"Davis, Jerry - Scuba" - читать интересную книгу автора (Davis Jerry) telling him to give up diving --- but this was when his father
sold the company due to illness and had sent for Jack to help. Now he was here in Chicago, trapped, instead of going back and challenging the reef. Jack sipped his coffee, staring out the window. He preferred the reef, narcosis and all; narcosis was, at least, an enemy that could be anticipated. # Jack's boss, Neil Cromwell, was a giant in his own mind. When he closed his eyes and pictured himself he saw this enormous, inflated figure, like a parade float, sitting in a giant chair at a fifty-foot desk while everyone else in his sight went about their jobs at his feet. They were tiny, fragile little people who all scurried about carrying out his will. When Neil pictured Jack Buchman in his mind, he saw an anomaly, a misshapen cancerous figure that didn't belong, bigger than the others but still dwarfed by himself, a flaw in the perfection of his world. Jack knocked on Neil's door and let himself into Neil's office, and Neil stared at him the same way he'd stare at the one last remaining piece of a puzzle that would not fit into its hole. "You're fifteen minutes late," he snapped at Jack. "I'm sorry." Jack looked pre-occupied. He looked sick, there was no color in his face. There's no reason in the world that you have to stick with it." "I have a contract that says I have to stick with it." Neil sighed. "I'm more than willing to let you out of the contract." "I thought I came here to get my ass chewed about a phone bill." "You're here to get your ass chewed for being a fool. You're not doing yourself any good by staying in this position, you're not doing your division any good, and you're in my way." "Oh, power games." "I've got ways of getting you out of here, Jack. I can play hardball." He stared at Jack intensely, trying to sear him with his eyes. His stare did not have the desired effect. "If you got ways, go ahead and use them," Jack said. "I can't sell my father's stock, and that's it." He shrugged, and was silent for a moment. "You want to know the truth? I want out as much as you want me out, but I'm trapped. My father was a very dominant man, worse than you. I was always fighting to live my own life, but somehow I always ended up living for him. He's had absolute power over me all my life, and when he started getting sick and decided to sell out I thought, this is it, this is my chance to get out of the way. I was in college studying to be a marine biologist. But he put me in his place in the contract. When he was on his deathbed I thought, finally I will be free of him. I |
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