Arafel dreamed. It was only a moment of a dream, a
slipping elsewhere into memory, which she did much, into a
brightness much different from the dim nights and blinding days of
mortal Eald. But her time being never what the time of Men was, she
had hardly time to sink to sleep again when a sound had waked her,
a plaintive sound and strange.
He has come back again, she thought drowsily, no little annoyed;
and then she sought and found something quite different—a
fell thing had gotten in, or came close, and something bright fled
ringing through her memory.
She gathered herself. The dream scattered in pieces beyond
recall, but she never heeded. The wind blew a sound to her and all
of Eald quivered like a spider web. She took a sword and flung her
cloak about her, though she could have done more. It was
carelessness and habit; it was fey ill luck, perhaps. But no one
challenged Arafel; so she followed what she heard.
There was a path through Eald, up from the Caerbourne ford. It
was the darkest of all ways to be taking out of Caerdale, and since
she had barred it few had traveled it: brigands like the
outlaw—this kind of Man might try it, the sort with eyes so
dull and dead they were numb to ordinary fear and sense. Sometimes
they were even fortunate and won through, if they came by day, if
they moved quickly and never tarried or hunted the beasts of Eald.
If they sped quickly enough then evening might see them safe away
into the New Forest in the hills, or out of Eald again to cross the
river.
But a runner entering by night, and this one young and wild-eyed
and carrying no sword or bow, but only a dagger and a
harp—this was a far rarer venturer in Eald, and all the
deeper shadows chuckled and whispered in their startlement
It was the harp she had heard, this unlikely thing which jangled
on his shoulder and betrayed him to all with ears to hear, in this
world and the other. She marked his flight by that sound and walked
straight into the way to meet him, out of the soft cool light of
the elvish sun and into the colder white of his moonlight. Unhooded
she came, the cloak carelessly flung back; and shadows which had
grown quite bold in the Ealdwood of latter earth suddenly felt the
warm breath of spring and drew aside, slinking into dark places
where neither moon nor sun cast light
“Boy,” she whispered.
He started in mid-step like a wounded deer, hesitated,
searching out the voice in the brambles. She stepped full into his
light and felt the dank wind of mortal Eald on her face. The boy
seemed more solid then, ragged and torn by thorns in his headlong
flight through the wood. His clothes were better suited to some
sheltered hall—they were fine wool and embroidered linen,
soiled now and rent; and the harp at his shoulders had a broidered
case.
She had taken little with her out of otherwhere, and yet did
take: it was always in the eye which saw her. She had come as
plainly as ever she had ventured into the mortal world, and leaned
against the rotting trunk of a dying tree and folded her arms
without a hint of threat, laying no hand now to the silver sword
she wore. More, she propped one foot against a projecting root and
offered him her thinnest smile, much out of the habit of smiling at
all. The boy looked at her with no less apprehension for that
effort, seeing, perhaps, a ragged vagabond in outlaw’s
habit—or perhaps seeing more and having more reason to
fear, because he did not look to be as blind as some. His
hand touched a talisman at his breast and she, smiling still,
touched that pale green stone which hung at her own throat, a
talisman which had power to answer his.
“Now where would you be going,” she asked him,
“so recklessly through the Ealdwood? To some misdeed? Some
mischief?”
“Misfortune, most like.” He was out of breath. He
still stared at her as if he thought her no more than moonbeams,
which amused her in a distant, dreaming way. She took in all of
him, the fine ruined clothes, the harp on his shoulder, so very
strange a traveler on any path in all the world. She was intrigued
by him as no doings of Men had yet interested her; she
longed—But suddenly and far away the wind carried a baying of
hounds. The boy cried out and fled away from her, breaking branches
in his flight.
His quickness amazed her out of her long indolence, catching her
quite by surprise, which nothing had done in long ages.
“Stay!” she cried, and stepped into his path a second
time, shadow-shifting through the dark and the undergrowth like
some trick of moonlight. She had felt that other, darker presence;
she had not forgotten, far from forgotten it, but she was light
with that threat, having far more interest in this visitor than any
other. He touched something forgotten in her, brought something of
brightness in himself, amid the dark. “I do doubt,” she
said quite casually to calm him, the while he stared at her as if
his reason had fled him, “I do much doubt they’ll come
this far. What is your name, boy?”
He was instantly wary of that question, staring at her with that
trapped deer’s look, surely knowing the power of names to
bind.
“Come,” she said reasonably. “You disturb the
peace here, you trespass my forest—What name do you give me
for it?”
Perhaps he would not have given his true one and perhaps he
would not have stayed at all, but that she fixed him sternly with
her eyes and he stammered out: “Fionn.”
“Fionn.” Fair was apt, for he was very fair
for humankind, with tangled pale hair and the first down of beard.
It was a true name, holding much of him, and his heart was in his
eyes. “Fionn.” She spoke it a third time softly, like a
charm. “Fionn. Are you hunted, then?”
“Aye,” he said.
“By Men, is it?”
“Aye,” he said still softer.
‘To what purpose do they hunt you?”
He said nothing, but she reckoned well enough for herself.
“Come then,” she said, “come, walk with me. I
think I should be seeing to this intrusion before others
do.—Come, come, have no dread of me.”
She parted the brambles for him. A last moment he delayed, then
did as she asked and walked after her, carefully and much loath,
retracing the path on which he had fled, held by nothing but his
name.
She stayed by that track for a little distance, taking mortal
time for his sake, not walking the quicker ways through her own
Eald. But soon she left that easiest path, finding others. The
thicket which degenerated from the dark heart of Eald was an
unlovely place, for the Ealdwood had once been better than it was,
and there was still a ruined fairness about that wood; but these
young trees they began to meet had never been other than desolate.
They twisted and tangled their roots among the bones of the
crumbling hills, making deceiving and thorny barriers. It was
unlikely that any Man could ever have seen the ways she found, let
alone track her through the night against her will—but she
patiently made a way for the boy who followed her, now and again
waiting, holding branches parted for him. So she took time to look
about her as she went, amazed by the changes the years had wrought
in this place she once had known. She saw the slow work of root and
branch and ice and sun, labored hard-breathing, mortal-wise, and
scratched with thorns, but strangely gloried in it, alive to the
world this unexpected night, waking more and more. Ever and again
she turned when she sensed faltering behind her: the boy each time
caught that look of hers and came on with a fresh effort, pale and
fearful as he seemed, past clinging thickets and over stones;
doggedly, as if he had lost all will or hope of doing
otherwise.
“I shall not leave you alone,” she said. “Take
your time.”
But he never answered, not one word.
At last the woods gave them a little clear space, at the veriest
edge of the New Forest. She knew very well where she was. The
baying of hounds came echoing up to her out of Caerdale, from the
deep valley the river cut below the heights, and below was the land
of Men, with all their doings, good and ill. She thought a moment
of her outlaw, of a night he sped away; a moment her thoughts
ranged far and darted over all the land; and back again to this
place, this time, the boy.
She stepped up onto the shelf of rock at the head of that last
slope, while at her feet stretched all the great vale of the
Caerbourne, a dark, tree-filled void beneath the moon. A towered
heap of stones had lately risen across the vale on the hill. Men
called it Caer Wiell, but that was not its true name. Men forgot,
and threw down old stones and raised new. So much did the years do
with the world. And only a moment ago a man had sped—or how
many years?
Behind her the boy arrived, panting and struggling through the
undergrowth, and dropped down to sit on the edge of that slanting
stone, the harp on his shoulders echoing. His head sank on his
folded arms and he wiped the sweat and the tangled pale hair from
his brow. The baying, which had been still a moment, began again
much nearer, and he lifted frightened eyes and clenched his hands
on the rock.
Now, now he would run, having come as far as her light wish
could bring him. Fear shattered the spell. He started to his feet.
She leapt down and stayed him yet again with a touch of light
fingers on his sweating arm.
“Here’s the limit of my woods,” she said,
“and in it hounds do hunt that you could never shake from
your heels, no. You’d do well to stay here by me, Fionn,
indeed you would. Is it yours, that harp?”
He nodded, distracted by the hounds. His eyes turned away from
her, toward that dark gulf of trees.
“Will you play for me?” she asked. She had desired
this from the beginning, from the first she had felt the ringing of
the harp; and the desire of it burned far more keenly than did any
curiosity about Men and dogs—but one would serve the other.
It was elvish curiosity; it was simplicity; it was, elvish-wise,
the truest thing, and mattered most.
The boy looked back into her steady gaze as though he thought
her mad; but perhaps he had given over fear, or hope, or reason.
Something of all three left his eyes, and he sat down on the edge
of the stone again, took the harp from his shoulders and stripped
off the case.
Dark wood starred and banded with gold, it was very, very fine:
there was more than mortal skill in that workmanship, and more than
beauty in its tone. It sounded like a living voice when he took it
into his arms. He held it close to him like something protected,
and lifted a pale, still sullen face.
Then he bowed his head and played as she had bidden him, soft
touches at the strings that quickly grew bolder, that waked echoes
out of the depths of Caerdale and set the hounds in the distance to
baying madly. The music drowned the voices, filled the air, filled
her heart, and now she felt no faltering or tremor of his hands.
She listened, and almost forgot which moon shone down on them, for
it had been long, so very long, since the last song had been heard
in the Ealdwood, and that was sung soft and elsewhere.
He surely sensed a glamor on him, in which the wind blew warmer
and the trees sighed with listening. The fear passed from his eyes,
and while the sweat stood on his face like jewels, it was clear,
brave music that he made.
Then suddenly, with a bright ripple of the strings, the music
became a defiant song, strange to her ears.
Discord crept in, the hounds’ fell voices which took the
music and warped it out of tune. Arafel rose as that sound grew
near. The harper’s hands fell abruptly still. There was the
rush and clatter of horses in the thicket below.
Fionn himself sprang to his feet, the harp laid aside. He
snatched at once at the small dagger at his belt, and Arafel
flinched at the drawing of that blade, the swift, bitter taint of
iron. “No,” she wished him, wished him very strongly,
and stayed his hand. Unwillingly he slid the weapon back into its
sheath.
Then the hounds and the riders came pouring up at them out of
the darkness of the trees, a flood of dogs black and slavering and
two great horses clattering among them, bearing Men with the smell
of iron about them, Men glittering terribly in the moonlight. The
hounds surged up the slope baying and bugling and as suddenly fell
back again, making a wide circle, alternately whining and cringing
and lifting their hackles at what they saw. The riders whipped
them, but their horses shied and screamed under the spurs and
neither horses nor hounds could be driven farther.
Arafel stood, one foot braced against the rock, and regarded
this chaos of Men and beasts with cold curiosity. She found them
strange, harder and wilder than the outlaws she knew; and strange
too was the device on them, a wolf’s grinning head. She did not
recall that emblem—or care for the manner of these visitors,
less even than the outlaws.
A third rider came rattling up the slope, a large man who gave a
great shout and whipped his unwilling horse farther than the other
two, all the way to the crest of the hill facing the rock, and
halfway up that slope advanced more Men who had followed him, no
few of them with bows. The rider reined aside, out of the way. His
arm lifted. The bows bent, at the harper and at her.
“Hold,” said Arafel.
The Man’s arm did not fall: it slowly lowered. He glared
at her, and she stepped lightly up onto the rock so that she need
not look up so far, to this Man on his tall black horse. The beast
suddenly shied under him and he spurred it and curbed it cruelly;
but he gave no order to his men, as if the cowering hounds and
trembling horses had finally made him see what he faced.
“Away from there!” he shouted at her, a voice fit to
make the earth quake. “Away! or I daresay you need a lesson
too.” And he drew his great sword and held it toward her,
curbing the protesting horse.
“Me, lessons?” Arafel stepped lightly to
the ground and set her hand on the harper’s arm. “Is it
on his account you set foot here and raise this noise?”
“My harper,” the lord said, “and a
thief. Witch, step aside. Fire and iron can answer the
likes of you.”
Now in truth she had no liking for the sword the Man wielded or
for the iron-headed arrows yonder which could come speeding their
way at this Man’s lightest word. She kept her hand on
Fionn’s arm nonetheless, seeing well enough how he would fare
with them alone. “But he’s mine, lord-of-Men. I should
say that the harper’s no joy to you, or you’d not come
chasing him from your land. And great joy he is to me, for long and
long it is since I’ve met so pleasant a companion in the
Ealdwood—Gather the harp, lad, do, and walk away now. Let me
talk to this rash Man.”
“Stay!” the lord shouted; but Fionn snatched the
harp into his arms and edged away.
An arrow hissed: the boy flung himself aside with a terrible
clangor of the harp, and lost the harp on the slope. He might have
fled, but he scrambled back for it and that was his undoing. Of a
sudden there was a half-ring of arrows drawn ready and aimed at
them both.
“Do not,” said Arafel plainly to the lord.
“What’s mine is mine.” The lord held
his horse still, his sword outstretched before his archers, bating
the signal. “Harp and harper are mine. And
you’ll rue it if you think any words of yours weigh with me.
I’ll have him and you for your
impudence.”
It seemed wisest then to walk away, and Arafel did so. But she
turned back again in the next instant, at distance, at
Fionn’s side, and only half under his moon. “I ask your
Name, lord-of-Men, if you aren’t fearful of my
curse.”
So she mocked him, to make him afraid before his men.
“Evald of Caer Wiell,” he said back in spite of what he
had seen, no hesitating, with all contempt for her. “And
yours, witch?”
“Call me what you like, lord.” Never in human ages
had she showed herself for what she was, but her anger rose.
“And take warning, that these woods are not for human hunting
and your harper is not yours anymore. Go away and be grateful. Men
have Caerdale. If it does not please you, shape it until it does.
The Ealdwood’s not for trespass.”
The lord gnawed at his mustaches and gripped his sword the
tighter, but about him the drawn bows had begun to sag and the
loosened arrows to aim at the dirt. Fear was in the bowmen’s
eyes, and the riders who had come first and farthest up the slope
hung back, free men and less constrained than the archers.
“You have what’s mine,” the lord insisted,
though his horse fought to be away.
“And so I do. Go on, Fionn. Do go, quietly.”
“You’ve what’s mine,” the
valley lord shouted. “Are you thief then, as well as witch?
You owe me a price for it.”
She drew in a sharp breath and yet did not waver in or out of
the shadow. It was so, if his claim was true. “Then do not
name too high, lord-of-Men. I may hear you, if that will quit us.
And likewise I will warn you: things of Eald are always in Eald.
Wisest of all if what you ask is my leave to go.”
His eyes roved harshly about her, full of hate and yet of
wariness as well. Arafel felt cold at that look, especially where
it centered, above her heart, and her hand stole to that moon-green
stone which hung uncloaked at her throat.
“I take leave of no witch,” said the lord.
“This land is mine—and for my leave to go—The
stone will be enough,” he said.
“That.”
“I have told you,” she said. “You are not
wise.”
The Man showed no sign of yielding. So she drew it off, and
still held it dangling on its chain, insubstantial as she was at
present—for she had the measure of them and it was small.
“Go, Fionn,” she bade the harper; and when he lingered
yet: “Go!” she shouted. At the last he ran,
fled, raced away like a mad thing, clutching the harp to him.
And when the woods all about were still again, hushed but for
the shifting and stamp of the horses on the stones and the whining
complaint of the hounds, she let fall the stone. “Be
paid,” she said, and walked away.
She heard the hooves racing at her back and turned to face
treachery, fading even then, felt Evald’s insubstantial sword
like a stab of ice into her heart. She recoiled elsewhere, bowed
with the pain of it that took her breath away.
In time she could stand again, and had taken from the iron no
lasting hurt. Yet it had been close: she had stepped otherwhere
only narrowly in time, and the feeling of cold lingered even in the
warm winds. She cast about her, found the clearing empty of Men and
beasts, only trampled bracken marking the place. So he had gone
with his prize.
And the boy—She went striding through the shades and
shadows in greatest anxiety until she had found him, where he
huddled hurt and lost in a thicket deep in Eald.
“Are you well?” she asked lightly, concealing afl
concern. She dropped to her heels beside him. For a moment she
feared he might be hurt more than the scratches she saw, so tightly
he was bowed over the harp; but he lifted his pale face to her in
shock, seeing her so noiselessly by him. “You will stay while
you wish,” she said, out of a solitude so long it spanned the
age of the trees about them, of a stillness so deep the leaves of
them never moved. “You will harp for me.” And when he
still looked at her in fear: “You’d not like the New
Forest. They’ve no ear for harpers there.”
Perhaps she was too sudden with him. Perhaps it wanted time.
Perhaps Men had truly forgotten what she was. But his look achieved
a perilous sanity, a will to trust.
“Perhaps not,” he said.
“Then you will stay here, and be welcome. It is a rare
offer. Believe me that it is.”
“What is your name, lady?”
“What do you see of me? Am I fair?”
Fionn looked swiftly at the ground, so that she reckoned he
could not say the truth without offending her. And she mustered a
laugh at that in the darkness.
“Then call me Feochadan,” she said.
“Thistle is one of my names and has its
truth—for rough I am, and have my sting. Fm afraid it’s
very much the truth you see of me.—But you’ll stay.
You’ll harp for me.” This last she spoke full of
earnestness.
“Yes.” He hugged the harp closer. “But I’ll not
go with you, understand, any farther than this. Please don’t
ask. I’ve no wish to find the years passed in a night and all
the world grown old.”
“Ah.” She leaned back, crouching near him with her
arms about her knees. “Then you do know
me.—But what harm could it do you for years to pass? What do
you care for this age of yours? The times hardly seem kind to you.
I should think you would be glad to see them pass.”
“I am a Man,” he said ever so quietly. “I
serve my King. And it’s my age, isn’t
it?”
It was so. She could never force him. One entered otherwhere
only by wishing it. He did not wish, and that was the end of it.
More, she sensed about him and in his heart a deep bitterness, the
taint of iron.
She might still have fled away, deserting him in his
stubbornness. She had given a price beyond all counting and yet
there was retreat and some recovery, even if she spent human years
in waiting. In the harper she sensed disaster. He offended her
hopes. She sensed mortality and dread and all too much of
humanness.
But she settled in the sinking moonlight, and watched beside
him, choosing instead to stay. He leaned against the side of an
aged tree, gazed at her and watched her watching him, eyes darting
to the least movement in the leaves, and back again to her, who was
the focus of all ancientness in the wood, of dangers to more than
life. And at last for all his caution his eyes began to dim, and
the whispers had power over him, the sibilance of leaves and the
warmth of dreaming Eald.
Arafel dreamed. It was only a moment of a dream, a
slipping elsewhere into memory, which she did much, into a
brightness much different from the dim nights and blinding days of
mortal Eald. But her time being never what the time of Men was, she
had hardly time to sink to sleep again when a sound had waked her,
a plaintive sound and strange.
He has come back again, she thought drowsily, no little annoyed;
and then she sought and found something quite different—a
fell thing had gotten in, or came close, and something bright fled
ringing through her memory.
She gathered herself. The dream scattered in pieces beyond
recall, but she never heeded. The wind blew a sound to her and all
of Eald quivered like a spider web. She took a sword and flung her
cloak about her, though she could have done more. It was
carelessness and habit; it was fey ill luck, perhaps. But no one
challenged Arafel; so she followed what she heard.
There was a path through Eald, up from the Caerbourne ford. It
was the darkest of all ways to be taking out of Caerdale, and since
she had barred it few had traveled it: brigands like the
outlaw—this kind of Man might try it, the sort with eyes so
dull and dead they were numb to ordinary fear and sense. Sometimes
they were even fortunate and won through, if they came by day, if
they moved quickly and never tarried or hunted the beasts of Eald.
If they sped quickly enough then evening might see them safe away
into the New Forest in the hills, or out of Eald again to cross the
river.
But a runner entering by night, and this one young and wild-eyed
and carrying no sword or bow, but only a dagger and a
harp—this was a far rarer venturer in Eald, and all the
deeper shadows chuckled and whispered in their startlement
It was the harp she had heard, this unlikely thing which jangled
on his shoulder and betrayed him to all with ears to hear, in this
world and the other. She marked his flight by that sound and walked
straight into the way to meet him, out of the soft cool light of
the elvish sun and into the colder white of his moonlight. Unhooded
she came, the cloak carelessly flung back; and shadows which had
grown quite bold in the Ealdwood of latter earth suddenly felt the
warm breath of spring and drew aside, slinking into dark places
where neither moon nor sun cast light
“Boy,” she whispered.
He started in mid-step like a wounded deer, hesitated,
searching out the voice in the brambles. She stepped full into his
light and felt the dank wind of mortal Eald on her face. The boy
seemed more solid then, ragged and torn by thorns in his headlong
flight through the wood. His clothes were better suited to some
sheltered hall—they were fine wool and embroidered linen,
soiled now and rent; and the harp at his shoulders had a broidered
case.
She had taken little with her out of otherwhere, and yet did
take: it was always in the eye which saw her. She had come as
plainly as ever she had ventured into the mortal world, and leaned
against the rotting trunk of a dying tree and folded her arms
without a hint of threat, laying no hand now to the silver sword
she wore. More, she propped one foot against a projecting root and
offered him her thinnest smile, much out of the habit of smiling at
all. The boy looked at her with no less apprehension for that
effort, seeing, perhaps, a ragged vagabond in outlaw’s
habit—or perhaps seeing more and having more reason to
fear, because he did not look to be as blind as some. His
hand touched a talisman at his breast and she, smiling still,
touched that pale green stone which hung at her own throat, a
talisman which had power to answer his.
“Now where would you be going,” she asked him,
“so recklessly through the Ealdwood? To some misdeed? Some
mischief?”
“Misfortune, most like.” He was out of breath. He
still stared at her as if he thought her no more than moonbeams,
which amused her in a distant, dreaming way. She took in all of
him, the fine ruined clothes, the harp on his shoulder, so very
strange a traveler on any path in all the world. She was intrigued
by him as no doings of Men had yet interested her; she
longed—But suddenly and far away the wind carried a baying of
hounds. The boy cried out and fled away from her, breaking branches
in his flight.
His quickness amazed her out of her long indolence, catching her
quite by surprise, which nothing had done in long ages.
“Stay!” she cried, and stepped into his path a second
time, shadow-shifting through the dark and the undergrowth like
some trick of moonlight. She had felt that other, darker presence;
she had not forgotten, far from forgotten it, but she was light
with that threat, having far more interest in this visitor than any
other. He touched something forgotten in her, brought something of
brightness in himself, amid the dark. “I do doubt,” she
said quite casually to calm him, the while he stared at her as if
his reason had fled him, “I do much doubt they’ll come
this far. What is your name, boy?”
He was instantly wary of that question, staring at her with that
trapped deer’s look, surely knowing the power of names to
bind.
“Come,” she said reasonably. “You disturb the
peace here, you trespass my forest—What name do you give me
for it?”
Perhaps he would not have given his true one and perhaps he
would not have stayed at all, but that she fixed him sternly with
her eyes and he stammered out: “Fionn.”
“Fionn.” Fair was apt, for he was very fair
for humankind, with tangled pale hair and the first down of beard.
It was a true name, holding much of him, and his heart was in his
eyes. “Fionn.” She spoke it a third time softly, like a
charm. “Fionn. Are you hunted, then?”
“Aye,” he said.
“By Men, is it?”
“Aye,” he said still softer.
‘To what purpose do they hunt you?”
He said nothing, but she reckoned well enough for herself.
“Come then,” she said, “come, walk with me. I
think I should be seeing to this intrusion before others
do.—Come, come, have no dread of me.”
She parted the brambles for him. A last moment he delayed, then
did as she asked and walked after her, carefully and much loath,
retracing the path on which he had fled, held by nothing but his
name.
She stayed by that track for a little distance, taking mortal
time for his sake, not walking the quicker ways through her own
Eald. But soon she left that easiest path, finding others. The
thicket which degenerated from the dark heart of Eald was an
unlovely place, for the Ealdwood had once been better than it was,
and there was still a ruined fairness about that wood; but these
young trees they began to meet had never been other than desolate.
They twisted and tangled their roots among the bones of the
crumbling hills, making deceiving and thorny barriers. It was
unlikely that any Man could ever have seen the ways she found, let
alone track her through the night against her will—but she
patiently made a way for the boy who followed her, now and again
waiting, holding branches parted for him. So she took time to look
about her as she went, amazed by the changes the years had wrought
in this place she once had known. She saw the slow work of root and
branch and ice and sun, labored hard-breathing, mortal-wise, and
scratched with thorns, but strangely gloried in it, alive to the
world this unexpected night, waking more and more. Ever and again
she turned when she sensed faltering behind her: the boy each time
caught that look of hers and came on with a fresh effort, pale and
fearful as he seemed, past clinging thickets and over stones;
doggedly, as if he had lost all will or hope of doing
otherwise.
“I shall not leave you alone,” she said. “Take
your time.”
But he never answered, not one word.
At last the woods gave them a little clear space, at the veriest
edge of the New Forest. She knew very well where she was. The
baying of hounds came echoing up to her out of Caerdale, from the
deep valley the river cut below the heights, and below was the land
of Men, with all their doings, good and ill. She thought a moment
of her outlaw, of a night he sped away; a moment her thoughts
ranged far and darted over all the land; and back again to this
place, this time, the boy.
She stepped up onto the shelf of rock at the head of that last
slope, while at her feet stretched all the great vale of the
Caerbourne, a dark, tree-filled void beneath the moon. A towered
heap of stones had lately risen across the vale on the hill. Men
called it Caer Wiell, but that was not its true name. Men forgot,
and threw down old stones and raised new. So much did the years do
with the world. And only a moment ago a man had sped—or how
many years?
Behind her the boy arrived, panting and struggling through the
undergrowth, and dropped down to sit on the edge of that slanting
stone, the harp on his shoulders echoing. His head sank on his
folded arms and he wiped the sweat and the tangled pale hair from
his brow. The baying, which had been still a moment, began again
much nearer, and he lifted frightened eyes and clenched his hands
on the rock.
Now, now he would run, having come as far as her light wish
could bring him. Fear shattered the spell. He started to his feet.
She leapt down and stayed him yet again with a touch of light
fingers on his sweating arm.
“Here’s the limit of my woods,” she said,
“and in it hounds do hunt that you could never shake from
your heels, no. You’d do well to stay here by me, Fionn,
indeed you would. Is it yours, that harp?”
He nodded, distracted by the hounds. His eyes turned away from
her, toward that dark gulf of trees.
“Will you play for me?” she asked. She had desired
this from the beginning, from the first she had felt the ringing of
the harp; and the desire of it burned far more keenly than did any
curiosity about Men and dogs—but one would serve the other.
It was elvish curiosity; it was simplicity; it was, elvish-wise,
the truest thing, and mattered most.
The boy looked back into her steady gaze as though he thought
her mad; but perhaps he had given over fear, or hope, or reason.
Something of all three left his eyes, and he sat down on the edge
of the stone again, took the harp from his shoulders and stripped
off the case.
Dark wood starred and banded with gold, it was very, very fine:
there was more than mortal skill in that workmanship, and more than
beauty in its tone. It sounded like a living voice when he took it
into his arms. He held it close to him like something protected,
and lifted a pale, still sullen face.
Then he bowed his head and played as she had bidden him, soft
touches at the strings that quickly grew bolder, that waked echoes
out of the depths of Caerdale and set the hounds in the distance to
baying madly. The music drowned the voices, filled the air, filled
her heart, and now she felt no faltering or tremor of his hands.
She listened, and almost forgot which moon shone down on them, for
it had been long, so very long, since the last song had been heard
in the Ealdwood, and that was sung soft and elsewhere.
He surely sensed a glamor on him, in which the wind blew warmer
and the trees sighed with listening. The fear passed from his eyes,
and while the sweat stood on his face like jewels, it was clear,
brave music that he made.
Then suddenly, with a bright ripple of the strings, the music
became a defiant song, strange to her ears.
Discord crept in, the hounds’ fell voices which took the
music and warped it out of tune. Arafel rose as that sound grew
near. The harper’s hands fell abruptly still. There was the
rush and clatter of horses in the thicket below.
Fionn himself sprang to his feet, the harp laid aside. He
snatched at once at the small dagger at his belt, and Arafel
flinched at the drawing of that blade, the swift, bitter taint of
iron. “No,” she wished him, wished him very strongly,
and stayed his hand. Unwillingly he slid the weapon back into its
sheath.
Then the hounds and the riders came pouring up at them out of
the darkness of the trees, a flood of dogs black and slavering and
two great horses clattering among them, bearing Men with the smell
of iron about them, Men glittering terribly in the moonlight. The
hounds surged up the slope baying and bugling and as suddenly fell
back again, making a wide circle, alternately whining and cringing
and lifting their hackles at what they saw. The riders whipped
them, but their horses shied and screamed under the spurs and
neither horses nor hounds could be driven farther.
Arafel stood, one foot braced against the rock, and regarded
this chaos of Men and beasts with cold curiosity. She found them
strange, harder and wilder than the outlaws she knew; and strange
too was the device on them, a wolf’s grinning head. She did not
recall that emblem—or care for the manner of these visitors,
less even than the outlaws.
A third rider came rattling up the slope, a large man who gave a
great shout and whipped his unwilling horse farther than the other
two, all the way to the crest of the hill facing the rock, and
halfway up that slope advanced more Men who had followed him, no
few of them with bows. The rider reined aside, out of the way. His
arm lifted. The bows bent, at the harper and at her.
“Hold,” said Arafel.
The Man’s arm did not fall: it slowly lowered. He glared
at her, and she stepped lightly up onto the rock so that she need
not look up so far, to this Man on his tall black horse. The beast
suddenly shied under him and he spurred it and curbed it cruelly;
but he gave no order to his men, as if the cowering hounds and
trembling horses had finally made him see what he faced.
“Away from there!” he shouted at her, a voice fit to
make the earth quake. “Away! or I daresay you need a lesson
too.” And he drew his great sword and held it toward her,
curbing the protesting horse.
“Me, lessons?” Arafel stepped lightly to
the ground and set her hand on the harper’s arm. “Is it
on his account you set foot here and raise this noise?”
“My harper,” the lord said, “and a
thief. Witch, step aside. Fire and iron can answer the
likes of you.”
Now in truth she had no liking for the sword the Man wielded or
for the iron-headed arrows yonder which could come speeding their
way at this Man’s lightest word. She kept her hand on
Fionn’s arm nonetheless, seeing well enough how he would fare
with them alone. “But he’s mine, lord-of-Men. I should
say that the harper’s no joy to you, or you’d not come
chasing him from your land. And great joy he is to me, for long and
long it is since I’ve met so pleasant a companion in the
Ealdwood—Gather the harp, lad, do, and walk away now. Let me
talk to this rash Man.”
“Stay!” the lord shouted; but Fionn snatched the
harp into his arms and edged away.
An arrow hissed: the boy flung himself aside with a terrible
clangor of the harp, and lost the harp on the slope. He might have
fled, but he scrambled back for it and that was his undoing. Of a
sudden there was a half-ring of arrows drawn ready and aimed at
them both.
“Do not,” said Arafel plainly to the lord.
“What’s mine is mine.” The lord held
his horse still, his sword outstretched before his archers, bating
the signal. “Harp and harper are mine. And
you’ll rue it if you think any words of yours weigh with me.
I’ll have him and you for your
impudence.”
It seemed wisest then to walk away, and Arafel did so. But she
turned back again in the next instant, at distance, at
Fionn’s side, and only half under his moon. “I ask your
Name, lord-of-Men, if you aren’t fearful of my
curse.”
So she mocked him, to make him afraid before his men.
“Evald of Caer Wiell,” he said back in spite of what he
had seen, no hesitating, with all contempt for her. “And
yours, witch?”
“Call me what you like, lord.” Never in human ages
had she showed herself for what she was, but her anger rose.
“And take warning, that these woods are not for human hunting
and your harper is not yours anymore. Go away and be grateful. Men
have Caerdale. If it does not please you, shape it until it does.
The Ealdwood’s not for trespass.”
The lord gnawed at his mustaches and gripped his sword the
tighter, but about him the drawn bows had begun to sag and the
loosened arrows to aim at the dirt. Fear was in the bowmen’s
eyes, and the riders who had come first and farthest up the slope
hung back, free men and less constrained than the archers.
“You have what’s mine,” the lord insisted,
though his horse fought to be away.
“And so I do. Go on, Fionn. Do go, quietly.”
“You’ve what’s mine,” the
valley lord shouted. “Are you thief then, as well as witch?
You owe me a price for it.”
She drew in a sharp breath and yet did not waver in or out of
the shadow. It was so, if his claim was true. “Then do not
name too high, lord-of-Men. I may hear you, if that will quit us.
And likewise I will warn you: things of Eald are always in Eald.
Wisest of all if what you ask is my leave to go.”
His eyes roved harshly about her, full of hate and yet of
wariness as well. Arafel felt cold at that look, especially where
it centered, above her heart, and her hand stole to that moon-green
stone which hung uncloaked at her throat.
“I take leave of no witch,” said the lord.
“This land is mine—and for my leave to go—The
stone will be enough,” he said.
“That.”
“I have told you,” she said. “You are not
wise.”
The Man showed no sign of yielding. So she drew it off, and
still held it dangling on its chain, insubstantial as she was at
present—for she had the measure of them and it was small.
“Go, Fionn,” she bade the harper; and when he lingered
yet: “Go!” she shouted. At the last he ran,
fled, raced away like a mad thing, clutching the harp to him.
And when the woods all about were still again, hushed but for
the shifting and stamp of the horses on the stones and the whining
complaint of the hounds, she let fall the stone. “Be
paid,” she said, and walked away.
She heard the hooves racing at her back and turned to face
treachery, fading even then, felt Evald’s insubstantial sword
like a stab of ice into her heart. She recoiled elsewhere, bowed
with the pain of it that took her breath away.
In time she could stand again, and had taken from the iron no
lasting hurt. Yet it had been close: she had stepped otherwhere
only narrowly in time, and the feeling of cold lingered even in the
warm winds. She cast about her, found the clearing empty of Men and
beasts, only trampled bracken marking the place. So he had gone
with his prize.
And the boy—She went striding through the shades and
shadows in greatest anxiety until she had found him, where he
huddled hurt and lost in a thicket deep in Eald.
“Are you well?” she asked lightly, concealing afl
concern. She dropped to her heels beside him. For a moment she
feared he might be hurt more than the scratches she saw, so tightly
he was bowed over the harp; but he lifted his pale face to her in
shock, seeing her so noiselessly by him. “You will stay while
you wish,” she said, out of a solitude so long it spanned the
age of the trees about them, of a stillness so deep the leaves of
them never moved. “You will harp for me.” And when he
still looked at her in fear: “You’d not like the New
Forest. They’ve no ear for harpers there.”
Perhaps she was too sudden with him. Perhaps it wanted time.
Perhaps Men had truly forgotten what she was. But his look achieved
a perilous sanity, a will to trust.
“Perhaps not,” he said.
“Then you will stay here, and be welcome. It is a rare
offer. Believe me that it is.”
“What is your name, lady?”
“What do you see of me? Am I fair?”
Fionn looked swiftly at the ground, so that she reckoned he
could not say the truth without offending her. And she mustered a
laugh at that in the darkness.
“Then call me Feochadan,” she said.
“Thistle is one of my names and has its
truth—for rough I am, and have my sting. Fm afraid it’s
very much the truth you see of me.—But you’ll stay.
You’ll harp for me.” This last she spoke full of
earnestness.
“Yes.” He hugged the harp closer. “But I’ll not
go with you, understand, any farther than this. Please don’t
ask. I’ve no wish to find the years passed in a night and all
the world grown old.”
“Ah.” She leaned back, crouching near him with her
arms about her knees. “Then you do know
me.—But what harm could it do you for years to pass? What do
you care for this age of yours? The times hardly seem kind to you.
I should think you would be glad to see them pass.”
“I am a Man,” he said ever so quietly. “I
serve my King. And it’s my age, isn’t
it?”
It was so. She could never force him. One entered otherwhere
only by wishing it. He did not wish, and that was the end of it.
More, she sensed about him and in his heart a deep bitterness, the
taint of iron.
She might still have fled away, deserting him in his
stubbornness. She had given a price beyond all counting and yet
there was retreat and some recovery, even if she spent human years
in waiting. In the harper she sensed disaster. He offended her
hopes. She sensed mortality and dread and all too much of
humanness.
But she settled in the sinking moonlight, and watched beside
him, choosing instead to stay. He leaned against the side of an
aged tree, gazed at her and watched her watching him, eyes darting
to the least movement in the leaves, and back again to her, who was
the focus of all ancientness in the wood, of dangers to more than
life. And at last for all his caution his eyes began to dim, and
the whispers had power over him, the sibilance of leaves and the
warmth of dreaming Eald.