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their
eyes staring emptily into space, and chewed at their own skin,
gouging themselves until they bled. That is intropunitive behavior.26
When you feel like kicking yourself around the block, you are in
the grip of the intropunitive force. At times, whole herds of humans
have unleashed this impulse in an orgy of self-punishment. Once a
year, during the festival of Muharram, the Shiite men of the Middle
East parade through the streets pulling out their hair, lacerating their
scalps with swords, covering themselves in their own blood, and even
injuring themselves with wounds that kill.27
Occasionally, the imagination can cooperate with the intropuni-
tive emotions to make the mind a living hell. Some extreme Christian
fundamentalists see demons and Satan lurking in every shadow. Their
imaginations have created creatures that constantly threaten to torment
them. The slightest slip from the true path, they feel, can send Satan's
minions writhing through every vein of their body. These visions of
dancing demons do little to enhance an individual's survival or that of
his genes. In fact, during the first thousand years of Christianity, many
of the devout swore there was one sure way to avoid Satan's seductive
embrace: chastity. A few castrated themselves. Others withdrew to
the cloister and swore off sex forever. Most of these died childless.28
In a sense, there are demons lurking in the human flesh ready to
explode with activity. They are biologically built-in self-destruct
mechanisms. A talented advertising executive in New York was
suffering from an unusual problem: phobia of cancer. No, he didn't
have cancer. But his fear of it had practically incapacitated him. One
night he called all his friends at three A.M. in a panic, convinced that
numerous vessels in his brain had hemorrhaged, that the blood was
filling his sinus passages to the point of a fatal explosion. Finally, one
friend took him to the emergency room of a local hospital, where he
was diagnosed as having a minor virus that gave him a stuffed nose.
The next day the executive fell into a panic again, certain that his nose
was about to burst and kill him.
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their
eyes staring emptily into space, and chewed at their own skin,
gouging themselves until they bled. That is intropunitive behavior.26
When you feel like kicking yourself around the block, you are in
the grip of the intropunitive force. At times, whole herds of humans
have unleashed this impulse in an orgy of self-punishment. Once a
year, during the festival of Muharram, the Shiite men of the Middle
East parade through the streets pulling out their hair, lacerating their
scalps with swords, covering themselves in their own blood, and even
injuring themselves with wounds that kill.27
Occasionally, the imagination can cooperate with the intropuni-
tive emotions to make the mind a living hell. Some extreme Christian
fundamentalists see demons and Satan lurking in every shadow. Their
imaginations have created creatures that constantly threaten to torment
them. The slightest slip from the true path, they feel, can send Satan's
minions writhing through every vein of their body. These visions of
dancing demons do little to enhance an individual's survival or that of
his genes. In fact, during the first thousand years of Christianity, many
of the devout swore there was one sure way to avoid Satan's seductive
embrace: chastity. A few castrated themselves. Others withdrew to
the cloister and swore off sex forever. Most of these died childless.28
In a sense, there are demons lurking in the human flesh ready to
explode with activity. They are biologically built-in self-destruct
mechanisms. A talented advertising executive in New York was
suffering from an unusual problem: phobia of cancer. No, he didn't
have cancer. But his fear of it had practically incapacitated him. One
night he called all his friends at three A.M. in a panic, convinced that
numerous vessels in his brain had hemorrhaged, that the blood was
filling his sinus passages to the point of a fatal explosion. Finally, one
friend took him to the emergency room of a local hospital, where he
was diagnosed as having a minor virus that gave him a stuffed nose.
The next day the executive fell into a panic again, certain that his nose
was about to burst and kill him.
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