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NOONTIDE NIGHT - Chapter 25.2
Chapter 25.2

11:09 P.M., Tuesday, February 22, 2000
Manukau, New Zealand


"Matty, I know it's Tuesday, but would it be impossible for me to go in as you tonight?" Desiree asked, clearing away their "breakfast" dishes. She yawned. It still seemed like she should be going to bed now, not getting up. "I'd really like to check on Jeremy." She still hadn't told Matty about the food poisoning. "Of course, Desi!" In the weeks they'd shared the apartment, the two had become close. "My God, of course! I'm sorry I didn't offer. I'm getting to quite like that job of yours at PS&B, by the way. I might stay on there. After the Chaos, I mean." Desiree wondered, would there be a moment when we'd say The Chaos was over? Things would almost certainly be different than if nothing had happened, no matter how quickly the world recovered. The 1900s were entirely lost to history now, in a fundamental and irretrievable way. The future usually snuck up on you, millimeter by millimeter, not like this, not like stepping through a door and having it lock behind you. With the lights back on, it seemed like normality should have returned. But it felt wrong. This was suddenly the future, as weird as anyone ever predicted it would be. "Oh, I meant to tell you," Matty was continuing, "Roger, your neighbor, moved back in today. Guess an electric light or two will do that for you. By the way, he's a bit of a looker. Know if he's involved with anyone?" Desiree shook her head, not fully concentrating. "He's not married, that's all I know." "Well, that's a start then, isn't it? D'you realize that if we get hooked up, it's all on account of the Chaos? I'd never have been in your apartment here otherwise." "I thought you had a boyfriend..." "Back in 1999 I did, but where's he now? I've tried calling dozens of times. Some commitment there, eh?" She flicked the TV on again, for the third time that evening. Still static or "please stand by" on all the channels. "When you think they'll have X-Files back on? Probably be reruns for a long time anyway." She switched it off. Desiree tried to find the news on the radio, but found only commercials, music, and static. How quickly people get used to things, she thought. She noticed an enveloped lying on the sofa table, addressed to "Hylands" in a scrawly ballpoint. "Where'd this come from?" She waved it at Matty as she began tearing it open. "Dunno. Never saw it before. Where was it, sitting on the table? I didn't see anything there when we went to sleep." "Yeah..." Desiree said absently, reg Littlefield to go d landlord..." "The creep must have snuck in while we were sleeping!" "I can't believe this!" Desiree whacked the paper against her leg in frustration. "Listen to this." She read the letter.
I have made every effort to contact you via phone and in person to inform you of the need to pay your February rent by 15-Feb-2000. All attempts have failed, and this is my final one. If you have not made arrangements to make payment by 12:00pm on 23-Feb-2000, you will be considered squatters per the Emergency Powers Act and you will be physically removed by the police. I regret to have to resort to such measures, but I feel that I have given you ample time to make the payment, and I have tried every means possible to contact you. If you have any questions, or if you wish to make payment, please contact me.
"What?" Desiree's eyes were wild. "He's made zero, absolutely no attempt to call or visit!" She suddenly looked hard at Matty. Matty had stayed here alone most of January. "Have you talked to him at all?" "No! I haven't a clue who he is!" "People have gone nuts!" Desiree grabbed the phone. "The idiot didn't even give a number." She dug through their drawerful of receipts and miscellaneous papers until she found it, then dialed. "Great. It just rings. Voice mail must not be working yet." She slammed down the phone. "I can't believe he'd only give us a few hours notice!" Matty looked over the note. "Well, twelve p.m., isn't that noon?" Desiree thought. "Eleven p.m. is at night, twelve comes after eleven. So isn't it midnight?" "I'm pretty sure 12:01 p.m. is one minute after noon. But what's important is what he thinks it is, isn't it. And that we don't know." Desiree shook her head. "I thought things would return to normal. Boy, was I wrong." She rubbed her shoulder, which was feeling tight from tension. "Well, it'll have to wait. If we're not here, they can't arrest us! Let's get to work, eh?" She picked up her bag. "Wait—" She scrawled out a check, stuffed it into an envelope, wrote the landlord's name on it, and taped it to the door. "If he comes, he'll find his payment." It had felt odd to write a check, the first she'd written in two months; a whiff of a long dead past, like making butter in a churn. In the electric dawn, all the normalcies of yesterday seemed peculiar. Would things really return to what they were? She returned to this thought as Matty dropped her off at the hospital. Was normal now a moving target? Constant and unusual change seemed the order of the day: There was no guard outside the hospital entrance. Desiree cautiously approached. She peered in the door. The guard sat on a hospital room's padded visitor's chair, automatic rifle propped against the wall beside him. Then she realized, this was a good thing. Discipline was slipping already. She assertively walked past him; he hardly glanced at her. The testosterone twins still had no lack of discipline in frisking her, however. Once inside, and after a worried check on Jeremy, whom the doctor said was stable on the ventilator with what was "probably" pneumonia and "almost certainly not the bug going around," she began looking for other signs her collapse-the-middle plan was working. She didn't have far to look. Though its lights were dimmed, the intensive care unit was abuzz. Desiree went in on the pretext of tracing ducts. She carefully spied on Sir Howard to make sure he didn't go apoplectic again on seeing her. But Sir Howard drearily slept, tied down with tubes and monitor wires like Gulliver in the land of Lilliputians. He was the only patient so lucky. Moans punctuated the night's normal calm. The ICU rooms were filled to capacity, with additional beds wheeled against the walls. IV racks blocked doors and walkways and clattered as they were moved in passage. As Desiree watched, a pair of orderlies helped another camouflaged figure through the double doors. "Oh, my stomach," he moaned, holding his gut and doubling over. From the open door of a bathroom, she heard the unmistakable sound of vomiting. "Don't scratch!" a nurse scolded one of the burly patients, swatting his arm. "Do your lips still tingle? Tongue? Throat?" another nurse asked a brawny fellow, checking off his symptoms on a clipboard. "Goddamnit, get a doctor in here!" a patient yelled from one of the rooms. "I've got fucking diarrhea all over my fucking legs! I'm the Goddamned commander of this nation, and I won't tolerate this disrespect! Get a fucking doctor in here now!" Desiree smiled, then suppressed it. It was working! The elite of the Strong were getting sick. She went over to a nurse. "What's going on here? I've just come on duty. Is there something contagious? Should I get out of here?" "I don't know, Miss. Could be an epidemic, but we're all trapped in the same building here, so we'll all catch it if we will, likely as not. Doctors aren't sure what's happening just yet. Them Nation of the Strong blokes are spreading something amongst 'em if you ask me. They've been staggering in all day. 'Course, men are so sensitive when it comes to a few cramps, you know. Think they're the first people in the world to get a cramp. Serves 'em right if you ask me, and not just because they're terrorists. Because they're men, I mean. Let 'em see what we go through every month. Ha!" The nurse didn't seem too concerned. Perhaps the doctors knew exactly what malady they suffered from, and were playing it up. If they had half a brain, of course they wouldn't tell terrorists their food had been poisoned. Terrorists tended to shoot people who crossed them. "Nurse! Get over here and help me!" An older terrorist, looking frailer for his scrawny legs poking out of the hospital gown, held onto a door jamb. "Help me walk to my bed, damn you." "Got to go," said the nurse Desiree had been talking to. "Now, now, you're just a little wobbly," she said on her way over. "Be thankful you're past the messy parts." From across the room came the sound of breaking glass. Desiree caught the follow-through of an arm; the remains of a drinking glass lay near a wall. "What are you trying to do, burn me to death? If I could get up, I'd beat the crap out of you!" "That was barely chilled water," an orderly said. Desiree couldn't tell who was high up in the Strong's pecking order, but from their demanding tone, she felt sure she'd hit the target. She left with a smug grin. Why hadn't the police thought of this tactic long ago? She checked back on Jeremy and the Strong several times during the night. Jeremy was holding his own, with what, she was getting more and more worried to believe was simply pneumonia from his weakened condition and extensive time on the ventilator. Her anxiety was tinged with relief that she hadn't caused it by sloppily giving him food poisoning; but pneumonia was so much worse she almost wished it had been ciguatera. He was responding slowly to the hospital's dwindling supply of antibiotics. She refused even to consider the prospect of brain damage. It wouldn't matter, she told herself. She'd love him all the more. The Strong, on the other hand, were piling into the ICU. A second ICU was hastily established on an upper floor. The new victims were reporting with diarrhea, vomiting, cramps, rashes, and tingling around the mouth area. Apparently as the poison worked onwards, their muscles became painful, weak and they lost their coordination. Desiree almost laughed aloud when a nurse told her that one of the first recovering patients demanded "real" food, and after he was given some of their gourmet store, he'd had an unfortunate relapse. More of the Strong limped into the ICU. As she'd suspected, as the second tier of terrorists took over for their ill masters, they had the sudden need to sample the better food. After her shift Desiree dropped Matty at the flat. The rent check was still affixed to the door. Desiree yanked it off and resolved to deliver it by hand during lunch. It would be tight, given the distance to the landlord's house, but better that than a silly eviction. On the way to work she shuttled Matty to school, which had decided that with power restored, education must press on, the need for more short-term labor be damned. Desiree felt like a mother hen, driving Matty to and from her jobs while she juggled all the errands plus her own two jobs, but in her heart she knew Matty would do the same. It was the Chaos that created the extra burden. And her damn landlord. Yet upon reaching HHF Architectural's office, Desiree found she'd have all the time in the world to deliver the rent check: The sign read simply, "Out of business." Desiree fumed. They'd been open yesterday! There'd been no office rumors, no furtive glances, no hints whatsoever. She peered inside the glass doors. No movement or lights at all. But the power was back! Things were supposed to return to normal! Desiree replayed her disbelief endlessly as she drove to the landlord's. She'd loved that job. She felt like she was contributing to the world, not acting as a human computer. She could feel the world was withdrawing into a sort of Darwinian shell, winnowing the dead elements that couldn't compete during this crisis. It was fair that the weak shouldn't survive, she couldn't entirely argue that; but HHF wasn't one of the weak. She knew in her heart they were collateral damage, killed off because their food source, so to speak, was in hiding for a time. Nobody was interested in building new buildings just now. Someone would fill that void when it was needed later, she admitted, but the upheaval of realignment seemed so unnecessary, so cruel. And of course the landlord wasn't there. His split-level home looked well manicured despite the Chaos, and had a porch light on, but nobody answered the doorbell or her knocking. She taped the rent check to the inside of the metal screen door, then hastily added a note, "Please call me when you get this so I can get a receipt. Thanks." Given how unreliable things were, who knew when, or if, she'd get a canceled check back. Sitting in the car, she realized she hadn't had a day off in nearly a month. What should she do with herself? Working seven days a week had become so routine. She felt so wired she couldn't even relax. She'd get sick if she did, she knew it. So long as she kept running on adrenaline she'd be fine, but she had to keep moving, had to have a purpose. Phantoms began to dart at her from the corner of her mind. Was Morgan okay? Was Jeremy? Were the Strong going to fold before the police made a mess of things? No! She had to push it all away, concentrate on some task at hand. Errands. That was it. She had two months' worth of errands that must be done! Must! Morgan's shirts that needed laundering—it took hours to find a cleaners still in business and open. Groceries; it took great concentration to remember what they needed and find it amongst the empty store shelves. Her doubts plagued her during her shift at PS&B. She felt a balloon slowly inflating in her stomach all night, worrying whether anything was going wrong at the hospital. What if the Strong uncovered her treachery? She struggled through on pins and needles, until momentarily relieved when, with her abdomen feeling ready to burst, Matty perkily jumped in the car after her hospital shift on Thursday morning, and said everything was as crappy as ever. Jeremy was stable on the ventilator. Thankfully the Strong were getting sicker, but she hoped it wasn't contagious. The first cases were weak as rag dolls; the newest ones still barfing in the halls. She was cheery, noting that only a few of the hospital staff seemed to be catching the bug, and even fewer of the hostages. Desiree smiled inwardly, knowing that the Strong controlled their food so rigidly that those hostages or staff who got sick were turncoats getting what they deserved. Desiree couldn't breathe she'd been so wound up; her relief was so great she almost told Matty about the food poisoning. Only fear that Matty might not let her swap jobs again prevented her. But then that balloon in Desiree's stomach began inflating again all day long. She had too much time to stew. What if things were going wrong now at the hospital. She had to busy herself. She dropped Matty off at school and drove around, trying to focus on some task. There were plenty of errands she should run, but none of them seemed important, not like it was important she be with Jeremy. She gridlocked. The errands went undone. She drove down country back roads to Raglan, a beach popular with surfers, a spot she and Morgan frequently picnicked. She walked in the wet black sand, the waves crashing on craggy rocks and sucking at her feet. Yet she still couldn't shake the balloon feeling. She'd have to sneak in as Matty again tonight. The tightness in her chest eased when she thought that. She decided it. She had to. Matty wouldn't mind; she never did. On her way back to town, she found herself driving to the landlords'. Yes, this was at least a small something she could deal with. The note was still taped to the screen door. The porch light was still on, despite it being almost eleven in the morning now. That was odd. He'd been so insistent in his note. Maybe he'd moved out? Maybe he'd been living in a relocation camp? Odd. One would think he'd come home now that the power was on. Desiree assumed he'd been home to get the envelope, paper, and write the note. Not that he had to, but why wouldn't he? Was there something wrong with his house that it was uninhabitable? Desiree walked halfway down the side of the house, thinking she might see if anything was wrong... then thought better of looking like a burglar and went back to the car. Something just wasn't right. The note was there, the porch light still glowing dimly under the hot sun. She glanced around. No eyes appeared to be watching. The residential street was deserted. She slunk around back. The curtains were drawn on the side windows, and again on the back windows. She edged up onto a redwood deck in the back, and peered in the large glass door. She could see a little bit through the slats of the vertical blinds. On the kitchen floor, lying next to a gun and in a brown pool of dried blood, lay the landlord.


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NOONTIDE NIGHT - Chapter 25.2
Chapter 25.2

11:09 P.M., Tuesday, February 22, 2000
Manukau, New Zealand


"Matty, I know it's Tuesday, but would it be impossible for me to go in as you tonight?" Desiree asked, clearing away their "breakfast" dishes. She yawned. It still seemed like she should be going to bed now, not getting up. "I'd really like to check on Jeremy." She still hadn't told Matty about the food poisoning. "Of course, Desi!" In the weeks they'd shared the apartment, the two had become close. "My God, of course! I'm sorry I didn't offer. I'm getting to quite like that job of yours at PS&B, by the way. I might stay on there. After the Chaos, I mean." Desiree wondered, would there be a moment when we'd say The Chaos was over? Things would almost certainly be different than if nothing had happened, no matter how quickly the world recovered. The 1900s were entirely lost to history now, in a fundamental and irretrievable way. The future usually snuck up on you, millimeter by millimeter, not like this, not like stepping through a door and having it lock behind you. With the lights back on, it seemed like normality should have returned. But it felt wrong. This was suddenly the future, as weird as anyone ever predicted it would be. "Oh, I meant to tell you," Matty was continuing, "Roger, your neighbor, moved back in today. Guess an electric light or two will do that for you. By the way, he's a bit of a looker. Know if he's involved with anyone?" Desiree shook her head, not fully concentrating. "He's not married, that's all I know." "Well, that's a start then, isn't it? D'you realize that if we get hooked up, it's all on account of the Chaos? I'd never have been in your apartment here otherwise." "I thought you had a boyfriend..." "Back in 1999 I did, but where's he now? I've tried calling dozens of times. Some commitment there, eh?" She flicked the TV on again, for the third time that evening. Still static or "please stand by" on all the channels. "When you think they'll have X-Files back on? Probably be reruns for a long time anyway." She switched it off. Desiree tried to find the news on the radio, but found only commercials, music, and static. How quickly people get used to things, she thought. She noticed an enveloped lying on the sofa table, addressed to "Hylands" in a scrawly ballpoint. "Where'd this come from?" She waved it at Matty as she began tearing it open. "Dunno. Never saw it before. Where was it, sitting on the table? I didn't see anything there when we went to sleep." "Yeah..." Desiree said absently, reg Littlefield to go d landlord..." "The creep must have snuck in while we were sleeping!" "I can't believe this!" Desiree whacked the paper against her leg in frustration. "Listen to this." She read the letter.
I have made every effort to contact you via phone and in person to inform you of the need to pay your February rent by 15-Feb-2000. All attempts have failed, and this is my final one. If you have not made arrangements to make payment by 12:00pm on 23-Feb-2000, you will be considered squatters per the Emergency Powers Act and you will be physically removed by the police. I regret to have to resort to such measures, but I feel that I have given you ample time to make the payment, and I have tried every means possible to contact you. If you have any questions, or if you wish to make payment, please contact me.
"What?" Desiree's eyes were wild. "He's made zero, absolutely no attempt to call or visit!" She suddenly looked hard at Matty. Matty had stayed here alone most of January. "Have you talked to him at all?" "No! I haven't a clue who he is!" "People have gone nuts!" Desiree grabbed the phone. "The idiot didn't even give a number." She dug through their drawerful of receipts and miscellaneous papers until she found it, then dialed. "Great. It just rings. Voice mail must not be working yet." She slammed down the phone. "I can't believe he'd only give us a few hours notice!" Matty looked over the note. "Well, twelve p.m., isn't that noon?" Desiree thought. "Eleven p.m. is at night, twelve comes after eleven. So isn't it midnight?" "I'm pretty sure 12:01 p.m. is one minute after noon. But what's important is what he thinks it is, isn't it. And that we don't know." Desiree shook her head. "I thought things would return to normal. Boy, was I wrong." She rubbed her shoulder, which was feeling tight from tension. "Well, it'll have to wait. If we're not here, they can't arrest us! Let's get to work, eh?" She picked up her bag. "Wait—" She scrawled out a check, stuffed it into an envelope, wrote the landlord's name on it, and taped it to the door. "If he comes, he'll find his payment." It had felt odd to write a check, the first she'd written in two months; a whiff of a long dead past, like making butter in a churn. In the electric dawn, all the normalcies of yesterday seemed peculiar. Would things really return to what they were? She returned to this thought as Matty dropped her off at the hospital. Was normal now a moving target? Constant and unusual change seemed the order of the day: There was no guard outside the hospital entrance. Desiree cautiously approached. She peered in the door. The guard sat on a hospital room's padded visitor's chair, automatic rifle propped against the wall beside him. Then she realized, this was a good thing. Discipline was slipping already. She assertively walked past him; he hardly glanced at her. The testosterone twins still had no lack of discipline in frisking her, however. Once inside, and after a worried check on Jeremy, whom the doctor said was stable on the ventilator with what was "probably" pneumonia and "almost certainly not the bug going around," she began looking for other signs her collapse-the-middle plan was working. She didn't have far to look. Though its lights were dimmed, the intensive care unit was abuzz. Desiree went in on the pretext of tracing ducts. She carefully spied on Sir Howard to make sure he didn't go apoplectic again on seeing her. But Sir Howard drearily slept, tied down with tubes and monitor wires like Gulliver in the land of Lilliputians. He was the only patient so lucky. Moans punctuated the night's normal calm. The ICU rooms were filled to capacity, with additional beds wheeled against the walls. IV racks blocked doors and walkways and clattered as they were moved in passage. As Desiree watched, a pair of orderlies helped another camouflaged figure through the double doors. "Oh, my stomach," he moaned, holding his gut and doubling over. From the open door of a bathroom, she heard the unmistakable sound of vomiting. "Don't scratch!" a nurse scolded one of the burly patients, swatting his arm. "Do your lips still tingle? Tongue? Throat?" another nurse asked a brawny fellow, checking off his symptoms on a clipboard. "Goddamnit, get a doctor in here!" a patient yelled from one of the rooms. "I've got fucking diarrhea all over my fucking legs! I'm the Goddamned commander of this nation, and I won't tolerate this disrespect! Get a fucking doctor in here now!" Desiree smiled, then suppressed it. It was working! The elite of the Strong were getting sick. She went over to a nurse. "What's going on here? I've just come on duty. Is there something contagious? Should I get out of here?" "I don't know, Miss. Could be an epidemic, but we're all trapped in the same building here, so we'll all catch it if we will, likely as not. Doctors aren't sure what's happening just yet. Them Nation of the Strong blokes are spreading something amongst 'em if you ask me. They've been staggering in all day. 'Course, men are so sensitive when it comes to a few cramps, you know. Think they're the first people in the world to get a cramp. Serves 'em right if you ask me, and not just because they're terrorists. Because they're men, I mean. Let 'em see what we go through every month. Ha!" The nurse didn't seem too concerned. Perhaps the doctors knew exactly what malady they suffered from, and were playing it up. If they had half a brain, of course they wouldn't tell terrorists their food had been poisoned. Terrorists tended to shoot people who crossed them. "Nurse! Get over here and help me!" An older terrorist, looking frailer for his scrawny legs poking out of the hospital gown, held onto a door jamb. "Help me walk to my bed, damn you." "Got to go," said the nurse Desiree had been talking to. "Now, now, you're just a little wobbly," she said on her way over. "Be thankful you're past the messy parts." From across the room came the sound of breaking glass. Desiree caught the follow-through of an arm; the remains of a drinking glass lay near a wall. "What are you trying to do, burn me to death? If I could get up, I'd beat the crap out of you!" "That was barely chilled water," an orderly said. Desiree couldn't tell who was high up in the Strong's pecking order, but from their demanding tone, she felt sure she'd hit the target. She left with a smug grin. Why hadn't the police thought of this tactic long ago? She checked back on Jeremy and the Strong several times during the night. Jeremy was holding his own, with what, she was getting more and more worried to believe was simply pneumonia from his weakened condition and extensive time on the ventilator. Her anxiety was tinged with relief that she hadn't caused it by sloppily giving him food poisoning; but pneumonia was so much worse she almost wished it had been ciguatera. He was responding slowly to the hospital's dwindling supply of antibiotics. She refused even to consider the prospect of brain damage. It wouldn't matter, she told herself. She'd love him all the more. The Strong, on the other hand, were piling into the ICU. A second ICU was hastily established on an upper floor. The new victims were reporting with diarrhea, vomiting, cramps, rashes, and tingling around the mouth area. Apparently as the poison worked onwards, their muscles became painful, weak and they lost their coordination. Desiree almost laughed aloud when a nurse told her that one of the first recovering patients demanded "real" food, and after he was given some of their gourmet store, he'd had an unfortunate relapse. More of the Strong limped into the ICU. As she'd suspected, as the second tier of terrorists took over for their ill masters, they had the sudden need to sample the better food. After her shift Desiree dropped Matty at the flat. The rent check was still affixed to the door. Desiree yanked it off and resolved to deliver it by hand during lunch. It would be tight, given the distance to the landlord's house, but better that than a silly eviction. On the way to work she shuttled Matty to school, which had decided that with power restored, education must press on, the need for more short-term labor be damned. Desiree felt like a mother hen, driving Matty to and from her jobs while she juggled all the errands plus her own two jobs, but in her heart she knew Matty would do the same. It was the Chaos that created the extra burden. And her damn landlord. Yet upon reaching HHF Architectural's office, Desiree found she'd have all the time in the world to deliver the rent check: The sign read simply, "Out of business." Desiree fumed. They'd been open yesterday! There'd been no office rumors, no furtive glances, no hints whatsoever. She peered inside the glass doors. No movement or lights at all. But the power was back! Things were supposed to return to normal! Desiree replayed her disbelief endlessly as she drove to the landlord's. She'd loved that job. She felt like she was contributing to the world, not acting as a human computer. She could feel the world was withdrawing into a sort of Darwinian shell, winnowing the dead elements that couldn't compete during this crisis. It was fair that the weak shouldn't survive, she couldn't entirely argue that; but HHF wasn't one of the weak. She knew in her heart they were collateral damage, killed off because their food source, so to speak, was in hiding for a time. Nobody was interested in building new buildings just now. Someone would fill that void when it was needed later, she admitted, but the upheaval of realignment seemed so unnecessary, so cruel. And of course the landlord wasn't there. His split-level home looked well manicured despite the Chaos, and had a porch light on, but nobody answered the doorbell or her knocking. She taped the rent check to the inside of the metal screen door, then hastily added a note, "Please call me when you get this so I can get a receipt. Thanks." Given how unreliable things were, who knew when, or if, she'd get a canceled check back. Sitting in the car, she realized she hadn't had a day off in nearly a month. What should she do with herself? Working seven days a week had become so routine. She felt so wired she couldn't even relax. She'd get sick if she did, she knew it. So long as she kept running on adrenaline she'd be fine, but she had to keep moving, had to have a purpose. Phantoms began to dart at her from the corner of her mind. Was Morgan okay? Was Jeremy? Were the Strong going to fold before the police made a mess of things? No! She had to push it all away, concentrate on some task at hand. Errands. That was it. She had two months' worth of errands that must be done! Must! Morgan's shirts that needed laundering—it took hours to find a cleaners still in business and open. Groceries; it took great concentration to remember what they needed and find it amongst the empty store shelves. Her doubts plagued her during her shift at PS&B. She felt a balloon slowly inflating in her stomach all night, worrying whether anything was going wrong at the hospital. What if the Strong uncovered her treachery? She struggled through on pins and needles, until momentarily relieved when, with her abdomen feeling ready to burst, Matty perkily jumped in the car after her hospital shift on Thursday morning, and said everything was as crappy as ever. Jeremy was stable on the ventilator. Thankfully the Strong were getting sicker, but she hoped it wasn't contagious. The first cases were weak as rag dolls; the newest ones still barfing in the halls. She was cheery, noting that only a few of the hospital staff seemed to be catching the bug, and even fewer of the hostages. Desiree smiled inwardly, knowing that the Strong controlled their food so rigidly that those hostages or staff who got sick were turncoats getting what they deserved. Desiree couldn't breathe she'd been so wound up; her relief was so great she almost told Matty about the food poisoning. Only fear that Matty might not let her swap jobs again prevented her. But then that balloon in Desiree's stomach began inflating again all day long. She had too much time to stew. What if things were going wrong now at the hospital. She had to busy herself. She dropped Matty off at school and drove around, trying to focus on some task. There were plenty of errands she should run, but none of them seemed important, not like it was important she be with Jeremy. She gridlocked. The errands went undone. She drove down country back roads to Raglan, a beach popular with surfers, a spot she and Morgan frequently picnicked. She walked in the wet black sand, the waves crashing on craggy rocks and sucking at her feet. Yet she still couldn't shake the balloon feeling. She'd have to sneak in as Matty again tonight. The tightness in her chest eased when she thought that. She decided it. She had to. Matty wouldn't mind; she never did. On her way back to town, she found herself driving to the landlords'. Yes, this was at least a small something she could deal with. The note was still taped to the screen door. The porch light was still on, despite it being almost eleven in the morning now. That was odd. He'd been so insistent in his note. Maybe he'd moved out? Maybe he'd been living in a relocation camp? Odd. One would think he'd come home now that the power was on. Desiree assumed he'd been home to get the envelope, paper, and write the note. Not that he had to, but why wouldn't he? Was there something wrong with his house that it was uninhabitable? Desiree walked halfway down the side of the house, thinking she might see if anything was wrong... then thought better of looking like a burglar and went back to the car. Something just wasn't right. The note was there, the porch light still glowing dimly under the hot sun. She glanced around. No eyes appeared to be watching. The residential street was deserted. She slunk around back. The curtains were drawn on the side windows, and again on the back windows. She edged up onto a redwood deck in the back, and peered in the large glass door. She could see a little bit through the slats of the vertical blinds. On the kitchen floor, lying next to a gun and in a brown pool of dried blood, lay the landlord.


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