"Brookmyre, Christopher - Boiling A Frog" - читать интересную книгу автора (Brookmyre Christopher)him just how little time was needed, as well as providing a
highly educative demonstration of the difference between a brawl and an assault. Five seconds, five fractures, would be a fair account. The feeling of vulnerability was almost paralysing. In here, there was no protection and no sanction. If someone wanted to hurt you, he was going to hurt you. After all, what were they going to do to the perp? Throw him in jail? Parlabane eventually calmed himself with the rationale that this was merely shitty timing: just because he saw this on his first morning didn't mean it happened every morning. Rather unhelpfully, it happened the next morning too, but as the mutterings he overheard suggested the incidents were related, he made a nervous bet with himself that day there wouldn't witness a hat-trick, and was proved right. Fear would subside (though its baseline would be higher than on the outside). Monotony would replace it. Tedium, indignity and inconvenience were far more tangible torments than personal harm. The time would pass slowly, but nonetheless it would pass. Three months. Canter. 'Fucken Tam o' Shanter 2000-style', as the toilet-wall sages put it. But with these threads thus disentangled, it was easier to see what was at the morass's core, and understand the hardest, most painful part: that none of his real problems taken him. He couldn't put them right while he was stuck in here, but worse still was the fear that he wouldn't be able to change anything once he got out, either. The fear that being here didn't simply prevent you putting your life back together - being here told you it was already too late. An old friend of his, Tam Mclnnes, had served seven years for his part in a string of high-stakes and very high-profile burglaries. Tam had once told him that prison wasn't where you were punished: prison was just where they kept you until your real punishment was ready. The world Tam had left behind was no longer there when he got out again, and he didn't recognise much of what he found. That was why a lot of guys found it so difficult to readjust, and consequently why a lot of them ended up right back inside. It was also why Parlabane was not ready to open that envelope. He appreciated that he could hardly compare Tam's seven years to his paltry term (fuckin' three moon - Nigel Tranter!), but equally, he had recently been granted a vivid perspective upon just how quickly irreparable damage could be inflicted in this place. Parlabane and Fooaltiye had been forcibly separated the |
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