he could have done better for his cause. But
maybe not. Lacking the strength of great armies, he needed cunning and the
ruthlessness to prevail. If he won, he might call on Mercy, Peace, and Justice
to teach him to be a wise ruler, but they would be no use to him now. That
wasn't true, of course, if he were judging honesty here. "In
spite of everything, I trust you," he admitted to himself and his teacher. "Then
I haven't taught you very well." Master Den's eyes opened with a sly smile
that rearranged his features into something that harbored deep secrets a
washerman never could have kept. "You
will teach me how to perform the duties of a king in an age of magic and war,
as you taught Shou and his father before him." "Hope
I do a better job at it," Master Den muttered under his breath. They both
remembered the way Shou had looked when last they'd seen him. Devastated, his
soul a barren land swept by scouring winds, Shou's ordeal had left him too
empty even for remorse. Llesho knew the strength of the emperor, however, as
well as he had come to recognize the mistakes he made. He had, after all,
survived his captivity, and he would do what he must to hold the empire
together, even knowing that nothing would remain of him when the task was done. "Like
Shou, I won't thank you for what you've done," he confessed. Like Shou, he
knew that he would pay dearly for the favors of the gods. "But I'll use
you when I must, to save my people and the Great Goddess who weeps in my
dreams." "I
take it back." The god gave him a little bow. "I'm not the only one
who has taught you well." An
image cleared in the mist of Llesho's mind. He saw himself stretched at the
feet of the Great Goddess, an offering, not quite alive, not truly dead, but
emptied of the world. "What
did you see?" his master asked; sharp eyes had marked the moment when
Llesho left him for that other world, and gauged the slow drift of his return. "I
don't know." Llesho shook his head, and repeated, when a worried frown
escaped Kaydu, "I don't know what it was." Both
would have had more from him, but this time he ended the discussion himself.
Out of the uneasy silence that descended, Dognut skittered a song,
"Merciful Wisdom," softly across a tiny flute. He knew the tune, and
thought he could use more of what the song promised on this quest. For now,
he'd make do with what he had and appreciate the sunshine. Master
Den had been right about the day. If he could not enjoy it, exactly, he could
at least steal an hour for peace and beauty. Perhaps that was mercy enough, for
now. After a long moment, Kaydu released him from her sharp scrutiny. Master
Den seemed himself again, but Llesho knew better than to believe in
appearances. Neither of them would forget, but for a while they rode on with
nothing to disturb the silence but the call of the birds overhead. "Riders
on our flank!" The voice from the ranks drew them to a halt. Llesho
wheeled his horse around and located the blur of riders still far in the
distance. The Harnishmen had likewise seen Llesho's party; he could tell by the
blur of their dust that they now closed the distance at a gallop. With a quick
kick of his heels, he urged his own horse to speed, leaving behind the voices
calling for him to wait until it became clear he would not stay his course.
Then he heard powerful wings beating the air, and a great hunting bird passed
overhead. Kaydu, in the shape of an eagle, caught a thermal and spiraled high
above them before streaking away to scout the strangers. The sounded of drumming
hooves followed. He looked back, found Harlol and Bixei gaining on him, and he
let them. "Wait!"
Bixei made a grab for Llesho's horse, to keep him there. "Let Kaydu find
out if we are facing peaceful herdsmen or Master Markko's raiders." Harlol
watched him, wondering, it seemed, if his Dinha had mistaken this quest and
cast her Wastrels at the feet of a madman. But Bixei eyed him with real fear
for a headstrong prince. "I
don't want to die," Llesho reassured his companion of too many battles.
"That's not what I was trying to do—" Bixei
didn't look reassured. "Then why did you ride out alone to meet the thing
that tortured the emperor of Shan to madness?" Shou
was, for both of them, the model of a heroic king, a warrior prince. That he
could be so brought down in heart and soul boded ill for all of them, but most
of all for Llesho, who was the magician's special prey. "Master
Markko isn't out there. I feel it when he's near, when he sees me. And right
now, he doesn't." He
couldn't explain it, but Harlol seemed relieved by the words anyway. He nodded
to confirm Llesho's observation. "When Ahkenbad turned the evil magician
away, Prince Llesho knew. Later, when Habiba brought an army to his rescue, the
prince felt the approach of his allies from afar." "So
much for no special powers," Bixei noted, then asked the practical
question. "If not Tsu-tan, or Master Markko himself, who are they?" Llesho
shrugged. "I don't know." He almost laughed with relief and Bixei
gave him a nervous look. "But they don't know me either." They
rode through a land of evil memories, into danger with yet more terrible danger
beyond, but the thin air blew constant breezes on the great grassy plateau,
reminding him of home. Their desert clothes rippled and snapped smartly, like
banners in the sun. A smile sneaked back onto Llesho's lips His mount had
wisely ignored the debate for the joys of the juicy grass and the wildflowers
that nodded everywhere. Llesho could take a hint even from a horse. "Does
that mean we can wait for our side to catch up with us?" Harlol squinted
into the distance, watching the advancing shadow that would resolve itself into
riders soon enough. With
a reassuring slap on his horse's neck, Llesho slipped from the saddle. "We
wait," he agreed. He
faced into the press of the wind and imagined the cool hand of the goddess
wiping the sweat from his brow. Hunger growled in his belly, a simpler demand
than any emotion, and he dug a roll of Tashek fruit leather out of his pack.
Tearing off bits with his teeth, he chewed energetically, enjoying the tastes
of dates and figs and apricots blended into the pounded fruit paste that the
Tashek dried in thick, nutritious strips for the road. Bixei tossed him a salty
round of flatbread and by unspoken agreement they threw themselves down to
enjoy the fragrant carpet of grasses beneath them and the flavors that rewarded
diligent chewing. And if his companions thought about them, they did not
mention the names of their missing comrades or the prince held hostage by a
power-mad magician. Without
realizing he was fading, Llesho drifted into sleep.
On
your feet, young prince. Who taught you to greet a messenger from heaven on
your back?" Llesho
cracked open an eyelid and peered up at the Jinn who nudged at his side with
one clovenhoofed foot. "Where have you been?" "In
a sack hanging from your neck. It would help if you would put me on that silver
chain the dream readers gave you, by the way. I could give you a jab with my
elbow when I want to get your attention." When
Llesho was awake, the pearl that Pig had become didn't have elbows, but he
resolved to do as he was asked at the next opportunity. Who knew what the Jinn
could do, given the chance? With a wave of his front hoof, Pig dismissed the
discussion. "I want to introduce you to someone you will soon meet in the
waking world." A
stoat looked up at him out of paralyzingly still eyes. It bared its sharp,
small teeth to chatter something at him in stoat language, and reached a
too-human paw to touch Llesho's foot. He let the creature do what it wanted,
though it took an effort of will to resist the urge to jump back. Pig gave him
an approving nod, and answered the stoat in Pig language, which the shrewd
little animal listened to carefully, with appropriate nods of its own. The
creature patted Llesho on the ankle, a gesture he would have taken for comfort
if the stoat had been human. In a beast, especially in a species so sly, he
half expected to find his socks were gone when he looked down again. After
a moment more of conference between them, Pig bid his friend farewell, and the
stoat turned and vanished, running through the grass. "More
company," Pig said, and vanished just as a human hand grabbed Llesho's
shoulder and shook it. "What?" "Who
were you talking to?" Bixei released his shoulder, but didn't move away.
He looked worried. "No
one. It was a dream." He reached inside his shirt, the familiar gesture to
reassure himself that the pearls still rested there, and found that, on his
own, Pig had somehow found his way onto the silver chain Llesho had worn since
Ahkenbad. There were, however, no feet or elbows jutting from the nacreous
jewel. Bixei
didn't look happy with him, but he wisely kept his peace. The sun had crested
and begun its slow fall into night while he slept. Their small army had rejoined
them, scattered in resting groups in a guarding circle around the place where
Llesho had fallen asleep. Master Den snored softly nearby while Dognut reclined
at the side of his camel, trying to teach Little Brother how to play on a reed
flute. The monkey didn't seem to get the idea, preferring to brandish the flute
wildly about him like a battle baton while he encouraged himself with hops and
leaps and wordless chatter. Within
the circle, Shokar stood nearby with Lluka and Balar, watching him with lines
of concern carved in his face. Worry had aged him even since Llesho had seen
him last in the imperial city. He trusted Shokar with his life, had from the
moment he set eyes on him in the slave market of Shan. But he wasn't sure if he
could trust any of his brothers with his truth. Wasn't even sure he knew what
that was yet. Kaydu, though, he thought would understand, when she truly gave
her loyalty. Until she threw her heart into her choice, however, he could only
trust her head so far. She
had returned from her reconnaissance and watched him from Harlol's side, her
head bent to accept the comfort of Harlol's fingers on her hair. She noticed
Llesho's gaze on her, and gave herself a shake all over as if settling feathers
or scales, though she wore her human form again. He remembered feeling jealous
of her attention, and wondered that her interest in the Wastrel had ceased to
matter to him. "It's
a small band of herders, armed to drive off wolves, but not for battle,"
she reported. "They have come ahead of their herds to challenge our
presence here, but something has slowed their pace. Perhaps there are more of
us than they had realized, or perhaps their own scouts have returned, and only
now they learn that we are prepared for combat." Llesho
considered his options. The grass smelled sweet, the fading sunlight fell like
a caress on his face, and even the horses' satisfied whickers signaled their
contentment with the afternoon. He'd give the herdsmen any ransom they asked if
it meant they would not soak this ground in blood before the day was out. "I
don't want a fight if I can help it." He hoped the clan chief felt the
same. Bixei
stared out beyond the circle of their defenses to the small band in the
distance. He calculated something that didn't take the land into account, but
his answers brought him no more joy than Llesho's did. "It wouldn't be a
fight." A
massacre, he meant. Fighting, once started between two such unequal forces,
could only end one way. "No
way to begin a holy war." Llesho had already decided. Now he needed the
herdsmen to know it, too. "They will see we mean them no harm if I go out
to meet them alone." "No!"
Balar stepped up to stop him. "Your life is too valuable to throw away on
a rash gesture." "I'll
go with you," Shokar volunteered, his features set and grim. "Yes,"
said Harlol, who understood, as a Wastrel must, that battle might be waged in
numbers, but reaching out must be done one hand to one hand. "I'm
with you," Bixei would hear no objection. He still felt guilty for the
disaster at Durnhag that had put their comrades at risk. Llesho
nodded, accepting Bixei's determination to clear his conscience of something
for which no one blamed him but himself. "Bixei will come with me. How
much threat can two men be?" Harlol
snickered. Yes, that much. If the herdsmen were what they seemed, they two
could probably account for all of them before their chieftain knew they had
been attacked. Llesho left his unstrung bow in Balar's hands, and mounted his
horse. Small white clouds bloomed overhead like silk cocoons, and Llesho felt
like he was one of them, moving with the wind across the flat plain of the high
plateau. Who could fear a cloud? The short spear at his back reminded him that
to be fearless meant to be foolish. "You
can die out here," it whispered. "You will die out here." He
would have given it to Shokar to keep for him, but it had burned Adar—not that
prince, but this one—it had found its true owner. Even if his brother could
hold it, he didn't trust the spear itself enough to leave it behind. Seeking
a safe haven, he found that his hand reached automatically to the pearl that
now hung on its own chain around his neck. Pig seemed an unlikely protector,
but Llesho realized the Jinn was the only one with the will and the ability to
do it, at least in the land of dreams. ChiChu, the trickster god, had the
ability, of course, but always one had to question his intentions. His
troops parted for him, watching silently as Llesho left their circle. Bixei, at
his side, was equally quiet so that the sound of hooves seemed to come out of a
different world. "I'm
coming, too," Harlol announced. "It will be just like old
times." "Would
that be the time you kidnapped Llesho and dragged him halfway across the
desert?" Bixei wanted to know. Harlol
laughed. "That, too. But I stood at the Prince's right hand when he waited
outside the protections of Ahkenbad to lead the army of the magician Habiba to
the Dinha. Once was a task, twice is a tradition!" Before
Bixei could answer the way his frown promised, Llesho raised his hand for
peace. "A mercenary from Farshore, a Wastrel from Ahkenbad, and a prince
from Thebin riding together will, at the least, confuse them enough to give us
time to explain," he said. "You're
succeeding on the confusion part," Bixei confirmed with annoyance.
"You've already confused me." But he subsided into his saddle with no
further challenges to the Wastrel. Which was just as well, because the herdsmen
had kicked their horses to speed to meet them. Llesho kept to a leisurely pace,
to show that he posed no threat. When they had ridden close enough to see the
glint on the herdsmen's rough weapons, he stopped and waited for the men who
belonged to this land to draw near. Their horses scarcely startled at all when
an eagle circled overhead, and swooped down on them. Harlol held out his arm,
and Kaydu settled on it, rustling her feathers into order. Together they
watched the riders approach. The
leader of the Harnish riders seemed about middle-aged, his hair a mix of gray
and black that he had straightened with the fat of a sheep and twisted into one
flat braid falling from his nape to the middle of his back. He was almost as
tall as Bixei, but broad in the chest with thick arms showing below the short
sleeves of his woolen tunic. Dark eyes narrowed over high cheekbones jutting
sharply in a broad, flat face. His hands crossed at the wrists over the horn of
his saddle to show that he harbored no hostile intent, but he returned Llesho's
study with a sweep of coarse lashes lowered to a brooding thoughtfulness. "Yesugei,"
he finally introduced himself, "A chief of the Qubal clans, who graze this
land." The Harnish language rolled low and guttural from the chieftain's
throat. Llesho
understood little of what he heard: the word for land, which sounded like a
badly formed version of the same word in Thebin, and the names by the man's
inflection. The challenge in the glance and tone stirred an answering
aggression in Llesho's bones, however. He straightening his spine in the
saddle, tilting his chin at a regal angle, but he couldn't debate the man in
the little Harnish he knew, not when the outcome would decide whether they left
the field as allies or corpses. So he answered in Thebin. When Yesugei showed
no sign of comprehension, he tried again in Shannish: "Llesho, Prince of
Thebin, asking your leave to pass this way in peace." The
chieftain's eyes widened briefly. "Dreams spring to life and move among
us," he muttered under his breath, but in Shannish. Clearly he wanted no
misunderstanding that might lead to bloodshed. Casting a glance at the
mercenary and Wastrel at Llesho's side, Yesugei said aloud, "You travel in
strange company, Prince of Thebin. But be at ease, we mean you no harm. Your
guide has simply lost his way. The season forbids a return to the Wastes, but
my clansmen will lead you safely to the Guynm Road." Harlol
bristled at the slight, but Llesho cut the air with the blade of bis hand,
warning him to silence. If it came to a fight now, they had no chance of
winning. They might delay a battle with talk until their troops arrived, but he
didn't-know what forces might be riding to join Yesugei as they spoke. "We
mean you no harm, honored chief, and ask that you grant us safe passage."
Llesho answered with a formulaic plea for hospitality that he hoped would cool
tempers growing chancy. "We will respect your herds and travel lightly
across your land." The horses would graze the clan's pasture land as they
passed, he meant, but Llesho promised they wouldn't steal any horses or inflict
any deliberate damage on the clan or its land on their way through. Yesugei
shook his head. "Impossible." Llesho
waited until the chieftain had given him his full attention again, and locked
gazes. Yesugei frowned and drew a speaking breath, but Llesho didn't let him continue. "I
follow raiders who would deliver my brother, a blessed healer, and my own sworn
guardsmen to the tortures of an evil magician who has fled into the South. Not
all the forces the Harn may bring against us will move me from my course." "My
ulus does not treat with the South," Yesugei said. Llesho
didn't know what an ulus was. He read the distaste on the chieftain's face well
enough to judge he might find any ally here, against a common enemy if in
nothing else. But he had to convince Yesugei to trust him. Slowly, he opened
his own soul to the Harnish rider's gaze, with all the turmoil and the strength
of his dawning power. Yesugei
gasped, as if he'd been struck. "Truly," he muttered, drawing himself
together, "dreams walk in the waking day." "Then
we may pass?" "I
don't have that authority." The chieftain's eyes slanted away from him
when he said it, but not before Llesho caught the sly calculation there.
Yesugei lied. What did he want to hide? "I'll
take you to the khan of my ulus. You can present your petition to him." "The
clans elect a chief of chiefs among those who share a common range,"
Harlol explained. "He is called 'khan.' The clans of such a leader among
leaders are together called his 'ulus' and may petition the khan to settle
disputes. Each chieftain pays a tax in horses and young men who serve in the
khan's army." There
seemed to be a lot of that in the world—even the religious Tashek of Ahkenbad
cast their extra young men out into the world to explore or fight or die, as
long as they didn't disrupt the peaceful order of the homes that would never be
theirs. Llesho wished for the bite of Master Den's trickster wisdom to draw him
out of the shadows of his thoughts. "It's
not exactly the Shan Empire," Harlol continued, "but it seems to work
for the clans most of the time." "You
know a lot about us, Tashek spy," Yesugei commented, deep suspicion etched
in the dryness of his drawl. "No
spy." Harlol shrugged, at a loss to explain to an outsider what seemed
obvious to him. "Just a wanderer with eyes." Llesho
nodded agreement to Yesugei's condition. "We'll present our case to the
khan, then," he said, and hastened to make clear the urgency of his
mission. "I would honor your khan and beg his indulgence. I urge speed,
however. Each moment that we delay takes my brother, and my sworn guards, a
step closer to horrible death." He
couldn't stop the shudder that passed through him as memories of Master
Markko's poisons racked his body. Yesugei
shivered in his saddle, as if he, too, felt the clench of dying muscles in his
gut. "A messenger can take your word to your forces, instructing them to
follow." "No
need," Llesho gave Harlol a nod, and the Wastrel flung his arm upward,
casting the hunting bird skyward. Kaydu pumped her wings with a harsh cry,
wheeled to gain altitude, and flew back the way they had come. The
Harnish chieftain watched her pass out of sight. He said nothing, but his face
seemed to close up against the wonders that moved unseen around him. Llesho
read the set of his shoulders and the lines of his forehead: not angry or
frightened, but very thoughtful. Not at all like the raiders who had laid waste
to Kungol. He reminded himself not to underestimate the man. This Yesugei might
not be an enemy, but no Harnishman could be considered a friend. "This
way," Yesugei said, and raised his arm in a signal to his followers.
"The settlement of the ulus is only a double hand of pais from where we
stand." He turned his horse with the pressure of his knees on the animal's
flanks, but Llesho wasn't finished yet. "How
far is that in li?" he asked, but the chieftain shrugged. "I
have never measured the grass in Shannish terms. But
we will reach the outskirts of the khan's encampment by nightfall." Another
day lost. They would lose as much time and more fighting over the
detour, however. With a glance to either side, Llesho gave his
own sign for his two companions to follow, and they set their
course in the path of the Harnish riders.
Chapter Twenty-three
THEY rode toward nightfall at a
leisurely pace so that Llesho's forces could catch up. Before too long had
passed, the line of march arrived and flowed around them, led by Kaydu in her
human form. Little Brother traveled with Dognut in the baggage wagon, unwilling
to abandon the dwarfs shiny flutes, so his mistress rode without benefit of his
monkey commentary. She nudged her horse closer and gave Llesho an informal
salute. If he hadn't already figured out what was going on, he'd have thought
she'd come up close on Harlol's side with no special purpose. The Wastrel, who
fought for his position at Llesho's side under most circumstances, shifted to
make room for her. The little smile they exchanged left no doubt about their
feelings. Not at all like the sappy glances between lovers in the ballads,
Kaydu and Harlol seemed to see in each other a prized weapon once lost but now
fitted to its proper place. In
his dream, Harlol had died with the other Tashek, had offered up his dead eyes
to Llesho on a grassy plain much like the one they now traveled. Llesho's
feelings about Kaydu confused him, but he knew he didn't want the Tashek dead
over them. For
all that she wasn't much older than he was, Kaydu was his teacher and the
captain of his cadre. She'd kept him alive on a few occasions and nervous on
others, a part of his personal landscape since he'd left Pearl Island. He
didn't want that to change, but Kaydu had always served the Lady SienMa,
through her father's command. Now she had a new tether on her heart. Fortunately,
the Dinha of Ahkenbad had put that tether, Harlol, into Llesho's hand. He
figured he could work with that. Catching
the Wastrel's eye, he gave a clench-jawed jerk of his chin, unwilling
acceptance. "Don't you die on her." He made it an order. Kaydu
looked at him like he'd lost his mind. "Are you listening to me?" she
asked. "Because I don't know what you're talking about." Llesho
gave a guilty start. He hadn't heard a word she'd said. Harlol had been
watching him, however, and he'd heard the Dinha's prediction. The Wastrels were
Llesho's to spend, as the dream readers knew he would. "You can't change
fate," he said. "Yes,
I can." Llesho brought his fist down on the horn of his saddle to
emphasize his point. "Changing fate is what this quest is about." "Maybe,"
Kaydu interrupted, "but right now, Master Den wants to see you. He rides
with the baggage." Llesho
nodded an absent acknowledgment. "Nobody dies," he said with a last
glare at Harlol, and pulled his horse out of the line of march. None of his own
captains followed. Yesugei,
however, pulled out of line with a gesture to his men to stay where they were.
The wait wasn't long. Carina, deep in conversation with Balar, flashed him a
little smile in greeting as they passed, but his brother didn't notice him at
all. Lluka, however, latched a piercing stare on the Harnish Yesugei, turning
full around in his saddle rather than let go of that scrutiny. "That
one is trouble," the chieftain pointed his chin as Lluka moved away. Llesho
had to agree, "To the Ham, probably. He resents the loss of his country
and his family." "Warn
him that your numbers are few and the armies of the Northern Khan are great. It
would not serve his dead, or his king, to make war against an ulus that has
done him no harm." By
coincidence, or so it seemed, Shokar was passing with his tiny band of Thebin
fighters as the Harnishman gave his warning, and Llesho took his meaning to
heart. No harm yet, but he didn't know how strong Yesugei's ulus was, or how
his khan might respond to even their small threat. His host was quick to tell
him. "No
army may enter the ulus of the Chimbai-Khan," Yesugei said. "However,
an honor guard suited to his station may accompany any visitor of rank." "How
many for a king?" "Fifty
will do." The number of Llesho's troops, said with a wry twist of a smile
to his mouth. "And
if I crossed your khan's attention with a thousand?" "That,
too, for a king," Yesugei acknowledged. "More would be asked to wait
their king's pleasure on their own side of our border." Llesho
judged the khan's might by what he considered a threat but the numbers always
came out the same. He hadn't had even a thousand troops in his service since
he'd tangled with Master Markko's forces on the borders of Shan Province, and
that had been more Shou's battle than his. Without the empire's backing, what
did he have? Nothing, compared to the numbers Master Mar-kko could throw at
them. But their numbers would grow, somehow. Why else had the gods dragged him
halfway across the known world? Why else sacrifice the dream readers of
Ahkenbad, if they didn't intend that he win? He
looked away so that the Harnish chieftain didn't see the despair wash through
him and spied, at some distance, a small flock of sheep and a greater herd of
horses grazing in the still of the afternoon. Harnish out- riders
kept a careful watch, unmoving as statues on their short horses while herdsmen
patrolled among their animals, gathering strays with the expertise the raiders
had shown when driving their human stock to market on the Long March. The
grass was too short, and had been the while they'd traveled, for so small a
herd to have cropped it. Llesho wondered what army awaited them whose beasts
had cleared the land down to the bone for all the li around. Fingers clenched
pale against the dark leather of his reins, he held to his nerve by a thread.
The Harnish chieftain at his side made note of his sudden tension, though he
kept his opinion to himself. I'm
not afraid right now, he would have told the man; that
other time sneaks up on me at inconvenient moments. But words refused to
come. Presently the baggage cart rolled into view with Dognut's camel, which
Harlol had named Moonbeam a lifetime ago it seemed, tied to its side. Among the
guards who surrounded the wagon, two each of Tashek and mercenary and Thebin,
he recognized the Wastrels Zepor and Danel, but not the others. The
end of the cart had been let down. Master Den, in his usual garb that served
him as well in the laundry as on the march, sat facing the way they had come.
His back rested comfortably against a heap of red tent cloths and his legs hung
off the tail of the storage bed, his toes nearly dragging on the ground.
Seemingly unaware of the picture they made together, Dognut perched at his
shoulder on a sack of clean bandages, his back to the side of the cart. Little
Brother slept peacefully in his lap as he played a marching song known for its
scandalous verses on a small silver flute. The baggage guards knew the song
well, Llesho guessed. They hid their laughter with little success behind their
battle-callused fingers. "Master
Den." Llesho swung off his horse and joined his teacher at the back of the
cart. Reins held loosely in his lap, he let his legs dangle in unconscious
imitation of the trickster god. "Master
of the washtubs, I surmise," Yesugei jerked his shoulder in a Harnish
gesture at the supplies in the baggage cart. "I didn't know that launderer
counted itself a higher rank than prince among the Thebin people." His
tone clearly suggested that such ordering of the ranks went far to explain why
a Harnish bandit sat on Kun-gol's throne. The
insult raised the hackles on Llesho's neck, and he would have returned an acid
reply, but Master Den patted his leg, as if he calmed a spirited horse. It
should have made him angrier, but to his chagrin it worked. He actually found
himself settling again. Much changed in his world, but Master Den remained a
sun around which Llesho planned his seasons. At least until he pulled the
saddle blanket out from under him. ChiChu, the trickster god, would do that. It
was his nature. As the nature of a Harnish chieftain made him prod for the
weaknesses of a potential enemy. "Even
a prince can learn a lot from the right launderer," he answered. "Washing
shirts. A useful skill for a warrior prince," Yesugei scoffed, though with
a question in his eyes. His seat on a horse should have given him a height
advantage. Llesho's head came only to the chieftain's knee, but Master Den met
his gaze on an equal level. The launderer's eyes, Llesho observed, twinkled
with secrets. "That,
too," Master Den answered. "When a prince has been sold into slavery
by enemies he had no part in making, he can do worse than learn to wash a
shirt." He
can test poisons for a witch, Llesho thought to himself.
Unaccountably ashamed of the time he'd spent chained in Master Markko's
workroom, he kept that behind his teeth. The
trickster god continued, however, with a wry smile. "When he reaches
beyond his unjustly reduced station, a prince can be taught many things." "Master
Den instructed the gladiators of Pearl Island in hand-to-hand combat,"
Llesho explained. "A
gladiator, a washerman, and now a warrior prince. You have been many things in
such a short life." Yesugei jested with a sweeping bow to Dognut,
"And this must be your swordsmaster." The
dwarf stopped his playing to raise his hands, warding off any fight between
them, a gesture at odds with his stature. "Just a lowly musician, kind
chieftain," he said, "who would record the tale of this quest in
song. I am no warrior. This monkey, however, has seen much of battle." Little
Brother chittered fitfully in his sleep, and Llesho smiled. "He saved my
life at least once," he remembered fondly, and tickled the creature under
its chin. Yesugei
laughed, disarmed by the seriousness of the curious little man and the monkey
in the uniform of the imperial militia. "My khan will have my head for
bringing before him such a motley jumble of madmen." "And
yet," Master Den countered with a familiar smile, "your shaman dreams
just such dreams, does he not, Yesugei?" "He
does," the chieftain agreed. He spent a long moment studying the gently
smiling face of the trickster god, and finally nodded, as if some unspoken
question had been answered, though not to his liking. "The dreams of the
shaman never foretell good fortune." "In
troubled times," Master Den agreed, "fortune good and evil often
travel side by side." Yesugei
rightly took this for a prophecy. "A matter for the khan to sort
out," he decided. With a bow of more respect than he had shown to that
point, he left them to regain his place at the head of the line. Llesho
had almost forgotten why he had dropped to the rear in the first place. When
Yesugei disappeared among his own small band of clansmen, however, he
remembered Kaydu's message. "You
asked to see me?" "Mm-hmmm."
Master Den closed his eyes and let his head fall back onto the folds of tent
cloth. "Did
you want to tell me something? Or ask me something?" Llesho prodded
gently. It didn't pay to be too demanding with the trickster god. "Mm-hmmm."
Master Den gave a little wiggle that set his whole great bulk in motion and
taxed the springs of the wagon. Llesho realized he was burrowing more
comfortably against the cloths at his back. "And
that would be?" "It's
a perfect time for a nap, don't you think?" Great
Sun was fading, and just looking at Little Brother, lying in boneless ease,
sapped the tension out of his shoulders. A cool breeze off the grass teased
lazily at Llesho's hair and the sound of Dognut's flute in a wistful lullaby
took the threat of old memories out of the creak of saddle leather and the
smell of the grasslands. Llesho decided that, yes, a nap sounded very good. It
seemed there ought to be more to it, though, so he asked. Master
Den shrugged, quaking the wagon they were in. "I wanted to check out this
Harnish chieftain you found for us. Now I have." A
question started to form—what had Master Den concluded?—but his teacher knew
his mind. "A
good man," he answered without being asked. "He'll do." "I
thought so, too." "Do"
for what, he hadn't figured out yet, but he was already falling under the spell
of Dognut's lullaby. Master Den took the reins from his hand and tied them to
the latch at the end of the wagon. Freed of worries for his horse, Llesho
curled up at the bottom of the cart and fell asleep. Under the watchful
protection of the trickster god and the dwarf musician, he did not dream. A
small foot tapping insistently at his ribs brought Llesho awake just as Great
Sun fired a horizon dotted with a scattering of white felt tents. Between
sleepy Winks he noted that they were smaller than he'd expected: pale mounds
huddled like nervous sheep on the grassy plain beneath a bowl of hard indigo
sky turning purple at the edges. "Are
we there already?" He stretched as he mumbled his question, and only
opened his eyes when Balar's voice answered. "Not
yet. We are on the outskirts of the Chimbai-Khan's tent city. The chieftain
Yesugei says that we can camp here for the night. He's sent word ahead to the
khan; by morning we should know whether we go ahead or die in our
bedrolls." "What
are you talking about?" Llesho needed to be at the front of his forces
when they entered the camp of Chimbai-Khan, so he untied his reins and hopped
down off the wagon. "Has Yesugei been making threats?" "Not
threats, exactly," Balar admitted. Master
Den still slept—already he had expanded into the space Llesho had left,
sprawled in untidy relaxation on the wagon floor. Dognut, however, followed the
conversation with bright, eager eyes. "Leaving us so soon?" he asked.
"I am curious about these not-exactly threats." "My
brother calls me to duty," Llesho answered. "If you want to eavesdrop
on your betters, you need to saddle Moonbeam and ride in state among the
warriors, not rattle along in an old wagon." "Moonbeam
and I have decided that, for our mutual comfort, we should spend some time
apart." Dognut rubbed his backside to emphasize his point. "Take
what comfort you can, dwarf. For myself, I can't remember a more uncomfortable
journey." Llesho could, of course. Riding with an arrow lodged in his
shoulder, trying to escape Master Markko's scouting party came immediately to
mind. It had hurt more, but nothing had humiliated him quite like bouncing
across the desert slung over the camel's hump with his face buried in her rank-
smelling flank. Not one of his more heroic moments. It hadn't turned out well
for anybody, but he didn't think Dognut had had much say in his kidnapping, and
Llesho was inclined to forgiveness. "An hour in your wagon has made up a
part of the bill for that experience, and I thank you." He
didn't mention the precious gift of dreamless sleep, but the dwarf read him
well enough to know it. "Any
time." Dognut gave a little bow of his head and picked a bamboo flute from
his quiver by way of dismissal. With
Balar riding nervously at his side, Llesho eased his horse forward, toward the
head of the line. The soldiers they passed stole glances at him with cautious
wonder when they thought he wasn't looking. He pretended not to see. "What
has Yesugei done to distress Lluka now?" He couldn't believe he'd misread
the chieftain, and Balar's next words reassured him on that account. "Yesugei
has behaved with all proper hospitality. Lluka is worried about this
Chimbai-Khan." Llesho
waited for his brother to explain. Eventually, he did. "When you retired
to the rear, Lluka took your place among the captains." "Shouldn't
that have fallen to Shokar?" Shokar, after all, led their Thebin troops. Balar
fidgeted in his saddle, spooking his horse. When he had settled the beast, his
gaze slid away, seeming to count the soldiers they passed. "What
are you trying not to tell me?" "Shokar
doesn't want the position. You know that. Lluka does want it, but can't have
it. What more is there to tell?" Llesho
blew an exasperated sigh. "I didn't ask to be king." He was feeling
decidedly put upon by his brother, and not in the least blessed by this quest
visited upon him by a dead adviser. Balar
shrugged. "We all know that. Lluka doesn't even want the kingship. He just
. . ." "Doesn't
trust my judgment?" "You're
very young, and .. ." Balar gave an apologetic shrug. "Don't take
offense, but from what we've seen so far, this quest of old Lleck's has been a
disaster. The dream readers of Ahkenbad are dead, the emperor of Shan, by all
accounts an adventurer with nerves of adamantine, has left the field in a state
of shock. His magician, who might have given us a chance against the allies of
this Master Markko, has left the field with his master. And who remains to support
our cause should the Har-nishmen in our company prove as villainous as their
brothers who laid waste to Kungol? A washerman, asleep in the baggage wagon,
who may be mad or may be the trickster god himself! "I
went to a great deal of effort to rescue you from the very fate that so
unmanned the emperor of all Shan—the Harnish raiders would have taken you at
Durnhag if Har-lol and I hadn't got you out of there. Now I find that I am
tagging behind you, with weapons sheathed, as you lead us to the very outskirts
of a Harnish tent city about which we have no good intelligence. Your Yesugei
has seen to that; he turns back all the scouts we send out to take the measure
of our position. I think that warrants a bit of concern." "Yesugei
assures me that his khan means us no harm. I believe him." "Excuse
me for believing him not at all. The emperor of Shan did not fare so well as a
guest of the Harn, and yet you put less faith in your own brothers than you do
in this stranger from the race of Thebin's enemies." Llesho
had his own doubts, and couldn't really blame his brothers for their concern.
Master Den asleep in the baggage wagon seemed little to wager their lives on,
but it firmed Llesho's resolve that he'd made the right decision. Master Den
had entered every battle alert at his side. He would do no less if they faced
treachery now. But Balar had raised the specter of a greater threat, and he
didn't know how to answer it. "It's
not that I don't trust you to do to what you think is right." Llesho
paused, working through his misgivings. Balar didn't wait, however. "You
just don't trust my idea of 'right,'" he complained. "You're as
certain of Shokar as if he were the ground under your feet, and I can tell when
you are thinking about Adar because of the longing that crosses your eyes when
you think of him." "It
isn't you—" Llesho meant to say, "It's me," but Balar gave a
little laugh and answered for him. "I
know. It's Lluka. I just want to know why." And
suddenly, Llesho did know why. "Why is Shokar here?" he asked. "He
brought your Thebin soldiers to fight against the Ham." Few enough of
them, for a start, but he'd come. "And
where is Adar?" "Taken
prisoner on your quest." Balar got it now. Llesho could see the pieces
falling into place, but he asked the next question anyway. "And
why are you here?" Balar
studied Llesho's face as he considered his answer. "I thought I
knew," he said, while allegiances shifted in his eyes. Llesho didn't press
him for an answer, but let the questions simmer in his mind. "And
who does Lluka serve?" They
both knew: his intentions might be honorable, but Lluka had placed his own will
above Llesho's quest, and the Shan Empire might still fall for his decision.
Adar might die. "He
wasn't alone." Balar defended their brother, as he must. They had spent
years together studying at the feet of the Dinha. "The dream readers of
Ahkenbad wanted me to bring you to them as well." "And
now they're dead." He couldn't help it, the anger he'd been ignoring since
they'd left the ruined city spilled out like acid, burning him as much as it
burned his brother. "Shou knew the danger he was facing. He's courting the
goddess of war, for mercy's sake! But none of you had any idea of the
destruction Markko is capable of. You inter- fered
anyway, and now Ahkenbad is dead. Harlol will be dead soon, and the Wastrels
who ride with him, who never would have left the Gansau Wastes if Lluka hadn't
decided his will was more important than Lleck's quest." "He
wanted to protect you." "I'm
the king. It's my quest. If Lluka wants to be regent, let him fight ChiChu for
the privilege. And if he should win against my combat instructor, let him take
it up with the Lady SienMa!" "Do
you hear yourself, brother?" Balar reached over and grabbed the bridle of
Llesho's horse, nearly losing his seat in the process. But he was determined to
have his say, and Llesho was growing as skittish as his mount. "You
consort with the most dangerous of mortal gods and are surprised that we
worry—" Llesho's
answer was a brittle laugh with no joy in it. "Mischief and war have
trained me with a harsh hand across all the li between the grasslands and the
sea, brother. What do you think they have made me, if not dangerous?" "What
they have done can be undone," Balar pleaded, "I want my baby brother
back." Eyes
bleak with the suffering he had seen, Llesho shook his head. "That child
is dead." There was nothing left to say, so he kicked his horse into a
canter and left his brother glaring at the dirt. "Welcome,
young prince," Yesugei greeted his return with a solemn nod, and
"Good evening," Llesho answered as he fell in at the chieftain's
side. Lluka
said nothing, but with a clenched jaw challenged the captains for his place at
Llesho's right hand. Neither Kaydu nor Bixei would give ground, however. With a
venomous glare, Lluka fell back to ride with Balar who seemed, after his recent
conversation, to have grown thoughtful in the face of his brothers' anger. As
they rode, the tents grew bigger, but the distance never seemed to lessen.
Llesho shot a wary glance at his host, who returned it with a knowing smile. "Few
outlanders have seen the tent city of the Chimbai-Khan," Yesugei offered
by way of explanation, "Tales judge us by what the tellers see of us: our
grazing parties, and the hunt." "They
judge you by your raiding parties, too." Llesho shivered in the rising
chill. The Harnish chieftain had tested him among the baggage handlers, or so
he thought. Now, with the hidden might of the Harnish clans eating up more and
more of the horizon, Llesho brought out his grievances for an airing. "The
horror in the eyes of the dead and the weeping of the slaves you carry away
speak louder than the songs of wandering herders." Yesugei's
head snapped back as if he had been struck. "Not every ulus rides against
its neighbors," he reminded Llesho, "But peaceful folk rarely inspire
songs." "Thebin
did, until Harnish raiders laid it waste." Llesho returned cut for cut in
this duel of words. But
Yesugei had the sharpest return, an almost lethal blow: "A
Harnish riddle asks what prize for a man who raises his head too high
above his neighbors. The answer is an ax at his neck. The Cloud Country set its
sights above the concerns of smaller men, breeding miracles the way the clans
breed horses." Llesho
had never heard Thebin called the Cloud Country before. The name conjured
images of the clinic Adar had kept high in the mountains. He remembered waking
from a fever to a window laced with clouds. The memory hurt, but his heart
opened to the name and took it in. Yesugei saw the pain that flitted across his
face, mis-guessing its cause. "Chimbai-Khan
does not concern himself with the South," the chieftain claimed in defense
of his ulus' honor. "If he'd been the Gur-Khan of the Golden City,
however, he would have set a watch for axes at his neck." The
Golden City was a common name for Kungol, carried with the legends wherever the
caravans passed. According
to the tales, the city was so rich that even the houses of the lowest street
sweepers were made of gold. They weren't, of course: not that rich, and not
made of gold; the color came from the plaster on the houses. The plasterers had
more work than they could handle during the season when the caravan road was
open, repairing the corners of buildings where the foolish had broken off
pieces to spend. "There
was no gold," Llesho said, No one had profited from the legend except the
plasterers, and even they did not escape the Harnish raiders. "It was just
yellow mud." "And
the miracles?" Yesugei asked. Llesho
smiled, no humor in it, but no bitterness either. More like the serendipitous
discovery of wild nettles blooming in the snow: too beautiful to ignore, but
too painful to touch. "Yes, the miracles were true." His
answer didn't seem to surprise Yesugei, but it didn't please him either.
"Outlanders see all the Harn-lands as one country, with one scattered
people in it. But that isn't so." "No."
He accepted that Yesugei believed what he said, answering questions Llesho
didn't know to ask. Llesho had to find the truth for himself, but he wondered
why Yesugei was giving away what he could trade. Impulsively, before Yesugei
could continue, he asked a question he should have been figuring out on his
own: "Are you a teacher?" "To
teach a dream?" Yesugei eyed him thoughtfully. "Perhaps, in a small
way. Your masters would make you a king. The gods would make you a miracle. Who
will make you into a human being?" "I
thought I was one of those already." Yesugei
ignored his retort. Weighting his words with importance, he asked, "Do you
know where the term 'Harn' comes from?" Llesho's
formal education had ended in his seventh summer, and this was something none
of his masters since had bothered to teach him. He shook his head, again
reserving judgment on the explanation Yesugei gave. "'Harn'
is a name the Tashek have given, and which they take everywhere the caravans
go. It refers to the wind blowing on the grass, and names us not for who we are
or where we come from, but for the fact that we never settle, always following
our herds as they graze. In the South, the Uulgar people share that name, but
are no friends to the North." Llesho
had heard of the Uulgar before. The explanation came as no surprise, therefore,
though he didn't believe it was that simple. "These Uulgar killed my
parents, my sister? Sold my brothers and me into slavery?" Yesugei
shrugged. "I don't know. The ulus of the Qubal clans never travels the
Southern Road. I wish you only to remember, when you meet Chimbai-Khan, that he
wasn't there at the death of the Golden City." That
sounded like something Master Den would ask of him. "I'll remember,"
Llesho promised. He would have asked more questions, but with a jerk of his
head, Yesugei signaled a rider from his band to come forward. "We
stop here for the night," he said, and added, for the rider, "Take
word to the khan's tent that we bring the stranger of old Bolghai's
dreams." The
rider bowed his head in salute before wheeling his horse and galloped away
toward the distant tents. "Who's
Bolghai?" Llesho asked. "You
will meet him in the morning." Yesugei let his horse amble away toward the
small band setting out the frame of a felted ger-tent. He hadn't answered the
question, and Llesho wondered why.
Chapter Twenty-four
IN a dream, Llesho sat at a low,
mahogany table set with tea things under an arbor twined with vines from which
heavy purple grapes hung in bunches bursting with juice. It didn't feel like a
dream. The breeze, heavy with the scent of warm grapes and honeysuckle, swept
his cheek while sunlight played hide-and-seek between the grape leaves and the
arbor slats. But he had seen no arbor, no grapes, in the vicinity of their
camp. Emperor Shou, two days' gone in the opposite direction, sat at his right
pouring spiced tea into small jade bowls, while on his left, Pig snuffled
daintily at a dish of plums. Across from Llesho at the table a large white
cobra curled its body into the seat of a basket chair, flared hood swaying
above its long neck. "Is
this a true dream?" Llesho asked. He hoped some jumble of memories and old
stories had stewed the strange visions in his tired mind, but the emperor
dismissed that notion with a soft unhappy laugh. Pig
looked up from his plums in surprise. "Of course it's a true dream,
Llesho. The question you have to ask is, who dreams it?" "You?"
he asked Pig. It seemed unlikely, but Shou stared into his wine as if it were a
scrying bowl that might tell him how he'd arrived at this tea party hosted by a
serpent. Llesho didn't want to think about the alternative. "Not
mine." Pig confirmed what he didn't want to hear. The
snake fixed a cold and deadly eye on him. "Lleeeshhhoo," she hissed
in a high, clear voice he recognized even from the throat of a serpent. "Lady
SienMa," Llesho bowed his head to honor the mortal goddess of war in the
form by which she appeared to him in the dream. At the same time, he muttered a
little prayer under his breath that the great white snake keep to her side of
the table. Lady SienMa had taught him to pull a bow at her own hand and had fed
him fruit from a silver bowl at her feet. She made him nervous at the best of
times, though, and in her present form she scared him nearly to death. "Whyyyyy
are you heeeeeerrre?" Her ladyship slithered in undulating waves against
the rich grain of the mahogany table. Her flicking tongue glanced off his cheek
and Llesho shuddered, frozen with dread while a frantic little voice in his
head gibbered at him to run, right now, as far and as fast as he could. But she
was too close. If he moved, she would strike and he would die. He knew that,
just as he knew Shou couldn't and Pig wouldn't stop her. Fresh out of escape
plans, he answered her question. "I don't know. Where is here?" "Mmmmyyy
Dreammmmmm." "Oh."
Llesho'd figured that out for himself, much as he hated to think it. He
remembered her face in the waking world, white as the scales of the serpent and
framed with hair black as the serpent's dead eyes. But which was her true form:
the woman or the serpent of her own dreams? "Both.
Neither." He
hadn't actually asked the question, only thought it. Fine. She was a mind
reading snake and the god of war, and he had invaded her sleep to muck about in
her dream.
Instead of leaving like he properly ought to do, he was asking questions in his
head that he didn't really want answers to at all. "Aaaassskkkk,"
she said, again reading his mind. Or, he wondered, was he reading hers? The
forked tongue flicked again, touching his lip in a mockery of a kiss and he
barely held himself from a shudder. "What
happened to Shou?" He didn't mean just now, in the dream, but what had
happened to him in captivity that had left him moving dreamlike through horrors
only he could see. Pig
cut an uneasy glance in his direction. "The magician," he said
between slurps at the dish of plums. "Poisons?" Pig
shook his head. "He invaded the emperor's dreams in captivity and stole
his memories for clues to where you had gone." "Ahkenbad
is dead." Llesho stared with barely contained horror at the emperor. How
had Shou survived, when the dream readers of Ahkenbad had died of Markko's
attack on their minds? However
he'd done it, all that courage and determination seemed about to be lost to the
venomed tooth of the white cobra. The Lady SienMa, in her serpent form, had
coiled glittering loops of her white body around the emperor. Shou seemed not
to hear the conversation going on around him but absently stroked the scales of
her back as the goddess of war writhed against him, around him, tongue darting
over his face, her fangs never far from his neck. Llesho
held his breath, afraid to even think of weapons when the snake had read his
mind already in this dream. Don't kill him, don't kill him, the prayer
ran through his head as he considered seizing the snake in his bare hands to
free the emperor from her deadly coils. She would strike him dead if he touched
her; he knew that and could only sit very still and hope that she would hear
his plea. "Her
ladyship would never hurt Shou." Pig snuffled up a plum and added, as an
afterthought, "She loves him." "And
Shou?" Pig
gave a little shrug. "Who better to love the goddess of war than a
soldier?" he asked. "Does
he?" he whispered back and meant, How can a mortal man, even an
emperor, love the goddess of war. It felt like an unspeakable breach of the
emperor's privacy to be here, in this garden, seeing something that he'd never
wanted to know. But he knew better than to ignore a message from the Lady
SienMa, even in dreams. As
if responding to Llesho's question, Shou turned his head and laid a gentle kiss
on the back of the serpent where it lay in a coil over his shoulder. So
that was . . . love . . . not murder he was watching from across the mahogany
table. Between her coils, the emperor's armor had taken on the texture of
living shell, marked all over with the patterns of a turtle, but Shou didn't
seem to notice his transformation. "She
has an odd way of showing it." Too sharp. Llesho winced, waited for the
poison tooth to strike, but the lady merely pulled herself back to her basket
chair, leaving the emperor of all Shan bereft of her chill comfort. "Fiiiind
hiiiiim. Killllll him," she hissed. Master
Markko, of course, who had turned her lover's mind inward. He thought to tell
her, "I'm trying," but it came out, "I will." Stretching
the flared hood of her head high on her tall neck, the lady opened her snake
mouth wide. Out of it came the most terrible scream that Llesho had ever heard.
Trembling, he fell from his chair onto the loamy ground and covered his head
with shaking hands. "Goddess, save me!" he cried, though jumbled in
his heart he also meant, "Save us all, it hurts me, too." He woke
bathed in sweat to the bloody light of the false dawn stealing through the red
tent cloth. "Wake
up, Llesho, wake up!" Bixei shook his arm. His
voice sounded raspy and hoarse, as if he'd been calling for a long time. "I'm
awake." Llesho freed his arm and half-sat on his pallet, but he wondered
if he had awakened all the same. The dream remained too vivid, and his flesh
crawled with the memory of the great snake caressing Emperor Shou. "Oh,
Goddess, please," he
muttered, but couldn't say what he asked for. Peace, he thought. Only
peace, for one night. "What
is it? Was it a dream?" "I
saw Shou with the Lady SienMa." He couldn't tell what he had seen, the
lady as a white cobra, and Shou with the shell of a turtle where his armor
ought to be. But the the meaning of it—"Pig says she loves him." "Oh,
that." Bixie didn't seem surprised. "I hope she can bring him back to
his senses." "She's
the mortal goddess of war!" "I
prefer a more peaceful partner myself," Bixei conceded, "Of course,
I'm not a general or the emperor of Shan. "But
come outside—you have to see this. You won't believe what happened while you
were sleeping." Bixei drew a little apart to give him space to roll off
his pallet and scrub the stiffness out of his face. He
wasn't sure he was ready to confront any more surprises—Shou with the Lady
SienMa was more than enough. Bixei was waiting, however, so he straightened his
spine and walked with more firmness than he felt to the open tent flap. On
what had been an empty plain when he went to sleep, a town of white felt tents
had grown up and surrounded their little stand of red. This close, he realized
he'd been as wrong about the size of the tents as the legends had been about
the towers of Kungol. Not gold, in the khan's city, but white felt, the same
matted wool used in the raiders' campaign tents but without the black dye that
made the raiders' tents so ominous. These were immense, with round roofs banded
with elaborately woven eaves, and draped all around with walls of heavy felt.
Here and there a column of smoke rose through a hole in the center of a great
round roof. In
front of Llesho's camp a wide avenue ran, with Harnish riders passing with
brisk purpose or returning weary from some task that kept them busy during the
night. Huge white tents squatted on either side, like glowering giants over a
game of dominoes. Lesser tents scattered widely to left and right covered all
the land to the horizon. "How
is this possible?" Llesho muttered under his breath. It didn't seem to be
an attack, since weapons remained sheathed. Like a dream, the tents had come
out of nowhere, however, and unknown magics made him nervous. "The
great khan has come to call." Master Den stood to the side of Llesho's
tent, his legs planted and his elbows jutting out at his sides, his huge fists
resting at his waist. To his right and left were Llesho's three brothers and
the emperor's dwarf, and after, Llesho's captains. Behind him, all his small band
of troops waited nervously to see what command he would give them. "By
what spell?" Llesho asked. Before
his advisers could comment, a stranger darted into sight around the corner of
his tent, with Carina, the healer, following him. Llesho had seen many unusual
things in his travels, but the little man was by far the oddest in human form.
He was clearly Harnish and, though taller than Llesho, he was short for his own
people. He wore his hair not in one plait or two, but in too many to count, all
springing from his head at every angle. From the tail of each braid hung a
talisman of metal or bead, or the tiny bone of a bird or small animal. He
wore robes cut in strips to show many layers over rough leather breeches that
ended above boots wrapped close to the legs. Bells and amulets hung from silver
chains sewn onto the layers, and from the collar around his neck the pelts of
stoats hung by their sharp little teeth. When he moved or shook his shoulders,
which he did in quick, jerky gestures, the pelts flew about in a little stoat
dance. In one hand he carried a flat skin drum and with the other he reached
for the thighbone of a roebuck that Carina held out to him. Carina
herself wore a costume similar to the stranger's, with many silver utensils and
embroidered amulet bags hanging from fine chains sewn to her waist and
shoulders. The end of a long hide belt hung down in back, finished at the end
with a thick black fringe like the tail of a jerboa. The
stranger peered into Llesho's face, as if he could read the Way of the Goddess
there. Then he gave a little nod. "Small
as my thumb, yet he carries a stinging barb," he said, as if confirming
something for himself. "I'm
sorry, but I don't understand." Llesho figured he wasn't meant to, but
Carina seemed to think highly of the odd creature, so he tried to be polite.
Lluka, however, sniffed as if he scented something rank in the air. Probably
the stranger, who smelled of old sweat and rancid fat. "He's
a shaman," Lluka explained, "A riddler." "A
healer and teacher," Carina corrected him softly as her fingers busily
investigated the stranger's talismans. "This is Bolghai." Her nose
nearly touched a tiny bone that she held up for inspection. "He's an old
friend of my mother. Bolghai, this is Llesho." Bolghai
gave a little nod. "By the light of Great Moon the pack goes hunting in
dun-colored boots." Llesho
sensed the shaman had just answered his question, but once again he didn't get
it. Carina, however, seemed to have no trouble interpreting the strange
riddles. "The
first, 'small but with a stinging barb,' is a wasp; In spite of his size,
Llesho has the power to bring down a great man with his sting. The second
compares the tent city to a wolf pack, which has travelled by night to find
Llesho." There
had to be thousands of people—tens of thousands—in those tents. Llesho wondered
if he didn't prefer magic to a khan who could mobilize so great a force in so
short a span of time. The working of magic left the magician vulnerable, but a
field marshal as skilled as the khan's gave few openings for defense. Bolghai
seemed to be paying no attention as Llesho worked to absorb the changes that
had sprung up around them in his sleep. The strange little man slung his drum
over his shoulder by its thong. With his free hand, he untied from his hair the
bone that so interested Carina. This task was made more difficult because he
continued to bob his head in the manner of a small animal in the grass. Llesho
caught him stealing a glance out of bright, inquisitive eyes and an answering grin
escaped before he could consider an appropriate response. "Don't
tell me you take this creature seriously!" Lluka glared from his brother
to the shaman, the color rising in his face. "He practices the lowest
religion, using tricks and riddles to amaze the ignorant." Lluka
was going to get them killed if he didn't shut up. Llesho kept his voice under
control, but the temper snapped in his eyes and flared his nostrils. "The
Chimbai-Khan moved a city of tens of thousands to surround us during the night.
I would be cautious of calling him ignorant." "I
didn't mean the khan—" The color so recently risen now fled Lluka's face. "Then
treat his servant with respect." Llesho turned his back on his brother and
the stunned silence of their company. This was, he realized, the crux of their
problem, and he thought he had not handled it well. He couldn't back down to
his brother, however, so he returned his attention to the visitor with as much
calm as he could muster. Neither Bolghai nor Carina were paying the
argument the least bit of attention, though Llesho suspected that nothing had
escaped the shaman's notice. Bolghai
held the tiny bone on the palm of his outstretched hand. "A swan came
drinking from the silver river, then returned again to graze on the holy mountain." Carina
took it with a smile. "Mama always loves your letters," she said,
which must mean that the swan represented correspondence of some kind, and
possibly the silver river meant the ink. Llesho hadn't seen any writing on the
bone, but he had no doubt that Mara the healer would find it more informative.
He really was getting the hang of this riddle thing. "We
are accompanying Llesho on his quest," Carina continued her explanation
while she tucked the bone into a little bag that hung from a silver chain on
her costume. "Raiders attacked us at an inn on the outskirts of Durn-hag,
hoping to seize the prince for the magician who has ridden to the South. I'm
afraid they've stolen his brother-prince and others of his friends. We've come
from the destruction of Ahkenbad, and hope to rescue the hostages before the
raiders reach their master." "Deadly
birds fly in the meadows before you, birds of death fly where you have
gone." Llesho
understood that one as well—deadly birds must mean arrows, and birds of death the
carrion eaters that followed any battle. The longer he spent in his company,
the more familiar the shaman seemed. Could he have accompanied the Long March
to the slave markets? But no, Yesugei had assured them that this group of
Harnish-men had no part in the raid on Thebin. He reminded Llesho of a meadow,
though—and a conversation with Pig. "Have
we met before?" he suggested, unwilling to ask the man outright if he had
visited Llesho's dreams as a stoat. The
strange little man went still as a statue, then he patted Llesho on the
shoulder. "A sharp knife cuts deep." The
compliment made him blush. He did remember then: The stoat in the grass. Pig
had told him to trust this man. Before he could say more, however, Master Den
cuffed him gently on the side of his head. "Prayer
forms," the washerman said, "The Chimbai-Khan will want to see you
when Great Sun rises." He led them all, captains and lesser soldiers, into
the bit of grazing space left for the horses near their camp. Setting
himself a little apart, Bolghai watched with bright, eager eyes as they sorted
themselves into rows with the princes and captains at their head. Carina
followed the shaman, shaking her animal-skin robes into order about her as she
went. Master
Den began the forms with "Red Sun" and Llesho stretched slowly,
easily, reaching skyward to greet the morning. "Flowing River"
followed. The master called "Wind through Millet" and moving into the
form, Llesho became aware of the wind in his hair and the scent of the grass
crushed beneath his feet, and the beat of a drum as insistent as the surge of
the blood in his veins. He glanced up to see Carina hopping and leaping madly,
like a jerboa, while the Harnish shaman darted in zigzags and circles like a
stoat while beating on the skin drum. The
sight so amazed him that Llesho stopped in the middle of his form and took a
step toward this new sound. No one else seemed to notice the pull of the music
that took hold of him, filling him so full of the beating drum and tinkling
bells that there was no room for will. He didn't have control over his feet or
his arms, but could only watch them move on their own with a part of his mind
that recorded memories but took no part in the ordering of his actions. The
drumbeat tingled all over his skin, tugging at his scalp until a part of him
floated away, separating body from soul. Carina and the strange Harnishman
danced, and Llesho danced with them. Bolghai spun in a circle, and Llesho felt
himself spinning, spinning. His feet no longer touched the ground and he rose
fearlessly into the air while the breeze held him as securely as the waves of
Pearl Bay. Suddenly,
the music stopped. Llesho crumpled like a puppet whose sticks had broken. He
could not move, not even to close his eyes against the growing light, but he
didn't care. A pain that had lived inside of him for so long that he scarcely
noticed it anymore was gone, gone, and he settled into its absence like a
child. A whisper drifted through his mind on a breeze of thought—"Is this
a true dream?"—and scattered like a drift of smoke on his blissful smile. "Llesho?" Something
came between Llesho and the brightening morning. Ah, Master Den, and Dognut
whose name was Bright Morning. He thought he might have forgotten the dwarfs
given name once, but how peculiarly apt it seemed with his dwarfish self
blotting out the light of his namesake. The stranger, too, and Llesho's own
brothers crowded his vision. Shokar looked like he wished only to know what had
laid his brother in the grass so he could kill it, and Lluka stared down at him
as frozen as a Southern winter. "Llesho?
Are you awake in there?" Den called to him sternly, and he wondered what
he'd done wrong this time. But they weren't on Pearl Island and Master Den
hadn't spoken to him in that tone of voice since the arena at Farshore
Province. "He's
not breathing," Shokar insisted, angry and scared and with his hands
balled into fists. "Why isn't he breathing?" He was looking at Master
Den, and Llesho wanted to warn him not to punch the trickster god in the mouth. First
he'd have to do something about the breathing thing, which wasn't quite working
at the moment. He would have liked to tell Carina, but ah, there she was. He
heard her voice clear as a lark's and insistent as a magpie's. "He
needs attention. Let me see him." She knelt over him, her expression
severe. With deft fingers she felt out the bones of his neck, reaching around
the back of his head to tilt him so that his throat seemed stretched for the
slice of a blade and his chin pointed sharply at the sky. And just when he was
wondering if he would ever remember how to breathe, she leaned over and kissed
him. No, not a kiss; she was blowing air into his mouth. It filled his lungs
and then, with a gentle hand at the base of his ribs, she forced the air back
out again. Another, and he remembered how to do it himself, sighing the breath
out of himself for so long that he thought all his internal organs had turned
into air and were escaping through his mouth. Finally, when he felt flat as an
empty waterskin, he blinked, and drew breath again. "What happened?" "You
fainted, but you're going to be fine." Dognut reached around the healer to
reassure him with a squeeze of his stubby hand. Llesho
smiled back at him, warmed by the comfort that washed over him like sunshine.
Dognut was wrong, though. "I was awake the whole time. Did you see me
fly?" "Maybe
not so fine," the dwarf amended. Carina
dismissed Dognut's concern with an airy wave of her hand. "Of course he
flew. It's common when just learning the skill to forget to breathe. He'll get
better at it in time." "But
does he have time?" the dwarf muttered darkly. Bolghai
rose from his crouch over Llesho's body and peered up into Master Den's stormy
face with a stern frown. "Three are tied to a tree, but one limb is still
free." Llesho
had thought that he understood this strange riddle-language, but now he
wondered. The image was clear enough—a horse, with its feet hobbled—but he
wasn't a horse, didn't have four feet, and had escaped imprisonment a long time
back. Master Den said nothing to contradict the Harnish shaman, however. With a
frown that carved a crease between his eyes, he directed the disposition of
Llesho's body onto a stretcher and called for tea to be brought to his tent. "I
can walk," Llesho objected. When he tried to sit up, however, Bolghai
pressed him down again gently, with a finger to the center of his forehead. "Rest."
Carina added her voice to the weight of advisers treating him like an invalid.
He settled back with a growl, but his rest proved shorter than even he
expected. "Young
prince!" Yesugei rode toward them down the wide avenue that had appeared
while they slept. Around the chieftain, an honor guard of armed riders jostled
Llesho's small band of fighters, shouting challenges back and forth. "The
Chimbai-Khan expresses amazement at the presence of four princes of the Cloud
Country in his humble camp, and begs the company of these guests at
breakfast," the chieftain announced. "I am to bring the princes and
their captains, with the khan's greetings." He seemed not at all surprised
to see Llesho on a stretcher, but waited patiently for the prince to rise from
his bed and follow. At
Master Den's commanding gesture, the soldier who carried the bottom of the
stretcher lowered Llesho's feet, while the trooper at his head raised that end
up. Llesho was on the verge of a smart remark about Harnish tents growing up
like mushrooms after a rain when Master Den dropped a large open hand across
his mouth. "Of
course," Master Den answered for him. That
probably worked better than Llesho's answer, considering how few their numbers
were next to the khan's many thousands. When the tension drained from his
muscles, the hand left his mouth. Freed of the trickster god's restraint,
Llesho discovered that, like his lungs, his legs remembered how to walk and he
stepped off under his own power. He wondered briefly whether the chieftain
brought him to Chimbai-Khan as a prisoner or a supplicant, but the lack of an
answer didn't worry him much. He'd traveled with gods and battled at the side
of the emperor of Shan, so he was well prepared to face a khan with dignity.
The little he knew of Harnish customs, however, told him that for a proper
introduction, he needed a horse. With a minimal bow, polite without landing him
in the dirt again, he gave the chieftain his reply. "It
will only take a moment, friend Yesugei, to greet the khan properly
mounted." His
answer seemed the right one; Yesugei returned his bow with a calculated
gleaming in his eyes. Assured that the Harnishman would wait, Llesho turned to
Harlol, whose Wastrels soon had them mounted and ready.
PART FOUR
THE TENT CITY
Chapter Twenty-five
WHEN the horses were brought,
Yesugei quickly sorted them as Harnish protocol dictated. "The
princes of Thebin will greet Chimbai-Khan together." As Yesugei spoke, he
pointed here for Shokar and there for Balar at the right and left of Llesho.
Lluka he set on the far side of Balar. With a gesture in the direction of
Llesho's mounted forces, he added, "Your honor guard will wait for you
outside the palace of the khan, but a servant is expected to attend each member
of your party of rank. I suggest that your captains attend you in this
way." Kaydu
didn't look happy with the idea of leaving their troops behind, but she quickly
sorted out the captains, Bixei at Shokar's side and Harlol by Balar. She took
her own position watching Lluka, who sniffed indignantly at Little Brother. The
monkey had returned to his mistress and now rode in the sling on her back. Yesugei
looked over their arrangements with a frown. "If I may make suggestions,
young captain?" When she nodded permission, he went on, "The khan
appreciates amusements, as any man of discernment must, on the appropriate
occasions. An audience to bring news of war brewing in the Harnlands would not
be considered such an occasion, however." "And
for that reason, Dognut remains behind," she agreed, leaving the chieftain
searching helplessly for a diplomatic rejoinder. "But
the creature, young captain—" he finally managed, though the words seemed
to strangle in his throat. "Ah,
you mean Little Brother. He can cut a caper well enough in the cause of
spycraft, but he serves his emperor best as a courier, and I value his judgment
in matters of character." She
raised a brow in challenge, but Yesugei let it go with a shake of his head and
tried again, to make a more urgent point with her. "Have
you set no warrior at your prince's back?" "Master
Den watches Prince Llesho," she answered, as if it should be obvious. Master
Den took this as his cue to step up and loop his hand in the bridle of Llesho's
horse in the familiar way he had of walking at Llesho's side. "As always,
young prince." Not
always. He'd chosen to follow Shou in Durnhag. But he was here, now, and Shou
was still alive, which maybe the trickster had a hand in. The chieftain cast a
doubting glance at the washerman, the only one among them on foot. Something
passed between them, however, a whisper of laughter behind Den's bland
expression, that left the Harnish chieftain shaking his head. "And the
Lady Carina, friend of our own shaman, will make a welcome ninth," he
said, dismissing Little Brother from his count. "A proper number with
which to greet the khan." The
number of their party having met some sacred requirement in Yesugei's mind, he
led them onto the grassy avenue that had come into being during the night.
Young riders had gathered in their path, boasting and jostling as the chieftain
led them out. With his guard arrayed around him, Llesho's way remained clear until
one rider eluded his defenses and came too close, whistling and hooting
derision as he aimed his horse to cut Llesho from the herd. In a countermove
too fast and subtle for Llesho to catch, Master Den tipped the rider's foot
from its stirrup and dumped him to the ground. And in a move that everyone
could see, Little Brother leaped from the sling at Kaydu's back and landed on
the boy's chest, berating him with the high, chittering complaints of his
monkey kind. The
boy on his backside, taken down as it seemed by a monkey in an imperial
uniform, drew the laughter of I his Harnish companions, but the anger sparking
in his eyes could easily become a weapon in the hand. Llesho considered his
options, and dismissed them one by one. It would be just his luck to kill the
fool and discover he was some favored son of Yesugei or a relation of the Khan
himself. Instead, he set his chin at an arrogant angle and gave Yesugei an
ominous warning. "If your children want to yap at my warhorses, they'd
better be ready to get stepped on." A
condescending smile began on the chieftain's lips— the monkey, after all,
traveled in Llesho's company—but he quickly recognized the dead light of too
many battles glinting in Llesho's eyes. That's right. Don't mistake me for
the innocent child I have never been, Llesho thought. When he was certain
he had shaken Yesugei's complacency, he completed the warning. "Your
unblooded warriors are playing a game with wooden swords against men and women
who have come through fire and storm. We have stood in the rubble of Ahkenbad
and seen legends spring to life, and we come to you fresh from battle with your
Southern kinsmen. Our nerves are short and battle reflexes sometimes outrun
good sense. I don't want to start a war with your khan over a
misunderstanding." They
could not win against so many, but more than Llesho's troops would die in a
fight here. "My
pardon, Prince Llesho." Yesugei snapped a command at the young Harnish
riders, who answered the command
to order with some resistance. That challenge would have to be met, Llesho
knew. If he were to make an ally of the khan, they had to find a way of
settling warriorly precedence without killing anyone. In the meantime, however,
Kaydu collected Little Brother with an insulting sniff and older horsemen rode
to meet them, offering joking insults while they expertly herded the younger
men to the fringes. Harlol's Wastrels kept them there. The Tashek warriors held
to no formation but rode with fierce expressions, their hands on their sword
hilts in a familiar gesture of readiness even the Harnish-men knew better than
to cross. With
so many horsemen milling in the space between the ranks of mighty tents, the
avenue didn't seem so wide anymore, and Llesho was glad to see the youthful
riders fall to the rear of the cavalcade, away from trouble. "The
Lady Bortu sent us to welcome the child prince," the eldest among the
newcomers explained with just enough weight on the words to suggest that the
lady considered them all children. A
delicate sop to his pride, Llesho noted, while the elder statesmen taking their
places as his wardens assured that cool heads would rule. This lady had some
power in the Harnish tent city, then—at least until the Chimbai-Khan decided
his honor had been crossed. "This
child of war thanks her ladyship," he answered, and gave too much away in
the smile at this man who looked like a grandfather. The
man pressed his lips together, doubting. "This is the one?" Yesugei
raised a hand, open-palmed, with a shrug. "That remains for Chimbai-Khan
to discover." He sounded sure in spite of the words, and the old rider
shook his head. Llesho had the feeling he had ridden into the middle of an
argument that was about to sweep him up whether he wanted it to or not. The
tent of the Chimbai-Khan stood across the far end of the wide avenue, watching
them, it seemed, down the grassy cut through the center of the wandering city.
They rode in silence for longer than Llesho would have thought possible, while
tents rose up on either side of them and passed behind. "It's
bigger than Kungol," he muttered under his breath. He hadn't expected
anyone to notice, but of course Master Den heard everything. "Probably,"
Den agreed, and added, "The North is on the move." Chimbai-Khan
had not moved his city overnight to impress a deposed boy-prince or his small
band of followers. War between the clans meant opportunity for a khan as well
as bloodshed for his people. Llesho was quick to grasp what that might mean for
his cause. Absorbed in considering strategic outcomes of his coming meeting, he
scarcely noticed the white ger-tent at the end of the avenue growing larger in
his field of view until it had filled the horizon. They
had come to the farthest reach of the city, beyond the tents standing guard
over the alley. Yesugei halted at a broad grassy square where riders held races
on horseback in front of a ger-tent large enough, Llesho estimated, to hold
hundreds of people in council. It had looked as white as its companions from a
distance, but close up, Llesho realized that the thick felt of Chimbai-Khan's
ger-tent and its roof flap were covered in silver embroidery. The camp had been
arranged so that the rays of the Great Sun, rising, flashed and glittered
blind-ingly on the polished threads. "By
the Great Goddess, it's a palace," Llesho breathed. The
chieftain gave him an inscrutable look. "That's exactly what it is,"
he said. They picked their way slowly across the playing field to a small band
on horseback ranged across the entrance. "I
bring supplicants to beg the Chimbai-Khan's favor," the chieftain
announced. "Carina, friend to this ulus and beloved daughter of the healer
Mara, brings to the khan's tent , as prophesied by our shaman, along with his
brothers and servants." "Enter."
The centermost horseman of the small band of guards raised his hand in a
gesture of welcome, and the warriors parted, leaving a path open to the door. "Your
honor guard will receive welcome from the khan's warriors," Yesugei
assured Llesho, who gave a signal for his forces to stay where they were. He
dismounted, a sign for their party of nine to do likewise, and held out his
reins for a Tashek warrior, who took them, in the manner of their Harnish
hosts, without leaving the saddle. When the horses had been led a little apart,
Yesugei likewise dismounted and directed them through the tent flap that
covered the open door on the great khan's traveling palace. As
large as the ger-tent looked from the outside, it seemed even larger from the
inside. Following Yesugei they trod thick furs and dense carpets. Llesho caught
glimpses of tent walls hung with thick tapestries, with mirrors in elaborate
frames and sculptures in bronze and silver inlaid with coral and lapis.
Obscuring his view of the decorations were ranks of the Harnish nobles and
chieftains. The youngest among the nobles, the guardians of the khan in their
deep blue coats and cone-shaped hats, stood at attention with their backs
nearly touching the circular wall. Their hands never strayed to their swords or
to the short spears in the scabbards at their backs, a grave insult in the
greeting of friends, but they watched with fierce glares on their faces as the
khan's guests moved toward the firebox at the center of the tent. In
front of the khan's personal guardsmen, the nobles of middle age and greater
sat in an inner circle with one leg tucked under them and the other bent so
that the knee nearly touched their chins. Men and women together watched with
grave eyes beneath elaborate headdresses, their hands lost to sight inside
their long, brightly patterned sleeves. Centermost
of all, and closest to the fire, chieftains of the many diverse clans of the
Qubal people sat in uneasy alliance. These struck Llesho as the most
thoughtful, and the most wary, of the khan's retainers. As he passed through
their circle, Llesho felt eyes tracking his party, judging him by his demeanor.
He'd have to convince every one of them if he wanted the khan's help. It looked
like he had a lot of work to do there, and he figured it started now.
Stiffening his spine, he puffed out his chest and sharpened each step into a
challenge. Balar
noted his change in posture with a quick nervous glance, as if he'd suddenly
lost his mind, but Shokar followed his lead, only more impressively because of
his greater years and bulk. He didn't have to worry about the impression his
captains made. The three of them shadowed the princes like hunting cats; Kaydu
and Bixei with the forthright stalk of tigers, and Harlol, slinking with the
desert grace of a leopard. Master Den, like a mountain on legs, had dropped the
open simplicity of the washerman. His sly glance cut from side to side with the
narrow-eyed calculation of a butcher measuring a flock of sheep. Young warriors
on the fringes stirred uneasily. Though Master Den carried no weapons, Llesho
felt infinitely comforted to have him near. Carina,
however, reached up and smacked the trickster god hard on his shoulder.
"Bolghai is my teacher and a friend of my mother," she reminded him.
"Don't give him cause to report ill of me." He
hadn't seen Bolghai in the khan's tent yet, but Carina's chiding reminder
warned him of the shaman's presence. Master Den seemed not at all surprised at
her words, but summed her up with mischief in his eyes. "The lady shames
me," he said, and bowed to acknowledge the hit. "As
if I could!" Carina laughed at him, but Llesho was not feeling amused. "Have
I met even one person on this quest who is who they say they are?" he
grumbled under his breath. Carina
looked at him with surprise. "I am the daughter of my parents, both of
whom you know, and a healer in my own right, which you also know. I've had
teachers just like you have, and Bolghai the shaman is one of them. That makes
me a good healer, not a liar." Llesho
didn't know what to say to that. It was true enough, but he still felt
betrayed. "He's Harnish," he said, though he knew it would only make
her madder. It
did. With a disgusted "tsk" she shook her head at him and scampered
away, her shaman's garb giving her leave to act the part of the jerboa it
mimicked. "You
handled that well." Master
Den was laughing at him and Carina was mad at him. Could his life get any more
embarrassing? Apparently so, Llesho discovered. Just ahead, the khan sat anjid
the royal family on a raised platform, watching every shift in the Thebin
prince's expression from across the central firebox. A little older than
Shokar, perhaps, Chimbai-Khan held the same pose as his lords, his arms crossed
over his raised knee. He wore a full caftan of red-and-yellow brocade under a
dark blue sleeveless coat woven with intricate patterns in it: waves at the
hem, dragons floating at his knees, and clouds scudding to the waist. Diagonal
stripes banded his breast. His cone-shaped hat and the ornate scrollwork that edged
the fronts of the coat were heavy with gold threads. At
the right of the khan sat a woman of middle years dressed all in shades of
green as rich as the Khan's garb in spite of the simplicity of her color. A
towering headdress of silver foil covered in large beads of coral and turquoise
obscured all but her eyes with hanging jewels. At first glance, her smile
seemed to welcome them warmly. On closer inspection, Llesho trembled at the
ser-pentlike calculation in her hard dark eyes. She reminded him of the Lady
SienMa, not as a woman but as the white cobra he had seen in his dream. What
are you? he wondered. With a nervous shiver, he let his gaze pass on. On
the left side of the khan, both a little lower on the platform and a little
behind the royal pair, an old woman in equally gaudy attire watched Llesho. Her
probing examination seemed to peel his soul in strips, searching each layer for
his hidden truths. This must be Bortu, he thought. The one who called
him here, and by her age and her place on the dais, the khan's mother. Without
her goodwill he would fail with the khan, and he opened his soul for her to
read as deeply as she wanted. If she read him truly, she would find the
goodwill he held for her and for her son. As
if she heard his thoughts, the old woman spoke, not to Llesho but to Yesugei. "You
have brought strangers into the ulus of my son. Who are these foreigners, and
what do you intend about the danger that engages them in mutual pursuit?"
Her words made it clear that she knew who they were and why they had come. She
still demanded a formal introduction, however. Yesugei
knelt on the thick pelts at the foot of the royal platform and dropped his head
to his knees. When he had performed his obeisance, he lifted his head but did
not rise to his feet. Sinking back on his heels, his eyes on the mother of the
khan, he answered her command. "I bring you the healer Carina, who is a
friend to this ulus. With her travel four princes of the Cloud Country with
their servants and a small guard suited for the journey." The
chieftain had cleverly shifted the blame for the armed trespassers to a known
and welcome guest. Bortu nodded her appreciation of the tactic, giving
permission for Yesugei to introduce the unwelcome but foreseen visitors.
"Prince Shokar—" he waited until Shokar completed a deep bow, and
then went on, in descending order by age, "Prince Lluka, a younger prince
of the house of Thebin, and Balar, his brother, who have resided with the dream
readers of Ahkenbad since the fall of Kungol." Lluka
gave a tight incline of his head suitable for one of superior rank to give a
ruler of lesser station. Bortu narrowed her eyes, but the khan made no
immediate demand for a greater show of respect. Balar seemed unable to decide
which brother's example to follow until Llesho kicked him in the shin and
glared ominously at him. That was enough to decide Balar, who made his bow even
deeper than Shokar's. The khan gave a bland and welcoming smile that didn't
reach his eyes. "Prince
Llesho," Yesugei finished the formal introductions. Llesho bowed as deeply
as Balar, but no more so. He didn't want to look ridiculous, after all, and
bending any farther might land him on his head. Together, the princes and the
chieftain straightened and waited for an acknowledgment of the visitors. "Boy."
The khan addressed Llesho with an edge of icy condescension that brought his
chin up at an arrogant tilt he had never quite learned to control. Before
Llesho could speak, however, Lluka put himself between the combatants.
"Leave him alone." Chimbai-Khan
shifted his focus to Lluka, taking him in with a cold, distant gaze. "Who
is King of the Theb-ins?" he asked, but he wasn't talking to Lluka.
Everyone in the tent, including Llesho, could see that he didn't care at all
about the angry prince in front of him. Another
damned test, Llesho figured. All right, he'd give him the answer he was looking
for. "Kaydu," he said, and flicked a finger, barely, in the direction
of his brother. She
needed nothing else. With a move swift as a pouncing tiger, the first of his
captains stepped up behind Lluka and landed a chopping blow between his
shoulder and his neck. Lluka fell like a stone. Balar stared from one brother
to the other in horror, but said nothing. With vague distaste curling his lip,
Shokar looked down at his unconscious brother. He, too, spoke not a word, but
turned to Llesho a look of cool contemplation, as if he had witnessed something
strange that didn't exactly displease him. For
himself, Llesho gave the felled prince a brief glance just to make sure that he
would stay down until Llesho had finished what he had to do. With another
slight dip of his head, he signaled Kaydu to step back again. "I
am King of the Thebins." he said. "And I beg the assistance of the
khan in defeating the dreadful power that has seized the healer-prince, my
brother Adar." He didn't think this cold-eyed warrior cared much for the
lives of his guards, so he didn't mention Lling or Hmishi. "I
see." The khan saw entirely too much, and so did his entire court, it
seemed. None of the guardsmen had reached for a weapon or moved from their
places, but the nobles and chieftains began to stir at his pronouncement. At a
gesture from the khan, they rose in muttering groups and thoughtful pairs and
headed for the open door. Apparently he had performed according to plan. A
snicker drew Llesho's attention from the departing chieftains. Damn! At the
foot of the khan's raised platform, Bolghai slapped Dognut on the back with a
triumphant grin. Well, he'd thought he'd left the dwarf behind, just as Yesugei
had anticipated no entertainment. "A
day ends, a new day dawns in fire," the shaman said and picked up a silver
flute from among the instruments that the dwarf had laid out before him. Dognut
shook his head. "But at what cost?" he asked, and Llesho understood
the riddle to mean, "He'll do." "The
usual, if he truly is the one," the khan answered. Dognut didn't look
happy, but like the khan and Lady Bortu at his back, he watched the tent flap,
waiting for something. And
damn, again. The young rider Master Den had unhorsed burst in and strode down
the center of the tent as if he owned it. The
younger of the two women on the platform let her lips shape a forced smile.
"I see you have survived, my son," she said, and he gave her a
flourishing bow from the waist. "I
have, Lady Chaiujin." "And
will you not call me mother as I have re-
quested?"
she asked him, with a simper in her smile and a predatory gleam in her eye. The
young warrior bowed again. "As you will, Lady Mother." Addressing the
khan, he added, "I stand before you with all but my pride intact. That
hulking great servant of his put me in the dirt with a move I have never seen
but sorely wish to learn." "Sorely
indeed." The khan gave him a quick laugh, but grew serious again as
quickly. "He offered no threat or harm?" More
tests. If Llesho didn't need the khan's goodwill, or at least his free passage
through the northern grasslands, he would end these games right now. The khan's
thousands were an impassable obstacle against him, however, and an equally
valuable resource as allies. So he schooled his face to a bland coolness that
showed none of his feelings. "To
the contrary," the young prince of the Ham smothered a grin that made his
face a mirror of his father's. "The Thebin hides nothing—his eyes showed
every calculation as he considered his options and the consequences of acting
on any of them." "We
had noticed," Lady Bortu agreed, and Llesho winced. He thought he'd
been getting better at keeping his thoughts hidden. "The
servant is nothing of the sort, of course," the Har-nish prince continued.
"No thought came between the impulse and the action—he perceived me as an
annoyance but no great threat, lifted me by the scruff of my neck as if I were
a cub, and dumped me with no ceremony and less injury at the feet of my
companions. And this one—" he pointed at Kaydu, "—Attacked me with a
wicked creature who scolded me as if he were my own old Bortu. I am not sure
who deserves my vengeance more—the captain who carries this secret weapon, or
my saddle-mates, who will pay, I vow, for their laughter." His
father cuffed him affectionately on the side of his head. "I'm sure you
will devise properly horrible punish- ments
over your cups, and forget them again when your head clears," he said. "Mare's
milk lubricates the imagination," the young rider retorted, and flung
himself at his father's feet. "You
ought to see the monkey, Father," the boy continued with a jerk of his
shoulder to indicate the sling at Kaydu's back. "He's better than a
dancing bear!" That
wasn't exactly true. Llesho wasn't ready to share the story of his travels with
Lleck or the bear cub's death defending him, so he kept quiet on that point.
Kaydu was craning her neck to see over her shoulder, however, and she gave a
little shrug. "He's sleeping," she said. "Discipline is hard
work for a monkey. Perhaps later, when he is rested, Your Excellence." The
khan accepted this answer, though Llesho could see that the monkey was very
much awake. He crouched down in his sling, peering with nervous fixity over his
mistress' shoulder. His wide monkey eyes never left the khan's wife, who in her
turn, eyed her son with something like calculation. "Come,
Father, I've done my deed for the day, and I've seen a wonder before breakfast.
Don't you think it's time I had my reward?" The
khan responded to his son's plea with a clap of his hands, and an invitation:
"Princes, join us for breakfast— someone should wake the officious one—and
let your captains dine with my guards." "Hold
off a moment more, my father. This one—" the Harnish prince pointed at
Bixei, "—bears a name and a face out of the South." At
a gesture from the khan, Yesugei dropped a hand on Bixei's shoulder and pushed
him forward a step. Chimbai-Khan examined him from top to toe, as if he were a
horse he was deciding to buy. "Looks a bit like a Southerner," he
agree. "Tell us your name, boy." "Bixei,
Your Excellence," he repeated the honorific he had heard, and bowed as low
as the princes had to show his respect.
"And
where did you come by such a name?" the khan asked. "I
don't know, Your Excellence. I was born a slave in Farshore Province and sold
to Pearl Island for the arena. Until Master Markko started his war against
Llesho, I had never been outside of the two provinces, though Llesho has noted
a passing resemblance to his enemies in the South. For myself, however, I have
no knowledge of the grasslands and don't know how that could be." Bolghai
interrupted then with a shrill note from one of Dognut's whistles. Putting it
down again with a guilty start, he used the attention he had gained to suggest,
"He must be one of the lost tribe." "What
lost tribe?" Llesho asked, since a guardsman didn't have the right to
question a khan. "Ages
past, before the Shan Empire existed, the Harn wandered all the world, from the
Pearl Bay to the Manner Sea, to the foot of the Cloud Country itself."
Bolghai related the tale in the singsong voice of a lore-master. "During
the barbarian wars the Harn withdrew to the grasslands and left the Northern
clans of Shan to build their walled cities. Some tales say that a clan of
hunters settled between the mountains and the sea, that they remained in the
barbarian lands and survived as outcasts, cut off from their brothers and lost
to their own heritage. This boy may be one of them." "I
don't know," Bixei admitted, "Even slaves tell stories, but I never
heard any about lost clans of Harnishmen." "And
who," asked the khan, "set a boy from Farshore with a name out of the
grasslands to guard the princes of the Cloud Country, across thousands of pais
and several hands of adventures, to fetch up at my door?" "Not
princes, Your Excellence, but Prince Llesho only, if I may beg your
pardon," Bixei answered, while Llesho reminded himself to find out how far
a pais was compared to a li. "We found the brother-princes along the way.
The Lady SienMa formed a squad of guardsmen around Prince Llesho. I am one, and
Kaydu is our captain. Among the prisoners we hope to rescue are two of our
companions." "You
travel with the names of legends on your lips." The khan studied Bixei
with a troubled frown. "The lady of whom you speak would demand the safety
of your prince above all your party. She knows that the personal guards of a
great prince must gladly give their lives in defense of their charge." Bixei
hitched his shoulder in a little shrug. "Convincing me isn't the problem.
The witch-finder has Llesho's brother, Prince Adar, as well as the mates of his
cadre." "I
can see the difficulty," the khan agreed gravely, although Llesho felt he
was being mocked behind the solemn nod. "Very well. I can see that you
have earned your breakfast and then some with your tale. But take this with
you, that your face is your passport here. The Harn never turn away one of
their own." "Your
Excellence." Bixei studied the khan's face with a wonder that raised the
hackles on Llesho's neck. "Yes, Your Excellence." Bowing very deeply
again, he followed his companions to a place nearer the door to share breakfast
with the Harnish guards. Just breakfast, Llesho wanted to tell him. His
companions would have a home in Kungol; this stranger had no business trying to
lure a favored guardsman—his friend—away with the one thing Llesho couldn't
give him: people who wore faces that whispered of his own. The
Chimbai-Khan watched him thoughtfully, but said nothing when Llesho's chin came
up the way it always did when he felt embattled. Instead he turned to the guard
who had challenged them at the door. "I
have missed you by my side, brother. Come, and you, Prince Llesho, who would be
King of Thebin, sit by my side. My seers have kept me abreast of your journeys,
but I want to hear it from your own lips." The
guardsman bowed and did as he was told, curling in the Harnish style at his
brother's back. When he had settled,
and the princes of Thebin had likewise found places on the step below the royal
platform, the khan turned to a child carrying a tray with a single soup bowl
filled with thick, rich broth and fat grains of toasted millet. "Food,"
he said, and waited while his guardsman took the first sip. After sighing
contentedly and smacking his lips to express his satisfaction with the fare,
the man offered the bowl to the khan, who took it and drank. With that, more
children appeared with bowls of soup for all, and mutton fat pies to follow. Shokar
gave the khan's guardsman a thoughtful look, then, plucking a pie from Llesho's
fingers, took the first bite and chewed. "Good," he agreed on a
swallow, and returned the pie to his brother. In
his own court, where his cooks were both loyal and watched, tasting the king's
food had the value of ritual and courtesy. But in the camp of a potential enemy
Llesho wished that no one would risk themselves on his food. He was, as Master
Markko had often reminded him, an expert at handling poisons as his brother was
not. Shokar suffered no immediate harm, however, and Llesho took the second
bite with as much grace as he could manage. He couldn't rebuke his brother
without looking foolish in front of the khan, and it wouldn't do any good anyway.
Shokar would do whatever he thought necessary to protect him. "Second
son," the old woman said during a pause between bites of her own pie,
"our guests must wonder what we are." The
guardsman looked to Chimbai-Khan for permission to answer and, receiving it,
made a bow to each as he introduced them. "Bortu,
mother of our khan." He'd
guessed as much. The old woman measured Llesho with her stare and did not give
away her conclusions. "Chaiujin,
beloved second wife of the great Chimbai-Khan." "First
wife now," the woman dressed all in green reminded him with a tragic sigh.
She dropped her gaze in a polite display of respect for her guests, but not
before Llesho caught again the hard and empty stare like an echo of the white
cobra in his dreams. Not the Lady SienMa, he knew. But a whisper in the back of
his mind warned him, something very like. Was she the khan's creature? At her
correction the khan's mouth had tightened, as if a knife had opened a poorly healing
wound. If not his, then whose? The
guardsman had continued with his introductions, however. "Tayyichiut,
eldest son of the great khan," he announced. The
young warrior had been shoveling meat pies into his mouth with the steady
determination of one who had approached starvation too closely or, perhaps,
like a young man who had grown four inches in the night. He acknowledged the
introduction with a nod that lost much of its courtly manner when he stuck his
thumb in his mouth and sucked the meat juices from it. Cleaning his fingers
each in this way, the Harnish prince turned his lively eyes on Llesho.
"Everywhere in the camp they are saying you are on a quest to kill the
magician of the South." "We
go south." Llesho hesitated to say more about his plans, and was saved
from rudeness by the guardsman who sniffed to signal his displeasure at the
interruption. "Mergen,"
he said, with a hand at his breast to indicate himself, "beloved brother
to our khan, trusted general and most humble servant." The way he lounged
in his lord's presence, nibbling bits of broken pie from his plate, gave the
lie to the last. As
if to emphasize whatever Mergen's actions meant to say, the khan dropped a hand
on his brother's head and stroked it as he would a loyal hound. Llesho tried to
imagine stroking Shokar's hair in that way, and trembled at the thought. His
brother would drop him on his chin. Still, that must be part of the lesson, for
both the khan
and his brother were watching for his reaction. Not knowing what else to do, he
bowed his head over his upright knee and let his gaze wander to the Lady Bortu,
who demanded of Carina, "What have you learned of these men who would be
princes of the clouds?" "These
two, Princes Balar and Lluka, I know very little about, except that they
kidnapped their brother Llesho while abandoning their brother Adar to the
raiders." She glared at the brothers, each of whom met her accusation in
predictable fashion. "We
meant no harm." Balar had twisted his legs in a semblance of the Harnish
style, but could not work out how to bow politely in this position, and rolled
off the step in his attempt. Lluka sat in the Thebin style, legs crossed and
with the feet tucked into the crooks of his knees. He managed to express his
disdain even while he performed a perfect seated bow. The khan returned it with
a measured tilt of his head, but his lips fought to control a smile while he
waited for Balar to right himself. It seemed a perfect demonstration of their
dilemma, Llesho thought. The brother with the power to balance the universe
could not even keep to his own seat, while Lluka, the brother who should see
all futures, showed no understanding of his own actions. He sighed, wrapping
his arms easily around his knee in the Harnish manner learned on the Long March.
The memories worried at his composure, but his body didn't care about that. The
gesture, small as it was, drew Carina's eye to him. "As for Prince Llesho,
I have treated his wounds and traveled in his company from the imperial city to
the very borders of the Shan Empire, and yet I cannot say that I know him. It's
true what Bixei says, though. The magician makes war against him, and those who
stand between them die, or worse." Worse,
Llesho knew she meant, like the Emperor Shou. But the Long March had taught him
better than that. "The living can be healed, the dead must try
again," he
reminded her, and Carina dropped her eyes, acknowledging the rebuke. "But
is he ?" The khan had put aside the dregs of his breakfast, and he leaned
forward to study Llesho more closely, raising his hand for Carina to continue. Logically,
Llesho knew that the ruler of the gathered clans of the grasslands had no
intention of striking one of his guests down over breakfast. Logic didn't enter
into the automatic response to the hand of a Harnishman raised over his bent
body—he ducked his head in the Harnish mark of submission, the flinch as
automatic as the way he adjusted his weight to keep his balance. No one who
remained in the ger-tent of the khan could mistake the gesture; it seemed as if
those closest to him held their breath, the distress at their center working
its way out to the guardsmen in a ripple of reaction brought quickly under
control. There was an enemy here who needed defeating, only they couldn't tell
who it was or where they were supposed to strike. "I'm
impressed that you can sit so calmly among us, Prince Llesho." Llesho
straightened his neck, surprised by the gentle voice into meeting the khan's
eyes. He wished he hadn't. The pain in them reminded him of his father when
Lles-ho'd been sick or cut himself in weapons practice—as if he would take the
pain into himself rather than see his child suffer. But Llesho wasn't the
khan's child, his own father was dead at the hands of Harnish raiders, and he
didn't want this man's compassion. No, not at all, and he especially didn't
want to be caught with tears on his cheeks, which would happen at any moment— Chimbai-Khan
read all of that in his eyes and let his gaze drift away, cool again and as
remote as the mountains, but with his question unanswered. "And this
one?" he said, looking Shokar up and down. "I
like him," Carina gave her opinion with a shake of her
hair and a sly smile, shifting the mood among the guards who had responded to
their leader's distress with tense confusion. "He is the eldest of the
seven princes of Thebin." "But
not its king?" "I
have no gifts, Your Excellence." Shokar, who sat sideways with his legs
hanging down as if the step were a chair, twisted himself still further to give
the khan a bow. He didn't see the quick glance at the corner where Master Den
took his ease at Carina's side, with Bolghai the shaman and Dognut with his
flutes, but Llesho did. The four sat companionably together, as different as
people could be. But a common wisdom beyond race or sex or costume bound the
two shamanic healers. And something he could not name, beyond stature or the
color of their flesh, told him that Master Den and the dwarf shared more in
kind than a baggage cart on the march. He knew what Master Den was; now, he
began to wonder what Dognut was as well. "He
does, of course," Bolghai answered his khan, face wrinkled up like a stoat
sniffing the air. "Have gifts. Loyalty is but one of them; he serves his
master well." Llesho
bristled at the description of his brother. "Prince Shokar is servant to
no one, least of all to me." ' Mergen,
the brother of the khan, asked with a look for permission to speak and received
it in a glance. "The
brother of a king, or a khan, must be his most | loyal servant. To whom else
will lesser folk look for their j lessons in devotion?" He frowned his
disapproval at Lluka, the faithful brother of the khan to a brother he clearly
thought took too much upon himself. The
priests will show the way, Llesho would have suggested,
thinking of Kungol and the Temple of the Moon. Then he looked at Bolghai
hunkered in the corner with juice from the meat pie dribbling from the corner
of his mouth, and he changed his mind. Still, it troubled him to think of his
brothers serving him, not least because he wanted to be the one looking for
comfort, not giving it. He
found himself watching the khan's son, who met his gaze with a level one of his
own. "It's true," that look seemed to say, and Llesho wondered where
his brothers were. But mischief lurked in Tayyichiut's eyes. "We
are of an age," he noted, wiping a greasy hand on his backside. "Do
you play jidu?" "I
don't know that game," Llesho admitted. Wisely he did not add that his
Harnish captors did not teach slaves the games of their own children when they
took them to be sold at market. "You
know how to use that?" Tayyichiut pointed to the short spear at Llesho's
back. His tone had just enough doubt in it to prick at Llesho's already frayed
nerves. "Only
a fool caries a weapon he can't use." "Then
we'll see if you can ride." With a laugh, the khan's son snatched Llesho's
spear and ran, leaving his own behind in the rugs. Temper
flared. Llesho jumped to his feet to pursue him with fire in his eyes. "Gently,
young prince," the khan advised him levelly, but with a hard hand grasping
his shoulder. When the rage cleared from his vision, Llesho saw that the guards
who lined the ger-tent had every one of them drawn their swords. More
frightening, however, Master Den had moved between Llesho and the closest line
of attack, his muscles relaxed in the loose readiness that preceded violent
action. And Dognut had turned very pale. "It's
a game, not a killing match. Reclaim your weapon, but let there be no blood
shed here." Chimbai-Khan gave him a little shake and let him go.
"Here—" he held out Tayyichiut's abandoned spear. "In the game
you throw the weapon, and your opponent has to catch it. In that way, weapons
will be exchanged again—he never meant to keep it. But remember, the goal is to
catch the weapon in the hand, not in some vital organ." The
khan's reassuring smile faltered under the dismay of his visitors. "That
may not be possible," Llesho explained. "The weapon is cursed, and it
wants me dead." "It
can't be!" Slowly the realization leached the color from his face. Holding
out his son's less dangerous weapon, he repeated his exclamation, but this time
as an order. "It can't happen. Do what you must to stop it." Llesho
took the spear and weighed the heft of it in his hand. "I won't kill
him." It was in his mind to say, "He's just a boy," but he held
the words back. The
khan read it in his eyes anyway, and accepted the cost of his son's
impetuousness. "There can be no shame in saving the world, even at the
cost of a foolish boy's life." "You
can't save the world by killing children." Llesho was very clear on this.
He'd been there, seen it before, and had taken the measure of evil on the Long
March across these very grasslands. "All you do that way is exchange the
tyrant you fight for the one you've become." "I'm
not sure a king can survive such fine sentiments," the khan admitted,
"but I would not have your death on Harnish hands." There
was nothing to say to that. Llesho gave a tight nod of the head, as much of a
courtly leave-taking as he could manage, and wheeled on the ball of one foot to
find the guardsmen of the khan massed between him and the door. Where were his
captains? He didn't see any of them in the ger-tent. Master Den was watching,
not with the dismay that Llesho expected but as if he'd anticipated this very
thing and awaited an outcome long ordained. There would be no help from that
quarter. Once again Llesho was reminded of the danger in placing his faith in a
trickster god. "You
defy your khan?" he asked of the warriors who surrounded him, and balefuUy
stared through their leader until the man let his shoulders fall and parted a
narrow path between them. Neither side offered challenge, by weapon or word,
but Llesho felt their unhappy eyes on him until he stepped over the threshold.
Chapter Twenty-six
LESHO squinted in the light of
Great Sun, bright after the dim interior of the khan's ger-tent, but he didn't
see the Harnish prince. Nearby, his sturdy little warhorse pawed the beaten
grass in the care of Danel, one of Harlol's Wastrels. The khan's taller mount,
a roan with a bristly blond mane and elaborately decorated saddlecloths
dripping gold beneath the tall saddle, tugged impatiently at the reins held by
two grinning youths. This must seem like a joke to them, Llesho figured. He
might agree if so many lives didn't hang on the outcome of the prank. "Where
are my captains?" Llesho grabbed his own reins from the nervous Danel. His
one slim hope—to survive without killing Tayyichiut in the process—was looking
more remote by the minute. He didn't even know how to play the stupid game,
and— "There,
Prince Llesho." Danel gave a Tashek gesture, a tilt of his chin at the
playing field. Two hundred riders all Llesho's age or younger made up two long
columns shouting taunts and laughing curses at each other across the expanse of
churned turf that separated them. "Captain
Kaydu rides to warn the Harnish princeling of his danger," Danel reported,
"I don't think your other captains have considered their actions as
thoroughly as they might." That
was an understatement. Kaydu had found a mount and galloped toward the
contending columns as fast as her horse would go. Bixei and Harlol ran after
her on foot, gesturing as wildly as madmen at the riders. "Come
out, Prince of Clouds! Prove your mettle against real warriors!"
Tayyichiut seemed to take the advancing captains as a grand addition to his
prank. Brandishing Llesho's short spear, he laughed at the strange visitors and
set his own horse in motion, escaping among the assembled riders. Already
the first of the columns had turned and thundered away from their opponents,
who jeered at their flight. Lifting himself into his saddle, Llesho tried to
make sense of the fleeing youths, but a shake at the bridle under his hands
drew his attention from the playing field. Not Master Den, as he'd assumed from
his position, but Mergen. The khan's brother had come up beside him; worry
carved his face, but no blame for bringing so deadly a threat into the home of
the khan. The man hadn't come out to kill him then, in defense of his impetuous
nephew. "Note
the markers on the field," Mergen instructed him in quick, clipped
sentences, pointing out first one, then another of the three yellow stakes that
had been pounded into the dusty ground. "The first marks the starting
line. When the fleeing column reaches the second stake, the pursuit column
takes chase. At the third stake, the fleeing column turns and the pursuit
column throws its short spears at them. "It's
a contest of skill played in pairs. Each rider has but a single opponent, his teammate,
so you needn't concern yourself with anyone but Prince Tayyichiut. The goal is
to find the hand of your partner, who plucks the spear out of the air before it
can overshoot its mark. It's a game, remember, not war. The teams practice
their throws and catches for months before joining the game in earnest. You
won't have the advantage of long practice to help you, but Tayy is skilled at
hitting—or not hitting—his target. He'll aim at your hand, not your
heart." Llesho
wouldn't have to defend against a flurry, then. But the spear had its own sense
of direction. It would find his heart if he let it. "It
is a mark of humiliation if a player lets his partner's spear overshoot him
without making the catch," Mergen gave him a meaningful look, though
Llesho wasn't sure what he was supposed to make of that bit of information.
"He must dismount and retrieve the spear, taking the team out of the game
and suffering the insults of his friends." Ah.
A way out. Llesho got the message. How many times had Bixei dumped him on his
backside in hand-to-hand training? He could do humiliation. Easy, if the spear
gave him the chance. "Some
foolish youths put their bodies in the way of the spear rather than lose their
seat," Mergen cautioned, "I can trust the prince of the Cloud Country
not to be foolish?" Master
Den would doubtless have had words to say about Llesho and foolishness if he'd
been a part of the conversation. Fortunately, he wasn't. And on this point,
Llesho didn't have any doubts. "I
would guess that even a Harnish youth would only try that once," Llesho
answered, and casually nudged his coats aside to show the scar where an arrow
had embedded itself in his breast. Mergen's suggestion—to miss the catch and
trade his pride for the safety of all—made much more sense. It
wouldn't be that easy, of course. Mergen didn't take into consideration the
spear's own desire for his death. The khan's brother nodded acceptance of the
tacit agreement between them, however, a little pride for a little peace. "It's
a teaching game," Mergen explained, "None who have been blooded in
battle play." Llesho's
heart turned over. They really were just boys. The
game trained them for war, but he didn't want to be the one to put that
training into action. "I have seen an ocean of blood, and will swim in it
up to my eyes again before I am done. But I won't add any more to it over a
joke." It
was a warning of some sort, but a promise as well. Kaydu would be bound by his
promise not to start a war if the spear killed him. He refused to think about
the ache that pulled at old wounds as he gave himself up to the possibility of
death, nor would he wonder at the pain quickly suppressed in Mergen's eyes. Chimbai-Khan
had reached his mount and watched from the saddle while his brother negotiated
for the life of his son. Glimpsing the impassively controlled features, Llesho
felt a surge of rage so overpowering that it nearly took him from his horse. A
Harnishman had killed his father, his mother, his sister, and he wanted this
man to suffer as he had suffered, to feel the loss of love and security that
he'd lost when just a child. But he wasn't a child anymore. Hurting the khan
would serve no useful purpose and cause more deaths down a path as dark as any
Llesho had yet ridden. So he gave a quick nod to seal his unspoken oath and
heeled his horse to a gallop in pursuit of the spear that had been the bane of
his life since the Lady SienMa had put it in his hand. The
open ground fell behind with the drumming of his horse's hooves. Llesho passed
Bixei and Harlol, who had shifted course and now ran back along the great
avenue toward the cook tent where his soldiers watched the contest, unaware of
the danger the Harnish prince had set in motion. Kaydu had been forced into the
line of riders when the column had turned and couldn't reach him. So Llesho did
the only thing he could. Letting go a high, ululating battle cry, he flung his
steed into the ranks of the fleeing column, standing high over his stirrups as
the Harnish riders did. Through
the dust and the galloping bodies and the flash of sunlight on the sharp metal
blades of upraised spears, Tayyichiut saw him and joined the pursuit,
brandishing the short spear high over his head. Kaydu was among the pursuers
now, and she pulled out of the column, cutting behind the charging horses and
pressing her fine gray steed to bring her close to the prince. She was going to
try and bump the boy's horse, Llesho saw; if she could unseat him, she could
disarm him, no question. Catching
him was going to be impossible, though. The start peg was there, in front of
him; Llesho's column turned to meet the pursuit. Laughing, Tayyichiut raised up
in his stirrups, and Llesho braced himself to follow Mergen's advice. Just let
the spear fly past and take himself out of the contest. It would teach the
Harnish prince a lesson if he had to hunt for the weapon in the grass with the
less skilled of the Harnish boys. Give the warriors-in-training a joke to tell
about the king of Thebin for the rest of their warring lives. It would be worth
it to get them all out of here alive. But
the spear had other plans. He could feel its malevolence reaching for him
across the wide playing field. It would kill him, turn the innocent prince into
a murderer, and in spite of all his protests to the contrary, would start a
battle on this field that would very likely wipe out the royal house of Thebin. He
couldn't let that happen, so Llesho turned with the rest and steadied his knees
against the back of his horse. All along the advancing column, young warriors
threw to the hand of their carefully schooled opponents, who caught or missed
the catch as their skill and familiarity dictated. As
Tayyichiut took aim, however, the short spear seemed to come alive in his hand.
Liquid fire ran the length of it like lightning caught in his palm. Something
terrible twisted his face into a mask of hate and hunger. Llesho remembered the
sick longing for murder that lay behind the snarl and the fiery eyes; he'd felt
it himself, had
fought it and the spear for control in a way that the young warrior was only
just beginning to comprehend. With a terrible scream like the vaults of hell
screeching open, Tayyichiut let fly the short spear on its deadly course,
straight for Llesho's heart. He knew it, felt the weapon looking for him in the
chaos of the game. Control.
It was all about control. "Come to me," Llesho murmured soothingly.
"And be still." The
sound of the contest faded from his hearing in a frozen, eternal moment. Then
he opened his hand, stretched out his arm, and reached with his soul to take
the weapon back as it hissed through the air, seeking his heart. —And
snap, he wrapped his fingers around the shaft and held on tight as the spear
pulled him up, out of his saddle and into the tumult of a mock battle gone
horribly wrong. Falling, rolling to absorb the shock of the fall on one
shoulder, he used all the force of his tumbling momentum to plunge the head of
the spear deep into the matted grass and deeper, into the loamy earth beneath.
And then there was nothing he could do but flatten himself in the grass with
his free hand covering his head while the ground shook and horses reared and
threw their riders, running in all directions. Fire
spat from the wounded earth like firecrackers going off. Or like a spoiled and
dangerous child in a fit of temper. Llesho was sick and tired of carting around
an ill-tempered weapon so set on his death that he could trust it neither at
his back nor out of his hands. He'd had enough of the whole stupid curse. "You're
mine." And he staggered to his feet. "You
go where you're aimed." And he set both hands on the shaft. "You
don't get a say." And he drew the blade out of the earth. It gleamed
dully, pale sparks fading all along its length. "And
you—" Prince
Tayyichiut had dismounted, whether in the usual way or thrown from his horse
when the earth moved, Llesho couldn't tell. Either way, he was trembling on his
knees, pale as the mane on his father's horse. His arms curled around his
belly, he tucked his hands up in their crooks as if it were midwinter instead
of late summer. "I
saw things," he said, with loathing in his voice. "It made me
feel—I hated you. I tried to kill you." Llesho
wondered if he'd ever felt that bewildered innocence. Master Jaks would have
said so, he figured, and Master Den probably thought he wasn't much better even
yet. With a sigh that was part exasperation with Tayyichiut and part surrender
to the truth that he wasn't more than a turning of a season or two from where
the Harnish prince now sat, he dragged himself to his feet. Some lessons were
best learned all the way— Willing
the short spear to spark just a little to make his point, Llesho glowered at
the horrified boy. "Don't ever touch another man's weapons without an
invitation. You don't know what magics he may carry, or what grudges
those magics may hold. You're lucky the damned thing didn't kill us both." "I
know, lord prince." Tayyichiut bowed his head, still uncertain of his
composure. He was young, though, and more resilient than Llesho could remember
being. After a moment more he lifted his head, already recovered sufficiently
to let out the reins on his curiosity. "What
manner of weapon is that?" Llesho
considered his answer while he willed the fire of the blade to dim. The last
blade to come to stormy life in his hands like that had been drawn from the
stores at the governor's palace at Farshore Province, when he'd fought Master
Markko in a rage that had overpowered wisdom and fear both. He had to wonder if
the hatred lived in the blade or in the lives of the soul that breathed within
him. "It's
just a spear," he said at last. "The magic is always in
ourselves."
Tayyichiut
didn't understand, but that was just as well. He allowed his attention to drift
to the circle of people who surrounded them. Kaydu and Bixei and Harlol, each
looking guilty for not having stopped either of the princes. Half a dozen
Harnish youths as shaken as Tayyichiut. Llesho's brothers, their horror still
pressed into the clay of their faces, mostly for what might have happened but
some for what Llesho had revealed of himself in the contest. The khan, eyes
dark with the knowledge of disaster averted by a hair's breadth, bowed his head
in gratitude while his brother Mergen studied Llesho with sharp, fierce
curiosity so like his nephew's that for a moment—but such a thought dishonored
him and he quickly set it aside before facing the mother of the Harnish prince. "Thank
you for sparing the life of my child." She bowed deeply with all show of submission.
Her eyes were cold as agates in a face as still as death and Llesho wondered if
she had hoped for a different outcome, and why. The
boy's grandmother said nothing. She alone seemed unsurprised, save the god and
healers who stood a little apart, watching with varying degrees of satisfaction
in their smiles. "I
told you he'd do," Dognut reminded the company with a smug sniff. Out of a
flat pocket that would seem to have had no room for it, he drew a pipe shaped
like a sweet potato and played a riff of notes on it. Carina's smile seemed to
agree, though Master Den reserved his opinion, waiting, it seemed, for
something more to happen. Sorry to disappoint, Llesho thought, but I
am all out of tricks today. "Well,"
Bolghai announced, "I think we can begin now. I'll need him for four
days." That
bore thought for a variety of reasons. Why had the shaman given up speaking in
riddles? But, of course, he hadn't. While his remarks seemed straightforward on
the surface, they left only questions in his mind: Begin what? Four days for
what? "We
don't have four days to spare," Llesho objected, just as Master Den
answered, "Yes," with a slow inclination of his head. He seemed to be
thinking hard. Not uncertain of Bolghai, rather he calculated the consequences
of their actions like so many points on a line. "But only four. The boy is
right. We're running out of time." Bolghai
took his arm to lead him away, but Lluka stopped them with a sneer: "And
so the fate of Thebin will be decided?" Lluka snarled, "You trust a
trickster and his Harnish madman above your own brothers?" "Enough,"
Llesho interrupted before Lluka could say more, cutting off the insult with a
sharp gesture. He'd almost forgotten that he held the damned spear in his free
hand until his brother's eyes widened in what looked like fear. More than boys
were parading their foolishness today. Perhaps he could make use of that fear
to make his point. . . . Slitting
his eyes, Llesho willed the short spear to life. Unearthly fire gleamed in
sullen menace under his hand. "We need to make new alliances here, not
break the ones we already have." Torn
between his fear and his objections, Lluka said nothing. Llesho turned away,
letting the arcs of light dim and go out as they flickered the length of the
short spear. "Good,"
Bolghai approved with a mysterious smile. "Now we find out who you
are." Llesho
would have told him that he already knew that, that he had ever since Minister
Lleck had appeared to him as a ghost at the bottom of Pearl Bay, but that
wasn't what the shaman meant. He knew a little more about what he could do, but
he didn't think Bolghai meant that either. Riddles and more riddles. The
shaman's smile promised he'd find out soon, however. The
spear dulled to its usual appearance; no sign of its magical properties
remained to warn the unwary of its danger. Absently wiping dirt from its flat
blade on the skirts of his coat, Llesho followed the shaman off the playing
field.
Chapter Twenty-seven
WHERE are we going?" Llesho
asked. "This
way," Bolghai answered uninformatively. The
deadly game of jidu had ended as the sun reached its zenith, with no lives lost
though Lluka had made it a near thing. Llesho was hungry even before the shaman
had taken him by the arm and led him away from the tent city of the khan. He
was used to coping with privations during battles, but only Shou, he decided,
could equal the Harn for turning diplomacy into survival training. At
least Bolghai had abandoned the annoying habit of speaking only in formulaic
riddles. "Clients seek out a shaman for the healing lore," he
explained with a shrug, "but they pay for the mystery." That
made a certain amount of sense, but Llesho didn't understand the shaman any
better in plain Shan-nish than he did in riddles. When speaking with Llesho,
the shaman included more words of Harnish than the khan or his court had done,
which didn't make understanding him any easier. Gradually, however, Llesho
began to get a sense of meaning as a rhythm rather than as a logical
explanation. Bolghai
had led him around the khan's great palace of a ger-tent, where the wagons
began, ranged in a wide circle around the huge tent city. Long ropes joined the
wagons together and served as a tethering place for the beasts that had taken
injuries in the chaos of the game. The young Harnish warriors in training
picked their way among them, looking for food for their animals and caring for
their wounds. The camp was so vast, however, and the wagons so numerous, that
the young combatants seemed hardly to trouble the sense of abandonment that
ruled beyond the tents. When
they had passed outside the ring of wagons, Llesho saw why the khan had chosen
this place for their meeting. "The
Onga," Bolghai said, addressing his comment to the river that flowed
nearby. The ground was flat and dry almost to its bank on the side of the camp,
but across the river a broken landscape began. A forest of trees slim as wands
grew between tumbled boulders and out of the cracks in the rocks themselves. "How
do we get across?" Llesho asked. "We
fly," the shaman answered him, and smiled when Llesho's eyebrows pulled up
in disbelief. "In the meantime, we'll walk on this side for a while, and
begin your lessons when you are ready. "Master
Den said you only have four days." "The
question you have to ask yourself is, 'What does "four days" mean to
a trickster god?'" "He
wouldn't hurt me." Bolghai
cast him a pitying glance. "The sad thing is you actually believe that.
You've already been hurt in countless ways, large and small, since you met
him." "That's
Markko's fault. If it weren't for Master Den, I'd be dead now, or insane." The
shaman gave him another one of those looks, as if he was missing the obvious,
but made no comment. Llesho stumbled on, his mind leaving questions of politics
for the concerns of his stomach as day faded into dusk. Han and Chen, the
brother moons, chased Great Sun out of the sky in the nightly ritual that
painted red and purple on the horizon, and still they had not stopped to eat or
drink. Then suddenly, out of the silence, sullen on Llesho's part, Bolghai
spoke up. "Come
inside for some tea, then we can begin." "Are
you reading my mind?" Llesho asked suspiciously. "Not
your mind, no. Your stomach, maybe." On
cue, his stomach growled angrily. No point in denying that he'd eat a whole
sheep, on the hoof, given the chance. He could see no tent or other habitation
on the increasingly rocky and scrub-infested landscape, however. It made him
wonder how sane he actually was, to follow a Harnish madman into the
wilderness, until he stumbled over the umbrella roof of a Harnish tent sitting
close to the ground. Shaking his head as if despairing of his new pupil,
Bolghai circled the tent roof and gave a tug on the rope that lifted the felt
covering from the fire hole. Then he disappeared. "Where—?" There.
As he traced the footsteps of the shaman, Llesho saw the path cutting down into
the earth like a burrow. He followed it to a door covered in a tent flap, and
went in. Inside,
the fire hole at the center of the roof let in the last light of day, sparkling
in a lazy dance of dust motes. The burrow seemed to have the same construction
as the great ger-tent of the khan, but was a tiny fraction of its size and sunk
into the earth. Felt batting wrapped the lattice of crossed branches that
framed the sunken tent and gave some protection against the damp ground. Around
the firebox were the skins of small animals sewn together to make soft rugs.
Richly furred pelts of stoats hung on the lattice walls between the rattles and
drums and an instrument that looked like a fiddle. From the frame of the roof
hung bunches of herbs and an assortment of brooms, and on the one narrow chest
at the back of the tiny burrow were heaped the skulls of rodents and other
small creatures of the plains. Not all the skulls were entirely cleaned of
flesh, and the buried tent smelled of their rot. Although he didn't fear the
shaman, exactly, the decorations of his house made Llesho shiver. He didn't
touch any of them on purpose, but in passing bumped into a broom made of sticks
bound to a long polished handle that hung from the roof. Bolghai
noted the small accident with lively interest. "Come, have tea." he
said, and swept half the tiny skulls onto the floor to make room on the chest
for two cracked cups. From a kettle that sat warming on the banked fire he
poured the tea, and then added salt and a tiny pat of butter to each.
"Fortify yourself. You have much to learn before you sleep." "I'm
ready to sleep now," Llesho admitted, falling gracelessly to sit by the
fire. He didn't like the shaman's smile at all. "No
sleep today, young king, or tomorrow either." Bolghai handed him a cup,
and drank from his own. "We have four days to find your spirit and teach
it to dance. So drink up—the faster begun, the faster done." The
tea tasted like old underwear. He grimaced but finished as good manners
dictated. "My spirit is much happier on a full stomach and a night's
sleep," Llesho protested, but his plight brought him no sympathy. "If
you give it comforts and demand nothing in return, your spirit will have no
reason to reveal itself. We must call it forth instead with dancing, and
command it to reveal itself before we give it food or rest. Are you done?" Llesho
handed him the cup. Given the tea, he was pretty sure he didn't want to share
the shaman's supper. The confined burrow was already making him nervous. The
damp ached in the scars of his old wounds reminding him of the dangers of
consorting with magicians. "What
do I have to do to get out of here?" he asked, meaning more than the
buried tent. Bolghai
gave him a little shrug and handed him the broom he had bumped on entering the
burrow. "Cross the river. Then we'll see." There
were no boats, of course. Llesho could swim like a sea-dragon, and he could
probably hold his breath long enough to walk across the bottom if he had to.
Against the swiftly flowing current that rippled down the center of the stream,
however, even the skills he had learned as a pearl diver didn't give him a
chance. With a put-upon sigh, he went outside to sweep the path in front of the
shaman's burrow. "One
thing I'm sure of already," he muttered to himself. "My spirit
doesn't live in a hole in the ground." What
are you doing!" Bolghai followed him outside, still brushing the crumbs of
some hasty supper from his mustaches. "I'm
sweeping. If you want me to do something else with a broom, you'll have to be
more specific!" Llesho stopped, leaning on the broom handle, and glared at
the shaman who glared back at him, one hand carrying the fiddle and the other
planted on his hip. "It's
your partner! You were supposed to get to know each other!" Bolghai
took the broom out of his hands and flipped it around, so that the twigs were
on top, and the handle pointed at the ground. This
was one madness too many. Llesho dug in his heels and refused to budge. "I
trusted you!" he yelled in frustration, "I left my brothers and my
guards and I followed you until my feet were ready to fall off. I drank your
tea even though it smelled like you'd been doing your washing in it, if you
ever do washing, which I doubt, since your burrow smells like a slit
trench in the rain. I have tried to be patient and polite until my teeth hurt
from clamping my mouth shut. But I will . . . not . . . get to know a
broom!" Bolghai
blinked at him for a moment, as if absorbing the complaints of his student,
then he held out the broom. "Out here, where the grass is sweet," he
instructed, and walked away from the burrow. "Did
you listen to a word I said! I am not going to dance with a broom!" "ChiChu
said that you were stubborn," the shaman noted, which confirmed that he
knew more about their party than they'd told him, at least in Llesho's hearing.
But the shaman relented a little, enough to give a word of explanation.
"Of all the sacred objects in my burrow, only this broom called to your
spirit. That means you must be connected to it in some way. How, we will find
out. But not until you dance." "It
didn't call me. I bumped into it. A clumsy accident." "You're
not a clumsy boy." Bolghai waited, one eyebrow cocked. "This
is humiliating," Llesho grumbled. The whole day from start to finish had
been one embarrassment after another. "Can you at least tell me why you
want me to dance at all, let alone with a broom?" "Many
of your companions—your brothers Lluka and Balar, Carina, whose word I trust,
ChiChu and Bright Morning—believe you to be . So far, however, your dreams come
and go as they choose. You don't control them; they control you." The
Dinha had said much the same, but the one thing he had learned good and solid
during this quest was never to trust a simple answer. "What does that
mean?" "We
don't know yet. There have been prophecies known to the shaman of the
grasslands and the spirit guides of many distant lands and neighbors. But they
say even less than prophecies usually do." Bolghai bared his teeth in a
gesture that owed more to the warning snarl of the stoat than to a human smile.
"All we know for certain is thatwill stand between heaven and earth and
the Great Dark. And the Great Dark is coming soon."
Llesho
didn't like the sound of that. It occurred to him, as it doubtless was meant to
do, that this Great Dark sounded a lot like the absence of a future that his
brothers described as the loss of the powers granted them by the goddess. "Lluka
and Balar say their gifts have deserted them." "Or
maybe they haven't," Bolghai agreed. If
Master Den thought that learning to dance with a broom could somehow hold back
the end of the world, he would have to try. But not before he made a last
effort at understanding what he was at the center of. "So,
if I dance with the broom, it will call forth my spirit, which will learn to
fly. In my dreams?" Bolghai
nodded. "This
is all to teach me to control my dreams, so that I can hold back the Great Dark
and keep the end of the world from happening." "More
or less. You won't have to save the world alone." Bolghai half suppressed
a smile, and Llesho had to admit the idea sounded absurd to him as well.
"The dream readers of Ahkenbad would have taught you how to dream travel
at rest, but their methods are too passive for a young man on a quest to save
the world. For the battle ahead, you will need to control your travels while
awake." Llesho
had enough trouble with dreams while he was sleeping. He didn't want them to
infest his waking world as well. If he learned to control them, maybe that
wouldn't happen. It struck him that coincidence was the comfort of the
mindless, however, when he asked, "How would I have learned all this if
Master Markko had gone in a different direction and we hadn't followed him into
the grasslands?" "You
carry the answer to your riddle in your own party. There was never a doubt of
the magician's direction." Bixei.
He'd noticed the first time he'd seen them to- gether—not
father and son, maybe not even clan relations. If Bixei was Harnish, though, so
was Markko. "Goddess,"
Llesho breathed. "He's come home to lead the assault on heaven." It
had been bad enough when he'd thought all Master Markko wanted was the Shan
Empire. And he was in deep trouble if he could say that with an
"only" in front of it. "Seems
likely," Bolghai agreed. "But first he must take the grasslands.
Shall we dance?" Chimbai-Khan
must have known Master Markko's intentions all along, and would have fought him
with or without Llesho's tiny band. He'd been prepared to lose his son for the
shaman's prophecies and, as much as Master Den, he'd been responsible for
sending him out to learn what Bolghai had to teach him. When he added it all
up, Llesho didn't see that he had much choice. He took the broom. "What
do I have to do?" "Just
dance." The
shaman started to play on his fiddle, choosing an old folk tune from Llesho's
childhood in Kungol. On the feast day of the goddess, his father and his mother
had led a thousand dancers in the wide public square that lay between the
Palace of the Sun and the Temple of the Moon. The king and queen had worn wide
pantaloons in the peasant style, but of a cloth that shimmered when they moved,
with coats narrow to the waist and split from ankle to hip on both sides. His
mother had worn ribbons fluttering from her formal headdress and on her
shoulders, and his father had carried a three-tiered umbrella with which to
shade his partner when they came together in the dance. Though
he hadn't danced since the raiders had come, Llesho saw the steps from that
long ago festival in his mind, and he followed them—step, twirl, half turn,
step, step—over the sweet grass. The broom came to his hand as a partner, and
he bowed and swept it along with him through
the night, imagining the twigs were hair, and the handle a slender waist. Bolghai
changed the tune, and he danced faster, though weariness dragged at him. His
feet ached like two huge bruises at the end of his legs, which knotted up with
cramps in the calf muscles and his thighs. His breath grew short and his mind
grew distant, but still he danced. Looking toward the sound of the music, he
saw that Bolghai danced as he played, leaping, and darting here and there with
the quick movements of the stoat at play. Llesho struggled to keep pace, but
the dance, which fit the shaman as hand comes to hand, so entangled him that
Llesho wondered how he managed to trip himself so frequently with just two
legs. "Not
a small creature, then," Bolghai muttered, and changed the tune to one
more stately, like a camel or a horse. Llesho
moved, experimenting with the rhythm, his feet leaving bloody prints behind him
as he picked carefully over the ground he had broken with his dancing through
the night. In spite of the exhaustion that wept in his bones for rest, Llesho's
heart beat more rapidly with anticipation, as if it waited only for the magic
of the perfect song to take flight. And then the tune shifted again, and the
world seemed to vanish, leaving him alone in a place of such profound stillness
that he would have cried out for the peace of it. The pain was gone: he felt
lighter, springier, as if mind as well as muscle had broken free of the
restraints that living placed on them. And in that painless place, he leaped
and curvetted, tossing his head against the unaccustomed weight at his brow. Shocked,
Llesho froze and sniffed cautiously at the night. The music was suddenly full
of tones he hadn't heard before. He lost the sense of it, couldn't make out the
tune or the rhythm with the distraction of air grown rich with strange new
smells pungent with the tang of hidden memories. Great Moon seemed to cast a
brighter light about her of a sudden, while all the things awash in her glow
had grown soft and vague in their outlines. When he opened his mouth to call Bolghai,
only the high call of an animal escaped his throat. "Easy,
child." Bolghai
stopped his playing and approached with cautious steps, but the movement
startled Llesho. He ran for the river and freedom on the other side. Up,
up, he flew. The river was beneath him, but he did not fall, sailing across on
the bounding leap of four strong legs that seemed to have discovered the skill
of running on air. When he landed, he dashed away into the forest. Branches hit
him as he passed and he changed his course as they struck him, plunging deeper
into the wood, until he had no sense of where he was or where he was going,
except away from a threat that . . . was no threat at all, but the shaman. Somehow,
it had worked. As the false dawn filtered through the trees, Llesho realized
that he had left his humanity on the far shore of the river and become a
creature of the forest. Its king, the roebuck. He stood, his head held high
under the many-pointed antlers he now sported, and waited for the shaman to
find him. It
didn't take long. A rustle in the carpet of fallen leaves warned him of the
approaching stoat, and Bolghai was there, shaking the water off his thick fur
with a series of huffing sneezes. He blinked his eyes and his outline grew hazy
and expanded until he stood in front of Llesho in his man-shape again. His
clothes, with their totems of his animal spirit hanging from his neck, were
damp from his swim across the river in stoat-form, but he showed no other signs
of his transformation. The
clothes were a good sign. If he could figure out how to change back to himself
the way Bolghai had, Llesho figured he wouldn't do it naked, which would have
just about capped the most humiliating week of his life. Only, he couldn't do
it. "Don't
panic," Bolghai soothed. Too
late. Llesho shied away when the shaman reached to touch his shoulder. He
waited, trembling, just out of the shaman's reach and ready to flee. Animal
sense, he fought to control it. "Think
of something you keep on you all the time, that you can use to anchor yourself
when you spirit travel." His
Thebin knife—but he had no waist to hang it from. The pearls, three in a pouch
that hung by a cord around his neck, and a fourth, Pig, who hung from a silver
chain. Weight settled around his long and slender neck, and he skittered, the
animal part of him trying to escape it while the human part tried to wrap a
hand he didn't have around the heavy pearls. And
then he did have a hand. His neck shortened and his head felt lighter as the
antlers faded. Suddenly his balance was all wrong and Llesho tumbled forward
into the leaves that had massed among the trees where he had sheltered as the
roebuck. "Very
good." Bolghai grinned down at him. "Now we can begin." "With
a nap?" he asked hopefully. False dawn tinted the sky with gray shadows.
Llesho was so tired that he shook with wave after wave of fine tremors—he
hadn't even made it to his feet yet. "There
will be plenty of time for sleep when you've learned to control your dream
travel." Bolghai
offered him a hand up. He took it, and brushed the leaves off his clothes with
distaste. From head to toe he wore the dirt of the night of mad dancing and the
day's game of jidu. "Do
I have time to wash my face in the river?" "And
defile the Onga?" The shaman sniffed with distaste. "If you learn
your lessons well, I'll let you draw a cup from the river to use as you
please," he said. Llesho
had the feeling that he'd have a choice of washing in it or drinking it, but he
wouldn't get water for both. He sighed, thinking back with fondness to the one
thing that Pearl Bay had offered in abundance: water. But
Bolghai's words reminded him that they were now on the wrong side of the Onga. "How
do we get back across the river?" he asked. Bolghai
gave a little shrug, as if to say it was a minor thing. "When you control
your dream travels, you may go anywhere, and return anywhere. If you want to be
on the other side of the river, you will just go." Exhaustion
was making him giddy and almost as light as the air. In that state, the shaman
almost made sense. "Then
I suppose we should begin," he agreed with a careless wave of a hand that
didn't feel a part of him. He followed the arm it was on back to his shoulder
to be sure it was his own. "Good
boy." Bolghai had left the fiddle on the other side of the Onga, but he
shifted the collar of stoat pelts at his throat to reveal a loose wooden ring,
which he lifted over his head. Set in carved niches at regular intervals around
the ring were little cymbals, and hanging from the front were little bells.
When he shook it, a sound like temple bells rang out in the forest. "If
you want to travel in the material world, and you have no camel, what do you
do?" Riddles
again. This one was simple enough though. "I walk." Bolghai
began to walk in a tight circle. "And if you want to arrive at your
destination more swiftly?" "I
run." Bolghai
nodded and beat the rim of the wooden ring against his palm in a rhythmic
tempo. "How soon do you want to reach your dream goal?" "Now.
But it's almost daylight—" "Run,
then, before Great Sun rises." Bolghai laughed. He kept to the path of his
tight circle, but now he was running faster, pumping his arms in the air so
that his wooden ring jingled with the beat of his step. Llesho
figured that was a riddle, too, and meant that he could travel not only across
distance, but in time as well.
He followed the shaman's lead. Though he had no instrument to keep his time, he
found that the pearls at his throat beat the rhythm against his breast until it
absorbed his mind and his feet and his arms, which he raised and lowered in the
way of the shaman. As he ran, he considered where he wanted to go, and what he
wanted to see, and how he was going to find it. Adar, of course, and Hmishi and
Lling, but he shied away from there. Better to practice with a safer journey
first, make sure he could find his way back before jumping into the fire. When
he thought of safety, Shokar's face rose up in his mind to meet him. Llesho
followed his brother back to his dreams in the tent city of the khan. Shokar
was leaning over a teakettle hung from an iron rod over a fire in a cleanly
dressed stone fireplace that Llesho had never seen before. He was in a room
with a low ceiling crossed by round logs for beams overhead and a long plank
table with benches on either side at the center. Llesho was dimly conscious of
shelves on the wall, though he couldn't see them clearly in the dream. Mostly
what filled his mind was the rocking chair sitting by the hearth, and the woman
who watched his brother with wide liquid eyes as she nursed the baby on her
lap. Neither man nor woman seemed aware of Llesho's presence, though the child
tracked his every move as if she saw what her parents did not. "I
know you have to go," the woman said when Shokar faced her with his
arguments. Llesho could see in her eyes the desire to reach out and hold her
husband, to bind him tight to hearth and farm. She dropped her gaze to the
nursing child, however, to hide her feelings away. "They are your
brothers, and if you stayed here safe with us and they died, you would never
forgive me. What would we have together then?" "I
wouldn't," Shokar protested. Llesho saw him reach a hand to her, but the
woman kept her attention focused on the child until he closed an empty fist around
the comfort he had meant by offering it. "Not
on purpose, no," she agreed, "but it would eat at your mind and your
soul until there was nothing left of them for me." She did look at her
husband then, fiercely, as if she were fighting a battle for his soul right
there in her peaceful farmhouse. "I want better than that, for me and for
my children. Your children. So deliver your soldiers and rescue your brothers.
Just don't you forget us. Come back when it's safe again. And bring this
prince, your brother, home for a visit when he's done with his wars and
visions." Shokar
set his hands on either arm of her chair to still her rocking. "I
will." He leaned down to drop a kiss on the child's forehead, then took
the lips of his wife with more passion than Llesho wanted to know about in his
brother. He turned away, guilty to have invaded the privacy of the dream; he'd
known Shokar had a family. Why hadn't he considered what his brother would be
leaving behind when he dragged him halfway accross the known world? Before he
had more than a second for regret the door opened behind him. Three boys and a
girl tumbled into the room. "Who's
the guy in the corner?" the oldest asked with a casual flick of a glance
in Llesho's direction. The boy looked enough like Llesho's lost mother to blur
his eyes with a mist of tears. Shokar
looked through him. "Han and Chen, fallen from the sky?" he asked,
taking the boy's question for a joke. "No!"
the little girl giggled and hid her face in her skirts. "The man!" "Llesho?
How did you get here? I thought you were with Shou?" Shokar bunked,
shaking his head to clear it of the vision of his brother. "No. Shou's on
his way back to Durnhag. What am I doing here?" "It's
a dream," Llesho muttered, torn by the devastation that crossed his brother's
face.
"No—" And
Llesho was gone, pulled back across the river and dumped on his backside at the
feet of the Harnish shaman. "I
can't believe what I've done," he said, and buried his head in his hands. "And
what is that?" Bolghai quized him. "I've
torn my brother out of his home, left his farm with no one to tend it, his
children with no father to teach them, and his wife with no husband to protect
her against the coming war. And then I invaded his dreams and exposed the
comfort he took from his sleep." As an answer, he thought it was one of
his better ones. Concise and complete. So he didn't understand why Bolghai was
snorting at him like a horse with a fly up its nose. "Okay,
sneeze it out before you give yourself a fit," Llesho insisted. "What
did I say wrong this time?" "Just
the usual. Taking the blame for all the ills of the world, and all the
decisions made around you. In all the ages men have gone to war for their own
reasons—honor or glory or wealth or the right of crossing another's pasturage.
To defend loved ones or to punish enemies. They didn't need Llesho the boy king
to make their decisions for them, and neither did your brother." "He
wouldn't be here if it weren't for me." "If
it weren't for you, Shou would still be more a general than an emperor, and the
goddess of war would still have taken him as her favorite. What do you think
that would have meant to a brother who tilled the land in the empire of such a
match? Ultimately, soldiers will fight because it's all they know. And emperors
will bring their subjects into battle whether they wish it or not, because that
is the way of warrior kings. Are you such a king, Llesho, Prince of
Dreams?" "I
never wanted to be," Llesho shrugged, denying both the charge and his
answer. "It seems that's what I'm becoming, regardless of my own
wishes." "Well,
you learned something." Bolghai combed a twig out of his hair and brushed
off the bits of leaves he'd got on his clothes while he waited for Llesho to
return from Shokar's dream. Great Sun hadn't moved very far across the sky,
however. Llesho figured it wasn't much past breakfast. Which reminded him of
his empty stomach. As if it heard his thoughts, his gut roared a loud and angry
growl. "Enough
of that," Bolghai chided him. "Four times sets the lesson. You have
more dreams to visit before you feed the beast in the belly. And this time,
perhaps, we can get farther than our own longed-for sleeping tent? We still
need to cross the river." While
among the dream readers of Ahkenbad, he'd dream traveled in his sleep and woken
far from where he'd gone to bed. Llesho figured that, if he could move his body
through the dream world while he slept, it ought to be easier when he was
awake. But the shaman wanted more than a simple crossing of the river, and
Llesho knew who he had to see. Taking a deep breath to steady himself, he fixed
the Emperor Shou in his mind and started running, faster and faster in his
demented circle. Llesho's throat lengthened and roughened with a shaggy red
pelt. Antlers sprouted from his head and his arms stretched into the legs of
the roebuck. Delicate hooves touched ground and leaped, carried him out of his
circle in an explosion of animal speed. The forest disappeared.
Chapter Twenty-eight
SUDDENLY, Llesho was high above
Dumhag, coming down hard on the roof of the governor's palace. Roebuck hooves
hit rounded terra cotta tiles and turned into hands and feet, tumbling him
before he could catch his balance in either form. At his breast, the pearl that
hung from the silver chain had grown limbs and distracted him with pinprick
stabs of its elbows. They landed in a heap of boy king and Jinn covered in bits
of broken roof tiles. Pig regained his footing first, brushing bits of tile
from his tunic. "Are
you getting up from there, or do you plan to ask the emperor to attend you on
the roof?" "He's
here, then?" "In
his bedchamber, but I'd have myself announced before barging in if I were
you." "Is
he any improved?" The dream magic that brought them to Durnhag had
deserted him now. Llesho wandered over the rooftops of the governor's palace
looking for a way in before the soldiers who were supposed to keep watch
started lobbing arrows at him. "You
will have to ask the Lady SienMa," Pig answered primly. "The
mortal goddess is in Durnhag?' "In
Shou's bedroom, to be exact." The Jinn gave Llesho a meaningful look.
"Surprising them would not be a good idea." "Oh."
Slowly wrapping his mind around this new information, Llesho worked his way to
the only conclusion that also explained Pig's nudge and wink. Llesho shuddered
at the thought. His dream of the cobra and the turtle had already told him
something of that, however, and Bixei had known before he did. Still, dreams
were one thing and bedrooms something else entirely. Or so he'd thought.
"They're—when did that happen?" "Certainly
not during the lady's marriage to the governor of Farshore," Pig answered
slowly, as if mulling over the evidence before he spoke. Theatrics. The Jinn
had probably been snooping on the emperor's business since before he'd turned
himself into a pearl and rolled out of heaven. "In the imperial city, I
think, they found they had much in common." They.
The roofline of the governor's palace had many breaks for incomplete stories.
As Llesho climbed from one lower level to a higher by means of a low dormer
eaves, he considered the intelligence Pig had offered. The mortal goddess of
war and an emperor who fought as a general in his own battles. The
Lady SienMa had been good to Llesho. She'd plucked him out of Lord Yueh's
clutches in the arena at Farshore and taught him how to shoot a bow. When
Markko had attacked the governor's compound, she had helped him to escape. In
the midst of their flight, she had returned to him the precious artifacts of
his family: the jade wedding bowl and one of the Great Goddess' lost pearls;
and, less welcome, the spear that wanted to kill him. She even risked her own
fleeing party to lead their attackers astray, giving him time to reach safety. Her
ladyship had saved his life on numerous occasions, but she was cool and remote
and dangerous. And older than Shou's many times removed grandfathers, whose
ashes had long since taken their place in the temple of state
that adjoined the imperial palace. Bixei had spoken of her ladyship's feelings,
but her presence in the emperor's bedroom indicated that Shou felt some
attraction for her as well. Shou couldn't be that foolhardy—the very
thought of it clenched the muscles of Llesho's guts. "Has
she cast a spell on him?" Llesho asked. It seemed the only logical
explanation. Pig
barked a laughing snort. "Ho, boy! What makes you think the lady needs a
spell? Better to ask what spell our Shou has cast on the mortal goddess." Bixei
had spoken of her ladyship's feelings, so he tried to reverse his thinking.
Women were attracted to kings, he'd heard, though it hadn't ever worked for
him. Maybe his love of the thing she served drew her to the emperor. Shou could
have—probably should have—stayed at home in his palace tending to the peaceful
ordering of the many provinces under his hand. Instead, he sneaked out the back
way to fight battles hand-to-hand with Gan-sau Wastrels and meet with spies in
low and dangerous places. As a general, he planned well to save as many of his
soldiers' lives as he could. Llesho figured he should have noticed the man's
attraction to the dangers of war before this. It scared him to the soles of his
shoes to realize it now. "Be
careful!" Pig shouted as Llesho slipped on a loose tile. "Whoa!"
He slid, falling, and grabbed at a red clay tile that came off in his hand. He
let it go, flinched when he heard it crash to the courtyard far below, but gave
it little thought as he reached for a more secure handhold. "Halt!"
a voice below shouted, quickly followed by the whiz of an arrow passing near
enough to rasp across the top of Llesho's ear. "Don't
shoot! I'm a friend!" he cried out, and realized that his grip was
slipping— "Help!" "Ouch."
Thank the goddess, the face of the palace was cut everywhere with balconies.
Llesho finished his fall onto one of them and rolled to his knees sucking on a
cut that bled freely on his thumb. Tall doors decorated with trailing vines of
colored glass stood open. Habiba, just inside of them, watched Llesho with his
eyebrows raised nearly to his hair. "What
are you doing in Durnhag? And how did you get on the roof?" "Would
you believe I'm not really here?" Limp as a banner on a windless morning,
he dragged himself to his feet. "I'd
believe a great deal about you, child." Habiba looked him over like he was
a lame camel at a thieves' sale, but he moved out of the way to invite Llesho
into the workroom. "You'd better get in here before one of the local
guards finds you out there and hauls you off to a dungeon or something. That
seems to have been a favorite vice of the former governor, and I don't think
we've quite broken his minions of the habit." When
Llesho entered the room, however, the magician examined him with narrow- eyed
concentration. "Who have you been listening to now?" "His
name is Bolghai. Lluka hates him." "He
would." Habiba closed the doors. "I would have suggested him myself,
but I doubted your ability to put aside your natural distaste for the Harnish
people." Inside,
the room was warm and well lit, the walls turned a soft buttery yellow in the
light from the many candles in holders at the corners. An oil lantern hanging
from the ceiling lit a silver bowl filled with water on his workbench, and
sweet herbs perfumed the air on which music drifted softly from somewhere
nearby. Llesho found a cushioned sofa and dropped onto it, rubbing his eyes
wearily. "They're not that bad. At least, not Chim-bai's people. They've
got their own trouble with the raiders from the South, so it looks like we may
have an ally there." "And
what do you think of Bolghai the shaman?" "He's
very strange, and so are his lessons. I'm dreaming all of this, you know.
Awake, or so he tells me, and I
must be, since I'm so tired I could drop where I stand— or, well, sit. You
can't ache for sleep while you're sleeping, can you?" "You're
dream-walking," Habiba confirmed. "Is this your first trip?" "Second,
really, if you don't count the sleeping ones. Bolghai says the first one
doesn't count, though, since I never left the khan's city and Shokar was still
asleep when I visited his dream. Pig was with me, but he seems to have wandered
off. That or he's still on the roof somewhere. Is the emperor about?" "I'll
take you to him." Habiba covered the silver bowl with white silk cloth.
Llesho wasn't sure what it symbolized, since he'd never figured out where
Habiba came from, but he knew what a bowl and water meant in a magician's
workroom at— How had it come to be night here, when he'd taken this journey at
dawn? "Dream-walking
doesn't always follow the sun in normal hours. Time and distance seem tangled
somehow. The farther the travel, the more unrooted in time you can
become." Habiba
led him into a hallway as broad as an avenue and once again answered his
question without Llesho having to ask it. That was probably the most unnerving
thing about consorting with magicians. He was about to ask when he was,
since he knew where, but Habiba had a sort-of answer to that as well: "We
could be having this conversation in your future, or in your past, but it is
just the evening after the day before to me," he said, which was about
what Llesho'd expected. They
had come to a double door of figured panels worked in gilt, and Habiba rapped
sharply on a drum worked into the center of one panel. Llesho heard soft
voices, and someone stirring in the room. The
Lady SienMa opened the door. She wore a rich robe of white satin tied with a
gold belt. Her hair had come down, and it flowed over her shoulders like a
velvet sea. Llesho tried not to wonder what, if anything, she wore beneath the
robe, or what had left her hair in such disarray. Looking down didn't help,
because then he noticed that on her feet she wore just a pair of embroidered
slippers suitable for a lady's bedroom. "He's
here," the lady said, and stood aside. Llesho
hesitated, blushing to the roots of his hair, but the lady gestured with her
open palm. "Come
in. He will want to see you." The way she said that, as if the emperor
didn't know who was at his own bedroom door, drew him through it. He wondered
if that was a good idea when she closed the door behind him with Habiba still
on the outside. The
room was very large, rich with hangings and furnishings of gilt and lacquer
work, though not as sumptuous as the royal palace in the Imperial City of Shan.
The empty bed stood on a raised platform with its curtains drawn back to reveal
disheveled covers. Clothed in the informal breeches and coat he wore indoors,
Shou stood at the window with his back to the door. Llesho tugged the reins of
his runaway imagination, but the blush stained his face with heat anyway. "Is
this your dream, or mine?" Shou asked, and only then turned away from his
reflection in the glass. "Mine,
I think," Llesho answered. "Bolghai is teaching me to travel in
waking dreams." "A
Harnish name. You have strange teachers, Prince Llesho." He'd
grown so accustomed to the magicians around him knowing his business before he
did himself that it surprised him when Shou didn't recognize the name. It made
him less like a sheep—or a slave—run through a counting shoot by omniscient
masters. "No
stranger than your own," he answered, with a pointed look at Lady SienMa.
"Was I wrong to be worried about you, or more right than I knew?" Shou
passed off the question with a raised shoulder, but Llesho didn't let it slide.
"What happened with Tsu- tan?
I'm not just prying. We are going after Adar and Hmishi and Lling, and I have
to know what has been done to them." "Put
Hmishi out of your mind. He is dead already and waits only for his body to
realize that fact and cease pumping blood to his heart." "I
won't accept that." "Then
don't. What you do or do not choose to believe will make not one bit of
difference in the outcome." Shou crossed the room so quickly, and with
such purpose that Llesho took a step back, expecting an attack. But the emperor
merely brushed his elbow on his way to a low table where he picked up a bottle
and poured a foggy liquid into a bowl. "He's
given Hmishi over to the torments of his followers, but fears his master if he
harms a more valuable prisoner," Shou said after drinking the contents of
the bowl. "Adar should still be safe from physical hurt, at least, until
Tsu-tan reaches Markko's camp in the South. What Markko will do to him then I
cannot say, but the witch-finder spoke much of burnings at the stake." Llesho
shuddered. He had time yet to rescue Adar. In his dreams he heard Hmishi's
cries of pain, but he refused to believe that his friend couldn't be healed
with time and the skills of the healer-prince. He wasn't as certain about Shou,
who refused to acknowledge his own hurts. "And
you? What did the witch-finder do to you?" "A
simple beating, to put me in my place." Shou waved a hand to dismiss his
tale as if to say the blows had meant nothing. But he reached again for the
drink. With
a hand on the stone bottle, Llesho stopped him from pouring himself another
bowl of the liquor. "Master Markko, then. From afar?" Lady
SienMa watched with distant interest as the emperor shook his head, no. She
neither encouraged him nor gave any sign of disapproval, so Llesho continued
his struggle for the emperor's story. "He
murdered the dream readers of Ahkenbad in their dreams," he reminded Shou,
"and has visited my own dreams with threats of death as well. I know some
of what he can do, but I don't have enough information yet to see the shape of
his spirit." Understanding
clicked in Shou's head. Each story added to the picture, not only of Markko's
powers, but also of his limitations. "He
raised my dead," he said. "In my dreams, he brought their torn and
bleeding bodies rotting from their graves and pecked by birds to curse me for
their suffering. Vast wastelands filled with the moldering corpses of soldiers
killed in battle. Villages emptied by diseases that grow in the fields of
unburied dead. Grandfathers starved to death after the armies had eaten all the
villagers had grown for the winter, so that even the worms could find no food
on their bones. Children and infants and old women and their strong young sons,
all dead so that generals and emperors might trade a few li of ground. Each
came to me and showed me deadly wounds and scurvied bones and flyblown sores,
and cursed my part in their tortured dying." "It's
a trick," Llesho started to say, but Lady SienMa stopped him with a little
shake of her head. Her wide, unfeeling gaze never left the emperor, however,
and Llesho shuddered, praying that she never looked on him with such predatory
interest. If this was love, he wanted no part of the emotion. "If
it hurts so much, why haven't you gone home? Why don't you just stop?" "Because
I love her." Shou whispered the confession that meant not just the Lady
SienMa but the act of war itself, the struggle and the test of arms and the
plotting of strategy against a worthy foe. The
lady went to him, a smile on her blood-red lips. He took her hands in his and
she raised them to her face, put kisses on each fingertip and rested a cheek
white as pear blossoms on their clasped hands.
"One
good thing has come of this." Shou dropped a kiss on the bowed head of his
lover, the mortal goddess of war. "My anguish serves as a warning to the
khans along our borders, who now must fear the magician will attack them as
well. It seems that, like yourself, we make allies where we once looked for
enemies." "And
what of the governor of Guynm Province?" Shou
gave him a terrible smile, full of sadness and endurance and satisfaction.
"He has joined my importunate dead." "Oh." Shou
rested his cheek over the kiss he had placed on the Lady SienMa's head. When
the lady freed her hands to raise his face to her again and run her fingers
through his hair, Llesho slowly backed away, not wanting to see any more. "I
guess I'll be in touch," he stammered, at a loss for words. Shou
nodded, not really paying attention to him anymore. "I have moved my court
here to Durnhag, to be closer to the fighting." The
emperor put his his arms around her ladyship and Llesho decided that was
definitely more than he wanted to know. Remembering Bolghai's lessons, he began
to run in a tight circle on the thick carpet. Thankfully, the emperor's
temporary quarters vanished just as Shou lifted the goddess from her tiny feet. Llesho
closed his eyes tight, but that didn't stop the sensation that he was falling
from a great height. "Ohhhh,"
he groaned as the bottom dropped out of his stomach. He knew this feeling, like
Lord Chin-shi's fishing boats on a stormy sea, and had even grown used to it
during his years in Pearl Bay. He'd lost the knack of it, though, and prayed
only for it to end quickly, before his stomach turned itself inside out ridding
itself of a breakfast he didn't have. Then
the bright light of full day was beating against his eyelids. He was back in
the waking world again, his surroundings unyielding, as he rediscovered when
his ankle turned on an outcropping of rock. "Ouch!"
He fell on his backside, grabbing his booted ankle and squinting against the
light. Well. He was on the right side of the river, at least. There was the
shaman's burrow, and Bolghai himself in human form, which reassured him that
he'd landed in the right time and reality. "Did
you have a good trip?" Bolghai stared down into his face with a sly grin. Llesho
wasn't sure if he meant the dream-walk to Durnhag or the twisted ankle. He
grimaced his displeasure with the question and struggled to get his legs under
him. "How
is Durnhag?" "Dark." Bolghai
gave him a reassuring pat. "We'll work on the 'when' of dream-walking
later. For now it's remarkable that you went where you chose, when you chose to
do it, after only a day and a half of lessons." So
he'd been gone only a matter of hours by the reckoning of the waking world.
Llesho accepted that with relief. He had only four days, after all, and he had
places to go and time to harness in his dreams. In the meantime, and in case
the next exercise didn't work out as well, he made a report. "If
something should happen and I don't get back, tell Kaydu that the emperor has
negotiated a truce with Tinglut-Khan on his eastern border. Together, they make
plans for war against Master Markko in the South." "And
the governor of Guynm Province?" "Dead,"
Llesho answered "So I should think." Llesho
nodded his agreement. Bolghai didn't need telling; he'd already figured that
the governor must have been involved in the plot that had made Shou a prisoner
of Markko's lieutenant, Tsu-tan. "Chimbai
will need to know this," the shaman continued with his musing. "There
is no love between our khan and the East." "Nobody
says he has to marry Tinglut's daughter, but Chimbai will doubtless need all
the human allies he can muster when the magician moves against the grasslands,
which Shou believes he must." "That's
the problem, though," Bolghai answered with a snort. "Chimbai has married
a daughter of the Eastern Khan. The lady has proved ... of questionable value
as a wife." Llesho
remembered Lady Chaiujin's agate stare and shivered his agreement. The shaman's
explanation made sense of the diplomat's war between the husband and wife that
he'd felt in the ger-tent of the khan, but there was more at stake than an
unhappy marriage. "Markko
is getting stronger. He couldn't kill in dreams before. I know. He tried."
That was a memory he didn't want to revisit; he'd thought he was dying, and
more than once, but Markko hadn't carried through. "He's
Harnish, and from the South by blood if not upbringing," Bolghai reminded
him as if this made a difference in his powers. When Llesho showed no sign of
understanding his point, the shaman explained. "Magic comes from many
places, but always it grows strongest where our roots grow deepest. Your abilities
grow stronger through training and exercise, but also because, as you near the
source of your power, it flows through you with greater force and vigor. The
same holds true for the magician. I would be surprised if he meant to murder
the dream readers of Ahkenbad. He knows the legends, and would not want to call
on himself the wrath of the Dun Dragon. But he is trying to control too many
distant fronts, and he cannot have learned to harness the force of home soil in
his magic yet." "They're
still dead." Llesho
didn't need the reminder. It ended the conversation about his dream journey to
the emperor, however. Discretion
demanded that he remain silent about Shou's relationship with the Lady SienMa.
The mortal goddess of war required more than romantic attention from her
suitors. He needed to think about that more, sort out what was private and what
was military intelligence vital to their struggle. Being
a god himself, Master Den would know what this new aspect of Shou's devotion to
her ladyship would mean in the coming battle. He would understand the debts and
allegiances between gods and the humans who received their attentions. Llesho
might even learn something about Shou's relationship with the trickster god,
and by the emperor's example, what he might one day be required to pay for the
help he accepted from the gods in his quest. But how much did he have the right
to tell the trickster god? He wasn't going to talk about any of it with the
shaman. As
if he heard Llesho think his name, Bolghai gave his arm a shake. "Ready to
go again?" "Again?"
But he already knew where he wanted to go. "Four
times to set the lesson," Bolghai asserted, "two more to go." He
began to run. With a groan, Llesho followed, loping painfully on his sore ankle
and blistered feet. Gradually, his forequarters lengthened, his scalp itched,
erupted in horny antlers covered in a soft furze. With one bounding leap, and
another, he landed in a camp of round black tents. At his shoulder rose the
largest of the tents, and on either side half a hundred formed a ragged circle
several tents deep. At their heart, a central commons had been eaten down to
dust by the animals that wandered the encampment. Harnish raiders on their
mounts laughed and joked as aimlessly as their beasts. "Come
in, witch." Tsu-tan, the witch-finder of Pearl Island and Master Markko's
lieutenant, stood beside the largest tent. Hidden in the shadow of late
afternoon, pressed dark against the black felt, he cocked an arrow in the bow
he pulled.
Llesho,
in the shape of the roebuck, quivered in all his muscles, but otherwise
remained completely still. Behind the witch-finder, moving stealthily and with
murder in her eyes, Lling crept nearer. She wore the rough pants and tunic of a
slave and a smudge of grime crossed the bridge of her nose. In her hand she
held a knife poised to strike. "Come,
boy. You remember what it is to be human. I won't hurt you." "You
can't hurt me," Llesho realized, "because I'm not really here." "You're
here, all right." Tsu-tan let the arrow fly and it brushed past on a
breeze but didn't touch him. "The questions is, when are you?" As
if in answer to that mysterious statement, Llesho stepped painfully into his
human form. Startled, Lling paused, her brows disappearing beneath the tumbled
hair that fell over her forehead. The beginning of recognition fought its way
through layers of fog that clouded her focus. She tilted her head, as if she
could see more clearly out of the corners of her eyes, but came no closer. "It's
all right, girl, go on about your work. He's not going to hurt you."
Tsu-tan didn't turn to look at her, but he seemed aware of every movement at
his back. Lling said nothing, but slowly lowered her knife and backed away. "Since
my master took her mind she's become a fine laundress. He bids me leave her the
knife to defend her virtue—for himself, I venture—not that she needs it. The
knife, I mean, though virtue, too, seems a waste in a laundress. But no one
would touch her even if she walked the camp naked with a price in cash around
her neck. She's mad, you see. And no one wants to catch madness. It's the
ultimate social disease." Tsu-tan
turned and entered the black tent then, so he did not see the look of hatred
and low cunning that crossed Lling's face. With a last sly glance, she sheathed
her knife and aimlessly drifted away. Llesho watched her go, wondering how much
of her apparent mindlessness she owed to Master Markko and how much to her own
talented spycraft. When she passed out of sight around a neighboring tent, he
braced himself for what he would see, and followed Tsu-tan. The
witch-finder had gone to a small table on the far side of the firebox at the
center of the tent and watched the reunion with mocking attentiveness.
"I've brought you a visitor," he announced to the figure bent over a
sickbed near the door of the tent, where guests of low station must wait. "You
had nothing to do with my coming here," Llesho corrected him. "I've
come to tally up the charges against you, for when we meet in battle." At
Ahkenbad his dreams had been filled with the pain of his companions, so he knew
to expect no good outcome of this dream-journey. When he saw his brother
leaning over a pallet near the door of the tent, however, Llesho's spirits rose
in spite of good sense. His brother, at least, appeared unhurt. "Goddess,
what are you doing here!" Adar greeted him with horror. Rising from the
sickbed he tended, the healer no longer obstructed Llesho's view of his
patient. The sight of Hmishi, lying feverish and battered on the low cot,
struck him like a blow. Llesho
resisted the step that would take him to his friend and his brother. He was
worried, but he didn't want to draw attention to the fact. Instead he walked
toward the firebox, demanding a higher place as befitted one of rank. "I'm
not here. Not really, no matter what he says." He gave no explanation
which Tsu-tan could report to his master, but his caution didn't seem to
matter. "Your
brother travels in a dream, witch. He can do nothing for you." "You're
safe, then." Adar tried to keep his voice level, but he couldn't hide the
sudden drop of his shoulders. The tension he had been carrying since Llesho
entered the tent seemed to bleed out of him, leaving him almost limp with
relief. "I'm
fine," Llesho assured him. "And our brothers Balar and Lluka as well,
though I would have Lluka less stubborn." In spite of their terrible
danger, Llesho offered this small joy in finding two more of their brothers
alive as Lleck's ghost had promised. "Then
you would have a different brother," Adar answered with a wry tilt of his
mouth. "For Lluka has known best, according to Lluka, since he was in the
training saddle." Llesho
gave a nod, acknowledging the truth of Adar's words, but keeping his own
counsel about the danger Lluka's arrogance might pose them all. Adar couldn't
help with that, and he was anxious to ask the questions he had come for. "You
look well," he ventured. "This
one's master has a use for princes, and would keep me alive until he discovers
we will not give him what he wants." "Your
milky face may be out of my reach, witch, but the boy is not," Tsu-tan
warned them. From a table littered with the remains of a supper he picked up an
iron rod and tapped on Hmishi's cheekbone, already decorated with bruises. Hmishi
screamed, but the pain seemed to rouse him from his stupor. Though glazed with
fever and panic, his eyes tracked with intelligence as they moved from his
tormentor to Adar to the newcomer in the room. "Llesho?" he murmured.
"Are we dead? I didn't think it would hurt so much." "Not
yet." Tsu-tan gave a tap with the bludgeon to Hmishi's bandaged hand.
"But soon enough." Hmishi
groaned, his face glazed with the oily sweat of pain. Llesho took a step
forward, and the witch-finder raised his bludgeon as a warning. "You're
just dreaming, young soldier," he mocked his wounded prisoner. "Your
foolish king has forgotten you all." "That's
not true." Llesho clasped and unclasped his fists, but didn't dare to
approach any closer. Alone, he could do nothing but cause both his friend and
his brother more pain. "I'll be back for you." "We'll
wait for you," Adar promised him. "The magician assures my
cooperation with the boy's pain. He won't let Hmishi die until he has what he
wants from me." He didn't say anything about Lling and Llesho didn't want
to bring attention to her by mentioning her either. There
were so many things they couldn't talk about, fears they didn't have to speak
out loud because they shared them already: Master Markko might realize Adar
would never give him what he wanted and kill both prince and hostage. Or, the
witch-finder might slip his master's reins and beat the young guardsman to
death in a frenzy of the hatred he felt against all magic. He may already have
gone too far—Hmishi's face was pale, and he shivered with cold in spite of the
gleam of sweat. There were injuries under the blankets Llesho didn't want to
think about, and Tsu-tan already had his eye on Lling as a replacement victim
in spite of his master's orders. It never paid to depend on the good sense of
the mad; he had less time to bring troops to bear than he had hoped. And
he still didn't know where he was. He scanned the tent as if he could get some
clue from the black felt, but there was nothing—instruments of torture on the
lattice walls, a lantern over the cot, and the remains of supper amid the
bloodstains on the low table. Llesho felt certain that the food had not been
for Hmishi. More likely the witch-finder enjoyed his dinner with torture on the
side. But he appeared to have no use for maps. Adar
watched him with a frown, trying to puzzle out what Llesho saw, or wished to
see. Then something clicked behind his eyes. "Due west," he said
softly, "straight into Great Sun." "Unwise,"
Tsu-tan said. He raised his bludgeon over his head, and Llesho felt the ground
fall away beneath his feet.
Chapter Twenty-nine
LESHO braced himself for the long
drop to the turf outside of Bolghai's burrow, but when he reached for them, the
grasslands to the north weren't there. Instead, he felt himself caught by a
maelstrom that picked him up and dragged him far off his intended course. "Whoa!"
he called, as if he could bring the storm to his hand like a wild pony. But
another, stronger mind was drawing him out past the camp where his brother
tended Hmishi, away from the tent city of Chimbai-Khan where Bolghai waited for
him to return from his dream-walk. "Who's
there? Who are you?" Laughter
echoed in his head, and a voice that turned his guts to water licked a poison
trail across his mind. "Just
an old friend," Master Markko said with mock cheer. "We wouldn't want
you to fall into bad company while you are wandering the dreaming places on
your own, now, would we?" It
didn't get any worse than the company he was in. The memory of that
voice in his dreams, calling him down into fever and death, ached in his guts
where recent wounds were still healing. "You
made a bad enemy at Ahkenbad." Llesho tried to make it sound like a
threat, but Markko laughed at him. "Enemies,
yes. Of corpses and children." "And
Dun Dragon." "Like
I said. Corpses. Greater powers than you or I pulled the teeth on that old worm
more ages ago than you have hairs on your head, boy. But a good effort." He
didn't know. Before Llesho could explore that thought, something plucked him
from the maelstrom with a wrenching force that ground his bones one against the
other. It dropped him like a sack of flour to land on the carpeted floor of a
tent he did not know, except that it was a Shannish rectangle with yellow silk
for walls and for the curtains that partitioned the space. He had appeared in
the back of the tent. On the other side of the curtain, the shadows of servants
huddled, while the call of sentries floated on the night air outside. Watching
him with a satisfied leer, Master Markko sat in an elaborately carved chair. At
his elbow stood a fragile table set with steaming pots and two bowls for cups,
and his feet rested on a stool covered in a cushion of silk brocade. Behind
him, a rumpled bed gave evidence of recent occupancy. In fact, the magician
wore only a night coat belted loosely at his waist, as if he had been roused by
a disturbance of his sleep. Llesho
staggered to his feet. There seemed no point in a reminder that this was a
dream. In the first place, Master Markko had entered the dreams of Ahkenbad and
murdered the dream readers in their sleep. Llesho had no reason to doubt the
magician could do it again if Markko wanted him dead. In the second place, he
wasn't certain he was dreaming anymore. If Markko's magic could defeat
defenses as powerful as those of Ahkenbad, how difficult could it be for him to
drag Llesho out of the dream realm if he wanted to? The truth was, he didn't
know enough to make a judgment on exactly where he was or how Markko had got
him here, so he kept quiet.
"Sit,
please. Would you care for tea?" Master
Markko moved his feet from the stool, signaling that Llesho's place was below
him, and held out a steaming earthen bowl. The vapors brought stinging tears to
Llesho's eyes. He remembered other cups forced down his throat and nights spent
writhing in agony on Master Markko's floor and shook his head, refusing both
the tea and the seat. "I
won't be staying." "What
has happened to your manners?" the magician asked with a smile that
dissected him on the hoof. "Don't you know it's a grievous insult in the
grasslands to refuse hospitality? You must remember our happier days, when you
used to sup from my hand and I would hold your head on my knee while you moaned
in the night?" "Where
are we?" "Tsk."
Markko sipped from the bowl he had offered Llesho and set it carefully on the
table before delicately wiping the moisture from his lips. "Oh, yes, it
contains a careful selection of poisons." He waved a languid hand, as if
objections were fat green flies he could brush away. "You never understood
that I have always had the best of intentions in your regard, Prince Llesho. "You
proved useful in testing the effects of various poisons for the casual trade.
But that was never my full purpose with you. I sought a disciple, one who might
become as strong as I one day, and rule beside me in all my conquests. You were
that boy; if future invulnerability requires present agony, who am I to deny
the Way of destiny for the sake of a few nights of painless rest?" The
idea that the magician thought he'd been doing Llesho a favor enraged him more
than it ever had when he thought Markko just used him as a convenient
receptacle for his poisons. "You
could have killed me!" "No,
no," the magician objected. He poured a less noxious tea from the second
pot into a clean bowl and drank steadily until the bowl was empty. "If you
had died, you wouldn't be the one. Since you are the one, I couldn't have
killed you. At least, not in the testing, as the others died. I am still
stronger than you are, as Ah-kenbad proved." Another
test. He didn't know why he was surprised. Next time, however, he'd just refuse
to jump over their fences and see what they thought they could do about it. Of
course, Master Markko hadn't asked; he'd poured the stuff down Llesho's throat
and he either fought the poison or he died. Most of the tests he'd faced since
leaving Pearl Island were like that. They gave him only the one choice— play
and win, or die whether playing or not—and he wasn't ready to choose the
alternative yet. "Is
that what you're doing to Hmishi? A test?" "Don't
be silly—are you sure you don't want any tea?—the boy is just a diversion to
keep Tsu-tan occupied until I can reach his camp with the ulus of the Uulgar
clans behind me—" "And
the Southern Khan agreed to follow you?" "Well,"
Markko lowered his eyelashes in a false show of humility. "He died so
suddenly, you know. And the carrion crows who ate his flesh died as well, a
great black crowd of them, which was a terrible omen. Someone had to step in.
Since we had eaten from the same dishes and I remained unharmed, it seemed the
spirits of the underworld favored me. "But
as I was saying before your manners forsook you altogether, it takes time, even
for one of my persuasive skills, to bring the entire might of the Southern ulus
into position. As a lieutenant, Tsu-tan has little to recommend him when
compared to your gifts and talents, but he has proved himself loyal, given
proper payment. I knew that harm to your brother would make the differences
between us far too personal, and chivalry would demand an equal response if I
let him play with the girl. Take note that I have held these two off-limits for
the witch-finder's games. "The
boy is a soldier, however; a simple stone on a complex
board performing his painful duty. If you are the companion I believe you to
be, you will grow to understand sacrificing a few stones to gain greater
territory in the pursuit of power." "Lives
aren't stones in a game. You can't just sweep them off the board." "Of
course I can." Master Markko twitched a finger and Llesho doubled over in
pain. He hadn't touched the bowl of poisoned tea, but somehow, the magician had
called upon the poisons lying dormant in his body and awakened them. Llesho
fell, hot and cold by turns, gripped by the combined effects of all the doses
he had swallowed in that long-ago workroom. His gut clenched and turned to
water and he writhed convulsively in an old agony. A
whisper of silk warned him that Markko had left his chair. Llesho tried to curl
protectively around his gut, to defend against the sensation of fiery knives
shredding him from the inside. But the poisons bowed his spine so that his head
stretched back almost to his heels. Like an old dream, the magician took his
head onto his knees and touched his hair. "I
have always loved you best this way," he whispered into Llesho's ear. With
a single languorous stroke, he wiped a sweat-washed tear from Llesho's cheek
and licked it from his fingertip with a gentle smile. "You are like a son
to me." "I
knew my father," Llesho gasped through his pain. "You are nothing
like him." "You're
right, of course. Your father is dead. And I—" the magician brushed the
hair back from his forehead, "—well, I would fight dragons to keep you
just the way you are right now." "You
will have dragons and more to fight when I get free of you," Llesho
promised himself. Then he threw up on the magician's lap. His bowels had
released themselves already, his insides forcibly rejecting the poisons that
had become a part of him, and he had to suffer the humiliation of his own
fouled body as well as the pain. The magician did not react in disgust,
however, but dropped a kiss at his temple. "I
haven't given up hope yet of bringing you to my side in this war," he said
as he withdrew to change his soiled robe. "If you force me to relinquish
my dream, I will regret what I must do, of course, but I will relieve
you of your life by painful inches." The
magician dropped his soiled robes in a heap. Naked, he called a servant to
dress him. Is that what his poisons will do to me? Llesho wondered.
Master Markko's flesh was gnarled with twisted tracks of blue and green
squirming under sickly skin marked here and there with the dull gleam of
scales. "Magicians," Habiba had said, "all carried the blood of
dragons." A
Thebin slave, though Llesho didn't recognize him, quickly answered the call,
bearing robes and soft breeches. The man gave Llesho not a single glance, as if
by seeing he might exchange places with this most recent victim. He cringed at
his master's touch and did not breathe until the unnatural flesh had
disappeared under its luxurious coverings. "Bury
it," Markko said The thought of smothering to death in a living grave did
not distress Llesho as much as it should have. Anything was better than this. But
the magician nudged with a careful foot at his discarded clothing, stained with
the poisons of Llesho's body. When the servant had departed with his
contaminated burden, Markko turned a calculating stare on Llesho. "Perhaps,
if you have some time to think about it, you will see reason yet," the
magician said, and left Llesho to suffer alone. It
was a measure of Llesho's agony that being alone was more horrifying even than
the company of the man who had put him there. He longed for the sound of
breathing and the eyes of another human being watching him, more frightened of
dying alone in such terrible pain than
of suffering for the pleasure of his enemy. Gradually, however, that longing
grew into a different shape. His heart, torn with pain and loss and terror,
called to a power beyond his own, for home and love and— Home. "Llesho?"
Pig looked down at him; a worried frown wrinkled his dark, open face. "Am
I dead?" Llesho asked him and winced at the reminder. Hmishi had asked him
the same thing. Fortunately,
Pig's answer was similar to his own: "No, you're still alive. How do you
feel?" "Awful,"
Llesho was about to say, but that wasn't true any more. "Weak," he
concluded. "Where am I?" and rolled his eyes. He had to figure out something
more original to say—preferably something that didn't give away how little he
knew about what he was doing. "Same
question," Pig agreed. "The answer is nowhere near as dire, but a
great deal more puzzling. You're alive, but you've brought us to the gardens of
heaven. Again. How did you do it?" Llesho
shrugged, discovered it didn't hurt and that he lay on a soft bed of moss under
a tree with wide fronds that protected him from the flat white light. Things
looked better than they had the last time he'd visited heaven, but there was
nothing even the best of gardeners could do about the constant glare from the
nightless sky. "I
was scared and alone and all I wanted was to go home," he said. "Got
that wrong, didn't you?" Pig joked. He made a great show of settling his
sleek piggy body on the moss next to Llesho, but there was less truth than
usual in his round little eyes. If
the Jinn lied now, perhaps he had about being alive as well. Llesho allowed his
heavy lids to fall closed over his eyes. If it meant he could finally sleep,
here in the gentle warmth of the Great Goddess' garden, he decided, he didn't
mind being dead after all. Leaves
rustled nearby, but Pig remained where he was, so it didn't mean danger. That
was just fine with Llesho—it meant he didn't have to wake up. When a finger
touched his hair, however, imagination dropped him back on the floor of
Markko's tent, under the magician's evil ministrations. In a cold sweat he
started up, gasping for breath. "Oh,
Goddess," he moaned, and covered his face with his hands. "I'm
sorry. I didn't mean to remind you of him." A beekeeper sank down on her
heels beside him. At her side rested a small pitcher and two jade cups. One, he
felt sure, was the jade cup he had left in his pack back in the khan's camp.
Setting her heavy gloves beside her, she tucked her veils up over her hat and
watched him with a worried frown. "You
didn't. Don't. Well, not after I opened my eyes. You don't look like him at
all." She
bore little resemblance to the beekeeper he'd met on his first visit to heaven
either. She seemed much younger and more beautiful than he remembered; not with
the cold and distant perfection of the Lady SienMa or the sinewy economy of
function of Kaydu, though. The best he could come up with was "complete."
As she sat beside him, her hands folded calmly in her lap and her dark hair
tied neatly on top of her head, she seemed to contain her whole world in
herself. Even her eyes seemed to reflect not just one color, but all colors,
changing as he looked at them from brown to black to green to amber. The tears
that shimmered unshed in them promised home for his weary soul in that world
within her. Watching
the play of concern and other emotions cross her face, he wondered how many
beekeepers heaven employed, and why they should all take an interest in him.
The Great Goddess, of course, could appear to him in any guise. When he put it
that way, the answer was obvious. "We've
met before, haven't we?" The rush of panic receded in a
babbling torrent of words and he stopped, blushing. "Did
you find shelter from the storm?" she asked, and he knew that was the
answer to his question. He had lost sight of her just as a storm had swept
through heaven. "My
lady Goddess." He
struggled to rise, but she urged him to lie down against her knees with a hand
placed gently over his heart. "Rest, husband." Acceptance
brought shame with it. That she had traded her unguarded appearance for one
that must be more attractive to him meant that she doubted his ability to love
her as she was. "Please,
my lady Goddess, don't change yourself for me. I will love you in whatever
aspect you show me." "Later,"
she said. "When your wounds have mended." Injuries to his heart and
soul, she meant. From the pitcher at her side she poured a clear liquid into
his cup. "This will start the healing." He
took the cup, discovering only pure, clean water on his tongue. As he drank,
some part of the taint on his soul truly did seem cleaned away. With a
contented sigh he returned the cup and let his eyes fall closed. Cool fingers
stroked his forehead, urging him to sleep. Before
he gave in to her ministrations, however, he owed her his gratitude.
"Thank you for bringing me here." "I
didn't," she said. "Your own dreams brought you to me." "Home."
It felt right when his heart had reached out in unspoken longing for the Great
Goddess, and it felt right now, as he nestled against her homely skirts. Heaven
drew him like a warm fire burning at the very center of his being, and he gave
up all his denials and pretensions to a normal life with a weary sigh. Maybe
the struggle wouldn't be so bad, knowing he had love and home at the end of it.
Only if he won, he reminded himself.
This was, after all, a dream. He'd have to go back soon. "Home,"
the goddess agreed. "For a little while yet." In her arms, he let go
of his burdens and slept. He
woke to the sound of running feet, and the shouts of familiar voices. Stipes,
breathless and coming closer, called to their companions. "He's
back!" "What?"
That was Bixei. "Where did he come from?" "He
just appeared, in his own bed." Bixei
was next to his cot now as well. "He's been hurt. Get Carina—and Master
Den!" "Right." Stipes
was gone with a brush of cloth against cloth at the entrance to the tent.
Llesho's tent, since Bixei said he was in his own bed. He wouldn't know for
sure until he opened his eyes, which was proving harder to do than he'd
expected. With a flutter and blink against the glow of the lantern, however, he
managed it, and saw the roof of his own tent, blood-red in the lamplight, over
his head. "Don't
try to move—" Bixei tailed off in confusion. "My prince, excellence,
please. I think you've been poisoned. Master Den will know what to do." "Stipes
is saying that Llesho is . . ." Kaydu burst into the tent and fell silent
as she spotted her quarry. ". . . back." When she spoke again, her
voice had gone cold as ice. "What has that old witch done to him?" "Poison,"
Bixei told her. "I've seen it before. So has Master Den. He'll fight it
off on his own given time, or at least he always did on Pearl Island. But it
isn't a pretty sight. I hope Carina can give him something to help— can you
stay with him until she comes?" "Where
are you going?" "I'm
going to kill the Harnish witch who did this to him," Bixei announced.
"And after that, my fist may have a few words for Master Den himself, for
letting the treacherous bastard take Llesho away without any of us to guard
him. Why Llesho thought it was a good idea to follow the trickster god into
enemy territory is a mystery I will never understand." "Wait,"
Kaydu ordered. "We are fifty soldiers in a camp of thousands. Before we
kill the local holy man, we need to know what happened." Easy
for her to say, Llesho thought. She hadn't been on Pearl Island when he was
dying by inches from Markko's slow poisons. But Kaydu didn't entirely rule out
murdering the Harnish shaman, even if it got them all killed in the process,
which it would. She needed answers first, though, and this time, she was right.
He couldn't let his people sacrifice their lives over a misplaced threat, so he
roused himself to say, "Bolghai didn't do anything. It was Master Markko.
In a dream." "Markko.
Again. This magic business has never done anything but harm," Bixei
grumbled. He kept his voice down and his face averted so that Kaydu wouldn't
hear him. Llesho could have told him he was wasting his effort. Before she
could respond, however, they were joined by the healer, Carina, and his
brothers. Master Den and the dwarf followed close behind her. "Soldiers,
out!" Carina flapped her hands in an imperious command. "You can keep
guard better on the outside, and we need room to work in here." Bixei
shuffled out with more grumbling, but Kaydu held her ground at the entrance to
the tent. "He needs more than spears and swords to protect him from this,
Master." Dognut
gave her his most reassuring pat on the hand. "He has more, child."
He spoke with compassion and authority. Some message passed between them, and
Kaydu bowed her head and left the tent. "Who
are you?" Llesho asked. He might have been willingly blind to the
musician's powers until now, but he couldn't ignore Kaydu's unnatural obedience
to a lowly servant and player. "Bright
Morning, a dwarf." Llesho
tried to find answers in the dwarfs quiet countenance. When he looked into
Dognut's eyes, however, all he found was sorrow, deeper than a mountain lake
but much, much warmer. It seemed easier, in his weariness, for Llesho to let
his questions go. He didn't object when Carina touched his energy points and
his pulse; he let her press on his belly and examine his fingertips, but he
knew the answer to her inquiries before she had begun. "I
can't help him," she said at last to his brothers, who stood over him with
varied expressions of anger and concern. "These are old poisons, not newly
swallowed but a part of him in bone and sinew. Something roused them from their
sleep, and forces well beyond my skills have banished them again. I can give
him something for the pain while he heals, but he will need time and rest to
repair the damage they have done to his flesh." "I'm
awake, you can talk to me," Llesho reminded her. "Where is
Bolghai?" "With
Chimbai-Khan. He has been desolate since he lost you in the dream world, and
has argued that the khan must take up your quest as a spiritual duty to your
lost soul. He was much pleased to hear of your return, but can't escape his
duties to his khan just yet." Llesho
nodded his understanding not only of her words but of Bolghai's duty. "It
wasn't his fault," he assured her. "I knew the dangers when I
began." How could I not, he thought, after seeing the
destruction of Ahkenbad? "I'll
give the khan your message," Carina promised. "Now take this—"
she filled a cup with wine and, sorting among the talismans and amulets that
hung from her shaman's dress, she reached into one of the many small purses.
Out of it came a small silver vial from which she counted seven drops of a
thick, dark fluid into the wine. "It will help you sleep," she
explained to him, and touched the cup to his lips. He
flinched away from it, wishing only for the cool water of heaven. It was enough
for Carina to see and understand his misgivings. When she withdrew the cup, he
apologized. "I
trust you, but memory sometimes overrides common sense." "And
sometimes," she conceded, "memory rises to warn us of unseen dangers.
I would help you rest, but perhaps the medicine would do more harm than
good." "Let
me help," Dognut offered. "Music is no drug, but it has the power to
give pain or take it away, depending on the song." "Can
we rely on you to play only the latter?" Shokar challenged him with a
solemn bow. Llesho
thought the dwarf would grin and answer with a jest, but he gave an earnest
courtesy instead, and promised, "Healing voices only from my flutes, good
prince, kind shaman. I would cause the chosen consort of the Great Goddess no
more pain." Master
Den cast a warning glance at the dwarf in the corner. For a change, however,
Llesho didn't deny the allegation. Dognut settled himself into a corner and
brought out a reed flute. Soon gentle notes were drifting lazily on the yellow
lamplight. His
expression thoughtful, Master Den stroked a gentle hand over Llesho's eyes,
"Sleep, young prince," he said, "and dream only peaceful
dreams." The
trickster god's words had the power of a spell, and Llesho followed the soft
music into the gentle dark.
Chapter Thirty
LESHO! You're awake!" Shokar
rose from where he sat in the corner listening to Dognut's soft playing. Balar
had joined the music with a borrowed lute, but Lluka was nowhere to be seen.
"Are you feeling better? I'll send a guard to fetch the healer." "No
need." Llesho raised himself on the bed and waited for his stomach to
settle. The worst of the discomfort had passed while he slept; only the
faintest traces of harmless images remained to tell him that he'd dreamed at
all. If not entirely himself again, the thought that he might live came as a
welcome relief instead of a curse. He owed that to the goddess herself.
Silently he offered thanks, trusting the forces that guided him would carry his
message to her ear. At
the tent flap, the point of a spear appeared, followed by Bixei, or half of
him. With the tent flap pushed out of the way, Llesho saw not only Stipes
standing guard outside, but half a dozen Wastrels and an equal number of
trained Thebins. "I
thought I heard voices." Bixei cast a measuring eye over Llesho, and
didn't seem to like his conclusions. "Carina will want to look at him, and
he needs bread—goat milk will help as well, if we can get it. Food soaks
up the poisons, or it did on Pearl Island." "I'm
fine—" Ignoring
Llesho's refusal of their attentions, Bixei sent guards in all directions: one
to bring Carina, and one to inform Kaydu of the prince's condition, and another
to look for food. When his messengers were well away, he returned to Llesho's
side. "What's
been happening while I've been gone?" Llesho asked, and had a
thought—"for that matter, how long was I away?" "You
went off with the Harnish witch three days ago. He returned two days later to
report that some powerful force had plucked you out of the dreamscape and that
he could find you in no realm of sleep or waking." Bixei dropped heavily
to the floor at the foot of Llesho's bed, momentarily overwhelmed by the memory
of the shaman's words. Though he would never admit his distress, Llesho had no
trouble reading the grief in Bixei's drawn mouth. "The
Wastrels looked for you on the grasslands, and Bolghai and Carina both searched
the underworld in the way of shaman. Kaydu looked for you from the air, but no
one could find you. I kept the rest of your troops to our own camp, preparing
to do battle against our host if it appeared that his shaman had banished you
to a holy realm. We considered the possibility that the khan's son might have
killed you for embarrassing him on the playing field, but he seemed to take
your absence as a personal affront." Madness,
to cast their small force against the armies of the khan. But Kaydu was kin of
the Dun Dragon, and Golden River Dragon had sired Carina, the healer.
Chimbai-Khan might have cause to regret he ever welcomed such a band of
monsters into his ulus if it came to battle between them. Fortunately, Llesho
had returned before it came to a test, as Bixei reminded him. "You
returned before Great Moon Lun rose last night, and the sun is almost at its
height now. I thought th< miserable old magician had taken you too far into
deatl this time, but Carina said you had the mark of heaver on you, that you
would recover with rest. She attend; Bolghai, who answers to the khan. Kaydu
has accompanied your brother Lluka who, determining that you could not speak
for yourself, insisted on negotiating with the khan in your name." "I
thought we'd already dealt with those pretensions," Llesho muttered.
"Why didn't anybody stop him?" Shokar
stood at attention, braced for Llesho's wrath. "When you disappeared, and
the old shaman couldn't find you, we discussed among ourselves who would take
your place. I didn't want it—" "Neither
did I," Balar admitted from his corner. "And Lluka said that we'd
already failed you when we let you go. He was the one who hadn't trusted the
shaman from the start, and it looked like he was right after all."
"It wasn't Bolghai's fault." Shokar's
shoulders lifted uncomfortably. "You say that now, but we had nothing else
to go on. Master Markko entered the sleep of the dream readers and murdered
them, but their bodies remained in Ahkenbad. You were just gone, vanished body
and soul from the universe. We didn't think he had that power." "But
Bolghai did?" "Not
on his own," Balar curled over his lute as if he would have disappeared
himself rather than face his brother's questions. "Carina had explained
that you were learning transforming magics and dream travel. We thought he
tricked you into a trap." Briefly,
Llesho wondered if it were true. He was pretty sure that Master Markko couldn't
have taken him that way unless he had already traveled the hard part— into the
dream realm—on his own. Had Bolghai tricked him into Markko's reach? But it
didn't feel right. "Pig
would have warned me," he decided. The goddess would not have returned him
to the accomplice of his tormentor, he was sure of that,
which meant that Bolghai hadn't been working with Master Markko. Tsu-tan,
however, was the magician's puppet. It had been a mistake to go to the
witch-finder's camp, but he'd needed to check that situation for himself. "What's
Lluka done while I was lost?" He didn't say, "that I'll have to
undo," but his companions read it in his tone and posture. Oddly, Shokar
smiled. "Not
much." "The
khan has declared himself indisposed to visitors," Bixei explained,
"and so Prince Lluka has waited, while Bolghai and Carina sit in council
in the ger-tent with Kaydu and Harlol as Carina's escort and Master Den, who comes
and goes as he always does. Kaydu says that the khan takes Markko's attack on
you as an insult to his hospitality, and he worries what such a powerful
magician on his borders will mean to his ulus." "It
means desperate battle," Llesho agreed, "I have much to discuss with
this khan who would be my friend." Shokar
had crossed his arms over his chest at this last declaration, and Bixei's chin
jutted in the stubborn way he had. "First
food," Bixei insisted, just as Shokar said, "Not until Carina has
declared you fit." Llesho
would have objected, but the smell of bread that wafted through the tent with
the arrival of both healer and kitchen servant changed his mind. The khan would
have to wait. Not
for long, however. Kaydu joined them soon after with an invitation to join the
royal family—she emphasized the last part of the message: "as soon as
you're well enough." When
Llesho refused to wait, she insisted that the full force of his honor guard
accompany him to the khan. "It's time to comport yourself like a king,
your royal holiness, instead of a boy on a lark. Kings treat with kings, after
all; boys are taught lessons." Bixei
hung his head and refused to meet Llesho's eyes, but Harlol, as always, threw
his allegiance with Kaydu. "Forgetting that might have cost your life, or
that of the khan's son, on the playing field." "I've
already figured that out." He would need all the forces at his disposal—
including the force of his own conviction in his position—to fight the evil
that had taken his brother and his countrymen, that had enslaved his nation.
That evil would grow more terrible still if he did not stop it on the
grasslands of the South that were the source of its power. So he sent his
brothers off to find their own princely clothes. Bixei and Stipes dressed him
in the embroidered Thebin coat and breeches that always traveled in his baggage
now, and set his sword and his knife at his belt. Llesho checked his knife by
instinct, then placed at his back the spear that whispered in his ear of power
and death. Kaydu
and Harlol had formed up his troops—who lingered suspiciously close to
hand—into ranks of horse. Squads of Farshore mercenaries and Thebin recruits
and Wastrels out of Ahkenbad, each in the dress uniform of his kind, blended
into one disciplined square of allies. He didn't see Little Brother, and
realized that he hadn't since he'd returned from the dream world. Asking about
the monkey didn't seem very kingly at the moment, so he filed it away for
later, another out of place fact to be accounted for. When
all was ready, Llesho accepted the salute of his forces and took his place at
their head, his two brothers on either side, his captains right behind. Bright
Morning the dwarf insisted on accompanying them to record the meeting for song
and story, and Carina joined them to return to her teacher. As
they made their way with ceremonial gravity up the wide avenue of round white
tents, they passed a scattering of riders. Some were going the other way and
some just watched with the still focus of herders. Others—Llesho recognized
some of the younger ones from Tayyichiut's first challenge—ghosted up next to
them, never
remaining more than a few moments, but never passing on until others had taken
their places. Finally, when these unofficial representatives of the clans had
had their chance to judge the newcomers in their stately panoply, Llesho's
honor guard presented him at the silvered ger-tent of the khan. The
usual number of Harnish guards in their blue coats and cone-shaped hats were
scattered on horseback nearby the royal residence. Others sat together in small
groups, talking quietly and throwing the bones on a leather board. These latter
stood when Llesho's party approached, but none moved to stop him or his honor
guard of fifty. They might have scorned the small numbers of his retinue on his
arrival, seeing no threat in so few. Since he had taken their own prince in a
game of spears and traveled the hidden routes of the shaman in their camp,
however, they attended him with wary respect. At
the door, half of Llesho's force broke off to stand mounted guard against
dangers from outside the ger-tent of the khan. Senior guardsmen of the khan
stepped up, one to each man Llesho left behind, while the juniormost of their members
ran to gather the reins of his dismounting soldiers. "Your
guard can't watch the horses and their king," their captain offered. Kaydu
allowed it, except that Llesho's own horse she put in the care of the Wastrels
Zepor and Danel. When the horses had been arranged, the captain stepped aside,
permitting them to enter. Llesho
swept into the vast palace-tent of the khan, his head at its most regal tilt,
his stride confident and with none of the boastful swagger of a boy. That took
some effort, since he hadn't entirely regained his strength after his meeting
with Master Markko. He had come to understand the value of theater in dealing
with kings, however, and produced a carefully calculated frown when he found
Lluka sitting in the lowest place, by the door. "That
is no way to treat a husband of the goddess," he said, and with a jerk of
his chin, directed his brother to his side. Having delivered a message about
the source and limits of his brother's status to both Lluka and the khan, he
bore down on the dais where the royal family waited. Kaydu would have found out
how to do the honor guard part correctly according to Harnish custom, so he
left her to it, neither looking back nor giving any sign to acknowledge those
who followed him. At
first the ger-tent had seemed almost empty, with just small clusters of young
warriors who appeared to be randomly scattered, but who left no part of the
vast room unwatched. As Llesho neared the raised platform where the royal
family waited, he noticed to one side a group of men whose serious intent they
made no effort to conceal. Each wore the long braid and curved knife that
marked the chieftains of the clan. Among them, Yesugei kept his face averted
with studied indifference, though Llesho saw his attention locked to a mirror
hanging on the latticed wall. More than kings understood the theater of
politics. Nearer
to the dais, a group of men and women, richly dressed and with headdresses
crusted in jewels and colorful stones, rested on thick carpets of furs. The
khan's brother, Mergen, sat among them, as did Bolghai the shaman. Advisers, he
guessed; Carina left his party to join them. Master
Den was nowhere in sight. "Lord Chimbai-Khan." Llesho presented
himself at the foot of the dais with a nod suitable for greetings between
equals rather than between supplicant and benefactor. "Princeling,"
the khan answered with a condescending smile. Twenty-five
hands went to twenty-five swords to demand payment in blood for the insult. The
khan's guardsmen answered in like manner, but halted when he gave the signal to
stand down. "Welcome,
Holy King of Thebin," Chimbai-Khan amended his greeting with a thoughtful
gleam in his eyes. "Join my family, and accept our congratulations on your
coming-of-age." As
compliments went, it still sounded like an insult. That would have rankled more
a day ago. But all tests weren't the same; he'd figured that out lying in his
own filth on Master Markko's floor. He'd never given the magician the right to
ask anything of him, but the Chimbai-Khan was another matter. A glance at Kaydu
gave all the instruction she needed. With a wary glance at Llesho, she unhanded
her sword as a sign that his guard should do likewise. When
the swords had vanished into their sheaths again, Chimbai-Khan continued.
"Your advisers may sit with mine, and your captains join my chieftains. As
for your guardsmen, be at rest. You will find no hand raised against you in
this ulus." Llesho
gave an affirmative nod, directing his brothers to the gathering of advisers
and his captains to the chieftains. Yesugei, he noticed, watched with cautious
interest. As one who had brought to the fire a small box that unfolded
unexpectedly like a puzzle, the chieftain seemed to be trying to decide what
threat that puzzle might reveal. / am
no threat, Llesho thought. He knew Yesugei couldn't hear it, just as he
knew it wasn't true. He bore disaster on his shoulders like a heavy cloak, but
for the time being, he'd take the Khan's questionable apology in trade for the
certain danger he brought to the ulus of the Qubal clans. On
the dais, with a wide-eyed Little Brother in the crook of his arm, Tayyichiut
waited with impatient excitement for Llesho to speak, as he might listen to
Dog-nut's songs, or Master Den's stories. / am only too real, Llesho
thought, and I would trade places with you in a heartbeat—all the
adventures for my parents alive, my home intact. The Harnish prince must
have recognized some of these bleak musings in his complicated frown, for his
eagerness turned into confusion and embarrassment. A
little shrug of apology seemed only to confuse the boy further. The singers and
the storytellers never get it right, Llesho would have told him. Bravery is
just an instinctive response to desperation. Some flee and some turn and bare
their teeth. Your life is better served if you never have to do either.
Tayyichiut would never believe that, of course; he'd been shaped by the stories
as much as by his training. The prince would go into battle with the war cries
of legendary heroes in his head, just like Llesho had. Bortu
focused her dark, sharp eyes on him, looking deeper than his skin. Llesho
wondered what the khan's mother saw. Did she know what he was thinking? Did it
condemn or acquit him? She said nothing, however, and showed nothing on her
face to tell him her thoughts. Taking a hint from the old woman, he schooled
his own features to uncompromising sternness. In
the face of this sudden, cold reserve, Prince Tayyichiut darted a quick glance
from Llesho to Little Brother, as if he'd made himself foolish in the eyes of
all the gathered company. Kaydu, seeing his dismay, stepped up with a formal
bow and relieved him of the creature. Llesho silently thanked her for the
distraction, which had drawn the attention of their audience to the monkey and
away from both Thebin king and Harnish prince. "You
frighten me, Holy King of Thebin," Chimbai-Khan said. He hadn't been
distracted after all. A
titter of laughter rose in the back of the ger-tent, from those who thought he
jested with the foreign boy. The Khan silenced them with a hand upraised in
warning. "They
are fools," he apologized, pondering the mvs- tery
of the boy king before him. "When first I met you, I said that you walked
with wonders. Now I see that you are yourself one of those wonders. Come, look
for yourself—" As
the khan rose to his feet, the Lady Chaiujin reached a hand to restrain her
husband. "Can
I offer your guest refreshment, my khan?" "Please,
wife," he agreed, "but let our shaman advise your servants in the
selection of delicacies suitable for a king lately suffering at the hands of
his enemies." No
one said the word "poison," but it was in the mind and the eyes of
the khan as he instructed his wife. Llesho wondered what plots exposed and
hidden informed such a warning, but he had no time to consider the question.
Chimbai- Khan left the dais and directed Llesho to follow. They stopped in
front of a carved wooden chest suitable for storing clothes or blankets, where
he gestured at the bust of a bronze head. "My
father." Llesho struggled to compose his features. Show nothing, he
thought, give nothing away. "Where did you get this?" The
raid on Kungol, it must have been. In spite of his own advice, Llesho's hand
strayed to his knife. Enemies, after all. All
movement, all sound in the huge ger-tent stopped, as guardsmen of both kings
held their breath, afraid even a stray puff of wind might cause the very
disaster their charges wished to avoid. It
was a very near thing. Old instincts stirred in Llesho's heart: the shock
itself was almost enough to bring his lethal training into play. The khan
seemed to know something of this, however, and made no move that could be
misread as attack. "Not
your father, unless he lived for a thousand turnings of the seasons after
sitting for the head." He spoke with the gentleness he might use with a
wounded creature dangerous in its pain. "You
will find in this ulus no loot from the South's raid on Kungol, young king. I
didn't lie about that, though I can't say the same for wars fought between our
peoples in ages past. "I
didn't show you the head because of any resemblance to your father, however. I
never met him, though I might have guessed, looking at you. The face is yours,
the stern countenance, the penetrating eye, even the angle at which you
hold your head. Look." Keeping
his movements slow and unthreatening, the khan raised an empty hand and pointed
at the burnished mirror hanging on the latticed wall nearby. Llesho grasped at
the simple instruction as a lifeline, something to do that wouldn't instantly
collapse into chaos and death. In his past, lifelines had been chains, but he
turned, trusting in the voice warm with a father's concern, and saw a face he
didn't recognize as his own in the mirror. When had he become this person who
looked back at him? What ancestor reached out of the ages to claim him for the
long-dead past? "I
didn't see it when you first came to me, but you've grown into your past."
Chimbai-Khan echoed his own thoughts eerily. "I don't know what it may
mean, or why your path has brought you to my tent. But your eyes have looked
upon the Qubal people with a silent rebuke all the years of my life, and all
the years of my father's life, and so back to the first among the khans. The
time, it seems, has come to pay for the deeds done that brought this bronze
into the tents of my ancestors." Chimbai-Khan's
calm and earnest tones wooed him from his rage, and gradually Llesho loosened
the violent grasp he held on his knife. "In
ages past, when Thebin held sway over the grasslands, a king with your own face
and bearing ruled in the name of his goddess. The king, whose name was Llesho
like your own, governed sternly, but with a light hand. I know that sounds like
a contradiction, but the stories say he demanded an accounting of the herds and
flocks each turning of the seasons. From this account he took only the smallest
number for tribute, wishing the submission of the clans to his rule, but not
their beggaring. Some called him Llesho the Wise. The grasslands simply
withheld the title of tyrant." "So
far," Llesho objected, "your tale would lead one to believe you
wished to collect on a debt, not pay one." He let go of the hilt of his
knife, however, and reached out to touch the bronze. It was his face, and he
ran his fingertips along the contours of the head, trying to grasp the idea of
a Thebin as powerful as the khan described. The image failed him. He saw only
Kungol in ruins. "There
was peace." Chimbai-Khan shrugged in answer. "Some would call the
price cheap at a handful of horses and a small flock of sheep. Not all,
however. "During
the festival of the Great Goddess of the Thebin people, when the chieftains
brought their accounting to the king, this Llesho you see in the bronze met a
daughter of the grasslands. His wife had lately died, and he wished to make
this princess of the Qubal clans his queen. For herself, the story says, the
lady cared nothing for crowns and glory, but came to love the man for himself
alone. "The
king sent presents to her father, including this head. In the way of things
when a suit is tendered and there is interest on the father's side, the
chieftain kept the gifts. He was a simple man, my many-times-removed
grandfather, and thought only that to have so powerful a son-in-law must mean
he could forgo the payment of his tributary horses and sheep." "But
it didn't turn out that way." The spear at Llesho's back answered his
unspoken questions, wailing in his ear for revenge so that he thought the
riders passing on the wide avenue outside must come running. No one heard it
but Llesho, however, except maybe Dognut, who sat hunched up as if in pain. What
do you know, dwarf? That question, too, would have to wait, but he vowed to
make the time later. With
an abrupt thought he meant to keep in his head, but which
expressed itself with a dismissive twitch of his hand, he refused the spear its
vengeance and denied it access to his mind. He was sick of the thing, told it
in no uncertain terms that he had enough enemies of his own without looking for
more among the ancestors. It was just a story. If, at the end of it to pay a
debt, the khan would help him, so much the. better. "What
happened?" "We
cannot be certain, you understand," the khan warned him. "All we have
is stories, and the bronze head. But it seems the lady had brothers, who saw in
the courtship a chance to free the grasslands from Thebin domination. They
seized their own sister and hid her away, claiming she had been abducted by a
neighboring clan. "It
was a smart plan, really. If the king didn't rescue his bride, the clans would
see him as faithless, which would cause unrest. If he did come into the
grasslands in force against an innocent clan, he would be seen as a tyrant and
the clans would rise against him. The brothers, riding as family and advisers,
could approach him with weapons in hand without raising suspicion. They didn't
know their sister was carrying his child." Foreboding
churned in Llesho's stomach, but he said nothing, waiting for the khan to bring
the sorry tale to an end. "The
king came, with all his armies behind him, and met with his bride's brothers to
aid in his search. As a false pledge of their unity, the brothers gave the king
a short spear. They did not tell him that its tip was poisoned, or that the shaman,
subverted by lies, had placed a spell on it to kill the one who wielded it. "By
then, of course, their sister's burden showed for all the world to see. Fearing
that she would raise up her child to avenge his father, they held her prisoner
in a tent far from the clans, where they thought no one could find her. A
servant betrayed them, however, and led the king to where her brothers had
hidden his love. And this is where the tragedy has put us in
your debt. The king arrived just as his queen delivered his son, only to see
her brother snap the child's neck. In his rage and grief, the king raised the
spear the brothers had given him, meaning to slay the murderer and rescue his
wife. The spell, of course, turned the weapon back on him and he died, the poison
of his betrayers in his veins. Their sister could do nothing but look on in
horror as the brothers she had once loved murdered all that she had come to
cherish as a woman." That
same spear rode at Llesho's back. The story cast a new light on Prince Tayyichiut's
innocent prank. Llesho remembered the recognition of it that had dawned on the
Chimbai-Khan almost too late to avert disaster as the spear itself played out
an old curse on both their ancestors. This time it hadn't won, though, he
reminded the khan with a level glance at the young prince who watched them
avidly from the dais. The khan nodded his understanding, and finished his
story. "The
brothers had their war, but they died without winning it. King Llesho's older
sons had ridden with him and they fought with the wisdom of their father, to
regain the peace. The story ends with King Llesho's young queen. Some say the
horrors of that day drove her mad, others that she stood her ground and refused
the hospitality of her own clan for what they had done. All agree that she
remained in the tent where her brothers had hidden her. Visitors would come to
her and place gifts at her door until, one day, she wasn't there. She had
walked away, into the woods to die some say. Others would have it that she was
the Great Goddess herself, descended from the Thebin heaven to the grasslands
in human form to love her eternal husband in his life as a king. In that
version of the tale, she went to her heavenly home to await the return of her
husband on the wheel. "Whatever
the end of the story, it has left a mark of sadness on this clan. For the
crimes of our ancestors, the Qubal people owe a debt to Llesho the King. Ask,
and I will give it to you." Wisdom
gained in a thousand bloody li of struggle had taught him that you didn't leave
an enemy at your back or start an alliance with a lie. Chimbai-Khan was hiding
something. "Do you also have a daughter, my khan?" he guessed,
keeping his voice very low. All
expression left the man's face, which grew pale enough to remark even in the
half-light of the ger-tent. "My daughter is only a child, and fosters with
a friendly clan." He didn't offer a name of the daughter or the identity
of the clan but added as explanation, "I would not have the past repeat
itself." "Nor
I, my khan," Llesho agreed, but gave his own reminder, "I'm not the
man of the bronze head, any more than I am my father." "No,"
Chimbai-Khan agreed. "Both lost their battles in the end. You have to be
better than either of them." "With
help," Llesho said, acknowledging the khan's goodwill even if he hadn't
quite sorted out the enormity of the debt owed. Bruised and raw of heart he
rolled the story around in his mind, taking in the shape of it as well as its
parts. He supposed the current line of Thebin princes rose from the elder sons
and shared no Harnish blood, for which he found himself heartily relieved. "We
have two battles to consider." With a bow, he accepted the invitation to
return to the dais with the khan. "If we don't defeat the witch-finder and
rescue his hostages before he reaches his master, he will at the very least
kill the prisoners." Chimbai-Khan
nodded gravely. If the khan could comprehend that some things Markko did were
worse than death, they were already halfway there. As he moved toward the dais,
Llesho indicated with a glance that he wished his captains to draw nearer so
that they could contribute their own knowledge of the enemy. An array of
delicate foods suitable for an invalid waited for them.
Or
waited except for Shokar, who abandoned good manners, to the dismay of their
hostess, and helped himself to a taste of a variety of the foods—those most
suited to an invalid and that Llesho might be tempted to try. According
to Bolghai, Chimbai-Khan had a troubled marriage, but he didn't think hostilities
had reached the point where the Lady Chaiujin would poison her husband's guest.
Mergen, however, gave an approving smile as he, too, dipped into the dishes.
Surrendering to the protection he could not escape, Llesho chose only a bowl of
milky broth from his brother's hand, grateful that no one pressed him to eat
more. The bread and milk that Carina fed him had helped, as Bixei had
remembered it would when he recommended it, but he was unwilling to tax his gut
with anything stronger. When he had drunk sufficiently to satisfy courtesy, he
set aside the bowl and waited until the food had been taken away. Then he began
his own story, describing what had happened in his dream-walk. "I
traveled to the camp of the witch-finder, and found there my brother Adar, who
appears well, and the two of my cadre who remain his prisoners. He has tortured
Hmishi and, with the distant aid of the magician, has clouded Lling's mind.
Only his master's orders restrain him, however, and I'm not the only one
worried that he may slip his leash. I had set my dream course to return when
Master Markko snatched me from the path I walked, and carried me to his own
dream encampment. While he held me prisoner there, he tried to persuade me to
join him." Chimbai-Khan
shook his head, as if trying to shake the pieces into place. "This
magician thought to bring you to his side with torture and poison?" he
asked, recalling the stir in the visitors' camp at Llesho's return and the
illness that had directed the choice of foods at his table. "He
said it was important for his plan. My brothers and I have to remain alive and
fall under his control for the next step in his campaign. The poisons, I think,
are his idea of training the body—against assault by poisoners, perhaps." "This
next campaign. Does he mean to attack the grasslands?" the khan asked. "I
don't think so." Just so there were no misunderstandings, he explained,
"Markko wants to rule over the grasslands, and he'll fight to win that
power—if you don't go after him, he'll come after you. But bringing down the
Shan Empire, killing the dream readers of Ahkenbad, and even overpowering the
Harn—I think that's all about eliminating opposition to what he has planned at
the end of it. He wants the power, and maybe that's all he wanted at the start.
Now, he needs to make sure there's nobody to stop him when he puts his real
plan into action." Shokar
had locked his attention on his brother's eyes as he spoke, his focus sharp as
a hawk's. "Which is?" Llesho
shrugged. "I don't know. The raiders already control Thebin. If he holds
the Southern grasslands, he can move on the holy city of Kungol any time he
wants. My brothers will never recognize him as their legitimate king, but he
had hoped, perhaps, that I was young enough to break to his will. That didn't
work." Except
for a quick glance at Shokar, Llesho had addressed himself to the khan. As he
spoke of his brothers, however, his eyes strayed to Lluka, who wouldn't meet
his gaze. Not yet, he thought, but promised himself to uncover Lluka's
unhappy secrets before they cost lives. "Hostages
to heaven," Shokar thought out loud. "Husbands of the Great Goddess.
Three are in this tent, and Tsu-tan has the fourth, is already carrying him to
his master. Something to trade for favors or power." It
made sense, but a fine tremor passed through Lluka's body. He seemed afraid of
something much more terrible than Shokar's suggestion. "Blood."
He finally met Llesho's eyes, his own dark with horror. "Master Markko
will want to make blood sacrifices. A commoner will do for a small request. A prince
is better for a more powerful favor. The blood of a prince who is dedicated to
the Goddess, and has her favor, may move heaven itself. Resisting will do, but
willing is better. Young is better still, and innocent—" Llesho
knew what his brother meant, and blushed. Not for lack of wishing, he
thought, but that was before. The goddess waited for him, and he could do no
less for her. Once he had his own embarrassment under control, he considered
the full implications of what his brother had said. Balar didn't seem
surprised. Terrified, but not surprised. "You
knew," he whispered. "This is the future you saw, before the visions
left you?" "The
visions didn't leave me," Lluka corrected him. "The future did. This
Master Markko will kill you and open hell on the mountain where you die. The
gates of heaven won't hold against the army he releases against them. That's
where it all ends in most of the lines. In others, you die in battle, or the
magician dies of his own magics, but always the end is the same. Hell is set
loose, the gates fall, the world ends." "Balar—"
Llesho looked to his brother for a denial, but Balar shrugged his shoulders
helplessly. "We've come to the place where we have to be, but the universe
balances on a blade thin as a camel's whisker. A breath, a thought, tips all
into darkness." "More
family business than we meant to share, Great Khan," Shokar apologized.
Llesho nodded in agreement, but he let his brother carry the burden of the
khan's shock while he studied the reactions of those around them. His own party
stirred to greater vigilance, but they had all seen too many wonders to let
surprise overcome them. Harlol had known from the start; the knowledge had sent
him out to find a beggar prince and hide him from harm in the caves of
Ahkenbad. That plan had worked out about as well as he would have expected. Kaydu
might have guessed on her own, or with her father's help. Bixei crackled with
his anger, but seemed unbowed by the prospect of eternal chaos. Perhaps, like
Llesho, his life as a slave and a warrior had prepared him for no other end.
The tale had fired Tayyichiut with a dangerous fervor, however; the Harnish
prince would take no warnings about the barbed edge to adventures now. Bortu
seemed unsurprised, as did Mergen, which caused Llesho to wonder about their
own sources of information. Chaiujin had fixed him with her serpent's stare, as
if she would swallow him whole and digest him slowly for the juices of his
mind. She froze the heart in his breast, so that for a long moment he missed
its beating, but he had no time to consider what plots she might conceal. The
khan turned to his shaman, demanding answers. "Is this true?" "What
part, my khan?" Bolghai replied with his own bland question. Llesho
sympathized with Chimbai-Khan's annoyance. While their beliefs might differ,
mystics seemed to all share a common love of obscurity when asked a direct
question. The
khan persisted. "Does this whinging prince have the gifts he claims? Is
the world about to end?" "Gifts,
yes, Great Khan Chimbai," Bolghai admitted, and added, "Truth is a
deep, cold stream, however, and this one wades ever in the shallows. "The
underworld of the animal spirits and our helpful ancestors remains untroubled.
Sky spirits of thunder and starlight still walk the heavens unhindered by this
magician and his magics. But heaven itself has suffered, and our worlds of
dreams and waking mean little to the spirits we question in their
passing." "Does
that mean the people of the grasslands will survive this master's magics?"
Chaiujin asked, "or that we face defeat in anything we do?" "It
means, Lady Chaiujin, that one should listen with caution to the advice of
those to whom the question of life or death has no meaning. But if the khan,
your husband, were to ask me, 'Do we throw our lot and our lives with this mad
boy's quest,' I would have to tell him, 'Yes.'" "We
have ten thousand gathered here in anticipation of battle," the khan said,
"But even so, it will take some days to prepare for a march to the South."
The indirection of his words caused Llesho to wonder what battle the Qubal had
anticipated before his quest ever left Ah-kenbad. He would ask Master Den about
that, but in the meantime, he had his own plan to prepare. "First,
we must secure the prisoners. The witch-finder travels with a hundred or two of
Master Markko's raiders, no more. My own forces, though smaller, fight for the
honor of heaven and to rescue friends and brothers, not out of fear of their
master. We've won against such odds before. When we go after Master Markko,
however, your thousands will be welcome." "Your
troops follow their king, like filings to a lode-stone," the khan
corrected. "And we would not have them wandering our lands bereft of their
true south. Take half a hundred of our fighters. Let them see with the eyes of
the clans these terrors of which you speak and report to their captains the
truth as they learn it in the flesh of their own experience. And if they should
keep the royal lodestone from the hands of his enemies, then all debts are
paid. The battle for the grasslands that follows will be for us." "Agreed,"
Llesho accepted the offer and with it the hands of the khan, which he held
between his own as a sign of the compact between them. When it was done, he
glanced up at the mirror on the wall, and caught Ye-sugei's relieved smile in
it. He returned a nod of acknowledgment; they had both done well by their
different causes. Tayyichiut
would have spoken then, and Llesho guessed what he wanted, but the Lady
Chaiujin silenced him with a cold frown. As she waited for the chieftains to
settle, the lady beckoned a servant who brought forward small pots of tea, and
bowls for the guests and family. One pot she set by the khan's wife with
particular care. Lady Chaiujin's smile of welcome never warmed her eyes as she
picked up a jade bowl in one hand and the teapot by its handle with the other. For
a moment Llesho wondered if she had taken it from his pack, but the challenge
in her gaze as she filled it quelled the impulse to accuse. He was a guest and
would make a gift of anything he owned save the wedding bowl returned to him by
the Lady SienMa and the spear across his back. But the light from the smoke
hole at the center of the roof played differently at its lip than he remembered.
Not his own cup—another like it that she teased him with, urging him to a
thoughtless accusation. "I
have a cup very like your own, Lady Chaiujin." His smile, for the teeth
only, warned her that he saw through the ruse: "Save that the rim is
thinner." "Then
you must have its match." The lady smiled graciously and gave him her cup
to drink. "Keep it as my guest-gift. Like the bronze that haunts my
husband, this cup comes from the Golden City of Kungol. Perhaps you can return
it to its rightful place some day." Too
gracious. He wondered if her poisons were compatible with those of Master
Markko. She caught his hesitation, however, and drew back the cup. "It's
just tea," she assured him, and sipped from it. "I will beg the khan,
my husband, to take no offense if you wish Prince Shokar to taste it as well,
though I fear the tea will be gone by the time we are finished testing
it." Chimbai-Khan
seemed more inclined to sweep the cup from her hands than to object to Llesho's
caution. She seemed unlikely to want him dead, however, and had tasted it
herself. The magician's attentions had made him the equal to any poisons that
might leave another unaffected, so he took the cup into his hands and drank a
small courtesy draft, no more than a sip. Not
poisons, he realized too late, but a love potion that set fire pulsing through
his brain and body. Gazing into the lady's eyes, he saw that the potion had set
her blood racing as well, but she sat demurely, her lashes quickly hiding the
fever she had set to burning with her tea. "Your
pardon, Chimbai-Khan." Llesho stumbled awkwardly to his feet. His
guardsmen, too, stirred uneasily to see their young king's interest so plainly
written on his face and form. They could not know the lady had drugged him into
love with her, but had to seriously question both his statecraft and his
manners. With a shake of his head that did nothing to clear his thoughts but
set his pulse to throbbing at his temples, he drew himself to his full height
and sketched a shaky bow. "No offense meant to your lady or your
hospitality, but my illness calls me to my bed." At the mention of his bed
the heat rose in his cheeks and he swayed toward the Lady Chaiujin. "Don't
let us keep you from your rest, young king." The khan dismissed him with a
wave of a hand that Llesho didn't see. He'd already turned away, facing the
long walk past nobles and chieftains and his own guardsmen to the door. "My
respects—" He started walking alone. At
his back his brothers hesitated, torn between courtesy to their host and worry
for their king. "I
hope the food and drink were not too taxing on his healing spirits," the
Lady Chaiujin begged with mockery in her tone. "Perhaps he needs another
day of rest." Her voice embraced him like warm honey. "Oh,
yes." Llesho turned around again and reached for her, found his hand
restrained by Shokar, who studied him anxiously for illness. "Or . .
." He was confused. Llesho wanted to sink into her arms, but at the same
time, his own voice in the back of his head, went, Ugh! No! Run away! "I
have to rescue Adar." Focus. The little voice in his head added that to
the chant and he obeyed it, marching toward the door with a singleness of
purpose on which he knew his life depended, though he couldn't have said why.
"But I'll come back . . ." "Go.
See to your brother," the khan dismissed the whole of Llesho's party.
"We would not lose a second King Llesho to the hospitality of the Qubal
clans." Llesho
thought the khan must suspect more than he could let on about his guest's
sudden illness. He didn't feel ill, though. He felt delicious, and couldn't
remember why he was leaving when the Lady Chaiujin waited for him on the dais,
like a dream of heaven. Focus. As he passed the khan's gathered advisers, he
sought out Carina, who saw with the eyes of a healer. Drawing a handkerchief
from one of the many purses that hung from her shaman's dress, she made her way
to the dais and swept up the jade cup that Lady Chaiujin had offered Llesho as
a gift. "His
Royal Holiness will send his proper gratitude when he is recovered," she
said, and wrapped the cup carefully in the cloth. With her own bow and a
muttered apology she turned and followed his brothers, who had taken up
positions with his captains surrounding him and moved him toward the exit.
Before they had gone far, however, the door opened for Master Den. The
trickster god strode toward them with an easy grin, pretending to a cheer
belied by the thunderous footsteps that shook the earth as he walked. "Magical
torments are an exhausting business," he chided Llesho, leaving the
gathered company to assume he meant the magician waiting in the South, and not
the unsuspected potions of their queen. With a bow to the khan and a knowing
glance at the Lady Chaiujin, Master Den fell into step behind Llesho's party
and herded them past the firebox. "Wait!"
Llesho reached to the chain around his neck. His hand found the black pearl
that was the Pig tangled in his silver wire, and he tugged at it. "I need
to give the lady a present in return!" "You
will." Master Den leaned into his ear so that they could speak privately.
"Tomorrow. When you are ready to leave is the proper time for a gift to
your hostess. Now might be mistaken—" "Not
mistaken," Llesho whispered in his teacher's ear. "I want her." "I
know." "And
I don't even like her." "Not
surprising. I'm sure Carina can help. You've done well to remove yourself from
the lady's presence." "I
have the cup," Carina joined in their whispered conversation. "I can
analyze what she gave him when we get back to our tents." They
were hustling at an unseemly rate for a king's departure from another king,
Llesho judged. But the voices in his head were in agreement with his feet this
time, even if other parts of his body were still in rebellion. He didn't think
those soldiers following him out were going to let him go back anyway, even if
they were his own personal guard. Only Carina and Master Den suspected more
than a natural, if rude, infatuation with the lady. The khan's men were unhappy
with his behavior but not surprised by it; they seemed willing to let the
visitors leave unharmed if they just—left. A
glance behind showed him that the Lady Chaiujin had gone, but Chimbai-Khan
watched as Llesho's party withdrew. Regret and sorrow and even pity mixed in
his eyes in a way that confused Llesho even more. Of course, Lady Chaiujin was
the khan's wife, but ... it occurred to him, though he couldn't hold onto the
thought, that the lady had wanted to hurt her husband and the upstart
princeling on her doorstop. He'd got himself out of there without making a
complete fool of himself, but she'd managed to humiliate them both without ever
losing her own dignity. And that made him seriously angry.
Chapter Thirty-one
"I DON'T understand—" "There's
nothing to understand. It's a drug." Safely back in Llesho's
command tent, Carina had unwrapped the Lady Chaiujin's jade cup and set it on
the folding camp table. As she spoke, she filled it with clean water and added
four drops of a brown liquid thick as mud. "Oh,
I understood that part right away." Llesho
paced out his nervous energy behind her, making a detour around Shokar but
staying clear of Master Den, who had laid claim to the bed where he sat taxing
the strength of the cot's joints. Llesho didn't need a bed, had slept away most
of a day while the poisons sweated their way out of his system. The Lady
Chaiujin's drug had a completely different effect on his system. If he couldn't
get access to the lady herself, which Master Den and his brothers had
determined he wouldn't, he'd race his own horse to Kungol, or climb the
heavenly mountains with Dognut on his back to entertain the goddess when he
arrived at her gates. Something, anything. In
the corner, Dognut started up a soft tune, and stopped again when Llesho turned
on him. "I
am not in the mood, dwarf." "So
I see." Dognut
pocketed his sweet potato flute, but there was mischief in the glance he
flashed at Balar who, fortunately for his skin, took no chances with Llesho's
temper and a borrowed lute. Lluka was off skulking somewhere, but Shokar stood
like a stone pillar in the entrance to the tent. Llesho
needed to move, so he paced, and thought, and talked. "I
know I don't really have these feelings for her. She's scared me witless since
the first time I saw her. And not," he added before someone could
interrupt, "because I was unnerved by an attraction to a beautiful woman.
She's colder than the glaciers on the heavenly mountains, and that's not my
idea of passion, however innocent Lluka thinks I am. I knew it was a trick." Shokar
shifted neatly in place to block Llesho's escape from the tent. "What I
don't understand," he complained, "is why you drank from a cup the
lady handed you in the first place. That should have been my place." "And
it would have served us better if the eldest prince had thrown himself at the
feet of the khan's wife," Llesho snapped at him. He didn't have an answer
that would please Shokar. Didn't, in hindsight, think much of it himself.
"I didn't think she'd poison us until she knew more about us." "You,"
Balar dropped the correction offhandedly into the debate. "Her attention
was all on you." Llesho
knew that, and Master Den was challenging his statement with a raised eyebrow.
No one believed him, it seemed, though they appeared willing to accept the lie
as a symptom of the lady's tea. With a little sigh, he relented. The truth,
after all, was easier to keep track of. Which was important when he wasn't
tracking all that well. "Okay. I knew she was watching me, and I figured
that she'd test me with something. But if Markko has been training my body
since Pearl Island to withstand the effects of poisons, and if the Lady
Chaiujin could drink the tea without any ill effects, I figured I could do it,
too." As
he expected, Shokar liked the truth no better than the lie. "I can't
believe you would risk your life on the good intentions of a magician who has
left a trail of murder from here to Pearl Island," he thundered. "I
can't believe you would deliberately swallow poison just to see what would
happen. WHAT WERE YOU THINKING!" he thundered. "It
was an alkaloid," Carina corrected him with absent precision. She wiped
the cup carefully, and rinsed it again with pure water. "And, I think, a
spell with it. There are markings etched into the bottom of the cup." "Of
course there must be a spell as well as a potion. Why should anything ever be
simple?" Llesho kicked at a bump in the floor of the tent and pulled his
foot back quickly when the lump scuttled away under the canvas floor. "The
Lady Chaiujin had to know I carry the jade cup that Lady SienMa returned to
me—she was daring me to accuse her of taking it. A search would have turned it
up exactly where I left it, discrediting me and her husband, for inviting a
troublemaking stranger into his camp. "When
that didn't work, she was ready with her backup plan." "One
should always have a backup plan," Master Den agreed. He didn't laugh, but
it was a near thing. "I
should have challenged the khan for the honor of Thebin." Shokar fidgeted
with his sword. Not a man who chose war as an occupation, he had learned it
well enough. Especially in the early stages, when sides were being taken, honor
and the reputation of one's cause carried as much weight as sword craft. Dognut,
however, spoke up from his corner, common sense rising out of his usual well of
compassion. "The khan had no hand in it, I'd wager, nor acts out of a deep
heart-love for his cold wife. But he'd be bound to defend her pretended virtue
against us. We'd be dead. Markko would soon have his hands on Adar, and possibly
other royal brothers who are still missing. And the khan would mourn the loss
of his own honor in murdering the innocent to protect the wicked. This way, a
boy lost his head in the presence of a beautiful woman but properly retreated
to clear his thoughts rather than offend his host." Master
Den agreed. "Better to appear a fool than a cuckoo in the nest of a
powerful man." "Particularly
when you wish him as an ally?" Llesho already knew the answer. "And
what if it had been a poison, meant to kill you and not to make you look the
fool you are in front of the Harn?" Shokar was not yet ready to let it go. "Then
I would have lived or died, as Master Markko meant me to do when he fed me his
doses," Llesho answered. Shokar
seemed ready to build a full head of steam, worthy of the best of his temper
explosions at this answer, but Llesho stopped him with an upraised hand. He
didn't have to say, "I am your king;" it crackled in every rigid
muscle. When his brother bowed his head in submission, Llesho explained what
had seemed obvious to him from the beginning. "We
are at war. Master Markko may command the Lady Chaiujin, or she may battle for
her own cause, but I could not back down at the first flight of arrows. If we
are to win this war, we have to fight it wherever it finds us, at table or on
the playing field, or anywhere else it comes to us. If we don't, we'll die
anyway, on our backs if not on our feet." Shokar
trembled with his inner struggle, wishing to protect his young brother while
knowing that he couldn't. "Let
it go, good prince Shokar," Master Den advised him. "There comes a
point in the nursemaiding of kings when one must relinquish the leading reins
and let them ride on their own, even into disaster." "It
wasn't," Llesho objected quickly, but was forced to amend his defense:
"A near thing, perhaps, but it worked out." "And
you've put up with this since Pearl Island?" Shokar gave his head a shake
and added for Master Den, "I don't know how you do it." None
could misinterpret the little smile Den gave him in return. His Royal Holiness
King Llesho was, perhaps, no more nor less than the trickster god had made him.
Which warranted greater thought when Llesho had the time. A
stirring at the tent flap interrupted the conversation before anyone could
comment. After a brief whispered word with Bixei, who stood guard outside,
Shokar nodded, and allowed the newcomer to enter. "Prince
Tayyichiut." Llesho paused in his restless pacing to give the prince a bow
of greeting. "Holy
King." Tayyichiut returned the bow, but did not meet Llesho's eyes. He
raised a small sack of herbs so that everyone in the tent could see what he was
doing, and offered it to Carina. "Bolghai recognized the effects of a
potion on the khan's guest, and sends this antidote, with the humble apologies
of my father, and his gratitude. He wishes you to know that he would have no
harm come to you in his camp, but suggests that perhaps—" Llesho
raised a hand to stop him from committing a breach of hospitality in his
father's name. "My troops prepare for departure even as we speak. I would
have met with your father again, to make more detailed plans for the battle to
come, but we'll have time for that after we free Tsu-tan's prisoners." The
Harnish prince let out a deep breath, as if he'd been relieved of a great
burden. "My father hoped you would not forsake the alliance which he holds
so near to the honor of this family. He begs you to accept the gift of a half a
hundred of his best horsemen, and his son to lead them, to help you regain your
companions." Llesho's
first instinct demanded that he reject the khan's offer. He'd had only a
handful of days to get used to the idea of Harnishmen who didn't mean to kill
him, and Tayyichiut hadn't helped to cement that change of view. The young
prince seemed to owe little of his open demeanor to his mother but Llesho
wondered how innocent had been the challenge on the playing field that had
almost cost him his life. If the mother knew about the cup, did the son also
know about the spear? He caught a breath to reject the offer, but the prince
seemed to read his objection and moved to counter it before the words were
spoken and it came to backing down in front of followers. "I
want to go. Before you answer, let me assure you that I meant no harm when I
challenged you to play at jidu with me. I didn't realize that you carried
magical weapons along with a magical name and thought only to test your conduct
in warlike games. For my foolishness you hold my honor in your hands and I
would win it back in battle at your command." That
all sounded too elaborate and poetical for Llesho, who still felt the uneasy
effects of the potion fed him by the prince's mother. Prince
Tayyichiut read some of this in his frown, and answered for himself: "The
Lady Chaiujin is my stepmother, I call her mother out of courtesy to my
father." He said nothing more, but his loathing came through clearly in
his voice, and the curl of his lip. "I
would not cost the khan his beloved son in a battle that isn't his to
fight." That was Llesho's second doubt, but Tayyichiut swept it away with
a wave of his hand. "You're
no older than I am, but you've already proved yourself in battle and you're
leading a force of your own to rescue your friends. Just like you, I've trained
to fight all of my life. Now it's my turn to prove myself." "Not
like me." It wouldn't help his argument to tell the war-trained prince
that, until his fifteenth summer, Llesho'd wielded nothing more dangerous than
a muckrake in Lord Chin-shi's pearl beds. Prince
Tayyichiut took the words like physical blows and Llesho knew he couldn't leave
it that way between them. None of it was the prince's fault, any more than it
was Llesho's. Unfortunately, it left him all out of arguments to make. "I
don't want you dead," had been the big one, right after, "I don't
trust you any more than I trust your stepmother," which didn't seem the
right thing to say in the camp of his father. "Drink
this." Carina interrupted them with a cup of tea in which the leaves and
bark still floated. He wrinkled his nose, but she insisted, "It will take
away the worst of the effects you are suffering." She
didn't say which effects, and gracefully did not mention their source, but
Llesho blushed a deeper wine-color anyway. He hadn't forgotten that he wanted
to bed Tayyichiut's stepmother, but the prince had distracted him from the
evidence that told the tale to all who might look on him. While Llesho drank,
Tayyichiut carefully kept his eyes focused on the top of Llesho's head as he
pressed his case. "I
would not stay behind with the women when there is glory to be won." He
couldn't have chosen a less convincing argument to join Llesho's band, nor
could he have chosen a worse time to make his fatal point. Carina turned on him
with an imperiously raised eyebrow just as Kaydu, returning from a scouting
expedition, entered the tent. "What's
this about staying behind with the women?" she asked, shaking all over as
if she still had feathers. "I'd
like to know that, too." Carina added her fuel to the fire. "I
didn't mean. I meant, Harnish women don't, or well, not often, and—" He
stammered to a halt, as red to the tips of his ears as Llesho had been before
he drank down Bolghai's antidote. "Do
you think you can let the boy off the hook now?" Dognut asked with a
twinkle. "It would be easier to explain his injuries after the
battle than w~ "Swaggering
about taking on twice as many because our aims are pure sounded very good when
you were bragging us up to the khan," Balar conceded, "but even for
heroes, greater numbers are better than being outnumbered, especially when the
enemy is one who channels powers from this dark magician." Tayyichiut
grinned at Balar. "My father agrees," he said, "Both to the
prettiness of the speech and to the value of not testing it too far. Will the
monkey come to war with us?" "He
always does," Kaydu assured him. "I'll
hold him for you some of the time," Tayyichiut volunteered brightly. Llesho
felt the stirring of jealousy for friendships that might be born there, between
the Harnish prince and his own company. "The Harn are our enemies,"
he snapped, shocking his brothers and the prince, but not the companions who
had known him throughout his journeys. "It's
hard to give that up," Kaydu gave a little shrug. "But we have to
find out where this khan will stand in the greater battle to follow. Better to
have his son under our eye than to leave the enemy at our back with no hostages
to his good intentions." "My
father suggested that as well," Tayyichiut spoke up easily. Too easily. "You've
had a soft life in the lap of your family and the people of this ulus. You
think you can win our forces to your side the same way you charm your own
horse-guards, who are friends by decree." The effects of the potion, and
his own habits of ease among his companions had relaxed Llesho's features, but
now he hardened his expression as he hardened his heart. "We are not so
easily won, and we—any one among us with whom you will travel—will kill you
without a thought if you look like crossing the least of my commands." He'd
never tested that, but it had to be that way if he were truly king. Of course,
being king also meant giving orders his people could, in conscience, carry out.
But he didn't want this foolish prince to think a winning smile would protect
him. As
if dropping a mask of his own, Tayyichiut let the good cheer fall away.
"Lady Chaiujin was my father's second wife, until my mother died in her
sleep. Then she became first wife." It took little imagination to figure
out how Tayyichiut's mother had died. They had that in common, then. "That
happened three years ago, and I am still alive." Llesho
understood that, too. He returned the bow, to acknowledge the battles this
young warrior waged within the khan's own household. "You won't be any
safer in our company, but you don't have to pretend to love your enemies." "When
do we leave?" Tayyichiut was impatient to be gone, and now Llesho could
understand his reasons. "At false dawn. Say your good-byes tonight." The
prince accepted this answer with a quick nod and left without a backward glance.
When he was gone, Llesho realized that Bolghai's potion had worked. He felt
almost normal again. Except, he was famished. Tayyichiut
had told about half the truth, which was better than he expected. Llesho had
gathered his party on the playing field that served as the staging area for the
khan's encampment. Surrounded by the round white tents in the soft gray light
of the little sun, they awaited the arrival of the khan's troops. He'd expected
the khan and maybe his chieftains and a few of his advisers would come out to
bid them luck in battle, not this turnout of old and young, men and women, who
thronged the edges of the field. The crowd stirred and hummed with
anticipation, so that Llesho almost missed the echo of distant horses
reverberating through the ground underfoot. A cheer went up as the vague
tremble of the earth turned into a thundering drive down the wide central
avenue of a half a hundred galloping horsemen, each with a second horse
on a lead. The warriors of Chimbai-Khan wheeled onto the playing field in a
tight formation and drew to a bone-snapping halt at the dais that had been set
up for the khan and his family. With
a grin, the Harnish prince at the head of the company leaped from his horse and
presented himself to his father. "The
lives of your warriors are yours to command," Tayyichiut recited. Dropping
to one knee, he bowed his head, baring his neck to his father's sword in a
ritual display of submission. That's when Llesho saw the sling on his back, and
the furry monkey head of Little Brother sticking out of it. "Rise,
warrior, and fight bravely for your khan," Chimbai-Khan answered, showing
remarkable restraint at the sight of the monkey on his son's back. When he had
completed the formal leave-taking for a soldier, he gave a warrior's deep
laugh, wrapped his arms around his son, and lifted him off the ground in a huge
bear hug that drew one indignant screech from the monkey before he curled more
deeply into his sling. "Bring
home tales of wonder, and a scar or two to enchant the ladies," he
instructed his son. In the khan's eyes, Llesho read the truth of his desires:
for mild tales and small scars, but most of all, the coming home. Tayyichiut
was his only son. "I
will." His eyes snapping with pride, Tayyichiut set his shoulders in a
military bearing. "Father, bless these, your warriors, as they prepare to
die in your name." "Bring
death to your enemies, take only shallow wounds to mark your striving on the
battlefield." The
khan let his gaze drift over the waiting horsemen, and Llesho did likewise.
Twenty-five of them were youths with not a moment's real experience in battle.
When the khan's exhortation to the troops ended, the crowd descended upon his
army. Mothers pressed packets on their sons with dainties for them to eat in
the saddle. Fathers offered advice and the prized family sword or a quiver of
fine arrows, as if these gifts of war-craft could bring their children home
safe again. And more boys, swearing in an effort to seem more warlike, were
unable to hide their disappointment that they had not been chosen. With
his heart in his boots, Llesho wondered why he'd been chosen to introduce the
Harnish prince and his young followers to the battlefield. Perhaps he'd sounded
more assured than he felt when he had talked about taking on Tsu-tan. If he'd
known what Chimbai-Khan intended, he would have warned him. People he could ill
afford to lose died in his quest—advisers and followers both—and the more he
needed them, the more likely they were to suffer and die for it. If
the khan had seen the rescued Emperor Shou, he might have thought again about
sending his son into this war, small as the coming skirmish might be when
compared to the struggles that would follow it. He couldn't even tell that
part, however, without risking the empire itself. Enemies, of which the Shan
Empire had many, waited only for a sign of weakness to fall on their prey.
Llesho didn't want to bring that down on his friend or on the people of Shan.
He just hoped that by keeping silent he didn't bring disaster on the Qubal ulus
and their young prince. At
least the boisterous young warriors each came with an overseer in tow. An equal
number of hard-bitten veterans—with expressions so impassive Llesho knew they
felt as frustrated as he did—followed their young charges onto the playing
field, driving a herd of riderless horses on leads. As he thought about it, the
strategy behind the makeup of the company started to make sense. Hardened
warriors would balk at orders from a stranger and a boy, as they saw him.
Tayyichiut's youthful cadre, however, would accept the leadership of their own
age-mate and ally against their own race's older generation. The
warriors charged with seeing them safely through their first battle would fight
at Llesho's command to keep their
children alive, and to bring them home as grown warriors who had passed through
their first campaign. That Chimbai-Khan had meant to wage this war all along
crossed his mind. That the khan had sent his son to draw his first blood gave
Llesho both a responsibility to his ally and an opportunity to learn through
his son more about the hidden agenda of the khan. Keeping them all alive was
the tricky part. When
the battle-scarred fighters drew to a halt, their leader dismounted. It was
Mergen. "Gifts,"
he said with a bow to Llesho and a sweep of his hand to indicate the horses
stamping impatiently among the riders. "We will ride to battle in the
Harnish style." That meant traveling at full gallop, an extra horse tied
to each rider's mount. The Harnish riders changed mounts in mid-gallop,
stepping from stirrup to stirrup as if crossing a stream upon stones. "Like
the wind," Llesho agreed. His own army lacked that skill with horses, so
he added, "But even the wind pauses between gusts, to blow more fiercely
when it rises again." "So
the wind blows in the East," Mergen gave a wry nod of acknowledgment, but
his attention from the moment of his arrival had been focused on his brother,
and he waited only for the minimal courtesies before turning to the khan
himself. Discussing
statecraft in the khan's ger-tent, Mergen had seemed a mild, thoughtful man.
Now he confronted his leader and kin like a storm sweeping over the grasslands.
Chimbai-Khan wanted to send his brother to watch over his son's small force.
Mergen objected. They spoke too softly for Llesho to hear, their heads drawn
together, but their views very far apart. Even from a polite distance he could
see lightning flash in the eyes of the khan and thunder answer in the
tight-drawn vee of Mergen's brow. In
the end, Mergen won, and Yesugei stepped up to take his place with Llesho's
captains at the side of his own young prince. "I
see you plot with my chieftains against me, brother." Chimbai-Khan's low
voice held subtle threat as he watched Yesugei exchange places with his
brother. It was, Llesho realized, the chieftain's horse, and Ye-sugei's pack.
Mergen had never intended to travel with the advance force. "As
always, Great Khan, your advisers conspire to keep you alive." Llesho
wasn't supposed to hear that either, or to see Mergen's quick glance toward the
dais, where the Lady Chaiujin stood with the khan's mother and his other
advisers. Nor did the khan mean for him to hear his answer, "I make it
difficult for you, I know." The slap on Mergen's back, however, he gave as
a signal to all that the dispute at the highest ranks had ended in peace. The
remounts had to be apportioned among the various riders and the company sorted
into order. As the captains busied themselves insuring the preparedness of
their troops, Yesugei himself took charge of Llesho's gift. "She is a
strong and a tireless lady," he promised, stroking a hand down her neck
and across the mare's shoulder. "I trained her myself." "She
is beautiful." Llesho gave the horse a rub, but he raised a questioning
eyebrow at Yesugei "Mergen's no coward," the chieftain explained
under cover of pointing out the finer points of horseflesh. Leaning
in as if to comment on the hardy grasslands pony, Llesho gave a quick nod to
show that he had figured that out for himself. "Does Mergen really think
she will try to kill the khan?" he muttered. "What
do you think?" Yesugei didn't blink. Anyone who saw them talking would
think they were discussing bloodlines. "I
think, some gifts carry a heavy price." Llesho wondered if the Lady Chaiujin
stewed her own plots or acted for
her father in the East. Either way, she was the viper hidden at the bottom of
the basket. He'd have to get word to Shou before the emperor put his trust in
an alliance that might be false at its heart. "He
wants Prince Tayy out of her reach. I'll be glad to escape her eye as
well." Llesho
gave a small nod, understanding well the khan's concern. An ambitious wife
didn't need an heir by her rival in her way. Llesho wondered if she carried her
own candidate for the role, or if she had convinced the khan that she did. "Shall
we oblige him?" Llesho asked the question lightly, but they understood
each other. Riders
and horses sorted out, Llesho led the princes both Harnish and Thebin to bid
Chimbai-Khan farewell. With them came Yesugei, who touched his forehead to the
back of his khan's hand. "Bring
my son back to me, friend Yesugei." "He
will come back to you a man—you have my word, Chimbai-Khan." Llesho
had fought many battles, and had killed his share of men and monsters both, but
he'd never understood how anyone could think him more of a man for taking a
life than his older brother Adar, who saved lives. He let Yesugei's promise
stand unchallenged, however, and completed his own farewells as diplomacy
dictated. But he'd learned something important about the Harn in this
leave-taking. More than the city that moved across the grasslands like a great
bird of prey, or the food they ate or the way they rode their horses, he
thought that maybe this was the greatest difference between the Harn and
Thebin. He wondered how safe a peaceful nation could be with allies who bred
war into the very bones of its children. That probably depended on the
children— Chimbai- Khan's strategy had layers and layers. With
Harlol and his Wastrels scouting ahead and Kaydu above them in the shape of an
eagle, they moved out. As Great Sun sent his first rays over the horizon,
Llesho took the lead. His brothers like a defensive wall around him, he guided
them in the direction Adar had given in his dream travels: West. They'd
be in time. The raiders might share the Qubal style of combat by speed and
stealth, but the witch-finder who led them did not. Nor could Tsu-tan travel
swiftly with his prisoners in tow, especially with one as weak and broken as
Hmishi. Llesho tried to think of that as an advantage, but still it cramped in
his gut. They'd find Tsu-tan and put an end to his torments, then they'd take
down his master. More
thought would have to wait until first rest, because they were going to war
Harnish style. The wind slapped at his face and the drumming of hooves surged
in Llesho's blood. He leaned low over the neck of his horse and urged her to
greater speed, knew their hearts beat to one rhythm. The wild joy of it drove
out thought and the whispers of the death-spear at his back. For the first time
since the Long March, his mind was free of memory.
Chapter Thirty-two
INTO the afternoon he called a halt
for rest and to await the reports of the Harnish scouts and the Wastrels he'd
sent forward. They had started across flat plains, but the land rose broken and
uneasy as they flanked the Onga River. Stands of slender trees clung
tenaciously to hillocks streaked with flecks of mica in the stone. Llesho's
mount barked a shin on an outcrop jutting out of the grass like an accusing
finger or a book of rocky tablets upended in the ground. Others had taken small
hurts as well. Blowing and sweaty, even the uninjured horses needed rest. So
did their riders, at least among those not bred to the saddle in the Harnish
way. It
gave Llesho an excuse so that he didn't have to admit how worried he was. The
scouts should have returned and their continued absence raised the hairs on the
back of his neck. What was happening out there? Tayyichiut
wandered over to where Llesho sat a little apart from his brothers. He held his
elbow a little way from his side and watched Little Brother, who clung upside
down from his forearm and watched him back. "Where is Kaydu?" he
asked, rubbing at the same raw wound that fretted Llesho. THE
PRWCE OF DREAMS "Scouting ahead," he answered. He would have added,
"in the shape of an eagle" to discourage the prince's interest, or
suggested that he take it up with Harlol, but figured that part of it was none
of his business. Checking
for a patch of ground free of sharp stones, the Harnish prince lowered himself
to the grass. "Without a horse?" "She
has another one." Llesho sneaked a glance at the sky. She might have
hidden in the pearly tangle of pink and white and the gray of coming rain to the
east. Kaydu had traveled west, however; the dark shadow of an eagle riding the
updraft would stand out sharply against the hard, clear turquoise of that sky.
He saw nothing, and it was growing late. "You
can tell what someone thinks of your intelligence by how well they lie to
you." With his forefinger, Tayyichiut idly scratched at Little Brother's
head, a gesture the monkey seemed to take as comfort. He seemed to focus all
his attention on the animal, seemed not to have looked at Llesho at all. Continuing
in the same even tone, he added, "Judging from that one, you must think
I'm pretty stupid." "Not
stupid." Not anymore. The prince had sounded him out for the khan and
reported with unnerving insight, after all. It would serve him well to remember
that. Llesho snapped his attention back to the moment. "Stupid,"
Prince Tayyichiut insisted. "You think I know nothing of the magical
world, any more than I do of battle. You don't even pretend. I thought at first
we might become friends, but . . . you can treat me like an enemy if that makes
you feel better, but I won't tolerate being dismissed as unworthy." With
a casual flick of his arm, Tayyichiut settled Little Brother on his back and
rose effortlessly. He started off in the rolling, bow-legged gait of the Harnish
riders. None of his hurt feelings showed on his face. Llesho
came to his feet but made no move to stop the prince.
He knew what Tayyichiut was feeling just below the surface, had experienced it
himself often enough. Honesty wouldn't help either, the way he felt. "What
do you know?" he asked. As
an apology, it sounded more like an accusation, but it stopped the Harnish
prince long enough to give an answer. "Once,
when I was very young, I surprised Bolghai at his private ceremonies. He bit me
on the thumb." Carelessly, Tayyichiut stuck out his hand, thumb up as if
counting off on his fingers. Each sharp little stoat tooth had left the mark of
its own puncture in the fleshy pad. "So, when the terrifying Captain Kaydu
entrusts her animal companion to my care, and her horse goes riderless to
battle, I can pretend to be a fool, so that I don't offend the officious boy
king with delusions of being better than I am. Or, I can admit that I've been
watching for a small creature in the grass." "Look
up." Tayyichiut
raised a sardonic eyebrow, but understanding glinted in his eyes. Neither of
them could resist a quick glance at the empty sky. "And
I am better than you." Llesho's taunt had none of the edge that
would have made it impossible to say whether he'd meant it. Tayyichiut
puffed out his chest and struck a fierce pose. "Any contest, any
time." Little Brother dented the swagger of the boast when he appeared
above the prince's left shoulder to rub the top of his head on the underside of
the princely jaw. "So,
you're afraid of her, too." When it came to issuing challenges, Llesho
clearly had the advantage. Tayyichiut
caught the "too" at the end of it, though, and disciplined his smile
to a rueful seriousness only after a struggle. "I would have thought the
mighty king of the Cloud Country feared no one." Llesho
nearly choked trying to stifle the snort that escaped anyway. "Oh, please!
She was my combat instruc- tor
and my first captain—and that was back when I was the lowly corporal, and no
king of any kind." Not quite the truth, but close enough. "You
are born a khan—or a king—my father would say. It only takes circumstances to
reveal that fact to those who would elect you." "So
you won't follow your father as the khan by right of birth?" "Not
unless the chieftains choose me. Should I live long enough, I'll first stand
for chieftain and if our clan elects me, I will have our vote in the ulus.
Eventually, when we need a new khan, the people will perhaps select me for the
honor, and perhaps someone else. Yesugei is a good man, for example. I hope to
be revealed as khan, of course, as you are revealed to be the king of the
Thebin people." "That
sounds like something the Lady SienMa would say," Llesho thought out loud.
Thebin didn't have chieftains to elect a king like the Harn did, but Prince
Tayyichiut was right. He'd been chosen out of all his brothers for some inborn
trait he still didn't understand, but her ladyship had seen it all along. "The
mortal goddess of war." The prince shot him an uneasy glance. "My
father is right, you do travel with wonders." "It
didn't feel much like a wonder when Kaydu was pounding the stuffing out of me
every day, though." Tayyichiut
puffed out a breath, his eyes on the sky and his mind far from her ladyship.
"Yeah, but she is sooo hot!" Kaydu, of course. Only Shou could think
such thoughts about the Lady SienMa "Yep." And she should have been
back by now. It was time to stop waiting and start looking. "Don't
do it." "What?" "I'm
not stupid, remember. Don't go after her. Your brothers will have my head if
anything happens to you." "That
won't happen." "At
least, take me with you. I can fight—" Llesho
shook his head. "If I do anything that stupid, Kaydu will have my head."
He didn't say if he meant going after her or taking the prince with him
when he did it, but Tayyichiut didn't ask, so he didn't have to lie. Bixei
came to get them then, and they parted company with a last backward invitation—
"Call me Tayy. All my friends do. Even the ones my father didn't order to
like me." Ouch.
Llesho winced at his own slight. "Okay." Then, because he felt he
owed him something more, he said, "Bixei and I were adversaries before we
were friends." He didn't say "too" but they all heard it, even
Bixei. "You
have to knock him on the head a few times, but eventually he comes
around," Bixei assured the prince, then pretended to surprise. "But
you already know that!" Llesho
gave him a shove, and even found a laugh to give his friend as a reward. But
under the camaraderie, he was plotting his escape. The
Harnish pony he rode kept to a steady, ground-eating gait and knew the way the
land fell here, so he gave her only as much attention as she needed to keep
them heading west. He wasn't sure how this dream traveling worked. He knew he
could reach the dream world easily enough running in a circle, but what would
happen if he tried to do it while riding? For that matter, how could he
transform into his spirit-being on horseback? Whatever
happened, he had to try. Yesugei would keep them on course if he succeeded, and
Carina, at least, would know what he'd done and calm the others until he
returned. That assumed his body didn't fall out of its saddle and break its
roebuck leg when he leaped, but he had to take some risks. If
he worried about it, he'd never find his missing scouts, so he let go of every
consideration but the impor- tant
one—how to do this on horseback. Running was running, though. He settled deep
into the saddle and caught the rhythm of his pony—her breath swelling the
barrel of her chest between his legs and the beat of her hooves up through his
knees, and the way her neck moved, as if she reached for each step with head
and heart. When he found her stride in the rhythm of his own bones, he felt
himself changing, running on four legs with the weight of a rack of antlers
heavy on his head. Kaydu,
he thought, and in his dream-form, searched for her throughout all the
worlds. There. There. He reached, and trod the air with his four sharp hooves,
lifting toward the eagle circling low over a dark cloud rising up from the
ground below. She
dived and he followed. Not a cloud, he saw, but the very earth, risen up taller
than the forests in rocky pillars that walked on two legs. No more than a
hand's count of creatures tore up the ground on which their prey made their
stand, but each was the size of a hillock. In the unnatural chaos of churned
earth and shadow below, Wastrels and Harn fought a desperate, hopeless battle
against creatures who used whole uprooted trees as weapons against swords and
spears. The stone-men wore earth and grass like a suit of clothes, but their
gray faces flashed mica in the sun. Their shadows shed a darkness over all the
ground below as they fought over their catch. Llesho watched in horror as a
pair of the creatures tore a screaming Wastrel in two between them and
abandoned their argument to feast on his human flesh. The
smell of death quivered in his nose, and roebuck instinct trembled in his
muscles. Flee! But he'd sent these men to their deaths—Danel and Zepor,
and, Goddess forgive him, Harlol, who had followed him out of Ahken-bad to his
death. It was his fault, and he wouldn't leave them to the harsh mercy of these
horrors. "Nooo!" Lowering
his head to attack as Kaydu pecked and gouged with talon and beak, he struck
the nearest of the stone
monsters with his front hooves. Raking a gouge across its middle with his
antlers, he drew clear spring water like blood from the wound. Llesho had no
time to contemplate what this must mean, but pressed his advantage. He turned
and kicked out with his back legs, putting all his strength into the blow. The
creature bellowed in rage. Raising a giant hand, it swung at him with the tree
it used for a club. He leaped back, evading the worst of the blow. Kaydu
swooped to his rescue, pecking at its flinty eyes with a beak that could snap
bone but had no effect on the glassy stone. When the stone monster turned its
attention to her, Llesho attacked again, but the first wound he had torn in its
flesh had already healed itself. The second must surely do likewise. As
they fought, the screams and cries of their friends on the shattered earth rose
up to them, urging them to greater efforts. Llesho wished his spirit-being was
a dragon rather than a roebuck—a dragon might defeat the creatures who murdered
his friends and allies. He didn't have that skill. But Kaydu— Maybe
she could have done it if she'd come upon the scene in her human form, but the
eagle's brain was smaller, the transformations more difficult. We are well
and truly dead, he thought, as a giant grassy hand reached up and grabbed
him around the throat. It squeezed and he choked, feeling the air passage close
tight under the powerful grip. He twisted his head, goring at its wrist with
his antlers. Bleeding clear, cold water, it loosened its grasp on him, and
Llesho wriggled away. Kaydu was suddenly between them. "Goooo!
Goooooo!" The harsh bird cry shaped the lipless word as she beat her wings
in his face. The
screams from the scarred ground below had died. Llesho hesitated, searching for
signs of life, but found none. Their friends lay scattered and still, their
clothing torn, their bodies ravaged, their blood black upon black in the
shadows cast by their rocky assailants. He faltered, remembering the Dinha's
prophecy. Goddess, Goddess, what had he done? "Gooo!
Goooo!" When
he did not immediately obey, Kaydu raked a talon lightly across his nose—not
enough to do him any serious damage, but it jolted him out of his shock. The
monsters of loam and stone were falling, melting back into the earth, but an
army of crows blackened the sky, heading for the dead. Llesho threw himself
among them and tossed his antlers to chase them away. There were too many. He
couldn't stop them as they pecked at the flesh clinging to the gnawed bones
left behind by the monsters who had disappeared into the earth again. Kaydu
wheeled overhead, diving among the crows but having no more success than he at
chasing the huge flock away. Staggering
with grief and the blind confusion of his animal body, Llesho drew a little
apart from the feeding frenzy of the birds. Exhausted, his dream set him free
and he sank to the earth as himself, with legs weak as a newborn's. His mind
had grown too numb to care that the ground he lay on might rise up and rend him
as it had his scouts. His dead lay picked by the crows on the field of battle,
but whatever had animated the rocky plain had departed. Nothing remained but
the wind in the grass and the blood soaking into the ground. Kaydu
did not settle, but landed nearby with many small hops and lifts into the air,
unwilling to trust to the uneasy earth. She did not return to human form, but
cocked her head and watched him out of the beady predator's eyes of her eagle
shape. Water
splashed on his knee, and he looked up, but the sky was cloudless. Another drop
fell and he realized, distantly, that he must be weeping, though he felt too
weary even for sorrow. Kaydu inched her way nearer by small hops until she had
settled in the curve of his outstretched arm. With the feathered comfort of her
nearness
warm against his side, he let his eyes slide closed. Impossible as he would
have thought it, he slept. Standing
among the dead in the field of monsters, Pig waited for him on the other side
of dreams. "You
knew this would happen!" Llesho accused the Jinn. "So
did you." "No."
Llesho shook his head, denying the accusation. "This isn't what I saw in
my dream. If I'd known that Master Markko could raise monsters out of the grass
itself against us, I would have stopped him before it came to this." "Maybe."
Pig shrugged, shifting his silver chains so that they clinked with the motion.
"What happens when I drop this stone?" To demonstrate, he let go of
the stone in his hand. "It
will fall," Llesho answered as it fell. He wasn't in the mood for lessons,
but knew he wouldn't get what he wanted until he'd given the Jinn answers to
his self-evident questions. "And
how did you cause that to happen?" "I
didn't. Stones always fall when they are dropped." "Now
you begin to understand a little about the dream worlds." So
that was the point of this exercise. It wasn't his fault. If he believed the
outcome would always be the same, though, he was doomed from the start.
"You sound like Lluka, with all paths leading to the one end he sees in
his prophecy." "If
it doesn't happen," Pig reminded him, "It isn't a prophecy. It's just
another failed possibility." In
all of Lluka's visions, the world always ended in chaos and despair. The Dinha
had known that when she gave him her children. In the field where her Wastrels
had died, it seemed natural that he should think of her not as the young Kagar
who had wanted to be a warrior, but as the Dinha, mother of her people. He
wasn't the only one being jerked around by fate. Well, fate and Master Markko.
He knew who had raised those monsters out of the bones of the earth. He knew
what he had to do next, too. His dream—long ago, it seemed now, before Ahkenbad
had died—told him that. He would have walked away and refused the task, but he
reckoned Harnish warriors and Wastrels had died for this. For the sacrifice of
his dead, he had to finish it. Reality
was not quite the same as the dream where he had first seen the Tashek dead on
the Harnish grass. As he approached, he saw that only empty orbits remained
where the eyes had been, and the birds had left little flesh on the bones. "The
pearls of the Great Goddess must be here," he said, and dropped to one
knee at the side of a Wastrel he recognized only by his flowing desert coats.
"Or it was all a waste, for nothing." "Yes,"
Pig sighed deeply and agreed, "a waste." He
didn't want to look closely, or to touch, but he didn't have any choice. The
eyes, as he had seen, were empty, and the bones of the fingers had been
scattered and broken. But he remembered the story Pig had told him, of monsters
who plucked out the hearts of their victims and left a bit of stone in their
place. Cringing inside at what he had to do, he moved the Wastrel's torn coats
a little bit and groaned, sickened by what he saw. Within the bony cage of the
warrior-priest's breast, a large black pearl lay where the heart ought to have
been. "I
can't," he whispered, and curled his fingers into his palm, refusing the
desecration. "You
must," Pig reminded him. "Oh,
Goddess." Reaching for the pearl, he cried out against his fate. "You
ask too much!" "Not
yet," Pig told him. "Soon, though." Llesho
rose, wiping the pearl on his shirt, and put it in the sack at his neck with
the others he had found both in dreams and in waking. As happened when the Jinn
walked beside him, the pearl wound with silver wire that usually hung from the
silver chain of the dream readers was missing. It would return when the dream
was done. Now,
Pig led him through the grass, from body to body. At each, Llesho stopped and
bowed his knee. Lodged between the ribs of the second and the third, he found
not a pearl, but a small stone which Pig instructed him to remove and fling
away. "The
hearts of men are sweet to the stone monsters," ; Pig
explained. "When they reach inside for the prize, ; they leave a piece of
themselves behind, like a broken ! fingernail. It's how you know they've been
here." "No,"
Llesho corrected him. "You know it when they reach into the sky and pluck
you out of it by the throat." "That
works, too," Pig agreed. They
moved on, stopping again at a body with the tatters of a long Harnish tunic
clinging to the bones. It was harder for Llesho to grieve over the khan's
warriors; he kind of liked Tayyichiut, but didn't trust him yet, or any of the
Harnish he had met. Yesugei came closest and he thanked the goddess that the
man hadn't been among the dead. Another step and he nearly tripped over a stoat
gnawing on a Harnish tunic. "Get
away from there!" When the creature didn't scamper away as he'd expected,
Llesho pulled his foot back to give it a kick. Pig stopped him with a forehoof
on his shoulder. "It's
his son," he said. Looking
closer, Llesho saw that the creature didn't gnaw the body as he had thought,
but nuzzled its fierce snout at the dead man's breast while tears rolled down his
furry cheeks. "Bolghai?" he asked. Pig
nodded. They
had sent only seasoned veterans out as scouts, none of the boys who had
followed Tayyichiut. Even men the age of Yesugei or the khan must have had a
father at some time, he figured, though he'd never expected to meet one. Pig
must have seen his thoughts in the look he fixed on the stoat and its warrior
son, for his eyes gleamed with a dark, ironic humor. It wasn't his fault he
didn't know anything about the fathers of fathers. He hadn't exactly grown up
knowing much about families at all. "What's
he doing?" "Trying
to dislodge the stone," Pig eased himself down, and stroked the stoat's
head with a gentle forehoof. "It pins the dead man's soul to this plane,
so that he can neither enter the underworld to join with his ancestors nor
return to the wheel of life to be reborn." As
if he had only then become aware of their presence, which was possible, Llesho
thought, given the depth of his grief, Bolghai rested his furry head on Pig's
knee. With his mouth held open for each panting breath, the stoat set up a
high, keening wail that rattled Llesho's nerves and ached in his teeth. He
didn't touch the animal, remembering bite marks in Tayy's thumb, but carefully
eased himself to his knee. Pig
nodded, holding the stoat's attention with soft murmurs while Llesho reached
into the dead breast of the shaman's son and plucked out the rock that had
pinned his soul to his corpse. Llesho was beyond surprise, so it came as none
that the stone was a black pearl the size of his fist. He tucked it into the
sack around his neck, with the others he had collected. The act seemed to
release both father and son, for Bolghai shimmered into human form, the tears
still wet on his cheeks. "I'm
sorry," Llesho started to say, but Bolghai didn't seem to hear. "Thank
you," the shaman whispered as he faded into nothing on the breeze. When
the last faint glow that marked where he had stood vanished from the air,
Llesho turned to Pig, who stood grieving at the side of his friend's dead son. "I
have to find Harlol." The
Jinn nodded. He seemed too caught in his own feelings to speak, but he led on,
to a body with the flesh still clinging to it lying on the bloody grass. He
recognized Harlol's swords, and the red sash he wore around his waist. The orbits
of his eyes were empty, and Llesho fell to his knees on the bloody ground with
a whimper that sounded to him like no king at all. "I'm
sorry, I'm sorry!" It
seemed as though he had said nothing else since he'd been cursed with the
knowledge of his destiny. Har-lol was dead, not reaching to pluck pearls out of
their sockets as he had in the dream so long ago, before the Dinha had ever
given her Wastrels to his quest. That didn't mean Llesho was getting off easy. "His
hand." Pig gestured with a forehoof. "Oh,
dear Goddess, no!" In death, Harlol's hand had plunged into his own
breast. Beneath the cage of bone, dead fingers clenched around a pearl that
rested where his heart should be. Llesho
pulled his own hands tight to his sides and rocked on his knees like a widow.
"I can't, I can't, I can't," he said, over and over again, while Pig
waited patiently for him to realize that, yes, he must, and therefore could. "Can't
you do this one thing for me?" Llesho asked. "Is
that a wish?" Pig asked, and all the world stilled in the moment. Not
breath or breeze or beating wing broke the silence of the waiting world. "Not
a wish," he amended, "but my heart's desire, at a higher price than I
can pay." With that he reached to cover Harlol's fingers with his own, and
carefully pried them one from the other, away from the pearl at their center.
He didn't add any more apologies. They'd been given and heard, or not, and he
had nothing more to say that wouldn't admit too much. But he thought, within
himself, / will miss you. I would have learned more about you, if fate had
given us more time. He
rose to his feet, his eyes to the brittle turquoise sky, and when he looked
again, it was to see the last shimmering glimmer as Harlol faded and vanished.
Had he been there at all? Llesho wondered. Or was this just another dream, and
he would waken to discover he had hours yet to stop the deaths, to send his
party round another way. But when he turned away again, he saw Kaydu, still in
the form of an eagle, watching him, and in the distance, the thunder of horses.
Chapter Thirty-three
LESHO!" Tayy was the first to
reach him, jumping from his horse before the beast had entirely brought its
headlong gallop to a halt. "What's happened here? Are you all right? I
can't believe you did this after you promised . . ." The
Harnish boy had him by the shoulders, was shaking him, but his anger was a mask
for the concern that sent fine tremors through him. Llesho stared into his
face, wondering— "Are
you a dream? Or are you real?" he asked. He looked around for Pig, but
couldn't find him. Kaydu was still there, however, watching him with the beady
eyes of a predator. She spread her wings as if to take flight, but settled
again when he reached a hand out to her. "I'm
real," Tayy assured him, "What are you?" "I'm
a dream," he muttered, and let himself fall into the safety of the other's
arms. He knew exactly when he'd started to think of the Harnish prince as a
friend. Bolghai, in the shape of a stoat, had lain his head on Pig's knee and
wept for a fallen son, whom Llesho'd sent to his death. You couldn't stay
enemies with a people who died for you. If Prince Tayyichiut wasn't an enemy,
then he could accept his friendship. The logic had clicked in
place between one heartbeat and another. He would be Tayy's friend, just as the
boy had asked him. And he wouldn't let that kill either of them, no matter
what. Tayy didn't know that, of course, but called for Carina in a voice high
with panic. "They're
dead," he muttered into the shoulder that held him up, kept him from
falling. "He raised the earth itself, stone monsters that tore them to
pieces, and I couldn't stop it!" "Gods
of earth and water!" Tayyichiut muttered. "Are you talking about
something real, or a dream thing?" "Both,
I think. Kaydu won't turn back." They
both looked over at her. She looked back, her intelligence dimmed to the
hunting instincts of a bird. She didn't seem to recognize them at all. "Goddess,
Llesho, what happened?" Thank the goddess, it was Shokar who grabbed him
away from Tayyichiut. He couldn't have tolerated Lluka's touch. "You were
on your horse, riding with the rest of us, and then you were gone. How did you
get here?" "Dreams."
He shivered, let his brother hold him for a moment more, then pushed himself
away. He needed to be a king, no matter how bad it felt. Yesugei
watched him out of wide, wary eyes. Not the dream travel, he knew—as a
chieftain of the Qubal clans, he'd seen the magic of his own shaman often
enough. But he'd caught sight of the battlefield over Llesho's shoulder. "They're
all dead." Six men, on a field that had risen up against them. Carina
perceived that he had suffered no injuries, and followed the direction he
pointed, into the broken ground where the bodies had lain. "Bolghai's son
was among them. I didn't know—" "Otchigin."
Tayyichiut nodded sadly. "He was my uncle's anda, his brother by sworn
bond. Mergen will mourn him." Bixei
reached him, then, and once again he had to submit to a shaking, before Stipes
could pull his compan- ion
away with an admonishment, "You aren't teammates in the arena anymore.
That is no way to treat your king." "It
is when that king persists in behaving like an idiot, charging off alone into
danger and doing it in ways his sworn bodyguards cannot follow." Bixei
gave him one last shake, but having said his piece, he stepped back, taking up
a guarding position at Llesho's shoulder. The
Harnish prince gave Bixei a look frosty with disdain. "You shouldn't let
your servants talk to you that way," he advised. "My father says that
familiarity breeds unrest." "He's
not a servant." Llesho thought about it a moment. "I suppose he's
more like your uncle's anda, sworn to me out of friendship and a debt of honor
that he has assumed from another." Tayyichiut
eyed Bixei with more interest this time. "I suppose he knows lots of
stories about your adventures." "Too
many," Bixei admitted. "What's happened to Kaydu?" They
didn't know. "Harlol's dead. Killed by the stone-men. We tried to fight
them, but it was no use." "They'll
be gone, then." Yesugei looked out over the turned earth with the still
wisdom that had drawn Llesho to trust him from the first. "When the stone
men return to the earth, they take the bones with them." The
bodies had been there a few minutes earlier, when Llesho had walked among them,
plucking stones from their chests. Some time during the press of greetings,
they'd disappeared, leaving nothing but the print of their bones in the
blood-soaked ground. "How
will we free their souls," Tayy asked, suddenly distraught as he hadn't
been by the news of their deaths. "How can I return with such a failure on
my back, to have given the soul of Mergen's anda to the stone-men!" Running
to the place of blood and mayhem, he kicked at the blackened turves. When he
drew his sword to slash at the exposed rocks, however, Llesho grabbed his wrist
and forced it down. "He's
free. They're all free." "You
don't understand. The stone-men pin their victims' souls to the ground they
died on—" "With
a broken fingertip, left in the breast where their hearts used to beat."
Llesho shuddered, remembering the sensation of drawing the stones from between
the bones of the ravaged bodies. Three black pearls as well, though j he didn't
know how they'd got there. "I know. Pig told me. I took care of it, for
Bolghai." "You're
not just saying that to shut me up?" Llesho
shook his head. "I wouldn't do that. Not anymore." "There
are no souls but those of earth and air and water on this land." Carina
joined them, offering comfort where she might, though what she had seen
troubled her. "Evil has passed here, but it's gone now. It seems to have
taken the hate with it." She passed a thoughtful gaze over Llesho, and he
ducked his head, embarrassed not at the change in him, but that she had seen
the hate he had carried in his heart until now. "I
saw Bolghai mourn his son and I realized how stupid I've been," he
confessed. "Otchigin died in my service, just like Harlol and the
Wastrels. I'd forgiven Harlol long ago for kidnapping me, and I figured it was
time to stop holding a grudge against the Qubal clans, who'd done nothing to me
but bear a resemblance to my enemies." Kaydu
had figured that out long ago—that's why Little Brother was peering over Tayy's
shoulder now. It sometimes took him a while, Llesho figured, but he always got
there in the end. Carina seemed to agree, because she gave him an absent pat
and wandered off again to squat down beside the eagle that Kaydu had become. His
explanation seemed to satisfy the Harnish prince as well, though for him that
just meant more questions. Tayyichiut eyed the battlefield in wary study.
"Did your Tsu-tan call the stone-men from the earth? That's a very
powerful magic." "No."
Llesho was sure of that. "He's a miserable sneak with a talent for hurting
people. He learned that much from his master, but he doesn't have the skill or
the ability to do something like this." He needed to pay a visit to the
real power behind the attack, on his own terms this time. "Don't
even think it." Little Brother screeched to be let go, and Tayy let him
clamber down his long, gangly arm, but he never broke eye contact with Llesho. "What?" "If
you don't want me to know what you're thinking, you will have to go back to
being enemies, because your face is clear as Lake Alta to your friends." "He's
right," Bixei agreed. "About your face, and about not going
after Markko on your own. After all we've been through to get here, don't let
him goad you into doing something stupid that gets you killed this close to
home." Not
close at all. The more li he put behind him, the farther away Thebin seemed to
get. Maybe that was because of the armies that stood between, or maybe it was
his own growing unease. The more he tried to think of Kungol as home, the more
remote he felt. His fear of Master Markko paled beside this growing pain that
Kungol was no more his home than Pearl Island had been, or Farshore Province.
Perhaps he'd been wandering so long that he no longer had the power to feel at
home anywhere he went. And
maybe they were right. Maybe he wanted to confront Master Markko because, when
it came down to it, the battle that locked him to his enemy had become the only
home he'd ever have. When had the thought of dying by a familiar hand become
more comforting than that of living as a stranger everywhere? He was a fool,
plain and simple. "He's
thinking again." Tayy addressed the comment to Bixei, with the question,
"Does that always presage a quick leap into disaster, or does he sink into
suicidal thoughts only when I'm around?"
"Master
Jaks used to keep him focused." Bixei stared out over the recent
battlefield, and Llesho followed him down that thought, to another field, and
Master Jaks dead protecting him from the same enemy they pursued almost to the
ends of the earth. "I
didn't know him for long, but his brother Adar seemed able to calm him when
moods struck. And Master Den, of course, but he's with the army your father is
bringing." "Lucky
for him," Llesho remarked, "I'm running through my teachers, and my
brothers, like they were water in the desert." Kaydu
sat, one clawed talon curled under her and hungry eyes fixed on Little Brother. "What
happened to her?" Bixei asked. "She's never stayed in animal form
this long before. Did Master Mar-kko—" "I
doubt he needed to. I think she really loved him, and she couldn't save
him." "Harlol? Huh." He'd
noticed, of course, but none of them had taken it as seriously as they should
have. Together, they watched as the eagle's fixed stare hypnotized the monkey.
Tayy was the first to speak up. "She doesn't recognize him." "She'll
kill us if we let her eat him." Bixei started forward to rescue Little
Brother, but Llesho pulled him to a halt with a firm hand on his shoulder.
"Wait. If she kills him, we've lost her anyway." Tayyichiut looked at
him as if he'd just confessed to eating babies for breakfast, but Bixei nodded,
and held still. Magical forces gave an edge in battle, but only if you could
depend on them totally. Better to know up front if they would slip control
under pressure and turn against you. Even if it cost them Kaydu, they had to
find out. Carina understood that as well, even as a healer. The knowledge
marked her face with deep lines of sorrow, but like the rest of them, she
waited. Little
Brother sat in the trampled grass, face scrunched in confusion as he frowned at
his mistress. Several paces away, Kaydu cocked her head, as though she were
deciding on the most effective angle for breaking the monkey's neck. "Ahhh,"
he whimpered, and stretched out a monkey paw to touch her as if he expected her
to transform herself and swing him onto her shoulder the way she had so many
times before. This
time, however, she snapped at him with her heavy beak and shifted her weight
uneasily from foot to foot. Llesho held his breath. Little
Brother rolled forward on his butt, looking around for help from some other
direction, but Llesho didn't move. Kaydu hitched her wings and took a step back
without breaking the gaze she fixed on her familiar. The monkey followed with a
tiny creeping step forward, and the eagle reached, faster than Llesho or his
companions could act, and snatched him up by the neck. He'd
seen hunting birds, and knew what came next. A quick toss of her head and she
would snap Little Brother's spine. With care she might kill him without ever
drawing blood. Llesho couldn't watch her, though. Not this time. Slowly he
closed his eyes. So
he missed it when she changed, only realized when Little Brother's joyous
shriek told him the monkey wasn't dead after all. When he opened his eyes, his
captain stood before him. The untamed hunter lurked in her eyes, but they were
shifting with the human pain of memory. She hugged Little Brother close,
accepted his warm arms around her neck, but said nothing. Llesho expected
Carina to do something healerish, or womanly, or something, but she dusted her
hands off against each other as at the end of a dirty chore and wandered off
with a satisfied smile that he didn't understand at all. They needed Habiba,
and anger sparked at the Lady SienMa. She might be the mortal goddess of war
and his own mentor on occasion, but she didn't have a right to de- mand
Habiba's presence so far away when his daughter needed her father. / hope
you've been scrying your daughter, magician, he thought. / hope you've
got a better idea of what to do for her than I have. But
no dragon appeared in the lowering sky, and there was no Harlol to sidle up
beside her and calm her as he might the hunting bird. Only her father had had
the same knack of treating her like a woman and a hunting bird both at the same
time and in whichever form she took. Tayyichiut
hid his surprise behind a cough. "I knew about such powers, of course,
from Bolghai. But it's a shock to actually see the change in person." Llesho
gave a little shrug. "Wait 'till you meet her father." "Dragon
blood?" "Yep." "I
think I'll wait. Forever, if possible. But you never answered my
question." "What
question?" Kaydu
was paying attention, too, stealing glances at the empty battlefield but,
thankfully, tracking the discussion with all her wits about her. "You're
not dream traveling to confront this Master Markko fellow on your own." "No,"
Kaydu informed him, still not given to more than brief, imperative statements,
but in full command mode. "He's not." "My
father is bringing an army of ten thousand," Tayyichiut reminded them.
"He'd be very disappointed if you cheated him of battle." There was
enough in the statement to assuage Llesho's pride and nudge him to accept how
ridiculous the idea was. If he reached Master Markko and defeated him
one-on-one at his own magics, he still had an army of Harnish raiders to
contend with. That army hadn't needed the magician to take Kungol; they
wouldn't let it go even if he did vanquish their cur- rent
leader. He might even be doing them a favor by ridding them of the magician. "First,
we rescue Hmishi and Lling and Adar," he agreed. Kaydu
shifted Little Brother to her shoulder. "Tsu-tan's war party lies not more
than an hour from here," she reported, and started them moving back toward
where their own forces waited. Yesugei and Shokar had held their army back,
giving them the small privacy of distance to come to terms with their grief and
resolve their differences. Now the time had come to act. "He must have
trusted to the monsters his master raised here to stop us; he's made camp by
the river." Llesho
squinted into the sky, estimating the daylight that remained. The clouds that
had loomed in the eastern sky now made a low ceiling almost to the western
horizon, but sunlight still slipped pink and gold around the edges. He reckoned
they had time, if they didn't linger. So, plan on the move, relay through his
captains. And Tayy's. Yesugei would see to that. The
chieftain cut a meaningful glance at Shokar, who returned the look with
confidence. Bixei paid them no attention—no one measured him against a nation
he was supposed to lead. He sought out Stipes and wandered off to deliver the
plan to the small band of mercenaries who had come with him from Shan. Tayy,
however, gave a sigh of long-suffering irritation that found an echo in
Llesho's own breast. "Do
you ever get tired of their tests?" "All
the time," the Harnish prince answered. "All the time." "Well,"
Llesho decided, "now it's time we tested them." Striding over with
Kaydu at his right and Tayyichiut at his left, he said, "We ride now, and
fight before dusk. Kaydu knows the way." "He
chose his stopping place for convenience to water, rather than defense,"
she reported. "The ground dips away to the river and the rise on either
side obstructs his line of sight, giving us the tactical advantage. There's
plenty of scrub and small clumps of twiggy trees close to the river. If we
leave the horses a little way off, we can sneak into the camp itself and attack
before he knows we are there." "The
bush attack." Tayyichiut nodded, knowing the tactic. "Break your
forces into small squads and send them in from random directions, so that if
one is sighted, the presence of the others remains hidden. When you're in
position, I will bring my warriors around in the lake attack." "What's
a 'lake attack?'" Llesho wanted to know. Tayy
cupped his hands to demonstrate the closing of a circle. "We'll form a
ring around the camp and attack from above, on all sides at once." Yesugei
nodded approval, but pointed out, "To be done properly, you should
withhold half your force at least, and attack in waves." Llesho
recognized the suggestion for the test that it was. So did Tayy, who answered
confidently. "If
we had a hundred more warriors, and this Tsu-tan the same," he agreed,
"But we don't, and neither does he. Besides, if we don't take him in the
first onslaught, he'll kill the prisoners in his rage." Llesho
was thinking the same thing. "We'll only get one chance to rescue
them." "And
if you can't save them?" Lluka asked. His complexion had gone ashy pale
from some vision Llesho didn't want to know about. "Then
we'll have all the time in the world for revenge. But I don't accept that as
the only option." If all ended in chaos, then nothing he did could make
things worse. Llesho found that freeing in a way he thought would terrify his
brothers, who put too much faith in Lluka's visions. He believed that Lluka saw
what he said; Llesho just wasn't convinced his brother understood what he saw.
That made all the difference. "Captains,
advise your troops. Kaydu—" She
gave him a flash of warning in eyes gone cold and predatory. He shivered, but
accepted that she didn't want his comfort or his pity. "We
ride for our cadre," he finished. Not what he wanted to say, but it
reminded her of earlier ties than the one she had lost. She didn't want any
bindings on her heart right now, but he wouldn't let her think she was alone,
not as long as any of them were alive. We need you, he thought. We
needed Harlol, too, but fate took that decision out of our hands before we left
Ahken-bad. Before we met. He didn't know how much of that he communicated
without the words she wouldn't allow, but she held Little Brother more tightly,
and mounted her horse with a lighter step. That didn't reassure him. Llesho
determined to keep an eye on her during the assault. "You're
not riding anywhere." Shokar, who knew better, rested a hand on the bridle
of Llesho's horse. "You're a king now. It's your job to stay alive—" It
took him precious seconds to bring himself back from the battlefield of stone
monsters and dead friends, back from the anguish of his captain. When he did,
he brought with him the stony darkness that had taken root in his soul. "No."
Llesho kept his voice low, which seemed to make things worse. Silence tighted
around their web of whispers. Dissension among the leaders always made the
troops uneasy. He had to nip this fast, before they defeated themselves in
their own ranks. "I'm a soldier. My masters trained me to fight and if we
don't win this war, that's the only skill I have to sell." Bixei
caught his eye and held up an arm where the thick metal wrist guard of the
mercenary guild gleamed. "We will be fighters for hire together,"
said the challenge in his sly smile. "That's
not all they've taught you," Shokar objected, but Llesho'd had enough of
listening, and he had no intention of waiting for Lluka to add more doom to the
discussion. "I'm
going," he said. "We don't have time to argue, and you wouldn't win
anyway." When
he slung himself into his saddle, the Harnish prince did the same.
"Chimbai-Khan, my father, says that kings fight their own battles, or they
soon have no battles to fight." No
more battles sounded like the best outcome he could imagine, but he figured
there was more to it. Hartal's battles were over, and so were Master Jaks'. The
khan was right. Kings fought their own battles, or they died anyway, like his
father had. Shokar
seemed to be working toward the same conclusion. "You know, if we die,
Lluka will be in charge of the next battle." "According
to his visions, it's the end of the world. How much worse can even Lluka make
that?" He
hadn't spoken the thought aloud before, but it didn't rattle his brother the
way he expected. Lifting onto his own horse, Shokar heaved a put-upon sigh.
"I don't know which of you is more trouble." "My
way, at least there is a chance of success," Llesho pointed out.
"Lluka's way will save you an hour in the saddle, but could cost the
kingdom." "Right.
You've made your point. Do you treat all your brothers this way?" Bickering
meant the crisis was over. Kaydu cut them short with an abrupt nod, and gave
the signal to move out. THE
ground rose gently before falling away again to the Onga River beside which
Tsu-tan had pitched his tents. Kaydu signed for a halt while the terrain was
still rising. Another hand-signaled command followed, and the combined force of
Thebin recruits, mercenaries, and the remaining Wastrels dismounted and broke
into small, tight bands. At their backs, the Harnish warriors spread out in a
thin line that ringed in the valley below. Llesho's troops would find the
captives and spirit them away while Tayy's Harnish riders distracted the
raiders with a "lake" formation assault. Promotion
had broken his own cadre as much as the capture of Hmishi and Lling had. Llesho
found himself alone at the head of a squad of Shokar's Thebins; nearby, his
brother led another. He'd considered Shokar more of a frontal assault sort of
person, too straightforward for his own good sometimes, and grimly distasteful
of battle. But he'd taken the same training from Bixei and Stipes that his
recruits received. Crouched low to take cover in the undergrowth, he ran with a
smooth, soundless grace copied by the squad that followed him. Half of them
were women, like Lling. Llesho
hadn't taken the time to find out who his fighters were, and he regretted that
now, when he was leading his own small band into the camp of the enemy. They
moved together as a single organism, however, sensitive to his every gesture,
and Llesho quickly adapted, trusting in Bixei's training and the strength and
courage of his own people. He followed Shokar's example, crouched into a swift
glide, and slipped among the clumps of undergrowth. Tsu-tan, or his captain,
had posted guards, but they had grown lax with inattention as the days had
passed and they grew more secure, thinking that no attack would come. A Thebin
farmer-turned-soldier ghosted ahead and took out the man nearest their
position, slicing his throat from side to side in one smooth, quick pass—a
barnyard skill as much as a soldierly one. He let the body fall, and wiped his
knife on the grass. Llesho
gave him a nod to acknowledge the service, and led his band around the smaller
tents, targeting the largest, where he knew Hmishi lay with the healer-prince
Adar in attendance. Off to one side, Bixei crept as silently with his
mercenaries, and farther around the bowl of the river valley, Kaydu led the
Wastrels. They had come to know her through Harlol, who would have led them if
he'd lived. Don't
think about that, he warned himself. Don't think about the dead he'd
already lost, or those who would die today or tomorrow or the next day in his
battles. The black command tent was ahead, and he dropped silently to his knees
and pulled out his knife while his squad followed, snugging in close under the
shadows of evening. He could hear the murmur of voices inside; carefully he cut
into the felt at the bottom of the tent and slid the small flap aside to peer
in between the crosspieces of the lathing. Tsu-tan was there, squared off
against Adar, who stood between the witch-finder and the bed on which the
wounded Hmishi lay. "He
can't take anymore. He's going to die. Can't you get that through your head?
He's a human being, and can only take so much abuse before the ability to heal
is exhausted. He's already passed that point—" "Then
it doesn't really matter what I do to him, does it?" Tsu-tan picked up the
iron rod he had used when Llesho had visited here in a dream. Adar moved to
intercept the blow, and took the weight of the rod on his shoulder. Llesho
heard the crack of bone, and his brother fell, groaning, to his knees. Enough.
Llesho would kill him with his bare hands and stomp his bones into powder. He
started to his feet, but a hand, reaching out of the shadows, stopped him with
a touch at his elbow. He thought his heart would fail at the shock, but
training kept him moving until his brain could catch up. He rolled and twisted,
shifting his knife from a sawing to a stabbing hold and poised, the point quivering
at her throat. "Lling!"
soundlessly he mouthed her name, and she nodded, drugged hypnosis still cloudy
in her eyes. She was fighting it. He could see that, and her own knife had come
into her hand, as he had seen in his dream travels. She
held a finger to her lips, signaling him to keep silent, and rose lithely to
her feet, folding her own knife down at her side as she did so. Then she was
gone, slipping through the murk that shrouded Tsu-tan's tent. Llesho's
small squad watched him worriedly. They were supposed to wait for Tayy's lake
assault before going in. Lling wasn't part of that plan, however, and Adar
didn't have that much time. Llesho gestured for them to stay, and followed
Lling, his knife and sword both at the ready in the deadly tradition of Thebin
royalty. At the door to the tent, however, he waited. In the confusion of the
coming attack, he could take Tsu-tan without fear of discovery. Now, Lling had
the advantage—as long as she could fight off Master Markko's control. Tsu-tan
glanced over when Lling entered his tent, but gave her no more notice than
that, his attention focused entirely on Adar. Llesho, hidden on the other side
of the door flap, saw the sweat beading over the witch-finder's lip, the rapid
rise and fall of his chest as the argument excited his breathing. "Do you
want to take his punishment, healer?" "Your
master says no." Adar made no move to protect himself. His tone and
expression made it a token protest. Like his patient, Tsu-tan had drifted over
an invisible line, and there was no pulling him back now. Adar observed the
forms, but did not raise a hand to protect himself. As a healer and as a
husband of the goddess, he had taken an oath and would protect his patient at
any cost to himself. The
witch-finder's hands tightened rhythmically on the weapon, but the reminder of
his master stopped him short of raising it again. A Thebin peasant was one
thing, but Markko wanted the princes for his own uses. "Perhaps
the girl, then?" he grabbed Lling by her hair and swung her body close to
his. "My master will understand if I can take her instead—" He leered
down into her trance-dazed face and raised the iron rod to strike another blow. Not
Lling, Llesho thought. In his seventh summer he'd lost
his bodyguard to the Harnish raiders. He was older now, better trained, and
Lling was still alive. It didn't have to end that way again. "Not one more
blow against my people—" Recklessly
he moved the door flap aside, ready to come to her rescue even if it did bring
the witch-finder's guards. As he stepped into view, Tsu-tan whipped around,
Lling held close as a shield. "You!" he smirked. "Is this
another trick of your dreams, beggar prince?" "No
dream," Llesho assured him, and raised his ready-drawn sword. "I
assume you're not alone?" Adar asked faintly. Llesho figured he knew what
was on his brother's mind. It was easier to get into a prison than to get out
of one, even if it was made of tents. Before
he could answer, he heard the sound he'd been waiting for: the war cry of the
Harnish riders rising over the pounding of their horses. Tayy had begun the
attack. Llesho heard the hiss of arrows in flight and the clatter and snick as
they found their marks in bodies and tents. Some, he knew, carried barbed
points, some carried flames. The
thunder of their galloping horses shook the ground as they made their descent.
Raiders would be spilling out of their tents, gathering on horseback to repel
the invaders while Llesho's ambush troops took their signal to slip into the
abandoned tents to search for prisoners. They would find few, he knew, and join
the attack so that the enemy was hemmed in on all sides and within its own
ranks. "That's
your rescue party now," he said, watching Tsu-tan all the while. "Guards!"
the witch-finder called, and paled when the Thebin faces of Llesho's squad
appeared in his doorway. "Excellency?"
Llesho's corporal inquired. She was tall for a Thebin, approaching middle age,
and the scar over her right eye made her look as dangerous as she was. Llesho
acknowledged her salute. "Don't let anyone in until I tell you." The
woman frowned uneasily at the tableau before her. She knew her job, however,
and bowed her way out. No one would pass while his squad lived. "Let
her go." Llesho gestured at Lling with his sword. "You know it's over
for you now." Screams
rose in the camp, muffled by the black felt that surrounded them, but the
witch-finder glanced nervously at the doorway, calculating, Llesho could see,
his chances for escape. So caught up was he in the threat from outside that he
almost missed the life glinting suddenly in Lling's eyes. The
flash of recognition wasn't enough to save him. Tsu-tan dropped the iron rod,
freeing his hands to throw her away from him. Lling held on with her free hand
and with the other she rested the point of her knife neatly at the base of his
sternum. "Die,"
she whispered, and plunged her knife into his heart. "Die crawling on your
belly, snake." She took a step back and let him fall. "I
guess you didn't need me after all." Llesho pointed his sword at the
ground, but kept his knife at the ready. The sounds of battle were close, and
he didn't want to get overconfident. "Actually,
I did need you." Lling glanced up at him with a curious frown knotting her
brow. "I think more clearly when you're around." "Glad
to oblige. How are you thinking now?" "Good."
She stared down at Tsu-tan, absently wiping her knife on her sleeve.
"Good." The
witch-finder didn't hear. Blood frothed at his lips, and slowly his eyes filmed
over. When the blood stopped, he was dead. Across the body, Llesho and Lling
shared a little smile. He thought perhaps he shouldn't feel that way, but his
heart felt lighter. "Let
me look at him," Adar whispered. His strength was almost gone, but still
he held on. "Maybe I can do something—" "It's
too late. He's dead." Llesho
turned away from the body of his enemy and knelt beside his brother. Adar was
going to fall on his face if they didn't do something, but any movement would
drive more of the jagged bone fragments through the skin or deeper into his
body. The
idea of his brother lying on the same floor as the man who had tormented him
raised Llesho's gorge, but he didn't see any choice. He pulled off his coat and
flung it on the carpets well clear of the blood that soaked through nearby,
then eased Adar down, holding him while he screamed with the agony of shifting
bone. He could hear the grinding of shards against each other, but had nothing
to offer other than soft words of encouragement. "Carina
is with us. She'll be here soon. You just have to hold on a little
longer." Gritting
his teeth against another cry that might bring the battle down on them, Adar
grunted in pain, but he was down now. Panting through pursed lips, he held onto
consciousness with the techniques that had worked on his patients in the past
and would keep him awake now. "Scream
if it helps." Lling advised him while she pulled open drawers and pawed
through dressing gowns until she found one that didn't reek of Tsu-tan's scent.
"Llesho's people have the door covered." "Fainting
is okay, too," Llesho added. Fainting is good, he thought, you
can't feel the pain that way. He couldn't help but notice that, in all the
commotion of Adar's injury and Tsu-tan's murder, Hmishi hadn't awakened at all.
Fainting is good, he reminded himself, but secretly he knew it was much
worse than that. Adar had said Hmishi'd gone too far. He
needed Carina, and that wouldn't happen until they'd taken the camp. "Stay
with them," he requested. When Lling nodded assent, he slipped out to join
his squad.
Chapter Thirty-four
INTO chaos. He'd been in a battle
like this before, the other side of the Harnlands, but this time, they had more
than the advantage of the high ground. Raiders would fight fiercely if they saw
a profit at the end of it, or if a harsh master drove them from behind. But
Tsu-tan was dead, his prisoners already taken. Llesho's bands of am-bushers
rose up to harry Tsu-tan's guard from their supper and fire the tents. The
arrows from Tayy's ring of warriors cut off escape, pushing the enemy deeper
into their own camp so that they had nowhere to go but the commons, where they
were easily cut down by spear and sword. Llesho
led his own small squad into the thick of the fighting, swords bristling. He
slashed and parried, stabbed and slew until his arm ached. When he could no
longer lift his sword, he drew the spear from his back. Old skills learned for
the arena shifted his balance and he leaped and jabbed, twirled under the guard
of a raider and tore up through the muscle that wrapped his opponent's rib
cage. Not opponent, he reminded himself. Enemy. The
raider fell screaming; his blood hissed and steamed as it pooled on the ground,
sizzling at the touch of
old magics leaking from the spear. Llesho whirled to defend a squad-mate whose
name he didn't know, and when he surfaced from the battle rage, the raiders had
broken. Fierce against the weak, the very savagery of the Harnishmen's own
raids added fuel to their terror of the mighty. They dreaded the retribution of
their enemies, who they imagined were as merciless as they were themselves. At
that moment, Llesho didn't blame them. He was feeling merciless indeed, but
Yesugei had taken charge of the Uulgar captives who flung themselves to their
knees in surrender. The remains of the battle moved off toward the river,
pursued by Tayyichiut with a band made up of equal parts of his own warriors
and Bixei's mercenaries. Llesho left them to it- -he had more pressing
business. "Shokar?"
he asked of his corporal, who watched him with uneasy wonder as she struggled
to steady her labored breath. She nodded in the direction of a burning tent. Shokar
stood with the point of his sword on the ground and his weight resting on the
hilt. His eyes had the glassy look of shock about them. "Are
you hurt?" Llesho touched a finger to the back of his hand, careful not to
startle battle nerves. "I'm
fine." Shokar brought his vision back from the middle distance to rest on
his brother. "You're all bloody—" "Not
mine. Tsu-tan's dead. Lling killed him." He didn't say that he'd been
glad, or that he would have done it himself, but Lling beat him to it. Shokar
wouldn't understand the feelings that knotted his stomach. Wrong feelings, he
would have thought, the satisfaction mixing with the grief. Tsu-tan was dead,
Hmishi was dying, and Llesho didn't want to look at what his journey was
turning him into. "Am I becoming like him?" he asked. They
both knew he meant Master Markko. He hadn't planned to say it out loud. Now
that he had, he held his breath, afraid of hearing his brother's judgment but
needing it all the same. "You're
becoming a king," Shokar told him. "I'm glad it's not me. Really. If
I try to guide you, it's because I don't want to see you hurt. The Harnish
boy's right, though. If we protect you too much, from the fighting or the
decisions, you won't be fit to rule. If we don't protect you enough—" He'd
be dead, or turned into the enemy he despised. Llesho looked out over the
battleground, where his small army was doing clean up. Moving from tent to tent,
they entered with weapons at the ready and came out again with the captives
Tsu- tan's forces had taken as servants. Along the way they gathered prisoners
of their own, the Uulgar raiders of the South, who had hidden among the slaves.
He'd leave that part of the campaign under Ye-sugei's command, he decided. His
own concerns had narrowed to the handful of lives he had carried out of Shan.
"Don't let me be a danger to my people." "This
is conversation for philosophers. Or the gods." Shokar refused the responsibility.
"If you are brooding over the death of a villain like Tsu-tan, you need
the priests or that old shaman, not a judge." "I'm
glad the witch-finder's dead—this blood is Adar's. Tsu-tan had tired of beating
a dying soldier, and had begun on our brother." "How
bad?" "Not
as bad as Hmishi. He needs the bones set in his shoulder." Shokar
nodded, understanding the brooding now. "You'll want Carina for that; I
saw her on the banks of the Onga. Tsu-tan's guard tried to run, but they were
hemmed in at the river. Some jumped. The lucky ones were pulled out by their
fellows, the less lucky washed up drowned at a bend a little way downstream.
Where's Adar?" "The
command tent. Like his master, Tsu-tan liked to keep his toys close."
Llesho turned away to find the healer, but Shokar's warm hand firm on his
shoulder stopped him. "You're
a good man, Llesho," he said. He
wasn't sure of that anymore, but it warmed him to hear his brother say it.
Shokar didn't wait for an answer, but went to attend their wounded brother
while Llesho searched out the healer. He
found her among the dead who lay tumbled on the beaten grass that grew between
the clumps of tall thin trees on the banks of the Onga. She wore the costume of
a shaman and flitted from one to the next of the dead with the darting hops of
a jerboa. With a prayer over each, she closed their staring dead eyes before
moving on. At first, Llesho thought they were all Southern casualties. Then he
recognized a boy among the bodies, and realized that he couldn't tell them
apart. North and South, the Harnish wore the same long woolen shirts above wide
leather trousers, with long coats over all. Some of the veteran Southerners
wore hanks of hair sewn to their coats, trophies of their human kills as he
remembered. Mostly, they looked younger than he'd expected. Death,
he had realized long ago, cured every face of its intentions. He didn't
begrudge Carina's tears, but the living needed her more. "I've
found him. Adar. He needs you." "He's
hurt?" That surprised her. Which surprised him. Her mother didn't read
minds, exactly, but Mara had known what he was thinking, and Carina's father
was a dragon. Still, she moved fast enough when she knew there was trouble.
"Please, lead me to him." They
met a party of Tayyichiut's veterans heading toward the river as Llesho and
Carina left it. Among them they carried the body of Tsu-tan, taking him down to
be burned with the others. Carina stopped them a moment for a prayer over their
enemy. The hard-eyed warriors gave her the respect due a shaman, but they
didn't encourage her to linger. "Whoever
killed him will need my attentions as well, when I have seen to Adar." She
looked at Llesho as if she expected him to confess, but he just gave her a
weary nod. "I'll tell her. Adar said that Hmishi was too far gone, but I
thought if you would look at him—" "Of
course. At the very least, I can intercede with the spirits of the underworld
to gentle his passing." That
wasn't what he had in mind; Carina warned him away from a petition she mustn't
honor with a frown. "Soldiers die," she said, "Kaydu knew that.
Lling does. So do you." They
had reached Tsu-tan's command tent, so he didn't have to answer. Didn't want to
have that conversation. He'd have taken it to avoid facing the inside of that
tent again, but that wasn't a choice. The tent smelled of blood and other
taints, but at Shokar's instruction, his squad had rolled the tent walls up
halfway and had taken out the blood-soaked carpets. Hmishi's
spirit had not returned from the place where it waited for the journey to end.
There was no part of his body that remained unbroken, but Lling sat with his
shattered hand on a pillow in her lap, afraid to touch lest she return him to
the pain of the waking world. Suddenly, the thick air in the tent was choking him,
and Llesho knew he had to get out, away, before it killed him. So he ran. Tayyichiut
found him at the river. Still flushed from the battle, the Harnish prince
fidgeted with flat stones he scrounged from the banks, skipping them over the
water where his enemies had lately drowned. "They
sent me to find you," he said, and skipped a stone the color of a stormy
sky once, twice, three times before it sank. "I told them to send a
servant, but they pointed out that as a king, you had no obligation to obey a servant.
As a guest, however, you must agree with your host or have the manners of your
house cast in doubt. Shokar assured me you would never do that. So here I
am." Llesho
sat with his back against the bark of a convenient tree and his knees tucked
under his chin. Tayy was right; he owed his host not only for the protection of
his camp and the training of his shaman, but also for the aid he had given in
battle. Still, he found it impossible to move. "They
want you to come back. Kaydu said to make it an order if I thought it would
work. Won't, though, will it?" Throwing himself to the ground next to
Llesho, Tay-yichiut curled his leg under him and let the couple of stones left
in his hand dribble to the ground. "I didn't think so. "Otchigin
is dead, and Yurki died right over there—" he pointed to a place of rusty
stains on broken grass, "—and I don't know what I am going to tell my
uncle, or my father, or Yurki's father, for that matter. I always knew that
people could die in battle. Mergen taught me not to value life more than honor,
and Yesugei warned us all to expect death and welcome life at the end of it.
But nobody told me about the big holes it left in the world when you lived but
your friends didn't." Tayy's
distress held a mirror to Llesho's own pain. When the first tear slipped from
the corner of the prince's eye, Llesho found an answering tear in his own. "Since
Kungol fell, you can count the seasons I've spent with my brothers on your
thumbs," Llesho said. He didn't look at his companion but stared out at
the river, thinking back to Pearl Island. "I met Bixei and Stipes and
Master Den when I went to the arena in my fifteenth summer, and Kaydu I met
when we fought each other in my first and only bout as a gladiator. But all the
life that I remember has Hmishi and Lling in it. We trained together for the
pearl beds, and worked together as a team until my quest pulled me out of Pearl
Bay. I thought I'd lost them for good then, but fate and the Lady SienMa
brought us back together again in service to the governor of Farshore Province. "Lling
was always the best soldier. Hmishi only came along because we had all been
together for so long we didn't know any other way to be. He didn't want to be
left behind, and now I've got him killed." "It
wasn't just you," Tayy suggested. "From what I've heard, he loved
Lling, and she loved him. He couldn't have stopped her from going, and wouldn't
have let her go without him." "Now
you're saying it's Lling's fault?" "Seems
to me it's this Tsu-tan's fault, and his master's." Llesho
did look at him then, locked gazes, making very sure that Tayyichiut
understood. "It doesn't matter whose fault it is. He's still dead." "Not
yet." Tayyichiut dragged himself to his feet. He wobbled a little, and
Llesho could almost feel the shifting of balance in his own legs. Battle
fatigue was hitting, leaving muscles limp as rope and bones shaking like a
newborn foal, but he managed to right himself with the dignity of a warrior
prince. "He will be soon, though. Lling thought you would want to say
good-bye." "Lling
knows I am bad at good-byes." He'd nearly dragged Master Jaks back from
the dead, were it not for the protest of the corpse itself. He knew better now,
or thought he did. Nevertheless, he doubted Lling would leave him alone with
her dead lover. Who still clung to life with each ragged breath. Giving a last
empty glance at the river, he clambered to his feet and turned to follow
Tayyichiut. The
prince reached out and rubbed his thumb across Llesho's cheek, first one, then
the other. "My father says that a khan must never show weakness," he
said, and Llesho saw the tears glistening on the fleshy pad just before he
wiped them dry against the side of his coat. Together, they made their way back
to the camp. Shokar
was efficient, and so was Yesugei. The Harn raised their camp on the plains
above the little valley where the Onga River flowed. Their wounded needed to be
close to water and protected from the wind, however. As healer and shaman in
the camp, Carina chose the valley where Tsu-tan had made his camp. First she
had the troops clear the black tents of the enemy, then the square red ones of
Llesho's army and round white ones of the khan's troops were set in their
places. As much as they needed shelter, their wounded needed the clean air of
their own tents. Hmishi
was still alive, though he had not roused when they moved him to the shelter of
a red tent. Lling had insisted that if he wake, it must be to the red light of
his own tents, to convince him that he had indeed been saved. Though all his
bones were broken, Carina set only his left arm, so that Lling could hold his
hand on a pillow without the ends of the long bones grinding against each other
with each small shift of her position. "He
made me break Hmishi's hand," she whispered through her tears. "He
controlled my movements, but not my sensations. I raised Tsu-tan's iron rod,
and felt the bones break beneath it when it fell." Her
eyes had a distant look, grim and deadly, so that Llesho wondered if the
magician still controlled her from afar. "Something broke inside me, too.
Then you came. Slowly the spell he cast lost its hold over my thoughts." When
she smiled, Llesho realized that she was slipping into madness. His quest, it
seemed, had that effect on even the most competent of those who surrounded him. "Is
he still in your head?" Llesho asked. He thought he ought to be more
worried about the intelligence Master Markko might be collecting through her
eyes, but he found that mattered less to him than the creeping horror of the
magician's hold on her mind. But
she shook her head. "I felt him go when the witch-finder died," she
said, never taking her eyes off Hmishi. "I don't think he can maintain a
hold on a mind he's taken from so far—not without a willing intermediary
working with him. And Tsu-tan was more than willing." "But
he's gone. You're safe." He stopped her fingers from their restless
wandering over the hand she held in her lap. You can't be broken, he
thought. Hmishi's not the only one who needs you. He didn't add that to
her burden, but reminded her of the only duty that seemed to matter to her now.
"Hmishi will need you when he wakes up—the real you, the one he
loves—right here, and not hiding away safe inside your head." "Do
you think I'm really safer inside my head?" she asked, her voice rising to
a keening wail, "when all I can think about is the breaking of his
bones?" "I
need you whole." It spilled out, selfish as it was. He needed her, he
couldn't lose them now, when Master Markko's armies stood ahead of them, so
close to the final battle. "You
need too much." Llesho
had said the same of his quest to the gods and ghosts who moved him. They
hadn't released him, and he couldn't let Lling go either. "Who else can I
depend on to do murder for me?" he asked, and it was the right thing to
say. She was no less mad, but he knew that, just as the magician had, he could
pull her strings. Only, instead of magic, he would use her hatred to control
her. It made him ill to think it, but he couldn't let her go. "He
doesn't have your brother." "What?"
Llesho pulled back from the brink of his thoughts to focus on what she was
saying. "When
the magician was in my mind, he took what I knew, but I sensed his thoughts as
well." She shuddered at a memory. Coward though it made him, Llesho was
glad she didn't share it with him. "He was looking for Menar, the poet,
but he hadn't found him. It's hard to track the blind from a distance; he can't
see out of his prey's eyes, so he doesn't know where to look. But he hears the
camel bells, and the air grows warmer." That
jibed with Shou's report. He felt a burden lift from his heart that Master
Markko hadn't succeeded in capturing the blind prince. But warmer? The high
plains had already passed the height of summer and now declined swiftly into
winter. "Camel
bells mean a caravan," Llesho mused out loud, "but does it cross
north, down off the plateau toward Shan, or into the West?" West,
he thought. Lling didn't look away from Hmishi's wounds, but she was
tracking now, and he took ruthless advantage of that. "Did he know of
Ghrisz?" "Oh,
everybody knows about Ghrisz," she said in such an offhand way he wondered
how the matter had escaped him. That
was Markko's imprint, however; the magician had tapped a mind somewhere
Llesho's brother was well known. "Tell me, then." "He's in
Kungol." "A
prisoner?" He was plotting rescue attempts in his head when she answered
with a dark smile. "A
fugitive. In hiding. It's a race now, he thinks. If the raiders find Ghrisz,
they will kill him." She had gone away in her head again, and Llesho
wondered who was speaking to him—Lling, out of her memories, or the magician
himself, in control again and taunting him with pieces of the puzzle. She'd
said he was gone, but could she have been mistaken? "Master
Markko?" he asked, softly so as not to startle her. But
when she stole a glance at him, he knew. That was Lling, the most dangerous of
their cadre, but herself alone. "He
can't touch me now," she said, and he wondered if she meant more than the
breaking of the spell with Tsu-tan's death. "I can't read him either,
anymore. But I remember it all." And she would use even her most horrific
memories in their service if it brought her closer to Master Markko's blood. "He
would have used Adar to draw Ghrisz out of THE PRirfCE OF DREATO hiding,
but now he seeks the last brother to use as ba to draw you all to him. If you
win through and fii Menar first, he loses his leverage against the raiders wl
hold Kungol. And he wants something in Kungol ve; badly." "But
what?" The raiders had looted the treasuries < Kungol long ago, and
they had mostly been spiritu; anyway. "I
don't know. I never got deep enough to find out. Her gaze was clear when she
turned it on him. "Fin him for me, and I'll make him talk. Those
secrets—wha pain he feels as pleasure, and what other he fears mos in the
world—I know." Llesho
shivered at her grim purpose. What did it maki him, knowing he couldn't do what
Lling proposed, bu willing to let her take that burden for him? What othei
tasks in front of him would prove greater than hi; strength? This one, for
instance. Watching Hmishi die. Carina
joined them then, with a shallow dish of pungent purple water in which leaves
and bits of bark floated. "He can't drink," she said. "Even if
his throat could swallow, there is too much damage throughout his body. Any
liquid would leak through the wounds and create infection where it pools. But
this will help." She
took a soft white cloth and dipped it in the water, then smoothed it over
Hmishi's cracked lips. "Sometimes, especially when the pull of life and
love are strong, the spirit of one who has traveled so far on his journey to
the underworld will turn back to bid farewell. This should free him from the
pain, if he should rise out of his sleep to say good-bye." "Thank
you." Lling reached for the cloth, and Carina gave it to her, relieving
her of the pillow on her lap so that she could move about his bed with ease. "Bathe
him carefully—he won't feel the pain where the elixir touches." Llesho
figured he wouldn't feel the pain anyway. He'd seen death on the battlefield,
and it hovpr^H tui^v this bed like a dream. It gave Lling something to
do, however, and a way to touch her lover without fear of hurting him. Knowing
Carina, that was her intention. It seemed to be working. The healer passed in
and out of the tent with a word, a touch, but left them to their vigil. Chen
and Han, the lesser moons, crossed the sky with Great Moon Lun in pursuit, but
Llesho marked their passing only by the dim red light that moved across the
roof of the tent. Finally,
as the lesser sun spread the gray light of false dawn, Lling curled up on the
floor close beside the bed and closed her eyes. Llesho resisted the pull of
sleep but battle and grief had exhausted him. Like Lling, he would not leave
Hmishi to die alone, but found a place on the rugs to rest. Sleep, when it
came, crept up on him like a gray mist. Pig
was waiting for him in the dream world, but he didn't need his spirit guide to
tell him where he was. He recognized his brother, and the woman pulling him
down on the rich-turned earth with an arm around his neck and a kiss on his
lips while the bright heads of sunflowers above them guarded their play. With a
long, silent glance at Pig, who watched the couple moving among the tall green
stems, he began walking, out of his brother's dream. He
had figured out on his own that he sought out Shokar's dreams unconsciously,
for the comfort they afforded. That ought to mean that he could visit his other
brothers as well, though he doubted that he would find so warm and inviting a
resting place in any of their dreams. Before he went on spending lives in his
quest, however, there were things he had to know. Like, what did Lluka dream
that filled him with despair? He would go there before he was done, but first
he brought the image of Balar to mind. This brother, too, harbored secrets. He
didn't think Balar would react as badly as Lluka would to finding Llesho in his
dreams, so he stepped up, into a room with walls plastered in yellow mud and lit
by a branch of candles on a familiar table. They were in Balar's music room in
the Palace of the Sun. "Come
in if you want to, but try to keep still." Balar turned to him with a
frown of concentration pulling at his brows. In his hands he held a lute which
he was tuning with small turns of the keys and small shifts of the frets. It
was a smaller instrument than Llesho knew him to play: four courses of strings,
he saw, with two strings per course, except for the highest string. Seven
strings in all, six in pairs and one alone. "Where
is Ping?" Llesho asked. He figured the strings must be the seven brothers,
but where was their sister? "Not
yet born," came the answer, "Soon, though, I should think." Not
long after Ping was born, Balar had gone to Ahkenbad for a diplomatic visit and
training in the mystical ways of the dream readers. In his dream, Llesho's
brother had returned to that more peaceful time, but still his face was tense
with worry. "What
are you doing?" To
demonstrate, Balar strummed the lute. It took no expert in music to hear the
sour clash of notes. "I can't seem to bring them into harmony, no matter
what I do." He shifted the frets a bit more, tried again, and shook his
head, dissatisfied. "This one is the key—" He plucked the highest
string, the solitary note. The string Llesho thought must symbolize himself. "I
think it's this one," Llesho said, and pointed to the lowest string, so
tightly drawn that it seemed on the edge of snapping. The neck of the lute
seemed to strain under the pressure of that tension. "I've
lost the key," Balar pointed to the beak, where one tuning key was indeed
missing. "Still, it's all in the balance. The other strings will have to
compensate. Especially—" he gave Llesho a pointed look "—the
highest." "I
don't think I can stretch any farther," Llesho answered in the same
metaphor. Balar
gave a little shake of his head. "Then you'll have to find the key."
He returned to his tuning as if he were alone. After
just a moment more to breathe in the memory of Kungol, Llesho started running
in his dream. He thought about visiting Adar, but didn't want to disturb the
work of Carina's healing herbs on his brother's sleeping body. "You
know what you have to do," Pig reminded him. "You might as well get
it over with." Llesho
did know, and he ran with a purpose, finding his brother Lluka sleeping in his
tent with a lantern glowing in the dark. He wondered if Lluka always slept with
a light, if the darkness of his mind was so desperate that he daren't close his
eyes on an outer darkness as well. "What
do you want?" Lluka opened his eyes, staring into the corner of the tent
where Llesho stood, but his brother didn't seem to see him. "If you are a
demon of my sleep, begone. I've had enough of your torments. They don't move me
anymore." "Not
a demon. It's me, Llesho." He stepped into the lantern light, but Lluka
didn't see or hear. With a grumble he straightened his tangled blankets and lay
on his back, staring blank-eyed at the tent cloth overhead. No
dreams here, Llesho thought, before he was swallowed whole into a
directionless gray twilight. Like the gardens of heaven, he remembered, where
night never fell. He reached to clasp the pearl he carried at his throat. When
he found them all and returned them to the Great Goddess, light and dark would
return to heaven, and the stars would ascend to their proper places. He didn't
know how, but it was part of his quest. This wasn't the heavenly gardens,
however. In Lluka's dream, there was no earth to stand on, no heavenly paths or
divine fruit trees. The gray dusk, aswirl in ash and fire, rang with the clash
of swords and the cries of the dying, reeked with the sweat of battle and the
fear of horses and soldiers. And their blood, a smell that choked him as Llesho
struggled to find his way. "Lluka!"
he called through the dream landscape. "Where are you?" "I
am in hell, brother. All the futures I have seen come to this, though you are
dead in most of them." Lluka took shape, came forward out of the mist. "What
has happened here?" Llesho asked. "For that matter, your answer to my
first question was dramatic but not very useful. Where are we, and how did we
get here?" "The
questions are impossible to answer. 'How will we get here?' at least
gets the when of it right. This is the future of all the worlds. 'Where'
doesn't exist anymore. Hell will overrun heaven and earth, killing the night
and murdering the day, wiping out all that lives or grows or breathes. When
they are free, the demons of hell will set fire to the air and trample the
heavenly gardens under their clawed hooves. The material world will vanish,
disintegrate into nothing as the forces of heaven and hell come together in the
greatest conflagration the universe has ever known. All the realms of sky and
earth, of the underworld and the wheel of life will fall in the fires of that
battle. In all my dreams, and my waking nightmares, this is what I see." As
Lluka spoke those final words, the sounds of battle erupted in an explosion so
immense that his senses couldn't grasp it. Fire swept toward him in a wall,
faster than a horse could run, faster than a mind could grasp the oncoming
devastation. Llesho called out in terror and threw his hands over his eyes, too
late to stop the blindness as the fire swept over him. In the trembling gray of
the death of the universe, he realized that he was still alive, the battle
raging around him as it had before the conflagration had passed over. "And
now, we do it again," Lluka said with a grimace of a smile, mocking both
of them. "Does
Master Markko do this?" Llesho asked, his voice shaky but determined. All
he had to do was stop the magician, and none of it would happen.
"No,"
Lluka answered, "though he started it long ago. When he was young, I
think, he wished to prove his power over the underworld, probably by calling
the dead, though his purpose and his methods make no part of the dreams that
fill my nights. What the dreams show is that he released a great demon king
from hell instead. How the magician survived his own magic I do not know
either, except that he must have made some bargain with the creature. Their
goal is now the same—bring down the gates of heaven. When hell takes the
heavenly gardens, all life will perish, all worlds will perish." A
fireball suddenly filled the sky, sucking all the sound out of the air and
freezing time and motion in the moment. Llesho crouched down, cowering behind
his sleeve, as the waiting havoc was released in a hurricane riding ahead of
the flames. When the storm had passed over them, Lluka continued. "Like
you, I once had hope. But one by one the futures that might vie with the
destruction have vanished from my dreams. Now I only see the end, and
sometimes, the face of the demon raging at the gates that still stand against
him. But they weaken, and there is nothing left to be done but die." "There
has to be a way," Llesho insisted, though his heart quivered in his chest.
"The Great Goddess calls me to her aid. That has to mean we have a chance
of winning." "None
that I can see," Lluka answered, then he squinted, as if something had
obscured his vision. "Llesho? Where did you go? Llesho!" Returning
his brother's call would do no good, any more than waving his hands in his
brother's face. The dream had taken Lluka past Llesho, and he wandered away,
moaning as the fireball rose again, taller than any tree, tall enough to
swallow Great Moon Lun in its vast maw. When Llesho brought his eyes away from
the horrifying sight, he was back again in the tent city of the khan. The
ger-tent of the khan lay ahead, and he felt the lingering pull of the Lady
Chaiujin's potion in his blood. He entered, surprised that none of the khan's
many guards stopped him as he passed down the center to the dais where the khan
slept with his wife. Except that when he reached the mound of rugs and furs, an
emerald- green bamboo snake raised its head and looked at him out of lidless
black eyes. "Go
back," she hissed at him. "You do not belong here." And she laid
her head down on the khan's breast. Pig
rejoined him then, a troubled frown curling around his tusks. He put a forehoof
on Llesho's shoulder, drawing him away. "She's right. You don't belong
here." "I
want—" he began, and woke up with the words still on his lips.
Chapter Thirty-five
LESHO woke in the red tent where he
had started his dream travels. Dawn had brightened the sky to the color of
Lluka's dreams, confusing him for a moment. Had he really returned, or was he
still dream traveling? But Lling still slept at the side of the cot where
Hmishi's labored breath stuttered and fell, stuttered and fell. Back, he
thought; it hadn't happened yet. There was still time to stop it. He gave a
shaky sigh of relief and threw off his blankets. On
the cot in the corner, the breath rattled in Hmishi's throat, and died. No!
Leaping to his feet, Llesho pressed his lips tightly together to keep from
raging out loud. He thought he ought to wake Lling but refused to give her up
to grief; he needed her sane to keep from flying to pieces himself. But he
couldn't stay here, with the rage beating at his ribs. Low
branches hit him, and vines grabbed at his legs, but he ignored them and the
small injuries he collected. Llesho was running before he realized what he was
doing. No, no, no! He needed to get away, escape to the river where he
could rail at the gods for laying waste to his life again and yet again. When
he was far enough from the encampment that he thought no one would hear, he
gave himself up to the anger and pain clawing its way out of his throat. "I
can't do this!" he screamed at the gray mist clinging to the river.
"I needed him! I needed Harlol, and you took them both! How am I supposed
to save Thebin?" The fireball of Lluka's dream rolled through his waking
mind. "How do I stop the end of the world if I can't even keep my own
cadre alive! You may as well ask me to empty the Onga River with a drinking
cup—it's impossible!" He
didn't know who he was shouting at, but it wasn't the woman who stepped from
between the trees. Lady Chaiujin, dressed in green like bamboo in the spring,
answered him anyway. "I
know, child." She stretched her arms wide to him, and smiled sadly as she
said, "They ask too much and never give you the rest you crave. But I will
give you rest. Come." He
should have wondered how she happened to appear in the woods outside his own
camp when he had just visited in dreams the tent city of her husband a hundred
li away. The dream he had visited, in which she lay as an emerald-green bamboo
snake on the breast of her husband, should have warned him of the danger she
represented. But her voice crooned low, hypnotically calling to him with
promises of rest and more in the comfort of her soft arms. She didn't inflame
him as she had before but offered the cool water of peace between her breasts.
Part of him remembered Carina's warning, that a potion had stirred the longing
she raised in him. It
should have troubled him, but his losses lay so heavily on his heart that he
was beyond caring anymore. He went to her with his own arms wide, and let her
wrap him in her green peace. Heavy
footsteps rattled in the undergrowth behind him. Llesho sprang back, shocked to
be caught with his arms around the wife of the khan. Before he could begin to
formulate his excuses, however, Master Den broke into the clearing by the
riverbank. "I
thought I might find you here." The
lady had disappeared. Den's brow furrowed when he caught sight of Llesho
standing alone by the river. Coming closer, he hissed a "tsk" and
from the place where the lady's arms had wrapped him, Master Den plucked a
snake as green as new bamboo. "We'll have none of that, Lady
Chaiujin." With
Master Den's presence, the dream state seemed to fall away from him, and Llesho
recognized the snake as poisonous, with a sting as deadly as anything Markko
had ever poured into him. She went for the trickster's hand with bared fangs,
but Master Den caught her behind her jaws and raised her so that they were
eye-to-beady-eye. "He belongs to the goddess," he said. "Your
master cannot have him." She
hissed at him and lashed her tail while he held her gently, so that she hurt
neither herself nor him. When she had calmed a little, he set her into the
crook of a tree. "Is
that really Lady Chaiujin?" Llesho asked as she slithered away in the
branches. "As
real as she was when she greeted you in the tent of her husband," the trickster
god asserted. Llesho wondered, though, which visit he meant—the formal one,
when she had poisoned his tea with a love potion, or the dream travel where she
had greeted him as a serpent in the bed of her husband. He didn't have a chance
to pursue his question, however. "You've
been busy," Master Den noted wryly, brushing at his shoulders with the
discerning eye of a body servant. Llesho
waved him off, heading back toward the camp with an angry jerk of the head. He
was sick of riddles, sick of help showing up just when it would do Hmishi no
good at all. "How
did you get here, and why do you always arrive just moments too late to be of
any earthly use to anyone?" Llesho snapped the questions like arrows as he
headed back for the camp. "The
khan traveled through the night with his army and raised his city on the plains
above us." With his great long strides, Master Den quickly caught up to
Llesho, who didn't indicate by any gesture that he noticed while Master Den
gave the mundane explanation for his appearance. "We fetched up here
shortly after false dawn, but no one could find you in the camp. Prince
Tayyichiut seemed to think you might have sought the comfort of the river. And
so I have come, just in the nick of time, to save you from a greater rest than
you bargained for." There
were layers to that statement that Master Den's presence forced him to
consider. No, he hadn't come to the river to find the comfort of death. But,
yes, he had welcomed the touch of the Lady Chaiujin even knowing what she
offered. And as for the nick of time— "Maybe
not." Let his teacher chew on that and see if he liked it. When a
beautiful woman offered him rest in her arms, he'd be a fool not to take it,
even if she meant it to be permanent. More
likely, he was a fool to think that was a good idea. It gave him pause. Maybe
Lling wasn't the only one who had crossed the line of sanity. He'd seen it in
her—how had he not seen it in himself? "Carina
said to tell you that Adar is resting comfortably, but will have to travel
under sedation and with the baggage until he heals. Lling would not be moved,
but has taken a little tea. She will sleep at least until Great Sun rises.
Bright Morning attends Hmishi's body, and wanted me to fetch you." "The
mortal gods make uncommon messengers," Llesho remarked pointedly. Master
Den raised an eyebrow and sniffed his displeasure with his student.
"That's what we do—deliver messages. The question, when confronting the
gods, should always follow thusly: 'Who sent the message?' and, 'What was its
purpose?'" "Do
I get any clues?" Llesho kicked through fallen leaves, expecting no
answer. The trickster god surprised him. "You
can be sure that the gods who attend you fit the purpose." "Then
I suppose I am lucky that I've got you and not the Lady SienMa." Den
slanted him an ironic side glance. "Oh, she's on her way." That
didn't surprise Llesho at all. But Emperor Shou had her special favor.
"What does Dognut want?" "You'll
have to ask him yourself." They
had come to the tent where Hmishi lay. Carina was nowhere in sight, but Bixei
and Stipes waited for him in front of the tent, and Tayy stood with them,
cradling Little Brother in his arms. Bixei
stirred and gave a bow of salute. "Your brother Shokar was here, and paid
his respects. He has gone off to keep an eye on Lluka, who has begun muttering
under his breath in a way that worries Balar and sets Shokar's teeth on edge,
he says. Balar himself is inside, with Bright Morning." "Where
is Kaydu?" He didn't mention Lling—Llesho knew where she was. Tayy
answered with a wave at the sky. "She has gone to offer her report to her
father. That one suggested it—" he jerked his chin at Master Den.
"But I'm worried that she might become trapped in the form of a bird, as
she was before." "Habiba
can handle it," Master Den dismissed the objection with a shrug.
"She'll be back." "Then
if everything is in order, I'll go to the khan." Tayy cast a worried frown
at the rim of the dell. On the plains above, an army ten thousand strong
settled in around them. But in one tent, the key to all their fortunes lay in
fever. "My father is not well," he advised them. And, because he knew
Llesho would understand, he added, "The Lady Chaiujin carries a second
heir." Second
after Tayy himself, Llesho knew, but her claim seemed unlikely to be true. He
wondered what kind of child the bamboo snake carried in her belly, and if
Chimbai-Khan had anything to do with it at all. "There
is room in my cadre for a likely warrior," Llesho offered, and darkness
lifted from the prince's eyes. Almost he could forget the boy was Harnish.
Without another word, the prince left them. Llesho entered the tent where
Hmishi lay, with Master Den at his back. There
you are." Dognut set his flute aside and faced Llesho with a sad smile.
Curled into the corner of the tent, Balar continued to strum a lament softly on
his borrowed lute. Master Den lowered himself with a grunt to the rug near the
door. Llesho thought to bring him higher in the room as befitted a visiting
god, but that was a Harnish way of thinking. He sat where he could guard the
door against intrusion and listen to the mournful plucking of the strings at
the same time. "It
was a mercy," Dognut looked up at Llesho, watched him move agitatedly
around the tent. Llesho would not sit, but strayed over to stand and watch
Lling, who slept beside Hmishi's bed. "The boy was so badly hurt." "No."
Llesho turned cold eyes on the dwarf who was more than he had ever seemed but,
like Master Den, no use at all to any of his dead. "There is no mercy
here. Evil wins again, because Mercy has gone out of the world." "That
isn't true." Dognut rested his hands on his knees, and Llesho was reminded
that fate had shown the dwarf no mercy either, but still he seemed to believe.
"We don't always recognize mercy when we see it. It isn't always what we
want or think we need, but it's there. It's here." A
veil seemed to slip from the eyes of the dwarf. He let Llesho see what lay
inside—the turning of the seasons, and the aging of the sun, and the rise and
fall of empires. The smile was old, and wise, and patient, and filled with the
pain and misery he had seen across all the ages. But it wasn't kind. "Is
it a mercy to bring him back to suffer, not just the pain of his physical
injuries, but the memory of all that was done to him?" "That
wouldn't be mercy, no. But to bring him back, mended, a god could do
that." "The
universe is a place of balances, young king." Bright Morning lifted his
hands, palms out, to demonstrate his point while Balar nodded his agreement
from the corner. "If
a god should grant such a favor—" one small hand rose above his shoulder,
while the other he dropped to his waist, "—what would you trade to restore
the balance?" "My
life," he said, too quickly, and Master Den gave him a stern frown. He'd
been trying to throw his life away since—it seemed—forever. Hardly a sacrifice,
then, and one he couldn't in conscience make anyway. The
dwarf tilted his head, considering Llesho carefully. "Who among the
thousands who follow would you trade for the life of your best friend?" "No
one," he finally admitted. He had plenty of lives to spend in the war with
Master Markko, but none at all in trade for the sole purpose of seeing Hmishi
laugh at him again. "I don't have anything. It's just—he's one too many,
you know? I need a reason to keep going. I thought that Kungol was it—home, and
freedom, a kingdom—but they're just words and a world away. "Hmishi
and Lling, Kaydu, Bixei and Stipes, they're the only home I have. Even my
brothers don't feel a part of me like they do." Balar
bowed his head over his lute. He didn't protest, though Llesho saw that it cost
him to keep silent. Bright
Morning agreed, however. "The mortal goddess of
war does good work, though its strength is never meant to last." "A
broken sword wins no battles." The
dwarf dropped his hands into his lap. "You ask too much," he said. Master
Den barked a short, ironic laugh. "You've been taking lessons from the
student, Bright Morning. I've heard him say the very same many times." True.
He'd said the very words himself, to no avail. The gods kept asking for more
anyway. Now he was asking back; he figured it was time they knew how it felt. "Balar?" The
prince dropped his forehead to the pregnant body of his instrument. He didn't
look at them as he answered the question that Bright Morning must have asked
already, and more than once. "Lluka
sees disaster down every path. For myself, I cannot answer. I want to see my
brother home, on the throne of our father, and I would balance that end any way
I could." He did look up then, with a grim smile. "My gift has not
deserted me, but I don't dare use it." "You're right, you know. We do
ask too much." Bright Morning shook his head. In the end, it came to a
simple truth. "Your heart needs rest." With
that, he took up a silver flute and set it to his lips. When he played,
Llesho's heart lightened. Lling stirred from her sleep, rubbing her eyes. "What's
happening?" she asked, her eyes on Llesho but her ear cocked in the
direction of the music. "I
don't know," Llesho began, but the silver tones of the flute lifted him
with unreasoning hope. When he looked on his dead friend, Hmishi's breast rose
and fell, rose and fell, almost imperceptibly at first, then growing stronger
with each breath, until his eyelids fluttered. "Hmishi!"
Lling fell to her knees and dropped her head on his shoulder, her arms
enclosing him. Between her sobs she repeated his name, "Hmishi, Hmishi,
Hmishi." Llesho
watched them, as if from a distance. He'd wanted this, asked for it, but in the
end, it wasn't about him at all. Hmishi's
eyes roamed without focus or comprehension until they fell on Llesho, then his
brows knotted. "Am I dead?" he asked. The
words echoed down the long dark corridor of memory. Hmishi had asked him that
before, and he'd asked the same of Pig. This time, Llesho smiled and answered,
"Not anymore." "Good."
With a contented sigh, Hmishi closed his eyes and went to sleep.
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