A chatty youngster
of native stock and a more than customarily ambitious disposition
interviewed us at the military control point we encountered at the
southern end of the pass. He was not yet old enough to be pompously
officious but he would get there. Personally, he seemed more
interested in foreign news than in contraband or wanted men.
“What’s going on up north?” he wanted to know.
“We’ve seen a lot of refugees lately.” He
examined our meager possessions without ever looking inside
anything.
Gota and Doj rattled at one another in Nyueng Bao and pretended
not to understand the young man’s accented Taglian. I
shrugged and responded in Jaicuri at first, which is close enough
to Taglian for the two peoples to understand one another most of
the time, but here it only frustrated the young official. I had no
desire to stand around gossiping with a functionary. “I do
not know about others. We have had nothing but decades of
misfortune and suffering. We heard there were opportunities down
here so we abandoned the Land of Our Sorrows and came.”
The official assumed I meant a particular country, as I had
hoped, rather than recognizing that the Land of Our Sorrows was the
Vehdna way of describing where a convert lived before he became
acquainted with God.
“You say there are many others doing the same as
us?” I tried to sound troubled.
“Recently, yes. Which is why I feared something might be
afoot.”
He feared for the stability of the empire to which he had
attached himself. I could not resist a prank. “There were
rumors that the Black Company had surfaced in Taglios and was
warring with the Protector. But there are always crazy stories
about the Black Company. They never mean anything. And they had
nothing to do with our decision.”
The young man became more unhappy. He passed us through without
further interest. I did not bother commending him but he was the
only official we had encountered since leaving Taglios who was
making a serious effort to perform his duties. And he was doing it
only in hopes of getting ahead.
I never had to bring out the richly complex legend I have
invented for our foursome, in which Swan was my second husband,
Gota the mother of my deceased first spouse and Doj her cousin, all
of us survivors of the wars. The story would have played in any
region where there had been any extended fighting. Splatchcobbled
family survival teams were not at all uncommon.
I complained, “I worked on weaving us a history all the
way down here and I never got to use it. Not once. Nobody’s
doing their job.”
Doj smiled and winked and vanished into the broken ground beside
the road, off to reclaim the weapons we had hidden before
approaching the checkpoint.
“Somebody should do something about that,” Swan
declared. “Next vice-regal subofficer I see, I’ll march
right up and give him a piece of my mind. We all pay taxes. We have
a right to expect more effort from our officials.”
Gota woke up long enough to call Swan an idiot in Taglian and
Nyueng Bao. She told him he ought to shut up before even the God of
Fools renounced him. Then she closed her eyes and resumed snoring.
Gota had begun to concern me. She had shown less life every day for
the past few months. Doj seemed to think she believed she no longer
had anything to live for.
Maybe Sahra could get her going again. We should be joining up
with the others before long. Maybe Sahra could get her excited
about rescuing Thai Dei and the Captured.
I was troubled about consequences. All these years I had striven
toward the undertaking we would launch before long, and now, for
the first time, I had begun to wonder what success might really
mean. Those people buried out there never were paragons of sanity
and righteousness. They had had almost two decades to ferment in
their own juices. They were unlikely to entertain much brotherly
love toward the rest of the world.
And then there was the guardian demon Shivetya and, somewhere,
the enchanted and enchained thing worshipped by Narayan Singh and
the Daughter of Night. Not to mention the mysteries and dangers of
the plain itself. And all the perils we did not yet know.
Only Swan had any experience of that. He had nothing positive to
report. Nor had Murgen at any time over the years, though his
experiences had been dramatically different from Swan’s.
Murgen had experienced the glittering plain in two worlds at once.
Swan seemed to have experienced the version in our world in sharper
focus. Even after so many years he could describe particular
landmarks in exquisite detail.
“How come you never talked about this before?”
“I never hid it, Sleepy. But there just don’t seem
to be much percentage in volunteering anything in this world. If I
admit anything I know about that place, next thing I’ll know
is, good old Willow Swan is elected to go back up there as the
guide for a gang of invaders guaranteed to irritate the shit out of
whatever spirits haunt the place. Am I right? Or am I
right?”
“You aren’t as stupid as you let on. I thought you
didn’t see any spirits.”
“Not the way Murgen claimed he saw them but that
don’t mean I didn’t feel them creeping around.
You’ll find out. You try to sleep at night when you feel
hungry shadows calling you from a few feet away. It’s like
being inside a zoo with all the predators in the world slavering
just the other side of the bars. Bars that you can’t see and
can’t even feel and so have no way of knowing if
they’re trustworthy. And all this jabber ain’t doing my
nerves any good at all, neither, Sleepy.”
“We may never have to go up there, Swan—if the Key
we’ve got is a fake or isn’t any good anymore. Then
there won’t be anything we can do but maybe set up your
brewery and pretend we never heard of the Protector or the Radisha
or the Black Company.”
“Be still, my heart. You know goddamn well that
thing’s going to be the true Key. Your god, my gods,
somebody’s gods have got a boner for Willow Swan and
they’re gonna keep making sure that whatever happens,
it’s gonna be the worst possible thing and it’s gonna
happen to me. I oughta run out on you now. I oughta turn you in to
the nearest royal official. Only that would let Soulcatcher know
that I’m still alive. Then she’d get real nasty, asking
me why I didn’t turn you in three, four months
ago.”
“Not to mention you’d probably get yourself dead
long before you could unearth an official who cared enough to
listen to you.”
“There’s that, too.”
Doj came back with the weapons. We passed them around, resumed
traveling. Swan continued eloquently describing himself as the
firstborn son of Misfortune.
He went through these spells of high drama.
A half mile down the road we encountered a small peasants’
market. A few old folks and youngsters who could not contribute
much on the farm waited to take advantage of travelers still
shaking from the miseries of the mountains. Fresh foods in season
were their hot sellers but they retailed gossip at no charge as
long as you contributed a few snippets of your own. They found
doings beyond the Dandha Presh particularly intriguing.
I asked a young girl, who looked like she could be the little
sister of the customs official back up the road, “Do you
remember many of the people who came through here? My father was
supposed to have come down ahead of us, to find us a place to
settle.” I proceeded to describe Narayan Singh in detail.
The child was a lighthearted thing, without a care or concern.
Chances were she did not recall what she had eaten for breakfast.
She did not remember Narayan but went off to find someone who
might.
“Where was she when I was young enough to get
married?” Swan grumbled. “She’ll be pretty when
she’s older and she doesn’t have a brain in her head to
complicate things.”
“Buy her. Bring her along. Raise her up right.”
“I’m not as pretty as I used to be.”
I tried to think of someone who was. Not even Sahra
qualified.
I waited. Swan muttered. Doj and Gota wandered around, Uncle
swapping tales and Mother examining the wares for sale. Except for
the produce, those were feeble. She did acquire a scrawny chicken.
The one positive of our travel team was that there were no Gunni or
Shadar to complicate mealtime. Only Gota, who kept trying to do the
cooking. Maybe I could murder the chicken in her sleep and get it
roasted before she woke up.
The girl brought a very old man. He was no help, either. He
seemed interested only in telling me what he thought I wanted to
hear. But it did seem possible that Narayan had come through the
pass some time before we had.
I hoped Murgen was on the job and had alerted the others to the
possibilities.
Doj and Gota headed on down the road before I finished with the
locals, surprised that my command of the language was adequate to
the task. Evidently Gota was tired of riding. The donkey certainly
could use the break.
“Is that a pet?” the small girl asked.
“It’s a donkey,” I said, really astonished
that I had been having so little trouble communicating. They had
donkeys down here, did they not?
“I know that. I meant the bird.”
“Huh! Well.” The white crow was perched on the
donkey’s pack. It winked. It laughed. It said, “Sister,
sister,” and flapped into the air, then glided on down the
mountain.
Swan said, “I was just thinking I found an up side to this
trip. It’s not raining down here.”
“Maybe I’ll see if they’ll let me have the
child. In exchange for your strong back.”
“We’re getting a little too domestic here,
Goodwife . . . Sleepy? Didn’t you ever
have a real name?”
“Anyanyadir, the Lost Princess of Jaicur. But even now my
wicked stepmother has discovered that I still live and has summoned
the princes of the rakshasas to bargain with them for my murder.
Hey! I’m kidding. I’m Sleepy. And you’ve known me
practically since I started being Sleepy, off and on. So just let
it be.”
A chatty youngster
of native stock and a more than customarily ambitious disposition
interviewed us at the military control point we encountered at the
southern end of the pass. He was not yet old enough to be pompously
officious but he would get there. Personally, he seemed more
interested in foreign news than in contraband or wanted men.
“What’s going on up north?” he wanted to know.
“We’ve seen a lot of refugees lately.” He
examined our meager possessions without ever looking inside
anything.
Gota and Doj rattled at one another in Nyueng Bao and pretended
not to understand the young man’s accented Taglian. I
shrugged and responded in Jaicuri at first, which is close enough
to Taglian for the two peoples to understand one another most of
the time, but here it only frustrated the young official. I had no
desire to stand around gossiping with a functionary. “I do
not know about others. We have had nothing but decades of
misfortune and suffering. We heard there were opportunities down
here so we abandoned the Land of Our Sorrows and came.”
The official assumed I meant a particular country, as I had
hoped, rather than recognizing that the Land of Our Sorrows was the
Vehdna way of describing where a convert lived before he became
acquainted with God.
“You say there are many others doing the same as
us?” I tried to sound troubled.
“Recently, yes. Which is why I feared something might be
afoot.”
He feared for the stability of the empire to which he had
attached himself. I could not resist a prank. “There were
rumors that the Black Company had surfaced in Taglios and was
warring with the Protector. But there are always crazy stories
about the Black Company. They never mean anything. And they had
nothing to do with our decision.”
The young man became more unhappy. He passed us through without
further interest. I did not bother commending him but he was the
only official we had encountered since leaving Taglios who was
making a serious effort to perform his duties. And he was doing it
only in hopes of getting ahead.
I never had to bring out the richly complex legend I have
invented for our foursome, in which Swan was my second husband,
Gota the mother of my deceased first spouse and Doj her cousin, all
of us survivors of the wars. The story would have played in any
region where there had been any extended fighting. Splatchcobbled
family survival teams were not at all uncommon.
I complained, “I worked on weaving us a history all the
way down here and I never got to use it. Not once. Nobody’s
doing their job.”
Doj smiled and winked and vanished into the broken ground beside
the road, off to reclaim the weapons we had hidden before
approaching the checkpoint.
“Somebody should do something about that,” Swan
declared. “Next vice-regal subofficer I see, I’ll march
right up and give him a piece of my mind. We all pay taxes. We have
a right to expect more effort from our officials.”
Gota woke up long enough to call Swan an idiot in Taglian and
Nyueng Bao. She told him he ought to shut up before even the God of
Fools renounced him. Then she closed her eyes and resumed snoring.
Gota had begun to concern me. She had shown less life every day for
the past few months. Doj seemed to think she believed she no longer
had anything to live for.
Maybe Sahra could get her going again. We should be joining up
with the others before long. Maybe Sahra could get her excited
about rescuing Thai Dei and the Captured.
I was troubled about consequences. All these years I had striven
toward the undertaking we would launch before long, and now, for
the first time, I had begun to wonder what success might really
mean. Those people buried out there never were paragons of sanity
and righteousness. They had had almost two decades to ferment in
their own juices. They were unlikely to entertain much brotherly
love toward the rest of the world.
And then there was the guardian demon Shivetya and, somewhere,
the enchanted and enchained thing worshipped by Narayan Singh and
the Daughter of Night. Not to mention the mysteries and dangers of
the plain itself. And all the perils we did not yet know.
Only Swan had any experience of that. He had nothing positive to
report. Nor had Murgen at any time over the years, though his
experiences had been dramatically different from Swan’s.
Murgen had experienced the glittering plain in two worlds at once.
Swan seemed to have experienced the version in our world in sharper
focus. Even after so many years he could describe particular
landmarks in exquisite detail.
“How come you never talked about this before?”
“I never hid it, Sleepy. But there just don’t seem
to be much percentage in volunteering anything in this world. If I
admit anything I know about that place, next thing I’ll know
is, good old Willow Swan is elected to go back up there as the
guide for a gang of invaders guaranteed to irritate the shit out of
whatever spirits haunt the place. Am I right? Or am I
right?”
“You aren’t as stupid as you let on. I thought you
didn’t see any spirits.”
“Not the way Murgen claimed he saw them but that
don’t mean I didn’t feel them creeping around.
You’ll find out. You try to sleep at night when you feel
hungry shadows calling you from a few feet away. It’s like
being inside a zoo with all the predators in the world slavering
just the other side of the bars. Bars that you can’t see and
can’t even feel and so have no way of knowing if
they’re trustworthy. And all this jabber ain’t doing my
nerves any good at all, neither, Sleepy.”
“We may never have to go up there, Swan—if the Key
we’ve got is a fake or isn’t any good anymore. Then
there won’t be anything we can do but maybe set up your
brewery and pretend we never heard of the Protector or the Radisha
or the Black Company.”
“Be still, my heart. You know goddamn well that
thing’s going to be the true Key. Your god, my gods,
somebody’s gods have got a boner for Willow Swan and
they’re gonna keep making sure that whatever happens,
it’s gonna be the worst possible thing and it’s gonna
happen to me. I oughta run out on you now. I oughta turn you in to
the nearest royal official. Only that would let Soulcatcher know
that I’m still alive. Then she’d get real nasty, asking
me why I didn’t turn you in three, four months
ago.”
“Not to mention you’d probably get yourself dead
long before you could unearth an official who cared enough to
listen to you.”
“There’s that, too.”
Doj came back with the weapons. We passed them around, resumed
traveling. Swan continued eloquently describing himself as the
firstborn son of Misfortune.
He went through these spells of high drama.
A half mile down the road we encountered a small peasants’
market. A few old folks and youngsters who could not contribute
much on the farm waited to take advantage of travelers still
shaking from the miseries of the mountains. Fresh foods in season
were their hot sellers but they retailed gossip at no charge as
long as you contributed a few snippets of your own. They found
doings beyond the Dandha Presh particularly intriguing.
I asked a young girl, who looked like she could be the little
sister of the customs official back up the road, “Do you
remember many of the people who came through here? My father was
supposed to have come down ahead of us, to find us a place to
settle.” I proceeded to describe Narayan Singh in detail.
The child was a lighthearted thing, without a care or concern.
Chances were she did not recall what she had eaten for breakfast.
She did not remember Narayan but went off to find someone who
might.
“Where was she when I was young enough to get
married?” Swan grumbled. “She’ll be pretty when
she’s older and she doesn’t have a brain in her head to
complicate things.”
“Buy her. Bring her along. Raise her up right.”
“I’m not as pretty as I used to be.”
I tried to think of someone who was. Not even Sahra
qualified.
I waited. Swan muttered. Doj and Gota wandered around, Uncle
swapping tales and Mother examining the wares for sale. Except for
the produce, those were feeble. She did acquire a scrawny chicken.
The one positive of our travel team was that there were no Gunni or
Shadar to complicate mealtime. Only Gota, who kept trying to do the
cooking. Maybe I could murder the chicken in her sleep and get it
roasted before she woke up.
The girl brought a very old man. He was no help, either. He
seemed interested only in telling me what he thought I wanted to
hear. But it did seem possible that Narayan had come through the
pass some time before we had.
I hoped Murgen was on the job and had alerted the others to the
possibilities.
Doj and Gota headed on down the road before I finished with the
locals, surprised that my command of the language was adequate to
the task. Evidently Gota was tired of riding. The donkey certainly
could use the break.
“Is that a pet?” the small girl asked.
“It’s a donkey,” I said, really astonished
that I had been having so little trouble communicating. They had
donkeys down here, did they not?
“I know that. I meant the bird.”
“Huh! Well.” The white crow was perched on the
donkey’s pack. It winked. It laughed. It said, “Sister,
sister,” and flapped into the air, then glided on down the
mountain.
Swan said, “I was just thinking I found an up side to this
trip. It’s not raining down here.”
“Maybe I’ll see if they’ll let me have the
child. In exchange for your strong back.”
“We’re getting a little too domestic here,
Goodwife . . . Sleepy? Didn’t you ever
have a real name?”
“Anyanyadir, the Lost Princess of Jaicur. But even now my
wicked stepmother has discovered that I still live and has summoned
the princes of the rakshasas to bargain with them for my murder.
Hey! I’m kidding. I’m Sleepy. And you’ve known me
practically since I started being Sleepy, off and on. So just let
it be.”