"Brin, David - Glory Season" - читать интересную книгу автора (Brin David)T mer. wenty-six
months before her second birthday, Maia learned the true difference between
winter and sum- It
wasn't simply the weather, or the way hot-season lightning storms used to
crackle amid tall ships anchored in the harbor. Nor even the eye-tingling stab
of Wengel— so distinct from other stars. The
real difference was much more personal. "I
can't play with you no more," her half sister, Sylvina, taunted one day.
" 'Cause you had -a father]" "Did
n-not!" Maia stammered, rocked by the slur, knowing that the word was
vaguely nasty. Sylvie's rebuff stung, as if a bitter glacier wind blew through
the creche. "Did
so! Had a father, dirty var!" "Well
. . . then you're a var, too!" The
other girl laughed harshly. "Ha! I'm pure Lamai, just like my sisters/mothers
an' grandmas. But you're a summer kid. That makes you U-neek. Var!" Dismayed,
too choked to speak, Maia could only watch Sylvina toss her tawny locks and
flounce away, join- 2 D A V I
D B R I NJ ing a
cluster of children varied in age but interchangeable in appearance. Some
unspoken ritual of separation had taken place, dividing the room. In the better
half, over near the glowing hearth, each girl was a miniature, perfect
rendition of a Lamai mother. The same pale hair and strong jaw. The same
trademark stance with chin defiantly upraised. Here on
this side, the two boys were being tutored in their corner as usual, unaware of
any changes that would scarcely affect them, anyway. That left eight little
girls like Maia, scattered near the icy panes. Some were light or dark, taller
or thinner. One had freckles, another, curly hair. What they had in common were
their differences. Maia
wondered, Was this what it meant to have a /other? Everyone knew summer kids
were rarer than winterlings, a fact that once made her proud, till it dawned on
her that being "special" wasn't so lucky, after all. She
dimly recalled summertime's storms, the smell of static electricity and the
drumbeat of heavy rain on Port Sanger's corbeled roofs. Whenever the clouds
parted, shimmering sky-curtains used to dance like gauzy giants across distant
tundra slopes, .far beyond the locked city gates. Now, winter constellations
replaced summer's gaudy show, glittering over a placid, frost-decked sea. Maia
already knew these seasonal changes had to do with movements of Stratos round
its sun. But she still hadn't figured out what that had to do with kids being
born different, or the same, Wait a
minute! Struck
by a thought, Maia hurried to the cupboard where playthings were stacked. She
grabbed a chipped hand mirror in both hands, arid carried it to where another
dark-haired girl her own age sat with several toy soldiers, arranging their
swords and brushing their long hair. Maia held out the mirror, comparing her
face to that of the other child. "I
look just like you!" she announced. Turning, she called to Sylvina.
"I can't be a var! See? Leie looks like me!" Triumph
melted as the others laughed, not just the light-haired crowd, but all Over the
creche. Maia frowned at Leie. "B-but you are like me. Look!" Oblivious
to chants of "Var! Var!" which made Maia's ears burn, Leie ignored
the mirror and yanked Maia's arm, causing her to land hard nearby. Leie put one
of the toy soldiers in Maia's lap, then leaned over and whispered. "Don't
act so dumb! You an' me had the same father. We'll go on his boat, someday.
We'll sail, an' see a whale, an' ride its tail. That's what summer kids do when
they grow up." With
that surprising revelation, Leie returned contentedly to brushing a wooden
warrior's flaxen hair. Maia
let the second doll lay in her open hand, the mirror in the other, pondering
what she'd learned. Despite Leie's air of assurance, her story sounded easily
as dumb as anything Maia herself had said. Yet, there was something appealing
about the other girl's attitude . . . her way of making bad news sound good. It
seemed reason enough to become friends. Even better than the fact that they
looked as alike as two stars in the sky. PART 1 \^ 1 ever understate the voyage we're
embarked on, or I ^>| what we knowingly forsake. Admit from the start, my
sisters, that these partners cleaved to us by nature had their uses, their
moments. Male strength and intensity have, on occasion, accomplished things
both noble and fine. Yet,
even at best, wasn't that strength mostly spent defending us, and our children,
against others of their kind? Are their better moments worth the cost? Mother
Nature works by a logic, a harsh code, that served when we were beasts, but no
more. Now we grasp her tools, her art, down to its warp and weft. And with
skill comes a call for change. Women—some women—are demanding a better way. Thus we
comrades sought this world, far beyond the hampering moderation of Hominid
Phylum. It is the challenge of this founding generation to improve the
blueprint of humanity. —from
the Landing Day Address, by Lysos 1 Sharply
angled sunlight splashed across the table by Maia's bed, illuminating a
meter-long braid of lustrous brown hair. Freshly cut. Draped across the rickety
night-stand and tied off at both ends with blue ribbons. Stellar-shell
blue, color of departure. And next to the braid, a pair of gleaming scissors
stood like a dancer balancing on toe, one point stabbed into the rough
tabletop. Blinking past sleep muzziness, Maia stared at these objects
—illumined by a trapezoid of slanting dawn light—struggling to separate them
from fey emblems of her recent dream. At
once, their meaning struck. "Lysos,"
Maia gasped, throwing off the covers. "Leie really did it!" Sudden
shivers drew a second realization. Her sister had also left the window open!
Zephyrs off Stern Glacier blew the tiny room's dun curtains, driving dust balls
across the plank floor to fetch against her bulging duffel. Rushing to slam the
shutters, Maia glimpsed ruddy sunrise coloring the slate - roofs of Port
Sanger's castlelike clan houses. The breeze carried warbling gull cries and
scents 8 DAVID BRIM of
distant icebergs, but appreciating mornings was one vice she had never shared
with her early-rising twin. "Ugh."
Maia put a hand to her head. "Was it really my idea to work last
night?" It had
seemed logical at the time. "We'll want the latest news before heading
out," Maia had urged, signing them both for one last stint waiting tables
in the clan guesthouse. "We might overhear something useful, and an extra
coin or two won't hurt." The men
of the timber ship, Gallant Tern, had been full of gossip all right, and sweet
Lamatian wine. But the sailors had no eye for two adolescent summerlings—two
variant brats—when there were plump winter Lamais about, all attractively
identical, well-dressed and well-mannered. Spoiling and flattering the
officers, the young Lamais had snapped their fingers till past midnight,
sending Maia and Leie to fetch more pitchers of heady ale. The
open window must have been Leie's way of getting even. Oh,
well, Maia thought defensively. She's had her share of bad ideas, too. What
mattered was that they had a plan, the two of them, worked out year after
patient year in this attic room. All their lives, they had known this day would
come. No telling how many dreary jobs we'll have to put our backs to, before we
find our niche. Just as
Maia was thinking about slipping back between the covers, the North Tower bell
clanged, rattling this shabby corner of the sprawling Lamai compound. In
higher-class precincts, winter folk would not stir for another hour, but summer
kids got used to rising in bitter cold—such was the irony of their name. Maia
sighed, and began slipping into her new traveling clothes. Black tights of
stretchy web-cloth, a white blouse and halter, plus boots and a jacket of
strong, oiled leather. The outfit was more than many clans provided their
departing var- daughters,
as the mothers diligently pointed out. Maia tried hard to feel fortunate. While
dressing, she pondered the severed braid. It was longer than an outstretched
arm, glossy, yet lacking those rich highlights each full-blooded Lamai wore as
a birthright. It looked so out of place, Maia felt a brief chill, as if she
were regarding Leie's detached hand, or head. She caught herself making a
hand-sign to avert ill luck, and laughed nervously at the bad habit. Country
superstitions would betray her as a bumpkin in the big cities of Landing
Continent. Leie
hadn't even laced her braid very well, given the occasion. At this moment, in
other rooms nearby, Mirri, Kirstin, and the other summer fivers would be fixing
their tresses for today's Parting Ceremony. The twins had argued over whether
to attend, but now Leie had typically and impulsively acted on her own. Leie
probably thinks this, gives her seniority as an adult, even though Granny
Modine says I was first out of our birth-momma's womb. Fully
dressed, Maia turned to encompass the attic room where they had grown up
through five long Stratoin years—fifteen by the old calendar—summer children
spinning dreams of winter glory, whispering a scheme so long forming, neither
recalled who had thought it first. Now . . . today . . . the ship Grim Bird
would take them away toward far western lands where opportunities were said to
lay just waiting for bright youths like them. That
was also the direction their father-ship had last been seen, some years ago.
"It can't hurt to keep our eyes open," Leie had proposed, though Maia
had wondered, skeptical, If we ever did meet our gene-father, what would there
be to talk about? Tepid
water still flowed from the corner tap, which Maia took as a friendly omen.
Breakfast is included, too, she thought while washing her face. If I make it to
kitchen before the winter smugs arrive. 10 DAVID B
R I XI ...
...-,. tiny table mirror—a piece of clan property ;_•
would miss terribly—Maia wove the over-and-be-. ,',-een braid pattern of
Lamatia Family, obstinately doing a neater job than Leie had. Top and bottom
ends she tied off with blue ribbons, purchased out of her pocket. At one point,
her own brown eyes looked back at her, faintly shaded by distinctly un-Lamai
brows, gifts of her unknown male parent. Regarding those dark irises, Maia was
taken aback to find what she wanted least to see—a moist glitter of fear. A
constriction. Awareness of a wide world, awaiting her beyond this familiar bay.
A world both enticing and yet notoriously pitiless to solitary young vars short
on either wit or luck. Crossing her arms over her breast, Maia fought a quaver
of protest. How can
I leave this room? How can they make me go? Abrupt
panic closed in like encasing ice, locking her limbs, her breath. Only Maia's
racing heart seemed capable of movement, rocking her chest, accelerating
helplessly . . . until she broke the spell with one serrated thought: What if
Leie comes back and finds me like this? A fate
worse than anything the mere world had to offer! Maia laughed tremulously,
shattering the rigor, and lifted a hand to wipe her eyes. Anyway, it's not like
I'll be completely alone out there. Lysos help me, I'll always have Leie. At last
she contemplated the gleaming scissors, embedded in the tabletop. Leie had left
them as a challenge. Would Maia kneel meekly before the clan matriarchs, be
given sonorous advice, a Kiss of Blessing, and a formal shearing? Or would she
take leave boldly, without asking or accepting a hypocritical farewell? What
gave her pause, ironically, was a consideration of pure practicality. With
the braid off, there'll be no breakfast in the kitchen. She had
to use both hands, rocking the shears to win CLORV S Ј A.J o 11 them
free of the pitted wood. Maia turned the twin blades in a shaft of dawn light
streaming through the shutters. She laughed aloud and decided. Even
winter kids were seldom perfectly identical. Rare summer doubles like Maia and
Leie could be told apart by a discerning eye. For one thing, they were mirror
twins. Where Maia had a tiny mole on her right cheek, Leie's was on the left.
Their hair parted on opposite sides, and while Maia was right-handed, her
sibling claimed left-handed-ness was a sure sign of destined greatness. Still,
the town priestess had scanned them. They had the same genes. Early
on, an idea had occurred to them—to try using this fact to their advantage. There
were limits to their scheme. They could hardly put it over on a savant, or
among the lordly merchant houses of Landing Continent, where rich clans still
used the data-wizardry of the Old Network. So Maia and Leie had decided to stay
at sea awhile, with the sailors and drifter-folk, until they found some rustic
town where local mothers were gullible, and male visitors more taciturn than
the gossipy, bearded cretins who sailed the Parthenia Sea. Lysos
make it so. Maia tugged an earlobe for luck and resumed hauling her gear down
the twisty back stairs of Lamatia's Summer Creche, worn smooth by the passage
of generations. At each slit window, a chill breeze stroked the newly bare nape
of her neck, eliciting a creepy feeling that she was being followed. The duffel
was heavy, and Maia nursed a dark suspicion that her sister might have slipped
in something extra while her back was turned. If they had kept their braids for
another hour, the mothers might have assigned a lugar to carry their effects to
the docks. But Leie said it made you soft, counting on lugars, and on that she 12 DAVID BRIM was
probably right. There would be no docile giants to ease their work at sea. The Summer
Courtyard belied its name, permanently shadowed by the towers where winterlings
dwelled behind banks of glass windows with silk curtains. The dim quad was
deserted save a single bent figure, pushing a broom under dour, stone effigies
of early Lamai clan mothers, all carved with uniform expressions of
purse-lipped disdain. Maia paused to watch Coot Bennett sweep autumn
demi-leaves, his gray beard waving in quiet tempo. Not legally a man, but a
"retiree," Bennett had been taken in when his sailing guild could no
longer care for him—a tradition long abandoned by other matriarchies, but
proudly maintained by Lamatia. On
first taking residence, a touch of fire had remained in Bennett's eyes, his
cracking voice. Alt physical virility was certifiably gone, but
well-remembered, for he used to pinch bottoms now and then, rousing girlish
shrieks of delighted outrage, and glaring reproval from the matrons. While
formally a tutor for the handful of male children, he became a favorite of all
summer kids for his thrilling, embroidered tales of the wild, open sea. That
year, Bennett took a special shine to Maia, encouraging her interest in
constellations, and the mannish art of navigation. Not
that they ever actually talked, the way two women might, about life and feelings
and matters of substance. Still, Maia fondly recalled a strange friendship that
even Leie never understood. Alas, too soon, the fire had left Bennett's old
eyes. He stopped telling coherent stories, lapsing into gloomy silence while
whittling ornate flutes he no longer bothered to play. The old
man stooped over his broom as Maia bent to catch his rheumy eye. Her
impression, perhaps freighted with her own imaginings, was of an active void.
Of anxious, studied evasion of the world. Did this happen naturally to males no
longer able to work ships? Or had the CLORV 5 Ђ A J o Nl 13 Lamai
mothers somehow done it to him, both erasing a nuisance and guaranteeing he
really was "retired"? It made her curious about the fabled
sanctuaries, which few women entered, where most men finally went to die. ' Two
seasons ago, Maia had tried drawing Bennett out of his decline, leading him by
hand up narrow spiral steps to the small dome holding the clan's reflecting
telescope. Sight of the gleaming instrument, where months earlier they had
spent hours together scanning the heavens, seemed to give the old man pleasure.
His gnarled hands caressed its brass flank with sensuous affection. That
was when she had shown him the Outsider Ship, then so new to the sky of Stratos.
Everyone was talking about it, even on the tightly censored tele programs.
Surely Bennett must have heard of the messenger, the "peripatetic,"
who had come so far across space to end the long separation between Stratos and
the Human Phylum? Apparently,
he hadn't. Bewildered, Bennett seemed at first to think it one of the winking
navigation satellites, which helped captains find their way at sea. Eventually,
her explanation sank in—that the sharp glimmer was, in fact, a starship. "Jelly
can!" he had blurted suddenly. "Bee-can jelly can!" "Beacon?
You mean a lighthouse?" She had pointed to the spire marking Port Sanger's
harbor, its torch blazing across the bay. But the old man shook his head,
distraught. "Former! . . . Jelly can former!" More phrases of
slurred, nonsensical man-dialect followed. Clearly, something had happened that
was yanking mental strings. Strings once linked to fervent thoughts, but long
since fallen to loose threads. To Maia's horror, the coot began striking the
side of his head, over and over, tears streaming down his ragged cheeks.
"Can't 'member . . . Can't!" He moaned. "Former . . . gone. . .
. can't ..." 14 DAVID BRIN The fit
had continued while, distraught, she maneuvered him downstairs to his little
cot and then sat watching him thrash, muttering rhythmically about
"guarding" something . . . and dragons in the sky. At the time, Maia
could think of but one "dragon," a fierce figure carved over the
altar in the city temple, which had frightened her when she was little, even
though the matrons called it an allegorical beast, representing the mother
spirit of the planet. Since
that episode on the roof, Maia had not tried communicating with Bennett again .
. . and felt ashamed of it. "Is anyone there?" she now asked softly,
peering into his haunted eyes. "Anyone at all?" Nothing
fathomable emerged, so she bent closer to kiss his scratchy cheek, wondering if
the confused affection she now felt was as close as she would ever come to a
relationship with a man. For most summer women, lifelong chastity was but one
more emblem of a contest few could win. Bennett
resumed sweeping. Maia warmed her hands with steamy breath, and turned to go
just as a ringing bell cracked the silence. Clamoring children spilled into the
courtyard from narrow corridors on all sides. From toddlers to older threes and
fours, they all wore bright Lama-tia tartans, their hair woven in clan style.
Yet, all such bids at tasteful uniformity failed. Unlike normal kids, each
summer brat remained a blaring show of individuality, painfully aware of her
uniqueness. Except
the boys, one in four, hurrying like their sisters to class, but with a swagger
that said, I know where I'm going. Lamatia's sons often became officers, even
shipmasters. And
.eventually coots, Maia recalled as old Bennett blankly kept sweeping around
the ruckus. Women and CLORV 15 men had
that much in common . . . everyone grew old. In her wisdom, Lysos had long ago
decreed that life's rhythm must still include an end. Running
children stopped and goggled at Maia. She stared back, poker-faced. Dressed in
leather, with her hair cropped, she must look like one of last night's
revelers, gone astray from the tavern. Slim as she was, perhaps they took her
for a man! Suddenly
several kids laughed out loud. Jemanine and Loiz threw their arms around her.
And sweet little Albert, whom she used to tutor till he knew the constellations
better than Port Sanger's twisty lanes. Others clustered, calling her name.
Their embraces meant more to Maia than any benediction from the mothers . . .
although next time she met any of them, out in the world, it might be as
competitors. The
clanging resumed. A tall lugar with white fur and a droopy snout lurched into
the courtyard waving a brass bell, clearly perturbed by this break in routine.
The children ignored the neckless creature, peppering Maia with questions about
her braid, her planned voyage, and why she'd chosen to snub the Parting
Ceremony. Maia felt a kind of thrill, being what the mothers called a "bad
example." Then,
into the courtyard flowed a figure smaller but more fearsome than the upset
lugar—Savant Mother Claire, carrying a tang prod and glaring fiercely at these
worthless var brats who should be at their desks. . . . The children took heel,
with a few of the boldest daring to wave one last farewell to Maia before
vanishing. The distressed lugar kept swinging the bell until the wincing matron
put a stop to the clangor with a sharply driven elbow.. Mother
Claire turned and gave Maia a calculating regard. Even in old age, she embodied
the Lamai type. Furrow-browed and tight-lipped, yet severely beautiful, she 16 DAVID B R I.KI had
always, as far back as Maia remembered, cast a gaze of withering disdain. But
this time, instead of the expected outrage at Maia's shorn locks, the
headmistress's appraisal ended with an astonishing smile! "Good."
Claire nodded. "First chance, you claimed your own heritage. Well
done." "I
. . ." Maia shook her head. ". . . don't understand." The old
contempt was still there—an egalitarian scorn for anything and everybody
non-Lamai. "You hot-time brats are a pain," Claire said.
"Sometimes I wish the founders of Stratos had been more radical, and
chosen to do without your kind." Maia
gasped. Claire's remark was almost Perkinite in its heresy. If Maia herself had
ever said anything remotely slighting the first mothers, it would have meant a
strapping. "But
Lysos was wise," the old teacher went on with a sigh. "You
summerlings are our wild seeds. Our windblown heritage. If you want my blessing
take it, var-child. Sink roots somewhere and flower, if you can." Maia
felt her nostrils flare. "You kick us out, giving us nothing. . . ." Claire
laughed. "We give plenty. A practical education and no illusions that the
world owes you favors! Would you prefer we coddled you? Set you up in a
go-nowhere job, like some clans do for their vars? Or drilled you for a
civil-service test one in a hundred pass? Oh, you're bright enough to have had
a chance, Maia, but then what? Move to Caria City and push papers the rest of
your life? Scrimp on salary to buy an apartment and someday start a microclan
of one? "Pah.
You may not be all Lamai, but you're half! Find and win a real niche for
yourself. If it's a good one, write and tell us what you've got. Maybe the clan
will buy into the action." e A S o 17 Maia
found the strength to voice what she had wanted to say for years. "You
hypocritical cat—" "That's
it!" Mother Claire cut her off, still grinning. "Keep listening to
your sister. Leie knows it's tooth and claw out there. Go on now. Go and fight
the world." With
that, the infuriating woman simply turned away, leading the placid lugar past
the nodding, bleary-eyed old coot, following her charges toward the classroom
where sounds of recitation rose to fill the cool, dry air. To
Maia, the courtyard, so long such a broad part of her world, suddenly felt
close, claustrophobic. The statues of old-time Lamais seemed more stony-chill
and stark than ever. Thanks, Momma Claire, she thought, pondering those parting
words. Ill do just that. And our
first rule, if Leie and I ever start our own dan, will be—no statues! Maia
found Leie munching a stolen apple, leaning against the merchants' gate,
looking beyond the thick walls of Lamatia Hold to where cobblestone streets
threaded downhill past the noble clanholds of Port Sanger. In the distance, a
cloud of hovering, iridescent zoor-floaters used rising air currents to drift
above the harbor masts, on the lookout for scraps from the fishing fleet. The creatures
lent rare, festive colors to the morning, like the gaudy kite-balloons children
would fly on Mid-Winter's Day. Maia
stared at her twin's ragged haircut and rough attire. "Lysos, I hope I
don't look like that!" "Your
prayer is answered," Leie answered with a blithe shrug. "You got no
hope of looking this good. Catch." Maia
grabbed a second apple out of the air. Of course Leie had swiped two. On
matters of health, her sister was devoted to her welfare. Their plan wouldn't
work without two of them. 18 DAVID BRIM "Look."
Leie gestured with her chin toward the slope-sided clanhold chapel, where a
group of five-year summer girls had gathered on the portico. Rosin and Kirstin
munched sweet cakes nervously, careful not to get crumbs on their borrowed
gowns. Their braids were all primly tied with blue ribbons, ready to be clipped
in ceremony by the clan archivist. In cynical conjecture, Leie bet that the
pragmatic mothers traded all that glossy hair to burrower colonies to use as
nest material, in exchange for a few pints of zee-honey. Each of
those young women bore a family resemblance, having effectively shared the same
mother as Maia and Leie. Still, the half sisters had grown up knowing, even
better than the twins did, what it meant to be unique. They
must be even more scared than I am, Maia thought sympathetically. Within
the dim recesses of the chapel, she made out several senior Lamai and the
priestess who had come up from the city temple to officiate. Maia envisioned
wax candles being lit, setting aflicker the deep-incised lettering that rimmed
the stone sanctum with quotations from the Founders' Book and, along one entire
wall, the enigmatic Riddle of Lysos. Closing her eyes, she could picture every
carven meter, feel the rough texture of the pillars, almost smell the incense. Maia
didn't regret her choice, following Leie's example and spurning all the
hypocrisy. And yet ... "Suck-ups,"
Leie snapped, dismissing their peers with a disdaining snort. "Want to
watch them graduate?" After a
pause, Maia answered with a headshake. She thought of a stanza by the poet
Wayfarer ... .
Summer brings the sun, to
spread across the land. CLORV SEASON 19 But
winter abides long, for
those who understand. "No.
Let's just get out of here." Lamai
clan mothers had their hands in shipping and high finance, as well as
management of the city-state. Of the seventeen major, and ninety minor,
matriarchies in Port Sanger, Lamatia was among the most prominent. You
wouldn't imagine it, walking the market districts. . There were some
russet-haired Lamais about, proud and uniformly buxom in their finely woven
kilts, striding ahead of hulking lugars in livery, laden with packages. Still,
among the bustling stalls and warehouses, members of the patrician caste seemed
as scarce as summer folk, or even the occasional man. There
were plenty of stocky, pale-skinned .Ortyns in sight, especially wherever goods
were being loaded or unloaded. Identical except in the scars of individual
happenstance, the pug-nosed Ortyns seldom spoke. Among themselves words seemed
unnecessary. Few of that clan became savants, to be sure, but their physical
strength and skill as teamsters—handling the temperamental sash-horses—made
them formidable in their niche. "Why keep and feed lugars," went a
local saying, "when.you can hire Ortyns to move it for you." A gang
of those stocky clones had Musician's Way snarled, their dray obstructing
traffic as six identical women wrestled with a block and tackle slung from the
rafter of an upper-story workshop. Like many buildings in .this part of town,
this one leaned over the street, each floor jutting a little farther on
corbeled supports. In some neighborhoods, edifices met above the narrow road,
forming arches that blocked the sky. A crowd
had gathered, entranced by the creaking load 20 DAVID B
R I XI high
above—an upright harp-spinet, constructed of fine wood inlay by the Pasarg clan
of musical craftswomen for export to one of the faraway cities of the west.
Perhaps it would ride the Grim Bird along with Maia and Leie . . . if the
workers got it safely to ground first. A gaggle of the sallow-faced,
long-fingered Pasargs had gathered below, trilling nervously whenever the
sash-horses stamped, setting the cargo swaying overhead. If it crashed, a
season's profits might be ruined. To
other onlookers, the tense moment highlighted a drab autumn morning. Hawkers
converged, selling roasted nuts and scent-sticks to the gathering crowd.
Slender money rods were swapped in bundles or broken to make change. "Winter's
comin', so get yerself a'ready!" shouted an ovop seller with her basket of
bitter contraceptive herbs. "Men are finally coolin' off, but can you
trust yerself with glory frost due?" Other
tradeswomen carried reed cages containing live birds and Stratoin hiss lizards,
some of them trained to warble popular tunes. One young Charnoss clone tried to
steer a herd of gangly llamas past the high wheels of the jiggling wagon, and
got tangled with a political worker wearing a sandwich board advertising the
virtues of a candidate in the upcoming council elections. Leie
bought a candied tart and joined those gasping and cheering as the delicately
carved spinet narrowly escaped clipping a nearby wall. But Maia found it more
interesting to watch the Ortyn team on the back of the wagon, working together
to free the jammed winch. It was a rare electrical device, operating on battery
power. She had never seen Ortyns use one before, and thought it likely they had
mishandled it in some way. None of th clans in Port Sanger specialized in the
repair of sucl things, so it came as no surprise when, without a word o any
other apparent sign, the Ortyns gave up trying to CLORV J Ј A J p 21 make it
work. One member of the team grabbed the release catch while the others, as in
a choreographed dance, turned and raised callused hands to seize the rope.
There were no cries or shouts of cadence; each Ortyn seemed to know -her
sisters' state of readiness as the latch let go. Muscles bunched across broad
backs. Smoothly, the cargo settled downward, kissing the wagon bed with
deceptive; gentleness. There were cheers and a few disappointed boos as money
sticks changed hands, settling wagers. Maia and her twin hoisted their duffels
once more, Leie finishing her tart while Maia turned pensive. The
Ortyns almost read each others' minds. How are Leie and I supposed to fake
something like that? When
they were younger, she and her sister sometimes used to finish each other's
sentences, or knew when and where the other was in pain. But at best it had
been a tentative link, nothing like the bond among clones, whose mothers,
aunts, and grandmothers shared both genes and common upbringing, stretching
back generations. Moreover, the twins had lately seemed to diverge, rather than
coalesce. Of the two, Maia felt her sister had more of the hard practicality
needed to succeed in this world. "Ortyns
an' Jorusses an' Kroebers an' bleedin' Slos-kies . . ." Leie muttered.
"I'm so sick of this rutty place. I'd kiss a dragon on the mouth, not to
have to look at the same faces till I julp." Maia,
too, felt an urge to move on. Yet, she wondered, how did a stranger get to know
who was whom in a foreign town? Here, one learned about each caste almost from
birth. Such as the willowy, kink-haired Sheldons, dark-skinned women a full
head taller than the blocky Ortyns. Their usual niche was trapping fur-beasts
in the tundra marshes, but Sheldons in their mid-thirties often also wore
badges of Port Sanger's corps of Guards, overseeing the city's defense. Long-fingered
Poeskies were likewise well-suited to 22 DAVIDBRIXl "-.f.T
:asks—deftly harvesting fragile stain glands from : jked stellar snails. They
were so good at the dye trade, vadet branches had set up in other towns along
the Parthenia Sea, wherever fisherfolk caught the funnel-shaped shells. Near
cousins to that clan, Groeskies used their clever hands as premier mechanics.
They were a young matriarchy, a summer-stock offshoot that had taken root but a
few generations ago. Though still numbering but two score, the pudgy, nimble
"Grossies" were already a clan to be reckoned with. Every one of them
was clone-descended from a single, half-Poeskie summerling who had seized a
niche by luck and talent, thereby winning a posterity. It was a dream all var-kids
shared—to dig in, prosper, and establish a new line. Once in a thousand times,
it happened. Passing
a Groeskie workshop, the twins looked on as ball bearings were slipped into
axles by robust, contented redheads, each an inheritor of that clever forbear
who won a place in Port Sanger's tough social pyramid. Maia felt Leie nudge her
elbow. Her sister grinned. "Don't forget, we've got an edge." Maia
nodded. "Yeah." Under her breath, she added, "I hope." Below
the market district, under the sign of a rearing tricorn, stood a shop selling
sweets imported from faraway Vorthos. Chocolate was one vice the twins knew
they must warn their daughter-heirs about, if ever they had any. The
shopkeeper, a doe-eyed Mizora, stood hopefully, though she knew they weren't
buyers. The Mizora were in decline, reduced to selling once-rich holdings in
order to host sailors in the manner of their foremothers. They still coiffed
their hair in a style suited to a great clan, though most were now small
merchants, less good at it than upstart Usisi or Oeshi. The Mizora shopkeeper
sadly watched CLORVJ6ASOXI 23 Maia
and Leie turn away, continuing their stroll down a street of smaller clanholds. Many
establishments bore emblems and badges featuring extinct beasts such as
firedrakes and tricorns— Stratoin creatures that long ago failed to adapt to
the coming of Earth life. Lysos and the Founders had urged preservation of
native forms, yet even now, centuries later, tele screens occasionally
broadcast melancholy ceremonies from the Great Temple in faroff Caria City,
enrolling another species on the list to be formally mourned each Far-sun Day. Maia
wondered .if guilt caused so many clans to choose as symbols native beasts that
were no more. Or was it a way of saying, "See? We continue. We wear
emblems of the defeated past, and thrive." In a
few generations, Mizora might be as common as tricorns. Lysos
never promised an end to change, only to slow it down to a bearable pace. Rounding
a corner, the twins nearly plowed into a tall Sheldon, hurrying downhill from
the upper-class neighborhood. Her guard uniform was damp, open at the collar.
"Excuse me," the dark-skinned officer muttered, dodging by the two
sisters. A few paces onward, however, she suddenly stopped, whirling to peer at
them. "There
you are. I almost didn't recognize you!" "Bright
mornin', Cap'n Jounine." Leie greeted with a mocking half-salute.
"You were looking for us?" Jounine's
keen Sheldon features were softened by years of town life. The captain wiped
her brow with a satin kerchief. "I was late catching you at Lamatia
clanhold. Do you know you missed your leave-taking ceremony? Of course you
know. Was that on purpose?" Maia
and Leie shared brief smiles. No slipping anything by Captain Jounine. 24 DAVID B
R I XI "Never
mind." The Sheldon waved a hand. "I just wanted to ask if you'd
reconsidered—" "Signing
up for the Guard?" Leie interrupted. "You've got to be—" "I'm
sure we're flattered by the offer, Captain," Maia cut in. "But we
have tickets—" "You'll
not find anything out there"—Jounine waved toward the sea—"that's
more secure and steady—" "And
boring ..." Leie muttered. "—than
a contract with the city of your birth. It's a smart move, I tell you!" . Maia
knew the arguments. Steady meals and a bed, plus slow advancement in hopes of
saving enough for one child. A winter child—on a soldier's salary? Mother
Claire's derision about "founding a microclan of one" seemed apropos.
Some smart moves were little more than nicely padded traps. "A
myriad thanks for the offer," Leie said, with wasted sarcasm. "If
we're ever desperate enough to come back to this frigid—" "Yes,
thanks," Maia interrupted, taking her sister's arm. "And Lysos keep
you, Captain." "Well
... at least stay away from the Pallas Isles, you two! There are reports of
reavers ..." As soon
as they turned a corner, Maia and Leie dropped their duffels and broke out
laughing. Sheldons were an impressive clan in most ways, but they took things
so.seriously! Maia felt sure she would miss them. "It's
odd, though," she said after a minute, when they resumed walking.
"Jounine really did look more anxious than usual." "Hmph.
Not our problem if she can't meet recruitment quotas. Let her buy lugars." "You
know lugars can't fight people." "Then
hire summer stock down at the docks. Plenty of riffraff vars always hanging
around. Dumb idea ex- QLORV 5 Ђ A J 0 XI 25 panding
the Guard anyway. Bunch of parasites, just like priestesses." "Mm,"
Maia commented. "I guess." But the look in the soldier's eye had been
like that of the Mizora sweets-merchant. There had been disappointment. A touch
of bewilderment. And
more than a little fear. A month
ago wardens had stood watch at the getta gate, separating Port Sanger proper
from the harbor. Maia
recalled how the care-mothers used to take La-matia's creche kids from the high
precincts down steep, cobbled streets to ceremonies at the civic temple,
passing near the getta gate along the way. Early one summer, she had bolted
from the tidy queue of varlings, running toward the high barrier, hoping to
glimpse the great freighters in drydock. Her brief dash had ended with a sound
spanking. Afterward, between sobs, she distantly heard one matron explain that
the wharves weren't safe for kids that time of year. There were "rutting
men" down there. Later,
when the aurorae were replaced in northern skits by autumn's placid
constellations, those same gates were flung back for children to scamper
through at will, running along the docks where bearded males unloaded mysterious
cargoes, or played spellbinding games with clockwork disks. Maia recalled
wondering at the time— were these men different from the "rutting"
kind? It must be so. Always ready with a smile or story, these seemed as gentle
and harmless as the furry lugars they somewhat resembled. "Harmless
as a man, when stars glitter clear." So went a nursery rhyme, which
finished, But
wary be you, woman, when Wengel Star is near. Traversing
the gate for the last time, Maia and Leie 26 DAVID B R I XI CLORV StAJOXI 27 passed
through a variegated throng. Unlike the uphill precincts, here males made up a
substantial minority, contributing a rich mix of scents to the air, from the
aromas of spice and exotic cargoes to their own piquant musk. It was the ideal
and provocative locale for a Perkinite agitator to have set up shop, addressing
the crowd from an upturned shipping crate as two clone-mates pushed handbills
at passersby. Maia did not recognize the face type, so the trio of
gaunt-cheeked women had to be missionaries, recently arrived. "Sisters!"
the speaker cried out. "You of lesser clans and houses! Together you
outnumber the combined might of the Seventeen who control Port Sanger. If you
join forces. If you join with us, you could break the lock great houses have on
the town assembly, and yes, on the region, and even in Caria City itself!
Together we can smash the conspiracy of silence and force a long-overdue
revelation of the truth—" "What
truth?" demanded an onlooker. The
Perkinite glanced to where a young sailor lounged against the fence with
several of his colleagues, amused by the discomfiture his question provoked.
True to her ideology, the agitator tried to ignore a mere male. So, for fun,
Leie chimed in. "Yeah! What truth is that, Perkie?" Several
onlookers laughed at.Leie's jibe, and Maia could not hide a smile. Perkinites
took themselves and their cause so seriously, and hated the diminutive of their
name. The speaker glared at Leie, but then caught sight of Maia standing by her
side. To the twins' delight, she instantly drew the wrong conclusion and held
out her hands to them earnestly, imploringly. "The
truth that small clans like yours and mine are routinely shoved aside, not just
here but everywhere, especially in Caria City, where the great houses are even
now i selling
our very planet to the Outsiders and their mascu-linist Phylum ..." Maia's
ears perked at mention of the alien ship. Alas, it soon grew clear that the
speaker wasn't offering news, only a tirade. The harangue quickly sank into
platitudes and cliches Maia and her sister had heard countless times over the
years. About the flood of cheap var labor ruining so many smaller clans. About
laxity enforcing the Codes of Lysos and the regulation of "dangerous
males." Such hackneyed accusations joined this year's fashionable paranoid
theme—playing to popular unease that the space visitors might be precursors to
an invasion worse even than the long-ago horror of the Enemy. There
had been brief pleasure in being mistaken for a "clan," just because
Maia and Leie looked alike, but that quickly faded. Autumn meant elections were
coming, and fringe groups kept trying to chivvy a minority seat or two in the
face of en masse bloc-voting by holds like Lamatia. Perkinism appealed to small
matriarchies who felt obstructed by established lines. The movement got little
support from vars, who had no power and even less inclination to vote. As for
men, they had no illusions should Perkinism take hold in a big way on Stratos.
If that ever seemed close to happening again, Maia might witness something
unique in her lifetime, the sight of males lining up at polling booths,
exercising a right enshrined in law, but practiced about as often as glory
frost fell in summer. Though
Leie was still chuckling over the Perkinites' political tract, Maia nudged her
sister. "Come on. There are better things to do with our last morning in
town." The
rising sun had sublimed away a shore-hugging fog by the time the twins reached
the harbor proper. Midmorn-ing heat had also carried off most of the gaudy
zoor-float- 28 DAVID B
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that Maia had glimpsed earlier. A few of the luminous creatures were still
visible as bright, ovoid flowers, or garish gasbags, drifting in a ragged chain
across the eastern sky. One laggard
remained over the docks, resembling a filmy, bloated jellyfish with dangling,
iridescent feelers a mere twenty meters long. A baby, then. It clutched the
main mast of a sleek freighter, caressing.the cloth-draped yards, groping for
treats laid on the upper spars by nimble sailors. The agile seamen laughed,
dodging the waving, sticky suckers, then dashed in to stroke the knotty backs
of the beast's tentacles, or tie on bright ribbons or paper notes. Once a year
or so, someone actually recovered a ragged message that had been carried in
such a fashion, all the way across the Mother Ocean. There
were also stories of young cabin boys who actually tried hitching rides upon a
zoor, floating off to Lysos-knew-where, perhaps inspired by legends of days
long ago, when zep'lins and airplanes swarmed the sky, and men were allowed to
fly. As if
proving that it was a day of fate and synchrony, Leie nudged Maia and pointed
in the opposite direction, southwest, beyond the golden dome of the city
temple. Maia blinked at a silvery shape that glinted briefly as it settled
groundward, and recognized the weekly dirigible, delivering mail and packages
too dear to entrust to sea transport, along with rare passengers whose clans
had to be nearly as rich as the planet goddess in order to afford the fare.
Both Maia and Leie sighed, for once sharing exactly the same thought. It would
take a miracle for either of them ever to journey like that, arnid the clouds.
Perhaps their clone descendants might, if luck's fickle winds blew that way.
The thought offered some slight consolation. Perhaps
it also explained why boys sometimes gave up everything just to ride a zoor.
Males, by their very natures, could not bear clones. They could not copy them- GLORV J Ј A J o 29 selves.
At best, they achieved the lesser immortality of fatherhood. Whatever they most
desired had to be accomplished in one lifetime, or not at all. The
twins resumed their stroll. Down here near the wharves, where fishing boats
gave off a humid, pungent miasma, they began seeing a lot more summer folk like
themselves. Women of diverse shapes, colors, sizes, often bearing a family
resemblance to some well-known clan—a Sheldon's hair or a Wylee's distinctive
jaw—sharing half or a quarter of their genes with a renowned mother-line, just
as the twins carried in their faces much that was Lamai. Alas,
half resemblance counted for little. Dressed in monocolor kilts or leather
breeches, each summer person went about life as a solitary unit, unique in all
the world. Most held their heads high despite that. Summer folk worked the
piers, scraped the drydocked sailing ships, and .performed most of the grunt
labor supporting seaborne trade, often with a cheerfulness that was
inspirational to behold. Before
Lysos, on Phylum worlds, vars like us were normal and clones rare. Everyone had
a father . . . sometimes one you even grew up knowing. Maia
used to ponder images of a teeming planet, filled with wild, unpredictable
variety. The Lamai mothers called it "an unwholesome fixation," yet
such thoughts came more frequently since news of the • Outsider Ship began
filtering down, through rumors and then terse, censored reports on the tele. Do
people still live in old-fashioned chaos, on other worlds? She wondered. As if
life would ever offer any opportunity to find out. With
storm season over and the getta fence wide open, the harbor was a lively,
colorful precinct. A season's pent-up commerce was getting under way. People
bustled among the loading docks and slate-roofed warehouses, the chapels and
recurtained Houses of Ease. And ship chan- 30 DAVID B
R I dleries—a
favorite haunt while the twins were growing up, crammed with every tool or
oddment a crew might need at sea. From an early age, Maia and her sister had
been drawn by the bright brasswork and smell of polishing oil, browsing for
hours to the exasperation of the shopkeepers. For her part, Leie had been
fascinated by mechanical devices,'while Maia focused on charts and sextants and
slender telescopes with their clicking, finely beveled housings. And
timepieces, some so old they carried an outer ring dividing the Stratoin
calendar into a little more than three "Standard Earth Years." Not
even hazing by fiver boys— itinerant midshipmen who often knew less about shooting
a latitude than spitting into the wind—ever kept the twins away for long. Peering
into the biggest chandlery, Maia caught the eye of the manager, a bluff-faced
Felic. The clone noticed Maia's haircut and duffel, and her habitual grimace
slowly lightened into a smile; She made a brief hand gesture wishing Maia good
luck and safe passage. And
good riddance, I'll bet. Recalling what nuisances she and her sister had been,
Maia returned an exaggerated bow, which the shopkeeper dismissed with laughter
and a wave. Maia
turned around to find Leie over by a nearby pier, . conversing with a
dockworker whose high cheekbones were reminiscent of Western Continent.
"Naw, naw," the woman said as Maia approached, not pausing in her
rapid knotting of the sail she was mending. "So far ain't heard nary
judgment by the Council in Caria. Nary t'all." "Judgment
about what?" Maia asked. "The
Outsiders," Leie explained. "Those Perkie missionaries got me
wondering if there's been news. This var works on a boat with full
access." Leie pointed toward a nearby fishing craft, sporting a steerable
antenna. It wasn't farfetched that someone spinning dials with a rig like that
might pick up a tidbit or two. CLORV J Ј A 5 0 HI 31 "As
if.th' owners invite me to tea an' tele!" The sailmaker spat through a gap
in her teeth toward the scummy water .glistening with floating fish scales. "But
have you overheard anything? Say, on an unofficial channel? Do they still claim
only one Outsider has landed?" Maia
sighed. Caria City was remote and its savants only broadcast sparse accounts.
Worse, the Lamai mothers often forbade summer kids to watch tele at all, lest
their volatile minds find programs "disturbing." Naturally, this only
piqued the twins' curiosity. But Leie was taking in-quisitiveness too far,
grilling simple laborers. Apparently the sailmaker agreed. "Why ask me,
you silly hots? Why should I listen to lies hissing outta the owners'
box?" "But
you're from Landing Continent. ..." "My
province was ninety gi from Caria! Ain't seen it in ten year, nor will again,
never. Now go way!" When
they were out of earshot, Maia chided, "Leie, you've got to go easy on
that stuff. You can't make a pest of yourself—" "Like
you did, when we were four? Who tried stowing away on that schooner, just to
find out how the captain got a fix on a rolling horizon? 1 recall we both got
punished for that one!" Reluctantly,
Maia smiled. She hadn't always been the more cautious sister. One long Stratos
year ago, it had been Leie who always took careful gauge before acting, and
Maia who kept coming up with schemes that got them in trouble. We're alike, all
right. We just keep getting out of phase. And maybe that's good. Someone has to
take turns being the sensible one. "This
is different," she replied, trying to keep to the point. "It's real
life now." Leie
shrugged. "Want to talk about life? Look at those cretins, over
there." She nodded toward a paved area on 32 DAVID B
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quay, laid out in a geometric grid, where a number of seamen stood idly, pondering
an array of small black or white disks. "They call their game Life, and
take it damn seriously. Does that make it real, too?" Maia
refused to acknowledge the pun. Whenever ships were in port, clusters of men
could be found here, playing the ancient game with a passion matched only
during auroral months by their seasonal interest in sex. The men, deckhands off
some freighter, wore rough, sleeveless shirts and metal ringlets on their
biceps denoting rank. A few of the onlookers glanced up as the sisters passed
by. Two of the younger ones smiled. If it
had still been summertime, Maia would have demurely looked away and even Leie
would have shown caution. But as the aurorae faded and Wengel Star waned, so
too ebbed.the hot blood in males. They became calmer creatures, more
companionable. Autumn was the best season for shipping out, then. Maia and Leie
could spend up to twenty standard months at sea before being forced ashore by
next year's rut. By then, they had better have found a niche, something they
were good at, and started their nest egg. Leie
boldly met the sailors' amiable, lazy leers, hands on hips and eye to eye, as
if daring them to back up their bluster. One towheaded youth seemed to consider
it. But of course, if he had any libido to spare this time of year, he wouldn't
go wasting it on a pair of dirt-poor virgins! The young men laughed, and so did
Leie. "Come
on," she told Maia as the men turned back to regard their game pieces.
Leie readjusted her duffel. "It's nearing tide. Let's get aboard and shake
this town off our feet." "What
do you mean, you're not sailing? For how long?" Maia couldn't believe
this. The old fart of a purser CLORV SЈAJOK1 33 chewed
a toothpick as he rocked back on his stool by the gangplank. Unshaven in rumbled
fatigues, he nudged the nearby barreltop where their refund lay . . . plus a
little more thrown in for "compensation." "Dunno,
li'l liss. Prob'ly a month. Mebbe two." "A
month!" Leie's voice cracked. "You spew of wormy bottom muck! The
weather's fair. You've got cargo and paying passengers. What do you mean—" "Got
a better offer." The purser shrugged. "One o' the big clans bought
our cargo, just t'get us to stay. Seems they likes our boys. Wants 'em sticking
round awhile, I .reckon." Maia
felt a sinking realization in the pit of her stomach. "I guess some
mothers want to start winter breeding early, this year," she said, trying
to make sense of this catastrophe. "It's risky, but if they catch the men
with heat still in them—" "Which
house!" Leie interrupted, in no mood for rational appraisal. She kicked
the barrel, causing the money sticks to rattle. The grizzled sailor, massing
twice Leie's fifty kilos, placidly scratched his beard. "Lesse
now. Was it the Tildens?. Or was it Lam—" "Lamatia?"
Leie cried, this time flinging her arms so wildly the purser scrambled to his
feet. "Now, lissie. No cause t'get excited . . ." Maia grabbed Leie's
arm as she seemed about to throw the sailor's stool at him. "It makes
sense!" Leie screamed. "That's why they opened the guesthouse weeks
early, and had us pouring wine for those lunks all night!" Maia
sometimes envied her sister's refuge in tantrums. Her own reaction, a numb
retreat to logic, seemed less satisfying than Leie's way of breaking everything
in sight. "Leie," she urged hoarsely. "It can't be Lamatia. They
only deal with high-class guilds, not the sort of trash we can afford passage
with." It was satisfying to catch the purser 34 DAVID B
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at her remark. "Anyway, we're better off dealing with honest men. There
are other ships." Her
sister whirled. "Yeah? Remember how we studied? Buying books and even net
time, researching every port this tub was going to? We had a plan for every
stop . . . people to see. Questions. Prospects. Now it's all wasted!" How
could it be wasted? Maia wondered woodenly. All those hours studying,
memorizing the Oscco Isles and Western Sea. ... Maia
realized neither of them was reacting well to sudden despair. "Let's
go," she told her sister, scooping up the money and trying for both their
sakes to keep worry out of her voice. "We'll find another ship, Leie. A
better one, you'll see." That
proved easier said than done. There were many sails in Port Sanger, from
hand-carved, hard-edged windwings, to stormjammers, to clippers with flapping
sheets of woven squid-silk. At the diplomatic docks, just below the harbor
fort, there was even one rare, sleek cruiser whose banks of gleaming solar
panels basked in the angled sunshine. Maia and Leie did not bother with such rich
craft, whose crews would have spurned their paltry coinsticks as fishing lures.
They did try their luck with well-turned freighters flying banners of the Cloud
Whale League, or the Blue Heron Society, voyager guilds whose gray-bearded
commodores sometimes called at Lamatia Hall to interview bright boys for lives
at sea. According
to children's fables, once upon a time boys like Albert simply joined the
guilds of their fathers. Even summer girls used to grow up knowing which
daddy-ship would take them someday, free of charge, to wherever opportunities
shone brightest for young vars. CLORV56A50KI 35 Clone-child
you must stay within, Home-hive
to protect, renew. Var-child you must strive and win, Half-mom
and half-man, it's true. Let the
heartwinds blow away, Winter's
frost, or summer's bright. Name
the special things that stay, Fixed,
to guide you through the night. Stratos
Mother, Founders' Gifts, Your own skill and eager hands. One
more boon, the lucky lifts, Father ticket to far lands. One old
teacher, Savant Judeth—a Lamai with unusual sympathy for her summerling
charges—once testified that truth underlaid the old tales. "In those days,
each sailing society kept close contact with one house in Port Sanger, carrying
clan cargoes and finding welcome in clan hostels, summer and winter both. When
var girls turned five, their fathers—or their fathers' compeers—used to carry
them off.as treasures in their own right, helping them get settled in lands far
away." To Maia
it had sounded like romantic drivel, much too sappy to be true. But Leie had
asked, "Why'd it stop being so?" Momentarily
wistful, Savant Judeth looked anything but typical for a stern-browed Lamai. "Wish
I knew, seedling. It may have to do with the rise in summer births. There
seemed a lot when I was young. Now it's up to one in four. So many vars."
The old woman shook her head. "And rivalry among the clans and guilds has
grown fierce; there's even outright fighting . . ." Judeth had sighed.
"All I can say is, we used to know which men would lodge here, to spark
clones dur- 36 DAVID B
R I SJ ing
cooltime and sire sons during the brief hot. Oh, and beget you summer girls, as
well. But those days are gone." Hesitantly,
Leie had asked if Judeth knew their father. "Clevin?
Oh, yes. I can even see him in your faces. Navigator on the Sea Lion he was. A
good egg, as men go. Your womb mother, Lysos keep her, would favor none other.
You got to know men in those days. Pleasant it was, in a strange way." And
hard to imagine. Whether as noisy creatures who sheltered in the getta during
summer, slaking their rut in houses of ease, or as taciturn guests during the
cool seasons, lounging like cats while the Lamai sisters coaxed them with wine
and plays and games of Chess or Life, either way, they were soon off again.
Their names vanished, even if they left their seed. Yet, for one entire year
after hearing Savant Judeth's tale, Maia used to search among the masts for the
Sea Lion's banner, imagining the expression on her father's sunburnt face when
he laid eyes upon the two of them: Then
she learned, Pinniped Guild no longer sailed the Parthenia Sea. The var
daughters its men had sired, five long cycles ago, were on their own. None of
the better ships in harbor had berths for them. Most were already overloaded
with uniques—hard-eyed var women who glared down at the twins or laughed at
their plaintive entreaties. Captains and pursers kept shaking their heads, or
asking for more money than the sisters could afford. And
there was something else. Something Maia couldn't pin down. Nobody said
anything aloud, but the mood in the harbor seemed . . . jumpy. Maia
tried to dismiss it as a reflection of her own nerves. Working
their way along the docks, the twins found GLORV S Ј A 37 nothing
suitable departing in under a fortnight. Finally, exhausted, they arrived on
the left bank of the river Slopes, where tugs and hemp barges tied up at
sagging wharves owned by local clans that had fallen on ill fortune or simply
did not care anymore. Dejected, Leie voted for going back to town and booking a
room. Surely this string of bad luck was an omen. In ten days, maybe twenty,
things could change. Maia
wouldn't hear of it. Where Leie fluxed from wrath to smoldering despair, Maia
tended toward a dog-gedness that settled into pure obstinacy. Twenty days in a
hotel? When they could be on their way to some exotic land? Somewhere they
might have a chance to use their secret plan? It was
in a grimy hostelry of the lowly Bizmish Clan that they met the captains of a
pair of colliers heading south on the morrow tide. The
world of men, too, had its hierarchies. The sort who were smart-eyed and
successful, and made good sires, were wooed by wealthy matriarchies. Poorer
mother-lines entertained a lower order. Stooped, sallow-skinned Bizmai, still
gritty from the mines they worked nearby, shuttled about the guesthouse, toting
jars of flat beer that Maia wouldn't touch, but the coarse seamen relished. The
twins met the two captains in the stifling, dank common room, where carbon
particles set Maia's nictitating membranes blinking furiously until they moved
outside to the "veranda" overlooking a marsh. There, swarms of
irritating zizzerbugs dove suicidally around the flickering tallow candles
until their wings ignited, turning them into brief, flaming embers that dropped
to the sooty tabletop. "Sure
will miss this place, betcha," Captain Ran said, smacking his lips, laying
his beer mug down hard. "These's friendly ladies, here. Come hot season,
uptown biddies won't give workin' stiffs like us a fin or fizz, let lone a good
roll. But here we got our fill." 38 DAVID 8
R I Maia
well believed it. Of the Bizmai in sight who were of childbearing age, half
were heavy with summer pregnancies. Her nostrils flared in distaste. What would
a poor clan like this do with all those uniques? Could they feed and clothe and
educate them? Would they, when summer offspring seldom returned wealth to a
household? Most of those babies would likely be disposed of in some ugly way,
perhaps left on the tundra . . . "in the hands of Lysos." There were
laws against it, but what law carried greater weight than the good of the clan? Perhaps
the Bizmai would be spared the trouble. Many summer pregnancies failed by
themselves, spontaneously ending early due to defects in the genes. Or so
Savant Judeth had explained it. "All clones come as tried and tested
designs," she had put it. "While every summerling is a fresh
experiment. And countless experiments fail." Nevertheless,
the var birthrate kept climbing. "Experiments" like Maia and Leie
were filling the lower streets in every town. "That's
one reason we're on a short haul, this run . . ." said the other officer.
Captain Pegyul was thinner, grayer, and apparently somewhat smarter than his
peer. ". . . carryin' anthracite to Queg Town, Lanargh, Grange Head, an'
Gremlin Town. We may not be one o' those big-time, fruity guilds, but we got
honor. The Bizmai want us stoppin' back again midwinter? We'll do that for 'em,
after they been so kind durin' hot!" That
must be why the mining clan was so accommodating to these lizards. Men tended
to get sentimental toward women carrying their summer kids—offspring with half
their genes. In half a year, though, would these idiots even notice that few of
those babes were still around? "Gremlin
Town will do fine," Leie said, draining her stein and motioning for a
refill. The destination was south instead of west, but they had talked it over.
A detour CLORV J Ј A S o XI 39 could
be corrected later, after they had worked awhile at sea and on land. This way,
they'd arrive at the Oscco Archipelago seasoned, no longer naive. The
thinner of the two masters rubbed his stubbled jaw. "Uh huh. So long's you
both'll do what yer told." "We'll
work hard. Don't worry about that, sir." "An"
yer mother clan taught you all the right stuff? Like, say,
stick-fightin'?" Maia
was sure Leie also picked up the sailor's sly effort at nonchalance. As if he
were asking about sewing, or smithing, or.any other practical art. "We've
had it all, sir. You won't regret bringing us aboard, whichever of you takes
us." The two
seamen looked at each other. The shorter one leaned forward. "Uh, it's
both of us you'll be goin' with." Leie
blinked. "What do you mean?" "It's
like this," the tall one explained. "You two is twins. That's nice,
but it can make trouble. We got clan women booking passage from town to town,
all along the way. They may see you two, scrubbin' decks, doin' scut work, an'
get the wrong idea ..." Maia
and Leie looked at each other. Their private scheme involved taking advantage
of that natural reaction —the assumption that two identicals were likely to be
clones. Now the irony sank in, that their boon could also be a drawback. "I
dunno about splitting up," Leie said, shaking her head. "We could
change our looks. I could dye my hair—" Maia
cut in. "Your vessels convoy together all the way down the coast,
right?" The captains nodded. Maia turned to Leie. "Then we wouldn't
be separated for long. This way we'll get recommendations from two shipmasters,
instead of just one." "But—" "I
won't like it either, but look at it this way. We double our experience for the
same price. Each of us 40 DAVID BRIM learns
things the other doesn't. Besides, we'll have to go apart at other times. This
will be good practice." The
startled expression in her sister's eyes told Maia a lot about their
relationship. There was a soft pleasure in surprising Leie, something that
happened all too seldom. She never expected me to be the one accepting a
separation so easily. Indeed,
Maia found she looked forward to the prospect of time by herself, away from her
twin's driving personality. This should be healthy for both of us. Hiding
her brief discomfiture behind an upraised beer stein, Leie finally nodded and
said, "I don't guess it matters—" At that
instant, a flash whitened their faces, casting shadows from the direction of
town. A sparking, spiraling rocket trailed upward from the harbor fortress,
arcing into the sky and then exploding, lighting the docks and clanholds with
stark, crawling patterns of white and dark. Silhouettes revolved around
pedestrians stunned motionless by the abrupt glare, while a low growling sound
rapidly climbed in pitch and intensity to become an ululation, filling the night. Maia,
her sister, and the two captains stood up. It was the seldom-heard wail of Port
Sanger's siren . . ; calling out the militia . . . alerting its citizens to
stand to the defense. What
should be our desiderata, in designing a new human race? What existence do we
wish for our descendants on this world? Long,
happy lives? Fair
enough. Yet, despite our technical wonders, that simple boon may prove hard to
deliver. Long ago, Darwin and Malthus pointed out life's basic paradox—that all
species carry inbuilt drives to try to overbreed,. To fill even Eden with so
many offspring that it ceases to be paradise, anymore. . Nature,
in her wisdom, controlled this opportunistic streak with checks and balances.
Predators, parasites, and random luck routinely culled the excess. To the
survivors, each new generation, went the prize—a chance to play another round. Then
humans came. Born critics, we wiped out the carnivores
who preyed on us, and battled disease. With rising moral fervor, societies
pledged to suppress cutthroat competition, guaranteeing to all a "right to
live and prosper." In
retrospect, we know awful mistakes were made with the best intentions on poor
Mother Terra. Without natural checks, our ancestors' population boom
overwhelmed her. But is the only alternative to bring back rule by tooth and
claw? Could we, even if we tried? Intelligence
is loose in the galaxy. Power is in our hands, for better or worse. We can
modify Nature's rules, if we dare, but we cannot ignore her lessons. —-from
The Apologia, by Lysos An
acrid scent of smoke. A fuming, cinder mist rising from smoldering planks.
Distress flags flapping from the singed mizzen of a crippled ship, staggering
toward asylum. The impressions were more vivid for occurring at night, with the
larger moon, Durga, laying wan glimmers across the scummy waters of Port
Sanger's bayside harbor. Under
glaring searchlights from the high-walled fortress, a dry-goods freighter,
Prosper, wallowed arduously toward safe haven, assisted by its attacker. Half
the town was there to watch, including militia from all of the great clanholds,
their daughters of fighting age decked in leather armor and carrying polished
trepp bills. Matronly officers wore cuirasses of shiny metal, shouting to
squads of identical offspring and nieces. The Lamatia contingent arrived,
quick-marching downhill in helmets crowned with gaeo bird feathers. Maia
recognized most of the full-clone winterlings, her half sisters, despite their
being alike in nearly every way. The Lamai companies briskly spread along the
roof of the family warehouse before dispatching a detachment to help defend the
town itself. It was
quite a show. Maia and her sister watched in fascination from a perch on the
jetty wall. Not since they 44 DAVID BRIM had been
three years old had there been an alert like this. Nor were the commanders of
the clan companies pleased to learn that a jumpy watchwoman had set off this
commotion by pressing the wrong alert button, unleashing rockets into the
placid autumn night where a few hoots from the siren would have been proper. An
embarrassed Captain Jounine spent half an hour apologizing to dis-. gruntled
matrons, some of whom seemed all the more irascible for being squeezed into
armor meant for younger, lither versions of themselves. Meanwhile,
rowboats threw lines to help draw the limping, smoldering Prosper toward
refuge. Maia saw buckets of seawater still being drawn to extinguish embers
from the fire that had nearly sent the ship down. Its sails were torn and
singed. Dozens of scorched ropes festooned the rigging, dangling from unwelcome
grappling hooks. It must
have been some fight, she figured, while it lasted. Leie
peered at the smaller vessel that had the Prosper in tow, its tiny auxiliary
engine chuffing at the strain. "The reaver's called Misfortune," she
told Maia, reading blocky letters on the bow. "Probably picked the name to
strike terror into their victims' hearts." She laughed. "Bet they
change it after this." Maia
had never been as quick as her sister to switch from adrenaline to pure
spectator state. Only a short time ago, the city had been girding for attack.
It would take time to adjust to the fact that all this panic was over a simple,
bungled case of quasilegal piracy. "The
reavers don't look too happy," Maia observed, pointing to a crowd of
tough-looking women wearing red bandannas, gathered on Misfortune's foredeck.
Their chief argued with a guardia officer in a rocking motor launch. A similar
scene took place near the prow of the Prosper, where affluent-looking women in
smoke-fouled finery pointed and complained in loud voices. Farther aft on CLORV J Ј A S o xi 45 both
vessels, male officers and crew tended the tricky business of guiding their
ships to port. Not a man spoke until the vessels tied at neighboring jetties,
at which time Prosper's master toured the maimed vessel. From his knotted jaw
and taut neck muscles, the glowering man seemed capable of biting nails in two.
Soon he was joined by Misfortune's skipper, who, after a moment's tense hesitation,
offered his hand in silent commiseration. A rumor
network circulated among dockside bystanders, passing on what others, closer
in, had learned. Leie dropped off the jetty in order to listen, while Maia
stayed put, preferring what she could decipher with her own eyes. There must
have been an accident during the fight, she surmised, tracing how fire had
spread from a charred area amidships. Perhaps a lantern got smashed while the
reavers battled the owners for their cargo. At that point, the male crews would
have called a truce and put both sides to work saving the ship. It looked like
-a near thing, even so. Reavers
were uncommon in the Parthenia Sea, so near the stronghold of Port Sanger's
powerful clans. But that wasn't the only curious thing about this episode. Seems a
stupid idea, hiring a schooner to go reaving this early in autumn, Maia
thought. With storm season just ending, there were plenty of tempting cargoes
around. But it was also a time when males still flowed with summer rut hormones,
which might kick in under tense circumstances. Watching the edgy sailors, their
fists clenched in rage, Maia wondered what might drive, the young vars in a
reaver gang to take such a risk. One of
the men kicked a bulkhead in anger, splintering the wood with a resounding
crack. Once,
on a visit to a Sheldon ranch, Maia had witnessed two stallions fight over a
sash-horse herd. That struggle without quarter had been unnerving, the lesson
.obvious. Perkinite scandal sheets spread scare-stories 46 DAVID B R
I Kl CLORV J Ј A 5 0 XI 47 about
"incidents," when masculine tempers flared and instincts left over
from animal times on Old Earth came to fore. "Wary be you women,"
went a stanza of the rhyme oft quoted by Perkinites. "For a man who fights
may kill ..." To
which Maia added privately, Especially, when their precious ships are in
danger. This misadventure might easily have tipped over into something far
worse. Militia
officers led the band of reavers, and Prosper's passengers, toward the fort where
a lengthy adjudication process would begin. Maia caught one shrill cry from the
pirate leader: "... they set the fire on purpose 'cause we were
winning!" The
owners' spokeswoman, a clone from the rich Vunern trading clan, vehemently
denied the charge. If proven, she risked losing more than the cargo and fines
to repair Prosper. There might even be a boycott of her family's goods by all
the sailing guilds. At such times, the normal hierarchy on Stratos was known to
reverse, and mighty matrons from great holds went pleading leniency from lowly
men. But
never from a var. It would take a true revolution to reverse the social ladder
that far. For summer-born women ever to sit in judgment over clones. Maia
watched the procession march past her vantage point, some of the figures
limping, holding bloody gashes from the fight that led to this debacle. Medical
orderlies carried stretchers at the rear. One of the burdens lay completely
covered. Perkies
may be right about women having less murderous tempers, Maia contemplated. We
seldom try to kill. It was one reason Lysos and the Founders had come here—to
create a gentler world. But I guess that makes small difference to the poor
wretch under that blanket. Leie
returned, breathless to relate all she had learned from the throng. Maia
listened and made all the right astonished sounds. Some names and details she
hadn't I pieced
together by observing . . . and some she felt sure were garbled by the rumor
chain. Did
details matter, though? What stuck in her mind, as they left with the
dispersing crowd, had been the expression on Captain Jounine's face as the
guardia commander escorted her bickering charges over a drawbridge into the
fortress. These
aren't the peaceful times she grew up in. These are tougher days. Maia
glanced at her twin as they walked toward the far pier where the colliers Zeus
and Wctan lay loaded and ready for the morning current. Despite her accustomed
bravado, Leie suddenly looked every bit as young and inexperienced as Maia
felt. These
are our days, Maia pondered soberly. We'd better be ready for them. The
moons' pull had modest effect on the huge seas of Stratos. Still, tradition
favored setting sail with Durga tide. After last night's excitement, the
predawn departure was less poignant than Maia had expected. All these years
she'd pictured looking back at Port Sanger's rugged buildings of pink
stone—castlelike clanholds studding the hillsides like eagles' nests—and
feeling a cascade of heady emotions, watching the land of her childhood recede
from sight, perhaps forever. There
was no time for dwelling on milestones, however. Gruff-voiced chiefs and bosuns
shouted orders as she and several other awkward landlubbers rushed to help haul
lanyards and lash straining sheets. Supplementing the permanent crew were more
than a dozen vars like herself, "second-class passengers" who must
work to supplement their fares. Despite Lamatia's stern curriculum for its
sum-merlings, a stiff regimen of toil and exercise, Maia soon found herself hard-pressed
to keep up. 48 DAVID B
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least the biting chill eased as the sun climbed. Off came the leather garments,
and soon she was working in just loincloth and halter. The sluggish, heavy air
left her coated with a perspiration sheen, but Maia preferred wiping sweat to
having it freeze on her. By the
time she finally had a spare moment to look back, the headlands of Port
Sanger's bay were disappearing behind a fog bank. The ancient fortress on the
southern bluff, at present covered in a spindly shroud of repair scaffolding,
was soon masked by brumous haze and lost to view. On the other bank, the spire
of the sanctuary-lighthouse remained a mysterious gray obelisk for a while
longer. Then it too faded behind low clouds, leaving an endless expanse of ice-flecked
sea surrounding her contracted world of wood planks, fiber cords, and coal
dust. For
what felt like hours, Maia ran wherever sailors pointed, loosening, hauling,
and tying down sections of coarse rope on command. Her palms were soon raw and
her shoulders sore, but she began learning a thing or two, such as not trying
to brake a lanyard by simply holding on. Fighting a writhing cable by brute
force could send you flying into a bulkhead or even overboard. Watching others,
Maia learned to wrap a length of hawser around some nearby post in a reverse
loop, and let the rope's own tension lock it in place. That
left the converse problem of releasing the damned thing, whenever the mates
wanted slack for some reason. After Maia was nearly slashed across the face on
two occasions, a sailor took time to show her how it was done. "Y'do
it like these, an' than these," a wiry male, no taller than she was,
explained without obvious impatience. Maia awkwardly tried to imitate what in
experienced hands seemed such a fluid motion. "Yell get it," he
assured her, then hurried off, shouting to prevent another landlub- CLORV JEASoxi 49 ber
from getting her leg caught in a loop of cord and being dragged over the side. Well,
I'was hoping for an education. Maia now understood why a noticeable minority of
the men she'd seen in her life lacked a finger or two. If you weren't careful,
a surge of wind could yank a rope while your hand- was busy looping a pin,
tightening with abrupt, .savage force, sending a part of you spurting away.
With that nauseating realization, Maia forced herself to slow down and think
before making any sudden moves. The shouts of the bosuns were terrifying, but
no more than that awful mental image. Nothing
was made easier by the film of carbon dust coating nearly every surface. The
cargo of Bizmai anthracite sent black puffs through poorly sealed cargo hatches
each time the Wotan shifted in the wind. Luckily, Maia didn't have to climb the
grimy sheets-, which crewmen scaled with such uncanny diligence, like apes born
to dwell in treelike heights amid the wind. Whenever
duties sent her to the port side, she tried stealing glimpses of their sister
vessel, the Zeus, keeping pace two hundred meters to the east. Once, Maia
caught sight of a trim shape she felt must be Leie, but she dared not wave.
That distant figure appeared plenty busy, running awkwardly about the other
collier's deck. At last
they cleared the tricky coastal waters and the convoy's course was set. A north
wind rose, filling the squat sails and, as a bonus, spinning the electric
generator on the fantail, giving rise to a shrill whine. When the mates seemed
satisfied that all was well in hand, they shouted fore and aft, calling a
break. Maia
slumped amidships as her throbbing arms and legs complained. Get used to it,
she told them. Adventure is ninety percent pain and boredom. The saying
supposedly went on, "and ten percent stark, flaming terror." But she
hoped to give that part a miss. 50 DAVID 8
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crusty ladle appeared in front of her, proffered by a stick-thin old man with a
sloshing bucket. Maia suddenly realized how ravenously thirsty she was. She put
her mouth to the cup, slurping gratefully . . . and instantly Seawater! Maia
felt eyes turn toward her as she coughed in embarrassment, trying to cover the
reaction. She managed to clamp down and drink some more, recalling that she was
just another vagrant summerling now, no longer the daughter of a rich, uptown
clan with its own artesian well. In poorer sections of town, vars and even
low-caste clones drew their drinking water from the sea and grew up knowing
little else. "Bless
Stratos Mother, for her mild oceans," went a sardonic adage, not part of
any liturgy. And bless Lysos, for kidneys that can take it. Thirst overcame the
bland, salty taste and she finished.the ladle without further trouble. The old
man then surprised her with a gap-toothed grin, tousling her ragged-cut hair. Maia
stiffened defensively . . . then self-consciously relaxed. It took more than
the passing heat of hard labor •to trigger male rut. Anyway, a man would have
to be hard up to waste time on a virgin like her. Actually,
the coot reminded her a little of old Bennett, back when that aged male's eyes
still danced with interest in life. Hesitantly, she smiled back. The sailor
laughed and moved on to water others in need. A
whistle blew, ending the work break, but at least now commands came at a slower
pace. Instead of the former frenzy of reefing and unfurling sails, coaxing the
sluggish vessel past frothy shoals toward open water, their new chores
consisted of stowing and battening down. Now that she had a chance to look
around, Maia was struck by how much less mysteriously alien the men of the crew
appeared than she'd expected. Moving about their tasks, they CLORV SEASON 51 seemed
as businesslike and efficient as any clan crafts-woman in her workshop or mill.
Their laughter was rich and infectious as they bantered in a dialect she could
follow, if she concentrated . . . although the drift of most of their jests
escaped her. Despite
their dronelike behavior ashore, ranging from boisterous to slothful, depending
on the season, Maia had always known men must lead lives of toil and danger at
sea. Even the crew of this grimy lug must apply both intelligence and
concentration—among the best womanly traits—as well as their renowned physical
strength in order to survive. She was filled with questions about the tasks she
saw performed with such industry, but that would have to await the right
opportunity. Besides,
she found even more interesting the women on board. After all, men were another
race—less predictable than lugars, though better swimmers and
conversationalists. But whether summer- or winter-born, women were her kind. At the
elevated aft end of the ship, distinguished by their better clothes, stood or
lounged the first-class passengers, who did not have to work. Few summerlings
could afford full fare, even on ships like this one, so only clones leaned on
the balcony, not far from the captain and his officers. Those winter folk came
from poorer clans. She spotted a pair of Ortyns, three Bizmai, and several
unfamiliar types, who must have come from towns further north before changing
ships in Port Sanger. The
working passengers, on the other hand, were all vars like herself—uniques whose
faces were as varied as clouds in the sky. They were an odd lot, mostly older
than she was and tougher looking. For some, this must be one more leg of
countless many as they worked their way around the seas of Stratos, always
looking for some special place where a niche awaited. Maia
felt more sure than ever that she and Leie were 52 DAVID B
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to travel separately. These women .might have resented twins, just as Captain
Pegyul said. As it was, Maia felt conspicuous enough when the noon meal was
served. "Here you go, li'l virgie," said a gnarly, middle-aged woman
with gray-streaked hair, as she poured stew from a kettle into a battered bowl.
"Want a napkin too, sweetie?" She shared a grin with her companions.
Of course the var was having Maia on. There were some greasy rags about, but
the back of a wrist seemed the favored alternative. "No,
thank^you," Maia answered, almost inaudibly. That only brought more
hilarity, but what else could she say? Maia felt her face redden, and wished
she was more like her Lamai mothers and half sisters, whose visages never
betrayed emotion, save by careful calculation. As the women passed around a jug
of wine, Maia took her plate of mysterious curry to a nearby corner and tried
not to betray how self-conscious she felt. No
one's watching you, she tried convincing herself. Or if they are, what of it?
No one has any cause to go out of their way to dislike you. Then
she overheard someone mutter, not too softly, ". . . bad enough breathin'
this damn coal dust all th' way to Gremlin Town. Do I also gotta stand th'
stink of a Lamai brat aboard?" Maia glanced up to catch a glower from a
tough-looking var in her mid-eights or nines. The woman's fair hair and
sharp-jawed features reminded Maia of the Chuchyin clan, a rival of Lamatia
based up-coast from Port Sanger. Was she a Chuchyin half or quarter sister,
using an old grudge between their maternal houses as an excuse to start a
private one of her own? "Stay
downwind from me, Lamai virgie," the var grunted when she caught Maia's
gaze, and snorted in satisfaction when Maia looked away. Bleeders!
How far must I to go to escape Lamatia? Maia had none of the advantages of
being her mother's child, L
0 R Y JEAJOKl 53 only an
inheritance of resentment toward a clan widely known for tenacious
self-interest. So
intent was she on her plate that she jerked when someone nudged her arm.
Blinking, Maia turned to meet a pair of pale green eyes, partly shaded under a
dark blue bandanna. A small, deeply tanned, black-haired woman, wearing shorts
and a quilted halter, held out the wine jug with a faint smile. As Maia reached
for it, the var said in a low voice, "Relax. They do it to every
fiver." Maia
gave a quick nod of thanks. She lifted the jug to her mouth ... . . .
and doubled over, coughing. The stuff was awful! It stung her throat and she
could not stop wheezing as she passed the bottle to the next var. This only
brought more laughter, but now with a difference. It came tinged with an
indulgent, rough-but-affectionate tone. Each of them was five once, and they
know it, Maia realized. Ill get through this too. ,
.Relaxing just a bit, she started listening to the conver-. sation. The women
compared notes on places each had been, and speculated what opportunities
might-lie to the south, with storm season over and commerce opening up again.
Derisory comments about Port Sanger featured prominently. The image of a whole
town called to arms because some' clumsy reavers spilled a lantern had them in
stitches. Maia couldn't help also grinning at the farcical picture. It didn't
seem funny to that dead woman, a part of her recalled soberly. But then, hadn't
somebody written that one essence of humor is the tragedy you managed to
escape? From
hints here and there, Maia surmised that some of these vars had worp the red
bandanna themselves. Say you gather a pack of down-and-out summerlings,
resentful at society's bottom rung, and sign a sisterly compact. Together, you
hire a fast schooner . . . men willing to pilot their pre- 54 DAVID B
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ship alongside some freighter, giving your band of comrades a narrow moment to
dare all, win or lose. Savant
Judeth had explained why it was grudgingly allowed. "It
would've happened anyway, sooner or later," the Larnai teacher once said.
"By laying down rules, Lysos kept piracy from getting out of hand. Call it
welfare for the desperate and lucky. A safety valve. "And
if reavers get too uppity?" There had been confident menace in Judeth's
smile. "We have ways of dealing with that, too." Maia
never intended to find out what the great clans did, when provoked too far. At
the same time, she pondered the sanitized legends told about the very first
Lamai . -. . the young var who, long ago, turned a small nest egg into a
commercial empire for her clone descendants. Stories were vague about where the
first mother got her stake. Perhaps a red bandanna lay somewhere in a bottom
drawer of the clan's dustiest archive. As
expected, most of the vars aboard were working off passage while seeking
permanent employment ashore. But a few actually seemed to consider themselves
regular members of the Wotan's crew. Maia found it strange enough that women
were able to interact with the planet's other sapient race to reproduce. Could
women and men actually live and work together for long periods without driving
each other crazy? While using a stiff brush to scrub the lunch dishes, she
watched some of these "female sailors." What do they talk to men about?
she wondered. Talk
they did, in a singsong dialect of the sea. Maia saw that the petite woman who
had spoken kindly to her . was one of these professional seawomen. In her
gloved left hand, the brunette held a treppbill, a practice model bearing a
cushioned Y-shaped yoke at one end and a padded hook at the other. From the way
she joked with a pair of CLORV J6A50KI 55 male
comrades, it appeared she was offering a challenge which, grinning, they
accepted. One
seaman opened a nearby storage locker, revealing a great stack of thin,
tilelike objects, white on one side, black on the other. He removed one square
wafer and turned it over, checking eight paddles set along its edges and
corners. Maia recognized an old-fashioned, wind-up game piece, which sailors used
in large numbers to pursue a favorite pastime known as Life. Since infancy, she
had watched countless contests in dockside arenas. The paddles sensed the
status of neighboring tiles during a game, so that each piece would
"know" whether to show its white or its black face at a given time.
By the nature of the game, a single token by itself was useless, so what was
the man doing, inserting a key and winding up just one clockwork tile? If
programmed normally, the simple device would smoothly flip a row of louvered
panels exposing its white surface unless certain conditions were met. Three of
its paddles must sense neighboring objects within a certain time interval. Two,
four, or even eight touches wouldn't do. Exactly three paddles must be
triggered for it to remain still. The
burly sailor approached the small woman, laying the game token on the deck in
front of her, black side up. With one foot resting lightly on its upper surface
he kept it from activating until, gripping her treppbill in both hands, she nodded,
signaling ready. The
sailor hopped back and the tile started clicking. At the count of eight, the
woman suddenly lanced out, tapping the piece at three spots in rapid
succession. A beat passed and the disk remained still. Then the eight-beat
countdown repeated, only faster. She duplicated her feat, choosing a different
trio of paddles, making it seem as easy as swatting zizzers. But the piece had
been programmed to increase its tempo. Soon the tip of her treppbill moved in 56 DAVID ERIN a blur
and the clock-ticking was a staccato ratchet. Sweat popped out on the small
woman's brow as her wooden pole danced quicker and quicker . . . Abruptly,
the disk louvers flashed with a loud clack! turning the upper surface white.
"Agh!" she cried out. "Twenty-eight!" a sailor shouted, and
the woman laughed in chagrin as her comrades teased her for falling far short
of her record. "Too
much booze an' lazin' about on shore!" they chided. "You
should talk!" she retorted, "jutzin' with them Biz- zie
hoors!" One of
the men started rewinding the game piece for •another try, but Wotan's second
mate chose that moment to descend from the quarterdeck and call the small
brunette over for a talk. They spoke for a few minutes, then the officer turned
to go. The woman sailor fished a whistle out of her halter and blew a shrill
blast that got the attention of all hands. "Second-class
passengers aft," she called in an even tone, motioning for Maia and the
other vars to stand in a row by the starboard gunwales. "My
name is Naroin," the petite sailor told the assembled group. "Rank is
bosun, same as Sailor Jum and Sailor Rett, so don't forget it. I'm also
master-at-arms on this tub." Maia
had no trouble believing the statement. The woman's legs bore scars of combat,
her nose had been broken at least twice, and her muscles, if not manlike, were
imposing. "I'm
sure you all saw last night that the rumors we been hearin' are true. There's
reaver activity farther north than ever this year, an' it's startin' earlier.
We could be a target anytime." Maia
found that a stretched conclusion to reach from one isolated incident, and
apparently so did the other vars. CLORV JCAJOXI 57 But
Naroin took her responsibilities seriously. She told them so, laying the padded
bill across her back. "Captain's
given orders. We should be ready, in case o' trouble. We're not goin' to be
anybody's sealfish steak. If a gang o' jumped-up unniks tries hopping this
ship—" "Why
would anyone want it!" a var muttered, eliciting chuckles. It was the
sharp-jawed woman who had cursed earlier about "Lamai brats." "What
kind of atyp bleeders'd hop us for a load o' cffall" the half-Chuchyin
went on. "You'd
be surprised. The market's up. B'sides, even a coerced split of profits could
ruin the owners—" Naroin's
explanation was interrupted by an offensive blat, imitating a fart. When the
bosun glanced sharply, the Chuchyin var nonchalantly yawned. Naroin frowned.
"Captains' orders needn't be explained to likes of you. A crew that
doesn't drill together—" "Who
needs drill?" The tall var cracked her knuckles, nudging her friends,
apparently a tight-knit group of tested traveling companions. "Why fret
about lugar-lovin' reavers? If they come, we'll send them packin' for their
daddies." Maia
felt her cheeks redden, and hoped no one noticed. The master-at-arms simply
smiled. "All right, grab a bill an' show me how you'll fight, if the time
comes." A
snort. The Chuchyin variant spat on the deck. "I'll just watch, if it's
all the same." Naroin's
forearms revealed bowstring tendons. "Listen, summer-trash. While on
board, you'll take orders, or swim back where you came from!" The
tall woman and her comrades glared back, confrontation certain in their hard
faces. A low
voice interrupted from behind. "Is there a problem, Master-at-Arms?" Naroin
and the vars swiveled. Captain Pegyul stood at 58 DAVID S R I XI the
edge of the quarterdeck, scratching a four-day growth of beard. Banal of
appearance back at the Bizmai tavern, he now cut an impressive figure, stripped
down to his blue undershirt, something males never did in port. Three brass
armrings, insignia of rank, circuited an arm like Maia's thigh. Two other
crewmen, taller and even broader in the shoulders, stood bare-chested behind
him at the head of the1 stairs. Despite the redolent tension, Maia found
herself fascinated by those torsos. For once, she could credit certain
farfetched stories . . . that sometimes, in the heat of summer, a particularly
large and crazy male might purposely torment a lugar into one of those rare but
awesome furies the beasts were capable of, just to wrestle the creature
one-on-one, and occasionally win!. "No,
sir. There's no problem," Naroin answered calmly. "I was just
explaining that all second-class passengers will train to defend the ship's
cargo." The
captain nodded. "You have your crewmates' backing, Master-at-Arms,"
he said mildly, and walked away. The
shiver down Maia's back wasn't from the north wind. Generally speaking, men
were supposedly as harmless, four-fifths of the year, as lugars were all the
time. But they were sentient beings, capable of deciding to get angry, even in
winter. The two big seamen remained, observing. Maia sensed in their eyes a
wariness toward any threat to their ship, their world. The
Chuchyin made a show of examining her fingernails, but Maia saw perspiration on
her brow. "Guess I could spar a bit," the tall var muttered.
"For practice." Still feigning nonchalance, she stepped over to the
weapons rack. Instead of taking up the other padded training bill, she grabbed
a trepp meant for combat, made of hard Yarri wood with minimal wrapping round
the hook and prong. From
the rigging, two of the women crew gasped, but Naroin only backed onto the
broad, flat door covering the CLORV J Ј A J O XJ 59 aft
hold, scuffing a film of coal dust with her bare feet. The tall var followed,
leaving tracks with her sandals. She did not bow. Nor did the short sailor as
they began circling. Maia
glanced toward the two shirtless seamen, who now sat watching, all wrath gone
from their docile eyes. Once more, she felt a half-excited, half-nauseated
curiosity about sex. Her ignorance was normal. Few clans let summer daughters
enter their Halls of Joy, where the dance of negotiation, approach, refusal,
and acceptance between sailor and mother-to-be reached its varied
consummations, depending on the season. Among the ambitions she shared with
Leie was to build a hall of their own, where she might yet learn what delights
were possible—unlikely as it seemed—in mingling her body with one such as
those, so hirsute and huge. Just trying to imagine made her head hurt in
strange ways. The two
women finished their preliminary swings, waving and thrusting their bills.
Naroin seemed in no hurry to take the offensive, perhaps because of her padded,
ill-balanced weapon. The Chuchyin var spun her chosen trepp in one hand with
panache. Suddenly she leapt forward to sweep at her opponent's well-scarred
legs- —and
abruptly found those legs wrapped around her throat! Naroin hadn't awaited the
traditional-exchange of feints and parries, but instead rammed her awkward bill
onto the deck, using it as a pole to vault over her foe's slashing weapon,
landing with one leg across each of the other woman's shoulders. The var
staggered, dropped her trepp, and tried to claw at the master-at-arms, but
found her hands seized with wiry strength. Her knees buckled and her face
started to color between the woman sailor's tightening thighs. Maia
breathed at last as Naroin jumped back, letting her opponent collapse to the
sooty hatch. The dark-haired 60 DAVID B
R I XI sailor
grabbed the Yarri-wood weapon dropped by her foe and used its Y-shaped yoke to
pin the var's neck to the cargo door. Naroin was barely breathing hard. "Now
what'd you expect, comin' at me that way? Bare wood against padding? No
courtesy, then choppin' a cripple blow? Try that against reavers and they'll do
more'n take our cargo or sell you for a season's labor. They'll sea-dump you
an' any other wench who cheats. And our men won't lift a finger, hear?
Eia!" The
female crew shouted in refrain. "Eia!" Naroin tossed the bill aside.
Wheezing, the half-Chuchyin crawled off the makeshift arena, covered with black
smears. A glance at the quarterdeck showed that the men had departed, but
assorted clones watched from first class, wearing amused expressions. "Next?"
Naroin asked, looking down the file of vars, no longer appearing quite so
small. I know
what Leie would do now, Maia thought. She'd wait for others to wear Naroin
down, pick out some weakness, then go at it with all panels charged. But
Maia wasn't her sister. Back in school she might watch a dozen bouts without
recalling who had won, let alone who parried when for points. While her
churning guts wanted to find some dim shadow, her rational mind said, Just get
it over with. Anyway, if Naroin was trying to encourage proper womanly combat
virtues, Maia could offer a good contrast to the Chuchyin, and surprise those
who called her "virgie." Fighting
a queasy tremor, she stepped forward, silently drew the other padded training
bill from the rack and faced the arena. She ignored the staring clones and
vars, ritually scuffed the dust thrice, and bowed. Bearing her own cushioned
weapon, Naroin beamed beneficence toward Maia's courtesy. Both of them extended
their bills, hook end forward, for that first, formal tap ... CLORV f Ђ A J 0 XI 61 Someone
splashed water in her face. Maia coughed and sputtered. It stung not only of
salt but of coal. A blur slowly resolved into a face ... an old man's ... the
one who earlier had tousled her hair, she dimly recalled. "Here, now.
Y'all hokay? Nothin' broke, i'zer?" He spoke a thick mannish dialect. But
Maia got the drift. "I ... don't think so . . ." She started to rise,
but a sharp pain lanced through her left leg, below the knee. A bloody cut went
halfway around the calf. Maia hissed. "Mm.
Ah see yet. S'not so bid. Here's sum salve that'll seer a beet." Maia
felt a whimper rise in her gorge and stifled it as he applied medicine from an
earthenware jar. The agony departed in waves like an outgoing tide. Her
throbbing pulse settled. When she next looked, the bleeding had stopped. "That's
. . . good stuff," she sighed. "Our
guild maybe small 'n' poorly, bit we got smart tube-boys beck in
sanctuary." "Mm,
I'll bet." Between shipping seasons, some men dealt with extra time on
their hands by fiddling in laboratories, either as guests in clanholds or at
their own craggy hermitages. Few of the bearded tinkerers had much formal
education, and most of their inventions were at best one-season marvels. A
fraction reached the attention of the savants of Caria, to eventually be
published or banned. This salve, though—Maia vowed to get a sample and find out
if anyone yet had the marketing rights. She
rose up on her elbows and looked around. Two pairs of second-class passengers
were out on the hatch cover, sparring under shouted direction from the
master-at-arms. Several others lay sprawled like she was, nursing bruises.
Meanwhile, two female crew members sat by the 62 DAVID B
R I XI forward
cowling, one blowing a flute while the other sang in a low, sad alto voice. The old
man tsked. "Really pushin' this yar. Fool'sh, runnin' ferns too ragged
t'work. Not roit, boy my lights." "I
s'pose," Maia murmured noncommittally. She rose to sitting position and
then, grabbing a nearby rail, managed to hobble onto one leg. She was still
woozy, and yet felt vaguely relieved. Real pain was seldom as bad as the
expectation. Funny,
hadn't Mother Claire once said that about childbirth! Maia shivered. One of
the practicing vars shouted and landed on the hatch with a loud thump. The
women playing music switched to an ancient, plaintive melody that Maia
recognized—about a wanderer, yearning for a home, a beloved, all of the
hearth-joys that came so easily to some, but not others. Resting
against the gunnels, Maia gazed across the seascape and found the Zeus keeping
pace a bit behind, plowing through choppy waves with billowed sails. So far,
this voyage had been at least as much a learning experience as her sister
promised. I do
hope Leie's finding her trip just as interesting, came Maia's biting thought. Two
weeks later, on hitting their first landing in Queg Town, the twins finally set
eyes on each other after their longest separation, and their reactions were
identical. Each looked the other up and down . . . and simultaneously broke up
laughing. On the
lower part of Leie's right leg, in a spot perfectly mirroring her own left,
Maia saw a strip of new, pink scar tissue, healing neatly under the benign
influence of sun, air, hard work, and saltwater. Problem
number one^-lacking natural controls, our human descendants will tend to
overbreed until Stra-tos can no longer support their numbers. Shall we then
have come all this way to repeat the catastrophe of Earth? One
lesson we've learned—any effort to limit population cannot rest on persuasion
alone. Times change. Passions change, and even the highest flown moralizing
eventually palls in the face of natural instinct. We
could do it genetically, limiting each woman to just two births. But variants
who break the programming will outbreed all others, soon putting us back where
we started. Anyway, our descendants may at times need rapid reproduction. We
mustn't limit them to a narrow way of life. Our
chief hope lies in finding ways of permanently tying self-interest to the
common good. The
same holds for our other problem, which provoked this coalition to drop
half-measures, leaving the Phylum's bland compromisers behind. The problem
which drove us to this faraway world, seeking a lasting solution. The
problem of sex. —from
The Apologia, by Lysos Lanargh,
their second port of call, was not counted among the chief cities of the world.
Not in a league with those rimming the coast of Landing Continent. Still, the
metropolis was big enough to give the twins pause after weeks evading icebergs
on the high seas. In Queg
Town, the owners had found few buyers for Port Sanger coal. So the Zeus and
Wotan wallowed with waves lapping high along their dented flanks. Whenever
lookouts spotted floating isles of ice, auxiliary motors strained to alter
course and miss the terrible white growlers. The wind was a fickle ally. Bosuns
shouted and all hands heaved at balky sails. One jagged berg passed chillingly
near Wotan's starboard withers—leaving Maia dry-mouthed and grateful they were
convoying. In case of a mischance, only the Zeus was close enough to save them. When
they next neared shore, the former monotony of tundra had been replaced by
stands of fog-shrouded conifers, giant redwoods whose ancestors had come to
Stratos along with Maia's, tortuously, from Old Earth. The terran trees liked
the misty coast, encouraged by forestry clans in their slow, silent struggle
with native scrub. Sinu- 66 DAVID ERIN ous
trails showed where harvesters had recently dragged cut logs, to be herded in
great rafts to market. Maia's
breath came short and quick as the Wotan finally rounded Point Defiance, where
a famed stone dragon lay shadows of its broad wings over the harbor strait,
symbolizing the protective love of Stratos Mother. Carved long ago, it honored
the repulse, at great cost, of a landing force sent down by the Enemy foeship,
during dark, ancient days when women and men together fought to save the
colony, their lives, and posterity. Maia knew little about that bygone
era—history wasn't deemed a practical curriculum—but the statue was a stirring
sight nonetheless. Lanargh's
famous five hills then appeared, one after another, lined with pale stone
tiers, clanholds, and gardens, stretching for kilometers along the bay and into
green-flanked mountainsides. The twins had always pictured Port Sanger as large
and cosmopolitan, since its trade dominated much of the Parthenia Sea. But here,
at the pivot of a vast ocean, Maia saw why Lanargh was properly called
"Gateway to the East." After
tying at the quay assigned them by the harbor mistress, the crew watched the
captain set off with the Bizmai cargo-owners to meet potential clients. Then
liberty was called and the hands themselves spilled ashore, shouting with
pleasure. Maia found Leie waiting at the foot of the wharf. "Beat ya
again!" Maia's twin laughed, eking out another minor victory, knowing Maia
didn't give a damn. "Come
on," Maia answered, grinning. "Let's get a look at this place." More
than five hundred matriarchal clans dwelled in the city, filling broad piazzas
and clamoring market avenues with contingents of finely dressed, elaborately
coiffed, magnificently uniformed clones, their burdens carried on well-oiled
carts or the backs of patient lugars in liveried tunics. There were sumptuous
scents of strange CLORV J Ј A" J o 67 fruits
and spices, and creatures the twins had only read about, such as red howler
monkeys and flapping mere-dragons, which rode upon their owners' shoulders,
hissing at passersby and snatching grapes from unwary vendors. The
sisters roamed plazas and narrow shopping streets, eating sweets from a
patissiere's stall, laughing at the antics of a small clan of agile jugglers,
dodging the harangues of political candidates, and pondering the strangeness of
such a wide, marvelous world. Never before had Maia seen so many faces she
didn't recognize. Though Port Sanger held a population of several thousand, there
had never been more than a hundred distinct visages to know while growing up. For the
first time, they tasted what life might be like if their secret scheme
succeeded. Although they were humbly dressed, some vars they encountered
stepped aside for them in automatic deference, as if they were winter-born.
"I knew it!" Leie whispered. "Twins are rare enough that people
simply jump to the wrong conclusion. Our plan can work!" Maia
appreciated Leie's enthusiasm. Yet, she knew success would count on filling in
countless details. They shouldn't spend,, their free moments playing games, she
insisted, but combing the port for useful information. Unfortunately,
the town was a babble of strange tongues. Whenever clone-sisters met on the'
street, they often spoke an incomprehensible rasp of family code, handed down
by hive mothers and embellished by their daughters for generations. This
frustrated Leie at first. Back in easy-going Port Sanger, common speech had
been the norm. Then
Leie grew enthusiastic. "We'll need a secret jarg too, when we start our
own clan." Maia
neglected to remind her sister that as little girls they had experimented with
codes, cryptograms, and private jargon, until Leie grew bored and quit.
Privately, Maia 68 DAVID B
R I XI had
never stopped making anagrams or finding patterns in letter blocks scattered on
the creche floor. It might even have been what first triggered her interest in
constellations, for to her the sparkling stellar patterns always seemed to hint
at the Creator's private code, one that was open to all who learned to see. Strolling
the grand plaza in front of Lanargh's city temple, the twins watched a group of
kneeling sailors receive blessing from an orthodox priestess wrapped in
burgundy-striped robes. Raising her arms, the clergywoman called for
intercession from the planet spirit, its rocks and air, its winds and waters,
so that the men might reach safe haven at their journey's end. The singsong
benison finished with a favorite passage about the sanctity of comradeship amid
shared danger. Yet, the holy woman's quavering delivery showed that clerics,
too, had a "language" all their own, especially when quoting the
mysterious Fourth Book of Scriptures. "Soto
their ships ontime ofneed haul uponthatwhichishid-den ..." No
wonder Book Four was popularly known as the Riddle of Lysos. It even had its
own eighteen-letter alphabet, which used to bring Maia pleasurable diversion
during long weekly services in the Lamatia chapel, silently puzzling over
cryptic passages incised on the stone walls. Leie
glanced at the clock set in the Temple's face and sighed. "Oops, sorry.
Gotta get back to work now." Maia
blinked. "What? On first day?" "Ain't
it var's luck? Mop an' pail duty. Our chief wants ol' Zeus to get more customers
than Wotan, even though it all goes to the same owners and guild." She
grimaced. "Are your bosuns as awful as ours?" Maia
wouldn't have used that word. "Hard," maybe, and quick to catch when
you were inattentive. But she was learning 2 lot from Naroin and the others,
and growing stronger by the day. Anyway, Leie was clearly fibbing. CLORV J Ј A S 0 XI 69 Maia
bet her sister was on punishment detail, probably for mouthing off when she
should have kept quiet. Despite
that, Maia grunted sympathetically. "Unloading coal for a living. Huh. I
guess the mothers'd be proud of us lor starting at the bottom." "Not
for long, though!" Leie answered. "Someday we'll sail back into Port
Sanger with enough coin sticks to buy the place!" She laughed, and her
cheerfulness forced Maia to smile. It felt
different walking through town alone, and not simply because no one stepped
aside for her anymore. Maia had enjoyed pointing things out to Leie, sharing
the sights. It had been comforting knowing another person in this sea of
strangers was an ally. On the
other hand, the town seemed more vivid this way. Sound and smell and vision
felt sharper as she grew more aware of the downside of city life. Sweating var
laborers, dragging loads on creaking carts. Beggars, some crippled, shaking
tithe cups bearing wax temple seals. Sly-looking women who leaned against the
corners of buildings, eyeing her speculatively, perhaps wondering how well her
purse was tied on. . . . It was
right for us to-take separate ships, Maia thought, feeling both wary and alive.
We needed this. I. needed it. There
were placards she had never seen before, denoting clans she didn't know,
offering goods she had never heard of. Some shop floors were shared by a dozen
midget enterprises, each with a pretentious, hand-painted heraldic device, run
by single women pooling together for the rent, each hoping to begin the slow
rise to success. At the, other extreme, the city hospital seemed both modern
and colorless, the white-jacketed professionals within having no need to
advertise their family affiliations. A
blatting sound, a horn and crashing
cymbals, 70 DAVID ERIN caused
the street crowd to divide for a new disturbance. Onlookers laughed as a short
parade wound its way downhill. The male membership of a secret society, dressed
in flamboyant outfits and carrying mystery totems, wove across the cobblestones
to applause and good-natured catcalls from the throng. Some of the men seemed
sheepish, lugging ornate model ships and wooden zep'lins on their shoulders to
the beat of thumping drums, while others held their chins out, as if daring
anyone to make fun of their earnest ritual. Only a few spectators seemed
unfriendly, such as when one cluster of frowning women pointedly refused to
step aside, forcing the procession to wind around them. Perkinites,
Maia thought, moving on. Why don't they leave the poor men alone and pick on
someone their own size? Lanargh
offered a wider range of services than she had ever imagined, from palmists and
professed witches all the way to esteemed phrenologists, equipped with
calipers, cranial tapes, and ornate charts. Maia considered having a reading
done, till she saw the prices and decided nothing could be done about the shape
of her head, anyway. Glancing
through one expensive glass window, Maia watched three high-browed redheads
consult with customers over leather-bound folders. Perusing gilt posters, Maia
gleaned that this was a local branch of a farflung family enterprise, one
offering commercial message services. On a separate chart, the redheads
advertized a local sideline—designing private languages for up-and-coming
houses. "Now
there's a niche," Maia murmured admiringly. Success on Stratos often lay
in finding some product or service no one else had mastered. This was one she
might have enjoyed exploring herself. She sighed. "Too bad it already
seems pretty well filled." "They're
all filled, sister. Don't you know? It's one of the foretold signs." CLORV 5EASOX1 71 Maia
spun around to face a young woman about her own age and height, wearing a
cowled robe with the embroidered stripes of some religious order. The
priestess, or dedicant, clutched a sheaf of yellow pamphlets, peering at Maia
through thick spectacles. "Um
. . . signs of what, sister?" Maia asked, overcoming surprise. A
friendly, if fervent, smile. "That we are entering a Time of Changes.
Surely you've noticed, a bright fiver like yourself,, that things are on edge?
Clan matrons have long complained about the climbing summer birthrate, but do
they act to stop it? A force within Stratos Herself wills that it be so,
despite all inconvenient consequences." Maia
overcame her accustomed reaction to being accosted by a clergywoman—an impulse
to seek the nearest exit. "Mm . . . inconvenient?" "To
the great houses. To the bureaucracy in Caria. And especially to those selfsame
hordes of summerlings, for whom there's no place on this planet. No place save
one." Aha!
Maia thought. Is this a recruitment drive? The priesthood was even less
selective than the Port Sanger city guard. By taking vows, any var might
guarantee a full meal bowl for the rest of her days. If it also meant forsaking
childbearing, or ever establishing a clan of one's own, how many summerlings
achieved that anyway? Abjuring sex someday, with a sweaty man, was no
decision-stopper. All Stratos was your lover when you took the robe, and all
Stratoins your children. Still,
why go recruiting? In Lanargh, a stone thrown in any direction would pass over
some priestess or deacon. More were choosing that route to safety every day. "Meanin"
no disrespect," Maia said, backing away. "I don't think the Temple is
my place." The
priestess seemed undismayed. "My child, that's obvious from the look of
you." 72 DAVID ERIN "But
. . . then what . . . ?" Maia suddenly found her hand filled with a
printed broadsheet. She glanced down at the first few lines. The
Outsiders—Danger or Challenge? Sisters
in Stratos! It should be obvious by now that the sages and coun-cilwomen of
Caria are concealing the truth about the spaceship in our skies, said to
contain emissaries from the Hominid Phylum, which our ancestors left so long
ago. Why have they told the public so little? The savants and officials make
excuses, talking about "linguistic drift" and careful "quarantine
procedures," but it is growing apparent to even the lowliest that our
great ones, sitting on lofty seats within the Council, Temple and University,
are in their deepest hearts cowards. . . . It was
hard to follow the run-on screed, but a tone of antagonism to authority was
stridently clear. Maia looked again at the dedicant, seeing that the stripes of
her robe were broken with colored threads. "You're a heretic," she
breathed. "Smart
lass. Not many where you're from?" Maia found herself smiling faintly.
"We're a bit out of the way. We had Perkinites—" "Everyone
has Perkinites. Specially since the Outsider Ship gave 'em an excuse to spread
boogie-man stories. You know the ones. . . . Now that Stratos is rediscovered,
the Phylum will send fleets of ships full of drooling, hairy, unmodified males,
worse than the Enemy of old." CLORV 5 Ј A S 0 XI 73 "Well"—Maia
grinned at the image—"that may exaggerate what they say." "And
your local Perkies may be milder than ours, O virgin from the frozen north!"
The heretic laughed sardonically. "At any rate, even the temple
hierarchy's in a lather over alien humans barging in, possibly changing Stratos
forever. It never seems to occur to the silly smugs that it might be the other
way around. That this may be the moment Lysos was planning for, from the very
start!" Maia
was confused, "You don't see the starship as a threat?" "Not
my order, the Sisters of Venture. In early days, restored contact might've been
harmful. But now our way of life is proven. Sure, we have problems, injustices,
but have you read about the way things were back on the Old Worlds, before our
founders' exodus?" Maia
nodded. It was favored fare in books and on the tele. "Animal
chaos!" The woman waxed passionate. "Picture how violent and uncertain
life was, especially for women and children. Now realize, it's probably still
going on out~there! That is, on whatever worlds haven't been destroyed, by the
Enemy, or by aggression among male humans." "But
the Outsider proves some colonies still—" "Exactly!
There may be dozens of surviving, battered worlds, crying out for what we can
offer—salvation." Maia
had backed away until a gritty wall jabbed her spine. Yet she felt torn between
flight and fascination. "You think we should welcome contact . . . and
send missionaries?" The
dedicant, who had been hunching forward in pursuit, now stood straighter and
smiled. "I was right about you being a sharpie. Which brings up my
original comment about there being a reason for everything, including the surge
in summer births, even though niches 74 DAVID seem so
few." She raised one finger. "Few here on Stratos! But not out
there." The finger jabbed skyward. "Destiny calls, and only timid
fools in Caria stand in the way!" Maia
saw fervor in the young woman's eyes, a belief transcending logic and all
obstacles. Suppose you find yourself insignificant in the world, dwarfed by the
mighty. How to feel important after all? All you need is a convenient
conspiracy. One that's keeping you from taking your rightful place as a leader
toward the light. Only
there are so many lights. . . . Maia
withheld judgment on the Venturist's actual idea, which had a grand sound, and
might even be worth discussing. "I'll give it a read," she promised,
holding up the pamphlet. "But . . ." Her
voice trailed off. The priestess was staring past her shoulder. In a distracted
tone, the young dedicant said, "Very good. But now I must go. To the
stars, sister." "Eia,
sister," Maia replied conventionally to the unusual farewell, watching the
striped robe vanish into the crowd. She turned to see what had spooked the
heretic, and soon caught sight of four sturdy women pushing through the throng,
nonchalantly swinging walking sticks they didn't seem to need . . . not for
walking, at least. Temple
wardens, Maia realized. There were priestesses and then there were priestesses.
Although heresy was officially no crime, the temple hierarchy had ways of
making it less comfortable than following classical dogma. Of the fringe
groups, only Perkinism was strong enough that no one dared rough up its
adherents. Oh, 1
guess there are still niches, Maia thought, watching the stern women move
along, causing even members of the city watch to step aside. Vars with muscle
can always find employment in this world. Which
suddenly reminded her, she was due back at the Wotan before dusk. Kitchen duty.
And there'd be patarkal hell to pay if she was late! CLORV J6AJONJ 75 Maia
stuffed the heretical tract into a pocket, to show Leie later. Giving the Temple
warders a wide berth, she found her bearings and hurried through the market
crowd toward the unmistakable aroma of the docks. "Work
now, gawk later!" Bosun Naroin snapped, late on their fourth day in port. Maia's
attention had wandered toward a distracting sight at the foot of the wharf.
Drawing back quickly, she nodded—"Yessir"—and concentrated on
resetting the conveyor belt, making sure that buckets hauling coal out of the
ship's hold did not jitter or spill. Sometimes it took muscle to lever the balky
contraption into line. Even after all seemed in perfect order, Maia watched the
buckets warily for a while to be sure. Finally, she lifted her head above the
portside rail once more. What
had drawn her gaze before was the arrival of a car, cruising with a
methane-driven purr down the bay-side embankment, toward the pier where Wotan
was moored. A car,
she thought. For personal transport and nothing else. There had been two in all
of Port Sanger—used on ceremonial occasions or to carry visiting dignitaries.
Other motor vehicles had been nearly as rare, since most products entered and
left her hometown by sea. In cosmopolitan Lanargh, one might glimpse a
motor-lorry down any street, each employing a driver, several loaders, and a
guardian who walked in front bearing a red flag, making sure no children fell
beneath the rumbling wheels. They were impressive machines, even if their
growling, chuffing rumble frightened Maia a little. For
several days, one battered, ugly high-bed had been coming to the pier to fill
its hopper with coal from the Parthenia Sea. The unloading crew grew to hate
the sight of the thing. But hey, it's a job, Maia thought as the 76 DAVID B R I XI truck's
bin filled with Port Sanger anthracite, bound for a family-run petrochemical plant
for conversion to molten plastic, then used by certain other Lanargh clans for
making fine injection-moldings. Her
gaze drifted once more to the foot of the wharf. The car had parked, but no one
had yet emerged. Curious. She
turned back to make sure the returning, empty buckets weren't clipping Wotan's
cargo hatch. If the conveyor jammed, the sweating team below would blame her.
"Hold!" Maia cried when the clearance narrowed thinner than she
liked. Naroin echoed with a shout. While the saw-toothed buckets rumbled to a
halt, Maia kicked free a pair of chocks and set a pry bar under the conveyor's
frame, straining to jigger the massive apparatus several times until the new
arrangement seemed right. Finally, she bent to pound the chocks back into place,
then called, "Ready away!" Naroin threw a lever and precious
electricity poured from the ship's accumulators, setting the scarred machinery
into motion with a rumble of grinding gears. It was
hard work, but Maia felt grateful to be out on deck. Her stints below,
shoveling coal into the ever-hungry buckets, had been like sentences to hell.
Floating grit stuck to your perspiration, running down your arms and sides in
sooty rivulets. It got into everything, including your mouth and underwear.
Finally, like the others, she had stripped completely. Nor
could she complain, for this crew was luckier than most. Half the ships in port
used human-powered winches to unload, or doubled-over stevedores, groaning as
they dumped gunnysacks onto horse-drawn wagons. Even those freighters equipped
with electric or steam-driven gear used it sparingly, relying mostly on muscle
power. "Savin'
wear and tear on the machinery," Naroin had CLORV $ Ј A S 0 77 explained.
"Some seasons, var labor's cheaper'n replacement parts." This year,
it seemed especially so. Not
that summer women worked alone. Clones supervised unloading delicate
merchandise, and men appeared whenever their specialized skills were needed.
Still, the sailors mostly spent time caring for their precious ships, and no
one expected different. What men and vars had in common was that both had
fathers—though seldom knew their names. Both were lowlife in the eyes of
haughty clones. Beyond that, all resemblance dimmed. Everything
seemed to be running smoothly, so Maia returned to the portside rail, fleeing
the dust. Rubbing the back of her neck, she turned and saw that someone had
left the motorcar at the base of the pier, and was walking this way. A man,
dressed in foppish lace and wearing a wide-brim hat, sauntered toward the Zeus
and Wotan, dodging the black plume wafting from the truck bed. Whistling, the
male paused to inspect the paint flaking from the Wotan's aft. He buffed his
shoes, then squinted at the sky. So that's what a person looks like when
they're trying not to look suspicious, Maia observed with amusement. This
character was ho sailor, nor did he look like the type to be kept waiting. Sure
enough, three crewmen appeared, one from her own ship and two from Leie's,
hurrying down the gangways with exaggerated nonchalance. The stranger, with a
courteous flourish, led the sailors behind the girth of the motortruck, where
bucket after bucket of black hydrocarbons showered into an already-creaking
loading bin. Now
what are they doing back there? Maia wondered as they remained hidden from
sight. As if it's any of my business. An
echoing cry from the ship's hold sent her scurrying to adjust the conveyor
again, prying away at the apparatus so that the buckets flowed smoothly to
reach the coal hillocks below. No sooner had she finished jiggering the in- 78 DAVID 8
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end than a shout from the woman lorry driver told Maia that the other boom
needed one last shift to fill the cargo bed properly. Kicking away the forward
chocks, Maia looked forward to diving with a whoop over the side just as soon
as the loading run was over. Even the scummy dockside water seemed
fantastically inviting at this point. The
final chock stayed stuck. With a sigh, she crawled underneath the conveyer to
pound it with the heel of her hand, already bruised and sore. "Come on,
you stupid, atyp chunk!" she cursed the tightly wedged block. Her hand
throbbed. "Move! You lugar-made piece of homlog—" A
sharp, nipping pain in an alarming quarter caused Maia to jump, slamming her head
against a bucket, which responded with a low, throaty gong. "Ow!
What the tark'l hell—?" Emerging,
rubbing her head with one hand and left buttock with the other, Maia blinked in
confusion at three sailors who stood grinning, just beyond arm's reach. She
recognized the off-duty crewmen who had seemed so ineptly casual with the
stylish male from town. Two smirked, while the third let out a high-pitched
giggle. "Did
. . ." Maia almost couldn't bring herself to ask. "Did one of you
pinch me?" The
nearest, tall and rangy with several days' beard, laughed again. "An
there's more where'n that come from, if yer want it." Maia
tilted her head, quite sure she'd misheard. "Why would I want more pain
than I've already got?" The
giggler, who was short but barrel-chested, tittered again. "Only hurts at
first, sweets . . . then ye ferget all that!" "Ferget
ever'thing but feeling good!" the first one added, to Maia's growing
confusion and irritation. The third man, of average height, with a dark
complexion, CLORV SEASON 79 nudged
his companions. "Come on. You can whiff she's just a virgie. Let's go
clean up an' head for Bell House." There
was an eager wildness in the small one's eyes. "How 'bout it, li'l var?
We'll fetch yer sister off'n our ship. Dress you both fancy. It'll look like
some pretty little clan, holdin' a frost party for us. Like that idea? Your own
little Hall o' Happiness, right on board!" He was
so close, Maia caught a strange, off-sweet odor, and glimpsed a powdery stain
at one corner of his mouth. More importantly, she now recognized, in stance and
manner, several signs taught to girls at an early age. His eyes stroked her
body closer than the clinging dust. Breathing heavily, his grin exposed teeth
glistening with saliva. There
was no mistaking these omens of male rat. But it
wasn't summer anymore! All the myriad cues that set off aurora season in males
were months gone. Oh, surely some men retained libido through autumn, but to
make blatant advances . . . on a var? One covered head to toe in grime, yet?
One without a hint of fecundity-scents from past births? It was
incredible. Maia hadn't a clue how to react. "Button
an' jet," a stern voice cut in. The
lanky sailor kept leering, but the other two stepped back for Wotan's
master-at-arms. "Uh, bosun"— the darker man nodded—"We're off
duty,- so we were just—" "Just
leaving, so my work party can go off-duty too, was that it?" Naroin asked,
fists on hips, forming the words sweetly, but with an edge that cut. "Uh
huh. Come on, Eth. Eth!" The dark sailor grabbed the one ogling Maia,
breaking his unnerving stare and dragging him off. Only then did Maia start
controlling her own adrenaline surge. Her mouth felt dry from more than coal
dust. The pounding in her chest slowly abated. "What,"
she inquired of Naroin, "was that all about?" 80 DAVID 8
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master-at-arms watched the three sailors walk away, their footsteps neither
uneven nor intoxicated. Rather, there was a prowling, even graceful menace to
the way they departed. Naroin glanced at Maia. "Don't
ask me." Without
another word, she got down and crawled under the conveyor to pound at the
recalcitrant chock, giving Maia a few moments more to recover. It was a
kindness, yet something had not escaped Maia's notice. Naroin's answer implied
ignorance. That was what the phrase usually meant. "Don't ask me." But the
tone hadn't conveyed ignorance. No, it had been an order, pure and simple. Maia's
curiosity flared. Leie
waxed enthusiastic as the sisters strolled the market quarter before dusk,
munching fish pies, listening to the cacophonous street-jabber, speculating
what deals, intrigues, and treachery must be going on all around them.
"This detour could be the best thing to happen to us!" Leie
announced. "When we finally do reach the archipelago, we'll- know much
more about commercial prospects. I was thinking . . . maybe next summer we
should get work in one of these plastics factories. . . ." Maia
let her twin rattle on, feeling pensive, restive. This afternoon's incident had
left her sensitized. The heretic's crumpled pamphlet lay unforgotten in her
pocket, a reminder that the fervid activity on all sides might not be
"normal," even for a big-city port. Now
that Maia looked for them, she. saw signs everywhere of an economy under
strain. Near the city hall, bulletin boards showed basic labor, even skilled
crafts, going for record low wages. Long-term contracts were nonexistent, and
the sole civil-service post on offer was in L
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city guard. Just like back home, Maia thought. Only more so. Then
there were the men, more than she had ever seen before. And not just playing
endless Game of Life tournaments on quayside grids, or whittling to pass the
time between voyages, but moving briskly, intently, quite some distance inland.
Look down any crowded street and you'd catch sight of two or three, standing
out amid the crowds of women. Again, all the shipping might explain it. Except
why were such a high percentage of them so young? In
nature, just being male was enough to lower an animal's life expectancy, and it
was no different among humans on Stratos. Storms and shifting reefs, icebergs
and equipment failures, sent ships down every year. Few men lived to become
retirees. Still, there seemed so many young ones on the streets. It made her
nervous. While
most sailors were well-behaved, strolling, shopping, or drinking quietly at
taverns set aside for their kind, each day had its whispered tales of incidents
like one overheard last night—concerning a bloody corpse found in an alley, the
killer fleeing wild-eyed, pursued by city guards-women armed with stun
tridents. After
the episode next to the conveyor belt, Maia found herself overreacting to those
lazy smiles of halfhearted flirtation young men normally cast' this time of
year, more as a courtesy than any kind of offer. When one gangly youth winked
at her, Maia scowled back, eliciting a look of hurt dismay that instantly made
her feel embarrassed, contrite. Should
all males be feared, because a few go crazy? •_ It
wasn't only men causing problems, after all. The three races—winter folk, men,
and vars—mingled peaceably for the most part. But the twins had seen incidents
of rowdy summerlings—wildly varied in shape and color, but united in
poverty—harassing small groups of identi- 82 DAVID B
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from some local clan. Frustration boiling over in rebellious hostility. Are
these really signs? The heretic spoke of a "time of changes," a term
familiar from teledramas and lurid storybooks. Stability, the great gift of
Lysos and the Founders, was never guaranteed to any particular generation. Even
scripture said a perfect society must flex, from time to time. Is it
just Lanargh, or is this happening all over Stratos? Mala felt more determined
than ever to try catching the tele-news tonight. She
reacted with a startled jump to a nudge in the ribs, and quickly saw that they
had wandered onto the chief city square. Strollers, who had spent midday under
shaded loggias, were emerging to enjoy the late sun's slanting rays. Leie
pointed across the broad piazza toward a row of elegant, multistoried houses.
"Over there, leaning against that column. Ain't that your bosun, trying to
look invisible?" Maia
picked out the trim figure of Naroin, resting one shoulder on a pillar, acting
as if she had only to watch the world go by. What's she up to? That var never
relaxed a day in her life. As if
reading her thoughts—which she still did all too often—Leie nudged Maia a
second time. "I bet your bosun's spying on that lot over there." "Hm.
. . . Maybe." Naroin appeared well-positioned to discreetly observe a
mixed gathering of lavishly dressed males and females sitting at an open-air
cafe. The men didn't look like sailors, while the women had a massaged, billowy
appearance Maia associated with pleasure clans, specializing in relieving the
tensions of others in houses of ease. Several such houses lined the square,
positioned to serve clients coming from the harbor in summer, and uptown in
winter. Above each entrance, gaily painted signs depicted a leaping rabbit, a
snowflake, a grinning bull L
0 R V StAJOKI 83 clutching
a bell between its jaws. Servants labored on the house overlooking the cafe,
changing the decorations from warm, aurora shades to those of frost. In
autumn, the two clienteles of such places overlapped like incoming and ebbing
waves, which explained the mixed group at the veranda cafe. Maia wondered what
the men and women found to talk about. Was
Naroin's surveillance also out of curiosity? Unlikely.
Especially when Maia noticed among the loungers a man in a floppy hat. "So
that's the guy?" Leie asked. "I don't know what he did to Lem and
Eth, but those boys sure got in trouble. Think your bosun's gonna pick a fight?
The fop's got twice her mass." Whatever
the reason or season, Maia wouldn't bet against the petite sailor. "Don't
ask me," the Naroin had said. Or, Keep your nose out of this. Despite
the power of her own inquisitiveness, almost hormonally intense, Maia decided
to quash it. At her station in life, wisdom dictated keeping a low profile. And yet
... . . An
abrupt clattering broke out to their left. The bell tower overlooking the
piazza emitted a loud thunk, and beaten copper doors, green with verdigris,
rattled open. Soon the famous clock figures of Lanargh would emerge to start
their stately dance—five minutes of choreographed automation, finishing with
the tolling of Three-Quarters Day. Crowds began moving up to watch the sublime,
hundred-year-old gift from Gollancz Sanctuary perform its evening ritual, timed
to satellite pulses from Caria University, halfway around the world. Maia
hadn't realized it was so late. The program she wanted to watch would be on
soon. "Come on," she urged. "Or we'll miss the news." Leie
shook her head. "There's lots of time. I want to see the first part again.
We'll go after that, I promise." Maia
sighed, knowing by instinct when Leie's tenacity 84 DAVID 8
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be fought, and when it was futile. Fortunately, they had a good view as the
clock-tower doors finished opening with a reverberating clang. Then, first out
its portal, emerged the bronze figure of the He-Ape, knuckle-walking above the
onlookers, carrying a twitching four-legged animal under one arm and a
sharpened stone in its mouth. The ape turned three times to a ratcheting beat,
appearing to scrutinize those below. Then the figure rose up on its hind legs,
miraculously unfolding into the erect figure of a man, now carrying loops .of
chain. The stone in his mouth had transformed into the stylized phallic
protuberance of The Bomb. Leie's
eyes gleamed with appreciation, the intricate play of bronze plates seemed so
smooth and natural. It was a renowned rendition of one of the most famous
allegorical tales on Stratos—a metaphor for one side of evolution. Another
door parted. The figure of a She-Ape emerged, carrying her traditional bundle
of fruit. Same as last time, and the time before, Maia thought. It's cute, but
monotonous. She
took a moment to glance back toward the cafe . . . and started in surprise.
Only moments had passed, but now empty bottles lay where the lounging customers
had sat. Naroin; too, had vanished. Oh,
well. She shook her head. None of my business. Besides, it's time to head
uptown. Maia
tugged her sister's arm. Leie tried to shrug her off, entranced by the
swiveling dance of metal figures. But now Maia insisted. "We've seen this
part twice already! I don't want to miss the broadcast again." Leie
sighed dramatically, and Maia thought, I wish for once she wouldn't milk it,
every time 1 want something, making it a "favor" to be repaid. "All
right," Leie agreed with an exaggerated shrug. "Let's go watch the
news." CLORV J Ј A S 0 XI 85 Behind
them, across the cobbled plaza, the giant figure of Mother Lysos emerged
through her own door above the other automatons, holding a bioscope in the
crook of one arm. Looking down benignly, she took the scroll of law inier other
hand, and used it to strike a mighty blow, severing forever the chains binding
Woman to the will of Man. Sure
enough, a long queue had formed four streets uphill, outside the wooden
amphitheater. Maia groaned in frustration. "Guess
we'll have to wait our turn," Leie said. "Oh well." That
was her twin, all right. Hot-tempered toward the faults of others.
Fatalistically philosophical about her own. Maia fumed quietly, craning to see
any sign of movement ahead. A guardia marshal stood by the ticket booth, both
to keep order and to make sure no under-five sum-merlings from town creches
sneaked in without notes from their clan mothers. Women by the door could be
seen leaning inside, listening to snatches of amplified speech, then popping
out to report to their friends. Murmurs of progressively degraded news riffled
back to the sisters. As during the night of the reavers, Leie listened avidly
and joined in this bucket brigade, even when the snippets were so obviously
debased as to be worthless. "You
were right," Leie reported. "There was a piece about the
Outsiders." She gestured vaguely skyward. "No pictures yet of the one
that landed." Maia
exhaled disappointment. She had never before thought much about the Grand
Council's stinginess with news. Power and wisdom went together, the clan
mothers taught. Now though, Maia wondered if the heretic was right. The
savants, councillors, and high priestesses 86 DAVID B
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unwilling to say much, as if fearing the reaction of the masses. From a
clone's point of view, I guess every person who's not one of your full sisters
is an unpredictable dilemma. It's just the same for us vars, only we're used to
it. Maia found it a curiously comforting insight—that there was one way in
which the winter-born went through life more afraid than summerlings.
Uncertainty must be their biggest dread. The
middle moon, Athena, hung above the western horizon, a slender crescent with
the plain of Mare Virgin-itatis brightening rapidly as the sun quenched behind
a bank of sea clouds. It was a clear evening above Lanargh, with a chill in the
air. The first stars were coming out. There
were separate lines for first-class and second-class viewing. The latter queue
moved in stuttered fits toward the ticket booth, staffed by several pug-nosed
women wearing spectacles and expressions of bemused skepticism. You'd think
with demand this high, they'd build more theaters, no matter how much sets cost
out here. Could all this public interest have taken them by surprise? By the
time standing room was available, and the twins squeezed into the back of the
sweaty room, the program had finished with the headlines and main features, and
was into a nightly segment called "Commentary." The young interviewer
on the big wall screen looked familiar, naturally, since the same show appeared
back home in Port Sanger. Her guest was an older woman, from attire clearly a
savant from, the university. ".
. . despite all assurances we have received, what guarantee do we have that our
Outsider friends are harmless, as they claim? We Stratoins recall with horror
the last time danger arrived from space—" The
interviewer cut in. "But, Savant Sydonia, when the Enemy came, it was in a
giant vessel, big as an asteroid! We can all see—those of us living in towns
with astronomy clubs —that the Visitor Ship is far too small to carry
armies." CLORV SEASON 87 Maia
felt, a thrill of luck. They were discussing the aliens, after all. On the
screen, the wise-looking savant nodded her head of noble gray hair. Camera
beams highlighted wisdom lines around her eyes, though Maia suspected some of
them might be makeup. "There
are dangers beyond outright invasion. Serious potentialities for harm to our
society. Remember, consciousness isn't everything! Sometimes the race has more
wisdom than its individual members." The
young interviewer frowned. "I don't quite follow." "There
are signs—portents, if you will. For example, one might mention the increase,
during the last several seasons, of-" A
sudden, jerky shift. Maia would have missed it, had she blinked. Studio
editing. Something excised from the interview before transmission. "—making
it impossible to completely dismiss the prospect of harm coming from restored
contact with the Phylum . . . much as we deplore some of the wilder fear
campaigns being waged by certain radical groups . . ." Blips
like that were common on shows 'cast by Caria City. So common, Maia might not
have given it much thought, if she hadn't been so intensely interested in the
answer. Now, she wondered. The heretic has a point. Vars grow up not expecting
to be told much. We get used to it. But aren't we citizens, too? Doesn't this
affect us all? Just
having such thoughts made Maia feel bold and rebellious. ".
. . so we must all strive together to reinforce the underpinnings of this good
world left us by Lysos and the Founders. One that tests our daughters, but
leaves them strong. Even the interstellar Visitor proclaims wonder over all
we've achieved, especially our remarkable social stability, as hominidal
colonies go." Maia
took note. The savant seemed to be confirming 88 DAVID 8 R I the
common rumor, that just one alien had actually landed on the surface of
Stratos. "It
is important, therefore, to keep all other aspects in perspective, and remember
what is fundamental. These accomplishments—this world and proud culture of
ours—are worth defending with all the dedication we can muster from our
souls." It was
a stirring speech, uttered with passion and eloquence. Maia saw many of the
heads between her and the screen nod in solemn agreement. Of course, those up
front would be clones from lesser families, or rich vars. Anyone who could
afford front seats already had a vested interest in the social order. Yet, many
others seemed as moved by the savant's words. Even Leie, when Maia turned to
glance at her sister. Of
course Leie, the perpetual optimist, assumed it was just a matter of time
before the two of them established their own clan. They would someday be
revered grandmothers of a great nation. Any system that let quality rise in
such a way might be stern, but could it be called unjust? Could
it? Maia long ago gave up arguing the topic. She never won contests of opinion
with her twin. ".
. . so we are asking all citizens, from clanhold to sanctuary, to keep on the
lookout. If anyone notices anything peculiar, it is her—or his-—duty to report
it at once—" The
change in the thread of Savant Sydonia's words caught her by surprise. Maia
whispered. "What's she onto now? I missed—" Leie
hushed her curtly. ".
. . to inform the local guardia office in any large town. Or go to any major
clanhold and tell the senior mothers what you have seen. There are rewards, up
to a Level Three stipend, for information serving the interest of Stratos in
these times of stress and danger." The
young interviewer smiled ingratiatingly. "Thank GLORV SEASON 89 you,
Savant Sydonia, of Clan Youngblood and the Caria University. Now we turn to
this month's summary of tech judgments. Reporting from Patents Hall, here is
Eilene Yar-bro. ..." •Leie
dragged Maia outside by the wrist. "Did
you hear?" she asked excitedly, once they were, some distance away, beside
one of Lanargh's countless canals. "A Class Three stipend . . . just for
tattling!" "I
heard, Leie. And yes, it's enough to start a hold, in some inexpensive town.
But did you notice how vague they were? You don't find that strange? Almost
like they're desperate to learn something, but julping at the thought of
anybody finding out what they're looking for!" "Mm,"
Leie grunted. "You have a point. But hey,-you know what?" Her eyes
gleamed. "That must mean they're underplaying what they're actually
willing to pay. A stipend for information . . . and how much more for keeping
quiet afterward? A whole lot, I'll bet!" Yeah,
lots more. Like a garrote in the dark. There were legends of ancient
parthenogenetic clans whose daughters brought status and wealth to the hive by
hiring out as stealthy assassins. Not all scary stories told to little
sum-merlings were baseless. But
Maia didn't mention this. After all, Leie lived for possibilities, and her
enthusiasm tugged at something similar within Maia—a zest for living that she
might otherwise have been too reserved, too withdrawn to tap. She differed so
from her sibling, even though they were as alike genetically as any pair of
clones. It had made Maia more willing than most vars to accept the notion of
individuality among winter folk. "We've
got to keep our eyes open!" Leie said, turning a great circle with her
arms, and finally staring up at the starry vault overhead. Constellations
had emerged while they were inside, painting the heavens with sweeping, diamond
brilliance. 90 DAVID B
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radiance of the galactic wheel. At expected intervals, Maia caught sight of
rhythmically pulsing pinpoints that weren't stars or planets, but rotating
satellites vital to navigators at sea. She saw no sign of the Visitor Ship, but
there was the black obscurity of the Claw, which bad little girls were told was
the open, grabbing hand of the Boogey Man, reaching for children who failed
their duty. Now Maia knew it as a dusty nebula, nearby in stellar terms,
obscuring direct line of sight to Earth and the rest of the Human Phylum. That
must have been comforting to the Founders, providing added shelter against
interference by the old ways. All
that was over, now. Something had emerged from the Claw, and Maia doubted even
great savants knew yet whether it meant menace or promise. The dark shape made
her shiver, childhood superstitions clashing with her proud, if limited,
scientific knowledge. "If
only we knew what the savants are looking for," said Leie wistfully.
"I'd shave my head to find out!" Practically
speaking, if the grand matrons of Caria sought something, it was doubtful two
poor virgins on a frontier coast would stumble across it. "It's a big
world," Maia sighed in reply. Naturally,
Leie took a different spin on her sister's words. "It
sure is. Big, wide open, and just waiting for us to take it by the
throat!" Why
does sex exist? For three billion years, life on Earth did well enough without
it. A reproducing organism simply divided, thus arranging for its posterity to
be carried on by two almost-perfect copies. That
"almost" was crucial. In nature, true perfection is a blind alley,
leading to extinction. Slight variations, acted on by selection, let even
single-cell species adapt to a changing world. Still, despite eons of
biochemical innovation, progress was slow. Life remained meek and simple till
just half a billion years ago, when it made a breakthrough. Bacteria
were already swapping genetic information, in a crude fashion. Now the system
oi exchange got organized, increasing patterned variability ten thousand-fold.
Sex was born, and soon came many-celled organisms—fish,
trees, dinosaurs, humans. Sex did all that. Yet,
because nature accomplished something in a certain way, must we follow suit
when we design our new humanity? Modern gene-craft can outpace sex another
thousand-fold. Within overall mammalian limitations, we can paint with colors
never known to poor, blind biology. We can
learn from Mother Nature's mistakes, and do a better job. —from
Methods and Means, by Lysos 4 There
was little rain. Nevertheless, the squall swiftly turned into a vicious gale. The
freighter Wotan wallowed through deep, rolling seas, sliding half-sideways down
serrated slopes, abeam to a wind that seized its masts like lever arms, so that
the poorly balanced ship heeled dangerously with each stiffening gust, its helm
not responding. Screaming,
the mate berated his captain for taking on too little ballast in Lanargh. Earlier,
he had cursed because they were too laden to flee the surprise tempest.
Ignoring the first officer's shrill imprecations, the master sent sailors aloft
to break the wind's grip on the masts. Shivering in icy spray, barefoot crewmen
took to the swaying sheets, clenching hatchets in their teeth, edging crablike
along slippery spars to hack at rigging, torn canvas—anything the vicious storm
might clutch and use to heel them over to their doom. Dimly,
through waves of churning nausea, Maia peered after the brave seamen, unable to
credit such skill or fortitude. Needles of saltwater stung her eyes as she
squeezed the gunnels, watching sailors take horrific risks high above, wielding
axes one-handed, shouting as they 94 DAVID B
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in common to save the lives of everyone aboard. Nor were there only men up
there. Higher-pitched cries told of female crew who had also climbed into the
gale, riding masts that whipped like tortured snakes. Vars
like her. How could human beings do such things? Maia felt queasy at the
thought. Plus shame at being too landlubber-inept to lend a hand. "
'Ware below!" a voice bellowed. Something fell out of the chaos overhead,
a ropy tangle that clanged off the gunnels, then slithered toward the dark,
hungry waters. Blearily, Maia stared after the mass of blocks and rigging,
which might have taken her along had it struck just a bit farther aft. But try
as she might, she could not spy a safer - place on deck than right here between
the masts, gripping the railing for dear life. One
thing for sure, she wasn't about to join other passengers cowering below. Out
here one must face the storm unsheltered, staring at soaring mounds and abyssal
gullies of heaving ocean. But across that terrifying vista, that maelstrom, she
had last sighted the Zeus. Her twin rode that other frail matchbox of wood and
cloth and flesh, and if Maia was too ill and clumsy to help Wotan's struggling
crew, at least she could keep watch, and call if she saw anything. Mostly
what she saw was watery nature, a conspiracy of foamy sea and sodden air,
trying its best to kill them. The green hillocks, taller and steeper than the
clanholds of Port Sanger, arrived in a rhythm well-timed to deepen the ship's
pendulous roll. On passing the next crest, Wotan heeled far to starboard,
hanging precipitously, about to spill over a terrifying slant. The entire
vessel shivered. Just
then, a fresh gusset struck the other side, yanking mightily at the groaning
masts, levering the freighter's great bulk over its keel. Loudly protesting,
the infirm ship listed and plummeted downslope. Gravity rotated, becoming a
sideways force, pressing Maia against the rails. One CLORV S Ј A S 0 XI 95 leg
slipped between, dangling into space. In horror, she saw the gray-green sea
reach with foam-flecked gauntlets . . . Time
slowed. For a suspended moment, Maia thought she heard the waters call her
name. Then,
as if bemused by her helplessness, the ocean-beast slowed . . . paused . . .
halted just meters away. Eyeless, it looked at her. Like an unhurried predator
staring straight through her soul. Next
time ... Or the time after . . . The
trough bottomed out. Maia's heart pounded as the freighter's list began slowly
to roll the other way again, drawing back the hungry waters. Gravity's fickle
tug rotated toward the deck, once more. Suddenly,
from underneath came a sharp, splintering crash. A horrible, fell vibration,
like wooden ribs snapping. New, panicky cries pealed. ". . .
Eai.i The cargo's shifted! ..." An
image came to mind, unasked for. . . . Tons of coal moving in black, liquid
waves from one side of the hold to the other, assailing the inner hull as the
sea hammered from without. Wotan sobbed, Maia thought, listening to the
horrific sound. Dark figures ran past, prying at the cargo hatch with steel
bars, sending the door flying off like a leaf caught in the wind. Not waiting
for help, the dim forms dove inside, presumably to try shifting, the load with
their bare hands. Maia
glanced overboard as the sea rolled back again, nearly cresting at the gunnels
this time, before receding even more reluctantly than before. Just a few more
such oscillations, and Wotan was surely doomed. The cries of those aloft rose
in pitch and urgency, along with sounds of frantic chopping. Someone screamed.
An ax glittered in the rainswept beam of an emefgency lantern, tumbling to the
raging sea. Belowdecks echoed the wails of those facing a different hopeless
task. 96 DAVID 8
R I X! By
utter force of will, Maia overrode her nausea, as wild as the storm. Her hands
uncurled from the vibrating rail and pushed off. "I'm . . . coming . .
." she managed to croak, for no one to hear. Knowing she lacked any skill
to aid those struggling aloft, Maia stumbled upslope across the slippery deck,
toward the yawning darkness of the hatch. Inside
the hold, all hell had broken loose, as well as several partitions meant to
guard the contents against shifting. One barrier had given way in the worst
possible place, near the- bow, where all that mass suddenly piling starboard
added to their list and worsened the rudder's lumberous response. Dim electric
bulbs, running on reserve batteries, swung wildly and cast dervish shadows as.
Maia grimly traversed a creaky catwalk straddling huge bins half-filled with chunky
coal. Black,dust rose like spindrift, clogging her throat and causing her
nictitating membranes to close over her eyes, just when she needed more light,
not less!. Stumbling
down a crumbly talus, Maia came upon an infernal scene, where shattered boards
let tons of coal pile rightward in great sloping mounds. Other vars had already
joined the men below, toiling to tame the rebel cargo, tossing it morsel by
morsel over groaning walls into yet unbroken compartments. Someone handed Maia
a shovel and she dug in, adding what she could to the pitiful effort. Through
the suffocating haze, she saw that a trio of clones were also hard at
work—first-class passengers whose clan must have taught its daughters that
dirty hands were less objectionable than dying. A good
thing to remember for our daughters' curriculum, pondered a remote part of her,
exiled to a far corner along with potions that kept gibbering in stark terror.
There CLORV 97 wasn't
time -for dread or detachment as Maia bent to her task with a will. More
helpers arrived carrying buckets. An officer began shouting and pointing,
organizing a human chain— women in the middle, passing plastic pails, while men
shoveled and filled at one end, heaving coal over a partition at the other.
Maia's job was to keep one shoveler provided with fresh buckets, then send each
laden pail on its way. Although desperation lent her strength, and danger
hormones surmounted her nausea, she had trouble keeping up with the frantic
pace. The male sailor's wedge-shaped torso heaved like some great beast,
emitting heat so palpable she dimly feared it might ignite the flying coal,
sending everyone to patarkal hades in one giant fireball. The
rhythm accelerated. Agony spread from her hands, up her fatigued arms, and
across her back. Everyone else was older, stronger, more experienced, but that
hardly mattered,. with all lives at stake together. Only teamwork counted. When
Maia fumbled a bucket, it felt like the world coming to an end. Concentrate,
dammit! It
didn't end, not yet. No one chided, and she did not cry, because there was no
time. Another pail took the fallen one's place and she bore down, striving to
work faster. Bucket
by bucket, they chewed away at-the drift. But despite all their efforts, the
tilt seemed only to increase. The black mountain climbed higher up the
starboard bulkhead. Worse, the bin they had been loading, on the port side,
began to creak and groan, its straining planks bowing outward. No telling how
long that partition would hold against a growing gravitational discord. Every
pailful they tossed just added to the load. Suddenly,
a startling, earsplitting crash pounded the deck overhead. Something heavy must
have come loose from the rigging, at last. Through the ringing in her skull, 98 DAVID B R I KJ Maia
heard sounds of distant cheering. Almost at once, she felt the freighter slip
out of the wind's frustrated clutches. With a palpable moan, Wotan's tiller
finally answered its helmsman's weary pull and the ship broke free, turning to
run before the storm. In the
hold, a var near Maia let out a long sigh as the awful list began to settle.
One of the clones laughed, tossing her shovel aside. Maia blinked as someone
patted her on the back. She smiled and started to let go of the bucket in her
hands— "
'Ware!" Someone screamed, pointing at the mountain of coal to the right.
Their efforts had paid off, all right. Too quickly. As the starboard tilt gave
way, momentum swung the ship past vertical in a counterclockwise roll. The
sloping mass trembled, then started to collapse. "Out!
Out!" An officer cried redundantly, as screaming crew and passengers
leaped for ladders, climbed the wooden bins, or merely ran. All except those
nearest the avalanche, for whom it was already too late. Maia saw a stupefied
look cross the face of the huge sailor next to her, as the black wave rumbled
toward them. He had time to blink, then his startled yell was muffled as Maia
brought her bucket down upon his shoulders, covering his head. The
momentum of her leap carried her upward, so the anthracite tsunami did not
catch her at once. The poor sailor's bulk shielded Maia for an instant, then
she was swimming through a hail of sharp stones, frantically clawing uphill.
Grabbing for anything, her hand struck the haft of a shovel and seized it
spasmodically. As her legs and abdomen were pinned, Maia just managed to raise
the tool, using the steel blade to shield her face. A noise
like all eternity ending brought with it sudden darkness. CLORV SEASON 99 Panic
seized her, an intense, animal force that jerked and heaved convulsively
against burial and suffocation. Terrifying blindness and crushing weight
enveloped her. She wanted to maul the enemy that pressed her from all sides.
She'wanted to scream. The fit
passed. It
passed because nothing moved, no matter how she strained. Not a thing. Maia's
body returned to conscious control simply because panic proved utterly futile.
Consciousness was the only part of her that could even pretend mobility. With
her first coherent thought, finding herself blanketed by tons of stony carbon,
Maia realized that there were indeed worse things than acrophobia or
seasickness. And there was yet one item heading the catalogue of surprises. I'm not
dead. Not
yet. In darkness and battered agony, straddling a fine zone between fainting
and hysteria, Maia clung to that fact and worked at it. The press of warm,
rusty steel against her face was one clue. The shovel blade hadn't kept the
avalanche from burying her, but it had protected a small space, a pocket filled
with stale air, rather than coal. So perhaps she'd suffocate, rather than
drown. The distinction seemed tenuous, yet the tangy smell of metal was
preferable to having her nostrils full of horrible dust. Time
passed. Seconds? Fractions of seconds? Certainly not minutes. There couldn't be
that much air. The
ship had stopped rocking, thank Stratos, or the shifting cargo would have
quickly ground her to paste. Even with the coal bed lying still, nearly every
square inch of her body felt crushed and scraped by jagged rocks. With nothing
to do but inventory agonies, Maia found it possible to distinguish subtle
differences in texture. Each chunk pressing her body had a sadistic personality
so in- 100 DAVID ERIN dividual
she might give it a name . . . this one, Needle; that one under her left
breast, Pincher; and so on. As
fractions stretched into whole seconds and more, she grew aware of one, unique
point of contact—a tight, throbbing constriction that felt smooth but
rhythmically adamant. With shock, she realized someone was holding onto her
leg! Hope coursed through Maia that she had been tossed upside down, leaving a
foot exposed, and those pulsating squeezes meant help was coming! Then
she realized. It's the big sailor! His
hand must have connected with her foot at the last moment, while she swam the
carbon tide. Now, whether conscious or dying, the man maintained this thin
thread of human contact through their common tomb. How
ironic. Yet it seemed no more bizarre than anything else right now. It was
company. Maia
felt sorry for Leie, when the news came. She'll imagine the end was more
horrible than it is. It could be worse. I can't think how right now, but I'm
sure it could be worse. As she
pondered that, the pulsing grip around her ankle tightened abruptly,
spasmodically, clenching so hard that Maia moaned in fierce new pain. She felt
the sailor's terrible convulsions, and his reflexive strength yanked her
downward, stabbing her in a hundred places, making her gasp in anguish. Then the
fierce grip began subsiding in a chain of diminishing tremors. The
throbbing constrictions stopped. Maia imagined she heard a distant rattle. See?
she told herself, as hot tears swept her eyes in total darkness. I told you. I
told you it could be worse. Quietly,
she prepared for her own turn. The scientio-deist liturgy of her upbringing
rose in her mind—catechis-tic lines Lamatia Hold dutifully taught its summer
children in weekly chapel services, about the formless, maternal spirit of the
world, at once loving, accepting, and strict. q L o R
V S Ђ A J o xi 101 For
what hope hath a single, living "me," A mind,
brief, yet self-important? Clinging After
life like a possession? Some thing she can keep? She
knew prayers for comfort, prayers for humility. But then, Maia wondered, if the
soul field really does continue after organic life has ceased, what difference
would a few words, mumbled in the dark mean to Stratos Mother? Or even the
strange, all-seeing thunder god .said to be worshiped privately by men? Surely
neither of them would hold it against her if she saved her breath to live a few
seconds longer? Perceptory
overload gradually shut down part of her agony. The claustrophobic pressure
surrounding Maia, at first a horrid mass of biting claws, now had a numbing
effect, as if satisfied to slowly crush all remaining sensation. The only
impression increasing with time was of sound. Thumps and distant, dragging
clatters. Heartbeats
passed, one by one. She counted them, at first to pass the time. Then
incredulously, because they showed no imminent sign of stopping. Experimenting,
Maia opened her mouth slightly, exposing her tongue and inner lips to sense
what her battered, dust-covered face could not—a faint thread of cool air that
seemed to stream down the shovel blade from somewhere near her hairline! Yet,
there had to be at least a meter of coal overhead. Probably much more! There
was no easy answer to this puzzle, and she tried not to think too hard. Even
when Maia made out footsteps .crunching overhead, and the hurried scrape of
tools, she paid scant heed, clinging to the blanket of numb acceptance. Hope,
if it raised her metabolism, was the last thing she needed right now. Maybe
it would be better if I slept awhile. So Maia
drifted in and out of anoxic slumber, vibra- 102 DAVID ERIN tions
along the shovel blade telling her how slow the progress of the rescuers
remained. As if it matters. Without
warning, the tool shifted, and the blade that had succored her suddenly
threatened to gouge her neck, causing Maia to squirm in terror. All at once,
the black swaddling of coal became more tight, constricting, suffocating, than
ever. Hysteria, so long held at bay by resigned numbness, sent tremors of
resurgent fury coursing through her pinned arms and legs. Maia desperately
fought a rising in her gorge. Then,
unexpected and unbidden, light struck her eyes with abrupt, painful brilliance,
outbalancing even clawing panic, driving out all thoughts with its sheer,
blinding beauty. Uncovered, her ears filled with noise—rattles, rasps, and
hoarse shouts. Maia took long, shuddering gasps as blurry shapes congealed into
silhouettes and finally soot-streaked faces, starkly outlined by swaying bulbs.
On their knees, sailors and passengers used bare hands to clear more coal away
from her head. Someone with a rag and bucket cleaned her eyes, nose, and mouth,
then gave her water. Finally,
Maia was able to choke out words. "Don't . . . b-bother . . .
w-w-me." She shook her head, cutting fresh scrapes along her neck.
"Ma . . . man . . . down . . . right." It came
out barely a gargle, but they acted as if they understood, commencing to dig
furiously where Maia indicated with her chin. Meanwhile, others more gradually
liberated the rest of her. When she was almost free, an overturned yellow
bucket came into view below, and the work went even faster. At that
point, Maia could have saved them effort. The hand still clutching her ankle
was growing cold. Yet she could not bring herself to say it. There was always a
chance. ... She had
never known his name. He was not even a o xi 103 member
of her race. Still, tears flowed when she saw his purple face and bulging eyes.
Hands pried his fingers off her leg, and with that break of contact she knew
with tragic certainty and unwonted loss that they would never again share
communication, this side of death. Seabirds
cried possessive calls of territoriality, warning others of their kind to keep
away from private nesting niches, chiseled in the steep bluffs overlooking
Grange Head harbor. Jealous of their neighbors, the birds virtually ignored a
small group of bipeds who swung along the cliffs, hanging from slender ropes,
taking turns harvesting molted feathers in great bags and alternately chipping
still more roosts for this year's crop of mating pairs. From a distance, or
even from the birds' close vantage point, no one could distinguish among the
sunburned, narrow-boned, black-haired women performing these strange tasks.
They all looked identical. Idly,
without much interest, Maia watched the harvester family labor along those
vertiginous heights, working their feather farm. It was a niche, all right. Not
one she'd ever be tempted to fill. Yet, something equally at the fringe was
probably her destiny now. All the fond hopes and ambitious schemes of childhood
lay broken, and her heart was numb. With a
heavy sigh she looked at the figures she had scratched on her slate. The
calculations needed no further massaging. Gingerly, because each movement still
caused her pain, she flipped the tablet over and slid it across the chart
table. "I'm
done, Captain Pegyul." The
tall sallow-faced sailor looked up from his own figures and stared at her a
moment. He scratched behind his battered green cap. "Well, give me another
minute, then, will yer?" 104 DAVID 8
R I XI CLORV JfASOKl 105 Sitting
on a railing nearby, Naroin the bosun puffed her pipe and gave Maia a
headshake. Don't show up officers. That would be her advice. What do
I care? Maia responded with a shrug. With the navigator and second mate lost in
the storm, and the first mate in bed with a concussion, there had been only one
person aboard able to help Wotan's master pilot this tub. Struggling to turn a
hobby into a useful skill, Maia had quickly learned why tradition demanded more
than one eye at a sextant, to cross-check each measurement. The custom proved
valid during the last two dreadful weeks, retracing their way back on course.
Each of them had made mistakes often enough to cause disaster, if the other
hadn't been there to notice. But
here we are. That's what matters, I guess. She was
willing to humor the captain's wish for this final exercise, comparing notes on
technique here in a safe harbor, one whose official position was known down to
the centimeter. It helped pass the time while her wounds healed, and while
going through the motions of looking out to sea, hoping to spot a sail she knew
would never come. The
captain threw down his stylus and uncovered a chart, peering at the coordinates
of Grange Head harbor. "Gak. Yer right. M'dawn sighting was off 'cause of
the red satellite in th' Plough. It's the five-pulser, not the three. Thet's
why m'longitude was wrong." Maia
tried to be gallant, for Naroin's sake. "It's an easy mistake in twilight,
Captain. The Outsiders put up the new strobe this summer, as a favor to the
Caria Navigation Authority, after the old five-second light burned out." "Mmph.
So you said. A new strobe-sat. Fancy thet. Musta been published. Our sanctuary
tele's been fritzin', but thet's no excuse. Oughta stay up t' date, dammit. "We'd
hed it easy for so long, though," he sighed. "Queer for a summer
storm t'come so late, this yer." 1 You can
say that again, Maia thought. Aftereffects of the gale had lain strewn across
still-choppy waters, the following day, when the winds finally calmed enough
for searching. Planks and other floating debris fished out of the sea showed
that theirs hadn't been the only drama during the night. The capping moment
came as they cruised back and forth, desperately seeking, when a broken clinker
board was hauled in and turned over, showing parts of the letters Z-E-U- The
passengers and crew had stared in numb silence. Nor had the next few days
encouraged hope. Lingering silence on the radio turned worry to despair.
Assisting the crew to get their wounded ship to port had offered blessed
distraction from Maia's pain and gnawing anxiety. I've
got to get ashore. Maybe the feel of solid ground will help. "Thanks
for everything you taught me, Captain," Maia said woodenly. "But now
I see they've finished loading the barge. I shouldn't keep them waiting." She
bent gingerly to take the strap of her duffel, but Pegyul seized it and swung
it over his shoulder. "Yer sure I can't get ye t'stay?" She
shook her head. "As you said, there's a chance my sister's still alive out
there. Maybe they'll limp into port, or she might've been rescued by some other
ship. Anyway, this was our destination when the storm hit. Here's where she'll
come, if she can." The man
looked dubious. He, too, had taken losses when the Zeus vanished. "Yer
welcome with us. Ye'd have a home till spring, an' each three-quarter year
efter." In its
way it was a generous offer. Other women, such as Naroin, had taken that path,
living and working in the periphery of the strange world of men. But Maia shook
her head. "I've got to be here, in case Leie shows." She saw
him accept her choice with a sigh, and Maia wondered how this could be the same
person she had 106 DAVID B
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so two-dimensionally, back in Port Sanger. Flaws were still apparent, but now
they comprised part of a surprisingly complex blend for so simple a creature as
a man. After handing her bag down to the pilot of the waiting barge, topped off
with a consignment of dark coal, Captain Pegyul drew from one of his pockets a
compact brass tool. "It's
m'second-best sextant," he explained, showing her how the three sighting
arms unfolded. There were two leather straps for attaching it to the owner's
arm. "Portable job. Been meanin' t'fix the main reflector, ret here. See?
Sort o' hair loom, it is. Even had a redout for the Old Net, see here?" Maia
marveled at the miniaturized workmanship. The old readout dials would never
light again, of course. They marked it as a relic of another age, battered and
no match for the finely hand-wrought devices produced in modern sanctuary
workshops. Still, the sextant was an object of both reverence and utility. "It
is very beautiful," she said. When he refolded it, Maia saw that the
watchcase cover bore an engraving of an airship—a flamboyant, fanciful design
that obviously could never fly. "It's
yers." Maia
looked up in surprise. "I ... couldn't." He
shrugged, trying to make matter-of-fact what she could tell was an
emotion-laden gesture. "I heard how ye tried to save Micah with the
bucket. Fast thinkin'. Mighta worked ... if luck was diff'rent." "I
didn't really—" "He
was me own boy, Micah. Great, hulkin', cheerful lad. Too much Ortyn in him,
though, if y'know what I mean. Never would of learned to use a sextant right,
anyway." Pegyul
took Maia's smaller hand in his huge callused one and put the brass instrument
firmly in her palm, clos- CLORV J Ј A J 0 HI 107 ing her
fingers around the cool, smooth disk. "God keep ye," he finished with
a quaver in his voice. Maia
answered numbly. "And Lysos guide you. Eia." He nodded with a faint
jerk, and turned away. Fully
loaded, the coal barge slowly crossed the glassy bay. Grange Head didn't look
like much, Maia thought glumly. There was little industry besides transhipping
produce for countless farming holds strewn across the inland plains, accessing
the sea here by narrow-gauge solar railway. Sunlight wasn't enough to lift
fully laden trains over the steep coastal hills, so a small generating plant
offered a steady market for Port Sanger coal. The solitary pier lacked draft to
let old Wotan dock, so its cargo came ashore boatload by boatload. Naroin
smoked her pipe, quietly regarding Maia.. "Been meanin' to tell you,"
she said at last. "That was some trick you pulled durin' the
avalanche." Maia
sighed, wishing it had occurred to her to lie about the damned bucket, instead
of semiconsciousiy babbling the whole story to her rescuers.. Her impulsive act
hadn't been thought-out enough to be called generous, let alone heroic. Sheer
instinct, that was all. Anyway, the futile gesture hadn't saved the poor
fellow. However,
Naroin wasn't referring to .that part of the episode, it turned out.
"Usin' the shovel the way you did," she said. "That was quick thinking.
The blade gave you a little cave to breathe in. And raisin' the handle signaled
us where to dig. But tell me this, did you know we make those hafts out o'
hollow bamboo? Did you figure air might pass through?" Maia
wondered where Naroin kept herself summers, so she could avoid ever being
trapped in the same town. "Luck, bosun. You're out of season if you see
more in it. Just dumb luck." 108 DAVID B
R I N CLORV J Ј A 5 0 XI 109 The
master-at-arms shrugged. "Expected you'd say that." To Maia's relief,
the older woman let it drop there, allowing Maia to ride the rest of the way in
silence. When the barge bumped along the town dock, with its row of hand-built
wooden cranes, the bosun stood up and shouted. "All right, scum, let's get
at it. Maybe we can clear this hole in the coast before the tide!" Maia
waited till the barge was tied securely, and the others had scrambled ashore,
before stepping carefully across the gangplank with her duffel. The rock-steady
pier made her feel momentarily queasy, as if the roll of a ship were more
natural than a surface anchored to rock. Pressing her lips in order to not show
her pain, Maia set off for town without a backward glance. Counting her bonus,
she could afford to rest and heal for a while before looking for work. Still,
the coming weeks would be a time of trial, staring out to sea, clutching the
magnifier on her little sextant in forlorn hope each time a sail rounded those
jagged bluffs, fighting to keep depression from enveloping her like a shroud. "So
long, Lamai brat!" someone shouted at her back— presumably the sharp-faced
var who had been so hostile, that first day at sea. This time the insult was
without bite, and probably meant with offhand respect. Maia lacked the will to
reply, even with the obligatory, amiably obscene gesture. She just didn't have
the heart. "In
ancient days, in olden tribes, men obliged their wives and daughters to worship
a stern-browed male god. A vengeful deity of lightning and well-ordered rules,
whose way it was to shout and thunder at great length, then lapse into fits of
maudlin, all-forgiving sentimentality. It was a god like men themselves—a lord
of extremes. Wrangling priests interpreted their Creator's endless, complex
ordinances. Abstract disputes led to persecution and war. I "Women
could have told them," Lysos supposedly continued. "If men had only
stopped their bickering and asked our opinion. Creation itself might have been
a bold stroke of genius, a laying down of laws. But the regular, day to day
tending of the world is a messy business, more like the inspired chaos of a
kitchen than the sterile precision of a chartroom, or study." Intermittent
breezes ruffled the page she was reading.' Leaning on the crumbling stone wall
of a temple orchard, looking past the sloping tile roofs of Grange Head, Maia
lifted her gaze to watch low clouds briefly occult a brightly speckled, placid
sea, its green shoals aflicker with silver schools of fish and the flapping
shadows of hovering swoop-birds. The variegated colors were lush, voluptuous.
Mixing with scents carried by the moist, heavy wind, they made a stew for the
senses, spiced with fecund exudates of life. The
beauty was heavy-handed, adamantly consoling. She got the point—that life goes
on. With a
sigh, Maia picked up the slim volume again. "A
living planet is a much more complex metaphor for deity than just a bigger
Father, with a bigger fist," the passage went on. "If an omniscient,
all-powerful Dad ignores your prayers, it's taken personally. Hear only silence
long enough, and you start wondering about His power. His fairness. His very
existence. "But
if a World-Mother doesn't reply, Her excuse is simple. She never claimed
conceited omnipotence. She has countless others clinging to Her apron strings,
including myriad species unable to speak for themselves. To Her elder offspring
She says—go raid the fridge. Go play outside. Go get a job. "Or
better yet, lend me a hand! I have no time for idle whining." Maia
closed the slim volume with a sigh. She had spent a good part of the afternoon
pondering this excerpt, purported to have.been written by the Great Founder
her- DAVID B
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The passage was not part of formal scripture. Yet, even while working in the
temple garden, Maia kept thinking about it. Priestess-Mother Kalor had lent her
the book when more traditional readings failed to help ease her heart-pain.
Against all expectation it had helped. The tone, more open and casual than
liturgy, was poignantly humorous in parts. For the first time, Maia found she
could picture Lysos as a person she might have liked to know. After weeks of
depression, Maia managed her first, tentative smile. Her
injuries had been worse than anyone thought, on :eppmg from the Wotaris barge
some weeks ago. Or per- -ups
the will to heal was lacking. When the manager of .he small, dingy hotel found
her in bed one morning, -weating
and feverish, the clone had sent for sisters from the local temple, to come
fetch Maia for tending. "So
sorry, younger sister," the acolytes replied each morning.
"There is no sign of the Zeus. No woman resembling HI has
made landfall." The temple mother even paid out : her
own pocket to make Net calls to Lanargh and other - orts.
The ship Leie had been aboard was listed missing. ? guild had filed for
insurance and was in official mourn- Maia
had thanked Mother Kalor for her kindness, then went to her cell and threw
herself, sobbing, onto the narrow cot. She had wailed and clenched her fists,
pounding the mattress till all sense left her fingers. She slept most of each
day, tossed and turned each night, and lost .'.erest in food. I
wanted to die, she recalled. Mother
Kalor had seemed unconcerned. "This is nor-... u mi! pass. We vars tend to cleave more closely, when we \i to
someone. It makes mourning harder than any clone ..'i understand. "Unless
the clone has lost all of her family at once, that is. Then such devastation
you or I could not imagine." But
Maia could imagine. In a sense she had lost a family, a clan. All her life,
Leie had been there. Sometimes infuriating or stifling, that presence had also
been her companionship, her ally, her mirrored reflection. The separation on
departure morn had been Maia's idea, a way to develop independent skills, but
the ultimate goal had always been a common one. The dream shared. She had
cursed herself. It's myfault.lt they had stayed together, they would be united
now, living or dead. The
priestess said all the expected things, about how survivors should not blame
themselves. That Leie would have wanted Maia to prosper. That life must
persevere. Maia appreciated the effort. At the same time, she felt resentment
toward this woman for interfering in her misery. This var who had chosen to
become a "mother" the safe and convenient way. At
last, partly in exhaustion, Maia started to let go. Youth and good food sped
physical healing. Theological contemplations played a small part, as well. I
used to wonder how it is that men still have a thunder god. An all-seeing deity
who watches every action, cares about all thoughts. Old
Coot Bennett had spoken of his faith, which he thought fully consistent with
devotion to Stratos Mother. Apparently it's passed down within the male
sanctuaries, and couldn't be eradicated now, even if the savants and
councillors and priestesses tried. But how
did it get started? There were no men among the Founders, when the first dome
habitats bloomed on Landing Continent. Multiple lab-designed generations came
and went before the Great Changes were complete. Our ancestors knew nothing but
what the Founders chose to tell them. So how
did those first Stratoin men learn about God? It was
more than an intellectual exercise. IfLeie's gone, perhaps her soul field has
joined with the planet's, and is part of the rainbow I see out there. The image
was poetic and I 112 DAVID B
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Yet there was also something tempting about Old Bennett's notion of afterlife
in a place called heaven, where a more personal continuation, including
memories and a sense of self, was assured. According to Bennett, the dead could
also hear you when you prayed. Leie?
She projected slowly, solemnly. Can you hear me? If you do, could you give a
sign? What's it like on the other side? There
might have been a reply in the play of light upon the water, or in the distant
cries of gulls. If so, it was too subtle for Maia to grasp. So, she took wry
comfort imagining how her twin might respond to such an impertinent request. "Hey,
I just got here, dummy. Besides, telling you would spoil the fun." With a
sigh, Maia turned around and took a pair of pruning shears from the pocket of
her borrowed smock. While healing, she had paid for room and board by helping
tend the orchard of native Stratoin trees each temple was obliged to keep as
part of a duty toward the planet. It was gentle work, and seemed to carry its
own lesson. "You
and me, we're both endangered, aren't we?" she told one short, spindly
shrub she had been caring for, before abstraction took her away. Eons of
evolution had equipped the jacar tree's umbrella leaves with chemical defenses
to keep native herbivores at bay. Those toxins had proved useless at deterring
creatures of Earthly stock, from rabbits to deer to birds. All found the jacar
delicious, and only rarely did it take to cultivation. This garden's five
specimens were listed in a catalog maintained in faraway Caria. "Maybe
we both belong in a place like this," Maia added, taking a final snip and
stepping back to regard a finished job. Then she turned to regard the orchard,
the flower beds, the stucco-walled temple of refuge. Having CLORV J6A50K1 113 second
thoughts? she asked herself. A little late for that, now that you've said
you're leaving. On her
way back to the gardener's shed, she walked past the tumbled walls of an older
building. An earlier temple, one of the sisters had explained, suggesting Maia
ask Mother Kalor if she wanted to know more. First Maia had explored the ruins
by herself, and been struck to find an eroded bas-relief, still faintly visible
under clinging fingers of ivy. The easiest figure to recognize was a fierce,
protecting dragon, a favorite symbol for the planetary spirit-deity, its wings
outstretched above a scene of tumult. Jets of flame seemed to spear from its
open jaws toward a hovering wheel-shape, defaced almost to nothing. Looking
nearer, Maia had found that the "fire" consisted of thin lines
originating from the dragon's teeth. Digging
underneath the metaphorical beast, she had discovered, half-buried in the loam,
a fierce battle of demons—one group bearing horns on their heads and the other
beards—locked in hand-to-hand struggle so savage that, even muted by age, the
sculpture made Maia shiver. Later
on, she had learned that it was an ancient work, from a time soon after the
Enemy came and nearly smashed hominid culture on Stratos. And no, Mother Kalor
explained when asked, those demon horns were allegorical. The real foe had
none. On
closely inspecting the crumbly, sandstone faces, they had found that only half
of the defending figures were bearded. Nevertheless, Maia asked, "Were
they heretics?" "Those
who built this temple? I hardly think so. There are Perkinites and others
inland, of course. But to my knowledge, Grange Head has always been
orthodox." Mother
Kalor offered free use of the temple archives, and Maia was tempted. Had she
been here for any other reason, she might have let curiosity lead her. But
there seemed little point, nor energy to spare amid the tedium of 114 DAVID B
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and recovery. Anyway, Maia had made herself a vow —to be practical from now on,
and live from day to day. Upon
reaching the shed, she removed her smock and handed the pruning shears back to
the chief gardener, who sat at a table tending seedlings. The elderly nun's beneficent
smile showed what peace could be attained down this life path. The gentle path
called the Refuge of Lysqs. The
priestess-mother hadn't seemed hurt by Maia's refusal of novice's robes. She
took it as a tribute to the temple's ministrations that Maia was ready to set
forth once more. "Your place is in the thick of things," Kalor had
said. "I'm sure fate and the world have a role for you." The
kindness and gentleness she had received here lifted Maia's heart. Ill always
remember this place. It was like folding a memento, to put away in an attic.
She might take the memory out to look at, from time to time, but never to wear
again. In
other days she had felt one special reaction, on encountering some new idea, or
person, or thing. She had always savored telling her twin about it. That fine
anticipation had been far richer than simply remembering for its own sake. But
from now on, whatever good things Maia found in the world, she must learn to
esteem them all by herself. That naked fact continued to form a void deep
within, despite a gradual deadening of her pain. Though lessening with time,
the faint sense of loss would remain with her for as long as she lived, and she
would call it childhood. Consider
the nightmares of children. Or your own fears, walking down some darkened lane.
Do you invent ghosts? Beasts of prey? Or do most dire phantoms take the form of
men, lurking in shadows with vile intent? For adults and infants, women and
men, fear usually comes in male raiment. Oh,
often so does rescue. Our faction never claimed all men were brutes. To the
contrary, history tells of mar-velous human beings who happened to be male. But
consider how much time and energy those good men spent just countering the bad
ones. Cancel out both sides and what is left? More trouble than the good is
worth. That
was the rationale behind early parthenogenesis experiments on
Herlandia—attempting to cull masculinity from the human process entirely.
Attempts that failed. The need for a male component seems deeply woven through the
chemistry of mammalian reproduction. Even our most advanced techniques cannot
safely overcome it. Herlandia
was a disappointment, but we learn from setbacks. If we must include men in our
new world, let us design things so they will get in the way as little as
possible. —from
Forging Destiny, by Lysos 5 The
voice, reading aloud, was among the most soothing Maia had ever heard. "
'. . . And so, now that you've left the coastal mountains far behind, the
grassy plains of Long Valley roll by your window like purple-crested
crinolines, starched for show. A vast sea of low, unmoving waves. From your
hur-. tling chariot, your gaze reaches across the prairie ocean, seeking
anything to break the undulating monotony, making what it can of any post or protuberance
that might imaginatively be called topography. "
'And you seek not in vain! For, far beyond this glorious expanse of blandness,
you glimpse sequestered columns of wind-sculpted stone, green-crested rock
monoliths, giving the eye something faraway to cling to. These are the distant
Needle Towers, testaments to the power and persistence of natural erosion which
carved them long before the arrival of humans on Stratos. . . .'" Already
half-stupefied by the thrumming magnetic rails and the dusty sameness of the
prairie, Maia listened to the other occupant of the baggage car orate from a
volume with finely chased leather bindings. Though the air was parched, her
companion never seemed to run dry. 118 DAVID 8
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'According to recent reports, the elders who rule Long Valley have ordained
that male sanctuaries be built on several far-off Needles, breaking a tradition
of seasonal banishment which started with the first Perkinite settlements. . .
.'" The
hitchhiker called her book a "travel guide." Its apparent aim? To
describe what the reader was seeing, while she was seeing it. But Tizbe Beller
spent more time with her nose between the pages, making excited pronouncements,
than actually looking through.the grimy window at a succession of dreary farms
and ranches. Does someone actually make a living writing such things? Maia
wondered. Her companion proclaimed this one a masterpiece of its genre.
Clearly, Tizbe came from a different background than Lamatia Clan, which gave
its summer kids little exposure to the fine arts. "
'. . . Currently, all men of virile years are banished from the valley each hot
quarter, and kept away until the end of rut season. . . Maia's
fellow traveler lay atop a pile of coarse gunny-sacks, her blonde hair tied in
a simple bun. Tizbe's clothing, ragged-looking from a distance, proved on
closer inspection to be soft and well-made, clashing with the girl's claim of
utter poverty. As Maia's assistant, she was supposed to pay for her passage by
helping sling freight all the way to Holly Lock. So far, Maia was unimpressed. Don't
be hasty to judge, she thought. Mother Kalor wouldn't approve. Before
departing Grange Head, Maia had given the orthodox priestess a letter to
deliver to any young woman passing through who resembled her. After all, Church
doctrine held that miracles were possible, even in a world guided by chance and
molecular affinities. "Must
you go inland, child?" Mother Kalor had asked. "Long Valley is
Perkinite country. They're a lock-kneed, fanatical bunch of smugs, and don't
much care for men or vars." CLORV 5 Ј A 5 0 XJ 119 "Maybe
so," Maia had replied. "But they hire vars for all sorts of
jobs." "Jobs
they won't do themselves." "I
can't turn down steady work," Maia had answered, ending all argument. One
thing for certain, if Leie ever did show up, she'd dish out hell if Maia hadn't
been busy during their separation, using the time profitably. What
luck that a railroad clan was just then looking for someone with a knack for
figures. The work didn't involve differential calculus, only simple accounting,
but Maia had been pleased to find some part of her education useful. Leie, too,
would have been a cinch, with her love of machines. If only . . . Fortunately,
Tizbe broke Maia's gloomy thought-spiral. "Listen
to this!" The young hitchhiker lifted a finger and changed to a deep,
somewhat pompous tone. " 'Of special interest to travelers is the system
of freight and passenger carriage used in Long Valley, ideally suited to a
pioneering subculture. The solar railway, operated jointly by the Musseli,
Fontana, and Braket clans, should get you to your destination without excessive
delays.'" Tizbe laughed. "That Fontana train was four hours late
yesterday! And this Musseli clunker isn't doing much better^" Maia
felt compelled to return .a wry smile. Yet, Tizbe's contempt seemed unfair.
Musseli Clan ran their trains on time during the cool seasons, when men of Rail
Runner Guild helped drive the engines. Most males were banished each summer,
though, and the long-limbed, flattish-faced Musseli were left short-staffed.
They might have hired female engineers just as good as men—itinerant vars, or
even a hive-clan of specialists. That would put the enterprise solely in the
hands of women year-round, like everything else in Long Valley. But the
region's leaders were caught between their ideology of radical separationism on
the one hand and biological needs on the other. In order 120 DAVID B
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produce clone-daughters, they must have men around from autumn to spring, to
perform the vital "sparking" function. Keeping ample numbers of men
occupied between brief sparkings meant giving them work. Here on the high
plains, locomotives served the same secondary function as ships along the coast:
to keep a small supply of men available, in compact, mobile, easy-to-manage
groups. Hence
the dilemma. If the. notoriously touchy male engineers took offense over the
hiring of summer replacements, they might not return at all next year. Which
would be catastrophic, like leaving the orchards unpol-linated. So, each
summer, the rail clans just made do. Now,
with its young men home from coastal sanctuaries, Rail Runner Guild was coming
back to strength. Soon schedules would be met again. But Maia didn't bother
trying to explain any of this. Tizbe seemed smugly certain she and her book had
all the answers. "
The three rail-clans operate competing freight lines, each in partnership with
a male guild, with shared ownership of capital approved by an act of the
Planetary Council in the year. . . .'" A
surprisingly close working relationship between the sexes, Maia pondered. Yet,
hadn't Lamatia Hold once welcomed the same ships and sailors, year after year?
Those flying the Pinniped banner? Preserving for them rights of all kinds,
ranging from commerce to procreation? Who was she to say what was normal, and
what aberration? Perhaps
the heretic in Lanargh is right. These may all be signs of changing times. The
solar-electric locomotive sped along, faster than the swiftest horse or sailing
ship. At each stop, out swarmed Rail Runner maintenance boys, toting tools and
lubricants, and Musseli girls armed with clipboards and crate hooks, hurrying
to service the machines and expedite cargo under the scrutiny of older
supervisors. Maia 1 had
noticed that many of the. orange-clad males bore faces strikingly similar to
the female clones in maroon overalls. Imagine,
sisters continuing to know their own brothers, and mothers their sons, long
after life has turned them into men. Maia could think of several drawbacks and
advantages to such a close relationship. She recalled sweet little Albert, whom
she had tutored for a life at sea, and thought how nice it might have been to
see how he grew up. The stray thought reminded her of those childish dreams of
someday finding her own father. As if happenstance of sperm and egg meant
anything in a big, hard world. A world
capable of snapping stronger bonds than those. Stop
it. Maia shook her head vigorously. Let go of the pain. Leie would. After
reading silently for a while, Tizbe looked up from her gunnysack chaise.
"Oh, this part's lovely, Maia. It says, 'Long Valley retains many quaint
features of a frontier region. From your stateroom, be sure to observe the
rustic little towns, each with its monotone grain silo and banks of solar cells
. . .' " There
was that word quaint again. It seemed to refer patronizingly to anything simple
or backward, from the viewpoint of a city-bred tourist. I wonder if Tizbe finds
me . quaint, too. "'.
. . between the towns and zones of cultivation, note stretches of native kuourn
grass, set aside under ecological rules even stricter than decreed by Caria
City. . . .'" They
had seen many such oases—great lakes of waving stalks with purple flowers. The
Perkinite cult governing this valley worshiped a Stratos Mother whose wrath
toward planet abuse was matched only by her distrust of the male gender. Yet,
Maia felt sure much of the plains was off-limits for another reason—to prevent
competition. When
Long Valley first opened for settlement, young 122 DAVID B
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must have swarmed in from all over Stratos, forming partnerships to tame the
land. Affiliations that became powerful, interclan alliances when successful
women settled down to raise daughters and cash crops. That, in turn, meant
pitching in to build a railroad, to export surplus and import supplies,
comforts. And
men. Despite their slogans, the Perkinite Utopia soon began to resemble the
rest of Stratos. You can't fight biology. Only push at the rules, here and
there. "Oh!
Here's a good part, Maia. Did you know there are more than forty-seven local
species of zahu? It's used for all sorts of things. Like—" A
shrill whistle thankfully interrupted Tizbe's next eager recounting. It was the
ten-minute warning before their next stop. Maia glanced at the wall chart.
"Clay Town comin' up." "So
soon?" asked the hitcher. Maia threw open her ledger, running a fingertip
along today's bills of lading. "Can't you hear the whistle blowing? Come
on, you read numbers, I'll fetch boxes." She
kept her finger by the starting place until Tizbe sauntered over. Then Maia
hurried to the single aisle running the length of the car, between tall racks
of shelving. "What's the first number?" she called. , There
followed a long pause. "Um. Is it 4176?" Maia
winced. That had been the final entry at their last stop, only an hour ago.
"Next one! Start where it says Clay Town on the left." "Oh!
You mean 5396?" "Right!"
Grabbing a block and tackle that hung from an overhead rail, Maia scanned the
shelves. She found the correct box, hooked its leather strap, pulled the chain
taut, and swung the package out, hauling it along the track to where she could
lower it gently by the door. "Next." "That
would be ... mm, let's see . . . 6178?" Maia
sighed and went looking. Fortunately, the awk- CLORV J Ј A S O XI 123 ward
Musseli sorting system wasn't too hard to puzzle out, although it might have
been meant to confuse as much as to clarify. "Next?" "Already?
I lost my place. ... Ah! Is it
9254?" Strictly
speaking, it should have been Maia at the ledger and her assistant doing the
hauling. But Tizbe had whined about having to do work "suited for lugars
and men." She couldn't get the gliding winch to work. She picked up a
sliver. Maia had a theory about this creature. Tizbe must be a var-child from
some big-city clan, so rich and decadent they pampered even their summerlings,
kissing them on the brow and sending them off unequipped to survive past their
first year. Perhaps Tizbe expected to live off appearance and charm alone. I
wonder why she looks familiar, though. Despite,
or maybe because of, Tizbe's assistance, the pile by the door wasn't quite
finished by the time the second whistle blew. The locomotive's flywheel audibly
changed tone as the train began braking. Maia hurried the pace. Her hands had
callused from hard work, yet the rough chain bit her fingers whenever the car
jostled. The last, heavy package almost got away, but she managed to lower it
down with just an echoing thump. Short
of breath, Maia rolled open the sliding door as rows of towering kilns and
brick ovens grew like termite mounds around the train, enveloping it in an
aroma of glazed, baked earth. "Welcome to Clay Town, hub of Argil
County," Tizbe sang with false enthusiasm. For a while, everything was red
or dun-colored. Stacks and crates of ceramics swam past in a blur. Abruptly,
the aromatic kiln district gave way to residences, row after row of petite
houses. Here in Long Valley, important matriarchies built their citadels near
their fields or pastures, leaving towns to small homesteads, sometimes
derisively called microholds. From the decelerating train, Maia watched a woman
stroll by, holding the 124 DAVID B R I XI hand of
a little girl who was obviously her clone-daughter. Half the population of the
valley apparently lived this way —single women, winter-born but living varlike
existences, with jobs that barely paid the bills and let them raise one winter
child, exactly the way their mothers had, and grandmothers, and so on. One
identical next-self to inherit and carry on. A thin but continuing chain. It
seemed a simpler, less presumptuous sort of immortality than the binge-or-bust
cycles of great houses. You could do worse, Maia thought. In fact, there seemed
something terribly sweet and intimate about the solitary mother, walking alone
with her child. Ever since her own grand dreams shattered, Maia had begun
thinking in more modest terms. The Musseli were beneficent toward their
employees, treating several score singleton women almost like full members of
their commune. Perhaps, if she worked hard at this job, Maia might win a
long-term contract. Then, after saving up to build a house. . . . Even
after all that, there remained the problem of men. Or a man. You had to start
off with a winter birth. It was rare to be able to conceive any other time of
year, till you'd had a clone. But getting pregnant in winter wasn't as simple
as going into the street and calling, "Hey, you!" Well,
don't think of that now. Take care of things one step at a time. The
train slowed into the Clay Town railyard with a hiss and squeal. Passengers
began alighting. From two cars back came bumping sounds as men and lugars
wasted no time hauling heavy farm machinery off a flatbed car. Nearer at hand,
Maia saw the local Musseli freightmistress approach, clipboard in hand,
striding ahead of a towering lugar laden with packages. Smile, Maia told
herself. Try not to act like you're only five. "Is
this all of it?" the woman snapped, pointing to the pile by the door. "Yes,
madam. That's all." CLORV 5 e A f o 125 As Maia
handed over the bills of lading, Tizbe sidled alongside, muttering "Excuse
me" in a low voice. The young blonde squeezed past carrying her travel
bag. "Think I'll go have a look around," she drawled casually. Maia
called after her. "It's only a forty-minute stop! Don't get los—" She
cut off as Tizbe turned a corner and vanished from sight. "If
it's convenient for you, right now?" Maia
jerked back to face the freightmistress. Her face flushed. "Sorry, madam.
I'm ready when you are." Bending over the ledger, while carefully
cross-checking the packages, Maia chided herself for worrying about a stupid
hitchhiker. She's
just another silly var. None of my concern. Maia, you've got to try thinking
more like Leie. Leie
certainly wouldn't have bothered. Leie would have said "good
riddance." But
with the freightmistress grudgingly satisfied, and ten minutes to go before
departure, Maia went looking for her errant assistant. She had reached the far
end of the platform, with no sign yet of the irritating blonde, when a whistle
blew some distance beyond the kiln district—another train approaching the
station. A young
man could be seen holding a lever that would magnetically transfer the oncoming
locomotive to one of three sets of rails. Several young women stood nearby,
giggling, perched on a wooden walkway in front of a tall house with red
curtains. As she neared, Maia saw two of them open their blouses and lean over
the youth, shaking their well-proportioned torsos. His color, already flushed,
grew redder by the minute. Maia wondered why. "Not
now!" He muttered at the women. "Go back inside an' wait a
minute!" The
young man was trying to concentrate on the ap- 126 DAVID BRIM preaching
train, still half a kilometer away, its flywheels squealing as it began to
brake. The young women seemed to relish the effect they were having. One
pointed in glee, causing the others to laugh uproariously. The youth's taut
trousers barely concealed a stiffening bulge. He looked up, saw Maia watching,
and turned away with an embarrassed moan. This only brought more gales of
hilarity from the local women. "Hey,
Garn," one shouted. "You sure yer holdin' the right stick?" "Go
'way!" he shouted hoarsely, trying to look over his shoulder at the
approaching train. Across the poor fellow's brow emerged a line of
perspiration. "Aw
come on," another topless var crooned, jiggling at him. "Want another
taste?" She proffered a clear bottle. Instead of liquid, it brimmed with a
fine, bluish, iridescent powder. One corner of the boy's mouth bore a similar
stain. "What's
goin' on here!" Everyone
turned toward the nearby red-curtained house. At the doorway stood a burly older
man and— Tizbe! But not
the Tizbe she knew. Maia blinked. Her instant impression was that the var
hitchhiker had, in just twenty minutes, changed her clothes, dyed her hair, and
gained ten years! Lysos,
Maia thought, realizing how she'd been had. Leie and I planned to travel about,
pretending we were clones. I never expected to see the trick pulled in reverse! "These
frills distractin' you, Garn?" the big man asked, wiping his lips with the
back of one hand. Shaking his head vigorously, the youth replied. "N-no,
Jacko, they just—" "Lennie,
Rose, get your iced-up perfs inside!" cursed the woman who looked like
Tizbe. "No one's supposed to see that stuff, let alone get free
samples!" GLORY J6A50KJ 127 "Aw,
Mirri, we were just testin'—" one girl whined, dodging a slap. The bottle
was snatched out of her hand and she ran for the house. So,
Maia confirmed. Tizbe's no var. And her type gets meaner with age. With a
cold eye, the older woman turned and glared at Maia. "Who the vrilly hell
are you?" Maia
blinked. "Ah . . . nobody." "Then
take off, Nobody. You haven't seen—" "Garn!"
the big man shouted. The youth below, confused by both commotion and his
hormones, had forgotten the oncoming train and begun leaning on the lever,
perhaps to spare his painful tumescence. There came a deep, electric hum and
click. In dismay, he pushed the lever the other way, and shoved too far. Two
loud, grinding clicks. He yanked back. . A
shrill toot filled the air as an alarmed engineer threw his emergency brakes, watching
helplessly as momentum carried the oncoming locomotive along slick, invisible
magnetic fields onto a track already occupied by another train. The boy
dove under the platform. Everyone else ran. Maia
knew now why her assistant baggage handler had looked familiar. Past
the crowd that gathered to gawk at the damage, Maia saw once more the woman she
had mistaken for the hitchhiker, conversing intently with the real Tizbe. One
or both had dyed her hair, but side by side it was obvious. They wore older and
younger versions of the same face. And now
Maia recalled where she'd seen that visage before. Several sisters of their
clan had been lounging at a cafe on the main square in Lanargh, outside another
house equipped with plush curtains. Looking a second time, Maia saw the same
emblem above the building overlook- 128 DAVID B
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tracks—a grinning bull, grasping in its jaws a ringing bell. Most
towns possessed houses of ease—enterprises catering to human cravings,
especially those of deep winter and high • summer. "Escape valves,"
Savant Judeth had called them. "Bordellos," said Savant Claire, with
finality that forbade even asking what the latter word meant. The
reality seemed rather ordinary and businesslike. Such houses provided one
outlet for seamen who lacked invitations to clanholds when aurorae made their
blood run hot. And in deep winter, when men were more interested in game boards
than physical recreations, even normally cool Lamai sisters sometimes felt need
of "a comfort." Especially when glory fell from heaven, they would
head downtown, to visit one of those elegant palaces catering to richer hives. Naturally,
such profitable establishments were run by specialized clans, although frequent
use was made of hired var labor. Maia and Leie had never thought themselves
pretty or vapid enough for such a career. Still, they used to speculate what
went on inside such places. Both
Tizbe and "Mirri" looked her way, causing Maia to turn quickly,
feeling a chill of apprehension. What are such high-class smugs doing out here
in the sticks? It was
pure luck of Lysos that no one had been seriously hurt in the wreck,
considering how the two trains met in a tangle of sheet metal and spraying
lubricants. Medics from the town clinic were still treating scratches and
lacerations as the engineer of the second train shouted, pointing at his
locomotive, then at the boy, Garn, who looked downcast and miserable. Garn's
older colleague yelled back, clenching his hands menacingly. In a sudden
outburst, Jacko reached out and pushed the aggrieved engineer, who stumbled two
paces, blinking in surprise. That only seemed to catalyze Jacko. Although
physically no larger, he loomed over the GLORV SEASON 129 retreating
engineer, who now raised both hands placat-ingly. Jacko
punched him in the face. Onlookers
gasped as the engineer fell down. Whimpering, he tried crawling backward,
holding a bloody nose. With dismay he saw Jacko follow, bearing down, clearly
intent on more mayhem. Reading the engineer's bewilderment, Maia sensed the
fallen man was furiously trying to remember something he had known in the past,
but lately forgotten—like how to form a fist. Abruptly,
the woman Maia had mistaken for Tizbe was at Jacko's side, tugging his arm. It
looked impossible, like trying to restrain a berserk sash-horse. Panting hard,
Jacko appeared not to notice until Mirri reached up and took his ear, twisting
it to get his attention. He winced, paused, started to turn. Gradually, her
crooning words penetrated, until he finally nodded jerkily, allowing her to
pull his elbow, drawing him about and leading him through the hushed crowd
toward the red-curtained house. Of
course. That's another of their jobs. Despite all the laws and codes and
sanctuaries, despite the well-tended hospitality halls of the great clans,
there were always troubles in coastal towns during high summer, when aurorae
danced and bright Wengel Star called out the old beast in males. Rutting men
with nowhere to go, brawling and making enough noise to shame storm-season
tempests. Pleasure clans knew sophisticated lore for handling such situations.
The house mistress seemed quite skilled, luckily for the poor engineer. Only
it's not summer! Maia thought, struggling with confusion. This shouldn't have happened: Through
the dispersing throng, Maia glanced past the wreck at Tizbe—the real one this
time—who looked right back at her, eyes filled with a glint of dark
speculation. Humans
aren't like certain fish or plants, for whom sex is but one option. Something
in sperm is vital to form the crucial placenta, which nurtures babies in the
womb. Reproduction entirely without males—parthenogenesis—appears to be
impossible for mammals. The best we can do is emulate a process used by some
creatures on Earth, called amazonogenesis. Mating with a male is still needed,
to spark conception, but the offspring are clones, genetically identical to
their mother. "Fine,"
said the early separationists of Herlandia. "We'll design males to serve
this purpose, and no other!" Remember
the Herlandia drones? Tiny, useless things, their creation cannot be called
cruel, since they were programmed for unending bliss, stroked like pampered lap
dogs, always eager at beck and call, to do their duty. They
were abominations! To take powerful, graceful beings
such as men—so full of curiosity and zest for life— -and turn them into
phlegmatic freaks, this was abhorrent. Naturally it failed. Even without direct
genetic involvement, pallid fathers will sire a pallid race. Besides,
shall we eliminate variability entirely? What if circumstances change? We may
need the gene-churning magic of normal sexuality, from time to time. The
Enemy's arrival at Herlandia brought that experiment to an abrupt,
well-deserved end. Naturally, the womenfolk of that colony world defended their
brave new civilization with no end of ingenuity and courage. But when they most
needed that special wrath which makes warriors, they found that they had
purposely jettisoned one of its primal fonts. Lap dogs aren't much help when
monsters prowl the sky. That,
my sisters, is another reason we should not entirely abandon the male side. Car
descendants may encounter times when it has its uses. There
were no recitations from the travel guide when the journey recommenced. Tizbe
read her book in silence, or stared through the dusty window at the monotonous
countryside. Maia found the silence unnerving. Her thoughts roiled from all she
had seen, and more she suspected lay unseen. Until now, she had attributed many
queer incidents to "other ports, other lands." Now she knew with a
sinking feeling. Something's happening. And I don't think I'm going to like it. Back
home, one thing always used to make her more aggressive than Leie—curiosity.
Even punishment seldom dissuaded Maia from pursuing inquiries that were
"none of a summerling's business," She had sworn to suppress the
trait, especially since the storm. I'm practical now. A lone var has to be. But
there was no real option of turning away, this time. Like a loose tooth, the agony
of leaving this mystery alone would drive her crazy. Whenever
she felt certain the other woman wasn't looking, Maia sneaked glances at
Tizbe's carpet-sided valise, which almost certainly held more than just
clothing. Dammit.
Can I afford more trouble? The
young blonde yawned, put her book aside, and 134 DAVID 8
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across the gunnysacks, giving Maia a good look at the dark roots of her dyed
hair. After Clay Town, she knew this was no spoiled summerling, wandering in
idle search of a cushy niche, but a full daughter-member of a hive with
connections' stretching far beyond Maia's own limited experience. Tizbe wasn't
just "looking around." She was on duty, working for her family
business. Picture
a rich, powerful clan. Its chief livelihood is pleasure houses. A complex,
profitable enterprise, demanding much more than strong hands and a pretty face. Although
they ran no house in Port Sanger, she had seen the type on occasion, walking
proudly in fine traveling robes or riding lugar-borne litters, tending business
at the best holds, and even dropping by for visits with the Lamai mothers. Special,
door-to-door massage service? Maia wondered. But that was too simplistic. Few
of those visits had been in high summer or winter. Lamais were a
self-controlled lot, who never thought of sex at other times of year. Couriers,
then? A door-to-door message service? Their main business would be a perfect
cover for a profitable sideline, delivering communiques between allied clans,
for example. But what sort of message would be worth the fees they'd charge? Pretty
damn dangerous ones, Maia figured. Or, she added, looking at the valise.
Dangerous goods. That
bottle of blue-green powder, glistening and sloshing like liquid ... It was
something you gave men, apparently. Something linked to one youth's
inconvenient erection, another man's unseasonal rage. Maia recalled the earlier
incident aboard the Wotan, when those -sailors seemed aroused by her nakedness,
despite it being autumn and she a mere summerling, a virgin, and filthy
besides. That time the mysterious courier had been male, but after weeks at sea
and on the rails, she now knew CLoRV S Ј A J o xi 135 groups
of women and men were capable of cooperating in complex endeavors. Including
crime? The
blonde woman lay sprawled with one arm over her eyes, snoring softly. Maia
stood up with a sigh. I know I'm gonna regret this. She
took one hesitant step.. Another. A floorboard creaked, making her flinch. She
peered near her feet. Through the dust, nail heads showed where the joists
were. Maia resumed her creep more carefully, until finally she crouched next to
the sleeping woman. The
suitcase was woven from coarse fabric, with designs of abstract, interlocking
geometric forms. A soft hum told of some metal part vibrating in harmony with
the magnetic-pulse impeller of the locomotive. Examining the lock mechanism,
she saw that the simple keyhole was cosmetic camouflage. Three small buttons
protruded along one side. Maia blew a silent sigh, recognizing expensive
technology. There would be a code for pressing them in a certain order, or an
alarm might go off. Maia
backed away cautiously, and returned with a thin, stiff length of wire,
normally used to bind heavy articles of baggage. Checking once more that her
"assistant" still slept, she began working one end of the wire
between the heavy fabric's warp and weft. With a final shove, it pierced
through and met softer resistance, presumably Tizbe's clothes. Pushing farther
revealed nothing. Maia drew the wire out again, and repeated the procedure a
few centimeters away, with the same result. I could
be wrong . . . about a lot of things. Maia squatted on her haunches, pondering.
Prudence urged that she forget about it. Curiosity
and obstinacy were stronger. She shifted her weight, maneuvering to get at the
satchel from another angle ... 136 DAVID B
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floorboard groaned, like a dying animal. Maia's breath caught. It can't have
been as loud as that! It's just because I'm nervous. Eyeing Tizbe, Maia
wondered what she'd say if the clone wakened to find her here. The hitchhiker
smacked her lips and changed position slightly, then settled down again,
snoring a little louder. Dry-mouthed, Maia positioned her tool at a new
location and worked it once more between the fibers. It resisted, penetrated,
and then halted with an abrupt, faint tinkling sound. Aha! She
repeated the experiment several more times, delving a rough map of the
satchel's interior. For a var on the road, Tizbe seemed to be carrying few
personal effects and a lot of heavy glass bottles. Gingerly,
Maia backed away until she was safely at her desk again. She tossed aside the
wire, chewing her lower lip. So, now you know Tizbe's a courier, carrying
something mysterious. You still can't prove anything illegal's going on. All
the sneaking around, the whispers at dockside, rich clones pretending to be
poor vars, those might point to crime. Or they might have legitimate reasons
for secrecy, business reasons. A
second aspect worried Maia more. The chaos in Lanargh may have been partly
caused by this. The accident in Clay Town sure was. Could anything that makes
so much trouble be legal? In
theory, the law was where all three social orders met as equals. In practice,
it took time to learn the marsh of planetary, regional, and local codes, as
well as precedents and traditions passed down from the Founding, and even Old
Earth. Large clans often deputized one or more full daughters to study law,
argue cases, and cast block votes during elections. What young var could afford
to give more than a passing glance through dusty legal tomes, even when they
were available? The system might seem CLORV S Ђ A J 0 XI 137 intentionally
designed to exclude the lower classes, except why bother, since clones far
outnumbered summerlings, anyway? Maia
shook her head. She needed advice, wisdom, but how to get it? Long Valley
didn't even have an organized Guardia. What need, with reavers and other
coastal troubles far away, and men banished during rut time? There
was one place Maia could go. Where a young var like her was supposed to take
troubles beyond her grasp. She
decided she had better try something else, first. The
train's last stop for the day was Holly Lock. This time, Tizbe didn't even
pretend to help as Maia hauled packages, struggled with the cumbersome Musseli
accounting system, then faced the scrutiny of a hairsplitting freight-mistress.
With an airy "g'bye-see-you-round!" the blonde traveler was gone. By
the time Maia finished, she was telling herself good riddance. Let those
cryptic bottles be someone else's problem. Holly
Lock.was little more than a cluster of warehouses, grain elevators, and cattle
chutes on one side of the tracks, and a warren of small houses for singleton
vars and microclans on the other. There was nothing resembling even the modest
"town center" of Port Sanger, where a few civil servants performed
their functions, ignored by the population at large. Hefting her bag, Maia
paused in front of the station office, where an older,
slightly-less-unfriendly-looking Musseli chatted with a burly woman whose
suntan was the color of rich copper. As Maia stood indecisively in the doorway,
the stationmaster looked up with a raised eyebrow. "Yes?" On
impulse, Maia decided. "Excuse me for intruding, madame, but . . ."
She swallowed. "Can you tell me 138 DAVID 8
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I'd find a savant in town? One who has net access? I need to buy a
consultation." The two
older women looked at each other. The sta-tionmaster snickered. "A savant,
you say? A sav-ant. I think mebbe I heard o' such things. Is they anythin' like
smart bees?" Her sarcastic rendition of man-speech made Maia blush. The
woman with the weathered skin had eyes that crinkled when she smiled.
"Now, Tess. She's an earnest little varling. Lysos, can you figure what a
consult's gonna cost her, not gettin' clan rates? Must need it pretty
bad." She turned to Maia. "Got no licensed savants in this part o'
the valley, little virgie. But tell you what. I'm swinging past Jopland Hold on
my way back to the mine. Could give you a lift." "Um.
Do they have—" "An
uplink, sure. Richest mothers in these parts. Got full console • an'
everything. But maybe you won't have to use it. What you're really needing, I
figure, is some good motherly advice. Could save you the cost of a
consult." Motherly
advice was what she had been taught to seek, if ever in trouble out in the
world. Ideally, the mothers of the largest, best-respected local clan were
available not just to their own daughters, but anyone, even man. or var, who
was righteous and in need. In fact, Maia didn't have much appetite for a band
of elderly clones, accustomed to holding feudal court out in the sticks,
pouring platitudes and assigning her verses from the Book of the Founders. But she
says they have a console. "All
right," she said, and turned to the stationmaster. "I'm afraid that
means—" "Don't
tell me. You may not make it back in time to catch the 6:02. Oh, shoot."
The Musseli yawned to show how upset she was. "I guess there's always
another var CLORV J Ђ A $ O XI 139 waitin'
in the pool. Come back and we'll put you in queue for another run,
sometime." Great.
Lost seniority and maybe a week waiting around for another train. This is
already costing me plenty. Maia
had a gnawing feeling it was going to add up to a lot more, before she was
done. We are
programmed to find sex pleasurable for one simple reason—because animals who
mate have offspring. Those who do not mate have none. Traits that result in
successful reproduction get reinforced and passed on. Evolution is that simple. It is
therefore useless to bemoan as evil the fact that men tend toward aggression.
Among our. ancestors, aggression often helped males have more offspring than
their competitors. "Good" or "evil" had little to do with
it. That
is, until we reached consciousness, at which point, good and evil became
pertinent indeed! Behaviors which might be excusable in dumb beasts can seem
perverted, criminal, when performed by thinking beings. Just because a trait is
"natural" does not oblige us to keep it. While
Herlandia's radicals went too far, we can surely do better than those timorous
compromisers back on New Terra
or Florentina, making timid, minuscule changes by consensus only. For instance,
without eliminating male feistiness entirely, we can channel it to certain
narrow seasons, as in rutting animals like deer and elk. Other inconvenient or
dangerous traits can be quarantined, isolated, so our daughters need no longer
face them year-round, day in, day out. Boldness
and insight are needed for this endeavor, as well as compassion for the
inevitable struggles our descendants shall have to endure. 7 The sun
was low when Maia finished helping the big woman load her buckboard. On their
way out of town, they paused at the transients' hostel, where Maia ran inside
to store her duffel. Not that it held much of value. Just clothes and a few
mementos, including a book of ephemerides Leie had given her as a birthday
present. There was also a small, blackened lump of stone. A gift from Old Coot
Bennett—before the light left his rheumy eyes—which he had sworn was a true
meteorite. Maia didn't want to leave her possessions, but it made no sense to
haul them to Jopland Hold and back for just one night. Stuffing a few items
into her jacket pockets;- she took a receipt from the Musseli attendant and
hurried to catch her ride. Heavily
laden, the horse-drawn wagon moved slowly along the narrow dirt road north of
town, jostling over ruts and bumps left untended since the storms of summer.
Floating dust tickled the membranes under Maia's eyelids, causing them to
flutter intermittently, dimming vision. "Valley council keeps puttin' off
fixin' these paths," the wagon's owner complained. "The biddies say
there's no money, but always seem to find it b'fore harvest time! 144 DAVID B
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run everything here, virgie. Remember that, an' you'll get by." Perforate
farmers, Maia added silently. The sect appealed to smaller clans, not long
risen above the status of lowly vars. Even the wealthiest clans in Long Valley
were modest by coastal standards, unless they were cadet branches of
more-extended hives elsewhere. Maia's
benefactor came from such a branch. She was a Lerner. Maia knew the family,
whose scattered offshoots had wedged holdings throughout Eastern Continent,
wherever there were ore deposits too meager to attract big mining concerns, and
communities with needs a smalltime forging operation could fill. Hard
experience had taught Lerner Clan the limits of their talents. Whenever one of
their operations grew large enough to draw competition, they would always sell
out and move on. It's a
niche, though, Maia supposed. Few vars established a nameline of their own, let
alone one so numerous. She was in no position to judge. Calma
Lerner seemed friendly enough. A woman with man-sized hands nearly as hard as
the gritty, reddish ingots Maia had helped load, brought on today's train from
far-off Grange Head. The alloys would be mixed with local iron, using household
recipes passed down from mother to daughter for generations, to make
unpretentious Lerner Steel. Back in
Port Sanger, the local Lerners did not endure the prairie sun, and so were much
paler. Yet, there was a sense of familiarity, as if she and Calma ought to be
gossiping about acquaintances they had in common. Of course they had none. The
familiarity went one way. Nor would Calma likely recall Maia if they met again.
People tended not to bother memorizing, or even much noticing, a face with just
one owner. Still,
as tawny countryside rolled slowly by, the older woman began showing some of
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0 R Y SEASON 145 fability,
letting herself be drawn out about life on this great, flat, alluvial plain.
Calma and her family worked the earth out north of Holly Lock, where faulting
had brought to surface a rare fold of bedrock containing a promising mix of
elements. Back when settlement at this end of the valley was still new, three
young cadets from an established Lerner hold had arrived from the coast to work
those narrow seams and set up smithies. Across four generations there had been
hard times and some years of prosperity. There were now six adults in the
midget offshoot clan, and four clone daughters of various ages. That did not
count one summerling boy, plus a dozen or so transient var employees. When
she discovered that Maia's education included a tape course in chemistry, Calma
began warming to her, growing effusive about the challenges and delights of
metallurgy on the frontier—shaping and transforming the raw stuff of the planet
to satisfy human needs. "You can't imagine the satisfaction," she
said, waving broad arms toward the horizon, where the setting sun seemed to set
fire to a sea of grain. "There's great opportunities out here for a
youngster with the right hardworkin' attitude. Yes. Fine opportunities
indeed." Out of
courtesy, and because she had taken a liking to her companion, Maia refrained
from laughing aloud. Some dead ends weren't hard to spot, and poof Calma was
describing a real loser. "I'll think about it," Maia replied
carefully, concealing amusement. With a
sudden pang, she realized she had been filing away the Lerner clone's words.
Storing them with the habitual intention of repeating them later ... for Leie.
She couldn't help it. Patterns of a lifetime die hard. Sometimes harder than
frail human beings. "You'd
think they already had enough wine for a funeral," she recalled
complaining to her twin one winter when they were four, as they labored at a
ratcheted crank, oper- 146 DAVID B R I XI CLORV S6A50KI 147 ating
pulleys to descend into a pit of stone. "Are they gonna have us gain' up
and down all night?" "Could
be," Leie had replied breathlessly, her voice echoing down the narrow
dumbwaiter shaft. Clicking softly, the winch marked each centimeter of descent
like the beating of a clock. "There was glory frost on the sills this
morning an' you know that puts 'em in a party mood. I'm bettin' the Lamais have
more in mind than a ceremony to mulch three grandmas." Maia
recalled wincing at the sarcastic image. Although Lamais were cool toward their
var-daughters, they tended to mellow with age, even going as far as showing
real affection late in life. Two of the departed grannies had almost been nice.
Besides, it was wrong to speak ill of the dead. They say Stratos reuses all the
atoms we give back to her, and each piece of us goes on to help new life. Abstract
solace had seemed pallid that day, after Maia's first direct contact with
death. The cramped elevator car had felt stifling, rocking unpleasantly as they
turned the crank. Their lanterns set the stone walls glittering where moisture
leaked from the poorly caulked kitchens above, and echoes of their heavy
breathing had fluttered like trapped souls against the walls of the pit. When
the wooden box hit bottom, they stepped out with relief. In one direction,
sealed bins contained enough grains and emergency supplies to withstand a
siege. Tier upon tier of shelving held kegs and glittering rows of wax-dipped
bottles. Carrying
a hand-scrawled list, Leie sauntered toward the wine racks to fetch the
vintages they had been sent for. Knowing her sister wouldn't mind a brief
desertion, Maia had walked down another narrow aisle, using her lantern to play
light across a stone portal enclosing a door made lavishly of reinforced steel. The
surrounding rock was a maze of deep cuts and grooves. Some incisions were
twisty, others straight and -wide
enough to slip a blade inside. A few knobs would depress a little if you
pushed, emitting enticing clicks, hinting at some hidden mechanism. The one
time she had asked a Lamai about the door, Maia had received a slap that left
her ears ringing. Leie used to fantasize about what mysterious riches lay
beyond, while Maia was seized by the puzzle itself. Smuggling paper and pencil
to trace the outlines, she would spend hours contemplating combinations and
secret codes. It had to be a tough one, since the Lamai blithely sent
un-supervised varlings to the cellar, on errands. On that
day, after finishing loading bottles aboard the dumbwaiter, Leie had come
alongside to put an arm around Maia's shoulder. "Don't let the vrilly
jigsaw get you down. Maybe we can sneak a hydraulic jack- down here, one smuggy
piece at a time. Bam! No more mystery!" "It's
not that," Maia had answered, shaking her head despondently. "I was
just thinking about those old women, those grandmas. We knew 'em. They were
always around while we were little, like the sun an' air. Now they're just
lying in the chapel, all stiff and ..." She shivered. The funeral had been
their first to attend, as four-year-olds. "And all those others in the
first row, lookin' like they knew it was gonna be their turn soon." Full-blood
Lamais normally lived a ripe twenty-eight or twenty-nine Stratoin years. When
one of'them went, however, a whole "class" tended to follow within
weeks. No one expected this to be the last funeral of the season, or of the
month. "I
know," Leie replied in a voice gone unusually reflective. "It scared
me, too." Maia
had rested her head against her sister's, com-! forted by knowing someone
understood the questions troubling her soul. On
their way back up the dank elevator shaft, Leie had tried to lighten the mood
by relating some gossip 148 DAVID B
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up that morning from another town varling. It seemed several younger sisters of
Saxton Clan had started a ruckus near the harbor, harassing sailors until, in
desperation, the men called the Guardia and— A covey
of spiny-fringed pou birds erupted across the road, causing the sash-horses to
neigh and prance while Calma Lerner pulled the reins, speaking to soothe the
frightened beasts. The birds vanished into a cane brake, pursued by a clutch of
pale foxes. Maia
blinked, holding her breath for several seconds. The flood of memory had
briefly seemed more vivid than the dusty present. Perhaps the rocking wooden
bench seat reminded her of the creaking dumbwaiter. Or some other subconscious
cue, a smell, or glitter in, the twilight, had triggered the unsought fit of
retrospection. Funny.
Now that her train of thought was broken, Maia couldn't recall what choice bit
of hearsay Leie had shared with her that day, while the two of them hung
suspended between cellar and scullery. Only that she had guffawed, covering her
mouth to keep her squeals from echoing throughout the house. Her sides had hurt
for hours afterward, both from laughter and the effort of suppressing it, and
Leie had joined in, giggling, barely able to hold the crank still. A wine
bottle tipped over, cracking and dribbling red liquid across the wooden floor.
The crimson pool had spread and found its way through wooden slats to audibly
splatter, after a brief delay, into the tomblike cellar far below. Why
don't you leave me alone? Maia thought plaintively, shaking her head and
fighting tears. Memory wasn't what she wanted or needed, right now. Poignancy
was a bitter tang in her mouth and eyes. Yet it
was a mixed thing. While renewed mourning hurt, the sweetness of that
recollected laughter seemed to suffuse a deeper part of her, permeating the
wound with a a sad
pleasure, a tryst solace. Against her will, Maia found herself wearing a faint
smile. Maybe
all we get is moments, she thought, and decided not to resist quite so hard if
another happy memory came to mind. Calma
Lerner hadn't spoken in some time, perhaps sensing her passenger's absorption.
So Maia gave a start when the woman abruptly announced, "Your stop's
comin' up. Jopland Hold. Over past that orchard." While
Maia's thoughts had turned inward and the afternoon faded, a dark expanse of
fruit trees had appeared just beyond a gurgling watercourse. She peered at the
plantation, whose disciplined array of slender trunks made ever-changing row-and-lattice
patterns. As the wagon clattered across a plank bridge, the cultivated forest
seemed to explode around Maia in an ecstasy of planned geometry, a crystalline
study in living wood. The rapidly dimming light only enhanced each viewing
angle, trading ease of distance for an impression of infinity. Soon
Maia noticed that the trees came arrayed with an illumination all their own.
Dim flickerings along the myriad branches made her blink in surprise. At first
they looked like decorations, but then she realized they must be glow beetles,
setting the orchard's columns and intersections glittering with earnest,
insectoid mating displays. Shimmering wavelets coursed down the serried
avenues. One could trace those ripples, Maia observed, much as one might
briefly track the parallel harmonies of a four-part fugue . . . only by letting
go. It must
be a sight later on, she thought, wishing she could stay and swim forever in
this pocket galaxy, a swarm of miniature stars. The
road emerged from the forest, leaving the rippling lattice behind. Up ahead,
the more-stolid light of a lesser moon fell on a cluster of handsome farm
buildings, including a two-story house made of adobe or reinforced 150 DAVID B
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0 R V SEASON 151 sod.
Antennas aimed toward the sparse array of satellites still functioning in high
orbit. "Jopland
Home," Calma Lerner repeated. "Since it's late, they'll put you up in
a barn, I figure. Code of hospitality. But if you get on their wrong side,
don't worry. Just follow my wheel ruts northwest three kilos, bank right at the
big willow, go two more klicks an' follow your nose. People say they can smell
Lerner Hold long before they get to it. Never noticed, myself." "Thanks."
Maia nodded. "Oh, is that easy to do? I mean, getting on their wrong
side." Calma
shrugged. "Everyone around here comes to Jopland for judgments, sooner or
later. You learn to be careful how you say things. That's all." The
wagon pulled by a tall gate in the slotted fence without slowing. Maia swung out
and walked alongside for a few meters. "Thanks for the warning, and the
lift." "Nothin'
to it. Good luck with your con-sult-ation!" The big woman laughed with an
airy wave. Soon the wagon was gone from sight, trailing a low cloud of dust. Several
large carriages filled the drive in front of the main house. A young woman,
probably a var servant, curried more horses at a watering trough. This must be
the social hub of the county, Maia thought, knocking at the front door. A
towering lugar soon answered, dressed in a green-and-yellow-striped vest that
had seen better days. The white-furred creature tilted its grizzled head, and
an inquiring mew escaped its muzzle. "A
citizen seeks wisdom," Maia pronounced clearly, slowly. "I ask
guidance from the mothers of Jopland Hold." The
lugar stared at her for several seconds, then made a low, rumbling sound at the
back of its throat. It turned, vaguely motioning for Maia to follow. I While
the outside walls were adobe, the interior of the mansion was richly lined with
veneered hardwood, foreign to these upland plains. Wall sconces gave off pale
electric illumination, highlighting a garish emblem over the main stairway—a
plow encircled with sheaves of wheat. At least there are no statues, Maia
thought. The
lugar spread two heavy, sliding doors and ushered her into a brighter room,
presumably the main hall. A drifting haze stung Maia's eyes. Men, she saw in
surprise. There were about a dozen of them, sprawled on somewhat worn sofas and
cushions puffing long-stemmed pipes while four young servants hurried from the
kitchen carrying steins of brown ale. The male nearest the door was reading
quietly under a lamp. Further away, two of them faced a flickering telescreen,
watching some faraway sporting competition. Several in the far corner could be
seen poring over a miniature Game of Life set, only a meter on a side, its
gridlike surface covered with tiny black, white, or purple squares that clicked
and throbbed under the players' concentrated gaze, sweeping mysterious, ever-changing
patterns across the board. The rest of the men sat quietly, immersed in their
own thoughts. Few had even bothered changing out of their work clothes— red,
orange, or black one-piece uniforms of the three railroad guilds. Maia guessed
every male within forty miles must be in this room tonight. The clans are
starting winter wooing early, just like back home, she thought. Twice
in that first sweep of the room, Maia had seen men yawn. No doubt most had put
in a long day's work before coming out this way. Still, they didn't appear to
be showing fatigue, but ennui. Looks
like I came at a bad time. No
adult women were visible, yet. Except in summer, men generally preferred
evenings that started quietly, without pressure. So the chosen Joplands were
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mail-order catalogs promised would stoke that dormant spark of male desire.
Maia glanced at the four serving girls stepping carefully around their guests,
trying to be unobtrusive. Two of them, though of different ages, wore identical
features—olive of complexion, small-built, but with well-toned muscles. Their
proudest adornment was their silky black hair, which they kept long despite the
valley's ever-wafting dust. Those
must be winter daughters, Maia decided, estimating their ages at four and five.
The other two girls, older and not as well dressed, were definitely not
identical and probably var employees. Several
men glanced up when Maia entered. Most quickly lost interest and went back to
what they had been doing, but one young fellow, clean-shaven and tidier than
the others, took more than a moment in his perusal, and even smiled faintly
when she met his eyes. He shifted in his chair, and Maia felt a fluttering
panic that he was about to come over and speak to her! What could she possibly
say if he did? At that
moment, a brush of air told Maia of doors opening behind her. The young man
looked past her, sighed, and sank down again. With an odd mix of relief and
disappointment, Maia turned to see what had caused such a reaction. "Who
are you, and what are you doing here?" The
imperious tone seemed not at all anomalous coming from the short, dowdy figure
confronting Maia, arms crossed. Apparently Joplands went to flesh with age,
although the woman's shoulders implied considerable strength, even late in
life. The lovely skin tone of the youngsters had gone to leather, but the
silken black hair was unchanged. That was another thing about being a var.
Unlike normal folk, you had no clear idea what you'd look like when you got
older. Maia wasn't sure she didn't prefer it that way. CLORV 153 "A
citizen comes beseeching aid," she said, bowing courteously before the
elder Jopland. "I've seen your uplink, O Mother, and must ask aid in
consulting the sages of Caria." She
hadn't meant to speak loudly, but her words carried. Suddenly, the room's
relative quiet fell to utter hush. A glimmer of interest seemed to rise beneath
the hooded eyelids of the nearby men, much to the irritation of the Jopland
matriarch. "Oh,
must you, variant-daughter? You figure on saying something the savants might be
interested in?" "I
do, Mother. And I see your system is operational." She gestured toward the
ancient tele. From the look on the old woman's face, Maia had just given her
one more reason to hate the machine, but it was a valued accessory for
attracting men to soirees like this one. "By the ancient codes," Maia
concluded, "I ask help arranging my call." A
deeply pursed frown. The elder obviously hated having codes quoted to her by a
statusless stripling. "Hmph. You have lousy timing." There was a
pause. "We aren't obliged to pay your charges. I expect you can cover
them?" When
Maia reached for her purse, the crone hissed. "Not here, witling! Have you
no shame?" Maia blinked in confusion. Was there some local Perkinite
custom against handling money in front of men? "Forgive me, Mother."
She bowed again. "Mm.
This way, then. And you!" The old woman snapped her fingers at one of the
var serving girls. "That gentleman's glass is empty!" With a sniff,
she turned and led Maia down a narrow hallway. The
corridor took them by a room where, in passing, Maia glimpsed several young
women making preparations. Jopland ferns were handsome creatures in their
prime, Maia conceded, between ages six and twelve. Especially if you liked
strong jaws and boldly outlined brows. But then, 154 DAVID 8
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was no accounting for the tastes of men, who grew increasingly finicky as
Wengel Star receded and the auro-rae died. The
young Joplands shared mirrors with one pair and a trio of clones from other
families—the first type tall, with frizzy hair, and the other broad of shoulder
and hip, with breasts ample enough to feed quadruplets. Apparently, Jopland
shared the expense of hosting with a couple of allied clans. By the looks of
banked enthusiasm Maia had witnessed in the Main Hall, they probably had to
throw several such evenings to get just a few winter pregnancies. Given
the size of the house, Maia had expected to see more fecund Joplands, till she
realized. There's talk of a population drop in the valley, just when it's
rising elsewhere. Of
course. The boom along the coast comes mostly from "excess" summer
births. But these smugs are Perkinites. Men are kept away in summer, just to
avoid that kind of pregnancy! That explained why she had seen no var-daughters,
women half-resembling their Jopland mothers. Maia
wanted to linger, curious how these frontier women managed something even rich,
attractive, seaside Lamatia found tricky at times. "This way," the
elder Jopland hissed, interrupting her perusal. "Uh,
sorry, ma'am." Bending her head, Maia hurried after her reluctant hostess. The
communications chamber was spare, barely a cabinet. The standard console lay on
a rickety table, bundles of cable exiting through a hole in the wall. Only the
chairs looked comfortable, for mothers to use during long-range business calls,
but those were pulled away and a bare stool set in front of the table instead.
With a gnarled finger, the aged Jopland touched a switch causing the small
screen to come alight with a pearly glow. "Guest
call. Accounting on completion," she told the machine, then turned to
Maia. "If you can't cover the JL charges,
you'll work it off. One month per
hundred. Agreed?" Maia
felt a flare of anger. The offer was outrageous. The rudest Port Sanger
summerling has better breeding than you, "mother." But then, breeding
and style weren't what it took to win and hold a niche out here on the prairie.
Once again, Maia recalled—a var's place wasn't to judge. "Agreed,"
she bit out. The Jopland smiled. This
had better not cost a lot! Working for clones like these would be patarkal
hell. Maia
sat down facing the standard-model console. Somewhere she had heard that it was
one of just nine photonic devices still mass-produced in ancient factories on
Landing Continent. Others included the all-purpose motors used on the solar
railway, and the Game of Life set she had glimpsed minutes before, in the main
hall. Maia had never actually used a console in earnest. She tried recalling
Savant Judeth's cursory lessons back at Lamatia. Let's see ... it's on voice
mode, so if I phrase my request— Maia
suddenly realized she hadn't heard the door close. Turning, she saw the Jopland
matriarch leaning against the jamb, arms crossed. "I
ask the courtesy-right of privacy," Maia said, hating the other woman for
making it necessary. The crone smirked. "Clock's already ticking, virgie. Have
fun." With a click, the door closed behind her. Damn!
Now Maia saw the chronometer display in the upper left corner of the screen,
whirling rapidly. It showed charges of eleven credits already! Nervously, she
spoke toward the machine. "Uh, I need to talk to someone . . . a savant?
Or someone in the guardia?" This
was going badly. "Oh yes! In Caria City!" The
screen, which had so far remained obtusely blank, at last resolved into a
pattern of boxes. A logical array, she recalled from lessons. Along the top it
said: 156 DAVID B
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Address Zone — City of Caria generic
reference-type sought Imprecise partial cues — "savant" and/or "guardia"
Suggested clarification — SUBJECT MATTER? __ Maia
perceived it would be a mistake to try parsing her question in the proper
formal way. What she saved in processing costs would be more than lost in
connection time. Perhaps, if she just talked at it, the machine would extract
what it needed. "I'm
not sure. I've seen strange things, in Lanargh and in Clay Town. Men acting
like it was summer, but it's not, you know? I think they must've eaten or
sniffed something. Something people want kept secret. Some kind of blue powder?
In glass bottles? ..." The
screen flickered several times, with boxes rearranging themselves across the
screen, each containing one or more of her spoken words. An array of
interlinking arrows kept shifting connections between the boxes as she spoke.
Maia had to concentrate to keep the dazzling puzzle from transfixing her.
"... there was a girl from one of the pleasure clans, I think they use an
emblem with a bull and a ringing bell. She's carrying the bottles like some
sort of courier—" Suddenly
the boxes seemed to collapse, as if her thoughts had abruptly resolved in neat
cubes, coalescing into a configuration of pristine clarity, a logically
consistent whole. The picture lasted just an instant, too brief to read
consciously. Maia felt a pang of loss when it vanished. The
pattern was replaced by a human face—a woman wearing her slightly wavy brown
hair in a simple fall down one side, kept in place by an elegant gold barrette.
In handsome middle age, the woman regarded Maia for a long moment, then spoke
with a voice of authority. L 0 R
Y SEASON 157 "You
have reached Planetary Equilibrium Security. State name and nascence
affiliation." Maia
had never heard of the organization before. Nervously, she identified herself.
For official purposes a var used the last name of her maternal clan, though it
felt strange mouthing the words—"Maia per Lamai." "All
right, please go back over, your story. From the beginning this time, if you
please?" Maia
was gnawingly aware that charges had eaten half her meager savings. "It
all began when my sister and I took our first var-voyage jobs on the colliers
Wotan and Zeus. When we hit Lanargh I saw a man in fancy clothes who wasn't a
sailor come down to the docks and meet three of our sailors who then acted real
strange, pinching me and saying summery stuff even though it was autumn and I
was filthy and, well, they couldn't have smelled any, well, you know, I'm just
a ..." "A
virgin. I understand," the official said. "Go on," "In
fact, my sister and I ..." Maia swallowed hard, forcing herself to
concentrate on bare facts. The Lysos-damned clock seemed to be speeding up!
"We saw men acting that way all over town! Then in Grange Head I got this
job working on the railroad and I saw the same thing happen in front of a house
in Holly Lock that's run by the same pleasure clan and Tizbe—" "Hold
. . . hold it!" The woman in the screen shook her head in puzzlement.
"Why are you talking so fast?" In
agony, Maia watched the counter take up her last savings. Now she was doomed to
a month working for the Joplands. "I ... can't afford to talk to you
anymore. I didn't know it would be so expensive. I'm sorry." Downcast,
she reached for the cutoff switch. "Stop!
What are you doing?" The woman held up a hand. "Just . . . hold it a
second." She
turned to her left, leaning out of Maia's field of view. Maia looked up at the
corner of the screen where the 158 DAVID B
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spun on for a moment and then . . . stopped! She stared. An instant later, the
digits rippled, turning into a row of zeros! "Is
that better?" the woman asked, reappearing. "Can you talk easier
now?" "I
... didn't know you could do that." "Your
mothers never mentioned reversing charges on important calls to the
authorities?" Maia
shook her head. "I guess . . . they must've thought it'd make us
spendthrift, or lazy." The
policewoman let out a snort. "Well, now you know. So. Are we calmer? Yes?
Let's backtrack, then, to where you say you first saw this bottle of blue
powder." In the
end, Maia realized she hadn't a whole lot to offer. Her
fantasies had ranged from disaster—her story proving to be trivial or
stupid—all the way to miraculous. Could this be what that savant on the tele in
Lanargh had been talking about, when she offered big rewards for
"information"? She had wondered. The
truth seemed to lie somewhere in between. The official, who called herself
Research Agent Foster, promised Maia a small but worthwhile fee to come to
Grange Head in fourteen days, and tell her story in detail to a magistrate who
was scheduled to pass through about then. Her expenses would also be covered,
so long as they were modest. Agent Foster did not volunteer any explanations
for the events Maia had seen, but from her demeanor of attentive but unbothered
interest, Maia got the impression this was one of many leads in a case already
long under way. They
seem awfully calm about it, Maia thought. Especially if someone was meddling
with the sexual cycle of the seasons. It had already caused one accident, and
who knew what chaos might ensue if it got out of hand? CLORV S e A 5 o xi 159 The
agent gave her a number to use if she ever had to call again, then signed off,
leaving on the screen something else Maia hadn't heard of before, a requisition
on Jopland Clan for one night's guest lodgings and a meal, at Colony expense. When
she went to the door, Maia found the matriarch standing there, wearing a broad
smile. "Did you finish your consultation, daughter?" she asked
eagerly. "Yes.
I'm finished now." "Good.
I'll have one of the servants show you a pallet in the barn. In the morn we'll
discuss how you'll work off your debt." For the
first time in weeks Maia felt a sense of relish, of anticipation. Leie would
have loved this. "Your
pardon, Revered Mother, but the barn won't do. In the morning, after a good
breakfast, I'll be happy to discuss your, um, lending me transportation back to
town." The
Jopland elder blanched, then flushed crimson in a reversal that was surprising,
given her dark complexion. She pushed Maia aside and hurriedly read the screen,
gargling in rage. "How did you do this! I warn you, .if this is some city
trick—" "Lysos,
I don't think so. You're welcome to call Planetary Equilibrium Security, if you
want to verify it." Maia
did not even know what the words meant, but they had dramatic effect. The old
woman swayed as if she had been struck. Only after visible effort did she
manage to speak in a harsh whisper. "I'll take you to your room." Out in
the hallway, Maia heard distant sounds of music and laughter. Apparently, a
decent party had gotten under way, after all. As a var, she was used to not
being invited to such affairs, and was unsurprised when the crone led her in
the other direction. It was a bit disturbing, though, when they descended steps
into the farmyard. 160 DAVID B
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dogs came to growl briefly at Maia before sidling away at a sharp command from
her host. "It's
not the barn I'm taking you to, don't worry. But we're goin' around the house.
I don't want you disturbing our guests." Through
front-facing windows, Maia heard hearty male laughter. Farther along, they
passed before several dimly lit rooms from which came breathy, hoarse sounds
unmistakable as anything but passion. Well, she thought, feeling her ears grow
warm, the Joplands ought to be happy. Seems they're getting their money's worth
tonight. Odds-on, at least one winter clone would be ignited by the labor of
these hardworking men. At the
far end of the southern wing stood several small apartments, each with its own
door and plank porch. There were no keys or locks. The matriarch pushed into
the last one and stood on tiptoe in order to tighten a bare bulb. Only wan
illumination spilled forth, explaining why there was no switch. That bulb would
never get too hot to touch. Over in one corner, a pair of folded blankets lay
atop a packed-straw mattress. Maia shrugged. She had slept worse. "Cockcrow
for breakfast, or none," her reluctant host said, departing without
another word. Maia closed the door, then set to laying out the bedclothes.
Finding a pitcher of water on a rickety table, she washed her face, took a long
drink from the spout, and reached up to turn out the light. Elsewhere
in the rambling farm complex, people were vigorously occupied making strong,
atonal harmonies. The music of joy, poets sometimes called it. To Maia it
sounded much more serious. Of
course, there were different rhythms for each time of year. In summer it was
men who eagerly sought, while i skeptical
women sometimes let themselves be convinced. These were patterns Maia had known
all her life. Nature's way. Well,
the way chosen for us by Lysos and the Founders, Maia pondered, listening in
the dark. It's hard to imagine any other. Maia
had thought about sex—two willing partners coming together, whether by wooing
or after being woo-ingly pursued. It seemed an act partly sublime, but also
filled with all the frenetic, damp, clasping after life that came from certain
knowledge of it slipping away. A fusion aimed at immortality, some called it. As a
young virgin, Maia would not feel that hormonal rush of desire, if at all,
until winter's deepest nadir. Still, for as much as a year before departing
Port Sanger she had begun experiencing sensations she felt must surely be
related. A faint longing, a void. She vaguely suspected sex might have a role
in filling it. A partial role. Sighs
and murmured cries. The sounds were fascinating, yet again Maia wondered if
there wasn't something more to it than a mere rubbing, release, and a mixing of
fluids. A union that enhanced and magnified what each party brought separately. Or am I
just naive? It was a private suspicion she had never dared share, even with
Leie. "You want to keep a smelly, scratchy man as a pet?" her twin
might have taunted. Even now, Maia had no idea what it was she really desired,
as if her desires had any relevance to the world. It took
an hour or two. Then matters settled down, allowing the prairie wind to win by
default, rustling the tall cane fields beyond the house and yard. Still, Maia
couldn't sleep. Her feelings were achurn from all that had occurred today.
Finally, with a sigh, she threw off the thin blankets, went to the door, and
stepped out to inhale the night. 162 DAVID 8
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scents were heavier than she was used to, growing up in the icy north. Yet one
musty-pleasant aroma she identified quickly. It accompanied a low, humming
rumble, emanating from the open-sided lugar barracks, where those shaggy,
obsessively gentle creatures huddled at night, whatever the temperature. Their
piquant scent, she had once read, was one of countless features programmed by
the founders, who gave the beasts great physical strength to serve womankind,
breaking one link of dependency that used*to bind females to males. , Certainly
the aroma was less pungent than the sweat tang given off by sailors back on
Wotan, whenever hard labor brought on that glistening, other-species sheen. Did
men also perspire so while making love? The thought added to Maia's heavy
ambivalence of attraction-revulsion. Walking
under the stars, she greeted with a smile her friends Eagle and Hammer. The
familiar constellations winked at her. On impulse, Maia snapped two leather
catches, opening the brass sextant at her wrist. Unfolding the alignment arms,
she took angle sightings on the horizon, on Ophir, the polestar, and the planet
Amaterasu. Now, if only she had a decent chronometer . . . Dogs
barked at some neighboring clanstead. Something winged and swift fluttered a
few meters overhead. Wind rustled the trees by the river, where glow beetles
were still busy at their mating display, more persistently amorous than humans,
casting glittering, ecstatic wavefronts to eerie rhythms. Whole swatches of
forest came alight, then winked off in unison. I wonder if there's a pattern,
Maia thought, fascinated by the spectacle of countless individual insects, each
reacting only to its nearest neighbors, combining in a life-show of tantalizing
intricacy, like the constellations that had always drawn her, or a labyrinthine
puzzle. . . . As she
reached the corner of the house, an ebb in the I breeze
caused the quiet to deepen, abruptly revealing a low murmur of voices. "...
you don't know what she said to the Pessies?" "That's
what scares me! I got no clue what she was at them about. But they reversed charges,
so it must've been more'n a nuisance call. We already heard from cousins on the
coast about a police agent nosing around. This stinks. You people promised
discretion, complete discretion!" The
fire bugs were forgotten. Maia slipped into shadows and peered toward the rear
veranda. She could make out the second speaker. It was the mother Jopland, or
one roughly the same age. The other person lay hidden, but when she laughed,
Maia felt a shock of recognition. "I
doubt she was calling about our little secret. I know the wench, and I'll bet
tit-squirrels to lugars that she's no agent. Couldn't figure her way out of a
gunnysack, that one." Thank
you, Tizbe, Maia thought with a chill. All of a sudden things seemed to make
sense. No wonder the Joplands had a successful wooing party, after such a
dismal start! While she had been talking to authorities in . Caria, Tizbe must
have arrived carrying bottles brimming with distilled summer. What wouldn't the
Joplands pay to have their slow population decline turned around in a simple,
efficient way? All the more so for devout. Perkin-ites, who didn't even like
men. They
were planning to give up their summer-banishment rule. The valley councils were
going to build sanctuaries, like along the coast. But with Tizbe's powder
there'd be no need to compromise their radical doctrine. Maia
had wondered if there was a practical side to the drug. Now she had her answer. I was
bothered by incidents in Lanargh, and the train collision in Clay Town. But
those happened because people were fooling around with the stuff, because it's
new. If it's used carefully, though, to help make winter sparking easier,
where's 164 DAVID BRIM the
harm? I didn't hear any of the men tonight crying out in misery. Naturally,
the Perkinites' long-range goal was unattainable. Perkies were crazy to dream,
of making men as rare as jacar trees, drug or no drug. Meanwhile, though, if
they found a short-term method for having their way in this valley, so what?
Even conservative clans like Lamatia tried to stimulate their male guests
during winter, with drink and light shows designed to mimic summer's auro-rae.
Was this powder fundamentally different? Maia
was tempted to walk up and join the conversation, just to catch the look on
Tizbe Seller's face. Perhaps, after getting over her surprise, Tizbe would be
willing to explain, woman to woman, why they were going to such lengths, or why
Caria City should give a damn. The
temptation vanished when Maia's former assistant spoke again. "Don't
worry about our little var informer. I'll see to things. It'll all be taken
care of long before she ever makes it back to Grange Head." A
sinking sensation yawned in Maia's gut. She backed around the corner of the
house as it began dawning on her just how much trouble she was in. Bleeders!
1 don't know anybody. Leie's gone. And I'm in it now, right up to my neck! One
great mystery is why sexual reproduction became dominant for higher life-forms.
Optimization theory says it should be otherwise. Take a
fish or lizard, ideally suited to her environment, with just the right internal
chemistry, agility, camouflage—whatever it takes to be healthy, fecund, and
successful in her world. Despite all this, she cannot pass on her perfect
characteristics. After sex, her offspring will be jumbles, getting only half of
their program from her and half their re-sorted genes somewhere else. Sex
inevitably ruins perfection. Parthenogenesis would seem to work better—at least
theoretically. In simple, static environments, well-adapted lizards who produce
duplicate daughters are known to have advantages over those using sex; Yet,
few complex animals are known to perform self- cloning.
And those species exist in ancient, stable deserts, always in close company
with a related sexual species. Sex has
flourished because environments are seldom static. Climate, competition,
parasites—all make for shifting conditions. What was ideal in one generation
may be fatal the next. With variability, your offspring get a fighting chance.
Even in desperate times, one or more of them may have what it takes to meet new
challenges and thrive. Each
style has its advantages, then. Cloning offers stability and preservation of
excellence. Sex gives adaptability to changing times. In nature it is usually
one or the other. Only lowly creatures such as aphids have the option of
switching back and forth. Until
now, that is. With the tools of creation in our hands, shall we not give our
descendants choice? Options? The best of both worlds? Let us
equip them to select their own path between predictability and opportunity. Let
them be prepared to deal with both sameness and surprise. Calma
had been right. You could zero in on Lerner Hold by sense of smell alone. That
was fortunate. Maia could tell north by the positions of the stars, seen
through a gathering overcast. But compass directions are useless when you have
no map or knowledge of the territory. Only Iris, the smallest moon, lit Maia's
path as she followed a rutted trail over wavelike prairie knolls until one
branch turned and dropped abruptly into a maze of water-cut ravines. A tangy,
metallic odor seemed to come from that direction, so with a pounding heart she
took the turn. Plunging
into the canyon, Maia had to feel her way at first, her fingers tracing a thick
layer of living topsoil that soon gave way to hard laminations of clay. Maia
found herself descending a series of hellish rents in the ground, as if the
skin of Stratos lay raked open by gigantic claws. Her
pupils adapted, splitting slitwise to let in a maximum of light. Succeeding
beds of clay and limestone alternately shone or glittered or simply drank
whatever moonbeams reached this deep into the canyon. It all depended, Maia
supposed, on what mix of tiny sea creatures had fallen to the ocean bottom
during whatever long-ago 168 DAVID B
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ages laid these beds. Soon even the sinuous bands gave way to hard native rock,
twisted and tortured by continental movements that had taken place before
protohumans walked on faraway Earth. Interchanging patterns of light and dark
stone reminded her of those towering "castle" pillars she had seen in
the distance from the railway—rocky remnants of once proud mountains that used
to stand here, but had since been all but ground away by rainstorms and rivers
and time. Time
was one thing Maia didn't figure she had a wealth of. Did Tizbe intend to wait
till morning to spring a trap on her? Or would the young Beller come during the
night to the room Maia had been given, accompanied by a dozen well-muscled
Jopland ferns? After overhearing those sinister words in the farmyard, Maia had
chosen not to stay and find out. Escaping
Jopland Hold was easy enough. Stepping quietly to avoid alerting the dogs, she
had crept down to the nearby stream that ran beside the orchard, and then
sloshed a kilometer or so through icy water with her shoes tied together,
hanging from her neck, until the mansion was well out of sight. Next she had to
spend several minutes rubbing sensation back into her half-frozen feet before
lacing up again. Shivering, Maia then spent an hour trampling a path across
successive wheat fields until at last finding the road. So far,
so good. Thinking through her predicament was much harder. After weeks of
depressed numbness, the abrupt effect of all this adrenaline was both dizzying
and exhilarating. She couldn't help comparing her situation to those adventure
reels Lamatia let summerlings watch during the high seasons, when the mothers
were too busy to be bothered. Or illicit books Leie used to borrow off young
vars from more lenient holds. In such tales, the heroine, usually a beautiful,
winter-born sixer from an up-and-coming clan, found herself thrown against the
dread CLORV J
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of some decadent house whose wealth and power was maintained by subversion
rather than honest competition. Usually there was a token man, or a shipload of
decent, clear-eyed sailors, in danger of being gulled by the evil hive. The
ending was always the same. After being saved by the heroine's insight and
courage, the men promised to visit the small virtuous clan each winter for as
long as the heroine's mothers and sisters wanted them. Virtue
prevailing over venality. It seemed exciting and romantic on page or screen.
But in real life, Maia had no mothers or sisters to turn to. She was a lone
summerling fiver without a friend in the world. Clearly, Tizbe and her Jopland
clients could do whatever they pleased to her. That's
if they catch me, Maia thought, biting her lip to stop a quiver. Clenching her
fists also helped. Defiance was a heady anodyne against fear. Uhoh. Coming
to a dead stop, she swallowed hard. The trail had been meandering along a lip
halfway down the canyon wall, but on turning a corner she found it suddenly
plunging straight for a precipice. A rickety suspension bridge lay ahead, half
of it in shadows and half reflecting painful moonlight to her dark-adapted
eyes. I
must've taken a wrong turn. Calma could never have taken her wagon across that! Tracing
its spidery outline, Maia saw that the bridge hung over a gulch strewn with
heaping mounds of ash and slag, trailing from a row of towering beehive
structures on the opposite ridge. Here and there, Maia glimpsed red flickers
from coal fires that were banked for the night, but never allowed to go out. Iron
foundries, she recognized with some relief. So this was Lerner Hold after all.
Calma must have taken a slower freight route across the canyon floor. This was
the more direct way. Setting
foot on the creaky, swaying bridge would have 170 DAVID R I XI been
frightening even by daylight. But what choice had she? 1 was never very good at
this, she thought, remembering camping trips with other summerlings on the
steppe near Port Sanger. She and Leie had loved the expeditions, putting up
cheerfully with biting bugs and bitter cold. But neither of them had much love
for crossing streams on teetering logs or skittish stones. The
bridge was definitely worse. Stepping forward cautiously, Maia took-hold of the
guide rope, which stretched across the ravine at waist level. She worked her
way from handhold to handhold and plank to groaning plank, fearing at any
moment to hear a shout of pursuit behind her, or the snap of some cable giving
way. Eerie silence added further discomfort, driving home her loneliness. Finally,
on reaching the other side, she leaned against one of the anchor pillars and
let out a ragged sigh. From the promontory, Maia surveyed the trail down which
she had come. There was no sign of any full-scale search party, whose lights
would be visible for kilometers. You're probably making more of this than it
deserves, she thought. To them you're just a stupid var who stuck her nose
where it didn't belong. Lay low for a while and they'll forget all about you. It made
sense. But then, maybe she was too stupid to know how much trouble she was in.
Standing there, Maia felt the wind grow colder. Her fingers were numb, almost
paralyzed, even when she blew on them. Shivering, she rubbed her hands and
began peering among the furnaces and cliffside warehouses for the mansion where
this branch of Lerner Clan dwelled and raised its daughters. The
house was a disappointment when she found it. She had envisioned the industrial
Lerners constructing an imposing structure of steel arches, lined with stone or
glass. What she came upon was a one-story warren, made of sod bricks, that
rambled over half an acre. Just a few CLORV S Ј A S 0 XI 171 windows
faced a front courtyard strewn with scrap and reclaimed junk of every description. The
windows were dark. If not for the soft hissing of the idle furnaces—and the
odors—Maia might have thought the place deserted. There
was another sound, she realized. A faint one. Maia turned. She stepped
carefully through the scrapyard until, rounding a corner of the house, she came
in sight of a jumble of low structures, even more ramshackle than the
"mansion." Each had a small chimney from which trailed thin columns
of smoke. Housing for the employees, she guessed. One of
these dwellings, set apart from the rest, seemed different. Dim light from the
narrow curtained window illuminated a raked gravel path . . . and a small bed
of neatly tended flowers. Approaching, Maia made out soft strains of music
coming from within. She also smelled the aromas of cooking. By the
time she reached the door, Maia was shivering too much from the cold to be shy
about lifting her hand and knocking. Since
taking jobs with the foundry only a month before, Thalia and Kiel had
transformed the little cabin at the far end of the workers' compound.
"You'll give up that foolishness soon enough," the other employees
had said. But the two young women faithfully set aside an hour each day, even
after long, grueling shifts at the furnaces, to tend their garden and put their
frayed house in order. It had
been tall, broad-shouldered Thalia who opened the door that night, clucking in
concern and drawing Maia inside, putting her with a blanket and steaming teacup
by the smoldering peat fire. Kiel, with her almost-pure black complexion and
startlingly pale eyes, was the one who 172 DAVID 8 R I XI went to
the Lerner clan mothers the next morning, and returned shortly with word that
Maia could stay. Naturally,
.she would have to work. "You'll start in the scrap pile," Kiel announced
the morning after Maia's flight from Jopland Hold. "Then you're to spend a
week learning how to shovel and ladle with the rest of us. Calma Lerner says if
you're still around after that, she'll talk to you about an after-hours
'prenticeship in the alloys lab." The
black woman laughed scornfully. "A 'prentice-ship. Now that's a good
one!" Laboring
for a clan of smiths wasn't the life path Maia would have chosen. But barring
some brilliant strategy to get to Grange Head without crossing paths with Tizbe's
gang, or the Joplands, it would have to do. Anyway, it was honorable work. "What's
wrong with an apprenticeship," she asked the older girl. "I
thought—" "You
thought it was a way up the ladder, right." Kiel waved a scarred, callused
hand in dismissal. "Maybe in a fancy city, where you can hire a clone from
some lawyer hive to go over your contract for you. But here? I guess you don't
know what 'after hours' means at Lerner Hold, do you?" Maia
shook her head. "It
means you get no wages for 'prentice time, no room-and-board points. In fact,
you pay for the privilege of workin' extra in their lab. They charge you, for
lessons!" "No
quicker way into debtor's trap," Thalia agreed. "Except
gambling." Debtor's
Trap was something Thalia and Kiel talked about all the time, as if they feared
falling into bad habits if they ever let the subject drop. Only constant
attention and thriftiness would let them prevail. Along with weeding the garden
and sweeping the floor, the two young women ritually counted their credit
sticks each night. "It's
possible to come out ahead, even after food an' CLORV SEASON 173 lodgings
are deducted," Thalia said on the second evening, while helping Maia
gingerly dab where hot cinders had scorched her skin. Heavy leather aprons and
goggles had spared her body a worse singeing, but wearing all that armor made
more exhausting the work of dragging heavy ladles brimming with molten, sunlike
heat. It was labor even harder than working on ships, calling for the strength
of a man, the patience of a lugar, and the disciplined diligence of a
winter-born clone. Yet, only vars were employed in the furnaces. Only vars in
need of work would _put up with the miniature, artificial hell. "Isn't
it required by law?" Maia asked, dipping her washcloth sparingly in a
shallow basin of rationed water. "I thought employers had to pay enough so
you could save." Thalia
shrugged. "Sure it's the law, handed down since the time of Lysos
..." Maia
half-raised her hand at mention of the First Mother's name, but stopped short
of drawing the circle sign. Somehow, she didn't figure Kiel and Thalia were
religious. "It's
close to the edge, though," the stocky woman went on. "Buy a few
luxuries from the company store. Lose a few credits gambling . . . you see how
it goes. Get into debt an" there's no escape till Amnesty Day, in late
spring! And then where do you go? Me, I don't plan stayin' here past my seventh
birthday. Got things to do, y'know." Maia
refrained from pointing out that despite their dedication, Thalia and Kiel
spent money on more than bare necessities. They had a little radio, and paid
Lerner Hold for electricity to run it, sometimes late into the night. They
bought flower and vegetable seedlings for the garden. But
then, maybe those were necessities. As she fell into the routine of labor at
the mill, Maia came to see how such trimmings of civilization, slim as they
were, made a key 174 DAVID BRIM difference
between holding your heading and losing your way, drifting into the endless
half-life that seemed the fate of other var employees. Oh, the vars worked
hard. Off hours, they laughed and sang and threw considerable energy into their
games of chance. But they weren't going anywhere. Proof lay in the next vale,
upwind and out of sight of the factory, where the creche and playgrounds lay.
Children, both winter- and summer-born, were housed and schooled there. Every
single one had been born of a Lerner mother. No var's womb had ripened here for
as long as anyone recalled. Maia,
too, began counting her credits each night. Some went toward secondhand work
clothes, a bar of soap, and other needs. When the weekly electricity bill came,
Maia paid one-third. That left very little. Against all expectation, Maia found
herself feeling homesick for the sea. The
policewoman promised me a stipend for showing up at Grange Head, she pondered
wistfully. Even a modest reward for testifying would match what she cleared
through hard labor here. Almost a week has passed. You could find out if it's
safe to make a break. Her
housemates quickly guessed that Maia was in flight from serious trouble. Though
they did not press, and she withheld details, Maia took a chance and told the
two women it was the mothers of Jopland Clan who were after her. That seemed
to- raise her standing with Kiel and Thalia. Kiel volunteered to check things
out next Greers-day, when the supply wagon went to town. If it wasn't too
heavily laden, off-duty var employees could hitch a ride, for a small fee. Kiel
had shopping to do, anyway. "I'll look around for you, virgie, and see if
the coast is clear." "I
wish you'd tell us what you did to those biddies," the dark woman said on
her return, dropping her groceries on the rickety table and turning to Maia,
wide-eyed. "You've sure gotten those Perkies riled. At train time I saw CLORV SEASONI 175 two
Joplanders hanging around the station, about as subtle as a plow, pretending to
be waiting for someone while they checked every var who came or went. Saw
another pair on horseback, patrolling the road. They're still lookin' for you,
vestal girl." Maia
sighed. So much for a quick getaway. Make a note. Next time you take on those
more powerful than you, pick a place with more than one back door. Holly Lock
was about as far into the middle of nowhere as she could have found, and the
railroad was the only fast way out of the valley. Even stealing a horse would
do no good. The hue and cry would track her down long before she got near the
coastal mountains, let alone Grange Head. "Guess
you made a smart choice after all," Thalia suggested. "Headin'
further inland instead of tryiri- for shore. Last place they'll look is stinky
Lerner Hold.". Apparently.
Or maybe Maia's pursuers didn't feel any need to check every hut and farmstead.
All they had to do was watch all exits, and wait. "Were
they asking questions? Putting out my description?" she asked Kiel, who
shrugged. "Now,
what var would tattle another var to a Perkin-ite? They know better than to
ask." That
sounded a bit facile to Maia. Antagonism between clones and summerlings was
pretty intense in Long Valley. But she didn't have much faith in var
solidarity. More likely the other Lerner workers would sell her in a trice, for
a big enough reward. Fortunately, only Thalia and Kiel seemed to much notice
her existence. The renowned Jopland trait of stinginess was her chief hope.
Plus the fact that Lerners themselves weren't Perkinites, and had a tradition
of staying at arm's length from local politics. We'll
see if I'm still hot in a week or so. If they lose interest, I could try
walking out in stages, traveling by night and doing hobo labor for meals along
the way ... 176 DAVID B R I XI Maia
felt deeply the loss of her bag, left with the sta-tionkeepers in Holly Lock.
The duffel contained her last - mementos of Leie. Thinking about losing them
made her feel even more lonely and sad. At
least she had two new friends. They were no substitute for Leie, but the
sisterly warmth shown by Thalia and Kiel was the biggest reason Maia felt
reluctant to go. The work was hard and the little cottage wasn't much more than
a hut, but it felt closer to "home" than anywhere she'd been since
departing her attic room in Port Sanger, ages ago. Days
passed. The rhythm of the furnaces, the stench of local brown lignite, the
rumbling of the metal rollers ... even the heat ceased bothering her quite as
much. The day set for her appointment at Grange Head came and went, but Maia
didn't figure the magistrate missed her much. She had told the officer in Caria
all she knew. She had done her duty. Besides,
listening to Kiel and Thalia talk each night, Maia began to wonder. What did
she owe to a power structure that offered so little to vars like her, while
other women flourished simply because of a twist of birth timing? Her roommates
didn't seem to think it was heretical to ask questions about the way things
worked. It was a frequent topic of conversation. Sometimes
at night they tuned their radio to a strange station, twisting dials to catch
tinny voices reflected off high, magnetic layers. "No one can count on
justice from corrupt officials in Caria City, who are bought an' sold by the
great hive-dam of Landing Continent. It's up to the oppressed classes
themselves to take a bold hand and change things. ..." Maia
suspected the station was illegal. The words were angry, even rebellious, but
more surprising to Maia was her own reaction. She wasn't shocked at all. She CLORV S
Ј A J 0 X! 177 turned
to Kiel and asked if "oppressed classes" referred to summerlings like
them. "Sure
does, virgie. Nowadays, with every niche sewn up by one clan or another, what
chance do poor vars like us have to get something of our own started? Only way
things will change is if we get together and change them ourselves." The
voice on the radio echoed these sentiments. ". . . The tools used for
suppression are many. We have seen a tradition of apathy promulgated, so that
the nonclone turnout in elections on Eastern Continent hardly reached seven
percent last year, despite intense efforts by the Radical Party and the Society
of Scattered Seeds ..." That
was how Savant Claire used to refer to the var-children Lamatia Hold cast forth
each autumn. Scattered seeds. In theory, summerlings were supposed to search
for and eventually find that special occupation they were born to be good at,
then take root and flourish. Yet so many wound up in dead ends, either taking
vows and sheltering in the church, or laboring like the Lerner employees, for
room, board, and enough coinsticks to buy a few cheap pleasures. Maia
thought about all she had witnessed since leaving Port Sanger. "Some say
there've been a lot more summer births, lately. That's why there are so many of
us." "Blood-spotting
propaganda crap!" Thalia cursed. "They always complain there's too many
vars for open niches. But it's just an excuse for poor pay. Even if you get a
job, there's no tenure. And usually it's work no better than fit for a
man." That
answered Maia's next question, whether males were also included under the
classification of "oppressed classes." Kiel had a point, though.
Sure, the Lerners were good at what they did. In the furnaces and forges they
always seemed to know where the next problem would arise, and watching a Lerner
work metal was like seeing an 178 DAVID B R 1 XI artist
in action. Still, did that give them the right to monopolize this kind of
enterprise, wherever small-time foundries made economic sense? "Perkinites
are the worst," Thalia muttered. "They'd rather have no summerlings
at all. Would reopen the old gene labs if they could, fix things so there'd
just be winter brats. Nothing but clones, all the time." Maia
shook her head. "They may get their way without reopening the labs." "What
do you mean?" Both young women asked. Looking up quickly, Maia realized
she had almost let the secret slip. What
secret? she pondered. The agent never exactly told me not to speak. Besides,
Thalia and Kiel are my kind, not like some faraway clone of a policewoman. "Urn,"
she began, lowering her voice. "You know that trouble I got in at Jopland
Hold?" "The
mess you didn't want to talk about?" Thalia leaned forward eagerly.
"I been putting one an' three together and have got a theory. My guess is
you tried crashing that party they held a couple weeks back, sneaking in to get
yourself a man without payin'!" Thalia guffawed until Kiel pushed her arm
and shushed her. "Go on, Maia. Tell us if you feel ready." Maia
took a deep breath. "Well, it seems at least some of the Perkinites have
found a way to get what they want. ..." She
went on to tell the whole story, feeling a growing satisfaction as her
companions' eyes widened with each revelation. They had categorized her as some
sweet, helpless young thing to be given sisterly protection, not an adventuress
who had already been through more excitement and danger than most saw in a
lifetime. When she finished, the other two turned to look at each other.
"Do you think we should—" Thalia began. Kiel
shook her head curtly. "Maybe. We'll talk about it CLORV 179 tomorrow.
Right now it's late. Past a fiver's bedtime, no matter what a born pirate she's
turned out to be." Kiel gave Maia's ragged haircut a friendly tousle, one
that conveyed newfound respect in an offhand way. "Let's all kick
in," she concluded, and reached over to turn off the radio. When
the light was out and all three of them had settled into their cots, Maia lay
still for a long time, thinking. : Me? A
born pirate? Yet,
why not? With her tender muscles starting to throb less and tauten more each
passing day, Maia was toughening more than she had ever thought possible. And
now, listening to rebel radio stations? Sharing police business with homeless,
radical vars? What
next? she wondered. If only Leie could see me now. Suddenly,
all her newfound toughness was no bulwark against resurgent grief. Maia had to
bear down in order not to sniffle aloud. Damn, she thought. Damn it all to
patarkal hell. The kindness of her housemates only made her more vulnerable, it
seemed, by easing the numbness she had wrapped herself in since leaving the
temple at Grange Head. Maybe I'd be better off alone, after all. From
neighboring cottages could be heard the rattle of dice and hoarse laughter,
even a snatch of bawdy song. But it was quiet in their hut until Thalia began
snoring, low and rhythmically. A while later, Maia heard Kiel get up. Although
Maia kept her eyes closed, she felt eerily certain the older woman was watching
her. Then there came the creaking of the front door as Kiel slipped outside.
Half-asleep, Maia presumed the dark girl had gone to visit the outhouse, but by
morning she had still not returned. 180 DAVID B
R I XI Thalia
didn't seem worried. "Business in town," she explained tersely.
"Greersday wagon'll be full of wrought iron, so no passengers, but we got
a couple of investments to look after, the two of us. Places we put our money
so's it won't evaporate out here. That happens, y'know. Coin-sticks just
vanish. I wouldn't leave mine under my pillow, if I was you." Maia
blinked, wondering how Thalia knew. Had she looked? Suppressing an urge to rush
back to the cot and check her tiny stash, Maia also took note how deftly the
older var had managed to change the subject. None of my business, I suppose,
she thought with a sniff. Work
continued at the same steady, numbing pace. On her eighteenth day at Lerner
Hold, Maia and most of the other workers were assigned to haul barrowloads of
preprocessed iron ore from a mine two miles away, staffed entirely by a clan of
albino women whose natural pallor had become tinted by rusty oxides, permeating
their skin. The
next day, a caravan of huge dray-llamas arrived, carrying charcoal for refining
the ore. Tall gaunt-eyed women tended the beasts, but took no part in unloading
which, apparently, was beneath their dignity. Maia joined the team of vars
lugging bag after heavy bag of sooty black chunks to a shed by the furnaces,
while an elderly Lerner paid off the teamsters in new-forged metal. Within a
few hours, the caravan was heading back up country. Their journey would take
them past three distant, stony pillars that gave the northeast horizon its
character, and onward toward barely visible peaks where yet another clan filled
a small but thriving niche—cutting trees and cooking them into ebony-colored,
log-shaped, carbon briquettes. It was a simpleminded rustic economy. One that
functioned, though, with no space left for newcomers. Afterward,
while sponging away layers of grime, Maia patiently endured another of Calma
Lerner's daily visits. The clanswoman "dropped by" each evening, just
before CLORV S Ј A S 0 XI 181 supper,
with an obstinacy Maia was starting to respect. She would not take no for an
answer. "Look,
I can tell you have an educated background for a summer child. Come from a
classy line of mothers, I reckon. Ought to do something with your life, you
really should." I plan
to, Maia answered in her thoughts. I'm planning to run, not walk, out of this
valley just as soon as it's safe, and never again set foot near a piece of
coal, ever! But
Calma was likable enough, and Maia had no wish to offend. "I'm just saving
up to move on," she explained. The
Lerner shook her head. "I thought you came here 'cause of what we talked
about that day in the wagon. You know, studyin' metallurgy? If that wasn't it,
why're you here?" This
line of inquiry Maia didn't want to encourage. So far there had been no sign of
Tizbe or the Joplands looking for her here. They must have figured she'd head
west, toward the sea. But inquiries by Calma, or even loose gossip, could
change that. "Um.
Look, maybe I'll think about that apprenticeship. I'm just not sure about the
arrangements, that's all." Calma's
expression transformed and Maia could almost read the older woman's thoughts. Aha!
The little one is just staking a bargaining position, hoping for a better deal.
Maybe I can drop the lesson fee a bit. In exchange for what? A term contract? "Well,"
the older woman. said aloud. "We can talk about it whenever you're
ready." Which Maia immediately translated as meaning Let her slave at the
forge another week. By then she'll accept if we give a point or two. In
fact, Calma's face was so easy to read, Maia felt she understood how such a
talented family never amounted to much in the world of commerce. They might go
far in partnership with a businesslike clan. But some families just couldn't
work closely with groups other than themselves. 182 DAVID B
R 1 XI Especially
over generations, which was how long many interclan alliances lasted. Although
Maia filed this insight away for future reference, she no longer contemplated
sharing such tidbits. Leie's loss still felt like a cavity within her, but the
ache dulled with each passing day. Through it all, she had begun to see the
outlines of her future, unwarped by the inflated dreams of childhood. If she
was clever and hardheaded, she might manage to be like Kiel and Thalia, slowly
saving and searching, not for some fabled niche, or anything so grandiose as
establishing her own clan, but to find a tiny chink in the wall of Stratoin
society. A place to live comfortably, with a little security. You could do
worse. You've seen people who have done much worse. To pass
the second and third evenings Kiel was away, Thalia enlightened Maia on strange
customs practiced in the seaports of the. Southern Isles. The stocky young
woman seemed equally amazed when Maia described mundanities of Port Sanger life
she herself had long taken for granted. Then they listened to the radio
awhile—to a station playing music, not political commentary—until sleep time
came. Maybe
when Kiel returns, she'll say the coast is clear, Maia thought as she drifted
off. She felt no ties to Lerner Hold, but would she be able to tear herself
away from her new friends? For the sake of this comradeship, she felt tempted
to stay. Work,
and recovery from work, took up nearly all of the next day, from dawn to dusk.
Mealtime was a fragrant lentil stew with onions and spices, a supper Maia felt
sure Thalia had prepared in expectation of Kiel's return. But the dark woman
did not show. Thalia only laughed when Maia worried aloud. "Oh, we got
plans, we do. Sometimes she's away a week or more. Lerners got to put up with
it CLORV 183 'cause
nobody's better'n Kiel at cold-rollin' flat sheet. Don't you worry, virgie.
She'll be back presently." All
right, I won't worry. It was surprisingly easy to do. In a few short weeks,
Maia had learned the knack of letting go and living from day to day. Not even
the priestess at the temple had been able to teach her that. Physical
exhaustion, she admitted, was a good instructor. That
evening, Maia took their small oil lantern into the ebbing twilight to visit
the toilet before going to bed. For privacy, it had become her habit to wait
until all the other vars finished. Along the way to the outhouse, she liked to
watch the stars, which were beginning to show winter constellations to good
advantage. Stratos was slowing in its long outward ellipse, although the true
opening of cool season still lay some weeks ahead. Turning
a corner in the warren of laborers' bungalows, Maia saw someone leaning against
the tilted door of the outhouse, facing the other way. Oh, well, she thought.
Everyone has to take turns. She
approached and set the lantern down. "They been in there long?" she
asked the woman waiting ahead of her, who shook her head. "No
one's inside." "But
then, why are you ..." Maia
stopped. Something was wrong. That voice. "Why
am I waiting?" The woman turned around. "Why, for you of course, my
meddlesome young friend." Maia
gaped. "Tizbe!" The pleasure-clan
winterling smiled and gave an offhand salute. "None other than your loyal
assistant baggage handler, in person. Thought it was time you and I had a talk,
boss." Despite
her racing heart, Maia felt proud not to show a quaver in her voice. "Talk
away," she said, spreading her hands. "Choose a subject. Anything you
like." 184 DAVID B
R I XI Tizbe
shook her head. "Not here. I have a place in mind." "All
right. Where—" Maia
stopped suddenly, 'sensing movement. She whirled just in time to glimpse
several identical black-clad women bearing down upon her, holding fuming
cloths. Joplands,
Maia recognized the instant before they seized her. She felt their brief
surprise at her strength. But the farm women were stronger still. Struggling,
Maia managed to dodge the damp rags long enough to catch sight of one more
figure, standing a short distance away. Calma
Lerner watched with tight lips pressed together as Maia was taken to the ground
and her mouth and nose covered. Black fabric cut off vision. A cloying, sweet
aroma choked her, invading her brain and smothering all thoughts. She
roused through a cloudy, anesthetic haze to see stars jouncing about like busy
glow beetles high in the sky, and dimly recalled that stars weren't supposed to
do that. Only vaguely in her delirium did it occur to Maia -that this might be
a matter of perception. It was hard to focus while lying supine, tied to the
bottom of a rattling, horse-drawn wagon. Through
the night, Maia drifted in and out of drugged slumber, punctuated by intervals
when someone would lift her head to dribble water down a cloth into her parched
mouth. She sucked like a newborn baby, as if that primal reflex were the only
one left her. Dreams confronted Maia with memories drawn randomly from storage,
twisted, and made vivid with embellishments by her unrestrained subconscious. She had
been a little over three Stratoin years old . . . nine or ten by the old
calendar. It was Mid-Winter's Day and Lamatia's summerlings had been fed and CLORV 56ASOXI 185 told to
go to their rooms, to stay there till the gong rang for evening meal. But the
twins had been making plans. At noontime, Maia and Leie knew all full-Lamai
folk would be in the great hall to take part in the Ceremony of Initiation-.
For weeks, the six-year-old class of Lamais had been excitedly wagering which
of them would receive ripening, and which would have to await another winter,
maybe two. Among clones, with little to distinguish between them, whoever
managed to conceive during her first mature solstice had an advantage over her
peers, rising in status as her generation matured, perhaps eventually taking a
leading role in running the clan. Maia
and Leie were as one in not wanting to miss this, despite rules putting the
rites off-limits to mere half daughters. They had spent many furtive hours
discovering the route to use—which entailed first slipping out their bedroom
window, then around a dormer and down a rain gutter, along a wall lined with
decorative, crenelated fortifications, through a loose window into an attic,
and down a rope ladder that they had prehung inside a sealed-off, abandoned
chimney . . . In
Maia's dream, each phase of the adventure loomed as vivid and immediate as it
had to her younger self. The possibility of falling to her death was
terrifying, but less awful than the thought of getting caught. Capture and
punishment were, in turn, negligible deterrents next to the ghastly possibility
that she and Leie might not get to see. Reaching
their final vantage point was the most dangerous part. It meant worming their
way along the steep, sloping dome of the great hall itself, whose arching ribs
of reinforced concrete held in place huge mottled lenses of colored glass.
Crawling the lip so that no shadows would cast into the hall, Maia and her
sister finally gathered the courage to poke their heads over a section of
tinted window, to catch their first glimpse of the ceremony under way below. D A V
I D
B R I XJ The
interior was a swirling confusion of brightness and shadow. The glassy roof
poured winter daylight into the chamber, transformed into a brilliance
reminiscent of summer nights. Colored panels cast clever imitations of aurorae
against the walls below, while others glinted and flashed as gaudily as Wengel
Star, when the sun's small, bitterly bright companion shone high in the summer
sky. A roaring fire in one corner of the room gave off heat the twins could
feel outside. The flames were colored with additives guaranteed to simulate the
spectrum of the northern lights. It was
a spectacle worth every pain taken to get there. Neither Leie nor Maia would
have had the courage to come alone. Still,
it took a while to stifle the tremulous certainty that someone was going to
look their way. The kids spent more time nudging each other and giggling than
stealing quick glances through the burnished lenses. Finally they realized that
nobody below was interested in the ceiling at a time like this. Dancers
wove rippling patterns as they undulated before the central dais, waving filmy
fabrics that also mimicked ionic displays. The troupe had been hired from
Oosterwyck Clan, famed for their beauty and sensuality. Their success rate was
well-advertised and only rich clans could afford their services at this time of
year. Censers
emitted spirals of smoke, whose aroma was supposed to simulate the pheromones
that best aroused males. Behind a veiled curtain, silhouettes told of the
assembled mothers and full sisters of Lamatia Hold, watching discreetly
offstage so as not to put off their guests. Maia
nudged Leie and pointed. "Over there!" She whispered unnecessarily.
Since the music only reached them as a faint murmur, it was doubtful anything
they said would be heard below. Leie turned to peer in the direction she had
indicated. "Yeah, it's the Penguin Guild CLORV 187 captain,
and those two young sailors. Exactly the ones I predicted. Pay up!" "I
never betted! Everybody knew Penguin Guild owes Lamatia for that big loan the
mothers gave 'em last year." • Leie ignored the rejoinder. "Come on,
let's get a better look," she urged, pulling Maia's arm, causing her to
teeter precariously on the steeply tilted wall of the dome. "Hey, watch
it!" But
Leie had already slithered to where a great piece of convex glass bulged from
the arching roof. Maia heard her sister take in a sudden gasp, then titter
nervously. "What
is it?" Maia exclaimed, sliding over. Leie
held up a hand. "No. Don't look yet! Get a good hold an' set your feet
good. Got it? Don't look yet." "I'm
not looking!" Maia whined. "Good,
now close your eyes. Move a little closer and I'll move your head to see best.
Don't open till I say so!" It was
one of those rituals that seemed so natural when you were three. Maia felt her
sister's hand take her braid and maneuver her until she brushed cool glass with
the tip of her nose. "Okay, you can look now," Leie said, suppressing
a giggle. Maia
cracked one eye, and at first saw only a blur. The glass had several thin
layers, separated by air pockets. She pulled back a bit and an image fell into
focus. At least it seemed focused, remarkably magnified from this great height.
Still, what she saw appeared more a jumble of fleshy colors—peppered with short
black fur that was patchy in most places, but thick where one small pink
appendage joined the intersection of two large ones. The latter, she realized,
must be somebody's legs. The small one in between ... "Oh!"
she cried, rocking back until she had to flail for balance. Leie grabbed her,
laughing at her surprise. Almost instantly Maia was back against the glass,
trying again to bring the scene back into focus. "No, let me in 188 DAVID BRIM now.
It's my turn!" Leie importuned. But Maia held fast and her twin grudgingly
moved on to find another place, which she quickly declared to be "even
better." Maia was too intent to notice. So
that's what a man looks like without clothes, she thought. The magnifying
effects of the glass were confusing, and she found it hard to get any sense of
proportion, let alone relate what she was seeing to those sterile diagrams she
had studied in school. Where do they keep it while they're walking around? I'd
of thought it'd get in the way, hanging like that. Maia
was too embarrassed by her next thoughts to voice them even subvocally.
Fascination won a hard-fought battle over revulsion and she peered eagerly,
hoping to see when the thing changed. Does it really get bigger than that? A hand
entered her field of view, and reached past the limp appendage to scratch a
hairy thigh. Maia drew back so her field of view .encompassed the arm and torso
and head of the reclining man, resting on silk pillows as he watched the
dancers. He turned to say something to another man, lounging to his right, who
laughed, then straightened and leaned forward with a more sober expression on
his face, as if trying to pay close attention to the show. By their elbows lay
piles of food and drink. The first man picked up a wineglass, draining it. He
did not seem to notice the enticingly clad woman who moved to his side to
refill it, nor others waiting nearby, prepared to move in with privacy
curtains, at need. "C'mere
and see the sixers!" Leie called urgently. With some reluctance, Maia tore
herself away, leaving her perch to sidle near her sibling. "Over by the
north wall," Leie suggested. This
pinkish pane was flawed by ripples, and the magnification wasn't as good as
back at the clear lens. It took a while to find the right viewing position, but
Maia at C L o R
Y J Ј A I o si 189 last
perceived a covey of girls waiting off to one side, dressed in pale, filmy
gowns. They were made up to look less virginal—and no doubt doused liberally to
fool the male sense of smell. Naturally, men were more attracted to older women
who had already birthed once or twice. But this ceremony was for sixers alone.
It was their special day and the mothers had spared no expense. Maia
did not have to count. There were thirteen of them, she knew. An entire class
of Lamai winterlings, all primly, delectably identical, but each one hoping she
would be the one reached for, when and if the moment came. They'd
be lucky if two or three made it this year. You didn't expect much from sixers.
At that age, whether you were a lowly var or haughty cloneling, your body only
produced the right chemistry for reproduction during the height of winter. Even
at seven, your fecund season wasn't broad. Most women, even when they had the
full backing of their clan, never got a ripening until they were eight or more.
By then their season was wide enough to overlap some of the summer passion left
in males during autumn, or starting to bud in springtime. Lamatia
wasn't counting on much out of today's solstice ceremony, but it was important
anyway. A rite of passage for newly adult members of the clan. An omen for the
coming year. Now, as
Maia watched, Lamai sixers began joining the Oosterwycks in the dance, slipping
in one by one with their meticulously practiced steps. Somehow—probably by
design—the smoother movements of the dusky professionals seemed to cause
attention to flow toward the lighter-haired neophytes. The sixers had studied
their moves with typical Lamai care. The dance was choreographed to give each
one equal time, sweeping in controlled stages ever closer to their audience,
yet Maia saw 190 DAVID 8
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each tried in little ways to upstage her sisters. Somehow, it only served to
make them look more alike. Leaning
back to take a wide view of the proceedings, it struck Maia how the men below
were in a situation they would possibly have killed for, only half a year ago,
when all city gates were locked and guardia patrols kept a fierce eye on those
few males allowed passes from nearby sanctuaries. In summer, men howled to get
in. Now,
with womenfolk at their peak of receptivity, the male sailors lay there looking
as if they'd rather have a good book, or something diverting on the tele.
Perched on the edge of the dome, watching things she had only heard vaguely
described before, Maia felt a sense of wonder mixed with jarring insight. Irony.
It was a word she had learned just recently. She liked the sound it made, as
well as its slippery unwillingness to be pinned down or defined. One learned
its meaning by example. This was a fine example of irony. I
wonder why Lysos made it this way ... so nobody ever gets exactly what she or
he wants, except when she or he doesn't want it? "Maia,
psst!" Leie waved from the clear, convex section. "Come look!" "Has
one of them gotten big?" Maia asked breathlessly as she hurried over,
almost losing her footing along the way. She quivered with an eerily enticing
mixture of repugnance and excitement as she put her head next to her twin's. What
swam into focus was not the mysterious appendage, after all. It was the bearded
face of a man Maia recognized—the handsome, virile captain of the freighter
Empress whose hearty laugh and thundering voice were such a delight to hear
whenever the mothers had him and his officers to dinner. Half of Lamatia's
summerling boys wanted to ship out with him; half the summer girls fantasized he
was their father. CLORV J Ј A S 0 XI 191 But the
sixers below weren't seeking fathers for their children. Not this time of year.
The same physical act was more valuable in winter than in summer, because
fathering had nothing to do with it. ' What
the sixers sought was sparking, insemination as catalyst to start a placenta
forming. Triggering a clonal ripening within. And this captain was said to have
sparked seven, sometimes eight or more winterlings some years, all by himself!
Like in the nursery rhyme . . . Summer
Daddy, sperm
comes easy. Eager Daddy, makes a
var. Winter
Sparker, sperm
comes precious. Wonder Sparker, one
goes far! The
captain's eyes narrowed as he followed the movements of the dancers, now
gyrating around him, almost in arm's reach. His oiled, powerfully muscled body
reminded Maia not so much of a lugar's as that of a perfect race horse,
rippling with more power than any human ought ever need. His face, hirsute yet
full of that-strange masculine intelligence, seemed to concentrate on a
thought, tracking it intensely. As one Lamai sixer whirled close, he squinted,
working his jaw in what appeared to be the start of a smile, a dawning
eagerness. He lifted his hand . . . And used it to cover his mouth, trying
gallantly but in vain to stifle a gaping yawn. It was
dawn before the muddle of dreams and warped recollections gave way to a foggy
sense of reality. Dawn of 192 DAVID B
R I Kl which
day, Maia could not tell, since her body ached as if she had been wrestling
fierce enemies night after endless night. Only in stages did she come to
realize her hands were bound in black cloth, and so were her legs. She was in
the back of a jouncing buckboard, triced up like a piece of cargo. Blearily,
Maia managed to wrestle her torso up against what felt like several sacks of
grain, so the level of her eyes, came even with the sideboards of the wagon.
Above her loomed the backs of two women driving the team. From behind, they
didn't look much like Joplands. They said nothing, and did not look back at
her. Turning
her head was painful, but it brought some of the countryside into view—a high,
rolling steppe covered with sparse grass, apparently too dry for farming.
Red-and orange-tinted cirrus clouds laced a rich blue sky, still lustrous with
latent night. There was a faint cawing of some large bird, perhaps a raven or
native mawu. I
remember now. They were waiting for me at the toilet. They grabbed me. That
awful smell ... It still filled her nostrils, as the fading tendrils of her dreams
reluctantly vacated recesses of her foggy brain. Thought came sluggishly, like
heavy syrup from a jar. A
wagon. They're taking me someplace. North, from the looks of things. That
much was simple enough from the angle of the rising sun. To see more meant
struggling to a sitting position, which took several increments in order to
keep from fainting. When at last she craned around to see what lay ahead, the
wagon took a turn in the road, bringing a tower of monumental proportions into
abrupt view. It spired into the sky, columnar and prismoidal, light and dark
bands alternating along its height. Without being able to bring all faculties
to bear, Maia guessed it must be over two hundred meters high and a third of
that across. The
spire was scarred in places. Scaffolding told of GLORV S 6 A J 0 193 recent
excavations that had gouged the natural obelisk, leaving piles of rocky debris
around its base. A series of arched window-openings followed one pale band of
stone, girdling the periphery halfway up. A second row of smaller perforations
paralleled the first, a few meters below. Near
the base of the stone monolith, a broad, steep ramp came into view, leading
upward toward a gaping portal. Maia's
captors were taking her straight toward it. We were
lucky to find a habitable world in such an odd binary-star system, of a type
seldom visited. Its orbital peculiarities, as well as size and dense
atmosphere, should keep our colony hidden for a long time. Those
same features mean genetic tinkering will be required, before the first
settlers step outside these domes. While making ambitious changes in such
fundamentals as sex, we shall also have to modify humans to live and breathe in
the air of Stratos. As on other colony worlds, carbon dioxide tolerance and visual-spectrum
sensitivities must be adjusted. Moreover, shortly before departing the Phylum,
we acquired recent designs for improved kidneys, livers, and sensoria, and
shall certainly incorporate them. This
planet's slow, complex orbit presents special challenges, such as ultraviolet
excess whenever the dwarf companion, Waenglen's Star, is near. We may find this seasonal
variation useful, providing environmental cues ior our planned two-phase
reproductive cycle. But first we must make sure the humans and other animals we
plant here will be rugged enough to thrive. —from
the Landing Day Address, by Lysos An
extensive cavity had been drilled into the mountain monolith, creating a
network of rooms and corridors. Perhaps the workwomen had taken advantage of
preexisting caves or fissures. By the time they finished with their machines
and explosives, however, the warren of tunnels and storage chambers owed little
to nature. The man sanctuary had been near completion when all further work was
abruptly canceled, leaving an empty shell, inhabited only by echoes. Maia's
glimpse of the outside was brief and harried as her captors drove their wagon
up a long earthen ramp leading to a massive wooden portal. One of them leaped
off to knock on the door, sending deep, resonant booms reverberating within.
The other clambered back to untie Maia's ankles. Peering through a drugged
daze, Maia saw the ramp was surrounded by dusty rock tailings, dumped from
openings that girdled the stone tower halfway up. The upper row consisted of
airy galleries, broad enough to let in summer breezes when the sanctuary was
meant to have its largest population. The lower circumference of windows were
mere slits in comparison. 198 DAVID 8
R ! X! None of
this had come cheaply. It was one hell of an investment to write off. That
was among her few lucid, observational thoughts while being dragged off the
wagon and through the gate at a pace almost too brisk for her wobbly feet to
manage. Maia stumbled behind the two massive, harsh-faced ferns, who had left
her arms bound in front to use as a kind of leash. They did not speak, but
nodded to a third representative of their kind, who locked the outer door and
accompanied them inside. Maia did not know the name of their clan. It was
hard to give more than a cursory look around, as her captors pulled her up
endless flights of stairs, along deserted, empty corridors, then through a
central hall equipped with wooden dining trestles and a massive fireplace.
Farther down one of the main tunnels—lit by strings of dimly powered glow
bulbs—they passed an indoor arena capable of seating several hundred
spectators, overlooking a vast grid of intersecting lines. Maia
obtained only glimpses, as more passageways went by in a blur, followed by more
tiring stairs, until at last they reached a heavy wooden door set in the stone
wall with iron hinges and a stout padlock. Still blinking through a fog of
unreality, Maia felt a peculiar sense of misplaced pride on recognizing that
the hardware, and even the iron key the guard pulled from her vest, were all
products of the forges at Lerner Hold. "Look,"
she said to the women with a mouth as dry as sand. "Can't you tell
me—" "Yell
jest have t'wait," one of the stolid clones answered gruffly, pulling back
the door as Maia's other custodian sent her whirling into the dark room. Maia
couldn't even spread her arms for balance. A few meters inside, she tripped and
fell amid what felt like scattered bundles of rough, scratchy fabric. "Atyps!
Bleeders!" she screamed from the floor, her CLORV J Ј A S O KJ 199 voice
breaking. Maia's curse was punctuated by the door slamming shut, and a clank as
the bolt was thrown. It was a desolating sound that hurt her ears and savaged
her already bruised soul. Silence
and darkness settled all around. She tried to rise, but a wave of nausea made
that impractical, so she lay still for several minutes with her head down,
breathing deeply. At last, the dizziness and drugged stupor seemed to ease a
bit. When she tried sitting up, waves of pain swarmed her aching arms and along
her sides. Maia felt a sob rise in her throat and suppressed it savagely. I
won't give them any satisfaction! Weeks
ago, the physical sensations coursing her body would have left her a quivering,
fetal ball. Now she found inner resources to fight back just as fiercely,
overcoming pain's tyranny by force of will. It would be another matter dealing
with the pit of hopeless depression yawning before her. Later, she thought,
putting off that rendezvous with despair. One thing at a time. As her
eyes adapted, Maia began to make out details of her prison. A single spear of
daylight penetrated through a high, narrow opening in the stone wall opposite
the door. Other walls were lined with wooden crates, and burlap-covered bundles
lay strewn across the floor. The ones Maia had landed on seemed to contain
bedding or curtain material . . . fortunately, since-they had cushioned her
fall. A
storage chamber, she thought. The builders must have already begun stocking
supplies for the intended sanctuary, when the project was called off. Were they
now trying to recoup some of their investment by turning the place into a brig?
Maia hadn't seen signs of other occupants. What a joke if all this were set
aside just for her! A big, expensive jail for one unimportant varling who knew
too much. Maia
pushed to her knees, swayed, and managed 200 DAVID B R I X! awkwardly
to stand. Not allowing herself a pause that might break her momentum, she at
once began casting about for some way to extricate herself from her bonds. Fine
crystalline dust wafted from freshly cut stone, sparkling in the narrow
window's angled shaft of sunlight. A whitish gray patina covered every surface,
including broom tracks where the floor had last been swept. Looking up, Maia
saw that a rail ran down the center of the barrel-vaulted ceiling, reminding
her of the cargo crane she had used in the Musseli Line baggage car. Only here
the winch had not been installed. She
searched among the stencil-lettered boxes. CLOTHING-MALE, one crate displayed
along its side. Another contained DISHES and two announced WRITING MATERIALS.
She had never thought of men as being particularly literate, but there were
many crates of the latter. Maia
tried to think. Broken dishes might be useful to cut the layers of fabric
wrapped around her forearms. Unfortunately, all the boxes were nailed firmly
shut. She could feel her little portable sextant, still strapped to her left
arm. One of its appendages might be sharp enough, but its bulge was out of
reach beneath the same cloth fetters. Sitting
on a crate, Maia bent to examine the bindings more closely. She blinked, then
sighed in disgust. "Oh! Of all the patarkal ..." Just
under her wrists, where she had been least likely to notice, the fabric was
simply laced together, finishing in a simple slipknot. "Bleeders
and rutters!" Maia muttered as she lifted her arms and twisted to grab the
loose ends with her teeth. After some tugging, the knot gave way, and soon she
was picking the laces free one by one. Relapses of dizziness kept interrupting,
forcing her to pause and breathe deeply. By the time she finished, Maia had
reevaluated her first impression—the bindings weren't so dumb after all. No CLORV SEASON! 201 doubt
the jailers had meant for her to free herself eventually, but this wasn't
something she could have managed earlier, with guards nearby. At last
she flung the cloths aside with a curse. Her hands tingled painfully .as full
circulation returned. Rubbing them, Maia stretched, waving her arms and walking
to get the kinks out. Near
the door, she found a small table she hadn't noticed before, on which stood a
pitcher of water and a dented cup. Forcing her trembling hands to master the
movements, she poured and drank ravenously. When the pitcher was half-empty,
she put the cup down and wiped her mouth with the back of her wrist. I don't
suppose there's anything to eat? There
was no food, but underneath the table she found a large ceramic pot with a lid.
Glazed depictions of sailing ships battled high seas _along its side. She
removed the cover and squatted on the cold porcelain to relieve yet another of
her body's cataloged complaints. As
immediate concerns were satisfied, more afflictions came to the fore, awaiting
attention. Despair, her old nem-esis, seemed to rise up and politely ask,
"Now?" Maia
shook her head firmly. I've got to keep busy. Not think for a while. She set
to work struggling to push heavy boxes together and then levering one on top of
another. Strenuous labor set off renewed waves of dizziness, which she waited
out before recommencing. Finally, a makeshift pyramid lay beneath the high
window. Clambering onto the ultimate pile of folded carpets, she was at last
able to bring her eyes level with the narrow slit, to peer out upon a vast
expanse of prairie that began right below her at the foot of a steep, vertical
drop. The hole looked pretty narrow to worm through, but even if she managed,
it would take a warehouse full of rugs and curtains, tied together, to make 202 DAVID B R I XI a rope
long enough to reach the valley floor. This room might not have been designed
as a prison, but it would do. To
think I used to dream of seeing the inside of a man sanctuary, Maia thought
sardonically, and climbed down. She tried
prying at a couple of crates, but nothing persuaded them to open. Maia did
manage to get some of the rugs unrolled to make a bed of sorts—more like a nest
—over in one corner. Her stomach growled. She drank and used the chamber pot
again. Beyond that, there seemed nothing left to do. . "Now,"
the voice of despair said with assertion, unwilling to brook further delay, and
Maia buried her face in her hands. Why me?
she wondered. Loneliness, her arch enemy, never seemed content. Its return
visits were each more brutal than the last, ever since that awful storm tore
the ships Wotan and Zeus apart from one another, and she from her twin. Maia
had thought that tragedy her nadir. What more could the world possibly do to
her? Apparently,
a whole lot more. Maia
lay down with a length of soft blue curtain material wrapped around her
shoulders, and waited for her keepers to come with food ... or word of her
fate. Thalia and Kiel will worry about me, she thought, trying to raise an
image of friendship for whatever tenuous comfort it offered. She had sunk too
low to fantasize that anyone might actually search for her. The solace she
sought was simply to imagine somebody on Stratos cared enough to notice she was
gone. The
dour-faced guardians returned soon after Maia fell into an exhausted, fitful
slumber. Their noise roused her, and she rubbed her eyes as one of them dropped
a clattering tray onto the rickety table. Maia could not tell if it was the
same pair that had freighted her from Lerner L
0 R V 5 Ј A J 0 X! 203 Hold,
or if those two had rotated duties with others exactly like them. Stepping back
to the door, the sisters watched her with eyes as round and brown and innocent
as a doe's. • They
had brought food, but little news. When she asked between ravenous spoonings of
nondescript stew what was to become of her, their monosyllable answers conveyed
that they neither knew nor cared. About the only information Maia was able to
pry loose was their family name—Guel—after which they fell into taciturn silence. What
talent or ability had enabled the original ancestress of such broody,
beetle-browed women to establish a parthenogenetic clan? What niche did they
fill? Surely none requiring affability or great intelligence. Yet, for all Maia
knew, the trio she had seen were part of a specialized hive with thousands of
individual members, all descended from an original Guel mother who had proved
herself excellent at ... She
wondered. At driving prisoners crazy with sheer sullenness? Perhaps Guel Clan
operated jails for local towns and counties across three continents! Maia could
hardly disprove it from past experience, this being her first time in prison. Watching
them carry off the dishes, shuffling awkwardly and muttering to each other as
they fumbled with the key, Maia contemplated an alternate theory—that these
were the sole clone offspring of one farm laborer whose strength and curt
obtuseness were qualities some local clan of employers had found useful. Useful
enough to subsidize producing more of the same. Now
that hunger was abated, Maia recalled other discomforts. "Hey!" she
cried, hurrying to the door and pounding until a querulous voice answered from
the opposite side. Maia shouted through the jamb, asking her keepers for soap
and a washcloth. And oh yes! Some of the 204 DAVID B
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takawq leaves all but the rich in this valley used as toilet paper. There came
a low grunt in response, followed by the sound of heavy, receding footsteps. Come to
think of it, unless the idea was to torture her with minor annoyances, this
lack of amenities indicated her jailers were indeed amateurs. Just a trio of
bullies hired locally for a special assignment. Recalling some of the radical
declarations she'd heard over Thalia's radio, Maia made herself a promise. She
would not show her keepers any of the habitual respect a unique was supposed to
offer those fortunate enough to be born even low-caste clones. They
can't keep me here forever, can they? she wondered plaintively. Try as
she might, Maia could not think of a single reason why they couldn't. There
were other, hurtful questions, such as why Calma Lerner had turned her in to
the Joplands. How much did they pay? Not very much, I bet. Her heart felt heavy
thinking about the betrayal. Although there had been no fealty between them,
she had been so sure Calma liked her. Like
has nothing to do with it, when rich clans are involved. Clearly
this was about the drug that made males rut out of season. The clan mothers of
this valley had an agenda for its use, and weren't about to brook interference.
Perkinites dream of a nice, predictable world, where everyone grows up knowing
who and what she is. Every girl a cherished member of her clan, knowing her
future. No muss or fuss from gene mixing. No vars and as few men, as seldom, as
possible. According
to Savant Judeth, the aristocracies of ancient Earth used to justify
suppressing those below them on the basis of "innate differences," an
assumption that almost never survived scrutiny, once opportunity came to CLORV JtAJOKl 205 children
of rich and poor alike. But there would be no need for oppression or false
assumptions in a Perkinite world. Each family and type would find its own level
and niche based on talents well-proven by time. Each clan would do what it did
best, what it liked doing best, in a changeless atmosphere of reliable and
mutual respect. Perkinite preachers spoke of a utopic end to all violence,
uncertainty, chaos. A stratified world, but a fair one. Men and
vars, even as minorities, irritated this serene equation. Back in
Port Sanger, Perkinism was a mere fringe heresy. Each summer, the clans would
invite chosen sailors to come up from the Lighthouse Sanctuary, partly in order
to have some var and boy children, but mostly for good, neighborly relations.
It kept the shipping guilds happy, and helped make men feel duty-bound to try
their best, half a year later. Besides, even in summer, it was sometimes nice
to have men around, so long as they behaved. But
opinions varied on that. The Long Valley Perkies just wanted to see men when
clones had to be sparked. But the
summer ban robs men of what they look forward to all the other seasons. No
wonder they lack enthusiasm in winter. Men had
another reason to feel cheated in the Perkinite equation—of the sons they
needed to -replenish their guilds. It didn't take genius to see the trap the
radical separationists had fallen into. With a low birthrate, the labor
shortage draws outsider ferns like me, seeking work but also disrupting the
peace with our strange faces and voices, our unpredictability. It was
a cycle the Perkinites couldn't win, as shown by the decision to build this
sanctuary, where men might live inland year-round. The thin edge of the wedge.
Change would gain momentum as more vars were born, and Perkinite mothers
learned to like, or even love them a 206 DAVID B
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The Orthodox church would gain members. Things would grow more like elsewhere
on Stratos. Then
came the Sellers' shiny blue powder—offering the Perkies a way out. All they'll
need is a Jew dozen dopcd-up males. Work 'em from clanhold to danhold like
drone bees, till they collapse. They may die smiling, but it's still cruel and
stupid. Maia
shuddered to think what kind of male would put up with more than a week or two
in such a role. The kind who'd father low-quality variants, if you took one to
bed during summer. But the
Perkinites weren't looking for "fathers" at all! In winter, any sperm
would do. It might work, Maia saw. No need to keep the railroad men around,
with their stiff, easily provoked pride. No summerlings to mess your tidy
predictabilities. Producing clones at will, the valley's population could fill
to exact specifications, set by the richest clans. Even var laborers could be
replaced at society's lowest rung. Simply choose a few with the strongest backs
and weakest minds, and make them clone mothers. A tailor-made working class. It
wasn't what the Founders had in mind, long ago. The priestesses of Caria
wouldn't approve. Guilds of men and ad hoc societies of vars would fight it ...
especially radicals like Thalia and Kiel. Clearly, the Perkinites wanted time
to establish a fait accompli before facing this inevitable opposition from a
position of strength. Earlier,
Maia had nursed hopes that Tizbe's backers might let her go with a stern
lecture and admonishment to keep silent. That possibility seemed less likely,
the more she pondered all the implications. She
tracked time by the progress of a narrow trapezoid of light, cast through the
window onto the opposite wall. Her jailers returned with an evening meal just
as the oblong CLORV 207 shape
climbed halfway toward the ceiling and took a rosy tint. They brought the
takawq leaves but had forgotten the other items. Listening to her repeated
request, they responded with sullen nods and departed, leaving Maia to deal
with her loneliness and the oncoming night. Enforced
inactivity brought forth all the aches and strains that had come from weeks
laboring in furnaces at Lerner Hold—not to mention the aftermath of being
drugged, tied, and bounced around the back of a wagon. Maia's muscles had
gradually stiffened during the course of the day, and her tendons throbbed.
Stretching helped, but with the coming of darkness she quickly fell into a doze
that alternated between comatose slumber and shallow restlessness, exacerbated
by her never-absent fears. In the
middle of the night she dreamed the water tap in the corner of her bedroom was
dripping. She wanted to bury her head under her pillow to cut off the sound.
She wanted Leie, whose cot lay closer to the faucet, to get up and turn it off!
It stopped just as she floundered toward wake fulness. Had she
dreamed it? "Leie . . . ?" she began, about to tell her twin about
the absurd, awful nightmare of imprisonment. In a
rush, Maia recalled. She threw her arm over her eyes and moaned, wishing with
all her might to go back into the dream, as irritating as it had seemed. To be
back in her aggravating little attic room, with her aggravating sister safely
in bed nearby. She groaned, "Oh . . . Lysos," and prayed desperately
that it were so. When
her keepers came with breakfast, they brought a small bundle wrapped in cord.
Before sitting down to eat, Maia opened it and found all the items she had
asked for, including a new shirt and set of breeches sewn from scratchy but
clean homespun. By the sheepish expressions 208 DAVID BRIM on the
warders' faces, she guessed they were supposed to have provided the basics from
the start, and had just let it slip what they used for minds. Perhaps they had
even gotten a dressing-down from their bosses. So much for the notion that they
were hereditary, professional jailers. She
felt more alert today. By lunchtime, Maia had explored every meter of her
prison. There were no secret passageways she could find, though most castles in
fairy tales seemed replete. Of course, palaces of fable tended to be far older
than this shiny new fortress on the high steppe. New in
one sense, ancient in others, as revealed by looking at the walls. The stone,
which from miles away looked like layers of some grand confection, was up close
a complex agglomerate of many textures and embedded crystals. A few looked
vaguely familiar from ancient, blurry, color plates Savant Mother Claire had
passed around, too faded to be used any longer in the upper school, but good
enough to teach summerlings a dollop of geology. Unfortunately, the only
minerals Maia could recognize were biotite, for its gray flecks, and dark,
glossy hornblende. Too bad these were granitic rocks, not sedimentary. It might
have been diverting to scan the walls for fossils of ancient life-forms that
had thrived on Stratos long before the planet's ecosystem was forced to
compromise with waves of modified Terran invaders. Maia
exercised for a while, washed up, tried again futilely to pry open some of the
crates, and made a decision not to wait for her keepers to warm toward her. It
was time to take initiative. "From
now on," she told one of them over lunch. "Your.name shall be Grim. And
yours," she said, pointing at the other, "will be Blim." They
looked at her with expressions of surprise and dismay that pleased her no end.
"Of course, I may choose better names for you, if you're good." CLORV StAJOXl 209 They
were grumbling unhappily when they took the dishes away. Later, over dinner,
she switched names on them, confusing them further still. Why not? Maia
pondered. It was only fair to share the discomfort. .
Sunset, day number two, she thought, using a nail she found to scrape a second
mark on the inside of the wooden door. The sun's spot on the wall climbed
higher, dimmed, and went out. Shadows of crates and stacked bundles grew
progressively more eerie and intimidating as dusk fell. Last night, she had
been too stupefied to notice, but with the arrival of full darkness, the shapes
around her seemed to take on frightening gremlin forms. Outlines of
unsympathetic monsters. Don't
be a baby. Maia chided herself for reacting like a bedwetting two-year-old.
With a pounding heart, she forced herself to stand and approach the most
fearsome of the silhouettes, the teetering pyramid of boxes and carpets she
herself had stacked below the little window. See? she thought, touching the
scratchy side of a crate. You can't let this drive you crazy. Nervously,
she fondled her sole possession, the little sextant. A glitter of stars could
be seen through the stone opening, tempting her. But to climb up there in the
dark . . . ? Maia
screwed up her courage. Piss on the world, or it'll piss on you. That was how
Naroin, her old bosun, would have put it. She had to do this. Moving
carefully from foothold to handhold, Maia climbed the artificial hill,
sometimes stopping to hold on tightly as a creak or abrupt teetering set her
pulse racing. The ascent took several times as long as it would have in
daylight, but Maia persevered until at last she was able to peer through the
slit opening. A breeze chilled her face, bringing scents of wild grass and
rain. Between patches of glowering cloud, Maia could just make out the familiar 210 DAVID 8
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of the constellation Sappho glittering above the dark prairie. Okay.
We go back down now? her body seemed to ask. Trembling,
Maia forced herself to stay long enough to take a sighting, although the
horizon was vague and she could not read the dial of the sextant. Ill do better
tomorrow night, she promised herself. Gratefully, but with a sense of having
won a victory over her fears, she carefully clambered down again. As she
lay upon her makeshift bed, exhausted but stronger in spirit, the clicking
sound resumed. The one from last night, which she had associated with a
dripping faucet. It was real, apparently, not a figment of her dreams. Another
irritant among many. Maia
shrugged aside the distant noise and the looming figures her imagination
manufactured out of shadows. Oh, shut up, she told them all, and rolled over to
go to sleep. "I'm
going to lose my mind without something to do!" she shouted at her jailers
the next morning. When they blinked at her in confusion, she demanded.
"Haven't they got books here? Anything to read?" The
jailers stared, as if uncertain what she was talking about. They're probably
illiterate, she realized. Besides, even if the sanctuary architects designed in
a library, shelves and all, it still would have been up to the men themselves
to bring books and disks and tapes. So she
was surprised when Blim (or was it Grim?) returned after a while and laid four
dog-eared paper-paged books on the table. In the stocky woman's eyes Maia saw a
flicker of entreaty. Don't be hard on us, and we won't be hard on you. Maia
picked up the volumes, probably abandoned here by the construction workers. She
nodded thanks and CLORV SEASON 211 played
no name games with her warders when they carried off her tray. Rationing
herself to a book a day, she decided to start with the one bearing the most
lurid cover. It depicted a young woman, armed with bow and arrows, leading a
band of compatriots and a few protected men through the vine-encrusted ruins of
a demolished city. Maia recognized the genre—var-trash—printed on cheap stock
to sell for the delectation of poor summerlings like herself. A fair number of
nonclone women loved reading fantasies about civilization's collapse, when all of
society's well-ordered niches would be overturned and a young woman might win
her way to founder status by quick thinking and simple heroics alone. In this
book, the premise was a sudden, unexplained shift in the planet's orbit. Not
only did this cause melting of the. great ice sheets of Stratos, toppling all
the stolid clans and opening the way for newer, hardier types, but in a stroke
the inconvenient behavior patterns of men were solved, since now, by a miracle
of the author's pen, the aurorae appeared in winter! It
really was trash, but wonderfully diverting trash. By the end of the story, the
young protagonist and her friends had everything nicely settled. Each of them
seemed destined to have lots of lovely, look-alike daughters, and live happily
ever after. Thalia and Kiel would love this, Maia thought when she put the
novel aside. It must have been left by some var on the construction crew. No
winter-born clanling would enjoy the scenario, even in fantasy. She
scraped another mark on the door. That evening Maia climbed the pyramid with
more confidence. Through the narrow window, she watched the steady west wind
push sluggish, red-tinted clouds toward distant mountains, where steeply angled
sunlight also caught a double row of tiny luminescent globes—a small swarm of
migrating zoor-floaters, she realized. Their airy sense of freedom 212 DAVID B R I XI made
her heart ache, but she watched until dusk grew too dim to see the colorful
living zep'lins any longer. By then
the constellations had come out. Her hand was steady as she peered closely
through her portable sextant, noting when specific stars touched the western
horizon. Recalling the date, this gave her a fairly good way to keep track of
time without a clock—as if there were any need. Maybe next I can figure a
latitude, she thought. That, at least, would partly pin down where her prison
lay. Knowing
the time told her one thing. The clicking resumed that night, almost exactly at
midnight. It went on for about half an hour, then stopped. For some time
afterward, Maia lay in the darkness with her eyes open, wondering. "What
do you think, Leie?" she whispered, asking her sister. She
imagined Leie's response. "Oh, Maia. You see patterns in every smuggy
thing. Go to sleep." Good
advice. Soon she was dreaming of aurorae flickering like gauzy curtains above
the white glaciers of home. Meteors fell, pelting the ice to a staccato rhythm,
which transformed into the cadence of a gently falling rain. The
second book was a Perkinite tract, which showed that the work crew must have
been mixed—and rather tense. ".
. . it is therefore obvious that the seat of the human soul can lie only in the
mitochondria, which are the true life-motivators within each living cell. Now,
of course, even men have mitochondria, which they inherit from their mothers.
But sperm-heads are too small to contain any, so no summer baby, whether female
or male, gets any of its essential soul-stuff from the male 'parent.' Only
motherhood is therefore truly a creative act. "Now
we have already seen that continuity and CLORV SEASON! 213 growth
of the soul takes place via the miracle of cloning, which enhances the
soul-essence with each regeneration and renewal of the clonal self. This
gradual amplification is only possible with repetition. Just one lifespan
leaves a woman's soul barely formed, unenlightened, which is one reason why
equal voting rights for vars makes no sense, biologically. "For
a man, of course, there is not even a beginning of soulness. Fatherhood is an
anachronism, then. The true role of the soul-less male can only be to serve and
spark ..." The
line of reasoning was too convoluted for Maia to follow closely, but the book's
author seemed to be saying that male humans were better defined as domestic
animals, useful, but dangerous to let run around loose. The only mistake made
long ago, on the Perkinites' beloved, lamented Herlandia, had been not going
far enough. This
was heresy, of course, defying several of the Great Promises sworn by Lysos and
the Founders, when they made men small in number, but preserved their rights as
citizens and human beings. In theory, any man might aspire to heights of
individual power and status, equal to even a senior mother of a high clan. Maia
knew of no examples, but it was supposed to be possible. The
writer of this tract wanted no shared citizenship with lower life-forms. Another
Great Promise had ordained that heretics must be suffered to speak, lest rigor
grasp women's minds. Even loony stuff like this? Maia wondered. To try understanding
another point of view, Maia kept reading. But when she came to a part that
proposed breeding males to be docilely milked on special farms, like contented
cows, she reached her limit. Maia threw the book across-the room and went into
a flurry of exercise, doing pushups 214 DAVID 8
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situps until pounding sounds of pulse and breath drowned out all remnants of
the author's hateful voice. Dinner
came and went. Darkness fell. This time, she tried to be ready just before
'midnight, lying on her back with eyes closed. When the clicking started, she
listened carefully for the first ten seconds, and tried to note if there was a
pattern. It followed a rhythm, all right, made of repeated snapping sounds
interspersed with pauses one, two, or more beats in duration. click
dick, beat, click, beat, beat, click click click . . . Maybe
she was letting her imagination run away with her. It sounded like no code she
had ever heard. There were no obvious spaces that might go between words, for
example. Was there any reason for the clicking to happen at the same time each
night? It
might just be a faulty timepiece in one of the great halls, or something
equally mundane. I wonder how the sound carries through the walls. Sleep
came without any resolution. She dreamed of brasswork clocks, ticking with the
smooth, just rhythms of natural law. The
third book was even riper than the prior two—a romance about life in the old
Homino-Stellar Phylum, before Lysos and the Founders set forth across the
galaxy to forge a new destiny. Such accounts, dealing with an archaic, obsolete
way of life, ought to be fascinating and instructive. But Maia had read widely
in the genre as a four-year-old, and been disappointed. Like so
many others, this tale was set on Florentina, the only Phylum world familiar to
most schoolgirls, since that was where the Founders' expedition began. The
story even featured a cameo appearance by Perseph, a chief aide to Lysos. But
for the most part, the exodus was seen in glimpses, being planned offstage.
Meanwhile, the poor heroine, a sort-of everywoman of Florentina, suffered the
trials of living in a patriarchal society, where men were so CLORV S e A S 0 XI 215 numerous
and primitive that life could only have been a kind of hell. "I
did not mean to encourage him!" Rabaka cried, covering the left side of
her face so that her husband would not see the bruises. "I only smiled
because-—" "You
SMILED at a strange man?" he roared at her. "Have you lost your mind?
We men will seize any gesture, any imaginable cue as a sign of willingness! No
wonder he followed you, and pushed you into the alley to have his way." "But
I fought. ... He did not succeed—" "No
matter. Now I shall have to kill him!" "No,
please ..." "Are
you DEFENDING him, then?" Rath demanded, his eyes filling with flame.
"Perhaps you would prefer him? Perhaps you feel trapped with me in this
small house, bound together by our vows for eternity?" "No,
Rath," Rabaka pleaded. "I just don't want you to risk—" But it
was already too late to stem his rush of anger. Rath was already reaching for
the punishment strap that hung upon the wall. ... Maia
could only take it half a chapter at a time. The writing was execrable, but
that wasn't what made her stomach queasy. The incessant violence repulsed her.
What kind of masochist reads this kind of stuff? she wondered. If the
point was to show how different another society could be, the book was
successful, in a gut-churning way. On Stratos, it was virtually unheard-of for
a man to lift his hand against a woman. The Founders had laid an aversion at
the chromosome level, which was reinforced from one generation to the next.
Summer ma tings were a man's only chance to pass on his genes, and clan mothers
had long 216 DAVID BRIM memories
when the time came to send out invitations during aurora season. On
Florentina, though, there had been a different arrangement. Marriage. One man.
One woman. Stuck together forever. Apparently, women even preferred
quasi-slavery to a single life, because vast numbers of other men patrolled
outside, in ceaseless rut, always eager to pounce. The brutal consequences
depicted on page after page of the historical novel left Maia nauseated by the
time she finished. Of
course she had no way of knowing how accurate the depiction was, of Old Order
life on a Phylum world. Maia suspected just a little authorial exaggeration.
There might have been specific cases like the one described, but if things were
this bad for all women, all the time, they surely would have poisoned their
husbands and sons long before gene-molding came along with alternate solutions. Still,
it was enough to give a girl religion again. Bless the wisdom of Lysos, Maia
thought, drawing a circle over her breast.- Again
that evening she exercised hard, running in place, doing pushups and step
workouts, on and off crates. At dusk, she went back to the window and found
that she could just manage to squeeze into the long, narrow passage. Thoughts
of escape blossomed, until she reached the far end where it was possible to
look straight down at the valley floor ... a hundred meters below. I might
be able to come up with a plan. Find a way to get some of these crates open.
Maybe start weaving a rope from yarn taken from the carpets? There were
possibilities, each of them dangerous. It would take some mulling over. Anyway,
she obviously had plenty of time. There
were no majestic zoor-floaters to watch as night fell, though several birds
fluttered past, pausing on their way to roost long enough to taunt her,
squawking at this silly, flightless human, crammed within her cleft of stone. 217 Maia
felt too agitated to try using the sextant. She climbed back down, fell asleep
early, and had strange dreams most of the night. Dreams of escape. Dreams of
running. Dreams of ambivalence. Of wanting/not wanting the company of someone
for the rest of her life. Leie? Clone-daughters? A man? Images of a fictional
but still vivid Florentina World confused her with combined revulsion and
fascination. Later,
when she clawed her way, moaning, out of a dream about being buried alive, Maia
awakened to find herself tangled in the rough, heavy drapes she used for
blankets, forced to struggle just to extricate herself. I don't like this
place, she thought, when at last she was breathing freely again. She sagged
back. I wonder how you go about unweaving a carpet. The
narrow window showed a sliver of the constellation Anvil, so the night was more
than half over. Missed the clicking, this time, one part of her commented. The
rest didn't give a damn. When sleep reclaimed her, there were no more
nightmares. She had
saved for last what seemed the best book of the four. It was printed on good
paper and came with the imprint of a Horn City publishing company. "A
literary classic," proclaimed the flashing microadvert on its binding,
when turned to the light. On the copyright page, Maia read that the novel was
over a hundred years old. She had never heard of it, but that came as no
surprise. Lamatia Hold was fanatic in preferring to teach its var-daughters
practical skills over the arts. Certainly
the writing was better than any of the other books. Unlike the historical
fantasy, or the var-trash romance, it was set in the Stratos of everyday life.
The story opened with a young woman on a voyage, accompanied by a fellow
cloneling her own age. They were carrying commercial contracts from town to
town, arranging deals, making money for their faraway hold and clan. The writer 218 D A V
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conveyed many hassles of life on the road, dealing with bureaucrats and senior
mothers who, as broad and amusing caricatures, brought to Maia's lips her first
faint smile in a long time. Below these picaresque encounters, the author laid
a current of underlying tension. Things were not as they seemed with the two
protagonists. Maia discovered their secret early in chapter three. The
pair weren't clonelings at all. Their "clan" was a fiction. They were
just a couple of vars. Twins . . . Maia
blinked, startled to the quick. But . . . that was our ideal It's what Leie and
I planned to do. She
stared at the page, outrage turning swiftly to embarrassment. How many people
must have read this book by now? Flipping to the title page, she saw that paper
printings alone were in the hundreds of thousands. And that left out versions
on disk, or floating access . . . We
would 've been laughingstock, the first place we tried it, Maia realized with
horrified chagrin. In retrospect, she saw with abrupt clarity how the idea must
have occurred to others, countless times, even before this novel was written.
Probably lots of var twins fantasized about it. At least some oj the Lamai
mothers should have known, and been able to warn us! Maia
paused. Wait a minute! She flipped pages and looked again at the names of the
protagonists. . . . Reie and Naia? No wonder they had sounded familiar. She
shook her head in numb disbelief. We ... were NAMED after characters in this
Lysos-damned storybook? Maia
saw purple, thinking about the petty joke Mother Claire and the others had
pulled on the two of them. At least Leie had been spared ever knowing what
fools they'd been. She
hurled the book across the room and flung herself onto her dusty bed, crying
out of loneliness and a sense of utter abandonment. CLORV S6A50X1 219 For two
days she was listless, spending most of her time sleeping. The late night
clicking was no longer of interest. Not' much of anything was. Still,
after a while boredom began penetrating even the self-pitying bleakness Maia
had crafted for herself. When she could stand it no longer, she asked her
jailers once more for something to help pass the time. They looked at each
other, and responded that they were sorry, but there were no more books. Maia
sighed and went back to picking at her meal. Her warders watched morosely,
clearly affected by her mood. She did not care. At
first, Maia used to fantasize about rescue by some authority,- like the
Planetary Equilibrium officer she had spoken to, or the priestess of the temple
at Grange Head, or even a squadron of Lamai militia, wearing bright-plumed
helmets. But she nursed no illusions about her importance in the grand scheme
of things. Nor did any word arrive from Tizbe. Maia now saw that there was no
need for the drug messenger or anyone else to come visit or interrogate her. Hope
had no place in her developing picture of the world. Even the Lerners are so
high above you, they have to bend over to spit. She
remembered Calma, standing in the moonlight while Tizbe and the Joplands took
her prisoner. Until that moment, Maia had thought of her as an individual, a
decent person—a little awkward and transparent, but sweet in her way. Now I
know better ... a clone is a clone. Thalia and Kiel were right. The whole
system stinks! It was
sacrilege, and Maia didn't care. She missed her friends. Even if she had only
known them for a few weeks, they had shared with her the curse of uniqueness,
and 220 DAVID B R I would
understand the feelings of betrayal and desolation that swept over her now. Desperate
for some way out of her funk, Maia reread the escapist, var-trash novel, and
found it more satisfying the second time. Perhaps because she identified more
with the implied wish, to see everything come crashing down. But then it was
finished. A third reading would be pointless. None of the other books was worth
even a second look. Lethargically,
she spent the afternoon atop her makeshift pyramid, staring across the desert
plain. It was a sea of grass you could get lost on, if you didn't know what you
were doing. Here and there she thought she could trace outlines of regular
features, like the footprints of vanished buildings. But no one had ever lived
on this arid plateau, as far as she knew. The
next morning, along with her breakfast, Maia's Jailers brought something new.
It was a large shiny box with a handle, like one of those hard suitcases rich
travelers sometimes carried. "Got lots o' these stacked in 'nother
room," one of them told her. "Hear it's a way to pass th' time. Y'might
try it." The woman shrugged, as if such a long speech had used up her
allotment of words for the day. After
they left, Maia took the case over to where there was a good patch of light,
and released the simple catch. The box unfolded once, then the two halves
unfolded again. More clever hingings invited more unlayering until she had in
front of her a wide, flat surface of pale material covered with finely etched
vertical and horizontal lines. Life,
she realized. Maia had never before seen a board quite like this, obviously an
expensive model, too good to take to sea. It must be the kind men used while
trapped in sanctuary, to help distract themselves during hot-season quarantine. They
brought me a patarkal game of bleeding Life! CLORV J6AJOKI 221 It was
too rich. Maia guffawed with a touch of hysterical release. She laughed and
laughed, until at last she wiped tears from her eyes and sighed, feeling much
better. Then,
for lack of anything better to do, she felt along the' front panel for the
power switch and turned the machine on. Why, in
nature, is the male-female ratio nearly always one to one? If wombs are costly
while sperm is cheap, why are there so many sperm producers? It is a
matter of biological economics. If a species produces fewer females than males,
daughters will be more fruitful than sons. Any variant individual who picks up
the trait of having more female offspring will have advantages, and will spread
the mutant trait through- the gene pool until the ratio evens out again. The
same logic will hold in reverse, if we planners try to simply program-in a
birth ratio sparse in males. Early generations would reap the benefits of peace
and serenity, but selection forces will reward son-production, favoring its
occurrence with rising frequency, eventually annulling the program and landing
us right back where we started. Within mere centuries, this planet will be like
any other, aswarm
with men and their accompanying noise and strife. There
is a way to free our descendants from this bio-economic cul-de-sac. Give them
the option of self-cloning. Reproductive success will then reward women who
manage to have offspring both sexually and especially non-sexually. In time, a
desire to have like-self daughters will saturate the gene pool. It will be
stable and self-reinforcing. The
option of stimulated self-cloning lets us at last design a world with the
problem of too many males permanently solved. 10 Maia
already knew the basic rules. Lamatia Clan wanted all its daughters, winter and
summer alike, to know about the "peculiar male obsession with games."
Such familiarity could be useful any season, in maintaining good relations with
some mannish guild. Games
came in a wide range. Many, like Poker, Dare, and Distaff, were as popular
among females as males. And although Chess was traditionally more well-liked by
men, four generations of planetary supreme grandmasters had come from the
small, intellectual lineage of Terrille clones. Which might help explain why
ever more male aficionados had .switched to the Game of Life, during the last
century or so. Technically,
any Life match was over before it began. Two men—or teams of men—faced off at
opposite ends of a board consisting of anywhere from two score to several
hundred intersecting horizontal and vertical lines. During the crucial
preparation phase, each side took turns strategically laying rows of game
pieces in the squares between the lines—choosing to place them either white or
black side up—until the board was full. Simple rules were programmed into the
pieces, or sometimes into the board 226 DAVID 8
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depending on how rich the players were and what kind of set they could afford. As a
little girl, Maia used to watch in fascination as sailors from docked
freighters spent hours winding up old-fashioned watch-spring game pieces, or
collecting the solar-powered variety after soaking on rooftops by the piers.
Each team might spend up to ten minutes between turns huddled, arguing strategy
until the referee called time and they had to lay down another row on their
side of the playing field. After which they would watch, arms crossed,
contemptuously sneering as their opponents fussed and laid a layer of their
own, on the other side. The teams would continue alternating, laying new rows
of white or black pieces, until the halfway boundary was reached, and all empty
squares were filled. Then everyone stepped back. After proclaiming an ancient
invocation, the referee would then stretch out his staff toward the timing
square. Most
women found all of the arguments and arm waving leading up to this point
profoundly tedious. Yet, whenever a major match was finally about to get under
way, people would start arriving—from poor var laborers to haughty clanfolk
descending from castles on the hill— all gathering to stand and watch, awaiting
the tap of the referee's stick. . . . When,
suddenly, the quiescent pieces wakened! Maia
especially loved the times when players used the spring-wound disks, which, on
sensing the condition of their neighbors, would respond by buzzing and flipping
their louvers with each beat of the game clock—white giving over to black,
black becoming white, or mysteriously remaining motionless with the same face
up until the next round. The
process was controlled by preset rules. In the classic version of Life, these
were absurdly simple. A square with a black piece was defined as
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meant "unliving." Its state during an upcoming round would depend on
its neighbors' status the round before. A white piece would "come
alive," turning black next turn, if exactly three of its eight neighboring
squares (including corners) were black this turn. If a site was already black,
it could remain so next round if it currently had two or three living neighbors.
Any more or less, and it would switch back to white again. Someone
once told Maia that this simulated living ecosystems. "Among plant and
animal species, whenever population density climbs too high in a neighborhood,
there often follows a collapse. Everything dies. Similarly, death also reigns
if things get too sparse." Ecology thrives on moderation, or so the game
seemed to say. To
Maia, that just sounded like rationalization. The game got its name, she was
sure, from the patterns that surged across the board just as soon as the
referee gave his starting rap. From that moment, each individual game piece
remained on the same spot, but its abrupt changes of state contributed to waves
of black and white that crisscrossed the playing area with great speed and
hypnotic complexity. Even Perkinite missionaries, standing on their portable
pedestals, would lapse in their denigrations of all things male long enough to
stare and sigh at the entrancing, rippling waves. Certain
initial patterns appeared to animate on their own. A compact "glider"
would, if left alone, cruise from one end of the board to the other, changing
shape in a four-stage pattern that repeated over and over as it inched along.
Another grouping might throb in place, or send out branching limbs that budded,
like flowers sending forth seeds that sprouted in their turn. Sometimes
pattern was the sole objective. There were form-generating contests, with
prizes going to the most intricate final design, or to the purest image
obtained after twenty, fifty, or a hundred beats. Variants using more 228 DAVID B
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rules and multicolored pieces produced even more sophisticated displays. More
often, though, the game was played as a battle between two teams. Their
objective: to lay down starting conditions such that when play commenced, the
sweep of shapes would carry their way, wiping clear their opponents' territory,
so that the last oases of "life" would be on their side of the board. The
contests could appear brutal at times, just like nature. Besides gliders and
other benign forms, there were "eaters," which consumed other
patterns, then rebounded off the edge to sweep back across the playing field as
voracious as ever. More sophisticated designs passed harmlessly off most patterns,
but devoured any other eater they came across! Ship
crews and guilds hoarded techniques, tricks, and rules of thumb for
generations, yet the strategy of laying down initial rows before the game was
still more art than science. Frequently both teams wound up staring in surprise
at what they'd wrought ... patterns surging back and forth for a good part of
an hour in ways unexpected by either side. Draws were frequent. During summers,
occasional nstfights erupted over accusations of cheating, though Maia was at a
loss how one could cheat in Life. She had
to admit there was something aesthetic about the game's essential simplicity
and the intricate, endless variety of forms it produced. As a child she had
found it alluring, in an eerie sort of way, and had even tried asking
questions. It took some time getting over the taunting and humiliation that had
brought on, more from her own peers than from men. Anyway, by age four she
found herself reaching the same conclusion as so many other women on Stratos. So
what? Yes,
the patterns were interesting up to a point, beyond which the passion males
poured into the game be- CLORV JtAjoxi 229 came
symbolic of the gulf separating the sexes. Other pastimes, like card games, at
least involved people looking at or talking to each other, for instance. It was
hard to comprehend treating little bits—things—as if they were really alive. Yet
here she was, in prison, without anyone else to look at or talk to, with all
the books read and nothing to do but stare at the unfolded game board. Maia
pondered. I've already tried a thing or two girls don't usually do—like
studying navigation. That
was merely unusual, though. Not unheard-of. This game was another matter. If
there were women on Stratos who had ever achieved expert status at Life, they
were almost certainly labeled terminally strange. Well,
better strange than batty, she decided. Anger and loneliness waited on the
wings, like unwelcome aunts, ready to drop in at the slightest invitation,
provoking useless, unproductive tears. 111 go crazy without something to keep
my mind busy. The
board felt smooth. There were no physical pieces. Instead, each tiny white
square would turn ebony at the command of an electro-optic controller buried in
the machine itself. She recalled the old-time clatter and clack with fondness.
This system felt chill and remote. Let's
see if I can figure it out. A
couple of small lights winked on the display. She had no idea what PROG MEM or
PREV.GAME.SAV meant. Those could be explored later, when she had mastered the
simplest level. As soon as she turned on the machine, half of the squares along
the four edges of the game board had gone black, so that an alternating checker
sequence snaked around the perimeter. She recalled that this was one of several
ways of dealing with the edge problem, or what to do when moving Life patterns
reached the limits of the playing field. Ideally,
in the perfect case, there wouldn't be an edge 230 DAVID B
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just an endless expanse to give the patterns room to grow and interact. That
was why big tournament games featured immense boards, and took days, even
weeks, to set up. Maia recalled how, one day at Lamatia Hold, Coot Bennett had
told her a secret. Sophisticated electronic versions of Life, such as the one
in front of her, could actually keep track of patterns even after they had
"left the stage," pretending that the artificial entities continued
existence even several board-lengths away, in some sort of imaginary space! At
first, Maia had been convinced he was having her on. Then she felt thrilled,
wondering if any other woman knew about this. Later
she realized—of course the Caria savants knew, since they controlled the
factories that made the game sets.' They just didn't care. For a machine to go
on pretending that imaginary objects existed in some fictitious realm the
player couldn't even see was like the unreal multiplying with itself,
manipulating tokens of replicas of symbols, which in turn stood for
make-believe things, which were themselves emblems. . . . Some of the
mathematician clans at Caria University probably studied such abstractions, but
Maia doubted they ever made the man-error of mistaking them for real. Solving
the edge problem was another matter when teams were forced to use simple lines
scratched on a dock or cargo hatch, playing with wind-up or sun-powered pieces.
As a partial solution, men sometimes laid rows of static, unpowered black or
white pieces along the rim of the playing field, to try constraining the
action. Maia knew the slang term for the alternating checker border was
"the mirror," although only a few life patterns would actually
reflect off the fixed boundary back into the game arena. Others would simply be
absorbed or destroyed. An edge
pattern also made starting the game easier, since any square in the first
playing row already had either one or two "living" neighbors, just
below it. CLORV StASOXJ 231 Row
Two — Row One -Boundary Row^Jj (permanent) Removing
the thin writing stylus from its slot on the control panel, she stroked a
square on the first row, turning it black. The
solitary "living" square was born with two black neighbors on the
fixed boundary row below, touching it at the corners. Now Maia gave it another
black neighbor, to its left. With three black, or living, neighbors now, the
first activated square should remain "alive" ... at least through the
second round. Maia
sighed. All right. Let's see if I can make a simple ladder. She
worked her way across the first row, turning a few squares dark, leaving some
blank, and so on. Maia did not feel ready to take on more complicated starting
conditions quite yet, so after touching about forty squares she called it
enough. The rest of the board was left pale, untouched. ••
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II I Knowing
the rules, Maia could guess what might happen to a particular square next
round, by carefully counting the number of black neighbors it had now. It
didn't take much effort to project the fates of up to a dozen 232 DAVID B R I squares,
one or two rounds into the future. Then she lost track. To find out what would
happen after that, she must set the game in motion. Peering
at the control panel, she found a button embossed with a figure of a cowled man
holding a long staff. The symbol for a referee, Maia decided, and pressed the
button. A low note pulsed slowly, the traditional countdown. At the eighth beat
the game commenced, and change abruptly rippled along the active row. Wherever a
square had precisely the right number of neighbors, that square flickered. Then
all those squares turned, or remained, black. Those that failed the test
turned, or remained, white. The checker pattern along the boundary stayed the
same. Now
there were some black squares on the second active row, as well as the first. A
few spots on the formerly all-white expanse had met the conditions for coming
alive. With
the next timing pulse, more squares died than were born, and it was only with
the fourth round that any positions came alive on the third row. Maia saw with
mild chagrin that she had chosen a losing sequence for her initial condition.
Ah, well. She waited till the last, gasping cluster of dark points expired, and
immediately tried again with a new pattern along the first row. This
time pretty much the same thing happened, except near the far left, where an
entity took shape—a small group of cells that winked on and off in a repeating
pattern, over and over. Oh, yes, Maia remembered. That's a "microbe." While
its individual parts flickered with different CLORV StAJOXl 233 rhythms,
each unit choosing a different tempo to flip from dark to pale or back again,
the isolated configuration as a whole kept renewing itself. After twenty beats,
the rest of the board lay empty, but this small patch remained stable,
repetitiously persistent. Maia felt a flush of pleasure at having reinvented
one of the simplest Life-forms on just her second go. She wiped the board and
tried again, creating microbes all across the bottom edge. If left alone, they
would whirl and gyre in place until the batteries ran out. That
was the extent of her beginner's luck. Maia spent much of the next hour
experimenting without finding another self-sustaining form. It was frustrating,
since she recalled that some of the classics were absurdly simple. A
metallic clanking behind her announced the guards' arrival with lunch. Maia got
up, spreading her arms and stretching a crick in her back. Only when she went
over to sit down at the table, and felt the stout women staring at her, did it
come to her attention that she was humming, and must have been doing so for
some time. Huh!
Maia thought. But then, it wasn't surprising to be glad something had drawn her
from her troubles- for a while. We'll see if this diversion lasts as long as
those books did. To which she added, Just don't count on my being too
distracted to notice, my fat Guel keepers, if you ever relax your guard, or
stop coming in pairs. Someday you'll slip up. I'm watching. After
the bland meal, she purposely avoided the game board and went instead to her
"gymnasium," contrived out of rugs and boxes. Running in place,
stretching, doing situps and pullups, Maia drove herself until a warm, pleasant
ache spread from her shoulders to her toes. Then she removed her clothes and
used water from the pitcher to take a sponge bath. Fortunately there was a
small drain in the floor to carry away the effluent. While
drying herself, she looked over her body. After months of hard labor, it was
only natural she should find 234 DAVID B
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where none had shown before. Nor did she mind the fine scars that laced her
hands and forearms—all earned by honest labor. What did surprise her was a
pronounced development of her breasts. Since her last inspection, they had gone
from petite to appreciable—or ample • enough to be a bit sore from being
jounced, the last hour or so. Of course, it was common knowledge that Lamai
mothers passed on a dominant gene for this. They seldom left their var-daughters
unendowed. Still, predictable or not, it was an event. One Maia had not
expected to celebrate in jail. She
had, in fact, always envisioned someday sharing it with Leie. Shaking
her head, she refused to be drawn into bleakness. For distraction, Maia walked
back to the carpet and sat down in front of the electronic Life simulator. If only
there were a manual, or some teaching program to go with this damn game, she
pondered. Maia had glimpsed men at dockside carrying around heavy reference books,
which they pored over between matches. There would also be treatises on the
subject, written by female anthropologists, filed at Caria University and
big-city libraries. None of which helped her here. Those
two little lights attracted her notice again. PROG MEM, one label .read. Some
sort of memory? For storing preplanned programs, I suppose. The
other button said PREV^GAM.STOR. "Previous
game storage?" She had presumed this board was new, having been shipped in
for men who would now never arrive. But the light winked, so maybe there was an
earlier game stored in memory. Guess I
could replay it and pick up a pointer or two, she thought, then noticed nearby
a tiny window with a string of code letters displayed VARIANT RULE: RVRSBL CA
897W, it said mysteriously. Maia made a guess. Sometimes men changed the rules
of the game, as if Life itself CLORV $ Ј A J 0 XI 235 weren't
complicated enough. It might take five living neighbors for a black square to
stay alive. Or the program made squares to the left more influential than those
on the right. The possibilities were endless, which helped the whole thing seem
all the more pointless to most women. Oh,
this is idiotic. I'll never learn anything from this. Maia paused, then
impulsively pressed the button to see what the memory cache contained.
Immediately the game board swirled into action. First the checkered boundary
contracted inward from all sides till it enclosed a much smaller number of
squares. She counted fifty-nine across and fifty-nine lengthwise. Surrounding
the restricted game area was a border much more complex than the simple mirror
pattern of before. The board flickered another time, and all at once the zone
within the new boundary filled with chaos. A splotchy scattering of black dots
covered the first nine rows, like choca-bits strewn across a birthday cake. Lysosl
This was completely over Maia's head. The WIPE button beckoned . . . but
curiosity stayed her hand. After all, this represented a lot of labor by the
game's previous owner. If nothing else, the patterns might be pretty to watch. Sighing,
she touched the referee symbol. The clock ticked down, eight, seven, six, five,
four . . . The
dots began to dance. Wherever ..an open space had the right number of
neighbors, next round there was a black, or living square at that location.
Others that had been black, but failed the programmed criteria, turned white
the following round. With each clock throb, the patterns changed in whirling
waves, some fragmenting or scattering upon touching the boundary, while others
reflected back, adding to the maelstrom within. Ephemeral shapes appeared and
vanished like bubbles passing through the plane of the board. Maia could only
breathe a sigh as waves crashed against stable entities, transforming 236 DAVID B
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She saw gliders and noted their simple, crushed-triangular form. In one corner
appeared a "glider gun," which spat out little flapping arrows at
regular intervals, sending them whizzing across the board. There were
spectacular collisions. It was
enthralling to watch. Maia wondered if this would turn out to be one of those
programs that became self-sustaining, with the whole board in a state of
perpetual flux for as long as the machine was left on, each moment's array
unlike any that had come before. Then,
the pace began to slacken. Rapidly zipping entities started merging into
complex but stationary units, arrayed in five deep columns across the board.
Each of these underwent further evolution, slowing the rate of change still
further as they converged on what she guessed must be a preplanned, final form. She
could see it happening. Each step grew out of the one preceding it. Still, it
took her by surprise when the patterns coalesced into individual letters. Words. HELP!
PRISONER -39° F8 16'N, 67° F8 54'E The
letters flickered, as if seen through turbid water, their component dots still
blindly switching on and off, obeying set rules, unaware of anything more than
two rows or columns away. Only collectively did they carry meaning, and that
began dissolving as stern, mathematical laws tore fleeting cogency into swirls
of returning chaos. Some driving force was spent. Blank patches spread,
devouring the brief patterns. In
seconds it was over. Maia stared at the pale game board—now empty,
featureless—trying to convince herself she'd seen it: meaning, startling and
unforeseen. Many
species use environmental cues to trigger reproduction at certain times of
year, leaving the rest peaceful and quiet. Humans have lost this ancient linkage
with the calendar, resulting in our incessant obsession with, and subjugation
to, sex. The
time has come to restore wisdom to our rhythm of life, reestablishing serenity
and predictability to the cycle of our years. Stratos seems ideal for this
purpose, with its distinctive, planet-wide seasons. The birth ratio we
foresee—of clones to old-style, sexually-derived offspring —need not be
programmed-in. It will arise naturally out of two uneven periods of potential
impregnation, separated by long stretches of relative calm. There
are plenty of environmental effects we can utilize as cues, to trigger desire
at appropriate times. Take the incredible, world-wide aurorae of high summer,
during the
planet's closest approach past tiny, fierce Waenglen's Star. If male
chimpanzees are visually aroused by a mere flash of pink female swelling seen
at long range through a forest, how difficult can it be for us to program a
similar color-response in our males, triggered by these startling blue sky
displays? Similarly, winter's special frost will signal changes in our women
descendants, preparing them for amazonogenic cloning. There
will be side-effects we cannot now predict, but the possibility of error should
not deter us. We are only replacing one rather arbitrary set of stimuli and
impulses with another. The new rules will, in fact, be more flexible and varied
than the monotone lusts of old. One
thing will remain constant. No matter what changes we make, the drama of birth
and life will remain a matter of choice, of mind. We are not animals, after
all. The environment may suggest. It may provoke. But in the end, our
descendants will be thinking beings. It is
by their thoughts and sentiments and strong wills that their way of life will
be decided. 11 Around
midnight, the star-filled patterns of the winter sky rose over the high
mountains crowning the eastern horizon, casting glittering reflections across
glaciers tucked in alpine dales. Summertime's celestial rash was over, tapering
to a planetary glide as Stratos climbed its elliptic track toward the longest
season. More than two Earth years would pass before the great plummet into
spring. Till then, the Pelican of Euphrosyne, Epona, and the Dancing Dolphin
would be regular occupants of night's high throne. Maia
often used to wonder what it might be like to live on Florentina, or even Old
Earth. Very.strange, she imagined, and not just due to the primitive breeding
patterns still followed there. She had read that on most habitable worlds,
seasons were due to axial tilt, rather than orbital position. And winter was a
time of bad weather. Here,
under the thick atmosphere of Stratos, summer's necessary but brief disruptions
passed quickly and were soon forgotten, while winter brought a long time of
placid predictability. Rainclouds arrived in periodic, sweeping fronts,
showering their moist loads across the continents, then replenishing over humid
seas. For pro- 240 DAVID BRIM tracted
intervals between storms, the sun nourished gently bowing, light-hungry crops,
outshining its companion, Wengel Star, so overpoweringly that the white dwarf
was no more than a faint glitter in the daytime sky, too dim to provoke even a
sailor on leave. At night, no aurorae blared, only sprinkled constellations,
twinkling like mad above the restless jet stream. It will
be Autumn-End Day soon, Maia thought, watching the constellation Thalia climb
slowly toward zenith. They'll be putting up decorations in Port Sanger. All the
pleasure houses will close till midwinter, and men from the sanctuaries will
stroll through wide-open gates, making paper airplanes of their old visitor
passes. They'll get sweets and cider, and children will ride their shoulders,
pulling their beards, making them laugh. Although
rutting time had been effectively over before she and Leie departed on their
ill-starred voyage, Autumn-End Day would mark the true start of winter's
extended time of peace, lasting for nearly half of the long, uneven track of
seasons, during which males were as harmless as lugars and the biggest problem
was getting them to look up from their books, or whittling, or game boards.
Half of the City Watch would disband till springtime. What need for patrols,
with the streets as safe as houses? Maia
had known she would probably never again celebrate Autumn-End in Port Sanger.
But she hadn't figured on spending a festival day in prison. Would she still be
here at Farsun Time, as well? Somehow, she doubted her jailers would throw a
gala then, either—offering hot punch and luck tokens to passersby. (What
passersby?) Nor were any of the Guel guards likely to dress up as the Frost
Lady, carrying her magic ladder, waving a wand of plenty, and giving treats and
noisemakers to good little girls. No,
dammit! By Farsun Day, I'm going to be far away from here! She quashed a wave
of homesickness. CLORV J Ј A 5 0 M 241 Maia
shook away distracting thoughts and lifted her miniature sextant, concentrating
on the immediate problem. She could not be sure of the exact time, let alone
the date. Without an accurate clock, it was impossible to fix her. east-west
position accurately, even if the instrument was in perfect working order.
Longitude was going to be fuzzy. But you
don't need the exact time to figure latitude. You just have to know the sky. I wish
I had my book of ephemerides, she thought, wondering if the stationmistress at
Holly Lock had thrown out her duffel yet, along with her meager possessions.
The slim volume carried the positions of major sighting stars to all the
accuracy she'd ever need. Without it, memory would have to do. Maia
rested her elbows on the sill of the narrow opening in the wall, and took
another reference on Taranis, a compact stellar cluster where it was said the
Enemy long ago laid waste to two planets before coming here to meet defeat on
Stratos. Twisting a dial moved the image in her cross-hairs till it kissed the
south horizon's prairie-sharp edge in the sextant's tiny mirror. She lowered
the device in order to peer at the dial, and jotted another figure in her
notebook. At least
there had been a ready solution to the problem of writing implements. Near the
base of her makeshift observing pyramid, awkwardly covered by piled-up rags,
lay the broken rain of a storage box. Maia had struggled for over an hour, soon
after sunset, to heave the crate all the way up here by the window. Then, just
half a second after she pushed it off, the box lost all that altitude, hitting
the stone floor edge-on.- The
crash made a horrible racket, bringing guards to the door with muttered
inquiries. But she had managed to appease the Guels, shouting that she'd only
fallen while 242 DAVID BRIM exercising.
"I'm all right, though. Thank you for being concerned!" After a
long pause, the Guels finally went away, grumbling. Maia dared not count on their
incuriosity surviving a repetition. Fortunately, the crash had loosened several
slats, spilling paper and writing utensils onto the floor. By then, the stars
were out. For the next hour, she applied her rusty navigation skills to fixing
the location of this high-plains prison. Maia
lifted the notebook into Durga's wan light and added up the final result.
Longitude is dose to the one in the message, she thought. And latitude's nearly
identical! At
first, contemplating the communique that had appeared so astonishingly on the
Game of Life board, she concluded it must be a bad joke. Someone at the factory
must have inserted the plea—the way, as kids, she and Leie used to carefully
pry open petu nuts and replace the meat with slips of paper saying, "Help!
Squirrels are holding us in a petu tree!" Now she
knew better. The message had not been coded before shipment. Whoever logged the
memorandum had done so in a location very close to here. Within tens of
kilometers. Yet she had seen no sign of any towns or habitations near this
stone monolith. It was doubtful the countryside could support any. In
effect, that could only mean the writer dwelt in this same tower, perhaps just
meters away. Maia felt a bit guilty that another person's predicament could
bring such joy. I'm not happy you're in jail, she thought of her fellow
prisoner. But Lysos! It's good not to be alone anymore! They
must be in similar situations—locked in storage chambers not designed as jail
cells, but effective nonetheless. Yet, the other prisoner had proved
resourceful. Finding herself in a storeroom filled with male-oriented
recreation devices, she had managed to see in them a way to send the equivalent
of messages in bottles. CLORV 5ЈA50N 243 Maia
pondered the other inmate's ingenious plan. These electronic game sets were
costly, and the matriarchs of Long Valley weren't spendthrifts. Sooner or
later, they would order the games and other amenities shipped off for resale
.... perhaps to some sanctuary on the coast, or a seafarers' guild . . .
eventually falling into the hands of : someone able to read the programmed
message. Any sailor would then know at once where a person was being held
against her will. There
were assumptions, of course. The Perkinite clan mothers might not act to cut
their losses in the unfinished sanctuaries until absolutely sure the new drugs
were working. That might take some time. Nor was that all, Maia thought
cynically. Even if the games do get shipped, and assuming the messages aren't
erased or read by wrong parties along the way. . . . Even if someone believes
the plea, and reports it, then what? It
wasn't as though the planetary authorities had swarms of mighty aircraft, or
armies to send round the world at a moment's notice, just to correct far-off
injustices. What forces Caria City had, it hoarded for emergencies. More
likely, some lone investigator or magistrate would be sent the long way—by sea,
then by train and horseback, taking the best part of a year to arrive, if ever. Assuming
we're still here by then. Maia
wasn't sure she could hold out that long. The other prisoner had a lot more
patience. Still,
it's a better plan than anything I came up with. Imagine figuring out how to do
all this with a Game of Life set! Lacking a lifetime of practice, who could
have created a message like that from scratch? A man?
Maia snorted disdainfully. Someone with a savant's skills, surely. I wish
I could meet her. Talk to her. Maybe there's a way. Maia
guessed it must be close to midnight. She was about to poke her head out the
window again, to check 244 DAVID B
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progress of the stars, when suddenly she heard it start. The nightly clicking. Hastily,
she angled her notebook into the. moonlight and started making marks. A slash
for every click, a dash for each beat that a pause lasted. After about twenty
seconds, she stopped and read over the initial portion. "Click,
click, pause, click," she recited slowly. "Click, click, pause, pause
. . . yes. I'm sure it's the same as the other night!" Maia
crammed the notebook in her belt and scrambled down the pyramid of boxes so
quickly the unsteady construct teetered. Near bottom, her toe caught a fold of
carpet, and she sprawled onto her hands and knees. Ignoring her scrapes, Maia
came to her feet running. "Where
is it?" she whispered, concentrating. Peering through the darkness, she
followed her ears to the east wall. Crouching, tracing her hand along the cool
stone, she had to creep to her right, pushing bundles and boxes aside. Reaching
past a pile of stiff cushions, her fingers met what felt like a small metal
plate, set low near the floor. The clicking sounded very close now! Feeling
the outlines of the plate, Maia's hand brushed a tiny button in its center,
which abruptly lit the area with stabbing blue electricity. With a reflexive
yelp, she flew backward, landing hard. For six or eight heartbeats, Maia sat
numb on the cold floor, sucking tingling fingertips before finally recovering
enough to scramble up again, throwing cushions in all directions, clearing
space until she saw that smaller sparks accompanied each audible click,
momentarily illuminating the plate in the wall. Funny
how I never noticed that before. Probably because I was looking for secret
passages and trapdoors! Just goes to show, you never learn anything use/ul from
fantasy novels. Until
today, she hadn't imagined there might be ways to receive messages in this
cell, or that those irritating clicks might really contain a code. But what
else could CLORV SEASON 245 they
be? Would anything purely random, like a short circuit, repeat similar patterns
two nights in succession? Still
trembling, she pulled out her notebook and pencil and returned to copying down
intermittent flashes in front of her. Even with dark-adapted eyes, Maia could hardly
see the marks she made. We'll worry about that by daylight, she told herself
when the clicking stopped, about five minutes later. Luck is definitely taking
a tack my way. She
knew there was little evidence to support such a broad conclusion. But hope was
a heady brew, now that she had tasted some. Slipping the notebook under a pile
of bedding, Maia wrapped herself in her makeshift blankets and tried to settle
her mind for sleep. It
wasn't easy. Her thoughts collided with fantasies and improbable scenarios of
rescue, such as the policewoman from Caria, arriving in a grand zep'lin, waving
seal-encrusted writs. Other images were less cheering. Memories of Leie
beckoned Maia back toward despondency. Drifting sporadically toward full
consciousness, she wondered if the clickings were really a message. If so, was
it aimed at her, specifically? Idiot,
she thought while passing through layers of half-slumber. How could anybody
know you were here? Eventually,
Maia dreamed of Lysos. The
Founder was dressed in a flowing gown, and sat with piles of molecules to one
side, adding one at a time to a string, like pearls on a necklace, or wooden
balls on an abacus. The molecular chains clacked each time another joined the
queue. Laying DNA codons in an endless chain, Lysos hummed sweetly as she
worked. It took
two more nights to copy the entire message and confirm she had it right, an
exercise in patience unlike any Maia had known since she and Leie worked to
solve the secret gate in Lamatia's wine cellar. Taking the time was 246 DAVID B
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though. Only on the third day did Maia feel ready to load the entire code
string onto the Game of Life board. She
began by making sure the board was set up with the same special rules as
before, when it had played that "message in a bottle." The little
window said RVRSBL CA 897W. Maia hoped the program would make sense of the
clicks in the night. As before, the game area contracted to a square just
fifty-nine units on a side, surrounded by a complex border. Okay, let's
get started. Maia commenced laboriously turning each transcribed click into a
black square, and leaving a space blank where there had been a second's worth
of pause. On finishing one row of fifty-nine, she continued marking the next
level, wrapping the presumed message back and forth like a snake climbing a
brick wall. After what felt like hours, she finished fitting the entire
sequence into the assigned space. The match couldn't be a coincidence! The
resulting jumble of dots offered no meaning perceptible to the eye. Exhausted,
she was relieved to hear the rattle of keys at the door. Maia covered the game
board, though it probably made no difference if the Guels saw. Her muscles and
joints hurt from spending so much time bent over the machine. This had better
be worth it, she thought while silently eating under her keepers' dull gaze. If I
was off by even one space, it could ruin the whole thing. What'll I do if it
doesn't work? The
answer was obvious. I'll just try again. What else is there to do? The
guards took away her tray and slid the bolt. Breathlessly, Maia got back to the
game board and double-checked her transcription. She crossed her arms and
tugged both earlobes for luck, then pressed the start button. CLORV 247 Swirling
cyclones of pulsing Life forms instantly told her she was right. The nightly
clickings had been meant for this! They were a recipe. A complex set of
starting conditions for this weird game. Despite the variant rules, most -of
the patterns were once again recognizable. Two glider guns fired fluttering
wedge shapes across a terrain strewn with microbes and eaters, beacons and
dandelions. Scores of other shapes merged and separated. An "ecology"
expanded to fill the entire fifty-nine-by-fifty-nine array. Maia poised over the
board, pencil in hand, but the patterns were so enthralling, she was almost
caught short when the chaotic forms coalesced suddenly into rows of rippling
letters. CY,
TELL GRVS IMAT 49° 16'
67° 54' NO DEAL
W/ ODO! LVIFNEC Once
more, the message began dissolving almost as soon as it took form. Maia
hurriedly scribbled it down before it vanished, along with all other
"living" remnants on the board. Soon the board lay pale and empty
before her. She stared at the copied version of the four-line missive, reading
it over and over again. Clearly,
it hadn't been meant for her, after all. Several of her favorite fantasies
evaporated. No matter. There was more than enough here to keep her speculating
about the sender's intent. Could "CY" stand jar a friend or danmate
of the other prisoner? Is "GRVS" a group or clan powerful enough to
come and set her free? Maia's imagination would come up with the wildest
notions if she let it, so she firmly stayed down to earth. The other prisoner
might be a business rival of the local Perkinites, perhaps kept here by the
Joplands and their allies to coerce a better deal. The
last, self-sacrificial phrase in the message, de- 248 DAVID B
R I HI manding
to be abandoned, if necessary, bespoke somber stuff. Or was she wrong assuming
that it meant "Leave if necessary"? Could
it have to do with the drug that makes men rut in winter? Possibly
the other prisoner was no more virtuous than Tizbe or the Joplands, merely a
competitor. That hardly mattered at this point. Right now Maia couldn't be
choosy about her allies. The
strangest thing about this eavesdropped message, as opposed to the one Maia had
read earlier, was that it seemed directed not at some random person who might
later pick it up, as she had picked up the game board, but at a specific
individual. Using resold games to send notes "in a bottle" could have
been but a side venture. A backup plan. These nightly clicking episodes seemed
aimed at something more immediate, as if the prisoner intended her messages to
get through much sooner and more directly. Maia
recalled the metal plate in the wall. Sparks in the night. The
place must be wired for telephone, or some low-level commlink, Maia speculated.
Having never been in a sanctuary before, she had no reason to be surprised by
this, yet she was. Maybe men demand it in the design before they'll move in. I
wonder what they need it for? Whatever
the cable's original purpose, the other prisoner was clearly using it for
something . . . sending electrical pulses. But to where? As far as Maia could
figure, the wires weren't attached to anything. A
possibility struck her. Is the other prisoner using the wire as ... an antenna?
Trying to send a radio message? Maia knew in abstract that you generated radio
waves by pushing electrons rapidly back and forth down a wire. But household
comm sets and the ones used aboard ships— L
O R Y J Ј A S 0 XI 249 countless
generations removed from their ancient origins —were grown in solid blocks out
of vats, and sold in units smaller than the palm of your hand. Probably only a
scattering of individuals in universities understood how they were, made
anymore. She
must be a savant. They're holding a savant prisoner here! Maia
recalled the evening in Lanargh, when she and Leie had watched the news
broadcast, and heard the mysterious offer of a "reward for
information." Maybe it was about this! I've
got to get in touch with her. But how? She
decided. First III have to write a message. There
was no question of doing it the way the savant had, by coding starting
conditions the Game of Life rules would turn into written words after a
thousand complex gyrations. And with a little contemplation, Maia realized she
didn't have to. After all, the trick of sending a message in a bottle, or a
message by radio, involved coding it so that, hopefully, only the right
recipient would decipher it. But Maia wasn't trying to communicate with anyone
beyond these sanctuary walls. She could send regular block letters! With.the
stylus, she blackened squares on the game board until it read FELLOW
PRISONER! HEARD
CLICKS IN WIRE MY NAME
IS MAIA Regarding
what she'd written, she reconsidered. The first line was obvious. As for the
second, perhaps the savant didn't know she was making noise elsewhere in the
citadel, each time she transmitted, but it would be apparent once Maia's reply
got through. There
was another reason to simplify. She must trans- 250 DAVID B
R ! XI late
her message into rows of dots and dashes, unraveling the words like peeling
layers off a cake. Three lines of letters took twenty-one rows of game squares
to produce, each fifty-nine squares wide, she calculated a total of 1,239
intersections that had to be labeled black or white with an on or off pulse.
Over a thousand! True, the other prisoner had sent even more, but not with such
long pauses as Maia's approach called for. Extend a pause for five beats or
more and the recipient will surely lose count. Finally, she settled on a much
simpler first effort. I'M
MAIA I'M MAIA I'M MAIA It was
still 413 pulses long, after the rows were unwrapped into a linear chain. That
seemed manageable, though, especially since it would be rhythmical. Now how
to send it. She had
considered pounding on the walls, or perhaps the drainpipe..But those sounds probably
wouldn't carry far. If they did, it would alert the guards. I'll
have to do it the same way, she concluded. Through the wire. There
was just one possible source for the electricity required, and one mistake
would cut off her only contact with the outside world. Maia didn't hesitate.
Gingerly, she turned the Life set over and pried open the cover to the battery
case. She
decided to wait until this evening's midnight transmission was over. Huddled
under unwrapped curtains, she watched the savant's message create a staccato of
sparks against the wall, verifying that it was the same as before. The series
of clicking arcs stopped at the usual time, leaving her to peer through dim
moonlight, cast by the slit window. Expecting this, Maia had practiced her
moves CLORV i
Ј A J 0 X! 251 earlier.
Still, it took several awkward tries to grasp loose wires extracted from the
back of the game set and bring them to the plate in the wall. Before
her lay the message she planned to send. Maia had used big, blocky squares and
spaces, intended to be read even by dim light. Well,
here goes, she thought. Touching
one wire to the nub on the wall had no effect. But placing one against the nub
and the other on the plate caused a spark that startled her briefly. Setting
her teeth, Maia leaned forward to better see the paper sheets, and started
tapping—creating a spark for each black square and resting a beat for each
white one. She had
no idea whether this was doing anything but draining the batteries. Theoretically,
she should be able to restore them by putting the game board in the window, to
absorb sunlight. But in fact, she might be ruining them for nothing. It was
hard keeping track of her place, staring closely at row after row of
hand-blackened squares. Despite the cold, she soon had to blink away beads of
sweat, and at one point saw that she had skipped an entire line! There was
nothing to be done about it. One error like that ought to leave the message
readable, but she could not afford to let it happen again. Finally
reaching the end of the last row, Maia sighed in relief and sat back,
stretching her arms. A break in time would let the other party know a
termination had been reached. But the.savant probably had been taken by
surprise. So after a short breather, Maia bent forward to repeat the entire
exercise. Is
anything getting through? she wondered. I've forgotten what little I knew about
voltages and such. Maybe I needed to make a resistor, or a capacitor. Maybe I'm
just pouring electricity into the ground, without creating sparks anywhere
else. 252 DAVID B
R I N Click,
click, pause, pause, pause, dick . . . She tried to concentrate, keeping a
steady rhythm as the savant had. This was especially important counting the
long pauses making up margins on both sides of her simple message. Talking
aloud seemed to help. Inside she kept hearing the message she was trying to
send, as if part of her was broadcasting by force of will. I'm
Maia . . . I'm Maia . . . I'm Maia ... This
second time was much harder. Her fingers felt on the verge of cramping, her
neck ached from leaning forward, and her eyes stung from sweat-salt. Still she
kept at it stubbornly. Comfort held no attraction. What mattered was the slim
chance of talking to someone. Please
hear me ... I'm Maia ... oh, please . . . By the
time she finished the second transmission, her hands were too numb even to let
go of the insulated wires, so she just sat there, staring at the blank stone
wall, listening to the tension in her spine slowly unwind. There would be no
third attempt. Even if she and the batteries had the stamina, it would be too
risky. The guards might be accustomed to one set of clicks in the night, like a
friendly cricket. But too big a change in routine just wouldn't do. A
sudden spark made her jump. It took a moment to realize she hadn't caused it by
misplacing the wires. No, it came from the wall! More sparks followed. Maia
scrambled for her pencil and pad. Each
tiny arc illuminated her accompanying slash-mark. Darkness she noted with a
dash. It was easier work than sending, though her eyes now hurt worse than
ever. With rising excitement, Maia realized this was no repetition, but an
entirely new message. She had gotten through! Then,
as abruptly as before, it ended, and she was left in silence, staring at
several sheets of mysterious code. CLORV SEASON 253 Frustration
made her already tense muscles quiver. Even if she carried the game board up to
the window, there would not be enough light to reassemble it properly. Not until
morning. I can't
wait till morning. I can't! Maia fought down a strangling wave of impatience.
You can do whatever you have to do, she answered herself, and forced her taut
body to relax, one muscle at a time. Finally, she was breathing evenly again. Well,
at least I can tidy this up, she thought, looking at her scrawled
transcription. Standing, Maia took a few moments to stretch, then carefully
climbed her pyramid of boxes toward the slit. Durga
was no longer in sight. A lesser moon, Aglaia, shone barely bright enough for
her to work. Gradually, line by line on a fresh page, she drew each
"click" as a black square. Each pause translated into a Wank one. At
the end of the first row of fifty-nine, she moved up to the next and began
snaking backward again. This way, if she succeeded in repairing the game device
tomorrow, she'd be able to load the starting conditions right away, and quickly
set the game in motion to read the message. It was
hard work. After this she might even be able to sleep. So
intent was she on copying squares in long rows that she failed to notice the
difference in the pattern for some time. Finally it occurred to her. Unlike
before, the "clicks" seemed to come already clustered in tight
groups. Blinking, Maia pulled back, and saw— . . . m
IVIAIM. rrauKU. - HCINIMM . . . Of
course. She answered the way I sent, without coding! I can read it tonight! Maia
quickened her pace. Two rows later, the message could be read. 254 DAVID B
R I SJ ... HI
MAIA. T'MORO. - RENNA . . . The wind
picked up,'riffling her papers ..sending them tumbling down the makeshift
platform like a flurry of discarded leaves. All but the single sheet she
clutched in both fists, soon smeared by hot, grateful tears. Some of
our expedition's more radical members claim that I am not angry enough to lead
this effort. That I do not hate or fear males enough to design a world where
their role is minimized. To these accusations I reply—what hope has any
endeavor which is based on hate and fear? I admit, I proudly avow, to having
liked and admired certain men during my life. What of it? Although our sons and
grandsons will be few, the world we create should have a place for them as
well. Other
critics declaim that what really interests me is the challenge of self-cloning,
and expanding the range of options for human reproduction. They say that if
males were physically able to bear copies of themselves without machines, I
would have given them the power, too. That is
possibly true. But then, what is a man whom you have equipped with a womb? A
womb-man would necessarily
take on other traits of woman, and cease being identifiable as male at all.
That is not an appealing or practical innovation. In the
end, all of our clever gene designs, and corresponding plans for cultural
conditioning, will come to nought if we are smug or rigid. The heritage we give
our children, and the myths we leave to sustain them, must work with the tug
and press of life, or they will fail. Adaptability has to be enshrined
alongside stability, or the ghost of Darwin will surely come back to haunt us,
whispering in our ears the penalty of conceit. We wish
our descendants happiness. But over time one criterion alone will judge our
efforts. Survival. JL 12 Over
the following days, Maia and her new friend learned to communicate despite the
thick walls separating them. From the first, Maia felt stupid and slow,
especially when Renna went back to sending coded, compacted messages designed
to be deciphered by the Game of Life board. Maia could not blame her, since the
method was more efficient, enabling a full screen to be sent in just a few
minutes. Yet it made Maia's responses seem so clumsy in comparison. One line of
text was all she could manage after a day's work, and sending it left her
exhausted, frustrated. . . .
DON'T . . FRET . . MAIA . . . . . .
I'LL TEACH ANOTHER CODE . . . ... FOR
SIMPLE LETTERS . . . WORDS . . . Gratefully,
Maia copied down the system Renna transmitted, one called Morse. She had heard
of it, she was sure. Some clans based their commercial ciphers on variants of
very ancient systems. Another item that should have been in the Lamatia
curriculum, she thought grimly. O= , P=
-++-, Q= ++- 258 DAVID B
R I XI The
code seemed simple enough, with each plus sign standing for a long stroke and
each dash for a short one. It greatly speeded Maia's next effort, though she
remained awkward, and kept making mistakes. IF YOU
KNOW MORSE WHY USE LIFE CODING ISNT IT HARDER To this
question, Renna answered, HARDER.
SUBTLER. WATCH And to
Maia's astonishment, the game board proceeded to shake her friend's letters
into coruscating patterns, like a fireworks show on Founders Day. Maia
found even more amazing the next message Renna sent. Though compacted, it was
long, taking up thirty-one rows by the time Maia finished laying down a snaking
chain of black and white squares. Pressing the launch button set off a wild,
hungry "ecology" of mutually devouring pseudo-entities that finally
resolved, after many gyrations, into what looked like a picture ... a crude
sketch of plains and distant mountains, seen through a narrow window. It was
recognizably a scene looking out from this very stone tower—not the view from
Maia's window, but similar. The
other prisoner followed this with LIFE IS
UNIVERSAL COMPUTER CAN DO
MORE THAN MORSE &
HARDER TO EAVESDROP Maia
was impressed. Nevertheless she answered I DID. Y NOT OTHERS? CLORV
SEASON! 259 Renna's reply seemed
sheepish. NOT AS
CLEVER AS I THOUGHT The
game board next rippled to show a slim face with close-cropped hair, eyes
rolled upward in embarrassment, shoulders in the act of shrugging. The
caricature made Maia giggle in delight. Thankfully,
she hadn't damaged the Life set during that first experiment. Over the
following days, Renna taught her how to connect the machine directly to the
wall circuit, so she could send messages directly, instead of laboriously and
dangerously touching wires by hand. Renna still made transmissions at high
power every midnight, attempting to use crudely generated radio waves to
contact friends somewhere out there, beyond the walls. The rest of the time,
they communicated using low currents, to avoid arousing the guards. Renna
was so friendly and welcoming, reinforcing Maia's sense of a warm, maternal
presence. Maia soon felt drawn into telling her story. It all came spilling
out. The departure from Lamatia. Leie's loss. Her encounters with Tizbe and
involvement in matters far murkier than any young var should have to deal with,
newly fledged from her birth clan. Laying it out so starkly brought home to
Maia how unfair it was. She'd done nothing to deserve this chain of
catastrophes. All her life, mothers and matriarchs had said virtue and hard
work were rewarded. Was this the prize? Maia
apologized for stumbling through the story, especially when emotion overcame
her at the sending key. THIS IS HARD FOR ME, she transmitted, trying to keep
her hand from trembling. Renna's reply offered reassurance and understanding,
along with some confusion. 260 DAVID B
R I AT 16
YOU OUGHT
TO BE HAPPY SUCH A
ROTTEN SHAME Sympathy,
after so long, brought a lump to Maia's throat. So many older people forgot
there had been a time when they, too, were inexperienced and powerless. She was
grateful for the compassion, the shared empathy. Conversing
with her fellow prisoner was an adventure of awkward moments followed by
cordial insights. Of double meanings and hilarious misunderstandings, like when
they disagreed which moon hung in plain view, in the southern sky. Or when Renna
kept misspelling the names of cities, or quotations from the Book of the
Founders. Obviously, she was doing this on purpose, to draw Maia out of her
funk. And it was working. Challenged to catch her fellow prisoner at
intentional inconsistencies, Maia found herself paying closer attention. Her
spirits lifted. Soon
she realized something astonishing. Even though they had never met in person,
she was starting to feel a special kind of hearth-affection toward this new
friend. It
wasn't so difficult when you were winter-born. Hearth feelings were predictable
after many generations. For
instance, three-year-old Lamais almost always passed through a phase when they
would tag after a chosen clone-sister just one class ahead of them, doing
whatever that older sibling asked and pining at the slightest curt word. Later,
at age four, each winter Lamai took her own turn being the adored one, spending
the better part of a season taking out on a younger sister the heartbreaks she
had received the year before. During
her fifth-year winter, a Lamatia Clan full- C -L o
R v S Ј A J o XT 261 daughter
started looking beyond the walls, often becoming obsessed with a slightly older
cloneling from a neighboring hold, usually a Trevor, or a Wheatley. That phase
passed quickly, arid besides, Trevors and Wheatleys were family allies. Later
on, though, came a rough period when Lamai sixers seemed inevitably bound,
despite all their mothers' warnings, to fixate on a woman from the tall,
stately Yort-Wong merchant clan . . . which was awkward, since the Yort-Wongs
had been feuding off and on with Larnatia for generations. Knowing
in advance what to expect didn't keep Lamai sixers from railing and weeping
during their autumn of discontent. Fortunately, there was the upcoming Ceremony
of Passage to distract them. Yet, when all was said and done, how could the
brief attentions of a man ease those pangs of unrequited obsession? Even those
lucky sixers chosen for sparking emerged from their unhappy Yort-Wong episode
changed, hardened. Thereafter, Lamai women wore emotional invulnerability as
armor. They dealt with clients, cooperated with allies, made complex
commercial-sexual arrangements with seamen. But for pleasure they hired
professionals. For
companionship, they had each other. It had
been different from the very start for Maia and Leie. Being vars, they could
not even roughly predict their own life cycles. Anyway, hearth feelings ranged
so, from almost rutlike physical passion all the way to the most utterly chaste
yearnings just to be near your chosen one. Popular songs and romantic stories
emphasized the latter as more noble and refined, though all but a few heretics
agreed there was nothing wrong with touching, if both hearts were true. The
physical side of hearthness, between two members of the female species, was
pictured as gentle, solicitous, hardly like sex at all. Maia's
own experience remained theoretical, and in this area Leie was no bolder. The
twins had certainly felt 262 DAVID B
R I X! intimations
of warmth toward others—classmates, kids they befriended in town, some of their
teachers—but nothing precocious or profound. Since turning five, there had
simply been no time. Now
Maia felt something stronger, and knew well what name to use, if she dared
admit it to herself. In Renna she had found a soul who knew kindness, who would
not judge a girl unworthy, just because she was a lowly var. It hardly mattered
that she hadn't rested eyes on the object of her fixation. Maia created a
picture in her mind, of a savant or high civil servant from one of the faraway
sophisticated cities on Landing Continent, which would explain Renna's stiff,
somewhat aristocratic way of speaking in text. No doubt she came from a noble
clan, but when Maia asked, all Renna said was MY FAMILY
MADE CLOCKS, BUT I HAVEN'T
SEEN THEM IN A WHILE SEEM TO
HAVE LOST TRACK OF TIME Maia
found it hard always to tell when Renna was joking or teasing, although clearly
she never meant it in a mean way. Renna wasn't much more forthcoming about how
she came to be a prisoner in this place. THE
SELLERS TOOK ADVANTAGE OF A LONELY TRAVELER Bellers!
The family Tizbe belonged to! The pleasure clan that did a profitable side
business carrying goods and performing confidential services. So Maia and Renna
had a common enemy! When she said as much, Renna agreed with what seemed
reluctant sadness. Maia tried asking about "CY" and "GRVS,"
who must be Renna's clanmates or allies, but her fellow prisoner responded
there were some things Maia was better off not knowing. L
0 R Y JtAJOKl 263 That
did not prevent them from talking frequently about escape. First
they must work out their relative positions in the stone tower. Crawling into
the stone casement, Maia craned her head around and saw a continuous row of slit
windows like this one, presumably illuminating other .storerooms, girdling the
citadel's circumference five meters below the grand gallery of columned patios
she had glimpsed on arrival, that first day. Comparing the positions of certain
landmarks, they ascertained that Renna's window lay just around the-bend,
facing due east while Maia's looked southeastward. Turning in the opposite
direction, Maia could just make out the gate-ramp of the unfinished sanctuary,
forlorn and covered with prairie dust. Maia
was full of ideas. She told Renna of her experiments unraveling carpets,
learning how to weave a rope. While approving her enthusiasm, Renna reminded
Maia that the drop was much too far to trust a bundle of twine, amateurly
wrapped by hand. Looking
at her handicraft, she was forced to admit Renna was probably right. Still,
Maia continued spending part of each day unwinding lengths of tough fiber and
retying them into a finger-width strand, trying to imitate by memory the
weaving patterns used by sailors aboard the Wotan. It's something to keep busy,
she thought. While Renna kept up her midnight attempts to radio for help, Maia
wanted to contribute something, even as futile as winding string. She was
careful to hide all signs—of both ropemaking and talking to Renna—from her
jailers. During meals, Maia told them how fascinated she was with the Game of
Life, and how grateful to have been introduced to its world of intricacy. Their
eyes glazed as she expected. All the Guels wanted was the comfort of routine.
She happily let them have it. 264 DAVID B
R I XI So it
came as a surprise when she heard the rattle of keys in the middle of one
afternoon, hours before dinner-time. Maia barely managed to throw a rug over
her work and stand up before the door swung open. On entering, the two Guel
guards appeared tense, agitated. Maia saw why when a familiar figure stepped
between .them. Tizbe
Better! The former baggage-car assistant looked around the storeroom, hands
folded behind her. An expression of faintly amused disgust crossed her young
face as she perused the sweat-stained towel hanging by the cracked washbasin,
and the covered chamber pot just beyond. Her nose wrinkled, as if meeting odors
a coarse var could not be expected to notice. Maia
made herself stand tall. Go ahead and sneer, Tizbe. I've kept myself fit and
civilized in here. Let's change places and see you do better! Her
defiance must have shown. Although Tizbe's amusement continued unabated, her
expression did change. "Well, captivity doesn't seem to have hurt you,
Maia. Not where it counts. You're positively blossoming." "Go
to Earth, Tizbe. Take your Jopland and Lerner friends with you." The
cloneling feigned a moue of shock. "Such language! Keep this up, and
you'll be too rough for polite society." Maia
laughed curtly. "You can shove your polite—" But
Tizbe got the better of her again, simply by stifling a yawn and waving a hand
vaguely in front of her. "Oh, not now, if you don't mind. It's been a hard
ride and I have to leave bright and early. We'll see though. Before that, I
might have a chance to drop in again and say goodbye." Then,
to Maia's shock, she turned to go. "But . . . aren't you here to—" Tizbe
looked back from the door. "To question you? Torture you? Ah, that would
be just the thing for one of CLORV SEASOX! 265 those
trashy novels I'm told you've been reading. Villains are supposed to gloat and
rub their hands together, and talk to their poor victims a lot. "Sorry
to disappoint you. I really would try to fit the role .if I had the time.
Honestly, though, do you have any information I could possibly want? What
material benefit would I gain by questioning one more Venturist spy?" Maia
stared at her. "One more what?" Tizbe
reached into one of her sleeves and drew forth a tattered, folded sheet of
heavy paper. After a moment, Maia recognized the leaflet she had accepted in
Lanargh, from the hand of that earnest young heretic wearing eyeglasses. So,
her captors had gone to Holly Lock and sifted through her things. She did not
even bother acting offended. "Venturist
.. . . you think I'm one of them, because of that?" Tizbe
shrugged. "It did seem unlikely for a spy to carry around blatant
evidence. Throw in your comm call from Jopland, though, and it's reason enough
to take precautions. You've turned official eyes this way sooner than expected,
for which you'll pay." She smiled. "Still, we have things well in
hand. If it weren't for more urgent matters, I'd not bother coming all this
way. "As
it is, I felt behooved to check on you, Maia. Glad to see you not all wrapped
in self-pity, as I expected. Maybe, when everything's settled, we'll have a
talk about your future. There may be a place for a var like you—" Maia
cut in. "With your gang of criminals? You . . ." She searched for
phrases she had heard over Thalia's radio, at Lerner Hold. "Inheretist
exploiters!" Tizbe
shook her head, grinning. "Showing our radical colors at last? Well,
solitude and contemplation can change minds. I'll have some books sent to you.
They'll show the sense in what we're doing. How it's good for Stratos and all
womankind." 266 DAVID B
R I X! "Thanks,"
Maia replied sharply. "Don't bother including The Perkinite Way. I've read
it." ."Oh
yes?" Tizbe's eyebrows lifted. "And?" Maia
hoped her smile conveyed indulgent pity. "I
think Lysos would have liked to study sickies like you under a microscope, to
see what she did wrong." For the
first time, the other woman's reaction wasn't another tailored mask. Tizbe
glowered. "Enjoy your stay, var-child." The
.guards followed her out, trying not to meet Maia's eyes as they closed the
door, then fastened it with a hard, metallic clank of Lerner steel. Tizbe
didn't give a damn about me. I'm just an irritant, to be stored away and
forgotten. It was
just one more blow to Maia's pride, confirming what she already knew about her
insignificance in the world. So it
wasn't me that brought her all the way out here, but something
"urgent." Maia
realized with sudden certainty—It's Renna! The
possibility of danger to her friend terrified Maia. She rushed to the wall,
where the game board was already plugged in, but then made herself stop. The
distance between their cells was not great. Tizbe eould be at Renna's door by
the time Maia tapped a warning, and if Tizbe heard the clicking, it would let
on that the prisoners had a way of communicating. Maia imagined what life might
be like, if she found herself cut off yet again. The gaping sense of threat and
emptiness felt like when she had first come to realize that Leie was gone. Sitting
in front of the game board only enhanced Maia's feeling of impotence. She got
up and climbed her pyramid of boxes to crawl into the window, where she poked
her head beyond the rocky lip to peer toward the CLORV J Ј A J o 267 front
gate. There Maia glimpsed several figures tending a string of tethered horses.
The Seller's escorts, presumably. She
clambered down again. To avoid pacing uselessly, Maia sat down and resumed
plaiting her rope, keeping her pencil handy nearby and anxiously hoping for the
clicking sounds that would tell her Renna was all right. The long, hard quiet
stretched on and on, until a rasp of keys caused her to throw a rug over her
work once more. She stood up as the guards entered and put her dinner on the rickety
table. Maia ate silently, hurriedly, as eager for her jailers to leave as they
were to be gone.. When
they left, she hated the return of solitude. What if
Tizbe has already taken Renna away? Several
times, Maia interrupted her work to go to the window. The third time she
looked, the horses and escorts were gone. A panicky chill arrested when she saw
no traffic on the road. As twilight settled and temperatures dropped, they must
have all gone inside, where the empty halls offered plenty of room for women
and mounts. Maia
climbed down and resumed worrying, while her fingers plaited fibers together.
Tizbe said they'd be leaving tomorrow, but she never said whether or not they— The
first clicks from the wall plate sent her heart leaping. Renna!
She's safe! Maia
threw her weaving aside and picked up her notebook. Soon it was clear that
Renna wasn't sending any ornately planned Game of Life scenario, but a rushed
series of simple Morse dots and dashes. The message ended. Concentrating, Maia
had to guess at meanings for several of the letters and words. Finally, she
cried out. "No!" MAIA.
DONT ANSWR. THEY R TAKNG ME AWAY. WILL REMBR U ALWYS. GOD KEEP U SAFE. RENNA. 268 DAVID BRIM CLORV SEASON 269 It can
get bitterly cold on the high plains, especially on early winter evenings, to
one lying perched up high along a precipice, exposed to the wind. There
was barely room to stretch prone in the window niche, whose gritty, chill
surface rubbed Maia's shoulders on both sides. Using a plank from the broken
box as a sort of fishing rod, Maia still had to lean out so the rope hung
properly, to keep its burden from scraping against the rough cliff face. The
leverage helped as she rocked the plank gently left to right, back and forth,
pumping gradually until the rope began to swing like a pendulum. It took
concentration not to let her shivering interfere. Nor was the shaking due
entirely to the cold. By moonlight, the ground looked awfully far away. Even if
she had a rope long enough—one made by master craftswomen, not hand-twined by
an inexperienced fiver—she would never have been able to get herself to climb
down all that distance. Yet,
look what you're trying to do, instead! After
getting Renna's message, there had passed over Maia a wave of utter panic. It
wasn't just envisioning months, perhaps years, stretching ahead in loneliness.
The loss of this new friend, when she had still not gotten over Leie, felt like
a physical blow. Her first impulse was to curl up under piles of curtain
material and let depression take her. There was a sick, sweet-sour attraction
to melancholy, as an alternative to action. Maia
had been tempted for all of thirty seconds. Then she got to work, searching for
some way to solve her problem, reevaluating every possibility, even those she
had previously discarded. The
door and walls? They would take explosives to breach. She turned over in her
mind ways of calling the guards
and overpowering them, but that fantasy was also absurd, especially with them
at their wariest, and Tizbe's escorts to back them up. That
left the window. She could just barely manage to squeeze through, but to what
purpose? The ground was impossibly far. Turning left, she could make out more
storerooms, visible as slit-windows stretching away on both sides. They seemed
almost as out of reach as the prairie floor. Besides, why trade one prison cell
for another? Looking
about desperately, she had finally twisted around to look upward, and saw the
pillared loggia overhead, part of a grand patio girdling the sanctuary, five or
six meters higher. If only
somebody would drop a rope down, she had fantasized ironically. Desperation
led to inspiration. Could 1
send one up? It
would be a gamble at best. Even if it was possible to swing a rope and bob the
way she had in mind, she'd still need something to act as a grappling hook.
Yet, it mustn't interfere as she oscillated the rope back and forth along the
wall, giving it momentum to rise and—if all went well —catch on the railing
overhead. She
refused to think about the last drawback—trusting her weight to the makeshift
contraption. Cross that bridge when we come to it, Maia thought. Back
inside, she had started by ripping apart her supply of notebooks for the
springlike clips that bound loose pages inside. Maybe I can rig some of these
to pop open when they hit. . . . It was
difficult to put into practice. First she had to tear the clips out and then
use a wooden plank to lever them into the shape she wanted. Tying several
together at the end of her rope, she practiced on the sill of the window until
she felt sure the improvised hook would catch,. 1 270 D A V
I D
B R I XI two
times out of three. The short section of cable used in the trial held her
weight, though trusting her life to the improvised gimmickry seemed lunatic, or
desperate, or both. Maia
wrapped a single loop of thread around the clips to bind them into a compact
bundle, to keep the cluster from clattering and rattling as she swung it back
and forth. Ideally, it would come apart on impact with the balcony, and not at
some inopportune moment before. Finally, she had crawled back into the window
carrying some curtain material for padding, and a plank with a notch in one
end, to use as a fishing pole. Once sattled in, she commenced laying out rope. It was
hard to even see the cable's end when it was hanging straight down. Once she
set the pendulum in motion, however, she could make out the makeshift grapnel
whenever it passed before a small patch of snow on the ground. Soon it rose
high enough to occult a low white cloud bank, veiling one of the moons to the
east. Back
and forth ... rocking back and forth. Despite her arrangements to let the plank
take most of the weight, Maia's arms were tiring by the time the swinging rope
rose high enough to point horizontal, level with the row of storeroom windows.
Her heart caught each time the bundle of clips tapped or snagged against some
protuberance, forcing her to lean even farther to avoid catching it on the
backswing. "Come
on, you can hold better than that!" she remembered Leie used to say, back
when they were both four and a half, and would sneak out at night to paint
mothers blue. After the third time a statue in the Summer Courtyard had been
defaced, the clan matriarchs had locked all doors leading to the yard, and
sprinkled marker dust around the monuments, to trace anyone who stepped in it.
That did not stop the incidents. "I'm
doiri as best I can!" she had hissed back at Leie on CLORV 271 the
night of that final foray, gripping one end of a rope made of bedsheets, the
other wrapped around her sister's feet. Lowering Leie from the roof, with
paintbrush and bucket in hand, had been easier on prior occasions because there
were crenelated battlements Maia could use for leverage. But that last time it
had been just her own, preadolescent muscles, battling the insistent pull of
gravity. Now,
over a year later, as she struggled to control a distant weight that jerked and
fought like a fish caught at the end of her line, Maia moaned, "I'm . . .
doin' . . . as best I ... can!" Her breath whistled as she held on,
letting out and taking up slack, trying to force momentum into a pendulum that
seemed reluctant to rise much past horizontal and kept yanking at her burning
shoulders on each downward swing. Under
questioning the next day, Leie had insisted she was acting alone. She refused
to implicate Maia, even though it was clear she could not have done it without
help. Everyone knew Maia had been the one with the rope. Everyone knew she had
been the one unable to hold on when a tile broke, loosening her grip, causing
Leie to go crashing in a clatter of paint and tracer dust and chipped plaster. After
taking her punishment stoically, Leie never brought up the subject, not even in
private. It,was enough that everybody knew. Grimly,
Maia held on. Renna, she thought, gritting her teeth and ignoring the pain. I'm
coming. . . . The
grapnel had now reached the stone balustrade in its highest rise.
Frustratingly, it would not go over the protruding lip, though it touched
audibly several times. Maia tried twisting the plank so that the rope would
come closer to the wall at the top of each swing, but the curve of the citadel
defied her. Obviously
the idea was workable. Some combination 272 DAVID B R I XI of twists
and proddings would make it. If she took her time and practiced several
evenings in a row ... "No!"
she whispered. "It's got to be tonight!" Two
more times, the grapnel just clipped the balcony, making a soft, scraping
sound. In agony, Maia realized she had only a couple more attempts before she
would have to give up. Another
touch. Then a clean miss. That's
it, she realized, defeated. Got to rest. Maybe try again in a few hours. Resignedly,
with numbness spreading across her shoulders, she began easing off on the
rhythmic pumping action, letting the pendulum motion start to die down. On the
next swing, the bundle did not quite reach the level of the balustrade. The one
after that, its peak was lower still. The
next cycle, the grapnel paused once more . , . just high enough and long enough
for someone to quickly reach over the balcony and grab it, in a one-handed
catch. The
surprise was total. Throbbing with fatigue, shivering from the cold, for a
moment Maia could do nothing else but lay in the stone opening and stare along
the rough face of the citadel, looking upward toward an unexpected dark
silhouette, leaning outward, holding onto her rope, eclipsing a portion of
winter's constellations. Maia's
first thought was that Tizbe or the guards must have heard something, come to
investigate, and caught her in the act. Soon they would arrive to take away her
tools, boxes, even the curtains she had unraveled to make rope, leaving her
worse off than before. Then she realized the figure on the loggia was not
calling out, as a guard might. Rather, it began making furtive hand motions.
Maia could make no sense of them in the dark, but understood one thing. The
person gesturing at her was as concerned for silence as she was. CLORV 273 Renna?
Hope flashed, followed by confusion. Her friend's cell lay some distance beyond
and lower down. Unless her fellow inmate had also come up with an inspired,
last-minute plan . . . The
shadowy figure began moving westward along the balustrade, handing Maia's rope
around pillars along the way. On reaching a spot directly overhead, the
silhouette made hand gestures indicating Maia should wait, then vanished for a
few moments. When it returned, something started snaking downward along Maia's
hand-woven cable toward her. Ah,
Maia realized. She didn't like the looks of my workmanship. Well, fine. I'll
use her store-bought one instead. See if I care. In
fact, Maia was relieved. She paused to consider going back inside her cell to
get ... what? There were only four books and the Game of Life set, none of
which she cared much about. Except for the sextant, strapped to her wrist, she
was free of the tyranny of possessions. After
tying the new rope under her shoulders, Maia inched outward until most of her
weight hung from the taut cable. At that point it occurred to her that this
could be a trap. Tizbe might be toying with her, while arranging for her
death-fall to appear part of an escape attempt. The
thought passed as Maia realized, What choice do I have? She
braced her feet against the wall, legs straight, and prepared to start
climbing, stepping upward while pulling hand over hand. Then, to her surprise,
the rope tautened rapidly and she found herself being hauled straight up,
directly and swiftly. There must be a whole gang of them up there, Maia
thought. Or a block and tackle. As the
balcony drew near, she composed her face so as not to show the slightest
chagrin if it turned out to be Tizbe and the guards, after all. I'll fight, she
vowed. I'll break free and take them on a chase they'll never forget. 274 DAVID BRIM Arms
reached down to haul her over the side . . . and Maia's composure broke when
she saw who had helped her. "Kiel!
Thalia!" Her
former cottage-mates at Lerner Hold beamed while freeing her of the rope.
Kiel's dark features split with a broad, white grin. "Surprised?" she
said in a whisper. "You didn't think we'd leave you to rot in this
Perkinite hole, did you?" Maia
shook her head, overwhelmed that she had been remembered after all. "How
did you know where I—" She cut
off, upon seeing that they weren't alone. Standing behind the two var women,
coiling rope over one shoulder, stood ... a man! Beardless and slim for one of
his kind, he smiled at her with an intimacy she found rather forward and disconcerting. A man's
participation helped explain how just three of them could lift her so quickly,
while it raised other questions even more perplexing . . . like what one of his
race was doing so far upland, involving himself in disputes among women. Thalia
chuckled lowly, patting Maia's shoulder. "Let's just say we've been
searching some time. We'll explain later. Now it's time to scoot." She
turned to lead the way. But Maia shook her head, planting her feet and pointing
the other direction. "Not
yet! There's someone else we've got to rescue. Another prisoner!" Thalia
and Kiel looked at each other, then at the man. "I thought there were just
two," Thalia said. "There
were," the man answered. "Maia—" "No!
Come on, I know where she is. Renna—" "Maia.
I'm here." She had
turned and already taken several steps down the dark corridor when the words
cut her short. Maia swiveled, peering past Thalia and Kiel, who stood grinning 275 in
amusement. The man moved toward her, on his face a gentle look of irony. He
lifted his gaze and shrugged in a gesture and expression she abruptly
recognized. Her jaw dropped. "I
should have said something," he told her in a voice that came across
queerly accented. "It slipped my mind that men are the gendered class,
here. That you'd naturally assume 1 was female unless told otherwise. Sorry to
have shocked you. ..." Maia
blinked. In her astonishment, she could barely speak. "You're ... a
man." Renna
nodded. "That's how I've always seen myself. Though here on—" Kiel
hissed. "Come on! Explain later!" Maia
would not move. "What are you talking about?" She demanded. "How
could you have-—" Renna
reached out and took one of Maia's hands. "Truth is, by your standards I'm
probably not even human at all. You may have heard of me. In Caria City they
call me the Visitor. Or the Outsider." A cloud
moved out of the way—or a moon chose that moment to suddenly cast pale light
upon his face, showing its odd proportions. Not so extreme you would have
stopped and stared, on seeing him at a dockside cafe. Still, when you looked
for it, the effect was striking—a lengthi-ness of jaw and a breadth of brow
that seemed somehow unworldly. Nostrils shaped to take in different air. A
stance learned walking on a different world. Maia shivered. "Now
or never!" Thalia urged, taking both of them in tow while Kiel skulked
ahead, scouting for danger in the shadows. Maia stumbled at first, but soon
they picked up the pace and were running past ghostly, empty halls, united by a
need to leave this place of stillborn silences. That's right, Maia realized.
Explanations can wait. For the 276 DAVID B R I >J moment,
she let a rising exhilaration drive out all other feelings. All that mattered
now was the taste of freedom! Later. Later would be soon enough to worry this
puzzle—that her first adult love had turned out to be an alien from the stars. PART 2 Peripatetic's
Log: Stratos
Mission: Arrival
+ 40.957 Ms The
founders of this colony chose an excellent site to conceal their Utopia. Partly
hidden by dust nebulae, orbiting a strange multiple-star system where most
explorers would not bother looking for habitable worlds . . . Stratos must have
seemed ideal to isolate their descendants from the strife and ferment raging
elsewhere in the galaxy. Yet,
the Enemy eventually found them. And now, so have I. ... It is a
testament to their fierce independence that they never tried calling for help
when the foe-ship came. The people of Stratos simply fought the Enemy, and won.
The colonists have reason to be proud. Without direct aid from the Human
Phylum, they countered a surprise attack and annihilated the invaders. Their
victory has become the stuff of legends, altering their social structure even
while seeming to validate it. They
claim this ratifies their secession, obviating any need for alliance with
distant cousins. So far,
in conversations from ship to ground, I've refrained from citing our records,
which mention that very same foe-ship, describing it as a broken ruin, fleeing
the Battle of Taranis to lick its wounds or die. Stratos has never sampled the
full terror stalking the stars. Even in ignorance, it has benefited from
protection by the Phylum. No part lives but in reliance on the others. This
will not be an easy concept to impart, I fear. Some of these Herlandist
radicals seem to find my arrival more traumatic than that of the Enemy, so long
ago. An affront to be ignored if possible. What do
their leaders fear from renewed contact with distant kin? Negotiations
for my long-delayed landing are done at last. They assure me of facilities
adequate to launch my aeroshell back into orbit when the visit is completed, so
there's no need to go auto-mine an asteroid and build an ungainly, all-purpose
craft. Tomorrow I descend to start discussions in person. I have
never been so nervous before a mission. This sub-species
has much to offer. Their bold experiment may enrich humanity. Too bad, as
chance had it, they were rediscovered by a male peripatetic. The omens
might have been
better were I a woman. 13 Maia
was soon disoriented in the stealthy dash through dark corridors and down unlit
stairs. Kiel, who led the way, kept rushing ahead and then causing a bump and
jostle each time she stopped abruptly to use a small penlight, consulting a hand-drawn
map. "Where
did you get that?" Maia whispered at one point, pointing at the vellum
diagram. "A
friend worked on the digging crew. Now be quiet." Maia
took no offense. A few gruff words were nothing compared to what else Kiel and
Thalia had done. Maia's heart was full to bursting that her friends had come
all this way, at untold risks, to rescue her. And
Renna, she reminded herself. As they hurried through the gloomy halls, she
tried not to look at the person she had just seen for the first time, whom she
had beforehand thought she knew so well. A creature from outer space. Perhaps
sensing her discomfort, Renna hung a few paces behind. Maia felt irritated with
him, and with herself, that her feelings were so obvious. "Is he telling
the truth?" she whispered to Thalia, as Kiel consulted her map again near
a meeting of two vast, unlit dormitory chambers. "About being . . . you
know?" 282 DAVID B
R I XJ Thalia
shrugged. "Never know with males. Always goin' on about their travels.
Maybe this one's been farther than most." Maia
wanted to believe Thalia's nonchalance. "You must have suspected something
when you picked up the radio message." "What
radio message?" Thalia asked. As Kiel motioned them forward again, Maia
found her confusion redoubling. She pursued whispered questions as they walked. "If
you didn't get a message, how did you find us?". "Wasn't
easy, virgie. Day after they took you, we tried following the trail. Seemed to
be takin' you east, but then a big gang of sisters from Keally Clan rode up and
drove us off. By the time we circled round, the tracks were cold. Turns out
they pulled a switch over by Flake Rock, so it wasn't east, after all." Maia
shook her head. She had been unconscious or delirious during most of the ride
out from Lerner Hold, so she had no idea how long it had taken. Thalia
grinned. The tall woman's pale face was barely visible in the reflection of
Kiel's swaying beam off stone walls. "Finally, we got wind o' this Seller
creature, comin' upland with an escort. Kiel had a hunch they might be headin'
for this abandoned site. We got some friends together an' managed to tag along
out o' sight. An' here we are." Thalia
made it sound so simple. In fact, it must have involved a lot of sacrifice, not
to mention risk. "Then you didn't come just for ... him?" Maia jerked
her head backward, toward the one taking up the rear. Thalia grimaced. "Ain't
a man a man? It'll drive the Perkies crazy he's gone, though. Reason enough to
take him, at least till the coast. There he can join his own kind." In the
dark, Maia could not read Thalia's features. The L
0 R V 5 Ђ A J 0 XI 283 woman's
tone was tense and perhaps she wasn't telling the whole truth. But the message
was sufficient. "You came for me, after all." Thalia
reached over as they walked, giving Maia's shoulder a squeeze. "What are
var-buddies for? Us against a Lysos-less world, virgie." It was
like a line from that adventure book Maia had read, about stalwart summer women
forging a new world out of the ruins of a brittle, broken yesterday. Suddenly,
Kiel interrupted with a sharp hiss. Their guide covered her light and motioned
for quiet. Silently, almost on tiptoe, they joined her near an intersection,
where their dim corridor crossed another one, more brightly lit. Kiel
cautiously leaned out to peer left, then right. Her breath cut short. "What
is it?" the man asked, catching up from behind, his voice carrying
startlingly. Thalia's hand made a chopping sign and he said no more. Standing
still, they could hear faint sounds—a clinking, a low rattle, voices rising
briefly, then fading to a low murmur. Kiel moved her hands to pantomime that
there were people in sight, some distance down the cross corridor. What
now? Maia worried, a tightness in her throat. Clearly Kiel's map was
incomplete. Would it offer an alternate route? Was there enough time? To
Maia's surprise, Kiel did not motion.for them to turn around. Instead, she took
a deep breath, visibly braced herself, and stepped boldly into the light! Maia
knew it was only her dark-adapted eyes overreacting. Still, when Kiel entered
the wan illumination of the hallway, it was as if she had briefly gone aflame.
How could anyone not notice such a shining presence? But no
one did. The older var glided smoothly across the exposed area without a sound,
reentering darkness in safety on the other side. There was no change in the
mutter of conversation. Thalia took the next turn, trying to 284 DAVID B R I XI imitate
Kiel's liquid, silent stride. Sudden reflection off her pale skin seemed even
more glaringly impossible to ignore, lasting two ponderously long seconds. Then
she, too, was across. Maia
glanced at the man, Renna, who smiled and touched her elbow, urging her to go
ahead. It was a friendly gesture, an expression of confidence, and Maia briefly
hated him for it. She could just make out the two women, dim figures across the
bright intersection, also waiting for her. To Maia, her own heartbeat sounded
loud enough to echo off the rocky walls. She got a grip on herself, flaring her
nostrils, and stepped forward. Time
seemed to telescope, fractional seconds stretching into subjective hours.
Maia's distant feet moved on their own, freeing her to glance right toward a
searing image of bracketed flamelight ... of broken furniture burning in a
chiseled fireplace, while silhouetted figures drank from goblets, leaning over
to watch the arcing fall of dice onto a wooden table. Their cries made Maia's
skin crawl. The
scene was so dazzling, she became disoriented and veered off course to collide
with a sharp corner of the intersection. Thalia had to yank her the rest of the
way into blessed darkness. Maia rubbed where her forehead had struck stone,
blinking to reaccustom her eyes to obscurity. She
looked up quickly. "Renna?" she whispered, casting about. "I'm
here, Maia," came a soft reply. She
turned to her left. The man stood with Kiel a little farther down the dim
hallway. Maia hadn't heard or sensed him cross. Embarrassed by her outburst,
she looked away. This person was not at all like the sage, older woman she had
envisioned. Though there had been no lies, she nonetheless felt betrayed, iLby
nothing else, then by her all-too-human tendency to make assumptions. CLORV 285 Unless
it has to do with the ships or sparking, you just suppose a person is female
till you learn otherwise. I guess that's not very nice. Still
... he should have told me! .Now
she and Thalia took up the rear while Renna and Kiel forged ahead. For the
first time, Maia noticed that the man was carrying a small blue pouch at his
belt and something much larger strapped across his back. A slim case of
burnished metal. A Game
of Life set, she realized. Oh, he's a man, all right! I was
such an idiot, picturing some noble savant who'd figured out how to send such
clever messages out of pure resourcefulness. I don't suppose those tricks were
difficult for a man who's spent his whole life playing the game. It was
obvious enough, now. But trapped in her cell with only clicks in the night for
company, she had been looking more through wishes than reason. How strange, to
feel a sense of mourning for a friend who stood just a few meters away, alive,
healthy, and, for the moment, free. Yet the Renna Maia had imagined was dead,
as surely as Leie. This new Renna was an unwelcome replacement. Unfair?
Maia knew it. LIFE'S
unfair. So? Find Lysos and sue her. Minutes
later, Kiel led them to a narrow door where she knocked twice. The wooden
portal swung open, revealing a stocky blonde woman holding a crowbar like a weapon.
The door showed signs of damage, its lock-hasp pried away, a broken padlock on
the floor. "Got
'em?" the gate guardian asked. She was tall, rangy, fair-haired, and
tough-looking. Kiel only nodded. "Come on," Thalia said, leading the
way down another short flight of stairs. Maia smelled the night even before a
chill wind touched her skin. It had a freshness she had never felt from the
open window of her cell. Then they were outside, under the stars. 286 DAVID B
R 1 XI From
the postern gate they stepped onto a broad stone porch, just one meter above
the level of the plain. Kiel strode to the edge, brought her fingers to her
mouth, and whistled the call of a gannen bird. From the darkness came a
trilling reply, like an echo, followed by the sound of hoofbeats. The tall
blonde pushed the door back into place as four women came riding up, each
holding the reins of one or two spare mounts. Unleashing
bundles tied to the back of one animal, Thalia thrust into Maia's hands a rough
wool coat, which she gratefully slipped on. She was still buttoning when Kiel
took her arm and motioned toward the edge of the platform, where a sash-horse
had been brought alongside. Moonlight glistened along the beast's striped
flanks as it snorted, blew and stamped. Maia couldn't help cringing a bit. Her
riding experience had been confined to tame beasts guided by skilled Trevor
wranglers, hired for springtime outings so Lamai summerlings could check one
more item off their mothers' "life-preparation" syllabus as quickly and
cheaply as possible. "He
won't bite, virgie," the woman holding the bridle said, laughing. Pride
overcame apprehension, and Maia managed to grab the saddle horn without
trembling. Slipping her left foot into the stirrup, she swung astride. The
horse danced, testing her weight. She reached over to accept the reins, feeling
elated when the creature did not bolt the next instant. Relieved, Maia bent to
pat its neck. "What
the hell is that?" They
were gruff words of protest. Maia turned to see the man, Renna, pointing at the
beast in front of him. Kiel came alongside and touched his arm, as if to ease
his fears. "It's
a horse. We use them here for riding and—" CLORV 5 Ј A 5 0 XI 287 Renna
cocked his head. "I know what a horse is. I meant, what's that thing on
its back?" "On
its back? Why . . . that's a saddle, where you ride." Perplexed,
he shook his head. "That blocky thing's a saddle? Why is it different than
the others?" All the
women, even Maia, burst out laughing. She couldn't help it. The question was so
incongruous, so unexpected. Maybe he was from outer space, after all! Renna's
look of confused consternation only made her giggle more, covering her mouth
with her free hand. Kiel,
too, tried to conceal mirth. "Naturally, it's a sidesaddle. I know you'd
prefer a wagon or palanquin, but we just haven't got . . ." The woman
stopped in mid-sentence and stared. "What are you doing?" Renna
had jumped off the porch and was reaching underneath the mount selected for
him. "Just . . . making a slight . . . adjustment," he grunted.
"There." To
Maia's astonishment, the bulky, cushioned saddle slid sideways and tumbled to
the ground. Then, even more surprisingly, the man took the horse's mane in his
hands and, in a single bound, leaped aboard straddle-wise, like a woman! The
others reacted with audible gasps. Maia winced at an involuntary twinge in her
loins. "How
can you—" Thalia started to ask, dry-mouthed. "Stirrups
would be nice," he interrupted. "But we can take turns riding
bareback till we rig something up. Now, let's get the hell out of here," Kiel
blinked. "Are you sure you know what you're—" In
answer, Renna flicked the reins and set his mount cantering, then trotting
toward the place where the sun had set hours ago. The direction of the sea. As
they stared after him, he let out a cry of such exultation that Maia felt a
thrill. The man had given voice to what wanted out of her own lungs. Amazement
gave way to pure joy as she, too, dug in her heels. Her mount complied
willingly, has- 288 DAVID BRIM CLORV 56AJOXI 289 tening
on the same bearing, kicking dust toward the memory of her imprisonment. The.
escape party didn't take the direct route to safety, toward the outlet of Long
Valley. The Perkinites would surely look there first. Kiel and the others had a
plan. After that initial exuberant trot, the caravan settled into a brisk but
deliberate walk, roughly south by southwest. About
an hour after departure, there came a faint sound in the distance behind them.
A low clanging. Turning around, Maia saw the thin, moonlit, rocky spire where
she had been jailed, by now diminished with distance and beginning to sink into
the horizon. High along its dark flank, several bright pinpoints told of
windows coming alight. "Bloody
moonset!" Kiel cursed, clucking to her mount and setting a quicker pace.
"I was hoping we'd have till morning. Let's make tracks." Kiel
didn't speak figuratively, Maia soon realized. The band kept purposely to open
ground, where speed was good but the horses' hooves also left easily-followed
impressions. "It's part of our plan, so's to make the Perkies lazy,"
Thalia explained as they rode along. "We have a trick in mind. Don't
worry." "I'm
not," Maia replied. She was too happy to be concerned. After running the
horses for a while, they halted, and the tall, rough-looking blonde rose high
in her stir-raps to aim a spyglass rearward. "No sign of-anyone breathin'
down our necks," she said, collapsing the tube again. The pace slowed
then, to keep their mounts from tiring. Prompted
by a brief query from Thalia, asking how she had been treated in prison, Maia
found herself spilling whole run-on paragraphs about her arrival at the stony
citadel, about the terrible .cooking of the Guel jailers, how i awful
it had been to spend Autumn End Day in a place like that, and how she never
hoped to see the insides of a man sanctuary again. She knew she was jabbering,
but if Thalia and the others seemed amused, she didn't care. Anyone would
jabber after such a sudden reversal of fortunes, from despair to excitement,
with the fresh air of freedom filling her lungs like an intoxicant. There
followed another period of quick trotting and more brisk walking. Soon a lesser
moon—Aglaia—rose to join Durga in the sky, and someone started humming a
sailor's chantey in greeting. Another woman pitched in with words, singing a
rich, mellow contralto. Maia eagerly joined the chorus. "Oh
How, ye winds of the western sea, And blow ye winds, heigh-ho! Give poor
shipmen clemency, And blow, ye winds, heigh ho!" After
listening a few rounds, Renna added his deeper tenor to the refrain, which
sounded appropriate for a sailing ballad. He caught Maia's eye at one point,
winking, and she found herself smiling back shyly, not terribly displeased. More
songs followed. It soon grew clear to Maia that there was a division among the
women. Kiel and Thalia and one other—a short brunette named Kau—were city-bred,
sophisticated, with Kiel clearly the intellectual leader. At one point, all
three of them joined in a rousing anthem whose verses were decidedly political. "Oh,
daughters of the storm assemble, What seems set in stone can still be changed!
Who will care whom you resemble, When the order of life is rearranged?" 290 DAVID B R I KJ Maia
recalled the melody from those nights sharing a cottage at Lerner Hold,
listening to the clandestine radio station. The lyrics conveyed an angry,
forceful resolve to upset the present order, making a determined break with the
past. The other four women knew this song, and lent support to the chorus. But
there was a sense of restraint, as if they disagreed in some parts, while
thinking the verses too soft in others. When their turn came again, the others
once more chose songs Maia knew from school and creche. Traditional ballads of
adventure. Songs of magic lamps and secret treasures. Of warm hearths left
behind. Of revealed talents, and wishes coming true. The melodies were more
comforting, even if the singers weren't. From their accents and features, she
guessed the two shorter, stockier ones must be from the Southern Isles,
legendary home of reavers and sharp traders, while the other two, including the
rangy blonde, spoke with the sharp twang typical of this part of Eastern
Continent. Maia learned the blonde was named Baltha, and seemed to be the
leader of the four. All
told, it seemed a tough, confident bunch of vars. They had no apparent fear,
even if by some chance Tizbe Beller and her guards caught up with them. The
singing died down before their next break to adjust tack and trade mounts.
After resuming, for a while everyone was quiet, allowing the metronome rhythm
of the horses' hooves to make low, percussive music of an earthier nature. No
longer distracted, Maia took greater note of the cold. Her fingers were especially
sensitive, and she wound up keeping her hands in the pockets of the thick coat,
holding the reins through layers of cloth. Renna
trotted ahead to ride next to Kiel, causing some muttering among the other
women. Baltha was openly disapproving. "No
business a man ridin' like that," she said, watch- L
O R Y S Ј A 5 O XI 291 ing
from behind as Renna jounced along, legs straddling his mount. "It's kinda
obscene." "Seems
he knows what he's doing," Thalia said. "Gives me chills watchin',
though. Even now that he's got a normal saddle. Can't figure how he doesn't
cripple himself." Baltha
spat on the ground. "Some things men just oughtn't be let to do." "Right,"
one of the stocky southerners added. "Horses were made for women. Obvious
from how we're built an' men aren't. Lysos meant it that way." Maia
shook her head, unsure what to think. Later, when happenstance appeared to
bring her alongside Renna's mount, the man turned to her and said in a low
voice, "Actually, these animals aren't much different than ones I knew on
Earth. A bit stockier, and this weird striping. I think the skull's bigger, but
it's hard to recall." Maia
blinked in surprise. "You're . . . from Earth? The real . . . ?" He
nodded, a wistful expression on his face. "Long ago and far away. I know,
you thought maybe Florentina, or some other nearby system. No such luck, I'm
afraid. "What
I meant, though, is that your friends back there are wrong. Half the worlds in
the Human Phylum have horse variants, some much stranger than these. Women ride
more often than men, it's true. But this is- the first time I've heard it said
males aren't built for it!" He laughed. "Now that you mention it, I
guess it does seem strange we don't hurt ourselves." "You
heard all that?" Maia asked. At the time, she'd thought he was too far
ahead. He
tapped one of his ears. "Thicker atmosphere than my birthworld, by
far..Carries sound better. I can hear whispers quite some distance, though it
also means I get splitting headaches when people shout. You won't tell, will
you?" 292 DAVID B R I XI He
winked for the second time that night, and Maia's sense of alienation
evaporated. In an instant he was just another harmless, friendly sailor, on
winter leave after a long voyage. His confidential disclosure was natural, an
expression of trust based on the fact that they had known each other and shared
secrets before. Maia
looked up at the starry vault. "Point to Earth," she asked. Rising
in his stirrups, Renna searched the sky. At last he settled back down.
"Sorry. If we're still awake near morning, I should be able to find the
Triffid. Sol is near its left eye-stalk. Of course, most of the nearer stars of
the Phylum are hidden behind the God's Brow nebula—what you call the Claw—-just
east of the Triffid." "You
know a lot about our sky, for someone who's been here less than a year." Renna
let out a sigh. His expression grew heavier. "You have long years, on
Stratos." Maia
sensed it might be better for the moment to refrain from further questions.
Renna's face, which had appeared youthful on first sight, now seemed troubled
and weary. He's older than he looks, she realized. How old would you have to
be, to travel as far as he has? Even if they have freezers on starships, and
move dose to the speed of light. She couldn't
put all the blame for her ignorance on Lamatia's selective education. Such
subjects had always seemed far removed from matters she had expected to concern
her. Not.for the first time, Maia wondered, Why did we virtually abandon space?
Did Lysos plan it that way? Maybe to help make sure no one found us again? If so,
it must have only made for a worse shock to the savants and councillors and
priestesses in Caria, when the Visitor Ship entered orbit, last winter. They
must have been thrown into utter chaos. This
has to be what that old bird was talking about, on the tele in Lanargh! Maia
realized. Renna must have already been CLORV J Ј A J O XI 293 kidnapped
then. Tliey were putting out feelers, trying to find him without disturbing the
public. Maia
knew what Leie's thought would be, at this point. The reward! It must
be what Thalia and Kiel and the others are after. Of course Thalia had been
lying, back in the sanctuary corridors. They hadn't come for her, after all. Or
at least not her alone. Their main objective must have been Renna all along,
which explained the sidesaddle. Why else bring such a thing all this way,
unless to fetch a man? Not
that she blamed them. Maia was accustomed to being •unimportant. That they had
bothered to spring her, as well, was enough to win her gratitude. And Thalia's
attempt to lie about it had been sweet. The
open plain ended abruptly when they arrived at broken ravine country similar to
the type Maia remembered, where Lerner Clan dug their ores and spilled slag
from their foundry. She guessed this was much farther north and east, but the
contours were similar—tortured eroded canyons crossing the prairie like scars
of some ancient fight. Carefully, the party dropped into the first set of
narrow washes, descending past nesting sites where bur-rower colonies made
vain, threatening noises to drive the humans and horses away. The chirruping
sounds grew triumphant as their efforts seemed to work, and the threat passed. Baltha
took over navigating the increasingly twisty maze where, at some points, only
the topmost sixty degrees or so of sky were visible, making for slow going even
after two oil lanterns were lit. A halt
was called by a shallow, gurgling stream and everyone dismounted, some
gingerly. None more so than the man, who hissed and rubbed his legs, walking
out stiffness. Baltha's colleagues nodded knowingly. In fact, though, only
embarrassment kept Maia from hobbling about just like him. Instead, she
stretched surreptitiously, 294 DAVID BRIM behind
her horse. Nearby, the leaders gathered round a lantern. "This
must be the place," Kiel said, jabbing a map sketched onto lambskin, so
much tougher than paper. Baltha shook her head. "Another stream, a klick
or so on. I'll tell ya when." "You're
sure? We wouldn't want to miss—" "Won't,"
the tall blonde said, curtly. "Now let's mount. Wastin' time." Maia
saw Thalia and Kiel look at each other dubiously after Baltha left. "Comes
off knowin' the place like her own back-hand." Thalia muttered. "Now
how would that be? Only Perkinites grow up 'round here." Kiel
made a cautioning sign to her friend. "One thing for sure. That's no damn
Perkinite." Thalia
shrugged as Kiel rolled up the map. "There's worse," she said under
her breath. When the two of them walked past Maia, Thalia gave her a tousle on
the top of her head. The gesture would have seemed patronizing if there hadn't
been something like genuine affection in it. With
the elation of escape starting to fade into physical fatigue, Maia realized,
There's more going on here than I thought. I'd better start paying closer
attention. Half an
hour later, they reached another stream under looming canyon walls. This time,
Baltha signaled for everyone to guide their mounts into the shallow watercourse
before she spoke. "We
split up here. Riss, Herri, Blene, an' Kau will go on toward Demeterville,
making tracks and confusing the trail. Maia, you'll go too. The rest'll wade
upstream about two klicks before heading west, then south. We'll meet sou'west
of Clay Town on the seventh, if Lysos guides us." Maia
stared at the strangers she had been told to ac- C L o R
V 295 company,
and felt a frisson course her spine. "No," she said emphatically.
"I want to go with Kiel and Thalia." Baltha
glowered. "You'll go where you're told." Panic
welled and Maia's chest was tight. It felt like a repetition of her separation
from Leie, when they parted in Lanargh for the last time, on separate ships. A
certainty overwhelmed her that once out of sight, she would never see her
friends again. "I
won't! Not after all that!" She jerked one hand in the direction of the
prison tower that so recently held her in its grip. Maia turned to her friends
for support, but they wouldn't meet her eyes. "The upstream party ought to
be small as possible . . ." Kiel tried to explain. But Maia learned more
from the woman's uneasy demeanor. This was arranged in advance, she realized.
They don't want me along while they escape with their precious alien! A heavy
resignation swarmed into Maia's heart, overwhelming even her burning
resentment. "Maia
comes with us." It was
Renna. Maneuvering his horse next to hers, he went on. "Your plan counts
on our pursuers following an easy trail to the larger party, while we others
make our getaway. That's fine for me. Thanks. But not so good for Maia when
they catch up." "The
girl's just a larva," Baltha retorted. "They don't care about her.
Probably aren't even looking for her." Renna
shook his head. "You want to risk her freedom on a bet like that? Forget
it. I won't let her be taken back to that place." Through
surging emotion, Maia saw a silent interplay among the women. They had thought
of Renna as a commodity, but now he was asserting himself. Men might rank low
on the Stratos social ladder, nevertheless 'they stood higher than most vars.
Moreover, most of these vars must have served on ships, at one time or another.
It 296 DAVID B
R I XI surely
influenced matters that Renna had a well-cultivated "captain's
voice." Kiel
shrugged. Thalia turned and grinned at Maia. "Okay by me. Glad to have you
with us, virgie." Baltha
cursed lowly, accepting the swing of consensus, but not gracefully. The rangy
blonde brought her mount over near her friends, who were taking the other
route, and leaned over to clasp forearms with them. In a similar manner, Thalia
and Kiel embraced Kau. The parties separated then, Baltha carefully swiveling
her mount down the center of the current. Taking the rear, Maia and Renna
called farewell to their benefactors, who had already begun climbing a thin
trail up the next canyon wall. One of them—Maia couldn't make out who—lifted a
hand to wave back, then the four women disappeared around a bend. "Thank
you," Maia said to Renna softly, as their mounts sloshed slowly along. Her
voice still felt thick from that moment of surprise and upset. "Hey,"
the man said with a smile. "We castaways have to hang together, right?
Anyway, you seem like a tough pal to have along, if trouble's ahead." Of
course he was jesting with her. But only partly, she realized with some
surprise. He really did seem glad, even relieved, that she was coming with him. Traveling
single file, they fell into silence, letting the horses pick a careful path
along the uneven streambed. Fortunately, they were out of the wind. But the
surrounding winter-chilled rocks seemed to suck heat right out of the air. Maia
put her hands under her armpits, squeezing the coat tight, exhaling breath that
turned into visible fog. Anyway, it was reassuring knowing that each minute put
more distance behind them. The escape plan was a risky one, counting on panic
and excessive haste on the part of their pursuers. True professionals—like the
Shel-don clan of hunters back in Port Sanger—wouldn't be CLORV 56ASOXI 297 fooled
by so simple a trick. Maia hadn't heard of tracking skill being much famed
among Long Valley's farmers, but it was still an assumption. Even if
they slipped their immediate pursuers, they remained surrounded by enemies. Few
places on Stratos were politically more homogeneous than this upland colony of
extremists, with allied Perkinite clans stretching all the way to Grange Head.
Once aroused by the news, there would be posses and mobs swarming after them
from all directions. Maia
thought she could now see the big picture ... how desperate the Perkinites must
be. Much more, was involved than their radical plan to use a drug to promote
winter sparking. The hive matriarchies of Long Valley had become involved in a
far more brazen scheme: kidnapping the Interstellar Visitor—Renna—right out of
the hands of the council in Caria City. It was a risky endeavor. But how better
to reduce, maybe eliminate, the chance of restored contact with the Hominid
Phylum? Nothing
would make extreme Perkinites crazier than having the sky open up. Spaceships
calling regularly from those old worlds of "animal rut and sexual
tyranny." Worlds where fully half of the inhabitants are men. Half. Despite-having
read those lurid novels, it was hard to picture. What, in the name of Lysos,
did a world need with so many extra males? Even if they were quiet and
well-behaved most of the time, which she doubted, there were only so many tasks
a man could be trusted with! What was there for them to do? Contact
would change Stratos forever, polluting it with alien ideas, alien ways.
Despite her hatred of those who had imprisoned her, Maia wondered if they might
not have a point. She
found herself reacting tensely again, when Renna maneuvered his mount
alongside. But all he had for her 298 DAVID R 1 XJ was a
smile and a question about the name of a species of shrub that clung
tenaciously to the canyon walls. Maia answered, guessing it related to a type
found at the Orthodox temple in Grange Head. She couldn't tell him whether it
was a purely native life-form or descended from bio-engineered Earth varieties,
released by the Founders. "I'm
trying to get an idea how introduced forms were designed to fit in, and how
much adaptation took place afterward. You have some pretty sophisticated
ecologists at the university, but figures are hardly a substitute for getting
out and seeing for yourself." Although
they were hard to make out in the dim starlight, his features seemed revived
from the earlier moodi-ness. Maia found herself wondering if his eyes would
shine strange colors by day, or if his skin, which she had only seen in lantern
or moonlight, would turn out to be some weird, exotic shade. Perhaps
it was a mistake to interpret an alien's facial expressions by past experience,
but Renna seemed excited to be here, away from cities and savants and,
especially, his prison cell, finally exploring the surface of Stratos itself.
It was contagious. "All
told, it seems your Founders were pretty good designers, .making clever changes
in the humans, plants, and animals they set down here, before fitting them into
the ecosystem. They made some mistakes of course. That's hardly unusual.
..." It felt
blasphemous, hearing an outsider say such things. Perkinites and other
heretics, were known to criticize some of the choices made by Lysos and the
other Founders, but never before had Maia heard anyone speak this way about
their competence. ".
. . Time has erased most of the errors, by extinction or adaptation. It's been
long enough for things to settle down, at least among the lower life-forms." CLORV SEASON 299 -
"Well, after all, it's been hundreds of years," Maia responded. Renna
tilted his head. "Is that how long you think humans have lived on
Stratos?" Maia
frowned. "Um . . . sure. I mean, I don't remember an exact figure. Does it
matter?" He
looked at her in a way she found odd. "I suppose not. Still, that fits
with the way your calendars . . ." Renna shook his head. "Never mind.
Say, is that the sextant you told me about? The one you used to correct my
latitude figures?" Maia
glanced at her wrist and the little instrument wrapped in its leather case.
Renna was being kind again. Her improvements to his coordinates, back in jail,
had been minimal. "Would you like to see it?" she asked, unstrapping
the sextant and holding it toward him. He
handled it carefully, first using his fingertips to trace the engraved zep'lin
design on the brass cover, then unfolding and delicately experimenting with the
sighting arms. "Very nice tool," he commented. "Handmade, you
say? I'd love to see the workshop." Maia
shivered at the thought. She had seen enough of male sanctuaries. "Is
this the dial you use for adjusting azimuth?" he asked. "Azimuth?
Oh, you mean star-height. Of course, you need a good horizon ..." Soon
they were immersed in talk about the art of navigation, picking their way
through a maze of terms inherited from altogether different traditions—his
using complex machines to cross unimaginable emptiness, and hers from a
heritage of countless lives spent refining rules learnt the hard way, battling
the elements on Stratos's capricious seas. Renna spoke respectfully of
techniques that she knew had to seem primitive, in view of how far he had 300 DAVID BRIN come—from
those very lights Maia used as guideposts in the sky. Sometimes,
when a moon cleared the canyon walls to shine directly on his face, Maia was
struck by a subtle difference which seemed suddenly enhanced. The long shadow
of his cheekbone, or the way, in dim light, his pupils seemed to open wider
than normal for Stratoin eyes. Would she have even noticed if she didn't
already know who, or what, he was? \ They cut short the discussion when
Baltha called a break. Their guide indicated a path to take their tired mounts
onto a stony beach, where the party dismounted and spent some time rubbing and
drying the horses' feet and ankles, restoring circulation to parts numbed by
cold water. It was hard labor, and Renna soon stripped off his coat. Maia could
feel heat radiating from his body as he worked nearby. She remembered the
sailors on the Wotan, whose powerful torsos always seemed so spendthrift of
energy, wasting half of what they ate and drank in sweat and radiation. As cold
as she was, especially in her fingers and toes, Renna's nearby presence was
rather pleasant. She felt tempted to draw closer, strictly to share the warmth
he squandered so freely. Even the inevitable male odor wasn't so bad. Renna
stood up, a puzzled expression on his face. Scanning the sky, his eyes narrowed
and his brows came together in a furrow. Only as Maia rose to come alongside
did she begin to notice something as well, a soft sound from overhead, like the
distant buzzing of a swarm of bees. "There!"
he shouted, pointing to the west, just above the rim of the canyon. Maia
tried to sight along his arm. "Where? I can't . . . Oh!" She had
seldom seen flying machines, even by daylight. Port Sanger's small airfield was
hidden beyond hills, CLORV J6AJOXI 301 with
flight paths chosen not to disturb city dwellers. Not counting the weekly mail
dirigible, true aircraft came only a few times a year. But what else could
those lights be? Maia counted two . . . three pairs of winking pinpoints
passing overhead as the delayed rumbling peaked and then followed the glitters
eastward. "Cy
must've heard!" Renna shouted, as the canyon cut off sight of the moving
stars. "She got through to Groves. They've come for us!" For
you, don't you mean? Maia thought. Still, she was glad, intensely glad. This
certainly verified Renna's importance, for Caria to have sent such a force so
far, impinging on the sovereignty of Long Valley Commonwealth, and even risking
a fight. Baltha,
Thalia, and Kiel refused to even consider turning back. "But
it's a rescue party! Surely they've come with enough force to—" "That's
good," Kiel agreed. "It'll distract the bitches. Keep them off our
trail. Maybe they'll be so busy scrapping and arguing, we'll have smooth
sailing to the coast." Maia
saw what was going on. Kiel and her friends had invested a lot in rescuing
Renna. Apparently, they weren't about to hand him over to a platoon of
policewomen, who could claim they would have had him free tonight anyway. Far
better from Kiel's point of view to deliver him personally to a magistrate at
Grange Head, where their success would be indisputable and the reward
guaranteed. .Maia
saw Renna consider. Would the women try to stop him if he turned around by
himself? A male's strength might not compensate much for the world-wise
ferocity of Baltha, who looked like a born fighter and was never far from her
effective-looking crowbar. The match was doubly dubious in winter, when male
tempers ebbed toward nadir. Renna's odds would improve with Maia by 1 302 DAVID B
R I XI his
side, but she wasn't sure she could bring herself to fight Thalia and Kiel. Anyway,
suppose he did turn around. Tizbe wouldn't have waited long to set out on their
trail. Even if the prison-citadel was taken by Carian forces, Renna and Maia
were likely to stumble into the Beller and her guards on the open prairie.
They'd only be captured and taken to another hole, probably far worse than the
one they had just left. We
really haven't got much choice, Maia realized. Still,
in that moment her loyalties crystallized. She moved to stand next to Renna,
ready to support whatever he decided. There was a long pause while the drone of
engines faded gradually to a whisper, and then nothing. At last, the man
shrugged. "All
right, let's ride." Peripatetic's
Log: Stratos
Mission: Arrival
+ 40.157 Ms Cj
complained about having to use archaic codes to guide my shuttle down the
ancient landing beam. I was too nervous to be sympathetic. "Who had to
learn an entirely new language?" I groused, while white flame licked the
viewing ports and a heavy atmosphere tried to crush my cocoon like a grape in a
vice. "It's supposedly a dialect based on Florentinan, but they have parts
of speech nobody's seen before—feminine, masculine, neuter, and clonal . . .
with redundancy cases, declensions, and drift-stop participles ..." • I was jabbering
to stave off raw terror. Even that diversion vanished when Cy asked me to shut
up, letting her concentrate
on getting me down in one piece. That left nothing to do except listen to the
shrieking-hot wind against the hull plates, centimeters from my ear. Normal
landings are bad. But I had never heard sounds like these. Stratoins breathe
air thick enough to swim in. It
being summer when the Council finally voted permission to land, aurorae
followed me down—curtains of electricity tapped into magnetic coils streaming
off the red sun's dwarf companion. I was headed for low latitudes, but even so,
ribbons of ionic lightning caused sparks to crackle along a console,
uncomfortably near my arm. Ballistic
crisis passed. Soon the lander was cutting tunnels through vast water-vapor
clouds, then turning in a braking swoop over a quilt of dark forests and bright
meadows. Finally, a riverside gleam led to clear signs of habitation and
industry. For most of a Terran year, I had looked on this terrain from space,
half-dead from the ennui of waiting. Now I pressed the window, drinking in the
loveliness of Stratos ... the somber luster of native vegetation and more
luminous greens of Earth-derived life, the shimmer of her multicolored lakes,
the atmospheric refraction which gives every horizon a subtle, concave bend.
Hills rose to surround me. With a final stall that set my stomach spinning, Cy
set the shuttle rolling across twenty hectares of pavement, split here and
there by shoots of intruding grass. By the time the shuttle cooled enough to
let down a narrow ramp, a welcoming party was already waiting. I
imagine their embroidered gowns would have fetched magnates' prices on
Pleasence, or even Earth. Of the
five middle-aged women, none smiled. They kept their distance as I descended,
and when we exchanged bows. No one offered to shake hands. I've
had warmer receptions . . . and far worse. Two of the women identified
themselves as members of the reigning council. A third wore clerical robes and
raised her arms to make what sounded like a cautious blessing. The remaining
pair were university dons I'd already spoken with by videx. Savant lolanthe,
who seemed cautiously guarded, with sharply evaluating gray eyes, and Savant
Melonni, who had seemed friendly during the long negotiations, but now kept
well back, regarding me like a specimen of some rare and rather dubious
species. One with a reputation for biting. During
the months spent peering in frustration from orbit, I've seen how most
settlements rely on wind and solar and animal power for transport—fully in line
with what I know of Lysian-Herlandist ideology. Industrialized regions make
some use of combustion-powered land craft, however, and I was shown to a
comfortable car equipped with a hydro gen-oxygen engine. To my amazement,
nearly everything else, from chassis to furnishings, was crafted out of finely
carved wood! I later surmised that this doesn't just reflect the planet's
comparative poverty in metals. It is a statement of some sort. I sat
alone in one compartment, isolated from the others by a pane of glass. Which
was just as well. My intestines complained noisily from prelanding treatments
and, despite having spent several megaseconds acclimatizing to a simulated
Stratos atmosphere, my lungs labored audibly mf in the in the
heavy air. An assault of strange odors kept me busy stifling sneezes, and the
carbon dioxide partial pressure triggered recurrent yawns. I must have been a
sight to behold. • Yet,
none of that seemed to matter in my elation to be down at last! This seems such
a sophisticated, dignified world and folk, especially in comparison to what I
met on Digby, or on godforsaken Heaven. I'm certain we can reach an
understanding. As our
vehicle reached the edge of the landing field, escorts fell in ahead and behind
. . . squadrons of finely-arrayed cavalry, making a splendid show in glittering
cuirasses and helmets. The impression of uniformity and discipline was enhanced
when I saw that the unit consisted entirely of tall women from a single family
of Stratoin clones, identical down to each shiny button and lock of hair. The
soldiers looked formidable. My first close view of clan specialization in
action. On
leaving the landing area, we passed the other part of the spaceport, the
launching facility, with its ramps and booster rails for sending cargoes
skyward, which must eventually carry my own shuttle, when the time comes to
depart. I saw
no sign of activity. Through an intercom, one of the scholars explained that
the facility was fully functional. "Carefully preserved for occasional
use," she said with a blithe wave of one hand. I could
not imagine what the word "occasional" meant to these people. But the
word left me uneasy. 14 Ocean
surrounded her, threatening to engulf her. She clung to a splintered, oily
timber, bobbing and jerking as contrary waves fought to possess it. Rain fell
in blinding sheets, angled by gale-driven winds. In the distance, she watched a
sailing vessel glide away, slicing through towering swells, ignoring her calls,
her pleas to turn back. On the
deck of the departing ship, a girl stared in her direction, blindly, unseeing. The
girl had her own face. ... Dread
welled up. Maia wanted to escape. But dreams had a way of trapping her by
making her forget there was a "real" world to flee to. It took a
whisper of true sound intruding on the dreamscape, to provide something to
follow upward, outward, toward consciousness. She
wondered muzzily how she came to be lying here, wrapped in a scratchy woolen
blanket, stretched upon gritty ground. Stone canyon walls felt like her jail
cell, cold and enclosing, and the low clouds hung overhead like a dour ceiling.
She propped up on one elbow, rubbing her eyes, looking at the leftover embers
of a tiny campfire, then at the tethered horses, browsing shrubs down to bare 308 DAVID B
R I XI twigs
over by the stream. Two curled forms lay close enough to offer warmth on one
side. From glimpses of unkempt hair poking from the blanket rolls, she
recognized Thalia and Kiel and relaxed a bit, recalling she was among friends.
Maia smiled, thinking once more about what they had done, rescuing her from the
pit where Tizbe Beller and the Joplands and Lerners had consigned her. Turning
to her other side, Maia saw two empty blankets that had been thrown back, their
occupants gone. The nearest bedroll was still slightly warm to touch. That
person's departure must have been what vexed her sleep, pulling her from
disturbing dreams and memories of Leie. Oh,
yes. Renna. The Outsider had been a welcome heat source in the chill before
dawn, when they had collapsed in exhaustion from their hard ride. Sight of his
blue pouch and Game of Life set reassured her that he wasn't gone for good. The big
blonde, Baltha, had been sleeping just beyond. Maia lay back, staring at the
sky. Why would both of them get up at the same time? Did it matter? It wouldn't
be hard to slip back into slumber . . . and hopefully dream better dreams. ... A faint
clatter—pebbles rolling down a slope—banished sleep and crystallized intent as
she sat up. Slipping on her shoes, Maia crawled away from Thalia's still form
before standing and walking toward the source of the sound, somewhere upstream,
where the surrounding bluffs had crumbled to give way to sloping ground. A
flash of movement caught her eye, rounding the nearest hillock. She headed in
that direction and was soon clambering over boulders, washed ice-smooth by
successive summer floods. The
widening canyon offered less shelter from the cold. Maia exhaled fog and her
fingertips grew numb from grabbing handholds lined with frost. A vaguely
familiar scent made her nostrils flare, drawing her back to winters q L o R
V J Ј A S o xi 309 in
Lamatia Hold, when Leie used to throw open the shutters on wintry mornings,
thumping her chest, and inhaling the frigid air while Maia complained and
burrowed in the covers. The unbeckoned memory brought a faint, sad smile as she
climbed. Maia
stopped, listened. There was a scrape, a stone rattling downslope somewhere
ahead and to her right. The way looked tricky. She paused, feeling torn between
curiosity and a growing awareness of her replete bladder. Now that she was
fully awake, it did seem a bit pointless, following people who were obviously
out doing what she herself ought to find a place and do. Let's just take care
of business, eh? She began casting about for a convenient niche out of the
wind. The
first spot she tried already had an occupant. Or occupants. A hissing squeal
made Maia jump back in fright as a living rainbow flapped at her. She hurriedly
retreated from the crevice where a mother zim-skimmer was tending its young—a
cluster of tiny gasbags that inflated and deflated rapidly, wheezing in
imitation of their belligerent dam. Smaller cousins of zoor-floaters, the
skimmers had much worse temperaments, and poison quills that fended off
Earth-descended birds seeking their tender flesh. The spines caused fierce
allergic rashes, if a human was unlucky enough to brush one. Maia backed away,
eyeing the deceptively diaphanous forms. Once safely out of sight, she turned
and hurried along the half trail. That
was when, rounding a corner, she caught sight of someone just ahead. Baltha. The
tall woman squatted, peering over a set of boulders at something downslope, out
of Maia's view. On the ground beside the var lay a small camp spade and a
lidded wooden box, small enough to cover with one hand. While Baltha stared
ahead intently, she idly reached out to brush 310 DAVID B
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0 R V J Ј A J O HI 311 a
nearby rock, then brought her fingers to her face, sniffing. Maia
blinked. Of course. She scanned the ledges closest to her and saw, amid thin
patches of normal white snow, streaks that shone with a diamondlike glitter.
Glory frost. It's winter, all right. The march of seasons had more effect on
high, stratospheric winds than on the massive bulk of sea and land and air
below. Varieties of turbulence unknown on other worlds recycled water vapor
through ionic fluxes until an adenated ice formed. Occasionally, the crystals
made their way to ground in soft, predawn "hazes, as unique a sign of
winter as Wengel Star's flamboyant aurorae were to summer. Maia stretched
toward the nearest sprinkling of glory frost. Static charge drew the shiny
pseudogems to her fingertips, which tingled despite their morning numbness.
Purple and golden highlights sparkled under innumerable facets as she turned
them in the light. A visible vapor of sublimation rose from the points of
contact. In
winters past, whenever glory had appeared on their sill, Maia and Leie used to
giggle and try inhaling or tasting the fine, luminescent snow. The first time,
she, not her sister, had been the bold one. "They say it's just for
grown-ups," Leie had said nervously, parroting the mothers' lessons. Of
course that only made it more enticing. The
effects were disappointing. Other than a faint fizzing sensation that tickled
the nose, the twins never felt anything abnormal or provocative. But I'm
older now, Maia reflected, watching her body heat turn fine powder into steam.
There was something faintly different about the aroma, this time. At least, she
could swear . . . A sound
sent her ducking for cover. It was a low whistling. A man—Renna, of
course—could be heard tramping some distance away. Soon he came into sight, emerging
from one of the countless side tributaries that would feed the river during the
rainy season. He, too, carried a camp shovel and a bundle of takawq leaves,
making the purpose of his errand obvious. Why did
he go so Jar from camp, then? Maia wondered. Is he that shy? And why
is Baltha spying on him? Maybe
the tall var feared the Outsider would run away, trying to contact the Caria
City forces that flew over last night. If so, Baltha must be relieved to see
Renna pass by, whistling odd melodies on his way back to camp. Don't worry,
your reward is safe, Maia thought, preparing to duck out of sight. She had a
perfect right to be here, but no good would come of antagonizing the older
woman, or being caught spying, herself. But to
Maia's surprise, the blonde did not turn to follow Renna downhill. Rather, as
soon as he was gone, Baltha picked up her box and shovel and slipped over the
shielding rocks to clamber down the other side, hurrying in the direction from
which the man had just come. Possessed by curiosity, Maia crept forward to use
the same outcrop that had served as Baltha's eyrie. The
rugged woman strode east about twenty meters to a niche just above the
high-water line. There she used the camp spade to dig at a mound of freshly
disturbed soil and begin filling the small box. What in atyp chaos is she
doing? Maia wondered. "Hey,
everybody!" The shout, coming from downstream, caused Maia to leap half
out of her skin. "Baltha! Maia! Breakfast!" It was
only Thalia, calling cheerily from the campsite. Another Lysos-cursed morning
person. Maia backed out of sight before Baltha could look around. Remembering
to give the mother zimmer a wide berth, she started scrambling back down the
eroded slope. 312 DAVID B
R I XI The
meal consisted of cheese and biscuits, stone-warmed on rocks taken from the
fire. By now it was late morning, and since it was probably safe to travel by
daylight in these deep canyons, all five travelers were back in the saddle
before the sun rose much above the cavern's southeast rim. They made good time,
despite having to stop every half hour to warm the horses' feet. About
an hour after noon, Maia realized something ill-smelling and foul-colored had
entered the stream. "What is it?" she asked, wrinkling her nose. Thalia
laughed. "She wonders what the bad smell is! How soon we forget pain when
we're young!" Kiel,
too, shook her head, grinning. Maia inhaled again, and suddenly recalled.
"Lerners! Of course. They dump their slag into a side canyon, and we must
be passing—" "Just
downstream. Helps navigation, don't it? See, we're doin' all right without your
fancy stars to guide us." Maia
felt overwhelming resurgent resentment toward her former employers. "Damn
them!" She swore. "Lysos curse the Lerners! I hope their whole place
burns down!" Renna,
who had been riding to her right, frowned at her outburst. "Maia, listen
to yourself. You can't mean—" "I
don't care!" She shook her head, afroth with pent-up anger. "Calma
Lerner handed me over to Tizbe's gang like I was a slab of pig iron on sale. I
hope she rots!" Thalia
and Kiel looked at each other uncomfortably. Maia felt a delicious, if vile,
thrill at having shocked them. Renna pressed his lips and kept silent. But
Baltha responded more openly, reigning up and laughing sardonically. "From
your mouth to Stratos Mother's ear, virgie!" She reached into one of her
saddlebags and drew forth a slender, leather-bound tube, her telescope.
"Here you go." GLORV S Ј A $ O XI 313 Puzzled,
Maia overcame sudden reluctance in reaching for the instrument. She lifted it
to peer where Baltha pointed. "Go on, up at that slope, yonder to the west
an' a bit north. Along the ridgeline. That's right. See it?" While
she learned to compensate for the horse's gentle breathing, the telescope
showed little but jumbled images, shifting blurs. Finally, Maia caught a flash
of color and steadied on a jittering swatch of bright fabric, snapping in the
wind, yanking at a tall, swaying pole. She scanned and other flags came into
view on each side. "Prayer
banners," she identified at last. On most of Stratos they were used for
holidays and ceremonies, but in Perkinite areas, she knew, they were also flown
to signify new births— —and
deaths. "There's
yer Calma Lerner up there, virgie. Rotting, just like you asked. Along with
half her sisters. Gonna be short on steel in the valley, next year or two, I
figure." Maia
swallowed. "But . . . how?" She turned to Kiel and Thalia, who looked
down at their traces. "What happened?" she demanded. Thalia shrugged.
"Just a flu bug, Maia. Was a rash of sneezing in town, a week or two
before, no big deal. When it reached the hold, one of the var workers got laid
up a few days, but ..." "But
then, a whole bunch of Lerners went and popped off. Just like that!"
Baltha exclaimed, snapping her fingers with relish. Maia
felt dreadful—a hollowness in her belly and thickness in her throat—even as she
fought to show no reaction at all. She knew her expression must seem stony,
cold. Out of the corner of her eye, she saw Renna briefly shiver. I can't
blame him. I'm terrible. She
recalled how, as a child, she used to be frightened by macabre stories the
younger Lamai mothers loved tell- 314 DAVID ERIN ing
summer brats on warm evenings, up on the parapets. Often, the moral of the
gruesome tales seemed to be "Careful what you wish for. Sometime you might
get it." Rationally, Maia knew her outburst of anger had not caused death
to strike the metallurgist clan. Yet, it was dismaying, the vengeful streak she'd
shown. Moments ago, if she could have done anything to cast misfortune on her
enemies, she would have shown no pity. Was that morally the same as if she'd
killed the Lerners herself? It's
not unheard-of for sickness to wipe out half a dan, she thought, trying to make
sense of it all. There was a saying, "When one clone sneezes, her sisters
go for handkerchiefs." It drew on a fact of life Leie and Maia had learned
well as twins—that susceptibility to illness was often in the genes. In this
case, it hadn't helped that Lerner Hold was far from what medical care existed
in Long Valley. With all of them presumably laid up at the same time, who would
care for the Lerners? Just var employees, who weren't brimming with affection
for their contract-holders. What a
way to go . . . all at once, broken by the thing you're most proud of, your
uniformity. The
group resumed riding silently, immersed in their own thoughts. A while later,
when Maia turned to Renna in hope of distraction, the man from space just
stared ahead as his mount slogged along, his eyebrows furrowed in what seemed a
solid line of dark contemplation. They
slipped out of the maze of canyons after nightfall, climbing a narrow trail
south and west of the dark, silent Lerner furnaces. Despite the lower temperatures
out on the plain, emerging into the open came as a relief. Starlight spread
across the prairie sky, and one of the smaller moons, good-luck Iris, shone
cheerily, lifting their spirits. Thalia and Kiel jumped from their mounts on
spotting a large patch of glory frost, protected by the northern CLORV SEASON 315 shadow
of a boulder. They rolled in the stuff, pushing it in each other's faces,
laughing. When they remounted, Maia saw a light in their eyes, and wasn't sure
she liked it. She approved even less when each of them started jockeying to
ride near Renna, occasionally brushing his knee, engaging him in conversation
and making interested sounds at whatever he said in reply. Alone
with her thoughts, Maia did not even look up to measure the constellations'
progress. She had the impression it would be many days yet before they would
catch sight of the coastal range and begin seeking a pass to the sea. Assuming,
of course, they weren't spotted by Perkinites along the way. And
then? Even if we make it to Grange Head? Then what? Freedom
had its own penalties. In prison, Maia had known what to expect from one day to
the next. Going back to being a poor young var, searching for a niche in an
unwelcoming world, was more frightening than jail in some ways. Maia was only
now coming to realize how she had been crippled by being a twin. Rather than
the advantage she had imagined it to be, that accident of biology had let her
live in fantasies, assuming there would always be someone to put her back
against. Other summer girls left home knowing the truth, that no plan, no
friendship, no talent, would ever by itself make your dreams come true. For the
rest, you needed luck. After
having ridden most of the day and half the night, they made camp once more in
the shelter of a gully. Kiel managed to start a fire with sticks gathered near
the bone-dry watercourse. Except for cups of hot tea, they ate supper cold from
the dwindling larder in their saddlebags. As the
others made ready for bed, Renna gathered several small items from his blue
pouch. One was a slender brush of a kind Maia had never seen before. He also
picked up a camp spade, a canteen, and takawq leaves 316 DAVID BRIM before
turning to leave. Baltha seemed uninterested, and Maia wondered, was it because
there was no place he could escape to in this vast plain? Or had Baltha already
gotten what she wanted from him? Maia had intended to pull Renna aside and tell
him about the southerner's strange actions, the morning before, but it had
slipped her mind. Now, her feelings toward him were ambivalent again,
especially with Thalia and Kiel still acting decidedly wintry. "Don't
get lost out there!" Thalia called to Renna. "Want me to come along
and hold your hand?" "That
may not be what needs holding," Kiel commented, and the other vars
laughed. All except Maia. She was bothered by Renna's reaction to the kidding.
He blushed, and was obviously embarrassed. He also seemed to enjoy the
attention. "Here,"
Kiel said, tossing her penlight. "Don't confuse it with anything
else!" Maia
winced at the crude humor, but the others thought it terribly funny. Renna
peered at the cylindrical wooden case with the switch and lens at one end. He
shook his head. "I don't think I'll have any trouble telling the
difference." The three older women laughed again. Doesn't
he realize he's encouraging them? Maia thought irritably. With no aurorae or
other summer cues to launch male rut, none of this was likely to go anywhere,
and right now the mood was light. But if he feigned interest just to tease the
women, it could lead to trouble. As
Renna passed by her, carrying the camp shovel awkwardly in front of him, Maia
blinked in surprise and fought not to stare. For the briefest instant, until he
vanished from the light, she thought she'd caught sight of a distension, a
bulge which, thank Lysos, none of the others appeared to have noticed! The
fire faded and the big moon, Durga, rose. Thalia snored beside Kiel, and Baltha
stretched out next to the CLORV J e A J 0 HI 317 horses.
Maia was drifting off with her eyes closed, envisioning the tall spires of Port
Sanger above the glassy waters of the bay, when a thump yanked her awake again.
She looked left, where a blocky object had fallen onto Renna's blanket. The man
sat down next to it and began pulling off his shoes. "Found something
interesting out there," he whispered. She
raised herself to one arm, touching the crumbled block. "What is it?" "Oh,
just a brick. I found a wall . . . and old basement. Not the first I've seen.
We've been passing them all day." Maia
watched as he pulled off his shirt. Unshaven and unwashed for several days, he
exuded maleness like nothing she had seen or smelled since those sailors aboard
the Wotan, and that, after all, had been at sea. Were a man to show up at any
civilized town in such condition, he would be arrested for causing a public
nuisance. That would go doubly in summer, and fourfold in high winter! Being an
alien, perhaps Renna didn't know the rules of modesty boys were taught at an
early age, rules that held especially when glory had fallen. Attractiveness, at
the wrong times, can be a kind of annoyance. "I
never saw any walls," she answered absently. "You mean people lived
near here?" "Mm.
From the weathering, I'd say about five hundred years ago." Maia
gaped. "But I thought—" "You
thought this valley was settled for only a century or so, I know. And the
planet just a few hundred years before that." Renna lay back against the
saddle he was using for a pillow, and sighed. Apparently untroubled by the
cold, he picked up the decomposing brick and turned it over. The muscles of his
arms and chest knotted and shifted. Now that she was used to it, his male aroma
did 318 DAVID B
R I XI not
seem as pungent as that of the Wotan sailors. Or was winter affecting her, as
well? "Um,"
she said, trying to keep up her end of the conversation. "You mean I'm
wrong about that?" He
smiled with an affectionate light in his eyes, and Maia felt a mild thrill.
"Not your fault. The savants purposely muddy the histories made available
outside Caria City. Not by lying, exactly, but giving wrong impressions, and
implying that precise dates don't matter. "It's
true that Long Valley was pioneered a century ago, by foremothers of the
Perkinite clans living here today. Almost no one had lived here for a long
time, but several hundred years before that, this plain used to support a large
population. I figure waves of settlement and recession must have crossed this
area at least five or six times . . ." Maia waved
a hand in front of her face. "Wait. Wait a minute!" Her voice rose
above a whisper, and she paused to bring it down again. "What're you
saying? That humans have been on Stratos for ... a thousand years?" Renna
still smiled, but his brow furrowed as it did whenever he had something serious
to say. "Maia, from what I've been able to determine by talking to your
savants, Lysos and her collaborators planted hominid life on this world more
than three thousand years ago. That's compatible with their date of departure
from Florentina, though much would depend on the mode of transport they
used." Maia
could only blink, as if the man had come right out and told her that womankind
was descended from rock-salamanders. "They
intended their design to last," he went on, looking at the sky. "And
I've got to hand it to them. They did one hell of an impressive job." With
that, Renna put aside the ancient brick and opened his blanket to slip inside.
"Goodsleep, Maia." GLORY SEASON 319 She
answered, "Go'odsleep," automatically, and lay back with her eyes
closed, but it took a while for her thoughts to settle down. When at last she
did drift off, Maia dreamed of puzzle shapes, carved in ancient stone. Blocks
and elongated incised forms that shifted and moved over each other like twined
snakes coiling across a wall of mysteries. Maia
had wondered if the escape would change rhythm, now that they were in the open.
Would the group hole up by day, keeping out of sight until nightfall? After
hectic, almost-continuous flight, she wouldn't mind the rest. That,
apparently, was not, the plan. The sun was still low when Baltha shook her
awake. "Come on, virgie. Get your tea and biscuits. We're off in a sneeze
and a shake." Thalia
was already tending the rekindled fire while Kiel prepared the mounts. Standing
and rubbing her eyes, Maia searched for Renna, finding him at last downstream,
sitting in a semicircle of objects. When Maia drew near, she recognized the
brick from last night, and several bent aluminum fixtures—a hinge and what must
have been a large screw—plus several more lumps impossible to identify. The man
had the Game of Life set on his lap. After examining one of his samples for a
while, he would use a stylus to write an array of dots on the broad tablet,
then press a button to make the pattern vanish. Into memory, she presumed. "Hi!"
he greeted cheerfully as she walked up, carrying two cups of tea. "One of
those for me?" "Yeah.
Here. What're you doing?" Renna
shrugged. "My job. Found a way to use this game set as a kind of notepad,
to store observations. Awkward, but anything's better than nothing at
all." "Your
job," she mused. "I never got to ask. What is your job?" 320 DAVID B
R I KJ CLORV SEASON 321 "I'm
called a peripatetic, Maia. That means I go from one hominid world to another,
negotiating the Great Compact. It sounds grand. But really, that's just to keep
me busy. My real job is ... well, to keep moving and stay alive." Maia
thought she understood a little of what he had said. "Sounds a lot like my
job. Moving. Staying alive." The man
who had been her fellow prisoner laughed appreciatively. "When you put it
that way, I guess it's the same for everybody. The only game in town." Maia
recalled the night before, the way shifting winds would bring his aroma as she
slept fitfully, waking once to find that she was using his chest as a pillow,
and he asleep with one arm over her shoulders. This morning, he seemed a
different person. Somehow he had found a way to clean up. His stubble had been
scraped away, in places, transforming it into the beginnings of a neat beard.
Right now she could smell herself more than him. Moving
to place herself downwind, she asked, "Then you aren't here to invade
us?" She had
meant it as a joke, to make fun of the rumors spread by fearmongers ever since
his ship appeared in the sky, one long year ago. But Renna smiled thinly,
answering, "In a manner of speaking, that's exactly what I'm here for ...
to prepare you for an invasion." Maia
swallowed. It wasn't the answer she'd expected. "But you—" She
didn't finish. Thalia called, leading a pair of horses, "Off your bottoms,
you two! Daylight riding's hard and fast, so let's get at it!" "Yes,
ma'am!" Renna replied with a friendly, only-slightly-mocking salute. He
left his archaeological samples where they lay and stood up, folding the game
board. Maia hurried to tie her bedroll to her saddlebag, and glanced
back to see Renna bending over to check the cinch buckle of his mount. I wonder
what he meant by that remark. Could the Enemy be coming back? Did he come
across the stars to warn us? •While
Maia was looking at the man, Kiel crossed between them.and smoothly, blithely,
reached out to pinch him as she passed by! "Hey!" Renna shouted,
straightening and rubbing his bottom, but clearly more surprised than offended.
Indeed, his rueful smile betrayed a hint of enjoyment, causing Kiel to chuckle. Lysos,
what a shameless tease, Maia grumbled to herself, irritation pushing aside her
earlier train of thought. Miffed without quite knowing why, she ignored the
man's glances after that and rode ahead with Baltha for most of that afternoon.
Her annoyance only grew as Renna took small detours several times with Kiel and
Thalia, showing them ruins he spotted and explaining which structure might have
been a house and which a craftworks. The two women were embarrassingly effusive
in their show of interest. Baltha
snorted. "Silly rads," she muttered. "Making a fuss like that,
trying to talk to a man, even when it won't get 'em anywhere. As if those two
could handle a sparking if they got one now." "You
don't think they're trying to—" "Naw.
Just flirting, prob'ly. Pretty damn pointless. You know the saying— "Niche
and a House, first of all, matter, Then
sibs and allies, who speak the same patter, Only
then, last of all, a man to flatter. "Still
makes plenty sense to me," she finished. "Mm,"
Maia answered noncommittally. "What's a ... rad?" I 322 DAVID 8
R I XI Baltha
glanced at her, sidelong. "Pretty innocent, ain't you, virgie? Do you know
anything at all?" Maia
felt her face flush. I know what you've got hidden in your saddlebag, she
thought of saying, but refrained. "Rad
stands for 'radical'—which means a bunch of overeducated young city varlings
with dimwitted ideas about changing the world. Think they're all smarter than
Lysos. Idiots." Maia
recalled now, listening to the tinny radio in the cottage at Lerner Hold. The
clandestine station used the word to represent women calling for a rethinking
of Stratoin society, from the ground up. In many ways, rads were polar
opposites to Perkinites, pushing for empowerment of the var underclass through
restructuring all of the rules, political and biological. "You're
talking about my friends," Maia told Baltha, in what she hoped was a
severe tone. Baltha
returned a sarcastic moue. "Am I? Now there's a thought. Yer/riends.
Thanks for setting me straight." She laughed, making Maia feel foolish
without knowing why. She turned straight ahead, ignoring the other woman, and
for several minutes they rode in silence. Eventually, though, curiosity
overcame her resentment. Maia turned and spoke a question in carefully neutral
tones. "So, from what you say, I figure you don't want to change the
world?" "Not
a whole lot. Just shake it up a little. Knock down some deadwood to make room
in the forest, so t'speak. Let in enough light for a new tree or two." "With
you being a founding root, I suppose." "Why not? Don't I look like a
foundin' mother to you? Can't you jus' picture this mug on a big painting,
hangin' over th' fireplace of some fancy hall, someday?" She held her head
high, chin outthrust. Trouble
was, Maia could picture it. The
founding C L o R
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xi 323 mothers
of a lot of clans must have been just as piratically tough and ruthless as this
rugged var. "Fine. Let's say you knock down a clearing and set your own
seed there. Say your family tree grows into a giant in the forest; with
hundreds of clone twigs spreading in all directions. What'll be your clan
policy toward some new sapling, that tries to set root nearby someday?" "Policy?
That'll be simple." Baltha laughed. "Spread our branches an' cut off
th' light!" "Don't
others also deserve a place in the sun?" Baltha
squinted at Maia, as if amazed by such naivete. "Let 'em fight for it,
like I'm fight'n right now. It's the only fair way. Lysos was wise." The
last was intoned solemnly, and Baltha drew the circle sign over her breast.
Maia recognized a look of true religion in the other woman's eyes. A version
and interpretation that conveniently justified what had already been decided. Lasting
silence settled after that. They rode on and the afternoon waned. Baltha
consulted her compass, correcting their southwestward path several times. At
intervals, she would rise in the stirrups and play her telescope across the
horizon, searching for signs of pursuit, but only twisted shrubs with gnarled
limbs broke the monotony, reminding Maia of legendary women, frozen in place
after encountering the Medusa-man. When
the party of fugitives stopped, it was only to stretch the kinks out of their
legs and to eat standing up. There were no more jokes about Renna's wincing
accommodation to his saddle. By now they were all hobbling. Dusk fell and Maia
expected a call to set camp, but apparently the plan was to keep riding. No one
tells me anything, she thought with a sigh. At least Renna looked as tired and
ignorant as she felt. Two
hours after nightfall, with tiny, silvery Aglaia just rising in the
constellation Ladle, Baltha called a sudden halt, motioning for silence. She
peered ahead into the 324 DAVID BRIM darkness,
then cupped her hands around her mouth and trilled a soft birdcall. Seconds
passed. A reply
hooted from the gloom, then a pause, and another hoot. A spark flashed, followed
by a lantern's , gleam, barely revealing a bulky form, like a rounded hillock,
several hundred meters ahead. As they rode forward, shadows coalesced and
separated. The object appeared to be squared off at one end, bulbous at the
other. Hissing softly, it stood where a pair of straight lines crossed from the
far left horizon on an arrow-straight journey to the right. The blurry form
resolved, and Maia abruptly recognized a small maintenance engine for the solar
railway, sitting on a spur track, surrounded by tethered horses and murmuring
women. There
were cries of joyful reunion as Baltha galloped to greet her friends. Thalia
and Kiel embraced Kau. Renna dismounted and held Maia's gelding while she
descended, heavy with fatigue. Leading their tired beasts around the dark
engine they handed the reins to a stocky woman wearing Musseli Clan livery.
Another Musseli gave Renna a folded bundle that proved to be a uniform of one
of the male rail-runner guilds. So, the
Musseli weren't in cahoots with the Perkinite farmer clans. It figured, given
their close relationships with guildsmen, some of whom were their own brothers
and sons. Too bad I never got a chance to see what life is like in a clan like
that. It must be curious, knowing some men so well. Apparently,
the cabal were going to try getting Renna out the fast way, in one quick dash
by rail. Without cars to weigh it down, the engine might reach Grange Head by
midday tomorrow—assuming no roadblocks or search parties cut their path.
Thalia, Kiel, and the others might be collecting their reward money by
dinnertime. Maia figured CLORV 325 they'd
even provide a good meal and night's lodging to their virgin mascot, before
sending her on her way. Renna
grinned happily, and gave Maia's shoulder a squeeze, but inwardly she felt
herself already putting distance .between them, protecting herself from another
inevitable, painful goodbye. Peripatetic's
Log: Stratos
Mission: Arrival
+ 40.177 Ms Caria,
the capital, surrounds and adorns a plateau overlooking where three rivers join
the sea. Inhabitants call her "City of Gold," for the yellow roof
tiles of clanholds covering the famed thirteen hills. But I have seen from high
orbit a sight more worthy of the name. At dawn, Caria's walls of crystalline
stone catch inclined sunlight, reemitting into space an off-spectrum luminance
portrayed on Cy's panels as an amber halo. It's a marvel, even to one who has
seen float-whales graze on clouds of frothy creill, above and between the
metrotowers of Zaminin. Often,
over the last year, I have wished for someone to share such visions with. Travelers
enter Caria through a broad, granite portal, topped by a stately frieze—Athena
Polias, ancient protectress of urban dwellers, bearing the sage visage of this
colony's chief founder. Alas, the sculptor failed to catch that sardonic smile
I've come to know from studying shipboard files on Lysos, when she was a mere
philosoph-professor on Florentina, speaking abstractly about things she would
later put into practice. As our
procession arrived from the spaceport, all seemed peaceful and orderly, yet I
felt sure those majestic city walls weren't built just for decoration. They
quite effectively demark outside from inside. They defend. Traffic
flowed beneath Athena's outstretched caduceus —its twined snakes representing
coiled DNA. To avoid attracting notice, our cavalry escort peeled off at that
point while my guides and I went on by car. My landing isn't secret, but has
been downplayed. As on most deliberately pastoral worlds, competing news media
are banned as unwholesome. The council's carefully censored broadcasts somehow
portray renewed contact with the Phylum as a minor event, yet one also tinged
with dire threat. Radio
eavesdropping could never tell me what the average woman-on-the-street thinks.
I wonder if I'll get a chance to find out. Envisioning
life on a planet of clones, I couldn't help picturing phalanx after phalanx
of uniform faces . . . I swarms
of identical, blank-eyed bipeds moving in silent, coordinated lockstep. A
caricature of humans-as-ants, or humans-as-bees. I
should have known better. Bustling crowds thronged the portals, sidewalks, and
bridges of Caria, arguing, gawking, haggling, and laughing as on any hominid
world. Only now and then did I make out an evident pair, or trio, or quintet of
clones, and even within such groups the sisters varied by age and dress.
Statistically, most of the women I glimpsed must have been members of some
parthenogenetic clan. Still, people are not bees, and no human city will ever
be a hive. My blurred first impression showed a jumble of types, tall and
short, broad and thin, all colors . . , hardly a stereotype of homogeneity. Except
for the near absence of males, that is. I saw some young boys playing, and a
scattering of old fellows wearing the green armbands of "retirees."
But, it being summer, mature men were scarcer than albinos at high noon, and
twice as conspicuous. When I caught sight of one, he seemed out of place,
self-conscious of his height, stepping aside to make way for surging clusters
of bustling womankind. 1 sensed that, like me, he was here as a guest, and knew
it. This
city was not built by, or for, our kind. The
classical lines of Caria's public buildings hearken to ancient Earth, with
broad stairways and sculpted fountains where travelers refresh themselves and
water their beasts. The clear preference for foot and hoof over wheeled traffic
reminds me of civic planning on Dido, where motorcars and lorries are funneled
to their destina- tions
out of sight, leaving the main avenues to more placid rhythms. Following one
hidden guideway, our handmade auto swept by the squat apartment blocks and
bustling markets of a crowded quarter lolanthe called "Vartown," then
cruised upslope behind more elegant, castlelike structures with gardens and
polished turrets, each flying the heraldic banner of some noble lineage. My
escorts paused briefly at the inner palisade which guards the acropolis. There,
I got my first close look at lugars, white-furred creatures descended from
Vegan Ur-Apes, hauling stone blocks under the guidance of a patient woman
handler. Lysos supposedly designed lugars to overcome one argument for having
sons—the occasional need for raw physical strength. Another solution, robots,
would have required a perpetual industrial base, dangerous to the founders'
program. So, typically, they came up with something self-sustaining, instead. Watching
the lugars heft huge slabs, I couldn't help feeling puny in comparison—which
may have been another part of the plan. I am
not here to judge Stratoins for choosing a pastoral solution to the human
equation. All paths have their costs. My order requires that a peripatetic
appreciate all he or she sees, on any Phylum world. "Appreciate" in
the formal sense of the word. The rules don't say I must approve. Caria's
builders used the central plateau's natural contours to lay out temples and
theaters, courts, schools, and .•
thletic arenas—all described in proud detail by my ardent guides. Wooded lanes
accompanied the central boulevard oast imposing compounds—the Equilibrium
Authority, and the stately University—until at last we drew near a pair of
marble citadels with high, columned porticos. The twin hearts of Caria. The
Great Library on the left, and to the right, the main Temple dedicated to
Stratos Mother. . . .
And Lysos is her prophet . . . The
drive had achieved its clear purpose. Their capital is a showpiece worthy of
any world. I was impressed, and must be very sure to show it. The
Musseli engineer packed her passengers away from the controls, near the
body-warm stacks of power cells that made the locomotive go. Maia's nose
twitched at a familiar scent of coal dust, rising from the reserve fuel bin,
yet she felt too excited to let it perturb her. Freedom was a stronger
redolence, affecting her like intoxication. Her heart sped as she leaned past
the battery casing, prying open a narrow, dusty window to let rushing air play
across her face. The
prairie raced by, illuminated by pearly, suffused light from newly-risen Durga.
There were gullies and ravines, fenceposts and ragged battalions of .haystacks,
and occasional pocket forests where the porous terrain stored enough rainwater
to sustain native trees. Maia had come to hate these high plains, yet now, with
escape at last credible, the land seemed to whisper its own side of the story,
reaching out to persuade her with stark beauty. Summer
storms have their way with me. Wind and blazing sun desiccate my sodden soil.
In winter, ice splits the scattered pebbles down to dust. The poor loam leaks
and seeps. I bleed. And
what the wind and sun and ice leave, humans break 334 DAVID BRIM with
steel plows, or bake into bricks, or turn into golden grain which they ship
across the sea. Where
are my prancing lingaroos? The grazing pantotheres, or nimble coil-boks, who
used to roam my plain in numbers vast? They could not compete with cattle and
mice. Or, if they could, humans intervened, improving strains they chose to
use. New hooves mark my trails, while the old vanish into zoos. No
matter. Let invaders displace native creatures, who displaced others before
them. Let my soil turn to rock, to sand, to soil once again. What difference do
changes make, sifted by the sieve of time? I wait,
I abide, with the patience of stone. Renna,
and then Kiel, urged Maia to stretch out where a half-dozen other women lay
together like swaddled cord-wood, all facing the same way for lack of room to
turn. Not that discomfort kept any of them awake. In Thalia's words, these
weren't pampered clonelings, to be irked by a mattress-covered pea. Their
synchronized r-r-ronn of breathing soon drowned the gentle whine of the
electric motors. "No,
thanks," Maia told her friends. "I couldn't sleep. Not now. Not
yet." Kiel
only nodded, settling into a niche near the brake box to doze sitting up.
Renna, too, reached his limit. After badgering the poor, confused engineer with
questions for just half an hour, he uncharacteristically let that suffice, and
collapsed onto the blankets that had been thrown for his benefit over the
widest space—a deck plate covering the thrumming engine gearbox. Its lullaby
soon had him snoring with the best of them. Maia
unbuckled her sextant and sighted a few familiar stars. Although fatigue and
the car's vibration made it a rough fix, she was able to verify they were
heading in the L
0 R V JEAJOXI 335 right
direction. That didn't entirely preclude the possibility of treachery—Am I
growing cynical with age? she pondered dryly—but it felt reassuring to know that
each passing second brought them closer to the sea. Maia quashed her
misgivings. Kiel and the others know more than I do, and they seem confident
enough. Maia
wasn't the only insomniac keeping the engineer silent company. Baltha stood
watch by the portside window, caressing her crowbar like a short-style trepp
bill, as if eager to have just one whack at an enemy before making good their
escape. Once, the rugged woman exchanged a long, enigmatic look with Maia. For
the most part, each kept territorially to her own pane of cool glass, Baltha
peering ahead and sniffing for danger, while Maia pretended to do her part,
keeping lookout on the starboard side. Not
that bare eyes would do much good in the dark. At this speed, we'd barely see a
thing before we hit it. Moon-glint
reflections off the arrow-straight rails diffracted hypnotically past her
heavy, drooping eyelids. Maia let them close—just for a minute or two. There
was no arresting of images, however. She continued picturing the locomotive,
rushing across a chimeric rendition of the steppe, at first just like the
moonlit plain outside, then increasingly the landscape of a dream. The gentle,
frozen, prairie undulations began to move, to roll like ocean waves lapping
either side of the steel-steady rails. Fey
certainty struck Maia. Something lay ahead, just out of sight. Premonition
manifested as a vivid, prescient image, of this hurtling engine bound
unalterably toward collision with a towering pile of rocks, recently lain
across the tracks by a grinning Tizbe Beller. "Run
if you like," her former tormentor crooned menacingly, like a storybook
witch. "Did you honestly think you could escape the power of great clans,
if they really want to stop you?" 336 DAVID B
R I N Maia
moaned, unable to move or waken. The phantom barricade loomed, graphic and
frightening. Then, moments before impact, the stones making up the wall
transformed. In a stretched instant, they metamorphosed into glistening eggs,
which cracked open, releasing giant, pale birds. The birds spread vast wings
and bound free of their dissolving shards, exhaling fire, sailing unconstrained
to join their brethren, the glittering stars. In her
dream, Maia felt no relief to have them go. Rather, waves of desolate
loneliness hit her, like a pang. How
come? she wondered. A reproving plaint from childhood. How come they get to fly
. . . while 1 must stay behind? Morning
broke while Maia slept, curled in a blanket that steamed when struck by the
newly risen sun. Renna gently shook her shoulder, and put a hot cup of tcha
between her hands. Squinting at his open, unguarded face, Maia smiled
gratefully. "I
think we're going to make it!" the man commented with a tense confidence
Maia found endearing. She would have been hurt if he said it to humor her. But
rather, it felt as if she were the adult, charmed and indulgently warmed by his
naive optimism. Maia had no idea how old Renna was, but she doubted the man
would ever outgrow his sunny, mad enthusiasm for new things. Breakfast
consisted of millet meal and brown sugar, mixed with hot water from the
engine's auxiliary boiler. The fugitive train did not stop, or even slow, while
they ate. Grasslands dotted with grazing herds swept by. Now and then, an
unknowing cowhand lifted her arm to wave at the passing locomotive. Between
checks on her instruments, the Musseli driver told Maia and the others what she
had heard yesterday, before coming to the rendezvous. There had indeed CLORV J Ј A S 0 XI 337 been
fighting at the prison-sanctuary, the same night Maia and Renna saw aircraft
cross the sky. Planetary Authority agents, using surprise to redress their
small numbers, landed on the stony tower, seizing the erstwhile jail. Too late
to do us much good, Maia thought sardonically. Except by distracting the
Perkies. That could improve our chances a bit. The
next day, local militias had been called up throughout Long Valley. Matriarchs
of the senior farming clans vowed "to defend local sovereignty and our
sacred rights against meddling by federal authorities . , ." Accusations
flew in both directions while neither side mentioned anything at all about
the" Visitor from the stars. In practical terms, there could still be
plenty of trouble for the fugitive band, and no likelihood of more help from Caria
City forces until they reached the sea. To make
matters worse, the population of the valley grew denser as they neared the
coastal range. The locomotive streaked past hamlets and sleepy farming towns,
then larger commercial centers and clusters of light manufacturing. Several
times they had to slow to gingerly maneuver by heavy-laden hopper cars filled
with wheat or yellow corn. More
often, the path seemed to open up like magic before them. At towns, they were
nearly always waved on by stationmistresses who, Maia realized, must be part of
the conspiracy. Bit by bit, the scope of this enterprise seemed to grow. Are all
the railroad clans involved? They're not Perkies, but I'd have thought they'd
at best stay neutral. It's got to be pretty damn serious for a hard-nosed bunch
like the Musseli to risk customer relations for a cause. Maia
pondered how, once again, she was probably missing the big picture. 1 used to
think this was all about that drug which makes men summery in winter. But
that's just one part of it ... not as important as Renna, for instance. 338 DAVID 8
R I Could
it be that he's just one piece, too? Not a pawn like me, but no king, either. I
could get killed without anyone ever taking the time to explain why. Small
surprise there. One advantage of a Lamatian education was that she and her
sister hadn't been raised to expect fairness from the world. "Roll with
the blow!" Savant Claire had shouted, hitting Maia over and over with a
padded stick during what was supposed to have been varling "combat
practice," a torture session that stretched on and on, until Maia finally
learned to fall with the impact, not against it. How I
sti!! hate you, Claire, Maia thought, remembering. But I'm starting to see your
point. The
exodus across the plains had a syncopated cadence— long intervals of boredom
punctuated by anxious, heart-stopping minutes passing through each town.
Nevertheless, all seemed to be going well until just before noon. Then, at a
town called Golden Cob, they were met by an unpleasant sight—a lowered customs
gate, barring their path. In lieu of the Musseli station master, a squad of
tall redheads waited on the platform, all armed and dressed in militia
leathers, comparing the engine's markings with numbers on a clipboard. Maia and
the vars ducked out of sight, but despite the engineer's complaints, the
guards-women insisted on inspecting the loco. En masse, they grabbed the ladder
frames and proceeded to climb aboard from both sides. There
followed a stretched moment as two groups of women stared at each other in
jittery silence. One guard spotted Renna, opened her mouth to shout. . . . A
shrill ululation pealed from above. The lead redhead looked up—too late to duck
the dull end of Baltha's crowbar, which caught her along the jaw. From the metal CLORV S
Ј A $ O XJ 339 roof,
where the lanky southern var had lain, Baltha threw herself upon the
close-pressed mass of militia. Instantly,
a free-for-all burst in the close cabin confines. Women screamed and charged.
There was no room for fancy action with trepp bills, so both sides forsook
polished staves for flailing fists and makeshift cudgels. At
first, Maia and Renna stood frozen at the rear. For all her adventures, Maia's
first battle rocked her back. Her stomach flipped and she heard her heart
pounding over the din. Glancing up, she saw Renna's alien eyes widen
impossibly. Sweat prickled and veins stood out. It wasn't fear she read, but
trouble of another sort. The
melee surged toward them. One redhead slugged Thalia's friend, Kau, knocking
the petite var down. When the militiawoman raised her foot to follow through,
Renna cried out, "No!" He took a step, fists clenched. Suddenly it
was Maia's turn to yell. "Get
back!" she screamed, diving between Renna and the guard, managing to fling
them in opposite directions. A fist rebounded off her right temple, setting
both ears ringing. Another blow struck between two ribs, and she retaliated,
hitting something soft with an elbow. Ignoring lancing pain, thrashing in the
tight press of struggling women, Maia succeeded at last in dragging the fallen
Kau out of the fray. "Take
care of her," she shouted to Renna. "And don't fight! A man
mustn't!" While
he absorbed that, Maia turned and dove back into the brawl. It was a torrid,
grunting struggle, devoid of ritual or courtesy or elegance. Fortunately, it
was easy to tell friend from foe, even in the stifling dimness. For one thing,
the enemy had bathed today, and smelled much better than her comrades. It was a
resentful comparison that lent her the strength to wrestle women much larger
and -stronger than herself. Terrifying
while in doubt, the battle grew exhilarating 340 DAVID B
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V 5 Ђ A S 0 XI 341 when
she realized her side was winning. Maia helped pin one thrashing redhead so
Thalia could truss her with loops of preknotted cord. Getting up, Maia saw
Baltha holding two clonelings in necklocks, banging their heads together. No
assistance needed there, so she hurried past to help a southern var who was
preventing one last mili-tiawoman from diving out the door. With an
opening clear, Kiel leapt like a dark blur from the slowly crawling train, and
ran ahead to raise the customs gate just in time. Hands reached down to haul
her in as the driver poured on amps. At the
outskirts of town, the victorious refugees slowed down long enough to dump the
squad of bruised and bound redheads beside the tracks. Then the Musseli opened
her throttle again. The engine whined, accelerating westward at high speed. Maia
and the others were too keyed up to relax, talking loudly and pacing until
their hearts began to settle. The sole exception was Renna, whose demeanor
remained icy-deliberate while performing first aid on various cuts, bruises,
and one broken wrist. He was a soothing presence, so long as there was work to
do. When that was done, however, he began shivering and broke into a sweat.
Maia watched his fists clench as he walked stiffly to the open door by the
engineer and rinsed his head in the rushing breeze. "What's
wrong?" Maia asked, coming alongside, watching his tendons tauten like
bowstrings. "I
. . ." He shook his head. "I'd rather not say." But
Maia thought she understood. On other worlds, men used to do most of the
fighting. Bloody, terrible fighting, by accounts. For all she knew, it was
still like that, out there. During the battle, Maia had briefly read his eyes.
Something had been evoked that he did not much like. "I
guess Lysos knew what she was talking about, sometimes," Maia said in a
low voice. Renna
shot her a look under furrowed brows. Then, s!owly, there spread across his
face a smile. An ironic smile nat this time conveyed respect, along with
affection. "Yeah,"
he answered. "I guess maybe now and then -ne did." Fortunately,
that was the last substantial town before the joastal range. Their engine had
to decelerate to climb the i steepening grade. But then, so would any pursuit
sent af-:er the commotion at Golden Cob. Watching Kiel and Baltha pore over a
map, Maia saw they were more worried about what lay ahead. Looking over their
shoulders, Maia guessed the Perkinites had one more chance to stop them, near a
village named Overlook, where a narrow defile seemed perfect for a hastily
organized roadblock. Too
perfect, she later discovered. An ambush had, indeed, been ordered. Nearby
clans dispatched squads in response to warnings from Golden Cob, and began
throwing up barricades. Yet, by the time the locomotive reached Overlook, the
danger was passed. Local vars had surprised the gathering militia with mob
force, driving them away before the train arrived. The
counterstroke turned out not to be as spontaneous as it looked, Maia learned.
Several of the mob leaders crammed in among the escapees, joining the final leg
of the exodus as soon as the last barriers were cleared away. Maia soon
realized they were friends of Thalia and Kiel. I get
it. Kiel and her pals can read a map as well as Perkies can. If one place is
perfect for an ambush, it can also be just right for ambushing the ambushers.
Maia learned that the newcomers had recently taken jobs in the village, just in
case of an eventuality like this. How
could a bunch of vars be so well organized? Such long-range thinking was
supposedly limited to clone 342 DAVID 8
R I families,
with generations of experience and a view of life that stretched beyond the
individual's. Never
mind, she told herself. What matters is, it worked! With
shouted cheers, the refugees at last waved goodbye to Long Valley. The
locomotive was more crowded than ever during the final stretch over the pass,
but no one minded. First sight of the blue ocean triggered an outbreak of
singing that lasted all the way down to Grange Head. Two
more of Kiel's friends were waiting in town, so that a fair contingent bid
thankful farewell to the engineer, then trooped together from the railyard to
the Founders' Gospel Inn, a hostel overlooking the harbor. The new women wore
garb of sailing hands—small surprise in a trading port. No doubt most of Kiel's
bunch, and Baltha's, had worked their way over on freighters like those moored
in the bay. Maybe
someone'll put in a word ... get me a job on one of the ships. Thinking
seriously about the future wasn't something she had done in a long time. One
compensation of helplessness, of living like a leaf, blown by winds far
stronger than yourself. Soon, the downside of freedom would present itself—the
curse of decision-making. Kiel
installed the elated adventurers on the hotel veranda, arranged for rooms, and
set off with Baltha "to do business." Presumably that meant dickering
with the local magistrate, and probably making comm calls to officials halfway
round the world. The rest of the party was to stick together, watching out for
any last-minute move by the Long Valley clans. They weren't out of Perkinite reach,
yet. Safety still lay in numbers. Which
suited Maia fine. For the first time, it really seemed likely she wasn't going
back to prison. Her worries had started evaporating on first sight of the
beautiful sea. CLORV JfAJOKJ 343 Even
the drab stucco and brick warehouses of the trading port seemed more gay than
the last time she had been here, an innocent fiver, immersed in mourning and
despair. With
its view overlooking the harbor, but some distance from dockside fish smells,
the hotel was far superior to the cheap transients' lodge where she had lain
wracked with fever, months ago. When Maia learned she would have her own small
room, with a real mattress, she hurried to look it over, finding herself barely
able to conceive of such luxury. You could even walk alongside the bed and
spread your arms without touching a wall! The
impression of spaciousness was enhanced by her lack of worldly possessions. I'd
hang something on the clothes-hooks, if I owned anything but what I'm wearing. Back on
the veranda, her compatriots had settled in with bottles of beer, watching the
shadows lengthen. A few had chipped in for a newspaper, a luxury since in most
towns the press was ran by subscription only, for the richest clans. The rads
sourly disparaged the Grange Head Clipper, which featured mostly commodities
prices, along with bickering among candidates in upcoming elections, to be held
in a month, on Farsun Day. "Perkies
runnin' against Ortho-doxies," sniffed Kau. "Some choice! An' look,
barely any mention of planetwide issues. Nothin' to tempt a var or man to think
about votin'. And not a hint about any missin' Visitor from space!" She
and Thalia spoke longingly of the two-page weekly put out by their own
organization, back in Ursulaborg. "Now there's a newspaper!" Kau
commented. Maia
paid scant attention. Freedom was too fresh and pristine to complicate with
politics. Everyone knew such matters were worked out long in advance, by
ancient mothers living in golden castles, in Caria City. Instead, she scanned
the hills rimming the bay. Perched above all other I 344 DAVID B
R I XJ CLORV SEASON 345 structures,
the Orthodox temple of Stratos Mother was a white sanctuary, shimmering in the
afternoon sunshine. Maia recalled the refuge with gratitude, and made a note to
visit the reverend mother. Partly to pay respects, and partly ... to ask if any
messages had come for her. There
wouldn't be any, of course. Despite all that had taken place, all she had done
to insulate her grief, Maia knew what would happen when the priestess shook her
head and compassionately spread her hands. Maia would experience all over again
her sister's loss, the sense of hopelessness, that yawning pit, threatening to
swallow her whole. That
visit could wait another day or two. For now it would do to lean back with the
others on the hotel's long porch, have a glass of tepid beer, share a tall tale
or two, and keep her mind diverted with simple things. All I
really want from life right now is a hot shower and a soft place to sleep for
days. By
consensus and natural gallantry, everyone agreed that Renna should take his
turn with the bath first. The man started to protest, then chuckled, and said
something mysterious about what one does when in a place called
"Rome." Two women accompanied him to stand watch outside the bathroom
door, guarding his privacy. After
Renna left, several vars began pounding the table in earnest, shouting gaily
for more ale. Except for Thalia, Maia hardly knew any of them. Kiel's friend,
Kau, passed the time polishing a wooden truncheon with a barely legal edge and
point, wincing on occasion when she gingerly touched Renna's bandage over her
right ear. One of Baltha's companions, a woman with a strong South Isles
accent, kept pacing, looking toward the mountains and then out to sea again,
muttering impatiently. Maia
found herself unable to stop scratching. The mere idea of a bath had infected
her mind, causing her to notice
itches that, till now, she had pushed to the background. Fortunately
Renna didn't take long, for a man. He emerged wearing a smallish hotel robe,
transformed with a trimmed beard,, combed hair that curled as it dried in the
breeze, and a rosy tone to his fresh-scrubbed skin. He bowed to the approving
whistles of the southlanders, and accepted from Kau a stein of the local,
watery brew. "It's a wonder what a scrub can do for a boy," he
commented. Toweling his hair one-handed, he took a long swallow. "So,
who's next? Maia?" She
started to protest. She was lowest in status. But the others agreed by
acclamation. "After all, it's been as long for you as it was for
him!" Thalia said kindly. "That Perkie jail must've been awful." "You're
sure . . . ?" "Of
course we're sure. Don't worry about th' hot water, sweets. Soon, we'll be able
to afford a lakeful. Shower good an' sit in the tub long as you like." "Yeah,
we'll be busy, anyway," Kau added, sitting next to Renna. "Busy
getting drunk as die-pigs, you mean," Maia jested, and felt warmed when
they all laughed in a comradely way. Renna winked. "Go on, Maia. I'll make
sure everyone behaves." That
brought more hooting. Maia gave in with a smile of gratitude. Before-hurrying
toward the luring smell of steam and soap, she unstrapped the little sextant
from her wrist and handed it to Renna. "Maybe you can stop the sun filter
from wobbling. Give you something to do with your hands." Thalia sputtered
in her beer and several others guffawed. "Shouldn't be too hard for a
hotshot star traveler to do," Maia finished. "You
kidding?" he protested. "I barely make it to the can and back without
a computer!" "Would
he be here with us, if he didn't have a knack 346 DAVID B
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getting lost?" Thalia agreed, shouting after Maia, then added, louder
still, "Innkeeper! More ale!" The
bathroom lay up a double flight of plank stairs. Closing the door behind her,
Maia could still hear the women below, joking and laughing, and Renna's deeper
voice joining in occasionally. Mostly, his contributions sounded like
questions, though Maia could not make out words. Often, his queries brought on
gales of laughter, which he seemed to take in good grace. It felt
strange undressing in the richly tiled bathroom, equipped with amenities she
had to remind herself how to use. Maia kicked her soiled garments into a corner
and went first to the shower, adjusting the knobs until hot | water from the
rooftop heater flowed steadily. They probably use good oV Port Sanger coal, she
thought incongruously. Stepping under the stream, she proceeded to lather her
body. The soap was harsh and doubtless homemade, but less expensive than
importing the real thing from some specialist clan, far away. Nevertheless, it
felt luxurious. Turning off the water between rinsings, Maia proceeded to
scrape off layer after layer of grime, until her skin squeaked when rubbed.
Then she started on her hair, scrubbing her scalp and working out tangles. Don't
know why 1 bother, she wondered. It's in such a state, 111 probably have to
hack it all off anyway. Rinsing
carefully one last time, Maia turned off the tap and tiptoed over to the broad
wooden tub, by a small ' window overlooking the wharfs of Grange Head. She
flipped back the hinged cover, exposing the steaming surface. To her relief,
the water was pristine. There were stories about male sailors who forgot—or had
never been taught—the proper procedure, and who actually used the bath for
cleaning themselves, leaving the tub coated with soap and scum for the next
person. With men, one just never
knew what to expect, and as an alien, Renna might have been doubly confused. Then
again, perhaps there was only one civilized way. However barbaric their
unmodified sexual patterns, cultured people on other worlds probably bathed the
same way as on Stratos. Alas,
there would be no time to ask about that, or countless other quandaries, before
escorted aircraft came from the west to whisk Renna away. At odd moments during
their escape, she had pictured going with him all the way to Caria and seeing
the city's wonders. But in more lucid reflection Maia knew—she might as well
ask to be taken along when he departed for the stars. I
wonder if he'll remember me when he's hobnobbing with savants and council
members . . . or flying between planets long after I'm food /or worms. It was a
tough, wry contemplation, appropriate for the type of hard, worldly person she
decided to become—ready for anything, shocked by nothing. And, especially,
vulnerable to nobody. The
shower had been tepid, but the bath was so hot that it stung her innumerable cuts
and scratches. Maia slipped lower by stages, until water sloshed over the sides
into a waiting drain. Heaven!
Heat seemed to melt every part that was tense or callused, uncoiling muscles
that had been taut without her noting. Troubles and worries she still had, but
they went limp for the time being, along with her body. The sensuousness of
lying completely motionless matched any active pleasure she knew. Languidly,
Maia lifted one arm to look at it from all sides, let it drop, and did the same
thing with the other, regarding where recent months had left their marks. Next
she examined each leg. A small scar on this shin, a healing scratch on that
ankle, a couple of tender spots saddle-rubbed during that long ride on
horseback . . . and one small battle wound that she made a mental note to keep 348 DAVID BRIM clean
over the days ahead, lest it get infected. Even here, in
"civilization," medical care was catch-as-catch-can, and she hardly
had the resources to pay. There
was a knock, and the door started swinging. Thalia stuck her head in.
"Everythin1 all right?" the stocky woman asked. "Oh!
Fine, great . . . I'll get out." With a sigh, Maia reached for the rim. "Don't
be silly. You just got in!" Thalia chided. "I just heard the
innkeeper's got a washload goin'. We're tossing in our grungies. Want yours
done, too?" She nodded toward the filthy garments in the corner. Maia
winced at the thought of ever wearing them again, but they were all she had.
"Yeah, please. Kind of you." Thalia
swept up the clothes. "Don't mention it. Enjoy your bath. An' have all the
luck in the world." She
closed the door and Maia sank back into the tub, relishing how the heat swarmed
in again. It had been disappointing, thinking it was over so soon. Now she felt
happier than if she had been left undisturbed! Not that everything melted in
the hot water. The sound of the locomotive, its electric thrum along the rails,
was still in her head. Nor, try as she might, could Maia push aside all her
worries. Staying
ashore was out of the question. Tizbe and the Joplands would surely catch up
with her. The sea was her only option. With what Maia had learned about
navigation —and the Game of Life—perhaps some captain could be persuaded to
give her a trial billet on crew, not just as passenger, second class. Ideally a
slot to last through late spring, when rut season forced women ashore. By that
time, she ought to have saved a credit or two. In all
justice, she should get a small portion of the reward Kiel and Baltha were
collecting. Maia trusted L o R
v J6AJOM 349 Renna
to stick up for her, though from the size of the getaway cabal, her share still
wasn't likely to be large. There
was also the matter of her appointment with the PES investigator, now long
overdue because of circumstances beyond her control. Was it too late to make
good her promise? Would testimony before a local magistrate suffice? Part of
her determination was personal. Tizbe Seller locked me up to keep me from
talking. So that's exactly what I'll do! Of all the sensations warming
her—freedom, cleanliness, the physical luxury of the bath—she dwelled for a few
minutes on revenge. The Sellers and Joplands will be sorry they ever made me
their enemy, she vowed grandly. It
wasn't a sound that tickled Maia's attention. Rather, she grew gradually,
uncomfortably aware of a certain lack of sound. Frowning, it began to dawn on
her that it had been a while since she'd heard the murmur of conversation on
the porch below. Or the pacing of the var on watch, or the clinking of bottles,
or Renna's persistent, naive questions. Suddenly,
the bath no longer felt luxurious, but confining. I'm probably turning into a
prune, anyway, she thought. Her relaxed muscles had to be coaxed into lifting
her weight out of the tub. While toweling herself, Maia could not suppress a
rising sense of foreboding. Something was wrong. Maia
lowered the cover of the bathtub and climbed on top to reach the solitary
window, wiping the foggy pane and pressing close to peer down, onto the
veranda. Rows of empty bottles lay along the balcony railing, but where the
women had been sitting, no one remained in sight. Probably
Kiel and Baltha came back with news, she thought. But nobody was visible near
the main entrance, either. Did they go in to eat? she wondered. Maia
shoved upward against the window until it slid along wooden tracks, sash
weights rattling on both sides. Fresh, chill air streamed in, sowing goose
bumps as mois- 350 DAVID B
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evaporated from her skin. She stuck her head out and called, "Hey! Where
is everybody?" A few
locals were in view near a warehouse, loading a horse-drawn wagon. When she
stretched a little farther and turned left, she saw a crowd down at the
embankment, far below, moving toward one of the piers. Maia's heart surged when
she recognized Thalia's stocky form and Baltha's shock of blonde hair. No. They
wouldn't do that to me! But there was Renna. Taller than Baltha, walking
awkwardly with his arms around two of the women, rocking from side to side. "Lysos!"
Maia cried, hopping back onto the tiles. Her clothes were gone—no doubt to help
strand her here. ' With a curse, she now recalled Thalia's parting words, which
had seemed odd for someone you expected to see again! Clutching
a towel, Maia dashed from the room and swept downstairs, only to be blocked
momentarily by the innkeeper, holding a cloth bag and a paper envelope. "Oh,
it's you, miss. Your friends told me to give you—" Her
words cut off as Maia pushed her aside and streaked out the front door, leaping
down the steps onto the gravel road. Shopkeepers stared and a trio of
three-year-old clones giggled, but Maia dug in, kicking pebbles as she ran,
ignoring the bite of cold sea air. Turning fast at the embankment, she skidded
and sprawled hard onto hands and knees, but was up again in an instant, not
bothering to check for bleeding or to pick up the spilled towel. Maia ran naked
past loading cranes and moored ships, to amazed looks from sailors and
townswomen alike. Two
longboats had already set out from the pier, oars-women pulling with steady,
even strokes. When Maia •_ o R
V S Ј A J o xi 351 _ ached
the end of the wharf, she screamed at Kiel, who •.;:
near the helmsman in the second boat. "Liar!
Damn you! You can't just—" Stamping, she - :ught
the words to express her fury. Kiel's jaw dropped ~ surprise, while several of
the vars Maia had fought next ..i now laughed at the sight of her standing
there, un-.'.othed and quaking with anger. The
dark woman cupped her hands and called back. 'We can't take you along, Maia.
You're too young and it's dangerous! The letter explains—" "Julp
on your damn letter!" Maia screamed in anger and disappointment.
"What does Renna have to say about . . ." Then
she saw what she had not noticed before. The man from space had a glazed,
unhappy look on his face, and was not focusing on anything or anybody in
particular. "You're kidnapping him!" she cried, hoarsely. ..
"No, Maia. It's not what you—" Kiel's
voice cut off as Maia dove headfirst into the frigid water and came up
sputtering. She inhaled a painful, salty rasp, then set out after the boat,
swimming with all her might. Peripatetic's
Log: Stratos
Mission: Arrival
+ 41.051 Ms Cloning,
as an alternate mode of reproduction, was used long before .the emigration from
Florentina World. An egg cell, carefully prepared with a donor's genetic
material, is implanted within a chemically stimulated volunteer, or the
artificial womb recently perfected on New Terra. Either way, the delicate,
expensive process is generally reserved for a world's most creative, or
revered, or wealthy individuals, depending on local custom. I know of no planet
where clones make up a significant fraction of the population . . . except
Stratos. Here,
they comprise over eighty percent! On Stratos, parthenogenetic reproduction is
as easy or hard, as cheap or
dear, as having babies the normal way. Results of this one innovation pervade
the whole culture. In my travels, I have never witnessed such a bold experiment
in redirecting human destiny. This was
the essence of my address before the Reigning Council in Caria. (See appended
transcript.) There was an element of diplomatic flattery, since I left all my
troubled questions for another occasion. Time and observation will surely
reveal cracks in this feminist nirvana, but that by itself is no indictment.
When has any human culture been perfect? Perfection is another way of spelling
death. Some in
the audience seemed eager for my proxy recognition of their founders'
accomplishments. Others smiled, as if indulgently amused that a mere man might
speak to a topic beyond his natural ken. Many simply stared blankly, unable to
decide. Then
there was the quiet, polite rancor I could not miss on the faces of a large
minority. Their hostility reminded me that Lysos, for all her scientific
genius, had also been leader of a militant, revolutionary band. Centuries
later, there remains a deep undercurrent of ideological fervor here on Stratos. The
season of the year is no help. Can it be coincidence that consent-to-land was
finally granted during midsummer, when suspicion of males runs highest? Were
opponents of contact hoping I'd misbehave, and so sabotage my mission? Perhaps
they count on assistance from Wengel Star. Or from hot season's shimmering
aurorae. If so, the Perkinists
will be disappointed. I am unaffected by glowing cues in their summer sky. Still,
I must take care. The men of this world are used to being few, surrounded by
womankind, while I was shaped in a different society, and have just spent two lonely
years of my own subjective span in cramped isolation between the stars. 16 Incised figures
on a granite wall . . .
geometric forms . . . nested, twining-rope patterns ... a puzzle, carved in
ancient rock . . . "We
can't stay down here much longer. I told you! Your code's no better'n a Lamai's
spit!" I Focus
on an image ... of a
child's hand . . . reaching
upward toward a star-shaped knot of stone . . . "Shut
up, Leie. Lemme think. Was it this one? Urn-.—I can't 'member." . . .
yes, this one. The star-shaped knob. She must touch the stone. Twist it a
quarter turn. A quarter turn to the right. It was
hard to do, though. Something was making her sluggish. A force of will was
needed just to make her arm extend, and motion felt like pushing through a jar
of bee honey. The dank air of the cellar felt humid, smothering. The stone
outcrop receded, even as she stretched out for it. ... a
star-shaped stone . . . key to the sequence of opening. 4 The image wavered. Her own hand warped, growing
indistinct behind swells of dizzying distortion. The sur- 358 DAVID B R 1X1 CLORV SEASON 359 rounding,
twining-rope carvings began to slither, twisting and writhing like awakening
snakes. "Too
late," Leie's voice warbled from somewhere out of sight, mixing sadness
with recrimination. A grinding sound told of the walls closing in, converging
to crush them, to immure them in granite, leaving no escape. "You're
always so damn late ..." What
hurt most was a vague sense of betrayal. Not by her sister, but the patterns.
She had felt so certain of them. The figures on the wall. She had put her faith
in them, and now they wouldn't play. Blurry
patterns. Fickle, blurry forms, carved in living, moving stone. . . . "...
is ... she . . . doin' . . . any . . . better?" It was
a woman's distant tenor that surged and faded so ... as if each word came
floating out of a mist, packaged in its own quavering bubble. The
reply, when it came, was much deeper, like a sea god intoning from the depths. ".
. . think ... so. ... doctor said . . . hour ago . . . ought to ... soon." At
first, the voices were welcome intrusions, stirring and dissipating the
clinging terror-strands of a bad dream. Soon, however, the words became
irritants, luring her with hints of meaning, only to jerk away all sense,
teasing her, thwarting an easy slide to quiet sleep. The
tenor returned, wavering less with each passing moment. "Good
thing ... or those . . . heads would be ... same as ... ing murderers." A
pause. The sea god intoned, "I ... never forgive myself." ".
. . had nothin' . . . with it! Damn fools, tryin' to ...
her behind, like some kid. Could've told 'em she . . . stand for it. ... Spunky
little var." At
least they were friendly voices, she realized. Soothing. Unthreatening. It was
good knowing she was being cared for. No need to worry yet over things like
how, or why. Natural wisdom counseled her to leave it for now. Let well enough
alone. Wisdom.
No match for the troublemaker Curiosity. Where
am I? she wondered despite herself. Who are these people? From
that moment, each word arrived defined. Freighted with meaning, context. "So
you've told me," the deeper voice resumed. "We had some chance to
exchange life stories in prison, but she never mentioned the details you told
me. Poor girl I had no idea what she's been through." The
man's voice . . . was Renna's. A small knot of worry unraveled. I haven't lost
him yet. "Yeah,
well, if I'd kept my ears an' eyes open, I'd have connected her with those
rumors goin' around, an' gone ashore to check for myself instead of sittin' on
the ship like a dorit." The
higher voice was also familiar, tugging at Maia's recollection from what seemed
ages ago, in a different life. "And
how about me? Swallowing a Mickey Finn, and letting those women carry me off
like a..partridge on a pole?" "Swallowing
a Mick . . . ? Ah, you mean a Summer Soother." Maia's
breath caught in surprise. Naroin! What is she doing here? Where
is here? "Yeah.
Pretty dumb, all right. I thought spacemen were supposed to be smartguys." Renna
chuckled ruefully. "Smart? Not especially. Not by the enhanced standards
of some places I've visited. The 360 DAVID B
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trait they seem to want in peripatetics is patience. We— Say, did you hear
that? I think she's stirring." Maia
felt a small cool hand along the side of her face. "Hello,
Maia? Can you hear me, younger? It's me, your old master-at-arms from the
Wotan. Eia! Up an' at 'em." The
hand was callused, not smooth. Yet it felt good just having someone touch her
again. Someone who meant her well. Maia almost feigned sleep, to prolong it. "I
..." Her first word came out more a croak than decipherable speech.
"C-can't . . . open my eyes . . ." The lids felt locked shut by
crusty dryness. A damp cloth passed gently over her brow, moistening them. When
it pulled away, the world entered as brightness. Maia blinked and could not
stop. Without conscious will, her leaden hands lifted to rub her eyes clumsily. Two
familiar faces swam into focus, framed against wood paneling and a ship's
porthole. "Where
..." Maia licked her lips and found her mouth too dry to salivate.
"Where bound?" Both
Naroin and Renna smiled, expressing relief. "You
gave us a scare," Renna answered. "But you're all right, now. We're
heading due west across the Mother Ocean, so our destination seems likely to be
Landing Continent. One of the big port cities, I figure. Better for their plans
than where they found us, out in the boondocks." "They?"
Bleariness kept intruding, causing the pale man and dark-haired woman to split
into four overlapping figures. "You mean Kiel? And Thalia and
Baltha?" Naroin
shook her head. "Baltha's just a hired stick, like me. We aren't part of
the Big Scheme. Those other two are the paymasters. Seems a secret league of
Rads has got plans for your starman, here." "No
end to excitement on wonderful Stratos," Renna added sardonically. "Maybe
... you could write a travel guide book," CLORV SEASON! 361 Maia
suggested, concentrating to control her dizziness. Renna laughed, especially
when Naroin looked at them both quizzically and asked what in Lysos's name a
"travel guide" was. "What
are you doing here?" Maia asked the woman sailor. "This can't be
Wotan." That
much was obvious. Every surface wasn't coated with a film of black, anthracite
dust. Naroin grimaced. "Nah. Wotan banged into a lighter in Artemesia Bay.
Captain Pegyul an' I had words over it, so I took my wages an' papers an' got
another berth. Just my luck to land one haulin' the weirdest atyp contraband I
ever saw—no of-fense, Starman." "None
taken." Renna appeared unbothered. "Think we'll have any chance to
jump ship along the way?" "Wouldn't
bet on it, Shoulders. That's one crowd o' dogged vars escortin' you. B'sides,
I'm not sure I wouldn't let things ride, if I was you. There's a lot worse
lookin' for your handsy alien tors than's got you right now, if you follow.
Even worse than crazy Perkie farmers." Renna
wore a guarded expression. "What do you mean?" "Don't
you know?" Naroin shrugged and changed the subject. "I'll go tell the
customers our drowned wharf mouse has come around. Just you two remember the
first rule o' summerling survival." She tapped the side of her head.
"Small mouth. Big ears." Naroin
gave Maia a parting wink and left, sliding the cabin door shut along its rails.
Renna watched her go, shaking his head slowly, then turned back to Maia.
"Want some water?" She
nodded. "Please." He
cradled her head while holding a brown earthenware cup to her mouth. Renna's
hands felt so much larger than Naroin's, if not noticeably stronger. He laid
Maia's 362 DAVID 8
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back on the folded blanket she had been given for a pillow. Or
rather, lent. I don't own a thing in the world, Maia thought, recalling the
betrayal of Thalia and Kiel, that naked sprint through the streets of Grange
Head, and her plummet into the icy bay. And my best, maybe only, friend on
Stratos is a stranger who knows even less than I do. The
thought would have made her laugh bitterly, if she had energy to spare. Maia
fought a losing battle just to keep her eyes open. "That's
all right," Renna commented. "Sleep. I'll stay right here." She
shook her head. "How long ..." "You
were out most of three days. Had to drain half a liter of water out of you, when
they dragged you aboard." So much
for those swimming lessons the mothers paid for, she thought. Laps in the Port
Sanger municipal pool had prepared her for real-life trials about as well as
the rest of Lamatia's much-vaunted summerling education. "You've
been here all the time?" Maia questioned Renna through an enveloping
languor. He dismissed it with an offhand wave. "Had to go to the can once
or twice, and . . . oh! I held onto something for you. Thought you might want
it when you woke." Maia
could barely focus on the glitter of brass as he slipped a small object, cool
and rounded, between her hand and the coverlet. My sextant! she realized
happily. It was just a silly, half-broken tool, of little utility. Yet it meant
so much to have something familiar. Something allied to memories. Something
that was hers. Tears welled in her eyes. "Hey,
hey," Renna soothed. "Just rest now. I'll be here." Maia
wanted to protest that no one had to keep watch over her, but she lacked the
will to speak. Part of her felt it was untrue. GLORY J6A50K1 363 Renna
gently placed his hand over the one holding the sextant. His touch was warm,
his calluses more evenly spread than Naroin's coarse ridges. They must have
come from more subtle labors, or perhaps even deliberate exercise; though, as
she drifted off, Maia found herself wondering why anyone would ever lift a
finger she or he didn't have to. Better, it seemed, simply to lie in bed
forever. "What
are you going to do, make me lie in bed/orever?" Maia pounded the covers
with both fists, causing the doctor to pull away the stethoscope. "Now,
don't get all worked up. I just said you should take it easy awhile. You're
young an' strong, though. Get up whenever you like." "Eia!"
Maia shouted, throwing the covers aside and bounding onto the wooden deck. Too
quickly. She felt a rush of dizziness, but refused to let it show.
"Anybody have some clothes to lend me? I'll work off the debt first
thing." "You
don't owe anybody," Kiel said from the foot of the bed. "We'll make up
what was in the package we left for you, at the hotel. Clothes and some money.
It's yours, free and clear." "I
don't want your charity," Maia snapped. Standing
across the small cabin, by the door, Thalia frowned unhappily. "Now don't
be mad, Maia. We only—" "Who's
mad?" Maia interrupted, clenching a fist. "I understand why you did
it. You've got big-time, political uses for Renna, and figured I'd just get in
the way. Even though I'm a var like you." Thalia
and Kiel looked pained, and relieved that Renna had stepped outside during the
examination. "We're engaged in dangerous business," Kiel tried to
explain. 364 DAVID BRIM "Too
dangerous for me, but okay for Renna?" "It's
probably a lot safer for the alien to come with us, than simply handing him
over to the PES in Grange Head. There are ... factions in Caria City. Factions
that don't have sweet plans for our Outsider." Maia
found that believable. "And you rads don't have plans, I take it?" "Of
course we do. We want to make a better world. But the peripatetic's goals
aren't incompatible with our—" The
physician closed his bag with, a loud snap. His authoritative glare must have
been learned at Health Scho-larium. "S'cuse me for interruptin', ladies,
but did you say something about gettin' this poor girl some clothes?" Medicine
was one rare track of higher education in which gender hardly mattered. Some
excellent practitioners were men, who seldom let the innate mood swings of
their sex interfere with professionalism. Thalia nodded quickly, at once the
attentive and compliant var. "Yes, Doctor. I'll get 'em now." At the
door she turned back. "Meanwhile, don't you run around naked on deck,
Maia! Not a good habit in the big cities we're headed to!" She giggled at
her own wit and departed. Maia briefly glimpsed Renna pacing outside. He looked
relieved when Thalia gave thumbs-up while closing the door. "The
youngster is undernourished," the physician went on telling Kiel, while
regarding Maia over the rims of his glasses. Maia crossed her arms and lifted
her chin while he clucked disapprovingly over her thinness. "I'll tell
Cook double rations for a week. You make sure she eats every bite." "Yes,
Doctor." Kiel nodded obediently, waiting till he left
before mimicking his stern look with knitted eyebrows •and
pursed, smacking lips. Under other circumstances, Maia
might have found the lampoon hilarious. Now she :LORV 365 succeeded
in remaining grim, sending the dark var what -he hoped was a fierce glower. Kiel
answered with a shrug. "All right. Crawl back _:nder the covers. I'll
answer your questions." Maia
chose to take the maternalistic tone as patronizing. She remained standing and
held up one finger. "First, what are you planning to do with him?" "Who,
Renna? Why, nothing much. There are some areas of technology we want to ask
about. He may not know the answers in detail, but he can give us a general idea
what's possible and what isn't. The solutions may lie in his ship's computer. "Mostly,
though, we want to take him somewhere safe and comfortable, while we dicker
with certain people in Caria." "Dicker?
About what?" "About
how to get him back to the State Guest House without an accident happening
along the way, and from there safely to his ship. He won't really be out of
danger till then." "Danger,"
Maia repeated, rubbing her shoulders. "From whom?" "From
people who've convinced themselves they can forestall the inevitable. Who think
contact would mean the end of the world. Who would fight it by killing the
messenger." Maia
had figured as much. Still, it was chilling to hear it confirmed. "Oh,
it's not the whole government," Kiel went on. "I'd say the majority
of savants, and a good many council members, realize change is coming. They
argue over ways of slowing it down as much as possible ..." "And
you don't want it slowed," Maia guessed. Kiel
nodded. "We want to speed it up! Lots of us aren't willing to wait two or
three generations till the next starship comes, and then through more delays,
and more. 366 DAVID 8
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V SEASOX1 367 The old
order's finished. Well past time to turn it on its head." "So
Renna's a bargaining chip." Kiel
frowned. "If you want to put it that way. In the short term. Over the long
run, our goals are compatible. If he does have a legitimate complaint or two
about our methods, can he honestly say he's not among friends? We want him to
live and accomplish his mission. The rest is just details." Against
her own wishes, Maia found herself believing Kiel. Am I being gullible? Why
should I even listen, after what she tried to do? "You
could help him call his starship, to come and get him." Maia
didn't like Kiel's indulgent smile, as if the suggestion were naive. "The
ship had but one lander. Anyway, it can only be sent back into space from the
launching facility at Caria." "Convenient."
Maia sat on the edge of the bed. "So Renna's stuck down here, where he
just happens to be useful against your enemies." Kiel
accepted the point with a nod. "You met some of them in Long Valley.
Mighty old clans, holding place in a static social order not by competing in an
open market, the way Lysian logic says they should, but by conniving together,
suppressing anything that might bring change. "Take
that drug plot you uncovered. Suppose they have their way and alter the balance
of reproduction on Stratos. There'd be almost no summerlings born! Nothing but
clones and a few tame males, raised as drones to be milked dry each
winter." "I
already figured that out," Maia grumbled uncomfortably. Kiel's
eyebrows arched. "Did you also figure out why the Perkinites didn't
eliminate our visitor from the stars, just as soon as they got their hands on
him? They plan to ..ueeze
data out of him, like juice from a doped-up -lor." "So?
You want information, too." "But
with different goals. They want to learn how to ".oot down hominid
starships"—Maia gasped; Kiel went n without a pause—"and much more.
They think Renna an help solve a problem that stumped even Lysos: how to -park
clqnal pregnancies entirely without sperm." "But
. . ." Maia stammered. "The placenta . . ." "Yes,
I know. Basic facts of life we're taught as babes. You need sperm to trigger
placental development, even if ..11 the egg's chromosomes come from the mother.
It's the ^asis for our whole system. Meant they had to arrange things so a few
'normal,' sexually induced pregnancies occur each summer, in order to get boys
to spark the following generation. Vars like you and me are mere side effects,
virgie." Maia
shook her head. Kiel was oversimplifying by leagues, especially about the
motivations of Lysos and her aides. Still, if the great clans ever found out
how to reproduce at will, without even brief participation by males, it would
make Tizbe Seller's rutting drug look like a glass of warm tea. "Did
Renna mention anything like this, when he was in Caria?" "He
did. The big dummy doesn't comprehend that there are some things people simply
oughtn't to know." Maia
agreed on that point. Sometimes Renna seemed too innocent to live. "You
see what we're up against," Kiel concluded, forming a fist. Her dark
complexion flushed. "Sure, we Rads are also proposing big changes, but in
the opposite direction! We'd redirect life on Stratos toward more normal modes
for a human species . . . toward a world right for people, not beehives from
pole to pole." 368 DAVID B
R I HI CLORV S Ј A J 0 XI 369 "You'd
take us back to when men were . . . fifty percent?" Laughter
broke Kiel's earnest scowl. "Oh, we're not that crazy! For now, our
near-term goal is only to unfreeze the political process. Get some debate
going. Put more than a few token summerling reps on the High Council. Surely
that's worth supporting, whatever you think of our long-range dreams?" "Well
. . ." "Maia,
I'd love to be able to tell the others you're with us." Kiel
was trying to meet her eyes. Maia preferred looking away. She paused for a long
moment, then gave a quick half-nod. "Not
yet. But I'll . . . listen to the rest." "That's
all we can ask." Kiel clapped her on the shoulder. "In time, I hope
you'll find it in your heart to forgive us for stupidly underestimating you.
That'll be the last time, I promise. . "And
meanwhile, since you've shown yourself to be , such a woman of action, who
better to choose as our guest's bodyguard, eh? You'd keep a special eye on
.him. Prevent anyone from slipping things into his feed, as we did at Grange
Head! What better way to make sure we stay honest? Does that sound acceptable
to you?" Kiel
was being wry, but the offer appeared genuine. Maia answered with grudging
respect. "Acceptable," she
I said in a low voice. It was irritating to know that Kiel could read
her like a book. Game
tokens lay scattered across the cover of the cargo hold—small black and white
tiles with whiskerlike sensors protruding from their sides and corners. At
first, Renna had marveled how each piece was built to meticulous precision.
But, after spending all morning winding one after another
of the-watchspring mechanisms, some of the romance went out of contemplating
them. Fortunately, the efficient gadgets needed just a few twists with a
winding key. Nevertheless, Renna and Maia had only finished prepping half of
the sixteen hundred game pieces by the time lunch was called. How do
I keep getting talked into weird stuff like this? Maia wondered as she got up
and stretched her throbbing arms. I'll be a wreck by evening. Still, it beat
peeling vegetables, or the other "light work" tasks she'd been
assigned since being let out. And the prospect of her first formal Life match
had Maia intrigued, if not exactly breathless. Maia
dutifully supervised the dishing out of Renna's food, making sure it came from
the common pot and that the utensils were clean. Not that anyone expected an
assassination attempt way out here on the Mother Ocean. More likely, someone on
the crew might try to dope him, just to stanch the endless flow of alien
questions. It was always easy to find Renna on board. Just look for a
disturbance in the sailors' routine. On the quarterdeck, for instance, where
Captain Poulandres and his officers took on harried looks after long sessions
of amiable inquiry. Or teetering precariously, high in the rigging, peering
over sailors' shoulders as they worked, thoroughly upsetting the protective
pair, Thalia and Kiel, who watched anxiously below. When
Renna mentioned his curiosity how the Game of Life was played at sea,
Poulandres seized a chance to divert the strange passenger's attention. A
challenge match would take place that very evening. Renna and Maia against the
senior cabin boy and junior cook. Hey,
Maia thought at the time. Did anyone hear me volunteer? Not
that she really minded, even when her wrists ached from the endless, repetitive
twisting. A fresh east wind filled Manitou's electric generator and stretched
its 370 DAVID 8
R 1 XI CLORV S Ј A J 0 XI 371 billowing
sails, causing the masts to creak gently under the strain. It also filled
Maia's lungs with growing hope. Maybe things are going to work out, this time. I'm
going to see Landing Continent. If only
Leie were here, so we could see it together. Unlike
the creaky, old Wotan, this was a fast vessel, built to carry light cargoes and
passengers. Its sailors were well-accoutered, befitting members of a
prestigious guild. Cabin boys, newly chosen from their mother clans, ran
errands with enthusiastic dash. Maia found the officers' uniformed splendor
both impressive and more than a little pompous. After
her spell in Long Valley, where men had been scarcer than red lugars, it seemed
strange now, living with so many around. Her experience with, the Beller drug
undermined Maia's confidence in winter's sure promise of male docility. What
was it like before Lysos? she wondered. You never knew which men were
dangerous, or when. Surreptitiously,
she watched the sailors, comparing them to Renna, the alien. Even the obvious
things were startling. For instance, his eyes were of a dark brown hue seldom
seen on Stratos, set anomalously far apart. And his long nose gave the
impression of an ever-curious bird. Mild differences, really. But if Renna's
not from outer space, Maia thought, then he's from someplace equally strange. Other
differences ran deeper, Renna was always peering. His visual acuity was fine;
he simply hungered for more light, as if daytime on Stratos was dimmer than he
was used to. This counterbalanced an uncanny sensitivity to sound. Maia knew he
overheard the jokes people made about him. No one
made fun of his beard, now lustrous and curly dark. A summer beard few Stratoin
men could match this time of year. But there was some teasing concerning his
diet. Normal ship's fare was all right—grain and legume porridge, supplemented
by fish stew. But he politely re- fused
red meat from the ship's cooler, citing "protein allergies," and
would not drink seawater under any circumstances. The cook, grumbling about
"finicky land-boys," tapped a freshwater cask just for him. Kiel
shrugged and paid for it. Maia
felt she was well over the hearth-pangs that had filled her lonely solitude at
the prison-sanctuary. Except in his intelligence and essential goodness, Renna
bore no resemblance to the person she had pictured while exchanging coded
messages in the dark. It was just another loss, and no one's fault, in
particular. Still,
why did she find herself occasionally washed by illogical feelings of jealousy
when Renna spent time talking to Naroin, or Kiel, or other young vars? Am I
attracted to him in a ... sexual way? It seemed unlikely, given her youth. Even if
I were, what would jealousy have to do with it? Maia
sought within. Some thoughts seemed to make her feel all wound-up inside.
Others provoked disconcerting waves of warmth, or desolation. Then
again, maybe I'm making a big deal out of nothing. It
might have helped to talk out her confusion, but Maia wasn't comfortable
confiding in strangers. For that, there had always been Leie. The sea
had Leie, now. Although an endless reach of ocean surrounded her, Maia didn't
like to look upon it. After
lunch, Renna excused himself to the curtained platform that extended from the
poop deck over open water. He always took longer than others with his
postprandial toilet, and there were wagers concerning what he did in there.
Passersby reported strange sounds coming from behind the screen. "Sounds
like a lot o' scrubbin' an' spittin'," one sailor reported. 372 DAVID B
R I KJ QLORV 56AJOXI 373 Maia
made sure nobody intruded. Whatever his alien needs, Renna deserved privacy. At
least he kept himself cleaner than most men! The
women on board, all vars, fell into three types Maia could discern. Half a
dozen, including Naroin, were experienced winter sailors, comfortable working
side by side with the more numerous male crew. Worldly and capable, they
appeared more amused than interested in the political obsessions of the paying
passengers. Next
were twenty-one rads, partners in the bold scheme to hustle Renna from
captivity. Thalia and Kiel must have taken jobs at Lerner Forge to cover their
real mission, ferreting out where the Perkinite clans held their prisoner. Maia
wondered, had her ex-housemates cleverly followed the alien's trail halfway
around the world? More likely, their team was one of many sent to scour the
globe. Either way, the Radical cabal appeared large, resolute, and well
organized. In high
spirits after their successful foray, the rads were talkative, excited, and
clearly better educated than the average var. Their soft-voweled city accents
hardly impressed the third group—eight rough-looking women, most of whom spoke
the low, drawling dialect of the Southern Isles. As Naroin put it, Baltha and
her friends were along as "hired sticks." Mercenary guards to fill
out the expedition's complement. The southlanders scarcely concealed their
contempt for the idealistic rads, but seemed happy to take their pay. Renna
emerged from the toilet platform, zipping his blue pouch. He stretched,
inhaling deeply. "Never thought I'd get used to this air. Felt like
breathing syrup. But it kind of grows on you after a while. Maybe it's the
symbi-ont at work." "The
what?" Maia asked. Renna
blinked and was thoughtful for a moment. "Mm—something I took before
landing, to help me adjust to
walking around on a different planet. Did you know only three other hominid
populations are known to live at such atmospheric pressures? It's because of
the thick air that Stratos is habitable. Keeps the heat in. Normally, no one
would look for real estate near such a small sun. Lysos made a brilliant gamble
here, and won." Almost
as brilliantly as you changed the subject, Maia thought. But that was all
right. It pleased her to see Renna learning to control what he revealed. At
this rate, in a few seasons he might be able to play poker with a
four-year-old. "We
have more pieces to wind," she reminded him. They went back to the cargo
hatch where he sighed, lifting a squarish game token. "And to imagine, I
called these little devils ingenious. I still don't see why they refuse to use
the game board we brought from the citadel." "It's
tradition," Maia explained, gingerly turning one of the tiles, careful of
the protruding antenna-feelers. Those mass-produced game boards are powerful
... I never knew how powerful till getting to play with one. But I do know
they're lower in status than handmade ones. They're meant for summer, when most
men are cooped up ;n sanctuaries. Unable to travel." "Because
of the weather?" "And
restrictions by local clans. It's a rough time for men. Especially if you're
unlucky, and get no invitation to town. When it's not raining, there's the
aurorae and Wen-^el in the sky, setting off frustrating feelings. A lot of men
ust close the shutters and distract themselves with crafts .md tournaments.' My
guess is that right now a computer came board reminds them too much of a time
they'd rather not think about." Renna
nodded. "I guess that makes sense. Still, it oc-.urs to me perhaps there's
another reason sailors prefer mechanicals. I get a feeling you aren't
considered a real 374 DAVID BRIM man
unless you can build all your own tools, with your | own hands." Maia
reached for another game piece to wind. "It has to be that way, Renna.
Sailors can't afford to specialize, like women in clans do." She motioned
at the complex rigging, the radar mast, the humming wind-generator.,
"You're never sure you'll have the right mix of skills on a voyage, so
every boy expects to learn most of them, in time." "Uh-huh.
Sacrificing perfection of the particular in favor of competence in the
general." Renna pondered for a moment, then shook his head. "But I'm
convinced it goes deeper. Take that miniature sextant on your wrist, so much
more ornate and clever than needed for the task." Maia
put down the winding key and turned her arm to regard the sextant's brass
cover, with its ornate, almost 1
mythological rendition of a huge airship. Renna motioned " for her to open it. Next to the
folded sighting arms and finely knurled wheels, there were sockets for
electronic j hookups, now plugged
and apparently unused for ages. Renna reached over to touch a tiny, dark
display screen. "Don't let the vestiges of high tech fool you, Maia.
There's nothing that couldn't be handmade in a private works, using techniques
passed on from teacher to pupil for generation after generation. It's that
passing on of skill that interests me." Maia
felt for a moment as if she were listening to I Renna rehearse a report he
planned to give at some future time and place, describing the customs of an
obscure tribe, located at the fringes of civilization. Which is what we are, I
guess. She inhaled, suddenly acutely conscious of the weight of air in her
lungs. Was it really heavy, compared to other worlds? Despite Renna's remarks,
the round, red sun didn't look feeble. It was so fierce, she could only look
straight at it for a few seconds without her eyes watering. Renna
went on. "I find it interesting that such elabo- _ 0 R
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skills get passed on so attentively, far beyond what ::.cers need to teach in
order to get good crew." Maia
folded the sextant away. "I hadn't thought of it .u way before. We're
taught that men don't have . . ." o searched for the right word.
"They don't have con-iiity. The middies adopted by sailing masters are
rarely •jir
own sons, so there's no long-range stake in the boys' _:ccess. Yet, you make it
sound almost like the way it is in .ins. Personal teaching. Close attention
over time. Pass- •_j on
more than a trade." "Mm.
You know, the more I think about it, the more m sure
it was designed this way. Sure a family of clones .ies it
more efficiently, one generation training the next. at at
base, it's just a variation on an old theme. The ".aster-apprentice
system. For most of human history, -ach
systems were the rule. Progress came through incre-.ental improvements on
tried-and-true designs." Maia
recalled how, as children, she and Leie used to ~eer into the workshop of the
Yeo leatherworkers, or ximesin clockmakers, watching older sisters and mothers
istruct younger clones, as they themselves had been aught. It was how young
Lamais learned the export-im-~ort business. You wouldn't imagine such a process
to be "ossible among men, no two of whom ever shared the -ame
exact talents or interests. But Renna implied there .•.as less difference than
similarity. "It's a traditional sys-.em, perfect for maintaining
stability," the star voyager -aid,
putting a wound-up game piece aside and lifting an-.nher. "There is a
price. Knowledge accumulates addi-avely, almost never geometrically." "And
sometimes not at all?" Maia asked, feeling suddenly uneasy. "Indeed.
That's a danger in craft societies. Sometimes the trend is negative." She
looked down, suddenly feeling something like shame. "We've forgotten so
much." 376 DAVID B
R I HI "Mm,"
Renna's dark eyebrows came together. "Not so much, perhaps. I've seen your
Great Library, and spoken with your savants. This isn't a dark age, Maia. What
you see around you is the result of deliberate planning. Lysos and the Founders
carefully considered costs and alternatives. As products of a scientific era,
they were determined to prevent another one happening here." "But—"
Maia blinked. "Why would scientists want to stop science?" His
smile was warm, but something in Renna's eyes told Maia this was a topic
fraught with personal pain. "Their
aim wasn't to stop science as such, but to prevent a certain kind of
scientific/ever. A cultural madness, if you will. The sort of epoch in which
questioning becomes almost a devotional act. In which all of life's certainties
melt, and folk compulsively doubt old ways, heedless of whatever validity those
ways once had. Ego and 'personal fulfillment' take precedence over values based
on community and tradition. Such times bring terrible ferment, Maia. Along with
increased knowledge and power comes ecological danger, from expanding
populations and misuse of technology." No
pictures formed in Maia's head to accompany his words. The content was entirely
abstract, without reference to anything she knew. Yet, she felt appalled.
"You make it sound . . . terrible." His
exhalation was heavy. "Oh, there are benefits. Art and culture flourish.
Old repressions and superstitions shatter. New insights illuminate and become
part of our permanent heritage. A renaissance is the most romantic and exciting
of times, but none lasts very long. Way back, before the Phylum Diaspora, the
first scientific age barely got us off the homeworld before collapsing in
exhaustion. It came as close to killing as liberating us." Maia
watched Renna and felt positive he spoke from more than historical erudition.
She saw an ache in his dark : L o R
V J Ј A 377 • es.
He was remembering, with both regret and deep nging. It was a kind of
homesickness, one more final and rredeemable than her own. Renna
cleared his throat, briefly looking away. "It
was during another such age—the Florentina Revival—that your famous Lysos grew
convinced that stable ocieties are happier ones. Deep down, most humans pre-.:
living out their lives surrounded by comfortable cer-.unties, guided by warm
myths and metaphors, knowing hat they'll understand their children, and their
children .'.ill understand them. Lysos wanted to create such a vorld. One with
net contentment maximized not for a ••rilliant
few, but over time for the maximum number." "That's what we're
taught." Maia nodded. Though once
again, it was a different way of phrasing familiar things.
Different and disturbing. "What
you aren't taught, and my private theory, is •.hat
Lysos only adopted sexual separatism because Perkin-:te secessionists were the
strongest group of malcontents wiling to follow her into exile. They provided
the raw material Lysos used to make her stable world, isolated and protected
from the ferment of the hominid realm." Never
had Maia heard the Founder spoken of like this. With respect, but of an almost-collegial
sort, almost as if Renna had known Lysos personally. Anyone hearing this would
have to believe one basic truth—the man was, indeed, from another star. For a
long time, Renna looked out across the sea, contemplating vistas Maia couldn't
begin to picture. Then he shrugged. "I ramble too much. We started talking
about how sailors are taught to scorn a man who relies on tools he doesn't
understand. It's the major reason they despise me. sailor "You?
But you crossed interstellar space! Wouldn't irs—" "Respect
that?" Renna chuckled. "Alas, they also know 378 DAVID B
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ship. is the product of vast factories, built mostly by robots, and that I
couldn't control the least part of it without machines almost smarter than I
am, whose workings I barely comprehend. You know what that makes me? The
savants have spread mocking fairy tales. Ever hear of the Wissy-ManT' Maia
nodded. It was a name boys called each other when they wanted to be cruel. "That's
me," Renna finished. "Helpless Wissy-Man. Dispatched by fools, slave
to his tools. Rescued by vars after crossing the stars." Renna
gave a short laugh, almost a snort. It did not sound amused. That
evening's Life match was a disaster. Sixteen
hundred game pieces, fully wound, had been divided into two sets of stacks on
each side of a cargo hatch grooved with forty vertical lines crossed by forty
horizontal. Maia and Renna joined the other passengers for dinner, eating from
chipped porcelain bowls, looking out over choppy seas. Then, with an hour of
daylight remaining, they went back to await their opponents. The junior cook
and a cabin boy arrived a few minutes later, the former still wiping his hands
on his apron. They don't take us very seriously, Maia guessed. Not that she
blamed them. As the
visiting team, she and Renna were invited to make the first move. Maia
swallowed nervously, almost dropping the pieces she carried, but Renna grinned
and whispered, "Remember, it's just a game." She
smiled back tentatively, and handed him the first tightly-wound piece. He put
it in the extreme lower right corner of the board, white side up. They
had talked over strategy earlier. "We'll keep it simple," Renna had
said. "I learned a few tricks while sit- .
.:.round in jail. But I was mostly trying to write rnes- - or
paint pictures. I'll bet it's lots different with . ne opposing you, trying to
wreck what you create." .\enna had sketched on a notepad what he called a -v
conservative" pattern. Maia recognized some of the r.itive forms. One
cluster of black tokens in the left -er
would sit and "live" forever if left untouched by other moving
pattern of black dots. Their strategy -Id be
to try to defend this oasis of life until the time :t, concentrating on defense
and making only minimal .iys into enemy territory with gliders, wedges, or
slicers. le would do nicely. While
Renna laid down that first row, the boys ^ged
each other, pointing and laughing. Whether they cady
saw naivete in the design, or were just trying to .id the
neophytes, it was unnerving. Worse, from Maia's rspective,
were the jibes of women spectators. Especially tha and
the southlanders, who clearly thought this ex- _ise profoundly
male-silly. A female
crew member /.med
Inanna whispered in a comrade's ear, and they - Jth
laughed. Maia felt sure the joke was about her. She was doing herself no good,
nor was it clear what -,enna
was going to learn. Then
why are we doing it? The
first row was finished. At once, the cook and .ibin
boy began laying down forty pieces of-their own. "ney
used no notes, although Maia saw them confer once. A few
seamen observed idly from the quarterdeck stairs, -vhittling
sticks of soft wood into lacy, finely curled sculp-ures of sea animals. When
the boys signaled their turn finished, Renna :ook a long look and then
shrugged. "Looks just like our first row. Maybe it's coincidence. Might as
well continue with our plan." So they
laid another forty, mostly white side up, seeding enough strategically located
black pieces so that when I 380 DAVID R I KJ the
game commenced and all the wound-up springs were released, a set of pulsing
geometric patterns would embark on self-sustaining lifespans, setting forth to
take part in the game's brief ecology. At
least, we hope so. It went
on that way for some time as the sun set beyond the billowing, straining jib.
Each side took turns laying forty disks, then watching and trying to guess what
the other team was up to. There came one interruption when the wind shifted and
the chief bosun called all hands to the rigging. Dashing to their tasks,
sailors hauled lanyards and turned cranks in a whirl of straining muscles. The
tack maneuver was accomplished with brisk efficiency, and all was calm again
before Maia finished forty breaths. Naroin leaped down from the sheets, landing
in a crouch. She grinned at Maia and gave thumbs-up before sauntering back to a
spot along the port rail favored by the female crew members, who smoked pipes
and gossiped quietly as game preparations resumed. "Those
devils," Renna said after eight rows had been laid. Maia looked where he
pointed, and momentarily saw what he meant. Apparently, their opponents had
copied the same static "oasis" formation to sit in their most
protected corner. In fact, she realized. They're mimicking us right along! Only
slight variations could be seen along the left-hand side. What's the purpose of
that? Are they making fun of us? Differences
began to creep in after the tenth row. Suddenly, the cook and cabin boy began
laying down a completely different pattern. Maia recognized a glider gun, which
was designed to fire gliders across the board. She also saw what could only be
a cyclone—a configuration with the attribute of sucking to its doom any moving
life pattern that came nearby. She pointed out the incipient design to Renna,
who concentrated, and finally nodded. "You're
right. That'd put our guardian in danger, ;LORV 381 I .vouldn't
it? Maybe we should move him to one side. To :he right, do you think?" "That
would interfere with our short fence," she oomted out. "We've already
laid two rows for that pattern." "Mm.
Okay, we'll shift the guardian leftward, then." Maia
tried to visualize what the game board would ^ook like when completed. Already
she could see how en-:ities now in place would evolve during the first two,
:hree, even five or six rounds. This particular area of hatch cover would be
crossed by a newly launched mother ship. That area over there would writhe in
alternating black and .vhite swirls as a mustard seed turned round and round .
. a pretty but deceptively potent form. When she tried :o follow the path of
projectiles from the other side, Maia came to a horrified realization—one set
of gliders would carom off the mirror-edge and come back spearing obliquely
toward the very corner they had worked and planned so hard to protect! Renna
scratched his head when she pointed out the incipient disaster. "Looks
like we're cooked," he said with a frown. Then he winced as Maia's
fingernails bit his arm. "No,
look!" she said, urgently. "What if we build our own glider gun . . .
over there! We could set it to fire back into our own territory, intercepting
their—" "What?"
Renna cut in, and Maia was briefly afraid she'd overstepped, injecting her own
ideas into what was essentially his design. But he nodded in growing
excitement. "Ye-e-s, I think it might . . . work." He reached out and
squeezed her shoulders, leaving them tingling. 'That'd do it if we got the
timing right. Of course, there's the problem of debris, after the gliders
collide. . . ." There
was hardly enough room in the last few rows to lay down the improvised
modifications. Fortunately, their opponents didn't place another cyclone near
the boundary. Maia's new glider gun lay right along the border, with 382 DAVID B R I KJ no room
to spare. She was exhausted by the time the last piece had been set. And I
thought this was a lazy man's game. I guess spectators never know until they
try a sport for themselves. It was
long past sunset. Lanterns were lit. Thalia arrived with a pair of coats.
Slipping hers on, Maia realized everyone else had already dressed for the chill
of evening. She must have been putting out too much nervous energy to notice. Captain
Poulandres approached, dressed in a cowled robe and carrying a crooked staff in
his role as master and referee. Behind him, all the ship's company save the
helmsman, lookout, and sailmaster found perches from which to watch. They
lounged casually, many wearing amused expressions. Maia saw none of the usual laying
of bets. Probably
no takers for our side, whatever the odds. Silence
fell as the captain stepped forward to the edge of the game board, where the
timing square was ready to send synchronized pulses to all pieces. At a set
time, each of the sixteen hundred tiny units would either flip its louvers or
rest quiet, depending on what its sensors told it about the state of its
neighbors. The same decision would be made a few seconds later, when the next
pulse arrived. And so on. "Life
is the continuation of existence," the captain intoned. Perhaps it was the
cowl that lent his voice a deep, vatic tone. Or maybe it was part of being
captain. "Life
is the continuation of existence," the ship's company responded, echoing
his words, accompanied by a background of creaking masts and flapping sails. "Life
is the continuation of existence, yet no thing endures. We are all patterns,
seeking to propagate. Patterns which bring other patterns into being, then
vanish, as if we've never been." Maia
had heard the invocation so many times, recited CLORV J Ј A J 0 383 in
countless accents at dockside arenas in Port Sanger and elsewhere. She knew it
by heart. Yet this was her first time standing as a contestant. Maia wondered
how many other women had. No more than thousands, she felt sure. Maybe only
hundreds. Renna
listened to the ancient words, clearly entranced. ".
. .We cannot control our progeny. Nor rule our inventions. Nor govern far
consequences, save by the foresight to act well, then let go. "All
is in the preparation, and the moment of the act. "What
follows is posterity." The
captain held out his staff, hovering above the winking timing square. "Two
teams have prepared. Let the act be done. Now . . . observe posterity." The
staff struck down. The timing square began chiming its familiar eight-count.
Even though she was prepared, Maia jumped when the flat array of sixteen
hundred black and white pieces seemed all at once to explode. Not all
at once: In fact, fewer than half flipped their louvers, changing state because
of what they sensed around them. But the impression of sudden, frantic
clattering set Maia's heart racing before a second wave of sound and motion
suddenly crossed the board. And another. Fortunately,
she did not have to think. Any Game of Life match was already over the moment
it began. From now on, they could only stand and watch the consequences unfold. Peripatetic's
Log: Stratos
Mission: Arrival
+ 43.271 Ms I found
it hard overcoming prejudices, during my first visit to a Stratoin home. It
wasn't the concept of matriarchy, which I've met in other guises on Florentina
and New Terra. Nor the custom that men. are another species, sometimes needed,
often irksome, and fortunately rare. I was prepared for all that. My
problem arises from growing up in an era obsessed with individuality. Variety
was our religion, diversity our fixation. Whatever was different or atypical
won favor over the familiar. Other always came before self. An insane epoch,
say psychohistorians
. . . even if its brief glory produced ideal star travelers. . In
voyaging, I've encountered many stabilized societies, but none more contrary to
my upbringing than Stra-tos. The unnerving irony of this world's fascinating
uniqueness is its basis in changelessness. Generations are not rent by shifting
values. Sameness is no curse, variety no automatic friend. It's
just as well we never met. Lysos and I would not have gotten along. Nonetheless,
I was delighted when Savant lolanthe asked me to spend some days at her family's
castlelike estate, in the hilly suburbs of Caria. The invitation, a rare honor
for a male in summer, was surely a political statement. Her faction is the
least hostile toward restored contact. Even so, I was cautioned that my visit
was to be "chaste." My room would have no windows facing Wengel Star. I told
lolanthe to expect no problems in that regard. I will avert my gaze, though not
from the sky. Nitocris
Hold is an ancient place. lolanthe's clone-line has occupied the sprawling
compound of high 'walls, chimneys, and dormered roofs for most of six hundred
years. Related lineages dwelled on the site almost back to the founding of
Caria. Our car
swept through an imposing gate, cruised along a garden-rimmed drive, and halted
before a finely sculpted marble entrance. We were formally greeted by a trio of
graceful Nitocri who, like lolanthe, were of stately :ddle
age, dressed in shimmering yellow silken gowns uh high collars. My bag was
carried off by a younger .an-sister. More siblings bearing distinctive Nitocris
fea-_:res—soft eyes and narrow noses—rushed silently to -.ove.the car, seal the
gate, and usher us inside. So, for
the first time, I entered the sanctum of a par-..enogenetic clan, prime unit of
human life on Stratos, They aren't bees or ants," I thought silently,
suppressing .•die comparisons. Within, I repeated the motto of my . ailing— "Let
go of preconceptions." The
savant cheerfully showed me courtyards and gar-_:ens and grand halls,
unperturbed by a crowd of children .•ho whispered and giggled in our wake. The
Nitocri keep no domestic employees, no hired vars to carry out unpleasant tasks
beneath the dignity of wealthy clones. No Nitocris resents taking her turn at
hard or dirty chores, such as scouring fire grates, or scrubbing lavatories, or
laying down roof tiles. All is well-timed according to age, with each girl or
woman alternating between onerous and interesting tasks. Each individual knows
how long a given phase will last. After a set interval, a younger sister will
be along to take over whatever you are doing, while you move on to something
else. No
wonder even children and youths move gracefully, with such assurance. Each
clone-daughter grows up watching elders just like her, performing their tasks
with a calm efficiency derived from centuries of practice. She knows the
movements unconsciously before ever being called upon to do them herself. No
one hurries to take on power
before her time. "My turn will come," appears to be the philosophy. At
least, that's the story they were selling me. No doubt it varies from clan to
clan, and almost certainly works less than perfectly even among the Nitocri.
Still, 1 wonder ... Utopians
have long imagined creating an ideal society, without competition, only
harmony. Human nature—and the principle of selfish genes—seemed to put the
dream forever out of reach. Yet, within a Stratoin clan, where all genes are
the same, what function remains for selfishness? The tyranny of biological law
can relax. Good of the individual and that of the group are the same. Nitocris
House is filled with love and laughter. They seem self-sufficient and happy. I do
not think my hosts noticed when I involuntarily shivered, even though it wasn't
cold. 17 There
was glory on deck the next morning. Freshly fallen from high, stratospheric
clouds, the delicate :Vost coated every surface, from spars and rails to
rigging, _ming the Manitou into a fairy ship of crystal dust, glowing in a
profusion of pink sunrise refractions. Maia
stood atop a narrow flight of stairs leading up "om the small cabin she
shared with nine other women. -r.e
rubbed her eyes and stared at the sweetly painful uawnlight glitter outside.
How pretty, she thought, watching countless pinpoints of rose-colored
brilliance change, -r.oment
by moment. She
recalled occasions when Port Sanger received -.:ch a
coating, causing shops and businesses to close while women hurried outside to
sweep puffballs from :heir windowsills into vacuum jars, for preservation. A
sprinkle of glory disrupted daily life far more than thicker falls of normal
snow, which simply entailed boots and shovels and some seasonal grumbling. Certainly
men preferred dense drifts of the regular -•;;nd. Even slippery ice, making the streets slick
and reacherous, seemed to perturb the rough sailors nowhere "-ear as much
as a thin scattering of lacy glory. Most males 390 DAVID B R I XI fled to
their ships, or beyond the city gates, until sunlight cleansed the town, and
its women citizens were in a less festive mood. That
was on shore, Maia remembered. Here, there's no place for the poor fellows to
run. From
the narrow doorway at the head of the stairs, Maia inhaled a cool, faintly
cinnamon odor. This was no minor dusting, like in Long Valley. The air felt
bracing, and provoked a tingling in her spine. Sensations vaguely familiar from
prior winters, yet enhanced this time. Of
course, she hadn't been a grown woman before. Maia felt combined eagerness and
reluctance, waiting to see if the aroma would have a deeper effect, now that
she was five. There
was movement on deck, male sailors shuffling with the desultory slowness of
dawn-shift workers. They were physically unaffected by the icy encrustation,
yet the captain's expression seemed unhappy, irritated. He snapped at his
officers and frowned, contemplating the fine, crystal dusting. The
unhappiest person in sight was the only female— the youngest of Kiel's company
of Rads, a girl about Maia's age. She was using a broom to sweep glory frost
into a square-mouthed bucket, which she proceeded to empty over the side before
going back for another load. Maia
sensed a stirring behind her—another woman rising with the sun. She glanced
back and nodded a silent good-morning as Naroin climbed the short, steep steps
to squeeze alongside. "Well, look at that," the older var commented,
sniffing the soft, chill breeze. "Quite a sight, eh? Too bad it's all got
to go." The
petite sailor redescended, plunging momentarily into the dimness of the narrow
cabin. She reached onto the bunk Maia had just vacated, and returned bearing
Maia's coat. "There you go," Naroin said' with a kindly tone, and
pointed at the girl outside, sweeping the deck •_ o R
v J6A50XI 391 :eiectedly.
"Your job, too. Law of th' sea. Women stay -elow
till the frost goes. Except virgies." Maia
blushed. "How do you know I'm a—" Naroin
held up a hand placatingly. "Just an expres- -:on.'
Half o' these vars"—she jerked her thumb at those -v.il
sleeping below—"never had a man, an' never will. '-ah, it's a matter of
age. Youngsters sweep up. Go on, .hild. Eia." "Eia,"
Maia responded automatically, slipping on the .oat. She trusted Naroin not to
lie about something like -.his.
Still, it seemed unfair. Her feet shuffled reluctantly as :he bosun gently
pushed her outside and shut the door ^ehind her. Chill air condensed her breath
in steamy glumes. Rubbing already-numb hands, Maia sighed and -.vent
to the utility locker to fetch a broom. The
other girl gave her a look that seemed to say, Where have you been? Maia lifted
her shoulders in the same silent language. I
didn't know anything about it. Do I ever? It was
logical, when she thought about it. Glory didn't affect women as strongly as
summer's aurorae did men, - hank
Lysos. Still, it drew those of fertile age toward ideas of sex at exactly the
time of year when most men preferred a good book. What males found irksome but
avoidable on land could not be escaped so easily at sea. Fivers and sixers, who
were less affected by the seasons,'and unattractive to males anyway, naturally got
the job of sweeping up, so other women might be permitted to emerge before
noon. The
chore soon lost whatever attraction lay in novelty, and Maia found the faintly
pleasant tingling in her nose less fixating than advertised. Carrying
bucketsful to the rail, she could not escape the sensation of being watched.
Maia felt certain some of the sailors were pointing at her, sniggering. The
reason had nothing to do with the glory fall, and 392 DAVID B
R I everything
to do with last night's fiasco of a "competition." It was bad enough
being a lowly young var, on a voyage not of her choosing. But the Life match
had left her a laughingstock. Sure
enough, one of her opponents, the cook's assistant, was firing up his stove
under the eaves of the poop deck. The boy grinned when Maia's sweeping brought
her nearby. He lisped through a gap left by two missing teeth, "Ready for
another game? Whenever you an' the Starman want, me an' Kari are ready." Maia
made as if she hadn't heard. The youth was clearly no intellect, yet he and the
cabin boy had made quick hash of Renna's carefully-thought-out Game of Life
plan. The rout became obvious within a few rounds. With
each pulse, ripples of change had swept the board. Black pieces, representing
"living" locations, turned white and died, unless conditions were
right to go on living.- White pieces flipped over, coming alive when the number
of black neighbors allowed it. Patterns took shape, wriggling and writhing like
organisms of many cells. The
forty-by-forty grid was by no means the largest Maia had seen. There were
rumors of boards vastly bieeer J OO
' in some
of the towns and ancient sanctuaries of the Mediant Coast. Yet, she and Renna
had worked hard to fill their side with a starting pattern that might thrive,
all to no avail. Their labors began unraveling from almost the very start. One of
their opponents' designs began firing self-contained gliders across the board,
configurations that banked and flapped at an oblique angle toward the edge,
where they caromed toward the oasis Renna and Maia had to preserve. Maia
watched with a lump in her throat as the other glider gun on this side—her own
contribution to Renna's plan—launched interceptors that skimmed past their
short fence barrier just in time tc LORY S6AJOKI 393 Yesl
She had felt elation as their antimissiles collided .:ih the enemy's
projectiles right on schedule, creating •. xplosions of simulated debris. "Eia!"
she had cried in excitement. Intent
as she had been on that threat, Maia was rudely vanked back by an abrapt roar
of laughter. She turned to Renna. "What is it?" Ruefully,
her partner pointed toward the synthetic figure they had counted on to hold the
center of the board. Their "guardian," with its flailing arms and
legs, had seemed guaranteed to ward off anything that dared approach. But now
Maia saw that a bar-shaped entity had emerged from the other side of the board,
approaching inexorably. At that instant, she experienced a queer sense of
recognition, perhaps dredged out of childhood memory, from watching countless
games at dockside in Port Sanger. In a strange instant, the new shape suddenly
struck her as ... obvious. Of
course. That shape will absorb ... . The
flickering intruder made contact with the branching patterns that were the
guardian's arms, and proceeded to suck them in! To the eye, it seemed as if
their opponents' creature was devouring game pieces, one by one, incorporating
organs from the guardian into its growing self. It's
actually a simple shape, she recalled thinking numbly. Boys probably memorize
it before they're four. As if
that weren't enough, the invader pattern began displacing the guardian's
undamaged core. Beat by beat, the pseudobeast she and Renna had built was
pushed backward, rending and flailing helplessly, smashing through all their
fences. Helplessly, they watched the destructive retreat grind all the way to
the near left corner, where their vulnerable oasis was promptly and decisively
crushed. From that moment on, life quickly dissipated 394 DAVID B
R I KJ from
their half of the game board. Laughter and amused booing had sent Maia fleeing
in shame to her cabin. It was
only a game, she tried convincing herself the next morning, as she swept. At
least, that's what women think, and they're the ones who count. Still,
memory of the humiliation lingered unpleasantly as glory frost evaporated under
the rising sun. Those thin patches she and the other young var had missed soon
sublimed. With visible reluctance, Captain Poulandres went to the railing and
rang a small bell. At
once, the deck thronged with women passengers and crew, inhaling the last
aromas and looking about with liveliness in their eyes. Maia saw one broadly
built var come up behind a middle-aged sailor and pinch him, causing the man to
jump with a low yelp. The husky-victim whirled around, wearing a harassed
expression. He responded after an instant with a wary laugh, shaking a finger
in admonishment, and quickly retreated to the nearest mast. An unusual number
of sailors seemed to have found duties to perform aloft, this morning. It
wasn't a universal reaction. The assistant cook seemed pleased by the
attentions of women gathered round the porridge pot. And why not? Aroused fems
were seldom dangerous, and it was doubtful the poor fellow got much
notice.during summertime. He would likely store a memory of brief flirtation to
carry him through lonely months in sanctuary. Two
nearby vars, a short blonde and a slender redhead, were giggling and pointing.
Maia turned to see what had them going. Renna,
she thought with a sigh. The Visitor had approached one last, half-full bucket
she had neglected to dump overboard. He bent to scoop a handful of glory frost,
bringing it up to sniff, delicately, curiously. Renna looked perplexed for a
moment, then his head jerked back . L 0
R V SEASON 395 - d his
eyes widened. Carefully, he dusted off his hands .p.d thrust them into his
pockets. The two
rads laughed. Maia didn't like the way they .% ere looking at him. "1
guess if one were desperate enough . . ." one said : • the other. "Oh,
I don't know," came the reply. "I think he's kind _; exotic-looking.
Maybe, after we reach Ursulaborg." "You
got hopes! The committee's already picked those .vho'll get first crack. You'll
wait your turn, and chew a Kilo of ovop if you're lucky." "Yuck,"
the second one grimaced. Yet a covetous i'leam did not leave her eye as she
watched the man from space depart for the quarterdeck. Maia's
thoughts whirled. Apparently, the rads had designs to keep Renna busy while
they sheltered him and dickered with the Reigning Council. Her first reaction
was outrage. How dare they assume he'd go along, just like :hat? Then
she bit back her initial wrath and tried hard to see it calmly. I guess he's in
their debt, Maia admitted reluctantly. It would be churlish to refuse his
rescuers at least an effort, even in the dead of winter. The Radical
organization had no doubt promised members of the rescue party rewards if they
succeeded—perhaps sponsorship of a winter sparking, with an apartment and trust
fund to see a first cloneling child through primary schooling. The leaders,
Kiel and Thalia, will be first, Maia realized. Given her education and talents,
Kiel would then be in a good position to become a founding mother of a growing
clan. So
politics is just part of it, Maia thought, considering the motives of her
former cottage-mates. None of my damn business, she told herself, knowing that
she cared intensely, anyway. The first rad glanced at Maia standing nearby,
listening. "Of course, there's an element of choice on his part,
too," she said. "Equal rights, y'know. And there's no I 396 DAVID B
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v s e A j o 397 accounting
for alien tastes. . . ." The var turned to Maia, and winked. Maia
flushed and strode away. Leaning on the starboard rail, she stared across
foam-flecked waves, unable to contain her roiling thoughts. The busybody had
voiced a question Maia herself hadn't admitted: I wonder what Renna likes in
women? Shaking her head vigorously, she made a resolute effort to divert her
thoughts. Troublesome maunderings like these were at best impractical, and she
had vowed to be a practical person. Think.
Soon they'll take Renna far away and you'll be alone in a big city. When he's
long gone, you'll he left to live off what you know. What
assets do you have? What skills can you sell? She tried to concentrate—to bring
forth a catalog of resources —but found herself facing only disconcerting
blankness. The
blankness was not neutral. Born in a tense moment of angst, it spread outward
from her dark thoughts and seemed to color her view of her surroundings,
saturating the seascape, washing it like a canvas painted from a savage
palette, in primitive and brutal shades. The air felt charged, like before a lightning
storm, and a sense of fell expectation set her heart pounding. Maia
tried closing her eyes to escape the distressing epiphany, but extracted
impressions only pursued her. Squeezing her eyelids shut caused more than
familiar, squidgy sensations. A coruscation of light and dark speckles
flickered and whirled, changing too fast to be tracked. She had known the
phenomenon all her life, but now it both frightened and fascinated her.
Combining in overlapping waves, the speckles seemed to offer a fey kind of
meaning, drawing her away from centered vision toward something both beautiful
and' terrible. Breath
escaped her lungs in a sigh. Maia found the will to rub her eyes and reopen
them. Purple blotches throbbed concentrically before fading away, along with ..::
eerie, unwelcome sense of formless form. Yet, for a retch of time there lay
within Maia a vague but lingering .rety. Looking outward, she no longer saw,
but contin- •:d
imagining a vista of everchanging patterns, stretching ;•_ infinite recursion
across the cloud-flecked sky. Momen-;rily, the heavens seemed made of
ephemeral, quickly ••-ering,
emblematic forms, overlapping and merging to :ave the illusion of solidity she
had been taught to call jlity. Relief
mixed with awed regret as the instant passed. It . juld only have lasted
moments. The atmosphere re- -umed
its character of heavy, moist air. The wood rail •^neath
her hands felt firm. Now I
know I'm going crazy, Maia thought sardonically. As if she didn't have troubles
enough already. Breakfast
was called. Tentatively, as if the deck might -hift
beneath her feet, Maia went to take her turn in line. -he
watched the cook serve two portions—one for Renna ;;nd a double scooping for
herself, by order of the ship's doctor. She turned, looking for the Visitor,
and found him deep in conversation with the captain, apparently oblivious to
the fool he had made of himself last night. She .ipproached from behind, and
caught his attention just -j>ng
enough to make sure he noticed his plate on the chart table, near his elbow.
Renna smiled, and made as if :o speak to her, but Maia pretended not to notice
and moved away. She carried her own bowl of hot, pulpy .vheatmeal forward, all
the way to the bowsprit, where the ship's cutting rise and fall met alternating
bursts of salty ?pray. That made the place uncomfortable for standing, but
ideal for being left alone, tucked under the protective shelter of the forward
cowling. The
porridge nourished without pretense at good -.aste.
It didn't matter. She had mastered her thoughts now, and was able to
contemplate what she might do .-.-hen the ship reached port. 398 DAVID B
R I XI Ursulaborg—pearl
of the Mechant Coast. Some ancient dam there are so big and powerful, they've
got pyramids of lesser dans underneath them, who have dient families of their
own, and so on. Clones serving clones of the same women who first employed
their ancestors, hundreds of years ago, with everybody knowing her place from
the day she's born, and all potential personality conflicts worked out ages
ago. Maia
remembered having seen a cinematic video—a comedy—when she and Leie were three.
Coincidentally, the film was set in the magnificent Ursulaborg palace of one
such grand multiclan. The plot involved an evil outsider's scheme to sow
discord among families who had been getting along for generations. At first,
the stratagem seemed to work. Suspicions and quarrels broke out, feeding on
each other as women leaped to outrageously wrong conclusions. Communication
shattered and the tide of misunderstandings, both incited and humorously
accidental, seemed fated to cause an irreparable rift. Then, at a climactic
moment, the high-strung momentum dissolved in an upswell of revelation, then
reconciliation, and finally laughter. "We
were made to be partners," said one wise old matriarch, at the moral
denouement. "If we met as vars, as our first mothers had, we would become
fast friends. Yet we know each other better than vars ever could. Is it
possible we Blaine sisters could live without you Chens? Or you without us?
Blaines, Chens, Hanleys, and Wedjets . . . ours is a greater family, immortal,
as if molded by Lysos herself." It had
been a warm, mushy ending, leaving Maia feeling terribly glad to have Leie in
her life . . . even if her sister had muttered derisively, at the movie's end,
about its manic illogic and lack of character development. Leie
would have loved to see Ursulaborg. There
was no land in sight. Nevertheless, she looked past the bowsprit to the west,
blinking against spray that hid a salty bitterness of tears. R
V 5 Ђ A $ o xi 399 Renna
found her there. The dark-eyed man called :i from
the foremast. "Ah, Maia, there you are!" She
hurriedly wiped her eyes and turned to watch —.
clamber into the sheltered area. "How are you doing?" .;sked
cheerfully. Dropping to sit across from her, he .-.ed
forward to squeeze her hand. 'I've
been unhappier," she answered with a shrug, -omewhat
befuddled by his warmth. It pierced the protec-e distance she had been working
to build between crn. Maia made sure not to yank her hand back, but withdrew
it slowly. He appeared not to notice. "Isn't
it a fine day?" Renna inhaled, taking in the -road
expanse of sunny and cloud-shaded patches of sea, -'.retching
to every horizon. "I was up at dawn, and for a .utle while I thought I saw
a swarm of Great Pontoos, off -.0 the
south among the clouds. Someone said they were ust common zoor-floaters. . . .
I've seen lots of those. But these looked so beautiful, so graceful and
majestic, :hat I figured—" "Pontoos
are very rare now." "So
I gather." He sighed. "You know, this planet would seem perfect for
flying. I've seen birds and gasbag creatures of so many types. But why so few
aircraft? I know spaceflight might disrupt your stable pastoralism, but what
harm would it do to have more zep'lins and wingplanes? Would it hurt to give
people' a chance to move around more freely?" Maia
wondered how a man could be so talkative, so early in the day? He would've
gotten along better with Leie. "They
say long ago there were a lot more zep'lins," she answered. "They
also say men used to fly them, like seaships, but then were banished from the
sky. Do you know why?" Maia
shook her head. "Why don't you ask them?" "I
tried." Renna grimaced, looking across the ocean. "Seems to be a
touchy subject. Maybe I'll look it up when I 400 DAVID B R I XI get
back to the Library, in Caria." He turned back to her. "Listen, I
think I've figured something out. Could you tell me if I'm wrong?" Maia
sighed. Renna seemed determined to wear down her carefully tailored apathy with
sheer, overpowering enthusiasm. "Okay," she said warily. "Great!
First, let's verify the basics." He held up one finger. "Summertime
matings result in normal, genetically diverse variants, or vars. Is that word
derogatory, by the way? I've heard it used insultingly, in Caria." "I'm
a var," Maia said tonelessly. "No point being insulted by a
fact." "Mm.
I guess you'd say I'm a var, too." Of
course. All boys are vars. Only the name doesn't ding to them like a parasite.
But she knew Renna meant well, even when dredging clumsily through matters that
hurt. "All
right, then. During autumn, winter, and spring, Stratoin women have
parthenogenetic clones. In fact, they often can't conceive in summer till
they've already had a winter child." "You're
doing fine so far." "Good.
Now, even cloning requires the involvement of men, as sparklers, since sperm
induces placental—" "That's
sparkers," Maia corrected in a low voice. "Yeah,
right. Okay, here's the part I've been having trouble with." Renna paused.
"It's about how Lysos meddled with sexual attraction. You see, on most
hominid worlds, sex is an eternal distraction. People dwell on it from puberty
to senility, spend vast measures of time and money, and sometimes act
incredibly disagreeably, all because of a gene-driven, built-in
obsession." "You
make it sound awful." "Mm.
It has compensations. But, arrangements on Stratos seem intended to cut down
the amount of energy centered on sex. All in keeping with good Herlandist
ideology." R
V J Ј A J o XI 401 "Go
on," she said, growing interested despite herself. Do people on other
planets really think about sex more than I How do
they get anything done? Renna
continued. "Stratoin men are stimulated by visual cues in the summer sky,
when women are least moused. Today, on the other hand, I got to witness this •eculiar
ice-frost you get in winter—" "Glory." "Yeah.
A natural product of some pretty amazing strat-^pheric processing that I plan
looking into. And it stimu-,_ues women!" "So
I'm told." Maia felt warm. "According to legend, Ivsos took the Old
Craziness out of men and women, and .joked around for someplace to put it. Up
in the sky -eemed
safe enough. But one summer Wengel Star came along. He stole some of the
madness and made a flag to wave and shine and put the old rut back into men,
:hrough their eyes." "And
during high winter it sneaks back down as Glory?" "Right,
seizing women through their noses." "Mm. Nice fable. Still, doesn't
it seem queer that women and men should be so perfectly off-sync in
desire?" "Not
perfectly. If it were, nobody'd get born at all." "Oh sure, I'm
oversimplifying. Men can enjoy sex in winter and women in summer. But how odd
that males are aggressive suitors during one season, only to grow demure half a
year later, when women seek them out." Maia
shrugged. "Man and woman are opposites. Maybe all we can hope for is
compromise." Renna
nodded in a manner reminiscent of an absent-minded but eager savant from
Burbidge Clan, whom the Lamai mothers used to hire to teach varlings
trigonometry. "But however carefully Lysos designed your ancestors' genes,
time and evolution would erase any setup that's not 402 DAVID B
R I XI naturally
stable. Those few males who escaped the program just a little would pass on
their genes more often, and so on for their offspring. The same holds for
women. Over time, male and female urges would come into rough synchrony again,
with lots of tension and two-way negotiating, just like on other worlds. "But
here's the brilliant part. On Stratos there's greater payoff, in strict
biological terms, for a woman to have clone children than normal sons and
daughters, who carry only half her genes. So the trait of women seeking winter
matings would reinforce." Maia
blinked. "And the same logic applies to men?" "Exactly!
A Stratoin male gets no genetic benefit from sex in winter! No reason to get
all worked up, since any child spawned won't be his in the most basic sense.
The cycle tends to bolster the cues Lysos established." He shook his head.
"I'd need a good computer model to see if it's as stable as it looks.
There are some inherent problems, like inbreeding. Over time, each clone family
acts like a single individual, flooding Stratos with . . ." Renna's
enthusiasm was infectious. Maia had never known anyone so uninhibited, so
unrestrained by conventional ideas. Still, a part of her wondered. Is he always
like this? Was everybody like this, where he came from? "I
don't know," she cut in when he paused for breath. "What you're
saying makes sense . . . but what about that happy, stable world Lysos wanted?
Are we happy? Happier than people on other planets?" Renna
smiled, meeting her eyes once more. "You get right to the heart of the
matter, don't you, Maia? How can I answer that? Who am I to judge?" He
looked up at low, white cumulus clouds, whose flat bottoms rode an invisible
pressure layer not far above the Manitou's topmast. "I've been to worlds
which might seem like paradise to you. All your terrible experiences, this
year, would have been next to impossible on Passion or New Terra. Law, LORV SEASON 403 -.echnology,
and a universal maternal state would have orevented them, or instantly stepped
in with remedies. "On
the other hand, those worlds have problems rarely or never seen here. Economic
and social upheavals. Suicide. Sex crimes. Fashion slavery. Pseudowar, and
sometimes the real thing. Solipsism plagues. Cyberdyson-:sm and demimortalism.
Ennui. ..." Maia
looked at him, wondering if he even noticed his iapse into alien dialect. Most
of the words had no meaning :o her. It reinforced her impression that the
universe was vast, unfathomably strange, and forever beyond her reach. "All
I can do is speak for myself." Renna continued in a low voice. He paused,
looking across the sun- and shadow-splashed sea, then turned back and squeezed
her hand again, briefly. His face crinkled in a startling manner at the edges
of the eyes, and he smiled. "Right
now I'm happy, Maia. To be here, alive, and breathing air from an endless
sky." Maia
cheered up considerably once the talk moved on to other things. Answering
Renna's questions, she tried to explain some of the mysterious activities of
Manitou's sailors—climbing the rigging, unfurling sails, scraping salt crust,
oiling winches, tying lanyards and untying them, performing all the endless
tasks required to-keep a vessel in good running trim. Renna marveled at myriad
details and spoke admiringly of "lost arts, preserved and wonderfully improved." They
told more of their personal stories. Maia related some of the amusing
misadventures she and Leie used to have, as young hellions in Port Sanger, and
found that a poignant warmth of recollection now overcame much of the pain. In
return, Renna told her briefly of his capture while visiting a House of Ease in
Caria, at the behest of a venerable state councillor he had trusted. 404 DAVID BRIM "Was
her name Odo?" she asked, and Renna blinked. "How did you know?" Maia
grinned. "Remember the message you sent from your prison cell? The one I
intercepted? You spoke of not trusting someone called Odo. Am I right?" Renna
sighed. "Yeah. Let it be a lesson. Never let your gonads get ahead of
clear thinking." "I'll
take your word for it," Maia said dryly. Renna nodded, then looked at her,
caught her expression, and they both broke down, laughing. They
continued telling stories. His concerned fascinating, faraway worlds of the
Great Phylum of Humanity, while Maia lingered over the tale of her ultimate
conquest, with Leie's help, of the most secret, hidden part of Lamatia Hold,
solving the riddle of a very strange combination lock. Renna seemed impressed
with the feat, and claimed to feel honored when she said it was the first time
she had ever told anyone about it. "You
know, with your talent for pattern recog—" A shout
interrupted from the radar shed. Two boys went scrambling up the mainmast,
clinging to an upper spar while peering in the distance. One cried out and
pointed. Soon, the entire ship's complement stood at the port rail, shading
their eyes and staring expectantly. "What
is it?" Renna asked. Maia could only shake her head, as perplexed as he. A
murmur coursed the crowd, followed by a sudden hush. Squinting against
reflections, Maia finally saw an object hove into view, ahead and to the south. She
gasped. "I think . . . it's a greatflower tree!" It had
all the outward appearances of a small island. One covered by flagpoles draped
with tattered banners, as if legions had fought to claim and hold a tiny patch
of dry land in the middle of the sea. Only this isle drifted, floating at an
angle to the steady progress of the ship. As they approached, Maia saw the
flagpoles were like spindly tree _ORV J6AJOX1 405 :unks.
The ragged pennants weren't ensigns at all, but the remnants of glowing,
iridescent petals. "I
saw a clip on these, long ago," Maia explained. "The ;reatflower
lives off tiny sea creatures. You know, the kind .v:th just one cell? Below the
surface, it spreads out filmy •r.eets
to catch them. That's why Poulandres ordered us to •::ove
away, instead of going closer for a better look. Wouldn't be right to hurt it,
just out of curiosity." "The
thing looks pretty badly damaged already," Renna commented, noting the
frayed flowers. Yet he seemed as enthralled as Maia by those remaining
fragments, whose blue and yellow and crimson luminance seemed independent of
reflected sunlight, shimmering across the waters. "What are those? Birds,
picking away at •.he
plant? Is it dead?" Indeed,
flocks of winged creatures—some with filmy \\ingspans wider than the Manitou's
spars—swarmed the floating island like midges on a dying beast, attacking the
brightly hued portions. Maia replied, "I remember now. They're helping it.
That's how the greatflower breeds. The birds carry its pollen in their wings to
the next tree, and the next." As they
watched, a small detachment of dark shapes swirled off the cloud of birds and
came swooping toward the Manitou. At the captain's sharp command, crewmen dove
belowdecks, emerging with slingshots'and wrist catapults, which they fired to
drive the graceful, soaring beasts away from the straining sails. The fliers
inflicted only a little damage with narrow jaws filled with jagged teeth,
before losing their appetite for canvas and flying away . . . though not before
one tried nipping at the bright red hair of one of the boys aloft. An event
that everyone but the poor victim seemed to find hilarious. The
greatflower flowed past only a hundred meters away. Its maze of color could now
be seen extending beneath the water's surface, in tendrils that floated far be- 406 DAVID B R I hind.
Schools of bright fish darted among the drifting fronds, in counterpoint to
the.frenetic feeding of the birds. Maia snapped her fingers. "Too bad we
missed seeing one in late summer, when the flowers are in full bloom. Believe
it or not, the trees use them as sails, to keep from being blown ashore during
storm season. Now I guess the currents are enough, so the sails fall apart." She
turned to Renna. "Is that an example of what you mean by ... adaptation?
It must be an original Stratoin life-form, or you'd have seen things like it
before, wouldn't you?" Renna
had been staring at the colorful, floating isle with its .retinue of
scavengers, as it drifted behind Manatou's wake. "It's too wonderful for
me to have missed, in any of the sectors I've been. It's native, all right.
Even Lysos wasn't clever enough to design that." Soon
another greatflower hove into view, this time with fuller petals, diffracting
sunlight in ways Renna excitedly described as "holographic." In turn,
Maia told him about a tribe of savage sea people who had cast their lot forever
with the greatflowers, sailing them like ships, collecting nectar and plankton,
netting birds and fish, and snaring an occasional, castaway sailor to spark
their daughters for another generation. Living wild and unfettered, the runaway
society had lasted until planetary authorities and seafaring guilds joined
forces to round them up as "ecological irresponsibles." "Is
that story true?" Renna asked, both dubious and entranced at the same
time. In
fact, Maia had based it on very real tales from the Southern Isles. But the
connection with greatflowers was her own invention, made up on the spur of the
moment. "What do you think?" she asked, with an arched eyebrow. Renna
shook his head. "I think you're quite recovered from your near-drowning.
Better have the doctor take you off whatever he's been giving you." : • R V A S o 407 r The
last greatflower fell astern, and both crew and -
-L-ngers soon returned to the tedium of routine. To pass •.ime,
Renna and Maia used her sextant to take sight- _.- on
the sun and horizon, comparing calculations and .".ng
to guess the time without looking at Renna's watch. Y also
gossiped. Maia laughed aloud and clapped when ..;a
puffed his cheeks in a caricature of the chief cook, announcing
in anomalously squeaky tones that lunch --•?uld
be delayed because glory frost had gotten in the adding, and he'd be cursed
before he fed it to "a bunch o' /.ridy vars, too hepped t'ken a man from a
lugar!" "That
reminds me of a story," she responded, and . ent
on to relate the tale of a sea captain who let his vissengers
frolic in a late-evening glory-fall, then fell '.eep,
". . . only to waken hours later when the women •-•i
fire to his sails!" Renna
looked perplexed, so she explained. "See, some eople think flames overhead
can simulate the effects of .urorae, get it? The glory-doped women ignited the -nip. .
. ." "Hoping
to get the men excited, too?" He looked ap- ^alled.
"But . . . would it work?" Maia
stifled a giggle. "It's a joke, silly!" She
watched him picture the ludicrous scene, and •.hen
laughed aloud. At that moment Maia felt more re-.axed than she had in—who knew
how long? There was even a hint of what she had experienced back in her prison
cell ... of something more than acquaintanceship. It was good having a friend. But
Renna's next question took her aback. "So,"
he said. "Do you want to help me get ready for another Life match? Captain
Poulandres has agreed to let us try again. This time the other side has to wind
the pieces, so we can concentrate on coming up with a new strategy." Maia
blinked at him. "You're kidding, right?" 408 DAVID BRIM "Y'know,
I never imagined the competition version involved so many tricky permutations.
It's more complicated than painting pretty pictures with a reversible Life
variant, as I did with my set in jail. It'll be a challenge holding our own
against even junior players." Maia
could not believe his penchant for understatement. Just when she thought she
was starting to understand Renna, he surprised her again. "All they want
to do is laugh at us. I won't be embarrassed like that again." Renna
seemed puzzled. "It's only a game, Maia," he chided lightly. "If
you think that, then you don't know much about men on Stratos!" Her hot
response gave Renna pause. He pondered for a moment. "Well ... all the
more reason to explore the matter further, then. Are you sure you won't . . .
?" When Maia shook her head firmly, he sighed. "In that case, I'd
better get to work if I'm to have a game plan ready by this evening." He
stood up. "We'll talk later?" "Mm,"
she replied noncommittally, finding a way to occupy her hands and eyes, folding
the sighting rods of her sextant with meticulous care as he departed with a
cheery goodbye. Maia felt irked and confused as his footsteps receded—as much
by his obstinacy in continuing to play the stupid game as by the way he took her
refusal so well. I guess
I should be grateful to have a friend at all. She sighed. Nobody's ever going
to find me indispensable, that's for sure. It
turned out he needed her even less than she had thought. When lunch was called,
Maia took Renna his plate as usual, only to find him sitting near the fantail
with the electronic Life Set on his lap, surrounded by a cluster of extremely
attentive young rads. o R v 409 "So
you see," he explained, gesturing from one corner :he board to the other.
"If you want to create a simu-. d ecology that'll do both things—resist
invasion from . outside while persisting in a self-sustaining manner— .; have
to make sure all elements interact in such a way .:•.— Ah, Maia!" Renna
looked up with unmistakable -asure. "Glad you've changed your mind. I had
an idea. :. u can tell me if I'm being an idiot." Don't
tempt me, she thought in a flash of jealous temper. Which was silly, of course.
Renna appeared oblivious, : .->o caught up in his enthusiasm for concepts to
notice that :hese vars weren't swarming over him out of any love of
.Lbstractions. "Brought
you the chef's special," she said, trying to maintain a light tone.
"Of course, if anyone else is hungry . . ." The
other women shot her daggers. By unspoken agreement, two of them got up to
fetch, so the rest could keep Renna attended. They're
the idiots, Maia thought, noting that other clusters of women could be seen
following any ship's officer who stepped off the sacrosanct quarterdeck. All
this had been provoked by the morning's glory fall. She doubted any of the vars
actually wanted to get pregnant here and now. Not without a niche and bankroll
to raise a child securely. Maia had seen women putting pinches of ovop leaf in
their cheeks, as a safeguard against conception. Even if
pleasure was the sole objective, however, their hopes were ill-fated. Great
clans spent fortunes entertaining men in winter, getting them in the mood.
Without incentives, most of Manitou's sailors would choose whittling and games
over providing exertive services free of charge. Well . . . I've seen
exceptions, Maia admitted. But Tizbe Beller's drug was doubtless far too dear
for rads to afford, even if they had the right contacts. "Go
on," one of the young women urged Renna. It 410 DAVID B
R I was the
slim blonde Maia had overheard earlier, now leaning against Renna's shoulder to
look at the game board, hoping to distract his attention back from Maia.
"You were talking about ecology," the rad said in a low voice.
"Explain again what that has to do with the patterns of dots." She's
acting stupid on purpose. Maia watched Renna shift uncomfortably. And it's
going to backfire on her. Sure
enough, Renna lifted his eyes in a silent sigh, and gave Maia an apologetic
glance before answering. "What I meant was that each individual organism
in an ecosystem interacts primarily with its neighbors, just like in the game,
though, of course, the rules are vastly more complex ..." Maia
felt a moment of triumph. His look meant he preferred her conversation to the
others' close-pressed attentions, no matter that they were older, physically
more mature. Naturally, his reaction would have been different in summer, when
rut turned all men into— Wait a
minute. Maia stopped short suddenly. We talked about seasonal sexuality on
Stratos. Deep-down, though, I kept assuming that it applied to him. Does
it, though? Would summer and winter have anything to do with what Renna feels? Maia
backed away, watching as the Earthman patiently described how the array of
black or white cells crudely simulated a kind of "life." Despite the
simple level of his explanation, he seemed intent to look only at the game
board, avoiding direct contact with his audience. For the first time, Maia
noticed a sheen of perspiration on his brow. "They
got plans for him, you know." Maia
whirled. A tall, fair-haired woman had come up from behind. The rugged
easterner, Baltha, picked her teeth with a wood sliver and leaned against the
aft capstan. She grinned at Maia. "Your Earthman is worth a lot more to
these rads than they're lettin' on, y'know." CLORV S e A J 0 HI 411 Maia
felt torn between curiosity and her dislike of the woman. "I know they
need information, and advice from his ship's library. They want to know if
something in it can help make Stratos more like other worlds." Baltha
raised an eyebrow. Perhaps the acknowledgment was mocking. "Information's
nice. But I bet they seek help of a quicker sort." "What
do you mean?" Baltha
tossed the toothpick in an arc that carried it overboard. "Think about it,
virgie. You see how they're already workin' on him. He'll be asked to earn his
keep, in Ursulaborg. An' I just bet he's able." Maia's
face felt warm. "So? So he sparks a few—" Baltha
interrupted. "Sparks, hell! You just can't see, can you? Think, girlie.
He's an alien! Now that may mean he's too different even to spark Strato-fems
like us. Can't tell unless they try. But what about th' other extreme? What if
his seed works, all right? What if it works the old-fashioned way, even in winter?" Maia
blinked as she worked out what Baltha meant. "You mean, his sperm might
not spark clones ... but instead go all the way and make vars?" She looked
up. "No matter what time of year it is?" Baltha
nodded. "Then, what if his var-sons inherited that knack? An' their sons?
An' so on? Now .wouldn't that throw a spanner in Lysos's plan?" She spat
over the side. Maia
shook her head. "Something sounds wrong about that—" "You
bet it's wrong!" the big var cut in again. "Med-dlin' with the design
set down by our foremothers an' betters. Arrogant rad bitches." Actually,
Maia hadn't meant "wrong" in that sense. Although she couldn't spot
the flaw at that moment, she felt certain there was something cockeyed with
Baltha's reasoning. It struck Maia intuitively that the design of hu- 412 DAVID BRIM man
life on Stratos wouldn't be so easily diverted, not even by seed taken from a
man from the stars. "I
thought you hated the way things are, as much as the rads do," she asked,
curious about the venom in Baltha's voice. "You helped them get Renna away
from the Perkinites." "Alliance
of convenience, virgie. Sure, my mates an' me hate Perkies. Stuck-up clans that
want a lock on everything without keepin' on earnin' it. Lysos never meant that
to happen. But from there on, we an' the rads part. Bleedin' heretics. We just
want to shake things up, not change the laws o' nature!" Why is
she telling me this? Maia wondered, seeing a gleam in Baltha's eyes as she
regarded Renna. "You have ideas about using him, too," Maia surmised. The
blonde var turned to look at her. "Don't know what you mean." "I
saw what you collected in your little box," Maia blurted, eager to see how
Baltha would react when confronted. "Back in the canyon, while we were
escaping." "Why,
you little sneak . . ." the woman growled. Then she stopped and a slow
grin spread across her rugged features. "Well, good for you. Spyin's one
of th' true arts. Might even be your niche, sweetums, if you ever learn to tell
enemies from friends." "I
know the difference, thanks." "Do
you?" "Like
I can tell you'd use Renna for your own ends, at least as much as the rads want
to." Baltha
sighed. "Everybody uses everybody else. Take your friends, Kiel an'
Thalia. They used you, kiddo. Sold you to th' Bellers, in hopes of trackin' you
to jail, an' maybe findin' their Starman wherever you were stashed." Maia
stared. "But ... I thought Calma Lerner . . ." "Think
what you like, citizen," Baltha answered sarcastically. "I know
better than tryin' to tell nothin' to a _ 0 R
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Ј A J 0 XI 413 -.art
fiver, who's so sure she knows who's her good pals, who ain't." The
eastlander turned and sauntered away, wandering the
railing that overlooked the cargo deck, where she :gan a
low conversation with a large blonde woman,.one :' the
female deckhands serving aboard the Manitou. Be- w, on
the main deck, Naroin's voice could be heard, tiling
a small band of women away from bothering sailors take
their turn at obligatory combat practice. Baltha ;rinned
back at Maia, then picked up her own polished >hort-trepp,
and slid down the gangway to join the ses- >:on.
Soon there came a staccato clicking of sticks, and a •.hump
as somebody hit the ground. Maia's
thoughts roiled. She saw Thalia, about to take r.er turn in the practice ring,
pluck a bill from the weapons rack. Glancing up, Thalia smiled at her, and in a
rush, Maia was filled with an outraged sense of confirmation. Sakha's right,
damn her! Kiel and Thalia must have used me. A tidal
surge of hurt and betrayal caused each breath :o catch painfully in her throat.
She had been angry with her former cottage-mates for trying to leave her behind
in Grange Head, but this was worse. Far worse. I ... can't :mst anybody. The
sense of perfidy hurt terribly. Yet, what strangely came to mind most strongly
right then was the memory of cursing Calma Lerner and her doomed clan. I'm
sorry, she thought. Even if Baltha turned out to be wrong, or lying, Maia felt
ashamed of what she'd said in wrath, invoking maledictions on the hapless
smithy family, whose members had never done her any real harm. In the
background, contrasting to her dark brooding, Renna's voice continued blithely,
describing his strategy for the evening's match. ". . . so I was thinking,
I could put a pinwheel at each end of the board, near the boundary . . ." The
voice was an irritation, scraping away at Maia's 414 DAVID B
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XI 415 guilt-wallow.
Even if Baltha lied, I'll never be able to trust Thalia and Kiel again. I'm as
alone now as ever I was in my prison cell. She
closed her eyes. The rhythmic clicking of battle sticks was punctuated by
Naroin's shouted instructions. Renna droned on. ". . . Naturally, they'll
be struck by simulated objects coming from my opponents' side of the board.
Most of those will be deflected by the pinwheel's arms. But there are certain
basic shapes that worry me . . ." Vagaries
of wind caused the steersman to order a slight turn, bringing the sun around
from behind a sail to shine on Maia's closed eyelids. She had to tighten them
to sever innumerable stabbing, diffracted rays. In her sadness, Maia felt a
return of that odd, displaced feeling she had experienced that morning.
Sunlight enhanced those omnipresent speckles in their ceaseless dance before covered
retinas ... a dance without end, the dance that accompanied all her dreams.
Void of will, her awareness drew toward their flicker and swirl, seeming to
laugh at her troubles, as if all worries were ephemera. The
speckled pavane was the only lasting thing that mattered. "...
You see how even a simple glider, striking at an angle, will cause my pinwheel
to break up. . . ." Unasked-for
memories of those long days and nights in prison swarmed over her. Maia
recalled how she had been entranced by the Life game, the patterns wonderfully
mysterious as Renna's artistry unfolded in front of her. That had been a far
more subtle exercise than playing a simple set match, throwing simulated
figures against those devised by an opponent. But it was a cheat, since he had
been able to use a form of the game that was reversible. The machine did all
the work. No wonder he was having so much trouble dealing with the most trivial
concepts of the competitive version. ;>ne
did not have to be looking at the board to envi- jon the
shapes he was describing. In her current state of toosciousness,
she could not prevent envisioning them. The
rads sitting around him must be bored out of their .;?.
one part of her contemplated with some satisfac- -. Yet
it was a small part. The rest of her had fled from ..-•carable unhappiness
into abstraction, only
to be i, ought in a swirl of
cavorting forms. "...
So I was thinking of placing an array of simple I beacon patterns around the
pinwheel, like this . . . you see? That ought to protect it from at least the
first on-4aught—" '"Wrong!"
Maia cried out loud, opening her eyes and -.ing
around. Renna and the women stared in surprise - :ie
strode toward them, brusquely shooing aside one of surprised vars to get at the
game board. She took the us out of Renna's hand and quickly erased the array he
/. been building at one end of the boundary zone. 'Can't
you see? Even I can. If you want to protect j.unst
gliders, you don't let your shapes just sit there, .v.ting
to be hit. Your barrier's got to go out to meet them. :ere,
try—" She bit her lip, hesitating a moment, then ;rew a
hurried swirl of dots on the display. Maia reached ver to
flick on the timing clock, and the configuration -•egan
throbbing, sending out concentric ovals of black lots that dissipated upon
reaching a distance of eight -quares
from the center. It was reminiscent of the persis-:ent, cyclic pattern of waves
emanating from where drips ::om a faucet strike a pool of water. Left alone,
the little _;rray would keep sending out waves forever. Renna
looked up in surprise. "I've never seen that one oefore. What's it
called?" "I
. . ." Maia shook her head. "I don't know. Must've seen it when I was
a kid. It's obvious enough, though. Isn't i?" "Mm.
Indeed." Shaking his head, Renna took back the 416 DAVID B
R I KI stylus
and drew a glider gun on the other side of the board, aimed at the figure she
had just drawn. He restarted the game clock, causing a series of flapping
missiles to be fired straight toward with the pattern of concentric waves. They
collided . . . . . .
and each one was swallowed with scarcely a ripple! "I'll
be damned." He shook his head admiringly. "But how would you defend
this pattern against something larger, like was thrown against us last
night?" Maia
snapped. "How should I know? Do you think I'm a boy?" Several
of the rads chuckled, uncertainly, and Maia didn't care if they were laughing
with, or at her. One of the young women got up with a sniff and walked away.
Maia rubbed her chin, looking at the game board. "Now that you mention it,
though, I can suggest one way to fend off that bulldozer contraption the cook
and cabin boy used against us." "Yes?"
Renna made room on the bench and another var reluctantly gave way as Maia sat
down. "Look, I don't know the terminology," she said, with some of
her accustomed uncertainty returning. "But it's obvious the thing's
crossbar doohickey reflects certain patterns which . . ." She
drew as she spoke, with Renna occasionally interjecting a comment, or more
often a question. Maia .hardly noticed as the other vars drifted away, one by
one. Their opinions didn't matter anymore, nor was she any longer embarrassed
being seen interested in the male-silly game. Renna took her seriously, which
none of her fellow womenfolk ever had. He paid close attention, contributing
insights, sharing a growing pleasure in an abstract exercise. By
suppertime, they thought they had a plan. Peripatetic's
Log: Stratos
Mission: Arrival
+ 45.290 Ms What is
sentience to the universe? Brief moments of insight? The self-contemplation of
mayflies? What is the point of human life, if so much of it must be spent
climbing through awkward childhood and -adolescence, slowly gathering the
skills needed to comprehend and create . . . only to begin that long decline to
extinction? Lucky the woman or man who achieves excellence for even a brief
span. The light shines brightly for mere moments, then is gone. • On
some worlds, drastic life extension is justified in the name of preserving rare
talents. It starts with good intentions, but all too often results in a
gerontocracy of p habit-ridden
minds in robot-tended bodies, suspiciously jealous of any thought or idea not
their own. Stratoins
think they know a better way. If an individual proves herself—say in the
marketplace of goods or ideas—she continues. Not with the same body or precise
memories, but genetically, with inborn talents preserved, and a continuity of
upbringing that only clone-parenting provides. When all factors are right, the
first mother's flowering of skill carries on. Yet, each daughter is a renewal,
a fresh burst of enthusiasm. Preservation needn't mean calcification. Stratoins
have struck a different arrangement with death. There are costs, but I can see
the advantages. Fortunately,
summer council sessions are brief. I needn't endure more than a few hours of
sullen looks from the majority, or hostile glares by extreme Isolationists.
Much of my time is spent with savants at the university. What I like best,
however, is observing life on Stratos, with lolanthe Nitocris often serving as
my keeper/ guide. Yesterday,
to my delight, she finally obtained a pass to show me Caria's Summer Festival. The
fairgrounds lay upstream, in the morning shadow of the acropolis. Banners
flutter above silken pavilions and avenues bedecked with flowered arches.
Zenner trees sway to the musical murmur of the crowds, while pungent, exotic
aromas loft from food stalls. Jugglers caper, thrilling all with feats of
derring-do. Outside the walls of Caria, I citizens
seemed eager to drop the serene pace of daily life in favor of a livelier beat. I felt
conspicuous, and not just because I'm an alien. Some in the throng surely knew,
or guessed.) Most of the time, I was also the only mature male in sight.
Shouting boys ran a gauntlet of knees, like children on any world, and there
was a sprinkling of old men, but virile adults remain at safe distance, in
their summer sanctuaries. Several times lolanthe, as my vouch-woman, was asked
to show my papers. The council seal, plus my calm demeanor, reassured the
marshals I was not about to start bellowing and tearing off my clothes at any
minute. lolanthe
seemed pleased. This would score in my favor. If only
she knew how difficult I find it here, at times. The
day's procession was led by a chariot bearing the festival grand matron, whose
spear and'crested helm harkened to the goddess of the city gates. Behind came
musicians and dancers, blowing pipes and performing fantastic, whirling leaps,
as if this vast world were no heavier than a moon. Their floating gowns seemed
to catch the air, and laid hooks in my heart. Many
venerable clans sent marching ensembles, to whose instrumental euphonies the
crowds sang along . . . until an abrupt musical variation set onlookers
laughing in delighted surprise. Tight formations of brightly burnished cavalry
pranced among the bands, followed by lugar-borne palanquins carrying women
digni- taries,
bedecked with laurels and medals. Mothers and older siblings bent to tell
wide-eyed clan daughters what honor or achievement each emblem represented. At
last, the excited audience surged into the avenue, merging with the final
contingents, dissolving the parade into an impromptu Mardi Gras. No one noticed
or cared when a summer shower swept by, dampening heads, clothes, and flowered
canopies, but not the joyful spirit. Some in the crowd did double-takes on
spotting me, but others only smiled in a friendly way, urging me to join in the
dance. It was exhilarating and fun, but the dampness, the closeness . . . I asked
lolanthe to take me away from there. Some of the younger Nitocri with us seemed
disappointed, but she agreed at once. We departed the main avenue to explore
the rest of the fair.. At the
racetrack, horse breeders showed off their prize stock, then stripped the oiled
champions of wreaths and fine bows, setting on their backs petite riders from
renowned jockey clans. Eager and taut, the mounts leaped at the starting horn,
accelerating to bound over the first of many obstacles, then braking to
daintily skirt intricate mazes before pounding past the far straightaway in a
fury of lathered desire. Winning clans welcomed their entrants with bouquets,
embraces, and endearments that would have warmed any lover. Our
next stop could have been an agricultural fair on any of a dozen worlds. Many
of the ribbon-bedecked plants and animals were unfamiliar to me, but not the
proud looks of young girls who had spent months nurtur- ing
their charges for this day. West of Caria, Stratoin balloon-creatures of many
types are fostered for their beauty, or the fragrance they exude, or the tricks
some breeds can be taught to perform. All of these were on display. Nearby,
women whistled to radiant-plumed birds, which dove and swooped, carrying
buttons or pieces of colored cloth to contestants who chose winning numbers
from a guessing board. In the
craft halls, I witnessed tournaments of pottery, woodworking, and other skills.
Many coastal industrial clans had sent their brightest daughters, I was told,
to participate in a close-watched competition involving the use of coal and
clay and simple ores, hand-working raw materials all the way to finished tools.
There were even holovid cameras to cover that event, while mere horseraces went
untelevised. By the
riverside we watched water competitions, beginning with sculls and shells and
rowing barges. Most were pulled by teams of bronzed, well-muscled, identical
women, who needed no coxswain to guide their perfect unison. The culminating
trial, however, was a regatta of trim sailing sloops, threading a hazardous
'course amid sandbars and shallows. To my surprise, these larger craft were
crewed by teams of energetic young men. When I learned what prize they strove
for, I knew why they competed with such fervor. It was
a thrilling battle of skill, raw energy, and luck. Two of the leading craft,
contending violently for the wind, collided, entangling their sails, driving
them together on a gravel bank. Whereupon a more cautious team swept by the
judges' buoy, to raucous cheers from watchers on shore. Amused women chuckled
and pointed as the lucky dozen males, preening with eyes afire, were led away
by representatives of clans who had chosen to have summer offspring this year. It
reminded me of the racecourse—those leashed stallions, prancing off to stud for
their proud owners. With that thought, I had to look away. "Come.
I know you'll want to see this," lolanthe said. She and her sisters led me
to a pavilion at the far end of |
the fairgrounds, dingier than most, made of a gray, coarse fabric meant to last
many seasons. On entering, I blinked for
a moment, wondering
what was simultaneously i strange and familiar about the people gathered at various f booths and exhibits. Then I realized. Almost no one looked alike!
After weeks in Caria, meeting delegations of high clans, getting used to
double, triple, and quadruple visions of the same facial types, it felt
disorienting to see so much diversity in one place. There were even some
elderly men, come from far citadels to show their crafts and wares. "This
place is for vars," I essayed a guess. lolanthe
nodded. "Or singleton envoys from poor, young clans. Here, anyone with
something new and special to display gets her chance, hoping for that lucky
break." What
point was she trying to make? That Stratoin society allows for change? That
their founders had left ways for newness to enter, from time to time? Or was
she subtly suggesting something else? Moving from booth to I booth,
I was struck by a certain deficit. A lack of smoothness or the relaxed
presumption of skill that daughters of an older clan wore as easily as clothes
on their backs. The
women under this tent were eager to show the products of their labor and
ingenuity. Buyers from great trading houses could be seen threading the aisles,
aloofly on the lookout for something worth their time and interest. Here, in a
moment, a var's success could be made. Generations later, her innovation might
become the basis for a clan's wealth. Clearly
that is the hope. And just as clearly, few in this vast room would see it come
true. How often hope comes salted with a bitter tang. They
used to say, on Earth, that we find immortality through our children. It is a
solace, although most of us know that when we die, we stop. On
Stratos, though ... I no longer know what to think. Under that canopy, at the
far end of the festival grounds, I felt something familiar that had seemed
remote at Nitocris Hold, or in the marbled chambers of the acropolis. Beneath
the Var Pavilion, I remarked a familiar scent of mortality. 18 Their
opponents offered to waive the rules. It was done quite often, Maia knew. About
one Life match in five that she had witnessed featured some agreed-on
variation. These ranged from using odd boundaries to altering the fundamental
canons of the game— including more than two colors, or changing the way pieces
responded to the status of their neighbors. In this
case, nothing complicated was involved. To save time—and perhaps rub home the
helplessness of their adversaries—the junior cook and cabin boy suggested that
each side lay down four rows at a turn, instead of just one. Since their own
round came first this time, it was a generous concession, like spotting a chess
opponent one rook. Maia and Renna would get to see large swaths of the other
side of the board, and discuss possible changes before placing each layer of
their own. Maia
watched tensely as the two youths positioned their game pieces. Seconds passed,
and she felt a knot slowly unwind in her belly. They aren't very imaginative,
after all, she thought. Or they're being lazy. The boys' oasis zone was already
apparent, protected by a spiky variety of a standard pattern called "long
fence." 426 DAVID 8
R I KJ CLORV JfASON 427 Maia
found it bemusing, standing here reading a game board this way. Last night,
during their first match, she had experienced one or two moments of
inspiration, but had been too confused and worried to enjoy the process, or let
go and watch the game as a whole.' That had changed with this afternoon's
epiphany and during the subsequent session exploring possibilities with Renna.
Now she felt strangely detached, yet eager, as if a barrier had broken,
releasing something serenely beyond mere curiosity. Almost
certainly, it had been triggered by that cruel conversation with Baltha,
causing her to despair at last of comradeship from womankind. But that didn't
go all the way toward explaining her sudden passion for this game. Face
it. I'm abnormal. It
hadn't begun with this voyage, or on meeting Renna, or even studying navigation
with old Bennett. At age three, she used to love going down by the piers,
watching sailors scratch their beards and mull over arrays of clicking game
pieces. Many women enjoyed the dance of shapes and forms, yet there had always
been something implicit in the townsfolk's indulgent appreciation. No one came
right out and said it wasn't for girls. The tenor of complaisant scorn
sufficed, especially when shared by Leie. Eager to fit in, young Maia had
mimicked words of affectionate contempt, suppressing, she now saw in
retrospect, that early fascination. I've
always loved patterns, puzzles. Maybe it's all a mistake. I should have been a
boy. That
passing, sardonic thought she did not take seriously. Maia felt profoundly
female. No doubt what she'd stumbled on was simply a wild talent manifesting
itself. One lacking much use in real life, alas. She knew of no lucrative niche
in Stratoin society for a woman navigator who was also able to play man-games. No
niche. No golden road to matriarchy. But perhaps a I life.
Naroin seems to do all right, spending most of each year at sea. It was
funny, contemplating a career as a woman-sailor. There were attractions to the
rough camaraderie Naroin and the other var hands shared with the seamen. On the
other hand, a life of hauling ropes and yanking winches . . . ? Maia shook her
head. Spectators
gathered. The boys laid down their pieces, hurrying along for a stretch, then
stopping to point and argue before reaching consensus and resuming. Maia
stifled a yawn, shoved her hands back into her coat pockets, and shifted her
feet to keep up circulation. The midwinter evening was mild. Tiered banks of
low, dark clouds served to keep in some of the day's warmth. While a range of
ocher, sunset shades still tinted those along the western fringe, lanterns
overlooking the cargo game area were switched on. Up on
the quarterdeck, the helmsman sniffed the air and exchanged a look with the captain,
who returned a brief nod. The tiller turned a few degrees. Soon, a gentle shift
in the ship's swaying accompanied an altered rhythm from the creaking masts.
Without being told, two sailors sauntered to a set of cranks by the starboard
side, ratcheting them just enough to tauten a sail. Maia
wondered. Was it something intrinsic to males, that made them sensitive to cues
of wind and wave? Was that why no woman officer served on oceangoing ships? She
had always assumed it was something genetic. But then, I thought men couldn't
ride horses, till Renna did it, and men also sailed the sky in zep'lins, long
ago, before they were banned. Maybe
it's just another self-fulfilling myth. The
point was moot. Even if a woman like her were as innately able, five was much
too old to start learning sea craft. Just because you know how to sight stars,
that doesn't qualify you to buck a thousand-year tradition. Besides, sailors 428 DAVID B
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raise hell if a woman rose above bosun. There weren't many niches in Stratoin
society that males could call their own. They would not willingly open this
bastion to the overpowering female majority. Listen
to yourself. A minute ago you were modestly willing to settle for a quiet,
comfortable life, like Naroin. Now you're grumbling 'cause they won't put
officer's rings on your arms! Maia chuckled silently. More proof of bad
upbringing. A La-matia education leads to a Lamai-sized ego. "Right.
Now it's our turn." At
Renna's word, Maia looked over to the other side of the game board, where their
opponents had finished laying down four rows. Even from limited experience, she
saw it as a completely pedestrian pattern. Not that it mattered, given the
strategy she and Renna had agreed upon. Maia returned her partner's smile of
encouragement. Then they split up, he to start laying in the left corner, and
she on the right. Naroin
had volunteered to carry prewound game pieces for Maia, deftly passing one over
each time Maia lifted her hand. Maia paused frequently to consult the plan she
and Renna had worked out. A sketch she kept rolled up to prevent peeking by
spectators in the rigging. Got to
be careful not to miss a row or column, she reminded herself. This close, you
risked losing that sense of overall structure which seemed to leap out of a
game board when viewed whole. Just one piece, laid in the wrong place, often
doomed a "living" design—as if a person's kidneys had been attached
incorrectly from the start, or your cells produced a wrong-shaped protein. Maia
chewed her lip nervously as she neared the middle, where her work would meet
Renna's. On finishing, she could only wait, worrying a cuticle as he placed his
final tokens on the board. At last, he straightened from his stoop, and
stretched. Maia stood alongside as they checked. The two
portions meshed, and by rushing through the CLORV J6ASOKI 429 first
turn, they had given their opponents little time to ponder. Sure enough, the
two youths frowned, obviously perplexed by the sequence she and her partner had
created. Good! I
feared my idea was obvious . . . one they taught boys their first year at sea. That
didn't mean it was going to work, only that she and Renna had surprise going
for them. The cook and cabin boy seemed rattled as they commenced laying four more
rows on their side. Naroin nudged Maia. With a smile, the petite bosun pointed
to the quarterdeck, where last night the ship's officers had leaned on the
rail, casually watching the amateurs' humiliation. Tonight, a similar crowd had
gathered, but this time their expressions were hardly idle. A cluster of
ensigns and midshipmen flipped the pages of tall, gilt-edged books, alternately
pointing toward the game board and arguing. To the left, three older men seemed
to need no reference volumes. The ship's navigator and doctor exchanged a mere
glance and smile, while Captain Poulandres puffed his pipe, resting his elbows
on the finely carved banister, showing no expression save a glitter in his eye. The
boys finished their turn and appeared taken aback when Maia and Renna did not
linger, analyzing what they'd done, but immediately proceeded to create four
more rows of their own. Maia found it easier to envision the patterns, this
time. Still, she kept glancing at the sailor who lounged by the port rail, holding
a timer. When
she and her partner checked their work again, Maia looked across the cargo
hatch and had the satisfaction of seeing the cook clench his fists nervously.
The cabin boy seemed agitated. Commencing their turn, the boys quickly botched
one of their figures, eliciting laughter from men watching overhead. The
captain cleared his throat sharply, warning against audience interference.
Blushing, the boys fixed the error and hurried on. They 430 DAVID B
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built an elaborate array of defenses, consisting of powerful, unsubtle figures
intended to block or absorb any attack. Next, they would presumably start on
offense. At
last, the two youths stood back and signaled that it was Maia's and Renna's
turn. Renna motioned her forward. "No!" she whispered. "I can't.
You do it." But Renna just smiled and winked. "It was your
idea," he said. With a
sigh, swallowing a lump in her throat, Maia took a step forward and she spoke a
single word. "Pass." There
followed a stunned silence, punctuated by the sharp sound of a junior officer
slapping his palm decisively onto an open book. His neighbor nodded, but down
on deck confusion reigned. "What d'yer mean?" the cook asked, looking
left and right for guidance. This broke the tension as other men abruptly
laughed. For the first time, Maia felt sorry for her opponent. Even she had
seen games in which one side or the other skipped a row, leaving every space
blank. What she was doing here, skipping four rows at once—that was the daring
part. Patiently,
Poulandres explained while Naroin and other volunteers helped spread one
hundred and sixty tokens, all white face up. In moments the boys were told to
proceed, which they did with much nervous fumbling, piecing together a
formidable array of aggressive-looking artillery patterns. When they looked up
at. last, Maia stepped forward again and repeated, "Pass!" Again,
volunteers quickly spread four rows of white pieces, while the audience
murmured. Even if our pattern won't function as planned, this was worth it. On
the other side, the boys went back to work, perspiring for lack of a break. For
her part, Maia was starting to shiver from inactivity. Looking aft, she saw
several common seamen drift over to ask questions of an ensign who, pointing at
the board, made motions with his hands and whispered, trying to explain. CLORV S Ј A S 0 X! 431 So what
we're attempting is in the books, after all. Probably part of game lore, but
rarely seen, like fool's mate in Chess. Easy to counter, providing you know
what to do. Renna
and I have to hope we're playing against fools. It
didn't matter in one sense. Maia was pleased simply to have stirred their calm
complacency. Maybe now they'd lend her some of those gilt-edged books, instead
of patronizingly assuming they'd make no sense to her. The
other side of the board filled with a crowd of gaudy, extravagant figures, many
of which Maia now saw were excessive and mutually contradictory, lacking the
elegance of a classic Life match. On their own side, meanwhile, eight rows of
enigmatic black and white dots terminated in a broad expanse of simple white. 1 can't
wait to ask the name of our pattern. Maia hungered to consult those volumes.
It's'simple enough in concept, even if it turns out flawed. What
she had realized this afternoon, in a flash of insight, was that the boundary
was truly part of the game. By reflecting most patterns that struck it, the
edge participated crucially. So why
not alter it? Maia
had first imagined simply creating a copy of the boundary, a little further up
their side of the board, to screw up any carom shots attempted by their foes.
But that wouldn't work. Inside the board, all persistent patterns had to be
self-renewing. The boundary pattern wasn't a stable one. If re-created
elsewhere, it quickly dissolved. But
what about creating a pattern that acted like a boundary part of the time,
while turning transparent to most types of missiles and gliders much of the
rest? One example of such a structure had popped into mind this afternoon. It
would reflect simple gliders eight beats out of ten, and so long as the anchor
points at both ends were left alone, it would keep renewing. Given what they
had faced last night, their opponents clearly planned shooting 432 DAVID B
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of stuff at them. Overkill, nearly all of which would now come right back in
their faces! With luck, their opponents would wreak more havoc on themselves
than on the resilient, simple pattern Renna and Maia had created. From
the enclosed cabin behind the helm, a sailor wearing a duty armband hurried to
the captain's side and whispered in his ear. The commander frowned, knotting
his caterpillar eyebrows. He gestured for the doctor to take over as referee,
and crooked a finger for the navigator to follow. Meanwhile,
tired and haggard, the boys finished their terminal swath and resignedly
listened to Maia declare "pass" for the final time. While the last
white pieces were laid, the doctor could be seen shrugging into formal, pleated
robes, topped by a peaked hood. With poised dignity, the old man sauntered
downstairs amid a susurration of talk. Men followed to crowd around the board,
pointing, excitedly consulting sage texts. Many, like the cook and cabin boy,
just looked confused. The
referee took his traditional pose near the timing square. Silence
reigned. "Life is continuation—" he began. A
cracking sound, like a sliding door hitting its stops, interrupted the
invocation. Hurried footsteps thumped across the quarterdeck. The Manitou's
captain appeared, gripping the banister while a sailor came alongside and blew
a brass horn—two short peals and a long note that tapered slowly into utter
quiet. No one seemed to breathe. "For
some time we've been picking up a radar trace," Poulandres told his crew
and passengers. "Their bearing intersects ours, and they appear fast
enough to overhaul. I've tried raising them, but they will not answer. "I
can only assume we are targets of reavers. Therefore I must ask the paying
passengers. Will you resist, and defend your cargo?" CLORV S Ј A S 0 XI 433 Still
blinking in surprise, Maia watched Kiel step forward. "Hell, yes. We'll
resist." The
officer nodded. "Very well. I shall maneuver accordingly. You may consult
our female crew, who will assist you under the Code of the Sea. Everyone to
action stations." The
horn blew again, this time a rapid tattoo as sailors ran to the rigging and
women hurried to assemble by the forecastle. Maia looked numbly at the game
board. But ... we were about to find out. . . . A hand
took Maia's arm. It was Thalia, guiding her to where someone had already
unlocked the weapons cabinet and was passing out trepp bills. Maia glanced back
at Renna, his mouth slightly agape, staring at the commotion. He's even more
confused than I am, she realized, feeling sorry for her friend from the stars. Renna
started to follow, but a sailor put a hand out. "Men don't fight,"
Maia saw him say, repeating the lesson she had taught him during the escape
from Long Valley. The sailor led Renna off, and Maia turned to find her place
along a row of vars, gathering with weapons in hand. "Will
you follow my tactical orders?" Naroin asked Kiel and Thalia, who
represented the rad company. They nodded. "All
right, then. Inanna, Lullin, Charl, stand ready to receive squads." Naroin
assigned passengers Co follow each of three experienced female sailors to
positions along the ship's gunwales. Maia was among those in the bosun's own
group, stationed toward the bow, where the rise and fall of Manitou's cutting
prow felt most pronounced. She sensed a change in the breeze as the ship
altered course, presumably to try evading confrontation. "Better
relax," Naroin told her squad. "They may be faster, but a stern chase
is a long chase. Could be daybreak 'fore they catch us." With that, she
sent two vars below for blankets. "We'll get hot soup soon," she
assured the ner- 434 DAVID B
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women. "Might as well stay rested. Ever'body get down, out of th'
wind." They
settled onto the deck with their bills at hand. Naroin reached over to tap Maia
on the knee. "Lucky break for someone, the horn blowin' when it did.
Judgin' by what I seen, those dappy rim shots were the lucky ones!" Maia
shrugged. "I guess we'll never know." A clattering aft told of game pieces
being swept into their storage boxes, at captain's orders. "They
prob'ly arranged all this to keep you from humiliatin' two o' their boys,"
Naroin said, causing Maia to stare back at her. But the woman sailor grinned
and Maia knew she was joking. Sea captains took honor in the games almost as
seriously as the safety of their ship and crew. Women
made tentlike shrouds of their blankets, covering their heads and shoulders,
settling in for a long wait. True to the bosun's word, a crewman soon arrived, carrying
a kettle. Bowls clattered at his waist. The junior cook did not look at Maia
when he reached her, but the cup sloshed when she took it from his hand,
scalding her fingers. Wincing within, she managed to show no outward reaction.
At least the thick broth was tasty and its warmth welcome, especially as gaps
appeared between the clouds and the night chilled. One woman blew a flute,
unmelodi-ously. There were attempts at gossip. None got very far. "Say,"
Naroin offered. "I found out somethin' you might be interested in." Maia
looked up. She had been stroking the smooth wooden stave, wordlessly
contemplating what might come in a few hours. "What's that?" she
asked blankly. Naroin
brought up a hand to shield her mouth, and lowered her voice. "I found out
what he does, spendin' that extra time behind the curtain . . . You know? After
meals?" It took
a moment to grasp that Naroin was referring to Renna. "After . . . ?" "He's
cleanin' his mouth!" Curiosity
battled anger that the woman had spied on Maia's friend. "Cleaning ... his
mouth?" "Yup."
Naroin nodded. "You've seen that little brush of his? Well, he sticks it
in seawater—even though he won't drink the stuff—then pops it in an' carries
away like a deckhand tryin' to finish KP in time for a party! Scours those
white gnashers good, with lots o' swishin' an' spit-tin'. Beats anythin' I've
seen." "Um,"
Maia replied, trying to come up with an explanation. "Some people would
smell better if they did that, now and then." "Good
point." Naroin laughed. "But after every meal?" Maia
shook her head. "He is an alien. Maybe he's worried about . . . catching
diseases?" "But
he eats our food. Kind o' hard to see what good mouth-cleanin' does, after the
fact." Maia
shrugged. It might otherwise be a topic worth further speculation. But right
now it seemed petty and pointless. Good intentions or no, she preferred that
Naroin leave her alone. Fortunately the bosun seemed to sense this, and
conversation lapsed. Durga
rose, backlighting the clouds and casting shafts of pearly radiance through
gaps in the overcast, onto patches of choppy sea. Those patches, and the
star-filled openings above them, corresponded like pieces of a child's puzzle
and the holes they were meant to occupy. Maia glimpsed bits of constellations,
and could tell the ship was fleeing southward before the wind. The bow's steady
rise and fall felt like a slow, steady heartbeat, carrying them not just
through dark seas, but through time. Each moment drew new patterns out of old
configurations of wood, water, and flesh. Each novel, fleeting rearrangement
set conditions for yet more patterns to follow. 436 DAVID B
R I KJ It
wasn't just an abstraction. Somewhere in the darkness, a fast, radar-equipped
vessel prowled, ever closer. "Don't think about it," Naroin told the
nervous women in her squad. "Try to get some sleep." The
idea was ludicrous, but Maia pretended to obey. She curled underneath her
blanket as the bow rose and fell, rose and fell, reminding her of the horse's
rhythmic motion while fleeing across the plains of Long Valley. Maia closed her
eyes for just a minute . . . . . .
and woke to a sharp pain, jabbing her thigh. She sat up, blinking. "I . .
. what . . . ?" Women
were milling around the forecastle, muttering in a dim, gray light. There was a
smoky quality to the air, and a faint smell of soot. Something poked her leg
again, and Maia turned to follow the impertinent curve of a deck shoe, up a
scar-worn leg to a face belonging to Baltha. The tall easterling var had
stripped to the waist, her breasts .restrained with a tightly wrapped leather
halter. Baltha's blonde hair was tied back with a pink ribbon that seemed
anomalously gay, given the glitter of feral combativeness in her eye. She
grinned at Maia, stroking her trepp bill. "This is it, virgie. Ready for
some fun?" "Get
back to your post," Naroin snapped at the tall blonde. Baltha shrugged and
sauntered away, rejoining her friends near where the cook tended a steaming
cauldron. The rough-looking mercenaries from the Southern Isles stretched and
toyed with their bills, poking one another playfully, showing no outward sign
of nerves. A cabin
boy handed Maia a hot cup of tcha, which seemed to course through her, opening
veins and briefly intensifying the dawn chill. There had been dreams, she
recalled. Their last shreds were already dissipating, leaving only vague
feelings of dire jeopardy. Unlike
the night before, there was no wind save a faint, intermittent zephyr, but a
chugging vibration told that auxiliary engines were running, pushing the ship
in CLORV J Ђ A J o xi 437 clumsy
flight. Holding her cup in one hand, Maia clutched the corners of her blanket
and looked out to sea. The
first thing she noticed was an archipelago of jutting islets—resembling upended
splinters of stone that had been wave-washed smooth over epochs far longer than
humanity had been on Stratos. Erupting from abyssal water, the precipitous
spires stretched like a sinuous chain of blunt needles, ranging from northwest
to southeast. Rather than meeting a distinct horizon, they faded with distance
into a soft, mysterious haze. Some of the nearer isles were large enough for
their moss-encrusted flanks to converge on forest-topped ridges, from which
spilled slender, spring-fed waterfalls. "Poulandres
was trying to reach those," explained the young rad, Kau, when Maia
wandered near the portside rail. A scar near her ear showed where Renna had
tended her wound, after the fight aboard the Musseli locomotive. "Captain
hoped to slip the reavers' radar among 'em. But the wind let us down, and
sunrise came too soon, alas. Now it's going to be stand and fight." The
dark-haired var gave Maia an amiable nudge. "Want to see the enemy?" Do I
have any choice? Maia reluctantly turned away from the entrancing isles to look
where Kau gestured, toward a misleadingly rosy dawn. When she saw their
pursuer, she gasped. It's-so
close! A
grimy-looking vessel cleaved the ocean, flinging spray from its bows. Only two
sails were unfurled, but oily black fumes spilled from a pair of dark
smokestacks. Agitated figures could be made out, milling on deck. The Manitou's
engines, generally reserved for harbor maneuvers, were no match for that power. Kau
commented. "Reavers often hide big motors inside normal-looking clippers.
No getting away from this bunch, I'm afraid." 438 DAVID B R I The two
girls heard a sigh. Standing nearby, looking at the foe-ship, Naroin recited: "How
Fast they came! Holy Mother, didst thou With
lips divinely smiling, ask: What
new mischance arrives upon thee now?" There
was sincere regret in the bosun's sigh, yet Maia watched the rippling of slim,
taut muscles under Naroin's arms. Regret was not unstained by anticipation. "Come
on," the older woman said, nodding toward Baltha's squad. "Those
southlanders have it right. Let's get ready." Naroin
gathered the foremost detachment of passengers, and started by inspecting their
trepps, then passed out lengths of noosed rope which each woman hung from her
belt. Soon she had them running through stretching routines. Maia threw herself
into the exercises. The combination of hot tcha and exertion in minutes had her
blood flowing, pounding in her ears. She smelled everything with unwonted
intensity, from burning coal to the separate salt tangs of sea and perspiration.
Colors came to her with an almost-painful vividness. "Yah!"
Naroin cried, swinging her bill. The women imitated. "Yah!" As they
practiced, Maia sensed the pervading mood of fear evaporate. What replaced it
wasn't eagerness. Only a fool could not see that pain and defeated humiliation
might lay ahead. Even one or more deaths, if full battle could not be avoided.
Facing professionals would be more fearsome than skirmishing with part-time
clone militiawomen had been, back in Long Valley. Still,
being a var meant knowing you might spend time as a warrior. Nor were these
just any vars. Those who helped Thalia and Kiel had known it would be a risky
enterprise. For the first time since Grange Head, Maia felt a sense of linkage
to these rads. The one to her left grinned L O R
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clapped Maia on the back when Naroin called a break. Maia returned the smile,
feeling limber, though far from happy. "Hailing
Manitou!" An amplified male voice caused heads to turn. Maia hurried back
to the rail and choked when she saw how close the reaver was. Its bowsprit came
abeam with their own ship's fantail. "Hailing Manitou. This, is the
Reckless, calling for you to heave over!" Manitou's
captain lifted a bullhorn and shouted back. "By what right do you accost
us?" "By
the Law of Lysos, and the Code of Ships! Will you split your cargo, sir?" Maia
watched Poulandres turn to consult Kiel, standing by his side, who shook her
head emphatically. He accepted her answer with a passive shrug and lifted the
bullhorn once more. "My
employers will fight for what is theirs. The cargo cannot be divided!" Maia
shook her head. I should think not. She saw Renna, standing near the cockpit,
swiveling back and forth, staring in amazement. Does he realize they're talking
about him? She gripped her bill tightly, glad that her alien friend would be
safe on the neutral territory of the quarterdeck during the coming fray. The
Reckless drew closer. It was a smaller ship than the Manitou. That, plus its
powerful engines, made defense by maneuver useless. Neither captain would risk
damaging his beloved ship in a collision. Not without insurance that neither
reavers nor rads could afford. A crowd
of women had gathered at the approaching ship's starboard rail, clutching
bills, truncheons, and loops of coiled cord. More clambered the masts, edging
onto the swaying spars. All wore the infamous red bandanna. A chill coursed
Maia's shoulder blades. "Understood,
sir," one of the bearded men at the tiller 440 DAVID B
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reaver answered through his own megaphone. "Will you accept trial by
champion, then?" •, Again,
a consultation with Kiel, followed by another headshake. Most reaver bands
employed special champions, professional fighters among professionals. The rads
knew their odds were better in a melee, though at inevitable cost. This wasn't
about sharing a hold full of cotton, coal, or dry goods. Theirs was a cargo
worth fighting for. Captain
Poulandres passed on Kiel's refusal. "Very
good," the master of the other ship replied. "Then my passengers
instruct me to say, Prepare for boarding!" No
further conversation was required. While the smaller vessel moved in, Maia saw
Kiel shake hands with the captain, then leap to the cargo deck, taking up her
bill and yelling to her comrades. Poulandres immediately called all male crew
members aft. The seamen hurried, shouting encouragement to their female
colleagues. Maia
looked beyond the lower deck, with its crowd of nervously waiting vars, and saw
Renna in earnest conversation with the ship's doctor. The old man, with an
expression of someone explaining the obvious to a child or fool, motioned with
his hands, pointing to the men on both ships and shaking his head. Except for
women sailors, it's strictly a battle between passengers, Maia internally
voiced the doctor's explanation. Lysos
had said it first, according to texts read aloud in temple services. "Who
can banish all strife? Fools who try only turn routine avarice, aggression,
into outright murder. As we act to minimize conflict, let us see that what
remains is balanced and restrained by law." Renna
met Maia's eyes. His fists were clenched and he shook his head. Maia answered
with a brief, thin smile, appreciating his message but also recalling the next
line of verse, chanted so often in the chapel of Lamatia Hold. "Above
all, never lightly unleash wrath in men. For it is a wild thing, not easy to
contain." Maia
glanced across the narrowing gap of open sea. There were men on that side, too,
watching from their sanctuary zone with dark, brooding eyes. Perhaps
it really was better this way, she realized. Renna
crossed his arms and tugged both earlobes. The Stratoin signal for good luck
made Maia smile, hoping that her friend had remembered to plug his sensitive
ears. This was going to be a noisy affair. She nodded back at him, then turned
to face the enemy. "Eia!"
Came a roar of female voices from the other vessel. Kiel raised her bill over
her head and the rads replied as one. "Eia!" Suddenly,
the air whistled with grappling hooks and a profusion of snaking ropes.
Defenders ran to cut the tautening lines, but could not reach enough cables
before the hulls met with a dull boom. More hooks flew. Shouting raiders
leaped, climbing hanging strands. Naroin called to her squad, "Steady,
girls . . . steady . . . Now!" Reflexes
rescued Maia from fear's rigor. Practice told her arms and legs what to do, but
their force flowed not from faith, reason, courage, or any other abstraction.
Her will to move came from a need not to be left behind. Not to let the others
down. Yelling
at the top of her lungs, although her cries were lost amid the rising clamor,
she marched forward with her trepp locked at one hip, guarding Naroin's flank
as the battle joined. There
seemed no end to them. The reaver ship must have been packed to the bulkheads,
and warriors kept on coming. Not
that the first wave had it easy. Professionals or no, they found it hard
clambering from a low deck to a higher 442 DAVID B
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while those above rained down nets, cold oil, and .
blocks of wood. Naroin set an example, dealing out snaring blows, hooking
raiders under the armpits like gaffed fish and prying them loose to fall onto
their comrades. When one snarling attacker made it over the Manitou's rail,
Naroin seized the woman by her hair and halter. Pivoting on her pelvis, she
hurled the invader to the deck, there to be pounced on by waiting teams,
trussed by the arms and legs, and carried aft. Inspired by Naroin's exam- : pie,
Kiel and a tall rad from Caria also made captures, while Maia and the others
fought to rap knuckles, unhook hands, and generally knock senseless those
swelling up from below. Maia experienced elation each time an enemy fell. When
a savage trepp strike just missed her face, the -whistle
of wood splitting air fed a hormone-level sense of invincibility. On
another plane, she knew it was illusion. More raiders swarmed upward from the
Reckless like members of an insect horde, unflinching at all efforts to deflect
it. Soon Maia was busy parrying buffets from a corsair who managed to straddle
the railing—a tall, rangy woman with jagged teeth and several fierce scars.
There was no help, Naroin being occupied with another thrashing foe. Alone,
Maia tried to ignore the sweat-sting in her eyes as she traded clattering blows
with her growling opponent. In a sudden, twisting swipe, the corsair landed a
glancing clout to Maia's left hand, drawing a startled, anguished cry. Maia
nearly lost hold of her weapon. Her next parry came almost too late, the next
later still. . . . The end
of a trepp bill appeared out of nowhere, snaking beneath Maia's arm to meet the
reaver's leather-bound chest with a loud thump, throwing her off balance. : A
distant part of Maia actually winced in sympathy, for the blow must have hurt
something awful. But her opponent just
yelled an oath of defiance as her arms flung out and CLORV SEASOXJ 443 she
fell backward, striking the hull with her upper body. Astonishingly, the woman
hung onto the railing by one scarred leg, a knotted cord of striated muscle. Another
red-clothed head immediately popped over —a new arrival using her comrade as a
scaling ladder. Not without a twinge, Maia brought her bill around to hook the
ankle of her earlier foe, yanking the leg from its mooring. Both invaders fell
... to the deck of the other ship, she hoped. Though, if they splashed between
the creaking, banging hulls, she shouldn't care. The code of battle said as
much. "Honest risk in honest struggle." You're
not getting Renna! That voiceless cry lent Maia .
strength. Adrenaline overwhelmed pain as she whirled her stave
to assist the woman to her left, who had helped her the
moment before. Now Thalia was corps a corps with a grim-faced
reaver several centimeters taller and much heavier.
Seeing no other way, Maia cut a sharp blow to the raider's
thigh. The woman buckled. Taking advantage, Thalia
used the yoke portion of her bill to pin her foe to the
ground. An eye-flick of thanks was all she could spare. "Virgie,
watch out!" The
yell accompanied a flash overhead. Swiveling barely in time, Maia ducked a
noose cast by an attacker riding one of the foe-vessel's mast spars. It was a
nasty tactic that risked strangling the victim. Maia seized the dangling cord
and gave a savage yank with all her might. The screaming invader fell a long
time before crashing into a tangle of fellow red-bandannas. Something
changed in the roar of combat, palpably spreading from that event. The rising
tide, till now fed by pressure below, seemed to lose momentum. For an instant,
the rail near Maia was clear for meters in both directions. "Well
done!" Naroin cried, offering Maia a grin. There
was just time for a moment's thrill before an- 444 DAVID B
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voice—Renna's, she realized—screamed one chilling word: "Treason!" The
starman's cry made Maia glance back just in time to flinch as Thalia collided
with her, backpedaling before a fierce assault. Maia's former cottage-mate
desperately fended blows from an unexpected quarter, behind the defensive line.
Struggling to keep her footing, Maia gasped, recognizing the assailant ... Baltha!
The hireling's trepp bill whirled like the vanes of a wind generator, slapping
and toying with Thalia's frenetic efforts to parry. Nor was Baltha alone in her
betrayal. With a pang, Maia saw the entire squad of Southern Isles mercenaries
had donned scarlet bandannas, falling on the defenders from behind. Several
headed straight toward where Naroin and most of the other rads went on, blithely
unaware, confidently dealing with more groping hands at the rail. "Watch
out!" Maia yelled. But her voice was overwhelmed by the roar of confused
battle. Trapped behind Thalia, she knew there was nothing she could do for
either of her comrades. Fractions of seconds seemed to stretch endlessly as she
worked her way around writhing, struggling forms, trying to bring her own
weapon up, watching helplessly as Naroin was struck from behind with an
unsporting head shot that toppled the small woman like a poleaxed steer. Maia
yelled in rage. She found her opening and launched herself at the bosun's
assailants in a fury, catching one with a belly blow that sent her to the deck,
gasping. The other southerling parried Maia's strike and fought back with an expression
that shifted from grimness to amusement as she recognized the young fiver who
liked playing men's games. The
ironic smile faded as Maia attacked in a blur of energetic, if inexpert blows,
driving the traitor away from GLORV i Ђ A 5 0 XJ 445 Naroin's
crumpled form, step by step, right up to the port-side rail. More
red bandannas appeared. Maia managed to slash one pair of hands a glancing
stroke while still pressing her attack on the turncoat. The hands fell away, to
be replaced by others. This time a younger face, soot-stained, flushed with
heat and adrenaline, hove into view. Maia
blocked a heavy buffet from her chief opponent's bill, and caught it in the
yoke-hook of her own. Twisting with all her strength, she managed to yank her
foe's trepp away. That
face ... To
evade Maia's followup, the panicked southerling flung herself over the railing.
Maia wasted no time swivel-ing to divert her strike at the newcomer now
struggling to bring her own weapon up. Maia
froze, halting as if she had been quick-frozen. Sweat-blinded, save through a
crimson-rimmed tunnel of terror and wrath, she peered at the face—a mirror to
her own. "Le
... Le ..." she goggled. Recognition
also lit the young reaver's eyes. "I'll be a bleedin' clan-mother,"
she said with a wry, familiar smile. "It's my atyp twin." Too
stunned to move, Maia heard Renna's voice shouting through her muzzy shock. But
Leie's presence filled every space, engulfing her brain. Glancing past Maia's
shoulder, her sister said, "You better duck, honey." Slowly,
glacially, Maia tried to turn. There
was a distant crumping tumult of polished wood striking somebody's skull. She
had come to know the nuances of such sounds, and pitied the poor victim. Dimly
perceived movement followed, as if viewed through an inverted telescope.
Perplexed by the suddenly approaching deck, Maia wondered why her muscles
weren't responding, why her senses all seemed to be shut- 446 DAVID B
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down. She tried speaking, but a faint gurgle was all that came out. Too
bad, she thought, just before thinking nothing at all. I wanted to ask Leie. .
. . We have so much . . . catching up to do. ... Peripatetic's
Log: Stratos
Mission: Arrival
+ 50.304 Ms Myth
envelopes the male-female bond. Countless generations since supposedly winning
conscious control over instinct, most hominids still cling to notions of
romantic love and natural conception—the way of a woman with a man. Even where
societies encourage experimentation and alternative lifestyles, the presumption
remains that a parental pair, one male and one female, compose continuity's
spindle. On
Stratos, few songs or stories celebrate what is elsewhere obsession. Males are
necessary, sometimes even liked, but they are peripheral beings, somewhat
quaint. Anachronistic. Passion
has its brief seasons on Stratos. Otherwise, this world does not seem to miss
it. Still,
partnership happens, often through business or cultural alliances. Caria's
leading symphony orches-. tra has long consisted mostly of musicians from four
extraordinarily gifted groups—O'Niels provide the strings, Vondas focus on
woodwinds, Posnovskys at horns, and Tiamats on percussion. (I hope to hear them
if I'm still here in autumn, when the season starts.) On
occasion, clans join in even closer associations. Relationships that might be
called romantic, marital. They may even share offspring. It's
simple, in practice. First, both clan A and clan B arrange to have clutches of
summer offspring. If clan A has a boy child, it does the usual thing, raising
him carefully and then fostering him to one of the oceangoing guilds. Except in
this case, he promises to return one summer, when he's older. Meanwhile,
clan B has had summer daughters. One is chosen to receive the best education a
variant girl can get. She is sponsored a niche, even a winter pregnancy, all so
she'll be ready to repay the debt when the son of house A returns from sea. Any
child resulting from that union is then technically the heterozygous grandchild
of both clans. It
makes for interesting comparisons. If one likens clans to individuals, that
makes the girl-intermediary the equivalent
of an egg, and the boy a sperm. The two clans fill the role of lovers. At
times I find all of this quite boggling. How
much more can I take? I must keep my mind on the job. Yet that job is to
investigate the intimate workings of this human subspecies. I cannot escape the
subject of sex, from dawn to dusk. Sometimes my head feels like it's spinning. If only
the women of this world weren't so beautiful. Damn. 19 That
thing'd break up in the first good squall. Or even sooner, when you drop it
over th' cliff. How d'you plan on steerin' the smuggy thing?" With a
bang that made Maia wince, the big sailor, Inanna, slammed down the rock she
had been using for a hammer. "Bosun, you just shut up. You're no
shipcrafter, an' you sure ain't givin' orders no more." Maia
watched Naroin consider this, then reply with a shrug. "It's your
necks." "Ours
to risk," Inanna assented, gesturing at the other women, hard at work
cutting saplings and dragging them toward an area laid out with chalk lines on
the rocky bluff. "You two are free to come along. We can use good
fighters. But all the arguin' and votin' are over. Either put up or take your
samish asses to 'tarkal hell." Preparing
to give a hot reply, Naroin cut short when Maia grabbed her arm. "We'll
think about it," Maia told Inanna, trying to pull Naroin away. The last
thing anybody needed, right now, was to have a shouting match come to blows. For a
long moment, Naroin seemed rooted in stone, unmovable until she abruptly
decided to let it go. "Huh!" 452 DAVID BRIM CLORV J Ј A J O'M 453 she
said, and swiveled to march up the narrow, forested trail toward the campsite.
Despite being taller, Maia had to hurry to keep up. All this noise and shouting
wasn't easing the headache she had nursed since awakening, days ago, with a
concussion, a captive of reavers. "They
may have the wrong plan," Maia suggested, trying to calm Naroin. "But
it keeps them busy. There'd be fights and craziness without something to
do." Naroin
slowed to look at Maia, and then nodded. "Basic command principle.
Shouldn't need you to remind me." She glanced back at where the women
sailors of the Manitou labored alongside a half-dozen of Kiel'.s younger rads,
cutting and trimming saplings with primitive tools, laying out the beginnings
of a rude craft. "I just hate to see 'em try something so dumb." Maia
agreed, but what to do? It had all been decided at a meeting, three days after
the reavers dumped them on this spirelike isle whose name, if any, must be lost
to another age. Naroin had argued for a different scheme— the building of one
or two small boats, which a few selected volunteers might sail swiftly westward
in search of help. That proposal was voted down in favor of the raft.
"Everyone goes, or nobody!" Inanna declared, carrying the day. Left
out was how they proposed to make such a big contraption seaworthy, then get it
down the sheer fifty-meter drop, and away from the spuming interface of wave
and rock. Only one place along the forested rim of the jagged promontory
featured a way down. There a winch had lifted the prisoners and their
provisions, just before the Reckless and the captured Manitou sailed off.
Inanna and her friends still schemed to use the lifting machine, despite its
metal casing, locks,, and earlier warnings of booby traps. In the long run,
however, they might have to resort to building a primitive crane of timbers and
vines. "Idiots,"
Naroin muttered. She thrashed at the low foliage
by the trail, using a short stave she had trimmed just after landfall. It was
no trepp bill, but the small, wiry seawoman seemed more comfortable with it in
her hands. "They'll never make it, an' I'm not drownin' with 'em." Maia
was getting fatigued with Naroin's impatient temper. Yet, she did not want to
be alone. Too many dark thoughts plagued her when solitude pressed close.
"How can you be sure? I agree your plan would have been better, but—" "Bleeders!"
Naroin slashed with her staff, and leaves flew. "Even a bunch o' frosty
jorts oughta see that raft's all wrong. Say they do get it down, an' the sea
don't smash it right up. They'll just get plucked again, like floatin' melons.
If the pirates don't grab the chance to send 'em straight to Sally Jones on the
spot." • "But we haven't seen a sail since we were marooned. How
would the reavers know when and where to find them unless . . ." Maia
stopped. She stared at Naroin. "You don't mean . . . ?" The
bosun's lips were thin. "Won't say it." "You
don't have to. It's vile!" Naroin
shrugged. "You'd do the same, if you was them. Trouble is, there's no way
to tell which one it is. Or maybe two. Didn't know any o' them var hands before
I hired on, at Artemesia Bay. Can't be sure of any of "em." "Or
even me?" Naroin
turned and regarded Maia straight on. Her inspection was long and unsettlingly
sharp. After five seconds, a slow smile spread. "You keep surprisin' me,
lass. But I'd bet my sweet departed berry on you, despite you bein' no
var." Maia
winced. "I told you before. That was my twin." "Mm.
So I recall from th' old Wotan days. At least, it's what you two said then. I
admit, that wasn't clone-sister sweetness I saw, when she dumped you
here." Maia
managed not to flinch a second time. The re- 454 DAVID B R I CLORV J Ј A J 0 Nl 455 minder
was like stretching new scar tissue. The memory was still intense, of Leie's
soot-streaked face, peering at her through that concussion haze, murmuring in a
low, urgent voice of the necessity of what she was about to do. "I'm
happy you're alive, Maia. Truly, it's a miracle. But right now you're a smuggy
nuisance to have around. My associates have a thing about people who look too
much alike, if you know what I mean. Even if they believed me, there'd be
suspicions. My plans would be set back. I can't afford to have you screw things
up, right now." There
had been a wet, sticky sensation. Something tingling slathered across Maia's
face, and a burning sensation crossed her scalp. At the time, Maia had been
semide-lirious, frantic to speak to her unexpectedly living sister, unable to
comprehend why her mouth was gagged. Only much later, when she had a chance to
scrub at one of the island's tiny freshwater springs, did she figure out what Leie
had done. Using coal tar and other chemicals from the Reckless engine room,
Leie had darkened Maia's skin and hair, altering her appearance in a makeshift
but effective way. "This
won't fool anyone for long," Leie had murmured, examining her handiwork.
"Maia, be still! As I was saying, it's a lucky break your captain chose to
flee right toward our base. No one'll have a chance to look at you closely
before we dump off the first group of prisoners." From
Leie's remarks, Maia later gathered that the reaver base lay amid this very
archipelago of devil-fang peaks. Apparently, the pirates planned to divide
their captives, interning some on isolated isles. First to be marooned would be
those least dangerous to the raiders' plans—Manitou's women crew members. While
sorting through the wounded, Leie had managed to put Maia with that group. "You'd
never believe what I've been through since the storm
split us up, Maia. While you were following your bosun friend around, leading
the peaceful life of a deckhand, I've seen and done things ..." Leie had
shaken her head, as if at a loss to explain. "You wouldn't like where
we're taking the rads and their space-pervert creature, so I've arranged for
you to be dropped off where you'll be more comfortable. Just sit tight till I
figure things out, you hear me? By summer III get you to some town. We'll think
up a way for you to help me with my plan." Leie's
eyes had been filled with that old enthusiasm, now enhanced by a new, fierce
determination. Through a fog of injury, pain, and confusion, Maia wondered what
adventures had so changed her sister. Then
the import of Leie's words sank in. Leie and the reavers were going to put her
ashore, and sail off with Renna! Kiel and Thalia and the men of the Manitou, as
well. That was when Maia started straggling against her bonds, granting to tell
Leie she had to speak! "There
there. It'll be all right. Now, Maia, if you don't settle down, I'm going to
have to ... Aw, hell, I should've expected this. You always were a
wengel-headed pain." Maia
caught a scent of strong herbs and alcohol as . Leie pushed a soaked cloth over
her nose. A cloying, choking sensation spread through the nasal passages and
sinuses, making her want to cough and gag. Events got even more vague after
that, but still, she had a distinct image of her sister leaning forward,
kissing her on the forehead. "Nighty-night,"
Leie murmured. Darkness followed. The
memory of pain and betrayal still hurt Maia, darkening and confusing her
natural joy to find that Leie lived. But there was another matter. Burning
foremost in her mind was one fact she focused on. An innocent, helpless man was
being held captive somewhere on one of those other isles, without a friend in
the world. Except
me. I must get to Renna! • 456 DAVID B R CLORV J Ј A S 0 Nl 457 Through
the blue funk of her thoughts, she followed Naroin along a trail overlooking
the bright sea, walking in silence back to where the reavers had dumped enough
food and supplies to last until the next promised shipment. Lean-tos and
makeshift tents made a ragged circle, offset from the trees. A cook fire was
tended by one crew-woman whose ankle had been broken in the failed battle. She
looked up desultorily and nodded without a word, going back to stirring lentils
in a slowly simmering pot. Naroin
returned to her own chief pastime, using sharpened pieces of chert to shave a
tree limb into a primitive bow. Not a legal weapon. But then, it wasn't legal,
either, for the reavers to have dumped them here. Seizing the Manitou should
have been followed by "dividing the cargo," then letting its crew and
passengers go. The
special nature of this "cargo" made that unlikely, especially when it
was one eagerly sought by every political force on the planet. When Maia last
saw Captain Pou-landres, hands bound on the quarterdeck of his own ship, the
red-faced man had been threatening to raise hell, building toward a full summer
rage by sheer anger. The reavers ignored him. Clearly, Poulandres had no idea
what trouble he was in. "It's
for huntin'," Naroin said about the bow and slim arrow shafts. No one had
seen anything larger than a bush shrew on the isle, but nobody complained.
Anyway, the authorities were far away. Maia
threw herself on the blanket she had spread under a rough lean-to, atop a bed
of shredded grass and leaves. Of her three possessions, her clothes and Captain
Pegyul's sextant she kept with her always. The last item, a slim book of poems,
she had found on her person as a ship's boat rowed the captive sailors to internment.
During the ride up the creaky winch-lift, she had managed to focus on one
randomly chosen page. Have I
been called? What is the aim Of thy great heart? Who is to be Bought by thy
passion? Sappho, name Thine enemy! For
whoso flies thee now shall soon pursue; Who spurns thy gifts shall give anon;
And whoso loves thee not, whate'er she do, Shall love thee yet, and soon. A gift
from Leie, she realized. Ever the more verbal of the two, while Maia had been
the one attracted to things visual—patterns and puzzles. It could be taken as a
peace offering, or a promise, or just an impulsive thing, with no more meaning
than a friendly pat on the head. She
flipped through a few more poems, trying to appreciate them. But the gift,
however well intended, was spoiled by a lingering sick-sweet odor left by the
knockout drug. In her own eyes, Leie might have had good reasons for the act.
Nevertheless, it mixed in Maia's heart with Tizbe Seller's ambush, the
pragmatic betrayals of Kiel and Thalia, and the awful treachery of Baltha's
southerlings. The list invited despair, if contemplated, so she refused, Instead,
Maia turned to the back flyleaf of the book, made of a slick, synthetic
material meant to protect the paper pages from moisture during long voyages.
She had discovered another use for the wrapping sheet. By spreading it open and
weighting the corners with stones, she acquired a flat surface that she'd
scribed with thin, perpendicular lines. Between these, with a stick of charcoal
taken from the fire, Maia marked arrays of tiny dots, separated by many empty
spaces. Wetting a rag with spit, she wiped away the old pattern and redrew a
different version. It's
more than just a matter of shapes, she thought, trying to recapture insights
from last night's fireside contemplation. It had all seemed so clear, then. 458 DAVID B
R I XI There's
another level than just thinking about how an individual group of dots mutates,
and moves across the board. There's a relationship of some sort between the
number of living dots per area—the density—and whatever next-neighbor rule
you're using. If you change the number of neighbors needed for survival, you
also change . . . It was
a straggle. Sometimes concepts came at her, like glowing baubles winking at the
boundaries of vision, of comprehension. But crippling her was lack of
vocabulary. The notions she fought with needed more than the simple algebra
she'd been grudgingly taught at Lamai Hold. More and more she resented how they
had robbed her of this, arguably her one talent, driving her from math and
other abstractions by the simple expedient of making them seem boring. It gets
even more beautiful if you let the rules include cells farther than
next-neighbors, she thought, trying to concentrate. Experimenting in her head was
a wild process, hard to keep up for long. Yet, she had briefly succeeded in
picturing a Game of Life set in three dimensions, whose products had been
lattice structures of enticing, complex splendor, not merely marching
crystalline rows, but forms that curled into smoky, twisting patterns,
impossible to visualize save for bare instants at a time. Maia
closed the book and sank back, laying a forearm across her eyes, drifting in a
tidal flux somewhere between pure abstraction and memories of hopelessness. The
nearby scraping sounds of Naroin, grinding stone against wood, reminded her of
something long ago. Of Leie, grunting and levering a device against a huge,
ornate door. Then, too, there had been the sounds of wood and metal rubbing
rock. "It's
my turn to try," Leie had said, a long year ago and far away, deep under
the cellars of Lamatia Hold. "Your subtle stuff didn't work, so now we'll
try getting in. my way!" Maia
recalled the twined snake figures. Rows of mys- CLORV 5 Ј A $ O XI 459 terious
symbols. A star-shaped knob of stone that ought to have turned, clockwise, if
the puzzle made any sense at all. . . . There
was a rustle of footsteps. Real noise, not recollection. A shadow occulted the
sun. Maia lifted her arm and looked up to see a trim figure blocking one
quarter of the sky. "I found something up there in the ruins," said a
voice, reedy and young. It might have been that of a girl, except that every
now and then, it cracked, briefly shooting down a whole octave to a lower register.
"You ought to come, Maia. I have never seen anything like it." She sat
up, shading her eyes. A gangling boy stood looking down at her. "The
reavers' practical joke," Naroin had called him, and others agreed. Young
Brod was a nice enough kid. He was nearly her age, although at five, boys fresh
from their mother-clans were childish, almost unformed. This one shouldn't be
here at all. Officially,
Brod was a hostage, taken by the women reavers to ensure cooperation by the
sailors of the ship they had hired, the Reckless. But Naroin surely had it
right. The young midshipman had been left partly in jest, showing someone's
warped sense of humor. "Enjoy yer next glory fall!" one raider in a
red bandanna had taunted as the last winch-load lifted away, leaving the
"low threat" prisoners stranded together on this lonely spire. Maia
slowly stood up, sighing because the boy had chosen her to befriend, when she
would have preferred solitude. I do need the exercise, she told herself. Aloud,
she said, "Lead on." The
youth's puppy-eager smile was sweet and winter-harmless. She felt sorry for the
kid when spectral frost next coated the grass and trees, when the rough sailor
women would surely take their frustrations out on him. Even if by chance he was
able, that wouldn't relieve the tension. There wasn't a scrap of ovop leaf
among the supplies. 460 DAVID B
R I HI CLORV J Ј A J 0 XI 461 "This
way. Come on!" Brod said impatiently., hurrying ahead of her into the
trees. Maia took a deep breath, sighed, and followed. The
sheer island prominence had once been settled. That much had been clear as soon
as the last load of internees arrived atop the plateau, hearing the black winch
box shut down with an electronic buzz and booby-trapped clank. Early
exploration uncovered tumbled, vine-encrusted ruins, remnants of ancient walls.
The fringes of extensive edifices could be seen before the summit of the
ridgetop was obscured by dense forest. Brod
had taken it upon himself to continue surveying the interior, especially since
Maia and Naroin lost the raft dispute. He had tried to cast his vote along with
them, only to learn that a boy's opinion wasn't solicited or welcome. The women
crewfolk figured they knew enough about sailing to dispense with the advice of
a raw, city-bred midshipman. At the time, Maia had thought it a needless
slight. "It's
some distance up this way, into the thicket," Brod told her, pushing and
occasionally hacking a path with a stick. "1 wanted to find the center of
all this devastation. Did it happen all at once, or was this settlement
abandoned slowly, to let nature do the work?" Walking
just behind him, Maia felt free to smile. When they had first met, he had
introduced himself as "Brod Starkland," carelessly still appending
the name of his motherclan. Naroin knew of the house, prominent in the city of
Enheduanna, near Ursulaborg. Still, it was a kid's mistake to let it slip.. The
boy was going to have to shuck his posh, Mediant Coast accent and learn
man-dialect, real quick. On
further thought, perhaps Brod had been left here with the full agreement and
approval of his crewmates, to take some starch out of him, or simply to get him
out of their hair. Somehow, Maia doubted he was prime pirate material.
Maybe he and I are alike in that way. Nobody particularly wants or needs us
around. The
trail continued past tall, gnarly trees and tangled roots, mixed with broken
stonework. Brod spoke over his shoulder. "We're almost there, Maia. Get
ready for an eye- j opener." : Still smiling indulgently, Maia noted that
a clearing was about to open a short distance ahead. Probably a very * big ruin, filled with stones so large
that trees could not grow. She had seen some like that, during the horseback
flight across Long Valley. Perhaps Lamatia Hold would look that way, centuries
from now. It was something to contemplate. Just as
the trees ended, Brod stepped to the right, making room for Maia. At the same
time, he thrust out a protective arm. "You don't want to get too close
..." At that
moment, Maia stopped listening. Stopped hearing much of anything. A soundless
roar of vertigo swelled as she halted, staring over a sudden, sheer precipice. Steepness,
all by itself, wouldn't have stunned her. The cliffs surrounding this
island-prison were as abrupt, and higher still. But they lacked the texture of
this deep bowl in front of her, which had been gouged with violence out of the
peak's very center. The surface of the cavity was glassy smooth, as if rock had
flowed until abruptly freezing in place, like cooling molasses. What
happened? Was it a volcano? Might it still be active? The material was darkly
translucent, reminding her of nern Glacier's ancient ice, back in the remote
northlands. •ere
and there, Maia thought she could perceive blocky utlines, as if the rock just
behind the fused layer was rdered by levels or strata, subdivided into
partitions, cat-..ombs, parallel geologic features from the planet's ancient • :-st. Such
surfacial contemplations were just how
her 462 DAVID BRIM foremind
kept busy while the rest jibbered.
"Ah . . . ah . . ." she commented succinctly. "Exactly
what I said at first sight," Brod nodded, agreeing solemnly. "That
sums it in a kedger's egg." Maia
wasn't sure why neither she nor Brod mentioned his discovery to. the others.
Perhaps the unspoken consensus came from their being the two youngest,
least-influential castaways, both recently jettisoned by those they were
supposed to think of as "family." Anyway, it seemed doubtful any of
the castaways would be able to shed light on the origins of the startling
crater. The women seemed intimidated by the thicket, and avoided going any
deeper than necessary to cut wood. Naroin
delved some distance during hunting forays, but the older woman gave no sign of
having seen anything unusual. Either the former bosun had lousy eyesight, which
seemed unlikely, or she, too, knew how to keep a good poker face. Since
last talking with Naroin, Maia had begun dwelling on dark, suspicious thoughts.
Even her refuge in the chaste, ornate world of game abstractions grew
unsettled. It was hard paying attention to mental patterns of shifting dots,
when she kept remembering that Renna languished somewhere among those scattered
isles, perhaps one visible from the southern bluffs. And then there was a
long-delayed talk to be had with Leie. One day
followed another. By snaring and shooting small game to supplement the dry-tack
larder, Naroin eased some of the tension that had followed the raft-building
vote. That project surged and stalled, then plunged forward again with each
difficulty met and overcome. Several solidly built platforms of trimmed logs
now lay drying in the sunshine, their bark-strip bindings well lashed and
growing tauter by the hour. Maia had begun wondering if CLORV J Ј A J 0 XI 463 Inanna,
Lullin, and the others might know what they were doing, after all. Charl,
a stout, somewhat hirsute sailor from the far northwest, managed to use a long
pole to snag the cable hanging below the locked winch mechanism. Believing the
reavers' warnings of booby traps, the var delicately managed to loop the heavy
cord through a crude block and tackle of her own devising. In theory, they
could now lower things halfway down before having to switch to handmade vine
ropes. It was a clever and impressive feat. None of
the escape team's competence at construction seemed to impress Naroin. But
Maia, despite her doubts, tried to help. When asked by Inanna to prepare a
rutter— a rough navigational guide—Maia tried her best. Ideally, the escapees
had only to get out of the narrow archipelago of narrow islets and then head
northwest. The prevailing currents weren't perfect, this season. But the winds
were good, so if they kept their sail-made-of-blankets properly filled, and a
good hand on the tiller, it should be possible to reach Landing Continent in
less than two weeks. Maia spent one evening, assisted by Brod, reviewing for
the others how to sight certain stars by night, and judge sun angle by day. The
women paid close attention, knowing that Maia herself had no intention of
leaving the island chain. Not while both Leie and Renna were presumably just a
few leagues away. There
was one more thing Maia could do to help. Brod
found her one day, as she walked the latest of a long series of circuits of the
island, dropping pieces of wood into the water at different times and watching
them drift. The boy caught on quickly. "I get it! They'll have to know the
local currents, especially near the cliffs, so they won't crash up against
them." "That's
right," Maia answered. "The winch isn't located in the best place for
launching such a fragile craft. I guess the site was chosen more for its
convenient rock 464 DAVID B
R I XI overhang.
They'll have to pick the right moment, or wind up swimming among a lot of
broken bits of wood." It was
a chilling image. Brod nodded seriously. "I should've figured that out
first." There was a hard edge of resignation in his voice. "Guess you
can tell I'm not much of a seaman." "But
you're an officer." "Midshipman,
big deal." He shrugged. "Test scores and family influence. I'm lousy
at anything practical, from knots to fishing." Maia
imagined it must be hard for him to say. For a boy to be no good at seamanship
was almost the same as being no man at all. There just weren't that many other
employment opportunities for a male, even one as well educated as Brod. They
sat together on the edge of the bluff, watching and timing the movement of wood
chips far below. Between measurements, Maia toyed with her sextant, taking angles
between various other islands to the southwest. "I
really liked it at Starkland Hold," Brod confided at one point, then
hurriedly assured her, "I'm no momma's boy. It's just that it was a happy
place. The mothers and sisters were . . . are nice people. I miss 'em." He
laughed, a little sharply. "Famous problem for the vars of my clan." "I
wish Lamatia had been like that." "Don't."
He looked across the sea at nowhere in particular. "From what you've said,
they kept an honorable distance. There's advantages to that." Watching
his sad eyes, Maia found herself able to believe it. A tendency runs strong in
human nature to feel sentiment toward the children of your womb, even if they
are but half yours. Maia knew of clans in Port Sanger, too, that bonded closely
to their summer kids, finding it hard to let go. In those cases, parting was
helped by the natural, adolescent urge to leave a backwater port. She imagined CLORV JfASOXi 465 the
combination of a loving home, plus growing up in an exciting city, made it much
harder to forsake and forget. That did not ease a pang of envy. I wouldn't have
minded a taste of his problem. •"That's
not what bothers me so much, though," Brod went on. "I know I've got
to get over that, and I will. At least Starkland throws reunions, now and then.
Lots of clans don't. Funny what you wind up missing, though. I wish I never had
to give up that library." "The
one at Starkland Hold? But there are libraries in sanctuaries, too." He
nodded. "You should see some of them. Miles of shelves, stuffed with
printed volumes, hand-cut leather covers, gold lettering. Incredible. And yet,
you could cram the whole library at Trentinger Beacon into just five of the
datastore boxes they have at the Enheduanna College. The Old Net still creaks
along there, you know." Brod
shook his head. "Starkland had a hookup. We're a librarian family. I was
good at it. Mother Cil said I must've been born in the wrong season. Would've
done the clan proud, if I'd been a full clone." Maia
sighed in sympathy, relating to the story. She, too, had talents inappropriate
for any life path open to her. There passed several long minutes in which
neither spoke. They moved on to another site, tossing a leafy branch into the
spuming water and counting their pulses to time its departure. "Can
you keep a secret?" Brod said a little later. Maia turned, meeting his
pale eyes. "I
suppose. But—" "There's
another reason they keep me mostly ashore . . . the captain and mates, I
mean." "Yes?" He
looked left and right, then leaned toward her. "I
... get seasick. Almost half the time. Never even ;aw any of the big fight when
you were captured, 'cause I 466 DAVID B R 1 Kl was
bent over the fantail the whole time. Not encouraging for a guy s'posed to be
an officer, I guess." She
stared at the lad, guessing what it had cost him to say this. Still, she could
not help herself. Maia fought to hold it in, to keep a straight face, but
finally had to cover her mouth, stifling a choking sound. Brod shook his head.
He pursed his lips, tightening them hard, but could not keep them from
spreading. He snorted. Maia rocked back and forth, holding her sides, then
burst forth with peals of laughter. In a second, the youth replied in kind,
guffawing with short brays between inhalations that sounded much better than
sobs. The
next day, a vast squadron of zoor passed to the north, like gaily painted
parasols, or flattish balloons that had escaped a party for festive giants.
Morning sunlight refracted through their bulbous, translucent gasbags and
dangling tendrils, casting multicolored shadows on the pale waters The convoy
stretched from horizon to horizon. Maia
watched from the precipice, along with Brod and several women, remembering the
last time she had seen big floaters like these, though nowhere near this many.
It had been from the narrow window of her prison cell, in Long Valley, when she
had thought Leie dead, had yet to meet Renna, and seemed entirely alone in the
world. By rights, she should be less desolate now. Leie was alive, and had
vowed to come back for her. Maia worried over Renna constantly, but the reavers
weren't likely to harm him, and rescue was still possible. She even had
friends, after a fashion, in Naroin and Brod. So why
do I feel worse than ever? Misery
is relative, she knew. And present pain is always worse than its memory. This
softer captivity didn't CLORV J Ј A S 0 XI 467 ease
her bitterness thinking of Leie's actions, her angst for Renna, or her feelings
of helplessness. "Look!"
Brod cried, pointing to the west, the source of the zoor migration. Women
shaded their eyes and, one by one; gasped. There,
in the midst of the floating armada, emerging out of brightness, cruised three
stately, cylindrical behemoths, gliding placidly like whales among jellyfish. "Pontoos,"
Maia breathed. The cigar-shaped beasts stretched hundreds of meters, more
closely resembling the fanciful zep'lin on her sextant cover than the
surrounding zoor, or, for that matter, the small dirigibles used nowadays to
carry mail. Their flanks shimmered with facets like iridescent fish scales, and
they trailed long, slender appendages which, at intervals, dipped to the waves,
snatching edible bits, or siphoning water to split, with sunlight, into
hydrogen and oxygen. Despite
protective laws passed by council and church, the majestic creatures were
slowly vanishing from the face of Stratos. It was rare to sight one anywhere
near habitable regions. The things I've seen, Maia thought, noting the one,
great compensation for her adventures. If I ever had grandchildren, the things
I could have told them. Then
she recalled some of Renna's stories of other worlds and vistas, strange beyond
imagining. It brought on a pang of loss and envy. Maia had never thought, be:
fore meeting the Earthling, of coveting the stars. Now she did, and knew she
would never have them. "I
just remembered ..." young Brod said contemplatively. "Something I
read about zoor and such. You know, they're attracted to the smell of burning
sugar? We have some we could put on the fire." Women
turned to look at him. "So?" Naroin asked. "You want to invite
'em over for supper, maybe?" He
shrugged. "Actually, I was thinking that flying out 468 DAVID B R I XI CLORV J Ј A'J O NJ 469 of here
might be better than trying to sail that raft. Anyway, it's an idea." There
was a long stretch of silence, then women on both sides laughed aloud, or
groaned, at the sheer inanity of the idea. Maia sadly agreed. Of all the boys
who tried hitching rides on zoors each year, only a small number were ever seen
again. Still, the notion had a vivid, fanciful charm, and she might have given
it a thought if the prevailing winds blew toward safe haven ... or even dry
land. While terribly bright, Brod clearly did not have practical instincts. His
longing expression, followed by sheepish blushing, finished off one lingering
doubt Maia had nursed— that Brod might just possibly be a spy, left here by the
reavers to watch over the prisoners. She had grown suspicious after all that
had happened, the last few months. But no one could fake that sudden shift from
wistfulness to embarrassment! His open thoughts seemed more like her own than
old Bennett's had ever been. Or, when you got right down to it, most of the
women she had known. He was much less romantically mysterious than her
hearth-friend, the Earthling stranger, but that was okay, too. You're
turning into a real man-liker, Maia pondered, patting Brod on the back and
turning to go back to work. Perkinites, who only use 'em for sex and sparking,
just don't know what they're missing. The
raft had been prepared in four parts, to be linked quickly by hand as each was
lowered at high tide. The vars practiced all the necessary movements over and
over again, on a clearing by the converted winch. While it would doubtless be
many times harder on bobbing seas, they finally felt ready. The first window
for a launch would, come early the next morning. There
were reasons for haste. Provisions would run I out in
eight to ten days. A lighter from the reaver colony was due about then. Inanna
and the others wanted to leave well before that. And if
the lighter never came? All the more reason to depart soon. Either way, they'd
be hungry but not starved by the time they reached the Mechant Coast. No one
tried very hard to persuade Maia and Naroin to change their minds and come
along. Someone ought to stay and put up a pretense, when and if the supply ship
came, thus giving the raft crew more time to get away. "We'll send
help," Inanna assured. Maia
had no intention of waiting around for the promise to be kept. Those left
behind would set to work at once on Naroin's alternate plan. Maia had motives
all her own. If a crude dinghy did get built, she would not sail with Naroin
and Brod to Landing Continent, but ask to be dropped off along the way. It had
to be possible to find out which neighboring island held Renna and the rads—
the secret reaver base where Maia planned on snaring Leie, pinning her down,
and getting a word in for a change. The
night before launching day, eighteen women and one boy sat up late around the
fire, telling stories, joking, singing sea chanteys. The vars kidded young Brod
about what a pity it was that glory had been so sparse, and was he sure he
didn't want to come along, after all? Though relieved in a way, by the kindness
of the weather, Brod also seemed ambivalently wistful at his narrow escape.
Maia guessed with a smile that something within him had been curious and
willing to take up the challenge, if it came. Don't
worry. A man as smart as you will get other chances, under better
circumstances. The
mood of anticipation had everyone keyed up. Two of the younger sailors, a
lithe, blonde sixer from Quinnland and an exotic-looking sevener from Hypatia, 470 DAVID B
R I started
banging spoons against their cups to a quick, celebratory rhythm, then launched
a session of round-singing. "C'mere
C'mere . . . No! Go away!" That's
what we heard the ensign say. "I
know I promised to attack, But I
lost the knack, Seems I
just lost track, Can I
come back? Is it
spring, today? C'mere,
c'mere, c'mere, c'mere, Oh,
c'mere you . . . No, go away!" It was
a famous drinking song, and it hardly mattered that no one had anything to
drink. The singers alternately leaned toward Brod, then shied off again, to his
embarrassment and the amusement of everyone else. Taking turns one by one,
going around the circle, each woman added another verse, more bawdy than the
last. At her turn, Maia waved off with a smile. But when the round seemed about
to skip past Brod, the young man leaped instead to his feet. Singing, his voice
was strong, and did not crack. "C'mon
up ... No, Stay away.'" The
mothers of the clan do say. "We
really didn't mean to goad, Or
incommode, We
thought it snowed, But it
rained today. C'mon,
c'mon, c'mon, c'mon, Oh,
c'mon up ... No, Stay away.'" Most of
the sailors laughed and clapped, nodding at the fairness of his comeback. A few
seemed to resent his jumping in, however. The same ones who, days back, had
argued against counting the vote of a mere boy. L 0 R
Y 56A50X1 471 More
songs followed. After a lighthearted beginning, Maia noticed the mood grow
steadily less gay, more somber and reflective. At one point, the girl from
Hypatia looked down, letting her hair fall around her face as she chanted a
soft, lovely melody, a cappella. An old, sad song about the loss of a longtime
hearth-mate who had won a niche, started a clan, and then died, leaving
clone-daughters who cared nothing of their var founder's callow loves. "There
is her face, I hear her voice, Images and sounds of youth gone by. She lives
on, unknowing me, . Immortal, while
I'm bound to die." The
wind picked up, lifting sparks from the ebbing fire. After that song, silence
reigned until two older vars, Charl and Trotula, began beating a makeshift
drum, taking up a quicker beat. Their choice was a ballad Maia used to hear on
Port Sanger's avenues from time to time, chanted by Perkinite missionaries. An
epic of days long ago, when heretic tyrannies called "the Kingdoms"
fluxed through these tropic island chains. The period wasn't covered much in
school, nor even in the lurid romances Leie used to read.. But each springtime
the chant was sung on street-corners, conveying both danger and tragic
mystique. Strength
to rule, mighty and bold, Bringing back the father's way, As in human days of
old, Strength to rule, their legacy. By the
light of Wengel's pyre, Taking fiercely, eyes aflame, Came the bloody men of
fire, Summer's empire to proclaim. . . . 472 DAVID B
R 1 XI Sometime
between the Great Defense and the Era of Repose—perhaps more than a thousand
years ago—rebellion had raged across the Mother Ocean. Emboldened by their
recent high renown, after the repulsion of terrible alien invaders, a
conspiracy of males had vowed to reestablish patriarchy. Seizing sea-lanes far
from Caria, they burned ships and drowned men who would not join their flag. In
the towns they captured, all restraints of law and tradition vanished. Aurora
season was a time, at best, of unbridled license. At worst, horror. . . .
Summer's empire, never chosen, By the women. Cry at fate! For a destiny
unfrozen, Cry for vigilance, too late! When
Maia had once asked a teacher about the episode, Savant Claire had smirked in
distaste. "People oversimplify. Perkies never talk in public about the
Kings' allies. They had plenty of help." "From
whom?" Maia asked, aghast. "Women,
of course. Whole groups of them. Opportunists who knew how it had to end."
Claire had refused to give more detail, however, and the public library
posessed but scanty entries. So curious had it made Maia, that she and Leie
tried using their twin trick to feign clone status, briefly gaining entrance to
a Perkinite meeting— until some locals fingered them as vars, and tossed them
out. During
the lengthy ballad, Maia watched attitudes chill toward Brod. Women seated near
him found excuses to get up—for another cup of stew, or to seek the latrine
—and returned to sit farther away. Even the Quinnish sixer, who had flirted
awkwardly with Brod for days, avoided his eyes and kept to her mates. Soon only
Maia CLORV S6AJOX! 473 and
Naroin remained nearby. Bravely, the youth showed no sign of noticing. It was
so unfair. He had had no part in crimes of long ago. All might have remained
pleasant if Charl and Tortula. hadn't chosen this damned song. Anyway, none of
these vars could possibly be Perkinite. Maia contemplated how prejudice can be
a complex thing. ... So
to guard the Founders giving, And never the fate forget, Of those future, past,
and living, To be saved from Man's regret. No one
said much after that. The fire died down. One by one, tomorrow's adventurers
sought their beds. On her way back from the toilet area, Maia made sure to pass
Brod's shelter, separate from all the others, and wished him goodnight.
Afterward, she sat down again by the coals, lingering after everyone else had
turned in, watching the depleted logs brighten and fade when fanned by gusts of
wind. Some
distance away, toward the forest, Naroin lifted her head. "Can't sleep,
snowflake?" Maia
answered with a shrug, implicitly bidding the other woman to mind her own
business. With briefly raised eyebrows, Naroin took a hint and turned away.
Soon, soft snoring sounds rose from scattered shadows on all sides, lumps
indiscernible except as vague outlines. The coals faded further and darkness
settled in, permitting constellations to grow lustrous, where they could be
seen between low clouds. The holes in the overdeck grew narrower as time
passed. Without
stars to distract her, Maia watched as sporadic breezes toyed with the banked
campfire. Stirred by a gust, one patch would bloom suddenly, giving off red
sprays of sparks before fading again, just as abruptly. She 474 DAVID BRIM came to
see the patterns of bright and dark as quite un-random. Depending on supplies
of fuel, air, and heat, there were continual ebbing and flowing tradeoffs. One
zone might grow dim because surrounding areas were lit, consuming all the
oxygen, or vice versa. Maia contemplated yet another example of something
resembling, in a way, ecology. Or a game. A finely textured game, with complex
rules all its own. The
patterns were lovely. Another geometry trance beckoned, ready to draw her in.
Tempted, this time she refused. Her attention was needed elsewhere. Quietly,
without making sudden moves, Maia took a stick and rolled one of the stronger
embers into her dinner cup. She covered it with a small, chipped plate from the
supplies left by the reavers, and waited. An hour passed, during which she
thought about Leie, and Renna, and the ballad of the Kings . . . and most of
all, about whether she was being stupid, getting all worked up over a suspicion
based on nothing but pure logic, bereft of any supporting evidence at all. Eventually,
someone came to sit by her. "Well,
tomorrow's the big day." It was
a low voice, almost a whisper, to avoid waking the others. But Maia recognized
it without looking up. Thought so, she told herself as Inanna squatted to her
left. "Wouldn't
of expected you being too excited to sleep, seeing as how you're staying
behind," the big sailor said in casual, friendly tones. "Will you
miss the rest of us so much?" Maia
glanced at the woman, who seemed overly relaxed. "I always miss
friends." Inanna
nodded vigorously. "Yah, we got to choose a mail drop, maybe in some coast
city. One time or another, we'll all get together again, hoist brews, amaze the
locals with our tale." She leaned toward Maia, conspiratorially.
"Speaking of which, I got a little something, if you want a CLORV JtAJOXI 475 nip."
She pulled out a slim flask that swished and gurgled. "The Lysodamn
reavers missed this, bless 'em. Care to lift a couple? For no hard
feelings?" Maia
shook her head. "I shouldn't. Alky goes to my head: I'd be no good when
you need help launching." "You'll
be no good if you're up restless all night, neither." Inanna removed the
cap and Maia watched her take a long pull, swallowing. The sailor wiped her
mouth and held out the flask. "Ah! Good stuff, believe it. Puts hair where
it belongs, an' takes it off where it don't." With a
show of reluctance, Maia reached for the flask, sniffing an aroma of strong
mash. "Well . . . just one." She tipped the pewter bottle, letting a
bare trickle of liquor down her throat. The ensuing fit of coughs was not
faked. "There
now, don't that warm yer innards? Frost for the nose and flamejuice for the
gut. No matching the combination, I always say." Indeed,
Maia felt a spreading heat from even that small amount. When Inanna insisted
she have another, it was easy to show ambivalence, both attraction and
reluctance at the same time. Despite her best efforts, some more got by her
tongue. It felt fiery. The third time the bottle went back and forth, she did a
better job blocking the liquor, but heady fumes Went up her nose, making her
feel dizzy. "Thanks.
It seems to ... work," Maia' said slowly, not trying to fake a slur.
Rather, she spoke primly, as a tipsy woman does, who wants not to show it.
"Right now, how-ever, I ... think I had better go and lie down." With
deliberate care, she picked up her plate and cup and shuffled toward her
bedroll, at the campsite's periphery. Behind her, the woman said, "Sleep
well and soundly, virgie." There was no mistaking a note of satisfaction
in her voice. Maia
kept the appearance of a tired fiver, gladly collapsing for the night. But
within, she growled, now almost 476 DAVID B
R I KJ certain
her suspicions were true. Surreptitiously, while climbing under the blanket,
she watched Inanna move from the fire ring toward her own bedroll at the far
quadrant of the camp. A dimly perceived shadow, the woman did not lie down, but
squatted or sat, waiting. I never
would have figured all this out before, Maia thought. Not until Tizbe and Kid
and Baltha—and Leie— taught me how sneaky people can be. Now it's like I knew
it all along, a pattern I can see unfolding. It had
started with the debate, soon after their internment, over whether to build one
big raft or a couple of small boats. Naroin had been right. In this
archipelago, a dinghy with a sail and centerboard might weave in and out past
shoals and islets with a good chance of getting away, even if spotted. A raft,
if seen, would be easy prey. But
that assumed reaver ships were just hanging around, patrolling frequently. In
fact, lookouts had seen only two distant sails in all the days since their
maroon-ment. It would take a major coincidence for pirates to show just when
the raft set forth. Unless
they were warned, somehow. Maia
found the whole situation ridiculous on the face of it. Why
would they intern a bunch of experienced sailors on an island without
supervision? They'd have to know we'd try escaping. Try to get help. Alert the
police. Naroin's
sullen mutterings after the crucial vote had set Maia on the path. There had to
be a spy among them! Someone who would guide the inevitable escape attempt in
ways that made it more vulnerable, easier to thwart. And, especially, someone
well positioned to warn the pirates in time to prepare an ambush. What's
their plan? I wonder. To capture those on the raft and bring them back? The
failure would surely cause morale to plummet, and hamper subsequent attempts. But
that won't guarantee against other tries. They must CLORV J
Ј A J 0 XI 477 mean to
transfer any escapees to a more secure prison, like where they took Renna and
the rads. But no.
If that were the case, why not put the sailors there in the first place? Coldly,
Maia knew but one logical answer. As ruthless as they seemed after the fight,
breaking the Code of Combat and all, they couldn't go so far as deliberately
killing captives. Not with so many witnesses. The men of the Reckless. Renna.
Not even all of the reavers' own crew could be trusted with a secret like that. But to
take care of things later on? Use a small ship, manned by only the most
trusted. Come upon a raft, wallowing and helpless. No need even to fight. Just
fling some rocks. Gone without a trace. Too bad ... Maia's
anger seethed, evaporating all lingering traces of alky high. Lying as if
asleep, she watched through slit-ted eyes the dark lump that was Inanna,
waiting for the lump to move. It
might have been better, safer, to check out her suspicions in a subtler way, by
going to bed when everyone else did, and then crawling off behind a tree to
keep watch. But that could have taken half the night. Maia had no great faith
in her attention span, or ability to be certain of not drifting off. What if it
was hours and hours? What if she was wrong? Better
to flush the spy out early. Maia had decided to make it seem as if she intended
to stay up all night long. An irksome inconvenience, perhaps causing the reaver
agent to feel panicky. Speed up the spy's subjective clock. Make her act before
she might have otherwise. And it
worked. Now Maia had a target to watch. Her concentration was helped no end by
knowing she was right. The
dark blur didn't move, though. Time seemed to pass with geologic slowness. More
seconds, minutes, crawled by. Her eyes grew scratchy from staring at barely 478 DAVID 8RIN CLORV J Ј A S 0 XI 479 perceivable
contrasts in blackness. She took to closing them one at a time. The patch of
shadow remained rock-still. Smoke
from the smoldering coals drifted toward her. Maia was forced to shut her eyelids
longer, to keep them from drying out. Panic
touched her when they reopened. Sometime in the last . . . who knew how long .
. . she might have strayed—even dozed! She stared, trying to detect any change
on the far side of the camp, and felt a growing uncertainty. Perhaps it wasn't
that faint blob she was supposed to be watching, after all. Maybe it was
another one. She had drifted and now her target was gone. Oh, if only there
were a moon, tonight! If only
I'd found whatever she plans to signal with. That had been Maia's ulterior
reason for performing circuit after circuit of the island, ostensibly studying
the hourly tides. She had poked her head under logs and into rocky crannies all
over the perimeter. Unfortunately, whatever lay hidden had stayed that way, and
now she must decide. To wait a little longer? Or try moving into the woods and
begin searching for someone who might already have a growing head start? Damn.
No one could be this patient. She has to be gone by now. Well,
here goes ... Maia was
about to push aside the blanket, but then abruptly stopped when the shadow
moved! There was a faint sound, much softer than young Brod's stentorian
snoring. Maia stared raptly as a blurred form unfolded vertically, then slowly
began moving off. At one point, a patch of stars were occulted by something
with the general outline of a stocky woman. Now. As
silently as possible, Maia threw off the blanket and rolled over. She took from
beneath her bedroll the things she had prepared earlier. A stave thickly
wrapped at I one end
with bone-dry vines. A stone knife. The cup containing a warm, barely glowing
ember. Following a carefully memorized path, she hurried quietly into the
forest, to a chosen station, where she stopped and listened. • Over
there, to the east! Pebbles crunched and twigs broke, faintly at first, but
with growing carelessness as distance fell between the spy and the campsite.
Maia forced herself to pause a little longer, verifying that the woman didn't
stop at intervals, listening for pursuit. There
were no lapses. Excellent. Cautious to make as little noise as possible, with
eyes peeled for dry sticks on the forest floor, Maia started to follow. The
trail led deeper into the woods, explaining why her surveys on the bluffs had
found nothing. It had been reasonable to hope the signaling device was kept
where a flasher or lantern might be seen from another island. But Inanna was
clearly too cagey to leave things where they might be discovered by chance. Maia's
foot came down on something parched and crackly, whose plaint at being crushed
seemed loud enough to wake Persephone, in Hades. She stopped dead still, trying
to listen, but was hampered by the adrenaline pounding of her heart. After a
long pause, at last Maia heard the soft sound of footsteps resume, moving off
ahead of her. Something lit only by starlight briefly cut across a lattice of
trees, disturbing their symmetry. She resumed the pursuit, wariness redoubled. That
was fortunate. As clouds thickened and darkness fell even deeper, it was a
faint odor that stopped her short again. A change in the flow of air, of wind.
Her quarry's footsteps took a sudden veer leftward, and Maia abruptly realized
why. Straight
ahead, in the direction she had just been moving, a thick cluster of stars
briefly emerged, casting a thousand gleaming reflections from a face of sheer
concavity. The crater—far more intimidating than it had seemed 480 DAVID B R I X! by day.
The glass-lined precipice yawned not meters away, like the jaws of some mighty,
ancient thing, hungry for a midnight snack. Maia swallowed hard. She turned to
the left and continued, watching the ground more closely than ever.
Fortunately, the trail soon receded from the terrible pit. Some distance
onward, there came a faint sound, like a scraping of stone against stone. Maia
paused, heard it repeat. Then she waited some more. Nothing.
Silence. Just the wind and forest. Grimly, in case it was a trap, Maia extended
her frozen stillness for another count of sixty. At last, she resumed her
forward stalk, concentrating to keep a bearing toward that final, grating
sound. A break in the cloud cover, near the horizon, showed a corner of the
constellation Cyclist. She used it for reference while skirting trees and other
obstacles, until finally concluding that something had to be wrong. I
must've gone too far. Or have I? She
could not see or hear anyone. The idea of an ambush was not to be dismissed. Two
more steps forward and her feet left loam. They seemed to scuff a flat, sandy
surface, scored at regular intervals by fine grooves. Peering about, Maia
realized she stood amid massive, blocky forms, in a clearing where not even
saplings grew. She reached out to the nearest pile of weathered stone. Worked
stone with eroded, right angles. It was one of many ruins peppering the island
plateau. Few places-were better suited for springing a trap. Quietly,
she felt her way along the wall till it ended. Passing to the other side, she
verified that no one waited behind. Not there, at least. Maia knelt and laid
her burdens on the ground. She closed one eye, to protect its dark-adaptation—a
habit taught her long ago, during astronomy nights, by Old Coot Bennett—and
raised the cup holding the ember. Shielding it with one hand, she blew until it
glimmered in spots, then laid it down with the tinder-wrapped end of her stave
on top. Maia took the CLORV J Ј A S o Nl 481 chert
knife in her left hand, and grabbed the stave's haft in her right. A smoldering
rose. Abruptly,
the torch flared with an audible whoosh. Maia quickly stood, holding it above
and behind her head to shine everywhere but in her eyes. Stark shadows fled the
garish-bright stone walls and tree trunks. Hurrying to exploit surprise, she
rushed to circumnavigate the ruins, peering in all corners while Inanna would
be blinking away spots. Nothing.
Maia hurried through another circuit, this time checking places where someone
might have hidden, even the lower branches. At any moment, if necessary, she
was ready to use the flaming brand as a weapon. Damn.
Inanna must've been just far enough to duck out when I lit the torch. Too bad.
Thought I'd finally figured out how to do something right. I guess people don't
change. Feeling
deflated, disappointed, Maia sought the nearest flat area amid the rains and
sat down. The
stone jiggled beneath her. She
stood up and turned around, holding the torch toward the slab. It looked like
just another chiseled chunk of wall, atop a pile of others. Come on. You're
jumping to conclusions. A
breeze caused the flames to flicker upward. Upward?
Maia held out her hand, and felt a thin stream of air. With her foot she gave
the slab a tentative shove. Stone grated stone, a familiar sound. The slab
moved much too easily. "Well
I'm an atyp bleeder." Maia blinked at a sudden mental vision of the
glass-rimmed crater, as it had looked by daylight. She had briefly pictured a
network of regular shapes behind the slag coating, then dismissed it as an
artifact of her overactive pattern-recognition system. Now though, the mental
conception loomed ... of layers that she had rationalized as sedimentary, but
which imagination shaped into rooms, corridors. 482 DAVID B- R I N "Of
course." Someone
had dug some sort of mine or tunnel system here. Perhaps they had delved for safety,
to no avail against whatever had melted that awful hole. Bending
to examine the stone, Maia sought its secret. Tip it back? No, I see. Push to
the left . . . then up! The
slab rotated, revealing a stout makeshift hinge arrangement of slots and pins.
A set of .rubble stairs, quite rough in the upper portion, dropped into
darkness. Carefully, Maia lifted one leg and stepped over the sill, lowering
herself gingerly below the forest roots. My
torch is already half used up. Better make this quick, girl. The
steps ended about five meters down, followed by a low tunnel under primitive
archworks. Maia had to duck as flames licked the ceiling, igniting cobwebs in
fleeting, sparkling pyres. Finally, the coarse passage spilled into an
underground room. Dust and
stone chips covered every surface, save a wooden table and chair, surrounded by
scrape marks and foot tracks. In one corner lay a trash midden, the freshest
layer consisting of still aromatic orange peels and chicfruit rinds. Someone's
been eating better than the rest of us, she thought, wryly. A wooden box
revealed a bag of stale sesame crackers and one orange, on its last legs. No
wonder it's so urgent to launch the raft soon. You were running out of goodies,
Inanna. A
blanket hung tacked over the sole exit. Maia tore it down. A few meters beyond,
fresh stairs plunged anew. She proceeded to rip the blanket into strips,
wrapping half of them around the torch, just below the burning part. One strip
lit early and she dropped it, dancing away and cursing in whispers. Maia jammed
the remainder under her belt, along with the knife, and set forth. The
dusty sense of age only increased as she descended, spiraling down the
cylindrical shaft. These stairs CLORV S6AJOK1 483 were
original equipment, finely carved and worn down several centimeters in the
middle, by countless footsteps. Each one was shaped as the sector of a circle,
resting one radial edge atop the one below it. In the middle, disklike
projections from each wedge lay stacked, one above the next, all the way down,
forming a round, vertical banister that she used to steady herself while
dropping lower and lower, round and around. After
perhaps ten meters, Maia paused where a door and landing gave into dark rooms.
Torchlight revealed arched ceilings, some collapsed, trailing off toward utter
blackness. There were no sounds. Undisturbed dust showed that no one had walked
these quarters in years. Feeling eerily chilled, she continued downward,
passing a second landing . . . and a third . . . and yet another, until at last
she sensed distinct sound rising up the shaft. Faint, as yet indistinct, its
source lay below. Oh, for
a dumbwaiter, Maia recalled sardonically, contemplating climbing all this on
the way back. Even the Lysodamned Lamai wine cellar wasn't like this. Hateful
place, but at least they had a winch-lift. And a string of two-watt bulbs. It
wasn't clear what she'd do if she was caught down here with the torch gone
.out. It should be simple, in theory, to get back. Just follow the stairs upward,
then grope her way toward fresh air. In practice, it would probably be scary as
hell. I wonder what kind of lamp Inanna's got. Now the
walls of the stairwell were cracked, as if tortured by some ancient blow or
tremor. Worse, the steps themselves were splintered, chipped. Their undersides
had given way, here and there, raining stone debris onto the stairs below. Some
teetered in a fashion Maia found unnerving. There were gaps in places. Maia
was pretty sure, now. The huge, slag-rimmed crater wasn't volcanic, or natural
at all, but an artifact of war. Some folk had once delved here, deeply, seeking
protection. And someone else had come down after them, 484 DAVID ERIN shaking
the deepest levels. The scale of these ancient events frightened Maia, and
right now the last thing she needed was more fear. The
sounds grew closer—distant, occasional plink-ings. And a breeze. Fresh and
decidedly cool. Maia
almost staggered when the stairs ran out. The tight spiral gave no warning,
halting abruptly where a room opened ahead, featuring doors leading in three
directions. At first she had to just walk the chamber's perimeter, trying to
straighten the unconscious crouch she had assumed during the descent. Finally,
Maia wet a finger to feel the breeze, watched the flickering of the dying
torch, and peered for footprints. That
door. Beyond
lay a passage hewn from island rock, extending past room after dead-black room,
as far as the dim pool of torchlight stretched. Maia extended the brand inside
the first chamber, and found it stripped, save for one huge, polished stone
bench that had a regular array of uniform holes drilled in its upper surface,
as if someone had arranged it to hold dowel pegs for some strange game. Yet,
Maia felt instinctively that "games" were never played in this
cryptlike place. It gave her chills. The
plinking grew louder as she resumed walking. A low susurration also waxed and
waned rhythmically. The torch began to sputter. It was time to decide whether
to wind on more strips or let the thing go out. It took all her courage to make
the logical choice. Maia
strode forward with her left hand touching the wall on that side, eyes trying
to memorize the lay of the hallway before— Then it happened. The last flicker
died. Plunged in sudden, total darkness, she slowed but grimly kept moving,
fighting an urge to shuffle. Instead, Maia lifted her feet high to avoid making
unnecessary sound. Abruptly,
her fingertips lost contact with the left wall, setting off a wave of vertigo.
Don't panic. It's just the next GLORY J Ј A S 0 XI 485 doorway,
remember? Move ahead, keep your arm out, you'll meet the other jamb. It took
ages ... or a few seconds. She must have turned to overcompensate, for the next
physical contact came when she banged the far side of the entrance with her
elbow. It hurt, yet restored touch felt reassuring. So did getting beyond the
doorway. In pure blackness, it was even easier than before to fantasize
monsters. Creatures that had no need for light. The
true Stratoins, she thought, trying to tease herself out of a panicky spin.
There were silly tales that older siblings told their sisters, about mythical,
primal inhabitants of Stratos, driven long ago from sight by the hominid
invasion. Once shy, innocent, they now dwelled below-ground, far from the open
sky. Bitter, vengeful . . . hungry. It was a fairy tale, of course. No evidence
existed, to her knowledge, for anything like it. But
then, I never heard of hundred-meter craters gouging out the middle of
mountains, either. Another
doorway swallowed Maia's hand, making her jump higher than the last time,
convincing her susceptible imagination that vindictive jaws were about to
close, all the way up to her shoulder. When the wall resumed, this time
striking her wrist, she let out a physical sigh. Stop
it. Think about something else. Life, the game. She
tried. There was plenty to work with. The speckles that her visual cortex
produced, for lack of input from the eyes, created a panorama of ephemeral
dots, flickering like Renna's game board, set to high speed. It was alluring to
think there might be meaning there. Some great secret or principle, found among
the random, background firings taking place inside her own skull. Then
again, maybe not. Maia
grimly picked up the pace, • passing another door, and another. Before long,
she felt certain the sounds had grown louder, more distinct. Soon she knew her
first 486 DAVID B
R I KJ suspicions
were right. It could only be the surge and flood of tide-driven water. I must
be all the way down, near the sea. She
caught a scent of fresh air. More important, Maia could almost swear that up
ahead the awful darkness was relieved by a faint glimmer. A dim source of
light. Even before she consciously made out the floor, it became easier to walk.
Faint distinctions in the murky dim gave her more faith in her footing. Soon
they were more than hints. Up ahead, she saw what could only be a reflection. A
wall, faintly illuminated by some soft source, out of direct view. Maia
approached cautiously. It was the face of a T-bar intersection, lit from one
side. She edged along the right-hand wall, sidled to the corner, and poked
around just one eye. It was
another hallway, terminating after about twenty meters in a large chamber. The
source of light lay within, though not in view. As she began stalking closer,
Maia saw that strange, rippling reflections wavered across the ceiling of the
deep room. The plinking sounds were louder, an unmistakable dripping of liquid
onto liquid. In the distance, a rolling growl of waves pounded against rock. So
that's it. Maia paused at the entrance, whose once proud double doors now
sagged toward the walls, reduced to mold-covered boards bound by rusty hinges.
Within, there stood another table, on which lay an oil lantern with a poorly
adjusted wick. Beyond, half of the broad alcove descended to a wide pool of
seawater. After ten meters, the placid surface passed under a rocky shelf, part
of a low tunnel that led toward darkness and finally—judging from the muffled sounds—the
open sea. A small boat lay tethered to a dock, mast down, sail furled but
ready. Maia
gripped her wooden stave in both hands, ready to swing it, if necessary. She
looked left and right, but no one was in view. Nor were there any other exits.
The CLORV JtAJOKl 487 emptiness
was more unnerving than any direct confrontation. Where
is she? Maia
approached the table. Next to the lantern lay a boxy case, open to reveal
buttons and a small screen. She recognized a comm console, attached to a thin cable
that led into the sea-tunnel. An antenna, presumably. Or perhaps a direct fiber
link to another island? That sounded extravagant. But over time, it might prove
worthwhile, if this prison-trap was used frequently. The
screen was illuminated with one line of tiny print. Perhaps the message would
reveal something. Maia put the stave on the table and leaned forward to read. THERE
IS A PRICE FOR NOSINESS ... Oh,
bleeders ... Maia
snatched her weapon as a shattering din exploded behind her. Swiveling with the
dead torch in hand, she glimpsed the ancient, moldy door strike its frame and
shatter as a woman-shaped fury charged. Inanna's howl shook the stone walls,
making Maia flinch, cleaving air and missing the reaver, who agilely dodged the
wild swing, seized Maia's shirt and belt, and used raw strength olus momentum
to fling her through the air. Maia's
arc lasted long enough for her to know where she was
headed. Releasing the useless stave, she inhaled deeply
before bitter water snatched her in an icy fist. ;hock
spewed half the air back out of her lungs, a force- _;nven
spray. Still, Maia kept from spluttering at once to :ne
surface. By willpower, she ducked down and kicked, -••Aimming
as deep as she could manage and to the right. If was
possible to put in some distance without Inanna nowing,
she might be able to clamber out quickly, setting ".e
stage for an even fight—youthful desperation against xperience. 488 DAVID B R I XJ CLORV SEASON 489 An even
fight? Don't you wish. Maia
felt her limit nearing. At the last second, she aimed for the sharp, black
pool-edge and surfaced. Gasping, she threw her arms over the side, followed by
an ankle, straining to lift. But almost at once a lancing pain struck her leg,
knocking it back in. Blinking saltwater, Maia saw her foe already standing over
her, foot raised for another blow. Stoked
by urgency, she focused on that object and lunged, seizing and twisting. Inanna
teetered with a cry and came down hard, loudly striking the stone floor with
her pelvis. Again,
Maia struggled to get out. This time she had one knee on the shelf and pushed
... The
other woman recovered too quickly. She rolled over, knocking Maia back,
throwing her into the water once more. Then Inanna's arms and fists were
windmills, landing blows around the girl's head. One hand seized Maia's scalp,
pushing her below the surface. Maia pulled hard to get away, to swim elsewhere,
even the middle of the pool. The tunnel might offer shelter, of sorts, though
beyond that lay the open sea and death. She got
some distance, then stopped with a sudden, jarring yank. Inanna had her hair! Maia
burst out, sucking air, and felt herself hauled back towa'rd the edge. She
kicked against the stone jetty, hoping to drag Inanna in with her. But the big
woman held fast, pulling Maia near then, once again, resumed pressing Maia's
head, forcing her under. Bubbles
escaping her mouth, Maia clutched at her belt. The blanket strips got in the
way, but at last she found the sliver of stone. Working it free from folds of
belt and trousers brought her almost to her limit before success rewarded her.
Desperately, without much effort to aim. she flung her arm around and slashed. A
scream resonated, even underwater. The pressure gave
way and Maia emerged, grabbing air with shattered sobs. Then, almost without
respite, the hands returned. Maia stabbed at them, connecting another time.
Suddenly, her wrist was seized in a solid grip. "Good
move, virgie," the reaver snarled through gritted teeth, biting back pain.
"Now we'll do it slowly." Still
holding Maia's wrist, Inanna used her other hand to resume pushing Maia's head
deeper . . . then yanked her up again to gasp a reedy wheeze. The blurred
expression on the woman's face showed pure enjoyment. Then the moment's
surcease ended and Maia plunged down again. Still struggling, she tried to
leverage against the wall, straining with her thrashing legs. But Inanna was
well braced, and weighed too much to drag by force. Numbness
from the cold enveloped Maia, swathing and softening the ache of bruises and
her burning lungs. Distantly, she noticed that the water around her was turning
colors, partly from encroaching unconsciousness, but also with a growing red
stain. Blood ran in rivulets from Inanna's cuts, down Maia's arms and liair.
Inanna would be weakened badly. Good news if the fight had much future. But it
was over. Maia felt her strength ebb away. The stone sliver fell from her limp
hand. The next time Inanna hauled her head out, she barely had the power to
gasp. Blearily, she saw the reaver look down upon her, a quizzi-:al look
crossing her face. Inanna started to bend forward, oushing for what Maia knew
would be the final time. Yet,
Maia found herself dimly wondering. Why is there -o much
blood? The
woman kept coming forward, leaning farther :han necessary just to murder Maia.
Was it to gloat? To .vhisper parting words? A kiss goodbye? Her face loomed -mil,
with a crash, all of her weight fell into the water atop Maia, carrying them
both toward the bottom. Astonished
surprise turned into galvanized action. 490 DAVID BRIM From
somewhere, Maia found the strength to push away from her foe's fading grip. Her
last image of .the reaver, seared into her brain, was the shock of seeing an
arrowhead protruding through the base of Inanna's neck. - Breaking
surface, Maia emerged too weak for anything but a thin, whistling, inadequate,
inward sigh. Even that faded as she sank again . . . only to feel distantly
another hand close around her floating hair. It was
the last she thought of anything for a while. "I
suppose I could of conked her, or done somethin' else. I had one nocked,
though, ready to fly. Anyway, it seemed a good idea at th' time." Maia
couldn't figure out why Naroin was, apologizing. "I am grateful for my
life," she said, shivering on the chair, wrapped in what seemed a hectare
of sailcloth, while the former bosun went over Inanna's body, searching for
clues. "That
makes us even. You saved me from bein' a dolt. I figured on followin' the
bitch, too, but lost her. Would of fell into that crater, too, if you hadn't
lit the torch when you did. As it was, I had th' devil of a time, findin' those
stairs after you'd gone in." Naroin
stood up. "Lugar steaks an' taters! Nothiri. Not a damn thing. She was a pro,
all right." Naroin left the body and stepped over to the table, where she
peered at the comm console. "Jort an' double jort!" she cursed again. "What
is it?" Naroin
shook her head. "What it isn't is a radio. Thing must be a cable link.
Maybe to a infrared flasher, set up on the rocks, outside." "Oh.
I ... hadn't th-thought of that poss-ssibility." There was nothing to do
about the shivering except stay here, enveloped in the sail taken from the tiny
skiff. No CLORV 56A50KI 491 dry
clothes were to be had from the dead, and Naroin was much too small to share.
"So we can't call the police?" With a
sigh, Naroin sat on the edge of the table. "Snowflake, you're talkin' to
'em." •Maia blinked. "Of course." "You
know enough now to figure it out, almost any time. I figure, better tell you
now than have you yell 'Eureka' all of a sudden, outside." "The
drug . . . you investigated—" "In Lanargh, yeah. For a while. Then I
got reassigned to somethin' more important." "Renna." "Mm.
Should've stuck with you, it seems. Never imagined a case like this, though.
Seems there's all sorts that don't care what it takes to make use of your
starman." "Including your bosses?" Maia asked archly. Naroin
frowned. "There's some in Caria that're worried about invasion, or other
threats to Stratos. By now I'm almost sure he's harmless, personally. But that
don't guarantee he represents no danger—" "That's
not what I meant, and you know it," Maia cut in. "Yeah.
Sorry." Naroin looked troubled. "All I can speak for is my direct
chief. She's okay. As for the politicos above her? I dunno. Wish th' Lysodamn I
did," She paused :n silence, then bent to peer at the console again. "Question
is, did Inanna have time to send word o' :he escape attempt tomorrow? Have to
assume she did. Kind of sinks any plan to take advantage of our uncovering her.
With a .reaver comin', there's no way to even use :his little dinghy."
Naroin gestured toward the boat moored nearby. "Sure, you saved a bunch o'
lives, Maia. The others upstairs won't sail into a trap now. But that still
eaves us stuck here to rot." Maia
pushed aside the folds of rough cloth and stood 492 DAVID B
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Rubbing her shoulders, she began pacing toward the water and back again.
Through the tunnel came sounds of an outgoing tide. "Maybe
not," she said after a long, thoughtful pause. "Perhaps there is a
way, after all." Peripatetic's
Log: Stratos
Mission: Arrival
+ 52.364 Ms 1 might have it all wrong. This
grand experiment isn't about
sex, after all. The goal of minimizing the .Linger and strife inherent in males
.... that was all -i'-~.dow dressing. The real issue was cloning."Giving
hu-= an alternative means of copying themselves. If were able to carry their own duplicates,
as women i. my guess is that Lysos would have included them, Psychologists
here speak of womb envy among boys men. However successful they are in life,
the best a Stratoin can hope for is reproduction by proxy, not --.•r.al creation,
and never duplication. It's
a valid enough
point on other worlds, but on Stratos it's beyond dispute. Preliminary
results from the cross-specific bio-assays are in, showing that I'm not overtly
contagious with any interstellar plagues .. . .at least none spreadable to
Stratoins by casual contact. That's a genuine relief, given what Peripatetic
Lina Wu inadvertently caused on Reichsworld. I have no wish to be the vehicle
for such a tragedy. Despite
those results, some Stratoin factions still want me kept in semiquarantine, to
"minimize cultural contamination." Fortunately, the council majority
seems to be moving, ever so gradually, toward relaxation. I have begun
receiving a steady stream of visitors—delegations from various movements and
clans and interest groups. Security Councillor Groves isn't happy about this,
but there is nothing, constitutionally, she can do. Today
it was a deputation from a society of heretics wishing to hitch a ride, when I
depart! They would send missionaries into the Hominid Realm, spreading word of
the "Stratos Way." Cultural contamination that is directed outward is
always seen as "enlightenment." I
explained my ship's limited capacity, and they were little mollified by my
offer to take recordings. Not that r. matters. In a few years, or decades, they
will get to deliver their sermons in person. When I
was sent to follow up remote robot scans c this system, I expected iceship
launches to await receipt, my report. But the Florentina Starclade wasted no
time. C. informs
me that her instruments have picked up the first iceship already. It appears
the Phylum will arrive sooner than even I expected, sealing permanent reunion,
making moot all of the sober arguments by councillors and savants about
preserving their noble isolation. Presently,
despite their decaying instrumentalities, the savants of Stratos will know as
well, and start demanding answers. Better
that I tell them first. Before
that, another matter must be dealt with . . . my worsening mental and physical
health. It is
not the gravity or heavy atmosphere. Periodically, : suffer spells when my
symbionts struggle, and I must rest .n my quarters for a day or two, unable to
venture outside. These episodes are few, fortunately. For the most part, ! feel
hale and strong. The worst problem facing me ? psychoglandular, having nothing
to do with air or :arth. As a
summertime male visitor, unsponsored by any dan, my
position in Caria has been ambiguous. Even ' those
clans who approve of my mission have been wary in --.-/ate.
It would be too much to fancy they might treat me •:e
those favored males they welcome each aurora time. ". one wants to be the first risking
accidental pregnancy ••'..-.
an alien whose genes might perturb the Founders' jn •
' • That
near-paranoiac caution had advantages. The chill .ie helped restrain my dormant
drives. Even after long
voyages, I have never sought the attentions of women, save those who cared for
me. With
autumn's arrival, however, attitudes are softening. Social encounters grow
warmer. Women look, converse, even smile my way. Some acquaintances I now
tentatively call friends—Mellina of Cady Clan, for instance, or that stunning
pair of savants from Pozzo Hold, Horla and Poulain, who no longer bristle, but
actually seem glad of my presence. They draw near, touch my arm, and share
lighthearted, even provocative, jests. How
ironic. As my isolation lessens, the discomfort grows. By the day. By the hour. lolanthe,
Groves, and most of the others seem oblivious. While consciously aware that I
function differently than their males, they seem unconsciously to assume the
autumnal diminishment of Wengel Star also damps my fires. Only Councillor Odo
understands. She drew me out during a walk through the university gardens. Odo
thinks it a problem easily solved by visiting a house of ease, operated by one
of those specialist clans who are expert at taking all precautions, even with a
randy alien. I'm
afraid I turned red. But, embarrassment aside, I face quandaries. Despite the
female-to-male ratio, Stratos is no adolescent's moist fantasy come true, but a
complex society, filled with contradictions, dangers, subtleties I've not begun
to plumb. The situation is perilous enough without adding risk factors. I am a
diplomat. Other men—envoys, priests, and emissaries through all eras—have done
as I should do. Risen
above instinct. Exercised professionalism, self-control. Yet,
what celibate of olden times had to endure such stimulation as I do, day in,
day out? I can feel it from my raw optic nerve all the way down to my replete
roots. Come
on, Renna. Isn't it just a matter of sexual cues? Some species are turned on by
pheromones, or strutting displays. Male hominoids are visually
activated—chimpanzees, by rosy, estrous colors; Stratoin men, by estival lights
in the sky. Old-fashioned hu-men react to the most inconvenient incitement cues
of all—incessant, perennial, omnipresent. Cues women cannot help displaying,
whatever their condition, or season, or intent. No one
is to blame. Nature had her reasons, long ago. Still, I am increasingly able to
understand why Lysos and her allies chose to change such troublesome rules. For the
thousandth time ... if only a woman peripatetic had drawn this mission! Dammit,
I know I'm rambling. But I feel inflamed, engulfed by so much untouchable
fecundity, flowing past me in all directions. Insomnia plagues me, nor can I
con-jentrate at the very time I must keep my wits about me. A ::me when I shall
need all of my skills. Am I
rationalizing? Perhaps. But for the good of the .nission, I see no other
choice. Tomorrow,
I will ask Odo ... to arrange things. 20 The
bitchies are gettin' impatient," Naroin commented, peering at the tiny
screen. "I caught sight o' their prow a second time, an' a glint o'
binocs. They're just holdin' back till the right moment." Maia
acknowledged with a grunt. It was all she had breath for, while pulling at her
oars. Powerful, intermittent currents kept trying to seize their little boat
and smash it against the nearby cliff face. Along with Brod and the sailors,
Charl and Tress, she frequently had to row hard just to keep the skiff in
place. Occasionally, they had to lean out and use poles to stave off jagged,
deadly rocks. Meanwhile, with one hand on the tiller,. Naroin used In-anna's
spy device to keep track of events taking place beyond the island's far side. This
wouldn't be so difficult, if only we could stand off where the water's calm,
Maia thought, while fighting the merciless tide. Unfortunately, the fibers
leading to In-anna's farflung microcameras were of finite length. The skiff
must stay near the mouth of the underground cave, battling contrary swells, or
risk losing this slim advantage. Their plan was unlikely enough—a desperate and
dangerous scheme to ambush professional ambushers. 500 DAVID B
R I XI I only
wish someone else had come up with a better idea. Naroin
switched channels. "Trot an' her crew are almost done. The last raft parts
have been lowered to the sea. They're lashin' the provisions boxes now. Should
be any minute." Maia
glanced back at the display again, catching a blurred picture of women laboring
across platforms of cut logs, straggling to tie sections together and erect a
makeshift mast. As predicted by Maia's research, the tides were gentle on that
side, at this hour. Unfortunately, that was far from true right now at the
mouth of the spy tunnel. At
last, the sea calmed down for a spell. No wall of rock seemed about to swat
them. With sighs, Maia and the others rested their oars. They had passed a
busy, sleepless night since the fatal encounter with Inanna, the reaver
provocateur. First
had come the unpleasant duty of rousing all the other marooned sailors, and
telling them that one of their comrades had been a spy. Any initial suspicions
toward Maia and Naroin quieted during a torchlit tour into the island's hidden
grottoes, and were finished off by showing recorded messages on Inanna's comm
unit. But that was not the end to arguing. There followed interminable wrangling
over Maia's plan, for which, unfortunately, no one came up with any useful
alternative. Finally,
hours of frantic preparations led to this early-morning flurry of activity. The
more Maia thought, the more absurd it all seemed. Should
we have waited, instead? Simply avoided springing Inanna's trap? Let the
reavers go away disappointed, and then try to slip away in the skiff at night? Except,
all eighteen could not fit in the little boat. And by nightfall the pirates
would be querying their spy. When Inanna failed to answer with correct codes,
they would assume the worst and try other measures. Not even the little skiff
would be able to slip through a determined CLORV JEAfOKI 501 blockade
by ships equipped with radar. As for those left behind, starvation would solve
the reavers' prisoner problem, more slowly, but just as fully as an armed
assault. No, it
has to be now, before they expect to hear from Inanna again. "Eia!"
Naroin shouted. "Here they come! Sails spread and breaking lather."
She peered closer. "Patarkal jorts!" "What
is it?" young Brod asked. "Nothin'."
Naroin shrugged. "I thought for a minute it was a big bugger, a
two-master. But it's a ketch. That's bad enough. Fast as blazes, with a crew of
twelve or more. This ain't gonna be easy as mixin' beer an' frost." Charl
spat over the side. "Tell me somethin' I don't know," the tall
Mechanter growled. Tress, a younger sailor from Ursulaborg, asked nervously,
"Shall we turn back?" Naroin
pursed her lips. "Wait an' see. They've turned the headland and gone out
o' view of the first camera. Gonna be a while till the next one picks 'em
up." She switched channels. "Lullin's crew has spotted 'em,
though." The
tiny screen showed the gang of raft-builders, hurrying futilely to finish before
the reaver boat could cross the strait between neighboring isles. It was
patently useless, for the most recent image of the sleek pirate craft had shown
it slashing the choppy water, sending wild jets of spray to port and starboard
as it sprinted to attack. "Will
they board?" Tress asked. "Wish
they would. But my guess is takin' prisoners ain't today's goal." The
current kicked up again. Maia and the others resumed rowing, while Naroin
turned switches until she shouted. "Got 'em! About three kilometers out.
Gettin' closer fast." Keep
coming . . . Maia thought each time she glanced at the display, until a looming
expanse of white sailcloth filled the tiny screen. Keep coming closer. 502 DAVID B
R I KJ At
last, the raft crew cast loose their moorings of twisted vines. Some of them
began poling with long branches, while two attempted to raise a crude mast
covered with stitched blankets. For all the world, it looked as if they really
were trying to get away. Either Lullin, Trot and the others were good actors,
or fear lent verisimilitude to their ploy. Naroin
kept counting estimates of the reaver ship's approach. The ketch was under a
thousand meters from the raft. Then eight hundred, and closing. The
situation on the raft grew more desperate. One agitated figure began pushing
boxes of provisions off the deck, as if to lighten the load. They bobbed along
behind the raft, very little distance growing between them. "Six
hundred meters," Naroin told them. "Shouldn't
we get closer now?" Brod asked. He seemed oddly relaxed. Not exactly
eager, but remarkably cool, considering his earlier confessions to Maia. In
fact, Brod had insisted on'coming along. "Lysos
never said males can't ever fight," he had argued passionately, last
night. "We're taught that all men are reserve militia members, liable for
call-up in case of really big trouble. I'd say that describes these
bandits!" Maia
had never heard reasoning like that before. Was it true? Naroin, a policewoman,
ought to know. The former bosun had blinked twice at Brod's assertion, and
finally nodded. "There are . . . precedents. Also, they won't be expecting
a male. There's an element of surprise." In the
end, despite gallant protests by some of the others, he was allowed to come
along. Anyway, Brod would be safer here than on the raft. "Be
patient an' clam up," Naroin told the boy, as they fought choppy currents.
"Four hundred meters. I want to see how the bitchies plan on doin' it. ...
Three hundred meters." Brod
took the rebuke mildly. Looking at him a second CLORV 5 e A S o 503 time,
Maia saw another reason for his relative quiet. Brod's complexion seemed
greenish. He was clamping down on nausea. If the youth was trying to show his
guts, Maia hoped he wouldn't do so literally. It was
getting near decision time. Plan A called for battle. But if that looked
hopeless, those on the skiff were to try fleeing downwind, keeping the bulk of
the island between them and the raiders. Only in that way might those
sacrificing themselves on the raft get revenge. But, given the enemy's
possession of radar, Maia knew the unlikeliness of a clean getaway. For all its
flaws, the ambush scheme still seemed the best chance they had. "Three
hundred meters," Naroin said. "Two hundred an'eight. . . . Bleedin'
jorts!" Her
fist set the rail vibrating. This sound was followed almost instantly by a roll
of pealing thunder, anomalous beneath clear skies. "What
is it?" Maia asked, turning in time to glimpse, on the viewer screen, a
sudden spout of rising water that just missed the little raft, splashing its
frantic crew. "Cannon.
They're usin' a cannon!" Naroin shouted. "The Lyso-dammed,
lugar-faced, man-headed jorts. We never figured on this." Guilt-panged
because the plan had been her idea, Maia craned to watch, fascinated as Naroin
switched camera views of the approaching reaver boat. At its prow, a flash
erupted through smoke lingering from the first shot. Another tower of seawater
almost swamped the wallowing raft. "They've got 'em straddled,"
Naroin snarled, then snapped at Maia. "What're you lookin' at? Mind yer
oars! I'll tell what's happenin'." Maia
swiveled just as a tidal surge washed their tiny craft toward a jutting rock.
"Pull!" Brod cried, rowing hard. Heaving with all their might, they
managed to stop short of the jagged, menacing spire. Then, as quickly as it
came, the bulging sea-crest ran back out again, dragging 504 DAVID B
R I N them
along. "Naroin! Turn!" Maia cried. But the preoccupied bosun was
cursing at what she saw in the screen, taking notice only when a mesh of fiber
cables suddenly stitched across the water, stretched to their utter limit, and
abruptly snatched the electronic display out of her hands. The spy device flew
some distance, then met the waves and sank from sight. The
policewoman stood up and shouted colorfully, setting the boat rocking, then
quickly and forcibly calmed herself as more echoes of discrete thunder rounded
the cliffs. Naroin sat down, resting hand and arm on the tiller once more.
"No matter, it won't be long now," she said. "We
can't just sit here!" Tress cried. "Lullin and the others will be
blown to bits!" "They
knew it'd be rough. Showin' up now would just get us killed, too." "Should
we try running away, then?" Charl asked. "They'd
spot us soon as they circuit the island. That boat's faster, an' a cannon makes
any head start useless." Naroin shook her head. "Besides, 1 want to
get even. We'll get closer, but wait till the last shot before settin'
sail." Now
that they were away from the rock face, the swells were smoother. Maia and the
others let the current carry them northward. More booms shook the thick air,
louder and louder. Maia felt concussions in her ears and across her face. As
they approached, an accompanying sound chilled her heart, the faint, shrill
screaming of desperate women. "We've
got to—" "Shut
up!" Naroin snapped at Tress. Then
came a noise like no other. The closest thing Maia remembered was the breaking
of bulkheads aboard the collier Wotan. It was an explosion not of water, but
wood and bone. Of savagely cloven air and flesh. Echoes dissipated into a long,
stunned silence, moderated by the nearby crash of surf on rock. Maia needed to
swallow, but CLORV JEAJON 505 her
mouth and throat were so dry, it was agony to even try. Naroin
spoke through powerfully controlled anger. "They'll stand off an' look for
a while, before movin' in. Charl, get ready. The rest o' you, set sail and then
duck outta sight!" Maia
and Brod stood up, together releasing the clamps holding the furled sail, and drew
it to the clew outhaul. The fabric flapped like a liberated bird, suddenly
catching the wind and throwing the boom hard to port, catching Brod and
knocking him into Maia. Together, they fell toward the bow coaming, atop one
another. "Uh,
sorry," the youth said, rolling off and blushing. "Uh, it's all
right," she answered, gently mimicking his abashed tone. It might have
been funny, Maia thought, if things weren't so damn serious. Tress
joined them in the bilge, below the level of the gunwales. As the skiff rounded
the northern verge of their prison isle, Charl took over the tiller, letting
Naroin crouch down as well. Only Charl remained in view, now attired in a white
smock that was stained around the neckline. She had put on a,ragged, handmade
wig that made her look vaguely blonde. "Steady,"
Naroin said, peering over the rail. "I see the raft, or what's left of it
... Keep yer heads down!" Maia
and Brod ducked again, having caught sight of an
expanse of floating bits and flinders, logs and loosely rethered
boxes, along with one drifting, grotesquely ruined body.
It had been a nauseating sight. Maia was content to :t
Naroin describe the rest. "No
sign o' the reaver, yet. I see one, two survivors, hidin' behind logs. Hoped
there'd be more, since they knew it was comin'. . . . Eia! There's her prow.
Get 'eady, Maia!" They
had argued long and hard over this part of the ?!an. Naroin had thought she
should be the one taking on 506 DAVID B
R I Kl ,. the
most dangerous job. Maia had responded that the policewoman was just too small
to make it believable. Besides, Naroin had more important tasks to perform. You
asked for this, Maia told herself. Brod squeezed her hand for luck, and she
returned a quick smile before crawling aft. From
the moment the reaver vessel entered view, Charl began waving, shouting and
grinning. We're counting on certain assumptions, Maia thought. Foremost, the
reavers mustn't instantly see through the ruse. • It makes sense, though.
Inanna wouldn't stay on the island after the raft was destroyed. She'd come to
ferry a cleanup squad of killers through the secret passage, to finish off any
survivors remaining above. It was
brutal logic, borne out by recent events. But was it true? Were the pirates
expecting to see a blonde woman in a little sailboat? Maia ached to peer over
the side. Charl
described events through gritted teeth. "They're maybe a hundred fifty
meters out . . . sails luffed . . . still too damn far. Now someone's pointin'
at me ... waving. There's somebody else lifting binoculars. Let's do it,
quick!" With a
heavy intake of breath, Maia stood up suddenly, and pretended to launch an
attack on Charl; throwing an exaggerated punch the older woman evaded at the
last moment. Charl shoved her back, and the boat rocked. Then they closed and
began grappling, hands clasping for each other's throats. In the process, they
managed so that Charl's back was to the reaver. All the enemy would be able to
make out now, even through binoculars, would be a big blonde woman wrestling an
adversary who must have climbed out from the wreckage of the raft. Shouts
of excited dismay carried across the water. They'll finish us with the cannon
if they suspect, Maia kndw. Or if they're bloody-minded about the value of
their spies.'' J6ASON 507 Even
feign-fighting with Charl was a grunting, intense effort. Bobbing movements of
the boat kept forcing them to clutch each other for real. Minutes into the
contest, Charl's grip tightened on Maia's windpipe, setting off waves of
authentic pain. "Maia!"
Naroin hissed from below and aft, her hand on the tiller. "Where are
they?" Maia
pushed Charl back and affected to punch just past the woman's ear. Looking over
Charl's shoulder, she saw the reaver turn and fill its jib enough to gain some
headway. "Under . . ." Maia gasped for breath as Charl shoved her
against the skiff's mast. "Under a hundred meters. They're coming. . .
." The
next thing Maia knew, Charl had picked up an oar and aimed an awfully realistic
swipe. Ducking, Maia had no chance to mention what else she had seen. Among the
crowd of rough women gathered at the bow of the ketch, two had brandished
slender objects that looked chillingly like hunting rifles. The only thing
saving Maia right now was her close proximity to a figure the reavers thought
to be their accomplice. "Eighty
meters . . ." Maia said, elbowing Charl in the ribs, knocking aside the
oar and lifting her locked hands as if to deliver an overhand blow. Charl
staved this off by ducking and grabbing Maia's midriff. "Uh!
... Not so hard! . . . Sixty meters . . ." The
ketch was a beautiful thing, lovely in its sleek, terrible rapacity. Even with
jib alone, it prowled rapidly, s'triking aside flotsam of its victim, the
ill-fated raft. Logs and boxes rebounded off its hull, wallowing in its wake.
The sheer island face now lay behind the skiff. There was no escape. "Fifty
meters ..." In
their wrestling struggle, Charl's makeshift wig suddenly slipped. Both women
hurried to replace it, but one of the reavers at the bow could be heard
reacting with 508 DAVID B R I HI tones
of sudden outrage. The jig is up, Maia realized, looking across the narrowing
gap to see a pirate lift her rifle. There
was no sound, no warning at allj only a brief shadow that flowed down the stony
cliff and a patch of sun-drenched sea. One of the corsairs on the ketch glanced
up, and started to shout. Then the sky itself seemed to plummet onto the
graceful ship. A cloud of dark, heavy tangles splashed across the mast and
sails and surrounding water, followed by a lumpy box of metal that struck the
starboard gunwales, glanced off ... and exploded. Flame
brightness filled Maia's universe. A near-solid fist of compressed air blew
Charl against her, throwing the two of them toward the mast, sandwiching Maia
in abrupt pain. Sound seized the flapping sail, causing it to billow
instantaneously, knocking both women to the keel where they lay stunned. The
skiff rocked amid rhythmic, heaving aftershocks. Still
conscious, Maia felt herself being dragged out from under Charl's groaning
weight, toward the bow. Through a pounding ringing in her ears, time seemed to
stretch and snap, stretch and snap, in uneven intervals. From some distant
place, she heard Brod's reassuring voice uttering strange words. "You're
all right, Maia. No bleeding. You'll be okay . . . Got to get ready now,
though. Snap out of it, Maia! Here, take your trepp. Naroin's bringing us along
the aft end. . . ." Maia
tried to focus. Unwelcome but frequent experience with situations like this
told her it would take at least a few minutes for critical faculties to return.
She needed more time, but there was none. Climbing to her knees, she felt a
pole of smooth wood pushed into her hands, which closed by pure habit in the
correct grip. Inanna's trepp bill, _ she dimly recognized, which had been among
the dead spy's possessions. Now, if only she recalled how to use it. CLORV 509 Brod
helped her face the right way, toward a looming, soot-shrouded object that had
only recently been white and proud and exquisite. Now the ship lay in a tangle
of fallen cables and wires. Its sails were half torn away by the makeshift
bomb, which had been catapulted at the last moment by two captives who had
remained high on the bluff, hoping to do this very thing. "Get
ready!" Maia's
ears were still filled with horrific reverberations. Nevertheless, she
recognized Naroin's shout. Glancing right, she saw the bosun already using her
bow and arrows, shooting while Tress guided the skiff across the last few
meters. . . . Wood
crumped against wood. Brod shouted, leaping to seize the bigger ship's rail, a
rope-end between his teeth. The youth scrambled up and quickly tied a knot,
securing the skiff. "Look
out!" Maia cried. She commanded urgent action from her muscles, ordering
them to strike out toward a snarling woman who ran aft toward Brod^ an
illegally sharpened trepp in hand. Alas, Maia's uncoordinated flail only
glanced off the railing. Brod
turned barely in time to fend off the attacker's blows. One smashed flat along
his left shoulder. Another met the beefy part of his forearm, slashing his
shirt and cutting a bloody runnel. There was an audible crack as part of the
impact carried through, striking his head. The
young man and the reaver stared at each other for an instant, both apparently
surprised to find him still standing. Then, with a sigh, Brod pushed the
pirate's weapon aside, took her halter straps, and flung her overboard. The
reaver screamed indignant fury until she crashed into the sea, where other
figures could be seen swimming amid the wreckage of the raft. Tress
and Naroin were already scrambling to join Brod, followed by a groggy Charl.
Maia grabbed the rail 510 DAVID B R and
concentrated, trying twice before finally managing to throw one leg over, and
then rolling onto the upper deck. In doing so, however, her grip on Inanna's
bill loosened and it slipped from her hands, clattering back into the skiff. Bleeders.
Do I go back for it now? Maia
shook her head dizzily. No. Go forward. Fight. Dimly,
she was aware of other figures clambering aboard, presumably raft survivors,
joining the attack while enemy reinforcements also hurried aft. There were
sharp cracks as firearms went off. Feet scuffed all around her as grunting
combat swayed back and forth. Looking up, Maia saw two women attack Brod while
another swung a huge knife at Naroin, armed only with her bow and no arrows.
The scene stunned Maia, its ferocity going far beyond the fights in Long
Valley, or even the Manitou. She had never seen faces so filled with hatred and
rage. During those earlier episodes, there had at least been a background of
rules. Death had been a possible, but unsought, side effect. Here, it was the
central goal. Matters had come down to abominations—blades and arrows, guns and
fighting men. Maia's
hand fell on a piece of debris from the explosion, a split tackle block.
Without contemplating what she was doing, she lifted it in both hands and
swiftly brought it around with all her might, smashing one of Brod's opponents
in the back of the knee. The woman screeched, dropping a crimson knife that
Maia prayed was innocent of boy's blood. Without pause, she struck the other
knee. The reaver collapsed, howling and writhing. Maia
was about to repeat the trick with Brod's other foe, when that enemy simply
vanished! Nor was Brod himself in view anymore. In an instant, the fight must
have carried him off to starboard. Maia
turned. Naroin was backed against the rail, using her bow as a makeshift staff,
flailing against two reavers. The first kept the policewoman occupied with a
flashing, CLORV S Ђ A J o xi 511 darting
knife-sword, while the second struggled with a bolt-action rifle, slapping at
the mechanism, trying to clear a jammed cartridge. Before Maia could react, the
reluctant bolt came free. An expended shell popped out and the reaver quickly
slipped a new bullet inside. Slamming the bolt home again, she lifted her
weapon ... With a
scream, Maia leaped. The riflewoman had but a moment to see her coming. Eyes
widening, the reaver swung the slender barrel around. Another
explosive concussion rocked by Maia's right ear as she tackled the pirate,
carrying them both into the rail. The lightly framed wood splintered, giving
way and spilling them overboard. But I
only just got here, Maia complained—and the ocean slapped her, swallowed her
whole, squeezed her lungs and clung to her arms as she clawed through syrupy
darkness, like coal. Lamatia
and Long Valley hated me, the damn ocean hates me. Maybe the world's trying to
tell me something. Maia
surfaced at last with an explosive, ragged gasp, thrashing through a kick turn
while peering through a salty blur in hopes of finding her foe before she was
found. But no one else emerged from the sea. Perhaps the raider so loathed
losing her precious weapon, she had accompanied the rifle to the bottom.
Despite everything she'd been through, it was the first time .Maia had ever
knowingly killed anybody, and the thought was troubling. Worry
about that later. Got to get back and help now. Maia sought
and found the reaver ship, awash in smoke and debris. Fighting a strong
undertow, exhausted and unable to hear much more than an awful roar, she struck
out for the damaged ketch. At least her thoughts were starting to clear. Alas,
that only let her realize how many places hurt. She
swam hard. Hurry!
It may already be too late! 512 DAVID ERIN By the
time she managed to climb back aboard; however, the fight was already over. There
were strands of cable everywhere. The tangled mass, remnants of the broken
winch mechanism, had been the centerpiece of their intended trap. A net wide
enough to snare a large, fast-moving boat, even using an inaccurate, makeshift
catapult. It had been Brod's suggestion that the booby-trapped gearbox might
also make a good weapon. Naroin had said not to count on it, but in the end,
that had provided the crucial bit of luck. Well,
we were due a little, Maia thought. Despite all the damage wrought by blast,
collision, and battle, the ketch showed no sign of taking water. Just as
fortunately, the fickle currents now swept it away from the rocky cliffs. Still,
the rigging was a mess. The masthead and fore-stay were gone, as well as the
portside spreader. It would take hours just to clear away most of the wreckage,
let alone patch together enough sail to get under way. Heaven help them if
another reaver ship came along during that time. Barring
that unpleasant eventuality, a head start and favorable winds were what the
surviving castaways most wanted now. Even the wounded seemed braced by the
thought of imminent escape westward, and a chance to avenge the dead. Although,
the reavers had been stunned and wounded by the ambuscade, it would have been
madness for four women and a boy to try attacking all alone. But Maia and the
rest of the skiff crew had counted on hidden reinforcements, which came from a
source the pirates never suspected. Only a few of those who had been aboard the
raft when the reaver ship was first spotted had remained aboard to face the
brunt of the cannon's shells. The rest had by then gone overboard, taking
shelter under empty CLORV J Ђ A J o 513 crates
and boxes already jettisoned—apparently to lighten the raft's load. In fact,
they were tethered to float some distance behind, where the enemy would not
think to shoot at them. Only
the strongest swimmers had been 'chosen for that dangerous role. Once the skiff
crew began boarding, drawing all the reavers aft, five waterlogged Manitou
sailors managed to swim around to the bow and clamber aboard, using loops of
dangling, cable. Shivering and mostly unarmed, they did have surprise on their
side. Even so, it was a close and chancy thing. Small-scale
battles can -turn on minor differences, as Maia learned when she pieced
together what had happened at the end. The last two Manitou sailors, those
responsible for springing the catapult trap, had been perhaps the bravest of
all. With their job done, each took a running start, then leaped feetfirst off
the high bluff to plunge all the way down to the deep blue water. Surviving
that was an exploit to tell of. To follow it up with swimming for the crippled
ketch, and joining the attack in the nick of time . . . the notion alone put
Maia in awe. These were, indeed, tough women. Before
Maia made it back from her own watery excursion, that last wave of
reinforcements turned the tide, converting bloody stalemate into victory.Now
ten of the original band of internees, plus several well-watched prisoners,
labored to prepare the captive prize for travel. Young Brod, despite bandages
on his face and arms, climbed high upon the broken mast, parsing debris from
useful lines and shrouds, eliminating the former with a hatchet. Maia
was hauling lengths of cable overboard when Naroin tapped her on the shoulder.
The policewoman carried a rolled-up chart, which she unfurled with both hands.
"You ever get a good latitude fix with that toy Pegyul gave you?" she
asked. 514 DAVID B
R I Kl Maia
nodded. After two dips in the ocean, she hadn't yet inspected the minisextant,
and feared the worst. Before yesterday, however, she had taken several good
sightings from their prison pinnacle. "Let's see ... we must've been
dumped on . . ." She bent to peer at the chart, which showed a long
archipelago of narrow, jagged prominences, crisscrossed by perpendicular
coordinate lines. Maia saw a slanted row of cursive lettering, and rocked back.
"Well I'll be damned. We're in the Dragons' Teeth!" "Yeah.
How about that." Naroin replied. These were islands of legend. "I'll
tell you some interestin' things about 'em, later. But now—the latitude,
Maia?" "Oh,
yes." Maia reached out and tapped with one finger. "There. They must
have left us on, um, Grimke Island." "Mm.
Thought so from the outline. Then that one over there"—Naroin pointed
westward at a mist-shrouded mass—"must be De Gournay. And just past it to
the north, that's the best course toward deep water. Two good days and we're in
shipping lanes." Maia
nodded. "Right. From there, all you need is a compass heading. I hope you
make it." Naroin
looked up. "What? You're not coming along?" "No.
I'll take the skiff, if it's all right with you. I have unfinished business
around here." "Renna
an' your sister." Naroin nodded. "But you don't even know where to
look!" Maia
shrugged^ "Brod will come. He knows where the man sanctuary is, at Halsey
Beacon. From there, we may spot some clue. Find the hideout where Renna's being
kept." Maia did not mention the uncomfortable fact that Leie was one of
the keepers. She shifted her feet. "Actually, that chart would be more
useful to us, since you'll be off the edge just a few hours after . . ." Naroin
sniffed. "There are others below, anyway. Sure, take it." She rolled
the vellum sheet and slapped it CLORV S Ђ A J o xi 515 gruffly
into Maia's hands. Clearly she was masking feelings like the ones erupting in
Maia's own breast. It was hard giving up a friend, now that she had one. Maia
felt warmed that the woman sailor shared the sentiment. .
"O' course, Renna might not even be in the archipelago anymore," Naroin
pointed out. "True.
But if so, why would they have gone to such lengths to get rid of us? Even as
witnesses, we'd not be much threat if they'd fled in some unknown direction.
No, I'm convinced he and Leie are nearby. They've got to be." There
followed a long silence between the two women, punctuated only by the sounds of
nearby raucous chopping, hammering and scraping. Then Naroin said, "If you
ever finally reach a big town, get to a comm unit an' dial PES
five-four-niner-six. Call collect. Give 'em my name. "But
what if you aren't ... if you never ... I mean—" Maia stopped, unable to
tactfully say it. But Naroin only laughed, as if relieved to have something to
make light of. "What
if I never make it? Then if you please, tell my boss where you saw me last. All
the things you've done an' seen. Tell 'em I said you got a favor or two comin'.
At least they might help get you a decent job." - "Mm.
Thanks. So long as it has nothing to do with coal—" "Or
saltwater!" Naroin laughed again,, and spread her small, strong arms for
an embrace, "Good
luck, virgie. Keep outta jail. Don't get hit on the head so much. An' stop
tryin' to drown, will ya? Do that an' I'm sure you'll be just fine." PART 3 Peripatetic's
Log: Stratos
Mission: Arrival
+ 53.369 Ms Today I
told the heirs of Lysos all about the law. A law they had no role in passing.
One they cannot amend or disobey. The
assembled savants, councillors, and priestesses listened to my speech in stony
silence. Though I had already informed some of them, in private, I could still
sense shock and churning disbelief behind many rigid faces. "After
millennia, we of the Phylum have learned the hard lesson of speciation," I
told them. "Separated by vast gulfs of space, distant cousins lose their
sense of common heritage. Isolated human tribes drift apart, emerging far down
the stream of time, changed beyond recognition. This is a loss of much more
than memory." The
grimness of my audience was unsettling. Yet lo-lanthe and others had counseled
frankness, not diplomatic euphemisms, so I told the leaders accounts from the
archives of my service—a litany of misadventure and horror, of catastrophic
misunderstandings and tragedies provoked by narrow worldviews. Of
self-righteous ethnic spasms and deadly vendettas, with each side convinced
(and armed with proof) that it was right. Of exploitations worse than those we
once thought jettisoned in Earth's predawn past. Worse for being perpetrated by
cousins who refused to know each other anymore, or listen. Tragedies
that finally brought forth Law. "Till
now, I've described how renewed contact might prove advantageous. Arts and
sciences would be shared, and vast libraries containing solutions to countless
problems. Many of you looked at me, and thought, 'Well, he is but one man. To
get those good things, we can endure rare visits by solitary envoys. We'll pick
and choose from the cornucopia, without disrupting our ordered destiny.' "Others
of you suspected more would be involved. Much more. There is." I
called forth a holographic image to glimmer in the center of the council hall,
a glistening snowflake as broad as a planet, as thin as a tree, reflecting the
light of galaxies. "Today,
a second service links the Phylum worlds, more important than the one provided
by peripatetics. It is a service some of you will surely loathe, like
foul-tasting medicine. The great icecraft move between ten thousand suns—more
slowly than messengers like me. But their way is inexorable. They carry
stability. They bring change." A
Perkinite delegate leaped up. "We'll never accept them. We'll fight!" I had
expected that. "Do
what you feel you must. Blow up the first icecraft, or ten, unmindful of the
countless sleeping innocents you thus consign to die. Some callous worlds have
murdered hundreds of snowy hibernibarges, and yet, finally surrendered. "Try
what you will. Bloodshed will transform you. Inevitably, guilt and shame will
divert your children, or grandchildren, from the path you choose for them. Even
passive resistance will give way in time, as curiosity works on your
descendants; tempting them to sample from the bright new moons that circle in
their sky. "No
brutal war fleets will force compliance. Vow, if you must, to wait us out.
Planets are patient; so are your splendid, ancient clans, more long-lived than
any single human or government. "But
the Phylum and the Law are even-more persistent. They will not have 'no' for an
answer. More is at stake than one world's myth of mission and grand
isolation." The
words felt hard, yet it was good to have them out. I sensed support from many
on the council who had coached my presentation to shock matters from a
standstill. How fortunate that here, unlike Watarki World or New Levant, a
strong minority sees the obvious. That solitude and speciation are not human
ways. "Look
at it this way," I concluded. "Lysos and the Founders sought
seclusion to perfect their experiment. But have you not been tested by time,
and validated, as well as any way of life can be, in its context? Isn't it time
to come out and show your cousins what you've wrought?" A
lingering silence greeted my conclusion. lolanthe led some tardy, uncomfortable
applause that fluttered about the hall and fled through the skylights like an
escaping bird. Amid frigid glowers from the rest, the Speaker cleared her
voice, then dryly called adjournment. Despite
the tension, I left feeling stronger than I have in months. How much of that
was due to the release of openness, I wondered, and how much did I owe to
ministrations I've received lately thanks to Odo, under the sign of the ringing
bell. If I
survive this day, this week, I must go back to that house, and celebrate while
I can. 21 Dragons'
Teeth. Row after row of jagged incisors, aimed fiercely at the heavens. I
should have realized, Maia thought. On first seeing these islands in the
distance, I should have known their name. The
Dragons' Teeth. A legendary phrase. Yet, on contemplation, Maia realized she
knew next to nothing about the chain of seamounts, whose massive roots of
columnar crystal erupted from the ocean crust far below, rising to pierce
surface waves and bite off hearty portions of sky. Their lustrous, fluted sides
seemed all but impervious to time's erosion. Trees clung to craggy heights
where waterfalls, fed by pressure-driven springs, cascaded hundreds of meters,
forming high, arched rainbows that mimicked au-rorae, and gave Maia and Brod
painful neck cricks as they sailed by, staring in awe. Their
gunter-rigged skiff threaded the tropical archipelago like a parasite weaving
its way through the spines of some mighty half-submerged beast. The islands
grew more densely clustered the deeper the little boat penetrated. Packed
closely together, many of the needle isles were linked by natural causeways,
even narrow, vaulting bridges. Brod always made a sign across his eyes before 522 DAVID B R I XI steering
under one of those. A gesture not of fear, but reverence. Although
Brod had lived among the Teeth for several months before being taken hostage,
he only knew the area near Halsey Beacon, the sole official habitation. So Maia
took care of navigation while he steered. Their chart warned of shoals and
reefs and deadly currents along the course she chose, making the circuitous
path just right for folk like them, not wishing to be seen. Clearly,
Maia and Brod weren't the first to reach this conclusion. Several times they
spied evidence of past and present occupation. Huts and coarse, stony shelters
lay perched on clefts, sometimes equipped with rude winches to lower
cockleshell boats even smaller than the one they sailed. Once, Brod pointed and
Maia caught sight of a hermit quickly gathering her nets as the skiff entered
view. Ignoring their shouts, the old woman took to her oars, vanishing into a
dark series of caves and grottoes. So much
for getting advice from the locals, Maia thought. Another time, she glimpsed a
furtive figure staring down at them from a row of open casements,
half-collapsed with age, part of a gallery of windows carved long ago, partway
up one sheer tower face. The construction reminded her of the prison sanctuary
in Long Valley, only vaster, and indescribably older. Shadows
cast by innumerable stone towers combed the dark blue water, all pointing in
the same transitory direction, as if the stony pinnacles were gnomons to a
half-thousand igneous sundials, tracking in unison the serene march of hours,
of aeons. This
was a place once filled with history, then all but emptied of a voice. "The
Kings fought their last battle here," Naroin had explained shortly before
parting with the surviving castaways on their captured ketch. Maia and Brod had
been about to board the resupplied skiff, in preparation to turn- L
0 R Y J Ј A S 0 XI 523 ing
south. "All o' the united clans an' city-states sent forces here to
finally squash the man-empire. It's not much talked about, jo discourage vars
ever thinkin' again about alliance with men against the great houses. But
nothin' could ever really stop a legend so big." Naroin had gestured
toward the sere towers. "Think about it. This is where the would-be
patriarchs an' their helpers made their last stand." Maia
had paused to share her friend's contemplation. "It's like something out
of a fairy tale. Unreal. I can hardly believe I'm here." The
sailor-policewoman sighed. "Me neither. These parts ain't visited much,
nowadays. Way off the shippin' lanes. I never pictured anythin' like this. Kind
o' makes you wonder." Wonder, indeed.
As she and Brod
sailed deeper among the Dragons'
Teeth, Maia considered the unreliability of official history. The farther they
went, the more certain she grew that Naroin had told the truth as she'd "
learned it. And that truth was a lie. Maia
recalled the riddle of the pit—that awful, glassy crater back on Grimke Island,
where she and the others had been marooned. Since setting course southward on
their separate journey, she and Brod had seen other peaks bearing similar
stigmata. Seared tracks where stone had run molten under fierce heat, sometimes
tracing a glancing blow, and sometimes , . . Neither
spoke while the steady wind took them past one ruined spire, a shattered
remnant that had been sundered lengthwise by some power beyond anything she
could imagine. I don't
know about Kings and such. Maybe the pa-triarchists and their allies did make a
last stand here. But I'll bet a niche and all my winter rights they never
caused this . . . devastation. There
was another, more ancient story. An event also 524 DAVID B
R I seldom
spoken of. One nearly as pivotal to Stratos Colony as its founding. Maia felt
certain another enemy had been fought here, long ago. And from the looks of
things, it had been barely beaten. The
Great Defense. Funny no one in our group made the connection, telling stories
round the campfire, but that battle must also have raged here in the Dragons'
Teeth. It was
as if the Kings' legend served to cover up an older tale. One in which the role
of men had been admirable. As if those in power want its memory left only to
hermits and pirates. She recalled the ancient, eroded, bas-relief sculpture
she'd found amid the buried ruins at the temple in Grange Head, depicting
bearded and unbearded human forms grappling horned demons under the sheltering
wings of an avenging Mother Stratos. Maia added it to a growing collection of
evidence . . . but of what? To what conclusion? She wasn't sure, yet. A
formation of low clouds moved aside, exposing the expanse of sea and stone to a
flood of brilliant light. Blinking, Maia found herself jarred from the
relentless flow of her dour thoughts. She smiled. Oh, I've changed all right,
and not just by growing tougher. It's a result of everything I've seen and
heard. Renna, especially, got me thinking about time. - The clans urged single
vars to leave off any useless pondering of centuries, millennia. Summerlings
should concentrate on success in the here and now. The long term only becomes
your affair once your house is established and you have a posterity to worry
about. To consider Stratos as a world,- with a past that can be fathomed and a
destiny that might be changed, was not how Maia had been raised to think. But
it's not so hard, learning to picture yourself as part of a great chain. One
that began long before you, and will go on long after. Renna
had used the word continuum meaning a bridge across generations, even death
itself. A disturbing notion, CLORV J Ј A 5 o 525 for
sure. But ancient women and men had faced it before there ever were clones, or
else they would never have left old Earth. And if they could do it, a humble
var like me can, too. Such
thoughts were more defiant than measuring constellations, or even playing Game
of Life puzzles. Those had been mere man-stuff, after all. Now she dared to
question the judgments of savant-historians. Seeing through maternalistic,
conservative propaganda to a fragment of truth. Fragments are almost as
dangerous as nothing at all, she knew. Yet, somehow, it must be possible to
penetrate the veil. To figure out how everything she had seen, and been
through, held together. How
will I explain this to Leie? Maia mused. Must I first kidnap her away from her
reaver friends? Haul her, bound and gagged, somewhere to have the meanness
fasted out of her? Maia no
longer meditated wistfully on the missed joy of shared experience with her
sibling. The Leie of old would never have understood what Maia now thought and
felt. The new Leie, even less so. Maia still missed her twin, but also felt
resentment toward her harsh behavior and smug assumption of superiority, when
they had last, briefly, met. Maia
longed far more to see Renna. - Does
that make me a daddy's girl? The juvenile epithet held no sting. Or am I a
pervert, nurturing hearth feelings toward a man? Philosophical
dilemmas such as "why?" and "what?" seemed less important
than "how?" Somehow, she must get Renna to safety. And if Leie chose
to come also, that would be fine, too. "We
had better start thinking about putting in somewhere. It's that or risk hitting
rocks in the dark." Brod held the 526 DAVID B
R I XI tiller,
constantly adjusting their heading to maintain southward momentum. With his
other hand, he rubbed his chin, a common male mannerism, though in his case
another distant summer must come before he felt a beard. "Normally I'd
suggest putting out to open ocean," he continued. "We'd lay a sea
anchor, keep watch on wind and tide, and rejoin the archipelago at
daybreak." Brod shook his head unhappily. "Wish I didn't feel so
blind without a weather report. A storm could be just over the horizon, and
we'd never know in time." Maia
agreed. "At best, we'd waste hours and come back exhausted." She
unrolled the map. "Look, there's one large island in this area with a
charted anchorage. It's not too far off our route, near the westernmost line of
Teeth." Brod
leaned forward to read aloud. "Jellicoe Beacon. . . . Must've been a
lighthouse sanctuary once, like Halsey. Deactivated and deserted, it
says." Maia
frowned, feeling suddenly as if she had heard that name before. Although the
sun still lay some distance above the horizon, she shivered, ascribing the
feeling to this creepy place. "Uh ... so, shall we jibe to a sou'western
tack, Cap'n?" Maia
had been half-teasing him with the honorific all day. Grinning, Brod responded
with a grossly exaggerated accent. "Thet well bee doin', Madam Owner. If
yell be so kinned as te lend a help wit'de sail." "Aye,
sir!" Maia took the taut, straining boom in one hand, setting a foot at
the kick-strap. "Ready!" "Coming
about!" Brod swung the tiller, propelling the skiff's bow sharply toward
the wind. The sail luffed and flapped, signaling Maia to haul the boom around
from port to starboard, where the sail snapped full with an audible crack,
sending them rushing on a rtew heading, surging up the long shadow of a tall
island to the west. The late sun lit a luminous aureole of water vapor, a
pinkish CLORV JEASOKl 527 halo,
turning the rocky prominence into a fiery spear aimed beyond the clouds. "Assuming
we find shelter in the lagoon at Jellicoe," Brod said. "We'll resume
southward at dawn. Around midafternoon tomorrow, we can strike east, hitting
the main channel near Halsey Beacon." "The
active sanctuary. Tell me about the place," Maia asked. "It's
the one citadel still operating in the Dragons' Teeth, sanctioned by the Reigning
Council to keep order. My guild drew short lot to staff the lighthouse, so they
sent two ships and crews they could most easily spare— meaning dregs like me.
Still, I never expected the cap-tain'd try picking up extra cash by hiring out
to reavers." He frowned unhappily. "Not every fellow feels that way.
Some like watching women fight. Gives 'em a summery hot, they say." "Couldn't
you get a transfer, or something?" "You
kidding? Middies don't question captains, even when a cap'n is breaking an
unwritten guild tradition. Anyway, reaving's legal, within limits. By the time
I real-' ized Captain Corsh was selling out to real pirates, it was! too
late." Brod shook his head. "I must've shown how I felt, 'cause he
was glad enough to offer me as hostage, while out loud yelling to the reavers
what a great loss I was, and they'd better take good care of me!" The boy
laughed harshly. We're
alike, poor fellow, Maia thought. Is it my fault I don't have any talents right
for the world of women? Or his, that he's a boy who was never meant to be a
sailor? Her bitter reflection was unalloyedly rebellious. Maybe it's just wrong
to make generalizations like that, without leaving room for exceptions.
Shouldn't each of us have the right to try what we're best at? They were
also alike in both having been abandoned by people they trusted. Yet he was
more vulnerable. Boys 528 DAVID BRIM expected
to be adopted by a guild that would be their home from then on, while girl
summerlings grew up knowing exactly what they were in for—a life of lonely
struggle. "We'd
better be careful, then, when we reach Halsey. Your captain may not—" "Be
happy to see me?" Brod interrupted. "Hmph. I was within my rights,
escaping with you and the others. Especially after Inanna and her murdering
schemes. But you're right. I don't guess Corsh will see it that way. He's
probably already worried how he's going to explain all this to the commodores. "So
we'll try getting there near nightfall, tomorrow. I know a channel into the
harbor. One that's too shallow for ships, but just right for us. It leads to an
out-of-the-way dock. From there, maybe we can sneak into the navigator's suite
and look at his charts. I'm sure he's written down where the reaver hideout is.
Where they're keeping your starman." There
was a slight edge to Brod's voice, as if he felt dubious about something. Their
chances of success? Or the very idea of consorting with aliens? "If
only Renna were being held right there, at Halsey." She sighed. "Doubtful.
The reavers wouldn't leave a male prisoner where he could talk to other men.
They have too much riding on their plans for him." On
Grimke, Brod had told Maia about the Visitor's actions, just after Manitou was
seized. By Brod's account, Renna had stomped among the jubilant victors,
protesting every violation of Stratoin law. He defiantly refused to move over
to the Reckless until all of the wounded were tended. So stern had been his
otherworldly countenance, his anger and clench-fisted restraint, that Baltha
and the other reavers had backed down rather than be forced to hurt him. Brod
never mentioned Renna paying special no- S Ј A S
o xi 529 tice to
one victim in particular, but Maia liked to imagine her alien friend's strong,
gentle hands soothing her delirium, and his voice, speaking in low tones,
promising her firmly that they would meet again. 'Brod
had little more to say about Leie. He had noticed Maia's sister among the
reaver band, notable mainly for her eager eyes and intense interest in
machines. .The motor-room chief had been glad to have her, and hadn't given a
damn what gender a soot-stained crewmate carried under shirt and loincloth, so
long as he or she worked hard. "We
only spoke privately once," Brod said, shielding his eyes as they sailed
toward the late afternoon sun. He adjusted the tiller to a change in the wind,
and Maia reacted by tightening the sail. "I guess she chose me since no
one would care if I laughed at her." "What
did she want to talk about?" Brod
frowned, trying to remember. "She asked if I had ever met an old commodore
or captain, back at my guild's main sanctuary in Joannaborg. One named Kevin?
Calvin?" Maia
sat up quickly. "Do you mean Clevinl" He
tapped the side of his head absentmindedly. "Yeah, that's right. I told
her I'd heard the name. But they shipped me out so quickly after adoption, and
so many crews were still at sea that I'd never actually met him. The shipname,
Sea Lion, was one of ours, though." Maia
stared at the boy. "Your guild. It's the Pinnipeds." She
stated it as fact, and Brod shrugged. "Of course, you wouldn't know. We
lowered our ensign before the fight. Pretty shameful. I knew right then things
were no good." Maia
sank back down, listening through a roil of conflicting emotions—astonishment
topping the list. "Starkland
Clan has known the Pinnipeds for generations. The mothers say it was once a
great guild. Shipped 530 DAVID B
R I XI fine
cargoes, and its officers were welcome in High Town, winter and summer both.
These days, the commodores take jobs like staffing Halsey Beacon, and now even
hiring out to reavers." He laughed bitterly. "Not a great billet, eh?
But then, I'm no prize, either." Maia
examined Brod with renewed interest. From what the .boy said, he might be her
distant cousin, several times removed . . . only a temple gene-scan could tell
for sure. It was a concept Maia had to struggle with, along with the irony that
here, after so many frantic adventures, she had finally made contact with her
father-guild. The manner wasn't at all as she'd imagined. They
sailed on quietly, each of them deep in private thought. At one point, a swarm
of sleek, dark shapes cruised into view, some meters below their tiny vessel,
undulating silently with sinuous power and speed. The largest of the creatures
would have outmassed the Mani-tou, and took several minutes to progress, yet
its smooth passage scarcely caused a ripple above as the skiff passed at an
angle. Maia barely glimpsed the monster's tail, then the mysterious underwater
convoy was gone. A few
minutes later, Brod shifted forward in his seat, staring as he shaded his eyes
with one hand, his body abruptly tense. "What is it?" Maia asked. "I'm
. . . not sure. I thought for a second something crossed the sun." He
shook his head. "It's getting late. How close to Jellicoe?" "We'll
be in sight after that next little spire, ahead." Maia unfurled the chart.
"It seems to consist of about two dozen teeth, all fused together. There
are two anchorages, with some major caves noted here." She looked up and
gauged the rate of sunset. "It'll be close, but we should have time to
scout a channel before dark." The
young man nodded, still frowning in concern. "Get ready to come about,
then." The
maneuver went smoothly, the wind snapping CLORV StASOXl 531 their
rugged sail into line as it had all day. Maybe our luck really has changed,
Maia thought, knowing full well that she was tempting fate. Once they were
cruising steady on the new tack, she spoke again, bringing up another imminent
concern. "Naroin
made me promise to try calling her superiors, in case we find a radio at
Halsey." It
wasn't a vow she relished. Maia personally trusted Naroin, but her superiors?
So many groups want Renna for their own reasons. He has enemies on the Council.
And even supposing honest cops answer a call, will the reavers let Renna be
taken alive? One
disturbing thought after another had occurred to her. What if the Council still
has weapons like those that burned Grimke? What if they conclude a dead alien
is better than one in the hands of their foes? Brod's
answer sounded as halfhearted as Maia felt. "We could try for the comm
room, I suppose. It might be uhwatched late at night. The idea gives me a pain
in the gut, though." "I
know. It'd be awfully risky, combined with burgling the chart room—" "That's
not it," Brod cut in. "I'd just . . . rather someone else called the
cops on my guild." : Maia
looked at him. "Loyalty? After the way they treated you?" "That's
not it," he said, shaking his head. "I won't stay with 'em after
this." "Well,
then? You're already helping me go. after Renna." "You
don't understand. Another guild might respect me for helping you save a friend.
But who's gonna hire a man who's squealed on his own crewmates?" "Oh."
Maia hadn't realized the added risk Brod was taking. Beyond life and freedom,
he could lose all chance of a career. Something I never had, Maia almost
murmured, 532 DAVID B
R I XI but
recanted. It takes courage for a person with prospects to gamble them on a
hazard of honor. The
skiff began rounding the nearest headland. Beyond, just as Maia had predicted,
a large, convoluted island hove gradually into view. To Maia, it looked as if a
great claw had frozen in place while reaching out of the sea. Some mysterious
geological process had welded the fingerlike talons, joining multiple slender
spires in a mesh of stony arches. Jellicoe
Island had been even bigger, once upon a time. Stubby, fused remnants showed
where a more extensive network of outlying islets had been blasted apart by an
ancient power, presumably the same as excavated Grimke. Linear tracks of seared
stone glistened like healed scar tissue across the jutting cliffs, adding
contortions to the convoluted outlines ordained by nature. The resulting
coastline had the horizontal contours of a twisted, many-pointed star, with
rounded nubs instead of vertices and edges. Irregular openings broke the
rhythmic outline. A few
minutes later, one of those gaps let Maia glimpse a lagoon within, as placid as
glass. "There
it is!" she announced. "Perfect. We can sail right through and set
anchor—" "Shiva
an' Zeus!" Brod cursed. "Maia, get down!" She
barely ducked in time as Brod steered hard, sending the boom flying across the
little boat, whistling where Maia's head had been. "What're
you doing?" she cried. But the young man did not answer. Gripping the
tiller, his hands were white with tension, eyes all concentration. Lifting her
head to see, Maia gasped. "It's the Reckless!" The
three-masted, fore-and-aft schooner bore toward them from the southwest, almost
directly out of the setting sun. The sight of its gravid sails, straining to
increase a speedy clip, was breathless and dreadful to behold. While Maia and
Brod had been wrestling their tiny vessel on a CLORV SEASON 533 series
of sunward, upwind tacks, the reaver ship had already crossed most of the space
between two islands. "Do
you think she's seen us?" Maia felt inane for asking. Yet, Brod was
clearly counting on that hope, trying to duck back behind the spire they had
just passed. If only the reavers had lazy lookouts. . . . Hope
vanished with the sound of a whistle—a shriek of steam and predatory delight.
Squinting against the glare, Maia saw a crowd of silhouettes gather at the bow,
pointing. The image might have triggered deja vu, bringing back how the day
began, except that this was no little ketch, but a freighter, augmented for
speed and deadli-ness. Smoke trails told of boilers firing up. Maia's nose
twitched at the scent of burning coal. She did a quick calculation in her mind. "It's
no good running!" she told Brod. "They've got speed, guns, maybe
radar. Even if we get away, they'll search all night, and we'll smash up in the
dark!" "I'm
open to suggestions!" her partner snapped. Perspiration beaded his lip and
brow. Maia
grabbed his arm. "Swing back westward! We can tack closer to the wind.
Reckless will have to reef sails to follow. Her engines may still be cold. With
luck, we can dodge into that maze." She pointed at the corrugated
coastline of Jellicoe Island. Brod
hesitated, then nodded. "At least it'll surprise 'em. You ready?" Maia
braced herself and grabbed the boom, preparing to kick. "Ready,
Captain!" He
grimaced at the standing joke. Maia quashed rebellion in her stomach, where the
bilious, familiar commotion of fear and adrenaline had come back, as if to a
favorite haunt. So much
for that string of luck, she thought. I should have known better. 534 DAVID BRIM "All
right," Brod said with a ragged sigh, clearly sharing the thought.
"Here goes." Everything
depended on nearest passage. How tight could the bigger vessel turn? What
weapons would be brought to bear? As
expected, the diminutive skiff was far better at drawing a close tack. The
Reckless hesitated too long after Brod changed course. When the reaver ship
came about at last, it fell short and wound up abeam to the breeze. Brod and
Maia gained westward momentum, while seamen struggled aloft, lashing sails so
the still-warming engines would not have to fight them pushing upwind. The rest
of the reaver crew watched from the railings. Do they recognize the skiff? Maia
wondered. By now surely they know something's happened to Inanna and their
friends on the ketch. Lysos, they look angry! Even
with the big ship wallowing, there would come a moment when the two vessels
passed by no more than a couple of hundred meters. What would the pirates do
about it? Working
hard to help Brod maneuver as tightly as possible, Maia trimmed the sail for
maximum efficiency. This meant having to throw herself from one side of the
skiff to the other, leaning her weight far out, wherever balance was most
needed. She had never sailed a small boat in this way, literally skating across
the water. It was exhilarating, and might have been fun if her gut weren't
turning somersaults. In glimpses, she sought to see if, by some chance, Renna
stood upon the pirate ship. There were men on the schooner's quarterdeck, as
during the taking of the Manitou, but no sign of Renna's peculiar dark
features. As the
skiff swung broadside to the wallowing vessel, Maia heard furious shouts across
the span of open water. C L
0 R V J Ј A 5 0 NI 535 Words
were indiscernible, but she recognized the livid, red-faced visage of the
ship's male captain, arguing with several women wearing red bandannas. The man
pointed at more reavers wrestling a long black tube at the schooner's portside
gunwale. Shaking his head, he made adamant forbidding motions. Underneath
his outrage, the captain seemed blithely certain of his authority. So certain,
he showed no suspicion as more wiry women, armed with truncheons and knives,
moved to surround him and his officers . . . until the man's tone of command
cut off abruptly, smothered under a sudden flurry of violent blows. From a
horrified distance, Maia could not make out whether trepps or blades were used
to cut the men down, but the attack continued many seconds longer than seemed
necessary. Loudly echoing yips of pleasure showed how thoroughly the women
pirates relished a comeuppance they must have long yearned for, breaking a
troublesome alliance and the last restraint of law. "We're
puffin' away!" Brod shouted. He had been concentrating too hard even to
glance at his former shipmates, or hear meaning in the recent spate of shouts
and cries. A good thing, for the fall of the officers had been just part of the
coup. When Maia next found time to scan the rigging, most of the remaining male
crew members had vanished from where they were working moments before. The
Pinnipeds may be suffering hard times, Maia reflected, still in shock from what
she'd seen. But they drew the line at deliberate murder. So, they get to share
our fate. These
reavers were fanatics. She had known that, and had it reinforced during this
morning's ambush. But this? To deliberately and cold-bloodedly attack and slay
men? It was as obscene as what Perkinites constantly warned of, the oldtime
male-on-female violence that once led to the Founders' Exodus, so long ago. 536 DAVID 8
R I Kl CLORV SЈAJOSJ 537 Renna,
she thought in anguish. What have you brought to my world? Maia
cast a brief prayer that her sister, part of the engine crew, hadn't been
involved in the spontaneous bloodletting. Perhaps Leie would help save any men
be-lowdecks, though realistically, the pirates seemed unlikely to leave
witnesses. Right
now, what mattered was that the mutiny had won Maia and Brod seconds, minutes.
Time that they exchanged for badly needed meters as the shouting reavers
reorganized and finished turning the ship. "Ready about!" Brod cried,
warning of another jibe maneuver. "Ready!" Maia answered. As her
partner steered, she slid under the boom and performed a complex set of
simultaneous actions, moving with a fluid grace that would have shocked her old
teachers, or even herself a few months ago. Practice, combined with need, makes
for a kind of centering that can increase skill beyond all expectation. The
next time she glimpsed the Reckless, it cruised several hundred meters back but
was picking up speed. The gunners kept having to reposition their recoilless
rifle each time the schooner shifted angle to track the fugitives. They could
be seen shouting at the new helmswoman, urging a steady course. Straight-on
wouldn't do, as the larger vessel's bowsprit blocked the way. Eventually,
Reckless settled on a heading that plowed thirty degrees from the wind. It
reduced the closing rate, but finally allowed a clear shot. Shall I
warn Brod? Maia pondered, more coolly than she expected. No,
better to let him stay -focused every possible moment. She watched
her friend flick his gaze to the trembling sail, to the choppy water, to their
destination—the rapidly nearing cluster of vast, stony monoliths. Using all
this data, the boy made adjustments too subtle to be calculated, based on a
type of instinct he had earlier denied possessing,
seducing speed out of an unlikely combination of sailcloth, wood, and wind. He's
growing up as I watch him, Maia marveled. Brod's youthful, uncertain features
were transformed by this intensely spotlit exercise of skill. His jaw and brow
bore hardened lines, and he radiated something that, to Maia, distilled both
the mature and immature essences of male-ness—a profound narrowness of purpose
combined with an ardent joy in craft. Even if the two of them died in the next
few minutes, her young friend would not leave this world without becoming a
man. Maia was glad for him. A
booming concussion shook the air behind them. It was a deeper, larger-caliber
growl than the little cannon of this morning. "What was that?" Brod
asked, almost ab-sentmindedly, without shifting from the task at hand. "Thunder,"
Maia lied with a grim smile, letting the hot glory of his concentration last a
few seconds longer. "Don't worry. It won't rain for a while, yet." Water
poured down from the heavens, soaking their clothes and nearly swamping the
small boat. It fell in : sheets, then abruptly stopped. The cascade, blown into
the sky by another exploding shell, sent Maia with a bucket to the bilge,
bailing furiously. t Fountains of falling ocean weren't their
only trouble. One near miss had spun the skiff like a top, causing the hull to
groan with the sound of loosening boards and pegs. All Maia knew was that her
bailing outflow must exceed inflow for as long as it took Brod to
single-handedly find them a way out of this mess. The gun
crew on the Reckless had taken a while settling down, after their mutinous
purge. They shot wide, frustrated partly by the skiff's zigzagging, before
finally I zeroing in amid the deepening twilight.
For minutes, Maia nursed the illusion that safety lay in view—an open chan- 538 DAVID B
R I XI nel
leading to the anchorage of Jellicoe Lagoon. Then she glimpsed a familiar and
appalling sight—the captured freighter Manitou, anchored within that same
enclosure of towering stone, its deck aswarm with more crimson bandannas. All
at once, she realized the awful truth. Jellicoe
must be the reaver base! I led Brod straight into their hands! "Turn
right, Brod, hard!" A
sudden, last-minute swerve barely escaped the fatal entrance. Now they skirted
along the convoluted face of Jellicoe itself, alternately drenched by near
misses or the more normal ocean spume of waves crashing against -obdurate rock.
There were no more delicate, optimizing tack maneuvers. They were caught in a
mighty current, and Brod spent all his efforts keeping them from colliding with
the island's serrated face. Darkness
might have helped, if all three major moons weren't high, casting pearly
luminance upon the fivers' imminent demise. It was a beautiful, clear evening.
Soon, Maia's beloved stars would be out, if she lasted long enough to wish them
goodbye. Again
and again she filled the bucket, spilling it seaward so as not to watch the
glistening nearness of the "dragon's tooth," which towered nearly
vertically like a rippling, convoluted curtain. Its rounded fabric folds seemed
to hint a softness that was a lie. The adamantine, crystalline stone was, in
fact, passively quite willing to smash them at a touch. Maia
couldn't face that awful sight. She poured bucket after bucket in the opposite
direction, which fact partially spared her when the reavers tried a new tactic. A
sudden detonation exploded behind Maia, bouncing the skiff in waves of
compressed air and near vacuum, pummeling her downward to the bilge. To her own
amazement, she retained full consciousness as concussions rolled past, fading
into a low, rumbling vibration she CLORV J6AJOKJ 539 could
feel through the planks. Reflexively, she clutched at a stinging pain in the
back of her neck,.and pulled out a sliver of granitic stone, covered with
blood. While purple spots swam before her eyes, Maia stared at the daggerlike
piece of natural shrapnel. While the world wavered around her, she turned to
see that Brod, too, had survived, though bloody runnels flowed down the left
side of his face. Thank Lysos the rock fragments had been small. This time. - "Sail
farther from the cliff!" Maia shouted. Or tried to. She couldn't even hear
her own voice, only an awful tolling of temple bells. Still, Brod seemed to
understand. With eyes dilated in shock, he nodded and turned the tiller. They
managed to open some distance before the next shell struck, blowing more chunks
off the promontory face. No chips pelted them this time, but the maneuver meant
sailing closer to the Reckless and its weapon, now almost at point-blank range.
Looking blearily up the rifled muzzle, Maia watched its crew load another shell
and fire. She felt its searing passage through the air, not far to the left. An
interval passed, too short to give a name, and then the cliff reflected yet
another terrible blast, almost hurling the two fivers from the boat. When next
she looked up, Maia saw their sail was ripped. Soon it would be in tatters. At that
moment, the convoluted border of the island took another turn. Suddenly, an
opening • appeared to port. With quaking hands, Brod steered straight for the
cul-de-sac. It would have been insanely rash under any other circumstance, but
Maia approved wholeheartedly. At least the bitchies won't get to watch us die
at their own hands. One
side of the opening exploded as they passed through, sending cracks radiating
through the outcrop, blowing the skiff forward amid cascades of rock. The next
shell seemed to beat the cliff with bellows of frustrated rage. Cracks
multiplied tenfold. A tremendous chunk of stone, half as long as the Reckless
itself, began to peel 540 DAVID 8
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With graceful deliberateness, its looming shadow fell toward Brod and Maia. . .
. The
boulder crashed into the slim gap just behind the tiny boat, yanking them upon
the driving fist of a midget tsunami, aimed at a deep black hole. Maia
knew herself to have some courage. But not nearly enough to watch their ruined
boat surge toward that ancient titan, Jellicoe Beacon. Let it be quick, she
asked. Then darkness swept over them, cutting off all sight. Dear
lolanthe, As you
can see from this letter, I am alive . . . or was at the time of its writing .
. . and in good health, excepting the effects of several days spent bound and
gagged. Well,
it looks like I tumbled for the oldest trick in the book. The Lonely Traveler
routine. I am in good company. Countless diplomats more talented than I have
fallen victim to their own frail, human needs. . . . My
keepers command me not to ramble, so I'll try to be concise. I am supposed to
tell you not to report that I am missing until two days after receiving this.
Continue pretending that I took ill after my speech: Some will imagine foul
play, while others will say I'm bluffing the Council. No matter. If vou do not
buy my captors the time they need, they threaten to bury me where I cannot be
found. They
also say they have agents in the police bureaus. They will know if they are
betrayed. I am
now supposed to plead with you to cooperate, so my life will be spared. The
first draft of this letter was destroyed because I waxed a bit sarcastic at
this point, so let me just say that, old as I am, I would not object to going
on a while longer, or seeing more of the universe. I do
not know where they are taking me, now that summer is over and travel is
unrestricted in any direction. Anyway, if I wrote down clues from what I see
and hear around me, they would simply make me rewrite yet again. My head hurts
too much for that, so well leave it there. I will
not claim to have no regrets. Only fools say that. Still, I am content. I've
been and done and seen and served. One of the riches of my existence has been
this opportunity to dwell for a time on Stratos. My
captors say they'll be in touch, soon. Meanwhile, with salutations, I
remain—Renna. 22 In
near-total darkness she stroked Brod's forehead, tenderly brushing his sodden
hair away from coagulating gashes. The youth moaned, tossing his head, which
Maia held gently with her knees. Despite a plenitude of hurts, she felt
thankful for small blessings, such as this narrow patch of sand they lay upon,
just above an inky expanse of chilly, turbid water. Thankful, also, that this
time she wasn't fated to awaken in some dismal place, after a whack on the
head. My skull's gotten so hard, anything that'd knock, me out would kill me.
And that won't happen till the world's done amusing itself, pushing me around. "Mm
... Mwham-m . . . ?" Brod mutnbled. Maia sensed his vocalization more via
her hands than with her shock-numbed hearing. Still unconscious, Brod seemed
nevertheless wracked with duty pangs, as if at some level he remained anxious
over urgent tasks left undone. "Sh, it's all right," she told him,
though barely able to make out her own words. "Rest, Brod. I'll take care
of things for a while." Whether
or not he actually heard her, the boy seemed to calm a bit. Her ringers still
traced somnolent worry 544 DAVID BRIM knots
across his brow, but he did stop thrashing. Brdd's sighs dropped below audible
to her deafened ears. In its
last moments, their dying boat had spilled them inside this cave, while more
explosions just behind them brought down the entrance in a rain of shattered
rock. Amid a stygian riot of seawater and sand, her head ringing with a din of
cannonade, Maia had groped frantically for Brod, seizing his hair and hauling
him toward a frothy, ill-defined surface. Up and down were all topsy-turvy
during those violent moments when sea and shore and atmosphere were one, but
practice had taught Maia the knack of seeking air. Rationing her straining
lungs, she had fought currents like clawing devils till at last, with poor Brod
in tow, her feet found muddy purchase on a rising slope. Maia managed to crawl
out, dragging her friend above the waterline and falling nearby to check his
breathing in utter blackness. Fortunately, Brod coughed out what water he'd
inhaled. There were no apparent broken bones. He'd live . .. , until whatever
came next. All
told, their wounds were modest. If the skiff had stayed intact, we'd have
ridden that wave straight into some underground wall, she envisioned with a
shudder. Only the boat's premature fragmentation had saved their lives. The
dunking had cushioned their final shorefall. Maia
felt cushioned half to death. Even superficial cuts hurt like hell. Sandy grit
lay buried in every laceration, with each grain apparently assigned its own
cluster of nerves. To make matters worse, evaporation sucked the heat out of
her body, setting her teeth chattering. But
we're not dead, another voice within her pointed out defiantly. And we won't
be, if I can find a way out of here before the sea rises. Not an
easy proposition, she admitted, shivering. This undercut cave probably fills
and empties twice a day, routinely washing itself clean of jetsam like us. Maia
guessed they had at least a few hours. More life- CLORV 545 span
than she had expected during those final moments, plunging toward a horrible,
black cavity in the side of a towering dragon's tooth. I should be grateful for
even a brief reprieve, she thought, shaking her head. Forgive me, though, if 1
fail to quite see the point. In
retrospect, it seemed pathetically dumb to have gone charging off to rescue
Renna—and to redeem her sister—only to fail so totally and miserably. Maia felt
especially sorry for Brod, her companion and friend, whose sole fatal error had
been in following her. I
should never have asked him. He's a man, after all. When he dies, his story
ends. The
same could be said for her, of course. Both men and vars lacked the end-of-life
solace afforded to normal folk—to clones—who knew they would continue through
their clanmates, in all ways but direct memory. I guess
there's still a chance for me in that way. Leie could succeed in her plans,
become great, found a clan. She sniffed sardonically. Maybe Leie'll put a
statue of me in the courtyard of her hold. First in a long row of stern
effigies, all cast from the same mold. There
were other, more modest possibilities, closer to Maia's heart. Although the
twins' minor differences had irked them, important things, like their taste in
people, had always matched. So, there was a chance Leie might be drawn to
Renna, as Maia had. Perhaps Leie would" forsake her reaver pals and help
the man from outer space, even grow close to him. That
should make me feel better, Maia pondered. I wonder why it doesn't? In
successive ebbs and flows, the waterline had been gradually climbing higher
along the sandy bank where they lay. Soon the icy liquid sloshed her legs, as
well as Brod's lower torso. Here comes the tide, Maia thought, knowing it was
time to force her reluctant, battered body to move again. Groaning, she hauled
herself upright. Tak- 546 DAVID B
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boy by his armpits, Maia gritted her teeth and strained to drag him upslope
three, four meters . . . until her backside abruptly smacked into something
hard and jagged. "Ouch!
Damn the smuggy . . ." Maia
laid Brod down on the sand and reached around, trying to rub a place along her
spine. She turned and with her other hand began delicately exploring whatever
obdurate, prickly barrier loomed out of the darkness to block her retreat.
Carefully at first, she lightly traced what turned out to be a nearly vertical
wall of randomly pointed objects . . . slim ovoids coated with slime. Shells,
she realized. Hordes of barnaclelike creatures clung tenaciously to a stone
cliff face while patiently awaiting another meal, the next tidal flood of
seaborne organic matter. I guess
this is as far as we go, she noted with resignation. Depression and fatigue
almost made her throw herself on the sand next to Brod, there to pass her
remaining minutes in peace. Instead, with a sigh, Maia commenced feeling her
way along the wall, trying not to wince each time another craggy shell pinched
or scraped her hands. The thick band of algae-covered carapaces continued above
her farthest reach, confirming that full tide stretched much higher than she
could. Still
she moved from left to right, hoping for something to change. Shuffling
sideways, her feet encountered a gentle slope . . . alas, rising no more than
another meter or so. Yet it made a crucial difference. At the limit of Maia's
tiptoe reach, her fingertips passed beyond the scummy crust of shells and
stroked smooth stone. High-water
mark. The ceiling's above high tide! This offered possibilities. Assume I waken
him in time. Could Brod and I tread water and float up with the current,
keeping our heads dry? Not
without something strong and stable to hang on to, she realized with chagrin.
More likely, the waves' flush- ing
action would first bash them against the abrading walls, then suck their
fragments outside to join other rubble left by the reavers' bombardment. The only
real hope was for a cleft or ledge, above. If there's'some way to get up there
in time. She
returned to check on Brod, and found him sleeping peacefully. Maia bent a
second time to drag the boy up the little hillock she had found. Then she began
exploring the cave wall in earnest, working her way further to the right,
patting the layer of barnacle creatures in search of some route, some path
above the killing zone. At one point she gasped, yanking her hand back from a
worse-than-normal jab. Popping a finger in her mouth, Maia tasted blood and
felt a ragged gash along one side. May you live to enjoy another scar, she
thought, and resumed searching for a knob, a crack, anything offering a hint of
a route upward. A
minute or two later, Maia almost tripped when something caught her ankle. She
bent to disentangle it and her hands felt wood—a shattered board—snarled with
scraps of canvas and sodden rope—fragments of the little skiff they had wrecked
without ever giving it a name. Shivering,
she continued her monotonous task, whose chief reward consisted of unwelcome
familiarity with the outline of one obnoxious, well-defended marine life-form.
A while later, the sandy bank began to descend again, taking her even farther
from her goal, and nearer the icy water. Well,
there's still the area leftward of where I put Brod. She held out little hope
the topography would be any different. On the
verge of giving up and turning around, Maia's hand encountered ... a hole.
Trembling, she explored its outlines. It felt like a notch of sorts, about a
meter up from the sandy bank. It might serve as a place to set one's foot, to
start a climb, but with a definite drawback: the 548 DAVID BRIM C L 0 R
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procedure meant using the sharp, slippery barnacle shells as handholds. Maia
turned around, counted paces, and knelt to grope amid the wreckage she had
found earlier. From remnants of the shredded sail, she tore canvas strips to
wrap around her palms. For good measure, she looped over her shoulder the
longest stretch of rope she could find. It wasn't much. Hurry, she thought. The
tide will be in soon. With
difficulty, she found the notch again. Fortunately, the soles of her leather
shoes were mostly intact, so Maia only winced, hissing with discomfort as she
set one foot in the crevice and reached high above, tightly grasping two
clusters of shells. Even through canvas, the things jabbed painfully.
Tightening her lips together, she pushed off, using muscles in first one leg
and then the other, drawing herself upward with both arms till she stood
perched on one foot, pressed against the wall. Now sharp stabs assaulted the
entire length of her body, not just the extremities. Okay,
what next? With
her free foot, she began casting for another step. It seemed chancy to ask a
cluster of shells to bear her entire weight. Yet it must be tried. To her
astonishment, Maia encountered a better alternative. Another slim, encrusted
notch in the wall—and at just the right height! I don't
believe it, she thought, pushing her left foot inside and gingerly shifting her
weight. It can't be a coincidence. This must mean . . . Checking
her conclusion, she freed one hand and felt about until, sure enough, it met
another notch. One that had to be exactly where it was. The notches are
woman-made ... or man-made, since this place used to be a sanctuary. I wonder
how old this "ladder" is. No, I
don't. Shut up, Maia. Just concentrate and get on with it! The
notches made climbing easier. Still it was an agonizing ascent, even when her
face lifted above the scouring layer 'of plankton-feeders and she had only to
contend with smooth, rectangular cuts in the side of an almost-sheer wall.
Maia's muscles were throbbing by the time her groping hand encountered a ring
of metal, bolted to the rock. The rusty tethering collar proved useful as her
final handhold before Maia was able at last to flounder one leg, then another,
over a rounded lip and onto a stony shelf. Maia
lay on her back, panting, listening to a roar of her own heavy breathing. It
took some moments to appreciate that all of the sound wasn't internal. I can
hear. My ears are recovering, she realized, too tired to feel jubilant. She
rested motionless, as echoes of each ragged inhalation resonated off the walls,
along with a watery susurration of incoming swells. Her
pulse hadn't yet settled from a heavy pounding when she forced herself up, onto
one elbow. Got to get back to Brod, Maia thought, wearily. The re-descent would
be hard, and she had not figured out how to drag her friend up here, if it
proved impossible to rouse him. As always, the future seemed daunting, yet Maia
felt cheered that she had found a refuge. It drove off the sense of
hopelessness that had been sapping her strength." She sat
up, letting out a groan. More
than her own echo came back to her, muffled by reverberations. "M-Maia-aia-aia?" It was
followed by a fit of coughing. "M-my god-od-od . . . what's happened?
Where is she? Maia-aia-aia!" Resounding
repetitions caused her to wince. "Brod!" she cried. "It's all
right! I'm just above—" Her calls and his overlapped, drowning all sense
in a flood of echoes. Brod's overjoyed response would have been more gratifying
if he 550 DAVID ERIN CLORV 5 Ј A J 0 HI 551 didn't
stammer on so, offering thankful benedictions to both Stratos Mother and his
patriarchal thunder deity. "I'm
above you," she repeated, once the rumbling resonances died down.
"Can you tell how high the water is?" There
were splashing sounds. "It's already got me cornered on a spit of sand,
Maia. I'll try backing up ... Ouch!" Brod's exclamation announced his
discovery of the wall of shells. "Can
you stand?" she asked. If so, it might save her having to climb down after
him. "I'm
... a bit woozy. Can't hear so good, either. Lemme try." There were sounds
of grunting effort. "Yeah, I'm up. Sort of. Can I assume . . .
everything's black 'cause we're underground? Or am I blind?" "If
you're blind, so'm I. Now if you can walk, please face the wall and try working
your way to the right. Watch your step and follow my voice till you're right
below me. I'll try to rig something to help you up here. First priority is to
get above the high-water line." Maia
kept talking to offer Brod a bearing, and meanwhile leaned over to tie one end
of her rope around the metal grommet. It must have been put there long ago to
moor boats in this tiny cave, though why, Maia could not imagine. It seemed a
horrid place to use as an anchorage. Far worse than Inanna's tunnel hideaway on
Grimke Island. "Here
I am," Brod announced just below her. "Frost! These bitchie barckles
are sharp. I can't find your rope, •Maia." "I'll
swing it back and forth. Feel it now?" "Nope." "It
must be too short. Wait a minute." With a sigh, she pulled in the cord.
Judging from Brod's ragged-sounding voice, he wouldn't be a good bet to make
the same climb she had, unassisted. There was no choice, then. Fumbling at the
catches with her bruised fingers, she unbuttoned her trousers and slid them
off, over her deck shoes. Tying one leg to the rope with two half-hitches, she
also knotted a loop at the far end of the other leg, then dropped everything
-over the side again. There was a gratifying muffled sound of fabric striking
someone's head. "Ow.
Thanks," Brod responded. "You're
welcome. Can you slip one arm through the loop, up to your shoulder?" He
grunted. "Barely. Now what?" "Make
sure it's snug. Here goes." Carefully, step by step, Maia instructed Brod
where to find the first foothold. She heard him hiss in pain, and recalled that
his cord sandals had been in worse shape than her shoes, unfit for tackling
knife-edge barnacles. He didn't complain, though. Maia braced herself and
hauled on the rope—not so much to lift the youth as steady him. To lend
stability and confidence as he moved shakily from foothold to handhold, one at
a time. It
seemed to last far longer than her own laborious ascent. Maia's abused muscles
quivered worse than ever by the time his huffing gasps came near. Somehow,
drawing on reserves, she kept tension in the rope until Brod finally surged
over the ledge in one gasping heave, landing halfway on top of her. In
exhaustion they lay that way for some time, heartbeats pounding chest to chest,
each breathing the other's ragged exhalations, each tasting a salty patch of
the other's skin. We must
stop meeting like this, thought a distant, wry part of her. Still, it's more
than most women get out of a man, this time of year. To Maia's surprise, his
weight felt pleasant, in a strange, unanticipated way. "Uh
. . . sorry," Brod said as he rolled off. "And thanks for saving my
life." "It's
no more'n you did for us on the ketch, this morn- 552 DAVID B
R I XI CLORV SEASOXJ 553 ing,"
sht replied, covering embarrassment.
"Though I guess by now that was yesterday." "Yesterday."
He paused to ponder, then abruptly shouted. "Hey, look at that!" Maia
sat up, puzzled. Since she couldn't see Brod well enough to make out where he
pointed, she began scanning on her own, and eventually found something amid the
awful gloom. Opposite their ledge, about forty degrees higher toward the
zenith, she made out a delicate glitter of —she counted—five beautiful stars. I
believe it's part of the Hearth. . . . Abruptly
reminded, Maia grasped along her left arm and sighed in relief when she found
her forgotten sextant, still encased within the scratched but intact leather
cover. It's probably ruined. But it's mine. The only thing that's mine. "So,
Madam Navigator," Brod asked. "Can you tell from those stars just
where we are?" Maia
shook her head seriously. "Too little data. Besides, we know where we are.
If there were more to see, I might be able to tell the time—" She cut
short, tensing as Brod laughed aloud. Then, noting only affection in his gentle
teasing, Maia relaxed. She laughed, too, letting go as the fact sank in that
they would live awhile longer, to struggle on. The reavers hadn't won, not yet.
And Renna was nearby. Brod
lay back alongside her, sharing warmth as they watched their sole, tiny window
on the universe. Stratos turned slowly beneath them, and there passed a parade
of brief, stellar performances. Together, they feasted on a show neither had
expected ever to see again. By day,
the cave seemed less mysterious . . . and far more so. Less,
because dawn's filtered light revealed outlines that had seemed at once both
limitless and stifling in pitch darkness.
A mountain of rubble blocked what had been a generous cave entrance. Sunlight
and ocean tides streamed through narrow, jagged gaps in the avalanche, beyond
which the two escapees made out a new, foamy reef, created by the recent
barrage. There
would be no escape the way they'd arrived; that much was clear. Increased
mystery came associated with both hope and frustration. Soon after awakening to
the new day, Maia got up and followed the ledge to its far end, where it joined
a set of stairs chiseled deep into the cave wall. At the top there was another
landing, cut even deeper, which terminated in a massive door, over three meters
wide. At
least she thought it was a door. It seemed the place for one. A door was
desperately called for at this point. Only it
looked more like a piece of sculpture. Several score hexagonal plates lay upon
a broad, smooth, vertical surface made .of some obdurate, blood-colored,
impervious alloy. Impervious
because others had apparently tried to break through, in the past. Wherever a
crack or chink hinted at separable parts, Maia noticed burnished edges where
someone must have tried prying away, probably with wedges or crowbars, and
succeeded only in rubbing off a layer of tarnish. Soot-stained areas told where
fire had been used, presumably in efforts to weaken the metal, and striated
patches showed signs of acid-etching—all to no avail. "Here
are your pants," Brod said, coming up from behind, startling Maia from her
intense inspection. "I •.bought
you might want them," he added nonchalantly. "Oh,
thanks," she replied, taking the trousers and moving aside to slip them
on. They were ripped in too many places to count, and hardly seemed worth the
effort. -:ill,
she felt abashed without them, last night's fatigued r.timacy notwithstanding. 554 DAVID B R I Kl While
struggling into the pants, gingerly avoiding her worst cuts and contusions,
Maia noticed that her arms were pale once more, as well as what hair she could
pull into view. Without a mirror, she couldn't be sure, but recent multiple
dunkings appeared to have washed out the effects of Leie's makeshift dye job. Meanwhile
Brod perused the array of six-sided plates, some clustered and touching, some
standing apart, many of them embellished with symbols of animals, objects, or
geometric forms. The youth seemed oblivious to his physical condition, though
under his torn shirt Maia saw too many scratches and abrasions to count. He
moved with a limp, favoring the heels. Looking back the way he had come, she
saw specks of blood on the floor, left by wounds on his feet. Maia deliberately
avoided cataloging her own injuries, though no doubt she looked much the same. It had
been quite a night, spent listening to tides surge ever closer, wondering if
the assumed "high-water mark" meant anything when three moons lay in
the same part of the sky. Surges of air pressure had made them yawn repeatedly
to relieve their abused ears. The shelf grew slippery from spray. For what felt
like hours, the two summerlings held onto each other as waves had lapped near,
hunting them with fingers of spume. . . . "I
can't even figure what the thing's made of," Brod said, peering closely at
the mysterious barrier. "You have any idea what it's for?" "Yeah,
1 think. I'm afraid so." He
looked at her as she returned. Maia spread her arms before the metal wall.
"I've seen this kind of thing before," she told her companion.
"It's a puzzle." "A
puzzlel" "Mm.
One apparently so hard that lots of folks tried cheating, and failed." "A
puzzle," he repeated, mulling the concept. CLORV J6AJOXI 555 "One
with a big prize for solving it, I imagine." "Oh yeah?" Brod's
eyes lit. "What prize do you think?" Maia stepped back a couple of
paces, tilting her head to look at the elaborate portal from another angle.
"I couldn't say what the others were after," she said in a low voice.
"But our goal's simple. We must solve this ... or die." .
• • ' There
had been another riddle wall once, a long time ago. That one hadn't been made
of strange metal, but ordinary stone and wood and iron, yet it had been hard
enough to stymie a pair of bright four-year-olds filled with curiosity and
determination. What Were the Lamai mothers hiding behind the carven cellar
wall, inset with chiseled stars and twining snakes? Unlike the puzzle now
before her, that one had been no massive work of unparalleled craftsmanship,
but the principle was clearly the same. A combination lock. One in which the
number of possible arrangements of objects far exceeded any chance of random
guessing. One whose correct answer must remain unforgettable, intuitively
obvious to the initiated, and forever obscure to outsiders. Shared
context. That was the key. Simple memory proved unreliable over generations.
But one thing you could count on. If you established a clan—your distant
great-great-granddaughters would think a lot like you, with similar upbringing
and near-identical brains. What had been forgotten, they would recover by
re-creating your thought processes. That
insight had opened the way, after Maia failed in her first attempts in the
Lamatia Hold wine cellar, and Leie's efforts with a small hydraulic jack
threatened to break the mechanism, rather than persuade it. Even Leie had
agreed that curiosity wasn't worth the kind of punishment that would bring on.
So Maia had reconsidered the 556 DAVID B
R I XI CLORV J6AJOXI 557 problem,
this time trying to think like a Lamai. It wasn't as easy as it sounded. She had
grown up surrounded by Lamai mothers, aunts, half sisters, knowing the patterns
they exhibited at each phase of life. The cautious enthusiasm of late
three-year-olds, for instance, which quickly took cover behind a cynical mask by
the time each towheaded girl turned four. A romantic outburst in adolescence,
followed by withdrawal and withering contempt for anything or anyone
non-Lamai—a disdain that intensified, the more worthy any outsider seemed. And
finally, in late middle-age, a mellowing, a relaxation of the armor, just
enough for the ruling age-group to make alliances and deal successfully with
the outer world. The first young Lamai var, the founder, must have been lucky,
or very clever, to reach that age of tact all by herself. From then on, matters
grew easier as each generation fine-tuned the art of being that continuous
single entity, Lamatia. Pondering
the problem, Maia had realized she knew nothing of how individual Lamais felt,
deep within. Mentally squinting, she pictured a Lamai sister looking in the
mirror and using words like integrity . . . honor . . . dignity. They did not
see themselves as mean, capricious, or spiteful. Rather, they viewed others as
inherently unreliable, dangerous. Fear.
That was the key! Maia had not been able to speak after that flash of
intuition, on realizing what drove her mother clan. It was
more than fear. A type of dread that no amount of wealth or security could wipe
out, because it was so woven into the personality matrix of the type. The
genetic luck of the draw, reinforced by an upbringing in which self perpetually
reinforced self, compounding and augmenting over and over again. It was
no crippling terror, or else the offshoots of that one var could never have
turned themselves into a nation. Rather,
Lamatia rationalized it, used it as a motivator, as a driving force. Lamais
weren't happy people. But they were successful. They even raised more than
their share of successful summer progeny. There
are worse, Maia recalled thinking on the day she had had that insight, while
turning a crank to lower the dumbwaiter into that crypt below the kitchens. Who
am I to judge what works? Her
mind afroth with possibilities, Maia had approached the wall with new concepts
in mind. Lamais aren't logical, though they pretend to be. I've been trying to
solve the puzzle rationally, as a series of orderly symbols, but I'll bet it's
a sequence based on emotion! That
day (it felt like ages ago), she had lifted her lan-! tern to scan familiar
patterns of stone figures. Stars and snakes, dragons and upturned bowls. The
symbol for Man. The symbol for Woman. The emblem of Death. Picture
yourself standing here with an errand to perform, Maia thought. You're a
confident, busy, older Lamai. High-class daughter of a noble clan. Prdud,
dignified, impatient. Now add
one more ingredient, underneath it all. A hidden layer of jibbering, terror.
... One
long year later, and a quarter of the way around the globe, Maia tried the same
exercise, attempting to put herself in the shoes of another type of person. The
kind who might have left a complex jigsaw of hexagonal plates upon a metal
wall. An enigma standing between two desperate survivors and their only hope of
escaping a death :rap. "This
place is old," she told Brod in a soft voice. "Old?"
He laughed. "It was a different world! You've seen the ruins. This whole
archipelago was filled with sanctuaries, bigger than any known today. It
must've been :he focus, the very center of the Great Defense. It might even
have been the one place in all of Stratos history 558 DAVID B
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men had any real say in goings on ... till those King fanatics got big heads
and ruined it all." Maia
nodded. "A whole region, run by men." "Partly.
Until the banishment. I know, it's hard to imagine. 1 guess that's how the
Church and Council were able to suppress even the memory." Brod
was making sense. Even with the evidence all around her, Maia had trouble with
the concept. Oh, there was no denying that males could be quite intelligent,
but planning further than a single human lifespan was supposedly beyond even
their brightest leaders. Yet, here in front of her lay a counterexample. "In
that case, this puzzle was designed to be solved by men, perhaps with the
specific purpose of keeping women out." Brod
rubbed his jaw. "Maybe so. Anyway, standing around staring won't get us
much. Let's see what happens if I push one of these hexagon slabs." Maia
had already stroked the metal surface, which was curiously cool and smooth to
the touch, but she hadn't yet tried moving anything, preferring to evaluate
first. She almost spoke up, then stopped. Differences in personality . . . one
providing what the other lacks. It's a weakness in the clan system, where the
same type just amplifies itself. Maia no longer felt a heretical thrill,
pondering thoughts critical of Lysos, Mother of All. Brod
tried pushing one hexagonal plate with a circle design etched upon it, standing
by itself on an open patch of metal wall. Direct pressure achieved nothing, but
a shear force, along the plane of the wall, caused movement! The piece seemed
to glide as if being slid edgewise through an incredibly viscous fluid. When
Brod let go, Maia expected it to stop, but it kept going in the same direction
for several more seconds before slowing and finally coming to rest. Then, as
she watched in surprise, the hexagon began sliding backward, in the exact
opposite di- CLORV J Ј A S 0 XI 559 rection,
retracing its path unhurriedly until at last settling precisely where Brod had
first found it. "Huh!"
the young man commented. "Hard to imagine accomplishing a lot that
way." He experimented with more plates, and found that about a third of
them would move, but only directly along one of six directions perpendicular to
the hexagonal plate-edges. There was no sign of any sort of rail system holding
the slabs in track, so the queer behavior must be due to some mechanism behind
the plane of the wall itself, utilizing, forces beyond anything Maia had been
taught as physics. It's
not magic, she told herself while Brod pushed away, trying variations. Maia
experienced a shiver, and knew that it wasn't due to awe or superstitious fear,
but something akin to jealousy. The gliding interplay of matter and motion was
achingly beautiful to behold. She hungered to grasp how and why it worked. Renna
says the savants in Caria still know about such powers, but won't release
anything that might "destabilize a pastoral culture." If this
was a more benign use of the same power that had fried Grimke, and many other
islands in this chain, Maia could well understand why Lysos and the Founders
chose such a path. Perhaps they were right, on some grand, sociological scale.
Maybe the hunger she felt within was immature, wrongheaded, a dangerous, flaming
curiosity like the madness Renna had spoken of—the sort that drove what he had
called a "scientific age." Maia
recalled the wistful longing in Renna's eyes as he recalled such times, which
he had said were rare among human epochs. She experienced a pang deep inside,
envying what she had missed and would never know. "The
plates seem to always go back where they started," Brod commented.
"Come, Maia. Let's see if we can push two at once." 560 DAVID B
R I XI C L 0
R V S Ј A J 0 XI 561 "Airright,"
she sighed. "I'll try this one with a horse etched on it. Ready? Go." At
first she thought her chosen plate was one of those that wouldn't budge, then
it began gliding under her hand, building up momentum in response to her
constant pushing. She let go after it had crossed three of its own body
lengths, but it drifted onward, now slowing with each passing second, until it
collided at an angle with the hexagon Brod had pushed, carrying the image of a
sailing ship. The two caromed off each other, moving in new directions for
several more seconds before coming to a stop. Then each of them reversed
course, and the pair went through a negative version of the same collision.
Finally both of the plates drifted back to rest at their starting positions. Two
minutes after starting the experiment, the wall was back as they had found it,
a jumble of hexagons laid out in a pattern that made no immediate sense. Maia
exhaled heavily. There's
got to be a logic to it. An objective. The Game of Life looks like a meaningless
mass of hopping pieces, too, until you see the underlying beauty. Also,
like the game, the men who designed this might have thought it alien enough to
keep out women. That could be an important clue, especially with Brod here to
help. Unfortunately,
there was a problem inherent in her "shared context" insight. For all
she and Brod knew, the puzzle might be based on some fad current a thousand
years ago, and now long forgotten. Perhaps a certain drinking song had been
popular at the time, featuring most of these symbols. Almost any man of that
era might have known the relationship between, say, the bee rendered in one
plate and the house etched on another. One clever inscription seemed to show a
slice of bread dripping globs of butter or jam. Another showed an arrowhead,
trailing fire. I Maia
changed her mind. It had to be based on something longer lasting. Whoever
put so much care into this obviously meant it to endure, and serve a purpose
long after he was gone. And men aren't'known for thinking ahead? Clearly,
all rules had exceptions. A
growling sound distracted Maia, accompanied by an unpleasant churning in her
stomach. Her bruised body wanted to be fed, the sooner the better. Yet, in
order to have a chance of doing so, she must ignore it. Somehow, she and Brod
would have to make it through what had apparently stymied countless interlopers
before them. The only difference being that those others—hermits, tourists,
explorers, pirates—had presumably come by boat in peace, able to leave again.
For Maia and Brod, the motivation was stronger than greed or curiosity. Their
only chance of surviving lay in getting beyond this wall. "Sorry
there's no sauce, or fire to cook it, but it's fresh. Eat up!" Maia
stared down at the creature that lay on the ground in front of her crossed
legs, still flopping slightly. Emerging from a trance of concentration, she
blinked at the unexpected sight of a fish, where none had been before. Turning
to look at Brod, she saw new lacerations that bled fine lines across his chest
and legs and arms. "You didn't climb back down, did you?" The boy
nodded. "Low tide. Saw some stranded critters on the bar. Anyway, we
needed water. Here, tip your head back and open wide." Maia
saw that he carried in the crook of one arm a sodden ball of fabric, made of
bits of canvas and his own rolled-up shirt. These he held out, dripping. With
sudden eagerness arising from a thirst she hadn't recognized till now, Maia did
as told. Brod wrung a stream of bitter 562 DAVID B R I N saltwater,
tanged with a faint hint of blood, into her mouth. She swallowed eagerly,
overlooking the unpleasant taste. When finished drinking, she picked up the
fish and bit into it ravenously, as she had seen sailors do. "Mm
. . . fank you, Broth . . . Mm del-ishush ..." Sitting
beside her, Brod chewed a fish of his own. "Pure self-interest. Keep up
your strength, so you can get me outta here." His
confidence in her safecracking abilities was inspiring. Maia only wished it
were well-founded. Oh, there had been progress, the last ten hours or so. She
now knew which plates would move and which wouldn't. Of the stationary ones,
some served as simple barriers, or bumpers against which moving tokens might
bounce or reflect. A few others, by a process she was never able to discern
clearly, seemed to absorb any plate that ran into them. The moving hexagon
would merge with or pass behind the stable one, and stay there for perhaps half
a minute, then reappear to reverse its path, returning the way it came. Each
time one of these temporary absorptions occurred, Maia thought she heard a
distant, low sound, like a humming gong. Unfortunately,
there weren't direct shots from movable hexagons to all the rigid ones. Nor
would all combinations produce the absorbtion plus gong. Maia soon realized the
solution must entail getting several plates going at the same time, arranging
multiple collisions so that pieces would enter certain specific slots during
the brief interval allowed. For a
while, I thought there was a due in the fact that the puzzle is reversible . .
. that everything returns to the same starting condition. The variant Life game
that Renna used to send his radio message was a "reversible" version.
But, as I think about it, that seems less likely. It's got to be simpler,
having to do with those symbols inscribed on the plates. CLORV S Ј A J O X! 563 There
she counted on Brod. He knew many of the emblems from their use as labels in
shipboard life. Box, can, and barrel, were tokens for containers, written,
appropriately enough, across several of the static, "target" plates.
Quite a few food items were included on movable ones. Beer was portrayed by a
stein with foam pouring over the sides. There were also biscuit, hardtack, and
the bread-and-jelly symbol she had seen earlier. Other insignia Brod identified
as standing for compass, rudder, and cargo hook, while some still eluded
interpretation. He had no idea what the fire-arrow stood for. Nor the
depictions of a bee, a spiral, or a rearing horse. Still, Maia felt reinforced
in her notion. This puzzle was meant to be easy for men to understand. Or
easier. I don't imagine all men were welcome, either. You'd still need to have
been told some trick. Something simple enough to pass on from master to
apprentice for generations. Refreshed
by food and drink, though not fully sated, they resumed experimenting for as
long as the dim light lasted. That wasn't very long, unfortunately. Outside, it
might remain day for several more hours. But even with their irises slitted
wide, too little illumination pierced cracks in the cave wall to allow work
past late afternoon, when Maia and Brod had to stop. In
darkness, huddled together for warmth, they listened to the tide return. Lying
with her head on Brod's chest, Maia worried about Renna. What were the reaver
folk doing to him? What purpose did they have in mind for the man from the
stars? Baltha
and her crowd definitely had reason to make common cause with Kiel's Radicals,
back when Renna languished in Perkinite hands. Perkinism preached taking
Stratoin life much farther along the track designed by Lysos, toward a world
almost void of variation, completely dedicated to self-cloning and stability.
It suited the interests of both groups of vars to fight that. 564 DAVID B
R ! XI Rads
wanted the opposite, a moderation of the Plan, in which clones no longer
utterly dominated political and economic life, and where men and vars were
stronger, though never as dominant as in the bad old Phylum. Their idea was to
sacrifice some stability for the sake of diversity and opportunity. That made
the Radical program as heretical as Perkinism, if not more so. Ironically,
Baltha's cutthroat gang of reavers had a goal far less broad in scope, more
aimed at self-interest. As Baltha hinted back on the Manitou, she and her group
wanted no change in the way of life Lysos had ordained, only to shake things up
a little. Maia
recalled the var-trash romance novel she had read back in prison, about a world
spun topsy-turvy, in which stodgy clans collapsed along with the stable
conditions that had made them thrive, opening fresh niches to be filled by
upstart variants. She also remembered. Renna's comments on Lysian biology—how
it had been inspired by certain lizards and insects, back on Old Earth. "Cloning
lets you keep perfection. But perfection for what? Take aphids. In a fixed
environment, they reproduce by self-copying. But come a dry spell, or frost, or
disease, and suddenly they use sex like mad, mixing genes for new combinations,
to meet new challenges." . Baltha
and the reavers wanted enough chaos to knock loose some ancient clans, but
solely in order that they might take those heights. It was a scheme more
classically Lysian than either of the Perkinite or Radical dogmas. The Founders
included vars like me because you can never be sure stability will last. They
must have known it would mean some vars plotting to help nature along. In
fact, it must happen more often than she had imagined. Whenever such a scheme
succeeded, it would be toned down in the histories. No sense encouraging other
vars, downstream, to try the same thing! If Baltha managed to whelp a great
house, she would not be depicted as CLORV 565 a
pirate by her heirs. It made Maia wonder about those embroidered tales told
about the original Lamai. Had she, in fact, been a robber? A conniver? Perhaps
Leie had it right, choosing such company. If Maia's twin had tapped a ruthless
side to their joint nature, should she be cheered, rather than reproved? How
does Rennafit into all this? Maia wondered. Do the reavers plan to provoke some
sort of war among factions on the Reigning Council? Or retribution from the
stars? That would shake things up, all right. Perhaps more than they realize. She
worried. What is Renna doing, right now? - Earlier, while twilight settled,
Maia had spoken to Brod about these quandries. He was a good listener, for a
man, and seemed genuinely understanding. Maia felt grateful for his company and
friendship. Nevertheless, after a while she had run out of energy. In darkness,
she eventually lay quietly, letting Brod's body warmth help stave off the night
chill. Breathing his male musk, Maia dozed while an odd sensation of well-being
pervaded within the circle of his arm. Half-dreaming, she let images glide
through her mind—of aurorae, streaming emerald and blue-gold sky curtains above
the glaciers of home. And Wengel Star, brighter than the beacon of Lighthouse
Sanctuary, at the harbor mouth. Those summertime themes blended with a favorite
memory of autumn, when men returned from exile, singing joyously amid swirls of
multicolored, freshly fallen leaves. Seasons
mixed in Maia's fantasy. Still asleep, her nostrils flared in sudden,
unprovoked recollection—a distant scent of frost. She
awakened, blinking rapidly, knowing too little time had passed for it to be
dawn. Yet she could see a little. Moonlight shone through cracks in the cave
entrance. The whites of Brod's eyes were visible. "You
were quivering. Is something wrong?" She sat
up, embarrassed, though she knew not why. 566 DAVID B R I XI Within,
Maia felt an odd stirring, an emptiness that had nothing to do with hunger for
food. "I
. . . was dreaming about home." He
nodded. "Me too. All this talk about heretics and rads and Kings, it got
me thinking about a family I knew, back in Joannaborg, who followed the Yeown
Path." "Yeown?"
Maia frowned in puzzlement. "Oh, I've heard of them. Isn't that where . .
. it's the clone daughters who go out to find niches, and the vars who stay
behind?" "That's
right. Used to be some of the cities along the Mechant had whole quarters
devoted to Yeown enclaves, surrounded by Getta walls. I've seen pictures. Most
boys didn't go to sea, but stayed and studied crafts along with their summer
sisters, then married into other Yeown clans. Kind of weird to imagine, but
nice in a way." Maia
saw Brod's point of view. Such a way of life offered more options for a boy—and
for summer girls who stayed where they were born, living with their mothers.
... And/others,
she supposed, finding it hard to conceive. Without
her recent studies, Maia might not have perceived how, unfortunately, the Yeown
way ran counter to the drives of Stratoin biology. There were basic genetic
reasons why time reinforced the tendency to need a winter birth first, or for
mothers to feel more intense devotion to clone-daughters than their
var-offspring. Humans were flexible creatures, and ideological fervor might
overcome such drives for a generation, or several, but it wasn't surprising
that Yeown heresies remained rare. Brod
continued. "I got to thinking about them because, well, you mentioned that
book about the way people lived on Florentina World. You know, where they still
had marriage? But I can tell you it wasn't like that in the Yeown home I knew.
The husbands . . ." He spoke the word with evident embarrassment.
"The husbands didn't L
O R Y 5 Ј A J O XI 567 make
much noise or fuss. There was no talk among the neighbors of violence, even in
summer. Of course, the men were still outnumbered by their wives and daughters,
so it wasn't exactly like a Phylum world. With everyone watching, they kept
real discreet, so as not to give Perkie agitators any excuse ..." Brod
was rambling, and Maia found it hard to see what he was driving at. Did the lad
have his own heretical sympathies? Did he dream of a way to live in one home
year-round, in lasting contact with mates and offspring, experiencing less
continuity than a mother, but far more than men normally knew on Stratos? It
might sound fine in abstract, but how did the two sexes keep from getting on
each other's nerves? Clearly, poor Brod was an idealist of the first water. Maia
recalled the one man she had lived near while growing up. An orthodox clan like
Lamatia would never condone the sort of situation Brod described in a Yeown
commune, but it did offer occasional, traditional refuge to retirees, like Old
Coot Bennett. Maia
felt a shiver, recalling the last time she had looked in Bennett's rheumy eyes.
Demi-leaves had swirled in autumnal cyclones, just like the image in her recent
dream—as if subconsciously she had already been thinking about the coot. I used
to wonder if he was the only man I'd ever know more than in passing. But Renna,
and now Brod, have got me thinking peculiar thoughts. Keep it up, and I'll be a
raving heretic, too. This
was getting much too intense. She tried returning things to an abstract plane. "I
imagine Yeownists would get along with Kiel and her Radicals." Brod
shrugged. "I don't think the few remaining Yeowns would risk trouble,
making political statements. They have enough problems nowadays. With the rate
of summer births going up all over Stratos, making every- 568 DAVID B R I XI body so
nervous, Perkinites are always looking for var-loving scapegoats. "But
y'know, I was thinking about the people who once dwelled here in the Dragons'
Teeth. Maybe they started out as Yeowh followers, back at the time of the
Defense. "Think
about it, Maia. I'll bet these sanctuaries weren't originally just for men.
Imagine the technology they must've had! Men couldn't keep that up all by
themselves. Nor could they have ever managed to beat the Enemy alone. I'm sure
there were women living here, year-round, alongside the men. Somehow, they
must've known a secret for managing that." Maia was
unconvinced. "If so, it didn't last. After the Defense, there came the
Kings." -
"Yeah," he admitted. "Later it corrupted into a fit of
patriarchism. But everything was in chaos after the war. One brief aberration,
no matter how scary, can't excuse the Council for burying the history of this
place! For centuries or more, men and women must've worked together here, back
when it was one of the most important sites on Stratos." The
temptation to argue was strong, but Maia refrained from pouring water on her
friend's enthusiastic theory. Renna had taught her to look back through a thick
glass, one or two thousand years, and she knew how tricky that lens could be.
Perhaps, with access to the Great Library in Caria, Brod's speculation might
lead to something. Right now, though, the poor fellow seemed obsessed with
scenarios, based more on hope than on data, in which females and males somehow
stayed together. Did he picture some ancient paradise amid these jagged isles,
in that heady time before the Kings' conceit toppled before the Great Clans? It
seemed a waste of mental energy. Maia
felt overwhelming drowsiness climb her weary CLORV $
Ј A Ј 0 XI 569 arms
and legs. When Brod started to speak again, she patted his hand. "That's
'nuff f®r now, okay? Let's talk later. See you in the mornin', friend." The
young man paused, then put his arm around her as she lowered her head once
more. "Yeah. Good rest, Maia." "Mm." This
time it proved easy to doze off, and she did sleep well, for a while. Then
more dreams encroached. A mental image of the nearby, blood-bronze metal wall
shimmered in ghostly overlay, superimposing upon the much-smaller, stony puzzle
under Lamatia Hold. Totally different emblems and mechanisms, yet a voice
within her suggested, True elegance is simplicity. Still
more vivid illusions followed. From those Port Sanger catacombs, her spirit
seemed to rise through rocky layers, past the Lamai kitchens, through great
halls and bedrooms, all the way up to lofty battlements where, within one corner
tower, the clan kept its fine old telescope. Like the wall of hexagons, it was
an implement of burnished metal, whose oiled bearings seemed nearly as smooth
in action as the flowing plates. Overhead in Maia's dream lay a vast universe
of stars. A realm of clean physics and honest geometries. A hopeful terrain, to
be learned by heart. Bennett's
large hand lay upon her little one. A warm, comforting presence, guiding her,
helping Maia dial in the main guide stars, iridescent nebulae, the winking
navigation satellites. Suddenly
it was a year later . . . and there it was. In the logic of dreams, it had to
show. Crossing the sky like a bright planet, but no planet, it moved of
volition all its own, settling into orbit after coming from afar. A new star. A
ship, erected for traveling to stars. 570 DAVID 8
R Thrilled
at this new sight, wishing for someone to share it with, this older Maia went
to fetch her aged friend, guiding his frail steps upstairs, toward the gleaming
brass instrument. Now dim and slow, the coot took some time to comprehend this
anomaly in the heavens. Then, to her dismay, his grizzled head rocked back,
crying into the nigh— Maia
sat bolt upright, her heart racing from hormonal alarm. Brod snored nearby, on
the cold stone floor. Dawn light crept through crevices in the rubble wall. Yet
she stared straight ahead for many heartbeats, unseeing, willing herself to
calm without forgetting. Finally,
Maia closed her eyes. Knowing
at last why they had sounded so familiar, she breathed aloud two words. "Jellicoe
Beacon . . ." A
shared context. She had been so sure it would turn out to be simple. Something
passed on from master to apprentice over generations, even given the
notoriously poor continuity within the world of men. What she had never
imagined was that luck would play a role in it! Oh,
surely there was a chance she and- Brod would have figured it out by
themselves, before they starved. But Coot Bennett had spoken those words,
babbling out of some emotion-fraught store of ragged memory, the last time she
heard him speak at all. And the phrases had lain in her subconscious ever
since. Had the
old man been a member of some ancient conspiracy? One that was still active, so
many centuries after the passing of the Kings? More likely, it had started out
that way, but was by now a tattered remnant. A ritualized cult or lodge, one of
countless many, with talisman phrases its members taught one another, no longer
meaningful save in some vague sense of portent. CLORV 5 Ј A J 0 XI 571 "I'm
ready, Maia," Brod announced, crouching near one blank-featured hexagon.
She placed her hand on another. "Good," Maia replied. "One more
try, then, at the count of three. One, two, three!" • Each
of them pushed off hard, setting their chosen plates accelerating along the
wall on separate, carefully planned, oblique trajectories. Once the first two
were well on .their way, Maia and Brod shifted to another pair of hexagons.
Maia's second one bore the stylized image of an insect, while Brod's depicted a
slice of bread and jam. It had taken them all day to get launching times and
velocities right, so that their first pair would arrive in just the right
positions when these later two showed up for rendezvous. Ideally, a double
carom would result—two simultaneous -collisions at opposite ends of the wall—
sending the inscribed hexagons gliding from different directions toward the
same high, stationary target. It
seemed simple enough, but so far they had failed to get the timing close enough
to test Maia's insight. Now daylight was starting to fade again. This would
have to be their last attempt. Maia watched with her heart in her throat as the
four moving hexagons approached their chosen intersections, collided, and
separated at right angles . . . exactly as intended! "Yes!"
Brod shouted, grinning at her. Maia
was more restrained. So far, so good. Gliding
on across the bright metal expanse, the selected pair of plates converged from
opposite directions toward a single static platter, whose surface bore the
etched design of a simple cylinder—the symbol used on ships to denote a kind of
container. "Bee-can!"
Old Coot had shouted, that fateful night when she showed him Renna's starship.
Even then, Maia had guessed the phrase stood for "Beacon," since many
sanctuaries doubled as lighthouses. The rest of his babble 572 DAVID B
R I Kl made no
sense, however. Without context, it could make no sense. But it
wasn't garbled man-dialect, as she had thought. No random babble, it had been a
heartfelt cry of desperate faith, of yearning. An invocation. "...
jelly can! Bee-can Jelly can!" There
had been other prattled syllables, but this was the expression that counted.
Whatever Bennett had thought he was saying that night, originally it must have
meant "Jellicoe." Jellicoe
Beacon, of the Dragons' Teeth. The same reasons that had drawn Maia here with
Brod, that had caused the reavers to choose its defensible anchorage, had
conspired to make this isle- special in ages past. One of the linchpins of the
Great Defense, and of the ill-fated man-empire called "the Kings." A
place whose history of pride and shame could be suppressed, but never entirely
hidden. Two
moving hexagons glided before her, one bearing the image of a bee, the other
the common shipboard symbol for stored jam ... or jelly. Maia held her breath
as both plates cruised toward the same target at the same time. The
most elegant codes are simplest, she thought. AH they ask here is for us to say
the name of the place whose door we're knocking at! That
is, she thought, clenching her fists, providing we aren't fooling ourselves
with our own cleverness. If this isn't just one layer of many more to solve. If
it works. Please,
let it work! The
plates converged upon the target with the can symbol inscribed on its face.
They touched . , . and the stationary hexagon simply, cleanly absorbed them
both! At once there followed a double gong sound, deep-throated and decisive,
which grew ever louder until the tolling vibration forced Brod and Maia back,
covering their CLORV 5 Ј A S 0 Hi 573 ears.
They coughed as soot and dust shook off the great door and its jamb. Then,
along seams too narrow heretofore to see, a diagonal split propagated. The
humming, shivering portal divided, spilling into the grimy vestibule a flood of
rich and heady light. Journal
of the Peripatetic Vessel CYDONIA-626
Stratos Mission: Arrival
+ 53.605 Ms Ihave
not heard from Renna since his last report, over two hundred kiloseconds ago.
Meanwhile, I have been picking up radio and tight-beam traffic below, which
appears to indicate a police emergency of the first order. From contextual
data, I must conclude that my peripatetic envoy has been kidnapped. We had
discussed the probability of precipitate action after his speech. Now it has
come about. I estimate that none of this would have happened, had not the
approach of iceships from Phylum Space forced his premature revelation. It is
an inconvenience we did not need, to say the least.
One that may have tragic consequences ranging far beyond this world. Why
were the iceships sent? Why so soon, even before our report could be evaluated?
It seems clear now that they were dispatched about the time I began
decelerating into this system, before Renna and I knew what kind of
civilization thrived on Stratos. I must
decide what to do, and decide alone. But there is not sufficient data, even for
a unit of my level to choose. It is a
quandary. 23 Maia
had been in trouble before. Often more immediately life-threatening. But
nothing like this. Trouble
seemed to loom all around the two young vars, from the moment they nervously
forsook the known terrors of the sealed cave to walk into that blast of
mysterious brilliance, hearing only the massive door shutting behind them with
an echoing boom. A long hallway had stretched ahead, with walls of
almost-glassy, polished stone, illuminated by panels that put out uniform,
artificial light unlike any either of them had known, save coming from the sun.
An even layer of fine dust soaked up bloody specks left by Brod's torn feet. To
Maia, it felt as if the two of them were trespassing delinquents, tracking mud
into the home of a powerful, punctilious deity. She kept half-expecting to be
challenged at any moment by a resounding, disembodied woman's voice—a stern, stereotypical
alto—as in some cheap cinematic fantasy. That
first stretch of hallway wasn't straight, but took several zigzag turns before
arriving at another door, similar to the first one, covered with more of the
same burnished hexagons. The fivers groaned aloud at the prospect of tackling
yet another enigmatic combination lock. But 578 DAVID 8
R I XI CLORV 579 this
time, as if in response to their approach, several of the plates abruptly began
moving on their own! By the time Maia and Brod arrived, the portal had already
divided, opening onto another series of brightly lit twists and turns. They
passed through quickly, and Brod sighed with relief. Did a
prickly corner of her mind feel just a momentary touch of cheated
disappointment? As if it had actually been looking forward to another
challenge? Just shut up, Maia told the mad puzzle-freak within. Meanwhile, her
direction sense said they were plunging ever deeper into the convoluted
mountain that was Jellicoe Isle. The
next barrier almost made the entire journey pointless. Upon turning a corner,
the youths were bluntly , disconcerted to suddenly confront a heap of broken
stone and masonry filling the passageway before them. The ceiling had
collapsed, spilling rubble into the hallway. Only a glimmer of artificial light
showed through a gap near the top, suggesting a possible path to the other
side. Brod and Maia had to scramble up a slope of rocky fragments and start
pulling aside heavy chunks of debris, digging to create a passage wide enough to
crawl through. It was a queer feeling, to burrow with bare hands, deep
underground, your life depending on the outcome, and yet working under such
pure, synthetic radiance. One conclusion was unmistakable. If
anyone else ever came this way since the tunnel col- , lapsed, they'd have left traces here, as we're doing. All
those others who tried to get past the door . . . and we're the first to make
it! Or, the
first since whatever calamity had caused the avalanche. Whether that had been
natural or artificial remained to be seen. At last
the two young vars broke through, sliding downslope into what seemed a
rubble-strewn basement. What might have once been crushed barrels lay in rusty
heaps along the walls. The only exit was a half-ruined iron . staircase,
missing many risers, which appeared to have slumped from an encounter with high
temperatures. It was climbable . . . with great care. Helping each other to the
topmost landing, Brod and Maia turned the handle of a simple metal door.
Together, they pushed hard to force the warped hinges, and finally squeezed
anxiously into a hallway twice as wide as the earlier one. Terrible
heat must have passed through the zone nearest the tortured cellar, once upon a
time. Several more metal doorways were fused shut, while at others, Maia and
Brod glanced into chambers choked with boulders. No hint remained of whatever
purpose they had served, long ago. Even the sturdy tunnel walls bore stigmata
where plaster had briefly gone molten and flowed before congealing in runny
layers. The sight reminded the two sum-merlings of their awful dehydration. Limping
beyond the affected area, they soon traversed the most pristine and majestic
stretch of corridor yet, which coursed beneath lofty arched ceilings, higher
than any Maia had ever seen. Her shoulders tightened and her eyes wanted to
dart in all directions at once. She kept expecting to hear footsteps and
shouting voices ... or at least mysterious whispers. But the place had been
emptied even of ghosts. As on
Grimke, there were signs of orderly withdrawal. Most of the rooms they peered
into were stripped of furnishings. This whole corner of the island must be
honeycombed, she thought. At the same time, Maia recalled her promise to
Brod—that getting through the mystery gate might offer their key to continued
survival. So far, this was all very grand and imposing, but not too useful for
keeping them alive. Maybe
some future explorer will find our bones, she contemplated, grimly. And wonder
what our story was. Then,
Brod cried out, "Hurrah!" Accelerating, he hobbled ahead, leading
Maia to a room he had spied. Lights 580 DAVID B
R I XI CLORV S Ј A J 0 XJ 581 flickered
on as he rushed inside, limping toward a tiled basin while murmuring, "Oh,
Lord, let it work!" As if
answering his prayer, a bright metal faucet began spilling forth clear
liquid—fresh water, Maia scented quickly. 'Brod thrust his head.under the
stream, earnestly slurping, making Maia almost faint with sudden thirst. In
ravenous haste she bumped her head against a porcelain bowl next to his,
slaking her parched throat in a taste finer than plundered Lamatian wine,
slurping as if the flow might cut off at any moment. Finally,
dazed, bloated, and gasping for breath, they turned to peruse this strange, imposing
room. "Do
you think it's an infirmary? Or some sort of factory?" Maia asked. She
cautiously approached one of several broad, tiled cubicles, each with a glass
door that gaped ajar. "What are all these nozzles for?" Leaning
inside to look at a dozen ceramic orifices, she yelped when they suddenly came
alive, jetting fierce sprays of scorching steam. "Ow, ow!" Maia
cried, leaping back and waving a reddened arm. "It's a machine for
stripping paint!" Brod
shook his head. "I know it seems absurd, Maia, but this place can only
be—" "Never!" "It
is. That really is a shower stall." "For
searing hair off lugars?" She found it doubtful. "Were the ancients
giants, to need all that room? Did they have skins of leather?" Brod
chewed his lip. Experimentally, he leaned against the doorjamb and began
inserting his arm. "Those little, thumb-size windows—I saw a few in the
oldest building of Kanto Library, back in the city. They sense when someone's
near. That's how the faucets knew to turn on for us." More steam
jetted forth, which Brod carefully avoided as he waved in front of one sensor,
then another. Quickly, the
stream transformed from hot to icy cold. "There you are, Maia. Just what
we needed. All the comforts of home." Maybe
your home, she thought, recalling her last, tepid shower in Grange Head,
carefully rationed from clay pipes and a narrow tin sprinkler head. At the
time, she had thought it salaciously luxurious. Back in Port Sanger, La-matia
Hold had been proud of its modern plumbing. But this place, with its gleaming
surfaces, bright lights, and odd smells, was downright alarming. Even Brod, who
had grown up in aristocratic surroundings on Landing Continent, claimed never
to have imagined such expanses of mirrored glass and ceramic, all apparently
designed to service simple bodily needs. "Laddies
first," Maia told her friend, citing tradition and motioning for him to go
ahead of her. "Guest-man gets first privileges." Brod
dissented. "Uh, we're in a sanctuary—or what must've been one, long ago—so
strictly speaking, you're the guest. Go on, Maia. I'll see if I can find
something to patch my feet." Maia
frowned at being outmaneuvered, but there was no point in further argument.
They both badly needed to clean their many wounds, lest infection set in.
Later, they could worry other matters, such as how to feed themselves. "Well,
stay in shouting range, will you?" she asked, tentatively moving her hand
toward the controls. "Just in case I get into trouble." Maia
soon learned the knack of waving before those dark circles in the wall. She
adjusted the shower to a temperature between tepid and scalding, and texture
between mist and needle spray. Then, on stepping under the multiple jets, she
forgot everything in a roar of bodily sensa- uons. Everything
save one triumphant thought. Those
cheating murderers and their guns . . . they think 582 DAVID B
R I N CLORV J6ASOX1 583 I'm
dead. Even Leie probably does. But I'm not. Brod and I are Jar from it. In
fact, she was sure none of her enemies had ever experienced anything remotely
like what she luxuriated in now. Even when it came time to scrub and pry
embedded grains of sand out of her wounds, that stinging seemed no great price
to pay. Sitting
before a mirror broad enough for dozens, Maia touched her unkempt locks, which
for weeks had grown out tangled, filthy, uncombed. It was, indeed, free of the
dye her sister had hastily applied while Maia squirmed, helplessly bound and
gagged aboard the Reckless. I ought to hack it all off, she decided. Brod
sang while finishing his shower. His voice seemed to be cracking less, or
perhaps it was the astonishing resonance lent by that tiled compartment—no
doubt a wonder of technology, designed into the cleaning chamber for some
mysterious purpose lost to time. Nearby, on the countertop, Maia saw the bloody
needle and thread the boy had used to stitch his worst gashes. Maia had not
heard him cry out even once. The
little medical kit he had found behind one of the mirrors was woefully
ill-equipped. A good thing, since that had made it small enough to overlook
under wadded trash when this place was evacuated. There had been a few sealed
bandages, which hissed and gave off a funny, emphatically neutral smell on
unwrapping, plus a tiny bottle of still-pungent disinfectant, which they
decided to leave alone. And finally a pair of scissors, which Maia lifted after
all other matters had been attended to, taking a few tentative, uncertain
swipes at her hair. There had been nothing else useful to find amid the litter. Behind
her, the clamor of water cut off, and the same nozzles could be heard pouring
hot air over her compan- I I ion's
body. Brod whooped, as noisy in pleasure as he had been stoical in pain.
"Hey, Maia! Why not use this machine to do our clothes, too! Clean and dry
in five minutes. Toss me yours." She
bent to pick up her filthy tunic and breeches between a thumb and forefinger,
and threw them in his direction. "All right," she said. "You've
convinced me. Men are good for something, after all." Brod
laughed. "Try me out next springtime!" he shouted over the renewed
roar of jetting steam. "If you wanna see what a man's good for." "Talk,
talk!" she answered. "Lysos shoulda cut all the talk-talk genes off
the Y chromosome, an' put in more action!" It was
the sort of easy repartee she had envied of Naroin and the_ men and women
sailors, devoid of real threat, but carrying a patina of stylish daring. Maia
grinned, and her smile transformed her appearance in the mirror. She sat up
straight, using her fingers as combs and shaking her trimmed bangs. That's,
better, she thought. Now I wouldn't scare a three-year-old on the street. Not
that her scars were shameful in the least, but Maia felt glad that most of the
knocking around had spared her face. A face that was, nevertheless, transformed
by recent months. Some adolescent roundness still hemmed the cheekbones, and
her complexion was clear- and flushed from scrubbing. Nevertheless, privation
and struggle had sculpted a new firmness of outline. It was a different visage
than she remembered back when sharing a dim table mirror with her twin, in a
shabby attic room full of unrealistic dreams. "Here
they are," Brod announced, putting two folded garments on the counter next
to her. Like Maia herself, the clothes looked and smelled transformed, though
badly in need of mending. The same held for Brod, Maia thought, upon turning
around. The young man shrugged into his 584 DAVID B
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shirt and trousers, grinning as he poked fingers through long gashes.
"We'll take along some thread, and maybe sew 'em later. I say we move on
now, though. Who knows? We may strike it lucky and find someone's apartment,
with a full wardrobe." "Plus
three bowls of porridge to swipe, and three beds to sleep on?" Maia yawned
as she stood, stealing one last glance at the mirror. 1 used
to see Leie—whenever I looked at my reflection— as well as myself. But this
person before me is unique. There is nothing else like her in the world. Strangely,
Maia found no disappointment in that notion. None at all. Clean
and partially rested, they resumed exploring and soon found themselves
traversing another zone of rain, where powerful upheavals had wracked every
plastered wall. In places, damage had been rudely patched, while elsewhere,
lesions exposed bare, cracked stone. Maia and Brod stepped carefully where the
floor canted or faulting had riven a corridor in two. Some of this harm might
have come from age—the natural action of millennia since this i refuge was
evacuated. But to Maia another hypothesis I seemed more likely. Blows from
space, the marks of which • still scarred Jellicoe and other isles, must have
come near to toppling even these mighty halls. Grimke
was just an outpost, she realized. This must have been a main fortress. Maia
and Brod soon found that not everything had been taken away when the
inhabitants were banished. They came upon a region packed full of complex
machinery, room after oversized room, stuffed with devices''Some clearly dealt
with electricity—distant relatives of the useful little transformers and
generators she knew—but on a magnitude vastly greater than anything used in
today's Stratoin
economy. The scale of things staggered her. There was more metal here than
existed in all Port Sanger! Nor was it probable she and Brod had more than
scratched the surface. One
chamber stretched a hundred meters across, and seemed to climb at least three
times that height..Almost filling the entire space towered one massive block
consisting of an amber, translucent material she had never seen before, braced
by heavy armatures of the same adamant, blood-red metal that had made up the
puzzle door. Dim flickerings within the outlandish gemstone told that its
powers were quiescent, but hardly dead. It made them both want to creep away on
tiptoe, lest the slightest noise waken whatever slept there. The
sanctuary-fort seemed endless. Maia wondered if their doom would be to wander
forever like damned spirits, seeking a way out of a purgatory they had striven
so hard to enter. Then the corridor spilled onto a broader one, with walls more
heavily reinforced than ever. To their left stood another massive,
crimson-metal door, this one almost a meter thick and resting on tremendous
hinges. It gaped open. On this side, someone had set up a wooden easel, bearing
a placard on which were printed bold, unfriendly letters. YOU
WERE WARNED KEEP OUT! So
anomalous was the message, so out of the blue, that Maia could only think, in
response, Don't speak nonsense. Whoever you are, you never warned us of a
thing. As if
we care. "Do
you think the reavers left it?" Brod asked. Maia shrugged. "It's
hardly like them to admonish. Scream 'n' leap, that's more their style."
She bent toward the lettering, which looked professionally done. 586 DAVID B R I XI CLORV J Ј A 'J O XI 587 "It
must be an important room," Brod said. "Come on. Maybe we'll learn
something." Following
close behind, Maia considered. If it's so important, why do they use signs? Why
didn't they just close and lock the door? The
answer was obvious. Whoever they are, they can't close the door. If they do,
they'll never get it open again. They don't know the combination! The
long, tubelike chamber spanned forty meters, lined all the way with adamant red-metal
and triple-braced buttresses. Presumably to resist even a direct hit ... though
a hit of what Maia still couldn't imagine. She did recognize computer consoles,
many times larger than the little comm units manufactured and distributed by
Caria City, but clearly relatives. It all had the look of having been used just
yesterday, instead of over a thou- I sand years ago. In her mind's eye, she saw
ghostly operators working at the stations, speaking in hushed, anxious voices,
unleashing horrific forces at a button's touch. I "Maia,
look at this!" * She
turned around. Brod was standing before another . placard. Property
of the Reigning Council If you are here, you risk summary execution for trespass. Your
entry was noted. Your sole option is to call Planetary Equilibrium Authority at
once. Use the
comm unit below. Remember
— Confession brings mercy. Obstinacy, death! "Your
entry was noted," Brod read aloud. "Do you think they've wired all
the doors? Hey, maybe they're listening to us, watching us right now!" His
eyes widened, turning and peering,
as if to see in all directions at once. But Maia felt oddly detached. So, the
Council knows about this place. It was naive to think they didn't. After all,
this was the heart of the Great Defense. They wouldn't have left such power
lying around, unsupervised. It might be needed again, someday. But
then,, what about my idea—that old Bennett said what he did because he had
inherited some mysterious secret? Perhaps
there had been a secret, left over from the glory days of Jellicoe. Something
that survived the shame and ignominy following the brief episode of the Kings.
Or perhaps it was only the stuff of legend, a yearning for lost home and
stature, something carried on by a small coterie of men through the centuries
of their banishment, losing meaning though gaining ritual gravity as it passed
on to new men and boys, recruited from their mother-clans. "We
could follow the antenna to the entrance they normally use." Brod motioned
to the comm unit mentioned in the announcement, a completely standard unit,
attached to cables crudely stapled to the walls. Those cables would be severed
if the great door ever sealed. "You know, I'll bet they don't even know
about the route we took! Maybe they don't know we're here, after all." Good
point, Maia thought. Next to the comm unit, another item caught her interest. A
thick black notebook. She picked it up, scanned several pages, and sighed. "What
is it, Maia?" She
flipped more pages. "They not only know about this place, they train here
... every ten years or so, it seems. Look at the dates and signatures. I see
three, no four, clan names. Must be military specialist hives, subsidized in
their niches by council security funds. They come out here once a generation
and hold exercises. Brod, this place is still in business!" The
young man blinked twice in thought, then exhaled heavily. Resigned resentment
colored his voice. "It 588 DAVID B
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sense. After the Enemy was beaten, the tech types who lived here must've gotten
uppity—both men and women—and demanded changes. The priestesses and savants and
high clans got scared. Maybe they even concocted the Kings' Rebellion, to have
an excuse to kick out all the folk who used to live here!" Brod
was doing it again, reaching beyond the evidence. Yet he spun a convincing
scenario. "But it would be stupid to forget the place, or dismantle
it," he went on. "So they chose women warriors suited to the job and
gave them permanent sinecures, to keep trained and available in case of another
visit by the Enemy." Or by
unwelcome relatives? Maia wondered. The most recent entry in the logbook was
off-schedule, dated about the time Renna's ship would have been seen entering
the system. That drill had lasted five times normal duration. Until, she noted,
his lander departed the peripatetic vessel to alight at Caria Spaceport. Nor
was there any guarantee the fighting clans would stay away. With the Council in
an uproar over Renna's kidnapping, they could return at any time. It
might have been a cheering thought—offering a surefire way to overwhelm the
reavers with a single longdistance call—if only Maia hadn't grown wary. Renna
might be even worse off in the clutches of certain clans. The
comm unit lay there, presumably ready for use. The quandary was no different
than it had been before, however. Whom to call? Only Renna knew who his friends
were and who had betrayed him in Caria, a quarter of one long Stratoin year
ago. Every
time it seems I've gotten myself in as deep as anyone can, don't I always seem
to find a hole that goes down twice as far? Compared to this, Tizbe's blue
powder is a joke, a misdemeanor! Maia
knew what she had to do. CLORV J6AJOK1 589 It
proved simple to trace the path used by the warrior clans. Maia did not even
have to follow the antenna cable. The main entrance could be in only one place. From
the control room, she and Brod followed the main corridor as it climbed several
more ramps and stairs, passing through a series of heavy, cylindrical hatches,
each propped open with thick wedges to prevent accidental closure. At one
point, the youths paused before a shattered wall that appeared once to have
carried a map. A portion was still legible in the lower left, showing a corner
of the convoluted outline of Jellicoe Island. The rest of the chart was burned
so deeply that not only the plaster was gone, but the first centimeter or so of
rock. "That's
okay," Maia told Brod. "Come on. This must be the way." There
followed more stairs, more wedged blast shields, before the hallway terminated
at a closed set of rather-ordinary-looking steel doors. A button to one side
came alight when Maia pressed it. Soon, the aperture spread open with a faint
rumble, revealing a tiny room without furniture, displaying an array of
indicator lights on one wall. "Well,
I'm tied down an' Wengeled," Brod exhaled. "It's a lift! Some big
holds in Joannaborg had 'em. I rode one at the library. Went up thirty
meters." "I
suppose they're safe," Maia said, not stating it as a question, since
there was no point. She did not like there being only one entrance or exit, but
the two of them must use the conveyance, safe or no. "I'll leave it to
your vastly greater experience to pilot the smuggy thing." Brod
stepped inside gingerly. Maia followed, watching carefully to see how it was
done. "All the way to the top?" the boy asked. She nodded, and he
reached out, extending 590 DAVID ERIN one
finger till it touched the uppermost button. It glowed. After a beat, the doors
rumbled shut. "Is
that all there is to it? Shouldn't we—" -Maia cut off as her stomach did a
somersault. Gravity yanked her downward, as if either she or Stratos had
suddenly gained mass. There are advantages to not having eaten, Maia thought.
Yet, after the first few seconds, she found perverse pleasure in the sensation.
Indicators flickered, changing an alphanumeric display that Maia couldn't read
because the bottom half had gone dead. What if another, more critical part
fails while we're in motion? She
quashed the thought. Anyway, who was she to question something that still
worked after millennia? The passenger, that's who I am! There
came another disconcerting-exciting sensation. The pressure beneath her feet
abruptly eased, and now she felt a lessening of weight. An experience not
unlike falling or riding a pitching ship-deck down a swell. Or, Maia supposed,
flight. Involuntarily, she giggled, and slapped a hand over her mouth. The
other hand, she discovered, was wrapped tightly around Brod's elbow. "Ow!"
he complained succinctly, as the elevator car came to a halt and they both
stumbled in reaction. The
doors slid apart, making them blink and shade -their eyes. "Will they stay
open?" Maia asked hastily, while staring onto a stony plateau capped with
a fantastic, cloud-flecked sky. "I'll
wedge my sandal in the door," Brod answered. "If you'll let go of my
arm for a minute." Maia
laughed nervously and released the boy. While he secured their line of retreat,
she stepped further and regarded a vista of ocean surrounding the archipelago
known as the Dragons' Teeth. Sunlight on water was just one sparkling beauty
among so many she had not expected to see again. Its touch upon her skin was a
gift beyond words. CLORV J Ј A 5 0 XJ 591 I knew
it! The military dans from Caria wouldn't arrive by boat. They're too
high-caste, too busy. Besides, they wouldn't risk someone seeing them, and
noticing a pattern. So they come here only rarely to train, and only by air. . The
flat surface extended several hundred meters to the south, west, and east. Here
at the northern end of the plateau, the elevator shed sheltered machinery that
included a substantial winch, probably for tethering and deploying dirigibles.
Maia also noted huge drums of cable. The
Dragons' Teeth were even more magnificent when seen from above. Tower after
narrow stony tower stretched into the distance, arrayed like staggered spikes
down the back of some armored beast. Many bore forested tips or ledges, like
Grimke, while others gleamed in the afternoon sunshine, bare and pristine
products of extruding mantle forces that long predated woman's tenure on
Stratos. No
tooth in sight reached higher than this one, at the northern edge of Jellicoe.
Because of its position, she couldn't see due south, where lay other giant
island clusters, such as Halsey, the sole site officially and legally
inhabited. No doubt the war clans counted on this shielding effect, and timed
their rare visits to minimize chances of being seen. Still, Maia wondered if
the men who staffed Halsey ever suspected. Perhaps
that's why they rotate the station assignment among low-ranked guilds. Less
chance of a rhythm being noticed, even if men did happen to spy a zep, now and
then. Especially with visits only three times in a lifetime. She turned
and marched to the right, where more than two score monoliths could be seen
clustered close at hand—some of the many peaks which, welded together, made
Jellicoe the chief molar of this legendary chain of Teeth. When Maia got close
enough to see how vast the collection was, she realized how even the extensive
tunnel network below could easily be hidden in this maze of semicrystalline
stone. 592 DAVID E
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had to descend a rough, eroded staircase in order to reach a lower terrace, and
then crossed some distance before at last nearing the vista she wanted. Brod
cried out for her to wait, but impatience drove her. I've got to know, she
thought, and hurried faster. At
last, she stopped short of a precipice so breathtaking, it outshadowed Grimke
as a gull might outsoar a beetle. Her pulse pounded in her ears. So good was it
to be in open air, breathing the sweet sea wind, that Maia forgot to experience
vertigo as she edged close and looked down at Jellicoe Lagoon. The
anchorage already lay in dimness, abandoned by the sun after a brief, noontime
visit. Her gaze bypassed still-bright stony walls, readjusting until at last
she found what she had hoped to see. Two ships, she realized with a thrill.
Reckless and Manitou. I was
afraid they'd change hideouts. They should, since their ketch was captured.
Maybe they're planning to, soon. Maia
realized, with not a little disbelief, that the escape from Grimke with Brod
and Naroin and the others had only been three or four days ago. That may mean
we still have time. She
felt Brod's presence as he came alongside, and heard his ragged sigh of relief.
"We're not too late, after all." He turned to regard her, a glitter
in his eye. "I sure hope you've got a plan, Maia. I'll help rescue your
starman, and your sister. But first, there's a band of unsuspecting reavers
down there with a pantry to raid. If I don't get food soon—" "I
know," Maia interrupted with a wave of one hand, and quoted, "A
much worse thing to see by far, Than a summer rutter, Stand between a hungry
man, And his bread and butter." CLORV J6AJOX1 593 Brod
grinned, showing a lot of teeth. When he spoke, it was in thick dialect. "Aye,
lass. Ye don't want me reduced to bitin' the nearest thing at hand now, do
ye?" . She
laughed, and so did he. Such was her trust in his nature and friendship that it
never occurred to Maia, as it might have months earlier, to take him at his
literal word. .T©fin3 (oHal is HiDDEH ... under strange ^©st
stars —-from
the Book of Riddles 24 Maia
lowered her sextant and peered at the little calibrated dials a second time.
The horizon angle, where the sun had set, fixed one endpoint. The other, almost
directly; overhead, fell within the constellation Boa-dicea. "You
know, I think it may be Farsun Eve?" she commented after a quick mental
calculation. "Somewhere along the way, I lost track of several days. It's
midwinter and I never noticed." She sighed. "We're missing all the
fun, in town," "What
town?" Brod asked, as he knotted thick ribbons of cable at the edge of the
bluff. "And what fun? Free booze, so we don't notice the whispery sound of
clone-mothers stuffing proxies into ballot boxes? Getting pinched on the
streets by drunks who wouldn't know frost from hail-fall?" "Typical
man," Maia sniffed. "You grouches never get into the spirit of the
holidays." "Sometimes
we do. Throw us a party in midsummer, and we might be less grumpy half a year
later." He shrugged. "Still, it could help if the reavers are
celebrating tonight, wearing paper hats and going all moony. Maybe 598 DAVID B R I XI the
pirates won't notice gate-crashers droppin' in while they're busy harassing
male prisoners." There's
an idea, Maia thought, folding away her sextant. Providing the men are still
alive. After the massacre aboard the Reckless, the reavers' next logical step
would be to eliminate all other witnesses, before moving on to a new hiding
place. That included not only the men of the Manitou, but also the rads, and
perhaps even recent recruits, such as Leie. Renna was probably still too
valuable, but even his fate would be uncertain if Baltha's gang were ever
cornered. Such
dire thoughts lent urgency to their wait as Maia and Brod watched full darkness
settle over the archipelago. With twilight's fading, the many spires of
Jellicoe Island merged into a single serrated outline that cut jagged bites out
of a starry sky. Below, in the inky darkness of the lagoon, tiny pale pools of
color encircled lamps stationed on the narrow dock where the two ships were
moored. Now and then, clusters of smaller lanterns could be seen moving
quickly, accompanied by stretched, bipedal silhouettes. Faint, indecipherable
shouts carried up to Maia's ears, funneled by the narrow, fluted confines of
the island's cavity. "Looks like they're in a festive mood, after
all," Brod commented as a company of torch-bearing shadows trooped off the
larger vessel, filing down the pier and into a wide stone portal, set in the
base of the cliff. "Maybe we should wait. At least till they've turned in?" Maia
also would have preferred that, but two moons were already rising in the east,
and another was due soon. Within hours, they would be high enough to illuminate
the lagoon and its surrounding cliffs. "No." She shook her head.
"Now's the time. Let's get on with it." Brod
helped her arrange the harness he had made by using their salvaged scissors to
slice the warning placards so graciously left by the Reigning Council. Maia
wrapped her buttocks and thighs in strips of threatening phrases, CLORV J6AJOX1 599 and
stepped into a double loop of cable meant for tethering and reeling transport
zep'lins. The system was old, and might even predate the banishment, going back
to days when men were said to have sailed the skies, as well as the seas,
below. Maia only hoped the warrior clans who now used the equipment kept it in
good condition. Next
Brod handed her two patches of heavy cloth— the calf portions of his own
trousers, which he had cut off for her to use as gauntlets. With these wrapped
around her hands, Maia gripped the rough cable. "You're sure you've got
the signals down?" she asked. He
nodded. "Two yanks will mean stop. Three means reel you back. Four stands
for wait. And five means I should come on down." The boy frowned
unhappily. "Listen, Maia, I still think 1 should be the one to go first,
instead." "We've
been over this, Brod. I'm smaller and a lot less banged up than you are. Once
I'm down, I might pass as one of the band in the dark. Anyway, you understand
the winch machine. I'm counting on you to haul me out when I come back to the
cable, after scouting around." Ideally,
that would be with Renna in tow, rescued from right under the reavers' noses.
But to count on such a miracle would be like believing in lugar savants. Still
a long shot, but more conceivable, was the possibility of getting close enough
to whisper to Renna through the bars of his cell, or to exchange brief taps in
Morse code. Given just a few minutes of surreptitious contact, Maia felt sure
she could sneak back with valuable information—the names of officials on the
Council whom Renna trusted, for instance. The fivers might then use the secret
comm unit with some hope they weren't just inviting another band of more
aristocratic thugs. That
is, providing the comm wasn't bugged, or set to call just one location. There
were a dozen other malign possibilities, but what else could they do? The best
reason 600 DAVID B
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to seek Renna was the near certainty he'd come up with a better plan. "Mm,"
Brod grunted unhappily. "And what if you're caught?" She
grinned, shoving his shoulder playfully. "I know, you're worried about
getting fed." Maia was also supposed to snatch any food she came across.
But Brod looked hurt by her joke, so she spoke more gently. "Seriously,
dear friend, use your own judgment. If you feel strong enough to wait, I
suggest holding out till tomorrow night, before dawn. Lower yourself and try to
steal the dinghy that's tethered to the Manitou's stern. Head for Halsey. At
least there—" "Abandon
you?" Brod objected. "I'll not do anything of the—" "Sure
you will. I've been in jail before; I'll manage. Besides, if they catch me
sneaking around the sanctuary tonight, their guard'll be up for more of the
same. The only way you can help is by trying something different. Tell your
guild how Corsh was murdered. Surrounded by witnesses, and with an unbugged
comm, you can call the cops and every member of the Lysodamned Council. It's
still risky, but any conspirators may think twice about pulling dirty stunts
with the Pinnipeds around as bystanders." "Mm.
I guess it makes sense." He shook his head, scuffing gravel with his
sandals. "I still wish . . . Just be careful, okay?" Maia
threw her arms around him. "Yeah,
I will." She squeezed, feeling him tense briefly in typical winter
withdrawal, then relax and return her embrace with genuine intensity. Maia
looked into his face, briefly glimpsing moistness in his eyes as Brod released
and turned away without another word. She watched him cross the broad terrace
and then disappear beyond the stone steps. It would take several minutes, as
they had CLORV SEASON 601 rehearsed,
for her partner to reach the winch house. Meanwhile, she went to the edge of
the plateau and pulled the line taut, bracing her feet and backing up until
most of her weight hung over the precipice. I
should be terrified, but I'm not. Maia
seemed to have progressively lost her fear of heights, until all that remained
was a pulse-augmenting exhilaration. Funny, since Lamais are all acrophobes.
Maybe it was growing up in that attic. Or perhaps I take after my father . . .
whoever the vrilly bastard was. Despite Brod's revelations, a name was still
all she had of him. "Clevin." No image formed in her mind, though
someone midway in appearance between Renna and old Bennett might do. Always
alert for possible niches, Maia wondered if this calmness at the edge of a
cliff might hint a useful talent. I must talk it over with Leie when I get a
chance, she vowed. Maybe I'll put her in a cage, suspended frorn a great
height, to see if it's genetic, or simply the result of environmental
influences I've been through, since we parted. 'Ol
course, Maia would do no such thing. But the fantasy discharged some tension
over the possibility of encountering her twin again. At Maia's waistband she
felt the pressure of a wooden cudgel she had made from the leg of a broken
placard easel. If necessary, she would use it even on her sister. The tiny
scissors, bound in cloth, finished Maia's short inventory of weapons. It had better
not come to a fight, she reminded herself. Stealth was her only real chance. A
sudden vibration transmitted down the cable, starting her teeth chattering.
Maia set her jaw and braced. At a count of five, cable started unreeling at a
slow, steady pace. Maia overcame a momentary instinctual pang, allowing her
weight to sink with the makeshift saddle. Her feet began walking backward,
first over the edge, then in jouncing steps along the sheer face of the cliff.
The plateau 602 D A V
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past her eyes, cutting off the faint, distant glimmer of the elevator shed. All
that remained of the sky was what Jellicoe chose to let within its ragged
circle—a cookie-cutter outline that narrowed with each passing moment. Only a
wedge of reflected moonlight colored silver the tips of the highest western
monoliths. Maia dropped into starlit gloom. Despite
the darkness, she listened for any sign she'd been spotted. Her wrapped hands
were ready to jerk hard at the cable, signaling Brod to throw the mechanism
into reverse. Neither of them felt certain the crude signals would work, once a
great length of cord had played out. Not that it made that much difference.
Forward lay all their hopes. Behind lay only starvation. As her
eyes adapted during the descent, Maia surveyed her surroundings. The lagoon was
larger than it first appeared, since several small bays extended past partial
gaps in the first circle of soaring spires. The wharf and ships lay some
distance south and east, near the harbor entrance she and Brod had glimpsed
while desperately evading the pirates' shelling. The pier led to a shelf of
rock that rimmed part of the island's inner circumference at sea level. Bobbing
lanterns could still be seen hurrying to and fro, mostly destined for the large
stone portal lit on both sides by bright sconces. Interior illumination glowed
through other openings, flanking the main entrance. That's
the old residence sanctuary. The portion of Jellicoe the Council didn't seal
off, she realized. As far as history is concerned, it's the only part anyone
knows about. Long-abandoned ruins of a lost era, free to he used by any band of
derelicts that happens along. Neither
the ships, nor the ledge, nor any windows lay conveniently beneath her. She was
headed for a swim. Not my best sport, as I've well learned. Maia didn't look
forward to it, but her confidence was bolstered by experience. I may not swim
well, or fast, but I'm hard to drown. I Distance
was difficult to gauge, since only a few warbled lamplight reflections
distinguished the inky lagoon surface. As she descended, Maia fought a crawly
sensation of vulnerability. If she was spotted now, she would be easy meat for
reaver sharpshooters before ever climbing out of range, even if Brod read her
signal at once and reversed traction. Maia consoled herself that any lookouts
would be posted to watch for ships approaching from sea. Besides, reliance on
lanterns only ruined a woman's dark-adaptation. Old Bennett had taught her that
long ago, when she first learned to read sky charts by starlight. I'm no
more visible than a spider dropping at the end of a web. True or not, the
mental image cheered Maia. To protect her eyes' sensitivity, she resisted the
temptation to look at the lanterns, even as shouting voices could be
distinguished, floating past like smoke up a chimney. Maia looked away,
allowing her gaze to stroke the outlines of two score mighty peaks, looming
like the outstretched fingers of Stratos-Mother, pointing at the sky. Pointing
specifically at a dark nebula known as the Claw, which lay overhead as Maia
looked up. It was a fitting symbol, of both obscurity and mystery. Beyond that
great, starless sprawl lay the Hominid Phylum. All the worlds Renna knew. All
that Lysos, and Maia's own fore-mothers, by choice left behind. It was
their right, she thought. But where does that leave your descendants? How far
do we owe loyalty to our creators' dream? When have we earned the right to
dream for ourselves? Time
once more to check her progress toward the water's chill surface. As she
lowered her eyes, however, she caught a flicker. Faint as a single star, it
gleamed where no star should—amid the sable blackness of Jel-licoe's inner
flank, where an expanse of dark stone should block light as adamantly as the
Claw. Maia blinked as the dim, reddish spark shone briefly, then went out. Did I
imagine it? she wondered afterward. It had been 604 DAVID B
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the lagoon, far from either her own towering peak, which concealed the Council's
defense base, or the adjacent one containing the old public sanctuary. Peering
at a now-unrelieved wall of blankness, it was easy to convince herself she had
seen nothing but a mote in her own eye. Much
closer nearby, the sheer cliff was a blank enigma that occasionally reached out
to brush Maia's feet or knees. Her arms were starting to hurt from holding on
to the cable for so long. Diminished circulation set her legs tingling, despite
Brod's improvised padding, but she could only shift gingerly, lest the
makeshift, knotted harness loosen and drop her toward the inky surface below. Seawater
smells rose to greet her. Shouts that had been garbled resolved into spoken
words, surging in and out of decipherability as echoes fluttered against the
cliff, meeting Maia's ears at the whim of random roek reflections. ". . .
callin' for ever'body ..." ".
. . quit that an'come help! I tol'y a-there's no ..." ".
. . wasn't my dam' fault! ..." It
didn't sound all that festive to Maia—certainly not like the normal, whooping
frenzy of Farsun Eve. Maybe her calculations were wrong. Or, since there was no
frost, and the only males present were presumably hostile, the reavers might be
in no mood to celebrate. In that
case, all this nighttime activity worried Maia. Perhaps the pirates were
packing up, getting ready to leave. A sensible move, from their point of view,
but a damned nuisance—and possibly fatal—from Maia's. Other
sounds reached her. A soft rippling, the lapping of gentle waves against rock.
I must be getting dose. She peered straight down, trying to gauge the remaining
distance to a vague boundary between shades of black. Her
waving feet abruptly touched frigid liquid, breaking surface tension with
ripples that sounded oily and loud. Maia drew in her knees and yanked hard,
perpen- CLORV J Ј A 5 0 XI 605 dicular
to the taut cord, repeating the motion to let Brod know to stop. There was no
response; cable kept rolling off the drums, high overhead. Once more, Maia's
legs met water and sank into a chill embrace, sending tremors of shock up her
spine. Thighs, buttocks, and torso followed, slipping into an icy cold that
sucked both heat and breath out of her with gasping speed. Frantically, Maia
overcame muscle spasms to worm out of the constraining harness, awkwardly
kicking free with a relieved sense of release. Only when she felt sure of not
being reentangled did she flounder back, searching for the cable in order to
try again signaling Brod. She was
surprised, on snagging it at last, to find it motionless. Brod must have
noticed a change once my weight was gone. We should've expected that. Anyway,
it worked. She
grabbed the cable in both hands, and yanked four times to confirm that she was
all right. Her friend must have picked up the 'vibrations, for power flowed
into the winch again in two rapid, upward jerks. Then it was still. Maia
held on for a while longer; shaking sleep out of her legs. The initial shock of
contact faded. With her free hand, she pulled on the slack until her former
seat reappeared. Pieces of placard came loose and she retied them to float near
the surface. If all went well in the period ahead—or very poorly—-she would
need this marker to find the hanging cord again. Maia felt sure no casual
onlookers would notice it till morning, and Brod was to retract well before
that, whether or not she had returned. In the
course of turning around, memorizing landmarks, she looked up at the narrow
patch of sky directly overhead, toward where Brod must be standing, peering
down. Although there was no chance he could see, Maia waved. Then she cast off
and started swimming as quietly as possible toward the dark shadow of the
unlucky ship, Manitou. 606 DAVID g
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tide had come close to being fatal, back in the collapsed cave. Now it proved
convenient, as Maia sought a way to reach dry land. She
breaststroked amid the pier's thick pilings, coated with pointy-shelled
creatures up to the water's lapping edge. Plank boards formed a ceiling not far
over Maia's head as she made for the dark bulk of the larger sailing vessel.
There were no more excited shouts. Apparently, most of the reaver crew had
entered the mountain sanctuary on some urgent errand. All was not silent,
however. She could hear a low murmur of conversation—muffled voices coming from
an indistinct location nearby. Maia
swam past the dinghy she had spotted from high above. It bobbed gently,
tethered to the Manitou's stern, and seemed to beckon, offering an easy way out
of this calamitous adventure. First a silent drift to the lagoon's exit, then
step the little mast and set sail ... All she'd have to deal with after that
would be pursuit, possible starvation, and the wild sea. The
thought was alluring, and Maia dismissed it. The dinghy was Brod's, should it
come to that. Anyway, she had other destinations, other plans. Manitou's
scarred flank drifted past as she swam quietly, searching for a way up. The
pier was equipped with a ladder, over near the ship's gangplank. Unfortunately,
one of the bright lanterns hung directly above that spot, casting a circle of
dangerous illumination. So Maia tried another location. One of the lines
tethering the freighter to the wharf stretched overhead amidships, far enough
from the lantern to lie in darkness. Maia
trod in place underneath the hawser, where it drooped closest to the water. She
let her body sink, and then kicked upward, stretching as far as possible.
Despite CLORV Ј A S 0
XI 607 high
tide, however, she came up short by half an arm's length and fell back with an
unnerving splash. Maia stroked back under the pier and waited to be sure no one
had heard. A minute passed. All appeared quiet. The low voices continued
undisturbed in the distance. She
undid the remaining buttons of her ragged shirt and struggled free of the sopping
cloth. When in need, use what's at hand. It seemed she was getting more use of
her clothes as tools than as coverings. Maia wrapped one sleeve around her
right wrist and balled the rest into her palm, then she stretched her arm
behind and, with all the force she could muster, threw the loose mass so that
it draped over the rope. By flicking the end she held, Maia was able to cause
the other sleeve to flop down. This time, when she surged upward, she had
something to grab onto. Yanking on both sleeves, she lifted herself out of the
water. The Manitou seemed to cooperate, the rope bowing a little farther under
her weight while Maia tensed her stomach muscles and threw her legs around the
cable. She
hung there, breathing heavily for half a minute, then began inching along-the
hawser toward the ship. The struggle soon became as much vertical as
horizontal. Maia was working so hard, she barely noticed the fierce chill as
water evaporated from her skin. She gripped the rough, scratchy rope with her
feet, knees, and hands, fighting bit by bit toward the railing overhead. The
hull bumped her head. Maia turned and saw a dark vista of wood stretching in
both directions. She also spied a row of portholes, each no wider than two
outspread hands, running along the length of the ship, below the level of her
knees. They were too small to enter, but the nearest lay open and within reach.
Tightly clutching the rope with both hands, Maia let go with her legs so they
swung toward the tiny opening. Second try, she hooked one foot inside and swung
her center of gravity after it. Now she could rest nearly all her weight on the
ledge, 608 DAVID B R I XI offering
respite to the hands still clinging the rope. Waves of fatigue washed out of
her arms and legs and back, until her pulse and breathing settled to a dull
roar. So far
so good. You've only got another couple more meters to climb. Something
touched her foot. It settled around her ankle and squeezed. Maia very nearly
screamed. Biting her lip fiercely, she forced herself to unwrap the knot of
panic in her breast and open her tightly shut eyes. Fortunately, surprise was
the only demon to overcome, since the presence below wasn't hurting her, yet.
For now, it seemed content to rhythmically stroke the top of her foot. Maia
inhaled and released a shuddering breath. She managed to turn her head, and saw
a hand emerge through the small porthole. A woman's hand, making beckoning
motions. What,
no shouts of alarm? Maia wondered blankly. Wait!
That's the upper cargo level Would reavers live here? Not likely. A far
better place to keep prisoners. It took
an awkward contortion to pull the hanging rope so that she could hold on with
one hand while squatting closer to the porthole. As she bent over, the wooden
cudgel dug into Maia's belly. Her right foot started to hurt from bearing all
her weight. With
her free hand, she stretched down to touch the wrist of whoever was silently
calling, which went rigid for an instant, then withdrew. Near the opening, Maia
saw a dim outline press close . . . the outline of a human face. There lifted
the faintest of whispered words. "Thought
I recognized my spare set o' shoes. How ya doin', virgie?" The
murmur lacked all tonality; still, she knew the speaker. "Thalia!"
Maia hissed. So this was where the radical var partisans were being kept! There
came a faint CLORV J6AJOK1 609 clanking
of chains, as the prisoner pressed closer to the porthole. "It's
me, all right. In here with Kau an' the others." "And
Kiel?" There
was a pause. "Kiel's bad off. First the fight, then from arguing with our
hosts." Maia
blinked. "Oh, I'm sorry." "Never
mind. Good to see ya, varling. What're you doin' here?" Surprise
and pleasure at this discovery were rapidly being replaced by pain, from both
her twisted posture and fear that even whispers might carry elsewhere. She knew
nothing of the conditions, of Thalia's imprisonment, and did not relish finding
out firsthand. "I'm
going after Renna. Then to get help." Another
long pause. "If we got broke out of here, we could help." Yeah,
like a lugar in a porcelain store, Maia thought. The idealistic rads were no
match for the reavers. That had already been proven, and this time they'd be
fewer and weaker still. Besides, I don't owe you lot anything. Still,
Maia wondered. Did she have a better plan? If a rad breakout accomplished
nothing more than casting the two ships loose, it could make even an abortive
rebellion worthwhile. "You'd do as I say?" she asked. If
there hadn't been a moment's hesitation, Maia would have known Thalia was
lying. "All right, Maia. You're the boss." "How
many guards are there?" "Two,
sometimes three, just outside the door. One of 'em snores somethin'
awful." There
was more she might ask, but the quaking in Maia's right leg was getting worse.
Any longer and she might land in the lagoon, right back where she started. She
sighed heavily. "I'll see what I can do. No promises, though!" 610 DAVID BRIM There
was a tremor in Thalia's grateful squeeze. Maia shifted her weight in preparation
for resuming her climb. The pressure of the wooden cudgel eased and she exhaled
in relief, only to wince as something else jabbed her thigh. With her free
hand, Maia fished under her belt and pulled out the cloth-wrapped scissors. On
impulse, she bent once more and tossed it through the small, dark opening. The
touch on her ankle vanished. Maia
wasted no more time. While her right leg and back throbbed, her arms felt
refreshed, so they did most'of the work at first. Soon she was shinnying almost
vertically, with the hull stroking her back. It was a journey she could never
have imagined making as a newly fledged fiver, stepping out of her mother-hold.
Now she thought no further ahead than the next straining pull, the next
coordinated slither of hands and knees and ankles. When, at last, one leg
floundered over the side, Maia rolled onto the ship's lower deck and quickly
sought shelter behind the mainmast, panting silently with a wide-open mouth,
waiting for the pain to dull. Waiting till she could listen once more to the
sounds of the night. There
was a faint creaking as the ship rocked gently at anchor. The lapping of
wavelets against the hull. A soft murmur of conversation. Maia lifted her head
to look across the wharf toward the smaller pirate vessel, the Reckless. A pair
of women in red bandannas crouched next to an upturned barrel with a lantern
set upon it. Although they were playing dice, no coinsticks lay in sight, which
explained the desultory nature of the game. The players seemed not to keep score
as they alternated rolls of the ivory pieces, talking quietly. Turning
around, Maia realized with some shock that Manitou looked deserted. Of course,
from Thalia's description, there would be a brace of beefy vars on duty below,
just outside the cargo hold. Still, whatever had CLORV SEA'SON 611 pulled
the rest of the reavers away must be awfully important. Sound
and sight were vital for warning of danger. Once she felt more secure, however,
Maia felt a sudden wash of other sensations, especially smell. Food, she
realized suddenly, acutely, and hurried aft quick as she could scuttle
silently. Just below the quarterdeck, she found where supper had been prepared
and eaten. Stacks of grimy plates lay within a stew pot, soaking in a swill of
brine. The resulting goulash was hardly appetizing, even in Maia's state, so
she kept looking, and was rewarded at last in a far corner when she found a
small pile of hard biscuits atop a rickety table and an open cask of fresh
water nearby. She
drank thirstily, alternately moistening baked crusts into a feast. While
devouring voraciously, Maia searched for a sack, a piece of cloth, anything to
stuff and take back to Brod. At least she could leave a stash of food for him
in the little boat. There
was nothing in sight to use as a bag, but Maia knew where else to look. With
biscuits in each hand, she hurried to a row of narrow doors at the rear of the
main deck. Opening one, she looked down a slanted ladder into the selfsame room
where she herself had lived, up to a few weeks ago, along with a dozen other
women, amid bunk beds stacked four high. Maia descended quietly, eyes darting
till she verified by close inspection that no bed held sleeping reavers. It
hadn't seemed likely, with everyone called off on some mysterious errand. She had
entered in search of a bag, but now Maia noticed she was shivering. Why not
swipe fresh clothes, as well? She
started with her old bunk. But somebody several sizes larger, and much
smellier, had taken over occupancy since the battle on the high seas. She moved
on, sorting in near darkness until at last she found a shirt and well- 612 DAVID 8 R I XI C L
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trousers roughly her size, neatly folded at one end of a bunk. Still munching
stale bread, Maia wriggled out of her own tattered pants and slipped into the
stolen articles. The rope belt had to be cinched extra tight, but everything
else fit. A clean, if threadbare, coat finished her accoutrement, though she
left it unbuttoned, in case it became necessary to dive back into the water.
The thought made her shudder. Otherwise, Maia felt better, and a little guilty
about poor Brod, cold and'hungry, almost half a kilometer overhead. What
next? she wondered, picking up her cudgel and sticking it in her new waistband.
The rads might be imprisoned on the Manitou, but Maia doubted Renna would be
kept anywhere so insecure. Probably, he was deep inside the sanctuary. Did she
dare try to brazenly walk in, looking for him? The more she thought about it,
the idea of springing Thalia and the others made sense. If the rads could take
over Manitou, then lay doggo while Maia snuck near the sanctuary entrance, they
might at a chosen moment create enough distraction to let her slip inside. First
task is eliminating their guards. Sounds simple. Only, how am I supposed to do
it? She
pondered possibilities. I could go to the cargo gangway and pretend to be a
messenger . . . shout down some made-up call for help. When one emerges, I'd
knock her out and then ... try the same thing again? Or go down after the other
one? What if
there are three? Or more? It was
a lugar-brained scheme . . . and Maia felt fiercely determined to make it work.
At least once that phase was over, she wouldn't be alone anymore. Maybe the
rads would have an idea or two of their own to offer. Maia cast around the room
one last time for weapons. She only found a small knife, embedded in the wooden
post of one of the bunk beds, which she wrestled out and slipped into the coat
pocket. She was
halfway up the ladder when the door suddenly swung aside, spilling light upon
her face and outlining a large figure. Maia could only stare upward in dismay. "Thought
I heard someone down here," a gruff woman's voice said. "Come on,
then. No duckin' work. I won't cover for ya, next time!" The
silhouette turned, leaving Maia blinking in surprise. Hurriedly, she followed,
hoping to catch the reaver from behind while they were still out of view from
the Reckless. At the doorway, however, Maia's heart sank upon spying four other
women on deck. They were wrestling open a sealed box, pulling out long gleaming
objects. Rifles,
Maia realized. They seemed well-supplied, this bunch. Even the Guardia at Port
Sanger wasn't better armed. Maia was past being shocked, however. It-is the
victors who write history, she now knew. If Baltha and her gang succeed amid
the chaos they want to create, no one is going to quibble over a few extra
crimes. "Well?
Come on!" The first woman called to Maia, who shuffled forward unwillingly
with her head averted, eyes downcast. She concealed her surprise when three of
the slender, heavy weapons were thrust into her arms, and clutched them
tightly, not knowing what else to do. "Don't
forget to bring enough ammo, Racila," the leader told a slight, scar-faced
pirate, who pounded the crate shut again. "All right, you lot, let's-get
back, or Togay'll have us eatin' air for a week." Maia
tried to take up the rear, but the leader insisted" that she go ahead,
tromping with the others down the gangplank, onto the pier, and then along
thumping, resonant wooden slats toward where bright sconces cast twin pools of
brilliance on both sides of the sanctuary entrance. Loaded
rifles, shouted calls, groups of anxious women hurrying through the night. This
was surely no Farsun Eve 9 1 614 DAVID ERIN CLORV SEAJOX1 615 celebration.
What in the name of the Founders was going on? For Maia, the worst moment came
as they climbed spacious, cracked steps and passed under the fierce electric
dazzle of the sconces. When she wasn't denounced on the spot, she realized it
hadn't been darkness that saved her, back at the ship. Either
there are so many women in the gang that they don't all know each other—which
seemed highly unlikely— or else they think I'm Leie. The
possibility of playing such a ruse—pretending to be her sister—had naturally
occurred to Maia. Only it had seemed too obvious, too risky. All Stratoin
children, whether clone or var, learned to notice subtle differences among
"identical" women. Leie no doubt wore her hair differently, carried
distinct scars, and would acknowledge with a thousand disparate cues that she
knew these people who were utter strangers to Maia. Besides, what to do when
Leie herself showed up? Maia
had finally chosen to try the subterfuge only if stealth utterly failed.. Now
there was no choice. She could only try brazening it out. "This
dam' hole is big as a scullin city!" One short,, rough-looking var in the
group told Maia sotto voce as they marched up the broad, splintered portico,
then between tall, gaping doors. "We must've sniffed a hunnerd rooms
already. Can't blame ya for duckin' out to catch a snore." Shrugging
like an unrepentant schoolgirl caught playing hooky, Maia muttered in mimicry
of the other woman's sour tone. "You can say that again! I never signed up
for all this runnin' around. Had any luck yet?" "Nah.
Ain't seen beard nor foreskin o' the vrilly crett since watch shift, despite
the reward Togay's offered." That
confirmed Maia's dawning suspicion. They're searching for someone. A man. Her
chest pounded. Renna. She suppressed her feelings. You can't be sure of that,
yet. It might
be another prisoner. One of the Manitou crew, for instance. The
entrance showed signs of that long-ago battle that had shaken Jellicoe with
blasts from outer space. A rough-cut, .makeshift portal of poorly dressed and
buttressed stone led from the shattered steps into a vestibule that might once
have been beautiful, with finely fluted pilasters, but now bore jagged cracks.
Rude cement repairs had peeled under attack by salt and age. These
effects ebbed as the group passed into the sanctuary proper, where thick walls
had sheltered a grand entrance foyer. From there, broad hallways stretched
north, south, and east. Strings of dim electric bulbs cast islets of
illumination every ten meters or so, powered by a hissing, coal-fired
generator. Beyond those light pools, each passage faded into mystifying
darkness, broken by brief glimpses of occasional bobbing lanterns. Distant,
echoing calls told of feverish action, nearly swallowed by the chill obscurity. At
first sight, the place reminded Maia of her first imprisonment—that smaller,
newer sanctuary in Long Valley—another citadel of chiseled passages and thick,
masculine pillars. Only here, the scent of ages hung in the air. Soot streaks
and daubed graffiti on the walls and ceilings told of countless prior visitors,
from hermits to treasure hunters, who must have come exploring over the
centuries, torches in hand. By comparison, the pirates were well-equipped. There
was another difference. In this place, the walls were lined with a deeply
incised frieze, running horizontally just above eye-level. As far as Maia could
make out, the carved adornment ran the length of each hallway, snaking into and
out of every room, and consisted entirely of sequences of letters in the
eighteen-symbol liturgical alphabet. Taking
the center route, which plunged deeper into I 616 DAVID 8
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mountain, Maia's party passed through a stately hall where flames crackled in a
spacious, sculpted hearth, underneath gothic vaulting. There was no furniture,
only a few rugs thrown on the ground. Bottles lay strewn about, along with mugs
and gambling equipment, all abandoned in apparent haste. "Seems an awful
lot o' trouble," Maia probed, choosing the nearby short var who had spoken
before. "I don't s'poze anyone's suggested we just set sail, and leave the
vril behind?" A
wide-eyed glance from the husky little reaver told Maia volumes. The spoken
response was barely a hiss. "Go suggest it yerself! If Togay 'n' Baltha
don't quick make ya swim like a lugar, I may say aye, too." Maia
hid a smile. Only loss of their chief prize would provoke such wrath. Although
this would make Maia's own task of finding Renna harder, it was nevertheless
great news to hear that he had given them the slip. Now to reach him before
they get really desperate. Abruptly,
Maia recalled what she was carrying in her arms—long, finely machined articles
of wood and metal and packaged death. The weapons gave off a tangy smell of
bitter oil and gunpowder. Apparently, after hours of searching, someone had
decided: that which cannot be recaptured must not be lost to others. The
anomalous frieze helped distract Maia from her nervous dread. As the group
passed room after empty room, they were accompanied by that row of stately,
engraved letters, punctuated by occasional, ill-repaired cracks. Now and then,
she recognized a run-on passage from the Fourth Book of Lysos, the so-called
Book of Riddles. Other stretches of text seemed to parrot nonsense syllables,
as if the symbols had been chosen by an illiterate artist who cared more how
they looked next to each other than what they said. The effect, nevertheless,
was one of grand and timeless reverence. Certainly
males were welcome to worship in the Or- thodox
church, which even attributed them true souls. Still, this wasn't what you
expected to find in a place built solely for men. Perhaps, long ago, males were
more tightly knit into the communion of spiritual life on Stratos, before the
era of glory, terror, and double-betrayal leading from the Great Defense to the
toppling of the Kings. The
group continued past gaping doorways and black, empty rooms, which must have
already been searched hours ago. Finally, they arrived at another vast foyer,
encompassing six spacious stone staircases, three descending and three
ascending, again divided among the directions north, south, and east. It was a
monumental chamber, and the running frieze of enigmatic psalms expanded to
glorify every bare surface, seeming all the more mysterious for the stark
shadows cast by a few bare bulbs shining angularly across deeply incised
letters. All this grand architecture might have impressed Maia, if she did not
know of greater vaulting wonders that lay just a kilometer or two from
here—secret catacombs containing power unimaginable to these ambitious reavers.
The reminder of her enemies' fallibility cheered Maia a little. Two
bored-looking fighters stood watch at this nexus point, armed with cruelly
sharpened trepp bills. They spoke together in low voices, and barely glanced at
the passing work party. Which suited Maia just fine. She averted her face
anyway. The
string of electric lights continued down only one >taircase to the right,
while Maia's group plunged straight across the open foyer to the dark center
steps, leading upward and further into the heart of the dragon's tooth. Two
lantern-bearers turned up the wicks of their oil ..imps. As Maia and the others
climbed, she glanced down ,ind caught sight of several figures, two levels
below, -landing
at the start of the illuminated hallway. Four •••omen
were exchanging heated words, pointing and 618 DAVID B
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J Ј A shouting.
Maia felt a chill traverse her back, on hearing one harsh voice. She recognized
a shadowed face. Baltha.
The erstwhile mercenary stood next to one of the other Manitou traitors, a wiry
var Maia had known as Riss. They were debating with two women she had never
seen before. Emphasizing a point, Baltha turned and began waving toward the
stairs, causing Maia to duck back and hasten after her companions. High on her
list of priorities was to avoid contact with that particular var, not least
because Baltha would recognize her in a shot. Maia's
group plunged deeper into the mountain. Since leaving the last electric light,
stiltlike shadows seemed to flutter from their legs and bodies, fleeing the
lanterns like animated caricatures of fear. To Maia, the effect seemed to mock
the brief, earnest concerns of the living. Each time a black silhouette swept
into one of the empty rooms, it was like some prodigal spirit returning to
exchange greetings with shades of those long dead. If
-experience had taught Maia to endure water, and even enjoy heights, she felt
certain her habituation to deep tunnels would never grow beyond grudging
tolerance. She could stand them, but would never find confines like these
appealing. Of late, she had begun wondering if men did, either. Perhaps they
built this way because they had no other choice. Maia
leaned toward the woman warrior she had ex-changed words with, earlier.
"Uh, where are they . . . er, we ... looking for him, now?" She asked
in alow voice. Her words seemed to skitter along the walls. "Up,"
the short, husky pirate replied. "Five, six levels. Found some windows
lookin' over both sea an' lagoon. We're to skiv anyone comin' or goin', them's
the orders. We also look for any signs the vril's been that high. Footprints in
the dust, and such. Cheer up, maybe we'll get th' reward, yet." The
ruddy-faced var leading the party glared briefly at 619 the one
talking to Maia, who grimaced a silent insult when the leader's back was turned
once more. "What
about the room where he was kept?" Maia whispered. "Any clues
there?" - A
shrug. "Ask Baltha." The reaver motioned with a vague nod behind
them. "She was still checkin' out the cell, after everyone else had a
turn." The reaver shivered, as if unhappy to remember something weird,
even frightening. Maia
pondered as they walked on silently. Clearly, this expedition was taking her
farther from any useful clues. But how to get away? At
last, the group arrived at the end of the long hallway, where a narrow portal
introduced a spiral staircase set inside a cylinder of stone. The women had to
enter single file. Maia hung back, shifting from one leg to the other. When the
boss woman looked at her, Maia acted embarrassed and pushed the rifles into-
the older woman's arms. "I have to ... you know." The
squad leader sighed, holding a lantern. "I'll wait." Maia feigned
mortification. "No. Really. Climbing's simple. No way to get lost, and
there's a rail. I'll catch up before you're two levels up." "Mm.
Well, hurry then. Fall too far behind th' lantern, and you'll deserve t'get
lost." The
leader turned away as Maia ducked into a nearby empty room. When the footsteps
receded, Maia emerged and, with only a distant glow to guide her, swiftly
retraced the way they had come. Could I have gotten away with holding onto a
rifle? she wondered, and concluded this had been the right choice. Nothing
would have been more likely to elicit suspicion and alarm. Under these
circumstances, the weapon would have been a hindrance. Soon
she arrived back at the great nexus hall and ^autiously looked down. Two guards
still kept watch .•• nere the string of light bulbs made a downstairs turn. 620 DAVID 8
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would have to get by them, and then past Baltha and Riss, in order to reach the
site where Renna had been kept, and vanished. That was clearly the best place
to look for clues. Do I
dare? The plan seemed rash, more than audacious. Maybe there's another way. If
all passages end in spiral stairs, there may be one at the far end of the south
hall— Sounds
of commotion reached her ears. Maia crouched next to the stone banister and
watched as women converged on the guard post from two directions. Climbing from
below came Baltha, Riss, and two tall vars, one carrying an air of authority to
match Baltha's. At the landing, the foursome turned and looked west, toward the
sanctuary entrance, where a single figure appeared, a slender shadow marching
before her. Maia felt a numb frisson when she recognized the silhouette. "You
sent for me, Togay?" the newcomer asked the tallest reaver, whose
strong-boned features stood out in the harsh light. "Yes,
Leie," the commanding presence said in an educated, Caria City accent.
"I am afraid it's out of my hands, now. You are to be kept under
confinement until the alien is found, and thereafter till we sail." Maia's
sister had her face turned away from the light. Still, her shock and upset were
plain. "But Togay, I explained—" "I
know. I told them you're among our brightest, hardest working young mates. But
since the events on Grimke, and especially tonight—" "It's
not my fault Maia escaped! Isn't it enough she died for it? As for the
prisoner, he just disappeared! I wasn't anywhere near—" Baltha's
companion cut in. "You was seen talkin' to the Outsider, just like your
sister!" Riss turned to Togay and made a chopping motion. "Like seeks
as seeks like. Ain't that what they say? You may be right 'bout her bein' q L 0 R
V J Ј A J 0 XI 621 no
clone, an' I guess she don't smell like a cop. But what jf she wants revenge
for her twin? Remember how she was against us tuckin' in Cojsh an' his boys? I
say drop her in the lagoon, just to be safe." '.'Togay!"
Leie cried imploringly. But the tall, strong-jawed woman looked at her sternly
and shook her head. With an expression of satisfaction, Baltha motioned at the
two guards, who stepped alongside the fiver and took her elbows. Leie's
shoulders slumped .as she was led away. All seven women descended the southward
set of stairs, leaving behind a dusty, silent emptiness. Creeping
as quietly as possible, wary of the betraying reach of shadows, Maia followed. A
single electric cable continued down to the lower level, bulbs spaced far
apart. Maia let the reavers and their captive get some distance ahead before
hurrying after in short bursts, ducking into dark doorways whenever any of the
women seemed to even hint at turning around. After they passed into a side
corridor, she sped at a dead run, stopping at the edge to cautiously peer
around. The
group halted at the first of several metal-bound doors, where stood another
pair of guards. This time, one of them was armed with a vicious-looking
firearm, the likes of which Maia had seen only once before in her life. This
was no hunting rifle, being misused in pursuit of human beings. Rather, it was
an automatic killing machine, built for spraying death in mass doses. There
was low conversation, a rattling of keys. As the door flung open, Maia glimpsed
figures within, stirring in surprise. Her sister was shoved through. A reaver
laughed. "Be nice to yer new friends, virgie. Maybe you can shuck your
nickname b'fore drownin' with 'em!" "Shut
up, Riss," Baltha said, while Togay locked the door. Then, all except for
the second pair of guards, they filed twenty meters or so down the hall, into
the chamber next door. From an angle, Maia saw ranks of benches 622 DAVID B
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one wall of the room. Baltha and the others could be glimpsed walking around
inside, frustration evident on their faces each time they reappeared in view.
Shouts of anger and recrimination could be heard. One time, Baltha's voice rang
out loud enough for Maia to make out clearly, "—ack in the city aren't
gonna be happy about this. Not happy t'all! ..." Maia
was concentrating so hard, she only noticed the sound of footsteps after they
echoed behind her for some time. Her hackles shot up when she realized, turning
around quickly, ready to run. A single form could be seen approaching, entering
and leaving succeeding pools of light. It soon manifested as a heavyset woman
with a pocked complexion, whose reddish hair was bound by a like-colored
bandanna. She carried a bucket in each hand, and wore a broad grin along with a
stained apron. The smile kept Maia stationary, frozen with indecision. "Zooks,
you don't haveta perch so close, ya little query-bird. I could hear 'em arguin'
all th' way to the main hall! What're they up to now? Found their man o' smoke,
yet? Or do they plan t'keep us up all night, lookin'?" Maia
forced a smile. Pretending to be her sister would work only until word of
Leie's arrest spread ... a matter of minutes, at best. "All
night it is, I'm afraid," she answered with what she hoped was the right
note of blithe resignation. "What's
j in the buckets?" The
reaver shrugged as she drew near and set the pails down with a sigh.
"Supper for th' vrils. Late 'cause of the excitement. Some say what's the
point, given the luck , planned
for 'em. But I say, even a man oughta get fed 'fore I joinin' Lysos." Maia's
nostrils flared. Time was even shorter than she had thought. As soon as the
scullery drudge entered the prison cell and saw Leie, all would be lost. "I
know why yer here," the older woman confided, moving a little closer. "Oh
yes?" Maia's hand crept toward her belt. A wink.
"You're, hopin' for clues. Peep on th' boss women, then off quick, after
the reward!" The middle-aged var laughed. "S'okay. I was a younger,
too—full o' frosty notions. Ye'll get yer clanhold yet, summer-child." Maia
nodded.-"I . . . think I already found a clue. One all the others
missed." "S'truth?"
The scullery wench leaned forward, eyes glittering. "What is it?" "It'll
take two of us to lift it," Maia confided. "Come, I'll show
you." She
gestured toward the nearest dark doorway, motioning the bluff, eager woman
ahead. As she followed, Maia's right hand slipped the cudgel from her waistband
and brought it high. Afterward,
despite all her valid reasons for acting, she still felt guilty and mean. The dim
room wasn't quite empty or devoid of hints at its past life. Bare rock shelves
and flinders of ancient wood planking testified that once upon a time, a
substantial library might have stood here. Except for curled bits of former
leather bindings, all that remained of the books was dust. After dragging the
cook's unconscious body inside, and hurriedly fetching the buckets, Maia
swapped coats and borrowed her victim's bandanna, which she tied low, almost
over her eyes. She finished in time to hear muttering voices and footsteps
approach. From the shadows, Maia counted figures moving past, back toward the
foyer of stairs. Six women, still arguing. From close range, Maia glimpsed
seething anger in Baltha's eyes. "...
won't be happy to get nothin' out o' this .but a little box full of alien shit.
Some bugs taken from an out- 624 DAVID B
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vrilly gut may help knock down a clan or two, but we needed a political deal
too, for protection! Without his tech-stuff, it won't matter how. many smuggy
clones die . . ." Their
voices faded. Still, Maia forced herself to wait, though she knew there was
little time left. Soon, the first group—that had found her aboard the
Manitou—would report "Leie" missing. That would set folk wondering
how a fiver could manage to be two places at the same time. With a
pounding heart, Maia pulled the bandanna down further, picked up the food
pails, and stepped out of the dim room. She approached the corner, turned, and
made herself shuffle at a droopy, desultory pace toward the two burly vars
guarding the sealed door. Trying to calm her frantic pulse, Maia reminded
herself that she had one advantage. The wardens had no reason to expect danger
in the form of a woman. Moreover, her arrival so soon after the leaders'
departure implied she must have passed them on the way here. That, too, should
reduce vigilance. Nevertheless,
she heard a wary click, and glimpsed the warrior with the automatic weapon lift
it in the sort of tender but firm embrace women usually reserved for their own
babes. Maia had only heard rumors of such mass-killing machines, until she was
four, when she had first learned how much lay hidden in the world. Unbeckoned—a
brief, recollected image of a stone portal, grinding open at long last to
reveal what the Lamai mothers and sisters wanted no one else to see. In light
of so many things Maia had witnessed since, what had seemed so awful on that
day had been, in fact, dreary, mundane. The irony was enough to make one laugh.
Or cry. Maia
had no time or concentration to spare for either. She trudged forward, keeping
her head down, and in a low voice muttered, "Grubbstuff for th'
vrils." i Laughter
from the one cradling the gun. "Why're we still botherin'?" Maia
shrugged, rocking from side to side, as if in fatigue. "Why ask me? Just
lemme get rid o' the stink." . The
second guard laid her trepp bill across one shoulder, and with her free hand
took up jingling keys. "I dunno," she commented. "Seems a shame
to waste all these boys. There oughta be frost, sometime soon. We can pass it
'round, then make a big, pretty fire . . ." "Oh,
shut up, Glinn," the guard with the assault rifle said, as she positioned
herself behind and to Maia's left, ready to spread fire at anyone who tried
breaking out. "You'll just get yourself all worked up and—" Maia
had been rocking in anticipation. As the door pushed open, she took a step,
then swung the righthand pail in an arc, passing in front of her and then
toward the guard with the gun. The riflewoman's eyes barely registered surprise
before it drove into her gut, doubling her over without a sound. One down! Maia
thought elatedly. And
prematurely. The -tough reaver, stunned and unable to breathe, nonetheless
steadied on one knee and fought to bring her weapon toward Maia . . . only to topple
when the second pail clipped the back of her head with a deep clunking sound. Maia
accelerated her return swing, releasing the bucket to fly toward the second
guard. The second warrior was already swiveling, lifting her trepp bill. With
the agile grace of a trained soldier, she dodged Maia's hurled pail, which
struck the door, spewing brown glop like a fountain. Maia charged, taking a
glancing blow to her shoulder before plowing into the pirate's midriff and
driving both of them into the room. Second
by stretched second, the fight was a blur of continuous buffets in which her
own blows seemed ineffective, while her opponent was expert. Desperately, Maia
grappled close but was soon thrown back, giving the 626 DAVID BRIM CLORV SEASON 627 reaver
room to swing her trepp. Dazzles of exquisite pain swept Maia's left side.
Another lancing coup ripped just below her knee. Dimly,
Maia was aware of figures nearby. Haggard men clutched outward, reaching to
help, but were bound by chains to rows of benches lining the sloping walls.
Meanwhile, the pirate's hot breath seared Maia's face with onion pungency,
spraying her with spittle as they wrestled over the trepp. I can't hold on, she
realized despairingly. Suddenly,
another set of hands appeared out of nowhere, wrapping around the reaver's
throat. With a howl, Maia's foe flung her away. The sharp bill barely missed in
a frenzied swing, then flew off as the bandit let go to claw at her new
assailant, a much smaller woman who clung to her back like a wild cat. Though
her drained body tried to refuse, Maia forced one final effort. Sobbing with
fatigue, she launched herself forward, and in a series of fierce yanks, she and
her ally finally brought the thrashing, heaving guard within reach of Captain
Poulandres and his men. When it
was over, they lay together on the ground, wheezing. Finally, Maia's sister
took her hand and squeezed. "Okay
. . ." Leie said between gasps, the expression on her face more contrite
than Maia had seen in all their years growing up together. "... I guess my
plan didn't . . . work so good. Let's hear yours." The
nearby corner from which Maia had spied on Baltha and Togay would prove a handy
enfilade looking the other way. Still, at first Poulandres was reluctant. He
and his men were brave, angry, and fully aware of their fate should they be
recaptured. Yet not one of them wanted to touch the automatic rifle. j "Look,
it's simple enough. I've seen the type before. You just slide this lever—" "I
can see how it operates," Poulandres snapped. Then he shook his head and
lifted a hand placatingly. "Look, I'm grateful. . . . We'll help any way
we can. But can't one of you two operate the thing?" Revolted, he looked
away from the metal machine. Before
she had met Renna, Maia might have reacted differently to this display—with
incomprehension, or contempt. Now she knew how patterns established by Lysos
had been reinforced over thousands of years, partly through myth and
conditioning, as well as deep within their genes and viscera, all so that men
would tend to loathe violence against women. Still,
humans are flexible beings. The warrior essence wasn't excised, only
suppressed, patterned, controlled. It would take strong motivation to persuade
a decent man like Poulandres to kill, but Maia had no doubt it could be done. Nearby,
the rest of the male crew rubbed their ankles, where chains had bound them to
rank after rank of stone benches, arrayed in a bowl-shaped, enclosed arena.
Three groggy, half-conscious women now languished in their place, mouths
gagged. A few of the men were picking distastefully at one of the spilled
buckets. Someone ought to get to work conserving the stuff, Maia thought. They
might be in for a long seige. Other
matters came first. "I haven't time for this," she told Leie.
"You explain it to him. And don't forget to look for other stairs leading
to this level! We don't want to be flanked." "All
right, Maia," Leie answered, acquiescent. There hadn't been time for more
than a moment of reunion, while recovering from the fight. Nor was Maia ready
for complete reconciliation. Too much had happened since that long-ago storm
separated a pair of dreamy-eyed sum- 628 DAVID B
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kids. In time, she might consider trusting Leie again, providing her sister
earned it. Gingerly
toting the horrible firearm, Leie escorted Poulandres and several crewmen down
the hall. Maia, too, had an errand. But as she started to go, she was halted by
a curt tug at her leg. "Just
a minim!" the ship's physician commanded as he finished tying strips of
torn cloth around her gashed knee. "There, that's the worst of it. As for
the rest o' your dings ..." "They'll
have to wait," Maia peremptorily finished the sentence, shaking'her head
in a way that cut short protest. "Thanks, Doc," she finished, and
hurried, limping, out of the arena-prison. At the doorway, she turned left
toward the second large room, where she had earlier glimpsed Baltha and the
other reaver commanders, arguing. One male accompanied her—the cabin boy who
had been part of the opposing Game of Life team, back on the Manitou. It was
his self-chosen job to bring Maia up to date on what had happened since she was
marooned with Naroin and the women crew, on Grimke Island. "At
first the starman was kept with us," the boy explained. "We was all
put together in a different part o' the sanctuary, nearer the gate. But he kept
makin' a fuss about needin' the game. Always the game! S'prised the scutum
outta us, 'specially as he still had that 'lectric game board o' his! Claimed it
wasn't good enough, tho. He needed more. Wouldn't eat nor talk to the reavers
less'n they moved us all down here, where the old tournament courts were." Maia
stopped at the entrance to the second room. She had expected another chamber
like the first—a large oval amphitheater surrounding an expanse of
crisscrossing lines. But this volume was different. There were benches all
right, descending in ever-smaller, semicircular arcs from where she stood. Only
this time their ranks faced one CLORV J Ј A i 0 XI 629 huge
bare wall with a platform and dais in front of it. The chamber reminded her of
a lecture or concert hall, like in the Civic Building, in Port Sanger. "We
all thought he was crazy," the cabin boy continued with his story about
Renna. "But we played along, on account of his act vexed the guards. So
the cap'n told 'em we also needed the game, for religious reasons." The
boy giggled. "So they fetched our books an' game pieces off the ship, an'
brought us all down to the arena where you found us." "But
then Renna was taken over here," Maia prompted. "Yeah.
After a couple days, he started complainin' again—about our snorin', about our
company. Actin' like a real wissy-boy whiner. So he got put next door. Heard no
trouble after that, so we figured he must be happy." "I
see." Inwardly,
Maia cursed. Upon hearing that Renna had vanished in a fashion none of the
reavers could fathom or duplicate, her first thought was that he must have
found another of the red-metal sculptures, covered with arcane, hexagon symbols.
Such a puzzle door would fit the bill— just the sort of thing .to stump
pirates, yet allow Renna to escape. And, naturally, her own experience would
give her an edge, as well. But
there was no red-metal. No riddle of movable symbols. Just row after row of
benches. The only other noticeable feature was more of the carved phrases,
covering every wall save the one behind the dais, carrying mysterious epigrams
in the liturgical dialect of the Fourth Book of Lysos. Otherwise, it was just a
damn, deserted lecture hall. Maia looked around as she descended the aisle
between the benches, wondering why Renna went to so much effort to get himself
transferred here. "What
is this place?" the cabin boy asked, somewhat 630 DAVID ERIN CLORV SfAJOXJ 631 awestruck.
"Ain't no Life arena. No playin' field. Did they pray here?" Maia
shook her head, puzzled. "Maybe, with all this scripture on the walls . .
. though not all of these lines are holy text, I'm sure." "Then
what—?" "Hush
now, please. Let me think." The boy
lapsed into silence, while Maia's brow knotted in concentration. Renna
escaped from here. That's the key piece of data. We can assume the reavers
searched high and low for hidden doors and secret passages, so don't bother
duplicating that effort. Instead, try to follow Renna's reasoning. First,
how did he know to get himself moved here? He went to great lengths to manage
it. Although
Renna, like Maia, had been imprisoned in a sanctuary
before, nothing in that earlier experience could have
led him to anticipate a place like this. Maia herself would
have found it hard to credit, had she not already >
seen the nearby, separate defense catacomb. I've
got to figure this out, and quicker than it took him. The reavers will be
crazed when they find out what we've done. Another
pang increased her anxiety. With
every hand on war alert, they're sure to spot Brod when he tries coming down.
They'll drop him like a helpless wing-hare. Concentrating,
Maia tried to view this room with unbiased eyes, to see what Renna must have
seen. She spent a few minutes poking through the blankets and piled straw where
he must have made his bed, long since torn apart by others searching for clues.
Maia moved on, finding nothing else of interest until her gaze once more
stroked the chiseled epigrams, running the length and breadth of each side and
rear wall. Some she knew well, having learned them by heart during long,
tedious hours spent
in Lamatia Chapel, singing heavy paeans to Stratos Mother. ....
i©fin3 wHaT is HiDDen •under strange Which,
transforming into normal letters, translated to ... to find what is hidden . .
. under strange, lost stars Maia
grimaced at the thought. It was an appropriate-enough image, as she might not
live to ever again see stars. I wonder what time of day it is, she pondered
idly while turning, scanning the walls. Then she stopped, resting her gaze on
one anomalous patch. Despite her throbbing wounds, Maia hurried downstairs,
then edged past the raised semicircular center stage. Where lines of incised
symbols neared the unadorned forward wall, she had spotted what looked like
orderly arrangements of brown smudges. They weren't writing. To Maia's eye they
connoted something much more interesting. "What
does that look like to you?" she asked the cabin boy, pointing at a
cluster of stains, just below one of the arcane symbols in the liturgical
alphabet. The youth squinted, and Maia wished fervently that Brod were here,
instead. "Dunno,
ma'am. Looks like a feller tossed his food. Same guk we been gettin', I
reckon." "Look
closer," Maia urged. "Not tossed. Dabbed. See? Carefully painted dots
— a cluster of them, under one syllabary letter. And here's another
grouping." Maia counted. There were a total of eighteen little clusters of
spots, none of them alike. "See? No letter is repeated. Each symbol in i 632 DAVID BRIX1 CLORV S Ј A J 0 XI 633 the
alphabet has its own, unique associated cluster! Interesting?" "Uh
... if you say so, ma'am." Maia
shook her head. "I wonder how long it took him to figure it out." She
considered Renna's situation. Imprisoned for a second time on an alien world,
bored half to death, despairing and exhausted, he must have stared at the
riddle phrases till they blurred with the floating speckles underneath his
drooping eyelids. Only then might it have occurred to him to play out a game,
using the incised words as starting points. But first, they must be transformed
from written letters into— Sudden
shouts floated in from the hallway. Maia turned, and seconds later a man
appeared at the back of the arena, waving vigorously. "Three
o' the bitchies just strolled round the corner, right into our hands! The bad
news is, they yelled 'fore we could get 'em gagged. There's a ruckus brewin'
back at the stairs. Cap'n says there'll be trouble soon." Maia
acknowledged with a curt nod, and returned to contemplating the primitive
markings on the wall. Renna must have used them as a reference cipher, while
working in this room. But
working on what? He still had his electronic game board with him—which the
reavers would have seen as no more than a toy—so he could have experimented
with countless combinations of point-clusters and rules for manipulating them.
All right, picture him fiddling around j with the symbols in the room where he
and the prisoners were first kept. Let's assume that from the wall writing he
learned something. He learned that, somewhere else within the sanctuary, there
was a better place to be ... and he managed to wheedle himself into being taken
to that place. Okay,
then what? That
still left the question of modality. An intellectual game
was one thing. Moving through walls was another matter, entirely. Even the
red-metal puzzle door, looming adamantly before Maia and Brod back in the
sea-cave, had been an enigma with a clear purpose, a combination lock to open a
gate. Scanning this room, she saw nothing like a gate. No way to leave, other
than the one she had entered through. Nothing at all. "Agh!"
Maia cried, clenching her fists. Her left side and leg hurt and her head was
starting to ache. Yet, somehow she must retrace mental steps taken by a
technologically advanced alien, without even having access to the same tools he
had possessed. Groaning,
she sat down on one .of the benches in the first row, and laid her head in her
hands. Even when a savage boom of gunfire rattled the walls above, causing
ancient dust to float in soft hazes, she did not lift her tired, salty eyes. "I've
got it so Poulandres understands, I think. For the time being he'll shoot to
miss, one bullet at a time. That's kept 'em back so far. If it does come to a
charge, I. think he'll do what's needful." Leie
sat down next to Maia, about half a meter away. Her voice was hesitant, as if
she felt uncertain of her welcome. Twice Leie started to speak, and Maia felt
sure it would be about what had passed between them—about their long
separation, and regret over the cavalier way Leie had treated their bond. No
actual words emerged, yet the strangled effort alone conveyed enough to ease
some of the tension. In her heart, Maia knew it was as much apology as she was
likely to get. As much as she should demand. "So,"
Leie resumed in a strained voice. "What'11 it take to figure out what
happened here?" Maia
exhaled heavily, at a loss where to start. She
began by summarizing the cipher key Renna had 634 DAVID 8
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upon the wall, how each cluster of dots probably represented an array of living
figures on a Game of Life | board.
Or, more likely, a variant game, differing in its * . detailed ecology. Maia could perceive that each
configuration dabbed on the wall might be self-sustaining given the right rule
system, though it was hard to explain how she knew it. - . j While
she told Leie about this, they were interrupted twice more by loud
reports—single warning shots, fired to keep the reavers at bay. There were no
cries of full-scale attack, so neither of them moved. Leie's rapt attention
encouraged Maia to accelerate her story, rapidly skimming over the violence,
tedium, and danger of the last few months, but revealing her astonishing
discovery of a talent —one bearing on a strange, intellectual-artistic realm. "Lysos!"
Leie whispered when the essentials were out. "And I thought my time was
strange! After I heard you were ashore at Grange Head, and had a safe job in
Long Valley, I decided to stay awhile at sea with—" She stopped and shook
her head. "But that can wait. Go on. Does this Life stuff help us figure
how Renna got out of a sealed room with no exits?" Maia
shrugged. "I told you, it doesn't! Oh, the game i can carry data, like a
language transformed into another I kind of symbol system. Renna must've
translated something out of these phrases on the walls . . . maybe in context
of stuff he learned at the Great Library, in Caria. "But
even when you have information, and know how to read it, you still need a way
to act! To apply that data to the real world. To cause physical events to take
place." "Like
breaking out of jail." "Exactly.
Like breaking out of jail." Leie
stood up and stepped before the first row of benches, onto the semicircular
stage where lay a rectangular dais-podium made of polished stone. "After
he vanished, most of us took turns looking over this room," she said.
"Hoping to find secret panels and such. It wasn't that I was trying to be
helpful, not since they killed Captain Corsh and his men . . . and especially
after I thought you'd been blown up. . . ." Leie briefly closed her eyes,
memory of pain written on her face. "Mostly, I was searching for a way to
follow Renna, to make my own getaway. That's how I can tell you there aren't
any secret panels. At least none I could recognize. Still, I did notice a thing
or two." Maia's
dour mood kept her looking down at her hands. "What did you notice?"
she asked, sullenly unresponsive. "Get
your butt up here and see for yourself." Leie rejoined, with a hint of the
old sharpness. Maia frowned, then stood and hobbled closer. Leie waited beside
the broad dais, where she stooped and pointed at a row of tiny objects embedded
in the side of the giant stone block. Some of them looked like buttons. Others
were little metal-rimmed holes. "What
are they for?" Maia inquired. "I
was hoping you'd tell me. Each of us tried pushing them. The buttons click as
if they're supposed to do something, but nothing happens." "Maybe
they were for turning on lights. Too bad there's no power in the
sanctuary." For
lack of time, Maia hadn't given any details about the military catacombs that
she and Brod had explored, and which still hummed with titanic energies. Maia
assumed the two networks of artificial caves were completely severed, so that
hermits and treasure-hunters using this part would never stumble across the
hidden defense facility, just next door. "I
said nothing happens," Leie replied. "That doesn't mean there's no
power." Maia
stared at her sister. "What do you mean?" At that
moment, another gunshot pealed, echoing 636 DAVID BRIM down
the hallway to resonate within the chamber, setting Maia's teeth rattling. Both
girls waited in suspense, and sighed when no more shots followed. With the tip
of a finger, Leie pointed to a pair of tiny metal rings, about a centimeter
apart, set into the edge of the dais near the buttons. The rings surrounded
thin, deep holes. Maia pressed her finger against one, and looked up,
perplexed. "I don't feel anything." "Have
you got a piece of metal?" Leie asked. "Like a coinstick? A
half-credit will do." Maia
shook her head. Then she recalled. "Maybe I do have something." Her
right hand went to her left forearm and unstrapped the leather cover of her
portable sextant. Gingerly, she drew the tiny instrument from its padded case. "Where'd
you get that?" Leie commented, watching the brass engraving of a zep'lin
pop open. Maia shrugged. "It's complicated. Let's just say I found it
useful, on occasion." She
unfolded the sighting arms. One of them terminated in a pointed prong—normally
used as an indicator for reading numbers against a measuring wheel—that could
be rotated outward. It seemed narrow enough to use as a probe. "Good,"
Leie said. "Now, I don't claim to be the only one who had the idea,
inspecting for electricity. Others tried, and felt nothing. But 1 figured,
maybe the current was too low to detect by hand. Remember how we used to check
those pitiful, weak saline batteries Savant Mother Claire had us make, back in
silly-ass chem class? Well, I did the same thing here. When no one was looking,
I inserted a coinstick and touched the metal with my tongue." "Yes?"
Maia asked, growing more interested as she slipped the narrow prong into one of
the tiny holes. CLORV StAJOXI 637 "Yes
indeed! I swear you can taste a faint tickle of . . ." Leie's
voice trailed off as she stopped and stared. Maia, too, looked down in
astonishment at the little sextant.. Across
the center of its scratched, pitted face, a blank window had come alight,
perhaps for the first time in centuries. Tiny, imperfect letters, missing
corners and edges, flickered, then steadied into a constant glow. .... T©
fin3 wHat is Hiioen ... "Great
Mother of life!" The
exclamation made both girls look up from the transfixing sight. Still blinking
in surprise, Maia saw that Captain Poulandres and one of his officers stood in
the doorway at the top of the aisle, staring with dumfounded expressions. Maia's
initial thought was pragmatic. How are they able to see the sextant from all
that way up there? "I
. . ." Poulandres swallowed hard. ". . . came to tell you. The
pirates say they want to talk. They say . . ." He shook his head, unable
to concentrate on his urgent message. "By Lysos and the sea, how did you
two manage to do that!" It
dawned on Maia that the captain couldn't see the tiny letters glowing on the
sextant's face. He must be looking at something else. Something above and
behind her back. Together, as if pulled by the same string, she and Leie turned
around, and gasped in unison. There,
spread across the huge, formerly pale front wall of the hall, now lay an
immense grid of faint, microscopic lines, upon which danced myriad, multihued
particles, innumerable, smaller than specks. An orgiastic, 638 DAVID B R I XI colorful
spectacle of surging, flowing patterns panoplied in whirling currents, eddies,
teeming jungles of simulated structure and confusion . . . ersatz chaos and
order . . . death and life. Despite
all trials and experience, some aspects of character might be too deep ever to
change. Once more, it was Leie who recovered first to comment. "Uh,"
she said in a dry, hoarse voice, glancing sideways at Maia. "Eureka ... I
think . . . ?" The
effect was even more spectacular when, a while later, the pirates tried to
intimidate the escapees by cutting off the lights. Power no longer flowed to
the string of electric bulbs. By then, however, those of the Manitou crew not
on guard had already gathered in Renna's former cell, under the storm of
pigmented, convoluted shapes that slowly twisted across the "Life
Wall," as they called it. The men sat in huddled groups, or knelt below
the dancing display, spreading open their treasured reference books, riffling
pages by the soft, multispectral glow and arguing. Although they had confirmed
that the eighteen simple patterns were components of this particular pseudo-world,
not even the most expert player seemed able to make any more sense of the vista
of swirling shapes. "It's
magic," the chief cook concluded, in awe. "No,
not magic," the ship's doctor replied. "It's much more. It's
mathematics." "What's
the difference?" asked the young ensign Maia had met on the Manitou,
speaking with an upper-clan accent, trying to be blase. "They're both just
symbol systems. Hypnotizing you with abstractions." The
elderly physician shook his head. "No, boy, that's wrong. Like art an'
politics, magic consists of persuadin' others to see what you want 'em to see,
by makin' incantations and wavin' your arms around. It's always based on CLORV SEASON 639 claims
that the magician's force of will is stronger than nature." The
colors overhead laid lambent, churning reflections across the old man's pate as
he laughed aloud. "But nature doesn't give a fart about anybody's force of
will! Nature's too strong to coerce, an' too fair to play favorites. She's just
as cruel an' consistent to a clan mother as to the lowliest var. Her rules hold
for ever'body." He shook his head, sighing. "And She has a dear-heart
love of math." They
watched the awesome gyrating figures in silence. Finally, the young ensign
complained angrily. "But men aren't any good at math!" "So
we're told," the doctor answered in a heavy voice. "So we're
told." Overhearing
the conversation, Maia realized the crewmen would be of little help. Like her,
they were untrained in the high arts on which this wonder must be based. Their
beloved game was a fine thing, as far as it went. But the simple Life
simulations they played on ships and in modern sanctuaries were no more than an
arcana of accumulated tricks and intuition. It was like a bowl of water next to
the great sea now in front of them. She had
tried peering at individual dots, in order to decipher the position-by-position
rules of play. At first, she had thought she could make out a total of nine
colors, which responded four times as. powerfully to nearest neighbors as to
next-nearest, and so on. Then she looked more closely, and realized that every
dot consisted of a swarm of smaller specks, each interacting with those around
it, the combination blending at a distance to give the illusion of one solid
shade. "Maia."
It was Leie's voice, accompanied by a tap on her shoulder. She drew back and
turned as her twin gestured toward the back of the hall, where a messenger
could be seen hurriedly picking his way down the stair-aisle. It was a tricky
task in the shifting, ever-changing 640 DAVID B
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The cabin boy arrived short of breath. He had only three words for Maia. "They're
comin', ma'am." It
wasn't easy to tear herself away from the dazzling wall display. She felt sure
she'd be more useful here. But after several fits and starts, the reavers were
apparently sending their delegation, at last. Poulandres insisted Maia join him
to speak for the escapees. "Why
can't you do it yourself?" she had asked earlier, to which he replied
enigmatically. "No voyage lands without a captain. No cargo sells without
an owner. It is necessity." Poulandres
met her at the doorway. Slowly, allowing for her limp, they walked toward the
strategic corner. The shifting colors followed and Maia kept glancing backward,
as if drawn by a palpable force. It took effort to shake free of the
contemplative frame of mind. Their prospects for successful negotiation did not
look good, and she said as much to the officer. "Aye.
Neither side can charge the other without taking heavy losses. For now, it's a
stalemate, but with us stuck at the wrong end of a one-way hole. Given enough
time, they can flush us out several ways." "So
it's a death sentence. What is there to talk about?" "Enough,
lass. The pirates can tell something's happened down here. They won't rash us
till after trying persuasion." Maia
and the captain found the ship's navigator prone at the corner, nursing the
rifle, peering along its sights toward a faint glow that hinted the distant
flight of stairs. That much light remained so that the reavers could detect any
assault staged by the men. Otherwise, a surprise melee in the dark might cost
them their advantages of arms, numbers, and position. The impasse held, for
now. Two
faint blobs moved against that remote grayness. Even at maximum
dark-adaptation, it took Maia's eyes CLORV J Ј A J-- 0 641 time to
clearly discern twin female silhouettes, approaching at a steady walk. "Ready?"
Poulandres asked. Maia nodded reluctantly, and they set off together with the
navigator aiming carefully past them. Now that it was a matter of protecting
comrades, she felt certain the officer could overcome his queasiness, if
necessary. At the other end, markswomen were just as surely drawing bead past
their own emissaries. The
blurry forms took shape, resolving into arms, legs, heads, faces. Maia almost
stopped in her tracks when she recognized Baltha. The other delegate was the
assistant to the reaver leader, Togay. Maia swallowed and managed to keep
walking, half a pace to the captain's right. The two
groups stopped while still several meters apart. Baltha shook her head, a swish
of short, blonde hair. "So. What d'you curly-pecs think you're
accom-plishin'?" she asked. "Not
much," Poulandres replied in a lazy drawl. "Stayin' alive, mostly.
For a while." "For
a while's right. You're still here, so don't pretend you've found a secret way
out. What's your pleasure, Cap'n? Want to see your men die by fire? Or
water?" Maia
overcame her dry mouth. "I don't think you'll be using either right
away." "Stay
outta this, snip!" Baltha snarled. "No one asked you." Poulandres
replied in a low voice, icy calm. "Be polite to our adopted
factor-owner." Maia
fought her natural reaction, to swivel and stare at the man, who spoke as if
this were a negotiation over some contested cargo. Clearly, his feint was meant
to shake up the enemy. "This?"
Baltha asked, pointing at Maia, as incredulous as Poulandres might have wished.
"This unik summer trash? She's even lamer than her dead prissy-sis." 642 DAVID BRIM L
O R Y SEASON 643 "Baltha,
use your eyes," Maia said evenly. "I'm not quite dead. Anyway, where
does a shit-stealer like you get on, calling others names?" ".
. . Shit-stealer . . . ?" Strangling on the words, Baltha abruptly stopped
and stared. Moving involuntarily forward she breathed, "You?" Pleasure
overcame Maia's reticence. "Always a fast learner, Baltha.
Congratulations." "But
I saw you blown to—" "Shall
we get back to the subject at hand?" Poulandres interjected, with graceful
timing. "Each of our respective sides has certain needs that are urgent,
and others it can afford to give up. I, for instance, have a personal need to
see every last one of you bitchies put in chains, workin' like lugars on a
temple rehab farm. But I admit that's a lower priority than, say, gettin' out
of this mess with all my men alive." He grinned without humor. "Tell
me, what is it you people desire most, and what'll you give up to get it?" Baltha
continued staring at Maia. So it was the other ( woman who answered in a prim, Mechant Coast accent. "We
seek the Outsider. Less than his recovery is unacceptable. All else is
negotiable." i "Hm.
There would have to be assurances, of course." ' "Of
course." The Mechanter seemed used to bargaining. "Perhaps an
exchange of—" Baltha
visibly shook herself free of the quandaries implied by Maia's presence. The
big var interrupted acidly. "This is crazy. If they knew where the alien
was, they would of followed. I'm callin' your bluff, Cap'n. You got nothin' to
trade." The
sailor shrugged. "Take a look behind us. See the strange light? Even from
here, you can tell we've accomplished more than you did in almost two days of
searching." Baltha
glanced past their shoulders at the faint, shift- ing,
multihued glows reflecting off the distant wall. Frustration wrote across her
hard features. "Help us get him back, and we'll leave you livin', with the
Manitou, when we sail." Poulandres
sucked his lower lip. Then, to Maia's surprise, he nodded. "That'd be all
right ... if we thought we could trust you. I'll put it to the men. Meanwhile,
you'd help your case by turning the lights back on. We'll talk in a little
while about food and water. Is that all right with you for now, Maia?" The
heli it is! she thought. Still, she answered with a curt nod. Surely the
captain was only buying.time. Baltha
started to respond with a snarl, but the other woman cut her off. "We'll
talk it over among ourselves and send word in an hour." The two reavers
turned and departed, Baltha glancing poison over her shoulder as Poulandres and
Maia began their own walk back.. "Would
you really turn Renna in?" Maia asked the man, in a low voice. "You're
a varling. You know nothing about what it's like to have many lives depending on
you." Poulandres paused for several seconds. "I don't plan on making
such a devil's deal, if it can be avoided. But don't take it as a promise,
Maia. That's why you had to come on this palaver, so you'd know. Guard your own
interests. They mayn't always be the same as ours." Sailor's
honor, Maia thought. He's bound to warn me that he may have to turn on me,
later. It's a strange code. "You
know they can't afford to let you go," she said, pressing the point.
"You've seen too much. They can't let their personal identities be
known." "That,
too, depends," Poulandres said cryptically. "Right now, the important
thing is that we've won a little time." But
what happens when no time remains? When the reavers run out of patience?
"Fire or water," Baltha said. And if 644 DAVID B
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don't work—if they can't pry us out by themselves—I wouldn't put it past them
to send for help. Perhaps even calling their enemies. It
wasn't farfetched to imagine the gang striking a deal with their political
opposites, the Perkinites, in exchange for whatever it might take to tear this
rocky citadel apart. In the end, both extremes had more in common with each
other than either did with the middle. The
navigator's dark young features relaxed in relief when they rounded the corner,
and he put the weapon back on safety. Leie embraced Maia, and she felt her
shoulders relax a fierce tightness that had gone unnoticed till now. "Come
on," Maia told her twin. "Let's get back to work." But it
was hard concentrating at first, when Maia stood once more before the massive
stone dais, looking alternately at the little sextant and the vast,
ever-changing world-wall. Her task was to find a miracle, some way to follow
Renna out of here. Yet, Baltha's offer and Poulan-dres's disturbing answer
unnerved her. Suppose she did manage to solve the problem. Might that only doom
Renna, and in the end prove futile for them all? Soon,
the fascinating vista of ever-changing patterns overcame her resistance,
drawing her in. So much so that she hardly noticed when the string of faint
bulbs came on again at the back of the room, evidence that the reavers were at
least considering further discussion. It was
Leie who made the next breakthrough, when she discovered that the sextant could
be used to change the wall scene. Fiddling with the finely graded dials, which
Maia normally used to read the relative angles of stars, Leie turned one while
the little tool was attached to the data plug. At once the patterns shifted,
left and right! They moved up when she twisted the other wheel, disappearing
off the top edge of the display, while new forms crowded in from below. CLORV SfAJOX! 645 .
"Terrific!" Maia commented, trying for herself. This verified what
she had suspected, that the great wall-screen was only a window onto something
much vaster—a simulated realm extending far past the rectangular edges before
them. Its theoretical limits might stretch hundreds of figurative meters beyond
this room. Perhaps there were no limits at all. The eye
kept grasping for analogies amid the swirling patterns. One instant, they were
intertwining hairy fingers. The next, they collided ecstatically like frothy
waves breaking on a seashore. Rolling, convoluted configurations writhed
without hindrance across the borders of the display. By turning a little wheel
on the sextant, the humans might follow, but only in abstract, as observers.
Only the shapes themselves knew true liberty. They appeared to have no needs,
to fear no threats, to admit no physical bounds. The thought conveyed to Maia a
sense of untold freedom, which she envied. Did
Renna somehow change himself? She wondered. Did he know a secret way to join
the world in there, leaving this one of rock and flesh behind? It was a
fantastic notion. But who knew what powers the Phylum had developed during the
millennia since the Founders established a world of pastoral stability on
Stratos, turning away from the "madness" of a scientific age. On a
hunch, Maia tried pushing the buttons they had found earlier, near the little
holes in the massive podium. But they proved as useless as before. Perhaps they
really had once controlled something as mundane as the room lights. Then
Leie made another discovery. By bending one of the sextant's sighting arms,
another kind of simulated movement became possible. Of the men who had been
watching, transfixed, several moaned aloud in awe as the shared point of view
suddenly appeared to dive forward, 646 DAVID B
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0 R V 5 Ј A J 0 XI 647 plunging
past billowing foreground simulacra, plowing through objects as intangible as
clouds. Maia
felt it, too. A wave of vertigo, as if they were all falling together through
an infinite sky. Gasping momentarily, she had to turn her eyes away and found
that her hands were gripping the stone podium like vices. A glance at the
others showed she wasn't alone. The earlier breakthroughs had been stunning,
but not like this. Never had she heard of a Life-like simulation in three
dimensions! The rate of "fall" appeared to accelerate. Shapes that
had dominated the scene grew larger, revealing minutia of their convoluted
forms. The centermost structures ballooned outward, while those at the fringes
vanished over the edge. The
falling sensation was an illusion, of course, and with a little concentration,
Maia was able to make it evaporate in a sudden mental readjustment. Moving
"forward" seemed now to be an exercise in exploring detail. Any
object centered before them -was subject to expanding scrutiny, revealing
ever-finer structures within . . . and then finer still. There seemed no limit
to how minutely a formation could be parsed. "Stop
. . ." Maia worked hard to swallow. "Leie, stop. Go the other
way." Her
sister turned and grinned at her. "Isn't this great? I never imagined men
had such things! Did you say something?" "I
said, stop and back up!" "Don't
be afraid, Maia. As you explained to me, it's just simulated—" "I'm
not afraid! Just reverse the controls and back away. Do it now." Leie's
eyebrows raised. "As you say, Maia. Reversing course." She stopped
pushing and started pulling gently at the little metal arm. The appearance of a
forward plunge slowed, arrested, and began to withdraw. Now curling patterns
in the middle receded, diminishing toward a central vanishing point while more
and more bright, complex objects swarmed in from the periphery. The visceral
sensation was one of pulling away, of rising up, so that each passing second
meant they attained a larger, more godlike view. It was
a briefly glorious sensation, as Maia imagined it might be like to fly.
Moreover, she felt a sense of restored contact with Renna, if only by sharing
this thing he must also have delighted in. At the
same time, another part of her felt overwhelmed. Renna had explained that the
Game of Life was only among the simplest of a vast family of pattern-generating
systems, called cellular automata. When the big wall first came alight, Maia
had hoped the sailors and their books might help solve this vastly more complex
"ecosystem," despite none of them being savants. But if the men had
been as baffled as she by the former intricacy, this addition of a third
dimension shattered all hopes of easy analysis. In her
heart, Maia felt certain there were comprehensible rules. Something in the
patterns—their diverging yet oddly repetitious sweeps and curls—called this
intuition :o her. I could solve it, she was sure. If I had the computer-^cd
game board to work with, instead of this balky little sex- -int,
and as many hours as Renna had in here, alone. And vne of his knowledge of
math. Alas,
her list of deficits exceeded assets. In frustration, :ie pounded the table,
jiggering the little tool. "Hey!" Leie :iouted, and went on to
complain that it wasn't easy pilot-~.g gently enough to keep it all from
becoming a vast blur, ne sextant's wheels and arms were old, loose, in need of
mple mechanical repair. Someone had let the poor ma- -.ine
go straight to pot, Leie insinuated over her shoulder. It's a wonder it still
works at all, Maia thought. • At
first, she had been awed by the coincidence, that 648 DAVID ERIN CLORV SEASON! 649 her
old, secondhand navigation tool could be used in this way. But then, many older
instruments she had seen on shipboard featured diminutive blank windows. In
former times, it must have been customary to hook up to the Old Network
frequently . . . although Maia doubted spectacular wonder-walls were ever
common, even before the Great Defense. Or the Founding, for that matter. She
leaned forward. Something had changed. Till now, the new shapes swarming in
from the periphery had always appeared roughly similar to the smaller patterns
vanishing into the center. But now, fingers of blackness crowded from the
wings. The curling shapes seemed to roll up ever tighter, taking the form of
giant balls that streamed inward as discrete units, not cloudlike swirls.
Spheroids flew in from top and bottom, left and right, growing more compact,
more numerous, bouncing and scattering off one another while the front wall
grew blacker overall. The last
and largest swarm of balls coalesced into a new entity—a thick slab of
phosphorescence. The slice of shimmering color seemed to strum like a bowstring
as it crossed into sight from the lower right. As their point of view continued
its apparent climb, the slab shrank in dimension. More such membranes entered
the scene, linking to form a thrumming, vibrating, many-sided cell, like that
of a quivering honeycomb. More cells thronged into view, becoming a multitude,
then a foam, of iridescent color. Leie was
perspiring, tugging gently at the tiny sighting arm while Maia leaned forward
to see the foam scintillate, fade, and in an instant, vanish! The
wall was a terrible, empty blankness. "Uh!" Maia's twin grunted in
dismay, her features glistening by the faint light of the electric bulbs behind
them. "Did I break it?" "No."
Maia assured. "The wall was pale before. The machine's still on. Keep
going." "You're
sure? I can go back the other way." "Keep
going," Maia repeated, this time firmly. "Well,
I'll pull a little faster, then," Leie said. Before Maia could respond,
she yanked harder at the little arm. The blackness lasted another fraction of a
second, just long enough for an eyeblink swarm of pinpoint sparkles to flash.
Then, all at once, the colors were back! Again, the simulated point of view
fell backward, climbing imperiously as waves of convoluted rainbow brightness
crowded in from the borders. All of this happened in the moment it took Maia to
shout, "No! Stop!" Motion
ceased, save the slow, coiling dance of patterns and their constituent
particles, merging and separating like entities of smoke. "What?"
Leie inquired, turning to stare at her sister. "It's working again . .
." "It
never stopped working. Go back," Maia insisted, suppressing the impatient
urge to push her sister aside and do it herself. Leie's marginally better
coordination might make all the difference. "Go back to the black
part." Sighing,
Leie turned around and delicately pushed the tiny lever. Once more, there was
the sense of plunging forward, downward ... of getting smaller while everything
around them grew and loomed outward. The
blackness resumed in a blur, and was gone again, even faster than the first
time. They were already across it and amid the foamy, lambent honeycombs before
Leie could arrest the motion of her hand. "It's not easy, dammit!"
Maia's sister complained. "The levers move jerkily. I wouldn't ever let a
machine get in such disrepair." Maia
almost retorted that Leie never had to carry a tiny device on horseback,
trains, ships, while drowning, crashing, climbing cliffs, and fighting for her
life. . . . But she let it go while Leie bent over the tool, trying to pull the
balky arm in microscopic units. As before, the cell structures became foam and
then vanished into blackness. 650 DAVID B
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that was unrelieved, save for an occasional, sudden blur that crossed the scene
too quickly to follow. "Do
you . . . mind tellin' me . . ." Leie grunted. ". . . what it is
we're looking for?" "Just
keep going," Maia urged. All around her, she sensed the confusion of the
men. Put off by the disappearance of the transfixing patterns, but awed by her
intensity, they crowded forward, staring at the blank wall as if peering
through dense fog for some miracle light of harbor. Their company was welcome,
especially when one of them cried out "Stop!" before she could form
words. This
time, Leie reacted quickly. The brush of illumination the man had noticed still
lay in the upper left corner. At first glance, it was almost pure white,
although there were pale dustings of blue and reddish yellow. Leie moved over
to the finely knurled measuring wheels, which controlled lateral motion.
Nudging them gently, she coaxed the object into view. It was
a bright, pinwheel shape. A "cyclone," one sailor identified. A
hurricane, or whirlpool, suggested others. . But
Maia knew better. Old Bennet would have identified its species on sight. Renna
would perceive a friend and signpost. She
stared in wonder at the majesty that spread across the forward wall, a galactic
wheel, its spiral splendor filled with shining stars. ...
Todm otMEJTs Pi® coUHs (oHim Captain
Poulandres sent word for her to come. There was to be another parley with the
foe. Maia's curt message of reply, carried by the hesitant cabin boy, suggested
irritably that the captain choose someone else. "I
need time!" she snapped over her shoulder, when Poulandres came in person.
"I was just there for show, last time. All I ask is that you buy us more
time!" Maia
barely heard his muttered promise to try, "And send your navigator down
here, will you?" she added, calling after him. "We can use help from
a professional!" Relieved
from guard duty with the rifle, the young, dark-complexioned officer arrived as
Leie and Maia managed to pull back from the spiral nebula, revealing its
membership in a cluster of gauzy galaxies. And that cluster proved to be but
one glittering ripple in a sinuous arch that lay draped across the void,
shimmering like a cosmic aurora. The navigator exclaimed upon seeing the
wondrous display. Maia
agreed it was a sight, but what did it mean? Was this a clue to whatever path
Renna had taken? She had to assume so, since nothing else in the vast
game-simulation seemed to make the slightest sense. Were they supposed to 654 DAVID B R I XI CLORV J Ј A J 0 XI 655 find a
particular destination amid this macrocosm, and "go" there? Or were
the whirlpool entities meant to be guideposts in another sense? Problems
barred progress at many levels. Nudging the controls was like trying to pilot a
coal barge through a narrow, twisty channel, a trial of fits and starts and
over-compensations. Inertia and mechanical backlash kept jerking the image too
large in scale, then too small. Moreover, Maia soon realized that nobody, not
even the navigator, had any idea where in the sky they "were." "We,
don't use galaxies to chart our way at sea," he started to explain.
"They're too fuzzy and you need a telescope. Now, if you could show me
stars .. . ." Unable
to keep her frustration from spilling out, Maia muttered, "You want stars?
I'll show you smuggy stars!" She took the controls and with a yank caused
the point of view to dive straight toward one of the galactic wheels. It
ballooned outward at frightful speed, causing some of the onlookers behind them
to moan. Suddenly, the wall was filled with sharp, individual pinpoints,
spreading out to fill the artificial sky with constellations. But
what constellations? Among the patterns sifted by her mind, no familiar friends
leaped forth. No well-known markers flashed out longitude, latitude, and season
to a practiced eye. "Oh,"
the navigator murmured slowly. "I get it. They'd be different, dependin'
on ... which way we looked, an' from where . . ." He paused, struggling with
new notions implied by the wall. "It's prob'ly not even our galaxy, is
it?" "Great
insight!" Leie snorted, while Maia's own irritable mood shifted toward
sympathy. These concepts were probably difficult for a man rooted in
traditional arts. "We don't know that any of these galaxies is ours,"
she commented. "They may all be just artificial models, arising out of a
complicated game, having nothing to do with the real universe.
We better hope not, if my idea's to mean anything. Back up again, Leie. We've
.got to try finding something familiar." As the
island starscape receded to take its place once more among the others, Maia
knew the search might prove impossible. The only intergalactic object she had
much hope of recognizing was Andromeda, nearest neighbor to the Milky Way. What
were the odds against catching sight of that particular spiral, from just the
right angle, however long they searched? AH of
this assumes my hunch is right. • • that maneuvering around inside this fancy
pretend reality has something to do with how Renna escaped. If so,
it would have been much easier for him. The Visitor might have programmed his
game board to search for traits specific to the Milky Way. A shape to the
spiral arms, or perhaps even a color profile. Once specified, the machine would
do the rest. Whereas
I don't have a game board. Nor his knowledge. Nor the slightest idea how any of
this relates to escaping from pirates. "You
move around by twiddling that little se'xter?" asked the navigator as he
bent over to watch Leie delicately prod the tiny, recalcitrant controls.
"Does it have to be this one?" "I
don't think so. There's nothing special about it, except that it has a data
tap." "Lots
of old ones do. If only I'd known, I mighta sweet-talked a reaver into fetchin'
mine from Manitou. It's bigger, and in a whole lot better shape." Maia
grimaced. Everyone seemed to think she was negligent of her tools. "What's
it say here in the data window?" He went on. "Some sort o'
coordinates?" "Nah,"
Leie replied without turning. "Puzzle phrases, mostly. Temple stuff.
Riddle o' Lysos." All of her attention 656 DAVID 8 R I XI was
devoted to nudging the controls, while Maia carefully watched the sweep of
galactic clusters, flowing from left to right across the wall, seeking anything
familiar. Absently, Maia corrected her sister. "That's what they appear to
be. Actually, I think they're commands. Starting conditions for whatever game
is being played here." "Hm,"
the navigator commented. "Could fool me. I'd have sworn they were
coordinates." Maia
turned and looked at him. "What?" His
chin rested on the podium top, next to the tiny display, almost brushing Leie's
wrist. He pointed to the row of minuscule red letters. "Never saw anything
like this written in a temple. The numbers keep changing as she touches the
controls. Seems more like—" "Let
me see." Maia tried to squeeze in. "Hey!" Leie complained.
Politely, the young man withdrew so Maia could see four groups of symbols,
glowing across the little array. ACQ0 41E+18
-35E+14 69E+15 Apart
from the first enigmatic grouping, the other three clusters of numbers quivered
in a constant state of flux. As Maia watched, the "41" became
"42," then briefly "41" again, before jittering further
down to "40." Maia glanced at Leie. "Are you moving
anything?" "No,
I swear." Leie showed both hands. "Well,
go ahead," Maia said. "Push something, slowly." Leie
bent to grasp one of the measuring wheels between two fingers. At once the
second grouping began to blur. "Stop!" Maia cried. The numbers
stuttered, then settled to tiny excursions around the value 12E+18. "Again.
Keep going that way." Maia
stood up, watching the screen as Leie resumed. Galaxies scrolled from left to
right at an accelerating pace. CLORV 657 Only
one of the number groups in the tiny window seemed affected.. The "E"
shone steady, but Maia watched the "+8" turn into "+7" . .
. and eventually "+6." "You're
right," she told the navigator. "They are coordinates. I wonder why
they replaced what was written there before." She turned the other way.
"Leie, let's try taking down to zero—" Her
words were cut off by shock waves that reverberated through the chamber.
Echoing booms spread out from the entrance. This time, it was no single,
warning shot, but a rapid series of loud reports, followed by clamoring voices.
The men who had been watching from the benches leaped up, scrambling toward the
door, rushing to aid their comrades on duty in the corridor. The navigator
dithered only a second before making the same choice and joining the pell-mell
dash. Leie
looked at Maia. "I'll go." Maia
shook her head. "No, I must. If they get past us, though ..." . "I'll
smash the sextant." Leie promised. "Meanwhile,
make all the numbers small as you can!" Maia shouted back as she followed
the men, limping. Her knee had swollen and was hurting more than ever. Behind
her, the model universe resumed its blurry race across the wall. Sailors
jammed into a tight mob near-the hallway's right-angle turn. All gunfire had
ceased by the time she arrived, and the jabber of milling males evoked
consternation and fear, not impending combat. Maia had to nudge and elbow her
way through an aromatic throng of men. When she reached the front of the crowd,
she gasped. The ship's doctor knelt beside, the prostrate form of the
Mani-tou's first officer, stanching a flow of blood from a jagged wound. A
knife, dripping crimson ichor, lay on the ground nearby. Of Captain Poulandres,
there was no sign. "What
happened?" she asked the ensign she had spo- 658 DAVID B
R I X! ken to
earlier. The youth seemed distressed, his face as white as the wounded man's. "It
was a trap, ma'am. Or maybe the reavers just got mad. We heard lots o' yelling.
The cap'n tried to keep 'em calm, but we could tell they were accusin' him of
something. One of 'em pulled a knife while the other kicked the cap'n, real
bad." He winced in recollection. "They dragged him off while guns
shot at us from that end, keepin' us pinned down." Damn,
Maia thought, quashing her natural impulse toward sympathy for poor Poulandres.
She had been counting on him to buy time, not provoke open warfare! Now what
remained, but to prepare for Baltha's threatened assault? The
first officer was mumbling to the doctor. Maia crouched lower to hear. "...
said we must've helped the rads. . . .Cap'n tried askin' how? How an' why'd we
help a buncha unniks do in our own ship? But they wouldn't listen . . ." Maia
rode out a lancing shock to her wounded left knee as she dropped to the ground
beside the officer. "What did you say? Do you mean the Manitou is—" "Gone.
. . ." The sailor sighed.". . . didn't say how. Just took th' cap'n,
and ..." His eyes rolled up in their sockets as he swooned. A
moment's stunned silence followed, then arguing broke out among the men, many
of them shaking their heads with the hopeless passivity of despair. "Don't
see any other choice. We've got to surrender!" "Cap'n
blew it with somethin' he said. We should send 'nother embassy ..." "They'll
come an' cut us to bits!" Somebody
helped Maia stand. Suddenly, it seemed that everyone was looking at her. Just
because I broke you halfway out of jail—and got you all into even worse
trouble—that doesn't make me a leader, C L o R
v f Ј A J o 659 she
thought caustically, seeing incipient panic in their dilated eyes. Robbed of
their top officers, they fell back on old habits of childhood, looking for a
woman authority figure. The time of year didn't help. "Wissy as a winter
man;" went one expression. Still, Maia knew that seasons alone weren't
decisive. The crew might stand a chance, if someone got them busy, building
momentum based on action. She saw an older bosun standing next to the corner,
holding the automatic rifle. "Can you handle that thing?" she asked. The
gruff sailor nodded grimly. "Yes, ma'am. I figure. Just half o' the
bullets left, but I can wait an' make 'em count." . . That
fierce statement helped change the mood a bit. Other males murmured tentative
agreement. Maia poked her head around the corner and peered down the gloomy
corridor. "There's plenty of old trash and debris in nearby rooms. The
quickest of you could dash from one to another, too fast for them to draw a
bead in the dark, and toss stuff into the main hall. If not-a barricade, the
junk might at least slow down a charge." The
ensign nodded. "We'll look for planks and stones . . . things to use as
weapons." "Good."
Maia turned to the doctor. "What can we do, in case they use smoke?" The old
man shrugged. "Tear pieces of doth, I guess. Dampen them with—" A sharp
cry interrupted from behind them. It was Leie's voice, resonating even out
here. "Maia!
Come back and see this!" Torn by
conflicting duties, Maia bit her lip. If the men fell apart now, there'd be
surrender or worse just as soon as the reavers chose to push. On the other
hand, even tenacious resistance wouldn't do much good in the long run, unless
an overall solution was found. All hope for that lay at the end of the hall. 660 DAVID B
R I XI "As
senior officer, I should stay," the navigator told her, and Maia knew he
was right, by normal standards. These weren't normal circumstances. "Please,"
she urged. "We need you below." She turned to the young ensign.
"Can your guild and shipmates rely on you?" The
young man was but a year older than Maia. Now, though, he stood up straighter,
and squared his shoulders. "They can," he answered, and seemed as
relieved as Maia to hear the words. "Count on it!" he finished with
determination, and swiveled to face the men, snapping orders to implement Maia's
suggestions. "All
right," the navigator said, reassured. "But let's hurry." When
they turned to start down the hall, Maia almost fell as her left leg threatened
to give out. The young officer took her weight on one arm, and helped her limp
back toward the chamber containing the miracle wall. Behind them, sounds of
brisk, organized activity replaced what had verged, only moments before, on
outright panic. During the brief walk, Maia fretted. Something's happened to
the Manitou. Something that made the reavers throw out their promise to
Poulandres. Had the
first officer mentioned it having to do with the rads?-Did Thalia and the other
prisoners break out? The possibility gladdened Maia, but in a dry and hopeless
way, for anything that made the pirates upstairs more desperate only provoked
more dire threat down here. Maia
suppressed her worries as she let the navigator help her toward glimpses of
starlight. For a moment, it made a fine illusion. As ij the screen were just a
great big opening in the wall, she wished. Leading straight into a winter
night. On
arriving at the doorway, she and her companion cried out at the same time, in
joyful recognition. Before them, splayed across a twinkling firmament like a
great CLORYJЈAJOXi 661 blot,
lay the multitendriled nebulosity known as the Claw. It grew smaller,
incrementally, until familiar patterns of stars crowded in along each side. "Took
you long enough!" Leie chided as they approached. "Look, I just can't
get it any closer than this." Maia
glanced at the tiny window and saw that the display was greatly changed. The
numbers to the right of each letter "E" were much closer to zero. ACQ0 -94E-1 13E+0 - 69E+1 "It
is a coordinate system!" the navigator cried. "And it's got to be
centered on Stratos. Can't you get them any smaller?" Leie
snapped, "If you're so smart, you try it!" "Good
idea, Leie." Maia nodded. "He's worked with tools like this all his
life. Go ahead," she told the young man, who frowned uncertainly as he
took over Leie's position. Maia's sister stretched, trying to stand up
straight. "Careful, vril," she said. "It's touchy as a—" She
yelped as the scene shifted abruptly. The simulated image of the dark nebula
swarmed forward, engulfed the scene in blackness, and then swept aside in a
blur that made both twins briefly dizzy. The numbers on the display increased.
Leie laughed derisively, as the young man grimaced. "It's a little
balky," he commented. Then he bent closer, concentrating. "I always
find I can prevent the wheels jerkin' if I twist a little while I turn. Cuts
down on the backlash." Numbers
stopped growing and reversed. The constellations, which had started to warp
from altered perspective, gradually resumed forms Maia knew. The Claw nebula
passed again, taking up its familiar position. Then,
from the left, an object entered the view so huge and radiant the whole room
lit up. "It's our sun!" the navigator called. A moment later, he
gasped as another, 662 DAVID 8 R I XI smaller
entity merged from the right. Its sharp, biting hue of blue-tinged white
stabbed Maia's eyes, triggering a tingle that flowed straight down her spine.
The effect was doubtless minor next to what it did to the young lieutenant. He
staggered, shading his eyes with one hand, and softly moaned. "Wengel
Star!" The
light spread past them, through the open door and into the hall. There was no
uproar, so perhaps no one consciously noticed. Still, Maia wondered if remnant
traces of wintry male indecision washed away under that shine, to be replaced
by a hormonal certitude of summer. Conceivably, the stream would energize the
men for what was to come. Maia
watched the sextant's diminutive display whirl rapidly as the navigator moved
back and forth among the three controls. ACQ® -
42E-0 17E-0 -
12E-0 "We're
gettin' close to the limit of what I can manage," he grunted,
concentrating on the glowing digits. Suddenly, the sextant emitted an
unexpected sound, an audible click. The tiny numbers froze in place and the
window winked. ACQ® 10E-0 10E-0 10E-0 The
midget number display went blank for an instant. When it lit again, the old
symbols were replaced by a new set. . - • P(ZR® -
1103.095 SIDEREAL. "What
does it mean—?" Leie began, only to be cut off as the navigator shouted.
"Hey! Something's changed in the controls, too!" "What
do you mean?" CLORV SEASON! 663 "I
mean the response is different. 1 touch 'em, and the stars barely budge now.
Watch." He pushed one of the knurled wheels, and the constellations moved,
but only slightly. A minute earlier, such a turn would have sent them feeling
across the galaxy. Maia looked down at the sextant screen, and saw that the new
reading was utterly unchanged. Realization came in a flash. "I
get it!" she cried. "It's a test!" "A
what?" Maia
spread her arms. "A test. You have to pass each phase to get to the next.
First we had to figure out how to turn the machine on. Then how to find a model
universe inside the huge Life game. Next step was to find our own solar system.
Now we must figure out how to maneuver within the system." She didn't add
that these were all skills currently rare on Stratos. At any point they might
run into a barrier beyond their meager abilities. The
navigator was breathing hard, despite the hand he kept upraised to block the
cutting light of Wengel Star. "Well ... in that case," he said.
"The next stage oughta be easy. We both know these stars. It's Farsun time
right now. Midwinter. So Wengel's on the opposite side of the sun from where we
want to be." He started to bend over the sextant again. "Let
me," Maia said, realizing the light had him distracted. He stepped back to
give her access to the controls. Maia took her little astronomical tool in hand
and made a few tentative turns. The sun's tiny blue-white companion slipped
aside, vanishing over the screen boundary. The young man breathed a ragged
sigh, half regretful, half relieved. They
commenced a steep dive straight toward the larger, familiar fireball, which
loomed outward in a rush, its reddish surface growing in both apparent size and
mottled minutia with each passing second. A thrill coursed Maia's body as a
sense of swooping motion overcame her. 664 DAVID B
R I Kl CLORV SEASON 665 Imagined
heat flushed her cheek as the sun blazed by to the right, seemingly close
enough to reach out and touch. Leie gasped. In an
instant it was gone, vanished "behind" them. At nearest passage, Maia
had noticed that the level of detail seemed washed out, as if the simulation
was never meant to represent every flicker in the star's chromosphere. That fit
with her best guess, that the universe within the wall computer wasn't a
perfect copy of reality. Close
enough, though. As if suddenly unleashed, constellations burst forth across the
simulated heavens. Hello, friends, Maia greeted them. While seeking the known
patterns of winter, she kept watch for the blue glitter of a planet, her
homeworld. Soon all star positions were proper. She slowed, circled, and
performed a spiral sweep. But however she hunted, no blue marble swam into
view. "I don't get it. Stratos should be somewhere about here." They
stared together at the empty patch of sky. Maia dimly heard a messenger come
and mutter to Leie that the tense status quo was holding in the hallway, but
signs of bustling activity at the far end were making the men nervous and
worried. Clearly, something was going to happen, soon. Meanwhile
Maia struggled with frustration and pride. Once upon a time, at least some folk
on her world had felt comfortable enough with spaceflight to simulate it, use
it in games and tests. Probably, now and then, they even ventured out—at least
in order to remain able. It meant that Lysos never insisted that her heirs stay
forever grounded. That must have been a later innovation. The
navigator, too, seemed puzzled, thwarted. Then, suddenly, he pointed.
"There! A planet!" He frowned. "But thatls not Stratos. It's
Demeter." Maia
saw he was correct. The gas giant was a familiar sight, dominant member of the
planetary system. "It's De- 1 meter,
all right. Sitting smack dab in the middle of the Fishtail. Oh, Lysos,"
she groaned. "What's
wrong?" Leie asked. "Can't you use Demeter to fine-tune—" "It's
in the wrong part of the sky!" Maia cut in. "As of a few days ago,
Demeter was in the Trident. That must mean—" "Time,"
the navigator agreed, looking at Maia. "We're displaced in time." His
eyes widened, apparently sharing Maia's thought. They almost knocked heads
bending to look again at the sextant's little display. "Sidereal? That's a
word used by astronomers, isn't it?" "Yeah,"
Maia replied. "It has to do with measuring time by the stars. Then the
number must be—" "A
coordinate," he finished. "A date? But it's a negative number." "The
past, then. With a date set in decimals, instead of years and months. Let's say
it's based on the same calendar. There's only a small fraction after the
decimal, which implies—" "—that
the date's just after New Year, with the sun at the vernal equinox." "So
we're a quarter of an orbit and ninety degrees off! We should be looking for a
springtime sky!" This
time the man took the controls, while Maia guided him. They were getting the
hang of it, and things sped quickly. "Steady . . . steady . . . Port ten
degrees . . . down five . . ." Stars and planets swept by, until Leie
cried out in joy. The sun and Wengel Star were gone from sight, but their
combined light was seen once more, reflecting off a blue-, brown-, white-, and
green-lued globe that swelled rapidly into view, its continents and seas
punctuated by polar caps and gauzy films of stratospheric clouds. A retinue of
silvery moons swept past AS the scene drove steadily toward the great azure
ball. This
must be what Renna saw, when he approached in his 666 DAVID BRIM CLORV S6AJOM 667 starship,
Maia realized. Envy had never flowed so strongly within her veins. I never
imagined it so beautiful. My homeworld. For the
soul, it was a feast that satisfied hungers more yearning than the one in her
belly. Despite the preachings of orthodox and heretic temples alike, the
maternal deity, Stratos Mother, was but a lovely abstraction in comparison.
How, Maia wondered, could anyone know or appreciate a world without looking on
its face? One didn't ask such absurdity of human lovers. How could
we ever have abandoned this? Maia marveled, recognizing features from globes
and atlases, minus all the lines and labels that made human presence seem so
urgent. In fact, the vast reaches of mountain and forest and desert seemed
barely touched. The view was an instant cure for vain conceit. The
approach slowed as a subjective transition took place. Formerly, they had
seemed to move horizontally, heading toward the planet. Now, with ocean and
islands covering the entire scene, all sensation of motion abruptly turned
vertical. They were falling. The
outline of Landing Continent enlarged, sweeping to the left. The Mechant Coast
gleamed. Maia briefly caught sight of checkerboard farmlands and silver rivers
arched by spidery bridges, before the landmass fled at an angle and southern
seas filled the scene, scintillating with profuse sunlight reflections, brushed
by phalanxes of heavy clouds. To the southeast loomed a chain of narrow,
pinpoint peaks which, from a distance, were detectable more by how great currents
split into a thousand ruffled streamers in their wake. The combed sea changed
color downstream from those jutting spires. Maia
recognized the outline of this very archipelago— the Dragons' Teeth—from the
chart she and Brod had used to sail from Grimke Isle. "How
can you control the approach so fine?" Leie asked
the navigator. In reply, he stepped back from the dais, raising his hands.
"I felt another click, a few seconds ago. Since then, it's not been me at
all. Maybe we set off a homing program, or something." Maia
sought Grimke, at the northern tip of the island chain. That monolith, where
she and Naroin and others had been interned, fought, and escaped, showed no
sign of a crater. No blasted, glazed hole in its center. Rather, she briefly
glimpsed buildings, shimmering in a morning glow just before the isle fell off
the upper border of the screen. In the center, meanwhile, a great cluster of
connected stony towers loomed toward them. Jellicoe. And
yet, not Jellicoe. Not the Jellicoe of today. What surged larger with each
passing second was a thing of unmarred beauty. A hollow star-shaped glory of
both nature and artifice. Every spire was adorned with edifices of polished
stone or the metallic glitter of sleek, tethered airships. Within the lagoon,
she counted three great cruisers, with sails not of dingy canvas but some
black, filmy material that seemed to drink in sunlight, reflecting none. All
three watchers quailed as one of Jellicoe's easternmost teeth plunged toward
them. There was a breathtaking rash of rock and vegetation, and instantly the
scene was enveloped in a blurry stream of dark stone, flowing past like rushing
fluid. "Ack!" Leie commented. No one exhaled. This is some damn
simulation, Maia thought numbly. Someone
shouted terse words that were tense and excited, from the back of the room. But
she had only regard for the swarming motion, decelerating in front of them. Light
returned and motion ceased with an abruptness that caused them all to stagger.
The youths found themselves staring, as if through a window, into a room that
was a clone to this one. A younger, better-attired clone. Reddish-colored
cushions graced the benches, and the 668 DAVID 8 R I HI CLORV S Ј A S 0 XI 669 walls
were uncracked, polished to a glistening sheen and rimmed with cheery banners. "Long
ago," Maia said. "It's showing what this place was like, a long time
ago." She coughed behind her fist, and leaned over the sextant. ; PCZR0 -
1103.095 SIDEREAL. "The
fourth coordinate." The navigator cleared his throat. "Time must be
the-next step." Leie
spoke hastily. "If we could move forward to the present, would it be
possible to see what's going on outside, right now?" "Might
it show what happens in the future!" the man added, in a hushed tone. Maia's
thoughts whirled. Leie's question implied a machine that kept records, and was
still monitoring events, as they spoke. To tap such real-time inputs would be a
huge asset, in their present straits. Yet she doubted it was like that. What
about all those galaxies and such? She couldn't imagine a machine capable of
monitoring the universe, constantly, over thousands of years. The
navigator's idea was even wilder. Yet, in a weird way it made more sense. Maia
still believed this was all a simulation, a vast, godlike cousin to the Game of
Life. If so —if the facsimile took into account every variable—might it be able
to project likely events, into the future? The implications were staggering,
affecting everything from their present predicament to the temple's teachings
about free will. "Let's
try to do something about that fourth coordinate," Maia suggested, rubbing
her scratchy eyes. The
young navigator coughed twice and bent over. "We've already been usin' all
the obvious movin' parts." Gently, delicately, he touched pieces of the
sextant, until his hand stroked the eyepiece, where one normally looked to
sight horizon and stars. The image ahead of them jiggered slightly, and the
number in the little indicator screen shifted just a little. "Of course,"
he said, with another cough. "It's the depth-of-focus adjustment. Give me
room, please/' Maia
stepped back. Her eyes itched and she sniffed a smoky smell. Abruptly, at the
exact same moment, she and Leie sneezed. They looked at each other, and for the
first time in several minutes surveyed the room. The air had changed
noticeably. There was a sooty, hazy quality. Shouts
came from the back. Maia turned to see the cabin boy hurry downstairs, calling
and waving. Around his nose, he wore a torn strip of cloth. "Ensign
an' doctor want t'know . . . you havin' any luck?" "That
depends," Maia replied. "We're getting some exciting philosophical
insights, but not many practical applications." The boy
looked puzzled by her reply, and anxious. "We're gettin' smoke, ma'am. Doc
says it'll take a while, since we're below the pirates, but the good air's
gonna get sucked out, in time. They may attack before that, when it gets hard
to see." Maia
had figured as much, from the evidence stinging her nose and lungs. This time
she spoke earnestly. "Please tell the doctor and the ensign ..." She
turned to point at the forward wall—and instantly forgot what she had been
about to say. The
image of the room's past was changing moment by moment. What had looked like an
elegant, well-appointed lecture hall began deteriorating rapidly. First the
banners and cushions vanished. Then, in a single, abrupt instant, cracks
propagated across the walls. The artificial light, which had bathed the chamber
until now, went out, .eaving the depicted room visible only by a strange,
luminous glow, apparently given off by the rocks themselves. 670 DAVID BRIM L
0 R V S Ђ A S 0 XI 671 In the
speeded time frame, dust could be seen settling and spreading in thin,
advancing ripples, like wavelets washing ashore. Then even the dust froze in
place. "That's
it," the man said, standing up. On the sextant dial, the number read, PCR© +0000.761 SIDEREAL. There
was another .click. The display went blank for two seconds, and relit. ....
i®fina what is HiDDen ... Maia
exhaled a tense breath. She had half expected, when the simulation caught up to
its "present," to come face to face with images of themselves,
staring back as if from a mirror. But the room ahead of them lay dark and empty.
"It won't go any farther forward, in case you're wondering," the
navigator said, with a note of disappointment. Leie
coughed. "This is all very interesting. But how's it helping us get out of
here?" Maia's
lips pressed together. "I'm thinking!" She
glanced back and saw that the messenger boy had .departed. The haze, which had
already lessened visibility, caused things to get even worse when scratchiness
in her eyes triggered the nictitating inner lids. From the hallway, she
overheard harsh coughs and frantic mutterings. Are
they planning to charge out of here? It may come to that, if the reavers are
willing to wait us out. But if
the smoke and heat were bad here, they would be worse upstairs, and the
pirates' wood supply was limited. So this might be just the prelude to an
attack. Maia
shook her head, trying to break out of a desolate spiral. She reached for
ideas, and found none. The picture wall lay static before them, showing—if not
today's desolation—then what might have been the scene when the simulation was
last updated. We
could find out when that was, by using the other controls to go outside and
check the stars ... or, better yet, zoom over to the nearest town and read the
date on a newspaper! Providing the simulation parses that finely. Such
thoughts were a sign of oxygen deprivation, she felt sure. Maia coughed,
lowering her head. At least Renna ought to be all right, wherever he's gone to.
Stronger still, her never-absent concern over Brod caused her to pray briefly
to the Mother of All, and also to the God of Justice honored by men. Let Brod
get out of this. Please let him live. "I
guess . . ." Leie wheezed behind a closed fist, "we oughta go join
the boys. Help get ready ... for what's next." The air
was going bad faster than Maia had expected. Visibility dropped rapidly, and
breathing caused an ache in her chest. "I guess you're right," she
agreed between coughs. Still, she was reluctant to leave. I can't help feeling
we're close. So damn dose! Leie
held out her hand. With a grim smile, Maia turned and made a step forward to
take it. When her weight came down on her left knee, however, it gave way and
she fell, striking the hard stone floor beside the podium. The impact sent
bolts of pain up her arms. Leie's hands were on her, solicitous, helping, and
Maia knew a kind of gladness. At the end, they would be reconciled. She looked
up to meet her sister's eyes, and felt refreshed by a wash of poignant love. Refreshed?
Her body bathed in a rush of welcome coolness. It wasn't psychological, she
realized, but a strong physical sensation. "Do you feel that?" she
asked her twin. After a moment's puzzlement, Leie nodded. "Feel
what?" the navigator said, squatting anxiously beside them. "Come on!
They're calling muster for—" "Quiet!"
Leie hissed. "Where's it coming from?" She began crawling, casting
left and right, searching for the source of the soft breeze. "It's over
here!" 672 DAVID B
R I XI Helped
by the man, Maia followed on eager instinct, for by now there was no other
supply of good air. It seemed to come from a crack where the many-ton podium
met the semicircular platform. A thin breeze emanated from that narrow passage,
though it would never have been detected except under present circumstances. Overhead,
smoke billowed. The plumes shook visibly as several rocking explosions
concussed the air. The men in the hall were,firing, either to repel attack or
in preparation for one of their own. "Go!" Maia urged the navigator.
"Make them hold on awhile longer!" Without
another word, he was on his feet and gone. "Help me up," Maia told
her sister, although leaving the fresh airstream was like tearing away from
life itself. Coughing, they both managed to reach the sextant. "Aim
downward!" Maia gasped as Leie seized one of the measurement wheels. It
was increasingly difficult to see the image of the dim room, portrayed on the
magic wall. It jiggled at Leie's touch, then took a jerk upward. There was a
glimpse of naked rock, some dark emptiness, a quick blaze of color, and then
dark rock again. "Don't
say it!" Leie snapped, bending over to focus on one thumb and forefinger,
despite her body's quivering. Maia marveled at her twin's concentrated
intensity. In her own case, it was all she could do to keep from folding over
and vomiting. The
picture wall jittered, shifting in fits and starts. Must break the sextant, if
reavers get through, Maia reminded herself. Mustn't let 'em see the simulation
... or know that the wall can come awake. More
shattering booms echoed, and there were loud cries. Had battle been joined? If
so, the scene outside was appallingly sinful even to imagine . . . men against
women ... a Perkinite propagandist's dream come true. In fact, sex had almost
nothing to do with the issues in question—crime versus law, ambition against
honor. Gen- CLORV SEASON 673 der was
incidental, but legend would say otherwise, when and if word ever spread. The
picture jogged again. A bright wedge appeared across the upper fifth of the
wall, hurtful in its brilliance. Leie grunted and tried again; the bright patch
shot downward so that now the lower half of the screen blazed. Blinking
through the choking haze, Maia saw something she hadn't expected. It was not a
simulated image of a room, some chamber below this one, but an abstract set of
nested rectangles. Against a radiant background, three squares contained
distinct glowing symbols—a snowflake, a fire-arrow, and a sailing ship. As Leie
gradually nudged the scene so that it filled the wall before them, the borders
around each of the squares began to throb. A red
dot appeared. Responding to Leie's controls, it wandered about. Both twins
reached the obvious conclusion, at the same instant. "I'll
pick the sailboat," Leie said. But Maia shouted, "No!" She
coughed, a series of rasping hacks, and shook her head. "Too obvious . . .
go . . •. with the arrow." Behind
them, they now heard screams. More gunfire and an angry clamor of combat.
Leie's brow furrowed, running with perspiration, her eyes riveted on the
screen. Wheezing from the effort, she brought the red dot into the square
chosen by Maia. A
deep-throated tone rose beneath their feet. A growling,, deeper than the groans
coming from the hallway. Those shouts grew closer as Maia and Leie fell back
from the podium, which began vibrating powerfully. Rumbling from age and
disuse, a hidden mechanism rolled the heavy stone aside. Light spilled from the
widening gap, along with a welcome rush of cool, fresh air. Masked
figures were tumbling down the aisle behind them. The first rush of males
arrived in an orderly fashion, bearing wounded comrades. After them spilled
others, panicky, near-doubled-over, their makeshift smoke veils 674 DAVID B
R I CLORV J6AJON 675 askew.
There was no time for organization. "In here!" Leie cried, guiding
refugees toward a set of stairs that had appeared below the podium. Sailors
tumbled downward, pell-mell, although Maia now wondered. What
have 1 done? A rear
guard fought on, five or six men wrestling desperately with twice as many
smaller figures, expertly wielding trepp bills. A gunshot bellowed, and one of
the men clutched his abdomen, falling. "Come
on, Maia!" Leie screamed, shoving her into the bright aperture. Howls of
angry pursuit rose as three reavers broke free to leap down rows of benches
after them. One tripped and fell, then Maia was too busy negotiating the steep
steps to look back. At bottom, a waiting man took her arm, preventing her from
turning. It's
okay, Leie was just behind me, Maia told herself as she fled with other
fugitives along a narrow hallway, under a low luminous ceiling, between cables
and conduits. The constrained passage filled with sound as everyone seemed to
be shouting at once. Alternate steps sent waves of pain swarming from her knee.
At last, they reached a set of double doors made of sheet metal. An ad hoc
squad of wounded men were using whatever they could find to wedge one of the
doors shut. As soon as Maia was through, they started on the other.
"Wait!" she cried. "My sister!" She
kept screaming while they finished, ignoring her pummeling assaults. It was the
doctor who took Maia's face in his hands and repeated, over and over,
"There was reavers behind ya, honey. Just reavers, a little ways behind
ya!" In
confirmation, the doors shook resoundingly as they were struck from the other
side, again and again. "Go on!" one dark, bloodstained man urged,
leaning against the portal. "Get outta here!" Blinking, Maia
recognized her recent fellow investigator—the navigator. "But—"
she complained, before being lifted into the arms of a massive sailor, who
turned and ran, leaving crimson blemishes behind him on the cold stone floor. What
followed was a blur of shaking, wild turns, and sudden reverses. Yet, combined
with pain and fear and loss came a strange .sensation, one she had not
experienced since infancy—of being carried and cared for by someone much
larger. Despite knowing countless ways men were as frail as women—and
sometimes, much frailer—it came as a kind of solace to feel engulfed by such
gentleness and power. It coaxed a deep part of her to let go. Amid a headlong
plunge through eerie corridors, chased by despair, Maia wept for her sister,
for the brave sailors, and herself. The
passage seemed to stretch on and on, at times descending like a ramp, at others
climbing. They mounted a steep, narrow stair where some men had to duck their
heads and others lagged behind. Sounds of pursuit, which had faded a while
back, now grew closer once more. At the top, the diminished band of fugitives
found another metal door. Several men laid down their wounded comrades and
formed one last rear guard, vowing to hold on while Maia, her bearer, the
doctor, and the cabin boy hurried ahead. What's
the point? Maia thought miserably. The men seemed to believe in her ability to
work miracles, but in truth, what had she accomplished? This "escape
route" was intrinsically no good if the foe could follow. Most likely, all
she had done was lead the reavers straight to Renna. Her
original thought was that she had found a secret path to the old defense
warrens, which the Council in Caria had kept preserved for millennia. Now Maia
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stone bridges through one after another of the Dragon's Teeth comprising the
Jellicoe cluster. Except for Renna, they might be the first humans to tread
these halls since the great banishment, after the Age of Kings. They
heard no more clamor at their rear. The last detachment must still be holding
out at their barricade. Upon coming to a flat stretch, Maia insisted that the
panting sailor let her down. Gingerly, she put weight on her knee, which
throbbed, but deigned to let her walk. The sailor expressed willingness should
she need help again. "We'll see," Maia said, patting his huge forearm
and hob- t bled
ahead. Soon
they came to another set of doors. On pushing I through, the group stopped, staring. A vast
chamber stretched ahead, taller than the temple in Lanargh, wide as a
warehouse. She marveled that the entire spire-mountain must be hollow. , Maia's
eyes couldn't take it all in at once, only by stages. To the
right, a series of semicircular bays had been gouged out of the rock, ranging
from ten to fifty meters across, each containing jumbled mechanisms or piles of
stacked crates. But it Was the wall to the left that drew them, in awe. It
appeared to consist of a single machine, stretching the entire length of the
chamber, consisting of a numbing combination of metals and strange substances
embedded in stone, plus crystalline forms like the huge, dimly flickering
entity she and Brod had glimpsed, back in the Defense Center. At intervals
along its length, there were what appeared to be doors, though not shaped for
the passage of people. Maia guessed they were meant for the entry or egress of
materials, and speculated as much to the doctor. The old
man nodded. "It must be ... We all thought it lost. The council had it. Or
else it was destroyed." "What?"
Maia asked, drawn by the man's reverential tone. "What was lost?" "The
Former," he whispered, as if afraid of disturbing a dream. "Jellicoe
Former." Maia
shook her head. "What's a former?" As they
walked, the doctor looked at her, struggling for words. "A former . . .
makes things! It can make anything!" "You
mean like an autofactory? Where they produce, radios and—" He
shrugged. "The Council keeps some lesser ones runnin', so as to not to.
forget how. But legends tell of another, the Great Former, run by the folk of
Jellicoe." Blinking,
Maia grasped his implication. "Men made this?" "Not
men, as such. The Old Guardians. Men an" women. All banished after the
Kings' revolt, even though the Guardians had nothin' to do with macho traitors. "The
Council an' Temple were scared, see. Scared of such power. Used the Kings as an
excuse to send ever'one away from Jellicoe an' the other places. We always
thought Caria kept the tools, for themselves." "They
did, some of them." And Maia spoke briefly of the Defense Center,
elsewhere in this honeycombed isle, maintained by specialized clans. "Just
as we thought," the doctor said moodily. "But seems they never found
this!" Till
now, Maia pondered unhappily. It might have been better if they had all died,
back in the sanctuary. Over the short term, this windfall would give Baltha and
her reavers more power, wealth, and influence than they needed to set up their
own dynasties, enough to win high places on the social ladder of Stratos. Once
established, though, they would quickly become defenders of the status quo,
like any conservative clan. In the long run, it 678 DAVID BRIM' CLORV 5 Ј A S 0 HI 679 would
not matter that criminals first seized this prize. Council and Temple would
control it. This
must be what made the weapons Brod and I saw, that were used against the Enemy.
Now Caria will be able to manufacture all it wants, to 'shoot down Renna's ship
and any other that dares venture dose. Oh,
Lysos, what have I done? "If
only we had time," the doctor went on. "We could make things. Guns to
defend it. Radios to call our guild, an' some honorable clans." As they
hurried along, he turned to survey the row of storage bays to the right.
"Maybe the Guardians left some-thin' behind. You see anything
useful?" Maia
sighed. Most of the enclaves contained machines or other items that were
completely unrecognizable. Nevertheless, she learned something from what she
had just seen and heard. Lysos and the Founders didn't turn completely away
from science. They felt it needful to hold onto this ability. It was a later,
frightened generation that damped down, scared of what trained., independent
minds might do. It made
her angry. The councillors in Caria didn't know about this place—not yet. But
surely the savants at the university had books containing the basic wisdom all
this technology was built upon. How? she wondered. How could people with access
to so much knowledge turn away from it? The
question underlay so much of her pain at all the death and futile struggle.
Like a trail of broken pieces, she had left in her wake first Brod, then Leie
and so many others. And ahead . . . Where was Renna? Was she a ju-das goat,
foiling his brilliant escape? Now the
bays on the right revealed frayed remnants of curtains, drooping from teetering
rods. There were beds, chairs, items of clothing. "Legend says, after the
banishment, a secret lodge stayed at the Former." The doctor sighed.
"No one knows what for. In time, those with the secret died out." On
Stratos, continuity was reserved to clans. Commercial companies, governments,
even the sailing guilds, had to recruit members from the offspring of hives,
who controlled education, religion. These barracks—this sad tale of
perseverance—had been doomed to futility. Perhaps the effort lasted many
generations . . . still too little time to make any difference. Maia
wondered if Renna had slept in one of these alcoves. Had he combated ennui, and
slaked his curiosity, by piecing together the melancholy tale of this lost
refuge? Had he found anything to eat? Maia feared discovering his corpse, and
thereby knowing that all of this—losing everything—had been for nothing. They
had crossed more than three-quarters of the vast chamber when the cabin boy
noticed a sound. "Listen!" he urged. They paused, and Maia detected
it. A bass thrumming, which came from somewhere up,ahead. "Come on,"
she said. The
doctor looked longingly at the mammoth machine, the Former. "We might try
. . ." There
came another sound, a faint bang of metal far oehind them, accompanied by
shrill, excited exclamations. Come on," urged the big sailor. They limped
forward and made it through a set of doors at the chamber's far end, just in
time to look back and see a crowd of women warriors pile through the distant
entrance. The reprieve won TV- the brave rear guard was over. The
fugitives plunged into a new corridor, this time as .iark as a mine. Only a
single glow-ahead eased their way. As Maia and the others approached, they saw
that it was a ~.ole in the right-hand side of the passageway. She sighed .;: the
welcome touch of sunlight and fresh air. For a moment, despite the dread of
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to look out upon the lagoon, and each, in his or her own way, expressed
astonishment. Down below,
where two sailing ships had lain moored to a narrow dock, only one stood
partially intact—the smaller Reckless, whose sails were burned away, its masts
singed. Of the Manitou, just the burnt prow remained, still tethered to the
smoke-stained pier. The sailor and cabin boy moaned at the sight. But there was
more. The
sheltered harbor now thronged with other vessels. One, Maia saw clearly, bore
at its pointed bow the figurehead of a sea lion. Rowboats set forth even as
they watched, carrying stern-visaged men toward the sanctuary entrance.
Perhaps, she hoped, one of them was Brod, having somehow managed to escape and
call his guild-mates. "Look!" The cabin boy pointed much higher. Maia
craned her head and was able to make out the tops of the sleek, stony monoliths
opposite. She gasped at a vision of power and loveliness. A zep'lin, far bigger
and more powerful than the mail couriers she had known, hovered above one
scarred, flat-topped peak, tethered to a straining cable. - Your
presence has been noted . . . She recalled the placard, within the Defense
Center. It might have been wise to take the Council at its word. Meanwhile,
the thrumming sound was growing louder, causing vibrations to be felt through
the soles of their feet. "We must go," intoned the big sailor.
Despite fascination with the view outside, Maia nodded. "Yeah, let's
hurry." They
hastened with the light now on their backs, striving to reach the far end
before the desperate reavers, with their long rifles, came into sight behind
them. Yet it took some will to approach the growling sounds ahead. There were
now two tones, one a grumbling, urgent, bone-shaking basso; and another
climbing in pitch and penetration with each passing second. The
cabin boy banged through the far set of doors and light spilled around him.
More sunlight, this time pouring down from above. They stared across a vast,
cylindrical volume, its stone walls lined with machinery. Overhead, the source
of the rumbling grew apparent—an iris made of crimson metal was widening with
each passing second. But
what had the four fugitives transfixed was an object filling the center of the
room—a vertical multi-twined spiral coil of translucent crystalline material,
which started high overhead and plunged downward into a central cavity. The
coil throbbed with imprisoned lightning. Inside those windings, they glimpsed a
slender, pointed shape, burnished gold, which had already begun descending
slowly down the tube. In moments, its tip vanished from sight. "Come
on!" Maia called to the others, and rushed, limping, ahead. They
reached the coil but were held back by a force they could not see, which
palpably resisted all efforts to approach closer. Their hair-stood on end. Maia
could now see that the pit plunged vertiginously some indeterminable distance,
girdled all the way by spiral coil. Within that tight embrace, the slender
javelin-shape continued its descent. "Wait!"
she screamed. "Oh, wait for us!" It was
almost impossible to hear her own voice over the rising keen. Someone yanked
her arm. She resisted, then blinked in surprise as a strange, tiny object
entered view. A tapered cylinder of metal, no larger than her smallest toe, had
arrived from her left, pushing forward into the unyielding field, decelerating
rapidly. It came to rest, then reversed course, accelerating swiftly the way it
came, to be expelled with a report of riven air. The
same thing happened again. This time, Maia's orief glance recognized a bullet,
before it, too, was ejected backward toward its source. She stopped fighting
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four of them ran tangentially to the coils and the surrounding, impenetrable
field. To her left, Maia glimpsed kneeling markswomen, firing at them, while
others, armed with trepps and knives, approached cautiously, their flushed
faces alive with conflicting emotions—wrath versus frightened astonishment. "Uh!"
the big sailor cried, and foundered, clutching his thigh. Maia and the cabin
boy took his arms and helped him stumble toward another set of doors at the far
end of the chamber. While more bullets pinged around them, they could feel
awesome power building nearby, intensifying toward some titanic climax. The
doors were still thirty meters distant when the big sailor collapsed again.
"Gowon!" he cried hoarsely. "Get 'er outta here!" he urged
the other males. But already bullets were striking the metal doors. Maia
pointed. "Over there!" They
towed the wounded man toward what appeared to be a junk pile. A midden of
boxes, crates, broken and discarded machines. Detritus of whatever project had
created this incredible, mysterious edifice. As they, were about to dive behind
the nearest hulking mound of debris, Maia cried out. A searing stroke of pain
had brushed the back of her right calf, like a hot poker. The
doctor dragged her the rest of the way. A bullet had grazed her skin, plowing a
long red trail. "Never mind that!" she urged the physician.
"Take care of him!" The sailor was clearly much .worse off. Ignoring
her own bleeding, Maia cast around for anything to use as a weapon. There were
bits of metal, but none in any useful shape. For lack of an alternative, she
drew from her jacket pocket the small paring knife she had found aboard the
Manitou. The cabin boy helped her rise, and they both crouched behind the pile
of debris. They heard shouts. Approaching footsteps. Suddenly,
the keening noise halted. The growling had stopped moments before, as the
roof-iris finished opening. The
abrupt silence felt pregnant with expectation. Then, as if Maia had known it
all along, there came a combination of sound and sight and every other
sensation that felt like the clarion of Judgment Day. The world shook, while
powers akin to, but violently more potent than she had experienced near the
coil, tried to fill all space. That included space she had formerly occupied
alone, forcing each of her molecules to fight for right of tenancy. Air needed
for breath blew out as a presence passed nearby at terrible speed, streaking
toward the sky. From
her back, Maia blearily watched as a sleek object tore through the heavens,
leaving a blaze of riven, flaming air in its wake. A fire
arrow ... she thought, blankly. Then, with but a little more coherence, she
cast after it a silent call. Renna! Air
returned, accompanied by a sound like thunder clapping. The debris mound shook,
and then collapsed, tumbling rough, heavy shards over her battered legs. Yet
she was left able to continue staring upward. Undistracted by distant pain,
Maia had a clear view of the streaking, diminishing sparkle in the sky, wishing
with all her heart that she was part of it . . . that he had waited only a
little while longer, and taken her with him. But he
did it! she thought, switching over to exultation. They won't have him. He's
out of their reach now. Gone back to— Her
rejoicing cut short. Overhead, almost at the limits of vision, the sparkling
pinpoint abruptly veered left, brightened, and exploded in radiance, splitting
apart amid an orgy of chaos, scattering fiery, ionic embers across the dark
blue firmament of the stratosphere. PART 4 Is
ambition poison? Is Phylum society's headlong rush to power and accomplishment
synonymous with damnation? Ancient
cultures warned their people against hubris, that innate drive within human
beings to seek God's own puissance, whatever the cost. Wisely, early tribal
folk restrained such fervid quests, save via spirit and art, adventure and
song. They did not endlessly bend and bully Nature to their whim. True,
those ancestors lived just above the animals, in primeval forests of Old Earth.
Life was hard, especially for women, yet they reaped rewards—harmony,
stability, secure knowledge of who you were, where you fit in the world's design.
Those treasures were lost when we embarked on "progress." Is
there an inverse relation between knowledge and wisdom?
At times it seems the more we know, the less we understand. 1 am
not the first to note this quandary. One scholar recently wrote, "Lysos
and her followers chase the siren call of pastoralism, like countless romantics
before them, idealizing a past Golden Age that never was, pursuing a serenity
possible only in the imagination." His
point is well-taken. Yet, should we not try? The paradox
does not escape me—that we mean to use advanced technical tools to shape
conditions for a stable world . . . one which, from then onward, should little
need those tools again. So we
return to the question at hand. Are human beings truly cursed to discontent?
Caught between conflicting yearnings, we strive to become gods even as we long
to remain nature's beloved children. • Let
the former pursuit be the chaotic doom of frantic, driven Phylum Civitas. We
who depart on this quest have chosen a warmer, less adversarial relationship
with the Cosmos. —from
My Life, by Lysos 26 Loss of
consciousness was not the result of her injuries, or even the gassy, pungent
odor of anesthesia. What made her let go this time was a morale sapped beyond
exhaustion. Distant sensations told her that the world went on. There were
noises—anxious shouts and booming echoes of gunfire.'When these ceased, they
were followed by loud cries of both triumph and despair. Sounds intruded,
swarming over her, prying at windows and doors, but none succeeded in making
her take notice. Footsteps
clattered. Hands touched her body, lifting objects away so that a hurt of
ministration replaced that of crushing injury. Maia remained indifferent.
Voices rustled around her, tense and argumentative. She could tell, without
caring, that more than two factions engaged in fierce debate, each too weak or
uncertain to impose its will, none of them trusting enough to let others act
alone. There
was no tenor of vindictiveness in the manner she was lifted and carried away
from the bright, ozone-drenched chamber within a hollow mountain-fang. Rocked
on a stretcher, moaning at each jostling shock to her stretched-thin system,
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meant her well. They were being gentle. That ought to signify something. She
only wished they would go away and let her die. Death
did not come. Instead, she was handled, prodded, drugged, cut, and sewn. In
time, it was the simplest of sensations that brought back a partial will to
live. Flapjacks. | A
redolence of fresh pancakes filled her nostrils. In- J jury and anomie weren't
enough to hold back the flood j that faint aroma unleashed within her mouth.
Maia * opened her eyes. The
room was white. An ivory-colored ceiling met 1 finely carved white moldings,
which joined to walls the I color of pale snow. Through a muzzy languor left
over from chemical soporifics, Maia had difficulty fixing clearly » on the
plain, smooth surfaces. Without conscious choice, I her mind begin toying with
one blank expanse—imagining a laying thereon of grainy, abstract, rhythmic
patterns. Maia groaned and closed her eyes. She
could not shut her nose. Alluring smells pursued her. So did growls from her
stomach. And the sound of speech. "Well
now, ready to join the livin' at last?" Maia
turned her head to the left, and cracked an eyelid. A petite, dark-haired
figure swam into focus, wearing a wry grin. "Now didn't I say to stop
gettin' conked, varling? At least this time you weren't drowned." After
several tries, Maia found her voice. "ShouldVe . . . known . . . you'd
make it." Naroin
nodded. "Mm. That's me. Born survivor. You, too, lass. Though you love
provin' it the hard way." An
involuntary sigh escaped Maia. The bosun-policewoman's presence wrested
feelings that hurt, despite her I body's drugged
immobility. "I guess
you . . . got through to your boss." Naroin
shook her head. "When we got picked up, I decided to take some initiative.
Called in favors, swung deals.' Too bad we couldn't arrive sooner,
though." Maia's
thoughts refused to center clearly. "Yeah. Too bad." Naroin
poured a glass of water and helped Maia lift her head to drink. "In case
you're wonderin', the docs say you'll be all right. Had to cut an' mend a bit.
You've got an agone leech tapped into your skull, so don't thrash or bump it,
now that you're awake." "...
leech . . . ?" With leaden inertia, Maia's arm obeyed her wish to rise and
bend. Fingers traced a boxy object above her forehead, smaller than her thumb.
"I wouldn't touch it if I was—" Naroin started to advise, as Maia
gave the box a spastic tap. For an instant, all that seemed muddy and washed
out snapped into clarity and color. Along with vividness came a slamming force
of pain. Maia's hand 'recoiled, hurling back to the coverlet. "Did
I warn ya? Hmp. Never seen a first-timer who didn't try that, once. Guess I
must've, about your age." The
dulling murkiness returned, this time welcome, spreading from Maia's scalp across
her body like a liquid balm. She had seen injured women with leeches before,
though most hid them in their hair. I must tie hurt much worse than I Jeel, she
realized, no longer' resenting the numbness. That fleeting break in function
had briefly revealed another blocked sensation, more fearsome than physical
pain. For an instant, she had been overwhelmed by waves of all-consuming grief. "Makes
ya feel like a zombie, eh?" Naroin commented. "They'll crank it down
as you improve. Should already be gettin' back some of your senses." Maia
inhaled deeply. "I ... can smell ..." Naroin
grinned. "Ah, breakfast. Got an appetite?" 690 DAVID B
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odd. Her insistent stomach seemed unaware of the blunt nausea pervading the
rest of her body. "Yes. I—" "That's
a good sign. They serve quite a table on the Gentilleschi. Hang on, I'll see to
it." The
policewoman stood up and started to go, her movements too quick and blurry for
Maia to follow clearly. Maia tracked them in a series of receding glimpses as
her eyes flickered shut for longer and longer intervals. She fought to hold the
lids apart as Naroin stopped, turned back, and spoke once more, her voice
fading in and out. "Oh
. . . almost forgot. There's a note from . . . young boyfriend an' sister over
. . . table by your bed. Thought ... ike t'know they made it all right." The
words carried meaning. Maia felt sure of it as they crested over her, soaked in
through her ears and pores, and found resonance within. Somewhere, a crushing
burden of worry lapsed into gladness. That much emotion was too exhausting,
however. Sleep swarmed in to claim her, so that Naroin's final words barely
registered. "Not
a lot of others did, I'm afraid." Maia's
eyes stayed closed and the world remained dark for a long, quiet, unmeasured
time. She
next awoke to find a middle-aged woman leaning over her, gently touching the
top of her head. There were faint clicking sounds, and Maia's vision seemed to
clear a bit. Swells of rising sensation caused her to tense. "That's not
too bad, is it?" the woman asked. From her manner she must be a physician. "I
... guess not." "Good.
We'll leave it there awhile. Now let's look over our handiwork." The
doctor briskly pulled back Maia's gown, revealing an expanse of purpled skin
that they both regarded with qLORV 5 Ђ A S o X! 691 dispassionate
interest. Livid stitches showed where repairs had been made, including a
semicircle near her left knee. The doctor clucked earnestly, making soothing,
patronizing, and ultimately uninformative noises, then departed. 'When
the door slid open, Maia glimpsed a tall woman of soldierly bearing standing
watch in the uniform of some mainland militia. Beyond lay the jet, fluted
panels of solar collectors. Maia heard the soft rush of water along a laminar-smooth
hull. The vessel's rock-steady passage spoke partly of the weather, which was
brilliantly fair, and also of technology. This was a craft normally devoted to
transporting personages. But the
personage it was sent for did the unexpected. He made his' own transportation
arrangements, and nearly got away. That
wound was still too raw, too gaping to bear. What hurt most about the image
seared in her mind was how beautiful the explosion had been* A wondrous
convulsion of sparks and dazzling spirals, which scattered,glowing shards
across a sky so chaste and blue. It had no right being so beautiful! The memory
triggered a welling of tears, which brimmed her lower eyelids, spilling salty,
silent streamlets down her cheeks.. Her
last waking episode felt no more real than an unraveling dream. Had she really
met Naroin-? She recalled the ex-bosun saying something about a letter. Turning
to look at the side table, Maia saw a neatly folded piece of heavy paper,
sealed with wax. By heavy, conscious effort, she reached over to take it in one
clumsy hand, slumping back amid receding waves of pain. Lifting the letter, she
recognized her own name scrawled across the front. From
Brod and Leie, Maia recalled. She was able to feel gladness, now ... a
colorless, abstract variety. Gladness that two people still lived whom she
loved. It helped ease the sense of desolation and forfeiture lodged in her
heart, 692 DAVID B
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to emerge as soon as the doctor turned down the agone leech some more. Her vision
was still too blurry for reading, so she lay quietly, stroking the paper until
a knock came at the door. It slid open, and Naroin leaned into the room.
"Ah, back with us. You missed breakfast. Ready to try again?" She was
gone again without waiting for Maia's answer. So, I didn't imagine it, Maia
thought, starting to wonder about the implications. Why was Naroin here? Where
was here? And why was Naroin helping look after her? The policewoman surely had
more important things to do than play nursemaid to one unimportant summerling. Unless
it has to do with all the laws I've broken ... the places I've been that I
wasn't supposed to. . . . Things I've seen that the Council doesn't want widely
known. Another
knock on the door. This time a young woman entered, bearing a covered tray.
Maia wiped her eyes, then opened them wide, staring in surprise. "Where
do you want this, ma'am?" the girl asked. Her voice was softer, a little
higher, but otherwise almost identical to the last one Maia had heard. The face
was a younger version of the last one Maia had seen. Realization came in a
rush. "Clones
. . ." Maia murmured. "A police clan?" The
youngster wasn't even Maia's age. A winterling fiver, then. Yet there was
something in her smile. A hint of Naroin's relaxed self-confidence. She put the
tray on the side of the bed, and occupied herself propping pillows, helping
Maia to sit up. "Detectives
actually. Freelance. Our clan stays small on purpose. We specialize in solitary
field work. Normally, you never see two of us together, outside the hold, but I
was sent out when we got Naroin's urgent-blip." It was
hard to credit. The fiver spoke with a crisp, upper-clan accent. She had none
of Naroin's scars. Yet, in CLORV S6AJOKI 693 her
eyes danced the same vigorous zest, the same eagerness for challenge. "I
guess you don't think me a threat," Maia suggested, "to break your
cover." '
"No, ma'am. I've been instructed to be open with you." Sure.
What harm can I do? Maia trusted Naroin to some extent, enough to pull strings
so that Maia's next cage would be more pleasant than any she had occupied
before. That didn't mean letting her run around Stratos, blabbing what she'd
seen. The
fiver placed the table-tray securely over Maia's lap and lifted the cover.
There were no pancakes, but a predictable, medically appropriate bowl of thin
porridge. Still, it smelled so heady Maia felt faint. Rivulets of orange juice
ran over her fingers as she clutched the tumbler in both shaking hands. The
reddish liquid tasted like squeezed, refined heaven. "I'll
wait outside," said the young winterling. "Call, if you need
anything." Maia
only grunted. Concentrating to control her. trembling grip, she pushed a
spoonful of porridge into her mouth. While her body quivered with simple, beast-level
pleasures of taste and satiation, a small part of her remained offset,
pondering. I wonder what their family name is. I should've known. Naroin was
always too damn competent to be another unnik var. Sooner
or later, Maia knew she must start cataloging her ream of losses, against her
slim resume of assets. Later sounded better. One thing at a time—that was how
she planned living from now on. Maia had no intention of giving up, but neither
was she ready yet for linear thinking. Despite
her earlier famishment, she couldn't more than half finish her meal. Feeling
suddenly fatigued, Maia let Naroin's younger version carry off the tray. Not
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she. look directly at the neatly folded letter, but she kept in physical
contact with it, as a drowning woman might hold onto a plank from a shattered
ship. When
she next awoke, it was dark outside. Shreds of a dream were evaporating, like
shy ghosts fleeing the pale electric lamp by her bedside. Her body was prickly
with goose bumps and beads of sweat. Her thoughts still seemed dispersed, one
moment focused and coherent, and the next hurtling somewhere else, like
windblown leaves. That
made her recall Old Bennett and his rake, in the courtyard of Lamatia Hold.
What would he think of where I've been . . . what I've seen? Probably, the coot
no longer lived. Which might be best, given what Maia had done— inadvertently
delivering into the archreactionary hands of Church and Council the last
remnants of that secret hope the old man had kept next to his heart. A dream
gone blurry from being passed down generations in secret lodges—as if men could
ever know the constancy of clones. Renna,
Bennett, Leie, Brod, the rads, the men of the Manitou . . . there was room
enough for all on the honor roll of those she had let down. Stop
it, Maia told herself numbly. The deck was stacked long ago. Don't blame
yourself for things you couldn't prevent. But she
might as well tell the winds and tides to stop, as shuck off that sense of
fault, which seemed less refutable for being so vague. Maia
saw that she still tightly clutched the letter. Red bits of crumpled wax lay
scattered across the coverlet. She tried smoothing the paper with her hands.
Lifting it-to the light, she peered to make out, amid wrinkles, a fine, flowing
hand. Dear
Maia, Wish I
could be with you, but they say we're needed here. I've got to play tour guide,
showing all sorts
of vips around the defense center. (They sure act mad, so I guess it was secret
from a lot of high mothers in Caria, not just the public!) Leie has a job, too— Naroin
had said they both lived, but this confirmation was stronger. Maia abruptly
sobbed, her vision clouding as emotion flooded back from being dammed away. —Leie
has a job, too, demonstrating that incredible simulation wall you found.
Neither of us can match you for figuring this stuff out, but we're helping
each . other, and look forward to
talking to you, soon as you're well. I guess
by now they've filled you in, and I'm kind of. rushed getting this off before
the Gentilleschi takes you away. So here's what happened from my point of view. When
you didn't return by .an hour before dawn, I pulled in the cable, as you made
me promise to do. I hated doing it, but then something changed my mind. Just
after sunrise, fighting broke out, down on the ships. I later learned it was
the rads, who you'd helped escape— Maia
blinked. I what? All she had done was make a promise to Thalia, one she never
got a chance to keep. Unless the big var had managed to use the scissors,
somehow. As a lockpick, perhaps? To slip their chains, then trick the guards?
Or perhaps Baltha and Togay had already pulled the sentinels away, when battle
seemed imminent with the men. The
revolt went well, at first. But then reavers rushed out before the rads
could set sail. There was 696 DAVID B
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Some rads escaped in a little boat after setting fire to both ships. It
didn't seem a good time to lower myself down. I paced like crazy, worrying
about you, till I arrived at the east end of the tooth, looking to sea. That's
when I saw the flotilla coming up from Hal-sey. Not just the creaky old
Audacious, which had been on duty when I was last there, but the Walrus and the
Sea Lion, too! I guess the guild finally decided it had enough of its former
clients, and was coming to settle accounts. I ran
to the elevator, went downstairs to the bathroom and broke a mirror. Grabbed a
piece and hurried back up. The sun in the east made it easy to signal the
ships. To give them some idea what to expect. There was shooting when they
tried to enter the lagoon, then Sea Lion broke through just about the time
everyone else in the world arrived! One
pair of fancy ships swung around the south side of Jellicoe, waving temple
banners. And up north, 1 saw several fast cruisers appear. Later learned these
were from the Ursulaborg Commercial Police Department! A little out of
jurisdiction, but who cares? Naroin had called 'em out as militia, it seems.
Honest, local cops with no Council connections. Just as
this crowd was jostling into the lagoon, and smoke started pouring out of the
old sanctuary, that's when a big, smuggy zep'lin showed! I didn't like the
looks of the clones leaning out of the gondola. (They were mad as hell!) So I
turned on the winch and lowered myself. Made it down in time to help my
guildfolk settle with the temple nuns and Naroin's posse that we were all on
the same side. It took
a while overcoming the reavers' rear CLORV 5 Ј A S 0 XI 697 guard—they're
hellion fighters—then we ran after them while they chased after you ... Maia's
eyes blurred. Although Brod's simple account was dramatic, she had only limited
stamina and her mind felt full to bursting. Not rushing matters, she waited for
vision to clear before resuming. Things
were a mess, especially outside the auditorium, where your Manitou people had
fought the reavers. Fortunately, there were docs along, to care for the
wounded. That
wall of lights stopped us cold for a moment, and I got scared when I saw Leie,
groaning on the floor, and thought it was you. She's fine, by the way, but I
already said that. Just woozy from a bump on the head. Leie wanted to chase
after the ones chasing you. But I was told to help her out .to where the air
was better, while Naroin's pros led the pursuit from there. • We
limped outside just in time to get knocked to our knees by what seemed like
thunder. We looked up and saw the space launcher fire its pod into the sky . .
. and what happened next. I'm sorry,
Maia. I know it must hurt awful, like when they brought your poor body out, and
I thought you were dying. To me, that felt like you must have, when you saw
your alien friend blow up. Again,
Maia's heart yawned open. This time however, she was able to smile poignantly.
Good old Brod, she thought. It was the most romantic thing anyone had ever said
to her. Leie
and I waited outside while the nun-doctors operated on you. (That's the one
group I still can't 698 DAVID 8
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out where they came from, or why. Did you call them?) Meanwhile, there were so
many questions. So many people insisting on hearing what everyone else knew,
even though it meant repeating everything over and over. The story's still
coming out, bit by bit, while more boats and zeps keep arriving all the time. Oh,
hell. I'm being called again, so this'll have to be it for now. I'll send more,
later. Get better soon, Maia. We need you, as usual, to figure out what we
oughta do! With
winter warmth, your friend and shipmate —Brod. There
was an afterword in another hand—a left-handed scrawl Maia instantly
recognized. Hey,
Sis. You know me. Lousy at writin'. Just remember, we're a team. I'll catch up,
wherever they take you. Count on it. Love, L. Maia
reread the last few paragraphs, then folded the letter and slipped it under her
pillow. She rolled over, away from the soft light, and fell asleep. This time,
her dreams, while painful, seemed less desolate and alone. When
they wheeled her on deck the next day, to get some sun, Maia discovered she
wasn't the only recuperating patient aboard. Half a dozen other bandaged women
lay in various stages of repair, under the gaze of a pair of militia guards.
Naroin's young clone—whose name was Hullin— told her that others rested below,
too ill to be moved. The injured men were being carried separately, of course,
aboard the Sea Lion, which could be glimpsed following a parallel track, so
sleek and powerful it almost kept pace I, with
this white-winged racer. Hullin couldn't give Maia any information about which
of the Manitou crew survived the fight at Jellicoe Sanctuary, though she
promised to inquire. There had not been many, she knew. The doctors,
inexperienced at treating gunshot wounds, had lost several on the operating
table. That
news left Maia staring across the blue water, dejected, until a presence
wheeled up alongside. "Hello, virgie. . . . S'good to see you." The
voice was a pale shadow of its former mellow, persuasive croon. The rad
leader's nearly-black skin now seemed bleached, almost pale from illness and
anemia. "That's
not my name," Maia told Kiel. "The other thing's none of your
business. Never was." Kiel
nodded, accepting the rebuke. "Hello, then . . . Maia." "Hello."
Pausing, Maia regretted her harsh response. "I'm glad to see you made
it." "Mm.
Same to you. They say survival is Nature's only form of flattery. I guess
that's true, even for prisoners like us." Maia
was in no mood for wry philosophy, and made her feelings known through silence.
With a heavy sigh, Kiel rolled a few feet away, leaving Maia to watch the
world-ocean glide by in peace. There were questions Maia knew she should be
asking. Perhaps she would, eventually. But right now, her mind remained stiff,
like her body, too inflexible for rapid changes of inertia. A
little before lunch, ennui began to rob even petulance of its attraction. Maia
reread the quick-scrawled letter from Brod and Leie a few more times, allowing
herself to begin wondering about what lay concealed between the phrases. There
were tensions and alliances, both stated and implied. Local cops and
priestesses? Acting at odds from their official bosses, in Caria? Had their
union with 700 DAVID B
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Pinnipeds extended only to wiping out a band of pirates? Or would it go
farther? What of
the special, secretive defense clans who had also arrived at Jellicoe to secure
their hidden base?— which was no longer hidden, after all. Then there were
Kiel's radical supporters, on the mainland. And the Perkinites, of course. All
had their own agendas. All felt passionately endangered by possible change in
the order of life on Stratos. It
might have been a situation fraught with even more violent peril, perhaps risk
of open war, had the object of their contention not evaporated in midair before
everyone's eyes. With the centerpiece of struggle removed, the frantic mood of
excess may have eased. At least the killing had stopped, for now. It was
much too complicated to focus her mind on, for long. She was glad when an
attendant came to wheel her back to her room, where she ate, then took a long
nap. Later, when Naroin knocked and entered, Maia felt marginally better, her
mind a little farther along the path toward rational thinking. The
former bosun carried a stack of thin, leather-bound volumes. "These were
sent over before we sailed, for when you felt better. Gifts from the Pinniped
commodore." Maia
looked at Naroin. The detective's accent had softened quite a bit. Not that it
was posh now, by a long shot. But it had lost much of its rough, nautical edge.
The books lay on the side of the bed. Maia stroked the spine of one, drew it
closer, and opened the fine linen pages. Life.
She recognized the subject instantly and sighed. Who needs it? Yet,
the paper felt rich to the touch. It even swelled voluptuous. Brief glimpses of
the illustrations, featuring countless arrays of tiny squares and dots, seemed
to tease CLORV 701 a
corner of her mind in the same way that a bright, sharp light might tickle the
beginnings of a sneeze. "I
always figured that for some men it was, well, addicting in a way, like a drug.
Is that how it is with you?" Naroin seemed genuinely, respectfully
curious. Maia
pushed the book away. After several seconds she nodded. "It's
beautiful." Her throat was too thick to say more. "Hm.
With all the time I've spent around sailors, you'd think I'd see it, too."
Naroin shook her head. "Can't say as I do. I like men. Get along with 'em
fine. But I guess some things go beyond like or dislike." "I
guess." There
was a moment's silence, then Naroin moved closer to sit on the edge of the bed. "That's
why I was on the ol' Wotan, when you first came aboard, in Port Sanger. My
experience as a sea hand gave me cover for my assignment. The collier would
make many stops along the coast. Let me look around all the right places for
clues." "To
find a missing alien?" "Lysos,
no!" Naroin laughed. "Oh, he was already kidnapped by then, but my
clan wasn't brought in. Our mothers knew somethin' fishy had happened, all
right. But a field op like me sticks to her assignment ... at least till given
clear reason to switch tracks." "The
blue powder, then," Maia said, remembering Naroin's interest in events at
Lanargh. "That's
it. We knew a group had started pushin' the stuff again, along the frontier
coast. Happens every two or three generations. We often pick up a few
coinsticks helpin' track it down." There
it was again, the change in perspective separating vars from clones. What a
summerling had seen as urgent must appear less pressing in the patient view of
Stratoin hives. "The powder's been around a long time, 702 DAVID. B R I SI then.
Let me guess. Each appearance is a bit less disrupting than the last
time." "Right."
Naroin nodded. "After all, winter sparkings don't have any genetic effect.
It's only during summers that new variants come about, when a man's efforts
profit him in true offspring. Males who react less to the drug are just a
little better at stayin' calm and passin' on that trait. Each outbreak gets a
smidgen milder, easier to put down." "Then
why is the powder illegal?" "You
saw for yourself. It causes accidents, violence during quiet time. It gives
rich clans unfair advantages over poor 'uns. But there's more. The powder was
invented for a purpose." Maia
blinked once, twice, then realized. "Sometimes ... it may be useful to
have men ..." "Hot
as fire, even in the dead o' frost season. You get it." "The
Enemy. We used this stuff during the Defense." "That's
my guess. Lysos respected Momma Nature. If you want to push a trait into the
background, fine, but that's not the same as throwin' it away. Thriftier to put
it on a shelf, where it might come in handy, someday." Maia's
thoughts had already plunged ahead. The Council rulers must have flooded
Stratos with the stuff, during the battle to fight off the Enemy foeship. Imagine
every male a warrior. Almost overnight, it would have multiplied the colony's
strength, complementing female skill and planning with a wrath like none other
in the universe. Only,
what happened after victory? The
good men—those who might have been trustworthy on any Phylum world, even before
Lysos—would have voluntarily given up the powder. Or at least kept their heads
until it ran out. But men come in all types. It's not hard to picture a plague
like the Kings' Revolt erupting during the CLORV StAJOSJ 703 chaos
after a war. Especially with tons of Tizbe's drug floating around. Was
that enough cause to betray the Guardians ofjellicoe? Maia
knew that the Council didn't do things without reasons. "I
guess your assignment changed, by the time we met again," she prompted
Naroin. The
petite brunette shrugged. "I heard some odd things. Known mercenaries
,were gettin' offers, down the coast. Radical agents were reported drifting
into parts around Grange Head. Wasn't hard to figure where I might get a billet
close to things going on." Maia
frowned. "You didn't suspect Baltha . . ." "Her
treason, going over to the reavers? No! I knew there was tension, of course. Lookin'
back, maybe I should have surmised. . . ." Naroin stopped, shook her head.
"Take it from an experienced hand, child. It's no good blamin' yourself
for what you couldn't prevent. Not so long as you tried." Maia's
lips pressed together. That was exactly what she had been telling herself. From
the look in Naroin's eyes, it didn't get much more believable as you got older. That
evening she learned who had lived, and who had died. Thalia,
Captain Poulandres, Baltha, Kau, most of the rads, most of the reavers, nearly
all of the Manitou crew, including the young navigator who had helped Maia and
her twin find their way through the dazzling complexity of the world-wall. The
tally was appalling. Even hard-crusted Naroin, who had seen many formal and
informal battles, could scarcely believe the prodigious manufacturing of bodies
that had taken place at and near Jellicoe. Is this what war is like? Maia
thought. For the first time she felt she understood, not just in abstract, but
in her gut, what 704 DAVID BRIM had
driven the Founders to such drastic choices. Nevertheless, she felt determined
not to let Perkinite propagandists seize on this episode. If I keep any freedom
of action at all, I'm going to make sure it's known. Poulandres and his men
were forced to fight. This was more than a simple case of males going berserk. What
was it, then? There would surely be those who pictured Renna as the culprit, a
blight carrier whose mere presence, and threat to bring more of his kind,
inflamed the worst in several branches of Stratoin society. To Maia, that
seemed cruelly like blaming the victim. Yet, the point could be made. After
dinner, while Hullin wheeled her along the promenade deck, Maia encountered
Kiel a second time. On this occasion, she saw the other woman more clearly, not
through a curtain of resentment over things that were already ancient history.
The rad agent had lost everything, her closest friends, her freedom, the best
hope for her cause. Maia was gentler with her former cottage-mate. Commiserating,
she reached out to console and forgive. In gratitude, the forceful, indomitable
Kiel broke down and wept. Later,
as dusk fell, the western horizon began to glitter. Maia counted five, six ...
and finally ten slowly turning beacons whose rhythmic flashes cut across the
miles of ocean with reassuring constancy. From maps studied in her youth, she
recognized the tempos and colors and knew their names—Conway, Ulam, Turing,
Gardner . , . famed lighthouse sanctuaries of the Mediant Coast. And, beyond far
Rucker Beacon, a vast dusting of soft, glimmering diamonds covering a harbor
and surrounding hills. The night spectacle of great Ursulaborg. She was
taken to a temple. Not the grand, marble-lined monument dominating the city
from its northern bluffs, L 0 R V
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modest, one-story retreat that rambled over a fenced hectare of neatly coppiced
woods, several kilometers upriver from the heart of the busy metropolis. The
semirural ambience was an artifact, Maia could tell, carefully nurtured by the
small but prosperous clanholds that shared the neighborhood. Clear streams
flowed past gardens and mulch piles, windmills and light industrial workshops.
It was a place where generations of children, and their daughters' daughters,
might play, grow up, and tend family business at an unhurried pace, confident
of a future in which change would, at most, arrive slowly. The
walled temple grounds were unprepossessing. The chapel bore proper symbols for
venerating Stratos Mother and the Founders in the standard way, yet Maia
suspected all wasn't orthodox. Vigilant guards, arrayed in leather, patrolled
the palisade. Within, the expected air of cultivated serenity was overlaid by a
veneer of static tension. Except
for Naroin and her younger sibling, none of-the women looked alike. After
passing the chapel, the lugars bearing Maia's palanquin approached an
unassuming wooden house, detached from the main compound, surrounded by a
covered plank veranda. The doctor who had treated Maia aboard the Gentilleschi
conferred with two women, one tall and severe-looking, dressed in priestly
habits, the other rotund, wearing archdeaconess robes. Naroin, who had walked
alongside during the brief journey from the riverside quay, took a quick lope
around the house, satisfying herself of its security, while Hullin briskly
looked inside. Upon reuniting near the porch, the pair exchanged efficient
nods. With
the help of a nurse-nun, Maia stepped down, bearing stoically the profound pain
spreading from her knee and side. They assisted her up a short ramp into the 706 DAVID B
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pausing at the entrance when the tall, elderly priestess bent to meet Maia's
eye. "You
will be at peace here, child. Until you choose to leave, this will be your
home." The
round woman wearing deacon's robes blew a sigh, as if she did not approve of
promises that might prove hard to keep. Despite pain and fatigue, Maia felt she
had learned more than they intended. "Thank you," she said hoarsely,
and let the nurses guide her down a veranda of polished wood into a room
featuring sliding doors made of paper-thin wood panels, overlooking a garden
and a small pond. The mat bed featured sheets that looked whiter than a cloud.
Maia never remembered being helped to slip between them. The sounds of plinking
water, and wind rustling boughs, lulled her to sleep. She
awoke to find, next to her bed, the slim volumes given her by the Pinnipeds,
plus a small box and a folded slip of paper. Maia opened the note. Ill be gone
a while, varling, it read. I'm leaving Hullin to keep an eye open. These folk
are all right, tho maybe a bit nutty. See you soon. Naroin. The
detective's departure came as no surprise. Maia had wondered why Naroin stuck
around this long. Surely she had work to do? Maia
opened the box. Inside a tissue wrapping she found a case made of aromatic
leather, attached to a soft strap. She opened it and found therein a gleaming
instrument of brass and gleaming glass. The sextant was beautiful, perfect, and
so well-made she found it impossible to tell how old it was, save by the fact
that it possessed no readout window, no obvious way to access the Old Net.
Still, it was on sight far more valuable than the one she had left behind, at
Jellicoe. Maia unfolded the sighting arms and ran her hands over the apparatus.
Still, she hoped Leie would manage to recover the old one. Cranky and
half-broken as it was, she felt it was hers. JL She
pulled the blanket over her head and lay in a ball, wishing her sister were here.
Wishing for Brod. Wishing her mind were not full of visions of smoke spirals
and glittering sparks, spreading sooty ashes amid stratospheric clouds. A week
passed slowly. The physician dropped by every morning to examine Maia,
gradually notching downward the anesthetic effects of the agone leech, and
insisting that the patient take gentle walks around the temple grounds. In the
afternoons, after lunch and a nap, Maia was carried by lugar-litter for a
promenade through the suburban village and up to a city park overlooking the
heart of Ursulaborg. Accompanying her went several tough-looking nuns, each
flourishing an iron-shod "walking stick" with a dragon-headed grip.
Maia wondered wr the precautions. Surely nobody was interested in her, no that
Renna was gone. Then she noticed her attendants glancing backward, keeping a
wary eye on a foursome of identical, formidable-looking women trailing ten
meters behind, dressed as civilians but walking with the calm precision of
soldiers. It marred the sense of normality that otherwise flowed over her while
passing through bustling market streets. For the
first time since she and Leie had explored Lanargh, Maia felt immersed back in
ordinary Stratoin life. Trade and traffic and conversation flowed in all
directions. Countless unfamiliar faces came in trios, quintets, or even
mixed-age octets. No doubt it would have seemed terribly exotic, had two
innocent twins from the far northeast come ashore here on their first voyage
from home. Now, myriad subtle differences from Port Sanger only seemed trivial
and irrelevant. What she noticed were similarities, witnessed with new eyes. Within
a brick-lined workshop, open to the street, a family of artisans could be seen
making a delicately specialized assortment of dinner ware. An elderly matriarch 708 DAVID B
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ledger books, haggling over a wagonload of clay delivered by three identical
teamsters. Meanwhile behind her, middle-aged clonelings labored at firing
kilns, and agile youths learned the art of applying their long fingers to
spinning wet mud on belt-driven wheels, molding shapeless lumps into the
sturdy, fine shapes for which their clan was, no doubt, locally well-known. Maia
had only to shift her mental lens a little to imagine another scene. The walls
withdrew, receding in the distance. Simple handmade benches and pottery wheels
were replaced by the clean lines of pre-molded machinery, accurately tuned to
squeeze clay into computer-drawn templates, which then passed under a glazing
spray, then heat lamps, to emerge in great stacks, perfect, untouched by human
hands. The joy
of craft. The quiet, serene assumption that each worker in a clan had a
place—one that their daughters might also call theirs. All that would be lost. Then,
as her litter bearers threaded the market throng, Maia saw the stall where the
potter clan sold their wares. She glimpsed prices . . . for a single dish, more
than a var laborer earned in four days. So much that a modest clan would patch
a chipped plate many times before thinking of buying a replacement. Maia knew.
Even in wealthy Lamatia Hold, summer kids seldom dined off intact crockery. Now
magnify that by a thousand products and services, any of which might be
enhanced, multiplied, made immeasurably cheaper and more widely available with
applied technology. How much would be gained? Moreover,
she wondered, What if one of those done daughters someday wanted to do
something different, for a change? She
spied a group of boys running raucous circles around the patient lugars, then
onward toward the park. They were the only males she had seen, even now, in midwinter.
All others would be nearer the water, though no one barred their way this time
of year. Maia found it odd, after so long in the company of men, not to have
any around. Nor were vars like her common, either. Except within the temple
grounds, they, too, were a tiny minority. On
arrival at the park, Maia gingerly got off the litter and walked a short
distance to a walled ledge overlooking Ursulaborg. Here was one of the world's
great cities, which she and Leie had dreamed of visiting, someday. Certainly it
far exceeded anything she had seen, yet now it looked parochial'. She knew the
place would fit into the vest pocket of any metropolis, on almost any Phylum
world . . . save only those others which had also chosen pastoralism over the
frantic genius of Homo technologic^ Renna
had earnestly respected the accomplishment of Lysos and the Founders, while
clearly believing they were wrong. What do
1 believe? Maia wondered. There are tradeoffs. That much, she knew. But are
there any solutions? It was
still terribly hard, thinking of Renna. Within a corner of her mind, a
persistent little voice kept refusing to let go. The dead have come back
before, it insisted, bringing up the miraculous return of Leie. Others had
thought Maia herself finished, only to find out reports of her demise were
premature. Hope
was a desperate, painful little ember . . . and in this case absurd. Hundreds
had witnessed the Visitor's vaporization. Let go.
She told herself to be glad simply to have been his friend for a while.
Perhaps, someday, there might come a chance to honor him, by shining a light
here or there. All
else was fantasy. All else was dust. 710 DAVID BRIM CLORV J Ј A J O M 711 As she
gradually improved, Maia started getting visitors. First
came a covey of erect, gracile clones with wide-set eyes and narrow noses,
dressed in fine fabrics, modestly dyed. The priestess introduced them as mother-elders
of Starkland Clan, from nearby Joannaborg, a name that sounded only vaguely
familiar until the women sat down opposite Maia, and began speaking of Brod.
Instantly, she recognized the family resemblance. His nose, his wide-open,
honest eyes. Her friend
had not been exaggerating. The clan of librarians did, indeed, keep caring
about its sons, and even, apparently, its summer daughters, after they left
home. The elders had learned of Brod's misadventures, and wanted Maia's
reassurance, firsthand. She was moved by their gentleness, their earnest
expressions of concern. Midway through an abbreviated account of her travels
with their son, she showed them the letter proving he was all
right. "Poor
grammar," one of them clucked. "And look at that
penmanship." Another,
a little older, chided. "Lizbeth! You heard the young lady speak of what
the poor boy's been through." She turned to Maia. "Please excuse our
sister. She trae-birthed our Brod, and is overcompensating. Do go on." It was
all Maia could manage, not to smile in amusement. A prim, slightly scattershot
sweetness seemed a core, heritable trait in this line. She could see where Brod
got some of the qualities she admired. When they got up to leave, the women
urged Maia to call, if she ever needed anything. Maia thanked them, and replied
that she doubted she would be in town for very long. The
night before, she had heard the priestess and the archdeaconess arguing as they
passed near her window, no doubt thinking she was asleep. "You
don't have to wade through the thick of it as I do,"
the rotund lay worker said. "While you var idealists sit here in a rustic
stronghold, taking moral stands, there's heaps of pressure coming down. The
Teppins and the Frosts—" "Teppins
cause me no unsleep," the priestess had answered. "They
should. Caria Temple spins at the whim of—" "Ecclesiastic
clans." The tall one snorted. "Country priests and nuns are another
matter. Can the hierarchs call anathema on so many? They risk heretics
outnumbering orthodox in half the towns along the coast." "Wish
I felt as sure. Seems a lot to risk over one poor, battered girl." "You
know it's not about her." "Not
overall. But in our little corner of things, she'll do as a symbol. Symbols
matter. Look at what's happening with the men. . . ." Men?
Maia had wondered, as the voices receded. What do they mean by that? What's
happening? With what men? She got
a partial answer later, after the matrons of Starkland Hold departed, when an
altercation broke out at the temple gates. Maia was by now well enough to
hobble onto the porch of her guest cottage and witness a fierce argument taking
place near the road. The var dedicants who doubled as watchwomen warily
observed a band of clones like those Maia had seen before, following her litter
through town. These, in turn, were trying to bar entry to a third group, a
deputation of males wearing formal uniforms of one of the seafaring guilds. The
men appeared meek, at first sight. Unlike either group of women, they carried
no weapons, not even walking sticks. Eyes lowered, hands clasped, they nodded
politely to whatever was shouted at them. Meanwhile they edged forward,
shuffling ahead by slow, steady increments until the clones found themselves
squeezed back, without room to maneuver. It was a comically effective tactic
for males, Maia thought^ 712 DAVID BRINI CLORV J Ј A J 0 Nl 713 compensating
for winter docility with sheer bulk and obstinacy. Soon, they were through the
gate, leaving the exasperated clone-soldiers puffing in frustration. The amused
temple priestess made the men welcome, gesturing for them to follow Naroin's
younger sister. Shaking her head, Hullin led the small company to Maia's
bungalow. The
leader of the company wore twin crescent emblems of a full commodore on the
armlets of a tidy, if somewhat threadbare, uniform. His bearing was erect,
although he walked with a limp. Under a shock of dark gray hair, and dense
eyebrows, his pupils reminded Maia of the northern seas of home. She shivered,
and wondered why. Inside,
the officers seated themselves on mats while nuns arrived with cool drinks.
Maia struggled to recall lessons about the courtly art of hosting men during
this time of year. It had all seemed terribly abstract, back in summerling
school. In the wildest dreams she and Leie had shared in their attic room, none
had pictured facing an assembly as lofty as this. Small
talk was the rule, starting with the weather, followed by dry remarks about how
lovely the men found her veranda and garden. She confessed ignorance of the
exotic plants, so two officers explained the names and origins of several that
had been transplanted from far valleys, to preserve threatened species.
Meanwhile, her heart raced with tension. What do
they want from me? she wondered, at once excited and appalled. The
commodore asked how Maia liked the sextant she had received as a replacement
for the one abandoned on Jellicoe. She thanked him, and the art of navigation
proved an absorbing topic for several more minutes. Next, they discussed the
Game of Life books—more as fine exemplars of the art of printing and binding
than for the information they contained. Maia
tried hard to relax. She had witnessed this sort of conversation countless
times, while serving drinks in the Lamatia guesthouse. The prime commandment
was patience. Nevertheless, she sighed in relief when the commodore finally got
to the point. "We've
had reports," he began with a low rumble, stroking the tendons of one hand
with the other. "From members of our guild who participated in the . . .
incidents at Jellicoe Beacon. We Pinnipeds have also shared observations with
our brethren of the Flying Tern Guild—" "Who?"
Maia shook her head, confused. "Those
to whom loss of Manitou . . . Poulandres and his crew . . . come as blows to
the heart." Maia
winced. She hadn't known the guild name. At sea, with Renna, it hadn't seemed
important. On meeting the Manitou crew again, deep underground, there hadn't
been time to ask. "I
see. Go on." His
head briefly bowed. "Among the many guilds and lodges, there is much
confusion over what was, what is, and what must be done. We were astonished to
learn the true existence of Jellicoe Former. Now, however, we are told its
discovery is unimportant. That its significance is solely to archaeologists.
Legends mean nothing, it is said. Real men do not seek to build what they
cannot shape with their two hands." He
lifted his own, scarred and callused from many years at sea, as lined as the
eyes which had spent a lifetime squinting past sun and wind and spray. They
were sad eyes, Maia noticed. Loneliness seemed to color their depths. "Who's
been telling you this?" A
shrug. "Those whom our mothers taught us to accept as spiritual
guides." "Oh."
Maia thought she understood. Few boys were 714 DAVID 8 R I Nl QLORY J6ASOXI 715 born to
single vars or microclans. For most, the conservative upbringing Maia shared
with Leie and Albert at Lama-tia was the norm. It was as important to the
Founders' Plan as any vaunted genetic manipulation of masculine nature, and
explained why flamboyant exploits such as the Kings' Revolt were doomed from
the start. "There
is more," the commodore went on, "Although there will be compensation
for our losses, and those of the Terns, we are told that no blood debt was incurred
with the ruin of the so-called Wissy-Man. He was part of no guild, nor ship,
nor sanctuary. We do not owe him any bond of memory or honor. So it is
said." He
means Renna, Maia realized. Her friend had spoken of the cruel nickname back on
the Manitou. While admiring the hearty, self-reliant craftsmanship of the
sailors, Renna had implied that it trapped men in a ritualistic obsession,
forever limiting the scope of their ambitions. After
Jellicoe was forcibly evacuated, how many generations did it take for the high
clans to accomplish this? It can't have been easy. The legend must have fought
back, clung to life, despite suppression at nearly every mother's knee. Whether
or not she ever learned the whole story, Maia was already certain of some things.
There had once been a great conspiracy. One that had come close to succeeding,
long ago. One that might have altered life on Stratos, forever. The
Council in those days had not been without reason, when it used the pretext of
the Kings' Revolt to seize Jellicoe Beacon and oust the old
"Guardians," as the Mani-tou's physician had called them. Those
ancient wardens of science had been up to something more subversive, more
threatening to the status quo, than the Kings' dim-witted putsch. The existence
of the orbital launching gun used by Renna made it all clear. A plot
to reclaim outer space. And with it a radically different way of living in the
universe. More
remarkably still, the Guardians managed to keep secret the location of their
great factory—their "Former." The Council swiftly confiscated the
great engines of defense without ever guessing how close nearby a secret
remnant continued working to complete the plan. For generations it must have
gone on. Men and women, sneaking in and out of Jellicoe Former, carefully
recruiting their own replacements, losing expertise and skill with each passing
of the torch until, at long last, the inexorable logic of Stratoin society
ground their brave, forlorn cabal to extinction. A thousand or more years later
it was but a threadbare fable, no more. Renna
must have found the ship and launcher almost completed. He used the Former,
programming it with his OMTI experience and knowledge to make the last needed
pans. It was
a staggering accomplishment, to have achieved so much in but a few days.
Perhaps he would have made it, if not forced to launch early by the premature
discovery of his hiding place. Guilt
was a more potent voice than reason. But now Maia felt something stronger than
either—a desire to strike back. It would be futile, of course, especially over
the long run. In the short term, however, here was a chance to lay a small blow
in revenge. "I
... don't know the whole story," she began hesitantly. Maia paused,
inhaled deeply, and resumed with more firmness in1 her voice. "But what
you've been told is unjust. A lie. I knew the sailor you speak of, who came to
our shores as a guest . . . with open hands . . . after crossing a sea far
greater and lonelier than any man of Stratos has known. . . ." It was
late afternoon when the men finally stood to take their leave. Hullin helped
Maia hobble with them to the porch, where the commodore took her hand. His
officers . 716 DAVID B
R I XI CLORV J Ј A 5 0 XI 717 stood
nearby, their expressions thoughtful and stormy. "I thank you for your
time and wisdom, Lady," the guild-master said, causing Maia to blink.
"In leasing one of our ships to wild reavers, we unintentionally did your
house harm. Yet you have been generous with us." "I
..." Maia was speechless at being addressed in this fashion. The
commodore went on. "Should a winter come when your house seeks diligent
men, prepared to do their duty with pride and pleasure, any of these"—he
gestured at his younger comrades, who nodded earnestly—"will cheerfully
come, without thought of summer reward." He paused. "I, alone, must
decline, by the Rule of Lysos." While
Maia watched in stunned silence, he bowed once more. With a tone of flustered,
confounded decorum, he added, "I hope we meet again, Maia. My . is Clevin." name There
was glory frost that night, floating slowly downward from the stratosphere in a
haze of soft, threadlike drifts that touched the wooden railings, the
flagstones, the lilies in the pond, with glittering, luminous dust. Most of it
evaporated on contact, filling the air with a faint, enticing perfume. Maia
watched the gossamer tendrils waft past, and felt as if she were rising through
a mist of microscopic stars. For a long time after, she would not go to sleep,
afraid of what might happen. Lying in bed, her skin tingled with strange
sensations and she wondered what would happen if she dreamed. Whose face would
come to her? Brod's? Bennett's? The men of Pinniped Guild? Would
womanly hormones set off renewed, painful longing for Renna, her first, though
chaste, male love? The
shock of meeting her natural father had not ebbed. Her thoughts roiled and she
tossed in confusion. When Maia finally did dream, it was a strangely intangible fantasy—of
falling, floating, amid the startling, abstract, ever-changing figures of the
Jellicoe wonder wall. Soon
after dawn, the doctor arrived and announced in satisfaction that it would be
her next-to-last visit. When she removed the agone leech, it was a chance for
Maia to look closely at the box that had suppressed full vividness from both
her body's ache and her heart's grief. It seemed a modest item, mass-produced
and plentiful enough to furnish even the humblest medic, anywhere on Stratos.
Now Maia also knew it as another product of a lesser Former, one of those
automatic factories still operated under close watch by the Reigning Council.
Clearly, some manufactured items were too important to be left to pastoral
puritanism. If Perkinism prevailed, however, even these merciful boxes might go
away. "You'll
still be needin' a bit more rest an' recoop here in Ursulaborg," Naroin
explained later that morning, on returning from her urgent errand. "Then
it's off to Caria for a command performance before as posh a gaggle o' savants
as you've ever seen. What, d'you think o' that?-' Maia
unfolded the arms of her replacement sextant and sighted on a grimlip flower.
"I think you're a cop, and I shouldn't say anything more till I see a
legalist." "A
legalist?" The small woman's brow knotted. "Why would you be needin'
one?" Why,
indeed? Naroin might be her friend, but a clone was never entirely her own
person. Once Maia was brought to Caria, Maia could think of a dozen excuses the
powers that ruled Church and Council might use to lock her away. In a real
prison, this time. One without secret byways, patrolled by clone guardians
tested over centuries, genetically primed for vigilance. Maia
had decided not to let it come to that. This time, she would act first. Before
she was taken from Ursulaborg, there should come a chance to slip away. Perhaps
during her daily ride. Once away through the city crowds, she 718 DAVID B R I XI GLORY J Ј A J 0 XI 719 would
seek shelter in an out-of-the-way place where im- j portant people might never trace her. Some quiet, dead-end
seaside town. I'll find a way to get word to Leie, Brod. We'll open a
chandler's shop. Repair sextants damaged by lazy sailors. Perhaps
Naroin could be persuaded to look the other way at the right moment. Best not
to count on it, though. "Never
mind," she told the short brunette. "Had a nightmare. Can't shake the
feeling I'm still living in it." . "Who
could blame you, after all you've been through." Naroin grinned. When Maia
failed to respond, she leaned forward. "You think you're under arrest or
somethin'? Is that it?" "Could
I walk out the front gate, if I so chose?" The
wiry ex-bosun frowned. "Wouldn't be wise, right now." "I
thought not." "It's
not what you think. There's folk who don't hold your health as dear as we
do." "Sure."
Maia nodded. "I know you're lots nicer than some would be. Forget I
asked." Naroin
chewed her lower lip unhappily. "You want to know what's goin' on. It's
all changing so fast, though. . . . Look, I'm not supposed to say anythin' till
she arrives, but there's someone comin' tomorrow to talk to you, and then
escort you to the capital. I know it's fishy sounding, but it's needful. Can
you trust me till then? I promise it'll all make sense." A
petulant part of Maia wanted to cling to resentment. But it was hard to stay
wary of Naroin. They had been through so much together. I'd rather be dead than
so suspicious I can't trust anybody. "All
right," she said. "Till tomorrow." Naroin
left again. Later, Maia and her escorts were about to depart on the afternoon
litter ride when Hullin reached up to hand Maia a second folded sheet of heavy paper,
sealed with red wax. Maia's heart lifted when she saw Brod's handwriting. She
waited until the palanquin was jostling through the suburban market square,
then tore.it open. Dear
Maia, Leie's
fine and sends her love. We both miss you, and are glad to hear you're in good
care. Here's hoping life is nice and boring for you, for a while. Maia
smiled. Just wait till they get her next letter! Leie would julp with jealousy
that she hadn't met Clevin first! There were other, more serious matters to
discuss, but it would be good to report that one of their childhood fantasies
had actually come true. Lysos,
how she missed Brod and Leie! Maia desperately wished they would come soon. We've
been less busy lately. Spending most of our time just standing around while
high-class mothers point and wave their arms and yell a lot. In fact, I'm
surprised Leie and I are still here, since a bunch of savants arrived from the
University with big consoles, which they proceeded.to attach to your picture
wall. They've been making it do amazing things. Stopped asking Leie questions
about it, so I guess they think they've figured it out. Maia
wondered, Why does that make me Jeel jealous? Now that the secret was out, it
only made sense to have scholars investigate the wonders of another age.
Perhaps they'd learn a thing or two . . . even change their minds about some
stereotypes. All the
men are gone now, except those serving the ships which bring supplies. So are
the vars and local 720 DAVID B R I XI cops
who helped retake Jellicoe from the reavers. We've been told not to talk to any
of the sailors, who aren't allowed into the Sanctuary or Former. The men spend
whatever time they have, between loading and unloading sealed crates, just
rowing around the lagoon, checking out caves, sightseeing. I don't think I'll
have any trouble slipping this letter to— The
litter jerked, breaking Maia's concentration. The market was unusually crowded
today. Peering over the throng, Maia saw a disturbance a few dozen meters
ahead. A trio of shoppers were arguing vehemently with a storekeeper. Suddenly,
one of them picked up a bolt of cloth and turned to leave, causing the merchant
to screech in dismay. Maia picked up the word "Thief!" shouted over
the general hubbub. Ripples of agitation spread outward as clone sisters of the
sales clerk spilled out of the building behind her. Others converged to aid the
shoppers. Shoving and yelling escalated with startling rapidity into unseemly
grabbing, and then blows, spreading in Maia's direction. The
temple wardens moved to interpose themselves while Hullin tugged at the upset
lugars, urging them to turn around. They managed to swing off the main
thoroughfare into a side alley, the only avenue of escape, ducking awkwardly
under a jungle of clotheslines. "Uh," Maia started to suggest.
"Maybe I should get down—" Hullin
gave a startled cry. The fiver's head vanished under a blanket thrown from a
nearby shadowed doorway, drawn tight with cord. The lugars grunted in panic,
dropping one pole of the litter, teetering Maia vertigously outward as she
grabbed futilely after Brod's fluttering letter. Suddenly,
she found herself staring straight into the blonde-fringed face of—Tizbe
Seller! Maia
had only an instant to gasp before black cloth CLORV SEASON 721 surrounded
her as well, accompanied by the rough clasping of many pairs of hands. A
jarring tumult followed as she sucked for breath while being lugged, pell-mell,
along some twisty, abruptly shifting path. It was a hurtful, bone-shaking
ordeal, surpassed only by her frustrated helplessness to fight back. At
last, the black cover came off. Maia raggedly inhaled, blinking disorientation
from the searing return of sunshine. Hands yanked and .pushed, but this time
Maia lashed out, managing to elbow one of her captors and catch another in the
stomach with her right foot, before someone cuffed her on the side of the head,
bringing the stars out early. Through it all, Maia caught brief glimpses of
where they were taking her, toward a set of stairs leading upward, into the
belly of a gleaming, bird-shaped contraption of polished wood and steel. An
aircraft. "Relax,
virgie," Tizbe Seller told Maia as they trussed her into a padded seat.
"Might as well enjoy the view. Not many varlings like you ever get to
fly." Journal
of the Peripatetic Vessel CYDONIA
- 626 Stratos Mission: Arrival
+ 53.755 Ms I have
watched and listened ever since the explosion. Ever since receiving warning of
Renna's desperate gamble. Official Stratoin agencies say different, often
contradictory things, and all appears in chaos, down below. Yet, at least one
thing has been achieved. The fighting has stopped. With the irritant removed,
warlike preparations among the factions have subsided, for now. Was
Renna right? Was a sacrifice necessary? Will it
suffice? It was
urgent not to disrupt Stratos any more than we already have. Yet, sometimes
duty requires of us more than we can bear. I, too,
must do my duty. Soon. 27 After
the initial tussle, it proved Maia's most comfortable abduction, by far. Tied
down, with no option for resistance, she made the best of things by gazing
through a double-paned window at the vastness of Landing Continent. Soon, even
her headache went away. Luminous
yellow and pale green farmlands stretched as far as the eye could see. These
were combed by long fingers of darker forest, interlaced to leave migration
corridors for native creatures, from the coast all the way to mist-shrouded
mountains that began to loom in the north. Small towns and castlelike clanhold
manors appeared at periodic intervals, squatting like spiders -amid spoked
roads and surrounding hamlets. Strings of lakes were punctuated by regularly
spaced fish farms that shone glancing sunlight into Maia's eyes. Stubby
barges with gray sails leisurely plied the rivers and canals, while throngs of
quick, flittering mere-dragons flapped in formations of two hundred or more,
warily skirting farms and habitations on their way to fallow rooting grounds.
Lumbering heptoids wallowed through the fens and shallows, their broad
back-fans turned to radiate the heat of the day. And then there were the
floaters— 726 DAVID I XI zoors
and their lesser cousins—bobbing in the breeze, tethered like gay balloons to
the treetops where they grazed. Maia
had traveled far in recent months, but now she realized that one can only gain
true perspective from above. Stratos was bigger than she had ever imagined. In
all directions were signs of humanity in rustic codominion with nature. Renna
said humans often turn whole worlds into deserts, through shortsightedness.
That's one trap we avoided. No one could accuse Lysos, or Stratoin clans, of
thinking short-term. But
Renna also hinted there are other ways to do it, without giving up so much. Maia
watched the pilot touch switches and check small indicator screens as the plane
entered a gentle bank and turned west well short of the mountains. The aircraft
interior was a finely wrought mix of handcrafted wood panels and furnishings,
accoutered with a compact array of instruments. If she had been in friendly
company, Maia might have frothed with questions. Her bound hands were adequate
reminder, however. So she kept silent, mildly ignoring Tizbe and yawning when
the young Beller tried for the fourth time to initiate conversation. The
implication couldn't be missed. She had escaped Tizbe twice before, bringing
ruin to her plans, and thought nothing of doing so again. Maia sensed the
attitude upset the Beller clone. I'm
learning, Maia thought. They keep making mistakes and I keep getting stronger. At this
rate, someday I may actually gain control over my life. The
pilot warned her passengers of turbulent air. Soon the plane was bouncing,
pitching, and yawing in abrupt jerks. Tizbe and her ruffians blanched, turning
discolored shades, which Maia enjoyed watching. She helped worsen the symptoms
by staring at the Beller courier like a CLORV 727 specimen
of unpleasant, lower-order life. Tizbe cursed with flecked lips, and Maia
laughed, unsparing in her scorn. Curiously, the tossing didn't seem to affect
her like the others. Even the pilot looked a bit ragged, by the time they
finally regained settled air. The storm aboard the Wotan was much worse, Maia
recalled. Then a
golden light seized her attention, causing her to squint in wonder at what lay
beyond the forward windscreen. A shimmering reflection, coming from a spacious,
dimpled territory surrounding and covering a cluster of hills at the
intersection of three broad ribbons of river. Caria,
she realized. Maia watched the capital city glide nearer, its skirts yellow
with the tiles of countless roofs, its tiara of white stone girdling the famed
acropolis plateau. Atop that eminence, twin basilicas swam into vie. ~ : beyond
measure. Any schoolgirl knew the pillar-.. at sight, the Universal Library on
one side and on the other, the Great Temple dedicated to guiding worldwide
reverence of Stratos Mother. All of her life, Maia had heard women speak of
pilgrimages to Caria, of venerating in solemn awe the planetary spirit—and her
apostles,. the Founders—under that vast iridescent cupola on the right, with
its giant dragon icon cast in silver and gold. The other palace, built to the
same glorious scale, was unadorned and hardly ever mentioned. Yet it became
Maia's focus as the aircraft circled toward a field, south of the city. Lysos
never would have built the Library co-equal to the Temple if she intended a
seedy clubhouse for a few smug, savant clans. She
contemplated the grand edifice until descent removed it behind a nearby hill
covered with middle-class clansteads. From that point until final landing, Maia
concentrated on watching the pilot, if only to keep from helplessly worrying
over her fate. 728 DAVID B R
I Kl CLORV J6AJOKI 729 Her
kidnappers installed her in a room with floral wall- I paper and its own bath,
unpretentiously elegant. A narrow balcony stepped down to an enclosed garden. A
pair of stolid, servant-guards smiled at Maia, keeping her discreetly in sight
at all times. They wore livery with fine piping on the shoulders and a
gold-chased letter P, for the name of their employer-clan, she supposed. Maia
had expected to be taken to one of the pleasure houses operated by the Sellers,
perhaps the very one where Renna had been abducted. From there, perhaps she
would be sold to Tizbe's Perkinite clients, in revenge for what she'd done in
Long Valley, months ago. This didn't look like a business establishment,
however, nor did the hills near the rolling compound seem the kind of precinct
where one found bordellos. Colorful silk banners flew from fairy turrets, and
crenelated battlements rose above the tall, elderly groves of truly ancient
estates. It was a neighborhood of noble clanholds, as far above Tizbe's
hardworking family on the social ladder as the Bellers towered over Maia.
Beyond the garden wall on one side, she often heard the strains of a string
quartet, along with shouts of playing children, all laughing the same,
syncopated trill. In the opposite direction, coming from a tower room whose
lights remained on late into the night, there were recurrent sounds of anxious
adult argument, the same voice taking on multiple roles. After
the landing, and Maia's first-ever ride in a motor car, she saw no more of
Tizbe, or any other Beller. Nor did she particularly care. By now Maia realized
she had become a pawn in power games played at the loftiest heights of Stratoin
society. I ought to be flattered, she thought sardonically. That is, if I
survive till equinox. At her
request, she was brought books to read. There was a
treatise on the Game of Life, written three hundred years ago by an elderly
savant who had spent several years with men, both at sea and as a special
summertime guest in sanctuary, studying anthropological aspects of their
endless tournaments. Maia found the account fascinating, though some of the
author's pat conclusions about ritualistic sublimation seemed farfetched. More
difficult to plow through -was a detailed logical analysis of the game itself,
written a century earlier by another scholar. The math was hard to follow, but
it proved more orderly and satisfying than the books provided in Ursulaborg, by
the Pinnipeds. Those had emphasized rules of thumb and winning technique over
basic theory. It was a mental meal that left her hungry for more. The
books helped pass time while Maia's bee
••-ished mending. Gradually she resumed a regimen c: cise, building her
strength while keeping eyes peeled u any chance of escape. A week
passed. Maia read and studied, paced her garden, tested the relentless
vigilance of her guards, and worried ceaselessly over what was happening to
Leie and Brod. She couldn't even ask if there were any more letters, since Brod
had apparently been forced to smuggle out the last one. The inquiry itself
might only give her friend away. . ., She
refused to show frustration, lest her captors gain the slightest satisfaction,
but at night the image of Renna's fatal explosion haunted her sleep. Several
times, she awoke to find herself sitting bolt upright, both hands over , her
racing heart, gasping as if trapped in an airless space, deep underground. One day
the guards announced she had a visitor. "Your gracious host, Odo, of Clan
Persim," the servants proclaimed, then obsequiously bowed aside for a tall
elderly woman with a wide face and aristocratic bearing. 730 DAVID B
R I XI L O R
V S Ђ A J O XI 731 "I
know who you are," Maia said. "Renna said you set him up to be
kidnapped." The
patrician sat down on a chair and sighed. "It was a good plan, which you
helped snarl, in several ways." "Thank
you." The
noblewoman nodded, a genteel gesture. "You're welcome. Would you like to
know why we went to so much risk and trouble?" A
pause. "Talk if you want. I'm not goin' anywhere." Odo
spread her hands. "There were countless individuals and groups who wanted
the Outsider put away. Most for visceral, thoughtless reasons, as if his
deletion might turn back the clock, erasing de facto rediscovery of Stratos by
the Hominid Phylum. "Some
fantasized his removal might stop the iceships from coming." Odo shook her
head with aristocratic derision. "Those huge liners full of peaceful
invaders will arrive long after we now living are dead. Time enough to worry
out a solution. Taking revenge on a poor courier would only weaken our
position, when and if full contact is restored." "So
much for the motives of others. Of course, you had more mature reasons for
grabbing Renna. Like squeezing information out of him?" The old
woman nodded. "There were elements of inquiry, certainly. Our Perkinite
allies were interested in new gene-splicing methods, which might lead to
self-cloning without males. Others sought improved defense technology, or to
learn iceship weaknesses, so we might destroy them at long range, far from
Stratos." "Too
far for the public to observe, you mean. So most would never know we're
murdering tens of thousands." "I
was told you catch on quickly for a mouse," Odo replied. "Nor were
those the sole ideas for using your alien friend and his knowledge." Maia
recalled Kiel's Radicals, who had hoped to alter Stratoin
biology and culture at least as much as the Perkin-ites, though in opposing
directions. Maia knew Renna would have disapproved of being used by either
party. "Let
me guess about the Bellers. Their motive was strictly cash, right? But you
Persims, you blue-bloods, had reasons all your own." Odo
nodded. "His presence in Caria was becoming . . . disruptive. The Council
and curia had vital matters to discuss, yet were growing unpredictable whenever
he was around. His calm restraint during summer had defied our expectations,
winning him allies, and we realized it would only get worse with winter and
first frost. Imagine how persuasive a fully functioning, articulate, i
old-style male might be then, to those with weak wills and (minds!
That describes many so-called 'moderates.' who were fast slipping out of our
faction's control. i "For reasons of
political convenience, it was aeemea I
necessary to remove him." | "What?" Maia stood up. "Why,
you smug bitchie. Are you sayin' that's why—" Odo
lifted a hand, waiting until Maia reseated herself before resuming: in a lower
voice. "You're right. There's more. You see, we'd made a promise . . . one
we were unable to keep." Maia
blinked. "What promise?" "To send him back to his ship, of
course. And replenish his supplies when his mission was done. It's why he came
down in a simple lander, in the first place, instead of making other
arrangements." The old woman exhaled heavily. "For months, those
believing in him had been working to fix the launching facility, not far from
here. The machinery functioned when last used, a few centuries ago. Our records
are intact. "But
too many1 parts have failed. Too much skill is I lost. We couldn't send him home, after all." I Odo hurried on before Maia could
interrupt. "To 732 DAVID B
R I XI CLORV J Ђ A J 0 XI 733 make
matters worse, he was in constant contact with his ship. Some already wanted
him put away to prevent relaying information useful to future invaders. Those
demands grew urgent when he started politely asking to inspect our launch
preparations. Soon, he was bound to report that Stratos no longer had access to
space." "But
Renna—" "One
night, in a confiding mood, he told me that peripatetics—interstellar
couriers—are considered expendable. With numberless lives already sacrificed in
the new crusade sweeping Phylum space, that of recontacting lost hominid
worlds, what does another matter? Ironic, isn't it? His own words finally
convinced my clan and others to ally with the Perkinites." Yes,
that was Renna, all right, Maia thought miserably. Her late friend's odd
mixture of sophistication and naivete had been one of. his most charming
traits, and most alien. "I
take it the new launcher at Jellicoe has changed a few minds?" she asked. Tie
aged clone tilted her head. "You'd expect so, wouldn't you? In fact, it is
complex. Political tides are at work. The Great Former and its consort
facilities are causing much dispute." No
kidding. I can tell you're scared spitless. "Why
are you telling me all this?" Maia asked. "What do you care what a
yar like me thinks?'" Odo
shrugged. "Normally, not much. As it happens, we have need of your
cooperation. Certain things will be required of you—" Maia
laughed. "What in Lysos's name makes you think I'd do anything for
you?" A reply
was ready. From her capacious sleeve, Odo drew forth a small glossy photograph.
Maia's fingers trembled as she took it and regarded Brod and Leie, standing
together beside a vast, crystalline, spiral-shaped tube—the muzzle of the great
launching gun on Jellicoe Island. Maia's
sister seemed engrossed, drawing a closeup sketch of one of the machine's many
parts, while Brod ran his finger alongside a chart, covered with figures,
leaning over to say something to Leie. Only their hunched shoulders betrayed
the tension Maia felt emanating from the picture. Nearby, at least a dozen
women conversed or lounged casually for the photographer. Almost a third of
them were clones of the matriarch sitting across from Maia now. "I
think you care about the health and safety of your sister and her present vril
companion. That persuades me to assume that you will do us a favor, or
two." The
noblewoman seemed impervious to Maia's stare of unadulterated hatred. "For
your first task," Odo resumed. "I want you to accompany me tonight.
We are going to the opera." The
elegance of it all did not take Maia completely by surprise. She had been to
the Capital Theater many times, vicariously, via tele broadcasts and scenes in
drama-clips. As a little girl, she had fantasized dressing in the sort of fancy
gowns worn by rich clonelings, gliding in to watch magnificent productions
while, all around her, the whispered intrigues of great houses went on behind
demure smiles and shielding fans. Fantasies
were one thing; it was quite another matter to struggle with unfamiliar
fasteners and stays, coping with billowing, impractical acres of drapery that
could have no function other than to advertise the wealth and status of the
wearer and the wearer's house. Finally, a pair of young women from Odo's hive
came to help Maia prepare for her first evening of make-believe. They managed
to arrange the puffy sleeves and pleated trousers to conceal most of her recent
scars, but Maia drew the line at makeup, which she found repulsive. When Odo
arrived, the old woman concurred for her own reasons. 734 DAVID B R I "We
want the child to be recognized," she ruled. "A small bruise or two
will cause notice. Besides, doesn't she cut a superb figure, as is?" Maia
turned before a precious, full-length mirror, amazed by what she saw. The
outfit emphasized what she had barely noticed till now, that she had a woman's
body. She was four centimeters taller and much fuller than the scrawny, gawky
chicken who had shyly stepped out of Port Sanger, months before. Yet it was her
own face she found most surprising: from one thin, healing scar under her right
ear; to her cheekbones, now entirely free of baby fat; to the sweep of her
brown hair, brushed to a fine gloss by one of Odo's attentive servants. Most
astonishing were her eyes. They remained unlined, apparently youthful and
innocent, until you took them full on. Slightly narrowed, they seemed at once
both skeptical and serene, and from an angle she recognized the brow of her
father, master of ships and storms. It was
an image of herself she had never envisioned. Damn
right! Maia thought, nodding. Take things as they come. And let 'em watch out,
if they leave me a single opening. That
didn't seem likely, unfortunately. Leie and Brod relied on her good behavior
for their lives. Still, Maia turned away from the mirror with a smile for Odo.
You made an error, letting me see that. Let's find out how many more mistakes
you make. The
Great Theater sprawled gaudily a short distance down the acropolis esplanade
from the Temple and Library. Horse-drawn carriages, lugar-litters, and more
than a few motor-limousines coursed up to the steps, depositing the topmost
layer of Caria society for tonight's revival opening of a classic opera, Wendy
and Faustus. High priestesses, councillors, judges, and savants climbed the
broad steps. In many cases, the matrons of great clans were accompanied by
younger cloneling daughters and nieces, too callow for real power, but the
right age for procre- CLORV J f A J. 0 SJ 735 ation.
These youthful ones, in turn, escorted small groups of men, tall and erectly
impressive in their formal guild uniforms. The winter cream of Stratoin
maledom, here to be wooed and entertained. Maia
watched from the carriage she shared with Odo and a half-dozen older women from
various aristocratic clans. It had been a chilly ride. Some of the old
trepidation returned under their withering disdain. That enmity was based on a
wide range of fanaticisms, but what made these women powerful went far deeper,
to the core of the society established by Lysos long ago. From
the moment she stepped down from the carriage, Maia felt eyes turn her way. Whispered
comment followed her up the steps, through the ornate portico, and along a
sweeping, ceremonial stairway to the box where Odo arranged for her to sit
prominently forward, on public display. To Maia's relief, the house lights soon
went down. The conductor raised her baton, and the overture began. The
opera had its points. The musical score was beautiful. Maia hardly paid
attention to the libretto, however, which followed a hackneyed theme about the
ancient struggle between womanly pragmatism and the spasmodic, dangerous
enthusiasms of old-fashioned males. No doubt the drama had been revived at the
behest of certain political parties, as part of'a propaganda campaign against
restored Phylum contact. Her presence was meant to signify approval. During
intermission, Maia's escorts took her to the sparkling elegance of the lobby,
where var waiters circulated with trays of drinks and sweetmeats. Here it would
be simple to elude her escorts ... if only Leie and Brod weren't counting on
her. Maia choked down her frustration and tried to do as she'd been told.
Smiling, she accepted a fizzy beverage from a bowing attendant, a var like her,
with eyes lowered deferentially. 736 DAVID B R L
0 R Y J6ASOKI 737 Maia's
smile widened in sudden sincerity when she saw, coming toward her, a tight
group of figures, two of whom she knew. Shortest, but most intense, strode the
detective, Naroin, looking out of place in a simple, dark evening suit. Next to
her, and half again as tall, walked Clevin, the frowning, earnest commodore of
Pinniped Guild. My father, Maia contemplated. The reality seemed so detached
from her dreams of childhood, it was hard to sort true emotions, except to
relish the proud light when his gray eyes saw her. Two
women accompanied Naroin and Clevin, one of them tall, silver-haired, and
elegant. The other was darkly beautiful, with mysterious green eyes. Maia did
not know their faces. Odo
slid alongside Maia as the group approached, "lolanthe, how good to see
you back in society. It seemed so dull without you." The
tall woman nodded her simply-coiffed gray head. Her face was delicately boned,
with an air of quiet intelligence. "Nitocris Hold has been mourning its
friend, who came so far across the galaxy, only to meet betrayal and untimely
death." "A
death drenched in irony, and by his own hand," Odo pointed out. "With
rescue just meters away, if only he knew it." Maia
would have gladly, unrepentantly, killed Odo on the spot. She remained rigidly
still, save to give one quick nod to Naroin, another to her father. "So
you feel delivered of your crime?" the woman named lolanthe asked, her
voice prim, like that of a savant. "We'll find other witnesses, other
testimony. Such a grand cabal of tensely diverse interests cannot hold. You
play dangerous games, Odo." Odo
shrugged. "I may be sacrificed at some point. In Macro Chess, a side may
lose many queens, yet still win the game. Such is life." II It was
Clevin who spoke next, to the surprise of both disputing women. "Bad
metaphor," he remarked in a terse, gravelly baritone. "Your game
isn't life." Odo
stared at the man, as if unable to credit his effrontery. Finally, she broke
into derisive laughter. Behind Maia, others of the conspiracy joined in. The
Pinniped commodore didn't blanch. In his stern silence, Maia felt greater
weight of argument than all their ridicule. She knew what he meant, and said so
with her eyes. Naroin
stepped toward Maia. "Missed ya, varling. Sorry, I didn't figure on a
snatch like that. Underestimated your importance once again." That
was the part Maia still couldn't figure out. What's so important about me? "You
all right?" Naroin finished. "All right," Maia answered, almost
a whisper. ''How about yourself?" "Fine.
Catchin' hell for lettin' you get taken. How was I to know you'd get t'be a
livin' legend?" Around
them on every side, people were watching. Maia sensed attention not only from
stately matrons, but quite a few male onlookers, as well. lolanthe
spoke again. "It won't do, Odo. She cannot remain your prisoner." The
savant turned to Maia. "Come with us now, child. They cannot prevent it.
We'll protect you as our own, with powers you cannot imagine." Maia
somehow doubted that. She had, of late, seen forces beyond anything this pale
intellectual could have known. Moreover, like the sword of Lysos breaking
symbolic chains on the Lanargh City statuary clock, events had shattered all
fetters on Maia's imagination. On
another level, she felt the offer was doubtless sincere. Though lolanthe's side
in the political conflict was probably doomed, she could almost certainly
shield Maia's person. All Maia had to do was start walking. There
are many kinds of prisons, she thought acidly. 738 DAVID 8 R I XI ."That's
kind of you," she replied. "Some other time, perhaps." The
elderly savant winced at the rejection, but Naroin looked unsurprised. "I
see. You like it in Persim Hold? They're your friends now?" Maia
first thought Naroin was expressing bitterness. Then she read something in the
ex-bosun's eyes. A feral, conspiratorial gleam. Her sarcasm had another
objective. Maia
nodded. She took a deep breath. "Oh—yes. Odo—is—my—friend . . .
as—much—as—she—was— Renna's." It was
the general message she had been ordered to convey, delivered so woodenly, no
one with sensitivity would believe a word. Maia heard Odo hiss sharply
restrained anger. >
Leie, Brod, have I just murdered you? On the other hand, maybe Naroin would now
add two and two, and realize how Maia was being coerced. Perhaps there were
still honest layers in government, who could be called on to rescue two
innocent fivers from captivity. To get that message across was worth stretching
the Persim's patience. Once. Clevin
growled. Maia watched his gnarled hands clench and unclench. In the dead of
winter, she felt a kind of blazing heat from the man. His trouble wasn't
remembering how to make a fist, but controlling his wrath. Naroin took his
elbow, applying urgent pressure to his arm. >"This
won't stop the strike," he rumbled. Strike?
Maia wondered. Odo
laughed. "Your so-called strike is a mere irritant, already unraveling. In
days, perhaps weeks, it will be over. All women will unite to reject the
participants. They'll get no more summer passes. No more sons. Isn't that
right, Maia?" Maia
made no further efforts to send messages, only CLORV J6A50K! 739 to
obey. "Yes," she assented, completely ignorant of what she was
agreeing to. Naroin and Clevin understood her predicament. All that mattered
were her sister and her friend. "Our
past differences evaporated with the unfortunate Visitor," continued Odo.
"Now Maia wants to join the cause of restoring peace and order to the
Founders' Plan." For the
first time, the fourth member of Naroin's party spoke up. The dark-haired woman
was of medium height and poised bearing, with a distinctive oval face and
intense eyes. "In that case, you won't mind if I pay a call on you, at
Persim Hold?" she said to Maia. Before
Maia could answer, Odo demanded, "Which are you? Which Upsala?" It was
a decidedly strange query to Maia's ears, as if a clone's individuality ever
mattered. "I
am Brill, of the Upsala." The graceful brunette inclined her head. "I
perform tests for the Civil Service." Maia
sensed Odo's tense reaction, as if she had encountered something more
worrisome-than any gambit by Naroin, or Clevin, or even the aristocratic
lolanthe. "I'd be honored, Brill, of Upsala," Maia blurted
impulsively, feeling sticky from anxious perspiration under her heavy gown.
"Come at your convenience." The
atrium lights dimmed to the sound of a gentle chime, signaling intermission's
end. Odo pointedly took her hand, giving it a brief, painful squeeze.
"Time we took our seats," she said to lolanthe and the others.
"Enjoy the show. Come, Maia." There
was chill silence during the long, exposed climb back to the theater box. As
they resumed their seats and the lights went down, Maia felt Odo lean near.
"If you try another stunt like that, my dear young scattered seed, you'll
live to regret it. More than your own life rides on doing a better job of
acting." Maia
had even less taste for watching the second act. 740 DAVID ERIN! The
music sounded like clashing engines; the colorful costumes seemed foppish,
ridiculous. Only one thing caught her eye, to distract momentarily from her misery.
While listlessly scanning the sea of extravagance below, her lethargic gaze
picked out a pair of faces, each of them identical to the woman, Brill, she had
just met in the lobby. The
first belonged to the conductor of the orchestra. The second was the tenor, her
chin covered with an' artificial beard, leaping and crooning with ersatz
masculine abandon, playing the archetype operatic role of Nature's conceited
challenger, the epitome of hubris, Faust. Another
week passed. Each morning, Odo arranged for Maia to be dressed in a stunning
new outfit before taking her for an open carriage ride down the esplanade. It
showed her off to strollers and pedestrians without risking further close
personal contact. At
first, Maia was captivated by the sights of Caria— Council Hall, the
University, the Great Temple—almost as much as any tourist. The fascination
didn't last, however. Each time she returned to her room in Persim Hold, Maia
quickly stripped off the grotesque finery and threw herself into an orgy of exercise,
to vent her frustration. The guards were gone now, yet she felt more securely
imprisoned than ever in Long Valley, or on Grimke Isle. On
Fridinsday, during the morning ride, Maia witnessed a scene of commotion taking
place before one of the majestic, many-pillared public buildings. Uniformed
soldiers and proctors strove to keep back several groups of demonstrators. One,
consisting of men in varicolored guild tunics, appeared listless, demoralized.
Maia could only partly read one of their drooping banners. JELL . . . RMER said
the portion visible between folds. Suddenly,
Maia's heart sped. Just ahead, standing at the curb where the carriage was
about to pass, she saw CLORV S e A J o XI 741 Clevln,
her father, talking earnestly with lolanthe. Odo spoke to the driver, who
flicked her reins. The horses sped to a canter as Clevin looked up, met Maia's
eyes, and started to raise a hand. The
moment passed too quickly. Odo let out a short, satisfied grunt as Maia sank
back into the plush upholstery. The men
need help, she thought, miserably. If .1 were free, maybe I could buck up their
spirits. If only . . . She
shook her head. Nothing was worth spending her sister's life or Brod's.
Certainly not in a cause that was lost from the start. No effort on her part
would change destiny. They rode back to Persim Hold without another word. Maia
tossed off her stiff clothes, exercised, ate, and crawled into bed. v The
next day, on her breakfast tray next to the orange juice, Maia found a
newspaper. A simple, four-page tabloid, printed on fine, slick paper. From- the
price and circulation, both written on the masthead, it was clearly meant only
for subscribers at the pinnacle of Caria's many-tiered social strata. Several
portions had been razored out. The lead article was riveting, nonetheless. Strike
Outlook Positive While
seaborne traffic remains snarled in most ports along the Mediant Coast,
analysts now predict a quick conclusion to the work-stoppage by seventeen
shipping guilds and their affiliates. Already, defections have weakened the
resolve of the ringleaders, whose objective, to pressure the Planetary Reigning
Council into reopening the infamous Jellicoe Sanctuary, appears no longer to
have any realistic chance of success. ... 742 DAVID B
R I XI CLORV J Ј A S 0 XI 743 So,
Maia thought. It was her first partial accounting of events since her capture.
Also her first clue to her status as a pawn in big-time struggles. The
reavers were crushed. Kiel's rads are broken. Loose alliances of liberals, like
those backcountry temple vars, might lean toward change, but they lack
cohesiveness. The high clam have long experience coping with such grumblings. But
there's another group giving them a scare. The sailing guilds. In
Ursulaborg, the Pinnipeds had spoken of propaganda. The Great Former means
nothing, they had been told. The Wissy-Man was not your kind. . . . Maia
didn't overrate her own contribution. The sailors might have rejected the
official line anyway. But her narrative must have helped when she told what she
had learned about the ancient Guardians—about a forlorn struggle by ancient men
and women to devise another way. A way of including more* than one round patch
of earth and sea and sky, in the Stratoin tale. A way to amend, without rejecting,
what the Founders had once willed their heirs. And she
had spoken of Renna, the brave sailor whose sea was the galaxy. The man who
flew, as no man of this world had since the banishment. When they departed on
that day, she had felt certain the seamen knew her friend from the stars. That
he was one of them. That he was owed a debt of honor. The
Persim brought me here to help undermine the strike. That's why they flaunt me
around town. The men at the opera must have reported back to their guilds. If I
was in Odo's company, how serious could 1 ever have been, about being the
starman's comrade? Reading
between the lines, it grew apparent why the high clans were concerned. The
sailor's job action was hurting. ...
Half of the sparking season was over before the walkout was declared. Still, it
is clear that lack of male cooperation will depress this winter's breeding
program. That
caused Maia to smile, proud that Clevin and the others hadn't missed a trick. Perkinite
priestess-advocate Jeminalte Cever today demanded that "those responsible
for this flagrant neglect of duty must be made to pay." Fortunately,
this radicalization took place after Farsun Day, so politicians needn't fear a
rush to polling booths by disgruntled males. Their irate minority vote might
have swung several tight races in recent elections. Will it
remain a factor by next winter? Estimates based on recent episodes of male
unrest, six, ten, and thirteen decades ago, lead savants at the Institute for
Sociological Trends to suggest that this somewhat more severe interlude may not
pass in time to prevent short-term economic loss to many of our subscribers.
However, they predict that, by next autumn, only residual ferment should
remain, at a level corresponding to .... It went
on, describing how the guilds would predictably fall away from each other,
accepting generous deals and compromises, unable to maintain righteous ire in a
season when the blood ran cool. Maia sighed, finding the scenario 744 DAVID 8 R I HI GLORY J Ј A $ 0 XI 745 believable,
even predictable. The dead hand of Lysos always won. No
wonder they let me see this. She allowed for the fact that the reporting was
biased and incomplete. Nevertheless, the newspaper left her depressed. Odo
arrived as Maia finished dressing. She expected the Persim matriarch to gloat
over the article, but apparently Odo had other matters on her mind. Clearly
agitated, the old woman dismissed the maids and bid Maia sit down. - "There
will be no excursion today," she said. "You have a visitor." Maia
lifted an eyebrow, but said nothing. "Shortly,
you will meet Brill Upsala in the east conservatory. You'll be supplied
pencils, paper, other equipment. Brill has been informed that you are willing
to be examined, under the terms of ancient law, but that you do not wish to
discuss matters having to do with the alien.'' Odo met
Maia's eyes. "We will be listening. Should you make liars of us, or imply
distress of any sort, you might as well accompany the Upsala when she goes . .
. and live forever with guilt of your sister's fate. Let it be on your
head." Maia
knew she had stretched Odo's patience once, almost to the limit. Odo and her
cohorts were busy pulling a thousand threads, political, social, and economic.
Open and furtive. If they felt Maia and Leie and Brod were more trouble than
useful as pawns in their game, she could expect ruthlessness. Maia nodded
agreement, and followed Odo out the door. By now,
she knew the Persim household well. There were Yuquinn maids and Venn cooks and
Buju. handywomen, all of whom seemed nimble and content in their inherited
niches, needing no command or incentive to anticipate every Persim whim. Why
not? Each was descended from a var woman who had served peerlessly, anc been
rewarded with a type of immortality. An immortality that could end any time the
Persims withdrew patronage. No violence would be required. No one need even be
fired. The Persims had only to stop sponsoring expensive winter matings for
their clients, then wait the brief interval of a generation or two. Was the
relationship predatory? Unfair? Maia doubted the Yuquinn or Venn would think
so. If they were prone to such thoughts, their lines would have ended with the
natural passing of their first var ancestress. Of late, though, Maia had come
to adopt Renna's attitude. All of this was well-designed, as natural as could
be, and from another point of view, appalling. I am no
longer a daughter of Lysos, she realized. I'll never adjust to a world whose
basic premise I can't bear. "In
there," Odo said, pointing through a set of double doors.
"Behave." The
threat, implicit, sufficed. Odo turned and walked away. Maia entered the
conservatory, where the striking, dark-haired woman she had met at the opera
was laying papers on a fabulously expensive table made of metal frames
supporting nearly flawless panes of glass. While one of Odo's younger
clone-sisters observed from the corner, Brill indicated a chair. "Thank
you for seeing me. Shall we begin?" Maia
sat down. "Begin what?" "Your
examination, of course. We'll start with a simple survey of preferences. Take
these forms. Each question features five activities—" "Urn,
pardon me ... what hind of examination?" Brill
straightened, regarding her enigmatically. Maia experienced a fey sensation of
depth. As if the woman already saw clear through her, and had no real need for
exams. "An
occupational-aptitude test. I've accessed your 746 DAVID B
R I XI CLORV $ Ј A TO XI 747 school
records from Port Sanger, which show adequate preparatory work. Is there a
problem?" Maia
almost laughed out loud. Then she wondered. Is this a pose? Might she have been
sent hereby lolantheNitocris and her allies? But
then, Odo would have checked Brill's bona fides. The small civil service of
Stratos was supposedly outside politics, and its testers could go anywhere. If
this was a pose, Brill made it believable. Maia decided to play along. "Uh,
no problem." She looked left and right. "Where are your calipers?
Will you be measuring bumps on my head?" The
Upsala clone smiled. "Phrenology has its adherents. For starters, however,
why don't we begin with this?" There
followed a relentless confrontation with paper. Rapidfire questions, covering
her interests, tastes, knowledge of grammar, knowledge of science -and weather,
knowledge of ... After
two hours, Maia was allowed a short break. She went to the toilet, ate a small
snack from a silver tray, walked in the garden to stretch her back. Ever
businesslike, the Upsala clone spent the time processing results. If she had
been sent to convey a message from Naroin or Clevin, she was good at-concealing
.the fact. "I
saw two of your sisters after we spoke at the opera, Maia commented, aware of
the watching Persim clone. "One of them played Faust . . :" "Yes,
yes. Cousin Gloria. And Surah, at the baton Bloody showoffs." Maia
blinked in surprise. "I thought they were ver good at what they did." "Of
course they were good!" Brill glanced sharph "The issue is what one
chooses to be good at. The arts ar-.-fine, for hobbies. I play six instruments,
myself. But the. pose no great challenge to a mature mind." Maia
stared. It was passing strange to hear a clor disparage
her own kin. Stranger was the implication of her words. ' . . ,
"Did you say choose? Then your clan doesn't—" "Specialize?"
Brill finished the word with a disdainful buzz. "-No, Maia. We do not
specialize. Shall we resume work now?" The
return to neutral professionalism cut short Maia's line of inquiry. Brill next
presented a wooden box, and asked Maia to grip two levers while peering down a
leather-lined tube. Within, a horizontal line rocked back and forth, reminding
her of an instrument she had seen in the aircraft carrying her from Ursulaborg.
"This is an artificial horizon," Brill began. "Your task, as I
add difficulty, will be to correct deviations ..." An hour
later, Maia's finery was damp with perspiration, her neck hurt from
concentration, and she moaned when Brill called time for a halt. "O-oh-h,"
she commented in surprise. "That . . .-was fun." The
Upsala clone answered with a brief, thin smile: "I :an tell." After
more physical tests, there came another break, for supper in the nearest of
Persim Hold's many dining rooms. To Odo's clear irritation, Brill seemed
blithely to issume she was invited to table, obliging the Persim matriarch to
attend as well, keeping an eye on things. She
needn't have bothered. The conversation was less -.nan
enthralling across an expanse of fine-grained Yarri -•••
ood, embroidered linen, and fine porcelain, lit by spar- - ^:ng
chandeliers. For most of the time, Brill shuffled pa-•-•rs, except when
meticulously thanking the servants for ..n dish that was served. Maia enjoyed
the effect on Odo. .Nearly,
the matron thought the test-taker's visit a chess -.->ve
by her faction's opponents, and was writhing to fig- -re it
out. Also clearly, it frustrated Odo to spend so much ~e worrying over a mere
pawn. 748 DAVID B
R -I HI CLORV JEAJON 749 Was
that all it was? A gambit to waste the enemy's time? If so, Maia was pleased to
help. The exams were exhausting, but a pleasant diversion. She only wished
Brill seemed more sensitive to her own efforts hinting at messages to be
relayed to Naroin and her father. "The
Upsalas are a funny lot," Odo commented while the main course was cleared
away, and she finished her third glass of wine. "Do you know of them,
summer child?" Maia
shook her head. "Then
let me enlighten you. They are a successful clan by normal standards, numbering
about a hundred—" "Eighty-eight
adults," Brill corrected, regarding Odo with relaxed, green eyes. "And
my sources say their fortune is secure. Not first rank, but secure. There are
two Upsalas on the Reigning Council, and forty-nine with savant chairs at
various institutions. Nineteen at Caria University itself, in diverse
departments. And yet, do you know what's most peculiar about them?" A
servant refilled Odo's glass as she leaned forward. "They have no
clanhold! No house, grounds, servants. Nothing!" Maia
frowned. "I don't follow." "They
all live on their own! In houses or apartments they purchase as individuals.
Each makes her own living. Each makes her own sparking arrangements with
individual men! And do you know why?" Odo giggled. "The) hate each
other's guts." When
Maia turned to regard Brill, the examiner shrugged. "The typical Stratoin
success story demands not only talent, upbringing, and luck to find a niche.
Gregarity is another customary requisite . . .self-sacrifice for the good of
the hive. Sisterly solidarity helps a clan to thrive "But
humans aren't ants," she went on. "Not everyone is born predisposed
to get along with others identical tc herself." Nerves
and alcohol had transformed the normally-aloof Odo, who laughed harshly.
"Well put! Many's the time a bright young var gets something going, only
to see it spoilt by her own pretty, bickering daughters. Only those at peace
with themselves can truly use the Founders' Gift." Maia
recalled countless times she and Leie had been less than selfless with each
other while growing up. They had attributed it to the rough passage of a summer
back- i ground, but was that it? Might the tense
affection between them worsen with prosperity, rather than growing into perfect
teamwork? Maia sensed an evolutionary imperative at' work. Over generations,
selection would favor the trait of | getting along with different versions of
yourself. If so, per- ! haps the twins' plans had always been
moot, as likely as : frost in summer. "There
are exceptions," Maia prompted hopefully. 'Your clan manages,
somehow." Brill
sighed, as if bored with the topic. "Eventually, we Upsala learned how to
maintain the needful functions of a clan, without all the trappings or
constraints." "She
means they have grand meetings, about once an old Earth year. Half of 'em don't
attend, they send their lawyers!" Odo seemed to find it hilarious.
"They don't even like their own clone daughters. That's why their -.umbers
grow so slow—" "It's
not true!" Brill snapped, showing the first strong emotion Maia had seen.
The woman paused to regain ner composure. "Everything's fine until
adolescence, *hen .
. ." She lapsed a second time, and finished in a low voice. "I get
along fine with my other kids." "Your
van, you mean. That's another thing. Upsala rrefer summer breeding! Makes 'em
popular with the >?ys, it does," Odo slurred as she sloshed more wine. "Your
way would never work in the countryside," '.'jia told Brill, fascinated. 750 DAVID B R I N "True,
Maia. City life offers public services, a wealth of career choices. ..." "Tell
her about career choices! Don't you all pick different professions 'cause you
hate to even run into each other?" While
Odo chuckled, Maia stared. Apparently, the Upsala excelled at anything they
tried, starting from scratch with each cloned lifetime. Maia wondered if Renna,
her late friend, ever encountered this marvel during his stay in Caria. If not
handicapped by one defective trait, the Upsala might own all of Stratos
someday. No wonder this one's presence had Odo nervous, despite Brill's
innocuous chosen profession. In
their case, genius overcame a crippling lack of harmony. Leie and I aren't
geniuses, but we don't exactly hate each other, either. Maybe something in
between is possible. If we both get out of this mess alive, perhaps we can
learn from the Upsalas. Brill
took out a pocketwatch and cleared her throat. "That was awfully pleasant,
yes? Now might we get back to work? I'd like to finish soon. My babysitter
charges extra after ten." The
next series dealt with Maia's "cryptomathematical talent," or her
unforeseen affinity for games like Life. For an hour, Maia waged midget battles
on a computerized board like Renna's, trying—usually in vain—to prevent the
gadget from wreaking havoc on her patterns. Brill kepi demanding that Maia use
new "recursion rules," meaning ways to make things progressively,
then impossibly harder. It was a tense, sweaty exercise of guesswork anc raw
skill. Maia loved it ... until the patterns startec blurring and her endurance
ran out. "Why
are you doing this to me?" she moaned at th-. end. qLORV J Ј A S o xi 751 "It
is suspected that you may qualify for a niche," Brill answered dryly,
turning off the machine. Maia rubbed her eyes. "What niche?" Brill
paused. "I can tell you what not to expect. Do not hope for entry to the
university based on your talent with patterns and symbol systems. If it carries
across generations, a winter child of yours might apply on its basis, but for
you it is already too late to be a mathematician." Thanks,
Maia thought,, with bitterness that surprised her. Who asked, anyway? "Moreover,
you appear to have too high an action potential for the contemplative
life," Brill went on, scanning a chart. "That isn't a drawback to my
client, although other factors—" Maia
sat up quickly. "Client? You mean this isn't for the civil service?"
She sensed the Persim clone edge forward, suddenly alert. Brill shrugged, as if
it didn't matter. "I've been commissioned by a member of my own family, to
seek workers for a new venture. Frankly, it's a long shot/not a safe niche, by
any means." "But
. . ." Maia sensed anger in the tense silence of the Persim cloneling.
"Odo assumed this was for—" "I'm
not responsible for Odo's assumptions. Any potential employer may contract with
the examination service. This isn't relevant to Persim Clan's present political
struggles, so Odo has no cause for concern. Now, shall we get back to work? Our
last item will be—" "I'm
a good navigator!" Maia blurted. "And I'm pretty good with machines.
My twin's better. We're mirror twins, you know. So maybe . . . between us . .
." Maia's voice trailed off, weighed down by embarrassment over her
outburst. Some lurking, childish remnant had leaped out, pleading a case she no
longer even cared to make. "Those
factors may be relevant," Brill commented after a beat. There was a brief
light of kindness in the examiner's eyes. "Now, the last item is an essay
question. I want 752 DAVID B
R I XI you to
describe three episodes in which you solved puzzle locks to enter hidden
chambers. You know the events I speak of. Succinctly note what factors, logical
and intuitive, led you to surmise correct answers. Limit each answer to a
hundred words. Pick up your pencil. Begin." Maia
sighed and started writing. Apparently, everyone knew of her adventures under
Jellicoe Isle. By now, the place was back in the hands of those same
conservative forces that had, for centuries, maintained the Defense Center. But
the secret was out for good. ... so
our success at the red-metal door was partly luck . . . she wrote. 1 once
overheard some words which made me realize the symbols in the hexagons could
mean . . . Maia
knew she was doing poorly, failing to organize her thoughts in coherent order.
Pondering Jellicoe also reminded Maia of problems more real than these stupid
tests. If only Leie and Brod had noticed the gradual transition of power there,
and snuck out with Naroin's friends while it was still possible! Now,
apparently, it was too late. Maia
finished describing the crimson door she and Brod had found in the sea cave,
and moved on to summarize her logic in the sanctuary auditorium. She started by
giving full credit to Leie and the ill-fated navigator, for their parts in
solving the riddle that led to discovering the Great Former. Except that also
meant sharing blame for what followed—the violent invasion of those cryptic
precincts, forcing Renna to cut short his preparations and attempt that deadly,
premature launch into a terrible blue sky. It's my
doing. Mine alone. She had to close her eyes and inhale deeply. I can't think
about that right now. Save it. Save it for later. Maia
finished that summary, putting the second piece of paper atop the first. She
stared at the third blank sheet, then looked up in bafflement. "What third
puzzle lock? I don't recall—" CLORV SEASON 753 "The
earliest. When you were four. Breaking into your mothers' storeroom." Maia
stared in surprise. "How did you—" "Never
mind that. Please finish. This test measures spontaneous response under
pressure, not skill or completeness of recollection." Maia
suspected the jargon hid something, some meaning hidden in the words, but it
escaped her. Sighing, she bent over to write down what she could remember of
that long-ago day, when the creaking dumbwaiter carried two young twins for the
last time into those catacombs beneath the Lamai kitchens. In her
hand, Maia had clutched a scrawled solution, her final effort to defeat the
stubborn lock. With Leie holding a lantern, she pressed stony figures—twining
snakes, stars, and other symbols—which clicked into place, one by one. Neither
twin breathed as the defiant, iron-bound door at long last slid aside to
reveal— Bones.
Row after row of neat stacks of bones. Femurs. Tibia. Fibia. Grinning skulls.
Maia -had leapt back; and Leie's surprised cry had rattled the wine racks
behind them, her eyes showing white clear around as they tremulously entered
the secret chamber, gaping at generation after generation of ancestresses . . .
each of whom had been genetically their own mother. There were a lot of mothers
down there. The ossuary had been chill, silently eerie. Maia-gratefully saw no
whole skeletons. Lamai neatness—sorting and stacking the bones primly by type—
made it harder to envision them twitching to vengeful life. Other
things had lain hidden in the chamber. Icy cabinets held dusty records. Then,
toward the back, they encountered more menacing items. Weapons. Vicious death
machines, outlawed to family militias, but stored in keeping with the motto of
Lamatia Clan—"Better Safe Than Sorry." Afterward,
both twins had had lurid dreams, but soon 754 DAVID BRIM they
replaced qualms with jesting scorn for that great chain of individuals leading
back to a mythical, lost set of genetic grandparents. The intermediary—the
Lamai person —had conquered time, but apparently would never overcome her deep
insecurity. In the end, what Maia recalled best were the months spent
tantalized by a puzzle. Once solved, she realized, a riddle that had seemed compelling
all too often turns out to be nothing but insipid. After
Brill went home, Maia crawled between the bee-silk sheets, exhausted, but
unable to stop thinking. Renna, too, was immortal in a way. Lysos^ would've
thought his method silly, as he probably thought hers. Perhaps
they both were right. Sleep
came eventually. She did not dream, but her hands twitched, as if sensing a
vague but powerful need to reach for tools. The
next day dawned eerie as Maia watched frost evaporate from flowers in the garden,
perfuming the air with scents of roses and loneliness. When Odo collected her
for their daily ride, neither woman spoke. Maia kept mulling over Brill
Upsala's parting remarks the night before. "1
can't say much about the venture," the examiner had said, referring to the
enterprise her clan was funding. "Except that it involves transport and
communications, using improved traditional techniques." Brill's smile was
thin, wry. "Our clan likes anything that lets us spread ourselves out thinner." "So
it doesn't have to do with the Former, or the space launcher?" Brill's
green eyes had flashed. "What gave you that idea? Oh. Because I was with
lolanthe and the Pinniped, that night. No, I only came along to be introduced.
As for the Jellicoe finds, those are sealed by Council orders." Brill 5 Ј A J
O SJ 755 lifted
her satchel. "You must have known there was no other prospect. A dragon's
inertia is not shifted by yanking its tail." Aware
of the Persim clone trailing nearby, Maia had asked one final question at the
door. "I still can't figure how you knew about our visit to the Lamatia
bone room. The Lamai never found out, did they?" "Not
to my knowledge." "Then
you must've spoken to Le—" "Don't
make assumptions," the older woman had cut in. Then, after a beat, she
held out her hand. "Good luck, Maia. I hope we meet again." It
wasn't hard to interpret Brill's meaning. I hope we meet again . . . if you
survive. Those
words came to mind as the carriage bore Maia and Odo by the marble portico of
Council House. Fewer demonstrators held banners, which hung limper than ever.
There was no sign of Naroin or her father. The
strike is failing, Maia sensed. Even if it were still active on the coast, how
could loosely organized' men overcome great clans and win back things lost ages
before living memory? What did ancient Guardians, or the Great Former, mean to
the average seaman, anyway? How long can passion be maintained over an abstract
grievance, nearly a thousand years old? Something
unsettling occurred to Maia. "Brill's examination had covered many of the
skills needed by the pilot or navigator of a ship. Might it be part of a scheme
to recruit strike breakers! There were enough women sailors to staff some
freighters, after all. Without officers, those ships would soon founder, but
what if women were found as replacements on the quarterdeck, as well? I'd
re/use, Maia vowed. Even if it turned out to be the one thing I was born to do,
I could never help deprive men of their one niche, their one place of pride in
the world. The Perkinite solution would be more merciful. 756 DAVID BRIM She
knew she was leaping to conclusions. The situation was making her paranoid and
depressed. Watching
the faltering demonstration, she saw Odo smile. The
next day, the heavens opened and there was no ride in the park. Maia tried to
read, but the rain turned her thoughts to Renna. Strangely, she found it hard
to picture his face. Eventually, he would have gone away, anyway, she told
herself. You never would have had anything lasting to-her. Was her
heart hardening? No, she still mourned her friend, and would always. But she
owed duty to the living. To Leie. And she missed Brod terribly. That
night, Maia woke to words in the hallway. She heard passing footsteps, and
shadows.briefly occulted the line of light under her door. "...
I knew it couldn't last!" "It's
not over, yet," commented a more-cautious voice. "You
saw the reports! The vrilly lugs'll accept the token offer and be happy about
it. We'll be moving cargo well before spring!" The
words and footsteps receded. Maia threw off the covers and hurried to the door
in her nightgown, in time to see three figures round a far corner—all Persims,
ranging from early to late middle age. After a moment's temptation to follow,
Maia turned and headed the way they had come, her bare feet silent on the
hand-woven carpet. No guards were stationed to keep her prisoner anymore.
Either they felt sure of their hold over her, or cared less what she did. Her way
lay past the main foyer of this wing and into the next, where a staircase led
up to an ancient tower. Voices drew near, descending. Maia ducked into shadows
as another pair of Persim entered view. "...
not sure I like sacrificing so many to the courts, dammit." CLORV J'Ј A J o 757 "Ten
is the least the Reeces say'll pass. Sometimes you must trust your lawyer
clan." "I
suppose. What a farce, though. Especially when we've won!" "Mm.
Hard on those going down. Glad it won't be me." The
pair turned past Maia, the second voice continuing with a sigh. "Clan and
cause, that's what matters. Let the law have its ..." When
the way was clear, Maia hurried up the stairs the two had just vacated. The
first landing was dim, and she felt sure her goal lay higher. From her room,
she had watched a light burn many times, accompanied by reverberations of tense
argument. Tonight there had been jubilation. Three
levels up, an open set of doors faced the landing. An electric bulb burned
under a parchment lampshade, casting shadows across towering bookshelves. An
ornate wooden table lay strewn with papers, surrounded by brass-studded leather
chairs in unseemly disorder. Presumably, the mess would be cleaned up in the
morning. Maia entered hesitantly. It was a more impressive room, by her
prejudices, than the ornate opera house. She yearned for the volumes lining the
walls, but headed" first for the detritus of the adjourned meeting,
uncrumpling bits of scrap paper, poking through sheets apparently torn out of
ledgers and covered with scribbled accounts . . until she found something more
easily interpreted. Another newspaper, complete this time. Indictments
Filed in Visitor Kidnapping The
tragic events which took place in the: Dragons' Teeth, during Farsun Week,
reached a climax today when the Planetary Prosecutor presented charges against 758 DAVID BRIM fourteen
individuals allegedly responsible for the abduction of Renna Aarons,
Peripatetic Emissary from the Hominid Phylum. This event, which led to the
alien's unfortunate, accidental demise, . aggravated an unpleasant year of
turmoil which began when his ship . . . Maia
skimmed ahead. . . .
rogue individuals from the Hutu, Savani, Persim, Wayne, Seller, and Jopland
clans are now expected to file guilty pleas, so the case will likely never go to
trial. "Justice will be served," announced prosecutor Pudu Lang.
"If the Phylum ever does come nosing around, they will have no cause for
complaint. An uninvited guest provoked some of our citizens into unfortunate
actions, but this will have been dealt with, according to the traditions of our
ancestors." To
demands for an open public trial, officials of the High Court reply that they
see no need to inflame today's atmosphere of near-hysteria. So long as the
guilty are punished, added sensationalism will not serve the civic interest. .
. . This
explained some of what she had overheard. The good news was that even the
winners in the political struggle, Odo's side, could not completely co-opt the
courts. Public servants were enforcing the law, by narrow Stratoin standards. Yet
ironies abounded. The law emphasized deeds by individuals. That might have made
sense back in the Phy- GLORV J Ј A 759 lum,
but here, actions were often dictated by groups of clans. As in elections/the
law pretended universal rights, while securing the interests of powerful
houses. There was another article. Twelve
Guilds Accept Compromise Agreement
appears to have been reached in the labor dispute now disrupting commerce along
the Mediant. In giving up their more absurd demands, such as shared governance
of the newly created Jellicoe Technical Reserve, the sailing guilds have at
last acceded to logic. In return, the Council promises to erect a monument in
honor of the Visitor, Renna Aarons, and to pass regulations allowing male crew
to help staff .certain types of auxiliary vessels which heretofore ... So
Brill was right. The men and their allies couldn't fight inertia, the tendency
of all things Stratoin to swing back toward equilibrium. The guilds had won a
token concession or two—Maia felt especially glad that Renna would be
honored—and Odo's side in the struggle might have to sacrifice a few members.
Nevertheless, Jellicoe was re->;ored to its old wardens, who would now
quietly resume :-:\T
deadly exercises, practicing to blow up great, un- -med
ships of snow. Maia
glanced at a photograph accompanying the arti- Commodores
and Investors Discuss New Venture, the •.ion read. Pictured were several
sailors dressed in officers' braid, 760 DAVID B
R I Kl CLORV J 6 A J 0 XI 761 looking
on as three women showed them a model ship. Maia bent to look closer, and
stared. "Well I'll be . . ." One of
the women in the photo was a younger version of Brill Upsala, eagerness
lighting her eyes like fire. The sleek ship was of no design Maia knew, lacking
sails or smokestacks. Then she inhaled sharply. It was,
in fact, a zep'lin. Is that
the "auxiliary vessel" they're talking about? But that would mean— A voice
came out of nowhere. "So.
Always one to show initiative, I see." Maia
swiveled catlike, arms spread wide. Behind the door, in a dim corner of the
room, a solitary figure lay slumped in a plush chair, clutching a cigar. A long
ash drooped from the smoldering end. "Too
bad that initiative won't take you anywhere but the grave." "You're
the one that's going to feed the dragon, Odo," Maia said with
satisfaction. "Your clan's dumping you to buy off the law." The
elderly Persim glared, then nodded. "We're taught to consider ourselves
cells in a greater body. . . ." She paused. "I never considered, till
now . . . what if a cell doesn't want to be sacrificed for the smuggy
whole?" "Big
news, Odo. You're human. Deep down, you're just like a var. Unique." Odo
shrugged aside the insult. "Another time, I might have hired you, bright
summer child. And left a diary warning our great-granddaughters to betray your
heirs. Now I'll settle for warmer revenge—taking you with me to the
dragon." Maia
fell back a step. "You . . . don't need me anymore. Or Leie or Brod." "True.
In fact, they have already been released to the Nitocris. Their vessel docks in
less than a week." i Maia's
heart leaped at the news. But Odo went on before she could react. "Normally,
I'd let you go as well, and watch with pleasure as your fancy friends all fall
away, hedging their promises, leaving you with a tiny apartment and job, and
vague tales to tell. one winter child-—about when you rubbed elbows with the
mighty. "But
I won't be around for that bliss, so I'll have another. The Persim owe me a
favor!" Maia
whispered. "You hate me. Why?" "Truth?"
Odo answered in a low, harsh voice. "Jealousy of the hearth, varling. For
what you had, but I could not." Maia
stared silently. "I
knew him," Odo went on. "Virile, summer-rampant in frost season, yet
with the self-control of a priestess. I thought vicarious joy would suffice, by
setting him up at Seller House, with both Bellers and my younger siblings. Yet
my soul stayed empty! The alien wakened in me a sick envy of my own
sisters!" Odo leaned forward, her 'eyes loathing, "He never touched
you, yet he was and remains yours. That, my rutty little virgin, is why I'll
have a price from my Lysos-cursed clan, which I served all my wasted life. Your
company in hell." The
words were meant to be chilling. But in trying to terrify, Odo had instead
given Maia a gift more precious than she knew. ... he
was and remains yours ... Maia's
shoulders squared and her head lifted as she gave Odo a final look of pity that
clearly seared. Then she simply turned away. "Don't
try to leave!" Odo called after her. "The guards have been told.
..." Odo's
voice trailed off as Maia left the muted room and its bitter occupant. She
descended the drafty stairway, but instead of turning toward her room, she
continued 762 DAVID B R I SJ down
one more level to the ground floor, and then crossed a wide, dimly lit atrium
beneath statues depicting several dozen identical, joyless visages. She pulled
the handle of an enormous door, which opened slowly, massively. Cool
garden air washed her face, cleansing foul odors of smoke and wrath. Maia
stepped onto a wide gravel drive and looked up at the sky. Winter
constellations glittered, save where the luminous dome of the Great Temple cast
a bright halo, just over the next rise. City lights sprawled below the
acropolis, along both banks of a black ribbon of river crisscrossed by many
bridges. The
driveway dropped gently through an open park, then past a grove of ancient,
Earth-stock trees, ending at last with a wrought-iron gate set in a high wall.
Maia approached without stealth. A liveried sentry stepped out of the guard
booth, offering a slight, quizzical bow. "Can
I help you, miss?" the stocky, well-muscled woman asked. "I'm
leaving." The
guard shook her head. "Dunno, miss. It's awfully—" "Do
you have orders to stop me?" "Uh
. . . not since a few days ago. But—" "Then
kindly do not stand between another daughter of Stratos and her rights." It was
an invocation she recalled from a var-trash novel, which seemed ironically
apropos. The keeper shifted uncertainly from foot to foot, and finally shuffled
to the gate. As it swung open, Maia thanked the attendant and stepped through,
arriving on a strange street, in a strange city, barefoot in the dead of night. Of
course Persim Clan wanted it this way. She was no longer needed, an
embarrassment, in fact. But murder was risky. What if it restoked the waning
sailors' strike? What if her disappearance prodded the lazy machinery of the
law past some genteel threshold of tolerance? This way, L 0 R
V S Ј A 5 0 XI 763 the
Persims might even solve their predicament in Odo, who had outlived her
usefulness to the clan. Maia's escape might provoke that broken piece of the
hive to end things neatly, skirting a degrading ritual of sentencing and
punishment. I'm
still being used, Maia, knew. But I'm learning, choosing those uses with open
eyes. And now
. . . what will I choose? Not to
be the founder of some immortal dynasty, that much she knew. A home and
children were still fond hopes, as was warmth of the heart and hearth. But not
that way. Not by the cool, passionless rhythms of Stratos. If Leie chose that
route, good luck to her. Maia's twin was smart enough to start a clan, with or
without her. But Maia's own goals went beyond all that now. Earlier,
she had declared herself free of duty to the legacy of Lysos. That assertion
had nothing to do with returning to ancient sexual patterns, or preferring the
bad old terrors of patriarchy. Those were separate issues, in her mind already
settled. What
she had decided was that, if she could not live in a time of openness, of ideas
and daring, then she could at least behave as if she did. As if she were a
citizen of a scientific age. She
wasn't alone. Others surely had the same thing in mind. Brill had hinted as
much. The "token""concession won by the guilds—regaining for men
the right to fly-would change Stratos over time, and there were doubtless other
moves afoot to nudge society in subtle ways. Gradually diverting the ponderous
momentum of a dragon. Renna
set things in motion. And I had a role, as well. For both his sake and mine,
I'll keep on having one. Still,
the Upsala and the Nitocris might be surprised by her reaction, when they made
her an offer. She would listen, politely. But, on the other hand . . . Why not
do what I want, for a change? 764 DAVID ERIN It was
the final irony. She faced the challenges of independence willingly, equipped,
to'stand on her own, while at the same time ready to share her heart. It seemed
a natural stage in her personal renaissance, cresting from adolescence to true
adulthood. Stratos
might take a while longer, but worlds, too, must waken from dreamy illusions of
constancy. The cradle built by Lysos no longer protected, but constrained. Reaching
a turn in the road, Maia came upon an overlook facing west. There, slowly
setting beyond the mountains, was the great nebula that Stratoins called the
Claw— known in Phylum space as God's Brow. Somewhere in the cold, empty reaches
between, vast crystalline ships were bearing down to finish an isolation that
Lysos must have known would end, in time. Only then would it become clear if
humans had achieved a kind of wisdom here, a new pattern of life worthy of
adding to a greater whole. Suddenly,
the .surroundings were illuminated by a sharp glow from above. Maia turned to
look upward, where a single, starlike glimmer pulsed, throbbing rhythmically as
it brightened, until it shone more radiant than any moon, or even summer's
beacon, Wengel Star. Wave-like patterns of color stabbed her eye, causing her
to squint in wonder. At
first, Maia felt she had this marvel to herself, amid a city of a hundred
thousand souls. Then came sounds— doors banging open, people flooding out of
houses and holds, murmuring as they faced skyward and stared. Women, children,
and the occasional man, spilled into the streets, pointing at the heavens, some
fearfully, others in growing awe. It took
hours before anyone was certain, but by dawn all could tell. The spark was
moving away. Leaving the folk of Stratos alone again. For a
time. AFTCKWOBJ) This
book began with a contemplation of lizards. Specifically, several species from
the American Southwest that reproduce parthenogenetically—mothers giving birth
to daughter clones. Perfect copies of themselves. From
there, I discovered aphids, tiny insects blessed with two modes of
reproduction. During periods of plenty and stability, they self-clone, churning
out multiple duplicates like little Xerox machines. But when the good times
end, they quickly swing back to old-fashioned sexual mating, creating daughters
and sons whose imperfect variety is nature's mortar of survival. These
miracles of diversity prompted me-to wonder, 'What if humans could do the
same?" The
idea of cloning has been explored widely in fiction, but always in terms of
medical technology involving complex machinery, a dilettante obsession for the
very rich. This may serve a pampered, self-obsessed class for a while, but it's
hardly a process any .species could rely on ver the long haul, through bad
times as well as good. Not .! way of life, machine-assisted cloning is the
biosocial counterpart of a hobby. What
if, instead, self-cloning were just another of the 766 DAVID S R I many
startling capabilities of the human womb? An interesting premise. But then,
only t female humans have wombs, so a contemplation of cloning became a novel
about drastically altered relations between the sexes. Most aspects to the
society of planet Stratos arose out of this one idea. These
days, nothing is politically neutral. The lizards I referred to earlier have
recently been cited in a thought-provoking, if inflammatory, radical feminist
tract posing the question "Who needs males, anyway?" Many times, over
the ages, insurgent female philosophers have proposed independence through
separation. Given the plight of countless women and children in the world, they
can hardly be blamed. In fact, the name "Perkinite" was taken from
Charlotte Perkins Oilman, whose novel Herland is one of the best and pithiest
separationist Utopias ever penned. Her brand of sexual isolationism is far
gentler than the extremist doctrine I depict, which shamefully misuses her name
on planet Stratos. Unfortunately
for gender segregationists—though not, perhaps, for men—biology appears to
thwart simplistic secession. Mammals -seem to require a male component at a
deeper level than do insects, fish, or reptiles. Recent studies indicate that
"male-processed genes" initiate important fetal-development
processes. So even if self-cloning without machines became possible, conception
might still require at least cursory involvement by a man. Anyway,
stories excluding men altogether seem almost as bombastic as those that crudely
turn the tables, in naive role-reversal fantasies. (Amazon warriors, dueling
over harems of huge but meek bimbo-males? The sub-genre is a dandy source of
giggles, but bears no relation to the way biology works in this universe.) On the
other hand, there are no scientific reasons not to show males relegated to the
sidelines of history, a peripheral social class, as has all too often been the
lot of CLORV 767 women
in our own civilization. Men are still men on Stratos, give or take some
alterations. Their society isn't designed purposely to oppress them, only to
end the age-old domineering and strife that accompanied patriarchy. In
consequence, the folk of Stratos miss some of the joys we seek (and sometimes
find) in monogamous family life. They also avoid much familiar pain. Would
self-cloning lead kinship lineages to imitate the social life of ants or bees,
dwelling in "hives" with like-gened sisters? This notion, too, has
been explored before, often by cramming antlike behavior into bipedal bodies.
On Stratos, the daughters of an ancient clan would exhibit solidarity and
self-knowledge unimaginable to vars like ourselves, but that
wouldn't.necessarily make them automatons, or stop them being human. Try to
look at it from their point of view. Our world of nearly infinite
sexual-genetic variation might seem too chaotic to be civilized. A society of
vars would be inherently incapable of planning beyond a single generation—
which is exactly our problem today, according to many contemporary critics. Too
much sameness may be stifling on fictional Stratos, but too little sense of
continuity may be killing the real Earth of here and now. Some
may accuse me of preaching that genes are destiny. Far from it. Men and women
are ingenious, marvelously self-trainable creatures. Stratoin society is as
much a matter of social evolution as it is of bioengineering. One of the
lessons of Maia's adventure is that no plan, no system or stereotype, can
suppress an individual who is boldly determined to be different. At the
opposite extreme, some early readers said, 'Women are inherently cooperative.
They would never compete the way you depict." I reply by referring to the
works of animal behavioralist Sarah Blaffer Hrdy (author 768 DAVI-D BRIM of The
Woman That Never Evolved} and other researchers who show that competitiveness
is just as common in the female as the male. Women have good reason to differ
from men in style, but one would have to be blind to say their world is free of
struggle. The intent of Stratos Colony was to craft a society in which natural
feedback mechanisms temper inevitable outbursts of egotism. Its founders sought
to maximize happiness and minimize violent disruption. Maia's exploits are
exceptions, occurring in a time of unusual stress, but they do illustrate that
a culture based on pastoral changelessness has drawbacks all its own. In
other words, I penned Stratos Colony as neither Utopia nor dystopia. Many
Westerners would find the place boring, but no more unjust than our world.
While I hope,my descendants live in a nicer place, few male-led cultures on
Earth have done as well. That
sentiment notwithstanding, it is dangerous these days for a male to write even
glaneingly on feminist themes. Did anyone attack Margaret Atwood's right to
extrapolate religio-machismo in The Handmaid's Talel Women writers appear
vouchsafed insight into the souls of men—credit that seldom flows the other
way. It is a sexist and offensive assumption, which does not advance
understanding. This
author claims only to present a gedankenexperi-ment—a thought experiment about
one conceivable world of "What If. "I hope it provokes argument. On a
different track, the game of cellular automata, which its inventors named
"Life," is a fascinating topic which I chose to graft into Stratoin
society for various reasons. I took liberties with the rules, as originally
designed by Conway & co, back in the sixties, and described in the
excellent books of Martin Gardner. (Plot and story take GLORY 769 precedence
over lectury accuracy.) Nevertheless, I am grateful for the advice of Dr.. Rudy
Rucker and others, in helping correct the worst errors. Beyond
obvious allegories to reproduction, creativity, and'ecology, the game allowed
discussion of talent, and the essential difference between individuals and
averages. It is senseless to proclaim that it's evil to make generalizations
about groups. Generalization is a natural human mental process, and many
generalizations are true—in average. What often does promote evil behavior is
the lazy, nasty habit of believing that generalizations have anything at all to
do with individuals. We have no right to pre-judge that a specific man can't
nurture, or a particular woman cannot fight. Or that a girl cannot master a
game that for generations was the dominion of men. While I
have the floor, here's a question that's been bothering me for some time. Why
do so few writers of heroic or epic fantasy ever deal with the fundamental
quandary of their novels ... that so many of them take place in cultures that
are rigid, hierarchical, stratified, and in essence oppressive? What is so
appealing about feudalism, that so many free citizens of an educated
commonwealth like ours love reading about and picturing life under hereditary
lords? Why
should the deposed prince or princess in every cliched tale be chosen to lead
the quest against the Dark Lord? Why not elect a new leader by merit, instead
of clinging to the inbred scions of a failed royal line? Why not ask the
pompous, patronizing, "good" wizard for something useful, such as
flush toilets, movable type, or electricity for every home in the kingdom?
Given half a chance, the sons and daughters of peasants would rather not grow
up to be servants. It seems bizarre for modern 770 DAVID BRIM CLORV 56AS-OKJ 771 folk to
pine for a way of life our ancestors rightfully fought desperately to escape. Only
Aldous Huxley ever wrote a scenario for social stratification that was
completely, if chillingly, self-consistent and stable. You get no sense of
oppression, or any, chance of rebellion, in a society where people truly are
born for their tasks, as in Brave New. World. It may
be a-possible result on Stratos, as well. Finally,
the issue of pastoralism deserves comment. Countless bad books—and a few very
good ones—have extolled the virtues of a slower pace, emphasizing farming life
over urban, predictability over ;chaos, intuition over science. Often, this is
couched in terms of feminine wisdom over the type of greedy knowledge pursued
by rapacious Western (read "male") society. One unfortunate upshot
has been a tendency to associate feminism with opposition to technology. This
novel depicts a society that is conservative by design, not because of
something intrinsic to a world led by women. (Many fine tales have been woven
of high-tech matriarchal cultures.) On Stratos, the founders' objective was a
pastoral solution to the problem of human nature— a solution that has many
intelligent and forceful adherents today. They
have a point. Anyone who loves nature, as I do, cries out at the havoc being
spread by humans, all over the globe. The pressures of city life can be
appalling, as are the moral ambiguities that plague us, both at home and via
yammering media. The temptation to seek uncomplicated certainty sends some
rushing off to ashrams and crystal therapy, while many dive into the shelter of
fundamentalism, and other folk yearn for better, "simpler" times.
Certain popular writers urgently prescribe returning to ancient, nobler ways. '.. 1 Ancient,
nobler ways. It is a lovely image . . . and pretty much a lie. John Perlin, in
his book A Forest Journey, tells how each prior culture, from tribal to
pastoral to urban, wreaked calamities upon its own people and environment. I
have been to Easter Island and seen the desert its native peoples wrought
there. The greater harm we do today is due to our vast power and numbers, not
something intrinsically vile about modern humankind. Technology
produces more food and comfort and lets fewer babies die. "Returning to
older ways" would restore some balance all right, but entail a holocaust
of untold proportion, followed by resumption of a kind of grinding misery never
experienced by those who now wistfully toss off medieval fantasies and
neolithic romances. A way of life that was nasty, brutish, and nearly always
catastrophic for women. That is
not to say the pastoral image doesn't offer hope. By extolling nature and a
lifestyle closer, to the Earth, some writers may be helping to create the very
sort of wisdom they imagine to have existed in the past. Someday, truly idyllic
pastoral cultures may be deliberately designed with the goal of providing
placid and just happiness for all, while retaining enough technology to keep
existence decent. But to
get there the path lies forward, not by diving into a dark, dank, miserable
past. There is but one path to the gracious, ecologically sound, serene
pastoralism sought by so many. That route passes, ironically, through
successful consummation of this, our first and last chance, our scientific age. _omments
and criticism by many individuals helped elim- nate
even worse blunders than the purchaser finds in this ^ublished
version. Among my insightful helpers: Bettyann :vles, Carol Shetler, Jean Lee, Steven Mendel,
Brian 772 DAVID B R I XI Kjerulf,
Trevor Placker, Dave Clements, Amanda Baker, Brian Stableford, Eric Nilsson,
Dr. Peter Markiewicz, Dr. Christine Carmichael, Jonathan Post, Deanna Brigham,
Joy Crisp, and Diane Clark were helpful during this phase. Thanks
also go out to members of Caltech Spectre, who surveyed an uncompleted draft
and mailed many comments while my wife and 1 lived in France. Participating
members included Marti DeMore, Kay Van Lepp, Ann Farny, Teresa Moore, Dustin
Laurence, Eric C. Johnson, Gorm Nykreim, Erik de Schutter, M.D., Steve Bard,
Greg Cardell, Steinn Sigurdsson, Alex Rosser, Gil Rivlis, Michael Coward,
Michael Smith, David Coufal, Dustin Laurence, David Palmer, Andrew Volk, Mark
Adler, Gregory Harry, D. J. Byrne, Gail Rohrbach, Carl Dersheim, and Vena
Pon-tiac. For
technical advice on biology, as well as general criticism, I am grateful to
Karen Anderson; Jack Cohen, D.Sc.; Professor William H. Calvin; Janice Willard,
D.V.M.; Mickey Zucker, M.D.; and professors Jim Moore, Carole Sussman, and
Gregory Benford. Deserving
special thanks, as always, are Ralph Vicinanza and Lou Aronica, as well as
Jennifer Hershey, Betsy Mitchell, and Amy Stout, for their patience, Gavin
Claypool for invaluable assistance, and, especially, Dr. Cheryl A. Brigham,
without whom none of the good parts would have been possible. Blame me for the
bad stuff. ABOUT
THE AUTHOR DAVID
BRIN is the author of ten novels—Sundiver, Startide Rising, The Practice
Effect, The Postman, Heart of the Comet (with Gregory Benford), The Uplift War,
Earth, Glory Season, Otherness and Brightness Reef—as well as a short-story
collection, The River of Time. He has a doctorate in astrophysics and has been
a NASA consultant and a physics professor. He lives in southern California,
where he is at work on his next novel, Infinity's Shore, the sequel to
Brightness Reef. T mer. wenty-six
months before her second birthday, Maia learned the true difference between
winter and sum- It
wasn't simply the weather, or the way hot-season lightning storms used to
crackle amid tall ships anchored in the harbor. Nor even the eye-tingling stab
of Wengel— so distinct from other stars. The
real difference was much more personal. "I
can't play with you no more," her half sister, Sylvina, taunted one day.
" 'Cause you had -a father]" "Did
n-not!" Maia stammered, rocked by the slur, knowing that the word was
vaguely nasty. Sylvie's rebuff stung, as if a bitter glacier wind blew through
the creche. "Did
so! Had a father, dirty var!" "Well
. . . then you're a var, too!" The
other girl laughed harshly. "Ha! I'm pure Lamai, just like my sisters/mothers
an' grandmas. But you're a summer kid. That makes you U-neek. Var!" Dismayed,
too choked to speak, Maia could only watch Sylvina toss her tawny locks and
flounce away, join- 2 D A V I
D B R I NJ ing a
cluster of children varied in age but interchangeable in appearance. Some
unspoken ritual of separation had taken place, dividing the room. In the better
half, over near the glowing hearth, each girl was a miniature, perfect
rendition of a Lamai mother. The same pale hair and strong jaw. The same
trademark stance with chin defiantly upraised. Here on
this side, the two boys were being tutored in their corner as usual, unaware of
any changes that would scarcely affect them, anyway. That left eight little
girls like Maia, scattered near the icy panes. Some were light or dark, taller
or thinner. One had freckles, another, curly hair. What they had in common were
their differences. Maia
wondered, Was this what it meant to have a /other? Everyone knew summer kids
were rarer than winterlings, a fact that once made her proud, till it dawned on
her that being "special" wasn't so lucky, after all. She
dimly recalled summertime's storms, the smell of static electricity and the
drumbeat of heavy rain on Port Sanger's corbeled roofs. Whenever the clouds
parted, shimmering sky-curtains used to dance like gauzy giants across distant
tundra slopes, .far beyond the locked city gates. Now, winter constellations
replaced summer's gaudy show, glittering over a placid, frost-decked sea. Maia
already knew these seasonal changes had to do with movements of Stratos round
its sun. But she still hadn't figured out what that had to do with kids being
born different, or the same, Wait a
minute! Struck
by a thought, Maia hurried to the cupboard where playthings were stacked. She
grabbed a chipped hand mirror in both hands, arid carried it to where another
dark-haired girl her own age sat with several toy soldiers, arranging their
swords and brushing their long hair. Maia held out the mirror, comparing her
face to that of the other child. "I
look just like you!" she announced. Turning, she called to Sylvina.
"I can't be a var! See? Leie looks like me!" Triumph
melted as the others laughed, not just the light-haired crowd, but all Over the
creche. Maia frowned at Leie. "B-but you are like me. Look!" Oblivious
to chants of "Var! Var!" which made Maia's ears burn, Leie ignored
the mirror and yanked Maia's arm, causing her to land hard nearby. Leie put one
of the toy soldiers in Maia's lap, then leaned over and whispered. "Don't
act so dumb! You an' me had the same father. We'll go on his boat, someday.
We'll sail, an' see a whale, an' ride its tail. That's what summer kids do when
they grow up." With
that surprising revelation, Leie returned contentedly to brushing a wooden
warrior's flaxen hair. Maia
let the second doll lay in her open hand, the mirror in the other, pondering
what she'd learned. Despite Leie's air of assurance, her story sounded easily
as dumb as anything Maia herself had said. Yet, there was something appealing
about the other girl's attitude . . . her way of making bad news sound good. It
seemed reason enough to become friends. Even better than the fact that they
looked as alike as two stars in the sky. PART 1 \^ 1 ever understate the voyage we're
embarked on, or I ^>| what we knowingly forsake. Admit from the start, my
sisters, that these partners cleaved to us by nature had their uses, their
moments. Male strength and intensity have, on occasion, accomplished things
both noble and fine. Yet,
even at best, wasn't that strength mostly spent defending us, and our children,
against others of their kind? Are their better moments worth the cost? Mother
Nature works by a logic, a harsh code, that served when we were beasts, but no
more. Now we grasp her tools, her art, down to its warp and weft. And with
skill comes a call for change. Women—some women—are demanding a better way. Thus we
comrades sought this world, far beyond the hampering moderation of Hominid
Phylum. It is the challenge of this founding generation to improve the
blueprint of humanity. —from
the Landing Day Address, by Lysos 1 Sharply
angled sunlight splashed across the table by Maia's bed, illuminating a
meter-long braid of lustrous brown hair. Freshly cut. Draped across the rickety
night-stand and tied off at both ends with blue ribbons. Stellar-shell
blue, color of departure. And next to the braid, a pair of gleaming scissors
stood like a dancer balancing on toe, one point stabbed into the rough
tabletop. Blinking past sleep muzziness, Maia stared at these objects
—illumined by a trapezoid of slanting dawn light—struggling to separate them
from fey emblems of her recent dream. At
once, their meaning struck. "Lysos,"
Maia gasped, throwing off the covers. "Leie really did it!" Sudden
shivers drew a second realization. Her sister had also left the window open!
Zephyrs off Stern Glacier blew the tiny room's dun curtains, driving dust balls
across the plank floor to fetch against her bulging duffel. Rushing to slam the
shutters, Maia glimpsed ruddy sunrise coloring the slate - roofs of Port
Sanger's castlelike clan houses. The breeze carried warbling gull cries and
scents 8 DAVID BRIM of
distant icebergs, but appreciating mornings was one vice she had never shared
with her early-rising twin. "Ugh."
Maia put a hand to her head. "Was it really my idea to work last
night?" It had
seemed logical at the time. "We'll want the latest news before heading
out," Maia had urged, signing them both for one last stint waiting tables
in the clan guesthouse. "We might overhear something useful, and an extra
coin or two won't hurt." The men
of the timber ship, Gallant Tern, had been full of gossip all right, and sweet
Lamatian wine. But the sailors had no eye for two adolescent summerlings—two
variant brats—when there were plump winter Lamais about, all attractively
identical, well-dressed and well-mannered. Spoiling and flattering the
officers, the young Lamais had snapped their fingers till past midnight,
sending Maia and Leie to fetch more pitchers of heady ale. The
open window must have been Leie's way of getting even. Oh,
well, Maia thought defensively. She's had her share of bad ideas, too. What
mattered was that they had a plan, the two of them, worked out year after
patient year in this attic room. All their lives, they had known this day would
come. No telling how many dreary jobs we'll have to put our backs to, before we
find our niche. Just as
Maia was thinking about slipping back between the covers, the North Tower bell
clanged, rattling this shabby corner of the sprawling Lamai compound. In
higher-class precincts, winter folk would not stir for another hour, but summer
kids got used to rising in bitter cold—such was the irony of their name. Maia
sighed, and began slipping into her new traveling clothes. Black tights of
stretchy web-cloth, a white blouse and halter, plus boots and a jacket of
strong, oiled leather. The outfit was more than many clans provided their
departing var- daughters,
as the mothers diligently pointed out. Maia tried hard to feel fortunate. While
dressing, she pondered the severed braid. It was longer than an outstretched
arm, glossy, yet lacking those rich highlights each full-blooded Lamai wore as
a birthright. It looked so out of place, Maia felt a brief chill, as if she
were regarding Leie's detached hand, or head. She caught herself making a
hand-sign to avert ill luck, and laughed nervously at the bad habit. Country
superstitions would betray her as a bumpkin in the big cities of Landing
Continent. Leie
hadn't even laced her braid very well, given the occasion. At this moment, in
other rooms nearby, Mirri, Kirstin, and the other summer fivers would be fixing
their tresses for today's Parting Ceremony. The twins had argued over whether
to attend, but now Leie had typically and impulsively acted on her own. Leie
probably thinks this, gives her seniority as an adult, even though Granny
Modine says I was first out of our birth-momma's womb. Fully
dressed, Maia turned to encompass the attic room where they had grown up
through five long Stratoin years—fifteen by the old calendar—summer children
spinning dreams of winter glory, whispering a scheme so long forming, neither
recalled who had thought it first. Now . . . today . . . the ship Grim Bird
would take them away toward far western lands where opportunities were said to
lay just waiting for bright youths like them. That
was also the direction their father-ship had last been seen, some years ago.
"It can't hurt to keep our eyes open," Leie had proposed, though Maia
had wondered, skeptical, If we ever did meet our gene-father, what would there
be to talk about? Tepid
water still flowed from the corner tap, which Maia took as a friendly omen.
Breakfast is included, too, she thought while washing her face. If I make it to
kitchen before the winter smugs arrive. 10 DAVID B
R I XI ...
...-,. tiny table mirror—a piece of clan property ;_•
would miss terribly—Maia wove the over-and-be-. ,',-een braid pattern of
Lamatia Family, obstinately doing a neater job than Leie had. Top and bottom
ends she tied off with blue ribbons, purchased out of her pocket. At one point,
her own brown eyes looked back at her, faintly shaded by distinctly un-Lamai
brows, gifts of her unknown male parent. Regarding those dark irises, Maia was
taken aback to find what she wanted least to see—a moist glitter of fear. A
constriction. Awareness of a wide world, awaiting her beyond this familiar bay.
A world both enticing and yet notoriously pitiless to solitary young vars short
on either wit or luck. Crossing her arms over her breast, Maia fought a quaver
of protest. How can
I leave this room? How can they make me go? Abrupt
panic closed in like encasing ice, locking her limbs, her breath. Only Maia's
racing heart seemed capable of movement, rocking her chest, accelerating
helplessly . . . until she broke the spell with one serrated thought: What if
Leie comes back and finds me like this? A fate
worse than anything the mere world had to offer! Maia laughed tremulously,
shattering the rigor, and lifted a hand to wipe her eyes. Anyway, it's not like
I'll be completely alone out there. Lysos help me, I'll always have Leie. At last
she contemplated the gleaming scissors, embedded in the tabletop. Leie had left
them as a challenge. Would Maia kneel meekly before the clan matriarchs, be
given sonorous advice, a Kiss of Blessing, and a formal shearing? Or would she
take leave boldly, without asking or accepting a hypocritical farewell? What
gave her pause, ironically, was a consideration of pure practicality. With
the braid off, there'll be no breakfast in the kitchen. She had
to use both hands, rocking the shears to win CLORV S Ј A.J o 11 them
free of the pitted wood. Maia turned the twin blades in a shaft of dawn light
streaming through the shutters. She laughed aloud and decided. Even
winter kids were seldom perfectly identical. Rare summer doubles like Maia and
Leie could be told apart by a discerning eye. For one thing, they were mirror
twins. Where Maia had a tiny mole on her right cheek, Leie's was on the left.
Their hair parted on opposite sides, and while Maia was right-handed, her
sibling claimed left-handed-ness was a sure sign of destined greatness. Still,
the town priestess had scanned them. They had the same genes. Early
on, an idea had occurred to them—to try using this fact to their advantage. There
were limits to their scheme. They could hardly put it over on a savant, or
among the lordly merchant houses of Landing Continent, where rich clans still
used the data-wizardry of the Old Network. So Maia and Leie had decided to stay
at sea awhile, with the sailors and drifter-folk, until they found some rustic
town where local mothers were gullible, and male visitors more taciturn than
the gossipy, bearded cretins who sailed the Parthenia Sea. Lysos
make it so. Maia tugged an earlobe for luck and resumed hauling her gear down
the twisty back stairs of Lamatia's Summer Creche, worn smooth by the passage
of generations. At each slit window, a chill breeze stroked the newly bare nape
of her neck, eliciting a creepy feeling that she was being followed. The duffel
was heavy, and Maia nursed a dark suspicion that her sister might have slipped
in something extra while her back was turned. If they had kept their braids for
another hour, the mothers might have assigned a lugar to carry their effects to
the docks. But Leie said it made you soft, counting on lugars, and on that she 12 DAVID BRIM was
probably right. There would be no docile giants to ease their work at sea. The Summer
Courtyard belied its name, permanently shadowed by the towers where winterlings
dwelled behind banks of glass windows with silk curtains. The dim quad was
deserted save a single bent figure, pushing a broom under dour, stone effigies
of early Lamai clan mothers, all carved with uniform expressions of
purse-lipped disdain. Maia paused to watch Coot Bennett sweep autumn
demi-leaves, his gray beard waving in quiet tempo. Not legally a man, but a
"retiree," Bennett had been taken in when his sailing guild could no
longer care for him—a tradition long abandoned by other matriarchies, but
proudly maintained by Lamatia. On
first taking residence, a touch of fire had remained in Bennett's eyes, his
cracking voice. Alt physical virility was certifiably gone, but
well-remembered, for he used to pinch bottoms now and then, rousing girlish
shrieks of delighted outrage, and glaring reproval from the matrons. While
formally a tutor for the handful of male children, he became a favorite of all
summer kids for his thrilling, embroidered tales of the wild, open sea. That
year, Bennett took a special shine to Maia, encouraging her interest in
constellations, and the mannish art of navigation. Not
that they ever actually talked, the way two women might, about life and feelings
and matters of substance. Still, Maia fondly recalled a strange friendship that
even Leie never understood. Alas, too soon, the fire had left Bennett's old
eyes. He stopped telling coherent stories, lapsing into gloomy silence while
whittling ornate flutes he no longer bothered to play. The old
man stooped over his broom as Maia bent to catch his rheumy eye. Her
impression, perhaps freighted with her own imaginings, was of an active void.
Of anxious, studied evasion of the world. Did this happen naturally to males no
longer able to work ships? Or had the CLORV 5 Ђ A J o Nl 13 Lamai
mothers somehow done it to him, both erasing a nuisance and guaranteeing he
really was "retired"? It made her curious about the fabled
sanctuaries, which few women entered, where most men finally went to die. ' Two
seasons ago, Maia had tried drawing Bennett out of his decline, leading him by
hand up narrow spiral steps to the small dome holding the clan's reflecting
telescope. Sight of the gleaming instrument, where months earlier they had
spent hours together scanning the heavens, seemed to give the old man pleasure.
His gnarled hands caressed its brass flank with sensuous affection. That
was when she had shown him the Outsider Ship, then so new to the sky of Stratos.
Everyone was talking about it, even on the tightly censored tele programs.
Surely Bennett must have heard of the messenger, the "peripatetic,"
who had come so far across space to end the long separation between Stratos and
the Human Phylum? Apparently,
he hadn't. Bewildered, Bennett seemed at first to think it one of the winking
navigation satellites, which helped captains find their way at sea. Eventually,
her explanation sank in—that the sharp glimmer was, in fact, a starship. "Jelly
can!" he had blurted suddenly. "Bee-can jelly can!" "Beacon?
You mean a lighthouse?" She had pointed to the spire marking Port Sanger's
harbor, its torch blazing across the bay. But the old man shook his head,
distraught. "Former! . . . Jelly can former!" More phrases of
slurred, nonsensical man-dialect followed. Clearly, something had happened that
was yanking mental strings. Strings once linked to fervent thoughts, but long
since fallen to loose threads. To Maia's horror, the coot began striking the
side of his head, over and over, tears streaming down his ragged cheeks.
"Can't 'member . . . Can't!" He moaned. "Former . . . gone. . .
. can't ..." 14 DAVID BRIN The fit
had continued while, distraught, she maneuvered him downstairs to his little
cot and then sat watching him thrash, muttering rhythmically about
"guarding" something . . . and dragons in the sky. At the time, Maia
could think of but one "dragon," a fierce figure carved over the
altar in the city temple, which had frightened her when she was little, even
though the matrons called it an allegorical beast, representing the mother
spirit of the planet. Since
that episode on the roof, Maia had not tried communicating with Bennett again .
. . and felt ashamed of it. "Is anyone there?" she now asked softly,
peering into his haunted eyes. "Anyone at all?" Nothing
fathomable emerged, so she bent closer to kiss his scratchy cheek, wondering if
the confused affection she now felt was as close as she would ever come to a
relationship with a man. For most summer women, lifelong chastity was but one
more emblem of a contest few could win. Bennett
resumed sweeping. Maia warmed her hands with steamy breath, and turned to go
just as a ringing bell cracked the silence. Clamoring children spilled into the
courtyard from narrow corridors on all sides. From toddlers to older threes and
fours, they all wore bright Lama-tia tartans, their hair woven in clan style.
Yet, all such bids at tasteful uniformity failed. Unlike normal kids, each
summer brat remained a blaring show of individuality, painfully aware of her
uniqueness. Except
the boys, one in four, hurrying like their sisters to class, but with a swagger
that said, I know where I'm going. Lamatia's sons often became officers, even
shipmasters. And
.eventually coots, Maia recalled as old Bennett blankly kept sweeping around
the ruckus. Women and CLORV 15 men had
that much in common . . . everyone grew old. In her wisdom, Lysos had long ago
decreed that life's rhythm must still include an end. Running
children stopped and goggled at Maia. She stared back, poker-faced. Dressed in
leather, with her hair cropped, she must look like one of last night's
revelers, gone astray from the tavern. Slim as she was, perhaps they took her
for a man! Suddenly
several kids laughed out loud. Jemanine and Loiz threw their arms around her.
And sweet little Albert, whom she used to tutor till he knew the constellations
better than Port Sanger's twisty lanes. Others clustered, calling her name.
Their embraces meant more to Maia than any benediction from the mothers . . .
although next time she met any of them, out in the world, it might be as
competitors. The
clanging resumed. A tall lugar with white fur and a droopy snout lurched into
the courtyard waving a brass bell, clearly perturbed by this break in routine.
The children ignored the neckless creature, peppering Maia with questions about
her braid, her planned voyage, and why she'd chosen to snub the Parting
Ceremony. Maia felt a kind of thrill, being what the mothers called a "bad
example." Then,
into the courtyard flowed a figure smaller but more fearsome than the upset
lugar—Savant Mother Claire, carrying a tang prod and glaring fiercely at these
worthless var brats who should be at their desks. . . . The children took heel,
with a few of the boldest daring to wave one last farewell to Maia before
vanishing. The distressed lugar kept swinging the bell until the wincing matron
put a stop to the clangor with a sharply driven elbow.. Mother
Claire turned and gave Maia a calculating regard. Even in old age, she embodied
the Lamai type. Furrow-browed and tight-lipped, yet severely beautiful, she 16 DAVID B R I.KI had
always, as far back as Maia remembered, cast a gaze of withering disdain. But
this time, instead of the expected outrage at Maia's shorn locks, the
headmistress's appraisal ended with an astonishing smile! "Good."
Claire nodded. "First chance, you claimed your own heritage. Well
done." "I
. . ." Maia shook her head. ". . . don't understand." The old
contempt was still there—an egalitarian scorn for anything and everybody
non-Lamai. "You hot-time brats are a pain," Claire said.
"Sometimes I wish the founders of Stratos had been more radical, and
chosen to do without your kind." Maia
gasped. Claire's remark was almost Perkinite in its heresy. If Maia herself had
ever said anything remotely slighting the first mothers, it would have meant a
strapping. "But
Lysos was wise," the old teacher went on with a sigh. "You
summerlings are our wild seeds. Our windblown heritage. If you want my blessing
take it, var-child. Sink roots somewhere and flower, if you can." Maia
felt her nostrils flare. "You kick us out, giving us nothing. . . ." Claire
laughed. "We give plenty. A practical education and no illusions that the
world owes you favors! Would you prefer we coddled you? Set you up in a
go-nowhere job, like some clans do for their vars? Or drilled you for a
civil-service test one in a hundred pass? Oh, you're bright enough to have had
a chance, Maia, but then what? Move to Caria City and push papers the rest of
your life? Scrimp on salary to buy an apartment and someday start a microclan
of one? "Pah.
You may not be all Lamai, but you're half! Find and win a real niche for
yourself. If it's a good one, write and tell us what you've got. Maybe the clan
will buy into the action." e A S o 17 Maia
found the strength to voice what she had wanted to say for years. "You
hypocritical cat—" "That's
it!" Mother Claire cut her off, still grinning. "Keep listening to
your sister. Leie knows it's tooth and claw out there. Go on now. Go and fight
the world." With
that, the infuriating woman simply turned away, leading the placid lugar past
the nodding, bleary-eyed old coot, following her charges toward the classroom
where sounds of recitation rose to fill the cool, dry air. To
Maia, the courtyard, so long such a broad part of her world, suddenly felt
close, claustrophobic. The statues of old-time Lamais seemed more stony-chill
and stark than ever. Thanks, Momma Claire, she thought, pondering those parting
words. Ill do just that. And our
first rule, if Leie and I ever start our own dan, will be—no statues! Maia
found Leie munching a stolen apple, leaning against the merchants' gate,
looking beyond the thick walls of Lamatia Hold to where cobblestone streets
threaded downhill past the noble clanholds of Port Sanger. In the distance, a
cloud of hovering, iridescent zoor-floaters used rising air currents to drift
above the harbor masts, on the lookout for scraps from the fishing fleet. The creatures
lent rare, festive colors to the morning, like the gaudy kite-balloons children
would fly on Mid-Winter's Day. Maia
stared at her twin's ragged haircut and rough attire. "Lysos, I hope I
don't look like that!" "Your
prayer is answered," Leie answered with a blithe shrug. "You got no
hope of looking this good. Catch." Maia
grabbed a second apple out of the air. Of course Leie had swiped two. On
matters of health, her sister was devoted to her welfare. Their plan wouldn't
work without two of them. 18 DAVID BRIM "Look."
Leie gestured with her chin toward the slope-sided clanhold chapel, where a
group of five-year summer girls had gathered on the portico. Rosin and Kirstin
munched sweet cakes nervously, careful not to get crumbs on their borrowed
gowns. Their braids were all primly tied with blue ribbons, ready to be clipped
in ceremony by the clan archivist. In cynical conjecture, Leie bet that the
pragmatic mothers traded all that glossy hair to burrower colonies to use as
nest material, in exchange for a few pints of zee-honey. Each of
those young women bore a family resemblance, having effectively shared the same
mother as Maia and Leie. Still, the half sisters had grown up knowing, even
better than the twins did, what it meant to be unique. They
must be even more scared than I am, Maia thought sympathetically. Within
the dim recesses of the chapel, she made out several senior Lamai and the
priestess who had come up from the city temple to officiate. Maia envisioned
wax candles being lit, setting aflicker the deep-incised lettering that rimmed
the stone sanctum with quotations from the Founders' Book and, along one entire
wall, the enigmatic Riddle of Lysos. Closing her eyes, she could picture every
carven meter, feel the rough texture of the pillars, almost smell the incense. Maia
didn't regret her choice, following Leie's example and spurning all the
hypocrisy. And yet ... "Suck-ups,"
Leie snapped, dismissing their peers with a disdaining snort. "Want to
watch them graduate?" After a
pause, Maia answered with a headshake. She thought of a stanza by the poet
Wayfarer ... .
Summer brings the sun, to
spread across the land. CLORV SEASON 19 But
winter abides long, for
those who understand. "No.
Let's just get out of here." Lamai
clan mothers had their hands in shipping and high finance, as well as
management of the city-state. Of the seventeen major, and ninety minor,
matriarchies in Port Sanger, Lamatia was among the most prominent. You
wouldn't imagine it, walking the market districts. . There were some
russet-haired Lamais about, proud and uniformly buxom in their finely woven
kilts, striding ahead of hulking lugars in livery, laden with packages. Still,
among the bustling stalls and warehouses, members of the patrician caste seemed
as scarce as summer folk, or even the occasional man. There
were plenty of stocky, pale-skinned .Ortyns in sight, especially wherever goods
were being loaded or unloaded. Identical except in the scars of individual
happenstance, the pug-nosed Ortyns seldom spoke. Among themselves words seemed
unnecessary. Few of that clan became savants, to be sure, but their physical
strength and skill as teamsters—handling the temperamental sash-horses—made
them formidable in their niche. "Why keep and feed lugars," went a
local saying, "when.you can hire Ortyns to move it for you." A gang
of those stocky clones had Musician's Way snarled, their dray obstructing
traffic as six identical women wrestled with a block and tackle slung from the
rafter of an upper-story workshop. Like many buildings in .this part of town,
this one leaned over the street, each floor jutting a little farther on
corbeled supports. In some neighborhoods, edifices met above the narrow road,
forming arches that blocked the sky. A crowd
had gathered, entranced by the creaking load 20 DAVID B
R I XI high
above—an upright harp-spinet, constructed of fine wood inlay by the Pasarg clan
of musical craftswomen for export to one of the faraway cities of the west.
Perhaps it would ride the Grim Bird along with Maia and Leie . . . if the
workers got it safely to ground first. A gaggle of the sallow-faced,
long-fingered Pasargs had gathered below, trilling nervously whenever the
sash-horses stamped, setting the cargo swaying overhead. If it crashed, a
season's profits might be ruined. To
other onlookers, the tense moment highlighted a drab autumn morning. Hawkers
converged, selling roasted nuts and scent-sticks to the gathering crowd.
Slender money rods were swapped in bundles or broken to make change. "Winter's
comin', so get yerself a'ready!" shouted an ovop seller with her basket of
bitter contraceptive herbs. "Men are finally coolin' off, but can you
trust yerself with glory frost due?" Other
tradeswomen carried reed cages containing live birds and Stratoin hiss lizards,
some of them trained to warble popular tunes. One young Charnoss clone tried to
steer a herd of gangly llamas past the high wheels of the jiggling wagon, and
got tangled with a political worker wearing a sandwich board advertising the
virtues of a candidate in the upcoming council elections. Leie
bought a candied tart and joined those gasping and cheering as the delicately
carved spinet narrowly escaped clipping a nearby wall. But Maia found it more
interesting to watch the Ortyn team on the back of the wagon, working together
to free the jammed winch. It was a rare electrical device, operating on battery
power. She had never seen Ortyns use one before, and thought it likely they had
mishandled it in some way. None of th clans in Port Sanger specialized in the
repair of sucl things, so it came as no surprise when, without a word o any
other apparent sign, the Ortyns gave up trying to CLORV J Ј A J p 21 make it
work. One member of the team grabbed the release catch while the others, as in
a choreographed dance, turned and raised callused hands to seize the rope.
There were no cries or shouts of cadence; each Ortyn seemed to know -her
sisters' state of readiness as the latch let go. Muscles bunched across broad
backs. Smoothly, the cargo settled downward, kissing the wagon bed with
deceptive; gentleness. There were cheers and a few disappointed boos as money
sticks changed hands, settling wagers. Maia and her twin hoisted their duffels
once more, Leie finishing her tart while Maia turned pensive. The
Ortyns almost read each others' minds. How are Leie and I supposed to fake
something like that? When
they were younger, she and her sister sometimes used to finish each other's
sentences, or knew when and where the other was in pain. But at best it had
been a tentative link, nothing like the bond among clones, whose mothers,
aunts, and grandmothers shared both genes and common upbringing, stretching
back generations. Moreover, the twins had lately seemed to diverge, rather than
coalesce. Of the two, Maia felt her sister had more of the hard practicality
needed to succeed in this world. "Ortyns
an' Jorusses an' Kroebers an' bleedin' Slos-kies . . ." Leie muttered.
"I'm so sick of this rutty place. I'd kiss a dragon on the mouth, not to
have to look at the same faces till I julp." Maia,
too, felt an urge to move on. Yet, she wondered, how did a stranger get to know
who was whom in a foreign town? Here, one learned about each caste almost from
birth. Such as the willowy, kink-haired Sheldons, dark-skinned women a full
head taller than the blocky Ortyns. Their usual niche was trapping fur-beasts
in the tundra marshes, but Sheldons in their mid-thirties often also wore
badges of Port Sanger's corps of Guards, overseeing the city's defense. Long-fingered
Poeskies were likewise well-suited to 22 DAVIDBRIXl "-.f.T
:asks—deftly harvesting fragile stain glands from : jked stellar snails. They
were so good at the dye trade, vadet branches had set up in other towns along
the Parthenia Sea, wherever fisherfolk caught the funnel-shaped shells. Near
cousins to that clan, Groeskies used their clever hands as premier mechanics.
They were a young matriarchy, a summer-stock offshoot that had taken root but a
few generations ago. Though still numbering but two score, the pudgy, nimble
"Grossies" were already a clan to be reckoned with. Every one of them
was clone-descended from a single, half-Poeskie summerling who had seized a
niche by luck and talent, thereby winning a posterity. It was a dream all var-kids
shared—to dig in, prosper, and establish a new line. Once in a thousand times,
it happened. Passing
a Groeskie workshop, the twins looked on as ball bearings were slipped into
axles by robust, contented redheads, each an inheritor of that clever forbear
who won a place in Port Sanger's tough social pyramid. Maia felt Leie nudge her
elbow. Her sister grinned. "Don't forget, we've got an edge." Maia
nodded. "Yeah." Under her breath, she added, "I hope." Below
the market district, under the sign of a rearing tricorn, stood a shop selling
sweets imported from faraway Vorthos. Chocolate was one vice the twins knew
they must warn their daughter-heirs about, if ever they had any. The
shopkeeper, a doe-eyed Mizora, stood hopefully, though she knew they weren't
buyers. The Mizora were in decline, reduced to selling once-rich holdings in
order to host sailors in the manner of their foremothers. They still coiffed
their hair in a style suited to a great clan, though most were now small
merchants, less good at it than upstart Usisi or Oeshi. The Mizora shopkeeper
sadly watched CLORVJ6ASOXI 23 Maia
and Leie turn away, continuing their stroll down a street of smaller clanholds. Many
establishments bore emblems and badges featuring extinct beasts such as
firedrakes and tricorns— Stratoin creatures that long ago failed to adapt to
the coming of Earth life. Lysos and the Founders had urged preservation of
native forms, yet even now, centuries later, tele screens occasionally
broadcast melancholy ceremonies from the Great Temple in faroff Caria City,
enrolling another species on the list to be formally mourned each Far-sun Day. Maia
wondered .if guilt caused so many clans to choose as symbols native beasts that
were no more. Or was it a way of saying, "See? We continue. We wear
emblems of the defeated past, and thrive." In a
few generations, Mizora might be as common as tricorns. Lysos
never promised an end to change, only to slow it down to a bearable pace. Rounding
a corner, the twins nearly plowed into a tall Sheldon, hurrying downhill from
the upper-class neighborhood. Her guard uniform was damp, open at the collar.
"Excuse me," the dark-skinned officer muttered, dodging by the two
sisters. A few paces onward, however, she suddenly stopped, whirling to peer at
them. "There
you are. I almost didn't recognize you!" "Bright
mornin', Cap'n Jounine." Leie greeted with a mocking half-salute.
"You were looking for us?" Jounine's
keen Sheldon features were softened by years of town life. The captain wiped
her brow with a satin kerchief. "I was late catching you at Lamatia
clanhold. Do you know you missed your leave-taking ceremony? Of course you
know. Was that on purpose?" Maia
and Leie shared brief smiles. No slipping anything by Captain Jounine. 24 DAVID B
R I XI "Never
mind." The Sheldon waved a hand. "I just wanted to ask if you'd
reconsidered—" "Signing
up for the Guard?" Leie interrupted. "You've got to be—" "I'm
sure we're flattered by the offer, Captain," Maia cut in. "But we
have tickets—" "You'll
not find anything out there"—Jounine waved toward the sea—"that's
more secure and steady—" "And
boring ..." Leie muttered. "—than
a contract with the city of your birth. It's a smart move, I tell you!" . Maia
knew the arguments. Steady meals and a bed, plus slow advancement in hopes of
saving enough for one child. A winter child—on a soldier's salary? Mother
Claire's derision about "founding a microclan of one" seemed apropos.
Some smart moves were little more than nicely padded traps. "A
myriad thanks for the offer," Leie said, with wasted sarcasm. "If
we're ever desperate enough to come back to this frigid—" "Yes,
thanks," Maia interrupted, taking her sister's arm. "And Lysos keep
you, Captain." "Well
... at least stay away from the Pallas Isles, you two! There are reports of
reavers ..." As soon
as they turned a corner, Maia and Leie dropped their duffels and broke out
laughing. Sheldons were an impressive clan in most ways, but they took things
so.seriously! Maia felt sure she would miss them. "It's
odd, though," she said after a minute, when they resumed walking.
"Jounine really did look more anxious than usual." "Hmph.
Not our problem if she can't meet recruitment quotas. Let her buy lugars." "You
know lugars can't fight people." "Then
hire summer stock down at the docks. Plenty of riffraff vars always hanging
around. Dumb idea ex- QLORV 5 Ђ A J 0 XI 25 panding
the Guard anyway. Bunch of parasites, just like priestesses." "Mm,"
Maia commented. "I guess." But the look in the soldier's eye had been
like that of the Mizora sweets-merchant. There had been disappointment. A touch
of bewilderment. And
more than a little fear. A month
ago wardens had stood watch at the getta gate, separating Port Sanger proper
from the harbor. Maia
recalled how the care-mothers used to take La-matia's creche kids from the high
precincts down steep, cobbled streets to ceremonies at the civic temple,
passing near the getta gate along the way. Early one summer, she had bolted
from the tidy queue of varlings, running toward the high barrier, hoping to
glimpse the great freighters in drydock. Her brief dash had ended with a sound
spanking. Afterward, between sobs, she distantly heard one matron explain that
the wharves weren't safe for kids that time of year. There were "rutting
men" down there. Later,
when the aurorae were replaced in northern skits by autumn's placid
constellations, those same gates were flung back for children to scamper
through at will, running along the docks where bearded males unloaded mysterious
cargoes, or played spellbinding games with clockwork disks. Maia recalled
wondering at the time— were these men different from the "rutting"
kind? It must be so. Always ready with a smile or story, these seemed as gentle
and harmless as the furry lugars they somewhat resembled. "Harmless
as a man, when stars glitter clear." So went a nursery rhyme, which
finished, But
wary be you, woman, when Wengel Star is near. Traversing
the gate for the last time, Maia and Leie 26 DAVID B R I XI CLORV StAJOXI 27 passed
through a variegated throng. Unlike the uphill precincts, here males made up a
substantial minority, contributing a rich mix of scents to the air, from the
aromas of spice and exotic cargoes to their own piquant musk. It was the ideal
and provocative locale for a Perkinite agitator to have set up shop, addressing
the crowd from an upturned shipping crate as two clone-mates pushed handbills
at passersby. Maia did not recognize the face type, so the trio of
gaunt-cheeked women had to be missionaries, recently arrived. "Sisters!"
the speaker cried out. "You of lesser clans and houses! Together you
outnumber the combined might of the Seventeen who control Port Sanger. If you
join forces. If you join with us, you could break the lock great houses have on
the town assembly, and yes, on the region, and even in Caria City itself!
Together we can smash the conspiracy of silence and force a long-overdue
revelation of the truth—" "What
truth?" demanded an onlooker. The
Perkinite glanced to where a young sailor lounged against the fence with
several of his colleagues, amused by the discomfiture his question provoked.
True to her ideology, the agitator tried to ignore a mere male. So, for fun,
Leie chimed in. "Yeah! What truth is that, Perkie?" Several
onlookers laughed at.Leie's jibe, and Maia could not hide a smile. Perkinites
took themselves and their cause so seriously, and hated the diminutive of their
name. The speaker glared at Leie, but then caught sight of Maia standing by her
side. To the twins' delight, she instantly drew the wrong conclusion and held
out her hands to them earnestly, imploringly. "The
truth that small clans like yours and mine are routinely shoved aside, not just
here but everywhere, especially in Caria City, where the great houses are even
now i selling
our very planet to the Outsiders and their mascu-linist Phylum ..." Maia's
ears perked at mention of the alien ship. Alas, it soon grew clear that the
speaker wasn't offering news, only a tirade. The harangue quickly sank into
platitudes and cliches Maia and her sister had heard countless times over the
years. About the flood of cheap var labor ruining so many smaller clans. About
laxity enforcing the Codes of Lysos and the regulation of "dangerous
males." Such hackneyed accusations joined this year's fashionable paranoid
theme—playing to popular unease that the space visitors might be precursors to
an invasion worse even than the long-ago horror of the Enemy. There
had been brief pleasure in being mistaken for a "clan," just because
Maia and Leie looked alike, but that quickly faded. Autumn meant elections were
coming, and fringe groups kept trying to chivvy a minority seat or two in the
face of en masse bloc-voting by holds like Lamatia. Perkinism appealed to small
matriarchies who felt obstructed by established lines. The movement got little
support from vars, who had no power and even less inclination to vote. As for
men, they had no illusions should Perkinism take hold in a big way on Stratos.
If that ever seemed close to happening again, Maia might witness something
unique in her lifetime, the sight of males lining up at polling booths,
exercising a right enshrined in law, but practiced about as often as glory
frost fell in summer. Though
Leie was still chuckling over the Perkinites' political tract, Maia nudged her
sister. "Come on. There are better things to do with our last morning in
town." The
rising sun had sublimed away a shore-hugging fog by the time the twins reached
the harbor proper. Midmorn-ing heat had also carried off most of the gaudy
zoor-float- 28 DAVID B
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that Maia had glimpsed earlier. A few of the luminous creatures were still
visible as bright, ovoid flowers, or garish gasbags, drifting in a ragged chain
across the eastern sky. One laggard
remained over the docks, resembling a filmy, bloated jellyfish with dangling,
iridescent feelers a mere twenty meters long. A baby, then. It clutched the
main mast of a sleek freighter, caressing.the cloth-draped yards, groping for
treats laid on the upper spars by nimble sailors. The agile seamen laughed,
dodging the waving, sticky suckers, then dashed in to stroke the knotty backs
of the beast's tentacles, or tie on bright ribbons or paper notes. Once a year
or so, someone actually recovered a ragged message that had been carried in
such a fashion, all the way across the Mother Ocean. There
were also stories of young cabin boys who actually tried hitching rides upon a
zoor, floating off to Lysos-knew-where, perhaps inspired by legends of days
long ago, when zep'lins and airplanes swarmed the sky, and men were allowed to
fly. As if
proving that it was a day of fate and synchrony, Leie nudged Maia and pointed
in the opposite direction, southwest, beyond the golden dome of the city
temple. Maia blinked at a silvery shape that glinted briefly as it settled
groundward, and recognized the weekly dirigible, delivering mail and packages
too dear to entrust to sea transport, along with rare passengers whose clans
had to be nearly as rich as the planet goddess in order to afford the fare.
Both Maia and Leie sighed, for once sharing exactly the same thought. It would
take a miracle for either of them ever to journey like that, arnid the clouds.
Perhaps their clone descendants might, if luck's fickle winds blew that way.
The thought offered some slight consolation. Perhaps
it also explained why boys sometimes gave up everything just to ride a zoor.
Males, by their very natures, could not bear clones. They could not copy them- GLORV J Ј A J o 29 selves.
At best, they achieved the lesser immortality of fatherhood. Whatever they most
desired had to be accomplished in one lifetime, or not at all. The
twins resumed their stroll. Down here near the wharves, where fishing boats
gave off a humid, pungent miasma, they began seeing a lot more summer folk like
themselves. Women of diverse shapes, colors, sizes, often bearing a family
resemblance to some well-known clan—a Sheldon's hair or a Wylee's distinctive
jaw—sharing half or a quarter of their genes with a renowned mother-line, just
as the twins carried in their faces much that was Lamai. Alas,
half resemblance counted for little. Dressed in monocolor kilts or leather
breeches, each summer person went about life as a solitary unit, unique in all
the world. Most held their heads high despite that. Summer folk worked the
piers, scraped the drydocked sailing ships, and .performed most of the grunt
labor supporting seaborne trade, often with a cheerfulness that was
inspirational to behold. Before
Lysos, on Phylum worlds, vars like us were normal and clones rare. Everyone had
a father . . . sometimes one you even grew up knowing. Maia
used to ponder images of a teeming planet, filled with wild, unpredictable
variety. The Lamai mothers called it "an unwholesome fixation," yet
such thoughts came more frequently since news of the • Outsider Ship began
filtering down, through rumors and then terse, censored reports on the tele. Do
people still live in old-fashioned chaos, on other worlds? She wondered. As if
life would ever offer any opportunity to find out. With
storm season over and the getta fence wide open, the harbor was a lively,
colorful precinct. A season's pent-up commerce was getting under way. People
bustled among the loading docks and slate-roofed warehouses, the chapels and
recurtained Houses of Ease. And ship chan- 30 DAVID B
R I dleries—a
favorite haunt while the twins were growing up, crammed with every tool or
oddment a crew might need at sea. From an early age, Maia and her sister had
been drawn by the bright brasswork and smell of polishing oil, browsing for
hours to the exasperation of the shopkeepers. For her part, Leie had been
fascinated by mechanical devices,'while Maia focused on charts and sextants and
slender telescopes with their clicking, finely beveled housings. And
timepieces, some so old they carried an outer ring dividing the Stratoin
calendar into a little more than three "Standard Earth Years." Not
even hazing by fiver boys— itinerant midshipmen who often knew less about shooting
a latitude than spitting into the wind—ever kept the twins away for long. Peering
into the biggest chandlery, Maia caught the eye of the manager, a bluff-faced
Felic. The clone noticed Maia's haircut and duffel, and her habitual grimace
slowly lightened into a smile; She made a brief hand gesture wishing Maia good
luck and safe passage. And
good riddance, I'll bet. Recalling what nuisances she and her sister had been,
Maia returned an exaggerated bow, which the shopkeeper dismissed with laughter
and a wave. Maia
turned around to find Leie over by a nearby pier, . conversing with a
dockworker whose high cheekbones were reminiscent of Western Continent.
"Naw, naw," the woman said as Maia approached, not pausing in her
rapid knotting of the sail she was mending. "So far ain't heard nary
judgment by the Council in Caria. Nary t'all." "Judgment
about what?" Maia asked. "The
Outsiders," Leie explained. "Those Perkie missionaries got me
wondering if there's been news. This var works on a boat with full
access." Leie pointed toward a nearby fishing craft, sporting a steerable
antenna. It wasn't farfetched that someone spinning dials with a rig like that
might pick up a tidbit or two. CLORV J Ј A 5 0 HI 31 "As
if.th' owners invite me to tea an' tele!" The sailmaker spat through a gap
in her teeth toward the scummy water .glistening with floating fish scales. "But
have you overheard anything? Say, on an unofficial channel? Do they still claim
only one Outsider has landed?" Maia
sighed. Caria City was remote and its savants only broadcast sparse accounts.
Worse, the Lamai mothers often forbade summer kids to watch tele at all, lest
their volatile minds find programs "disturbing." Naturally, this only
piqued the twins' curiosity. But Leie was taking in-quisitiveness too far,
grilling simple laborers. Apparently the sailmaker agreed. "Why ask me,
you silly hots? Why should I listen to lies hissing outta the owners'
box?" "But
you're from Landing Continent. ..." "My
province was ninety gi from Caria! Ain't seen it in ten year, nor will again,
never. Now go way!" When
they were out of earshot, Maia chided, "Leie, you've got to go easy on
that stuff. You can't make a pest of yourself—" "Like
you did, when we were four? Who tried stowing away on that schooner, just to
find out how the captain got a fix on a rolling horizon? 1 recall we both got
punished for that one!" Reluctantly,
Maia smiled. She hadn't always been the more cautious sister. One long Stratos
year ago, it had been Leie who always took careful gauge before acting, and
Maia who kept coming up with schemes that got them in trouble. We're alike, all
right. We just keep getting out of phase. And maybe that's good. Someone has to
take turns being the sensible one. "This
is different," she replied, trying to keep to the point. "It's real
life now." Leie
shrugged. "Want to talk about life? Look at those cretins, over
there." She nodded toward a paved area on 32 DAVID B
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quay, laid out in a geometric grid, where a number of seamen stood idly, pondering
an array of small black or white disks. "They call their game Life, and
take it damn seriously. Does that make it real, too?" Maia
refused to acknowledge the pun. Whenever ships were in port, clusters of men
could be found here, playing the ancient game with a passion matched only
during auroral months by their seasonal interest in sex. The men, deckhands off
some freighter, wore rough, sleeveless shirts and metal ringlets on their
biceps denoting rank. A few of the onlookers glanced up as the sisters passed
by. Two of the younger ones smiled. If it
had still been summertime, Maia would have demurely looked away and even Leie
would have shown caution. But as the aurorae faded and Wengel Star waned, so
too ebbed.the hot blood in males. They became calmer creatures, more
companionable. Autumn was the best season for shipping out, then. Maia and Leie
could spend up to twenty standard months at sea before being forced ashore by
next year's rut. By then, they had better have found a niche, something they
were good at, and started their nest egg. Leie
boldly met the sailors' amiable, lazy leers, hands on hips and eye to eye, as
if daring them to back up their bluster. One towheaded youth seemed to consider
it. But of course, if he had any libido to spare this time of year, he wouldn't
go wasting it on a pair of dirt-poor virgins! The young men laughed, and so did
Leie. "Come
on," she told Maia as the men turned back to regard their game pieces.
Leie readjusted her duffel. "It's nearing tide. Let's get aboard and shake
this town off our feet." "What
do you mean, you're not sailing? For how long?" Maia couldn't believe
this. The old fart of a purser CLORV SЈAJOK1 33 chewed
a toothpick as he rocked back on his stool by the gangplank. Unshaven in rumbled
fatigues, he nudged the nearby barreltop where their refund lay . . . plus a
little more thrown in for "compensation." "Dunno,
li'l liss. Prob'ly a month. Mebbe two." "A
month!" Leie's voice cracked. "You spew of wormy bottom muck! The
weather's fair. You've got cargo and paying passengers. What do you mean—" "Got
a better offer." The purser shrugged. "One o' the big clans bought
our cargo, just t'get us to stay. Seems they likes our boys. Wants 'em sticking
round awhile, I .reckon." Maia
felt a sinking realization in the pit of her stomach. "I guess some
mothers want to start winter breeding early, this year," she said, trying
to make sense of this catastrophe. "It's risky, but if they catch the men
with heat still in them—" "Which
house!" Leie interrupted, in no mood for rational appraisal. She kicked
the barrel, causing the money sticks to rattle. The grizzled sailor, massing
twice Leie's fifty kilos, placidly scratched his beard. "Lesse
now. Was it the Tildens?. Or was it Lam—" "Lamatia?"
Leie cried, this time flinging her arms so wildly the purser scrambled to his
feet. "Now, lissie. No cause t'get excited . . ." Maia grabbed Leie's
arm as she seemed about to throw the sailor's stool at him. "It makes
sense!" Leie screamed. "That's why they opened the guesthouse weeks
early, and had us pouring wine for those lunks all night!" Maia
sometimes envied her sister's refuge in tantrums. Her own reaction, a numb
retreat to logic, seemed less satisfying than Leie's way of breaking everything
in sight. "Leie," she urged hoarsely. "It can't be Lamatia. They
only deal with high-class guilds, not the sort of trash we can afford passage
with." It was satisfying to catch the purser 34 DAVID B
R I XI wincing
at her remark. "Anyway, we're better off dealing with honest men. There
are other ships." Her
sister whirled. "Yeah? Remember how we studied? Buying books and even net
time, researching every port this tub was going to? We had a plan for every
stop . . . people to see. Questions. Prospects. Now it's all wasted!" How
could it be wasted? Maia wondered woodenly. All those hours studying,
memorizing the Oscco Isles and Western Sea. ... Maia
realized neither of them was reacting well to sudden despair. "Let's
go," she told her sister, scooping up the money and trying for both their
sakes to keep worry out of her voice. "We'll find another ship, Leie. A
better one, you'll see." That
proved easier said than done. There were many sails in Port Sanger, from
hand-carved, hard-edged windwings, to stormjammers, to clippers with flapping
sheets of woven squid-silk. At the diplomatic docks, just below the harbor
fort, there was even one rare, sleek cruiser whose banks of gleaming solar
panels basked in the angled sunshine. Maia and Leie did not bother with such rich
craft, whose crews would have spurned their paltry coinsticks as fishing lures.
They did try their luck with well-turned freighters flying banners of the Cloud
Whale League, or the Blue Heron Society, voyager guilds whose gray-bearded
commodores sometimes called at Lamatia Hall to interview bright boys for lives
at sea. According
to children's fables, once upon a time boys like Albert simply joined the
guilds of their fathers. Even summer girls used to grow up knowing which
daddy-ship would take them someday, free of charge, to wherever opportunities
shone brightest for young vars. CLORV56A50KI 35 Clone-child
you must stay within, Home-hive
to protect, renew. Var-child you must strive and win, Half-mom
and half-man, it's true. Let the
heartwinds blow away, Winter's
frost, or summer's bright. Name
the special things that stay, Fixed,
to guide you through the night. Stratos
Mother, Founders' Gifts, Your own skill and eager hands. One
more boon, the lucky lifts, Father ticket to far lands. One old
teacher, Savant Judeth—a Lamai with unusual sympathy for her summerling
charges—once testified that truth underlaid the old tales. "In those days,
each sailing society kept close contact with one house in Port Sanger, carrying
clan cargoes and finding welcome in clan hostels, summer and winter both. When
var girls turned five, their fathers—or their fathers' compeers—used to carry
them off.as treasures in their own right, helping them get settled in lands far
away." To Maia
it had sounded like romantic drivel, much too sappy to be true. But Leie had
asked, "Why'd it stop being so?" Momentarily
wistful, Savant Judeth looked anything but typical for a stern-browed Lamai. "Wish
I knew, seedling. It may have to do with the rise in summer births. There
seemed a lot when I was young. Now it's up to one in four. So many vars."
The old woman shook her head. "And rivalry among the clans and guilds has
grown fierce; there's even outright fighting . . ." Judeth had sighed.
"All I can say is, we used to know which men would lodge here, to spark
clones dur- 36 DAVID B
R I SJ ing
cooltime and sire sons during the brief hot. Oh, and beget you summer girls, as
well. But those days are gone." Hesitantly,
Leie had asked if Judeth knew their father. "Clevin?
Oh, yes. I can even see him in your faces. Navigator on the Sea Lion he was. A
good egg, as men go. Your womb mother, Lysos keep her, would favor none other.
You got to know men in those days. Pleasant it was, in a strange way." And
hard to imagine. Whether as noisy creatures who sheltered in the getta during
summer, slaking their rut in houses of ease, or as taciturn guests during the
cool seasons, lounging like cats while the Lamai sisters coaxed them with wine
and plays and games of Chess or Life, either way, they were soon off again.
Their names vanished, even if they left their seed. Yet, for one entire year
after hearing Savant Judeth's tale, Maia used to search among the masts for the
Sea Lion's banner, imagining the expression on her father's sunburnt face when
he laid eyes upon the two of them: Then
she learned, Pinniped Guild no longer sailed the Parthenia Sea. The var
daughters its men had sired, five long cycles ago, were on their own. None of
the better ships in harbor had berths for them. Most were already overloaded
with uniques—hard-eyed var women who glared down at the twins or laughed at
their plaintive entreaties. Captains and pursers kept shaking their heads, or
asking for more money than the sisters could afford. And
there was something else. Something Maia couldn't pin down. Nobody said
anything aloud, but the mood in the harbor seemed . . . jumpy. Maia
tried to dismiss it as a reflection of her own nerves. Working
their way along the docks, the twins found GLORV S Ј A 37 nothing
suitable departing in under a fortnight. Finally, exhausted, they arrived on
the left bank of the river Slopes, where tugs and hemp barges tied up at
sagging wharves owned by local clans that had fallen on ill fortune or simply
did not care anymore. Dejected, Leie voted for going back to town and booking a
room. Surely this string of bad luck was an omen. In ten days, maybe twenty,
things could change. Maia
wouldn't hear of it. Where Leie fluxed from wrath to smoldering despair, Maia
tended toward a dog-gedness that settled into pure obstinacy. Twenty days in a
hotel? When they could be on their way to some exotic land? Somewhere they
might have a chance to use their secret plan? It was
in a grimy hostelry of the lowly Bizmish Clan that they met the captains of a
pair of colliers heading south on the morrow tide. The
world of men, too, had its hierarchies. The sort who were smart-eyed and
successful, and made good sires, were wooed by wealthy matriarchies. Poorer
mother-lines entertained a lower order. Stooped, sallow-skinned Bizmai, still
gritty from the mines they worked nearby, shuttled about the guesthouse, toting
jars of flat beer that Maia wouldn't touch, but the coarse seamen relished. The
twins met the two captains in the stifling, dank common room, where carbon
particles set Maia's nictitating membranes blinking furiously until they moved
outside to the "veranda" overlooking a marsh. There, swarms of
irritating zizzerbugs dove suicidally around the flickering tallow candles
until their wings ignited, turning them into brief, flaming embers that dropped
to the sooty tabletop. "Sure
will miss this place, betcha," Captain Ran said, smacking his lips, laying
his beer mug down hard. "These's friendly ladies, here. Come hot season,
uptown biddies won't give workin' stiffs like us a fin or fizz, let lone a good
roll. But here we got our fill." 38 DAVID 8
R I Maia
well believed it. Of the Bizmai in sight who were of childbearing age, half
were heavy with summer pregnancies. Her nostrils flared in distaste. What would
a poor clan like this do with all those uniques? Could they feed and clothe and
educate them? Would they, when summer offspring seldom returned wealth to a
household? Most of those babies would likely be disposed of in some ugly way,
perhaps left on the tundra . . . "in the hands of Lysos." There were
laws against it, but what law carried greater weight than the good of the clan? Perhaps
the Bizmai would be spared the trouble. Many summer pregnancies failed by
themselves, spontaneously ending early due to defects in the genes. Or so
Savant Judeth had explained it. "All clones come as tried and tested
designs," she had put it. "While every summerling is a fresh
experiment. And countless experiments fail." Nevertheless,
the var birthrate kept climbing. "Experiments" like Maia and Leie
were filling the lower streets in every town. "That's
one reason we're on a short haul, this run . . ." said the other officer.
Captain Pegyul was thinner, grayer, and apparently somewhat smarter than his
peer. ". . . carryin' anthracite to Queg Town, Lanargh, Grange Head, an'
Gremlin Town. We may not be one o' those big-time, fruity guilds, but we got
honor. The Bizmai want us stoppin' back again midwinter? We'll do that for 'em,
after they been so kind durin' hot!" That
must be why the mining clan was so accommodating to these lizards. Men tended
to get sentimental toward women carrying their summer kids—offspring with half
their genes. In half a year, though, would these idiots even notice that few of
those babes were still around? "Gremlin
Town will do fine," Leie said, draining her stein and motioning for a
refill. The destination was south instead of west, but they had talked it over.
A detour CLORV J Ј A S o XI 39 could
be corrected later, after they had worked awhile at sea and on land. This way,
they'd arrive at the Oscco Archipelago seasoned, no longer naive. The
thinner of the two masters rubbed his stubbled jaw. "Uh huh. So long's you
both'll do what yer told." "We'll
work hard. Don't worry about that, sir." "An"
yer mother clan taught you all the right stuff? Like, say,
stick-fightin'?" Maia
was sure Leie also picked up the sailor's sly effort at nonchalance. As if he
were asking about sewing, or smithing, or.any other practical art. "We've
had it all, sir. You won't regret bringing us aboard, whichever of you takes
us." The two
seamen looked at each other. The shorter one leaned forward. "Uh, it's
both of us you'll be goin' with." Leie
blinked. "What do you mean?" "It's
like this," the tall one explained. "You two is twins. That's nice,
but it can make trouble. We got clan women booking passage from town to town,
all along the way. They may see you two, scrubbin' decks, doin' scut work, an'
get the wrong idea ..." Maia
and Leie looked at each other. Their private scheme involved taking advantage
of that natural reaction —the assumption that two identicals were likely to be
clones. Now the irony sank in, that their boon could also be a drawback. "I
dunno about splitting up," Leie said, shaking her head. "We could
change our looks. I could dye my hair—" Maia
cut in. "Your vessels convoy together all the way down the coast,
right?" The captains nodded. Maia turned to Leie. "Then we wouldn't
be separated for long. This way we'll get recommendations from two shipmasters,
instead of just one." "But—" "I
won't like it either, but look at it this way. We double our experience for the
same price. Each of us 40 DAVID BRIM learns
things the other doesn't. Besides, we'll have to go apart at other times. This
will be good practice." The
startled expression in her sister's eyes told Maia a lot about their
relationship. There was a soft pleasure in surprising Leie, something that
happened all too seldom. She never expected me to be the one accepting a
separation so easily. Indeed,
Maia found she looked forward to the prospect of time by herself, away from her
twin's driving personality. This should be healthy for both of us. Hiding
her brief discomfiture behind an upraised beer stein, Leie finally nodded and
said, "I don't guess it matters—" At that
instant, a flash whitened their faces, casting shadows from the direction of
town. A sparking, spiraling rocket trailed upward from the harbor fortress,
arcing into the sky and then exploding, lighting the docks and clanholds with
stark, crawling patterns of white and dark. Silhouettes revolved around
pedestrians stunned motionless by the abrupt glare, while a low growling sound
rapidly climbed in pitch and intensity to become an ululation, filling the night. Maia,
her sister, and the two captains stood up. It was the seldom-heard wail of Port
Sanger's siren . . ; calling out the militia . . . alerting its citizens to
stand to the defense. What
should be our desiderata, in designing a new human race? What existence do we
wish for our descendants on this world? Long,
happy lives? Fair
enough. Yet, despite our technical wonders, that simple boon may prove hard to
deliver. Long ago, Darwin and Malthus pointed out life's basic paradox—that all
species carry inbuilt drives to try to overbreed,. To fill even Eden with so
many offspring that it ceases to be paradise, anymore. . Nature,
in her wisdom, controlled this opportunistic streak with checks and balances.
Predators, parasites, and random luck routinely culled the excess. To the
survivors, each new generation, went the prize—a chance to play another round. Then
humans came. Born critics, we wiped out the carnivores
who preyed on us, and battled disease. With rising moral fervor, societies
pledged to suppress cutthroat competition, guaranteeing to all a "right to
live and prosper." In
retrospect, we know awful mistakes were made with the best intentions on poor
Mother Terra. Without natural checks, our ancestors' population boom
overwhelmed her. But is the only alternative to bring back rule by tooth and
claw? Could we, even if we tried? Intelligence
is loose in the galaxy. Power is in our hands, for better or worse. We can
modify Nature's rules, if we dare, but we cannot ignore her lessons. —-from
The Apologia, by Lysos An
acrid scent of smoke. A fuming, cinder mist rising from smoldering planks.
Distress flags flapping from the singed mizzen of a crippled ship, staggering
toward asylum. The impressions were more vivid for occurring at night, with the
larger moon, Durga, laying wan glimmers across the scummy waters of Port
Sanger's bayside harbor. Under
glaring searchlights from the high-walled fortress, a dry-goods freighter,
Prosper, wallowed arduously toward safe haven, assisted by its attacker. Half
the town was there to watch, including militia from all of the great clanholds,
their daughters of fighting age decked in leather armor and carrying polished
trepp bills. Matronly officers wore cuirasses of shiny metal, shouting to
squads of identical offspring and nieces. The Lamatia contingent arrived,
quick-marching downhill in helmets crowned with gaeo bird feathers. Maia
recognized most of the full-clone winterlings, her half sisters, despite their
being alike in nearly every way. The Lamai companies briskly spread along the
roof of the family warehouse before dispatching a detachment to help defend the
town itself. It was
quite a show. Maia and her sister watched in fascination from a perch on the
jetty wall. Not since they 44 DAVID BRIM had been
three years old had there been an alert like this. Nor were the commanders of
the clan companies pleased to learn that a jumpy watchwoman had set off this
commotion by pressing the wrong alert button, unleashing rockets into the
placid autumn night where a few hoots from the siren would have been proper. An
embarrassed Captain Jounine spent half an hour apologizing to dis-. gruntled
matrons, some of whom seemed all the more irascible for being squeezed into
armor meant for younger, lither versions of themselves. Meanwhile,
rowboats threw lines to help draw the limping, smoldering Prosper toward
refuge. Maia saw buckets of seawater still being drawn to extinguish embers
from the fire that had nearly sent the ship down. Its sails were torn and
singed. Dozens of scorched ropes festooned the rigging, dangling from unwelcome
grappling hooks. It must
have been some fight, she figured, while it lasted. Leie
peered at the smaller vessel that had the Prosper in tow, its tiny auxiliary
engine chuffing at the strain. "The reaver's called Misfortune," she
told Maia, reading blocky letters on the bow. "Probably picked the name to
strike terror into their victims' hearts." She laughed. "Bet they
change it after this." Maia
had never been as quick as her sister to switch from adrenaline to pure
spectator state. Only a short time ago, the city had been girding for attack.
It would take time to adjust to the fact that all this panic was over a simple,
bungled case of quasilegal piracy. "The
reavers don't look too happy," Maia observed, pointing to a crowd of
tough-looking women wearing red bandannas, gathered on Misfortune's foredeck.
Their chief argued with a guardia officer in a rocking motor launch. A similar
scene took place near the prow of the Prosper, where affluent-looking women in
smoke-fouled finery pointed and complained in loud voices. Farther aft on CLORV J Ј A S o xi 45 both
vessels, male officers and crew tended the tricky business of guiding their
ships to port. Not a man spoke until the vessels tied at neighboring jetties,
at which time Prosper's master toured the maimed vessel. From his knotted jaw
and taut neck muscles, the glowering man seemed capable of biting nails in two.
Soon he was joined by Misfortune's skipper, who, after a moment's tense hesitation,
offered his hand in silent commiseration. A rumor
network circulated among dockside bystanders, passing on what others, closer
in, had learned. Leie dropped off the jetty in order to listen, while Maia
stayed put, preferring what she could decipher with her own eyes. There must
have been an accident during the fight, she surmised, tracing how fire had
spread from a charred area amidships. Perhaps a lantern got smashed while the
reavers battled the owners for their cargo. At that point, the male crews would
have called a truce and put both sides to work saving the ship. It looked like
-a near thing, even so. Reavers
were uncommon in the Parthenia Sea, so near the stronghold of Port Sanger's
powerful clans. But that wasn't the only curious thing about this episode. Seems a
stupid idea, hiring a schooner to go reaving this early in autumn, Maia
thought. With storm season just ending, there were plenty of tempting cargoes
around. But it was also a time when males still flowed with summer rut hormones,
which might kick in under tense circumstances. Watching the edgy sailors, their
fists clenched in rage, Maia wondered what might drive, the young vars in a
reaver gang to take such a risk. One of
the men kicked a bulkhead in anger, splintering the wood with a resounding
crack. Once,
on a visit to a Sheldon ranch, Maia had witnessed two stallions fight over a
sash-horse herd. That struggle without quarter had been unnerving, the lesson
.obvious. Perkinite scandal sheets spread scare-stories 46 DAVID B R
I Kl CLORV J Ј A 5 0 XI 47 about
"incidents," when masculine tempers flared and instincts left over
from animal times on Old Earth came to fore. "Wary be you women,"
went a stanza of the rhyme oft quoted by Perkinites. "For a man who fights
may kill ..." To
which Maia added privately, Especially, when their precious ships are in
danger. This misadventure might easily have tipped over into something far
worse. Militia
officers led the band of reavers, and Prosper's passengers, toward the fort where
a lengthy adjudication process would begin. Maia caught one shrill cry from the
pirate leader: "... they set the fire on purpose 'cause we were
winning!" The
owners' spokeswoman, a clone from the rich Vunern trading clan, vehemently
denied the charge. If proven, she risked losing more than the cargo and fines
to repair Prosper. There might even be a boycott of her family's goods by all
the sailing guilds. At such times, the normal hierarchy on Stratos was known to
reverse, and mighty matrons from great holds went pleading leniency from lowly
men. But
never from a var. It would take a true revolution to reverse the social ladder
that far. For summer-born women ever to sit in judgment over clones. Maia
watched the procession march past her vantage point, some of the figures
limping, holding bloody gashes from the fight that led to this debacle. Medical
orderlies carried stretchers at the rear. One of the burdens lay completely
covered. Perkies
may be right about women having less murderous tempers, Maia contemplated. We
seldom try to kill. It was one reason Lysos and the Founders had come here—to
create a gentler world. But I guess that makes small difference to the poor
wretch under that blanket. Leie
returned, breathless to relate all she had learned from the throng. Maia
listened and made all the right astonished sounds. Some names and details she
hadn't I pieced
together by observing . . . and some she felt sure were garbled by the rumor
chain. Did
details matter, though? What stuck in her mind, as they left with the
dispersing crowd, had been the expression on Captain Jounine's face as the
guardia commander escorted her bickering charges over a drawbridge into the
fortress. These
aren't the peaceful times she grew up in. These are tougher days. Maia
glanced at her twin as they walked toward the far pier where the colliers Zeus
and Wctan lay loaded and ready for the morning current. Despite her accustomed
bravado, Leie suddenly looked every bit as young and inexperienced as Maia
felt. These
are our days, Maia pondered soberly. We'd better be ready for them. The
moons' pull had modest effect on the huge seas of Stratos. Still, tradition
favored setting sail with Durga tide. After last night's excitement, the
predawn departure was less poignant than Maia had expected. All these years
she'd pictured looking back at Port Sanger's rugged buildings of pink
stone—castlelike clanholds studding the hillsides like eagles' nests—and
feeling a cascade of heady emotions, watching the land of her childhood recede
from sight, perhaps forever. There
was no time for dwelling on milestones, however. Gruff-voiced chiefs and bosuns
shouted orders as she and several other awkward landlubbers rushed to help haul
lanyards and lash straining sheets. Supplementing the permanent crew were more
than a dozen vars like herself, "second-class passengers" who must
work to supplement their fares. Despite Lamatia's stern curriculum for its
sum-merlings, a stiff regimen of toil and exercise, Maia soon found herself hard-pressed
to keep up. 48 DAVID B
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least the biting chill eased as the sun climbed. Off came the leather garments,
and soon she was working in just loincloth and halter. The sluggish, heavy air
left her coated with a perspiration sheen, but Maia preferred wiping sweat to
having it freeze on her. By the
time she finally had a spare moment to look back, the headlands of Port
Sanger's bay were disappearing behind a fog bank. The ancient fortress on the
southern bluff, at present covered in a spindly shroud of repair scaffolding,
was soon masked by brumous haze and lost to view. On the other bank, the spire
of the sanctuary-lighthouse remained a mysterious gray obelisk for a while
longer. Then it too faded behind low clouds, leaving an endless expanse of ice-flecked
sea surrounding her contracted world of wood planks, fiber cords, and coal
dust. For
what felt like hours, Maia ran wherever sailors pointed, loosening, hauling,
and tying down sections of coarse rope on command. Her palms were soon raw and
her shoulders sore, but she began learning a thing or two, such as not trying
to brake a lanyard by simply holding on. Fighting a writhing cable by brute
force could send you flying into a bulkhead or even overboard. Watching others,
Maia learned to wrap a length of hawser around some nearby post in a reverse
loop, and let the rope's own tension lock it in place. That
left the converse problem of releasing the damned thing, whenever the mates
wanted slack for some reason. After Maia was nearly slashed across the face on
two occasions, a sailor took time to show her how it was done. "Y'do
it like these, an' than these," a wiry male, no taller than she was,
explained without obvious impatience. Maia awkwardly tried to imitate what in
experienced hands seemed such a fluid motion. "Yell get it," he
assured her, then hurried off, shouting to prevent another landlub- CLORV JEASoxi 49 ber
from getting her leg caught in a loop of cord and being dragged over the side. Well,
I'was hoping for an education. Maia now understood why a noticeable minority of
the men she'd seen in her life lacked a finger or two. If you weren't careful,
a surge of wind could yank a rope while your hand- was busy looping a pin,
tightening with abrupt, .savage force, sending a part of you spurting away.
With that nauseating realization, Maia forced herself to slow down and think
before making any sudden moves. The shouts of the bosuns were terrifying, but
no more than that awful mental image. Nothing
was made easier by the film of carbon dust coating nearly every surface. The
cargo of Bizmai anthracite sent black puffs through poorly sealed cargo hatches
each time the Wotan shifted in the wind. Luckily, Maia didn't have to climb the
grimy sheets-, which crewmen scaled with such uncanny diligence, like apes born
to dwell in treelike heights amid the wind. Whenever
duties sent her to the port side, she tried stealing glimpses of their sister
vessel, the Zeus, keeping pace two hundred meters to the east. Once, Maia
caught sight of a trim shape she felt must be Leie, but she dared not wave.
That distant figure appeared plenty busy, running awkwardly about the other
collier's deck. At last
they cleared the tricky coastal waters and the convoy's course was set. A north
wind rose, filling the squat sails and, as a bonus, spinning the electric
generator on the fantail, giving rise to a shrill whine. When the mates seemed
satisfied that all was well in hand, they shouted fore and aft, calling a
break. Maia
slumped amidships as her throbbing arms and legs complained. Get used to it,
she told them. Adventure is ninety percent pain and boredom. The saying
supposedly went on, "and ten percent stark, flaming terror." But she
hoped to give that part a miss. 50 DAVID 8
R I A
crusty ladle appeared in front of her, proffered by a stick-thin old man with a
sloshing bucket. Maia suddenly realized how ravenously thirsty she was. She put
her mouth to the cup, slurping gratefully . . . and instantly Seawater! Maia
felt eyes turn toward her as she coughed in embarrassment, trying to cover the
reaction. She managed to clamp down and drink some more, recalling that she was
just another vagrant summerling now, no longer the daughter of a rich, uptown
clan with its own artesian well. In poorer sections of town, vars and even
low-caste clones drew their drinking water from the sea and grew up knowing
little else. "Bless
Stratos Mother, for her mild oceans," went a sardonic adage, not part of
any liturgy. And bless Lysos, for kidneys that can take it. Thirst overcame the
bland, salty taste and she finished.the ladle without further trouble. The old
man then surprised her with a gap-toothed grin, tousling her ragged-cut hair. Maia
stiffened defensively . . . then self-consciously relaxed. It took more than
the passing heat of hard labor •to trigger male rut. Anyway, a man would have
to be hard up to waste time on a virgin like her. Actually,
the coot reminded her a little of old Bennett, back when that aged male's eyes
still danced with interest in life. Hesitantly, she smiled back. The sailor
laughed and moved on to water others in need. A
whistle blew, ending the work break, but at least now commands came at a slower
pace. Instead of the former frenzy of reefing and unfurling sails, coaxing the
sluggish vessel past frothy shoals toward open water, their new chores
consisted of stowing and battening down. Now that she had a chance to look
around, Maia was struck by how much less mysteriously alien the men of the crew
appeared than she'd expected. Moving about their tasks, they CLORV SEASON 51 seemed
as businesslike and efficient as any clan crafts-woman in her workshop or mill.
Their laughter was rich and infectious as they bantered in a dialect she could
follow, if she concentrated . . . although the drift of most of their jests
escaped her. Despite
their dronelike behavior ashore, ranging from boisterous to slothful, depending
on the season, Maia had always known men must lead lives of toil and danger at
sea. Even the crew of this grimy lug must apply both intelligence and
concentration—among the best womanly traits—as well as their renowned physical
strength in order to survive. She was filled with questions about the tasks she
saw performed with such industry, but that would have to await the right
opportunity. Besides,
she found even more interesting the women on board. After all, men were another
race—less predictable than lugars, though better swimmers and
conversationalists. But whether summer- or winter-born, women were her kind. At the
elevated aft end of the ship, distinguished by their better clothes, stood or
lounged the first-class passengers, who did not have to work. Few summerlings
could afford full fare, even on ships like this one, so only clones leaned on
the balcony, not far from the captain and his officers. Those winter folk came
from poorer clans. She spotted a pair of Ortyns, three Bizmai, and several
unfamiliar types, who must have come from towns further north before changing
ships in Port Sanger. The
working passengers, on the other hand, were all vars like herself—uniques whose
faces were as varied as clouds in the sky. They were an odd lot, mostly older
than she was and tougher looking. For some, this must be one more leg of
countless many as they worked their way around the seas of Stratos, always
looking for some special place where a niche awaited. Maia
felt more sure than ever that she and Leie were 52 DAVID B
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to travel separately. These women .might have resented twins, just as Captain
Pegyul said. As it was, Maia felt conspicuous enough when the noon meal was
served. "Here you go, li'l virgie," said a gnarly, middle-aged woman
with gray-streaked hair, as she poured stew from a kettle into a battered bowl.
"Want a napkin too, sweetie?" She shared a grin with her companions.
Of course the var was having Maia on. There were some greasy rags about, but
the back of a wrist seemed the favored alternative. "No,
thank^you," Maia answered, almost inaudibly. That only brought more
hilarity, but what else could she say? Maia felt her face redden, and wished
she was more like her Lamai mothers and half sisters, whose visages never
betrayed emotion, save by careful calculation. As the women passed around a jug
of wine, Maia took her plate of mysterious curry to a nearby corner and tried
not to betray how self-conscious she felt. No
one's watching you, she tried convincing herself. Or if they are, what of it?
No one has any cause to go out of their way to dislike you. Then
she overheard someone mutter, not too softly, ". . . bad enough breathin'
this damn coal dust all th' way to Gremlin Town. Do I also gotta stand th'
stink of a Lamai brat aboard?" Maia glanced up to catch a glower from a
tough-looking var in her mid-eights or nines. The woman's fair hair and
sharp-jawed features reminded Maia of the Chuchyin clan, a rival of Lamatia
based up-coast from Port Sanger. Was she a Chuchyin half or quarter sister,
using an old grudge between their maternal houses as an excuse to start a
private one of her own? "Stay
downwind from me, Lamai virgie," the var grunted when she caught Maia's
gaze, and snorted in satisfaction when Maia looked away. Bleeders!
How far must I to go to escape Lamatia? Maia had none of the advantages of
being her mother's child, L
0 R Y JEAJOKl 53 only an
inheritance of resentment toward a clan widely known for tenacious
self-interest. So
intent was she on her plate that she jerked when someone nudged her arm.
Blinking, Maia turned to meet a pair of pale green eyes, partly shaded under a
dark blue bandanna. A small, deeply tanned, black-haired woman, wearing shorts
and a quilted halter, held out the wine jug with a faint smile. As Maia reached
for it, the var said in a low voice, "Relax. They do it to every
fiver." Maia
gave a quick nod of thanks. She lifted the jug to her mouth ... . . .
and doubled over, coughing. The stuff was awful! It stung her throat and she
could not stop wheezing as she passed the bottle to the next var. This only
brought more laughter, but now with a difference. It came tinged with an
indulgent, rough-but-affectionate tone. Each of them was five once, and they
know it, Maia realized. Ill get through this too. ,
.Relaxing just a bit, she started listening to the conver-. sation. The women
compared notes on places each had been, and speculated what opportunities
might-lie to the south, with storm season over and commerce opening up again.
Derisory comments about Port Sanger featured prominently. The image of a whole
town called to arms because some' clumsy reavers spilled a lantern had them in
stitches. Maia couldn't help also grinning at the farcical picture. It didn't
seem funny to that dead woman, a part of her recalled soberly. But then, hadn't
somebody written that one essence of humor is the tragedy you managed to
escape? From
hints here and there, Maia surmised that some of these vars had worp the red
bandanna themselves. Say you gather a pack of down-and-out summerlings,
resentful at society's bottom rung, and sign a sisterly compact. Together, you
hire a fast schooner . . . men willing to pilot their pre- 54 DAVID B
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ship alongside some freighter, giving your band of comrades a narrow moment to
dare all, win or lose. Savant
Judeth had explained why it was grudgingly allowed. "It
would've happened anyway, sooner or later," the Larnai teacher once said.
"By laying down rules, Lysos kept piracy from getting out of hand. Call it
welfare for the desperate and lucky. A safety valve. "And
if reavers get too uppity?" There had been confident menace in Judeth's
smile. "We have ways of dealing with that, too." Maia
never intended to find out what the great clans did, when provoked too far. At
the same time, she pondered the sanitized legends told about the very first
Lamai . -. . the young var who, long ago, turned a small nest egg into a
commercial empire for her clone descendants. Stories were vague about where the
first mother got her stake. Perhaps a red bandanna lay somewhere in a bottom
drawer of the clan's dustiest archive. As
expected, most of the vars aboard were working off passage while seeking
permanent employment ashore. But a few actually seemed to consider themselves
regular members of the Wotan's crew. Maia found it strange enough that women
were able to interact with the planet's other sapient race to reproduce. Could
women and men actually live and work together for long periods without driving
each other crazy? While using a stiff brush to scrub the lunch dishes, she
watched some of these "female sailors." What do they talk to men about?
she wondered. Talk
they did, in a singsong dialect of the sea. Maia saw that the petite woman who
had spoken kindly to her . was one of these professional seawomen. In her
gloved left hand, the brunette held a treppbill, a practice model bearing a
cushioned Y-shaped yoke at one end and a padded hook at the other. From the way
she joked with a pair of CLORV J6A50KI 55 male
comrades, it appeared she was offering a challenge which, grinning, they
accepted. One
seaman opened a nearby storage locker, revealing a great stack of thin,
tilelike objects, white on one side, black on the other. He removed one square
wafer and turned it over, checking eight paddles set along its edges and
corners. Maia recognized an old-fashioned, wind-up game piece, which sailors used
in large numbers to pursue a favorite pastime known as Life. Since infancy, she
had watched countless contests in dockside arenas. The paddles sensed the
status of neighboring tiles during a game, so that each piece would
"know" whether to show its white or its black face at a given time.
By the nature of the game, a single token by itself was useless, so what was
the man doing, inserting a key and winding up just one clockwork tile? If
programmed normally, the simple device would smoothly flip a row of louvered
panels exposing its white surface unless certain conditions were met. Three of
its paddles must sense neighboring objects within a certain time interval. Two,
four, or even eight touches wouldn't do. Exactly three paddles must be
triggered for it to remain still. The
burly sailor approached the small woman, laying the game token on the deck in
front of her, black side up. With one foot resting lightly on its upper surface
he kept it from activating until, gripping her treppbill in both hands, she nodded,
signaling ready. The
sailor hopped back and the tile started clicking. At the count of eight, the
woman suddenly lanced out, tapping the piece at three spots in rapid
succession. A beat passed and the disk remained still. Then the eight-beat
countdown repeated, only faster. She duplicated her feat, choosing a different
trio of paddles, making it seem as easy as swatting zizzers. But the piece had
been programmed to increase its tempo. Soon the tip of her treppbill moved in 56 DAVID ERIN a blur
and the clock-ticking was a staccato ratchet. Sweat popped out on the small
woman's brow as her wooden pole danced quicker and quicker . . . Abruptly,
the disk louvers flashed with a loud clack! turning the upper surface white.
"Agh!" she cried out. "Twenty-eight!" a sailor shouted, and
the woman laughed in chagrin as her comrades teased her for falling far short
of her record. "Too
much booze an' lazin' about on shore!" they chided. "You
should talk!" she retorted, "jutzin' with them Biz- zie
hoors!" One of
the men started rewinding the game piece for •another try, but Wotan's second
mate chose that moment to descend from the quarterdeck and call the small
brunette over for a talk. They spoke for a few minutes, then the officer turned
to go. The woman sailor fished a whistle out of her halter and blew a shrill
blast that got the attention of all hands. "Second-class
passengers aft," she called in an even tone, motioning for Maia and the
other vars to stand in a row by the starboard gunwales. "My
name is Naroin," the petite sailor told the assembled group. "Rank is
bosun, same as Sailor Jum and Sailor Rett, so don't forget it. I'm also
master-at-arms on this tub." Maia
had no trouble believing the statement. The woman's legs bore scars of combat,
her nose had been broken at least twice, and her muscles, if not manlike, were
imposing. "I'm
sure you all saw last night that the rumors we been hearin' are true. There's
reaver activity farther north than ever this year, an' it's startin' earlier.
We could be a target anytime." Maia
found that a stretched conclusion to reach from one isolated incident, and
apparently so did the other vars. CLORV JCAJOXI 57 But
Naroin took her responsibilities seriously. She told them so, laying the padded
bill across her back. "Captain's
given orders. We should be ready, in case o' trouble. We're not goin' to be
anybody's sealfish steak. If a gang o' jumped-up unniks tries hopping this
ship—" "Why
would anyone want it!" a var muttered, eliciting chuckles. It was the
sharp-jawed woman who had cursed earlier about "Lamai brats." "What
kind of atyp bleeders'd hop us for a load o' cffall" the half-Chuchyin
went on. "You'd
be surprised. The market's up. B'sides, even a coerced split of profits could
ruin the owners—" Naroin's
explanation was interrupted by an offensive blat, imitating a fart. When the
bosun glanced sharply, the Chuchyin var nonchalantly yawned. Naroin frowned.
"Captains' orders needn't be explained to likes of you. A crew that
doesn't drill together—" "Who
needs drill?" The tall var cracked her knuckles, nudging her friends,
apparently a tight-knit group of tested traveling companions. "Why fret
about lugar-lovin' reavers? If they come, we'll send them packin' for their
daddies." Maia
felt her cheeks redden, and hoped no one noticed. The master-at-arms simply
smiled. "All right, grab a bill an' show me how you'll fight, if the time
comes." A
snort. The Chuchyin variant spat on the deck. "I'll just watch, if it's
all the same." Naroin's
forearms revealed bowstring tendons. "Listen, summer-trash. While on
board, you'll take orders, or swim back where you came from!" The
tall woman and her comrades glared back, confrontation certain in their hard
faces. A low
voice interrupted from behind. "Is there a problem, Master-at-Arms?" Naroin
and the vars swiveled. Captain Pegyul stood at 58 DAVID S R I XI the
edge of the quarterdeck, scratching a four-day growth of beard. Banal of
appearance back at the Bizmai tavern, he now cut an impressive figure, stripped
down to his blue undershirt, something males never did in port. Three brass
armrings, insignia of rank, circuited an arm like Maia's thigh. Two other
crewmen, taller and even broader in the shoulders, stood bare-chested behind
him at the head of the1 stairs. Despite the redolent tension, Maia found
herself fascinated by those torsos. For once, she could credit certain
farfetched stories . . . that sometimes, in the heat of summer, a particularly
large and crazy male might purposely torment a lugar into one of those rare but
awesome furies the beasts were capable of, just to wrestle the creature
one-on-one, and occasionally win!. "No,
sir. There's no problem," Naroin answered calmly. "I was just
explaining that all second-class passengers will train to defend the ship's
cargo." The
captain nodded. "You have your crewmates' backing, Master-at-Arms,"
he said mildly, and walked away. The
shiver down Maia's back wasn't from the north wind. Generally speaking, men
were supposedly as harmless, four-fifths of the year, as lugars were all the
time. But they were sentient beings, capable of deciding to get angry, even in
winter. The two big seamen remained, observing. Maia sensed in their eyes a
wariness toward any threat to their ship, their world. The
Chuchyin made a show of examining her fingernails, but Maia saw perspiration on
her brow. "Guess I could spar a bit," the tall var muttered.
"For practice." Still feigning nonchalance, she stepped over to the
weapons rack. Instead of taking up the other padded training bill, she grabbed
a trepp meant for combat, made of hard Yarri wood with minimal wrapping round
the hook and prong. From
the rigging, two of the women crew gasped, but Naroin only backed onto the
broad, flat door covering the CLORV J Ј A J O XJ 59 aft
hold, scuffing a film of coal dust with her bare feet. The tall var followed,
leaving tracks with her sandals. She did not bow. Nor did the short sailor as
they began circling. Maia
glanced toward the two shirtless seamen, who now sat watching, all wrath gone
from their docile eyes. Once more, she felt a half-excited, half-nauseated
curiosity about sex. Her ignorance was normal. Few clans let summer daughters
enter their Halls of Joy, where the dance of negotiation, approach, refusal,
and acceptance between sailor and mother-to-be reached its varied
consummations, depending on the season. Among the ambitions she shared with
Leie was to build a hall of their own, where she might yet learn what delights
were possible—unlikely as it seemed—in mingling her body with one such as
those, so hirsute and huge. Just trying to imagine made her head hurt in
strange ways. The two
women finished their preliminary swings, waving and thrusting their bills.
Naroin seemed in no hurry to take the offensive, perhaps because of her padded,
ill-balanced weapon. The Chuchyin var spun her chosen trepp in one hand with
panache. Suddenly she leapt forward to sweep at her opponent's well-scarred
legs- —and
abruptly found those legs wrapped around her throat! Naroin hadn't awaited the
traditional-exchange of feints and parries, but instead rammed her awkward bill
onto the deck, using it as a pole to vault over her foe's slashing weapon,
landing with one leg across each of the other woman's shoulders. The var
staggered, dropped her trepp, and tried to claw at the master-at-arms, but
found her hands seized with wiry strength. Her knees buckled and her face
started to color between the woman sailor's tightening thighs. Maia
breathed at last as Naroin jumped back, letting her opponent collapse to the
sooty hatch. The dark-haired 60 DAVID B
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grabbed the Yarri-wood weapon dropped by her foe and used its Y-shaped yoke to
pin the var's neck to the cargo door. Naroin was barely breathing hard. "Now
what'd you expect, comin' at me that way? Bare wood against padding? No
courtesy, then choppin' a cripple blow? Try that against reavers and they'll do
more'n take our cargo or sell you for a season's labor. They'll sea-dump you
an' any other wench who cheats. And our men won't lift a finger, hear?
Eia!" The
female crew shouted in refrain. "Eia!" Naroin tossed the bill aside.
Wheezing, the half-Chuchyin crawled off the makeshift arena, covered with black
smears. A glance at the quarterdeck showed that the men had departed, but
assorted clones watched from first class, wearing amused expressions. "Next?"
Naroin asked, looking down the file of vars, no longer appearing quite so
small. I know
what Leie would do now, Maia thought. She'd wait for others to wear Naroin
down, pick out some weakness, then go at it with all panels charged. But
Maia wasn't her sister. Back in school she might watch a dozen bouts without
recalling who had won, let alone who parried when for points. While her
churning guts wanted to find some dim shadow, her rational mind said, Just get
it over with. Anyway, if Naroin was trying to encourage proper womanly combat
virtues, Maia could offer a good contrast to the Chuchyin, and surprise those
who called her "virgie." Fighting
a queasy tremor, she stepped forward, silently drew the other padded training
bill from the rack and faced the arena. She ignored the staring clones and
vars, ritually scuffed the dust thrice, and bowed. Bearing her own cushioned
weapon, Naroin beamed beneficence toward Maia's courtesy. Both of them extended
their bills, hook end forward, for that first, formal tap ... CLORV f Ђ A J 0 XI 61 Someone
splashed water in her face. Maia coughed and sputtered. It stung not only of
salt but of coal. A blur slowly resolved into a face ... an old man's ... the
one who earlier had tousled her hair, she dimly recalled. "Here, now.
Y'all hokay? Nothin' broke, i'zer?" He spoke a thick mannish dialect. But
Maia got the drift. "I ... don't think so . . ." She started to rise,
but a sharp pain lanced through her left leg, below the knee. A bloody cut went
halfway around the calf. Maia hissed. "Mm.
Ah see yet. S'not so bid. Here's sum salve that'll seer a beet." Maia
felt a whimper rise in her gorge and stifled it as he applied medicine from an
earthenware jar. The agony departed in waves like an outgoing tide. Her
throbbing pulse settled. When she next looked, the bleeding had stopped. "That's
. . . good stuff," she sighed. "Our
guild maybe small 'n' poorly, bit we got smart tube-boys beck in
sanctuary." "Mm,
I'll bet." Between shipping seasons, some men dealt with extra time on
their hands by fiddling in laboratories, either as guests in clanholds or at
their own craggy hermitages. Few of the bearded tinkerers had much formal
education, and most of their inventions were at best one-season marvels. A
fraction reached the attention of the savants of Caria, to eventually be
published or banned. This salve, though—Maia vowed to get a sample and find out
if anyone yet had the marketing rights. She
rose up on her elbows and looked around. Two pairs of second-class passengers
were out on the hatch cover, sparring under shouted direction from the
master-at-arms. Several others lay sprawled like she was, nursing bruises.
Meanwhile, two female crew members sat by the 62 DAVID B
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cowling, one blowing a flute while the other sang in a low, sad alto voice. The old
man tsked. "Really pushin' this yar. Fool'sh, runnin' ferns too ragged
t'work. Not roit, boy my lights." "I
s'pose," Maia murmured noncommittally. She rose to sitting position and
then, grabbing a nearby rail, managed to hobble onto one leg. She was still
woozy, and yet felt vaguely relieved. Real pain was seldom as bad as the
expectation. Funny,
hadn't Mother Claire once said that about childbirth! Maia shivered. One of
the practicing vars shouted and landed on the hatch with a loud thump. The
women playing music switched to an ancient, plaintive melody that Maia
recognized—about a wanderer, yearning for a home, a beloved, all of the
hearth-joys that came so easily to some, but not others. Resting
against the gunnels, Maia gazed across the seascape and found the Zeus keeping
pace a bit behind, plowing through choppy waves with billowed sails. So far,
this voyage had been at least as much a learning experience as her sister
promised. I do
hope Leie's finding her trip just as interesting, came Maia's biting thought. Two
weeks later, on hitting their first landing in Queg Town, the twins finally set
eyes on each other after their longest separation, and their reactions were
identical. Each looked the other up and down . . . and simultaneously broke up
laughing. On the
lower part of Leie's right leg, in a spot perfectly mirroring her own left,
Maia saw a strip of new, pink scar tissue, healing neatly under the benign
influence of sun, air, hard work, and saltwater. Problem
number one^-lacking natural controls, our human descendants will tend to
overbreed until Stra-tos can no longer support their numbers. Shall we then
have come all this way to repeat the catastrophe of Earth? One
lesson we've learned—any effort to limit population cannot rest on persuasion
alone. Times change. Passions change, and even the highest flown moralizing
eventually palls in the face of natural instinct. We
could do it genetically, limiting each woman to just two births. But variants
who break the programming will outbreed all others, soon putting us back where
we started. Anyway, our descendants may at times need rapid reproduction. We
mustn't limit them to a narrow way of life. Our
chief hope lies in finding ways of permanently tying self-interest to the
common good. The
same holds for our other problem, which provoked this coalition to drop
half-measures, leaving the Phylum's bland compromisers behind. The problem
which drove us to this faraway world, seeking a lasting solution. The
problem of sex. —from
The Apologia, by Lysos Lanargh,
their second port of call, was not counted among the chief cities of the world.
Not in a league with those rimming the coast of Landing Continent. Still, the
metropolis was big enough to give the twins pause after weeks evading icebergs
on the high seas. In Queg
Town, the owners had found few buyers for Port Sanger coal. So the Zeus and
Wotan wallowed with waves lapping high along their dented flanks. Whenever
lookouts spotted floating isles of ice, auxiliary motors strained to alter
course and miss the terrible white growlers. The wind was a fickle ally. Bosuns
shouted and all hands heaved at balky sails. One jagged berg passed chillingly
near Wotan's starboard withers—leaving Maia dry-mouthed and grateful they were
convoying. In case of a mischance, only the Zeus was close enough to save them. When
they next neared shore, the former monotony of tundra had been replaced by
stands of fog-shrouded conifers, giant redwoods whose ancestors had come to
Stratos along with Maia's, tortuously, from Old Earth. The terran trees liked
the misty coast, encouraged by forestry clans in their slow, silent struggle
with native scrub. Sinu- 66 DAVID ERIN ous
trails showed where harvesters had recently dragged cut logs, to be herded in
great rafts to market. Maia's
breath came short and quick as the Wotan finally rounded Point Defiance, where
a famed stone dragon lay shadows of its broad wings over the harbor strait,
symbolizing the protective love of Stratos Mother. Carved long ago, it honored
the repulse, at great cost, of a landing force sent down by the Enemy foeship,
during dark, ancient days when women and men together fought to save the
colony, their lives, and posterity. Maia knew little about that bygone
era—history wasn't deemed a practical curriculum—but the statue was a stirring
sight nonetheless. Lanargh's
famous five hills then appeared, one after another, lined with pale stone
tiers, clanholds, and gardens, stretching for kilometers along the bay and into
green-flanked mountainsides. The twins had always pictured Port Sanger as large
and cosmopolitan, since its trade dominated much of the Parthenia Sea. But here,
at the pivot of a vast ocean, Maia saw why Lanargh was properly called
"Gateway to the East." After
tying at the quay assigned them by the harbor mistress, the crew watched the
captain set off with the Bizmai cargo-owners to meet potential clients. Then
liberty was called and the hands themselves spilled ashore, shouting with
pleasure. Maia found Leie waiting at the foot of the wharf. "Beat ya
again!" Maia's twin laughed, eking out another minor victory, knowing Maia
didn't give a damn. "Come
on," Maia answered, grinning. "Let's get a look at this place." More
than five hundred matriarchal clans dwelled in the city, filling broad piazzas
and clamoring market avenues with contingents of finely dressed, elaborately
coiffed, magnificently uniformed clones, their burdens carried on well-oiled
carts or the backs of patient lugars in liveried tunics. There were sumptuous
scents of strange CLORV J Ј A" J o 67 fruits
and spices, and creatures the twins had only read about, such as red howler
monkeys and flapping mere-dragons, which rode upon their owners' shoulders,
hissing at passersby and snatching grapes from unwary vendors. The
sisters roamed plazas and narrow shopping streets, eating sweets from a
patissiere's stall, laughing at the antics of a small clan of agile jugglers,
dodging the harangues of political candidates, and pondering the strangeness of
such a wide, marvelous world. Never before had Maia seen so many faces she
didn't recognize. Though Port Sanger held a population of several thousand, there
had never been more than a hundred distinct visages to know while growing up. For the
first time, they tasted what life might be like if their secret scheme
succeeded. Although they were humbly dressed, some vars they encountered
stepped aside for them in automatic deference, as if they were winter-born.
"I knew it!" Leie whispered. "Twins are rare enough that people
simply jump to the wrong conclusion. Our plan can work!" Maia
appreciated Leie's enthusiasm. Yet, she knew success would count on filling in
countless details. They shouldn't spend,, their free moments playing games, she
insisted, but combing the port for useful information. Unfortunately,
the town was a babble of strange tongues. Whenever clone-sisters met on the'
street, they often spoke an incomprehensible rasp of family code, handed down
by hive mothers and embellished by their daughters for generations. This
frustrated Leie at first. Back in easy-going Port Sanger, common speech had
been the norm. Then
Leie grew enthusiastic. "We'll need a secret jarg too, when we start our
own clan." Maia
neglected to remind her sister that as little girls they had experimented with
codes, cryptograms, and private jargon, until Leie grew bored and quit.
Privately, Maia 68 DAVID B
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never stopped making anagrams or finding patterns in letter blocks scattered on
the creche floor. It might even have been what first triggered her interest in
constellations, for to her the sparkling stellar patterns always seemed to hint
at the Creator's private code, one that was open to all who learned to see. Strolling
the grand plaza in front of Lanargh's city temple, the twins watched a group of
kneeling sailors receive blessing from an orthodox priestess wrapped in
burgundy-striped robes. Raising her arms, the clergywoman called for
intercession from the planet spirit, its rocks and air, its winds and waters,
so that the men might reach safe haven at their journey's end. The singsong
benison finished with a favorite passage about the sanctity of comradeship amid
shared danger. Yet, the holy woman's quavering delivery showed that clerics,
too, had a "language" all their own, especially when quoting the
mysterious Fourth Book of Scriptures. "Soto
their ships ontime ofneed haul uponthatwhichishid-den ..." No
wonder Book Four was popularly known as the Riddle of Lysos. It even had its
own eighteen-letter alphabet, which used to bring Maia pleasurable diversion
during long weekly services in the Lamatia chapel, silently puzzling over
cryptic passages incised on the stone walls. Leie
glanced at the clock set in the Temple's face and sighed. "Oops, sorry.
Gotta get back to work now." Maia
blinked. "What? On first day?" "Ain't
it var's luck? Mop an' pail duty. Our chief wants ol' Zeus to get more customers
than Wotan, even though it all goes to the same owners and guild." She
grimaced. "Are your bosuns as awful as ours?" Maia
wouldn't have used that word. "Hard," maybe, and quick to catch when
you were inattentive. But she was learning 2 lot from Naroin and the others,
and growing stronger by the day. Anyway, Leie was clearly fibbing. CLORV J Ј A S 0 XI 69 Maia
bet her sister was on punishment detail, probably for mouthing off when she
should have kept quiet. Despite
that, Maia grunted sympathetically. "Unloading coal for a living. Huh. I
guess the mothers'd be proud of us lor starting at the bottom." "Not
for long, though!" Leie answered. "Someday we'll sail back into Port
Sanger with enough coin sticks to buy the place!" She laughed, and her
cheerfulness forced Maia to smile. It felt
different walking through town alone, and not simply because no one stepped
aside for her anymore. Maia had enjoyed pointing things out to Leie, sharing
the sights. It had been comforting knowing another person in this sea of
strangers was an ally. On the
other hand, the town seemed more vivid this way. Sound and smell and vision
felt sharper as she grew more aware of the downside of city life. Sweating var
laborers, dragging loads on creaking carts. Beggars, some crippled, shaking
tithe cups bearing wax temple seals. Sly-looking women who leaned against the
corners of buildings, eyeing her speculatively, perhaps wondering how well her
purse was tied on. . . . It was
right for us to-take separate ships, Maia thought, feeling both wary and alive.
We needed this. I. needed it. There
were placards she had never seen before, denoting clans she didn't know,
offering goods she had never heard of. Some shop floors were shared by a dozen
midget enterprises, each with a pretentious, hand-painted heraldic device, run
by single women pooling together for the rent, each hoping to begin the slow
rise to success. At the, other extreme, the city hospital seemed both modern
and colorless, the white-jacketed professionals within having no need to
advertise their family affiliations. A
blatting sound, a horn and crashing
cymbals, 70 DAVID ERIN caused
the street crowd to divide for a new disturbance. Onlookers laughed as a short
parade wound its way downhill. The male membership of a secret society, dressed
in flamboyant outfits and carrying mystery totems, wove across the cobblestones
to applause and good-natured catcalls from the throng. Some of the men seemed
sheepish, lugging ornate model ships and wooden zep'lins on their shoulders to
the beat of thumping drums, while others held their chins out, as if daring
anyone to make fun of their earnest ritual. Only a few spectators seemed
unfriendly, such as when one cluster of frowning women pointedly refused to
step aside, forcing the procession to wind around them. Perkinites,
Maia thought, moving on. Why don't they leave the poor men alone and pick on
someone their own size? Lanargh
offered a wider range of services than she had ever imagined, from palmists and
professed witches all the way to esteemed phrenologists, equipped with
calipers, cranial tapes, and ornate charts. Maia considered having a reading
done, till she saw the prices and decided nothing could be done about the shape
of her head, anyway. Glancing
through one expensive glass window, Maia watched three high-browed redheads
consult with customers over leather-bound folders. Perusing gilt posters, Maia
gleaned that this was a local branch of a farflung family enterprise, one
offering commercial message services. On a separate chart, the redheads
advertized a local sideline—designing private languages for up-and-coming
houses. "Now
there's a niche," Maia murmured admiringly. Success on Stratos often lay
in finding some product or service no one else had mastered. This was one she
might have enjoyed exploring herself. She sighed. "Too bad it already
seems pretty well filled." "They're
all filled, sister. Don't you know? It's one of the foretold signs." CLORV 5EASOX1 71 Maia
spun around to face a young woman about her own age and height, wearing a
cowled robe with the embroidered stripes of some religious order. The
priestess, or dedicant, clutched a sheaf of yellow pamphlets, peering at Maia
through thick spectacles. "Um
. . . signs of what, sister?" Maia asked, overcoming surprise. A
friendly, if fervent, smile. "That we are entering a Time of Changes.
Surely you've noticed, a bright fiver like yourself,, that things are on edge?
Clan matrons have long complained about the climbing summer birthrate, but do
they act to stop it? A force within Stratos Herself wills that it be so,
despite all inconvenient consequences." Maia
overcame her accustomed reaction to being accosted by a clergywoman—an impulse
to seek the nearest exit. "Mm . . . inconvenient?" "To
the great houses. To the bureaucracy in Caria. And especially to those selfsame
hordes of summerlings, for whom there's no place on this planet. No place save
one." Aha!
Maia thought. Is this a recruitment drive? The priesthood was even less
selective than the Port Sanger city guard. By taking vows, any var might
guarantee a full meal bowl for the rest of her days. If it also meant forsaking
childbearing, or ever establishing a clan of one's own, how many summerlings
achieved that anyway? Abjuring sex someday, with a sweaty man, was no
decision-stopper. All Stratos was your lover when you took the robe, and all
Stratoins your children. Still,
why go recruiting? In Lanargh, a stone thrown in any direction would pass over
some priestess or deacon. More were choosing that route to safety every day. "Meanin"
no disrespect," Maia said, backing away. "I don't think the Temple is
my place." The
priestess seemed undismayed. "My child, that's obvious from the look of
you." 72 DAVID ERIN "But
. . . then what . . . ?" Maia suddenly found her hand filled with a
printed broadsheet. She glanced down at the first few lines. The
Outsiders—Danger or Challenge? Sisters
in Stratos! It should be obvious by now that the sages and coun-cilwomen of
Caria are concealing the truth about the spaceship in our skies, said to
contain emissaries from the Hominid Phylum, which our ancestors left so long
ago. Why have they told the public so little? The savants and officials make
excuses, talking about "linguistic drift" and careful "quarantine
procedures," but it is growing apparent to even the lowliest that our
great ones, sitting on lofty seats within the Council, Temple and University,
are in their deepest hearts cowards. . . . It was
hard to follow the run-on screed, but a tone of antagonism to authority was
stridently clear. Maia looked again at the dedicant, seeing that the stripes of
her robe were broken with colored threads. "You're a heretic," she
breathed. "Smart
lass. Not many where you're from?" Maia found herself smiling faintly.
"We're a bit out of the way. We had Perkinites—" "Everyone
has Perkinites. Specially since the Outsider Ship gave 'em an excuse to spread
boogie-man stories. You know the ones. . . . Now that Stratos is rediscovered,
the Phylum will send fleets of ships full of drooling, hairy, unmodified males,
worse than the Enemy of old." CLORV 5 Ј A S 0 XI 73 "Well"—Maia
grinned at the image—"that may exaggerate what they say." "And
your local Perkies may be milder than ours, O virgin from the frozen north!"
The heretic laughed sardonically. "At any rate, even the temple
hierarchy's in a lather over alien humans barging in, possibly changing Stratos
forever. It never seems to occur to the silly smugs that it might be the other
way around. That this may be the moment Lysos was planning for, from the very
start!" Maia
was confused, "You don't see the starship as a threat?" "Not
my order, the Sisters of Venture. In early days, restored contact might've been
harmful. But now our way of life is proven. Sure, we have problems, injustices,
but have you read about the way things were back on the Old Worlds, before our
founders' exodus?" Maia
nodded. It was favored fare in books and on the tele. "Animal
chaos!" The woman waxed passionate. "Picture how violent and uncertain
life was, especially for women and children. Now realize, it's probably still
going on out~there! That is, on whatever worlds haven't been destroyed, by the
Enemy, or by aggression among male humans." "But
the Outsider proves some colonies still—" "Exactly!
There may be dozens of surviving, battered worlds, crying out for what we can
offer—salvation." Maia
had backed away until a gritty wall jabbed her spine. Yet she felt torn between
flight and fascination. "You think we should welcome contact . . . and
send missionaries?" The
dedicant, who had been hunching forward in pursuit, now stood straighter and
smiled. "I was right about you being a sharpie. Which brings up my
original comment about there being a reason for everything, including the surge
in summer births, even though niches 74 DAVID seem so
few." She raised one finger. "Few here on Stratos! But not out
there." The finger jabbed skyward. "Destiny calls, and only timid
fools in Caria stand in the way!" Maia
saw fervor in the young woman's eyes, a belief transcending logic and all
obstacles. Suppose you find yourself insignificant in the world, dwarfed by the
mighty. How to feel important after all? All you need is a convenient
conspiracy. One that's keeping you from taking your rightful place as a leader
toward the light. Only
there are so many lights. . . . Maia
withheld judgment on the Venturist's actual idea, which had a grand sound, and
might even be worth discussing. "I'll give it a read," she promised,
holding up the pamphlet. "But . . ." Her
voice trailed off. The priestess was staring past her shoulder. In a distracted
tone, the young dedicant said, "Very good. But now I must go. To the
stars, sister." "Eia,
sister," Maia replied conventionally to the unusual farewell, watching the
striped robe vanish into the crowd. She turned to see what had spooked the
heretic, and soon caught sight of four sturdy women pushing through the throng,
nonchalantly swinging walking sticks they didn't seem to need . . . not for
walking, at least. Temple
wardens, Maia realized. There were priestesses and then there were priestesses.
Although heresy was officially no crime, the temple hierarchy had ways of
making it less comfortable than following classical dogma. Of the fringe
groups, only Perkinism was strong enough that no one dared rough up its
adherents. Oh, 1
guess there are still niches, Maia thought, watching the stern women move
along, causing even members of the city watch to step aside. Vars with muscle
can always find employment in this world. Which
suddenly reminded her, she was due back at the Wotan before dusk. Kitchen duty.
And there'd be patarkal hell to pay if she was late! CLORV J6AJONJ 75 Maia
stuffed the heretical tract into a pocket, to show Leie later. Giving the Temple
warders a wide berth, she found her bearings and hurried through the market
crowd toward the unmistakable aroma of the docks. "Work
now, gawk later!" Bosun Naroin snapped, late on their fourth day in port. Maia's
attention had wandered toward a distracting sight at the foot of the wharf.
Drawing back quickly, she nodded—"Yessir"—and concentrated on
resetting the conveyor belt, making sure that buckets hauling coal out of the
ship's hold did not jitter or spill. Sometimes it took muscle to lever the balky
contraption into line. Even after all seemed in perfect order, Maia watched the
buckets warily for a while to be sure. Finally, she lifted her head above the
portside rail once more. What
had drawn her gaze before was the arrival of a car, cruising with a
methane-driven purr down the bay-side embankment, toward the pier where Wotan
was moored. A car,
she thought. For personal transport and nothing else. There had been two in all
of Port Sanger—used on ceremonial occasions or to carry visiting dignitaries.
Other motor vehicles had been nearly as rare, since most products entered and
left her hometown by sea. In cosmopolitan Lanargh, one might glimpse a
motor-lorry down any street, each employing a driver, several loaders, and a
guardian who walked in front bearing a red flag, making sure no children fell
beneath the rumbling wheels. They were impressive machines, even if their
growling, chuffing rumble frightened Maia a little. For
several days, one battered, ugly high-bed had been coming to the pier to fill
its hopper with coal from the Parthenia Sea. The unloading crew grew to hate
the sight of the thing. But hey, it's a job, Maia thought as the 76 DAVID B R I XI truck's
bin filled with Port Sanger anthracite, bound for a family-run petrochemical plant
for conversion to molten plastic, then used by certain other Lanargh clans for
making fine injection-moldings. Her
gaze drifted once more to the foot of the wharf. The car had parked, but no one
had yet emerged. Curious. She
turned back to make sure the returning, empty buckets weren't clipping Wotan's
cargo hatch. If the conveyor jammed, the sweating team below would blame her.
"Hold!" Maia cried when the clearance narrowed thinner than she
liked. Naroin echoed with a shout. While the saw-toothed buckets rumbled to a
halt, Maia kicked free a pair of chocks and set a pry bar under the conveyor's
frame, straining to jigger the massive apparatus several times until the new
arrangement seemed right. Finally, she bent to pound the chocks back into place,
then called, "Ready away!" Naroin threw a lever and precious
electricity poured from the ship's accumulators, setting the scarred machinery
into motion with a rumble of grinding gears. It was
hard work, but Maia felt grateful to be out on deck. Her stints below,
shoveling coal into the ever-hungry buckets, had been like sentences to hell.
Floating grit stuck to your perspiration, running down your arms and sides in
sooty rivulets. It got into everything, including your mouth and underwear.
Finally, like the others, she had stripped completely. Nor
could she complain, for this crew was luckier than most. Half the ships in port
used human-powered winches to unload, or doubled-over stevedores, groaning as
they dumped gunnysacks onto horse-drawn wagons. Even those freighters equipped
with electric or steam-driven gear used it sparingly, relying mostly on muscle
power. "Savin'
wear and tear on the machinery," Naroin had CLORV $ Ј A S 0 77 explained.
"Some seasons, var labor's cheaper'n replacement parts." This year,
it seemed especially so. Not
that summer women worked alone. Clones supervised unloading delicate
merchandise, and men appeared whenever their specialized skills were needed.
Still, the sailors mostly spent time caring for their precious ships, and no
one expected different. What men and vars had in common was that both had
fathers—though seldom knew their names. Both were lowlife in the eyes of
haughty clones. Beyond that, all resemblance dimmed. Everything
seemed to be running smoothly, so Maia returned to the portside rail, fleeing
the dust. Rubbing the back of her neck, she turned and saw that someone had
left the motorcar at the base of the pier, and was walking this way. A man,
dressed in foppish lace and wearing a wide-brim hat, sauntered toward the Zeus
and Wotan, dodging the black plume wafting from the truck bed. Whistling, the
male paused to inspect the paint flaking from the Wotan's aft. He buffed his
shoes, then squinted at the sky. So that's what a person looks like when
they're trying not to look suspicious, Maia observed with amusement. This
character was ho sailor, nor did he look like the type to be kept waiting. Sure
enough, three crewmen appeared, one from her own ship and two from Leie's,
hurrying down the gangways with exaggerated nonchalance. The stranger, with a
courteous flourish, led the sailors behind the girth of the motortruck, where
bucket after bucket of black hydrocarbons showered into an already-creaking
loading bin. Now
what are they doing back there? Maia wondered as they remained hidden from
sight. As if it's any of my business. An
echoing cry from the ship's hold sent her scurrying to adjust the conveyor
again, prying away at the apparatus so that the buckets flowed smoothly to
reach the coal hillocks below. No sooner had she finished jiggering the in- 78 DAVID 8
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end than a shout from the woman lorry driver told Maia that the other boom
needed one last shift to fill the cargo bed properly. Kicking away the forward
chocks, Maia looked forward to diving with a whoop over the side just as soon
as the loading run was over. Even the scummy dockside water seemed
fantastically inviting at this point. The
final chock stayed stuck. With a sigh, she crawled underneath the conveyer to
pound it with the heel of her hand, already bruised and sore. "Come on,
you stupid, atyp chunk!" she cursed the tightly wedged block. Her hand
throbbed. "Move! You lugar-made piece of homlog—" A
sharp, nipping pain in an alarming quarter caused Maia to jump, slamming her head
against a bucket, which responded with a low, throaty gong. "Ow!
What the tark'l hell—?" Emerging,
rubbing her head with one hand and left buttock with the other, Maia blinked in
confusion at three sailors who stood grinning, just beyond arm's reach. She
recognized the off-duty crewmen who had seemed so ineptly casual with the
stylish male from town. Two smirked, while the third let out a high-pitched
giggle. "Did
. . ." Maia almost couldn't bring herself to ask. "Did one of you
pinch me?" The
nearest, tall and rangy with several days' beard, laughed again. "An
there's more where'n that come from, if yer want it." Maia
tilted her head, quite sure she'd misheard. "Why would I want more pain
than I've already got?" The
giggler, who was short but barrel-chested, tittered again. "Only hurts at
first, sweets . . . then ye ferget all that!" "Ferget
ever'thing but feeling good!" the first one added, to Maia's growing
confusion and irritation. The third man, of average height, with a dark
complexion, CLORV SEASON 79 nudged
his companions. "Come on. You can whiff she's just a virgie. Let's go
clean up an' head for Bell House." There
was an eager wildness in the small one's eyes. "How 'bout it, li'l var?
We'll fetch yer sister off'n our ship. Dress you both fancy. It'll look like
some pretty little clan, holdin' a frost party for us. Like that idea? Your own
little Hall o' Happiness, right on board!" He was
so close, Maia caught a strange, off-sweet odor, and glimpsed a powdery stain
at one corner of his mouth. More importantly, she now recognized, in stance and
manner, several signs taught to girls at an early age. His eyes stroked her
body closer than the clinging dust. Breathing heavily, his grin exposed teeth
glistening with saliva. There
was no mistaking these omens of male rat. But it
wasn't summer anymore! All the myriad cues that set off aurora season in males
were months gone. Oh, surely some men retained libido through autumn, but to
make blatant advances . . . on a var? One covered head to toe in grime, yet?
One without a hint of fecundity-scents from past births? It was
incredible. Maia hadn't a clue how to react. "Button
an' jet," a stern voice cut in. The
lanky sailor kept leering, but the other two stepped back for Wotan's
master-at-arms. "Uh, bosun"— the darker man nodded—"We're off
duty,- so we were just—" "Just
leaving, so my work party can go off-duty too, was that it?" Naroin asked,
fists on hips, forming the words sweetly, but with an edge that cut. "Uh
huh. Come on, Eth. Eth!" The dark sailor grabbed the one ogling Maia,
breaking his unnerving stare and dragging him off. Only then did Maia start
controlling her own adrenaline surge. Her mouth felt dry from more than coal
dust. The pounding in her chest slowly abated. "What,"
she inquired of Naroin, "was that all about?" 80 DAVID 8
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master-at-arms watched the three sailors walk away, their footsteps neither
uneven nor intoxicated. Rather, there was a prowling, even graceful menace to
the way they departed. Naroin glanced at Maia. "Don't
ask me." Without
another word, she got down and crawled under the conveyor to pound at the
recalcitrant chock, giving Maia a few moments more to recover. It was a
kindness, yet something had not escaped Maia's notice. Naroin's answer implied
ignorance. That was what the phrase usually meant. "Don't ask me." But the
tone hadn't conveyed ignorance. No, it had been an order, pure and simple. Maia's
curiosity flared. Leie
waxed enthusiastic as the sisters strolled the market quarter before dusk,
munching fish pies, listening to the cacophonous street-jabber, speculating
what deals, intrigues, and treachery must be going on all around them.
"This detour could be the best thing to happen to us!" Leie
announced. "When we finally do reach the archipelago, we'll- know much
more about commercial prospects. I was thinking . . . maybe next summer we
should get work in one of these plastics factories. . . ." Maia
let her twin rattle on, feeling pensive, restive. This afternoon's incident had
left her sensitized. The heretic's crumpled pamphlet lay unforgotten in her
pocket, a reminder that the fervid activity on all sides might not be
"normal," even for a big-city port. Now
that Maia looked for them, she. saw signs everywhere of an economy under
strain. Near the city hall, bulletin boards showed basic labor, even skilled
crafts, going for record low wages. Long-term contracts were nonexistent, and
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city guard. Just like back home, Maia thought. Only more so. Then
there were the men, more than she had ever seen before. And not just playing
endless Game of Life tournaments on quayside grids, or whittling to pass the
time between voyages, but moving briskly, intently, quite some distance inland.
Look down any crowded street and you'd catch sight of two or three, standing
out amid the crowds of women. Again, all the shipping might explain it. Except
why were such a high percentage of them so young? In
nature, just being male was enough to lower an animal's life expectancy, and it
was no different among humans on Stratos. Storms and shifting reefs, icebergs
and equipment failures, sent ships down every year. Few men lived to become
retirees. Still, there seemed so many young ones on the streets. It made her
nervous. While
most sailors were well-behaved, strolling, shopping, or drinking quietly at
taverns set aside for their kind, each day had its whispered tales of incidents
like one overheard last night—concerning a bloody corpse found in an alley, the
killer fleeing wild-eyed, pursued by city guards-women armed with stun
tridents. After
the episode next to the conveyor belt, Maia found herself overreacting to those
lazy smiles of halfhearted flirtation young men normally cast' this time of
year, more as a courtesy than any kind of offer. When one gangly youth winked
at her, Maia scowled back, eliciting a look of hurt dismay that instantly made
her feel embarrassed, contrite. Should
all males be feared, because a few go crazy? •_ It
wasn't only men causing problems, after all. The three races—winter folk, men,
and vars—mingled peaceably for the most part. But the twins had seen incidents
of rowdy summerlings—wildly varied in shape and color, but united in
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from some local clan. Frustration boiling over in rebellious hostility. Are
these really signs? The heretic spoke of a "time of changes," a term
familiar from teledramas and lurid storybooks. Stability, the great gift of
Lysos and the Founders, was never guaranteed to any particular generation. Even
scripture said a perfect society must flex, from time to time. Is it
just Lanargh, or is this happening all over Stratos? Mala felt more determined
than ever to try catching the tele-news tonight. She
reacted with a startled jump to a nudge in the ribs, and quickly saw that they
had wandered onto the chief city square. Strollers, who had spent midday under
shaded loggias, were emerging to enjoy the late sun's slanting rays. Leie
pointed across the broad piazza toward a row of elegant, multistoried houses.
"Over there, leaning against that column. Ain't that your bosun, trying to
look invisible?" Maia
picked out the trim figure of Naroin, resting one shoulder on a pillar, acting
as if she had only to watch the world go by. What's she up to? That var never
relaxed a day in her life. As if
reading her thoughts—which she still did all too often—Leie nudged Maia a
second time. "I bet your bosun's spying on that lot over there." "Hm.
. . . Maybe." Naroin appeared well-positioned to discreetly observe a
mixed gathering of lavishly dressed males and females sitting at an open-air
cafe. The men didn't look like sailors, while the women had a massaged, billowy
appearance Maia associated with pleasure clans, specializing in relieving the
tensions of others in houses of ease. Several such houses lined the square,
positioned to serve clients coming from the harbor in summer, and uptown in
winter. Above each entrance, gaily painted signs depicted a leaping rabbit, a
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a bell between its jaws. Servants labored on the house overlooking the cafe,
changing the decorations from warm, aurora shades to those of frost. In
autumn, the two clienteles of such places overlapped like incoming and ebbing
waves, which explained the mixed group at the veranda cafe. Maia wondered what
the men and women found to talk about. Was
Naroin's surveillance also out of curiosity? Unlikely.
Especially when Maia noticed among the loungers a man in a floppy hat. "So
that's the guy?" Leie asked. "I don't know what he did to Lem and
Eth, but those boys sure got in trouble. Think your bosun's gonna pick a fight?
The fop's got twice her mass." Whatever
the reason or season, Maia wouldn't bet against the petite sailor. "Don't
ask me," the Naroin had said. Or, Keep your nose out of this. Despite
the power of her own inquisitiveness, almost hormonally intense, Maia decided
to quash it. At her station in life, wisdom dictated keeping a low profile. And yet
... . . An
abrupt clattering broke out to their left. The bell tower overlooking the
piazza emitted a loud thunk, and beaten copper doors, green with verdigris,
rattled open. Soon the famous clock figures of Lanargh would emerge to start
their stately dance—five minutes of choreographed automation, finishing with
the tolling of Three-Quarters Day. Crowds began moving up to watch the sublime,
hundred-year-old gift from Gollancz Sanctuary perform its evening ritual, timed
to satellite pulses from Caria University, halfway around the world. Maia
hadn't realized it was so late. The program she wanted to watch would be on
soon. "Come on," she urged. "Or we'll miss the news." Leie
shook her head. "There's lots of time. I want to see the first part again.
We'll go after that, I promise." Maia
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be fought, and when it was futile. Fortunately, they had a good view as the
clock-tower doors finished opening with a reverberating clang. Then, first out
its portal, emerged the bronze figure of the He-Ape, knuckle-walking above the
onlookers, carrying a twitching four-legged animal under one arm and a
sharpened stone in its mouth. The ape turned three times to a ratcheting beat,
appearing to scrutinize those below. Then the figure rose up on its hind legs,
miraculously unfolding into the erect figure of a man, now carrying loops .of
chain. The stone in his mouth had transformed into the stylized phallic
protuberance of The Bomb. Leie's
eyes gleamed with appreciation, the intricate play of bronze plates seemed so
smooth and natural. It was a renowned rendition of one of the most famous
allegorical tales on Stratos—a metaphor for one side of evolution. Another
door parted. The figure of a She-Ape emerged, carrying her traditional bundle
of fruit. Same as last time, and the time before, Maia thought. It's cute, but
monotonous. She
took a moment to glance back toward the cafe . . . and started in surprise.
Only moments had passed, but now empty bottles lay where the lounging customers
had sat. Naroin; too, had vanished. Oh,
well. She shook her head. None of my business. Besides, it's time to head
uptown. Maia
tugged her sister's arm. Leie tried to shrug her off, entranced by the
swiveling dance of metal figures. But now Maia insisted. "We've seen this
part twice already! I don't want to miss the broadcast again." Leie
sighed dramatically, and Maia thought, I wish for once she wouldn't milk it,
every time 1 want something, making it a "favor" to be repaid. "All
right," Leie agreed with an exaggerated shrug. "Let's go watch the
news." CLORV J Ј A S 0 XI 85 Behind
them, across the cobbled plaza, the giant figure of Mother Lysos emerged
through her own door above the other automatons, holding a bioscope in the
crook of one arm. Looking down benignly, she took the scroll of law inier other
hand, and used it to strike a mighty blow, severing forever the chains binding
Woman to the will of Man. Sure
enough, a long queue had formed four streets uphill, outside the wooden
amphitheater. Maia groaned in frustration. "Guess
we'll have to wait our turn," Leie said. "Oh well." That
was her twin, all right. Hot-tempered toward the faults of others.
Fatalistically philosophical about her own. Maia fumed quietly, craning to see
any sign of movement ahead. A guardia marshal stood by the ticket booth, both
to keep order and to make sure no under-five sum-merlings from town creches
sneaked in without notes from their clan mothers. Women by the door could be
seen leaning inside, listening to snatches of amplified speech, then popping
out to report to their friends. Murmurs of progressively degraded news riffled
back to the sisters. As during the night of the reavers, Leie listened avidly
and joined in this bucket brigade, even when the snippets were so obviously
debased as to be worthless. "You
were right," Leie reported. "There was a piece about the
Outsiders." She gestured vaguely skyward. "No pictures yet of the one
that landed." Maia
exhaled disappointment. She had never before thought much about the Grand
Council's stinginess with news. Power and wisdom went together, the clan
mothers taught. Now though, Maia wondered if the heretic was right. The
savants, councillors, and high priestesses 86 DAVID B
R I seemed
unwilling to say much, as if fearing the reaction of the masses. From a
clone's point of view, I guess every person who's not one of your full sisters
is an unpredictable dilemma. It's just the same for us vars, only we're used to
it. Maia found it a curiously comforting insight—that there was one way in
which the winter-born went through life more afraid than summerlings.
Uncertainty must be their biggest dread. The
middle moon, Athena, hung above the western horizon, a slender crescent with
the plain of Mare Virgin-itatis brightening rapidly as the sun quenched behind
a bank of sea clouds. It was a clear evening above Lanargh, with a chill in the
air. The first stars were coming out. There
were separate lines for first-class and second-class viewing. The latter queue
moved in stuttered fits toward the ticket booth, staffed by several pug-nosed
women wearing spectacles and expressions of bemused skepticism. You'd think
with demand this high, they'd build more theaters, no matter how much sets cost
out here. Could all this public interest have taken them by surprise? By the
time standing room was available, and the twins squeezed into the back of the
sweaty room, the program had finished with the headlines and main features, and
was into a nightly segment called "Commentary." The young interviewer
on the big wall screen looked familiar, naturally, since the same show appeared
back home in Port Sanger. Her guest was an older woman, from attire clearly a
savant from, the university. ".
. . despite all assurances we have received, what guarantee do we have that our
Outsider friends are harmless, as they claim? We Stratoins recall with horror
the last time danger arrived from space—" The
interviewer cut in. "But, Savant Sydonia, when the Enemy came, it was in a
giant vessel, big as an asteroid! We can all see—those of us living in towns
with astronomy clubs —that the Visitor Ship is far too small to carry
armies." CLORV SEASON 87 Maia
felt, a thrill of luck. They were discussing the aliens, after all. On the
screen, the wise-looking savant nodded her head of noble gray hair. Camera
beams highlighted wisdom lines around her eyes, though Maia suspected some of
them might be makeup. "There
are dangers beyond outright invasion. Serious potentialities for harm to our
society. Remember, consciousness isn't everything! Sometimes the race has more
wisdom than its individual members." The
young interviewer frowned. "I don't quite follow." "There
are signs—portents, if you will. For example, one might mention the increase,
during the last several seasons, of-" A
sudden, jerky shift. Maia would have missed it, had she blinked. Studio
editing. Something excised from the interview before transmission. "—making
it impossible to completely dismiss the prospect of harm coming from restored
contact with the Phylum . . . much as we deplore some of the wilder fear
campaigns being waged by certain radical groups . . ." Blips
like that were common on shows 'cast by Caria City. So common, Maia might not
have given it much thought, if she hadn't been so intensely interested in the
answer. Now, she wondered. The heretic has a point. Vars grow up not expecting
to be told much. We get used to it. But aren't we citizens, too? Doesn't this
affect us all? Just
having such thoughts made Maia feel bold and rebellious. ".
. . so we must all strive together to reinforce the underpinnings of this good
world left us by Lysos and the Founders. One that tests our daughters, but
leaves them strong. Even the interstellar Visitor proclaims wonder over all
we've achieved, especially our remarkable social stability, as hominidal
colonies go." Maia
took note. The savant seemed to be confirming 88 DAVID 8 R I the
common rumor, that just one alien had actually landed on the surface of
Stratos. "It
is important, therefore, to keep all other aspects in perspective, and remember
what is fundamental. These accomplishments—this world and proud culture of
ours—are worth defending with all the dedication we can muster from our
souls." It was
a stirring speech, uttered with passion and eloquence. Maia saw many of the
heads between her and the screen nod in solemn agreement. Of course, those up
front would be clones from lesser families, or rich vars. Anyone who could
afford front seats already had a vested interest in the social order. Yet, many
others seemed as moved by the savant's words. Even Leie, when Maia turned to
glance at her sister. Of
course Leie, the perpetual optimist, assumed it was just a matter of time
before the two of them established their own clan. They would someday be
revered grandmothers of a great nation. Any system that let quality rise in
such a way might be stern, but could it be called unjust? Could
it? Maia long ago gave up arguing the topic. She never won contests of opinion
with her twin. ".
. . so we are asking all citizens, from clanhold to sanctuary, to keep on the
lookout. If anyone notices anything peculiar, it is her—or his-—duty to report
it at once—" The
change in the thread of Savant Sydonia's words caught her by surprise. Maia
whispered. "What's she onto now? I missed—" Leie
hushed her curtly. ".
. . to inform the local guardia office in any large town. Or go to any major
clanhold and tell the senior mothers what you have seen. There are rewards, up
to a Level Three stipend, for information serving the interest of Stratos in
these times of stress and danger." The
young interviewer smiled ingratiatingly. "Thank GLORV SEASON 89 you,
Savant Sydonia, of Clan Youngblood and the Caria University. Now we turn to
this month's summary of tech judgments. Reporting from Patents Hall, here is
Eilene Yar-bro. ..." •Leie
dragged Maia outside by the wrist. "Did
you hear?" she asked excitedly, once they were, some distance away, beside
one of Lanargh's countless canals. "A Class Three stipend . . . just for
tattling!" "I
heard, Leie. And yes, it's enough to start a hold, in some inexpensive town.
But did you notice how vague they were? You don't find that strange? Almost
like they're desperate to learn something, but julping at the thought of
anybody finding out what they're looking for!" "Mm,"
Leie grunted. "You have a point. But hey,-you know what?" Her eyes
gleamed. "That must mean they're underplaying what they're actually
willing to pay. A stipend for information . . . and how much more for keeping
quiet afterward? A whole lot, I'll bet!" Yeah,
lots more. Like a garrote in the dark. There were legends of ancient
parthenogenetic clans whose daughters brought status and wealth to the hive by
hiring out as stealthy assassins. Not all scary stories told to little
sum-merlings were baseless. But
Maia didn't mention this. After all, Leie lived for possibilities, and her
enthusiasm tugged at something similar within Maia—a zest for living that she
might otherwise have been too reserved, too withdrawn to tap. She differed so
from her sibling, even though they were as alike genetically as any pair of
clones. It had made Maia more willing than most vars to accept the notion of
individuality among winter folk. "We've
got to keep our eyes open!" Leie said, turning a great circle with her
arms, and finally staring up at the starry vault overhead. Constellations
had emerged while they were inside, painting the heavens with sweeping, diamond
brilliance. 90 DAVID B
R I XJ The
radiance of the galactic wheel. At expected intervals, Maia caught sight of
rhythmically pulsing pinpoints that weren't stars or planets, but rotating
satellites vital to navigators at sea. She saw no sign of the Visitor Ship, but
there was the black obscurity of the Claw, which bad little girls were told was
the open, grabbing hand of the Boogey Man, reaching for children who failed
their duty. Now Maia knew it as a dusty nebula, nearby in stellar terms,
obscuring direct line of sight to Earth and the rest of the Human Phylum. That
must have been comforting to the Founders, providing added shelter against
interference by the old ways. All
that was over, now. Something had emerged from the Claw, and Maia doubted even
great savants knew yet whether it meant menace or promise. The dark shape made
her shiver, childhood superstitions clashing with her proud, if limited,
scientific knowledge. "If
only we knew what the savants are looking for," said Leie wistfully.
"I'd shave my head to find out!" Practically
speaking, if the grand matrons of Caria sought something, it was doubtful two
poor virgins on a frontier coast would stumble across it. "It's a big
world," Maia sighed in reply. Naturally,
Leie took a different spin on her sister's words. "It
sure is. Big, wide open, and just waiting for us to take it by the
throat!" Why
does sex exist? For three billion years, life on Earth did well enough without
it. A reproducing organism simply divided, thus arranging for its posterity to
be carried on by two almost-perfect copies. That
"almost" was crucial. In nature, true perfection is a blind alley,
leading to extinction. Slight variations, acted on by selection, let even
single-cell species adapt to a changing world. Still, despite eons of
biochemical innovation, progress was slow. Life remained meek and simple till
just half a billion years ago, when it made a breakthrough. Bacteria
were already swapping genetic information, in a crude fashion. Now the system
oi exchange got organized, increasing patterned variability ten thousand-fold.
Sex was born, and soon came many-celled organisms—fish,
trees, dinosaurs, humans. Sex did all that. Yet,
because nature accomplished something in a certain way, must we follow suit
when we design our new humanity? Modern gene-craft can outpace sex another
thousand-fold. Within overall mammalian limitations, we can paint with colors
never known to poor, blind biology. We can
learn from Mother Nature's mistakes, and do a better job. —from
Methods and Means, by Lysos 4 There
was little rain. Nevertheless, the squall swiftly turned into a vicious gale. The
freighter Wotan wallowed through deep, rolling seas, sliding half-sideways down
serrated slopes, abeam to a wind that seized its masts like lever arms, so that
the poorly balanced ship heeled dangerously with each stiffening gust, its helm
not responding. Screaming,
the mate berated his captain for taking on too little ballast in Lanargh. Earlier,
he had cursed because they were too laden to flee the surprise tempest.
Ignoring the first officer's shrill imprecations, the master sent sailors aloft
to break the wind's grip on the masts. Shivering in icy spray, barefoot crewmen
took to the swaying sheets, clenching hatchets in their teeth, edging crablike
along slippery spars to hack at rigging, torn canvas—anything the vicious storm
might clutch and use to heel them over to their doom. Dimly,
through waves of churning nausea, Maia peered after the brave seamen, unable to
credit such skill or fortitude. Needles of saltwater stung her eyes as she
squeezed the gunnels, watching sailors take horrific risks high above, wielding
axes one-handed, shouting as they 94 DAVID B
R I Kl struggled
in common to save the lives of everyone aboard. Nor were there only men up
there. Higher-pitched cries told of female crew who had also climbed into the
gale, riding masts that whipped like tortured snakes. Vars
like her. How could human beings do such things? Maia felt queasy at the
thought. Plus shame at being too landlubber-inept to lend a hand. "
'Ware below!" a voice bellowed. Something fell out of the chaos overhead,
a ropy tangle that clanged off the gunnels, then slithered toward the dark,
hungry waters. Blearily, Maia stared after the mass of blocks and rigging,
which might have taken her along had it struck just a bit farther aft. But try
as she might, she could not spy a safer - place on deck than right here between
the masts, gripping the railing for dear life. One
thing for sure, she wasn't about to join other passengers cowering below. Out
here one must face the storm unsheltered, staring at soaring mounds and abyssal
gullies of heaving ocean. But across that terrifying vista, that maelstrom, she
had last sighted the Zeus. Her twin rode that other frail matchbox of wood and
cloth and flesh, and if Maia was too ill and clumsy to help Wotan's struggling
crew, at least she could keep watch, and call if she saw anything. Mostly
what she saw was watery nature, a conspiracy of foamy sea and sodden air,
trying its best to kill them. The green hillocks, taller and steeper than the
clanholds of Port Sanger, arrived in a rhythm well-timed to deepen the ship's
pendulous roll. On passing the next crest, Wotan heeled far to starboard,
hanging precipitously, about to spill over a terrifying slant. The entire
vessel shivered. Just
then, a fresh gusset struck the other side, yanking mightily at the groaning
masts, levering the freighter's great bulk over its keel. Loudly protesting,
the infirm ship listed and plummeted downslope. Gravity rotated, becoming a
sideways force, pressing Maia against the rails. One CLORV S Ј A S 0 XI 95 leg
slipped between, dangling into space. In horror, she saw the gray-green sea
reach with foam-flecked gauntlets . . . Time
slowed. For a suspended moment, Maia thought she heard the waters call her
name. Then,
as if bemused by her helplessness, the ocean-beast slowed . . . paused . . .
halted just meters away. Eyeless, it looked at her. Like an unhurried predator
staring straight through her soul. Next
time ... Or the time after . . . The
trough bottomed out. Maia's heart pounded as the freighter's list began slowly
to roll the other way again, drawing back the hungry waters. Gravity's fickle
tug rotated toward the deck, once more. Suddenly,
from underneath came a sharp, splintering crash. A horrible, fell vibration,
like wooden ribs snapping. New, panicky cries pealed. ". . .
Eai.i The cargo's shifted! ..." An
image came to mind, unasked for. . . . Tons of coal moving in black, liquid
waves from one side of the hold to the other, assailing the inner hull as the
sea hammered from without. Wotan sobbed, Maia thought, listening to the
horrific sound. Dark figures ran past, prying at the cargo hatch with steel
bars, sending the door flying off like a leaf caught in the wind. Not waiting
for help, the dim forms dove inside, presumably to try shifting, the load with
their bare hands. Maia
glanced overboard as the sea rolled back again, nearly cresting at the gunnels
this time, before receding even more reluctantly than before. Just a few more
such oscillations, and Wotan was surely doomed. The cries of those aloft rose
in pitch and urgency, along with sounds of frantic chopping. Someone screamed.
An ax glittered in the rainswept beam of an emefgency lantern, tumbling to the
raging sea. Belowdecks echoed the wails of those facing a different hopeless
task. 96 DAVID 8
R I X! By
utter force of will, Maia overrode her nausea, as wild as the storm. Her hands
uncurled from the vibrating rail and pushed off. "I'm . . . coming . .
." she managed to croak, for no one to hear. Knowing she lacked any skill
to aid those struggling aloft, Maia stumbled upslope across the slippery deck,
toward the yawning darkness of the hatch. Inside
the hold, all hell had broken loose, as well as several partitions meant to
guard the contents against shifting. One barrier had given way in the worst
possible place, near the- bow, where all that mass suddenly piling starboard
added to their list and worsened the rudder's lumberous response. Dim electric
bulbs, running on reserve batteries, swung wildly and cast dervish shadows as.
Maia grimly traversed a creaky catwalk straddling huge bins half-filled with chunky
coal. Black,dust rose like spindrift, clogging her throat and causing her
nictitating membranes to close over her eyes, just when she needed more light,
not less!. Stumbling
down a crumbly talus, Maia came upon an infernal scene, where shattered boards
let tons of coal pile rightward in great sloping mounds. Other vars had already
joined the men below, toiling to tame the rebel cargo, tossing it morsel by
morsel over groaning walls into yet unbroken compartments. Someone handed Maia
a shovel and she dug in, adding what she could to the pitiful effort. Through
the suffocating haze, she saw that a trio of clones were also hard at
work—first-class passengers whose clan must have taught its daughters that
dirty hands were less objectionable than dying. A good
thing to remember for our daughters' curriculum, pondered a remote part of her,
exiled to a far corner along with potions that kept gibbering in stark terror.
There CLORV 97 wasn't
time -for dread or detachment as Maia bent to her task with a will. More
helpers arrived carrying buckets. An officer began shouting and pointing,
organizing a human chain— women in the middle, passing plastic pails, while men
shoveled and filled at one end, heaving coal over a partition at the other.
Maia's job was to keep one shoveler provided with fresh buckets, then send each
laden pail on its way. Although desperation lent her strength, and danger
hormones surmounted her nausea, she had trouble keeping up with the frantic
pace. The male sailor's wedge-shaped torso heaved like some great beast,
emitting heat so palpable she dimly feared it might ignite the flying coal,
sending everyone to patarkal hades in one giant fireball. The
rhythm accelerated. Agony spread from her hands, up her fatigued arms, and
across her back. Everyone else was older, stronger, more experienced, but that
hardly mattered,. with all lives at stake together. Only teamwork counted. When
Maia fumbled a bucket, it felt like the world coming to an end. Concentrate,
dammit! It
didn't end, not yet. No one chided, and she did not cry, because there was no
time. Another pail took the fallen one's place and she bore down, striving to
work faster. Bucket
by bucket, they chewed away at-the drift. But despite all their efforts, the
tilt seemed only to increase. The black mountain climbed higher up the
starboard bulkhead. Worse, the bin they had been loading, on the port side,
began to creak and groan, its straining planks bowing outward. No telling how
long that partition would hold against a growing gravitational discord. Every
pailful they tossed just added to the load. Suddenly,
a startling, earsplitting crash pounded the deck overhead. Something heavy must
have come loose from the rigging, at last. Through the ringing in her skull, 98 DAVID B R I KJ Maia
heard sounds of distant cheering. Almost at once, she felt the freighter slip
out of the wind's frustrated clutches. With a palpable moan, Wotan's tiller
finally answered its helmsman's weary pull and the ship broke free, turning to
run before the storm. In the
hold, a var near Maia let out a long sigh as the awful list began to settle.
One of the clones laughed, tossing her shovel aside. Maia blinked as someone
patted her on the back. She smiled and started to let go of the bucket in her
hands— "
'Ware!" Someone screamed, pointing at the mountain of coal to the right.
Their efforts had paid off, all right. Too quickly. As the starboard tilt gave
way, momentum swung the ship past vertical in a counterclockwise roll. The
sloping mass trembled, then started to collapse. "Out!
Out!" An officer cried redundantly, as screaming crew and passengers
leaped for ladders, climbed the wooden bins, or merely ran. All except those
nearest the avalanche, for whom it was already too late. Maia saw a stupefied
look cross the face of the huge sailor next to her, as the black wave rumbled
toward them. He had time to blink, then his startled yell was muffled as Maia
brought her bucket down upon his shoulders, covering his head. The
momentum of her leap carried her upward, so the anthracite tsunami did not
catch her at once. The poor sailor's bulk shielded Maia for an instant, then
she was swimming through a hail of sharp stones, frantically clawing uphill.
Grabbing for anything, her hand struck the haft of a shovel and seized it
spasmodically. As her legs and abdomen were pinned, Maia just managed to raise
the tool, using the steel blade to shield her face. A noise
like all eternity ending brought with it sudden darkness. CLORV SEASON 99 Panic
seized her, an intense, animal force that jerked and heaved convulsively
against burial and suffocation. Terrifying blindness and crushing weight
enveloped her. She wanted to maul the enemy that pressed her from all sides.
She'wanted to scream. The fit
passed. It
passed because nothing moved, no matter how she strained. Not a thing. Maia's
body returned to conscious control simply because panic proved utterly futile.
Consciousness was the only part of her that could even pretend mobility. With
her first coherent thought, finding herself blanketed by tons of stony carbon,
Maia realized that there were indeed worse things than acrophobia or
seasickness. And there was yet one item heading the catalogue of surprises. I'm not
dead. Not
yet. In darkness and battered agony, straddling a fine zone between fainting
and hysteria, Maia clung to that fact and worked at it. The press of warm,
rusty steel against her face was one clue. The shovel blade hadn't kept the
avalanche from burying her, but it had protected a small space, a pocket filled
with stale air, rather than coal. So perhaps she'd suffocate, rather than
drown. The distinction seemed tenuous, yet the tangy smell of metal was
preferable to having her nostrils full of horrible dust. Time
passed. Seconds? Fractions of seconds? Certainly not minutes. There couldn't be
that much air. The
ship had stopped rocking, thank Stratos, or the shifting cargo would have
quickly ground her to paste. Even with the coal bed lying still, nearly every
square inch of her body felt crushed and scraped by jagged rocks. With nothing
to do but inventory agonies, Maia found it possible to distinguish subtle
differences in texture. Each chunk pressing her body had a sadistic personality
so in- 100 DAVID ERIN dividual
she might give it a name . . . this one, Needle; that one under her left
breast, Pincher; and so on. As
fractions stretched into whole seconds and more, she grew aware of one, unique
point of contact—a tight, throbbing constriction that felt smooth but
rhythmically adamant. With shock, she realized someone was holding onto her
leg! Hope coursed through Maia that she had been tossed upside down, leaving a
foot exposed, and those pulsating squeezes meant help was coming! Then
she realized. It's the big sailor! His
hand must have connected with her foot at the last moment, while she swam the
carbon tide. Now, whether conscious or dying, the man maintained this thin
thread of human contact through their common tomb. How
ironic. Yet it seemed no more bizarre than anything else right now. It was
company. Maia
felt sorry for Leie, when the news came. She'll imagine the end was more
horrible than it is. It could be worse. I can't think how right now, but I'm
sure it could be worse. As she
pondered that, the pulsing grip around her ankle tightened abruptly,
spasmodically, clenching so hard that Maia moaned in fierce new pain. She felt
the sailor's terrible convulsions, and his reflexive strength yanked her
downward, stabbing her in a hundred places, making her gasp in anguish. Then the
fierce grip began subsiding in a chain of diminishing tremors. The
throbbing constrictions stopped. Maia imagined she heard a distant rattle. See?
she told herself, as hot tears swept her eyes in total darkness. I told you. I
told you it could be worse. Quietly,
she prepared for her own turn. The scientio-deist liturgy of her upbringing
rose in her mind—catechis-tic lines Lamatia Hold dutifully taught its summer
children in weekly chapel services, about the formless, maternal spirit of the
world, at once loving, accepting, and strict. q L o R
V S Ђ A J o xi 101 For
what hope hath a single, living "me," A mind,
brief, yet self-important? Clinging After
life like a possession? Some thing she can keep? She
knew prayers for comfort, prayers for humility. But then, Maia wondered, if the
soul field really does continue after organic life has ceased, what difference
would a few words, mumbled in the dark mean to Stratos Mother? Or even the
strange, all-seeing thunder god .said to be worshiped privately by men? Surely
neither of them would hold it against her if she saved her breath to live a few
seconds longer? Perceptory
overload gradually shut down part of her agony. The claustrophobic pressure
surrounding Maia, at first a horrid mass of biting claws, now had a numbing
effect, as if satisfied to slowly crush all remaining sensation. The only
impression increasing with time was of sound. Thumps and distant, dragging
clatters. Heartbeats
passed, one by one. She counted them, at first to pass the time. Then
incredulously, because they showed no imminent sign of stopping. Experimenting,
Maia opened her mouth slightly, exposing her tongue and inner lips to sense
what her battered, dust-covered face could not—a faint thread of cool air that
seemed to stream down the shovel blade from somewhere near her hairline! Yet,
there had to be at least a meter of coal overhead. Probably much more! There
was no easy answer to this puzzle, and she tried not to think too hard. Even
when Maia made out footsteps .crunching overhead, and the hurried scrape of
tools, she paid scant heed, clinging to the blanket of numb acceptance. Hope,
if it raised her metabolism, was the last thing she needed right now. Maybe
it would be better if I slept awhile. So Maia
drifted in and out of anoxic slumber, vibra- 102 DAVID ERIN tions
along the shovel blade telling her how slow the progress of the rescuers
remained. As if it matters. Without
warning, the tool shifted, and the blade that had succored her suddenly
threatened to gouge her neck, causing Maia to squirm in terror. All at once,
the black swaddling of coal became more tight, constricting, suffocating, than
ever. Hysteria, so long held at bay by resigned numbness, sent tremors of
resurgent fury coursing through her pinned arms and legs. Maia desperately
fought a rising in her gorge. Then,
unexpected and unbidden, light struck her eyes with abrupt, painful brilliance,
outbalancing even clawing panic, driving out all thoughts with its sheer,
blinding beauty. Uncovered, her ears filled with noise—rattles, rasps, and
hoarse shouts. Maia took long, shuddering gasps as blurry shapes congealed into
silhouettes and finally soot-streaked faces, starkly outlined by swaying bulbs.
On their knees, sailors and passengers used bare hands to clear more coal away
from her head. Someone with a rag and bucket cleaned her eyes, nose, and mouth,
then gave her water. Finally,
Maia was able to choke out words. "Don't . . . b-bother . . .
w-w-me." She shook her head, cutting fresh scrapes along her neck.
"Ma . . . man . . . down . . . right." It came
out barely a gargle, but they acted as if they understood, commencing to dig
furiously where Maia indicated with her chin. Meanwhile, others more gradually
liberated the rest of her. When she was almost free, an overturned yellow
bucket came into view below, and the work went even faster. At that
point, Maia could have saved them effort. The hand still clutching her ankle
was growing cold. Yet she could not bring herself to say it. There was always a
chance. ... She had
never known his name. He was not even a o xi 103 member
of her race. Still, tears flowed when she saw his purple face and bulging eyes.
Hands pried his fingers off her leg, and with that break of contact she knew
with tragic certainty and unwonted loss that they would never again share
communication, this side of death. Seabirds
cried possessive calls of territoriality, warning others of their kind to keep
away from private nesting niches, chiseled in the steep bluffs overlooking
Grange Head harbor. Jealous of their neighbors, the birds virtually ignored a
small group of bipeds who swung along the cliffs, hanging from slender ropes,
taking turns harvesting molted feathers in great bags and alternately chipping
still more roosts for this year's crop of mating pairs. From a distance, or
even from the birds' close vantage point, no one could distinguish among the
sunburned, narrow-boned, black-haired women performing these strange tasks.
They all looked identical. Idly,
without much interest, Maia watched the harvester family labor along those
vertiginous heights, working their feather farm. It was a niche, all right. Not
one she'd ever be tempted to fill. Yet, something equally at the fringe was
probably her destiny now. All the fond hopes and ambitious schemes of childhood
lay broken, and her heart was numb. With a
heavy sigh she looked at the figures she had scratched on her slate. The
calculations needed no further massaging. Gingerly, because each movement still
caused her pain, she flipped the tablet over and slid it across the chart
table. "I'm
done, Captain Pegyul." The
tall sallow-faced sailor looked up from his own figures and stared at her a
moment. He scratched behind his battered green cap. "Well, give me another
minute, then, will yer?" 104 DAVID 8
R I XI CLORV JfASOKl 105 Sitting
on a railing nearby, Naroin the bosun puffed her pipe and gave Maia a
headshake. Don't show up officers. That would be her advice. What do
I care? Maia responded with a shrug. With the navigator and second mate lost in
the storm, and the first mate in bed with a concussion, there had been only one
person aboard able to help Wotan's master pilot this tub. Struggling to turn a
hobby into a useful skill, Maia had quickly learned why tradition demanded more
than one eye at a sextant, to cross-check each measurement. The custom proved
valid during the last two dreadful weeks, retracing their way back on course.
Each of them had made mistakes often enough to cause disaster, if the other
hadn't been there to notice. But
here we are. That's what matters, I guess. She was
willing to humor the captain's wish for this final exercise, comparing notes on
technique here in a safe harbor, one whose official position was known down to
the centimeter. It helped pass the time while her wounds healed, and while
going through the motions of looking out to sea, hoping to spot a sail she knew
would never come. The
captain threw down his stylus and uncovered a chart, peering at the coordinates
of Grange Head harbor. "Gak. Yer right. M'dawn sighting was off 'cause of
the red satellite in th' Plough. It's the five-pulser, not the three. Thet's
why m'longitude was wrong." Maia
tried to be gallant, for Naroin's sake. "It's an easy mistake in twilight,
Captain. The Outsiders put up the new strobe this summer, as a favor to the
Caria Navigation Authority, after the old five-second light burned out." "Mmph.
So you said. A new strobe-sat. Fancy thet. Musta been published. Our sanctuary
tele's been fritzin', but thet's no excuse. Oughta stay up t' date, dammit. "We'd
hed it easy for so long, though," he sighed. "Queer for a summer
storm t'come so late, this yer." 1 You can
say that again, Maia thought. Aftereffects of the gale had lain strewn across
still-choppy waters, the following day, when the winds finally calmed enough
for searching. Planks and other floating debris fished out of the sea showed
that theirs hadn't been the only drama during the night. The capping moment
came as they cruised back and forth, desperately seeking, when a broken clinker
board was hauled in and turned over, showing parts of the letters Z-E-U- The
passengers and crew had stared in numb silence. Nor had the next few days
encouraged hope. Lingering silence on the radio turned worry to despair.
Assisting the crew to get their wounded ship to port had offered blessed
distraction from Maia's pain and gnawing anxiety. I've
got to get ashore. Maybe the feel of solid ground will help. "Thanks
for everything you taught me, Captain," Maia said woodenly. "But now
I see they've finished loading the barge. I shouldn't keep them waiting." She
bent gingerly to take the strap of her duffel, but Pegyul seized it and swung
it over his shoulder. "Yer sure I can't get ye t'stay?" She
shook her head. "As you said, there's a chance my sister's still alive out
there. Maybe they'll limp into port, or she might've been rescued by some other
ship. Anyway, this was our destination when the storm hit. Here's where she'll
come, if she can." The man
looked dubious. He, too, had taken losses when the Zeus vanished. "Yer
welcome with us. Ye'd have a home till spring, an' each three-quarter year
efter." In its
way it was a generous offer. Other women, such as Naroin, had taken that path,
living and working in the periphery of the strange world of men. But Maia shook
her head. "I've got to be here, in case Leie shows." She saw
him accept her choice with a sigh, and Maia wondered how this could be the same
person she had 106 DAVID B
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so two-dimensionally, back in Port Sanger. Flaws were still apparent, but now
they comprised part of a surprisingly complex blend for so simple a creature as
a man. After handing her bag down to the pilot of the waiting barge, topped off
with a consignment of dark coal, Captain Pegyul drew from one of his pockets a
compact brass tool. "It's
m'second-best sextant," he explained, showing her how the three sighting
arms unfolded. There were two leather straps for attaching it to the owner's
arm. "Portable job. Been meanin' t'fix the main reflector, ret here. See?
Sort o' hair loom, it is. Even had a redout for the Old Net, see here?" Maia
marveled at the miniaturized workmanship. The old readout dials would never
light again, of course. They marked it as a relic of another age, battered and
no match for the finely hand-wrought devices produced in modern sanctuary
workshops. Still, the sextant was an object of both reverence and utility. "It
is very beautiful," she said. When he refolded it, Maia saw that the
watchcase cover bore an engraving of an airship—a flamboyant, fanciful design
that obviously could never fly. "It's
yers." Maia
looked up in surprise. "I ... couldn't." He
shrugged, trying to make matter-of-fact what she could tell was an
emotion-laden gesture. "I heard how ye tried to save Micah with the
bucket. Fast thinkin'. Mighta worked ... if luck was diff'rent." "I
didn't really—" "He
was me own boy, Micah. Great, hulkin', cheerful lad. Too much Ortyn in him,
though, if y'know what I mean. Never would of learned to use a sextant right,
anyway." Pegyul
took Maia's smaller hand in his huge callused one and put the brass instrument
firmly in her palm, clos- CLORV J Ј A J 0 HI 107 ing her
fingers around the cool, smooth disk. "God keep ye," he finished with
a quaver in his voice. Maia
answered numbly. "And Lysos guide you. Eia." He nodded with a faint
jerk, and turned away. Fully
loaded, the coal barge slowly crossed the glassy bay. Grange Head didn't look
like much, Maia thought glumly. There was little industry besides transhipping
produce for countless farming holds strewn across the inland plains, accessing
the sea here by narrow-gauge solar railway. Sunlight wasn't enough to lift
fully laden trains over the steep coastal hills, so a small generating plant
offered a steady market for Port Sanger coal. The solitary pier lacked draft to
let old Wotan dock, so its cargo came ashore boatload by boatload. Naroin
smoked her pipe, quietly regarding Maia.. "Been meanin' to tell you,"
she said at last. "That was some trick you pulled durin' the
avalanche." Maia
sighed, wishing it had occurred to her to lie about the damned bucket, instead
of semiconsciousiy babbling the whole story to her rescuers.. Her impulsive act
hadn't been thought-out enough to be called generous, let alone heroic. Sheer
instinct, that was all. Anyway, the futile gesture hadn't saved the poor
fellow. However,
Naroin wasn't referring to .that part of the episode, it turned out.
"Usin' the shovel the way you did," she said. "That was quick thinking.
The blade gave you a little cave to breathe in. And raisin' the handle signaled
us where to dig. But tell me this, did you know we make those hafts out o'
hollow bamboo? Did you figure air might pass through?" Maia
wondered where Naroin kept herself summers, so she could avoid ever being
trapped in the same town. "Luck, bosun. You're out of season if you see
more in it. Just dumb luck." 108 DAVID B
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master-at-arms shrugged. "Expected you'd say that." To Maia's relief,
the older woman let it drop there, allowing Maia to ride the rest of the way in
silence. When the barge bumped along the town dock, with its row of hand-built
wooden cranes, the bosun stood up and shouted. "All right, scum, let's get
at it. Maybe we can clear this hole in the coast before the tide!" Maia
waited till the barge was tied securely, and the others had scrambled ashore,
before stepping carefully across the gangplank with her duffel. The rock-steady
pier made her feel momentarily queasy, as if the roll of a ship were more
natural than a surface anchored to rock. Pressing her lips in order to not show
her pain, Maia set off for town without a backward glance. Counting her bonus,
she could afford to rest and heal for a while before looking for work. Still,
the coming weeks would be a time of trial, staring out to sea, clutching the
magnifier on her little sextant in forlorn hope each time a sail rounded those
jagged bluffs, fighting to keep depression from enveloping her like a shroud. "So
long, Lamai brat!" someone shouted at her back— presumably the sharp-faced
var who had been so hostile, that first day at sea. This time the insult was
without bite, and probably meant with offhand respect. Maia lacked the will to
reply, even with the obligatory, amiably obscene gesture. She just didn't have
the heart. "In
ancient days, in olden tribes, men obliged their wives and daughters to worship
a stern-browed male god. A vengeful deity of lightning and well-ordered rules,
whose way it was to shout and thunder at great length, then lapse into fits of
maudlin, all-forgiving sentimentality. It was a god like men themselves—a lord
of extremes. Wrangling priests interpreted their Creator's endless, complex
ordinances. Abstract disputes led to persecution and war. I "Women
could have told them," Lysos supposedly continued. "If men had only
stopped their bickering and asked our opinion. Creation itself might have been
a bold stroke of genius, a laying down of laws. But the regular, day to day
tending of the world is a messy business, more like the inspired chaos of a
kitchen than the sterile precision of a chartroom, or study." Intermittent
breezes ruffled the page she was reading.' Leaning on the crumbling stone wall
of a temple orchard, looking past the sloping tile roofs of Grange Head, Maia
lifted her gaze to watch low clouds briefly occult a brightly speckled, placid
sea, its green shoals aflicker with silver schools of fish and the flapping
shadows of hovering swoop-birds. The variegated colors were lush, voluptuous.
Mixing with scents carried by the moist, heavy wind, they made a stew for the
senses, spiced with fecund exudates of life. The
beauty was heavy-handed, adamantly consoling. She got the point—that life goes
on. With a
sigh, Maia picked up the slim volume again. "A
living planet is a much more complex metaphor for deity than just a bigger
Father, with a bigger fist," the passage went on. "If an omniscient,
all-powerful Dad ignores your prayers, it's taken personally. Hear only silence
long enough, and you start wondering about His power. His fairness. His very
existence. "But
if a World-Mother doesn't reply, Her excuse is simple. She never claimed
conceited omnipotence. She has countless others clinging to Her apron strings,
including myriad species unable to speak for themselves. To Her elder offspring
She says—go raid the fridge. Go play outside. Go get a job. "Or
better yet, lend me a hand! I have no time for idle whining." Maia
closed the slim volume with a sigh. She had spent a good part of the afternoon
pondering this excerpt, purported to have.been written by the Great Founder
her- DAVID B
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The passage was not part of formal scripture. Yet, even while working in the
temple garden, Maia kept thinking about it. Priestess-Mother Kalor had lent her
the book when more traditional readings failed to help ease her heart-pain.
Against all expectation it had helped. The tone, more open and casual than
liturgy, was poignantly humorous in parts. For the first time, Maia found she
could picture Lysos as a person she might have liked to know. After weeks of
depression, Maia managed her first, tentative smile. Her
injuries had been worse than anyone thought, on :eppmg from the Wotaris barge
some weeks ago. Or per- -ups
the will to heal was lacking. When the manager of .he small, dingy hotel found
her in bed one morning, -weating
and feverish, the clone had sent for sisters from the local temple, to come
fetch Maia for tending. "So
sorry, younger sister," the acolytes replied each morning.
"There is no sign of the Zeus. No woman resembling HI has
made landfall." The temple mother even paid out : her
own pocket to make Net calls to Lanargh and other - orts.
The ship Leie had been aboard was listed missing. ? guild had filed for
insurance and was in official mourn- Maia
had thanked Mother Kalor for her kindness, then went to her cell and threw
herself, sobbing, onto the narrow cot. She had wailed and clenched her fists,
pounding the mattress till all sense left her fingers. She slept most of each
day, tossed and turned each night, and lost .'.erest in food. I
wanted to die, she recalled. Mother
Kalor had seemed unconcerned. "This is nor-... u mi! pass. We vars tend to cleave more closely, when we \i to
someone. It makes mourning harder than any clone ..'i understand. "Unless
the clone has lost all of her family at once, that is. Then such devastation
you or I could not imagine." But
Maia could imagine. In a sense she had lost a family, a clan. All her life,
Leie had been there. Sometimes infuriating or stifling, that presence had also
been her companionship, her ally, her mirrored reflection. The separation on
departure morn had been Maia's idea, a way to develop independent skills, but
the ultimate goal had always been a common one. The dream shared. She had
cursed herself. It's myfault.lt they had stayed together, they would be united
now, living or dead. The
priestess said all the expected things, about how survivors should not blame
themselves. That Leie would have wanted Maia to prosper. That life must
persevere. Maia appreciated the effort. At the same time, she felt resentment
toward this woman for interfering in her misery. This var who had chosen to
become a "mother" the safe and convenient way. At
last, partly in exhaustion, Maia started to let go. Youth and good food sped
physical healing. Theological contemplations played a small part, as well. I
used to wonder how it is that men still have a thunder god. An all-seeing deity
who watches every action, cares about all thoughts. Old
Coot Bennett had spoken of his faith, which he thought fully consistent with
devotion to Stratos Mother. Apparently it's passed down within the male
sanctuaries, and couldn't be eradicated now, even if the savants and
councillors and priestesses tried. But how
did it get started? There were no men among the Founders, when the first dome
habitats bloomed on Landing Continent. Multiple lab-designed generations came
and went before the Great Changes were complete. Our ancestors knew nothing but
what the Founders chose to tell them. So how
did those first Stratoin men learn about God? It was
more than an intellectual exercise. IfLeie's gone, perhaps her soul field has
joined with the planet's, and is part of the rainbow I see out there. The image
was poetic and I 112 DAVID B
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Yet there was also something tempting about Old Bennett's notion of afterlife
in a place called heaven, where a more personal continuation, including
memories and a sense of self, was assured. According to Bennett, the dead could
also hear you when you prayed. Leie?
She projected slowly, solemnly. Can you hear me? If you do, could you give a
sign? What's it like on the other side? There
might have been a reply in the play of light upon the water, or in the distant
cries of gulls. If so, it was too subtle for Maia to grasp. So, she took wry
comfort imagining how her twin might respond to such an impertinent request. "Hey,
I just got here, dummy. Besides, telling you would spoil the fun." With a
sigh, Maia turned around and took a pair of pruning shears from the pocket of
her borrowed smock. While healing, she had paid for room and board by helping
tend the orchard of native Stratoin trees each temple was obliged to keep as
part of a duty toward the planet. It was gentle work, and seemed to carry its
own lesson. "You
and me, we're both endangered, aren't we?" she told one short, spindly
shrub she had been caring for, before abstraction took her away. Eons of
evolution had equipped the jacar tree's umbrella leaves with chemical defenses
to keep native herbivores at bay. Those toxins had proved useless at deterring
creatures of Earthly stock, from rabbits to deer to birds. All found the jacar
delicious, and only rarely did it take to cultivation. This garden's five
specimens were listed in a catalog maintained in faraway Caria. "Maybe
we both belong in a place like this," Maia added, taking a final snip and
stepping back to regard a finished job. Then she turned to regard the orchard,
the flower beds, the stucco-walled temple of refuge. Having CLORV J6A50K1 113 second
thoughts? she asked herself. A little late for that, now that you've said
you're leaving. On her
way back to the gardener's shed, she walked past the tumbled walls of an older
building. An earlier temple, one of the sisters had explained, suggesting Maia
ask Mother Kalor if she wanted to know more. First Maia had explored the ruins
by herself, and been struck to find an eroded bas-relief, still faintly visible
under clinging fingers of ivy. The easiest figure to recognize was a fierce,
protecting dragon, a favorite symbol for the planetary spirit-deity, its wings
outstretched above a scene of tumult. Jets of flame seemed to spear from its
open jaws toward a hovering wheel-shape, defaced almost to nothing. Looking
nearer, Maia had found that the "fire" consisted of thin lines
originating from the dragon's teeth. Digging
underneath the metaphorical beast, she had discovered, half-buried in the loam,
a fierce battle of demons—one group bearing horns on their heads and the other
beards—locked in hand-to-hand struggle so savage that, even muted by age, the
sculpture made Maia shiver. Later
on, she had learned that it was an ancient work, from a time soon after the
Enemy came and nearly smashed hominid culture on Stratos. And no, Mother Kalor
explained when asked, those demon horns were allegorical. The real foe had
none. On
closely inspecting the crumbly, sandstone faces, they had found that only half
of the defending figures were bearded. Nevertheless, Maia asked, "Were
they heretics?" "Those
who built this temple? I hardly think so. There are Perkinites and others
inland, of course. But to my knowledge, Grange Head has always been
orthodox." Mother
Kalor offered free use of the temple archives, and Maia was tempted. Had she
been here for any other reason, she might have let curiosity lead her. But
there seemed little point, nor energy to spare amid the tedium of 114 DAVID B
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and recovery. Anyway, Maia had made herself a vow —to be practical from now on,
and live from day to day. Upon
reaching the shed, she removed her smock and handed the pruning shears back to
the chief gardener, who sat at a table tending seedlings. The elderly nun's beneficent
smile showed what peace could be attained down this life path. The gentle path
called the Refuge of Lysqs. The
priestess-mother hadn't seemed hurt by Maia's refusal of novice's robes. She
took it as a tribute to the temple's ministrations that Maia was ready to set
forth once more. "Your place is in the thick of things," Kalor had
said. "I'm sure fate and the world have a role for you." The
kindness and gentleness she had received here lifted Maia's heart. Ill always
remember this place. It was like folding a memento, to put away in an attic.
She might take the memory out to look at, from time to time, but never to wear
again. In
other days she had felt one special reaction, on encountering some new idea, or
person, or thing. She had always savored telling her twin about it. That fine
anticipation had been far richer than simply remembering for its own sake. But
from now on, whatever good things Maia found in the world, she must learn to
esteem them all by herself. That naked fact continued to form a void deep
within, despite a gradual deadening of her pain. Though lessening with time,
the faint sense of loss would remain with her for as long as she lived, and she
would call it childhood. Consider
the nightmares of children. Or your own fears, walking down some darkened lane.
Do you invent ghosts? Beasts of prey? Or do most dire phantoms take the form of
men, lurking in shadows with vile intent? For adults and infants, women and
men, fear usually comes in male raiment. Oh,
often so does rescue. Our faction never claimed all men were brutes. To the
contrary, history tells of mar-velous human beings who happened to be male. But
consider how much time and energy those good men spent just countering the bad
ones. Cancel out both sides and what is left? More trouble than the good is
worth. That
was the rationale behind early parthenogenesis experiments on
Herlandia—attempting to cull masculinity from the human process entirely.
Attempts that failed. The need for a male component seems deeply woven through the
chemistry of mammalian reproduction. Even our most advanced techniques cannot
safely overcome it. Herlandia
was a disappointment, but we learn from setbacks. If we must include men in our
new world, let us design things so they will get in the way as little as
possible. —from
Forging Destiny, by Lysos 5 The
voice, reading aloud, was among the most soothing Maia had ever heard. "
'. . . And so, now that you've left the coastal mountains far behind, the
grassy plains of Long Valley roll by your window like purple-crested
crinolines, starched for show. A vast sea of low, unmoving waves. From your
hur-. tling chariot, your gaze reaches across the prairie ocean, seeking
anything to break the undulating monotony, making what it can of any post or protuberance
that might imaginatively be called topography. "
'And you seek not in vain! For, far beyond this glorious expanse of blandness,
you glimpse sequestered columns of wind-sculpted stone, green-crested rock
monoliths, giving the eye something faraway to cling to. These are the distant
Needle Towers, testaments to the power and persistence of natural erosion which
carved them long before the arrival of humans on Stratos. . . .'" Already
half-stupefied by the thrumming magnetic rails and the dusty sameness of the
prairie, Maia listened to the other occupant of the baggage car orate from a
volume with finely chased leather bindings. Though the air was parched, her
companion never seemed to run dry. 118 DAVID 8
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'According to recent reports, the elders who rule Long Valley have ordained
that male sanctuaries be built on several far-off Needles, breaking a tradition
of seasonal banishment which started with the first Perkinite settlements. . .
.'" The
hitchhiker called her book a "travel guide." Its apparent aim? To
describe what the reader was seeing, while she was seeing it. But Tizbe Beller
spent more time with her nose between the pages, making excited pronouncements,
than actually looking through.the grimy window at a succession of dreary farms
and ranches. Does someone actually make a living writing such things? Maia
wondered. Her companion proclaimed this one a masterpiece of its genre.
Clearly, Tizbe came from a different background than Lamatia Clan, which gave
its summer kids little exposure to the fine arts. "
'. . . Currently, all men of virile years are banished from the valley each hot
quarter, and kept away until the end of rut season. . . Maia's
fellow traveler lay atop a pile of coarse gunny-sacks, her blonde hair tied in
a simple bun. Tizbe's clothing, ragged-looking from a distance, proved on
closer inspection to be soft and well-made, clashing with the girl's claim of
utter poverty. As Maia's assistant, she was supposed to pay for her passage by
helping sling freight all the way to Holly Lock. So far, Maia was unimpressed. Don't
be hasty to judge, she thought. Mother Kalor wouldn't approve. Before
departing Grange Head, Maia had given the orthodox priestess a letter to
deliver to any young woman passing through who resembled her. After all, Church
doctrine held that miracles were possible, even in a world guided by chance and
molecular affinities. "Must
you go inland, child?" Mother Kalor had asked. "Long Valley is
Perkinite country. They're a lock-kneed, fanatical bunch of smugs, and don't
much care for men or vars." CLORV 5 Ј A 5 0 XJ 119 "Maybe
so," Maia had replied. "But they hire vars for all sorts of
jobs." "Jobs
they won't do themselves." "I
can't turn down steady work," Maia had answered, ending all argument. One
thing for certain, if Leie ever did show up, she'd dish out hell if Maia hadn't
been busy during their separation, using the time profitably. What
luck that a railroad clan was just then looking for someone with a knack for
figures. The work didn't involve differential calculus, only simple accounting,
but Maia had been pleased to find some part of her education useful. Leie, too,
would have been a cinch, with her love of machines. If only . . . Fortunately,
Tizbe broke Maia's gloomy thought-spiral. "Listen
to this!" The young hitchhiker lifted a finger and changed to a deep,
somewhat pompous tone. " 'Of special interest to travelers is the system
of freight and passenger carriage used in Long Valley, ideally suited to a
pioneering subculture. The solar railway, operated jointly by the Musseli,
Fontana, and Braket clans, should get you to your destination without excessive
delays.'" Tizbe laughed. "That Fontana train was four hours late
yesterday! And this Musseli clunker isn't doing much better^" Maia
felt compelled to return .a wry smile. Yet, Tizbe's contempt seemed unfair.
Musseli Clan ran their trains on time during the cool seasons, when men of Rail
Runner Guild helped drive the engines. Most males were banished each summer,
though, and the long-limbed, flattish-faced Musseli were left short-staffed.
They might have hired female engineers just as good as men—itinerant vars, or
even a hive-clan of specialists. That would put the enterprise solely in the
hands of women year-round, like everything else in Long Valley. But the
region's leaders were caught between their ideology of radical separationism on
the one hand and biological needs on the other. In order 120 DAVID B
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produce clone-daughters, they must have men around from autumn to spring, to
perform the vital "sparking" function. Keeping ample numbers of men
occupied between brief sparkings meant giving them work. Here on the high
plains, locomotives served the same secondary function as ships along the coast:
to keep a small supply of men available, in compact, mobile, easy-to-manage
groups. Hence
the dilemma. If the. notoriously touchy male engineers took offense over the
hiring of summer replacements, they might not return at all next year. Which
would be catastrophic, like leaving the orchards unpol-linated. So, each
summer, the rail clans just made do. Now,
with its young men home from coastal sanctuaries, Rail Runner Guild was coming
back to strength. Soon schedules would be met again. But Maia didn't bother
trying to explain any of this. Tizbe seemed smugly certain she and her book had
all the answers. "
The three rail-clans operate competing freight lines, each in partnership with
a male guild, with shared ownership of capital approved by an act of the
Planetary Council in the year. . . .'" A
surprisingly close working relationship between the sexes, Maia pondered. Yet,
hadn't Lamatia Hold once welcomed the same ships and sailors, year after year?
Those flying the Pinniped banner? Preserving for them rights of all kinds,
ranging from commerce to procreation? Who was she to say what was normal, and
what aberration? Perhaps
the heretic in Lanargh is right. These may all be signs of changing times. The
solar-electric locomotive sped along, faster than the swiftest horse or sailing
ship. At each stop, out swarmed Rail Runner maintenance boys, toting tools and
lubricants, and Musseli girls armed with clipboards and crate hooks, hurrying
to service the machines and expedite cargo under the scrutiny of older
supervisors. Maia 1 had
noticed that many of the. orange-clad males bore faces strikingly similar to
the female clones in maroon overalls. Imagine,
sisters continuing to know their own brothers, and mothers their sons, long
after life has turned them into men. Maia could think of several drawbacks and
advantages to such a close relationship. She recalled sweet little Albert, whom
she had tutored for a life at sea, and thought how nice it might have been to
see how he grew up. The stray thought reminded her of those childish dreams of
someday finding her own father. As if happenstance of sperm and egg meant
anything in a big, hard world. A world
capable of snapping stronger bonds than those. Stop
it. Maia shook her head vigorously. Let go of the pain. Leie would. After
reading silently for a while, Tizbe looked up from her gunnysack chaise.
"Oh, this part's lovely, Maia. It says, 'Long Valley retains many quaint
features of a frontier region. From your stateroom, be sure to observe the
rustic little towns, each with its monotone grain silo and banks of solar cells
. . .' " There
was that word quaint again. It seemed to refer patronizingly to anything simple
or backward, from the viewpoint of a city-bred tourist. I wonder if Tizbe finds
me . quaint, too. "'.
. . between the towns and zones of cultivation, note stretches of native kuourn
grass, set aside under ecological rules even stricter than decreed by Caria
City. . . .'" They
had seen many such oases—great lakes of waving stalks with purple flowers. The
Perkinite cult governing this valley worshiped a Stratos Mother whose wrath
toward planet abuse was matched only by her distrust of the male gender. Yet,
Maia felt sure much of the plains was off-limits for another reason—to prevent
competition. When
Long Valley first opened for settlement, young 122 DAVID B
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must have swarmed in from all over Stratos, forming partnerships to tame the
land. Affiliations that became powerful, interclan alliances when successful
women settled down to raise daughters and cash crops. That, in turn, meant
pitching in to build a railroad, to export surplus and import supplies,
comforts. And
men. Despite their slogans, the Perkinite Utopia soon began to resemble the
rest of Stratos. You can't fight biology. Only push at the rules, here and
there. "Oh!
Here's a good part, Maia. Did you know there are more than forty-seven local
species of zahu? It's used for all sorts of things. Like—" A
shrill whistle thankfully interrupted Tizbe's next eager recounting. It was the
ten-minute warning before their next stop. Maia glanced at the wall chart.
"Clay Town comin' up." "So
soon?" asked the hitcher. Maia threw open her ledger, running a fingertip
along today's bills of lading. "Can't you hear the whistle blowing? Come
on, you read numbers, I'll fetch boxes." She
kept her finger by the starting place until Tizbe sauntered over. Then Maia
hurried to the single aisle running the length of the car, between tall racks
of shelving. "What's the first number?" she called. , There
followed a long pause. "Um. Is it 4176?" Maia
winced. That had been the final entry at their last stop, only an hour ago.
"Next one! Start where it says Clay Town on the left." "Oh!
You mean 5396?" "Right!"
Grabbing a block and tackle that hung from an overhead rail, Maia scanned the
shelves. She found the correct box, hooked its leather strap, pulled the chain
taut, and swung the package out, hauling it along the track to where she could
lower it gently by the door. "Next." "That
would be ... mm, let's see . . . 6178?" Maia
sighed and went looking. Fortunately, the awk- CLORV J Ј A S O XI 123 ward
Musseli sorting system wasn't too hard to puzzle out, although it might have
been meant to confuse as much as to clarify. "Next?" "Already?
I lost my place. ... Ah! Is it
9254?" Strictly
speaking, it should have been Maia at the ledger and her assistant doing the
hauling. But Tizbe had whined about having to do work "suited for lugars
and men." She couldn't get the gliding winch to work. She picked up a
sliver. Maia had a theory about this creature. Tizbe must be a var-child from
some big-city clan, so rich and decadent they pampered even their summerlings,
kissing them on the brow and sending them off unequipped to survive past their
first year. Perhaps Tizbe expected to live off appearance and charm alone. I
wonder why she looks familiar, though. Despite,
or maybe because of, Tizbe's assistance, the pile by the door wasn't quite
finished by the time the second whistle blew. The locomotive's flywheel audibly
changed tone as the train began braking. Maia hurried the pace. Her hands had
callused from hard work, yet the rough chain bit her fingers whenever the car
jostled. The last, heavy package almost got away, but she managed to lower it
down with just an echoing thump. Short
of breath, Maia rolled open the sliding door as rows of towering kilns and
brick ovens grew like termite mounds around the train, enveloping it in an
aroma of glazed, baked earth. "Welcome to Clay Town, hub of Argil
County," Tizbe sang with false enthusiasm. For a while, everything was red
or dun-colored. Stacks and crates of ceramics swam past in a blur. Abruptly,
the aromatic kiln district gave way to residences, row after row of petite
houses. Here in Long Valley, important matriarchies built their citadels near
their fields or pastures, leaving towns to small homesteads, sometimes
derisively called microholds. From the decelerating train, Maia watched a woman
stroll by, holding the 124 DAVID B R I XI hand of
a little girl who was obviously her clone-daughter. Half the population of the
valley apparently lived this way —single women, winter-born but living varlike
existences, with jobs that barely paid the bills and let them raise one winter
child, exactly the way their mothers had, and grandmothers, and so on. One
identical next-self to inherit and carry on. A thin but continuing chain. It
seemed a simpler, less presumptuous sort of immortality than the binge-or-bust
cycles of great houses. You could do worse, Maia thought. In fact, there seemed
something terribly sweet and intimate about the solitary mother, walking alone
with her child. Ever since her own grand dreams shattered, Maia had begun
thinking in more modest terms. The Musseli were beneficent toward their
employees, treating several score singleton women almost like full members of
their commune. Perhaps, if she worked hard at this job, Maia might win a
long-term contract. Then, after saving up to build a house. . . . Even
after all that, there remained the problem of men. Or a man. You had to start
off with a winter birth. It was rare to be able to conceive any other time of
year, till you'd had a clone. But getting pregnant in winter wasn't as simple
as going into the street and calling, "Hey, you!" Well,
don't think of that now. Take care of things one step at a time. The
train slowed into the Clay Town railyard with a hiss and squeal. Passengers
began alighting. From two cars back came bumping sounds as men and lugars
wasted no time hauling heavy farm machinery off a flatbed car. Nearer at hand,
Maia saw the local Musseli freightmistress approach, clipboard in hand,
striding ahead of a towering lugar laden with packages. Smile, Maia told
herself. Try not to act like you're only five. "Is
this all of it?" the woman snapped, pointing to the pile by the door. "Yes,
madam. That's all." CLORV 5 e A f o 125 As Maia
handed over the bills of lading, Tizbe sidled alongside, muttering "Excuse
me" in a low voice. The young blonde squeezed past carrying her travel
bag. "Think I'll go have a look around," she drawled casually. Maia
called after her. "It's only a forty-minute stop! Don't get los—" She
cut off as Tizbe turned a corner and vanished from sight. "If
it's convenient for you, right now?" Maia
jerked back to face the freightmistress. Her face flushed. "Sorry, madam.
I'm ready when you are." Bending over the ledger, while carefully
cross-checking the packages, Maia chided herself for worrying about a stupid
hitchhiker. She's
just another silly var. None of my concern. Maia, you've got to try thinking
more like Leie. Leie
certainly wouldn't have bothered. Leie would have said "good
riddance." But
with the freightmistress grudgingly satisfied, and ten minutes to go before
departure, Maia went looking for her errant assistant. She had reached the far
end of the platform, with no sign yet of the irritating blonde, when a whistle
blew some distance beyond the kiln district—another train approaching the
station. A young
man could be seen holding a lever that would magnetically transfer the oncoming
locomotive to one of three sets of rails. Several young women stood nearby,
giggling, perched on a wooden walkway in front of a tall house with red
curtains. As she neared, Maia saw two of them open their blouses and lean over
the youth, shaking their well-proportioned torsos. His color, already flushed,
grew redder by the minute. Maia wondered why. "Not
now!" He muttered at the women. "Go back inside an' wait a
minute!" The
young man was trying to concentrate on the ap- 126 DAVID BRIM preaching
train, still half a kilometer away, its flywheels squealing as it began to
brake. The young women seemed to relish the effect they were having. One
pointed in glee, causing the others to laugh uproariously. The youth's taut
trousers barely concealed a stiffening bulge. He looked up, saw Maia watching,
and turned away with an embarrassed moan. This only brought more gales of
hilarity from the local women. "Hey,
Garn," one shouted. "You sure yer holdin' the right stick?" "Go
'way!" he shouted hoarsely, trying to look over his shoulder at the
approaching train. Across the poor fellow's brow emerged a line of
perspiration. "Aw
come on," another topless var crooned, jiggling at him. "Want another
taste?" She proffered a clear bottle. Instead of liquid, it brimmed with a
fine, bluish, iridescent powder. One corner of the boy's mouth bore a similar
stain. "What's
goin' on here!" Everyone
turned toward the nearby red-curtained house. At the doorway stood a burly older
man and— Tizbe! But not
the Tizbe she knew. Maia blinked. Her instant impression was that the var
hitchhiker had, in just twenty minutes, changed her clothes, dyed her hair, and
gained ten years! Lysos,
Maia thought, realizing how she'd been had. Leie and I planned to travel about,
pretending we were clones. I never expected to see the trick pulled in reverse! "These
frills distractin' you, Garn?" the big man asked, wiping his lips with the
back of one hand. Shaking his head vigorously, the youth replied. "N-no,
Jacko, they just—" "Lennie,
Rose, get your iced-up perfs inside!" cursed the woman who looked like
Tizbe. "No one's supposed to see that stuff, let alone get free
samples!" GLORY J6A50KJ 127 "Aw,
Mirri, we were just testin'—" one girl whined, dodging a slap. The bottle
was snatched out of her hand and she ran for the house. So,
Maia confirmed. Tizbe's no var. And her type gets meaner with age. With a
cold eye, the older woman turned and glared at Maia. "Who the vrilly hell
are you?" Maia
blinked. "Ah . . . nobody." "Then
take off, Nobody. You haven't seen—" "Garn!"
the big man shouted. The youth below, confused by both commotion and his
hormones, had forgotten the oncoming train and begun leaning on the lever,
perhaps to spare his painful tumescence. There came a deep, electric hum and
click. In dismay, he pushed the lever the other way, and shoved too far. Two
loud, grinding clicks. He yanked back. . A
shrill toot filled the air as an alarmed engineer threw his emergency brakes, watching
helplessly as momentum carried the oncoming locomotive along slick, invisible
magnetic fields onto a track already occupied by another train. The boy
dove under the platform. Everyone else ran. Maia
knew now why her assistant baggage handler had looked familiar. Past
the crowd that gathered to gawk at the damage, Maia saw once more the woman she
had mistaken for the hitchhiker, conversing intently with the real Tizbe. One
or both had dyed her hair, but side by side it was obvious. They wore older and
younger versions of the same face. And now
Maia recalled where she'd seen that visage before. Several sisters of their
clan had been lounging at a cafe on the main square in Lanargh, outside another
house equipped with plush curtains. Looking a second time, Maia saw the same
emblem above the building overlook- 128 DAVID B
R I XI ing the
tracks—a grinning bull, grasping in its jaws a ringing bell. Most
towns possessed houses of ease—enterprises catering to human cravings,
especially those of deep winter and high • summer. "Escape valves,"
Savant Judeth had called them. "Bordellos," said Savant Claire, with
finality that forbade even asking what the latter word meant. The
reality seemed rather ordinary and businesslike. Such houses provided one
outlet for seamen who lacked invitations to clanholds when aurorae made their
blood run hot. And in deep winter, when men were more interested in game boards
than physical recreations, even normally cool Lamai sisters sometimes felt need
of "a comfort." Especially when glory fell from heaven, they would
head downtown, to visit one of those elegant palaces catering to richer hives. Naturally,
such profitable establishments were run by specialized clans, although frequent
use was made of hired var labor. Maia and Leie had never thought themselves
pretty or vapid enough for such a career. Still, they used to speculate what
went on inside such places. Both
Tizbe and "Mirri" looked her way, causing Maia to turn quickly,
feeling a chill of apprehension. What are such high-class smugs doing out here
in the sticks? It was
pure luck of Lysos that no one had been seriously hurt in the wreck,
considering how the two trains met in a tangle of sheet metal and spraying
lubricants. Medics from the town clinic were still treating scratches and
lacerations as the engineer of the second train shouted, pointing at his
locomotive, then at the boy, Garn, who looked downcast and miserable. Garn's
older colleague yelled back, clenching his hands menacingly. In a sudden
outburst, Jacko reached out and pushed the aggrieved engineer, who stumbled two
paces, blinking in surprise. That only seemed to catalyze Jacko. Although
physically no larger, he loomed over the GLORV SEASON 129 retreating
engineer, who now raised both hands placat-ingly. Jacko
punched him in the face. Onlookers
gasped as the engineer fell down. Whimpering, he tried crawling backward,
holding a bloody nose. With dismay he saw Jacko follow, bearing down, clearly
intent on more mayhem. Reading the engineer's bewilderment, Maia sensed the
fallen man was furiously trying to remember something he had known in the past,
but lately forgotten—like how to form a fist. Abruptly,
the woman Maia had mistaken for Tizbe was at Jacko's side, tugging his arm. It
looked impossible, like trying to restrain a berserk sash-horse. Panting hard,
Jacko appeared not to notice until Mirri reached up and took his ear, twisting
it to get his attention. He winced, paused, started to turn. Gradually, her
crooning words penetrated, until he finally nodded jerkily, allowing her to
pull his elbow, drawing him about and leading him through the hushed crowd
toward the red-curtained house. Of
course. That's another of their jobs. Despite all the laws and codes and
sanctuaries, despite the well-tended hospitality halls of the great clans,
there were always troubles in coastal towns during high summer, when aurorae
danced and bright Wengel Star called out the old beast in males. Rutting men
with nowhere to go, brawling and making enough noise to shame storm-season
tempests. Pleasure clans knew sophisticated lore for handling such situations.
The house mistress seemed quite skilled, luckily for the poor engineer. Only
it's not summer! Maia thought, struggling with confusion. This shouldn't have happened: Through
the dispersing throng, Maia glanced past the wreck at Tizbe—the real one this
time—who looked right back at her, eyes filled with a glint of dark
speculation. Humans
aren't like certain fish or plants, for whom sex is but one option. Something
in sperm is vital to form the crucial placenta, which nurtures babies in the
womb. Reproduction entirely without males—parthenogenesis—appears to be
impossible for mammals. The best we can do is emulate a process used by some
creatures on Earth, called amazonogenesis. Mating with a male is still needed,
to spark conception, but the offspring are clones, genetically identical to
their mother. "Fine,"
said the early separationists of Herlandia. "We'll design males to serve
this purpose, and no other!" Remember
the Herlandia drones? Tiny, useless things, their creation cannot be called
cruel, since they were programmed for unending bliss, stroked like pampered lap
dogs, always eager at beck and call, to do their duty. They
were abominations! To take powerful, graceful beings
such as men—so full of curiosity and zest for life— -and turn them into
phlegmatic freaks, this was abhorrent. Naturally it failed. Even without direct
genetic involvement, pallid fathers will sire a pallid race. Besides,
shall we eliminate variability entirely? What if circumstances change? We may
need the gene-churning magic of normal sexuality, from time to time. The
Enemy's arrival at Herlandia brought that experiment to an abrupt,
well-deserved end. Naturally, the womenfolk of that colony world defended their
brave new civilization with no end of ingenuity and courage. But when they most
needed that special wrath which makes warriors, they found that they had
purposely jettisoned one of its primal fonts. Lap dogs aren't much help when
monsters prowl the sky. That,
my sisters, is another reason we should not entirely abandon the male side. Car
descendants may encounter times when it has its uses. There
were no recitations from the travel guide when the journey recommenced. Tizbe
read her book in silence, or stared through the dusty window at the monotonous
countryside. Maia found the silence unnerving. Her thoughts roiled from all she
had seen, and more she suspected lay unseen. Until now, she had attributed many
queer incidents to "other ports, other lands." Now she knew with a
sinking feeling. Something's happening. And I don't think I'm going to like it. Back
home, one thing always used to make her more aggressive than Leie—curiosity.
Even punishment seldom dissuaded Maia from pursuing inquiries that were
"none of a summerling's business," She had sworn to suppress the
trait, especially since the storm. I'm practical now. A lone var has to be. But
there was no real option of turning away, this time. Like a loose tooth, the agony
of leaving this mystery alone would drive her crazy. Whenever
she felt certain the other woman wasn't looking, Maia sneaked glances at
Tizbe's carpet-sided valise, which almost certainly held more than just
clothing. Dammit.
Can I afford more trouble? The
young blonde yawned, put her book aside, and 134 DAVID 8
R I XI stretched
across the gunnysacks, giving Maia a good look at the dark roots of her dyed
hair. After Clay Town, she knew this was no spoiled summerling, wandering in
idle search of a cushy niche, but a full daughter-member of a hive with
connections' stretching far beyond Maia's own limited experience. Tizbe wasn't
just "looking around." She was on duty, working for her family
business. Picture
a rich, powerful clan. Its chief livelihood is pleasure houses. A complex,
profitable enterprise, demanding much more than strong hands and a pretty face. Although
they ran no house in Port Sanger, she had seen the type on occasion, walking
proudly in fine traveling robes or riding lugar-borne litters, tending business
at the best holds, and even dropping by for visits with the Lamai mothers. Special,
door-to-door massage service? Maia wondered. But that was too simplistic. Few
of those visits had been in high summer or winter. Lamais were a
self-controlled lot, who never thought of sex at other times of year. Couriers,
then? A door-to-door message service? Their main business would be a perfect
cover for a profitable sideline, delivering communiques between allied clans,
for example. But what sort of message would be worth the fees they'd charge? Pretty
damn dangerous ones, Maia figured. Or, she added, looking at the valise.
Dangerous goods. That
bottle of blue-green powder, glistening and sloshing like liquid ... It was
something you gave men, apparently. Something linked to one youth's
inconvenient erection, another man's unseasonal rage. Maia recalled the earlier
incident aboard the Wotan, when those -sailors seemed aroused by her nakedness,
despite it being autumn and she a mere summerling, a virgin, and filthy
besides. That time the mysterious courier had been male, but after weeks at sea
and on the rails, she now knew CLoRV S Ј A J o xi 135 groups
of women and men were capable of cooperating in complex endeavors. Including
crime? The
blonde woman lay sprawled with one arm over her eyes, snoring softly. Maia
stood up with a sigh. I know I'm gonna regret this. She
took one hesitant step.. Another. A floorboard creaked, making her flinch. She
peered near her feet. Through the dust, nail heads showed where the joists
were. Maia resumed her creep more carefully, until finally she crouched next to
the sleeping woman. The
suitcase was woven from coarse fabric, with designs of abstract, interlocking
geometric forms. A soft hum told of some metal part vibrating in harmony with
the magnetic-pulse impeller of the locomotive. Examining the lock mechanism,
she saw that the simple keyhole was cosmetic camouflage. Three small buttons
protruded along one side. Maia blew a silent sigh, recognizing expensive
technology. There would be a code for pressing them in a certain order, or an
alarm might go off. Maia
backed away cautiously, and returned with a thin, stiff length of wire,
normally used to bind heavy articles of baggage. Checking once more that her
"assistant" still slept, she began working one end of the wire
between the heavy fabric's warp and weft. With a final shove, it pierced
through and met softer resistance, presumably Tizbe's clothes. Pushing farther
revealed nothing. Maia drew the wire out again, and repeated the procedure a
few centimeters away, with the same result. I could
be wrong . . . about a lot of things. Maia squatted on her haunches, pondering.
Prudence urged that she forget about it. Curiosity
and obstinacy were stronger. She shifted her weight, maneuvering to get at the
satchel from another angle ... 136 DAVID B
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floorboard groaned, like a dying animal. Maia's breath caught. It can't have
been as loud as that! It's just because I'm nervous. Eyeing Tizbe, Maia
wondered what she'd say if the clone wakened to find her here. The hitchhiker
smacked her lips and changed position slightly, then settled down again,
snoring a little louder. Dry-mouthed, Maia positioned her tool at a new
location and worked it once more between the fibers. It resisted, penetrated,
and then halted with an abrupt, faint tinkling sound. Aha! She
repeated the experiment several more times, delving a rough map of the
satchel's interior. For a var on the road, Tizbe seemed to be carrying few
personal effects and a lot of heavy glass bottles. Gingerly,
Maia backed away until she was safely at her desk again. She tossed aside the
wire, chewing her lower lip. So, now you know Tizbe's a courier, carrying
something mysterious. You still can't prove anything illegal's going on. All
the sneaking around, the whispers at dockside, rich clones pretending to be
poor vars, those might point to crime. Or they might have legitimate reasons
for secrecy, business reasons. A
second aspect worried Maia more. The chaos in Lanargh may have been partly
caused by this. The accident in Clay Town sure was. Could anything that makes
so much trouble be legal? In
theory, the law was where all three social orders met as equals. In practice,
it took time to learn the marsh of planetary, regional, and local codes, as
well as precedents and traditions passed down from the Founding, and even Old
Earth. Large clans often deputized one or more full daughters to study law,
argue cases, and cast block votes during elections. What young var could afford
to give more than a passing glance through dusty legal tomes, even when they
were available? The system might seem CLORV S Ђ A J 0 XI 137 intentionally
designed to exclude the lower classes, except why bother, since clones far
outnumbered summerlings, anyway? Maia
shook her head. She needed advice, wisdom, but how to get it? Long Valley
didn't even have an organized Guardia. What need, with reavers and other
coastal troubles far away, and men banished during rut time? There
was one place Maia could go. Where a young var like her was supposed to take
troubles beyond her grasp. She
decided she had better try something else, first. The
train's last stop for the day was Holly Lock. This time, Tizbe didn't even
pretend to help as Maia hauled packages, struggled with the cumbersome Musseli
accounting system, then faced the scrutiny of a hairsplitting freight-mistress.
With an airy "g'bye-see-you-round!" the blonde traveler was gone. By
the time Maia finished, she was telling herself good riddance. Let those
cryptic bottles be someone else's problem. Holly
Lock.was little more than a cluster of warehouses, grain elevators, and cattle
chutes on one side of the tracks, and a warren of small houses for singleton
vars and microclans on the other. There was nothing resembling even the modest
"town center" of Port Sanger, where a few civil servants performed
their functions, ignored by the population at large. Hefting her bag, Maia
paused in front of the station office, where an older,
slightly-less-unfriendly-looking Musseli chatted with a burly woman whose
suntan was the color of rich copper. As Maia stood indecisively in the doorway,
the stationmaster looked up with a raised eyebrow. "Yes?" On
impulse, Maia decided. "Excuse me for intruding, madame, but . . ."
She swallowed. "Can you tell me 138 DAVID 8
R I XI where
I'd find a savant in town? One who has net access? I need to buy a
consultation." The two
older women looked at each other. The sta-tionmaster snickered. "A savant,
you say? A sav-ant. I think mebbe I heard o' such things. Is they anythin' like
smart bees?" Her sarcastic rendition of man-speech made Maia blush. The
woman with the weathered skin had eyes that crinkled when she smiled.
"Now, Tess. She's an earnest little varling. Lysos, can you figure what a
consult's gonna cost her, not gettin' clan rates? Must need it pretty
bad." She turned to Maia. "Got no licensed savants in this part o'
the valley, little virgie. But tell you what. I'm swinging past Jopland Hold on
my way back to the mine. Could give you a lift." "Um.
Do they have—" "An
uplink, sure. Richest mothers in these parts. Got full console • an'
everything. But maybe you won't have to use it. What you're really needing, I
figure, is some good motherly advice. Could save you the cost of a
consult." Motherly
advice was what she had been taught to seek, if ever in trouble out in the
world. Ideally, the mothers of the largest, best-respected local clan were
available not just to their own daughters, but anyone, even man. or var, who
was righteous and in need. In fact, Maia didn't have much appetite for a band
of elderly clones, accustomed to holding feudal court out in the sticks,
pouring platitudes and assigning her verses from the Book of the Founders. But she
says they have a console. "All
right," she said, and turned to the stationmaster. "I'm afraid that
means—" "Don't
tell me. You may not make it back in time to catch the 6:02. Oh, shoot."
The Musseli yawned to show how upset she was. "I guess there's always
another var CLORV J Ђ A $ O XI 139 waitin'
in the pool. Come back and we'll put you in queue for another run,
sometime." Great.
Lost seniority and maybe a week waiting around for another train. This is
already costing me plenty. Maia
had a gnawing feeling it was going to add up to a lot more, before she was
done. We are
programmed to find sex pleasurable for one simple reason—because animals who
mate have offspring. Those who do not mate have none. Traits that result in
successful reproduction get reinforced and passed on. Evolution is that simple. It is
therefore useless to bemoan as evil the fact that men tend toward aggression.
Among our. ancestors, aggression often helped males have more offspring than
their competitors. "Good" or "evil" had little to do with
it. That
is, until we reached consciousness, at which point, good and evil became
pertinent indeed! Behaviors which might be excusable in dumb beasts can seem
perverted, criminal, when performed by thinking beings. Just because a trait is
"natural" does not oblige us to keep it. While
Herlandia's radicals went too far, we can surely do better than those timorous
compromisers back on New Terra
or Florentina, making timid, minuscule changes by consensus only. For instance,
without eliminating male feistiness entirely, we can channel it to certain
narrow seasons, as in rutting animals like deer and elk. Other inconvenient or
dangerous traits can be quarantined, isolated, so our daughters need no longer
face them year-round, day in, day out. Boldness
and insight are needed for this endeavor, as well as compassion for the
inevitable struggles our descendants shall have to endure. 7 The sun
was low when Maia finished helping the big woman load her buckboard. On their
way out of town, they paused at the transients' hostel, where Maia ran inside
to store her duffel. Not that it held much of value. Just clothes and a few
mementos, including a book of ephemerides Leie had given her as a birthday
present. There was also a small, blackened lump of stone. A gift from Old Coot
Bennett—before the light left his rheumy eyes—which he had sworn was a true
meteorite. Maia didn't want to leave her possessions, but it made no sense to
haul them to Jopland Hold and back for just one night. Stuffing a few items
into her jacket pockets;- she took a receipt from the Musseli attendant and
hurried to catch her ride. Heavily
laden, the horse-drawn wagon moved slowly along the narrow dirt road north of
town, jostling over ruts and bumps left untended since the storms of summer.
Floating dust tickled the membranes under Maia's eyelids, causing them to
flutter intermittently, dimming vision. "Valley council keeps puttin' off
fixin' these paths," the wagon's owner complained. "The biddies say
there's no money, but always seem to find it b'fore harvest time! 144 DAVID B
R I NI Farmers
run everything here, virgie. Remember that, an' you'll get by." Perforate
farmers, Maia added silently. The sect appealed to smaller clans, not long
risen above the status of lowly vars. Even the wealthiest clans in Long Valley
were modest by coastal standards, unless they were cadet branches of
more-extended hives elsewhere. Maia's
benefactor came from such a branch. She was a Lerner. Maia knew the family,
whose scattered offshoots had wedged holdings throughout Eastern Continent,
wherever there were ore deposits too meager to attract big mining concerns, and
communities with needs a smalltime forging operation could fill. Hard
experience had taught Lerner Clan the limits of their talents. Whenever one of
their operations grew large enough to draw competition, they would always sell
out and move on. It's a
niche, though, Maia supposed. Few vars established a nameline of their own, let
alone one so numerous. She was in no position to judge. Calma
Lerner seemed friendly enough. A woman with man-sized hands nearly as hard as
the gritty, reddish ingots Maia had helped load, brought on today's train from
far-off Grange Head. The alloys would be mixed with local iron, using household
recipes passed down from mother to daughter for generations, to make
unpretentious Lerner Steel. Back in
Port Sanger, the local Lerners did not endure the prairie sun, and so were much
paler. Yet, there was a sense of familiarity, as if she and Calma ought to be
gossiping about acquaintances they had in common. Of course they had none. The
familiarity went one way. Nor would Calma likely recall Maia if they met again.
People tended not to bother memorizing, or even much noticing, a face with just
one owner. Still,
as tawny countryside rolled slowly by, the older woman began showing some of
her clan's well-known af- L
0 R Y SEASON 145 fability,
letting herself be drawn out about life on this great, flat, alluvial plain.
Calma and her family worked the earth out north of Holly Lock, where faulting
had brought to surface a rare fold of bedrock containing a promising mix of
elements. Back when settlement at this end of the valley was still new, three
young cadets from an established Lerner hold had arrived from the coast to work
those narrow seams and set up smithies. Across four generations there had been
hard times and some years of prosperity. There were now six adults in the
midget offshoot clan, and four clone daughters of various ages. That did not
count one summerling boy, plus a dozen or so transient var employees. When
she discovered that Maia's education included a tape course in chemistry, Calma
began warming to her, growing effusive about the challenges and delights of
metallurgy on the frontier—shaping and transforming the raw stuff of the planet
to satisfy human needs. "You can't imagine the satisfaction," she
said, waving broad arms toward the horizon, where the setting sun seemed to set
fire to a sea of grain. "There's great opportunities out here for a
youngster with the right hardworkin' attitude. Yes. Fine opportunities
indeed." Out of
courtesy, and because she had taken a liking to her companion, Maia refrained
from laughing aloud. Some dead ends weren't hard to spot, and poof Calma was
describing a real loser. "I'll think about it," Maia replied
carefully, concealing amusement. With a
sudden pang, she realized she had been filing away the Lerner clone's words.
Storing them with the habitual intention of repeating them later ... for Leie.
She couldn't help it. Patterns of a lifetime die hard. Sometimes harder than
frail human beings. "You'd
think they already had enough wine for a funeral," she recalled
complaining to her twin one winter when they were four, as they labored at a
ratcheted crank, oper- 146 DAVID B R I XI CLORV S6A50KI 147 ating
pulleys to descend into a pit of stone. "Are they gonna have us gain' up
and down all night?" "Could
be," Leie had replied breathlessly, her voice echoing down the narrow
dumbwaiter shaft. Clicking softly, the winch marked each centimeter of descent
like the beating of a clock. "There was glory frost on the sills this
morning an' you know that puts 'em in a party mood. I'm bettin' the Lamais have
more in mind than a ceremony to mulch three grandmas." Maia
recalled wincing at the sarcastic image. Although Lamais were cool toward their
var-daughters, they tended to mellow with age, even going as far as showing
real affection late in life. Two of the departed grannies had almost been nice.
Besides, it was wrong to speak ill of the dead. They say Stratos reuses all the
atoms we give back to her, and each piece of us goes on to help new life. Abstract
solace had seemed pallid that day, after Maia's first direct contact with
death. The cramped elevator car had felt stifling, rocking unpleasantly as they
turned the crank. Their lanterns set the stone walls glittering where moisture
leaked from the poorly caulked kitchens above, and echoes of their heavy
breathing had fluttered like trapped souls against the walls of the pit. When
the wooden box hit bottom, they stepped out with relief. In one direction,
sealed bins contained enough grains and emergency supplies to withstand a
siege. Tier upon tier of shelving held kegs and glittering rows of wax-dipped
bottles. Carrying
a hand-scrawled list, Leie sauntered toward the wine racks to fetch the
vintages they had been sent for. Knowing her sister wouldn't mind a brief
desertion, Maia had walked down another narrow aisle, using her lantern to play
light across a stone portal enclosing a door made lavishly of reinforced steel. The
surrounding rock was a maze of deep cuts and grooves. Some incisions were
twisty, others straight and -wide
enough to slip a blade inside. A few knobs would depress a little if you
pushed, emitting enticing clicks, hinting at some hidden mechanism. The one
time she had asked a Lamai about the door, Maia had received a slap that left
her ears ringing. Leie used to fantasize about what mysterious riches lay
beyond, while Maia was seized by the puzzle itself. Smuggling paper and pencil
to trace the outlines, she would spend hours contemplating combinations and
secret codes. It had to be a tough one, since the Lamai blithely sent
un-supervised varlings to the cellar, on errands. On that
day, after finishing loading bottles aboard the dumbwaiter, Leie had come
alongside to put an arm around Maia's shoulder. "Don't let the vrilly
jigsaw get you down. Maybe we can sneak a hydraulic jack- down here, one smuggy
piece at a time. Bam! No more mystery!" "It's
not that," Maia had answered, shaking her head despondently. "I was
just thinking about those old women, those grandmas. We knew 'em. They were
always around while we were little, like the sun an' air. Now they're just
lying in the chapel, all stiff and ..." She shivered. The funeral had been
their first to attend, as four-year-olds. "And all those others in the
first row, lookin' like they knew it was gonna be their turn soon." Full-blood
Lamais normally lived a ripe twenty-eight or twenty-nine Stratoin years. When
one of'them went, however, a whole "class" tended to follow within
weeks. No one expected this to be the last funeral of the season, or of the
month. "I
know," Leie replied in a voice gone unusually reflective. "It scared
me, too." Maia
had rested her head against her sister's, com-! forted by knowing someone
understood the questions troubling her soul. On
their way back up the dank elevator shaft, Leie had tried to lighten the mood
by relating some gossip 148 DAVID B
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up that morning from another town varling. It seemed several younger sisters of
Saxton Clan had started a ruckus near the harbor, harassing sailors until, in
desperation, the men called the Guardia and— A covey
of spiny-fringed pou birds erupted across the road, causing the sash-horses to
neigh and prance while Calma Lerner pulled the reins, speaking to soothe the
frightened beasts. The birds vanished into a cane brake, pursued by a clutch of
pale foxes. Maia
blinked, holding her breath for several seconds. The flood of memory had
briefly seemed more vivid than the dusty present. Perhaps the rocking wooden
bench seat reminded her of the creaking dumbwaiter. Or some other subconscious
cue, a smell, or glitter in, the twilight, had triggered the unsought fit of
retrospection. Funny.
Now that her train of thought was broken, Maia couldn't recall what choice bit
of hearsay Leie had shared with her that day, while the two of them hung
suspended between cellar and scullery. Only that she had guffawed, covering her
mouth to keep her squeals from echoing throughout the house. Her sides had hurt
for hours afterward, both from laughter and the effort of suppressing it, and
Leie had joined in, giggling, barely able to hold the crank still. A wine
bottle tipped over, cracking and dribbling red liquid across the wooden floor.
The crimson pool had spread and found its way through wooden slats to audibly
splatter, after a brief delay, into the tomblike cellar far below. Why
don't you leave me alone? Maia thought plaintively, shaking her head and
fighting tears. Memory wasn't what she wanted or needed, right now. Poignancy
was a bitter tang in her mouth and eyes. Yet it
was a mixed thing. While renewed mourning hurt, the sweetness of that
recollected laughter seemed to suffuse a deeper part of her, permeating the
wound with a a sad
pleasure, a tryst solace. Against her will, Maia found herself wearing a faint
smile. Maybe
all we get is moments, she thought, and decided not to resist quite so hard if
another happy memory came to mind. Calma
Lerner hadn't spoken in some time, perhaps sensing her passenger's absorption.
So Maia gave a start when the woman abruptly announced, "Your stop's
comin' up. Jopland Hold. Over past that orchard." While
Maia's thoughts had turned inward and the afternoon faded, a dark expanse of
fruit trees had appeared just beyond a gurgling watercourse. She peered at the
plantation, whose disciplined array of slender trunks made ever-changing row-and-lattice
patterns. As the wagon clattered across a plank bridge, the cultivated forest
seemed to explode around Maia in an ecstasy of planned geometry, a crystalline
study in living wood. The rapidly dimming light only enhanced each viewing
angle, trading ease of distance for an impression of infinity. Soon
Maia noticed that the trees came arrayed with an illumination all their own.
Dim flickerings along the myriad branches made her blink in surprise. At first
they looked like decorations, but then she realized they must be glow beetles,
setting the orchard's columns and intersections glittering with earnest,
insectoid mating displays. Shimmering wavelets coursed down the serried
avenues. One could trace those ripples, Maia observed, much as one might
briefly track the parallel harmonies of a four-part fugue . . . only by letting
go. It must
be a sight later on, she thought, wishing she could stay and swim forever in
this pocket galaxy, a swarm of miniature stars. The
road emerged from the forest, leaving the rippling lattice behind. Up ahead,
the more-stolid light of a lesser moon fell on a cluster of handsome farm
buildings, including a two-story house made of adobe or reinforced 150 DAVID B
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0 R V SEASON 151 sod.
Antennas aimed toward the sparse array of satellites still functioning in high
orbit. "Jopland
Home," Calma Lerner repeated. "Since it's late, they'll put you up in
a barn, I figure. Code of hospitality. But if you get on their wrong side,
don't worry. Just follow my wheel ruts northwest three kilos, bank right at the
big willow, go two more klicks an' follow your nose. People say they can smell
Lerner Hold long before they get to it. Never noticed, myself." "Thanks."
Maia nodded. "Oh, is that easy to do? I mean, getting on their wrong
side." Calma
shrugged. "Everyone around here comes to Jopland for judgments, sooner or
later. You learn to be careful how you say things. That's all." The
wagon pulled by a tall gate in the slotted fence without slowing. Maia swung out
and walked alongside for a few meters. "Thanks for the warning, and the
lift." "Nothin'
to it. Good luck with your con-sult-ation!" The big woman laughed with an
airy wave. Soon the wagon was gone from sight, trailing a low cloud of dust. Several
large carriages filled the drive in front of the main house. A young woman,
probably a var servant, curried more horses at a watering trough. This must be
the social hub of the county, Maia thought, knocking at the front door. A
towering lugar soon answered, dressed in a green-and-yellow-striped vest that
had seen better days. The white-furred creature tilted its grizzled head, and
an inquiring mew escaped its muzzle. "A
citizen seeks wisdom," Maia pronounced clearly, slowly. "I ask
guidance from the mothers of Jopland Hold." The
lugar stared at her for several seconds, then made a low, rumbling sound at the
back of its throat. It turned, vaguely motioning for Maia to follow. I While
the outside walls were adobe, the interior of the mansion was richly lined with
veneered hardwood, foreign to these upland plains. Wall sconces gave off pale
electric illumination, highlighting a garish emblem over the main stairway—a
plow encircled with sheaves of wheat. At least there are no statues, Maia
thought. The
lugar spread two heavy, sliding doors and ushered her into a brighter room,
presumably the main hall. A drifting haze stung Maia's eyes. Men, she saw in
surprise. There were about a dozen of them, sprawled on somewhat worn sofas and
cushions puffing long-stemmed pipes while four young servants hurried from the
kitchen carrying steins of brown ale. The male nearest the door was reading
quietly under a lamp. Further away, two of them faced a flickering telescreen,
watching some faraway sporting competition. Several in the far corner could be
seen poring over a miniature Game of Life set, only a meter on a side, its
gridlike surface covered with tiny black, white, or purple squares that clicked
and throbbed under the players' concentrated gaze, sweeping mysterious, ever-changing
patterns across the board. The rest of the men sat quietly, immersed in their
own thoughts. Few had even bothered changing out of their work clothes— red,
orange, or black one-piece uniforms of the three railroad guilds. Maia guessed
every male within forty miles must be in this room tonight. The clans are
starting winter wooing early, just like back home, she thought. Twice
in that first sweep of the room, Maia had seen men yawn. No doubt most had put
in a long day's work before coming out this way. Still, they didn't appear to
be showing fatigue, but ennui. Looks
like I came at a bad time. No
adult women were visible, yet. Except in summer, men generally preferred
evenings that started quietly, without pressure. So the chosen Joplands were
probably in back somewhere, changing from ranch gear into garments 152 DAVID B
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mail-order catalogs promised would stoke that dormant spark of male desire.
Maia glanced at the four serving girls stepping carefully around their guests,
trying to be unobtrusive. Two of them, though of different ages, wore identical
features—olive of complexion, small-built, but with well-toned muscles. Their
proudest adornment was their silky black hair, which they kept long despite the
valley's ever-wafting dust. Those
must be winter daughters, Maia decided, estimating their ages at four and five.
The other two girls, older and not as well dressed, were definitely not
identical and probably var employees. Several
men glanced up when Maia entered. Most quickly lost interest and went back to
what they had been doing, but one young fellow, clean-shaven and tidier than
the others, took more than a moment in his perusal, and even smiled faintly
when she met his eyes. He shifted in his chair, and Maia felt a fluttering
panic that he was about to come over and speak to her! What could she possibly
say if he did? At that
moment, a brush of air told Maia of doors opening behind her. The young man
looked past her, sighed, and sank down again. With an odd mix of relief and
disappointment, Maia turned to see what had caused such a reaction. "Who
are you, and what are you doing here?" The
imperious tone seemed not at all anomalous coming from the short, dowdy figure
confronting Maia, arms crossed. Apparently Joplands went to flesh with age,
although the woman's shoulders implied considerable strength, even late in
life. The lovely skin tone of the youngsters had gone to leather, but the
silken black hair was unchanged. That was another thing about being a var.
Unlike normal folk, you had no clear idea what you'd look like when you got
older. Maia wasn't sure she didn't prefer it that way. CLORV 153 "A
citizen comes beseeching aid," she said, bowing courteously before the
elder Jopland. "I've seen your uplink, O Mother, and must ask aid in
consulting the sages of Caria." She
hadn't meant to speak loudly, but her words carried. Suddenly, the room's
relative quiet fell to utter hush. A glimmer of interest seemed to rise beneath
the hooded eyelids of the nearby men, much to the irritation of the Jopland
matriarch. "Oh,
must you, variant-daughter? You figure on saying something the savants might be
interested in?" "I
do, Mother. And I see your system is operational." She gestured toward the
ancient tele. From the look on the old woman's face, Maia had just given her
one more reason to hate the machine, but it was a valued accessory for
attracting men to soirees like this one. "By the ancient codes," Maia
concluded, "I ask help arranging my call." A
deeply pursed frown. The elder obviously hated having codes quoted to her by a
statusless stripling. "Hmph. You have lousy timing." There was a
pause. "We aren't obliged to pay your charges. I expect you can cover
them?" When
Maia reached for her purse, the crone hissed. "Not here, witling! Have you
no shame?" Maia blinked in confusion. Was there some local Perkinite
custom against handling money in front of men? "Forgive me, Mother."
She bowed again. "Mm.
This way, then. And you!" The old woman snapped her fingers at one of the
var serving girls. "That gentleman's glass is empty!" With a sniff,
she turned and led Maia down a narrow hallway. The
corridor took them by a room where, in passing, Maia glimpsed several young
women making preparations. Jopland ferns were handsome creatures in their
prime, Maia conceded, between ages six and twelve. Especially if you liked
strong jaws and boldly outlined brows. But then, 154 DAVID 8
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was no accounting for the tastes of men, who grew increasingly finicky as
Wengel Star receded and the auro-rae died. The
young Joplands shared mirrors with one pair and a trio of clones from other
families—the first type tall, with frizzy hair, and the other broad of shoulder
and hip, with breasts ample enough to feed quadruplets. Apparently, Jopland
shared the expense of hosting with a couple of allied clans. By the looks of
banked enthusiasm Maia had witnessed in the Main Hall, they probably had to
throw several such evenings to get just a few winter pregnancies. Given
the size of the house, Maia had expected to see more fecund Joplands, till she
realized. There's talk of a population drop in the valley, just when it's
rising elsewhere. Of
course. The boom along the coast comes mostly from "excess" summer
births. But these smugs are Perkinites. Men are kept away in summer, just to
avoid that kind of pregnancy! That explained why she had seen no var-daughters,
women half-resembling their Jopland mothers. Maia
wanted to linger, curious how these frontier women managed something even rich,
attractive, seaside Lamatia found tricky at times. "This way," the
elder Jopland hissed, interrupting her perusal. "Uh,
sorry, ma'am." Bending her head, Maia hurried after her reluctant hostess. The
communications chamber was spare, barely a cabinet. The standard console lay on
a rickety table, bundles of cable exiting through a hole in the wall. Only the
chairs looked comfortable, for mothers to use during long-range business calls,
but those were pulled away and a bare stool set in front of the table instead.
With a gnarled finger, the aged Jopland touched a switch causing the small
screen to come alight with a pearly glow. "Guest
call. Accounting on completion," she told the machine, then turned to
Maia. "If you can't cover the JL charges,
you'll work it off. One month per
hundred. Agreed?" Maia
felt a flare of anger. The offer was outrageous. The rudest Port Sanger
summerling has better breeding than you, "mother." But then, breeding
and style weren't what it took to win and hold a niche out here on the prairie.
Once again, Maia recalled—a var's place wasn't to judge. "Agreed,"
she bit out. The Jopland smiled. This
had better not cost a lot! Working for clones like these would be patarkal
hell. Maia
sat down facing the standard-model console. Somewhere she had heard that it was
one of just nine photonic devices still mass-produced in ancient factories on
Landing Continent. Others included the all-purpose motors used on the solar
railway, and the Game of Life set she had glimpsed minutes before, in the main
hall. Maia had never actually used a console in earnest. She tried recalling
Savant Judeth's cursory lessons back at Lamatia. Let's see ... it's on voice
mode, so if I phrase my request— Maia
suddenly realized she hadn't heard the door close. Turning, she saw the Jopland
matriarch leaning against the jamb, arms crossed. "I
ask the courtesy-right of privacy," Maia said, hating the other woman for
making it necessary. The crone smirked. "Clock's already ticking, virgie. Have
fun." With a click, the door closed behind her. Damn!
Now Maia saw the chronometer display in the upper left corner of the screen,
whirling rapidly. It showed charges of eleven credits already! Nervously, she
spoke toward the machine. "Uh, I need to talk to someone . . . a savant?
Or someone in the guardia?" This
was going badly. "Oh yes! In Caria City!" The
screen, which had so far remained obtusely blank, at last resolved into a
pattern of boxes. A logical array, she recalled from lessons. Along the top it
said: 156 DAVID B
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Address Zone — City of Caria generic
reference-type sought Imprecise partial cues — "savant" and/or "guardia"
Suggested clarification — SUBJECT MATTER? __ Maia
perceived it would be a mistake to try parsing her question in the proper
formal way. What she saved in processing costs would be more than lost in
connection time. Perhaps, if she just talked at it, the machine would extract
what it needed. "I'm
not sure. I've seen strange things, in Lanargh and in Clay Town. Men acting
like it was summer, but it's not, you know? I think they must've eaten or
sniffed something. Something people want kept secret. Some kind of blue powder?
In glass bottles? ..." The
screen flickered several times, with boxes rearranging themselves across the
screen, each containing one or more of her spoken words. An array of
interlinking arrows kept shifting connections between the boxes as she spoke.
Maia had to concentrate to keep the dazzling puzzle from transfixing her.
"... there was a girl from one of the pleasure clans, I think they use an
emblem with a bull and a ringing bell. She's carrying the bottles like some
sort of courier—" Suddenly
the boxes seemed to collapse, as if her thoughts had abruptly resolved in neat
cubes, coalescing into a configuration of pristine clarity, a logically
consistent whole. The picture lasted just an instant, too brief to read
consciously. Maia felt a pang of loss when it vanished. The
pattern was replaced by a human face—a woman wearing her slightly wavy brown
hair in a simple fall down one side, kept in place by an elegant gold barrette.
In handsome middle age, the woman regarded Maia for a long moment, then spoke
with a voice of authority. L 0 R
Y SEASON 157 "You
have reached Planetary Equilibrium Security. State name and nascence
affiliation." Maia
had never heard of the organization before. Nervously, she identified herself.
For official purposes a var used the last name of her maternal clan, though it
felt strange mouthing the words—"Maia per Lamai." "All
right, please go back over, your story. From the beginning this time, if you
please?" Maia
was gnawingly aware that charges had eaten half her meager savings. "It
all began when my sister and I took our first var-voyage jobs on the colliers
Wotan and Zeus. When we hit Lanargh I saw a man in fancy clothes who wasn't a
sailor come down to the docks and meet three of our sailors who then acted real
strange, pinching me and saying summery stuff even though it was autumn and I
was filthy and, well, they couldn't have smelled any, well, you know, I'm just
a ..." "A
virgin. I understand," the official said. "Go on," "In
fact, my sister and I ..." Maia swallowed hard, forcing herself to
concentrate on bare facts. The Lysos-damned clock seemed to be speeding up!
"We saw men acting that way all over town! Then in Grange Head I got this
job working on the railroad and I saw the same thing happen in front of a house
in Holly Lock that's run by the same pleasure clan and Tizbe—" "Hold
. . . hold it!" The woman in the screen shook her head in puzzlement.
"Why are you talking so fast?" In
agony, Maia watched the counter take up her last savings. Now she was doomed to
a month working for the Joplands. "I ... can't afford to talk to you
anymore. I didn't know it would be so expensive. I'm sorry." Downcast,
she reached for the cutoff switch. "Stop!
What are you doing?" The woman held up a hand. "Just . . . hold it a
second." She
turned to her left, leaning out of Maia's field of view. Maia looked up at the
corner of the screen where the 158 DAVID B
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spun on for a moment and then . . . stopped! She stared. An instant later, the
digits rippled, turning into a row of zeros! "Is
that better?" the woman asked, reappearing. "Can you talk easier
now?" "I
... didn't know you could do that." "Your
mothers never mentioned reversing charges on important calls to the
authorities?" Maia
shook her head. "I guess . . . they must've thought it'd make us
spendthrift, or lazy." The
policewoman let out a snort. "Well, now you know. So. Are we calmer? Yes?
Let's backtrack, then, to where you say you first saw this bottle of blue
powder." In the
end, Maia realized she hadn't a whole lot to offer. Her
fantasies had ranged from disaster—her story proving to be trivial or
stupid—all the way to miraculous. Could this be what that savant on the tele in
Lanargh had been talking about, when she offered big rewards for
"information"? She had wondered. The
truth seemed to lie somewhere in between. The official, who called herself
Research Agent Foster, promised Maia a small but worthwhile fee to come to
Grange Head in fourteen days, and tell her story in detail to a magistrate who
was scheduled to pass through about then. Her expenses would also be covered,
so long as they were modest. Agent Foster did not volunteer any explanations
for the events Maia had seen, but from her demeanor of attentive but unbothered
interest, Maia got the impression this was one of many leads in a case already
long under way. They
seem awfully calm about it, Maia thought. Especially if someone was meddling
with the sexual cycle of the seasons. It had already caused one accident, and
who knew what chaos might ensue if it got out of hand? CLORV S e A 5 o xi 159 The
agent gave her a number to use if she ever had to call again, then signed off,
leaving on the screen something else Maia hadn't heard of before, a requisition
on Jopland Clan for one night's guest lodgings and a meal, at Colony expense. When
she went to the door, Maia found the matriarch standing there, wearing a broad
smile. "Did you finish your consultation, daughter?" she asked
eagerly. "Yes.
I'm finished now." "Good.
I'll have one of the servants show you a pallet in the barn. In the morn we'll
discuss how you'll work off your debt." For the
first time in weeks Maia felt a sense of relish, of anticipation. Leie would
have loved this. "Your
pardon, Revered Mother, but the barn won't do. In the morning, after a good
breakfast, I'll be happy to discuss your, um, lending me transportation back to
town." The
Jopland elder blanched, then flushed crimson in a reversal that was surprising,
given her dark complexion. She pushed Maia aside and hurriedly read the screen,
gargling in rage. "How did you do this! I warn you, .if this is some city
trick—" "Lysos,
I don't think so. You're welcome to call Planetary Equilibrium Security, if you
want to verify it." Maia
did not even know what the words meant, but they had dramatic effect. The old
woman swayed as if she had been struck. Only after visible effort did she
manage to speak in a harsh whisper. "I'll take you to your room." Out in
the hallway, Maia heard distant sounds of music and laughter. Apparently, a
decent party had gotten under way, after all. As a var, she was used to not
being invited to such affairs, and was unsurprised when the crone led her in
the other direction. It was a bit disturbing, though, when they descended steps
into the farmyard. 160 DAVID B
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dogs came to growl briefly at Maia before sidling away at a sharp command from
her host. "It's
not the barn I'm taking you to, don't worry. But we're goin' around the house.
I don't want you disturbing our guests." Through
front-facing windows, Maia heard hearty male laughter. Farther along, they
passed before several dimly lit rooms from which came breathy, hoarse sounds
unmistakable as anything but passion. Well, she thought, feeling her ears grow
warm, the Joplands ought to be happy. Seems they're getting their money's worth
tonight. Odds-on, at least one winter clone would be ignited by the labor of
these hardworking men. At the
far end of the southern wing stood several small apartments, each with its own
door and plank porch. There were no keys or locks. The matriarch pushed into
the last one and stood on tiptoe in order to tighten a bare bulb. Only wan
illumination spilled forth, explaining why there was no switch. That bulb would
never get too hot to touch. Over in one corner, a pair of folded blankets lay
atop a packed-straw mattress. Maia shrugged. She had slept worse. "Cockcrow
for breakfast, or none," her reluctant host said, departing without
another word. Maia closed the door, then set to laying out the bedclothes.
Finding a pitcher of water on a rickety table, she washed her face, took a long
drink from the spout, and reached up to turn out the light. Elsewhere
in the rambling farm complex, people were vigorously occupied making strong,
atonal harmonies. The music of joy, poets sometimes called it. To Maia it
sounded much more serious. Of
course, there were different rhythms for each time of year. In summer it was
men who eagerly sought, while i skeptical
women sometimes let themselves be convinced. These were patterns Maia had known
all her life. Nature's way. Well,
the way chosen for us by Lysos and the Founders, Maia pondered, listening in
the dark. It's hard to imagine any other. Maia
had thought about sex—two willing partners coming together, whether by wooing
or after being woo-ingly pursued. It seemed an act partly sublime, but also
filled with all the frenetic, damp, clasping after life that came from certain
knowledge of it slipping away. A fusion aimed at immortality, some called it. As a
young virgin, Maia would not feel that hormonal rush of desire, if at all,
until winter's deepest nadir. Still, for as much as a year before departing
Port Sanger she had begun experiencing sensations she felt must surely be
related. A faint longing, a void. She vaguely suspected sex might have a role
in filling it. A partial role. Sighs
and murmured cries. The sounds were fascinating, yet again Maia wondered if
there wasn't something more to it than a mere rubbing, release, and a mixing of
fluids. A union that enhanced and magnified what each party brought separately. Or am I
just naive? It was a private suspicion she had never dared share, even with
Leie. "You want to keep a smelly, scratchy man as a pet?" her twin
might have taunted. Even now, Maia had no idea what it was she really desired,
as if her desires had any relevance to the world. It took
an hour or two. Then matters settled down, allowing the prairie wind to win by
default, rustling the tall cane fields beyond the house and yard. Still, Maia
couldn't sleep. Her feelings were achurn from all that had occurred today.
Finally, with a sigh, she threw off the thin blankets, went to the door, and
stepped out to inhale the night. 162 DAVID 8
R I Kl CLORV SEA SON 163 The
scents were heavier than she was used to, growing up in the icy north. Yet one
musty-pleasant aroma she identified quickly. It accompanied a low, humming
rumble, emanating from the open-sided lugar barracks, where those shaggy,
obsessively gentle creatures huddled at night, whatever the temperature. Their
piquant scent, she had once read, was one of countless features programmed by
the founders, who gave the beasts great physical strength to serve womankind,
breaking one link of dependency that used*to bind females to males. , Certainly
the aroma was less pungent than the sweat tang given off by sailors back on
Wotan, whenever hard labor brought on that glistening, other-species sheen. Did
men also perspire so while making love? The thought added to Maia's heavy
ambivalence of attraction-revulsion. Walking
under the stars, she greeted with a smile her friends Eagle and Hammer. The
familiar constellations winked at her. On impulse, Maia snapped two leather
catches, opening the brass sextant at her wrist. Unfolding the alignment arms,
she took angle sightings on the horizon, on Ophir, the polestar, and the planet
Amaterasu. Now, if only she had a decent chronometer . . . Dogs
barked at some neighboring clanstead. Something winged and swift fluttered a
few meters overhead. Wind rustled the trees by the river, where glow beetles
were still busy at their mating display, more persistently amorous than humans,
casting glittering, ecstatic wavefronts to eerie rhythms. Whole swatches of
forest came alight, then winked off in unison. I wonder if there's a pattern,
Maia thought, fascinated by the spectacle of countless individual insects, each
reacting only to its nearest neighbors, combining in a life-show of tantalizing
intricacy, like the constellations that had always drawn her, or a labyrinthine
puzzle. . . . As she
reached the corner of the house, an ebb in the I breeze
caused the quiet to deepen, abruptly revealing a low murmur of voices. "...
you don't know what she said to the Pessies?" "That's
what scares me! I got no clue what she was at them about. But they reversed charges,
so it must've been more'n a nuisance call. We already heard from cousins on the
coast about a police agent nosing around. This stinks. You people promised
discretion, complete discretion!" The
fire bugs were forgotten. Maia slipped into shadows and peered toward the rear
veranda. She could make out the second speaker. It was the mother Jopland, or
one roughly the same age. The other person lay hidden, but when she laughed,
Maia felt a shock of recognition. "I
doubt she was calling about our little secret. I know the wench, and I'll bet
tit-squirrels to lugars that she's no agent. Couldn't figure her way out of a
gunnysack, that one." Thank
you, Tizbe, Maia thought with a chill. All of a sudden things seemed to make
sense. No wonder the Joplands had a successful wooing party, after such a
dismal start! While she had been talking to authorities in . Caria, Tizbe must
have arrived carrying bottles brimming with distilled summer. What wouldn't the
Joplands pay to have their slow population decline turned around in a simple,
efficient way? All the more so for devout. Perkin-ites, who didn't even like
men. They
were planning to give up their summer-banishment rule. The valley councils were
going to build sanctuaries, like along the coast. But with Tizbe's powder
there'd be no need to compromise their radical doctrine. Maia
had wondered if there was a practical side to the drug. Now she had her answer. I was
bothered by incidents in Lanargh, and the train collision in Clay Town. But
those happened because people were fooling around with the stuff, because it's
new. If it's used carefully, though, to help make winter sparking easier,
where's 164 DAVID BRIM the
harm? I didn't hear any of the men tonight crying out in misery. Naturally,
the Perkinites' long-range goal was unattainable. Perkies were crazy to dream,
of making men as rare as jacar trees, drug or no drug. Meanwhile, though, if
they found a short-term method for having their way in this valley, so what?
Even conservative clans like Lamatia tried to stimulate their male guests
during winter, with drink and light shows designed to mimic summer's auro-rae.
Was this powder fundamentally different? Maia
was tempted to walk up and join the conversation, just to catch the look on
Tizbe Seller's face. Perhaps, after getting over her surprise, Tizbe would be
willing to explain, woman to woman, why they were going to such lengths, or why
Caria City should give a damn. The
temptation vanished when Maia's former assistant spoke again. "Don't
worry about our little var informer. I'll see to things. It'll all be taken
care of long before she ever makes it back to Grange Head." A
sinking sensation yawned in Maia's gut. She backed around the corner of the
house as it began dawning on her just how much trouble she was in. Bleeders!
1 don't know anybody. Leie's gone. And I'm in it now, right up to my neck! One
great mystery is why sexual reproduction became dominant for higher life-forms.
Optimization theory says it should be otherwise. Take a
fish or lizard, ideally suited to her environment, with just the right internal
chemistry, agility, camouflage—whatever it takes to be healthy, fecund, and
successful in her world. Despite all this, she cannot pass on her perfect
characteristics. After sex, her offspring will be jumbles, getting only half of
their program from her and half their re-sorted genes somewhere else. Sex
inevitably ruins perfection. Parthenogenesis would seem to work better—at least
theoretically. In simple, static environments, well-adapted lizards who produce
duplicate daughters are known to have advantages over those using sex; Yet,
few complex animals are known to perform self- cloning.
And those species exist in ancient, stable deserts, always in close company
with a related sexual species. Sex has
flourished because environments are seldom static. Climate, competition,
parasites—all make for shifting conditions. What was ideal in one generation
may be fatal the next. With variability, your offspring get a fighting chance.
Even in desperate times, one or more of them may have what it takes to meet new
challenges and thrive. Each
style has its advantages, then. Cloning offers stability and preservation of
excellence. Sex gives adaptability to changing times. In nature it is usually
one or the other. Only lowly creatures such as aphids have the option of
switching back and forth. Until
now, that is. With the tools of creation in our hands, shall we not give our
descendants choice? Options? The best of both worlds? Let us
equip them to select their own path between predictability and opportunity. Let
them be prepared to deal with both sameness and surprise. Calma
had been right. You could zero in on Lerner Hold by sense of smell alone. That
was fortunate. Maia could tell north by the positions of the stars, seen
through a gathering overcast. But compass directions are useless when you have
no map or knowledge of the territory. Only Iris, the smallest moon, lit Maia's
path as she followed a rutted trail over wavelike prairie knolls until one
branch turned and dropped abruptly into a maze of water-cut ravines. A tangy,
metallic odor seemed to come from that direction, so with a pounding heart she
took the turn. Plunging
into the canyon, Maia had to feel her way at first, her fingers tracing a thick
layer of living topsoil that soon gave way to hard laminations of clay. Maia
found herself descending a series of hellish rents in the ground, as if the
skin of Stratos lay raked open by gigantic claws. Her
pupils adapted, splitting slitwise to let in a maximum of light. Succeeding
beds of clay and limestone alternately shone or glittered or simply drank
whatever moonbeams reached this deep into the canyon. It all depended, Maia
supposed, on what mix of tiny sea creatures had fallen to the ocean bottom
during whatever long-ago 168 DAVID B
R I sedimentary
ages laid these beds. Soon even the sinuous bands gave way to hard native rock,
twisted and tortured by continental movements that had taken place before
protohumans walked on faraway Earth. Interchanging patterns of light and dark
stone reminded her of those towering "castle" pillars she had seen in
the distance from the railway—rocky remnants of once proud mountains that used
to stand here, but had since been all but ground away by rainstorms and rivers
and time. Time
was one thing Maia didn't figure she had a wealth of. Did Tizbe intend to wait
till morning to spring a trap on her? Or would the young Beller come during the
night to the room Maia had been given, accompanied by a dozen well-muscled
Jopland ferns? After overhearing those sinister words in the farmyard, Maia had
chosen not to stay and find out. Escaping
Jopland Hold was easy enough. Stepping quietly to avoid alerting the dogs, she
had crept down to the nearby stream that ran beside the orchard, and then
sloshed a kilometer or so through icy water with her shoes tied together,
hanging from her neck, until the mansion was well out of sight. Next she had to
spend several minutes rubbing sensation back into her half-frozen feet before
lacing up again. Shivering, Maia then spent an hour trampling a path across
successive wheat fields until at last finding the road. So far,
so good. Thinking through her predicament was much harder. After weeks of
depressed numbness, the abrupt effect of all this adrenaline was both dizzying
and exhilarating. She couldn't help comparing her situation to those adventure
reels Lamatia let summerlings watch during the high seasons, when the mothers
were too busy to be bothered. Or illicit books Leie used to borrow off young
vars from more lenient holds. In such tales, the heroine, usually a beautiful,
winter-born sixer from an up-and-coming clan, found herself thrown against the
dread CLORV J
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of some decadent house whose wealth and power was maintained by subversion
rather than honest competition. Usually there was a token man, or a shipload of
decent, clear-eyed sailors, in danger of being gulled by the evil hive. The
ending was always the same. After being saved by the heroine's insight and
courage, the men promised to visit the small virtuous clan each winter for as
long as the heroine's mothers and sisters wanted them. Virtue
prevailing over venality. It seemed exciting and romantic on page or screen.
But in real life, Maia had no mothers or sisters to turn to. She was a lone
summerling fiver without a friend in the world. Clearly, Tizbe and her Jopland
clients could do whatever they pleased to her. That's
if they catch me, Maia thought, biting her lip to stop a quiver. Clenching her
fists also helped. Defiance was a heady anodyne against fear. Uhoh. Coming
to a dead stop, she swallowed hard. The trail had been meandering along a lip
halfway down the canyon wall, but on turning a corner she found it suddenly
plunging straight for a precipice. A rickety suspension bridge lay ahead, half
of it in shadows and half reflecting painful moonlight to her dark-adapted
eyes. I
must've taken a wrong turn. Calma could never have taken her wagon across that! Tracing
its spidery outline, Maia saw that the bridge hung over a gulch strewn with
heaping mounds of ash and slag, trailing from a row of towering beehive
structures on the opposite ridge. Here and there, Maia glimpsed red flickers
from coal fires that were banked for the night, but never allowed to go out. Iron
foundries, she recognized with some relief. So this was Lerner Hold after all.
Calma must have taken a slower freight route across the canyon floor. This was
the more direct way. Setting
foot on the creaky, swaying bridge would have 170 DAVID R I XI been
frightening even by daylight. But what choice had she? 1 was never very good at
this, she thought, remembering camping trips with other summerlings on the
steppe near Port Sanger. She and Leie had loved the expeditions, putting up
cheerfully with biting bugs and bitter cold. But neither of them had much love
for crossing streams on teetering logs or skittish stones. The
bridge was definitely worse. Stepping forward cautiously, Maia took-hold of the
guide rope, which stretched across the ravine at waist level. She worked her
way from handhold to handhold and plank to groaning plank, fearing at any
moment to hear a shout of pursuit behind her, or the snap of some cable giving
way. Eerie silence added further discomfort, driving home her loneliness. Finally,
on reaching the other side, she leaned against one of the anchor pillars and
let out a ragged sigh. From the promontory, Maia surveyed the trail down which
she had come. There was no sign of any full-scale search party, whose lights
would be visible for kilometers. You're probably making more of this than it
deserves, she thought. To them you're just a stupid var who stuck her nose
where it didn't belong. Lay low for a while and they'll forget all about you. It made
sense. But then, maybe she was too stupid to know how much trouble she was in.
Standing there, Maia felt the wind grow colder. Her fingers were numb, almost
paralyzed, even when she blew on them. Shivering, she rubbed her hands and
began peering among the furnaces and cliffside warehouses for the mansion where
this branch of Lerner Clan dwelled and raised its daughters. The
house was a disappointment when she found it. She had envisioned the industrial
Lerners constructing an imposing structure of steel arches, lined with stone or
glass. What she came upon was a one-story warren, made of sod bricks, that
rambled over half an acre. Just a few CLORV S Ј A S 0 XI 171 windows
faced a front courtyard strewn with scrap and reclaimed junk of every description. The
windows were dark. If not for the soft hissing of the idle furnaces—and the
odors—Maia might have thought the place deserted. There
was another sound, she realized. A faint one. Maia turned. She stepped
carefully through the scrapyard until, rounding a corner of the house, she came
in sight of a jumble of low structures, even more ramshackle than the
"mansion." Each had a small chimney from which trailed thin columns
of smoke. Housing for the employees, she guessed. One of
these dwellings, set apart from the rest, seemed different. Dim light from the
narrow curtained window illuminated a raked gravel path . . . and a small bed
of neatly tended flowers. Approaching, Maia made out soft strains of music
coming from within. She also smelled the aromas of cooking. By the
time she reached the door, Maia was shivering too much from the cold to be shy
about lifting her hand and knocking. Since
taking jobs with the foundry only a month before, Thalia and Kiel had
transformed the little cabin at the far end of the workers' compound.
"You'll give up that foolishness soon enough," the other employees
had said. But the two young women faithfully set aside an hour each day, even
after long, grueling shifts at the furnaces, to tend their garden and put their
frayed house in order. It had
been tall, broad-shouldered Thalia who opened the door that night, clucking in
concern and drawing Maia inside, putting her with a blanket and steaming teacup
by the smoldering peat fire. Kiel, with her almost-pure black complexion and
startlingly pale eyes, was the one who 172 DAVID 8 R I XI went to
the Lerner clan mothers the next morning, and returned shortly with word that
Maia could stay. Naturally,
.she would have to work. "You'll start in the scrap pile," Kiel announced
the morning after Maia's flight from Jopland Hold. "Then you're to spend a
week learning how to shovel and ladle with the rest of us. Calma Lerner says if
you're still around after that, she'll talk to you about an after-hours
'prenticeship in the alloys lab." The
black woman laughed scornfully. "A 'prentice-ship. Now that's a good
one!" Laboring
for a clan of smiths wasn't the life path Maia would have chosen. But barring
some brilliant strategy to get to Grange Head without crossing paths with Tizbe's
gang, or the Joplands, it would have to do. Anyway, it was honorable work. "What's
wrong with an apprenticeship," she asked the older girl. "I
thought—" "You
thought it was a way up the ladder, right." Kiel waved a scarred, callused
hand in dismissal. "Maybe in a fancy city, where you can hire a clone from
some lawyer hive to go over your contract for you. But here? I guess you don't
know what 'after hours' means at Lerner Hold, do you?" Maia
shook her head. "It
means you get no wages for 'prentice time, no room-and-board points. In fact,
you pay for the privilege of workin' extra in their lab. They charge you, for
lessons!" "No
quicker way into debtor's trap," Thalia agreed. "Except
gambling." Debtor's
Trap was something Thalia and Kiel talked about all the time, as if they feared
falling into bad habits if they ever let the subject drop. Only constant
attention and thriftiness would let them prevail. Along with weeding the garden
and sweeping the floor, the two young women ritually counted their credit
sticks each night. "It's
possible to come out ahead, even after food an' CLORV SEASON 173 lodgings
are deducted," Thalia said on the second evening, while helping Maia
gingerly dab where hot cinders had scorched her skin. Heavy leather aprons and
goggles had spared her body a worse singeing, but wearing all that armor made
more exhausting the work of dragging heavy ladles brimming with molten, sunlike
heat. It was labor even harder than working on ships, calling for the strength
of a man, the patience of a lugar, and the disciplined diligence of a
winter-born clone. Yet, only vars were employed in the furnaces. Only vars in
need of work would _put up with the miniature, artificial hell. "Isn't
it required by law?" Maia asked, dipping her washcloth sparingly in a
shallow basin of rationed water. "I thought employers had to pay enough so
you could save." Thalia
shrugged. "Sure it's the law, handed down since the time of Lysos
..." Maia
half-raised her hand at mention of the First Mother's name, but stopped short
of drawing the circle sign. Somehow, she didn't figure Kiel and Thalia were
religious. "It's
close to the edge, though," the stocky woman went on. "Buy a few
luxuries from the company store. Lose a few credits gambling . . . you see how
it goes. Get into debt an" there's no escape till Amnesty Day, in late
spring! And then where do you go? Me, I don't plan stayin' here past my seventh
birthday. Got things to do, y'know." Maia
refrained from pointing out that despite their dedication, Thalia and Kiel
spent money on more than bare necessities. They had a little radio, and paid
Lerner Hold for electricity to run it, sometimes late into the night. They
bought flower and vegetable seedlings for the garden. But
then, maybe those were necessities. As she fell into the routine of labor at
the mill, Maia came to see how such trimmings of civilization, slim as they
were, made a key 174 DAVID BRIM difference
between holding your heading and losing your way, drifting into the endless
half-life that seemed the fate of other var employees. Oh, the vars worked
hard. Off hours, they laughed and sang and threw considerable energy into their
games of chance. But they weren't going anywhere. Proof lay in the next vale,
upwind and out of sight of the factory, where the creche and playgrounds lay.
Children, both winter- and summer-born, were housed and schooled there. Every
single one had been born of a Lerner mother. No var's womb had ripened here for
as long as anyone recalled. Maia,
too, began counting her credits each night. Some went toward secondhand work
clothes, a bar of soap, and other needs. When the weekly electricity bill came,
Maia paid one-third. That left very little. Against all expectation, Maia found
herself feeling homesick for the sea. The
policewoman promised me a stipend for showing up at Grange Head, she pondered
wistfully. Even a modest reward for testifying would match what she cleared
through hard labor here. Almost a week has passed. You could find out if it's
safe to make a break. Her
housemates quickly guessed that Maia was in flight from serious trouble. Though
they did not press, and she withheld details, Maia took a chance and told the
two women it was the mothers of Jopland Clan who were after her. That seemed
to- raise her standing with Kiel and Thalia. Kiel volunteered to check things
out next Greers-day, when the supply wagon went to town. If it wasn't too
heavily laden, off-duty var employees could hitch a ride, for a small fee. Kiel
had shopping to do, anyway. "I'll look around for you, virgie, and see if
the coast is clear." "I
wish you'd tell us what you did to those biddies," the dark woman said on
her return, dropping her groceries on the rickety table and turning to Maia,
wide-eyed. "You've sure gotten those Perkies riled. At train time I saw CLORV SEASONI 175 two
Joplanders hanging around the station, about as subtle as a plow, pretending to
be waiting for someone while they checked every var who came or went. Saw
another pair on horseback, patrolling the road. They're still lookin' for you,
vestal girl." Maia
sighed. So much for a quick getaway. Make a note. Next time you take on those
more powerful than you, pick a place with more than one back door. Holly Lock
was about as far into the middle of nowhere as she could have found, and the
railroad was the only fast way out of the valley. Even stealing a horse would
do no good. The hue and cry would track her down long before she got near the
coastal mountains, let alone Grange Head. "Guess
you made a smart choice after all," Thalia suggested. "Headin'
further inland instead of tryiri- for shore. Last place they'll look is stinky
Lerner Hold.". Apparently.
Or maybe Maia's pursuers didn't feel any need to check every hut and farmstead.
All they had to do was watch all exits, and wait. "Were
they asking questions? Putting out my description?" she asked Kiel, who
shrugged. "Now,
what var would tattle another var to a Perkin-ite? They know better than to
ask." That
sounded a bit facile to Maia. Antagonism between clones and summerlings was
pretty intense in Long Valley. But she didn't have much faith in var
solidarity. More likely the other Lerner workers would sell her in a trice, for
a big enough reward. Fortunately, only Thalia and Kiel seemed to much notice
her existence. The renowned Jopland trait of stinginess was her chief hope.
Plus the fact that Lerners themselves weren't Perkinites, and had a tradition
of staying at arm's length from local politics. We'll
see if I'm still hot in a week or so. If they lose interest, I could try
walking out in stages, traveling by night and doing hobo labor for meals along
the way ... 176 DAVID B R I XI Maia
felt deeply the loss of her bag, left with the sta-tionkeepers in Holly Lock.
The duffel contained her last - mementos of Leie. Thinking about losing them
made her feel even more lonely and sad. At
least she had two new friends. They were no substitute for Leie, but the
sisterly warmth shown by Thalia and Kiel was the biggest reason Maia felt
reluctant to go. The work was hard and the little cottage wasn't much more than
a hut, but it felt closer to "home" than anywhere she'd been since
departing her attic room in Port Sanger, ages ago. Days
passed. The rhythm of the furnaces, the stench of local brown lignite, the
rumbling of the metal rollers ... even the heat ceased bothering her quite as
much. The day set for her appointment at Grange Head came and went, but Maia
didn't figure the magistrate missed her much. She had told the officer in Caria
all she knew. She had done her duty. Besides,
listening to Kiel and Thalia talk each night, Maia began to wonder. What did
she owe to a power structure that offered so little to vars like her, while
other women flourished simply because of a twist of birth timing? Her roommates
didn't seem to think it was heretical to ask questions about the way things
worked. It was a frequent topic of conversation. Sometimes
at night they tuned their radio to a strange station, twisting dials to catch
tinny voices reflected off high, magnetic layers. "No one can count on
justice from corrupt officials in Caria City, who are bought an' sold by the
great hive-dam of Landing Continent. It's up to the oppressed classes
themselves to take a bold hand and change things. ..." Maia
suspected the station was illegal. The words were angry, even rebellious, but
more surprising to Maia was her own reaction. She wasn't shocked at all. She CLORV S
Ј A J 0 X! 177 turned
to Kiel and asked if "oppressed classes" referred to summerlings like
them. "Sure
does, virgie. Nowadays, with every niche sewn up by one clan or another, what
chance do poor vars like us have to get something of our own started? Only way
things will change is if we get together and change them ourselves." The
voice on the radio echoed these sentiments. ". . . The tools used for
suppression are many. We have seen a tradition of apathy promulgated, so that
the nonclone turnout in elections on Eastern Continent hardly reached seven
percent last year, despite intense efforts by the Radical Party and the Society
of Scattered Seeds ..." That
was how Savant Claire used to refer to the var-children Lamatia Hold cast forth
each autumn. Scattered seeds. In theory, summerlings were supposed to search
for and eventually find that special occupation they were born to be good at,
then take root and flourish. Yet so many wound up in dead ends, either taking
vows and sheltering in the church, or laboring like the Lerner employees, for
room, board, and enough coinsticks to buy a few cheap pleasures. Maia
thought about all she had witnessed since leaving Port Sanger. "Some say
there've been a lot more summer births, lately. That's why there are so many of
us." "Blood-spotting
propaganda crap!" Thalia cursed. "They always complain there's too many
vars for open niches. But it's just an excuse for poor pay. Even if you get a
job, there's no tenure. And usually it's work no better than fit for a
man." That
answered Maia's next question, whether males were also included under the
classification of "oppressed classes." Kiel had a point, though.
Sure, the Lerners were good at what they did. In the furnaces and forges they
always seemed to know where the next problem would arise, and watching a Lerner
work metal was like seeing an 178 DAVID B R 1 XI artist
in action. Still, did that give them the right to monopolize this kind of
enterprise, wherever small-time foundries made economic sense? "Perkinites
are the worst," Thalia muttered. "They'd rather have no summerlings
at all. Would reopen the old gene labs if they could, fix things so there'd
just be winter brats. Nothing but clones, all the time." Maia
shook her head. "They may get their way without reopening the labs." "What
do you mean?" Both young women asked. Looking up quickly, Maia realized
she had almost let the secret slip. What
secret? she pondered. The agent never exactly told me not to speak. Besides,
Thalia and Kiel are my kind, not like some faraway clone of a policewoman. "Urn,"
she began, lowering her voice. "You know that trouble I got in at Jopland
Hold?" "The
mess you didn't want to talk about?" Thalia leaned forward eagerly.
"I been putting one an' three together and have got a theory. My guess is
you tried crashing that party they held a couple weeks back, sneaking in to get
yourself a man without payin'!" Thalia guffawed until Kiel pushed her arm
and shushed her. "Go on, Maia. Tell us if you feel ready." Maia
took a deep breath. "Well, it seems at least some of the Perkinites have
found a way to get what they want. ..." She
went on to tell the whole story, feeling a growing satisfaction as her
companions' eyes widened with each revelation. They had categorized her as some
sweet, helpless young thing to be given sisterly protection, not an adventuress
who had already been through more excitement and danger than most saw in a
lifetime. When she finished, the other two turned to look at each other.
"Do you think we should—" Thalia began. Kiel
shook her head curtly. "Maybe. We'll talk about it CLORV 179 tomorrow.
Right now it's late. Past a fiver's bedtime, no matter what a born pirate she's
turned out to be." Kiel gave Maia's ragged haircut a friendly tousle, one
that conveyed newfound respect in an offhand way. "Let's all kick
in," she concluded, and reached over to turn off the radio. When
the light was out and all three of them had settled into their cots, Maia lay
still for a long time, thinking. : Me? A
born pirate? Yet,
why not? With her tender muscles starting to throb less and tauten more each
passing day, Maia was toughening more than she had ever thought possible. And
now, listening to rebel radio stations? Sharing police business with homeless,
radical vars? What
next? she wondered. If only Leie could see me now. Suddenly,
all her newfound toughness was no bulwark against resurgent grief. Maia had to
bear down in order not to sniffle aloud. Damn, she thought. Damn it all to
patarkal hell. The kindness of her housemates only made her more vulnerable, it
seemed, by easing the numbness she had wrapped herself in since leaving the
temple at Grange Head. Maybe I'd be better off alone, after all. From
neighboring cottages could be heard the rattle of dice and hoarse laughter,
even a snatch of bawdy song. But it was quiet in their hut until Thalia began
snoring, low and rhythmically. A while later, Maia heard Kiel get up. Although
Maia kept her eyes closed, she felt eerily certain the older woman was watching
her. Then there came the creaking of the front door as Kiel slipped outside.
Half-asleep, Maia presumed the dark girl had gone to visit the outhouse, but by
morning she had still not returned. 180 DAVID B
R I XI Thalia
didn't seem worried. "Business in town," she explained tersely.
"Greersday wagon'll be full of wrought iron, so no passengers, but we got
a couple of investments to look after, the two of us. Places we put our money
so's it won't evaporate out here. That happens, y'know. Coin-sticks just
vanish. I wouldn't leave mine under my pillow, if I was you." Maia
blinked, wondering how Thalia knew. Had she looked? Suppressing an urge to rush
back to the cot and check her tiny stash, Maia also took note how deftly the
older var had managed to change the subject. None of my business, I suppose,
she thought with a sniff. Work
continued at the same steady, numbing pace. On her eighteenth day at Lerner
Hold, Maia and most of the other workers were assigned to haul barrowloads of
preprocessed iron ore from a mine two miles away, staffed entirely by a clan of
albino women whose natural pallor had become tinted by rusty oxides, permeating
their skin. The
next day, a caravan of huge dray-llamas arrived, carrying charcoal for refining
the ore. Tall gaunt-eyed women tended the beasts, but took no part in unloading
which, apparently, was beneath their dignity. Maia joined the team of vars
lugging bag after heavy bag of sooty black chunks to a shed by the furnaces,
while an elderly Lerner paid off the teamsters in new-forged metal. Within a
few hours, the caravan was heading back up country. Their journey would take
them past three distant, stony pillars that gave the northeast horizon its
character, and onward toward barely visible peaks where yet another clan filled
a small but thriving niche—cutting trees and cooking them into ebony-colored,
log-shaped, carbon briquettes. It was a simpleminded rustic economy. One that
functioned, though, with no space left for newcomers. Afterward,
while sponging away layers of grime, Maia patiently endured another of Calma
Lerner's daily visits. The clanswoman "dropped by" each evening, just
before CLORV S Ј A S 0 XI 181 supper,
with an obstinacy Maia was starting to respect. She would not take no for an
answer. "Look,
I can tell you have an educated background for a summer child. Come from a
classy line of mothers, I reckon. Ought to do something with your life, you
really should." I plan
to, Maia answered in her thoughts. I'm planning to run, not walk, out of this
valley just as soon as it's safe, and never again set foot near a piece of
coal, ever! But
Calma was likable enough, and Maia had no wish to offend. "I'm just saving
up to move on," she explained. The
Lerner shook her head. "I thought you came here 'cause of what we talked
about that day in the wagon. You know, studyin' metallurgy? If that wasn't it,
why're you here?" This
line of inquiry Maia didn't want to encourage. So far there had been no sign of
Tizbe or the Joplands looking for her here. They must have figured she'd head
west, toward the sea. But inquiries by Calma, or even loose gossip, could
change that. "Um.
Look, maybe I'll think about that apprenticeship. I'm just not sure about the
arrangements, that's all." Calma's
expression transformed and Maia could almost read the older woman's thoughts. Aha!
The little one is just staking a bargaining position, hoping for a better deal.
Maybe I can drop the lesson fee a bit. In exchange for what? A term contract? "Well,"
the older woman. said aloud. "We can talk about it whenever you're
ready." Which Maia immediately translated as meaning Let her slave at the
forge another week. By then she'll accept if we give a point or two. In
fact, Calma's face was so easy to read, Maia felt she understood how such a
talented family never amounted to much in the world of commerce. They might go
far in partnership with a businesslike clan. But some families just couldn't
work closely with groups other than themselves. 182 DAVID B
R 1 XI Especially
over generations, which was how long many interclan alliances lasted. Although
Maia filed this insight away for future reference, she no longer contemplated
sharing such tidbits. Leie's loss still felt like a cavity within her, but the
ache dulled with each passing day. Through it all, she had begun to see the
outlines of her future, unwarped by the inflated dreams of childhood. If she
was clever and hardheaded, she might manage to be like Kiel and Thalia, slowly
saving and searching, not for some fabled niche, or anything so grandiose as
establishing her own clan, but to find a tiny chink in the wall of Stratoin
society. A place to live comfortably, with a little security. You could do
worse. You've seen people who have done much worse. To pass
the second and third evenings Kiel was away, Thalia enlightened Maia on strange
customs practiced in the seaports of the. Southern Isles. The stocky young
woman seemed equally amazed when Maia described mundanities of Port Sanger life
she herself had long taken for granted. Then they listened to the radio
awhile—to a station playing music, not political commentary—until sleep time
came. Maybe
when Kiel returns, she'll say the coast is clear, Maia thought as she drifted
off. She felt no ties to Lerner Hold, but would she be able to tear herself
away from her new friends? For the sake of this comradeship, she felt tempted
to stay. Work,
and recovery from work, took up nearly all of the next day, from dawn to dusk.
Mealtime was a fragrant lentil stew with onions and spices, a supper Maia felt
sure Thalia had prepared in expectation of Kiel's return. But the dark woman
did not show. Thalia only laughed when Maia worried aloud. "Oh, we got
plans, we do. Sometimes she's away a week or more. Lerners got to put up with
it CLORV 183 'cause
nobody's better'n Kiel at cold-rollin' flat sheet. Don't you worry, virgie.
She'll be back presently." All
right, I won't worry. It was surprisingly easy to do. In a few short weeks,
Maia had learned the knack of letting go and living from day to day. Not even
the priestess at the temple had been able to teach her that. Physical
exhaustion, she admitted, was a good instructor. That
evening, Maia took their small oil lantern into the ebbing twilight to visit
the toilet before going to bed. For privacy, it had become her habit to wait
until all the other vars finished. Along the way to the outhouse, she liked to
watch the stars, which were beginning to show winter constellations to good
advantage. Stratos was slowing in its long outward ellipse, although the true
opening of cool season still lay some weeks ahead. Turning
a corner in the warren of laborers' bungalows, Maia saw someone leaning against
the tilted door of the outhouse, facing the other way. Oh, well, she thought.
Everyone has to take turns. She
approached and set the lantern down. "They been in there long?" she
asked the woman waiting ahead of her, who shook her head. "No
one's inside." "But
then, why are you ..." Maia
stopped. Something was wrong. That voice. "Why
am I waiting?" The woman turned around. "Why, for you of course, my
meddlesome young friend." Maia
gaped. "Tizbe!" The pleasure-clan
winterling smiled and gave an offhand salute. "None other than your loyal
assistant baggage handler, in person. Thought it was time you and I had a talk,
boss." Despite
her racing heart, Maia felt proud not to show a quaver in her voice. "Talk
away," she said, spreading her hands. "Choose a subject. Anything you
like." 184 DAVID B
R I XI Tizbe
shook her head. "Not here. I have a place in mind." "All
right. Where—" Maia
stopped suddenly, 'sensing movement. She whirled just in time to glimpse
several identical black-clad women bearing down upon her, holding fuming
cloths. Joplands,
Maia recognized the instant before they seized her. She felt their brief
surprise at her strength. But the farm women were stronger still. Struggling,
Maia managed to dodge the damp rags long enough to catch sight of one more
figure, standing a short distance away. Calma
Lerner watched with tight lips pressed together as Maia was taken to the ground
and her mouth and nose covered. Black fabric cut off vision. A cloying, sweet
aroma choked her, invading her brain and smothering all thoughts. She
roused through a cloudy, anesthetic haze to see stars jouncing about like busy
glow beetles high in the sky, and dimly recalled that stars weren't supposed to
do that. Only vaguely in her delirium did it occur to Maia -that this might be
a matter of perception. It was hard to focus while lying supine, tied to the
bottom of a rattling, horse-drawn wagon. Through
the night, Maia drifted in and out of drugged slumber, punctuated by intervals
when someone would lift her head to dribble water down a cloth into her parched
mouth. She sucked like a newborn baby, as if that primal reflex were the only
one left her. Dreams confronted Maia with memories drawn randomly from storage,
twisted, and made vivid with embellishments by her unrestrained subconscious. She had
been a little over three Stratoin years old . . . nine or ten by the old
calendar. It was Mid-Winter's Day and Lamatia's summerlings had been fed and CLORV 56ASOXI 185 told to
go to their rooms, to stay there till the gong rang for evening meal. But the
twins had been making plans. At noontime, Maia and Leie knew all full-Lamai
folk would be in the great hall to take part in the Ceremony of Initiation-.
For weeks, the six-year-old class of Lamais had been excitedly wagering which
of them would receive ripening, and which would have to await another winter,
maybe two. Among clones, with little to distinguish between them, whoever
managed to conceive during her first mature solstice had an advantage over her
peers, rising in status as her generation matured, perhaps eventually taking a
leading role in running the clan. Maia
and Leie were as one in not wanting to miss this, despite rules putting the
rites off-limits to mere half daughters. They had spent many furtive hours
discovering the route to use—which entailed first slipping out their bedroom
window, then around a dormer and down a rain gutter, along a wall lined with
decorative, crenelated fortifications, through a loose window into an attic,
and down a rope ladder that they had prehung inside a sealed-off, abandoned
chimney . . . In
Maia's dream, each phase of the adventure loomed as vivid and immediate as it
had to her younger self. The possibility of falling to her death was
terrifying, but less awful than the thought of getting caught. Capture and
punishment were, in turn, negligible deterrents next to the ghastly possibility
that she and Leie might not get to see. Reaching
their final vantage point was the most dangerous part. It meant worming their
way along the steep, sloping dome of the great hall itself, whose arching ribs
of reinforced concrete held in place huge mottled lenses of colored glass.
Crawling the lip so that no shadows would cast into the hall, Maia and her
sister finally gathered the courage to poke their heads over a section of
tinted window, to catch their first glimpse of the ceremony under way below. D A V
I D
B R I XJ The
interior was a swirling confusion of brightness and shadow. The glassy roof
poured winter daylight into the chamber, transformed into a brilliance
reminiscent of summer nights. Colored panels cast clever imitations of aurorae
against the walls below, while others glinted and flashed as gaudily as Wengel
Star, when the sun's small, bitterly bright companion shone high in the summer
sky. A roaring fire in one corner of the room gave off heat the twins could
feel outside. The flames were colored with additives guaranteed to simulate the
spectrum of the northern lights. It was
a spectacle worth every pain taken to get there. Neither Leie nor Maia would
have had the courage to come alone. Still,
it took a while to stifle the tremulous certainty that someone was going to
look their way. The kids spent more time nudging each other and giggling than
stealing quick glances through the burnished lenses. Finally they realized that
nobody below was interested in the ceiling at a time like this. Dancers
wove rippling patterns as they undulated before the central dais, waving filmy
fabrics that also mimicked ionic displays. The troupe had been hired from
Oosterwyck Clan, famed for their beauty and sensuality. Their success rate was
well-advertised and only rich clans could afford their services at this time of
year. Censers
emitted spirals of smoke, whose aroma was supposed to simulate the pheromones
that best aroused males. Behind a veiled curtain, silhouettes told of the
assembled mothers and full sisters of Lamatia Hold, watching discreetly
offstage so as not to put off their guests. Maia
nudged Leie and pointed. "Over there!" She whispered unnecessarily.
Since the music only reached them as a faint murmur, it was doubtful anything
they said would be heard below. Leie turned to peer in the direction she had
indicated. "Yeah, it's the Penguin Guild CLORV 187 captain,
and those two young sailors. Exactly the ones I predicted. Pay up!" "I
never betted! Everybody knew Penguin Guild owes Lamatia for that big loan the
mothers gave 'em last year." • Leie ignored the rejoinder. "Come on,
let's get a better look," she urged, pulling Maia's arm, causing her to
teeter precariously on the steeply tilted wall of the dome. "Hey, watch
it!" But
Leie had already slithered to where a great piece of convex glass bulged from
the arching roof. Maia heard her sister take in a sudden gasp, then titter
nervously. "What
is it?" Maia exclaimed, sliding over. Leie
held up a hand. "No. Don't look yet! Get a good hold an' set your feet
good. Got it? Don't look yet." "I'm
not looking!" Maia whined. "Good,
now close your eyes. Move a little closer and I'll move your head to see best.
Don't open till I say so!" It was
one of those rituals that seemed so natural when you were three. Maia felt her
sister's hand take her braid and maneuver her until she brushed cool glass with
the tip of her nose. "Okay, you can look now," Leie said, suppressing
a giggle. Maia
cracked one eye, and at first saw only a blur. The glass had several thin
layers, separated by air pockets. She pulled back a bit and an image fell into
focus. At least it seemed focused, remarkably magnified from this great height.
Still, what she saw appeared more a jumble of fleshy colors—peppered with short
black fur that was patchy in most places, but thick where one small pink
appendage joined the intersection of two large ones. The latter, she realized,
must be somebody's legs. The small one in between ... "Oh!"
she cried, rocking back until she had to flail for balance. Leie grabbed her,
laughing at her surprise. Almost instantly Maia was back against the glass,
trying again to bring the scene back into focus. "No, let me in 188 DAVID BRIM now.
It's my turn!" Leie importuned. But Maia held fast and her twin grudgingly
moved on to find another place, which she quickly declared to be "even
better." Maia was too intent to notice. So
that's what a man looks like without clothes, she thought. The magnifying
effects of the glass were confusing, and she found it hard to get any sense of
proportion, let alone relate what she was seeing to those sterile diagrams she
had studied in school. Where do they keep it while they're walking around? I'd
of thought it'd get in the way, hanging like that. Maia
was too embarrassed by her next thoughts to voice them even subvocally.
Fascination won a hard-fought battle over revulsion and she peered eagerly,
hoping to see when the thing changed. Does it really get bigger than that? A hand
entered her field of view, and reached past the limp appendage to scratch a
hairy thigh. Maia drew back so her field of view .encompassed the arm and torso
and head of the reclining man, resting on silk pillows as he watched the
dancers. He turned to say something to another man, lounging to his right, who
laughed, then straightened and leaned forward with a more sober expression on
his face, as if trying to pay close attention to the show. By their elbows lay
piles of food and drink. The first man picked up a wineglass, draining it. He
did not seem to notice the enticingly clad woman who moved to his side to
refill it, nor others waiting nearby, prepared to move in with privacy
curtains, at need. "C'mere
and see the sixers!" Leie called urgently. With some reluctance, Maia tore
herself away, leaving her perch to sidle near her sibling. "Over by the
north wall," Leie suggested. This
pinkish pane was flawed by ripples, and the magnification wasn't as good as
back at the clear lens. It took a while to find the right viewing position, but
Maia at C L o R
Y J Ј A I o si 189 last
perceived a covey of girls waiting off to one side, dressed in pale, filmy
gowns. They were made up to look less virginal—and no doubt doused liberally to
fool the male sense of smell. Naturally, men were more attracted to older women
who had already birthed once or twice. But this ceremony was for sixers alone.
It was their special day and the mothers had spared no expense. Maia
did not have to count. There were thirteen of them, she knew. An entire class
of Lamai winterlings, all primly, delectably identical, but each one hoping she
would be the one reached for, when and if the moment came. They'd
be lucky if two or three made it this year. You didn't expect much from sixers.
At that age, whether you were a lowly var or haughty cloneling, your body only
produced the right chemistry for reproduction during the height of winter. Even
at seven, your fecund season wasn't broad. Most women, even when they had the
full backing of their clan, never got a ripening until they were eight or more.
By then their season was wide enough to overlap some of the summer passion left
in males during autumn, or starting to bud in springtime. Lamatia
wasn't counting on much out of today's solstice ceremony, but it was important
anyway. A rite of passage for newly adult members of the clan. An omen for the
coming year. Now, as
Maia watched, Lamai sixers began joining the Oosterwycks in the dance, slipping
in one by one with their meticulously practiced steps. Somehow—probably by
design—the smoother movements of the dusky professionals seemed to cause
attention to flow toward the lighter-haired neophytes. The sixers had studied
their moves with typical Lamai care. The dance was choreographed to give each
one equal time, sweeping in controlled stages ever closer to their audience,
yet Maia saw 190 DAVID 8
R I XI how eagerly
each tried in little ways to upstage her sisters. Somehow, it only served to
make them look more alike. Leaning
back to take a wide view of the proceedings, it struck Maia how the men below
were in a situation they would possibly have killed for, only half a year ago,
when all city gates were locked and guardia patrols kept a fierce eye on those
few males allowed passes from nearby sanctuaries. In summer, men howled to get
in. Now,
with womenfolk at their peak of receptivity, the male sailors lay there looking
as if they'd rather have a good book, or something diverting on the tele.
Perched on the edge of the dome, watching things she had only heard vaguely
described before, Maia felt a sense of wonder mixed with jarring insight. Irony.
It was a word she had learned just recently. She liked the sound it made, as
well as its slippery unwillingness to be pinned down or defined. One learned
its meaning by example. This was a fine example of irony. I
wonder why Lysos made it this way ... so nobody ever gets exactly what she or
he wants, except when she or he doesn't want it? "Maia,
psst!" Leie waved from the clear, convex section. "Come look!" "Has
one of them gotten big?" Maia asked breathlessly as she hurried over,
almost losing her footing along the way. She quivered with an eerily enticing
mixture of repugnance and excitement as she put her head next to her twin's. What
swam into focus was not the mysterious appendage, after all. It was the bearded
face of a man Maia recognized—the handsome, virile captain of the freighter
Empress whose hearty laugh and thundering voice were such a delight to hear
whenever the mothers had him and his officers to dinner. Half of Lamatia's
summerling boys wanted to ship out with him; half the summer girls fantasized he
was their father. CLORV J Ј A S 0 XI 191 But the
sixers below weren't seeking fathers for their children. Not this time of year.
The same physical act was more valuable in winter than in summer, because
fathering had nothing to do with it. ' What
the sixers sought was sparking, insemination as catalyst to start a placenta
forming. Triggering a clonal ripening within. And this captain was said to have
sparked seven, sometimes eight or more winterlings some years, all by himself!
Like in the nursery rhyme . . . Summer
Daddy, sperm
comes easy. Eager Daddy, makes a
var. Winter
Sparker, sperm
comes precious. Wonder Sparker, one
goes far! The
captain's eyes narrowed as he followed the movements of the dancers, now
gyrating around him, almost in arm's reach. His oiled, powerfully muscled body
reminded Maia not so much of a lugar's as that of a perfect race horse,
rippling with more power than any human ought ever need. His face, hirsute yet
full of that-strange masculine intelligence, seemed to concentrate on a
thought, tracking it intensely. As one Lamai sixer whirled close, he squinted,
working his jaw in what appeared to be the start of a smile, a dawning
eagerness. He lifted his hand . . . And used it to cover his mouth, trying
gallantly but in vain to stifle a gaping yawn. It was
dawn before the muddle of dreams and warped recollections gave way to a foggy
sense of reality. Dawn of 192 DAVID B
R I Kl which
day, Maia could not tell, since her body ached as if she had been wrestling
fierce enemies night after endless night. Only in stages did she come to
realize her hands were bound in black cloth, and so were her legs. She was in
the back of a jouncing buckboard, triced up like a piece of cargo. Blearily,
Maia managed to wrestle her torso up against what felt like several sacks of
grain, so the level of her eyes, came even with the sideboards of the wagon.
Above her loomed the backs of two women driving the team. From behind, they
didn't look much like Joplands. They said nothing, and did not look back at
her. Turning
her head was painful, but it brought some of the countryside into view—a high,
rolling steppe covered with sparse grass, apparently too dry for farming.
Red-and orange-tinted cirrus clouds laced a rich blue sky, still lustrous with
latent night. There was a faint cawing of some large bird, perhaps a raven or
native mawu. I
remember now. They were waiting for me at the toilet. They grabbed me. That
awful smell ... It still filled her nostrils, as the fading tendrils of her dreams
reluctantly vacated recesses of her foggy brain. Thought came sluggishly, like
heavy syrup from a jar. A
wagon. They're taking me someplace. North, from the looks of things. That
much was simple enough from the angle of the rising sun. To see more meant
struggling to a sitting position, which took several increments in order to
keep from fainting. When at last she craned around to see what lay ahead, the
wagon took a turn in the road, bringing a tower of monumental proportions into
abrupt view. It spired into the sky, columnar and prismoidal, light and dark
bands alternating along its height. Without being able to bring all faculties
to bear, Maia guessed it must be over two hundred meters high and a third of
that across. The
spire was scarred in places. Scaffolding told of GLORV S 6 A J 0 193 recent
excavations that had gouged the natural obelisk, leaving piles of rocky debris
around its base. A series of arched window-openings followed one pale band of
stone, girdling the periphery halfway up. A second row of smaller perforations
paralleled the first, a few meters below. Near
the base of the stone monolith, a broad, steep ramp came into view, leading
upward toward a gaping portal. Maia's
captors were taking her straight toward it. We were
lucky to find a habitable world in such an odd binary-star system, of a type
seldom visited. Its orbital peculiarities, as well as size and dense
atmosphere, should keep our colony hidden for a long time. Those
same features mean genetic tinkering will be required, before the first
settlers step outside these domes. While making ambitious changes in such
fundamentals as sex, we shall also have to modify humans to live and breathe in
the air of Stratos. As on other colony worlds, carbon dioxide tolerance and visual-spectrum
sensitivities must be adjusted. Moreover, shortly before departing the Phylum,
we acquired recent designs for improved kidneys, livers, and sensoria, and
shall certainly incorporate them. This
planet's slow, complex orbit presents special challenges, such as ultraviolet
excess whenever the dwarf companion, Waenglen's Star, is near. We may find this seasonal
variation useful, providing environmental cues ior our planned two-phase
reproductive cycle. But first we must make sure the humans and other animals we
plant here will be rugged enough to thrive. —from
the Landing Day Address, by Lysos An
extensive cavity had been drilled into the mountain monolith, creating a
network of rooms and corridors. Perhaps the workwomen had taken advantage of
preexisting caves or fissures. By the time they finished with their machines
and explosives, however, the warren of tunnels and storage chambers owed little
to nature. The man sanctuary had been near completion when all further work was
abruptly canceled, leaving an empty shell, inhabited only by echoes. Maia's
glimpse of the outside was brief and harried as her captors drove their wagon
up a long earthen ramp leading to a massive wooden portal. One of them leaped
off to knock on the door, sending deep, resonant booms reverberating within.
The other clambered back to untie Maia's ankles. Peering through a drugged
daze, Maia saw the ramp was surrounded by dusty rock tailings, dumped from
openings that girdled the stone tower halfway up. The upper row consisted of
airy galleries, broad enough to let in summer breezes when the sanctuary was
meant to have its largest population. The lower circumference of windows were
mere slits in comparison. 198 DAVID 8
R ! X! None of
this had come cheaply. It was one hell of an investment to write off. That
was among her few lucid, observational thoughts while being dragged off the
wagon and through the gate at a pace almost too brisk for her wobbly feet to
manage. Maia stumbled behind the two massive, harsh-faced ferns, who had left
her arms bound in front to use as a kind of leash. They did not speak, but
nodded to a third representative of their kind, who locked the outer door and
accompanied them inside. Maia did not know the name of their clan. It was
hard to give more than a cursory look around, as her captors pulled her up
endless flights of stairs, along deserted, empty corridors, then through a
central hall equipped with wooden dining trestles and a massive fireplace.
Farther down one of the main tunnels—lit by strings of dimly powered glow
bulbs—they passed an indoor arena capable of seating several hundred
spectators, overlooking a vast grid of intersecting lines. Maia
obtained only glimpses, as more passageways went by in a blur, followed by more
tiring stairs, until at last they reached a heavy wooden door set in the stone
wall with iron hinges and a stout padlock. Still blinking through a fog of
unreality, Maia felt a peculiar sense of misplaced pride on recognizing that
the hardware, and even the iron key the guard pulled from her vest, were all
products of the forges at Lerner Hold. "Look,"
she said to the women with a mouth as dry as sand. "Can't you tell
me—" "Yell
jest have t'wait," one of the stolid clones answered gruffly, pulling back
the door as Maia's other custodian sent her whirling into the dark room. Maia
couldn't even spread her arms for balance. A few meters inside, she tripped and
fell amid what felt like scattered bundles of rough, scratchy fabric. "Atyps!
Bleeders!" she screamed from the floor, her CLORV J Ј A S O KJ 199 voice
breaking. Maia's curse was punctuated by the door slamming shut, and a clank as
the bolt was thrown. It was a desolating sound that hurt her ears and savaged
her already bruised soul. Silence
and darkness settled all around. She tried to rise, but a wave of nausea made
that impractical, so she lay still for several minutes with her head down,
breathing deeply. At last, the dizziness and drugged stupor seemed to ease a
bit. When she tried sitting up, waves of pain swarmed her aching arms and along
her sides. Maia felt a sob rise in her throat and suppressed it savagely. I
won't give them any satisfaction! Weeks
ago, the physical sensations coursing her body would have left her a quivering,
fetal ball. Now she found inner resources to fight back just as fiercely,
overcoming pain's tyranny by force of will. It would be another matter dealing
with the pit of hopeless depression yawning before her. Later, she thought,
putting off that rendezvous with despair. One thing at a time. As her
eyes adapted, Maia began to make out details of her prison. A single spear of
daylight penetrated through a high, narrow opening in the stone wall opposite
the door. Other walls were lined with wooden crates, and burlap-covered bundles
lay strewn across the floor. The ones Maia had landed on seemed to contain
bedding or curtain material . . . fortunately, since-they had cushioned her
fall. A
storage chamber, she thought. The builders must have already begun stocking
supplies for the intended sanctuary, when the project was called off. Were they
now trying to recoup some of their investment by turning the place into a brig?
Maia hadn't seen signs of other occupants. What a joke if all this were set
aside just for her! A big, expensive jail for one unimportant varling who knew
too much. Maia
pushed to her knees, swayed, and managed 200 DAVID B R I X! awkwardly
to stand. Not allowing herself a pause that might break her momentum, she at
once began casting about for some way to extricate herself from her bonds. Fine
crystalline dust wafted from freshly cut stone, sparkling in the narrow
window's angled shaft of sunlight. A whitish gray patina covered every surface,
including broom tracks where the floor had last been swept. Looking up, Maia
saw that a rail ran down the center of the barrel-vaulted ceiling, reminding
her of the cargo crane she had used in the Musseli Line baggage car. Only here
the winch had not been installed. She
searched among the stencil-lettered boxes. CLOTHING-MALE, one crate displayed
along its side. Another contained DISHES and two announced WRITING MATERIALS.
She had never thought of men as being particularly literate, but there were
many crates of the latter. Maia
tried to think. Broken dishes might be useful to cut the layers of fabric
wrapped around her forearms. Unfortunately, all the boxes were nailed firmly
shut. She could feel her little portable sextant, still strapped to her left
arm. One of its appendages might be sharp enough, but its bulge was out of
reach beneath the same cloth fetters. Sitting
on a crate, Maia bent to examine the bindings more closely. She blinked, then
sighed in disgust. "Oh! Of all the patarkal ..." Just
under her wrists, where she had been least likely to notice, the fabric was
simply laced together, finishing in a simple slipknot. "Bleeders
and rutters!" Maia muttered as she lifted her arms and twisted to grab the
loose ends with her teeth. After some tugging, the knot gave way, and soon she
was picking the laces free one by one. Relapses of dizziness kept interrupting,
forcing her to pause and breathe deeply. By the time she finished, Maia had
reevaluated her first impression—the bindings weren't so dumb after all. No CLORV SEASON! 201 doubt
the jailers had meant for her to free herself eventually, but this wasn't
something she could have managed earlier, with guards nearby. At last
she flung the cloths aside with a curse. Her hands tingled painfully .as full
circulation returned. Rubbing them, Maia stretched, waving her arms and walking
to get the kinks out. Near
the door, she found a small table she hadn't noticed before, on which stood a
pitcher of water and a dented cup. Forcing her trembling hands to master the
movements, she poured and drank ravenously. When the pitcher was half-empty,
she put the cup down and wiped her mouth with the back of her wrist. I don't
suppose there's anything to eat? There
was no food, but underneath the table she found a large ceramic pot with a lid.
Glazed depictions of sailing ships battled high seas _along its side. She
removed the cover and squatted on the cold porcelain to relieve yet another of
her body's cataloged complaints. As
immediate concerns were satisfied, more afflictions came to the fore, awaiting
attention. Despair, her old nem-esis, seemed to rise up and politely ask,
"Now?" Maia
shook her head firmly. I've got to keep busy. Not think for a while. She set
to work struggling to push heavy boxes together and then levering one on top of
another. Strenuous labor set off renewed waves of dizziness, which she waited
out before recommencing. Finally, a makeshift pyramid lay beneath the high
window. Clambering onto the ultimate pile of folded carpets, she was at last
able to bring her eyes level with the narrow slit, to peer out upon a vast
expanse of prairie that began right below her at the foot of a steep, vertical
drop. The hole looked pretty narrow to worm through, but even if she managed,
it would take a warehouse full of rugs and curtains, tied together, to make 202 DAVID B R I XI a rope
long enough to reach the valley floor. This room might not have been designed
as a prison, but it would do. To
think I used to dream of seeing the inside of a man sanctuary, Maia thought
sardonically, and climbed down. She tried
prying at a couple of crates, but nothing persuaded them to open. Maia did
manage to get some of the rugs unrolled to make a bed of sorts—more like a nest
—over in one corner. Her stomach growled. She drank and used the chamber pot
again. Beyond that, there seemed nothing left to do. . "Now,"
the voice of despair said with assertion, unwilling to brook further delay, and
Maia buried her face in her hands. Why me?
she wondered. Loneliness, her arch enemy, never seemed content. Its return
visits were each more brutal than the last, ever since that awful storm tore
the ships Wotan and Zeus apart from one another, and she from her twin. Maia
had thought that tragedy her nadir. What more could the world possibly do to
her? Apparently,
a whole lot more. Maia
lay down with a length of soft blue curtain material wrapped around her
shoulders, and waited for her keepers to come with food ... or word of her
fate. Thalia and Kiel will worry about me, she thought, trying to raise an
image of friendship for whatever tenuous comfort it offered. She had sunk too
low to fantasize that anyone might actually search for her. The solace she
sought was simply to imagine somebody on Stratos cared enough to notice she was
gone. The
dour-faced guardians returned soon after Maia fell into an exhausted, fitful
slumber. Their noise roused her, and she rubbed her eyes as one of them dropped
a clattering tray onto the rickety table. Maia could not tell if it was the
same pair that had freighted her from Lerner L
0 R V 5 Ј A J 0 X! 203 Hold,
or if those two had rotated duties with others exactly like them. Stepping back
to the door, the sisters watched her with eyes as round and brown and innocent
as a doe's. • They
had brought food, but little news. When she asked between ravenous spoonings of
nondescript stew what was to become of her, their monosyllable answers conveyed
that they neither knew nor cared. About the only information Maia was able to
pry loose was their family name—Guel—after which they fell into taciturn silence. What
talent or ability had enabled the original ancestress of such broody,
beetle-browed women to establish a parthenogenetic clan? What niche did they
fill? Surely none requiring affability or great intelligence. Yet, for all Maia
knew, the trio she had seen were part of a specialized hive with thousands of
individual members, all descended from an original Guel mother who had proved
herself excellent at ... She
wondered. At driving prisoners crazy with sheer sullenness? Perhaps Guel Clan
operated jails for local towns and counties across three continents! Maia could
hardly disprove it from past experience, this being her first time in prison. Watching
them carry off the dishes, shuffling awkwardly and muttering to each other as
they fumbled with the key, Maia contemplated an alternate theory—that these
were the sole clone offspring of one farm laborer whose strength and curt
obtuseness were qualities some local clan of employers had found useful. Useful
enough to subsidize producing more of the same. Now
that hunger was abated, Maia recalled other discomforts. "Hey!" she
cried, hurrying to the door and pounding until a querulous voice answered from
the opposite side. Maia shouted through the jamb, asking her keepers for soap
and a washcloth. And oh yes! Some of the 204 DAVID B
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takawq leaves all but the rich in this valley used as toilet paper. There came
a low grunt in response, followed by the sound of heavy, receding footsteps. Come to
think of it, unless the idea was to torture her with minor annoyances, this
lack of amenities indicated her jailers were indeed amateurs. Just a trio of
bullies hired locally for a special assignment. Recalling some of the radical
declarations she'd heard over Thalia's radio, Maia made herself a promise. She
would not show her keepers any of the habitual respect a unique was supposed to
offer those fortunate enough to be born even low-caste clones. They
can't keep me here forever, can they? she wondered plaintively. Try as
she might, Maia could not think of a single reason why they couldn't. There
were other, hurtful questions, such as why Calma Lerner had turned her in to
the Joplands. How much did they pay? Not very much, I bet. Her heart felt heavy
thinking about the betrayal. Although there had been no fealty between them,
she had been so sure Calma liked her. Like
has nothing to do with it, when rich clans are involved. Clearly
this was about the drug that made males rut out of season. The clan mothers of
this valley had an agenda for its use, and weren't about to brook interference.
Perkinites dream of a nice, predictable world, where everyone grows up knowing
who and what she is. Every girl a cherished member of her clan, knowing her
future. No muss or fuss from gene mixing. No vars and as few men, as seldom, as
possible. According
to Savant Judeth, the aristocracies of ancient Earth used to justify
suppressing those below them on the basis of "innate differences," an
assumption that almost never survived scrutiny, once opportunity came to CLORV JtAJOKl 205 children
of rich and poor alike. But there would be no need for oppression or false
assumptions in a Perkinite world. Each family and type would find its own level
and niche based on talents well-proven by time. Each clan would do what it did
best, what it liked doing best, in a changeless atmosphere of reliable and
mutual respect. Perkinite preachers spoke of a utopic end to all violence,
uncertainty, chaos. A stratified world, but a fair one. Men and
vars, even as minorities, irritated this serene equation. Back in
Port Sanger, Perkinism was a mere fringe heresy. Each summer, the clans would
invite chosen sailors to come up from the Lighthouse Sanctuary, partly in order
to have some var and boy children, but mostly for good, neighborly relations.
It kept the shipping guilds happy, and helped make men feel duty-bound to try
their best, half a year later. Besides, even in summer, it was sometimes nice
to have men around, so long as they behaved. But
opinions varied on that. The Long Valley Perkies just wanted to see men when
clones had to be sparked. But the
summer ban robs men of what they look forward to all the other seasons. No
wonder they lack enthusiasm in winter. Men had
another reason to feel cheated in the Perkinite equation—of the sons they
needed to -replenish their guilds. It didn't take genius to see the trap the
radical separationists had fallen into. With a low birthrate, the labor
shortage draws outsider ferns like me, seeking work but also disrupting the
peace with our strange faces and voices, our unpredictability. It was
a cycle the Perkinites couldn't win, as shown by the decision to build this
sanctuary, where men might live inland year-round. The thin edge of the wedge.
Change would gain momentum as more vars were born, and Perkinite mothers
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The Orthodox church would gain members. Things would grow more like elsewhere
on Stratos. Then
came the Sellers' shiny blue powder—offering the Perkies a way out. All they'll
need is a Jew dozen dopcd-up males. Work 'em from clanhold to danhold like
drone bees, till they collapse. They may die smiling, but it's still cruel and
stupid. Maia
shuddered to think what kind of male would put up with more than a week or two
in such a role. The kind who'd father low-quality variants, if you took one to
bed during summer. But the
Perkinites weren't looking for "fathers" at all! In winter, any sperm
would do. It might work, Maia saw. No need to keep the railroad men around,
with their stiff, easily provoked pride. No summerlings to mess your tidy
predictabilities. Producing clones at will, the valley's population could fill
to exact specifications, set by the richest clans. Even var laborers could be
replaced at society's lowest rung. Simply choose a few with the strongest backs
and weakest minds, and make them clone mothers. A tailor-made working class. It
wasn't what the Founders had in mind, long ago. The priestesses of Caria
wouldn't approve. Guilds of men and ad hoc societies of vars would fight it ...
especially radicals like Thalia and Kiel. Clearly, the Perkinites wanted time
to establish a fait accompli before facing this inevitable opposition from a
position of strength. Earlier,
Maia had nursed hopes that Tizbe's backers might let her go with a stern
lecture and admonishment to keep silent. That possibility seemed less likely,
the more she pondered all the implications. She
tracked time by the progress of a narrow trapezoid of light, cast through the
window onto the opposite wall. Her jailers returned with an evening meal just
as the oblong CLORV 207 shape
climbed halfway toward the ceiling and took a rosy tint. They brought the
takawq leaves but had forgotten the other items. Listening to her repeated
request, they responded with sullen nods and departed, leaving Maia to deal
with her loneliness and the oncoming night. Enforced
inactivity brought forth all the aches and strains that had come from weeks
laboring in furnaces at Lerner Hold—not to mention the aftermath of being
drugged, tied, and bounced around the back of a wagon. Maia's muscles had
gradually stiffened during the course of the day, and her tendons throbbed.
Stretching helped, but with the coming of darkness she quickly fell into a doze
that alternated between comatose slumber and shallow restlessness, exacerbated
by her never-absent fears. In the
middle of the night she dreamed the water tap in the corner of her bedroom was
dripping. She wanted to bury her head under her pillow to cut off the sound.
She wanted Leie, whose cot lay closer to the faucet, to get up and turn it off!
It stopped just as she floundered toward wake fulness. Had she
dreamed it? "Leie . . . ?" she began, about to tell her twin about
the absurd, awful nightmare of imprisonment. In a
rush, Maia recalled. She threw her arm over her eyes and moaned, wishing with
all her might to go back into the dream, as irritating as it had seemed. To be
back in her aggravating little attic room, with her aggravating sister safely
in bed nearby. She groaned, "Oh . . . Lysos," and prayed desperately
that it were so. When
her keepers came with breakfast, they brought a small bundle wrapped in cord.
Before sitting down to eat, Maia opened it and found all the items she had
asked for, including a new shirt and set of breeches sewn from scratchy but
clean homespun. By the sheepish expressions 208 DAVID BRIM on the
warders' faces, she guessed they were supposed to have provided the basics from
the start, and had just let it slip what they used for minds. Perhaps they had
even gotten a dressing-down from their bosses. So much for the notion that they
were hereditary, professional jailers. She
felt more alert today. By lunchtime, Maia had explored every meter of her
prison. There were no secret passageways she could find, though most castles in
fairy tales seemed replete. Of course, palaces of fable tended to be far older
than this shiny new fortress on the high steppe. New in
one sense, ancient in others, as revealed by looking at the walls. The stone,
which from miles away looked like layers of some grand confection, was up close
a complex agglomerate of many textures and embedded crystals. A few looked
vaguely familiar from ancient, blurry, color plates Savant Mother Claire had
passed around, too faded to be used any longer in the upper school, but good
enough to teach summerlings a dollop of geology. Unfortunately, the only
minerals Maia could recognize were biotite, for its gray flecks, and dark,
glossy hornblende. Too bad these were granitic rocks, not sedimentary. It might
have been diverting to scan the walls for fossils of ancient life-forms that
had thrived on Stratos long before the planet's ecosystem was forced to
compromise with waves of modified Terran invaders. Maia
exercised for a while, washed up, tried again futilely to pry open some of the
crates, and made a decision not to wait for her keepers to warm toward her. It
was time to take initiative. "From
now on," she told one of them over lunch. "Your.name shall be Grim. And
yours," she said, pointing at the other, "will be Blim." They
looked at her with expressions of surprise and dismay that pleased her no end.
"Of course, I may choose better names for you, if you're good." CLORV StAJOXl 209 They
were grumbling unhappily when they took the dishes away. Later, over dinner,
she switched names on them, confusing them further still. Why not? Maia
pondered. It was only fair to share the discomfort. .
Sunset, day number two, she thought, using a nail she found to scrape a second
mark on the inside of the wooden door. The sun's spot on the wall climbed
higher, dimmed, and went out. Shadows of crates and stacked bundles grew
progressively more eerie and intimidating as dusk fell. Last night, she had
been too stupefied to notice, but with the arrival of full darkness, the shapes
around her seemed to take on frightening gremlin forms. Outlines of
unsympathetic monsters. Don't
be a baby. Maia chided herself for reacting like a bedwetting two-year-old.
With a pounding heart, she forced herself to stand and approach the most
fearsome of the silhouettes, the teetering pyramid of boxes and carpets she
herself had stacked below the little window. See? she thought, touching the
scratchy side of a crate. You can't let this drive you crazy. Nervously,
she fondled her sole possession, the little sextant. A glitter of stars could
be seen through the stone opening, tempting her. But to climb up there in the
dark . . . ? Maia
screwed up her courage. Piss on the world, or it'll piss on you. That was how
Naroin, her old bosun, would have put it. She had to do this. Moving
carefully from foothold to handhold, Maia climbed the artificial hill,
sometimes stopping to hold on tightly as a creak or abrupt teetering set her
pulse racing. The ascent took several times as long as it would have in
daylight, but Maia persevered until at last she was able to peer through the
slit opening. A breeze chilled her face, bringing scents of wild grass and
rain. Between patches of glowering cloud, Maia could just make out the familiar 210 DAVID 8
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of the constellation Sappho glittering above the dark prairie. Okay.
We go back down now? her body seemed to ask. Trembling,
Maia forced herself to stay long enough to take a sighting, although the
horizon was vague and she could not read the dial of the sextant. Ill do better
tomorrow night, she promised herself. Gratefully, but with a sense of having
won a victory over her fears, she carefully clambered down again. As she
lay upon her makeshift bed, exhausted but stronger in spirit, the clicking
sound resumed. The one from last night, which she had associated with a
dripping faucet. It was real, apparently, not a figment of her dreams. Another
irritant among many. Maia
shrugged aside the distant noise and the looming figures her imagination
manufactured out of shadows. Oh, shut up, she told them all, and rolled over to
go to sleep. "I'm
going to lose my mind without something to do!" she shouted at her jailers
the next morning. When they blinked at her in confusion, she demanded.
"Haven't they got books here? Anything to read?" The
jailers stared, as if uncertain what she was talking about. They're probably
illiterate, she realized. Besides, even if the sanctuary architects designed in
a library, shelves and all, it still would have been up to the men themselves
to bring books and disks and tapes. So she
was surprised when Blim (or was it Grim?) returned after a while and laid four
dog-eared paper-paged books on the table. In the stocky woman's eyes Maia saw a
flicker of entreaty. Don't be hard on us, and we won't be hard on you. Maia
picked up the volumes, probably abandoned here by the construction workers. She
nodded thanks and CLORV SEASON 211 played
no name games with her warders when they carried off her tray. Rationing
herself to a book a day, she decided to start with the one bearing the most
lurid cover. It depicted a young woman, armed with bow and arrows, leading a
band of compatriots and a few protected men through the vine-encrusted ruins of
a demolished city. Maia recognized the genre—var-trash—printed on cheap stock
to sell for the delectation of poor summerlings like herself. A fair number of
nonclone women loved reading fantasies about civilization's collapse, when all of
society's well-ordered niches would be overturned and a young woman might win
her way to founder status by quick thinking and simple heroics alone. In this
book, the premise was a sudden, unexplained shift in the planet's orbit. Not
only did this cause melting of the. great ice sheets of Stratos, toppling all
the stolid clans and opening the way for newer, hardier types, but in a stroke
the inconvenient behavior patterns of men were solved, since now, by a miracle
of the author's pen, the aurorae appeared in winter! It
really was trash, but wonderfully diverting trash. By the end of the story, the
young protagonist and her friends had everything nicely settled. Each of them
seemed destined to have lots of lovely, look-alike daughters, and live happily
ever after. Thalia and Kiel would love this, Maia thought when she put the
novel aside. It must have been left by some var on the construction crew. No
winter-born clanling would enjoy the scenario, even in fantasy. She
scraped another mark on the door. That evening Maia climbed the pyramid with
more confidence. Through the narrow window, she watched the steady west wind
push sluggish, red-tinted clouds toward distant mountains, where steeply angled
sunlight also caught a double row of tiny luminescent globes—a small swarm of
migrating zoor-floaters, she realized. Their airy sense of freedom 212 DAVID B R I XI made
her heart ache, but she watched until dusk grew too dim to see the colorful
living zep'lins any longer. By then
the constellations had come out. Her hand was steady as she peered closely
through her portable sextant, noting when specific stars touched the western
horizon. Recalling the date, this gave her a fairly good way to keep track of
time without a clock—as if there were any need. Maybe next I can figure a
latitude, she thought. That, at least, would partly pin down where her prison
lay. Knowing
the time told her one thing. The clicking resumed that night, almost exactly at
midnight. It went on for about half an hour, then stopped. For some time
afterward, Maia lay in the darkness with her eyes open, wondering. "What
do you think, Leie?" she whispered, asking her sister. She
imagined Leie's response. "Oh, Maia. You see patterns in every smuggy
thing. Go to sleep." Good
advice. Soon she was dreaming of aurorae flickering like gauzy curtains above
the white glaciers of home. Meteors fell, pelting the ice to a staccato rhythm,
which transformed into the cadence of a gently falling rain. The
second book was a Perkinite tract, which showed that the work crew must have
been mixed—and rather tense. ".
. . it is therefore obvious that the seat of the human soul can lie only in the
mitochondria, which are the true life-motivators within each living cell. Now,
of course, even men have mitochondria, which they inherit from their mothers.
But sperm-heads are too small to contain any, so no summer baby, whether female
or male, gets any of its essential soul-stuff from the male 'parent.' Only
motherhood is therefore truly a creative act. "Now
we have already seen that continuity and CLORV SEASON! 213 growth
of the soul takes place via the miracle of cloning, which enhances the
soul-essence with each regeneration and renewal of the clonal self. This
gradual amplification is only possible with repetition. Just one lifespan
leaves a woman's soul barely formed, unenlightened, which is one reason why
equal voting rights for vars makes no sense, biologically. "For
a man, of course, there is not even a beginning of soulness. Fatherhood is an
anachronism, then. The true role of the soul-less male can only be to serve and
spark ..." The
line of reasoning was too convoluted for Maia to follow closely, but the book's
author seemed to be saying that male humans were better defined as domestic
animals, useful, but dangerous to let run around loose. The only mistake made
long ago, on the Perkinites' beloved, lamented Herlandia, had been not going
far enough. This
was heresy, of course, defying several of the Great Promises sworn by Lysos and
the Founders, when they made men small in number, but preserved their rights as
citizens and human beings. In theory, any man might aspire to heights of
individual power and status, equal to even a senior mother of a high clan. Maia
knew of no examples, but it was supposed to be possible. The
writer of this tract wanted no shared citizenship with lower life-forms. Another
Great Promise had ordained that heretics must be suffered to speak, lest rigor
grasp women's minds. Even loony stuff like this? Maia wondered. To try understanding
another point of view, Maia kept reading. But when she came to a part that
proposed breeding males to be docilely milked on special farms, like contented
cows, she reached her limit. Maia threw the book across-the room and went into
a flurry of exercise, doing pushups 214 DAVID 8
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situps until pounding sounds of pulse and breath drowned out all remnants of
the author's hateful voice. Dinner
came and went. Darkness fell. This time, she tried to be ready just before
'midnight, lying on her back with eyes closed. When the clicking started, she
listened carefully for the first ten seconds, and tried to note if there was a
pattern. It followed a rhythm, all right, made of repeated snapping sounds
interspersed with pauses one, two, or more beats in duration. click
dick, beat, click, beat, beat, click click click . . . Maybe
she was letting her imagination run away with her. It sounded like no code she
had ever heard. There were no obvious spaces that might go between words, for
example. Was there any reason for the clicking to happen at the same time each
night? It
might just be a faulty timepiece in one of the great halls, or something
equally mundane. I wonder how the sound carries through the walls. Sleep
came without any resolution. She dreamed of brasswork clocks, ticking with the
smooth, just rhythms of natural law. The
third book was even riper than the prior two—a romance about life in the old
Homino-Stellar Phylum, before Lysos and the Founders set forth across the
galaxy to forge a new destiny. Such accounts, dealing with an archaic, obsolete
way of life, ought to be fascinating and instructive. But Maia had read widely
in the genre as a four-year-old, and been disappointed. Like so
many others, this tale was set on Florentina, the only Phylum world familiar to
most schoolgirls, since that was where the Founders' expedition began. The
story even featured a cameo appearance by Perseph, a chief aide to Lysos. But
for the most part, the exodus was seen in glimpses, being planned offstage.
Meanwhile, the poor heroine, a sort-of everywoman of Florentina, suffered the
trials of living in a patriarchal society, where men were so CLORV S e A S 0 XI 215 numerous
and primitive that life could only have been a kind of hell. "I
did not mean to encourage him!" Rabaka cried, covering the left side of
her face so that her husband would not see the bruises. "I only smiled
because-—" "You
SMILED at a strange man?" he roared at her. "Have you lost your mind?
We men will seize any gesture, any imaginable cue as a sign of willingness! No
wonder he followed you, and pushed you into the alley to have his way." "But
I fought. ... He did not succeed—" "No
matter. Now I shall have to kill him!" "No,
please ..." "Are
you DEFENDING him, then?" Rath demanded, his eyes filling with flame.
"Perhaps you would prefer him? Perhaps you feel trapped with me in this
small house, bound together by our vows for eternity?" "No,
Rath," Rabaka pleaded. "I just don't want you to risk—" But it
was already too late to stem his rush of anger. Rath was already reaching for
the punishment strap that hung upon the wall. ... Maia
could only take it half a chapter at a time. The writing was execrable, but
that wasn't what made her stomach queasy. The incessant violence repulsed her.
What kind of masochist reads this kind of stuff? she wondered. If the
point was to show how different another society could be, the book was
successful, in a gut-churning way. On Stratos, it was virtually unheard-of for
a man to lift his hand against a woman. The Founders had laid an aversion at
the chromosome level, which was reinforced from one generation to the next.
Summer ma tings were a man's only chance to pass on his genes, and clan mothers
had long 216 DAVID BRIM memories
when the time came to send out invitations during aurora season. On
Florentina, though, there had been a different arrangement. Marriage. One man.
One woman. Stuck together forever. Apparently, women even preferred
quasi-slavery to a single life, because vast numbers of other men patrolled
outside, in ceaseless rut, always eager to pounce. The brutal consequences
depicted on page after page of the historical novel left Maia nauseated by the
time she finished. Of
course she had no way of knowing how accurate the depiction was, of Old Order
life on a Phylum world. Maia suspected just a little authorial exaggeration.
There might have been specific cases like the one described, but if things were
this bad for all women, all the time, they surely would have poisoned their
husbands and sons long before gene-molding came along with alternate solutions. Still,
it was enough to give a girl religion again. Bless the wisdom of Lysos, Maia
thought, drawing a circle over her breast.- Again
that evening she exercised hard, running in place, doing pushups and step
workouts, on and off crates. At dusk, she went back to the window and found
that she could just manage to squeeze into the long, narrow passage. Thoughts
of escape blossomed, until she reached the far end where it was possible to
look straight down at the valley floor ... a hundred meters below. I might
be able to come up with a plan. Find a way to get some of these crates open.
Maybe start weaving a rope from yarn taken from the carpets? There were
possibilities, each of them dangerous. It would take some mulling over. Anyway,
she obviously had plenty of time. There
were no majestic zoor-floaters to watch as night fell, though several birds
fluttered past, pausing on their way to roost long enough to taunt her,
squawking at this silly, flightless human, crammed within her cleft of stone. 217 Maia
felt too agitated to try using the sextant. She climbed back down, fell asleep
early, and had strange dreams most of the night. Dreams of escape. Dreams of
running. Dreams of ambivalence. Of wanting/not wanting the company of someone
for the rest of her life. Leie? Clone-daughters? A man? Images of a fictional
but still vivid Florentina World confused her with combined revulsion and
fascination. Later,
when she clawed her way, moaning, out of a dream about being buried alive, Maia
awakened to find herself tangled in the rough, heavy drapes she used for
blankets, forced to struggle just to extricate herself. I don't like this
place, she thought, when at last she was breathing freely again. She sagged
back. I wonder how you go about unweaving a carpet. The
narrow window showed a sliver of the constellation Anvil, so the night was more
than half over. Missed the clicking, this time, one part of her commented. The
rest didn't give a damn. When sleep reclaimed her, there were no more
nightmares. She had
saved for last what seemed the best book of the four. It was printed on good
paper and came with the imprint of a Horn City publishing company. "A
literary classic," proclaimed the flashing microadvert on its binding,
when turned to the light. On the copyright page, Maia read that the novel was
over a hundred years old. She had never heard of it, but that came as no
surprise. Lamatia Hold was fanatic in preferring to teach its var-daughters
practical skills over the arts. Certainly
the writing was better than any of the other books. Unlike the historical
fantasy, or the var-trash romance, it was set in the Stratos of everyday life.
The story opened with a young woman on a voyage, accompanied by a fellow
cloneling her own age. They were carrying commercial contracts from town to
town, arranging deals, making money for their faraway hold and clan. The writer 218 D A V
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conveyed many hassles of life on the road, dealing with bureaucrats and senior
mothers who, as broad and amusing caricatures, brought to Maia's lips her first
faint smile in a long time. Below these picaresque encounters, the author laid
a current of underlying tension. Things were not as they seemed with the two
protagonists. Maia discovered their secret early in chapter three. The
pair weren't clonelings at all. Their "clan" was a fiction. They were
just a couple of vars. Twins . . . Maia
blinked, startled to the quick. But . . . that was our ideal It's what Leie and
I planned to do. She
stared at the page, outrage turning swiftly to embarrassment. How many people
must have read this book by now? Flipping to the title page, she saw that paper
printings alone were in the hundreds of thousands. And that left out versions
on disk, or floating access . . . We
would 've been laughingstock, the first place we tried it, Maia realized with
horrified chagrin. In retrospect, she saw with abrupt clarity how the idea must
have occurred to others, countless times, even before this novel was written.
Probably lots of var twins fantasized about it. At least some oj the Lamai
mothers should have known, and been able to warn us! Maia
paused. Wait a minute! She flipped pages and looked again at the names of the
protagonists. . . . Reie and Naia? No wonder they had sounded familiar. She
shook her head in numb disbelief. We ... were NAMED after characters in this
Lysos-damned storybook? Maia
saw purple, thinking about the petty joke Mother Claire and the others had
pulled on the two of them. At least Leie had been spared ever knowing what
fools they'd been. She
hurled the book across the room and flung herself onto her dusty bed, crying
out of loneliness and a sense of utter abandonment. CLORV S6A50X1 219 For two
days she was listless, spending most of her time sleeping. The late night
clicking was no longer of interest. Not' much of anything was. Still,
after a while boredom began penetrating even the self-pitying bleakness Maia
had crafted for herself. When she could stand it no longer, she asked her
jailers once more for something to help pass the time. They looked at each
other, and responded that they were sorry, but there were no more books. Maia
sighed and went back to picking at her meal. Her warders watched morosely,
clearly affected by her mood. She did not care. At
first, Maia used to fantasize about rescue by some authority,- like the
Planetary Equilibrium officer she had spoken to, or the priestess of the temple
at Grange Head, or even a squadron of Lamai militia, wearing bright-plumed
helmets. But she nursed no illusions about her importance in the grand scheme
of things. Nor did any word arrive from Tizbe. Maia now saw that there was no
need for the drug messenger or anyone else to come visit or interrogate her. Hope
had no place in her developing picture of the world. Even the Lerners are so
high above you, they have to bend over to spit. She
remembered Calma, standing in the moonlight while Tizbe and the Joplands took
her prisoner. Until that moment, Maia had thought of her as an individual, a
decent person—a little awkward and transparent, but sweet in her way. Now I
know better ... a clone is a clone. Thalia and Kiel were right. The whole
system stinks! It was
sacrilege, and Maia didn't care. She missed her friends. Even if she had only
known them for a few weeks, they had shared with her the curse of uniqueness,
and 220 DAVID B R I would
understand the feelings of betrayal and desolation that swept over her now. Desperate
for some way out of her funk, Maia reread the escapist, var-trash novel, and
found it more satisfying the second time. Perhaps because she identified more
with the implied wish, to see everything come crashing down. But then it was
finished. A third reading would be pointless. None of the other books was worth
even a second look. Lethargically,
she spent the afternoon atop her makeshift pyramid, staring across the desert
plain. It was a sea of grass you could get lost on, if you didn't know what you
were doing. Here and there she thought she could trace outlines of regular
features, like the footprints of vanished buildings. But no one had ever lived
on this arid plateau, as far as she knew. The
next morning, along with her breakfast, Maia's Jailers brought something new.
It was a large shiny box with a handle, like one of those hard suitcases rich
travelers sometimes carried. "Got lots o' these stacked in 'nother
room," one of them told her. "Hear it's a way to pass th' time. Y'might
try it." The woman shrugged, as if such a long speech had used up her
allotment of words for the day. After
they left, Maia took the case over to where there was a good patch of light,
and released the simple catch. The box unfolded once, then the two halves
unfolded again. More clever hingings invited more unlayering until she had in
front of her a wide, flat surface of pale material covered with finely etched
vertical and horizontal lines. Life,
she realized. Maia had never before seen a board quite like this, obviously an
expensive model, too good to take to sea. It must be the kind men used while
trapped in sanctuary, to help distract themselves during hot-season quarantine. They
brought me a patarkal game of bleeding Life! CLORV J6AJOKI 221 It was
too rich. Maia guffawed with a touch of hysterical release. She laughed and
laughed, until at last she wiped tears from her eyes and sighed, feeling much
better. Then,
for lack of anything better to do, she felt along the' front panel for the
power switch and turned the machine on. Why, in
nature, is the male-female ratio nearly always one to one? If wombs are costly
while sperm is cheap, why are there so many sperm producers? It is a
matter of biological economics. If a species produces fewer females than males,
daughters will be more fruitful than sons. Any variant individual who picks up
the trait of having more female offspring will have advantages, and will spread
the mutant trait through- the gene pool until the ratio evens out again. The
same logic will hold in reverse, if we planners try to simply program-in a
birth ratio sparse in males. Early generations would reap the benefits of peace
and serenity, but selection forces will reward son-production, favoring its
occurrence with rising frequency, eventually annulling the program and landing
us right back where we started. Within mere centuries, this planet will be like
any other, aswarm
with men and their accompanying noise and strife. There
is a way to free our descendants from this bio-economic cul-de-sac. Give them
the option of self-cloning. Reproductive success will then reward women who
manage to have offspring both sexually and especially non-sexually. In time, a
desire to have like-self daughters will saturate the gene pool. It will be
stable and self-reinforcing. The
option of stimulated self-cloning lets us at last design a world with the
problem of too many males permanently solved. 10 Maia
already knew the basic rules. Lamatia Clan wanted all its daughters, winter and
summer alike, to know about the "peculiar male obsession with games."
Such familiarity could be useful any season, in maintaining good relations with
some mannish guild. Games
came in a wide range. Many, like Poker, Dare, and Distaff, were as popular
among females as males. And although Chess was traditionally more well-liked by
men, four generations of planetary supreme grandmasters had come from the
small, intellectual lineage of Terrille clones. Which might help explain why
ever more male aficionados had .switched to the Game of Life, during the last
century or so. Technically,
any Life match was over before it began. Two men—or teams of men—faced off at
opposite ends of a board consisting of anywhere from two score to several
hundred intersecting horizontal and vertical lines. During the crucial
preparation phase, each side took turns strategically laying rows of game
pieces in the squares between the lines—choosing to place them either white or
black side up—until the board was full. Simple rules were programmed into the
pieces, or sometimes into the board 226 DAVID 8
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depending on how rich the players were and what kind of set they could afford. As a
little girl, Maia used to watch in fascination as sailors from docked
freighters spent hours winding up old-fashioned watch-spring game pieces, or
collecting the solar-powered variety after soaking on rooftops by the piers.
Each team might spend up to ten minutes between turns huddled, arguing strategy
until the referee called time and they had to lay down another row on their
side of the playing field. After which they would watch, arms crossed,
contemptuously sneering as their opponents fussed and laid a layer of their
own, on the other side. The teams would continue alternating, laying new rows
of white or black pieces, until the halfway boundary was reached, and all empty
squares were filled. Then everyone stepped back. After proclaiming an ancient
invocation, the referee would then stretch out his staff toward the timing
square. Most
women found all of the arguments and arm waving leading up to this point
profoundly tedious. Yet, whenever a major match was finally about to get under
way, people would start arriving—from poor var laborers to haughty clanfolk
descending from castles on the hill— all gathering to stand and watch, awaiting
the tap of the referee's stick. . . . When,
suddenly, the quiescent pieces wakened! Maia
especially loved the times when players used the spring-wound disks, which, on
sensing the condition of their neighbors, would respond by buzzing and flipping
their louvers with each beat of the game clock—white giving over to black,
black becoming white, or mysteriously remaining motionless with the same face
up until the next round. The
process was controlled by preset rules. In the classic version of Life, these
were absurdly simple. A square with a black piece was defined as
"alive." White C L O , A J 0
XI 227 side up
meant "unliving." Its state during an upcoming round would depend on
its neighbors' status the round before. A white piece would "come
alive," turning black next turn, if exactly three of its eight neighboring
squares (including corners) were black this turn. If a site was already black,
it could remain so next round if it currently had two or three living neighbors.
Any more or less, and it would switch back to white again. Someone
once told Maia that this simulated living ecosystems. "Among plant and
animal species, whenever population density climbs too high in a neighborhood,
there often follows a collapse. Everything dies. Similarly, death also reigns
if things get too sparse." Ecology thrives on moderation, or so the game
seemed to say. To
Maia, that just sounded like rationalization. The game got its name, she was
sure, from the patterns that surged across the board just as soon as the
referee gave his starting rap. From that moment, each individual game piece
remained on the same spot, but its abrupt changes of state contributed to waves
of black and white that crisscrossed the playing area with great speed and
hypnotic complexity. Even Perkinite missionaries, standing on their portable
pedestals, would lapse in their denigrations of all things male long enough to
stare and sigh at the entrancing, rippling waves. Certain
initial patterns appeared to animate on their own. A compact "glider"
would, if left alone, cruise from one end of the board to the other, changing
shape in a four-stage pattern that repeated over and over as it inched along.
Another grouping might throb in place, or send out branching limbs that budded,
like flowers sending forth seeds that sprouted in their turn. Sometimes
pattern was the sole objective. There were form-generating contests, with
prizes going to the most intricate final design, or to the purest image
obtained after twenty, fifty, or a hundred beats. Variants using more 228 DAVID B
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rules and multicolored pieces produced even more sophisticated displays. More
often, though, the game was played as a battle between two teams. Their
objective: to lay down starting conditions such that when play commenced, the
sweep of shapes would carry their way, wiping clear their opponents' territory,
so that the last oases of "life" would be on their side of the board. The
contests could appear brutal at times, just like nature. Besides gliders and
other benign forms, there were "eaters," which consumed other
patterns, then rebounded off the edge to sweep back across the playing field as
voracious as ever. More sophisticated designs passed harmlessly off most patterns,
but devoured any other eater they came across! Ship
crews and guilds hoarded techniques, tricks, and rules of thumb for
generations, yet the strategy of laying down initial rows before the game was
still more art than science. Frequently both teams wound up staring in surprise
at what they'd wrought ... patterns surging back and forth for a good part of
an hour in ways unexpected by either side. Draws were frequent. During summers,
occasional nstfights erupted over accusations of cheating, though Maia was at a
loss how one could cheat in Life. She had
to admit there was something aesthetic about the game's essential simplicity
and the intricate, endless variety of forms it produced. As a child she had
found it alluring, in an eerie sort of way, and had even tried asking
questions. It took some time getting over the taunting and humiliation that had
brought on, more from her own peers than from men. Anyway, by age four she
found herself reaching the same conclusion as so many other women on Stratos. So
what? Yes,
the patterns were interesting up to a point, beyond which the passion males
poured into the game be- CLORV JtAjoxi 229 came
symbolic of the gulf separating the sexes. Other pastimes, like card games, at
least involved people looking at or talking to each other, for instance. It was
hard to comprehend treating little bits—things—as if they were really alive. Yet
here she was, in prison, without anyone else to look at or talk to, with all
the books read and nothing to do but stare at the unfolded game board. Maia
pondered. I've already tried a thing or two girls don't usually do—like
studying navigation. That
was merely unusual, though. Not unheard-of. This game was another matter. If
there were women on Stratos who had ever achieved expert status at Life, they
were almost certainly labeled terminally strange. Well,
better strange than batty, she decided. Anger and loneliness waited on the
wings, like unwelcome aunts, ready to drop in at the slightest invitation,
provoking useless, unproductive tears. 111 go crazy without something to keep
my mind busy. The
board felt smooth. There were no physical pieces. Instead, each tiny white
square would turn ebony at the command of an electro-optic controller buried in
the machine itself. She recalled the old-time clatter and clack with fondness.
This system felt chill and remote. Let's
see if I can figure it out. A
couple of small lights winked on the display. She had no idea what PROG MEM or
PREV.GAME.SAV meant. Those could be explored later, when she had mastered the
simplest level. As soon as she turned on the machine, half of the squares along
the four edges of the game board had gone black, so that an alternating checker
sequence snaked around the perimeter. She recalled that this was one of several
ways of dealing with the edge problem, or what to do when moving Life patterns
reached the limits of the playing field. Ideally,
in the perfect case, there wouldn't be an edge 230 DAVID B
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just an endless expanse to give the patterns room to grow and interact. That
was why big tournament games featured immense boards, and took days, even
weeks, to set up. Maia recalled how, one day at Lamatia Hold, Coot Bennett had
told her a secret. Sophisticated electronic versions of Life, such as the one
in front of her, could actually keep track of patterns even after they had
"left the stage," pretending that the artificial entities continued
existence even several board-lengths away, in some sort of imaginary space! At
first, Maia had been convinced he was having her on. Then she felt thrilled,
wondering if any other woman knew about this. Later
she realized—of course the Caria savants knew, since they controlled the
factories that made the game sets.' They just didn't care. For a machine to go
on pretending that imaginary objects existed in some fictitious realm the
player couldn't even see was like the unreal multiplying with itself,
manipulating tokens of replicas of symbols, which in turn stood for
make-believe things, which were themselves emblems. . . . Some of the
mathematician clans at Caria University probably studied such abstractions, but
Maia doubted they ever made the man-error of mistaking them for real. Solving
the edge problem was another matter when teams were forced to use simple lines
scratched on a dock or cargo hatch, playing with wind-up or sun-powered pieces.
As a partial solution, men sometimes laid rows of static, unpowered black or
white pieces along the rim of the playing field, to try constraining the
action. Maia knew the slang term for the alternating checker border was
"the mirror," although only a few life patterns would actually
reflect off the fixed boundary back into the game arena. Others would simply be
absorbed or destroyed. An edge
pattern also made starting the game easier, since any square in the first
playing row already had either one or two "living" neighbors, just
below it. CLORV StASOXJ 231 Row
Two — Row One -Boundary Row^Jj (permanent) Removing
the thin writing stylus from its slot on the control panel, she stroked a
square on the first row, turning it black. The
solitary "living" square was born with two black neighbors on the
fixed boundary row below, touching it at the corners. Now Maia gave it another
black neighbor, to its left. With three black, or living, neighbors now, the
first activated square should remain "alive" ... at least through the
second round. Maia
sighed. All right. Let's see if I can make a simple ladder. She
worked her way across the first row, turning a few squares dark, leaving some
blank, and so on. Maia did not feel ready to take on more complicated starting
conditions quite yet, so after touching about forty squares she called it
enough. The rest of the board was left pale, untouched. ••
IB H ••••••• I •••• I I I
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III I • I i
II I Knowing
the rules, Maia could guess what might happen to a particular square next
round, by carefully counting the number of black neighbors it had now. It
didn't take much effort to project the fates of up to a dozen 232 DAVID B R I squares,
one or two rounds into the future. Then she lost track. To find out what would
happen after that, she must set the game in motion. Peering
at the control panel, she found a button embossed with a figure of a cowled man
holding a long staff. The symbol for a referee, Maia decided, and pressed the
button. A low note pulsed slowly, the traditional countdown. At the eighth beat
the game commenced, and change abruptly rippled along the active row. Wherever a
square had precisely the right number of neighbors, that square flickered. Then
all those squares turned, or remained, black. Those that failed the test
turned, or remained, white. The checker pattern along the boundary stayed the
same. Now
there were some black squares on the second active row, as well as the first. A
few spots on the formerly all-white expanse had met the conditions for coming
alive. With
the next timing pulse, more squares died than were born, and it was only with
the fourth round that any positions came alive on the third row. Maia saw with
mild chagrin that she had chosen a losing sequence for her initial condition.
Ah, well. She waited till the last, gasping cluster of dark points expired, and
immediately tried again with a new pattern along the first row. This
time pretty much the same thing happened, except near the far left, where an
entity took shape—a small group of cells that winked on and off in a repeating
pattern, over and over. Oh, yes, Maia remembered. That's a "microbe." While
its individual parts flickered with different CLORV StAJOXl 233 rhythms,
each unit choosing a different tempo to flip from dark to pale or back again,
the isolated configuration as a whole kept renewing itself. After twenty beats,
the rest of the board lay empty, but this small patch remained stable,
repetitiously persistent. Maia felt a flush of pleasure at having reinvented
one of the simplest Life-forms on just her second go. She wiped the board and
tried again, creating microbes all across the bottom edge. If left alone, they
would whirl and gyre in place until the batteries ran out. That
was the extent of her beginner's luck. Maia spent much of the next hour
experimenting without finding another self-sustaining form. It was frustrating,
since she recalled that some of the classics were absurdly simple. A
metallic clanking behind her announced the guards' arrival with lunch. Maia got
up, spreading her arms and stretching a crick in her back. Only when she went
over to sit down at the table, and felt the stout women staring at her, did it
come to her attention that she was humming, and must have been doing so for
some time. Huh!
Maia thought. But then, it wasn't surprising to be glad something had drawn her
from her troubles- for a while. We'll see if this diversion lasts as long as
those books did. To which she added, Just don't count on my being too
distracted to notice, my fat Guel keepers, if you ever relax your guard, or
stop coming in pairs. Someday you'll slip up. I'm watching. After
the bland meal, she purposely avoided the game board and went instead to her
"gymnasium," contrived out of rugs and boxes. Running in place,
stretching, doing situps and pullups, Maia drove herself until a warm, pleasant
ache spread from her shoulders to her toes. Then she removed her clothes and
used water from the pitcher to take a sponge bath. Fortunately there was a
small drain in the floor to carry away the effluent. While
drying herself, she looked over her body. After months of hard labor, it was
only natural she should find 234 DAVID B
R I XI muscles
where none had shown before. Nor did she mind the fine scars that laced her
hands and forearms—all earned by honest labor. What did surprise her was a
pronounced development of her breasts. Since her last inspection, they had gone
from petite to appreciable—or ample • enough to be a bit sore from being
jounced, the last hour or so. Of course, it was common knowledge that Lamai
mothers passed on a dominant gene for this. They seldom left their var-daughters
unendowed. Still, predictable or not, it was an event. One Maia had not
expected to celebrate in jail. She
had, in fact, always envisioned someday sharing it with Leie. Shaking
her head, she refused to be drawn into bleakness. For distraction, Maia walked
back to the carpet and sat down in front of the electronic Life simulator. If only
there were a manual, or some teaching program to go with this damn game, she
pondered. Maia had glimpsed men at dockside carrying around heavy reference books,
which they pored over between matches. There would also be treatises on the
subject, written by female anthropologists, filed at Caria University and
big-city libraries. None of which helped her here. Those
two little lights attracted her notice again. PROG MEM, one label .read. Some
sort of memory? For storing preplanned programs, I suppose. The
other button said PREV^GAM.STOR. "Previous
game storage?" She had presumed this board was new, having been shipped in
for men who would now never arrive. But the light winked, so maybe there was an
earlier game stored in memory. Guess I
could replay it and pick up a pointer or two, she thought, then noticed nearby
a tiny window with a string of code letters displayed VARIANT RULE: RVRSBL CA
897W, it said mysteriously. Maia made a guess. Sometimes men changed the rules
of the game, as if Life itself CLORV $ Ј A J 0 XI 235 weren't
complicated enough. It might take five living neighbors for a black square to
stay alive. Or the program made squares to the left more influential than those
on the right. The possibilities were endless, which helped the whole thing seem
all the more pointless to most women. Oh,
this is idiotic. I'll never learn anything from this. Maia paused, then
impulsively pressed the button to see what the memory cache contained.
Immediately the game board swirled into action. First the checkered boundary
contracted inward from all sides till it enclosed a much smaller number of
squares. She counted fifty-nine across and fifty-nine lengthwise. Surrounding
the restricted game area was a border much more complex than the simple mirror
pattern of before. The board flickered another time, and all at once the zone
within the new boundary filled with chaos. A splotchy scattering of black dots
covered the first nine rows, like choca-bits strewn across a birthday cake. Lysosl
This was completely over Maia's head. The WIPE button beckoned . . . but
curiosity stayed her hand. After all, this represented a lot of labor by the
game's previous owner. If nothing else, the patterns might be pretty to watch. Sighing,
she touched the referee symbol. The clock ticked down, eight, seven, six, five,
four . . . The
dots began to dance. Wherever ..an open space had the right number of
neighbors, next round there was a black, or living square at that location.
Others that had been black, but failed the programmed criteria, turned white
the following round. With each clock throb, the patterns changed in whirling
waves, some fragmenting or scattering upon touching the boundary, while others
reflected back, adding to the maelstrom within. Ephemeral shapes appeared and
vanished like bubbles passing through the plane of the board. Maia could only
breathe a sigh as waves crashed against stable entities, transforming 236 DAVID B
R I them.
She saw gliders and noted their simple, crushed-triangular form. In one corner
appeared a "glider gun," which spat out little flapping arrows at
regular intervals, sending them whizzing across the board. There were
spectacular collisions. It was
enthralling to watch. Maia wondered if this would turn out to be one of those
programs that became self-sustaining, with the whole board in a state of
perpetual flux for as long as the machine was left on, each moment's array
unlike any that had come before. Then,
the pace began to slacken. Rapidly zipping entities started merging into
complex but stationary units, arrayed in five deep columns across the board.
Each of these underwent further evolution, slowing the rate of change still
further as they converged on what she guessed must be a preplanned, final form. She
could see it happening. Each step grew out of the one preceding it. Still, it
took her by surprise when the patterns coalesced into individual letters. Words. HELP!
PRISONER -39° F8 16'N, 67° F8 54'E The
letters flickered, as if seen through turbid water, their component dots still
blindly switching on and off, obeying set rules, unaware of anything more than
two rows or columns away. Only collectively did they carry meaning, and that
began dissolving as stern, mathematical laws tore fleeting cogency into swirls
of returning chaos. Some driving force was spent. Blank patches spread,
devouring the brief patterns. In
seconds it was over. Maia stared at the pale game board—now empty,
featureless—trying to convince herself she'd seen it: meaning, startling and
unforeseen. Many
species use environmental cues to trigger reproduction at certain times of
year, leaving the rest peaceful and quiet. Humans have lost this ancient linkage
with the calendar, resulting in our incessant obsession with, and subjugation
to, sex. The
time has come to restore wisdom to our rhythm of life, reestablishing serenity
and predictability to the cycle of our years. Stratos seems ideal for this
purpose, with its distinctive, planet-wide seasons. The birth ratio we
foresee—of clones to old-style, sexually-derived offspring —need not be
programmed-in. It will arise naturally out of two uneven periods of potential
impregnation, separated by long stretches of relative calm. There
are plenty of environmental effects we can utilize as cues, to trigger desire
at appropriate times. Take the incredible, world-wide aurorae of high summer,
during the
planet's closest approach past tiny, fierce Waenglen's Star. If male
chimpanzees are visually aroused by a mere flash of pink female swelling seen
at long range through a forest, how difficult can it be for us to program a
similar color-response in our males, triggered by these startling blue sky
displays? Similarly, winter's special frost will signal changes in our women
descendants, preparing them for amazonogenic cloning. There
will be side-effects we cannot now predict, but the possibility of error should
not deter us. We are only replacing one rather arbitrary set of stimuli and
impulses with another. The new rules will, in fact, be more flexible and varied
than the monotone lusts of old. One
thing will remain constant. No matter what changes we make, the drama of birth
and life will remain a matter of choice, of mind. We are not animals, after
all. The environment may suggest. It may provoke. But in the end, our
descendants will be thinking beings. It is
by their thoughts and sentiments and strong wills that their way of life will
be decided. 11 Around
midnight, the star-filled patterns of the winter sky rose over the high
mountains crowning the eastern horizon, casting glittering reflections across
glaciers tucked in alpine dales. Summertime's celestial rash was over, tapering
to a planetary glide as Stratos climbed its elliptic track toward the longest
season. More than two Earth years would pass before the great plummet into
spring. Till then, the Pelican of Euphrosyne, Epona, and the Dancing Dolphin
would be regular occupants of night's high throne. Maia
often used to wonder what it might be like to live on Florentina, or even Old
Earth. Very.strange, she imagined, and not just due to the primitive breeding
patterns still followed there. She had read that on most habitable worlds,
seasons were due to axial tilt, rather than orbital position. And winter was a
time of bad weather. Here,
under the thick atmosphere of Stratos, summer's necessary but brief disruptions
passed quickly and were soon forgotten, while winter brought a long time of
placid predictability. Rainclouds arrived in periodic, sweeping fronts,
showering their moist loads across the continents, then replenishing over humid
seas. For pro- 240 DAVID BRIM tracted
intervals between storms, the sun nourished gently bowing, light-hungry crops,
outshining its companion, Wengel Star, so overpoweringly that the white dwarf
was no more than a faint glitter in the daytime sky, too dim to provoke even a
sailor on leave. At night, no aurorae blared, only sprinkled constellations,
twinkling like mad above the restless jet stream. It will
be Autumn-End Day soon, Maia thought, watching the constellation Thalia climb
slowly toward zenith. They'll be putting up decorations in Port Sanger. All the
pleasure houses will close till midwinter, and men from the sanctuaries will
stroll through wide-open gates, making paper airplanes of their old visitor
passes. They'll get sweets and cider, and children will ride their shoulders,
pulling their beards, making them laugh. Although
rutting time had been effectively over before she and Leie departed on their
ill-starred voyage, Autumn-End Day would mark the true start of winter's
extended time of peace, lasting for nearly half of the long, uneven track of
seasons, during which males were as harmless as lugars and the biggest problem
was getting them to look up from their books, or whittling, or game boards.
Half of the City Watch would disband till springtime. What need for patrols,
with the streets as safe as houses? Maia
had known she would probably never again celebrate Autumn-End in Port Sanger.
But she hadn't figured on spending a festival day in prison. Would she still be
here at Farsun Time, as well? Somehow, she doubted her jailers would throw a
gala then, either—offering hot punch and luck tokens to passersby. (What
passersby?) Nor were any of the Guel guards likely to dress up as the Frost
Lady, carrying her magic ladder, waving a wand of plenty, and giving treats and
noisemakers to good little girls. No,
dammit! By Farsun Day, I'm going to be far away from here! She quashed a wave
of homesickness. CLORV J Ј A 5 0 M 241 Maia
shook away distracting thoughts and lifted her miniature sextant, concentrating
on the immediate problem. She could not be sure of the exact time, let alone
the date. Without an accurate clock, it was impossible to fix her. east-west
position accurately, even if the instrument was in perfect working order.
Longitude was going to be fuzzy. But you
don't need the exact time to figure latitude. You just have to know the sky. I wish
I had my book of ephemerides, she thought, wondering if the stationmistress at
Holly Lock had thrown out her duffel yet, along with her meager possessions.
The slim volume carried the positions of major sighting stars to all the
accuracy she'd ever need. Without it, memory would have to do. Maia
rested her elbows on the sill of the narrow opening in the wall, and took
another reference on Taranis, a compact stellar cluster where it was said the
Enemy long ago laid waste to two planets before coming here to meet defeat on
Stratos. Twisting a dial moved the image in her cross-hairs till it kissed the
south horizon's prairie-sharp edge in the sextant's tiny mirror. She lowered
the device in order to peer at the dial, and jotted another figure in her
notebook. At least
there had been a ready solution to the problem of writing implements. Near the
base of her makeshift observing pyramid, awkwardly covered by piled-up rags,
lay the broken rain of a storage box. Maia had struggled for over an hour, soon
after sunset, to heave the crate all the way up here by the window. Then, just
half a second after she pushed it off, the box lost all that altitude, hitting
the stone floor edge-on.- The
crash made a horrible racket, bringing guards to the door with muttered
inquiries. But she had managed to appease the Guels, shouting that she'd only
fallen while 242 DAVID BRIM exercising.
"I'm all right, though. Thank you for being concerned!" After a
long pause, the Guels finally went away, grumbling. Maia dared not count on their
incuriosity surviving a repetition. Fortunately, the crash had loosened several
slats, spilling paper and writing utensils onto the floor. By then, the stars
were out. For the next hour, she applied her rusty navigation skills to fixing
the location of this high-plains prison. Maia
lifted the notebook into Durga's wan light and added up the final result.
Longitude is dose to the one in the message, she thought. And latitude's nearly
identical! At
first, contemplating the communique that had appeared so astonishingly on the
Game of Life board, she concluded it must be a bad joke. Someone at the factory
must have inserted the plea—the way, as kids, she and Leie used to carefully
pry open petu nuts and replace the meat with slips of paper saying, "Help!
Squirrels are holding us in a petu tree!" Now she
knew better. The message had not been coded before shipment. Whoever logged the
memorandum had done so in a location very close to here. Within tens of
kilometers. Yet she had seen no sign of any towns or habitations near this
stone monolith. It was doubtful the countryside could support any. In
effect, that could only mean the writer dwelt in this same tower, perhaps just
meters away. Maia felt a bit guilty that another person's predicament could
bring such joy. I'm not happy you're in jail, she thought of her fellow
prisoner. But Lysos! It's good not to be alone anymore! They
must be in similar situations—locked in storage chambers not designed as jail
cells, but effective nonetheless. Yet, the other prisoner had proved
resourceful. Finding herself in a storeroom filled with male-oriented
recreation devices, she had managed to see in them a way to send the equivalent
of messages in bottles. CLORV 5ЈA50N 243 Maia
pondered the other inmate's ingenious plan. These electronic game sets were
costly, and the matriarchs of Long Valley weren't spendthrifts. Sooner or
later, they would order the games and other amenities shipped off for resale
.... perhaps to some sanctuary on the coast, or a seafarers' guild . . .
eventually falling into the hands of : someone able to read the programmed
message. Any sailor would then know at once where a person was being held
against her will. There
were assumptions, of course. The Perkinite clan mothers might not act to cut
their losses in the unfinished sanctuaries until absolutely sure the new drugs
were working. That might take some time. Nor was that all, Maia thought
cynically. Even if the games do get shipped, and assuming the messages aren't
erased or read by wrong parties along the way. . . . Even if someone believes
the plea, and reports it, then what? It
wasn't as though the planetary authorities had swarms of mighty aircraft, or
armies to send round the world at a moment's notice, just to correct far-off
injustices. What forces Caria City had, it hoarded for emergencies. More
likely, some lone investigator or magistrate would be sent the long way—by sea,
then by train and horseback, taking the best part of a year to arrive, if ever. Assuming
we're still here by then. Maia
wasn't sure she could hold out that long. The other prisoner had a lot more
patience. Still,
it's a better plan than anything I came up with. Imagine figuring out how to do
all this with a Game of Life set! Lacking a lifetime of practice, who could
have created a message like that from scratch? A man?
Maia snorted disdainfully. Someone with a savant's skills, surely. I wish
I could meet her. Talk to her. Maybe there's a way. Maia
guessed it must be close to midnight. She was about to poke her head out the
window again, to check 244 DAVID B
R I the
progress of the stars, when suddenly she heard it start. The nightly clicking. Hastily,
she angled her notebook into the. moonlight and started making marks. A slash
for every click, a dash for each beat that a pause lasted. After about twenty
seconds, she stopped and read over the initial portion. "Click,
click, pause, click," she recited slowly. "Click, click, pause, pause
. . . yes. I'm sure it's the same as the other night!" Maia
crammed the notebook in her belt and scrambled down the pyramid of boxes so
quickly the unsteady construct teetered. Near bottom, her toe caught a fold of
carpet, and she sprawled onto her hands and knees. Ignoring her scrapes, Maia
came to her feet running. "Where
is it?" she whispered, concentrating. Peering through the darkness, she
followed her ears to the east wall. Crouching, tracing her hand along the cool
stone, she had to creep to her right, pushing bundles and boxes aside. Reaching
past a pile of stiff cushions, her fingers met what felt like a small metal
plate, set low near the floor. The clicking sounded very close now! Feeling
the outlines of the plate, Maia's hand brushed a tiny button in its center,
which abruptly lit the area with stabbing blue electricity. With a reflexive
yelp, she flew backward, landing hard. For six or eight heartbeats, Maia sat
numb on the cold floor, sucking tingling fingertips before finally recovering
enough to scramble up again, throwing cushions in all directions, clearing
space until she saw that smaller sparks accompanied each audible click,
momentarily illuminating the plate in the wall. Funny
how I never noticed that before. Probably because I was looking for secret
passages and trapdoors! Just goes to show, you never learn anything use/ul from
fantasy novels. Until
today, she hadn't imagined there might be ways to receive messages in this
cell, or that those irritating clicks might really contain a code. But what
else could CLORV SEASON 245 they
be? Would anything purely random, like a short circuit, repeat similar patterns
two nights in succession? Still
trembling, she pulled out her notebook and pencil and returned to copying down
intermittent flashes in front of her. Even with dark-adapted eyes, Maia could hardly
see the marks she made. We'll worry about that by daylight, she told herself
when the clicking stopped, about five minutes later. Luck is definitely taking
a tack my way. She
knew there was little evidence to support such a broad conclusion. But hope was
a heady brew, now that she had tasted some. Slipping the notebook under a pile
of bedding, Maia wrapped herself in her makeshift blankets and tried to settle
her mind for sleep. It
wasn't easy. Her thoughts collided with fantasies and improbable scenarios of
rescue, such as the policewoman from Caria, arriving in a grand zep'lin, waving
seal-encrusted writs. Other images were less cheering. Memories of Leie
beckoned Maia back toward despondency. Drifting sporadically toward full
consciousness, she wondered if the clickings were really a message. If so, was
it aimed at her, specifically? Idiot,
she thought while passing through layers of half-slumber. How could anybody
know you were here? Eventually,
Maia dreamed of Lysos. The
Founder was dressed in a flowing gown, and sat with piles of molecules to one
side, adding one at a time to a string, like pearls on a necklace, or wooden
balls on an abacus. The molecular chains clacked each time another joined the
queue. Laying DNA codons in an endless chain, Lysos hummed sweetly as she
worked. It took
two more nights to copy the entire message and confirm she had it right, an
exercise in patience unlike any Maia had known since she and Leie worked to
solve the secret gate in Lamatia's wine cellar. Taking the time was 246 DAVID B
R necessary,
though. Only on the third day did Maia feel ready to load the entire code
string onto the Game of Life board. She
began by making sure the board was set up with the same special rules as
before, when it had played that "message in a bottle." The little
window said RVRSBL CA 897W. Maia hoped the program would make sense of the
clicks in the night. As before, the game area contracted to a square just
fifty-nine units on a side, surrounded by a complex border. Okay, let's
get started. Maia commenced laboriously turning each transcribed click into a
black square, and leaving a space blank where there had been a second's worth
of pause. On finishing one row of fifty-nine, she continued marking the next
level, wrapping the presumed message back and forth like a snake climbing a
brick wall. After what felt like hours, she finished fitting the entire
sequence into the assigned space. The match couldn't be a coincidence! The
resulting jumble of dots offered no meaning perceptible to the eye. Exhausted,
she was relieved to hear the rattle of keys at the door. Maia covered the game
board, though it probably made no difference if the Guels saw. Her muscles and
joints hurt from spending so much time bent over the machine. This had better
be worth it, she thought while silently eating under her keepers' dull gaze. If I
was off by even one space, it could ruin the whole thing. What'll I do if it
doesn't work? The
answer was obvious. I'll just try again. What else is there to do? The
guards took away her tray and slid the bolt. Breathlessly, Maia got back to the
game board and double-checked her transcription. She crossed her arms and
tugged both earlobes for luck, then pressed the start button. CLORV 247 Swirling
cyclones of pulsing Life forms instantly told her she was right. The nightly
clickings had been meant for this! They were a recipe. A complex set of
starting conditions for this weird game. Despite the variant rules, most -of
the patterns were once again recognizable. Two glider guns fired fluttering
wedge shapes across a terrain strewn with microbes and eaters, beacons and
dandelions. Scores of other shapes merged and separated. An "ecology"
expanded to fill the entire fifty-nine-by-fifty-nine array. Maia poised over the
board, pencil in hand, but the patterns were so enthralling, she was almost
caught short when the chaotic forms coalesced suddenly into rows of rippling
letters. CY,
TELL GRVS IMAT 49° 16'
67° 54' NO DEAL
W/ ODO! LVIFNEC Once
more, the message began dissolving almost as soon as it took form. Maia
hurriedly scribbled it down before it vanished, along with all other
"living" remnants on the board. Soon the board lay pale and empty
before her. She stared at the copied version of the four-line missive, reading
it over and over again. Clearly,
it hadn't been meant for her, after all. Several of her favorite fantasies
evaporated. No matter. There was more than enough here to keep her speculating
about the sender's intent. Could "CY" stand jar a friend or danmate
of the other prisoner? Is "GRVS" a group or clan powerful enough to
come and set her free? Maia's imagination would come up with the wildest
notions if she let it, so she firmly stayed down to earth. The other prisoner
might be a business rival of the local Perkinites, perhaps kept here by the
Joplands and their allies to coerce a better deal. The
last, self-sacrificial phrase in the message, de- 248 DAVID B
R I HI manding
to be abandoned, if necessary, bespoke somber stuff. Or was she wrong assuming
that it meant "Leave if necessary"? Could
it have to do with the drug that makes men rut in winter? Possibly
the other prisoner was no more virtuous than Tizbe or the Joplands, merely a
competitor. That hardly mattered at this point. Right now Maia couldn't be
choosy about her allies. The
strangest thing about this eavesdropped message, as opposed to the one Maia had
read earlier, was that it seemed directed not at some random person who might
later pick it up, as she had picked up the game board, but at a specific
individual. Using resold games to send notes "in a bottle" could have
been but a side venture. A backup plan. These nightly clicking episodes seemed
aimed at something more immediate, as if the prisoner intended her messages to
get through much sooner and more directly. Maia
recalled the metal plate in the wall. Sparks in the night. The
place must be wired for telephone, or some low-level commlink, Maia speculated.
Having never been in a sanctuary before, she had no reason to be surprised by
this, yet she was. Maybe men demand it in the design before they'll move in. I
wonder what they need it for? Whatever
the cable's original purpose, the other prisoner was clearly using it for
something . . . sending electrical pulses. But to where? As far as Maia could
figure, the wires weren't attached to anything. A
possibility struck her. Is the other prisoner using the wire as ... an antenna?
Trying to send a radio message? Maia knew in abstract that you generated radio
waves by pushing electrons rapidly back and forth down a wire. But household
comm sets and the ones used aboard ships— L
O R Y J Ј A S 0 XI 249 countless
generations removed from their ancient origins —were grown in solid blocks out
of vats, and sold in units smaller than the palm of your hand. Probably only a
scattering of individuals in universities understood how they were, made
anymore. She
must be a savant. They're holding a savant prisoner here! Maia
recalled the evening in Lanargh, when she and Leie had watched the news
broadcast, and heard the mysterious offer of a "reward for
information." Maybe it was about this! I've
got to get in touch with her. But how? She
decided. First III have to write a message. There
was no question of doing it the way the savant had, by coding starting
conditions the Game of Life rules would turn into written words after a
thousand complex gyrations. And with a little contemplation, Maia realized she
didn't have to. After all, the trick of sending a message in a bottle, or a
message by radio, involved coding it so that, hopefully, only the right
recipient would decipher it. But Maia wasn't trying to communicate with anyone
beyond these sanctuary walls. She could send regular block letters! With.the
stylus, she blackened squares on the game board until it read FELLOW
PRISONER! HEARD
CLICKS IN WIRE MY NAME
IS MAIA Regarding
what she'd written, she reconsidered. The first line was obvious. As for the
second, perhaps the savant didn't know she was making noise elsewhere in the
citadel, each time she transmitted, but it would be apparent once Maia's reply
got through. There
was another reason to simplify. She must trans- 250 DAVID B
R ! XI late
her message into rows of dots and dashes, unraveling the words like peeling
layers off a cake. Three lines of letters took twenty-one rows of game squares
to produce, each fifty-nine squares wide, she calculated a total of 1,239
intersections that had to be labeled black or white with an on or off pulse.
Over a thousand! True, the other prisoner had sent even more, but not with such
long pauses as Maia's approach called for. Extend a pause for five beats or
more and the recipient will surely lose count. Finally, she settled on a much
simpler first effort. I'M
MAIA I'M MAIA I'M MAIA It was
still 413 pulses long, after the rows were unwrapped into a linear chain. That
seemed manageable, though, especially since it would be rhythmical. Now how
to send it. She had
considered pounding on the walls, or perhaps the drainpipe..But those sounds probably
wouldn't carry far. If they did, it would alert the guards. I'll
have to do it the same way, she concluded. Through the wire. There
was just one possible source for the electricity required, and one mistake
would cut off her only contact with the outside world. Maia didn't hesitate.
Gingerly, she turned the Life set over and pried open the cover to the battery
case. She
decided to wait until this evening's midnight transmission was over. Huddled
under unwrapped curtains, she watched the savant's message create a staccato of
sparks against the wall, verifying that it was the same as before. The series
of clicking arcs stopped at the usual time, leaving her to peer through dim
moonlight, cast by the slit window. Expecting this, Maia had practiced her
moves CLORV i
Ј A J 0 X! 251 earlier.
Still, it took several awkward tries to grasp loose wires extracted from the
back of the game set and bring them to the plate in the wall. Before
her lay the message she planned to send. Maia had used big, blocky squares and
spaces, intended to be read even by dim light. Well,
here goes, she thought. Touching
one wire to the nub on the wall had no effect. But placing one against the nub
and the other on the plate caused a spark that startled her briefly. Setting
her teeth, Maia leaned forward to better see the paper sheets, and started
tapping—creating a spark for each black square and resting a beat for each
white one. She had
no idea whether this was doing anything but draining the batteries. Theoretically,
she should be able to restore them by putting the game board in the window, to
absorb sunlight. But in fact, she might be ruining them for nothing. It was
hard keeping track of her place, staring closely at row after row of
hand-blackened squares. Despite the cold, she soon had to blink away beads of
sweat, and at one point saw that she had skipped an entire line! There was
nothing to be done about it. One error like that ought to leave the message
readable, but she could not afford to let it happen again. Finally
reaching the end of the last row, Maia sighed in relief and sat back,
stretching her arms. A break in time would let the other party know a
termination had been reached. But the.savant probably had been taken by
surprise. So after a short breather, Maia bent forward to repeat the entire
exercise. Is
anything getting through? she wondered. I've forgotten what little I knew about
voltages and such. Maybe I needed to make a resistor, or a capacitor. Maybe I'm
just pouring electricity into the ground, without creating sparks anywhere
else. 252 DAVID B
R I N Click,
click, pause, pause, pause, dick . . . She tried to concentrate, keeping a
steady rhythm as the savant had. This was especially important counting the
long pauses making up margins on both sides of her simple message. Talking
aloud seemed to help. Inside she kept hearing the message she was trying to
send, as if part of her was broadcasting by force of will. I'm
Maia . . . I'm Maia . . . I'm Maia ... This
second time was much harder. Her fingers felt on the verge of cramping, her
neck ached from leaning forward, and her eyes stung from sweat-salt. Still she
kept at it stubbornly. Comfort held no attraction. What mattered was the slim
chance of talking to someone. Please
hear me ... I'm Maia ... oh, please . . . By the
time she finished the second transmission, her hands were too numb even to let
go of the insulated wires, so she just sat there, staring at the blank stone
wall, listening to the tension in her spine slowly unwind. There would be no
third attempt. Even if she and the batteries had the stamina, it would be too
risky. The guards might be accustomed to one set of clicks in the night, like a
friendly cricket. But too big a change in routine just wouldn't do. A
sudden spark made her jump. It took a moment to realize she hadn't caused it by
misplacing the wires. No, it came from the wall! More sparks followed. Maia
scrambled for her pencil and pad. Each
tiny arc illuminated her accompanying slash-mark. Darkness she noted with a
dash. It was easier work than sending, though her eyes now hurt worse than
ever. With rising excitement, Maia realized this was no repetition, but an
entirely new message. She had gotten through! Then,
as abruptly as before, it ended, and she was left in silence, staring at
several sheets of mysterious code. CLORV SEASON 253 Frustration
made her already tense muscles quiver. Even if she carried the game board up to
the window, there would not be enough light to reassemble it properly. Not until
morning. I can't
wait till morning. I can't! Maia fought down a strangling wave of impatience.
You can do whatever you have to do, she answered herself, and forced her taut
body to relax, one muscle at a time. Finally, she was breathing evenly again. Well,
at least I can tidy this up, she thought, looking at her scrawled
transcription. Standing, Maia took a few moments to stretch, then carefully
climbed her pyramid of boxes toward the slit. Durga
was no longer in sight. A lesser moon, Aglaia, shone barely bright enough for
her to work. Gradually, line by line on a fresh page, she drew each
"click" as a black square. Each pause translated into a Wank one. At
the end of the first row of fifty-nine, she moved up to the next and began
snaking backward again. This way, if she succeeded in repairing the game device
tomorrow, she'd be able to load the starting conditions right away, and quickly
set the game in motion to read the message. It was
hard work. After this she might even be able to sleep. So
intent was she on copying squares in long rows that she failed to notice the
difference in the pattern for some time. Finally it occurred to her. Unlike
before, the "clicks" seemed to come already clustered in tight
groups. Blinking, Maia pulled back, and saw— . . . m
IVIAIM. rrauKU. - HCINIMM . . . Of
course. She answered the way I sent, without coding! I can read it tonight! Maia
quickened her pace. Two rows later, the message could be read. 254 DAVID B
R I SJ ... HI
MAIA. T'MORO. - RENNA . . . The wind
picked up,'riffling her papers ..sending them tumbling down the makeshift
platform like a flurry of discarded leaves. All but the single sheet she
clutched in both fists, soon smeared by hot, grateful tears. Some of
our expedition's more radical members claim that I am not angry enough to lead
this effort. That I do not hate or fear males enough to design a world where
their role is minimized. To these accusations I reply—what hope has any
endeavor which is based on hate and fear? I admit, I proudly avow, to having
liked and admired certain men during my life. What of it? Although our sons and
grandsons will be few, the world we create should have a place for them as
well. Other
critics declaim that what really interests me is the challenge of self-cloning,
and expanding the range of options for human reproduction. They say that if
males were physically able to bear copies of themselves without machines, I
would have given them the power, too. That is
possibly true. But then, what is a man whom you have equipped with a womb? A
womb-man would necessarily
take on other traits of woman, and cease being identifiable as male at all.
That is not an appealing or practical innovation. In the
end, all of our clever gene designs, and corresponding plans for cultural
conditioning, will come to nought if we are smug or rigid. The heritage we give
our children, and the myths we leave to sustain them, must work with the tug
and press of life, or they will fail. Adaptability has to be enshrined
alongside stability, or the ghost of Darwin will surely come back to haunt us,
whispering in our ears the penalty of conceit. We wish
our descendants happiness. But over time one criterion alone will judge our
efforts. Survival. JL 12 Over
the following days, Maia and her new friend learned to communicate despite the
thick walls separating them. From the first, Maia felt stupid and slow,
especially when Renna went back to sending coded, compacted messages designed
to be deciphered by the Game of Life board. Maia could not blame her, since the
method was more efficient, enabling a full screen to be sent in just a few
minutes. Yet it made Maia's responses seem so clumsy in comparison. One line of
text was all she could manage after a day's work, and sending it left her
exhausted, frustrated. . . .
DON'T . . FRET . . MAIA . . . . . .
I'LL TEACH ANOTHER CODE . . . ... FOR
SIMPLE LETTERS . . . WORDS . . . Gratefully,
Maia copied down the system Renna transmitted, one called Morse. She had heard
of it, she was sure. Some clans based their commercial ciphers on variants of
very ancient systems. Another item that should have been in the Lamatia
curriculum, she thought grimly. O= , P=
-++-, Q= ++- 258 DAVID B
R I XI The
code seemed simple enough, with each plus sign standing for a long stroke and
each dash for a short one. It greatly speeded Maia's next effort, though she
remained awkward, and kept making mistakes. IF YOU
KNOW MORSE WHY USE LIFE CODING ISNT IT HARDER To this
question, Renna answered, HARDER.
SUBTLER. WATCH And to
Maia's astonishment, the game board proceeded to shake her friend's letters
into coruscating patterns, like a fireworks show on Founders Day. Maia
found even more amazing the next message Renna sent. Though compacted, it was
long, taking up thirty-one rows by the time Maia finished laying down a snaking
chain of black and white squares. Pressing the launch button set off a wild,
hungry "ecology" of mutually devouring pseudo-entities that finally
resolved, after many gyrations, into what looked like a picture ... a crude
sketch of plains and distant mountains, seen through a narrow window. It was
recognizably a scene looking out from this very stone tower—not the view from
Maia's window, but similar. The
other prisoner followed this with LIFE IS
UNIVERSAL COMPUTER CAN DO
MORE THAN MORSE &
HARDER TO EAVESDROP Maia
was impressed. Nevertheless she answered I DID. Y NOT OTHERS? CLORV
SEASON! 259 Renna's reply seemed
sheepish. NOT AS
CLEVER AS I THOUGHT The
game board next rippled to show a slim face with close-cropped hair, eyes
rolled upward in embarrassment, shoulders in the act of shrugging. The
caricature made Maia giggle in delight. Thankfully,
she hadn't damaged the Life set during that first experiment. Over the
following days, Renna taught her how to connect the machine directly to the
wall circuit, so she could send messages directly, instead of laboriously and
dangerously touching wires by hand. Renna still made transmissions at high
power every midnight, attempting to use crudely generated radio waves to
contact friends somewhere out there, beyond the walls. The rest of the time,
they communicated using low currents, to avoid arousing the guards. Renna
was so friendly and welcoming, reinforcing Maia's sense of a warm, maternal
presence. Maia soon felt drawn into telling her story. It all came spilling
out. The departure from Lamatia. Leie's loss. Her encounters with Tizbe and
involvement in matters far murkier than any young var should have to deal with,
newly fledged from her birth clan. Laying it out so starkly brought home to
Maia how unfair it was. She'd done nothing to deserve this chain of
catastrophes. All her life, mothers and matriarchs had said virtue and hard
work were rewarded. Was this the prize? Maia
apologized for stumbling through the story, especially when emotion overcame
her at the sending key. THIS IS HARD FOR ME, she transmitted, trying to keep
her hand from trembling. Renna's reply offered reassurance and understanding,
along with some confusion. 260 DAVID B
R I AT 16
YOU OUGHT
TO BE HAPPY SUCH A
ROTTEN SHAME Sympathy,
after so long, brought a lump to Maia's throat. So many older people forgot
there had been a time when they, too, were inexperienced and powerless. She was
grateful for the compassion, the shared empathy. Conversing
with her fellow prisoner was an adventure of awkward moments followed by
cordial insights. Of double meanings and hilarious misunderstandings, like when
they disagreed which moon hung in plain view, in the southern sky. Or when Renna
kept misspelling the names of cities, or quotations from the Book of the
Founders. Obviously, she was doing this on purpose, to draw Maia out of her
funk. And it was working. Challenged to catch her fellow prisoner at
intentional inconsistencies, Maia found herself paying closer attention. Her
spirits lifted. Soon
she realized something astonishing. Even though they had never met in person,
she was starting to feel a special kind of hearth-affection toward this new
friend. It
wasn't so difficult when you were winter-born. Hearth feelings were predictable
after many generations. For
instance, three-year-old Lamais almost always passed through a phase when they
would tag after a chosen clone-sister just one class ahead of them, doing
whatever that older sibling asked and pining at the slightest curt word. Later,
at age four, each winter Lamai took her own turn being the adored one, spending
the better part of a season taking out on a younger sister the heartbreaks she
had received the year before. During
her fifth-year winter, a Lamatia Clan full- C -L o
R v S Ј A J o XT 261 daughter
started looking beyond the walls, often becoming obsessed with a slightly older
cloneling from a neighboring hold, usually a Trevor, or a Wheatley. That phase
passed quickly, arid besides, Trevors and Wheatleys were family allies. Later
on, though, came a rough period when Lamai sixers seemed inevitably bound,
despite all their mothers' warnings, to fixate on a woman from the tall,
stately Yort-Wong merchant clan . . . which was awkward, since the Yort-Wongs
had been feuding off and on with Larnatia for generations. Knowing
in advance what to expect didn't keep Lamai sixers from railing and weeping
during their autumn of discontent. Fortunately, there was the upcoming Ceremony
of Passage to distract them. Yet, when all was said and done, how could the
brief attentions of a man ease those pangs of unrequited obsession? Even those
lucky sixers chosen for sparking emerged from their unhappy Yort-Wong episode
changed, hardened. Thereafter, Lamai women wore emotional invulnerability as
armor. They dealt with clients, cooperated with allies, made complex
commercial-sexual arrangements with seamen. But for pleasure they hired
professionals. For
companionship, they had each other. It had
been different from the very start for Maia and Leie. Being vars, they could
not even roughly predict their own life cycles. Anyway, hearth feelings ranged
so, from almost rutlike physical passion all the way to the most utterly chaste
yearnings just to be near your chosen one. Popular songs and romantic stories
emphasized the latter as more noble and refined, though all but a few heretics
agreed there was nothing wrong with touching, if both hearts were true. The
physical side of hearthness, between two members of the female species, was
pictured as gentle, solicitous, hardly like sex at all. Maia's
own experience remained theoretical, and in this area Leie was no bolder. The
twins had certainly felt 262 DAVID B
R I X! intimations
of warmth toward others—classmates, kids they befriended in town, some of their
teachers—but nothing precocious or profound. Since turning five, there had
simply been no time. Now
Maia felt something stronger, and knew well what name to use, if she dared
admit it to herself. In Renna she had found a soul who knew kindness, who would
not judge a girl unworthy, just because she was a lowly var. It hardly mattered
that she hadn't rested eyes on the object of her fixation. Maia created a
picture in her mind, of a savant or high civil servant from one of the faraway
sophisticated cities on Landing Continent, which would explain Renna's stiff,
somewhat aristocratic way of speaking in text. No doubt she came from a noble
clan, but when Maia asked, all Renna said was MY FAMILY
MADE CLOCKS, BUT I HAVEN'T
SEEN THEM IN A WHILE SEEM TO
HAVE LOST TRACK OF TIME Maia
found it hard always to tell when Renna was joking or teasing, although clearly
she never meant it in a mean way. Renna wasn't much more forthcoming about how
she came to be a prisoner in this place. THE
SELLERS TOOK ADVANTAGE OF A LONELY TRAVELER Bellers!
The family Tizbe belonged to! The pleasure clan that did a profitable side
business carrying goods and performing confidential services. So Maia and Renna
had a common enemy! When she said as much, Renna agreed with what seemed
reluctant sadness. Maia tried asking about "CY" and "GRVS,"
who must be Renna's clanmates or allies, but her fellow prisoner responded
there were some things Maia was better off not knowing. L
0 R Y JtAJOKl 263 That
did not prevent them from talking frequently about escape. First
they must work out their relative positions in the stone tower. Crawling into
the stone casement, Maia craned her head around and saw a continuous row of slit
windows like this one, presumably illuminating other .storerooms, girdling the
citadel's circumference five meters below the grand gallery of columned patios
she had glimpsed on arrival, that first day. Comparing the positions of certain
landmarks, they ascertained that Renna's window lay just around the-bend,
facing due east while Maia's looked southeastward. Turning in the opposite
direction, Maia could just make out the gate-ramp of the unfinished sanctuary,
forlorn and covered with prairie dust. Maia
was full of ideas. She told Renna of her experiments unraveling carpets,
learning how to weave a rope. While approving her enthusiasm, Renna reminded
Maia that the drop was much too far to trust a bundle of twine, amateurly
wrapped by hand. Looking
at her handicraft, she was forced to admit Renna was probably right. Still,
Maia continued spending part of each day unwinding lengths of tough fiber and
retying them into a finger-width strand, trying to imitate by memory the
weaving patterns used by sailors aboard the Wotan. It's something to keep busy,
she thought. While Renna kept up her midnight attempts to radio for help, Maia
wanted to contribute something, even as futile as winding string. She was
careful to hide all signs—of both ropemaking and talking to Renna—from her
jailers. During meals, Maia told them how fascinated she was with the Game of
Life, and how grateful to have been introduced to its world of intricacy. Their
eyes glazed as she expected. All the Guels wanted was the comfort of routine.
She happily let them have it. 264 DAVID B
R I XI So it
came as a surprise when she heard the rattle of keys in the middle of one
afternoon, hours before dinner-time. Maia barely managed to throw a rug over
her work and stand up before the door swung open. On entering, the two Guel
guards appeared tense, agitated. Maia saw why when a familiar figure stepped
between .them. Tizbe
Better! The former baggage-car assistant looked around the storeroom, hands
folded behind her. An expression of faintly amused disgust crossed her young
face as she perused the sweat-stained towel hanging by the cracked washbasin,
and the covered chamber pot just beyond. Her nose wrinkled, as if meeting odors
a coarse var could not be expected to notice. Maia
made herself stand tall. Go ahead and sneer, Tizbe. I've kept myself fit and
civilized in here. Let's change places and see you do better! Her
defiance must have shown. Although Tizbe's amusement continued unabated, her
expression did change. "Well, captivity doesn't seem to have hurt you,
Maia. Not where it counts. You're positively blossoming." "Go
to Earth, Tizbe. Take your Jopland and Lerner friends with you." The
cloneling feigned a moue of shock. "Such language! Keep this up, and
you'll be too rough for polite society." Maia
laughed curtly. "You can shove your polite—" But
Tizbe got the better of her again, simply by stifling a yawn and waving a hand
vaguely in front of her. "Oh, not now, if you don't mind. It's been a hard
ride and I have to leave bright and early. We'll see though. Before that, I
might have a chance to drop in again and say goodbye." Then,
to Maia's shock, she turned to go. "But . . . aren't you here to—" Tizbe
looked back from the door. "To question you? Torture you? Ah, that would
be just the thing for one of CLORV SEASOX! 265 those
trashy novels I'm told you've been reading. Villains are supposed to gloat and
rub their hands together, and talk to their poor victims a lot. "Sorry
to disappoint you. I really would try to fit the role .if I had the time.
Honestly, though, do you have any information I could possibly want? What
material benefit would I gain by questioning one more Venturist spy?" Maia
stared at her. "One more what?" Tizbe
reached into one of her sleeves and drew forth a tattered, folded sheet of
heavy paper. After a moment, Maia recognized the leaflet she had accepted in
Lanargh, from the hand of that earnest young heretic wearing eyeglasses. So,
her captors had gone to Holly Lock and sifted through her things. She did not
even bother acting offended. "Venturist
.. . . you think I'm one of them, because of that?" Tizbe
shrugged. "It did seem unlikely for a spy to carry around blatant
evidence. Throw in your comm call from Jopland, though, and it's reason enough
to take precautions. You've turned official eyes this way sooner than expected,
for which you'll pay." She smiled. "Still, we have things well in
hand. If it weren't for more urgent matters, I'd not bother coming all this
way. "As
it is, I felt behooved to check on you, Maia. Glad to see you not all wrapped
in self-pity, as I expected. Maybe, when everything's settled, we'll have a
talk about your future. There may be a place for a var like you—" Maia
cut in. "With your gang of criminals? You . . ." She searched for
phrases she had heard over Thalia's radio, at Lerner Hold. "Inheretist
exploiters!" Tizbe
shook her head, grinning. "Showing our radical colors at last? Well,
solitude and contemplation can change minds. I'll have some books sent to you.
They'll show the sense in what we're doing. How it's good for Stratos and all
womankind." 266 DAVID B
R I X! "Thanks,"
Maia replied sharply. "Don't bother including The Perkinite Way. I've read
it." ."Oh
yes?" Tizbe's eyebrows lifted. "And?" Maia
hoped her smile conveyed indulgent pity. "I
think Lysos would have liked to study sickies like you under a microscope, to
see what she did wrong." For the
first time, the other woman's reaction wasn't another tailored mask. Tizbe
glowered. "Enjoy your stay, var-child." The
.guards followed her out, trying not to meet Maia's eyes as they closed the
door, then fastened it with a hard, metallic clank of Lerner steel. Tizbe
didn't give a damn about me. I'm just an irritant, to be stored away and
forgotten. It was
just one more blow to Maia's pride, confirming what she already knew about her
insignificance in the world. So it
wasn't me that brought her all the way out here, but something
"urgent." Maia
realized with sudden certainty—It's Renna! The
possibility of danger to her friend terrified Maia. She rushed to the wall,
where the game board was already plugged in, but then made herself stop. The
distance between their cells was not great. Tizbe eould be at Renna's door by
the time Maia tapped a warning, and if Tizbe heard the clicking, it would let
on that the prisoners had a way of communicating. Maia imagined what life might
be like, if she found herself cut off yet again. The gaping sense of threat and
emptiness felt like when she had first come to realize that Leie was gone. Sitting
in front of the game board only enhanced Maia's feeling of impotence. She got
up and climbed her pyramid of boxes to crawl into the window, where she poked
her head beyond the rocky lip to peer toward the CLORV J Ј A J o 267 front
gate. There Maia glimpsed several figures tending a string of tethered horses.
The Seller's escorts, presumably. She
clambered down again. To avoid pacing uselessly, Maia sat down and resumed
plaiting her rope, keeping her pencil handy nearby and anxiously hoping for the
clicking sounds that would tell her Renna was all right. The long, hard quiet
stretched on and on, until a rasp of keys caused her to throw a rug over her
work once more. She stood up as the guards entered and put her dinner on the rickety
table. Maia ate silently, hurriedly, as eager for her jailers to leave as they
were to be gone.. When
they left, she hated the return of solitude. What if
Tizbe has already taken Renna away? Several
times, Maia interrupted her work to go to the window. The third time she
looked, the horses and escorts were gone. A panicky chill arrested when she saw
no traffic on the road. As twilight settled and temperatures dropped, they must
have all gone inside, where the empty halls offered plenty of room for women
and mounts. Maia
climbed down and resumed worrying, while her fingers plaited fibers together.
Tizbe said they'd be leaving tomorrow, but she never said whether or not they— The
first clicks from the wall plate sent her heart leaping. Renna!
She's safe! Maia
threw her weaving aside and picked up her notebook. Soon it was clear that
Renna wasn't sending any ornately planned Game of Life scenario, but a rushed
series of simple Morse dots and dashes. The message ended. Concentrating, Maia
had to guess at meanings for several of the letters and words. Finally, she
cried out. "No!" MAIA.
DONT ANSWR. THEY R TAKNG ME AWAY. WILL REMBR U ALWYS. GOD KEEP U SAFE. RENNA. 268 DAVID BRIM CLORV SEASON 269 It can
get bitterly cold on the high plains, especially on early winter evenings, to
one lying perched up high along a precipice, exposed to the wind. There
was barely room to stretch prone in the window niche, whose gritty, chill
surface rubbed Maia's shoulders on both sides. Using a plank from the broken
box as a sort of fishing rod, Maia still had to lean out so the rope hung
properly, to keep its burden from scraping against the rough cliff face. The
leverage helped as she rocked the plank gently left to right, back and forth,
pumping gradually until the rope began to swing like a pendulum. It took
concentration not to let her shivering interfere. Nor was the shaking due
entirely to the cold. By moonlight, the ground looked awfully far away. Even if
she had a rope long enough—one made by master craftswomen, not hand-twined by
an inexperienced fiver—she would never have been able to get herself to climb
down all that distance. Yet,
look what you're trying to do, instead! After
getting Renna's message, there had passed over Maia a wave of utter panic. It
wasn't just envisioning months, perhaps years, stretching ahead in loneliness.
The loss of this new friend, when she had still not gotten over Leie, felt like
a physical blow. Her first impulse was to curl up under piles of curtain
material and let depression take her. There was a sick, sweet-sour attraction
to melancholy, as an alternative to action. Maia
had been tempted for all of thirty seconds. Then she got to work, searching for
some way to solve her problem, reevaluating every possibility, even those she
had previously discarded. The
door and walls? They would take explosives to breach. She turned over in her
mind ways of calling the guards
and overpowering them, but that fantasy was also absurd, especially with them
at their wariest, and Tizbe's escorts to back them up. That
left the window. She could just barely manage to squeeze through, but to what
purpose? The ground was impossibly far. Turning left, she could make out more
storerooms, visible as slit-windows stretching away on both sides. They seemed
almost as out of reach as the prairie floor. Besides, why trade one prison cell
for another? Looking
about desperately, she had finally twisted around to look upward, and saw the
pillared loggia overhead, part of a grand patio girdling the sanctuary, five or
six meters higher. If only
somebody would drop a rope down, she had fantasized ironically. Desperation
led to inspiration. Could 1
send one up? It
would be a gamble at best. Even if it was possible to swing a rope and bob the
way she had in mind, she'd still need something to act as a grappling hook.
Yet, it mustn't interfere as she oscillated the rope back and forth along the
wall, giving it momentum to rise and—if all went well —catch on the railing
overhead. She
refused to think about the last drawback—trusting her weight to the makeshift
contraption. Cross that bridge when we come to it, Maia thought. Back
inside, she had started by ripping apart her supply of notebooks for the
springlike clips that bound loose pages inside. Maybe I can rig some of these
to pop open when they hit. . . . It was
difficult to put into practice. First she had to tear the clips out and then
use a wooden plank to lever them into the shape she wanted. Tying several
together at the end of her rope, she practiced on the sill of the window until
she felt sure the improvised hook would catch,. 1 270 D A V
I D
B R I XI two
times out of three. The short section of cable used in the trial held her
weight, though trusting her life to the improvised gimmickry seemed lunatic, or
desperate, or both. Maia
wrapped a single loop of thread around the clips to bind them into a compact
bundle, to keep the cluster from clattering and rattling as she swung it back
and forth. Ideally, it would come apart on impact with the balcony, and not at
some inopportune moment before. Finally, she had crawled back into the window
carrying some curtain material for padding, and a plank with a notch in one
end, to use as a fishing pole. Once sattled in, she commenced laying out rope. It was
hard to even see the cable's end when it was hanging straight down. Once she
set the pendulum in motion, however, she could make out the makeshift grapnel
whenever it passed before a small patch of snow on the ground. Soon it rose
high enough to occult a low white cloud bank, veiling one of the moons to the
east. Back
and forth ... rocking back and forth. Despite her arrangements to let the plank
take most of the weight, Maia's arms were tiring by the time the swinging rope
rose high enough to point horizontal, level with the row of storeroom windows.
Her heart caught each time the bundle of clips tapped or snagged against some
protuberance, forcing her to lean even farther to avoid catching it on the
backswing. "Come
on, you can hold better than that!" she remembered Leie used to say, back
when they were both four and a half, and would sneak out at night to paint
mothers blue. After the third time a statue in the Summer Courtyard had been
defaced, the clan matriarchs had locked all doors leading to the yard, and
sprinkled marker dust around the monuments, to trace anyone who stepped in it.
That did not stop the incidents. "I'm
doiri as best I can!" she had hissed back at Leie on CLORV 271 the
night of that final foray, gripping one end of a rope made of bedsheets, the
other wrapped around her sister's feet. Lowering Leie from the roof, with
paintbrush and bucket in hand, had been easier on prior occasions because there
were crenelated battlements Maia could use for leverage. But that last time it
had been just her own, preadolescent muscles, battling the insistent pull of
gravity. Now,
over a year later, as she struggled to control a distant weight that jerked and
fought like a fish caught at the end of her line, Maia moaned, "I'm . . .
doin' . . . as best I ... can!" Her breath whistled as she held on,
letting out and taking up slack, trying to force momentum into a pendulum that
seemed reluctant to rise much past horizontal and kept yanking at her burning
shoulders on each downward swing. Under
questioning the next day, Leie had insisted she was acting alone. She refused
to implicate Maia, even though it was clear she could not have done it without
help. Everyone knew Maia had been the one with the rope. Everyone knew she had
been the one unable to hold on when a tile broke, loosening her grip, causing
Leie to go crashing in a clatter of paint and tracer dust and chipped plaster. After
taking her punishment stoically, Leie never brought up the subject, not even in
private. It,was enough that everybody knew. Grimly,
Maia held on. Renna, she thought, gritting her teeth and ignoring the pain. I'm
coming. . . . The
grapnel had now reached the stone balustrade in its highest rise.
Frustratingly, it would not go over the protruding lip, though it touched
audibly several times. Maia tried twisting the plank so that the rope would
come closer to the wall at the top of each swing, but the curve of the citadel
defied her. Obviously
the idea was workable. Some combination 272 DAVID B R I XI of twists
and proddings would make it. If she took her time and practiced several
evenings in a row ... "No!"
she whispered. "It's got to be tonight!" Two
more times, the grapnel just clipped the balcony, making a soft, scraping
sound. In agony, Maia realized she had only a couple more attempts before she
would have to give up. Another
touch. Then a clean miss. That's
it, she realized, defeated. Got to rest. Maybe try again in a few hours. Resignedly,
with numbness spreading across her shoulders, she began easing off on the
rhythmic pumping action, letting the pendulum motion start to die down. On the
next swing, the bundle did not quite reach the level of the balustrade. The one
after that, its peak was lower still. The
next cycle, the grapnel paused once more . , . just high enough and long enough
for someone to quickly reach over the balcony and grab it, in a one-handed
catch. The
surprise was total. Throbbing with fatigue, shivering from the cold, for a
moment Maia could do nothing else but lay in the stone opening and stare along
the rough face of the citadel, looking upward toward an unexpected dark
silhouette, leaning outward, holding onto her rope, eclipsing a portion of
winter's constellations. Maia's
first thought was that Tizbe or the guards must have heard something, come to
investigate, and caught her in the act. Soon they would arrive to take away her
tools, boxes, even the curtains she had unraveled to make rope, leaving her
worse off than before. Then she realized the figure on the loggia was not
calling out, as a guard might. Rather, it began making furtive hand motions.
Maia could make no sense of them in the dark, but understood one thing. The
person gesturing at her was as concerned for silence as she was. CLORV 273 Renna?
Hope flashed, followed by confusion. Her friend's cell lay some distance beyond
and lower down. Unless her fellow inmate had also come up with an inspired,
last-minute plan . . . The
shadowy figure began moving westward along the balustrade, handing Maia's rope
around pillars along the way. On reaching a spot directly overhead, the
silhouette made hand gestures indicating Maia should wait, then vanished for a
few moments. When it returned, something started snaking downward along Maia's
hand-woven cable toward her. Ah,
Maia realized. She didn't like the looks of my workmanship. Well, fine. I'll
use her store-bought one instead. See if I care. In
fact, Maia was relieved. She paused to consider going back inside her cell to
get ... what? There were only four books and the Game of Life set, none of
which she cared much about. Except for the sextant, strapped to her wrist, she
was free of the tyranny of possessions. After
tying the new rope under her shoulders, Maia inched outward until most of her
weight hung from the taut cable. At that point it occurred to her that this
could be a trap. Tizbe might be toying with her, while arranging for her
death-fall to appear part of an escape attempt. The
thought passed as Maia realized, What choice do I have? She
braced her feet against the wall, legs straight, and prepared to start
climbing, stepping upward while pulling hand over hand. Then, to her surprise,
the rope tautened rapidly and she found herself being hauled straight up,
directly and swiftly. There must be a whole gang of them up there, Maia
thought. Or a block and tackle. As the
balcony drew near, she composed her face so as not to show the slightest
chagrin if it turned out to be Tizbe and the guards, after all. I'll fight, she
vowed. I'll break free and take them on a chase they'll never forget. 274 DAVID BRIM Arms
reached down to haul her over the side . . . and Maia's composure broke when
she saw who had helped her. "Kiel!
Thalia!" Her
former cottage-mates at Lerner Hold beamed while freeing her of the rope.
Kiel's dark features split with a broad, white grin. "Surprised?" she
said in a whisper. "You didn't think we'd leave you to rot in this
Perkinite hole, did you?" Maia
shook her head, overwhelmed that she had been remembered after all. "How
did you know where I—" She cut
off, upon seeing that they weren't alone. Standing behind the two var women,
coiling rope over one shoulder, stood ... a man! Beardless and slim for one of
his kind, he smiled at her with an intimacy she found rather forward and disconcerting. A man's
participation helped explain how just three of them could lift her so quickly,
while it raised other questions even more perplexing . . . like what one of his
race was doing so far upland, involving himself in disputes among women. Thalia
chuckled lowly, patting Maia's shoulder. "Let's just say we've been
searching some time. We'll explain later. Now it's time to scoot." She
turned to lead the way. But Maia shook her head, planting her feet and pointing
the other direction. "Not
yet! There's someone else we've got to rescue. Another prisoner!" Thalia
and Kiel looked at each other, then at the man. "I thought there were just
two," Thalia said. "There
were," the man answered. "Maia—" "No!
Come on, I know where she is. Renna—" "Maia.
I'm here." She had
turned and already taken several steps down the dark corridor when the words
cut her short. Maia swiveled, peering past Thalia and Kiel, who stood grinning 275 in
amusement. The man moved toward her, on his face a gentle look of irony. He
lifted his gaze and shrugged in a gesture and expression she abruptly
recognized. Her jaw dropped. "I
should have said something," he told her in a voice that came across
queerly accented. "It slipped my mind that men are the gendered class,
here. That you'd naturally assume 1 was female unless told otherwise. Sorry to
have shocked you. ..." Maia
blinked. In her astonishment, she could barely speak. "You're ... a
man." Renna
nodded. "That's how I've always seen myself. Though here on—" Kiel
hissed. "Come on! Explain later!" Maia
would not move. "What are you talking about?" She demanded. "How
could you have-—" Renna
reached out and took one of Maia's hands. "Truth is, by your standards I'm
probably not even human at all. You may have heard of me. In Caria City they
call me the Visitor. Or the Outsider." A cloud
moved out of the way—or a moon chose that moment to suddenly cast pale light
upon his face, showing its odd proportions. Not so extreme you would have
stopped and stared, on seeing him at a dockside cafe. Still, when you looked
for it, the effect was striking—a lengthi-ness of jaw and a breadth of brow
that seemed somehow unworldly. Nostrils shaped to take in different air. A
stance learned walking on a different world. Maia shivered. "Now
or never!" Thalia urged, taking both of them in tow while Kiel skulked
ahead, scouting for danger in the shadows. Maia stumbled at first, but soon
they picked up the pace and were running past ghostly, empty halls, united by a
need to leave this place of stillborn silences. That's right, Maia realized.
Explanations can wait. For the 276 DAVID B R I >J moment,
she let a rising exhilaration drive out all other feelings. All that mattered
now was the taste of freedom! Later. Later would be soon enough to worry this
puzzle—that her first adult love had turned out to be an alien from the stars. PART 2 Peripatetic's
Log: Stratos
Mission: Arrival
+ 40.957 Ms The
founders of this colony chose an excellent site to conceal their Utopia. Partly
hidden by dust nebulae, orbiting a strange multiple-star system where most
explorers would not bother looking for habitable worlds . . . Stratos must have
seemed ideal to isolate their descendants from the strife and ferment raging
elsewhere in the galaxy. Yet,
the Enemy eventually found them. And now, so have I. ... It is a
testament to their fierce independence that they never tried calling for help
when the foe-ship came. The people of Stratos simply fought the Enemy, and won.
The colonists have reason to be proud. Without direct aid from the Human
Phylum, they countered a surprise attack and annihilated the invaders. Their
victory has become the stuff of legends, altering their social structure even
while seeming to validate it. They
claim this ratifies their secession, obviating any need for alliance with
distant cousins. So far,
in conversations from ship to ground, I've refrained from citing our records,
which mention that very same foe-ship, describing it as a broken ruin, fleeing
the Battle of Taranis to lick its wounds or die. Stratos has never sampled the
full terror stalking the stars. Even in ignorance, it has benefited from
protection by the Phylum. No part lives but in reliance on the others. This
will not be an easy concept to impart, I fear. Some of these Herlandist
radicals seem to find my arrival more traumatic than that of the Enemy, so long
ago. An affront to be ignored if possible. What do
their leaders fear from renewed contact with distant kin? Negotiations
for my long-delayed landing are done at last. They assure me of facilities
adequate to launch my aeroshell back into orbit when the visit is completed, so
there's no need to go auto-mine an asteroid and build an ungainly, all-purpose
craft. Tomorrow I descend to start discussions in person. I have
never been so nervous before a mission. This sub-species
has much to offer. Their bold experiment may enrich humanity. Too bad, as
chance had it, they were rediscovered by a male peripatetic. The omens
might have been
better were I a woman. 13 Maia
was soon disoriented in the stealthy dash through dark corridors and down unlit
stairs. Kiel, who led the way, kept rushing ahead and then causing a bump and
jostle each time she stopped abruptly to use a small penlight, consulting a hand-drawn
map. "Where
did you get that?" Maia whispered at one point, pointing at the vellum
diagram. "A
friend worked on the digging crew. Now be quiet." Maia
took no offense. A few gruff words were nothing compared to what else Kiel and
Thalia had done. Maia's heart was full to bursting that her friends had come
all this way, at untold risks, to rescue her. And
Renna, she reminded herself. As they hurried through the gloomy halls, she
tried not to look at the person she had just seen for the first time, whom she
had beforehand thought she knew so well. A creature from outer space. Perhaps
sensing her discomfort, Renna hung a few paces behind. Maia felt irritated with
him, and with herself, that her feelings were so obvious. "Is he telling
the truth?" she whispered to Thalia, as Kiel consulted her map again near
a meeting of two vast, unlit dormitory chambers. "About being . . . you
know?" 282 DAVID B
R I XJ Thalia
shrugged. "Never know with males. Always goin' on about their travels.
Maybe this one's been farther than most." Maia
wanted to believe Thalia's nonchalance. "You must have suspected something
when you picked up the radio message." "What
radio message?" Thalia asked. As Kiel motioned them forward again, Maia
found her confusion redoubling. She pursued whispered questions as they walked. "If
you didn't get a message, how did you find us?". "Wasn't
easy, virgie. Day after they took you, we tried following the trail. Seemed to
be takin' you east, but then a big gang of sisters from Keally Clan rode up and
drove us off. By the time we circled round, the tracks were cold. Turns out
they pulled a switch over by Flake Rock, so it wasn't east, after all." Maia
shook her head. She had been unconscious or delirious during most of the ride
out from Lerner Hold, so she had no idea how long it had taken. Thalia
grinned. The tall woman's pale face was barely visible in the reflection of
Kiel's swaying beam off stone walls. "Finally, we got wind o' this Seller
creature, comin' upland with an escort. Kiel had a hunch they might be headin'
for this abandoned site. We got some friends together an' managed to tag along
out o' sight. An' here we are." Thalia
made it sound so simple. In fact, it must have involved a lot of sacrifice, not
to mention risk. "Then you didn't come just for ... him?" Maia jerked
her head backward, toward the one taking up the rear. Thalia grimaced. "Ain't
a man a man? It'll drive the Perkies crazy he's gone, though. Reason enough to
take him, at least till the coast. There he can join his own kind." In the
dark, Maia could not read Thalia's features. The L
0 R V 5 Ђ A J 0 XI 283 woman's
tone was tense and perhaps she wasn't telling the whole truth. But the message
was sufficient. "You came for me, after all." Thalia
reached over as they walked, giving Maia's shoulder a squeeze. "What are
var-buddies for? Us against a Lysos-less world, virgie." It was
like a line from that adventure book Maia had read, about stalwart summer women
forging a new world out of the ruins of a brittle, broken yesterday. Suddenly,
Kiel interrupted with a sharp hiss. Their guide covered her light and motioned
for quiet. Silently, almost on tiptoe, they joined her near an intersection,
where their dim corridor crossed another one, more brightly lit. Kiel
cautiously leaned out to peer left, then right. Her breath cut short. "What
is it?" the man asked, catching up from behind, his voice carrying
startlingly. Thalia's hand made a chopping sign and he said no more. Standing
still, they could hear faint sounds—a clinking, a low rattle, voices rising
briefly, then fading to a low murmur. Kiel moved her hands to pantomime that
there were people in sight, some distance down the cross corridor. What
now? Maia worried, a tightness in her throat. Clearly Kiel's map was
incomplete. Would it offer an alternate route? Was there enough time? To
Maia's surprise, Kiel did not motion.for them to turn around. Instead, she took
a deep breath, visibly braced herself, and stepped boldly into the light! Maia
knew it was only her dark-adapted eyes overreacting. Still, when Kiel entered
the wan illumination of the hallway, it was as if she had briefly gone aflame.
How could anyone not notice such a shining presence? But no
one did. The older var glided smoothly across the exposed area without a sound,
reentering darkness in safety on the other side. There was no change in the
mutter of conversation. Thalia took the next turn, trying to 284 DAVID B R I XI imitate
Kiel's liquid, silent stride. Sudden reflection off her pale skin seemed even
more glaringly impossible to ignore, lasting two ponderously long seconds. Then
she, too, was across. Maia
glanced at the man, Renna, who smiled and touched her elbow, urging her to go
ahead. It was a friendly gesture, an expression of confidence, and Maia briefly
hated him for it. She could just make out the two women, dim figures across the
bright intersection, also waiting for her. To Maia, her own heartbeat sounded
loud enough to echo off the rocky walls. She got a grip on herself, flaring her
nostrils, and stepped forward. Time
seemed to telescope, fractional seconds stretching into subjective hours.
Maia's distant feet moved on their own, freeing her to glance right toward a
searing image of bracketed flamelight ... of broken furniture burning in a
chiseled fireplace, while silhouetted figures drank from goblets, leaning over
to watch the arcing fall of dice onto a wooden table. Their cries made Maia's
skin crawl. The
scene was so dazzling, she became disoriented and veered off course to collide
with a sharp corner of the intersection. Thalia had to yank her the rest of the
way into blessed darkness. Maia rubbed where her forehead had struck stone,
blinking to reaccustom her eyes to obscurity. She
looked up quickly. "Renna?" she whispered, casting about. "I'm
here, Maia," came a soft reply. She
turned to her left. The man stood with Kiel a little farther down the dim
hallway. Maia hadn't heard or sensed him cross. Embarrassed by her outburst,
she looked away. This person was not at all like the sage, older woman she had
envisioned. Though there had been no lies, she nonetheless felt betrayed, iLby
nothing else, then by her all-too-human tendency to make assumptions. CLORV 285 Unless
it has to do with the ships or sparking, you just suppose a person is female
till you learn otherwise. I guess that's not very nice. Still
... he should have told me! .Now
she and Thalia took up the rear while Renna and Kiel forged ahead. For the
first time, Maia noticed that the man was carrying a small blue pouch at his
belt and something much larger strapped across his back. A slim case of
burnished metal. A Game
of Life set, she realized. Oh, he's a man, all right! I was
such an idiot, picturing some noble savant who'd figured out how to send such
clever messages out of pure resourcefulness. I don't suppose those tricks were
difficult for a man who's spent his whole life playing the game. It was
obvious enough, now. But trapped in her cell with only clicks in the night for
company, she had been looking more through wishes than reason. How strange, to
feel a sense of mourning for a friend who stood just a few meters away, alive,
healthy, and, for the moment, free. Yet the Renna Maia had imagined was dead,
as surely as Leie. This new Renna was an unwelcome replacement. Unfair?
Maia knew it. LIFE'S
unfair. So? Find Lysos and sue her. Minutes
later, Kiel led them to a narrow door where she knocked twice. The wooden
portal swung open, revealing a stocky blonde woman holding a crowbar like a weapon.
The door showed signs of damage, its lock-hasp pried away, a broken padlock on
the floor. "Got
'em?" the gate guardian asked. She was tall, rangy, fair-haired, and
tough-looking. Kiel only nodded. "Come on," Thalia said, leading the
way down another short flight of stairs. Maia smelled the night even before a
chill wind touched her skin. It had a freshness she had never felt from the
open window of her cell. Then they were outside, under the stars. 286 DAVID B
R 1 XI From
the postern gate they stepped onto a broad stone porch, just one meter above
the level of the plain. Kiel strode to the edge, brought her fingers to her
mouth, and whistled the call of a gannen bird. From the darkness came a
trilling reply, like an echo, followed by the sound of hoofbeats. The tall
blonde pushed the door back into place as four women came riding up, each
holding the reins of one or two spare mounts. Unleashing
bundles tied to the back of one animal, Thalia thrust into Maia's hands a rough
wool coat, which she gratefully slipped on. She was still buttoning when Kiel
took her arm and motioned toward the edge of the platform, where a sash-horse
had been brought alongside. Moonlight glistened along the beast's striped
flanks as it snorted, blew and stamped. Maia couldn't help cringing a bit. Her
riding experience had been confined to tame beasts guided by skilled Trevor
wranglers, hired for springtime outings so Lamai summerlings could check one
more item off their mothers' "life-preparation" syllabus as quickly and
cheaply as possible. "He
won't bite, virgie," the woman holding the bridle said, laughing. Pride
overcame apprehension, and Maia managed to grab the saddle horn without
trembling. Slipping her left foot into the stirrup, she swung astride. The
horse danced, testing her weight. She reached over to accept the reins, feeling
elated when the creature did not bolt the next instant. Relieved, Maia bent to
pat its neck. "What
the hell is that?" They
were gruff words of protest. Maia turned to see the man, Renna, pointing at the
beast in front of him. Kiel came alongside and touched his arm, as if to ease
his fears. "It's
a horse. We use them here for riding and—" CLORV 5 Ј A 5 0 XI 287 Renna
cocked his head. "I know what a horse is. I meant, what's that thing on
its back?" "On
its back? Why . . . that's a saddle, where you ride." Perplexed,
he shook his head. "That blocky thing's a saddle? Why is it different than
the others?" All the
women, even Maia, burst out laughing. She couldn't help it. The question was so
incongruous, so unexpected. Maybe he was from outer space, after all! Renna's
look of confused consternation only made her giggle more, covering her mouth
with her free hand. Kiel,
too, tried to conceal mirth. "Naturally, it's a sidesaddle. I know you'd
prefer a wagon or palanquin, but we just haven't got . . ." The woman
stopped in mid-sentence and stared. "What are you doing?" Renna
had jumped off the porch and was reaching underneath the mount selected for
him. "Just . . . making a slight . . . adjustment," he grunted.
"There." To
Maia's astonishment, the bulky, cushioned saddle slid sideways and tumbled to
the ground. Then, even more surprisingly, the man took the horse's mane in his
hands and, in a single bound, leaped aboard straddle-wise, like a woman! The
others reacted with audible gasps. Maia winced at an involuntary twinge in her
loins. "How
can you—" Thalia started to ask, dry-mouthed. "Stirrups
would be nice," he interrupted. "But we can take turns riding
bareback till we rig something up. Now, let's get the hell out of here," Kiel
blinked. "Are you sure you know what you're—" In
answer, Renna flicked the reins and set his mount cantering, then trotting
toward the place where the sun had set hours ago. The direction of the sea. As
they stared after him, he let out a cry of such exultation that Maia felt a
thrill. The man had given voice to what wanted out of her own lungs. Amazement
gave way to pure joy as she, too, dug in her heels. Her mount complied
willingly, has- 288 DAVID BRIM CLORV 56AJOXI 289 tening
on the same bearing, kicking dust toward the memory of her imprisonment. The.
escape party didn't take the direct route to safety, toward the outlet of Long
Valley. The Perkinites would surely look there first. Kiel and the others had a
plan. After that initial exuberant trot, the caravan settled into a brisk but
deliberate walk, roughly south by southwest. About
an hour after departure, there came a faint sound in the distance behind them.
A low clanging. Turning around, Maia saw the thin, moonlit, rocky spire where
she had been jailed, by now diminished with distance and beginning to sink into
the horizon. High along its dark flank, several bright pinpoints told of
windows coming alight. "Bloody
moonset!" Kiel cursed, clucking to her mount and setting a quicker pace.
"I was hoping we'd have till morning. Let's make tracks." Kiel
didn't speak figuratively, Maia soon realized. The band kept purposely to open
ground, where speed was good but the horses' hooves also left easily-followed
impressions. "It's part of our plan, so's to make the Perkies lazy,"
Thalia explained as they rode along. "We have a trick in mind. Don't
worry." "I'm
not," Maia replied. She was too happy to be concerned. After running the
horses for a while, they halted, and the tall, rough-looking blonde rose high
in her stir-raps to aim a spyglass rearward. "No sign of-anyone breathin'
down our necks," she said, collapsing the tube again. The pace slowed
then, to keep their mounts from tiring. Prompted
by a brief query from Thalia, asking how she had been treated in prison, Maia
found herself spilling whole run-on paragraphs about her arrival at the stony
citadel, about the terrible .cooking of the Guel jailers, how i awful
it had been to spend Autumn End Day in a place like that, and how she never
hoped to see the insides of a man sanctuary again. She knew she was jabbering,
but if Thalia and the others seemed amused, she didn't care. Anyone would
jabber after such a sudden reversal of fortunes, from despair to excitement,
with the fresh air of freedom filling her lungs like an intoxicant. There
followed another period of quick trotting and more brisk walking. Soon a lesser
moon—Aglaia—rose to join Durga in the sky, and someone started humming a
sailor's chantey in greeting. Another woman pitched in with words, singing a
rich, mellow contralto. Maia eagerly joined the chorus. "Oh
How, ye winds of the western sea, And blow ye winds, heigh-ho! Give poor
shipmen clemency, And blow, ye winds, heigh ho!" After
listening a few rounds, Renna added his deeper tenor to the refrain, which
sounded appropriate for a sailing ballad. He caught Maia's eye at one point,
winking, and she found herself smiling back shyly, not terribly displeased. More
songs followed. It soon grew clear to Maia that there was a division among the
women. Kiel and Thalia and one other—a short brunette named Kau—were city-bred,
sophisticated, with Kiel clearly the intellectual leader. At one point, all
three of them joined in a rousing anthem whose verses were decidedly political. "Oh,
daughters of the storm assemble, What seems set in stone can still be changed!
Who will care whom you resemble, When the order of life is rearranged?" 290 DAVID B R I KJ Maia
recalled the melody from those nights sharing a cottage at Lerner Hold,
listening to the clandestine radio station. The lyrics conveyed an angry,
forceful resolve to upset the present order, making a determined break with the
past. The other four women knew this song, and lent support to the chorus. But
there was a sense of restraint, as if they disagreed in some parts, while
thinking the verses too soft in others. When their turn came again, the others
once more chose songs Maia knew from school and creche. Traditional ballads of
adventure. Songs of magic lamps and secret treasures. Of warm hearths left
behind. Of revealed talents, and wishes coming true. The melodies were more
comforting, even if the singers weren't. From their accents and features, she
guessed the two shorter, stockier ones must be from the Southern Isles,
legendary home of reavers and sharp traders, while the other two, including the
rangy blonde, spoke with the sharp twang typical of this part of Eastern
Continent. Maia learned the blonde was named Baltha, and seemed to be the
leader of the four. All
told, it seemed a tough, confident bunch of vars. They had no apparent fear,
even if by some chance Tizbe Beller and her guards caught up with them. The
singing died down before their next break to adjust tack and trade mounts.
After resuming, for a while everyone was quiet, allowing the metronome rhythm
of the horses' hooves to make low, percussive music of an earthier nature. No
longer distracted, Maia took greater note of the cold. Her fingers were especially
sensitive, and she wound up keeping her hands in the pockets of the thick coat,
holding the reins through layers of cloth. Renna
trotted ahead to ride next to Kiel, causing some muttering among the other
women. Baltha was openly disapproving. "No
business a man ridin' like that," she said, watch- L
O R Y S Ј A 5 O XI 291 ing
from behind as Renna jounced along, legs straddling his mount. "It's kinda
obscene." "Seems
he knows what he's doing," Thalia said. "Gives me chills watchin',
though. Even now that he's got a normal saddle. Can't figure how he doesn't
cripple himself." Baltha
spat on the ground. "Some things men just oughtn't be let to do." "Right,"
one of the stocky southerners added. "Horses were made for women. Obvious
from how we're built an' men aren't. Lysos meant it that way." Maia
shook her head, unsure what to think. Later, when happenstance appeared to
bring her alongside Renna's mount, the man turned to her and said in a low
voice, "Actually, these animals aren't much different than ones I knew on
Earth. A bit stockier, and this weird striping. I think the skull's bigger, but
it's hard to recall." Maia
blinked in surprise. "You're . . . from Earth? The real . . . ?" He
nodded, a wistful expression on his face. "Long ago and far away. I know,
you thought maybe Florentina, or some other nearby system. No such luck, I'm
afraid. "What
I meant, though, is that your friends back there are wrong. Half the worlds in
the Human Phylum have horse variants, some much stranger than these. Women ride
more often than men, it's true. But this is- the first time I've heard it said
males aren't built for it!" He laughed. "Now that you mention it, I
guess it does seem strange we don't hurt ourselves." "You
heard all that?" Maia asked. At the time, she'd thought he was too far
ahead. He
tapped one of his ears. "Thicker atmosphere than my birthworld, by
far..Carries sound better. I can hear whispers quite some distance, though it
also means I get splitting headaches when people shout. You won't tell, will
you?" 292 DAVID B R I XI He
winked for the second time that night, and Maia's sense of alienation
evaporated. In an instant he was just another harmless, friendly sailor, on
winter leave after a long voyage. His confidential disclosure was natural, an
expression of trust based on the fact that they had known each other and shared
secrets before. Maia
looked up at the starry vault. "Point to Earth," she asked. Rising
in his stirrups, Renna searched the sky. At last he settled back down.
"Sorry. If we're still awake near morning, I should be able to find the
Triffid. Sol is near its left eye-stalk. Of course, most of the nearer stars of
the Phylum are hidden behind the God's Brow nebula—what you call the Claw—-just
east of the Triffid." "You
know a lot about our sky, for someone who's been here less than a year." Renna
let out a sigh. His expression grew heavier. "You have long years, on
Stratos." Maia
sensed it might be better for the moment to refrain from further questions.
Renna's face, which had appeared youthful on first sight, now seemed troubled
and weary. He's older than he looks, she realized. How old would you have to
be, to travel as far as he has? Even if they have freezers on starships, and
move dose to the speed of light. She couldn't
put all the blame for her ignorance on Lamatia's selective education. Such
subjects had always seemed far removed from matters she had expected to concern
her. Not.for the first time, Maia wondered, Why did we virtually abandon space?
Did Lysos plan it that way? Maybe to help make sure no one found us again? If so,
it must have only made for a worse shock to the savants and councillors and
priestesses in Caria, when the Visitor Ship entered orbit, last winter. They
must have been thrown into utter chaos. This
has to be what that old bird was talking about, on the tele in Lanargh! Maia
realized. Renna must have already been CLORV J Ј A J O XI 293 kidnapped
then. Tliey were putting out feelers, trying to find him without disturbing the
public. Maia
knew what Leie's thought would be, at this point. The reward! It must
be what Thalia and Kiel and the others are after. Of course Thalia had been
lying, back in the sanctuary corridors. They hadn't come for her, after all. Or
at least not her alone. Their main objective must have been Renna all along,
which explained the sidesaddle. Why else bring such a thing all this way,
unless to fetch a man? Not
that she blamed them. Maia was accustomed to being •unimportant. That they had
bothered to spring her, as well, was enough to win her gratitude. And Thalia's
attempt to lie about it had been sweet. The
open plain ended abruptly when they arrived at broken ravine country similar to
the type Maia remembered, where Lerner Clan dug their ores and spilled slag
from their foundry. She guessed this was much farther north and east, but the
contours were similar—tortured eroded canyons crossing the prairie like scars
of some ancient fight. Carefully, the party dropped into the first set of
narrow washes, descending past nesting sites where bur-rower colonies made
vain, threatening noises to drive the humans and horses away. The chirruping
sounds grew triumphant as their efforts seemed to work, and the threat passed. Baltha
took over navigating the increasingly twisty maze where, at some points, only
the topmost sixty degrees or so of sky were visible, making for slow going even
after two oil lanterns were lit. A halt
was called by a shallow, gurgling stream and everyone dismounted, some
gingerly. None more so than the man, who hissed and rubbed his legs, walking
out stiffness. Baltha's colleagues nodded knowingly. In fact, though, only
embarrassment kept Maia from hobbling about just like him. Instead, she
stretched surreptitiously, 294 DAVID BRIM behind
her horse. Nearby, the leaders gathered round a lantern. "This
must be the place," Kiel said, jabbing a map sketched onto lambskin, so
much tougher than paper. Baltha shook her head. "Another stream, a klick
or so on. I'll tell ya when." "You're
sure? We wouldn't want to miss—" "Won't,"
the tall blonde said, curtly. "Now let's mount. Wastin' time." Maia
saw Thalia and Kiel look at each other dubiously after Baltha left. "Comes
off knowin' the place like her own back-hand." Thalia muttered. "Now
how would that be? Only Perkinites grow up 'round here." Kiel
made a cautioning sign to her friend. "One thing for sure. That's no damn
Perkinite." Thalia
shrugged as Kiel rolled up the map. "There's worse," she said under
her breath. When the two of them walked past Maia, Thalia gave her a tousle on
the top of her head. The gesture would have seemed patronizing if there hadn't
been something like genuine affection in it. With
the elation of escape starting to fade into physical fatigue, Maia realized,
There's more going on here than I thought. I'd better start paying closer
attention. Half an
hour later, they reached another stream under looming canyon walls. This time,
Baltha signaled for everyone to guide their mounts into the shallow watercourse
before she spoke. "We
split up here. Riss, Herri, Blene, an' Kau will go on toward Demeterville,
making tracks and confusing the trail. Maia, you'll go too. The rest'll wade
upstream about two klicks before heading west, then south. We'll meet sou'west
of Clay Town on the seventh, if Lysos guides us." Maia
stared at the strangers she had been told to ac- C L o R
V 295 company,
and felt a frisson course her spine. "No," she said emphatically.
"I want to go with Kiel and Thalia." Baltha
glowered. "You'll go where you're told." Panic
welled and Maia's chest was tight. It felt like a repetition of her separation
from Leie, when they parted in Lanargh for the last time, on separate ships. A
certainty overwhelmed her that once out of sight, she would never see her
friends again. "I
won't! Not after all that!" She jerked one hand in the direction of the
prison tower that so recently held her in its grip. Maia turned to her friends
for support, but they wouldn't meet her eyes. "The upstream party ought to
be small as possible . . ." Kiel tried to explain. But Maia learned more
from the woman's uneasy demeanor. This was arranged in advance, she realized.
They don't want me along while they escape with their precious alien! A heavy
resignation swarmed into Maia's heart, overwhelming even her burning
resentment. "Maia
comes with us." It was
Renna. Maneuvering his horse next to hers, he went on. "Your plan counts
on our pursuers following an easy trail to the larger party, while we others
make our getaway. That's fine for me. Thanks. But not so good for Maia when
they catch up." "The
girl's just a larva," Baltha retorted. "They don't care about her.
Probably aren't even looking for her." Renna
shook his head. "You want to risk her freedom on a bet like that? Forget
it. I won't let her be taken back to that place." Through
surging emotion, Maia saw a silent interplay among the women. They had thought
of Renna as a commodity, but now he was asserting himself. Men might rank low
on the Stratos social ladder, nevertheless 'they stood higher than most vars.
Moreover, most of these vars must have served on ships, at one time or another.
It 296 DAVID B
R I XI surely
influenced matters that Renna had a well-cultivated "captain's
voice." Kiel
shrugged. Thalia turned and grinned at Maia. "Okay by me. Glad to have you
with us, virgie." Baltha
cursed lowly, accepting the swing of consensus, but not gracefully. The rangy
blonde brought her mount over near her friends, who were taking the other
route, and leaned over to clasp forearms with them. In a similar manner, Thalia
and Kiel embraced Kau. The parties separated then, Baltha carefully swiveling
her mount down the center of the current. Taking the rear, Maia and Renna
called farewell to their benefactors, who had already begun climbing a thin
trail up the next canyon wall. One of them—Maia couldn't make out who—lifted a
hand to wave back, then the four women disappeared around a bend. "Thank
you," Maia said to Renna softly, as their mounts sloshed slowly along. Her
voice still felt thick from that moment of surprise and upset. "Hey,"
the man said with a smile. "We castaways have to hang together, right?
Anyway, you seem like a tough pal to have along, if trouble's ahead." Of
course he was jesting with her. But only partly, she realized with some
surprise. He really did seem glad, even relieved, that she was coming with him. Traveling
single file, they fell into silence, letting the horses pick a careful path
along the uneven streambed. Fortunately, they were out of the wind. But the
surrounding winter-chilled rocks seemed to suck heat right out of the air. Maia
put her hands under her armpits, squeezing the coat tight, exhaling breath that
turned into visible fog. Anyway, it was reassuring knowing that each minute put
more distance behind them. The escape plan was a risky one, counting on panic
and excessive haste on the part of their pursuers. True professionals—like the
Shel-don clan of hunters back in Port Sanger—wouldn't be CLORV 56ASOXI 297 fooled
by so simple a trick. Maia hadn't heard of tracking skill being much famed
among Long Valley's farmers, but it was still an assumption. Even if
they slipped their immediate pursuers, they remained surrounded by enemies. Few
places on Stratos were politically more homogeneous than this upland colony of
extremists, with allied Perkinite clans stretching all the way to Grange Head.
Once aroused by the news, there would be posses and mobs swarming after them
from all directions. Maia
thought she could now see the big picture ... how desperate the Perkinites must
be. Much more, was involved than their radical plan to use a drug to promote
winter sparking. The hive matriarchies of Long Valley had become involved in a
far more brazen scheme: kidnapping the Interstellar Visitor—Renna—right out of
the hands of the council in Caria City. It was a risky endeavor. But how better
to reduce, maybe eliminate, the chance of restored contact with the Hominid
Phylum? Nothing
would make extreme Perkinites crazier than having the sky open up. Spaceships
calling regularly from those old worlds of "animal rut and sexual
tyranny." Worlds where fully half of the inhabitants are men. Half. Despite-having
read those lurid novels, it was hard to picture. What, in the name of Lysos,
did a world need with so many extra males? Even if they were quiet and
well-behaved most of the time, which she doubted, there were only so many tasks
a man could be trusted with! What was there for them to do? Contact
would change Stratos forever, polluting it with alien ideas, alien ways.
Despite her hatred of those who had imprisoned her, Maia wondered if they might
not have a point. She
found herself reacting tensely again, when Renna maneuvered his mount
alongside. But all he had for her 298 DAVID R 1 XJ was a
smile and a question about the name of a species of shrub that clung
tenaciously to the canyon walls. Maia answered, guessing it related to a type
found at the Orthodox temple in Grange Head. She couldn't tell him whether it
was a purely native life-form or descended from bio-engineered Earth varieties,
released by the Founders. "I'm
trying to get an idea how introduced forms were designed to fit in, and how
much adaptation took place afterward. You have some pretty sophisticated
ecologists at the university, but figures are hardly a substitute for getting
out and seeing for yourself." Although
they were hard to make out in the dim starlight, his features seemed revived
from the earlier moodi-ness. Maia found herself wondering if his eyes would
shine strange colors by day, or if his skin, which she had only seen in lantern
or moonlight, would turn out to be some weird, exotic shade. Perhaps
it was a mistake to interpret an alien's facial expressions by past experience,
but Renna seemed excited to be here, away from cities and savants and,
especially, his prison cell, finally exploring the surface of Stratos itself.
It was contagious. "All
told, it seems your Founders were pretty good designers, .making clever changes
in the humans, plants, and animals they set down here, before fitting them into
the ecosystem. They made some mistakes of course. That's hardly unusual.
..." It felt
blasphemous, hearing an outsider say such things. Perkinites and other
heretics, were known to criticize some of the choices made by Lysos and the
other Founders, but never before had Maia heard anyone speak this way about
their competence. ".
. . Time has erased most of the errors, by extinction or adaptation. It's been
long enough for things to settle down, at least among the lower life-forms." CLORV SEASON 299 -
"Well, after all, it's been hundreds of years," Maia responded. Renna
tilted his head. "Is that how long you think humans have lived on
Stratos?" Maia
frowned. "Um . . . sure. I mean, I don't remember an exact figure. Does it
matter?" He
looked at her in a way she found odd. "I suppose not. Still, that fits
with the way your calendars . . ." Renna shook his head. "Never mind.
Say, is that the sextant you told me about? The one you used to correct my
latitude figures?" Maia
glanced at her wrist and the little instrument wrapped in its leather case.
Renna was being kind again. Her improvements to his coordinates, back in jail,
had been minimal. "Would you like to see it?" she asked, unstrapping
the sextant and holding it toward him. He
handled it carefully, first using his fingertips to trace the engraved zep'lin
design on the brass cover, then unfolding and delicately experimenting with the
sighting arms. "Very nice tool," he commented. "Handmade, you
say? I'd love to see the workshop." Maia
shivered at the thought. She had seen enough of male sanctuaries. "Is
this the dial you use for adjusting azimuth?" he asked. "Azimuth?
Oh, you mean star-height. Of course, you need a good horizon ..." Soon
they were immersed in talk about the art of navigation, picking their way
through a maze of terms inherited from altogether different traditions—his
using complex machines to cross unimaginable emptiness, and hers from a
heritage of countless lives spent refining rules learnt the hard way, battling
the elements on Stratos's capricious seas. Renna spoke respectfully of
techniques that she knew had to seem primitive, in view of how far he had 300 DAVID BRIN come—from
those very lights Maia used as guideposts in the sky. Sometimes,
when a moon cleared the canyon walls to shine directly on his face, Maia was
struck by a subtle difference which seemed suddenly enhanced. The long shadow
of his cheekbone, or the way, in dim light, his pupils seemed to open wider
than normal for Stratoin eyes. Would she have even noticed if she didn't
already know who, or what, he was? \ They cut short the discussion when
Baltha called a break. Their guide indicated a path to take their tired mounts
onto a stony beach, where the party dismounted and spent some time rubbing and
drying the horses' feet and ankles, restoring circulation to parts numbed by
cold water. It was hard labor, and Renna soon stripped off his coat. Maia could
feel heat radiating from his body as he worked nearby. She remembered the
sailors on the Wotan, whose powerful torsos always seemed so spendthrift of
energy, wasting half of what they ate and drank in sweat and radiation. As cold
as she was, especially in her fingers and toes, Renna's nearby presence was
rather pleasant. She felt tempted to draw closer, strictly to share the warmth
he squandered so freely. Even the inevitable male odor wasn't so bad. Renna
stood up, a puzzled expression on his face. Scanning the sky, his eyes narrowed
and his brows came together in a furrow. Only as Maia rose to come alongside
did she begin to notice something as well, a soft sound from overhead, like the
distant buzzing of a swarm of bees. "There!"
he shouted, pointing to the west, just above the rim of the canyon. Maia
tried to sight along his arm. "Where? I can't . . . Oh!" She had
seldom seen flying machines, even by daylight. Port Sanger's small airfield was
hidden beyond hills, CLORV J6AJOXI 301 with
flight paths chosen not to disturb city dwellers. Not counting the weekly mail
dirigible, true aircraft came only a few times a year. But what else could
those lights be? Maia counted two . . . three pairs of winking pinpoints
passing overhead as the delayed rumbling peaked and then followed the glitters
eastward. "Cy
must've heard!" Renna shouted, as the canyon cut off sight of the moving
stars. "She got through to Groves. They've come for us!" For
you, don't you mean? Maia thought. Still, she was glad, intensely glad. This
certainly verified Renna's importance, for Caria to have sent such a force so
far, impinging on the sovereignty of Long Valley Commonwealth, and even risking
a fight. Baltha,
Thalia, and Kiel refused to even consider turning back. "But
it's a rescue party! Surely they've come with enough force to—" "That's
good," Kiel agreed. "It'll distract the bitches. Keep them off our
trail. Maybe they'll be so busy scrapping and arguing, we'll have smooth
sailing to the coast." Maia
saw what was going on. Kiel and her friends had invested a lot in rescuing
Renna. Apparently, they weren't about to hand him over to a platoon of
policewomen, who could claim they would have had him free tonight anyway. Far
better from Kiel's point of view to deliver him personally to a magistrate at
Grange Head, where their success would be indisputable and the reward
guaranteed. .Maia
saw Renna consider. Would the women try to stop him if he turned around by
himself? A male's strength might not compensate much for the world-wise
ferocity of Baltha, who looked like a born fighter and was never far from her
effective-looking crowbar. The match was doubly dubious in winter, when male
tempers ebbed toward nadir. Renna's odds would improve with Maia by 1 302 DAVID B
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side, but she wasn't sure she could bring herself to fight Thalia and Kiel. Anyway,
suppose he did turn around. Tizbe wouldn't have waited long to set out on their
trail. Even if the prison-citadel was taken by Carian forces, Renna and Maia
were likely to stumble into the Beller and her guards on the open prairie.
They'd only be captured and taken to another hole, probably far worse than the
one they had just left. We
really haven't got much choice, Maia realized. Still,
in that moment her loyalties crystallized. She moved to stand next to Renna,
ready to support whatever he decided. There was a long pause while the drone of
engines faded gradually to a whisper, and then nothing. At last, the man
shrugged. "All
right, let's ride." Peripatetic's
Log: Stratos
Mission: Arrival
+ 40.157 Ms Cj
complained about having to use archaic codes to guide my shuttle down the
ancient landing beam. I was too nervous to be sympathetic. "Who had to
learn an entirely new language?" I groused, while white flame licked the
viewing ports and a heavy atmosphere tried to crush my cocoon like a grape in a
vice. "It's supposedly a dialect based on Florentinan, but they have parts
of speech nobody's seen before—feminine, masculine, neuter, and clonal . . .
with redundancy cases, declensions, and drift-stop participles ..." • I was jabbering
to stave off raw terror. Even that diversion vanished when Cy asked me to shut
up, letting her concentrate
on getting me down in one piece. That left nothing to do except listen to the
shrieking-hot wind against the hull plates, centimeters from my ear. Normal
landings are bad. But I had never heard sounds like these. Stratoins breathe
air thick enough to swim in. It
being summer when the Council finally voted permission to land, aurorae
followed me down—curtains of electricity tapped into magnetic coils streaming
off the red sun's dwarf companion. I was headed for low latitudes, but even so,
ribbons of ionic lightning caused sparks to crackle along a console,
uncomfortably near my arm. Ballistic
crisis passed. Soon the lander was cutting tunnels through vast water-vapor
clouds, then turning in a braking swoop over a quilt of dark forests and bright
meadows. Finally, a riverside gleam led to clear signs of habitation and
industry. For most of a Terran year, I had looked on this terrain from space,
half-dead from the ennui of waiting. Now I pressed the window, drinking in the
loveliness of Stratos ... the somber luster of native vegetation and more
luminous greens of Earth-derived life, the shimmer of her multicolored lakes,
the atmospheric refraction which gives every horizon a subtle, concave bend.
Hills rose to surround me. With a final stall that set my stomach spinning, Cy
set the shuttle rolling across twenty hectares of pavement, split here and
there by shoots of intruding grass. By the time the shuttle cooled enough to
let down a narrow ramp, a welcoming party was already waiting. I
imagine their embroidered gowns would have fetched magnates' prices on
Pleasence, or even Earth. Of the
five middle-aged women, none smiled. They kept their distance as I descended,
and when we exchanged bows. No one offered to shake hands. I've
had warmer receptions . . . and far worse. Two of the women identified
themselves as members of the reigning council. A third wore clerical robes and
raised her arms to make what sounded like a cautious blessing. The remaining
pair were university dons I'd already spoken with by videx. Savant lolanthe,
who seemed cautiously guarded, with sharply evaluating gray eyes, and Savant
Melonni, who had seemed friendly during the long negotiations, but now kept
well back, regarding me like a specimen of some rare and rather dubious
species. One with a reputation for biting. During
the months spent peering in frustration from orbit, I've seen how most
settlements rely on wind and solar and animal power for transport—fully in line
with what I know of Lysian-Herlandist ideology. Industrialized regions make
some use of combustion-powered land craft, however, and I was shown to a
comfortable car equipped with a hydro gen-oxygen engine. To my amazement,
nearly everything else, from chassis to furnishings, was crafted out of finely
carved wood! I later surmised that this doesn't just reflect the planet's
comparative poverty in metals. It is a statement of some sort. I sat
alone in one compartment, isolated from the others by a pane of glass. Which
was just as well. My intestines complained noisily from prelanding treatments
and, despite having spent several megaseconds acclimatizing to a simulated
Stratos atmosphere, my lungs labored audibly mf in the in the
heavy air. An assault of strange odors kept me busy stifling sneezes, and the
carbon dioxide partial pressure triggered recurrent yawns. I must have been a
sight to behold. • Yet,
none of that seemed to matter in my elation to be down at last! This seems such
a sophisticated, dignified world and folk, especially in comparison to what I
met on Digby, or on godforsaken Heaven. I'm certain we can reach an
understanding. As our
vehicle reached the edge of the landing field, escorts fell in ahead and behind
. . . squadrons of finely-arrayed cavalry, making a splendid show in glittering
cuirasses and helmets. The impression of uniformity and discipline was enhanced
when I saw that the unit consisted entirely of tall women from a single family
of Stratoin clones, identical down to each shiny button and lock of hair. The
soldiers looked formidable. My first close view of clan specialization in
action. On
leaving the landing area, we passed the other part of the spaceport, the
launching facility, with its ramps and booster rails for sending cargoes
skyward, which must eventually carry my own shuttle, when the time comes to
depart. I saw
no sign of activity. Through an intercom, one of the scholars explained that
the facility was fully functional. "Carefully preserved for occasional
use," she said with a blithe wave of one hand. I could
not imagine what the word "occasional" meant to these people. But the
word left me uneasy. 14 Ocean
surrounded her, threatening to engulf her. She clung to a splintered, oily
timber, bobbing and jerking as contrary waves fought to possess it. Rain fell
in blinding sheets, angled by gale-driven winds. In the distance, she watched a
sailing vessel glide away, slicing through towering swells, ignoring her calls,
her pleas to turn back. On the
deck of the departing ship, a girl stared in her direction, blindly, unseeing. The
girl had her own face. ... Dread
welled up. Maia wanted to escape. But dreams had a way of trapping her by
making her forget there was a "real" world to flee to. It took a
whisper of true sound intruding on the dreamscape, to provide something to
follow upward, outward, toward consciousness. She
wondered muzzily how she came to be lying here, wrapped in a scratchy woolen
blanket, stretched upon gritty ground. Stone canyon walls felt like her jail
cell, cold and enclosing, and the low clouds hung overhead like a dour ceiling.
She propped up on one elbow, rubbing her eyes, looking at the leftover embers
of a tiny campfire, then at the tethered horses, browsing shrubs down to bare 308 DAVID B
R I XI twigs
over by the stream. Two curled forms lay close enough to offer warmth on one
side. From glimpses of unkempt hair poking from the blanket rolls, she
recognized Thalia and Kiel and relaxed a bit, recalling she was among friends.
Maia smiled, thinking once more about what they had done, rescuing her from the
pit where Tizbe Beller and the Joplands and Lerners had consigned her. Turning
to her other side, Maia saw two empty blankets that had been thrown back, their
occupants gone. The nearest bedroll was still slightly warm to touch. That
person's departure must have been what vexed her sleep, pulling her from
disturbing dreams and memories of Leie. Oh,
yes. Renna. The Outsider had been a welcome heat source in the chill before
dawn, when they had collapsed in exhaustion from their hard ride. Sight of his
blue pouch and Game of Life set reassured her that he wasn't gone for good. The big
blonde, Baltha, had been sleeping just beyond. Maia lay back, staring at the
sky. Why would both of them get up at the same time? Did it matter? It wouldn't
be hard to slip back into slumber . . . and hopefully dream better dreams. ... A faint
clatter—pebbles rolling down a slope—banished sleep and crystallized intent as
she sat up. Slipping on her shoes, Maia crawled away from Thalia's still form
before standing and walking toward the source of the sound, somewhere upstream,
where the surrounding bluffs had crumbled to give way to sloping ground. A
flash of movement caught her eye, rounding the nearest hillock. She headed in
that direction and was soon clambering over boulders, washed ice-smooth by
successive summer floods. The
widening canyon offered less shelter from the cold. Maia exhaled fog and her
fingertips grew numb from grabbing handholds lined with frost. A vaguely
familiar scent made her nostrils flare, drawing her back to winters q L o R
V J Ј A S o xi 309 in
Lamatia Hold, when Leie used to throw open the shutters on wintry mornings,
thumping her chest, and inhaling the frigid air while Maia complained and
burrowed in the covers. The unbeckoned memory brought a faint, sad smile as she
climbed. Maia
stopped, listened. There was a scrape, a stone rattling downslope somewhere
ahead and to her right. The way looked tricky. She paused, feeling torn between
curiosity and a growing awareness of her replete bladder. Now that she was
fully awake, it did seem a bit pointless, following people who were obviously
out doing what she herself ought to find a place and do. Let's just take care
of business, eh? She began casting about for a convenient niche out of the
wind. The
first spot she tried already had an occupant. Or occupants. A hissing squeal
made Maia jump back in fright as a living rainbow flapped at her. She hurriedly
retreated from the crevice where a mother zim-skimmer was tending its young—a
cluster of tiny gasbags that inflated and deflated rapidly, wheezing in
imitation of their belligerent dam. Smaller cousins of zoor-floaters, the
skimmers had much worse temperaments, and poison quills that fended off
Earth-descended birds seeking their tender flesh. The spines caused fierce
allergic rashes, if a human was unlucky enough to brush one. Maia backed away,
eyeing the deceptively diaphanous forms. Once safely out of sight, she turned
and hurried along the half trail. That
was when, rounding a corner, she caught sight of someone just ahead. Baltha. The
tall woman squatted, peering over a set of boulders at something downslope, out
of Maia's view. On the ground beside the var lay a small camp spade and a
lidded wooden box, small enough to cover with one hand. While Baltha stared
ahead intently, she idly reached out to brush 310 DAVID B
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0 R V J Ј A J O HI 311 a
nearby rock, then brought her fingers to her face, sniffing. Maia
blinked. Of course. She scanned the ledges closest to her and saw, amid thin
patches of normal white snow, streaks that shone with a diamondlike glitter.
Glory frost. It's winter, all right. The march of seasons had more effect on
high, stratospheric winds than on the massive bulk of sea and land and air
below. Varieties of turbulence unknown on other worlds recycled water vapor
through ionic fluxes until an adenated ice formed. Occasionally, the crystals
made their way to ground in soft, predawn "hazes, as unique a sign of
winter as Wengel Star's flamboyant aurorae were to summer. Maia stretched
toward the nearest sprinkling of glory frost. Static charge drew the shiny
pseudogems to her fingertips, which tingled despite their morning numbness.
Purple and golden highlights sparkled under innumerable facets as she turned
them in the light. A visible vapor of sublimation rose from the points of
contact. In
winters past, whenever glory had appeared on their sill, Maia and Leie used to
giggle and try inhaling or tasting the fine, luminescent snow. The first time,
she, not her sister, had been the bold one. "They say it's just for
grown-ups," Leie had said nervously, parroting the mothers' lessons. Of
course that only made it more enticing. The
effects were disappointing. Other than a faint fizzing sensation that tickled
the nose, the twins never felt anything abnormal or provocative. But I'm
older now, Maia reflected, watching her body heat turn fine powder into steam.
There was something faintly different about the aroma, this time. At least, she
could swear . . . A sound
sent her ducking for cover. It was a low whistling. A man—Renna, of
course—could be heard tramping some distance away. Soon he came into sight, emerging
from one of the countless side tributaries that would feed the river during the
rainy season. He, too, carried a camp shovel and a bundle of takawq leaves,
making the purpose of his errand obvious. Why did
he go so Jar from camp, then? Maia wondered. Is he that shy? And why
is Baltha spying on him? Maybe
the tall var feared the Outsider would run away, trying to contact the Caria
City forces that flew over last night. If so, Baltha must be relieved to see
Renna pass by, whistling odd melodies on his way back to camp. Don't worry,
your reward is safe, Maia thought, preparing to duck out of sight. She had a
perfect right to be here, but no good would come of antagonizing the older
woman, or being caught spying, herself. But to
Maia's surprise, the blonde did not turn to follow Renna downhill. Rather, as
soon as he was gone, Baltha picked up her box and shovel and slipped over the
shielding rocks to clamber down the other side, hurrying in the direction from
which the man had just come. Possessed by curiosity, Maia crept forward to use
the same outcrop that had served as Baltha's eyrie. The
rugged woman strode east about twenty meters to a niche just above the
high-water line. There she used the camp spade to dig at a mound of freshly
disturbed soil and begin filling the small box. What in atyp chaos is she
doing? Maia wondered. "Hey,
everybody!" The shout, coming from downstream, caused Maia to leap half
out of her skin. "Baltha! Maia! Breakfast!" It was
only Thalia, calling cheerily from the campsite. Another Lysos-cursed morning
person. Maia backed out of sight before Baltha could look around. Remembering
to give the mother zimmer a wide berth, she started scrambling back down the
eroded slope. 312 DAVID B
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meal consisted of cheese and biscuits, stone-warmed on rocks taken from the
fire. By now it was late morning, and since it was probably safe to travel by
daylight in these deep canyons, all five travelers were back in the saddle
before the sun rose much above the cavern's southeast rim. They made good time,
despite having to stop every half hour to warm the horses' feet. About
an hour after noon, Maia realized something ill-smelling and foul-colored had
entered the stream. "What is it?" she asked, wrinkling her nose. Thalia
laughed. "She wonders what the bad smell is! How soon we forget pain when
we're young!" Kiel,
too, shook her head, grinning. Maia inhaled again, and suddenly recalled.
"Lerners! Of course. They dump their slag into a side canyon, and we must
be passing—" "Just
downstream. Helps navigation, don't it? See, we're doin' all right without your
fancy stars to guide us." Maia
felt overwhelming resurgent resentment toward her former employers. "Damn
them!" She swore. "Lysos curse the Lerners! I hope their whole place
burns down!" Renna,
who had been riding to her right, frowned at her outburst. "Maia, listen
to yourself. You can't mean—" "I
don't care!" She shook her head, afroth with pent-up anger. "Calma
Lerner handed me over to Tizbe's gang like I was a slab of pig iron on sale. I
hope she rots!" Thalia
and Kiel looked at each other uncomfortably. Maia felt a delicious, if vile,
thrill at having shocked them. Renna pressed his lips and kept silent. But
Baltha responded more openly, reigning up and laughing sardonically. "From
your mouth to Stratos Mother's ear, virgie!" She reached into one of her
saddlebags and drew forth a slender, leather-bound tube, her telescope.
"Here you go." GLORV S Ј A $ O XI 313 Puzzled,
Maia overcame sudden reluctance in reaching for the instrument. She lifted it
to peer where Baltha pointed. "Go on, up at that slope, yonder to the west
an' a bit north. Along the ridgeline. That's right. See it?" While
she learned to compensate for the horse's gentle breathing, the telescope
showed little but jumbled images, shifting blurs. Finally, Maia caught a flash
of color and steadied on a jittering swatch of bright fabric, snapping in the
wind, yanking at a tall, swaying pole. She scanned and other flags came into
view on each side. "Prayer
banners," she identified at last. On most of Stratos they were used for
holidays and ceremonies, but in Perkinite areas, she knew, they were also flown
to signify new births— —and
deaths. "There's
yer Calma Lerner up there, virgie. Rotting, just like you asked. Along with
half her sisters. Gonna be short on steel in the valley, next year or two, I
figure." Maia
swallowed. "But . . . how?" She turned to Kiel and Thalia, who looked
down at their traces. "What happened?" she demanded. Thalia shrugged.
"Just a flu bug, Maia. Was a rash of sneezing in town, a week or two
before, no big deal. When it reached the hold, one of the var workers got laid
up a few days, but ..." "But
then, a whole bunch of Lerners went and popped off. Just like that!"
Baltha exclaimed, snapping her fingers with relish. Maia
felt dreadful—a hollowness in her belly and thickness in her throat—even as she
fought to show no reaction at all. She knew her expression must seem stony,
cold. Out of the corner of her eye, she saw Renna briefly shiver. I can't
blame him. I'm terrible. She
recalled how, as a child, she used to be frightened by macabre stories the
younger Lamai mothers loved tell- 314 DAVID ERIN ing
summer brats on warm evenings, up on the parapets. Often, the moral of the
gruesome tales seemed to be "Careful what you wish for. Sometime you might
get it." Rationally, Maia knew her outburst of anger had not caused death
to strike the metallurgist clan. Yet, it was dismaying, the vengeful streak she'd
shown. Moments ago, if she could have done anything to cast misfortune on her
enemies, she would have shown no pity. Was that morally the same as if she'd
killed the Lerners herself? It's
not unheard-of for sickness to wipe out half a dan, she thought, trying to make
sense of it all. There was a saying, "When one clone sneezes, her sisters
go for handkerchiefs." It drew on a fact of life Leie and Maia had learned
well as twins—that susceptibility to illness was often in the genes. In this
case, it hadn't helped that Lerner Hold was far from what medical care existed
in Long Valley. With all of them presumably laid up at the same time, who would
care for the Lerners? Just var employees, who weren't brimming with affection
for their contract-holders. What a
way to go . . . all at once, broken by the thing you're most proud of, your
uniformity. The
group resumed riding silently, immersed in their own thoughts. A while later,
when Maia turned to Renna in hope of distraction, the man from space just
stared ahead as his mount slogged along, his eyebrows furrowed in what seemed a
solid line of dark contemplation. They
slipped out of the maze of canyons after nightfall, climbing a narrow trail
south and west of the dark, silent Lerner furnaces. Despite the lower temperatures
out on the plain, emerging into the open came as a relief. Starlight spread
across the prairie sky, and one of the smaller moons, good-luck Iris, shone
cheerily, lifting their spirits. Thalia and Kiel jumped from their mounts on
spotting a large patch of glory frost, protected by the northern CLORV SEASON 315 shadow
of a boulder. They rolled in the stuff, pushing it in each other's faces,
laughing. When they remounted, Maia saw a light in their eyes, and wasn't sure
she liked it. She approved even less when each of them started jockeying to
ride near Renna, occasionally brushing his knee, engaging him in conversation
and making interested sounds at whatever he said in reply. Alone
with her thoughts, Maia did not even look up to measure the constellations'
progress. She had the impression it would be many days yet before they would
catch sight of the coastal range and begin seeking a pass to the sea. Assuming,
of course, they weren't spotted by Perkinites along the way. And
then? Even if we make it to Grange Head? Then what? Freedom
had its own penalties. In prison, Maia had known what to expect from one day to
the next. Going back to being a poor young var, searching for a niche in an
unwelcoming world, was more frightening than jail in some ways. Maia was only
now coming to realize how she had been crippled by being a twin. Rather than
the advantage she had imagined it to be, that accident of biology had let her
live in fantasies, assuming there would always be someone to put her back
against. Other summer girls left home knowing the truth, that no plan, no
friendship, no talent, would ever by itself make your dreams come true. For the
rest, you needed luck. After
having ridden most of the day and half the night, they made camp once more in
the shelter of a gully. Kiel managed to start a fire with sticks gathered near
the bone-dry watercourse. Except for cups of hot tea, they ate supper cold from
the dwindling larder in their saddlebags. As the
others made ready for bed, Renna gathered several small items from his blue
pouch. One was a slender brush of a kind Maia had never seen before. He also
picked up a camp spade, a canteen, and takawq leaves 316 DAVID BRIM before
turning to leave. Baltha seemed uninterested, and Maia wondered, was it because
there was no place he could escape to in this vast plain? Or had Baltha already
gotten what she wanted from him? Maia had intended to pull Renna aside and tell
him about the southerner's strange actions, the morning before, but it had
slipped her mind. Now, her feelings toward him were ambivalent again,
especially with Thalia and Kiel still acting decidedly wintry. "Don't
get lost out there!" Thalia called to Renna. "Want me to come along
and hold your hand?" "That
may not be what needs holding," Kiel commented, and the other vars
laughed. All except Maia. She was bothered by Renna's reaction to the kidding.
He blushed, and was obviously embarrassed. He also seemed to enjoy the
attention. "Here,"
Kiel said, tossing her penlight. "Don't confuse it with anything
else!" Maia
winced at the crude humor, but the others thought it terribly funny. Renna
peered at the cylindrical wooden case with the switch and lens at one end. He
shook his head. "I don't think I'll have any trouble telling the
difference." The three older women laughed again. Doesn't
he realize he's encouraging them? Maia thought irritably. With no aurorae or
other summer cues to launch male rut, none of this was likely to go anywhere,
and right now the mood was light. But if he feigned interest just to tease the
women, it could lead to trouble. As
Renna passed by her, carrying the camp shovel awkwardly in front of him, Maia
blinked in surprise and fought not to stare. For the briefest instant, until he
vanished from the light, she thought she'd caught sight of a distension, a
bulge which, thank Lysos, none of the others appeared to have noticed! The
fire faded and the big moon, Durga, rose. Thalia snored beside Kiel, and Baltha
stretched out next to the CLORV J e A J 0 HI 317 horses.
Maia was drifting off with her eyes closed, envisioning the tall spires of Port
Sanger above the glassy waters of the bay, when a thump yanked her awake again.
She looked left, where a blocky object had fallen onto Renna's blanket. The man
sat down next to it and began pulling off his shoes. "Found something
interesting out there," he whispered. She
raised herself to one arm, touching the crumbled block. "What is it?" "Oh,
just a brick. I found a wall . . . and old basement. Not the first I've seen.
We've been passing them all day." Maia
watched as he pulled off his shirt. Unshaven and unwashed for several days, he
exuded maleness like nothing she had seen or smelled since those sailors aboard
the Wotan, and that, after all, had been at sea. Were a man to show up at any
civilized town in such condition, he would be arrested for causing a public
nuisance. That would go doubly in summer, and fourfold in high winter! Being an
alien, perhaps Renna didn't know the rules of modesty boys were taught at an
early age, rules that held especially when glory had fallen. Attractiveness, at
the wrong times, can be a kind of annoyance. "I
never saw any walls," she answered absently. "You mean people lived
near here?" "Mm.
From the weathering, I'd say about five hundred years ago." Maia
gaped. "But I thought—" "You
thought this valley was settled for only a century or so, I know. And the
planet just a few hundred years before that." Renna lay back against the
saddle he was using for a pillow, and sighed. Apparently untroubled by the
cold, he picked up the decomposing brick and turned it over. The muscles of his
arms and chest knotted and shifted. Now that she was used to it, his male aroma
did 318 DAVID B
R I XI not
seem as pungent as that of the Wotan sailors. Or was winter affecting her, as
well? "Um,"
she said, trying to keep up her end of the conversation. "You mean I'm
wrong about that?" He
smiled with an affectionate light in his eyes, and Maia felt a mild thrill.
"Not your fault. The savants purposely muddy the histories made available
outside Caria City. Not by lying, exactly, but giving wrong impressions, and
implying that precise dates don't matter. "It's
true that Long Valley was pioneered a century ago, by foremothers of the
Perkinite clans living here today. Almost no one had lived here for a long
time, but several hundred years before that, this plain used to support a large
population. I figure waves of settlement and recession must have crossed this
area at least five or six times . . ." Maia waved
a hand in front of her face. "Wait. Wait a minute!" Her voice rose
above a whisper, and she paused to bring it down again. "What're you
saying? That humans have been on Stratos for ... a thousand years?" Renna
still smiled, but his brow furrowed as it did whenever he had something serious
to say. "Maia, from what I've been able to determine by talking to your
savants, Lysos and her collaborators planted hominid life on this world more
than three thousand years ago. That's compatible with their date of departure
from Florentina, though much would depend on the mode of transport they
used." Maia
could only blink, as if the man had come right out and told her that womankind
was descended from rock-salamanders. "They
intended their design to last," he went on, looking at the sky. "And
I've got to hand it to them. They did one hell of an impressive job." With
that, Renna put aside the ancient brick and opened his blanket to slip inside.
"Goodsleep, Maia." GLORY SEASON 319 She
answered, "Go'odsleep," automatically, and lay back with her eyes
closed, but it took a while for her thoughts to settle down. When at last she
did drift off, Maia dreamed of puzzle shapes, carved in ancient stone. Blocks
and elongated incised forms that shifted and moved over each other like twined
snakes coiling across a wall of mysteries. Maia
had wondered if the escape would change rhythm, now that they were in the open.
Would the group hole up by day, keeping out of sight until nightfall? After
hectic, almost-continuous flight, she wouldn't mind the rest. That,
apparently, was not, the plan. The sun was still low when Baltha shook her
awake. "Come on, virgie. Get your tea and biscuits. We're off in a sneeze
and a shake." Thalia
was already tending the rekindled fire while Kiel prepared the mounts. Standing
and rubbing her eyes, Maia searched for Renna, finding him at last downstream,
sitting in a semicircle of objects. When Maia drew near, she recognized the
brick from last night, and several bent aluminum fixtures—a hinge and what must
have been a large screw—plus several more lumps impossible to identify. The man
had the Game of Life set on his lap. After examining one of his samples for a
while, he would use a stylus to write an array of dots on the broad tablet,
then press a button to make the pattern vanish. Into memory, she presumed. "Hi!"
he greeted cheerfully as she walked up, carrying two cups of tea. "One of
those for me?" "Yeah.
Here. What're you doing?" Renna
shrugged. "My job. Found a way to use this game set as a kind of notepad,
to store observations. Awkward, but anything's better than nothing at
all." "Your
job," she mused. "I never got to ask. What is your job?" 320 DAVID B
R I KJ CLORV SEASON 321 "I'm
called a peripatetic, Maia. That means I go from one hominid world to another,
negotiating the Great Compact. It sounds grand. But really, that's just to keep
me busy. My real job is ... well, to keep moving and stay alive." Maia
thought she understood a little of what he had said. "Sounds a lot like my
job. Moving. Staying alive." The man
who had been her fellow prisoner laughed appreciatively. "When you put it
that way, I guess it's the same for everybody. The only game in town." Maia
recalled the night before, the way shifting winds would bring his aroma as she
slept fitfully, waking once to find that she was using his chest as a pillow,
and he asleep with one arm over her shoulders. This morning, he seemed a
different person. Somehow he had found a way to clean up. His stubble had been
scraped away, in places, transforming it into the beginnings of a neat beard.
Right now she could smell herself more than him. Moving
to place herself downwind, she asked, "Then you aren't here to invade
us?" She had
meant it as a joke, to make fun of the rumors spread by fearmongers ever since
his ship appeared in the sky, one long year ago. But Renna smiled thinly,
answering, "In a manner of speaking, that's exactly what I'm here for ...
to prepare you for an invasion." Maia
swallowed. It wasn't the answer she'd expected. "But you—" She
didn't finish. Thalia called, leading a pair of horses, "Off your bottoms,
you two! Daylight riding's hard and fast, so let's get at it!" "Yes,
ma'am!" Renna replied with a friendly, only-slightly-mocking salute. He
left his archaeological samples where they lay and stood up, folding the game
board. Maia hurried to tie her bedroll to her saddlebag, and glanced
back to see Renna bending over to check the cinch buckle of his mount. I wonder
what he meant by that remark. Could the Enemy be coming back? Did he come
across the stars to warn us? •While
Maia was looking at the man, Kiel crossed between them.and smoothly, blithely,
reached out to pinch him as she passed by! "Hey!" Renna shouted,
straightening and rubbing his bottom, but clearly more surprised than offended.
Indeed, his rueful smile betrayed a hint of enjoyment, causing Kiel to chuckle. Lysos,
what a shameless tease, Maia grumbled to herself, irritation pushing aside her
earlier train of thought. Miffed without quite knowing why, she ignored the
man's glances after that and rode ahead with Baltha for most of that afternoon.
Her annoyance only grew as Renna took small detours several times with Kiel and
Thalia, showing them ruins he spotted and explaining which structure might have
been a house and which a craftworks. The two women were embarrassingly effusive
in their show of interest. Baltha
snorted. "Silly rads," she muttered. "Making a fuss like that,
trying to talk to a man, even when it won't get 'em anywhere. As if those two
could handle a sparking if they got one now." "You
don't think they're trying to—" "Naw.
Just flirting, prob'ly. Pretty damn pointless. You know the saying— "Niche
and a House, first of all, matter, Then
sibs and allies, who speak the same patter, Only
then, last of all, a man to flatter. "Still
makes plenty sense to me," she finished. "Mm,"
Maia answered noncommittally. "What's a ... rad?" I 322 DAVID 8
R I XI Baltha
glanced at her, sidelong. "Pretty innocent, ain't you, virgie? Do you know
anything at all?" Maia
felt her face flush. I know what you've got hidden in your saddlebag, she
thought of saying, but refrained. "Rad
stands for 'radical'—which means a bunch of overeducated young city varlings
with dimwitted ideas about changing the world. Think they're all smarter than
Lysos. Idiots." Maia
recalled now, listening to the tinny radio in the cottage at Lerner Hold. The
clandestine station used the word to represent women calling for a rethinking
of Stratoin society, from the ground up. In many ways, rads were polar
opposites to Perkinites, pushing for empowerment of the var underclass through
restructuring all of the rules, political and biological. "You're
talking about my friends," Maia told Baltha, in what she hoped was a
severe tone. Baltha
returned a sarcastic moue. "Am I? Now there's a thought. Yer/riends.
Thanks for setting me straight." She laughed, making Maia feel foolish
without knowing why. She turned straight ahead, ignoring the other woman, and
for several minutes they rode in silence. Eventually, though, curiosity
overcame her resentment. Maia turned and spoke a question in carefully neutral
tones. "So, from what you say, I figure you don't want to change the
world?" "Not
a whole lot. Just shake it up a little. Knock down some deadwood to make room
in the forest, so t'speak. Let in enough light for a new tree or two." "With
you being a founding root, I suppose." "Why not? Don't I look like a
foundin' mother to you? Can't you jus' picture this mug on a big painting,
hangin' over th' fireplace of some fancy hall, someday?" She held her head
high, chin outthrust. Trouble
was, Maia could picture it. The
founding C L o R
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xi 323 mothers
of a lot of clans must have been just as piratically tough and ruthless as this
rugged var. "Fine. Let's say you knock down a clearing and set your own
seed there. Say your family tree grows into a giant in the forest; with
hundreds of clone twigs spreading in all directions. What'll be your clan
policy toward some new sapling, that tries to set root nearby someday?" "Policy?
That'll be simple." Baltha laughed. "Spread our branches an' cut off
th' light!" "Don't
others also deserve a place in the sun?" Baltha
squinted at Maia, as if amazed by such naivete. "Let 'em fight for it,
like I'm fight'n right now. It's the only fair way. Lysos was wise." The
last was intoned solemnly, and Baltha drew the circle sign over her breast.
Maia recognized a look of true religion in the other woman's eyes. A version
and interpretation that conveniently justified what had already been decided. Lasting
silence settled after that. They rode on and the afternoon waned. Baltha
consulted her compass, correcting their southwestward path several times. At
intervals, she would rise in the stirrups and play her telescope across the
horizon, searching for signs of pursuit, but only twisted shrubs with gnarled
limbs broke the monotony, reminding Maia of legendary women, frozen in place
after encountering the Medusa-man. When
the party of fugitives stopped, it was only to stretch the kinks out of their
legs and to eat standing up. There were no more jokes about Renna's wincing
accommodation to his saddle. By now they were all hobbling. Dusk fell and Maia
expected a call to set camp, but apparently the plan was to keep riding. No one
tells me anything, she thought with a sigh. At least Renna looked as tired and
ignorant as she felt. Two
hours after nightfall, with tiny, silvery Aglaia just rising in the
constellation Ladle, Baltha called a sudden halt, motioning for silence. She
peered ahead into the 324 DAVID BRIM darkness,
then cupped her hands around her mouth and trilled a soft birdcall. Seconds
passed. A reply
hooted from the gloom, then a pause, and another hoot. A spark flashed, followed
by a lantern's , gleam, barely revealing a bulky form, like a rounded hillock,
several hundred meters ahead. As they rode forward, shadows coalesced and
separated. The object appeared to be squared off at one end, bulbous at the
other. Hissing softly, it stood where a pair of straight lines crossed from the
far left horizon on an arrow-straight journey to the right. The blurry form
resolved, and Maia abruptly recognized a small maintenance engine for the solar
railway, sitting on a spur track, surrounded by tethered horses and murmuring
women. There
were cries of joyful reunion as Baltha galloped to greet her friends. Thalia
and Kiel embraced Kau. Renna dismounted and held Maia's gelding while she
descended, heavy with fatigue. Leading their tired beasts around the dark
engine they handed the reins to a stocky woman wearing Musseli Clan livery.
Another Musseli gave Renna a folded bundle that proved to be a uniform of one
of the male rail-runner guilds. So, the
Musseli weren't in cahoots with the Perkinite farmer clans. It figured, given
their close relationships with guildsmen, some of whom were their own brothers
and sons. Too bad I never got a chance to see what life is like in a clan like
that. It must be curious, knowing some men so well. Apparently,
the cabal were going to try getting Renna out the fast way, in one quick dash
by rail. Without cars to weigh it down, the engine might reach Grange Head by
midday tomorrow—assuming no roadblocks or search parties cut their path.
Thalia, Kiel, and the others might be collecting their reward money by
dinnertime. Maia figured CLORV 325 they'd
even provide a good meal and night's lodging to their virgin mascot, before
sending her on her way. Renna
grinned happily, and gave Maia's shoulder a squeeze, but inwardly she felt
herself already putting distance .between them, protecting herself from another
inevitable, painful goodbye. Peripatetic's
Log: Stratos
Mission: Arrival
+ 40.177 Ms Caria,
the capital, surrounds and adorns a plateau overlooking where three rivers join
the sea. Inhabitants call her "City of Gold," for the yellow roof
tiles of clanholds covering the famed thirteen hills. But I have seen from high
orbit a sight more worthy of the name. At dawn, Caria's walls of crystalline
stone catch inclined sunlight, reemitting into space an off-spectrum luminance
portrayed on Cy's panels as an amber halo. It's a marvel, even to one who has
seen float-whales graze on clouds of frothy creill, above and between the
metrotowers of Zaminin. Often,
over the last year, I have wished for someone to share such visions with. Travelers
enter Caria through a broad, granite portal, topped by a stately frieze—Athena
Polias, ancient protectress of urban dwellers, bearing the sage visage of this
colony's chief founder. Alas, the sculptor failed to catch that sardonic smile
I've come to know from studying shipboard files on Lysos, when she was a mere
philosoph-professor on Florentina, speaking abstractly about things she would
later put into practice. As our
procession arrived from the spaceport, all seemed peaceful and orderly, yet I
felt sure those majestic city walls weren't built just for decoration. They
quite effectively demark outside from inside. They defend. Traffic
flowed beneath Athena's outstretched caduceus —its twined snakes representing
coiled DNA. To avoid attracting notice, our cavalry escort peeled off at that
point while my guides and I went on by car. My landing isn't secret, but has
been downplayed. As on most deliberately pastoral worlds, competing news media
are banned as unwholesome. The council's carefully censored broadcasts somehow
portray renewed contact with the Phylum as a minor event, yet one also tinged
with dire threat. Radio
eavesdropping could never tell me what the average woman-on-the-street thinks.
I wonder if I'll get a chance to find out. Envisioning
life on a planet of clones, I couldn't help picturing phalanx after phalanx
of uniform faces . . . I swarms
of identical, blank-eyed bipeds moving in silent, coordinated lockstep. A
caricature of humans-as-ants, or humans-as-bees. I
should have known better. Bustling crowds thronged the portals, sidewalks, and
bridges of Caria, arguing, gawking, haggling, and laughing as on any hominid
world. Only now and then did I make out an evident pair, or trio, or quintet of
clones, and even within such groups the sisters varied by age and dress.
Statistically, most of the women I glimpsed must have been members of some
parthenogenetic clan. Still, people are not bees, and no human city will ever
be a hive. My blurred first impression showed a jumble of types, tall and
short, broad and thin, all colors . . , hardly a stereotype of homogeneity. Except
for the near absence of males, that is. I saw some young boys playing, and a
scattering of old fellows wearing the green armbands of "retirees."
But, it being summer, mature men were scarcer than albinos at high noon, and
twice as conspicuous. When I caught sight of one, he seemed out of place,
self-conscious of his height, stepping aside to make way for surging clusters
of bustling womankind. 1 sensed that, like me, he was here as a guest, and knew
it. This
city was not built by, or for, our kind. The
classical lines of Caria's public buildings hearken to ancient Earth, with
broad stairways and sculpted fountains where travelers refresh themselves and
water their beasts. The clear preference for foot and hoof over wheeled traffic
reminds me of civic planning on Dido, where motorcars and lorries are funneled
to their destina- tions
out of sight, leaving the main avenues to more placid rhythms. Following one
hidden guideway, our handmade auto swept by the squat apartment blocks and
bustling markets of a crowded quarter lolanthe called "Vartown," then
cruised upslope behind more elegant, castlelike structures with gardens and
polished turrets, each flying the heraldic banner of some noble lineage. My
escorts paused briefly at the inner palisade which guards the acropolis. There,
I got my first close look at lugars, white-furred creatures descended from
Vegan Ur-Apes, hauling stone blocks under the guidance of a patient woman
handler. Lysos supposedly designed lugars to overcome one argument for having
sons—the occasional need for raw physical strength. Another solution, robots,
would have required a perpetual industrial base, dangerous to the founders'
program. So, typically, they came up with something self-sustaining, instead. Watching
the lugars heft huge slabs, I couldn't help feeling puny in comparison—which
may have been another part of the plan. I am
not here to judge Stratoins for choosing a pastoral solution to the human
equation. All paths have their costs. My order requires that a peripatetic
appreciate all he or she sees, on any Phylum world. "Appreciate" in
the formal sense of the word. The rules don't say I must approve. Caria's
builders used the central plateau's natural contours to lay out temples and
theaters, courts, schools, and .•
thletic arenas—all described in proud detail by my ardent guides. Wooded lanes
accompanied the central boulevard oast imposing compounds—the Equilibrium
Authority, and the stately University—until at last we drew near a pair of
marble citadels with high, columned porticos. The twin hearts of Caria. The
Great Library on the left, and to the right, the main Temple dedicated to
Stratos Mother. . . .
And Lysos is her prophet . . . The
drive had achieved its clear purpose. Their capital is a showpiece worthy of
any world. I was impressed, and must be very sure to show it. The
Musseli engineer packed her passengers away from the controls, near the
body-warm stacks of power cells that made the locomotive go. Maia's nose
twitched at a familiar scent of coal dust, rising from the reserve fuel bin,
yet she felt too excited to let it perturb her. Freedom was a stronger
redolence, affecting her like intoxication. Her heart sped as she leaned past
the battery casing, prying open a narrow, dusty window to let rushing air play
across her face. The
prairie raced by, illuminated by pearly, suffused light from newly-risen Durga.
There were gullies and ravines, fenceposts and ragged battalions of .haystacks,
and occasional pocket forests where the porous terrain stored enough rainwater
to sustain native trees. Maia had come to hate these high plains, yet now, with
escape at last credible, the land seemed to whisper its own side of the story,
reaching out to persuade her with stark beauty. Summer
storms have their way with me. Wind and blazing sun desiccate my sodden soil.
In winter, ice splits the scattered pebbles down to dust. The poor loam leaks
and seeps. I bleed. And
what the wind and sun and ice leave, humans break 334 DAVID BRIM with
steel plows, or bake into bricks, or turn into golden grain which they ship
across the sea. Where
are my prancing lingaroos? The grazing pantotheres, or nimble coil-boks, who
used to roam my plain in numbers vast? They could not compete with cattle and
mice. Or, if they could, humans intervened, improving strains they chose to
use. New hooves mark my trails, while the old vanish into zoos. No
matter. Let invaders displace native creatures, who displaced others before
them. Let my soil turn to rock, to sand, to soil once again. What difference do
changes make, sifted by the sieve of time? I wait,
I abide, with the patience of stone. Renna,
and then Kiel, urged Maia to stretch out where a half-dozen other women lay
together like swaddled cord-wood, all facing the same way for lack of room to
turn. Not that discomfort kept any of them awake. In Thalia's words, these
weren't pampered clonelings, to be irked by a mattress-covered pea. Their
synchronized r-r-ronn of breathing soon drowned the gentle whine of the
electric motors. "No,
thanks," Maia told her friends. "I couldn't sleep. Not now. Not
yet." Kiel
only nodded, settling into a niche near the brake box to doze sitting up.
Renna, too, reached his limit. After badgering the poor, confused engineer with
questions for just half an hour, he uncharacteristically let that suffice, and
collapsed onto the blankets that had been thrown for his benefit over the
widest space—a deck plate covering the thrumming engine gearbox. Its lullaby
soon had him snoring with the best of them. Maia
unbuckled her sextant and sighted a few familiar stars. Although fatigue and
the car's vibration made it a rough fix, she was able to verify they were
heading in the L
0 R V JEAJOXI 335 right
direction. That didn't entirely preclude the possibility of treachery—Am I
growing cynical with age? she pondered dryly—but it felt reassuring to know that
each passing second brought them closer to the sea. Maia quashed her
misgivings. Kiel and the others know more than I do, and they seem confident
enough. Maia
wasn't the only insomniac keeping the engineer silent company. Baltha stood
watch by the portside window, caressing her crowbar like a short-style trepp
bill, as if eager to have just one whack at an enemy before making good their
escape. Once, the rugged woman exchanged a long, enigmatic look with Maia. For
the most part, each kept territorially to her own pane of cool glass, Baltha
peering ahead and sniffing for danger, while Maia pretended to do her part,
keeping lookout on the starboard side. Not
that bare eyes would do much good in the dark. At this speed, we'd barely see a
thing before we hit it. Moon-glint
reflections off the arrow-straight rails diffracted hypnotically past her
heavy, drooping eyelids. Maia let them close—just for a minute or two. There
was no arresting of images, however. She continued picturing the locomotive,
rushing across a chimeric rendition of the steppe, at first just like the
moonlit plain outside, then increasingly the landscape of a dream. The gentle,
frozen, prairie undulations began to move, to roll like ocean waves lapping
either side of the steel-steady rails. Fey
certainty struck Maia. Something lay ahead, just out of sight. Premonition
manifested as a vivid, prescient image, of this hurtling engine bound
unalterably toward collision with a towering pile of rocks, recently lain
across the tracks by a grinning Tizbe Beller. "Run
if you like," her former tormentor crooned menacingly, like a storybook
witch. "Did you honestly think you could escape the power of great clans,
if they really want to stop you?" 336 DAVID B
R I N Maia
moaned, unable to move or waken. The phantom barricade loomed, graphic and
frightening. Then, moments before impact, the stones making up the wall
transformed. In a stretched instant, they metamorphosed into glistening eggs,
which cracked open, releasing giant, pale birds. The birds spread vast wings
and bound free of their dissolving shards, exhaling fire, sailing unconstrained
to join their brethren, the glittering stars. In her
dream, Maia felt no relief to have them go. Rather, waves of desolate
loneliness hit her, like a pang. How
come? she wondered. A reproving plaint from childhood. How come they get to fly
. . . while 1 must stay behind? Morning
broke while Maia slept, curled in a blanket that steamed when struck by the
newly risen sun. Renna gently shook her shoulder, and put a hot cup of tcha
between her hands. Squinting at his open, unguarded face, Maia smiled
gratefully. "I
think we're going to make it!" the man commented with a tense confidence
Maia found endearing. She would have been hurt if he said it to humor her. But
rather, it felt as if she were the adult, charmed and indulgently warmed by his
naive optimism. Maia had no idea how old Renna was, but she doubted the man
would ever outgrow his sunny, mad enthusiasm for new things. Breakfast
consisted of millet meal and brown sugar, mixed with hot water from the
engine's auxiliary boiler. The fugitive train did not stop, or even slow, while
they ate. Grasslands dotted with grazing herds swept by. Now and then, an
unknowing cowhand lifted her arm to wave at the passing locomotive. Between
checks on her instruments, the Musseli driver told Maia and the others what she
had heard yesterday, before coming to the rendezvous. There had indeed CLORV J Ј A S 0 XI 337 been
fighting at the prison-sanctuary, the same night Maia and Renna saw aircraft
cross the sky. Planetary Authority agents, using surprise to redress their
small numbers, landed on the stony tower, seizing the erstwhile jail. Too late
to do us much good, Maia thought sardonically. Except by distracting the
Perkies. That could improve our chances a bit. The
next day, local militias had been called up throughout Long Valley. Matriarchs
of the senior farming clans vowed "to defend local sovereignty and our
sacred rights against meddling by federal authorities . , ." Accusations
flew in both directions while neither side mentioned anything at all about
the" Visitor from the stars. In practical terms, there could still be
plenty of trouble for the fugitive band, and no likelihood of more help from Caria
City forces until they reached the sea. To make
matters worse, the population of the valley grew denser as they neared the
coastal range. The locomotive streaked past hamlets and sleepy farming towns,
then larger commercial centers and clusters of light manufacturing. Several
times they had to slow to gingerly maneuver by heavy-laden hopper cars filled
with wheat or yellow corn. More
often, the path seemed to open up like magic before them. At towns, they were
nearly always waved on by stationmistresses who, Maia realized, must be part of
the conspiracy. Bit by bit, the scope of this enterprise seemed to grow. Are all
the railroad clans involved? They're not Perkies, but I'd have thought they'd
at best stay neutral. It's got to be pretty damn serious for a hard-nosed bunch
like the Musseli to risk customer relations for a cause. Maia
pondered how, once again, she was probably missing the big picture. 1 used to
think this was all about that drug which makes men summery in winter. But
that's just one part of it ... not as important as Renna, for instance. 338 DAVID 8
R I Could
it be that he's just one piece, too? Not a pawn like me, but no king, either. I
could get killed without anyone ever taking the time to explain why. Small
surprise there. One advantage of a Lamatian education was that she and her
sister hadn't been raised to expect fairness from the world. "Roll with
the blow!" Savant Claire had shouted, hitting Maia over and over with a
padded stick during what was supposed to have been varling "combat
practice," a torture session that stretched on and on, until Maia finally
learned to fall with the impact, not against it. How I
sti!! hate you, Claire, Maia thought, remembering. But I'm starting to see your
point. The
exodus across the plains had a syncopated cadence— long intervals of boredom
punctuated by anxious, heart-stopping minutes passing through each town.
Nevertheless, all seemed to be going well until just before noon. Then, at a
town called Golden Cob, they were met by an unpleasant sight—a lowered customs
gate, barring their path. In lieu of the Musseli station master, a squad of
tall redheads waited on the platform, all armed and dressed in militia
leathers, comparing the engine's markings with numbers on a clipboard. Maia and
the vars ducked out of sight, but despite the engineer's complaints, the
guards-women insisted on inspecting the loco. En masse, they grabbed the ladder
frames and proceeded to climb aboard from both sides. There
followed a stretched moment as two groups of women stared at each other in
jittery silence. One guard spotted Renna, opened her mouth to shout. . . . A
shrill ululation pealed from above. The lead redhead looked up—too late to duck
the dull end of Baltha's crowbar, which caught her along the jaw. From the metal CLORV S
Ј A $ O XJ 339 roof,
where the lanky southern var had lain, Baltha threw herself upon the
close-pressed mass of militia. Instantly,
a free-for-all burst in the close cabin confines. Women screamed and charged.
There was no room for fancy action with trepp bills, so both sides forsook
polished staves for flailing fists and makeshift cudgels. At
first, Maia and Renna stood frozen at the rear. For all her adventures, Maia's
first battle rocked her back. Her stomach flipped and she heard her heart
pounding over the din. Glancing up, she saw Renna's alien eyes widen
impossibly. Sweat prickled and veins stood out. It wasn't fear she read, but
trouble of another sort. The
melee surged toward them. One redhead slugged Thalia's friend, Kau, knocking
the petite var down. When the militiawoman raised her foot to follow through,
Renna cried out, "No!" He took a step, fists clenched. Suddenly it
was Maia's turn to yell. "Get
back!" she screamed, diving between Renna and the guard, managing to fling
them in opposite directions. A fist rebounded off her right temple, setting
both ears ringing. Another blow struck between two ribs, and she retaliated,
hitting something soft with an elbow. Ignoring lancing pain, thrashing in the
tight press of struggling women, Maia succeeded at last in dragging the fallen
Kau out of the fray. "Take
care of her," she shouted to Renna. "And don't fight! A man
mustn't!" While
he absorbed that, Maia turned and dove back into the brawl. It was a torrid,
grunting struggle, devoid of ritual or courtesy or elegance. Fortunately, it
was easy to tell friend from foe, even in the stifling dimness. For one thing,
the enemy had bathed today, and smelled much better than her comrades. It was a
resentful comparison that lent her the strength to wrestle women much larger
and -stronger than herself. Terrifying
while in doubt, the battle grew exhilarating 340 DAVID B
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she realized her side was winning. Maia helped pin one thrashing redhead so
Thalia could truss her with loops of preknotted cord. Getting up, Maia saw
Baltha holding two clonelings in necklocks, banging their heads together. No
assistance needed there, so she hurried past to help a southern var who was
preventing one last mili-tiawoman from diving out the door. With an
opening clear, Kiel leapt like a dark blur from the slowly crawling train, and
ran ahead to raise the customs gate just in time. Hands reached down to haul
her in as the driver poured on amps. At the
outskirts of town, the victorious refugees slowed down long enough to dump the
squad of bruised and bound redheads beside the tracks. Then the Musseli opened
her throttle again. The engine whined, accelerating westward at high speed. Maia
and the others were too keyed up to relax, talking loudly and pacing until
their hearts began to settle. The sole exception was Renna, whose demeanor
remained icy-deliberate while performing first aid on various cuts, bruises,
and one broken wrist. He was a soothing presence, so long as there was work to
do. When that was done, however, he began shivering and broke into a sweat.
Maia watched his fists clench as he walked stiffly to the open door by the
engineer and rinsed his head in the rushing breeze. "What's
wrong?" Maia asked, coming alongside, watching his tendons tauten like
bowstrings. "I
. . ." He shook his head. "I'd rather not say." But
Maia thought she understood. On other worlds, men used to do most of the
fighting. Bloody, terrible fighting, by accounts. For all she knew, it was
still like that, out there. During the battle, Maia had briefly read his eyes.
Something had been evoked that he did not much like. "I
guess Lysos knew what she was talking about, sometimes," Maia said in a
low voice. Renna
shot her a look under furrowed brows. Then, s!owly, there spread across his
face a smile. An ironic smile nat this time conveyed respect, along with
affection. "Yeah,"
he answered. "I guess maybe now and then -ne did." Fortunately,
that was the last substantial town before the joastal range. Their engine had
to decelerate to climb the i steepening grade. But then, so would any pursuit
sent af-:er the commotion at Golden Cob. Watching Kiel and Baltha pore over a
map, Maia saw they were more worried about what lay ahead. Looking over their
shoulders, Maia guessed the Perkinites had one more chance to stop them, near a
village named Overlook, where a narrow defile seemed perfect for a hastily
organized roadblock. Too
perfect, she later discovered. An ambush had, indeed, been ordered. Nearby
clans dispatched squads in response to warnings from Golden Cob, and began
throwing up barricades. Yet, by the time the locomotive reached Overlook, the
danger was passed. Local vars had surprised the gathering militia with mob
force, driving them away before the train arrived. The
counterstroke turned out not to be as spontaneous as it looked, Maia learned.
Several of the mob leaders crammed in among the escapees, joining the final leg
of the exodus as soon as the last barriers were cleared away. Maia soon
realized they were friends of Thalia and Kiel. I get
it. Kiel and her pals can read a map as well as Perkies can. If one place is
perfect for an ambush, it can also be just right for ambushing the ambushers.
Maia learned that the newcomers had recently taken jobs in the village, just in
case of an eventuality like this. How
could a bunch of vars be so well organized? Such long-range thinking was
supposedly limited to clone 342 DAVID 8
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with generations of experience and a view of life that stretched beyond the
individual's. Never
mind, she told herself. What matters is, it worked! With
shouted cheers, the refugees at last waved goodbye to Long Valley. The
locomotive was more crowded than ever during the final stretch over the pass,
but no one minded. First sight of the blue ocean triggered an outbreak of
singing that lasted all the way down to Grange Head. Two
more of Kiel's friends were waiting in town, so that a fair contingent bid
thankful farewell to the engineer, then trooped together from the railyard to
the Founders' Gospel Inn, a hostel overlooking the harbor. The new women wore
garb of sailing hands—small surprise in a trading port. No doubt most of Kiel's
bunch, and Baltha's, had worked their way over on freighters like those moored
in the bay. Maybe
someone'll put in a word ... get me a job on one of the ships. Thinking
seriously about the future wasn't something she had done in a long time. One
compensation of helplessness, of living like a leaf, blown by winds far
stronger than yourself. Soon, the downside of freedom would present itself—the
curse of decision-making. Kiel
installed the elated adventurers on the hotel veranda, arranged for rooms, and
set off with Baltha "to do business." Presumably that meant dickering
with the local magistrate, and probably making comm calls to officials halfway
round the world. The rest of the party was to stick together, watching out for
any last-minute move by the Long Valley clans. They weren't out of Perkinite reach,
yet. Safety still lay in numbers. Which
suited Maia fine. For the first time, it really seemed likely she wasn't going
back to prison. Her worries had started evaporating on first sight of the
beautiful sea. CLORV JfAJOKJ 343 Even
the drab stucco and brick warehouses of the trading port seemed more gay than
the last time she had been here, an innocent fiver, immersed in mourning and
despair. With
its view overlooking the harbor, but some distance from dockside fish smells,
the hotel was far superior to the cheap transients' lodge where she had lain
wracked with fever, months ago. When Maia learned she would have her own small
room, with a real mattress, she hurried to look it over, finding herself barely
able to conceive of such luxury. You could even walk alongside the bed and
spread your arms without touching a wall! The
impression of spaciousness was enhanced by her lack of worldly possessions. I'd
hang something on the clothes-hooks, if I owned anything but what I'm wearing. Back on
the veranda, her compatriots had settled in with bottles of beer, watching the
shadows lengthen. A few had chipped in for a newspaper, a luxury since in most
towns the press was ran by subscription only, for the richest clans. The rads
sourly disparaged the Grange Head Clipper, which featured mostly commodities
prices, along with bickering among candidates in upcoming elections, to be held
in a month, on Farsun Day. "Perkies
runnin' against Ortho-doxies," sniffed Kau. "Some choice! An' look,
barely any mention of planetwide issues. Nothin' to tempt a var or man to think
about votin'. And not a hint about any missin' Visitor from space!" She
and Thalia spoke longingly of the two-page weekly put out by their own
organization, back in Ursulaborg. "Now there's a newspaper!" Kau
commented. Maia
paid scant attention. Freedom was too fresh and pristine to complicate with
politics. Everyone knew such matters were worked out long in advance, by
ancient mothers living in golden castles, in Caria City. Instead, she scanned
the hills rimming the bay. Perched above all other I 344 DAVID B
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the Orthodox temple of Stratos Mother was a white sanctuary, shimmering in the
afternoon sunshine. Maia recalled the refuge with gratitude, and made a note to
visit the reverend mother. Partly to pay respects, and partly ... to ask if any
messages had come for her. There
wouldn't be any, of course. Despite all that had taken place, all she had done
to insulate her grief, Maia knew what would happen when the priestess shook her
head and compassionately spread her hands. Maia would experience all over again
her sister's loss, the sense of hopelessness, that yawning pit, threatening to
swallow her whole. That
visit could wait another day or two. For now it would do to lean back with the
others on the hotel's long porch, have a glass of tepid beer, share a tall tale
or two, and keep her mind diverted with simple things. All I
really want from life right now is a hot shower and a soft place to sleep for
days. By
consensus and natural gallantry, everyone agreed that Renna should take his
turn with the bath first. The man started to protest, then chuckled, and said
something mysterious about what one does when in a place called
"Rome." Two women accompanied him to stand watch outside the bathroom
door, guarding his privacy. After
Renna left, several vars began pounding the table in earnest, shouting gaily
for more ale. Except for Thalia, Maia hardly knew any of them. Kiel's friend,
Kau, passed the time polishing a wooden truncheon with a barely legal edge and
point, wincing on occasion when she gingerly touched Renna's bandage over her
right ear. One of Baltha's companions, a woman with a strong South Isles
accent, kept pacing, looking toward the mountains and then out to sea again,
muttering impatiently. Maia
found herself unable to stop scratching. The mere idea of a bath had infected
her mind, causing her to notice
itches that, till now, she had pushed to the background. Fortunately
Renna didn't take long, for a man. He emerged wearing a smallish hotel robe,
transformed with a trimmed beard,, combed hair that curled as it dried in the
breeze, and a rosy tone to his fresh-scrubbed skin. He bowed to the approving
whistles of the southlanders, and accepted from Kau a stein of the local,
watery brew. "It's a wonder what a scrub can do for a boy," he
commented. Toweling his hair one-handed, he took a long swallow. "So,
who's next? Maia?" She
started to protest. She was lowest in status. But the others agreed by
acclamation. "After all, it's been as long for you as it was for
him!" Thalia said kindly. "That Perkie jail must've been awful." "You're
sure . . . ?" "Of
course we're sure. Don't worry about th' hot water, sweets. Soon, we'll be able
to afford a lakeful. Shower good an' sit in the tub long as you like." "Yeah,
we'll be busy, anyway," Kau added, sitting next to Renna. "Busy
getting drunk as die-pigs, you mean," Maia jested, and felt warmed when
they all laughed in a comradely way. Renna winked. "Go on, Maia. I'll make
sure everyone behaves." That
brought more hooting. Maia gave in with a smile of gratitude. Before-hurrying
toward the luring smell of steam and soap, she unstrapped the little sextant
from her wrist and handed it to Renna. "Maybe you can stop the sun filter
from wobbling. Give you something to do with your hands." Thalia sputtered
in her beer and several others guffawed. "Shouldn't be too hard for a
hotshot star traveler to do," Maia finished. "You
kidding?" he protested. "I barely make it to the can and back without
a computer!" "Would
he be here with us, if he didn't have a knack 346 DAVID B
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getting lost?" Thalia agreed, shouting after Maia, then added, louder
still, "Innkeeper! More ale!" The
bathroom lay up a double flight of plank stairs. Closing the door behind her,
Maia could still hear the women below, joking and laughing, and Renna's deeper
voice joining in occasionally. Mostly, his contributions sounded like
questions, though Maia could not make out words. Often, his queries brought on
gales of laughter, which he seemed to take in good grace. It felt
strange undressing in the richly tiled bathroom, equipped with amenities she
had to remind herself how to use. Maia kicked her soiled garments into a corner
and went first to the shower, adjusting the knobs until hot | water from the
rooftop heater flowed steadily. They probably use good oV Port Sanger coal, she
thought incongruously. Stepping under the stream, she proceeded to lather her
body. The soap was harsh and doubtless homemade, but less expensive than
importing the real thing from some specialist clan, far away. Nevertheless, it
felt luxurious. Turning off the water between rinsings, Maia proceeded to
scrape off layer after layer of grime, until her skin squeaked when rubbed.
Then she started on her hair, scrubbing her scalp and working out tangles. Don't
know why 1 bother, she wondered. It's in such a state, 111 probably have to
hack it all off anyway. Rinsing
carefully one last time, Maia turned off the tap and tiptoed over to the broad
wooden tub, by a small ' window overlooking the wharfs of Grange Head. She
flipped back the hinged cover, exposing the steaming surface. To her relief,
the water was pristine. There were stories about male sailors who forgot—or had
never been taught—the proper procedure, and who actually used the bath for
cleaning themselves, leaving the tub coated with soap and scum for the next
person. With men, one just never
knew what to expect, and as an alien, Renna might have been doubly confused. Then
again, perhaps there was only one civilized way. However barbaric their
unmodified sexual patterns, cultured people on other worlds probably bathed the
same way as on Stratos. Alas,
there would be no time to ask about that, or countless other quandaries, before
escorted aircraft came from the west to whisk Renna away. At odd moments during
their escape, she had pictured going with him all the way to Caria and seeing
the city's wonders. But in more lucid reflection Maia knew—she might as well
ask to be taken along when he departed for the stars. I
wonder if he'll remember me when he's hobnobbing with savants and council
members . . . or flying between planets long after I'm food /or worms. It was a
tough, wry contemplation, appropriate for the type of hard, worldly person she
decided to become—ready for anything, shocked by nothing. And, especially,
vulnerable to nobody. The
shower had been tepid, but the bath was so hot that it stung her innumerable cuts
and scratches. Maia slipped lower by stages, until water sloshed over the sides
into a waiting drain. Heaven!
Heat seemed to melt every part that was tense or callused, uncoiling muscles
that had been taut without her noting. Troubles and worries she still had, but
they went limp for the time being, along with her body. The sensuousness of
lying completely motionless matched any active pleasure she knew. Languidly,
Maia lifted one arm to look at it from all sides, let it drop, and did the same
thing with the other, regarding where recent months had left their marks. Next
she examined each leg. A small scar on this shin, a healing scratch on that
ankle, a couple of tender spots saddle-rubbed during that long ride on
horseback . . . and one small battle wound that she made a mental note to keep 348 DAVID BRIM clean
over the days ahead, lest it get infected. Even here, in
"civilization," medical care was catch-as-catch-can, and she hardly
had the resources to pay. There
was a knock, and the door started swinging. Thalia stuck her head in.
"Everythin1 all right?" the stocky woman asked. "Oh!
Fine, great . . . I'll get out." With a sigh, Maia reached for the rim. "Don't
be silly. You just got in!" Thalia chided. "I just heard the
innkeeper's got a washload goin'. We're tossing in our grungies. Want yours
done, too?" She nodded toward the filthy garments in the corner. Maia
winced at the thought of ever wearing them again, but they were all she had.
"Yeah, please. Kind of you." Thalia
swept up the clothes. "Don't mention it. Enjoy your bath. An' have all the
luck in the world." She
closed the door and Maia sank back into the tub, relishing how the heat swarmed
in again. It had been disappointing, thinking it was over so soon. Now she felt
happier than if she had been left undisturbed! Not that everything melted in
the hot water. The sound of the locomotive, its electric thrum along the rails,
was still in her head. Nor, try as she might, could Maia push aside all her
worries. Staying
ashore was out of the question. Tizbe and the Joplands would surely catch up
with her. The sea was her only option. With what Maia had learned about
navigation —and the Game of Life—perhaps some captain could be persuaded to
give her a trial billet on crew, not just as passenger, second class. Ideally a
slot to last through late spring, when rut season forced women ashore. By that
time, she ought to have saved a credit or two. In all
justice, she should get a small portion of the reward Kiel and Baltha were
collecting. Maia trusted L o R
v J6AJOM 349 Renna
to stick up for her, though from the size of the getaway cabal, her share still
wasn't likely to be large. There
was also the matter of her appointment with the PES investigator, now long
overdue because of circumstances beyond her control. Was it too late to make
good her promise? Would testimony before a local magistrate suffice? Part of
her determination was personal. Tizbe Seller locked me up to keep me from
talking. So that's exactly what I'll do! Of all the sensations warming
her—freedom, cleanliness, the physical luxury of the bath—she dwelled for a few
minutes on revenge. The Sellers and Joplands will be sorry they ever made me
their enemy, she vowed grandly. It
wasn't a sound that tickled Maia's attention. Rather, she grew gradually,
uncomfortably aware of a certain lack of sound. Frowning, it began to dawn on
her that it had been a while since she'd heard the murmur of conversation on
the porch below. Or the pacing of the var on watch, or the clinking of bottles,
or Renna's persistent, naive questions. Suddenly,
the bath no longer felt luxurious, but confining. I'm probably turning into a
prune, anyway, she thought. Her relaxed muscles had to be coaxed into lifting
her weight out of the tub. While toweling herself, Maia could not suppress a
rising sense of foreboding. Something was wrong. Maia
lowered the cover of the bathtub and climbed on top to reach the solitary
window, wiping the foggy pane and pressing close to peer down, onto the
veranda. Rows of empty bottles lay along the balcony railing, but where the
women had been sitting, no one remained in sight. Probably
Kiel and Baltha came back with news, she thought. But nobody was visible near
the main entrance, either. Did they go in to eat? she wondered. Maia
shoved upward against the window until it slid along wooden tracks, sash
weights rattling on both sides. Fresh, chill air streamed in, sowing goose
bumps as mois- 350 DAVID B
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evaporated from her skin. She stuck her head out and called, "Hey! Where
is everybody?" A few
locals were in view near a warehouse, loading a horse-drawn wagon. When she
stretched a little farther and turned left, she saw a crowd down at the
embankment, far below, moving toward one of the piers. Maia's heart surged when
she recognized Thalia's stocky form and Baltha's shock of blonde hair. No. They
wouldn't do that to me! But there was Renna. Taller than Baltha, walking
awkwardly with his arms around two of the women, rocking from side to side. "Lysos!"
Maia cried, hopping back onto the tiles. Her clothes were gone—no doubt to help
strand her here. ' With a curse, she now recalled Thalia's parting words, which
had seemed odd for someone you expected to see again! Clutching
a towel, Maia dashed from the room and swept downstairs, only to be blocked
momentarily by the innkeeper, holding a cloth bag and a paper envelope. "Oh,
it's you, miss. Your friends told me to give you—" Her
words cut off as Maia pushed her aside and streaked out the front door, leaping
down the steps onto the gravel road. Shopkeepers stared and a trio of
three-year-old clones giggled, but Maia dug in, kicking pebbles as she ran,
ignoring the bite of cold sea air. Turning fast at the embankment, she skidded
and sprawled hard onto hands and knees, but was up again in an instant, not
bothering to check for bleeding or to pick up the spilled towel. Maia ran naked
past loading cranes and moored ships, to amazed looks from sailors and
townswomen alike. Two
longboats had already set out from the pier, oars-women pulling with steady,
even strokes. When Maia •_ o R
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the end of the wharf, she screamed at Kiel, who •.;:
near the helmsman in the second boat. "Liar!
Damn you! You can't just—" Stamping, she - :ught
the words to express her fury. Kiel's jaw dropped ~ surprise, while several of
the vars Maia had fought next ..i now laughed at the sight of her standing
there, un-.'.othed and quaking with anger. The
dark woman cupped her hands and called back. 'We can't take you along, Maia.
You're too young and it's dangerous! The letter explains—" "Julp
on your damn letter!" Maia screamed in anger and disappointment.
"What does Renna have to say about . . ." Then
she saw what she had not noticed before. The man from space had a glazed,
unhappy look on his face, and was not focusing on anything or anybody in
particular. "You're kidnapping him!" she cried, hoarsely. ..
"No, Maia. It's not what you—" Kiel's
voice cut off as Maia dove headfirst into the frigid water and came up
sputtering. She inhaled a painful, salty rasp, then set out after the boat,
swimming with all her might. Peripatetic's
Log: Stratos
Mission: Arrival
+ 41.051 Ms Cloning,
as an alternate mode of reproduction, was used long before .the emigration from
Florentina World. An egg cell, carefully prepared with a donor's genetic
material, is implanted within a chemically stimulated volunteer, or the
artificial womb recently perfected on New Terra. Either way, the delicate,
expensive process is generally reserved for a world's most creative, or
revered, or wealthy individuals, depending on local custom. I know of no planet
where clones make up a significant fraction of the population . . . except
Stratos. Here,
they comprise over eighty percent! On Stratos, parthenogenetic reproduction is
as easy or hard, as cheap or
dear, as having babies the normal way. Results of this one innovation pervade
the whole culture. In my travels, I have never witnessed such a bold experiment
in redirecting human destiny. This was
the essence of my address before the Reigning Council in Caria. (See appended
transcript.) There was an element of diplomatic flattery, since I left all my
troubled questions for another occasion. Time and observation will surely
reveal cracks in this feminist nirvana, but that by itself is no indictment.
When has any human culture been perfect? Perfection is another way of spelling
death. Some in
the audience seemed eager for my proxy recognition of their founders'
accomplishments. Others smiled, as if indulgently amused that a mere man might
speak to a topic beyond his natural ken. Many simply stared blankly, unable to
decide. Then
there was the quiet, polite rancor I could not miss on the faces of a large
minority. Their hostility reminded me that Lysos, for all her scientific
genius, had also been leader of a militant, revolutionary band. Centuries
later, there remains a deep undercurrent of ideological fervor here on Stratos. The
season of the year is no help. Can it be coincidence that consent-to-land was
finally granted during midsummer, when suspicion of males runs highest? Were
opponents of contact hoping I'd misbehave, and so sabotage my mission? Perhaps
they count on assistance from Wengel Star. Or from hot season's shimmering
aurorae. If so, the Perkinists
will be disappointed. I am unaffected by glowing cues in their summer sky. Still,
I must take care. The men of this world are used to being few, surrounded by
womankind, while I was shaped in a different society, and have just spent two lonely
years of my own subjective span in cramped isolation between the stars. 16 Incised figures
on a granite wall . . .
geometric forms . . . nested, twining-rope patterns ... a puzzle, carved in
ancient rock . . . "We
can't stay down here much longer. I told you! Your code's no better'n a Lamai's
spit!" I Focus
on an image ... of a
child's hand . . . reaching
upward toward a star-shaped knot of stone . . . "Shut
up, Leie. Lemme think. Was it this one? Urn-.—I can't 'member." . . .
yes, this one. The star-shaped knob. She must touch the stone. Twist it a
quarter turn. A quarter turn to the right. It was
hard to do, though. Something was making her sluggish. A force of will was
needed just to make her arm extend, and motion felt like pushing through a jar
of bee honey. The dank air of the cellar felt humid, smothering. The stone
outcrop receded, even as she stretched out for it. ... a
star-shaped stone . . . key to the sequence of opening. 4 The image wavered. Her own hand warped, growing
indistinct behind swells of dizzying distortion. The sur- 358 DAVID B R 1X1 CLORV SEASON 359 rounding,
twining-rope carvings began to slither, twisting and writhing like awakening
snakes. "Too
late," Leie's voice warbled from somewhere out of sight, mixing sadness
with recrimination. A grinding sound told of the walls closing in, converging
to crush them, to immure them in granite, leaving no escape. "You're
always so damn late ..." What
hurt most was a vague sense of betrayal. Not by her sister, but the patterns.
She had felt so certain of them. The figures on the wall. She had put her faith
in them, and now they wouldn't play. Blurry
patterns. Fickle, blurry forms, carved in living, moving stone. . . . "...
is ... she . . . doin' . . . any . . . better?" It was
a woman's distant tenor that surged and faded so ... as if each word came
floating out of a mist, packaged in its own quavering bubble. The
reply, when it came, was much deeper, like a sea god intoning from the depths. ".
. . think ... so. ... doctor said . . . hour ago . . . ought to ... soon." At
first, the voices were welcome intrusions, stirring and dissipating the
clinging terror-strands of a bad dream. Soon, however, the words became
irritants, luring her with hints of meaning, only to jerk away all sense,
teasing her, thwarting an easy slide to quiet sleep. The
tenor returned, wavering less with each passing moment. "Good
thing ... or those . . . heads would be ... same as ... ing murderers." A
pause. The sea god intoned, "I ... never forgive myself." ".
. . had nothin' . . . with it! Damn fools, tryin' to ...
her behind, like some kid. Could've told 'em she . . . stand for it. ... Spunky
little var." At
least they were friendly voices, she realized. Soothing. Unthreatening. It was
good knowing she was being cared for. No need to worry yet over things like
how, or why. Natural wisdom counseled her to leave it for now. Let well enough
alone. Wisdom.
No match for the troublemaker Curiosity. Where
am I? she wondered despite herself. Who are these people? From
that moment, each word arrived defined. Freighted with meaning, context. "So
you've told me," the deeper voice resumed. "We had some chance to
exchange life stories in prison, but she never mentioned the details you told
me. Poor girl I had no idea what she's been through." The
man's voice . . . was Renna's. A small knot of worry unraveled. I haven't lost
him yet. "Yeah,
well, if I'd kept my ears an' eyes open, I'd have connected her with those
rumors goin' around, an' gone ashore to check for myself instead of sittin' on
the ship like a dorit." The
higher voice was also familiar, tugging at Maia's recollection from what seemed
ages ago, in a different life. "And
how about me? Swallowing a Mickey Finn, and letting those women carry me off
like a..partridge on a pole?" "Swallowing
a Mick . . . ? Ah, you mean a Summer Soother." Maia's
breath caught in surprise. Naroin! What is she doing here? Where
is here? "Yeah.
Pretty dumb, all right. I thought spacemen were supposed to be smartguys." Renna
chuckled ruefully. "Smart? Not especially. Not by the enhanced standards
of some places I've visited. The 360 DAVID B
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trait they seem to want in peripatetics is patience. We— Say, did you hear
that? I think she's stirring." Maia
felt a small cool hand along the side of her face. "Hello,
Maia? Can you hear me, younger? It's me, your old master-at-arms from the
Wotan. Eia! Up an' at 'em." The
hand was callused, not smooth. Yet it felt good just having someone touch her
again. Someone who meant her well. Maia almost feigned sleep, to prolong it. "I
..." Her first word came out more a croak than decipherable speech.
"C-can't . . . open my eyes . . ." The lids felt locked shut by
crusty dryness. A damp cloth passed gently over her brow, moistening them. When
it pulled away, the world entered as brightness. Maia blinked and could not
stop. Without conscious will, her leaden hands lifted to rub her eyes clumsily. Two
familiar faces swam into focus, framed against wood paneling and a ship's
porthole. "Where
..." Maia licked her lips and found her mouth too dry to salivate.
"Where bound?" Both
Naroin and Renna smiled, expressing relief. "You
gave us a scare," Renna answered. "But you're all right, now. We're
heading due west across the Mother Ocean, so our destination seems likely to be
Landing Continent. One of the big port cities, I figure. Better for their plans
than where they found us, out in the boondocks." "They?"
Bleariness kept intruding, causing the pale man and dark-haired woman to split
into four overlapping figures. "You mean Kiel? And Thalia and
Baltha?" Naroin
shook her head. "Baltha's just a hired stick, like me. We aren't part of
the Big Scheme. Those other two are the paymasters. Seems a secret league of
Rads has got plans for your starman, here." "No
end to excitement on wonderful Stratos," Renna added sardonically. "Maybe
... you could write a travel guide book," CLORV SEASON! 361 Maia
suggested, concentrating to control her dizziness. Renna laughed, especially
when Naroin looked at them both quizzically and asked what in Lysos's name a
"travel guide" was. "What
are you doing here?" Maia asked the woman sailor. "This can't be
Wotan." That
much was obvious. Every surface wasn't coated with a film of black, anthracite
dust. Naroin grimaced. "Nah. Wotan banged into a lighter in Artemesia Bay.
Captain Pegyul an' I had words over it, so I took my wages an' papers an' got
another berth. Just my luck to land one haulin' the weirdest atyp contraband I
ever saw—no of-fense, Starman." "None
taken." Renna appeared unbothered. "Think we'll have any chance to
jump ship along the way?" "Wouldn't
bet on it, Shoulders. That's one crowd o' dogged vars escortin' you. B'sides,
I'm not sure I wouldn't let things ride, if I was you. There's a lot worse
lookin' for your handsy alien tors than's got you right now, if you follow.
Even worse than crazy Perkie farmers." Renna
wore a guarded expression. "What do you mean?" "Don't
you know?" Naroin shrugged and changed the subject. "I'll go tell the
customers our drowned wharf mouse has come around. Just you two remember the
first rule o' summerling survival." She tapped the side of her head.
"Small mouth. Big ears." Naroin
gave Maia a parting wink and left, sliding the cabin door shut along its rails.
Renna watched her go, shaking his head slowly, then turned back to Maia.
"Want some water?" She
nodded. "Please." He
cradled her head while holding a brown earthenware cup to her mouth. Renna's
hands felt so much larger than Naroin's, if not noticeably stronger. He laid
Maia's 362 DAVID 8
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back on the folded blanket she had been given for a pillow. Or
rather, lent. I don't own a thing in the world, Maia thought, recalling the
betrayal of Thalia and Kiel, that naked sprint through the streets of Grange
Head, and her plummet into the icy bay. And my best, maybe only, friend on
Stratos is a stranger who knows even less than I do. The
thought would have made her laugh bitterly, if she had energy to spare. Maia
fought a losing battle just to keep her eyes open. "That's
all right," Renna commented. "Sleep. I'll stay right here." She
shook her head. "How long ..." "You
were out most of three days. Had to drain half a liter of water out of you, when
they dragged you aboard." So much
for those swimming lessons the mothers paid for, she thought. Laps in the Port
Sanger municipal pool had prepared her for real-life trials about as well as
the rest of Lamatia's much-vaunted summerling education. "You've
been here all the time?" Maia questioned Renna through an enveloping
languor. He dismissed it with an offhand wave. "Had to go to the can once
or twice, and . . . oh! I held onto something for you. Thought you might want
it when you woke." Maia
could barely focus on the glitter of brass as he slipped a small object, cool
and rounded, between her hand and the coverlet. My sextant! she realized
happily. It was just a silly, half-broken tool, of little utility. Yet it meant
so much to have something familiar. Something allied to memories. Something
that was hers. Tears welled in her eyes. "Hey,
hey," Renna soothed. "Just rest now. I'll be here." Maia
wanted to protest that no one had to keep watch over her, but she lacked the
will to speak. Part of her felt it was untrue. GLORY J6A50K1 363 Renna
gently placed his hand over the one holding the sextant. His touch was warm,
his calluses more evenly spread than Naroin's coarse ridges. They must have
come from more subtle labors, or perhaps even deliberate exercise; though, as
she drifted off, Maia found herself wondering why anyone would ever lift a
finger she or he didn't have to. Better, it seemed, simply to lie in bed
forever. "What
are you going to do, make me lie in bed/orever?" Maia pounded the covers
with both fists, causing the doctor to pull away the stethoscope. "Now,
don't get all worked up. I just said you should take it easy awhile. You're
young an' strong, though. Get up whenever you like." "Eia!"
Maia shouted, throwing the covers aside and bounding onto the wooden deck. Too
quickly. She felt a rush of dizziness, but refused to let it show.
"Anybody have some clothes to lend me? I'll work off the debt first
thing." "You
don't owe anybody," Kiel said from the foot of the bed. "We'll make up
what was in the package we left for you, at the hotel. Clothes and some money.
It's yours, free and clear." "I
don't want your charity," Maia snapped. Standing
across the small cabin, by the door, Thalia frowned unhappily. "Now don't
be mad, Maia. We only—" "Who's
mad?" Maia interrupted, clenching a fist. "I understand why you did
it. You've got big-time, political uses for Renna, and figured I'd just get in
the way. Even though I'm a var like you." Thalia
and Kiel looked pained, and relieved that Renna had stepped outside during the
examination. "We're engaged in dangerous business," Kiel tried to
explain. 364 DAVID BRIM "Too
dangerous for me, but okay for Renna?" "It's
probably a lot safer for the alien to come with us, than simply handing him
over to the PES in Grange Head. There are ... factions in Caria City. Factions
that don't have sweet plans for our Outsider." Maia
found that believable. "And you rads don't have plans, I take it?" "Of
course we do. We want to make a better world. But the peripatetic's goals
aren't incompatible with our—" The
physician closed his bag with, a loud snap. His authoritative glare must have
been learned at Health Scho-larium. "S'cuse me for interruptin', ladies,
but did you say something about gettin' this poor girl some clothes?" Medicine
was one rare track of higher education in which gender hardly mattered. Some
excellent practitioners were men, who seldom let the innate mood swings of
their sex interfere with professionalism. Thalia nodded quickly, at once the
attentive and compliant var. "Yes, Doctor. I'll get 'em now." At the
door she turned back. "Meanwhile, don't you run around naked on deck,
Maia! Not a good habit in the big cities we're headed to!" She giggled at
her own wit and departed. Maia briefly glimpsed Renna pacing outside. He looked
relieved when Thalia gave thumbs-up while closing the door. "The
youngster is undernourished," the physician went on telling Kiel, while
regarding Maia over the rims of his glasses. Maia crossed her arms and lifted
her chin while he clucked disapprovingly over her thinness. "I'll tell
Cook double rations for a week. You make sure she eats every bite." "Yes,
Doctor." Kiel nodded obediently, waiting till he left
before mimicking his stern look with knitted eyebrows •and
pursed, smacking lips. Under other circumstances, Maia
might have found the lampoon hilarious. Now she :LORV 365 succeeded
in remaining grim, sending the dark var what -he hoped was a fierce glower. Kiel
answered with a shrug. "All right. Crawl back _:nder the covers. I'll
answer your questions." Maia
chose to take the maternalistic tone as patronizing. She remained standing and
held up one finger. "First, what are you planning to do with him?" "Who,
Renna? Why, nothing much. There are some areas of technology we want to ask
about. He may not know the answers in detail, but he can give us a general idea
what's possible and what isn't. The solutions may lie in his ship's computer. "Mostly,
though, we want to take him somewhere safe and comfortable, while we dicker
with certain people in Caria." "Dicker?
About what?" "About
how to get him back to the State Guest House without an accident happening
along the way, and from there safely to his ship. He won't really be out of
danger till then." "Danger,"
Maia repeated, rubbing her shoulders. "From whom?" "From
people who've convinced themselves they can forestall the inevitable. Who think
contact would mean the end of the world. Who would fight it by killing the
messenger." Maia
had figured as much. Still, it was chilling to hear it confirmed. "Oh,
it's not the whole government," Kiel went on. "I'd say the majority
of savants, and a good many council members, realize change is coming. They
argue over ways of slowing it down as much as possible ..." "And
you don't want it slowed," Maia guessed. Kiel
nodded. "We want to speed it up! Lots of us aren't willing to wait two or
three generations till the next starship comes, and then through more delays,
and more. 366 DAVID 8
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V SEASOX1 367 The old
order's finished. Well past time to turn it on its head." "So
Renna's a bargaining chip." Kiel
frowned. "If you want to put it that way. In the short term. Over the long
run, our goals are compatible. If he does have a legitimate complaint or two
about our methods, can he honestly say he's not among friends? We want him to
live and accomplish his mission. The rest is just details." Against
her own wishes, Maia found herself believing Kiel. Am I being gullible? Why
should I even listen, after what she tried to do? "You
could help him call his starship, to come and get him." Maia
didn't like Kiel's indulgent smile, as if the suggestion were naive. "The
ship had but one lander. Anyway, it can only be sent back into space from the
launching facility at Caria." "Convenient."
Maia sat on the edge of the bed. "So Renna's stuck down here, where he
just happens to be useful against your enemies." Kiel
accepted the point with a nod. "You met some of them in Long Valley.
Mighty old clans, holding place in a static social order not by competing in an
open market, the way Lysian logic says they should, but by conniving together,
suppressing anything that might bring change. "Take
that drug plot you uncovered. Suppose they have their way and alter the balance
of reproduction on Stratos. There'd be almost no summerlings born! Nothing but
clones and a few tame males, raised as drones to be milked dry each
winter." "I
already figured that out," Maia grumbled uncomfortably. Kiel's
eyebrows arched. "Did you also figure out why the Perkinites didn't
eliminate our visitor from the stars, just as soon as they got their hands on
him? They plan to ..ueeze
data out of him, like juice from a doped-up -lor." "So?
You want information, too." "But
with different goals. They want to learn how to ".oot down hominid
starships"—Maia gasped; Kiel went n without a pause—"and much more.
They think Renna an help solve a problem that stumped even Lysos: how to -park
clqnal pregnancies entirely without sperm." "But
. . ." Maia stammered. "The placenta . . ." "Yes,
I know. Basic facts of life we're taught as babes. You need sperm to trigger
placental development, even if ..11 the egg's chromosomes come from the mother.
It's the ^asis for our whole system. Meant they had to arrange things so a few
'normal,' sexually induced pregnancies occur each summer, in order to get boys
to spark the following generation. Vars like you and me are mere side effects,
virgie." Maia
shook her head. Kiel was oversimplifying by leagues, especially about the
motivations of Lysos and her aides. Still, if the great clans ever found out
how to reproduce at will, without even brief participation by males, it would
make Tizbe Seller's rutting drug look like a glass of warm tea. "Did
Renna mention anything like this, when he was in Caria?" "He
did. The big dummy doesn't comprehend that there are some things people simply
oughtn't to know." Maia
agreed on that point. Sometimes Renna seemed too innocent to live. "You
see what we're up against," Kiel concluded, forming a fist. Her dark
complexion flushed. "Sure, we Rads are also proposing big changes, but in
the opposite direction! We'd redirect life on Stratos toward more normal modes
for a human species . . . toward a world right for people, not beehives from
pole to pole." 368 DAVID B
R I HI CLORV S Ј A J 0 XI 369 "You'd
take us back to when men were . . . fifty percent?" Laughter
broke Kiel's earnest scowl. "Oh, we're not that crazy! For now, our
near-term goal is only to unfreeze the political process. Get some debate
going. Put more than a few token summerling reps on the High Council. Surely
that's worth supporting, whatever you think of our long-range dreams?" "Well
. . ." "Maia,
I'd love to be able to tell the others you're with us." Kiel
was trying to meet her eyes. Maia preferred looking away. She paused for a long
moment, then gave a quick half-nod. "Not
yet. But I'll . . . listen to the rest." "That's
all we can ask." Kiel clapped her on the shoulder. "In time, I hope
you'll find it in your heart to forgive us for stupidly underestimating you.
That'll be the last time, I promise. . "And
meanwhile, since you've shown yourself to be , such a woman of action, who
better to choose as our guest's bodyguard, eh? You'd keep a special eye on
.him. Prevent anyone from slipping things into his feed, as we did at Grange
Head! What better way to make sure we stay honest? Does that sound acceptable
to you?" Kiel
was being wry, but the offer appeared genuine. Maia answered with grudging
respect. "Acceptable," she
I said in a low voice. It was irritating to know that Kiel could read
her like a book. Game
tokens lay scattered across the cover of the cargo hold—small black and white
tiles with whiskerlike sensors protruding from their sides and corners. At
first, Renna had marveled how each piece was built to meticulous precision.
But, after spending all morning winding one after another
of the-watchspring mechanisms, some of the romance went out of contemplating
them. Fortunately, the efficient gadgets needed just a few twists with a
winding key. Nevertheless, Renna and Maia had only finished prepping half of
the sixteen hundred game pieces by the time lunch was called. How do
I keep getting talked into weird stuff like this? Maia wondered as she got up
and stretched her throbbing arms. I'll be a wreck by evening. Still, it beat
peeling vegetables, or the other "light work" tasks she'd been
assigned since being let out. And the prospect of her first formal Life match
had Maia intrigued, if not exactly breathless. Maia
dutifully supervised the dishing out of Renna's food, making sure it came from
the common pot and that the utensils were clean. Not that anyone expected an
assassination attempt way out here on the Mother Ocean. More likely, someone on
the crew might try to dope him, just to stanch the endless flow of alien
questions. It was always easy to find Renna on board. Just look for a
disturbance in the sailors' routine. On the quarterdeck, for instance, where
Captain Poulandres and his officers took on harried looks after long sessions
of amiable inquiry. Or teetering precariously, high in the rigging, peering
over sailors' shoulders as they worked, thoroughly upsetting the protective
pair, Thalia and Kiel, who watched anxiously below. When
Renna mentioned his curiosity how the Game of Life was played at sea,
Poulandres seized a chance to divert the strange passenger's attention. A
challenge match would take place that very evening. Renna and Maia against the
senior cabin boy and junior cook. Hey,
Maia thought at the time. Did anyone hear me volunteer? Not
that she really minded, even when her wrists ached from the endless, repetitive
twisting. A fresh east wind filled Manitou's electric generator and stretched
its 370 DAVID 8
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sails, causing the masts to creak gently under the strain. It also filled
Maia's lungs with growing hope. Maybe things are going to work out, this time. I'm
going to see Landing Continent. If only
Leie were here, so we could see it together. Unlike
the creaky, old Wotan, this was a fast vessel, built to carry light cargoes and
passengers. Its sailors were well-accoutered, befitting members of a
prestigious guild. Cabin boys, newly chosen from their mother clans, ran
errands with enthusiastic dash. Maia found the officers' uniformed splendor
both impressive and more than a little pompous. After
her spell in Long Valley, where men had been scarcer than red lugars, it seemed
strange now, living with so many around. Her experience with, the Beller drug
undermined Maia's confidence in winter's sure promise of male docility. What
was it like before Lysos? she wondered. You never knew which men were
dangerous, or when. Surreptitiously,
she watched the sailors, comparing them to Renna, the alien. Even the obvious
things were startling. For instance, his eyes were of a dark brown hue seldom
seen on Stratos, set anomalously far apart. And his long nose gave the
impression of an ever-curious bird. Mild differences, really. But if Renna's
not from outer space, Maia thought, then he's from someplace equally strange. Other
differences ran deeper, Renna was always peering. His visual acuity was fine;
he simply hungered for more light, as if daytime on Stratos was dimmer than he
was used to. This counterbalanced an uncanny sensitivity to sound. Maia knew he
overheard the jokes people made about him. No one
made fun of his beard, now lustrous and curly dark. A summer beard few Stratoin
men could match this time of year. But there was some teasing concerning his
diet. Normal ship's fare was all right—grain and legume porridge, supplemented
by fish stew. But he politely re- fused
red meat from the ship's cooler, citing "protein allergies," and
would not drink seawater under any circumstances. The cook, grumbling about
"finicky land-boys," tapped a freshwater cask just for him. Kiel
shrugged and paid for it. Maia
felt she was well over the hearth-pangs that had filled her lonely solitude at
the prison-sanctuary. Except in his intelligence and essential goodness, Renna
bore no resemblance to the person she had pictured while exchanging coded
messages in the dark. It was just another loss, and no one's fault, in
particular. Still,
why did she find herself occasionally washed by illogical feelings of jealousy
when Renna spent time talking to Naroin, or Kiel, or other young vars? Am I
attracted to him in a ... sexual way? It seemed unlikely, given her youth. Even if
I were, what would jealousy have to do with it? Maia
sought within. Some thoughts seemed to make her feel all wound-up inside.
Others provoked disconcerting waves of warmth, or desolation. Then
again, maybe I'm making a big deal out of nothing. It
might have helped to talk out her confusion, but Maia wasn't comfortable
confiding in strangers. For that, there had always been Leie. The sea
had Leie, now. Although an endless reach of ocean surrounded her, Maia didn't
like to look upon it. After
lunch, Renna excused himself to the curtained platform that extended from the
poop deck over open water. He always took longer than others with his
postprandial toilet, and there were wagers concerning what he did in there.
Passersby reported strange sounds coming from behind the screen. "Sounds
like a lot o' scrubbin' an' spittin'," one sailor reported. 372 DAVID B
R I KJ QLORV 56AJOXI 373 Maia
made sure nobody intruded. Whatever his alien needs, Renna deserved privacy. At
least he kept himself cleaner than most men! The
women on board, all vars, fell into three types Maia could discern. Half a
dozen, including Naroin, were experienced winter sailors, comfortable working
side by side with the more numerous male crew. Worldly and capable, they
appeared more amused than interested in the political obsessions of the paying
passengers. Next
were twenty-one rads, partners in the bold scheme to hustle Renna from
captivity. Thalia and Kiel must have taken jobs at Lerner Forge to cover their
real mission, ferreting out where the Perkinite clans held their prisoner. Maia
wondered, had her ex-housemates cleverly followed the alien's trail halfway
around the world? More likely, their team was one of many sent to scour the
globe. Either way, the Radical cabal appeared large, resolute, and well
organized. In high
spirits after their successful foray, the rads were talkative, excited, and
clearly better educated than the average var. Their soft-voweled city accents
hardly impressed the third group—eight rough-looking women, most of whom spoke
the low, drawling dialect of the Southern Isles. As Naroin put it, Baltha and
her friends were along as "hired sticks." Mercenary guards to fill
out the expedition's complement. The southlanders scarcely concealed their
contempt for the idealistic rads, but seemed happy to take their pay. Renna
emerged from the toilet platform, zipping his blue pouch. He stretched,
inhaling deeply. "Never thought I'd get used to this air. Felt like
breathing syrup. But it kind of grows on you after a while. Maybe it's the
symbi-ont at work." "The
what?" Maia asked. Renna
blinked and was thoughtful for a moment. "Mm—something I took before
landing, to help me adjust to
walking around on a different planet. Did you know only three other hominid
populations are known to live at such atmospheric pressures? It's because of
the thick air that Stratos is habitable. Keeps the heat in. Normally, no one
would look for real estate near such a small sun. Lysos made a brilliant gamble
here, and won." Almost
as brilliantly as you changed the subject, Maia thought. But that was all
right. It pleased her to see Renna learning to control what he revealed. At
this rate, in a few seasons he might be able to play poker with a
four-year-old. "We
have more pieces to wind," she reminded him. They went back to the cargo
hatch where he sighed, lifting a squarish game token. "And to imagine, I
called these little devils ingenious. I still don't see why they refuse to use
the game board we brought from the citadel." "It's
tradition," Maia explained, gingerly turning one of the tiles, careful of
the protruding antenna-feelers. Those mass-produced game boards are powerful
... I never knew how powerful till getting to play with one. But I do know
they're lower in status than handmade ones. They're meant for summer, when most
men are cooped up ;n sanctuaries. Unable to travel." "Because
of the weather?" "And
restrictions by local clans. It's a rough time for men. Especially if you're
unlucky, and get no invitation to town. When it's not raining, there's the
aurorae and Wen-^el in the sky, setting off frustrating feelings. A lot of men
ust close the shutters and distract themselves with crafts .md tournaments.' My
guess is that right now a computer came board reminds them too much of a time
they'd rather not think about." Renna
nodded. "I guess that makes sense. Still, it oc-.urs to me perhaps there's
another reason sailors prefer mechanicals. I get a feeling you aren't
considered a real 374 DAVID BRIM man
unless you can build all your own tools, with your | own hands." Maia
reached for another game piece to wind. "It has to be that way, Renna.
Sailors can't afford to specialize, like women in clans do." She motioned
at the complex rigging, the radar mast, the humming wind-generator.,
"You're never sure you'll have the right mix of skills on a voyage, so
every boy expects to learn most of them, in time." "Uh-huh.
Sacrificing perfection of the particular in favor of competence in the
general." Renna pondered for a moment, then shook his head. "But I'm
convinced it goes deeper. Take that miniature sextant on your wrist, so much
more ornate and clever than needed for the task." Maia
put down the winding key and turned her arm to regard the sextant's brass
cover, with its ornate, almost 1
mythological rendition of a huge airship. Renna motioned " for her to open it. Next to the
folded sighting arms and finely knurled wheels, there were sockets for
electronic j hookups, now plugged
and apparently unused for ages. Renna reached over to touch a tiny, dark
display screen. "Don't let the vestiges of high tech fool you, Maia.
There's nothing that couldn't be handmade in a private works, using techniques
passed on from teacher to pupil for generation after generation. It's that
passing on of skill that interests me." Maia
felt for a moment as if she were listening to I Renna rehearse a report he
planned to give at some future time and place, describing the customs of an
obscure tribe, located at the fringes of civilization. Which is what we are, I
guess. She inhaled, suddenly acutely conscious of the weight of air in her
lungs. Was it really heavy, compared to other worlds? Despite Renna's remarks,
the round, red sun didn't look feeble. It was so fierce, she could only look
straight at it for a few seconds without her eyes watering. Renna
went on. "I find it interesting that such elabo- _ 0 R
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skills get passed on so attentively, far beyond what ::.cers need to teach in
order to get good crew." Maia
folded the sextant away. "I hadn't thought of it .u way before. We're
taught that men don't have . . ." o searched for the right word.
"They don't have con-iiity. The middies adopted by sailing masters are
rarely •jir
own sons, so there's no long-range stake in the boys' _:ccess. Yet, you make it
sound almost like the way it is in .ins. Personal teaching. Close attention
over time. Pass- •_j on
more than a trade." "Mm.
You know, the more I think about it, the more m sure
it was designed this way. Sure a family of clones .ies it
more efficiently, one generation training the next. at at
base, it's just a variation on an old theme. The ".aster-apprentice
system. For most of human history, -ach
systems were the rule. Progress came through incre-.ental improvements on
tried-and-true designs." Maia
recalled how, as children, she and Leie used to ~eer into the workshop of the
Yeo leatherworkers, or ximesin clockmakers, watching older sisters and mothers
istruct younger clones, as they themselves had been aught. It was how young
Lamais learned the export-im-~ort business. You wouldn't imagine such a process
to be "ossible among men, no two of whom ever shared the -ame
exact talents or interests. But Renna implied there .•.as less difference than
similarity. "It's a traditional sys-.em, perfect for maintaining
stability," the star voyager -aid,
putting a wound-up game piece aside and lifting an-.nher. "There is a
price. Knowledge accumulates addi-avely, almost never geometrically." "And
sometimes not at all?" Maia asked, feeling suddenly uneasy. "Indeed.
That's a danger in craft societies. Sometimes the trend is negative." She
looked down, suddenly feeling something like shame. "We've forgotten so
much." 376 DAVID B
R I HI "Mm,"
Renna's dark eyebrows came together. "Not so much, perhaps. I've seen your
Great Library, and spoken with your savants. This isn't a dark age, Maia. What
you see around you is the result of deliberate planning. Lysos and the Founders
carefully considered costs and alternatives. As products of a scientific era,
they were determined to prevent another one happening here." "But—"
Maia blinked. "Why would scientists want to stop science?" His
smile was warm, but something in Renna's eyes told Maia this was a topic
fraught with personal pain. "Their
aim wasn't to stop science as such, but to prevent a certain kind of
scientific/ever. A cultural madness, if you will. The sort of epoch in which
questioning becomes almost a devotional act. In which all of life's certainties
melt, and folk compulsively doubt old ways, heedless of whatever validity those
ways once had. Ego and 'personal fulfillment' take precedence over values based
on community and tradition. Such times bring terrible ferment, Maia. Along with
increased knowledge and power comes ecological danger, from expanding
populations and misuse of technology." No
pictures formed in Maia's head to accompany his words. The content was entirely
abstract, without reference to anything she knew. Yet, she felt appalled.
"You make it sound . . . terrible." His
exhalation was heavy. "Oh, there are benefits. Art and culture flourish.
Old repressions and superstitions shatter. New insights illuminate and become
part of our permanent heritage. A renaissance is the most romantic and exciting
of times, but none lasts very long. Way back, before the Phylum Diaspora, the
first scientific age barely got us off the homeworld before collapsing in
exhaustion. It came as close to killing as liberating us." Maia
watched Renna and felt positive he spoke from more than historical erudition.
She saw an ache in his dark : L o R
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He was remembering, with both regret and deep nging. It was a kind of
homesickness, one more final and rredeemable than her own. Renna
cleared his throat, briefly looking away. "It
was during another such age—the Florentina Revival—that your famous Lysos grew
convinced that stable ocieties are happier ones. Deep down, most humans pre-.:
living out their lives surrounded by comfortable cer-.unties, guided by warm
myths and metaphors, knowing hat they'll understand their children, and their
children .'.ill understand them. Lysos wanted to create such a vorld. One with
net contentment maximized not for a ••rilliant
few, but over time for the maximum number." "That's what we're
taught." Maia nodded. Though once
again, it was a different way of phrasing familiar things.
Different and disturbing. "What
you aren't taught, and my private theory, is •.hat
Lysos only adopted sexual separatism because Perkin-:te secessionists were the
strongest group of malcontents wiling to follow her into exile. They provided
the raw material Lysos used to make her stable world, isolated and protected
from the ferment of the hominid realm." Never
had Maia heard the Founder spoken of like this. With respect, but of an almost-collegial
sort, almost as if Renna had known Lysos personally. Anyone hearing this would
have to believe one basic truth—the man was, indeed, from another star. For a
long time, Renna looked out across the sea, contemplating vistas Maia couldn't
begin to picture. Then he shrugged. "I ramble too much. We started talking
about how sailors are taught to scorn a man who relies on tools he doesn't
understand. It's the major reason they despise me. sailor "You?
But you crossed interstellar space! Wouldn't irs—" "Respect
that?" Renna chuckled. "Alas, they also know 378 DAVID B
R I KI V J Ј A 379 my
ship. is the product of vast factories, built mostly by robots, and that I
couldn't control the least part of it without machines almost smarter than I
am, whose workings I barely comprehend. You know what that makes me? The
savants have spread mocking fairy tales. Ever hear of the Wissy-ManT' Maia
nodded. It was a name boys called each other when they wanted to be cruel. "That's
me," Renna finished. "Helpless Wissy-Man. Dispatched by fools, slave
to his tools. Rescued by vars after crossing the stars." Renna
gave a short laugh, almost a snort. It did not sound amused. That
evening's Life match was a disaster. Sixteen
hundred game pieces, fully wound, had been divided into two sets of stacks on
each side of a cargo hatch grooved with forty vertical lines crossed by forty
horizontal. Maia and Renna joined the other passengers for dinner, eating from
chipped porcelain bowls, looking out over choppy seas. Then, with an hour of
daylight remaining, they went back to await their opponents. The junior cook
and a cabin boy arrived a few minutes later, the former still wiping his hands
on his apron. They don't take us very seriously, Maia guessed. Not that she
blamed them. As the
visiting team, she and Renna were invited to make the first move. Maia
swallowed nervously, almost dropping the pieces she carried, but Renna grinned
and whispered, "Remember, it's just a game." She
smiled back tentatively, and handed him the first tightly-wound piece. He put
it in the extreme lower right corner of the board, white side up. They
had talked over strategy earlier. "We'll keep it simple," Renna had
said. "I learned a few tricks while sit- .
.:.round in jail. But I was mostly trying to write rnes- - or
paint pictures. I'll bet it's lots different with . ne opposing you, trying to
wreck what you create." .\enna had sketched on a notepad what he called a -v
conservative" pattern. Maia recognized some of the r.itive forms. One
cluster of black tokens in the left -er
would sit and "live" forever if left untouched by other moving
pattern of black dots. Their strategy -Id be
to try to defend this oasis of life until the time :t, concentrating on defense
and making only minimal .iys into enemy territory with gliders, wedges, or
slicers. le would do nicely. While
Renna laid down that first row, the boys ^ged
each other, pointing and laughing. Whether they cady
saw naivete in the design, or were just trying to .id the
neophytes, it was unnerving. Worse, from Maia's rspective,
were the jibes of women spectators. Especially tha and
the southlanders, who clearly thought this ex- _ise profoundly
male-silly. A female
crew member /.med
Inanna whispered in a comrade's ear, and they - Jth
laughed. Maia felt sure the joke was about her. She was doing herself no good,
nor was it clear what -,enna
was going to learn. Then
why are we doing it? The
first row was finished. At once, the cook and .ibin
boy began laying down forty pieces of-their own. "ney
used no notes, although Maia saw them confer once. A few
seamen observed idly from the quarterdeck stairs, -vhittling
sticks of soft wood into lacy, finely curled sculp-ures of sea animals. When
the boys signaled their turn finished, Renna :ook a long look and then
shrugged. "Looks just like our first row. Maybe it's coincidence. Might as
well continue with our plan." So they
laid another forty, mostly white side up, seeding enough strategically located
black pieces so that when I 380 DAVID R I KJ the
game commenced and all the wound-up springs were released, a set of pulsing
geometric patterns would embark on self-sustaining lifespans, setting forth to
take part in the game's brief ecology. At
least, we hope so. It went
on that way for some time as the sun set beyond the billowing, straining jib.
Each side took turns laying forty disks, then watching and trying to guess what
the other team was up to. There came one interruption when the wind shifted and
the chief bosun called all hands to the rigging. Dashing to their tasks,
sailors hauled lanyards and turned cranks in a whirl of straining muscles. The
tack maneuver was accomplished with brisk efficiency, and all was calm again
before Maia finished forty breaths. Naroin leaped down from the sheets, landing
in a crouch. She grinned at Maia and gave thumbs-up before sauntering back to a
spot along the port rail favored by the female crew members, who smoked pipes
and gossiped quietly as game preparations resumed. "Those
devils," Renna said after eight rows had been laid. Maia looked where he
pointed, and momentarily saw what he meant. Apparently, their opponents had
copied the same static "oasis" formation to sit in their most
protected corner. In fact, she realized. They're mimicking us right along! Only
slight variations could be seen along the left-hand side. What's the purpose of
that? Are they making fun of us? Differences
began to creep in after the tenth row. Suddenly, the cook and cabin boy began
laying down a completely different pattern. Maia recognized a glider gun, which
was designed to fire gliders across the board. She also saw what could only be
a cyclone—a configuration with the attribute of sucking to its doom any moving
life pattern that came nearby. She pointed out the incipient design to Renna,
who concentrated, and finally nodded. "You're
right. That'd put our guardian in danger, ;LORV 381 I .vouldn't
it? Maybe we should move him to one side. To :he right, do you think?" "That
would interfere with our short fence," she oomted out. "We've already
laid two rows for that pattern." "Mm.
Okay, we'll shift the guardian leftward, then." Maia
tried to visualize what the game board would ^ook like when completed. Already
she could see how en-:ities now in place would evolve during the first two,
:hree, even five or six rounds. This particular area of hatch cover would be
crossed by a newly launched mother ship. That area over there would writhe in
alternating black and .vhite swirls as a mustard seed turned round and round .
. a pretty but deceptively potent form. When she tried :o follow the path of
projectiles from the other side, Maia came to a horrified realization—one set
of gliders would carom off the mirror-edge and come back spearing obliquely
toward the very corner they had worked and planned so hard to protect! Renna
scratched his head when she pointed out the incipient disaster. "Looks
like we're cooked," he said with a frown. Then he winced as Maia's
fingernails bit his arm. "No,
look!" she said, urgently. "What if we build our own glider gun . . .
over there! We could set it to fire back into our own territory, intercepting
their—" "What?"
Renna cut in, and Maia was briefly afraid she'd overstepped, injecting her own
ideas into what was essentially his design. But he nodded in growing
excitement. "Ye-e-s, I think it might . . . work." He reached out and
squeezed her shoulders, leaving them tingling. 'That'd do it if we got the
timing right. Of course, there's the problem of debris, after the gliders
collide. . . ." There
was hardly enough room in the last few rows to lay down the improvised
modifications. Fortunately, their opponents didn't place another cyclone near
the boundary. Maia's new glider gun lay right along the border, with 382 DAVID B R I KJ no room
to spare. She was exhausted by the time the last piece had been set. And I
thought this was a lazy man's game. I guess spectators never know until they
try a sport for themselves. It was
long past sunset. Lanterns were lit. Thalia arrived with a pair of coats.
Slipping hers on, Maia realized everyone else had already dressed for the chill
of evening. She must have been putting out too much nervous energy to notice. Captain
Poulandres approached, dressed in a cowled robe and carrying a crooked staff in
his role as master and referee. Behind him, all the ship's company save the
helmsman, lookout, and sailmaster found perches from which to watch. They
lounged casually, many wearing amused expressions. Maia saw none of the usual laying
of bets. Probably
no takers for our side, whatever the odds. Silence
fell as the captain stepped forward to the edge of the game board, where the
timing square was ready to send synchronized pulses to all pieces. At a set
time, each of the sixteen hundred tiny units would either flip its louvers or
rest quiet, depending on what its sensors told it about the state of its
neighbors. The same decision would be made a few seconds later, when the next
pulse arrived. And so on. "Life
is the continuation of existence," the captain intoned. Perhaps it was the
cowl that lent his voice a deep, vatic tone. Or maybe it was part of being
captain. "Life
is the continuation of existence," the ship's company responded, echoing
his words, accompanied by a background of creaking masts and flapping sails. "Life
is the continuation of existence, yet no thing endures. We are all patterns,
seeking to propagate. Patterns which bring other patterns into being, then
vanish, as if we've never been." Maia
had heard the invocation so many times, recited CLORV J Ј A J 0 383 in
countless accents at dockside arenas in Port Sanger and elsewhere. She knew it
by heart. Yet this was her first time standing as a contestant. Maia wondered
how many other women had. No more than thousands, she felt sure. Maybe only
hundreds. Renna
listened to the ancient words, clearly entranced. ".
. .We cannot control our progeny. Nor rule our inventions. Nor govern far
consequences, save by the foresight to act well, then let go. "All
is in the preparation, and the moment of the act. "What
follows is posterity." The
captain held out his staff, hovering above the winking timing square. "Two
teams have prepared. Let the act be done. Now . . . observe posterity." The
staff struck down. The timing square began chiming its familiar eight-count.
Even though she was prepared, Maia jumped when the flat array of sixteen
hundred black and white pieces seemed all at once to explode. Not all
at once: In fact, fewer than half flipped their louvers, changing state because
of what they sensed around them. But the impression of sudden, frantic
clattering set Maia's heart racing before a second wave of sound and motion
suddenly crossed the board. And another. Fortunately,
she did not have to think. Any Game of Life match was already over the moment
it began. From now on, they could only stand and watch the consequences unfold. Peripatetic's
Log: Stratos
Mission: Arrival
+ 43.271 Ms I found
it hard overcoming prejudices, during my first visit to a Stratoin home. It
wasn't the concept of matriarchy, which I've met in other guises on Florentina
and New Terra. Nor the custom that men. are another species, sometimes needed,
often irksome, and fortunately rare. I was prepared for all that. My
problem arises from growing up in an era obsessed with individuality. Variety
was our religion, diversity our fixation. Whatever was different or atypical
won favor over the familiar. Other always came before self. An insane epoch,
say psychohistorians
. . . even if its brief glory produced ideal star travelers. . In
voyaging, I've encountered many stabilized societies, but none more contrary to
my upbringing than Stra-tos. The unnerving irony of this world's fascinating
uniqueness is its basis in changelessness. Generations are not rent by shifting
values. Sameness is no curse, variety no automatic friend. It's
just as well we never met. Lysos and I would not have gotten along. Nonetheless,
I was delighted when Savant lolanthe asked me to spend some days at her family's
castlelike estate, in the hilly suburbs of Caria. The invitation, a rare honor
for a male in summer, was surely a political statement. Her faction is the
least hostile toward restored contact. Even so, I was cautioned that my visit
was to be "chaste." My room would have no windows facing Wengel Star. I told
lolanthe to expect no problems in that regard. I will avert my gaze, though not
from the sky. Nitocris
Hold is an ancient place. lolanthe's clone-line has occupied the sprawling
compound of high 'walls, chimneys, and dormered roofs for most of six hundred
years. Related lineages dwelled on the site almost back to the founding of
Caria. Our car
swept through an imposing gate, cruised along a garden-rimmed drive, and halted
before a finely sculpted marble entrance. We were formally greeted by a trio of
graceful Nitocri who, like lolanthe, were of stately :ddle
age, dressed in shimmering yellow silken gowns uh high collars. My bag was
carried off by a younger .an-sister. More siblings bearing distinctive Nitocris
fea-_:res—soft eyes and narrow noses—rushed silently to -.ove.the car, seal the
gate, and usher us inside. So, for
the first time, I entered the sanctum of a par-..enogenetic clan, prime unit of
human life on Stratos, They aren't bees or ants," I thought silently,
suppressing .•die comparisons. Within, I repeated the motto of my . ailing— "Let
go of preconceptions." The
savant cheerfully showed me courtyards and gar-_:ens and grand halls,
unperturbed by a crowd of children .•ho whispered and giggled in our wake. The
Nitocri keep no domestic employees, no hired vars to carry out unpleasant tasks
beneath the dignity of wealthy clones. No Nitocris resents taking her turn at
hard or dirty chores, such as scouring fire grates, or scrubbing lavatories, or
laying down roof tiles. All is well-timed according to age, with each girl or
woman alternating between onerous and interesting tasks. Each individual knows
how long a given phase will last. After a set interval, a younger sister will
be along to take over whatever you are doing, while you move on to something
else. No
wonder even children and youths move gracefully, with such assurance. Each
clone-daughter grows up watching elders just like her, performing their tasks
with a calm efficiency derived from centuries of practice. She knows the
movements unconsciously before ever being called upon to do them herself. No
one hurries to take on power
before her time. "My turn will come," appears to be the philosophy. At
least, that's the story they were selling me. No doubt it varies from clan to
clan, and almost certainly works less than perfectly even among the Nitocri.
Still, 1 wonder ... Utopians
have long imagined creating an ideal society, without competition, only
harmony. Human nature—and the principle of selfish genes—seemed to put the
dream forever out of reach. Yet, within a Stratoin clan, where all genes are
the same, what function remains for selfishness? The tyranny of biological law
can relax. Good of the individual and that of the group are the same. Nitocris
House is filled with love and laughter. They seem self-sufficient and happy. I do
not think my hosts noticed when I involuntarily shivered, even though it wasn't
cold. 17 There
was glory on deck the next morning. Freshly fallen from high, stratospheric
clouds, the delicate :Vost coated every surface, from spars and rails to
rigging, _ming the Manitou into a fairy ship of crystal dust, glowing in a
profusion of pink sunrise refractions. Maia
stood atop a narrow flight of stairs leading up "om the small cabin she
shared with nine other women. -r.e
rubbed her eyes and stared at the sweetly painful uawnlight glitter outside.
How pretty, she thought, watching countless pinpoints of rose-colored
brilliance change, -r.oment
by moment. She
recalled occasions when Port Sanger received -.:ch a
coating, causing shops and businesses to close while women hurried outside to
sweep puffballs from :heir windowsills into vacuum jars, for preservation. A
sprinkle of glory disrupted daily life far more than thicker falls of normal
snow, which simply entailed boots and shovels and some seasonal grumbling. Certainly
men preferred dense drifts of the regular -•;;nd. Even slippery ice, making the streets slick
and reacherous, seemed to perturb the rough sailors nowhere "-ear as much
as a thin scattering of lacy glory. Most males 390 DAVID B R I XI fled to
their ships, or beyond the city gates, until sunlight cleansed the town, and
its women citizens were in a less festive mood. That
was on shore, Maia remembered. Here, there's no place for the poor fellows to
run. From
the narrow doorway at the head of the stairs, Maia inhaled a cool, faintly
cinnamon odor. This was no minor dusting, like in Long Valley. The air felt
bracing, and provoked a tingling in her spine. Sensations vaguely familiar from
prior winters, yet enhanced this time. Of
course, she hadn't been a grown woman before. Maia felt combined eagerness and
reluctance, waiting to see if the aroma would have a deeper effect, now that
she was five. There
was movement on deck, male sailors shuffling with the desultory slowness of
dawn-shift workers. They were physically unaffected by the icy encrustation,
yet the captain's expression seemed unhappy, irritated. He snapped at his
officers and frowned, contemplating the fine, crystal dusting. The
unhappiest person in sight was the only female— the youngest of Kiel's company
of Rads, a girl about Maia's age. She was using a broom to sweep glory frost
into a square-mouthed bucket, which she proceeded to empty over the side before
going back for another load. Maia
sensed a stirring behind her—another woman rising with the sun. She glanced
back and nodded a silent good-morning as Naroin climbed the short, steep steps
to squeeze alongside. "Well, look at that," the older var commented,
sniffing the soft, chill breeze. "Quite a sight, eh? Too bad it's all got
to go." The
petite sailor redescended, plunging momentarily into the dimness of the narrow
cabin. She reached onto the bunk Maia had just vacated, and returned bearing
Maia's coat. "There you go," Naroin said' with a kindly tone, and
pointed at the girl outside, sweeping the deck •_ o R
v J6A50XI 391 :eiectedly.
"Your job, too. Law of th' sea. Women stay -elow
till the frost goes. Except virgies." Maia
blushed. "How do you know I'm a—" Naroin
held up a hand placatingly. "Just an expres- -:on.'
Half o' these vars"—she jerked her thumb at those -v.il
sleeping below—"never had a man, an' never will. '-ah, it's a matter of
age. Youngsters sweep up. Go on, .hild. Eia." "Eia,"
Maia responded automatically, slipping on the .oat. She trusted Naroin not to
lie about something like -.his.
Still, it seemed unfair. Her feet shuffled reluctantly as :he bosun gently
pushed her outside and shut the door ^ehind her. Chill air condensed her breath
in steamy glumes. Rubbing already-numb hands, Maia sighed and -.vent
to the utility locker to fetch a broom. The
other girl gave her a look that seemed to say, Where have you been? Maia lifted
her shoulders in the same silent language. I
didn't know anything about it. Do I ever? It was
logical, when she thought about it. Glory didn't affect women as strongly as
summer's aurorae did men, - hank
Lysos. Still, it drew those of fertile age toward ideas of sex at exactly the
time of year when most men preferred a good book. What males found irksome but
avoidable on land could not be escaped so easily at sea. Fivers and sixers, who
were less affected by the seasons,'and unattractive to males anyway, naturally got
the job of sweeping up, so other women might be permitted to emerge before
noon. The
chore soon lost whatever attraction lay in novelty, and Maia found the faintly
pleasant tingling in her nose less fixating than advertised. Carrying
bucketsful to the rail, she could not escape the sensation of being watched.
Maia felt certain some of the sailors were pointing at her, sniggering. The
reason had nothing to do with the glory fall, and 392 DAVID B
R I everything
to do with last night's fiasco of a "competition." It was bad enough
being a lowly young var, on a voyage not of her choosing. But the Life match
had left her a laughingstock. Sure
enough, one of her opponents, the cook's assistant, was firing up his stove
under the eaves of the poop deck. The boy grinned when Maia's sweeping brought
her nearby. He lisped through a gap left by two missing teeth, "Ready for
another game? Whenever you an' the Starman want, me an' Kari are ready." Maia
made as if she hadn't heard. The youth was clearly no intellect, yet he and the
cabin boy had made quick hash of Renna's carefully-thought-out Game of Life
plan. The rout became obvious within a few rounds. With
each pulse, ripples of change had swept the board. Black pieces, representing
"living" locations, turned white and died, unless conditions were
right to go on living.- White pieces flipped over, coming alive when the number
of black neighbors allowed it. Patterns took shape, wriggling and writhing like
organisms of many cells. The
forty-by-forty grid was by no means the largest Maia had seen. There were
rumors of boards vastly bieeer J OO
' in some
of the towns and ancient sanctuaries of the Mediant Coast. Yet, she and Renna
had worked hard to fill their side with a starting pattern that might thrive,
all to no avail. Their labors began unraveling from almost the very start. One of
their opponents' designs began firing self-contained gliders across the board,
configurations that banked and flapped at an oblique angle toward the edge,
where they caromed toward the oasis Renna and Maia had to preserve. Maia
watched with a lump in her throat as the other glider gun on this side—her own
contribution to Renna's plan—launched interceptors that skimmed past their
short fence barrier just in time tc LORY S6AJOKI 393 Yesl
She had felt elation as their antimissiles collided .:ih the enemy's
projectiles right on schedule, creating •. xplosions of simulated debris. "Eia!"
she had cried in excitement. Intent
as she had been on that threat, Maia was rudely vanked back by an abrapt roar
of laughter. She turned to Renna. "What is it?" Ruefully,
her partner pointed toward the synthetic figure they had counted on to hold the
center of the board. Their "guardian," with its flailing arms and
legs, had seemed guaranteed to ward off anything that dared approach. But now
Maia saw that a bar-shaped entity had emerged from the other side of the board,
approaching inexorably. At that instant, she experienced a queer sense of
recognition, perhaps dredged out of childhood memory, from watching countless
games at dockside in Port Sanger. In a strange instant, the new shape suddenly
struck her as ... obvious. Of
course. That shape will absorb ... . The
flickering intruder made contact with the branching patterns that were the
guardian's arms, and proceeded to suck them in! To the eye, it seemed as if
their opponents' creature was devouring game pieces, one by one, incorporating
organs from the guardian into its growing self. It's
actually a simple shape, she recalled thinking numbly. Boys probably memorize
it before they're four. As if
that weren't enough, the invader pattern began displacing the guardian's
undamaged core. Beat by beat, the pseudobeast she and Renna had built was
pushed backward, rending and flailing helplessly, smashing through all their
fences. Helplessly, they watched the destructive retreat grind all the way to
the near left corner, where their vulnerable oasis was promptly and decisively
crushed. From that moment on, life quickly dissipated 394 DAVID B
R I KJ from
their half of the game board. Laughter and amused booing had sent Maia fleeing
in shame to her cabin. It was
only a game, she tried convincing herself the next morning, as she swept. At
least, that's what women think, and they're the ones who count. Still,
memory of the humiliation lingered unpleasantly as glory frost evaporated under
the rising sun. Those thin patches she and the other young var had missed soon
sublimed. With visible reluctance, Captain Poulandres went to the railing and
rang a small bell. At
once, the deck thronged with women passengers and crew, inhaling the last
aromas and looking about with liveliness in their eyes. Maia saw one broadly
built var come up behind a middle-aged sailor and pinch him, causing the man to
jump with a low yelp. The husky-victim whirled around, wearing a harassed
expression. He responded after an instant with a wary laugh, shaking a finger
in admonishment, and quickly retreated to the nearest mast. An unusual number
of sailors seemed to have found duties to perform aloft, this morning. It
wasn't a universal reaction. The assistant cook seemed pleased by the
attentions of women gathered round the porridge pot. And why not? Aroused fems
were seldom dangerous, and it was doubtful the poor fellow got much
notice.during summertime. He would likely store a memory of brief flirtation to
carry him through lonely months in sanctuary. Two
nearby vars, a short blonde and a slender redhead, were giggling and pointing.
Maia turned to see what had them going. Renna,
she thought with a sigh. The Visitor had approached one last, half-full bucket
she had neglected to dump overboard. He bent to scoop a handful of glory frost,
bringing it up to sniff, delicately, curiously. Renna looked perplexed for a
moment, then his head jerked back . L 0
R V SEASON 395 - d his
eyes widened. Carefully, he dusted off his hands .p.d thrust them into his
pockets. The two
rads laughed. Maia didn't like the way they .% ere looking at him. "1
guess if one were desperate enough . . ." one said : • the other. "Oh,
I don't know," came the reply. "I think he's kind _; exotic-looking.
Maybe, after we reach Ursulaborg." "You
got hopes! The committee's already picked those .vho'll get first crack. You'll
wait your turn, and chew a Kilo of ovop if you're lucky." "Yuck,"
the second one grimaced. Yet a covetous i'leam did not leave her eye as she
watched the man from space depart for the quarterdeck. Maia's
thoughts whirled. Apparently, the rads had designs to keep Renna busy while
they sheltered him and dickered with the Reigning Council. Her first reaction
was outrage. How dare they assume he'd go along, just like :hat? Then
she bit back her initial wrath and tried hard to see it calmly. I guess he's in
their debt, Maia admitted reluctantly. It would be churlish to refuse his
rescuers at least an effort, even in the dead of winter. The Radical
organization had no doubt promised members of the rescue party rewards if they
succeeded—perhaps sponsorship of a winter sparking, with an apartment and trust
fund to see a first cloneling child through primary schooling. The leaders,
Kiel and Thalia, will be first, Maia realized. Given her education and talents,
Kiel would then be in a good position to become a founding mother of a growing
clan. So
politics is just part of it, Maia thought, considering the motives of her
former cottage-mates. None of my damn business, she told herself, knowing that
she cared intensely, anyway. The first rad glanced at Maia standing nearby,
listening. "Of course, there's an element of choice on his part,
too," she said. "Equal rights, y'know. And there's no I 396 DAVID B
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v s e A j o 397 accounting
for alien tastes. . . ." The var turned to Maia, and winked. Maia
flushed and strode away. Leaning on the starboard rail, she stared across
foam-flecked waves, unable to contain her roiling thoughts. The busybody had
voiced a question Maia herself hadn't admitted: I wonder what Renna likes in
women? Shaking her head vigorously, she made a resolute effort to divert her
thoughts. Troublesome maunderings like these were at best impractical, and she
had vowed to be a practical person. Think.
Soon they'll take Renna far away and you'll be alone in a big city. When he's
long gone, you'll he left to live off what you know. What
assets do you have? What skills can you sell? She tried to concentrate—to bring
forth a catalog of resources —but found herself facing only disconcerting
blankness. The
blankness was not neutral. Born in a tense moment of angst, it spread outward
from her dark thoughts and seemed to color her view of her surroundings,
saturating the seascape, washing it like a canvas painted from a savage
palette, in primitive and brutal shades. The air felt charged, like before a lightning
storm, and a sense of fell expectation set her heart pounding. Maia
tried closing her eyes to escape the distressing epiphany, but extracted
impressions only pursued her. Squeezing her eyelids shut caused more than
familiar, squidgy sensations. A coruscation of light and dark speckles
flickered and whirled, changing too fast to be tracked. She had known the
phenomenon all her life, but now it both frightened and fascinated her.
Combining in overlapping waves, the speckles seemed to offer a fey kind of
meaning, drawing her away from centered vision toward something both beautiful
and' terrible. Breath
escaped her lungs in a sigh. Maia found the will to rub her eyes and reopen
them. Purple blotches throbbed concentrically before fading away, along with ..::
eerie, unwelcome sense of formless form. Yet, for a retch of time there lay
within Maia a vague but lingering .rety. Looking outward, she no longer saw,
but contin- •:d
imagining a vista of everchanging patterns, stretching ;•_ infinite recursion
across the cloud-flecked sky. Momen-;rily, the heavens seemed made of
ephemeral, quickly ••-ering,
emblematic forms, overlapping and merging to :ave the illusion of solidity she
had been taught to call jlity. Relief
mixed with awed regret as the instant passed. It . juld only have lasted
moments. The atmosphere re- -umed
its character of heavy, moist air. The wood rail •^neath
her hands felt firm. Now I
know I'm going crazy, Maia thought sardonically. As if she didn't have troubles
enough already. Breakfast
was called. Tentatively, as if the deck might -hift
beneath her feet, Maia went to take her turn in line. -he
watched the cook serve two portions—one for Renna ;;nd a double scooping for
herself, by order of the ship's doctor. She turned, looking for the Visitor,
and found him deep in conversation with the captain, apparently oblivious to
the fool he had made of himself last night. She .ipproached from behind, and
caught his attention just -j>ng
enough to make sure he noticed his plate on the chart table, near his elbow.
Renna smiled, and made as if :o speak to her, but Maia pretended not to notice
and moved away. She carried her own bowl of hot, pulpy .vheatmeal forward, all
the way to the bowsprit, where the ship's cutting rise and fall met alternating
bursts of salty ?pray. That made the place uncomfortable for standing, but
ideal for being left alone, tucked under the protective shelter of the forward
cowling. The
porridge nourished without pretense at good -.aste.
It didn't matter. She had mastered her thoughts now, and was able to
contemplate what she might do .-.-hen the ship reached port. 398 DAVID B
R I XI Ursulaborg—pearl
of the Mechant Coast. Some ancient dam there are so big and powerful, they've
got pyramids of lesser dans underneath them, who have dient families of their
own, and so on. Clones serving clones of the same women who first employed
their ancestors, hundreds of years ago, with everybody knowing her place from
the day she's born, and all potential personality conflicts worked out ages
ago. Maia
remembered having seen a cinematic video—a comedy—when she and Leie were three.
Coincidentally, the film was set in the magnificent Ursulaborg palace of one
such grand multiclan. The plot involved an evil outsider's scheme to sow
discord among families who had been getting along for generations. At first,
the stratagem seemed to work. Suspicions and quarrels broke out, feeding on
each other as women leaped to outrageously wrong conclusions. Communication
shattered and the tide of misunderstandings, both incited and humorously
accidental, seemed fated to cause an irreparable rift. Then, at a climactic
moment, the high-strung momentum dissolved in an upswell of revelation, then
reconciliation, and finally laughter. "We
were made to be partners," said one wise old matriarch, at the moral
denouement. "If we met as vars, as our first mothers had, we would become
fast friends. Yet we know each other better than vars ever could. Is it
possible we Blaine sisters could live without you Chens? Or you without us?
Blaines, Chens, Hanleys, and Wedjets . . . ours is a greater family, immortal,
as if molded by Lysos herself." It had
been a warm, mushy ending, leaving Maia feeling terribly glad to have Leie in
her life . . . even if her sister had muttered derisively, at the movie's end,
about its manic illogic and lack of character development. Leie
would have loved to see Ursulaborg. There
was no land in sight. Nevertheless, she looked past the bowsprit to the west,
blinking against spray that hid a salty bitterness of tears. R
V 5 Ђ A $ o xi 399 Renna
found her there. The dark-eyed man called :i from
the foremast. "Ah, Maia, there you are!" She
hurriedly wiped her eyes and turned to watch —.
clamber into the sheltered area. "How are you doing?" .;sked
cheerfully. Dropping to sit across from her, he .-.ed
forward to squeeze her hand. 'I've
been unhappier," she answered with a shrug, -omewhat
befuddled by his warmth. It pierced the protec-e distance she had been working
to build between crn. Maia made sure not to yank her hand back, but withdrew
it slowly. He appeared not to notice. "Isn't
it a fine day?" Renna inhaled, taking in the -road
expanse of sunny and cloud-shaded patches of sea, -'.retching
to every horizon. "I was up at dawn, and for a .utle while I thought I saw
a swarm of Great Pontoos, off -.0 the
south among the clouds. Someone said they were ust common zoor-floaters. . . .
I've seen lots of those. But these looked so beautiful, so graceful and
majestic, :hat I figured—" "Pontoos
are very rare now." "So
I gather." He sighed. "You know, this planet would seem perfect for
flying. I've seen birds and gasbag creatures of so many types. But why so few
aircraft? I know spaceflight might disrupt your stable pastoralism, but what
harm would it do to have more zep'lins and wingplanes? Would it hurt to give
people' a chance to move around more freely?" Maia
wondered how a man could be so talkative, so early in the day? He would've
gotten along better with Leie. "They
say long ago there were a lot more zep'lins," she answered. "They
also say men used to fly them, like seaships, but then were banished from the
sky. Do you know why?" Maia
shook her head. "Why don't you ask them?" "I
tried." Renna grimaced, looking across the ocean. "Seems to be a
touchy subject. Maybe I'll look it up when I 400 DAVID B R I XI get
back to the Library, in Caria." He turned back to her. "Listen, I
think I've figured something out. Could you tell me if I'm wrong?" Maia
sighed. Renna seemed determined to wear down her carefully tailored apathy with
sheer, overpowering enthusiasm. "Okay," she said warily. "Great!
First, let's verify the basics." He held up one finger. "Summertime
matings result in normal, genetically diverse variants, or vars. Is that word
derogatory, by the way? I've heard it used insultingly, in Caria." "I'm
a var," Maia said tonelessly. "No point being insulted by a
fact." "Mm.
I guess you'd say I'm a var, too." Of
course. All boys are vars. Only the name doesn't ding to them like a parasite.
But she knew Renna meant well, even when dredging clumsily through matters that
hurt. "All
right, then. During autumn, winter, and spring, Stratoin women have
parthenogenetic clones. In fact, they often can't conceive in summer till
they've already had a winter child." "You're
doing fine so far." "Good.
Now, even cloning requires the involvement of men, as sparklers, since sperm
induces placental—" "That's
sparkers," Maia corrected in a low voice. "Yeah,
right. Okay, here's the part I've been having trouble with." Renna paused.
"It's about how Lysos meddled with sexual attraction. You see, on most
hominid worlds, sex is an eternal distraction. People dwell on it from puberty
to senility, spend vast measures of time and money, and sometimes act
incredibly disagreeably, all because of a gene-driven, built-in
obsession." "You
make it sound awful." "Mm.
It has compensations. But, arrangements on Stratos seem intended to cut down
the amount of energy centered on sex. All in keeping with good Herlandist
ideology." R
V J Ј A J o XI 401 "Go
on," she said, growing interested despite herself. Do people on other
planets really think about sex more than I How do
they get anything done? Renna
continued. "Stratoin men are stimulated by visual cues in the summer sky,
when women are least moused. Today, on the other hand, I got to witness this •eculiar
ice-frost you get in winter—" "Glory." "Yeah.
A natural product of some pretty amazing strat-^pheric processing that I plan
looking into. And it stimu-,_ues women!" "So
I'm told." Maia felt warm. "According to legend, Ivsos took the Old
Craziness out of men and women, and .joked around for someplace to put it. Up
in the sky -eemed
safe enough. But one summer Wengel Star came along. He stole some of the
madness and made a flag to wave and shine and put the old rut back into men,
:hrough their eyes." "And
during high winter it sneaks back down as Glory?" "Right,
seizing women through their noses." "Mm. Nice fable. Still, doesn't
it seem queer that women and men should be so perfectly off-sync in
desire?" "Not
perfectly. If it were, nobody'd get born at all." "Oh sure, I'm
oversimplifying. Men can enjoy sex in winter and women in summer. But how odd
that males are aggressive suitors during one season, only to grow demure half a
year later, when women seek them out." Maia
shrugged. "Man and woman are opposites. Maybe all we can hope for is
compromise." Renna
nodded in a manner reminiscent of an absent-minded but eager savant from
Burbidge Clan, whom the Lamai mothers used to hire to teach varlings
trigonometry. "But however carefully Lysos designed your ancestors' genes,
time and evolution would erase any setup that's not 402 DAVID B
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stable. Those few males who escaped the program just a little would pass on
their genes more often, and so on for their offspring. The same holds for
women. Over time, male and female urges would come into rough synchrony again,
with lots of tension and two-way negotiating, just like on other worlds. "But
here's the brilliant part. On Stratos there's greater payoff, in strict
biological terms, for a woman to have clone children than normal sons and
daughters, who carry only half her genes. So the trait of women seeking winter
matings would reinforce." Maia
blinked. "And the same logic applies to men?" "Exactly!
A Stratoin male gets no genetic benefit from sex in winter! No reason to get
all worked up, since any child spawned won't be his in the most basic sense.
The cycle tends to bolster the cues Lysos established." He shook his head.
"I'd need a good computer model to see if it's as stable as it looks.
There are some inherent problems, like inbreeding. Over time, each clone family
acts like a single individual, flooding Stratos with . . ." Renna's
enthusiasm was infectious. Maia had never known anyone so uninhibited, so
unrestrained by conventional ideas. Still, a part of her wondered. Is he always
like this? Was everybody like this, where he came from? "I
don't know," she cut in when he paused for breath. "What you're
saying makes sense . . . but what about that happy, stable world Lysos wanted?
Are we happy? Happier than people on other planets?" Renna
smiled, meeting her eyes once more. "You get right to the heart of the
matter, don't you, Maia? How can I answer that? Who am I to judge?" He
looked up at low, white cumulus clouds, whose flat bottoms rode an invisible
pressure layer not far above the Manitou's topmast. "I've been to worlds
which might seem like paradise to you. All your terrible experiences, this
year, would have been next to impossible on Passion or New Terra. Law, LORV SEASON 403 -.echnology,
and a universal maternal state would have orevented them, or instantly stepped
in with remedies. "On
the other hand, those worlds have problems rarely or never seen here. Economic
and social upheavals. Suicide. Sex crimes. Fashion slavery. Pseudowar, and
sometimes the real thing. Solipsism plagues. Cyberdyson-:sm and demimortalism.
Ennui. ..." Maia
looked at him, wondering if he even noticed his iapse into alien dialect. Most
of the words had no meaning :o her. It reinforced her impression that the
universe was vast, unfathomably strange, and forever beyond her reach. "All
I can do is speak for myself." Renna continued in a low voice. He paused,
looking across the sun- and shadow-splashed sea, then turned back and squeezed
her hand again, briefly. His face crinkled in a startling manner at the edges
of the eyes, and he smiled. "Right
now I'm happy, Maia. To be here, alive, and breathing air from an endless
sky." Maia
cheered up considerably once the talk moved on to other things. Answering
Renna's questions, she tried to explain some of the mysterious activities of
Manitou's sailors—climbing the rigging, unfurling sails, scraping salt crust,
oiling winches, tying lanyards and untying them, performing all the endless
tasks required to-keep a vessel in good running trim. Renna marveled at myriad
details and spoke admiringly of "lost arts, preserved and wonderfully improved." They
told more of their personal stories. Maia related some of the amusing
misadventures she and Leie used to have, as young hellions in Port Sanger, and
found that a poignant warmth of recollection now overcame much of the pain. In
return, Renna told her briefly of his capture while visiting a House of Ease in
Caria, at the behest of a venerable state councillor he had trusted. 404 DAVID BRIM "Was
her name Odo?" she asked, and Renna blinked. "How did you know?" Maia
grinned. "Remember the message you sent from your prison cell? The one I
intercepted? You spoke of not trusting someone called Odo. Am I right?" Renna
sighed. "Yeah. Let it be a lesson. Never let your gonads get ahead of
clear thinking." "I'll
take your word for it," Maia said dryly. Renna nodded, then looked at her,
caught her expression, and they both broke down, laughing. They
continued telling stories. His concerned fascinating, faraway worlds of the
Great Phylum of Humanity, while Maia lingered over the tale of her ultimate
conquest, with Leie's help, of the most secret, hidden part of Lamatia Hold,
solving the riddle of a very strange combination lock. Renna seemed impressed
with the feat, and claimed to feel honored when she said it was the first time
she had ever told anyone about it. "You
know, with your talent for pattern recog—" A shout
interrupted from the radar shed. Two boys went scrambling up the mainmast,
clinging to an upper spar while peering in the distance. One cried out and
pointed. Soon, the entire ship's complement stood at the port rail, shading
their eyes and staring expectantly. "What
is it?" Renna asked. Maia could only shake her head, as perplexed as he. A
murmur coursed the crowd, followed by a sudden hush. Squinting against
reflections, Maia finally saw an object hove into view, ahead and to the south. She
gasped. "I think . . . it's a greatflower tree!" It had
all the outward appearances of a small island. One covered by flagpoles draped
with tattered banners, as if legions had fought to claim and hold a tiny patch
of dry land in the middle of the sea. Only this isle drifted, floating at an
angle to the steady progress of the ship. As they approached, Maia saw the
flagpoles were like spindly tree _ORV J6AJOX1 405 :unks.
The ragged pennants weren't ensigns at all, but the remnants of glowing,
iridescent petals. "I
saw a clip on these, long ago," Maia explained. "The ;reatflower
lives off tiny sea creatures. You know, the kind .v:th just one cell? Below the
surface, it spreads out filmy •r.eets
to catch them. That's why Poulandres ordered us to •::ove
away, instead of going closer for a better look. Wouldn't be right to hurt it,
just out of curiosity." "The
thing looks pretty badly damaged already," Renna commented, noting the
frayed flowers. Yet he seemed as enthralled as Maia by those remaining
fragments, whose blue and yellow and crimson luminance seemed independent of
reflected sunlight, shimmering across the waters. "What are those? Birds,
picking away at •.he
plant? Is it dead?" Indeed,
flocks of winged creatures—some with filmy \\ingspans wider than the Manitou's
spars—swarmed the floating island like midges on a dying beast, attacking the
brightly hued portions. Maia replied, "I remember now. They're helping it.
That's how the greatflower breeds. The birds carry its pollen in their wings to
the next tree, and the next." As they
watched, a small detachment of dark shapes swirled off the cloud of birds and
came swooping toward the Manitou. At the captain's sharp command, crewmen dove
belowdecks, emerging with slingshots'and wrist catapults, which they fired to
drive the graceful, soaring beasts away from the straining sails. The fliers
inflicted only a little damage with narrow jaws filled with jagged teeth,
before losing their appetite for canvas and flying away . . . though not before
one tried nipping at the bright red hair of one of the boys aloft. An event
that everyone but the poor victim seemed to find hilarious. The
greatflower flowed past only a hundred meters away. Its maze of color could now
be seen extending beneath the water's surface, in tendrils that floated far be- 406 DAVID B R I hind.
Schools of bright fish darted among the drifting fronds, in counterpoint to
the.frenetic feeding of the birds. Maia snapped her fingers. "Too bad we
missed seeing one in late summer, when the flowers are in full bloom. Believe
it or not, the trees use them as sails, to keep from being blown ashore during
storm season. Now I guess the currents are enough, so the sails fall apart." She
turned to Renna. "Is that an example of what you mean by ... adaptation?
It must be an original Stratoin life-form, or you'd have seen things like it
before, wouldn't you?" Renna
had been staring at the colorful, floating isle with its .retinue of
scavengers, as it drifted behind Manatou's wake. "It's too wonderful for
me to have missed, in any of the sectors I've been. It's native, all right.
Even Lysos wasn't clever enough to design that." Soon
another greatflower hove into view, this time with fuller petals, diffracting
sunlight in ways Renna excitedly described as "holographic." In turn,
Maia told him about a tribe of savage sea people who had cast their lot forever
with the greatflowers, sailing them like ships, collecting nectar and plankton,
netting birds and fish, and snaring an occasional, castaway sailor to spark
their daughters for another generation. Living wild and unfettered, the runaway
society had lasted until planetary authorities and seafaring guilds joined
forces to round them up as "ecological irresponsibles." "Is
that story true?" Renna asked, both dubious and entranced at the same
time. In
fact, Maia had based it on very real tales from the Southern Isles. But the
connection with greatflowers was her own invention, made up on the spur of the
moment. "What do you think?" she asked, with an arched eyebrow. Renna
shook his head. "I think you're quite recovered from your near-drowning.
Better have the doctor take you off whatever he's been giving you." : • R V A S o 407 r The
last greatflower fell astern, and both crew and -
-L-ngers soon returned to the tedium of routine. To pass •.ime,
Renna and Maia used her sextant to take sight- _.- on
the sun and horizon, comparing calculations and .".ng
to guess the time without looking at Renna's watch. Y also
gossiped. Maia laughed aloud and clapped when ..;a
puffed his cheeks in a caricature of the chief cook, announcing
in anomalously squeaky tones that lunch --•?uld
be delayed because glory frost had gotten in the adding, and he'd be cursed
before he fed it to "a bunch o' /.ridy vars, too hepped t'ken a man from a
lugar!" "That
reminds me of a story," she responded, and . ent
on to relate the tale of a sea captain who let his vissengers
frolic in a late-evening glory-fall, then fell '.eep,
". . . only to waken hours later when the women •-•i
fire to his sails!" Renna
looked perplexed, so she explained. "See, some eople think flames overhead
can simulate the effects of .urorae, get it? The glory-doped women ignited the -nip. .
. ." "Hoping
to get the men excited, too?" He looked ap- ^alled.
"But . . . would it work?" Maia
stifled a giggle. "It's a joke, silly!" She
watched him picture the ludicrous scene, and •.hen
laughed aloud. At that moment Maia felt more re-.axed than she had in—who knew
how long? There was even a hint of what she had experienced back in her prison
cell ... of something more than acquaintanceship. It was good having a friend. But
Renna's next question took her aback. "So,"
he said. "Do you want to help me get ready for another Life match? Captain
Poulandres has agreed to let us try again. This time the other side has to wind
the pieces, so we can concentrate on coming up with a new strategy." Maia
blinked at him. "You're kidding, right?" 408 DAVID BRIM "Y'know,
I never imagined the competition version involved so many tricky permutations.
It's more complicated than painting pretty pictures with a reversible Life
variant, as I did with my set in jail. It'll be a challenge holding our own
against even junior players." Maia
could not believe his penchant for understatement. Just when she thought she
was starting to understand Renna, he surprised her again. "All they want
to do is laugh at us. I won't be embarrassed like that again." Renna
seemed puzzled. "It's only a game, Maia," he chided lightly. "If
you think that, then you don't know much about men on Stratos!" Her hot
response gave Renna pause. He pondered for a moment. "Well ... all the
more reason to explore the matter further, then. Are you sure you won't . . .
?" When Maia shook her head firmly, he sighed. "In that case, I'd
better get to work if I'm to have a game plan ready by this evening." He
stood up. "We'll talk later?" "Mm,"
she replied noncommittally, finding a way to occupy her hands and eyes, folding
the sighting rods of her sextant with meticulous care as he departed with a
cheery goodbye. Maia felt irked and confused as his footsteps receded—as much
by his obstinacy in continuing to play the stupid game as by the way he took her
refusal so well. I guess
I should be grateful to have a friend at all. She sighed. Nobody's ever going
to find me indispensable, that's for sure. It
turned out he needed her even less than she had thought. When lunch was called,
Maia took Renna his plate as usual, only to find him sitting near the fantail
with the electronic Life Set on his lap, surrounded by a cluster of extremely
attentive young rads. o R v 409 "So
you see," he explained, gesturing from one corner :he board to the other.
"If you want to create a simu-. d ecology that'll do both things—resist
invasion from . outside while persisting in a self-sustaining manner— .; have
to make sure all elements interact in such a way .:•.— Ah, Maia!" Renna
looked up with unmistakable -asure. "Glad you've changed your mind. I had
an idea. :. u can tell me if I'm being an idiot." Don't
tempt me, she thought in a flash of jealous temper. Which was silly, of course.
Renna appeared oblivious, : .->o caught up in his enthusiasm for concepts to
notice that :hese vars weren't swarming over him out of any love of
.Lbstractions. "Brought
you the chef's special," she said, trying to maintain a light tone.
"Of course, if anyone else is hungry . . ." The
other women shot her daggers. By unspoken agreement, two of them got up to
fetch, so the rest could keep Renna attended. They're
the idiots, Maia thought, noting that other clusters of women could be seen
following any ship's officer who stepped off the sacrosanct quarterdeck. All
this had been provoked by the morning's glory fall. She doubted any of the vars
actually wanted to get pregnant here and now. Not without a niche and bankroll
to raise a child securely. Maia had seen women putting pinches of ovop leaf in
their cheeks, as a safeguard against conception. Even if
pleasure was the sole objective, however, their hopes were ill-fated. Great
clans spent fortunes entertaining men in winter, getting them in the mood.
Without incentives, most of Manitou's sailors would choose whittling and games
over providing exertive services free of charge. Well . . . I've seen
exceptions, Maia admitted. But Tizbe Beller's drug was doubtless far too dear
for rads to afford, even if they had the right contacts. "Go
on," one of the young women urged Renna. It 410 DAVID B
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slim blonde Maia had overheard earlier, now leaning against Renna's shoulder to
look at the game board, hoping to distract his attention back from Maia.
"You were talking about ecology," the rad said in a low voice.
"Explain again what that has to do with the patterns of dots." She's
acting stupid on purpose. Maia watched Renna shift uncomfortably. And it's
going to backfire on her. Sure
enough, Renna lifted his eyes in a silent sigh, and gave Maia an apologetic
glance before answering. "What I meant was that each individual organism
in an ecosystem interacts primarily with its neighbors, just like in the game,
though, of course, the rules are vastly more complex ..." Maia
felt a moment of triumph. His look meant he preferred her conversation to the
others' close-pressed attentions, no matter that they were older, physically
more mature. Naturally, his reaction would have been different in summer, when
rut turned all men into— Wait a
minute. Maia stopped short suddenly. We talked about seasonal sexuality on
Stratos. Deep-down, though, I kept assuming that it applied to him. Does
it, though? Would summer and winter have anything to do with what Renna feels? Maia
backed away, watching as the Earthman patiently described how the array of
black or white cells crudely simulated a kind of "life." Despite the
simple level of his explanation, he seemed intent to look only at the game
board, avoiding direct contact with his audience. For the first time, Maia
noticed a sheen of perspiration on his brow. "They
got plans for him, you know." Maia
whirled. A tall, fair-haired woman had come up from behind. The rugged
easterner, Baltha, picked her teeth with a wood sliver and leaned against the
aft capstan. She grinned at Maia. "Your Earthman is worth a lot more to
these rads than they're lettin' on, y'know." CLORV S e A J 0 HI 411 Maia
felt torn between curiosity and her dislike of the woman. "I know they
need information, and advice from his ship's library. They want to know if
something in it can help make Stratos more like other worlds." Baltha
raised an eyebrow. Perhaps the acknowledgment was mocking. "Information's
nice. But I bet they seek help of a quicker sort." "What
do you mean?" Baltha
tossed the toothpick in an arc that carried it overboard. "Think about it,
virgie. You see how they're already workin' on him. He'll be asked to earn his
keep, in Ursulaborg. An' I just bet he's able." Maia's
face felt warm. "So? So he sparks a few—" Baltha
interrupted. "Sparks, hell! You just can't see, can you? Think, girlie.
He's an alien! Now that may mean he's too different even to spark Strato-fems
like us. Can't tell unless they try. But what about th' other extreme? What if
his seed works, all right? What if it works the old-fashioned way, even in winter?" Maia
blinked as she worked out what Baltha meant. "You mean, his sperm might
not spark clones ... but instead go all the way and make vars?" She looked
up. "No matter what time of year it is?" Baltha
nodded. "Then, what if his var-sons inherited that knack? An' their sons?
An' so on? Now .wouldn't that throw a spanner in Lysos's plan?" She spat
over the side. Maia
shook her head. "Something sounds wrong about that—" "You
bet it's wrong!" the big var cut in again. "Med-dlin' with the design
set down by our foremothers an' betters. Arrogant rad bitches." Actually,
Maia hadn't meant "wrong" in that sense. Although she couldn't spot
the flaw at that moment, she felt certain there was something cockeyed with
Baltha's reasoning. It struck Maia intuitively that the design of hu- 412 DAVID BRIM man
life on Stratos wouldn't be so easily diverted, not even by seed taken from a
man from the stars. "I
thought you hated the way things are, as much as the rads do," she asked,
curious about the venom in Baltha's voice. "You helped them get Renna away
from the Perkinites." "Alliance
of convenience, virgie. Sure, my mates an' me hate Perkies. Stuck-up clans that
want a lock on everything without keepin' on earnin' it. Lysos never meant that
to happen. But from there on, we an' the rads part. Bleedin' heretics. We just
want to shake things up, not change the laws o' nature!" Why is
she telling me this? Maia wondered, seeing a gleam in Baltha's eyes as she
regarded Renna. "You have ideas about using him, too," Maia surmised. The
blonde var turned to look at her. "Don't know what you mean." "I
saw what you collected in your little box," Maia blurted, eager to see how
Baltha would react when confronted. "Back in the canyon, while we were
escaping." "Why,
you little sneak . . ." the woman growled. Then she stopped and a slow
grin spread across her rugged features. "Well, good for you. Spyin's one
of th' true arts. Might even be your niche, sweetums, if you ever learn to tell
enemies from friends." "I
know the difference, thanks." "Do
you?" "Like
I can tell you'd use Renna for your own ends, at least as much as the rads want
to." Baltha
sighed. "Everybody uses everybody else. Take your friends, Kiel an'
Thalia. They used you, kiddo. Sold you to th' Bellers, in hopes of trackin' you
to jail, an' maybe findin' their Starman wherever you were stashed." Maia
stared. "But ... I thought Calma Lerner . . ." "Think
what you like, citizen," Baltha answered sarcastically. "I know
better than tryin' to tell nothin' to a _ 0 R
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fiver, who's so sure she knows who's her good pals, who ain't." The
eastlander turned and sauntered away, wandering the
railing that overlooked the cargo deck, where she :gan a
low conversation with a large blonde woman,.one :' the
female deckhands serving aboard the Manitou. Be- w, on
the main deck, Naroin's voice could be heard, tiling
a small band of women away from bothering sailors take
their turn at obligatory combat practice. Baltha ;rinned
back at Maia, then picked up her own polished >hort-trepp,
and slid down the gangway to join the ses- >:on.
Soon there came a staccato clicking of sticks, and a •.hump
as somebody hit the ground. Maia's
thoughts roiled. She saw Thalia, about to take r.er turn in the practice ring,
pluck a bill from the weapons rack. Glancing up, Thalia smiled at her, and in a
rush, Maia was filled with an outraged sense of confirmation. Sakha's right,
damn her! Kiel and Thalia must have used me. A tidal
surge of hurt and betrayal caused each breath :o catch painfully in her throat.
She had been angry with her former cottage-mates for trying to leave her behind
in Grange Head, but this was worse. Far worse. I ... can't :mst anybody. The
sense of perfidy hurt terribly. Yet, what strangely came to mind most strongly
right then was the memory of cursing Calma Lerner and her doomed clan. I'm
sorry, she thought. Even if Baltha turned out to be wrong, or lying, Maia felt
ashamed of what she'd said in wrath, invoking maledictions on the hapless
smithy family, whose members had never done her any real harm. In the
background, contrasting to her dark brooding, Renna's voice continued blithely,
describing his strategy for the evening's match. ". . . so I was thinking,
I could put a pinwheel at each end of the board, near the boundary . . ." The
voice was an irritation, scraping away at Maia's 414 DAVID B
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XI 415 guilt-wallow.
Even if Baltha lied, I'll never be able to trust Thalia and Kiel again. I'm as
alone now as ever I was in my prison cell. She
closed her eyes. The rhythmic clicking of battle sticks was punctuated by
Naroin's shouted instructions. Renna droned on. ". . . Naturally, they'll
be struck by simulated objects coming from my opponents' side of the board.
Most of those will be deflected by the pinwheel's arms. But there are certain
basic shapes that worry me . . ." Vagaries
of wind caused the steersman to order a slight turn, bringing the sun around
from behind a sail to shine on Maia's closed eyelids. She had to tighten them
to sever innumerable stabbing, diffracted rays. In her sadness, Maia felt a
return of that odd, displaced feeling she had experienced that morning.
Sunlight enhanced those omnipresent speckles in their ceaseless dance before covered
retinas ... a dance without end, the dance that accompanied all her dreams.
Void of will, her awareness drew toward their flicker and swirl, seeming to
laugh at her troubles, as if all worries were ephemera. The
speckled pavane was the only lasting thing that mattered. "...
You see how even a simple glider, striking at an angle, will cause my pinwheel
to break up. . . ." Unasked-for
memories of those long days and nights in prison swarmed over her. Maia
recalled how she had been entranced by the Life game, the patterns wonderfully
mysterious as Renna's artistry unfolded in front of her. That had been a far
more subtle exercise than playing a simple set match, throwing simulated
figures against those devised by an opponent. But it was a cheat, since he had
been able to use a form of the game that was reversible. The machine did all
the work. No wonder he was having so much trouble dealing with the most trivial
concepts of the competitive version. ;>ne
did not have to be looking at the board to envi- jon the
shapes he was describing. In her current state of toosciousness,
she could not prevent envisioning them. The
rads sitting around him must be bored out of their .;?.
one part of her contemplated with some satisfac- -. Yet
it was a small part. The rest of her had fled from ..-•carable unhappiness
into abstraction, only
to be i, ought in a swirl of
cavorting forms. "...
So I was thinking of placing an array of simple I beacon patterns around the
pinwheel, like this . . . you see? That ought to protect it from at least the
first on-4aught—" '"Wrong!"
Maia cried out loud, opening her eyes and -.ing
around. Renna and the women stared in surprise - :ie
strode toward them, brusquely shooing aside one of surprised vars to get at the
game board. She took the us out of Renna's hand and quickly erased the array he
/. been building at one end of the boundary zone. 'Can't
you see? Even I can. If you want to protect j.unst
gliders, you don't let your shapes just sit there, .v.ting
to be hit. Your barrier's got to go out to meet them. :ere,
try—" She bit her lip, hesitating a moment, then ;rew a
hurried swirl of dots on the display. Maia reached ver to
flick on the timing clock, and the configuration -•egan
throbbing, sending out concentric ovals of black lots that dissipated upon
reaching a distance of eight -quares
from the center. It was reminiscent of the persis-:ent, cyclic pattern of waves
emanating from where drips ::om a faucet strike a pool of water. Left alone,
the little _;rray would keep sending out waves forever. Renna
looked up in surprise. "I've never seen that one oefore. What's it
called?" "I
. . ." Maia shook her head. "I don't know. Must've seen it when I was
a kid. It's obvious enough, though. Isn't i?" "Mm.
Indeed." Shaking his head, Renna took back the 416 DAVID B
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and drew a glider gun on the other side of the board, aimed at the figure she
had just drawn. He restarted the game clock, causing a series of flapping
missiles to be fired straight toward with the pattern of concentric waves. They
collided . . . . . .
and each one was swallowed with scarcely a ripple! "I'll
be damned." He shook his head admiringly. "But how would you defend
this pattern against something larger, like was thrown against us last
night?" Maia
snapped. "How should I know? Do you think I'm a boy?" Several
of the rads chuckled, uncertainly, and Maia didn't care if they were laughing
with, or at her. One of the young women got up with a sniff and walked away.
Maia rubbed her chin, looking at the game board. "Now that you mention it,
though, I can suggest one way to fend off that bulldozer contraption the cook
and cabin boy used against us." "Yes?"
Renna made room on the bench and another var reluctantly gave way as Maia sat
down. "Look, I don't know the terminology," she said, with some of
her accustomed uncertainty returning. "But it's obvious the thing's
crossbar doohickey reflects certain patterns which . . ." She
drew as she spoke, with Renna occasionally interjecting a comment, or more
often a question. Maia .hardly noticed as the other vars drifted away, one by
one. Their opinions didn't matter anymore, nor was she any longer embarrassed
being seen interested in the male-silly game. Renna took her seriously, which
none of her fellow womenfolk ever had. He paid close attention, contributing
insights, sharing a growing pleasure in an abstract exercise. By
suppertime, they thought they had a plan. Peripatetic's
Log: Stratos
Mission: Arrival
+ 45.290 Ms What is
sentience to the universe? Brief moments of insight? The self-contemplation of
mayflies? What is the point of human life, if so much of it must be spent
climbing through awkward childhood and -adolescence, slowly gathering the
skills needed to comprehend and create . . . only to begin that long decline to
extinction? Lucky the woman or man who achieves excellence for even a brief
span. The light shines brightly for mere moments, then is gone. • On
some worlds, drastic life extension is justified in the name of preserving rare
talents. It starts with good intentions, but all too often results in a
gerontocracy of p habit-ridden
minds in robot-tended bodies, suspiciously jealous of any thought or idea not
their own. Stratoins
think they know a better way. If an individual proves herself—say in the
marketplace of goods or ideas—she continues. Not with the same body or precise
memories, but genetically, with inborn talents preserved, and a continuity of
upbringing that only clone-parenting provides. When all factors are right, the
first mother's flowering of skill carries on. Yet, each daughter is a renewal,
a fresh burst of enthusiasm. Preservation needn't mean calcification. Stratoins
have struck a different arrangement with death. There are costs, but I can see
the advantages. Fortunately,
summer council sessions are brief. I needn't endure more than a few hours of
sullen looks from the majority, or hostile glares by extreme Isolationists.
Much of my time is spent with savants at the university. What I like best,
however, is observing life on Stratos, with lolanthe Nitocris often serving as
my keeper/ guide. Yesterday,
to my delight, she finally obtained a pass to show me Caria's Summer Festival. The
fairgrounds lay upstream, in the morning shadow of the acropolis. Banners
flutter above silken pavilions and avenues bedecked with flowered arches.
Zenner trees sway to the musical murmur of the crowds, while pungent, exotic
aromas loft from food stalls. Jugglers caper, thrilling all with feats of
derring-do. Outside the walls of Caria, I citizens
seemed eager to drop the serene pace of daily life in favor of a livelier beat. I felt
conspicuous, and not just because I'm an alien. Some in the throng surely knew,
or guessed.) Most of the time, I was also the only mature male in sight.
Shouting boys ran a gauntlet of knees, like children on any world, and there
was a sprinkling of old men, but virile adults remain at safe distance, in
their summer sanctuaries. Several times lolanthe, as my vouch-woman, was asked
to show my papers. The council seal, plus my calm demeanor, reassured the
marshals I was not about to start bellowing and tearing off my clothes at any
minute. lolanthe
seemed pleased. This would score in my favor. If only
she knew how difficult I find it here, at times. The
day's procession was led by a chariot bearing the festival grand matron, whose
spear and'crested helm harkened to the goddess of the city gates. Behind came
musicians and dancers, blowing pipes and performing fantastic, whirling leaps,
as if this vast world were no heavier than a moon. Their floating gowns seemed
to catch the air, and laid hooks in my heart. Many
venerable clans sent marching ensembles, to whose instrumental euphonies the
crowds sang along . . . until an abrupt musical variation set onlookers
laughing in delighted surprise. Tight formations of brightly burnished cavalry
pranced among the bands, followed by lugar-borne palanquins carrying women
digni- taries,
bedecked with laurels and medals. Mothers and older siblings bent to tell
wide-eyed clan daughters what honor or achievement each emblem represented. At
last, the excited audience surged into the avenue, merging with the final
contingents, dissolving the parade into an impromptu Mardi Gras. No one noticed
or cared when a summer shower swept by, dampening heads, clothes, and flowered
canopies, but not the joyful spirit. Some in the crowd did double-takes on
spotting me, but others only smiled in a friendly way, urging me to join in the
dance. It was exhilarating and fun, but the dampness, the closeness . . . I asked
lolanthe to take me away from there. Some of the younger Nitocri with us seemed
disappointed, but she agreed at once. We departed the main avenue to explore
the rest of the fair.. At the
racetrack, horse breeders showed off their prize stock, then stripped the oiled
champions of wreaths and fine bows, setting on their backs petite riders from
renowned jockey clans. Eager and taut, the mounts leaped at the starting horn,
accelerating to bound over the first of many obstacles, then braking to
daintily skirt intricate mazes before pounding past the far straightaway in a
fury of lathered desire. Winning clans welcomed their entrants with bouquets,
embraces, and endearments that would have warmed any lover. Our
next stop could have been an agricultural fair on any of a dozen worlds. Many
of the ribbon-bedecked plants and animals were unfamiliar to me, but not the
proud looks of young girls who had spent months nurtur- ing
their charges for this day. West of Caria, Stratoin balloon-creatures of many
types are fostered for their beauty, or the fragrance they exude, or the tricks
some breeds can be taught to perform. All of these were on display. Nearby,
women whistled to radiant-plumed birds, which dove and swooped, carrying
buttons or pieces of colored cloth to contestants who chose winning numbers
from a guessing board. In the
craft halls, I witnessed tournaments of pottery, woodworking, and other skills.
Many coastal industrial clans had sent their brightest daughters, I was told,
to participate in a close-watched competition involving the use of coal and
clay and simple ores, hand-working raw materials all the way to finished tools.
There were even holovid cameras to cover that event, while mere horseraces went
untelevised. By the
riverside we watched water competitions, beginning with sculls and shells and
rowing barges. Most were pulled by teams of bronzed, well-muscled, identical
women, who needed no coxswain to guide their perfect unison. The culminating
trial, however, was a regatta of trim sailing sloops, threading a hazardous
'course amid sandbars and shallows. To my surprise, these larger craft were
crewed by teams of energetic young men. When I learned what prize they strove
for, I knew why they competed with such fervor. It was
a thrilling battle of skill, raw energy, and luck. Two of the leading craft,
contending violently for the wind, collided, entangling their sails, driving
them together on a gravel bank. Whereupon a more cautious team swept by the
judges' buoy, to raucous cheers from watchers on shore. Amused women chuckled
and pointed as the lucky dozen males, preening with eyes afire, were led away
by representatives of clans who had chosen to have summer offspring this year. It
reminded me of the racecourse—those leashed stallions, prancing off to stud for
their proud owners. With that thought, I had to look away. "Come.
I know you'll want to see this," lolanthe said. She and her sisters led me
to a pavilion at the far end of |
the fairgrounds, dingier than most, made of a gray, coarse fabric meant to last
many seasons. On entering, I blinked for
a moment, wondering
what was simultaneously i strange and familiar about the people gathered at various f booths and exhibits. Then I realized. Almost no one looked alike!
After weeks in Caria, meeting delegations of high clans, getting used to
double, triple, and quadruple visions of the same facial types, it felt
disorienting to see so much diversity in one place. There were even some
elderly men, come from far citadels to show their crafts and wares. "This
place is for vars," I essayed a guess. lolanthe
nodded. "Or singleton envoys from poor, young clans. Here, anyone with
something new and special to display gets her chance, hoping for that lucky
break." What
point was she trying to make? That Stratoin society allows for change? That
their founders had left ways for newness to enter, from time to time? Or was
she subtly suggesting something else? Moving from booth to I booth,
I was struck by a certain deficit. A lack of smoothness or the relaxed
presumption of skill that daughters of an older clan wore as easily as clothes
on their backs. The
women under this tent were eager to show the products of their labor and
ingenuity. Buyers from great trading houses could be seen threading the aisles,
aloofly on the lookout for something worth their time and interest. Here, in a
moment, a var's success could be made. Generations later, her innovation might
become the basis for a clan's wealth. Clearly
that is the hope. And just as clearly, few in this vast room would see it come
true. How often hope comes salted with a bitter tang. They
used to say, on Earth, that we find immortality through our children. It is a
solace, although most of us know that when we die, we stop. On
Stratos, though ... I no longer know what to think. Under that canopy, at the
far end of the festival grounds, I felt something familiar that had seemed
remote at Nitocris Hold, or in the marbled chambers of the acropolis. Beneath
the Var Pavilion, I remarked a familiar scent of mortality. 18 Their
opponents offered to waive the rules. It was done quite often, Maia knew. About
one Life match in five that she had witnessed featured some agreed-on
variation. These ranged from using odd boundaries to altering the fundamental
canons of the game— including more than two colors, or changing the way pieces
responded to the status of their neighbors. In this
case, nothing complicated was involved. To save time—and perhaps rub home the
helplessness of their adversaries—the junior cook and cabin boy suggested that
each side lay down four rows at a turn, instead of just one. Since their own
round came first this time, it was a generous concession, like spotting a chess
opponent one rook. Maia and Renna would get to see large swaths of the other
side of the board, and discuss possible changes before placing each layer of
their own. Maia
watched tensely as the two youths positioned their game pieces. Seconds passed,
and she felt a knot slowly unwind in her belly. They aren't very imaginative,
after all, she thought. Or they're being lazy. The boys' oasis zone was already
apparent, protected by a spiky variety of a standard pattern called "long
fence." 426 DAVID 8
R I KJ CLORV JfASON 427 Maia
found it bemusing, standing here reading a game board this way. Last night,
during their first match, she had experienced one or two moments of
inspiration, but had been too confused and worried to enjoy the process, or let
go and watch the game as a whole.' That had changed with this afternoon's
epiphany and during the subsequent session exploring possibilities with Renna.
Now she felt strangely detached, yet eager, as if a barrier had broken,
releasing something serenely beyond mere curiosity. Almost
certainly, it had been triggered by that cruel conversation with Baltha,
causing her to despair at last of comradeship from womankind. But that didn't
go all the way toward explaining her sudden passion for this game. Face
it. I'm abnormal. It
hadn't begun with this voyage, or on meeting Renna, or even studying navigation
with old Bennett. At age three, she used to love going down by the piers,
watching sailors scratch their beards and mull over arrays of clicking game
pieces. Many women enjoyed the dance of shapes and forms, yet there had always
been something implicit in the townsfolk's indulgent appreciation. No one came
right out and said it wasn't for girls. The tenor of complaisant scorn
sufficed, especially when shared by Leie. Eager to fit in, young Maia had
mimicked words of affectionate contempt, suppressing, she now saw in
retrospect, that early fascination. I've
always loved patterns, puzzles. Maybe it's all a mistake. I should have been a
boy. That
passing, sardonic thought she did not take seriously. Maia felt profoundly
female. No doubt what she'd stumbled on was simply a wild talent manifesting
itself. One lacking much use in real life, alas. She knew of no lucrative niche
in Stratoin society for a woman navigator who was also able to play man-games. No
niche. No golden road to matriarchy. But perhaps a I life.
Naroin seems to do all right, spending most of each year at sea. It was
funny, contemplating a career as a woman-sailor. There were attractions to the
rough camaraderie Naroin and the other var hands shared with the seamen. On the
other hand, a life of hauling ropes and yanking winches . . . ? Maia shook her
head. Spectators
gathered. The boys laid down their pieces, hurrying along for a stretch, then
stopping to point and argue before reaching consensus and resuming. Maia
stifled a yawn, shoved her hands back into her coat pockets, and shifted her
feet to keep up circulation. The midwinter evening was mild. Tiered banks of
low, dark clouds served to keep in some of the day's warmth. While a range of
ocher, sunset shades still tinted those along the western fringe, lanterns
overlooking the cargo game area were switched on. Up on
the quarterdeck, the helmsman sniffed the air and exchanged a look with the captain,
who returned a brief nod. The tiller turned a few degrees. Soon, a gentle shift
in the ship's swaying accompanied an altered rhythm from the creaking masts.
Without being told, two sailors sauntered to a set of cranks by the starboard
side, ratcheting them just enough to tauten a sail. Maia
wondered. Was it something intrinsic to males, that made them sensitive to cues
of wind and wave? Was that why no woman officer served on oceangoing ships? She
had always assumed it was something genetic. But then, I thought men couldn't
ride horses, till Renna did it, and men also sailed the sky in zep'lins, long
ago, before they were banned. Maybe
it's just another self-fulfilling myth. The
point was moot. Even if a woman like her were as innately able, five was much
too old to start learning sea craft. Just because you know how to sight stars,
that doesn't qualify you to buck a thousand-year tradition. Besides, sailors 428 DAVID B
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raise hell if a woman rose above bosun. There weren't many niches in Stratoin
society that males could call their own. They would not willingly open this
bastion to the overpowering female majority. Listen
to yourself. A minute ago you were modestly willing to settle for a quiet,
comfortable life, like Naroin. Now you're grumbling 'cause they won't put
officer's rings on your arms! Maia chuckled silently. More proof of bad
upbringing. A La-matia education leads to a Lamai-sized ego. "Right.
Now it's our turn." At
Renna's word, Maia looked over to the other side of the game board, where their
opponents had finished laying down four rows. Even from limited experience, she
saw it as a completely pedestrian pattern. Not that it mattered, given the
strategy she and Renna had agreed upon. Maia returned her partner's smile of
encouragement. Then they split up, he to start laying in the left corner, and
she on the right. Naroin
had volunteered to carry prewound game pieces for Maia, deftly passing one over
each time Maia lifted her hand. Maia paused frequently to consult the plan she
and Renna had worked out. A sketch she kept rolled up to prevent peeking by
spectators in the rigging. Got to
be careful not to miss a row or column, she reminded herself. This close, you
risked losing that sense of overall structure which seemed to leap out of a
game board when viewed whole. Just one piece, laid in the wrong place, often
doomed a "living" design—as if a person's kidneys had been attached
incorrectly from the start, or your cells produced a wrong-shaped protein. Maia
chewed her lip nervously as she neared the middle, where her work would meet
Renna's. On finishing, she could only wait, worrying a cuticle as he placed his
final tokens on the board. At last, he straightened from his stoop, and
stretched. Maia stood alongside as they checked. The two
portions meshed, and by rushing through the CLORV J6ASOKI 429 first
turn, they had given their opponents little time to ponder. Sure enough, the
two youths frowned, obviously perplexed by the sequence she and her partner had
created. Good! I
feared my idea was obvious . . . one they taught boys their first year at sea. That
didn't mean it was going to work, only that she and Renna had surprise going
for them. The cook and cabin boy seemed rattled as they commenced laying four more
rows on their side. Naroin nudged Maia. With a smile, the petite bosun pointed
to the quarterdeck, where last night the ship's officers had leaned on the
rail, casually watching the amateurs' humiliation. Tonight, a similar crowd had
gathered, but this time their expressions were hardly idle. A cluster of
ensigns and midshipmen flipped the pages of tall, gilt-edged books, alternately
pointing toward the game board and arguing. To the left, three older men seemed
to need no reference volumes. The ship's navigator and doctor exchanged a mere
glance and smile, while Captain Poulandres puffed his pipe, resting his elbows
on the finely carved banister, showing no expression save a glitter in his eye. The
boys finished their turn and appeared taken aback when Maia and Renna did not
linger, analyzing what they'd done, but immediately proceeded to create four
more rows of their own. Maia found it easier to envision the patterns, this
time. Still, she kept glancing at the sailor who lounged by the port rail, holding
a timer. When
she and her partner checked their work again, Maia looked across the cargo
hatch and had the satisfaction of seeing the cook clench his fists nervously.
The cabin boy seemed agitated. Commencing their turn, the boys quickly botched
one of their figures, eliciting laughter from men watching overhead. The
captain cleared his throat sharply, warning against audience interference.
Blushing, the boys fixed the error and hurried on. They 430 DAVID B
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built an elaborate array of defenses, consisting of powerful, unsubtle figures
intended to block or absorb any attack. Next, they would presumably start on
offense. At
last, the two youths stood back and signaled that it was Maia's and Renna's
turn. Renna motioned her forward. "No!" she whispered. "I can't.
You do it." But Renna just smiled and winked. "It was your
idea," he said. With a
sigh, swallowing a lump in her throat, Maia took a step forward and she spoke a
single word. "Pass." There
followed a stunned silence, punctuated by the sharp sound of a junior officer
slapping his palm decisively onto an open book. His neighbor nodded, but down
on deck confusion reigned. "What d'yer mean?" the cook asked, looking
left and right for guidance. This broke the tension as other men abruptly
laughed. For the first time, Maia felt sorry for her opponent. Even she had
seen games in which one side or the other skipped a row, leaving every space
blank. What she was doing here, skipping four rows at once—that was the daring
part. Patiently,
Poulandres explained while Naroin and other volunteers helped spread one
hundred and sixty tokens, all white face up. In moments the boys were told to
proceed, which they did with much nervous fumbling, piecing together a
formidable array of aggressive-looking artillery patterns. When they looked up
at. last, Maia stepped forward again and repeated, "Pass!" Again,
volunteers quickly spread four rows of white pieces, while the audience
murmured. Even if our pattern won't function as planned, this was worth it. On
the other side, the boys went back to work, perspiring for lack of a break. For
her part, Maia was starting to shiver from inactivity. Looking aft, she saw
several common seamen drift over to ask questions of an ensign who, pointing at
the board, made motions with his hands and whispered, trying to explain. CLORV S Ј A S 0 X! 431 So what
we're attempting is in the books, after all. Probably part of game lore, but
rarely seen, like fool's mate in Chess. Easy to counter, providing you know
what to do. Renna
and I have to hope we're playing against fools. It
didn't matter in one sense. Maia was pleased simply to have stirred their calm
complacency. Maybe now they'd lend her some of those gilt-edged books, instead
of patronizingly assuming they'd make no sense to her. The
other side of the board filled with a crowd of gaudy, extravagant figures, many
of which Maia now saw were excessive and mutually contradictory, lacking the
elegance of a classic Life match. On their own side, meanwhile, eight rows of
enigmatic black and white dots terminated in a broad expanse of simple white. 1 can't
wait to ask the name of our pattern. Maia hungered to consult those volumes.
It's'simple enough in concept, even if it turns out flawed. What
she had realized this afternoon, in a flash of insight, was that the boundary
was truly part of the game. By reflecting most patterns that struck it, the
edge participated crucially. So why
not alter it? Maia
had first imagined simply creating a copy of the boundary, a little further up
their side of the board, to screw up any carom shots attempted by their foes.
But that wouldn't work. Inside the board, all persistent patterns had to be
self-renewing. The boundary pattern wasn't a stable one. If re-created
elsewhere, it quickly dissolved. But
what about creating a pattern that acted like a boundary part of the time,
while turning transparent to most types of missiles and gliders much of the
rest? One example of such a structure had popped into mind this afternoon. It
would reflect simple gliders eight beats out of ten, and so long as the anchor
points at both ends were left alone, it would keep renewing. Given what they
had faced last night, their opponents clearly planned shooting 432 DAVID B
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of stuff at them. Overkill, nearly all of which would now come right back in
their faces! With luck, their opponents would wreak more havoc on themselves
than on the resilient, simple pattern Renna and Maia had created. From
the enclosed cabin behind the helm, a sailor wearing a duty armband hurried to
the captain's side and whispered in his ear. The commander frowned, knotting
his caterpillar eyebrows. He gestured for the doctor to take over as referee,
and crooked a finger for the navigator to follow. Meanwhile,
tired and haggard, the boys finished their terminal swath and resignedly
listened to Maia declare "pass" for the final time. While the last
white pieces were laid, the doctor could be seen shrugging into formal, pleated
robes, topped by a peaked hood. With poised dignity, the old man sauntered
downstairs amid a susurration of talk. Men followed to crowd around the board,
pointing, excitedly consulting sage texts. Many, like the cook and cabin boy,
just looked confused. The
referee took his traditional pose near the timing square. Silence
reigned. "Life is continuation—" he began. A
cracking sound, like a sliding door hitting its stops, interrupted the
invocation. Hurried footsteps thumped across the quarterdeck. The Manitou's
captain appeared, gripping the banister while a sailor came alongside and blew
a brass horn—two short peals and a long note that tapered slowly into utter
quiet. No one seemed to breathe. "For
some time we've been picking up a radar trace," Poulandres told his crew
and passengers. "Their bearing intersects ours, and they appear fast
enough to overhaul. I've tried raising them, but they will not answer. "I
can only assume we are targets of reavers. Therefore I must ask the paying
passengers. Will you resist, and defend your cargo?" CLORV S Ј A S 0 XI 433 Still
blinking in surprise, Maia watched Kiel step forward. "Hell, yes. We'll
resist." The
officer nodded. "Very well. I shall maneuver accordingly. You may consult
our female crew, who will assist you under the Code of the Sea. Everyone to
action stations." The
horn blew again, this time a rapid tattoo as sailors ran to the rigging and
women hurried to assemble by the forecastle. Maia looked numbly at the game
board. But ... we were about to find out. . . . A hand
took Maia's arm. It was Thalia, guiding her to where someone had already
unlocked the weapons cabinet and was passing out trepp bills. Maia glanced back
at Renna, his mouth slightly agape, staring at the commotion. He's even more
confused than I am, she realized, feeling sorry for her friend from the stars. Renna
started to follow, but a sailor put a hand out. "Men don't fight,"
Maia saw him say, repeating the lesson she had taught him during the escape
from Long Valley. The sailor led Renna off, and Maia turned to find her place
along a row of vars, gathering with weapons in hand. "Will
you follow my tactical orders?" Naroin asked Kiel and Thalia, who
represented the rad company. They nodded. "All
right, then. Inanna, Lullin, Charl, stand ready to receive squads." Naroin
assigned passengers Co follow each of three experienced female sailors to
positions along the ship's gunwales. Maia was among those in the bosun's own
group, stationed toward the bow, where the rise and fall of Manitou's cutting
prow felt most pronounced. She sensed a change in the breeze as the ship
altered course, presumably to try evading confrontation. "Better
relax," Naroin told her squad. "They may be faster, but a stern chase
is a long chase. Could be daybreak 'fore they catch us." With that, she
sent two vars below for blankets. "We'll get hot soup soon," she
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women. "Might as well stay rested. Ever'body get down, out of th'
wind." They
settled onto the deck with their bills at hand. Naroin reached over to tap Maia
on the knee. "Lucky break for someone, the horn blowin' when it did.
Judgin' by what I seen, those dappy rim shots were the lucky ones!" Maia
shrugged. "I guess we'll never know." A clattering aft told of game pieces
being swept into their storage boxes, at captain's orders. "They
prob'ly arranged all this to keep you from humiliatin' two o' their boys,"
Naroin said, causing Maia to stare back at her. But the woman sailor grinned
and Maia knew she was joking. Sea captains took honor in the games almost as
seriously as the safety of their ship and crew. Women
made tentlike shrouds of their blankets, covering their heads and shoulders,
settling in for a long wait. True to the bosun's word, a crewman soon arrived, carrying
a kettle. Bowls clattered at his waist. The junior cook did not look at Maia
when he reached her, but the cup sloshed when she took it from his hand,
scalding her fingers. Wincing within, she managed to show no outward reaction.
At least the thick broth was tasty and its warmth welcome, especially as gaps
appeared between the clouds and the night chilled. One woman blew a flute,
unmelodi-ously. There were attempts at gossip. None got very far. "Say,"
Naroin offered. "I found out somethin' you might be interested in." Maia
looked up. She had been stroking the smooth wooden stave, wordlessly
contemplating what might come in a few hours. "What's that?" she
asked blankly. Naroin
brought up a hand to shield her mouth, and lowered her voice. "I found out
what he does, spendin' that extra time behind the curtain . . . You know? After
meals?" It took
a moment to grasp that Naroin was referring to Renna. "After . . . ?" "He's
cleanin' his mouth!" Curiosity
battled anger that the woman had spied on Maia's friend. "Cleaning ... his
mouth?" "Yup."
Naroin nodded. "You've seen that little brush of his? Well, he sticks it
in seawater—even though he won't drink the stuff—then pops it in an' carries
away like a deckhand tryin' to finish KP in time for a party! Scours those
white gnashers good, with lots o' swishin' an' spit-tin'. Beats anythin' I've
seen." "Um,"
Maia replied, trying to come up with an explanation. "Some people would
smell better if they did that, now and then." "Good
point." Naroin laughed. "But after every meal?" Maia
shook her head. "He is an alien. Maybe he's worried about . . . catching
diseases?" "But
he eats our food. Kind o' hard to see what good mouth-cleanin' does, after the
fact." Maia
shrugged. It might otherwise be a topic worth further speculation. But right
now it seemed petty and pointless. Good intentions or no, she preferred that
Naroin leave her alone. Fortunately the bosun seemed to sense this, and
conversation lapsed. Durga
rose, backlighting the clouds and casting shafts of pearly radiance through
gaps in the overcast, onto patches of choppy sea. Those patches, and the
star-filled openings above them, corresponded like pieces of a child's puzzle
and the holes they were meant to occupy. Maia glimpsed bits of constellations,
and could tell the ship was fleeing southward before the wind. The bow's steady
rise and fall felt like a slow, steady heartbeat, carrying them not just
through dark seas, but through time. Each moment drew new patterns out of old
configurations of wood, water, and flesh. Each novel, fleeting rearrangement
set conditions for yet more patterns to follow. 436 DAVID B
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wasn't just an abstraction. Somewhere in the darkness, a fast, radar-equipped
vessel prowled, ever closer. "Don't think about it," Naroin told the
nervous women in her squad. "Try to get some sleep." The
idea was ludicrous, but Maia pretended to obey. She curled underneath her
blanket as the bow rose and fell, rose and fell, reminding her of the horse's
rhythmic motion while fleeing across the plains of Long Valley. Maia closed her
eyes for just a minute . . . . . .
and woke to a sharp pain, jabbing her thigh. She sat up, blinking. "I . .
. what . . . ?" Women
were milling around the forecastle, muttering in a dim, gray light. There was a
smoky quality to the air, and a faint smell of soot. Something poked her leg
again, and Maia turned to follow the impertinent curve of a deck shoe, up a
scar-worn leg to a face belonging to Baltha. The tall easterling var had
stripped to the waist, her breasts .restrained with a tightly wrapped leather
halter. Baltha's blonde hair was tied back with a pink ribbon that seemed
anomalously gay, given the glitter of feral combativeness in her eye. She
grinned at Maia, stroking her trepp bill. "This is it, virgie. Ready for
some fun?" "Get
back to your post," Naroin snapped at the tall blonde. Baltha shrugged and
sauntered away, rejoining her friends near where the cook tended a steaming
cauldron. The rough-looking mercenaries from the Southern Isles stretched and
toyed with their bills, poking one another playfully, showing no outward sign
of nerves. A cabin
boy handed Maia a hot cup of tcha, which seemed to course through her, opening
veins and briefly intensifying the dawn chill. There had been dreams, she
recalled. Their last shreds were already dissipating, leaving only vague
feelings of dire jeopardy. Unlike
the night before, there was no wind save a faint, intermittent zephyr, but a
chugging vibration told that auxiliary engines were running, pushing the ship
in CLORV J Ђ A J o xi 437 clumsy
flight. Holding her cup in one hand, Maia clutched the corners of her blanket
and looked out to sea. The
first thing she noticed was an archipelago of jutting islets—resembling upended
splinters of stone that had been wave-washed smooth over epochs far longer than
humanity had been on Stratos. Erupting from abyssal water, the precipitous
spires stretched like a sinuous chain of blunt needles, ranging from northwest
to southeast. Rather than meeting a distinct horizon, they faded with distance
into a soft, mysterious haze. Some of the nearer isles were large enough for
their moss-encrusted flanks to converge on forest-topped ridges, from which
spilled slender, spring-fed waterfalls. "Poulandres
was trying to reach those," explained the young rad, Kau, when Maia
wandered near the portside rail. A scar near her ear showed where Renna had
tended her wound, after the fight aboard the Musseli locomotive. "Captain
hoped to slip the reavers' radar among 'em. But the wind let us down, and
sunrise came too soon, alas. Now it's going to be stand and fight." The
dark-haired var gave Maia an amiable nudge. "Want to see the enemy?" Do I
have any choice? Maia reluctantly turned away from the entrancing isles to look
where Kau gestured, toward a misleadingly rosy dawn. When she saw their
pursuer, she gasped. It's-so
close! A
grimy-looking vessel cleaved the ocean, flinging spray from its bows. Only two
sails were unfurled, but oily black fumes spilled from a pair of dark
smokestacks. Agitated figures could be made out, milling on deck. The Manitou's
engines, generally reserved for harbor maneuvers, were no match for that power. Kau
commented. "Reavers often hide big motors inside normal-looking clippers.
No getting away from this bunch, I'm afraid." 438 DAVID B R I The two
girls heard a sigh. Standing nearby, looking at the foe-ship, Naroin recited: "How
Fast they came! Holy Mother, didst thou With
lips divinely smiling, ask: What
new mischance arrives upon thee now?" There
was sincere regret in the bosun's sigh, yet Maia watched the rippling of slim,
taut muscles under Naroin's arms. Regret was not unstained by anticipation. "Come
on," the older woman said, nodding toward Baltha's squad. "Those
southlanders have it right. Let's get ready." Naroin
gathered the foremost detachment of passengers, and started by inspecting their
trepps, then passed out lengths of noosed rope which each woman hung from her
belt. Soon she had them running through stretching routines. Maia threw herself
into the exercises. The combination of hot tcha and exertion in minutes had her
blood flowing, pounding in her ears. She smelled everything with unwonted
intensity, from burning coal to the separate salt tangs of sea and perspiration.
Colors came to her with an almost-painful vividness. "Yah!"
Naroin cried, swinging her bill. The women imitated. "Yah!" As they
practiced, Maia sensed the pervading mood of fear evaporate. What replaced it
wasn't eagerness. Only a fool could not see that pain and defeated humiliation
might lay ahead. Even one or more deaths, if full battle could not be avoided.
Facing professionals would be more fearsome than skirmishing with part-time
clone militiawomen had been, back in Long Valley. Still,
being a var meant knowing you might spend time as a warrior. Nor were these
just any vars. Those who helped Thalia and Kiel had known it would be a risky
enterprise. For the first time since Grange Head, Maia felt a sense of linkage
to these rads. The one to her left grinned L O R
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clapped Maia on the back when Naroin called a break. Maia returned the smile,
feeling limber, though far from happy. "Hailing
Manitou!" An amplified male voice caused heads to turn. Maia hurried back
to the rail and choked when she saw how close the reaver was. Its bowsprit came
abeam with their own ship's fantail. "Hailing Manitou. This, is the
Reckless, calling for you to heave over!" Manitou's
captain lifted a bullhorn and shouted back. "By what right do you accost
us?" "By
the Law of Lysos, and the Code of Ships! Will you split your cargo, sir?" Maia
watched Poulandres turn to consult Kiel, standing by his side, who shook her
head emphatically. He accepted her answer with a passive shrug and lifted the
bullhorn once more. "My
employers will fight for what is theirs. The cargo cannot be divided!" Maia
shook her head. I should think not. She saw Renna, standing near the cockpit,
swiveling back and forth, staring in amazement. Does he realize they're talking
about him? She gripped her bill tightly, glad that her alien friend would be
safe on the neutral territory of the quarterdeck during the coming fray. The
Reckless drew closer. It was a smaller ship than the Manitou. That, plus its
powerful engines, made defense by maneuver useless. Neither captain would risk
damaging his beloved ship in a collision. Not without insurance that neither
reavers nor rads could afford. A crowd
of women had gathered at the approaching ship's starboard rail, clutching
bills, truncheons, and loops of coiled cord. More clambered the masts, edging
onto the swaying spars. All wore the infamous red bandanna. A chill coursed
Maia's shoulder blades. "Understood,
sir," one of the bearded men at the tiller 440 DAVID B
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reaver answered through his own megaphone. "Will you accept trial by
champion, then?" •, Again,
a consultation with Kiel, followed by another headshake. Most reaver bands
employed special champions, professional fighters among professionals. The rads
knew their odds were better in a melee, though at inevitable cost. This wasn't
about sharing a hold full of cotton, coal, or dry goods. Theirs was a cargo
worth fighting for. Captain
Poulandres passed on Kiel's refusal. "Very
good," the master of the other ship replied. "Then my passengers
instruct me to say, Prepare for boarding!" No
further conversation was required. While the smaller vessel moved in, Maia saw
Kiel shake hands with the captain, then leap to the cargo deck, taking up her
bill and yelling to her comrades. Poulandres immediately called all male crew
members aft. The seamen hurried, shouting encouragement to their female
colleagues. Maia
looked beyond the lower deck, with its crowd of nervously waiting vars, and saw
Renna in earnest conversation with the ship's doctor. The old man, with an
expression of someone explaining the obvious to a child or fool, motioned with
his hands, pointing to the men on both ships and shaking his head. Except for
women sailors, it's strictly a battle between passengers, Maia internally
voiced the doctor's explanation. Lysos
had said it first, according to texts read aloud in temple services. "Who
can banish all strife? Fools who try only turn routine avarice, aggression,
into outright murder. As we act to minimize conflict, let us see that what
remains is balanced and restrained by law." Renna
met Maia's eyes. His fists were clenched and he shook his head. Maia answered
with a brief, thin smile, appreciating his message but also recalling the next
line of verse, chanted so often in the chapel of Lamatia Hold. "Above
all, never lightly unleash wrath in men. For it is a wild thing, not easy to
contain." Maia
glanced across the narrowing gap of open sea. There were men on that side, too,
watching from their sanctuary zone with dark, brooding eyes. Perhaps
it really was better this way, she realized. Renna
crossed his arms and tugged both earlobes. The Stratoin signal for good luck
made Maia smile, hoping that her friend had remembered to plug his sensitive
ears. This was going to be a noisy affair. She nodded back at him, then turned
to face the enemy. "Eia!"
Came a roar of female voices from the other vessel. Kiel raised her bill over
her head and the rads replied as one. "Eia!" Suddenly,
the air whistled with grappling hooks and a profusion of snaking ropes.
Defenders ran to cut the tautening lines, but could not reach enough cables
before the hulls met with a dull boom. More hooks flew. Shouting raiders
leaped, climbing hanging strands. Naroin called to her squad, "Steady,
girls . . . steady . . . Now!" Reflexes
rescued Maia from fear's rigor. Practice told her arms and legs what to do, but
their force flowed not from faith, reason, courage, or any other abstraction.
Her will to move came from a need not to be left behind. Not to let the others
down. Yelling
at the top of her lungs, although her cries were lost amid the rising clamor,
she marched forward with her trepp locked at one hip, guarding Naroin's flank
as the battle joined. There
seemed no end to them. The reaver ship must have been packed to the bulkheads,
and warriors kept on coming. Not
that the first wave had it easy. Professionals or no, they found it hard
clambering from a low deck to a higher 442 DAVID B
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while those above rained down nets, cold oil, and .
blocks of wood. Naroin set an example, dealing out snaring blows, hooking
raiders under the armpits like gaffed fish and prying them loose to fall onto
their comrades. When one snarling attacker made it over the Manitou's rail,
Naroin seized the woman by her hair and halter. Pivoting on her pelvis, she
hurled the invader to the deck, there to be pounced on by waiting teams,
trussed by the arms and legs, and carried aft. Inspired by Naroin's exam- : pie,
Kiel and a tall rad from Caria also made captures, while Maia and the others
fought to rap knuckles, unhook hands, and generally knock senseless those
swelling up from below. Maia experienced elation each time an enemy fell. When
a savage trepp strike just missed her face, the -whistle
of wood splitting air fed a hormone-level sense of invincibility. On
another plane, she knew it was illusion. More raiders swarmed upward from the
Reckless like members of an insect horde, unflinching at all efforts to deflect
it. Soon Maia was busy parrying buffets from a corsair who managed to straddle
the railing—a tall, rangy woman with jagged teeth and several fierce scars.
There was no help, Naroin being occupied with another thrashing foe. Alone,
Maia tried to ignore the sweat-sting in her eyes as she traded clattering blows
with her growling opponent. In a sudden, twisting swipe, the corsair landed a
glancing clout to Maia's left hand, drawing a startled, anguished cry. Maia
nearly lost hold of her weapon. Her next parry came almost too late, the next
later still. . . . The end
of a trepp bill appeared out of nowhere, snaking beneath Maia's arm to meet the
reaver's leather-bound chest with a loud thump, throwing her off balance. : A
distant part of Maia actually winced in sympathy, for the blow must have hurt
something awful. But her opponent just
yelled an oath of defiance as her arms flung out and CLORV SEASOXJ 443 she
fell backward, striking the hull with her upper body. Astonishingly, the woman
hung onto the railing by one scarred leg, a knotted cord of striated muscle. Another
red-clothed head immediately popped over —a new arrival using her comrade as a
scaling ladder. Not without a twinge, Maia brought her bill around to hook the
ankle of her earlier foe, yanking the leg from its mooring. Both invaders fell
... to the deck of the other ship, she hoped. Though, if they splashed between
the creaking, banging hulls, she shouldn't care. The code of battle said as
much. "Honest risk in honest struggle." You're
not getting Renna! That voiceless cry lent Maia .
strength. Adrenaline overwhelmed pain as she whirled her stave
to assist the woman to her left, who had helped her the
moment before. Now Thalia was corps a corps with a grim-faced
reaver several centimeters taller and much heavier.
Seeing no other way, Maia cut a sharp blow to the raider's
thigh. The woman buckled. Taking advantage, Thalia
used the yoke portion of her bill to pin her foe to the
ground. An eye-flick of thanks was all she could spare. "Virgie,
watch out!" The
yell accompanied a flash overhead. Swiveling barely in time, Maia ducked a
noose cast by an attacker riding one of the foe-vessel's mast spars. It was a
nasty tactic that risked strangling the victim. Maia seized the dangling cord
and gave a savage yank with all her might. The screaming invader fell a long
time before crashing into a tangle of fellow red-bandannas. Something
changed in the roar of combat, palpably spreading from that event. The rising
tide, till now fed by pressure below, seemed to lose momentum. For an instant,
the rail near Maia was clear for meters in both directions. "Well
done!" Naroin cried, offering Maia a grin. There
was just time for a moment's thrill before an- 444 DAVID B
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voice—Renna's, she realized—screamed one chilling word: "Treason!" The
starman's cry made Maia glance back just in time to flinch as Thalia collided
with her, backpedaling before a fierce assault. Maia's former cottage-mate
desperately fended blows from an unexpected quarter, behind the defensive line.
Struggling to keep her footing, Maia gasped, recognizing the assailant ... Baltha!
The hireling's trepp bill whirled like the vanes of a wind generator, slapping
and toying with Thalia's frenetic efforts to parry. Nor was Baltha alone in her
betrayal. With a pang, Maia saw the entire squad of Southern Isles mercenaries
had donned scarlet bandannas, falling on the defenders from behind. Several
headed straight toward where Naroin and most of the other rads went on, blithely
unaware, confidently dealing with more groping hands at the rail. "Watch
out!" Maia yelled. But her voice was overwhelmed by the roar of confused
battle. Trapped behind Thalia, she knew there was nothing she could do for
either of her comrades. Fractions of seconds seemed to stretch endlessly as she
worked her way around writhing, struggling forms, trying to bring her own
weapon up, watching helplessly as Naroin was struck from behind with an
unsporting head shot that toppled the small woman like a poleaxed steer. Maia
yelled in rage. She found her opening and launched herself at the bosun's
assailants in a fury, catching one with a belly blow that sent her to the deck,
gasping. The other southerling parried Maia's strike and fought back with an expression
that shifted from grimness to amusement as she recognized the young fiver who
liked playing men's games. The
ironic smile faded as Maia attacked in a blur of energetic, if inexpert blows,
driving the traitor away from GLORV i Ђ A 5 0 XJ 445 Naroin's
crumpled form, step by step, right up to the port-side rail. More
red bandannas appeared. Maia managed to slash one pair of hands a glancing
stroke while still pressing her attack on the turncoat. The hands fell away, to
be replaced by others. This time a younger face, soot-stained, flushed with
heat and adrenaline, hove into view. Maia
blocked a heavy buffet from her chief opponent's bill, and caught it in the
yoke-hook of her own. Twisting with all her strength, she managed to yank her
foe's trepp away. That
face ... To
evade Maia's followup, the panicked southerling flung herself over the railing.
Maia wasted no time swivel-ing to divert her strike at the newcomer now
struggling to bring her own weapon up. Maia
froze, halting as if she had been quick-frozen. Sweat-blinded, save through a
crimson-rimmed tunnel of terror and wrath, she peered at the face—a mirror to
her own. "Le
... Le ..." she goggled. Recognition
also lit the young reaver's eyes. "I'll be a bleedin' clan-mother,"
she said with a wry, familiar smile. "It's my atyp twin." Too
stunned to move, Maia heard Renna's voice shouting through her muzzy shock. But
Leie's presence filled every space, engulfing her brain. Glancing past Maia's
shoulder, her sister said, "You better duck, honey." Slowly,
glacially, Maia tried to turn. There
was a distant crumping tumult of polished wood striking somebody's skull. She
had come to know the nuances of such sounds, and pitied the poor victim. Dimly
perceived movement followed, as if viewed through an inverted telescope.
Perplexed by the suddenly approaching deck, Maia wondered why her muscles
weren't responding, why her senses all seemed to be shut- 446 DAVID B
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down. She tried speaking, but a faint gurgle was all that came out. Too
bad, she thought, just before thinking nothing at all. I wanted to ask Leie. .
. . We have so much . . . catching up to do. ... Peripatetic's
Log: Stratos
Mission: Arrival
+ 50.304 Ms Myth
envelopes the male-female bond. Countless generations since supposedly winning
conscious control over instinct, most hominids still cling to notions of
romantic love and natural conception—the way of a woman with a man. Even where
societies encourage experimentation and alternative lifestyles, the presumption
remains that a parental pair, one male and one female, compose continuity's
spindle. On
Stratos, few songs or stories celebrate what is elsewhere obsession. Males are
necessary, sometimes even liked, but they are peripheral beings, somewhat
quaint. Anachronistic. Passion
has its brief seasons on Stratos. Otherwise, this world does not seem to miss
it. Still,
partnership happens, often through business or cultural alliances. Caria's
leading symphony orches-. tra has long consisted mostly of musicians from four
extraordinarily gifted groups—O'Niels provide the strings, Vondas focus on
woodwinds, Posnovskys at horns, and Tiamats on percussion. (I hope to hear them
if I'm still here in autumn, when the season starts.) On
occasion, clans join in even closer associations. Relationships that might be
called romantic, marital. They may even share offspring. It's
simple, in practice. First, both clan A and clan B arrange to have clutches of
summer offspring. If clan A has a boy child, it does the usual thing, raising
him carefully and then fostering him to one of the oceangoing guilds. Except in
this case, he promises to return one summer, when he's older. Meanwhile,
clan B has had summer daughters. One is chosen to receive the best education a
variant girl can get. She is sponsored a niche, even a winter pregnancy, all so
she'll be ready to repay the debt when the son of house A returns from sea. Any
child resulting from that union is then technically the heterozygous grandchild
of both clans. It
makes for interesting comparisons. If one likens clans to individuals, that
makes the girl-intermediary the equivalent
of an egg, and the boy a sperm. The two clans fill the role of lovers. At
times I find all of this quite boggling. How
much more can I take? I must keep my mind on the job. Yet that job is to
investigate the intimate workings of this human subspecies. I cannot escape the
subject of sex, from dawn to dusk. Sometimes my head feels like it's spinning. If only
the women of this world weren't so beautiful. Damn. 19 That
thing'd break up in the first good squall. Or even sooner, when you drop it
over th' cliff. How d'you plan on steerin' the smuggy thing?" With a
bang that made Maia wince, the big sailor, Inanna, slammed down the rock she
had been using for a hammer. "Bosun, you just shut up. You're no
shipcrafter, an' you sure ain't givin' orders no more." Maia
watched Naroin consider this, then reply with a shrug. "It's your
necks." "Ours
to risk," Inanna assented, gesturing at the other women, hard at work
cutting saplings and dragging them toward an area laid out with chalk lines on
the rocky bluff. "You two are free to come along. We can use good
fighters. But all the arguin' and votin' are over. Either put up or take your
samish asses to 'tarkal hell." Preparing
to give a hot reply, Naroin cut short when Maia grabbed her arm. "We'll
think about it," Maia told Inanna, trying to pull Naroin away. The last
thing anybody needed, right now, was to have a shouting match come to blows. For a
long moment, Naroin seemed rooted in stone, unmovable until she abruptly
decided to let it go. "Huh!" 452 DAVID BRIM CLORV J Ј A J O'M 453 she
said, and swiveled to march up the narrow, forested trail toward the campsite.
Despite being taller, Maia had to hurry to keep up. All this noise and shouting
wasn't easing the headache she had nursed since awakening, days ago, with a
concussion, a captive of reavers. "They
may have the wrong plan," Maia suggested, trying to calm Naroin. "But
it keeps them busy. There'd be fights and craziness without something to
do." Naroin
slowed to look at Maia, and then nodded. "Basic command principle.
Shouldn't need you to remind me." She glanced back at where the women
sailors of the Manitou labored alongside a half-dozen of Kiel'.s younger rads,
cutting and trimming saplings with primitive tools, laying out the beginnings
of a rude craft. "I just hate to see 'em try something so dumb." Maia
agreed, but what to do? It had all been decided at a meeting, three days after
the reavers dumped them on this spirelike isle whose name, if any, must be lost
to another age. Naroin had argued for a different scheme— the building of one
or two small boats, which a few selected volunteers might sail swiftly westward
in search of help. That proposal was voted down in favor of the raft.
"Everyone goes, or nobody!" Inanna declared, carrying the day. Left
out was how they proposed to make such a big contraption seaworthy, then get it
down the sheer fifty-meter drop, and away from the spuming interface of wave
and rock. Only one place along the forested rim of the jagged promontory
featured a way down. There a winch had lifted the prisoners and their
provisions, just before the Reckless and the captured Manitou sailed off.
Inanna and her friends still schemed to use the lifting machine, despite its
metal casing, locks,, and earlier warnings of booby traps. In the long run,
however, they might have to resort to building a primitive crane of timbers and
vines. "Idiots,"
Naroin muttered. She thrashed at the low foliage
by the trail, using a short stave she had trimmed just after landfall. It was
no trepp bill, but the small, wiry seawoman seemed more comfortable with it in
her hands. "They'll never make it, an' I'm not drownin' with 'em." Maia
was getting fatigued with Naroin's impatient temper. Yet, she did not want to
be alone. Too many dark thoughts plagued her when solitude pressed close.
"How can you be sure? I agree your plan would have been better, but—" "Bleeders!"
Naroin slashed with her staff, and leaves flew. "Even a bunch o' frosty
jorts oughta see that raft's all wrong. Say they do get it down, an' the sea
don't smash it right up. They'll just get plucked again, like floatin' melons.
If the pirates don't grab the chance to send 'em straight to Sally Jones on the
spot." • "But we haven't seen a sail since we were marooned. How
would the reavers know when and where to find them unless . . ." Maia
stopped. She stared at Naroin. "You don't mean . . . ?" The
bosun's lips were thin. "Won't say it." "You
don't have to. It's vile!" Naroin
shrugged. "You'd do the same, if you was them. Trouble is, there's no way
to tell which one it is. Or maybe two. Didn't know any o' them var hands before
I hired on, at Artemesia Bay. Can't be sure of any of "em." "Or
even me?" Naroin
turned and regarded Maia straight on. Her inspection was long and unsettlingly
sharp. After five seconds, a slow smile spread. "You keep surprisin' me,
lass. But I'd bet my sweet departed berry on you, despite you bein' no
var." Maia
winced. "I told you before. That was my twin." "Mm.
So I recall from th' old Wotan days. At least, it's what you two said then. I
admit, that wasn't clone-sister sweetness I saw, when she dumped you
here." Maia
managed not to flinch a second time. The re- 454 DAVID B R I CLORV J Ј A J 0 Nl 455 minder
was like stretching new scar tissue. The memory was still intense, of Leie's
soot-streaked face, peering at her through that concussion haze, murmuring in a
low, urgent voice of the necessity of what she was about to do. "I'm
happy you're alive, Maia. Truly, it's a miracle. But right now you're a smuggy
nuisance to have around. My associates have a thing about people who look too
much alike, if you know what I mean. Even if they believed me, there'd be
suspicions. My plans would be set back. I can't afford to have you screw things
up, right now." There
had been a wet, sticky sensation. Something tingling slathered across Maia's
face, and a burning sensation crossed her scalp. At the time, Maia had been
semide-lirious, frantic to speak to her unexpectedly living sister, unable to
comprehend why her mouth was gagged. Only much later, when she had a chance to
scrub at one of the island's tiny freshwater springs, did she figure out what Leie
had done. Using coal tar and other chemicals from the Reckless engine room,
Leie had darkened Maia's skin and hair, altering her appearance in a makeshift
but effective way. "This
won't fool anyone for long," Leie had murmured, examining her handiwork.
"Maia, be still! As I was saying, it's a lucky break your captain chose to
flee right toward our base. No one'll have a chance to look at you closely
before we dump off the first group of prisoners." From
Leie's remarks, Maia later gathered that the reaver base lay amid this very
archipelago of devil-fang peaks. Apparently, the pirates planned to divide
their captives, interning some on isolated isles. First to be marooned would be
those least dangerous to the raiders' plans—Manitou's women crew members. While
sorting through the wounded, Leie had managed to put Maia with that group. "You'd
never believe what I've been through since the storm
split us up, Maia. While you were following your bosun friend around, leading
the peaceful life of a deckhand, I've seen and done things ..." Leie had
shaken her head, as if at a loss to explain. "You wouldn't like where
we're taking the rads and their space-pervert creature, so I've arranged for
you to be dropped off where you'll be more comfortable. Just sit tight till I
figure things out, you hear me? By summer III get you to some town. We'll think
up a way for you to help me with my plan." Leie's
eyes had been filled with that old enthusiasm, now enhanced by a new, fierce
determination. Through a fog of injury, pain, and confusion, Maia wondered what
adventures had so changed her sister. Then
the import of Leie's words sank in. Leie and the reavers were going to put her
ashore, and sail off with Renna! Kiel and Thalia and the men of the Manitou, as
well. That was when Maia started straggling against her bonds, granting to tell
Leie she had to speak! "There
there. It'll be all right. Now, Maia, if you don't settle down, I'm going to
have to ... Aw, hell, I should've expected this. You always were a
wengel-headed pain." Maia
caught a scent of strong herbs and alcohol as . Leie pushed a soaked cloth over
her nose. A cloying, choking sensation spread through the nasal passages and
sinuses, making her want to cough and gag. Events got even more vague after
that, but still, she had a distinct image of her sister leaning forward,
kissing her on the forehead. "Nighty-night,"
Leie murmured. Darkness followed. The
memory of pain and betrayal still hurt Maia, darkening and confusing her
natural joy to find that Leie lived. But there was another matter. Burning
foremost in her mind was one fact she focused on. An innocent, helpless man was
being held captive somewhere on one of those other isles, without a friend in
the world. Except
me. I must get to Renna! • 456 DAVID B R CLORV J Ј A S 0 Nl 457 Through
the blue funk of her thoughts, she followed Naroin along a trail overlooking
the bright sea, walking in silence back to where the reavers had dumped enough
food and supplies to last until the next promised shipment. Lean-tos and
makeshift tents made a ragged circle, offset from the trees. A cook fire was
tended by one crew-woman whose ankle had been broken in the failed battle. She
looked up desultorily and nodded without a word, going back to stirring lentils
in a slowly simmering pot. Naroin
returned to her own chief pastime, using sharpened pieces of chert to shave a
tree limb into a primitive bow. Not a legal weapon. But then, it wasn't legal,
either, for the reavers to have dumped them here. Seizing the Manitou should
have been followed by "dividing the cargo," then letting its crew and
passengers go. The
special nature of this "cargo" made that unlikely, especially when it
was one eagerly sought by every political force on the planet. When Maia last
saw Captain Pou-landres, hands bound on the quarterdeck of his own ship, the
red-faced man had been threatening to raise hell, building toward a full summer
rage by sheer anger. The reavers ignored him. Clearly, Poulandres had no idea
what trouble he was in. "It's
for huntin'," Naroin said about the bow and slim arrow shafts. No one had
seen anything larger than a bush shrew on the isle, but nobody complained.
Anyway, the authorities were far away. Maia
threw herself on the blanket she had spread under a rough lean-to, atop a bed
of shredded grass and leaves. Of her three possessions, her clothes and Captain
Pegyul's sextant she kept with her always. The last item, a slim book of poems,
she had found on her person as a ship's boat rowed the captive sailors to internment.
During the ride up the creaky winch-lift, she had managed to focus on one
randomly chosen page. Have I
been called? What is the aim Of thy great heart? Who is to be Bought by thy
passion? Sappho, name Thine enemy! For
whoso flies thee now shall soon pursue; Who spurns thy gifts shall give anon;
And whoso loves thee not, whate'er she do, Shall love thee yet, and soon. A gift
from Leie, she realized. Ever the more verbal of the two, while Maia had been
the one attracted to things visual—patterns and puzzles. It could be taken as a
peace offering, or a promise, or just an impulsive thing, with no more meaning
than a friendly pat on the head. She
flipped through a few more poems, trying to appreciate them. But the gift,
however well intended, was spoiled by a lingering sick-sweet odor left by the
knockout drug. In her own eyes, Leie might have had good reasons for the act.
Nevertheless, it mixed in Maia's heart with Tizbe Seller's ambush, the
pragmatic betrayals of Kiel and Thalia, and the awful treachery of Baltha's
southerlings. The list invited despair, if contemplated, so she refused, Instead,
Maia turned to the back flyleaf of the book, made of a slick, synthetic
material meant to protect the paper pages from moisture during long voyages.
She had discovered another use for the wrapping sheet. By spreading it open and
weighting the corners with stones, she acquired a flat surface that she'd
scribed with thin, perpendicular lines. Between these, with a stick of charcoal
taken from the fire, Maia marked arrays of tiny dots, separated by many empty
spaces. Wetting a rag with spit, she wiped away the old pattern and redrew a
different version. It's
more than just a matter of shapes, she thought, trying to recapture insights
from last night's fireside contemplation. It had all seemed so clear, then. 458 DAVID B
R I XI There's
another level than just thinking about how an individual group of dots mutates,
and moves across the board. There's a relationship of some sort between the
number of living dots per area—the density—and whatever next-neighbor rule
you're using. If you change the number of neighbors needed for survival, you
also change . . . It was
a straggle. Sometimes concepts came at her, like glowing baubles winking at the
boundaries of vision, of comprehension. But crippling her was lack of
vocabulary. The notions she fought with needed more than the simple algebra
she'd been grudgingly taught at Lamai Hold. More and more she resented how they
had robbed her of this, arguably her one talent, driving her from math and
other abstractions by the simple expedient of making them seem boring. It gets
even more beautiful if you let the rules include cells farther than
next-neighbors, she thought, trying to concentrate. Experimenting in her head was
a wild process, hard to keep up for long. Yet, she had briefly succeeded in
picturing a Game of Life set in three dimensions, whose products had been
lattice structures of enticing, complex splendor, not merely marching
crystalline rows, but forms that curled into smoky, twisting patterns,
impossible to visualize save for bare instants at a time. Maia
closed the book and sank back, laying a forearm across her eyes, drifting in a
tidal flux somewhere between pure abstraction and memories of hopelessness. The
nearby scraping sounds of Naroin, grinding stone against wood, reminded her of
something long ago. Of Leie, grunting and levering a device against a huge,
ornate door. Then, too, there had been the sounds of wood and metal rubbing
rock. "It's
my turn to try," Leie had said, a long year ago and far away, deep under
the cellars of Lamatia Hold. "Your subtle stuff didn't work, so now we'll
try getting in. my way!" Maia
recalled the twined snake figures. Rows of mys- CLORV 5 Ј A $ O XI 459 terious
symbols. A star-shaped knob of stone that ought to have turned, clockwise, if
the puzzle made any sense at all. . . . There
was a rustle of footsteps. Real noise, not recollection. A shadow occulted the
sun. Maia lifted her arm and looked up to see a trim figure blocking one
quarter of the sky. "I found something up there in the ruins," said a
voice, reedy and young. It might have been that of a girl, except that every
now and then, it cracked, briefly shooting down a whole octave to a lower register.
"You ought to come, Maia. I have never seen anything like it." She sat
up, shading her eyes. A gangling boy stood looking down at her. "The
reavers' practical joke," Naroin had called him, and others agreed. Young
Brod was a nice enough kid. He was nearly her age, although at five, boys fresh
from their mother-clans were childish, almost unformed. This one shouldn't be
here at all. Officially,
Brod was a hostage, taken by the women reavers to ensure cooperation by the
sailors of the ship they had hired, the Reckless. But Naroin surely had it
right. The young midshipman had been left partly in jest, showing someone's
warped sense of humor. "Enjoy yer next glory fall!" one raider in a
red bandanna had taunted as the last winch-load lifted away, leaving the
"low threat" prisoners stranded together on this lonely spire. Maia
slowly stood up, sighing because the boy had chosen her to befriend, when she
would have preferred solitude. I do need the exercise, she told herself. Aloud,
she said, "Lead on." The
youth's puppy-eager smile was sweet and winter-harmless. She felt sorry for the
kid when spectral frost next coated the grass and trees, when the rough sailor
women would surely take their frustrations out on him. Even if by chance he was
able, that wouldn't relieve the tension. There wasn't a scrap of ovop leaf
among the supplies. 460 DAVID B
R I HI CLORV J Ј A J 0 XI 461 "This
way. Come on!" Brod said impatiently., hurrying ahead of her into the
trees. Maia took a deep breath, sighed, and followed. The
sheer island prominence had once been settled. That much had been clear as soon
as the last load of internees arrived atop the plateau, hearing the black winch
box shut down with an electronic buzz and booby-trapped clank. Early
exploration uncovered tumbled, vine-encrusted ruins, remnants of ancient walls.
The fringes of extensive edifices could be seen before the summit of the
ridgetop was obscured by dense forest. Brod
had taken it upon himself to continue surveying the interior, especially since
Maia and Naroin lost the raft dispute. He had tried to cast his vote along with
them, only to learn that a boy's opinion wasn't solicited or welcome. The women
crewfolk figured they knew enough about sailing to dispense with the advice of
a raw, city-bred midshipman. At the time, Maia had thought it a needless
slight. "It's
some distance up this way, into the thicket," Brod told her, pushing and
occasionally hacking a path with a stick. "1 wanted to find the center of
all this devastation. Did it happen all at once, or was this settlement
abandoned slowly, to let nature do the work?" Walking
just behind him, Maia felt free to smile. When they had first met, he had
introduced himself as "Brod Starkland," carelessly still appending
the name of his motherclan. Naroin knew of the house, prominent in the city of
Enheduanna, near Ursulaborg. Still, it was a kid's mistake to let it slip.. The
boy was going to have to shuck his posh, Mediant Coast accent and learn
man-dialect, real quick. On
further thought, perhaps Brod had been left here with the full agreement and
approval of his crewmates, to take some starch out of him, or simply to get him
out of their hair. Somehow, Maia doubted he was prime pirate material.
Maybe he and I are alike in that way. Nobody particularly wants or needs us
around. The
trail continued past tall, gnarly trees and tangled roots, mixed with broken
stonework. Brod spoke over his shoulder. "We're almost there, Maia. Get
ready for an eye- j opener." : Still smiling indulgently, Maia noted that
a clearing was about to open a short distance ahead. Probably a very * big ruin, filled with stones so large
that trees could not grow. She had seen some like that, during the horseback
flight across Long Valley. Perhaps Lamatia Hold would look that way, centuries
from now. It was something to contemplate. Just as
the trees ended, Brod stepped to the right, making room for Maia. At the same
time, he thrust out a protective arm. "You don't want to get too close
..." At that
moment, Maia stopped listening. Stopped hearing much of anything. A soundless
roar of vertigo swelled as she halted, staring over a sudden, sheer precipice. Steepness,
all by itself, wouldn't have stunned her. The cliffs surrounding this
island-prison were as abrupt, and higher still. But they lacked the texture of
this deep bowl in front of her, which had been gouged with violence out of the
peak's very center. The surface of the cavity was glassy smooth, as if rock had
flowed until abruptly freezing in place, like cooling molasses. What
happened? Was it a volcano? Might it still be active? The material was darkly
translucent, reminding her of nern Glacier's ancient ice, back in the remote
northlands. •ere
and there, Maia thought she could perceive blocky utlines, as if the rock just
behind the fused layer was rdered by levels or strata, subdivided into
partitions, cat-..ombs, parallel geologic features from the planet's ancient • :-st. Such
surfacial contemplations were just how
her 462 DAVID BRIM foremind
kept busy while the rest jibbered.
"Ah . . . ah . . ." she commented succinctly. "Exactly
what I said at first sight," Brod nodded, agreeing solemnly. "That
sums it in a kedger's egg." Maia
wasn't sure why neither she nor Brod mentioned his discovery to. the others.
Perhaps the unspoken consensus came from their being the two youngest,
least-influential castaways, both recently jettisoned by those they were
supposed to think of as "family." Anyway, it seemed doubtful any of
the castaways would be able to shed light on the origins of the startling
crater. The women seemed intimidated by the thicket, and avoided going any
deeper than necessary to cut wood. Naroin
delved some distance during hunting forays, but the older woman gave no sign of
having seen anything unusual. Either the former bosun had lousy eyesight, which
seemed unlikely, or she, too, knew how to keep a good poker face. Since
last talking with Naroin, Maia had begun dwelling on dark, suspicious thoughts.
Even her refuge in the chaste, ornate world of game abstractions grew
unsettled. It was hard paying attention to mental patterns of shifting dots,
when she kept remembering that Renna languished somewhere among those scattered
isles, perhaps one visible from the southern bluffs. And then there was a
long-delayed talk to be had with Leie. One day
followed another. By snaring and shooting small game to supplement the dry-tack
larder, Naroin eased some of the tension that had followed the raft-building
vote. That project surged and stalled, then plunged forward again with each
difficulty met and overcome. Several solidly built platforms of trimmed logs
now lay drying in the sunshine, their bark-strip bindings well lashed and
growing tauter by the hour. Maia had begun wondering if CLORV J Ј A J 0 XI 463 Inanna,
Lullin, and the others might know what they were doing, after all. Charl,
a stout, somewhat hirsute sailor from the far northwest, managed to use a long
pole to snag the cable hanging below the locked winch mechanism. Believing the
reavers' warnings of booby traps, the var delicately managed to loop the heavy
cord through a crude block and tackle of her own devising. In theory, they
could now lower things halfway down before having to switch to handmade vine
ropes. It was a clever and impressive feat. None of
the escape team's competence at construction seemed to impress Naroin. But
Maia, despite her doubts, tried to help. When asked by Inanna to prepare a
rutter— a rough navigational guide—Maia tried her best. Ideally, the escapees
had only to get out of the narrow archipelago of narrow islets and then head
northwest. The prevailing currents weren't perfect, this season. But the winds
were good, so if they kept their sail-made-of-blankets properly filled, and a
good hand on the tiller, it should be possible to reach Landing Continent in
less than two weeks. Maia spent one evening, assisted by Brod, reviewing for
the others how to sight certain stars by night, and judge sun angle by day. The
women paid close attention, knowing that Maia herself had no intention of
leaving the island chain. Not while both Leie and Renna were presumably just a
few leagues away. There
was one more thing Maia could do to help. Brod
found her one day, as she walked the latest of a long series of circuits of the
island, dropping pieces of wood into the water at different times and watching
them drift. The boy caught on quickly. "I get it! They'll have to know the
local currents, especially near the cliffs, so they won't crash up against
them." "That's
right," Maia answered. "The winch isn't located in the best place for
launching such a fragile craft. I guess the site was chosen more for its
convenient rock 464 DAVID B
R I XI overhang.
They'll have to pick the right moment, or wind up swimming among a lot of
broken bits of wood." It was
a chilling image. Brod nodded seriously. "I should've figured that out
first." There was a hard edge of resignation in his voice. "Guess you
can tell I'm not much of a seaman." "But
you're an officer." "Midshipman,
big deal." He shrugged. "Test scores and family influence. I'm lousy
at anything practical, from knots to fishing." Maia
imagined it must be hard for him to say. For a boy to be no good at seamanship
was almost the same as being no man at all. There just weren't that many other
employment opportunities for a male, even one as well educated as Brod. They
sat together on the edge of the bluff, watching and timing the movement of wood
chips far below. Between measurements, Maia toyed with her sextant, taking angles
between various other islands to the southwest. "I
really liked it at Starkland Hold," Brod confided at one point, then
hurriedly assured her, "I'm no momma's boy. It's just that it was a happy
place. The mothers and sisters were . . . are nice people. I miss 'em." He
laughed, a little sharply. "Famous problem for the vars of my clan." "I
wish Lamatia had been like that." "Don't."
He looked across the sea at nowhere in particular. "From what you've said,
they kept an honorable distance. There's advantages to that." Watching
his sad eyes, Maia found herself able to believe it. A tendency runs strong in
human nature to feel sentiment toward the children of your womb, even if they
are but half yours. Maia knew of clans in Port Sanger, too, that bonded closely
to their summer kids, finding it hard to let go. In those cases, parting was
helped by the natural, adolescent urge to leave a backwater port. She imagined CLORV JfASOXi 465 the
combination of a loving home, plus growing up in an exciting city, made it much
harder to forsake and forget. That did not ease a pang of envy. I wouldn't have
minded a taste of his problem. •"That's
not what bothers me so much, though," Brod went on. "I know I've got
to get over that, and I will. At least Starkland throws reunions, now and then.
Lots of clans don't. Funny what you wind up missing, though. I wish I never had
to give up that library." "The
one at Starkland Hold? But there are libraries in sanctuaries, too." He
nodded. "You should see some of them. Miles of shelves, stuffed with
printed volumes, hand-cut leather covers, gold lettering. Incredible. And yet,
you could cram the whole library at Trentinger Beacon into just five of the
datastore boxes they have at the Enheduanna College. The Old Net still creaks
along there, you know." Brod
shook his head. "Starkland had a hookup. We're a librarian family. I was
good at it. Mother Cil said I must've been born in the wrong season. Would've
done the clan proud, if I'd been a full clone." Maia
sighed in sympathy, relating to the story. She, too, had talents inappropriate
for any life path open to her. There passed several long minutes in which
neither spoke. They moved on to another site, tossing a leafy branch into the
spuming water and counting their pulses to time its departure. "Can
you keep a secret?" Brod said a little later. Maia turned, meeting his
pale eyes. "I
suppose. But—" "There's
another reason they keep me mostly ashore . . . the captain and mates, I
mean." "Yes?" He
looked left and right, then leaned toward her. "I
... get seasick. Almost half the time. Never even ;aw any of the big fight when
you were captured, 'cause I 466 DAVID B R 1 Kl was
bent over the fantail the whole time. Not encouraging for a guy s'posed to be
an officer, I guess." She
stared at the lad, guessing what it had cost him to say this. Still, she could
not help herself. Maia fought to hold it in, to keep a straight face, but
finally had to cover her mouth, stifling a choking sound. Brod shook his head.
He pursed his lips, tightening them hard, but could not keep them from
spreading. He snorted. Maia rocked back and forth, holding her sides, then
burst forth with peals of laughter. In a second, the youth replied in kind,
guffawing with short brays between inhalations that sounded much better than
sobs. The
next day, a vast squadron of zoor passed to the north, like gaily painted
parasols, or flattish balloons that had escaped a party for festive giants.
Morning sunlight refracted through their bulbous, translucent gasbags and
dangling tendrils, casting multicolored shadows on the pale waters The convoy
stretched from horizon to horizon. Maia
watched from the precipice, along with Brod and several women, remembering the
last time she had seen big floaters like these, though nowhere near this many.
It had been from the narrow window of her prison cell, in Long Valley, when she
had thought Leie dead, had yet to meet Renna, and seemed entirely alone in the
world. By rights, she should be less desolate now. Leie was alive, and had
vowed to come back for her. Maia worried over Renna constantly, but the reavers
weren't likely to harm him, and rescue was still possible. She even had
friends, after a fashion, in Naroin and Brod. So why
do I feel worse than ever? Misery
is relative, she knew. And present pain is always worse than its memory. This
softer captivity didn't CLORV J Ј A S 0 XI 467 ease
her bitterness thinking of Leie's actions, her angst for Renna, or her feelings
of helplessness. "Look!"
Brod cried, pointing to the west, the source of the zoor migration. Women
shaded their eyes and, one by one; gasped. There,
in the midst of the floating armada, emerging out of brightness, cruised three
stately, cylindrical behemoths, gliding placidly like whales among jellyfish. "Pontoos,"
Maia breathed. The cigar-shaped beasts stretched hundreds of meters, more
closely resembling the fanciful zep'lin on her sextant cover than the
surrounding zoor, or, for that matter, the small dirigibles used nowadays to
carry mail. Their flanks shimmered with facets like iridescent fish scales, and
they trailed long, slender appendages which, at intervals, dipped to the waves,
snatching edible bits, or siphoning water to split, with sunlight, into
hydrogen and oxygen. Despite
protective laws passed by council and church, the majestic creatures were
slowly vanishing from the face of Stratos. It was rare to sight one anywhere
near habitable regions. The things I've seen, Maia thought, noting the one,
great compensation for her adventures. If I ever had grandchildren, the things
I could have told them. Then
she recalled some of Renna's stories of other worlds and vistas, strange beyond
imagining. It brought on a pang of loss and envy. Maia had never thought, be:
fore meeting the Earthling, of coveting the stars. Now she did, and knew she
would never have them. "I
just remembered ..." young Brod said contemplatively. "Something I
read about zoor and such. You know, they're attracted to the smell of burning
sugar? We have some we could put on the fire." Women
turned to look at him. "So?" Naroin asked. "You want to invite
'em over for supper, maybe?" He
shrugged. "Actually, I was thinking that flying out 468 DAVID B R I XI CLORV J Ј A'J O NJ 469 of here
might be better than trying to sail that raft. Anyway, it's an idea." There
was a long stretch of silence, then women on both sides laughed aloud, or
groaned, at the sheer inanity of the idea. Maia sadly agreed. Of all the boys
who tried hitching rides on zoors each year, only a small number were ever seen
again. Still, the notion had a vivid, fanciful charm, and she might have given
it a thought if the prevailing winds blew toward safe haven ... or even dry
land. While terribly bright, Brod clearly did not have practical instincts. His
longing expression, followed by sheepish blushing, finished off one lingering
doubt Maia had nursed— that Brod might just possibly be a spy, left here by the
reavers to watch over the prisoners. She had grown suspicious after all that
had happened, the last few months. But no one could fake that sudden shift from
wistfulness to embarrassment! His open thoughts seemed more like her own than
old Bennett's had ever been. Or, when you got right down to it, most of the
women she had known. He was much less romantically mysterious than her
hearth-friend, the Earthling stranger, but that was okay, too. You're
turning into a real man-liker, Maia pondered, patting Brod on the back and
turning to go back to work. Perkinites, who only use 'em for sex and sparking,
just don't know what they're missing. The
raft had been prepared in four parts, to be linked quickly by hand as each was
lowered at high tide. The vars practiced all the necessary movements over and
over again, on a clearing by the converted winch. While it would doubtless be
many times harder on bobbing seas, they finally felt ready. The first window
for a launch would, come early the next morning. There
were reasons for haste. Provisions would run I out in
eight to ten days. A lighter from the reaver colony was due about then. Inanna
and the others wanted to leave well before that. And if
the lighter never came? All the more reason to depart soon. Either way, they'd
be hungry but not starved by the time they reached the Mechant Coast. No one
tried very hard to persuade Maia and Naroin to change their minds and come
along. Someone ought to stay and put up a pretense, when and if the supply ship
came, thus giving the raft crew more time to get away. "We'll send
help," Inanna assured. Maia
had no intention of waiting around for the promise to be kept. Those left
behind would set to work at once on Naroin's alternate plan. Maia had motives
all her own. If a crude dinghy did get built, she would not sail with Naroin
and Brod to Landing Continent, but ask to be dropped off along the way. It had
to be possible to find out which neighboring island held Renna and the rads—
the secret reaver base where Maia planned on snaring Leie, pinning her down,
and getting a word in for a change. The
night before launching day, eighteen women and one boy sat up late around the
fire, telling stories, joking, singing sea chanteys. The vars kidded young Brod
about what a pity it was that glory had been so sparse, and was he sure he
didn't want to come along, after all? Though relieved in a way, by the kindness
of the weather, Brod also seemed ambivalently wistful at his narrow escape.
Maia guessed with a smile that something within him had been curious and
willing to take up the challenge, if it came. Don't
worry. A man as smart as you will get other chances, under better
circumstances. The
mood of anticipation had everyone keyed up. Two of the younger sailors, a
lithe, blonde sixer from Quinnland and an exotic-looking sevener from Hypatia, 470 DAVID B
R I started
banging spoons against their cups to a quick, celebratory rhythm, then launched
a session of round-singing. "C'mere
C'mere . . . No! Go away!" That's
what we heard the ensign say. "I
know I promised to attack, But I
lost the knack, Seems I
just lost track, Can I
come back? Is it
spring, today? C'mere,
c'mere, c'mere, c'mere, Oh,
c'mere you . . . No, go away!" It was
a famous drinking song, and it hardly mattered that no one had anything to
drink. The singers alternately leaned toward Brod, then shied off again, to his
embarrassment and the amusement of everyone else. Taking turns one by one,
going around the circle, each woman added another verse, more bawdy than the
last. At her turn, Maia waved off with a smile. But when the round seemed about
to skip past Brod, the young man leaped instead to his feet. Singing, his voice
was strong, and did not crack. "C'mon
up ... No, Stay away.'" The
mothers of the clan do say. "We
really didn't mean to goad, Or
incommode, We
thought it snowed, But it
rained today. C'mon,
c'mon, c'mon, c'mon, Oh,
c'mon up ... No, Stay away.'" Most of
the sailors laughed and clapped, nodding at the fairness of his comeback. A few
seemed to resent his jumping in, however. The same ones who, days back, had
argued against counting the vote of a mere boy. L 0 R
Y 56A50X1 471 More
songs followed. After a lighthearted beginning, Maia noticed the mood grow
steadily less gay, more somber and reflective. At one point, the girl from
Hypatia looked down, letting her hair fall around her face as she chanted a
soft, lovely melody, a cappella. An old, sad song about the loss of a longtime
hearth-mate who had won a niche, started a clan, and then died, leaving
clone-daughters who cared nothing of their var founder's callow loves. "There
is her face, I hear her voice, Images and sounds of youth gone by. She lives
on, unknowing me, . Immortal, while
I'm bound to die." The
wind picked up, lifting sparks from the ebbing fire. After that song, silence
reigned until two older vars, Charl and Trotula, began beating a makeshift
drum, taking up a quicker beat. Their choice was a ballad Maia used to hear on
Port Sanger's avenues from time to time, chanted by Perkinite missionaries. An
epic of days long ago, when heretic tyrannies called "the Kingdoms"
fluxed through these tropic island chains. The period wasn't covered much in
school, nor even in the lurid romances Leie used to read.. But each springtime
the chant was sung on street-corners, conveying both danger and tragic
mystique. Strength
to rule, mighty and bold, Bringing back the father's way, As in human days of
old, Strength to rule, their legacy. By the
light of Wengel's pyre, Taking fiercely, eyes aflame, Came the bloody men of
fire, Summer's empire to proclaim. . . . 472 DAVID B
R 1 XI Sometime
between the Great Defense and the Era of Repose—perhaps more than a thousand
years ago—rebellion had raged across the Mother Ocean. Emboldened by their
recent high renown, after the repulsion of terrible alien invaders, a
conspiracy of males had vowed to reestablish patriarchy. Seizing sea-lanes far
from Caria, they burned ships and drowned men who would not join their flag. In
the towns they captured, all restraints of law and tradition vanished. Aurora
season was a time, at best, of unbridled license. At worst, horror. . . .
Summer's empire, never chosen, By the women. Cry at fate! For a destiny
unfrozen, Cry for vigilance, too late! When
Maia had once asked a teacher about the episode, Savant Claire had smirked in
distaste. "People oversimplify. Perkies never talk in public about the
Kings' allies. They had plenty of help." "From
whom?" Maia asked, aghast. "Women,
of course. Whole groups of them. Opportunists who knew how it had to end."
Claire had refused to give more detail, however, and the public library
posessed but scanty entries. So curious had it made Maia, that she and Leie
tried using their twin trick to feign clone status, briefly gaining entrance to
a Perkinite meeting— until some locals fingered them as vars, and tossed them
out. During
the lengthy ballad, Maia watched attitudes chill toward Brod. Women seated near
him found excuses to get up—for another cup of stew, or to seek the latrine
—and returned to sit farther away. Even the Quinnish sixer, who had flirted
awkwardly with Brod for days, avoided his eyes and kept to her mates. Soon only
Maia CLORV S6AJOX! 473 and
Naroin remained nearby. Bravely, the youth showed no sign of noticing. It was
so unfair. He had had no part in crimes of long ago. All might have remained
pleasant if Charl and Tortula. hadn't chosen this damned song. Anyway, none of
these vars could possibly be Perkinite. Maia contemplated how prejudice can be
a complex thing. ... So
to guard the Founders giving, And never the fate forget, Of those future, past,
and living, To be saved from Man's regret. No one
said much after that. The fire died down. One by one, tomorrow's adventurers
sought their beds. On her way back from the toilet area, Maia made sure to pass
Brod's shelter, separate from all the others, and wished him goodnight.
Afterward, she sat down again by the coals, lingering after everyone else had
turned in, watching the depleted logs brighten and fade when fanned by gusts of
wind. Some
distance away, toward the forest, Naroin lifted her head. "Can't sleep,
snowflake?" Maia
answered with a shrug, implicitly bidding the other woman to mind her own
business. With briefly raised eyebrows, Naroin took a hint and turned away.
Soon, soft snoring sounds rose from scattered shadows on all sides, lumps
indiscernible except as vague outlines. The coals faded further and darkness
settled in, permitting constellations to grow lustrous, where they could be
seen between low clouds. The holes in the overdeck grew narrower as time
passed. Without
stars to distract her, Maia watched as sporadic breezes toyed with the banked
campfire. Stirred by a gust, one patch would bloom suddenly, giving off red
sprays of sparks before fading again, just as abruptly. She 474 DAVID BRIM came to
see the patterns of bright and dark as quite un-random. Depending on supplies
of fuel, air, and heat, there were continual ebbing and flowing tradeoffs. One
zone might grow dim because surrounding areas were lit, consuming all the
oxygen, or vice versa. Maia contemplated yet another example of something
resembling, in a way, ecology. Or a game. A finely textured game, with complex
rules all its own. The
patterns were lovely. Another geometry trance beckoned, ready to draw her in.
Tempted, this time she refused. Her attention was needed elsewhere. Quietly,
without making sudden moves, Maia took a stick and rolled one of the stronger
embers into her dinner cup. She covered it with a small, chipped plate from the
supplies left by the reavers, and waited. An hour passed, during which she
thought about Leie, and Renna, and the ballad of the Kings . . . and most of
all, about whether she was being stupid, getting all worked up over a suspicion
based on nothing but pure logic, bereft of any supporting evidence at all. Eventually,
someone came to sit by her. "Well,
tomorrow's the big day." It was
a low voice, almost a whisper, to avoid waking the others. But Maia recognized
it without looking up. Thought so, she told herself as Inanna squatted to her
left. "Wouldn't
of expected you being too excited to sleep, seeing as how you're staying
behind," the big sailor said in casual, friendly tones. "Will you
miss the rest of us so much?" Maia
glanced at the woman, who seemed overly relaxed. "I always miss
friends." Inanna
nodded vigorously. "Yah, we got to choose a mail drop, maybe in some coast
city. One time or another, we'll all get together again, hoist brews, amaze the
locals with our tale." She leaned toward Maia, conspiratorially.
"Speaking of which, I got a little something, if you want a CLORV JtAJOXI 475 nip."
She pulled out a slim flask that swished and gurgled. "The Lysodamn
reavers missed this, bless 'em. Care to lift a couple? For no hard
feelings?" Maia
shook her head. "I shouldn't. Alky goes to my head: I'd be no good when
you need help launching." "You'll
be no good if you're up restless all night, neither." Inanna removed the
cap and Maia watched her take a long pull, swallowing. The sailor wiped her
mouth and held out the flask. "Ah! Good stuff, believe it. Puts hair where
it belongs, an' takes it off where it don't." With a
show of reluctance, Maia reached for the flask, sniffing an aroma of strong
mash. "Well . . . just one." She tipped the pewter bottle, letting a
bare trickle of liquor down her throat. The ensuing fit of coughs was not
faked. "There
now, don't that warm yer innards? Frost for the nose and flamejuice for the
gut. No matching the combination, I always say." Indeed,
Maia felt a spreading heat from even that small amount. When Inanna insisted
she have another, it was easy to show ambivalence, both attraction and
reluctance at the same time. Despite her best efforts, some more got by her
tongue. It felt fiery. The third time the bottle went back and forth, she did a
better job blocking the liquor, but heady fumes Went up her nose, making her
feel dizzy. "Thanks.
It seems to ... work," Maia' said slowly, not trying to fake a slur.
Rather, she spoke primly, as a tipsy woman does, who wants not to show it.
"Right now, how-ever, I ... think I had better go and lie down." With
deliberate care, she picked up her plate and cup and shuffled toward her
bedroll, at the campsite's periphery. Behind her, the woman said, "Sleep
well and soundly, virgie." There was no mistaking a note of satisfaction
in her voice. Maia
kept the appearance of a tired fiver, gladly collapsing for the night. But
within, she growled, now almost 476 DAVID B
R I KJ certain
her suspicions were true. Surreptitiously, while climbing under the blanket,
she watched Inanna move from the fire ring toward her own bedroll at the far
quadrant of the camp. A dimly perceived shadow, the woman did not lie down, but
squatted or sat, waiting. I never
would have figured all this out before, Maia thought. Not until Tizbe and Kid
and Baltha—and Leie— taught me how sneaky people can be. Now it's like I knew
it all along, a pattern I can see unfolding. It had
started with the debate, soon after their internment, over whether to build one
big raft or a couple of small boats. Naroin had been right. In this
archipelago, a dinghy with a sail and centerboard might weave in and out past
shoals and islets with a good chance of getting away, even if spotted. A raft,
if seen, would be easy prey. But
that assumed reaver ships were just hanging around, patrolling frequently. In
fact, lookouts had seen only two distant sails in all the days since their
maroon-ment. It would take a major coincidence for pirates to show just when
the raft set forth. Unless
they were warned, somehow. Maia
found the whole situation ridiculous on the face of it. Why
would they intern a bunch of experienced sailors on an island without
supervision? They'd have to know we'd try escaping. Try to get help. Alert the
police. Naroin's
sullen mutterings after the crucial vote had set Maia on the path. There had to
be a spy among them! Someone who would guide the inevitable escape attempt in
ways that made it more vulnerable, easier to thwart. And, especially, someone
well positioned to warn the pirates in time to prepare an ambush. What's
their plan? I wonder. To capture those on the raft and bring them back? The
failure would surely cause morale to plummet, and hamper subsequent attempts. But
that won't guarantee against other tries. They must CLORV J
Ј A J 0 XI 477 mean to
transfer any escapees to a more secure prison, like where they took Renna and
the rads. But no.
If that were the case, why not put the sailors there in the first place? Coldly,
Maia knew but one logical answer. As ruthless as they seemed after the fight,
breaking the Code of Combat and all, they couldn't go so far as deliberately
killing captives. Not with so many witnesses. The men of the Reckless. Renna.
Not even all of the reavers' own crew could be trusted with a secret like that. But to
take care of things later on? Use a small ship, manned by only the most
trusted. Come upon a raft, wallowing and helpless. No need even to fight. Just
fling some rocks. Gone without a trace. Too bad ... Maia's
anger seethed, evaporating all lingering traces of alky high. Lying as if
asleep, she watched through slit-ted eyes the dark lump that was Inanna,
waiting for the lump to move. It
might have been better, safer, to check out her suspicions in a subtler way, by
going to bed when everyone else did, and then crawling off behind a tree to
keep watch. But that could have taken half the night. Maia had no great faith
in her attention span, or ability to be certain of not drifting off. What if it
was hours and hours? What if she was wrong? Better
to flush the spy out early. Maia had decided to make it seem as if she intended
to stay up all night long. An irksome inconvenience, perhaps causing the reaver
agent to feel panicky. Speed up the spy's subjective clock. Make her act before
she might have otherwise. And it
worked. Now Maia had a target to watch. Her concentration was helped no end by
knowing she was right. The
dark blur didn't move, though. Time seemed to pass with geologic slowness. More
seconds, minutes, crawled by. Her eyes grew scratchy from staring at barely 478 DAVID 8RIN CLORV J Ј A S 0 XI 479 perceivable
contrasts in blackness. She took to closing them one at a time. The patch of
shadow remained rock-still. Smoke
from the smoldering coals drifted toward her. Maia was forced to shut her eyelids
longer, to keep them from drying out. Panic
touched her when they reopened. Sometime in the last . . . who knew how long .
. . she might have strayed—even dozed! She stared, trying to detect any change
on the far side of the camp, and felt a growing uncertainty. Perhaps it wasn't
that faint blob she was supposed to be watching, after all. Maybe it was
another one. She had drifted and now her target was gone. Oh, if only there
were a moon, tonight! If only
I'd found whatever she plans to signal with. That had been Maia's ulterior
reason for performing circuit after circuit of the island, ostensibly studying
the hourly tides. She had poked her head under logs and into rocky crannies all
over the perimeter. Unfortunately, whatever lay hidden had stayed that way, and
now she must decide. To wait a little longer? Or try moving into the woods and
begin searching for someone who might already have a growing head start? Damn.
No one could be this patient. She has to be gone by now. Well,
here goes ... Maia was
about to push aside the blanket, but then abruptly stopped when the shadow
moved! There was a faint sound, much softer than young Brod's stentorian
snoring. Maia stared raptly as a blurred form unfolded vertically, then slowly
began moving off. At one point, a patch of stars were occulted by something
with the general outline of a stocky woman. Now. As
silently as possible, Maia threw off the blanket and rolled over. She took from
beneath her bedroll the things she had prepared earlier. A stave thickly
wrapped at I one end
with bone-dry vines. A stone knife. The cup containing a warm, barely glowing
ember. Following a carefully memorized path, she hurried quietly into the
forest, to a chosen station, where she stopped and listened. • Over
there, to the east! Pebbles crunched and twigs broke, faintly at first, but
with growing carelessness as distance fell between the spy and the campsite.
Maia forced herself to pause a little longer, verifying that the woman didn't
stop at intervals, listening for pursuit. There
were no lapses. Excellent. Cautious to make as little noise as possible, with
eyes peeled for dry sticks on the forest floor, Maia started to follow. The
trail led deeper into the woods, explaining why her surveys on the bluffs had
found nothing. It had been reasonable to hope the signaling device was kept
where a flasher or lantern might be seen from another island. But Inanna was
clearly too cagey to leave things where they might be discovered by chance. Maia's
foot came down on something parched and crackly, whose plaint at being crushed
seemed loud enough to wake Persephone, in Hades. She stopped dead still, trying
to listen, but was hampered by the adrenaline pounding of her heart. After a
long pause, at last Maia heard the soft sound of footsteps resume, moving off
ahead of her. Something lit only by starlight briefly cut across a lattice of
trees, disturbing their symmetry. She resumed the pursuit, wariness redoubled. That
was fortunate. As clouds thickened and darkness fell even deeper, it was a
faint odor that stopped her short again. A change in the flow of air, of wind.
Her quarry's footsteps took a sudden veer leftward, and Maia abruptly realized
why. Straight
ahead, in the direction she had just been moving, a thick cluster of stars
briefly emerged, casting a thousand gleaming reflections from a face of sheer
concavity. The crater—far more intimidating than it had seemed 480 DAVID B R I X! by day.
The glass-lined precipice yawned not meters away, like the jaws of some mighty,
ancient thing, hungry for a midnight snack. Maia swallowed hard. She turned to
the left and continued, watching the ground more closely than ever.
Fortunately, the trail soon receded from the terrible pit. Some distance
onward, there came a faint sound, like a scraping of stone against stone. Maia
paused, heard it repeat. Then she waited some more. Nothing.
Silence. Just the wind and forest. Grimly, in case it was a trap, Maia extended
her frozen stillness for another count of sixty. At last, she resumed her
forward stalk, concentrating to keep a bearing toward that final, grating
sound. A break in the cloud cover, near the horizon, showed a corner of the
constellation Cyclist. She used it for reference while skirting trees and other
obstacles, until finally concluding that something had to be wrong. I
must've gone too far. Or have I? She
could not see or hear anyone. The idea of an ambush was not to be dismissed. Two
more steps forward and her feet left loam. They seemed to scuff a flat, sandy
surface, scored at regular intervals by fine grooves. Peering about, Maia
realized she stood amid massive, blocky forms, in a clearing where not even
saplings grew. She reached out to the nearest pile of weathered stone. Worked
stone with eroded, right angles. It was one of many ruins peppering the island
plateau. Few places-were better suited for springing a trap. Quietly,
she felt her way along the wall till it ended. Passing to the other side, she
verified that no one waited behind. Not there, at least. Maia knelt and laid
her burdens on the ground. She closed one eye, to protect its dark-adaptation—a
habit taught her long ago, during astronomy nights, by Old Coot Bennett—and
raised the cup holding the ember. Shielding it with one hand, she blew until it
glimmered in spots, then laid it down with the tinder-wrapped end of her stave
on top. Maia took the CLORV J Ј A S o Nl 481 chert
knife in her left hand, and grabbed the stave's haft in her right. A smoldering
rose. Abruptly,
the torch flared with an audible whoosh. Maia quickly stood, holding it above
and behind her head to shine everywhere but in her eyes. Stark shadows fled the
garish-bright stone walls and tree trunks. Hurrying to exploit surprise, she
rushed to circumnavigate the ruins, peering in all corners while Inanna would
be blinking away spots. Nothing.
Maia hurried through another circuit, this time checking places where someone
might have hidden, even the lower branches. At any moment, if necessary, she
was ready to use the flaming brand as a weapon. Damn.
Inanna must've been just far enough to duck out when I lit the torch. Too bad.
Thought I'd finally figured out how to do something right. I guess people don't
change. Feeling
deflated, disappointed, Maia sought the nearest flat area amid the rains and
sat down. The
stone jiggled beneath her. She
stood up and turned around, holding the torch toward the slab. It looked like
just another chiseled chunk of wall, atop a pile of others. Come on. You're
jumping to conclusions. A
breeze caused the flames to flicker upward. Upward?
Maia held out her hand, and felt a thin stream of air. With her foot she gave
the slab a tentative shove. Stone grated stone, a familiar sound. The slab
moved much too easily. "Well
I'm an atyp bleeder." Maia blinked at a sudden mental vision of the
glass-rimmed crater, as it had looked by daylight. She had briefly pictured a
network of regular shapes behind the slag coating, then dismissed it as an
artifact of her overactive pattern-recognition system. Now though, the mental
conception loomed ... of layers that she had rationalized as sedimentary, but
which imagination shaped into rooms, corridors. 482 DAVID B- R I N "Of
course." Someone
had dug some sort of mine or tunnel system here. Perhaps they had delved for safety,
to no avail against whatever had melted that awful hole. Bending
to examine the stone, Maia sought its secret. Tip it back? No, I see. Push to
the left . . . then up! The
slab rotated, revealing a stout makeshift hinge arrangement of slots and pins.
A set of .rubble stairs, quite rough in the upper portion, dropped into
darkness. Carefully, Maia lifted one leg and stepped over the sill, lowering
herself gingerly below the forest roots. My
torch is already half used up. Better make this quick, girl. The
steps ended about five meters down, followed by a low tunnel under primitive
archworks. Maia had to duck as flames licked the ceiling, igniting cobwebs in
fleeting, sparkling pyres. Finally, the coarse passage spilled into an
underground room. Dust and
stone chips covered every surface, save a wooden table and chair, surrounded by
scrape marks and foot tracks. In one corner lay a trash midden, the freshest
layer consisting of still aromatic orange peels and chicfruit rinds. Someone's
been eating better than the rest of us, she thought, wryly. A wooden box
revealed a bag of stale sesame crackers and one orange, on its last legs. No
wonder it's so urgent to launch the raft soon. You were running out of goodies,
Inanna. A
blanket hung tacked over the sole exit. Maia tore it down. A few meters beyond,
fresh stairs plunged anew. She proceeded to rip the blanket into strips,
wrapping half of them around the torch, just below the burning part. One strip
lit early and she dropped it, dancing away and cursing in whispers. Maia jammed
the remainder under her belt, along with the knife, and set forth. The
dusty sense of age only increased as she descended, spiraling down the
cylindrical shaft. These stairs CLORV S6AJOK1 483 were
original equipment, finely carved and worn down several centimeters in the
middle, by countless footsteps. Each one was shaped as the sector of a circle,
resting one radial edge atop the one below it. In the middle, disklike
projections from each wedge lay stacked, one above the next, all the way down,
forming a round, vertical banister that she used to steady herself while
dropping lower and lower, round and around. After
perhaps ten meters, Maia paused where a door and landing gave into dark rooms.
Torchlight revealed arched ceilings, some collapsed, trailing off toward utter
blackness. There were no sounds. Undisturbed dust showed that no one had walked
these quarters in years. Feeling eerily chilled, she continued downward,
passing a second landing . . . and a third . . . and yet another, until at last
she sensed distinct sound rising up the shaft. Faint, as yet indistinct, its
source lay below. Oh, for
a dumbwaiter, Maia recalled sardonically, contemplating climbing all this on
the way back. Even the Lysodamned Lamai wine cellar wasn't like this. Hateful
place, but at least they had a winch-lift. And a string of two-watt bulbs. It
wasn't clear what she'd do if she was caught down here with the torch gone
.out. It should be simple, in theory, to get back. Just follow the stairs upward,
then grope her way toward fresh air. In practice, it would probably be scary as
hell. I wonder what kind of lamp Inanna's got. Now the
walls of the stairwell were cracked, as if tortured by some ancient blow or
tremor. Worse, the steps themselves were splintered, chipped. Their undersides
had given way, here and there, raining stone debris onto the stairs below. Some
teetered in a fashion Maia found unnerving. There were gaps in places. Maia
was pretty sure, now. The huge, slag-rimmed crater wasn't volcanic, or natural
at all, but an artifact of war. Some folk had once delved here, deeply, seeking
protection. And someone else had come down after them, 484 DAVID ERIN shaking
the deepest levels. The scale of these ancient events frightened Maia, and
right now the last thing she needed was more fear. The
sounds grew closer—distant, occasional plink-ings. And a breeze. Fresh and
decidedly cool. Maia
almost staggered when the stairs ran out. The tight spiral gave no warning,
halting abruptly where a room opened ahead, featuring doors leading in three
directions. At first she had to just walk the chamber's perimeter, trying to
straighten the unconscious crouch she had assumed during the descent. Finally,
Maia wet a finger to feel the breeze, watched the flickering of the dying
torch, and peered for footprints. That
door. Beyond
lay a passage hewn from island rock, extending past room after dead-black room,
as far as the dim pool of torchlight stretched. Maia extended the brand inside
the first chamber, and found it stripped, save for one huge, polished stone
bench that had a regular array of uniform holes drilled in its upper surface,
as if someone had arranged it to hold dowel pegs for some strange game. Yet,
Maia felt instinctively that "games" were never played in this
cryptlike place. It gave her chills. The
plinking grew louder as she resumed walking. A low susurration also waxed and
waned rhythmically. The torch began to sputter. It was time to decide whether
to wind on more strips or let the thing go out. It took all her courage to make
the logical choice. Maia
strode forward with her left hand touching the wall on that side, eyes trying
to memorize the lay of the hallway before— Then it happened. The last flicker
died. Plunged in sudden, total darkness, she slowed but grimly kept moving,
fighting an urge to shuffle. Instead, Maia lifted her feet high to avoid making
unnecessary sound. Abruptly,
her fingertips lost contact with the left wall, setting off a wave of vertigo.
Don't panic. It's just the next GLORY J Ј A S 0 XI 485 doorway,
remember? Move ahead, keep your arm out, you'll meet the other jamb. It took
ages ... or a few seconds. She must have turned to overcompensate, for the next
physical contact came when she banged the far side of the entrance with her
elbow. It hurt, yet restored touch felt reassuring. So did getting beyond the
doorway. In pure blackness, it was even easier than before to fantasize
monsters. Creatures that had no need for light. The
true Stratoins, she thought, trying to tease herself out of a panicky spin.
There were silly tales that older siblings told their sisters, about mythical,
primal inhabitants of Stratos, driven long ago from sight by the hominid
invasion. Once shy, innocent, they now dwelled below-ground, far from the open
sky. Bitter, vengeful . . . hungry. It was a fairy tale, of course. No evidence
existed, to her knowledge, for anything like it. But
then, I never heard of hundred-meter craters gouging out the middle of
mountains, either. Another
doorway swallowed Maia's hand, making her jump higher than the last time,
convincing her susceptible imagination that vindictive jaws were about to
close, all the way up to her shoulder. When the wall resumed, this time
striking her wrist, she let out a physical sigh. Stop
it. Think about something else. Life, the game. She
tried. There was plenty to work with. The speckles that her visual cortex
produced, for lack of input from the eyes, created a panorama of ephemeral
dots, flickering like Renna's game board, set to high speed. It was alluring to
think there might be meaning there. Some great secret or principle, found among
the random, background firings taking place inside her own skull. Then
again, maybe not. Maia
grimly picked up the pace, • passing another door, and another. Before long,
she felt certain the sounds had grown louder, more distinct. Soon she knew her
first 486 DAVID B
R I KJ suspicions
were right. It could only be the surge and flood of tide-driven water. I must
be all the way down, near the sea. She
caught a scent of fresh air. More important, Maia could almost swear that up
ahead the awful darkness was relieved by a faint glimmer. A dim source of
light. Even before she consciously made out the floor, it became easier to walk.
Faint distinctions in the murky dim gave her more faith in her footing. Soon
they were more than hints. Up ahead, she saw what could only be a reflection. A
wall, faintly illuminated by some soft source, out of direct view. Maia
approached cautiously. It was the face of a T-bar intersection, lit from one
side. She edged along the right-hand wall, sidled to the corner, and poked
around just one eye. It was
another hallway, terminating after about twenty meters in a large chamber. The
source of light lay within, though not in view. As she began stalking closer,
Maia saw that strange, rippling reflections wavered across the ceiling of the
deep room. The plinking sounds were louder, an unmistakable dripping of liquid
onto liquid. In the distance, a rolling growl of waves pounded against rock. So
that's it. Maia paused at the entrance, whose once proud double doors now
sagged toward the walls, reduced to mold-covered boards bound by rusty hinges.
Within, there stood another table, on which lay an oil lantern with a poorly
adjusted wick. Beyond, half of the broad alcove descended to a wide pool of
seawater. After ten meters, the placid surface passed under a rocky shelf, part
of a low tunnel that led toward darkness and finally—judging from the muffled sounds—the
open sea. A small boat lay tethered to a dock, mast down, sail furled but
ready. Maia
gripped her wooden stave in both hands, ready to swing it, if necessary. She
looked left and right, but no one was in view. Nor were there any other exits.
The CLORV JtAJOKl 487 emptiness
was more unnerving than any direct confrontation. Where
is she? Maia
approached the table. Next to the lantern lay a boxy case, open to reveal
buttons and a small screen. She recognized a comm console, attached to a thin cable
that led into the sea-tunnel. An antenna, presumably. Or perhaps a direct fiber
link to another island? That sounded extravagant. But over time, it might prove
worthwhile, if this prison-trap was used frequently. The
screen was illuminated with one line of tiny print. Perhaps the message would
reveal something. Maia put the stave on the table and leaned forward to read. THERE
IS A PRICE FOR NOSINESS ... Oh,
bleeders ... Maia
snatched her weapon as a shattering din exploded behind her. Swiveling with the
dead torch in hand, she glimpsed the ancient, moldy door strike its frame and
shatter as a woman-shaped fury charged. Inanna's howl shook the stone walls,
making Maia flinch, cleaving air and missing the reaver, who agilely dodged the
wild swing, seized Maia's shirt and belt, and used raw strength olus momentum
to fling her through the air. Maia's
arc lasted long enough for her to know where she was
headed. Releasing the useless stave, she inhaled deeply
before bitter water snatched her in an icy fist. ;hock
spewed half the air back out of her lungs, a force- _;nven
spray. Still, Maia kept from spluttering at once to :ne
surface. By willpower, she ducked down and kicked, -••Aimming
as deep as she could manage and to the right. If was
possible to put in some distance without Inanna nowing,
she might be able to clamber out quickly, setting ".e
stage for an even fight—youthful desperation against xperience. 488 DAVID B R I XJ CLORV SEASON 489 An even
fight? Don't you wish. Maia
felt her limit nearing. At the last second, she aimed for the sharp, black
pool-edge and surfaced. Gasping, she threw her arms over the side, followed by
an ankle, straining to lift. But almost at once a lancing pain struck her leg,
knocking it back in. Blinking saltwater, Maia saw her foe already standing over
her, foot raised for another blow. Stoked
by urgency, she focused on that object and lunged, seizing and twisting. Inanna
teetered with a cry and came down hard, loudly striking the stone floor with
her pelvis. Again,
Maia struggled to get out. This time she had one knee on the shelf and pushed
... The
other woman recovered too quickly. She rolled over, knocking Maia back,
throwing her into the water once more. Then Inanna's arms and fists were
windmills, landing blows around the girl's head. One hand seized Maia's scalp,
pushing her below the surface. Maia pulled hard to get away, to swim elsewhere,
even the middle of the pool. The tunnel might offer shelter, of sorts, though
beyond that lay the open sea and death. She got
some distance, then stopped with a sudden, jarring yank. Inanna had her hair! Maia
burst out, sucking air, and felt herself hauled back towa'rd the edge. She
kicked against the stone jetty, hoping to drag Inanna in with her. But the big
woman held fast, pulling Maia near then, once again, resumed pressing Maia's
head, forcing her under. Bubbles
escaping her mouth, Maia clutched at her belt. The blanket strips got in the
way, but at last she found the sliver of stone. Working it free from folds of
belt and trousers brought her almost to her limit before success rewarded her.
Desperately, without much effort to aim. she flung her arm around and slashed. A
scream resonated, even underwater. The pressure gave
way and Maia emerged, grabbing air with shattered sobs. Then, almost without
respite, the hands returned. Maia stabbed at them, connecting another time.
Suddenly, her wrist was seized in a solid grip. "Good
move, virgie," the reaver snarled through gritted teeth, biting back pain.
"Now we'll do it slowly." Still
holding Maia's wrist, Inanna used her other hand to resume pushing Maia's head
deeper . . . then yanked her up again to gasp a reedy wheeze. The blurred
expression on the woman's face showed pure enjoyment. Then the moment's
surcease ended and Maia plunged down again. Still struggling, she tried to
leverage against the wall, straining with her thrashing legs. But Inanna was
well braced, and weighed too much to drag by force. Numbness
from the cold enveloped Maia, swathing and softening the ache of bruises and
her burning lungs. Distantly, she noticed that the water around her was turning
colors, partly from encroaching unconsciousness, but also with a growing red
stain. Blood ran in rivulets from Inanna's cuts, down Maia's arms and liair.
Inanna would be weakened badly. Good news if the fight had much future. But it
was over. Maia felt her strength ebb away. The stone sliver fell from her limp
hand. The next time Inanna hauled her head out, she barely had the power to
gasp. Blearily, she saw the reaver look down upon her, a quizzi-:al look
crossing her face. Inanna started to bend forward, oushing for what Maia knew
would be the final time. Yet,
Maia found herself dimly wondering. Why is there -o much
blood? The
woman kept coming forward, leaning farther :han necessary just to murder Maia.
Was it to gloat? To .vhisper parting words? A kiss goodbye? Her face loomed -mil,
with a crash, all of her weight fell into the water atop Maia, carrying them
both toward the bottom. Astonished
surprise turned into galvanized action. 490 DAVID BRIM From
somewhere, Maia found the strength to push away from her foe's fading grip. Her
last image of .the reaver, seared into her brain, was the shock of seeing an
arrowhead protruding through the base of Inanna's neck. - Breaking
surface, Maia emerged too weak for anything but a thin, whistling, inadequate,
inward sigh. Even that faded as she sank again . . . only to feel distantly
another hand close around her floating hair. It was
the last she thought of anything for a while. "I
suppose I could of conked her, or done somethin' else. I had one nocked,
though, ready to fly. Anyway, it seemed a good idea at th' time." Maia
couldn't figure out why Naroin was, apologizing. "I am grateful for my
life," she said, shivering on the chair, wrapped in what seemed a hectare
of sailcloth, while the former bosun went over Inanna's body, searching for
clues. "That
makes us even. You saved me from bein' a dolt. I figured on followin' the
bitch, too, but lost her. Would of fell into that crater, too, if you hadn't
lit the torch when you did. As it was, I had th' devil of a time, findin' those
stairs after you'd gone in." Naroin
stood up. "Lugar steaks an' taters! Nothiri. Not a damn thing. She was a pro,
all right." Naroin left the body and stepped over to the table, where she
peered at the comm console. "Jort an' double jort!" she cursed again. "What
is it?" Naroin
shook her head. "What it isn't is a radio. Thing must be a cable link.
Maybe to a infrared flasher, set up on the rocks, outside." "Oh.
I ... hadn't th-thought of that poss-ssibility." There was nothing to do
about the shivering except stay here, enveloped in the sail taken from the tiny
skiff. No CLORV 56A50KI 491 dry
clothes were to be had from the dead, and Naroin was much too small to share.
"So we can't call the police?" With a
sigh, Naroin sat on the edge of the table. "Snowflake, you're talkin' to
'em." •Maia blinked. "Of course." "You
know enough now to figure it out, almost any time. I figure, better tell you
now than have you yell 'Eureka' all of a sudden, outside." "The
drug . . . you investigated—" "In Lanargh, yeah. For a while. Then I
got reassigned to somethin' more important." "Renna." "Mm.
Should've stuck with you, it seems. Never imagined a case like this, though.
Seems there's all sorts that don't care what it takes to make use of your
starman." "Including your bosses?" Maia asked archly. Naroin
frowned. "There's some in Caria that're worried about invasion, or other
threats to Stratos. By now I'm almost sure he's harmless, personally. But that
don't guarantee he represents no danger—" "That's
not what I meant, and you know it," Maia cut in. "Yeah.
Sorry." Naroin looked troubled. "All I can speak for is my direct
chief. She's okay. As for the politicos above her? I dunno. Wish th' Lysodamn I
did," She paused :n silence, then bent to peer at the console again. "Question
is, did Inanna have time to send word o' :he escape attempt tomorrow? Have to
assume she did. Kind of sinks any plan to take advantage of our uncovering her.
With a .reaver comin', there's no way to even use :his little dinghy."
Naroin gestured toward the boat moored nearby. "Sure, you saved a bunch o'
lives, Maia. The others upstairs won't sail into a trap now. But that still
eaves us stuck here to rot." Maia
pushed aside the folds of rough cloth and stood 492 DAVID B
R I up
Rubbing her shoulders, she began pacing toward the water and back again.
Through the tunnel came sounds of an outgoing tide. "Maybe
not," she said after a long, thoughtful pause. "Perhaps there is a
way, after all." Peripatetic's
Log: Stratos
Mission: Arrival
+ 52.364 Ms 1 might have it all wrong. This
grand experiment isn't about
sex, after all. The goal of minimizing the .Linger and strife inherent in males
.... that was all -i'-~.dow dressing. The real issue was cloning."Giving
hu-= an alternative means of copying themselves. If were able to carry their own duplicates,
as women i. my guess is that Lysos would have included them, Psychologists
here speak of womb envy among boys men. However successful they are in life,
the best a Stratoin can hope for is reproduction by proxy, not --.•r.al creation,
and never duplication. It's
a valid enough
point on other worlds, but on Stratos it's beyond dispute. Preliminary
results from the cross-specific bio-assays are in, showing that I'm not overtly
contagious with any interstellar plagues .. . .at least none spreadable to
Stratoins by casual contact. That's a genuine relief, given what Peripatetic
Lina Wu inadvertently caused on Reichsworld. I have no wish to be the vehicle
for such a tragedy. Despite
those results, some Stratoin factions still want me kept in semiquarantine, to
"minimize cultural contamination." Fortunately, the council majority
seems to be moving, ever so gradually, toward relaxation. I have begun
receiving a steady stream of visitors—delegations from various movements and
clans and interest groups. Security Councillor Groves isn't happy about this,
but there is nothing, constitutionally, she can do. Today
it was a deputation from a society of heretics wishing to hitch a ride, when I
depart! They would send missionaries into the Hominid Realm, spreading word of
the "Stratos Way." Cultural contamination that is directed outward is
always seen as "enlightenment." I
explained my ship's limited capacity, and they were little mollified by my
offer to take recordings. Not that r. matters. In a few years, or decades, they
will get to deliver their sermons in person. When I
was sent to follow up remote robot scans c this system, I expected iceship
launches to await receipt, my report. But the Florentina Starclade wasted no
time. C. informs
me that her instruments have picked up the first iceship already. It appears
the Phylum will arrive sooner than even I expected, sealing permanent reunion,
making moot all of the sober arguments by councillors and savants about
preserving their noble isolation. Presently,
despite their decaying instrumentalities, the savants of Stratos will know as
well, and start demanding answers. Better
that I tell them first. Before
that, another matter must be dealt with . . . my worsening mental and physical
health. It is
not the gravity or heavy atmosphere. Periodically, : suffer spells when my
symbionts struggle, and I must rest .n my quarters for a day or two, unable to
venture outside. These episodes are few, fortunately. For the most part, ! feel
hale and strong. The worst problem facing me ? psychoglandular, having nothing
to do with air or :arth. As a
summertime male visitor, unsponsored by any dan, my
position in Caria has been ambiguous. Even ' those
clans who approve of my mission have been wary in --.-/ate.
It would be too much to fancy they might treat me •:e
those favored males they welcome each aurora time. ". one wants to be the first risking
accidental pregnancy ••'..-.
an alien whose genes might perturb the Founders' jn •
' • That
near-paranoiac caution had advantages. The chill .ie helped restrain my dormant
drives. Even after long
voyages, I have never sought the attentions of women, save those who cared for
me. With
autumn's arrival, however, attitudes are softening. Social encounters grow
warmer. Women look, converse, even smile my way. Some acquaintances I now
tentatively call friends—Mellina of Cady Clan, for instance, or that stunning
pair of savants from Pozzo Hold, Horla and Poulain, who no longer bristle, but
actually seem glad of my presence. They draw near, touch my arm, and share
lighthearted, even provocative, jests. How
ironic. As my isolation lessens, the discomfort grows. By the day. By the hour. lolanthe,
Groves, and most of the others seem oblivious. While consciously aware that I
function differently than their males, they seem unconsciously to assume the
autumnal diminishment of Wengel Star also damps my fires. Only Councillor Odo
understands. She drew me out during a walk through the university gardens. Odo
thinks it a problem easily solved by visiting a house of ease, operated by one
of those specialist clans who are expert at taking all precautions, even with a
randy alien. I'm
afraid I turned red. But, embarrassment aside, I face quandaries. Despite the
female-to-male ratio, Stratos is no adolescent's moist fantasy come true, but a
complex society, filled with contradictions, dangers, subtleties I've not begun
to plumb. The situation is perilous enough without adding risk factors. I am a
diplomat. Other men—envoys, priests, and emissaries through all eras—have done
as I should do. Risen
above instinct. Exercised professionalism, self-control. Yet,
what celibate of olden times had to endure such stimulation as I do, day in,
day out? I can feel it from my raw optic nerve all the way down to my replete
roots. Come
on, Renna. Isn't it just a matter of sexual cues? Some species are turned on by
pheromones, or strutting displays. Male hominoids are visually
activated—chimpanzees, by rosy, estrous colors; Stratoin men, by estival lights
in the sky. Old-fashioned hu-men react to the most inconvenient incitement cues
of all—incessant, perennial, omnipresent. Cues women cannot help displaying,
whatever their condition, or season, or intent. No one
is to blame. Nature had her reasons, long ago. Still, I am increasingly able to
understand why Lysos and her allies chose to change such troublesome rules. For the
thousandth time ... if only a woman peripatetic had drawn this mission! Dammit,
I know I'm rambling. But I feel inflamed, engulfed by so much untouchable
fecundity, flowing past me in all directions. Insomnia plagues me, nor can I
con-jentrate at the very time I must keep my wits about me. A ::me when I shall
need all of my skills. Am I
rationalizing? Perhaps. But for the good of the .nission, I see no other
choice. Tomorrow,
I will ask Odo ... to arrange things. 20 The
bitchies are gettin' impatient," Naroin commented, peering at the tiny
screen. "I caught sight o' their prow a second time, an' a glint o'
binocs. They're just holdin' back till the right moment." Maia
acknowledged with a grunt. It was all she had breath for, while pulling at her
oars. Powerful, intermittent currents kept trying to seize their little boat
and smash it against the nearby cliff face. Along with Brod and the sailors,
Charl and Tress, she frequently had to row hard just to keep the skiff in
place. Occasionally, they had to lean out and use poles to stave off jagged,
deadly rocks. Meanwhile, with one hand on the tiller,. Naroin used In-anna's
spy device to keep track of events taking place beyond the island's far side. This
wouldn't be so difficult, if only we could stand off where the water's calm,
Maia thought, while fighting the merciless tide. Unfortunately, the fibers
leading to In-anna's farflung microcameras were of finite length. The skiff
must stay near the mouth of the underground cave, battling contrary swells, or
risk losing this slim advantage. Their plan was unlikely enough—a desperate and
dangerous scheme to ambush professional ambushers. 500 DAVID B
R I XI I only
wish someone else had come up with a better idea. Naroin
switched channels. "Trot an' her crew are almost done. The last raft parts
have been lowered to the sea. They're lashin' the provisions boxes now. Should
be any minute." Maia
glanced back at the display again, catching a blurred picture of women laboring
across platforms of cut logs, straggling to tie sections together and erect a
makeshift mast. As predicted by Maia's research, the tides were gentle on that
side, at this hour. Unfortunately, that was far from true right now at the
mouth of the spy tunnel. At
last, the sea calmed down for a spell. No wall of rock seemed about to swat
them. With sighs, Maia and the others rested their oars. They had passed a
busy, sleepless night since the fatal encounter with Inanna, the reaver
provocateur. First
had come the unpleasant duty of rousing all the other marooned sailors, and
telling them that one of their comrades had been a spy. Any initial suspicions
toward Maia and Naroin quieted during a torchlit tour into the island's hidden
grottoes, and were finished off by showing recorded messages on Inanna's comm
unit. But that was not the end to arguing. There followed interminable wrangling
over Maia's plan, for which, unfortunately, no one came up with any useful
alternative. Finally,
hours of frantic preparations led to this early-morning flurry of activity. The
more Maia thought, the more absurd it all seemed. Should
we have waited, instead? Simply avoided springing Inanna's trap? Let the
reavers go away disappointed, and then try to slip away in the skiff at night? Except,
all eighteen could not fit in the little boat. And by nightfall the pirates
would be querying their spy. When Inanna failed to answer with correct codes,
they would assume the worst and try other measures. Not even the little skiff
would be able to slip through a determined CLORV JEAfOKI 501 blockade
by ships equipped with radar. As for those left behind, starvation would solve
the reavers' prisoner problem, more slowly, but just as fully as an armed
assault. No, it
has to be now, before they expect to hear from Inanna again. "Eia!"
Naroin shouted. "Here they come! Sails spread and breaking lather."
She peered closer. "Patarkal jorts!" "What
is it?" young Brod asked. "Nothin'."
Naroin shrugged. "I thought for a minute it was a big bugger, a
two-master. But it's a ketch. That's bad enough. Fast as blazes, with a crew of
twelve or more. This ain't gonna be easy as mixin' beer an' frost." Charl
spat over the side. "Tell me somethin' I don't know," the tall
Mechanter growled. Tress, a younger sailor from Ursulaborg, asked nervously,
"Shall we turn back?" Naroin
pursed her lips. "Wait an' see. They've turned the headland and gone out
o' view of the first camera. Gonna be a while till the next one picks 'em
up." She switched channels. "Lullin's crew has spotted 'em,
though." The
tiny screen showed the gang of raft-builders, hurrying futilely to finish before
the reaver boat could cross the strait between neighboring isles. It was
patently useless, for the most recent image of the sleek pirate craft had shown
it slashing the choppy water, sending wild jets of spray to port and starboard
as it sprinted to attack. "Will
they board?" Tress asked. "Wish
they would. But my guess is takin' prisoners ain't today's goal." The
current kicked up again. Maia and the others resumed rowing, while Naroin
turned switches until she shouted. "Got 'em! About three kilometers out.
Gettin' closer fast." Keep
coming . . . Maia thought each time she glanced at the display, until a looming
expanse of white sailcloth filled the tiny screen. Keep coming closer. 502 DAVID B
R I KJ At
last, the raft crew cast loose their moorings of twisted vines. Some of them
began poling with long branches, while two attempted to raise a crude mast
covered with stitched blankets. For all the world, it looked as if they really
were trying to get away. Either Lullin, Trot and the others were good actors,
or fear lent verisimilitude to their ploy. Naroin
kept counting estimates of the reaver ship's approach. The ketch was under a
thousand meters from the raft. Then eight hundred, and closing. The
situation on the raft grew more desperate. One agitated figure began pushing
boxes of provisions off the deck, as if to lighten the load. They bobbed along
behind the raft, very little distance growing between them. "Six
hundred meters," Naroin told them. "Shouldn't
we get closer now?" Brod asked. He seemed oddly relaxed. Not exactly
eager, but remarkably cool, considering his earlier confessions to Maia. In
fact, Brod had insisted on'coming along. "Lysos
never said males can't ever fight," he had argued passionately, last
night. "We're taught that all men are reserve militia members, liable for
call-up in case of really big trouble. I'd say that describes these
bandits!" Maia
had never heard reasoning like that before. Was it true? Naroin, a policewoman,
ought to know. The former bosun had blinked twice at Brod's assertion, and
finally nodded. "There are . . . precedents. Also, they won't be expecting
a male. There's an element of surprise." In the
end, despite gallant protests by some of the others, he was allowed to come
along. Anyway, Brod would be safer here than on the raft. "Be
patient an' clam up," Naroin told the boy, as they fought choppy currents.
"Four hundred meters. I want to see how the bitchies plan on doin' it. ...
Three hundred meters." Brod
took the rebuke mildly. Looking at him a second CLORV 5 e A S o 503 time,
Maia saw another reason for his relative quiet. Brod's complexion seemed
greenish. He was clamping down on nausea. If the youth was trying to show his
guts, Maia hoped he wouldn't do so literally. It was
getting near decision time. Plan A called for battle. But if that looked
hopeless, those on the skiff were to try fleeing downwind, keeping the bulk of
the island between them and the raiders. Only in that way might those
sacrificing themselves on the raft get revenge. But, given the enemy's
possession of radar, Maia knew the unlikeliness of a clean getaway. For all its
flaws, the ambush scheme still seemed the best chance they had. "Three
hundred meters," Naroin said. "Two hundred an'eight. . . . Bleedin'
jorts!" Her
fist set the rail vibrating. This sound was followed almost instantly by a roll
of pealing thunder, anomalous beneath clear skies. "What
is it?" Maia asked, turning in time to glimpse, on the viewer screen, a
sudden spout of rising water that just missed the little raft, splashing its
frantic crew. "Cannon.
They're usin' a cannon!" Naroin shouted. "The Lyso-dammed,
lugar-faced, man-headed jorts. We never figured on this." Guilt-panged
because the plan had been her idea, Maia craned to watch, fascinated as Naroin
switched camera views of the approaching reaver boat. At its prow, a flash
erupted through smoke lingering from the first shot. Another tower of seawater
almost swamped the wallowing raft. "They've got 'em straddled,"
Naroin snarled, then snapped at Maia. "What're you lookin' at? Mind yer
oars! I'll tell what's happenin'." Maia
swiveled just as a tidal surge washed their tiny craft toward a jutting rock.
"Pull!" Brod cried, rowing hard. Heaving with all their might, they
managed to stop short of the jagged, menacing spire. Then, as quickly as it
came, the bulging sea-crest ran back out again, dragging 504 DAVID B
R I N them
along. "Naroin! Turn!" Maia cried. But the preoccupied bosun was
cursing at what she saw in the screen, taking notice only when a mesh of fiber
cables suddenly stitched across the water, stretched to their utter limit, and
abruptly snatched the electronic display out of her hands. The spy device flew
some distance, then met the waves and sank from sight. The
policewoman stood up and shouted colorfully, setting the boat rocking, then
quickly and forcibly calmed herself as more echoes of discrete thunder rounded
the cliffs. Naroin sat down, resting hand and arm on the tiller once more.
"No matter, it won't be long now," she said. "We
can't just sit here!" Tress cried. "Lullin and the others will be
blown to bits!" "They
knew it'd be rough. Showin' up now would just get us killed, too." "Should
we try running away, then?" Charl asked. "They'd
spot us soon as they circuit the island. That boat's faster, an' a cannon makes
any head start useless." Naroin shook her head. "Besides, 1 want to
get even. We'll get closer, but wait till the last shot before settin'
sail." Now
that they were away from the rock face, the swells were smoother. Maia and the
others let the current carry them northward. More booms shook the thick air,
louder and louder. Maia felt concussions in her ears and across her face. As
they approached, an accompanying sound chilled her heart, the faint, shrill
screaming of desperate women. "We've
got to—" "Shut
up!" Naroin snapped at Tress. Then
came a noise like no other. The closest thing Maia remembered was the breaking
of bulkheads aboard the collier Wotan. It was an explosion not of water, but
wood and bone. Of savagely cloven air and flesh. Echoes dissipated into a long,
stunned silence, moderated by the nearby crash of surf on rock. Maia needed to
swallow, but CLORV JEAJON 505 her
mouth and throat were so dry, it was agony to even try. Naroin
spoke through powerfully controlled anger. "They'll stand off an' look for
a while, before movin' in. Charl, get ready. The rest o' you, set sail and then
duck outta sight!" Maia
and Brod stood up, together releasing the clamps holding the furled sail, and drew
it to the clew outhaul. The fabric flapped like a liberated bird, suddenly
catching the wind and throwing the boom hard to port, catching Brod and
knocking him into Maia. Together, they fell toward the bow coaming, atop one
another. "Uh,
sorry," the youth said, rolling off and blushing. "Uh, it's all
right," she answered, gently mimicking his abashed tone. It might have
been funny, Maia thought, if things weren't so damn serious. Tress
joined them in the bilge, below the level of the gunwales. As the skiff rounded
the northern verge of their prison isle, Charl took over the tiller, letting
Naroin crouch down as well. Only Charl remained in view, now attired in a white
smock that was stained around the neckline. She had put on a,ragged, handmade
wig that made her look vaguely blonde. "Steady,"
Naroin said, peering over the rail. "I see the raft, or what's left of it
... Keep yer heads down!" Maia
and Brod ducked again, having caught sight of an
expanse of floating bits and flinders, logs and loosely rethered
boxes, along with one drifting, grotesquely ruined body.
It had been a nauseating sight. Maia was content to :t
Naroin describe the rest. "No
sign o' the reaver, yet. I see one, two survivors, hidin' behind logs. Hoped
there'd be more, since they knew it was comin'. . . . Eia! There's her prow.
Get 'eady, Maia!" They
had argued long and hard over this part of the ?!an. Naroin had thought she
should be the one taking on 506 DAVID B
R I Kl ,. the
most dangerous job. Maia had responded that the policewoman was just too small
to make it believable. Besides, Naroin had more important tasks to perform. You
asked for this, Maia told herself. Brod squeezed her hand for luck, and she
returned a quick smile before crawling aft. From
the moment the reaver vessel entered view, Charl began waving, shouting and
grinning. We're counting on certain assumptions, Maia thought. Foremost, the
reavers mustn't instantly see through the ruse. • It makes sense, though.
Inanna wouldn't stay on the island after the raft was destroyed. She'd come to
ferry a cleanup squad of killers through the secret passage, to finish off any
survivors remaining above. It was
brutal logic, borne out by recent events. But was it true? Were the pirates
expecting to see a blonde woman in a little sailboat? Maia ached to peer over
the side. Charl
described events through gritted teeth. "They're maybe a hundred fifty
meters out . . . sails luffed . . . still too damn far. Now someone's pointin'
at me ... waving. There's somebody else lifting binoculars. Let's do it,
quick!" With a
heavy intake of breath, Maia stood up suddenly, and pretended to launch an
attack on Charl; throwing an exaggerated punch the older woman evaded at the
last moment. Charl shoved her back, and the boat rocked. Then they closed and
began grappling, hands clasping for each other's throats. In the process, they
managed so that Charl's back was to the reaver. All the enemy would be able to
make out now, even through binoculars, would be a big blonde woman wrestling an
adversary who must have climbed out from the wreckage of the raft. Shouts
of excited dismay carried across the water. They'll finish us with the cannon
if they suspect, Maia kndw. Or if they're bloody-minded about the value of
their spies.'' J6ASON 507 Even
feign-fighting with Charl was a grunting, intense effort. Bobbing movements of
the boat kept forcing them to clutch each other for real. Minutes into the
contest, Charl's grip tightened on Maia's windpipe, setting off waves of
authentic pain. "Maia!"
Naroin hissed from below and aft, her hand on the tiller. "Where are
they?" Maia
pushed Charl back and affected to punch just past the woman's ear. Looking over
Charl's shoulder, she saw the reaver turn and fill its jib enough to gain some
headway. "Under . . ." Maia gasped for breath as Charl shoved her
against the skiff's mast. "Under a hundred meters. They're coming. . .
." The
next thing Maia knew, Charl had picked up an oar and aimed an awfully realistic
swipe. Ducking, Maia had no chance to mention what else she had seen. Among the
crowd of rough women gathered at the bow of the ketch, two had brandished
slender objects that looked chillingly like hunting rifles. The only thing
saving Maia right now was her close proximity to a figure the reavers thought
to be their accomplice. "Eighty
meters . . ." Maia said, elbowing Charl in the ribs, knocking aside the
oar and lifting her locked hands as if to deliver an overhand blow. Charl
staved this off by ducking and grabbing Maia's midriff. "Uh!
... Not so hard! . . . Sixty meters . . ." The
ketch was a beautiful thing, lovely in its sleek, terrible rapacity. Even with
jib alone, it prowled rapidly, s'triking aside flotsam of its victim, the
ill-fated raft. Logs and boxes rebounded off its hull, wallowing in its wake.
The sheer island face now lay behind the skiff. There was no escape. "Fifty
meters ..." In
their wrestling struggle, Charl's makeshift wig suddenly slipped. Both women
hurried to replace it, but one of the reavers at the bow could be heard
reacting with 508 DAVID B R I HI tones
of sudden outrage. The jig is up, Maia realized, looking across the narrowing
gap to see a pirate lift her rifle. There
was no sound, no warning at allj only a brief shadow that flowed down the stony
cliff and a patch of sun-drenched sea. One of the corsairs on the ketch glanced
up, and started to shout. Then the sky itself seemed to plummet onto the
graceful ship. A cloud of dark, heavy tangles splashed across the mast and
sails and surrounding water, followed by a lumpy box of metal that struck the
starboard gunwales, glanced off ... and exploded. Flame
brightness filled Maia's universe. A near-solid fist of compressed air blew
Charl against her, throwing the two of them toward the mast, sandwiching Maia
in abrupt pain. Sound seized the flapping sail, causing it to billow
instantaneously, knocking both women to the keel where they lay stunned. The
skiff rocked amid rhythmic, heaving aftershocks. Still
conscious, Maia felt herself being dragged out from under Charl's groaning
weight, toward the bow. Through a pounding ringing in her ears, time seemed to
stretch and snap, stretch and snap, in uneven intervals. From some distant
place, she heard Brod's reassuring voice uttering strange words. "You're
all right, Maia. No bleeding. You'll be okay . . . Got to get ready now,
though. Snap out of it, Maia! Here, take your trepp. Naroin's bringing us along
the aft end. . . ." Maia
tried to focus. Unwelcome but frequent experience with situations like this
told her it would take at least a few minutes for critical faculties to return.
She needed more time, but there was none. Climbing to her knees, she felt a
pole of smooth wood pushed into her hands, which closed by pure habit in the
correct grip. Inanna's trepp bill, _ she dimly recognized, which had been among
the dead spy's possessions. Now, if only she recalled how to use it. CLORV 509 Brod
helped her face the right way, toward a looming, soot-shrouded object that had
only recently been white and proud and exquisite. Now the ship lay in a tangle
of fallen cables and wires. Its sails were half torn away by the makeshift
bomb, which had been catapulted at the last moment by two captives who had
remained high on the bluff, hoping to do this very thing. "Get
ready!" Maia's
ears were still filled with horrific reverberations. Nevertheless, she
recognized Naroin's shout. Glancing right, she saw the bosun already using her
bow and arrows, shooting while Tress guided the skiff across the last few
meters. . . . Wood
crumped against wood. Brod shouted, leaping to seize the bigger ship's rail, a
rope-end between his teeth. The youth scrambled up and quickly tied a knot,
securing the skiff. "Look
out!" Maia cried. She commanded urgent action from her muscles, ordering
them to strike out toward a snarling woman who ran aft toward Brod^ an
illegally sharpened trepp in hand. Alas, Maia's uncoordinated flail only
glanced off the railing. Brod
turned barely in time to fend off the attacker's blows. One smashed flat along
his left shoulder. Another met the beefy part of his forearm, slashing his
shirt and cutting a bloody runnel. There was an audible crack as part of the
impact carried through, striking his head. The
young man and the reaver stared at each other for an instant, both apparently
surprised to find him still standing. Then, with a sigh, Brod pushed the
pirate's weapon aside, took her halter straps, and flung her overboard. The
reaver screamed indignant fury until she crashed into the sea, where other
figures could be seen swimming amid the wreckage of the raft. Tress
and Naroin were already scrambling to join Brod, followed by a groggy Charl.
Maia grabbed the rail 510 DAVID B R and
concentrated, trying twice before finally managing to throw one leg over, and
then rolling onto the upper deck. In doing so, however, her grip on Inanna's
bill loosened and it slipped from her hands, clattering back into the skiff. Bleeders.
Do I go back for it now? Maia
shook her head dizzily. No. Go forward. Fight. Dimly,
she was aware of other figures clambering aboard, presumably raft survivors,
joining the attack while enemy reinforcements also hurried aft. There were
sharp cracks as firearms went off. Feet scuffed all around her as grunting
combat swayed back and forth. Looking up, Maia saw two women attack Brod while
another swung a huge knife at Naroin, armed only with her bow and no arrows.
The scene stunned Maia, its ferocity going far beyond the fights in Long
Valley, or even the Manitou. She had never seen faces so filled with hatred and
rage. During those earlier episodes, there had at least been a background of
rules. Death had been a possible, but unsought, side effect. Here, it was the
central goal. Matters had come down to abominations—blades and arrows, guns and
fighting men. Maia's
hand fell on a piece of debris from the explosion, a split tackle block.
Without contemplating what she was doing, she lifted it in both hands and
swiftly brought it around with all her might, smashing one of Brod's opponents
in the back of the knee. The woman screeched, dropping a crimson knife that
Maia prayed was innocent of boy's blood. Without pause, she struck the other
knee. The reaver collapsed, howling and writhing. Maia
was about to repeat the trick with Brod's other foe, when that enemy simply
vanished! Nor was Brod himself in view anymore. In an instant, the fight must
have carried him off to starboard. Maia
turned. Naroin was backed against the rail, using her bow as a makeshift staff,
flailing against two reavers. The first kept the policewoman occupied with a
flashing, CLORV S Ђ A J o xi 511 darting
knife-sword, while the second struggled with a bolt-action rifle, slapping at
the mechanism, trying to clear a jammed cartridge. Before Maia could react, the
reluctant bolt came free. An expended shell popped out and the reaver quickly
slipped a new bullet inside. Slamming the bolt home again, she lifted her
weapon ... With a
scream, Maia leaped. The riflewoman had but a moment to see her coming. Eyes
widening, the reaver swung the slender barrel around. Another
explosive concussion rocked by Maia's right ear as she tackled the pirate,
carrying them both into the rail. The lightly framed wood splintered, giving
way and spilling them overboard. But I
only just got here, Maia complained—and the ocean slapped her, swallowed her
whole, squeezed her lungs and clung to her arms as she clawed through syrupy
darkness, like coal. Lamatia
and Long Valley hated me, the damn ocean hates me. Maybe the world's trying to
tell me something. Maia
surfaced at last with an explosive, ragged gasp, thrashing through a kick turn
while peering through a salty blur in hopes of finding her foe before she was
found. But no one else emerged from the sea. Perhaps the raider so loathed
losing her precious weapon, she had accompanied the rifle to the bottom.
Despite everything she'd been through, it was the first time .Maia had ever
knowingly killed anybody, and the thought was troubling. Worry
about that later. Got to get back and help now. Maia sought
and found the reaver ship, awash in smoke and debris. Fighting a strong
undertow, exhausted and unable to hear much more than an awful roar, she struck
out for the damaged ketch. At least her thoughts were starting to clear. Alas,
that only let her realize how many places hurt. She
swam hard. Hurry!
It may already be too late! 512 DAVID ERIN By the
time she managed to climb back aboard; however, the fight was already over. There
were strands of cable everywhere. The tangled mass, remnants of the broken
winch mechanism, had been the centerpiece of their intended trap. A net wide
enough to snare a large, fast-moving boat, even using an inaccurate, makeshift
catapult. It had been Brod's suggestion that the booby-trapped gearbox might
also make a good weapon. Naroin had said not to count on it, but in the end,
that had provided the crucial bit of luck. Well,
we were due a little, Maia thought. Despite all the damage wrought by blast,
collision, and battle, the ketch showed no sign of taking water. Just as
fortunately, the fickle currents now swept it away from the rocky cliffs. Still,
the rigging was a mess. The masthead and fore-stay were gone, as well as the
portside spreader. It would take hours just to clear away most of the wreckage,
let alone patch together enough sail to get under way. Heaven help them if
another reaver ship came along during that time. Barring
that unpleasant eventuality, a head start and favorable winds were what the
surviving castaways most wanted now. Even the wounded seemed braced by the
thought of imminent escape westward, and a chance to avenge the dead. Although,
the reavers had been stunned and wounded by the ambuscade, it would have been
madness for four women and a boy to try attacking all alone. But Maia and the
rest of the skiff crew had counted on hidden reinforcements, which came from a
source the pirates never suspected. Only a few of those who had been aboard the
raft when the reaver ship was first spotted had remained aboard to face the
brunt of the cannon's shells. The rest had by then gone overboard, taking
shelter under empty CLORV J Ђ A J o 513 crates
and boxes already jettisoned—apparently to lighten the raft's load. In fact,
they were tethered to float some distance behind, where the enemy would not
think to shoot at them. Only
the strongest swimmers had been 'chosen for that dangerous role. Once the skiff
crew began boarding, drawing all the reavers aft, five waterlogged Manitou
sailors managed to swim around to the bow and clamber aboard, using loops of
dangling, cable. Shivering and mostly unarmed, they did have surprise on their
side. Even so, it was a close and chancy thing. Small-scale
battles can -turn on minor differences, as Maia learned when she pieced
together what had happened at the end. The last two Manitou sailors, those
responsible for springing the catapult trap, had been perhaps the bravest of
all. With their job done, each took a running start, then leaped feetfirst off
the high bluff to plunge all the way down to the deep blue water. Surviving
that was an exploit to tell of. To follow it up with swimming for the crippled
ketch, and joining the attack in the nick of time . . . the notion alone put
Maia in awe. These were, indeed, tough women. Before
Maia made it back from her own watery excursion, that last wave of
reinforcements turned the tide, converting bloody stalemate into victory.Now
ten of the original band of internees, plus several well-watched prisoners,
labored to prepare the captive prize for travel. Young Brod, despite bandages
on his face and arms, climbed high upon the broken mast, parsing debris from
useful lines and shrouds, eliminating the former with a hatchet. Maia
was hauling lengths of cable overboard when Naroin tapped her on the shoulder.
The policewoman carried a rolled-up chart, which she unfurled with both hands.
"You ever get a good latitude fix with that toy Pegyul gave you?" she
asked. 514 DAVID B
R I Kl Maia
nodded. After two dips in the ocean, she hadn't yet inspected the minisextant,
and feared the worst. Before yesterday, however, she had taken several good
sightings from their prison pinnacle. "Let's see ... we must've been
dumped on . . ." She bent to peer at the chart, which showed a long
archipelago of narrow, jagged prominences, crisscrossed by perpendicular
coordinate lines. Maia saw a slanted row of cursive lettering, and rocked back.
"Well I'll be damned. We're in the Dragons' Teeth!" "Yeah.
How about that." Naroin replied. These were islands of legend. "I'll
tell you some interestin' things about 'em, later. But now—the latitude,
Maia?" "Oh,
yes." Maia reached out and tapped with one finger. "There. They must
have left us on, um, Grimke Island." "Mm.
Thought so from the outline. Then that one over there"—Naroin pointed
westward at a mist-shrouded mass—"must be De Gournay. And just past it to
the north, that's the best course toward deep water. Two good days and we're in
shipping lanes." Maia
nodded. "Right. From there, all you need is a compass heading. I hope you
make it." Naroin
looked up. "What? You're not coming along?" "No.
I'll take the skiff, if it's all right with you. I have unfinished business
around here." "Renna
an' your sister." Naroin nodded. "But you don't even know where to
look!" Maia
shrugged^ "Brod will come. He knows where the man sanctuary is, at Halsey
Beacon. From there, we may spot some clue. Find the hideout where Renna's being
kept." Maia did not mention the uncomfortable fact that Leie was one of
the keepers. She shifted her feet. "Actually, that chart would be more
useful to us, since you'll be off the edge just a few hours after . . ." Naroin
sniffed. "There are others below, anyway. Sure, take it." She rolled
the vellum sheet and slapped it CLORV S Ђ A J o xi 515 gruffly
into Maia's hands. Clearly she was masking feelings like the ones erupting in
Maia's own breast. It was hard giving up a friend, now that she had one. Maia
felt warmed that the woman sailor shared the sentiment. .
"O' course, Renna might not even be in the archipelago anymore," Naroin
pointed out. "True.
But if so, why would they have gone to such lengths to get rid of us? Even as
witnesses, we'd not be much threat if they'd fled in some unknown direction.
No, I'm convinced he and Leie are nearby. They've got to be." There
followed a long silence between the two women, punctuated only by the sounds of
nearby raucous chopping, hammering and scraping. Then Naroin said, "If you
ever finally reach a big town, get to a comm unit an' dial PES
five-four-niner-six. Call collect. Give 'em my name. "But
what if you aren't ... if you never ... I mean—" Maia stopped, unable to
tactfully say it. But Naroin only laughed, as if relieved to have something to
make light of. "What
if I never make it? Then if you please, tell my boss where you saw me last. All
the things you've done an' seen. Tell 'em I said you got a favor or two comin'.
At least they might help get you a decent job." - "Mm.
Thanks. So long as it has nothing to do with coal—" "Or
saltwater!" Naroin laughed again,, and spread her small, strong arms for
an embrace, "Good
luck, virgie. Keep outta jail. Don't get hit on the head so much. An' stop
tryin' to drown, will ya? Do that an' I'm sure you'll be just fine." PART 3 Peripatetic's
Log: Stratos
Mission: Arrival
+ 53.369 Ms Today I
told the heirs of Lysos all about the law. A law they had no role in passing.
One they cannot amend or disobey. The
assembled savants, councillors, and priestesses listened to my speech in stony
silence. Though I had already informed some of them, in private, I could still
sense shock and churning disbelief behind many rigid faces. "After
millennia, we of the Phylum have learned the hard lesson of speciation," I
told them. "Separated by vast gulfs of space, distant cousins lose their
sense of common heritage. Isolated human tribes drift apart, emerging far down
the stream of time, changed beyond recognition. This is a loss of much more
than memory." The
grimness of my audience was unsettling. Yet lo-lanthe and others had counseled
frankness, not diplomatic euphemisms, so I told the leaders accounts from the
archives of my service—a litany of misadventure and horror, of catastrophic
misunderstandings and tragedies provoked by narrow worldviews. Of
self-righteous ethnic spasms and deadly vendettas, with each side convinced
(and armed with proof) that it was right. Of exploitations worse than those we
once thought jettisoned in Earth's predawn past. Worse for being perpetrated by
cousins who refused to know each other anymore, or listen. Tragedies
that finally brought forth Law. "Till
now, I've described how renewed contact might prove advantageous. Arts and
sciences would be shared, and vast libraries containing solutions to countless
problems. Many of you looked at me, and thought, 'Well, he is but one man. To
get those good things, we can endure rare visits by solitary envoys. We'll pick
and choose from the cornucopia, without disrupting our ordered destiny.' "Others
of you suspected more would be involved. Much more. There is." I
called forth a holographic image to glimmer in the center of the council hall,
a glistening snowflake as broad as a planet, as thin as a tree, reflecting the
light of galaxies. "Today,
a second service links the Phylum worlds, more important than the one provided
by peripatetics. It is a service some of you will surely loathe, like
foul-tasting medicine. The great icecraft move between ten thousand suns—more
slowly than messengers like me. But their way is inexorable. They carry
stability. They bring change." A
Perkinite delegate leaped up. "We'll never accept them. We'll fight!" I had
expected that. "Do
what you feel you must. Blow up the first icecraft, or ten, unmindful of the
countless sleeping innocents you thus consign to die. Some callous worlds have
murdered hundreds of snowy hibernibarges, and yet, finally surrendered. "Try
what you will. Bloodshed will transform you. Inevitably, guilt and shame will
divert your children, or grandchildren, from the path you choose for them. Even
passive resistance will give way in time, as curiosity works on your
descendants; tempting them to sample from the bright new moons that circle in
their sky. "No
brutal war fleets will force compliance. Vow, if you must, to wait us out.
Planets are patient; so are your splendid, ancient clans, more long-lived than
any single human or government. "But
the Phylum and the Law are even-more persistent. They will not have 'no' for an
answer. More is at stake than one world's myth of mission and grand
isolation." The
words felt hard, yet it was good to have them out. I sensed support from many
on the council who had coached my presentation to shock matters from a
standstill. How fortunate that here, unlike Watarki World or New Levant, a
strong minority sees the obvious. That solitude and speciation are not human
ways. "Look
at it this way," I concluded. "Lysos and the Founders sought
seclusion to perfect their experiment. But have you not been tested by time,
and validated, as well as any way of life can be, in its context? Isn't it time
to come out and show your cousins what you've wrought?" A
lingering silence greeted my conclusion. lolanthe led some tardy, uncomfortable
applause that fluttered about the hall and fled through the skylights like an
escaping bird. Amid frigid glowers from the rest, the Speaker cleared her
voice, then dryly called adjournment. Despite
the tension, I left feeling stronger than I have in months. How much of that
was due to the release of openness, I wondered, and how much did I owe to
ministrations I've received lately thanks to Odo, under the sign of the ringing
bell. If I
survive this day, this week, I must go back to that house, and celebrate while
I can. 21 Dragons'
Teeth. Row after row of jagged incisors, aimed fiercely at the heavens. I
should have realized, Maia thought. On first seeing these islands in the
distance, I should have known their name. The
Dragons' Teeth. A legendary phrase. Yet, on contemplation, Maia realized she
knew next to nothing about the chain of seamounts, whose massive roots of
columnar crystal erupted from the ocean crust far below, rising to pierce
surface waves and bite off hearty portions of sky. Their lustrous, fluted sides
seemed all but impervious to time's erosion. Trees clung to craggy heights
where waterfalls, fed by pressure-driven springs, cascaded hundreds of meters,
forming high, arched rainbows that mimicked au-rorae, and gave Maia and Brod
painful neck cricks as they sailed by, staring in awe. Their
gunter-rigged skiff threaded the tropical archipelago like a parasite weaving
its way through the spines of some mighty half-submerged beast. The islands
grew more densely clustered the deeper the little boat penetrated. Packed
closely together, many of the needle isles were linked by natural causeways,
even narrow, vaulting bridges. Brod always made a sign across his eyes before 522 DAVID B R I XI steering
under one of those. A gesture not of fear, but reverence. Although
Brod had lived among the Teeth for several months before being taken hostage,
he only knew the area near Halsey Beacon, the sole official habitation. So Maia
took care of navigation while he steered. Their chart warned of shoals and
reefs and deadly currents along the course she chose, making the circuitous
path just right for folk like them, not wishing to be seen. Clearly,
Maia and Brod weren't the first to reach this conclusion. Several times they
spied evidence of past and present occupation. Huts and coarse, stony shelters
lay perched on clefts, sometimes equipped with rude winches to lower
cockleshell boats even smaller than the one they sailed. Once, Brod pointed and
Maia caught sight of a hermit quickly gathering her nets as the skiff entered
view. Ignoring their shouts, the old woman took to her oars, vanishing into a
dark series of caves and grottoes. So much
for getting advice from the locals, Maia thought. Another time, she glimpsed a
furtive figure staring down at them from a row of open casements,
half-collapsed with age, part of a gallery of windows carved long ago, partway
up one sheer tower face. The construction reminded her of the prison sanctuary
in Long Valley, only vaster, and indescribably older. Shadows
cast by innumerable stone towers combed the dark blue water, all pointing in
the same transitory direction, as if the stony pinnacles were gnomons to a
half-thousand igneous sundials, tracking in unison the serene march of hours,
of aeons. This
was a place once filled with history, then all but emptied of a voice. "The
Kings fought their last battle here," Naroin had explained shortly before
parting with the surviving castaways on their captured ketch. Maia and Brod had
been about to board the resupplied skiff, in preparation to turn- L
0 R Y J Ј A S 0 XI 523 ing
south. "All o' the united clans an' city-states sent forces here to
finally squash the man-empire. It's not much talked about, jo discourage vars
ever thinkin' again about alliance with men against the great houses. But
nothin' could ever really stop a legend so big." Naroin had gestured
toward the sere towers. "Think about it. This is where the would-be
patriarchs an' their helpers made their last stand." Maia
had paused to share her friend's contemplation. "It's like something out
of a fairy tale. Unreal. I can hardly believe I'm here." The
sailor-policewoman sighed. "Me neither. These parts ain't visited much,
nowadays. Way off the shippin' lanes. I never pictured anythin' like this. Kind
o' makes you wonder." Wonder, indeed.
As she and Brod
sailed deeper among the Dragons'
Teeth, Maia considered the unreliability of official history. The farther they
went, the more certain she grew that Naroin had told the truth as she'd "
learned it. And that truth was a lie. Maia
recalled the riddle of the pit—that awful, glassy crater back on Grimke Island,
where she and the others had been marooned. Since setting course southward on
their separate journey, she and Brod had seen other peaks bearing similar
stigmata. Seared tracks where stone had run molten under fierce heat, sometimes
tracing a glancing blow, and sometimes , . . Neither
spoke while the steady wind took them past one ruined spire, a shattered
remnant that had been sundered lengthwise by some power beyond anything she
could imagine. I don't
know about Kings and such. Maybe the pa-triarchists and their allies did make a
last stand here. But I'll bet a niche and all my winter rights they never
caused this . . . devastation. There
was another, more ancient story. An event also 524 DAVID B
R I seldom
spoken of. One nearly as pivotal to Stratos Colony as its founding. Maia felt
certain another enemy had been fought here, long ago. And from the looks of
things, it had been barely beaten. The
Great Defense. Funny no one in our group made the connection, telling stories
round the campfire, but that battle must also have raged here in the Dragons'
Teeth. It was
as if the Kings' legend served to cover up an older tale. One in which the role
of men had been admirable. As if those in power want its memory left only to
hermits and pirates. She recalled the ancient, eroded, bas-relief sculpture
she'd found amid the buried ruins at the temple in Grange Head, depicting
bearded and unbearded human forms grappling horned demons under the sheltering
wings of an avenging Mother Stratos. Maia added it to a growing collection of
evidence . . . but of what? To what conclusion? She wasn't sure, yet. A
formation of low clouds moved aside, exposing the expanse of sea and stone to a
flood of brilliant light. Blinking, Maia found herself jarred from the
relentless flow of her dour thoughts. She smiled. Oh, I've changed all right,
and not just by growing tougher. It's a result of everything I've seen and
heard. Renna, especially, got me thinking about time. - The clans urged single
vars to leave off any useless pondering of centuries, millennia. Summerlings
should concentrate on success in the here and now. The long term only becomes
your affair once your house is established and you have a posterity to worry
about. To consider Stratos as a world,- with a past that can be fathomed and a
destiny that might be changed, was not how Maia had been raised to think. But
it's not so hard, learning to picture yourself as part of a great chain. One
that began long before you, and will go on long after. Renna
had used the word continuum meaning a bridge across generations, even death
itself. A disturbing notion, CLORV J Ј A 5 o 525 for
sure. But ancient women and men had faced it before there ever were clones, or
else they would never have left old Earth. And if they could do it, a humble
var like me can, too. Such
thoughts were more defiant than measuring constellations, or even playing Game
of Life puzzles. Those had been mere man-stuff, after all. Now she dared to
question the judgments of savant-historians. Seeing through maternalistic,
conservative propaganda to a fragment of truth. Fragments are almost as
dangerous as nothing at all, she knew. Yet, somehow, it must be possible to
penetrate the veil. To figure out how everything she had seen, and been
through, held together. How
will I explain this to Leie? Maia mused. Must I first kidnap her away from her
reaver friends? Haul her, bound and gagged, somewhere to have the meanness
fasted out of her? Maia no
longer meditated wistfully on the missed joy of shared experience with her
sibling. The Leie of old would never have understood what Maia now thought and
felt. The new Leie, even less so. Maia still missed her twin, but also felt
resentment toward her harsh behavior and smug assumption of superiority, when
they had last, briefly, met. Maia
longed far more to see Renna. - Does
that make me a daddy's girl? The juvenile epithet held no sting. Or am I a
pervert, nurturing hearth feelings toward a man? Philosophical
dilemmas such as "why?" and "what?" seemed less important
than "how?" Somehow, she must get Renna to safety. And if Leie chose
to come also, that would be fine, too. "We
had better start thinking about putting in somewhere. It's that or risk hitting
rocks in the dark." Brod held the 526 DAVID B
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constantly adjusting their heading to maintain southward momentum. With his
other hand, he rubbed his chin, a common male mannerism, though in his case
another distant summer must come before he felt a beard. "Normally I'd
suggest putting out to open ocean," he continued. "We'd lay a sea
anchor, keep watch on wind and tide, and rejoin the archipelago at
daybreak." Brod shook his head unhappily. "Wish I didn't feel so
blind without a weather report. A storm could be just over the horizon, and
we'd never know in time." Maia
agreed. "At best, we'd waste hours and come back exhausted." She
unrolled the map. "Look, there's one large island in this area with a
charted anchorage. It's not too far off our route, near the westernmost line of
Teeth." Brod
leaned forward to read aloud. "Jellicoe Beacon. . . . Must've been a
lighthouse sanctuary once, like Halsey. Deactivated and deserted, it
says." Maia
frowned, feeling suddenly as if she had heard that name before. Although the
sun still lay some distance above the horizon, she shivered, ascribing the
feeling to this creepy place. "Uh ... so, shall we jibe to a sou'western
tack, Cap'n?" Maia
had been half-teasing him with the honorific all day. Grinning, Brod responded
with a grossly exaggerated accent. "Thet well bee doin', Madam Owner. If
yell be so kinned as te lend a help wit'de sail." "Aye,
sir!" Maia took the taut, straining boom in one hand, setting a foot at
the kick-strap. "Ready!" "Coming
about!" Brod swung the tiller, propelling the skiff's bow sharply toward
the wind. The sail luffed and flapped, signaling Maia to haul the boom around
from port to starboard, where the sail snapped full with an audible crack,
sending them rushing on a rtew heading, surging up the long shadow of a tall
island to the west. The late sun lit a luminous aureole of water vapor, a
pinkish CLORV JEASOKl 527 halo,
turning the rocky prominence into a fiery spear aimed beyond the clouds. "Assuming
we find shelter in the lagoon at Jellicoe," Brod said. "We'll resume
southward at dawn. Around midafternoon tomorrow, we can strike east, hitting
the main channel near Halsey Beacon." "The
active sanctuary. Tell me about the place," Maia asked. "It's
the one citadel still operating in the Dragons' Teeth, sanctioned by the Reigning
Council to keep order. My guild drew short lot to staff the lighthouse, so they
sent two ships and crews they could most easily spare— meaning dregs like me.
Still, I never expected the cap-tain'd try picking up extra cash by hiring out
to reavers." He frowned unhappily. "Not every fellow feels that way.
Some like watching women fight. Gives 'em a summery hot, they say." "Couldn't
you get a transfer, or something?" "You
kidding? Middies don't question captains, even when a cap'n is breaking an
unwritten guild tradition. Anyway, reaving's legal, within limits. By the time
I real-' ized Captain Corsh was selling out to real pirates, it was! too
late." Brod shook his head. "I must've shown how I felt, 'cause he
was glad enough to offer me as hostage, while out loud yelling to the reavers
what a great loss I was, and they'd better take good care of me!" The boy
laughed harshly. We're
alike, poor fellow, Maia thought. Is it my fault I don't have any talents right
for the world of women? Or his, that he's a boy who was never meant to be a
sailor? Her bitter reflection was unalloyedly rebellious. Maybe it's just wrong
to make generalizations like that, without leaving room for exceptions.
Shouldn't each of us have the right to try what we're best at? They were
also alike in both having been abandoned by people they trusted. Yet he was
more vulnerable. Boys 528 DAVID BRIM expected
to be adopted by a guild that would be their home from then on, while girl
summerlings grew up knowing exactly what they were in for—a life of lonely
struggle. "We'd
better be careful, then, when we reach Halsey. Your captain may not—" "Be
happy to see me?" Brod interrupted. "Hmph. I was within my rights,
escaping with you and the others. Especially after Inanna and her murdering
schemes. But you're right. I don't guess Corsh will see it that way. He's
probably already worried how he's going to explain all this to the commodores. "So
we'll try getting there near nightfall, tomorrow. I know a channel into the
harbor. One that's too shallow for ships, but just right for us. It leads to an
out-of-the-way dock. From there, maybe we can sneak into the navigator's suite
and look at his charts. I'm sure he's written down where the reaver hideout is.
Where they're keeping your starman." There
was a slight edge to Brod's voice, as if he felt dubious about something. Their
chances of success? Or the very idea of consorting with aliens? "If
only Renna were being held right there, at Halsey." She sighed. "Doubtful.
The reavers wouldn't leave a male prisoner where he could talk to other men.
They have too much riding on their plans for him." On
Grimke, Brod had told Maia about the Visitor's actions, just after Manitou was
seized. By Brod's account, Renna had stomped among the jubilant victors,
protesting every violation of Stratoin law. He defiantly refused to move over
to the Reckless until all of the wounded were tended. So stern had been his
otherworldly countenance, his anger and clench-fisted restraint, that Baltha
and the other reavers had backed down rather than be forced to hurt him. Brod
never mentioned Renna paying special no- S Ј A S
o xi 529 tice to
one victim in particular, but Maia liked to imagine her alien friend's strong,
gentle hands soothing her delirium, and his voice, speaking in low tones,
promising her firmly that they would meet again. 'Brod
had little more to say about Leie. He had noticed Maia's sister among the
reaver band, notable mainly for her eager eyes and intense interest in
machines. .The motor-room chief had been glad to have her, and hadn't given a
damn what gender a soot-stained crewmate carried under shirt and loincloth, so
long as he or she worked hard. "We
only spoke privately once," Brod said, shielding his eyes as they sailed
toward the late afternoon sun. He adjusted the tiller to a change in the wind,
and Maia reacted by tightening the sail. "I guess she chose me since no
one would care if I laughed at her." "What
did she want to talk about?" Brod
frowned, trying to remember. "She asked if I had ever met an old commodore
or captain, back at my guild's main sanctuary in Joannaborg. One named Kevin?
Calvin?" Maia
sat up quickly. "Do you mean Clevinl" He
tapped the side of his head absentmindedly. "Yeah, that's right. I told
her I'd heard the name. But they shipped me out so quickly after adoption, and
so many crews were still at sea that I'd never actually met him. The shipname,
Sea Lion, was one of ours, though." Maia
stared at the boy. "Your guild. It's the Pinnipeds." She
stated it as fact, and Brod shrugged. "Of course, you wouldn't know. We
lowered our ensign before the fight. Pretty shameful. I knew right then things
were no good." Maia
sank back down, listening through a roil of conflicting emotions—astonishment
topping the list. "Starkland
Clan has known the Pinnipeds for generations. The mothers say it was once a
great guild. Shipped 530 DAVID B
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cargoes, and its officers were welcome in High Town, winter and summer both.
These days, the commodores take jobs like staffing Halsey Beacon, and now even
hiring out to reavers." He laughed bitterly. "Not a great billet, eh?
But then, I'm no prize, either." Maia
examined Brod with renewed interest. From what the .boy said, he might be her
distant cousin, several times removed . . . only a temple gene-scan could tell
for sure. It was a concept Maia had to struggle with, along with the irony that
here, after so many frantic adventures, she had finally made contact with her
father-guild. The manner wasn't at all as she'd imagined. They
sailed on quietly, each of them deep in private thought. At one point, a swarm
of sleek, dark shapes cruised into view, some meters below their tiny vessel,
undulating silently with sinuous power and speed. The largest of the creatures
would have outmassed the Mani-tou, and took several minutes to progress, yet
its smooth passage scarcely caused a ripple above as the skiff passed at an
angle. Maia barely glimpsed the monster's tail, then the mysterious underwater
convoy was gone. A few
minutes later, Brod shifted forward in his seat, staring as he shaded his eyes
with one hand, his body abruptly tense. "What is it?" Maia asked. "I'm
. . . not sure. I thought for a second something crossed the sun." He
shook his head. "It's getting late. How close to Jellicoe?" "We'll
be in sight after that next little spire, ahead." Maia unfurled the chart.
"It seems to consist of about two dozen teeth, all fused together. There
are two anchorages, with some major caves noted here." She looked up and
gauged the rate of sunset. "It'll be close, but we should have time to
scout a channel before dark." The
young man nodded, still frowning in concern. "Get ready to come about,
then." The
maneuver went smoothly, the wind snapping CLORV StASOXl 531 their
rugged sail into line as it had all day. Maybe our luck really has changed,
Maia thought, knowing full well that she was tempting fate. Once they were
cruising steady on the new tack, she spoke again, bringing up another imminent
concern. "Naroin
made me promise to try calling her superiors, in case we find a radio at
Halsey." It
wasn't a vow she relished. Maia personally trusted Naroin, but her superiors?
So many groups want Renna for their own reasons. He has enemies on the Council.
And even supposing honest cops answer a call, will the reavers let Renna be
taken alive? One
disturbing thought after another had occurred to her. What if the Council still
has weapons like those that burned Grimke? What if they conclude a dead alien
is better than one in the hands of their foes? Brod's
answer sounded as halfhearted as Maia felt. "We could try for the comm
room, I suppose. It might be uhwatched late at night. The idea gives me a pain
in the gut, though." "I
know. It'd be awfully risky, combined with burgling the chart room—" "That's
not it," Brod cut in. "I'd just . . . rather someone else called the
cops on my guild." : Maia
looked at him. "Loyalty? After the way they treated you?" "That's
not it," he said, shaking his head. "I won't stay with 'em after
this." "Well,
then? You're already helping me go. after Renna." "You
don't understand. Another guild might respect me for helping you save a friend.
But who's gonna hire a man who's squealed on his own crewmates?" "Oh."
Maia hadn't realized the added risk Brod was taking. Beyond life and freedom,
he could lose all chance of a career. Something I never had, Maia almost
murmured, 532 DAVID B
R I XI but
recanted. It takes courage for a person with prospects to gamble them on a
hazard of honor. The
skiff began rounding the nearest headland. Beyond, just as Maia had predicted,
a large, convoluted island hove gradually into view. To Maia, it looked as if a
great claw had frozen in place while reaching out of the sea. Some mysterious
geological process had welded the fingerlike talons, joining multiple slender
spires in a mesh of stony arches. Jellicoe
Island had been even bigger, once upon a time. Stubby, fused remnants showed
where a more extensive network of outlying islets had been blasted apart by an
ancient power, presumably the same as excavated Grimke. Linear tracks of seared
stone glistened like healed scar tissue across the jutting cliffs, adding
contortions to the convoluted outlines ordained by nature. The resulting
coastline had the horizontal contours of a twisted, many-pointed star, with
rounded nubs instead of vertices and edges. Irregular openings broke the
rhythmic outline. A few
minutes later, one of those gaps let Maia glimpse a lagoon within, as placid as
glass. "There
it is!" she announced. "Perfect. We can sail right through and set
anchor—" "Shiva
an' Zeus!" Brod cursed. "Maia, get down!" She
barely ducked in time as Brod steered hard, sending the boom flying across the
little boat, whistling where Maia's head had been. "What're
you doing?" she cried. But the young man did not answer. Gripping the
tiller, his hands were white with tension, eyes all concentration. Lifting her
head to see, Maia gasped. "It's the Reckless!" The
three-masted, fore-and-aft schooner bore toward them from the southwest, almost
directly out of the setting sun. The sight of its gravid sails, straining to
increase a speedy clip, was breathless and dreadful to behold. While Maia and
Brod had been wrestling their tiny vessel on a CLORV SEASON 533 series
of sunward, upwind tacks, the reaver ship had already crossed most of the space
between two islands. "Do
you think she's seen us?" Maia felt inane for asking. Yet, Brod was
clearly counting on that hope, trying to duck back behind the spire they had
just passed. If only the reavers had lazy lookouts. . . . Hope
vanished with the sound of a whistle—a shriek of steam and predatory delight.
Squinting against the glare, Maia saw a crowd of silhouettes gather at the bow,
pointing. The image might have triggered deja vu, bringing back how the day
began, except that this was no little ketch, but a freighter, augmented for
speed and deadli-ness. Smoke trails told of boilers firing up. Maia's nose
twitched at the scent of burning coal. She did a quick calculation in her mind. "It's
no good running!" she told Brod. "They've got speed, guns, maybe
radar. Even if we get away, they'll search all night, and we'll smash up in the
dark!" "I'm
open to suggestions!" her partner snapped. Perspiration beaded his lip and
brow. Maia
grabbed his arm. "Swing back westward! We can tack closer to the wind.
Reckless will have to reef sails to follow. Her engines may still be cold. With
luck, we can dodge into that maze." She pointed at the corrugated
coastline of Jellicoe Island. Brod
hesitated, then nodded. "At least it'll surprise 'em. You ready?" Maia
braced herself and grabbed the boom, preparing to kick. "Ready,
Captain!" He
grimaced at the standing joke. Maia quashed rebellion in her stomach, where the
bilious, familiar commotion of fear and adrenaline had come back, as if to a
favorite haunt. So much
for that string of luck, she thought. I should have known better. 534 DAVID BRIM "All
right," Brod said with a ragged sigh, clearly sharing the thought.
"Here goes." Everything
depended on nearest passage. How tight could the bigger vessel turn? What
weapons would be brought to bear? As
expected, the diminutive skiff was far better at drawing a close tack. The
Reckless hesitated too long after Brod changed course. When the reaver ship
came about at last, it fell short and wound up abeam to the breeze. Brod and
Maia gained westward momentum, while seamen struggled aloft, lashing sails so
the still-warming engines would not have to fight them pushing upwind. The rest
of the reaver crew watched from the railings. Do they recognize the skiff? Maia
wondered. By now surely they know something's happened to Inanna and their
friends on the ketch. Lysos, they look angry! Even
with the big ship wallowing, there would come a moment when the two vessels
passed by no more than a couple of hundred meters. What would the pirates do
about it? Working
hard to help Brod maneuver as tightly as possible, Maia trimmed the sail for
maximum efficiency. This meant having to throw herself from one side of the
skiff to the other, leaning her weight far out, wherever balance was most
needed. She had never sailed a small boat in this way, literally skating across
the water. It was exhilarating, and might have been fun if her gut weren't
turning somersaults. In glimpses, she sought to see if, by some chance, Renna
stood upon the pirate ship. There were men on the schooner's quarterdeck, as
during the taking of the Manitou, but no sign of Renna's peculiar dark
features. As the
skiff swung broadside to the wallowing vessel, Maia heard furious shouts across
the span of open water. C L
0 R V J Ј A 5 0 NI 535 Words
were indiscernible, but she recognized the livid, red-faced visage of the
ship's male captain, arguing with several women wearing red bandannas. The man
pointed at more reavers wrestling a long black tube at the schooner's portside
gunwale. Shaking his head, he made adamant forbidding motions. Underneath
his outrage, the captain seemed blithely certain of his authority. So certain,
he showed no suspicion as more wiry women, armed with truncheons and knives,
moved to surround him and his officers . . . until the man's tone of command
cut off abruptly, smothered under a sudden flurry of violent blows. From a
horrified distance, Maia could not make out whether trepps or blades were used
to cut the men down, but the attack continued many seconds longer than seemed
necessary. Loudly echoing yips of pleasure showed how thoroughly the women
pirates relished a comeuppance they must have long yearned for, breaking a
troublesome alliance and the last restraint of law. "We're
puffin' away!" Brod shouted. He had been concentrating too hard even to
glance at his former shipmates, or hear meaning in the recent spate of shouts
and cries. A good thing, for the fall of the officers had been just part of the
coup. When Maia next found time to scan the rigging, most of the remaining male
crew members had vanished from where they were working moments before. The
Pinnipeds may be suffering hard times, Maia reflected, still in shock from what
she'd seen. But they drew the line at deliberate murder. So, they get to share
our fate. These
reavers were fanatics. She had known that, and had it reinforced during this
morning's ambush. But this? To deliberately and cold-bloodedly attack and slay
men? It was as obscene as what Perkinites constantly warned of, the oldtime
male-on-female violence that once led to the Founders' Exodus, so long ago. 536 DAVID 8
R I Kl CLORV SЈAJOSJ 537 Renna,
she thought in anguish. What have you brought to my world? Maia
cast a brief prayer that her sister, part of the engine crew, hadn't been
involved in the spontaneous bloodletting. Perhaps Leie would help save any men
be-lowdecks, though realistically, the pirates seemed unlikely to leave
witnesses. Right
now, what mattered was that the mutiny had won Maia and Brod seconds, minutes.
Time that they exchanged for badly needed meters as the shouting reavers
reorganized and finished turning the ship. "Ready about!" Brod cried,
warning of another jibe maneuver. "Ready!" Maia answered. As her
partner steered, she slid under the boom and performed a complex set of
simultaneous actions, moving with a fluid grace that would have shocked her old
teachers, or even herself a few months ago. Practice, combined with need, makes
for a kind of centering that can increase skill beyond all expectation. The
next time she glimpsed the Reckless, it cruised several hundred meters back but
was picking up speed. The gunners kept having to reposition their recoilless
rifle each time the schooner shifted angle to track the fugitives. They could
be seen shouting at the new helmswoman, urging a steady course. Straight-on
wouldn't do, as the larger vessel's bowsprit blocked the way. Eventually,
Reckless settled on a heading that plowed thirty degrees from the wind. It
reduced the closing rate, but finally allowed a clear shot. Shall I
warn Brod? Maia pondered, more coolly than she expected. No,
better to let him stay -focused every possible moment. She watched
her friend flick his gaze to the trembling sail, to the choppy water, to their
destination—the rapidly nearing cluster of vast, stony monoliths. Using all
this data, the boy made adjustments too subtle to be calculated, based on a
type of instinct he had earlier denied possessing,
seducing speed out of an unlikely combination of sailcloth, wood, and wind. He's
growing up as I watch him, Maia marveled. Brod's youthful, uncertain features
were transformed by this intensely spotlit exercise of skill. His jaw and brow
bore hardened lines, and he radiated something that, to Maia, distilled both
the mature and immature essences of male-ness—a profound narrowness of purpose
combined with an ardent joy in craft. Even if the two of them died in the next
few minutes, her young friend would not leave this world without becoming a
man. Maia was glad for him. A
booming concussion shook the air behind them. It was a deeper, larger-caliber
growl than the little cannon of this morning. "What was that?" Brod
asked, almost ab-sentmindedly, without shifting from the task at hand. "Thunder,"
Maia lied with a grim smile, letting the hot glory of his concentration last a
few seconds longer. "Don't worry. It won't rain for a while, yet." Water
poured down from the heavens, soaking their clothes and nearly swamping the
small boat. It fell in : sheets, then abruptly stopped. The cascade, blown into
the sky by another exploding shell, sent Maia with a bucket to the bilge,
bailing furiously. t Fountains of falling ocean weren't their
only trouble. One near miss had spun the skiff like a top, causing the hull to
groan with the sound of loosening boards and pegs. All Maia knew was that her
bailing outflow must exceed inflow for as long as it took Brod to
single-handedly find them a way out of this mess. The gun
crew on the Reckless had taken a while settling down, after their mutinous
purge. They shot wide, frustrated partly by the skiff's zigzagging, before
finally I zeroing in amid the deepening twilight.
For minutes, Maia nursed the illusion that safety lay in view—an open chan- 538 DAVID B
R I XI nel
leading to the anchorage of Jellicoe Lagoon. Then she glimpsed a familiar and
appalling sight—the captured freighter Manitou, anchored within that same
enclosure of towering stone, its deck aswarm with more crimson bandannas. All
at once, she realized the awful truth. Jellicoe
must be the reaver base! I led Brod straight into their hands! "Turn
right, Brod, hard!" A
sudden, last-minute swerve barely escaped the fatal entrance. Now they skirted
along the convoluted face of Jellicoe itself, alternately drenched by near
misses or the more normal ocean spume of waves crashing against -obdurate rock.
There were no more delicate, optimizing tack maneuvers. They were caught in a
mighty current, and Brod spent all his efforts keeping them from colliding with
the island's serrated face. Darkness
might have helped, if all three major moons weren't high, casting pearly
luminance upon the fivers' imminent demise. It was a beautiful, clear evening.
Soon, Maia's beloved stars would be out, if she lasted long enough to wish them
goodbye. Again
and again she filled the bucket, spilling it seaward so as not to watch the
glistening nearness of the "dragon's tooth," which towered nearly
vertically like a rippling, convoluted curtain. Its rounded fabric folds seemed
to hint a softness that was a lie. The adamantine, crystalline stone was, in
fact, passively quite willing to smash them at a touch. Maia
couldn't face that awful sight. She poured bucket after bucket in the opposite
direction, which fact partially spared her when the reavers tried a new tactic. A
sudden detonation exploded behind Maia, bouncing the skiff in waves of
compressed air and near vacuum, pummeling her downward to the bilge. To her own
amazement, she retained full consciousness as concussions rolled past, fading
into a low, rumbling vibration she CLORV J6AJOKJ 539 could
feel through the planks. Reflexively, she clutched at a stinging pain in the
back of her neck,.and pulled out a sliver of granitic stone, covered with
blood. While purple spots swam before her eyes, Maia stared at the daggerlike
piece of natural shrapnel. While the world wavered around her, she turned to
see that Brod, too, had survived, though bloody runnels flowed down the left
side of his face. Thank Lysos the rock fragments had been small. This time. - "Sail
farther from the cliff!" Maia shouted. Or tried to. She couldn't even hear
her own voice, only an awful tolling of temple bells. Still, Brod seemed to
understand. With eyes dilated in shock, he nodded and turned the tiller. They
managed to open some distance before the next shell struck, blowing more chunks
off the promontory face. No chips pelted them this time, but the maneuver meant
sailing closer to the Reckless and its weapon, now almost at point-blank range.
Looking blearily up the rifled muzzle, Maia watched its crew load another shell
and fire. She felt its searing passage through the air, not far to the left. An
interval passed, too short to give a name, and then the cliff reflected yet
another terrible blast, almost hurling the two fivers from the boat. When next
she looked up, Maia saw their sail was ripped. Soon it would be in tatters. At that
moment, the convoluted border of the island took another turn. Suddenly, an
opening • appeared to port. With quaking hands, Brod steered straight for the
cul-de-sac. It would have been insanely rash under any other circumstance, but
Maia approved wholeheartedly. At least the bitchies won't get to watch us die
at their own hands. One
side of the opening exploded as they passed through, sending cracks radiating
through the outcrop, blowing the skiff forward amid cascades of rock. The next
shell seemed to beat the cliff with bellows of frustrated rage. Cracks
multiplied tenfold. A tremendous chunk of stone, half as long as the Reckless
itself, began to peel 540 DAVID 8
R. I XI away.
With graceful deliberateness, its looming shadow fell toward Brod and Maia. . .
. The
boulder crashed into the slim gap just behind the tiny boat, yanking them upon
the driving fist of a midget tsunami, aimed at a deep black hole. Maia
knew herself to have some courage. But not nearly enough to watch their ruined
boat surge toward that ancient titan, Jellicoe Beacon. Let it be quick, she
asked. Then darkness swept over them, cutting off all sight. Dear
lolanthe, As you
can see from this letter, I am alive . . . or was at the time of its writing .
. . and in good health, excepting the effects of several days spent bound and
gagged. Well,
it looks like I tumbled for the oldest trick in the book. The Lonely Traveler
routine. I am in good company. Countless diplomats more talented than I have
fallen victim to their own frail, human needs. . . . My
keepers command me not to ramble, so I'll try to be concise. I am supposed to
tell you not to report that I am missing until two days after receiving this.
Continue pretending that I took ill after my speech: Some will imagine foul
play, while others will say I'm bluffing the Council. No matter. If vou do not
buy my captors the time they need, they threaten to bury me where I cannot be
found. They
also say they have agents in the police bureaus. They will know if they are
betrayed. I am
now supposed to plead with you to cooperate, so my life will be spared. The
first draft of this letter was destroyed because I waxed a bit sarcastic at
this point, so let me just say that, old as I am, I would not object to going
on a while longer, or seeing more of the universe. I do
not know where they are taking me, now that summer is over and travel is
unrestricted in any direction. Anyway, if I wrote down clues from what I see
and hear around me, they would simply make me rewrite yet again. My head hurts
too much for that, so well leave it there. I will
not claim to have no regrets. Only fools say that. Still, I am content. I've
been and done and seen and served. One of the riches of my existence has been
this opportunity to dwell for a time on Stratos. My
captors say they'll be in touch, soon. Meanwhile, with salutations, I
remain—Renna. 22 In
near-total darkness she stroked Brod's forehead, tenderly brushing his sodden
hair away from coagulating gashes. The youth moaned, tossing his head, which
Maia held gently with her knees. Despite a plenitude of hurts, she felt
thankful for small blessings, such as this narrow patch of sand they lay upon,
just above an inky expanse of chilly, turbid water. Thankful, also, that this
time she wasn't fated to awaken in some dismal place, after a whack on the
head. My skull's gotten so hard, anything that'd knock, me out would kill me.
And that won't happen till the world's done amusing itself, pushing me around. "Mm
... Mwham-m . . . ?" Brod mutnbled. Maia sensed his vocalization more via
her hands than with her shock-numbed hearing. Still unconscious, Brod seemed
nevertheless wracked with duty pangs, as if at some level he remained anxious
over urgent tasks left undone. "Sh, it's all right," she told him,
though barely able to make out her own words. "Rest, Brod. I'll take care
of things for a while." Whether
or not he actually heard her, the boy seemed to calm a bit. Her ringers still
traced somnolent worry 544 DAVID BRIM knots
across his brow, but he did stop thrashing. Brdd's sighs dropped below audible
to her deafened ears. In its
last moments, their dying boat had spilled them inside this cave, while more
explosions just behind them brought down the entrance in a rain of shattered
rock. Amid a stygian riot of seawater and sand, her head ringing with a din of
cannonade, Maia had groped frantically for Brod, seizing his hair and hauling
him toward a frothy, ill-defined surface. Up and down were all topsy-turvy
during those violent moments when sea and shore and atmosphere were one, but
practice had taught Maia the knack of seeking air. Rationing her straining
lungs, she had fought currents like clawing devils till at last, with poor Brod
in tow, her feet found muddy purchase on a rising slope. Maia managed to crawl
out, dragging her friend above the waterline and falling nearby to check his
breathing in utter blackness. Fortunately, Brod coughed out what water he'd
inhaled. There were no apparent broken bones. He'd live . .. , until whatever
came next. All
told, their wounds were modest. If the skiff had stayed intact, we'd have
ridden that wave straight into some underground wall, she envisioned with a
shudder. Only the boat's premature fragmentation had saved their lives. The
dunking had cushioned their final shorefall. Maia
felt cushioned half to death. Even superficial cuts hurt like hell. Sandy grit
lay buried in every laceration, with each grain apparently assigned its own
cluster of nerves. To make matters worse, evaporation sucked the heat out of
her body, setting her teeth chattering. But
we're not dead, another voice within her pointed out defiantly. And we won't
be, if I can find a way out of here before the sea rises. Not an
easy proposition, she admitted, shivering. This undercut cave probably fills
and empties twice a day, routinely washing itself clean of jetsam like us. Maia
guessed they had at least a few hours. More life- CLORV 545 span
than she had expected during those final moments, plunging toward a horrible,
black cavity in the side of a towering dragon's tooth. I should be grateful for
even a brief reprieve, she thought, shaking her head. Forgive me, though, if 1
fail to quite see the point. In
retrospect, it seemed pathetically dumb to have gone charging off to rescue
Renna—and to redeem her sister—only to fail so totally and miserably. Maia felt
especially sorry for Brod, her companion and friend, whose sole fatal error had
been in following her. I
should never have asked him. He's a man, after all. When he dies, his story
ends. The
same could be said for her, of course. Both men and vars lacked the end-of-life
solace afforded to normal folk—to clones—who knew they would continue through
their clanmates, in all ways but direct memory. I guess
there's still a chance for me in that way. Leie could succeed in her plans,
become great, found a clan. She sniffed sardonically. Maybe Leie'll put a
statue of me in the courtyard of her hold. First in a long row of stern
effigies, all cast from the same mold. There
were other, more modest possibilities, closer to Maia's heart. Although the
twins' minor differences had irked them, important things, like their taste in
people, had always matched. So, there was a chance Leie might be drawn to
Renna, as Maia had. Perhaps Leie would" forsake her reaver pals and help
the man from outer space, even grow close to him. That
should make me feel better, Maia pondered. I wonder why it doesn't? In
successive ebbs and flows, the waterline had been gradually climbing higher
along the sandy bank where they lay. Soon the icy liquid sloshed her legs, as
well as Brod's lower torso. Here comes the tide, Maia thought, knowing it was
time to force her reluctant, battered body to move again. Groaning, she hauled
herself upright. Tak- 546 DAVID B
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boy by his armpits, Maia gritted her teeth and strained to drag him upslope
three, four meters . . . until her backside abruptly smacked into something
hard and jagged. "Ouch!
Damn the smuggy . . ." Maia
laid Brod down on the sand and reached around, trying to rub a place along her
spine. She turned and with her other hand began delicately exploring whatever
obdurate, prickly barrier loomed out of the darkness to block her retreat.
Carefully at first, she lightly traced what turned out to be a nearly vertical
wall of randomly pointed objects . . . slim ovoids coated with slime. Shells,
she realized. Hordes of barnaclelike creatures clung tenaciously to a stone
cliff face while patiently awaiting another meal, the next tidal flood of
seaborne organic matter. I guess
this is as far as we go, she noted with resignation. Depression and fatigue
almost made her throw herself on the sand next to Brod, there to pass her
remaining minutes in peace. Instead, with a sigh, Maia commenced feeling her
way along the wall, trying not to wince each time another craggy shell pinched
or scraped her hands. The thick band of algae-covered carapaces continued above
her farthest reach, confirming that full tide stretched much higher than she
could. Still
she moved from left to right, hoping for something to change. Shuffling
sideways, her feet encountered a gentle slope . . . alas, rising no more than
another meter or so. Yet it made a crucial difference. At the limit of Maia's
tiptoe reach, her fingertips passed beyond the scummy crust of shells and
stroked smooth stone. High-water
mark. The ceiling's above high tide! This offered possibilities. Assume I waken
him in time. Could Brod and I tread water and float up with the current,
keeping our heads dry? Not
without something strong and stable to hang on to, she realized with chagrin.
More likely, the waves' flush- ing
action would first bash them against the abrading walls, then suck their
fragments outside to join other rubble left by the reavers' bombardment. The only
real hope was for a cleft or ledge, above. If there's'some way to get up there
in time. She
returned to check on Brod, and found him sleeping peacefully. Maia bent a
second time to drag the boy up the little hillock she had found. Then she began
exploring the cave wall in earnest, working her way further to the right,
patting the layer of barnacle creatures in search of some route, some path
above the killing zone. At one point she gasped, yanking her hand back from a
worse-than-normal jab. Popping a finger in her mouth, Maia tasted blood and
felt a ragged gash along one side. May you live to enjoy another scar, she
thought, and resumed searching for a knob, a crack, anything offering a hint of
a route upward. A
minute or two later, Maia almost tripped when something caught her ankle. She
bent to disentangle it and her hands felt wood—a shattered board—snarled with
scraps of canvas and sodden rope—fragments of the little skiff they had wrecked
without ever giving it a name. Shivering,
she continued her monotonous task, whose chief reward consisted of unwelcome
familiarity with the outline of one obnoxious, well-defended marine life-form.
A while later, the sandy bank began to descend again, taking her even farther
from her goal, and nearer the icy water. Well,
there's still the area leftward of where I put Brod. She held out little hope
the topography would be any different. On the
verge of giving up and turning around, Maia's hand encountered ... a hole.
Trembling, she explored its outlines. It felt like a notch of sorts, about a
meter up from the sandy bank. It might serve as a place to set one's foot, to
start a climb, but with a definite drawback: the 548 DAVID BRIM C L 0 R
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procedure meant using the sharp, slippery barnacle shells as handholds. Maia
turned around, counted paces, and knelt to grope amid the wreckage she had
found earlier. From remnants of the shredded sail, she tore canvas strips to
wrap around her palms. For good measure, she looped over her shoulder the
longest stretch of rope she could find. It wasn't much. Hurry, she thought. The
tide will be in soon. With
difficulty, she found the notch again. Fortunately, the soles of her leather
shoes were mostly intact, so Maia only winced, hissing with discomfort as she
set one foot in the crevice and reached high above, tightly grasping two
clusters of shells. Even through canvas, the things jabbed painfully.
Tightening her lips together, she pushed off, using muscles in first one leg
and then the other, drawing herself upward with both arms till she stood
perched on one foot, pressed against the wall. Now sharp stabs assaulted the
entire length of her body, not just the extremities. Okay,
what next? With
her free foot, she began casting for another step. It seemed chancy to ask a
cluster of shells to bear her entire weight. Yet it must be tried. To her
astonishment, Maia encountered a better alternative. Another slim, encrusted
notch in the wall—and at just the right height! I don't
believe it, she thought, pushing her left foot inside and gingerly shifting her
weight. It can't be a coincidence. This must mean . . . Checking
her conclusion, she freed one hand and felt about until, sure enough, it met
another notch. One that had to be exactly where it was. The notches are
woman-made ... or man-made, since this place used to be a sanctuary. I wonder
how old this "ladder" is. No, I
don't. Shut up, Maia. Just concentrate and get on with it! The
notches made climbing easier. Still it was an agonizing ascent, even when her
face lifted above the scouring layer 'of plankton-feeders and she had only to
contend with smooth, rectangular cuts in the side of an almost-sheer wall.
Maia's muscles were throbbing by the time her groping hand encountered a ring
of metal, bolted to the rock. The rusty tethering collar proved useful as her
final handhold before Maia was able at last to flounder one leg, then another,
over a rounded lip and onto a stony shelf. Maia
lay on her back, panting, listening to a roar of her own heavy breathing. It
took some moments to appreciate that all of the sound wasn't internal. I can
hear. My ears are recovering, she realized, too tired to feel jubilant. She
rested motionless, as echoes of each ragged inhalation resonated off the walls,
along with a watery susurration of incoming swells. Her
pulse hadn't yet settled from a heavy pounding when she forced herself up, onto
one elbow. Got to get back to Brod, Maia thought, wearily. The re-descent would
be hard, and she had not figured out how to drag her friend up here, if it
proved impossible to rouse him. As always, the future seemed daunting, yet Maia
felt cheered that she had found a refuge. It drove off the sense of
hopelessness that had been sapping her strength." She sat
up, letting out a groan. More
than her own echo came back to her, muffled by reverberations. "M-Maia-aia-aia?" It was
followed by a fit of coughing. "M-my god-od-od . . . what's happened?
Where is she? Maia-aia-aia!" Resounding
repetitions caused her to wince. "Brod!" she cried. "It's all
right! I'm just above—" Her calls and his overlapped, drowning all sense
in a flood of echoes. Brod's overjoyed response would have been more gratifying
if he 550 DAVID ERIN CLORV 5 Ј A J 0 HI 551 didn't
stammer on so, offering thankful benedictions to both Stratos Mother and his
patriarchal thunder deity. "I'm
above you," she repeated, once the rumbling resonances died down.
"Can you tell how high the water is?" There
were splashing sounds. "It's already got me cornered on a spit of sand,
Maia. I'll try backing up ... Ouch!" Brod's exclamation announced his
discovery of the wall of shells. "Can
you stand?" she asked. If so, it might save her having to climb down after
him. "I'm
... a bit woozy. Can't hear so good, either. Lemme try." There were sounds
of grunting effort. "Yeah, I'm up. Sort of. Can I assume . . .
everything's black 'cause we're underground? Or am I blind?" "If
you're blind, so'm I. Now if you can walk, please face the wall and try working
your way to the right. Watch your step and follow my voice till you're right
below me. I'll try to rig something to help you up here. First priority is to
get above the high-water line." Maia
kept talking to offer Brod a bearing, and meanwhile leaned over to tie one end
of her rope around the metal grommet. It must have been put there long ago to
moor boats in this tiny cave, though why, Maia could not imagine. It seemed a
horrid place to use as an anchorage. Far worse than Inanna's tunnel hideaway on
Grimke Island. "Here
I am," Brod announced just below her. "Frost! These bitchie barckles
are sharp. I can't find your rope, •Maia." "I'll
swing it back and forth. Feel it now?" "Nope." "It
must be too short. Wait a minute." With a sigh, she pulled in the cord.
Judging from Brod's ragged-sounding voice, he wouldn't be a good bet to make
the same climb she had, unassisted. There was no choice, then. Fumbling at the
catches with her bruised fingers, she unbuttoned her trousers and slid them
off, over her deck shoes. Tying one leg to the rope with two half-hitches, she
also knotted a loop at the far end of the other leg, then dropped everything
-over the side again. There was a gratifying muffled sound of fabric striking
someone's head. "Ow.
Thanks," Brod responded. "You're
welcome. Can you slip one arm through the loop, up to your shoulder?" He
grunted. "Barely. Now what?" "Make
sure it's snug. Here goes." Carefully, step by step, Maia instructed Brod
where to find the first foothold. She heard him hiss in pain, and recalled that
his cord sandals had been in worse shape than her shoes, unfit for tackling
knife-edge barnacles. He didn't complain, though. Maia braced herself and
hauled on the rope—not so much to lift the youth as steady him. To lend
stability and confidence as he moved shakily from foothold to handhold, one at
a time. It
seemed to last far longer than her own laborious ascent. Maia's abused muscles
quivered worse than ever by the time his huffing gasps came near. Somehow,
drawing on reserves, she kept tension in the rope until Brod finally surged
over the ledge in one gasping heave, landing halfway on top of her. In
exhaustion they lay that way for some time, heartbeats pounding chest to chest,
each breathing the other's ragged exhalations, each tasting a salty patch of
the other's skin. We must
stop meeting like this, thought a distant, wry part of her. Still, it's more
than most women get out of a man, this time of year. To Maia's surprise, his
weight felt pleasant, in a strange, unanticipated way. "Uh
. . . sorry," Brod said as he rolled off. "And thanks for saving my
life." "It's
no more'n you did for us on the ketch, this morn- 552 DAVID B
R I XI CLORV SEASOXJ 553 ing,"
sht replied, covering embarrassment.
"Though I guess by now that was yesterday." "Yesterday."
He paused to ponder, then abruptly shouted. "Hey, look at that!" Maia
sat up, puzzled. Since she couldn't see Brod well enough to make out where he
pointed, she began scanning on her own, and eventually found something amid the
awful gloom. Opposite their ledge, about forty degrees higher toward the
zenith, she made out a delicate glitter of —she counted—five beautiful stars. I
believe it's part of the Hearth. . . . Abruptly
reminded, Maia grasped along her left arm and sighed in relief when she found
her forgotten sextant, still encased within the scratched but intact leather
cover. It's probably ruined. But it's mine. The only thing that's mine. "So,
Madam Navigator," Brod asked. "Can you tell from those stars just
where we are?" Maia
shook her head seriously. "Too little data. Besides, we know where we are.
If there were more to see, I might be able to tell the time—" She cut
short, tensing as Brod laughed aloud. Then, noting only affection in his gentle
teasing, Maia relaxed. She laughed, too, letting go as the fact sank in that
they would live awhile longer, to struggle on. The reavers hadn't won, not yet.
And Renna was nearby. Brod
lay back alongside her, sharing warmth as they watched their sole, tiny window
on the universe. Stratos turned slowly beneath them, and there passed a parade
of brief, stellar performances. Together, they feasted on a show neither had
expected ever to see again. By day,
the cave seemed less mysterious . . . and far more so. Less,
because dawn's filtered light revealed outlines that had seemed at once both
limitless and stifling in pitch darkness.
A mountain of rubble blocked what had been a generous cave entrance. Sunlight
and ocean tides streamed through narrow, jagged gaps in the avalanche, beyond
which the two escapees made out a new, foamy reef, created by the recent
barrage. There
would be no escape the way they'd arrived; that much was clear. Increased
mystery came associated with both hope and frustration. Soon after awakening to
the new day, Maia got up and followed the ledge to its far end, where it joined
a set of stairs chiseled deep into the cave wall. At the top there was another
landing, cut even deeper, which terminated in a massive door, over three meters
wide. At
least she thought it was a door. It seemed the place for one. A door was
desperately called for at this point. Only it
looked more like a piece of sculpture. Several score hexagonal plates lay upon
a broad, smooth, vertical surface made .of some obdurate, blood-colored,
impervious alloy. Impervious
because others had apparently tried to break through, in the past. Wherever a
crack or chink hinted at separable parts, Maia noticed burnished edges where
someone must have tried prying away, probably with wedges or crowbars, and
succeeded only in rubbing off a layer of tarnish. Soot-stained areas told where
fire had been used, presumably in efforts to weaken the metal, and striated
patches showed signs of acid-etching—all to no avail. "Here
are your pants," Brod said, coming up from behind, startling Maia from her
intense inspection. "I •.bought
you might want them," he added nonchalantly. "Oh,
thanks," she replied, taking the trousers and moving aside to slip them
on. They were ripped in too many places to count, and hardly seemed worth the
effort. -:ill,
she felt abashed without them, last night's fatigued r.timacy notwithstanding. 554 DAVID B R I Kl While
struggling into the pants, gingerly avoiding her worst cuts and contusions,
Maia noticed that her arms were pale once more, as well as what hair she could
pull into view. Without a mirror, she couldn't be sure, but recent multiple
dunkings appeared to have washed out the effects of Leie's makeshift dye job. Meanwhile
Brod perused the array of six-sided plates, some clustered and touching, some
standing apart, many of them embellished with symbols of animals, objects, or
geometric forms. The youth seemed oblivious to his physical condition, though
under his torn shirt Maia saw too many scratches and abrasions to count. He
moved with a limp, favoring the heels. Looking back the way he had come, she
saw specks of blood on the floor, left by wounds on his feet. Maia deliberately
avoided cataloging her own injuries, though no doubt she looked much the same. It had
been quite a night, spent listening to tides surge ever closer, wondering if
the assumed "high-water mark" meant anything when three moons lay in
the same part of the sky. Surges of air pressure had made them yawn repeatedly
to relieve their abused ears. The shelf grew slippery from spray. For what felt
like hours, the two summerlings held onto each other as waves had lapped near,
hunting them with fingers of spume. . . . "I
can't even figure what the thing's made of," Brod said, peering closely at
the mysterious barrier. "You have any idea what it's for?" "Yeah,
1 think. I'm afraid so." He
looked at her as she returned. Maia spread her arms before the metal wall.
"I've seen this kind of thing before," she told her companion.
"It's a puzzle." "A
puzzlel" "Mm.
One apparently so hard that lots of folks tried cheating, and failed." "A
puzzle," he repeated, mulling the concept. CLORV J6AJOXI 555 "One
with a big prize for solving it, I imagine." "Oh yeah?" Brod's
eyes lit. "What prize do you think?" Maia stepped back a couple of
paces, tilting her head to look at the elaborate portal from another angle.
"I couldn't say what the others were after," she said in a low voice.
"But our goal's simple. We must solve this ... or die." .
• • ' There
had been another riddle wall once, a long time ago. That one hadn't been made
of strange metal, but ordinary stone and wood and iron, yet it had been hard
enough to stymie a pair of bright four-year-olds filled with curiosity and
determination. What Were the Lamai mothers hiding behind the carven cellar
wall, inset with chiseled stars and twining snakes? Unlike the puzzle now
before her, that one had been no massive work of unparalleled craftsmanship,
but the principle was clearly the same. A combination lock. One in which the
number of possible arrangements of objects far exceeded any chance of random
guessing. One whose correct answer must remain unforgettable, intuitively
obvious to the initiated, and forever obscure to outsiders. Shared
context. That was the key. Simple memory proved unreliable over generations.
But one thing you could count on. If you established a clan—your distant
great-great-granddaughters would think a lot like you, with similar upbringing
and near-identical brains. What had been forgotten, they would recover by
re-creating your thought processes. That
insight had opened the way, after Maia failed in her first attempts in the
Lamatia Hold wine cellar, and Leie's efforts with a small hydraulic jack
threatened to break the mechanism, rather than persuade it. Even Leie had
agreed that curiosity wasn't worth the kind of punishment that would bring on.
So Maia had reconsidered the 556 DAVID B
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this time trying to think like a Lamai. It wasn't as easy as it sounded. She had
grown up surrounded by Lamai mothers, aunts, half sisters, knowing the patterns
they exhibited at each phase of life. The cautious enthusiasm of late
three-year-olds, for instance, which quickly took cover behind a cynical mask by
the time each towheaded girl turned four. A romantic outburst in adolescence,
followed by withdrawal and withering contempt for anything or anyone
non-Lamai—a disdain that intensified, the more worthy any outsider seemed. And
finally, in late middle-age, a mellowing, a relaxation of the armor, just
enough for the ruling age-group to make alliances and deal successfully with
the outer world. The first young Lamai var, the founder, must have been lucky,
or very clever, to reach that age of tact all by herself. From then on, matters
grew easier as each generation fine-tuned the art of being that continuous
single entity, Lamatia. Pondering
the problem, Maia had realized she knew nothing of how individual Lamais felt,
deep within. Mentally squinting, she pictured a Lamai sister looking in the
mirror and using words like integrity . . . honor . . . dignity. They did not
see themselves as mean, capricious, or spiteful. Rather, they viewed others as
inherently unreliable, dangerous. Fear.
That was the key! Maia had not been able to speak after that flash of
intuition, on realizing what drove her mother clan. It was
more than fear. A type of dread that no amount of wealth or security could wipe
out, because it was so woven into the personality matrix of the type. The
genetic luck of the draw, reinforced by an upbringing in which self perpetually
reinforced self, compounding and augmenting over and over again. It was
no crippling terror, or else the offshoots of that one var could never have
turned themselves into a nation. Rather,
Lamatia rationalized it, used it as a motivator, as a driving force. Lamais
weren't happy people. But they were successful. They even raised more than
their share of successful summer progeny. There
are worse, Maia recalled thinking on the day she had had that insight, while
turning a crank to lower the dumbwaiter into that crypt below the kitchens. Who
am I to judge what works? Her
mind afroth with possibilities, Maia had approached the wall with new concepts
in mind. Lamais aren't logical, though they pretend to be. I've been trying to
solve the puzzle rationally, as a series of orderly symbols, but I'll bet it's
a sequence based on emotion! That
day (it felt like ages ago), she had lifted her lan-! tern to scan familiar
patterns of stone figures. Stars and snakes, dragons and upturned bowls. The
symbol for Man. The symbol for Woman. The emblem of Death. Picture
yourself standing here with an errand to perform, Maia thought. You're a
confident, busy, older Lamai. High-class daughter of a noble clan. Prdud,
dignified, impatient. Now add
one more ingredient, underneath it all. A hidden layer of jibbering, terror.
... One
long year later, and a quarter of the way around the globe, Maia tried the same
exercise, attempting to put herself in the shoes of another type of person. The
kind who might have left a complex jigsaw of hexagonal plates upon a metal
wall. An enigma standing between two desperate survivors and their only hope of
escaping a death :rap. "This
place is old," she told Brod in a soft voice. "Old?"
He laughed. "It was a different world! You've seen the ruins. This whole
archipelago was filled with sanctuaries, bigger than any known today. It
must've been :he focus, the very center of the Great Defense. It might even
have been the one place in all of Stratos history 558 DAVID B
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men had any real say in goings on ... till those King fanatics got big heads
and ruined it all." Maia
nodded. "A whole region, run by men." "Partly.
Until the banishment. I know, it's hard to imagine. 1 guess that's how the
Church and Council were able to suppress even the memory." Brod
was making sense. Even with the evidence all around her, Maia had trouble with
the concept. Oh, there was no denying that males could be quite intelligent,
but planning further than a single human lifespan was supposedly beyond even
their brightest leaders. Yet, here in front of her lay a counterexample. "In
that case, this puzzle was designed to be solved by men, perhaps with the
specific purpose of keeping women out." Brod
rubbed his jaw. "Maybe so. Anyway, standing around staring won't get us
much. Let's see what happens if I push one of these hexagon slabs." Maia
had already stroked the metal surface, which was curiously cool and smooth to
the touch, but she hadn't yet tried moving anything, preferring to evaluate
first. She almost spoke up, then stopped. Differences in personality . . . one
providing what the other lacks. It's a weakness in the clan system, where the
same type just amplifies itself. Maia no longer felt a heretical thrill,
pondering thoughts critical of Lysos, Mother of All. Brod
tried pushing one hexagonal plate with a circle design etched upon it, standing
by itself on an open patch of metal wall. Direct pressure achieved nothing, but
a shear force, along the plane of the wall, caused movement! The piece seemed
to glide as if being slid edgewise through an incredibly viscous fluid. When
Brod let go, Maia expected it to stop, but it kept going in the same direction
for several more seconds before slowing and finally coming to rest. Then, as
she watched in surprise, the hexagon began sliding backward, in the exact
opposite di- CLORV J Ј A S 0 XI 559 rection,
retracing its path unhurriedly until at last settling precisely where Brod had
first found it. "Huh!"
the young man commented. "Hard to imagine accomplishing a lot that
way." He experimented with more plates, and found that about a third of
them would move, but only directly along one of six directions perpendicular to
the hexagonal plate-edges. There was no sign of any sort of rail system holding
the slabs in track, so the queer behavior must be due to some mechanism behind
the plane of the wall itself, utilizing, forces beyond anything Maia had been
taught as physics. It's
not magic, she told herself while Brod pushed away, trying variations. Maia
experienced a shiver, and knew that it wasn't due to awe or superstitious fear,
but something akin to jealousy. The gliding interplay of matter and motion was
achingly beautiful to behold. She hungered to grasp how and why it worked. Renna
says the savants in Caria still know about such powers, but won't release
anything that might "destabilize a pastoral culture." If this
was a more benign use of the same power that had fried Grimke, and many other
islands in this chain, Maia could well understand why Lysos and the Founders
chose such a path. Perhaps they were right, on some grand, sociological scale.
Maybe the hunger she felt within was immature, wrongheaded, a dangerous, flaming
curiosity like the madness Renna had spoken of—the sort that drove what he had
called a "scientific age." Maia
recalled the wistful longing in Renna's eyes as he recalled such times, which
he had said were rare among human epochs. She experienced a pang deep inside,
envying what she had missed and would never know. "The
plates seem to always go back where they started," Brod commented.
"Come, Maia. Let's see if we can push two at once." 560 DAVID B
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R V S Ј A J 0 XI 561 "Airright,"
she sighed. "I'll try this one with a horse etched on it. Ready? Go." At
first she thought her chosen plate was one of those that wouldn't budge, then
it began gliding under her hand, building up momentum in response to her
constant pushing. She let go after it had crossed three of its own body
lengths, but it drifted onward, now slowing with each passing second, until it
collided at an angle with the hexagon Brod had pushed, carrying the image of a
sailing ship. The two caromed off each other, moving in new directions for
several more seconds before coming to a stop. Then each of them reversed
course, and the pair went through a negative version of the same collision.
Finally both of the plates drifted back to rest at their starting positions. Two
minutes after starting the experiment, the wall was back as they had found it,
a jumble of hexagons laid out in a pattern that made no immediate sense. Maia
exhaled heavily. There's
got to be a logic to it. An objective. The Game of Life looks like a meaningless
mass of hopping pieces, too, until you see the underlying beauty. Also,
like the game, the men who designed this might have thought it alien enough to
keep out women. That could be an important clue, especially with Brod here to
help. Unfortunately,
there was a problem inherent in her "shared context" insight. For all
she and Brod knew, the puzzle might be based on some fad current a thousand
years ago, and now long forgotten. Perhaps a certain drinking song had been
popular at the time, featuring most of these symbols. Almost any man of that
era might have known the relationship between, say, the bee rendered in one
plate and the house etched on another. One clever inscription seemed to show a
slice of bread dripping globs of butter or jam. Another showed an arrowhead,
trailing fire. I Maia
changed her mind. It had to be based on something longer lasting. Whoever
put so much care into this obviously meant it to endure, and serve a purpose
long after he was gone. And men aren't'known for thinking ahead? Clearly,
all rules had exceptions. A
growling sound distracted Maia, accompanied by an unpleasant churning in her
stomach. Her bruised body wanted to be fed, the sooner the better. Yet, in
order to have a chance of doing so, she must ignore it. Somehow, she and Brod
would have to make it through what had apparently stymied countless interlopers
before them. The only difference being that those others—hermits, tourists,
explorers, pirates—had presumably come by boat in peace, able to leave again.
For Maia and Brod, the motivation was stronger than greed or curiosity. Their
only chance of surviving lay in getting beyond this wall. "Sorry
there's no sauce, or fire to cook it, but it's fresh. Eat up!" Maia
stared down at the creature that lay on the ground in front of her crossed
legs, still flopping slightly. Emerging from a trance of concentration, she
blinked at the unexpected sight of a fish, where none had been before. Turning
to look at Brod, she saw new lacerations that bled fine lines across his chest
and legs and arms. "You didn't climb back down, did you?" The boy
nodded. "Low tide. Saw some stranded critters on the bar. Anyway, we
needed water. Here, tip your head back and open wide." Maia
saw that he carried in the crook of one arm a sodden ball of fabric, made of
bits of canvas and his own rolled-up shirt. These he held out, dripping. With
sudden eagerness arising from a thirst she hadn't recognized till now, Maia did
as told. Brod wrung a stream of bitter 562 DAVID B R I N saltwater,
tanged with a faint hint of blood, into her mouth. She swallowed eagerly,
overlooking the unpleasant taste. When finished drinking, she picked up the
fish and bit into it ravenously, as she had seen sailors do. "Mm
. . . fank you, Broth . . . Mm del-ishush ..." Sitting
beside her, Brod chewed a fish of his own. "Pure self-interest. Keep up
your strength, so you can get me outta here." His
confidence in her safecracking abilities was inspiring. Maia only wished it
were well-founded. Oh, there had been progress, the last ten hours or so. She
now knew which plates would move and which wouldn't. Of the stationary ones,
some served as simple barriers, or bumpers against which moving tokens might
bounce or reflect. A few others, by a process she was never able to discern
clearly, seemed to absorb any plate that ran into them. The moving hexagon
would merge with or pass behind the stable one, and stay there for perhaps half
a minute, then reappear to reverse its path, returning the way it came. Each
time one of these temporary absorptions occurred, Maia thought she heard a
distant, low sound, like a humming gong. Unfortunately,
there weren't direct shots from movable hexagons to all the rigid ones. Nor
would all combinations produce the absorbtion plus gong. Maia soon realized the
solution must entail getting several plates going at the same time, arranging
multiple collisions so that pieces would enter certain specific slots during
the brief interval allowed. For a
while, I thought there was a due in the fact that the puzzle is reversible . .
. that everything returns to the same starting condition. The variant Life game
that Renna used to send his radio message was a "reversible" version.
But, as I think about it, that seems less likely. It's got to be simpler,
having to do with those symbols inscribed on the plates. CLORV S Ј A J O X! 563 There
she counted on Brod. He knew many of the emblems from their use as labels in
shipboard life. Box, can, and barrel, were tokens for containers, written,
appropriately enough, across several of the static, "target" plates.
Quite a few food items were included on movable ones. Beer was portrayed by a
stein with foam pouring over the sides. There were also biscuit, hardtack, and
the bread-and-jelly symbol she had seen earlier. Other insignia Brod identified
as standing for compass, rudder, and cargo hook, while some still eluded
interpretation. He had no idea what the fire-arrow stood for. Nor the
depictions of a bee, a spiral, or a rearing horse. Still, Maia felt reinforced
in her notion. This puzzle was meant to be easy for men to understand. Or
easier. I don't imagine all men were welcome, either. You'd still need to have
been told some trick. Something simple enough to pass on from master to
apprentice for generations. Refreshed
by food and drink, though not fully sated, they resumed experimenting for as
long as the dim light lasted. That wasn't very long, unfortunately. Outside, it
might remain day for several more hours. But even with their irises slitted
wide, too little illumination pierced cracks in the cave wall to allow work
past late afternoon, when Maia and Brod had to stop. In
darkness, huddled together for warmth, they listened to the tide return. Lying
with her head on Brod's chest, Maia worried about Renna. What were the reaver
folk doing to him? What purpose did they have in mind for the man from the
stars? Baltha
and her crowd definitely had reason to make common cause with Kiel's Radicals,
back when Renna languished in Perkinite hands. Perkinism preached taking
Stratoin life much farther along the track designed by Lysos, toward a world
almost void of variation, completely dedicated to self-cloning and stability.
It suited the interests of both groups of vars to fight that. 564 DAVID B
R ! XI Rads
wanted the opposite, a moderation of the Plan, in which clones no longer
utterly dominated political and economic life, and where men and vars were
stronger, though never as dominant as in the bad old Phylum. Their idea was to
sacrifice some stability for the sake of diversity and opportunity. That made
the Radical program as heretical as Perkinism, if not more so. Ironically,
Baltha's cutthroat gang of reavers had a goal far less broad in scope, more
aimed at self-interest. As Baltha hinted back on the Manitou, she and her group
wanted no change in the way of life Lysos had ordained, only to shake things up
a little. Maia
recalled the var-trash romance novel she had read back in prison, about a world
spun topsy-turvy, in which stodgy clans collapsed along with the stable
conditions that had made them thrive, opening fresh niches to be filled by
upstart variants. She also remembered. Renna's comments on Lysian biology—how
it had been inspired by certain lizards and insects, back on Old Earth. "Cloning
lets you keep perfection. But perfection for what? Take aphids. In a fixed
environment, they reproduce by self-copying. But come a dry spell, or frost, or
disease, and suddenly they use sex like mad, mixing genes for new combinations,
to meet new challenges." . Baltha
and the reavers wanted enough chaos to knock loose some ancient clans, but
solely in order that they might take those heights. It was a scheme more
classically Lysian than either of the Perkinite or Radical dogmas. The Founders
included vars like me because you can never be sure stability will last. They
must have known it would mean some vars plotting to help nature along. In
fact, it must happen more often than she had imagined. Whenever such a scheme
succeeded, it would be toned down in the histories. No sense encouraging other
vars, downstream, to try the same thing! If Baltha managed to whelp a great
house, she would not be depicted as CLORV 565 a
pirate by her heirs. It made Maia wonder about those embroidered tales told
about the original Lamai. Had she, in fact, been a robber? A conniver? Perhaps
Leie had it right, choosing such company. If Maia's twin had tapped a ruthless
side to their joint nature, should she be cheered, rather than reproved? How
does Rennafit into all this? Maia wondered. Do the reavers plan to provoke some
sort of war among factions on the Reigning Council? Or retribution from the
stars? That would shake things up, all right. Perhaps more than they realize. She
worried. What is Renna doing, right now? - Earlier, while twilight settled,
Maia had spoken to Brod about these quandries. He was a good listener, for a
man, and seemed genuinely understanding. Maia felt grateful for his company and
friendship. Nevertheless, after a while she had run out of energy. In darkness,
she eventually lay quietly, letting Brod's body warmth help stave off the night
chill. Breathing his male musk, Maia dozed while an odd sensation of well-being
pervaded within the circle of his arm. Half-dreaming, she let images glide
through her mind—of aurorae, streaming emerald and blue-gold sky curtains above
the glaciers of home. And Wengel Star, brighter than the beacon of Lighthouse
Sanctuary, at the harbor mouth. Those summertime themes blended with a favorite
memory of autumn, when men returned from exile, singing joyously amid swirls of
multicolored, freshly fallen leaves. Seasons
mixed in Maia's fantasy. Still asleep, her nostrils flared in sudden,
unprovoked recollection—a distant scent of frost. She
awakened, blinking rapidly, knowing too little time had passed for it to be
dawn. Yet she could see a little. Moonlight shone through cracks in the cave
entrance. The whites of Brod's eyes were visible. "You
were quivering. Is something wrong?" She sat
up, embarrassed, though she knew not why. 566 DAVID B R I XI Within,
Maia felt an odd stirring, an emptiness that had nothing to do with hunger for
food. "I
. . . was dreaming about home." He
nodded. "Me too. All this talk about heretics and rads and Kings, it got
me thinking about a family I knew, back in Joannaborg, who followed the Yeown
Path." "Yeown?"
Maia frowned in puzzlement. "Oh, I've heard of them. Isn't that where . .
. it's the clone daughters who go out to find niches, and the vars who stay
behind?" "That's
right. Used to be some of the cities along the Mechant had whole quarters
devoted to Yeown enclaves, surrounded by Getta walls. I've seen pictures. Most
boys didn't go to sea, but stayed and studied crafts along with their summer
sisters, then married into other Yeown clans. Kind of weird to imagine, but
nice in a way." Maia
saw Brod's point of view. Such a way of life offered more options for a boy—and
for summer girls who stayed where they were born, living with their mothers.
... And/others,
she supposed, finding it hard to conceive. Without
her recent studies, Maia might not have perceived how, unfortunately, the Yeown
way ran counter to the drives of Stratoin biology. There were basic genetic
reasons why time reinforced the tendency to need a winter birth first, or for
mothers to feel more intense devotion to clone-daughters than their
var-offspring. Humans were flexible creatures, and ideological fervor might
overcome such drives for a generation, or several, but it wasn't surprising
that Yeown heresies remained rare. Brod
continued. "I got to thinking about them because, well, you mentioned that
book about the way people lived on Florentina World. You know, where they still
had marriage? But I can tell you it wasn't like that in the Yeown home I knew.
The husbands . . ." He spoke the word with evident embarrassment.
"The husbands didn't L
O R Y 5 Ј A J O XI 567 make
much noise or fuss. There was no talk among the neighbors of violence, even in
summer. Of course, the men were still outnumbered by their wives and daughters,
so it wasn't exactly like a Phylum world. With everyone watching, they kept
real discreet, so as not to give Perkie agitators any excuse ..." Brod
was rambling, and Maia found it hard to see what he was driving at. Did the lad
have his own heretical sympathies? Did he dream of a way to live in one home
year-round, in lasting contact with mates and offspring, experiencing less
continuity than a mother, but far more than men normally knew on Stratos? It
might sound fine in abstract, but how did the two sexes keep from getting on
each other's nerves? Clearly, poor Brod was an idealist of the first water. Maia
recalled the one man she had lived near while growing up. An orthodox clan like
Lamatia would never condone the sort of situation Brod described in a Yeown
commune, but it did offer occasional, traditional refuge to retirees, like Old
Coot Bennett. Maia
felt a shiver, recalling the last time she had looked in Bennett's rheumy eyes.
Demi-leaves had swirled in autumnal cyclones, just like the image in her recent
dream—as if subconsciously she had already been thinking about the coot. I used
to wonder if he was the only man I'd ever know more than in passing. But Renna,
and now Brod, have got me thinking peculiar thoughts. Keep it up, and I'll be a
raving heretic, too. This
was getting much too intense. She tried returning things to an abstract plane. "I
imagine Yeownists would get along with Kiel and her Radicals." Brod
shrugged. "I don't think the few remaining Yeowns would risk trouble,
making political statements. They have enough problems nowadays. With the rate
of summer births going up all over Stratos, making every- 568 DAVID B R I XI body so
nervous, Perkinites are always looking for var-loving scapegoats. "But
y'know, I was thinking about the people who once dwelled here in the Dragons'
Teeth. Maybe they started out as Yeowh followers, back at the time of the
Defense. "Think
about it, Maia. I'll bet these sanctuaries weren't originally just for men.
Imagine the technology they must've had! Men couldn't keep that up all by
themselves. Nor could they have ever managed to beat the Enemy alone. I'm sure
there were women living here, year-round, alongside the men. Somehow, they
must've known a secret for managing that." Maia was
unconvinced. "If so, it didn't last. After the Defense, there came the
Kings." -
"Yeah," he admitted. "Later it corrupted into a fit of
patriarchism. But everything was in chaos after the war. One brief aberration,
no matter how scary, can't excuse the Council for burying the history of this
place! For centuries or more, men and women must've worked together here, back
when it was one of the most important sites on Stratos." The
temptation to argue was strong, but Maia refrained from pouring water on her
friend's enthusiastic theory. Renna had taught her to look back through a thick
glass, one or two thousand years, and she knew how tricky that lens could be.
Perhaps, with access to the Great Library in Caria, Brod's speculation might
lead to something. Right now, though, the poor fellow seemed obsessed with
scenarios, based more on hope than on data, in which females and males somehow
stayed together. Did he picture some ancient paradise amid these jagged isles,
in that heady time before the Kings' conceit toppled before the Great Clans? It
seemed a waste of mental energy. Maia
felt overwhelming drowsiness climb her weary CLORV $
Ј A Ј 0 XI 569 arms
and legs. When Brod started to speak again, she patted his hand. "That's
'nuff f®r now, okay? Let's talk later. See you in the mornin', friend." The
young man paused, then put his arm around her as she lowered her head once
more. "Yeah. Good rest, Maia." "Mm." This
time it proved easy to doze off, and she did sleep well, for a while. Then
more dreams encroached. A mental image of the nearby, blood-bronze metal wall
shimmered in ghostly overlay, superimposing upon the much-smaller, stony puzzle
under Lamatia Hold. Totally different emblems and mechanisms, yet a voice
within her suggested, True elegance is simplicity. Still
more vivid illusions followed. From those Port Sanger catacombs, her spirit
seemed to rise through rocky layers, past the Lamai kitchens, through great
halls and bedrooms, all the way up to lofty battlements where, within one corner
tower, the clan kept its fine old telescope. Like the wall of hexagons, it was
an implement of burnished metal, whose oiled bearings seemed nearly as smooth
in action as the flowing plates. Overhead in Maia's dream lay a vast universe
of stars. A realm of clean physics and honest geometries. A hopeful terrain, to
be learned by heart. Bennett's
large hand lay upon her little one. A warm, comforting presence, guiding her,
helping Maia dial in the main guide stars, iridescent nebulae, the winking
navigation satellites. Suddenly
it was a year later . . . and there it was. In the logic of dreams, it had to
show. Crossing the sky like a bright planet, but no planet, it moved of
volition all its own, settling into orbit after coming from afar. A new star. A
ship, erected for traveling to stars. 570 DAVID 8
R Thrilled
at this new sight, wishing for someone to share it with, this older Maia went
to fetch her aged friend, guiding his frail steps upstairs, toward the gleaming
brass instrument. Now dim and slow, the coot took some time to comprehend this
anomaly in the heavens. Then, to her dismay, his grizzled head rocked back,
crying into the nigh— Maia
sat bolt upright, her heart racing from hormonal alarm. Brod snored nearby, on
the cold stone floor. Dawn light crept through crevices in the rubble wall. Yet
she stared straight ahead for many heartbeats, unseeing, willing herself to
calm without forgetting. Finally,
Maia closed her eyes. Knowing
at last why they had sounded so familiar, she breathed aloud two words. "Jellicoe
Beacon . . ." A
shared context. She had been so sure it would turn out to be simple. Something
passed on from master to apprentice over generations, even given the
notoriously poor continuity within the world of men. What she had never
imagined was that luck would play a role in it! Oh,
surely there was a chance she and- Brod would have figured it out by
themselves, before they starved. But Coot Bennett had spoken those words,
babbling out of some emotion-fraught store of ragged memory, the last time she
heard him speak at all. And the phrases had lain in her subconscious ever
since. Had the
old man been a member of some ancient conspiracy? One that was still active, so
many centuries after the passing of the Kings? More likely, it had started out
that way, but was by now a tattered remnant. A ritualized cult or lodge, one of
countless many, with talisman phrases its members taught one another, no longer
meaningful save in some vague sense of portent. CLORV 5 Ј A J 0 XI 571 "I'm
ready, Maia," Brod announced, crouching near one blank-featured hexagon.
She placed her hand on another. "Good," Maia replied. "One more
try, then, at the count of three. One, two, three!" • Each
of them pushed off hard, setting their chosen plates accelerating along the
wall on separate, carefully planned, oblique trajectories. Once the first two
were well on .their way, Maia and Brod shifted to another pair of hexagons.
Maia's second one bore the stylized image of an insect, while Brod's depicted a
slice of bread and jam. It had taken them all day to get launching times and
velocities right, so that their first pair would arrive in just the right
positions when these later two showed up for rendezvous. Ideally, a double
carom would result—two simultaneous -collisions at opposite ends of the wall—
sending the inscribed hexagons gliding from different directions toward the
same high, stationary target. It
seemed simple enough, but so far they had failed to get the timing close enough
to test Maia's insight. Now daylight was starting to fade again. This would
have to be their last attempt. Maia watched with her heart in her throat as the
four moving hexagons approached their chosen intersections, collided, and
separated at right angles . . . exactly as intended! "Yes!"
Brod shouted, grinning at her. Maia
was more restrained. So far, so good. Gliding
on across the bright metal expanse, the selected pair of plates converged from
opposite directions toward a single static platter, whose surface bore the
etched design of a simple cylinder—the symbol used on ships to denote a kind of
container. "Bee-can!"
Old Coot had shouted, that fateful night when she showed him Renna's starship.
Even then, Maia had guessed the phrase stood for "Beacon," since many
sanctuaries doubled as lighthouses. The rest of his babble 572 DAVID B
R I Kl made no
sense, however. Without context, it could make no sense. But it
wasn't garbled man-dialect, as she had thought. No random babble, it had been a
heartfelt cry of desperate faith, of yearning. An invocation. "...
jelly can! Bee-can Jelly can!" There
had been other prattled syllables, but this was the expression that counted.
Whatever Bennett had thought he was saying that night, originally it must have
meant "Jellicoe." Jellicoe
Beacon, of the Dragons' Teeth. The same reasons that had drawn Maia here with
Brod, that had caused the reavers to choose its defensible anchorage, had
conspired to make this isle- special in ages past. One of the linchpins of the
Great Defense, and of the ill-fated man-empire called "the Kings." A
place whose history of pride and shame could be suppressed, but never entirely
hidden. Two
moving hexagons glided before her, one bearing the image of a bee, the other
the common shipboard symbol for stored jam ... or jelly. Maia held her breath
as both plates cruised toward the same target at the same time. The
most elegant codes are simplest, she thought. AH they ask here is for us to say
the name of the place whose door we're knocking at! That
is, she thought, clenching her fists, providing we aren't fooling ourselves
with our own cleverness. If this isn't just one layer of many more to solve. If
it works. Please,
let it work! The
plates converged upon the target with the can symbol inscribed on its face.
They touched . , . and the stationary hexagon simply, cleanly absorbed them
both! At once there followed a double gong sound, deep-throated and decisive,
which grew ever louder until the tolling vibration forced Brod and Maia back,
covering their CLORV 5 Ј A S 0 Hi 573 ears.
They coughed as soot and dust shook off the great door and its jamb. Then,
along seams too narrow heretofore to see, a diagonal split propagated. The
humming, shivering portal divided, spilling into the grimy vestibule a flood of
rich and heady light. Journal
of the Peripatetic Vessel CYDONIA-626
Stratos Mission: Arrival
+ 53.605 Ms Ihave
not heard from Renna since his last report, over two hundred kiloseconds ago.
Meanwhile, I have been picking up radio and tight-beam traffic below, which
appears to indicate a police emergency of the first order. From contextual
data, I must conclude that my peripatetic envoy has been kidnapped. We had
discussed the probability of precipitate action after his speech. Now it has
come about. I estimate that none of this would have happened, had not the
approach of iceships from Phylum Space forced his premature revelation. It is
an inconvenience we did not need, to say the least.
One that may have tragic consequences ranging far beyond this world. Why
were the iceships sent? Why so soon, even before our report could be evaluated?
It seems clear now that they were dispatched about the time I began
decelerating into this system, before Renna and I knew what kind of
civilization thrived on Stratos. I must
decide what to do, and decide alone. But there is not sufficient data, even for
a unit of my level to choose. It is a
quandary. 23 Maia
had been in trouble before. Often more immediately life-threatening. But
nothing like this. Trouble
seemed to loom all around the two young vars, from the moment they nervously
forsook the known terrors of the sealed cave to walk into that blast of
mysterious brilliance, hearing only the massive door shutting behind them with
an echoing boom. A long hallway had stretched ahead, with walls of
almost-glassy, polished stone, illuminated by panels that put out uniform,
artificial light unlike any either of them had known, save coming from the sun.
An even layer of fine dust soaked up bloody specks left by Brod's torn feet. To
Maia, it felt as if the two of them were trespassing delinquents, tracking mud
into the home of a powerful, punctilious deity. She kept half-expecting to be
challenged at any moment by a resounding, disembodied woman's voice—a stern, stereotypical
alto—as in some cheap cinematic fantasy. That
first stretch of hallway wasn't straight, but took several zigzag turns before
arriving at another door, similar to the first one, covered with more of the
same burnished hexagons. The fivers groaned aloud at the prospect of tackling
yet another enigmatic combination lock. But 578 DAVID 8
R I XI CLORV 579 this
time, as if in response to their approach, several of the plates abruptly began
moving on their own! By the time Maia and Brod arrived, the portal had already
divided, opening onto another series of brightly lit twists and turns. They
passed through quickly, and Brod sighed with relief. Did a
prickly corner of her mind feel just a momentary touch of cheated
disappointment? As if it had actually been looking forward to another
challenge? Just shut up, Maia told the mad puzzle-freak within. Meanwhile, her
direction sense said they were plunging ever deeper into the convoluted
mountain that was Jellicoe Isle. The
next barrier almost made the entire journey pointless. Upon turning a corner,
the youths were bluntly , disconcerted to suddenly confront a heap of broken
stone and masonry filling the passageway before them. The ceiling had
collapsed, spilling rubble into the hallway. Only a glimmer of artificial light
showed through a gap near the top, suggesting a possible path to the other
side. Brod and Maia had to scramble up a slope of rocky fragments and start
pulling aside heavy chunks of debris, digging to create a passage wide enough to
crawl through. It was a queer feeling, to burrow with bare hands, deep
underground, your life depending on the outcome, and yet working under such
pure, synthetic radiance. One conclusion was unmistakable. If
anyone else ever came this way since the tunnel col- , lapsed, they'd have left traces here, as we're doing. All
those others who tried to get past the door . . . and we're the first to make
it! Or, the
first since whatever calamity had caused the avalanche. Whether that had been
natural or artificial remained to be seen. At last
the two young vars broke through, sliding downslope into what seemed a
rubble-strewn basement. What might have once been crushed barrels lay in rusty
heaps along the walls. The only exit was a half-ruined iron . staircase,
missing many risers, which appeared to have slumped from an encounter with high
temperatures. It was climbable . . . with great care. Helping each other to the
topmost landing, Brod and Maia turned the handle of a simple metal door.
Together, they pushed hard to force the warped hinges, and finally squeezed
anxiously into a hallway twice as wide as the earlier one. Terrible
heat must have passed through the zone nearest the tortured cellar, once upon a
time. Several more metal doorways were fused shut, while at others, Maia and
Brod glanced into chambers choked with boulders. No hint remained of whatever
purpose they had served, long ago. Even the sturdy tunnel walls bore stigmata
where plaster had briefly gone molten and flowed before congealing in runny
layers. The sight reminded the two sum-merlings of their awful dehydration. Limping
beyond the affected area, they soon traversed the most pristine and majestic
stretch of corridor yet, which coursed beneath lofty arched ceilings, higher
than any Maia had ever seen. Her shoulders tightened and her eyes wanted to
dart in all directions at once. She kept expecting to hear footsteps and
shouting voices ... or at least mysterious whispers. But the place had been
emptied even of ghosts. As on
Grimke, there were signs of orderly withdrawal. Most of the rooms they peered
into were stripped of furnishings. This whole corner of the island must be
honeycombed, she thought. At the same time, Maia recalled her promise to
Brod—that getting through the mystery gate might offer their key to continued
survival. So far, this was all very grand and imposing, but not too useful for
keeping them alive. Maybe
some future explorer will find our bones, she contemplated, grimly. And wonder
what our story was. Then,
Brod cried out, "Hurrah!" Accelerating, he hobbled ahead, leading
Maia to a room he had spied. Lights 580 DAVID B
R I XI CLORV S Ј A J 0 XJ 581 flickered
on as he rushed inside, limping toward a tiled basin while murmuring, "Oh,
Lord, let it work!" As if
answering his prayer, a bright metal faucet began spilling forth clear
liquid—fresh water, Maia scented quickly. 'Brod thrust his head.under the
stream, earnestly slurping, making Maia almost faint with sudden thirst. In
ravenous haste she bumped her head against a porcelain bowl next to his,
slaking her parched throat in a taste finer than plundered Lamatian wine,
slurping as if the flow might cut off at any moment. Finally,
dazed, bloated, and gasping for breath, they turned to peruse this strange, imposing
room. "Do
you think it's an infirmary? Or some sort of factory?" Maia asked. She
cautiously approached one of several broad, tiled cubicles, each with a glass
door that gaped ajar. "What are all these nozzles for?" Leaning
inside to look at a dozen ceramic orifices, she yelped when they suddenly came
alive, jetting fierce sprays of scorching steam. "Ow, ow!" Maia
cried, leaping back and waving a reddened arm. "It's a machine for
stripping paint!" Brod
shook his head. "I know it seems absurd, Maia, but this place can only
be—" "Never!" "It
is. That really is a shower stall." "For
searing hair off lugars?" She found it doubtful. "Were the ancients
giants, to need all that room? Did they have skins of leather?" Brod
chewed his lip. Experimentally, he leaned against the doorjamb and began
inserting his arm. "Those little, thumb-size windows—I saw a few in the
oldest building of Kanto Library, back in the city. They sense when someone's
near. That's how the faucets knew to turn on for us." More steam
jetted forth, which Brod carefully avoided as he waved in front of one sensor,
then another. Quickly, the
stream transformed from hot to icy cold. "There you are, Maia. Just what
we needed. All the comforts of home." Maybe
your home, she thought, recalling her last, tepid shower in Grange Head,
carefully rationed from clay pipes and a narrow tin sprinkler head. At the
time, she had thought it salaciously luxurious. Back in Port Sanger, La-matia
Hold had been proud of its modern plumbing. But this place, with its gleaming
surfaces, bright lights, and odd smells, was downright alarming. Even Brod, who
had grown up in aristocratic surroundings on Landing Continent, claimed never
to have imagined such expanses of mirrored glass and ceramic, all apparently
designed to service simple bodily needs. "Laddies
first," Maia told her friend, citing tradition and motioning for him to go
ahead of her. "Guest-man gets first privileges." Brod
dissented. "Uh, we're in a sanctuary—or what must've been one, long ago—so
strictly speaking, you're the guest. Go on, Maia. I'll see if I can find
something to patch my feet." Maia
frowned at being outmaneuvered, but there was no point in further argument.
They both badly needed to clean their many wounds, lest infection set in.
Later, they could worry other matters, such as how to feed themselves. "Well,
stay in shouting range, will you?" she asked, tentatively moving her hand
toward the controls. "Just in case I get into trouble." Maia
soon learned the knack of waving before those dark circles in the wall. She
adjusted the shower to a temperature between tepid and scalding, and texture
between mist and needle spray. Then, on stepping under the multiple jets, she
forgot everything in a roar of bodily sensa- uons. Everything
save one triumphant thought. Those
cheating murderers and their guns . . . they think 582 DAVID B
R I N CLORV J6ASOX1 583 I'm
dead. Even Leie probably does. But I'm not. Brod and I are Jar from it. In
fact, she was sure none of her enemies had ever experienced anything remotely
like what she luxuriated in now. Even when it came time to scrub and pry
embedded grains of sand out of her wounds, that stinging seemed no great price
to pay. Sitting
before a mirror broad enough for dozens, Maia touched her unkempt locks, which
for weeks had grown out tangled, filthy, uncombed. It was, indeed, free of the
dye her sister had hastily applied while Maia squirmed, helplessly bound and
gagged aboard the Reckless. I ought to hack it all off, she decided. Brod
sang while finishing his shower. His voice seemed to be cracking less, or
perhaps it was the astonishing resonance lent by that tiled compartment—no
doubt a wonder of technology, designed into the cleaning chamber for some
mysterious purpose lost to time. Nearby, on the countertop, Maia saw the bloody
needle and thread the boy had used to stitch his worst gashes. Maia had not
heard him cry out even once. The
little medical kit he had found behind one of the mirrors was woefully
ill-equipped. A good thing, since that had made it small enough to overlook
under wadded trash when this place was evacuated. There had been a few sealed
bandages, which hissed and gave off a funny, emphatically neutral smell on
unwrapping, plus a tiny bottle of still-pungent disinfectant, which they
decided to leave alone. And finally a pair of scissors, which Maia lifted after
all other matters had been attended to, taking a few tentative, uncertain
swipes at her hair. There had been nothing else useful to find amid the litter. Behind
her, the clamor of water cut off, and the same nozzles could be heard pouring
hot air over her compan- I I ion's
body. Brod whooped, as noisy in pleasure as he had been stoical in pain.
"Hey, Maia! Why not use this machine to do our clothes, too! Clean and dry
in five minutes. Toss me yours." She
bent to pick up her filthy tunic and breeches between a thumb and forefinger,
and threw them in his direction. "All right," she said. "You've
convinced me. Men are good for something, after all." Brod
laughed. "Try me out next springtime!" he shouted over the renewed
roar of jetting steam. "If you wanna see what a man's good for." "Talk,
talk!" she answered. "Lysos shoulda cut all the talk-talk genes off
the Y chromosome, an' put in more action!" It was
the sort of easy repartee she had envied of Naroin and the_ men and women
sailors, devoid of real threat, but carrying a patina of stylish daring. Maia
grinned, and her smile transformed her appearance in the mirror. She sat up
straight, using her fingers as combs and shaking her trimmed bangs. That's,
better, she thought. Now I wouldn't scare a three-year-old on the street. Not
that her scars were shameful in the least, but Maia felt glad that most of the
knocking around had spared her face. A face that was, nevertheless, transformed
by recent months. Some adolescent roundness still hemmed the cheekbones, and
her complexion was clear- and flushed from scrubbing. Nevertheless, privation
and struggle had sculpted a new firmness of outline. It was a different visage
than she remembered back when sharing a dim table mirror with her twin, in a
shabby attic room full of unrealistic dreams. "Here
they are," Brod announced, putting two folded garments on the counter next
to her. Like Maia herself, the clothes looked and smelled transformed, though
badly in need of mending. The same held for Brod, Maia thought, upon turning
around. The young man shrugged into his 584 DAVID B
R ! CLORV J 6 A S 0 XJ 585 own
shirt and trousers, grinning as he poked fingers through long gashes.
"We'll take along some thread, and maybe sew 'em later. I say we move on
now, though. Who knows? We may strike it lucky and find someone's apartment,
with a full wardrobe." "Plus
three bowls of porridge to swipe, and three beds to sleep on?" Maia yawned
as she stood, stealing one last glance at the mirror. 1 used
to see Leie—whenever I looked at my reflection— as well as myself. But this
person before me is unique. There is nothing else like her in the world. Strangely,
Maia found no disappointment in that notion. None at all. Clean
and partially rested, they resumed exploring and soon found themselves
traversing another zone of rain, where powerful upheavals had wracked every
plastered wall. In places, damage had been rudely patched, while elsewhere,
lesions exposed bare, cracked stone. Maia and Brod stepped carefully where the
floor canted or faulting had riven a corridor in two. Some of this harm might
have come from age—the natural action of millennia since this i refuge was
evacuated. But to Maia another hypothesis I seemed more likely. Blows from
space, the marks of which • still scarred Jellicoe and other isles, must have
come near to toppling even these mighty halls. Grimke
was just an outpost, she realized. This must have been a main fortress. Maia
and Brod soon found that not everything had been taken away when the
inhabitants were banished. They came upon a region packed full of complex
machinery, room after oversized room, stuffed with devices''Some clearly dealt
with electricity—distant relatives of the useful little transformers and
generators she knew—but on a magnitude vastly greater than anything used in
today's Stratoin
economy. The scale of things staggered her. There was more metal here than
existed in all Port Sanger! Nor was it probable she and Brod had more than
scratched the surface. One
chamber stretched a hundred meters across, and seemed to climb at least three
times that height..Almost filling the entire space towered one massive block
consisting of an amber, translucent material she had never seen before, braced
by heavy armatures of the same adamant, blood-red metal that had made up the
puzzle door. Dim flickerings within the outlandish gemstone told that its
powers were quiescent, but hardly dead. It made them both want to creep away on
tiptoe, lest the slightest noise waken whatever slept there. The
sanctuary-fort seemed endless. Maia wondered if their doom would be to wander
forever like damned spirits, seeking a way out of a purgatory they had striven
so hard to enter. Then the corridor spilled onto a broader one, with walls more
heavily reinforced than ever. To their left stood another massive,
crimson-metal door, this one almost a meter thick and resting on tremendous
hinges. It gaped open. On this side, someone had set up a wooden easel, bearing
a placard on which were printed bold, unfriendly letters. YOU
WERE WARNED KEEP OUT! So
anomalous was the message, so out of the blue, that Maia could only think, in
response, Don't speak nonsense. Whoever you are, you never warned us of a
thing. As if
we care. "Do
you think the reavers left it?" Brod asked. Maia shrugged. "It's
hardly like them to admonish. Scream 'n' leap, that's more their style."
She bent toward the lettering, which looked professionally done. 586 DAVID B R I XI CLORV J Ј A 'J O XI 587 "It
must be an important room," Brod said. "Come on. Maybe we'll learn
something." Following
close behind, Maia considered. If it's so important, why do they use signs? Why
didn't they just close and lock the door? The
answer was obvious. Whoever they are, they can't close the door. If they do,
they'll never get it open again. They don't know the combination! The
long, tubelike chamber spanned forty meters, lined all the way with adamant red-metal
and triple-braced buttresses. Presumably to resist even a direct hit ... though
a hit of what Maia still couldn't imagine. She did recognize computer consoles,
many times larger than the little comm units manufactured and distributed by
Caria City, but clearly relatives. It all had the look of having been used just
yesterday, instead of over a thou- I sand years ago. In her mind's eye, she saw
ghostly operators working at the stations, speaking in hushed, anxious voices,
unleashing horrific forces at a button's touch. I "Maia,
look at this!" * She
turned around. Brod was standing before another . placard. Property
of the Reigning Council If you are here, you risk summary execution for trespass. Your
entry was noted. Your sole option is to call Planetary Equilibrium Authority at
once. Use the
comm unit below. Remember
— Confession brings mercy. Obstinacy, death! "Your
entry was noted," Brod read aloud. "Do you think they've wired all
the doors? Hey, maybe they're listening to us, watching us right now!" His
eyes widened, turning and peering,
as if to see in all directions at once. But Maia felt oddly detached. So, the
Council knows about this place. It was naive to think they didn't. After all,
this was the heart of the Great Defense. They wouldn't have left such power
lying around, unsupervised. It might be needed again, someday. But
then,, what about my idea—that old Bennett said what he did because he had
inherited some mysterious secret? Perhaps
there had been a secret, left over from the glory days of Jellicoe. Something
that survived the shame and ignominy following the brief episode of the Kings.
Or perhaps it was only the stuff of legend, a yearning for lost home and
stature, something carried on by a small coterie of men through the centuries
of their banishment, losing meaning though gaining ritual gravity as it passed
on to new men and boys, recruited from their mother-clans. "We
could follow the antenna to the entrance they normally use." Brod motioned
to the comm unit mentioned in the announcement, a completely standard unit,
attached to cables crudely stapled to the walls. Those cables would be severed
if the great door ever sealed. "You know, I'll bet they don't even know
about the route we took! Maybe they don't know we're here, after all." Good
point, Maia thought. Next to the comm unit, another item caught her interest. A
thick black notebook. She picked it up, scanned several pages, and sighed. "What
is it, Maia?" She
flipped more pages. "They not only know about this place, they train here
... every ten years or so, it seems. Look at the dates and signatures. I see
three, no four, clan names. Must be military specialist hives, subsidized in
their niches by council security funds. They come out here once a generation
and hold exercises. Brod, this place is still in business!" The
young man blinked twice in thought, then exhaled heavily. Resigned resentment
colored his voice. "It 588 DAVID B
R I XI makes
sense. After the Enemy was beaten, the tech types who lived here must've gotten
uppity—both men and women—and demanded changes. The priestesses and savants and
high clans got scared. Maybe they even concocted the Kings' Rebellion, to have
an excuse to kick out all the folk who used to live here!" Brod
was doing it again, reaching beyond the evidence. Yet he spun a convincing
scenario. "But it would be stupid to forget the place, or dismantle
it," he went on. "So they chose women warriors suited to the job and
gave them permanent sinecures, to keep trained and available in case of another
visit by the Enemy." Or by
unwelcome relatives? Maia wondered. The most recent entry in the logbook was
off-schedule, dated about the time Renna's ship would have been seen entering
the system. That drill had lasted five times normal duration. Until, she noted,
his lander departed the peripatetic vessel to alight at Caria Spaceport. Nor
was there any guarantee the fighting clans would stay away. With the Council in
an uproar over Renna's kidnapping, they could return at any time. It
might have been a cheering thought—offering a surefire way to overwhelm the
reavers with a single longdistance call—if only Maia hadn't grown wary. Renna
might be even worse off in the clutches of certain clans. The
comm unit lay there, presumably ready for use. The quandary was no different
than it had been before, however. Whom to call? Only Renna knew who his friends
were and who had betrayed him in Caria, a quarter of one long Stratoin year
ago. Every
time it seems I've gotten myself in as deep as anyone can, don't I always seem
to find a hole that goes down twice as far? Compared to this, Tizbe's blue
powder is a joke, a misdemeanor! Maia
knew what she had to do. CLORV J6AJOK1 589 It
proved simple to trace the path used by the warrior clans. Maia did not even
have to follow the antenna cable. The main entrance could be in only one place. From
the control room, she and Brod followed the main corridor as it climbed several
more ramps and stairs, passing through a series of heavy, cylindrical hatches,
each propped open with thick wedges to prevent accidental closure. At one
point, the youths paused before a shattered wall that appeared once to have
carried a map. A portion was still legible in the lower left, showing a corner
of the convoluted outline of Jellicoe Island. The rest of the chart was burned
so deeply that not only the plaster was gone, but the first centimeter or so of
rock. "That's
okay," Maia told Brod. "Come on. This must be the way." There
followed more stairs, more wedged blast shields, before the hallway terminated
at a closed set of rather-ordinary-looking steel doors. A button to one side
came alight when Maia pressed it. Soon, the aperture spread open with a faint
rumble, revealing a tiny room without furniture, displaying an array of
indicator lights on one wall. "Well,
I'm tied down an' Wengeled," Brod exhaled. "It's a lift! Some big
holds in Joannaborg had 'em. I rode one at the library. Went up thirty
meters." "I
suppose they're safe," Maia said, not stating it as a question, since
there was no point. She did not like there being only one entrance or exit, but
the two of them must use the conveyance, safe or no. "I'll leave it to
your vastly greater experience to pilot the smuggy thing." Brod
stepped inside gingerly. Maia followed, watching carefully to see how it was
done. "All the way to the top?" the boy asked. She nodded, and he
reached out, extending 590 DAVID ERIN one
finger till it touched the uppermost button. It glowed. After a beat, the doors
rumbled shut. "Is
that all there is to it? Shouldn't we—" -Maia cut off as her stomach did a
somersault. Gravity yanked her downward, as if either she or Stratos had
suddenly gained mass. There are advantages to not having eaten, Maia thought.
Yet, after the first few seconds, she found perverse pleasure in the sensation.
Indicators flickered, changing an alphanumeric display that Maia couldn't read
because the bottom half had gone dead. What if another, more critical part
fails while we're in motion? She
quashed the thought. Anyway, who was she to question something that still
worked after millennia? The passenger, that's who I am! There
came another disconcerting-exciting sensation. The pressure beneath her feet
abruptly eased, and now she felt a lessening of weight. An experience not
unlike falling or riding a pitching ship-deck down a swell. Or, Maia supposed,
flight. Involuntarily, she giggled, and slapped a hand over her mouth. The
other hand, she discovered, was wrapped tightly around Brod's elbow. "Ow!"
he complained succinctly, as the elevator car came to a halt and they both
stumbled in reaction. The
doors slid apart, making them blink and shade -their eyes. "Will they stay
open?" Maia asked hastily, while staring onto a stony plateau capped with
a fantastic, cloud-flecked sky. "I'll
wedge my sandal in the door," Brod answered. "If you'll let go of my
arm for a minute." Maia
laughed nervously and released the boy. While he secured their line of retreat,
she stepped further and regarded a vista of ocean surrounding the archipelago
known as the Dragons' Teeth. Sunlight on water was just one sparkling beauty
among so many she had not expected to see again. Its touch upon her skin was a
gift beyond words. CLORV J Ј A 5 0 XJ 591 I knew
it! The military dans from Caria wouldn't arrive by boat. They're too
high-caste, too busy. Besides, they wouldn't risk someone seeing them, and
noticing a pattern. So they come here only rarely to train, and only by air. . The
flat surface extended several hundred meters to the south, west, and east. Here
at the northern end of the plateau, the elevator shed sheltered machinery that
included a substantial winch, probably for tethering and deploying dirigibles.
Maia also noted huge drums of cable. The
Dragons' Teeth were even more magnificent when seen from above. Tower after
narrow stony tower stretched into the distance, arrayed like staggered spikes
down the back of some armored beast. Many bore forested tips or ledges, like
Grimke, while others gleamed in the afternoon sunshine, bare and pristine
products of extruding mantle forces that long predated woman's tenure on
Stratos. No
tooth in sight reached higher than this one, at the northern edge of Jellicoe.
Because of its position, she couldn't see due south, where lay other giant
island clusters, such as Halsey, the sole site officially and legally
inhabited. No doubt the war clans counted on this shielding effect, and timed
their rare visits to minimize chances of being seen. Still, Maia wondered if
the men who staffed Halsey ever suspected. Perhaps
that's why they rotate the station assignment among low-ranked guilds. Less
chance of a rhythm being noticed, even if men did happen to spy a zep, now and
then. Especially with visits only three times in a lifetime. She turned
and marched to the right, where more than two score monoliths could be seen
clustered close at hand—some of the many peaks which, welded together, made
Jellicoe the chief molar of this legendary chain of Teeth. When Maia got close
enough to see how vast the collection was, she realized how even the extensive
tunnel network below could easily be hidden in this maze of semicrystalline
stone. 592 DAVID E
R I XI Maia
had to descend a rough, eroded staircase in order to reach a lower terrace, and
then crossed some distance before at last nearing the vista she wanted. Brod
cried out for her to wait, but impatience drove her. I've got to know, she
thought, and hurried faster. At
last, she stopped short of a precipice so breathtaking, it outshadowed Grimke
as a gull might outsoar a beetle. Her pulse pounded in her ears. So good was it
to be in open air, breathing the sweet sea wind, that Maia forgot to experience
vertigo as she edged close and looked down at Jellicoe Lagoon. The
anchorage already lay in dimness, abandoned by the sun after a brief, noontime
visit. Her gaze bypassed still-bright stony walls, readjusting until at last
she found what she had hoped to see. Two ships, she realized with a thrill.
Reckless and Manitou. I was
afraid they'd change hideouts. They should, since their ketch was captured.
Maybe they're planning to, soon. Maia
realized, with not a little disbelief, that the escape from Grimke with Brod
and Naroin and the others had only been three or four days ago. That may mean
we still have time. She
felt Brod's presence as he came alongside, and heard his ragged sigh of relief.
"We're not too late, after all." He turned to regard her, a glitter
in his eye. "I sure hope you've got a plan, Maia. I'll help rescue your
starman, and your sister. But first, there's a band of unsuspecting reavers
down there with a pantry to raid. If I don't get food soon—" "I
know," Maia interrupted with a wave of one hand, and quoted, "A
much worse thing to see by far, Than a summer rutter, Stand between a hungry
man, And his bread and butter." CLORV J6AJOX1 593 Brod
grinned, showing a lot of teeth. When he spoke, it was in thick dialect. "Aye,
lass. Ye don't want me reduced to bitin' the nearest thing at hand now, do
ye?" . She
laughed, and so did he. Such was her trust in his nature and friendship that it
never occurred to Maia, as it might have months earlier, to take him at his
literal word. .T©fin3 (oHal is HiDDEH ... under strange ^©st
stars —-from
the Book of Riddles 24 Maia
lowered her sextant and peered at the little calibrated dials a second time.
The horizon angle, where the sun had set, fixed one endpoint. The other, almost
directly; overhead, fell within the constellation Boa-dicea. "You
know, I think it may be Farsun Eve?" she commented after a quick mental
calculation. "Somewhere along the way, I lost track of several days. It's
midwinter and I never noticed." She sighed. "We're missing all the
fun, in town," "What
town?" Brod asked, as he knotted thick ribbons of cable at the edge of the
bluff. "And what fun? Free booze, so we don't notice the whispery sound of
clone-mothers stuffing proxies into ballot boxes? Getting pinched on the
streets by drunks who wouldn't know frost from hail-fall?" "Typical
man," Maia sniffed. "You grouches never get into the spirit of the
holidays." "Sometimes
we do. Throw us a party in midsummer, and we might be less grumpy half a year
later." He shrugged. "Still, it could help if the reavers are
celebrating tonight, wearing paper hats and going all moony. Maybe 598 DAVID B R I XI the
pirates won't notice gate-crashers droppin' in while they're busy harassing
male prisoners." There's
an idea, Maia thought, folding away her sextant. Providing the men are still
alive. After the massacre aboard the Reckless, the reavers' next logical step
would be to eliminate all other witnesses, before moving on to a new hiding
place. That included not only the men of the Manitou, but also the rads, and
perhaps even recent recruits, such as Leie. Renna was probably still too
valuable, but even his fate would be uncertain if Baltha's gang were ever
cornered. Such
dire thoughts lent urgency to their wait as Maia and Brod watched full darkness
settle over the archipelago. With twilight's fading, the many spires of
Jellicoe Island merged into a single serrated outline that cut jagged bites out
of a starry sky. Below, in the inky darkness of the lagoon, tiny pale pools of
color encircled lamps stationed on the narrow dock where the two ships were
moored. Now and then, clusters of smaller lanterns could be seen moving
quickly, accompanied by stretched, bipedal silhouettes. Faint, indecipherable
shouts carried up to Maia's ears, funneled by the narrow, fluted confines of
the island's cavity. "Looks like they're in a festive mood, after
all," Brod commented as a company of torch-bearing shadows trooped off the
larger vessel, filing down the pier and into a wide stone portal, set in the
base of the cliff. "Maybe we should wait. At least till they've turned in?" Maia
also would have preferred that, but two moons were already rising in the east,
and another was due soon. Within hours, they would be high enough to illuminate
the lagoon and its surrounding cliffs. "No." She shook her head.
"Now's the time. Let's get on with it." Brod
helped her arrange the harness he had made by using their salvaged scissors to
slice the warning placards so graciously left by the Reigning Council. Maia
wrapped her buttocks and thighs in strips of threatening phrases, CLORV J6AJOX1 599 and
stepped into a double loop of cable meant for tethering and reeling transport
zep'lins. The system was old, and might even predate the banishment, going back
to days when men were said to have sailed the skies, as well as the seas,
below. Maia only hoped the warrior clans who now used the equipment kept it in
good condition. Next
Brod handed her two patches of heavy cloth— the calf portions of his own
trousers, which he had cut off for her to use as gauntlets. With these wrapped
around her hands, Maia gripped the rough cable. "You're sure you've got
the signals down?" she asked. He
nodded. "Two yanks will mean stop. Three means reel you back. Four stands
for wait. And five means I should come on down." The boy frowned
unhappily. "Listen, Maia, I still think 1 should be the one to go first,
instead." "We've
been over this, Brod. I'm smaller and a lot less banged up than you are. Once
I'm down, I might pass as one of the band in the dark. Anyway, you understand
the winch machine. I'm counting on you to haul me out when I come back to the
cable, after scouting around." Ideally,
that would be with Renna in tow, rescued from right under the reavers' noses.
But to count on such a miracle would be like believing in lugar savants. Still
a long shot, but more conceivable, was the possibility of getting close enough
to whisper to Renna through the bars of his cell, or to exchange brief taps in
Morse code. Given just a few minutes of surreptitious contact, Maia felt sure
she could sneak back with valuable information—the names of officials on the
Council whom Renna trusted, for instance. The fivers might then use the secret
comm unit with some hope they weren't just inviting another band of more
aristocratic thugs. That
is, providing the comm wasn't bugged, or set to call just one location. There
were a dozen other malign possibilities, but what else could they do? The best
reason 600 DAVID B
R I KI of all
to seek Renna was the near certainty he'd come up with a better plan. "Mm,"
Brod grunted unhappily. "And what if you're caught?" She
grinned, shoving his shoulder playfully. "I know, you're worried about
getting fed." Maia was also supposed to snatch any food she came across.
But Brod looked hurt by her joke, so she spoke more gently. "Seriously,
dear friend, use your own judgment. If you feel strong enough to wait, I
suggest holding out till tomorrow night, before dawn. Lower yourself and try to
steal the dinghy that's tethered to the Manitou's stern. Head for Halsey. At
least there—" "Abandon
you?" Brod objected. "I'll not do anything of the—" "Sure
you will. I've been in jail before; I'll manage. Besides, if they catch me
sneaking around the sanctuary tonight, their guard'll be up for more of the
same. The only way you can help is by trying something different. Tell your
guild how Corsh was murdered. Surrounded by witnesses, and with an unbugged
comm, you can call the cops and every member of the Lysodamned Council. It's
still risky, but any conspirators may think twice about pulling dirty stunts
with the Pinnipeds around as bystanders." "Mm.
I guess it makes sense." He shook his head, scuffing gravel with his
sandals. "I still wish . . . Just be careful, okay?" Maia
threw her arms around him. "Yeah,
I will." She squeezed, feeling him tense briefly in typical winter
withdrawal, then relax and return her embrace with genuine intensity. Maia
looked into his face, briefly glimpsing moistness in his eyes as Brod released
and turned away without another word. She watched him cross the broad terrace
and then disappear beyond the stone steps. It would take several minutes, as
they had CLORV SEASON 601 rehearsed,
for her partner to reach the winch house. Meanwhile, she went to the edge of
the plateau and pulled the line taut, bracing her feet and backing up until
most of her weight hung over the precipice. I
should be terrified, but I'm not. Maia
seemed to have progressively lost her fear of heights, until all that remained
was a pulse-augmenting exhilaration. Funny, since Lamais are all acrophobes.
Maybe it was growing up in that attic. Or perhaps I take after my father . . .
whoever the vrilly bastard was. Despite Brod's revelations, a name was still
all she had of him. "Clevin." No image formed in her mind, though
someone midway in appearance between Renna and old Bennett might do. Always
alert for possible niches, Maia wondered if this calmness at the edge of a
cliff might hint a useful talent. I must talk it over with Leie when I get a
chance, she vowed. Maybe I'll put her in a cage, suspended frorn a great
height, to see if it's genetic, or simply the result of environmental
influences I've been through, since we parted. 'Ol
course, Maia would do no such thing. But the fantasy discharged some tension
over the possibility of encountering her twin again. At Maia's waistband she
felt the pressure of a wooden cudgel she had made from the leg of a broken
placard easel. If necessary, she would use it even on her sister. The tiny
scissors, bound in cloth, finished Maia's short inventory of weapons. It had better
not come to a fight, she reminded herself. Stealth was her only real chance. A
sudden vibration transmitted down the cable, starting her teeth chattering.
Maia set her jaw and braced. At a count of five, cable started unreeling at a
slow, steady pace. Maia overcame a momentary instinctual pang, allowing her
weight to sink with the makeshift saddle. Her feet began walking backward,
first over the edge, then in jouncing steps along the sheer face of the cliff.
The plateau 602 D A V
ID B R I SJ CLORV 5EASOK1 603 rose
past her eyes, cutting off the faint, distant glimmer of the elevator shed. All
that remained of the sky was what Jellicoe chose to let within its ragged
circle—a cookie-cutter outline that narrowed with each passing moment. Only a
wedge of reflected moonlight colored silver the tips of the highest western
monoliths. Maia dropped into starlit gloom. Despite
the darkness, she listened for any sign she'd been spotted. Her wrapped hands
were ready to jerk hard at the cable, signaling Brod to throw the mechanism
into reverse. Neither of them felt certain the crude signals would work, once a
great length of cord had played out. Not that it made that much difference.
Forward lay all their hopes. Behind lay only starvation. As her
eyes adapted during the descent, Maia surveyed her surroundings. The lagoon was
larger than it first appeared, since several small bays extended past partial
gaps in the first circle of soaring spires. The wharf and ships lay some
distance south and east, near the harbor entrance she and Brod had glimpsed
while desperately evading the pirates' shelling. The pier led to a shelf of
rock that rimmed part of the island's inner circumference at sea level. Bobbing
lanterns could still be seen hurrying to and fro, mostly destined for the large
stone portal lit on both sides by bright sconces. Interior illumination glowed
through other openings, flanking the main entrance. That's
the old residence sanctuary. The portion of Jellicoe the Council didn't seal
off, she realized. As far as history is concerned, it's the only part anyone
knows about. Long-abandoned ruins of a lost era, free to he used by any band of
derelicts that happens along. Neither
the ships, nor the ledge, nor any windows lay conveniently beneath her. She was
headed for a swim. Not my best sport, as I've well learned. Maia didn't look
forward to it, but her confidence was bolstered by experience. I may not swim
well, or fast, but I'm hard to drown. I Distance
was difficult to gauge, since only a few warbled lamplight reflections
distinguished the inky lagoon surface. As she descended, Maia fought a crawly
sensation of vulnerability. If she was spotted now, she would be easy meat for
reaver sharpshooters before ever climbing out of range, even if Brod read her
signal at once and reversed traction. Maia consoled herself that any lookouts
would be posted to watch for ships approaching from sea. Besides, reliance on
lanterns only ruined a woman's dark-adaptation. Old Bennett had taught her that
long ago, when she first learned to read sky charts by starlight. I'm no
more visible than a spider dropping at the end of a web. True or not, the
mental image cheered Maia. To protect her eyes' sensitivity, she resisted the
temptation to look at the lanterns, even as shouting voices could be
distinguished, floating past like smoke up a chimney. Maia looked away,
allowing her gaze to stroke the outlines of two score mighty peaks, looming
like the outstretched fingers of Stratos-Mother, pointing at the sky. Pointing
specifically at a dark nebula known as the Claw, which lay overhead as Maia
looked up. It was a fitting symbol, of both obscurity and mystery. Beyond that
great, starless sprawl lay the Hominid Phylum. All the worlds Renna knew. All
that Lysos, and Maia's own fore-mothers, by choice left behind. It was
their right, she thought. But where does that leave your descendants? How far
do we owe loyalty to our creators' dream? When have we earned the right to
dream for ourselves? Time
once more to check her progress toward the water's chill surface. As she
lowered her eyes, however, she caught a flicker. Faint as a single star, it
gleamed where no star should—amid the sable blackness of Jel-licoe's inner
flank, where an expanse of dark stone should block light as adamantly as the
Claw. Maia blinked as the dim, reddish spark shone briefly, then went out. Did I
imagine it? she wondered afterward. It had been 604 DAVID B
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the lagoon, far from either her own towering peak, which concealed the Council's
defense base, or the adjacent one containing the old public sanctuary. Peering
at a now-unrelieved wall of blankness, it was easy to convince herself she had
seen nothing but a mote in her own eye. Much
closer nearby, the sheer cliff was a blank enigma that occasionally reached out
to brush Maia's feet or knees. Her arms were starting to hurt from holding on
to the cable for so long. Diminished circulation set her legs tingling, despite
Brod's improvised padding, but she could only shift gingerly, lest the
makeshift, knotted harness loosen and drop her toward the inky surface below. Seawater
smells rose to greet her. Shouts that had been garbled resolved into spoken
words, surging in and out of decipherability as echoes fluttered against the
cliff, meeting Maia's ears at the whim of random roek reflections. ". . .
callin' for ever'body ..." ".
. . quit that an'come help! I tol'y a-there's no ..." ".
. . wasn't my dam' fault! ..." It
didn't sound all that festive to Maia—certainly not like the normal, whooping
frenzy of Farsun Eve. Maybe her calculations were wrong. Or, since there was no
frost, and the only males present were presumably hostile, the reavers might be
in no mood to celebrate. In that
case, all this nighttime activity worried Maia. Perhaps the pirates were
packing up, getting ready to leave. A sensible move, from their point of view,
but a damned nuisance—and possibly fatal—from Maia's. Other
sounds reached her. A soft rippling, the lapping of gentle waves against rock.
I must be getting dose. She peered straight down, trying to gauge the remaining
distance to a vague boundary between shades of black. Her
waving feet abruptly touched frigid liquid, breaking surface tension with
ripples that sounded oily and loud. Maia drew in her knees and yanked hard,
perpen- CLORV J Ј A 5 0 XI 605 dicular
to the taut cord, repeating the motion to let Brod know to stop. There was no
response; cable kept rolling off the drums, high overhead. Once more, Maia's
legs met water and sank into a chill embrace, sending tremors of shock up her
spine. Thighs, buttocks, and torso followed, slipping into an icy cold that
sucked both heat and breath out of her with gasping speed. Frantically, Maia
overcame muscle spasms to worm out of the constraining harness, awkwardly
kicking free with a relieved sense of release. Only when she felt sure of not
being reentangled did she flounder back, searching for the cable in order to
try again signaling Brod. She was
surprised, on snagging it at last, to find it motionless. Brod must have
noticed a change once my weight was gone. We should've expected that. Anyway,
it worked. She
grabbed the cable in both hands, and yanked four times to confirm that she was
all right. Her friend must have picked up the 'vibrations, for power flowed
into the winch again in two rapid, upward jerks. Then it was still. Maia
held on for a while longer; shaking sleep out of her legs. The initial shock of
contact faded. With her free hand, she pulled on the slack until her former
seat reappeared. Pieces of placard came loose and she retied them to float near
the surface. If all went well in the period ahead—or very poorly—-she would
need this marker to find the hanging cord again. Maia felt sure no casual
onlookers would notice it till morning, and Brod was to retract well before
that, whether or not she had returned. In the
course of turning around, memorizing landmarks, she looked up at the narrow
patch of sky directly overhead, toward where Brod must be standing, peering
down. Although there was no chance he could see, Maia waved. Then she cast off
and started swimming as quietly as possible toward the dark shadow of the
unlucky ship, Manitou. 606 DAVID g
R I XI High
tide had come close to being fatal, back in the collapsed cave. Now it proved
convenient, as Maia sought a way to reach dry land. She
breaststroked amid the pier's thick pilings, coated with pointy-shelled
creatures up to the water's lapping edge. Plank boards formed a ceiling not far
over Maia's head as she made for the dark bulk of the larger sailing vessel.
There were no more excited shouts. Apparently, most of the reaver crew had
entered the mountain sanctuary on some urgent errand. All was not silent,
however. She could hear a low murmur of conversation—muffled voices coming from
an indistinct location nearby. Maia
swam past the dinghy she had spotted from high above. It bobbed gently,
tethered to the Manitou's stern, and seemed to beckon, offering an easy way out
of this calamitous adventure. First a silent drift to the lagoon's exit, then
step the little mast and set sail ... All she'd have to deal with after that
would be pursuit, possible starvation, and the wild sea. The
thought was alluring, and Maia dismissed it. The dinghy was Brod's, should it
come to that. Anyway, she had other destinations, other plans. Manitou's
scarred flank drifted past as she swam quietly, searching for a way up. The
pier was equipped with a ladder, over near the ship's gangplank. Unfortunately,
one of the bright lanterns hung directly above that spot, casting a circle of
dangerous illumination. So Maia tried another location. One of the lines
tethering the freighter to the wharf stretched overhead amidships, far enough
from the lantern to lie in darkness. Maia
trod in place underneath the hawser, where it drooped closest to the water. She
let her body sink, and then kicked upward, stretching as far as possible.
Despite CLORV Ј A S 0
XI 607 high
tide, however, she came up short by half an arm's length and fell back with an
unnerving splash. Maia stroked back under the pier and waited to be sure no one
had heard. A minute passed. All appeared quiet. The low voices continued
undisturbed in the distance. She
undid the remaining buttons of her ragged shirt and struggled free of the sopping
cloth. When in need, use what's at hand. It seemed she was getting more use of
her clothes as tools than as coverings. Maia wrapped one sleeve around her
right wrist and balled the rest into her palm, then she stretched her arm
behind and, with all the force she could muster, threw the loose mass so that
it draped over the rope. By flicking the end she held, Maia was able to cause
the other sleeve to flop down. This time, when she surged upward, she had
something to grab onto. Yanking on both sleeves, she lifted herself out of the
water. The Manitou seemed to cooperate, the rope bowing a little farther under
her weight while Maia tensed her stomach muscles and threw her legs around the
cable. She
hung there, breathing heavily for half a minute, then began inching along-the
hawser toward the ship. The struggle soon became as much vertical as
horizontal. Maia was working so hard, she barely noticed the fierce chill as
water evaporated from her skin. She gripped the rough, scratchy rope with her
feet, knees, and hands, fighting bit by bit toward the railing overhead. The
hull bumped her head. Maia turned and saw a dark vista of wood stretching in
both directions. She also spied a row of portholes, each no wider than two
outspread hands, running along the length of the ship, below the level of her
knees. They were too small to enter, but the nearest lay open and within reach.
Tightly clutching the rope with both hands, Maia let go with her legs so they
swung toward the tiny opening. Second try, she hooked one foot inside and swung
her center of gravity after it. Now she could rest nearly all her weight on the
ledge, 608 DAVID B R I XI offering
respite to the hands still clinging the rope. Waves of fatigue washed out of
her arms and legs and back, until her pulse and breathing settled to a dull
roar. So far
so good. You've only got another couple more meters to climb. Something
touched her foot. It settled around her ankle and squeezed. Maia very nearly
screamed. Biting her lip fiercely, she forced herself to unwrap the knot of
panic in her breast and open her tightly shut eyes. Fortunately, surprise was
the only demon to overcome, since the presence below wasn't hurting her, yet.
For now, it seemed content to rhythmically stroke the top of her foot. Maia
inhaled and released a shuddering breath. She managed to turn her head, and saw
a hand emerge through the small porthole. A woman's hand, making beckoning
motions. What,
no shouts of alarm? Maia wondered blankly. Wait!
That's the upper cargo level Would reavers live here? Not likely. A far
better place to keep prisoners. It took
an awkward contortion to pull the hanging rope so that she could hold on with
one hand while squatting closer to the porthole. As she bent over, the wooden
cudgel dug into Maia's belly. Her right foot started to hurt from bearing all
her weight. With
her free hand, she stretched down to touch the wrist of whoever was silently
calling, which went rigid for an instant, then withdrew. Near the opening, Maia
saw a dim outline press close . . . the outline of a human face. There lifted
the faintest of whispered words. "Thought
I recognized my spare set o' shoes. How ya doin', virgie?" The
murmur lacked all tonality; still, she knew the speaker. "Thalia!"
Maia hissed. So this was where the radical var partisans were being kept! There
came a faint CLORV J6AJOK1 609 clanking
of chains, as the prisoner pressed closer to the porthole. "It's
me, all right. In here with Kau an' the others." "And
Kiel?" There
was a pause. "Kiel's bad off. First the fight, then from arguing with our
hosts." Maia
blinked. "Oh, I'm sorry." "Never
mind. Good to see ya, varling. What're you doin' here?" Surprise
and pleasure at this discovery were rapidly being replaced by pain, from both
her twisted posture and fear that even whispers might carry elsewhere. She knew
nothing of the conditions, of Thalia's imprisonment, and did not relish finding
out firsthand. "I'm
going after Renna. Then to get help." Another
long pause. "If we got broke out of here, we could help." Yeah,
like a lugar in a porcelain store, Maia thought. The idealistic rads were no
match for the reavers. That had already been proven, and this time they'd be
fewer and weaker still. Besides, I don't owe you lot anything. Still,
Maia wondered. Did she have a better plan? If a rad breakout accomplished
nothing more than casting the two ships loose, it could make even an abortive
rebellion worthwhile. "You'd do as I say?" she asked. If
there hadn't been a moment's hesitation, Maia would have known Thalia was
lying. "All right, Maia. You're the boss." "How
many guards are there?" "Two,
sometimes three, just outside the door. One of 'em snores somethin'
awful." There
was more she might ask, but the quaking in Maia's right leg was getting worse.
Any longer and she might land in the lagoon, right back where she started. She
sighed heavily. "I'll see what I can do. No promises, though!" 610 DAVID BRIM There
was a tremor in Thalia's grateful squeeze. Maia shifted her weight in preparation
for resuming her climb. The pressure of the wooden cudgel eased and she exhaled
in relief, only to wince as something else jabbed her thigh. With her free
hand, Maia fished under her belt and pulled out the cloth-wrapped scissors. On
impulse, she bent once more and tossed it through the small, dark opening. The
touch on her ankle vanished. Maia
wasted no more time. While her right leg and back throbbed, her arms felt
refreshed, so they did most'of the work at first. Soon she was shinnying almost
vertically, with the hull stroking her back. It was a journey she could never
have imagined making as a newly fledged fiver, stepping out of her mother-hold.
Now she thought no further ahead than the next straining pull, the next
coordinated slither of hands and knees and ankles. When, at last, one leg
floundered over the side, Maia rolled onto the ship's lower deck and quickly
sought shelter behind the mainmast, panting silently with a wide-open mouth,
waiting for the pain to dull. Waiting till she could listen once more to the
sounds of the night. There
was a faint creaking as the ship rocked gently at anchor. The lapping of
wavelets against the hull. A soft murmur of conversation. Maia lifted her head
to look across the wharf toward the smaller pirate vessel, the Reckless. A pair
of women in red bandannas crouched next to an upturned barrel with a lantern
set upon it. Although they were playing dice, no coinsticks lay in sight, which
explained the desultory nature of the game. The players seemed not to keep score
as they alternated rolls of the ivory pieces, talking quietly. Turning
around, Maia realized with some shock that Manitou looked deserted. Of course,
from Thalia's description, there would be a brace of beefy vars on duty below,
just outside the cargo hold. Still, whatever had CLORV SEA'SON 611 pulled
the rest of the reavers away must be awfully important. Sound
and sight were vital for warning of danger. Once she felt more secure, however,
Maia felt a sudden wash of other sensations, especially smell. Food, she
realized suddenly, acutely, and hurried aft quick as she could scuttle
silently. Just below the quarterdeck, she found where supper had been prepared
and eaten. Stacks of grimy plates lay within a stew pot, soaking in a swill of
brine. The resulting goulash was hardly appetizing, even in Maia's state, so
she kept looking, and was rewarded at last in a far corner when she found a
small pile of hard biscuits atop a rickety table and an open cask of fresh
water nearby. She
drank thirstily, alternately moistening baked crusts into a feast. While
devouring voraciously, Maia searched for a sack, a piece of cloth, anything to
stuff and take back to Brod. At least she could leave a stash of food for him
in the little boat. There
was nothing in sight to use as a bag, but Maia knew where else to look. With
biscuits in each hand, she hurried to a row of narrow doors at the rear of the
main deck. Opening one, she looked down a slanted ladder into the selfsame room
where she herself had lived, up to a few weeks ago, along with a dozen other
women, amid bunk beds stacked four high. Maia descended quietly, eyes darting
till she verified by close inspection that no bed held sleeping reavers. It
hadn't seemed likely, with everyone called off on some mysterious errand. She had
entered in search of a bag, but now Maia noticed she was shivering. Why not
swipe fresh clothes, as well? She
started with her old bunk. But somebody several sizes larger, and much
smellier, had taken over occupancy since the battle on the high seas. She moved
on, sorting in near darkness until at last she found a shirt and well- 612 DAVID 8 R I XI C L
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trousers roughly her size, neatly folded at one end of a bunk. Still munching
stale bread, Maia wriggled out of her own tattered pants and slipped into the
stolen articles. The rope belt had to be cinched extra tight, but everything
else fit. A clean, if threadbare, coat finished her accoutrement, though she
left it unbuttoned, in case it became necessary to dive back into the water.
The thought made her shudder. Otherwise, Maia felt better, and a little guilty
about poor Brod, cold and'hungry, almost half a kilometer overhead. What
next? she wondered, picking up her cudgel and sticking it in her new waistband.
The rads might be imprisoned on the Manitou, but Maia doubted Renna would be
kept anywhere so insecure. Probably, he was deep inside the sanctuary. Did she
dare try to brazenly walk in, looking for him? The more she thought about it,
the idea of springing Thalia and the others made sense. If the rads could take
over Manitou, then lay doggo while Maia snuck near the sanctuary entrance, they
might at a chosen moment create enough distraction to let her slip inside. First
task is eliminating their guards. Sounds simple. Only, how am I supposed to do
it? She
pondered possibilities. I could go to the cargo gangway and pretend to be a
messenger . . . shout down some made-up call for help. When one emerges, I'd
knock her out and then ... try the same thing again? Or go down after the other
one? What if
there are three? Or more? It was
a lugar-brained scheme . . . and Maia felt fiercely determined to make it work.
At least once that phase was over, she wouldn't be alone anymore. Maybe the
rads would have an idea or two of their own to offer. Maia cast around the room
one last time for weapons. She only found a small knife, embedded in the wooden
post of one of the bunk beds, which she wrestled out and slipped into the coat
pocket. She was
halfway up the ladder when the door suddenly swung aside, spilling light upon
her face and outlining a large figure. Maia could only stare upward in dismay. "Thought
I heard someone down here," a gruff woman's voice said. "Come on,
then. No duckin' work. I won't cover for ya, next time!" The
silhouette turned, leaving Maia blinking in surprise. Hurriedly, she followed,
hoping to catch the reaver from behind while they were still out of view from
the Reckless. At the doorway, however, Maia's heart sank upon spying four other
women on deck. They were wrestling open a sealed box, pulling out long gleaming
objects. Rifles,
Maia realized. They seemed well-supplied, this bunch. Even the Guardia at Port
Sanger wasn't better armed. Maia was past being shocked, however. It-is the
victors who write history, she now knew. If Baltha and her gang succeed amid
the chaos they want to create, no one is going to quibble over a few extra
crimes. "Well?
Come on!" The first woman called to Maia, who shuffled forward unwillingly
with her head averted, eyes downcast. She concealed her surprise when three of
the slender, heavy weapons were thrust into her arms, and clutched them
tightly, not knowing what else to do. "Don't
forget to bring enough ammo, Racila," the leader told a slight, scar-faced
pirate, who pounded the crate shut again. "All right, you lot, let's-get
back, or Togay'll have us eatin' air for a week." Maia
tried to take up the rear, but the leader insisted" that she go ahead,
tromping with the others down the gangplank, onto the pier, and then along
thumping, resonant wooden slats toward where bright sconces cast twin pools of
brilliance on both sides of the sanctuary entrance. Loaded
rifles, shouted calls, groups of anxious women hurrying through the night. This
was surely no Farsun Eve 9 1 614 DAVID ERIN CLORV SEAJOX1 615 celebration.
What in the name of the Founders was going on? For Maia, the worst moment came
as they climbed spacious, cracked steps and passed under the fierce electric
dazzle of the sconces. When she wasn't denounced on the spot, she realized it
hadn't been darkness that saved her, back at the ship. Either
there are so many women in the gang that they don't all know each other—which
seemed highly unlikely— or else they think I'm Leie. The
possibility of playing such a ruse—pretending to be her sister—had naturally
occurred to Maia. Only it had seemed too obvious, too risky. All Stratoin
children, whether clone or var, learned to notice subtle differences among
"identical" women. Leie no doubt wore her hair differently, carried
distinct scars, and would acknowledge with a thousand disparate cues that she
knew these people who were utter strangers to Maia. Besides, what to do when
Leie herself showed up? Maia
had finally chosen to try the subterfuge only if stealth utterly failed.. Now
there was no choice. She could only try brazening it out. "This
dam' hole is big as a scullin city!" One short,, rough-looking var in the
group told Maia sotto voce as they marched up the broad, splintered portico,
then between tall, gaping doors. "We must've sniffed a hunnerd rooms
already. Can't blame ya for duckin' out to catch a snore." Shrugging
like an unrepentant schoolgirl caught playing hooky, Maia muttered in mimicry
of the other woman's sour tone. "You can say that again! I never signed up
for all this runnin' around. Had any luck yet?" "Nah.
Ain't seen beard nor foreskin o' the vrilly crett since watch shift, despite
the reward Togay's offered." That
confirmed Maia's dawning suspicion. They're searching for someone. A man. Her
chest pounded. Renna. She suppressed her feelings. You can't be sure of that,
yet. It might
be another prisoner. One of the Manitou crew, for instance. The
entrance showed signs of that long-ago battle that had shaken Jellicoe with
blasts from outer space. A rough-cut, .makeshift portal of poorly dressed and
buttressed stone led from the shattered steps into a vestibule that might once
have been beautiful, with finely fluted pilasters, but now bore jagged cracks.
Rude cement repairs had peeled under attack by salt and age. These
effects ebbed as the group passed into the sanctuary proper, where thick walls
had sheltered a grand entrance foyer. From there, broad hallways stretched
north, south, and east. Strings of dim electric bulbs cast islets of
illumination every ten meters or so, powered by a hissing, coal-fired
generator. Beyond those light pools, each passage faded into mystifying
darkness, broken by brief glimpses of occasional bobbing lanterns. Distant,
echoing calls told of feverish action, nearly swallowed by the chill obscurity. At
first sight, the place reminded Maia of her first imprisonment—that smaller,
newer sanctuary in Long Valley—another citadel of chiseled passages and thick,
masculine pillars. Only here, the scent of ages hung in the air. Soot streaks
and daubed graffiti on the walls and ceilings told of countless prior visitors,
from hermits to treasure hunters, who must have come exploring over the
centuries, torches in hand. By comparison, the pirates were well-equipped. There
was another difference. In this place, the walls were lined with a deeply
incised frieze, running horizontally just above eye-level. As far as Maia could
make out, the carved adornment ran the length of each hallway, snaking into and
out of every room, and consisted entirely of sequences of letters in the
eighteen-symbol liturgical alphabet. Taking
the center route, which plunged deeper into I 616 DAVID 8
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mountain, Maia's party passed through a stately hall where flames crackled in a
spacious, sculpted hearth, underneath gothic vaulting. There was no furniture,
only a few rugs thrown on the ground. Bottles lay strewn about, along with mugs
and gambling equipment, all abandoned in apparent haste. "Seems an awful
lot o' trouble," Maia probed, choosing the nearby short var who had spoken
before. "I don't s'poze anyone's suggested we just set sail, and leave the
vril behind?" A
wide-eyed glance from the husky little reaver told Maia volumes. The spoken
response was barely a hiss. "Go suggest it yerself! If Togay 'n' Baltha
don't quick make ya swim like a lugar, I may say aye, too." Maia
hid a smile. Only loss of their chief prize would provoke such wrath. Although
this would make Maia's own task of finding Renna harder, it was nevertheless
great news to hear that he had given them the slip. Now to reach him before
they get really desperate. Abruptly,
Maia recalled what she was carrying in her arms—long, finely machined articles
of wood and metal and packaged death. The weapons gave off a tangy smell of
bitter oil and gunpowder. Apparently, after hours of searching, someone had
decided: that which cannot be recaptured must not be lost to others. The
anomalous frieze helped distract Maia from her nervous dread. As the group
passed room after empty room, they were accompanied by that row of stately,
engraved letters, punctuated by occasional, ill-repaired cracks. Now and then,
she recognized a run-on passage from the Fourth Book of Lysos, the so-called
Book of Riddles. Other stretches of text seemed to parrot nonsense syllables,
as if the symbols had been chosen by an illiterate artist who cared more how
they looked next to each other than what they said. The effect, nevertheless,
was one of grand and timeless reverence. Certainly
males were welcome to worship in the Or- thodox
church, which even attributed them true souls. Still, this wasn't what you
expected to find in a place built solely for men. Perhaps, long ago, males were
more tightly knit into the communion of spiritual life on Stratos, before the
era of glory, terror, and double-betrayal leading from the Great Defense to the
toppling of the Kings. The
group continued past gaping doorways and black, empty rooms, which must have
already been searched hours ago. Finally, they arrived at another vast foyer,
encompassing six spacious stone staircases, three descending and three
ascending, again divided among the directions north, south, and east. It was a
monumental chamber, and the running frieze of enigmatic psalms expanded to
glorify every bare surface, seeming all the more mysterious for the stark
shadows cast by a few bare bulbs shining angularly across deeply incised
letters. All this grand architecture might have impressed Maia, if she did not
know of greater vaulting wonders that lay just a kilometer or two from
here—secret catacombs containing power unimaginable to these ambitious reavers.
The reminder of her enemies' fallibility cheered Maia a little. Two
bored-looking fighters stood watch at this nexus point, armed with cruelly
sharpened trepp bills. They spoke together in low voices, and barely glanced at
the passing work party. Which suited Maia just fine. She averted her face
anyway. The
string of electric lights continued down only one >taircase to the right,
while Maia's group plunged straight across the open foyer to the dark center
steps, leading upward and further into the heart of the dragon's tooth. Two
lantern-bearers turned up the wicks of their oil ..imps. As Maia and the others
climbed, she glanced down ,ind caught sight of several figures, two levels
below, -landing
at the start of the illuminated hallway. Four •••omen
were exchanging heated words, pointing and 618 DAVID B
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Maia felt a chill traverse her back, on hearing one harsh voice. She recognized
a shadowed face. Baltha.
The erstwhile mercenary stood next to one of the other Manitou traitors, a wiry
var Maia had known as Riss. They were debating with two women she had never
seen before. Emphasizing a point, Baltha turned and began waving toward the
stairs, causing Maia to duck back and hasten after her companions. High on her
list of priorities was to avoid contact with that particular var, not least
because Baltha would recognize her in a shot. Maia's
group plunged deeper into the mountain. Since leaving the last electric light,
stiltlike shadows seemed to flutter from their legs and bodies, fleeing the
lanterns like animated caricatures of fear. To Maia, the effect seemed to mock
the brief, earnest concerns of the living. Each time a black silhouette swept
into one of the empty rooms, it was like some prodigal spirit returning to
exchange greetings with shades of those long dead. If
-experience had taught Maia to endure water, and even enjoy heights, she felt
certain her habituation to deep tunnels would never grow beyond grudging
tolerance. She could stand them, but would never find confines like these
appealing. Of late, she had begun wondering if men did, either. Perhaps they
built this way because they had no other choice. Maia
leaned toward the woman warrior she had ex-changed words with, earlier.
"Uh, where are they . . . er, we ... looking for him, now?" She asked
in alow voice. Her words seemed to skitter along the walls. "Up,"
the short, husky pirate replied. "Five, six levels. Found some windows
lookin' over both sea an' lagoon. We're to skiv anyone comin' or goin', them's
the orders. We also look for any signs the vril's been that high. Footprints in
the dust, and such. Cheer up, maybe we'll get th' reward, yet." The
ruddy-faced var leading the party glared briefly at 619 the one
talking to Maia, who grimaced a silent insult when the leader's back was turned
once more. "What
about the room where he was kept?" Maia whispered. "Any clues
there?" - A
shrug. "Ask Baltha." The reaver motioned with a vague nod behind
them. "She was still checkin' out the cell, after everyone else had a
turn." The reaver shivered, as if unhappy to remember something weird,
even frightening. Maia
pondered as they walked on silently. Clearly, this expedition was taking her
farther from any useful clues. But how to get away? At
last, the group arrived at the end of the long hallway, where a narrow portal
introduced a spiral staircase set inside a cylinder of stone. The women had to
enter single file. Maia hung back, shifting from one leg to the other. When the
boss woman looked at her, Maia acted embarrassed and pushed the rifles into-
the older woman's arms. "I have to ... you know." The
squad leader sighed, holding a lantern. "I'll wait." Maia feigned
mortification. "No. Really. Climbing's simple. No way to get lost, and
there's a rail. I'll catch up before you're two levels up." "Mm.
Well, hurry then. Fall too far behind th' lantern, and you'll deserve t'get
lost." The
leader turned away as Maia ducked into a nearby empty room. When the footsteps
receded, Maia emerged and, with only a distant glow to guide her, swiftly
retraced the way they had come. Could I have gotten away with holding onto a
rifle? she wondered, and concluded this had been the right choice. Nothing
would have been more likely to elicit suspicion and alarm. Under these
circumstances, the weapon would have been a hindrance. Soon
she arrived back at the great nexus hall and ^autiously looked down. Two guards
still kept watch .•• nere the string of light bulbs made a downstairs turn. 620 DAVID 8
R I XI Maia
would have to get by them, and then past Baltha and Riss, in order to reach the
site where Renna had been kept, and vanished. That was clearly the best place
to look for clues. Do I
dare? The plan seemed rash, more than audacious. Maybe there's another way. If
all passages end in spiral stairs, there may be one at the far end of the south
hall— Sounds
of commotion reached her ears. Maia crouched next to the stone banister and
watched as women converged on the guard post from two directions. Climbing from
below came Baltha, Riss, and two tall vars, one carrying an air of authority to
match Baltha's. At the landing, the foursome turned and looked west, toward the
sanctuary entrance, where a single figure appeared, a slender shadow marching
before her. Maia felt a numb frisson when she recognized the silhouette. "You
sent for me, Togay?" the newcomer asked the tallest reaver, whose
strong-boned features stood out in the harsh light. "Yes,
Leie," the commanding presence said in an educated, Caria City accent.
"I am afraid it's out of my hands, now. You are to be kept under
confinement until the alien is found, and thereafter till we sail." Maia's
sister had her face turned away from the light. Still, her shock and upset were
plain. "But Togay, I explained—" "I
know. I told them you're among our brightest, hardest working young mates. But
since the events on Grimke, and especially tonight—" "It's
not my fault Maia escaped! Isn't it enough she died for it? As for the
prisoner, he just disappeared! I wasn't anywhere near—" Baltha's
companion cut in. "You was seen talkin' to the Outsider, just like your
sister!" Riss turned to Togay and made a chopping motion. "Like seeks
as seeks like. Ain't that what they say? You may be right 'bout her bein' q L 0 R
V J Ј A J 0 XI 621 no
clone, an' I guess she don't smell like a cop. But what jf she wants revenge
for her twin? Remember how she was against us tuckin' in Cojsh an' his boys? I
say drop her in the lagoon, just to be safe." '.'Togay!"
Leie cried imploringly. But the tall, strong-jawed woman looked at her sternly
and shook her head. With an expression of satisfaction, Baltha motioned at the
two guards, who stepped alongside the fiver and took her elbows. Leie's
shoulders slumped .as she was led away. All seven women descended the southward
set of stairs, leaving behind a dusty, silent emptiness. Creeping
as quietly as possible, wary of the betraying reach of shadows, Maia followed. A
single electric cable continued down to the lower level, bulbs spaced far
apart. Maia let the reavers and their captive get some distance ahead before
hurrying after in short bursts, ducking into dark doorways whenever any of the
women seemed to even hint at turning around. After they passed into a side
corridor, she sped at a dead run, stopping at the edge to cautiously peer
around. The
group halted at the first of several metal-bound doors, where stood another
pair of guards. This time, one of them was armed with a vicious-looking
firearm, the likes of which Maia had seen only once before in her life. This
was no hunting rifle, being misused in pursuit of human beings. Rather, it was
an automatic killing machine, built for spraying death in mass doses. There
was low conversation, a rattling of keys. As the door flung open, Maia glimpsed
figures within, stirring in surprise. Her sister was shoved through. A reaver
laughed. "Be nice to yer new friends, virgie. Maybe you can shuck your
nickname b'fore drownin' with 'em!" "Shut
up, Riss," Baltha said, while Togay locked the door. Then, all except for
the second pair of guards, they filed twenty meters or so down the hall, into
the chamber next door. From an angle, Maia saw ranks of benches 622 DAVID B
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one wall of the room. Baltha and the others could be glimpsed walking around
inside, frustration evident on their faces each time they reappeared in view.
Shouts of anger and recrimination could be heard. One time, Baltha's voice rang
out loud enough for Maia to make out clearly, "—ack in the city aren't
gonna be happy about this. Not happy t'all! ..." Maia
was concentrating so hard, she only noticed the sound of footsteps after they
echoed behind her for some time. Her hackles shot up when she realized, turning
around quickly, ready to run. A single form could be seen approaching, entering
and leaving succeeding pools of light. It soon manifested as a heavyset woman
with a pocked complexion, whose reddish hair was bound by a like-colored
bandanna. She carried a bucket in each hand, and wore a broad grin along with a
stained apron. The smile kept Maia stationary, frozen with indecision. "Zooks,
you don't haveta perch so close, ya little query-bird. I could hear 'em arguin'
all th' way to the main hall! What're they up to now? Found their man o' smoke,
yet? Or do they plan t'keep us up all night, lookin'?" Maia
forced a smile. Pretending to be her sister would work only until word of
Leie's arrest spread ... a matter of minutes, at best. "All
night it is, I'm afraid," she answered with what she hoped was the right
note of blithe resignation. "What's
j in the buckets?" The
reaver shrugged as she drew near and set the pails down with a sigh.
"Supper for th' vrils. Late 'cause of the excitement. Some say what's the
point, given the luck , planned
for 'em. But I say, even a man oughta get fed 'fore I joinin' Lysos." Maia's
nostrils flared. Time was even shorter than she had thought. As soon as the
scullery drudge entered the prison cell and saw Leie, all would be lost. "I
know why yer here," the older woman confided, moving a little closer. "Oh
yes?" Maia's hand crept toward her belt. A wink.
"You're, hopin' for clues. Peep on th' boss women, then off quick, after
the reward!" The middle-aged var laughed. "S'okay. I was a younger,
too—full o' frosty notions. Ye'll get yer clanhold yet, summer-child." Maia
nodded.-"I . . . think I already found a clue. One all the others
missed." "S'truth?"
The scullery wench leaned forward, eyes glittering. "What is it?" "It'll
take two of us to lift it," Maia confided. "Come, I'll show
you." She
gestured toward the nearest dark doorway, motioning the bluff, eager woman
ahead. As she followed, Maia's right hand slipped the cudgel from her waistband
and brought it high. Afterward,
despite all her valid reasons for acting, she still felt guilty and mean. The dim
room wasn't quite empty or devoid of hints at its past life. Bare rock shelves
and flinders of ancient wood planking testified that once upon a time, a
substantial library might have stood here. Except for curled bits of former
leather bindings, all that remained of the books was dust. After dragging the
cook's unconscious body inside, and hurriedly fetching the buckets, Maia
swapped coats and borrowed her victim's bandanna, which she tied low, almost
over her eyes. She finished in time to hear muttering voices and footsteps
approach. From the shadows, Maia counted figures moving past, back toward the
foyer of stairs. Six women, still arguing. From close range, Maia glimpsed
seething anger in Baltha's eyes. "...
won't be happy to get nothin' out o' this .but a little box full of alien shit.
Some bugs taken from an out- 624 DAVID B
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vrilly gut may help knock down a clan or two, but we needed a political deal
too, for protection! Without his tech-stuff, it won't matter how. many smuggy
clones die . . ." Their
voices faded. Still, Maia forced herself to wait, though she knew there was
little time left. Soon, the first group—that had found her aboard the
Manitou—would report "Leie" missing. That would set folk wondering
how a fiver could manage to be two places at the same time. With a
pounding heart, Maia pulled the bandanna down further, picked up the food
pails, and stepped out of the dim room. She approached the corner, turned, and
made herself shuffle at a droopy, desultory pace toward the two burly vars
guarding the sealed door. Trying to calm her frantic pulse, Maia reminded
herself that she had one advantage. The wardens had no reason to expect danger
in the form of a woman. Moreover, her arrival so soon after the leaders'
departure implied she must have passed them on the way here. That, too, should
reduce vigilance. Nevertheless,
she heard a wary click, and glimpsed the warrior with the automatic weapon lift
it in the sort of tender but firm embrace women usually reserved for their own
babes. Maia had only heard rumors of such mass-killing machines, until she was
four, when she had first learned how much lay hidden in the world. Unbeckoned—a
brief, recollected image of a stone portal, grinding open at long last to
reveal what the Lamai mothers and sisters wanted no one else to see. In light
of so many things Maia had witnessed since, what had seemed so awful on that
day had been, in fact, dreary, mundane. The irony was enough to make one laugh.
Or cry. Maia
had no time or concentration to spare for either. She trudged forward, keeping
her head down, and in a low voice muttered, "Grubbstuff for th'
vrils." i Laughter
from the one cradling the gun. "Why're we still botherin'?" Maia
shrugged, rocking from side to side, as if in fatigue. "Why ask me? Just
lemme get rid o' the stink." . The
second guard laid her trepp bill across one shoulder, and with her free hand
took up jingling keys. "I dunno," she commented. "Seems a shame
to waste all these boys. There oughta be frost, sometime soon. We can pass it
'round, then make a big, pretty fire . . ." "Oh,
shut up, Glinn," the guard with the assault rifle said, as she positioned
herself behind and to Maia's left, ready to spread fire at anyone who tried
breaking out. "You'll just get yourself all worked up and—" Maia
had been rocking in anticipation. As the door pushed open, she took a step,
then swung the righthand pail in an arc, passing in front of her and then
toward the guard with the gun. The riflewoman's eyes barely registered surprise
before it drove into her gut, doubling her over without a sound. One down! Maia
thought elatedly. And
prematurely. The -tough reaver, stunned and unable to breathe, nonetheless
steadied on one knee and fought to bring her weapon toward Maia . . . only to topple
when the second pail clipped the back of her head with a deep clunking sound. Maia
accelerated her return swing, releasing the bucket to fly toward the second
guard. The second warrior was already swiveling, lifting her trepp bill. With
the agile grace of a trained soldier, she dodged Maia's hurled pail, which
struck the door, spewing brown glop like a fountain. Maia charged, taking a
glancing blow to her shoulder before plowing into the pirate's midriff and
driving both of them into the room. Second
by stretched second, the fight was a blur of continuous buffets in which her
own blows seemed ineffective, while her opponent was expert. Desperately, Maia
grappled close but was soon thrown back, giving the 626 DAVID BRIM CLORV SEASON 627 reaver
room to swing her trepp. Dazzles of exquisite pain swept Maia's left side.
Another lancing coup ripped just below her knee. Dimly,
Maia was aware of figures nearby. Haggard men clutched outward, reaching to
help, but were bound by chains to rows of benches lining the sloping walls.
Meanwhile, the pirate's hot breath seared Maia's face with onion pungency,
spraying her with spittle as they wrestled over the trepp. I can't hold on, she
realized despairingly. Suddenly,
another set of hands appeared out of nowhere, wrapping around the reaver's
throat. With a howl, Maia's foe flung her away. The sharp bill barely missed in
a frenzied swing, then flew off as the bandit let go to claw at her new
assailant, a much smaller woman who clung to her back like a wild cat. Though
her drained body tried to refuse, Maia forced one final effort. Sobbing with
fatigue, she launched herself forward, and in a series of fierce yanks, she and
her ally finally brought the thrashing, heaving guard within reach of Captain
Poulandres and his men. When it
was over, they lay together on the ground, wheezing. Finally, Maia's sister
took her hand and squeezed. "Okay
. . ." Leie said between gasps, the expression on her face more contrite
than Maia had seen in all their years growing up together. "... I guess my
plan didn't . . . work so good. Let's hear yours." The
nearby corner from which Maia had spied on Baltha and Togay would prove a handy
enfilade looking the other way. Still, at first Poulandres was reluctant. He
and his men were brave, angry, and fully aware of their fate should they be
recaptured. Yet not one of them wanted to touch the automatic rifle. j "Look,
it's simple enough. I've seen the type before. You just slide this lever—" "I
can see how it operates," Poulandres snapped. Then he shook his head and
lifted a hand placatingly. "Look, I'm grateful. . . . We'll help any way
we can. But can't one of you two operate the thing?" Revolted, he looked
away from the metal machine. Before
she had met Renna, Maia might have reacted differently to this display—with
incomprehension, or contempt. Now she knew how patterns established by Lysos
had been reinforced over thousands of years, partly through myth and
conditioning, as well as deep within their genes and viscera, all so that men
would tend to loathe violence against women. Still,
humans are flexible beings. The warrior essence wasn't excised, only
suppressed, patterned, controlled. It would take strong motivation to persuade
a decent man like Poulandres to kill, but Maia had no doubt it could be done. Nearby,
the rest of the male crew rubbed their ankles, where chains had bound them to
rank after rank of stone benches, arrayed in a bowl-shaped, enclosed arena.
Three groggy, half-conscious women now languished in their place, mouths
gagged. A few of the men were picking distastefully at one of the spilled
buckets. Someone ought to get to work conserving the stuff, Maia thought. They
might be in for a long seige. Other
matters came first. "I haven't time for this," she told Leie.
"You explain it to him. And don't forget to look for other stairs leading
to this level! We don't want to be flanked." "All
right, Maia," Leie answered, acquiescent. There hadn't been time for more
than a moment of reunion, while recovering from the fight. Nor was Maia ready
for complete reconciliation. Too much had happened since that long-ago storm
separated a pair of dreamy-eyed sum- 628 DAVID B
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kids. In time, she might consider trusting Leie again, providing her sister
earned it. Gingerly
toting the horrible firearm, Leie escorted Poulandres and several crewmen down
the hall. Maia, too, had an errand. But as she started to go, she was halted by
a curt tug at her leg. "Just
a minim!" the ship's physician commanded as he finished tying strips of
torn cloth around her gashed knee. "There, that's the worst of it. As for
the rest o' your dings ..." "They'll
have to wait," Maia peremptorily finished the sentence, shaking'her head
in a way that cut short protest. "Thanks, Doc," she finished, and
hurried, limping, out of the arena-prison. At the doorway, she turned left
toward the second large room, where she had earlier glimpsed Baltha and the
other reaver commanders, arguing. One male accompanied her—the cabin boy who
had been part of the opposing Game of Life team, back on the Manitou. It was
his self-chosen job to bring Maia up to date on what had happened since she was
marooned with Naroin and the women crew, on Grimke Island. "At
first the starman was kept with us," the boy explained. "We was all
put together in a different part o' the sanctuary, nearer the gate. But he kept
makin' a fuss about needin' the game. Always the game! S'prised the scutum
outta us, 'specially as he still had that 'lectric game board o' his! Claimed it
wasn't good enough, tho. He needed more. Wouldn't eat nor talk to the reavers
less'n they moved us all down here, where the old tournament courts were." Maia
stopped at the entrance to the second room. She had expected another chamber
like the first—a large oval amphitheater surrounding an expanse of
crisscrossing lines. But this volume was different. There were benches all
right, descending in ever-smaller, semicircular arcs from where she stood. Only
this time their ranks faced one CLORV J Ј A i 0 XI 629 huge
bare wall with a platform and dais in front of it. The chamber reminded her of
a lecture or concert hall, like in the Civic Building, in Port Sanger. "We
all thought he was crazy," the cabin boy continued with his story about
Renna. "But we played along, on account of his act vexed the guards. So
the cap'n told 'em we also needed the game, for religious reasons." The
boy giggled. "So they fetched our books an' game pieces off the ship, an'
brought us all down to the arena where you found us." "But
then Renna was taken over here," Maia prompted. "Yeah.
After a couple days, he started complainin' again—about our snorin', about our
company. Actin' like a real wissy-boy whiner. So he got put next door. Heard no
trouble after that, so we figured he must be happy." "I
see." Inwardly,
Maia cursed. Upon hearing that Renna had vanished in a fashion none of the
reavers could fathom or duplicate, her first thought was that he must have
found another of the red-metal sculptures, covered with arcane, hexagon symbols.
Such a puzzle door would fit the bill— just the sort of thing .to stump
pirates, yet allow Renna to escape. And, naturally, her own experience would
give her an edge, as well. But
there was no red-metal. No riddle of movable symbols. Just row after row of
benches. The only other noticeable feature was more of the carved phrases,
covering every wall save the one behind the dais, carrying mysterious epigrams
in the liturgical dialect of the Fourth Book of Lysos. Otherwise, it was just a
damn, deserted lecture hall. Maia looked around as she descended the aisle
between the benches, wondering why Renna went to so much effort to get himself
transferred here. "What
is this place?" the cabin boy asked, somewhat 630 DAVID ERIN CLORV SfAJOXJ 631 awestruck.
"Ain't no Life arena. No playin' field. Did they pray here?" Maia
shook her head, puzzled. "Maybe, with all this scripture on the walls . .
. though not all of these lines are holy text, I'm sure." "Then
what—?" "Hush
now, please. Let me think." The boy
lapsed into silence, while Maia's brow knotted in concentration. Renna
escaped from here. That's the key piece of data. We can assume the reavers
searched high and low for hidden doors and secret passages, so don't bother
duplicating that effort. Instead, try to follow Renna's reasoning. First,
how did he know to get himself moved here? He went to great lengths to manage
it. Although
Renna, like Maia, had been imprisoned in a sanctuary
before, nothing in that earlier experience could have
led him to anticipate a place like this. Maia herself would
have found it hard to credit, had she not already >
seen the nearby, separate defense catacomb. I've
got to figure this out, and quicker than it took him. The reavers will be
crazed when they find out what we've done. Another
pang increased her anxiety. With
every hand on war alert, they're sure to spot Brod when he tries coming down.
They'll drop him like a helpless wing-hare. Concentrating,
Maia tried to view this room with unbiased eyes, to see what Renna must have
seen. She spent a few minutes poking through the blankets and piled straw where
he must have made his bed, long since torn apart by others searching for clues.
Maia moved on, finding nothing else of interest until her gaze once more
stroked the chiseled epigrams, running the length and breadth of each side and
rear wall. Some she knew well, having learned them by heart during long,
tedious hours spent
in Lamatia Chapel, singing heavy paeans to Stratos Mother. ....
i©fin3 wHaT is HiDDen •under strange Which,
transforming into normal letters, translated to ... to find what is hidden . .
. under strange, lost stars Maia
grimaced at the thought. It was an appropriate-enough image, as she might not
live to ever again see stars. I wonder what time of day it is, she pondered
idly while turning, scanning the walls. Then she stopped, resting her gaze on
one anomalous patch. Despite her throbbing wounds, Maia hurried downstairs,
then edged past the raised semicircular center stage. Where lines of incised
symbols neared the unadorned forward wall, she had spotted what looked like
orderly arrangements of brown smudges. They weren't writing. To Maia's eye they
connoted something much more interesting. "What
does that look like to you?" she asked the cabin boy, pointing at a
cluster of stains, just below one of the arcane symbols in the liturgical
alphabet. The youth squinted, and Maia wished fervently that Brod were here,
instead. "Dunno,
ma'am. Looks like a feller tossed his food. Same guk we been gettin', I
reckon." "Look
closer," Maia urged. "Not tossed. Dabbed. See? Carefully painted dots
— a cluster of them, under one syllabary letter. And here's another
grouping." Maia counted. There were a total of eighteen little clusters of
spots, none of them alike. "See? No letter is repeated. Each symbol in i 632 DAVID BRIX1 CLORV S Ј A J 0 XI 633 the
alphabet has its own, unique associated cluster! Interesting?" "Uh
... if you say so, ma'am." Maia
shook her head. "I wonder how long it took him to figure it out." She
considered Renna's situation. Imprisoned for a second time on an alien world,
bored half to death, despairing and exhausted, he must have stared at the
riddle phrases till they blurred with the floating speckles underneath his
drooping eyelids. Only then might it have occurred to him to play out a game,
using the incised words as starting points. But first, they must be transformed
from written letters into— Sudden
shouts floated in from the hallway. Maia turned, and seconds later a man
appeared at the back of the arena, waving vigorously. "Three
o' the bitchies just strolled round the corner, right into our hands! The bad
news is, they yelled 'fore we could get 'em gagged. There's a ruckus brewin'
back at the stairs. Cap'n says there'll be trouble soon." Maia
acknowledged with a curt nod, and returned to contemplating the primitive
markings on the wall. Renna must have used them as a reference cipher, while
working in this room. But
working on what? He still had his electronic game board with him—which the
reavers would have seen as no more than a toy—so he could have experimented
with countless combinations of point-clusters and rules for manipulating them.
All right, picture him fiddling around j with the symbols in the room where he
and the prisoners were first kept. Let's assume that from the wall writing he
learned something. He learned that, somewhere else within the sanctuary, there
was a better place to be ... and he managed to wheedle himself into being taken
to that place. Okay,
then what? That
still left the question of modality. An intellectual game
was one thing. Moving through walls was another matter, entirely. Even the
red-metal puzzle door, looming adamantly before Maia and Brod back in the
sea-cave, had been an enigma with a clear purpose, a combination lock to open a
gate. Scanning this room, she saw nothing like a gate. No way to leave, other
than the one she had entered through. Nothing at all. "Agh!"
Maia cried, clenching her fists. Her left side and leg hurt and her head was
starting to ache. Yet, somehow she must retrace mental steps taken by a
technologically advanced alien, without even having access to the same tools he
had possessed. Groaning,
she sat down on one .of the benches in the first row, and laid her head in her
hands. Even when a savage boom of gunfire rattled the walls above, causing
ancient dust to float in soft hazes, she did not lift her tired, salty eyes. "I've
got it so Poulandres understands, I think. For the time being he'll shoot to
miss, one bullet at a time. That's kept 'em back so far. If it does come to a
charge, I. think he'll do what's needful." Leie
sat down next to Maia, about half a meter away. Her voice was hesitant, as if
she felt uncertain of her welcome. Twice Leie started to speak, and Maia felt
sure it would be about what had passed between them—about their long
separation, and regret over the cavalier way Leie had treated their bond. No
actual words emerged, yet the strangled effort alone conveyed enough to ease
some of the tension. In her heart, Maia knew it was as much apology as she was
likely to get. As much as she should demand. "So,"
Leie resumed in a strained voice. "What'11 it take to figure out what
happened here?" Maia
exhaled heavily, at a loss where to start. She
began by summarizing the cipher key Renna had 634 DAVID 8
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upon the wall, how each cluster of dots probably represented an array of living
figures on a Game of Life | board.
Or, more likely, a variant game, differing in its * . detailed ecology. Maia could perceive that each
configuration dabbed on the wall might be self-sustaining given the right rule
system, though it was hard to explain how she knew it. - . j While
she told Leie about this, they were interrupted twice more by loud
reports—single warning shots, fired to keep the reavers at bay. There were no
cries of full-scale attack, so neither of them moved. Leie's rapt attention
encouraged Maia to accelerate her story, rapidly skimming over the violence,
tedium, and danger of the last few months, but revealing her astonishing
discovery of a talent —one bearing on a strange, intellectual-artistic realm. "Lysos!"
Leie whispered when the essentials were out. "And I thought my time was
strange! After I heard you were ashore at Grange Head, and had a safe job in
Long Valley, I decided to stay awhile at sea with—" She stopped and shook
her head. "But that can wait. Go on. Does this Life stuff help us figure
how Renna got out of a sealed room with no exits?" Maia
shrugged. "I told you, it doesn't! Oh, the game i can carry data, like a
language transformed into another I kind of symbol system. Renna must've
translated something out of these phrases on the walls . . . maybe in context
of stuff he learned at the Great Library, in Caria. "But
even when you have information, and know how to read it, you still need a way
to act! To apply that data to the real world. To cause physical events to take
place." "Like
breaking out of jail." "Exactly.
Like breaking out of jail." Leie
stood up and stepped before the first row of benches, onto the semicircular
stage where lay a rectangular dais-podium made of polished stone. "After
he vanished, most of us took turns looking over this room," she said.
"Hoping to find secret panels and such. It wasn't that I was trying to be
helpful, not since they killed Captain Corsh and his men . . . and especially
after I thought you'd been blown up. . . ." Leie briefly closed her eyes,
memory of pain written on her face. "Mostly, I was searching for a way to
follow Renna, to make my own getaway. That's how I can tell you there aren't
any secret panels. At least none I could recognize. Still, I did notice a thing
or two." Maia's
dour mood kept her looking down at her hands. "What did you notice?"
she asked, sullenly unresponsive. "Get
your butt up here and see for yourself." Leie rejoined, with a hint of the
old sharpness. Maia frowned, then stood and hobbled closer. Leie waited beside
the broad dais, where she stooped and pointed at a row of tiny objects embedded
in the side of the giant stone block. Some of them looked like buttons. Others
were little metal-rimmed holes. "What
are they for?" Maia inquired. "I
was hoping you'd tell me. Each of us tried pushing them. The buttons click as
if they're supposed to do something, but nothing happens." "Maybe
they were for turning on lights. Too bad there's no power in the
sanctuary." For
lack of time, Maia hadn't given any details about the military catacombs that
she and Brod had explored, and which still hummed with titanic energies. Maia
assumed the two networks of artificial caves were completely severed, so that
hermits and treasure-hunters using this part would never stumble across the
hidden defense facility, just next door. "I
said nothing happens," Leie replied. "That doesn't mean there's no
power." Maia
stared at her sister. "What do you mean?" At that
moment, another gunshot pealed, echoing 636 DAVID BRIM down
the hallway to resonate within the chamber, setting Maia's teeth rattling. Both
girls waited in suspense, and sighed when no more shots followed. With the tip
of a finger, Leie pointed to a pair of tiny metal rings, about a centimeter
apart, set into the edge of the dais near the buttons. The rings surrounded
thin, deep holes. Maia pressed her finger against one, and looked up,
perplexed. "I don't feel anything." "Have
you got a piece of metal?" Leie asked. "Like a coinstick? A
half-credit will do." Maia
shook her head. Then she recalled. "Maybe I do have something." Her
right hand went to her left forearm and unstrapped the leather cover of her
portable sextant. Gingerly, she drew the tiny instrument from its padded case. "Where'd
you get that?" Leie commented, watching the brass engraving of a zep'lin
pop open. Maia shrugged. "It's complicated. Let's just say I found it
useful, on occasion." She
unfolded the sighting arms. One of them terminated in a pointed prong—normally
used as an indicator for reading numbers against a measuring wheel—that could
be rotated outward. It seemed narrow enough to use as a probe. "Good,"
Leie said. "Now, I don't claim to be the only one who had the idea,
inspecting for electricity. Others tried, and felt nothing. But 1 figured,
maybe the current was too low to detect by hand. Remember how we used to check
those pitiful, weak saline batteries Savant Mother Claire had us make, back in
silly-ass chem class? Well, I did the same thing here. When no one was looking,
I inserted a coinstick and touched the metal with my tongue." "Yes?"
Maia asked, growing more interested as she slipped the narrow prong into one of
the tiny holes. CLORV StAJOXI 637 "Yes
indeed! I swear you can taste a faint tickle of . . ." Leie's
voice trailed off as she stopped and stared. Maia, too, looked down in
astonishment at the little sextant.. Across
the center of its scratched, pitted face, a blank window had come alight,
perhaps for the first time in centuries. Tiny, imperfect letters, missing
corners and edges, flickered, then steadied into a constant glow. .... T©
fin3 wHat is Hiioen ... "Great
Mother of life!" The
exclamation made both girls look up from the transfixing sight. Still blinking
in surprise, Maia saw that Captain Poulandres and one of his officers stood in
the doorway at the top of the aisle, staring with dumfounded expressions. Maia's
initial thought was pragmatic. How are they able to see the sextant from all
that way up there? "I
. . ." Poulandres swallowed hard. ". . . came to tell you. The
pirates say they want to talk. They say . . ." He shook his head, unable
to concentrate on his urgent message. "By Lysos and the sea, how did you
two manage to do that!" It
dawned on Maia that the captain couldn't see the tiny letters glowing on the
sextant's face. He must be looking at something else. Something above and
behind her back. Together, as if pulled by the same string, she and Leie turned
around, and gasped in unison. There,
spread across the huge, formerly pale front wall of the hall, now lay an
immense grid of faint, microscopic lines, upon which danced myriad, multihued
particles, innumerable, smaller than specks. An orgiastic, 638 DAVID B R I XI colorful
spectacle of surging, flowing patterns panoplied in whirling currents, eddies,
teeming jungles of simulated structure and confusion . . . ersatz chaos and
order . . . death and life. Despite
all trials and experience, some aspects of character might be too deep ever to
change. Once more, it was Leie who recovered first to comment. "Uh,"
she said in a dry, hoarse voice, glancing sideways at Maia. "Eureka ... I
think . . . ?" The
effect was even more spectacular when, a while later, the pirates tried to
intimidate the escapees by cutting off the lights. Power no longer flowed to
the string of electric bulbs. By then, however, those of the Manitou crew not
on guard had already gathered in Renna's former cell, under the storm of
pigmented, convoluted shapes that slowly twisted across the "Life
Wall," as they called it. The men sat in huddled groups, or knelt below
the dancing display, spreading open their treasured reference books, riffling
pages by the soft, multispectral glow and arguing. Although they had confirmed
that the eighteen simple patterns were components of this particular pseudo-world,
not even the most expert player seemed able to make any more sense of the vista
of swirling shapes. "It's
magic," the chief cook concluded, in awe. "No,
not magic," the ship's doctor replied. "It's much more. It's
mathematics." "What's
the difference?" asked the young ensign Maia had met on the Manitou,
speaking with an upper-clan accent, trying to be blase. "They're both just
symbol systems. Hypnotizing you with abstractions." The
elderly physician shook his head. "No, boy, that's wrong. Like art an'
politics, magic consists of persuadin' others to see what you want 'em to see,
by makin' incantations and wavin' your arms around. It's always based on CLORV SEASON 639 claims
that the magician's force of will is stronger than nature." The
colors overhead laid lambent, churning reflections across the old man's pate as
he laughed aloud. "But nature doesn't give a fart about anybody's force of
will! Nature's too strong to coerce, an' too fair to play favorites. She's just
as cruel an' consistent to a clan mother as to the lowliest var. Her rules hold
for ever'body." He shook his head, sighing. "And She has a dear-heart
love of math." They
watched the awesome gyrating figures in silence. Finally, the young ensign
complained angrily. "But men aren't any good at math!" "So
we're told," the doctor answered in a heavy voice. "So we're
told." Overhearing
the conversation, Maia realized the crewmen would be of little help. Like her,
they were untrained in the high arts on which this wonder must be based. Their
beloved game was a fine thing, as far as it went. But the simple Life
simulations they played on ships and in modern sanctuaries were no more than an
arcana of accumulated tricks and intuition. It was like a bowl of water next to
the great sea now in front of them. She had
tried peering at individual dots, in order to decipher the position-by-position
rules of play. At first, she had thought she could make out a total of nine
colors, which responded four times as. powerfully to nearest neighbors as to
next-nearest, and so on. Then she looked more closely, and realized that every
dot consisted of a swarm of smaller specks, each interacting with those around
it, the combination blending at a distance to give the illusion of one solid
shade. "Maia."
It was Leie's voice, accompanied by a tap on her shoulder. She drew back and
turned as her twin gestured toward the back of the hall, where a messenger
could be seen hurriedly picking his way down the stair-aisle. It was a tricky
task in the shifting, ever-changing 640 DAVID B
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The cabin boy arrived short of breath. He had only three words for Maia. "They're
comin', ma'am." It
wasn't easy to tear herself away from the dazzling wall display. She felt sure
she'd be more useful here. But after several fits and starts, the reavers were
apparently sending their delegation, at last. Poulandres insisted Maia join him
to speak for the escapees. "Why
can't you do it yourself?" she had asked earlier, to which he replied
enigmatically. "No voyage lands without a captain. No cargo sells without
an owner. It is necessity." Poulandres
met her at the doorway. Slowly, allowing for her limp, they walked toward the
strategic corner. The shifting colors followed and Maia kept glancing backward,
as if drawn by a palpable force. It took effort to shake free of the
contemplative frame of mind. Their prospects for successful negotiation did not
look good, and she said as much to the officer. "Aye.
Neither side can charge the other without taking heavy losses. For now, it's a
stalemate, but with us stuck at the wrong end of a one-way hole. Given enough
time, they can flush us out several ways." "So
it's a death sentence. What is there to talk about?" "Enough,
lass. The pirates can tell something's happened down here. They won't rash us
till after trying persuasion." Maia
and the captain found the ship's navigator prone at the corner, nursing the
rifle, peering along its sights toward a faint glow that hinted the distant
flight of stairs. That much light remained so that the reavers could detect any
assault staged by the men. Otherwise, a surprise melee in the dark might cost
them their advantages of arms, numbers, and position. The impasse held, for
now. Two
faint blobs moved against that remote grayness. Even at maximum
dark-adaptation, it took Maia's eyes CLORV J Ј A J-- 0 641 time to
clearly discern twin female silhouettes, approaching at a steady walk. "Ready?"
Poulandres asked. Maia nodded reluctantly, and they set off together with the
navigator aiming carefully past them. Now that it was a matter of protecting
comrades, she felt certain the officer could overcome his queasiness, if
necessary. At the other end, markswomen were just as surely drawing bead past
their own emissaries. The
blurry forms took shape, resolving into arms, legs, heads, faces. Maia almost
stopped in her tracks when she recognized Baltha. The other delegate was the
assistant to the reaver leader, Togay. Maia swallowed and managed to keep
walking, half a pace to the captain's right. The two
groups stopped while still several meters apart. Baltha shook her head, a swish
of short, blonde hair. "So. What d'you curly-pecs think you're
accom-plishin'?" she asked. "Not
much," Poulandres replied in a lazy drawl. "Stayin' alive, mostly.
For a while." "For
a while's right. You're still here, so don't pretend you've found a secret way
out. What's your pleasure, Cap'n? Want to see your men die by fire? Or
water?" Maia
overcame her dry mouth. "I don't think you'll be using either right
away." "Stay
outta this, snip!" Baltha snarled. "No one asked you." Poulandres
replied in a low voice, icy calm. "Be polite to our adopted
factor-owner." Maia
fought her natural reaction, to swivel and stare at the man, who spoke as if
this were a negotiation over some contested cargo. Clearly, his feint was meant
to shake up the enemy. "This?"
Baltha asked, pointing at Maia, as incredulous as Poulandres might have wished.
"This unik summer trash? She's even lamer than her dead prissy-sis." 642 DAVID BRIM L
O R Y SEASON 643 "Baltha,
use your eyes," Maia said evenly. "I'm not quite dead. Anyway, where
does a shit-stealer like you get on, calling others names?" ".
. . Shit-stealer . . . ?" Strangling on the words, Baltha abruptly stopped
and stared. Moving involuntarily forward she breathed, "You?" Pleasure
overcame Maia's reticence. "Always a fast learner, Baltha.
Congratulations." "But
I saw you blown to—" "Shall
we get back to the subject at hand?" Poulandres interjected, with graceful
timing. "Each of our respective sides has certain needs that are urgent,
and others it can afford to give up. I, for instance, have a personal need to
see every last one of you bitchies put in chains, workin' like lugars on a
temple rehab farm. But I admit that's a lower priority than, say, gettin' out
of this mess with all my men alive." He grinned without humor. "Tell
me, what is it you people desire most, and what'll you give up to get it?" Baltha
continued staring at Maia. So it was the other ( woman who answered in a prim, Mechant Coast accent. "We
seek the Outsider. Less than his recovery is unacceptable. All else is
negotiable." i "Hm.
There would have to be assurances, of course." ' "Of
course." The Mechanter seemed used to bargaining. "Perhaps an
exchange of—" Baltha
visibly shook herself free of the quandaries implied by Maia's presence. The
big var interrupted acidly. "This is crazy. If they knew where the alien
was, they would of followed. I'm callin' your bluff, Cap'n. You got nothin' to
trade." The
sailor shrugged. "Take a look behind us. See the strange light? Even from
here, you can tell we've accomplished more than you did in almost two days of
searching." Baltha
glanced past their shoulders at the faint, shift- ing,
multihued glows reflecting off the distant wall. Frustration wrote across her
hard features. "Help us get him back, and we'll leave you livin', with the
Manitou, when we sail." Poulandres
sucked his lower lip. Then, to Maia's surprise, he nodded. "That'd be all
right ... if we thought we could trust you. I'll put it to the men. Meanwhile,
you'd help your case by turning the lights back on. We'll talk in a little
while about food and water. Is that all right with you for now, Maia?" The
heli it is! she thought. Still, she answered with a curt nod. Surely the
captain was only buying.time. Baltha
started to respond with a snarl, but the other woman cut her off. "We'll
talk it over among ourselves and send word in an hour." The two reavers
turned and departed, Baltha glancing poison over her shoulder as Poulandres and
Maia began their own walk back.. "Would
you really turn Renna in?" Maia asked the man, in a low voice. "You're
a varling. You know nothing about what it's like to have many lives depending on
you." Poulandres paused for several seconds. "I don't plan on making
such a devil's deal, if it can be avoided. But don't take it as a promise,
Maia. That's why you had to come on this palaver, so you'd know. Guard your own
interests. They mayn't always be the same as ours." Sailor's
honor, Maia thought. He's bound to warn me that he may have to turn on me,
later. It's a strange code. "You
know they can't afford to let you go," she said, pressing the point.
"You've seen too much. They can't let their personal identities be
known." "That,
too, depends," Poulandres said cryptically. "Right now, the important
thing is that we've won a little time." But
what happens when no time remains? When the reavers run out of patience?
"Fire or water," Baltha said. And if 644 DAVID B
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don't work—if they can't pry us out by themselves—I wouldn't put it past them
to send for help. Perhaps even calling their enemies. It
wasn't farfetched to imagine the gang striking a deal with their political
opposites, the Perkinites, in exchange for whatever it might take to tear this
rocky citadel apart. In the end, both extremes had more in common with each
other than either did with the middle. The
navigator's dark young features relaxed in relief when they rounded the corner,
and he put the weapon back on safety. Leie embraced Maia, and she felt her
shoulders relax a fierce tightness that had gone unnoticed till now. "Come
on," Maia told her twin. "Let's get back to work." But it
was hard concentrating at first, when Maia stood once more before the massive
stone dais, looking alternately at the little sextant and the vast,
ever-changing world-wall. Her task was to find a miracle, some way to follow
Renna out of here. Yet, Baltha's offer and Poulan-dres's disturbing answer
unnerved her. Suppose she did manage to solve the problem. Might that only doom
Renna, and in the end prove futile for them all? Soon,
the fascinating vista of ever-changing patterns overcame her resistance,
drawing her in. So much so that she hardly noticed when the string of faint
bulbs came on again at the back of the room, evidence that the reavers were at
least considering further discussion. It was
Leie who made the next breakthrough, when she discovered that the sextant could
be used to change the wall scene. Fiddling with the finely graded dials, which
Maia normally used to read the relative angles of stars, Leie turned one while
the little tool was attached to the data plug. At once the patterns shifted,
left and right! They moved up when she twisted the other wheel, disappearing
off the top edge of the display, while new forms crowded in from below. CLORV SfAJOX! 645 .
"Terrific!" Maia commented, trying for herself. This verified what
she had suspected, that the great wall-screen was only a window onto something
much vaster—a simulated realm extending far past the rectangular edges before
them. Its theoretical limits might stretch hundreds of figurative meters beyond
this room. Perhaps there were no limits at all. The eye
kept grasping for analogies amid the swirling patterns. One instant, they were
intertwining hairy fingers. The next, they collided ecstatically like frothy
waves breaking on a seashore. Rolling, convoluted configurations writhed
without hindrance across the borders of the display. By turning a little wheel
on the sextant, the humans might follow, but only in abstract, as observers.
Only the shapes themselves knew true liberty. They appeared to have no needs,
to fear no threats, to admit no physical bounds. The thought conveyed to Maia a
sense of untold freedom, which she envied. Did
Renna somehow change himself? She wondered. Did he know a secret way to join
the world in there, leaving this one of rock and flesh behind? It was a
fantastic notion. But who knew what powers the Phylum had developed during the
millennia since the Founders established a world of pastoral stability on
Stratos, turning away from the "madness" of a scientific age. On a
hunch, Maia tried pushing the buttons they had found earlier, near the little
holes in the massive podium. But they proved as useless as before. Perhaps they
really had once controlled something as mundane as the room lights. Then
Leie made another discovery. By bending one of the sextant's sighting arms,
another kind of simulated movement became possible. Of the men who had been
watching, transfixed, several moaned aloud in awe as the shared point of view
suddenly appeared to dive forward, 646 DAVID B
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0 R V 5 Ј A J 0 XI 647 plunging
past billowing foreground simulacra, plowing through objects as intangible as
clouds. Maia
felt it, too. A wave of vertigo, as if they were all falling together through
an infinite sky. Gasping momentarily, she had to turn her eyes away and found
that her hands were gripping the stone podium like vices. A glance at the
others showed she wasn't alone. The earlier breakthroughs had been stunning,
but not like this. Never had she heard of a Life-like simulation in three
dimensions! The rate of "fall" appeared to accelerate. Shapes that
had dominated the scene grew larger, revealing minutia of their convoluted
forms. The centermost structures ballooned outward, while those at the fringes
vanished over the edge. The
falling sensation was an illusion, of course, and with a little concentration,
Maia was able to make it evaporate in a sudden mental readjustment. Moving
"forward" seemed now to be an exercise in exploring detail. Any
object centered before them -was subject to expanding scrutiny, revealing
ever-finer structures within . . . and then finer still. There seemed no limit
to how minutely a formation could be parsed. "Stop
. . ." Maia worked hard to swallow. "Leie, stop. Go the other
way." Her
sister turned and grinned at her. "Isn't this great? I never imagined men
had such things! Did you say something?" "I
said, stop and back up!" "Don't
be afraid, Maia. As you explained to me, it's just simulated—" "I'm
not afraid! Just reverse the controls and back away. Do it now." Leie's
eyebrows raised. "As you say, Maia. Reversing course." She stopped
pushing and started pulling gently at the little metal arm. The appearance of a
forward plunge slowed, arrested, and began to withdraw. Now curling patterns
in the middle receded, diminishing toward a central vanishing point while more
and more bright, complex objects swarmed in from the periphery. The visceral
sensation was one of pulling away, of rising up, so that each passing second
meant they attained a larger, more godlike view. It was
a briefly glorious sensation, as Maia imagined it might be like to fly.
Moreover, she felt a sense of restored contact with Renna, if only by sharing
this thing he must also have delighted in. At the
same time, another part of her felt overwhelmed. Renna had explained that the
Game of Life was only among the simplest of a vast family of pattern-generating
systems, called cellular automata. When the big wall first came alight, Maia
had hoped the sailors and their books might help solve this vastly more complex
"ecosystem," despite none of them being savants. But if the men had
been as baffled as she by the former intricacy, this addition of a third
dimension shattered all hopes of easy analysis. In her
heart, Maia felt certain there were comprehensible rules. Something in the
patterns—their diverging yet oddly repetitious sweeps and curls—called this
intuition :o her. I could solve it, she was sure. If I had the computer-^cd
game board to work with, instead of this balky little sex- -int,
and as many hours as Renna had in here, alone. And vne of his knowledge of
math. Alas,
her list of deficits exceeded assets. In frustration, :ie pounded the table,
jiggering the little tool. "Hey!" Leie :iouted, and went on to
complain that it wasn't easy pilot-~.g gently enough to keep it all from
becoming a vast blur, ne sextant's wheels and arms were old, loose, in need of
mple mechanical repair. Someone had let the poor ma- -.ine
go straight to pot, Leie insinuated over her shoulder. It's a wonder it still
works at all, Maia thought. • At
first, she had been awed by the coincidence, that 648 DAVID ERIN CLORV SEASON! 649 her
old, secondhand navigation tool could be used in this way. But then, many older
instruments she had seen on shipboard featured diminutive blank windows. In
former times, it must have been customary to hook up to the Old Network
frequently . . . although Maia doubted spectacular wonder-walls were ever
common, even before the Great Defense. Or the Founding, for that matter. She
leaned forward. Something had changed. Till now, the new shapes swarming in
from the periphery had always appeared roughly similar to the smaller patterns
vanishing into the center. But now, fingers of blackness crowded from the
wings. The curling shapes seemed to roll up ever tighter, taking the form of
giant balls that streamed inward as discrete units, not cloudlike swirls.
Spheroids flew in from top and bottom, left and right, growing more compact,
more numerous, bouncing and scattering off one another while the front wall
grew blacker overall. The last
and largest swarm of balls coalesced into a new entity—a thick slab of
phosphorescence. The slice of shimmering color seemed to strum like a bowstring
as it crossed into sight from the lower right. As their point of view continued
its apparent climb, the slab shrank in dimension. More such membranes entered
the scene, linking to form a thrumming, vibrating, many-sided cell, like that
of a quivering honeycomb. More cells thronged into view, becoming a multitude,
then a foam, of iridescent color. Leie was
perspiring, tugging gently at the tiny sighting arm while Maia leaned forward
to see the foam scintillate, fade, and in an instant, vanish! The
wall was a terrible, empty blankness. "Uh!" Maia's twin grunted in
dismay, her features glistening by the faint light of the electric bulbs behind
them. "Did I break it?" "No."
Maia assured. "The wall was pale before. The machine's still on. Keep
going." "You're
sure? I can go back the other way." "Keep
going," Maia repeated, this time firmly. "Well,
I'll pull a little faster, then," Leie said. Before Maia could respond,
she yanked harder at the little arm. The blackness lasted another fraction of a
second, just long enough for an eyeblink swarm of pinpoint sparkles to flash.
Then, all at once, the colors were back! Again, the simulated point of view
fell backward, climbing imperiously as waves of convoluted rainbow brightness
crowded in from the borders. All of this happened in the moment it took Maia to
shout, "No! Stop!" Motion
ceased, save the slow, coiling dance of patterns and their constituent
particles, merging and separating like entities of smoke. "What?"
Leie inquired, turning to stare at her sister. "It's working again . .
." "It
never stopped working. Go back," Maia insisted, suppressing the impatient
urge to push her sister aside and do it herself. Leie's marginally better
coordination might make all the difference. "Go back to the black
part." Sighing,
Leie turned around and delicately pushed the tiny lever. Once more, there was
the sense of plunging forward, downward ... of getting smaller while everything
around them grew and loomed outward. The
blackness resumed in a blur, and was gone again, even faster than the first
time. They were already across it and amid the foamy, lambent honeycombs before
Leie could arrest the motion of her hand. "It's not easy, dammit!"
Maia's sister complained. "The levers move jerkily. I wouldn't ever let a
machine get in such disrepair." Maia
almost retorted that Leie never had to carry a tiny device on horseback,
trains, ships, while drowning, crashing, climbing cliffs, and fighting for her
life. . . . But she let it go while Leie bent over the tool, trying to pull the
balky arm in microscopic units. As before, the cell structures became foam and
then vanished into blackness. 650 DAVID B
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that was unrelieved, save for an occasional, sudden blur that crossed the scene
too quickly to follow. "Do
you . . . mind tellin' me . . ." Leie grunted. ". . . what it is
we're looking for?" "Just
keep going," Maia urged. All around her, she sensed the confusion of the
men. Put off by the disappearance of the transfixing patterns, but awed by her
intensity, they crowded forward, staring at the blank wall as if peering
through dense fog for some miracle light of harbor. Their company was welcome,
especially when one of them cried out "Stop!" before she could form
words. This
time, Leie reacted quickly. The brush of illumination the man had noticed still
lay in the upper left corner. At first glance, it was almost pure white,
although there were pale dustings of blue and reddish yellow. Leie moved over
to the finely knurled measuring wheels, which controlled lateral motion.
Nudging them gently, she coaxed the object into view. It was
a bright, pinwheel shape. A "cyclone," one sailor identified. A
hurricane, or whirlpool, suggested others. . But
Maia knew better. Old Bennet would have identified its species on sight. Renna
would perceive a friend and signpost. She
stared in wonder at the majesty that spread across the forward wall, a galactic
wheel, its spiral splendor filled with shining stars. ...
Todm otMEJTs Pi® coUHs (oHim Captain
Poulandres sent word for her to come. There was to be another parley with the
foe. Maia's curt message of reply, carried by the hesitant cabin boy, suggested
irritably that the captain choose someone else. "I
need time!" she snapped over her shoulder, when Poulandres came in person.
"I was just there for show, last time. All I ask is that you buy us more
time!" Maia
barely heard his muttered promise to try, "And send your navigator down
here, will you?" she added, calling after him. "We can use help from
a professional!" Relieved
from guard duty with the rifle, the young, dark-complexioned officer arrived as
Leie and Maia managed to pull back from the spiral nebula, revealing its
membership in a cluster of gauzy galaxies. And that cluster proved to be but
one glittering ripple in a sinuous arch that lay draped across the void,
shimmering like a cosmic aurora. The navigator exclaimed upon seeing the
wondrous display. Maia
agreed it was a sight, but what did it mean? Was this a clue to whatever path
Renna had taken? She had to assume so, since nothing else in the vast
game-simulation seemed to make the slightest sense. Were they supposed to 654 DAVID B R I XI CLORV J Ј A J 0 XI 655 find a
particular destination amid this macrocosm, and "go" there? Or were
the whirlpool entities meant to be guideposts in another sense? Problems
barred progress at many levels. Nudging the controls was like trying to pilot a
coal barge through a narrow, twisty channel, a trial of fits and starts and
over-compensations. Inertia and mechanical backlash kept jerking the image too
large in scale, then too small. Moreover, Maia soon realized that nobody, not
even the navigator, had any idea where in the sky they "were." "We,
don't use galaxies to chart our way at sea," he started to explain.
"They're too fuzzy and you need a telescope. Now, if you could show me
stars .. . ." Unable
to keep her frustration from spilling out, Maia muttered, "You want stars?
I'll show you smuggy stars!" She took the controls and with a yank caused
the point of view to dive straight toward one of the galactic wheels. It
ballooned outward at frightful speed, causing some of the onlookers behind them
to moan. Suddenly, the wall was filled with sharp, individual pinpoints,
spreading out to fill the artificial sky with constellations. But
what constellations? Among the patterns sifted by her mind, no familiar friends
leaped forth. No well-known markers flashed out longitude, latitude, and season
to a practiced eye. "Oh,"
the navigator murmured slowly. "I get it. They'd be different, dependin'
on ... which way we looked, an' from where . . ." He paused, struggling with
new notions implied by the wall. "It's prob'ly not even our galaxy, is
it?" "Great
insight!" Leie snorted, while Maia's own irritable mood shifted toward
sympathy. These concepts were probably difficult for a man rooted in
traditional arts. "We don't know that any of these galaxies is ours,"
she commented. "They may all be just artificial models, arising out of a
complicated game, having nothing to do with the real universe.
We better hope not, if my idea's to mean anything. Back up again, Leie. We've
.got to try finding something familiar." As the
island starscape receded to take its place once more among the others, Maia
knew the search might prove impossible. The only intergalactic object she had
much hope of recognizing was Andromeda, nearest neighbor to the Milky Way. What
were the odds against catching sight of that particular spiral, from just the
right angle, however long they searched? AH of
this assumes my hunch is right. • • that maneuvering around inside this fancy
pretend reality has something to do with how Renna escaped. If so,
it would have been much easier for him. The Visitor might have programmed his
game board to search for traits specific to the Milky Way. A shape to the
spiral arms, or perhaps even a color profile. Once specified, the machine would
do the rest. Whereas
I don't have a game board. Nor his knowledge. Nor the slightest idea how any of
this relates to escaping from pirates. "You
move around by twiddling that little se'xter?" asked the navigator as he
bent over to watch Leie delicately prod the tiny, recalcitrant controls.
"Does it have to be this one?" "I
don't think so. There's nothing special about it, except that it has a data
tap." "Lots
of old ones do. If only I'd known, I mighta sweet-talked a reaver into fetchin'
mine from Manitou. It's bigger, and in a whole lot better shape." Maia
grimaced. Everyone seemed to think she was negligent of her tools. "What's
it say here in the data window?" He went on. "Some sort o'
coordinates?" "Nah,"
Leie replied without turning. "Puzzle phrases, mostly. Temple stuff.
Riddle o' Lysos." All of her attention 656 DAVID 8 R I XI was
devoted to nudging the controls, while Maia carefully watched the sweep of
galactic clusters, flowing from left to right across the wall, seeking anything
familiar. Absently, Maia corrected her sister. "That's what they appear to
be. Actually, I think they're commands. Starting conditions for whatever game
is being played here." "Hm,"
the navigator commented. "Could fool me. I'd have sworn they were
coordinates." Maia
turned and looked at him. "What?" His
chin rested on the podium top, next to the tiny display, almost brushing Leie's
wrist. He pointed to the row of minuscule red letters. "Never saw anything
like this written in a temple. The numbers keep changing as she touches the
controls. Seems more like—" "Let
me see." Maia tried to squeeze in. "Hey!" Leie complained.
Politely, the young man withdrew so Maia could see four groups of symbols,
glowing across the little array. ACQ0 41E+18
-35E+14 69E+15 Apart
from the first enigmatic grouping, the other three clusters of numbers quivered
in a constant state of flux. As Maia watched, the "41" became
"42," then briefly "41" again, before jittering further
down to "40." Maia glanced at Leie. "Are you moving
anything?" "No,
I swear." Leie showed both hands. "Well,
go ahead," Maia said. "Push something, slowly." Leie
bent to grasp one of the measuring wheels between two fingers. At once the
second grouping began to blur. "Stop!" Maia cried. The numbers
stuttered, then settled to tiny excursions around the value 12E+18. "Again.
Keep going that way." Maia
stood up, watching the screen as Leie resumed. Galaxies scrolled from left to
right at an accelerating pace. CLORV 657 Only
one of the number groups in the tiny window seemed affected.. The "E"
shone steady, but Maia watched the "+8" turn into "+7" . .
. and eventually "+6." "You're
right," she told the navigator. "They are coordinates. I wonder why
they replaced what was written there before." She turned the other way.
"Leie, let's try taking down to zero—" Her
words were cut off by shock waves that reverberated through the chamber.
Echoing booms spread out from the entrance. This time, it was no single,
warning shot, but a rapid series of loud reports, followed by clamoring voices.
The men who had been watching from the benches leaped up, scrambling toward the
door, rushing to aid their comrades on duty in the corridor. The navigator
dithered only a second before making the same choice and joining the pell-mell
dash. Leie
looked at Maia. "I'll go." Maia
shook her head. "No, I must. If they get past us, though ..." . "I'll
smash the sextant." Leie promised. "Meanwhile,
make all the numbers small as you can!" Maia shouted back as she followed
the men, limping. Her knee had swollen and was hurting more than ever. Behind
her, the model universe resumed its blurry race across the wall. Sailors
jammed into a tight mob near-the hallway's right-angle turn. All gunfire had
ceased by the time she arrived, and the jabber of milling males evoked
consternation and fear, not impending combat. Maia had to nudge and elbow her
way through an aromatic throng of men. When she reached the front of the crowd,
she gasped. The ship's doctor knelt beside, the prostrate form of the
Mani-tou's first officer, stanching a flow of blood from a jagged wound. A
knife, dripping crimson ichor, lay on the ground nearby. Of Captain Poulandres,
there was no sign. "What
happened?" she asked the ensign she had spo- 658 DAVID B
R I X! ken to
earlier. The youth seemed distressed, his face as white as the wounded man's. "It
was a trap, ma'am. Or maybe the reavers just got mad. We heard lots o' yelling.
The cap'n tried to keep 'em calm, but we could tell they were accusin' him of
something. One of 'em pulled a knife while the other kicked the cap'n, real
bad." He winced in recollection. "They dragged him off while guns
shot at us from that end, keepin' us pinned down." Damn,
Maia thought, quashing her natural impulse toward sympathy for poor Poulandres.
She had been counting on him to buy time, not provoke open warfare! Now what
remained, but to prepare for Baltha's threatened assault? The
first officer was mumbling to the doctor. Maia crouched lower to hear. "...
said we must've helped the rads. . . .Cap'n tried askin' how? How an' why'd we
help a buncha unniks do in our own ship? But they wouldn't listen . . ." Maia
rode out a lancing shock to her wounded left knee as she dropped to the ground
beside the officer. "What did you say? Do you mean the Manitou is—" "Gone.
. . ." The sailor sighed.". . . didn't say how. Just took th' cap'n,
and ..." His eyes rolled up in their sockets as he swooned. A
moment's stunned silence followed, then arguing broke out among the men, many
of them shaking their heads with the hopeless passivity of despair. "Don't
see any other choice. We've got to surrender!" "Cap'n
blew it with somethin' he said. We should send 'nother embassy ..." "They'll
come an' cut us to bits!" Somebody
helped Maia stand. Suddenly, it seemed that everyone was looking at her. Just
because I broke you halfway out of jail—and got you all into even worse
trouble—that doesn't make me a leader, C L o R
v f Ј A J o 659 she
thought caustically, seeing incipient panic in their dilated eyes. Robbed of
their top officers, they fell back on old habits of childhood, looking for a
woman authority figure. The time of year didn't help. "Wissy as a winter
man;" went one expression. Still, Maia knew that seasons alone weren't
decisive. The crew might stand a chance, if someone got them busy, building
momentum based on action. She saw an older bosun standing next to the corner,
holding the automatic rifle. "Can you handle that thing?" she asked. The
gruff sailor nodded grimly. "Yes, ma'am. I figure. Just half o' the
bullets left, but I can wait an' make 'em count." . . That
fierce statement helped change the mood a bit. Other males murmured tentative
agreement. Maia poked her head around the corner and peered down the gloomy
corridor. "There's plenty of old trash and debris in nearby rooms. The
quickest of you could dash from one to another, too fast for them to draw a
bead in the dark, and toss stuff into the main hall. If not-a barricade, the
junk might at least slow down a charge." The
ensign nodded. "We'll look for planks and stones . . . things to use as
weapons." "Good."
Maia turned to the doctor. "What can we do, in case they use smoke?" The old
man shrugged. "Tear pieces of doth, I guess. Dampen them with—" A sharp
cry interrupted from behind them. It was Leie's voice, resonating even out
here. "Maia!
Come back and see this!" Torn by
conflicting duties, Maia bit her lip. If the men fell apart now, there'd be
surrender or worse just as soon as the reavers chose to push. On the other
hand, even tenacious resistance wouldn't do much good in the long run, unless
an overall solution was found. All hope for that lay at the end of the hall. 660 DAVID B
R I XI "As
senior officer, I should stay," the navigator told her, and Maia knew he
was right, by normal standards. These weren't normal circumstances. "Please,"
she urged. "We need you below." She turned to the young ensign.
"Can your guild and shipmates rely on you?" The
young man was but a year older than Maia. Now, though, he stood up straighter,
and squared his shoulders. "They can," he answered, and seemed as
relieved as Maia to hear the words. "Count on it!" he finished with
determination, and swiveled to face the men, snapping orders to implement Maia's
suggestions. "All
right," the navigator said, reassured. "But let's hurry." When
they turned to start down the hall, Maia almost fell as her left leg threatened
to give out. The young officer took her weight on one arm, and helped her limp
back toward the chamber containing the miracle wall. Behind them, sounds of
brisk, organized activity replaced what had verged, only moments before, on
outright panic. During the brief walk, Maia fretted. Something's happened to
the Manitou. Something that made the reavers throw out their promise to
Poulandres. Had the
first officer mentioned it having to do with the rads?-Did Thalia and the other
prisoners break out? The possibility gladdened Maia, but in a dry and hopeless
way, for anything that made the pirates upstairs more desperate only provoked
more dire threat down here. Maia
suppressed her worries as she let the navigator help her toward glimpses of
starlight. For a moment, it made a fine illusion. As ij the screen were just a
great big opening in the wall, she wished. Leading straight into a winter
night. On
arriving at the doorway, she and her companion cried out at the same time, in
joyful recognition. Before them, splayed across a twinkling firmament like a
great CLORYJЈAJOXi 661 blot,
lay the multitendriled nebulosity known as the Claw. It grew smaller,
incrementally, until familiar patterns of stars crowded in along each side. "Took
you long enough!" Leie chided as they approached. "Look, I just can't
get it any closer than this." Maia
glanced at the tiny window and saw that the display was greatly changed. The
numbers to the right of each letter "E" were much closer to zero. ACQ0 -94E-1 13E+0 - 69E+1 "It
is a coordinate system!" the navigator cried. "And it's got to be
centered on Stratos. Can't you get them any smaller?" Leie
snapped, "If you're so smart, you try it!" "Good
idea, Leie." Maia nodded. "He's worked with tools like this all his
life. Go ahead," she told the young man, who frowned uncertainly as he
took over Leie's position. Maia's sister stretched, trying to stand up
straight. "Careful, vril," she said. "It's touchy as a—" She
yelped as the scene shifted abruptly. The simulated image of the dark nebula
swarmed forward, engulfed the scene in blackness, and then swept aside in a
blur that made both twins briefly dizzy. The numbers on the display increased.
Leie laughed derisively, as the young man grimaced. "It's a little
balky," he commented. Then he bent closer, concentrating. "I always
find I can prevent the wheels jerkin' if I twist a little while I turn. Cuts
down on the backlash." Numbers
stopped growing and reversed. The constellations, which had started to warp
from altered perspective, gradually resumed forms Maia knew. The Claw nebula
passed again, taking up its familiar position. Then,
from the left, an object entered the view so huge and radiant the whole room
lit up. "It's our sun!" the navigator called. A moment later, he
gasped as another, 662 DAVID 8 R I XI smaller
entity merged from the right. Its sharp, biting hue of blue-tinged white
stabbed Maia's eyes, triggering a tingle that flowed straight down her spine.
The effect was doubtless minor next to what it did to the young lieutenant. He
staggered, shading his eyes with one hand, and softly moaned. "Wengel
Star!" The
light spread past them, through the open door and into the hall. There was no
uproar, so perhaps no one consciously noticed. Still, Maia wondered if remnant
traces of wintry male indecision washed away under that shine, to be replaced
by a hormonal certitude of summer. Conceivably, the stream would energize the
men for what was to come. Maia
watched the sextant's diminutive display whirl rapidly as the navigator moved
back and forth among the three controls. ACQ® -
42E-0 17E-0 -
12E-0 "We're
gettin' close to the limit of what I can manage," he grunted,
concentrating on the glowing digits. Suddenly, the sextant emitted an
unexpected sound, an audible click. The tiny numbers froze in place and the
window winked. ACQ® 10E-0 10E-0 10E-0 The
midget number display went blank for an instant. When it lit again, the old
symbols were replaced by a new set. . - • P(ZR® -
1103.095 SIDEREAL. "What
does it mean—?" Leie began, only to be cut off as the navigator shouted.
"Hey! Something's changed in the controls, too!" "What
do you mean?" CLORV SEASON! 663 "I
mean the response is different. 1 touch 'em, and the stars barely budge now.
Watch." He pushed one of the knurled wheels, and the constellations moved,
but only slightly. A minute earlier, such a turn would have sent them feeling
across the galaxy. Maia looked down at the sextant screen, and saw that the new
reading was utterly unchanged. Realization came in a flash. "I
get it!" she cried. "It's a test!" "A
what?" Maia
spread her arms. "A test. You have to pass each phase to get to the next.
First we had to figure out how to turn the machine on. Then how to find a model
universe inside the huge Life game. Next step was to find our own solar system.
Now we must figure out how to maneuver within the system." She didn't add
that these were all skills currently rare on Stratos. At any point they might
run into a barrier beyond their meager abilities. The
navigator was breathing hard, despite the hand he kept upraised to block the
cutting light of Wengel Star. "Well ... in that case," he said.
"The next stage oughta be easy. We both know these stars. It's Farsun time
right now. Midwinter. So Wengel's on the opposite side of the sun from where we
want to be." He started to bend over the sextant again. "Let
me," Maia said, realizing the light had him distracted. He stepped back to
give her access to the controls. Maia took her little astronomical tool in hand
and made a few tentative turns. The sun's tiny blue-white companion slipped
aside, vanishing over the screen boundary. The young man breathed a ragged
sigh, half regretful, half relieved. They
commenced a steep dive straight toward the larger, familiar fireball, which
loomed outward in a rush, its reddish surface growing in both apparent size and
mottled minutia with each passing second. A thrill coursed Maia's body as a
sense of swooping motion overcame her. 664 DAVID B
R I Kl CLORV SEASON 665 Imagined
heat flushed her cheek as the sun blazed by to the right, seemingly close
enough to reach out and touch. Leie gasped. In an
instant it was gone, vanished "behind" them. At nearest passage, Maia
had noticed that the level of detail seemed washed out, as if the simulation
was never meant to represent every flicker in the star's chromosphere. That fit
with her best guess, that the universe within the wall computer wasn't a
perfect copy of reality. Close
enough, though. As if suddenly unleashed, constellations burst forth across the
simulated heavens. Hello, friends, Maia greeted them. While seeking the known
patterns of winter, she kept watch for the blue glitter of a planet, her
homeworld. Soon all star positions were proper. She slowed, circled, and
performed a spiral sweep. But however she hunted, no blue marble swam into
view. "I don't get it. Stratos should be somewhere about here." They
stared together at the empty patch of sky. Maia dimly heard a messenger come
and mutter to Leie that the tense status quo was holding in the hallway, but
signs of bustling activity at the far end were making the men nervous and
worried. Clearly, something was going to happen, soon. Meanwhile
Maia struggled with frustration and pride. Once upon a time, at least some folk
on her world had felt comfortable enough with spaceflight to simulate it, use
it in games and tests. Probably, now and then, they even ventured out—at least
in order to remain able. It meant that Lysos never insisted that her heirs stay
forever grounded. That must have been a later innovation. The
navigator, too, seemed puzzled, thwarted. Then, suddenly, he pointed.
"There! A planet!" He frowned. "But thatls not Stratos. It's
Demeter." Maia
saw he was correct. The gas giant was a familiar sight, dominant member of the
planetary system. "It's De- 1 meter,
all right. Sitting smack dab in the middle of the Fishtail. Oh, Lysos,"
she groaned. "What's
wrong?" Leie asked. "Can't you use Demeter to fine-tune—" "It's
in the wrong part of the sky!" Maia cut in. "As of a few days ago,
Demeter was in the Trident. That must mean—" "Time,"
the navigator agreed, looking at Maia. "We're displaced in time." His
eyes widened, apparently sharing Maia's thought. They almost knocked heads
bending to look again at the sextant's little display. "Sidereal? That's a
word used by astronomers, isn't it?" "Yeah,"
Maia replied. "It has to do with measuring time by the stars. Then the
number must be—" "A
coordinate," he finished. "A date? But it's a negative number." "The
past, then. With a date set in decimals, instead of years and months. Let's say
it's based on the same calendar. There's only a small fraction after the
decimal, which implies—" "—that
the date's just after New Year, with the sun at the vernal equinox." "So
we're a quarter of an orbit and ninety degrees off! We should be looking for a
springtime sky!" This
time the man took the controls, while Maia guided him. They were getting the
hang of it, and things sped quickly. "Steady . . . steady . . . Port ten
degrees . . . down five . . ." Stars and planets swept by, until Leie
cried out in joy. The sun and Wengel Star were gone from sight, but their
combined light was seen once more, reflecting off a blue-, brown-, white-, and
green-lued globe that swelled rapidly into view, its continents and seas
punctuated by polar caps and gauzy films of stratospheric clouds. A retinue of
silvery moons swept past AS the scene drove steadily toward the great azure
ball. This
must be what Renna saw, when he approached in his 666 DAVID BRIM CLORV S6AJOM 667 starship,
Maia realized. Envy had never flowed so strongly within her veins. I never
imagined it so beautiful. My homeworld. For the
soul, it was a feast that satisfied hungers more yearning than the one in her
belly. Despite the preachings of orthodox and heretic temples alike, the
maternal deity, Stratos Mother, was but a lovely abstraction in comparison.
How, Maia wondered, could anyone know or appreciate a world without looking on
its face? One didn't ask such absurdity of human lovers. How could
we ever have abandoned this? Maia marveled, recognizing features from globes
and atlases, minus all the lines and labels that made human presence seem so
urgent. In fact, the vast reaches of mountain and forest and desert seemed
barely touched. The view was an instant cure for vain conceit. The
approach slowed as a subjective transition took place. Formerly, they had
seemed to move horizontally, heading toward the planet. Now, with ocean and
islands covering the entire scene, all sensation of motion abruptly turned
vertical. They were falling. The
outline of Landing Continent enlarged, sweeping to the left. The Mechant Coast
gleamed. Maia briefly caught sight of checkerboard farmlands and silver rivers
arched by spidery bridges, before the landmass fled at an angle and southern
seas filled the scene, scintillating with profuse sunlight reflections, brushed
by phalanxes of heavy clouds. To the southeast loomed a chain of narrow,
pinpoint peaks which, from a distance, were detectable more by how great currents
split into a thousand ruffled streamers in their wake. The combed sea changed
color downstream from those jutting spires. Maia
recognized the outline of this very archipelago— the Dragons' Teeth—from the
chart she and Brod had used to sail from Grimke Isle. "How
can you control the approach so fine?" Leie asked
the navigator. In reply, he stepped back from the dais, raising his hands.
"I felt another click, a few seconds ago. Since then, it's not been me at
all. Maybe we set off a homing program, or something." Maia
sought Grimke, at the northern tip of the island chain. That monolith, where
she and Naroin and others had been interned, fought, and escaped, showed no
sign of a crater. No blasted, glazed hole in its center. Rather, she briefly
glimpsed buildings, shimmering in a morning glow just before the isle fell off
the upper border of the screen. In the center, meanwhile, a great cluster of
connected stony towers loomed toward them. Jellicoe. And
yet, not Jellicoe. Not the Jellicoe of today. What surged larger with each
passing second was a thing of unmarred beauty. A hollow star-shaped glory of
both nature and artifice. Every spire was adorned with edifices of polished
stone or the metallic glitter of sleek, tethered airships. Within the lagoon,
she counted three great cruisers, with sails not of dingy canvas but some
black, filmy material that seemed to drink in sunlight, reflecting none. All
three watchers quailed as one of Jellicoe's easternmost teeth plunged toward
them. There was a breathtaking rash of rock and vegetation, and instantly the
scene was enveloped in a blurry stream of dark stone, flowing past like rushing
fluid. "Ack!" Leie commented. No one exhaled. This is some damn
simulation, Maia thought numbly. Someone
shouted terse words that were tense and excited, from the back of the room. But
she had only regard for the swarming motion, decelerating in front of them. Light
returned and motion ceased with an abruptness that caused them all to stagger.
The youths found themselves staring, as if through a window, into a room that
was a clone to this one. A younger, better-attired clone. Reddish-colored
cushions graced the benches, and the 668 DAVID 8 R I HI CLORV S Ј A S 0 XI 669 walls
were uncracked, polished to a glistening sheen and rimmed with cheery banners. "Long
ago," Maia said. "It's showing what this place was like, a long time
ago." She coughed behind her fist, and leaned over the sextant. ; PCZR0 -
1103.095 SIDEREAL. "The
fourth coordinate." The navigator cleared his throat. "Time must be
the-next step." Leie
spoke hastily. "If we could move forward to the present, would it be
possible to see what's going on outside, right now?" "Might
it show what happens in the future!" the man added, in a hushed tone. Maia's
thoughts whirled. Leie's question implied a machine that kept records, and was
still monitoring events, as they spoke. To tap such real-time inputs would be a
huge asset, in their present straits. Yet she doubted it was like that. What
about all those galaxies and such? She couldn't imagine a machine capable of
monitoring the universe, constantly, over thousands of years. The
navigator's idea was even wilder. Yet, in a weird way it made more sense. Maia
still believed this was all a simulation, a vast, godlike cousin to the Game of
Life. If so —if the facsimile took into account every variable—might it be able
to project likely events, into the future? The implications were staggering,
affecting everything from their present predicament to the temple's teachings
about free will. "Let's
try to do something about that fourth coordinate," Maia suggested, rubbing
her scratchy eyes. The
young navigator coughed twice and bent over. "We've already been usin' all
the obvious movin' parts." Gently, delicately, he touched pieces of the
sextant, until his hand stroked the eyepiece, where one normally looked to
sight horizon and stars. The image ahead of them jiggered slightly, and the
number in the little indicator screen shifted just a little. "Of course,"
he said, with another cough. "It's the depth-of-focus adjustment. Give me
room, please/' Maia
stepped back. Her eyes itched and she sniffed a smoky smell. Abruptly, at the
exact same moment, she and Leie sneezed. They looked at each other, and for the
first time in several minutes surveyed the room. The air had changed
noticeably. There was a sooty, hazy quality. Shouts
came from the back. Maia turned to see the cabin boy hurry downstairs, calling
and waving. Around his nose, he wore a torn strip of cloth. "Ensign
an' doctor want t'know . . . you havin' any luck?" "That
depends," Maia replied. "We're getting some exciting philosophical
insights, but not many practical applications." The boy
looked puzzled by her reply, and anxious. "We're gettin' smoke, ma'am. Doc
says it'll take a while, since we're below the pirates, but the good air's
gonna get sucked out, in time. They may attack before that, when it gets hard
to see." Maia
had figured as much, from the evidence stinging her nose and lungs. This time
she spoke earnestly. "Please tell the doctor and the ensign ..." She
turned to point at the forward wall—and instantly forgot what she had been
about to say. The
image of the room's past was changing moment by moment. What had looked like an
elegant, well-appointed lecture hall began deteriorating rapidly. First the
banners and cushions vanished. Then, in a single, abrupt instant, cracks
propagated across the walls. The artificial light, which had bathed the chamber
until now, went out, .eaving the depicted room visible only by a strange,
luminous glow, apparently given off by the rocks themselves. 670 DAVID BRIM L
0 R V S Ђ A S 0 XI 671 In the
speeded time frame, dust could be seen settling and spreading in thin,
advancing ripples, like wavelets washing ashore. Then even the dust froze in
place. "That's
it," the man said, standing up. On the sextant dial, the number read, PCR© +0000.761 SIDEREAL. There
was another .click. The display went blank for two seconds, and relit. ....
i®fina what is HiDDen ... Maia
exhaled a tense breath. She had half expected, when the simulation caught up to
its "present," to come face to face with images of themselves,
staring back as if from a mirror. But the room ahead of them lay dark and empty.
"It won't go any farther forward, in case you're wondering," the
navigator said, with a note of disappointment. Leie
coughed. "This is all very interesting. But how's it helping us get out of
here?" Maia's
lips pressed together. "I'm thinking!" She
glanced back and saw that the messenger boy had .departed. The haze, which had
already lessened visibility, caused things to get even worse when scratchiness
in her eyes triggered the nictitating inner lids. From the hallway, she
overheard harsh coughs and frantic mutterings. Are
they planning to charge out of here? It may come to that, if the reavers are
willing to wait us out. But if
the smoke and heat were bad here, they would be worse upstairs, and the
pirates' wood supply was limited. So this might be just the prelude to an
attack. Maia
shook her head, trying to break out of a desolate spiral. She reached for
ideas, and found none. The picture wall lay static before them, showing—if not
today's desolation—then what might have been the scene when the simulation was
last updated. We
could find out when that was, by using the other controls to go outside and
check the stars ... or, better yet, zoom over to the nearest town and read the
date on a newspaper! Providing the simulation parses that finely. Such
thoughts were a sign of oxygen deprivation, she felt sure. Maia coughed,
lowering her head. At least Renna ought to be all right, wherever he's gone to.
Stronger still, her never-absent concern over Brod caused her to pray briefly
to the Mother of All, and also to the God of Justice honored by men. Let Brod
get out of this. Please let him live. "I
guess . . ." Leie wheezed behind a closed fist, "we oughta go join
the boys. Help get ready ... for what's next." The air
was going bad faster than Maia had expected. Visibility dropped rapidly, and
breathing caused an ache in her chest. "I guess you're right," she
agreed between coughs. Still, she was reluctant to leave. I can't help feeling
we're close. So damn dose! Leie
held out her hand. With a grim smile, Maia turned and made a step forward to
take it. When her weight came down on her left knee, however, it gave way and
she fell, striking the hard stone floor beside the podium. The impact sent
bolts of pain up her arms. Leie's hands were on her, solicitous, helping, and
Maia knew a kind of gladness. At the end, they would be reconciled. She looked
up to meet her sister's eyes, and felt refreshed by a wash of poignant love. Refreshed?
Her body bathed in a rush of welcome coolness. It wasn't psychological, she
realized, but a strong physical sensation. "Do you feel that?" she
asked her twin. After a moment's puzzlement, Leie nodded. "Feel
what?" the navigator said, squatting anxiously beside them. "Come on!
They're calling muster for—" "Quiet!"
Leie hissed. "Where's it coming from?" She began crawling, casting
left and right, searching for the source of the soft breeze. "It's over
here!" 672 DAVID B
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by the man, Maia followed on eager instinct, for by now there was no other
supply of good air. It seemed to come from a crack where the many-ton podium
met the semicircular platform. A thin breeze emanated from that narrow passage,
though it would never have been detected except under present circumstances. Overhead,
smoke billowed. The plumes shook visibly as several rocking explosions
concussed the air. The men in the hall were,firing, either to repel attack or
in preparation for one of their own. "Go!" Maia urged the navigator.
"Make them hold on awhile longer!" Without
another word, he was on his feet and gone. "Help me up," Maia told
her sister, although leaving the fresh airstream was like tearing away from
life itself. Coughing, they both managed to reach the sextant. "Aim
downward!" Maia gasped as Leie seized one of the measurement wheels. It
was increasingly difficult to see the image of the dim room, portrayed on the
magic wall. It jiggled at Leie's touch, then took a jerk upward. There was a
glimpse of naked rock, some dark emptiness, a quick blaze of color, and then
dark rock again. "Don't
say it!" Leie snapped, bending over to focus on one thumb and forefinger,
despite her body's quivering. Maia marveled at her twin's concentrated
intensity. In her own case, it was all she could do to keep from folding over
and vomiting. The
picture wall jittered, shifting in fits and starts. Must break the sextant, if
reavers get through, Maia reminded herself. Mustn't let 'em see the simulation
... or know that the wall can come awake. More
shattering booms echoed, and there were loud cries. Had battle been joined? If
so, the scene outside was appallingly sinful even to imagine . . . men against
women ... a Perkinite propagandist's dream come true. In fact, sex had almost
nothing to do with the issues in question—crime versus law, ambition against
honor. Gen- CLORV SEASON 673 der was
incidental, but legend would say otherwise, when and if word ever spread. The
picture jogged again. A bright wedge appeared across the upper fifth of the
wall, hurtful in its brilliance. Leie grunted and tried again; the bright patch
shot downward so that now the lower half of the screen blazed. Blinking
through the choking haze, Maia saw something she hadn't expected. It was not a
simulated image of a room, some chamber below this one, but an abstract set of
nested rectangles. Against a radiant background, three squares contained
distinct glowing symbols—a snowflake, a fire-arrow, and a sailing ship. As Leie
gradually nudged the scene so that it filled the wall before them, the borders
around each of the squares began to throb. A red
dot appeared. Responding to Leie's controls, it wandered about. Both twins
reached the obvious conclusion, at the same instant. "I'll
pick the sailboat," Leie said. But Maia shouted, "No!" She
coughed, a series of rasping hacks, and shook her head. "Too obvious . . .
go . . •. with the arrow." Behind
them, they now heard screams. More gunfire and an angry clamor of combat.
Leie's brow furrowed, running with perspiration, her eyes riveted on the
screen. Wheezing from the effort, she brought the red dot into the square
chosen by Maia. A
deep-throated tone rose beneath their feet. A growling,, deeper than the groans
coming from the hallway. Those shouts grew closer as Maia and Leie fell back
from the podium, which began vibrating powerfully. Rumbling from age and
disuse, a hidden mechanism rolled the heavy stone aside. Light spilled from the
widening gap, along with a welcome rush of cool, fresh air. Masked
figures were tumbling down the aisle behind them. The first rush of males
arrived in an orderly fashion, bearing wounded comrades. After them spilled
others, panicky, near-doubled-over, their makeshift smoke veils 674 DAVID B
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There was no time for organization. "In here!" Leie cried, guiding
refugees toward a set of stairs that had appeared below the podium. Sailors
tumbled downward, pell-mell, although Maia now wondered. What
have 1 done? A rear
guard fought on, five or six men wrestling desperately with twice as many
smaller figures, expertly wielding trepp bills. A gunshot bellowed, and one of
the men clutched his abdomen, falling. "Come
on, Maia!" Leie screamed, shoving her into the bright aperture. Howls of
angry pursuit rose as three reavers broke free to leap down rows of benches
after them. One tripped and fell, then Maia was too busy negotiating the steep
steps to look back. At bottom, a waiting man took her arm, preventing her from
turning. It's
okay, Leie was just behind me, Maia told herself as she fled with other
fugitives along a narrow hallway, under a low luminous ceiling, between cables
and conduits. The constrained passage filled with sound as everyone seemed to
be shouting at once. Alternate steps sent waves of pain swarming from her knee.
At last, they reached a set of double doors made of sheet metal. An ad hoc
squad of wounded men were using whatever they could find to wedge one of the
doors shut. As soon as Maia was through, they started on the other.
"Wait!" she cried. "My sister!" She
kept screaming while they finished, ignoring her pummeling assaults. It was the
doctor who took Maia's face in his hands and repeated, over and over,
"There was reavers behind ya, honey. Just reavers, a little ways behind
ya!" In
confirmation, the doors shook resoundingly as they were struck from the other
side, again and again. "Go on!" one dark, bloodstained man urged,
leaning against the portal. "Get outta here!" Blinking, Maia
recognized her recent fellow investigator—the navigator. "But—"
she complained, before being lifted into the arms of a massive sailor, who
turned and ran, leaving crimson blemishes behind him on the cold stone floor. What
followed was a blur of shaking, wild turns, and sudden reverses. Yet, combined
with pain and fear and loss came a strange .sensation, one she had not
experienced since infancy—of being carried and cared for by someone much
larger. Despite knowing countless ways men were as frail as women—and
sometimes, much frailer—it came as a kind of solace to feel engulfed by such
gentleness and power. It coaxed a deep part of her to let go. Amid a headlong
plunge through eerie corridors, chased by despair, Maia wept for her sister,
for the brave sailors, and herself. The
passage seemed to stretch on and on, at times descending like a ramp, at others
climbing. They mounted a steep, narrow stair where some men had to duck their
heads and others lagged behind. Sounds of pursuit, which had faded a while
back, now grew closer once more. At the top, the diminished band of fugitives
found another metal door. Several men laid down their wounded comrades and
formed one last rear guard, vowing to hold on while Maia, her bearer, the
doctor, and the cabin boy hurried ahead. What's
the point? Maia thought miserably. The men seemed to believe in her ability to
work miracles, but in truth, what had she accomplished? This "escape
route" was intrinsically no good if the foe could follow. Most likely, all
she had done was lead the reavers straight to Renna. Her
original thought was that she had found a secret path to the old defense
warrens, which the Council in Caria had kept preserved for millennia. Now Maia
knew :hey had traveled much too far, no doubt threading nar- 676 DAVID B
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stone bridges through one after another of the Dragon's Teeth comprising the
Jellicoe cluster. Except for Renna, they might be the first humans to tread
these halls since the great banishment, after the Age of Kings. They
heard no more clamor at their rear. The last detachment must still be holding
out at their barricade. Upon coming to a flat stretch, Maia insisted that the
panting sailor let her down. Gingerly, she put weight on her knee, which
throbbed, but deigned to let her walk. The sailor expressed willingness should
she need help again. "We'll see," Maia said, patting his huge forearm
and hob- t bled
ahead. Soon
they came to another set of doors. On pushing I through, the group stopped, staring. A vast
chamber stretched ahead, taller than the temple in Lanargh, wide as a
warehouse. She marveled that the entire spire-mountain must be hollow. , Maia's
eyes couldn't take it all in at once, only by stages. To the
right, a series of semicircular bays had been gouged out of the rock, ranging
from ten to fifty meters across, each containing jumbled mechanisms or piles of
stacked crates. But it Was the wall to the left that drew them, in awe. It
appeared to consist of a single machine, stretching the entire length of the
chamber, consisting of a numbing combination of metals and strange substances
embedded in stone, plus crystalline forms like the huge, dimly flickering
entity she and Brod had glimpsed, back in the Defense Center. At intervals
along its length, there were what appeared to be doors, though not shaped for
the passage of people. Maia guessed they were meant for the entry or egress of
materials, and speculated as much to the doctor. The old
man nodded. "It must be ... We all thought it lost. The council had it. Or
else it was destroyed." "What?"
Maia asked, drawn by the man's reverential tone. "What was lost?" "The
Former," he whispered, as if afraid of disturbing a dream. "Jellicoe
Former." Maia
shook her head. "What's a former?" As they
walked, the doctor looked at her, struggling for words. "A former . . .
makes things! It can make anything!" "You
mean like an autofactory? Where they produce, radios and—" He
shrugged. "The Council keeps some lesser ones runnin', so as to not to.
forget how. But legends tell of another, the Great Former, run by the folk of
Jellicoe." Blinking,
Maia grasped his implication. "Men made this?" "Not
men, as such. The Old Guardians. Men an" women. All banished after the
Kings' revolt, even though the Guardians had nothin' to do with macho traitors. "The
Council an' Temple were scared, see. Scared of such power. Used the Kings as an
excuse to send ever'one away from Jellicoe an' the other places. We always
thought Caria kept the tools, for themselves." "They
did, some of them." And Maia spoke briefly of the Defense Center,
elsewhere in this honeycombed isle, maintained by specialized clans. "Just
as we thought," the doctor said moodily. "But seems they never found
this!" Till
now, Maia pondered unhappily. It might have been better if they had all died,
back in the sanctuary. Over the short term, this windfall would give Baltha and
her reavers more power, wealth, and influence than they needed to set up their
own dynasties, enough to win high places on the social ladder of Stratos. Once
established, though, they would quickly become defenders of the status quo,
like any conservative clan. In the long run, it 678 DAVID BRIM' CLORV 5 Ј A S 0 HI 679 would
not matter that criminals first seized this prize. Council and Temple would
control it. This
must be what made the weapons Brod and I saw, that were used against the Enemy.
Now Caria will be able to manufacture all it wants, to 'shoot down Renna's ship
and any other that dares venture dose. Oh,
Lysos, what have I done? "If
only we had time," the doctor went on. "We could make things. Guns to
defend it. Radios to call our guild, an' some honorable clans." As they
hurried along, he turned to survey the row of storage bays to the right.
"Maybe the Guardians left some-thin' behind. You see anything
useful?" Maia
sighed. Most of the enclaves contained machines or other items that were
completely unrecognizable. Nevertheless, she learned something from what she
had just seen and heard. Lysos and the Founders didn't turn completely away
from science. They felt it needful to hold onto this ability. It was a later,
frightened generation that damped down, scared of what trained., independent
minds might do. It made
her angry. The councillors in Caria didn't know about this place—not yet. But
surely the savants at the university had books containing the basic wisdom all
this technology was built upon. How? she wondered. How could people with access
to so much knowledge turn away from it? The
question underlay so much of her pain at all the death and futile struggle.
Like a trail of broken pieces, she had left in her wake first Brod, then Leie
and so many others. And ahead . . . Where was Renna? Was she a ju-das goat,
foiling his brilliant escape? Now the
bays on the right revealed frayed remnants of curtains, drooping from teetering
rods. There were beds, chairs, items of clothing. "Legend says, after the
banishment, a secret lodge stayed at the Former." The doctor sighed.
"No one knows what for. In time, those with the secret died out." On
Stratos, continuity was reserved to clans. Commercial companies, governments,
even the sailing guilds, had to recruit members from the offspring of hives,
who controlled education, religion. These barracks—this sad tale of
perseverance—had been doomed to futility. Perhaps the effort lasted many
generations . . . still too little time to make any difference. Maia
wondered if Renna had slept in one of these alcoves. Had he combated ennui, and
slaked his curiosity, by piecing together the melancholy tale of this lost
refuge? Had he found anything to eat? Maia feared discovering his corpse, and
thereby knowing that all of this—losing everything—had been for nothing. They
had crossed more than three-quarters of the vast chamber when the cabin boy
noticed a sound. "Listen!" he urged. They paused, and Maia detected
it. A bass thrumming, which came from somewhere up,ahead. "Come on,"
she said. The
doctor looked longingly at the mammoth machine, the Former. "We might try
. . ." There
came another sound, a faint bang of metal far oehind them, accompanied by
shrill, excited exclamations. Come on," urged the big sailor. They limped
forward and made it through a set of doors at the chamber's far end, just in
time to look back and see a crowd of women warriors pile through the distant
entrance. The reprieve won TV- the brave rear guard was over. The
fugitives plunged into a new corridor, this time as .iark as a mine. Only a
single glow-ahead eased their way. As Maia and the others approached, they saw
that it was a ~.ole in the right-hand side of the passageway. She sighed .;: the
welcome touch of sunlight and fresh air. For a moment, despite the dread of
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to look out upon the lagoon, and each, in his or her own way, expressed
astonishment. Down below,
where two sailing ships had lain moored to a narrow dock, only one stood
partially intact—the smaller Reckless, whose sails were burned away, its masts
singed. Of the Manitou, just the burnt prow remained, still tethered to the
smoke-stained pier. The sailor and cabin boy moaned at the sight. But there was
more. The
sheltered harbor now thronged with other vessels. One, Maia saw clearly, bore
at its pointed bow the figurehead of a sea lion. Rowboats set forth even as
they watched, carrying stern-visaged men toward the sanctuary entrance.
Perhaps, she hoped, one of them was Brod, having somehow managed to escape and
call his guild-mates. "Look!" The cabin boy pointed much higher. Maia
craned her head and was able to make out the tops of the sleek, stony monoliths
opposite. She gasped at a vision of power and loveliness. A zep'lin, far bigger
and more powerful than the mail couriers she had known, hovered above one
scarred, flat-topped peak, tethered to a straining cable. - Your
presence has been noted . . . She recalled the placard, within the Defense
Center. It might have been wise to take the Council at its word. Meanwhile,
the thrumming sound was growing louder, causing vibrations to be felt through
the soles of their feet. "We must go," intoned the big sailor.
Despite fascination with the view outside, Maia nodded. "Yeah, let's
hurry." They
hastened with the light now on their backs, striving to reach the far end
before the desperate reavers, with their long rifles, came into sight behind
them. Yet it took some will to approach the growling sounds ahead. There were
now two tones, one a grumbling, urgent, bone-shaking basso; and another
climbing in pitch and penetration with each passing second. The
cabin boy banged through the far set of doors and light spilled around him.
More sunlight, this time pouring down from above. They stared across a vast,
cylindrical volume, its stone walls lined with machinery. Overhead, the source
of the rumbling grew apparent—an iris made of crimson metal was widening with
each passing second. But
what had the four fugitives transfixed was an object filling the center of the
room—a vertical multi-twined spiral coil of translucent crystalline material,
which started high overhead and plunged downward into a central cavity. The
coil throbbed with imprisoned lightning. Inside those windings, they glimpsed a
slender, pointed shape, burnished gold, which had already begun descending
slowly down the tube. In moments, its tip vanished from sight. "Come
on!" Maia called to the others, and rushed, limping, ahead. They
reached the coil but were held back by a force they could not see, which
palpably resisted all efforts to approach closer. Their hair-stood on end. Maia
could now see that the pit plunged vertiginously some indeterminable distance,
girdled all the way by spiral coil. Within that tight embrace, the slender
javelin-shape continued its descent. "Wait!"
she screamed. "Oh, wait for us!" It was
almost impossible to hear her own voice over the rising keen. Someone yanked
her arm. She resisted, then blinked in surprise as a strange, tiny object
entered view. A tapered cylinder of metal, no larger than her smallest toe, had
arrived from her left, pushing forward into the unyielding field, decelerating
rapidly. It came to rest, then reversed course, accelerating swiftly the way it
came, to be expelled with a report of riven air. The
same thing happened again. This time, Maia's orief glance recognized a bullet,
before it, too, was ejected backward toward its source. She stopped fighting
the tug on her arm. Accompanied by a roar and swarming vertigo, 682 DAVID 8 R I Kl L 0 R
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four of them ran tangentially to the coils and the surrounding, impenetrable
field. To her left, Maia glimpsed kneeling markswomen, firing at them, while
others, armed with trepps and knives, approached cautiously, their flushed
faces alive with conflicting emotions—wrath versus frightened astonishment. "Uh!"
the big sailor cried, and foundered, clutching his thigh. Maia and the cabin
boy took his arms and helped him stumble toward another set of doors at the far
end of the chamber. While more bullets pinged around them, they could feel
awesome power building nearby, intensifying toward some titanic climax. The
doors were still thirty meters distant when the big sailor collapsed again.
"Gowon!" he cried hoarsely. "Get 'er outta here!" he urged
the other males. But already bullets were striking the metal doors. Maia
pointed. "Over there!" They
towed the wounded man toward what appeared to be a junk pile. A midden of
boxes, crates, broken and discarded machines. Detritus of whatever project had
created this incredible, mysterious edifice. As they, were about to dive behind
the nearest hulking mound of debris, Maia cried out. A searing stroke of pain
had brushed the back of her right calf, like a hot poker. The
doctor dragged her the rest of the way. A bullet had grazed her skin, plowing a
long red trail. "Never mind that!" she urged the physician.
"Take care of him!" The sailor was clearly much .worse off. Ignoring
her own bleeding, Maia cast around for anything to use as a weapon. There were
bits of metal, but none in any useful shape. For lack of an alternative, she
drew from her jacket pocket the small paring knife she had found aboard the
Manitou. The cabin boy helped her rise, and they both crouched behind the pile
of debris. They heard shouts. Approaching footsteps. Suddenly,
the keening noise halted. The growling had stopped moments before, as the
roof-iris finished opening. The
abrupt silence felt pregnant with expectation. Then, as if Maia had known it
all along, there came a combination of sound and sight and every other
sensation that felt like the clarion of Judgment Day. The world shook, while
powers akin to, but violently more potent than she had experienced near the
coil, tried to fill all space. That included space she had formerly occupied
alone, forcing each of her molecules to fight for right of tenancy. Air needed
for breath blew out as a presence passed nearby at terrible speed, streaking
toward the sky. From
her back, Maia blearily watched as a sleek object tore through the heavens,
leaving a blaze of riven, flaming air in its wake. A fire
arrow ... she thought, blankly. Then, with but a little more coherence, she
cast after it a silent call. Renna! Air
returned, accompanied by a sound like thunder clapping. The debris mound shook,
and then collapsed, tumbling rough, heavy shards over her battered legs. Yet
she was left able to continue staring upward. Undistracted by distant pain,
Maia had a clear view of the streaking, diminishing sparkle in the sky, wishing
with all her heart that she was part of it . . . that he had waited only a
little while longer, and taken her with him. But he
did it! she thought, switching over to exultation. They won't have him. He's
out of their reach now. Gone back to— Her
rejoicing cut short. Overhead, almost at the limits of vision, the sparkling
pinpoint abruptly veered left, brightened, and exploded in radiance, splitting
apart amid an orgy of chaos, scattering fiery, ionic embers across the dark
blue firmament of the stratosphere. PART 4 Is
ambition poison? Is Phylum society's headlong rush to power and accomplishment
synonymous with damnation? Ancient
cultures warned their people against hubris, that innate drive within human
beings to seek God's own puissance, whatever the cost. Wisely, early tribal
folk restrained such fervid quests, save via spirit and art, adventure and
song. They did not endlessly bend and bully Nature to their whim. True,
those ancestors lived just above the animals, in primeval forests of Old Earth.
Life was hard, especially for women, yet they reaped rewards—harmony,
stability, secure knowledge of who you were, where you fit in the world's design.
Those treasures were lost when we embarked on "progress." Is
there an inverse relation between knowledge and wisdom?
At times it seems the more we know, the less we understand. 1 am
not the first to note this quandary. One scholar recently wrote, "Lysos
and her followers chase the siren call of pastoralism, like countless romantics
before them, idealizing a past Golden Age that never was, pursuing a serenity
possible only in the imagination." His
point is well-taken. Yet, should we not try? The paradox
does not escape me—that we mean to use advanced technical tools to shape
conditions for a stable world . . . one which, from then onward, should little
need those tools again. So we
return to the question at hand. Are human beings truly cursed to discontent?
Caught between conflicting yearnings, we strive to become gods even as we long
to remain nature's beloved children. • Let
the former pursuit be the chaotic doom of frantic, driven Phylum Civitas. We
who depart on this quest have chosen a warmer, less adversarial relationship
with the Cosmos. —from
My Life, by Lysos 26 Loss of
consciousness was not the result of her injuries, or even the gassy, pungent
odor of anesthesia. What made her let go this time was a morale sapped beyond
exhaustion. Distant sensations told her that the world went on. There were
noises—anxious shouts and booming echoes of gunfire.'When these ceased, they
were followed by loud cries of both triumph and despair. Sounds intruded,
swarming over her, prying at windows and doors, but none succeeded in making
her take notice. Footsteps
clattered. Hands touched her body, lifting objects away so that a hurt of
ministration replaced that of crushing injury. Maia remained indifferent.
Voices rustled around her, tense and argumentative. She could tell, without
caring, that more than two factions engaged in fierce debate, each too weak or
uncertain to impose its will, none of them trusting enough to let others act
alone. There
was no tenor of vindictiveness in the manner she was lifted and carried away
from the bright, ozone-drenched chamber within a hollow mountain-fang. Rocked
on a stretcher, moaning at each jostling shock to her stretched-thin system,
she knew in abstract that her 688 DAVID B
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meant her well. They were being gentle. That ought to signify something. She
only wished they would go away and let her die. Death
did not come. Instead, she was handled, prodded, drugged, cut, and sewn. In
time, it was the simplest of sensations that brought back a partial will to
live. Flapjacks. | A
redolence of fresh pancakes filled her nostrils. In- J jury and anomie weren't
enough to hold back the flood j that faint aroma unleashed within her mouth.
Maia * opened her eyes. The
room was white. An ivory-colored ceiling met 1 finely carved white moldings,
which joined to walls the I color of pale snow. Through a muzzy languor left
over from chemical soporifics, Maia had difficulty fixing clearly » on the
plain, smooth surfaces. Without conscious choice, I her mind begin toying with
one blank expanse—imagining a laying thereon of grainy, abstract, rhythmic
patterns. Maia groaned and closed her eyes. She
could not shut her nose. Alluring smells pursued her. So did growls from her
stomach. And the sound of speech. "Well
now, ready to join the livin' at last?" Maia
turned her head to the left, and cracked an eyelid. A petite, dark-haired
figure swam into focus, wearing a wry grin. "Now didn't I say to stop
gettin' conked, varling? At least this time you weren't drowned." After
several tries, Maia found her voice. "ShouldVe . . . known . . . you'd
make it." Naroin
nodded. "Mm. That's me. Born survivor. You, too, lass. Though you love
provin' it the hard way." An
involuntary sigh escaped Maia. The bosun-policewoman's presence wrested
feelings that hurt, despite her I body's drugged
immobility. "I guess
you . . . got through to your boss." Naroin
shook her head. "When we got picked up, I decided to take some initiative.
Called in favors, swung deals.' Too bad we couldn't arrive sooner,
though." Maia's
thoughts refused to center clearly. "Yeah. Too bad." Naroin
poured a glass of water and helped Maia lift her head to drink. "In case
you're wonderin', the docs say you'll be all right. Had to cut an' mend a bit.
You've got an agone leech tapped into your skull, so don't thrash or bump it,
now that you're awake." "...
leech . . . ?" With leaden inertia, Maia's arm obeyed her wish to rise and
bend. Fingers traced a boxy object above her forehead, smaller than her thumb.
"I wouldn't touch it if I was—" Naroin started to advise, as Maia
gave the box a spastic tap. For an instant, all that seemed muddy and washed
out snapped into clarity and color. Along with vividness came a slamming force
of pain. Maia's hand 'recoiled, hurling back to the coverlet. "Did
I warn ya? Hmp. Never seen a first-timer who didn't try that, once. Guess I
must've, about your age." The
dulling murkiness returned, this time welcome, spreading from Maia's scalp across
her body like a liquid balm. She had seen injured women with leeches before,
though most hid them in their hair. I must tie hurt much worse than I Jeel, she
realized, no longer' resenting the numbness. That fleeting break in function
had briefly revealed another blocked sensation, more fearsome than physical
pain. For an instant, she had been overwhelmed by waves of all-consuming grief. "Makes
ya feel like a zombie, eh?" Naroin commented. "They'll crank it down
as you improve. Should already be gettin' back some of your senses." Maia
inhaled deeply. "I ... can smell ..." Naroin
grinned. "Ah, breakfast. Got an appetite?" 690 DAVID B
R I XI It felt
odd. Her insistent stomach seemed unaware of the blunt nausea pervading the
rest of her body. "Yes. I—" "That's
a good sign. They serve quite a table on the Gentilleschi. Hang on, I'll see to
it." The
policewoman stood up and started to go, her movements too quick and blurry for
Maia to follow clearly. Maia tracked them in a series of receding glimpses as
her eyes flickered shut for longer and longer intervals. She fought to hold the
lids apart as Naroin stopped, turned back, and spoke once more, her voice
fading in and out. "Oh
. . . almost forgot. There's a note from . . . young boyfriend an' sister over
. . . table by your bed. Thought ... ike t'know they made it all right." The
words carried meaning. Maia felt sure of it as they crested over her, soaked in
through her ears and pores, and found resonance within. Somewhere, a crushing
burden of worry lapsed into gladness. That much emotion was too exhausting,
however. Sleep swarmed in to claim her, so that Naroin's final words barely
registered. "Not
a lot of others did, I'm afraid." Maia's
eyes stayed closed and the world remained dark for a long, quiet, unmeasured
time. She
next awoke to find a middle-aged woman leaning over her, gently touching the
top of her head. There were faint clicking sounds, and Maia's vision seemed to
clear a bit. Swells of rising sensation caused her to tense. "That's not
too bad, is it?" the woman asked. From her manner she must be a physician. "I
... guess not." "Good.
We'll leave it there awhile. Now let's look over our handiwork." The
doctor briskly pulled back Maia's gown, revealing an expanse of purpled skin
that they both regarded with qLORV 5 Ђ A S o X! 691 dispassionate
interest. Livid stitches showed where repairs had been made, including a
semicircle near her left knee. The doctor clucked earnestly, making soothing,
patronizing, and ultimately uninformative noises, then departed. 'When
the door slid open, Maia glimpsed a tall woman of soldierly bearing standing
watch in the uniform of some mainland militia. Beyond lay the jet, fluted
panels of solar collectors. Maia heard the soft rush of water along a laminar-smooth
hull. The vessel's rock-steady passage spoke partly of the weather, which was
brilliantly fair, and also of technology. This was a craft normally devoted to
transporting personages. But the
personage it was sent for did the unexpected. He made his' own transportation
arrangements, and nearly got away. That
wound was still too raw, too gaping to bear. What hurt most about the image
seared in her mind was how beautiful the explosion had been* A wondrous
convulsion of sparks and dazzling spirals, which scattered,glowing shards
across a sky so chaste and blue. It had no right being so beautiful! The memory
triggered a welling of tears, which brimmed her lower eyelids, spilling salty,
silent streamlets down her cheeks.. Her
last waking episode felt no more real than an unraveling dream. Had she really
met Naroin-? She recalled the ex-bosun saying something about a letter. Turning
to look at the side table, Maia saw a neatly folded piece of heavy paper,
sealed with wax. By heavy, conscious effort, she reached over to take it in one
clumsy hand, slumping back amid receding waves of pain. Lifting the letter, she
recognized her own name scrawled across the front. From
Brod and Leie, Maia recalled. She was able to feel gladness, now ... a
colorless, abstract variety. Gladness that two people still lived whom she
loved. It helped ease the sense of desolation and forfeiture lodged in her
heart, 692 DAVID B
R I Kl ready
to emerge as soon as the doctor turned down the agone leech some more. Her vision
was still too blurry for reading, so she lay quietly, stroking the paper until
a knock came at the door. It slid open, and Naroin leaned into the room.
"Ah, back with us. You missed breakfast. Ready to try again?" She was
gone again without waiting for Maia's answer. So, I didn't imagine it, Maia
thought, starting to wonder about the implications. Why was Naroin here? Where
was here? And why was Naroin helping look after her? The policewoman surely had
more important things to do than play nursemaid to one unimportant summerling. Unless
it has to do with all the laws I've broken ... the places I've been that I
wasn't supposed to. . . . Things I've seen that the Council doesn't want widely
known. Another
knock on the door. This time a young woman entered, bearing a covered tray.
Maia wiped her eyes, then opened them wide, staring in surprise. "Where
do you want this, ma'am?" the girl asked. Her voice was softer, a little
higher, but otherwise almost identical to the last one Maia had heard. The face
was a younger version of the last one Maia had seen. Realization came in a
rush. "Clones
. . ." Maia murmured. "A police clan?" The
youngster wasn't even Maia's age. A winterling fiver, then. Yet there was
something in her smile. A hint of Naroin's relaxed self-confidence. She put the
tray on the side of the bed, and occupied herself propping pillows, helping
Maia to sit up. "Detectives
actually. Freelance. Our clan stays small on purpose. We specialize in solitary
field work. Normally, you never see two of us together, outside the hold, but I
was sent out when we got Naroin's urgent-blip." It was
hard to credit. The fiver spoke with a crisp, upper-clan accent. She had none
of Naroin's scars. Yet, in CLORV S6AJOKI 693 her
eyes danced the same vigorous zest, the same eagerness for challenge. "I
guess you don't think me a threat," Maia suggested, "to break your
cover." '
"No, ma'am. I've been instructed to be open with you." Sure.
What harm can I do? Maia trusted Naroin to some extent, enough to pull strings
so that Maia's next cage would be more pleasant than any she had occupied
before. That didn't mean letting her run around Stratos, blabbing what she'd
seen. The
fiver placed the table-tray securely over Maia's lap and lifted the cover.
There were no pancakes, but a predictable, medically appropriate bowl of thin
porridge. Still, it smelled so heady Maia felt faint. Rivulets of orange juice
ran over her fingers as she clutched the tumbler in both shaking hands. The
reddish liquid tasted like squeezed, refined heaven. "I'll
wait outside," said the young winterling. "Call, if you need
anything." Maia
only grunted. Concentrating to control her. trembling grip, she pushed a
spoonful of porridge into her mouth. While her body quivered with simple, beast-level
pleasures of taste and satiation, a small part of her remained offset,
pondering. I wonder what their family name is. I should've known. Naroin was
always too damn competent to be another unnik var. Sooner
or later, Maia knew she must start cataloging her ream of losses, against her
slim resume of assets. Later sounded better. One thing at a time—that was how
she planned living from now on. Maia had no intention of giving up, but neither
was she ready yet for linear thinking. Despite
her earlier famishment, she couldn't more than half finish her meal. Feeling
suddenly fatigued, Maia let Naroin's younger version carry off the tray. Not
once 694 DAVID B
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she. look directly at the neatly folded letter, but she kept in physical
contact with it, as a drowning woman might hold onto a plank from a shattered
ship. When
she next awoke, it was dark outside. Shreds of a dream were evaporating, like
shy ghosts fleeing the pale electric lamp by her bedside. Her body was prickly
with goose bumps and beads of sweat. Her thoughts still seemed dispersed, one
moment focused and coherent, and the next hurtling somewhere else, like
windblown leaves. That
made her recall Old Bennett and his rake, in the courtyard of Lamatia Hold.
What would he think of where I've been . . . what I've seen? Probably, the coot
no longer lived. Which might be best, given what Maia had done— inadvertently
delivering into the archreactionary hands of Church and Council the last
remnants of that secret hope the old man had kept next to his heart. A dream
gone blurry from being passed down generations in secret lodges—as if men could
ever know the constancy of clones. Renna,
Bennett, Leie, Brod, the rads, the men of the Manitou . . . there was room
enough for all on the honor roll of those she had let down. Stop
it, Maia told herself numbly. The deck was stacked long ago. Don't blame
yourself for things you couldn't prevent. But she
might as well tell the winds and tides to stop, as shuck off that sense of
fault, which seemed less refutable for being so vague. Maia
saw that she still tightly clutched the letter. Red bits of crumpled wax lay
scattered across the coverlet. She tried smoothing the paper with her hands.
Lifting it-to the light, she peered to make out, amid wrinkles, a fine, flowing
hand. Dear
Maia, Wish I
could be with you, but they say we're needed here. I've got to play tour guide,
showing all sorts
of vips around the defense center. (They sure act mad, so I guess it was secret
from a lot of high mothers in Caria, not just the public!) Leie has a job, too— Naroin
had said they both lived, but this confirmation was stronger. Maia abruptly
sobbed, her vision clouding as emotion flooded back from being dammed away. —Leie
has a job, too, demonstrating that incredible simulation wall you found.
Neither of us can match you for figuring this stuff out, but we're helping
each . other, and look forward to
talking to you, soon as you're well. I guess
by now they've filled you in, and I'm kind of. rushed getting this off before
the Gentilleschi takes you away. So here's what happened from my point of view. When
you didn't return by .an hour before dawn, I pulled in the cable, as you made
me promise to do. I hated doing it, but then something changed my mind. Just
after sunrise, fighting broke out, down on the ships. I later learned it was
the rads, who you'd helped escape— Maia
blinked. I what? All she had done was make a promise to Thalia, one she never
got a chance to keep. Unless the big var had managed to use the scissors,
somehow. As a lockpick, perhaps? To slip their chains, then trick the guards?
Or perhaps Baltha and Togay had already pulled the sentinels away, when battle
seemed imminent with the men. The
revolt went well, at first. But then reavers rushed out before the rads
could set sail. There was 696 DAVID B
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Some rads escaped in a little boat after setting fire to both ships. It
didn't seem a good time to lower myself down. I paced like crazy, worrying
about you, till I arrived at the east end of the tooth, looking to sea. That's
when I saw the flotilla coming up from Hal-sey. Not just the creaky old
Audacious, which had been on duty when I was last there, but the Walrus and the
Sea Lion, too! I guess the guild finally decided it had enough of its former
clients, and was coming to settle accounts. I ran
to the elevator, went downstairs to the bathroom and broke a mirror. Grabbed a
piece and hurried back up. The sun in the east made it easy to signal the
ships. To give them some idea what to expect. There was shooting when they
tried to enter the lagoon, then Sea Lion broke through just about the time
everyone else in the world arrived! One
pair of fancy ships swung around the south side of Jellicoe, waving temple
banners. And up north, 1 saw several fast cruisers appear. Later learned these
were from the Ursulaborg Commercial Police Department! A little out of
jurisdiction, but who cares? Naroin had called 'em out as militia, it seems.
Honest, local cops with no Council connections. Just as
this crowd was jostling into the lagoon, and smoke started pouring out of the
old sanctuary, that's when a big, smuggy zep'lin showed! I didn't like the
looks of the clones leaning out of the gondola. (They were mad as hell!) So I
turned on the winch and lowered myself. Made it down in time to help my
guildfolk settle with the temple nuns and Naroin's posse that we were all on
the same side. It took
a while overcoming the reavers' rear CLORV 5 Ј A S 0 XI 697 guard—they're
hellion fighters—then we ran after them while they chased after you ... Maia's
eyes blurred. Although Brod's simple account was dramatic, she had only limited
stamina and her mind felt full to bursting. Not rushing matters, she waited for
vision to clear before resuming. Things
were a mess, especially outside the auditorium, where your Manitou people had
fought the reavers. Fortunately, there were docs along, to care for the
wounded. That
wall of lights stopped us cold for a moment, and I got scared when I saw Leie,
groaning on the floor, and thought it was you. She's fine, by the way, but I
already said that. Just woozy from a bump on the head. Leie wanted to chase
after the ones chasing you. But I was told to help her out .to where the air
was better, while Naroin's pros led the pursuit from there. • We
limped outside just in time to get knocked to our knees by what seemed like
thunder. We looked up and saw the space launcher fire its pod into the sky . .
. and what happened next. I'm sorry,
Maia. I know it must hurt awful, like when they brought your poor body out, and
I thought you were dying. To me, that felt like you must have, when you saw
your alien friend blow up. Again,
Maia's heart yawned open. This time however, she was able to smile poignantly.
Good old Brod, she thought. It was the most romantic thing anyone had ever said
to her. Leie
and I waited outside while the nun-doctors operated on you. (That's the one
group I still can't 698 DAVID 8
R I XI CLORV J Ђ A S 0 K! 699 figure
out where they came from, or why. Did you call them?) Meanwhile, there were so
many questions. So many people insisting on hearing what everyone else knew,
even though it meant repeating everything over and over. The story's still
coming out, bit by bit, while more boats and zeps keep arriving all the time. Oh,
hell. I'm being called again, so this'll have to be it for now. I'll send more,
later. Get better soon, Maia. We need you, as usual, to figure out what we
oughta do! With
winter warmth, your friend and shipmate —Brod. There
was an afterword in another hand—a left-handed scrawl Maia instantly
recognized. Hey,
Sis. You know me. Lousy at writin'. Just remember, we're a team. I'll catch up,
wherever they take you. Count on it. Love, L. Maia
reread the last few paragraphs, then folded the letter and slipped it under her
pillow. She rolled over, away from the soft light, and fell asleep. This time,
her dreams, while painful, seemed less desolate and alone. When
they wheeled her on deck the next day, to get some sun, Maia discovered she
wasn't the only recuperating patient aboard. Half a dozen other bandaged women
lay in various stages of repair, under the gaze of a pair of militia guards.
Naroin's young clone—whose name was Hullin— told her that others rested below,
too ill to be moved. The injured men were being carried separately, of course,
aboard the Sea Lion, which could be glimpsed following a parallel track, so
sleek and powerful it almost kept pace I, with
this white-winged racer. Hullin couldn't give Maia any information about which
of the Manitou crew survived the fight at Jellicoe Sanctuary, though she
promised to inquire. There had not been many, she knew. The doctors,
inexperienced at treating gunshot wounds, had lost several on the operating
table. That
news left Maia staring across the blue water, dejected, until a presence
wheeled up alongside. "Hello, virgie. . . . S'good to see you." The
voice was a pale shadow of its former mellow, persuasive croon. The rad
leader's nearly-black skin now seemed bleached, almost pale from illness and
anemia. "That's
not my name," Maia told Kiel. "The other thing's none of your
business. Never was." Kiel
nodded, accepting the rebuke. "Hello, then . . . Maia." "Hello."
Pausing, Maia regretted her harsh response. "I'm glad to see you made
it." "Mm.
Same to you. They say survival is Nature's only form of flattery. I guess
that's true, even for prisoners like us." Maia
was in no mood for wry philosophy, and made her feelings known through silence.
With a heavy sigh, Kiel rolled a few feet away, leaving Maia to watch the
world-ocean glide by in peace. There were questions Maia knew she should be
asking. Perhaps she would, eventually. But right now, her mind remained stiff,
like her body, too inflexible for rapid changes of inertia. A
little before lunch, ennui began to rob even petulance of its attraction. Maia
reread the quick-scrawled letter from Brod and Leie a few more times, allowing
herself to begin wondering about what lay concealed between the phrases. There
were tensions and alliances, both stated and implied. Local cops and
priestesses? Acting at odds from their official bosses, in Caria? Had their
union with 700 DAVID B
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Pinnipeds extended only to wiping out a band of pirates? Or would it go
farther? What of
the special, secretive defense clans who had also arrived at Jellicoe to secure
their hidden base?— which was no longer hidden, after all. Then there were
Kiel's radical supporters, on the mainland. And the Perkinites, of course. All
had their own agendas. All felt passionately endangered by possible change in
the order of life on Stratos. It
might have been a situation fraught with even more violent peril, perhaps risk
of open war, had the object of their contention not evaporated in midair before
everyone's eyes. With the centerpiece of struggle removed, the frantic mood of
excess may have eased. At least the killing had stopped, for now. It was
much too complicated to focus her mind on, for long. She was glad when an
attendant came to wheel her back to her room, where she ate, then took a long
nap. Later, when Naroin knocked and entered, Maia felt marginally better, her
mind a little farther along the path toward rational thinking. The
former bosun carried a stack of thin, leather-bound volumes. "These were
sent over before we sailed, for when you felt better. Gifts from the Pinniped
commodore." Maia
looked at Naroin. The detective's accent had softened quite a bit. Not that it
was posh now, by a long shot. But it had lost much of its rough, nautical edge.
The books lay on the side of the bed. Maia stroked the spine of one, drew it
closer, and opened the fine linen pages. Life.
She recognized the subject instantly and sighed. Who needs it? Yet,
the paper felt rich to the touch. It even swelled voluptuous. Brief glimpses of
the illustrations, featuring countless arrays of tiny squares and dots, seemed
to tease CLORV 701 a
corner of her mind in the same way that a bright, sharp light might tickle the
beginnings of a sneeze. "I
always figured that for some men it was, well, addicting in a way, like a drug.
Is that how it is with you?" Naroin seemed genuinely, respectfully
curious. Maia
pushed the book away. After several seconds she nodded. "It's
beautiful." Her throat was too thick to say more. "Hm.
With all the time I've spent around sailors, you'd think I'd see it, too."
Naroin shook her head. "Can't say as I do. I like men. Get along with 'em
fine. But I guess some things go beyond like or dislike." "I
guess." There
was a moment's silence, then Naroin moved closer to sit on the edge of the bed. "That's
why I was on the ol' Wotan, when you first came aboard, in Port Sanger. My
experience as a sea hand gave me cover for my assignment. The collier would
make many stops along the coast. Let me look around all the right places for
clues." "To
find a missing alien?" "Lysos,
no!" Naroin laughed. "Oh, he was already kidnapped by then, but my
clan wasn't brought in. Our mothers knew somethin' fishy had happened, all
right. But a field op like me sticks to her assignment ... at least till given
clear reason to switch tracks." "The
blue powder, then," Maia said, remembering Naroin's interest in events at
Lanargh. "That's
it. We knew a group had started pushin' the stuff again, along the frontier
coast. Happens every two or three generations. We often pick up a few
coinsticks helpin' track it down." There
it was again, the change in perspective separating vars from clones. What a
summerling had seen as urgent must appear less pressing in the patient view of
Stratoin hives. "The powder's been around a long time, 702 DAVID. B R I SI then.
Let me guess. Each appearance is a bit less disrupting than the last
time." "Right."
Naroin nodded. "After all, winter sparkings don't have any genetic effect.
It's only during summers that new variants come about, when a man's efforts
profit him in true offspring. Males who react less to the drug are just a
little better at stayin' calm and passin' on that trait. Each outbreak gets a
smidgen milder, easier to put down." "Then
why is the powder illegal?" "You
saw for yourself. It causes accidents, violence during quiet time. It gives
rich clans unfair advantages over poor 'uns. But there's more. The powder was
invented for a purpose." Maia
blinked once, twice, then realized. "Sometimes ... it may be useful to
have men ..." "Hot
as fire, even in the dead o' frost season. You get it." "The
Enemy. We used this stuff during the Defense." "That's
my guess. Lysos respected Momma Nature. If you want to push a trait into the
background, fine, but that's not the same as throwin' it away. Thriftier to put
it on a shelf, where it might come in handy, someday." Maia's
thoughts had already plunged ahead. The Council rulers must have flooded
Stratos with the stuff, during the battle to fight off the Enemy foeship. Imagine
every male a warrior. Almost overnight, it would have multiplied the colony's
strength, complementing female skill and planning with a wrath like none other
in the universe. Only,
what happened after victory? The
good men—those who might have been trustworthy on any Phylum world, even before
Lysos—would have voluntarily given up the powder. Or at least kept their heads
until it ran out. But men come in all types. It's not hard to picture a plague
like the Kings' Revolt erupting during the CLORV StAJOSJ 703 chaos
after a war. Especially with tons of Tizbe's drug floating around. Was
that enough cause to betray the Guardians ofjellicoe? Maia
knew that the Council didn't do things without reasons. "I
guess your assignment changed, by the time we met again," she prompted
Naroin. The
petite brunette shrugged. "I heard some odd things. Known mercenaries
,were gettin' offers, down the coast. Radical agents were reported drifting
into parts around Grange Head. Wasn't hard to figure where I might get a billet
close to things going on." Maia
frowned. "You didn't suspect Baltha . . ." "Her
treason, going over to the reavers? No! I knew there was tension, of course. Lookin'
back, maybe I should have surmised. . . ." Naroin stopped, shook her head.
"Take it from an experienced hand, child. It's no good blamin' yourself
for what you couldn't prevent. Not so long as you tried." Maia's
lips pressed together. That was exactly what she had been telling herself. From
the look in Naroin's eyes, it didn't get much more believable as you got older. That
evening she learned who had lived, and who had died. Thalia,
Captain Poulandres, Baltha, Kau, most of the rads, most of the reavers, nearly
all of the Manitou crew, including the young navigator who had helped Maia and
her twin find their way through the dazzling complexity of the world-wall. The
tally was appalling. Even hard-crusted Naroin, who had seen many formal and
informal battles, could scarcely believe the prodigious manufacturing of bodies
that had taken place at and near Jellicoe. Is this what war is like? Maia
thought. For the first time she felt she understood, not just in abstract, but
in her gut, what 704 DAVID BRIM had
driven the Founders to such drastic choices. Nevertheless, she felt determined
not to let Perkinite propagandists seize on this episode. If I keep any freedom
of action at all, I'm going to make sure it's known. Poulandres and his men
were forced to fight. This was more than a simple case of males going berserk. What
was it, then? There would surely be those who pictured Renna as the culprit, a
blight carrier whose mere presence, and threat to bring more of his kind,
inflamed the worst in several branches of Stratoin society. To Maia, that
seemed cruelly like blaming the victim. Yet, the point could be made. After
dinner, while Hullin wheeled her along the promenade deck, Maia encountered
Kiel a second time. On this occasion, she saw the other woman more clearly, not
through a curtain of resentment over things that were already ancient history.
The rad agent had lost everything, her closest friends, her freedom, the best
hope for her cause. Maia was gentler with her former cottage-mate. Commiserating,
she reached out to console and forgive. In gratitude, the forceful, indomitable
Kiel broke down and wept. Later,
as dusk fell, the western horizon began to glitter. Maia counted five, six ...
and finally ten slowly turning beacons whose rhythmic flashes cut across the
miles of ocean with reassuring constancy. From maps studied in her youth, she
recognized the tempos and colors and knew their names—Conway, Ulam, Turing,
Gardner . , . famed lighthouse sanctuaries of the Mediant Coast. And, beyond far
Rucker Beacon, a vast dusting of soft, glimmering diamonds covering a harbor
and surrounding hills. The night spectacle of great Ursulaborg. She was
taken to a temple. Not the grand, marble-lined monument dominating the city
from its northern bluffs, L 0 R V
J Ј A S 0 HI 705 but a
modest, one-story retreat that rambled over a fenced hectare of neatly coppiced
woods, several kilometers upriver from the heart of the busy metropolis. The
semirural ambience was an artifact, Maia could tell, carefully nurtured by the
small but prosperous clanholds that shared the neighborhood. Clear streams
flowed past gardens and mulch piles, windmills and light industrial workshops.
It was a place where generations of children, and their daughters' daughters,
might play, grow up, and tend family business at an unhurried pace, confident
of a future in which change would, at most, arrive slowly. The
walled temple grounds were unprepossessing. The chapel bore proper symbols for
venerating Stratos Mother and the Founders in the standard way, yet Maia
suspected all wasn't orthodox. Vigilant guards, arrayed in leather, patrolled
the palisade. Within, the expected air of cultivated serenity was overlaid by a
veneer of static tension. Except
for Naroin and her younger sibling, none of-the women looked alike. After
passing the chapel, the lugars bearing Maia's palanquin approached an
unassuming wooden house, detached from the main compound, surrounded by a
covered plank veranda. The doctor who had treated Maia aboard the Gentilleschi
conferred with two women, one tall and severe-looking, dressed in priestly
habits, the other rotund, wearing archdeaconess robes. Naroin, who had walked
alongside during the brief journey from the riverside quay, took a quick lope
around the house, satisfying herself of its security, while Hullin briskly
looked inside. Upon reuniting near the porch, the pair exchanged efficient
nods. With
the help of a nurse-nun, Maia stepped down, bearing stoically the profound pain
spreading from her knee and side. They assisted her up a short ramp into the 706 DAVID B
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pausing at the entrance when the tall, elderly priestess bent to meet Maia's
eye. "You
will be at peace here, child. Until you choose to leave, this will be your
home." The
round woman wearing deacon's robes blew a sigh, as if she did not approve of
promises that might prove hard to keep. Despite pain and fatigue, Maia felt she
had learned more than they intended. "Thank you," she said hoarsely,
and let the nurses guide her down a veranda of polished wood into a room
featuring sliding doors made of paper-thin wood panels, overlooking a garden
and a small pond. The mat bed featured sheets that looked whiter than a cloud.
Maia never remembered being helped to slip between them. The sounds of plinking
water, and wind rustling boughs, lulled her to sleep. She
awoke to find, next to her bed, the slim volumes given her by the Pinnipeds,
plus a small box and a folded slip of paper. Maia opened the note. Ill be gone
a while, varling, it read. I'm leaving Hullin to keep an eye open. These folk
are all right, tho maybe a bit nutty. See you soon. Naroin. The
detective's departure came as no surprise. Maia had wondered why Naroin stuck
around this long. Surely she had work to do? Maia
opened the box. Inside a tissue wrapping she found a case made of aromatic
leather, attached to a soft strap. She opened it and found therein a gleaming
instrument of brass and gleaming glass. The sextant was beautiful, perfect, and
so well-made she found it impossible to tell how old it was, save by the fact
that it possessed no readout window, no obvious way to access the Old Net.
Still, it was on sight far more valuable than the one she had left behind, at
Jellicoe. Maia unfolded the sighting arms and ran her hands over the apparatus.
Still, she hoped Leie would manage to recover the old one. Cranky and
half-broken as it was, she felt it was hers. JL She
pulled the blanket over her head and lay in a ball, wishing her sister were here.
Wishing for Brod. Wishing her mind were not full of visions of smoke spirals
and glittering sparks, spreading sooty ashes amid stratospheric clouds. A week
passed slowly. The physician dropped by every morning to examine Maia,
gradually notching downward the anesthetic effects of the agone leech, and
insisting that the patient take gentle walks around the temple grounds. In the
afternoons, after lunch and a nap, Maia was carried by lugar-litter for a
promenade through the suburban village and up to a city park overlooking the
heart of Ursulaborg. Accompanying her went several tough-looking nuns, each
flourishing an iron-shod "walking stick" with a dragon-headed grip.
Maia wondered wr the precautions. Surely nobody was interested in her, no that
Renna was gone. Then she noticed her attendants glancing backward, keeping a
wary eye on a foursome of identical, formidable-looking women trailing ten
meters behind, dressed as civilians but walking with the calm precision of
soldiers. It marred the sense of normality that otherwise flowed over her while
passing through bustling market streets. For the
first time since she and Leie had explored Lanargh, Maia felt immersed back in
ordinary Stratoin life. Trade and traffic and conversation flowed in all
directions. Countless unfamiliar faces came in trios, quintets, or even
mixed-age octets. No doubt it would have seemed terribly exotic, had two
innocent twins from the far northeast come ashore here on their first voyage
from home. Now, myriad subtle differences from Port Sanger only seemed trivial
and irrelevant. What she noticed were similarities, witnessed with new eyes. Within
a brick-lined workshop, open to the street, a family of artisans could be seen
making a delicately specialized assortment of dinner ware. An elderly matriarch 708 DAVID B
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ledger books, haggling over a wagonload of clay delivered by three identical
teamsters. Meanwhile behind her, middle-aged clonelings labored at firing
kilns, and agile youths learned the art of applying their long fingers to
spinning wet mud on belt-driven wheels, molding shapeless lumps into the
sturdy, fine shapes for which their clan was, no doubt, locally well-known. Maia
had only to shift her mental lens a little to imagine another scene. The walls
withdrew, receding in the distance. Simple handmade benches and pottery wheels
were replaced by the clean lines of pre-molded machinery, accurately tuned to
squeeze clay into computer-drawn templates, which then passed under a glazing
spray, then heat lamps, to emerge in great stacks, perfect, untouched by human
hands. The joy
of craft. The quiet, serene assumption that each worker in a clan had a
place—one that their daughters might also call theirs. All that would be lost. Then,
as her litter bearers threaded the market throng, Maia saw the stall where the
potter clan sold their wares. She glimpsed prices . . . for a single dish, more
than a var laborer earned in four days. So much that a modest clan would patch
a chipped plate many times before thinking of buying a replacement. Maia knew.
Even in wealthy Lamatia Hold, summer kids seldom dined off intact crockery. Now
magnify that by a thousand products and services, any of which might be
enhanced, multiplied, made immeasurably cheaper and more widely available with
applied technology. How much would be gained? Moreover,
she wondered, What if one of those done daughters someday wanted to do
something different, for a change? She
spied a group of boys running raucous circles around the patient lugars, then
onward toward the park. They were the only males she had seen, even now, in midwinter.
All others would be nearer the water, though no one barred their way this time
of year. Maia found it odd, after so long in the company of men, not to have
any around. Nor were vars like her common, either. Except within the temple
grounds, they, too, were a tiny minority. On
arrival at the park, Maia gingerly got off the litter and walked a short
distance to a walled ledge overlooking Ursulaborg. Here was one of the world's
great cities, which she and Leie had dreamed of visiting, someday. Certainly it
far exceeded anything she had seen, yet now it looked parochial'. She knew the
place would fit into the vest pocket of any metropolis, on almost any Phylum
world . . . save only those others which had also chosen pastoralism over the
frantic genius of Homo technologic^ Renna
had earnestly respected the accomplishment of Lysos and the Founders, while
clearly believing they were wrong. What do
1 believe? Maia wondered. There are tradeoffs. That much, she knew. But are
there any solutions? It was
still terribly hard, thinking of Renna. Within a corner of her mind, a
persistent little voice kept refusing to let go. The dead have come back
before, it insisted, bringing up the miraculous return of Leie. Others had
thought Maia herself finished, only to find out reports of her demise were
premature. Hope
was a desperate, painful little ember . . . and in this case absurd. Hundreds
had witnessed the Visitor's vaporization. Let go.
She told herself to be glad simply to have been his friend for a while.
Perhaps, someday, there might come a chance to honor him, by shining a light
here or there. All
else was fantasy. All else was dust. 710 DAVID BRIM CLORV J Ј A J O M 711 As she
gradually improved, Maia started getting visitors. First
came a covey of erect, gracile clones with wide-set eyes and narrow noses,
dressed in fine fabrics, modestly dyed. The priestess introduced them as mother-elders
of Starkland Clan, from nearby Joannaborg, a name that sounded only vaguely
familiar until the women sat down opposite Maia, and began speaking of Brod.
Instantly, she recognized the family resemblance. His nose, his wide-open,
honest eyes. Her friend
had not been exaggerating. The clan of librarians did, indeed, keep caring
about its sons, and even, apparently, its summer daughters, after they left
home. The elders had learned of Brod's misadventures, and wanted Maia's
reassurance, firsthand. She was moved by their gentleness, their earnest
expressions of concern. Midway through an abbreviated account of her travels
with their son, she showed them the letter proving he was all
right. "Poor
grammar," one of them clucked. "And look at that
penmanship." Another,
a little older, chided. "Lizbeth! You heard the young lady speak of what
the poor boy's been through." She turned to Maia. "Please excuse our
sister. She trae-birthed our Brod, and is overcompensating. Do go on." It was
all Maia could manage, not to smile in amusement. A prim, slightly scattershot
sweetness seemed a core, heritable trait in this line. She could see where Brod
got some of the qualities she admired. When they got up to leave, the women
urged Maia to call, if she ever needed anything. Maia thanked them, and replied
that she doubted she would be in town for very long. The
night before, she had heard the priestess and the archdeaconess arguing as they
passed near her window, no doubt thinking she was asleep. "You
don't have to wade through the thick of it as I do,"
the rotund lay worker said. "While you var idealists sit here in a rustic
stronghold, taking moral stands, there's heaps of pressure coming down. The
Teppins and the Frosts—" "Teppins
cause me no unsleep," the priestess had answered. "They
should. Caria Temple spins at the whim of—" "Ecclesiastic
clans." The tall one snorted. "Country priests and nuns are another
matter. Can the hierarchs call anathema on so many? They risk heretics
outnumbering orthodox in half the towns along the coast." "Wish
I felt as sure. Seems a lot to risk over one poor, battered girl." "You
know it's not about her." "Not
overall. But in our little corner of things, she'll do as a symbol. Symbols
matter. Look at what's happening with the men. . . ." Men?
Maia had wondered, as the voices receded. What do they mean by that? What's
happening? With what men? She got
a partial answer later, after the matrons of Starkland Hold departed, when an
altercation broke out at the temple gates. Maia was by now well enough to
hobble onto the porch of her guest cottage and witness a fierce argument taking
place near the road. The var dedicants who doubled as watchwomen warily
observed a band of clones like those Maia had seen before, following her litter
through town. These, in turn, were trying to bar entry to a third group, a
deputation of males wearing formal uniforms of one of the seafaring guilds. The
men appeared meek, at first sight. Unlike either group of women, they carried
no weapons, not even walking sticks. Eyes lowered, hands clasped, they nodded
politely to whatever was shouted at them. Meanwhile they edged forward,
shuffling ahead by slow, steady increments until the clones found themselves
squeezed back, without room to maneuver. It was a comically effective tactic
for males, Maia thought^ 712 DAVID BRINI CLORV J Ј A J 0 Nl 713 compensating
for winter docility with sheer bulk and obstinacy. Soon, they were through the
gate, leaving the exasperated clone-soldiers puffing in frustration. The amused
temple priestess made the men welcome, gesturing for them to follow Naroin's
younger sister. Shaking her head, Hullin led the small company to Maia's
bungalow. The
leader of the company wore twin crescent emblems of a full commodore on the
armlets of a tidy, if somewhat threadbare, uniform. His bearing was erect,
although he walked with a limp. Under a shock of dark gray hair, and dense
eyebrows, his pupils reminded Maia of the northern seas of home. She shivered,
and wondered why. Inside,
the officers seated themselves on mats while nuns arrived with cool drinks.
Maia struggled to recall lessons about the courtly art of hosting men during
this time of year. It had all seemed terribly abstract, back in summerling
school. In the wildest dreams she and Leie had shared in their attic room, none
had pictured facing an assembly as lofty as this. Small
talk was the rule, starting with the weather, followed by dry remarks about how
lovely the men found her veranda and garden. She confessed ignorance of the
exotic plants, so two officers explained the names and origins of several that
had been transplanted from far valleys, to preserve threatened species.
Meanwhile, her heart raced with tension. What do
they want from me? she wondered, at once excited and appalled. The
commodore asked how Maia liked the sextant she had received as a replacement
for the one abandoned on Jellicoe. She thanked him, and the art of navigation
proved an absorbing topic for several more minutes. Next, they discussed the
Game of Life books—more as fine exemplars of the art of printing and binding
than for the information they contained. Maia
tried hard to relax. She had witnessed this sort of conversation countless
times, while serving drinks in the Lamatia guesthouse. The prime commandment
was patience. Nevertheless, she sighed in relief when the commodore finally got
to the point. "We've
had reports," he began with a low rumble, stroking the tendons of one hand
with the other. "From members of our guild who participated in the . . .
incidents at Jellicoe Beacon. We Pinnipeds have also shared observations with
our brethren of the Flying Tern Guild—" "Who?"
Maia shook her head, confused. "Those
to whom loss of Manitou . . . Poulandres and his crew . . . come as blows to
the heart." Maia
winced. She hadn't known the guild name. At sea, with Renna, it hadn't seemed
important. On meeting the Manitou crew again, deep underground, there hadn't
been time to ask. "I
see. Go on." His
head briefly bowed. "Among the many guilds and lodges, there is much
confusion over what was, what is, and what must be done. We were astonished to
learn the true existence of Jellicoe Former. Now, however, we are told its
discovery is unimportant. That its significance is solely to archaeologists.
Legends mean nothing, it is said. Real men do not seek to build what they
cannot shape with their two hands." He
lifted his own, scarred and callused from many years at sea, as lined as the
eyes which had spent a lifetime squinting past sun and wind and spray. They
were sad eyes, Maia noticed. Loneliness seemed to color their depths. "Who's
been telling you this?" A
shrug. "Those whom our mothers taught us to accept as spiritual
guides." "Oh."
Maia thought she understood. Few boys were 714 DAVID 8 R I Nl QLORY J6ASOXI 715 born to
single vars or microclans. For most, the conservative upbringing Maia shared
with Leie and Albert at Lama-tia was the norm. It was as important to the
Founders' Plan as any vaunted genetic manipulation of masculine nature, and
explained why flamboyant exploits such as the Kings' Revolt were doomed from
the start. "There
is more," the commodore went on, "Although there will be compensation
for our losses, and those of the Terns, we are told that no blood debt was incurred
with the ruin of the so-called Wissy-Man. He was part of no guild, nor ship,
nor sanctuary. We do not owe him any bond of memory or honor. So it is
said." He
means Renna, Maia realized. Her friend had spoken of the cruel nickname back on
the Manitou. While admiring the hearty, self-reliant craftsmanship of the
sailors, Renna had implied that it trapped men in a ritualistic obsession,
forever limiting the scope of their ambitions. After
Jellicoe was forcibly evacuated, how many generations did it take for the high
clans to accomplish this? It can't have been easy. The legend must have fought
back, clung to life, despite suppression at nearly every mother's knee. Whether
or not she ever learned the whole story, Maia was already certain of some things.
There had once been a great conspiracy. One that had come close to succeeding,
long ago. One that might have altered life on Stratos, forever. The
Council in those days had not been without reason, when it used the pretext of
the Kings' Revolt to seize Jellicoe Beacon and oust the old
"Guardians," as the Mani-tou's physician had called them. Those
ancient wardens of science had been up to something more subversive, more
threatening to the status quo, than the Kings' dim-witted putsch. The existence
of the orbital launching gun used by Renna made it all clear. A plot
to reclaim outer space. And with it a radically different way of living in the
universe. More
remarkably still, the Guardians managed to keep secret the location of their
great factory—their "Former." The Council swiftly confiscated the
great engines of defense without ever guessing how close nearby a secret
remnant continued working to complete the plan. For generations it must have
gone on. Men and women, sneaking in and out of Jellicoe Former, carefully
recruiting their own replacements, losing expertise and skill with each passing
of the torch until, at long last, the inexorable logic of Stratoin society
ground their brave, forlorn cabal to extinction. A thousand or more years later
it was but a threadbare fable, no more. Renna
must have found the ship and launcher almost completed. He used the Former,
programming it with his OMTI experience and knowledge to make the last needed
pans. It was
a staggering accomplishment, to have achieved so much in but a few days.
Perhaps he would have made it, if not forced to launch early by the premature
discovery of his hiding place. Guilt
was a more potent voice than reason. But now Maia felt something stronger than
either—a desire to strike back. It would be futile, of course, especially over
the long run. In the short term, however, here was a chance to lay a small blow
in revenge. "I
... don't know the whole story," she began hesitantly. Maia paused,
inhaled deeply, and resumed with more firmness in1 her voice. "But what
you've been told is unjust. A lie. I knew the sailor you speak of, who came to
our shores as a guest . . . with open hands . . . after crossing a sea far
greater and lonelier than any man of Stratos has known. . . ." It was
late afternoon when the men finally stood to take their leave. Hullin helped
Maia hobble with them to the porch, where the commodore took her hand. His
officers . 716 DAVID B
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nearby, their expressions thoughtful and stormy. "I thank you for your
time and wisdom, Lady," the guild-master said, causing Maia to blink.
"In leasing one of our ships to wild reavers, we unintentionally did your
house harm. Yet you have been generous with us." "I
..." Maia was speechless at being addressed in this fashion. The
commodore went on. "Should a winter come when your house seeks diligent
men, prepared to do their duty with pride and pleasure, any of these"—he
gestured at his younger comrades, who nodded earnestly—"will cheerfully
come, without thought of summer reward." He paused. "I, alone, must
decline, by the Rule of Lysos." While
Maia watched in stunned silence, he bowed once more. With a tone of flustered,
confounded decorum, he added, "I hope we meet again, Maia. My . is Clevin." name There
was glory frost that night, floating slowly downward from the stratosphere in a
haze of soft, threadlike drifts that touched the wooden railings, the
flagstones, the lilies in the pond, with glittering, luminous dust. Most of it
evaporated on contact, filling the air with a faint, enticing perfume. Maia
watched the gossamer tendrils waft past, and felt as if she were rising through
a mist of microscopic stars. For a long time after, she would not go to sleep,
afraid of what might happen. Lying in bed, her skin tingled with strange
sensations and she wondered what would happen if she dreamed. Whose face would
come to her? Brod's? Bennett's? The men of Pinniped Guild? Would
womanly hormones set off renewed, painful longing for Renna, her first, though
chaste, male love? The
shock of meeting her natural father had not ebbed. Her thoughts roiled and she
tossed in confusion. When Maia finally did dream, it was a strangely intangible fantasy—of
falling, floating, amid the startling, abstract, ever-changing figures of the
Jellicoe wonder wall. Soon
after dawn, the doctor arrived and announced in satisfaction that it would be
her next-to-last visit. When she removed the agone leech, it was a chance for
Maia to look closely at the box that had suppressed full vividness from both
her body's ache and her heart's grief. It seemed a modest item, mass-produced
and plentiful enough to furnish even the humblest medic, anywhere on Stratos.
Now Maia also knew it as another product of a lesser Former, one of those
automatic factories still operated under close watch by the Reigning Council.
Clearly, some manufactured items were too important to be left to pastoral
puritanism. If Perkinism prevailed, however, even these merciful boxes might go
away. "You'll
still be needin' a bit more rest an' recoop here in Ursulaborg," Naroin
explained later that morning, on returning from her urgent errand. "Then
it's off to Caria for a command performance before as posh a gaggle o' savants
as you've ever seen. What, d'you think o' that?-' Maia
unfolded the arms of her replacement sextant and sighted on a grimlip flower.
"I think you're a cop, and I shouldn't say anything more till I see a
legalist." "A
legalist?" The small woman's brow knotted. "Why would you be needin'
one?" Why,
indeed? Naroin might be her friend, but a clone was never entirely her own
person. Once Maia was brought to Caria, Maia could think of a dozen excuses the
powers that ruled Church and Council might use to lock her away. In a real
prison, this time. One without secret byways, patrolled by clone guardians
tested over centuries, genetically primed for vigilance. Maia
had decided not to let it come to that. This time, she would act first. Before
she was taken from Ursulaborg, there should come a chance to slip away. Perhaps
during her daily ride. Once away through the city crowds, she 718 DAVID B R I XI GLORY J Ј A J 0 XI 719 would
seek shelter in an out-of-the-way place where im- j portant people might never trace her. Some quiet, dead-end
seaside town. I'll find a way to get word to Leie, Brod. We'll open a
chandler's shop. Repair sextants damaged by lazy sailors. Perhaps
Naroin could be persuaded to look the other way at the right moment. Best not
to count on it, though. "Never
mind," she told the short brunette. "Had a nightmare. Can't shake the
feeling I'm still living in it." . "Who
could blame you, after all you've been through." Naroin grinned. When Maia
failed to respond, she leaned forward. "You think you're under arrest or
somethin'? Is that it?" "Could
I walk out the front gate, if I so chose?" The
wiry ex-bosun frowned. "Wouldn't be wise, right now." "I
thought not." "It's
not what you think. There's folk who don't hold your health as dear as we
do." "Sure."
Maia nodded. "I know you're lots nicer than some would be. Forget I
asked." Naroin
chewed her lower lip unhappily. "You want to know what's goin' on. It's
all changing so fast, though. . . . Look, I'm not supposed to say anythin' till
she arrives, but there's someone comin' tomorrow to talk to you, and then
escort you to the capital. I know it's fishy sounding, but it's needful. Can
you trust me till then? I promise it'll all make sense." A
petulant part of Maia wanted to cling to resentment. But it was hard to stay
wary of Naroin. They had been through so much together. I'd rather be dead than
so suspicious I can't trust anybody. "All
right," she said. "Till tomorrow." Naroin
left again. Later, Maia and her escorts were about to depart on the afternoon
litter ride when Hullin reached up to hand Maia a second folded sheet of heavy paper,
sealed with red wax. Maia's heart lifted when she saw Brod's handwriting. She
waited until the palanquin was jostling through the suburban market square,
then tore.it open. Dear
Maia, Leie's
fine and sends her love. We both miss you, and are glad to hear you're in good
care. Here's hoping life is nice and boring for you, for a while. Maia
smiled. Just wait till they get her next letter! Leie would julp with jealousy
that she hadn't met Clevin first! There were other, more serious matters to
discuss, but it would be good to report that one of their childhood fantasies
had actually come true. Lysos,
how she missed Brod and Leie! Maia desperately wished they would come soon. We've
been less busy lately. Spending most of our time just standing around while
high-class mothers point and wave their arms and yell a lot. In fact, I'm
surprised Leie and I are still here, since a bunch of savants arrived from the
University with big consoles, which they proceeded.to attach to your picture
wall. They've been making it do amazing things. Stopped asking Leie questions
about it, so I guess they think they've figured it out. Maia
wondered, Why does that make me Jeel jealous? Now that the secret was out, it
only made sense to have scholars investigate the wonders of another age.
Perhaps they'd learn a thing or two . . . even change their minds about some
stereotypes. All the
men are gone now, except those serving the ships which bring supplies. So are
the vars and local 720 DAVID B R I XI cops
who helped retake Jellicoe from the reavers. We've been told not to talk to any
of the sailors, who aren't allowed into the Sanctuary or Former. The men spend
whatever time they have, between loading and unloading sealed crates, just
rowing around the lagoon, checking out caves, sightseeing. I don't think I'll
have any trouble slipping this letter to— The
litter jerked, breaking Maia's concentration. The market was unusually crowded
today. Peering over the throng, Maia saw a disturbance a few dozen meters
ahead. A trio of shoppers were arguing vehemently with a storekeeper. Suddenly,
one of them picked up a bolt of cloth and turned to leave, causing the merchant
to screech in dismay. Maia picked up the word "Thief!" shouted over
the general hubbub. Ripples of agitation spread outward as clone sisters of the
sales clerk spilled out of the building behind her. Others converged to aid the
shoppers. Shoving and yelling escalated with startling rapidity into unseemly
grabbing, and then blows, spreading in Maia's direction. The
temple wardens moved to interpose themselves while Hullin tugged at the upset
lugars, urging them to turn around. They managed to swing off the main
thoroughfare into a side alley, the only avenue of escape, ducking awkwardly
under a jungle of clotheslines. "Uh," Maia started to suggest.
"Maybe I should get down—" Hullin
gave a startled cry. The fiver's head vanished under a blanket thrown from a
nearby shadowed doorway, drawn tight with cord. The lugars grunted in panic,
dropping one pole of the litter, teetering Maia vertigously outward as she
grabbed futilely after Brod's fluttering letter. Suddenly,
she found herself staring straight into the blonde-fringed face of—Tizbe
Seller! Maia
had only an instant to gasp before black cloth CLORV SEASON 721 surrounded
her as well, accompanied by the rough clasping of many pairs of hands. A
jarring tumult followed as she sucked for breath while being lugged, pell-mell,
along some twisty, abruptly shifting path. It was a hurtful, bone-shaking
ordeal, surpassed only by her frustrated helplessness to fight back. At
last, the black cover came off. Maia raggedly inhaled, blinking disorientation
from the searing return of sunshine. Hands yanked and .pushed, but this time
Maia lashed out, managing to elbow one of her captors and catch another in the
stomach with her right foot, before someone cuffed her on the side of the head,
bringing the stars out early. Through it all, Maia caught brief glimpses of
where they were taking her, toward a set of stairs leading upward, into the
belly of a gleaming, bird-shaped contraption of polished wood and steel. An
aircraft. "Relax,
virgie," Tizbe Seller told Maia as they trussed her into a padded seat.
"Might as well enjoy the view. Not many varlings like you ever get to
fly." Journal
of the Peripatetic Vessel CYDONIA
- 626 Stratos Mission: Arrival
+ 53.755 Ms I have
watched and listened ever since the explosion. Ever since receiving warning of
Renna's desperate gamble. Official Stratoin agencies say different, often
contradictory things, and all appears in chaos, down below. Yet, at least one
thing has been achieved. The fighting has stopped. With the irritant removed,
warlike preparations among the factions have subsided, for now. Was
Renna right? Was a sacrifice necessary? Will it
suffice? It was
urgent not to disrupt Stratos any more than we already have. Yet, sometimes
duty requires of us more than we can bear. I, too,
must do my duty. Soon. 27 After
the initial tussle, it proved Maia's most comfortable abduction, by far. Tied
down, with no option for resistance, she made the best of things by gazing
through a double-paned window at the vastness of Landing Continent. Soon, even
her headache went away. Luminous
yellow and pale green farmlands stretched as far as the eye could see. These
were combed by long fingers of darker forest, interlaced to leave migration
corridors for native creatures, from the coast all the way to mist-shrouded
mountains that began to loom in the north. Small towns and castlelike clanhold
manors appeared at periodic intervals, squatting like spiders -amid spoked
roads and surrounding hamlets. Strings of lakes were punctuated by regularly
spaced fish farms that shone glancing sunlight into Maia's eyes. Stubby
barges with gray sails leisurely plied the rivers and canals, while throngs of
quick, flittering mere-dragons flapped in formations of two hundred or more,
warily skirting farms and habitations on their way to fallow rooting grounds.
Lumbering heptoids wallowed through the fens and shallows, their broad
back-fans turned to radiate the heat of the day. And then there were the
floaters— 726 DAVID I XI zoors
and their lesser cousins—bobbing in the breeze, tethered like gay balloons to
the treetops where they grazed. Maia
had traveled far in recent months, but now she realized that one can only gain
true perspective from above. Stratos was bigger than she had ever imagined. In
all directions were signs of humanity in rustic codominion with nature. Renna
said humans often turn whole worlds into deserts, through shortsightedness.
That's one trap we avoided. No one could accuse Lysos, or Stratoin clans, of
thinking short-term. But
Renna also hinted there are other ways to do it, without giving up so much. Maia
watched the pilot touch switches and check small indicator screens as the plane
entered a gentle bank and turned west well short of the mountains. The aircraft
interior was a finely wrought mix of handcrafted wood panels and furnishings,
accoutered with a compact array of instruments. If she had been in friendly
company, Maia might have frothed with questions. Her bound hands were adequate
reminder, however. So she kept silent, mildly ignoring Tizbe and yawning when
the young Beller tried for the fourth time to initiate conversation. The
implication couldn't be missed. She had escaped Tizbe twice before, bringing
ruin to her plans, and thought nothing of doing so again. Maia sensed the
attitude upset the Beller clone. I'm
learning, Maia thought. They keep making mistakes and I keep getting stronger. At this
rate, someday I may actually gain control over my life. The
pilot warned her passengers of turbulent air. Soon the plane was bouncing,
pitching, and yawing in abrupt jerks. Tizbe and her ruffians blanched, turning
discolored shades, which Maia enjoyed watching. She helped worsen the symptoms
by staring at the Beller courier like a CLORV 727 specimen
of unpleasant, lower-order life. Tizbe cursed with flecked lips, and Maia
laughed, unsparing in her scorn. Curiously, the tossing didn't seem to affect
her like the others. Even the pilot looked a bit ragged, by the time they
finally regained settled air. The storm aboard the Wotan was much worse, Maia
recalled. Then a
golden light seized her attention, causing her to squint in wonder at what lay
beyond the forward windscreen. A shimmering reflection, coming from a spacious,
dimpled territory surrounding and covering a cluster of hills at the
intersection of three broad ribbons of river. Caria,
she realized. Maia watched the capital city glide nearer, its skirts yellow
with the tiles of countless roofs, its tiara of white stone girdling the famed
acropolis plateau. Atop that eminence, twin basilicas swam into vie. ~ : beyond
measure. Any schoolgirl knew the pillar-.. at sight, the Universal Library on
one side and on the other, the Great Temple dedicated to guiding worldwide
reverence of Stratos Mother. All of her life, Maia had heard women speak of
pilgrimages to Caria, of venerating in solemn awe the planetary spirit—and her
apostles,. the Founders—under that vast iridescent cupola on the right, with
its giant dragon icon cast in silver and gold. The other palace, built to the
same glorious scale, was unadorned and hardly ever mentioned. Yet it became
Maia's focus as the aircraft circled toward a field, south of the city. Lysos
never would have built the Library co-equal to the Temple if she intended a
seedy clubhouse for a few smug, savant clans. She
contemplated the grand edifice until descent removed it behind a nearby hill
covered with middle-class clansteads. From that point until final landing, Maia
concentrated on watching the pilot, if only to keep from helplessly worrying
over her fate. 728 DAVID B R
I Kl CLORV J6AJOKI 729 Her
kidnappers installed her in a room with floral wall- I paper and its own bath,
unpretentiously elegant. A narrow balcony stepped down to an enclosed garden. A
pair of stolid, servant-guards smiled at Maia, keeping her discreetly in sight
at all times. They wore livery with fine piping on the shoulders and a
gold-chased letter P, for the name of their employer-clan, she supposed. Maia
had expected to be taken to one of the pleasure houses operated by the Sellers,
perhaps the very one where Renna had been abducted. From there, perhaps she
would be sold to Tizbe's Perkinite clients, in revenge for what she'd done in
Long Valley, months ago. This didn't look like a business establishment,
however, nor did the hills near the rolling compound seem the kind of precinct
where one found bordellos. Colorful silk banners flew from fairy turrets, and
crenelated battlements rose above the tall, elderly groves of truly ancient
estates. It was a neighborhood of noble clanholds, as far above Tizbe's
hardworking family on the social ladder as the Bellers towered over Maia.
Beyond the garden wall on one side, she often heard the strains of a string
quartet, along with shouts of playing children, all laughing the same,
syncopated trill. In the opposite direction, coming from a tower room whose
lights remained on late into the night, there were recurrent sounds of anxious
adult argument, the same voice taking on multiple roles. After
the landing, and Maia's first-ever ride in a motor car, she saw no more of
Tizbe, or any other Beller. Nor did she particularly care. By now Maia realized
she had become a pawn in power games played at the loftiest heights of Stratoin
society. I ought to be flattered, she thought sardonically. That is, if I
survive till equinox. At her
request, she was brought books to read. There was a
treatise on the Game of Life, written three hundred years ago by an elderly
savant who had spent several years with men, both at sea and as a special
summertime guest in sanctuary, studying anthropological aspects of their
endless tournaments. Maia found the account fascinating, though some of the
author's pat conclusions about ritualistic sublimation seemed farfetched. More
difficult to plow through -was a detailed logical analysis of the game itself,
written a century earlier by another scholar. The math was hard to follow, but
it proved more orderly and satisfying than the books provided in Ursulaborg, by
the Pinnipeds. Those had emphasized rules of thumb and winning technique over
basic theory. It was a mental meal that left her hungry for more. The
books helped pass time while Maia's bee
••-ished mending. Gradually she resumed a regimen c: cise, building her
strength while keeping eyes peeled u any chance of escape. A week
passed. Maia read and studied, paced her garden, tested the relentless
vigilance of her guards, and worried ceaselessly over what was happening to
Leie and Brod. She couldn't even ask if there were any more letters, since Brod
had apparently been forced to smuggle out the last one. The inquiry itself
might only give her friend away. . ., She
refused to show frustration, lest her captors gain the slightest satisfaction,
but at night the image of Renna's fatal explosion haunted her sleep. Several
times, she awoke to find herself sitting bolt upright, both hands over , her
racing heart, gasping as if trapped in an airless space, deep underground. One day
the guards announced she had a visitor. "Your gracious host, Odo, of Clan
Persim," the servants proclaimed, then obsequiously bowed aside for a tall
elderly woman with a wide face and aristocratic bearing. 730 DAVID B
R I XI L O R
V S Ђ A J O XI 731 "I
know who you are," Maia said. "Renna said you set him up to be
kidnapped." The
patrician sat down on a chair and sighed. "It was a good plan, which you
helped snarl, in several ways." "Thank
you." The
noblewoman nodded, a genteel gesture. "You're welcome. Would you like to
know why we went to so much risk and trouble?" A
pause. "Talk if you want. I'm not goin' anywhere." Odo
spread her hands. "There were countless individuals and groups who wanted
the Outsider put away. Most for visceral, thoughtless reasons, as if his
deletion might turn back the clock, erasing de facto rediscovery of Stratos by
the Hominid Phylum. "Some
fantasized his removal might stop the iceships from coming." Odo shook her
head with aristocratic derision. "Those huge liners full of peaceful
invaders will arrive long after we now living are dead. Time enough to worry
out a solution. Taking revenge on a poor courier would only weaken our
position, when and if full contact is restored." "So
much for the motives of others. Of course, you had more mature reasons for
grabbing Renna. Like squeezing information out of him?" The old
woman nodded. "There were elements of inquiry, certainly. Our Perkinite
allies were interested in new gene-splicing methods, which might lead to
self-cloning without males. Others sought improved defense technology, or to
learn iceship weaknesses, so we might destroy them at long range, far from
Stratos." "Too
far for the public to observe, you mean. So most would never know we're
murdering tens of thousands." "I
was told you catch on quickly for a mouse," Odo replied. "Nor were
those the sole ideas for using your alien friend and his knowledge." Maia
recalled Kiel's Radicals, who had hoped to alter Stratoin
biology and culture at least as much as the Perkin-ites, though in opposing
directions. Maia knew Renna would have disapproved of being used by either
party. "Let
me guess about the Bellers. Their motive was strictly cash, right? But you
Persims, you blue-bloods, had reasons all your own." Odo
nodded. "His presence in Caria was becoming . . . disruptive. The Council
and curia had vital matters to discuss, yet were growing unpredictable whenever
he was around. His calm restraint during summer had defied our expectations,
winning him allies, and we realized it would only get worse with winter and
first frost. Imagine how persuasive a fully functioning, articulate, i
old-style male might be then, to those with weak wills and (minds!
That describes many so-called 'moderates.' who were fast slipping out of our
faction's control. i "For reasons of
political convenience, it was aeemea I
necessary to remove him." | "What?" Maia stood up. "Why,
you smug bitchie. Are you sayin' that's why—" Odo
lifted a hand, waiting until Maia reseated herself before resuming: in a lower
voice. "You're right. There's more. You see, we'd made a promise . . . one
we were unable to keep." Maia
blinked. "What promise?" "To send him back to his ship, of
course. And replenish his supplies when his mission was done. It's why he came
down in a simple lander, in the first place, instead of making other
arrangements." The old woman exhaled heavily. "For months, those
believing in him had been working to fix the launching facility, not far from
here. The machinery functioned when last used, a few centuries ago. Our records
are intact. "But
too many1 parts have failed. Too much skill is I lost. We couldn't send him home, after all." I Odo hurried on before Maia could
interrupt. "To 732 DAVID B
R I XI CLORV J Ђ A J 0 XI 733 make
matters worse, he was in constant contact with his ship. Some already wanted
him put away to prevent relaying information useful to future invaders. Those
demands grew urgent when he started politely asking to inspect our launch
preparations. Soon, he was bound to report that Stratos no longer had access to
space." "But
Renna—" "One
night, in a confiding mood, he told me that peripatetics—interstellar
couriers—are considered expendable. With numberless lives already sacrificed in
the new crusade sweeping Phylum space, that of recontacting lost hominid
worlds, what does another matter? Ironic, isn't it? His own words finally
convinced my clan and others to ally with the Perkinites." Yes,
that was Renna, all right, Maia thought miserably. Her late friend's odd
mixture of sophistication and naivete had been one of. his most charming
traits, and most alien. "I
take it the new launcher at Jellicoe has changed a few minds?" she asked. Tie
aged clone tilted her head. "You'd expect so, wouldn't you? In fact, it is
complex. Political tides are at work. The Great Former and its consort
facilities are causing much dispute." No
kidding. I can tell you're scared spitless. "Why
are you telling me all this?" Maia asked. "What do you care what a
yar like me thinks?'" Odo
shrugged. "Normally, not much. As it happens, we have need of your
cooperation. Certain things will be required of you—" Maia
laughed. "What in Lysos's name makes you think I'd do anything for
you?" A reply
was ready. From her capacious sleeve, Odo drew forth a small glossy photograph.
Maia's fingers trembled as she took it and regarded Brod and Leie, standing
together beside a vast, crystalline, spiral-shaped tube—the muzzle of the great
launching gun on Jellicoe Island. Maia's
sister seemed engrossed, drawing a closeup sketch of one of the machine's many
parts, while Brod ran his finger alongside a chart, covered with figures,
leaning over to say something to Leie. Only their hunched shoulders betrayed
the tension Maia felt emanating from the picture. Nearby, at least a dozen
women conversed or lounged casually for the photographer. Almost a third of
them were clones of the matriarch sitting across from Maia now. "I
think you care about the health and safety of your sister and her present vril
companion. That persuades me to assume that you will do us a favor, or
two." The
noblewoman seemed impervious to Maia's stare of unadulterated hatred. "For
your first task," Odo resumed. "I want you to accompany me tonight.
We are going to the opera." The
elegance of it all did not take Maia completely by surprise. She had been to
the Capital Theater many times, vicariously, via tele broadcasts and scenes in
drama-clips. As a little girl, she had fantasized dressing in the sort of fancy
gowns worn by rich clonelings, gliding in to watch magnificent productions
while, all around her, the whispered intrigues of great houses went on behind
demure smiles and shielding fans. Fantasies
were one thing; it was quite another matter to struggle with unfamiliar
fasteners and stays, coping with billowing, impractical acres of drapery that
could have no function other than to advertise the wealth and status of the
wearer and the wearer's house. Finally, a pair of young women from Odo's hive
came to help Maia prepare for her first evening of make-believe. They managed
to arrange the puffy sleeves and pleated trousers to conceal most of her recent
scars, but Maia drew the line at makeup, which she found repulsive. When Odo
arrived, the old woman concurred for her own reasons. 734 DAVID B R I "We
want the child to be recognized," she ruled. "A small bruise or two
will cause notice. Besides, doesn't she cut a superb figure, as is?" Maia
turned before a precious, full-length mirror, amazed by what she saw. The
outfit emphasized what she had barely noticed till now, that she had a woman's
body. She was four centimeters taller and much fuller than the scrawny, gawky
chicken who had shyly stepped out of Port Sanger, months before. Yet it was her
own face she found most surprising: from one thin, healing scar under her right
ear; to her cheekbones, now entirely free of baby fat; to the sweep of her
brown hair, brushed to a fine gloss by one of Odo's attentive servants. Most
astonishing were her eyes. They remained unlined, apparently youthful and
innocent, until you took them full on. Slightly narrowed, they seemed at once
both skeptical and serene, and from an angle she recognized the brow of her
father, master of ships and storms. It was
an image of herself she had never envisioned. Damn
right! Maia thought, nodding. Take things as they come. And let 'em watch out,
if they leave me a single opening. That
didn't seem likely, unfortunately. Leie and Brod relied on her good behavior
for their lives. Still, Maia turned away from the mirror with a smile for Odo.
You made an error, letting me see that. Let's find out how many more mistakes
you make. The
Great Theater sprawled gaudily a short distance down the acropolis esplanade
from the Temple and Library. Horse-drawn carriages, lugar-litters, and more
than a few motor-limousines coursed up to the steps, depositing the topmost
layer of Caria society for tonight's revival opening of a classic opera, Wendy
and Faustus. High priestesses, councillors, judges, and savants climbed the
broad steps. In many cases, the matrons of great clans were accompanied by
younger cloneling daughters and nieces, too callow for real power, but the
right age for procre- CLORV J f A J. 0 SJ 735 ation.
These youthful ones, in turn, escorted small groups of men, tall and erectly
impressive in their formal guild uniforms. The winter cream of Stratoin
maledom, here to be wooed and entertained. Maia
watched from the carriage she shared with Odo and a half-dozen older women from
various aristocratic clans. It had been a chilly ride. Some of the old
trepidation returned under their withering disdain. That enmity was based on a
wide range of fanaticisms, but what made these women powerful went far deeper,
to the core of the society established by Lysos long ago. From
the moment she stepped down from the carriage, Maia felt eyes turn her way. Whispered
comment followed her up the steps, through the ornate portico, and along a
sweeping, ceremonial stairway to the box where Odo arranged for her to sit
prominently forward, on public display. To Maia's relief, the house lights soon
went down. The conductor raised her baton, and the overture began. The
opera had its points. The musical score was beautiful. Maia hardly paid
attention to the libretto, however, which followed a hackneyed theme about the
ancient struggle between womanly pragmatism and the spasmodic, dangerous
enthusiasms of old-fashioned males. No doubt the drama had been revived at the
behest of certain political parties, as part of'a propaganda campaign against
restored Phylum contact. Her presence was meant to signify approval. During
intermission, Maia's escorts took her to the sparkling elegance of the lobby,
where var waiters circulated with trays of drinks and sweetmeats. Here it would
be simple to elude her escorts ... if only Leie and Brod weren't counting on
her. Maia choked down her frustration and tried to do as she'd been told.
Smiling, she accepted a fizzy beverage from a bowing attendant, a var like her,
with eyes lowered deferentially. 736 DAVID B R L
0 R Y J6ASOKI 737 Maia's
smile widened in sudden sincerity when she saw, coming toward her, a tight
group of figures, two of whom she knew. Shortest, but most intense, strode the
detective, Naroin, looking out of place in a simple, dark evening suit. Next to
her, and half again as tall, walked Clevin, the frowning, earnest commodore of
Pinniped Guild. My father, Maia contemplated. The reality seemed so detached
from her dreams of childhood, it was hard to sort true emotions, except to
relish the proud light when his gray eyes saw her. Two
women accompanied Naroin and Clevin, one of them tall, silver-haired, and
elegant. The other was darkly beautiful, with mysterious green eyes. Maia did
not know their faces. Odo
slid alongside Maia as the group approached, "lolanthe, how good to see
you back in society. It seemed so dull without you." The
tall woman nodded her simply-coiffed gray head. Her face was delicately boned,
with an air of quiet intelligence. "Nitocris Hold has been mourning its
friend, who came so far across the galaxy, only to meet betrayal and untimely
death." "A
death drenched in irony, and by his own hand," Odo pointed out. "With
rescue just meters away, if only he knew it." Maia
would have gladly, unrepentantly, killed Odo on the spot. She remained rigidly
still, save to give one quick nod to Naroin, another to her father. "So
you feel delivered of your crime?" the woman named lolanthe asked, her
voice prim, like that of a savant. "We'll find other witnesses, other
testimony. Such a grand cabal of tensely diverse interests cannot hold. You
play dangerous games, Odo." Odo
shrugged. "I may be sacrificed at some point. In Macro Chess, a side may
lose many queens, yet still win the game. Such is life." II It was
Clevin who spoke next, to the surprise of both disputing women. "Bad
metaphor," he remarked in a terse, gravelly baritone. "Your game
isn't life." Odo
stared at the man, as if unable to credit his effrontery. Finally, she broke
into derisive laughter. Behind Maia, others of the conspiracy joined in. The
Pinniped commodore didn't blanch. In his stern silence, Maia felt greater
weight of argument than all their ridicule. She knew what he meant, and said so
with her eyes. Naroin
stepped toward Maia. "Missed ya, varling. Sorry, I didn't figure on a
snatch like that. Underestimated your importance once again." That
was the part Maia still couldn't figure out. What's so important about me? "You
all right?" Naroin finished. "All right," Maia answered, almost
a whisper. ''How about yourself?" "Fine.
Catchin' hell for lettin' you get taken. How was I to know you'd get t'be a
livin' legend?" Around
them on every side, people were watching. Maia sensed attention not only from
stately matrons, but quite a few male onlookers, as well. lolanthe
spoke again. "It won't do, Odo. She cannot remain your prisoner." The
savant turned to Maia. "Come with us now, child. They cannot prevent it.
We'll protect you as our own, with powers you cannot imagine." Maia
somehow doubted that. She had, of late, seen forces beyond anything this pale
intellectual could have known. Moreover, like the sword of Lysos breaking
symbolic chains on the Lanargh City statuary clock, events had shattered all
fetters on Maia's imagination. On
another level, she felt the offer was doubtless sincere. Though lolanthe's side
in the political conflict was probably doomed, she could almost certainly
shield Maia's person. All Maia had to do was start walking. There
are many kinds of prisons, she thought acidly. 738 DAVID 8 R I XI ."That's
kind of you," she replied. "Some other time, perhaps." The
elderly savant winced at the rejection, but Naroin looked unsurprised. "I
see. You like it in Persim Hold? They're your friends now?" Maia
first thought Naroin was expressing bitterness. Then she read something in the
ex-bosun's eyes. A feral, conspiratorial gleam. Her sarcasm had another
objective. Maia
nodded. She took a deep breath. "Oh—yes. Odo—is—my—friend . . .
as—much—as—she—was— Renna's." It was
the general message she had been ordered to convey, delivered so woodenly, no
one with sensitivity would believe a word. Maia heard Odo hiss sharply
restrained anger. >
Leie, Brod, have I just murdered you? On the other hand, maybe Naroin would now
add two and two, and realize how Maia was being coerced. Perhaps there were
still honest layers in government, who could be called on to rescue two
innocent fivers from captivity. To get that message across was worth stretching
the Persim's patience. Once. Clevin
growled. Maia watched his gnarled hands clench and unclench. In the dead of
winter, she felt a kind of blazing heat from the man. His trouble wasn't
remembering how to make a fist, but controlling his wrath. Naroin took his
elbow, applying urgent pressure to his arm. >"This
won't stop the strike," he rumbled. Strike?
Maia wondered. Odo
laughed. "Your so-called strike is a mere irritant, already unraveling. In
days, perhaps weeks, it will be over. All women will unite to reject the
participants. They'll get no more summer passes. No more sons. Isn't that
right, Maia?" Maia
made no further efforts to send messages, only CLORV J6A50K! 739 to
obey. "Yes," she assented, completely ignorant of what she was
agreeing to. Naroin and Clevin understood her predicament. All that mattered
were her sister and her friend. "Our
past differences evaporated with the unfortunate Visitor," continued Odo.
"Now Maia wants to join the cause of restoring peace and order to the
Founders' Plan." For the
first time, the fourth member of Naroin's party spoke up. The dark-haired woman
was of medium height and poised bearing, with a distinctive oval face and
intense eyes. "In that case, you won't mind if I pay a call on you, at
Persim Hold?" she said to Maia. Before
Maia could answer, Odo demanded, "Which are you? Which Upsala?" It was
a decidedly strange query to Maia's ears, as if a clone's individuality ever
mattered. "I
am Brill, of the Upsala." The graceful brunette inclined her head. "I
perform tests for the Civil Service." Maia
sensed Odo's tense reaction, as if she had encountered something more
worrisome-than any gambit by Naroin, or Clevin, or even the aristocratic
lolanthe. "I'd be honored, Brill, of Upsala," Maia blurted
impulsively, feeling sticky from anxious perspiration under her heavy gown.
"Come at your convenience." The
atrium lights dimmed to the sound of a gentle chime, signaling intermission's
end. Odo pointedly took her hand, giving it a brief, painful squeeze.
"Time we took our seats," she said to lolanthe and the others.
"Enjoy the show. Come, Maia." There
was chill silence during the long, exposed climb back to the theater box. As
they resumed their seats and the lights went down, Maia felt Odo lean near.
"If you try another stunt like that, my dear young scattered seed, you'll
live to regret it. More than your own life rides on doing a better job of
acting." Maia
had even less taste for watching the second act. 740 DAVID ERIN! The
music sounded like clashing engines; the colorful costumes seemed foppish,
ridiculous. Only one thing caught her eye, to distract momentarily from her misery.
While listlessly scanning the sea of extravagance below, her lethargic gaze
picked out a pair of faces, each of them identical to the woman, Brill, she had
just met in the lobby. The
first belonged to the conductor of the orchestra. The second was the tenor, her
chin covered with an' artificial beard, leaping and crooning with ersatz
masculine abandon, playing the archetype operatic role of Nature's conceited
challenger, the epitome of hubris, Faust. Another
week passed. Each morning, Odo arranged for Maia to be dressed in a stunning
new outfit before taking her for an open carriage ride down the esplanade. It
showed her off to strollers and pedestrians without risking further close
personal contact. At
first, Maia was captivated by the sights of Caria— Council Hall, the
University, the Great Temple—almost as much as any tourist. The fascination
didn't last, however. Each time she returned to her room in Persim Hold, Maia
quickly stripped off the grotesque finery and threw herself into an orgy of exercise,
to vent her frustration. The guards were gone now, yet she felt more securely
imprisoned than ever in Long Valley, or on Grimke Isle. On
Fridinsday, during the morning ride, Maia witnessed a scene of commotion taking
place before one of the majestic, many-pillared public buildings. Uniformed
soldiers and proctors strove to keep back several groups of demonstrators. One,
consisting of men in varicolored guild tunics, appeared listless, demoralized.
Maia could only partly read one of their drooping banners. JELL . . . RMER said
the portion visible between folds. Suddenly,
Maia's heart sped. Just ahead, standing at the curb where the carriage was
about to pass, she saw CLORV S e A J o XI 741 Clevln,
her father, talking earnestly with lolanthe. Odo spoke to the driver, who
flicked her reins. The horses sped to a canter as Clevin looked up, met Maia's
eyes, and started to raise a hand. The
moment passed too quickly. Odo let out a short, satisfied grunt as Maia sank
back into the plush upholstery. The men
need help, she thought, miserably. If .1 were free, maybe I could buck up their
spirits. If only . . . She
shook her head. Nothing was worth spending her sister's life or Brod's.
Certainly not in a cause that was lost from the start. No effort on her part
would change destiny. They rode back to Persim Hold without another word. Maia
tossed off her stiff clothes, exercised, ate, and crawled into bed. v The
next day, on her breakfast tray next to the orange juice, Maia found a
newspaper. A simple, four-page tabloid, printed on fine, slick paper. From- the
price and circulation, both written on the masthead, it was clearly meant only
for subscribers at the pinnacle of Caria's many-tiered social strata. Several
portions had been razored out. The lead article was riveting, nonetheless. Strike
Outlook Positive While
seaborne traffic remains snarled in most ports along the Mediant Coast,
analysts now predict a quick conclusion to the work-stoppage by seventeen
shipping guilds and their affiliates. Already, defections have weakened the
resolve of the ringleaders, whose objective, to pressure the Planetary Reigning
Council into reopening the infamous Jellicoe Sanctuary, appears no longer to
have any realistic chance of success. ... 742 DAVID B
R I XI CLORV J Ј A S 0 XI 743 So,
Maia thought. It was her first partial accounting of events since her capture.
Also her first clue to her status as a pawn in big-time struggles. The
reavers were crushed. Kiel's rads are broken. Loose alliances of liberals, like
those backcountry temple vars, might lean toward change, but they lack
cohesiveness. The high clam have long experience coping with such grumblings. But
there's another group giving them a scare. The sailing guilds. In
Ursulaborg, the Pinnipeds had spoken of propaganda. The Great Former means
nothing, they had been told. The Wissy-Man was not your kind. . . . Maia
didn't overrate her own contribution. The sailors might have rejected the
official line anyway. But her narrative must have helped when she told what she
had learned about the ancient Guardians—about a forlorn struggle by ancient men
and women to devise another way. A way of including more* than one round patch
of earth and sea and sky, in the Stratoin tale. A way to amend, without rejecting,
what the Founders had once willed their heirs. And she
had spoken of Renna, the brave sailor whose sea was the galaxy. The man who
flew, as no man of this world had since the banishment. When they departed on
that day, she had felt certain the seamen knew her friend from the stars. That
he was one of them. That he was owed a debt of honor. The
Persim brought me here to help undermine the strike. That's why they flaunt me
around town. The men at the opera must have reported back to their guilds. If I
was in Odo's company, how serious could 1 ever have been, about being the
starman's comrade? Reading
between the lines, it grew apparent why the high clans were concerned. The
sailor's job action was hurting. ...
Half of the sparking season was over before the walkout was declared. Still, it
is clear that lack of male cooperation will depress this winter's breeding
program. That
caused Maia to smile, proud that Clevin and the others hadn't missed a trick. Perkinite
priestess-advocate Jeminalte Cever today demanded that "those responsible
for this flagrant neglect of duty must be made to pay." Fortunately,
this radicalization took place after Farsun Day, so politicians needn't fear a
rush to polling booths by disgruntled males. Their irate minority vote might
have swung several tight races in recent elections. Will it
remain a factor by next winter? Estimates based on recent episodes of male
unrest, six, ten, and thirteen decades ago, lead savants at the Institute for
Sociological Trends to suggest that this somewhat more severe interlude may not
pass in time to prevent short-term economic loss to many of our subscribers.
However, they predict that, by next autumn, only residual ferment should
remain, at a level corresponding to .... It went
on, describing how the guilds would predictably fall away from each other,
accepting generous deals and compromises, unable to maintain righteous ire in a
season when the blood ran cool. Maia sighed, finding the scenario 744 DAVID 8 R I HI GLORY J Ј A $ 0 XI 745 believable,
even predictable. The dead hand of Lysos always won. No
wonder they let me see this. She allowed for the fact that the reporting was
biased and incomplete. Nevertheless, the newspaper left her depressed. Odo
arrived as Maia finished dressing. She expected the Persim matriarch to gloat
over the article, but apparently Odo had other matters on her mind. Clearly
agitated, the old woman dismissed the maids and bid Maia sit down. - "There
will be no excursion today," she said. "You have a visitor." Maia
lifted an eyebrow, but said nothing. "Shortly,
you will meet Brill Upsala in the east conservatory. You'll be supplied
pencils, paper, other equipment. Brill has been informed that you are willing
to be examined, under the terms of ancient law, but that you do not wish to
discuss matters having to do with the alien.'' Odo met
Maia's eyes. "We will be listening. Should you make liars of us, or imply
distress of any sort, you might as well accompany the Upsala when she goes . .
. and live forever with guilt of your sister's fate. Let it be on your
head." Maia
knew she had stretched Odo's patience once, almost to the limit. Odo and her
cohorts were busy pulling a thousand threads, political, social, and economic.
Open and furtive. If they felt Maia and Leie and Brod were more trouble than
useful as pawns in their game, she could expect ruthlessness. Maia nodded
agreement, and followed Odo out the door. By now,
she knew the Persim household well. There were Yuquinn maids and Venn cooks and
Buju. handywomen, all of whom seemed nimble and content in their inherited
niches, needing no command or incentive to anticipate every Persim whim. Why
not? Each was descended from a var woman who had served peerlessly, anc been
rewarded with a type of immortality. An immortality that could end any time the
Persims withdrew patronage. No violence would be required. No one need even be
fired. The Persims had only to stop sponsoring expensive winter matings for
their clients, then wait the brief interval of a generation or two. Was the
relationship predatory? Unfair? Maia doubted the Yuquinn or Venn would think
so. If they were prone to such thoughts, their lines would have ended with the
natural passing of their first var ancestress. Of late, though, Maia had come
to adopt Renna's attitude. All of this was well-designed, as natural as could
be, and from another point of view, appalling. I am no
longer a daughter of Lysos, she realized. I'll never adjust to a world whose
basic premise I can't bear. "In
there," Odo said, pointing through a set of double doors.
"Behave." The
threat, implicit, sufficed. Odo turned and walked away. Maia entered the
conservatory, where the striking, dark-haired woman she had met at the opera
was laying papers on a fabulously expensive table made of metal frames
supporting nearly flawless panes of glass. While one of Odo's younger
clone-sisters observed from the corner, Brill indicated a chair. "Thank
you for seeing me. Shall we begin?" Maia
sat down. "Begin what?" "Your
examination, of course. We'll start with a simple survey of preferences. Take
these forms. Each question features five activities—" "Urn,
pardon me ... what hind of examination?" Brill
straightened, regarding her enigmatically. Maia experienced a fey sensation of
depth. As if the woman already saw clear through her, and had no real need for
exams. "An
occupational-aptitude test. I've accessed your 746 DAVID B
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records from Port Sanger, which show adequate preparatory work. Is there a
problem?" Maia
almost laughed out loud. Then she wondered. Is this a pose? Might she have been
sent hereby lolantheNitocris and her allies? But
then, Odo would have checked Brill's bona fides. The small civil service of
Stratos was supposedly outside politics, and its testers could go anywhere. If
this was a pose, Brill made it believable. Maia decided to play along. "Uh,
no problem." She looked left and right. "Where are your calipers?
Will you be measuring bumps on my head?" The
Upsala clone smiled. "Phrenology has its adherents. For starters, however,
why don't we begin with this?" There
followed a relentless confrontation with paper. Rapidfire questions, covering
her interests, tastes, knowledge of grammar, knowledge of science -and weather,
knowledge of ... After
two hours, Maia was allowed a short break. She went to the toilet, ate a small
snack from a silver tray, walked in the garden to stretch her back. Ever
businesslike, the Upsala clone spent the time processing results. If she had
been sent to convey a message from Naroin or Clevin, she was good at-concealing
.the fact. "I
saw two of your sisters after we spoke at the opera, Maia commented, aware of
the watching Persim clone. "One of them played Faust . . :" "Yes,
yes. Cousin Gloria. And Surah, at the baton Bloody showoffs." Maia
blinked in surprise. "I thought they were ver good at what they did." "Of
course they were good!" Brill glanced sharph "The issue is what one
chooses to be good at. The arts ar-.-fine, for hobbies. I play six instruments,
myself. But the. pose no great challenge to a mature mind." Maia
stared. It was passing strange to hear a clor disparage
her own kin. Stranger was the implication of her words. ' . . ,
"Did you say choose? Then your clan doesn't—" "Specialize?"
Brill finished the word with a disdainful buzz. "-No, Maia. We do not
specialize. Shall we resume work now?" The
return to neutral professionalism cut short Maia's line of inquiry. Brill next
presented a wooden box, and asked Maia to grip two levers while peering down a
leather-lined tube. Within, a horizontal line rocked back and forth, reminding
her of an instrument she had seen in the aircraft carrying her from Ursulaborg.
"This is an artificial horizon," Brill began. "Your task, as I
add difficulty, will be to correct deviations ..." An hour
later, Maia's finery was damp with perspiration, her neck hurt from
concentration, and she moaned when Brill called time for a halt. "O-oh-h,"
she commented in surprise. "That . . .-was fun." The
Upsala clone answered with a brief, thin smile: "I :an tell." After
more physical tests, there came another break, for supper in the nearest of
Persim Hold's many dining rooms. To Odo's clear irritation, Brill seemed
blithely to issume she was invited to table, obliging the Persim matriarch to
attend as well, keeping an eye on things. She
needn't have bothered. The conversation was less -.nan
enthralling across an expanse of fine-grained Yarri -•••
ood, embroidered linen, and fine porcelain, lit by spar- - ^:ng
chandeliers. For most of the time, Brill shuffled pa-•-•rs, except when
meticulously thanking the servants for ..n dish that was served. Maia enjoyed
the effect on Odo. .Nearly,
the matron thought the test-taker's visit a chess -.->ve
by her faction's opponents, and was writhing to fig- -re it
out. Also clearly, it frustrated Odo to spend so much ~e worrying over a mere
pawn. 748 DAVID B
R -I HI CLORV JEAJON 749 Was
that all it was? A gambit to waste the enemy's time? If so, Maia was pleased to
help. The exams were exhausting, but a pleasant diversion. She only wished
Brill seemed more sensitive to her own efforts hinting at messages to be
relayed to Naroin and her father. "The
Upsalas are a funny lot," Odo commented while the main course was cleared
away, and she finished her third glass of wine. "Do you know of them,
summer child?" Maia
shook her head. "Then
let me enlighten you. They are a successful clan by normal standards, numbering
about a hundred—" "Eighty-eight
adults," Brill corrected, regarding Odo with relaxed, green eyes. "And
my sources say their fortune is secure. Not first rank, but secure. There are
two Upsalas on the Reigning Council, and forty-nine with savant chairs at
various institutions. Nineteen at Caria University itself, in diverse
departments. And yet, do you know what's most peculiar about them?" A
servant refilled Odo's glass as she leaned forward. "They have no
clanhold! No house, grounds, servants. Nothing!" Maia
frowned. "I don't follow." "They
all live on their own! In houses or apartments they purchase as individuals.
Each makes her own living. Each makes her own sparking arrangements with
individual men! And do you know why?" Odo giggled. "The) hate each
other's guts." When
Maia turned to regard Brill, the examiner shrugged. "The typical Stratoin
success story demands not only talent, upbringing, and luck to find a niche.
Gregarity is another customary requisite . . .self-sacrifice for the good of
the hive. Sisterly solidarity helps a clan to thrive "But
humans aren't ants," she went on. "Not everyone is born predisposed
to get along with others identical tc herself." Nerves
and alcohol had transformed the normally-aloof Odo, who laughed harshly.
"Well put! Many's the time a bright young var gets something going, only
to see it spoilt by her own pretty, bickering daughters. Only those at peace
with themselves can truly use the Founders' Gift." Maia
recalled countless times she and Leie had been less than selfless with each
other while growing up. They had attributed it to the rough passage of a summer
back- i ground, but was that it? Might the tense
affection between them worsen with prosperity, rather than growing into perfect
teamwork? Maia sensed an evolutionary imperative at' work. Over generations,
selection would favor the trait of | getting along with different versions of
yourself. If so, per- ! haps the twins' plans had always been
moot, as likely as : frost in summer. "There
are exceptions," Maia prompted hopefully. 'Your clan manages,
somehow." Brill
sighed, as if bored with the topic. "Eventually, we Upsala learned how to
maintain the needful functions of a clan, without all the trappings or
constraints." "She
means they have grand meetings, about once an old Earth year. Half of 'em don't
attend, they send their lawyers!" Odo seemed to find it hilarious.
"They don't even like their own clone daughters. That's why their -.umbers
grow so slow—" "It's
not true!" Brill snapped, showing the first strong emotion Maia had seen.
The woman paused to regain ner composure. "Everything's fine until
adolescence, *hen .
. ." She lapsed a second time, and finished in a low voice. "I get
along fine with my other kids." "Your
van, you mean. That's another thing. Upsala rrefer summer breeding! Makes 'em
popular with the >?ys, it does," Odo slurred as she sloshed more wine. "Your
way would never work in the countryside," '.'jia told Brill, fascinated. 750 DAVID B R I N "True,
Maia. City life offers public services, a wealth of career choices. ..." "Tell
her about career choices! Don't you all pick different professions 'cause you
hate to even run into each other?" While
Odo chuckled, Maia stared. Apparently, the Upsala excelled at anything they
tried, starting from scratch with each cloned lifetime. Maia wondered if Renna,
her late friend, ever encountered this marvel during his stay in Caria. If not
handicapped by one defective trait, the Upsala might own all of Stratos
someday. No wonder this one's presence had Odo nervous, despite Brill's
innocuous chosen profession. In
their case, genius overcame a crippling lack of harmony. Leie and I aren't
geniuses, but we don't exactly hate each other, either. Maybe something in
between is possible. If we both get out of this mess alive, perhaps we can
learn from the Upsalas. Brill
took out a pocketwatch and cleared her throat. "That was awfully pleasant,
yes? Now might we get back to work? I'd like to finish soon. My babysitter
charges extra after ten." The
next series dealt with Maia's "cryptomathematical talent," or her
unforeseen affinity for games like Life. For an hour, Maia waged midget battles
on a computerized board like Renna's, trying—usually in vain—to prevent the
gadget from wreaking havoc on her patterns. Brill kepi demanding that Maia use
new "recursion rules," meaning ways to make things progressively,
then impossibly harder. It was a tense, sweaty exercise of guesswork anc raw
skill. Maia loved it ... until the patterns startec blurring and her endurance
ran out. "Why
are you doing this to me?" she moaned at th-. end. qLORV J Ј A S o xi 751 "It
is suspected that you may qualify for a niche," Brill answered dryly,
turning off the machine. Maia rubbed her eyes. "What niche?" Brill
paused. "I can tell you what not to expect. Do not hope for entry to the
university based on your talent with patterns and symbol systems. If it carries
across generations, a winter child of yours might apply on its basis, but for
you it is already too late to be a mathematician." Thanks,
Maia thought,, with bitterness that surprised her. Who asked, anyway? "Moreover,
you appear to have too high an action potential for the contemplative
life," Brill went on, scanning a chart. "That isn't a drawback to my
client, although other factors—" Maia
sat up quickly. "Client? You mean this isn't for the civil service?"
She sensed the Persim clone edge forward, suddenly alert. Brill shrugged, as if
it didn't matter. "I've been commissioned by a member of my own family, to
seek workers for a new venture. Frankly, it's a long shot/not a safe niche, by
any means." "But
. . ." Maia sensed anger in the tense silence of the Persim cloneling.
"Odo assumed this was for—" "I'm
not responsible for Odo's assumptions. Any potential employer may contract with
the examination service. This isn't relevant to Persim Clan's present political
struggles, so Odo has no cause for concern. Now, shall we get back to work? Our
last item will be—" "I'm
a good navigator!" Maia blurted. "And I'm pretty good with machines.
My twin's better. We're mirror twins, you know. So maybe . . . between us . .
." Maia's voice trailed off, weighed down by embarrassment over her
outburst. Some lurking, childish remnant had leaped out, pleading a case she no
longer even cared to make. "Those
factors may be relevant," Brill commented after a beat. There was a brief
light of kindness in the examiner's eyes. "Now, the last item is an essay
question. I want 752 DAVID B
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describe three episodes in which you solved puzzle locks to enter hidden
chambers. You know the events I speak of. Succinctly note what factors, logical
and intuitive, led you to surmise correct answers. Limit each answer to a
hundred words. Pick up your pencil. Begin." Maia
sighed and started writing. Apparently, everyone knew of her adventures under
Jellicoe Isle. By now, the place was back in the hands of those same
conservative forces that had, for centuries, maintained the Defense Center. But
the secret was out for good. ... so
our success at the red-metal door was partly luck . . . she wrote. 1 once
overheard some words which made me realize the symbols in the hexagons could
mean . . . Maia
knew she was doing poorly, failing to organize her thoughts in coherent order.
Pondering Jellicoe also reminded Maia of problems more real than these stupid
tests. If only Leie and Brod had noticed the gradual transition of power there,
and snuck out with Naroin's friends while it was still possible! Now,
apparently, it was too late. Maia
finished describing the crimson door she and Brod had found in the sea cave,
and moved on to summarize her logic in the sanctuary auditorium. She started by
giving full credit to Leie and the ill-fated navigator, for their parts in
solving the riddle that led to discovering the Great Former. Except that also
meant sharing blame for what followed—the violent invasion of those cryptic
precincts, forcing Renna to cut short his preparations and attempt that deadly,
premature launch into a terrible blue sky. It's my
doing. Mine alone. She had to close her eyes and inhale deeply. I can't think
about that right now. Save it. Save it for later. Maia
finished that summary, putting the second piece of paper atop the first. She
stared at the third blank sheet, then looked up in bafflement. "What third
puzzle lock? I don't recall—" CLORV SEASON 753 "The
earliest. When you were four. Breaking into your mothers' storeroom." Maia
stared in surprise. "How did you—" "Never
mind that. Please finish. This test measures spontaneous response under
pressure, not skill or completeness of recollection." Maia
suspected the jargon hid something, some meaning hidden in the words, but it
escaped her. Sighing, she bent over to write down what she could remember of
that long-ago day, when the creaking dumbwaiter carried two young twins for the
last time into those catacombs beneath the Lamai kitchens. In her
hand, Maia had clutched a scrawled solution, her final effort to defeat the
stubborn lock. With Leie holding a lantern, she pressed stony figures—twining
snakes, stars, and other symbols—which clicked into place, one by one. Neither
twin breathed as the defiant, iron-bound door at long last slid aside to
reveal— Bones.
Row after row of neat stacks of bones. Femurs. Tibia. Fibia. Grinning skulls.
Maia -had leapt back; and Leie's surprised cry had rattled the wine racks
behind them, her eyes showing white clear around as they tremulously entered
the secret chamber, gaping at generation after generation of ancestresses . . .
each of whom had been genetically their own mother. There were a lot of mothers
down there. The ossuary had been chill, silently eerie. Maia-gratefully saw no
whole skeletons. Lamai neatness—sorting and stacking the bones primly by type—
made it harder to envision them twitching to vengeful life. Other
things had lain hidden in the chamber. Icy cabinets held dusty records. Then,
toward the back, they encountered more menacing items. Weapons. Vicious death
machines, outlawed to family militias, but stored in keeping with the motto of
Lamatia Clan—"Better Safe Than Sorry." Afterward,
both twins had had lurid dreams, but soon 754 DAVID BRIM they
replaced qualms with jesting scorn for that great chain of individuals leading
back to a mythical, lost set of genetic grandparents. The intermediary—the
Lamai person —had conquered time, but apparently would never overcome her deep
insecurity. In the end, what Maia recalled best were the months spent
tantalized by a puzzle. Once solved, she realized, a riddle that had seemed compelling
all too often turns out to be nothing but insipid. After
Brill went home, Maia crawled between the bee-silk sheets, exhausted, but
unable to stop thinking. Renna, too, was immortal in a way. Lysos^ would've
thought his method silly, as he probably thought hers. Perhaps
they both were right. Sleep
came eventually. She did not dream, but her hands twitched, as if sensing a
vague but powerful need to reach for tools. The
next day dawned eerie as Maia watched frost evaporate from flowers in the garden,
perfuming the air with scents of roses and loneliness. When Odo collected her
for their daily ride, neither woman spoke. Maia kept mulling over Brill
Upsala's parting remarks the night before. "1
can't say much about the venture," the examiner had said, referring to the
enterprise her clan was funding. "Except that it involves transport and
communications, using improved traditional techniques." Brill's smile was
thin, wry. "Our clan likes anything that lets us spread ourselves out thinner." "So
it doesn't have to do with the Former, or the space launcher?" Brill's
green eyes had flashed. "What gave you that idea? Oh. Because I was with
lolanthe and the Pinniped, that night. No, I only came along to be introduced.
As for the Jellicoe finds, those are sealed by Council orders." Brill 5 Ј A J
O SJ 755 lifted
her satchel. "You must have known there was no other prospect. A dragon's
inertia is not shifted by yanking its tail." Aware
of the Persim clone trailing nearby, Maia had asked one final question at the
door. "I still can't figure how you knew about our visit to the Lamatia
bone room. The Lamai never found out, did they?" "Not
to my knowledge." "Then
you must've spoken to Le—" "Don't
make assumptions," the older woman had cut in. Then, after a beat, she
held out her hand. "Good luck, Maia. I hope we meet again." It
wasn't hard to interpret Brill's meaning. I hope we meet again . . . if you
survive. Those
words came to mind as the carriage bore Maia and Odo by the marble portico of
Council House. Fewer demonstrators held banners, which hung limper than ever.
There was no sign of Naroin or her father. The
strike is failing, Maia sensed. Even if it were still active on the coast, how
could loosely organized' men overcome great clans and win back things lost ages
before living memory? What did ancient Guardians, or the Great Former, mean to
the average seaman, anyway? How long can passion be maintained over an abstract
grievance, nearly a thousand years old? Something
unsettling occurred to Maia. "Brill's examination had covered many of the
skills needed by the pilot or navigator of a ship. Might it be part of a scheme
to recruit strike breakers! There were enough women sailors to staff some
freighters, after all. Without officers, those ships would soon founder, but
what if women were found as replacements on the quarterdeck, as well? I'd
re/use, Maia vowed. Even if it turned out to be the one thing I was born to do,
I could never help deprive men of their one niche, their one place of pride in
the world. The Perkinite solution would be more merciful. 756 DAVID BRIM She
knew she was leaping to conclusions. The situation was making her paranoid and
depressed. Watching
the faltering demonstration, she saw Odo smile. The
next day, the heavens opened and there was no ride in the park. Maia tried to
read, but the rain turned her thoughts to Renna. Strangely, she found it hard
to picture his face. Eventually, he would have gone away, anyway, she told
herself. You never would have had anything lasting to-her. Was her
heart hardening? No, she still mourned her friend, and would always. But she
owed duty to the living. To Leie. And she missed Brod terribly. That
night, Maia woke to words in the hallway. She heard passing footsteps, and
shadows.briefly occulted the line of light under her door. "...
I knew it couldn't last!" "It's
not over, yet," commented a more-cautious voice. "You
saw the reports! The vrilly lugs'll accept the token offer and be happy about
it. We'll be moving cargo well before spring!" The
words and footsteps receded. Maia threw off the covers and hurried to the door
in her nightgown, in time to see three figures round a far corner—all Persims,
ranging from early to late middle age. After a moment's temptation to follow,
Maia turned and headed the way they had come, her bare feet silent on the
hand-woven carpet. No guards were stationed to keep her prisoner anymore.
Either they felt sure of their hold over her, or cared less what she did. Her way
lay past the main foyer of this wing and into the next, where a staircase led
up to an ancient tower. Voices drew near, descending. Maia ducked into shadows
as another pair of Persim entered view. "...
not sure I like sacrificing so many to the courts, dammit." CLORV J'Ј A J o 757 "Ten
is the least the Reeces say'll pass. Sometimes you must trust your lawyer
clan." "I
suppose. What a farce, though. Especially when we've won!" "Mm.
Hard on those going down. Glad it won't be me." The
pair turned past Maia, the second voice continuing with a sigh. "Clan and
cause, that's what matters. Let the law have its ..." When
the way was clear, Maia hurried up the stairs the two had just vacated. The
first landing was dim, and she felt sure her goal lay higher. From her room,
she had watched a light burn many times, accompanied by reverberations of tense
argument. Tonight there had been jubilation. Three
levels up, an open set of doors faced the landing. An electric bulb burned
under a parchment lampshade, casting shadows across towering bookshelves. An
ornate wooden table lay strewn with papers, surrounded by brass-studded leather
chairs in unseemly disorder. Presumably, the mess would be cleaned up in the
morning. Maia entered hesitantly. It was a more impressive room, by her
prejudices, than the ornate opera house. She yearned for the volumes lining the
walls, but headed" first for the detritus of the adjourned meeting,
uncrumpling bits of scrap paper, poking through sheets apparently torn out of
ledgers and covered with scribbled accounts . . until she found something more
easily interpreted. Another newspaper, complete this time. Indictments
Filed in Visitor Kidnapping The
tragic events which took place in the: Dragons' Teeth, during Farsun Week,
reached a climax today when the Planetary Prosecutor presented charges against 758 DAVID BRIM fourteen
individuals allegedly responsible for the abduction of Renna Aarons,
Peripatetic Emissary from the Hominid Phylum. This event, which led to the
alien's unfortunate, accidental demise, . aggravated an unpleasant year of
turmoil which began when his ship . . . Maia
skimmed ahead. . . .
rogue individuals from the Hutu, Savani, Persim, Wayne, Seller, and Jopland
clans are now expected to file guilty pleas, so the case will likely never go to
trial. "Justice will be served," announced prosecutor Pudu Lang.
"If the Phylum ever does come nosing around, they will have no cause for
complaint. An uninvited guest provoked some of our citizens into unfortunate
actions, but this will have been dealt with, according to the traditions of our
ancestors." To
demands for an open public trial, officials of the High Court reply that they
see no need to inflame today's atmosphere of near-hysteria. So long as the
guilty are punished, added sensationalism will not serve the civic interest. .
. . This
explained some of what she had overheard. The good news was that even the
winners in the political struggle, Odo's side, could not completely co-opt the
courts. Public servants were enforcing the law, by narrow Stratoin standards. Yet
ironies abounded. The law emphasized deeds by individuals. That might have made
sense back in the Phy- GLORV J Ј A 759 lum,
but here, actions were often dictated by groups of clans. As in elections/the
law pretended universal rights, while securing the interests of powerful
houses. There was another article. Twelve
Guilds Accept Compromise Agreement
appears to have been reached in the labor dispute now disrupting commerce along
the Mediant. In giving up their more absurd demands, such as shared governance
of the newly created Jellicoe Technical Reserve, the sailing guilds have at
last acceded to logic. In return, the Council promises to erect a monument in
honor of the Visitor, Renna Aarons, and to pass regulations allowing male crew
to help staff .certain types of auxiliary vessels which heretofore ... So
Brill was right. The men and their allies couldn't fight inertia, the tendency
of all things Stratoin to swing back toward equilibrium. The guilds had won a
token concession or two—Maia felt especially glad that Renna would be
honored—and Odo's side in the struggle might have to sacrifice a few members.
Nevertheless, Jellicoe was re->;ored to its old wardens, who would now
quietly resume :-:\T
deadly exercises, practicing to blow up great, un- -med
ships of snow. Maia
glanced at a photograph accompanying the arti- Commodores
and Investors Discuss New Venture, the •.ion read. Pictured were several
sailors dressed in officers' braid, 760 DAVID B
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on as three women showed them a model ship. Maia bent to look closer, and
stared. "Well I'll be . . ." One of
the women in the photo was a younger version of Brill Upsala, eagerness
lighting her eyes like fire. The sleek ship was of no design Maia knew, lacking
sails or smokestacks. Then she inhaled sharply. It was,
in fact, a zep'lin. Is that
the "auxiliary vessel" they're talking about? But that would mean— A voice
came out of nowhere. "So.
Always one to show initiative, I see." Maia
swiveled catlike, arms spread wide. Behind the door, in a dim corner of the
room, a solitary figure lay slumped in a plush chair, clutching a cigar. A long
ash drooped from the smoldering end. "Too
bad that initiative won't take you anywhere but the grave." "You're
the one that's going to feed the dragon, Odo," Maia said with
satisfaction. "Your clan's dumping you to buy off the law." The
elderly Persim glared, then nodded. "We're taught to consider ourselves
cells in a greater body. . . ." She paused. "I never considered, till
now . . . what if a cell doesn't want to be sacrificed for the smuggy
whole?" "Big
news, Odo. You're human. Deep down, you're just like a var. Unique." Odo
shrugged aside the insult. "Another time, I might have hired you, bright
summer child. And left a diary warning our great-granddaughters to betray your
heirs. Now I'll settle for warmer revenge—taking you with me to the
dragon." Maia
fell back a step. "You . . . don't need me anymore. Or Leie or Brod." "True.
In fact, they have already been released to the Nitocris. Their vessel docks in
less than a week." i Maia's
heart leaped at the news. But Odo went on before she could react. "Normally,
I'd let you go as well, and watch with pleasure as your fancy friends all fall
away, hedging their promises, leaving you with a tiny apartment and job, and
vague tales to tell. one winter child-—about when you rubbed elbows with the
mighty. "But
I won't be around for that bliss, so I'll have another. The Persim owe me a
favor!" Maia
whispered. "You hate me. Why?" "Truth?"
Odo answered in a low, harsh voice. "Jealousy of the hearth, varling. For
what you had, but I could not." Maia
stared silently. "I
knew him," Odo went on. "Virile, summer-rampant in frost season, yet
with the self-control of a priestess. I thought vicarious joy would suffice, by
setting him up at Seller House, with both Bellers and my younger siblings. Yet
my soul stayed empty! The alien wakened in me a sick envy of my own
sisters!" Odo leaned forward, her 'eyes loathing, "He never touched
you, yet he was and remains yours. That, my rutty little virgin, is why I'll
have a price from my Lysos-cursed clan, which I served all my wasted life. Your
company in hell." The
words were meant to be chilling. But in trying to terrify, Odo had instead
given Maia a gift more precious than she knew. ... he
was and remains yours ... Maia's
shoulders squared and her head lifted as she gave Odo a final look of pity that
clearly seared. Then she simply turned away. "Don't
try to leave!" Odo called after her. "The guards have been told.
..." Odo's
voice trailed off as Maia left the muted room and its bitter occupant. She
descended the drafty stairway, but instead of turning toward her room, she
continued 762 DAVID B R I SJ down
one more level to the ground floor, and then crossed a wide, dimly lit atrium
beneath statues depicting several dozen identical, joyless visages. She pulled
the handle of an enormous door, which opened slowly, massively. Cool
garden air washed her face, cleansing foul odors of smoke and wrath. Maia
stepped onto a wide gravel drive and looked up at the sky. Winter
constellations glittered, save where the luminous dome of the Great Temple cast
a bright halo, just over the next rise. City lights sprawled below the
acropolis, along both banks of a black ribbon of river crisscrossed by many
bridges. The
driveway dropped gently through an open park, then past a grove of ancient,
Earth-stock trees, ending at last with a wrought-iron gate set in a high wall.
Maia approached without stealth. A liveried sentry stepped out of the guard
booth, offering a slight, quizzical bow. "Can
I help you, miss?" the stocky, well-muscled woman asked. "I'm
leaving." The
guard shook her head. "Dunno, miss. It's awfully—" "Do
you have orders to stop me?" "Uh
. . . not since a few days ago. But—" "Then
kindly do not stand between another daughter of Stratos and her rights." It was
an invocation she recalled from a var-trash novel, which seemed ironically
apropos. The keeper shifted uncertainly from foot to foot, and finally shuffled
to the gate. As it swung open, Maia thanked the attendant and stepped through,
arriving on a strange street, in a strange city, barefoot in the dead of night. Of
course Persim Clan wanted it this way. She was no longer needed, an
embarrassment, in fact. But murder was risky. What if it restoked the waning
sailors' strike? What if her disappearance prodded the lazy machinery of the
law past some genteel threshold of tolerance? This way, L 0 R
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Persims might even solve their predicament in Odo, who had outlived her
usefulness to the clan. Maia's escape might provoke that broken piece of the
hive to end things neatly, skirting a degrading ritual of sentencing and
punishment. I'm
still being used, Maia, knew. But I'm learning, choosing those uses with open
eyes. And now
. . . what will I choose? Not to
be the founder of some immortal dynasty, that much she knew. A home and
children were still fond hopes, as was warmth of the heart and hearth. But not
that way. Not by the cool, passionless rhythms of Stratos. If Leie chose that
route, good luck to her. Maia's twin was smart enough to start a clan, with or
without her. But Maia's own goals went beyond all that now. Earlier,
she had declared herself free of duty to the legacy of Lysos. That assertion
had nothing to do with returning to ancient sexual patterns, or preferring the
bad old terrors of patriarchy. Those were separate issues, in her mind already
settled. What
she had decided was that, if she could not live in a time of openness, of ideas
and daring, then she could at least behave as if she did. As if she were a
citizen of a scientific age. She
wasn't alone. Others surely had the same thing in mind. Brill had hinted as
much. The "token""concession won by the guilds—regaining for men
the right to fly-would change Stratos over time, and there were doubtless other
moves afoot to nudge society in subtle ways. Gradually diverting the ponderous
momentum of a dragon. Renna
set things in motion. And I had a role, as well. For both his sake and mine,
I'll keep on having one. Still,
the Upsala and the Nitocris might be surprised by her reaction, when they made
her an offer. She would listen, politely. But, on the other hand . . . Why not
do what I want, for a change? 764 DAVID ERIN It was
the final irony. She faced the challenges of independence willingly, equipped,
to'stand on her own, while at the same time ready to share her heart. It seemed
a natural stage in her personal renaissance, cresting from adolescence to true
adulthood. Stratos
might take a while longer, but worlds, too, must waken from dreamy illusions of
constancy. The cradle built by Lysos no longer protected, but constrained. Reaching
a turn in the road, Maia came upon an overlook facing west. There, slowly
setting beyond the mountains, was the great nebula that Stratoins called the
Claw— known in Phylum space as God's Brow. Somewhere in the cold, empty reaches
between, vast crystalline ships were bearing down to finish an isolation that
Lysos must have known would end, in time. Only then would it become clear if
humans had achieved a kind of wisdom here, a new pattern of life worthy of
adding to a greater whole. Suddenly,
the .surroundings were illuminated by a sharp glow from above. Maia turned to
look upward, where a single, starlike glimmer pulsed, throbbing rhythmically as
it brightened, until it shone more radiant than any moon, or even summer's
beacon, Wengel Star. Wave-like patterns of color stabbed her eye, causing her
to squint in wonder. At
first, Maia felt she had this marvel to herself, amid a city of a hundred
thousand souls. Then came sounds— doors banging open, people flooding out of
houses and holds, murmuring as they faced skyward and stared. Women, children,
and the occasional man, spilled into the streets, pointing at the heavens, some
fearfully, others in growing awe. It took
hours before anyone was certain, but by dawn all could tell. The spark was
moving away. Leaving the folk of Stratos alone again. For a
time. AFTCKWOBJ) This
book began with a contemplation of lizards. Specifically, several species from
the American Southwest that reproduce parthenogenetically—mothers giving birth
to daughter clones. Perfect copies of themselves. From
there, I discovered aphids, tiny insects blessed with two modes of
reproduction. During periods of plenty and stability, they self-clone, churning
out multiple duplicates like little Xerox machines. But when the good times
end, they quickly swing back to old-fashioned sexual mating, creating daughters
and sons whose imperfect variety is nature's mortar of survival. These
miracles of diversity prompted me-to wonder, 'What if humans could do the
same?" The
idea of cloning has been explored widely in fiction, but always in terms of
medical technology involving complex machinery, a dilettante obsession for the
very rich. This may serve a pampered, self-obsessed class for a while, but it's
hardly a process any .species could rely on ver the long haul, through bad
times as well as good. Not .! way of life, machine-assisted cloning is the
biosocial counterpart of a hobby. What
if, instead, self-cloning were just another of the 766 DAVID S R I many
startling capabilities of the human womb? An interesting premise. But then,
only t female humans have wombs, so a contemplation of cloning became a novel
about drastically altered relations between the sexes. Most aspects to the
society of planet Stratos arose out of this one idea. These
days, nothing is politically neutral. The lizards I referred to earlier have
recently been cited in a thought-provoking, if inflammatory, radical feminist
tract posing the question "Who needs males, anyway?" Many times, over
the ages, insurgent female philosophers have proposed independence through
separation. Given the plight of countless women and children in the world, they
can hardly be blamed. In fact, the name "Perkinite" was taken from
Charlotte Perkins Oilman, whose novel Herland is one of the best and pithiest
separationist Utopias ever penned. Her brand of sexual isolationism is far
gentler than the extremist doctrine I depict, which shamefully misuses her name
on planet Stratos. Unfortunately
for gender segregationists—though not, perhaps, for men—biology appears to
thwart simplistic secession. Mammals -seem to require a male component at a
deeper level than do insects, fish, or reptiles. Recent studies indicate that
"male-processed genes" initiate important fetal-development
processes. So even if self-cloning without machines became possible, conception
might still require at least cursory involvement by a man. Anyway,
stories excluding men altogether seem almost as bombastic as those that crudely
turn the tables, in naive role-reversal fantasies. (Amazon warriors, dueling
over harems of huge but meek bimbo-males? The sub-genre is a dandy source of
giggles, but bears no relation to the way biology works in this universe.) On the
other hand, there are no scientific reasons not to show males relegated to the
sidelines of history, a peripheral social class, as has all too often been the
lot of CLORV 767 women
in our own civilization. Men are still men on Stratos, give or take some
alterations. Their society isn't designed purposely to oppress them, only to
end the age-old domineering and strife that accompanied patriarchy. In
consequence, the folk of Stratos miss some of the joys we seek (and sometimes
find) in monogamous family life. They also avoid much familiar pain. Would
self-cloning lead kinship lineages to imitate the social life of ants or bees,
dwelling in "hives" with like-gened sisters? This notion, too, has
been explored before, often by cramming antlike behavior into bipedal bodies.
On Stratos, the daughters of an ancient clan would exhibit solidarity and
self-knowledge unimaginable to vars like ourselves, but that
wouldn't.necessarily make them automatons, or stop them being human. Try to
look at it from their point of view. Our world of nearly infinite
sexual-genetic variation might seem too chaotic to be civilized. A society of
vars would be inherently incapable of planning beyond a single generation—
which is exactly our problem today, according to many contemporary critics. Too
much sameness may be stifling on fictional Stratos, but too little sense of
continuity may be killing the real Earth of here and now. Some
may accuse me of preaching that genes are destiny. Far from it. Men and women
are ingenious, marvelously self-trainable creatures. Stratoin society is as
much a matter of social evolution as it is of bioengineering. One of the
lessons of Maia's adventure is that no plan, no system or stereotype, can
suppress an individual who is boldly determined to be different. At the
opposite extreme, some early readers said, 'Women are inherently cooperative.
They would never compete the way you depict." I reply by referring to the
works of animal behavioralist Sarah Blaffer Hrdy (author 768 DAVI-D BRIM of The
Woman That Never Evolved} and other researchers who show that competitiveness
is just as common in the female as the male. Women have good reason to differ
from men in style, but one would have to be blind to say their world is free of
struggle. The intent of Stratos Colony was to craft a society in which natural
feedback mechanisms temper inevitable outbursts of egotism. Its founders sought
to maximize happiness and minimize violent disruption. Maia's exploits are
exceptions, occurring in a time of unusual stress, but they do illustrate that
a culture based on pastoral changelessness has drawbacks all its own. In
other words, I penned Stratos Colony as neither Utopia nor dystopia. Many
Westerners would find the place boring, but no more unjust than our world.
While I hope,my descendants live in a nicer place, few male-led cultures on
Earth have done as well. That
sentiment notwithstanding, it is dangerous these days for a male to write even
glaneingly on feminist themes. Did anyone attack Margaret Atwood's right to
extrapolate religio-machismo in The Handmaid's Talel Women writers appear
vouchsafed insight into the souls of men—credit that seldom flows the other
way. It is a sexist and offensive assumption, which does not advance
understanding. This
author claims only to present a gedankenexperi-ment—a thought experiment about
one conceivable world of "What If. "I hope it provokes argument. On a
different track, the game of cellular automata, which its inventors named
"Life," is a fascinating topic which I chose to graft into Stratoin
society for various reasons. I took liberties with the rules, as originally
designed by Conway & co, back in the sixties, and described in the
excellent books of Martin Gardner. (Plot and story take GLORY 769 precedence
over lectury accuracy.) Nevertheless, I am grateful for the advice of Dr.. Rudy
Rucker and others, in helping correct the worst errors. Beyond
obvious allegories to reproduction, creativity, and'ecology, the game allowed
discussion of talent, and the essential difference between individuals and
averages. It is senseless to proclaim that it's evil to make generalizations
about groups. Generalization is a natural human mental process, and many
generalizations are true—in average. What often does promote evil behavior is
the lazy, nasty habit of believing that generalizations have anything at all to
do with individuals. We have no right to pre-judge that a specific man can't
nurture, or a particular woman cannot fight. Or that a girl cannot master a
game that for generations was the dominion of men. While I
have the floor, here's a question that's been bothering me for some time. Why
do so few writers of heroic or epic fantasy ever deal with the fundamental
quandary of their novels ... that so many of them take place in cultures that
are rigid, hierarchical, stratified, and in essence oppressive? What is so
appealing about feudalism, that so many free citizens of an educated
commonwealth like ours love reading about and picturing life under hereditary
lords? Why
should the deposed prince or princess in every cliched tale be chosen to lead
the quest against the Dark Lord? Why not elect a new leader by merit, instead
of clinging to the inbred scions of a failed royal line? Why not ask the
pompous, patronizing, "good" wizard for something useful, such as
flush toilets, movable type, or electricity for every home in the kingdom?
Given half a chance, the sons and daughters of peasants would rather not grow
up to be servants. It seems bizarre for modern 770 DAVID BRIM CLORV 56AS-OKJ 771 folk to
pine for a way of life our ancestors rightfully fought desperately to escape. Only
Aldous Huxley ever wrote a scenario for social stratification that was
completely, if chillingly, self-consistent and stable. You get no sense of
oppression, or any, chance of rebellion, in a society where people truly are
born for their tasks, as in Brave New. World. It may
be a-possible result on Stratos, as well. Finally,
the issue of pastoralism deserves comment. Countless bad books—and a few very
good ones—have extolled the virtues of a slower pace, emphasizing farming life
over urban, predictability over ;chaos, intuition over science. Often, this is
couched in terms of feminine wisdom over the type of greedy knowledge pursued
by rapacious Western (read "male") society. One unfortunate upshot
has been a tendency to associate feminism with opposition to technology. This
novel depicts a society that is conservative by design, not because of
something intrinsic to a world led by women. (Many fine tales have been woven
of high-tech matriarchal cultures.) On Stratos, the founders' objective was a
pastoral solution to the problem of human nature— a solution that has many
intelligent and forceful adherents today. They
have a point. Anyone who loves nature, as I do, cries out at the havoc being
spread by humans, all over the globe. The pressures of city life can be
appalling, as are the moral ambiguities that plague us, both at home and via
yammering media. The temptation to seek uncomplicated certainty sends some
rushing off to ashrams and crystal therapy, while many dive into the shelter of
fundamentalism, and other folk yearn for better, "simpler" times.
Certain popular writers urgently prescribe returning to ancient, nobler ways. '.. 1 Ancient,
nobler ways. It is a lovely image . . . and pretty much a lie. John Perlin, in
his book A Forest Journey, tells how each prior culture, from tribal to
pastoral to urban, wreaked calamities upon its own people and environment. I
have been to Easter Island and seen the desert its native peoples wrought
there. The greater harm we do today is due to our vast power and numbers, not
something intrinsically vile about modern humankind. Technology
produces more food and comfort and lets fewer babies die. "Returning to
older ways" would restore some balance all right, but entail a holocaust
of untold proportion, followed by resumption of a kind of grinding misery never
experienced by those who now wistfully toss off medieval fantasies and
neolithic romances. A way of life that was nasty, brutish, and nearly always
catastrophic for women. That is
not to say the pastoral image doesn't offer hope. By extolling nature and a
lifestyle closer, to the Earth, some writers may be helping to create the very
sort of wisdom they imagine to have existed in the past. Someday, truly idyllic
pastoral cultures may be deliberately designed with the goal of providing
placid and just happiness for all, while retaining enough technology to keep
existence decent. But to
get there the path lies forward, not by diving into a dark, dank, miserable
past. There is but one path to the gracious, ecologically sound, serene
pastoralism sought by so many. That route passes, ironically, through
successful consummation of this, our first and last chance, our scientific age. _omments
and criticism by many individuals helped elim- nate
even worse blunders than the purchaser finds in this ^ublished
version. Among my insightful helpers: Bettyann :vles, Carol Shetler, Jean Lee, Steven Mendel,
Brian 772 DAVID B R I XI Kjerulf,
Trevor Placker, Dave Clements, Amanda Baker, Brian Stableford, Eric Nilsson,
Dr. Peter Markiewicz, Dr. Christine Carmichael, Jonathan Post, Deanna Brigham,
Joy Crisp, and Diane Clark were helpful during this phase. Thanks
also go out to members of Caltech Spectre, who surveyed an uncompleted draft
and mailed many comments while my wife and 1 lived in France. Participating
members included Marti DeMore, Kay Van Lepp, Ann Farny, Teresa Moore, Dustin
Laurence, Eric C. Johnson, Gorm Nykreim, Erik de Schutter, M.D., Steve Bard,
Greg Cardell, Steinn Sigurdsson, Alex Rosser, Gil Rivlis, Michael Coward,
Michael Smith, David Coufal, Dustin Laurence, David Palmer, Andrew Volk, Mark
Adler, Gregory Harry, D. J. Byrne, Gail Rohrbach, Carl Dersheim, and Vena
Pon-tiac. For
technical advice on biology, as well as general criticism, I am grateful to
Karen Anderson; Jack Cohen, D.Sc.; Professor William H. Calvin; Janice Willard,
D.V.M.; Mickey Zucker, M.D.; and professors Jim Moore, Carole Sussman, and
Gregory Benford. Deserving
special thanks, as always, are Ralph Vicinanza and Lou Aronica, as well as
Jennifer Hershey, Betsy Mitchell, and Amy Stout, for their patience, Gavin
Claypool for invaluable assistance, and, especially, Dr. Cheryl A. Brigham,
without whom none of the good parts would have been possible. Blame me for the
bad stuff. ABOUT
THE AUTHOR DAVID
BRIN is the author of ten novels—Sundiver, Startide Rising, The Practice
Effect, The Postman, Heart of the Comet (with Gregory Benford), The Uplift War,
Earth, Glory Season, Otherness and Brightness Reef—as well as a short-story
collection, The River of Time. He has a doctorate in astrophysics and has been
a NASA consultant and a physics professor. He lives in southern California,
where he is at work on his next novel, Infinity's Shore, the sequel to
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