"chap-22" - читать интересную книгу автора (Biggle Lloyd Jr. - All The Colours Of Darkness)22 A softly closing door awakened Darzek. He lay staring at the
ceiling and listening to the reassuring street noises. Two women began a
backyard argument somewhere nearby. The house was as restfully silent as it had
been the night before. He turned over lazily, made himself comfortable again, and
then lay gazing incredulously at the clothing that had been draped over the room’s
two chairs. His clothing. The suit was his, as were the socks and necktie, and
it seemed only logical that the shirt, underwear, shoes, and handkerchief had
likewise been lifted from his wardrobe. He wondered by what sleight of hand they
had entered his apartment, and got the answer when he sat up and saw on the
bureau the personal possessions he had abandoned on the Moon, including his
keys. The alien garment strips had disappeared. There was also a tray packed with sandwiches and cartons of
coffee. The coffee was hot; the sandwiches as various as the night
before. He managed to eat three, with three cartons of coffee, and then he
dressed himself slowly and spent some time contemplating the strangely pale,
bewhiskered face that stared back at him from the bureau mirror. His burns had
healed without scars, but it would be a long time before he could comb his hair
properly. "Might as well get a brush haircut and have done with
it," he told himself resignedly. "But it’ll have to grow some before
it’s even long enough for that!" The beard he could do without, and would as soon as he got
his hands on a razor. Otherwise, except for his hair, he had come out of his
experience in surprisingiy good shape. He knotted his tie, and went downstairs to join the aliens.
He first searched for the collapsing door in the basement wall, and could not
find it. Feeling slightly foolish, he backed off and called. A moment later the
door rippled open, and Darzek stepped through. "Good morning," he said. "Or good afternoon.
Did I sleep until the next day or the day after that? I feel as if—" He broke off confusedly. It was a male alien who stood before
him, an alien of smaller stature, but it was not Xerxes, nor Ysaye, nor Zachary.
Darzek stared blankly. "Who are you?" he demanded. The alien did not reply. He led Darzek down the tunnel to the
underground room, and with a sleight-of-hand gesture produced another doorway.
Darzek stepped through, and it closed behind him. In this room, a diminutive replica of the other, a female
alien was seated on the floor. A desklike contrivance stood in front of her, and
across its surface flickers of light darted in incomprehensible patterns. Beside
her stood a solidly human chair that looked, in those glowing surroundings, like
a crude relic of some long-forgotten primitive civilization. Over the chair a
silver space suit was draped. The moving lights faded, and the alien rose to greet him.
"Mr. Darzek," she said. "Mr. Jan Darzek." It was not a
question. Darzek began a polite bow, and halted it to accept the hand
she extended to him. "I don’t believe we’ve met before," he said. She was enormous, like Alice and Gwendolyn, but she appeared
to be infinitely older. Her face was a mass of sagging wrinkles. The delicate
blue tint had faded from her skin, but there were disfiguring blotches, like
large bruises. The webbing of the fingers, which had been delicately transparent
with the younger aliens, had a loathsome appearance of dark, decaying flesh. As he looked at her she said with a smile—and the smile was
in her voice— "I do not think you find us beautiful, Mr. Jan
Darzek." Darzek said slowly, "I find you strange. I think only a
very rash man would attempt to evaluate the aesthetic attributes of something
totally beyond his experience. No doubt your people could use our beauty queens
in your chambers of horror, if you have such a thing." She gazed at him steadily without answering. Her eyes, like
Alice’s, were without color and faintly luminous. Then she turned, and removed
the space suit from the chair. "Please sit here," she said. "I
thought you would be more comfortable if you had one of your chairs to use. Our
talk may be a long one." Darzek seated himself. She laid the suit aside, and sat down
on the floor facing him. "You have an excellent command of English," Darzek
said. "So do the others—Xerxes, Ysaye, and Zachary, that is—and they
speak other languages like natives. Is it an innate ability?" "Ability and training. We are chosen for that ability,
and we are trained meticulously. Long ago, when Moon bases and matter
transmitters were at most subjects of speculative thought among your people, I
served my apprenticeship on this planet. Its rustic depravity and senseless wars
made it an excellent training ground. Afterwards I returned and wrote its
present classification." "Then you’re the one who plastered the NO
TRESPASSING signs around this Solar System." "Listen." She leaned forward, and there was no
mistaking her earnestness. "Your planet has long been used by us for
training purposes. Its scientific development has accelerated in the past
century, but that was only as we anticipated. The matter transmitter was several
centuries in your future. Suddenly, through some freakish accident, its
principles were discovered. It could not have happened at a worse time. Our
Group here consisted of a newly arrived Group Leader on her first assignment, an
apprentice technician, one apprentice observer, and two observers who are
permanently assigned here because they have never demonstrated sufficient
ability to attain rank. The Group should have requested a consultation, but it
thought it could handle the situation. It thought it was handling it. It
will receive a severe reprimand." "In my estimation," Darzek said, "you
should receive the reprimand." "I? Why do you say that?" "You underestimated the inhabitants of this planet, and
sent an inadequate force to deal with them." "So you defend the Group," she said. "You
actually defend it. I did not think it possible, but they were right. You do
consider them your friends. Such a thing has never happened before." "Are you so incapable of friendship yourself that it
surprises you to find it in others?" She did not answer at once, but whether she was offended or
only nonplused he could not decide. Then she spoke with oracular deliberation.
"The Group will receive a reprimand. not because it failed to handle the
situation here, but because it attempted to handle it. It should have taken into
consideration the crudeness of your transmitting device, and done nothing." "It works," Darzek said. "Barely. It is of a wholly unique design, and it is
self-limiting. It does not point to further discoveries, it prevents them. It is
so clumsy in its operation that Alice—" Again the smile was in her voice.
"I would very much like to know the sources for those names, but our time
is limited. Alice was almost unable to use it. That fact should have been
determined at the beginning." "Ah! Those three steps to space travel. Then you think
our transmitter is so crude that we’re stranded on the first step." "Your transmitter is so crude that you cannot be said to
have taken the first step." "Then—you won’t smash Universal Trans?" "What has happened makes it mandatory that we review
your planet’s classification. That is why I am here. Specifically, I have come
to obtain your recommendations on this subject." Darzek stared. "You want my
recommendations?" "You have taken an oath, Jan Darzek. You may not have
been aware of the full implications of that act. The oath made you one of us—and
among us, all who have been associated with a problem have an equal right to
state opinions and make recommendations. Yours will be considered quite as
carefully as mine. You know the transmitter’s potential for space travel. It
is true that your present transmitter does not have that potential, but if your
scientists merely grasped the idea of such a potential, of the
transmitter that works without a receiver and the transmitter that transmits
itself, it is possible that they would concentrate on the problem and solve it.
May I have your opinion on that, please." "They’d solve it," Darzek conceded. "Sooner
or later. I think too that you may be underestimating our scientists. The
invention of the transmitter may not have been the accident you assume it
was." "Have you a recommendation?" "Certainly. You admit yourself that there’s no danger
in our present transmitter. It represents a tremendous human achievement, and I
see no justification whatsoever in your depriving us of it merely because at
some future time it might become dangerous to you. Leave it alone. Leave us
alone. And if you insist upon hindering us, we are at least entitled to a just
compensation, to an equal measure of help." "Your recommendation has been noted and will be
considered. Have you anything further to say?" "Yes," Darzek said. "I think you’re wrong
about the darkness—about our darkness. We have saints and sinners, moral
people and immoral people, men with admirable ethics and men with no ethics at
all, and every shade of difference in between. It seems to me that you’re
attempting to measure us according to a scale of values where everything is
either black or white—or good or evil. I don’t know myself if man is ready
for amicable relations with alien peoples, but I’m positive that he isn’t
hopeless. If man is really as depraved as you say he is, then your people are
far worse. With your tremendous technology you could banish hunger and want from
Earth. You could make the deserts and wastelands bloom, and strengthen the weak
and contain the oppressive. Instead of building, you destroy. Instead of helping
man to his natural destiny, you thwart him. A moral person who finds a fellow
creature lying in the gutter doesn’t try to keep him there. He helps him out.
My recommendation is that you take a long, careful look at your own color of
darkness." "It has been noted and will be considered. There remains
one singular problem. What shall we do with the human, Jan Darzek?" Darzek gestured indifferently. "That’s certainly a
minor problem." "We do not consider it so." "I suppose you refer to erasing my memory. Some of the
things that happened I might have looked back on with pleasure in my old age,
but I’m sure that I shall have other memories that will serve the purpose. It
would be nice to be able to remember the way the Earth looked from the Moon. I
had other things on my mind at the time, and I only glanced at it, but it would
be nice to remember. Most of all I hate to part with the memories of Ysaye, and
Alice, and the others. They taught me something about myself that I’ll
probably never learn again." "Is there anything else?" "Why ask? You couldn’t leave me part of a memory. I’d
go nuts trying to fasten it onto something, or figure out where I got it." "No decision has been reached with regard to the
classification of your planet and your people, but it has been decided that Jan
Darzek shall have his own free choice in the matter of his memory." "You mean—you’ll let me keep it all?" "If that is your choice. All, or any part of it." ‘Then I’d better not say anything else. Bring out your
eraser—I don’t want a choice. If I were to choose I’d have to accept the
responsibility for what followed, and there may be issues at stake that I couldn’t
even comprehend." "You are an awesome individual, Jan Darzek." She
got to her feet and held the space suit in front of him. "Do you recognize
it?" "It’s a suit like those my people use on the Moon. It’s—"
his eyes fell on the dangling air hose "—why, it’s the one I
stole!" "The one you stole, and used to memorable effect.
Listen, Jan Darzek. There is a distant planet—more distant, perhaps, than I
could make you understand in the time that I have. On that planet is a structure
whose nature would be difficult to explain to you, though you would probably
call it a museum. It is no mere repository of curiosities as are such museums of
yours that I have seen. It, and its contents, are venerated beyond the values
your language is able to express. This suit shall be displayed there, and not
among the least significant of the treasures that building contains. As long as
our civilization lasts—and that should be long indeed, for it is yet vigorous
and expanding, and not even the gloomiest of our prognosticators professes to
see an end to it—the peoples of the galaxy shall gaze upon this suit, and read
of the epic of Jan Darzek, and marvel. In distant centuries perhaps even your
own people will be among them. Does it please you to have attained so brilliant
a measure of immortality? There are many of my people who would willingly endure
much in order to achieve far less." "I’d say that it’s a trifle exaggerated. I don’t
ordinarily do epic things on an empty stomach." "You sacrificed your own life to save the lives of five
who could only be called your enemies." "I didn’t sacrifice my life, I didn’t save their
lives, and I don’t consider them my enemies. What happened was a team effort.
I contributed. So did Ysaye. Alice did the most. Even those who did nothing
helped by not interfering where all of their training told them they should
interfere." "They were watching," the alien said slowly.
"They saw the difficulties you experienced in returning to them, when you
could so easily have remained with your own people. Then you gave them your
oxygen. If you had not done so Alice would have come too late. You deliberately
sacrificed yourself in a cause that must have appeared hopeless at the time. It
appeared hopeless to them." "I’m a natural-born optimist." "You are a feebly civilized inhabitant of a remote and
utterly insignificant planet, with no more than a rudimentary moral sense, and—your
act has created consternation in every headquarters all the way back to
Supreme." "You left out something," Darzek said dryly.
"My darkness is also the wrong color." "Do you state that as an opinion?" "As an indictment of whoever is in charge of colors.
Shall I see them again? Alice, and Ysaye, and the others?" "They have already departed. They left a message for me
to give to you. "‘When the airless wind shall sing, When the broken circle mends, When the brightest day dawns without light, And the brittle night comes softly without darkness, I shall
yet remember.’ "It is from a poem celebrated on many worlds. Ysaye
translated it for you, but I fear that it does not translate well." "Please tell them that I understand, and return to them
the same feeling." "Certainly." "Before we get on with the memory erasing, there is one
thing I would like to know." "I am at your service, Jan Darzek." "What is the verdict?" "The verdict?" "About Universal Trans. And Earth. What are you going to
do?’ "The verdict is not yet formulated. Even if it were, I
should regretfully decline to tell you. You know something of our Code. Surely
you can understand that." "You won’t even tell me when my memory will be erased
immediately afterwards?" "Even if the Code permitted it, it would involve a
needless complication and an impossible delay. The memory erasing is a prolonged
and delicate operation, and we must first, with your assistance, devise
substitute memories for the time of your absence. We must also have a technician
prepare a wig for you. According to your photograph, the damage to your hair is
somewhat conspicuous." "Just a trifle." "Our technicians are highly skilled in such
matters." "I know. I can’t see the harm in your telling me,
though, if it’s erased right away." "It would be a violation of my oath—and yours.
Whatever the relationship between our peoples may be in the future, Jan Darzek,
none of your people shall ever know about it. Certainly not during your lifetime—or
mine. Are you ready now?" Darzek got up resignedly. Again he could not locate the door, and he had to wait until
she opened it for him. 22 A softly closing door awakened Darzek. He lay staring at the
ceiling and listening to the reassuring street noises. Two women began a
backyard argument somewhere nearby. The house was as restfully silent as it had
been the night before. He turned over lazily, made himself comfortable again, and
then lay gazing incredulously at the clothing that had been draped over the room’s
two chairs. His clothing. The suit was his, as were the socks and necktie, and
it seemed only logical that the shirt, underwear, shoes, and handkerchief had
likewise been lifted from his wardrobe. He wondered by what sleight of hand they
had entered his apartment, and got the answer when he sat up and saw on the
bureau the personal possessions he had abandoned on the Moon, including his
keys. The alien garment strips had disappeared. There was also a tray packed with sandwiches and cartons of
coffee. The coffee was hot; the sandwiches as various as the night
before. He managed to eat three, with three cartons of coffee, and then he
dressed himself slowly and spent some time contemplating the strangely pale,
bewhiskered face that stared back at him from the bureau mirror. His burns had
healed without scars, but it would be a long time before he could comb his hair
properly. "Might as well get a brush haircut and have done with
it," he told himself resignedly. "But it’ll have to grow some before
it’s even long enough for that!" The beard he could do without, and would as soon as he got
his hands on a razor. Otherwise, except for his hair, he had come out of his
experience in surprisingiy good shape. He knotted his tie, and went downstairs to join the aliens.
He first searched for the collapsing door in the basement wall, and could not
find it. Feeling slightly foolish, he backed off and called. A moment later the
door rippled open, and Darzek stepped through. "Good morning," he said. "Or good afternoon.
Did I sleep until the next day or the day after that? I feel as if—" He broke off confusedly. It was a male alien who stood before
him, an alien of smaller stature, but it was not Xerxes, nor Ysaye, nor Zachary.
Darzek stared blankly. "Who are you?" he demanded. The alien did not reply. He led Darzek down the tunnel to the
underground room, and with a sleight-of-hand gesture produced another doorway.
Darzek stepped through, and it closed behind him. In this room, a diminutive replica of the other, a female
alien was seated on the floor. A desklike contrivance stood in front of her, and
across its surface flickers of light darted in incomprehensible patterns. Beside
her stood a solidly human chair that looked, in those glowing surroundings, like
a crude relic of some long-forgotten primitive civilization. Over the chair a
silver space suit was draped. The moving lights faded, and the alien rose to greet him.
"Mr. Darzek," she said. "Mr. Jan Darzek." It was not a
question. Darzek began a polite bow, and halted it to accept the hand
she extended to him. "I don’t believe we’ve met before," he said. She was enormous, like Alice and Gwendolyn, but she appeared
to be infinitely older. Her face was a mass of sagging wrinkles. The delicate
blue tint had faded from her skin, but there were disfiguring blotches, like
large bruises. The webbing of the fingers, which had been delicately transparent
with the younger aliens, had a loathsome appearance of dark, decaying flesh. As he looked at her she said with a smile—and the smile was
in her voice— "I do not think you find us beautiful, Mr. Jan
Darzek." Darzek said slowly, "I find you strange. I think only a
very rash man would attempt to evaluate the aesthetic attributes of something
totally beyond his experience. No doubt your people could use our beauty queens
in your chambers of horror, if you have such a thing." She gazed at him steadily without answering. Her eyes, like
Alice’s, were without color and faintly luminous. Then she turned, and removed
the space suit from the chair. "Please sit here," she said. "I
thought you would be more comfortable if you had one of your chairs to use. Our
talk may be a long one." Darzek seated himself. She laid the suit aside, and sat down
on the floor facing him. "You have an excellent command of English," Darzek
said. "So do the others—Xerxes, Ysaye, and Zachary, that is—and they
speak other languages like natives. Is it an innate ability?" "Ability and training. We are chosen for that ability,
and we are trained meticulously. Long ago, when Moon bases and matter
transmitters were at most subjects of speculative thought among your people, I
served my apprenticeship on this planet. Its rustic depravity and senseless wars
made it an excellent training ground. Afterwards I returned and wrote its
present classification." "Then you’re the one who plastered the NO
TRESPASSING signs around this Solar System." "Listen." She leaned forward, and there was no
mistaking her earnestness. "Your planet has long been used by us for
training purposes. Its scientific development has accelerated in the past
century, but that was only as we anticipated. The matter transmitter was several
centuries in your future. Suddenly, through some freakish accident, its
principles were discovered. It could not have happened at a worse time. Our
Group here consisted of a newly arrived Group Leader on her first assignment, an
apprentice technician, one apprentice observer, and two observers who are
permanently assigned here because they have never demonstrated sufficient
ability to attain rank. The Group should have requested a consultation, but it
thought it could handle the situation. It thought it was handling it. It
will receive a severe reprimand." "In my estimation," Darzek said, "you
should receive the reprimand." "I? Why do you say that?" "You underestimated the inhabitants of this planet, and
sent an inadequate force to deal with them." "So you defend the Group," she said. "You
actually defend it. I did not think it possible, but they were right. You do
consider them your friends. Such a thing has never happened before." "Are you so incapable of friendship yourself that it
surprises you to find it in others?" She did not answer at once, but whether she was offended or
only nonplused he could not decide. Then she spoke with oracular deliberation.
"The Group will receive a reprimand. not because it failed to handle the
situation here, but because it attempted to handle it. It should have taken into
consideration the crudeness of your transmitting device, and done nothing." "It works," Darzek said. "Barely. It is of a wholly unique design, and it is
self-limiting. It does not point to further discoveries, it prevents them. It is
so clumsy in its operation that Alice—" Again the smile was in her voice.
"I would very much like to know the sources for those names, but our time
is limited. Alice was almost unable to use it. That fact should have been
determined at the beginning." "Ah! Those three steps to space travel. Then you think
our transmitter is so crude that we’re stranded on the first step." "Your transmitter is so crude that you cannot be said to
have taken the first step." "Then—you won’t smash Universal Trans?" "What has happened makes it mandatory that we review
your planet’s classification. That is why I am here. Specifically, I have come
to obtain your recommendations on this subject." Darzek stared. "You want my
recommendations?" "You have taken an oath, Jan Darzek. You may not have
been aware of the full implications of that act. The oath made you one of us—and
among us, all who have been associated with a problem have an equal right to
state opinions and make recommendations. Yours will be considered quite as
carefully as mine. You know the transmitter’s potential for space travel. It
is true that your present transmitter does not have that potential, but if your
scientists merely grasped the idea of such a potential, of the
transmitter that works without a receiver and the transmitter that transmits
itself, it is possible that they would concentrate on the problem and solve it.
May I have your opinion on that, please." "They’d solve it," Darzek conceded. "Sooner
or later. I think too that you may be underestimating our scientists. The
invention of the transmitter may not have been the accident you assume it
was." "Have you a recommendation?" "Certainly. You admit yourself that there’s no danger
in our present transmitter. It represents a tremendous human achievement, and I
see no justification whatsoever in your depriving us of it merely because at
some future time it might become dangerous to you. Leave it alone. Leave us
alone. And if you insist upon hindering us, we are at least entitled to a just
compensation, to an equal measure of help." "Your recommendation has been noted and will be
considered. Have you anything further to say?" "Yes," Darzek said. "I think you’re wrong
about the darkness—about our darkness. We have saints and sinners, moral
people and immoral people, men with admirable ethics and men with no ethics at
all, and every shade of difference in between. It seems to me that you’re
attempting to measure us according to a scale of values where everything is
either black or white—or good or evil. I don’t know myself if man is ready
for amicable relations with alien peoples, but I’m positive that he isn’t
hopeless. If man is really as depraved as you say he is, then your people are
far worse. With your tremendous technology you could banish hunger and want from
Earth. You could make the deserts and wastelands bloom, and strengthen the weak
and contain the oppressive. Instead of building, you destroy. Instead of helping
man to his natural destiny, you thwart him. A moral person who finds a fellow
creature lying in the gutter doesn’t try to keep him there. He helps him out.
My recommendation is that you take a long, careful look at your own color of
darkness." "It has been noted and will be considered. There remains
one singular problem. What shall we do with the human, Jan Darzek?" Darzek gestured indifferently. "That’s certainly a
minor problem." "We do not consider it so." "I suppose you refer to erasing my memory. Some of the
things that happened I might have looked back on with pleasure in my old age,
but I’m sure that I shall have other memories that will serve the purpose. It
would be nice to be able to remember the way the Earth looked from the Moon. I
had other things on my mind at the time, and I only glanced at it, but it would
be nice to remember. Most of all I hate to part with the memories of Ysaye, and
Alice, and the others. They taught me something about myself that I’ll
probably never learn again." "Is there anything else?" "Why ask? You couldn’t leave me part of a memory. I’d
go nuts trying to fasten it onto something, or figure out where I got it." "No decision has been reached with regard to the
classification of your planet and your people, but it has been decided that Jan
Darzek shall have his own free choice in the matter of his memory." "You mean—you’ll let me keep it all?" "If that is your choice. All, or any part of it." ‘Then I’d better not say anything else. Bring out your
eraser—I don’t want a choice. If I were to choose I’d have to accept the
responsibility for what followed, and there may be issues at stake that I couldn’t
even comprehend." "You are an awesome individual, Jan Darzek." She
got to her feet and held the space suit in front of him. "Do you recognize
it?" "It’s a suit like those my people use on the Moon. It’s—"
his eyes fell on the dangling air hose "—why, it’s the one I
stole!" "The one you stole, and used to memorable effect.
Listen, Jan Darzek. There is a distant planet—more distant, perhaps, than I
could make you understand in the time that I have. On that planet is a structure
whose nature would be difficult to explain to you, though you would probably
call it a museum. It is no mere repository of curiosities as are such museums of
yours that I have seen. It, and its contents, are venerated beyond the values
your language is able to express. This suit shall be displayed there, and not
among the least significant of the treasures that building contains. As long as
our civilization lasts—and that should be long indeed, for it is yet vigorous
and expanding, and not even the gloomiest of our prognosticators professes to
see an end to it—the peoples of the galaxy shall gaze upon this suit, and read
of the epic of Jan Darzek, and marvel. In distant centuries perhaps even your
own people will be among them. Does it please you to have attained so brilliant
a measure of immortality? There are many of my people who would willingly endure
much in order to achieve far less." "I’d say that it’s a trifle exaggerated. I don’t
ordinarily do epic things on an empty stomach." "You sacrificed your own life to save the lives of five
who could only be called your enemies." "I didn’t sacrifice my life, I didn’t save their
lives, and I don’t consider them my enemies. What happened was a team effort.
I contributed. So did Ysaye. Alice did the most. Even those who did nothing
helped by not interfering where all of their training told them they should
interfere." "They were watching," the alien said slowly.
"They saw the difficulties you experienced in returning to them, when you
could so easily have remained with your own people. Then you gave them your
oxygen. If you had not done so Alice would have come too late. You deliberately
sacrificed yourself in a cause that must have appeared hopeless at the time. It
appeared hopeless to them." "I’m a natural-born optimist." "You are a feebly civilized inhabitant of a remote and
utterly insignificant planet, with no more than a rudimentary moral sense, and—your
act has created consternation in every headquarters all the way back to
Supreme." "You left out something," Darzek said dryly.
"My darkness is also the wrong color." "Do you state that as an opinion?" "As an indictment of whoever is in charge of colors.
Shall I see them again? Alice, and Ysaye, and the others?" "They have already departed. They left a message for me
to give to you. "‘When the airless wind shall sing, When the broken circle mends, When the brightest day dawns without light, And the brittle night comes softly without darkness, I shall
yet remember.’ "It is from a poem celebrated on many worlds. Ysaye
translated it for you, but I fear that it does not translate well." "Please tell them that I understand, and return to them
the same feeling." "Certainly." "Before we get on with the memory erasing, there is one
thing I would like to know." "I am at your service, Jan Darzek." "What is the verdict?" "The verdict?" "About Universal Trans. And Earth. What are you going to
do?’ "The verdict is not yet formulated. Even if it were, I
should regretfully decline to tell you. You know something of our Code. Surely
you can understand that." "You won’t even tell me when my memory will be erased
immediately afterwards?" "Even if the Code permitted it, it would involve a
needless complication and an impossible delay. The memory erasing is a prolonged
and delicate operation, and we must first, with your assistance, devise
substitute memories for the time of your absence. We must also have a technician
prepare a wig for you. According to your photograph, the damage to your hair is
somewhat conspicuous." "Just a trifle." "Our technicians are highly skilled in such
matters." "I know. I can’t see the harm in your telling me,
though, if it’s erased right away." "It would be a violation of my oath—and yours.
Whatever the relationship between our peoples may be in the future, Jan Darzek,
none of your people shall ever know about it. Certainly not during your lifetime—or
mine. Are you ready now?" Darzek got up resignedly. Again he could not locate the door, and he had to wait until
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