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AMERICA For Holly, who stood by me through the Seven Lean Years For assistance and
encouragement, special thanks to John Alfred Taylor, it miglior fabbro. 1 I FIRST PICKED her up on Tau Ceti n. At least I'm fairly
sure that was the first time. Depends on how you look at it. She was last in the usual line of starhikers thumbing near
the Skyway on-ramp to the Epsilon Eridani aperture. Tall, with short dark hair,
wearing a silver Allclyme survival suit that tried to hide her figure but
ultimately failed, she was demurely holding her UV parasol up against Tau's
eye-narrowing glare, her thumb cocked downroad in that timeless gesture. She
was smiling irresistibly, confidently, knowing damn well she'd get scooped up
by the first male driver whose endocrine system was on line that day. Mine was,
and she knew that too. "What d'you think?" I asked Sam. He usually had
opinions on these matters. "A skyhooker?" He scanned her for a microsecond or two. "Nab. Too
pretty." "You have some old-fashioned ideas. But then, you
always did." "Going to pick her up?" I braked and started to answer,
but as we passed, the smile faded a little and her eyebrows lowered
questioningly, as if she thought she recognized me. The expression was only
half-completed before we flew past. That made it definite. I braked hard, eased
trie rig onto the shoulder, pulled to a stop, and waited, watching her through
the side-view parabolic as she hoofed it up to us, "Something?" Sam asked. "Uh... don't know. Do you recognize her?"
"Nope." I rubbed the stubble on my chin. I seem never to be
cleanshaven when it counts. "You figure she's trouble?" "A woman that good-looking is always trouble. And if
you think that's an outdated notion, wipe off the backs of your ears and wise
up." I took a deep breath, equalized the cab pressure and popped
the passenger-side hatch. Out in the desert it was quiet, and her approaching
footsteps were muffled in the thin air. She was a good distance back, since I
usually roar by starhikers to intimidate them- Some tend to get aggressive,
pulling cute stunts like stepping right out in front of you and flagging you
down. A while back, I smeared one such enterprising gentleman over a half-klick
of road. The Colonial cops took my report, told me I was a bad boy, and warned
me not to do it again, or at least not on their beat. I heard her puff up to the cab and mount the ladder up the
side. Her head popped up above the seat, and a fetching head it was. Dark blue
eyes, clear fair skin, high cheekbones, and general fashion-model symmetry. A
face you don't see every day, one I'd thought didn't exist except in the
electron-brushed fantasies of glamour photographers. Her makeup was light, but
expertly, effective. I was sure I'd never seen her before, but what she said
was, "I thought it was you!" She took off her clear plastic assist
mask and shook her head wonderingly. "My -God, I never expected..."
She trailed off and shrugged. "Well, come to think of it, I guess it was
inevitable as long as I stayed on the Skyway." She smiled. I smiled back. "You like this atmosphere?"
"Huh? Oh, sorry." She climbed in and closed the hatch. "It is
kind of thin and ozoney." She folded up the parasol the rest of the way,
struggled out of her combo backpack-respirator and put it between her knees on
the deck, then opened it and stashed the brolly inside. "You should try to
stand out there for a couple of hours bareheaded. Trouble is"—she pulled
up the hood on her suit—"if you wear this, nobody knows what you look
like." Indeed. I gunned the engine and pulled onto the ramp. We
rode along in silence until we swung out onto the Skyway. I goosed the plasma
flow and soon the rig was clipping along at 100 meters/sec or so. Ahead, the
Skyway was a black ribbon racing across ocher sand straight toward its
vanishing point on the horizon. It would be about an hour's drive to the next
set of tollbooths. The sky was violet and clear, as it usually was on TC-II. I
had a pretty woman riding shotgun, and I felt reasonably good about things,
even though Sam and I expected trouble on this run. Except for the present
puzzle of why she was acting as if we knew each other, when I was sure we
didn't, everything was cruising along just fine. The way she was looking at me
made me a little self-conscious, though, but I waited for her to take the lead.
I was playing this one strictly by ear. Finally she said, "I expected a couple of possible
reactions, but silence wasn't one of them." I checked the bow scanners, then gave the conn to Sam. He
took over the controls and acknowledged. She turned to Sam's eye on the dash and waved. "Hi,
Sam," she said. "Long time no see, and all that." "How's it going?" he answered. "Nice to see
you again." Sam knew the tune. I eased the captain chair back, and turned sideways on the
seat. "What did you expect?" I asked her. . "Well, first maybe pleasant conversation, then a little
acrimony seeping out. From your end, of course." "Acrimony? From me?" I frowned. "Why?" She was puzzled. "I guess I really don't know."
She turned her head slowly and looked out the port, watching the desert roll
by. I studied the back of her head. Presently, without looking back, she said,
"Weren't you at all... put out when I disappeared on you like that?" I thought I detected a note of disappointment, but wasn't
sure. Letting about 1000 meters go by before answering, I said carefully,
"I was, but I got over it. I knew you were a free being." I hoped it
sounded good. Another good stretch of Skyway scooted under us and I got
this out of her: "I missed you. I really did. But I had my reasons for
just upping and leaving. I'm sony if it seemed inconsiderate." She bit her
lip and looked at me tentatively, trying to gauge my mood. She didn't get much
of a clue, and gave it up. "I'm sorry," she said with a little
self-deprecating laughs "I guess 'inconsiderate* doesn't quite cover it.
Callous is more! like it." "You never seemed the callous sort," I improvised.
"I'm sure your reasons were valid." I put it a bit more archly than I
had intended. "Still, I probably should have written you." She
turned her head quickly to me and chuckled. "Except you have no
address." ; "There's always the Guild office." _ "Last
time I saw your desk it was a six-meter-high pile of unanswered mail with
legs." • "I've never been a
clean-desk man. Congenital aversion to paperwork." • "Well, still...." She seemed at a loss as to how
to proceed with the conversation from that point. I didn't have the vaguest
idea how to help her, so I got up and said I was going to pug on some coffee.
She declined the offer. • I went into the aft cabin, got the brewer working, then sat
at the tiny breakfast nook and thought about it for a good while. "Seems like we done did us a Timer, son," Sam
whispered in my ear over the hush circuit. "Or I should say, we're going
to do one." | "Yeah," I mumbled. I was still thinking. A paradox
presents you with few options—or an infinity of them if you look at it another
way. Any way I looked at it, I didn't like it. I spent a good while back in the
cabin doing that, not liking it. In fact, I didn't realize how long until Sam's
voice came over the cabin speaker. "Tollbooths coming up." I went back to the cab and buckled myself into the driver's
seat. The woman was curled up in one of the rear seats with her eyes closed,
but she opened them as I was strapping in. I told her to do the same. She came
forward to the shotgun seat and obeyed. "Got it, Sam," I said. "Give me a closing
speed." "One-one-two-point-six-niner-three meters per second."
"Check. Let's get some round numbers on the readout and make it
easy." "Can do," Sam said cheerily. "Coming
up on one one five... now! Nope. Little more... steady. Okay, locked in. One
one five, steady!" "Right." I could see the tollbooths now—"Kerr-Tipler
objects" is what they're formally called, though there are many names for
them—titanic dark cylinders thrust up against the sky like an array of
impossibly huge grain silos lying along the road, some almost five kilometers
high. "Six kilometers and closing," Sam said.
"On track." "Check." Signs were coming up. I signaled for English. APPROACHING EINSTEIN-ROSEN BRIDGE APERTURE PORTAL #564 INTERSTELLAR ROUTE
80 to EPSILON ERIDANI I DANGER! EXTREME TIDAL FORCES! MAP AHEAD—STOP IF UNCERTAIN The map—a big oblong of blue-painted metal sticking out of
the sand—looked new and obtrusive, as did the roadsigns, so obviously not an
artifact of the ancient race that built the Skyway. The Roadbuilders Didn't
believe in signs... or maps. We rolled on toward the aperture. I looked over to
check if our passenger had strapped herself in correctly. She had. A veteran of
the road, Sam kept reading out our speed as I kept the rig trimmed for entry.
Another series of signs came up. WARNING—APPROACHING COMMIT POINT MAINTAIN CONSTANT SPEED EXTREME DANGER! DO NOT STOP
BEYOND COMMIT POINT "Right in the slot," Sam said. "Everything's
green for entry." "Check." The flashing red commit markers shot past
and we were in the middle of a gravitational tug-of-war between the spinning
cylinders of collapsed matter which created the E-R bridge. They heaved past,
towering black monoliths spaced at various intervals alongside the road, their
bases hovering a few centimeters off the crushed earth, all different sizes,
invisibly spinning at unimaginable speeds. The trick was to keep your velocity
constant so that the cylinders could balance out the conflicting tidal stresses
they generated. If you slowed or speeded up, you were in danger of getting a
head bounced off the roof or a port. Worse, you could overturn, or lose control
and go off the road altogether. In either case, there'd be nothing left of you
to send back to the folks but some squashed nucleons and a puff of degenerate
electron gas, and it's hard to find the right size box for those. At the end of the line of cylinders there was a patch of
fuzzy blackness, a kind of nothing-space. We dove into it. And got through. The desert was gone and we were flying over
road that cut through dense green jungle under a low and leaden sky. We had a
500-kilometer stretch until we hit Mach City, where I had planned to stop for a
sleeper. Sam took over and I settled back. "By the way," Sam whispered, her name's Darla.
Talked to her a bit while you were brooding aft. Told her I'd been flushed and reprogrammed,
didn't have her name in my banks anymore." I nodded. "So," I said, turning to her,
"how's life been treating you, Darla?" She smiled warmly, and those perfect white teeth brightened
up the cab. "Jake," she said, "dear Jake. You're going to think
I'm getting even with you for clamming up all that time back there... but I'm
beat to hell. Would you mind awfully if I went back and tried to catch up on
sleep?" "Hell, no. Be my guest." That was that. "You stopping at Mach City? We'll talk over dinner.
OK?" "Sure." She batted long eyelashes at me for a second, flashing her
supernova-bright grin, but I could see a shadow of uncertainty behind it all,
as if she were entertaining doubts about who I was. She was obviously at a loss
to explain my strange behavior. It's almost impossible to fake knowing someone
when you don't, or more often, when you've met someone and don't remember.
Awkward situations at cocktail parties. But in this case I definitely knew I
had never seen her before. But the doubts were momentary. She blew me a kiss in
one hell of an ingratiating way and went aft. And left me to watch the scenery and ruminate. "Well, buddy—?" Sam meant for me to fill in the
blank. "I don't know. Just don't know, Sam." "She could be a plant." I considered it. "No. Wilkes is subtle enough to
concoct a yam like that, but he wouldn't go to all that bother." "Still..." Sam wasn't sure. "She's giving a very convincing performance if she
is." I yawned. "I'm going to wink out, too." I eased back the
chair and closed my eyes. I didn't sleep, just thought about times past and time
future, about life on the Skyway. I may have dozed off for a few Minutes now
and then, but there was too much to chew over. Most of what went through my
head isn't worth repeating; just the usual roadbuzz. Anyway, it killed about an
hour. Then the sign or Mach City whizzed by, and I took back the controls. 2 SONNY'S MOTEL AND Restaurant is just off the road-to the
Groombridge 34 portal. It's rather luxurious, in an upholstered-sewerish kind of
way, but the rates are relatively cheap, and the food is good. I pulled into
the lot and scrammed the engine. It looked like it was early rooming, local
time. I woke Darla up and told Sam to mind the store while we tried to get
something to eat. The lot was crammed and I anticipated a long wait for a
table. Along with the usual assortment of rigs, there were private ground
vehicles in the lot, all makes and models, mostly alien-built. On Skyway, the
transportation market had been cornered long ago by a handful of races, at
least in this part of the galaxy, and competition was stiff for human outfits
trying to wedge in. I paused to look Sam over. We had pulled in next to a rig of
Ryxxian make, a spanking new one with an aerodynamic cowling garishly decaled in
gilt filigree. A custom job, a little too showy for my taste, but it made Sam
look sick, bedecked as he was in road grime, impact microcraters, a botched
original emulsicoat that was coming off in flakes around his
stabilizer foils, and a few dents here and there. His left-front roller sported
crystallization patches all over, its variable-traction capacity just about
shot. I'd been collecting spot-inspection tags on it for a good while, had a
charming nosegay of them by now, courtesy of the Colonial Militia, with the
promise of more lovelies yet to come. They do brighten up a glovebox. We went into the restaurant, and sure enough, there was a
god-awful long wait. Darla and I didn't have much to say while we waited; too
many people about. I was almost ready to leave when the robo-hostess came for
us and showed us to a booth by the window, my favorite spot in any beanery. Things were looking up until I spotted Wilkes with a few of
his "assistants" in a far comer. They had an alien with them, a
Reticulan—a Snatchganger, if I knew my Reticulans. Rikkitikkis like humans
especially. We have such sensitive nerve endings, you know, and scream most
satisfactorily. If he had been alone (I knew it was a male, because his
pheromones reached across the room, hitting my nose as a faint whiff of
turpentine and almonds), he wouldn't have lasted two minutes here or anywhere
on any human world. They are free to travel the Skyway, as is any race. But
they are not welcome off-road in the Terran Maze, nor are they loved in many
other regions of the galaxy. But he was with Corey Wilkes, undoubtedly on business, which
afforded him some immunity. Nobody was looking at them but me and Darla. Wilkes
caught sight of me, smiled, and waved as if we were at a church picnic. I gave
him my best toothflash and stuck my nose in the menu. "What are you having, Darla? It's on me." "Let me buy you dinner once. I've been working
lately." "This is breakfast." After a moment, I took the
opportunity to ask, "What have you been doing?" "For the last month, waitressing to keep body and soul
together. Before that, singing, as usual. Saloons, nightclubs. I had a really
good group behind me, lots of gigs, but they threw me over for a new chanteuse.
Kept my arrangements and left me with the motel tab on Xi Boo III." "Nice." The waiter came and we ordered. There were a few other aliens in the place. A Beta Hydran
was slurping something viscous in the next booth with a human companion. Most
restaurants on Skyway cater to alien trade, and that includes alien road
facilities with regard to human customers. But the air of resentment against
the Reticulan was palpable. I looked around for familiar faces. Besides Wilkes, I spied
Red Shaunnessey over in the corner with his partner, Pavel Korolenko.
Shaunnessey winked at me. Red was vice-president of TATOO once, but came over
to us when he had had enough of Wilkes. Some Guild members still distrusted
him, but he had been a big help in the early days of the Guild's struggle. The
fight wasn't over yet. We were still trying to wean drivers away from Wilkes
when it was easier—and safer—for them to keep their mouths glued to TATOO'S
bloated tit. I also saw Gil Tomasso and Su-Gin Chang, but they weren't looking
in my direction. They were well off their usual route. A special run. Looking
around again, I thought I saw a familiar face at a table near Wilkes and
company, a tall, thin, patrician gentleman with a mane of white hair, but I
couldn't place him. I had the feeling I knew his face from the news feeds.
Probably a middle-to-upper-level Authority bureaucrat on an inspection junket. By the time the food came, the edge had come off my
appetite. If I had had any sense, I would have walked out at the first sight of
Wilkes, and no one would have blamed me. But there's a primal territoriality in
us all. Why should I leave? Why not him? Red got up and came over. I introduced him to Darla, and I
thought I caught a speck of recognition in his eyes. He declined a cup of
sourbean, a native brew that tastes nothing like coffee and faintly like a
mixture of cinnamon and iodine. He lit one of his nasty-looking cigars. 'Trouble, Jake," he said. 'Trouble all over the
starslab." I picked at my eggs Eridani. "This I know. Anything
new?" "Marty DiFlippo." "What about her?" "Just came over the skyband. She hit the tollbooths on
Bamard's II." That hurt. I had known Marty well—a good woman, good driver.
She could pilot a rig better than most, always on schedule, always with a
smile. She had been one of the handful of charter members the Starriggers Guild
could claim. I looked out the window for a moment. I had a flashing fantasy of
getting lost in the riotous vegetation out there, rooting somewhere in the
moist jungle earth. No more joy or sorrow, just light and water and peace. I
looked back at Red. "What are the cops saying? Any witnesses?" There
is no other evidence available when the cylinders swallow a person. In fact,
the question was stupid, as there is no other way to prove mat it happened at
all. Every year, travelers set off on Skyway and are never seen again, hundreds
of them. "There was a rig behind her when it happened," Red
told me. "Said her left rear roller went out of sync on her just as she
hit the commit marker. She couldn't straighten up in time, and... that was
that." "Who reported it?" "Didn't get his name. A TATOO driver, for sure, but not
one of Wilkes' torpedoes. Just an average guy. Probably had nothing to do with
it." Red took a long pull of his cigar. "It could have been an
accident." "Hell of an inconvenient time for a sync loss," I
said, putting down my fork. There was no chance of my eating. Darla, however,
was digging in, seemingly oblivious to our conversation. "Or very
convenient, depending on your point of view." I considered a possibility,
then said, "We've never had witnesses before. Disappearances, no clues.
How's this? A small, smokeless charge set on the traction-sync delegate—the box
is easily accessible, if you've ever looked—detonated by remote control or by a
gravitational-stress-sensitive fuse." "Sounds plausible," Red said. "I'd go for the
fuse idea, though I've never heard of one like that. The driver was treated for
flash bums and gammashine exposure." "So? Verisimilitude." "Yeah. I see what you mean about the delegate switcher.
I'd never have thought of doing it that way. Seems to me, if you wanted to send
a rig out of control on cue, you'd booby-trap the pulse transformer, or
something even more basic." "Sure, but the hardware's harder to get to. Besides,
all you'd be doing would be to send the rollers to their frictional base
states, and they become like superslippery bald tires. Pretty hairy when you're
taking a sharp curve, but on a straightaway it's really no problem. But
knocking out the delegate switcher on a portal approach could be fatal. The
rollers would go independent for a fraction of a second as they each go through
their friction curves from base state to maximum traction until the backups cut
in. I've heard of it happening. The rig goes into a dangerous fishtail, which
in normal circumstances can be corrected by a good driver. But on a portal
approach..." Red nodded. "I see." "That's why the driver thought it was the left rear.
The rig probably swung its ass-end to the right. But in fact, it was all the
front drive rollers coming to the peak of their grab-factor curves before the
back ones did. The wind probably determined the direction of the spin, or some
other factor." Red shrugged deferentially. "You make a good case,
Jake. But we'll never know." "I know. I've been with Marty, seen her navigate a
portal approach with three bad rollers in an eighty-klick-per-hour crosswind.
There wasn't much that she couldn't handle, except what I suggested." Red
nodded. Now that I had won my case> I wished someone would argue
me out of it. But both Red and I knew I was right. Accidents among Guild
drivers were increasing, as was vandalism. Nobody was getting beaten up; that
wasn't Wilkes' style. "You got to remember, Jake," Red said to break the
depressed mood, "we're still behind you. I don't know of anybody who wants
to pack it in and go back to Wilkes. But if anything were to happen to you...
well, merle." He spat out a flake of precious earth-grown tobacco. (Those
stogies of his must have cost fifty UTCs apiece.) "The Guild would be
finished, that's all there is to it. At least it would be as a workable
alternative for the average independent starrigger." He leaned back and
shot out an acrid plume of smoke. "Tell me, Jake. Why are you still on the
road? With your salary as president, why, you could—" "Salary? I've heard of the notion. I think I've cashed
two paychecks so far. The third's still in the glovebox, where it goes bouncy,
bouncy, bouncy." Red was surprised. "Really? I didn't know."
"Besides, there's Sam. I couldn't very well sell my own father, could
I?" Red didn't comment, just looked at his cigar. Something thin
with watery blue eyes was tapping me on the shoulder. One of Wilkes' gunsels. "Mr. Wilkes would like to see you, if you please,
sir." Red coughed once and looked at his watch. "Jake, I'd stay, but
we gotta roll. I don't think he'll give you any trouble here." "Sure, Red. Sure. See you around." Wilkes' table was over against the far wall. Besides him,
and the Rikkitikki, there were three gunsels, including the one who'd fetched
me. I didn't like the odds, but it was unlikely
that Wilkes would start anything in a crowded restaurant- or so I
thought. I tend to think too much. He was playing with the last few crumbs of an omelette,
smiling at me, those curious gray teeth sliding around behind thin lips—he had
a way of working his mouth constantly, a tic, I believed. He wasn't an
unattractive man. Long blond hair, broad features, eyes of cold green fire, all
mounted on a powerful frame. A natty dresser, as well. His kelly-green velvet
jerkin was tailored and was in fact very tasteful, going especially well with
the white puffed-sleeve blouse. "Jacob, Jacob, Jacob," he sang wistfully, still
smiling. "Good to see you, Jake. Have a seat. Get him a seat,
Brucie." "No, thanks, Corey," I told him. Brucie had made
no move. "I'll stand. What's on your mind?" "Why, nothing." Surprised innocence. He was good
at it, but he overplayed it a bit. Was he nervous? "Nothing at all. Just
enjoying a good meal in a good restaurant—a little disappointed when you and your
lady friend didn't join us, that's all. You really should observe more of the
social amenities, Jake. Oh, I realize your diamond-in-the-rough sort of charm
goes a long way, especially with women, but when you see a friend across the
room when you're dining out—well..." He was gracious in dismissing the
matter. "But I don't take offense easily. You're probably in a hurry,
right? Behind schedule?" "I don't like looking at vomit when I eat, that's
all." It didn't ruffle him. He grinned through the rather indelicate
hiatus in the conversation, then said, implacably, "You have a certain
directness of expression that I admire, Jake, but that remark was a bit too
blunt. Don't you think? But... then, I should know better than to try and
stroke you." "Was that what you were doing?" "Oh, twitting you a little, I'll be honest. But I
really do want to talk, Jake. I think we should, finally." "Why, whatever about?" It was my turn to be catty. "Shoes and ships, Jacob." He waved to the far
reaches of the universe. "Things. Things in general." "Uh huh. But out of the totality of existence, there
must be something specific." "Absolutely right." The constant smile turned
extraordinarily benevolent. "Sure you won't sit, Jake?" "Forget it." "Fine." He lit a small, thin cigarette wrapped in
paper of bright pink, blew smoke toward me. The aroma was sweet, perfumelike.
"What say we merge our respective outfits? That's right. Don't drop your
jaw too low, Jake, the busboys will use it as a dustpan. Starriggers Guild and
Transcolonial Association of Truck Owner-Operators. Together. Hyphenate 'em, or
come up with a new name, I don't care. Why continue the war any longer? It's
unprofitable, destructively competitive... and frankly, I'm rather tired of
it." The smile was gone, replaced by Honest Concern. "A marriage is
what I'm proposing." "Why, Corey. This is so sudden." His face
split again. "You know, you're not as rough around the edges as you let
on, Jacob. Whenever we get together, I kind of enjoy the repartee. The parry,
the riposte, the barbs lovingly honed—" He blinked. "But I'm
serious." I stood there, debating whether I should just spit and walk
away, or go through the motions with him. I couldn't figure out why he was
doing this. "Excuse me, Misterrr Jake," the Reticulan trilled
through his mandibles. "I wonderrr if I could inquirrre as to the identity
of the female perrrson with whom you are associating?" "What's it to
you, Ant Face?" I find it difficult, if not impossible, to read an alien
visage for emotions. Apparently the insult had had no effect, but I couldn't be
sure. I had never before dealt with Rikkis. The mandibles kept clicking in and
out in that unnerving sewing-machine motion. Reticulans don't really look like
ants, don't even have bug-eyes—you would swear that they wore glasses shaped
like a set of zoom camera lenses, and you'd be right, except that they can't
take them off—but Rikkis do appear insectoid at first glance, being
exoskeletal. Who knows? Maybe all Reticulans aren't bad. To be fair, it
doesn't help that their appearance happens to resonate with images of chitinous
horror that scrabble around in the basement of our racial unconscious. The
question, however, was: Why was Wilkes presenting me, if indeed he was, with
this... being? To threaten me? Did he actually think I'd be scared? Give in?
Why now, after all this time? "Now, now," Wilkes said gently. "We don't
want an interplanetary incident. I'm sure Twrrrll's question was all in
innocence. Did you recognize her, Twrrril?" "Prrrecisely. I did not mean to imply an interest in
the female perrrson. If I have brrroken some... taboo, is this correct? If I
have violated some taboo by inquirrring, I am verrry sorrry." Did everyone know the waif but me? The alien knew exactly what he was doing. "Okay, okay," I said testily. "About this
merger—" "There, you see? Paranoia. Jake. Paranoia. It kills us
all in the end. We think ourselves into an early grave. Worry, tear—the
etiological root of all disease." Two beats, then again. "About this
merger." "What would it hurt to consider it? Think it over. Stubborn
as you are, you've finally got to admit to yourself that the Guild is on
borrowed time. More and more drivers are coming back over to us." A lie. Everyone with a notion to break and run had done so
long before. But he was right in the sense that there were damn few of us left. "They've added up the pros and cons, come to final
tally," Wilkes went on. "TATOO'S better for them all around. A dozen
new signatories to the Revised Basic Contract this month, with more to come.
Oh, sure, the terms of the Guild's Basic are a little better, in some areas.
I'll grant you that. But it doesn't mean very much when you can count the
Guild's signatories on six fingers." "Five," I corrected him. "Combined Hydran
Industries reneged and went over to you last week." Wilkes rested his case with a casual motion of the hand.
"Need I say more?" I certainly had no need to say more. I was watching the
faces of the three stooges, looking for clues. The one who had come for me
looked antsy, darting eyes around the room. From that I got the hint that
something could be up. It still seemed unlikely. Wilkes had been waiting for me to respond, gave it up and
said, "Oh, come on, Jake. The Guild is nothing more than a shell, if it
was ever anything more. Can't you see? It's served its purpose. You've shown me
the reservoir of discontent among the membership, and we're responding, believe
me. Have you read the Revised Basic? I mean, have you really sat down and gone
over it, clause by clause?" "I don't have much time for light reading, I'm
afraid." A point scored, an acknowledgment via an upward curl of one
end of his mouth. "You really should," he said quietly. "What's in it for me?" I asked, sailing with the
wind just for the hell of it. It genuinely surprised him. "Well," he said with
an expansive shrug, "uh... Interlocal Business Agent? For life? Name the
salary." It was a hasty improvisation, and he waited for my reaction.
"Hell, Jake, I don't know What do you want?" "For you to bloody well leave us alone. It's that
simple." I erased that with a swipe of my hand. "Pardon me, it's
not that simple anymore. You're going to answer for Marty DiFlippo, Wilkes. If
I have to scrape myself off the side of a cylinder and come back to do it, I
will. But I will make you answer for her. And for the others."
Conversations lulled at nearby tables. "Okay, Jake. Okay." His voice was colorless,
small. I backstepped twice, but stopped. "One more thing. If the Guild is doomed anyway, why are you so hot to mate with
us?" I wanted an answer. "Why, Corey?" "Because it annoys me." I suspect it was his first
ingenuous remark of the whole exchange. Amused by the novelty, he continued,
"Your recent attempts at retaliation annoy me, too." "What?" This was news. "You're denying it? Don't insult my intelligence, Jake.
I've had loads lifted, rigs sabotaged, deals queered. Nothing major, you
understand. But it irks me." I had heard about the recent increase in hijackings and the
like. I attributed it to free-lance skywaymen, as did the media. We had no
muscle to bring to bear on him. The injustice of the charge seared the back of
my throat. "Jake, you're a strange man," Wilkes went on,
resuming his usual inflected, lyrical style. "There's a kind of... a
certain Heisenbergian uncertainty about you. An elusiveness. Hard to pin you
down. We've been having trouble keeping track of your movements recently. I get
a report that you're somewhere, then get another that says you were somewhere
else entirely at the very same time. A slippery electron, Jake. Difficult to
determine both its position and momentum at once. One or the other, but not
both. And the stories." "Stories?" "The strange tales I've been
nearing about you. Fascinating, if they're true. Especially the one about
the—" "Look, Corey," I said, cutting him off, "it's
been nice. Really nice. But I'd like to go salvage a meal. Thanks for the
offer." And at my back I heard, "You'll never get out of Mach
City, Jake." I stopped, turned, and delivered an obscenity. He laughed. "In fact, what makes you think I couldn't
take you out right now?" The three gunsels were eye-riveting me. "Don't think you're safe in a public place,"
Wilkes warned, eyes narrowed to slits. "By the way, I own this dump.
Silent partner. The help would back me up. Witnesses." "And the customers?" "Are you kidding? They'll stampede as soon as you go
down." The restaurant was awfully quiet. Wilkes could have been
blustering, but I was worried. They had me, if they wanted me. "Corey, I wouldn't put it past you, but it'd be just a
bit too messy for your taste. Hearings, depositions. Not your style." I decided to call his bluff, which was the only thing I
could do. I turned, but let my peripheral vision sweep behind me, and in doing
so caught movement. The pale-eyed slug was reaching under the table. I spun, but the boy was fast. He had probably had the gun in
his lap the whole time. It was leveled at me, and he was grinning, but he
didn't fire. My squib was halfway out from under the cuff of my jacket. I
dropped, but there was no cover near. Perhaps three quarters of a second had elapsed when the
boy's hand and the gun in it went up in a blue-white ball of flame. The shot
had come from across the room. The alien and the other two had delayed reacting, for the
sake of form, I supposed. It would have looked better in the report if only two
combatants had been involved—besides, their buddy had had me beaten. Now they
pushed the table over and ducked down behind. Everyone in the place thought it
an excellent idea. The restaurant exploded as chairs, food, dishes, tables went
everywhere. My squib was finally out, having gotten snagged in a fold of
my shirt, and I drew a bead on Wilkes' forehead. "Hold it!" "Drop 'em!" Two voices off to
the right. I couldn't see who it was. Wilkes suddenly- threw up his
hands. He still sat there, as if a spectator. "All right! All right!"
he yelled. The pale-eyed one was sitting there too, eyes popped with
horror as he watched a gob of melting flesh slither from the charred claw that
had been his hand. He started to scream, the whimpering, surprised scream that
comes from a sadist unused to the business-end of pain. I got up. The place was silent, save for the gunsel's
warblings. The alien and the other two rose, the humans with their hands in the
air, the Reticulan with his forelimbs crossed in front of him, sign of
submission. I chanced a look to the right. Tomasso and Chang were down
behind chairs, guns drawn and aimed at Wilkes. I backed away toward them. "Nice shooting," I said to Chang. "It wasn't me." He inclined his head to our rear.
I looked back and was astonished to see Darla crouched down, holding a monster
of a Walther 20kw on the proceedings. "All right, people." I looked around the loom. About four other people had guns
drawn. The man who had spoken was immediately to my left. I knew none of them. "You," the man said to me. "You leave. We'll
entertain this group while you're doing it. We'll give you five minutes. Then
we'll let 'em go. The humans, that is. The bug we might fry for lunch." "Thanks." We all backpedaled our way out after Tomasso had poked his
head out me front door and yelled that it was clear. In the interim, I got out
my key and buzzed Sam, told him to pick us up on the road about a block away. Out in the lot, I thanked Tomasso and Chang, told them their
dues were taken care of for the rest of the year. "Hell, we're paid up!" Tomasso complained. "Next year!" Darla and I ducked into the brush bordering the lot. The
undergrowth was tangled, but we made it with a little help from Darla's
blunderbuss. When we reached the road, Sam was there, and we piled in. 3 "NEVER FIGURED WILKES to make a grandstand play like
that," Sam said as we searched the hinterlands of Mach City for an
out-of-the-way motel. "Would've made a martyr out of you." "Just call me Venerable Jake, and take my cause to the
Pope. I don't really think he meant to. His boy got too excited." "Probably. They would have had the exits covered for a
genuine ambuscade. Howsoever—" "There being only one way off this tropical paradise,
and that being the Skyway—" "It's safe to say they have the exits covered
now," Sam said. "A good bet. Anybody still following us?" I asked. "Not a soul." We passed plantations, a power plant, a few lonely
residences off the road. There was not much to see besides jungle. "What's this up ahead?" I squinted. Off in the mass of overhanging greenery were
little houses nestled in the treetops. It looked like a movie set. A sign by
the road. '"Greystoke Groves—Treecabins, Free Total Vid,
Whirlpool Jungle Lagoon, Guided Safari Tour, Reasonable Rates— VACANCY.'
Charming. Just the thing for a cozy getaway weekend. What say, Sam?" "All the same to me. I live in a truck." "Heck, you'll miss the safari. Pity." "Wouldn't miss it for the world. Hang on."
There was a large parking lot, which Sam traversed. Without stopping, he
plunged the rig into the wall of undergrowth that bordered same. Branches
thumped against the bulkhead, creaked, and shattered. Sam kept going, cutting a
swath through the jungle. Brightly colored flying critters took wing in our path,
screeching their panic. We hit a hidden ditch and slammed down. The engine
whined, groaned, and we were out of it, crashing forward again through a
cataract of vinery. "Sam, large tree." , "I know. Damn! Let
me back up." The rollers crackled to maximum grab, and spun. "Double
diddley damn. This stuff is wet." "They don't call it a rain
forest for nothing." We backed up and whanged against something.
"Ouch. Hold on." After some uncomfortable maneuverings, we battered our way
onward. A centipedelike animal found itself clinging to our forward viewport,
much to its chagrin. It extended two sets of antennae, fore and aft, and
elongated itself vertically, each end checking out a possible escape route. It
(they?) decided on up, and crawled out of sight. Finally, we came to a crunching halt near the base of a
stout treetrunk. Sam cut the engine, and we sat for a while surrounded by
chirping, twittering jungle. Presently, Sam asked, "One of those treehuts near
here?" "I think. Can't really see a thing." "Well,
find the nearest one and see if it's vacant." "Wait a minute. Is
this a clearing up ahead? Go forward a few meters." Sam started the engine, eased ahead. We poked through the
edge of a paved footpath. "C'mon, Darla," I said. 'Take your pack.
Let's look like tourists." The woman in the office was a short, dark-haired woman who
spoke incomprehensible English, but her Intersystem was as bad as mine. The
accent was Spanish, the eyes Oriental, and I took her for a recently arrived
Filipina. "Twenty UTC, please. You have ID?" "Yes." I showed her my Alonzo Q. Snerd persona,
the duly authorized plasticard of which I keep for the times when I feel like
Alonzo Q. Snerd. "This is my lifecompanion," I said, indicating
Darla. "Mistah-Missa Snerd? Happy you be here. You got
bags?" "Yes, thank you. By the way, we want that particular
cabin," I told her, pointing to the layout on the wall. "We took a
walk back there. We hope it's available." "Number Seventeen. Nice! No one there now. FRONT!" The bellhop came in from a back room. It was a squat but
powerfully thewed, very hairy, anthropoid creature, a native. The species is
regarded as borderline-sentient by most authorities. It had two large wide-set
eyes that were owl-like, a wet, dark-lipped mouth splitting a short snout, and
floppy long ears. Its feet were splay-toed, hairless, pink, and looked
prehensile. Its three-fingered hands had what looked like opposable thumbs on
either side. The creature had no tail. "This Cheetah. She take you." Cheetah grabbed our bags, took the key from the woman, and
scurried off through a vine-covered archway that led into a tunnel. We followed
her. At the end of the tunnel was an elevator door. It looked
conventional, but the shaft, as it turned out, was nonexistent. Instead, we
found an open-air car faked up to look like logs and sticks. It more than
likely had a metal frame. We got on and it rose into the trees. From the upper platform we debarked into a maze of sturdy
rope bridges with plank walkways leading from tree to tree, cabin to cabin.
Ours was bigger than it had appeared from the footpath, but still quite cozy,
resting in the crook of three huge structural boughs. Inside, the decor was
consistent with the rest of the place, early-RKO Pictures; floors, walls,
furniture, and everything else were made of the native equivalents of wicker,
rattan, and bamboo. I slumped in the peacock Empire chair and sighed. The
Eridani creature darted about, opening shutters, flicking on lights, turning
down beds, and plumping pillows, all very briskly, and with far more dexterity
than a Terran ape could muster. It was surprising, in away. More surprisingly,
the creature turned to me and spoke. "Huh?" was all I could reply. "That all, sir? That all?" "Uhhh...Darla?" Darla smiled at the creature. "Is there a gift shop or
store here? I need some tissue paper." "I go get some! You need, I get!" Darla offered her a credit note. Cheetah refused. "No, no! Fwee! Soap, towel, keenex, fwee. No
money!" Cheetah left and closed the door quietly. "Call me Bwana," I said, not feeling particularly
witty. "She's cute. I've seen them before, at carnivals and
things. They're really very intelligent." "Hmmm. And honest. She could have snagged that
tenner." Darla laughed, scoffing. "Do you actually think she
needs money?" "Why is she working here?" That stumped her. I got out Sam's key and buzzed him. "Sam, we've set up
housekeeping." "How is it?" I turned on the microcam and panned the room for him.
"As you can see, charming. How're you?" "I think I'm taking root. Seriously. I might need a
little more camouflage around my back end. Can you see me from up there?" I went to the window. Behind the shutters it was glazed with
nonglare material. The cabin was completely sealed from the outside, and many
degrees cooler. "I can't see anything but vegetables." "How's this? I have my hi-intensities on." I saw a glimmer. "There you are. Fine." "Maybe I'll be all right if I'm that hard to spot." "What about the hole you left in the scenery back in
the parking lot? Suspicious, no? And it leads right to you." "I was watching the rear view. The stuff seemed to
bound back up after we passed. Right now I can't tell the view ahead from the
one behind. This jungle is alive, believe me." "Bit of luck. Okay. Now, what about our situation? I'm
having second thoughts. Should we have made a break for it on the Skyway?" "Negative, son. Much, much too easy to follow." "Right, just thought I'd ask. What next?" "Well, we know they picked up our trail from the
restaurant pretty quickly. I expected that. Not too hard to tail a rig. And
we're pretty sure we lost them downtown." "How sure?" "Reasonably sure." "Sam, how did you know about that dirt road that
followed the edge of the marsh? I didn't think you knew Mach City that well." "Used to spend a lot of time here. There were these
two women I knew, mother and daughter, and I... well, that's neither here nor
there. Anyway, the city council's been squabbling about draining that swamp for
years. I knew the idiots hadn't gotten around to it yet." "Another piece of luck. However, we are stuck
here." "For the moment. But if we can sneak over to Ali's
Garage, we've got a chance. He's an old friend of mine. We hole up at his
place, I get that new emulsicoat you've been promising me, plus some other
cosmetic changes. Then, with luck, we slip out." "Risky. We could be spotted going there." "Sure, but I can't see another way. Would've gone
directly there, except we would have had to double-back through town to do it.
They would've picked us up again easily." "So we sit here... for how long?" "Until they get tired of looking, or until they're
convinced we got through their net. Four Eri days." "That's also risky." "Sure. Wilkes is connected here. Hell, he might even
own this place. But, have any better ideas?" "Not at the moment." Cheetah returned men with Darla's tissue paper. Darla struck
up a conversation with her, and they sat down on one of the double beds to
chat. "Well," I said, "I'll let you know if I get a
brainstorm." "Right. Leave the key open." "Really, Dad." "Huh? Oh, sorry. Forgot about Darla." I hadn't. Despite my disinclination to believe in such things, the
possibility of a real paradox here loomed large; in fact, if Darla wasn't
faking, the paradox was a fact as cold and adamantine as the roadmetal that had
caused it. Will have caused it. But it was hard for me to swallow. On the
Skyway, you hear wild stories every day. I've met people who will swear—on any
amount of Holy Writ you'd care to put in front of them—that one day, out on
some lonely stretch of road, they saw themselves coming the other way... or
that they were vouchsafed the paradoxical apparition of a relative who'd passed
on the year before... or that the skywayman who held up the Stop-N-Shop off
Interstellar 95 last week was in fact their time-tripping doppelganger, not
them. Sometimes, reports such as these make the news feeds—as silly-season
fillers. Up till now, I had thought this was all the credence they deserved.
But now I was confronted with the possible reality of a situation which,
according to the commonly accepted version of The Way Things Are Supposed to
Work, was an out-and-out impossibility. My choices were either to accept it as
a fact, or to try resolving the contradiction with every measure of rationality
at my disposal. But there were problems with the latter option. Aside from
waiting until I could catch Darla in a lie, there was little I could ''do to
assure myself she was telling the truth. What were the alternatives? Chinese
water-torture? Tickle her mercilessly until she 'fessed up? And just how does
one go about tripping up a liar when one has no facts to throw in her path? It seemed I really had but one choice: to accept the paradox
as real... until proven otherwise. I was hearing a reprise of a love theme that
should have been very familiar. But it was strange and new. Bassackwards is not
the way I like to do things, but Paradox does not grant dispensation from its
crazy laws. 'Nor does Skyway. If you ply her paths, you take the risk. You pay
the toll. The Roadbuilders, whoever or whatever they were, must have realized
the consequences of a hyper-spatial highway that spans enormous distances
instantaneously. They were excellent physicists, consummate engineers, but
whether they could have avoided the "pathological" aspects
(interesting, the way scientists choose their words) of such a device is a
matter for conjecture, since our knowledge of these matters needs jacking up a
quantum or two before we could begin to understand. My task, then, was to find a causal lever to move objects
around to my liking in a deterministic system. Estimated chances of
accomplishing objective: those of fart in monsoon. But volition is a delusion we sorely need, a habit we can
break. I had to act. It was necessary for me to lose Darla now in order to gain
her "later," lest two Darlas appear where one had gone before. Or
something like that. Deadly possibilities loomed. A knock at the door. My squib was out more quickly this time, even though Wilkes
would not bother to knock. It was a small Oriental man who wore a crisp straw planter's
hat and a loosely fitting vanilla tropical suit. He didn't look friendly, but
acted it. "Excuse me, sir. Have you seen... ? Ai, there
you are! What are you doing here. Cheetah? Guests! Guests! Excuse me, sir. She
is lazy, always going off somewhere." Cheetah got off the bed and scampered toward us, slowed and
slunk past her master, then broke across the small balcony to the rope bridge. "Pardon me, sir. She is harmless, but she will take advantage." "No problem. Mister... ?" "Perez." "Perez. She just got back from an errand for my
LC." "Ah. Enjoy your stay. Sir, Madam." A tip of the hat, and he was gone. I went to the window and
watched him cross the bridge. He yelled for Cheetah cursed her in Spanish. She
did not look back, disappearing in the foliage. Darla was behind me, watching over my shoulder. "What
did you two talk about?" I asked. "Quite a lot. Your question about why she worked here
intrigued me. So I asked her." "And?" "She stays here because she doesn't have a home. Read
'space,' 'territory,' or what you will. From what I could get out of her, her
home was destroyed. There's a jungle-clearing project near here, it seems, and
what was once her home is now bare earth." "She couldn't move? Find a new spot? There are millions
of square kilometers of jungle left. Most of the planet is virgin still." "No, she couldn't move, nor could her clan, tribe, or
whatever. Once such a group, an extended family sort of thing, loses its
stamping grounds, it has no life. Extreme territoriality, attachment to one
traditional area, probably passed down for generations. Most of the displaced
cheetahs work in the city. Not for long, though. They die off very
quickly." "You got all this from her?" "No, she was very reticent. I've heard about the
problem. The Colonials are very touchy about it." She walked back toward
the bed, sat down. "Funny thing. She's very sensitive— receptive. She
asked me if the people who were chasing us were near." "What?" The notion that the animal could have
known gave me an odd feeling. I sat down on the Empire chair. "How?" "She said she could smell the fear on us." Odder still was to realize that Cheetah had been right. At
the root of all actions taken for the sake of survival lies fear unvarnished,
the basic component of the mechanism. "Did she think they were near?" "She said no, not now." "Reassuring." "I'm tired. I think I'll go freshen up." She got
up, took her pack and walked toward the bathroom. Before she got to the door, I said, "By the way, I
didn't get a chance to thank you... for a well-timed, beautifully placed shot.
Where the hell were you hiding that cannon?" "I'll never tell," she said craftily, over her
shoulder. "I did it for old times' sake." She went in and closed the
door. I buzzed Sam. "Yeah?" "Something Wilkes said. He said a lot of strange
things. But there was something about stories. Stories about me, and I guess
about you, circulating around." "Stories?" "Rumors. I don't know. How
does it strike you?" "Leaves me cold." "We need
information." "That we do. But how? Dare we risk the skyband?"
"I'm going to take a stroll down to the lounge, see if anyone's
there." "Be careful. By the way,
any way of getting down here from that birdhouse?" "Yes. There's a rope ladder rolled up on the porch.
Fire escape, I guess. Wouldn't have taken the place if there had been no way
down." I knocked on the bathroom door and told Darla where I was
going. "I still have Brown Bess," she said. And she could use it. It was a risk to separate, but I
thought I had spotted a familiar rig in the parking lot. Outside, a patch of sky peeking through the jungle canopy
was turning silver, spraying beams of sunlight downward. The air was thick,
moist, gravid with a million scents. Something chittered in the branches above
me as I crossed the first bridge, scolding, warning me. Before I got to the lounge it occurred to me that I should
ask about the clearing project—where, how near—thinking of it as a possible
means of escape. There were usually logging roads around such an endeavor. No one was at the desk. I waited for a few minutes, then
went around behind to a door. I opened it. Perez had his back to me, holding a long, thin wooden rod
raised toward Cheetah, who cowered pitifully in a comer of the office. Perez's
head snapped around. He turned quickly and held the rod behind his back. "Yes?" "Excuse me. My lifecompanion wishes another errand run.
Could you send someone up?" "Yes. Yes, right away." "She's taken a particular liking to Cheetah here. Loves
animals, you know. Could Cheetah go?" Perez was reluctant. "Yes, of course." He motioned
to her without taking his eyes from me. When she had left, I said, "Unless you desire a totally
new look and a fresh approach to life, you'll not abuse that creature while I
am a guest here." Perez bristled. "Mr. Snerd, is it? This is none of your
affair. I must ask you to—" I closed the door. The lounge was very big, with shaman fright-masks looming
from the walls, shrunken heads dangling from the open-beam ' ceiling, potted
fronds growing everywhere, a striped native animal hide nailed above the bar.
It was a crazy concatenation of Micronesian, African, and native motifs.
Memories of Terra grow more blurred with the years. There were few customers,
but Jeny Spacks was in a comer booth with an attractive young woman. I ordered
an elaborate, improbable drink that was all fruit and little paper umbrellas,
and walked over to them sipping noisily. "Jake? Jesus." "Hi, Jerry." "Uh... Andromeda, this is Jake McGraw. Friend of
mine." "Hello." "Hello. Jerry, could I speak with you for a
moment?" Jerry hesitated, looked away. "Yeah, sure." The girl made a good excuse and left. I sat down. "Goddamn, Jake, you show up at the most—" "Sorry. This won't take but a minute. By the way, are
you still a Guild member? Haven't seen the lists recently." "You know damn well my dues are a year behind. But
that's moot—I own three rigs now. Pretty soon I won't have to drive at
all." "Moving up to employer status, eh? Good for you."
I let him puff and preen for a while, then said, "Jerry, this
question may sound strange... but what have you heard about me recently?" Jerry laughed. "Who hasn't heard about the shoot-out at
Sonny's? It's all over the skyband. What're you still doing here?" "That's not what I meant. What have you heard in the
way of strange stories about me?" Apparently he knew what I meant. He settled back, lit a
cigarette, looked at me, and said frankly, "Jake, I don't believe ninety
percent of the road yams I hear. Who does? Someone claims to've sighted a
Roadbuilder vehicle, you hear someone's stumbled onto a backtime route and
winds up being his own grandfather, that sort of thing. I've also heard some
things about you, just as wild." "Such as." He was
skeptical. "Oh well, it seems you and Sam found a way out of the Expanded
Confinement Maze and followed the Skyway all the way out to the end." It was crazy. You could go only so far on the Skyway before
the known routes were exhausted. Of course, you could take a chance and go
through one of the many unexplored portals ... and end up anywhere in the
universe. If the planet on the other side had a double-back portal—like the one
leading from here back to Tau Ceti—you were in luck. If not, you'd "be
stuck with the option of shooting the next aperture, which could lead anywhere.
The reason why all of the above is fairly certain is that no one has ever made
a convincing case for having come back from a "potluck portal." I popped a chunk of sour fruit into my mouth. "I can
tell you for a fact that we've done no such thing." "Hell, I know that. But I've also heard that you're
going to do it. I've heard the tale both ways." "Going to?" I mulled that over. "How are we
supposed to accomplish this amazing feat?" I chanced to turn my head. Perez was looking into the room,
and our eyes met. He quickly ducked back. A little too quickly. "With a roadmap." I turned back to Jerry. "Roadmap?" "Yeah. A genuine Roadbuilder artifact. How you managed
to get hold of one is covered in the next episode, I guess." What was remarkable to me was how the Skyway breeds these
tall tales. The Skyway is half legend, half reality itself. Nevertheless,
evidence abounds that the Skyway extends to other regions of the galaxy. Alien
vehicles are seen every day on the road, coming from parts unknown, going
to—only the occupants know where. Most don't stop. Every once in a while, one
does, and we meet a new race: Zeta Reticulans, Beta Hydrans, Gliese 59ers;
races like the Ryxx, the Kwaa'jheen, and the beings who call themselves The
People of the Iron Sun, whose home stars can't be found on any Terran
catalogues; many, many more. All in all, there are about sixty races whose
Confinement Mazes, the routes that lead from their home system to nearby
colonizable planets, are known and mapped. Put all these known areas together,
and you get one big Confinement Maze, little sections of which are strewn out
over a sizable portion of several spiral arms. But there certainly is more to
discover. Every once in a while, a new race drops into this neck of the woods
and stops to be sociable. More information is then acquired—but the process is
slow. 'Tell me. Where does the Skyway end?" I asked. "At the beginning of the universe." I drained the last of my sickly sweet drink. "Is there
a good motel there?" Jerry laughed. "Jake, you know how these whoppers get
started. Alien booze in human stomachs. Accidental chemically induced
insanity." We talked for a while longer, about five more minutes. Jerry
told me what he knew about the jungle-clearing project. All the while something
nagged at me from the back of my mind: the way Perez had eyeballed me. "Jerry, thanks a lot. Good luck in your new
business." "Okay, Jake. Let me know what it's like at the Big
Bang." "I'll write." I went out into the lobby. Perez was behind the desk, smiling at me strangely, and
three sleek roadsters were pulling into the lot. I dashed for the elevator, and while waiting for the
accursed sluggish thing, buzzed Sam. "Sam, old man, condition puce. Get ready to roll." "Where to, for God's sake?" "Look for two roads and a yellow wood that we can
diverge into. Otherwise, it's all over." There was a house intercom by the elevator. I punched our
cabin number. "Yes?" "Darla, pack up. Now. Drop that ladder and get down to
Sam. Make it fast, and use Bess on the rope bridge. Bum it!" "Right!" Three men, one of Wilkes' gunsels and two unknowns, were
approaching the transparent entrance doors. I looked around and saw double
doors that probably led to a kitchen. I was right, and three cooks, one of them alien, a Thoth,
looked up from their dirty work. I didn't stop, and banged out a rear door. It
opened onto a hallway that led into the restaurant. A separate entrance
provided access from the parking lot. The room was dark and empty. From behind
a partition by the waiters' station came the clattering of dishes. I crossed
the floor quietly, crouched against the front wall, and looked out a window. Five more men were running toward the restaurant door. I
dived under the nearest table and froze just in time to hear the door thump
open and feet pound across the floor. The heavy tablecloth prevented me from
seeing. I waited until they left, then got up and risked another look. Three
more men waited in the lot, standing by the side of one vehicle, hands thrust
under their tropical shirts. Trapped like a rodentoid. I needed to get out the door and to the right, toward the
end of the parking lot where the footpath came out of the woods; but as I
watched, two men came out of the front entrance and ran past my vantage point,
no doubt going to cover that very route. The alternative now was to somehow
make it across the lot in the other direction and duck into the woods using
Sam's swath as an entry point. The three lookouts were still there. Something was moving in the lot; by the sound, a rig. Then I
saw it as it backed up between me and the gunsels. It was Jerry, clearing out
in a hurry. Wherever I was, he didn't care to be. When the gunsels' view of the side door was completely
blocked, I sprinted out, mounted the rig's running board, and knocked on the
side port about three inches from Jerry's head. He jumped. He slid back the port. "Hey, Jake. Don't do that!" "Sorry, Jerry. Hello, Andromeda. Can you give me a lift
to the far end of the lot?" "Jake, those guys there... Never mind." Resigned, Jerry eased the rig forward. I watched as we
passed the main entrance. Nobody showed. "Far enough?" Jerry hoped. "Yeah. Stay here until I can get into the woods,
okay?" "Sure." Sam was right. The undergrowth had rebounded to the point
where I could barely distinguish Sam's trail. It was horrendous going. Bent
grasses snared my feet, thorny tendrils leeched at my clothing. I stumbled into
hidden holes, tripped over submerged rocks, doing it for about two minutes and
getting nowhere. It got worse. I wasn't sure if I had lost the trace. It
appeared as if I had. "Sam! Come in!" "Where the hell are you?" "I don't know. Somewhere behind you. Is Darla—?" "Fine mess. Yes, she's here. I'm going to start the
engine. Follow the sound." "Fine. No, wait!" I smelled smoke—the rope bridge.
Now, if I could only follow my nose. But I couldn't see a damn thing.
"Forget it. Start up." Sam did so, and the muffled whine came from my right. I
thrashed my way toward it. "Can you come back toward the lot?" "Trying to. For some reason, it's harder getting out
than getting in." "Yeah, well see if you can—" Something was on my
leg, something warm, wet, and rubbery. I looked down. A hairless, many-legged beastie with a central body about as
big as a grapefruit was hugging my calf. I let out a yell, smashed the thing
with a fist, grabbed it with both hands, and pulled. A sharp pain lanced
through my leg. I yanked, managed to pull one slippery leg free, and it coiled
about my hand, throbbing. I pulled. The tentacle stretched like taffy, then
grew resilient and tugged back. I fell, tumbled in the springy brush, writhing,
while the pain crescendoed. I beat and tore and cursed at the thing, but it
wouldn't give me up. Great scarlet waves of pain coursed up my leg, pulsed in
my side. For a frozen eternity there was only the pain and a separate universe
to kick and scream in, little else. The next thing I knew I somehow had a stick in my hand and I
was whacking the animal as hard as I could, oblivious to the damage. I was
doing to my leg. Finally, the thing squealed—the sound of chalk against a
blackboard—let go, and burrowed back into the grass. I lay there for a moment. Presently, I got to my feet. The
leg was numb and loath to obey my commands, but I could walk. I paused to look
around for the key, which I had dropped, but it was nowhere around. Movement behind me, the sound of thrashing. I regretted
having yelled, but when it comes to creepy-crawlies I immediately lose my
gonads, become all hoopskirts and fluster. Definitely phobic reaction. No time to search for the key. Sam sounded nearer, at least, but now I had no way of
communicating. I groped through the eternal green miasma, flailing at my leafy
tormentors, suddenly getting a wild, desperate notion to go back to the main
building, ask Mr. Perez for his machete, and pay the rooted bastards back in
kind. They did not relent. I hacked at them with what I had, stiffened
forearms, my good leg, hate. Tiny insects hummed about me in a swirling cloud, lit
on my face and swam on the surface of my cornea, and had pity enough not to
bite. I heard the crackling of a gun. Someone was burning a path
off to my left. Crashing came from directly ahead. Sam. I lurched forward
and fell, squelched a curse, and struggled onward again. Sam was near, but I
still couldn't see him. My ankle turned in a depression, and for an agonizing
few seconds I sucked air and screamed inwardly as bolts of white heat shot
through me. But soon I was plunging ahead, throwing my body against the
foliage, ramming myself through toward what I took to be the rig's engine
sounds. Progress came in bits of eternity. Finally, I gave up. The throbbing had returned in my leg,
neatly phasing with pulses of fire from my ankle. I collapsed backward from the
heat, the exertion, the pain. I dug out my squib and waited, letting wriggly
wet things lave my face. I didn't care, just lay there, defocusing my eyes on
an overarching canopy of dark green. Sam was getting nearer, nearer. I tried to
sit up, found that I could, then looked around. Something whooshed out of the jungle directly behind me. I
turned around and found myself sitting beside Sam's left front roller. It had
stopped on the exact spot where my head had been. The engine whined again, the
roller moved, and I pounded frantically against the ground-effect vane with all
my strength. "Jake?" Sam's voice on the external
speaker. "Yo!" The hatch popped open, and I painfully hauled myself up and
in. I fell to the deck behind the shotgun seat. "Oh, my God," I heard Darla say. I rolled over and saw her face, one of the most deftly
executed of God's pastel drawings. "Hello." "Where the hell you been, boy?" Sam
chastised. "Out weeding the garden. Let me get... ahhhh!" "Careful," Darla said. "Oh, your leg...." With a little help, I got up and slumped into the seat. Sam
was turning to the left, steamrollering through the green-capped swells. "There's a stream around
here. Yeah, the ground's dipping. Should be—" We didn't see the man, one of our pursuers, until we were on
top of him. He had time to turn his head and register the beginnings of alarm
before we ran straight over him. He didn't have time to scream. Darla gave a
tiny squeak and put her hand over her mouth. After an interlude, Sam said, "Here we go." We clunked over an embankment, slid, and splashed into a
shallow running brook strewn with polished stones. Sam eased the back end down.
I heard the forward accordian-joint between cab and trailer go scrunch as it
bent to its limits. Sam turned hard left and trundled down the stream bed
bumpingly, jarring our teeth and bones to jelly. "We'll make time this way," Sam said. "Where are we going?" "This stream parallels a dirt road farther down. The
road should take us down to the clearing project, where we'll pick up another
trail that'll get us to the Skyway. We hope." "How do you know all this?" "Just following Cheetah's directions. Ask her
yourself." I looked around. In a pile of soft dark hair huddled in a
comer of the rear seat, two big wet eyes awaited my approval. 4 THE STREAM MEANDERED through cathedrals of jungle, its banks
overhung with weeping vinery. We strapped in and let the rig jostle us as Sam
sent it banging over rocks and slamming down over half-meter-high cataracts. It
was rough going, but not as difficult as barging through rain forest. The
gradual downgrade soon leveled off and the stream got deeper. Then it got very
deep. As the water level gurgled up to my viewport, I said,
"I knew those optional snorkels on the vents would come in handy someday." "I think this is about as deep as it gets,"
Sam said. He was right. Ahead was white water. Sam stopped for a
moment to decide on his approach, then gunned it for a place where the drop was
lowest. We rolled over smooth rocks and splashed into the hydraulics below,
like some great, lumbering water beast beached in the shallows. Anyway, the rig was getting a long-needed washing. The
stream widened out farther down, and Sam stopped long enough for Darla to clean
the triple-puncture wound on my leg and bandage it up. I suddenly felt very
weird. "You're in luck," she said. "Cheetah says the
weegah, which is what bit you, isn't poisonous to humans. Unfortunately,
the chemical of the venom resembles chlorpromazine, a tranquilizer, if I
remember correctly. You should be winking out soon. You probably got a good
dose." "I feel very calm, but kind of strange. How did you
know all that?" "Oh, passing interest in xenobiology, especially exotic
zoology." "If I die, I want you to do something for me. Go to my
flat and kill every houseplant in it." "Sounds so petty." But my ire grew abstract as a nirvanalike mood descended.
The pain in my leg and ankle subsided to alternating twinges, and I sat back to
enjoy the ride as Sam resumed driving. About half an hour later we picked up the dirt road, but we
almost hung ourselves up getting out of the water. We scraped bottom with the
sickening sound of abused metal, then gained the rutted road, which bore us
away from the stream and slightly uphill. I grew terribly sleepy. I told Darla to fetch a stimtab from
the medicine kit, but she advised against it, contending that the interaction
of the drug and the venom was unpredictable, owing to the weegah's alien
chemistry. I acquiesced. Now she was a doctor. Another hour went by, and we came to the clearing. It was a
shock. Over at least a dozen square kilometers the jungle had been ripped away
like so many weeds. In its place lay chewed earth, shards of pulp, and row
after endless row of neatly wrapped bales, bundles of vegetation sorted into
homogeneous groups—bark, logs, leaves, chips, pods, fruit, and vegetable mash
(these in big metal canisters), all products useful as-is or ready for further
processing. The thing that had done the deed was off in the distance, a
Landscraper. The machine was a metal platform almost a kilometer long, moving
on gargantuan tracks, biting off great chunks of forest at its leading edge,
sorting, processing, digesting masses of material in its guts, and dropping the
fecal result off behind. Eventually, farms, houses, and factories would follow
in its wake. Cleared land was a premium on Demeter (the proper name for the
planet and one everybody ignored; most people called it Hothouse). Cheetah eyed the scene dolefully, and I couldn't help
feeling sorry. She looked upon the ruins of her only home. The road skirted the edge of the clearing for about a klick
or so before it swung back into the jungle. At this point we were on the
lookout for airborne vehicles, but none appeared. The new section of trail was heavily overgrown in spots, and
wound its way around marsh and hollow until it dead-ended into another road. "That way!" Cheetah instructed. Sam turned left, and beneath the feeling of utter
tranquility and well-being, I recognized the absurdity of having to be led by
the nose out of danger by an individual supposedly without a measurable IQ. But
we usually take all the help we can get. I fell asleep, kept popping awake when Cheetah yelled out a
new direction, but eventually there were no more decisions to make and the road
before us twined endlessly. Night fell, as it does very early on Hothouse, with its
sixteen-hour rotation, and we ghosted down leafy corridors with the headbeams
playing among the trees. Pairs of tiny eyes glowed in the shadows like sparks
in a dying fire, watching. Now and again came sounds of rustling in the bushes,
nocturnal cries echoing out in the blackness beyond. I dozed, awoke, drifted
sleepward, awoke, and the vista before me was the same, dream and reality
indistinguishable. I don't know how long we traveled. The trail turned into a
green Moebius way, endlessly twisting back on itself, like the Skyway laid out
in a galaxy of verdure.... Skyway. Paradox. Causality reversed... living lives, loving
loves, dying deaths out of natural sequence.... We are born, follow our useless
paths to the grave, but the paths are two-way ... cut and splice a lifeline and
you get death before life, disappointment before expectation, fulfillment
before desire, effect before cause.... The road was long and I drove it, taking the Backtime
Extension... back to Terra, a lost, blue-white speck against the blackness, an
exhausted little planet of fifteen billion souls— despite the constant exodus
of surplus population out to the web of worlds linked by the Skyway... back to
a boyhood in a dying rural town in Northeast Industry, nee Pennsylvania,
Federated Democracies of North America... a little mining town called
Braddock's Creek, whose pits had given up their last flakes of bituminous at
around the end of the fourth decade of the century, shortly after I was born...
a demi-ghost town of boarded-up tract houses long foreclosed upon and abandoned
to house-strippers and weather, a depopulated community in this age of
overcrowding, victim of Climate Shift... short hot summers, long face-numbing
winters, with no growing season to speak of.... A toddler spending the warm
months barefoot playing on shale piles near the mines, mounds of blue-black
rubble forever smoking with spontaneous combustion, cooking themselves into
mountains of "red dog," gravel good for laying on dirt roads... a boy
swimming in strip-mine holes brimming with acid-spiked runoff water.... We
never went hungry in those days, with Father working when he could, coaxing
fruits and vegetables out of our chemical garden when he was laid off; and when
neither activity paid the bills, doing mysterious things, staying out late at
night while I waited for him, sleeping in the big double bed with Mother, lying
awake, listening to dogs bark out in the windy night', waiting, wondering when
he would get in, wondering what he was doing, and where; Mother never saying
anything about it, never acknowledging the fact that her husband spent whole
nights away; waiting, until I fell asleep, to wake up next morning in my
sleeping bag on the old mattress in the front room, dimly remembering Father
carrying me there, kissing me and tucking me in.... Dim years spent in boredom
and restlessness and missed school because of fuel shortfalls and lack of
funding, meatless days, wheatless days, proud happy days when the sun was out
and things warmed up and I could run and raise hell and play and not think
about or not care about a world where millions, no, billions starved and the
incessant brushfire wars raged on, or appreciate the profound implications of
the fact that men lived on the moon and in lazily turning metal wheels in
space.... I remember my father telling me about his remembering when the first
portal of the Skyway was discovered on Pluto by a robot probe, and I thought.
Why did they put it so far away out there at the edge of the solar system?...
Watching viddy programs about it and hearing the commentators say what a
mystery it all was—who had built it? when? why?—years that melted away too
soon, because for all the privation, it was a childhood no worse than most,
better man some.... And one day Father telling us that we would move, that he
had applied for emigration and that we had been accepted, and that somehow he had come up with
the 500,000 New Dollar emigration fee charged to all North American residents
because economically the region was still better off by far when compared with
other parts of the world.... The trip by hydroskiff to India, the unbelievable
masses of people there, bodies in the streets, dead bodies and some that were
not quite dead, stacked like cordwood and sprinkled with white powdery
chemicals making them look like woodpiles in a first snow.... The shuttle port
near Kendrapara on the Bay of Bengal, surrounded by tent cities of stranded
emigrees... .The thundering shuttle ride and my first space-sickness and the
view of a dazzling Terra wheeling below. ... Being aboard the Maxim Gorky, a
Longboost ship that made Pluto in eighteen months, most of the time spent with
its passengers in Semidoze, an electrically induced twilight of
semiconsciousness which made the interminable trip bearable. ... Spending about
an hour on Pluto before boarding the bus which took us by Skyway to Barnard's
Star, thence to 61 Cygni-A II, thence to Strove 2398, thence to Sigma Draconis
IV, called Vishnu, where I spent the remainder of my childhood on a farm in a
valley made green with water cracked from rocks, working as I never worked
before or since; where I grew, finally became a man—too soon, when my mother
died giving birth to my brother Donald, stillborn.... ... Until a bump woke me up and I saw that the road had
debouched from the jungle onto the ten-meter-wide strip on either side of the
highway where no plants can grow save low grasses. Sam waited for traffic to pass. An impossibly low
reaction-drive vehicle with some kind of frictionless underside roared by, its
headbeams almost dim compared to its brilliant array of running lights. Sam
checked the scanners and pulled out onto the road, the smooth, smooth road of Skyway.
It felt good. Acceleration sat in my lap as Sam pinched the magnetic
confinement, and soon we were wafting through patches of ground-hugging fog
that smelled of dank things in a dank earth, a jungle smell, wet and fetid, a
smell that I didn't want to have flushed through my nostrils for some time to
come. I closed the vents and pressurized the cab. We would be making a
many-light-year jump to Groombridge 34-B, where there was an interchange on the
airless moon of a gas giant. "Hey, look who's awake. Feeling better?"
Sam spoke softly. “More or less. How long did we spend touring those damn
botanical gardens?" "Almost all night. We should miss the dawn, though. I
think we're about a hundred klicks from the portal." "Great. The sooner we get off this salad bowl, the
better." I looked back and saw Darla and Cheetah huddled together in the
backseat, winked out like three-year-olds. I felt even less mature and sank
into oblivion again. Dreamlessly. The portal warning buzzer woke me up. I felt even better, but
my mouth was stuffed with fuzz and I ached all over. "Better tell those two to strap in," Sam
said. I yelled back and they woke up, rubbed eyes, and did so.
Warning signs shot by, and then suddenly we were in fog that shrouded the
approach. The safe corridor, a lane marked by two parallel white lines, spooled
out at us from the mist. "You on instruments?" I asked. "Nah. Using the guide markers." The fog got thicker, and the lines faded—then,
instantaneously, the fog was gone as we passed the flashing red commit markers
and penetrated the portal's force-field shell. The shells keep out atmosphere
but allow solid matter to go through. It's always struck me as pertinent to ask
what would happen if the machinery generating the shell faded. As far as anyone
knows, it's never happened, and no one seems to worry about it but me. Nor is
much sleep lost fretting over the possibility that a portal could completely
fail and drop its cylinders, which has never happened either, at least not in
the known mazes. We felt the fleeting tug of an unseen force, work of the
grasping gravitational fingers around us. "Watch it, Sam." "This has always been a rough portal. Needs
recalibrating." Whump! The rig dropped, slamming onto the Groombridge Skyway. The
jungle was gone, and around us stretched the bleak rolling terrain of the
satellite, bathed in the dull red glow of Groom-bridge 34-B's dwarf primary,
overhung by a black starry canopy. The gas giant loomed off to our right and
was in gibbous phase, taking up more than 45 degrees of sky. "Remind me to file a complaint at the nearest Skyway
maintenance office," Sam kidded, knowing full well that the
re-calibration would be done in time by the portal itself. Like the Skyway
roadbed, the portals were self-repairing. "One of these days, we're
going to materialize under the roadway," he said, repeating a bugbear
that was part of the lore or the road. "Really, I wonder what the hell
would happen. Explosion?" "Sam, you know damn well it can't happen." I had
rung the changes on this argument a hundred times in a hundred different
beerhalls. A portal transition is a question of geometry, not of matter
transmission. The spaces on either side are contiguous, not congruent. We had
just experienced a misalignment in which the ingress side was higher than the
egress side. If the situation were reversed, and the difference were a few
centimeters, it'd be like going over a bump. No problem. However, if the
misalignment were larger, say a meter or more, you'd run smack up against a
cross section of roadmetal delimited by the aperture, in which case you'd stay
on the cylinder side of the portal and get smeared. But no explosion per se.
For the nth time, I explained this all patiently to Sam, and he laughed. "Just ribbing you, son. I like to see your hackles
rise when you argue with dumb truckdrivers. But tell me, why don't we hear of
accidents like that?" "For the same reason that all portal accidents are hard
to verify. But who knows? Maybe there's some safety mechanism, or maybe there's
something about the nature of warped space-time that precludes it. I don't
know. It's a wonder they can make the alignments with any degree of accuracy
over dozens of light-years. There are lots of things about the Skyway we don't
know. One of the biggest mysteries is why there's a road at all." "Well," Sam said, "my guess has
always been that they were used to haul heavy equipment from the entrance point
to the next cylinder site during construction." "A technology that controls gravity so well makes
vehicle roads seem unnecessary. Doesn't it?" "You have me there. Hell, maybe there was surplus
money in the budget and the bureaucrats couldn't bring themselves to hand back
the cash. Had to spend it, bureaucrats being what they are all over the
universe." "I take it you're joking." "Not entirely. Compared to the staggering
engineering feat of building the portals themselves, laying down a
self-maintaining road between them would have been a breeze. An afterthought." "I never looked at it that way," I said,
scratching my head. "But, damn it, why did they plunk the cylinders down
on the surface of planets? Why not in space?" "Too many questions, Jake, and we don't have many
answers." The conversation had jogged my memory. "Which reminds
me, I had a very interesting talk with Jerry Spacks back at the motel." I related what had been said. Sam didn't comment for a
while, then said, "Sounds like roadapples to me, Jake." "My sentiments exactly." I looked back at Darla,
who had been following the exchange with interest. "What do you mink?" "About what? The Skyway, or the stories about
you?" "Either. Both." "I believe it. The story about you, I mean. If anyone
could discover a backtime route, it would be you guys." "Thanks." I looked up at the gas giant. It was
awesome and majestic, painted with pastel parallel bands, dotted with the black
beauty mark of another moon in transit. Below, the powdery regolith of the
moon's surface was molded into sensuous low mounds, peeked here and there by
blur-edged craters. I turned back to Darla. "By the way, the question never
came up before, but where were you going when we picked you up on TC-II?" "Mach City," she answered without hesitation.
"I've spent time there before, singing. But I was looking for a job as a
nighclub manager. Had a line on a job in the city." "Uh huh." What I didn't know about this woman
would overload a rig or two. "Well, folks, what do we do now? Any
suggestions? The floor is open, even to Cheetah here." "We have three choices," Sam informed us,
"since there are three portals on this planet. One, we can go back the
way we came. Shall we put the matter in the form of a motion?" A pair of strangled screams from me and Darla, mine being
louder. "The motion has not been carried. Two, we continue
our original itinerary and deliver our load of scientific equipment to
Chandrasekhar Deep Space Observatory on Uraniborg, and take our chances. Nix on
that, too, since Wilkes doubtless knows we're bound for there. That leaves
portal number three." "Which goes to the boondocks of Terran Maze," I
put in. "Well, we could go to Uraniborg and not stop,"
Darla suggested. "We could stay on Route Twelve and go through to Thoth
Maze." "Hm. The Thoth are friendly enough," I ruminated.
But what would we do there?" No answer. "Hell, we have no choice, really." "The ayes have it," Sam pronounced, "but
the point is moot, because something's coming up fast on our tail. And I mean
fast." I unbuckled from the shotgun seat and almost cracked my head
against the roof getting into me driver's seat, forgetting the reduced gravity.
I checked the scanners. "I see what you mean. Too fast for a civilian vehicle,
not a rig. Either alien or a Colonial cruiser." "It's a cruiser all right," Sam confirmed,
"and why do I get the funny feeling he's going to pull us over?" "I'm getting it, too. There's not much we can do,
though." "But we can match him gun for gun." "No, Sam. We've already got Wilkes on our case. I don't
want to tangle with the Colonial Authority." "Yep, he's got his sye-reen a-blarin'. I'm getting
it on all frequencies. Merte!" "Well..." I sighed and resigned myself to the
depressing inevitable, braked, and started pulling over. Just for the hell of
it, I decelerated as fast as I could, and sure enough, the cops overshot us,
hotrodding it as they were in their Mach-one-capable reaction-drive
interceptor. Sam laughed. "Look at 'em, the assholes." The road ahead lit up blue-white with their retrofire, and
the poor darlings found themselves about half a klick downroad from us. They
had to back on the shoulder, which would probably put them in a good mood right
off the bat. "Getting pretty cheeky, aren't they?" Sam
wondered. "I mean, pulling us over like this." "It's not the first time," I said, "and it
won't be the last. Cops just have to do cop things every once in a while. It's
traditional. They hate not being able to make an arrest on the road." The com speaker went splup! "Jacob Paul McGraw?" The voice was female. I put on a headset. "Yes?" "Hi, Jake? How're things?" "Oh, God, not Mona," Sam groaned. "Just fine," I answered. "How's things with
you?" "Great," Constable Mona Barrows told me in her
cheery bird-song voice. "Jake. I'm afraid I have bad news for you." Mona, you made my whole day by showing me your pretty back
end. Nothing can throw me now. I meant the cruiser, of course." "Jake, you're all talk, always were. Still, I think
this'll smother your fusion-fire. There's a warrant for your arrest back on
Hothouse." Notice how she put that. She didn't have the warrant, nor
was she arresting me. She couldn't—at least not here, on the Skyway. "Really? What's the charge? Have they finally called in
all my back citations?" But somehow I knew. "A bad one this time, Jake. Homicide with a Powered
Vehicle." Of course. "There are other charges. Leaving the Scene of an Accident,
Assault with a Deadly Weapon, and a bunch of minor ones." "Gee whiz, let's hear 'em all." "Oh, Illegal Off-Road Driving, Failure to.. .Jake, do
we really have to do this?" The cab was quiet. I, for one, could see no way out. I sat
there and tried to predict what Mona would do if we tried to make a run for it.
It wasn't difficult, since they rarely came tougher than Mona. "Am I to
understand that this is an arrest, Constable?" "Why, whatever gave you that idea? I am, however,
officially notifying you that charges have been brought against you within my
jurisdiction. My suggestion is that you turn yourself in." The word "suggestion" was heavily stressed.
"Then, why have you pulled us over, may I ask?" "Oh, Jake, don't go Skyway-lawyer on me. I can't drive
and talk at the same time. Besides, you were coming up on the turnoff to Eta
Cassiopeiae and I didn't want to drag you all the way back. I've got things to
do, and I'm in a hurry. Now, you know you'll have to turn yourself in sometime,
Jake. Why not do it now and save us all a lot of bother? Okay?" "Love to oblige, Mona, but I'd hate myself in the
morning." "Now, Jake," she warned, "don't get any funny
ideas. If I have to, I'll follow you until you have to come out of that rig to
take a pee." "I keep an empty fifth of Old Singularity behind the
seat for that purpose, dear. I usually offer a snort to officers who're kind
enough to pull me over to chat." "Don't get cute. You know what I mean. You'll be
pulling over for food or fuel sooner or later."^ She wouldn't wait that long. Contrary to Sam's bravado, she
could probably outshoot us. Disabling us in this airless environment would, of
course, necessitate a "rescue." "And if I leave Terran Maze?" "That's your privilege. But you will have to stay out
permanently. Not very good for your business, is it?" "I must agree with you on that point." "So, what do you say?" I squelched the circuit. "What's the game, Sam?" "String her along. We'll figure out something by the
time we get back to Hothouse. Maybe Cheetah can find us more of those back
jungle roads." The very thought of such an eventuality made me say,
"No chance, Mona. Mona honey, I don't know how you can sleep nights. You
know the charges are trumped-up, and I think you know exactly what happened
back at Greystoke Groves, and at Sonny's." "Just doing my job, sweetie. It was Wilkes who reported
the fatality and pressed the assault charge. I'm only following orders. True, I
know Wilkes wants your blood in a crystal decanter... but I have nothing on
him! You'd have to press counter-charges for me to help you. But it seems to me
he's getting the worst of it. He has one boy dead and another in the iso-clinic
growing a new trigger finger." "In other words, if I turn up dead eventually, the
moral weight of the issue will be on my side." "I'm sorry, Jake. But, as I said, I have orders." I looked back at Darla. "Darla, it's up to you. She
didn't mention anything about a woman suspect. Say the word, we'll go back, and
you're out of it completely." "I'm for making a break for that third portal,"
she said, those ionospheric blue eyes glowing strangely. "Jake, are you listening? I want to assure you that you
will get all the protection you need, from Wilkes or anybody. I'll personally
guarantee that you... wait just a sec." The radio sputtered as she stopped transmitting. "What is it, Sam?" "Something coming in ahead. And I think I know what
it is." I looked at the forward view, switched it telescopic, and
punched it on the main screen. A large vehicle was decelerating from a terrific
rate of speed, l looked at the tracking readouts. "Mach two point three and decelerating at fifteen
Gs," I observed. "And it's not a reaction-drive buggy." I looked
up to eyeball it. "There's only one thing it could be." "Mona's in a truckload of trouble," Sam
said, an edge of troubled concern to his voice. The vehicle, as it appeared on the video hookup, was almost
featureless, a low, lengthwise half a watermelon on rollers, gleaming bright
silver. As it closed with frightening speed, it looked like a minimal-art
representation of a mammoth beetle, or the overgrown pull-toy of a giant child.
It was at once comic and deadly. Mona was obviously thinking of making a run for it, but the
thing was coming up too fast. She pulled away about a hundred meters or so, an
effort, I suppose, to appear innocent. Moments later, the "Skyway Patrol" car swooped in
soundlessly, pulled off onto the shoulder between the cruiser and us. The speaker boomed. The voice spoke in Intersystem.
"STATE THE REASON FOR THIS INTERRUPTION OF TRAFFIC." Imagine the most nonhuman voice possible, add all sorts of
skin-crawling overtones from the extreme ends of the aural spectrum, then boost
the signal till it breaks your ears. I turned down the gain on the amplifier. "We are rendering assistance," Mona stated firmly,
covering her nervousness. There was no question whom the Patrol car was
addressing. "STATE THE PROBLEM." "The vehicle behind you was experiencing mechanical
difficulty." A pause. Then: "WE DETECT NONE." "The problem has been corrected." "DESCRIBE THE NATURE OF THE
PROBLEM." Mona was resentful. "Why
don't you ask them?" "OCCUPANTS OF COMMERCIAL TRANSPORT VEHICLE: CAN YOU
VERIFY THESE CONTENTIONS?" "Yes, we can. We had a loss of magnetic confinement due
to a defective electronic component. The component has been replaced." "FALSE." The voice was emotionless. "WE
DETECTED THE ARRIVAL OF TWO NEUTRINO EMISSION SOURCES WHILE PATROLLING THIS
SECTION. NO LOSS OF FUSION REACTION WAS OBSERVED FROM EITHER SOURCE." It was over. "Sorry, Mona.
I did my best." I did not transmit that. "OCCUPANT OF
LAW-ENFORCEMENT VEHICLE: YOU ARE AWARE THAT HALTING
TRAFFIC ON THIS ROAD IS NOT TOLERATED." It was not a question. "EXCEPT FOR EMERGENCY PURPOSES OR MECHANICAL FAILURE,
THERE ARE NO EXCEPTIONS. YOU ARE AWARE OF THE PENALTY. PREPARE TO END YOUR
EXISTENCE. TIME WILL BE AFFORDED FOR RELIGIOUS CEREMONY OR CUSTOM. UPON THE
FIFTIETH SOUNDING OF THE TONE, YOU WILL BE TERMINATED." There began a bonging. Mona was dead and she knew it, but her ass-end exploded in
plasma flame and she took off. Instead of heading downroad, she swung sharply
out over the dust-coated surface of the planetoid, trailing a spectacular plume
of reddish-gray soil. She was trying to make it to the far side of a nearby
rise for cover in the blind hope that the Patrol vehicle couldn't follow.
Nobody knew enough about the "Roadbugs" to say one way or the other;
none had ever been observed off-road. It was the only chance Mona had, and she
took it. But her engines went dead before she got two hundred meters
away. The long, black interceptor sank into the dust. There followed a horrible
silence, save for the lugubrious gong-ing. Presently, Mona transmitted. "Jake, tell them. Tell
them I was helping you. Please!" "Mona, I'm sorry." There was nothing, absolutely
nothing I could do. "I don't want to die like this," she said, her
voice cracking. "Killed by one of those bugs. Oh, God." Almost without thinking, I fired the explosive bolts on the
missile rack above the cab, activated one, and let it check out its target.
When the green light blinked on the control board, I fired. An invisible arm
snatched the thing and flung it aside. It exploded harmlessly out in me
moonscape. ...bong...bong...bong...bong... "Jake?" She seemed composed now, strangely calm. "Yes, Mona?" "We... we had some pretty good times, didn't we?" "We did. Yes, we did, Mona." One sob broke through the repose, but was quickly covered by
a voice turned bitter. "It wouldn't even let me get a shot off, the
bastard." ...bong.. .bong.. .bong.. .BONG! "Goodbye, Jake." "Goodbye." The flash seared my retinas, left purple spots chasing each
other in front of me. When I could see again, the interceptor was gone. A
blackened pit lay where it had been. The Roadbug was already pulling away. "OCCUPANTS OF COMMERCIAL
TRANSPORT VEHICLE: YOU ARE FREE TO GO." It left us sitting under a tiny red sun and a world of
unspeakable beauty. 5 "You HAVE NO cause to feel bad," Sam
comforted me as we raced toward the tollbooths. "You did what you
could. You tried. I was a little worried about how the Roadbug would react to
that missile." "I know. So was I," I said. "I shouldn't have
done it. It was useless, and I knew it. I didn't have the right to risk Darla's
and Cheetah's lives." "I would have done the same," Darla said quietly. "Thanks, Darla. Still..." "Oh, c'mon, son. Mona knew the risk. She knew
there's only one rule of this road: "Thou shall not close the road, nor
interrupt traffic on any section thereof!' And she knew the Roadbugs enforce it
to the letter." "What right do they have to enforce anything?" I
countered angrily. "Who the hell are they, anyway?" Sam didn't answer, because there was no answer. Chalk up
another mystery. Two theories were currently in vogue. The Roadbugs were either
machines created by the Roadbuilders themselves, or they were vehicles whose
unseen drivers wanted to keep the roads clear for their own purposes.
Personally, I was for the latter theory. All indications were that the Skyway
was millions of years old, and machines—no matter how advanced—just don't
function that long... or so it seemed to me. But if there were flesh-and-blood
beings inside those bug cars, they hadn't shown themselves yet, and I doubted
they ever would. The cylinders were all around, and we felt their persistent
grabbing. The aperture swallowed us. The next planet was a big one, a high-G world, as the sign
before the tollbooths had warned, but going in an instant from .3 to 1.45 G was
more than a little rough. The planet's acceleration sucked us down into our
seats. I groaned and tried to straighten my spine, now turned rubber. "Whuff!" Darla slumped in her seat. Cheetah
bore up stoically. "Jesus, even I can feel it," Sam said.
"Somehow." We arrived on a vast savannah of dry grass and bare patches
of dust rolling out endlessly. Stunted trees dotted the plain. To our right and
far away, a herd of bulky animals loped behind shimmering curtains of heat. The
sun was low to our left, but bore down arduously. The sky was blue, slapped
with watery brushstrokes of bright haze. Migration trails intersected the road.
At one point, a dry-wash had undercut the highway itself, leaving exposed and
suspended the five-meter-thick slab of metal roadbed. The gap was not great,
and the road had no need to drop a supporting stanchion, as it could do when
necessary. How it did such things was but another puzzle. Great black birds, if birds they were, wheeled in the
bald-white sky near the sun, searching. No prey or carrion was evident. Here
and there along the side of the road were high mounds of powdery earth—warrens?
hives? There were no signs of human habitation, though the planet was on the
lists for colonization. The place did not look inviting. To settle such a world
would be to resign oneself to the sorry fact that doing anything would require
half again as much effort as on a 1G world: lifting a load of firewood, hefting
an axe, mounting a flight of stairs. But humans had adapted to harsher
conditions on many worlds. I imagined what future generations of this world would
look like—short, swarthy, powerfully muscled, fond of khaki, glued into their
wide-brimmed bush hats, opinionated, sure of themselves, proud. Perhaps.
Diversity was sure to be the
rule as human beings spread among the stars, and the differences might one day
become more than cultural. Organisms are products of their environment, and
when environments diverge... The road shot ahead, unswerving, pointing to a low black
band that rimmed the horizon. Mountains. "What's the name" of this place?" I asked.
"What do the maps say?" "Goliath," Sam said. "Ah." We drove for a while, until I realized how ravenously hungry I was. "Anyone for eats?" "Me!" piped Darla. "Soup's on!" We went back to the galley and fixed a quick brunch:
ham-salad sandwiches, giant kosher deli pickles from New Zion ("Ham salad
and kosher pickles?" Darla wondered. "We'll be struck dead."
"Eat fast!" I said), potato salad, cherry yogurt, all fresh from the
cooler. I had stocked up back on TC-I, shortly before hitting the road. We ate
heartily. I stopped in the middle of a mouthful of pickle. "How
boorish of me. I forgot about Cheetah." "Don't worry, she's okay—and that's not her real
name." "Huh? Darla, she can't eat human food. The polypeptides
are all wrong." "She brought her own. Go look." I went forward, and sure enough there was Cheetah, munching
wombat salad, or whatever it was, little green shoots with pink pulpy heads. I
went back. "When did she have time to—?" "I never did get around to explaining why she's here,
did I? And you never asked, either. That's what I like about you, Jake; you
never question, never complain. You go along with the flow, except when you're
pushed. Anyway, when you called I was talking to her, and she said that her
'time' was drawing near. I took it to mean the end of her life, but she
wouldn't elaborate. I could sense that she was unhappy. Desperately so." "She certainly wasn't being treated well at the
motel," I said. "As a matter of fact, the pustulant little bedsore
who ran the place was—" "I know. I knew by the way he talked to her." She
took a bite of sandwich and chewed thoughtfully. "Cheetah had told me that
none of her people had ever left the planet—'pass through the great trees at
the edge of the sky' is the way they think of the portals—and that one day, before
the end of her time, she would like to be the first." "Seems to me I've seen her kind off-world." "Right, but she doesn't realize that." Darla
turned the notion over in her mind. "No, on second thought, she meant her
clan, not her species. I told you how attached they are to their
families." "Got you." "So, when I got the call, I asked her to come with us.
That simply. I've had second thoughts about it since, of course. I really don't
have the foggiest notion what to do with her. I was thinking vaguely of finding
a home for her—but, practical brain that you are, you pointed out the problem
of biochemical incompatibility." "It's not insurmountable," I said. "Her new
family, whoever they might be, would have to invest in a biomolecular
synthesizer and program it to produce suitable protein material for her. We all
know it's a bother to eat the glop, especially when it's not textured and
flavor-rendered properly—any human traveling outside Terran space knows it—but
she might survive, with a little love, and a lot of Hothouse-brand
ketchup." Darla showed concern. "I hope you're right. I've
already gotten attached to her. She's so warm, open.... By the way, you're high
in her pantheon of Great Beings. You saved her from a beating, and she's
eternally grateful." I polished my fingernails on my shirt. "Well, all in a
hero's day, you know. Rescuing fair maidens, screaming like a banshee upon
being bitten by a nasty ol' bug, faulting, almost getting my ass shot off
because I had to play it proud instead of safe. I should have backed away from
Wilkes' table." "That's you, Jake. Dumb, but proud!" "I thank you. But you were telling me about Cheetah and
how she got here." "Didn't I finish? Oh, yes. I told her she was welcome
to come along with us, and while I was packing she disappeared. By the time I
finished, she returned with an armful of fruit and such. I stowed the stuff in
my bag, and..." "She knows biochemistry?" "Huh? No, certainly not. Maybe she's taken journeys
before. Perhaps her tribe migrated now and then. I don't know." "I thought they stuck pretty much to their home
turf." "Then, I don't know how she knew to bring food. But I'll ask
her." I drained the last of my coffee.
It was of a good bean, grown on Nuova Colombia. "You also mentioned
something about Cheetah's real name. How did she get tagged with the handle of
a fictional Terran chimpanzee?" "That's what the motel people called her." She
raised an ironical eyebrow. "Cute, what? Fit in with the theme, I guess.
You know, it's amazing how popular those Burroughs books still are after—what
is it, going on two hundred years? Anyway, her proper moniker is Winwah-hah-wee-wahwee.
She told me it means Soft-Green-is-the-Place-Where-She-Sleeps. At least, that's
my rendition of it. Her translation was a bit garbled." "Okay, then, 'Winnie' it is, now and forevermore. I got
up and stretched. The kinks were gradually working out. "There's one more thing," Darla said. "About Chee—I mean, about Winnie?" "Yes. It was something about you and Sam. She said she
was confused at first about Sam, about exactly what he was, until she realized
that he was... well, that his spirit permeated the rig, if you follow me. Then
she said she sensed something about you. Something she didn't like." I shrugged. "Oh, well. A man who's hated by children
and cute furry animals can't be all bad." ' "Don't be silly. She loves you—I told you that. No,
it's something concerning you. Something about what happened to you or what
will happen.... I can't say for sure." "Premonition?" She chewed on her lip. "No." She shook her head.
"No, forget about the 'happen' stuff. She didn't use those words. It
wasn't a prediction, a precognitive intuition or anything. It was just
something 'around' you. That's how she put it. The only thing coherent I could
get out of her was that she didn't like your jacket because it smelled
bad." I sniffed my underarms. "Well, I guess if your friends
can't tell you, who can?" She rolled her eyes. "Jake." "Sorry. But it's all a little vague, isn't it?" "Yes, I suppose. But she seemed so sure." "What she probably sensed was the lingering aura of my
life of libertinage and debauchery." Darla giggled. "You mean your life of fantasizing. I
happen to know that you're just this side of a monk in such matters. You
haven't even tried to kiss me." "I haven't? Well..." I took her shoulders and
pulled her. toward me, planted on those full pouting lips an unmonkish kiss of
journeyman quality. She kissed back after the first fraction of a second. (I
think I surprised her.) We continued in this fashion for some time. , , When things had gone as far as they could under present
circumstances, we parted. Darla commenced a straightening-up ritual: smoothed
her hair, adjusted her clothing, checked the state of her lip gloss in the
warped reflection of a shiny; sugar canister. Her face was perenially made-up,
perfectly, even at the worst of times. There was a certain composure about her,
a kind of coolness—which attracted me, I must, admit. Note: cool, not cold.
Self-possessed. Well, there was no nonsense about her (not to say no sense of
humor), no wasted motions, no false moves, no hesitations. I felt her incapable
of uttering something even remotely insipid. The controlling factor was not
intellectual, but was more in the way of being worldly, knowing, aware, hip, if
you will, to use an archaic term. She was a veteran of the Skyway, but there
wasn't a rollermark on her. I couldn't guess how old she was; anywhere from
nineteen to thirty. But a special native wisdom sparkled in eyes that had seen
more than they told. To use another hoary Terran colloquialism: she had been
around. Yes, she had. "I hate to break up anything momentous, kids,"
Sam discreetly announced over the aft-cabin speaker, "but there's
something up ahead." I went forward. We were continuing our race for the mountain
range, which now hove over the horizon as a brown-gray mass with an
intermittent edge of white. Snow-tipped peaks. They looked like mounds of
day-old pudding, whipped-cream toppings gone stale and dried. A vehicle, an old bus, was pulled off the road ahead, and it
seemed to be experiencing mechanical problems. A group of people were gathered
near the off-road side. As we drew up I braked instinctively, as I usually do when I
spot a breakdown; however, recent events had spooked me to the point where I
considered passing them by. But no. One of the stranded passengers waved
pleadingly—a bearded black man who wore a loose robe that smacked of the
sacerdotal—and I pulled completely off the pavement at a prudent distance
download, across one of those spontaneous bridges that spanned a deep dry-wash. "Well, let's get a whiff of the stuff they call air
here," I said reluctantly. "It's supposed to be rated EN-1B, which is
as close as you can get. Sam, were those people wearing respirators or
anything?" "No, but take a nasal inhaler of CO;. You could
hyperventilate under extreme exertion. There are a few in the glove box, I
think." The pumps sucked the good air out and let the bad come in.
Mark you, Earth people: there is nothing like the first breath of alien
atmosphere, no matter how near to Terran normal it is. The weird odors are most
unsettling. Strange trace gases never meant for human olfactory systems tiptoe
across your nasal membranes in spiked shoes. At best, you gag and choke and
cough. At worst, you swoon and wake up with an assist mask slapped over your
face, if you're lucky. But the atmosphere of Goliath wasn't all that' bad. It
carried a whiff of iodine on a stench of decayed fruit, a strange combination
to say the least, but the fruity smell masked the medicinal one enough to make
it bearable. There wasn't a fruit tree in sight. On the bad side, there was a
trace of a nose-tickling element, an irritant of some sort that kitchy-kooed
the sinuses maddeningly close to the sneeze-point without getting them over the
hump. But... I guess you get used to anything. In fact, the longer I breathed
the stuff, the less I noticed its noxious qualities. There was good oxygen here
to be sure, though at pressure a bit too high. Maybe—mind you, just maybe—a
person could get to like running this sort of soup through his lungs. The air I could live with; the heat was another matter. I
wasn't ready for it, even after Hothouse. I sprang the hatch, and it was like
opening an oven door. Talk about dry heat versus humid heat, and the misery
indices of both didn't apply here. It was punking HOT and that's all there was
to it. The heat smothered me, the planet strained my arches, and the sun began
to pan-fry my skin in a sauce of sudden sweat. "Darla! Throw me your brolly, please. Hurry!" She did, and I popped it open and put it up against the
smoldering sky. I walked slowly across the bridge, stopping momentarily to
inspect one of the piers the roadbed had dropped down into the gully to carry
its weight over. I didn't risk bending over very far, feeling stiff and
top-heavy. I got no clue as to how trick had been done, and continued on across
the bridge. I was met by the black man. He was on the light-skinned
side, tall, round-shouldered, very thin. A big, long-fingered hand enveloped
mine. "Hello! Decent of you to stop. Didn't think you would.
I'm John Sukuma-Tayler." His accent was British, his manner ami able.
After I told him my first name only, he said, "Awful place to have broken
down. The heat's about done us in. Reminds me a bit too much of Africa. I lived
in Europe most of my life, and liked it." "Why did you leave?" I said, a little too bluntly.
I was hot! He took it as humor. "Sometimes I wonder!" He
chuckled. "Sorry. I didn't mean it the way it sounded." "Don't fret about it. Some of our people are on the
verge of biting each other's heads off. The heat's getting to all of us. We're
in quite a pickle. Do you think we could prevail upon you to lend a hand?" "Sure. What's up." We began walking back to the bus, which was up on its
service jacks, precariously so. The bus was an old clunker, but in its day it
had been built for speed and taking sharp curve and had a ground-effect flange
all the way around it, which made it difficult to get underneath. The built-in
jacks were barely adequate, especially in this gravity. Anyone crawlingi under
would be taking a chance of having several tons of low slung vehicle squat on
his chest. To preclude this eventuality, several of the passengers were shoring
up the edges of the flange near the jacks with plastic bags filled with earth.
The dirt was being shoveled from a nearby conical mound, one of many that
punctuated the plain. No large rocksLwere handy for the job. The work was
progressing slowly. "All I can tell you," Sukuma-Tayler said with a
helpless spread of his arms, "is that it quit, just like that. Powered
down and stopped, here in the middle of nowhere. A few of our people have some
mechanical aptitude, but no one's really got a look yet. We tore out some seats
and tried to get to the engine from the inside, but the bolts holding the
shielding wouldn't budge, and we have no power tools." 'Too bad. That's how you get to the guts of this thing.
Going underneath might not do you any good. But, it depends on what's ailing
it." "Thought as much. The
engine monitoring readouts are still
operative, but they don't say much. To me, that is." "Let me take a look," I said. "While I'm at
it, I'd suggest you get those sandbags out from under the GE flange and put
them under the frame bracings. If she goes down, that flange will just
crinkle." The big man furrowed his brow. "You know, you're
absolutely right." He shook his head wearily. "Ignorance is so
handicapping! Especially with machines." "Can be deadly, too." I dragged myself toward the
hatch. The verniers told me nothing, being little better than idiot
lights. Nothing in the way of plasma diagnostic systems, even though the
vehicle had been a commercial carrier. Sukuma-Tayler eased his lanky frame inside and sat next tome. "Anything?" he asked hopefully. "No, not much. It looks like you have full power going
through the radio-frequency breakdown stage, but other than that, I can't tell
anything from these readouts. Does she turn over?" "Yes, but the engine just won't catch." "Uh-huh. Well, that could be anything. If it's loss of
plasma confinement, that could be pretty hairy. I couldn't do anything
here." "I was afraid of that," Sukuma-Tayler said
ruefully. "You're lucky in one sense. These old vans are among
the few Earth-built buggies still on Skyway. My rig's alien-manufactured, but
built to Terran specifications and design, so I'm fairly familiar with this
kind of hardware. However, I'm really not a mechanic. It takes an expert." "Anything you can do, Jake, would be appreciated." "Well, I'll give it a try." I mopped my brow with
an already damp sleeve. "I can't remember, though, whether these old buses
use an occluded-gas ion source. If so, you need a pinch of titanium in with the
fuel. Otherwise, you get neutral particles flying all over the place between
pulses. I forget whether they do or not. What kind of fuel are you using?" "High-test. Deuterium-tritium." "Yeah, I thought so. My rig runs on double deuce. Newer
design." "Ah." "When did you fill up last?" The Afro scratched his beard. "You know, I really can't
remember. These things run forever, it seems." Continuing my train of thought, I got out my circuit-test
gauge. "Got a screwdriver?" Sukuma-Tayler yelled for a screwdriver, and one of the
passengers, a young Oriental man, brought him one. I took it and unbolted the
instrument panel, slid it out, and looked for the fuel readout leads. I found
them and tested them. Of course. "I found your problem," I said, pushing the panel
back. Naturally, it didn't want to fit back the way it had been. I shoved, got
nowhere. "You did?" He was shocked and relieved. "Yeah. You're out of fuel." "What! You're joking." "No. The fuel-level readout was shorted." The big man slapped his forehead. "I'll be damned.
After all that mucking about—" He leaned out the hatch and yelled,
"People! Stop what you're doing. Our friend here has exposed us as the
fools that we are." He turned back to me. "So sorry to have troubled
you, old man. What classic boneheadedness!" "It can... uhhh!... happen to
anybody. Gimme a hand with this, will you?" ' We shoved the panel back in. The screwholes, contrary
negative entities that they are, did not line up. I handed him the screws, and
he looked at them blankly. "I was meaning to ask," I said offhandedly.
"Are you some sort of religious group?" He beamed. "Yes! We're Teleologists. Church of
Teleological Pantheism. You've heard of us?" A man with pride in his faith is to be admired.
"No." "Uh. Well, that's what we are, and we're supposed to be
settling this planet. We were en. route to Maxwellville." We stepped outside. There were about seven people in the
party besides the Afro, whom I presumed to be the leader. Four of them were
women, and all were of various races. I took one man for an Australian Abo.
"Not many of you for a colony, are you?" "We're an advance party. More will be following
shortly. We're branching off from a community on Khadija, and eventually we
hope to siphon everybody there to Goliath. Our presence on Khadija is... well,
resented." "I see. You plan to homestead?" "We hope to," Sukuma-Tayler told me as we watched
his people unstack the sandbags and empty them. "Actually, we have a land
grant from the—" Yelling from the direction of the conical mound interrupted
him. We turned and looked. One man who had been shoveling dirt was down on the
ground not far from the mound. He was struggling with something that apparently
had gotten hold of him. His partner was beating whatever it was with a shovel.
We rushed—I gimped—over to them. The thing was a half-meter-long segmented animal with what
looked like a shiny metallic carapace. It had crablike claws, but there were
more than two pincers on each. The three elements were positioned for grasping.
The beastie had the screaming man's ankle in a tight grip. Even more startling
was the sight of the animal hefting a shiny, sharp blade in the other claw,
using it to jab its victim's calf with rapid, vicious up-and-down strokes. The
man with the shovel gave up whacking the thing with the flat of the spade and
used the edge like a chopper. After several strokes, he cut the creature in
two. The front half fought on. Several people had run up, and we all made a
grab for it at once. We tore the thing apart like a boiled lobster. I saw
another man, the Abo, come away with the blade-wielding forelimb, at the price
of an oozing crimson slash across his palm. I came up with a smaller side appendage, and examined it.
What looked like small pieces of hammered, copper-colored metal were draped
over the animal's soft, rubbery skin. Miniature armor. As a matter of fact, the
metal looked very much like copper, perhaps with a slight leavening of tin.
Bronze. The armor was attached with a sticky black gum, which was revealed when
I pried the plates away from the leg. The skin was dun-colored and soft. I
stood there scrutinizing it, absorbed. "More of them!" I looked up. More creatures had emerged from the mound while
we were wrestling with me first. They were popping out of the top of the mound
like blobs of lava from a volcano, wriggling down the steep sides, some of them
running madly in circles, others getting a fix on us and charging, blades
flashing in the sun. In an instant, there were hundreds of them all over the
place. We backed away toward the bus. I burned one who came toward
us in a banzai charge, weapon whirling, pure hate in those black pin-dot eyes.
That left two charges in the squib. More of them came at us. I shot two of them
and stamped a third into the dirt, but not before he knifed me in the ankle and
nicked my left shin with an armored pincer. I picked up his weapon. It was a
sword—no other word for it—irregular in shape and crudely wrought, like the
armor, but it held an edge to be reckoned with. The ankle wound began to pang. The creatures were fast. They had already cut off our escape
route to the bus and uproad to the bridge. We could only retreat parallel to
the highway. "We seemed to have disturbed their nest,"
Sukuma-Tayler observed dryly. "You mean their barracks, don't you?" We ran. Individual attacks broke off for the moment. They
kept pace with us as we drew away, but when I looked back I was amazed to see
them mustering into ranks for what looked like an organized pursuit. Something whizzed past me. I heard a scream and looked back. A black woman was. down,
clutching the back of her head. We doubled back, and I bent over her. The
projectile had left a bloody indentation in her scalp. I saw something shiny
nearby and picked it up; it was a grape-size lump of copper. At closer range
the girl would have been seriously injured. As it was, she was knocked silly. I
looked out over the sea of crawling metal for the source of the barrage. From
what I could make out, they were firing at us by means of a slingshot device
operated by three creatures. Two took either end of a long elastic band of
black material, probably a variant of the armor adhesive, while a third
stretched the middle back about three meters. The release velocity was enough
to make it a potent weapon. Another ball buzzed by my ear. The artillery was advancing,
leapfrogging forward after each shot. I helped carry the semiconscious girl
back and away. There was no cover except for other nest-cones. The heat was
beyond sapping me now; it was draining away my strength. The others looked to
be on the verge of collapse, none of them sweating now, all body fluids leached
through pores and evaporated. They had been out too long. I still had sweat in
me, but the tap was full open. A floating sense of unreality came over me. I
was hyperventilating. Sam was just now turning around. The infantry charged. They overtook us easily, hobbled as we
were with the girl. By the time we brought her around and got her shakily to
her feet, they were on us. The girl went down again. No one had a working firearm, but we made do with what we
had: both spades, a jack crank, a wrench, and an assortment of odd tools. I
whacked at them with the parasol until it flew to pieces, then used my
size-eleven Colonial Militia fatigue boots on them, wishing I'd worn my high
boots that day. None of us fared very well. A man to my right went down, then
another woman. I saw Sukuma-Tayler kick at the things until one grabbed him by
the shoe and began hacking at his leg. He yelled, turned, and ran with the
creature hanging on to him. He tried to kick it off, then went down and
wrestled with it. The creatures were swarming over the first injured woman.
She was screaming hideously, but nobody could get to her. I tried to move
forward, kicking at them, sending dozens of the bastards flying, but I couldn't
make headway. One crawled up my leg from behind and I felt a searing pain in my
thigh. I tore the animal off and threw it. I stumbled back over a partially
buried length of metal, probably a tent pole. Not taking time to wonder who had
had the misfortune to pitch camp in this crawling hell, I pulled it up and
started to swing at them with it, with little effect except to keep them at a
distance or knock weapons from their claws. I backed and swung, backed and
swung, not having time to look up to see where Sam was. I heard him coming. Finally, the offensive broke off on my section of front and
I looked up. Sam was coming across the bridge, crunching and popping his way
over a seething carpet of armor. It sounded as if he were running over a pile
of eggs and scrap metal. Something slithered through my legs. It was a
mound-creature, but it had come from behind me. I whirled around. To our rear
lay another army. Something about them looked slightly different, and I hoped
they were from another hive, with any luck a hostile neighbor. It looked as
though they were, because our attackers broke off completely and retreated a
short distance, waiting for the first wave of shock troops from the other side
to pass us by and reach them. We stood there in the middle of everything,
watching the suicide squad from the challengers throw themselves at the front
lines. They were quickly dispatched— torn apart and left to jerk their lives
out in the sand. Theses token charges seemed to be overtures to a major
offensive. Heroic? Stupid? Maybe they had a purpose. There were five of us left. Three bodies lay out in the
writhing mass of armor. "Everybody!" I yelled. "Stand still!" As soon as I said it, the eastern army attacked. We stood
there like log piers in a rushing river. A few stopped to sniff at my legs
before charging ahead. Sam was advancing toward us, passing through the battle
line. Darla popped the hatch and aimed her gun at the ground. "Hold it!" I shouted. "Friendly troops!"
I motioned for the survivors to follow me as I picked my way gingerly through
the flow of advancing soldiers. I finally reached the cab and climbed in,
assisted by Darla. I slid the driver's seat back and helped the others inside.
Sukuma-Tayler was the last, and I was surprised to see him alive. I shoved the
seat forward, fell into it, and sealed the cab. Sam was driving. We wheeled around and made for the road. My
head lolled up against the viewport. I saw a severed human leg being dragged away. One of the women got hysterical, but Darla soon had her
under control with a shot of something suitable from the tickler. The woman
slumped over and groaned. The hyperventilation subsided and my head was clear once
more, but I closed my eyes and couldn't open them again. 6 WHEN I CAME to, Darla was passing from casualty to casualty,
doing what she could with the paraphenalia in the medicine kit. Most of us had
moderate-to-severe lacerations. One man, a thin, ascetic blond fellow, had
sustained a deep gash that had nearly taken off his foot at the ankle. He also
had puncture wounds to the chest. For the leg, Darla improvised a tourniquet
out of cloth and a screwdriver. The Afro and I had gotten off easiest, me with
slash and puncture wounds to the lower extremities, he with the same plus stab
wounds in the arm. We were a sorry lot. Blood ran in bright rivulets over the
deck. Darla got to me last. "Things that attack you all have leg fetishes,"
she said. "Well, I'm a liberal in such matters," I said. "We're
short on everything. How long till we make Maxwellville?" "About two hours," Sam answered, "But
that's on straight road. Those mountains look treacherous. The map says the
grade reaches forty-five degrees on some slopes. Also, there's one hell of a
shitstorm brewing antisunward." I looked. Thunderheads were stacking up on a grim-looking
horizon. Masses of heated air had risen all day to an icy altitude, and now
were returning with a vengeance, reincarnated as rain-swollen clouds, black
with fury. "Looks nasty, all right. Could be twisters in there.
Which way is it moving?" "I've been scanning for the last ten minutes. It's
heading toward us on a slant from left to right as we look at it. If we can get
to those hills in time, we should miss most of it." "That's good news. Switch on the afterburners." "Show me where the switch is. I'll do my best,
though. I just hope she holds together." "Why? Problems?" "You're not going to ask why I took my time getting
down to you back there?" I heaved a sigh. "No, Sam, I wasn't. I figure you had a
damn good reason. Of course, if you didn't, I will take a flex-torque wrench to
you with exquisite artistry." "I had trouble starting up, and I stalled out twice
on the bridge." "That doesn't sound good. In fact, I don't like that at
all." I still felt sort of giddy. "I'm not going to think about that
today. I am going to sit here quietly and have the nervous breakdown that's
owed me. Thank you. Good-bye." I closed my eyes. "Just wanted to tell you," came a voice at my ear.
I turned my head. It was Sukuma-Tayler, squatting by my seat. His face was
strained, his lower lip quivering. "Awfully sorry... damned shame to have
involved you in all this. My fault...." Abruptly, he broke down and
sobbed. When he had composed himself somewhat, he blubbered, "I'm
responsible for their deaths." "No. You've fallen into the same trap many have—not
being totally prepared for alien unknowns. The sameness of the Skyway can lull
you into a false sense of security. Many have perished because of it." "The Guidebook," he said, voice tightened with
regret, "I... I should have known! I had it, I read it." He shook his
head helplessly. "But on the other side of these mountains, where the
settlements are, the ecology is radically different. I covered those sections
very thoroughly! I simply neglected the other aspects of the planet." "As I said, a common fault. We didn't bother to check
the planet banks at all before we barged in here. But, we all learn, and with a
little luck, we live." "My friends weren't so lucky." "They won't be the last you'll lose to a new planet.
It's a dangerous universe, John." "Yes, I know. We have lost others, before." He was
silent for a moment, then went back to find a place to sit in the crowded cab. We rode along in silence until the sky grew dark and the
first drops of rain spattered on the forward viewport. It wasn't long before it
came whipping down in force, driven by a gale-force wind coming from two points
off the starboard bow. We were doing around 150 meters per second, and the rig
buffeted and shook and kept yawing to the left as Sam fought to keep it on
course. Pink sheets of lightning ripped through the gathering gloom above. The lower parts of my legs were on fire, as was a large area
of my left thigh. I had thought that I could handle the pain for a while, but
exactly whom was I kidding? I told Darla to load up the tickler with an
upper-downer cocktail: a 1 mg solution of hydromorphone with 5 mg of
amphetamine sulfate thrown in to keep me alert. "And no pharmacology lectures, please." "I'll do it if you can keep this rig on the road." "Sam, give me the wheel." I took the control bars in hand. Outside, thunder walked across the plain in big,
earth-shivering steps. The forward port was a solid film of wind-flattened
water, distorting the view ahead. The gale grew stronger; the light kept fading
until visibility dropped close to zero. I flicked on the headbeams, then
focused the spotlight on the road. For good measure, the yellow fogcutters went
on too. The lights helped, but visibility was still marginal. It was not
blackness out there as much as it was murk, a ghastly greenish drizzle that
glowed with a strange diffused light. I looked up and saw it was coming from
the sky. It was a twister sky. Shortly thereafter, Sam confirmed my suspicions. "Jake, I've got something pretty scary on the
scanners." Twister?" "Well, if it is, it's the grandpappy of mem all. The
electrostatic potential is in the gigavolt region. It's a monster." "Jesus, Sam, where is it?" "Oh, it's paralleling us about a klick off
starboard." "Oh." "You'd better hurry, son." "Yes, sir.*' I floored the son of a bitch. "Everybody hang on!" Sam yelled. The warning didn't come in time, for right then I lost the
roadway and we hit dirt with a bang, vibrated through a staccato series of
bumps, then whumped into something big that splattered the viewport with mud.
Whatever it was didn't stop us, but it took several seconds for the washers to
clear the view. "Sam! Find the road for me!" A final volley of bumps and we were back on the road. I
straightened the rig out and eased off on the throttle. "There you are," Sam said calmly. "Now,
do you want to use the thermal-imaging glasses, or do you want to keep us
entertained?" "Okay, okay. Damn things give me headaches." I
brought the contraption down and shoved my face into it. A fuzzy 3-D scan of
the view ahead in pretty, dappled colors showed the road in deep purple, with
ambiguous edges. Also muddying me picture were false echoes from the rain
itself—but it was an improvement. "What did we hit back there?" Sam asked. "One of those miserable land-crab mounds, probably. And
I hope the bank turns down their loan to build a new one. Any more data on the
twister?" "Time for your shot, Mr. McGraw." It was Darla
whispering in my ear. I started to roll up my sleeve. She shook her head. "Uh-uh." "What? Woman, do you expect me to drop my pants in the
middle of a howling tempest?" "Now, Mr. McGraw, you know how'we deal with
uncooperative patients. Drop 'em or it's the rubber room." "Sam, take over." He did, and I did, and she did. "Ow. Damn it. Whoever named that thing a tickler?" "About the twister," Sam went on. "Jake,
I don't know what this thing is, but it looks like we can outrun it. Its
periphery is moving at about half our speed." "That's pretty fast for a twister." "It's more than a twister. It's a funnel cloud of
some kind, but it analyzes as something qualitatively different from a
garden-variety Kansas tornado." "Aunty Em! Aunty Em!" I screamed in my best
falsetto. "You always were a strange boy." We skirted the storm for a few dozen more kilometers before
we reached the foothills. The wind subsided, but the rain still fell in
torrents. It was dusk now, and the sky was a hell of red-orange clouds.
Visibility improved. The road bore steadily upward, snaking through the steep
foothills, but it did so in a very curious and inefficient manner. On this
section of the Skyway, the road lay across the mounting terrain like a
carelessly dropped ribbon, twisting painfully into complicated figures,
doubling back on itself, following a route laid out by.a surveyor under the
influence of hallucinogenic drugs. The roadway climbed grades that were much
too steep, banked crazily on slopes that it should have cut into, arced over
dizzying peaks it should have tunneled through. It was a civil engineer's
nightmare. There were only two explanations. Either the Road-builders had
scrupulously avoided disturbing the contour of the land, perhaps out of
conservationist convictions, to the detriment of the highway's viability as a
passable route... or the road had been built so long ago that the mountains had
sprung up under it. This latter theory involved the notion that the road had
the ability to adjust, to conform, to make a way for itself as slow but
persistent geological forces changed the lay of the land over eons—to grow, in
effect, for it would need to lengthen itself to wend its way through these
erupting crags. Since it was apparent by phenomena like spontaneous
bridge-building that the Skyway was not an inert slab of material but some sort
of ongoing process, it wasn't hard to imagine the roadway having some
astonishing capacity to feel its way over a changing terrain and nestle itself
in as comfortably as it could. In this case, it didn't look very comfortable at
all. It could span a crevice or a sharp dip, but it could not excavate, nor
could it tunnel. Darkness fell and the rain continued. I was on the lookout
for flash flooding. Sheets of water sluiced over the roadway as we splashed our
way through and upward, climbing slowly, following a torturous path into the
steepest part of the range. The grade neared forty degrees on some stretches,
and the rollers were polarized to maximum grab. It was barely enough. The
slip-factor was approaching pi radians on some of the drive rollers.
Translation: they were going round and round and we weren't getting anywhere. Everyone tried to catch some sleep, found places to wedge
into so as not to be thrown around. Darla got the most seriously wounded man
bedded down in the bunk, and shot him up with analgesics. I asked her how he
was doing, and she told me the sooner we got to Maxwellville, the better. I
could have guessed; he had lost a lot of blood. Privately, I didn't think he'd
make it. Sukuma-Tayler came up to sit in the shotgun seat, declaring
he couldn't find room enough to stretch out. Besides, he wasn't sleepy. Winnie
was huddled underneath the dash on his side. He accidentally poked her, and she
jumped. The Afro apologized. "Sorry! Sorry!" Winnie answered, apologizing for
being in the way, I guess. If she were representative of her race, how could
such an unaggressive species survive for long? I thought of the jungle-clearing
project. Indeed, they were not surviving. "Uh... we were never properly introduced,"
Sukuma-Tayler said. "I didn't realize he could talk. She? Oh. Eridani,
isn't she?" "Yes. Winnie, meet John." "Hello!" "How do you do, Winnie." She curled up and went back to sleep. The grade steepened, curled to the left in a hairpin turn. A
temporary river greeted us. The drive rollers spun, then dug into roadway. "Makes one wonder, doesn't it... about the
Skyway," John said. "Concerning?" "Well, for one thing, why most people bother to travel
the road between apertures, instead of flying." "Couple of reasons," I told him. "One, no
one's been able to make air travel cheaper than ground transportation, even
after all these years. It'll always be that way, I think. It's a matter of
physics. Two, an aircraft has to be designed with certain factors in mind, like
a planet's air pressure, gravity, etcetera. Going from planet to planet poses
some problems. I've seen some variable airfoil designs, but they're all clumsy
and impractical. And useless when you hit an airless stretch. Of course, you
could taxi through those, but that strikes me as silly. Then, of course,
there's antigravity." "Hm. Which is one with the perpetual motion machine,
eh?" "As far as anybody knows. Nobody's cracked the problem
to any appreciable degree. Oh, you always hear that some race, somewhere, has
developed true antigravity. But I've never seen such a vehicle on any pan of
Skyway. Even the Roadbugs run on rollers." "You'd think that somebody would have done it by
now." "Yes, it does seem inevitable, somehow. But there must
be monumental problems in the way." "But there are air routes between planets.
Correct?" . "Yeah, we riggers have some competition, but the routes
are limited." I chuckled derisively. "I'd like to see a flyboy get
through a place like Wind Tunnel." "A planet?" "Alpha Mansae II. Gales up to two hundred meters per
second, dust storms that blanket the planet." The big man was impressed. "Sounds dangerous, even in
one of these juggernauts." "It is." The slope-meter was tilting to fifty degrees. I couldn't
believe it myself, and I'd seen everything. "Good God," the Afro breathed as we looked
straight up into a bottomless pit of black sky. The rollers spun frantically, then finally grabbed onto
something, and we went over the crest and onto a relatively level area. "Then again," I said, breathing easier,
"there might be something to be said for flying." "Another point," Sukuma-Tayler went on. It was
obvious this gabbing made him feel better. "Granted that with highspeed
ground vehicles it's only a matter of an hour or two between arrival point and
the next jump—on every planet but this one, it seems. But my question is, why
didn't they place the ingress points and egress apertures—I mean the ones that
take you to the next planet—closer together? You could put the double-back
portal far enough away to prevent any knotting-up of space-time, which is, I
take it, why the portals must have so much distance between them. That way, you
could nip from planet to planet without much driving at all. You'd only have to
go some distance to use the double-back portal." "I can't explain to you," I answered, "why
you need big chunks of normal space-time between ingress points and portals, as
well as between portals, even though an ingress point is just a piece of empty
road that you materialize on—but I can tell you that the reason is a bunch of Greek
symbols and lots of numbers. And it's all very theoretical. Hold on!"
Another monstrous grade loomed ahead. We started to climb. Suddenly, warning
lights flashed behind us, and a horn sounded. An old-fashioned, ancient
automobile horn. I hugged the shoulder, and the little bugger passed us,
shooting up the hill as quick as you please. It was a very strange vehicle, to
match the sound of the horn. The horn went:
Dah-dah-dah D A H! And the vehicle, from what I could discern out in the liquid
darkness, was a mid-twentieth-century American automobile, which in its day had
been powered by an internal combustion engine, fueled by either alcohol or a
fractional distillate of petroleum, I forget which. The color was a deep red
and the finish was glossy. "An apparition," Sukuma-Tayler said. "I hope that thing stops in Maxwellville. Those look
like pneumatic rollers... tires, really, but I just can't believe that they
are. Anyway, you were saying?" "Hm? Oh, nothing. Nothing." We rode in silence for a time, inching up the hill. Abruptly he said, "Jake McGraw!" It was an
epiphany of some sort. "That's me," I said, perplexed. "It just came to me. I've heard of you! Yes, I remember
the name." He smiled. "You must forgive me, old man. Blurting out
like that. But you must know you're something of a legend on the Skyway." "I am, eh?" "You are the Jake McGraw, aren't you?" "I'm the only one I know of." "Of course. Yes. But... meeting you like this... well,
it simply isn't... I mean, one thinks of Odysseus, Jason, Aeneas, heroic
figures. And you seem..." He winced. "Oh, my. I didn't put that quite
the way I wanted to." "And I seem like such an ordinary asswipe. Is that what
you're telling me, John?" He laughed. "Not quite. But the tales told about you
are remarkable." He leaned over to me, mock-secretively. "I take it
they're all—how do Americans put it?—'tall tales'?" "Depends on what tales you mean," I said in
deadpan. "Now, the one about the sixteen women on Albion, that's purest
truth. They all gave birth within the space of six days." "That is one I'd like to hear." He looked at me
slyly. "I assume you're joking, but maybe I'd better not assume." He
laughed again, but sobered up quickly, the death of three friends choking off
anything resembling good cheer. Presently, he said, "It was your computer that started
the association process. Then when I heard your... friend, there, say your
name—anyway, I noticed that the computer was extraordinarily human-sounding.
Exactly how did he get that way? Terran machines can come close to mimicking a
human personality, but yours is a different kettle of fish entirely." "Sam is more than a computer," I said. "His
core-logic contains a Vlathusian Entelechy Matrix. It's a component the size of
your thumb." "I've heard of them. The Vlathu keep the process a dark
secret, don't they? Who was the impression taken from?" "My father." "I see." It strikes most people as ghoulish. I think I know why, but
I don't think of it. "He died in an accident on Kappa Fornacis V. I brought
his body to the Vlathu home planet, which, like Terra, isn't directly connected
to the Skyway, and left it with their technicians. They kept it for almost a
year. When I got it back, there were no incisions in the scalp, and the brain
was intact. Then he was buried on Vishnu, on our farm." Sam broke in. "You're talking about me like I wasn't
here. Damned uncomfortable." "Oh, I do beg your pardon," Sukuma-Tayler said.
"Jake, do you mind if I ask him—? There I go again. Sam. Would you mind
answering some questions?" "Go ahead," Sam said. "How do you see yourself? By that I mean, what is your
self-image in terms of a physical presence? Do you follow me?" "I think I do. Well, it depends. Sometimes I think
of myself as part of the rig, sometimes it seems as if I'm just riding in it.
Most of the time I get a distinct impression of sitting right where you are, in
the shotgun seat. No, don't get up. The feeling persists whether the seat's
occupied or not." Sukuma-Taylor put a finger to his chin. "That's very
interesting. There's another question, but I really don't know how to—" "You want to know what it feels like to die. Is that
it?" The Afro nodded. "Damned if I know. I don't remember anything about
the crash. I have been told since that the son of a bitch who hit me head-on
was drunk and that he came through it alive. I don't think the Vlathu erased
the memory, but I don't have it." Sam's response plunged the Afro into deep thought. Meanwhile, we had gained the top of the rise, and the rain
was subsiding. Dark walls of rock lined the road; the Skyway had lucked into a
natural pass. Just then, the headbeams dimmed, then came back to full voltage.
The engine began complaining in a low, gravelly murmur. "Jake, we have plasma instability," Sam
announced. "Not a moment too soon." I sighed. "I think
it's all downhill from here. What are you reading?" "Everything I'm getting says we have a
kink-instability developing. Temperature dropping. Yeah, the longitudinal
current in the plasma is 'way over the Kruskal limit. Wait, the backup coils
are cutting in. Back to normal now... hold on. Just a minute. Hell, mere it
goes again. Shut her down, Jake." "How much power in the accumulators?" "We're full up. We can get by on the auxiliary
motor, as long as we've climbed our last hill." 7 WE MADE IT. We coasted down the other side of the range. Beyond the
headbeams the land looked very different, rocky and wild. Short, wide-trunked
trees hung in dark foliage bordered the road. We drove across wide plateaus,
hugged the rim of gaping dark areas that seemed to be canyons. The rain
stopped, and the outside temperature plunged. Stars appeared, and the
spectacular frozen explosion of a gas nebula was painted across a broad arc of
sky. There were no recognizable constellations, for we were eight hundred
light-years or so down from Terra on the Orion arm, antispinward. Goliath's
primary was not even a catalog number. These were the boonies, all right. We even lost the Skyway. It ended abruptly under a massive
rockslide, but not before we were warned off by flashing road barriers and
shunted onto a crisp, new Colonial Transportation Department highway. The road
took us into Maxwellville in half an hour. The hospital was surprisingly well-equipped. The seriously
injured man was semicomatose and in shock, but they shoved enough tubes into
his body to wake a corpse, and brought his blood count up with plasma and
iso-PRBCs. They even managed to save his foot. The rest of us they treated and
released, after re-dressing and spot-welding our wounds and shooting us full of
broad-spectrum antixenobiotics. To be extra sure, we all spent time under a
"password" beam, which fried any foreign organism in our bodies that
couldn't produce genetic identification proving Terran origin. Then we got the bill. I swallowed hard and pulled out my
Guild Hospitalization Plan card, which had lapsed. They took the agreement
number, but didn't like it. Sukuma-Tayler insisted that he take care of it. So
I let him, telling him I would pay him back. I went back to the cab. "John's asked us to come out to their ranch," I
told Sam. "What do you think?" "Fine for you. I'll be in the garage." I scowled. "I forgot. I hate to be so far away from
you. But motels are out. And when the mail rig gets into town, the local
constable might be looking for us." "Better find out when the next mail is due." "Right." I took a deep breath. "Sam, we keep
piling up questions with no answers." "For instance?" I went back to get a few things in the aft cabin. I packed
my duffel and zipped it up. "Well, for instance, what was that hoo-hah at
Sonny's all about, anyway? If Wilkes wants me dead, why doesn't he make his
move? Why all that mummery about a merger? What does the Rikkitikki have to do
with all this, if anything?" I grabbed Darla's pack, went forward, and sat
in the driver's seat. "And why in God's name, if they wanted to surprise
us at the motel, did they drive up like Colonial Militia on a drug raid?
They've never heard of sneaking? They could have had us easily. But no, they
bust in there with rollers crackling and guns drawn. And how did they know we
were there?" "The manager could have been on Wilkes' payroll. The
word may have been out for us." "Yeah, maybe. But it still doesn't make any sense. None
of it does, including the wild stories—which everybody but us seems to have
heard." I shook my head wearily. "What a weird couple of days."
I remembered the lost key, and took the spare out of the box. I loaded up the
squib with fresh charges. I undraped my leather jacket from the seat and put it
on. The night was cool, but sunrise was not far off. We had spent most of the
night in the hospital. I slipped the spare key into my jacket pocket. "Where is everybody?" Sam asked. "Waiting in the hospital lobby. I'll go tell John we're
coming with him, after we bring you to the doctor." Dawn came and Maxwellville came alive. We drove to a nearby vehicle dealership, where Sukuma-Tayler
rented a Gadabout, hydrogen-burning, for the trip to the ranch which was
supposed to be about fifty kilometers south of town. He and his troupe followed
us as we drove around looking for a garage. We found one; and the name of the
place had a familiar ring to it. The garage was a pop-up dome with an adjacent trailer
serving as both home and office. No one was home (the place was a mess). The
dome was deserted, or so I thought. A lone roadster was up on jacks near the
far end. As I drew closer, a pair of boots came out from under it, then legs,
then the rest of Stinky Gonzales. "Jake?" He squinted at me. "Jake! What the
punk are you doin' here? How the punk are you, anyway?" Stinky spoke Intersystem better than anyone I knew; in fact,
he was the only person I knew who could speak it idiomatically. His use of the
billingsgate was nothing less than masterly. He had been born and raised on a
world where Intersystem was the lingua franca as well as the official tongue.
There are a few of those. The last time I'd seen him, though, had been on
Oberon, an Inglo-speaking world. "What the punk are you doing here?" I
answered in English, though keeping to his favorite vocabulary. "You
finally get run off Oberon?" He laughed. "You son of a punkin' bitch. What the punk
do you think I'm doin' here? Tryin' to earn a punkin' living! Hey, how you
been, anyway? You gettin' any?" "My share, and no more. Busy?" He gestured around expansively at the empty garage.
"Oh, yeah, I'm so punkin' busy I ain't got time to wank it. They're piled
up like stack-cats around here." The reference was to a multi-gendered
animal native to his home planet; the species is noted for its acrobatic mating
rituals. "What the hell you talking about? I just got set up here not two
weeks ago. Gotta give it some time to—" He suddenly looked at me, his eyes
narrowed. "Hey... what's all this crazy merte I been hearin' about
you?" "What crazy merte is that, Stinky?" "I don't know. All this punkin' roadbuzz about you
havin' a Roadmap or somethin'. Goofy stuff." "That's exactly what it is." I slapped him on the
shoulder. "Got some business for you. Sam's ailing." "Well, let's throw him against the wall and see if he
sticks. Bring him in." I went outside and told John to take everybody to breakfast.
There was a little diner not two blocks away. Then I eased Sam into the garage.
It was a tight fit. Twenty minutes later Sam was in pieces all over the dome.
The engine was stripped of shielding and laid bare to the torus. During the
process, I discovered to my nasal discomfort that Stinky was still worthy of
the nickname only his friends could call him with impunity. Stinky tapped the engine with his flex-torque wrench, a
clinical scowl clouding his features. "I don't know, Jake. This punkin'
thing might have to go." "The torus?" I yelped. "Christ, you're
talking big money, Stinky." "Hey, do you want me to tell you punkin' fairy tales or
do you want the truth? The punkin' confinement tubing is hotter than a [reference
here to the sexual habits of the human inhabitants of a planet called Free]
during Ecstasy Week." He crossed his arms and looked the rig over
distastefully. "Hey, Jake. How come you don't get an alien rig? This
thing's a piece of merte." He shook his head. "What do you want with
this punkin' Terran merte anyway? Look at this thing." He reached and
tapped a cylindrical component. "An ohmic preheater." He snorted.
"I mean, that's a punkin' joke. Nobody uses them anymore, even on Terran
models." He crossed his arms and clucked disapprovingly. "I don't
know how you get around in this pile of scrap." He looked at me, then
hastened to add, "Hey, I don't mean no offense to Sam." I was impatient. "Right. What do you think's wrong with
it?" He threw up his arms. "How the punk should I know? I
gotta hook up the sensors and look at the thing. Okay, so you got a kink-instability. That's only a symptom. What if it's
this preheater? They don't make parts like that any more. I'll have to rig up
something. Or it could be the vacuum pump. Or the current pickup, or the RF
breakdown transformer. Punkin' hell, it could be anything." He shrugged,
giving in. "Oh, hell, Jake, I'll do my best. Should be able to do something
with it. After I get her fixed, I'll degauss it for you." I thumped his back. "Knew I could count on you.
Stinky." "I know, I'm such a punkin' genius." He glanced at
the exposure tab on his filthy shirt front. "Hey! I better get my rad-suit
on and you better get outta here before we both get our sferos cooked
off." "Okay. Sam'll keep in touch with me. Let him know,
okay?" "Okay, Jake." I tumedtb go. "Jake!" Stinky called after me. "What?" "You're walkin' kind of fanny. You all right?" "We met up with some bugs out on the plains. Things
about this long, with—" "Oh, hoplite crabs. I don't know why they call 'em
that, but that's what they call 'em." "Right, hoplite crabs. They told us at the
hospital." "You gotta watch out for those things." "Uh, we... Yeah. See you." The gang was waiting for me outside in the Gadabout. I
climbed in, and in doing so, I got the itchy, antsy feeling that something was
crawling on me. I gave myself the once-over, but found nothing. Too many small,
nasty things lately. Nerves. After running some errands in town, mainly to pick up
groceries and sundries, we drove out of town. The mail question was settled
when we drove by the Maxwellville post office and saw the mail rig unloading at
a side dock. Doubtless it contained a communique about us. Also before leaving, we dropped off two of the group, the
Abo man and a Hindu woman, at a motel. They'd been having a low-key argument
with Sukuma-Tayler. The two did not care for the way things had been going.
They wanted time to think things over—"get in touch with the Plan,"
is the way they put it. The implied meaning of the phrase struck me as rather
diffuse. Sukuma-Tayler didn't say good-bye to them, but he didn't appear to be
overly distressed at their leaving. A short stretch of Colonial highway ended in a dirt road
that conveyed us bouncingly along for what seemed like hours, winding around
high buttes and towering sheer cliffs, until it split into a Y. Sukuma-Tayler stopped the Gaddy and threw up his hands.
"As usual," he said sardonically, "directions given barely
approximate directions taken. Anybody care to guess which way we should
go?" He turned to the Oriental man in the front seat. "Roland?" Roland poked his head out the window, trying to find the
sun. "Hard to get your bearings on a new planet... especially when you
don't know the axial inclination. Do you have the Guidebook, John?" "The what inclination?" "Let's see," Roland said, shielding his eyes,
"the sun's there. So, that means... uh—" He scratched his head. "Well," I put in, "Maxwellville's in the
opposite direction of where we want to go, and so is the Skyway." Without
knowing why, I turned to Winnie, "Where's the Skyway, honey?" "That way!" she piped, pointing to our right. Eyes turned rearward. After a moment's hesitation, John started
the Gaddy forward again, and took the left fork. By now we had a depopulated crew: me, Darla, Winnie, the
Oriental, and a Caucasian woman, to whom we were introduced for the first
time—Roland Yee and Susan D'Archangelo— plus our Afro leader. The man in the
hospital, we learned, was named Sten Hansen. Susan was light-haired, thin, had hazel eyes and a pixie
nose that crinkled when she smiled—a young face, but I put her on the downhill
side of thirty, probably having forgone her first series of antigeronic
treatments for financial, religious, or ethical reasons. I still had only a
shell of an idea as to what Teleological Pantheism might mean or contain. Yee
was younger, had short, straight black hair that stuck out in spikes toward the
top of his head. He was very easygoing and pleasant, as they all were. Winnie was right, and eventually we got to the
"ranch," which Sukuma-Tayler recognized from pictures. There was only
one structure, the house, plopped in the middle of a wide expanse of tableland
landscaped in low brush and some very odd-looking trees. The place was
partially completed, a free-form Duraform shell with only half the windows in,
and those on the leeward side. A lot of weather had claimed squatters rights
inside, along with local fauna. Boors and ceilings were etched with watermarks;
dust dunes graced the comers; animal droppings added that homey touch. (If you
are taking notes, dung is bright yellow on Goliath.) People had been here too.
A hole chopped into the apex of the dome in the main living area had drawn
smoke from campfires on the floor below, where blackened rocks ringed a pile of
ash. Empty food cartons lay all over. There was a kitchen, or rather a space for. one, but no
appliances had ever been installed. "The people who owned the place ran out of construction
funds," Sukuma-Tayler told me. "Victims of the last credit drought,
about two Standards ago. SystemBank foreclosed, and, well, the price was right,
to coin a phrase." "What kind of temperatures do you get at night around
here?" "A little under ten degrees. Rarely gets below
freezing." "Still, not exactly balmy." "I agree. Interested in leading a firewood-gathering
squad?" "No, but I'll do it." The local version of burnable stuff was a reasonable
facsimile of wood obtained from what I dubbed a "Wurlitzer tree."
Nobody got the joke, since no one had ever heard the name of the most famous
make of theater organs of the early twentieth century. From my childhood, I
remembered that an eccentric neighbor of ours had reconstructed an ancient
Wurlitzer in his basement. The tree looked like the diapason array of that old
thing, vertically bunched hollow pipes of different lengths and diameters, from
tiny piccolos to big roof-shaking pedal notes, all shooting up from a
horseshoe-shaped trunk that reminded me of the keyboard console. There were
hundreds of them out in the mesa. The smaller pipes made good kindling, and the
big ones, split in half, made passable logs. We spent the rest of the day cleaning out the house and
making it more or less habitable. We even found an old push-broom in a closet,
which proved to be indispensable. The Teleologists had lost all their gear, and
what they had bought in town didn't go very far. They had replaced some
personal effects, self-inflating sleeping eggs and such, but were short of
useful implements. The place needed a lot of work, and they were nowhere near
tooled-up for the job. But for now, all anyone was interested in was making
things tolerable enough to bed down for the night. I was cleaning out a small back bedroom when I heard someone
squeal. I went out to the living area and found Susan standing over something
on the floor, prodding it cautiously with the broom. It looked like something
between a snake and a caterpillar, decorated in bright green-and-yellow
stripes, about twenty-five centimeters long. Centipedelike pairs of legs ran
along its unsegmented body. On the ends of the legs were tiny suckers. There
was something strange about the head. Above a very nonreptilian face—the eyes
were large and looked intelligent—a small pink bud protruded through an opening
in the cranium. It was convoluted and looked like part of the brain. The animal
was quivering convulsively, in its death throes. Part of its body was squashed
just behind the head. "Yik," Susan gagged, poking the thing with morbid
fascination. "Where'd it come from?" I asked. "I don't know. I thought I felf something go squish
when I was sweeping over there. I must've stepped on it." She crinkled her
face in disgust. "Ooo, its brains are coming out." "Was it on my jacket?" I said, pointing nearby to
where it had apparently fallen from a wall hook. There was a footprint across
the sleeve. "Oh, I'm sorry. Yes, I must have done mat. But I can't
understand why I didn't see the thing when it happened." The animal stopped quivering, dead. "Yik" Susan said again. I picked the thing up with a stick, went outside, and threw
it into the brush. Toward evening, Darla and I took a walk out on the mesa. By
then the extra gravity seemed almost normal. We walked among the Wurlitzer
trees while Goliath's big yellow sun cranked down to become a dull red
semicircle resting atop a low butte far out on the range. The sky turned cobalt
blue, cloudless and virginal. No sounds walked with us except the wind that came
up at dusk. Soon, a few sparkling stars came out, the thick atmosphere giving
their light an added shimmer, and then the nebula made its appearance, grand
and majestic as before. We didn't talk much, both
bone-tired from a lost night's sleep, mind-numb still from our recent
escapades. But something was on my mind. "Darla, something's been puzzling me, among several
dozen things. It's about Winnie again." Darla yawned elaborately, then apologized. "I'm done
in," she said. "What's the problem?" "No problem, really. I was just thinking about how she
happened to pick the right direction today—and about how she knew her way
through the jungle back on Hothouse." Darla stilled another yawn. "Inborn sense of direction,
I guess." She lost the fight and gave in to another one. Recovered, she
said, "Maybe she'd been that way before ... through the jungle, I
mean." "And today?" "Lucky guess?" she ventured. "Simple enough, but again I remind you of what you said
about her people's reluctance to leave their territory." "Again I'm reminded. But that doesn't mean Winnie
herself hasn't traveled. After all, she did come with us. Who knows? She may
have worked for a jungle-clearing crew before signing on at the motel." "She helped destroy her home?" Darla conceded the point with a tilt of her head. "You
have me there." She looked at the sky and stopped walking. "You know,
your question is valid. We must have covered eighty klicks before we reached
the Skyway." "Which is what led me to ask it." Darla was about to say something, then keeled over in a mock
swoon and rested her head on my shoulder. "I'm so tired, Jake," she
said. I put my arms around her and found a nesting place for my
face in her hair. It smelled of hayfields, those I played in as a kid, a memory
contained in an odor, like so many. She pressed her body close and put her arms
around my neck as the wind reared up a chilly gust, making a sound like a moan
over the mesa. We hugged; I kissed her neck, and a little ripple of pleasure
went through her. I kissed it again. She raised her head, her eyes
heavy-lidded, gave me a sleepy smile of contentment, and kissed me tenderly.
Then she kissed me again, this time with a probing intensity. With my fingers I
found the deep groove of her spine and followed its course under her jacket
down to the beginning of the rift of her buttocks, stopping there teasingly.
She answered with a thrust of her hips against mine, and I caressed her behind,
came back up by way of the curve of her hip, all the way up to interpose a
cupped hand between my chest and hers. Her breasts were small and firm. But the wind got steadily colder, and it was time to get
back to the house. We started walking back. When we got there we found the Teleologists in the backyard,
sitting in a circle on the ground in silent meditation. We stood and watched
them. Nobody spoke for a long while, then suddenly Susan did. "Sometimes I didn't get along with Kirsti." It
sounded like part of a conversation, but nobody responded. After a long interval Roland said, "Zev was a good man.
I'll miss him." Then it was John's turn. "Silvia knew I had to follow
my conscience. It was part of my Plan, and she could see that...." He
trailed off. This went on for a rime. Eventually John looked up at us. "I suppose you two are hungry. Well, so are we." They all rose and came toward us. "We were having a
Remembrance," John explained. I started to apologize, but John cut me
short. "No, no. We were done," he said. "Let's eat." Supper involved little in the way of preparation, since the
main course came out of hotpaks, but Roland had unhinged the useless back door
(the front one was missing) and made a dining table out of it by shoring it up
with rocks. Places for everyone were set with plates and utensils from a mess
kit John had bought. A biolume lantern stood in for a centerpiece, the fire was
crackling cheerily, and we settled down to a good meal. I tore off the top of my hotpak and watched until the
contents started to steam and bubble, then dumped the glop onto my plate. The
stuff looked more like beef Romanov, after the executions, then beef Stroganoff
as advertised, but it tasted surprisingly good. Conversation was upbeat for a change. The Teleologists
talked about Teleologist stuff, but John was kind enough to include us in the
chitchat, explaining things as we went along. It turned out that John and his
crew were a sect that had splintered off from the main church in Khadija,
although terms like "sect" and "church" didn't quite seem
to apply. Teleological Pantheism sounded more and more like a framework within
which one engaged in a freewheeling brand of theology rather than a body of
dogma, and I gathered that the schism between John's group and the parent body
was more personal than doctrinal. I asked John to give me a definition of Teleological
Pantheism in twenty-five words or less, fully granting that such an
encapsulation would be grossly oversimplified and unfair. "Well, I think I can," John answered, "and it
wouldn't be too far off the mark." He paused to compose, as if he were
about to give birth to a rhyming couplet. 'Teleological Pantheists hold as an
act of faith, unsupported by reason, that the universe has a purpose, and that
there is a Plan to it all. I mean by 'act of faith' that it's a Kierkegaardian
sort of leap, since there certainly is no empirical evidence to support such a
belief." "Then, why believe it?" I asked. "Sorry. Go
on." "No, the question is valid, but I couldn't answer it in
a paragraph, or even fifty. I'll certainly talk about it later, if you like.
But anyway, that's the teleological part of it. The theistic part of it
involves the notion that the universe is greater than the sum of its parts,
that the totality of that which is—reality, if you will—is a manifestation of
something beyond the plenum of sensory data we perceive it to be." He
stopped to regard the design of his rhetoric, and shook his head. "No,
that doesn't quite do it. All that does is allude to a fuzzy metaphysics. Shall
we say this?" he went on, drumming the table with spidery fingers:
"We also accept on faith that there is some Unifying Principle to reality,
of which natural laws are only signposts pointing in the direction of the heart
of things." He shifted his weight on the hardened foam floor. "That's
more or less it, but I think I should point out that the chief difference
between us and almost any other religion that involves a deity is that we
impose no structure on this Unifying Principle. We don't refer to it as God, or
use any identifying tag, and we reject all anthropomorphic notions entirely. We
hold that there is little we can know about the nature of this Principle, since
it is always in a dynamic state, in a constant process of becoming, if you
will, as the Universal Plan unfolds. We differ from classical deists in'that we
can't imagine a state of affairs in which a creator slaps together a clockwork
cosmos and then abandons it." He took a sip of coffee. "I think I
went over twenty-five words." "John," Roland said, "you can't fart in less
than twenty-five words." John led the laughter. "I stand accused, and plead
guilty, m'lord." And with a furtive smile he added, "But after all,
to air is human." Groans. "You could at least be original, John," Roland
chastised him. "That was terrible, and I'd never forgive you, if it
weren't for this flat you lent me," he added, indicating the house. Shudders. "Besides punning," Susan told us, by way of an
apology for the punishment her compatriots were inflicting on us, 'Teelies love
to talk. A good thing, too, because there's not much else to this religion." "Susan's right," Roland said. "We don't
worship in the conventional sense. We have few ceremonies, nothing approaching
a liturgy, and precious little in the way of doctrine. We believe that there
must be a flux in these matters as well." "Thinking is worship," John put in. "So's
talking about what you're thinking about. But not everybody thinks alike." "Yes, exactly," Roland agreed. "We want a
religion stripped of every kind of dogmatic rigidity, hidebound orthodoxy,
papal bulls, infallible preachings.. .everything." "We reject revelation as a source of truth," Susan
said. "More blood has been spilled over questions of whose holy book is,
holier than over anything else in history." "People write books," Roland said pointedly.
"Not gods." "Of course," John said, "there's much more.
There are ethical currents flowing from the theological spring. We believe in
cooperative living, for example. Granted, that's nothing new—" "One thing we don't do is proselytize," Susan
broke in. "We want to convert, if at all, by example or by a kind of
osmotic process. Not by handing out pamphlets on street corners." "Sounds like my kind of religion," I said finally.
Actually, to me it sounded like Kant, Schopenhauer, and Hegel run through a
protein synthesizer, spiked with a bit of mid-twentieth-century radical
theology. "Where do I sign up?" "Right here," John said, gesturing around us,
"and you do it by asking that question." I eased back against Darla's pack, uncrossed my legs, and
put them under the table. "Well, now, I don't think I'd take to communal living too well. I'm nasty in the morning and I
raid the cooler at night. Generally, I'm an uncooperative son of a bitch." John gave me a sugary smile. "But lovable in your own
way, I'm sure. However, you don't have to live with other Teelies to be
one." "Just as long as I drop my weekly tithe into the
collection plate, eh?" "No. Add to that list of 'don'ts' the fact that we
don't tithe our membership." "Or take contributions from anybody," Roland said,
"or solicit them." "Who pays the rent?" I asked, shocked. Maybe this
was my kind of old-time religion. "Our support mainly comes from the Schuyler Foundation,
set up by an Australian multi-billionaire who was an early convert to TP. He
read and was impressed with the writings of its originator, Ariel
MacKenzie-Davies." John stretched out on the floor, propping a head up on
an elbow. "She's an interesting figure. I'd give you a copy of her seminal
work— that is," he said, his voice suddenly going hollow, "if I
hadn't been so careless as to leave my kit behind." That brought it all back, and the conversation died. I tried
to resuscitate it. "Besides," I said, "I'm not one for leaping,
faithwise. I mean, I've tried to read Kierkegaard, but I usually wind up Soren
logs." Only Susan, an American, got the joke. Her face brightened
enough to register great pain. "Really, Jake," she scolded. Roland was suspicious. "Did I miss something?" "Oh, my God," John said. "I just got it. Of
course, sawing logs." Roland was mystified until John explained. Roland shook his
head. "Jake, sometimes your cultural allusions and a great deal of your
vocabulary are very obscure. To me, at least. You're Nor'merican, of course,
but what part?" "Western Pennsylvania, old US of A. It's pretty
isolated, and there's about a one-hundred-year culture-lag. Linguistic atrophy,
too. Most of the colloquialisms are out of the mid-twentieth century, even
earlier. It was my milk-tongue, and I'll probably never outgrow it." "But you seem an educated man." "That was out here, later on." "I see. Darla, you seem to have an accent I can't
place. It sounds... well, mid-Colonial, for want of a better term." "My mother worked for the Colonial Authority for
years," Darla said, "and dragged me around from planet to planet. She
was Canadian, my father Dutch. So, it was alternately Dutch and English at
home, Intersystem in school, and Portuguese, Tagalog, Bengali, Swedish,
Afrikaans, Finnish—" We all laughed. The usual language salad. "Thank God for Intersystem and English," John said.
"Otherwise we'd have Babel out here." His face split into a yawn.
"And speaking of sawing logs..." Everyone agreed. We cleaned up the supper mess quickly and
made preparations for spending a cold night in a shell of a rundown shack in
the middle of East Jesus. (There's one for Roland.) But before we turned in, a talk with John was necessary. "John, I should have said something before... but
there's a price on my head. You and your people could be in danger." "I thought as much. The Colonial Authority?" "Yes, them too, but that's the least of it." "I see." "How did you know?" I asked wonderingly. "Those rumors we mentioned. They have it that everyone
is after you." Again, this mysterious shadow following us. I was getting
fed up. "Everyone?" I tugged at my lower lip. "Perhaps we should
leave." "I am not about to drive to town at this hour. I'd
never find my way back at night." "We could walk it." "What? Hike across this wilderness? A strange
planet?" He slapped me on the shoulder. "Jake, we owe you our lives.
Roland will take the first watch. We would have stood watches anyway, you know.
Skywaymen about." "Right. And, John..." He turned around.
"Thanks." "It's not often one gets a legend for a house
guest." He looked around. "Or shed guest, I should say." Darla and I watched her sleeping egg inflate. It grew and
grew until it looked like a giant, fat green worm. I said so. "Big enough to eat us both," she said. We crawled inside. Chemical heat had already made the
interior a warm, pillowy green womb, delightfully snug, lit softly by
bioluminescence panels. Undressing was a little difficult, though. I felt the
cold barrel of Darla's Walther against my back. "I give up." "Sorry." "Darla, keep that thing handy." "I will," she said. "What about Winnie?" "I gave her an extra blanket. She said she's not
sleepy." "Are you?" "I was, but not now, love. Come here." Music... Music, not loud... Music, not loud but omnipresent and overpowering, a single
towering, shifting chord stacked with notes from the lower end of the keyboard
to the top, covering octave after octave. It sounded over the mesa like a choir
of lost souls bewailing then-damnation, drear and haunting. Violins sang with
them, flutes, oboes, bassoons, more strings—lilting violas, threatening double
basses... a harp, a celeste tinkling contrapuntally. The structure changed,
harmonies rearranged, and now it was God playing the church organ of the
universe, beatific sonorities flowing from his hands, reverberating from the
roof of Creation. Darla awoke with a start, clutched at me. "Jake!" "The Wurlitzer trees," I said. "It's all
right, lovely one." She melted in my arms, sudden fear dissolving like frost
before a flame. "I was dreaming..." she said in a lost little
sleep-voice. The egg was dark. I passed a thumb gently over both her closed
eyelids, kissed her warm, moist cheek. She exhaled, all tension flowing out. I
drank in her breath, held her close. Outside, the chord modulated from minor to major, back to
minor again, then shifted once more and droned in a modal harmony as the wind
passed its airy fingers among the pipes. There were solo passages, virtuoso
performances. A concerto. Then the wind blew it all away and left an atonal
chaos that resonated with the indeterminacy of existence... muddled,
mysterious, in the end incomprehensible.... A great sinewy hand poised over the starless dark...
waiting? Watching? The Hand of the Conductor. Or the Composer. Both? Neither?
The void was formless and embraced all that was to be, would never be...
infinite possibilities. Skeins of chromatic tones unspooled in the black, the
raw stuff of being. Then structures began to build themselves as a diatonic
order was imposed. (By what? By whom?) Fugues wove out of the deep, classic
symphonies in sonata form drew together. The Hand withdrew, and a ponderous
hymn resounded throughout the firmament, praising Oneness, Fullness,
Positivity, the Plan, the Organizing Principle.... Strange light, a bundle of softness in my arms, the
momentary, odd sensation of not knowing exactly where you are, when you are.
The egg was dark, but tissue-thin walls leaked a shifting light. The Hand... the Hand among the waste and void, at the
heart of things, the womb of time...,. "Dawla! Jake!" There in the secret center, the impenetrable core... "Dawla-Jake! Dawla-Jake!" ... of nothingness... nothing.!.no thingness... "Jake! Dawla! Up! Up!" I jerked awake, groped for one of the biolume panels. I
wiped one with a palm and saw in its glow a double-thumbed hand in front of my
face. The music had stopped. I poked Darla. Her eyes opened wide instantly. "What is it?" "Winnie, 'sat you?" I whispered hoarsely, widening
the birth-canal entrance to the egg. Winnie's face showed alarm. "Big machines! Big machines! Get up! Get up!" Darla swiped at the quick-exit seam with two stiffened
fingers and the egg cracked us naked into a freezing night. The fire was a huddle of glowing embers. Roland lay near it,
asleep, swaddled in blankets. I went over and kicked him Sharply once, then
grabbed folds of the other egg and flipped it. There were two bodies in there;
good. "Darla!" I said. "Get out the door, take your
pack and gun!" Moaning and mumbling inside the egg. "Jake, I'm not going without you." "Get!" I commanded. "Run that way." I
pointed toward the rear of the house. "I'll find you." Darla grabbed some things, threw me my squib, and ran. "Get up!" I shouted. "John! Susan!" Roland was struggling to his feet, bleary-eyed, disoriented.
Outside, probing beams of light played over the ground near the house, and the
darkness hissed with the exhaust of flitter-jets. Roland straightened up. "I was just—" He saw the
lights, heard the sound of approaching aircraft. "My God! Who is it?" "Want to stay and find out?" "Jake?" It was Sukuma-Tayler, head protruding from
the end of the egg. "Trouble, John," I told him. The egg sprang open and Susan stood up, naked, arms wrapped
around her ribcage, grimacing from the sudden cold. "Everybody out and into the bush. Now! Scatter!" John got to his feet unsteadily. Susan stooped to find
clothes—I rushed at them both, grabbed a blanket and flung it over Susan, and
shoved both of them forward. Susan grunted, stumbled, and I caught her. "Sorry, no time for that, Suzie. Run! Both of
you!" They ran. On the way to the rear of the house I made a pass at the
egg, came up empty, but happened to snag my jacket with a foot. I scooped it up
and ran, struggling into it. I ran into Roland at the back door, shoved him out, and
aimed him in a direction ninety degrees off my course. A searchbeam hit the
house, throwing stark shadows along the ground. The brush had been cleared in a ten-meter strip about the
house, and I sprinted for the edge. I was just about into it when a disk of
light zagged crazily in from my right and swooped over me. I dove for cover
behind a Wurlitzer, but knew I'd been spotted. An exciter beam raised flame and
smoke from the ground very near. The light wasn't on me, but they knew my
approximate position. I waited three heartbeats and dashed to the left, feeling
tiny sharp things in the soil prick my soles. I ducked behind another tree and
waited, watching the hard circle of light sweep the ground. The breath of the
flitter was warm on my skin, conjuring dust devils around me. There was more
than one craft. Constellations of red and green running lights plied the night
sky, hovering, darting, pouncing. Spotlight beams waved through the brush on
all sides of the house. Another bolt crackled near me, exploding a barrel-shaped
plant into a plume of steaming pulp. A flickering thought: They have night-sight equipment.
Why the searchlights? Sam's key was in my pocket. I took it out and called. I
hadn't tried it before because I thought we were well out of range, but it was
worth a try. "Jake?... [crackle]... that you?" "Sam? Can you copy?" "[sputter].. .Jake? Come in... [pop!]" "Sam, if you can copy me, I'm about to be nabbed by the
Colonial Authority. Colonial Authority. Copy? I'll be at the Militia station in
town. Acknowledge, Sam." The key spat static and not much else. Another bolt sizzled to my rear. I ran again, this time
doubling back toward the house, but as I got into the open a bolt touched down
not a meter in front of me. I slid to a stop in the dirt. They had me.
Obviously the shots had been deliberate misses. I got to my feet and the searchlight
hit me full. "Jake!" Darla's voice from behind. "Darla! Stay there!" "Hey! Over here!" She hadn't heard me over the
whoosh of the flitter. "Darla, stay where you are! They have me covered." Out in the mesa, shafts of light converged on the others. I
could see John waving surrender, Susan huddling near. I looked to my left.
Roland, the only one fully clothed, was shuffling back toward the house with
his arms raised, spotlighted like a headline act on New Vegas. A loudspeaker growled. "JACOB MCGRAW?" "Me! Over here!" I waved. "I'm the one you
want!" "COLONIAL MILITIA. YOU'RE
UNDER ARREST." "I gathered as much," I said, addressing the dead
shards of Wurlitzer pipe at my feet. The flitter swooped to land. I raised my
hands and dropped my gun. From behind, Darla opened up on the descending craft, the
bolt hitting the left front impeller. Sparks rose from the metal and static
discharges played over the surface like furious dancing fingers. Answering fire was swift and accurate. A gout of flame and
wispy smoke roiled from the spot where Darla's shot had come from. The Walther
did not answer. Sailing flinders of brush fell at my feet. Frozen in body and spirit, I
gaped at the dwindling flames where Darla's body surely lay, and remembered my dream just
then, strangely, fragments of it, wishing the Hand would appear again to take
me by the collar and yank me out of this metadream I knew as life. 8 COPS ARE THE same everywhere, everywhen. I stood before the desk at the Militia station, bare-assed
and wearing a leather jacket. Some joker walking by stopped to mock-whisper in my ear: "Did you get a new tailor?" The cop at the desk showed big yellow horseteeth. He thought
it was a scream. The cops who brought me in from the flitter found it the soul
of wit. The joker walked down the hall looking back over his
shoulder. "Huh?" he said, milking the gag, smirking. He ducked into
an office, not waiting for my reply. Truly, I had one for him. "Place of residence?" The desk cop is all
business, all of a sudden. "221-B Baker Street, London, England." "Planet?" It dawns on him. "Look,
McGraw," he said, showing me world-weary eyes. "I asked you for your
address. When they come back from searching your hideout, I'll get it from your ID. So, let's do it the
easy way. All right?" He squared himself at the console. "Now...
place of residence." "Emerald City, Land of Oz." "Name of plan—" Again, he was slow on the uptake.
He snarled at me. "Listen, you filthy piece of merte, I'm gonna ask
you for your punkin' place of residence one more time, then you're in for
trouble." "Punkata teys familos proximos." It was an
Intersystem phrase which suggested that he run along now and have sexual
intercourse with various members of his immediate family, in so many words. That got me a hairy back-of-the-hand smartly across the
mouth. It was worth it. The rusty taste of blood seeped through my teeth onto
my tongue. A little too late, one of the other cops grabbed his arm.
"Don't want him roughed up. We have orders." The desk cop jerked his arm free savagely. "Don't do
that again, Frazer," he warned. "Keep your hands off me." "Fred, I'm sorry. We got orders. We're to keep him here
until the Colonel arrives. I don't even think we should be entering him on the
blotter. You better clear that entry." "What the hell is he standing here for?" "I don't know. Habit, I guess. They said to—" "Then get him out of my sight!" Grumbling, Frazer shoved me over to a chair. The seat was
metal and very cold. There I waited for about ten minutes until somebody very big
and very important strode down the hall toward the desk, leaving a wake of
underlings snapped to attention en route. He was a huge man, all bulk and no
bulge, enough fabric in his sky-blue-with-white-piping uniform to shelter
tent-cities of refugees. A red mustache thrived in whorls under a
ramrod-straight nose. The eyes were caged, iced blue with determination and
cold reserve. He marched past me, briefcase in hand, swagger stick tucked
smartly under an arm, and the seminude man he passed just wasn't there. As he went by the desk, three words: "In ley amenata." Bring him in to me. After a minute or two, I was led back through a maze of
corridors to an office. I was surprised at the size of the station. Goliath was
a frontier planet, from what I had seen, sparsely settled. But the planet was
smack between two interchange worlds, a strategic location. The sign on the door read bilingually: Tenentu-Inspekta Lieutenant-Inspector
Elmo L. Reilly. I had the feeling I was not about to meet a man named Elmo. It
was a small, windowless office with a metal desk, metal shelves, a few maps and
plaques on the wall, picture of the family on the bookshelf, clean and
uncluttered. Chemical light from the overhead fixture softened it a bit, but it
was a cold, steely place. The big man sat at the desk, swaggerstick squared to
his right, briefcase to his left. He still wore his white hard hat with its
visorful of gold scrambled eggs. "Colonel-Inspector Petrovsky will interrogate
you," Frazer told me, and plopped me down in a small metal chair. "This is not an interrogation," Petrovsky
corrected him. Frazer slunk out the door. Petrovsky's Intersystem was weighted
with Slavic ponderousness. "What is it, then?" I asked in the best 'System I
could manage. "That depends. You may or may not be a material witness
to a crime. You may or may not be a suspect. That also depends." 1 "Upon what, may I ask?" Blue eyes bored through me. "Upon what you tell me and
what I take to be truth." "Then this is an interrogation," I concluded. "No. An information-sharing meeting." Love those
hyphenated monstrosities in the language. I switched to English. "A euphemism." "Queros?" He was annoyed. "You speak
Intersystem poorly. You place the verb at the beginning or middle of sentences
rather than at the end, like all Inglo-speakers. Very well, I will speak
English." "Good. I find it hard to carry on an intelligent
conversation in Pig Latin." '"Pig Latin'? This means you disapprove of the official
Colonial language?" "Like most artificial languages, it's a linguistic,
cultural, and political compromise. Esperanto or Interlingua are better,
inadequate as they are. Lincos is vastly better equipped for communication with
aliens. And whatever the philologists say, 'System is still biased toward
Indo-European language users." He grunted. "Interesting academic discussion we are
having. However—" He opened the briefcase and pulled out a reader and a
case of pipettes. He loaded the reader, stabbed at the keyboard until he got
what he wanted. He looked up sharply. "What do you know of the
disappearance of Constable Mona Barrows?" "What should I know?" "Do not word-play. Do you know anything?" "Yes." "Did she overtake your vehicle on Groombridge
Interchange?" "Yes." "Then an encounter with a Patrol vehicle
occurred?" "Yes." "And the Patrol vehicle fired on Constable Barrows'
vehicle?" "Yes. You knew that." "We did," he said flatly. "The armaments on
your truck are not capable of such destruction. We found the remains of the
interceptor, or rather the radioactive trace. The telltale readings told us it
was a Patrol intervention." "Then, why ask me?" "Eyewitnesses, if any, must always be questioned in
these matters," Petrovsky stated. "Better to tell your traffic cops not to do what
Barrows did." "She followed orders. Laws must be enforced. We cannot
continue to be dictated to by an outside force, no matter how technologically
superior they appear." "Then again, the Skyway does not belong to us,
really," I said. Petrovsky looked down. Tiny characters danced on the screen.
Without glancing up he said, "What can you tell me of the events that took
place on Demeter, three standard days ago, at the lodging house called Grey
stoke Groves?" "Forgive me if I ask to what events you refer." "Specifically," he read from the screen, "to
the death of a man named Joel Dermot." "Never heard of him. How did he die?" "He was the victim of a hit-and-run accident." "Unfortunate. Must have happened after I left." "You did not check out of the motel." 'True. I was in a hurry." 'To what were you hurrying?" "Business." "Where?" "Here," I said. "Goliath? Your destination was Uraniborg." "Eventually. First here." 'To do what?" 'To discuss business with the people your storm troopers
routed out of their beds last night." "The religious group? Unavoidable. What business?" "None of which is yours," I told him. The icy eyes frosted over. "Uncooperativeness will not
help you." "Am I officially under arrest? Am I going to be
charged?" A hesitation. "Officially, technically, you are not
under arrest. You are under protective—" "What!" I was more surprised at the bolt of anger
that shot through me. I jumped to my feet, tool-kit swaying in the breeze.
"Then I demand my immediate release. What's more, you will without delay
have these mollycuffs removed and my clothes returned to me." Unruffled, he said, "Mr.
McGraw, you are in no position—" "I am in every position imaginable!" I spat at
him. "I have not been shown a warrant, I have not been charged, I have not
been booked on a charge. I have not been afforded the opportunity to contact a
solicitor. I am in every position to bring civil and criminal charges against
you and all participants." Petrovsky sat back. He was willing to let me rave on. "Furthermore," I raved on, "you have no
evidence or probable cause to use as a basis for taking me into custody." Petrovsky fingered the russet swirls that covered his lips.
"Evidence can be obtained. Tissue specimens from your vehicle." Which meant they had tried, and failed. Sam would have a
tale or two to tell about that. Stinky must have gotten him back in one piece
in time, or Petrovsky would have had his evidence. "Can be? You arrested
me on speculation?" I wasn't going to bring it up, but there had been no
mention at all of Wilkes nor of any witnesses. Nor of any charges Wilkes had
filed. "Please sit down, Mr. McGraw. The view from where I sit
is not a pleasant one." "I will also do all that is in my power to initiate an
investigation into the death of my friend, Darla—“ A screeching stop. Darla's last name? My, God, I didn't
know. The wind spilled out of my sails, and I stood there, blinking. Petrovsky was suddenly magnanimous. "I will tell you
what, Mr. McGraw. You will be unbound and... uh, given some clothes, on one
condition—that our talk will continue." He turned a rough palm upward.
"Perhaps on a more amicable basis. Agreed?" I was silent. He thumbed the call switch on the corn panel. "You have not been exactly candid with me, Mr. McGraw.
But then, I must confess I have not been entirely open with you." "Indeed?" was all I could say. Frazer poked his head in the door. "Yes, sir?" "Remove the mollycuffs," Petrovsky ordered.
"And find a pair of trousers for him." "And shoes," I said. "And shoes," Petrovsky agreed. "Yes, sir, Colonel-Inspector." Frazer came over
and freed me. Petrovsky pulled out a pack of cigarettes with a label that
crawled with Cyrillic lettering, lit one with an antique wheel-and-flint
lighter. He pushed it and the pack across the desk toward me. I needed one and
took one. I lit it, and regretted that I had. I squeezed off a cough and sat
down. We looked at each other for a moment, then Petrovsky puffed
and eased back, receding through an acrid blue haze. His eyes found something
of interest on the ceiling. A minute went by, then Frazer cracked the door and threw in
a pair of gray fatigue pants. "Working on the shoes," he said. Petrovsky got up and examined a map of Maxwellville. I
slipped on the trousers. They were a fairly good fit, if a trifle short at the
cuff. I sat down and waited, smoking. Presently, Frazer returned, and handed me shoes. "These
are my own spares," he told me. "When you get your stuff, I want 'em
back." "Thanks." "Well, it's okay." The door closed and Petrovsky sat back down. "Now, Mr.
McGraw, I will dispense with any preliminary questions and proceed to a matter
of some importance." "Which is?" "The Roadbuilder artifact." Rumor, wild stories, tall tales, canards—become adamantine
reality with an official pronouncement. It threw me. "The what?" "The artifact. The map. The Roadmap." I shook my head slowly. "I know of no such thing." Petrovsky caressed the desktop, looking at me, gauging my
sincerity. "Then why," he asked evenly, "does everyone think you
have one in your possession?" I saw no'ashtray, and dropped the half-smoked cigarette
between my feet. "That, my law-enforcement friend, is the punking"—I
ground the butt out fiercely—"zillion-credit question. I wish someone
would tell me." I sat back and crossed my legs. "By the way, who is
everybody?" "Representatives of various races, various concerns,
and us. The Colonial Authority, I should say." "Who else specifically, besides the Authority?" "I cannot think of one alien race within the Expanded
Confinement Maze who would not like to obtain such a map. Specifically, we know
the Reticulans want it, and are aiming to get it. Also the Kwaa'jheen, and the
Ryxx. They have agents in the field. This we know. Every indication is that
there are more." I took another cigarette. I had quit years ago, but some
crises scream for nicotine. "Why? That's my question," I said,
snapping the lighter closed. "Why is this phantom artifact so bloody
important?" I could guess, but I wanted his reasons. "Just think about it, Mr. McGraw. Think of what it
could mean." His tone was more academic than enthusiastic. "Do you
have any idea of how far such a find would go toward solving the baffling
mysteries of the Skyway? Would it not be the discovery of the ages?" He
levered himself to his feet, the extra gravity making his weight more of a
burden. "What price would you put on it, Mr. McGraw?" He began to
pace, mighty arms folded. "Okay, so it'd be a fast-moving item." I choked on
an inhale. "So what? So you'd find out the Skyway goes all over the
galaxy, and you find eighty billion other races living alongside it. The more
the merrier. We would've found that out sooner or later." Petrovsky held a finger up, waved it. "Think. Think
what else the map may lead to." I was totally fed up with it
all. I didn't answer. All I could think of was that I had had Darla in my arms
one moment, and in the next moment had watched her die. Petrovsky began
speaking again, but I didn't hear him. Darla... "Can you conceive of it? You must admit that the
possibilities are staggering." I shook myself, struggling back to the issue at hand. "I'm
sorry. What did you say?" He stopped and rocked back on his heels, a bit irked at not
being paid attention to. "I said that there is the possibility that the
map could lead to the Roadbuilders themselves." I took a long drag, my lungs already scarred enough to take
it. "Yeah, and they're running a Stop-N-Shop on Interstellar 84." "Stop and—?" He walked behind the desk. "A
joke, of course. But do you see that even the possibility would make the map
invaluable?" "But the Roadbuilders are long dead, or so rumor has
it." "Ah, but the remains of their civilization? Surely
something has survived. The Skyway has. Think of the secrets, Mr. McGraw. The
secrets of the most technologically advanced race in the known universe.
Perhaps in the entire universe." Well, now I knew his estimation of the phantom map's value.
It was close to mine. He leaned over the desk, propping himself with arms
extended, huge hairy hands splayed over gray metal. He looked at me intently.
"Who constructed the portals?" he went on. "Only that race which
had mastery over the basic forces of the universe. Consider the cylinders.
Masses more dense than these could not exist, except for black holes. Yet the
cylinders are clearly artifacts. How were they constructed? Why do they not
destroy the planets upon which they rest? What titanic forces keep them
hovering centimeters off the surface? Questions, Mr. McGraw. Mysteries. Have
you never wondered?" "Yes," I said. "But I have another
question—for you. Why in the name of all that's holy does everyone think I have
the answers? Why do you?" Petrovsky lowered himself into the squeaky swivel chair,
took another cigarette and lit it. "I, for one," he said between
furious puffs, "do not." "You don't?" I did a triple take. "Huh?" "But that is my personal opinion, you understand."
He shot pale smoke about four meters across the room. "I put the Roadmap
in the same category as... say, Solomon's mines, Montezuma's gold, the
philosophers' stone, and so forth. What is the phrase in English? Fairy tales.
No, there is another." " 'Objects of wild-goose chases' will do. I understand,
but you didn't answer my question. Why me? Why do you think I have it?" "You may have something. Or, more probably, you may
want people to believe that you have something. A convincing forgery—although I
cannot imagine what that could be—could fetch a high price. As to your
question, I can only speak for the Colonial Authority. We are concerned with
you on the basis of the rumors." "What? I can't believe it." Petrovsky plucked the fat cigarette from its nesting-place
in his mustache, blew smoke at me. "Perhaps I have misled you. I may have
given the impression that all available forces of the Authority are marshaled
against you. No. I lead a special intelligence section within the Militia. Our
chief function is to investigate all matters pertaining to the mystery of the
Skyway. I have an office staff of five, and a few field agents. My rank obtains
for me the cooperation I need to conduct operations such as the one you
witnessed early this morning." He took off his helmet and tossed it on top
of the briefcase. His short hair was the color of fresh carrots. "This is
one of many investigations. Many. We have looked into many reports of strange
sightings, phenomena... rumors. None have proved to be anything other than
wild-goose chases, as you so colorfully put it." He dropped the butt,
still lengthy, and stamped on it once. I think he was getting sick of them too.
"I will be more than frank with you, sir. I do not like my job, but it is
my duty. As for the Roadmap, I do not really have an opinion as to its reality
or lack of it. When I see it with my own eyes, I will believe it. Do you
understand?" His eyes thawed the tiniest bit, just for a moment. "Yes." "So." He slapped the desk. Back to the reader. "Tell me," I said, trying to draw him out on other
matters, "Why the raid? Why couldn't you have simply come to the house
with a warrant? Or without one?" "I was about to speak of that," he said. "As
I have told you, we are not alone in our interest in you, nor in our
surveillance. We also follow those who follow you. The Reticulans particularly
intrigue us. We follow them, and they lead us right to you. Always. Most
uncanny. But who can understand aliens?" He smiled, the first time. It was
genuine, but fleeting. "As I was saying, we traced the Reticulans here,
ergo you. They did not go to Uraniborg, as we did. We lost their trace in
Maxwellville. However, a constable on a routine patrol found them stopped on
the Skyway east of the city. Naturally, he could do nothing. He asked if they
were having mechanical trouble. They said no, but he reported them anyway. The
vehicle they drove was capable of carrying a smaller off-road buggy. At about
the same time, we succeeded in tracing you to the Teleologists' farm. It was
not difficult, but took time. But it was apparent what the aliens planned to
do. They were stopped on the Skyway at a point about seventy kilometers from
the farm by an overland route. I immediately ordered the 'raid,' as you termed
it." He smiled again. "Do you see, Mr. McGraw? The raid was to
protect you. We fully expected the Reticulans to have already captured you.
Fortunately, we were in time." "I see." Somehow, it was hard to argue with him.
What with Roland having fallen asleep, and all of us dead-tired, we might not
have stood a chance against the Rikkis. But there was the matter of Darla.
"Where are my friends now?" I asked. "I don't know. They were questioned. We have no
interest in them." "Did you warn them about the Reticulans?" "Not in so many words. We told them to expect
intruders. I assume they left and came into town." Again, conspicuous in its absence was any mention of Wilkes
in all of this. But Wilkes had friends in high places. Doubtless Petrovsky knew
he was involved in this Roadmap affair, but it was not clear to me- how Wilkes
was involved with the Reticulans. Characters danced on the reader screen. Petrovsky squinted
at it, steel jaw muscles tensing. He punched the keyboard with a sausagelike
index finger, and the pipette began to rewind. He looked at me. "I think, sir, that our interview is at an end." "Uh-huh. Then, I can go?" He didn't answer. The reader went ka-chunk, and he picked it
up, put his hard hat back on, cracked the briefcase open, and threw the reader
into it. He leaned far back in the chair and clasped his hands over his belly.
"I am afraid... not just yet." The chair groaned as if the metal were
about to fatigue and snap. "I do not have the facilities here to continue
my investigation. You will have to accompany me to Einstein, where this affair
may be concluded." "Then you mean to run a Delphi series on me?" "If necessary." The twisted logic had my brain in knots. "Look," I
said, trying to keep an edge of exasperation in my voice from cutting through,
"you've as much as said that you don't believe I have the Roadmap. Yet you
want to run a Delphi on me to find out if I do or not." "I must follow procedure, despite my personal feelings.
If you know anything, we will know. If the Roadmap is indeed real, we will know
that. If the whole affair is simply a hoax, or a political ploy, we will know
that as well." The word had sounded an odd note, with intriguing overtones.
"Political? How could it be?" "All possibilities must be covered," he said, his
gaze deflecting a bit, as if he regretted having mentioned it. "Anyway," I said, thinking just then that now
would be as good a time as any to make a break, "a Delphi would be quite
illegal." , "Without proper authorization, yes. But I have that
authorization." The hands unclasped and went out at wide angles to his
midsection, flopped together again. "The technique is not permanently
damaging. You know that." Was Frazerjust outside the door? Likely was. "Yes, but
I'd be disabled for quite a while. Lobotomized." "An exaggeration." "I thought the Colonial Assembly recently passed a law
against the Delphi process." "Ah, but exceptions were provided for. The language of
the bill was quite clear." And who cared what the Assembly did? Rubber stamps just
bounce. "Still," I went on, "you have nothing on which to hold
me." How many outside the door? One? Probably two. Frazer and another. "You are wrong," Petrovsky told me. "We have
the deposition of the manager of the motel." "Perez? What could he tell you?" "From him we pieced together what transpired." "I have the feeling," I guessed, "that Perez
did not actually witness an accident." Petrovsky tilted his head to one side. True." I had to
admit, the man was scrupulously straightforward in some matters. "However, his testimony gives us the 'probable cause'
you brought up earlier. Besides—" He gave a helpless, resigned shrug.
"There is a dead body to be explained. You must understand." "Oh, yes." Petrovsky was honest, but he was hoarding most of the cards. "Of course," he went on, thumbs back to twiddling
in the general area of his solar plexus, "if you have some information for
me, and would be willing to volunteer it, the Delphi series would be
unnecessary." "That's a fine specimen of medieval logic." Petrovsky frowned. "I don't understand." "I think you do. By the way, have a chair." I brought it up from between my legs and threw it over the
desk right at him. A powerful arm went out to ward it off, a little late. The
back of the chair caught the bridge of his nose and sent him leaning back
precariously, hands over his nose, until he toppled over and crashed into a
tier of metal bookshelves capped with cups and trophies. The shelves tumbled
over on him thunderously. By that time I was scrunched up against the wall by
the door. It burst open and Frazer rushed in, hand on his holster. I let him
go, but neck-chopped his partner, who followed close behind. The cop went limp
in my arms and I propped him up with one arm and grabbed his gun. Frazer was by
the desk, turning around, still fumbling at his holster. "Hey!" was
all he could get out before his partner came lurching toward him, propelled by
one of Frazer's spare boots applied at the small of the back. They embraced and
fell over the desk. I checked out the corridor, went out, and slammed the door. I was halfway down the hall to the left when I heard someone
about to come around the corner of an intersecting corridor. I squeezed off a
few dozen rounds into the wall by the comer, sending splinters of Durafoam into
Old Fred's face just as he made the turn. He staggered back with his hands up
around his eyes. I doubled back down the hall, covering my rear with a burst
every three steps, and while en route, met poor Frazer again as he rushed out
of the office with his pistol finally drawn. I body-checked him and added an
elbow to the chin into the bargain, sending him tottering back into the office
and the gun skittering down the hall floor. I turned right at the corner and
found this corridor empty. I ducked into a dark office to wait and listen,
thinking to let forces pass me by as they converged on the starting point of
the disturbance. I checked the gun. It was a standard issue Gorbatov 4mm
pellet-sprayer. The clip held 800 rounds and was nearly full, but the charge on
the thruster was down. I pulled out the metal stock a bit more to fit snugly in
the crook of my arm, then poked my nose out the door. I heard pounding
footsteps, shouts. Which way was out, though? I had lost my bearings. Down this
hall and to the right—but no, that led toward the desk and front entrance. A
back door should lead to a parking lot and squad cars. But where? Two men tore around the comer to my right, and I eased the
door closed and waited until they passed. I waited five more heartbeats, then
slipped out and tiptoed in the direction they had come from, hoping to find the
way to a rear entrance. I gave a look behind as I ran and saw a shadow leak
across the floor. I whirled, hit the floor and fired, the Gorby buzzing like an
angry hornet. The man behind the comer got out, "Drop—!" before the
gun flew out of his hand, followed by a few fingers. The rest of him was
shielded by wall except for his right leg to the knee. His trouser leg flew
into tatters of bloody cloth and the hardened foam of the wall smoked into powder
as the Gorby vomited its fifty rounds per second. I stopped firing and rolled
to the other side of the hall, huddling against the wall. I heard a groan and a
thud. I didn't like where I was. I looked down the hall behind me,
but nobody seemed to be approaching. Hushed voices, arguing. Then, a hoarse whisper: "I
don't want him killed!" Petrovsky. I took advantage of the hesitation to get up and run,
spraying the corridor behind me with superdense, hypervelocity BB-shot. I ran
through the next intersection and surprised two cops who had been sneaking up
for a rear attack. I continued firing behind as I ran, cut to the right, ran
past shelves of cartons and equipment, ducked left this time past stacks of
empty packing crates, down past a row of lockers, and then found a set of
double doors. I backpedaled, crouched, and carefully nudged one door open. It
was a garage, with a few squad cars up on jacks and no mechanics around, but no
vehicles that appeared operable. The large garage doors were closed, but there
was a smaller door, and I sprinted across to it, knowing full well that I had
lost time, expecting all exits to be covered by now. I hugged the wall and
gripped the doorhandle, threw the door open. Automatic fire riddled the air
where I would have stood if I had wanted to commit suicide. A coherent-energy
beam sizzled through and started a small fire among the shelves of boxed parts
along the far wall—one good reason why such weapons were impractical for indoor
use. They were throwing everything at me. High-density slugs thumped into the
foam, ricocheting lead and steel sang all over the garage. One of the doors was swinging; someone had come through. I
looked around for cover, but I was ten paces away from anything suitable. "All right, kamrada. It's over, so drop the
gun." It was Old Fred again, pointing a sniper rifle at me across
the top of the clear bubble of a squad car. He was grinning evilly, and
something told me it didn't matter whether I dropped it or not. But I had no
choice, and let the machine pistol clatter to the floor. Fred raised the sights
up to eye level, taking his time, drawing a deep breath as if he were in the
finals of a Militia sharpshooter tourney, doing it all by the book, eyes on
another platinum-iridium trophy for the collection on the mantelpiece, and all
it took was one neatly placed shot dead center, nice as you please, one expert
squeeze, all coming down to that, one constriction of a flexor muscle, and it
was off to a watering hole with the boys and girls for soybeer and snappers.
... Petrovsky came barreling through the doors and slammed into
him, sending Old Fred cartwheeling over the floor to crash into a stack of tool
boxes. When the clanking and tinkling stopped, Fred was on his back under a
pile of metal, out cold. Long before that I had made a fraction of a move to go
for the dropped gun, but Petrovsky had already drawn a bead on me with his
pistol. I was astonished at how quick he was, both on his feet and with his
hands. "So, Mr. McGraw," he said, "there will be no
more quibbling over a reason to hold you. Correct?" No triumph in his
voice, just finality. "I'm glad it's all settled," I told him. I really
was. A snatch of conversation came to me from out in the cell
block just as the transparent door to my accommodations slid shut and cut it
off. "Colonel-Inspector, I realize that your rank and your
special authorization from Central command our complete cooperation, but I must
point out to you—" The speaker wore lieutenant's pips and had accompanied the
procession bringing me here. He had looked like an Elmo. I sprawled across the
bunk. Petrovsky had his problems, I had mine, but I didn't care about either
right then. I was content to lie there and let the filtered air from the
overhead vent wash over me, listening to the dull throb of machinery conduct
through the walls to temper the silence of the cell. The mattress was lumpy and
reeked of mildew and urine, but I didn't mind that so much either. I let my
brain idle for a while, allowed it to perk along and mark off the seconds, the
ineluctable increments by which my allotted time was measured, one for each
beat of the heart, for each millimeter of bloodflow, for each regret, each
sorrow. And then one thought came to me: you can easily recognize the good
parts of your life because they are starkly outlined in crap. The good things
are mostly negative quantities: the absence of pain, the lack of grief, no trouble. Love,
the absence of hate; satisfaction, a dearth of deprivation. And I told myself: To hell with all that. I decided to attempt active thinking again, there being a
number of things to try it out on, such as the Paradox—if there really were
one. The Paradox seemed to be saying. You will get out of this, you will see
Darla again, only to lose her once mare. And that would be the final time. I
didn't like it, but there it was, for what it was worth. As I thought it
through, I came to regard the notion as another specimen of crap. There was so
little hard information to go on. Did I really have a doppelganger out there, a
future self who had found a backtime route? Did my paradoxical self really have
a Roadmap? Questions. More of them: Who had told Tomasso and Chang to be at
Sonny's that day, light-years off their usual route? Did anybody? Oh, there
were more mysteries, by the score, by the truckload. Wilkes, the Reticulans,
the Authority, the chimera of the Roadmap—who? where? what? why? And what did
politics have to do with any of this? Petrovsky's slip had been the most significant part of the
interview. Of course, the Roadmap would be a great boon to whoever had the luck
to snare it. But the Colonial Authority was the only power in Terran Maze, with
only a weak Assembly passing rhetorical wind to the contrary. There were
dissident elements within the Assembly, true, but they had been bugged,
compromised, infiltrated, double-agented, and neutralized long ago, or so the
roadbuzz had it. Oh, everybody talked of one glorious day when the colonies
would achieve some measure of independence from the mother planet, but what was
not spoken about so much was the glum fact that the Authority had already
gained a sort of de facto independence and continued to rule all of T-Maze as
if it were the Cradle of Mankind, and not merely Terra's proxy among the
stars. The CA was a,self-perpetuating, bloated bureaucracy, a chip off the old
monolithic Soviet system that had spawned it, and it was entrenched on planets
closest to the home system by the Skyway, with its grip gradually loosening the
further out you got. But I knew very little of what had been happening lately,
having sworn off listening to news feeds long ago. T-Maze is big, thank God,
and the Authority's chubby fingers could not reach everywhere, nor could they
control the Skyway, which has a life all its own. There' were undercurrents of
rebellion out here, to be sure, at the grassroots level, but this Roadmap
affair spoke of vastly larger dimensions. Some sort of struggle for ownership
of the map was going on, both inter- and intra-Maze. It was a hunt, and many
were riding to hounds. Call me Reynard. And then there was Darla to think about.... There was a mirror above the wash basin. It was flush with
the wall and rung hollow when knocked upon. Doubtless it hadn't been put there
with the prisoner's cosmetic needs at heart. I was staring into the blind side
of a one-way observation window, but that didn't bother me. What did was me
sight of my reflection, a thirty-five-year-old face on a chronologically
fifty-three-year-old body that was gradually winning its war of attrition against
antigeronic drugs. The face had aged some. People say I look perennially
boyish, but the child was sire to the old gent I looked at now, wrinkle lines
at me comers of the eyes, black curly hair gone dry and a tad thinner, jowls
going slack and pendulous, skin a lime more leathery, splotched, beardline more
definite, its shadowy stubble more intractable. Then again, I thought, I might just need a shave and a hot
shower. I angled my face to get a profile shot. "Good profile," Mom
always told me. "Strong." But what was that puffy area under
there—the beginnings of a double chin? Enough. I lay back down. Self-absorption is not my usual
brand of neurosis; besides, I felt a sudden headache coming on. I wondered if I could afford the luxury of regretting the
escape attempt. The cop I had shot would probably pull through okay if they had
gotten him to a hospital in time. But an escape/assault charge was going to be
hard to beat. The only thing I had going for me was the illegality of my
detention, but I had the feeling it wouldn't go very far. Then there was the
hit-and-run charge. True, I hadn't been driving, but drivers are responsible
for their automatic systems.... Damn, that headache was in a hurry. I heard a curious
buzzing sound coming from behind my head, and it stayed there no matter which
way I turned. It quickly grew louder and louder. I sat up, feeling suddenly
nauseous and dizzy. I put my head between my knees, but that only made it
worse. The buzzing became deafening, as if someone were tearing through sheet
metal with a vibrosaw directly behind my neck. Blood pounded in my head and I
could see the pulse in my field of vision. Well, this is it. Heart attack or stroke. Antigeronic
treatments or not, the body has ways of extracting its dues from you. I hoped
somebody was watching through the window. Petrovsky seemed to want me alive.
Maybe he'd convince Elmo I was worth bothering to cart off to the hospital. I slumped back against the wall. ... keep me alive, Petrovsky being the dedicated
professional that he was, but going around with one of those isohearts; well, I
didn't know about that.... They still hadn't perfected them—tendency to
go into fibrillation without warning; they didn't know exactly what the problem
was, probably a mismatched enzyme that hadn't replicated true.... I was awake,
wide-awake. The cell door was open. I shot to my feet. Someone had just been in
here, doing something to me. What? There was a tingling on my upper arm,
calling card of a tickler. It doesn't leave a mark, but my jacket had been
pulled down off my left shoulder. I still had no shirt. I hadn't been out
cold—the state had been like Semi-doze, but very unpleasant at first, then a
vapid nirvana. I had the distinct recollection of someone bending over me while
I was sitting mere, and I hadn't even given him a glance, as if it hadn't been
important enough to trouble myself. But I had seen, out of the comer of my eye
or with some part of my perceptive gear, a familiar face. Very much so, but the
face had been a blank, a hole in the cognitive field, a missing datum. I tried
to fill in that blank, but I couldn't. The recognition signal was blocked
somehow, lodged in the preconscious. I knew, damn it. I knew who it was, but I
couldn't say it. But there was no time now. I walked out of the cell. The turnkey was on duty at his desk, with one side of his
face down in a plate of stew, eyes open, staring. Quietly, I lifted his master
key, went over to the door and waved it at the code plate, and let myself out
of the cell block. Everyone in the station was out but me. Wide-eyed bodies
littered the corridors, office workers were slumped over consoles. Cops sat
against walls, leaned on doorjambs with their guns drawn, looking at them
stupidly, transfixed. In one office a printer had been left on and was spewing
out reams of hard copy in a continuous roll, piling up on the floor. From the
size of the pile I guessed that everyone had been out for ten minutes at least. I was looking for Petrovsky's office, or failing that,
trying to find where they stored prisoners' valuables, or where they kept
evidence. I needed Sam's key. Nobody showed signs of coming to yet, but I
hurried, running through the maze of white aseptic hallways, glancing into
rooms and dashing off again. Reilly's office was empty, and no sign of
Petrovsky anywhere. I tried a half dozen more offices, stumbled onto an
employees' lounge with two cops draped over a table awash with spilled
beverage, found a communications room, a storage room filled with filing
cabinets, a library, but nothing like a lock-and-key affair where evidence
would be stashed. Maybe Petrovsky had been going through my stuff when the
blackout hit—if I could find him.... I found him in another office sitting upright at the desk,
eyes glazed, deep in a trance that made him look like a redheaded Buddha,
helmet in his right hand, white handkerchief in his left, both arms extended
over the desk top as if in supplication. His head lolled to one side, gaze on
infinity. And on the floor in front of the desk lay Darla. 9 SHE WAS FACE-DOWN with her head resting on her right
forearm. I turned her over to find unfocused eyes looking through me. She had
changed clothes and was now in a dark green, ersatz-velvet jumpsuit, with black
knee-high boots. She looked very different. I got her to sit up and she
responded somewhat, moving as if underwater, limbs like taffy on a warm day,
but when I got her to her feet she couldn't walk, couldn't draw it all together
to perform all the motions in proper sequence. I leaned her against me, reached
over the desk, and pushed Petrovsky back in his chair. I opened the top desk
drawer and searched through it for Sam's key, but found only Darla's Wanner. I
took it, then reached inside Petrovsky's jacket for his pistol. I stooped, put
my shoulder to Darla's midsection, and she went up and over into a fireman's
carry like a sack of wheat. Her pack was near the overturned chair, and I threw
her gun into it and grabbed it. As I carried her through the station, I wondered how much time I had. I was getting the
feeling that everyone would be coming around soon enough. I didn't bother to
guess what had caused the phenomenon, since several methods were likely
candidates, but the extent and completeness of the effect were impressive. Nor
did I waste time wondering who had done it. Later—if there was a later—I'd
write a thank-you note on nice stationery and think about whom to send it to. I reached the garage, went on through to the man-size door,
thinking it strange that no one had come in from outside, unaffected and
wondering what the hell had happened—cops returning from driving their beats,
coming back from lunch, etc. I cracked the door and looked out into the lot.
Two stalwart constables were slouched in their car parked near the door,
stupefied grins beamed at no one in particular. I was really impressed now;
even more so when further outside I found • another cop who had been pulling
into the lot when the effect hit—either that or he was in the habit of wrapping
his vehicle around a heat-pump unit when he parked. His face was squashed up
against the front of the bubble. Which brought up our immediate transportation needs. Steal a
squad car? No chance. No time to hot-chip the thumbprint-lock or deactivate the
tracing beacons. Besides, they'd know what I was driving, down to the serial
number. Then I forgot the problem momentarily, staggered by the fact that
pedestrians on the near side of the street had been hit too. Three people lay
face down on the sidewalk. Good trick, that. I cut down an alleyway going
parallel to the street behind the station. Darla couldn't have massed over sixty kg at one-G, but she
was a burden on Goliath. Her pack was no bagatelle either. I found a walkway
between two outbuildings, put her down, and propped her up against a wall. I
firmly swatted her cheeks a few times, crossing carefully over the pain
threshold, then shook her as hard as I could. Her cheeks blushed the color of
winter dawn, her eyes fluttered, and she sighed, but she was still out on her
feet. Well, time to get moving again. I levered her up on my shoulder, hoisted
the pack, and stood mere debating where I should go. Then I sensed movement
behind me. I whirled around, almost toppling over. Two Ryxx stood in the alley, gawking at us, scrawny
bird-legs thrust out at oblique angles to the pavement, shoring up their fat
ostrichlike bodies against at least twice the Ryxx homeworld's gravity. Clear
assist masks covered their faces, faces that did not belong on bird bodies,
sour old faces like those of Terran camels, but the eyes were much bigger, and
there were four of them, two above the snout in the usual configuration, two at
the base of the long slender neck. They liked to look where they put those
taloned avian feet. They were dressed in the usual manner, in skintight body
suits of brightly colored material with embroidered gilt designs around the
lower eyeholes. Their huge bony hands—hands that once were framework for wing
membrane—were folded up with | spindly arms in a very complicated manner at the
sides. I clucked the appropriate greeting, all I knew of their
language, which, written out, comes out to: "R-r-ryxx-ryxx (click) r-r-ryxx,"
with each morpheme at a slightly different pitch. With my language ability, I
had probably asked them to pass the salt. The one on the right returned the greeting, and added in
'System, "And hello to you, Roadbrother." "And to you, Roadbrothers," I said, "many
thanks, if I am indebted to you for my freedom." I turned and walked away after I decided they were not going
to respond or change facial expressions to give me some sort of clue. I didn't
look back, knowing they were following at a discreet distance. I went out to the street on which the Militia station
fronted further down. This was risky, but I had walked away from the Ryxx
automatically, even though they made no move to obstruct me. I stood at the
mouth of the alley next to a Stop-N-Shop. Colonists passed by, looked at me and
the lithe young girl slung across my shoulder, frowned, and walked on. But I
didn't look at them. There it was. The antique automobile, parked on the street
in front of the store. The motor was running. It had a key! Not an electronic signaller/beacon/radio like
Sam's key, but a key, for God's sake, a piece of metal that fit into a
mechanical lock. I marveled at the interior, the metal grillwork of the dash,
the blue fur of the seats, the pink shaggy carpeting of the floor, the pair of
fuzzy dice hanging from the rearview mirror... and the wheel, the steering
wheel. Sweet Mother, a wheel with a shiny knob stuck to it. What was this? A
gear shift, angling out from the salient hump on the floor that bisected the
interior, a big old gearshift tipped with a bulbous handle with an H engraved
on it, like so:
Gears? Steering wheel? Manually operated windows that
appeared to be made of glass? This was no Skyway-worthy vehicle. Wait a minute.
Oh, here they were, under the dash, the readouts. Not the funny oil pressure
and water-temperature gauges, the real ones hidden away: plasma temp, current
delta, everything. This was a fusion-powered roadster. A mock-up, not the real
thing. But still.'what the hell was this? A clutch! Just like in the books. It
couldn't be, but I saw no other way of operating the thing. Let's see now, if I remember correctly.. .depress clutch
pedal—letting out the clutch—and it should be in neutral. Where was the N? No
N. Okay, the line connecting the two uprights on the H. Neutral. Now, shift
into 1. First gear. Right, now... The car lurched forward, and I felt the motor dying on me. I
floored the pedal again and the car stopped, but something had been straining
to hold it back. What was this, this handle over here? Ah, a mechanical brake.
I guessed. Sure. I fiddled with it until the shaft popped back into its
hidey-hole under the dash. The car rolled forward slowly, coasting down the
gentle incline of the street. I finally got the car in gear, and we started
moving. Darla was lying faceup on the seat next to me, showing signs of waking
up. She moaned softly and moved her head from side to side. As we pulled away, a tall young man with an odd haircut came
running out of the store, yelling. "Hey! Where the hell do you—? HEY! COME BACK HERE!" I depressed the accelerator pedal and the car shot forward
with alarming speed, the sound of the engine rising to a high-pitched whine. "You lousy bastards!" the kid yelled as we roared
down the street. Lousy? I hadn't heard the word in years. It was distinctly American and archaic. The engine howled in protest, demanding to be shifted. I let
out the clutch, and the engine raced wildly until I decided it would be a good
idea to lift my foot from the accelerator. I wrestled with the gearshift until
it found a notch to rest in, then tentatively eased up on the clutch pedal. The
car gave a little shake and jumped forward in second gear. The owner had given
up running after us and stood arms akimbo in the middle of the street. I waved. The car had amazing power. More remarkable was how the guts
of the machine had been altered to perform as if it were really an intemal-combustion-driven
vehicle with a mechanical transmission. I turned a corner to the left. "Jake!" It was Darla, snapping awake. She sat up
with a jerk, braced herself with one hand on the dash, one on the seat back,
looking around .at me and the car, her face frozen in wonder. Finally, she gasped, "Jake, what happened?" "Good morning. I don't know, but we're out of one
pickle and into another." "Where did you—?" The strangeness of the vehicle
hit her. "What is this thing?" "Somebody's idea of history on wheels. I stole it, if
you must know. But first, tell me how you avoided getting burnt to a crisp back
at the ranch." "Huh?" She "screwed up her face, rubbed her
eyes, and leaned back into the seat. "Sorry, I'm still feeling a little
strange. How did I... ? Oh, yeah." She turned her head sharply to me.
"They didn't tell you? You mean, you thought I was dead?" "Thought you were scorched meat." "Oh, Jake, I'm so sorry." "Never mind. Well, how did you manage it? That bolt was
dead on target." I clucked disapprovingly. "Little foolhardy to take
potshots at a Militia flitter, don't you think? Silly girl." She grinned sheepishly. "Dumb but proud, I guess."
Her expression changed. "Damn it, Jake, I didn't want them to take you. I
aimed for the impeller, thinking to send them out of control for a second so
you could duck out of the light." I turned into a side street, getting off the main boulevard.
The tires squealed. They didn't crackle—squealed like a puppy getting a paw
nipped underfoot. "Wouldn't have made any difference. With their
night-sight gear it was broad daylight to them. The searchlights were for our
benefit. The human prey instinctively thinks darkness hides him." "I never thought of it." She bit her lip and
frowned, then shrugged it off. "Anyway," she went on, "the
impeller had extra shielding, so the point's academic. I fired, then
immediately hit the ground and rolled. Even so, I barely made it." She
pulled down the wide collar of the jumpsuit to reveal a soft bare shoulder
seared with angry red bums. "I had them treated. It's not too bad, really.
Second-degree." "Still," I said, "it was stupid, but I love
you for it." I leaned over and kissed her shoulder. She broke into a big grin and threw her arms around me.
"Jake, darling, I'm so .glad!" "Whoa! I have to steer this thing." Heedless, she
covered my mouth with hers and blocked my view. My arms were pinned by her hug,
and the car swerved to the right toward a rig unloading a pop-up dome at a
vacant lot. "Hey!" I yelled when my mouth was finally free, grabbed
the shiny knob on the wheel, and shoved it to the right. A woman unloading the
rig dodged out of the way, then cussed us out in what sounded like Cape Dutch. "Whoops! Sorry." Darla climbed down off me. She
went through her little straightening-up routine, then looked at me.
"Where're we going?" she asked. "If I knew where Sam was, I'd get out of town fast. I
have a feeling that this thing could outrun any Militia vehicle, even an
interceptor, maybe. But—" "My God, I almost forgot," she interrupted, and
reached into her right hip pocket, took out Sam's key, and handed it to me.
"Petrovsky was trying to persuade me to call Sam in, lure him so they
could immobilize him and search the rig. For the map, I guess. I managed to get
the key in my pocket before I passed out." I took the black oblong box and pressed the call tab. "Jake! Where in the name of Jesus are you?" "Tooling around Maxwellville, looking for you. Where
the hell are you?" "Out in the bush near the Skyway to the Seven Suns
Interchange portal. Looking for that damn ranch, or John, or Darla, or anybody
who can... [sputter]... what the hell's going on?" "Everybody's in town. Can you give me your position
more exactly?" "Not exactly. There's no navigation satellite around
Goliath. But I'm about twenty klicks north of the Skyway ...
[crackle].,." The rest of the transmission got swallowed in static. "Sam, you're fading out. Repeat." "... ten klicks above the road... use the beacon..." "Sam, t can't read you, but stay put and turn on your
beacon. Repeat, stop and turn on your beacon. Acknowledge." "... on beacon, rodger. I read you loud and..." "Jake," Darla said. She was looking back through
the oval rear window. "A cop car crossed the intersection we just passed
through, going to our right. Don't know if he saw us." "Right. Well, they're up and about. And that kid
probably wasted no time reporting his horse-and-buggy stolen." "I should have given you the key right away, but I was
groggy as hell.'., "Doesn't matter," I said. "In order to slip
out of town, we need a nondescript vehicle. Trouble is, if we steal
another..." At that moment we saw John and company in their Gadabout
coming from the opposite direction. Winnie was with them. I rolled down the
window and yelled to no avail, then remembered the hom. Where? A button? No,
right here, the padded knob at the hub of the wheel. The nom tootled its absurd
herald, and in the rearview mirror I saw John leaning out the driver's port,
looking back. I did a fast U-turn, drew up to them and leaned on the hom. They
pulled to the curb beside a vacant lot. Darla got out her gun and I looked
around. Maxwellville reminded me of the little Jersey resort towns we used to
vacation in when times were good—flat, with low white or pastel buildings, but
here there were numerous vacant lots and a great deal of open, space. I hoped
this wouldn't take long. Winnie scrambled out of the Gadabout and ran over to us. I
got out of the vehicle and she hugged my legs, then jumped in to embrace Darla.
I told Darla to keep a lookout, then went over to the Gaddy. "Jake!" John greeted me cheerily. "You're
out!" "Not for long, if I don't get out of town." His smile faded. "Oh. Anything we can do?" "Yeah. Lend me your vehicle." "Uhhh..." His expression froze. "I know it's a lot to ask," I said, filling up the
silence in a hurry. 'Tell you what. Why don't you pull into that little diner
over there, go in, leave the key in the Gaddy. I'll steal it. Give me about a
half hour, then report it. I'll leave the car out on the Skyway, and there'll be
no problems." Susan was in the back seat. She
leaned forward and spoke into John's ear, but not so that I couldn't overhear. "John, don't do it," she pleaded. "We're in
enough trouble. Colonel Petrovsky said—" She broke off and looked at me
guiltily. "Sorry, Jake, but we'd like to stay out of this." "I can understand," I said, wondering if I had the
callous gall to yank John out of his seat, shoo Roland and Susan out... or just
pull a gun on them. But, damn it, you just don't do that sort of thing to friends. John looked depressed. "I really don't know," he
said, shaking his head wearily. Nothing like the sight of Reticulans to take your mind off a
moral quandary. They came ghosting by, four of them, rolling along in their
low-slung, bright blue-green roadster. It was a big machine with a trailer
tagging along behind, attached by accordian joint. The trailer was easily big
enough for an off-road buggy. The vehicle proper was a rhapsody of arcane
aerodynamic surfaces, curving sinuously, set about with clear low bubbles, tiny
minarets, spikes, and knobs. The aliens weren't looking at me—by that I mean
their heads weren't turned— but I knew those camera-eyes were set at extreme
wide-angle. Had they followed from the station? How? I hadn't seen them.
Uncanny, I heard Petrovsky say. But who can understand aliens? And
wherever the Reticulans were, the Militia would be close behind. "Jake, we'd really like to help," John was saying.
I don't think any of them noticed the Rikkis. I turned back to him. "It could mean my life,
John." "—but I... Oh, dear." John looked completely lost. "Let's do it," Roland said forcefully. "We
have no choice, morally speaking." "But the authorities," John wavered. "What
exactly is our responsibility... ?" "I think the moral issues are clear," Susan said.
"Jake helped us, and last night we helped him. At least we tried to." "You're doing moral bookkeeping?" Roland chided.
"Since when was an ethical issue a matter of debits and credits?" "I am not keeping books," Susan retorted, a
little hurt. "I just don't think it wise to get involved any more than we
are. We're going to be living on this planet—" "Jake, as far as I'm concerned," Roland told me,
leaning past John to look out the port, "you can have the Gaddy." "You didn't let me finish," Susan said
hotly. "I suppose it's up to me, then," John lamented,
the democratic process weighing heavily on his shoulders. "Jake, do you really think it's fair," Susan
appealed to me, "to ask us to risk being dragged into whatever you're
involved in?" "Huh?" I was looking at the Reticulans. They had
turned a comer to the left and had stopped, the rear end of the trailer
sticking out from behind the comer of an auxiliary building to a farm-equipment
stockyard. I wasn't overly concerned with them at the moment. They were taking
a risk cruising around a human city. Darla had her blunderbuss aimed in their
general direction. She'd blast first and inquire later if they showed. I kept
one eye on the other side of the building. "I'm sorry, what did you say, Susan?" "Susan has cast her vote," Roland said.
"John, what's yours?" John started to say something when Susan
blurted out, "I am really angry with you two!" Her cheeks glowed and
she was on the verge of tears. "I'm being totally ignored here and
everytime I say something—" "Nobody's ignoring you," Roland said sharply.
Susan was exasperated. "There you go again!" "People,
people..." John intoned placatingly. Darla was looking back at me, as if
to say. What gives? A good question. I had my own moral decision to make, and
time was running out. I fingered the handle of Petrovsky's pistol inside my
pocket. "We must approach this rationally, as always,"
John told his congregation. "Now, there's really no big hurry to get back
to the ranch. I suggest we go into the diner... and not leave the key—Jake here
being the resourceful sort that he is..." He looked at me for support. "That'd be fine," I said. But it would mean more
time wasted, time to hot-chip the antitheft systems. And tools? Where would
they come from? "One thing, though," I said, "Do they give you a
handikit with one of these things? Tool kit, for emergencies?" Roland opened the storage drawer under his seat and began to
rifle through it. "That way," John continued, "we could claim
we had no intention of helping Jake get away. Aiding and abetting, and all that
noise." He turned to Susan hopefully. "Is that acceptable?" "Lots of debris in here," Roland said, hunting
frantically. "Can't seem to find... what's this?" He held up a
greasy thing-amabob with a stray wire hanging from it. "Old engine part," I told him. "No, it's not acceptable, John, and you know it,"
Susan said huffily. "They'll never believe us. I'm getting out of this car
right now." "Now, wait a minute, please," John said. Roland looked up. "Oh, she's not going anywhere,"
he scoffed. "Watch me," Susan retorted frostily, and started
sliding toward the curbside door. John reached .back and grabbed her arm. "Susan,
please," he pleaded. And I grabbed John's arm. "People, I really don't have
time for this." John turned to me, a bit annoyed. "Uh, wait Just a
moment, will you?" Susan tried yanking her arm free but John held fast.
"Roland, talk to her!" "No tools," Roland said to me. I grunted. Well, no choice, really.... Susan had the door open and one leg hanging out, trying to
pry John's fingers from her arm. "Let me go," she said through
clenched teeth. "Roland, please, talk to her!" "Quit acting like a child," Roland snapped,
glancing up at her while still trying ;to find something useful in the drawer. "Go to hell. John, let go!" "Suzie, please," John said, his voice low and
appeasing. "We'll sort this out. Just wait one more minute before
you—" "Oh, let her leave," Roland told him, disgusted.
"Where's she going to go?" "Anywhere! If I can get out
of here. I'm warning you, if you don't—" "Susan, sometimes you're a complete shit. Do you know
that?" She stopped struggling and glared at Roland. "You
bastard! How dare you say that to me!" "Well, you tell me how we're going to make a go of this
colony when people bugger off at the first sign of trouble." "The first sign of—?" Susan's rage turned to
disbelief. "As if this expedition hasn't been a disaster from the day we
left Khadija! Three of us are dead, for God's sake." "Yes, I know," Roland
said, "but we've lost others. A i planet, new dangers—" "Ever hear of trying to prepare for those things? First
silly breakdown... and whose idea was it to disturb those nests of whatever the
hell they were? Isn't the first rule you should follow on an unknown
planet—?" "Yes, the first rule is 'never assume,'" John
said, "and I broke it. I take complete responsibility." "And that makes it all right?" "No, it doesn't." "Let her go." Roland was fed up. John sighed. Susan took advantage of the slack and jerked her arm free.
Roland immediately reached back and gripped her wrist. Darla was saying with her eyes: What are the morons doing
now? I shrugged helplessly. "Look, damn it, I want everyone to stop grabbing me...
this instant!" Susan slapped at Roland's fist. This was getting out of hand. On top of it, I was coming
down with the creepy itches again. I brushed off both shoulders. What was it?
Nerves? Bugs? "Susan, please, please calm down," John was
saying. "Let go of me." "Roland, let her go." "Where exactly do you think you're going?" Roland
asked her. "To the motel where Roger and Shari are staying." "We'll drive you there. All right?" "No, thank you. I prefer to walk." "Susan, be reasonable. Let her go, Roland." "Don't be stupid," Roland told her. 'Take your bloody hands off me." "No, I won't take my hands off you until you listen to
reason for one goddamn minute." "I said take your hands off me!" "JAKE!" It was Darla, standing beside the car with
the door open, pointing with urgency to something behind me. I whirled and saw
the front end of a squad car peeking from behind a pile of junk in the vacant
lot across the street. "Everybody down!" I dove over the engine housing
of the Gaddy, glided over the slippery finish, went end over end to hit ground
with a turned shoulder, and rolled to a crouch. The Teelies looked at me as if
I were insane. I crawled over, opened Roland's door. "Get down! DOWN!" Roland got the
idea first, grabbed the collar of John's funny-looking gray cassock and pulled
him over down to the seat. I was reaching for Susan when the first salvo hit.
The aeroglass windscreen of the Gaddy erupted into crushed ice. Susan still sat
there—miraculously unhurt—shaking her head, baffled. "Why... why are they
shooting at us? We're not—" I yanked her out of the car and down to the pavement just as
the next salvo slammed into the Gaddy. The air was alive with high-density
slugs, their hypersonic cracking louder than the report that sent them on their
way. The Gaddy shook like green jello as slugs chunked into it from at least
three directions. John and Roland tumbled out of the front door in a pile. "Stay low!" I told them. Looking around, I saw no
cover. The lot on this side had nothing to offer but dry scrub brush and a few
Wurlitzer trees. I heard Darla gun the automobile's engine. The tires wailed
as she popped the clutch pedal and jumped the curb. She came toward us swerving
crazily. A steering wheel's hard to get used to. She crossed the paved sidewalk
and ran the car into the loose sandy soil of the lot, sideswiped a Wurlitzer,
then straightened out and came at us, the tires shooting streamers of dirt
behind. She pulled up alongside the Gaddy and slid to a halt, racing the engine
noisily. Then she accidentally let up on the clutch while in gear and nearly
stalled the engine, but managed to keep it going. As she opened the driver's
door an HD slug whanged off the Chevy, screaming away in ricochet. I didn't
have time to be surprised at that. The door now effectively blocked the cops'
angle of fire from one vantage point. I helped John get past me, then Roland. "Everybody in!" I said. "Stay low!" I
shoved Susan through the door, Darla helping inside. The antique vehicle was
now attracting most of the fire, but it was partially blocked by the Gaddy,
which was flying apart in frayed pieces. Roland crawled through, then John
hauled his lean frame up and over the seat. Right then another shot hit the
door, spanging off as well, but the impact nearly knocked me aside. I pushed
and shoved John's skinny bun up and into what I now knew to be an HD-proof
vehicle, miracle of miracles. A high-density slug is hard to stop. The front seat was a tangle of bodies. I pulled myself in,
wedging myself into position, trying to force my foot through a snake pit of
arms and legs to the accelerator pedal. I got to it and pressed down. The
engine howled, but the buggy didn't move. I had to shift into first but
couldn't reach die clutch pedal. My left foot was lodged between the door and
the front seat. I bent over and ducked my head under the wheel, painfully
contorting myself down to where I could push me pedals with my hands. Someone
drove an elbow into my ear. "Darla, shift! Put the thing to number one!" I felt the shaft move against my neck. I let the clutch
pedal slide out from my hand and flattened the accelerator with my forearm. The
motor howled and the G-force pinned my neck against the gearshift. We were
moving. "Steer!" I shouted. Out of the comer of my eye I
saw her leaning over the back of the seat with her hands on the wheel. A sudden flash and an explosion. They had brought up exciter
cannon. The Gaddy was no more. It also meant we didn't have a chance. Seconds
later a white-hot cloud of brilliance enveloped us—and just as quickly we were
out of it. An exciter bolt had hit us dead center and we were unharmed. The vehicle shook with impact after impact, shots bouncing
off like stones from steel plate. Darla wheeled to the left and we hit
something, but it didn't stop us. The engine was shouting for second gear, but
I didn't want to chance it. Then I suddenly realized we had time. We had taken the worst
they could throw at us. "Everybody off!" I hollered, stupidly,
because I was the one on top. I let up on the accelerator and untangled myself. "Ouch!" came Roland's voice. A hand clawed at my
face. Darla took her hands from the wheel and helped pull me off
the pile of Teelies .Susan got free and crawled into the back seat, leaving
Roland, John, and me to sort ourselves out. We finally did and I came up for
air, cracked the door to get my foot free, slammed it closed again. We were
coasting through the brush on the other side of the lot. We reached the
sidewalk, bounced over the curb, and by that time I had the transmission rammed
into second. I floored the pedal and we roared out into the street, the tires
yipping like hounds at bay. "Which way to the highway?" I asked, but didn't
get an answer. Two squad cars angled out into the street presented a more
pressing question. My answer was straightforward. With all the confidence in
the world, I blithely aimed our anachronistic vehicle for the apex of the
triangle the blocking cars formed. "Hang on, people." Shots caromed off the glass—which wasn't glass at all— and
coherent beams played over the curving, glossy hull. Impervious. We hit the
squad cars with a loud bang but a mild jolt, shoved them carelessly aside, and
raced on down the street. We passed other cop cars, an armored personnel
carrier, then broke through the perimeter the Militia had secured. Their second
line of defense was negligible: wooden barriers. I made toothpicks of a few of
them, screeched around a comer to the right, hung a left, then a right again,
then debouched onto a wide boulevard mat seemed to lead away from town. Frightening power throbbed beneath my foot. I'd never driven
anything with comparable performance. And it was still in third gear. The
"speedometer" read ninety somethings per hour. Miles? Sure.
Appropriate to the period. For the next twenty minutes I drove with nothing in my way
but air. Maxwellville thinned to suburbs, then to development tracts, then to
nothing but open road with bare land on either side. No roadblocks; they hadn't
had time. Everyone sat in dazed silence. The Teelies were stunned, blank faces
staring at the mesa rolling by. Flashing barriers ahead, a new section of Colonial highway,
and a sign. TO SKYWAY AND SEVEN SUNS INTERCHANGE—ROUTES 85, 14 AND POINTS
SPINWARD. I managed to avoid hitting the barriers. We shot over the entry ramp
and out onto new Maklite surface six lanes wide. I called Sam. "I got a fix on you now, boy." "That's good," I said. "Where are you?" "Out in the bush by the starslab. But don't worry,
I'II pick you up. What are you driving?" "You won't believe it, but you'll know it the moment
you see it. Old Terran automobile. A replica, of course. But, Sam, I'll need to
know where you are. We have to make the switch off the road somewhere, out of
sight. Everybody in the galaxy's hot on my trail." "Really? Hold on." A pause. "Yeah,
I'm painting them now. Too far away, can't tell exactly how many... .Hey!
What're you trying to do, bum up the road?" "That's the general idea." "What's your speed?" 'Two hundred miles per hour." "What? Oh, I understand. Wait a minute. If it's a
true replica, the speedometer wouldn't read that high." "The needle buried itself at 100, then came up the
other side again, and the numbers changed. This buggy's a replica as far as
looks, but under the engine hous—I mean the hood— she's something else again.
I'm waiting to get to the Skyway to see what she can do." "Better step on it now. Something's gaining on you." "Okay." I thought it was about time for fourth
gear. I slid it in smoothly and the car surged ahead, pressing us back into our
seats. The numbers on the speedometer now ranged from 200 to 300. I urged the
car onward and the needle crept up to 250. "God, I can't believe this old rattletrap—" I
looked at the speedometer again and did a take. "What? Now this thing
reads like a machometer!" "You sure?" "Yeah. It is a machometer." "And it's not a reaction-drive vehicle?" "Negative. I'm at Mach point three five and holding.
Sam, how's the Skyway up ahead for high-speed travel?" "It's all straightaway to the portal, but be
careful. You know what they say. No ground vehicle is safe anywhere at over
Mach point five." "Right, but let 'em eat my dust for a while back
there." "They're still gaining." "They are? Sam, get moving!" "Say again?" "Get rolling now. If they're still gaining, it's a
Militia interceptor, and I know exactly who's driving it." The ambush
hadn't been Petrovsky's doing. That had been Elmo reasserting his authority.
But Petrovsky was on his own now, that wide Slavic nose pushed to the scent.
"No chance of us meeting anywhere on Goliath. Get moving toward Seven Suns
and we'll play it by ear from there." "Hold on, now, I'm getting more than one blip.
There's the fast-moving one, and then there're two behind him, a little slower." The Reticulans, with a backup vehicle? "And tailing them at a fairly good clip is another
one." The Ryxx, maybe. "And behind them..." "More?" Well, hell. "Move it out, Sam. You'll
have a lot more speed on the other side. Vacuum." "You don't know what Stinky did to me. Feel like a
new man. I haven't opened it up yet, but my cruising speed's up by at least
thirty percent. Stinky outdid himself this time." "Good, but get rolling!" "Okay, okay!" In no time we reached the old Skyway, pointing straight and
true toward a limitless horizon. The machometer crept upward—but what about
aerodynamics? The vehicle's shape was rounded, "streamlined" was the
word that came to mind, but the surface didn't look capable of slicing an air
mass at Mach one. There were no stabilizer foils, no GE flange, nothing.
There'd be heavy turbulence ahead if I kept pushing, and possible disaster. But
how was the car staying on the road at the speed we were doing now? And in
Goliath's soupy air to boot? To say there was more to this vehicle than met the
eye was an understatement by several degrees. "Sam, are you grabbing slab?" "That I am, son. I'm tracking you at Mach point
four. Where's the fire?" "Up my kazoo. By the way, what happened at
Stinky's?" "Well, it's a long story." "Edit it severely." "Right. Stinky worked on me all day yesterday, then
into evening. He said it was a challenge. It was 'way after dark when he
finished, and I insisted he rehook me to the trailer and let me squeeze into
the garage. I hadn't heard from you, and I thought it best. He balked at that,
but gave in. It was a tight fit. Anyway, about an hour later I hear somebody
breaking into the place. So I took off, not bothering to open doors. Stinky's
garage is now naturally air-conditioned." I winced. Stinky would go for the jugular next time he
clapped eyes on me. "Got you. Then what?" "Then nothing. I took off in the general direction
John had said his farm was in, but couldn't find anything. I had half a mind to
give you a buzz, but it just didn't seem like a good idea." "You were right. Would've given you away. Besides, I
had the beeper turned off. God knows why, but I thought it'd take them a while
to trace us to John's place, thought we were safe. But, go on." "Well, there isn't much more. Wandered all night in
the bush. Spotted a couple blips once, powered down and made like a rock.
Airborne bandits, and they passed right overhead The cops?" "The same. Sam, you were nearer than you thought. But
if that's true, I can't understand why I had trouble reading you." "Probably because I hid in a deep arroyo. Had a hell
of a time getting out of there. What's more, you called on FM." "Merte. Remind me to have the key redesigned so
that the AM and FM select tabs are on opposite sides." The silence in the car was getting me down. "Anyone for
Twenty Questions?" I asked, and felt immediately inappropriate. I glanced
around to find Susan glowering at me. "Sorry," I said lamely. "Now you tell me your life story." "That is much too long a tale, Sam. Later." "Damn
it, you never tell me anything." "Okay, a synopsis. The cops nabbed me, then someone
sprang me. Don't know who, but I think it was the Ryxx." "The Ryxx?
What the hell do they have to do with this?" "Don't know that either,
exactly, but I have an idea. As I said, later." •' Roland surprised me by asking, "Jake, how did
you get... uh, sprung?" I told him about the neural-scrambler field. "Then
someone tickled me with something to bring me around, and I got out." "Can you describe the symptoms?" Darla and Winnie began talking in the back seat as I told
him. Roland smacked fist into palm. "Then, I didn't fall
asleep on watch!" "Yeah?" "I knew it! I've never done that, and I've stood
watch more than most soldiers." "You're telling me the same thing hit us last
night?" "No question. I remember sitting there by the fire,
feeling a headache coming on. Then a buzzing sound... and then there was a
strange interlude there. I wasn't asleep. It was like an extended daydream. A
reverie. And the next-thing I knew you were kicking me and the flitters were on
us." Which meant that it had been the Reticuians who had
en-" gineered my escape from the station. One more unfittable piece in an
ever-growing puzzle. Darla leaned over the seat.
"Jake, from what Winnie tells me, Roland's right. She wasn't affected by
the field, or the effect, or whatever it was." "Most likely it was attuned to human neural
patterns," I ventured. "I'll buy that. What else did she say?" "She said she heard someone walk up to the house. She
got frightened, tried to wake us, but we were out cold. Then she ran outside
and hid in the bush." "Did she see anything?" "No, but she says she knows that two humans came into
the house, and one nonhuman. She says the nonhuman frightened her a great deal.
The smell was bad." "Does she have any idea what they did?" Darla asked her. I realized then that, while I couldn't
understand Winnie most of the time, Darla never seemed to have any trouble. "She doesn't know," Darla reported. She looked
over my shoulder and then said, "Jake, how fast are we going?" I looked. The needle had just edged past Mach point five.
"Wow," was all I could say. "Jesus Christ!" John shouted. I looked up. Sam was ahead. I swerved to the left and we
passed him like he was painted on the road. "Slow down, speed demon!" Sam's voice came
from the dashboard under the windscreen, where I had thrown the key. "Crazy
kids! No sense of responsibility." He chuckled. "You're right.
That buggy is a blast from the past. Look's like a middle-twentieth-century
Chevrolet to me. I'm no expert, though, on these things." I eased up on the pedal, and the needle fell off to saner
speeds. "How's our pursuit doing?" "He's pacing us now. Knows he can't catch you." "Yeah, but he can catch you, Sam. Dump the load. Unhook
the trailer." "Not on your life, son. We're paid to deliver goods,
not leave 'em strewn over a hundred klicks of road. Besides, he's after.you
now, not me." "Sam, I'm not so sure of that. If I had any sort of
priceless artifact, especially a map, wouldn't I leave it with you? Why do you
think they wanted to search you? Petrovsky might try to disable you and do just
that." "Who the hell's Petrovsky?" "Sorry. The guy nipping at our tail." "I can handle any cop who has a notion to breach my
road rights." "Sam, you know you can't. So, cut the crap and dump
it." "Is that any way to talk to your father? Moreover, my
disrespectful son, you forget something. I'm still mostly machine—in fact,
let's face it—I'm nothing but, or so they tell me. Machines must obey
programming. And I can't circumvent your tricky anti-hijack program. Only you
can detach the trailer with your thumbprint." He was right, and I had forgotten completely. "Sorry,
Dad." Alarms blared from somewhere inside the vehicle, startling
everybody. We then watched goggle-eyed as strange things began to happen to the
instrument panel. Magically, the funny dials and gauges metamorphosed into more
conventional-looking readouts, melting and reshaping as if worked by the hand
of an unseen sculptor. It took but a few seconds, and the final result was a
complete portal-approach display. "Remarkable," John said beside me, his bony knees
sticking up sharply. "Roland, change places with John. Give me a hand with
these readouts." They did. John breathed easier and stretched out, glad to
get off the hump that housed the drive train... at least I thought that
was what it was. I missed the warning signs, a blur beside the road. The
cylinders split the sky ahead, towering columns of unknowable energy and
substance. As we watched, a phthisic finger of lightning crackled down from a
clear sky to touch the lead left cylinder. Branching secondary tendrils snaked
from it to link the others in a fiery web, and for a second an eerie bloom of
pale blue light grew around the whole portal array, then shrunk back on itself,
vanished. I had only seen it happen once before. You can divide your
life into sections marked off by the event of witnessing a portal call down a
bolt from the clear blue. Everyone exhaled. "Seat belts?" I blurted. "Any safety
harnesses in here?" "No," Darla said. "Don't see any, except for
this funny hand strap hung between the windows." Strange. "Well, grab it, or something. Anything."
And then I remembered what was on the other side of the portal. "Windows?
Are all the windows shut?" Are all the windows shut? I couldn't believe I was
saying it. Could it be that this contraption wasn't vacuum-worthy? But no. Its
rightful owner had passed us on the Skyway, and he could only have come from Groombridge, the only portal
leading to Goliath. Unless he'd been out on the plains punking around. But
there was nothing out there but hoplite crabs and misery. The possibility lingered,
but surely the windows weren't glass.... "All shut, Jake," Darla said. "As a matter of
fact, the back window on Susan's side was open just a slit, and I happened to
catch it closing by itself when the needle went over one hundred. Now my window
handle won't budge." Things were happening too fast, and I was disoriented. The
commit marker streaked past, and the guide lane skittered beneath us. We were
streaking across a perilously thin edge of safety at a speed that was too fast
for reaction, almost. But through the wheel I felt another controlling force,
an assisting hand—an automatic system of some sort. The instrument panel was
lit up in reassuring green, and things seemed to be going fine. The cylinders whizzed by in a flickering blur, and we were
through the aperture. We arrived smoothly on a world of mirror-flat ice plains,
broken by low outcroppings of dark rock and occasional fracture rills. The road
cut straight ahead to a deceptively close horizon. It was dead night, but a
million stars gave the ice a sheen by which you could pick out features of the
landscape. And almost directly overhead there hung a chandelier of seven bright
stars, brighter by far than any seen on most planets. I pressed my face against
the window and looked up for a second or two. There had been no surge of speed when the car had hit
vacuum. I checked the machometer. Yes, only a slight increase. The car had some
remarkable aerodynamic properties. I tried calling Sam, but there was no answer. Too early. I
had no idea how far behind he had been, and now I was worried. Alarms sounded again. The sound was different this time. A
scanner screen appeared on the panel, showing traffic ahead, and I slowed down.
Soon we were down below Mach point three, and decelerating. I didn't want to
get too far ahead of Sam. There was now a decision to make: where to go? Seven
Suns offered three portals, with three separate ingress points feeding into
them: one from Goliath, two from other interstellar routes. One portal led back
to the heart of the Terran Maze by a many-light-year jump, another to Ryxx
territory. The third was potluck, so there were really only two choices, unless
we felt very lucky. "Sam, come in. Are you okay?" "I'm fine. Captain. I've got a cop on my tail,
though." I made a decision and braked. "I'm slowing down." "Negative! Get your butt through that Ryxx portal!
Get out of T-Maze. It's your only chance." "I think I can handle him. This car is some kind of
fused-up alien buggy with all kinds of surprises in it. Haven't found the armaments
yet, but I've a feeling I may be able to outshoot an interceptor. Whereas
you—" "Son, think a moment. What can this Petrovsky
character do to me? If he pulls me over, so what? If he searches, what'II he
find? Meanwhile, you can get away." "He may impound you." "Again, so what? I'll cool my rollers for a while
till you get back." It did make sense. "Okay. I guess." I didn't like
it. "In fact, I'm kind of hoping he does pull me over.
Maybe a Roadbug'lt come along and— Hold on." The key was silent for half a minute. Then I said,
"Sam? What's going on?" "He passed me. I said he was after you." "Yeah." I upped our speed as much as the traffic
would allow. I was weaving in and out of lanes now, passing rigs, roadsters,
alien conveyances of every sort and description. "One problem about
ducking into Ryxx Maze, though. One of those blips you painted was a Ryxx
vehicle." "They sprung you, now they're chasing you. Logical." "I've learned through the Teelies here that it wasn't
the Ryxx who got me out." "Who did? I'm confused." "That makes three of us. I'm twice as confused as you.
I think it was the Reticulans." "Oh, well, that explains everything." "Clear as shit, isn't it?" Something occurred to
me. "The thing that really puzzles me is how the Rikkis traced us to the
Teelies' farm. The Militia did it by making inquiries in town, but the Rikkis
couldn't have done that. And Petrovsky told me that he was following them."
I realized that Sam was in the dark about all of that. "Sorry, Sam. I'll
fill you in when we have time." "Oh no, go ahead. I'm writing this all down. What
about Wilkes?" "No idea. As far as I know, he's out of this whole
mess." "Well, that's one less fly on the pile." A pause.
"Jake, you'd better see about what guns you can bring to bear on the cop." "It'll be hard, on the run like this, but as I said,
you wouldn't believe what this buggy's capable of." The tumoff for the T-Maze portal came up. The Skyway split
into one branch that curved gradually to the left and one that continued
straight. Most of the traffic veered left, but I kept our bow pointed dead
ahead. "Okay, there goes one option. Now it's either Ryxx country or
oblivion." "Are you sure the Ryxx are in on this snipe hunt?"
"I have it on good authority that they are." "Uh-huh. Beats
me what you should do, then. Maybe you should've taken that turnoff." "Damned if I do, damned if I don't. If I head on
through to Theron, it means another high-speed chase and few places to duck
off-road, because of the bogs. Next up is Straightaway, which is all salt flats
and no place to hide, then Doron, where there's another Militia base. If
you remember, we were guests there once." "Oh, yes. I remember. Hm." "So, I'd rather take my chances with the Ryxx. Besides.
you used to have friends there. Maybe Krk-(whistle/click) knows something about
this. Wasn't that his name?" "Approximately. Of course, it's 'she' now. They all
turn diploid in later life. But her nest is ten thousand klicks into the Maze.
And that was a hell of a long time ago." Options were indeed dwindling. I half-entertained going
off-road over the ice to find the T-Maze road—but I had five innocent lives to
consider. I hadn't begun to decide what to do with the Teelies. Maybe turning
myself in would be the best thing after all. Finally clear up this mess.
Except... Except for the small matter of the Delphi series. But then,
maybe it wouldn't be all that bad. Hell. So what if it meant a stint in a psych
motel, drooling and finger-painting the walls with my own feces? Couple of
months learning all over again to go potty, wave bye-bye. Could do that
standing on my head. I'd come out of there a new man. Um.. .no thanks. The traffic thinned. The terrain flattened even more, low
ridges becoming more scarce. The car became a mite scurrying across a giant
billiard ball. Above, the stars were crisp and clear, like clean little holes
drilled through black velvet. Around us, in the biggest hockey rink ever, ice
glistened in the interstellar night. A warning tone sounded once again, this time a gonging bell
that said, "Battle stations!" The instrument panel underwent
still another transformation, while the scanner screen tracked a fast-moving
blip. Looked like a floater missile. "Roland, see what you can do with this fire-control
board." Roland scrutinized the panel, tentatively fingered a few
controls. "Hard to say what's going on here," he said. "All
these systems have funny designations. What's 'Snatch Field Damp' supposed to
mean?" "I can guess," I said, amazed. "It's closing pretty fast. What's your speed?" "Point three." "Well, I'd advise accelerating." I already was. The car surged f6rward, pressing us into our
seats. "I think it's at two kilometers, still closing." "Point three five." "Still closing." "Coming up on point four." "Still closing, but slower." Roland tested a
switch or two. "This says 'Arm' but I don't know what it's arming. Some
very strange things here." "Point four." "Still closing." I floored the pedal. The engine sent furious vibrations
through the wheel and into my hands and arms. A high whine, barely audible, was
all that conducted through the hotwall. "Point four five." "Still closing, I'm afraid. Must have variable thrust.
Emergency boosters. Oh, damn. Wait a minute, this must be it. 'Antimissile
Zap.' God, this is crazy." "Point five." "Closing. Has to run out of fuel sooner or later." "Don't count on it," I said. "Point five
five." "Still closing. About a kilometer." Roland
grunted. "G-force makes it hard to bend forward." He strained to read
the panel. "This must be an automatic system. All right, I've
armed it. Now what?" It struck me that Roland should be having a little more
trouble in bending forward. Our acceleration was rapid, should have been
something around three Gs. But it didn't feel like that much. "Point
six." "Closing, but slowly." Another moment. The acceleration seemed to be picking up
even more. "Point six five." "Closing." "Point seven! God help us." "Closing. Half a klick." "Point seven five!" "Closing! But barely." Everything was a blur outside. The car swerved murderously
with every random movement of my tensed arms. "I don't know how long I can
keep this up," I said. "I'm working on the problem," Roland said calmly.
"All right, now, everything seems to be set, but what activates the whole
system?" "Point eight!" "Um... wait a moment. No, that isn't it. 'Antimissle
Zap.' Remarkable way of putting it. What's this? I can't understand ...
'Eyeball' and 'Let George Do It.'" Roland looked at me, baffled.
"What could that possibly mean?" "For Christ's sake, Roland! LET GEORGE DO IT!" "Huh? Oh, okay." He pressed a glowing tab and
something left the rear of the car in a green flash. A few seconds later a
brighter flash lit up the road behind us in a soundless concussion. Roland studied the scanners. "No more missile," he
said with satisfaction. He turned to me and grinned. "That was easy."
He looked back, then said with concern, "But a bigger blip is gaining on
us. The interceptor, I guess. Looks like he's on afterburners." "I believe," John broke in with a solemn voice,
"that we just passed the turnoff to the Ryxx Maze portal." 10 NOBODY SPOKE FOR a while as it sank in. We were heading
straight for never-never land with exactly two alternatives: to double back on
the road and confront our pursuer, or to swing out over methane-water ice and
take our chances with hidden crevices, geothermal sinkholes, and occasional
impact craters. I braked automatically, then wondered what I was doing, where I
was going. Turn back? Give up? I saw no controls for roller supertraction and
doubted that the car could negotiate a surface of metallic methane—pure water
ice, maybe, but not water caged in frozen gas. Then again, I had no
justification to put limitations on this buggy. John broke the silence. "Jake? What do we do?" All
eyes were on me—Teelie eyes, that is. Darla and Winnie were talking in hushed
tones. I checked the scanner. Petrovsky was gaining on us very quickly now that
I had decelerated. I goosed it a little to give me more time. The road was
still perfectly straight, the terrain relentlessly flat. I kept my eyes glued
ahead. Sudden obstacles would be death at these speeds. "Jake?" John reminded me softly. "Yeah." I exhaled, my mind made up. "John,
I'm not going to stop. Don't ask me to justify the morality of it. I can't,
except to say that I can't possibly give myself up. I'm going to shoot the
potluck portal." Susan gasped. John took it silently. Roland was preoccupied
with the instrument panel. "If you have a gun," I went on, "I'd advise
you to pull it on me right now. The portal's coming up." Outlined in faint zodiacal light at the horizon, the
cylinders were rising above the ice like dark angels on Judgment Day. "Let me say this," I continued. "I wouldn't
shoot this portal if I thought it'd be suicide. You can believe me or not. Take
it for what it's worth, but I wouldn't do it if I thought there was no chance
of getting back." Roland looked at me. "Of course, Jake. Everybody knows
you'll get back—if you believe the road yams." "I'm grounding my belief in firmer evidence than beerhall
bullshit. Again, take it for what it's worth, but I intend to get back from the
other side. In fact, I know I will." "How do you know?" John asked. "Can't explain right now. I just know." John looked at me intently. "Jake, I'm asking you to
reconsider." "Sorry, John. Put a gun to my head and I'll stop. I
don't particularly want to shoot a potluck portal, but I will if no one stops
me." It sounded crazy even to me. Susan was quietly sobbing in the back seat. "Threatening one's driver," Roland said acerbically,
"at a little under Mach point seven strikes me as slightly absurd."
He turned to John. "Can't you see that Jake's in the Plan?" I caught quick glimpses of John's face in the lights of the
panel as I shifted my eyes fleetingly from the road. Rare to see a man
confronted with a literal test of his religious beliefs. John shook his head.
"Roland, it isn't simply a matter of—" "Oh, come on, John," Roland said, impatient with
his leader's recent behavior, or so it sounded. "How can you be so myopic?
We're in Jake's Plan, he's in ours. You can't deny that there's some kind of
linkage here. Can you?" "Maybe," John said, eyes belying his words.
"Possibly." He gave up. "God, I don't know. I really don't know
what to do." "I do," Roland said emphatically. "It's obvious.
No matter what we do, our paths and Jake's seem to cross. I say we let Jake
take the lead. It's clear his Plan is informing ours." Darla was pounding
me on the shoulder. "Look out!" A dark pool lay across the road. I braked hard, but it was
useless. In no time we shot across the spontaneous bridge over a geothermal
depression and were back on solid ice again. "Sorry, Jake. False
alarm." "No, keep watching. I need four eyes." Roland was bent
over the scanner again. Suddenly he spun around and peered back through the
oval rear window. "Merte. I should have been watching. He's back
there!" In the rearview mirror I saw the interceptor's headbeams
grow. "Jake? Are you okay?" No time to answer. I
mashed the accelerator. "I've got something on the scanner!" Roland
stabbed finger at the fire-control board. Green and red lights flickered.
"Come on, George, whoever the hell you are!" George didn't respond. Something smacked into the rear of
the car with a dull thud. I couldn't see the interceptor's lights. A dark mass
covered the rear window. I knew what it was, having been on the receiving end
of a tackyball before. Adhezosfero. Now the sticky mess was crawling all
over the back of the vehicle, fusing and bubbling, forming an unbreakable
molecular bond with the metal of the hull. Though it was close to absolute zero
outside, the thing wouldn't freeze, its chemical reactions providing heat long
enough to do the job. Petrovsky was feeding us slack now until the bond formed.
Then he'd start reeling us in. "What happened to the antimissile system?" Roland
wanted to know. "Probably read the approach as a slow projectile," I
said. "Tackyball shells are fired from a mortar. Didn't worry George
any." But I was worried. I kept the pedal flattened, hoping to unspool all
of Petrovsky's tether line before the bond firmed up, but the boys and girls at
Militia R&D had been putting in overtime. This one bonded in a few seconds.
A sharp jerk, and that was it. The Russian had us hooked. "Roland, this thing must have some beam weapons,"
I said. "Find 'em!" "I'm looking, Jake. But these designations are in
another language." "The language is archaic American. Read 'em off to
me!" "Okay. Tell me what 'Sic 'im, Fido' means." "Spell
it!" He did, and I stopped him in the middle of it. "Christ Almighty!
It must mean attack or fire or something. Hit it!" Roland did, and nothing happened. "It has to have a target!" I screamed. "Find
the aiming waddyacallit!" "The what?" The road behind lit up blue-white with the Russian's
retrofire, and we slid forward in our seats. Roland and John hit the
windscreen, and I took the padded steering column in the chest, but I kept my
leg stiffened and drove the pedal down, finding new depths of power down there.
My foot seemed to sink through the floorboards. The car lurched, then
acceleration took us the other way, sending us sprawling back on the cushioned
seat. I shot a look in the back. Susan, Darla, and Winnie were a tangle on the
floor, Susan's bare foot sticking up comically. A tug-of-war began, the interceptor's retro engines against
the growling power of the Chevy's unfathomable motor. But the Russian had his
moves down pat. He paid out line and let me pull, then cut retros and ate the
slack up plus more, reeling me in like a deep-sea catch. He was out-maneuvering
me and I knew it. And when he had us up close enough, he'd squirt us down with
Durafoam under high pressure, spin us into an immobilizing cocoon—one hell of
an effective technique against even a vehicle that can outgun you, if you can
get close enough. Roadbugs aside, when the cops want to snare you, they get
down to business. No Roadbug would save us now. I only had one countermove. The fish has sharp spines, so be
careful where you touch. I considered the consequences for a second or two, then
drove the brake pedal against the floor. The move caught the big man up short
and he shot past us, dragging the slack length of the graphite whisker line
along. It all happened very quickly. The invisible line pulled taut and yanked
our ass-end around into a fishtail, but in the process the hardened glob of
tackyball slid free from the back of the car. It was too late for Petrovsky. He
lacked time or the presence of mind to cut the line free. His headbeams swung
around to blind me, then continued the circuit into a wild spin. Something
strange was happening at our end: I felt an unseen force fight against the
fishtail, some kind of stabilizing inertial field. I was countersteering
sharply, but it wouldn't have been enough. We were traveling broadside to the
road, but something shoved us back. Petrovsky's vehicle kept spinning, trailing
wisps of hot vapor from its rollers, cold gas from its yaw/antispin jets, but
it was hopelessly out of control and went whirling off the roadbed, past the
shoulder and onto the ice. In the middle of it all we ghosted through a holo sign. The
words were repeated cinematically over kilometers and were projected large
enough to straddle the road. The Highway Department wanted no mistake. WARNING; The interceptor began to break up as it spun, wrapping
itself in a deadly cat's cradle of the trailing line, the ultrastrong,
superthin fiber slicing through hull metal like fine wire through cheese.
Pieces flew in all directions, some skittering across the road into our path. I
couldn't dodge them, too busy counter-counter-steering against the return
fishtail to the left, again Being helped by the strange force. We straightened
out, then re-rebounded to the right again, not as far this time, the
oscillations damping with each cycle. A big chunk of stabilizer foil tumbled
across the road, just missing us. I caught sight of the shapeless mass of
tackyball bouncing along behind the cop car like a useless anchor dragged over
frozen sea, its weight pulling the line into a lethal snarl. As I fought for
control I saw the flashing red commit markers ahead. Blind spots, burned in by
the cop car's intense headbeams, swam in front of my eyes, and I wasn't sure
where road ended and ice field began. The interceptor was pacing us, spinning
and sliding over close-to-frictionless surface, heading straight for the portal
but wide of the commit markers. I finally regained control and found that we
were on the shoulder near Petrovsky's vehicle, with our left rollers on the ice
and the right marker dead in our path. I wheeled to the left as sharply as I
dared. The interceptor was a rotating pile of junk now, throwing off pieces of
itself with abandon.... Then it exploded, or seemed to, but I knew it was
Petrovsky's ejection seat. He'd never make it, was too near the markers, doomed
to be sucked in by the cylinders. Across the glossy hood of the Chevy, sudden
highlights flared, reflections of Petrovsky's descent-rockets igniting. We shot
past the right commit marker, missing it by a hair. Now the real race began. We had to beat the wreckage of the
interceptor to the cylinders, get through the aperture before the horrendous
implosion that would happen as the mass of the wreck was torn atom-from-atom by
the portal's tidal claws. The wreck was veering outward now. There was a chance
it could move far enough out to miss hitting the right lead cylinder directly,
make a wide looping geodesic before it spiraled into the zone of destruction,
before it flashed to filaments of plasma falling into the ultracondensed mass
of the cylinders. The delay might be only a fraction of a second, but it might
be enough. It was all happening within seconds, but to me the flow of
things was gummed up into a languid slow motion. Endlessly, the wreckage
wheeled in the icy night, the sweep of its head-beams like some haunted
lighthouse on an arctic shore. I looked for the guide lane, the white lines
marking the safe corridor through the aperture, but couldn't see them. Red
lights blared from the instrument panel. "Jake? Jake, what's happening?" Sam's voice was
faint, far away. The guide lane was suddenly under me and we weren't dead
center. Our left wheels were over the white line. I corrected sharply, thinking
this was the end, we've had it, you just don't do this and live, and then felt
the car rising on its right wheels as greedy fingers of force closed over us.
We were up on two wheels, the car riding diagonally to the roadbed... and somehow
in those few fractions of a second I reacted unthinkingly, wheeling hard right
and tramping on the accelerator.... And then time jarred back to normal flow and it was wham!
back on four wheels, shooting down the dark corridor of the safe lane, the cylinders
black-on-black beside us, and then a brilliant flash that blinded me, followed
by an explosion of sound as we hit air and the car's engine shouted in my ears.
I saw light, pure and golden and warm; then my pupils contracted and the field
of vision split into an upper band of light blue and a lower one of blue-green.
Someone was leaning over my shoulder, and I felt hands over my hands on the
wheel. "Jake, slow down!" Darla was helping me steer. I braked, trying not to
panic-stop to avoid skidding. I was half-blind now but could see the road, a
strip of black over blue-green. The Skyway was suspended over water and there
were no guard rails. A few seconds later and I could see that the elevation was
minimal. We were on a causeway crossing shallow water. But our speed was still fantastic. Land ahead, an island or
a reef, coming up fast. The road looked like it ended there, but I wasn't sure.
I could see other vehicles parked on the island. I mashed down on the brake and
the tires wailed like hellhounds, the back end floating from side to side. We
began to drift toward the shoulder and I let up on the brake to straighten out,
then started pumping the pedal, but the shore was coming at us fast. I quit
pumping and stood on the brake, the sounds of the tires splitting my ears, the
sky, sea, and land heaving around us. Darla was no help now—I was fighting her
as well as the wheel. I pushed her back and took over, my vision nowhere near
normal but adequate in the bright sunlight. We were down to a mere 150 miles per
hour, but the shore of the island was upon us. We shot past a wide beach, still
on the Skyway, and blurred through a narrow strip of land until we reached the
opposite shore and another beach. The road picked up the causeway again and
headed out to sea. Not far from the beach the road began a gradual dip until it
sank beneath the deep water beyond the breakers. My stiffened body was perpendicular to the brake pedal, and
I braced myself by pulling backward on the steering wheel. The back end was
fishtailing but I didn't countersteer, couldn't, counting on the mysterious
force to set us aright. It did, and with a final screaming chorus from the
tires we skidded to a stop a few meters from the gentle waves washing across
the width of the roadway. Nobody moved for a long while. I sat there letting warm
sunlight soothe my face, not feeling much of anything else. I was numb, my arms
like dead things in my lap, my body limp and useless. From outside came the
strange croaking cries of seabirds and the sound of water lapping against the
sinking road. Presently, someone moaned. Susan. I made an effort and
looked over the back of the seat. Susan was down there somewhere, as was
Winnie. Darla was sitting up looking dazed, relieved, glad to be alive, amazed
to be alive, and totally exhausted, all at once. Our eyes met and a flicker of
a smile crossed her lips. Then she closed her eyes and tilted her head back.
Roland and John began to pick themselves up from the floor-decking. It took
time. We sat there for a good while longer until I felt a throb of
feeling return and a tiny bit of strength begin to trickle back. Then I put my hands back on the wheel. It took time to get
the car into reverse, but I finally figured it out, backed up, turned around,
and headed back to land. No one spoke. The island was packed with vehicles of every kind, parked
and waiting. We reached the end of the beach and I hung a right, going off-road
over sand and scrubby rust-colored beach grass, threading through the crowd of
parked vehicles. Beings of every sort were represented here, none of which I'd
ever seen before. There were humans here too, sitting in their buggies with
doors open or standing in groups outside, smoking cigarettes, talking. Others
were picnicking on the sand. Somewhere underneath the blanket of fatigue that
covered me I was surprised to see them, but didn't dwell on the implications.
Everyone seemed to be waiting for something. I could guess what it was, but I
didn't give much thought to that either. I kept driving around. The island was
narrow but long and crescent-shaped, little more than a sandbar dotted with
some suitably odd vegetation, clumps of scraggly brush that looked like
land-colonizing seaweed, and a few tall shaggy trees with dull red foliage.
There wasn't much else to the place. No other land was in sight. Near one end of the island, which I arbitrarily designated
as north, another spur of the Skyway came in over the causeway from the
northwest. It crossed the island diagonally and plunged beneath the waterline
as well, its junction with the Goliath spur submerged farther out. Traffic from
the ingress point was substantial, backed up along the causeway for half a
klick or so. If we had ingressed here, at our speed... well, no use to dwell on
that either. Things got congested up there, so I turned around and went
back, hugging the western shore until we found a spot that was relatively free
of traffic, vehicles, and people, a little knoll above the beach topped with a
lone tall tree. Before stopping we passed a middle-aged man in an electric-blue
jumpsuit standing by his roadster, smoking, looking at us curiously. As I drove
by he tapped his nose with an index finger, signing that the air was okay here.
Thank you. I rolled down the window and Goliath's syrupy stuff whooshed out and
let in tangy salt air and sea smells, very Earthlike. From long experience I
could tell by the sound of the rushing air that there wasn't any pressure
differential to worry about. The atmosphere was fairly heavy here too. I've had
a touch of the bends once or twice, and I should have checked it out first, if
I could have found the readouts. But I was dreaming along, not caring, barely
there at all. I stopped the car at the edge of the gentle slope down to the
beach, put it in neutral and jerked up on the hand brake. I didn't shut the
engine off. Then I opened the door. Took me time to get my legs moving—pure
homemade jelly. Then I got out, staggered down the hill to the flat, and sank
to my knees. I fell forward and stretched out in the warm sand. Darla came down and lay on her back beside me. She'd taken
off her suit and was down to halter and briefs, golden skin exposed to whatever
passed for solar radiation here. Darla could have been a blonde easily. The
downy stuff on her arms and body was very light. And on the side of one
shoulder, a heart-shaped port-wine mark, tiny one. I shut my eyes and stopped thinking. Seabirds, or whatever
they were, croaked above. I wasn't looking, wasn't thinking of looking. I just
listened to their calls, heard combers wash the beach, an occasional engine
sound, the distant rumble of the Skyway. My closed eyelids glowed red-orange.
Gradually, I started to feel very warm in my leather jacket. I lay there for as
long as I could stand it, then sat up and shed the jacket, took off my shoes (I
still had no shirt), then turned around to lie down with my head next to
Darla's. The sky was hazy, very light blue, hung with streamers of soft gauze.
I saw the flying things. They were fish. Looked like fish, anyway, with flat silvery
bodies and huge winglike pectoral fins made of thin translucent membrane
stretched over a frame of sharp spines. They were soaring, really, not flying.
I watched one ride an air current directly above, unmoving with respect to the
ground, gliding on the stiff ocean breeze. It hung there for a minute or so,
then lost lift and started a dive toward the water. Halfway down it folded its
wings and stooped, plunging head first into the depths beyond the breakers. I
heard the splash and lifted my head. Not far from where it went in another one
launched itself from the water straight into the air, shooting up a good ten
meters before it unfolded its wings with the sound of a parasol suddenly
opening. It caught a good updraft and began to rise. Then I noticed the wrecks. Hulks of abandoned vehicles awash
in the breakers, all kinds, some with Terran Maze markings. More of them up and
down the beach half sunk in the sand, some so covered-over and sprouting with
beach grass mat I'd mistaken them for dunes. Apparently this planet had been a
dead end for some time. Those without flying vehicles had been stranded here,
left either to swim for it, bum a ride, or die. Surely there was some way off
now. Or was there? I let my head fall back. Of course there is. What's all this
traffic about then? Everybody doomed? Stop thinking. But I didn't stop thinking, and wondered about Sam. He was
an hour behind us, at least. Would he shoot the potluck portal? Did he know I
had? We might have been well out of scanner range, but then he must have
tracked us to the Ryxx Maze cutoff and seen us go beyond it. I lifted my head
again. I could see the ingress causeway from Goliath. We'd wait and see. I lay
back again. I had fussed over everything of immediate concern, seen all there
was to see, and right then I didn't care about Reticulans or cops or treasure
hunts or even Teelies. Not at the moment, because a breeze was carrying cool
salt air to lift some of the heat from my baking skin, Darla was beside me,
things were quiet, and I didn't give a merte. A shadow fell over my face, and I opened my eyes. It was
Darla, looking at me. She smiled, and I smiled. Then she giggled, and I did
too. "Let George do it," she said. It was like
repeating the punchline to a very funny joke. We couldn't stop giggling. "Sic 'im, Fido," I managed to say between waves of
mirth. We broke out laughing, all the tension exploding away in an
instant. Darla collapsed over me, helpless as I was, convulsed, two complete
idiots on the shore. We were like that for five minutes. It was overreaction,
an undertone of hysteria to it, the terror of it all hitting us, tearing out
shrieks of laughter. And when it was all gone it left us spent, breathless, and
sober. We looked at each other, and for the first time I saw a hairline crack
in that smooth, cool shell, saw vulnerability in Darla's face. Her mourn was
half open, her lower lip quivering the slightest bit, eyes widened and
searching for something in mine, looking for a cue. I'm afraid. Is it okay?
Will you let me? I wanted to say. Yes, love, it's okay, you can let go, don't
be afraid to feel fear when it's justified, and. yes, I'll be strong for you,
just so that next time you let me have a turn... but suddenly she was wrapped
up safe in my arms and there was nothing more to say. Very quickly we were naked, her briefs and halter
materializing in my hand somehow. Flimsy things they were, scraps of soft
cloth, and the next thing I knew we were making love without a thought as to
who was around. It was sudden, a little desperate, and more than a physical
bonding. We needed to tell each other that we were still alive, still here,
still able to feel, to touch, needed proof that we still had bodies all of a
piece, warm and pulsing, bodies that lived and moved and tingled and glowed,
that could feel pleasure and pain, exhilaration and fatigue. We had to convince
ourselves that we weren't bits of lifeless stuff squashed up against some
unimaginable object, that we weren't plain dead. And as it is after all brushes
with death, there was a sense of the precious-ness of every moment, of every
sensation, an awareness of the miraculous nature of life. We celebrated that,
and celebrated ourselves. Afterward, there was deep calm. Birdfish croaked their
soaring song above. With my head on Darla's breast, I watched little crustacean
things scuttle across the sand—didn't look anything like crabs, more like tiny
pink mushroom caps up on tripods. Not far from us, an animal with a brightly
colored spiral shell popped partway out of the sand, shot a stream of water
into the air in a neat arc once—spritz!—and screwed itself back into the beach.
I noticed for the first time that the white sand under us had sparkling
elements in it, millions of little glassy beads. Pure silicon tektites,
probably, products of meteor hits long ago. Or maybe not so long ago. Something
had altered the geology of this planet since the Roadbuilders had laid their
highway here. I heard a hum and looked up. An alien aircraft, climbing
from its takeoff from the northern spur. Lucky bastard. Then I hoped for him
that he knew where the egress portal was, and that the road to it was landable.
Otherwise, he'd have to double back all the way here and go slumming among the
ground-suckers. He probably wouldn't run out of fuel. With fusion, it's a
rarity, but you do see some very primitive equipment on the Skyway now and
then, belonging to races that you'd have to call overachievers. After a long while I got up and stood over Darla, looking at
her slim golden body. She opened her eyes and smiled. Then I looked up the
knoll. The man in the loud blue jumpsuit was looking down at us, standing far
enough away so that I couldn't tell if the curl tollis lip was a smirk or a
friendly grin. I didn't care if he'd been there for the whole performance. Glad
to oblige. "How's the water?" I yelled up at him.
"Safe?" "Yeah, sure!" he shouted back. "Go
ahead!" Darla stood up, unashamed. I took her hand and we ran down
to the surf, splashed in on foot a ways, then dove into the first breaker. The
water was piss-warm but it was good to wash the sweat and sand off. My first
bath in—how long? Darla's too, I supposed, unless she managed to get one while
I was.. -but of course she had—at the Teelies' motel. Wait a minute. Had she
gone there? She hadn't said. In fact, she hadn't gone into what had happened
after she avoided getting fried out in the bush. I had assumed she went into
town with the Teelies after the cops left with me, but I didn't know. She would
tell me sooner or later, I guess. I ducked my head, came up sputtering, and
rubbed myself down briskly, trying to get the jail smell off me. Institutional
stink. The water was a buoyant, rich saline solution with a slightly slimy
quality. It was like swimming in thin chicken broth. Darla was out beyond me in
deeper water, backstroking lazily. Behind her and out a good distance, another
birdfish rocketed from the water and took wing. All right, let's face the question. Exactly how the hell did
Darla wind up in the Militia station with Petrovsky? Did they come and get her?
Did she come down to try to arrange my release? She said that Petrovsky wanted
her for questioning, but Petrovsky said... Something large and dark was moving in the deep water behind
Darla. I stood up and peered out. I didn't like it, and Darla was out too far.
I called to her and told her to come in. She asked why with a questioning grin. 'Wow, Darla." She got the message and shot forward into an Australian
crawl, making it to shallow water in no time. Her stroke was very strong. Then
a breaker took her straight in to me. I pulled her to her feet and pointed
seaward. Just then something broke water out there with a boiling splash. I saw
only a huge dark mass and a gaping mouth stuffed with more teeth than could
possibly fit. Then the mouth sank, closing on something below the surface. The
sea churned with the struggle, fins and flipperlike appendages thrashing up
from the water over a wide area. Two very large animals were going at it. Darla hadn't really been in danger, but had she been out a bit
farther... "That bastard!" Darla
said bitterly, turning toward the beach. "He said it was—" I looked. The man was gone. She turned to me and wrapped her arms around her ribcage,
suddenly chilled. "Weird," she muttered with a sour look. God
preserve us from smirking weird bastards. 11 WHEN WE GOT back to the car, John was sitting in the front
seat with his legs hanging out the door, grinning at us. Winnie was playing in
the sand very near, drawing figures with a piece of shell. I grinned back,
welcoming his change of mood. "Where're your two kamradas?" I asked. He pointed to the nearby tree, in the shade of which Roland
and Susan lay wrapped up into a ball. "They seemed to've patched things up," I said. "Yes, they have," he said approvingly. There
wasn't the least hint of jealousy. "How was the water?" "Fine, but the sea life is a little too
interesting." 'Trouble?" "No, not really." I sat down on the front seat,
wishing I had a cigarette. I tried to forget about it, looked up the beach to
the causeway. No traffic as yet. I took the key from the dash and tried calling
Sam. No answer. What if he didn't come through? I'd miss him, but we did have a
vehicle. But no food... hmmm. And no money. What passed for coin-of-the-realm
outside the known mazes? No doubt we'd find out. Food. God, was I hungry. How
long? Supper last night, nothing since then. I sighed, then slipped the key
into my pants pocket. After a while, Roland and Susan gathered themselves together
and walked over. "Hi," Susan said to me, smiling a little
sheepishly. "Hello, Susan." She seemed calm, even content. It was quite a change.
"Well," she said brightly, "we seem to have... to've gone and
done it, haven't we?" "Yes, we have. I'm sorry." She shook her head. "No need. I pretty much understand
it all now. Roland is right about you. You're definitely a nexus for us."
She laughed and crinkled her nose. "More Teelie talk. What it means
is—" "I think I understand," I said. Then, realizing
I'd interrupted her again, I said, "Sorry, you were explaining. Go
ahead." "It doesn't matter. I get interrupted a lot mainly
because I talk too damn much. I'll tell you later." "Okay, but again, I'm sorry." She drew near me and put her hand behind my neck, bent down,
and was about to kiss me, but looked first toward Darla, as if to see if it was
okay. Darla was crouching beside Winnie, watching her draw. Then Susan kissed
me sweetly. "You did what you had to do, Jake," she said.
"It wasn't your fault. You have a Plan too." "I do? And here I thought I was improvising so brilliantly." "No, no. Your task is to discover the Plan first, then
go with it, accept it." "Uh-huh. Karma." "No, not karma. Karma is another word for fate,
predestination. A Plan is just that. A scheme, a plot, something to follow.
Plans can be changed, but only if they have linkage ^vith the overall design of
things." "I see. Okay, I'll try." What could I say? She kissed me again, then went over to see what Winnie and
Darla were up to. "Hmmmm." Roland's voice came from behind me. I turned on the seat. He was
studying the instrument panel again. He looked at me. "I think I've finally figured out the
beam weapon, if that's what this is all about," he said, indicating an
area of readouts on the fire-control board. "By the way, did you notice
that this whole business disappeared after we got through the portal?" "No," I said, not oversurprised that Roland had
had the presence of mind to notice anything amidst all the excitement. "Must be automatic. Pops out when the defensive systems
detect a threat—that missile, for instance. But the driver can make it come out
anytime. Here." He showed me a small button on the steering column.
"Don't fret. Everyone was well away from the vehicle when I pushed it.
That'll make the board appear when the driver perceives a danger that the car
doesn't." He pointed to the beam-weapon controls. "Anyway, this
thing..." He broke off and shook his head. '"Sic 'im, Fido'," he
repeated. He turned to me with a bemused smile. "Isn't that the strangest
thing?" "Well, not really," I said. "The owner
obviously wanted to confuse anyone who stole the car. Like us. Me." "Then why label anything?" "A good point. Poor memory?" Actually, the fact
that the owner clearly had a sense of humor might explain it better, I thought. "Well, who knows. At any rate, you choose a target
simply by doing this." He touched a finger to the scanner screen, covering
a blip with his fingertip, then withdrew it. Lines on the screen converged and
the blip was centered in a flashing red circle. "That locks the system on
target. And the fire switch is here." "What have you got there?" "The tree, I think. The thing's probably calibrated to
ignore ground clutter, but that tree's a bit tall." I looked around the immediate area. A few vehicles were
parked a good distance behind us. The Weird Bastard's roadster was gone, and
everyone in our party was toward the rear of the car. Then I looked at the
tree. It was a shaggy, scrubby thing, not what you'd call attractive. The car
was angled a little to the left of it. "I take it the car's orientation doesn't matter." "Doubt it," Roland said. "Okay. Well, hold your fire for just a minute." I got out, went over to the tree and took the grandest pee
of my life. I'd been lucky to keep it in so long. Back on the Skyway there had
been moments... I walked back to the car and slid behind the wheel again.
"Okay, Gunnery Sergeant. Fire when ready." "Right." He hit the switch. Something left the right underside of the car, something big
and glowing, a writhing shape of swirling red fire, screeching like a hellbeast
on the loose. The sound sent a cold twinge down my spine. The shape was vague,
but there was something alive in there, a suggestion of a living form, limbs
churning, legs moving over the ground, but the shape changed as it moved and parts
of the phenomenon spun like a dust devil. It was big, at least three times as
high as the car, and moved quickly, catlike, taking only a second or so to
cover the distance from the car to its target. Furious flames enveloped the
tree, then fiery arms surrounded it and tore it from the ground by the roots,
flinging it up into the whirlwind where it was tossed and battered about as it
burned. Flaming limbs flew in every direction. And all the while the shape of
the cloud was shifting, changing, and the sound was like nothing you'd want to
hear ever again. The tree was thrashed and ripped apart, tumbling in a vortex
of demonic combustion. It went on for some time. When there was nothing left, the phenomenon dissipated,
fading into the air. All that remained were smoking fragments in the sand. Thin
smoke rose from where the tree had been. I found that I'd been'' gripping the wheel very tightly. I
relaxed and sat back. After a long silence Roland said, "So that was
Fido." "Yeah." I suppressed a shudder. The thing had really
gotten to me. "Any ideas?" Roland thought about it. "Energy matrix of some
kind." What had gotten to me was the maniacal single-mindedness of the
thing. True, its target had been only a tree, but I had the feeling it would
have done the same job on anything in the known universe. Anything. And not
stop till the job was done. "I take it that by 'matrix' you mean energy
molded by some kind of stasis field?" "Either that, or it was an unimaginable sort of life
form." "Life form? Good God." Right then I admitted to myself
that-this vehicle was giving me a good case of the leaping creeps. "Actually," Roland said, "I don't have a clue
as to what it might have been." "Yeah." I had no idea either, and wanted to drop
the subject. I got out of the car, a little unsteadily. Up and down the shore
as well as inland, people and beings were clambering into their buggies and
moving away. I didn't blame them. John, Susan, Darla, and Winnie were lying prone in the sand, looking up
at me with shocked bewilderment, except Winnie, who still had her head tucked
under Darla's arm. "Sorry, folks," I said. "Should have warned
you, but we weren't expecting anything like"—I motioned over my
shoulder—"whatever the hell that was." They all began to pick themselves up. I went back to inspect
the rear of the car, where the storage compartment was. There's another term
for this area, but it eluded me. Black clumps of solidified tackyball still
clung to the metal, some to the back window. I hit them with the heel of my
hand until they snapped off. It had been a big gamble, but I had banked on the
possibility that the hull of this strange vehicle would not admit a permanent
bond. I'd won. The stuff had bonded superficially, but wasn't up to taking a
sudden shear stress. I wondered if we'd seen the end of the surprises-the car
had in store. I went around to me front again, stepping over the drawings
Winnie had etched in the sand, now partially erased. From what I could see, the
figures were vaguely spiral. I got in behind the wheel. John was now sitting where Roland
had been. "Well," I said, "I guess we hang around here
for a while." Right then I noticed something, cocking my ears. "Hey,
isn't the motor running?" The engine idled so quietly it was hard to tell. "I shut it off," John told me. "When you got
out after we stopped, you didn't look like you were... I'm sorry, did I do
something wrong?" He looked deflated. "Again?" he added
dismally. "No, no, I should have said something. It's just that
there should be antitheft devices on this buggy. But I can't understand how the
weapons were operating. Oh, I see." The key had a setting marked AUX. John
hadn't turned it back all the way. "Hm. Wonder what happens if I try to
start it again?" John didn't look as if he understood the implications.
Against my better judgment, I turned the key. The air was full of cats, big cats with fur that stood
straight up, crackling with static charges that needled every square inch of my
skin. I leaped out of the car, hit beach, and rolled. The effect stopped the
instant I was out, but I felt scratchy and raw all over. I looked up to see the
car come alive. With two quick, solid bangs, the doors slammed shut by
themselves and the windows rolled up. In seconds the vehicle was locked up
tight. Only John and I had been inside. Presently, he came limping
around the car, brushing sand from his bare chest. His hair was salted with
sand as well, and he stopped to bend over and brush it out. I got slowly to my
feet, wondering why I sometimes do the things I do. John came up to me. "Jake?" "Yes, John." "I just want to say..." He groped for words.
"You're the most unboring person I've ever met. I don't know how
else to put it." He gimped off. A left-handed compliment, or a right-fisted insult? On second thought, I never do a damn thing. It keeps on
happening to me. 12 I FELT AMBIVALENT about losing the Chevy. On one hand I was
almost glad to be rid of the thing and its bottomless bag of unsettling
surprises; on the other, I hate to walk, which is what we did. We hoofed it down
to where the Goliath spur cut the island almost in two. Farther south the
vehicle density was higher, and I figured that whatever was coming to fetch
everyone off the island would come in there. I was right; there was a harbor of
sorts three quarters of the way down the concave curve of the crescent on the
eastern shore. (By now I knew my intuitive orientation had at least a chance of
being right— the sun was declining on the other side of the island now, and to
me that was west. Strange that most planets do seem to rotate to the east.) I stood looking westward, back along the stretch of road to
the far shore and out along the causeway curving off into the snot-green sea. I
thought I could see the causeway end out there, a few hundred meters beyond the
ingress point. "Roland, how far do you think it is from where we
ingressed to where we stopped?" He shaded his eyes against the sun and looked west, then
glanced toward the near shore, then back. "Two klicks, maybe less." "And what do you estimate our speed was when we shot
through?" "Mach point eight, but I wasn't looking." "Neither was I, but that sounds good. So, we went from
around two hundred fifty meters per second to zero in a little under two
klicks. What's that work out to in Gs, eyeballs-out? Mind you, I didn't start
braking immediately." I could almost see the electrons flow. I had Roland down as
either a natural lightning calculator or a microcalc implantee. At times—just
for seconds—his eyes went cold and silicon-ish. He answered quickly. "Too
many." He shook his head, puzzled. "It doesn't figure. Can't be
right." "That's what I thought, but it has to be right." "But we didn't feel that kind of deceleration. Normal
panic-stop Gs, yes, but..." He thought about it. "Which could only
mean that our strange vehicle doesn't feel constrained by ordinary physical
laws like conservation of momentum." "Right, which is impossible, or so I'm told." I
remembered something. "One thing—I was in no shape to think about it at
the time, but I felt a wave of heat hit me when I first got out of the car. At
first I thought it was the sun, but it got cooler as I walked away from the
car. Could've been my imagination—" "No, you're right, the car was radiating heat for a
while after we stopped. Very noticeable, but when I touched the hull, it was
only slightly warm." "A superradiator substance, probably, but that's not
surprising, given the speeds it can hit in an atmosphere. Tell me this, d'you
think the car could have been converting unspent momentum directly into
heat?" He shrugged. "Why not? I'm inclined to believe almost
anything at this point." I scratched my three-day growth of beard. "Yeah.
Spooky, though, isn't it?" "Urn... spooky. Yes." The others were waiting for us on me other side of the road.
It had been a long trek, and we still had a piece to go until we made the
harbor, or so we'd been told. "Trouble, ja?" one elderly woman with a German
accent had asked us. "Vehicle break down?" "Uh, yes. Tell me, is it true mat there's no way back
to the Terran Maze from here?" She laughed, showing a gold incisor. The sight of it threw
me until I figured out what it was. When had dentists given up that peculiar
technique? A century ago? Two? "Oh, nein, nein, new, kamrada, no, no, no."
Apparently it was a damn silly question. "Gott, no," she said, still
laughing. "Impossible. You take wrong portal, ja? Make mistake." "Yeah, I guess we did. Thanks." "You go down zere," she said, pointing south.
"Zey vill haf boat comink, ja? Ferryboat." "Thanks. Are you taking the ferry also?" "Ja, ve alzo." She anticipated my
next question. "Ve stay up here till boat is comink," she went on,
waving with disdain toward the lower end of the island. 'Too much people.
Aliens." Her lifecompanion smiled at me. He was a little older, bald,
and wore eye-lenses... glasses, spectacles. We left them chuckling to each
other, as if they'd now heard everything. Walking away, I reflected on the fact
that there seemed to be a lot of middle-aged and older types around.
Antigeronics hard to get here? Gold teeth, spectacles—okay, things were
primitive, but what about the vehicles? "Jake!" It was John, calling to me across the
road. "The women want a privy call. Must find some cover, you know." "Right." "Someone's coming," Roland said, pointing to the
western causeway. "Sam!" "No, a roadster... two." I shaded my eyes and looked. Two green dots were heading
toward us. Reticulans, right on schedule. I practically threw Roland across the road. We needed cover
fast, but there was nothing in sight but a slight rise a good minute's run down
the sand. I yelled for everyone to run like hell, and they did with no
questions asked. They were learning. Flattened in the sand just over the top of the rise, I
watched two insect-green roadsters cruise across the island and come to a stop
at the edge of the eastern beach. The lead vehicle was the one with the
trailer, and the backup was more like a limo, bigger, with an extra rear seat,
plus plenty of aft storage. The shadowy figures behind the tinted ports in the
rear didn't look like Reticulans, but I couldn't tell if they were humans or
not. Both vehicles pulled off the road, probably to talk things over. After a
minute or so, they crossed the Skyway and headed north, perhaps following our
distinctive tire tracks. Were they? No, that trail skirting the beach was
well-traveled. Our trace should have been obscured by then. When they saw the
submerged roadway, it was fifty-fifty that they'd head north. Still... When they were out of sight, I got up and brushed the sand
from my chest. I was now shiftless and jackedess, having left my brown leather
second skin in the Chevy, along with Pe-trovsky's pistol. Force of habit had
saved Sam's key for me, since I don't usually leave it lying around. I had
whatever gods who were on my side to thank for the presence of mind to have put
it in my pants pocket. I walked down the other side of the hill and had a mild
temper tantrum. Darla watched me kick sand, pick up a stick, and beat a poor
patch of land-weed into pulp, then fling the stick away. She walked over to me. "Finally getting to you?" "Merte!" I said. "Shit! Piss!" I kicked
more sand. "Hell and goddamn," I finished, done with it. She thought it was very amusing. I did too, after a moment.
I looked at her. She was in briefs and halter, wearing her knee-high boots,
carrying the jumpsuit in a roll under her arm. Roland was carrying her
backpack. If my mind had been less occupied, I would have had trouble not
staring at her. Roland was staring, not that I blamed him. The briefs were very
sheer. Susan was topless and was by any standard an eyeful as well, but she
wasn't drawing a glance from him. But then, Susan was a known quantity, so to
speak. "Darla, how are those damn bugs following us?" "I don't know. It's very strange, but they are a
Snatchgang, aren't they?" The others pricked up their ears. I wished Darla hadn't said
it, but now they knew, if they hadn't before. Snatchgangs go after one quarry,
and one only, so the Teelies weren't in danger, unless the Rikkis had a mind to
use them to get to me—which, when I thought about it, was indeed a possibility. "Okay, they're a Gang, but how did they trail us
through a potluck... and why?" "Could they have scanned us?" "They were behind Sam, and even he might have lost us.
And Sam didn't shoot the portal, so they didn't follow him through. No, they're
using some exotic tracking technique, known only to Gangers. But what is
it?" Darla considered it. "Chemical trace? Pheromones?" "Possibly. But can they detect minute quantities of the
stuff over hundreds of kilometers of airless void?" "Some Terran insects can be sensitive to a few
molecules in a cubic klick of air, so maybe—" "Yeah, but Rikkis aren't insects; they're highly
evolved life forms. Even bear their young live, like us." "I was going to say that with the aid of technology,
maybe they could do the same through vacuum." I stroked her shoulder. "Sorry, love. I'm being testy,
I know. Your point's well-taken. But..." I looked up at the sky and
massaged the back of my neck. "God, am I tired." I yawned and got
hung up in the middle of it, couldn't stop. "Excuse me," I said,
finally recovering. "One thing, though. When did they tag me?" "At the restaurant? Sonny's?" I'd been thinking about that for quite a while. "Yeah,
the restaurant. But I never got near the Rikki. If they were spraying the stuff
at me, it would have landed on other people too. Muddled the trace." Darla bit her lip, shook her head. "I dunno, but they
must've done it somehow, Jake. We know it wasn't Sam they tagged. It was you,
your person, somehow." "What were they doing at the farm, retagging me because
the first one didn't take, or wore off?" "Sounds plausible. Maybe they were just looking for the
map. You asked why they followed us through a potluck. It could only be because
now they're sure you have the map, or know where you can get it." "Yeah, everyone must be absolutely convinced of that
now. I guess it did look like we deliberately ducked through that portal, with
Petrovsky literally trying to drag us back. Okay, so maybe nobody saw that part
of it, but we sure didn't hesitate any." "No, we didn't. And now the Roadmap myth is
reality." I nodded. It was, and I had made it so by trying to debunk
it. I sighed. "Let's get moving." "Good. I'm going to wet my pants if we don't." Roland came down from the crest of the knoll, where he'd
been watching the road. "Another vehicle went by," he reported. "Ryxx?" I asked. "No, a human driving, a man. Strange, the buggy looked
familiar. I think I saw it back on Goliath, but I don't know where." He scratched
his head. "Oh, I remember. It was in the dealership lot. An old piece of
merte. The dealer tried to dump it on us, cash sale, instead of a rental." "One man, you say?" Now who the blazes could that
be? "Oh, the hell with it," Darla said suddenly, and
squatted in the weeds. "I can't wait. Gentlemen, please...?" I said, "Huh? Oh." I turned to John and Roland.
"Okay, troops, eyes front." "God, men are so lucky," Susan said, taking her
station near Darla. Lucky? Okay, so we can write our names in the sand. It's not
exactly an art form. As we neared the harbor we found more aliens, most of them
sealed up inside their vehicles, unable to step out on this planet without
technological aid. Through the viewports we saw squidlike things swimming in a^
watery medium, blobs of gelatin sitting comfortably in a fog of yellow gas,
many more forms mat we couldn't make out at all. Some beings motioned
enigmatically to us as we passed, raising tentacles, claws. Others followed us
with conical eyestalks, observing. From most there was no reaction. The island was a trade-fair of vehicle design. There were
objects lying about that didn't look like vehicles at all, odd geometrical
shapes and flowing, melted things giving no clue as to how they moved. There
were humans here too, waiting patiently like everyone else. And rigs as well,
strangely enough. I asked one starrigger when the ferry was due in. "She'll be in," was all he said, and spat in the
sand. "Thanks." I walked away. The harbor was large but did not look deep, though the
water's clearness may have been distorting. I was puzzled by the fact that
there wasn't a dock or pier or anything in sight. Instead, at the apex of the
deep indentation that formed the harbor, a graded section of beach angled
steeply into the water. The sand looked packed and hard mere. "What do you make of it?" I asked Roland. "A hydroskiff?" I rubbed the scratchy stubble of my beard. "Funny, when
I heard 'ferryboat' I thought of just 'that, a water-displacing vessel of some
kind. Besides, you'd want flat beach to pull up on." "Right. Things seem primitive enough here, at least as
far as humans are concerned. Maybe it is a boat." "Well," I yawned, "we'll see
eventually." I plopped myself down on the sand. Winnie was drawing again, and this time I watched her. She
made one big spiral figure, smaller ones nearby, and linked them with lines. I
was intrigued, and asked Darla if Winnie had explained. "Something to do with her tribal mythology," Darla
told me. "Haven't figured out what it's all about." Her answer gave
me the ever-so-slight feeling that she was being evasive in some way. But no,
she was just tired and didn't want to be bothered. Still, I wondered. Winnie
now was drawing lines within the big spiral. I went over to her, knelt in the
sand, and asked her as clearly as I could what she was doing. "Twee, many twee," she said, indicating the large
figure. "But not like twee... like light! Many big twee like light."
She pointed to the smaller spirals. "Many light, many light, many
light..." I couldn't follow the rest of it, but if she was talking about
galaxies and the Skyway linking them, it'd be a remarkable mythology indeed, if
it weren't for the fact that it could have been learned by osmosis from contact
with humans. That was the most likely explanation. A more sensational
interpretation was an old pitfall some anthropologists in the past had spent
time at the bottom of. Many light, many light... Winnie had passed through the
Great Trees at the Edge of the Sky and was now in the realm of the gods, plying
the paths through a forest of stars. Or whatever. As I watched her I again felt
some share of guilt for what humans had done to her natural habitat, and
wondered if there could have been any way to avoid it. Surely there was more
jungle on Hothouse than Cheetah homeland. I couldn't imagine the species' total
population planet-wide as being anything over a few hundred thousand, if that,
but I wasn't sure. Hothouse wasn't all jungle, of course. True, there were
millions of square kilometers of rain forest, but the planet had more ocean
surface man Terra, plus the usual assortment of climates. It boasted icy polar
continents, though small ones, deserts, plains, everything. The problem was
that a lot of the tropic regions were parched and uninhabitable, and temperate
areas were scarce due to the fact that Hothouse's land masses were bunched up
around the equator. Mulling it over, I soon had it figured out: Winnie's people
had naturally settled in rich food-gathering areas. These same areas of jungle
produced high yields of organic raw materials used for a wide range of
products, including antigeronic drugs—definitely the most lucrative cash crop
ever. Hothouse was one of the few sources for them. I looked at the web of lines within the big spiral. She'd executed
them meticulously. The lines crisscrossed the entire figure, and I was curious
as to how she could be so definite about them if they were mostly imaginary.
Well, she'd learned the pattern from somebody, who'd learned it from somebody
else, who'd learned it from... ? Did the Cheetah who started the tradition have
an active imagination... or could the pattern be based on fact? More to the
point, was it possible that Winnie's people could have had contact with alien
cultures long before humans invaded their planet? Yes, not only possible, but
probable. And could they have picked up hints of where major Skyway routes led
throughout the galaxy? Yes, it was ' possible all right, and I should have
thought of it immediately. Something dawned on me, and the'very thought of it made me
laugh out loud. Absurd, no? Winnie's sand drawings... the Roadmap? Couldn't be.
This was no map, merely a stylized rendering. Fascinating cultural phenomenon,
yes—but an accurate map of the most labyrinthine road system in the universe?
Not even close. First, you'd want to know what portals to take, and you'd need
supplementary planetary maps for that. Make the first right, go x number of
kilometers, etc. And you'd want to know what stars were on the routes, what
part of the galaxy you were in, and all that. There was a limit to how detailed
you could get in the medium of sand and stick. No, it seemed to me that a
proper Skyway map would be not only three-dimensional, but hyperdimensional as
well. Graphically impossible perhaps, but you'd need some sort of mathematical
understanding of how the time element worked into the picture. Over long
distances you'd want to keep an eye on the curve of the geodesic, since every
jump involved some time displacement. Simple relativity. And somewhere along
the line, according to legend, the geodesies took weird shortcuts and closed up
"timelike loops," causing you to double back on yourself, or do
something even more outrageous. But the more I thought about it, the more the idea grew on
me. No, I could never convince my self that this was the vaunted Roadmap, but
what if everybody thought it was? I tried that on for size. Maybe the Reticulans wanted Winnie—maybe they
came to the farm to kidnap her. But how could they have found out about her
mapping abilities when I had just learned myself? If they knew about it before
me, they could have grabbed Winnie at the motel anytime. Unless...
unless—ridiculous! It was all nonsense. Well, what else? Let's see, how about
this— maybe they're figuring this way. They see me shoot a potluck portal. They
know I didn't have the Roadmap on my person, since the Militia didn't get it...
and they're thinking, wait a minute, what's this guy doing? He must have the
map. Sam doesn't have it, because Sam didn't shoot the portal. Hell, maybe they
disabled Sam and searched him. So Sam's out, and they think—well, what the hell
does he have, since he barely got out of the station with his skin? The
Cheetah! It must be her, because why the hell did he bother bringing her along?
Yeah, that's it. The Cheetah. Sic 'im, Fido. Get that map. Oh hell, Sam back there disabled and helpless, and me here
on the other side of nowhere. No, think a minute. Wouldn't they have let Sam
shoot the portal and then search him? Because if they saw Sam turn around and
go back, or hesitate, then they wouldn't bother with him. In that case I'd have
to have the map, otherwise I'd be expecting Sam to shoot through. But if all
that were true, why didn't Sam shoot the portal? What happened to him? I gave up, slumped back into the sand, and threw my arm
across my face. "Darla?" "Yes, Jake?" "Are you keeping a lookout?" "Uh-huh." "Good girl. G'night." "Sleep tight." 13 IT WAS A ferryboat. Rather, that's what it looked like when it first appeared
above the horizon. Then it started looking strange. There was a boat there all
right, or at least the superstructure of one, but close to the waterline
something else was going on. Far out, it looked like a ship run aground on a
shoal, but as we watched, the shoal moved with the boat—it looked like it was
carrying the boat. Other objects appeared, globular translucent things in the
water, and as the whole improbable apparition neared shore, they looked like
inflated bags bobbing in the water at the edges of the dark line of land. The
overall impression I got was one of a shipwrecked vessel plunked down on top of
an island. There was even some vegetation growing here and there. The boat-structure was big enough, and the island was
fair-size as islands go, but for something moving in the water it was huge,
filling the mouth of the harbor until there was barely room to float a dinghy
to either side. The superstructure was just that; there was no hull. There were
three huge decks up on
pilings smack in the middle of the island, and the design was out of the last
century, possibly earlier, all the way back to the late 1900's. It looked new,
gleaming white with red and gold trim, proudly thrusting flying bridges to port
and starboard, and sporting three, count 'em, three smokestacks, two of which
belched puffs of white smoke. Why they were doing that was anybody's guess.
Crewmen were scurrying all over the decks. Humans mostly, but there were a few
aliens. The island proper was also busy, but here there were no humans.
Animals—beings—slithered across the ground toward the leading shore, converging
on a point that would be closest to the beach. They were seallike creatures,
from what we could see, with sleek wet bodies, three sets of flippers, with the
front pair looking larger and very prehensile, fingerlike. Their bodies were a
dull orange color. What was very strange was the surface of the island. It was
not land. Between clumps of seaweed and barnaclelike growths there lay a base
of brownish-gray blubbery material, mottled with whitish scars and creases.
There was more to see. Dotting the island were clusters of domed structures
made of piled sea vegetation, cemented with mud or congealed sand. The
seal-beings lived in these; some were still wriggling out of roof-holes and
rushing to join the others. The shape of the island was more apparent now; it was
roughly oblate, a squeezed circle, with six air-bag structures positioned at
even intervals around it. The bags were multi-compartmented and looked like
gigantic floral arrays of balloons bunched in the water. Whether they contained
just air or a lighter gas wasn't apparent, of course, but obviously they
supplied flotation. At the leading edge of the island was a high bulge. The shore slowly came alive. Humans stretched and yawned,
mashed out cigarettes, knocked out pipes. Hatches slammed and engines started.
Lines began to form starting at the top of the wide, inclined section of beach. We walked along the curve of the harbor and watched,
fascinated. "Are we to assume," Roland said, "that
everybody's supposed to drive up on this thing and park?" I looked the island over. No guard rails, lots of obstacles,
no apparent way to get up to the decking, lots of curving slippery surface.
"Can't imagine mat," I said, "but I can't imagine the alternative." "It's a big fish and it swallows everyone," Susan
said. We all stopped and looked at her. She giggled. "What else?" she
asked. About fifteen minutes later, we stood on a narrow strip of
sand to one side of what we now knew to be the loading ramp. "I'll be
damned," John said. About seventy-five to one hundred seal-creatures were lined
up behind a bony ridge that crested the forward bulge like a mammoth brooding
brow. The creatures were using their forward flippers to beat rhythmically on
the ridge. It all seemed orchestrated. Sections of them would start a rhythm
sequence while another slapped out a syncopated beat. Then the first group
would stop while the other played on, while still another ensemble joined in.
As the percussion concerto continued, the high curving bow of the island inched
closer to the end of the loading ramp. It took a while. Finally the two islands
met, and the creatures began to beat in unison, smacking out a single
rhythm—one... two... three... one-two-three; three long, three short,
keeping perfect time. The forward bulge began to rise slowly, as if on
hydraulic lifts, raising the orchestra of drummers with it. I think it was Susan who gasped audibly when the gigantic
eye rose out of the water. I know it shook me. It's one thing to calmly
contemplate a creature of that size. As it was docking, I mulled over the
biophysics of the thing. How long would it take a nerve impulse to travel from
one end of the critter to the brain (wherever that was) and back again? Thirty
seconds— a minute? How about internal heat? Getting rid of it would be a
problem. Propulsion also. If the air-bag organs had evolved from fins to
flotation aids, how did the creature move? But it was quite another thing to
have that eye staring at you, an alien eye to boot. The outer structure was a
red polyhedron with hexagonal facets. At the center of each hexagon was a
six-sided pupil slowly contracting, and the whole eye was shot through with a
riot of purple veins. I forgot about the biophysics and let the wonder wash
over me. And when that subsided, there was the mind-numbing sight of
the mouth opening to contend with. The cavity was curved and so big we couldn't
see the other side. The immediate interior was lined with a grinding surface
composed of pinkish-white slabs of translucent cartilage, hexagonal in shape.
Farther back in the mouth the light grew dim, but we could see pale tissue forming the entrance to the throat, and below it,
like a floor, a dark area. A tongue. This began to flow forward like a moving
carpet. It swept over the tooth surface and came out to kiss the beach. The
tongue was purple. The punch line came when a group of crewmen in white
uniforms came walking out of the cavernous interior and stepped onto the sand.
They took up stations a few meters apart and began to admit vehicles into the
mouth of the beast. We all laughed. "How biblical," John said. "Told you!" Susan said triumphantly. Biophysics my ass. How do they mate? "Well..." I thought of something. "Who's got
money?" The Teelies gave me hopeless looks. "I have some," Darla said. "The ride's on
me." She frowned. "That is, if I have enough for all of us." "Wonder if they're taking on deckhands." We made our way through the lines of vehicles moving down
the ramp. The men at the entrance were taking fares. I walked up to the nearest
of them. He spoke no English, and our exchange in 'System got me nowhere. He
gabbled something and motioned impatiently toward the next man. Everybody
followed me over. "Excuse me... sailor?" "Huh?" This one was young, on the chubby side,
with stringy blond hair. Fuzz sprouted on his upper lip. His uniform was
immaculate, flowing with red and gold embroidery, and he wore a matching white
cap with a black shiny visor. "I'm an officer, kamrada. Belowdecks Supervisor
Krause. Whaddya want?" "Sorry, Mr. Krause. How do we book passage on this ...
vessel?" "Don't have tickets?" "No. Where do we get them?" "From me. Where's your vehicle?" "Had a breakdown. How much for just passenger
fare?" He craned his head around and glanced at us, then turned to
take another fare. "Uh, that'd be—" He jerked his head around again
and noticed Darla. "Yeah. That'd be a hunnert consols." "Consols?" "Yeah, consols. Consolidation Gold Certificates. CGCs. Consols." He took a blue square of plastic from a
gloved alien hand. The face of the card bore a stylized picture of a boat
mounted on an island-beast. "You don't take Universal Trade Credits?" He laughed. "Not on this stretch of road,
kamrada." "Sorry. You see, we just came from—" "Yeah, I know, you just lucked through. That
right?" "Lucked... yes, we did." "Well, welcome to the Consolidated Outworlds, kamrada.
Your UTCs won't buy you merte out here." The guy's manners were growing on me like an itchy wan.
"What do you take from aliens?" "Gold, precious metals, gems, anything. Hey, I got
fares to take. Okay?" "Sony to put you to any trouble, but we're in a
pickle." "Yeah, yeah. One troy ounce of gold'll do it. Apiece,
that is." "Jake." It was Darla, holding out some gold coins
to me. I took them. They were very old pieces. South African gold. Amazed, I
turned to her and was about to ask where she'd gotten them, but she smiled,
sphinxlike, and I knew. That bottomless pack again. I looked at the coins. They
were probably worth more as collector's items than as specie—on the black
market, of course. The CA handled all gold. I handed them to Krause. "Jesus Christ." He jingled them, feeling their
weight. "Where'd you snag these, a museum?" He bit into one, checked
the tiny toothmark. Something about pure gold; you can tell. "Yeah,
they'll do. But... uh, you're two short, right?" "I'm afraid that cleans us out. Is it possible that
some arrangements could be made? Otherwise we'll be stranded here." "Sony, no credit. But... well, maybe we can work something
out. Know what I mean?" "Such as?" He was eyeing Darla. "Like to buy you and your friends
a drink. In my cabin, of course. Can't fraternize with the passengers 'cept at
the Captain's table, but what the Old Man don't know... unnerstand?" He
took more tickets. "Yeah, in my cabin, especially your femamikas here—"
He did a double take, finally noticing Susan's breasts. "Sure would be my
pleasure." "Look, friend—"
"Jake, take it easy." To Krause, Darla said, "I'd love to lift a few with you, sailor, but my friend Susan's a teetotaler.
You and I can have a pretty good time, though, just the two of us." She
actually winked at him. "Deal?" He laughed. "I dunno, three heads are better
sometimes." He must have noticed my face turning black, and sobered up.
"Yeah, sure. Just you and me." I held out my hand. "Our money, please." Darla took my arm. "Wait a minute." "Hand it over, sailor. We'll startuke it." "Suit yourself," Krause said, reluctantly handing
me the coins, "but hikers don't have much luck around here. Limit's four
passengers per vehicle, big extra charge for more." Yeah, sure. "We'll take our chances." "You're going to be sony come high tide, kamrada." When we got back to the beach, Darla was ready to kill me.
"Startuke it? Who's going to pick up five of us plus an alien
anthropoid?" "We'll go in different vehicles." "Feel lucky today? I don't." She stamped a boot in
the sand. "Damn it, Jake, sometimes I don't understand you. Do you
actually think I'd let that cretin get near me? Sure, I'd go to his cabin, even
have a few with him. But you'd be surprised what else I have in that pack.
Little transparent capsules that make you very sick for a long, long time. And
they work fast. Wouldn't kill him, of course. Understand? Besides, even if I
had to sleep with him..." She didn't finish. She was right. "Sorry, Darla. I should have finessed
it." "But you have to take every trick, don't you?" She
was furious with me—and proud of me, all at once. "Jake, Roland?" John was standing at the
waterline, letting little waves lap over his feet. "Is it my
imagination," he asked, "or is the water getting higher?" "He's right," Roland said. "I've been
noticing it. And there's the cause." He pointed to the eastern sky. The edge of a huge white disk was showing above the horizon.
A moon, and a big one, twice Luna's size, I guess-timated. The tides would be
fierce, and high tide here could mean complete inundation. Great. "What should we do?" John asked. "I'm going back to him," Darla said. "I hope
he's still in a mood to deal." She was so right I wanted to strangle her. "Hold it a
minute. There's got to be another way. He could be trouble." "Not the type. I've met his ilk before, the chubby
little fart. You stay here. I can handle him." "Maybe one of the other men..." She gave me a world-weary look. "Jake." "Right." I gave it up. Our relationship was about
as well-defined as ghosts in a fog. Not only did I not have a leg to stand on,
the leg had nothing to stand on. "What's that noise?" Roland asked. I tore the beeping key from my pants pocket. "Sam! Sam,
is that you?" "Who the hell were you expecting, the Chairman of
the Colonial Politburo? Of all the goddamn stupid things you've done, boy, this
has to be the grand prizewinner. There's three things any moron can learn in
life without too much trouble, but you can't seem to get 'em straight. Want to
know what they are? I'll tell you. Don't spit out the port at Mach one, don't
eat blue snow on Beta Hydri IV, and don't ever poke your nose through a potluck
portal! Common sense, right— and you'd think any pudknocker'd pick that up real
easy, but not you, boy, not by a long shot—" We laughed and laughed and laughed. 14 "AND ANOTHER THING," Sam was saying when we
finally found him, "what the hell's the idea of not telling me where
you're going?" He was mad as heck. "Too busy at the time. Sony."
"Well, maybe you were, at that," he grumbled. "I hate to bring
it up, but where the hell have you been?" "Rescuing Petrovich, or
whatever his name is." "Petrovsky! I thought he was cylinder-skin. My
god, Sam, how? And why?" The others were crowded in the aft cabin, discovering how
many bodies could fit into a sauna stall—except for Darla, who was whipping up
a quick brunch. They were making a lot of noise. It was good to be back home. "Well, it was like this," Sam said. "There I
am,,cutting vacuum like nobody's business. Must've hit Mach point four five
there for a stretch—Stinky's a genius, by the way—and I'm calling you and
calling you and not getting an answer. Then I see the flash and sure enough it's
gammashine, and I'm saying to myself, well, scratch OIK male offspring, but I
think— maybe not, what with that strange buggy you were driving. I figure maybe
you're just disabled and can't key for help. So I start scanning on infrared
for survivors. What did I know? Last thing I expected was that you'd shot the
portal. Anyway, I pick something up out there about three klicks from the
commit markers, and I pull off the road onto the ice and go on out. And there's
this cop in a vacuum suit lying on his back in the middle of nowhere, no sign
of his batmobile, but his ejection sled's in pieces all over the place. He's
frozen solid to the ice and there's something funny about his left hand." "Hand?" I said. "Yeah, he didn't have one. Instead, there's this big
frozen gob of blood on the end of his arm, looking like a cherry ice pop.
Damnedest thing you ever saw. But the rest of him was in one piece... and he
was alive." "Jesus." And I knew what he'd done too. He'd
angled the blast of his descent rockets to push him away from the cylinders'
grav field instead of setting him comfortably down, but how he'd survived that
desperate gamble was beyond me. The severed hand wasn't hard to explain either.
It was a miracle that the tangled line hadn't cut him in two. "How'd you
get him into the cabin?" "First I had to unfreeze him from the ice. I put the
exciter gun on wide beam and cooked him a bit until he could move. Then he
hauled himself in. There couldn't have been an unbroken bone in his body, but
he did it. Then there was the problem of his arm. If I recycled the cab and
brought it up to room temperature, he'd bleed to death. If I kept it vacuum,
he'd have frozen. The suit had self-sealed but he was half icicle already. So I
had to figure out a way to pressurize and keep the temp below zero. They just
don't make life-support gear like that—had a hell of a time bypassing the right
systems." "Did he say anything?" Sam hesitated the barest second.
"Not much, just groaned a lot." I looked back just then and noticed Darla standing at the
kitchette, listening intently—eavesdropping. "Go ahead," I said. "Well, I grabbed slab back to the Ryxx cutoff, but
there wasn't any traffic. Had to go all the way back to the T-Maze road. Gave a
yell on the skyband, and two riggers picked him up. Incidentally, on the way I
saw our Rikki friends." "I know, they're here. Do you think he pulled
through?" "He was out cold by the time they got to him, so I
really don't know. But he's one hell of a survivor type." Sam paused.
"What d'you think, did I do wrong?" "Hell, no, you did the right thing." "Well, my conscience is clear anyway. And one way or
another, he's out of the picture." Darla came forward and handed me a bowl of beef stew and
crackers. I thanked her, then tore into it, finishing it off in record time. I
washed it down with a can of Star Cloud Ale. The burp was thunderous. I smiled
at Winnie, who was in the shotgun seat, finishing off the remnants of her
picnic lunch. She burped and grinned back. Some things are truly universal. "Shameful the way young women run around these days
without wearing so much as a blush," Sam said. "I heard that, Sam," Darla called out. "Tell
me you don't enjoy it." "I'm getting old. Hell, I am old. In fact, I'm
dead." "Sam, cut the merte," I said. "You'll never
die, and you know it. Did I ever tell you they had to bury you three times
before you'd stay down? You kept popping back up like crabgrass." "Such talk. Where's your respect for the
deceased?" Sam chuckled. "Darla, I was kidding you—back in my day
prudes were saying that morals couldn't get any worse. I happen to agree. It
was a decadent period, if the term means anything. Spend a weekend with me on
New Vegas and I'll tell you all the juicy details." "Name the date, Sam." He laughed. "Jake, tell me more about this whale we're
going to get swallowed by. Sounds like it's got the iceberg fish back on Albion
beat to hell. Did I ever tell you about the exozoological expedition I went
with to trace their migration patterns? This was while you were still in school.
Must have been twenty-five, no, thirty Standards ago...." Sam went on with a yam he'd run into the ground years
before, and I wondered what he was doing until I heard his voice over the
bone-conduction transducer in my ear. "Son, brace yourself. Darla's an agent. I think
she's working for Petrovsky." Well, it was out. I would've had a hard time keeping the
ugly thing's head submerged any longer. I realized that I'd known for some
time. "That's it, just keep a poker face. No hard
evidence, but listen to the playback." It was Petrovsky, babbling Russian in my ear. "He was delirious by this time. Listen." Babble, then a name, then more babble, and again the name,
over and over. The name sounded like Dar-ya. It had been a long time since I'd
studied Russian, but I didn't think Dar-ya was the Russian equivalent to Darla,
if there was one. I turned toward Sam's eye and silently shook my head. "No? Christ, I'm sorry, son. I have a hell of a time
picking up some words now and then, especially from non-Inglo speakers. Thought
it was 'Darla,' but it did sound funny." But it very well could be Darla, I thought, as I heard
Petrovsky now saying, "...Darishka, Darishka..." And then another
name, suddenly: "... Mona..." "What d'you make of that?" I'd heard through the roadbuzz circuit that Mona's current
liaison was with a Militia Intelligence officer, and a high-ranking one, so it
tracked. Could P^trovsky have fallen madly and instantly in love with Darla?
Knowing the man even to the limited extent I did, it didn't make sense. "Well, it's something to think about, Jake." Sam's understatement only pointed out to me the need for
less thinking and more facts. "Sam," I said aloud, "sony to
interrupt your enthralling story, but I ^vant you to do a search for me." "I was just getting to the exciting part. Okay, what is
it?" "Do you still record news feeds whenever you can?" "Every chance I get, just like the program says. I even
got the six o'clock on Goliath. Why?" "How long do you keep 'em?" "Thirty Standard days, then I pitch them." "Merte. Okay, listen. I want you to fetch
anything from your news file with these tag-words. 'Corey Wilkes,'
'intelligence,' 'Colonial Assembly,' 'Reticulan,' 'Militia,' and.. .um, let's
see, what else..." "'Roadmap'?" "That's a long shot, but go ahead." "Why 'Colonial Assembly'?" "A hunch." "Right. Wilkes should turn up like a bad penny. He
loves hobnobbing with the great and near-great, makes the feeds all the time.
Okay, then, let me go down to that dusty basement where I keep old newspapers.
Want me to start now?" "Yeah," I said, "but hold off reading it out
until I tell you. Meanwhile, I'm due for a shower." Everyone was out of the stall by then, all fresh and
scrubbed and settled down to eat. I went to the ordnance locker, got out the
liter of Old Singularity, and had a jolt. The tidal forces were terrific. Then
it was into the locker-size stall for a steam treatment followed by a fog bath.
Standing in the swirling mist, I shut my mind off and the pattern of the last
few days emerged crisp and clear. The fine detail was missing, but the overall
view was enough. I was beginning to see things, understand things. With a
little luck, I'd soon know more. The biggest unknown was still Darla, but even
she was slowly taking shape like a wraith in the mist. The fog had parted
fleetingly back there on the beach. What had I seen? Could her vulnerability
have been grief, her passion the widow's consolation? After a shave and a change of clothes—and a second shooter
of Old Singy—I had evolved up to human form again. I went forward. We spent another twenty minutes in line before we got down
near the row of fare-takers. I was in the wrong line if I wanted to see Krause,
the sociable sailor, again, so I jockeyed for position and cut somebody off in
the next line over. An alien warning signal buzzed angrily behind me. "Hi, there!" Krause was looking down, shuffling tickets in his hands.
Glancing up he said, "How's it going, kamr—" Then the
recognition. "Oh. Thought you... uh, had a breakdown." "Fixed her up real good. Now, about those fares. You
were about to tell me about how we can exchange metal for currency aboard ship,
weren't you?" "Yeah. Forgot to mention it. Sorry." He took a red
disk out of his pocket, attached it carefully to the front port, and smoothed it
over. "Sure, you just drive right in, park, then go up to the -purser's
office and make the exchange. He'll give you a chit, and you hand that over
when you debark. Oh, and the sticker won't come off.. .um, without a special
chemical." "Wouldn't think of trying to remove it. What d'you
think the fare'll be for this rig?" "Uh, wouldn't know offhand, sir." "Guess." "About fifty consols." He thought about it.
"Maybe less." "Lots of bodies in here. What about those extra charges
you mentioned?" He looked away. "Not this trip. Only special
runs." "Uh-huh." I pointed to the gaping throat.
"Gee, do you mean we're actually supposed to drive in there?" He chortled, his manner turning suddenly chummy. "Yeah,
it's a shocker, isn't it? Naw, we're in our fifth year with this boat and we
haven't digested a passenger yet. You'll get used to it." * "Through there?" He turned and pointed. "Yes, sir, that big opening
over—" I took his hat. "Nice hat," I said. "Hey." "Here you go—whoops! Sorry." When he bent over to
get it, I grabbed a handful of greasy yellow hair and fetched his face up
against the hatch. He kissed it hard. "Jake, you shouldn't have," Susan said as we moved
away. "I know. I did enjoy it, though." I drove into the mouth of the beast. 15 THE THROAT WAS a yawning cavity that narrowed into an
esophageal tube tunneling downward into the bowels of the island-beast. The
walls of the passage were pale and sweaty, heaving with peristaltic motion. It
was slippery going, but the rollers handled it fairly well. After a quarter
klick or so the tube opened onto a vast dark chamber. There were hundreds of
vehicles already parked here, many others in the process, their headbeams
moving in the darkness a long way from the entrance. I followed the line of
buggies heading toward them. "I'll be..." Sam began. Then he said, "I
can't think of anything that fits the occasion. I'm speechless." We all were. It took a good while to get to the parking
area, and we spent it in silence. Finally we could see sailors in white tops
with red and white striped bell-bottoms directing traffic, slicing the gloom
with powerful torches. I pulled alongside one of them, a skinny, baby-faced
kid, and cracked the port. A faint odor of decayed fish came through, plus a
whiff of brackish stagnant water, but the overall smell of the place wasn't
hard to deal with. It simply smelled like the sea. ''Where to, sailor? Looks like you're running out of
room." "Over against the wall, starrigger!" the sailor
yelled, playing the torchbeam against a glistening area of greenish-white
tissue. I eased the rig forward until the front of the engine
housing kissed the wall. The tissue quivered and drew back slightly, then
slowly came back to meet the rig and began oozing over the housing, then
stopped. "Drive into it!" the kid shouted over the din of
engine sounds. "Push it back!" I did. The wall receded before us, billowing out like a
giant curtain. Before long I felt it resist, and I hit the brake. "Go ahead," the kid told me in a high voice.
"It'll stretch a klick before it tears a c-meter. C'mon, move that punkin'
pigmobile!" "Aye, aye, Cap'n!" I gunned it, and the wall
shivered and yielded. I rammed the rig forward until I heard
"Ho-o-o!" "Are we the main course, or just the appetizer?"
John wanted to know. "There must be five hundred vehicles in here,"
Roland said. "More," I ventured. Somebody rapped smartly on the hatch. I turned to have a
torchbeam stab my retinas. "Hey, swabbie!" I growled. "Want me
to show you how that thing doubles as a suppository?" "Take it easy, truckle." It was the same sailor
who'd directed us. She was young, very young—no more than sixteen or so.
Antigeronics can't give you that kind of baby-skin. She wore her hair cropped
short under a traditional Dixiecup hat, but the hat was gold, not white. And
she wasn't all that skinny, either. She was blooming under that deckhand
outfit. "You can't stay here, you know," she said. Blinking, I looked around. "What about non-oxy
breathers?" "Them we don't care about, but all humans go topside.
Insurance regs." She started to leave. "Wait a minute," I called after her. "Don't
get testy, now. Just a few questions." "Make 'em short. We're way behind schedule." "Consolidated Outworlds—is that a human-occupied
maze?" "Mostly." "Hmm. Okay, now, are we actually in the stomach of this
thing?" "No, a predigestive sac. Fiona's got two of these and
twelve stomachs, but we don't like to use those unless we have to. Have to spray 'em down with gastric inhibitors—and they
smell bad." "Fiona? It's a female?" "Hard to say one way or the other." "Huh? Oh..." "Is that it?" "That's it, except to ask if all the deckhands are as
good-looking as you." "Ah, shut up." She turned on her heel and stalked
away. "Hey! One more thing." "What?" she answered impatiently. "How do we get topside?" "Elevator!" "Elevator?" Elevator. And there it was, a circular metal-framed shaft rising
through a hole in the roof. The juncture of frame and roof was sealed by a
white spongy collar that seemed to be there to protect the surrounding
organ-tissue. The elevator car was bullet-shaped and transparent, suspended by
thick metal cables. "Any construction you'd do inside this beastie,"
Roland said as we boarded the car, "would be more like a surgical
procedure." "Yeah, but the patient's sturdy enough to withstand
it," I said, then added sotto voce, "Did you plant that
transponder?" "Yes, at the base of the frame." "You agree it'll shoot Sam's signal up this
shaft?" "Don't see why not. But how do you get it out of the
shaft and through the doors?—if there're doors." "We put another one up top, of course." The car was filling up, and we got scrunched to the back. A
tall, blue, webfooted alien trod on my instep as he backed up, then turned his
piscine head and wheezed something that sounded apologetic. The trip up was a long one. The outer door at the top of the
shaft was an ornate gilt folding gate which opened onto what looked like the
plush lobby of an ancient Terran hotel. There were red leather settees and
armchairs, matching ottomans, coffee tables, freestanding ashtrays, and potted
plants. The walls were done up in red and gold fabric. It was a scene out of
the past—tastefully done too, nothing like the usual quickie/functional decor
you see back in the Maze. It was a big place, packed with sentient flesh. "Ah, atmosphere," John said. I turned to Darla. "Spot anybody?" She took a long look around the place. "No." "Yeah, but they're here, or will be. Everybody who was
chasing us. Maybe even Wilkes." "He'll be here," she said, as if she knew. Maybe
she did. Another long wait, this time to get a cabin, and that was
after standing in line at the purser's office. I gave Darla back her coins and
traded about a quarter of my gold stash for consols, paid C-38.5 for the fare,
and gave John some cash in partial payment for the hospital bill he'd picked up
back on Goliath. When it came time to register for the cabin, I had my fake ID
in hand, but the clerk waved it off. "Don't need your ID, sir, just your name. This is a
free society." I looked at the plasticard, which stated that I was one T.
Boggston Fisk, Esq., and I thought, there's a time to run and a time to stop
running. Time for the fox to turn and face the dogs, come what may. I put the
card away. "Jake McGraw, and friends." He bent over the keyboard, then straightened up quickly and
looked at me. "Did you say... Jake McGraw?" "That's right." "Glad to have you aboard the Laputa, sir." "Glad to be anywhere right now. Tell me, when do we get
where we're going? And where are we going?" "We should make Seahome by tomorrow afternoon, sir.
That's the biggest town here on Splash." "Splash? That's what the planet's called?" "Well, it isn't really called anything officially, and
every language group seems to have its own name, but in Intersystem it's called
Akwaterra." "Straightforward enough. I take it there are large land
masses then?" "Big enough, but not continent-size." Welcome to Splash, but don't go near the water. The Laputa? Carrying my bag only (Darla had opted to keep hers), a
steward led us to another elevator. We went up to B Deck, where we followed him
through a maze of corridors. Roland lagged behind, planting more transponders
at various strategic and inconspicuous locations. . Our adjoining staterooms were lavish, the crappers
positively palatial, with sunken tubs made of a gold-veined stone that looked
something like marble. There were few modern conveniences, but the charm more
than made up for the lack. I tried to think of the last time I'd used a
bathtub. John knocked on the connecting hatch and stepped in. "I
haven't seen plumbing like that since I lived in London," he said. "Really?" I said, distracted. I still wasn't sure
whether I liked having the Teelies next door, for their sake more than mine.
Time for them to start disassociating themselves from me. I had wanted at least
half a ship between us, but Roland had insisted on keeping nearby. "Don't want to lose you now, Jake. You're our ticket
home." "Home? Where's that?" He acknowledged the point. "You have me there. But our
people are still important to us. We must get back somehow." "Sorry. I understand." Maybe Roland was right.
They'd be more vulnerable away from me. Susan walked in, looking depressed. She had her shirt back
on and was wearing her tan bush pants, but she was barefooted, having left her sandals
in the Chevy. "There are shops on board, Susan," I told her.
"You should pick up some footwear. John has money." "Yes, I will," she answered dully and slumped into
a velvet armchair. John went over to her. "What's wrong, Suzie?" he
asked, massaging her shoulders. "Oh, I was just thinking of Sten back there in the
hospital. He's probably worried sick, wondering what happened to us." She
looked at me. "We were on the way to the hospital when you..." She
lowered her head and began crying softly. It made me feel just great. Darla took her by the hand, led
her to the other room, and closed the hatch. "Does she have these mood swings often?" I asked
John. "Suzie's emotional and changeable, it's true. But you must realize,
Jake, this whole affair's been a nasty shock for all of us." "Sorry, sorry...." It struck me that I'd been
apologizing a lot lately. I had to reach down deep into my resources to remind
myself that I had done nothing to deserve any of this, nor was any of it my
fault. A sense of guilt for unspecified and probably imaginary offenses is a
load that gets dumped on you early on. Most people spends lifetime looking for
a place to set it down. "John, would you excuse me for a moment? I want to talk
to Sam." "Of course." He went to the hatch and opened it,
turned to say something, but thought better of it. "We'll talk
later," he said, then went out and closed the hatch. He had his own guilt
to deal with. Winnie was on the couch, huddled up with her arms wrapped
around her knees, looking at me with wet, questioning eyes. I winked at her,
and she gave me a grimace-grin in return. Funny that she responded to a wink. I
couldn't remember ever seeing her eyelids close except in sleep; she never
blinked them. "I'm copying you fine,"
Sam said when I keyed him. "How'd you do it?" "Roland engineered it, but those button transponders
did the trick. We have them planted all over the ship. What have you got for
me?" "Well, when I went down to the basement, I got quite
a shock. There's tons of stuff from years back. I checked a list-out of that
news-recording subroutine. The way it's coded is all goofed up. It tells me to
erase all the junk I've kept for the last thirty days, but allows me to keep
what I've recorded that day, the day I houseclean. What the subroutine does
then is give everything that's left in the workfile a PROTECT tag. Then, when I
erase again, all that stuff gets dumped into the reference library. As a
result, there's all kinds of random crap down there from years back." "I'll have to stop buying that cheap off-the-shelf
software and do my own coding for a change. You find anything
interesting?" "Yes, very. Like this item in Pravdu from
about three years ago." Sam snorted. "Never fails to amuse me
that they thought the change of one letter makes a Russian word into an
Inter-system one." "Makes it easier for them. Go ahead." "Okay. Quote, Tsiolkovskygrad, Einstein, October 10,
2103. The season premiere of the New Bolshoi was well-attended this year, as it
is every year, but last night standing-room-only crowds packed the house to see
a daringly innovative staging of, blah blah blah blah, etcetera. Skip six
paragraphs. Among the notables attending were KamradaBig Cheese, Kam-rada Head
Whatshisname, your mother's Uncle Pasha, and— here it is, get this—Minister of
Intercolonial Affairs Dr. Van Wyck Vance, daughter Darla Petrovsky-Vance, and some
prominent friends of the Authority, including labor leader Kam-rada Corey
Wilkes, unquote. I'm multiplexing the 2-D image. Are you getting it?" I put one end of the key to my eye and peered through the
pinhole lens. The microscreen showed a loge full of bored faces, one of them
belonging to Corey Wilkes. He was seated next to—yes, it had to be—the same
patrician-looking gentleman I'd seen at Sonny's and thought I recognized. Van
Wyck Vance. Next to him was a blond woman with her head turned, talking to the
woman behind her. The face was hidden, the hair was longer and probably its
natural color, but... "Sam, zoom in on the blonde." "How? Like this?" "Little closer, screen right." ... But the port-wine mark on her bare right shoulder told
me it was Darla. "Now we know who 'Dar-ya' is." "More than that, Sam. It's Darla. And I saw her dad at
Sonny's." "How can you—? Oh, you mean the little mark on her
shoulder? I missed that, but now I remember. More advantages than you'd think
in women running around naked, aside from the obvious ones." I stretched out on the silky bedspread and put the key on
the nightstand, leaving the circuit open. I closed my eyes. "What's it mean, Jake? From what you've told me, it
looks like all along she's been Petrovsky's agent. Now we know she's his LC.
But if she's Vance's daughter, and Vance is in cahoots with Wilkes... where
does that put her?" I didn't answer right away. "Jake?" "I don't know. We need more information." Sam sighed. "Damn it, sometimes being a machine is
hell." I picked the key up and held it close to my mouth.
"Sam, everything they've done has been to make us run. And we tucked tail
and ran. The scuffle at Sonny's was to start things off, and also served the
purpose of setting me up to be tracked by a method I haven't figured out. They
knew exactly where we were when we hid out at Grey stoke Groves. But did they
surprise us? No, they flushed us out of there and followed us, dogging our
every step, somehow anticipating our every move while staying a planet or two
behind. And all for one purpose: to watch us until we ducked into a potluck. We
did. To them that meant we had the Roadmap. And we do. We've had it all along
and didn't know it." "Uh-huh. And what is it?" "It's
a who. It's Winnie." "What?" I told him about the sand drawings, then went over my
reasoning concerning why the drawings could qualify as the 'convincing forgery'
Petrovsky had mentioned. "Convincing? Who'd be convinced by scratches in the
sand?" "Apparently everybody. That's the only way it figures.
Remember, they might not know that Winnie's knowledge is based on myth. And
furthermore, we don't know it either, for a fact. That line may be real, or
they may not be. I haven't had time to find out for sure. I tried back on the
beach, but Darla's the only one who seems to understand her." "How did Wilkes and
company find out about Winnie? Through Darla?" 1 "I don't know. We know she reported to Petrovsky at the
station. Wilkes may have a spy in Petrovsky's intelligence unit. Another thing
that isn't clear is whether Darla knew about Winnie's abilities when she
reported. The drawings didn't show up until we got here, but Darla's been
talking to her all along, so she may have reported on the possibility earlier.
Left some kind of message, secret radio, something." "And the
Reticulans?" "A Snatchgang working for Wilkes, but why Rikkis would
work for humans, and for what compensation, isn't obvious." "You can say that again. Okay, okay, but I don't
understand two things." He laughed. "What am I talking about?
I'm fuzzy about a lot of things. Put it this way. There are two main
confusions. One: How the hell did these stories about us get started in the
first place? And how come we never got wind of them until recently?" "Sam, how long were we off the road before this
run?" "Christ, I don't know. Couple of months. Why?"
"Couple of months to bring in the harvest back at the farm, right? And to
do some necessary business. Before that, where were we?" "Hydran Maze, pleading with those waterbags not to
tear up the Guild Basic and go over to Wilkes." "How long?" "Don't remind me. Seemed like years, waiting three
weeks at a time for some bureaucrat to get over her estrous cycle so we could
get an appointment. How long? Another three months, all told." "Sam, your antialien prejudice is showing." "Not at all. I'm just pissed, is all." "Six months off the road," I said. "Okay,
here's Crackpot Theory Number One. Somehow, we get out of this mess. With
Winnie's help, we find our way back, but we do a Timer. We luck onto a backtime
route and return to T-Maze before we leave... about six months before we leave.
Word gets around somehow. There's a map; get the map, everybody says. Everybody
wants the goddamn thing. And some combination of Wilkes, the Authority, the
Reticulans, and the Ryxx is aiming to get it... somehow. Our future selves stay
low until the heat's off. They know better, leaving us to get chased." "You'd think they'd have the decency to fill us in." "They may have their reasons. Anyway, we run, find
Winnie, leave the Maze, get into a mess, get out of it, go back in time,
etcetera. That's the Paradox. Somehow, it all has to work." "How many somehows was that? I lost count." "Too many, but I'm ready
for Crackpot Theory Number Two, if you've got it." ' "I don't. I've got one more big confusion, though." "Which is?" "Why the hell didn't they just grab us back in
T-Maze and beat the merte out of us until we handed it over? We didn't have
anything, but they didn't know that." "They're smart. They're aware of the Paradox. Wilkes as
much as pointed it out to me back at Sonny's. They're reasoning that I got the
map at some point along the journey, but they don't know exactly where. So they
wait until it looks like we deliberately slip through a hope-to-Jesus
hole." I took a deep breath. "Well, what do you think?" I asked,
knowing he'd been playing devil's advocate all along. "Well, I've never knowingly bought a crock of
excrement before, but I'll buy yours if you answer one more question. To wit:
if we have the map already.. .1 mean our future selves, of course... if we've
already returned six months ago with the thing, or with Winnie or whatever, why
in the name of all that's holy are they trying to get it now? It's done,
finished. How can they hope to change what's happened?" "That's a tough one. Would you still buy my crock if I
told you I had no idea?" "Yeah, but I'm gullible." "Got anything else from the file?" "Well, under 'Colonial Assembly' I got the usual
pile of nonnews, except for one item that cross-referenced with
'intelligence.'" "Give it to me." "I'll digest it. It's about two Assemblymen—actually
a man and a woman—being suspended by the Authority pending an investigation
into their part in activities which've been deemed by the Authority to be
outside the bounds of the Assembly's proper sphere of concern. Probably wanted
to wipe their asses without having to petition the Authority in writing first." "How did it cross-reference with 'intelligence'?" "The information was based on Militia intelligence
reports." "Sounds like a smoke
screen—the story, I mean. Got any background on it?" "A bit. If you remember a while back, there was some
roadbuzz about a secret intelligence cell within the Assembly. Undercover
operatives, special operations, that sort of thing. The funds for it were
supposed to've been disguised as temporary staff salaries for a couple of
investigative committees." "Wow. Who leaked all that?" "Authority plants in the Assembly, of course. They
carry on a loose-lip campaign in cocktail bars and bedrooms; and when the story
gets widely circulated, the Authority acts. That way the plants don't blow
their cover. For good measure, the Authority may have had a spy right in the cell." "Double agent?" "Right." "Okay." I sat up on the bed. "Sam, you did a
good job. We have one more piece of the puzzle. Right now I don't know where it
fits, but it's a big one. Talk to you later." "Report in regularly, will you?" "Sure." I got up and went to the connecting hatch,
put my ear against it. Roland, John, and Darla were talking quietly next door. I turned to Winnie and said, "Let's you and me go for a
little walk, honey." 16 WITHOUT HESITATION, SHE followed me to the hatch. We went
out into the hallway after I'd checked it out. I closed the hatch softly. She
took my hand, her double-thumbed grip feeling strange but firm and trusting,
and we walked along the red-carpeted, gold-papered hallway. I'd never been on a
true water-displacing vessel of this size, but it reminded me of pictures of
old Terran buildings. There was a feeling of space here, none of the economicah
crampedness you'd expect, let alone the nightmarish claustrophobia of a
deep-space ship. And from what I'd seen of this Outworld maze, the ship seemed
out of place in its luxuriousness. As we neared the lobby area I discovered the
reason for its affluence. There was a casino. I didn't stop to gawk, but I
caught a glimpse of lots of action, chips flowing at dozens of tables where every
game in town was being played. There were aliens in there too. Before going into the still-crowded lobby, I parked Winnie
in a small room full of food-dispensing machines, hiding her behind one of
them. I told her to wait until I got back. At the desk, I asked the clerk where
the crew quarters were. He gave me a puzzled look before he answered me
politely, and I wondered briefly if the "fraternization" proscription
that Krause had mentioned was really true. But the clerk didn't ask for my reasons.
He showed me a deck plan of the boat and indicated the crew's quarters in the
stem end of C Deck, the lowest of the three. "Are you looking for someone in particular, sir?" "Yeah, a girl. Young, about this high, short blondish
hair, on the thin side." He thought for a moment. "Oh, I think that's Lorelei.
Pretty sure that's the one. She's a belowdecks mate, but we should be all
squared away down there by now. We're about to put to sea, and she should be
off-duty." "Fine. Thanks." I went back and got Winnie. It was good to get out of the lobby and into relatively
quiet corridors. I felt conspicuous, especially with Winnie, and kept my eyes
peeled for a familiar face. None showed. I still felt edgy, but thought I'd
risk a tour on deck. I wanted to see how they got the monster out of the
harbor. We went through an undogged hatch out onto a deserted part
of the outer forward deck. It was a recreation area, with games painted on the
wood decking, canvas chairs stacked by the bulkhead, a few tables under
umbrellas. We stood at the railing and watched as the ship-animal retreated
from shore-backwards, trailing a wake of bubbling water. A smaller complement
of beaters was on duty at the bow, but there were still at least fifty of them,
slapping out a slow rhythm. It must have been a delicate bit of seamanship; the
beats were measured and deliberate. We were halfway out of the harbor, leaving
behind a deserted island back-lit by a smoldering orange sun. It looked as if
the island were moving away, and not us. Below, I could see most of the upper
surface of the beast. Seal-creatures were all over the place, dragging piles of
seaweed with their forward flippers, popping in and out of the dome-structures,
generally going about their appointed tasks, whatever they were. I could see
that the resemblance to Terran seals was superficial. The heads were bigger and
the wrinkled faces flatter, with not much of a snout. And the eyes were
strange. It was a little too far to tell, but it looked as though they might be
structurally similar to the beast-eye we'd seen. We were on the upper main deck,
but above us was a poop deck where the bridge was. Officers leaned over the
rails watching the ship's progress. I wondered how the bridge was relaying
orders to the pilot-musicians, or if the bridge was giving orders at all. True,
a captain hands the conn over to the pilot when entering or leaving harbor, but
what about in open sea? I felt eyes on me, and looked toward the starboard flying
bridge. A stocky, bearded man in a gold uniform was staring at me. The captain.
No, not actually staring—appraising, sizing me up, the shiny visor of his cap
starred with sunlight. I couldn't see his eyes, but I felt their clinical gaze. I took Winnie's hand and we went back inside. We took a long
trek through the ship, avoiding main areas of activity. We passed near a dining
area filling up with hungry patrons, went by a ballroom, a darkened theater,
skirted the trade and shopping deck, and then found a narrow stairway that led
all the way down to C Deck. Below, we encountered an empty six-bed infirmary
looking very underequipped, found lockers, storerooms, and strangely enough, a
sign that read TOPSIDE HOLDS 5-10. I had thought that cargo would be shipped
belowdecks, but some items were probably too fragile for beast-gizzards. We finally came to the crew quarters. I looked around, found
a maintenance closet full of mops and pails, and told Winnie to wait inside.
She looked at me nervously, then crept inside and sat in a comer, her big eyes
glowing in the shadows. I whispered to her reassuringly, telling her I'd be
right back and not to be afraid. I hoped she understood—but then, my
communication problem with her seemed to be one-way, with me having all the
trouble. The crew area was divided up into little cabins of four or
five bunks each. Most of the hatches were closed, but I saw a few sailors
racked out on their bunks, asleep. It had been a long watch. Luckily, there
were name plates listing the occupants of each cabin; perversely, only first
initials and surnames were used. Think of asking for her last name? Not you,
Jake. I took a stroll through the maze of passages, squinting in the dim light.
I found a total of four L. Somebodys. Lorelei Mikhailovich? Not likely, but you
never know. Lorelei Sou-phanouvong? Improbable. That narrowed it to two, L.
Fin-kelhor and L. Peters. Peters it is. I knocked. A muffled reply. I knocked again. Grumbling and general
complaining. The hatch opened and there was Lorelei looking bleary-eyed
in a tattered blue robe. "Yes?" She squinted at me. "Who're
you?" "Is my face that forgettable?" After a second, it hit her. "Oh, yeah, the
truckie." Her eyes grew wary. "What do you want?" "A favor... and a chance to appeal to your
conscience." "Huh?" "I'm in a spot, and I need your help." She frowned, puzzled, then shrugged. "Come in,
then," she said, widening the hatch. "First I want to show you something. Or rather
someone." "Who?" she wanted to know. "Hey, where're you
going?" "Want you to meet a friend of mine," I said,
walking down the hall. I stopped and beckoned. "Come on." "I'm not sure I should," she said sourly.
"Aren't you the one that was going to stick a torch up my behind?" I was about to explain that I'd mistaken her for a man, but
caught that faux pas by its ugly little tail before it scampered out.
"Sorry about that. I was jittery as hell. First time I ever parked inside
a sea monster." This mollified her somewhat. She stepped out into the
passageway. "Okay, but any weird stuff and I scream rape. You won't like
what happens to you after that." Probably not. She followed me at a good distance. I got to
the closet, opened the door. This made Lorelei stop and eye me all the more
distrustingly. "Okay, Winnie," I called. When Winnie peeked around the bulkhead, Lorelei came out of
her tough-cynical character like a fresh pea from a wrinkled pod, suddenly all
girlish smile and looking even younger than I first thought her to be. The
smile looked much better on her than her usual sullen pout. "Oh, isn't she cute!" Lorelei beamed. "It is
a she, isn't it? Where'd she come from?" "Winnie," I said, pointing, "this is
Lorelei." "Hi, Winnie!" "Hi! Hi!" "Winnie comes from a planet named Hothouse. Ever hear
of it?" She came forward and stroked Winnie's head, feeling the
thick glossy fur. "No. Is that back in T-Maze?" "Yes. Were you born here? I mean, in the
Outworids?" "Uh-huh. Look at those ears. Oh, she's darling. Is she
yours?" "Uh... Winnie's not a pet. She's a person—but, yes,
she's traveling with me and I'm responsible for her. How would you like to look
after her for me?" Lorelei giggled. Winnie seemed to be fascinated with the
color and texture of Lorelei's robe, fingering and sniffing the cloth.
"Oh, I wouldn't mind...." she began, then bit her lip. "Gee, I
don't know. I'm pulling double-duty all this run. We're shorthanded, and I
don't know when I'd get the time." "You won't need much. Winnie's able to take care of
herself. Actually, I had something specific in mind." "What's that?" Then, remembering, she said,
"Didn't you say you were in trouble?" "Winnie's the one who's in trouble." "She is?" "Yes. I want you to hide her. You must know every nook
and cranny of this ship, places where she could stay without anyone discovering
her. Right?" "Well, yeah, but why?" "Lorelei, there are people on this boat who want to
kidnap Winnie. Maybe worse. She's in great danger." She was shocked. "Who'd want to hurt her? And why, for
God's sake?" "It's difficult to explain, but basically the situation
is this. Winnie has some valuable information, and these people want it badly.
And to get it, they need to get her." Lorelei put a protective arm around Winnie's shoulders.
"She has information? What could she know that anyone would—?" "Winnie's a very intelligent creature. Don't let her
looks fool you. As I said, she's a person, not an animal." "Hm." She looked at me skeptically, a little of
the cynicism returning. "How do I know you haven't kidnapped her?" "Ask Winnie." She screwed up her face to make a snide retort, but thought
better of it. She bent over toward Winnie and pointed to me. "Is he your
friend, Winnie? That man there. Friend?" Winnie turned to me and smiled adoringly. "Fwenn!"
she said and reached over to clutch my hand. "Jake fwenn!" She
nuzzled my arm. "Fwenn fwenn fwenn! Jake-fwenn!" I was only a little
embarrassed. Lorelei grinned sheepishly. "I guess you're not
fooling!" She straightened up and stuck out a smudged hand. "Glad
to meet you, Jake." I took her hand, then heard voices in the adjoining
corridor. "Quick, in here," I whispered. We piled into the closet. When the two sailors had gone I said, "What do you say,
Lorelei? Will you help us out?" "Sure. I know just the place, too. I can bring her food
and water when I'm off-duty... but she'll have to keep quiet and not
fuss." "Winnie doesn't fuss. She'll behave." I thought of
something. "Food's going to be a problem, though. She needs food from her
planet, special food, like all aliens. Like us, too." I sighed and leaned
against the bulkhead. "No help for it, I guess. Unless..." Well,
there was a slight possibility. "Lorelei, is there any crewman who might
be from Hothouse? He might know of substitute foods, things that are all right
for Winnie to eat. Biochemistry is funny that way. Is everyone in the crew a
native Outworlder?" "No, there're plenty who lucked through, but I never
heard anyone say they were from Hothouse." "Hm. How about Demeter? That's the fancy name for the
place. No? Anyone ever mention they hailed from Mach City? It's the biggest
city." "No, not that I..." In the bands of light coming
through the louvered door I saw her massage her forehead with her palm.
"Mach City. Wait a minute. Where've I seen that before?" "You've seen it?" "Yeah, somewhere, written on something. Damn it, I
can't remember where the punk it was." She snapped her fingers. "Oh,
yeah! It was marked on a crate we brought up from belowdecks." "Cargo?" "Yeah. We put it in a topside hold. Special class
stuff. The crate wasn't marked, but some of the boards came off on one of them
in the freight elevator. There were big bales of stuff inside, leaves and
stuff, wrapped with plastic bands, and on the bands there was a name. Some
company... don't remember what it was, something about chemicals, but it said
Mach City. It was in System, Polla dey Mach. I remember 'cause I asked
where Match City was, and Lany—he works with me—he says, 'You dummy, it's Mock
City.'" He's a punkin' moron... but he's cute. Anyway, that's how I
remember. We brought up a lot of those crates." Well. Well, well, well. "Lorelei, is there any way we can
get at those crates?" "Sure. The holds are locked, but that's no problem for
me. Why?" "Possibility that Winnie might be able to eat some of
that stuff. It's also a good bet that..." A good bet? Sucker bet. I knew
what the bales contained. "Lorelei, look—" "Call me Lori." "Lori. I might not be able to get down here again soon.
Could you take Winnie into the hold tonight and open one of those crates? Let
Winnie hunt around in there for a while. She may find something to eat. She'll
know what she can or can't consume." "Uh-huh. I can do that." "Good. Now, can you get her into hiding right
away?" "Yeah, but I'll have to be careful." "Do you want to wait until tonight? Keep her in your
cabin until then?" "Not really. I have bunkmates, you know." "Can you trust them?" "Two I can, but the other one's a blabbermouth." "Then you'd better take her now. And another
thing," I said, wondering if this decision was wise, "don't tell me
where you're keeping her." She was surprised. "Not tell you?" "I think it best, but it could put you in some danger.
Are you still willing?" "I can take care of myself," she said evenly. "I think you can. And I really don't think these people
will want to mess with a crewmember. It'd make too much trouble for them."
I felt for Winnie in the dark. She found my hand and grasped it, and I squatted
down and said, "Winnie, I want you to go with Lori here. You go with her,
okay? She'll put you in a nice place where you can sleep. You'll be alone, but
you won't be afraid. Jake will come get you later." Her grip tightened.
"No, I won't forget you, Winnie. But you must be very quiet and be a good
girl. Lori will come to visit you and take you to get food. But you mustn't be
afraid. Understand? Nothing will happen to you. No one will hurt you.
Okay?" "Kay!" "You'll be a good girl?" "G'gowull!" "Huh? Oh, yeah, good girl." I cracked the hatch
and looked out, then closed it. "Almost forgot. We need a way to
communicate. I don't trust the room phones. Can you get a written message to
me?" "I think so." "Good. After you hide her, send this message to
stateroom 409-B. Got that? 409-B. Send this: 'Your suit will be ready tomorrow
morning.'" She repeated it. "Right. That's tonight's message. For emergencies,
send... um, let's see. Send, 'The galley regrets it can't provide the special
wine you ordered.'" She repeated that and said, "Got it." "Now, can I leave messages at your cabin?" "Yeah, just slip it under the door. I'll be there when
I'm off-duty. I get so worn out, most of the time I'm sacking anyway." "Okay. Here." I took her hand and pressed a wad of
bills into it. , "No, you don't have to." "Take it, and no back talk. You're taking a risk and
you should be paid. Never be an altruist. It'll kill you in the end." "What's an altruist?" "It's what everyone wants the universe to think they
are, but the universe knows better. Never mind." I looked out again.
"Right. Get going, and don't let anyone see you with Winnie if you can
help it." "Right. C'mon, Winnie." I watched them tiptoe down the dark passageway, then turn a
comer. 17 AND WHO SHOULD I see on my way back up? None other than the
Weird Bastard stepping out of his cabin, catching sight of yours truly and
slithering back into his hole like a mudsnake. I sprang forward and shouldered
the hatch, wedging my boot between it and the frame. "A word with you, sir." "Get out of here!" "We really have to talk." He threw his weight against me hard and nearly took my foot
off, but I shoved back. After a struggle, he stopped pushing and leaned against the
hatch. "I'll call security!" he said. "You can reach the phone from here?" He thought it over. No, guess not. "What do you
want?" "As I said, a few words with you." "Say 'em." "Actually, I wanted to take you to dinner. Have some
friends I want you to meet. They live in the ocean, you see, and they have big,
nasty teeth." Suddenly his weight was off the hatch. I threw it open and
dashed into the room where he was already rifling through a satchel on the bed.
I kidney-punched him and maneuvered him into a full nelson, made sure he hadn't
gotten to the gun, then threw him against the bulkhead. He hit it with a thud
and crumpled. I went through the satchel until I found it. A good little piece,
a Smith & Wesson 10kw with a Surje powerpack grip, compact, lightweight, and
deadly. He was on the floor with his back against the bulkhead,
groaning but conscious, looking at me worriedly. I went to the hatch, closed
and locked it, then walked toward him, twirling the pistol. "Maybe you'd like to explain that little episode on the
beach," I said, "while you still have a working mouth." "I don't know what you're talking about." "You'll have to do better than that." He ran a hand through his unruly salt-and-pepper hair, then
spent a good deal of time scraping himself off the floor. I stood well back,
watching for the sudden move. He was a big man, but if I was any judge he
didn't have any fight in him, just a streak of guile that he was trying to hide
now with a merte-eating grin. "Oh, yeah. Yeah, I remember now. I
did see you on the island. Sure." He shrugged and threw his arms wide.
"What's the problem? Must be some kind of misunderstanding here." ' "I asked you if the water was safe, and you said yes.
It wasn't." Innocence bloomed on him like mold. "I didn't know! I
see people swimming in there all the time!" "How long do they usually last?" "Huh?" He was lying, of course, but right then it occurred to me
that I didn't need another enemy on board. He could have other uses. "You
didn't know about the danger?" "No, I swear. Look, kamrada, it's just a
misunderstanding, believe me." I didn't bother to ask why he'd run at the sight of me,
deciding to live the lie with him. "Well," I said, "if you're
telling the truth, it looks like I owe you an apology." "It's the truth, I swear it." He stepped away from
the wall and straightened his clothes. "I don't swim myself, but I have
seen people in the water from time to time." "Uh-huh." I gave him a conciliatory grin.
"Well, I guess it's all been a mistake then. Hope you'll accept my
apologies." He was all eager smile, his body sagging in relief. "No
problem, no problem," he said. "I can understand. I guess you were
hopping mad. Don't blame you, I really don't. These things happen." "Yeah." I handed him his gun. "No hard
feelings, I hope." "No, no, none at all. Like I said, I don't blame you a
bit. Would've felt the same way myself." He slipped the gun into a pocket
of his bright-blue jumpsuit. "Tell you what. Let me buy you a drink." "Sounds great." I let Paul Hogan buy me a drink. The lounge was crowded,
noisy, and the drinks were expensive. We talked pleasantly for a while over
mugs of local brew. Turned out he was a slave trader by profession. "Indentured servitude?" Hogan said. "You
could call it that. There's a contract involved and a term of service
specified, but the contract can be bought out at any time by the contractee.
Slavery?" He shook his head in protest. "No, not at all. It's
strictly a business relationship. Lots of people luck through to this maze with
nothing but the clothes on their backs, their vehicles, and a pocketful of
worthless currency. They need jobs, and I can get 'em. I'm a broker... an
agent, that's all." He lit a funny-looking, bright-green cigar. "Ever
tried these? Give you a real nice buzz." He blew smoke out one side of his
mouth. "No, the reason I came over to you on the beach was because of the
Cheetah. The Hothouse creature." "Really?" "They make great domestics. Not many of 'em in this
maze. I was going to ask you if you wanted to sell it." "Sell Winnie? No, I wouldn't think of it." "I could offer a good price." He took 'a long pull
of his drink, eyeing me like a specimen on a slide. "Uh, it seemed as if
you lucked through traveling pretty light. How's your money situation? Need a
loan?" Ah ha. The Bait. "We're okay for the moment. 'Course,
we'll have to do something to earn a living eventually." Nibble, nibble. 'Tell me, how'd you happen to shoot a potluck? I'm just
curious. Different people have different reasons." "Really? In our case it was a mistake. Missed a sign, and
before we knew it the commit markers were on us." "Uh-huh, uh-huh." He puffed the cigar
thoughtfully. "Some people do it on purpose. Did you know that? In fact,
we get more and more of those every day. Don't ask me how the word got back to
T-Maze that there was something here to luck through to, but something makes
'em come. They want to get out from under the Authority's thumb. Freedom,
that's what we got out here. High technology, forget it. Modem medicine, the
same. Lots of things are in short supply here—but if you don't mind roughing
it, this maze is wide open. We're young and growing. Lots of
opportunities." He sat back and crossed his legs. "You're right about
having to do something about money eventually. Prices are high around here, believe
me. You should give some serious thought to selling the Cheetah. In fact, I'm
going to sweeten the deal for you, give you something to think about. I'll pay
part of the price in drugs." "Drugs?" "Antigeronics." He snorted. "You didn't think
you could get 'em here as easy as you can back in T-Maze, did you?" "I can't imagine anything being under tighter control
than anti-g's," I said. "My last treatment was after a four-year wait
and a dozen different permits. And it cost a fortune." "Sometimes you can't get them here at any price, and
you'll die waiting. But I have good connections." "How much are we talking about?" I asked,
stringing him along. "I can give you, say, a quarter-treatment's worth. The
full oral series." In a dark comer of the lounge, a quartet struck up a vaguely
Latin American number. The instruments were acoustic— marimba, trap drums, and
double bass—except for the lead omniclavier. I listened to the music for a
while, looking out through the floor-to-ceiling windows at a night sky aglow
with moonlight over a silver-flecked sea. "Paul, a quarter-treatment's not going to do me any
good if I can't get the rest." "Best I can do, Jake. We're talking big money
here." "If you can swing a full treatment, forget the cash.
I'll take just the drugs." "Can't do it, Jake. Like I said, my connection is good,
but the supply is short." "Who's your source?" He flashed a smug grin. "My source is the source,
friend. None better, but that's the deal. Think about it." He
drained his mug and wiped his mouth with two fingers. "Here, let me give
you my card." He gave me his card, which read PAUL HOGAN ASSOCIATES,
EMPLOYMENT SPECIALISTS, with an address in Seahome. I finished my beer, made my
excuses, and got out of there. When I got back to the stateroom, nobody was there. I
knocked on the connecting hatch and opened it. No one. I sprawled on one of the double beds and keyed Sam. "Yo!" "Keeping busy down there? Anything interesting?" "Oh, sure, nothing like watching a stomach wall
ooze." "It's oozing?" "Yeah, but they keep spraying the place down with
some kind of stuff. How's it going up there? Any trouble?" "Things are coming to a head, but I keep getting the
feeling I'm the pimple." I filled Sam in about Lori and Winnie, then ran
down all the new bits of data I'd picked up, especially what I'd gleaned from
Hogan. "This is all getting very interesting," Sam
said, "It's also getting a lot clearer." "There're still some big murky areas, but I
think..." "Yeah, what?" "Sam, just a thought. I know we're wedged in pretty
tight down there, but could you muscle your way out if you had to?" “No problem. May have to flatten a few buggies to do it,
though. Why? Where do we go then?" "I have an insane idea." "Oh, God." I heard the hatch opening. It was Darla, letting herself in
with her key. She stopped dead when she saw me. "Jake! Where the hell have
you been?" 'Talk to you later, Sam." "Any time." "Hi, Darla." She came over and sat on the bed beside me. "You
disappeared." "Sorry. We went for a walk." "Where's Winnie?" "Wanted to talk to you about that. I gave her to
somebody." Her face didn't change expression, but a submerged ripple of
surprise crossed it, once, and was gone. "You gave her to somebody?
Who?" "Uh, guy by the name of Paul Hogan. Deals in exotic
animals, for zoos and such. I thought it best." I put my hands behind my
head nonchalantly. "Had to do something sooner or later. Right?" "Zoos? They have those here?" "Apparently. Well, he didn't say zoos exactly. Now that
I think of it, it seems improbable. Exotic pets, maybe." She frowned at
me. "Darla, I don't like it any better than you, but it had to be done. He
said he'd find her a good home." She didn't like it, but said nothing. She was thinking. "Where's the gang?" "Hm? Oh, they're out shopping." "Did you go with them?" "No, I was looking for you." "I should have let you know, but we got to wandering,
then we met Hogan, and then... well, I wanted to get the matter taken care of.
Sorry." She didn't quite know what to make of it. "Where did
you—?" Voices in the next room interrupted her. A knock came on the
connecting hatch. John poked his head in. "Hello?" "Come on in," I said. John stepped in, decked out in a bush outfit. He looked like
a khaki beanpole. "What do you think?" he said, turning like a
ballerina. "Nice outfit," I said. "Yours too,
Suzie." Susan's was more conventional, a green all-climate suit with
brown knee-high boots. "We got backpacks too," she said, proudly
displaying hers. "And some camping equipment, new eggs, everything." "Yes," John said. "We thought we'd be proper
starhikers for a change. Spent a bloody fortune. The prices!" Roland walked in wearing a match for Susan's outfit.
"Jake! Where the punking hell were you?—if you don't mind my asking." "With Winnie. I found someone to take her." "Oh, Jake, you didn't!" Susan was shocked. John, in a sudden reverie, said, "Odd... I was
wondering where all this stuff comes from. I didn't think to check the labels.
They seem good quality." "I checked them," Roland said. "The labels
were all from Terran Maze. Where else?" John furrowed his brow. "But I was under the impression
..." "You get the door prize, Roland," I said.
"The Outworlds aren't as far out as you think." "Lots of things don't make sense here," Roland
said. "You mean goods are being shipped here from back
home?" John said. "Exactly," Roland answered. "But how are the suppliers getting paid? I mean
how...?" He was lost in thought. \ "I don't know," I said. "But nobody dumps
goods through a one-way hole, do they?" "Not likely," Roland said. "Then there's a way back?" John said, shocked at
his own conclusion. Susan was round-eyed, hope springing to her face. "Apparently somebody knows a way," I said,
"but they may not be telling." "But if we could find it," John said. "If this maze is as big as most are," Roland said,
"that could take years. A century. And I have a feeling a great deal of
this maze is unexplored." "Well." John sighed and sat down. "Food for
thought." Susan looked crestfallen. "Speaking of food," Roland said, thumping his
stomach. "I suppose they have cabin service." "I'm for the dining room," I said, drawing a
strange look from Darla. "I want good food, civilized conversation, wine,
and wit." A knock at the outer hatch, and everyone froze. "Come in!" I yelled. Darla's Walther was in her hand before I could see her move.
"Jake! What're you doing?" she gasped. "Roland, get the hatch, will you? I keep forgetting the
thing locks automatically." Roland gave me a puzzled look, then went to answer it. "Darla, put that thing away. We have guests." "Mr. McGraw?" "No, he's over there." A ship's officer stepped in. "Mr. McGraw?" "Yes?" "Good evening. Jean Le Maitre, Executive Officer."
"Bon soir, Monsieur Le Maitre. Comment ca-vas?" "Bon,
Monsieur. Et vous? Comment allez-vous ce soir?" "Tres bien. Et
qu'y a-t-il pour votre service?" "Le Capitaine presente ses
compliments, et il voud-rait... excuse me. Does everyone speak French
here?" "I've just exhausted my knowledge," I said. He laughed.
"Then I'll speak English. Captain Pendergast presents his compliments,
sir, and requests the honor of your company at dinner this evening, at his
table." "Tell the Captain," I said, "that we'd be
delighted." "Would eight bells be convenient for you?" "That'd be fine." "Excellent. The Captain will be expecting you. Until eight,
then... mesdames et messieurs." He clicked his heels together,
bowed, and left. "La plume de ma tante est sur le bureau de mon
oncle," Susan said dully. 18 I NEEDED A weapon. I had been getting and losing them at a
rapid rate lately. Another squib would be just the thing, but I doubted one
could be found, as they aren't a popular item. Everybody wants a hand-cannon,
for some reason. True, you can't cut through vanadium steel with a squib, but I
know of few dangerous beings made of steel. You get few shots with a palm-size
weapon, but you only need the one that does the job. There was a hitch,
however. From the shootout at Sonny's everyone knew I favored a squib and knew
exactly where I kept it hidden, if they didn't know before. All right; I'd get
a shooting iron too. The shopping area was large, divided up into stores that
sold anything and everything, with no particular emphasis on any one market. I
browsed through one that offered clothing, toiletries, camping equipment, food,
and shelves of miscellaneous bric-a-brac. They sold weapons too. A pretty
middle-aged woman showed me to a display case. The selection wasn't much; there
were half a dozen odd pieces in various models, an S & W like Hogan's among
them. I had second thoughts about getting a wall-burner. Maybe the 10kw would
be enough. She took it out of the case for me. It was basically the same as the
slave trader's, but the powerpack was a different, earlier design and was a
good deal bulkier, awkwardly so. I didn't like it, but the alternatives were
few. There were two Russian slug-throwers, a Colonial-made beamer, and one
antique replica that qualified as a hand-cannon by anyone's lights, if you
didn't mind throwing a barely supersonic projectile. "Let me see that one," I said. She chuckled. "Are you going to shoot it out with the
sheriff?" "I think you have the wrong period. It's a nice piece,
though. What's its rating... er, caliber?" "I wouldn't know, sir," she said. I looked. "Oh, it says right here. Forty-four magnum.
Hm. Have any ammunition?" "I only have one box of twenty shells. Sorry, but I let
someone talk me into taking that thing on a trade. Thought I could get a good
price from a collector. No takers." "It's authentic?" "Oh, yes. Reconditioned, but it's the genuine
article." I doubted it. In fact, it looked as if it had been doctored
up to look the part. She'd gotten stung, all right, and she was trying to
off-load it on me. "No kidding?" I said innocently. "Shoots pretty good, too," she said. "I used
it to bang away at some croakers once. Didn't hit anything, of course." "Uh-huh. I'll take it. How much?" She'd let me steal it from her for fifty consols. I pilfered
it for thirty-five, and I could see by her eyes that she was glad to get that.
She even threw in a holster. I put the thing on, then slipped the gun into it.
"Nice doing business with you...." She smiled prettily. "Belle. Belle Shapiro. Hey, you're
not going to walk around the ship with that thing, are you?" "Why not?" She shrugged. "No rule against it. Most people like to
keep their hardware concealed, that's all." "I'm a straightforward sort of person." Her grin widened. "I think you are too. That makes two
of us. Like to join me in a drink later? I'm about ready to close up
shop." "Love to. Belle, but I'm expected at the Captain's
table, and something tells me a heavy evening lies ahead." "Too bad. Well, some other time." "You're sure there's no problem about wearing
this?" I asked, taking the gun out and loading it with five shells,
leaving the hammer over an empty chamber. I'd seen those old mopix too. "No problem, though the Old Man has been threatening to
start a policy of having all beam weapons checked at the desk. We've had a rash
of fires lately. But it'd take too much time, and no one's been able to come up
with a way to scan the luggage. Can't get the equipment." As she spoke, a wild thought came into my head from parts
unknown. "Belle, is there a pharmacy aboard?" "No, not really. What do you need?" "I don't know exactly. Something to keep me
awake." "Oh, I have plenty of high-altitude stuff." She
went to another part of the store and brought back two big glass jars filled
with pills of different colors and sizes. She popped the lid of one jar and
began fingering through it. "Let's see... I think these little green ones
are pretty good. You say you want to stay awake?" "Yeah, very awake." "Well, maybe these pink numbers." She bit her lip.
"No, those are broad-spectrum antineoplasmics. I think." She looked
at me. "Very awake... or extremely awake?" "Like this," I said, making my eyes round and
crazed. She snickered. "That much? Wait, I might have
something." She opened the other jar and dug her hand into the contents
like a kid searching for just the right shade of jelly bean. "Do you know what's in any of these?" "Most of them," she said. "I used to keep a
list, but I lost it. Here they are." She pulled out one big choker of a
horsepill, bright purple in color. "Now, I don't know what's in this one,
but it's some kind of antidepressant." "You don't know the chemistry?" "No, but it'll cure the blues, that I can tell you.
They're a popular item." "I'll take one. Can you get me a glass of water?" "Sure, honey." She brought the water, and I managed to' gulp down the pill.
Then I got out of there. I was late for dinner. 19 THE STEWARD ANNOUNCED me. "Mr. McGraw, sir." I was
admitted into the Captain's private dining room. It made the rest of the ship
look like a tramp steamer by comparison. The walls were swaddled in gold fabric
with red and white trim, hung with tasteful seascapes. The carpet was red and
knee-high to a dwarf. Hanging above the broad expanse of table was an ornate
crystal chandelier, throwing lambent light to glint off the silver service and
the gold sconces. The china was pale chalk, probably porcelain, the tablecloth
satin white and immaculate. I was impressed and stood at the door for a moment. "Come in, Mr. McGraw." Captain Pendergast wiped
his mouth delicately with a gold-colored napkin. "Please," he said,
smiling warmly and gesturing to a chair. The other guests looked up at me.
Darla, John, and company were there, but I recognized no one else except the
redoubtable Mr. Krause. Darla and Susan were the only women. "Sorry I'm late. Captain." I nodded to the other
guests. Krause didn't look up. "Not at all, Mr. McGraw. Please sit down." Pendergast's dark blue eyes followed me until I was seated a
few places down from him. I unfolded my napkin and laid it on my lap like a
proper gentleman, then remembered that I don't like sitting at a table with a
cloth draped over my knees, and put it back on the table. "I suggest you try the seafood dish, Mr. McGraw. I do
hope you like seafood." "I wish you would call me Jake, Captain. Is it
local?" "As you like, Jake." His Intersystem was clipped
and Teutonic, but with a Low Dutch broadness around the edges. "Yes, it's
local catch. Some people consider it quite a delicacy, although its nutritional
value is limited." The comers of his thin-lipped mouth curled upwards.
"But we don't always eat to live. Do we?" "I always enjoy eating," I answered, "and I
always hope to live to eat again." "Yes, it's a perilous universe," he said. 'To the
natives this particular fish is pure poison. Strange, isn't it? If you don't
care for it, we have a choice of entrees." "I would like the fish," I told the steward
standing patiently at my side. He left the room quietly. I turned to
Pendergast. "You mentioned the natives. You can communicate with
them?" "With some difficulty, yes." "What do you call them?" "The name for their tribe... we like to call it a
crew... is—" He barked twice, then smiled. "As you can see, the
language barrier is formidable. Most English speakers call them Arfbarfs." "Arfbarfs?" At the other end of the table, Susan giggled into her wine. "Yes, or Arfies, if you like. Properly speaking, they
are Akwaterran Aboriginals, or simply Akwaterrans." "Are they sentient?" Pendergast stroked his dark beard. "I'll leave that
judgment to the exopologists. Do have some wine, Jake." A young officer to my left filled a long-stemmed glass. 'Tell
me. Captain," I said. "What is the proper term for the...?" My
Intersystem failed me, and I stumbled about for words. "Would it be better for you if we spoke your native
language, Jake?" Pendergast's English came out even better than his
'System. As usual, other people's language-hopping abilities made me feel
sublingual. "It'd be great," I said. 'Thanks, and I'm sorry
for the trouble." "It's nothing. I assume Intersystem isn't spoken on
your home planet. Which was...?" "Vishnu. No, it's either English or Hindustani." "I see." He gave me a disapproving look. "But
Intersystem is so easy to leam." He left it at that, and began eating
again. It made me feel wonderful. I took a long drink of the wine.
It was flat and slightly sour. "This is apropos of nothing," said a portly bald
man in a pink formal suit across from me, "but did you know that the
'system' in Intersystem doesn't refer to solar systems?" Eyes drifted toward him. "Really, Dr. Gutman?"
said another young officer. "Yes. Common misconception." Gutman cut with
surgical precision into a breast of something vaguely avian. "It really
refers to linguistic systems." He slipped a sliver of meat into his mouth
and chewed slowly. "Everybody thinks planets," he said, more to
himself than to anyone. Slowly, his gaze came around to me. "Don't you
find that fascinating?" "Enthralling," I said, and drained my wine glass. "Jake, you wanted to know the proper term for
something," the Captain said to crank the conversation back up again. "Yes, the name for what your ship is riding on. The
island-animal." Pendergast had his fork poised above his plate, looking with
some concern at his food. "We like to think of both metal and flesh as
'the ship.' STEWARD!" The steward came through the hatch like a shot. Pendergast
held up the plate as if it bore something putrid. "Tell Cookie that if I
wanted my fish this well-done, I would have had the gunnery detail use it for
target practice. Bring something edible." "Yes, sir!" "The Captain was telling us a few things about the ship
when you-came in, Jake," John said to me. To Pendergast he said, "We
were all wondering how the ship is.. .uh, steered. Is that the right
word?" "It's so primitive," the Captain answered,
"I'm almost embarrassed to tell you. We have a taut steel cable strung
between the bridge and the bow, with the bow end implanted into the
megaleviathan's skull. The helmsmen are Arfies who send signals along the cable
by beating on it. They are under my direction, of course. However, for
maneuvers like docking, we must rely completely on the pilot crew." "Remarkable," John said. "Megaleviathan? Is
that what you call the island-creature?" "Like everything on Akwaterra," Dr. Gutman said,
"or Splash, as most everyone calls it, there is no official name.
Scientifically speaking, that is. We don't have the resources to fund science
here." "But we will one day," one of the fresh young
officers said enthusiastically. "Right, Captain?" "Let us hope, Mr. Ponsonby," the Captain said,
buttering a roll. He looked in Krause's direction and did a take. "Mr.
Krause! What's wrong with your lip? Run into a hatch?" Everyone looked at Krause's fat purple lip. Krause wanted to
run and hide, but mumbled something about an accident. I thought it behooved me to do the charitable thing and
rescue him. "Who's idea was it," I asked the Captain, "to use
the beast as a ferryboat?" "Mine," Pendergast said flatly. "There was a
conventional vessel on this run before, and it was lost. Dr. Gutman said we
can't underwrite scientific inquiry here. He's wrong in that: We can—if the knowledge gained is practical and useful. I
headed the first expedition to study the megaleviathans. It was readily
apparent to me that we could make an arrangement with the Arfies and use the
beast to ship vehicles and passengers over this very important stretch of
submerged Skyway." He took a sip of wine. "It was apparent when we
learned that the mega feeds only once a year..." "And just about swallows half an ocean when she
does," one of the officers broke in, drawing a dark glance from
Pendergast. "Sorry, sir," he said, and coughed quietly into his palm. "For the rest of the time," the Captain went on,
"the animal's digestive system is dormant—by a factor of ninety percent.
It took some doing to find the right analogs to Terran histamine H2
inhibitors, which we use in shutting it down completely." "Why didn't you just build another conventional
vessel?" Knowing smiles around the table. "The seas are very dangerous here," Dr. Gutman
said. "Yes," I said. "We found that out when we went
swimming back on the island." Raised eyebrows all around. "You were very lucky," Gutman said. "More
wine, my dear?" he asked Darla. "Yes, thank you." "The animal's reproductive cycle must be an amazing
thing," Roland said, anticipating my next question. "It is," Pendergast said, "from what we know
of it. But to answer your implied question... no, megas don't mate in the
conventional sense. They're hermaphroditic, but there the similarity to Terran
biology breaks down. Dr. Gutman, you're vastly more qualified to speak on the
subject;" Gutman went on at some length, lecturing on the sex life of
the megaleviathan. No doubt the lecture was an old routine. All during it, I
felt more eyes on me than there were on him, a feeling that had persisted since
I sat down. "... and at various intervals," Gutman was saying,
"quite without any warning that we've been able to discover, the mega
gives birth to a relatively small life form that looks somewhat like a Terran
dolphin. It's the product of some kind of par-thenogenetic process which is
also a complete mystery. The animal is born fully developed, 'and swims away.
Sooner or later it comes wandering back and proceeds to swim up the main
vaginal orifice of the mega, never to come out again. About a year after that
happens, the mega disgorges an egg from the same opening. This sinks to the sea
floor and buries itself in the mud. The egg is very large, by the way, about
the size of an average house. Six years after that, from what we've observed, a
new mega is hatched from the egg." "Sounds as if the whole process is a closed loop,
genetically speaking," Roland commented. "How do new genes find their
way into the pool?" "It's doubtful that a dolphinoid returns to fertilize
the mega that birthed it, except by accident," Gutman said. "A simple
tagging procedure would clear the matter up, but the little devils are
frightfully hard to catch." He smiled wryly. "Besides, that's pure
research, isn't it?" "Well, if it's true, that opens the cycle up,"
Roland said. "Still, it's fascinating." "Isn't it, though?" "To me," Darla interjected, "the Arfbarfs are
more interesting. I've been trying to think of a more striking example of
interspecies cooperation. I don't think there is one in the known mazes." "Strange you should say
cooperation," Pendergast said. "Most people assume the megas are simply beasts of burden, but
their relationship with the Arfies is a classic symbiosis." "Really?" John said. "How does the mega
benefit? It's easy to see that the Arfbarfs—" Susan convulsed with another bout of giggling.
"Sorry," she said, red-faced. "It's that name." i "Akwaterrans, then," John went on. "Living on
one of these beasts should be very handy for an amphibious species—but the
mega?" "I'll sum it up in one word," Pendergast said.
"Barnacles." "Barnacles?" "The native equivalent. Marine crustaceans that attach
themselves to the sides and keel of the beast. They're very prolific in these
waters. Over a very short time they can weigh a mega down, and if the
Akwaterrans didn't clean them off and eat them, the mega would eventually
founder and sink." "I see," John said, and sat back as another
steward poured coffee. My food finally came, just in time for dessert. I tasted the
grayish-green mass of stuff on my plate. It was awful. "That one looks underdone," Pendergast observed. "It's adequate. But if it's all the same to you, I'm
going to bypass the main course and head straight for dessert. Is that cherries
jubilee?" "Yes. Freeze-dried, I'm afraid, and the brandy's
domestic." "I'm patriotic at heart." All during dinner, Darla had been stealing glances at me,
trying to divine my mood. She must have been having a rough time, because I was
riding an express elevator to the roof. The Purple Pyrotechnic Pill was kicking
in. Listless conversation went on among the other guests until
Roland turned to the Captain and said, "You've explained why the Arfbarfs
and megas get along, but how does the ship contribute to the arrangement? Or
does it?" "Let me offer my own one-word explanation," Gutman
said, after having polished off his dessert in three gulps. "Food."
He handed the empty bowl to the steward for seconds. "Surprised? You'd
think that with a sea teeming with life there would be no problem. But there
is. Arfie crews are stratified according to a division of labor. There's a
crustacean-scraping class, a pilot class, a fishing class—they need fish to
supplement their diet—a young-rearing class, various other smaller ones,
including an officer class. As a result, relatively few Arfies gather food for
the whole crew, and there is no crossing of class lines. Taboo. When the crew
gets sociologically top-heavy, food-gathering becomes a problem. It's hard work
scraping barnacles, as any swab can tell you. And as for fishing—" "One-word explanation?" Pendergast scoffed.
"I'll put it more simply, Mr. Yee. We won't scrape the keel for them, but
we do help with the fishing, using nets, which the Arfies haven't got the hang
of making yet. If you're an early riser, you might want-to watch us trawl
tomorrow morning." "Thank you. Captain," Gutman said dryly. A siren wailed somewhere in the ship, making me jump a
little. The elevator was shooting through the roof. "A little after-dinner entertainment, ladies and
gentlemen," Pendergast said. He rose and went over to a set of double
hatches on the far bulkhead. He opened them and walked out onto a small lookout
deck. We all got up and followed. Searchlight beams were sweeping the island, lancing out into
the sea-sprayed night, but bright moonlight clearly revealed what was happening.
The island was being invaded^ by a writhing mass of red spaghetti. Crimson
tentacles were snaking their way from the shore toward a cluster of dome-huts,
and hundreds of Arfies were on them like ants, hacking and cutting with
sharpened seashells. Even with their numbers the Arfies were having a hard time
checking the monster's progress. More clumps of tentacles oozed over the
shoreline, separated, and began to flop and wriggle their way inland. More
amphibians flung themselves at these, chopping and slashing with abandon. It
was a nightmarish scene, overhung with orange clouds glowing spectrally with
light from a bloated ruddy moon. It was the first time I heard the Arfies
barking. The sound was a three-way cross between a bullfrog, a dog, and a good
human burp. Pendergast's imitation had been accurate to a point, though
emphasizing the canine element. "Don't took too long, ladies and gentlemen,"
Pendergast said. "The gaze of the gorgon squid will turn you to
stone." Turning to me he said, "You can see why a conventional ship
is vulnerable in these waters, even a hydroskiff. And this is an average-size
gorgon." More tentacles boiled in the water around at least a quarter
of the island's perimeter, slithering up on shore and coming inland to join the
battle. "It looks big enough to give the mega trouble," I
said. He shook his head. "They're big, but not big enough to
take down a mega. It's after the Arfies." The Arfies were sustaining casualties. We could see
struggling forms wrapped in tentacles being dragged over the edge. I heard a
beeping sound and turned to see Pendergast take a small communicator out of his
vest pocket. "Port battery reports ready, sir." "Very well. Hold your fire." He looked at me,
noticing my surprise. "We don't like to intervene unless we have to,"
he explained. "It's a natural check on their population." I'm sure the Arfies are all for ecology, I thought, but... We watched for about five minutes. The Arfies fought the
gorgon to a standstill for a short period, but slowly the monster gained the
upper hand, even though hundreds of severed tentacles lay everywhere, twitching
and leaking dark ichor. Finally, a gargantuan head rose from the water a short
distance from shore, and then a polyhedral eye surfaced, its facets fired with reflected
moonlight. Pendergast lifted the communicator. "Take it out," he said
quietly. "Aye aye, sir!" An exciter bolt sizzled from the ship, coming from above us
and to our left. The eye steamed, then exploded, its liquid humors gushing out
and running viscously down the side of the head. A high-pitched gurgling yell
split the night. The monster began to withdraw, dragging its mass of limp
tentacles away from the horde of defending Arfies. Within a minute, the last of
it had retreated into the water. When it was all over and we were back inside, relaxing over
brandy and cigars, I remarked to Pendergast, "I'd say there was no
question that the Arfies are sentient. They're tool-users." "Many species use tools," he said, sounding a
little defensive, "even have language abilities—Terran apes, for example,
if you remember the old experiments in which they were taught sign
languages—but no one accuses them of being truly sentient. After all—" "I wasn't making a political statement. Captain,"
I said to soothe whatever sore point I had touched. "It's also apparent
that the Arfies have a definite niche here which humans can't compete for. No,
I merely meant that it's hard to understand why the Skyway goes through here at
all. It would seem that the Arfies have at least the potential to evolve into a
technologically advanced race. Whoever built the Skyway seemed to want to avoid
linking up worlds populated by advanced tool-users. None of the races we know
have direct access to the Skyway from their homeworlds. The access portals are
usually more than half a solar system away." "I understand," Pendergast said, sipping brandy
from a huge snifter. "But I can't give you a satisfactory answer." "Which brings up another point," I went on.
"To whom does this maze belong?" Another sensitive area, if the strained expressions around
the table were any indication. "We think it may be a part of the original Terran
Maze," Dr. Gutman said. "A lost part. I take it you've noticed we can
breathe here unaided." "So can some aliens. What makes you think it's a lost
section of the Terran Maze?" "What makes you doubt it?" Gutman riposted.
"Surely not because it's so far removed from most of the Maze." "I don't doubt it. I was merely asking." Gutman
was right, but why was he being so touchy? It's true that as far as Euclidean
space is concerned, mazes ramble all over the place, with some planets as much
as a thousand light-years away from the home system. "There is only one portal on Akwaterra," the
Captain intervened. "However, there is another stretch of Skyway, also
submerged, that leads to a dead end. No portal. We think it was the proposed
site of the double-back portal to Seven Suns. You may be aware that there is an
ingress spur on Seven Suns that no one seems to use." "Could the portal be underwater?" I asked. "No. It was never installed. Why not, is anyone's
guess." "Ran out of funds, no doubt," Gutman quipped, eyes
atwin-kle. "The bond issue didn't pass." "You seem to be all questions tonight, Jake," the
Captain observed. "I have one more, possibly more important." I
gestured around the room. "Where does all this come from? You said the
brandy is domestic. Does that imply that you can sometimes get imported?
Imported from where, and by whom?" "Congratulations," Pendergast said. "You've
asked a question that never occurs to most luck-throughs. They see we have some
home industries here, and they assume that all goods must be homemade. Take the
titanium this ship is made of, as an example. We have domestic steel here, but
we haven't been able to locate any rutile deposits. No doubt they're submerged.
We lack many things here. But what we can't make, the Ryxx sell to us." "The Ryxx?" John gasped. "You mean there's a
way back to Ryxx Maze from here?" "Not by Skyway. But through normal space, yes." John looked at him blankly. "Normal space?" I said, "Do you mean that the Ryxx haul goods here by
Skyway and return by starship?" "Yes." Pendergast lit a slender, bright-green
cigar. "A remote world of theirs happens to lie only twelve light-years
from one of ours, which makes it a hell of a long trip at sublight speeds, but
they don't seem to mind." He smiled. "Nobody thinks much of space
travel on the Skyway, not when you can get in your vehicle and drive ten
parsecs without leaving the ground. But the Ryxx never gave up their
development of interstellar travel. Gives them a competitive edge." "What do they take back?" I asked. "In the mood for riddles?" he asked with am impish
grin. "What's yellow and looks like gold and is worth going a long way
for?" "I see." It made sense. Gold and a few other
precious metals are always worth the trouble. "You have gold here, I take
it." Everybody laughed. "Yes," the Captain said,
looking around at the lustrous walls. "You'd never know it, would you?
Yes, we've plenty of it, but we can't eat it. Perfectly useless substance,
which makes it a perfect medium of exchange, even among alien races." A steward came in and whispered something into the Captain's
ear. Pendergast looked at me. "Seems there's a call for you at the desk, Jake." 20 ON THE WAY to the desk I was worried. Only Lori would be
calling, and that possibly meant trouble. I had received her code-note just
before leaving to shop. I was worried for other reasons too. I'd come away from
the dinner with the vague impression that Pendergast was in on everything. That
meant we could be prisoners on this ship. I was concerned for the Teelies
especially. I had told them to get lost after dinner, get out into the
nightlife, go to the casino, go dancing, anything. Keep to public places. But
where were they to go now? The clerk on duty put a phone in front of me, a boxy affair
made of a coarse-grained wood, like the ones in the room. I picked up the
receiver. "Yes?" "I have your jacket," a male voice said.
"Want to come and get it?" "Who is this?" "The guy who owns the car you stole." The pill made my mouth work before I knew what I was saying.
"The guy who owns the car I stole. Well, well. No fooling. What can I do for you?" "You can come up to my cabin and get your jacket, and
let me take a poke at you." "Least I could do. Right? Let me ask you this. How do
you know I stole your vehicle, or that I stole anything?" "A little birdie told me." It was an expression I hadn't heard in a long while. In
fact, something about his accent rang bells all the way back along my lifeline.
He had a true American accent, and to me he sounded like what most people
accuse me of sounding like— an anachronism. I remembered what he had yelled at
us as we had pulled away in his vehicle: lousy bastards. "Your little birdie is full of merte." "Look, Mac. Next time you steal a car, don't leave a
jacket with your name on it lying around... like on the front seat. Dig?" Dig? "Okay," I said. "You have me. Now
what?" "Like I said, come on up and get it. I'd like to meet
you anyway. It's not everyone who can handle my car and survive." He
chuckled. "Don't worry, I won't start swinging at you. It was a hell of a
merry chase, but I got my car back. So, no hard feelings. I was going to shoot
that potluck anyhow." "You were? How did you get here? And how did you know I
shot the potluck?" "How did I know? You must be kidding. Half of
Maxwellville was on your tail, pal. I just got in line. How did I get here? I
bought an old bomb at the used car lot, that's how. Paid top dollar for the
goddamn thing. Cleaned me out! On second thought, I ought to punch your lights
out just for that." I was marveling at the grammar, the
vocabularly—"bomb" for substandard vehicle, the use of
"dollar"—the red-white-and-blue, good-natured gaucherie of
expression. It was a voice from the past, my past, eons ago, hundreds of
light-years away. "Well? You gonna come up?" "What's your cabin number?" "Three twenty-two, B Deck. Got it?" "Got it." "I'll be here." He hung up. ' First, I had a call of my own to make. I automatically
stabbed a finger at the base of the instrument, then saw there were no
touchtabs. I asked the clerk how to put a call through. "The operator, sir. Just hang up and pick it up
again." I did, and a woman's voice got on the line, asked me for a
cabin number. I gave her Paul Hogan's. "Yes?" He sounded uneasy, his voice hoarse. "Paul? Jake. Wanted to know if you'd had dinner." Silence. Then he asked thickly, "Did you send
them?" "Send who?" "You're lying." "No, really. What happened?" His breath came noisily into my ear. "Three men. They
wanted your Cheetah. Thought I had it." "I see. No, I didn't send them. Did you recognize
them?" Another pause. "Yeah." "Corey Wilkes' boys, right?" "You son of a bitch!" "I said it wasn't me, Paul. He's your
connection—correct?" A burst of obscenity, then he hung up. "Weird Bastard," I muttered into a dead phone. Darla had done her job well. I was flying. The Purple Pyrotechnic Pill was shooting off
the grand finale as I stood in front of Cabin 322. It took me a while to settle
myself down. I knocked, and the door immediately flew open, startling me a
little. By that time, seams in the carpet were unsettling me. But my emotional
states were changing rapidly, like a flutter of card faces in a shuffled deck. A young man had opened the door. He was tall, with fight
close-cropped hair, wearing a white pullover shirt and black trousers, black
boots. He looked very young without benefit of anti-g's, maybe twenty or so.
When I saw him, I forgot about being startled and felt fine. He looked friendly
enough, but then I got edgy again and balked at going in, even when he smiled
amiably, stood aside, and gestured me through. Then in another second I was
okay again and stepped in. But as soon as I was astride the open hatch, I got an
overpowering urge to shove it away, back against the bulkhead. I did it
forcefully, and the hatch hit something, connecting with a body behind it,
someone hiding. I drew the .44 and threw my weight up against the hatch and pushed.
The kid leaped toward the other end of the room, but I didn't worry about him;
he looked as if he was on my side at the moment. He flew over an armchair and
surprised another ambusher hiding behind it. Meanwhile, I shouldered the hatch
and squashed whoever was back there one more time for good measure, then threw
it aside. One of Wilkes' bodyguards stood there against the wall, rocking back
on his heels, looking at me abstractedly. Then the whites of his eyes rolled
around and he slid to the floor with his back against the bulkhead, squatted
for a second, and fell over. I kicked the dropped gun away and turned to see
the kid wrestling with another man behind the overturned chair. I went over and
whacked the bodyguard's head when he came rolling around, the pill making me
misjudge the force of my swing. I hit him very hard. His head crinkled like a
hotpak carton under the heavy wood-and-metal grip. The kid hauled himself off the floor, and I went to check
the corridor. I closed the hatch and kept one eye on him as I looked over the
first man. This one was merely out cold, but his comrade would need medical
attention. The kid picked up a gun and tucked it into his belt, then came
toward me. "Nice move," he said. "How did you know he
was behind there?" "I didn't," I told him. "Any more of
them?" "There was another one, but he left. These two had
their guns at my head all during our phone conversation. What's this all about,
anyway?" "Wish I knew exactly," I answered, "but the
gist of it is, they want something I have." "Really? And here I thought they wanted my car." "The Chevy?" He was mildly surprised. "You know antique vehicles?
Most people don't." "Not really. But I've been wanting to talk to you about
that buggy of yours. Exactly where did you get it?" He went over to the dry bar and poured himself a drink.
"Care for a snort?" he asked. "No, thanks. Is it an alien-made vehicle?" "It's a long story," he said. "Some other
time." He walked to the bed where a pile of clothes lay heaped and pulled
out my leather jacket. "Here," he said, tossing it to me. I let it drop, still holding my gun at my side. "Take it easy," he laughed, going back and pouring
himself another drink. "If these jokers are out to get you, you have my
sympathy. Not necessarily my help, but my sympathy. Aside from the sock in the
nose I owe you, we don't have any problems. Put that six-gun away." I did, and sat down on the bed. "One thing. Did they
tell you to call at the desk and have me paged?" "Yeah. Why?" "You didn't try my room first?" "No, but they did mention you were dining with the
Captain. That help?" "Yes, thanks." I picked up the jacket and put it
on. It felt strange to get back inside it. "Sorry about your vehicle. It
was a case of desperate need." "So I gathered. And I was stupid enough to leave it at
the curb with the motor running. If you'd've tried starting it—" "We found out what happens then, believe me." "I figured as much. You have to disarm the antitheft
gear before you start. Is that why you ditched it?" "Ditched? Uh, yeah, that was why." I watched him pour another bolt of straight liquor from a
dark brown bottle, down it, then grimace. "Rotgut," he gagged. "You said you were going to shoot the potluck on Seven
Suns. Why?" "I'm trying to get back home," he said, as if the
statement were self-explanatory. I made no comment. After a moment, I asked, "When you found your car, did
you see anyone lurking around there? Reticulans, maybe?" "Yeah, as a matter of fact, I did see two Rikki cars,
but that was down near... what's the matter?" I was on my feet, ripping off the jacket. I flung it to the
floor and stared at it. As soon as I had put it on, I had had a relapse of the
itchy creeps, but this time it was stronger, and different. There was something
on that jacket. Bugs. No. Not bugs. Something else, but I couldn't see what it
was. But it was right there. A convulsive shudder went through me. "Hey, arc you all right?" I sat down and tried to get a grip on things. "Do you
see something?" I asked, a panicky breathlessness in my voice. "Your eyes look kind of funny. Arc you on
something?" He looked around. "Where?" "Right there," I said, pointing. "The
jacket." "No," he said. "What do you see?" I tore my eyes from it. "Nothing. Forget it." I
sat there while my mind raced in neutral. I felt compelled to get up and run
from the room, but couldn't quite come to a decision to make the first move.
"Maybe I should have that drink," I said. "Sure. You seem jumpy as hell. Not that I blame
you." He stepped to the bar and poured me a glass. "These two punks
arc enough..." He stopped and laughed to himself. "You know, where I come from, that word doesn't mean what it does here.
I have to watch myself sometimes in mixed company." "Word?" I said emptily, not really listening. "Punk. The way I learned it, the word has nothing to do
with sex, except when one of them tries to put a move on your kid sister." With difficulty, I plodded back to the conversation.
"Where are you from? I mean, on Terra. You weren't born out here." "I'm from the States. L.A. Santa Monica, really." "'The States'? Not too many people call it that
anymore." "I guess not." He brought the drink over.
"I'll never get used to calling the country I was born in 'New Union of
Democratic Republics.'" I took the glass of whiskey and upended it into my mouth. I
tasted nothing at all. "We should leave," I said. The one by the hatch groaned. "You're right. What the hell should we do with them,
though?" "Leave them. Pack up and go down to the desk, get
another cabin. Say you have some noisy neighbors. If you can't get one, you can
move in with us." "Good idea. Thanks." He dragged out a satchel from
under the bed and began to stuff it with the mound of personal effects and
rumpled clothes. "Are there more where these came from?" he asked. "Yes," I answered. "And Rikkis, too." "Jesus, those mothers give me the willies. I hear once
they start chasing you, they don't quit. I've also heard that—" He
stopped, straightened up, and wiped his forehead with a sleeve. "What is it?" "Goddamn headache," he said, his expression
pained. "Jesus! That came on quick. Must've racked my head up against
something." I sprang to my feet and stood there, immobilized.
"Let's go," I said. "Now!" "You're a bundle of nerves, do you know that? Take it
easy. Didn't you lock the door?" He knitted his brow, rubbed the back of
his neck, then looked around. "Do you hear something?" "Like what?" I said breathlessly. "A buzzing sound. What the hell is it?" 21 THE NEXT FEW minutes... hours... I couldn't tell which, were
a dream remembered, then dreamed again. The last thing I recall clearly was
watching the kid put his hand to his head and slowly sit down on the bed. I was
rooted to the spot. Gradually, I grew aware of people around me, then of hands
gripping my arms and leading me down corridors, endless corridors, then finally
into another room. Voices. I was seated in a chair but couldn't move, staring
at the ceiling, watching pretty afterimages from the glare of the overhead
lights. For the first time, I noticed that they weren't biolume panels, but
glowing tubes, fluorescent tubes, recessed into the ceiling. "Do you think he knows?" somebody whispered.
Another voice: "Careful. He may be coming out of it." The second
voice I recognized. Corey Wilkes. "Darla-darling," the first voice said,
"can you think of anywhere the creature might be?" "No," Darla answered. "Is Pendergast
searching?" "I assume. Corey?" "Yes, but the crew's busy as hell," Wilkes said.
"Something about another ship out there, following us." "I think it's imperative we find her before we make
Sea-home," the first voice said. "She could slip off the ship
easily." "You're absolutely right. Van," Wilkes said.
"But one thing worries me. The story he told Darla about Hogan was to
throw us off the track, of course, but he may have given her to one of the
other passengers after all." "Then, what the girl told us isn't true?" "No, she's probably telling the truth, but Jake may
have taken her from the hiding place and then given her to someone else, just
to further muddle things." Wilkes laughed mirthlessly. "Of course,
all of this is predicated on the assumption that the creature is the Roadmap,
and we only have Darla's word on that. Frankly, I'm still a little
skeptical." "Darla?" Van said. "Can you convince
him?" "She's the Roadmap," Darla said flatly. "But
before you get anything useful from Winnie, I want some assurance that you'll
let him go." "That was the agreement, Darla-darling, but... Corey,
we can't speak for the Reticulans, can we?" "No," Wilkes said. "He's their sacred quarry.
There are ceremonies to be performed, obligations to discharge." "Then what we agreed—you're backing out?" "Not us, Darla." "I assure you," Darla said coolly, "that
you'll get no further help from me interpreting for Winnie." Wilkes was unruffled. "Oh, that may not be quite the
problem you think it is. Granted, it's your field, and all, but I may be able
to find someone else." "In the Outworlds?" I could almost hear Wilkes' Cheshire-cat grin. "Don't
worry, Darla, we'll let him go. And I'm sure I can persuade the Rikkis to let
him loose. They relish the hunt even more than they do the kill. But they will
continue to track him down." "Then it's agreed," Darla said quietly. A shadow moved in front of me, but I didn't take my eyes
from the light. "I want to hear more about the maps," Wilkes said.
"You said you wrote something down." A rustling of paper. Then Wilkes said, "Well, this
looks like the Perseus arm... and here's the Orion, I suppose. Uh-huh. Fine.
So, it's a simplified map of this part of the galaxy, so far as anyone knows.
And these lines are major Skyway routes?" "Yes." "What about these Xs all over the place?" "Open clusters, I think. Winnie calls them
'tangle-many-trees.' Thickets." "How charming. But there has to be more to it than
this. What about this... this epic poem you mentioned? Can you recite some of
it?" "I'll try. Winnie's pidgin English is awfully difficult
to render into something coherent. But parts of it go like this: "These are the Paths through the Forest of Lights, and
this way you shall go to find Home. In the land of bright water, keep the sun
at evening on the right hand and follow the path to the great trees at the edge
of the sky....'" "That's a portal, I take it?" "Yes. 'Pass through them but do not touch, for they clutch
like the'—and here's an untranslatable word, but I think it's the name of a
plant that preys on small animals '—and you will come to the land of white rock
that is cold to the touch.'" "Now, that sounds like Snowball to me," Van said. "Yes." Wilkes wasn't sure. "Go on,
Darla." "'Again, at evening keep the sun, which is small and
dim, at the right hand and follow the Path to the great trees which grow here
out of the white rock. Pass through them, but do not touch, for they clutch...'
That stanza keeps repeating. Anyway, it goes on like that, endlessly." "Not coherent?" Van laughed. "It even
scans." Silence, except for the sound of pacing. Finally, Wilkes said, "I'm not sure I buy it." "Corey, Darla's telling the truth." "I don't doubt her. Van. I simply doubt that this could
be the map. Why hasn't anyone got wind of this before? Winnie couldn't be the
only member of her race who's privy to this mythology." "No," Darla said, "but she could be one of an
exclusive group of initiates. A secret order. Primitive human tribes have
them." "I see what you mean. But why haven't the exopologists
gotten any hint of this?" "Lack of basic field research," Darla explained.
"It's tough to get a permit to study anything on Hothouse." "And we know why that is," Van said. "The
Authority doesn't want any scientific corroboration that the Cheetahs are truly
sentient and deserve protection." More pacing. "But how long will the knowledge stay
secret?" "I'm not worried," Van said. "I doubt that
the Authority will ever lift its de facto ban on exopological field studies on
Hothouse as long as the planet is a source of drugs. Of course, there's always
a chance someone may find out, but it's a calculated risk." Again, a shadow crossed my field of vision. "Corey, you may have your doubts about Winnie's map,
but I have my own as to whether this is the best way to go about preventing
this map, or any map, from getting wide circulation. This Paradox business, I
mean." "Do you still think we can do anything back in
T-Maze?" Van sighed. "No, I suppose not. From what Darla's told
us, Grigory wasn't any closer to ferreting it out of the dissident network than
we were. That's why he went after Jake. Right, Darla?" "Grigory was never convinced that the map was more than
a myth," Darla said. "But it's true that the map is in the hands of
the dissidents. Jake as much as gave it to them when he plunked it down on
Assemblywoman Miller's desk." "And why in the name of God did he do that?"
Wilkes wondered, more to himself than to anyone. "At any rate, this was
after he returned from his... quest, heroic journey, back from the future or
the past or wherever the hell he went." Wilkes began pacing again.
"But Miller is in a psych motel, isn't she?" "She doesn't have the map, nor does she know where it
is," Darla said. "By now it's probably been copied and recopied
several times over. No telling how many people have it now." "Which is why," Wilkes said pointedly, "we're
doing it this way. Stop Jake here, intercept him and get the map, and it never
gets back to T-Maze. Things go back to the way they were before." "Or the whole universe disappears, us with it,"
Van said gloomily. "In that case, we'll never know what hit us. As
painless a death as you could hope for. But that's doubtful. Paradox is built
into the Skyway, if you believe legends, and I do. The universe can surely
survive a Paradox or two." "But... it already happened," Van
persisted, unconvinced. "They have the map. I just don't see how we can
change that one immutable fact. And as long as the dissidents have it and the
Authority doesn't, everything's fine. Why fiddle with it?" "How can you think like that, when at least a dozen
dissident leaders were arrested not a few days ago? The Authority's closing in.
Van." "Yes, I suppose it is," Van said dejectedly.
"I was hoping against hope that somehow we could avoid all this." "So was I," Wilkes said. "But even if what
Darla says is true and the Authority doesn't know about the Roadmap yet, surely
Grigory will be able to convince them sooner or later." "That's what I don't understand. How can he convince
them if he isn't convinced himself? Darla?" "You must understand," Darla explained, "that
Grigory had been acting pretty much on his own. He was kicked upstairs to his
job, and he resented it, but his professional dedication was unswerving. You
know how he1 is, Van. It's essentially a public-relations job,
investigating strange phenomena and manufacturing explanations for public
consumption. Not a day goes by when someone doesn't report having a visitation
from the Roadbuilders. You've heard the stories. Usually no reliable witnesses,
no corroborating evidence. Just wild stories. The Roadbuilders will return
someday and make the road free again, abolish all oppressive governments, open
up the entire Skyway to every race. That sort of thing. If you believe the
stories, the Roadbuilders have handed out hundreds of maps to humans and
nonhumans alike, but no authentic artifacts have ever materialized. It was
Grigory's job to debunk all the stories, kill the hope that generates them, the
hope that people have of someday getting the Authority off their backs. That's
why the Authority can't really bring itself to believe in the map unless it has
its nose nibbed in it. I agree with Van that Grigory—if he's alive, which I
doubt—won't be able to convince the Authority, even if he comes to believe in
the map himself, which I also doubt." Wilkes said, "And this Eridani creature is the key to
the whole thing. Is that what you'd have us believe?" "As far as I can tell, she is." "Well, I have no problem with that," Van said.
"There's certainly something to it. Maybe it's not a complete map, or an
accurate one, but it's a map." "As I said," Darla
told them, "I haven't had the time or the opportunity to study Winnie's drawings. You'll have to make
the final judgment, based on the evidence." "If only we had more to go on," Wilkes complained. "Only Winnie can give us more information," Van
said. "But we have to find her first." "We'll find her," Wilkes said confidently.
"Darla, can you be sure that Winnie's joumey-poem clearly reveals that
there's a way back to T-Maze through Reticulan territory?" "No. That fragment was all I had time to translate.
Lots of distractions, and then Jake spirited her away. But back on the island I
specifically asked her if she knew a way home. That's when she started reciting
the poem." "A way home," Wilkes repeated. "Hmm." "I think he's coming around." It was like a camera coming into focus, suddenly, and there
in front of me was the tall, white-haired man I'd seen at Sonny's, Dr. Van Wyck
Vance, wearing a midnight-blue jumpsuit. He was smoking a cigarette wrapped in
tan-colored paper, blowing smoke at me. I looked at him. It was just like the
last time; I was abruptly awake, aware... but this time I could recall clearly
what had happened when I was under. The entire preceding conversation settled
into my forebrain as if it had been recorded and just now fed in. Wilkes was seated in an armchair to my right, Darla on the
bed across the room. Vance was standing in front of me. "Hello, Jake," Wilkes said. I nodded, then turned to Vance. "I don't think we've been introduced," he said.
"I'm Van Wyck Vance." "I know," I told him. "I've met your
daughter, Daria. She speaks highly of you."
They turned to Darla, who shook her head. "How did you know?" Vance asked. "A little birdie told me." Vance took a thoughtful puff on his cigarette, then
shrugged. "Well, you said he was resourceful, Corey." "Yes, he is," Wilkes said. Darla said, "Jake, Daria is a name I rarely go by. Van
always called me Darla." "Her mother named her," Vance said, sitting down
next to his daughter. "I never cared for it. I remember when she used to
come home in tears—her schoolmates were teasing her by calling her 'Diarrhea.'
Remember, Darla-darling?" "I'm glad to say I've repressed that." Vance laughed. I was sitting in another armchair with nothing binding me,
and I thought now would be a good time to get up. I started to. "Roadmap!" Wilkes said sharply. I was startled enough to plop back down, then looked around
for someone with a gun. Nobody was holding one on me. I felt weak. My head felt
like a ball of fuzz sitting on my shoulders. "You won't be able to get up, Jake," Wilkes
informed me. "I planted the posthypnotic suggestion while you were under.
Actually, I should say posthypnogogic. This thing doesn't induce a standard
hypnotic trance." He held up a thin bright-green tube about half a meter
long. "Subjects are ten times more suggestible under it. Even consciously
being aware of the plant doesn't break the spell." "The Reticulans are very
good at mind-control technology," Vance said. "Unfortunately," Wilkes said, "they don't
know enough about human physiology yet to make this thing really useful.
Twrrrll tells me they're working on it, but we're still as much a mystery to
them as they are to us. If you were a Rikki, Jake, you'd be my obsequious
slave, and would tell me anything I'd want to know, or do anything I'd want you
to do. As it is, all the wand does to humans is either knock 'em out or turn
them into shambling hulks in a highly suggestible state—and I'm not enough of a
psychometrician or a hypnotist to always get the results I need." He
brandished the wand at me in the manner of a headmaster reprimanding a wayward
pupil. "You're a tough customer, mister, I'm not at all sure I could make
you tell me where you've hidden your little alien friend—and even if I could, I
have the sneaking suspicion I'm going to need your active cooperation to
actually get hold of her. You've got her stashed with somebody on board,
somebody—a group, I bet—with whom we can't readily punk around. A gaggle of
Buddhist nuns... boy scouts... the damn Archbishop of Sea-home and his
acolytes. I wouldn't be surprised. You're slippery, Jake. Slippery. No, I'm
afraid I'll have to resort to old-fashioned methods of persuasion.
Meantime..." He stroked the wand lovingly. "This gizmo will keep you
right where I want you." Vance said, "I suppose a truth drug wouldn't do
either?" Wilkes shook his head disdainfully, continuing to caress the
wand. "Ingenious little things," he went on. "Very
powerful. The effect can cover a city block. You adjust the field-strength
here." He fiddled with one end of the rod, which was ringed with a wide
silver band. "This doodad here. The only drawback is that the effect can
be thwarted by taking a simple tranquilizer. Of course, if the subject doesn't
know that..." "Tranquilizer?" "Yes. You'd think the opposite would be true, wouldn't
you? A high-altitude pill of some kind. An antidepressant. The way I understand
it, that does almost no good at all." "Almost," I said, feeling foolish. "Why, are you on something? You did seem to be
semiaware while you were under. Good try, Jake." "Seemed like a hell of a good idea at the time." "I'm curious, though. Did you actually know about the
dream wand? Did you happen to be awake that night when we walked in at the
commune?" "Commune?" "The religious -group's place. When a subject's already
in normal sleep, there's no awareness of going under." I looked at Darla briefly. She looked slightly confused, so
I thought it would be better not to mention the wand's use at the Militia
station. Wilkes picked up the byplay and looked at Darla, then at me.
"Something?" he asked. "We do have the mystery of Jake's escape from the
Militia station to explain," Vance reminded him. "Oh, yes. Twrrrll was sure he detected another wand in
operation there. But that was most likely the Ryxx, don't you think?" "How did they get hold of a dream wand?" "Oh, the Ryxx are master traders. They probably paid
the right price to a renegade Rikki and got it. Or they may have a similar
technique of their own. Besides, we did see two Ryxx nearby." Vance grunted noncommittally. "Who knows?" Wilkes conceded. "They may not
have done it, but they have just as much reason as we do to keep the map
secret. Granted, it's hard to understand why they didn't grab Jake as soon as
he came out, or try to, anyway. But they didn't. And I'm not going to waste time wondering why. Someone got
him out of there, for whatever treason." I said, "May I ask a question?" "Sure," Wilkes said. "Why did you come to the Teelies' farm that
night?" "You'd have to see to understand. Darla, would you call
Twrrrll in here?" Darla didn't get up. Vance rose and said, "I
will." He went to the connecting hatch, opened it, and called the alien's
name. After a moment, Twrrrll came in. It struck me how tall he
was, how sickly thin his limbs were, and how they contrasted with his
seven-digited, powerful hands, hands that could envelop a human head and
squeeze. His feet were huge as well. He wore no clothing except for
crisscrossing strips of leatherlike material that wrapped his thorax like a
harness. "May I be of serrrvice?" the alien asked. "Jake would like to see the mrrrllowharrr," Wilkes
said. "Verrry well." It was a strange sensation to see him undrape an invisible
something from his shoulders and cradle it in his hands. Stranger still to
watch him stroke it with two fingers and trill to it softly. As he did so,
something even more unsettling was happening to my perceptual apparatus. It
wasn't like watching something flicker into existence out of thin air. No, not
like that at all; for the thing was there all the time. Everyone has had a
similar experience. You look and look for a misplaced object, something you
just had a minute ago but inexplicably misplaced, like a pennon a desktop. You
search and search and can't find it, until someone points it out for you and
it's right under your nose. The thing in the alien's hand existed, was there,
but the fact simply had not registered in my brain. All at once the animal
materialized, but I knew it had been there all along. I had seen it, but had
not recorded it as a datum. "It still amazes even me, Jake," Wilkes said. It was a match for the caterpillar-snake thing Susan had
accidentally killed at the farm, its pink brain-bud glistening moistly in the
overhead light. I felt queasy, desperately hoping my worst fears were
unfounded. "It was with you all the time, Jake. On your jacket,
most of the time. Probably right under your collar, tucked away safe and
snug." I felt like throwing up. "How?" I said in a
strangled voice. "Strange survival tactic. Marvelous, really. Not visual
camouflage, but perceptual camouflage. God knows how it's done, but the animal
makes its predators forget it's there. Some extrasensory power, no doubt. Your
perception of it gets shunted directly to the preconscious, bypassing the
primary perceptual gear. Is that basically the way it works, Twrrril?" "Yes. We would use different terrrminology, perhaps.
But yes." 'Trouble is, me mrrrllowharrr is very sluggish, which makes
it vulnerable when it gets underfoot. Isn't that what happened at the
farm?" I took my eyes from it. "Darla?" "Yes. One of the Teelies accidentally stepped on it." "We were hoping that's what happened, and that you
hadn't become aware of it somehow. Its hold on the mind isn't absolute. We
couldn't locate the carcass, but Twrrril convinced us to take a chance and
plant another one, this one's mate. We put it on your jacket, which you
conveniently left outside your sleeping egg." "Why?" was all I could say. "It leaves a psychic trace, Jake. The Reticulans can
follow it anywhere. Even through a potluck portal." The alien left and closed the hatch, leaving behind the
smell of turpentine and almonds. "All that nonsense at the restaurant," I said when
my stomach had quieted down. "It was only to plant that thing on me?" "Right, and I nearly ran out of chitchat before that
thing finally made it over to you, crawling over the floor." "Then why the gunplay?" Wilkes triumphant smile dissolved. "That..." He
grunted. "That was a mistake. Rory—the one who drew on you—is a little
dim. Likable, but dim. I mentioned that we wanted to throw a scare into you. To
Rory that meant he should wave his gun around. I, uh.had to let him go, of
course. Luckily, Darla was there to save the day." He studied my face, as
if watching a seed that he had planted take root. "I didn't know, Jake," Darla said in a low voice.
"Not about the mrrrllowharrr. I didn't see the thing." "Corey, really," Vance said deploringly.
"Jake's opinion of my daughter must be low enough. Do you have to rub it
in?" To me he said, "Darla wasn't working for us then." He
turned to her with a thin smile. "And I'm not even sure she's with us now.
Are you, Darla-darling?" "You know where my loyalties lie. Van," Darla said
resentfully. "I do? Maybe you'd like to remind me once again." "It isn't important. The deal is that I hand over
Winnie to you... correction. That was the deal before Winnie disappeared. The
deal is now that I help you find her in exchange for leaving Jake alone. I go
back to T-Maze with you, using your secret route through Rikki country."
Darla looked at me. "You were right, Jake. There is a way back from
here." "But we're not letting it get around," Wilkes said
to me in a stage whisper. "I know," I said. "And I know about the
antigeronics you're running into the Outworlds. Neat little scheme, and one
hell of a big market to have cornered." "Nothing gets past you, does it?" There was a sort
of admiring awe in Wilkes' voice. "Go on, Darla." "When we get back, I alert the dissidents to destroy
all copies of the map. Anyone who has had anything to do with it will have to
go underground, take to the road until the crackdown runs its course. The
movement will be hurt, but at least the Authority won't get the Roadmap.
Meanwhile, the secret will be safe with us." "And what about Winnie?" "She can be taken back to Hothouse and left with the
movement network there. As far as I know, nobody knows about her yet, not even
the dissidents. They may have the map,1>ut they aren't aware of its source.
I can't be absolutely sure, but it's a good bet even Grigory never realized her
significance. He never mentioned her to me." "Hmm." Wilkes brought his palms together and
touched both index fingers to his lips. "We have some problems here.
Namely, you yourself are wanted by the Authority. If you're caught, you'd have
a hell of a time explaining how you got back from a potluck portal." "I won't have to. Nobody saw us shoot it, or knows that
we did, except you and your partners." "And Grigory." "Grigory's dead." "Do we know that?" "I told you what happened on Seven Suns." "Yes, and you haven't played your role as grieving
widow very convincingly." "You must know I signed a
life-companionship contract with Grigory for other than personal reasons." Vance said, "When everything is secured back in the
Maze, Darla will come back here with me." Wilkes brooded. "All very well and good, but still..." Somewhere in the room, Sam's key beeped. "Aren't you going to answer it, Darla?" Vance
asked. "Only polite." Darla took it out of her pocket, then threw it across the
room to me. "He should," she said. I picked it up and looked at Wilkes. "Is there a camera on that thing, Jake?" "Yes." "Set it up on that table, will you please? And point it
at me." I did, and opened the circuit, then sat back down. "Hello, Corey! Long time no see, and all that merte." "Hi, Sam. Your son is our guest." "So I gathered. What's up?" "We want the Eridani creature." "Uh-huh. Can't help you, Corey." "That's tod bad." "Sorry. These sailors down here ought to be able to
tell you she hasn't shown up." "They were posted after we learned about the girl. She
could have brought the creature down before that." "Girl?" "Yes, the sailor-girl Jake recruited to help him hide
the creature. Before we knew about it, we assumed Winnie—is that her name?—we
assumed she was still topside with Jake. And then Jake dragged a red herring in
our path. Nice touch." He turned to me. "Where in the world did you
meet Hogan, of all people?" "At a literary luncheon," I said. Wilkes cackled. "Anyway. We still want her, Sam. And
we're going to get her, or somebody's going to get hurt." "Yeah, yeah. Corey, did anyone ever tell you that
you were the slimiest piece of merte ever to get flushed into a plasma torch?" Wilkes eyes flared. "Yes, several times, and in even
more colorful language. Did anyone ever tell you that I was the one who had you
killed?" "You did? How?" "Oh, it was beautiful. The people who got the contract
assured me it was foolproof. The man driving the buggy that ran into you did it
deliberately. He had special impact padding, all kinds of anticrash gear. An
expert. No one even began to suspect it was anything other than an
accident." "Congratulations. So what?" Wilkes mumped a fist into his chest in mock pain. "Oh,
Sam, you strike even from beyond the grave. Here I am, maybe the first murderer
ever to have the satisfaction of gloating to his victim after the fact, and I
can't get a rise out of you." "You're talking to a machine, you know." "Am I? I've heard that an Entelechy Matrix transfers a
person's soul to a machine." "Soul, my ass. Look, let's lose the verbal sparring
and get down to cases. Exactly what's going to happen if you don't get Winnie,
as if I didn't know?" "You don't know." Wilkes sighed. "Oh, well.
Come on, Jake. I want you to see this." He rose and crooked his finger at
me, walking over to the connecting door. He opened it and pointed. . I got up and walked over, robotlike. I looked into the room.
My eyes were drawn first to the sight of Lori. She was naked, slumped in a
chair in a far comer, under the wand's spell. Then my gaze drifted to the four
Reticulans, Twrrrll among them. They were regarding me impassively, standing
around a strange piece of furniture, made of black wrought iron, which looked
like a cross between a table and a bed. The legs were fashioned into alien
animal limbs, adorned with ornamental tracery exhibiting runic symbols. An
elaborate headboard was executed in the same manner. Across the top of the
table lay a network of troughs, not unlike the bottom of a roasting pan, with
tributaries branching out to the edge and running off into gutters that would
conduct blood, or any kind of body effluent, down to the foot of the bed, there
to spill into two large copper pails. The pails were chased with more cryptic
markings. To one side stood a much smaller table done in the same style, upon
which lay an assortment of strange bladed instruments. "Roadmap!" Wilkes whispered hoarsely into my ear.
The electric tension flowed out of me and I went limp, swaying on my feet.
"The Reticulans have always been hunters, Jake.They never lost the
impulse, as we did. It's still the driving thrust of their culture.
Interesting, don't you think? Long ago they depleted their home planet of
'honorable game,' as they call it. Then they discovered the Skyway. You'd think
fifty or sixty new planets would hold them for a while. But the Reticulans are
an old race, Jake. One of me oldest on this part of the road. Very recently, a
few hundred years ago, they took to hunting outside their maze. They're feared
and hated everywhere, as well they should be." He craned his head around to whisper in my other ear.
"Can you imagine what it's like to be vivisected, Jake? That's how the
Reticulans will honor you, their sacred quarry. Unless you hand over Winnie, in
which case I might persuade them to let you loose for a little while longer.
They probably consider it a challenge to track you without the
mrrrllowharrr." He closed the hatch, then shoved me toward the chair. I sat
down heavily. "How much good will it do, Corey," I asked,
"to tell you I don't know where she is?" "None at all, I'm afraid," Wilkes said airily. He
got a cigarette from a gold case on the table and lit it, blew smoke at the
ceiling. "Your little girl friend says the same thing." "What did she say?" "She says she hid Winnie up on the poop deck in an
unused radio shack. She went back later and the animal was gone." "You don't believe her?" "Yes, I do, but I can't believe both of you don't
know." "Winnie may have got frightened at something and
run." "Fine. Then Pendergast's people will find her
eventually, and everything'll be wonderful. But I'm only giving you another
hour, Jake. Then—" "It's a big ship, Corey," Vance said, fiddling
with my newly bought revolver. "Maybe we should give it a little more
time." "Okay, two hours." Wilkes threw up his arms.
"Hell, I'll wait all night. I'm easy to get along with. But somebody knows
where she is, and personally I think it's you, Jake. But we'll wait." 22 WE WAITED. Conversation was desultory. Vance and Darla sat at a table
at the other end of the room, drinking coffee brought in by another of Wilkes'
bodyguards. At various intervals they all popped pills to keep up their
immunity from the wand's effect. Wilkes told me it was still on low power. At one point, Darla came toward me, bearing a cup and
saucer. "No, Darla," Wilkes told her. She stopped. "You said he was your guest," she
said sarcastically. "Don't want you slipping him any tranqs." "Do you think I would?" "I don't know, and don't care to take the chance. But I
don't want to be inhospitable. I'll pour him a cup." He got up and went to
the table and did, then fetched it over to me. "Enjoy, Jake." "Thank you." I sipped it and found that it wasn't
coffee but some kind of
grain beverage, with a bitter aftertaste. "Corey," I said, "there's one thing that's
been bothering me since the start of this thing." "What's that?" "Why didn't you just kill me?" Wilkes looked over the newssheet he was reading. "Good
question. You can't say I haven't had plenty of opportunity." He folded
the sheet and put it aside, then went back to tapping on his lips with his fingers.
"This damned Paradox thing set me to thinking. If I just up and killed
you, it very well could have turned out that nothing would have changed. You'd
be dead, and the map would still be in circulation, brought back from the Great
Beyond by the 'you' that never died. Paradox. Or maybe there's really no
Paradox and somebody else brought the map back—one of your religious friends,
for instance. They could be in on the whole thing." "They're not," Darla said emphatically. Wilkes shook his head sadly. "Another statement that I
can't accept at face value. For all I know, they could be part of your
dissident network. Maybe they brought the map back and pumped Jake's image up
into a legend. Who knows? No, I came up with a plan of sorts. I had to nab you,
and I wanted to wait until you shot a potluck to be certain you had the map.
After all, none of the stories about you say exactly when you got it." "So you herded me through a potluck." "Right, and it wasn't pure luck that you chose the
Splash portal. If you think back over all the options you had, you'll find
there were few. You could have gone elsewhere, however, which is why the
mrrrllowharrr was necessary." "Back at the motel—you sent your crew to flush me out
of there?" "Yes, to keep you running. Knew you'd find a way to
escape, and you did. You're slippery, Jake." He kept crossing and
uncrossing his legs in a compulsive, jerking movement. "Anyway. I had to
get that punking map, find out... no! First I had to find out if it even
existed, then find out where it came from." He looked uncomfortable.
"And I still don't know." "I'll tell you where it came from, Corey," I said.
"You created it." "How so?" "If you'd have let me alone, I never would have hid out
in that motel, never would have met Winnie, etcetera, etcetera." He laughed. "The irony hasn't escaped me. Believe me,
I've thought about it. But what was I to do? Talk about having few options. No
matter what I did seemed doomed from the start...." He trailed off and
looked at the ceiling. "Well, that's neither here nor there," he
added offhandedly. After a pause, Vance said, "I wish you'd finish that,
Corey. I'm still in the dark as to how getting the map now will alter reality
or in any way change the fact that the dissidents have it." He got up from
the table and walked over to Wilkes, stood over him, and said pointedly,
"I really wish we could clear that up once and for all." My head was beginning to congeal a little, but it had taken
me the better part of an hour to think through what I said next. "There's
nothing to clear up. Van," I blurted out. "Can't you see that your
little drug scheme is going right out the port?" He slowly brought his eyes around to me. "What do you mean?" "He means to drive a wedge between us, Van,"
Wilkes said mildly. "Oldest trick in the book. Don't fall for it." "Suddenly I'm very interested in what he has to say.
What exactly did you mean, Jake?" "First, tell me a few things. How did you get in on
this, and why?" He was annoyed. "Doesn't strike me as pertinent." "Then we don't play." He went over and sat on the bed, picked up the revolver and
absently fiddled with it, looking at me. "Thinking of shooting someone?" I asked. "Huh?" Aware now that he had picked it up, he.
said, "No. Don't even know how this thing works." He tossed it aside,
then glanced at Wilkes and looked back at me. "All right, you win. A
little history. Word has been out for a year or two that I'm to be purged. Oh,
it's an outdated word, of course. They want to ship me back to Terra for
'evaluation and reassessment.' Fortunately the mills of the Authority grind
slowly, and I had some time. But where would I go? Easy. Someplace like the
Outworlds. But the cost of living's pretty high here. And strictly cash, no
Authority vouchers. I had no gold socked away to speak of. Of course, here you
can go up into the hills and pan for it—they actually do that, you know—but I'm
not the prospector type. Corey approached me about this drug thing. Sounded
good, cornering the market and all that. He needed me, he said, to work out all
the details about diverting raw material
from Hothouse and secreting it out here." He shrugged. "I had no
choice, really. I went along." "Why the raw stuff?" I asked. "Why not the
finished product?" "Actually," Wilkes said, "that was my
original idea. Van talked me out of it." Vance nodded. "The controls are just too tight. The
Authority guards its monopoly well. When you get right down to it, it's the
source of their power." "Okay," I said, "so you got the idea to
process the stuff here." "A big investment on my part," Wilkes reminded
him. "You should keep that in mind. Van." "I will. We have a small factory and lab near Seahome,
about ready to become operational." "And what about the Reticulans? What's their motivation
for letting you truck gold back through their territory?" "Same as anybody's," Wilkes answered. "They
need gold as much as any race does for intermaze trade. I know it sounds
mundane, but their economy is royally screwed up. Their social structure
is top-heavy with nonproductive ruling classes who're preoccupied with quaint
pastimes like hunting and riding eight-legged beasties around in the woods.
They won't stoop to getting their hands dirty. Most technological things are
left to slave clas,ses. Beside, Reticulans think it more honorable to take by
conquest rather than to create. Only the Roadbugs have prevented them from
running amuck, taking over every maze in sight. So, they're hard up for
cash." He extended a hand deferentially to Vance. "Sorry. You were
saying?" "I was about to say that when we heard the Roadmap
rumors, we knew that it was only a matter of time before the Authority would
come barging into the Outworlds. Anyway, that was my fear. I'd have no place to
hide." He picked up the revolver again and began to twirl it on his
finger. "Now. Tell me about how the whole plan is null and void." I drained my cup and tried to put it on the lamp table next
to me, but I misjudged and sent it clattering to the carpet. "Sorry. Could
I persuade you to turn that gadget off? I'd rather have a gun leveled at me, or
be tied up." Vance looked at Wilkes tentatively, but Wilkes shook his
head. "I'm a little shorthanded. Van. Jake has a habit of brutalizing my
bodyguards." He gave me a grouchy look. "No? Okay. Van, it looks to me like you're going to be
up merte creek without a paddle. Wilkes doesn't want to change reality,
he just wants the map. Once he has it, he'll sell it to the Authority. Or to
the Ryxx, or the Hydrans, or to the highest bidder." "Beautiful, Jake, beautiful," Wilkes marveled. Vance lowered his eyelids in deep thought. When he came out
of it, he exhaled noisily. "I'm getting the distinct feeling that I've
been very, very stupid." The hatch opened, and Wilkes' bodyguard showed Pender-gast
in. "Where the hell is the Peters girl?" the Captain
bellowed at Wilkes. It was the first time I'd seen Wilkes slightly embarrassed.
"George, just a moment." "She's a crewmember, Wilkes. You may be running the
drug thing, but I'm still captain of this ship. If you've done anything
to—" Wilkes got up and hastened toward him, extending a placating
hand. "In the hall, George, please...." "Oh, Captain? May I have a word with you?" Pendergast spun around. "Who the bloody hell was
that?" Even I had forgotten that Sam's key was still silting on the
coffee table. Wilkes motioned to his bodyguard. 'Turn that thing
off." To the Captain he said, "It's nothing. An open circuit to
McGraw's rig computer." Pendergast shouldered past him into the room. "What do
you want?—wherever you are," he said looking around the room. "Tell Mr. Wilkes what happens to the gizzard of a
whale when it gets perforated by a floater missile. Go on, tell him." Pendergast's brow furrowed into dark lines. He turned slowly
to Wilkes. "You say this is a computer?" "Entelechy Matrix," Wilkes murmured. "On the
table there." The Captain's eyes finally found it. "Let me tell you
what happens," he barked at Sam. "The entire GI tract of the beast
goes into convulsions. You wouldn't survive—" He halted, tongue-tied with
the absurdity of what he had said. "Son of a bitch," he muttered. "I might even stop breathing, huh?" "What do you want?" Pendergast said evenly,
walking toward the table. "First, I want this hold cleared of your crew.
Everyone. And I mean
up the elevator and out of scanner range. Second, I want my son and his
companions delivered down here safe and sound." "Your son?" "McGraw," Wilkes supplied. "It'll he done," Pendergast said. Wilkes walked back into the room. "Captain, we can't,
not just yet. He's bluffing." "You know me well enough to know I'm not, Corey." "I won't take chances with this ship!" Pendergast
shouted. "Sam," Wilkes said. "You'll have them when we
have the creature." "I said I wanted my son and his companions, and I
meant all of them." "You'll have them," Pendergast said, "and
you'll have safe conduct to debark this ship. But I guarantee that you'll never
make it off Splash." "We'll take our chances." "George," Wilkes said soothingly, putting a hand
on his shoulder. "You forget that we don't have the creature to give. Another
thing—the Reticulan's tracking technique is inoperative at this point. We could
lose him for good." Pendergast's eyes widened, and he turned his head sharply to
the connecting hatch. "Is she in there?" he breathed. "With them?" "You don't have to worry. Captain," I broke in, as
things began to lose their dreamlike quality. I now realized why the coffee had
tasted bitter. 'They won't rip her apart. She's not sacred quarry." Pendergast strode to the connecting hatch and threw it open
savagely. "No, but you are, Jake," Wilkes said darkly. The Captain lunged at Wilkes, but the bodyguard got in the
way. Pendergast elbowed him aside, but the boy brought his gun up menacingly.
Pendergast stopped, his face dark with fury. "You think you can threaten
me?" he growled at Wilkes. "George, take it easy. I thought she was hiding
something when you talked to her, and she was. Jake paid her a lot of money to
hide the creature. I had to question her myself. She was in no danger." Pendergast put a hand to his forehead, his rage suddenly
ebbing. "What's going on?" "The wand, George. You haven't taken the
antidote." The ship's warning siren keened again. "What is it, George?" "The pirate mega," Pendergast said, his voice
detached. "Pirate?" "Yes. We've been tracking her. We're expecting an
attack at dawn." He shook his head to clear it and rubbed his temples. His
communicator began beeping inside his pocket, but he ignored it. "I've got
to get out of here. I'm needed on the bridge." There was a distant look in
his eyes, as if none of us were present. "Winds must have changed,"
he mumbled, then walked unsteadily out of the room. "Jimmy, close the door," Wilkes said. He went to
the coffee table and picked up Sam's key. "Sorry, Sam. He probably won't
remember your threat, not for a while anyway." "Corey, sometimes I have trouble understanding how
you could be the same person who founded TATOO with me." "We all change, friend." "It's all unraveling, Corey." "Not just yet," Wilkes said tightly, and shut the
key off. "Tell Twrrrll to release the girl," he told Jimmy. "And
the other one, too." "Is it true, Corey?" Wilkes turned to face Vance. "Is what true?" "That you'll sell the map to the highest bidder?" "No." Wilkes sat in the armchair. "Not to the
highest bidder. I'd be a fool to sell it to nonhumans. What do you think homo
sap's chances would be in a galaxy dominated by some alien race that got hold
of the Roadbuilders' technology? What if, for instance, they"—he pointed
toward the adjoining stateroom—"got hold of it? No, I'll give it to the
Authority." "I think your Rikki friends got the idea of going after
the map a long time ago," I said. "No doubt they did," Wilkes conceded. Vance was struggling to understand. "But... you realize
that to return with the map you'll have to travel through twelve thousand
kilometers of Reticulan maze?" "I'm not going back that way." Vance was baffled. "How?" "I'll go back by Ryxx starship." "What?" "Yes, they've got the time dilation down to three
years, ship time. A long haul, but they have cold-sleep technology. Surprised?
Didn't you know that the Ryxx don't mind taking human passengers? It's expensive, and they don't get
many takers, but..." "Yes, I knew. But the Ryxx want the map too!" "Yes, but they don't know I have it—or will have it.
They're after Jake, not me. They don't know me from Human One. And as far as I
can tell, they don't know about Winnie either. How could they, if what Darla
says is true?" "What makes you think you can sell anything to the
Authority?" Vance asked, disbelieving. "The Authority takes, it
doesn't buy." "It'll buy from me. You must know that yours isn't the
only friendship I've cultivated in high places. Some of them are your friends,
or were before you became an unperson. The transaction has already been
arranged. And part of the price will be immunity from prosecution." Vance paled. "What?" Wilkes spoke to me. "You may remember that I mentioned
something about your queering deals I had set up. I got word that our drug
operation had been compromised. I really don't know who was responsible. As Sam
said, things tend to unravel. Van, you didn't get wind of it for obvious
reasons. But the deal was null and void long before any of this." "So the Authority does know about the Roadmap," I
said. "Of course they do, and they've given up trying to get
it from the dissidents—or rather, they're having a hard time. I told them I
could get it for them." "But you'll be gone for twelve years!" Vance said.
"More!" "Think again. Most people never consider the backward
time displacement you undergo when you shoot a portal. But when you go back
through normal space, you eat all that time back up. I should get back to
T-Maze almost exactly at the same time I left. No Paradox, and it all works out
very neatly." Wilkes licked his lips, his eyes focused somewhere in the
air, "Or..." he went on abstractedly, ".. .or I just might try
to find that backtime route. You did, Jake—or will, or shall... damn it, these
verb tenses give me a headache! Anyway, if you can, I can, once I have the
map." "What about the Reticulans?" I asked. Wilkes' face split into a gray-toothed grin. "We'll
part company in Seaborne, where I'll rent a long-distance vehicle and floor it
for the planet where the Ryxx launch their ships. You can be sure I'll scour
the buggy for mrrrllowharrr. I'll fumigate the punking thing." Silence. Vance was deeply depressed. Finally, he said,
"Pendergast is going to be very interested in hearing this." "But you won't be telling him. Van." Wilkes took
out Darla's gun from under his jerkin. "Sorry, but until your last dose wears off, this will be
necessary. Darla? You'd better come over here and sit with your dad." Darla got up and began to walk over, but stopped when a
knock came on the hatch. "Get it," Wilkes told her. Just then Jimmy came through the connecting hatch, shoving a sleepwalking Lori before him.
He pushed her onto the bed, where she sprawled, naked and still out cold. Darla threw the door open. It was John. "Darla! Are you all right? You vanished... oh,
dear." He saw Lori and stood there gawking. "Come in!" Wilkes called brightly. John averted his eyes from Lori, then smiled nervously.
"Mr. Wilkes, I presume. I've heard a great deal—" Jimmy reached out, grabbed'him by the collar, and yanked him
into the room. He checked the corridor and closed the hatch. "And you are...?" "John Sukuma-Tayler. A friend of Jake's." Wilkes rose. "John, it's a pleasure, but you caught us
at a bad time. Won't you join your friends there on the bed? Jimmy, check him
over." Jimmy patted him down and pushed him toward the bed, made
sure his boss was covering everybody, then went back into the Rikkis'
stateroom. A moment later he returned, herding another zombie. It was the Chevy
kid. Jimmy sat him down, and
the kid keeled over onto a pillow. "Couldn't you have dressed her?" Wilkes
scolded his bodyguard. "Ever try dressing a corpse?" Jimmy retorted. "Check out the hall one more time, then go get her
clothes, for God's sake." "Right." The pills Darla had dissolved in the coffeepot were taking
full effect, but I couldn't be sure if I was free of the wand completely.
Nevertheless, I was ready to make my move when Jimmy left—but a split second
after Jimmy cracked the hatch, Vance
stood up suddenly, pointing the revolver shakily at Wilkes' back. "Drop the gun, Corey." "Van, sit down," Wilkes said irritably over his
shoulder. "You'll hurt yourself with that old... Van!" Wilkes' jaw dropped as Vance's finger jerked against the
trigger. Vance clenched his teeth, finding it harder than he had thought to
bring the hammer back without cocking it first. His left hand came up to help. Surprised, Wilkes was slow to bring his pistol around, but
Jimmy was quick. His shot sent a bolt scorching through Vance's skull, the mass
of white hair exploding into flame. But the hammer came down. A thunderous
explosion shook the room, and a weird dance of bodies began. Wilkes was spun
around and yanked up and back like a puppet on strings, went lurching back
toward the table. Vance's body marched backward like a ghost with a fiery head,
hit the wall and rebounded, then teetered over. I was on the floor going for
the dropped .44, trying to get furniture between me and Jimmy, but by the time
I got to the gun he and Roland— who had come bursting through the hatch—were
waltzing arm-in-arm into the room, each holding the other's gun arm, until
Darla cut in with a chop to the back of Jimmy's neck, sending him down. Wilkes
hit the table and the top part of it flipped up from the base, sending cups and
silverware catapulting across the room to crash and ricochet off the walls. I
was on my feet, rushing toward him. The gun was still in his hand, but I
reached him just as he brought it up, and kicked it away. The fight was over. I
picked up Darla's pistol and stood over him. Darla tore the blanket off the
bed, sending Lori flopping to the floor, and rushed to Vance. Wilkes looked up
at me, his face blank and stunned, a red flower blooming on his pretty white
blouse. "Roland!" I called. "Close the hatch!" "Wait." He went to it and peeked out, then beckoned
to someone. Susan poked her head in, and Roland pulled her through, then shut
the hatch. Susan saw that John and everyone she knew was all right, then burst
into tears and flung her arms around Roland. John was picking himself off the floor. I went to the
connecting hatch and turned the mechanical lock, then took John's arm and
slapped the grip of Darla's pistol into his hand. "Keep an eye on that
hatch," I told him. "If you so much as hear something, shoot."
He nodded. I went for the wand, picked it up off the floor. It throbbed
faintly in my hand, and I rotated the silver band until it stopped. Lori began
screaming, rising to her feet with her arms flailing at phantoms. I ripped the
sheet off the bed and covered her, wrapping her in my arms. "It was all a
dream, honey, all a dream," I whispered in her ear as I walked her over to
the overturned coffee table. I scooped up the key and called Sam. "Sam, it's Jake." "Jesus Christ! What's going on up there?" "Everyone's okay. How's your situation?" "What the hell's all that caterwauling?" "We're all okay, never mind. What's happening at your
end?" "Everybody left. Went topside, I guess. Something's
going on up there." Just then I heard shouting come from out in the hall.
"Yeah, the ship's being attacked. Exactly by what, I don't know. Can you
get free down there like you said you could?" "Sure." "Then do it and wait for
us. We have to find Winnie, and—" "Winnie's here." "What! How in hell did she...? Never mind, never mind.
Good. Okay, listen." I thought fast. "We'll try to make it down there
somehow. Be ready to roll." "Fine. Where to?" "We're going to find a place to hide until we can
negotiate our way off this tuna hotpak dinner." "But where?" "Pack plenty of antacid." 23 THE KID WAS awake now, looking around at everyone and
blinking. "Good morning," he said. He got up from the bed. I handed
him the still-howling Lori and told him to try and calm her down. I went to
Darla. She was on her knees, curled into a ball over the unmoving,
blanket-shrouded form of her father. The stench of burning flesh and hair
filled the room. "Van," she was moaning. "Oh, Van." I gripped her shoulders. "Darla, we have to go. The
Rikkis." She began to weep, great violent sobs shaking her body, but
there was no sound. "Darla. We have to leave." I let her go on for a
while, then took her arms and gently pulled her away. Her body became rigid,
then slowly relaxed. I pulled her to her feet and turned her around. Her face
was a contorted mask of pain. I escorted her to the other side of the room and
helped her on with her backpack, which I had found near the table. I told
Roland to check the corridor. Susan calmed down and he moved her aside.
"It's okay," he said, peering out. Far down the corridor came the
sound of screaming and general commotion. "All right," I announced, "everyone move
out!" Lori was hyperventilating. I helped John sling her over his
shoulder and held her while he balanced her precariously. I picked up Jimmy's
gun and handed it to the kid, then gave Darla her pistol back. It took a while
to get everyone ready, but finally I had them filing out into the hall and to
the right, hugging the walls, with Roland taking point. Everyone was armed but
John and Susan. I was the last one out. I stood at. the door and looked at
Wilkes. His eyes pleaded with me. I was about to say something when a low, rumbling sound
shook the floor and the connecting hatch suddenly flew to splinters. A
Reticulan came striding through, bearing a strange silver weapon of curving
surfaces and a bell-shaped business end. I ducked behind the bulkhead and
brought the .44 around and fired. The alien's head exploded into puffs of pink
mist, shards of chitin clattering against the walls and floor. The body kept
walking toward me. I backed away, turned, and ran down the hall, whirling and
backpedaling every few steps until I made it to a comer. I stopped for one last
look and saw the headless body topple into the hall, its legs still working. No
one else came out. The others were looking back at me. I barked at them to keep
going. A little further ahead, the Teelies stopped to pick up their
backpacks, which they had left in the hallway. I grabbed John's and struggled
into it while we ran. I rushed to the head of the line and told Roland to bring
up the rear. There was smoke in the corridor, and shouting and crashing
sounds came from somewhere up ahead. As we neared the source of the
disturbance, the smoke got steadily thicker, until we had a choice of turning
back or asphyxiating. I did not want to face the Reticulans, and as far as I
knew there was no stairway to the lower decks in that direction, which is what
we needed. But there was a side corridor nearby that looked like it led to a
way out on deck. I ducked down it and made sure everyone followed me before I
went to the head of the line again. I cracked the hatch and found that it
opened onto the starboard deck, but I wasn't sure I wanted to go out there. Beyond the railing and out to sea, a blood-red moon squatted
on the horizon. Silhouetted against it was the outline of what I took to be
another megaleviathan, minus the ship-structure, slowly closing off the
Laputa's starboard beam. Above, the air was filled with flying motes of fire.
Giant shapes crossed the glowing disk of the moon, batlike, nightmare shapes, and
from all around came the sound of great leathery wings flapping. Dots of flame
circled the Laputa like swarms of fireflies, some suddenly deorbiting to
come arcing down on the ship. I heard a thump and looked to my right. One had
hit the deck not far away. It bounced against the bulkhead and came to rest
against a stack of deck chairs. It was a melon-size flaming ball of something,
a pitchlike substance probably, trailing a length of fireproofed braided
lanyard. The fabric-and-wood-frame deckchairs ignited immediately. I craned my
head out to get a better view. Spot fires flared everywhere along the upper
deck, and fire details rushed everywhere, shouting, trailing firehoses like
white wriggling snakes. I didn't want to go out there, but there was no choice.
I looked for the nearest stairs for B Deck, saw none, but decided it was best
to head aft. "Put me down. God damn it!" It was Lori, screaming at John. I closed the hatch and
walked back. John was setting her down and apologizing profusely. She took a swing
at him, missed, and when I took her arm she sent a haymaker toward me. I caught
her wrist. "Lori, settle down! It's me, Jake! Remember?" Her eyes focused on me and the hysterical hatred drained
from her face. She blinked and looked again. "Who? Oh, yeah. Yeah."
She looked around, bewildered. "What happened? Where are we?" Then
she noticed the sheet and her lack of clothes. "What the
punkin'hell...?" "A pirate mega is attacking the ship," I told her,
thinking it better to concentrate on the present problem than on past traumas
which she may or may not remember. "We have to get belowdecks." That brought her around. "Are they firebombing?" "Yes, and it looks like they're pulling alongside to
board." "Where are we?" "Top deck, starboard, near the bow." "This way—and hurry!" We went out on deck and made our way aft, keeping a lookout
for falling fireballs. The bombardment continued, but most of the orbiting
lights had fallen. It seemed like a coordinated attack, with the bombardment
probably scheduled to cease just prior to the boarding attempt. I saw now that
the fireballs were making circular epicycles as they orbited, and when two
searchlight beams from the ship converged in the air above us and to our right,
I saw what bore them. These weren't merely sailing fish, but giant airborne
animals that looked like mythic sea serpents, with long tapering bodies and
mighty pinions beating the night air. On their backs rode smaller animals,
Arfies; from what I could make out. One Arfie in each flight crew, the bombadier,
twirled a fireball around his head before letting it go. The ship's exciter
batteries were taking their toll. The beast in the searchlight beams blossomed
into an orange ball of fire, momentum carrying flaming remnants into a
descending arc ahead. But there were too many of them, and apparently only two
operating batteries. "Look out!" It was Roland, and I looked back. Something was swooping
toward us, coming directly from behind. We all hit the deck, and I felt air
swoosh over me as the animal passed. It smacked into the deck further ahead and
went crashing into a canopied dining terrace, then stopped. We got up and
looked, backing away prudently, but before anyone could make the intelligent
decision to turn and run, big shapes flopped toward us from out of the
darkness—Arfies, four 9f them, armed with crude axes and other, stranger
implements. I shot at one of them but apparently missed, or it may have been
that the animal was very hard to bring down. Roland and Darla started firing.
Darla's first shot seared off a forward flipper of one of them, but he kept
coming too, barking insanely, picking up his dropped weapon with the other
flipper and charging. Roland used half a charge to flame another of them in its
tracks, then turned the beam on the one I had missed, with the same result. But
the two remaining were fast—and big. Up until then I had only seen Arfies at a
distance. They were massive beasts, with blubbery rolls of fat padding their
undersides and powerful muscles along the flanks to work the flippers. They
looked almost nothing like seals or walruses now—more like amphibian versions
of a Brahma bull. We backed as we fired. I got off two more shots with little
effect, but Darla finally got her target cut to pieces and it slumped over
unmoving. Roland was digging in his pockets for another charge, and Darla was
now out. I fired my last round at the remaining Arfie, then threw the gun at
it. He kept coming and we all ran, scattering, but the thing chose to follow
me. I was wondering what happened to the kid. He was off to my right, hitting
his gun with his fist as he ran. "Won't work!" he yelled. I yelled for him to throw it over and he did. It was an odd make with a tricky safety catch,
which I knew about from having owned one. I thumbed off the safety, turned, and
emptied the powerpak in one steady beam right at the creature's head. It was
dead by the time it hit me, but it hit like a runaway rig. The next thing I knew, I was being helped to my feet. I was
shaken up, but more or less in one piece. "You almost flew off the deck," Roland told me,
handing me the dream wand, which I had stuffed in my back pocket. "Thanks." I took the wand and slipped it into a
side pocket of John's backpack. I looked aft and saw that the flying sea
serpent was still pinned in the wreckage of the dining terrace, its wings
snarled in the canvas canopy and thrashing uselessly. "We can't go that
way, unless we want to deal with that thing. Lori, can you get us belowdecks
another way?" "We'll have to go back through the ship." We found the nearest hatch and went back in. Smoke was
hanging thick in the corridors. Shouting came from all directions as passengers
clogged the halls in an effort to get to the stairways. It was bedlam. Lori
took my arm. We followed her back the way we had come, made a few turns, then
ducked into a small room lined with cabinets that held bedding and linen. Near
the back wall a ladder descended through a hatchway in the floor. I looked
down. The ladder went down a long way. She told us these were quick-access
shafts, and that only the crew used them. We started down. It took a good while
and a few trod-upon fingers before all of us made it down to C Deck, winding up
in a storage room full of crates and miscellaneous equipment. "Where to now?" I asked Lori, taking off my shirt
and handing it to her. She had doffed the sheet before taking the ladder. "Thanks. You'll have to take the ventilation shafts to
get below decks. They'll have the elevators shut down." "Ventilation shafts?" "Yeah. Otherwise you couldn't breathe down there,
leastwise not very well." It made sense, but I had a question. "Isn't all that
air kind of hard on Fiona's tummy?" "Sometimes. Every so often she burps and it all empties
out. That's why you can't stay down there." "You mean she can burp up a vehicle or two?" "Sometimes she does, but we spray the sacs down with
antispasmodics to keep that from happening often." "Well, let's go." It was a long trek through the ship to the stem. We passed
more storerooms, then the crew's quarters, where Lori stopped to get decent. I
got my shirt back. We continued aft, past the infirmary and the topside holds,
through the crew's mess, the galley, and some workshops, then through a section
of economy-class cabins, and finally into heating and ventilation rooms. The
machinery was still running, but if the fires got out of control, it wouldn't
be for long. "What happens when the equipment shuts down?" I
asked our guide as we climbed through a thicket of pipes. "Oh, there's enough air down there to last for a while.
But if Fiona gets upset over the attack, she may start burping." "Oh." Access to the shaft was through a tiny door in a metal
cylinder into which fed a maze of piping. "This is the outtake shaft. The
intake one has a bunch of filters. Watch the updraft." She held the door
open for me. "There are rungs running down it." I poked my head through and saw a tubular shaft dropping
straight down into darkness. The updraft almost made me bang my head against
the door frame. I took my head out and stood up. "What about light?" "I have a torch in my kit-bag," John said. "I
can lash it to my epaulets. Roland has one too, I think." I handed him his pack, then said to Lori, "Are you
coming?" "No, I belong here," she said firmly. "I
should report for fire detail." "Well, okay. I don't think you'll be in any danger now,
except to answer to Pendergast for hiding Winnie." "I can handle him." She frowned, and asked,
"What arc you going to do down there anyway?" "Find a place to hide," I said, "until I can
convince your captain that we're no threat to him... or to the Outworlds." "But you'll never find your way down there. You could
wind up as Fiona merte." "Well, I've been called worse." "But you might hurt her too!" Conflicting impulses
crossed and recrossed her mind. Then something hit her and her mouth hung open.
"Oh, my God! Where's Winnie?" "She's safe, down in my rig." "Huh? How did she get down
there? And why did she leave the radio shack? I told her to—" She slapped her
forehead. "The siren! The general quarters alarm is right above the shack.
She must have got frightened when it went off during the gorgon attack! God, am
I stupid," she groaned. "Don't think about it. Turned out for the best anyway.
Just take care of yourself." I gave her a peck on the cheek. "And
thanks." I stooped toward the hatch, but she caught my arm. "No,
wait. I want to see if Winnie's all right. I'll go down fust." The updraft actually made it easier to descend, but the
rungs were small and slippery, and the shaft started tilting to an awkward
angle. I stopped now and then to look up and check everyone's progress. Darla
and the men were doing all right, but Susan was struggling with her heavy
backpack. I saw her lose her foothold several times, with Darla boosting her
rear end back up. We continued the long descent. The air currents weakened as
we got further down, then the odd angle worsened until it became a real problem
to hang on, making it necessary to use the rungs as handholds only and fight
for purchase with our heels against the smooth wall of the shaft, skidding and
scuffing our way down. The angle was steep, but further ahead it began to level
out. Before we got that far, the shaft began to move, sometimes lurching
violently, banging up against us and making it hard to judge where to grab
next. I heard a squeal, and before I could look back, Susan slid past me,
disappearing into the darkness. Then the shaft buckled crazily and John was
next to go. I reached out for him, but missed. The hand grips were almost
directly above now and were impossible to grab if you were sliding. The
flexible shaft was dancing like a length of rope in the wind, pitching wildly
in every direction, and it was Darla's turn next, but I managed to catch her as
she passed—and lost my grip in the process. It was a quick trip down. Very soon we were off me smooth
plastic of the tube and onto a wet, warm sliding-board of organ-tissue. In the
total darkness, I braced for a sudden stop, not knowing what we were sliding
into, but before long I could see light ahead. Then the slope leveled out and
we skidded over flat surface for a dozen meters until we stopped. We were
soaking wet. A torch beam hit me and then swung to Darla. It was John, and he
walked over, Susan with him. "Interesting idea for an amusement-park ride," he
said. I got up and helped Darla to her feet. "Where are
we?" I asked him. He played the beam ahead and I saw a few parked vehicles in
the distance. "Good," I said, got out Sam's key, and was about to
call when something hit the back of my legs and bowled me over. It was the kid.
He apologized, then groaned, as anyone would with 90 kilos of truckdriver on
his chest. I got off him. John swung his light in the direction of the shaft.
Lori and Roland were skating toward us like champions, then broke into a nimble
trot over the treacherous surface until they reached us. "You people were in a hurry," Lori said cheerily. "What was all that jerking around about?" I asked. "Oh, that's nothing. We don't bother to spray down
empty areas. And the floor's so slippery because we didn't put down rosin
here." "Oh." I keyed Sam. "Where are you now?" 'Turn on your high beams." He wasn't more than a minute's walk away. After me, it was Lori whom Winnie hugged when we all got in,
and I was at a loss to explain how Winnie could have gotten any sense of
betrayal from Darla, for clearly she had. At first, she barely acknowledged her
onetime friend and interpreter. Perhaps she read the guilt in Darla's face,
invisible to me, but by now Winnie's empathic powers were a given. I only
wondered as to their extent. Whatever that was, I knew that Winnie's second
sight was keen enough to see Darla's grief, and perhaps her regret at using
Winnie as a pawn, because before long Winnie was hugging Darla too, her
capacity for forgiveness and compassion probably greater than anything. It was
a moment of revelation for me, because up until then I really didn't have a
robust sense of Winnie's personhood, couldn't really accept her as the
thinking, feeling being she obviously was. I didn't know what prejudices had
gotten in the way; I have my share, but maybe the problem had been a simple
lack of attention on my part. Winnie's subtle brand of personality and
intelligence were easy to lose amid the gunfire, the frantic chases, the noise,
and the intrigue. Her innate shyness and reticence didn't help either. All
along I had caught glimmers of the light she was hiding under a bushel of soft,
ape-brown hair, but I hadn't had the time nor the opportunity to groom through
the shag and see what was glowing. Nor did I now. We had to get somewhere, and quickly. But where? "The pyloric tube between this sac and Fiona's
starboard stomach-cluster would be best," Lori said. "Sounds cozy," I said, thinking that it sounded
horrible. But before we could get going, we had the kid to contend with. He
said he was coming along for the ride, but was adamant about finding his car. "I don't want my Chevy burped up like a pizza," he
told us. "Where we're going," I said, "it could wind
up as whale food." "Not my car, buddy." I silently agreed with him. That vehicle could give anyone
an ulcer. The kid borrowed John's torch and walked off into the gloom. Lori
said that there was something she wanted to look for, and left too. The rest of
us took the opportunity to get out of wet clothes. The digestive fluid was
beginning to eat through them and irritate the skin. Susan wailed that her new
suit was ruined. I told her to shove all our laundry in the Sonikleen right
away. Lori returned first, carrying a piece of gear that consisted
of two tanks worn on the back, connected to a length of hose with a spraygunon
the end. She explained that one tank contained aluminum hyroxide, the other an
antispasmodic chemical. "It numbs Fiona up so she doesn't get the dry
heaves," she said. About ten minutes later the kid's strange vehicle pulled
alongside us in the aisle. Abused vehicles lay all around, the result of Sam's
forcing his way out of the pack. I hoped Pen-dergast's insurance was paid up. I
convinced the kid that the best bet would be to drive his car into the trailer.
The observatory equipment only made up a quarter-load and was stashed in our
special "eggcrate" section for fragile goods. We had plenty of room.
Sam slid out the ramp and let him in. I went back to look the trailer over, check
for damage. The stargazer stuff seemed in good shape for all the rocking it had
taken, but then Sam and I specialize in hauling delicate equipment, especially
scientific gear. I improvised some chock-blocks for the Chevy out of spare
bracing bars from the eggcrate nook, then looped tether lines through the
Chevy's shiny chromium— "Hey! What d'you call these things?" "Bumpers." —bumpers, and tied the lines off as taut as I could. It
would have to do. After Sam sealed up the trailer, we were ready. I started up
and pulled away, heading for the part of the sac that was devoid of vehicles.
There the floor got slippery again and started a gentle slope downward. Lori
warned me to go slowly, and I took heed. The ceiling lowered and the walls got
closer, the passage narrowing finally into a tunnel. The walls seeped clear
fluid in glistening sheets, rolling and billowing like a flag in a soft breeze.
The passage started to wind, then became serpentine. We slithered along until
we encountered an obstacle, a white disk of tissue sealing off the passage like
a drumhead. It was a valve. Lori told me to ease up to it and give it a nudge,
which I did. After some prodding, the valve dilated and we went through. From
there we wound our way back along the tube, passing more valves which plugged
other passages branching to the side. We continued on the main route for a few
more minutes until Lori told me to stop. She got into her spray gear and
stepped out. When the door opened, an acrid, vomity stench found its way in.
Everyone gagged. The walls here were more active, rippling excitedly in little
waves that traversed the tube from rear to front. Lori sprayed the walls down
with white goop, and in a minute or two things calmed down. She got back in.
There was enough good air in the compressors to get most of the vomit-smell
out, but enough lingered to make the wait uncomfortable. But we waited.
"How long should we stay down here?" John asked. "Until the
fight's over, whenever that is," I replied. "But if the ship is
seized... well, it's anybody's guess." "We'll win," Lori said
confidently. "We always do." "Why do the pirates want to take
over another mega?" "Theirs is probably getting old. Megas are
scarce. Who knows? They may just hate humans." "Very likely," John said sardonically.
"Humans are the beings you love to hate. Suzie, could you move over a
bit?" It was very cramped inside the cab. Everyone shifted
positions in the back seat for optimum comfort. Darla and Winnie were in the
aft cabin. John began, "Strange to find pirates on—" The rig
suddenly shivered, then nosed forward and began to slide. I braked, but it did
no good. We slid forward for a few meters before the tube leveled again. The
walls were heaving inward now, constricting around the rig and squeezing. "Fiona's spasming," Lori said, looking worried.
"The attack must be disturbing her. I'd better spray again." "Wait," I told her as the tube buckled and whipped
around, the contractions squirting us farther forward. We waited for it to
stop. "Okay, now." We watched Lori spray the tunnel around us liberally. The
rig got shoved forward again and I had to give Lori a blast on the horn to warn
her. She turned, lost her footing and slipped, but crawled out of the way in
time. She continued spraying until she ran out of stuff, then mounted the
boarding rungs to get back in. Just as she got her head through the hatch,
Fiona spasmed again and the rig jerked forward. The edge of the hatchway caught
Lori smartly against the side of the head. Roland reached and caught her before
she fell out. He hauled her in and the hatch slammed shut by itself. The tube
twitched and jittered all around us, the floor dropping out from under again,
and we slid along the pyloric tube like the undigested bit of food that we
were. This time we didn't stop. I didn't want to reverse the transmission,
thinking that the rasp of the rollers would only irritate Fiona more. The walls
continued their inexorable urging, closing over the rig like wet folds of
cloth, leaving smears of fluid across the ports. "Hang on, everybody! Get strapped in as best you can.
Get Lori strapped into the bunk." A temporary lull allowed them to get Lori bedded down and
secured, then the spasming began again. Roland got thrown forward and whumped
up against my seat. "Hang on to something!" I barked. "I don't
want any more casualties." Then I laughed to myself. To be Fiona-merte
was our destiny right then, and I couldn't see a way out of it. It was an endless fateful journey. We got bounced, buffeted,
and thrown around. The organ walls bore down relentlessly, slobbering over the
hull of the rig. We rolled counterclockwise, went over forty-five degrees, then
came back to vertical and keeled over the other way all the way to ninety and
stayed there. "Sam!" I yelled. "Anything we can do?" "I was just thinking that this is probably the most
ridiculous situation you've ever gotten yourself into." "What?" "I said, I was just thinking to myself—" "I heard, I heard! You're a godsend, did you know
that?" "What?" We passed through a valve, and I totally lost my bearings.
We could have been upside down for all I knew. Somebody's leg flopped over my
shoulder and I chinned it away. Somebody screamed. Visibility was zero, the
headbeams reflecting off greenish-white tissue and half-blinding me. I wanted
to turn them off but was afraid to take my hands from the control bars, useless
as they were. Powerful contractions began, forcing us ahead in a kind of
hellish birth process. The pitching and swaying lessened as Fiona settled down
to the task of pushing us on to our destiny within the world of her bowels.
After a few minutes—it seemed longer—we squirted through another valve and
suddenly, mercifully, it was over. We hit water and were totally submerged. The
rig bottomed on something soft, cab-first, then the trailer. I heard the
antijackknifing servos groan, straightening the trailer out. Then we started
moving forward again, more gently this time, carried by an inexorable flow of
water. My passengers sorted themselves out and came up for air.
Everyone was okay. John came forward to the shotgun seat and strapped himself
in. I tried to keep the rig trimmed out straight, but the current was carrying
the trailer around into a jackknife that the servos couldn't handle.
Countersteering did no good, so I said to hell with it and hit the antifishtail
jets. Through the sideview I could dimly see the gas bubbling away into the
water. We were inside another tube, this one bigger, with walls that looked
more rigid. "Where the hell are we?" Sam said. "Don't know, but it's a good guess we're out of the
digestive system," I said. "How'd we manage that?" "Fiona must have a way of sorting the stuff she does
and doesn't want to digest. We don't rate as food, I guess." "Not worth merte, are we?" The current grew stronger. We floated from time to time,
bounding along, washed forward like flotsam in a rain sewer. I settled back and
kept the rig trimmed as best I could, not wanting to broach to and start
tumbling. It wasn't easy, but I managed. We went along like that for a bit until
the passage narrowed and the water pressure increased. I lost all control then,
but the rig kept itself straight by rebounding off the sides of the tube. The
tissue-material was darker here, and tougher-looking. The back end slammed
against it, then me cab. Soon, a rushing, rumbling sound grew, along with a low
throbbing pulse-sound, and the water churned and grew bubbly. The turbulence
shook us, but compared to the gastric action, it was nothing. The rushing sound
increased gradually to a dull roar. "Hull temperature's been increasing steadily," Sam
informed me. "Yeah? Well, now I think I know how Fiona propels
herself. She must have a gill system that circulates water through her and
shoots it out the back end. The system must carry off waste heat too." I
looked out and saw a dark opening ahead. "Sounds reasonable," Sam said. 'Trouble is, this
rig is no submarine." After a final surge and a burst of thunderous sound we left
Fiona for calmer waters. The water outside was a blizzard of bubbles, gradually
dissipating as we sank nose-first into the depths. I told Sam to keep up
readings on the outside pressure, but it proved unnecessary. In the headbeams I
could see a muddy sea bottom coming up fast. I groped around frantically for
something to do to keep the nose up, but couldn't find anything. Fortunately
the floor sloped downward and away, and the front rollers hit neatly. The cab
slid forward and let the trailer fall in gently behind. We came to a stop. "How far down are we, Sam?" "About eighty meters." "Well, that's not too bad." "Sure, we'll just swim." "Let's see if we can't do a little better than
that." I nursed the engine until the drive rollers were spinning
slowly, then twisted the traction-control handles on the bars to maximum grab,
and the rollers caught. We moved forward through a lake of sludge. The slope
bottomed out into a trough and then the sea floor began to rise again, only to
dip once more, continuing into a series of rolling hills. "How's Lori?" I called back. A moment later Darla
came forward. "She's still out. Definitely a concussion, but her
pupils are responding to light. But you can never—" Lori's scream
interrupted her, and she rushed back. "Sam, how did Winnie wind up with you?" I asked. "I was going to ask the same question. There were a
whole bunch of sailors snooping around me, and she must've sneaked through them
somehow. I kept hearing a faint knock and I couldn't figure out what it was,
and I couldn't locate anything on any of the monitors. So I took a chance and
cracked a hatch open. And Winnie crawled through." "Amazing." I said. Addressing the Teelies I said,
"By the way, people, you all did fine—many thanks. But how the hell did
you know where to find me?" "We didn't," John said. "But Darla told us
about Wilkes and your predicament. She didn't tell us much, something about a
dispute between your truckdriver guild and the other one. Anyway, when Darla
vanished on us, we overtipped a few stewards and some of the other help to get
some information. We didn't get much, but we did find out Wilkes' cabin number.
We assumed the worst." "Again, many thanks." "Nothing, really. I only had a mild heart attack." "Jake, unless I'm badly mistaken," Sam said,
"we're going up." The rolling hills continued for a while, then the sea bottom
began to rise, turning from sludge to mud, then to packed sand. We were in a
tidal area; no vegetation to speak of. Lori stopped screaming and began crying. She had remembered
the Rikkis. Darla and Susan comforted her. It was another half hour before we made the beach. I drove
through the breakers and up onto dry sand, pulled behind a dune, and parked. I
had doused the lights as soon as we had broken water. Then I got out. About ten kilometers offshore, the Laputa was
burning, a smeared orange glow on the dark horizon. I sat in the sand and
watched it bum. Presently, a face took shape in my mind, the one that was a
blank in my memory of someone bending over me in my cell at the Militia
station. It was my face. Me. 24 IT WAS A brave dawn, the disk-edge of a molten sun just
showing above the vanishing point of the Skyway. The land was flat,
magnificently flat, the kind of terrain the Roadbuilders had favored. A film of
low rust-colored grass covered everything from sky to sky, bisected by the
black line of the road. A brave dawn, cloudless and clear. We were taking a break before going on. We had spent all
night finding the road, with Winnie's help, and now she was drawing her figures
on some lading sheets with a pen that Roland taught her how to hold. He and the
Teelies watched her draw, sitting with her in the grass by the road. The kid
was inside the rig watching over Lori, who was less hysterical now. I told him
to make sure she didn't fall asleep. It looked as if she would be all right. It was quiet, no wind at all, and the land was empty all
around. Before dawn, we had seen some lights off the road; farmhouses most
likely, but they were few. This was virgin land. I drew Darla aside. "Make a short story long and tell me, Darla. Who are
you? And what are you?" "My name is Daria Vance," she said, then took a
deep breath. "Surviving daughter of the late Dr. Van Wyck Vance." "And the legal lifecompanion of Grigory Petrovsky.
No?" "Grigory Vasilyevich Petrovsky. Yes. Or his
widow." "Is that grief? Or hope, maybe?" "Neither," she answered quietly. "All right, so much for what I know. What I don't know
is who has the Roadmap." "You mean the real one, don't you?" "I mean the one I brought back. It wasn't Winnie." "No, it wasn't. That's why I was willing to give her to
Wilkes in exchange for your life." "But aren't Winnie's maps accurate?" "I don't know that yet. They seem to be. Jake, you
don't understand. Winnie was a total surprise to me, and when I made my contact
with the dissident network on Goliath, nobody knew about her." "The contact. That wasn't Petrovsky?" A grunt of ironic laughter. "No." "Why did you shoot at the flitter?" "For the reasons I told you about." She turned to
look at the sunrise. "And of course, I didn't want to be Grigory's
prisoner." "His prisoner?" She looked at me intently, her small nostrils flaring.
"At no time was I working for Grigory during this." I settled myself in the grass. "Darla, why don't you
start from the beginning? Tell me the story of your life." She told me. About three years ago she was a graduate
student at the University of Tsiolkovskygrad, and got involved with the
dissident movement, peripherally at first, then more deeply. She found that the
movement was vastly more organized than she had thought, but, like most revolutionary
organizations, was confined to a small cadre of activists, in this case the
usual assortment of bohemian hangers-on one finds around universities—artistes-mangues,
dropouts, perpetual students, oddballs, and other perennial types—along with
some genuinely idealistic younger students and seriously committed faculty.
From this intellectual hub, the movement radiated out to the colonies to
encompass a fair number of people from all walks of life. Politically, the
movement was a hodgepodge of ideologies, from the beady-eyed right to the
bearded, bomb-throwing left, with most everything in between, including a
smidge of religious doctrine. (Wilkes had been halfway justified in suspecting
the Teelies, though Darla was fairly sure that they had no formal affiliation
with the movement.) Then, at a dinner party her father gave, Darla met
Petrovsky, who took an immediate interest in her. The interest was not mutual.
However, the dissidents thought it a dandy idea to have a pair of ears in the
same bed with a high-ranking Militiaman, especially an intelligence officer.
Darla was asked if she were willing to make the supreme sacrifice. She was. It
wasn't very long after the signing ceremony that Darla was approached by her
lifecompanion's superiors and asked to become an informer—asked, in fact, to
inform on friends who were suspected of being subversive. For some reason,
possibly because of who and what her father was, it never occurred to them that
Darla might be a dissident herself. Why should she turn against her father and
her class? (That the bureaucracy was a social class couldn't be doubted, though
to speak of it as such a thing was ideological heresy.) And hadn't she married
within the Authority? "In other words, you became something of a double
agent." "Right," she affirmed. "It was exactly what
the movement was hoping for. We were then in a position to feed disinformation
to the Authority." "All right," I said. "Now, from what I've
gathered, this Roadmap is real enough, and so was my backtime trip. Okay. When
did I come back? And who did I give the map to?" "About eight months ago, you barged into Assemblywoman
Marcia Miller's office and dropped it on her desk. I think your exact words
were, 'Happy birthday, honey.'" "That's all I said?" "No, otherwise she would have taken you for a crank,
and the thing would still be on her desk, probably being used as a paperweight.
You mentioned my name and the fact that I was a double agent, and that you
knew, quote, 'all there was to know about the dissident movement,' unquote—and
told her what the object was." "Wait a minute. Was her office de-bugged?" "At the time, yes, or so I was told. And since the
Authority didn't immediately act to seize her and the map, it probably
was." "Okay. I have more questions about the map, but let me
clear up some other things first. How did you get assigned to me? And who
assigned you?" "The network did. Around the same time when you came on
the scene, my situation vis-a-vis the Authority became untenable. We learned
then that the Authority's infiltration of the movement was very deep, a fact
even I hadn't been able to uncover, but you have to remember that I was
primarily a conduit for bogus information from the movement to the Authority.
"And when my disinformation started sticking out like a sore thumb, I was
compromised. I had to go underground." She smiled wanly and shook her
head. "A misnomer. There is no underground. I took to the Skyway, as
everyone does who wants to stay loose." She ran her fingers gently through
the grass. "That was when Grigory got kicked upstairs to his dead-end
job." "And when your father became an unperson?" "No. His trouble goes farther back." I mulled it all over for a while, then said, "Here's a
very big question. When you first got in my rig, why did you act as if we'd met
before?" "I wasn't acting. The first time was about two months
after you gave the map to Miller. We had been tailing you. For some reason, it
was very easy, and since I've gotten to know you better, I can't help but think
that you wanted to be tailed." "Where did I go?" "From planet to planet, no particular pattern to
it." "Was I alone?" "Yes. Just you and Sam." "And you tried to pump me about maps and things, but
got nowhere." "Exactly. I gave up and ducked out on you, and we
dropped most of the surveillance. By that time our technical people had had a
chance to examine the object you handed over. It was apparent to them that the
thing was a product of an unknown technology." "But they weren't sure it was a map?" She nodded. "Oh, yes, they were sure. But the nature of
the data was so complex, it was practically indecipherable. I was told to find
you and try again to get more information. By that time, it seemed everyone in
creation knew about you, about the map, everything. We then got a report that
you were seen in Hydran Maze. You were tailed from there to Bamard's, where you
picked up a load, the one you're carrying now. We found out you were going to
deliver it to Uraniborg. On the way there you picked me up for the second time.
The first time." The Paradox was real. "How did Wilkes get into all this?" She lowered her eyes. "Through me. I told my father
about the map." She looked up at me defensively. "The Authority was
closing in. There have been scores of arrests recently. Nothing about it in me
news feeds, only the vaguest hints. The map-object was a hot potato being
passed from hand to hand, sometimes minutes before the knock on the door. It
looked as if the map would wind up in the Authority's hands after all. That was
when I told him. He was going to take me with him— here." A single, gelid
tear welled in the comer of her left eye. "I tried to save him.... I tried
to save the movement ... both... I—" She bent over and wet the grass with
bitter tears. I let her cry as long as she needed to, then took her
shoulders and lifted her from the grass, gently pried her hands from her face.
"I need to know one thing more, Darla. What is it? The object, I mean. And
who has it now?" A mantle of calm settled over her. She stopped quivering and
her breathing slowed. She did her straightening-up ritual, then took a deep
breath. She reached for her pack, withdrew an ordinary-looking makeup box and
opened the lid. It contained face coloring, the kind some women use for those
partial Kabuki masks that are in vogue now, the kind of makeup job a
lifecompanion of a high Authority 'crat might wear to the opera. She dug in two
fingers and plucked out a black object. She wiped it off with a spare shirt
from her pack, then took my hand. She pressed it into my palm. It was a
jet-black cube about fifty millimeters on a side. "You do, Jake. You have it now." Stunned, I sat and gaped at it. The color was the blackest
black I had ever seen. It wouldn't have made a good paper-weight; the thing was
like air in my hand. "Touch two leads to it at any point," Darla said,
"and you get a flood of binary numbers in a patterned sequence. No one's
been able to figure it out, but the best guess is that it's a multidimensional
coordinate system. No doubt touching leads to it isn't the proper way of
getting the information out." I rose to my feet shaking my head, confounded beyond words. "I know," she said. "It's a closed loop. The
Paradox. A future self gives you—the past self—something that he got ^ from a
future self when he was the past.... It's a classic contradiction. Where did
the thing come from in the first place?" She got up, drew near me, and put
a hand on my chest. "No one planned it this way. We gave up trying to make
any sense out of the cube. And just a few days ago, when the Authority finally
acted on what they got from running a Delphi on Miller, there was no one around
to take the relay but me. I couldn't leave the cube behind. When you picked me
up the second time, I wasn't sure about the Paradox. It was just rumor then. I
thought you were... the 'you' who handed the cube over. You weren't." I walked away from Darla, transfixed, holding the cube as if
it were about to explode in my hand. I don't know how long I stared at it.
Presently, I was aware of being near Winnie and the others. Roland came over to me, an excited look on his face., "Jake, it's fantastic!" he bubbled. "Winnie's
map, I mean. There's a beltway, Jake. A beltway that circles the galaxy,
spiraling in to the core. And as near as I can tell, about ten thousand
light-years from here on the outer arm, there's a junction with a route that
connects up the Local Group." He seized my shoulder. "The Local
Group! Jake, can you believe it? The damn road goes all the way to
Andromeda!" He squinted at the dark cube in my hand. "What the hell's
that?" I didn't answer, and walked away. The sun was halfway up now, painting the sky with rosy
promise, and the black road ran straight into it. Starrigger
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AMERICA For Holly, who stood by me through the Seven Lean Years For assistance and
encouragement, special thanks to John Alfred Taylor, it miglior fabbro. 1 I FIRST PICKED her up on Tau Ceti n. At least I'm fairly
sure that was the first time. Depends on how you look at it. She was last in the usual line of starhikers thumbing near
the Skyway on-ramp to the Epsilon Eridani aperture. Tall, with short dark hair,
wearing a silver Allclyme survival suit that tried to hide her figure but
ultimately failed, she was demurely holding her UV parasol up against Tau's
eye-narrowing glare, her thumb cocked downroad in that timeless gesture. She
was smiling irresistibly, confidently, knowing damn well she'd get scooped up
by the first male driver whose endocrine system was on line that day. Mine was,
and she knew that too. "What d'you think?" I asked Sam. He usually had
opinions on these matters. "A skyhooker?" He scanned her for a microsecond or two. "Nab. Too
pretty." "You have some old-fashioned ideas. But then, you
always did." "Going to pick her up?" I braked and started to answer,
but as we passed, the smile faded a little and her eyebrows lowered
questioningly, as if she thought she recognized me. The expression was only
half-completed before we flew past. That made it definite. I braked hard, eased
trie rig onto the shoulder, pulled to a stop, and waited, watching her through
the side-view parabolic as she hoofed it up to us, "Something?" Sam asked. "Uh... don't know. Do you recognize her?"
"Nope." I rubbed the stubble on my chin. I seem never to be
cleanshaven when it counts. "You figure she's trouble?" "A woman that good-looking is always trouble. And if
you think that's an outdated notion, wipe off the backs of your ears and wise
up." I took a deep breath, equalized the cab pressure and popped
the passenger-side hatch. Out in the desert it was quiet, and her approaching
footsteps were muffled in the thin air. She was a good distance back, since I
usually roar by starhikers to intimidate them- Some tend to get aggressive,
pulling cute stunts like stepping right out in front of you and flagging you
down. A while back, I smeared one such enterprising gentleman over a half-klick
of road. The Colonial cops took my report, told me I was a bad boy, and warned
me not to do it again, or at least not on their beat. I heard her puff up to the cab and mount the ladder up the
side. Her head popped up above the seat, and a fetching head it was. Dark blue
eyes, clear fair skin, high cheekbones, and general fashion-model symmetry. A
face you don't see every day, one I'd thought didn't exist except in the
electron-brushed fantasies of glamour photographers. Her makeup was light, but
expertly, effective. I was sure I'd never seen her before, but what she said
was, "I thought it was you!" She took off her clear plastic assist
mask and shook her head wonderingly. "My -God, I never expected..."
She trailed off and shrugged. "Well, come to think of it, I guess it was
inevitable as long as I stayed on the Skyway." She smiled. I smiled back. "You like this atmosphere?"
"Huh? Oh, sorry." She climbed in and closed the hatch. "It is
kind of thin and ozoney." She folded up the parasol the rest of the way,
struggled out of her combo backpack-respirator and put it between her knees on
the deck, then opened it and stashed the brolly inside. "You should try to
stand out there for a couple of hours bareheaded. Trouble is"—she pulled
up the hood on her suit—"if you wear this, nobody knows what you look
like." Indeed. I gunned the engine and pulled onto the ramp. We
rode along in silence until we swung out onto the Skyway. I goosed the plasma
flow and soon the rig was clipping along at 100 meters/sec or so. Ahead, the
Skyway was a black ribbon racing across ocher sand straight toward its
vanishing point on the horizon. It would be about an hour's drive to the next
set of tollbooths. The sky was violet and clear, as it usually was on TC-II. I
had a pretty woman riding shotgun, and I felt reasonably good about things,
even though Sam and I expected trouble on this run. Except for the present
puzzle of why she was acting as if we knew each other, when I was sure we
didn't, everything was cruising along just fine. The way she was looking at me
made me a little self-conscious, though, but I waited for her to take the lead.
I was playing this one strictly by ear. Finally she said, "I expected a couple of possible
reactions, but silence wasn't one of them." I checked the bow scanners, then gave the conn to Sam. He
took over the controls and acknowledged. She turned to Sam's eye on the dash and waved. "Hi,
Sam," she said. "Long time no see, and all that." "How's it going?" he answered. "Nice to see
you again." Sam knew the tune. I eased the captain chair back, and turned sideways on the
seat. "What did you expect?" I asked her. . "Well, first maybe pleasant conversation, then a little
acrimony seeping out. From your end, of course." "Acrimony? From me?" I frowned. "Why?" She was puzzled. "I guess I really don't know."
She turned her head slowly and looked out the port, watching the desert roll
by. I studied the back of her head. Presently, without looking back, she said,
"Weren't you at all... put out when I disappeared on you like that?" I thought I detected a note of disappointment, but wasn't
sure. Letting about 1000 meters go by before answering, I said carefully,
"I was, but I got over it. I knew you were a free being." I hoped it
sounded good. Another good stretch of Skyway scooted under us and I got
this out of her: "I missed you. I really did. But I had my reasons for
just upping and leaving. I'm sony if it seemed inconsiderate." She bit her
lip and looked at me tentatively, trying to gauge my mood. She didn't get much
of a clue, and gave it up. "I'm sorry," she said with a little
self-deprecating laughs "I guess 'inconsiderate* doesn't quite cover it.
Callous is more! like it." "You never seemed the callous sort," I improvised.
"I'm sure your reasons were valid." I put it a bit more archly than I
had intended. "Still, I probably should have written you." She
turned her head quickly to me and chuckled. "Except you have no
address." ; "There's always the Guild office." _ "Last
time I saw your desk it was a six-meter-high pile of unanswered mail with
legs." • "I've never been a
clean-desk man. Congenital aversion to paperwork." • "Well, still...." She seemed at a loss as to how
to proceed with the conversation from that point. I didn't have the vaguest
idea how to help her, so I got up and said I was going to pug on some coffee.
She declined the offer. • I went into the aft cabin, got the brewer working, then sat
at the tiny breakfast nook and thought about it for a good while. "Seems like we done did us a Timer, son," Sam
whispered in my ear over the hush circuit. "Or I should say, we're going
to do one." | "Yeah," I mumbled. I was still thinking. A paradox
presents you with few options—or an infinity of them if you look at it another
way. Any way I looked at it, I didn't like it. I spent a good while back in the
cabin doing that, not liking it. In fact, I didn't realize how long until Sam's
voice came over the cabin speaker. "Tollbooths coming up." I went back to the cab and buckled myself into the driver's
seat. The woman was curled up in one of the rear seats with her eyes closed,
but she opened them as I was strapping in. I told her to do the same. She came
forward to the shotgun seat and obeyed. "Got it, Sam," I said. "Give me a closing
speed." "One-one-two-point-six-niner-three meters per second."
"Check. Let's get some round numbers on the readout and make it
easy." "Can do," Sam said cheerily. "Coming
up on one one five... now! Nope. Little more... steady. Okay, locked in. One
one five, steady!" "Right." I could see the tollbooths now—"Kerr-Tipler
objects" is what they're formally called, though there are many names for
them—titanic dark cylinders thrust up against the sky like an array of
impossibly huge grain silos lying along the road, some almost five kilometers
high. "Six kilometers and closing," Sam said.
"On track." "Check." Signs were coming up. I signaled for English. APPROACHING EINSTEIN-ROSEN BRIDGE APERTURE PORTAL #564 INTERSTELLAR ROUTE
80 to EPSILON ERIDANI I DANGER! EXTREME TIDAL FORCES! MAP AHEAD—STOP IF UNCERTAIN The map—a big oblong of blue-painted metal sticking out of
the sand—looked new and obtrusive, as did the roadsigns, so obviously not an
artifact of the ancient race that built the Skyway. The Roadbuilders Didn't
believe in signs... or maps. We rolled on toward the aperture. I looked over to
check if our passenger had strapped herself in correctly. She had. A veteran of
the road, Sam kept reading out our speed as I kept the rig trimmed for entry.
Another series of signs came up. WARNING—APPROACHING COMMIT POINT MAINTAIN CONSTANT SPEED EXTREME DANGER! DO NOT STOP
BEYOND COMMIT POINT "Right in the slot," Sam said. "Everything's
green for entry." "Check." The flashing red commit markers shot past
and we were in the middle of a gravitational tug-of-war between the spinning
cylinders of collapsed matter which created the E-R bridge. They heaved past,
towering black monoliths spaced at various intervals alongside the road, their
bases hovering a few centimeters off the crushed earth, all different sizes,
invisibly spinning at unimaginable speeds. The trick was to keep your velocity
constant so that the cylinders could balance out the conflicting tidal stresses
they generated. If you slowed or speeded up, you were in danger of getting a
head bounced off the roof or a port. Worse, you could overturn, or lose control
and go off the road altogether. In either case, there'd be nothing left of you
to send back to the folks but some squashed nucleons and a puff of degenerate
electron gas, and it's hard to find the right size box for those. At the end of the line of cylinders there was a patch of
fuzzy blackness, a kind of nothing-space. We dove into it. And got through. The desert was gone and we were flying over
road that cut through dense green jungle under a low and leaden sky. We had a
500-kilometer stretch until we hit Mach City, where I had planned to stop for a
sleeper. Sam took over and I settled back. "By the way," Sam whispered, her name's Darla.
Talked to her a bit while you were brooding aft. Told her I'd been flushed and reprogrammed,
didn't have her name in my banks anymore." I nodded. "So," I said, turning to her,
"how's life been treating you, Darla?" She smiled warmly, and those perfect white teeth brightened
up the cab. "Jake," she said, "dear Jake. You're going to think
I'm getting even with you for clamming up all that time back there... but I'm
beat to hell. Would you mind awfully if I went back and tried to catch up on
sleep?" "Hell, no. Be my guest." That was that. "You stopping at Mach City? We'll talk over dinner.
OK?" "Sure." She batted long eyelashes at me for a second, flashing her
supernova-bright grin, but I could see a shadow of uncertainty behind it all,
as if she were entertaining doubts about who I was. She was obviously at a loss
to explain my strange behavior. It's almost impossible to fake knowing someone
when you don't, or more often, when you've met someone and don't remember.
Awkward situations at cocktail parties. But in this case I definitely knew I
had never seen her before. But the doubts were momentary. She blew me a kiss in
one hell of an ingratiating way and went aft. And left me to watch the scenery and ruminate. "Well, buddy—?" Sam meant for me to fill in the
blank. "I don't know. Just don't know, Sam." "She could be a plant." I considered it. "No. Wilkes is subtle enough to
concoct a yam like that, but he wouldn't go to all that bother." "Still..." Sam wasn't sure. "She's giving a very convincing performance if she
is." I yawned. "I'm going to wink out, too." I eased back the
chair and closed my eyes. I didn't sleep, just thought about times past and time
future, about life on the Skyway. I may have dozed off for a few Minutes now
and then, but there was too much to chew over. Most of what went through my
head isn't worth repeating; just the usual roadbuzz. Anyway, it killed about an
hour. Then the sign or Mach City whizzed by, and I took back the controls. 2 SONNY'S MOTEL AND Restaurant is just off the road-to the
Groombridge 34 portal. It's rather luxurious, in an upholstered-sewerish kind of
way, but the rates are relatively cheap, and the food is good. I pulled into
the lot and scrammed the engine. It looked like it was early rooming, local
time. I woke Darla up and told Sam to mind the store while we tried to get
something to eat. The lot was crammed and I anticipated a long wait for a
table. Along with the usual assortment of rigs, there were private ground
vehicles in the lot, all makes and models, mostly alien-built. On Skyway, the
transportation market had been cornered long ago by a handful of races, at
least in this part of the galaxy, and competition was stiff for human outfits
trying to wedge in. I paused to look Sam over. We had pulled in next to a rig of
Ryxxian make, a spanking new one with an aerodynamic cowling garishly decaled in
gilt filigree. A custom job, a little too showy for my taste, but it made Sam
look sick, bedecked as he was in road grime, impact microcraters, a botched
original emulsicoat that was coming off in flakes around his
stabilizer foils, and a few dents here and there. His left-front roller sported
crystallization patches all over, its variable-traction capacity just about
shot. I'd been collecting spot-inspection tags on it for a good while, had a
charming nosegay of them by now, courtesy of the Colonial Militia, with the
promise of more lovelies yet to come. They do brighten up a glovebox. We went into the restaurant, and sure enough, there was a
god-awful long wait. Darla and I didn't have much to say while we waited; too
many people about. I was almost ready to leave when the robo-hostess came for
us and showed us to a booth by the window, my favorite spot in any beanery. Things were looking up until I spotted Wilkes with a few of
his "assistants" in a far comer. They had an alien with them, a
Reticulan—a Snatchganger, if I knew my Reticulans. Rikkitikkis like humans
especially. We have such sensitive nerve endings, you know, and scream most
satisfactorily. If he had been alone (I knew it was a male, because his
pheromones reached across the room, hitting my nose as a faint whiff of
turpentine and almonds), he wouldn't have lasted two minutes here or anywhere
on any human world. They are free to travel the Skyway, as is any race. But
they are not welcome off-road in the Terran Maze, nor are they loved in many
other regions of the galaxy. But he was with Corey Wilkes, undoubtedly on business, which
afforded him some immunity. Nobody was looking at them but me and Darla. Wilkes
caught sight of me, smiled, and waved as if we were at a church picnic. I gave
him my best toothflash and stuck my nose in the menu. "What are you having, Darla? It's on me." "Let me buy you dinner once. I've been working
lately." "This is breakfast." After a moment, I took the
opportunity to ask, "What have you been doing?" "For the last month, waitressing to keep body and soul
together. Before that, singing, as usual. Saloons, nightclubs. I had a really
good group behind me, lots of gigs, but they threw me over for a new chanteuse.
Kept my arrangements and left me with the motel tab on Xi Boo III." "Nice." The waiter came and we ordered. There were a few other aliens in the place. A Beta Hydran
was slurping something viscous in the next booth with a human companion. Most
restaurants on Skyway cater to alien trade, and that includes alien road
facilities with regard to human customers. But the air of resentment against
the Reticulan was palpable. I looked around for familiar faces. Besides Wilkes, I spied
Red Shaunnessey over in the corner with his partner, Pavel Korolenko.
Shaunnessey winked at me. Red was vice-president of TATOO once, but came over
to us when he had had enough of Wilkes. Some Guild members still distrusted
him, but he had been a big help in the early days of the Guild's struggle. The
fight wasn't over yet. We were still trying to wean drivers away from Wilkes
when it was easier—and safer—for them to keep their mouths glued to TATOO'S
bloated tit. I also saw Gil Tomasso and Su-Gin Chang, but they weren't looking
in my direction. They were well off their usual route. A special run. Looking
around again, I thought I saw a familiar face at a table near Wilkes and
company, a tall, thin, patrician gentleman with a mane of white hair, but I
couldn't place him. I had the feeling I knew his face from the news feeds.
Probably a middle-to-upper-level Authority bureaucrat on an inspection junket. By the time the food came, the edge had come off my
appetite. If I had had any sense, I would have walked out at the first sight of
Wilkes, and no one would have blamed me. But there's a primal territoriality in
us all. Why should I leave? Why not him? Red got up and came over. I introduced him to Darla, and I
thought I caught a speck of recognition in his eyes. He declined a cup of
sourbean, a native brew that tastes nothing like coffee and faintly like a
mixture of cinnamon and iodine. He lit one of his nasty-looking cigars. 'Trouble, Jake," he said. 'Trouble all over the
starslab." I picked at my eggs Eridani. "This I know. Anything
new?" "Marty DiFlippo." "What about her?" "Just came over the skyband. She hit the tollbooths on
Bamard's II." That hurt. I had known Marty well—a good woman, good driver.
She could pilot a rig better than most, always on schedule, always with a
smile. She had been one of the handful of charter members the Starriggers Guild
could claim. I looked out the window for a moment. I had a flashing fantasy of
getting lost in the riotous vegetation out there, rooting somewhere in the
moist jungle earth. No more joy or sorrow, just light and water and peace. I
looked back at Red. "What are the cops saying? Any witnesses?" There
is no other evidence available when the cylinders swallow a person. In fact,
the question was stupid, as there is no other way to prove mat it happened at
all. Every year, travelers set off on Skyway and are never seen again, hundreds
of them. "There was a rig behind her when it happened," Red
told me. "Said her left rear roller went out of sync on her just as she
hit the commit marker. She couldn't straighten up in time, and... that was
that." "Who reported it?" "Didn't get his name. A TATOO driver, for sure, but not
one of Wilkes' torpedoes. Just an average guy. Probably had nothing to do with
it." Red took a long pull of his cigar. "It could have been an
accident." "Hell of an inconvenient time for a sync loss," I
said, putting down my fork. There was no chance of my eating. Darla, however,
was digging in, seemingly oblivious to our conversation. "Or very
convenient, depending on your point of view." I considered a possibility,
then said, "We've never had witnesses before. Disappearances, no clues.
How's this? A small, smokeless charge set on the traction-sync delegate—the box
is easily accessible, if you've ever looked—detonated by remote control or by a
gravitational-stress-sensitive fuse." "Sounds plausible," Red said. "I'd go for the
fuse idea, though I've never heard of one like that. The driver was treated for
flash bums and gammashine exposure." "So? Verisimilitude." "Yeah. I see what you mean about the delegate switcher.
I'd never have thought of doing it that way. Seems to me, if you wanted to send
a rig out of control on cue, you'd booby-trap the pulse transformer, or
something even more basic." "Sure, but the hardware's harder to get to. Besides,
all you'd be doing would be to send the rollers to their frictional base
states, and they become like superslippery bald tires. Pretty hairy when you're
taking a sharp curve, but on a straightaway it's really no problem. But
knocking out the delegate switcher on a portal approach could be fatal. The
rollers would go independent for a fraction of a second as they each go through
their friction curves from base state to maximum traction until the backups cut
in. I've heard of it happening. The rig goes into a dangerous fishtail, which
in normal circumstances can be corrected by a good driver. But on a portal
approach..." Red nodded. "I see." "That's why the driver thought it was the left rear.
The rig probably swung its ass-end to the right. But in fact, it was all the
front drive rollers coming to the peak of their grab-factor curves before the
back ones did. The wind probably determined the direction of the spin, or some
other factor." Red shrugged deferentially. "You make a good case,
Jake. But we'll never know." "I know. I've been with Marty, seen her navigate a
portal approach with three bad rollers in an eighty-klick-per-hour crosswind.
There wasn't much that she couldn't handle, except what I suggested." Red
nodded. Now that I had won my case> I wished someone would argue
me out of it. But both Red and I knew I was right. Accidents among Guild
drivers were increasing, as was vandalism. Nobody was getting beaten up; that
wasn't Wilkes' style. "You got to remember, Jake," Red said to break the
depressed mood, "we're still behind you. I don't know of anybody who wants
to pack it in and go back to Wilkes. But if anything were to happen to you...
well, merle." He spat out a flake of precious earth-grown tobacco. (Those
stogies of his must have cost fifty UTCs apiece.) "The Guild would be
finished, that's all there is to it. At least it would be as a workable
alternative for the average independent starrigger." He leaned back and
shot out an acrid plume of smoke. "Tell me, Jake. Why are you still on the
road? With your salary as president, why, you could—" "Salary? I've heard of the notion. I think I've cashed
two paychecks so far. The third's still in the glovebox, where it goes bouncy,
bouncy, bouncy." Red was surprised. "Really? I didn't know."
"Besides, there's Sam. I couldn't very well sell my own father, could
I?" Red didn't comment, just looked at his cigar. Something thin
with watery blue eyes was tapping me on the shoulder. One of Wilkes' gunsels. "Mr. Wilkes would like to see you, if you please,
sir." Red coughed once and looked at his watch. "Jake, I'd stay, but
we gotta roll. I don't think he'll give you any trouble here." "Sure, Red. Sure. See you around." Wilkes' table was over against the far wall. Besides him,
and the Rikkitikki, there were three gunsels, including the one who'd fetched
me. I didn't like the odds, but it was unlikely
that Wilkes would start anything in a crowded restaurant- or so I
thought. I tend to think too much. He was playing with the last few crumbs of an omelette,
smiling at me, those curious gray teeth sliding around behind thin lips—he had
a way of working his mouth constantly, a tic, I believed. He wasn't an
unattractive man. Long blond hair, broad features, eyes of cold green fire, all
mounted on a powerful frame. A natty dresser, as well. His kelly-green velvet
jerkin was tailored and was in fact very tasteful, going especially well with
the white puffed-sleeve blouse. "Jacob, Jacob, Jacob," he sang wistfully, still
smiling. "Good to see you, Jake. Have a seat. Get him a seat,
Brucie." "No, thanks, Corey," I told him. Brucie had made
no move. "I'll stand. What's on your mind?" "Why, nothing." Surprised innocence. He was good
at it, but he overplayed it a bit. Was he nervous? "Nothing at all. Just
enjoying a good meal in a good restaurant—a little disappointed when you and your
lady friend didn't join us, that's all. You really should observe more of the
social amenities, Jake. Oh, I realize your diamond-in-the-rough sort of charm
goes a long way, especially with women, but when you see a friend across the
room when you're dining out—well..." He was gracious in dismissing the
matter. "But I don't take offense easily. You're probably in a hurry,
right? Behind schedule?" "I don't like looking at vomit when I eat, that's
all." It didn't ruffle him. He grinned through the rather indelicate
hiatus in the conversation, then said, implacably, "You have a certain
directness of expression that I admire, Jake, but that remark was a bit too
blunt. Don't you think? But... then, I should know better than to try and
stroke you." "Was that what you were doing?" "Oh, twitting you a little, I'll be honest. But I
really do want to talk, Jake. I think we should, finally." "Why, whatever about?" It was my turn to be catty. "Shoes and ships, Jacob." He waved to the far
reaches of the universe. "Things. Things in general." "Uh huh. But out of the totality of existence, there
must be something specific." "Absolutely right." The constant smile turned
extraordinarily benevolent. "Sure you won't sit, Jake?" "Forget it." "Fine." He lit a small, thin cigarette wrapped in
paper of bright pink, blew smoke toward me. The aroma was sweet, perfumelike.
"What say we merge our respective outfits? That's right. Don't drop your
jaw too low, Jake, the busboys will use it as a dustpan. Starriggers Guild and
Transcolonial Association of Truck Owner-Operators. Together. Hyphenate 'em, or
come up with a new name, I don't care. Why continue the war any longer? It's
unprofitable, destructively competitive... and frankly, I'm rather tired of
it." The smile was gone, replaced by Honest Concern. "A marriage is
what I'm proposing." "Why, Corey. This is so sudden." His face
split again. "You know, you're not as rough around the edges as you let
on, Jacob. Whenever we get together, I kind of enjoy the repartee. The parry,
the riposte, the barbs lovingly honed—" He blinked. "But I'm
serious." I stood there, debating whether I should just spit and walk
away, or go through the motions with him. I couldn't figure out why he was
doing this. "Excuse me, Misterrr Jake," the Reticulan trilled
through his mandibles. "I wonderrr if I could inquirrre as to the identity
of the female perrrson with whom you are associating?" "What's it to
you, Ant Face?" I find it difficult, if not impossible, to read an alien
visage for emotions. Apparently the insult had had no effect, but I couldn't be
sure. I had never before dealt with Rikkis. The mandibles kept clicking in and
out in that unnerving sewing-machine motion. Reticulans don't really look like
ants, don't even have bug-eyes—you would swear that they wore glasses shaped
like a set of zoom camera lenses, and you'd be right, except that they can't
take them off—but Rikkis do appear insectoid at first glance, being
exoskeletal. Who knows? Maybe all Reticulans aren't bad. To be fair, it
doesn't help that their appearance happens to resonate with images of chitinous
horror that scrabble around in the basement of our racial unconscious. The
question, however, was: Why was Wilkes presenting me, if indeed he was, with
this... being? To threaten me? Did he actually think I'd be scared? Give in?
Why now, after all this time? "Now, now," Wilkes said gently. "We don't
want an interplanetary incident. I'm sure Twrrrll's question was all in
innocence. Did you recognize her, Twrrril?" "Prrrecisely. I did not mean to imply an interest in
the female perrrson. If I have brrroken some... taboo, is this correct? If I
have violated some taboo by inquirrring, I am verrry sorrry." Did everyone know the waif but me? The alien knew exactly what he was doing. "Okay, okay," I said testily. "About this
merger—" "There, you see? Paranoia. Jake. Paranoia. It kills us
all in the end. We think ourselves into an early grave. Worry, tear—the
etiological root of all disease." Two beats, then again. "About this
merger." "What would it hurt to consider it? Think it over. Stubborn
as you are, you've finally got to admit to yourself that the Guild is on
borrowed time. More and more drivers are coming back over to us." A lie. Everyone with a notion to break and run had done so
long before. But he was right in the sense that there were damn few of us left. "They've added up the pros and cons, come to final
tally," Wilkes went on. "TATOO'S better for them all around. A dozen
new signatories to the Revised Basic Contract this month, with more to come.
Oh, sure, the terms of the Guild's Basic are a little better, in some areas.
I'll grant you that. But it doesn't mean very much when you can count the
Guild's signatories on six fingers." "Five," I corrected him. "Combined Hydran
Industries reneged and went over to you last week." Wilkes rested his case with a casual motion of the hand.
"Need I say more?" I certainly had no need to say more. I was watching the
faces of the three stooges, looking for clues. The one who had come for me
looked antsy, darting eyes around the room. From that I got the hint that
something could be up. It still seemed unlikely. Wilkes had been waiting for me to respond, gave it up and
said, "Oh, come on, Jake. The Guild is nothing more than a shell, if it
was ever anything more. Can't you see? It's served its purpose. You've shown me
the reservoir of discontent among the membership, and we're responding, believe
me. Have you read the Revised Basic? I mean, have you really sat down and gone
over it, clause by clause?" "I don't have much time for light reading, I'm
afraid." A point scored, an acknowledgment via an upward curl of one
end of his mouth. "You really should," he said quietly. "What's in it for me?" I asked, sailing with the
wind just for the hell of it. It genuinely surprised him. "Well," he said with
an expansive shrug, "uh... Interlocal Business Agent? For life? Name the
salary." It was a hasty improvisation, and he waited for my reaction.
"Hell, Jake, I don't know What do you want?" "For you to bloody well leave us alone. It's that
simple." I erased that with a swipe of my hand. "Pardon me, it's
not that simple anymore. You're going to answer for Marty DiFlippo, Wilkes. If
I have to scrape myself off the side of a cylinder and come back to do it, I
will. But I will make you answer for her. And for the others."
Conversations lulled at nearby tables. "Okay, Jake. Okay." His voice was colorless,
small. I backstepped twice, but stopped. "One more thing. If the Guild is doomed anyway, why are you so hot to mate with
us?" I wanted an answer. "Why, Corey?" "Because it annoys me." I suspect it was his first
ingenuous remark of the whole exchange. Amused by the novelty, he continued,
"Your recent attempts at retaliation annoy me, too." "What?" This was news. "You're denying it? Don't insult my intelligence, Jake.
I've had loads lifted, rigs sabotaged, deals queered. Nothing major, you
understand. But it irks me." I had heard about the recent increase in hijackings and the
like. I attributed it to free-lance skywaymen, as did the media. We had no
muscle to bring to bear on him. The injustice of the charge seared the back of
my throat. "Jake, you're a strange man," Wilkes went on,
resuming his usual inflected, lyrical style. "There's a kind of... a
certain Heisenbergian uncertainty about you. An elusiveness. Hard to pin you
down. We've been having trouble keeping track of your movements recently. I get
a report that you're somewhere, then get another that says you were somewhere
else entirely at the very same time. A slippery electron, Jake. Difficult to
determine both its position and momentum at once. One or the other, but not
both. And the stories." "Stories?" "The strange tales I've been
nearing about you. Fascinating, if they're true. Especially the one about
the—" "Look, Corey," I said, cutting him off, "it's
been nice. Really nice. But I'd like to go salvage a meal. Thanks for the
offer." And at my back I heard, "You'll never get out of Mach
City, Jake." I stopped, turned, and delivered an obscenity. He laughed. "In fact, what makes you think I couldn't
take you out right now?" The three gunsels were eye-riveting me. "Don't think you're safe in a public place,"
Wilkes warned, eyes narrowed to slits. "By the way, I own this dump.
Silent partner. The help would back me up. Witnesses." "And the customers?" "Are you kidding? They'll stampede as soon as you go
down." The restaurant was awfully quiet. Wilkes could have been
blustering, but I was worried. They had me, if they wanted me. "Corey, I wouldn't put it past you, but it'd be just a
bit too messy for your taste. Hearings, depositions. Not your style." I decided to call his bluff, which was the only thing I
could do. I turned, but let my peripheral vision sweep behind me, and in doing
so caught movement. The pale-eyed slug was reaching under the table. I spun, but the boy was fast. He had probably had the gun in
his lap the whole time. It was leveled at me, and he was grinning, but he
didn't fire. My squib was halfway out from under the cuff of my jacket. I
dropped, but there was no cover near. Perhaps three quarters of a second had elapsed when the
boy's hand and the gun in it went up in a blue-white ball of flame. The shot
had come from across the room. The alien and the other two had delayed reacting, for the
sake of form, I supposed. It would have looked better in the report if only two
combatants had been involved—besides, their buddy had had me beaten. Now they
pushed the table over and ducked down behind. Everyone in the place thought it
an excellent idea. The restaurant exploded as chairs, food, dishes, tables went
everywhere. My squib was finally out, having gotten snagged in a fold of
my shirt, and I drew a bead on Wilkes' forehead. "Hold it!" "Drop 'em!" Two voices off to
the right. I couldn't see who it was. Wilkes suddenly- threw up his
hands. He still sat there, as if a spectator. "All right! All right!"
he yelled. The pale-eyed one was sitting there too, eyes popped with
horror as he watched a gob of melting flesh slither from the charred claw that
had been his hand. He started to scream, the whimpering, surprised scream that
comes from a sadist unused to the business-end of pain. I got up. The place was silent, save for the gunsel's
warblings. The alien and the other two rose, the humans with their hands in the
air, the Reticulan with his forelimbs crossed in front of him, sign of
submission. I chanced a look to the right. Tomasso and Chang were down
behind chairs, guns drawn and aimed at Wilkes. I backed away toward them. "Nice shooting," I said to Chang. "It wasn't me." He inclined his head to our rear.
I looked back and was astonished to see Darla crouched down, holding a monster
of a Walther 20kw on the proceedings. "All right, people." I looked around the loom. About four other people had guns
drawn. The man who had spoken was immediately to my left. I knew none of them. "You," the man said to me. "You leave. We'll
entertain this group while you're doing it. We'll give you five minutes. Then
we'll let 'em go. The humans, that is. The bug we might fry for lunch." "Thanks." We all backpedaled our way out after Tomasso had poked his
head out me front door and yelled that it was clear. In the interim, I got out
my key and buzzed Sam, told him to pick us up on the road about a block away. Out in the lot, I thanked Tomasso and Chang, told them their
dues were taken care of for the rest of the year. "Hell, we're paid up!" Tomasso complained. "Next year!" Darla and I ducked into the brush bordering the lot. The
undergrowth was tangled, but we made it with a little help from Darla's
blunderbuss. When we reached the road, Sam was there, and we piled in. 3 "NEVER FIGURED WILKES to make a grandstand play like
that," Sam said as we searched the hinterlands of Mach City for an
out-of-the-way motel. "Would've made a martyr out of you." "Just call me Venerable Jake, and take my cause to the
Pope. I don't really think he meant to. His boy got too excited." "Probably. They would have had the exits covered for a
genuine ambuscade. Howsoever—" "There being only one way off this tropical paradise,
and that being the Skyway—" "It's safe to say they have the exits covered
now," Sam said. "A good bet. Anybody still following us?" I asked. "Not a soul." We passed plantations, a power plant, a few lonely
residences off the road. There was not much to see besides jungle. "What's this up ahead?" I squinted. Off in the mass of overhanging greenery were
little houses nestled in the treetops. It looked like a movie set. A sign by
the road. '"Greystoke Groves—Treecabins, Free Total Vid,
Whirlpool Jungle Lagoon, Guided Safari Tour, Reasonable Rates— VACANCY.'
Charming. Just the thing for a cozy getaway weekend. What say, Sam?" "All the same to me. I live in a truck." "Heck, you'll miss the safari. Pity." "Wouldn't miss it for the world. Hang on."
There was a large parking lot, which Sam traversed. Without stopping, he
plunged the rig into the wall of undergrowth that bordered same. Branches
thumped against the bulkhead, creaked, and shattered. Sam kept going, cutting a
swath through the jungle. Brightly colored flying critters took wing in our path,
screeching their panic. We hit a hidden ditch and slammed down. The engine
whined, groaned, and we were out of it, crashing forward again through a
cataract of vinery. "Sam, large tree." , "I know. Damn! Let
me back up." The rollers crackled to maximum grab, and spun. "Double
diddley damn. This stuff is wet." "They don't call it a rain
forest for nothing." We backed up and whanged against something.
"Ouch. Hold on." After some uncomfortable maneuverings, we battered our way
onward. A centipedelike animal found itself clinging to our forward viewport,
much to its chagrin. It extended two sets of antennae, fore and aft, and
elongated itself vertically, each end checking out a possible escape route. It
(they?) decided on up, and crawled out of sight. Finally, we came to a crunching halt near the base of a
stout treetrunk. Sam cut the engine, and we sat for a while surrounded by
chirping, twittering jungle. Presently, Sam asked, "One of those treehuts near
here?" "I think. Can't really see a thing." "Well,
find the nearest one and see if it's vacant." "Wait a minute. Is
this a clearing up ahead? Go forward a few meters." Sam started the engine, eased ahead. We poked through the
edge of a paved footpath. "C'mon, Darla," I said. 'Take your pack.
Let's look like tourists." The woman in the office was a short, dark-haired woman who
spoke incomprehensible English, but her Intersystem was as bad as mine. The
accent was Spanish, the eyes Oriental, and I took her for a recently arrived
Filipina. "Twenty UTC, please. You have ID?" "Yes." I showed her my Alonzo Q. Snerd persona,
the duly authorized plasticard of which I keep for the times when I feel like
Alonzo Q. Snerd. "This is my lifecompanion," I said, indicating
Darla. "Mistah-Missa Snerd? Happy you be here. You got
bags?" "Yes, thank you. By the way, we want that particular
cabin," I told her, pointing to the layout on the wall. "We took a
walk back there. We hope it's available." "Number Seventeen. Nice! No one there now. FRONT!" The bellhop came in from a back room. It was a squat but
powerfully thewed, very hairy, anthropoid creature, a native. The species is
regarded as borderline-sentient by most authorities. It had two large wide-set
eyes that were owl-like, a wet, dark-lipped mouth splitting a short snout, and
floppy long ears. Its feet were splay-toed, hairless, pink, and looked
prehensile. Its three-fingered hands had what looked like opposable thumbs on
either side. The creature had no tail. "This Cheetah. She take you." Cheetah grabbed our bags, took the key from the woman, and
scurried off through a vine-covered archway that led into a tunnel. We followed
her. At the end of the tunnel was an elevator door. It looked
conventional, but the shaft, as it turned out, was nonexistent. Instead, we
found an open-air car faked up to look like logs and sticks. It more than
likely had a metal frame. We got on and it rose into the trees. From the upper platform we debarked into a maze of sturdy
rope bridges with plank walkways leading from tree to tree, cabin to cabin.
Ours was bigger than it had appeared from the footpath, but still quite cozy,
resting in the crook of three huge structural boughs. Inside, the decor was
consistent with the rest of the place, early-RKO Pictures; floors, walls,
furniture, and everything else were made of the native equivalents of wicker,
rattan, and bamboo. I slumped in the peacock Empire chair and sighed. The
Eridani creature darted about, opening shutters, flicking on lights, turning
down beds, and plumping pillows, all very briskly, and with far more dexterity
than a Terran ape could muster. It was surprising, in away. More surprisingly,
the creature turned to me and spoke. "Huh?" was all I could reply. "That all, sir? That all?" "Uhhh...Darla?" Darla smiled at the creature. "Is there a gift shop or
store here? I need some tissue paper." "I go get some! You need, I get!" Darla offered her a credit note. Cheetah refused. "No, no! Fwee! Soap, towel, keenex, fwee. No
money!" Cheetah left and closed the door quietly. "Call me Bwana," I said, not feeling particularly
witty. "She's cute. I've seen them before, at carnivals and
things. They're really very intelligent." "Hmmm. And honest. She could have snagged that
tenner." Darla laughed, scoffing. "Do you actually think she
needs money?" "Why is she working here?" That stumped her. I got out Sam's key and buzzed him. "Sam, we've set up
housekeeping." "How is it?" I turned on the microcam and panned the room for him.
"As you can see, charming. How're you?" "I think I'm taking root. Seriously. I might need a
little more camouflage around my back end. Can you see me from up there?" I went to the window. Behind the shutters it was glazed with
nonglare material. The cabin was completely sealed from the outside, and many
degrees cooler. "I can't see anything but vegetables." "How's this? I have my hi-intensities on." I saw a glimmer. "There you are. Fine." "Maybe I'll be all right if I'm that hard to spot." "What about the hole you left in the scenery back in
the parking lot? Suspicious, no? And it leads right to you." "I was watching the rear view. The stuff seemed to
bound back up after we passed. Right now I can't tell the view ahead from the
one behind. This jungle is alive, believe me." "Bit of luck. Okay. Now, what about our situation? I'm
having second thoughts. Should we have made a break for it on the Skyway?" "Negative, son. Much, much too easy to follow." "Right, just thought I'd ask. What next?" "Well, we know they picked up our trail from the
restaurant pretty quickly. I expected that. Not too hard to tail a rig. And
we're pretty sure we lost them downtown." "How sure?" "Reasonably sure." "Sam, how did you know about that dirt road that
followed the edge of the marsh? I didn't think you knew Mach City that well." "Used to spend a lot of time here. There were these
two women I knew, mother and daughter, and I... well, that's neither here nor
there. Anyway, the city council's been squabbling about draining that swamp for
years. I knew the idiots hadn't gotten around to it yet." "Another piece of luck. However, we are stuck
here." "For the moment. But if we can sneak over to Ali's
Garage, we've got a chance. He's an old friend of mine. We hole up at his
place, I get that new emulsicoat you've been promising me, plus some other
cosmetic changes. Then, with luck, we slip out." "Risky. We could be spotted going there." "Sure, but I can't see another way. Would've gone
directly there, except we would have had to double-back through town to do it.
They would've picked us up again easily." "So we sit here... for how long?" "Until they get tired of looking, or until they're
convinced we got through their net. Four Eri days." "That's also risky." "Sure. Wilkes is connected here. Hell, he might even
own this place. But, have any better ideas?" "Not at the moment." Cheetah returned men with Darla's tissue paper. Darla struck
up a conversation with her, and they sat down on one of the double beds to
chat. "Well," I said, "I'll let you know if I get a
brainstorm." "Right. Leave the key open." "Really, Dad." "Huh? Oh, sorry. Forgot about Darla." I hadn't. Despite my disinclination to believe in such things, the
possibility of a real paradox here loomed large; in fact, if Darla wasn't
faking, the paradox was a fact as cold and adamantine as the roadmetal that had
caused it. Will have caused it. But it was hard for me to swallow. On the
Skyway, you hear wild stories every day. I've met people who will swear—on any
amount of Holy Writ you'd care to put in front of them—that one day, out on
some lonely stretch of road, they saw themselves coming the other way... or
that they were vouchsafed the paradoxical apparition of a relative who'd passed
on the year before... or that the skywayman who held up the Stop-N-Shop off
Interstellar 95 last week was in fact their time-tripping doppelganger, not
them. Sometimes, reports such as these make the news feeds—as silly-season
fillers. Up till now, I had thought this was all the credence they deserved.
But now I was confronted with the possible reality of a situation which,
according to the commonly accepted version of The Way Things Are Supposed to
Work, was an out-and-out impossibility. My choices were either to accept it as
a fact, or to try resolving the contradiction with every measure of rationality
at my disposal. But there were problems with the latter option. Aside from
waiting until I could catch Darla in a lie, there was little I could ''do to
assure myself she was telling the truth. What were the alternatives? Chinese
water-torture? Tickle her mercilessly until she 'fessed up? And just how does
one go about tripping up a liar when one has no facts to throw in her path? It seemed I really had but one choice: to accept the paradox
as real... until proven otherwise. I was hearing a reprise of a love theme that
should have been very familiar. But it was strange and new. Bassackwards is not
the way I like to do things, but Paradox does not grant dispensation from its
crazy laws. 'Nor does Skyway. If you ply her paths, you take the risk. You pay
the toll. The Roadbuilders, whoever or whatever they were, must have realized
the consequences of a hyper-spatial highway that spans enormous distances
instantaneously. They were excellent physicists, consummate engineers, but
whether they could have avoided the "pathological" aspects
(interesting, the way scientists choose their words) of such a device is a
matter for conjecture, since our knowledge of these matters needs jacking up a
quantum or two before we could begin to understand. My task, then, was to find a causal lever to move objects
around to my liking in a deterministic system. Estimated chances of
accomplishing objective: those of fart in monsoon. But volition is a delusion we sorely need, a habit we can
break. I had to act. It was necessary for me to lose Darla now in order to gain
her "later," lest two Darlas appear where one had gone before. Or
something like that. Deadly possibilities loomed. A knock at the door. My squib was out more quickly this time, even though Wilkes
would not bother to knock. It was a small Oriental man who wore a crisp straw planter's
hat and a loosely fitting vanilla tropical suit. He didn't look friendly, but
acted it. "Excuse me, sir. Have you seen... ? Ai, there
you are! What are you doing here. Cheetah? Guests! Guests! Excuse me, sir. She
is lazy, always going off somewhere." Cheetah got off the bed and scampered toward us, slowed and
slunk past her master, then broke across the small balcony to the rope bridge. "Pardon me, sir. She is harmless, but she will take advantage." "No problem. Mister... ?" "Perez." "Perez. She just got back from an errand for my
LC." "Ah. Enjoy your stay. Sir, Madam." A tip of the hat, and he was gone. I went to the window and
watched him cross the bridge. He yelled for Cheetah cursed her in Spanish. She
did not look back, disappearing in the foliage. Darla was behind me, watching over my shoulder. "What
did you two talk about?" I asked. "Quite a lot. Your question about why she worked here
intrigued me. So I asked her." "And?" "She stays here because she doesn't have a home. Read
'space,' 'territory,' or what you will. From what I could get out of her, her
home was destroyed. There's a jungle-clearing project near here, it seems, and
what was once her home is now bare earth." "She couldn't move? Find a new spot? There are millions
of square kilometers of jungle left. Most of the planet is virgin still." "No, she couldn't move, nor could her clan, tribe, or
whatever. Once such a group, an extended family sort of thing, loses its
stamping grounds, it has no life. Extreme territoriality, attachment to one
traditional area, probably passed down for generations. Most of the displaced
cheetahs work in the city. Not for long, though. They die off very
quickly." "You got all this from her?" "No, she was very reticent. I've heard about the
problem. The Colonials are very touchy about it." She walked back toward
the bed, sat down. "Funny thing. She's very sensitive— receptive. She
asked me if the people who were chasing us were near." "What?" The notion that the animal could have
known gave me an odd feeling. I sat down on the Empire chair. "How?" "She said she could smell the fear on us." Odder still was to realize that Cheetah had been right. At
the root of all actions taken for the sake of survival lies fear unvarnished,
the basic component of the mechanism. "Did she think they were near?" "She said no, not now." "Reassuring." "I'm tired. I think I'll go freshen up." She got
up, took her pack and walked toward the bathroom. Before she got to the door, I said, "By the way, I
didn't get a chance to thank you... for a well-timed, beautifully placed shot.
Where the hell were you hiding that cannon?" "I'll never tell," she said craftily, over her
shoulder. "I did it for old times' sake." She went in and closed the
door. I buzzed Sam. "Yeah?" "Something Wilkes said. He said a lot of strange
things. But there was something about stories. Stories about me, and I guess
about you, circulating around." "Stories?" "Rumors. I don't know. How
does it strike you?" "Leaves me cold." "We need
information." "That we do. But how? Dare we risk the skyband?"
"I'm going to take a stroll down to the lounge, see if anyone's
there." "Be careful. By the way,
any way of getting down here from that birdhouse?" "Yes. There's a rope ladder rolled up on the porch.
Fire escape, I guess. Wouldn't have taken the place if there had been no way
down." I knocked on the bathroom door and told Darla where I was
going. "I still have Brown Bess," she said. And she could use it. It was a risk to separate, but I
thought I had spotted a familiar rig in the parking lot. Outside, a patch of sky peeking through the jungle canopy
was turning silver, spraying beams of sunlight downward. The air was thick,
moist, gravid with a million scents. Something chittered in the branches above
me as I crossed the first bridge, scolding, warning me. Before I got to the lounge it occurred to me that I should
ask about the clearing project—where, how near—thinking of it as a possible
means of escape. There were usually logging roads around such an endeavor. No one was at the desk. I waited for a few minutes, then
went around behind to a door. I opened it. Perez had his back to me, holding a long, thin wooden rod
raised toward Cheetah, who cowered pitifully in a comer of the office. Perez's
head snapped around. He turned quickly and held the rod behind his back. "Yes?" "Excuse me. My lifecompanion wishes another errand run.
Could you send someone up?" "Yes. Yes, right away." "She's taken a particular liking to Cheetah here. Loves
animals, you know. Could Cheetah go?" Perez was reluctant. "Yes, of course." He motioned
to her without taking his eyes from me. When she had left, I said, "Unless you desire a totally
new look and a fresh approach to life, you'll not abuse that creature while I
am a guest here." Perez bristled. "Mr. Snerd, is it? This is none of your
affair. I must ask you to—" I closed the door. The lounge was very big, with shaman fright-masks looming
from the walls, shrunken heads dangling from the open-beam ' ceiling, potted
fronds growing everywhere, a striped native animal hide nailed above the bar.
It was a crazy concatenation of Micronesian, African, and native motifs.
Memories of Terra grow more blurred with the years. There were few customers,
but Jeny Spacks was in a comer booth with an attractive young woman. I ordered
an elaborate, improbable drink that was all fruit and little paper umbrellas,
and walked over to them sipping noisily. "Jake? Jesus." "Hi, Jerry." "Uh... Andromeda, this is Jake McGraw. Friend of
mine." "Hello." "Hello. Jerry, could I speak with you for a
moment?" Jerry hesitated, looked away. "Yeah, sure." The girl made a good excuse and left. I sat down. "Goddamn, Jake, you show up at the most—" "Sorry. This won't take but a minute. By the way, are
you still a Guild member? Haven't seen the lists recently." "You know damn well my dues are a year behind. But
that's moot—I own three rigs now. Pretty soon I won't have to drive at
all." "Moving up to employer status, eh? Good for you."
I let him puff and preen for a while, then said, "Jerry, this
question may sound strange... but what have you heard about me recently?" Jerry laughed. "Who hasn't heard about the shoot-out at
Sonny's? It's all over the skyband. What're you still doing here?" "That's not what I meant. What have you heard in the
way of strange stories about me?" Apparently he knew what I meant. He settled back, lit a
cigarette, looked at me, and said frankly, "Jake, I don't believe ninety
percent of the road yams I hear. Who does? Someone claims to've sighted a
Roadbuilder vehicle, you hear someone's stumbled onto a backtime route and
winds up being his own grandfather, that sort of thing. I've also heard some
things about you, just as wild." "Such as." He was
skeptical. "Oh well, it seems you and Sam found a way out of the Expanded
Confinement Maze and followed the Skyway all the way out to the end." It was crazy. You could go only so far on the Skyway before
the known routes were exhausted. Of course, you could take a chance and go
through one of the many unexplored portals ... and end up anywhere in the
universe. If the planet on the other side had a double-back portal—like the one
leading from here back to Tau Ceti—you were in luck. If not, you'd "be
stuck with the option of shooting the next aperture, which could lead anywhere.
The reason why all of the above is fairly certain is that no one has ever made
a convincing case for having come back from a "potluck portal." I popped a chunk of sour fruit into my mouth. "I can
tell you for a fact that we've done no such thing." "Hell, I know that. But I've also heard that you're
going to do it. I've heard the tale both ways." "Going to?" I mulled that over. "How are we
supposed to accomplish this amazing feat?" I chanced to turn my head. Perez was looking into the room,
and our eyes met. He quickly ducked back. A little too quickly. "With a roadmap." I turned back to Jerry. "Roadmap?" "Yeah. A genuine Roadbuilder artifact. How you managed
to get hold of one is covered in the next episode, I guess." What was remarkable to me was how the Skyway breeds these
tall tales. The Skyway is half legend, half reality itself. Nevertheless,
evidence abounds that the Skyway extends to other regions of the galaxy. Alien
vehicles are seen every day on the road, coming from parts unknown, going
to—only the occupants know where. Most don't stop. Every once in a while, one
does, and we meet a new race: Zeta Reticulans, Beta Hydrans, Gliese 59ers;
races like the Ryxx, the Kwaa'jheen, and the beings who call themselves The
People of the Iron Sun, whose home stars can't be found on any Terran
catalogues; many, many more. All in all, there are about sixty races whose
Confinement Mazes, the routes that lead from their home system to nearby
colonizable planets, are known and mapped. Put all these known areas together,
and you get one big Confinement Maze, little sections of which are strewn out
over a sizable portion of several spiral arms. But there certainly is more to
discover. Every once in a while, a new race drops into this neck of the woods
and stops to be sociable. More information is then acquired—but the process is
slow. 'Tell me. Where does the Skyway end?" I asked. "At the beginning of the universe." I drained the last of my sickly sweet drink. "Is there
a good motel there?" Jerry laughed. "Jake, you know how these whoppers get
started. Alien booze in human stomachs. Accidental chemically induced
insanity." We talked for a while longer, about five more minutes. Jerry
told me what he knew about the jungle-clearing project. All the while something
nagged at me from the back of my mind: the way Perez had eyeballed me. "Jerry, thanks a lot. Good luck in your new
business." "Okay, Jake. Let me know what it's like at the Big
Bang." "I'll write." I went out into the lobby. Perez was behind the desk, smiling at me strangely, and
three sleek roadsters were pulling into the lot. I dashed for the elevator, and while waiting for the
accursed sluggish thing, buzzed Sam. "Sam, old man, condition puce. Get ready to roll." "Where to, for God's sake?" "Look for two roads and a yellow wood that we can
diverge into. Otherwise, it's all over." There was a house intercom by the elevator. I punched our
cabin number. "Yes?" "Darla, pack up. Now. Drop that ladder and get down to
Sam. Make it fast, and use Bess on the rope bridge. Bum it!" "Right!" Three men, one of Wilkes' gunsels and two unknowns, were
approaching the transparent entrance doors. I looked around and saw double
doors that probably led to a kitchen. I was right, and three cooks, one of them alien, a Thoth,
looked up from their dirty work. I didn't stop, and banged out a rear door. It
opened onto a hallway that led into the restaurant. A separate entrance
provided access from the parking lot. The room was dark and empty. From behind
a partition by the waiters' station came the clattering of dishes. I crossed
the floor quietly, crouched against the front wall, and looked out a window. Five more men were running toward the restaurant door. I
dived under the nearest table and froze just in time to hear the door thump
open and feet pound across the floor. The heavy tablecloth prevented me from
seeing. I waited until they left, then got up and risked another look. Three
more men waited in the lot, standing by the side of one vehicle, hands thrust
under their tropical shirts. Trapped like a rodentoid. I needed to get out the door and to the right, toward the
end of the parking lot where the footpath came out of the woods; but as I
watched, two men came out of the front entrance and ran past my vantage point,
no doubt going to cover that very route. The alternative now was to somehow
make it across the lot in the other direction and duck into the woods using
Sam's swath as an entry point. The three lookouts were still there. Something was moving in the lot; by the sound, a rig. Then I
saw it as it backed up between me and the gunsels. It was Jerry, clearing out
in a hurry. Wherever I was, he didn't care to be. When the gunsels' view of the side door was completely
blocked, I sprinted out, mounted the rig's running board, and knocked on the
side port about three inches from Jerry's head. He jumped. He slid back the port. "Hey, Jake. Don't do that!" "Sorry, Jerry. Hello, Andromeda. Can you give me a lift
to the far end of the lot?" "Jake, those guys there... Never mind." Resigned, Jerry eased the rig forward. I watched as we
passed the main entrance. Nobody showed. "Far enough?" Jerry hoped. "Yeah. Stay here until I can get into the woods,
okay?" "Sure." Sam was right. The undergrowth had rebounded to the point
where I could barely distinguish Sam's trail. It was horrendous going. Bent
grasses snared my feet, thorny tendrils leeched at my clothing. I stumbled into
hidden holes, tripped over submerged rocks, doing it for about two minutes and
getting nowhere. It got worse. I wasn't sure if I had lost the trace. It
appeared as if I had. "Sam! Come in!" "Where the hell are you?" "I don't know. Somewhere behind you. Is Darla—?" "Fine mess. Yes, she's here. I'm going to start the
engine. Follow the sound." "Fine. No, wait!" I smelled smoke—the rope bridge.
Now, if I could only follow my nose. But I couldn't see a damn thing.
"Forget it. Start up." Sam did so, and the muffled whine came from my right. I
thrashed my way toward it. "Can you come back toward the lot?" "Trying to. For some reason, it's harder getting out
than getting in." "Yeah, well see if you can—" Something was on my
leg, something warm, wet, and rubbery. I looked down. A hairless, many-legged beastie with a central body about as
big as a grapefruit was hugging my calf. I let out a yell, smashed the thing
with a fist, grabbed it with both hands, and pulled. A sharp pain lanced
through my leg. I yanked, managed to pull one slippery leg free, and it coiled
about my hand, throbbing. I pulled. The tentacle stretched like taffy, then
grew resilient and tugged back. I fell, tumbled in the springy brush, writhing,
while the pain crescendoed. I beat and tore and cursed at the thing, but it
wouldn't give me up. Great scarlet waves of pain coursed up my leg, pulsed in
my side. For a frozen eternity there was only the pain and a separate universe
to kick and scream in, little else. The next thing I knew I somehow had a stick in my hand and I
was whacking the animal as hard as I could, oblivious to the damage. I was
doing to my leg. Finally, the thing squealed—the sound of chalk against a
blackboard—let go, and burrowed back into the grass. I lay there for a moment. Presently, I got to my feet. The
leg was numb and loath to obey my commands, but I could walk. I paused to look
around for the key, which I had dropped, but it was nowhere around. Movement behind me, the sound of thrashing. I regretted
having yelled, but when it comes to creepy-crawlies I immediately lose my
gonads, become all hoopskirts and fluster. Definitely phobic reaction. No time to search for the key. Sam sounded nearer, at least, but now I had no way of
communicating. I groped through the eternal green miasma, flailing at my leafy
tormentors, suddenly getting a wild, desperate notion to go back to the main
building, ask Mr. Perez for his machete, and pay the rooted bastards back in
kind. They did not relent. I hacked at them with what I had, stiffened
forearms, my good leg, hate. Tiny insects hummed about me in a swirling cloud, lit
on my face and swam on the surface of my cornea, and had pity enough not to
bite. I heard the crackling of a gun. Someone was burning a path
off to my left. Crashing came from directly ahead. Sam. I lurched forward
and fell, squelched a curse, and struggled onward again. Sam was near, but I
still couldn't see him. My ankle turned in a depression, and for an agonizing
few seconds I sucked air and screamed inwardly as bolts of white heat shot
through me. But soon I was plunging ahead, throwing my body against the
foliage, ramming myself through toward what I took to be the rig's engine
sounds. Progress came in bits of eternity. Finally, I gave up. The throbbing had returned in my leg,
neatly phasing with pulses of fire from my ankle. I collapsed backward from the
heat, the exertion, the pain. I dug out my squib and waited, letting wriggly
wet things lave my face. I didn't care, just lay there, defocusing my eyes on
an overarching canopy of dark green. Sam was getting nearer, nearer. I tried to
sit up, found that I could, then looked around. Something whooshed out of the jungle directly behind me. I
turned around and found myself sitting beside Sam's left front roller. It had
stopped on the exact spot where my head had been. The engine whined again, the
roller moved, and I pounded frantically against the ground-effect vane with all
my strength. "Jake?" Sam's voice on the external
speaker. "Yo!" The hatch popped open, and I painfully hauled myself up and
in. I fell to the deck behind the shotgun seat. "Oh, my God," I heard Darla say. I rolled over and saw her face, one of the most deftly
executed of God's pastel drawings. "Hello." "Where the hell you been, boy?" Sam
chastised. "Out weeding the garden. Let me get... ahhhh!" "Careful," Darla said. "Oh, your leg...." With a little help, I got up and slumped into the seat. Sam
was turning to the left, steamrollering through the green-capped swells. "There's a stream around
here. Yeah, the ground's dipping. Should be—" We didn't see the man, one of our pursuers, until we were on
top of him. He had time to turn his head and register the beginnings of alarm
before we ran straight over him. He didn't have time to scream. Darla gave a
tiny squeak and put her hand over her mouth. After an interlude, Sam said, "Here we go." We clunked over an embankment, slid, and splashed into a
shallow running brook strewn with polished stones. Sam eased the back end down.
I heard the forward accordian-joint between cab and trailer go scrunch as it
bent to its limits. Sam turned hard left and trundled down the stream bed
bumpingly, jarring our teeth and bones to jelly. "We'll make time this way," Sam said. "Where are we going?" "This stream parallels a dirt road farther down. The
road should take us down to the clearing project, where we'll pick up another
trail that'll get us to the Skyway. We hope." "How do you know all this?" "Just following Cheetah's directions. Ask her
yourself." I looked around. In a pile of soft dark hair huddled in a
comer of the rear seat, two big wet eyes awaited my approval. 4 THE STREAM MEANDERED through cathedrals of jungle, its banks
overhung with weeping vinery. We strapped in and let the rig jostle us as Sam
sent it banging over rocks and slamming down over half-meter-high cataracts. It
was rough going, but not as difficult as barging through rain forest. The
gradual downgrade soon leveled off and the stream got deeper. Then it got very
deep. As the water level gurgled up to my viewport, I said,
"I knew those optional snorkels on the vents would come in handy someday." "I think this is about as deep as it gets,"
Sam said. He was right. Ahead was white water. Sam stopped for a
moment to decide on his approach, then gunned it for a place where the drop was
lowest. We rolled over smooth rocks and splashed into the hydraulics below,
like some great, lumbering water beast beached in the shallows. Anyway, the rig was getting a long-needed washing. The
stream widened out farther down, and Sam stopped long enough for Darla to clean
the triple-puncture wound on my leg and bandage it up. I suddenly felt very
weird. "You're in luck," she said. "Cheetah says the
weegah, which is what bit you, isn't poisonous to humans. Unfortunately,
the chemical of the venom resembles chlorpromazine, a tranquilizer, if I
remember correctly. You should be winking out soon. You probably got a good
dose." "I feel very calm, but kind of strange. How did you
know all that?" "Oh, passing interest in xenobiology, especially exotic
zoology." "If I die, I want you to do something for me. Go to my
flat and kill every houseplant in it." "Sounds so petty." But my ire grew abstract as a nirvanalike mood descended.
The pain in my leg and ankle subsided to alternating twinges, and I sat back to
enjoy the ride as Sam resumed driving. About half an hour later we picked up the dirt road, but we
almost hung ourselves up getting out of the water. We scraped bottom with the
sickening sound of abused metal, then gained the rutted road, which bore us
away from the stream and slightly uphill. I grew terribly sleepy. I told Darla to fetch a stimtab from
the medicine kit, but she advised against it, contending that the interaction
of the drug and the venom was unpredictable, owing to the weegah's alien
chemistry. I acquiesced. Now she was a doctor. Another hour went by, and we came to the clearing. It was a
shock. Over at least a dozen square kilometers the jungle had been ripped away
like so many weeds. In its place lay chewed earth, shards of pulp, and row
after endless row of neatly wrapped bales, bundles of vegetation sorted into
homogeneous groups—bark, logs, leaves, chips, pods, fruit, and vegetable mash
(these in big metal canisters), all products useful as-is or ready for further
processing. The thing that had done the deed was off in the distance, a
Landscraper. The machine was a metal platform almost a kilometer long, moving
on gargantuan tracks, biting off great chunks of forest at its leading edge,
sorting, processing, digesting masses of material in its guts, and dropping the
fecal result off behind. Eventually, farms, houses, and factories would follow
in its wake. Cleared land was a premium on Demeter (the proper name for the
planet and one everybody ignored; most people called it Hothouse). Cheetah eyed the scene dolefully, and I couldn't help
feeling sorry. She looked upon the ruins of her only home. The road skirted the edge of the clearing for about a klick
or so before it swung back into the jungle. At this point we were on the
lookout for airborne vehicles, but none appeared. The new section of trail was heavily overgrown in spots, and
wound its way around marsh and hollow until it dead-ended into another road. "That way!" Cheetah instructed. Sam turned left, and beneath the feeling of utter
tranquility and well-being, I recognized the absurdity of having to be led by
the nose out of danger by an individual supposedly without a measurable IQ. But
we usually take all the help we can get. I fell asleep, kept popping awake when Cheetah yelled out a
new direction, but eventually there were no more decisions to make and the road
before us twined endlessly. Night fell, as it does very early on Hothouse, with its
sixteen-hour rotation, and we ghosted down leafy corridors with the headbeams
playing among the trees. Pairs of tiny eyes glowed in the shadows like sparks
in a dying fire, watching. Now and again came sounds of rustling in the bushes,
nocturnal cries echoing out in the blackness beyond. I dozed, awoke, drifted
sleepward, awoke, and the vista before me was the same, dream and reality
indistinguishable. I don't know how long we traveled. The trail turned into a
green Moebius way, endlessly twisting back on itself, like the Skyway laid out
in a galaxy of verdure.... Skyway. Paradox. Causality reversed... living lives, loving
loves, dying deaths out of natural sequence.... We are born, follow our useless
paths to the grave, but the paths are two-way ... cut and splice a lifeline and
you get death before life, disappointment before expectation, fulfillment
before desire, effect before cause.... The road was long and I drove it, taking the Backtime
Extension... back to Terra, a lost, blue-white speck against the blackness, an
exhausted little planet of fifteen billion souls— despite the constant exodus
of surplus population out to the web of worlds linked by the Skyway... back to
a boyhood in a dying rural town in Northeast Industry, nee Pennsylvania,
Federated Democracies of North America... a little mining town called
Braddock's Creek, whose pits had given up their last flakes of bituminous at
around the end of the fourth decade of the century, shortly after I was born...
a demi-ghost town of boarded-up tract houses long foreclosed upon and abandoned
to house-strippers and weather, a depopulated community in this age of
overcrowding, victim of Climate Shift... short hot summers, long face-numbing
winters, with no growing season to speak of.... A toddler spending the warm
months barefoot playing on shale piles near the mines, mounds of blue-black
rubble forever smoking with spontaneous combustion, cooking themselves into
mountains of "red dog," gravel good for laying on dirt roads... a boy
swimming in strip-mine holes brimming with acid-spiked runoff water.... We
never went hungry in those days, with Father working when he could, coaxing
fruits and vegetables out of our chemical garden when he was laid off; and when
neither activity paid the bills, doing mysterious things, staying out late at
night while I waited for him, sleeping in the big double bed with Mother, lying
awake, listening to dogs bark out in the windy night', waiting, wondering when
he would get in, wondering what he was doing, and where; Mother never saying
anything about it, never acknowledging the fact that her husband spent whole
nights away; waiting, until I fell asleep, to wake up next morning in my
sleeping bag on the old mattress in the front room, dimly remembering Father
carrying me there, kissing me and tucking me in.... Dim years spent in boredom
and restlessness and missed school because of fuel shortfalls and lack of
funding, meatless days, wheatless days, proud happy days when the sun was out
and things warmed up and I could run and raise hell and play and not think
about or not care about a world where millions, no, billions starved and the
incessant brushfire wars raged on, or appreciate the profound implications of
the fact that men lived on the moon and in lazily turning metal wheels in
space.... I remember my father telling me about his remembering when the first
portal of the Skyway was discovered on Pluto by a robot probe, and I thought.
Why did they put it so far away out there at the edge of the solar system?...
Watching viddy programs about it and hearing the commentators say what a
mystery it all was—who had built it? when? why?—years that melted away too
soon, because for all the privation, it was a childhood no worse than most,
better man some.... And one day Father telling us that we would move, that he
had applied for emigration and that we had been accepted, and that somehow he had come up with
the 500,000 New Dollar emigration fee charged to all North American residents
because economically the region was still better off by far when compared with
other parts of the world.... The trip by hydroskiff to India, the unbelievable
masses of people there, bodies in the streets, dead bodies and some that were
not quite dead, stacked like cordwood and sprinkled with white powdery
chemicals making them look like woodpiles in a first snow.... The shuttle port
near Kendrapara on the Bay of Bengal, surrounded by tent cities of stranded
emigrees... .The thundering shuttle ride and my first space-sickness and the
view of a dazzling Terra wheeling below. ... Being aboard the Maxim Gorky, a
Longboost ship that made Pluto in eighteen months, most of the time spent with
its passengers in Semidoze, an electrically induced twilight of
semiconsciousness which made the interminable trip bearable. ... Spending about
an hour on Pluto before boarding the bus which took us by Skyway to Barnard's
Star, thence to 61 Cygni-A II, thence to Strove 2398, thence to Sigma Draconis
IV, called Vishnu, where I spent the remainder of my childhood on a farm in a
valley made green with water cracked from rocks, working as I never worked
before or since; where I grew, finally became a man—too soon, when my mother
died giving birth to my brother Donald, stillborn.... ... Until a bump woke me up and I saw that the road had
debouched from the jungle onto the ten-meter-wide strip on either side of the
highway where no plants can grow save low grasses. Sam waited for traffic to pass. An impossibly low
reaction-drive vehicle with some kind of frictionless underside roared by, its
headbeams almost dim compared to its brilliant array of running lights. Sam
checked the scanners and pulled out onto the road, the smooth, smooth road of Skyway.
It felt good. Acceleration sat in my lap as Sam pinched the magnetic
confinement, and soon we were wafting through patches of ground-hugging fog
that smelled of dank things in a dank earth, a jungle smell, wet and fetid, a
smell that I didn't want to have flushed through my nostrils for some time to
come. I closed the vents and pressurized the cab. We would be making a
many-light-year jump to Groombridge 34-B, where there was an interchange on the
airless moon of a gas giant. "Hey, look who's awake. Feeling better?"
Sam spoke softly. “More or less. How long did we spend touring those damn
botanical gardens?" "Almost all night. We should miss the dawn, though. I
think we're about a hundred klicks from the portal." "Great. The sooner we get off this salad bowl, the
better." I looked back and saw Darla and Cheetah huddled together in the
backseat, winked out like three-year-olds. I felt even less mature and sank
into oblivion again. Dreamlessly. The portal warning buzzer woke me up. I felt even better, but
my mouth was stuffed with fuzz and I ached all over. "Better tell those two to strap in," Sam
said. I yelled back and they woke up, rubbed eyes, and did so.
Warning signs shot by, and then suddenly we were in fog that shrouded the
approach. The safe corridor, a lane marked by two parallel white lines, spooled
out at us from the mist. "You on instruments?" I asked. "Nah. Using the guide markers." The fog got thicker, and the lines faded—then,
instantaneously, the fog was gone as we passed the flashing red commit markers
and penetrated the portal's force-field shell. The shells keep out atmosphere
but allow solid matter to go through. It's always struck me as pertinent to ask
what would happen if the machinery generating the shell faded. As far as anyone
knows, it's never happened, and no one seems to worry about it but me. Nor is
much sleep lost fretting over the possibility that a portal could completely
fail and drop its cylinders, which has never happened either, at least not in
the known mazes. We felt the fleeting tug of an unseen force, work of the
grasping gravitational fingers around us. "Watch it, Sam." "This has always been a rough portal. Needs
recalibrating." Whump! The rig dropped, slamming onto the Groombridge Skyway. The
jungle was gone, and around us stretched the bleak rolling terrain of the
satellite, bathed in the dull red glow of Groom-bridge 34-B's dwarf primary,
overhung by a black starry canopy. The gas giant loomed off to our right and
was in gibbous phase, taking up more than 45 degrees of sky. "Remind me to file a complaint at the nearest Skyway
maintenance office," Sam kidded, knowing full well that the
re-calibration would be done in time by the portal itself. Like the Skyway
roadbed, the portals were self-repairing. "One of these days, we're
going to materialize under the roadway," he said, repeating a bugbear
that was part of the lore or the road. "Really, I wonder what the hell
would happen. Explosion?" "Sam, you know damn well it can't happen." I had
rung the changes on this argument a hundred times in a hundred different
beerhalls. A portal transition is a question of geometry, not of matter
transmission. The spaces on either side are contiguous, not congruent. We had
just experienced a misalignment in which the ingress side was higher than the
egress side. If the situation were reversed, and the difference were a few
centimeters, it'd be like going over a bump. No problem. However, if the
misalignment were larger, say a meter or more, you'd run smack up against a
cross section of roadmetal delimited by the aperture, in which case you'd stay
on the cylinder side of the portal and get smeared. But no explosion per se.
For the nth time, I explained this all patiently to Sam, and he laughed. "Just ribbing you, son. I like to see your hackles
rise when you argue with dumb truckdrivers. But tell me, why don't we hear of
accidents like that?" "For the same reason that all portal accidents are hard
to verify. But who knows? Maybe there's some safety mechanism, or maybe there's
something about the nature of warped space-time that precludes it. I don't
know. It's a wonder they can make the alignments with any degree of accuracy
over dozens of light-years. There are lots of things about the Skyway we don't
know. One of the biggest mysteries is why there's a road at all." "Well," Sam said, "my guess has
always been that they were used to haul heavy equipment from the entrance point
to the next cylinder site during construction." "A technology that controls gravity so well makes
vehicle roads seem unnecessary. Doesn't it?" "You have me there. Hell, maybe there was surplus
money in the budget and the bureaucrats couldn't bring themselves to hand back
the cash. Had to spend it, bureaucrats being what they are all over the
universe." "I take it you're joking." "Not entirely. Compared to the staggering
engineering feat of building the portals themselves, laying down a
self-maintaining road between them would have been a breeze. An afterthought." "I never looked at it that way," I said,
scratching my head. "But, damn it, why did they plunk the cylinders down
on the surface of planets? Why not in space?" "Too many questions, Jake, and we don't have many
answers." The conversation had jogged my memory. "Which reminds
me, I had a very interesting talk with Jerry Spacks back at the motel." I related what had been said. Sam didn't comment for a
while, then said, "Sounds like roadapples to me, Jake." "My sentiments exactly." I looked back at Darla,
who had been following the exchange with interest. "What do you mink?" "About what? The Skyway, or the stories about
you?" "Either. Both." "I believe it. The story about you, I mean. If anyone
could discover a backtime route, it would be you guys." "Thanks." I looked up at the gas giant. It was
awesome and majestic, painted with pastel parallel bands, dotted with the black
beauty mark of another moon in transit. Below, the powdery regolith of the
moon's surface was molded into sensuous low mounds, peeked here and there by
blur-edged craters. I turned back to Darla. "By the way, the question never
came up before, but where were you going when we picked you up on TC-II?" "Mach City," she answered without hesitation.
"I've spent time there before, singing. But I was looking for a job as a
nighclub manager. Had a line on a job in the city." "Uh huh." What I didn't know about this woman
would overload a rig or two. "Well, folks, what do we do now? Any
suggestions? The floor is open, even to Cheetah here." "We have three choices," Sam informed us,
"since there are three portals on this planet. One, we can go back the
way we came. Shall we put the matter in the form of a motion?" A pair of strangled screams from me and Darla, mine being
louder. "The motion has not been carried. Two, we continue
our original itinerary and deliver our load of scientific equipment to
Chandrasekhar Deep Space Observatory on Uraniborg, and take our chances. Nix on
that, too, since Wilkes doubtless knows we're bound for there. That leaves
portal number three." "Which goes to the boondocks of Terran Maze," I
put in. "Well, we could go to Uraniborg and not stop,"
Darla suggested. "We could stay on Route Twelve and go through to Thoth
Maze." "Hm. The Thoth are friendly enough," I ruminated.
But what would we do there?" No answer. "Hell, we have no choice, really." "The ayes have it," Sam pronounced, "but
the point is moot, because something's coming up fast on our tail. And I mean
fast." I unbuckled from the shotgun seat and almost cracked my head
against the roof getting into me driver's seat, forgetting the reduced gravity.
I checked the scanners. "I see what you mean. Too fast for a civilian vehicle,
not a rig. Either alien or a Colonial cruiser." "It's a cruiser all right," Sam confirmed,
"and why do I get the funny feeling he's going to pull us over?" "I'm getting it, too. There's not much we can do,
though." "But we can match him gun for gun." "No, Sam. We've already got Wilkes on our case. I don't
want to tangle with the Colonial Authority." "Yep, he's got his sye-reen a-blarin'. I'm getting
it on all frequencies. Merte!" "Well..." I sighed and resigned myself to the
depressing inevitable, braked, and started pulling over. Just for the hell of
it, I decelerated as fast as I could, and sure enough, the cops overshot us,
hotrodding it as they were in their Mach-one-capable reaction-drive
interceptor. Sam laughed. "Look at 'em, the assholes." The road ahead lit up blue-white with their retrofire, and
the poor darlings found themselves about half a klick downroad from us. They
had to back on the shoulder, which would probably put them in a good mood right
off the bat. "Getting pretty cheeky, aren't they?" Sam
wondered. "I mean, pulling us over like this." "It's not the first time," I said, "and it
won't be the last. Cops just have to do cop things every once in a while. It's
traditional. They hate not being able to make an arrest on the road." The com speaker went splup! "Jacob Paul McGraw?" The voice was female. I put on a headset. "Yes?" "Hi, Jake? How're things?" "Oh, God, not Mona," Sam groaned. "Just fine," I answered. "How's things with
you?" "Great," Constable Mona Barrows told me in her
cheery bird-song voice. "Jake. I'm afraid I have bad news for you." Mona, you made my whole day by showing me your pretty back
end. Nothing can throw me now. I meant the cruiser, of course." "Jake, you're all talk, always were. Still, I think
this'll smother your fusion-fire. There's a warrant for your arrest back on
Hothouse." Notice how she put that. She didn't have the warrant, nor
was she arresting me. She couldn't—at least not here, on the Skyway. "Really? What's the charge? Have they finally called in
all my back citations?" But somehow I knew. "A bad one this time, Jake. Homicide with a Powered
Vehicle." Of course. "There are other charges. Leaving the Scene of an Accident,
Assault with a Deadly Weapon, and a bunch of minor ones." "Gee whiz, let's hear 'em all." "Oh, Illegal Off-Road Driving, Failure to.. .Jake, do
we really have to do this?" The cab was quiet. I, for one, could see no way out. I sat
there and tried to predict what Mona would do if we tried to make a run for it.
It wasn't difficult, since they rarely came tougher than Mona. "Am I to
understand that this is an arrest, Constable?" "Why, whatever gave you that idea? I am, however,
officially notifying you that charges have been brought against you within my
jurisdiction. My suggestion is that you turn yourself in." The word "suggestion" was heavily stressed.
"Then, why have you pulled us over, may I ask?" "Oh, Jake, don't go Skyway-lawyer on me. I can't drive
and talk at the same time. Besides, you were coming up on the turnoff to Eta
Cassiopeiae and I didn't want to drag you all the way back. I've got things to
do, and I'm in a hurry. Now, you know you'll have to turn yourself in sometime,
Jake. Why not do it now and save us all a lot of bother? Okay?" "Love to oblige, Mona, but I'd hate myself in the
morning." "Now, Jake," she warned, "don't get any funny
ideas. If I have to, I'll follow you until you have to come out of that rig to
take a pee." "I keep an empty fifth of Old Singularity behind the
seat for that purpose, dear. I usually offer a snort to officers who're kind
enough to pull me over to chat." "Don't get cute. You know what I mean. You'll be
pulling over for food or fuel sooner or later."^ She wouldn't wait that long. Contrary to Sam's bravado, she
could probably outshoot us. Disabling us in this airless environment would, of
course, necessitate a "rescue." "And if I leave Terran Maze?" "That's your privilege. But you will have to stay out
permanently. Not very good for your business, is it?" "I must agree with you on that point." "So, what do you say?" I squelched the circuit. "What's the game, Sam?" "String her along. We'll figure out something by the
time we get back to Hothouse. Maybe Cheetah can find us more of those back
jungle roads." The very thought of such an eventuality made me say,
"No chance, Mona. Mona honey, I don't know how you can sleep nights. You
know the charges are trumped-up, and I think you know exactly what happened
back at Greystoke Groves, and at Sonny's." "Just doing my job, sweetie. It was Wilkes who reported
the fatality and pressed the assault charge. I'm only following orders. True, I
know Wilkes wants your blood in a crystal decanter... but I have nothing on
him! You'd have to press counter-charges for me to help you. But it seems to me
he's getting the worst of it. He has one boy dead and another in the iso-clinic
growing a new trigger finger." "In other words, if I turn up dead eventually, the
moral weight of the issue will be on my side." "I'm sorry, Jake. But, as I said, I have orders." I looked back at Darla. "Darla, it's up to you. She
didn't mention anything about a woman suspect. Say the word, we'll go back, and
you're out of it completely." "I'm for making a break for that third portal,"
she said, those ionospheric blue eyes glowing strangely. "Jake, are you listening? I want to assure you that you
will get all the protection you need, from Wilkes or anybody. I'll personally
guarantee that you... wait just a sec." The radio sputtered as she stopped transmitting. "What is it, Sam?" "Something coming in ahead. And I think I know what
it is." I looked at the forward view, switched it telescopic, and
punched it on the main screen. A large vehicle was decelerating from a terrific
rate of speed, l looked at the tracking readouts. "Mach two point three and decelerating at fifteen
Gs," I observed. "And it's not a reaction-drive buggy." I looked
up to eyeball it. "There's only one thing it could be." "Mona's in a truckload of trouble," Sam
said, an edge of troubled concern to his voice. The vehicle, as it appeared on the video hookup, was almost
featureless, a low, lengthwise half a watermelon on rollers, gleaming bright
silver. As it closed with frightening speed, it looked like a minimal-art
representation of a mammoth beetle, or the overgrown pull-toy of a giant child.
It was at once comic and deadly. Mona was obviously thinking of making a run for it, but the
thing was coming up too fast. She pulled away about a hundred meters or so, an
effort, I suppose, to appear innocent. Moments later, the "Skyway Patrol" car swooped in
soundlessly, pulled off onto the shoulder between the cruiser and us. The speaker boomed. The voice spoke in Intersystem.
"STATE THE REASON FOR THIS INTERRUPTION OF TRAFFIC." Imagine the most nonhuman voice possible, add all sorts of
skin-crawling overtones from the extreme ends of the aural spectrum, then boost
the signal till it breaks your ears. I turned down the gain on the amplifier. "We are rendering assistance," Mona stated firmly,
covering her nervousness. There was no question whom the Patrol car was
addressing. "STATE THE PROBLEM." "The vehicle behind you was experiencing mechanical
difficulty." A pause. Then: "WE DETECT NONE." "The problem has been corrected." "DESCRIBE THE NATURE OF THE
PROBLEM." Mona was resentful. "Why
don't you ask them?" "OCCUPANTS OF COMMERCIAL TRANSPORT VEHICLE: CAN YOU
VERIFY THESE CONTENTIONS?" "Yes, we can. We had a loss of magnetic confinement due
to a defective electronic component. The component has been replaced." "FALSE." The voice was emotionless. "WE
DETECTED THE ARRIVAL OF TWO NEUTRINO EMISSION SOURCES WHILE PATROLLING THIS
SECTION. NO LOSS OF FUSION REACTION WAS OBSERVED FROM EITHER SOURCE." It was over. "Sorry, Mona.
I did my best." I did not transmit that. "OCCUPANT OF
LAW-ENFORCEMENT VEHICLE: YOU ARE AWARE THAT HALTING
TRAFFIC ON THIS ROAD IS NOT TOLERATED." It was not a question. "EXCEPT FOR EMERGENCY PURPOSES OR MECHANICAL FAILURE,
THERE ARE NO EXCEPTIONS. YOU ARE AWARE OF THE PENALTY. PREPARE TO END YOUR
EXISTENCE. TIME WILL BE AFFORDED FOR RELIGIOUS CEREMONY OR CUSTOM. UPON THE
FIFTIETH SOUNDING OF THE TONE, YOU WILL BE TERMINATED." There began a bonging. Mona was dead and she knew it, but her ass-end exploded in
plasma flame and she took off. Instead of heading downroad, she swung sharply
out over the dust-coated surface of the planetoid, trailing a spectacular plume
of reddish-gray soil. She was trying to make it to the far side of a nearby
rise for cover in the blind hope that the Patrol vehicle couldn't follow.
Nobody knew enough about the "Roadbugs" to say one way or the other;
none had ever been observed off-road. It was the only chance Mona had, and she
took it. But her engines went dead before she got two hundred meters
away. The long, black interceptor sank into the dust. There followed a horrible
silence, save for the lugubrious gong-ing. Presently, Mona transmitted. "Jake, tell them. Tell
them I was helping you. Please!" "Mona, I'm sorry." There was nothing, absolutely
nothing I could do. "I don't want to die like this," she said, her
voice cracking. "Killed by one of those bugs. Oh, God." Almost without thinking, I fired the explosive bolts on the
missile rack above the cab, activated one, and let it check out its target.
When the green light blinked on the control board, I fired. An invisible arm
snatched the thing and flung it aside. It exploded harmlessly out in me
moonscape. ...bong...bong...bong...bong... "Jake?" She seemed composed now, strangely calm. "Yes, Mona?" "We... we had some pretty good times, didn't we?" "We did. Yes, we did, Mona." One sob broke through the repose, but was quickly covered by
a voice turned bitter. "It wouldn't even let me get a shot off, the
bastard." ...bong.. .bong.. .bong.. .BONG! "Goodbye, Jake." "Goodbye." The flash seared my retinas, left purple spots chasing each
other in front of me. When I could see again, the interceptor was gone. A
blackened pit lay where it had been. The Roadbug was already pulling away. "OCCUPANTS OF COMMERCIAL
TRANSPORT VEHICLE: YOU ARE FREE TO GO." It left us sitting under a tiny red sun and a world of
unspeakable beauty. 5 "You HAVE NO cause to feel bad," Sam
comforted me as we raced toward the tollbooths. "You did what you
could. You tried. I was a little worried about how the Roadbug would react to
that missile." "I know. So was I," I said. "I shouldn't have
done it. It was useless, and I knew it. I didn't have the right to risk Darla's
and Cheetah's lives." "I would have done the same," Darla said quietly. "Thanks, Darla. Still..." "Oh, c'mon, son. Mona knew the risk. She knew
there's only one rule of this road: "Thou shall not close the road, nor
interrupt traffic on any section thereof!' And she knew the Roadbugs enforce it
to the letter." "What right do they have to enforce anything?" I
countered angrily. "Who the hell are they, anyway?" Sam didn't answer, because there was no answer. Chalk up
another mystery. Two theories were currently in vogue. The Roadbugs were either
machines created by the Roadbuilders themselves, or they were vehicles whose
unseen drivers wanted to keep the roads clear for their own purposes.
Personally, I was for the latter theory. All indications were that the Skyway
was millions of years old, and machines—no matter how advanced—just don't
function that long... or so it seemed to me. But if there were flesh-and-blood
beings inside those bug cars, they hadn't shown themselves yet, and I doubted
they ever would. The cylinders were all around, and we felt their persistent
grabbing. The aperture swallowed us. The next planet was a big one, a high-G world, as the sign
before the tollbooths had warned, but going in an instant from .3 to 1.45 G was
more than a little rough. The planet's acceleration sucked us down into our
seats. I groaned and tried to straighten my spine, now turned rubber. "Whuff!" Darla slumped in her seat. Cheetah
bore up stoically. "Jesus, even I can feel it," Sam said.
"Somehow." We arrived on a vast savannah of dry grass and bare patches
of dust rolling out endlessly. Stunted trees dotted the plain. To our right and
far away, a herd of bulky animals loped behind shimmering curtains of heat. The
sun was low to our left, but bore down arduously. The sky was blue, slapped
with watery brushstrokes of bright haze. Migration trails intersected the road.
At one point, a dry-wash had undercut the highway itself, leaving exposed and
suspended the five-meter-thick slab of metal roadbed. The gap was not great,
and the road had no need to drop a supporting stanchion, as it could do when
necessary. How it did such things was but another puzzle. Great black birds, if birds they were, wheeled in the
bald-white sky near the sun, searching. No prey or carrion was evident. Here
and there along the side of the road were high mounds of powdery earth—warrens?
hives? There were no signs of human habitation, though the planet was on the
lists for colonization. The place did not look inviting. To settle such a world
would be to resign oneself to the sorry fact that doing anything would require
half again as much effort as on a 1G world: lifting a load of firewood, hefting
an axe, mounting a flight of stairs. But humans had adapted to harsher
conditions on many worlds. I imagined what future generations of this world would
look like—short, swarthy, powerfully muscled, fond of khaki, glued into their
wide-brimmed bush hats, opinionated, sure of themselves, proud. Perhaps.
Diversity was sure to be the
rule as human beings spread among the stars, and the differences might one day
become more than cultural. Organisms are products of their environment, and
when environments diverge... The road shot ahead, unswerving, pointing to a low black
band that rimmed the horizon. Mountains. "What's the name" of this place?" I asked.
"What do the maps say?" "Goliath," Sam said. "Ah." We drove for a while, until I realized how ravenously hungry I was. "Anyone for eats?" "Me!" piped Darla. "Soup's on!" We went back to the galley and fixed a quick brunch:
ham-salad sandwiches, giant kosher deli pickles from New Zion ("Ham salad
and kosher pickles?" Darla wondered. "We'll be struck dead."
"Eat fast!" I said), potato salad, cherry yogurt, all fresh from the
cooler. I had stocked up back on TC-I, shortly before hitting the road. We ate
heartily. I stopped in the middle of a mouthful of pickle. "How
boorish of me. I forgot about Cheetah." "Don't worry, she's okay—and that's not her real
name." "Huh? Darla, she can't eat human food. The polypeptides
are all wrong." "She brought her own. Go look." I went forward, and sure enough there was Cheetah, munching
wombat salad, or whatever it was, little green shoots with pink pulpy heads. I
went back. "When did she have time to—?" "I never did get around to explaining why she's here,
did I? And you never asked, either. That's what I like about you, Jake; you
never question, never complain. You go along with the flow, except when you're
pushed. Anyway, when you called I was talking to her, and she said that her
'time' was drawing near. I took it to mean the end of her life, but she
wouldn't elaborate. I could sense that she was unhappy. Desperately so." "She certainly wasn't being treated well at the
motel," I said. "As a matter of fact, the pustulant little bedsore
who ran the place was—" "I know. I knew by the way he talked to her." She
took a bite of sandwich and chewed thoughtfully. "Cheetah had told me that
none of her people had ever left the planet—'pass through the great trees at
the edge of the sky' is the way they think of the portals—and that one day, before
the end of her time, she would like to be the first." "Seems to me I've seen her kind off-world." "Right, but she doesn't realize that." Darla
turned the notion over in her mind. "No, on second thought, she meant her
clan, not her species. I told you how attached they are to their
families." "Got you." "So, when I got the call, I asked her to come with us.
That simply. I've had second thoughts about it since, of course. I really don't
have the foggiest notion what to do with her. I was thinking vaguely of finding
a home for her—but, practical brain that you are, you pointed out the problem
of biochemical incompatibility." "It's not insurmountable," I said. "Her new
family, whoever they might be, would have to invest in a biomolecular
synthesizer and program it to produce suitable protein material for her. We all
know it's a bother to eat the glop, especially when it's not textured and
flavor-rendered properly—any human traveling outside Terran space knows it—but
she might survive, with a little love, and a lot of Hothouse-brand
ketchup." Darla showed concern. "I hope you're right. I've
already gotten attached to her. She's so warm, open.... By the way, you're high
in her pantheon of Great Beings. You saved her from a beating, and she's
eternally grateful." I polished my fingernails on my shirt. "Well, all in a
hero's day, you know. Rescuing fair maidens, screaming like a banshee upon
being bitten by a nasty ol' bug, faulting, almost getting my ass shot off
because I had to play it proud instead of safe. I should have backed away from
Wilkes' table." "That's you, Jake. Dumb, but proud!" "I thank you. But you were telling me about Cheetah and
how she got here." "Didn't I finish? Oh, yes. I told her she was welcome
to come along with us, and while I was packing she disappeared. By the time I
finished, she returned with an armful of fruit and such. I stowed the stuff in
my bag, and..." "She knows biochemistry?" "Huh? No, certainly not. Maybe she's taken journeys
before. Perhaps her tribe migrated now and then. I don't know." "I thought they stuck pretty much to their home
turf." "Then, I don't know how she knew to bring food. But I'll ask
her." I drained the last of my coffee.
It was of a good bean, grown on Nuova Colombia. "You also mentioned
something about Cheetah's real name. How did she get tagged with the handle of
a fictional Terran chimpanzee?" "That's what the motel people called her." She
raised an ironical eyebrow. "Cute, what? Fit in with the theme, I guess.
You know, it's amazing how popular those Burroughs books still are after—what
is it, going on two hundred years? Anyway, her proper moniker is Winwah-hah-wee-wahwee.
She told me it means Soft-Green-is-the-Place-Where-She-Sleeps. At least, that's
my rendition of it. Her translation was a bit garbled." "Okay, then, 'Winnie' it is, now and forevermore. I got
up and stretched. The kinks were gradually working out. "There's one more thing," Darla said. "About Chee—I mean, about Winnie?" "Yes. It was something about you and Sam. She said she
was confused at first about Sam, about exactly what he was, until she realized
that he was... well, that his spirit permeated the rig, if you follow me. Then
she said she sensed something about you. Something she didn't like." I shrugged. "Oh, well. A man who's hated by children
and cute furry animals can't be all bad." ' "Don't be silly. She loves you—I told you that. No,
it's something concerning you. Something about what happened to you or what
will happen.... I can't say for sure." "Premonition?" She chewed on her lip. "No." She shook her head.
"No, forget about the 'happen' stuff. She didn't use those words. It
wasn't a prediction, a precognitive intuition or anything. It was just
something 'around' you. That's how she put it. The only thing coherent I could
get out of her was that she didn't like your jacket because it smelled
bad." I sniffed my underarms. "Well, I guess if your friends
can't tell you, who can?" She rolled her eyes. "Jake." "Sorry. But it's all a little vague, isn't it?" "Yes, I suppose. But she seemed so sure." "What she probably sensed was the lingering aura of my
life of libertinage and debauchery." Darla giggled. "You mean your life of fantasizing. I
happen to know that you're just this side of a monk in such matters. You
haven't even tried to kiss me." "I haven't? Well..." I took her shoulders and
pulled her. toward me, planted on those full pouting lips an unmonkish kiss of
journeyman quality. She kissed back after the first fraction of a second. (I
think I surprised her.) We continued in this fashion for some time. , , When things had gone as far as they could under present
circumstances, we parted. Darla commenced a straightening-up ritual: smoothed
her hair, adjusted her clothing, checked the state of her lip gloss in the
warped reflection of a shiny; sugar canister. Her face was perenially made-up,
perfectly, even at the worst of times. There was a certain composure about her,
a kind of coolness—which attracted me, I must, admit. Note: cool, not cold.
Self-possessed. Well, there was no nonsense about her (not to say no sense of
humor), no wasted motions, no false moves, no hesitations. I felt her incapable
of uttering something even remotely insipid. The controlling factor was not
intellectual, but was more in the way of being worldly, knowing, aware, hip, if
you will, to use an archaic term. She was a veteran of the Skyway, but there
wasn't a rollermark on her. I couldn't guess how old she was; anywhere from
nineteen to thirty. But a special native wisdom sparkled in eyes that had seen
more than they told. To use another hoary Terran colloquialism: she had been
around. Yes, she had. "I hate to break up anything momentous, kids,"
Sam discreetly announced over the aft-cabin speaker, "but there's
something up ahead." I went forward. We were continuing our race for the mountain
range, which now hove over the horizon as a brown-gray mass with an
intermittent edge of white. Snow-tipped peaks. They looked like mounds of
day-old pudding, whipped-cream toppings gone stale and dried. A vehicle, an old bus, was pulled off the road ahead, and it
seemed to be experiencing mechanical problems. A group of people were gathered
near the off-road side. As we drew up I braked instinctively, as I usually do when I
spot a breakdown; however, recent events had spooked me to the point where I
considered passing them by. But no. One of the stranded passengers waved
pleadingly—a bearded black man who wore a loose robe that smacked of the
sacerdotal—and I pulled completely off the pavement at a prudent distance
download, across one of those spontaneous bridges that spanned a deep dry-wash. "Well, let's get a whiff of the stuff they call air
here," I said reluctantly. "It's supposed to be rated EN-1B, which is
as close as you can get. Sam, were those people wearing respirators or
anything?" "No, but take a nasal inhaler of CO;. You could
hyperventilate under extreme exertion. There are a few in the glove box, I
think." The pumps sucked the good air out and let the bad come in.
Mark you, Earth people: there is nothing like the first breath of alien
atmosphere, no matter how near to Terran normal it is. The weird odors are most
unsettling. Strange trace gases never meant for human olfactory systems tiptoe
across your nasal membranes in spiked shoes. At best, you gag and choke and
cough. At worst, you swoon and wake up with an assist mask slapped over your
face, if you're lucky. But the atmosphere of Goliath wasn't all that' bad. It
carried a whiff of iodine on a stench of decayed fruit, a strange combination
to say the least, but the fruity smell masked the medicinal one enough to make
it bearable. There wasn't a fruit tree in sight. On the bad side, there was a
trace of a nose-tickling element, an irritant of some sort that kitchy-kooed
the sinuses maddeningly close to the sneeze-point without getting them over the
hump. But... I guess you get used to anything. In fact, the longer I breathed
the stuff, the less I noticed its noxious qualities. There was good oxygen here
to be sure, though at pressure a bit too high. Maybe—mind you, just maybe—a
person could get to like running this sort of soup through his lungs. The air I could live with; the heat was another matter. I
wasn't ready for it, even after Hothouse. I sprang the hatch, and it was like
opening an oven door. Talk about dry heat versus humid heat, and the misery
indices of both didn't apply here. It was punking HOT and that's all there was
to it. The heat smothered me, the planet strained my arches, and the sun began
to pan-fry my skin in a sauce of sudden sweat. "Darla! Throw me your brolly, please. Hurry!" She did, and I popped it open and put it up against the
smoldering sky. I walked slowly across the bridge, stopping momentarily to
inspect one of the piers the roadbed had dropped down into the gully to carry
its weight over. I didn't risk bending over very far, feeling stiff and
top-heavy. I got no clue as to how trick had been done, and continued on across
the bridge. I was met by the black man. He was on the light-skinned
side, tall, round-shouldered, very thin. A big, long-fingered hand enveloped
mine. "Hello! Decent of you to stop. Didn't think you would.
I'm John Sukuma-Tayler." His accent was British, his manner ami able.
After I told him my first name only, he said, "Awful place to have broken
down. The heat's about done us in. Reminds me a bit too much of Africa. I lived
in Europe most of my life, and liked it." "Why did you leave?" I said, a little too bluntly.
I was hot! He took it as humor. "Sometimes I wonder!" He
chuckled. "Sorry. I didn't mean it the way it sounded." "Don't fret about it. Some of our people are on the
verge of biting each other's heads off. The heat's getting to all of us. We're
in quite a pickle. Do you think we could prevail upon you to lend a hand?" "Sure. What's up." We began walking back to the bus, which was up on its
service jacks, precariously so. The bus was an old clunker, but in its day it
had been built for speed and taking sharp curve and had a ground-effect flange
all the way around it, which made it difficult to get underneath. The built-in
jacks were barely adequate, especially in this gravity. Anyone crawlingi under
would be taking a chance of having several tons of low slung vehicle squat on
his chest. To preclude this eventuality, several of the passengers were shoring
up the edges of the flange near the jacks with plastic bags filled with earth.
The dirt was being shoveled from a nearby conical mound, one of many that
punctuated the plain. No large rocksLwere handy for the job. The work was
progressing slowly. "All I can tell you," Sukuma-Tayler said with a
helpless spread of his arms, "is that it quit, just like that. Powered
down and stopped, here in the middle of nowhere. A few of our people have some
mechanical aptitude, but no one's really got a look yet. We tore out some seats
and tried to get to the engine from the inside, but the bolts holding the
shielding wouldn't budge, and we have no power tools." 'Too bad. That's how you get to the guts of this thing.
Going underneath might not do you any good. But, it depends on what's ailing
it." "Thought as much. The
engine monitoring readouts are still
operative, but they don't say much. To me, that is." "Let me take a look," I said. "While I'm at
it, I'd suggest you get those sandbags out from under the GE flange and put
them under the frame bracings. If she goes down, that flange will just
crinkle." The big man furrowed his brow. "You know, you're
absolutely right." He shook his head wearily. "Ignorance is so
handicapping! Especially with machines." "Can be deadly, too." I dragged myself toward the
hatch. The verniers told me nothing, being little better than idiot
lights. Nothing in the way of plasma diagnostic systems, even though the
vehicle had been a commercial carrier. Sukuma-Tayler eased his lanky frame inside and sat next tome. "Anything?" he asked hopefully. "No, not much. It looks like you have full power going
through the radio-frequency breakdown stage, but other than that, I can't tell
anything from these readouts. Does she turn over?" "Yes, but the engine just won't catch." "Uh-huh. Well, that could be anything. If it's loss of
plasma confinement, that could be pretty hairy. I couldn't do anything
here." "I was afraid of that," Sukuma-Tayler said
ruefully. "You're lucky in one sense. These old vans are among
the few Earth-built buggies still on Skyway. My rig's alien-manufactured, but
built to Terran specifications and design, so I'm fairly familiar with this
kind of hardware. However, I'm really not a mechanic. It takes an expert." "Anything you can do, Jake, would be appreciated." "Well, I'll give it a try." I mopped my brow with
an already damp sleeve. "I can't remember, though, whether these old buses
use an occluded-gas ion source. If so, you need a pinch of titanium in with the
fuel. Otherwise, you get neutral particles flying all over the place between
pulses. I forget whether they do or not. What kind of fuel are you using?" "High-test. Deuterium-tritium." "Yeah, I thought so. My rig runs on double deuce. Newer
design." "Ah." "When did you fill up last?" The Afro scratched his beard. "You know, I really can't
remember. These things run forever, it seems." Continuing my train of thought, I got out my circuit-test
gauge. "Got a screwdriver?" Sukuma-Tayler yelled for a screwdriver, and one of the
passengers, a young Oriental man, brought him one. I took it and unbolted the
instrument panel, slid it out, and looked for the fuel readout leads. I found
them and tested them. Of course. "I found your problem," I said, pushing the panel
back. Naturally, it didn't want to fit back the way it had been. I shoved, got
nowhere. "You did?" He was shocked and relieved. "Yeah. You're out of fuel." "What! You're joking." "No. The fuel-level readout was shorted." The big man slapped his forehead. "I'll be damned.
After all that mucking about—" He leaned out the hatch and yelled,
"People! Stop what you're doing. Our friend here has exposed us as the
fools that we are." He turned back to me. "So sorry to have troubled
you, old man. What classic boneheadedness!" "It can... uhhh!... happen to
anybody. Gimme a hand with this, will you?" ' We shoved the panel back in. The screwholes, contrary
negative entities that they are, did not line up. I handed him the screws, and
he looked at them blankly. "I was meaning to ask," I said offhandedly.
"Are you some sort of religious group?" He beamed. "Yes! We're Teleologists. Church of
Teleological Pantheism. You've heard of us?" A man with pride in his faith is to be admired.
"No." "Uh. Well, that's what we are, and we're supposed to be
settling this planet. We were en. route to Maxwellville." We stepped outside. There were about seven people in the
party besides the Afro, whom I presumed to be the leader. Four of them were
women, and all were of various races. I took one man for an Australian Abo.
"Not many of you for a colony, are you?" "We're an advance party. More will be following
shortly. We're branching off from a community on Khadija, and eventually we
hope to siphon everybody there to Goliath. Our presence on Khadija is... well,
resented." "I see. You plan to homestead?" "We hope to," Sukuma-Tayler told me as we watched
his people unstack the sandbags and empty them. "Actually, we have a land
grant from the—" Yelling from the direction of the conical mound interrupted
him. We turned and looked. One man who had been shoveling dirt was down on the
ground not far from the mound. He was struggling with something that apparently
had gotten hold of him. His partner was beating whatever it was with a shovel.
We rushed—I gimped—over to them. The thing was a half-meter-long segmented animal with what
looked like a shiny metallic carapace. It had crablike claws, but there were
more than two pincers on each. The three elements were positioned for grasping.
The beastie had the screaming man's ankle in a tight grip. Even more startling
was the sight of the animal hefting a shiny, sharp blade in the other claw,
using it to jab its victim's calf with rapid, vicious up-and-down strokes. The
man with the shovel gave up whacking the thing with the flat of the spade and
used the edge like a chopper. After several strokes, he cut the creature in
two. The front half fought on. Several people had run up, and we all made a
grab for it at once. We tore the thing apart like a boiled lobster. I saw
another man, the Abo, come away with the blade-wielding forelimb, at the price
of an oozing crimson slash across his palm. I came up with a smaller side appendage, and examined it.
What looked like small pieces of hammered, copper-colored metal were draped
over the animal's soft, rubbery skin. Miniature armor. As a matter of fact, the
metal looked very much like copper, perhaps with a slight leavening of tin.
Bronze. The armor was attached with a sticky black gum, which was revealed when
I pried the plates away from the leg. The skin was dun-colored and soft. I
stood there scrutinizing it, absorbed. "More of them!" I looked up. More creatures had emerged from the mound while
we were wrestling with me first. They were popping out of the top of the mound
like blobs of lava from a volcano, wriggling down the steep sides, some of them
running madly in circles, others getting a fix on us and charging, blades
flashing in the sun. In an instant, there were hundreds of them all over the
place. We backed away toward the bus. I burned one who came toward
us in a banzai charge, weapon whirling, pure hate in those black pin-dot eyes.
That left two charges in the squib. More of them came at us. I shot two of them
and stamped a third into the dirt, but not before he knifed me in the ankle and
nicked my left shin with an armored pincer. I picked up his weapon. It was a
sword—no other word for it—irregular in shape and crudely wrought, like the
armor, but it held an edge to be reckoned with. The ankle wound began to pang. The creatures were fast. They had already cut off our escape
route to the bus and uproad to the bridge. We could only retreat parallel to
the highway. "We seemed to have disturbed their nest,"
Sukuma-Tayler observed dryly. "You mean their barracks, don't you?" We ran. Individual attacks broke off for the moment. They
kept pace with us as we drew away, but when I looked back I was amazed to see
them mustering into ranks for what looked like an organized pursuit. Something whizzed past me. I heard a scream and looked back. A black woman was. down,
clutching the back of her head. We doubled back, and I bent over her. The
projectile had left a bloody indentation in her scalp. I saw something shiny
nearby and picked it up; it was a grape-size lump of copper. At closer range
the girl would have been seriously injured. As it was, she was knocked silly. I
looked out over the sea of crawling metal for the source of the barrage. From
what I could make out, they were firing at us by means of a slingshot device
operated by three creatures. Two took either end of a long elastic band of
black material, probably a variant of the armor adhesive, while a third
stretched the middle back about three meters. The release velocity was enough
to make it a potent weapon. Another ball buzzed by my ear. The artillery was advancing,
leapfrogging forward after each shot. I helped carry the semiconscious girl
back and away. There was no cover except for other nest-cones. The heat was
beyond sapping me now; it was draining away my strength. The others looked to
be on the verge of collapse, none of them sweating now, all body fluids leached
through pores and evaporated. They had been out too long. I still had sweat in
me, but the tap was full open. A floating sense of unreality came over me. I
was hyperventilating. Sam was just now turning around. The infantry charged. They overtook us easily, hobbled as we
were with the girl. By the time we brought her around and got her shakily to
her feet, they were on us. The girl went down again. No one had a working firearm, but we made do with what we
had: both spades, a jack crank, a wrench, and an assortment of odd tools. I
whacked at them with the parasol until it flew to pieces, then used my
size-eleven Colonial Militia fatigue boots on them, wishing I'd worn my high
boots that day. None of us fared very well. A man to my right went down, then
another woman. I saw Sukuma-Tayler kick at the things until one grabbed him by
the shoe and began hacking at his leg. He yelled, turned, and ran with the
creature hanging on to him. He tried to kick it off, then went down and
wrestled with it. The creatures were swarming over the first injured woman.
She was screaming hideously, but nobody could get to her. I tried to move
forward, kicking at them, sending dozens of the bastards flying, but I couldn't
make headway. One crawled up my leg from behind and I felt a searing pain in my
thigh. I tore the animal off and threw it. I stumbled back over a partially
buried length of metal, probably a tent pole. Not taking time to wonder who had
had the misfortune to pitch camp in this crawling hell, I pulled it up and
started to swing at them with it, with little effect except to keep them at a
distance or knock weapons from their claws. I backed and swung, backed and
swung, not having time to look up to see where Sam was. I heard him coming. Finally, the offensive broke off on my section of front and
I looked up. Sam was coming across the bridge, crunching and popping his way
over a seething carpet of armor. It sounded as if he were running over a pile
of eggs and scrap metal. Something slithered through my legs. It was a
mound-creature, but it had come from behind me. I whirled around. To our rear
lay another army. Something about them looked slightly different, and I hoped
they were from another hive, with any luck a hostile neighbor. It looked as
though they were, because our attackers broke off completely and retreated a
short distance, waiting for the first wave of shock troops from the other side
to pass us by and reach them. We stood there in the middle of everything,
watching the suicide squad from the challengers throw themselves at the front
lines. They were quickly dispatched— torn apart and left to jerk their lives
out in the sand. Theses token charges seemed to be overtures to a major
offensive. Heroic? Stupid? Maybe they had a purpose. There were five of us left. Three bodies lay out in the
writhing mass of armor. "Everybody!" I yelled. "Stand still!" As soon as I said it, the eastern army attacked. We stood
there like log piers in a rushing river. A few stopped to sniff at my legs
before charging ahead. Sam was advancing toward us, passing through the battle
line. Darla popped the hatch and aimed her gun at the ground. "Hold it!" I shouted. "Friendly troops!"
I motioned for the survivors to follow me as I picked my way gingerly through
the flow of advancing soldiers. I finally reached the cab and climbed in,
assisted by Darla. I slid the driver's seat back and helped the others inside.
Sukuma-Tayler was the last, and I was surprised to see him alive. I shoved the
seat forward, fell into it, and sealed the cab. Sam was driving. We wheeled around and made for the road. My
head lolled up against the viewport. I saw a severed human leg being dragged away. One of the women got hysterical, but Darla soon had her
under control with a shot of something suitable from the tickler. The woman
slumped over and groaned. The hyperventilation subsided and my head was clear once
more, but I closed my eyes and couldn't open them again. 6 WHEN I CAME to, Darla was passing from casualty to casualty,
doing what she could with the paraphenalia in the medicine kit. Most of us had
moderate-to-severe lacerations. One man, a thin, ascetic blond fellow, had
sustained a deep gash that had nearly taken off his foot at the ankle. He also
had puncture wounds to the chest. For the leg, Darla improvised a tourniquet
out of cloth and a screwdriver. The Afro and I had gotten off easiest, me with
slash and puncture wounds to the lower extremities, he with the same plus stab
wounds in the arm. We were a sorry lot. Blood ran in bright rivulets over the
deck. Darla got to me last. "Things that attack you all have leg fetishes,"
she said. "Well, I'm a liberal in such matters," I said. "We're
short on everything. How long till we make Maxwellville?" "About two hours," Sam answered, "But
that's on straight road. Those mountains look treacherous. The map says the
grade reaches forty-five degrees on some slopes. Also, there's one hell of a
shitstorm brewing antisunward." I looked. Thunderheads were stacking up on a grim-looking
horizon. Masses of heated air had risen all day to an icy altitude, and now
were returning with a vengeance, reincarnated as rain-swollen clouds, black
with fury. "Looks nasty, all right. Could be twisters in there.
Which way is it moving?" "I've been scanning for the last ten minutes. It's
heading toward us on a slant from left to right as we look at it. If we can get
to those hills in time, we should miss most of it." "That's good news. Switch on the afterburners." "Show me where the switch is. I'll do my best,
though. I just hope she holds together." "Why? Problems?" "You're not going to ask why I took my time getting
down to you back there?" I heaved a sigh. "No, Sam, I wasn't. I figure you had a
damn good reason. Of course, if you didn't, I will take a flex-torque wrench to
you with exquisite artistry." "I had trouble starting up, and I stalled out twice
on the bridge." "That doesn't sound good. In fact, I don't like that at
all." I still felt sort of giddy. "I'm not going to think about that
today. I am going to sit here quietly and have the nervous breakdown that's
owed me. Thank you. Good-bye." I closed my eyes. "Just wanted to tell you," came a voice at my ear.
I turned my head. It was Sukuma-Tayler, squatting by my seat. His face was
strained, his lower lip quivering. "Awfully sorry... damned shame to have
involved you in all this. My fault...." Abruptly, he broke down and
sobbed. When he had composed himself somewhat, he blubbered, "I'm
responsible for their deaths." "No. You've fallen into the same trap many have—not
being totally prepared for alien unknowns. The sameness of the Skyway can lull
you into a false sense of security. Many have perished because of it." "The Guidebook," he said, voice tightened with
regret, "I... I should have known! I had it, I read it." He shook his
head helplessly. "But on the other side of these mountains, where the
settlements are, the ecology is radically different. I covered those sections
very thoroughly! I simply neglected the other aspects of the planet." "As I said, a common fault. We didn't bother to check
the planet banks at all before we barged in here. But, we all learn, and with a
little luck, we live." "My friends weren't so lucky." "They won't be the last you'll lose to a new planet.
It's a dangerous universe, John." "Yes, I know. We have lost others, before." He was
silent for a moment, then went back to find a place to sit in the crowded cab. We rode along in silence until the sky grew dark and the
first drops of rain spattered on the forward viewport. It wasn't long before it
came whipping down in force, driven by a gale-force wind coming from two points
off the starboard bow. We were doing around 150 meters per second, and the rig
buffeted and shook and kept yawing to the left as Sam fought to keep it on
course. Pink sheets of lightning ripped through the gathering gloom above. The lower parts of my legs were on fire, as was a large area
of my left thigh. I had thought that I could handle the pain for a while, but
exactly whom was I kidding? I told Darla to load up the tickler with an
upper-downer cocktail: a 1 mg solution of hydromorphone with 5 mg of
amphetamine sulfate thrown in to keep me alert. "And no pharmacology lectures, please." "I'll do it if you can keep this rig on the road." "Sam, give me the wheel." I took the control bars in hand. Outside, thunder walked across the plain in big,
earth-shivering steps. The forward port was a solid film of wind-flattened
water, distorting the view ahead. The gale grew stronger; the light kept fading
until visibility dropped close to zero. I flicked on the headbeams, then
focused the spotlight on the road. For good measure, the yellow fogcutters went
on too. The lights helped, but visibility was still marginal. It was not
blackness out there as much as it was murk, a ghastly greenish drizzle that
glowed with a strange diffused light. I looked up and saw it was coming from
the sky. It was a twister sky. Shortly thereafter, Sam confirmed my suspicions. "Jake, I've got something pretty scary on the
scanners." Twister?" "Well, if it is, it's the grandpappy of mem all. The
electrostatic potential is in the gigavolt region. It's a monster." "Jesus, Sam, where is it?" "Oh, it's paralleling us about a klick off
starboard." "Oh." "You'd better hurry, son." "Yes, sir.*' I floored the son of a bitch. "Everybody hang on!" Sam yelled. The warning didn't come in time, for right then I lost the
roadway and we hit dirt with a bang, vibrated through a staccato series of
bumps, then whumped into something big that splattered the viewport with mud.
Whatever it was didn't stop us, but it took several seconds for the washers to
clear the view. "Sam! Find the road for me!" A final volley of bumps and we were back on the road. I
straightened the rig out and eased off on the throttle. "There you are," Sam said calmly. "Now,
do you want to use the thermal-imaging glasses, or do you want to keep us
entertained?" "Okay, okay. Damn things give me headaches." I
brought the contraption down and shoved my face into it. A fuzzy 3-D scan of
the view ahead in pretty, dappled colors showed the road in deep purple, with
ambiguous edges. Also muddying me picture were false echoes from the rain
itself—but it was an improvement. "What did we hit back there?" Sam asked. "One of those miserable land-crab mounds, probably. And
I hope the bank turns down their loan to build a new one. Any more data on the
twister?" "Time for your shot, Mr. McGraw." It was Darla
whispering in my ear. I started to roll up my sleeve. She shook her head. "Uh-uh." "What? Woman, do you expect me to drop my pants in the
middle of a howling tempest?" "Now, Mr. McGraw, you know how'we deal with
uncooperative patients. Drop 'em or it's the rubber room." "Sam, take over." He did, and I did, and she did. "Ow. Damn it. Whoever named that thing a tickler?" "About the twister," Sam went on. "Jake,
I don't know what this thing is, but it looks like we can outrun it. Its
periphery is moving at about half our speed." "That's pretty fast for a twister." "It's more than a twister. It's a funnel cloud of
some kind, but it analyzes as something qualitatively different from a
garden-variety Kansas tornado." "Aunty Em! Aunty Em!" I screamed in my best
falsetto. "You always were a strange boy." We skirted the storm for a few dozen more kilometers before
we reached the foothills. The wind subsided, but the rain still fell in
torrents. It was dusk now, and the sky was a hell of red-orange clouds.
Visibility improved. The road bore steadily upward, snaking through the steep
foothills, but it did so in a very curious and inefficient manner. On this
section of the Skyway, the road lay across the mounting terrain like a
carelessly dropped ribbon, twisting painfully into complicated figures,
doubling back on itself, following a route laid out by.a surveyor under the
influence of hallucinogenic drugs. The roadway climbed grades that were much
too steep, banked crazily on slopes that it should have cut into, arced over
dizzying peaks it should have tunneled through. It was a civil engineer's
nightmare. There were only two explanations. Either the Road-builders had
scrupulously avoided disturbing the contour of the land, perhaps out of
conservationist convictions, to the detriment of the highway's viability as a
passable route... or the road had been built so long ago that the mountains had
sprung up under it. This latter theory involved the notion that the road had
the ability to adjust, to conform, to make a way for itself as slow but
persistent geological forces changed the lay of the land over eons—to grow, in
effect, for it would need to lengthen itself to wend its way through these
erupting crags. Since it was apparent by phenomena like spontaneous
bridge-building that the Skyway was not an inert slab of material but some sort
of ongoing process, it wasn't hard to imagine the roadway having some
astonishing capacity to feel its way over a changing terrain and nestle itself
in as comfortably as it could. In this case, it didn't look very comfortable at
all. It could span a crevice or a sharp dip, but it could not excavate, nor
could it tunnel. Darkness fell and the rain continued. I was on the lookout
for flash flooding. Sheets of water sluiced over the roadway as we splashed our
way through and upward, climbing slowly, following a torturous path into the
steepest part of the range. The grade neared forty degrees on some stretches,
and the rollers were polarized to maximum grab. It was barely enough. The
slip-factor was approaching pi radians on some of the drive rollers.
Translation: they were going round and round and we weren't getting anywhere. Everyone tried to catch some sleep, found places to wedge
into so as not to be thrown around. Darla got the most seriously wounded man
bedded down in the bunk, and shot him up with analgesics. I asked her how he
was doing, and she told me the sooner we got to Maxwellville, the better. I
could have guessed; he had lost a lot of blood. Privately, I didn't think he'd
make it. Sukuma-Tayler came up to sit in the shotgun seat, declaring
he couldn't find room enough to stretch out. Besides, he wasn't sleepy. Winnie
was huddled underneath the dash on his side. He accidentally poked her, and she
jumped. The Afro apologized. "Sorry! Sorry!" Winnie answered, apologizing for
being in the way, I guess. If she were representative of her race, how could
such an unaggressive species survive for long? I thought of the jungle-clearing
project. Indeed, they were not surviving. "Uh... we were never properly introduced,"
Sukuma-Tayler said. "I didn't realize he could talk. She? Oh. Eridani,
isn't she?" "Yes. Winnie, meet John." "Hello!" "How do you do, Winnie." She curled up and went back to sleep. The grade steepened, curled to the left in a hairpin turn. A
temporary river greeted us. The drive rollers spun, then dug into roadway. "Makes one wonder, doesn't it... about the
Skyway," John said. "Concerning?" "Well, for one thing, why most people bother to travel
the road between apertures, instead of flying." "Couple of reasons," I told him. "One, no
one's been able to make air travel cheaper than ground transportation, even
after all these years. It'll always be that way, I think. It's a matter of
physics. Two, an aircraft has to be designed with certain factors in mind, like
a planet's air pressure, gravity, etcetera. Going from planet to planet poses
some problems. I've seen some variable airfoil designs, but they're all clumsy
and impractical. And useless when you hit an airless stretch. Of course, you
could taxi through those, but that strikes me as silly. Then, of course,
there's antigravity." "Hm. Which is one with the perpetual motion machine,
eh?" "As far as anybody knows. Nobody's cracked the problem
to any appreciable degree. Oh, you always hear that some race, somewhere, has
developed true antigravity. But I've never seen such a vehicle on any pan of
Skyway. Even the Roadbugs run on rollers." "You'd think that somebody would have done it by
now." "Yes, it does seem inevitable, somehow. But there must
be monumental problems in the way." "But there are air routes between planets.
Correct?" . "Yeah, we riggers have some competition, but the routes
are limited." I chuckled derisively. "I'd like to see a flyboy get
through a place like Wind Tunnel." "A planet?" "Alpha Mansae II. Gales up to two hundred meters per
second, dust storms that blanket the planet." The big man was impressed. "Sounds dangerous, even in
one of these juggernauts." "It is." The slope-meter was tilting to fifty degrees. I couldn't
believe it myself, and I'd seen everything. "Good God," the Afro breathed as we looked
straight up into a bottomless pit of black sky. The rollers spun frantically, then finally grabbed onto
something, and we went over the crest and onto a relatively level area. "Then again," I said, breathing easier,
"there might be something to be said for flying." "Another point," Sukuma-Tayler went on. It was
obvious this gabbing made him feel better. "Granted that with highspeed
ground vehicles it's only a matter of an hour or two between arrival point and
the next jump—on every planet but this one, it seems. But my question is, why
didn't they place the ingress points and egress apertures—I mean the ones that
take you to the next planet—closer together? You could put the double-back
portal far enough away to prevent any knotting-up of space-time, which is, I
take it, why the portals must have so much distance between them. That way, you
could nip from planet to planet without much driving at all. You'd only have to
go some distance to use the double-back portal." "I can't explain to you," I answered, "why
you need big chunks of normal space-time between ingress points and portals, as
well as between portals, even though an ingress point is just a piece of empty
road that you materialize on—but I can tell you that the reason is a bunch of Greek
symbols and lots of numbers. And it's all very theoretical. Hold on!"
Another monstrous grade loomed ahead. We started to climb. Suddenly, warning
lights flashed behind us, and a horn sounded. An old-fashioned, ancient
automobile horn. I hugged the shoulder, and the little bugger passed us,
shooting up the hill as quick as you please. It was a very strange vehicle, to
match the sound of the horn. The horn went:
Dah-dah-dah D A H! And the vehicle, from what I could discern out in the liquid
darkness, was a mid-twentieth-century American automobile, which in its day had
been powered by an internal combustion engine, fueled by either alcohol or a
fractional distillate of petroleum, I forget which. The color was a deep red
and the finish was glossy. "An apparition," Sukuma-Tayler said. "I hope that thing stops in Maxwellville. Those look
like pneumatic rollers... tires, really, but I just can't believe that they
are. Anyway, you were saying?" "Hm? Oh, nothing. Nothing." We rode in silence for a time, inching up the hill. Abruptly he said, "Jake McGraw!" It was an
epiphany of some sort. "That's me," I said, perplexed. "It just came to me. I've heard of you! Yes, I remember
the name." He smiled. "You must forgive me, old man. Blurting out
like that. But you must know you're something of a legend on the Skyway." "I am, eh?" "You are the Jake McGraw, aren't you?" "I'm the only one I know of." "Of course. Yes. But... meeting you like this... well,
it simply isn't... I mean, one thinks of Odysseus, Jason, Aeneas, heroic
figures. And you seem..." He winced. "Oh, my. I didn't put that quite
the way I wanted to." "And I seem like such an ordinary asswipe. Is that what
you're telling me, John?" He laughed. "Not quite. But the tales told about you
are remarkable." He leaned over to me, mock-secretively. "I take it
they're all—how do Americans put it?—'tall tales'?" "Depends on what tales you mean," I said in
deadpan. "Now, the one about the sixteen women on Albion, that's purest
truth. They all gave birth within the space of six days." "That is one I'd like to hear." He looked at me
slyly. "I assume you're joking, but maybe I'd better not assume." He
laughed again, but sobered up quickly, the death of three friends choking off
anything resembling good cheer. Presently, he said, "It was your computer that started
the association process. Then when I heard your... friend, there, say your
name—anyway, I noticed that the computer was extraordinarily human-sounding.
Exactly how did he get that way? Terran machines can come close to mimicking a
human personality, but yours is a different kettle of fish entirely." "Sam is more than a computer," I said. "His
core-logic contains a Vlathusian Entelechy Matrix. It's a component the size of
your thumb." "I've heard of them. The Vlathu keep the process a dark
secret, don't they? Who was the impression taken from?" "My father." "I see." It strikes most people as ghoulish. I think I know why, but
I don't think of it. "He died in an accident on Kappa Fornacis V. I brought
his body to the Vlathu home planet, which, like Terra, isn't directly connected
to the Skyway, and left it with their technicians. They kept it for almost a
year. When I got it back, there were no incisions in the scalp, and the brain
was intact. Then he was buried on Vishnu, on our farm." Sam broke in. "You're talking about me like I wasn't
here. Damned uncomfortable." "Oh, I do beg your pardon," Sukuma-Tayler said.
"Jake, do you mind if I ask him—? There I go again. Sam. Would you mind
answering some questions?" "Go ahead," Sam said. "How do you see yourself? By that I mean, what is your
self-image in terms of a physical presence? Do you follow me?" "I think I do. Well, it depends. Sometimes I think
of myself as part of the rig, sometimes it seems as if I'm just riding in it.
Most of the time I get a distinct impression of sitting right where you are, in
the shotgun seat. No, don't get up. The feeling persists whether the seat's
occupied or not." Sukuma-Taylor put a finger to his chin. "That's very
interesting. There's another question, but I really don't know how to—" "You want to know what it feels like to die. Is that
it?" The Afro nodded. "Damned if I know. I don't remember anything about
the crash. I have been told since that the son of a bitch who hit me head-on
was drunk and that he came through it alive. I don't think the Vlathu erased
the memory, but I don't have it." Sam's response plunged the Afro into deep thought. Meanwhile, we had gained the top of the rise, and the rain
was subsiding. Dark walls of rock lined the road; the Skyway had lucked into a
natural pass. Just then, the headbeams dimmed, then came back to full voltage.
The engine began complaining in a low, gravelly murmur. "Jake, we have plasma instability," Sam
announced. "Not a moment too soon." I sighed. "I think
it's all downhill from here. What are you reading?" "Everything I'm getting says we have a
kink-instability developing. Temperature dropping. Yeah, the longitudinal
current in the plasma is 'way over the Kruskal limit. Wait, the backup coils
are cutting in. Back to normal now... hold on. Just a minute. Hell, mere it
goes again. Shut her down, Jake." "How much power in the accumulators?" "We're full up. We can get by on the auxiliary
motor, as long as we've climbed our last hill." 7 WE MADE IT. We coasted down the other side of the range. Beyond the
headbeams the land looked very different, rocky and wild. Short, wide-trunked
trees hung in dark foliage bordered the road. We drove across wide plateaus,
hugged the rim of gaping dark areas that seemed to be canyons. The rain
stopped, and the outside temperature plunged. Stars appeared, and the
spectacular frozen explosion of a gas nebula was painted across a broad arc of
sky. There were no recognizable constellations, for we were eight hundred
light-years or so down from Terra on the Orion arm, antispinward. Goliath's
primary was not even a catalog number. These were the boonies, all right. We even lost the Skyway. It ended abruptly under a massive
rockslide, but not before we were warned off by flashing road barriers and
shunted onto a crisp, new Colonial Transportation Department highway. The road
took us into Maxwellville in half an hour. The hospital was surprisingly well-equipped. The seriously
injured man was semicomatose and in shock, but they shoved enough tubes into
his body to wake a corpse, and brought his blood count up with plasma and
iso-PRBCs. They even managed to save his foot. The rest of us they treated and
released, after re-dressing and spot-welding our wounds and shooting us full of
broad-spectrum antixenobiotics. To be extra sure, we all spent time under a
"password" beam, which fried any foreign organism in our bodies that
couldn't produce genetic identification proving Terran origin. Then we got the bill. I swallowed hard and pulled out my
Guild Hospitalization Plan card, which had lapsed. They took the agreement
number, but didn't like it. Sukuma-Tayler insisted that he take care of it. So
I let him, telling him I would pay him back. I went back to the cab. "John's asked us to come out to their ranch," I
told Sam. "What do you think?" "Fine for you. I'll be in the garage." I scowled. "I forgot. I hate to be so far away from
you. But motels are out. And when the mail rig gets into town, the local
constable might be looking for us." "Better find out when the next mail is due." "Right." I took a deep breath. "Sam, we keep
piling up questions with no answers." "For instance?" I went back to get a few things in the aft cabin. I packed
my duffel and zipped it up. "Well, for instance, what was that hoo-hah at
Sonny's all about, anyway? If Wilkes wants me dead, why doesn't he make his
move? Why all that mummery about a merger? What does the Rikkitikki have to do
with all this, if anything?" I grabbed Darla's pack, went forward, and sat
in the driver's seat. "And why in God's name, if they wanted to surprise
us at the motel, did they drive up like Colonial Militia on a drug raid?
They've never heard of sneaking? They could have had us easily. But no, they
bust in there with rollers crackling and guns drawn. And how did they know we
were there?" "The manager could have been on Wilkes' payroll. The
word may have been out for us." "Yeah, maybe. But it still doesn't make any sense. None
of it does, including the wild stories—which everybody but us seems to have
heard." I shook my head wearily. "What a weird couple of days."
I remembered the lost key, and took the spare out of the box. I loaded up the
squib with fresh charges. I undraped my leather jacket from the seat and put it
on. The night was cool, but sunrise was not far off. We had spent most of the
night in the hospital. I slipped the spare key into my jacket pocket. "Where is everybody?" Sam asked. "Waiting in the hospital lobby. I'll go tell John we're
coming with him, after we bring you to the doctor." Dawn came and Maxwellville came alive. We drove to a nearby vehicle dealership, where Sukuma-Tayler
rented a Gadabout, hydrogen-burning, for the trip to the ranch which was
supposed to be about fifty kilometers south of town. He and his troupe followed
us as we drove around looking for a garage. We found one; and the name of the
place had a familiar ring to it. The garage was a pop-up dome with an adjacent trailer
serving as both home and office. No one was home (the place was a mess). The
dome was deserted, or so I thought. A lone roadster was up on jacks near the
far end. As I drew closer, a pair of boots came out from under it, then legs,
then the rest of Stinky Gonzales. "Jake?" He squinted at me. "Jake! What the
punk are you doin' here? How the punk are you, anyway?" Stinky spoke Intersystem better than anyone I knew; in fact,
he was the only person I knew who could speak it idiomatically. His use of the
billingsgate was nothing less than masterly. He had been born and raised on a
world where Intersystem was the lingua franca as well as the official tongue.
There are a few of those. The last time I'd seen him, though, had been on
Oberon, an Inglo-speaking world. "What the punk are you doing here?" I
answered in English, though keeping to his favorite vocabulary. "You
finally get run off Oberon?" He laughed. "You son of a punkin' bitch. What the punk
do you think I'm doin' here? Tryin' to earn a punkin' living! Hey, how you
been, anyway? You gettin' any?" "My share, and no more. Busy?" He gestured around expansively at the empty garage.
"Oh, yeah, I'm so punkin' busy I ain't got time to wank it. They're piled
up like stack-cats around here." The reference was to a multi-gendered
animal native to his home planet; the species is noted for its acrobatic mating
rituals. "What the hell you talking about? I just got set up here not two
weeks ago. Gotta give it some time to—" He suddenly looked at me, his eyes
narrowed. "Hey... what's all this crazy merte I been hearin' about
you?" "What crazy merte is that, Stinky?" "I don't know. All this punkin' roadbuzz about you
havin' a Roadmap or somethin'. Goofy stuff." "That's exactly what it is." I slapped him on the
shoulder. "Got some business for you. Sam's ailing." "Well, let's throw him against the wall and see if he
sticks. Bring him in." I went outside and told John to take everybody to breakfast.
There was a little diner not two blocks away. Then I eased Sam into the garage.
It was a tight fit. Twenty minutes later Sam was in pieces all over the dome.
The engine was stripped of shielding and laid bare to the torus. During the
process, I discovered to my nasal discomfort that Stinky was still worthy of
the nickname only his friends could call him with impunity. Stinky tapped the engine with his flex-torque wrench, a
clinical scowl clouding his features. "I don't know, Jake. This punkin'
thing might have to go." "The torus?" I yelped. "Christ, you're
talking big money, Stinky." "Hey, do you want me to tell you punkin' fairy tales or
do you want the truth? The punkin' confinement tubing is hotter than a [reference
here to the sexual habits of the human inhabitants of a planet called Free]
during Ecstasy Week." He crossed his arms and looked the rig over
distastefully. "Hey, Jake. How come you don't get an alien rig? This
thing's a piece of merte." He shook his head. "What do you want with
this punkin' Terran merte anyway? Look at this thing." He reached and
tapped a cylindrical component. "An ohmic preheater." He snorted.
"I mean, that's a punkin' joke. Nobody uses them anymore, even on Terran
models." He crossed his arms and clucked disapprovingly. "I don't
know how you get around in this pile of scrap." He looked at me, then
hastened to add, "Hey, I don't mean no offense to Sam." I was impatient. "Right. What do you think's wrong with
it?" He threw up his arms. "How the punk should I know? I
gotta hook up the sensors and look at the thing. Okay, so you got a kink-instability. That's only a symptom. What if it's
this preheater? They don't make parts like that any more. I'll have to rig up
something. Or it could be the vacuum pump. Or the current pickup, or the RF
breakdown transformer. Punkin' hell, it could be anything." He shrugged,
giving in. "Oh, hell, Jake, I'll do my best. Should be able to do something
with it. After I get her fixed, I'll degauss it for you." I thumped his back. "Knew I could count on you.
Stinky." "I know, I'm such a punkin' genius." He glanced at
the exposure tab on his filthy shirt front. "Hey! I better get my rad-suit
on and you better get outta here before we both get our sferos cooked
off." "Okay. Sam'll keep in touch with me. Let him know,
okay?" "Okay, Jake." I tumedtb go. "Jake!" Stinky called after me. "What?" "You're walkin' kind of fanny. You all right?" "We met up with some bugs out on the plains. Things
about this long, with—" "Oh, hoplite crabs. I don't know why they call 'em
that, but that's what they call 'em." "Right, hoplite crabs. They told us at the
hospital." "You gotta watch out for those things." "Uh, we... Yeah. See you." The gang was waiting for me outside in the Gadabout. I
climbed in, and in doing so, I got the itchy, antsy feeling that something was
crawling on me. I gave myself the once-over, but found nothing. Too many small,
nasty things lately. Nerves. After running some errands in town, mainly to pick up
groceries and sundries, we drove out of town. The mail question was settled
when we drove by the Maxwellville post office and saw the mail rig unloading at
a side dock. Doubtless it contained a communique about us. Also before leaving, we dropped off two of the group, the
Abo man and a Hindu woman, at a motel. They'd been having a low-key argument
with Sukuma-Tayler. The two did not care for the way things had been going.
They wanted time to think things over—"get in touch with the Plan,"
is the way they put it. The implied meaning of the phrase struck me as rather
diffuse. Sukuma-Tayler didn't say good-bye to them, but he didn't appear to be
overly distressed at their leaving. A short stretch of Colonial highway ended in a dirt road
that conveyed us bouncingly along for what seemed like hours, winding around
high buttes and towering sheer cliffs, until it split into a Y. Sukuma-Tayler stopped the Gaddy and threw up his hands.
"As usual," he said sardonically, "directions given barely
approximate directions taken. Anybody care to guess which way we should
go?" He turned to the Oriental man in the front seat. "Roland?" Roland poked his head out the window, trying to find the
sun. "Hard to get your bearings on a new planet... especially when you
don't know the axial inclination. Do you have the Guidebook, John?" "The what inclination?" "Let's see," Roland said, shielding his eyes,
"the sun's there. So, that means... uh—" He scratched his head. "Well," I put in, "Maxwellville's in the
opposite direction of where we want to go, and so is the Skyway." Without
knowing why, I turned to Winnie, "Where's the Skyway, honey?" "That way!" she piped, pointing to our right. Eyes turned rearward. After a moment's hesitation, John started
the Gaddy forward again, and took the left fork. By now we had a depopulated crew: me, Darla, Winnie, the
Oriental, and a Caucasian woman, to whom we were introduced for the first
time—Roland Yee and Susan D'Archangelo— plus our Afro leader. The man in the
hospital, we learned, was named Sten Hansen. Susan was light-haired, thin, had hazel eyes and a pixie
nose that crinkled when she smiled—a young face, but I put her on the downhill
side of thirty, probably having forgone her first series of antigeronic
treatments for financial, religious, or ethical reasons. I still had only a
shell of an idea as to what Teleological Pantheism might mean or contain. Yee
was younger, had short, straight black hair that stuck out in spikes toward the
top of his head. He was very easygoing and pleasant, as they all were. Winnie was right, and eventually we got to the
"ranch," which Sukuma-Tayler recognized from pictures. There was only
one structure, the house, plopped in the middle of a wide expanse of tableland
landscaped in low brush and some very odd-looking trees. The place was
partially completed, a free-form Duraform shell with only half the windows in,
and those on the leeward side. A lot of weather had claimed squatters rights
inside, along with local fauna. Boors and ceilings were etched with watermarks;
dust dunes graced the comers; animal droppings added that homey touch. (If you
are taking notes, dung is bright yellow on Goliath.) People had been here too.
A hole chopped into the apex of the dome in the main living area had drawn
smoke from campfires on the floor below, where blackened rocks ringed a pile of
ash. Empty food cartons lay all over. There was a kitchen, or rather a space for. one, but no
appliances had ever been installed. "The people who owned the place ran out of construction
funds," Sukuma-Tayler told me. "Victims of the last credit drought,
about two Standards ago. SystemBank foreclosed, and, well, the price was right,
to coin a phrase." "What kind of temperatures do you get at night around
here?" "A little under ten degrees. Rarely gets below
freezing." "Still, not exactly balmy." "I agree. Interested in leading a firewood-gathering
squad?" "No, but I'll do it." The local version of burnable stuff was a reasonable
facsimile of wood obtained from what I dubbed a "Wurlitzer tree."
Nobody got the joke, since no one had ever heard the name of the most famous
make of theater organs of the early twentieth century. From my childhood, I
remembered that an eccentric neighbor of ours had reconstructed an ancient
Wurlitzer in his basement. The tree looked like the diapason array of that old
thing, vertically bunched hollow pipes of different lengths and diameters, from
tiny piccolos to big roof-shaking pedal notes, all shooting up from a
horseshoe-shaped trunk that reminded me of the keyboard console. There were
hundreds of them out in the mesa. The smaller pipes made good kindling, and the
big ones, split in half, made passable logs. We spent the rest of the day cleaning out the house and
making it more or less habitable. We even found an old push-broom in a closet,
which proved to be indispensable. The Teleologists had lost all their gear, and
what they had bought in town didn't go very far. They had replaced some
personal effects, self-inflating sleeping eggs and such, but were short of
useful implements. The place needed a lot of work, and they were nowhere near
tooled-up for the job. But for now, all anyone was interested in was making
things tolerable enough to bed down for the night. I was cleaning out a small back bedroom when I heard someone
squeal. I went out to the living area and found Susan standing over something
on the floor, prodding it cautiously with the broom. It looked like something
between a snake and a caterpillar, decorated in bright green-and-yellow
stripes, about twenty-five centimeters long. Centipedelike pairs of legs ran
along its unsegmented body. On the ends of the legs were tiny suckers. There
was something strange about the head. Above a very nonreptilian face—the eyes
were large and looked intelligent—a small pink bud protruded through an opening
in the cranium. It was convoluted and looked like part of the brain. The animal
was quivering convulsively, in its death throes. Part of its body was squashed
just behind the head. "Yik," Susan gagged, poking the thing with morbid
fascination. "Where'd it come from?" I asked. "I don't know. I thought I felf something go squish
when I was sweeping over there. I must've stepped on it." She crinkled her
face in disgust. "Ooo, its brains are coming out." "Was it on my jacket?" I said, pointing nearby to
where it had apparently fallen from a wall hook. There was a footprint across
the sleeve. "Oh, I'm sorry. Yes, I must have done mat. But I can't
understand why I didn't see the thing when it happened." The animal stopped quivering, dead. "Yik" Susan said again. I picked the thing up with a stick, went outside, and threw
it into the brush. Toward evening, Darla and I took a walk out on the mesa. By
then the extra gravity seemed almost normal. We walked among the Wurlitzer
trees while Goliath's big yellow sun cranked down to become a dull red
semicircle resting atop a low butte far out on the range. The sky turned cobalt
blue, cloudless and virginal. No sounds walked with us except the wind that came
up at dusk. Soon, a few sparkling stars came out, the thick atmosphere giving
their light an added shimmer, and then the nebula made its appearance, grand
and majestic as before. We didn't talk much, both
bone-tired from a lost night's sleep, mind-numb still from our recent
escapades. But something was on my mind. "Darla, something's been puzzling me, among several
dozen things. It's about Winnie again." Darla yawned elaborately, then apologized. "I'm done
in," she said. "What's the problem?" "No problem, really. I was just thinking about how she
happened to pick the right direction today—and about how she knew her way
through the jungle back on Hothouse." Darla stilled another yawn. "Inborn sense of direction,
I guess." She lost the fight and gave in to another one. Recovered, she
said, "Maybe she'd been that way before ... through the jungle, I
mean." "And today?" "Lucky guess?" she ventured. "Simple enough, but again I remind you of what you said
about her people's reluctance to leave their territory." "Again I'm reminded. But that doesn't mean Winnie
herself hasn't traveled. After all, she did come with us. Who knows? She may
have worked for a jungle-clearing crew before signing on at the motel." "She helped destroy her home?" Darla conceded the point with a tilt of her head. "You
have me there." She looked at the sky and stopped walking. "You know,
your question is valid. We must have covered eighty klicks before we reached
the Skyway." "Which is what led me to ask it." Darla was about to say something, then keeled over in a mock
swoon and rested her head on my shoulder. "I'm so tired, Jake," she
said. I put my arms around her and found a nesting place for my
face in her hair. It smelled of hayfields, those I played in as a kid, a memory
contained in an odor, like so many. She pressed her body close and put her arms
around my neck as the wind reared up a chilly gust, making a sound like a moan
over the mesa. We hugged; I kissed her neck, and a little ripple of pleasure
went through her. I kissed it again. She raised her head, her eyes
heavy-lidded, gave me a sleepy smile of contentment, and kissed me tenderly.
Then she kissed me again, this time with a probing intensity. With my fingers I
found the deep groove of her spine and followed its course under her jacket
down to the beginning of the rift of her buttocks, stopping there teasingly.
She answered with a thrust of her hips against mine, and I caressed her behind,
came back up by way of the curve of her hip, all the way up to interpose a
cupped hand between my chest and hers. Her breasts were small and firm. But the wind got steadily colder, and it was time to get
back to the house. We started walking back. When we got there we found the Teleologists in the backyard,
sitting in a circle on the ground in silent meditation. We stood and watched
them. Nobody spoke for a long while, then suddenly Susan did. "Sometimes I didn't get along with Kirsti." It
sounded like part of a conversation, but nobody responded. After a long interval Roland said, "Zev was a good man.
I'll miss him." Then it was John's turn. "Silvia knew I had to follow
my conscience. It was part of my Plan, and she could see that...." He
trailed off. This went on for a rime. Eventually John looked up at us. "I suppose you two are hungry. Well, so are we." They all rose and came toward us. "We were having a
Remembrance," John explained. I started to apologize, but John cut me
short. "No, no. We were done," he said. "Let's eat." Supper involved little in the way of preparation, since the
main course came out of hotpaks, but Roland had unhinged the useless back door
(the front one was missing) and made a dining table out of it by shoring it up
with rocks. Places for everyone were set with plates and utensils from a mess
kit John had bought. A biolume lantern stood in for a centerpiece, the fire was
crackling cheerily, and we settled down to a good meal. I tore off the top of my hotpak and watched until the
contents started to steam and bubble, then dumped the glop onto my plate. The
stuff looked more like beef Romanov, after the executions, then beef Stroganoff
as advertised, but it tasted surprisingly good. Conversation was upbeat for a change. The Teleologists
talked about Teleologist stuff, but John was kind enough to include us in the
chitchat, explaining things as we went along. It turned out that John and his
crew were a sect that had splintered off from the main church in Khadija,
although terms like "sect" and "church" didn't quite seem
to apply. Teleological Pantheism sounded more and more like a framework within
which one engaged in a freewheeling brand of theology rather than a body of
dogma, and I gathered that the schism between John's group and the parent body
was more personal than doctrinal. I asked John to give me a definition of Teleological
Pantheism in twenty-five words or less, fully granting that such an
encapsulation would be grossly oversimplified and unfair. "Well, I think I can," John answered, "and it
wouldn't be too far off the mark." He paused to compose, as if he were
about to give birth to a rhyming couplet. 'Teleological Pantheists hold as an
act of faith, unsupported by reason, that the universe has a purpose, and that
there is a Plan to it all. I mean by 'act of faith' that it's a Kierkegaardian
sort of leap, since there certainly is no empirical evidence to support such a
belief." "Then, why believe it?" I asked. "Sorry. Go
on." "No, the question is valid, but I couldn't answer it in
a paragraph, or even fifty. I'll certainly talk about it later, if you like.
But anyway, that's the teleological part of it. The theistic part of it
involves the notion that the universe is greater than the sum of its parts,
that the totality of that which is—reality, if you will—is a manifestation of
something beyond the plenum of sensory data we perceive it to be." He
stopped to regard the design of his rhetoric, and shook his head. "No,
that doesn't quite do it. All that does is allude to a fuzzy metaphysics. Shall
we say this?" he went on, drumming the table with spidery fingers:
"We also accept on faith that there is some Unifying Principle to reality,
of which natural laws are only signposts pointing in the direction of the heart
of things." He shifted his weight on the hardened foam floor. "That's
more or less it, but I think I should point out that the chief difference
between us and almost any other religion that involves a deity is that we
impose no structure on this Unifying Principle. We don't refer to it as God, or
use any identifying tag, and we reject all anthropomorphic notions entirely. We
hold that there is little we can know about the nature of this Principle, since
it is always in a dynamic state, in a constant process of becoming, if you
will, as the Universal Plan unfolds. We differ from classical deists in'that we
can't imagine a state of affairs in which a creator slaps together a clockwork
cosmos and then abandons it." He took a sip of coffee. "I think I
went over twenty-five words." "John," Roland said, "you can't fart in less
than twenty-five words." John led the laughter. "I stand accused, and plead
guilty, m'lord." And with a furtive smile he added, "But after all,
to air is human." Groans. "You could at least be original, John," Roland
chastised him. "That was terrible, and I'd never forgive you, if it
weren't for this flat you lent me," he added, indicating the house. Shudders. "Besides punning," Susan told us, by way of an
apology for the punishment her compatriots were inflicting on us, 'Teelies love
to talk. A good thing, too, because there's not much else to this religion." "Susan's right," Roland said. "We don't
worship in the conventional sense. We have few ceremonies, nothing approaching
a liturgy, and precious little in the way of doctrine. We believe that there
must be a flux in these matters as well." "Thinking is worship," John put in. "So's
talking about what you're thinking about. But not everybody thinks alike." "Yes, exactly," Roland agreed. "We want a
religion stripped of every kind of dogmatic rigidity, hidebound orthodoxy,
papal bulls, infallible preachings.. .everything." "We reject revelation as a source of truth," Susan
said. "More blood has been spilled over questions of whose holy book is,
holier than over anything else in history." "People write books," Roland said pointedly.
"Not gods." "Of course," John said, "there's much more.
There are ethical currents flowing from the theological spring. We believe in
cooperative living, for example. Granted, that's nothing new—" "One thing we don't do is proselytize," Susan
broke in. "We want to convert, if at all, by example or by a kind of
osmotic process. Not by handing out pamphlets on street corners." "Sounds like my kind of religion," I said finally.
Actually, to me it sounded like Kant, Schopenhauer, and Hegel run through a
protein synthesizer, spiked with a bit of mid-twentieth-century radical
theology. "Where do I sign up?" "Right here," John said, gesturing around us,
"and you do it by asking that question." I eased back against Darla's pack, uncrossed my legs, and
put them under the table. "Well, now, I don't think I'd take to communal living too well. I'm nasty in the morning and I
raid the cooler at night. Generally, I'm an uncooperative son of a bitch." John gave me a sugary smile. "But lovable in your own
way, I'm sure. However, you don't have to live with other Teelies to be
one." "Just as long as I drop my weekly tithe into the
collection plate, eh?" "No. Add to that list of 'don'ts' the fact that we
don't tithe our membership." "Or take contributions from anybody," Roland said,
"or solicit them." "Who pays the rent?" I asked, shocked. Maybe this
was my kind of old-time religion. "Our support mainly comes from the Schuyler Foundation,
set up by an Australian multi-billionaire who was an early convert to TP. He
read and was impressed with the writings of its originator, Ariel
MacKenzie-Davies." John stretched out on the floor, propping a head up on
an elbow. "She's an interesting figure. I'd give you a copy of her seminal
work— that is," he said, his voice suddenly going hollow, "if I
hadn't been so careless as to leave my kit behind." That brought it all back, and the conversation died. I tried
to resuscitate it. "Besides," I said, "I'm not one for leaping,
faithwise. I mean, I've tried to read Kierkegaard, but I usually wind up Soren
logs." Only Susan, an American, got the joke. Her face brightened
enough to register great pain. "Really, Jake," she scolded. Roland was suspicious. "Did I miss something?" "Oh, my God," John said. "I just got it. Of
course, sawing logs." Roland was mystified until John explained. Roland shook his
head. "Jake, sometimes your cultural allusions and a great deal of your
vocabulary are very obscure. To me, at least. You're Nor'merican, of course,
but what part?" "Western Pennsylvania, old US of A. It's pretty
isolated, and there's about a one-hundred-year culture-lag. Linguistic atrophy,
too. Most of the colloquialisms are out of the mid-twentieth century, even
earlier. It was my milk-tongue, and I'll probably never outgrow it." "But you seem an educated man." "That was out here, later on." "I see. Darla, you seem to have an accent I can't
place. It sounds... well, mid-Colonial, for want of a better term." "My mother worked for the Colonial Authority for
years," Darla said, "and dragged me around from planet to planet. She
was Canadian, my father Dutch. So, it was alternately Dutch and English at
home, Intersystem in school, and Portuguese, Tagalog, Bengali, Swedish,
Afrikaans, Finnish—" We all laughed. The usual language salad. "Thank God for Intersystem and English," John said.
"Otherwise we'd have Babel out here." His face split into a yawn.
"And speaking of sawing logs..." Everyone agreed. We cleaned up the supper mess quickly and
made preparations for spending a cold night in a shell of a rundown shack in
the middle of East Jesus. (There's one for Roland.) But before we turned in, a talk with John was necessary. "John, I should have said something before... but
there's a price on my head. You and your people could be in danger." "I thought as much. The Colonial Authority?" "Yes, them too, but that's the least of it." "I see." "How did you know?" I asked wonderingly. "Those rumors we mentioned. They have it that everyone
is after you." Again, this mysterious shadow following us. I was getting
fed up. "Everyone?" I tugged at my lower lip. "Perhaps we should
leave." "I am not about to drive to town at this hour. I'd
never find my way back at night." "We could walk it." "What? Hike across this wilderness? A strange
planet?" He slapped me on the shoulder. "Jake, we owe you our lives.
Roland will take the first watch. We would have stood watches anyway, you know.
Skywaymen about." "Right. And, John..." He turned around.
"Thanks." "It's not often one gets a legend for a house
guest." He looked around. "Or shed guest, I should say." Darla and I watched her sleeping egg inflate. It grew and
grew until it looked like a giant, fat green worm. I said so. "Big enough to eat us both," she said. We crawled inside. Chemical heat had already made the
interior a warm, pillowy green womb, delightfully snug, lit softly by
bioluminescence panels. Undressing was a little difficult, though. I felt the
cold barrel of Darla's Walther against my back. "I give up." "Sorry." "Darla, keep that thing handy." "I will," she said. "What about Winnie?" "I gave her an extra blanket. She said she's not
sleepy." "Are you?" "I was, but not now, love. Come here." Music... Music, not loud... Music, not loud but omnipresent and overpowering, a single
towering, shifting chord stacked with notes from the lower end of the keyboard
to the top, covering octave after octave. It sounded over the mesa like a choir
of lost souls bewailing then-damnation, drear and haunting. Violins sang with
them, flutes, oboes, bassoons, more strings—lilting violas, threatening double
basses... a harp, a celeste tinkling contrapuntally. The structure changed,
harmonies rearranged, and now it was God playing the church organ of the
universe, beatific sonorities flowing from his hands, reverberating from the
roof of Creation. Darla awoke with a start, clutched at me. "Jake!" "The Wurlitzer trees," I said. "It's all
right, lovely one." She melted in my arms, sudden fear dissolving like frost
before a flame. "I was dreaming..." she said in a lost little
sleep-voice. The egg was dark. I passed a thumb gently over both her closed
eyelids, kissed her warm, moist cheek. She exhaled, all tension flowing out. I
drank in her breath, held her close. Outside, the chord modulated from minor to major, back to
minor again, then shifted once more and droned in a modal harmony as the wind
passed its airy fingers among the pipes. There were solo passages, virtuoso
performances. A concerto. Then the wind blew it all away and left an atonal
chaos that resonated with the indeterminacy of existence... muddled,
mysterious, in the end incomprehensible.... A great sinewy hand poised over the starless dark...
waiting? Watching? The Hand of the Conductor. Or the Composer. Both? Neither?
The void was formless and embraced all that was to be, would never be...
infinite possibilities. Skeins of chromatic tones unspooled in the black, the
raw stuff of being. Then structures began to build themselves as a diatonic
order was imposed. (By what? By whom?) Fugues wove out of the deep, classic
symphonies in sonata form drew together. The Hand withdrew, and a ponderous
hymn resounded throughout the firmament, praising Oneness, Fullness,
Positivity, the Plan, the Organizing Principle.... Strange light, a bundle of softness in my arms, the
momentary, odd sensation of not knowing exactly where you are, when you are.
The egg was dark, but tissue-thin walls leaked a shifting light. The Hand... the Hand among the waste and void, at the
heart of things, the womb of time...,. "Dawla! Jake!" There in the secret center, the impenetrable core... "Dawla-Jake! Dawla-Jake!" ... of nothingness... nothing.!.no thingness... "Jake! Dawla! Up! Up!" I jerked awake, groped for one of the biolume panels. I
wiped one with a palm and saw in its glow a double-thumbed hand in front of my
face. The music had stopped. I poked Darla. Her eyes opened wide instantly. "What is it?" "Winnie, 'sat you?" I whispered hoarsely, widening
the birth-canal entrance to the egg. Winnie's face showed alarm. "Big machines! Big machines! Get up! Get up!" Darla swiped at the quick-exit seam with two stiffened
fingers and the egg cracked us naked into a freezing night. The fire was a huddle of glowing embers. Roland lay near it,
asleep, swaddled in blankets. I went over and kicked him Sharply once, then
grabbed folds of the other egg and flipped it. There were two bodies in there;
good. "Darla!" I said. "Get out the door, take your
pack and gun!" Moaning and mumbling inside the egg. "Jake, I'm not going without you." "Get!" I commanded. "Run that way." I
pointed toward the rear of the house. "I'll find you." Darla grabbed some things, threw me my squib, and ran. "Get up!" I shouted. "John! Susan!" Roland was struggling to his feet, bleary-eyed, disoriented.
Outside, probing beams of light played over the ground near the house, and the
darkness hissed with the exhaust of flitter-jets. Roland straightened up. "I was just—" He saw the
lights, heard the sound of approaching aircraft. "My God! Who is it?" "Want to stay and find out?" "Jake?" It was Sukuma-Tayler, head protruding from
the end of the egg. "Trouble, John," I told him. The egg sprang open and Susan stood up, naked, arms wrapped
around her ribcage, grimacing from the sudden cold. "Everybody out and into the bush. Now! Scatter!" John got to his feet unsteadily. Susan stooped to find
clothes—I rushed at them both, grabbed a blanket and flung it over Susan, and
shoved both of them forward. Susan grunted, stumbled, and I caught her. "Sorry, no time for that, Suzie. Run! Both of
you!" They ran. On the way to the rear of the house I made a pass at the
egg, came up empty, but happened to snag my jacket with a foot. I scooped it up
and ran, struggling into it. I ran into Roland at the back door, shoved him out, and
aimed him in a direction ninety degrees off my course. A searchbeam hit the
house, throwing stark shadows along the ground. The brush had been cleared in a ten-meter strip about the
house, and I sprinted for the edge. I was just about into it when a disk of
light zagged crazily in from my right and swooped over me. I dove for cover
behind a Wurlitzer, but knew I'd been spotted. An exciter beam raised flame and
smoke from the ground very near. The light wasn't on me, but they knew my
approximate position. I waited three heartbeats and dashed to the left, feeling
tiny sharp things in the soil prick my soles. I ducked behind another tree and
waited, watching the hard circle of light sweep the ground. The breath of the
flitter was warm on my skin, conjuring dust devils around me. There was more
than one craft. Constellations of red and green running lights plied the night
sky, hovering, darting, pouncing. Spotlight beams waved through the brush on
all sides of the house. Another bolt crackled near me, exploding a barrel-shaped
plant into a plume of steaming pulp. A flickering thought: They have night-sight equipment.
Why the searchlights? Sam's key was in my pocket. I took it out and called. I
hadn't tried it before because I thought we were well out of range, but it was
worth a try. "Jake?... [crackle]... that you?" "Sam? Can you copy?" "[sputter].. .Jake? Come in... [pop!]" "Sam, if you can copy me, I'm about to be nabbed by the
Colonial Authority. Colonial Authority. Copy? I'll be at the Militia station in
town. Acknowledge, Sam." The key spat static and not much else. Another bolt sizzled to my rear. I ran again, this time
doubling back toward the house, but as I got into the open a bolt touched down
not a meter in front of me. I slid to a stop in the dirt. They had me.
Obviously the shots had been deliberate misses. I got to my feet and the searchlight
hit me full. "Jake!" Darla's voice from behind. "Darla! Stay there!" "Hey! Over here!" She hadn't heard me over the
whoosh of the flitter. "Darla, stay where you are! They have me covered." Out in the mesa, shafts of light converged on the others. I
could see John waving surrender, Susan huddling near. I looked to my left.
Roland, the only one fully clothed, was shuffling back toward the house with
his arms raised, spotlighted like a headline act on New Vegas. A loudspeaker growled. "JACOB MCGRAW?" "Me! Over here!" I waved. "I'm the one you
want!" "COLONIAL MILITIA. YOU'RE
UNDER ARREST." "I gathered as much," I said, addressing the dead
shards of Wurlitzer pipe at my feet. The flitter swooped to land. I raised my
hands and dropped my gun. From behind, Darla opened up on the descending craft, the
bolt hitting the left front impeller. Sparks rose from the metal and static
discharges played over the surface like furious dancing fingers. Answering fire was swift and accurate. A gout of flame and
wispy smoke roiled from the spot where Darla's shot had come from. The Walther
did not answer. Sailing flinders of brush fell at my feet. Frozen in body and spirit, I
gaped at the dwindling flames where Darla's body surely lay, and remembered my dream just
then, strangely, fragments of it, wishing the Hand would appear again to take
me by the collar and yank me out of this metadream I knew as life. 8 COPS ARE THE same everywhere, everywhen. I stood before the desk at the Militia station, bare-assed
and wearing a leather jacket. Some joker walking by stopped to mock-whisper in my ear: "Did you get a new tailor?" The cop at the desk showed big yellow horseteeth. He thought
it was a scream. The cops who brought me in from the flitter found it the soul
of wit. The joker walked down the hall looking back over his
shoulder. "Huh?" he said, milking the gag, smirking. He ducked into
an office, not waiting for my reply. Truly, I had one for him. "Place of residence?" The desk cop is all
business, all of a sudden. "221-B Baker Street, London, England." "Planet?" It dawns on him. "Look,
McGraw," he said, showing me world-weary eyes. "I asked you for your
address. When they come back from searching your hideout, I'll get it from your ID. So, let's do it the
easy way. All right?" He squared himself at the console. "Now...
place of residence." "Emerald City, Land of Oz." "Name of plan—" Again, he was slow on the uptake.
He snarled at me. "Listen, you filthy piece of merte, I'm gonna ask
you for your punkin' place of residence one more time, then you're in for
trouble." "Punkata teys familos proximos." It was an
Intersystem phrase which suggested that he run along now and have sexual
intercourse with various members of his immediate family, in so many words. That got me a hairy back-of-the-hand smartly across the
mouth. It was worth it. The rusty taste of blood seeped through my teeth onto
my tongue. A little too late, one of the other cops grabbed his arm.
"Don't want him roughed up. We have orders." The desk cop jerked his arm free savagely. "Don't do
that again, Frazer," he warned. "Keep your hands off me." "Fred, I'm sorry. We got orders. We're to keep him here
until the Colonel arrives. I don't even think we should be entering him on the
blotter. You better clear that entry." "What the hell is he standing here for?" "I don't know. Habit, I guess. They said to—" "Then get him out of my sight!" Grumbling, Frazer shoved me over to a chair. The seat was
metal and very cold. There I waited for about ten minutes until somebody very big
and very important strode down the hall toward the desk, leaving a wake of
underlings snapped to attention en route. He was a huge man, all bulk and no
bulge, enough fabric in his sky-blue-with-white-piping uniform to shelter
tent-cities of refugees. A red mustache thrived in whorls under a
ramrod-straight nose. The eyes were caged, iced blue with determination and
cold reserve. He marched past me, briefcase in hand, swagger stick tucked
smartly under an arm, and the seminude man he passed just wasn't there. As he went by the desk, three words: "In ley amenata." Bring him in to me. After a minute or two, I was led back through a maze of
corridors to an office. I was surprised at the size of the station. Goliath was
a frontier planet, from what I had seen, sparsely settled. But the planet was
smack between two interchange worlds, a strategic location. The sign on the door read bilingually: Tenentu-Inspekta Lieutenant-Inspector
Elmo L. Reilly. I had the feeling I was not about to meet a man named Elmo. It
was a small, windowless office with a metal desk, metal shelves, a few maps and
plaques on the wall, picture of the family on the bookshelf, clean and
uncluttered. Chemical light from the overhead fixture softened it a bit, but it
was a cold, steely place. The big man sat at the desk, swaggerstick squared to
his right, briefcase to his left. He still wore his white hard hat with its
visorful of gold scrambled eggs. "Colonel-Inspector Petrovsky will interrogate
you," Frazer told me, and plopped me down in a small metal chair. "This is not an interrogation," Petrovsky
corrected him. Frazer slunk out the door. Petrovsky's Intersystem was weighted
with Slavic ponderousness. "What is it, then?" I asked in the best 'System I
could manage. "That depends. You may or may not be a material witness
to a crime. You may or may not be a suspect. That also depends." 1 "Upon what, may I ask?" Blue eyes bored through me. "Upon what you tell me and
what I take to be truth." "Then this is an interrogation," I concluded. "No. An information-sharing meeting." Love those
hyphenated monstrosities in the language. I switched to English. "A euphemism." "Queros?" He was annoyed. "You speak
Intersystem poorly. You place the verb at the beginning or middle of sentences
rather than at the end, like all Inglo-speakers. Very well, I will speak
English." "Good. I find it hard to carry on an intelligent
conversation in Pig Latin." '"Pig Latin'? This means you disapprove of the official
Colonial language?" "Like most artificial languages, it's a linguistic,
cultural, and political compromise. Esperanto or Interlingua are better,
inadequate as they are. Lincos is vastly better equipped for communication with
aliens. And whatever the philologists say, 'System is still biased toward
Indo-European language users." He grunted. "Interesting academic discussion we are
having. However—" He opened the briefcase and pulled out a reader and a
case of pipettes. He loaded the reader, stabbed at the keyboard until he got
what he wanted. He looked up sharply. "What do you know of the
disappearance of Constable Mona Barrows?" "What should I know?" "Do not word-play. Do you know anything?" "Yes." "Did she overtake your vehicle on Groombridge
Interchange?" "Yes." "Then an encounter with a Patrol vehicle
occurred?" "Yes." "And the Patrol vehicle fired on Constable Barrows'
vehicle?" "Yes. You knew that." "We did," he said flatly. "The armaments on
your truck are not capable of such destruction. We found the remains of the
interceptor, or rather the radioactive trace. The telltale readings told us it
was a Patrol intervention." "Then, why ask me?" "Eyewitnesses, if any, must always be questioned in
these matters," Petrovsky stated. "Better to tell your traffic cops not to do what
Barrows did." "She followed orders. Laws must be enforced. We cannot
continue to be dictated to by an outside force, no matter how technologically
superior they appear." "Then again, the Skyway does not belong to us,
really," I said. Petrovsky looked down. Tiny characters danced on the screen.
Without glancing up he said, "What can you tell me of the events that took
place on Demeter, three standard days ago, at the lodging house called Grey
stoke Groves?" "Forgive me if I ask to what events you refer." "Specifically," he read from the screen, "to
the death of a man named Joel Dermot." "Never heard of him. How did he die?" "He was the victim of a hit-and-run accident." "Unfortunate. Must have happened after I left." "You did not check out of the motel." 'True. I was in a hurry." 'To what were you hurrying?" "Business." "Where?" "Here," I said. "Goliath? Your destination was Uraniborg." "Eventually. First here." 'To do what?" 'To discuss business with the people your storm troopers
routed out of their beds last night." "The religious group? Unavoidable. What business?" "None of which is yours," I told him. The icy eyes frosted over. "Uncooperativeness will not
help you." "Am I officially under arrest? Am I going to be
charged?" A hesitation. "Officially, technically, you are not
under arrest. You are under protective—" "What!" I was more surprised at the bolt of anger
that shot through me. I jumped to my feet, tool-kit swaying in the breeze.
"Then I demand my immediate release. What's more, you will without delay
have these mollycuffs removed and my clothes returned to me." Unruffled, he said, "Mr.
McGraw, you are in no position—" "I am in every position imaginable!" I spat at
him. "I have not been shown a warrant, I have not been charged, I have not
been booked on a charge. I have not been afforded the opportunity to contact a
solicitor. I am in every position to bring civil and criminal charges against
you and all participants." Petrovsky sat back. He was willing to let me rave on. "Furthermore," I raved on, "you have no
evidence or probable cause to use as a basis for taking me into custody." Petrovsky fingered the russet swirls that covered his lips.
"Evidence can be obtained. Tissue specimens from your vehicle." Which meant they had tried, and failed. Sam would have a
tale or two to tell about that. Stinky must have gotten him back in one piece
in time, or Petrovsky would have had his evidence. "Can be? You arrested
me on speculation?" I wasn't going to bring it up, but there had been no
mention at all of Wilkes nor of any witnesses. Nor of any charges Wilkes had
filed. "Please sit down, Mr. McGraw. The view from where I sit
is not a pleasant one." "I will also do all that is in my power to initiate an
investigation into the death of my friend, Darla—“ A screeching stop. Darla's last name? My, God, I didn't
know. The wind spilled out of my sails, and I stood there, blinking. Petrovsky was suddenly magnanimous. "I will tell you
what, Mr. McGraw. You will be unbound and... uh, given some clothes, on one
condition—that our talk will continue." He turned a rough palm upward.
"Perhaps on a more amicable basis. Agreed?" I was silent. He thumbed the call switch on the corn panel. "You have not been exactly candid with me, Mr. McGraw.
But then, I must confess I have not been entirely open with you." "Indeed?" was all I could say. Frazer poked his head in the door. "Yes, sir?" "Remove the mollycuffs," Petrovsky ordered.
"And find a pair of trousers for him." "And shoes," I said. "And shoes," Petrovsky agreed. "Yes, sir, Colonel-Inspector." Frazer came over
and freed me. Petrovsky pulled out a pack of cigarettes with a label that
crawled with Cyrillic lettering, lit one with an antique wheel-and-flint
lighter. He pushed it and the pack across the desk toward me. I needed one and
took one. I lit it, and regretted that I had. I squeezed off a cough and sat
down. We looked at each other for a moment, then Petrovsky puffed
and eased back, receding through an acrid blue haze. His eyes found something
of interest on the ceiling. A minute went by, then Frazer cracked the door and threw in
a pair of gray fatigue pants. "Working on the shoes," he said. Petrovsky got up and examined a map of Maxwellville. I
slipped on the trousers. They were a fairly good fit, if a trifle short at the
cuff. I sat down and waited, smoking. Presently, Frazer returned, and handed me shoes. "These
are my own spares," he told me. "When you get your stuff, I want 'em
back." "Thanks." "Well, it's okay." The door closed and Petrovsky sat back down. "Now, Mr.
McGraw, I will dispense with any preliminary questions and proceed to a matter
of some importance." "Which is?" "The Roadbuilder artifact." Rumor, wild stories, tall tales, canards—become adamantine
reality with an official pronouncement. It threw me. "The what?" "The artifact. The map. The Roadmap." I shook my head slowly. "I know of no such thing." Petrovsky caressed the desktop, looking at me, gauging my
sincerity. "Then why," he asked evenly, "does everyone think you
have one in your possession?" I saw no'ashtray, and dropped the half-smoked cigarette
between my feet. "That, my law-enforcement friend, is the punking"—I
ground the butt out fiercely—"zillion-credit question. I wish someone
would tell me." I sat back and crossed my legs. "By the way, who is
everybody?" "Representatives of various races, various concerns,
and us. The Colonial Authority, I should say." "Who else specifically, besides the Authority?" "I cannot think of one alien race within the Expanded
Confinement Maze who would not like to obtain such a map. Specifically, we know
the Reticulans want it, and are aiming to get it. Also the Kwaa'jheen, and the
Ryxx. They have agents in the field. This we know. Every indication is that
there are more." I took another cigarette. I had quit years ago, but some
crises scream for nicotine. "Why? That's my question," I said,
snapping the lighter closed. "Why is this phantom artifact so bloody
important?" I could guess, but I wanted his reasons. "Just think about it, Mr. McGraw. Think of what it
could mean." His tone was more academic than enthusiastic. "Do you
have any idea of how far such a find would go toward solving the baffling
mysteries of the Skyway? Would it not be the discovery of the ages?" He
levered himself to his feet, the extra gravity making his weight more of a
burden. "What price would you put on it, Mr. McGraw?" He began to
pace, mighty arms folded. "Okay, so it'd be a fast-moving item." I choked on
an inhale. "So what? So you'd find out the Skyway goes all over the
galaxy, and you find eighty billion other races living alongside it. The more
the merrier. We would've found that out sooner or later." Petrovsky held a finger up, waved it. "Think. Think
what else the map may lead to." I was totally fed up with it
all. I didn't answer. All I could think of was that I had had Darla in my arms
one moment, and in the next moment had watched her die. Petrovsky began
speaking again, but I didn't hear him. Darla... "Can you conceive of it? You must admit that the
possibilities are staggering." I shook myself, struggling back to the issue at hand. "I'm
sorry. What did you say?" He stopped and rocked back on his heels, a bit irked at not
being paid attention to. "I said that there is the possibility that the
map could lead to the Roadbuilders themselves." I took a long drag, my lungs already scarred enough to take
it. "Yeah, and they're running a Stop-N-Shop on Interstellar 84." "Stop and—?" He walked behind the desk. "A
joke, of course. But do you see that even the possibility would make the map
invaluable?" "But the Roadbuilders are long dead, or so rumor has
it." "Ah, but the remains of their civilization? Surely
something has survived. The Skyway has. Think of the secrets, Mr. McGraw. The
secrets of the most technologically advanced race in the known universe.
Perhaps in the entire universe." Well, now I knew his estimation of the phantom map's value.
It was close to mine. He leaned over the desk, propping himself with arms
extended, huge hairy hands splayed over gray metal. He looked at me intently.
"Who constructed the portals?" he went on. "Only that race which
had mastery over the basic forces of the universe. Consider the cylinders.
Masses more dense than these could not exist, except for black holes. Yet the
cylinders are clearly artifacts. How were they constructed? Why do they not
destroy the planets upon which they rest? What titanic forces keep them
hovering centimeters off the surface? Questions, Mr. McGraw. Mysteries. Have
you never wondered?" "Yes," I said. "But I have another
question—for you. Why in the name of all that's holy does everyone think I have
the answers? Why do you?" Petrovsky lowered himself into the squeaky swivel chair,
took another cigarette and lit it. "I, for one," he said between
furious puffs, "do not." "You don't?" I did a triple take. "Huh?" "But that is my personal opinion, you understand."
He shot pale smoke about four meters across the room. "I put the Roadmap
in the same category as... say, Solomon's mines, Montezuma's gold, the
philosophers' stone, and so forth. What is the phrase in English? Fairy tales.
No, there is another." " 'Objects of wild-goose chases' will do. I understand,
but you didn't answer my question. Why me? Why do you think I have it?" "You may have something. Or, more probably, you may
want people to believe that you have something. A convincing forgery—although I
cannot imagine what that could be—could fetch a high price. As to your
question, I can only speak for the Colonial Authority. We are concerned with
you on the basis of the rumors." "What? I can't believe it." Petrovsky plucked the fat cigarette from its nesting-place
in his mustache, blew smoke at me. "Perhaps I have misled you. I may have
given the impression that all available forces of the Authority are marshaled
against you. No. I lead a special intelligence section within the Militia. Our
chief function is to investigate all matters pertaining to the mystery of the
Skyway. I have an office staff of five, and a few field agents. My rank obtains
for me the cooperation I need to conduct operations such as the one you
witnessed early this morning." He took off his helmet and tossed it on top
of the briefcase. His short hair was the color of fresh carrots. "This is
one of many investigations. Many. We have looked into many reports of strange
sightings, phenomena... rumors. None have proved to be anything other than
wild-goose chases, as you so colorfully put it." He dropped the butt,
still lengthy, and stamped on it once. I think he was getting sick of them too.
"I will be more than frank with you, sir. I do not like my job, but it is
my duty. As for the Roadmap, I do not really have an opinion as to its reality
or lack of it. When I see it with my own eyes, I will believe it. Do you
understand?" His eyes thawed the tiniest bit, just for a moment. "Yes." "So." He slapped the desk. Back to the reader. "Tell me," I said, trying to draw him out on other
matters, "Why the raid? Why couldn't you have simply come to the house
with a warrant? Or without one?" "I was about to speak of that," he said. "As
I have told you, we are not alone in our interest in you, nor in our
surveillance. We also follow those who follow you. The Reticulans particularly
intrigue us. We follow them, and they lead us right to you. Always. Most
uncanny. But who can understand aliens?" He smiled, the first time. It was
genuine, but fleeting. "As I was saying, we traced the Reticulans here,
ergo you. They did not go to Uraniborg, as we did. We lost their trace in
Maxwellville. However, a constable on a routine patrol found them stopped on
the Skyway east of the city. Naturally, he could do nothing. He asked if they
were having mechanical trouble. They said no, but he reported them anyway. The
vehicle they drove was capable of carrying a smaller off-road buggy. At about
the same time, we succeeded in tracing you to the Teleologists' farm. It was
not difficult, but took time. But it was apparent what the aliens planned to
do. They were stopped on the Skyway at a point about seventy kilometers from
the farm by an overland route. I immediately ordered the 'raid,' as you termed
it." He smiled again. "Do you see, Mr. McGraw? The raid was to
protect you. We fully expected the Reticulans to have already captured you.
Fortunately, we were in time." "I see." Somehow, it was hard to argue with him.
What with Roland having fallen asleep, and all of us dead-tired, we might not
have stood a chance against the Rikkis. But there was the matter of Darla.
"Where are my friends now?" I asked. "I don't know. They were questioned. We have no
interest in them." "Did you warn them about the Reticulans?" "Not in so many words. We told them to expect
intruders. I assume they left and came into town." Again, conspicuous in its absence was any mention of Wilkes
in all of this. But Wilkes had friends in high places. Doubtless Petrovsky knew
he was involved in this Roadmap affair, but it was not clear to me- how Wilkes
was involved with the Reticulans. Characters danced on the reader screen. Petrovsky squinted
at it, steel jaw muscles tensing. He punched the keyboard with a sausagelike
index finger, and the pipette began to rewind. He looked at me. "I think, sir, that our interview is at an end." "Uh-huh. Then, I can go?" He didn't answer. The reader went ka-chunk, and he picked it
up, put his hard hat back on, cracked the briefcase open, and threw the reader
into it. He leaned far back in the chair and clasped his hands over his belly.
"I am afraid... not just yet." The chair groaned as if the metal were
about to fatigue and snap. "I do not have the facilities here to continue
my investigation. You will have to accompany me to Einstein, where this affair
may be concluded." "Then you mean to run a Delphi series on me?" "If necessary." The twisted logic had my brain in knots. "Look," I
said, trying to keep an edge of exasperation in my voice from cutting through,
"you've as much as said that you don't believe I have the Roadmap. Yet you
want to run a Delphi on me to find out if I do or not." "I must follow procedure, despite my personal feelings.
If you know anything, we will know. If the Roadmap is indeed real, we will know
that. If the whole affair is simply a hoax, or a political ploy, we will know
that as well." The word had sounded an odd note, with intriguing overtones.
"Political? How could it be?" "All possibilities must be covered," he said, his
gaze deflecting a bit, as if he regretted having mentioned it. "Anyway," I said, thinking just then that now
would be as good a time as any to make a break, "a Delphi would be quite
illegal." , "Without proper authorization, yes. But I have that
authorization." The hands unclasped and went out at wide angles to his
midsection, flopped together again. "The technique is not permanently
damaging. You know that." Was Frazerjust outside the door? Likely was. "Yes, but
I'd be disabled for quite a while. Lobotomized." "An exaggeration." "I thought the Colonial Assembly recently passed a law
against the Delphi process." "Ah, but exceptions were provided for. The language of
the bill was quite clear." And who cared what the Assembly did? Rubber stamps just
bounce. "Still," I went on, "you have nothing on which to hold
me." How many outside the door? One? Probably two. Frazer and another. "You are wrong," Petrovsky told me. "We have
the deposition of the manager of the motel." "Perez? What could he tell you?" "From him we pieced together what transpired." "I have the feeling," I guessed, "that Perez
did not actually witness an accident." Petrovsky tilted his head to one side. True." I had to
admit, the man was scrupulously straightforward in some matters. "However, his testimony gives us the 'probable cause'
you brought up earlier. Besides—" He gave a helpless, resigned shrug.
"There is a dead body to be explained. You must understand." "Oh, yes." Petrovsky was honest, but he was hoarding most of the cards. "Of course," he went on, thumbs back to twiddling
in the general area of his solar plexus, "if you have some information for
me, and would be willing to volunteer it, the Delphi series would be
unnecessary." "That's a fine specimen of medieval logic." Petrovsky frowned. "I don't understand." "I think you do. By the way, have a chair." I brought it up from between my legs and threw it over the
desk right at him. A powerful arm went out to ward it off, a little late. The
back of the chair caught the bridge of his nose and sent him leaning back
precariously, hands over his nose, until he toppled over and crashed into a
tier of metal bookshelves capped with cups and trophies. The shelves tumbled
over on him thunderously. By that time I was scrunched up against the wall by
the door. It burst open and Frazer rushed in, hand on his holster. I let him
go, but neck-chopped his partner, who followed close behind. The cop went limp
in my arms and I propped him up with one arm and grabbed his gun. Frazer was by
the desk, turning around, still fumbling at his holster. "Hey!" was
all he could get out before his partner came lurching toward him, propelled by
one of Frazer's spare boots applied at the small of the back. They embraced and
fell over the desk. I checked out the corridor, went out, and slammed the door. I was halfway down the hall to the left when I heard someone
about to come around the corner of an intersecting corridor. I squeezed off a
few dozen rounds into the wall by the comer, sending splinters of Durafoam into
Old Fred's face just as he made the turn. He staggered back with his hands up
around his eyes. I doubled back down the hall, covering my rear with a burst
every three steps, and while en route, met poor Frazer again as he rushed out
of the office with his pistol finally drawn. I body-checked him and added an
elbow to the chin into the bargain, sending him tottering back into the office
and the gun skittering down the hall floor. I turned right at the corner and
found this corridor empty. I ducked into a dark office to wait and listen,
thinking to let forces pass me by as they converged on the starting point of
the disturbance. I checked the gun. It was a standard issue Gorbatov 4mm
pellet-sprayer. The clip held 800 rounds and was nearly full, but the charge on
the thruster was down. I pulled out the metal stock a bit more to fit snugly in
the crook of my arm, then poked my nose out the door. I heard pounding
footsteps, shouts. Which way was out, though? I had lost my bearings. Down this
hall and to the right—but no, that led toward the desk and front entrance. A
back door should lead to a parking lot and squad cars. But where? Two men tore around the comer to my right, and I eased the
door closed and waited until they passed. I waited five more heartbeats, then
slipped out and tiptoed in the direction they had come from, hoping to find the
way to a rear entrance. I gave a look behind as I ran and saw a shadow leak
across the floor. I whirled, hit the floor and fired, the Gorby buzzing like an
angry hornet. The man behind the comer got out, "Drop—!" before the
gun flew out of his hand, followed by a few fingers. The rest of him was
shielded by wall except for his right leg to the knee. His trouser leg flew
into tatters of bloody cloth and the hardened foam of the wall smoked into powder
as the Gorby vomited its fifty rounds per second. I stopped firing and rolled
to the other side of the hall, huddling against the wall. I heard a groan and a
thud. I didn't like where I was. I looked down the hall behind me,
but nobody seemed to be approaching. Hushed voices, arguing. Then, a hoarse whisper: "I
don't want him killed!" Petrovsky. I took advantage of the hesitation to get up and run,
spraying the corridor behind me with superdense, hypervelocity BB-shot. I ran
through the next intersection and surprised two cops who had been sneaking up
for a rear attack. I continued firing behind as I ran, cut to the right, ran
past shelves of cartons and equipment, ducked left this time past stacks of
empty packing crates, down past a row of lockers, and then found a set of
double doors. I backpedaled, crouched, and carefully nudged one door open. It
was a garage, with a few squad cars up on jacks and no mechanics around, but no
vehicles that appeared operable. The large garage doors were closed, but there
was a smaller door, and I sprinted across to it, knowing full well that I had
lost time, expecting all exits to be covered by now. I hugged the wall and
gripped the doorhandle, threw the door open. Automatic fire riddled the air
where I would have stood if I had wanted to commit suicide. A coherent-energy
beam sizzled through and started a small fire among the shelves of boxed parts
along the far wall—one good reason why such weapons were impractical for indoor
use. They were throwing everything at me. High-density slugs thumped into the
foam, ricocheting lead and steel sang all over the garage. One of the doors was swinging; someone had come through. I
looked around for cover, but I was ten paces away from anything suitable. "All right, kamrada. It's over, so drop the
gun." It was Old Fred again, pointing a sniper rifle at me across
the top of the clear bubble of a squad car. He was grinning evilly, and
something told me it didn't matter whether I dropped it or not. But I had no
choice, and let the machine pistol clatter to the floor. Fred raised the sights
up to eye level, taking his time, drawing a deep breath as if he were in the
finals of a Militia sharpshooter tourney, doing it all by the book, eyes on
another platinum-iridium trophy for the collection on the mantelpiece, and all
it took was one neatly placed shot dead center, nice as you please, one expert
squeeze, all coming down to that, one constriction of a flexor muscle, and it
was off to a watering hole with the boys and girls for soybeer and snappers.
... Petrovsky came barreling through the doors and slammed into
him, sending Old Fred cartwheeling over the floor to crash into a stack of tool
boxes. When the clanking and tinkling stopped, Fred was on his back under a
pile of metal, out cold. Long before that I had made a fraction of a move to go
for the dropped gun, but Petrovsky had already drawn a bead on me with his
pistol. I was astonished at how quick he was, both on his feet and with his
hands. "So, Mr. McGraw," he said, "there will be no
more quibbling over a reason to hold you. Correct?" No triumph in his
voice, just finality. "I'm glad it's all settled," I told him. I really
was. A snatch of conversation came to me from out in the cell
block just as the transparent door to my accommodations slid shut and cut it
off. "Colonel-Inspector, I realize that your rank and your
special authorization from Central command our complete cooperation, but I must
point out to you—" The speaker wore lieutenant's pips and had accompanied the
procession bringing me here. He had looked like an Elmo. I sprawled across the
bunk. Petrovsky had his problems, I had mine, but I didn't care about either
right then. I was content to lie there and let the filtered air from the
overhead vent wash over me, listening to the dull throb of machinery conduct
through the walls to temper the silence of the cell. The mattress was lumpy and
reeked of mildew and urine, but I didn't mind that so much either. I let my
brain idle for a while, allowed it to perk along and mark off the seconds, the
ineluctable increments by which my allotted time was measured, one for each
beat of the heart, for each millimeter of bloodflow, for each regret, each
sorrow. And then one thought came to me: you can easily recognize the good
parts of your life because they are starkly outlined in crap. The good things
are mostly negative quantities: the absence of pain, the lack of grief, no trouble. Love,
the absence of hate; satisfaction, a dearth of deprivation. And I told myself: To hell with all that. I decided to attempt active thinking again, there being a
number of things to try it out on, such as the Paradox—if there really were
one. The Paradox seemed to be saying. You will get out of this, you will see
Darla again, only to lose her once mare. And that would be the final time. I
didn't like it, but there it was, for what it was worth. As I thought it
through, I came to regard the notion as another specimen of crap. There was so
little hard information to go on. Did I really have a doppelganger out there, a
future self who had found a backtime route? Did my paradoxical self really have
a Roadmap? Questions. More of them: Who had told Tomasso and Chang to be at
Sonny's that day, light-years off their usual route? Did anybody? Oh, there
were more mysteries, by the score, by the truckload. Wilkes, the Reticulans,
the Authority, the chimera of the Roadmap—who? where? what? why? And what did
politics have to do with any of this? Petrovsky's slip had been the most significant part of the
interview. Of course, the Roadmap would be a great boon to whoever had the luck
to snare it. But the Colonial Authority was the only power in Terran Maze, with
only a weak Assembly passing rhetorical wind to the contrary. There were
dissident elements within the Assembly, true, but they had been bugged,
compromised, infiltrated, double-agented, and neutralized long ago, or so the
roadbuzz had it. Oh, everybody talked of one glorious day when the colonies
would achieve some measure of independence from the mother planet, but what was
not spoken about so much was the glum fact that the Authority had already
gained a sort of de facto independence and continued to rule all of T-Maze as
if it were the Cradle of Mankind, and not merely Terra's proxy among the
stars. The CA was a,self-perpetuating, bloated bureaucracy, a chip off the old
monolithic Soviet system that had spawned it, and it was entrenched on planets
closest to the home system by the Skyway, with its grip gradually loosening the
further out you got. But I knew very little of what had been happening lately,
having sworn off listening to news feeds long ago. T-Maze is big, thank God,
and the Authority's chubby fingers could not reach everywhere, nor could they
control the Skyway, which has a life all its own. There' were undercurrents of
rebellion out here, to be sure, at the grassroots level, but this Roadmap
affair spoke of vastly larger dimensions. Some sort of struggle for ownership
of the map was going on, both inter- and intra-Maze. It was a hunt, and many
were riding to hounds. Call me Reynard. And then there was Darla to think about.... There was a mirror above the wash basin. It was flush with
the wall and rung hollow when knocked upon. Doubtless it hadn't been put there
with the prisoner's cosmetic needs at heart. I was staring into the blind side
of a one-way observation window, but that didn't bother me. What did was me
sight of my reflection, a thirty-five-year-old face on a chronologically
fifty-three-year-old body that was gradually winning its war of attrition against
antigeronic drugs. The face had aged some. People say I look perennially
boyish, but the child was sire to the old gent I looked at now, wrinkle lines
at me comers of the eyes, black curly hair gone dry and a tad thinner, jowls
going slack and pendulous, skin a lime more leathery, splotched, beardline more
definite, its shadowy stubble more intractable. Then again, I thought, I might just need a shave and a hot
shower. I angled my face to get a profile shot. "Good profile," Mom
always told me. "Strong." But what was that puffy area under
there—the beginnings of a double chin? Enough. I lay back down. Self-absorption is not my usual
brand of neurosis; besides, I felt a sudden headache coming on. I wondered if I could afford the luxury of regretting the
escape attempt. The cop I had shot would probably pull through okay if they had
gotten him to a hospital in time. But an escape/assault charge was going to be
hard to beat. The only thing I had going for me was the illegality of my
detention, but I had the feeling it wouldn't go very far. Then there was the
hit-and-run charge. True, I hadn't been driving, but drivers are responsible
for their automatic systems.... Damn, that headache was in a hurry. I heard a curious
buzzing sound coming from behind my head, and it stayed there no matter which
way I turned. It quickly grew louder and louder. I sat up, feeling suddenly
nauseous and dizzy. I put my head between my knees, but that only made it
worse. The buzzing became deafening, as if someone were tearing through sheet
metal with a vibrosaw directly behind my neck. Blood pounded in my head and I
could see the pulse in my field of vision. Well, this is it. Heart attack or stroke. Antigeronic
treatments or not, the body has ways of extracting its dues from you. I hoped
somebody was watching through the window. Petrovsky seemed to want me alive.
Maybe he'd convince Elmo I was worth bothering to cart off to the hospital. I slumped back against the wall. ... keep me alive, Petrovsky being the dedicated
professional that he was, but going around with one of those isohearts; well, I
didn't know about that.... They still hadn't perfected them—tendency to
go into fibrillation without warning; they didn't know exactly what the problem
was, probably a mismatched enzyme that hadn't replicated true.... I was awake,
wide-awake. The cell door was open. I shot to my feet. Someone had just been in
here, doing something to me. What? There was a tingling on my upper arm,
calling card of a tickler. It doesn't leave a mark, but my jacket had been
pulled down off my left shoulder. I still had no shirt. I hadn't been out
cold—the state had been like Semi-doze, but very unpleasant at first, then a
vapid nirvana. I had the distinct recollection of someone bending over me while
I was sitting mere, and I hadn't even given him a glance, as if it hadn't been
important enough to trouble myself. But I had seen, out of the comer of my eye
or with some part of my perceptive gear, a familiar face. Very much so, but the
face had been a blank, a hole in the cognitive field, a missing datum. I tried
to fill in that blank, but I couldn't. The recognition signal was blocked
somehow, lodged in the preconscious. I knew, damn it. I knew who it was, but I
couldn't say it. But there was no time now. I walked out of the cell. The turnkey was on duty at his desk, with one side of his
face down in a plate of stew, eyes open, staring. Quietly, I lifted his master
key, went over to the door and waved it at the code plate, and let myself out
of the cell block. Everyone in the station was out but me. Wide-eyed bodies
littered the corridors, office workers were slumped over consoles. Cops sat
against walls, leaned on doorjambs with their guns drawn, looking at them
stupidly, transfixed. In one office a printer had been left on and was spewing
out reams of hard copy in a continuous roll, piling up on the floor. From the
size of the pile I guessed that everyone had been out for ten minutes at least. I was looking for Petrovsky's office, or failing that,
trying to find where they stored prisoners' valuables, or where they kept
evidence. I needed Sam's key. Nobody showed signs of coming to yet, but I
hurried, running through the maze of white aseptic hallways, glancing into
rooms and dashing off again. Reilly's office was empty, and no sign of
Petrovsky anywhere. I tried a half dozen more offices, stumbled onto an
employees' lounge with two cops draped over a table awash with spilled
beverage, found a communications room, a storage room filled with filing
cabinets, a library, but nothing like a lock-and-key affair where evidence
would be stashed. Maybe Petrovsky had been going through my stuff when the
blackout hit—if I could find him.... I found him in another office sitting upright at the desk,
eyes glazed, deep in a trance that made him look like a redheaded Buddha,
helmet in his right hand, white handkerchief in his left, both arms extended
over the desk top as if in supplication. His head lolled to one side, gaze on
infinity. And on the floor in front of the desk lay Darla. 9 SHE WAS FACE-DOWN with her head resting on her right
forearm. I turned her over to find unfocused eyes looking through me. She had
changed clothes and was now in a dark green, ersatz-velvet jumpsuit, with black
knee-high boots. She looked very different. I got her to sit up and she
responded somewhat, moving as if underwater, limbs like taffy on a warm day,
but when I got her to her feet she couldn't walk, couldn't draw it all together
to perform all the motions in proper sequence. I leaned her against me, reached
over the desk, and pushed Petrovsky back in his chair. I opened the top desk
drawer and searched through it for Sam's key, but found only Darla's Wanner. I
took it, then reached inside Petrovsky's jacket for his pistol. I stooped, put
my shoulder to Darla's midsection, and she went up and over into a fireman's
carry like a sack of wheat. Her pack was near the overturned chair, and I threw
her gun into it and grabbed it. As I carried her through the station, I wondered how much time I had. I was getting the
feeling that everyone would be coming around soon enough. I didn't bother to
guess what had caused the phenomenon, since several methods were likely
candidates, but the extent and completeness of the effect were impressive. Nor
did I waste time wondering who had done it. Later—if there was a later—I'd
write a thank-you note on nice stationery and think about whom to send it to. I reached the garage, went on through to the man-size door,
thinking it strange that no one had come in from outside, unaffected and
wondering what the hell had happened—cops returning from driving their beats,
coming back from lunch, etc. I cracked the door and looked out into the lot.
Two stalwart constables were slouched in their car parked near the door,
stupefied grins beamed at no one in particular. I was really impressed now;
even more so when further outside I found • another cop who had been pulling
into the lot when the effect hit—either that or he was in the habit of wrapping
his vehicle around a heat-pump unit when he parked. His face was squashed up
against the front of the bubble. Which brought up our immediate transportation needs. Steal a
squad car? No chance. No time to hot-chip the thumbprint-lock or deactivate the
tracing beacons. Besides, they'd know what I was driving, down to the serial
number. Then I forgot the problem momentarily, staggered by the fact that
pedestrians on the near side of the street had been hit too. Three people lay
face down on the sidewalk. Good trick, that. I cut down an alleyway going
parallel to the street behind the station. Darla couldn't have massed over sixty kg at one-G, but she
was a burden on Goliath. Her pack was no bagatelle either. I found a walkway
between two outbuildings, put her down, and propped her up against a wall. I
firmly swatted her cheeks a few times, crossing carefully over the pain
threshold, then shook her as hard as I could. Her cheeks blushed the color of
winter dawn, her eyes fluttered, and she sighed, but she was still out on her
feet. Well, time to get moving again. I levered her up on my shoulder, hoisted
the pack, and stood mere debating where I should go. Then I sensed movement
behind me. I whirled around, almost toppling over. Two Ryxx stood in the alley, gawking at us, scrawny
bird-legs thrust out at oblique angles to the pavement, shoring up their fat
ostrichlike bodies against at least twice the Ryxx homeworld's gravity. Clear
assist masks covered their faces, faces that did not belong on bird bodies,
sour old faces like those of Terran camels, but the eyes were much bigger, and
there were four of them, two above the snout in the usual configuration, two at
the base of the long slender neck. They liked to look where they put those
taloned avian feet. They were dressed in the usual manner, in skintight body
suits of brightly colored material with embroidered gilt designs around the
lower eyeholes. Their huge bony hands—hands that once were framework for wing
membrane—were folded up with | spindly arms in a very complicated manner at the
sides. I clucked the appropriate greeting, all I knew of their
language, which, written out, comes out to: "R-r-ryxx-ryxx (click) r-r-ryxx,"
with each morpheme at a slightly different pitch. With my language ability, I
had probably asked them to pass the salt. The one on the right returned the greeting, and added in
'System, "And hello to you, Roadbrother." "And to you, Roadbrothers," I said, "many
thanks, if I am indebted to you for my freedom." I turned and walked away after I decided they were not going
to respond or change facial expressions to give me some sort of clue. I didn't
look back, knowing they were following at a discreet distance. I went out to the street on which the Militia station
fronted further down. This was risky, but I had walked away from the Ryxx
automatically, even though they made no move to obstruct me. I stood at the
mouth of the alley next to a Stop-N-Shop. Colonists passed by, looked at me and
the lithe young girl slung across my shoulder, frowned, and walked on. But I
didn't look at them. There it was. The antique automobile, parked on the street
in front of the store. The motor was running. It had a key! Not an electronic signaller/beacon/radio like
Sam's key, but a key, for God's sake, a piece of metal that fit into a
mechanical lock. I marveled at the interior, the metal grillwork of the dash,
the blue fur of the seats, the pink shaggy carpeting of the floor, the pair of
fuzzy dice hanging from the rearview mirror... and the wheel, the steering
wheel. Sweet Mother, a wheel with a shiny knob stuck to it. What was this? A
gear shift, angling out from the salient hump on the floor that bisected the
interior, a big old gearshift tipped with a bulbous handle with an H engraved
on it, like so:
Gears? Steering wheel? Manually operated windows that
appeared to be made of glass? This was no Skyway-worthy vehicle. Wait a minute.
Oh, here they were, under the dash, the readouts. Not the funny oil pressure
and water-temperature gauges, the real ones hidden away: plasma temp, current
delta, everything. This was a fusion-powered roadster. A mock-up, not the real
thing. But still.'what the hell was this? A clutch! Just like in the books. It
couldn't be, but I saw no other way of operating the thing. Let's see now, if I remember correctly.. .depress clutch
pedal—letting out the clutch—and it should be in neutral. Where was the N? No
N. Okay, the line connecting the two uprights on the H. Neutral. Now, shift
into 1. First gear. Right, now... The car lurched forward, and I felt the motor dying on me. I
floored the pedal again and the car stopped, but something had been straining
to hold it back. What was this, this handle over here? Ah, a mechanical brake.
I guessed. Sure. I fiddled with it until the shaft popped back into its
hidey-hole under the dash. The car rolled forward slowly, coasting down the
gentle incline of the street. I finally got the car in gear, and we started
moving. Darla was lying faceup on the seat next to me, showing signs of waking
up. She moaned softly and moved her head from side to side. As we pulled away, a tall young man with an odd haircut came
running out of the store, yelling. "Hey! Where the hell do you—? HEY! COME BACK HERE!" I depressed the accelerator pedal and the car shot forward
with alarming speed, the sound of the engine rising to a high-pitched whine. "You lousy bastards!" the kid yelled as we roared
down the street. Lousy? I hadn't heard the word in years. It was distinctly American and archaic. The engine howled in protest, demanding to be shifted. I let
out the clutch, and the engine raced wildly until I decided it would be a good
idea to lift my foot from the accelerator. I wrestled with the gearshift until
it found a notch to rest in, then tentatively eased up on the clutch pedal. The
car gave a little shake and jumped forward in second gear. The owner had given
up running after us and stood arms akimbo in the middle of the street. I waved. The car had amazing power. More remarkable was how the guts
of the machine had been altered to perform as if it were really an intemal-combustion-driven
vehicle with a mechanical transmission. I turned a corner to the left. "Jake!" It was Darla, snapping awake. She sat up
with a jerk, braced herself with one hand on the dash, one on the seat back,
looking around .at me and the car, her face frozen in wonder. Finally, she gasped, "Jake, what happened?" "Good morning. I don't know, but we're out of one
pickle and into another." "Where did you—?" The strangeness of the vehicle
hit her. "What is this thing?" "Somebody's idea of history on wheels. I stole it, if
you must know. But first, tell me how you avoided getting burnt to a crisp back
at the ranch." "Huh?" She "screwed up her face, rubbed her
eyes, and leaned back into the seat. "Sorry, I'm still feeling a little
strange. How did I... ? Oh, yeah." She turned her head sharply to me.
"They didn't tell you? You mean, you thought I was dead?" "Thought you were scorched meat." "Oh, Jake, I'm so sorry." "Never mind. Well, how did you manage it? That bolt was
dead on target." I clucked disapprovingly. "Little foolhardy to take
potshots at a Militia flitter, don't you think? Silly girl." She grinned sheepishly. "Dumb but proud, I guess."
Her expression changed. "Damn it, Jake, I didn't want them to take you. I
aimed for the impeller, thinking to send them out of control for a second so
you could duck out of the light." I turned into a side street, getting off the main boulevard.
The tires squealed. They didn't crackle—squealed like a puppy getting a paw
nipped underfoot. "Wouldn't have made any difference. With their
night-sight gear it was broad daylight to them. The searchlights were for our
benefit. The human prey instinctively thinks darkness hides him." "I never thought of it." She bit her lip and
frowned, then shrugged it off. "Anyway," she went on, "the
impeller had extra shielding, so the point's academic. I fired, then
immediately hit the ground and rolled. Even so, I barely made it." She
pulled down the wide collar of the jumpsuit to reveal a soft bare shoulder
seared with angry red bums. "I had them treated. It's not too bad, really.
Second-degree." "Still," I said, "it was stupid, but I love
you for it." I leaned over and kissed her shoulder. She broke into a big grin and threw her arms around me.
"Jake, darling, I'm so .glad!" "Whoa! I have to steer this thing." Heedless, she
covered my mouth with hers and blocked my view. My arms were pinned by her hug,
and the car swerved to the right toward a rig unloading a pop-up dome at a
vacant lot. "Hey!" I yelled when my mouth was finally free, grabbed
the shiny knob on the wheel, and shoved it to the right. A woman unloading the
rig dodged out of the way, then cussed us out in what sounded like Cape Dutch. "Whoops! Sorry." Darla climbed down off me. She
went through her little straightening-up routine, then looked at me.
"Where're we going?" she asked. "If I knew where Sam was, I'd get out of town fast. I
have a feeling that this thing could outrun any Militia vehicle, even an
interceptor, maybe. But—" "My God, I almost forgot," she interrupted, and
reached into her right hip pocket, took out Sam's key, and handed it to me.
"Petrovsky was trying to persuade me to call Sam in, lure him so they
could immobilize him and search the rig. For the map, I guess. I managed to get
the key in my pocket before I passed out." I took the black oblong box and pressed the call tab. "Jake! Where in the name of Jesus are you?" "Tooling around Maxwellville, looking for you. Where
the hell are you?" "Out in the bush near the Skyway to the Seven Suns
Interchange portal. Looking for that damn ranch, or John, or Darla, or anybody
who can... [sputter]... what the hell's going on?" "Everybody's in town. Can you give me your position
more exactly?" "Not exactly. There's no navigation satellite around
Goliath. But I'm about twenty klicks north of the Skyway ...
[crackle].,." The rest of the transmission got swallowed in static. "Sam, you're fading out. Repeat." "... ten klicks above the road... use the beacon..." "Sam, t can't read you, but stay put and turn on your
beacon. Repeat, stop and turn on your beacon. Acknowledge." "... on beacon, rodger. I read you loud and..." "Jake," Darla said. She was looking back through
the oval rear window. "A cop car crossed the intersection we just passed
through, going to our right. Don't know if he saw us." "Right. Well, they're up and about. And that kid
probably wasted no time reporting his horse-and-buggy stolen." "I should have given you the key right away, but I was
groggy as hell.'., "Doesn't matter," I said. "In order to slip
out of town, we need a nondescript vehicle. Trouble is, if we steal
another..." At that moment we saw John and company in their Gadabout
coming from the opposite direction. Winnie was with them. I rolled down the
window and yelled to no avail, then remembered the hom. Where? A button? No,
right here, the padded knob at the hub of the wheel. The nom tootled its absurd
herald, and in the rearview mirror I saw John leaning out the driver's port,
looking back. I did a fast U-turn, drew up to them and leaned on the hom. They
pulled to the curb beside a vacant lot. Darla got out her gun and I looked
around. Maxwellville reminded me of the little Jersey resort towns we used to
vacation in when times were good—flat, with low white or pastel buildings, but
here there were numerous vacant lots and a great deal of open, space. I hoped
this wouldn't take long. Winnie scrambled out of the Gadabout and ran over to us. I
got out of the vehicle and she hugged my legs, then jumped in to embrace Darla.
I told Darla to keep a lookout, then went over to the Gaddy. "Jake!" John greeted me cheerily. "You're
out!" "Not for long, if I don't get out of town." His smile faded. "Oh. Anything we can do?" "Yeah. Lend me your vehicle." "Uhhh..." His expression froze. "I know it's a lot to ask," I said, filling up the
silence in a hurry. 'Tell you what. Why don't you pull into that little diner
over there, go in, leave the key in the Gaddy. I'll steal it. Give me about a
half hour, then report it. I'll leave the car out on the Skyway, and there'll be
no problems." Susan was in the back seat. She
leaned forward and spoke into John's ear, but not so that I couldn't overhear. "John, don't do it," she pleaded. "We're in
enough trouble. Colonel Petrovsky said—" She broke off and looked at me
guiltily. "Sorry, Jake, but we'd like to stay out of this." "I can understand," I said, wondering if I had the
callous gall to yank John out of his seat, shoo Roland and Susan out... or just
pull a gun on them. But, damn it, you just don't do that sort of thing to friends. John looked depressed. "I really don't know," he
said, shaking his head wearily. Nothing like the sight of Reticulans to take your mind off a
moral quandary. They came ghosting by, four of them, rolling along in their
low-slung, bright blue-green roadster. It was a big machine with a trailer
tagging along behind, attached by accordian joint. The trailer was easily big
enough for an off-road buggy. The vehicle proper was a rhapsody of arcane
aerodynamic surfaces, curving sinuously, set about with clear low bubbles, tiny
minarets, spikes, and knobs. The aliens weren't looking at me—by that I mean
their heads weren't turned— but I knew those camera-eyes were set at extreme
wide-angle. Had they followed from the station? How? I hadn't seen them.
Uncanny, I heard Petrovsky say. But who can understand aliens? And
wherever the Reticulans were, the Militia would be close behind. "Jake, we'd really like to help," John was saying.
I don't think any of them noticed the Rikkis. I turned back to him. "It could mean my life,
John." "—but I... Oh, dear." John looked completely lost. "Let's do it," Roland said forcefully. "We
have no choice, morally speaking." "But the authorities," John wavered. "What
exactly is our responsibility... ?" "I think the moral issues are clear," Susan said.
"Jake helped us, and last night we helped him. At least we tried to." "You're doing moral bookkeeping?" Roland chided.
"Since when was an ethical issue a matter of debits and credits?" "I am not keeping books," Susan retorted, a
little hurt. "I just don't think it wise to get involved any more than we
are. We're going to be living on this planet—" "Jake, as far as I'm concerned," Roland told me,
leaning past John to look out the port, "you can have the Gaddy." "You didn't let me finish," Susan said
hotly. "I suppose it's up to me, then," John lamented,
the democratic process weighing heavily on his shoulders. "Jake, do you really think it's fair," Susan
appealed to me, "to ask us to risk being dragged into whatever you're
involved in?" "Huh?" I was looking at the Reticulans. They had
turned a comer to the left and had stopped, the rear end of the trailer
sticking out from behind the comer of an auxiliary building to a farm-equipment
stockyard. I wasn't overly concerned with them at the moment. They were taking
a risk cruising around a human city. Darla had her blunderbuss aimed in their
general direction. She'd blast first and inquire later if they showed. I kept
one eye on the other side of the building. "I'm sorry, what did you say, Susan?" "Susan has cast her vote," Roland said.
"John, what's yours?" John started to say something when Susan
blurted out, "I am really angry with you two!" Her cheeks glowed and
she was on the verge of tears. "I'm being totally ignored here and
everytime I say something—" "Nobody's ignoring you," Roland said sharply.
Susan was exasperated. "There you go again!" "People,
people..." John intoned placatingly. Darla was looking back at me, as if
to say. What gives? A good question. I had my own moral decision to make, and
time was running out. I fingered the handle of Petrovsky's pistol inside my
pocket. "We must approach this rationally, as always,"
John told his congregation. "Now, there's really no big hurry to get back
to the ranch. I suggest we go into the diner... and not leave the key—Jake here
being the resourceful sort that he is..." He looked at me for support. "That'd be fine," I said. But it would mean more
time wasted, time to hot-chip the antitheft systems. And tools? Where would
they come from? "One thing, though," I said, "Do they give you a
handikit with one of these things? Tool kit, for emergencies?" Roland opened the storage drawer under his seat and began to
rifle through it. "That way," John continued, "we could claim
we had no intention of helping Jake get away. Aiding and abetting, and all that
noise." He turned to Susan hopefully. "Is that acceptable?" "Lots of debris in here," Roland said, hunting
frantically. "Can't seem to find... what's this?" He held up a
greasy thing-amabob with a stray wire hanging from it. "Old engine part," I told him. "No, it's not acceptable, John, and you know it,"
Susan said huffily. "They'll never believe us. I'm getting out of this car
right now." "Now, wait a minute, please," John said. Roland looked up. "Oh, she's not going anywhere,"
he scoffed. "Watch me," Susan retorted frostily, and started
sliding toward the curbside door. John reached .back and grabbed her arm. "Susan,
please," he pleaded. And I grabbed John's arm. "People, I really don't have
time for this." John turned to me, a bit annoyed. "Uh, wait Just a
moment, will you?" Susan tried yanking her arm free but John held fast.
"Roland, talk to her!" "No tools," Roland said to me. I grunted. Well, no choice, really.... Susan had the door open and one leg hanging out, trying to
pry John's fingers from her arm. "Let me go," she said through
clenched teeth. "Roland, please, talk to her!" "Quit acting like a child," Roland snapped,
glancing up at her while still trying ;to find something useful in the drawer. "Go to hell. John, let go!" "Suzie, please," John said, his voice low and
appeasing. "We'll sort this out. Just wait one more minute before
you—" "Oh, let her leave," Roland told him, disgusted.
"Where's she going to go?" "Anywhere! If I can get out
of here. I'm warning you, if you don't—" "Susan, sometimes you're a complete shit. Do you know
that?" She stopped struggling and glared at Roland. "You
bastard! How dare you say that to me!" "Well, you tell me how we're going to make a go of this
colony when people bugger off at the first sign of trouble." "The first sign of—?" Susan's rage turned to
disbelief. "As if this expedition hasn't been a disaster from the day we
left Khadija! Three of us are dead, for God's sake." "Yes, I know," Roland
said, "but we've lost others. A i planet, new dangers—" "Ever hear of trying to prepare for those things? First
silly breakdown... and whose idea was it to disturb those nests of whatever the
hell they were? Isn't the first rule you should follow on an unknown
planet—?" "Yes, the first rule is 'never assume,'" John
said, "and I broke it. I take complete responsibility." "And that makes it all right?" "No, it doesn't." "Let her go." Roland was fed up. John sighed. Susan took advantage of the slack and jerked her arm free.
Roland immediately reached back and gripped her wrist. Darla was saying with her eyes: What are the morons doing
now? I shrugged helplessly. "Look, damn it, I want everyone to stop grabbing me...
this instant!" Susan slapped at Roland's fist. This was getting out of hand. On top of it, I was coming
down with the creepy itches again. I brushed off both shoulders. What was it?
Nerves? Bugs? "Susan, please, please calm down," John was
saying. "Let go of me." "Roland, let her go." "Where exactly do you think you're going?" Roland
asked her. "To the motel where Roger and Shari are staying." "We'll drive you there. All right?" "No, thank you. I prefer to walk." "Susan, be reasonable. Let her go, Roland." "Don't be stupid," Roland told her. 'Take your bloody hands off me." "No, I won't take my hands off you until you listen to
reason for one goddamn minute." "I said take your hands off me!" "JAKE!" It was Darla, standing beside the car with
the door open, pointing with urgency to something behind me. I whirled and saw
the front end of a squad car peeking from behind a pile of junk in the vacant
lot across the street. "Everybody down!" I dove over the engine housing
of the Gaddy, glided over the slippery finish, went end over end to hit ground
with a turned shoulder, and rolled to a crouch. The Teelies looked at me as if
I were insane. I crawled over, opened Roland's door. "Get down! DOWN!" Roland got the
idea first, grabbed the collar of John's funny-looking gray cassock and pulled
him over down to the seat. I was reaching for Susan when the first salvo hit.
The aeroglass windscreen of the Gaddy erupted into crushed ice. Susan still sat
there—miraculously unhurt—shaking her head, baffled. "Why... why are they
shooting at us? We're not—" I yanked her out of the car and down to the pavement just as
the next salvo slammed into the Gaddy. The air was alive with high-density
slugs, their hypersonic cracking louder than the report that sent them on their
way. The Gaddy shook like green jello as slugs chunked into it from at least
three directions. John and Roland tumbled out of the front door in a pile. "Stay low!" I told them. Looking around, I saw no
cover. The lot on this side had nothing to offer but dry scrub brush and a few
Wurlitzer trees. I heard Darla gun the automobile's engine. The tires wailed
as she popped the clutch pedal and jumped the curb. She came toward us swerving
crazily. A steering wheel's hard to get used to. She crossed the paved sidewalk
and ran the car into the loose sandy soil of the lot, sideswiped a Wurlitzer,
then straightened out and came at us, the tires shooting streamers of dirt
behind. She pulled up alongside the Gaddy and slid to a halt, racing the engine
noisily. Then she accidentally let up on the clutch while in gear and nearly
stalled the engine, but managed to keep it going. As she opened the driver's
door an HD slug whanged off the Chevy, screaming away in ricochet. I didn't
have time to be surprised at that. The door now effectively blocked the cops'
angle of fire from one vantage point. I helped John get past me, then Roland. "Everybody in!" I said. "Stay low!" I
shoved Susan through the door, Darla helping inside. The antique vehicle was
now attracting most of the fire, but it was partially blocked by the Gaddy,
which was flying apart in frayed pieces. Roland crawled through, then John
hauled his lean frame up and over the seat. Right then another shot hit the
door, spanging off as well, but the impact nearly knocked me aside. I pushed
and shoved John's skinny bun up and into what I now knew to be an HD-proof
vehicle, miracle of miracles. A high-density slug is hard to stop. The front seat was a tangle of bodies. I pulled myself in,
wedging myself into position, trying to force my foot through a snake pit of
arms and legs to the accelerator pedal. I got to it and pressed down. The
engine howled, but the buggy didn't move. I had to shift into first but
couldn't reach die clutch pedal. My left foot was lodged between the door and
the front seat. I bent over and ducked my head under the wheel, painfully
contorting myself down to where I could push me pedals with my hands. Someone
drove an elbow into my ear. "Darla, shift! Put the thing to number one!" I felt the shaft move against my neck. I let the clutch
pedal slide out from my hand and flattened the accelerator with my forearm. The
motor howled and the G-force pinned my neck against the gearshift. We were
moving. "Steer!" I shouted. Out of the comer of my eye I
saw her leaning over the back of the seat with her hands on the wheel. A sudden flash and an explosion. They had brought up exciter
cannon. The Gaddy was no more. It also meant we didn't have a chance. Seconds
later a white-hot cloud of brilliance enveloped us—and just as quickly we were
out of it. An exciter bolt had hit us dead center and we were unharmed. The vehicle shook with impact after impact, shots bouncing
off like stones from steel plate. Darla wheeled to the left and we hit
something, but it didn't stop us. The engine was shouting for second gear, but
I didn't want to chance it. Then I suddenly realized we had time. We had taken the worst
they could throw at us. "Everybody off!" I hollered, stupidly,
because I was the one on top. I let up on the accelerator and untangled myself. "Ouch!" came Roland's voice. A hand clawed at my
face. Darla took her hands from the wheel and helped pull me off
the pile of Teelies .Susan got free and crawled into the back seat, leaving
Roland, John, and me to sort ourselves out. We finally did and I came up for
air, cracked the door to get my foot free, slammed it closed again. We were
coasting through the brush on the other side of the lot. We reached the
sidewalk, bounced over the curb, and by that time I had the transmission rammed
into second. I floored the pedal and we roared out into the street, the tires
yipping like hounds at bay. "Which way to the highway?" I asked, but didn't
get an answer. Two squad cars angled out into the street presented a more
pressing question. My answer was straightforward. With all the confidence in
the world, I blithely aimed our anachronistic vehicle for the apex of the
triangle the blocking cars formed. "Hang on, people." Shots caromed off the glass—which wasn't glass at all— and
coherent beams played over the curving, glossy hull. Impervious. We hit the
squad cars with a loud bang but a mild jolt, shoved them carelessly aside, and
raced on down the street. We passed other cop cars, an armored personnel
carrier, then broke through the perimeter the Militia had secured. Their second
line of defense was negligible: wooden barriers. I made toothpicks of a few of
them, screeched around a comer to the right, hung a left, then a right again,
then debouched onto a wide boulevard mat seemed to lead away from town. Frightening power throbbed beneath my foot. I'd never driven
anything with comparable performance. And it was still in third gear. The
"speedometer" read ninety somethings per hour. Miles? Sure.
Appropriate to the period. For the next twenty minutes I drove with nothing in my way
but air. Maxwellville thinned to suburbs, then to development tracts, then to
nothing but open road with bare land on either side. No roadblocks; they hadn't
had time. Everyone sat in dazed silence. The Teelies were stunned, blank faces
staring at the mesa rolling by. Flashing barriers ahead, a new section of Colonial highway,
and a sign. TO SKYWAY AND SEVEN SUNS INTERCHANGE—ROUTES 85, 14 AND POINTS
SPINWARD. I managed to avoid hitting the barriers. We shot over the entry ramp
and out onto new Maklite surface six lanes wide. I called Sam. "I got a fix on you now, boy." "That's good," I said. "Where are you?" "Out in the bush by the starslab. But don't worry,
I'II pick you up. What are you driving?" "You won't believe it, but you'll know it the moment
you see it. Old Terran automobile. A replica, of course. But, Sam, I'll need to
know where you are. We have to make the switch off the road somewhere, out of
sight. Everybody in the galaxy's hot on my trail." "Really? Hold on." A pause. "Yeah,
I'm painting them now. Too far away, can't tell exactly how many... .Hey!
What're you trying to do, bum up the road?" "That's the general idea." "What's your speed?" 'Two hundred miles per hour." "What? Oh, I understand. Wait a minute. If it's a
true replica, the speedometer wouldn't read that high." "The needle buried itself at 100, then came up the
other side again, and the numbers changed. This buggy's a replica as far as
looks, but under the engine hous—I mean the hood— she's something else again.
I'm waiting to get to the Skyway to see what she can do." "Better step on it now. Something's gaining on you." "Okay." I thought it was about time for fourth
gear. I slid it in smoothly and the car surged ahead, pressing us back into our
seats. The numbers on the speedometer now ranged from 200 to 300. I urged the
car onward and the needle crept up to 250. "God, I can't believe this old rattletrap—" I
looked at the speedometer again and did a take. "What? Now this thing
reads like a machometer!" "You sure?" "Yeah. It is a machometer." "And it's not a reaction-drive vehicle?" "Negative. I'm at Mach point three five and holding.
Sam, how's the Skyway up ahead for high-speed travel?" "It's all straightaway to the portal, but be
careful. You know what they say. No ground vehicle is safe anywhere at over
Mach point five." "Right, but let 'em eat my dust for a while back
there." "They're still gaining." "They are? Sam, get moving!" "Say again?" "Get rolling now. If they're still gaining, it's a
Militia interceptor, and I know exactly who's driving it." The ambush
hadn't been Petrovsky's doing. That had been Elmo reasserting his authority.
But Petrovsky was on his own now, that wide Slavic nose pushed to the scent.
"No chance of us meeting anywhere on Goliath. Get moving toward Seven Suns
and we'll play it by ear from there." "Hold on, now, I'm getting more than one blip.
There's the fast-moving one, and then there're two behind him, a little slower." The Reticulans, with a backup vehicle? "And tailing them at a fairly good clip is another
one." The Ryxx, maybe. "And behind them..." "More?" Well, hell. "Move it out, Sam. You'll
have a lot more speed on the other side. Vacuum." "You don't know what Stinky did to me. Feel like a
new man. I haven't opened it up yet, but my cruising speed's up by at least
thirty percent. Stinky outdid himself this time." "Good, but get rolling!" "Okay, okay!" In no time we reached the old Skyway, pointing straight and
true toward a limitless horizon. The machometer crept upward—but what about
aerodynamics? The vehicle's shape was rounded, "streamlined" was the
word that came to mind, but the surface didn't look capable of slicing an air
mass at Mach one. There were no stabilizer foils, no GE flange, nothing.
There'd be heavy turbulence ahead if I kept pushing, and possible disaster. But
how was the car staying on the road at the speed we were doing now? And in
Goliath's soupy air to boot? To say there was more to this vehicle than met the
eye was an understatement by several degrees. "Sam, are you grabbing slab?" "That I am, son. I'm tracking you at Mach point
four. Where's the fire?" "Up my kazoo. By the way, what happened at
Stinky's?" "Well, it's a long story." "Edit it severely." "Right. Stinky worked on me all day yesterday, then
into evening. He said it was a challenge. It was 'way after dark when he
finished, and I insisted he rehook me to the trailer and let me squeeze into
the garage. I hadn't heard from you, and I thought it best. He balked at that,
but gave in. It was a tight fit. Anyway, about an hour later I hear somebody
breaking into the place. So I took off, not bothering to open doors. Stinky's
garage is now naturally air-conditioned." I winced. Stinky would go for the jugular next time he
clapped eyes on me. "Got you. Then what?" "Then nothing. I took off in the general direction
John had said his farm was in, but couldn't find anything. I had half a mind to
give you a buzz, but it just didn't seem like a good idea." "You were right. Would've given you away. Besides, I
had the beeper turned off. God knows why, but I thought it'd take them a while
to trace us to John's place, thought we were safe. But, go on." "Well, there isn't much more. Wandered all night in
the bush. Spotted a couple blips once, powered down and made like a rock.
Airborne bandits, and they passed right overhead The cops?" "The same. Sam, you were nearer than you thought. But
if that's true, I can't understand why I had trouble reading you." "Probably because I hid in a deep arroyo. Had a hell
of a time getting out of there. What's more, you called on FM." "Merte. Remind me to have the key redesigned so
that the AM and FM select tabs are on opposite sides." The silence in the car was getting me down. "Anyone for
Twenty Questions?" I asked, and felt immediately inappropriate. I glanced
around to find Susan glowering at me. "Sorry," I said lamely. "Now you tell me your life story." "That is much too long a tale, Sam. Later." "Damn
it, you never tell me anything." "Okay, a synopsis. The cops nabbed me, then someone
sprang me. Don't know who, but I think it was the Ryxx." "The Ryxx?
What the hell do they have to do with this?" "Don't know that either,
exactly, but I have an idea. As I said, later." •' Roland surprised me by asking, "Jake, how did
you get... uh, sprung?" I told him about the neural-scrambler field. "Then
someone tickled me with something to bring me around, and I got out." "Can you describe the symptoms?" Darla and Winnie began talking in the back seat as I told
him. Roland smacked fist into palm. "Then, I didn't fall
asleep on watch!" "Yeah?" "I knew it! I've never done that, and I've stood
watch more than most soldiers." "You're telling me the same thing hit us last
night?" "No question. I remember sitting there by the fire,
feeling a headache coming on. Then a buzzing sound... and then there was a
strange interlude there. I wasn't asleep. It was like an extended daydream. A
reverie. And the next-thing I knew you were kicking me and the flitters were on
us." Which meant that it had been the Reticuians who had
en-" gineered my escape from the station. One more unfittable piece in an
ever-growing puzzle. Darla leaned over the seat.
"Jake, from what Winnie tells me, Roland's right. She wasn't affected by
the field, or the effect, or whatever it was." "Most likely it was attuned to human neural
patterns," I ventured. "I'll buy that. What else did she say?" "She said she heard someone walk up to the house. She
got frightened, tried to wake us, but we were out cold. Then she ran outside
and hid in the bush." "Did she see anything?" "No, but she says she knows that two humans came into
the house, and one nonhuman. She says the nonhuman frightened her a great deal.
The smell was bad." "Does she have any idea what they did?" Darla asked her. I realized then that, while I couldn't
understand Winnie most of the time, Darla never seemed to have any trouble. "She doesn't know," Darla reported. She looked
over my shoulder and then said, "Jake, how fast are we going?" I looked. The needle had just edged past Mach point five.
"Wow," was all I could say. "Jesus Christ!" John shouted. I looked up. Sam was ahead. I swerved to the left and we
passed him like he was painted on the road. "Slow down, speed demon!" Sam's voice came
from the dashboard under the windscreen, where I had thrown the key. "Crazy
kids! No sense of responsibility." He chuckled. "You're right.
That buggy is a blast from the past. Look's like a middle-twentieth-century
Chevrolet to me. I'm no expert, though, on these things." I eased up on the pedal, and the needle fell off to saner
speeds. "How's our pursuit doing?" "He's pacing us now. Knows he can't catch you." "Yeah, but he can catch you, Sam. Dump the load. Unhook
the trailer." "Not on your life, son. We're paid to deliver goods,
not leave 'em strewn over a hundred klicks of road. Besides, he's after.you
now, not me." "Sam, I'm not so sure of that. If I had any sort of
priceless artifact, especially a map, wouldn't I leave it with you? Why do you
think they wanted to search you? Petrovsky might try to disable you and do just
that." "Who the hell's Petrovsky?" "Sorry. The guy nipping at our tail." "I can handle any cop who has a notion to breach my
road rights." "Sam, you know you can't. So, cut the crap and dump
it." "Is that any way to talk to your father? Moreover, my
disrespectful son, you forget something. I'm still mostly machine—in fact,
let's face it—I'm nothing but, or so they tell me. Machines must obey
programming. And I can't circumvent your tricky anti-hijack program. Only you
can detach the trailer with your thumbprint." He was right, and I had forgotten completely. "Sorry,
Dad." Alarms blared from somewhere inside the vehicle, startling
everybody. We then watched goggle-eyed as strange things began to happen to the
instrument panel. Magically, the funny dials and gauges metamorphosed into more
conventional-looking readouts, melting and reshaping as if worked by the hand
of an unseen sculptor. It took but a few seconds, and the final result was a
complete portal-approach display. "Remarkable," John said beside me, his bony knees
sticking up sharply. "Roland, change places with John. Give me a hand with
these readouts." They did. John breathed easier and stretched out, glad to
get off the hump that housed the drive train... at least I thought that
was what it was. I missed the warning signs, a blur beside the road. The
cylinders split the sky ahead, towering columns of unknowable energy and
substance. As we watched, a phthisic finger of lightning crackled down from a
clear sky to touch the lead left cylinder. Branching secondary tendrils snaked
from it to link the others in a fiery web, and for a second an eerie bloom of
pale blue light grew around the whole portal array, then shrunk back on itself,
vanished. I had only seen it happen once before. You can divide your
life into sections marked off by the event of witnessing a portal call down a
bolt from the clear blue. Everyone exhaled. "Seat belts?" I blurted. "Any safety
harnesses in here?" "No," Darla said. "Don't see any, except for
this funny hand strap hung between the windows." Strange. "Well, grab it, or something. Anything."
And then I remembered what was on the other side of the portal. "Windows?
Are all the windows shut?" Are all the windows shut? I couldn't believe I was
saying it. Could it be that this contraption wasn't vacuum-worthy? But no. Its
rightful owner had passed us on the Skyway, and he could only have come from Groombridge, the only portal
leading to Goliath. Unless he'd been out on the plains punking around. But
there was nothing out there but hoplite crabs and misery. The possibility lingered,
but surely the windows weren't glass.... "All shut, Jake," Darla said. "As a matter of
fact, the back window on Susan's side was open just a slit, and I happened to
catch it closing by itself when the needle went over one hundred. Now my window
handle won't budge." Things were happening too fast, and I was disoriented. The
commit marker streaked past, and the guide lane skittered beneath us. We were
streaking across a perilously thin edge of safety at a speed that was too fast
for reaction, almost. But through the wheel I felt another controlling force,
an assisting hand—an automatic system of some sort. The instrument panel was
lit up in reassuring green, and things seemed to be going fine. The cylinders whizzed by in a flickering blur, and we were
through the aperture. We arrived smoothly on a world of mirror-flat ice plains,
broken by low outcroppings of dark rock and occasional fracture rills. The road
cut straight ahead to a deceptively close horizon. It was dead night, but a
million stars gave the ice a sheen by which you could pick out features of the
landscape. And almost directly overhead there hung a chandelier of seven bright
stars, brighter by far than any seen on most planets. I pressed my face against
the window and looked up for a second or two. There had been no surge of speed when the car had hit
vacuum. I checked the machometer. Yes, only a slight increase. The car had some
remarkable aerodynamic properties. I tried calling Sam, but there was no answer. Too early. I
had no idea how far behind he had been, and now I was worried. Alarms sounded again. The sound was different this time. A
scanner screen appeared on the panel, showing traffic ahead, and I slowed down.
Soon we were down below Mach point three, and decelerating. I didn't want to
get too far ahead of Sam. There was now a decision to make: where to go? Seven
Suns offered three portals, with three separate ingress points feeding into
them: one from Goliath, two from other interstellar routes. One portal led back
to the heart of the Terran Maze by a many-light-year jump, another to Ryxx
territory. The third was potluck, so there were really only two choices, unless
we felt very lucky. "Sam, come in. Are you okay?" "I'm fine. Captain. I've got a cop on my tail,
though." I made a decision and braked. "I'm slowing down." "Negative! Get your butt through that Ryxx portal!
Get out of T-Maze. It's your only chance." "I think I can handle him. This car is some kind of
fused-up alien buggy with all kinds of surprises in it. Haven't found the armaments
yet, but I've a feeling I may be able to outshoot an interceptor. Whereas
you—" "Son, think a moment. What can this Petrovsky
character do to me? If he pulls me over, so what? If he searches, what'II he
find? Meanwhile, you can get away." "He may impound you." "Again, so what? I'll cool my rollers for a while
till you get back." It did make sense. "Okay. I guess." I didn't like
it. "In fact, I'm kind of hoping he does pull me over.
Maybe a Roadbug'lt come along and— Hold on." The key was silent for half a minute. Then I said,
"Sam? What's going on?" "He passed me. I said he was after you." "Yeah." I upped our speed as much as the traffic
would allow. I was weaving in and out of lanes now, passing rigs, roadsters,
alien conveyances of every sort and description. "One problem about
ducking into Ryxx Maze, though. One of those blips you painted was a Ryxx
vehicle." "They sprung you, now they're chasing you. Logical." "I've learned through the Teelies here that it wasn't
the Ryxx who got me out." "Who did? I'm confused." "That makes three of us. I'm twice as confused as you.
I think it was the Reticulans." "Oh, well, that explains everything." "Clear as shit, isn't it?" Something occurred to
me. "The thing that really puzzles me is how the Rikkis traced us to the
Teelies' farm. The Militia did it by making inquiries in town, but the Rikkis
couldn't have done that. And Petrovsky told me that he was following them."
I realized that Sam was in the dark about all of that. "Sorry, Sam. I'll
fill you in when we have time." "Oh no, go ahead. I'm writing this all down. What
about Wilkes?" "No idea. As far as I know, he's out of this whole
mess." "Well, that's one less fly on the pile." A pause.
"Jake, you'd better see about what guns you can bring to bear on the cop." "It'll be hard, on the run like this, but as I said,
you wouldn't believe what this buggy's capable of." The tumoff for the T-Maze portal came up. The Skyway split
into one branch that curved gradually to the left and one that continued
straight. Most of the traffic veered left, but I kept our bow pointed dead
ahead. "Okay, there goes one option. Now it's either Ryxx country or
oblivion." "Are you sure the Ryxx are in on this snipe hunt?"
"I have it on good authority that they are." "Uh-huh. Beats
me what you should do, then. Maybe you should've taken that turnoff." "Damned if I do, damned if I don't. If I head on
through to Theron, it means another high-speed chase and few places to duck
off-road, because of the bogs. Next up is Straightaway, which is all salt flats
and no place to hide, then Doron, where there's another Militia base. If
you remember, we were guests there once." "Oh, yes. I remember. Hm." "So, I'd rather take my chances with the Ryxx. Besides.
you used to have friends there. Maybe Krk-(whistle/click) knows something about
this. Wasn't that his name?" "Approximately. Of course, it's 'she' now. They all
turn diploid in later life. But her nest is ten thousand klicks into the Maze.
And that was a hell of a long time ago." Options were indeed dwindling. I half-entertained going
off-road over the ice to find the T-Maze road—but I had five innocent lives to
consider. I hadn't begun to decide what to do with the Teelies. Maybe turning
myself in would be the best thing after all. Finally clear up this mess.
Except... Except for the small matter of the Delphi series. But then,
maybe it wouldn't be all that bad. Hell. So what if it meant a stint in a psych
motel, drooling and finger-painting the walls with my own feces? Couple of
months learning all over again to go potty, wave bye-bye. Could do that
standing on my head. I'd come out of there a new man. Um.. .no thanks. The traffic thinned. The terrain flattened even more, low
ridges becoming more scarce. The car became a mite scurrying across a giant
billiard ball. Above, the stars were crisp and clear, like clean little holes
drilled through black velvet. Around us, in the biggest hockey rink ever, ice
glistened in the interstellar night. A warning tone sounded once again, this time a gonging bell
that said, "Battle stations!" The instrument panel underwent
still another transformation, while the scanner screen tracked a fast-moving
blip. Looked like a floater missile. "Roland, see what you can do with this fire-control
board." Roland scrutinized the panel, tentatively fingered a few
controls. "Hard to say what's going on here," he said. "All
these systems have funny designations. What's 'Snatch Field Damp' supposed to
mean?" "I can guess," I said, amazed. "It's closing pretty fast. What's your speed?" "Point three." "Well, I'd advise accelerating." I already was. The car surged f6rward, pressing us into our
seats. "I think it's at two kilometers, still closing." "Point three five." "Still closing." "Coming up on point four." "Still closing, but slower." Roland tested a
switch or two. "This says 'Arm' but I don't know what it's arming. Some
very strange things here." "Point four." "Still closing." I floored the pedal. The engine sent furious vibrations
through the wheel and into my hands and arms. A high whine, barely audible, was
all that conducted through the hotwall. "Point four five." "Still closing, I'm afraid. Must have variable thrust.
Emergency boosters. Oh, damn. Wait a minute, this must be it. 'Antimissile
Zap.' God, this is crazy." "Point five." "Closing. Has to run out of fuel sooner or later." "Don't count on it," I said. "Point five
five." "Still closing. About a kilometer." Roland
grunted. "G-force makes it hard to bend forward." He strained to read
the panel. "This must be an automatic system. All right, I've
armed it. Now what?" It struck me that Roland should be having a little more
trouble in bending forward. Our acceleration was rapid, should have been
something around three Gs. But it didn't feel like that much. "Point
six." "Closing, but slowly." Another moment. The acceleration seemed to be picking up
even more. "Point six five." "Closing." "Point seven! God help us." "Closing. Half a klick." "Point seven five!" "Closing! But barely." Everything was a blur outside. The car swerved murderously
with every random movement of my tensed arms. "I don't know how long I can
keep this up," I said. "I'm working on the problem," Roland said calmly.
"All right, now, everything seems to be set, but what activates the whole
system?" "Point eight!" "Um... wait a moment. No, that isn't it. 'Antimissle
Zap.' Remarkable way of putting it. What's this? I can't understand ...
'Eyeball' and 'Let George Do It.'" Roland looked at me, baffled.
"What could that possibly mean?" "For Christ's sake, Roland! LET GEORGE DO IT!" "Huh? Oh, okay." He pressed a glowing tab and
something left the rear of the car in a green flash. A few seconds later a
brighter flash lit up the road behind us in a soundless concussion. Roland studied the scanners. "No more missile," he
said with satisfaction. He turned to me and grinned. "That was easy."
He looked back, then said with concern, "But a bigger blip is gaining on
us. The interceptor, I guess. Looks like he's on afterburners." "I believe," John broke in with a solemn voice,
"that we just passed the turnoff to the Ryxx Maze portal." 10 NOBODY SPOKE FOR a while as it sank in. We were heading
straight for never-never land with exactly two alternatives: to double back on
the road and confront our pursuer, or to swing out over methane-water ice and
take our chances with hidden crevices, geothermal sinkholes, and occasional
impact craters. I braked automatically, then wondered what I was doing, where I
was going. Turn back? Give up? I saw no controls for roller supertraction and
doubted that the car could negotiate a surface of metallic methane—pure water
ice, maybe, but not water caged in frozen gas. Then again, I had no
justification to put limitations on this buggy. John broke the silence. "Jake? What do we do?" All
eyes were on me—Teelie eyes, that is. Darla and Winnie were talking in hushed
tones. I checked the scanner. Petrovsky was gaining on us very quickly now that
I had decelerated. I goosed it a little to give me more time. The road was
still perfectly straight, the terrain relentlessly flat. I kept my eyes glued
ahead. Sudden obstacles would be death at these speeds. "Jake?" John reminded me softly. "Yeah." I exhaled, my mind made up. "John,
I'm not going to stop. Don't ask me to justify the morality of it. I can't,
except to say that I can't possibly give myself up. I'm going to shoot the
potluck portal." Susan gasped. John took it silently. Roland was preoccupied
with the instrument panel. "If you have a gun," I went on, "I'd advise
you to pull it on me right now. The portal's coming up." Outlined in faint zodiacal light at the horizon, the
cylinders were rising above the ice like dark angels on Judgment Day. "Let me say this," I continued. "I wouldn't
shoot this portal if I thought it'd be suicide. You can believe me or not. Take
it for what it's worth, but I wouldn't do it if I thought there was no chance
of getting back." Roland looked at me. "Of course, Jake. Everybody knows
you'll get back—if you believe the road yams." "I'm grounding my belief in firmer evidence than beerhall
bullshit. Again, take it for what it's worth, but I intend to get back from the
other side. In fact, I know I will." "How do you know?" John asked. "Can't explain right now. I just know." John looked at me intently. "Jake, I'm asking you to
reconsider." "Sorry, John. Put a gun to my head and I'll stop. I
don't particularly want to shoot a potluck portal, but I will if no one stops
me." It sounded crazy even to me. Susan was quietly sobbing in the back seat. "Threatening one's driver," Roland said acerbically,
"at a little under Mach point seven strikes me as slightly absurd."
He turned to John. "Can't you see that Jake's in the Plan?" I caught quick glimpses of John's face in the lights of the
panel as I shifted my eyes fleetingly from the road. Rare to see a man
confronted with a literal test of his religious beliefs. John shook his head.
"Roland, it isn't simply a matter of—" "Oh, come on, John," Roland said, impatient with
his leader's recent behavior, or so it sounded. "How can you be so myopic?
We're in Jake's Plan, he's in ours. You can't deny that there's some kind of
linkage here. Can you?" "Maybe," John said, eyes belying his words.
"Possibly." He gave up. "God, I don't know. I really don't know
what to do." "I do," Roland said emphatically. "It's obvious.
No matter what we do, our paths and Jake's seem to cross. I say we let Jake
take the lead. It's clear his Plan is informing ours." Darla was pounding
me on the shoulder. "Look out!" A dark pool lay across the road. I braked hard, but it was
useless. In no time we shot across the spontaneous bridge over a geothermal
depression and were back on solid ice again. "Sorry, Jake. False
alarm." "No, keep watching. I need four eyes." Roland was bent
over the scanner again. Suddenly he spun around and peered back through the
oval rear window. "Merte. I should have been watching. He's back
there!" In the rearview mirror I saw the interceptor's headbeams
grow. "Jake? Are you okay?" No time to answer. I
mashed the accelerator. "I've got something on the scanner!" Roland
stabbed finger at the fire-control board. Green and red lights flickered.
"Come on, George, whoever the hell you are!" George didn't respond. Something smacked into the rear of
the car with a dull thud. I couldn't see the interceptor's lights. A dark mass
covered the rear window. I knew what it was, having been on the receiving end
of a tackyball before. Adhezosfero. Now the sticky mess was crawling all
over the back of the vehicle, fusing and bubbling, forming an unbreakable
molecular bond with the metal of the hull. Though it was close to absolute zero
outside, the thing wouldn't freeze, its chemical reactions providing heat long
enough to do the job. Petrovsky was feeding us slack now until the bond formed.
Then he'd start reeling us in. "What happened to the antimissile system?" Roland
wanted to know. "Probably read the approach as a slow projectile," I
said. "Tackyball shells are fired from a mortar. Didn't worry George
any." But I was worried. I kept the pedal flattened, hoping to unspool all
of Petrovsky's tether line before the bond firmed up, but the boys and girls at
Militia R&D had been putting in overtime. This one bonded in a few seconds.
A sharp jerk, and that was it. The Russian had us hooked. "Roland, this thing must have some beam weapons,"
I said. "Find 'em!" "I'm looking, Jake. But these designations are in
another language." "The language is archaic American. Read 'em off to
me!" "Okay. Tell me what 'Sic 'im, Fido' means." "Spell
it!" He did, and I stopped him in the middle of it. "Christ Almighty!
It must mean attack or fire or something. Hit it!" Roland did, and nothing happened. "It has to have a target!" I screamed. "Find
the aiming waddyacallit!" "The what?" The road behind lit up blue-white with the Russian's
retrofire, and we slid forward in our seats. Roland and John hit the
windscreen, and I took the padded steering column in the chest, but I kept my
leg stiffened and drove the pedal down, finding new depths of power down there.
My foot seemed to sink through the floorboards. The car lurched, then
acceleration took us the other way, sending us sprawling back on the cushioned
seat. I shot a look in the back. Susan, Darla, and Winnie were a tangle on the
floor, Susan's bare foot sticking up comically. A tug-of-war began, the interceptor's retro engines against
the growling power of the Chevy's unfathomable motor. But the Russian had his
moves down pat. He paid out line and let me pull, then cut retros and ate the
slack up plus more, reeling me in like a deep-sea catch. He was out-maneuvering
me and I knew it. And when he had us up close enough, he'd squirt us down with
Durafoam under high pressure, spin us into an immobilizing cocoon—one hell of
an effective technique against even a vehicle that can outgun you, if you can
get close enough. Roadbugs aside, when the cops want to snare you, they get
down to business. No Roadbug would save us now. I only had one countermove. The fish has sharp spines, so be
careful where you touch. I considered the consequences for a second or two, then
drove the brake pedal against the floor. The move caught the big man up short
and he shot past us, dragging the slack length of the graphite whisker line
along. It all happened very quickly. The invisible line pulled taut and yanked
our ass-end around into a fishtail, but in the process the hardened glob of
tackyball slid free from the back of the car. It was too late for Petrovsky. He
lacked time or the presence of mind to cut the line free. His headbeams swung
around to blind me, then continued the circuit into a wild spin. Something
strange was happening at our end: I felt an unseen force fight against the
fishtail, some kind of stabilizing inertial field. I was countersteering
sharply, but it wouldn't have been enough. We were traveling broadside to the
road, but something shoved us back. Petrovsky's vehicle kept spinning, trailing
wisps of hot vapor from its rollers, cold gas from its yaw/antispin jets, but
it was hopelessly out of control and went whirling off the roadbed, past the
shoulder and onto the ice. In the middle of it all we ghosted through a holo sign. The
words were repeated cinematically over kilometers and were projected large
enough to straddle the road. The Highway Department wanted no mistake. WARNING; The interceptor began to break up as it spun, wrapping
itself in a deadly cat's cradle of the trailing line, the ultrastrong,
superthin fiber slicing through hull metal like fine wire through cheese.
Pieces flew in all directions, some skittering across the road into our path. I
couldn't dodge them, too busy counter-counter-steering against the return
fishtail to the left, again Being helped by the strange force. We straightened
out, then re-rebounded to the right again, not as far this time, the
oscillations damping with each cycle. A big chunk of stabilizer foil tumbled
across the road, just missing us. I caught sight of the shapeless mass of
tackyball bouncing along behind the cop car like a useless anchor dragged over
frozen sea, its weight pulling the line into a lethal snarl. As I fought for
control I saw the flashing red commit markers ahead. Blind spots, burned in by
the cop car's intense headbeams, swam in front of my eyes, and I wasn't sure
where road ended and ice field began. The interceptor was pacing us, spinning
and sliding over close-to-frictionless surface, heading straight for the portal
but wide of the commit markers. I finally regained control and found that we
were on the shoulder near Petrovsky's vehicle, with our left rollers on the ice
and the right marker dead in our path. I wheeled to the left as sharply as I
dared. The interceptor was a rotating pile of junk now, throwing off pieces of
itself with abandon.... Then it exploded, or seemed to, but I knew it was
Petrovsky's ejection seat. He'd never make it, was too near the markers, doomed
to be sucked in by the cylinders. Across the glossy hood of the Chevy, sudden
highlights flared, reflections of Petrovsky's descent-rockets igniting. We shot
past the right commit marker, missing it by a hair. Now the real race began. We had to beat the wreckage of the
interceptor to the cylinders, get through the aperture before the horrendous
implosion that would happen as the mass of the wreck was torn atom-from-atom by
the portal's tidal claws. The wreck was veering outward now. There was a chance
it could move far enough out to miss hitting the right lead cylinder directly,
make a wide looping geodesic before it spiraled into the zone of destruction,
before it flashed to filaments of plasma falling into the ultracondensed mass
of the cylinders. The delay might be only a fraction of a second, but it might
be enough. It was all happening within seconds, but to me the flow of
things was gummed up into a languid slow motion. Endlessly, the wreckage
wheeled in the icy night, the sweep of its head-beams like some haunted
lighthouse on an arctic shore. I looked for the guide lane, the white lines
marking the safe corridor through the aperture, but couldn't see them. Red
lights blared from the instrument panel. "Jake? Jake, what's happening?" Sam's voice was
faint, far away. The guide lane was suddenly under me and we weren't dead
center. Our left wheels were over the white line. I corrected sharply, thinking
this was the end, we've had it, you just don't do this and live, and then felt
the car rising on its right wheels as greedy fingers of force closed over us.
We were up on two wheels, the car riding diagonally to the roadbed... and somehow
in those few fractions of a second I reacted unthinkingly, wheeling hard right
and tramping on the accelerator.... And then time jarred back to normal flow and it was wham!
back on four wheels, shooting down the dark corridor of the safe lane, the cylinders
black-on-black beside us, and then a brilliant flash that blinded me, followed
by an explosion of sound as we hit air and the car's engine shouted in my ears.
I saw light, pure and golden and warm; then my pupils contracted and the field
of vision split into an upper band of light blue and a lower one of blue-green.
Someone was leaning over my shoulder, and I felt hands over my hands on the
wheel. "Jake, slow down!" Darla was helping me steer. I braked, trying not to
panic-stop to avoid skidding. I was half-blind now but could see the road, a
strip of black over blue-green. The Skyway was suspended over water and there
were no guard rails. A few seconds later and I could see that the elevation was
minimal. We were on a causeway crossing shallow water. But our speed was still fantastic. Land ahead, an island or
a reef, coming up fast. The road looked like it ended there, but I wasn't sure.
I could see other vehicles parked on the island. I mashed down on the brake and
the tires wailed like hellhounds, the back end floating from side to side. We
began to drift toward the shoulder and I let up on the brake to straighten out,
then started pumping the pedal, but the shore was coming at us fast. I quit
pumping and stood on the brake, the sounds of the tires splitting my ears, the
sky, sea, and land heaving around us. Darla was no help now—I was fighting her
as well as the wheel. I pushed her back and took over, my vision nowhere near
normal but adequate in the bright sunlight. We were down to a mere 150 miles per
hour, but the shore of the island was upon us. We shot past a wide beach, still
on the Skyway, and blurred through a narrow strip of land until we reached the
opposite shore and another beach. The road picked up the causeway again and
headed out to sea. Not far from the beach the road began a gradual dip until it
sank beneath the deep water beyond the breakers. My stiffened body was perpendicular to the brake pedal, and
I braced myself by pulling backward on the steering wheel. The back end was
fishtailing but I didn't countersteer, couldn't, counting on the mysterious
force to set us aright. It did, and with a final screaming chorus from the
tires we skidded to a stop a few meters from the gentle waves washing across
the width of the roadway. Nobody moved for a long while. I sat there letting warm
sunlight soothe my face, not feeling much of anything else. I was numb, my arms
like dead things in my lap, my body limp and useless. From outside came the
strange croaking cries of seabirds and the sound of water lapping against the
sinking road. Presently, someone moaned. Susan. I made an effort and
looked over the back of the seat. Susan was down there somewhere, as was
Winnie. Darla was sitting up looking dazed, relieved, glad to be alive, amazed
to be alive, and totally exhausted, all at once. Our eyes met and a flicker of
a smile crossed her lips. Then she closed her eyes and tilted her head back.
Roland and John began to pick themselves up from the floor-decking. It took
time. We sat there for a good while longer until I felt a throb of
feeling return and a tiny bit of strength begin to trickle back. Then I put my hands back on the wheel. It took time to get
the car into reverse, but I finally figured it out, backed up, turned around,
and headed back to land. No one spoke. The island was packed with vehicles of every kind, parked
and waiting. We reached the end of the beach and I hung a right, going off-road
over sand and scrubby rust-colored beach grass, threading through the crowd of
parked vehicles. Beings of every sort were represented here, none of which I'd
ever seen before. There were humans here too, sitting in their buggies with
doors open or standing in groups outside, smoking cigarettes, talking. Others
were picnicking on the sand. Somewhere underneath the blanket of fatigue that
covered me I was surprised to see them, but didn't dwell on the implications.
Everyone seemed to be waiting for something. I could guess what it was, but I
didn't give much thought to that either. I kept driving around. The island was
narrow but long and crescent-shaped, little more than a sandbar dotted with
some suitably odd vegetation, clumps of scraggly brush that looked like
land-colonizing seaweed, and a few tall shaggy trees with dull red foliage.
There wasn't much else to the place. No other land was in sight. Near one end of the island, which I arbitrarily designated
as north, another spur of the Skyway came in over the causeway from the
northwest. It crossed the island diagonally and plunged beneath the waterline
as well, its junction with the Goliath spur submerged farther out. Traffic from
the ingress point was substantial, backed up along the causeway for half a
klick or so. If we had ingressed here, at our speed... well, no use to dwell on
that either. Things got congested up there, so I turned around and went
back, hugging the western shore until we found a spot that was relatively free
of traffic, vehicles, and people, a little knoll above the beach topped with a
lone tall tree. Before stopping we passed a middle-aged man in an electric-blue
jumpsuit standing by his roadster, smoking, looking at us curiously. As I drove
by he tapped his nose with an index finger, signing that the air was okay here.
Thank you. I rolled down the window and Goliath's syrupy stuff whooshed out and
let in tangy salt air and sea smells, very Earthlike. From long experience I
could tell by the sound of the rushing air that there wasn't any pressure
differential to worry about. The atmosphere was fairly heavy here too. I've had
a touch of the bends once or twice, and I should have checked it out first, if
I could have found the readouts. But I was dreaming along, not caring, barely
there at all. I stopped the car at the edge of the gentle slope down to the
beach, put it in neutral and jerked up on the hand brake. I didn't shut the
engine off. Then I opened the door. Took me time to get my legs moving—pure
homemade jelly. Then I got out, staggered down the hill to the flat, and sank
to my knees. I fell forward and stretched out in the warm sand. Darla came down and lay on her back beside me. She'd taken
off her suit and was down to halter and briefs, golden skin exposed to whatever
passed for solar radiation here. Darla could have been a blonde easily. The
downy stuff on her arms and body was very light. And on the side of one
shoulder, a heart-shaped port-wine mark, tiny one. I shut my eyes and stopped thinking. Seabirds, or whatever
they were, croaked above. I wasn't looking, wasn't thinking of looking. I just
listened to their calls, heard combers wash the beach, an occasional engine
sound, the distant rumble of the Skyway. My closed eyelids glowed red-orange.
Gradually, I started to feel very warm in my leather jacket. I lay there for as
long as I could stand it, then sat up and shed the jacket, took off my shoes (I
still had no shirt), then turned around to lie down with my head next to
Darla's. The sky was hazy, very light blue, hung with streamers of soft gauze.
I saw the flying things. They were fish. Looked like fish, anyway, with flat silvery
bodies and huge winglike pectoral fins made of thin translucent membrane
stretched over a frame of sharp spines. They were soaring, really, not flying.
I watched one ride an air current directly above, unmoving with respect to the
ground, gliding on the stiff ocean breeze. It hung there for a minute or so,
then lost lift and started a dive toward the water. Halfway down it folded its
wings and stooped, plunging head first into the depths beyond the breakers. I
heard the splash and lifted my head. Not far from where it went in another one
launched itself from the water straight into the air, shooting up a good ten
meters before it unfolded its wings with the sound of a parasol suddenly
opening. It caught a good updraft and began to rise. Then I noticed the wrecks. Hulks of abandoned vehicles awash
in the breakers, all kinds, some with Terran Maze markings. More of them up and
down the beach half sunk in the sand, some so covered-over and sprouting with
beach grass mat I'd mistaken them for dunes. Apparently this planet had been a
dead end for some time. Those without flying vehicles had been stranded here,
left either to swim for it, bum a ride, or die. Surely there was some way off
now. Or was there? I let my head fall back. Of course there is. What's all this
traffic about then? Everybody doomed? Stop thinking. But I didn't stop thinking, and wondered about Sam. He was
an hour behind us, at least. Would he shoot the potluck portal? Did he know I
had? We might have been well out of scanner range, but then he must have
tracked us to the Ryxx Maze cutoff and seen us go beyond it. I lifted my head
again. I could see the ingress causeway from Goliath. We'd wait and see. I lay
back again. I had fussed over everything of immediate concern, seen all there
was to see, and right then I didn't care about Reticulans or cops or treasure
hunts or even Teelies. Not at the moment, because a breeze was carrying cool
salt air to lift some of the heat from my baking skin, Darla was beside me,
things were quiet, and I didn't give a merte. A shadow fell over my face, and I opened my eyes. It was
Darla, looking at me. She smiled, and I smiled. Then she giggled, and I did
too. "Let George do it," she said. It was like
repeating the punchline to a very funny joke. We couldn't stop giggling. "Sic 'im, Fido," I managed to say between waves of
mirth. We broke out laughing, all the tension exploding away in an
instant. Darla collapsed over me, helpless as I was, convulsed, two complete
idiots on the shore. We were like that for five minutes. It was overreaction,
an undertone of hysteria to it, the terror of it all hitting us, tearing out
shrieks of laughter. And when it was all gone it left us spent, breathless, and
sober. We looked at each other, and for the first time I saw a hairline crack
in that smooth, cool shell, saw vulnerability in Darla's face. Her mourn was
half open, her lower lip quivering the slightest bit, eyes widened and
searching for something in mine, looking for a cue. I'm afraid. Is it okay?
Will you let me? I wanted to say. Yes, love, it's okay, you can let go, don't
be afraid to feel fear when it's justified, and. yes, I'll be strong for you,
just so that next time you let me have a turn... but suddenly she was wrapped
up safe in my arms and there was nothing more to say. Very quickly we were naked, her briefs and halter
materializing in my hand somehow. Flimsy things they were, scraps of soft
cloth, and the next thing I knew we were making love without a thought as to
who was around. It was sudden, a little desperate, and more than a physical
bonding. We needed to tell each other that we were still alive, still here,
still able to feel, to touch, needed proof that we still had bodies all of a
piece, warm and pulsing, bodies that lived and moved and tingled and glowed,
that could feel pleasure and pain, exhilaration and fatigue. We had to convince
ourselves that we weren't bits of lifeless stuff squashed up against some
unimaginable object, that we weren't plain dead. And as it is after all brushes
with death, there was a sense of the precious-ness of every moment, of every
sensation, an awareness of the miraculous nature of life. We celebrated that,
and celebrated ourselves. Afterward, there was deep calm. Birdfish croaked their
soaring song above. With my head on Darla's breast, I watched little crustacean
things scuttle across the sand—didn't look anything like crabs, more like tiny
pink mushroom caps up on tripods. Not far from us, an animal with a brightly
colored spiral shell popped partway out of the sand, shot a stream of water
into the air in a neat arc once—spritz!—and screwed itself back into the beach.
I noticed for the first time that the white sand under us had sparkling
elements in it, millions of little glassy beads. Pure silicon tektites,
probably, products of meteor hits long ago. Or maybe not so long ago. Something
had altered the geology of this planet since the Roadbuilders had laid their
highway here. I heard a hum and looked up. An alien aircraft, climbing
from its takeoff from the northern spur. Lucky bastard. Then I hoped for him
that he knew where the egress portal was, and that the road to it was landable.
Otherwise, he'd have to double back all the way here and go slumming among the
ground-suckers. He probably wouldn't run out of fuel. With fusion, it's a
rarity, but you do see some very primitive equipment on the Skyway now and
then, belonging to races that you'd have to call overachievers. After a long while I got up and stood over Darla, looking at
her slim golden body. She opened her eyes and smiled. Then I looked up the
knoll. The man in the loud blue jumpsuit was looking down at us, standing far
enough away so that I couldn't tell if the curl tollis lip was a smirk or a
friendly grin. I didn't care if he'd been there for the whole performance. Glad
to oblige. "How's the water?" I yelled up at him.
"Safe?" "Yeah, sure!" he shouted back. "Go
ahead!" Darla stood up, unashamed. I took her hand and we ran down
to the surf, splashed in on foot a ways, then dove into the first breaker. The
water was piss-warm but it was good to wash the sweat and sand off. My first
bath in—how long? Darla's too, I supposed, unless she managed to get one while
I was.. -but of course she had—at the Teelies' motel. Wait a minute. Had she
gone there? She hadn't said. In fact, she hadn't gone into what had happened
after she avoided getting fried out in the bush. I had assumed she went into
town with the Teelies after the cops left with me, but I didn't know. She would
tell me sooner or later, I guess. I ducked my head, came up sputtering, and
rubbed myself down briskly, trying to get the jail smell off me. Institutional
stink. The water was a buoyant, rich saline solution with a slightly slimy
quality. It was like swimming in thin chicken broth. Darla was out beyond me in
deeper water, backstroking lazily. Behind her and out a good distance, another
birdfish rocketed from the water and took wing. All right, let's face the question. Exactly how the hell did
Darla wind up in the Militia station with Petrovsky? Did they come and get her?
Did she come down to try to arrange my release? She said that Petrovsky wanted
her for questioning, but Petrovsky said... Something large and dark was moving in the deep water behind
Darla. I stood up and peered out. I didn't like it, and Darla was out too far.
I called to her and told her to come in. She asked why with a questioning grin. 'Wow, Darla." She got the message and shot forward into an Australian
crawl, making it to shallow water in no time. Her stroke was very strong. Then
a breaker took her straight in to me. I pulled her to her feet and pointed
seaward. Just then something broke water out there with a boiling splash. I saw
only a huge dark mass and a gaping mouth stuffed with more teeth than could
possibly fit. Then the mouth sank, closing on something below the surface. The
sea churned with the struggle, fins and flipperlike appendages thrashing up
from the water over a wide area. Two very large animals were going at it. Darla hadn't really been in danger, but had she been out a bit
farther... "That bastard!" Darla
said bitterly, turning toward the beach. "He said it was—" I looked. The man was gone. She turned to me and wrapped her arms around her ribcage,
suddenly chilled. "Weird," she muttered with a sour look. God
preserve us from smirking weird bastards. 11 WHEN WE GOT back to the car, John was sitting in the front
seat with his legs hanging out the door, grinning at us. Winnie was playing in
the sand very near, drawing figures with a piece of shell. I grinned back,
welcoming his change of mood. "Where're your two kamradas?" I asked. He pointed to the nearby tree, in the shade of which Roland
and Susan lay wrapped up into a ball. "They seemed to've patched things up," I said. "Yes, they have," he said approvingly. There
wasn't the least hint of jealousy. "How was the water?" "Fine, but the sea life is a little too
interesting." 'Trouble?" "No, not really." I sat down on the front seat,
wishing I had a cigarette. I tried to forget about it, looked up the beach to
the causeway. No traffic as yet. I took the key from the dash and tried calling
Sam. No answer. What if he didn't come through? I'd miss him, but we did have a
vehicle. But no food... hmmm. And no money. What passed for coin-of-the-realm
outside the known mazes? No doubt we'd find out. Food. God, was I hungry. How
long? Supper last night, nothing since then. I sighed, then slipped the key
into my pants pocket. After a while, Roland and Susan gathered themselves together
and walked over. "Hi," Susan said to me, smiling a little
sheepishly. "Hello, Susan." She seemed calm, even content. It was quite a change.
"Well," she said brightly, "we seem to have... to've gone and
done it, haven't we?" "Yes, we have. I'm sorry." She shook her head. "No need. I pretty much understand
it all now. Roland is right about you. You're definitely a nexus for us."
She laughed and crinkled her nose. "More Teelie talk. What it means
is—" "I think I understand," I said. Then, realizing
I'd interrupted her again, I said, "Sorry, you were explaining. Go
ahead." "It doesn't matter. I get interrupted a lot mainly
because I talk too damn much. I'll tell you later." "Okay, but again, I'm sorry." She drew near me and put her hand behind my neck, bent down,
and was about to kiss me, but looked first toward Darla, as if to see if it was
okay. Darla was crouching beside Winnie, watching her draw. Then Susan kissed
me sweetly. "You did what you had to do, Jake," she said.
"It wasn't your fault. You have a Plan too." "I do? And here I thought I was improvising so brilliantly." "No, no. Your task is to discover the Plan first, then
go with it, accept it." "Uh-huh. Karma." "No, not karma. Karma is another word for fate,
predestination. A Plan is just that. A scheme, a plot, something to follow.
Plans can be changed, but only if they have linkage ^vith the overall design of
things." "I see. Okay, I'll try." What could I say? She kissed me again, then went over to see what Winnie and
Darla were up to. "Hmmmm." Roland's voice came from behind me. I turned on the seat. He was
studying the instrument panel again. He looked at me. "I think I've finally figured out the
beam weapon, if that's what this is all about," he said, indicating an
area of readouts on the fire-control board. "By the way, did you notice
that this whole business disappeared after we got through the portal?" "No," I said, not oversurprised that Roland had
had the presence of mind to notice anything amidst all the excitement. "Must be automatic. Pops out when the defensive systems
detect a threat—that missile, for instance. But the driver can make it come out
anytime. Here." He showed me a small button on the steering column.
"Don't fret. Everyone was well away from the vehicle when I pushed it.
That'll make the board appear when the driver perceives a danger that the car
doesn't." He pointed to the beam-weapon controls. "Anyway, this
thing..." He broke off and shook his head. '"Sic 'im, Fido'," he
repeated. He turned to me with a bemused smile. "Isn't that the strangest
thing?" "Well, not really," I said. "The owner
obviously wanted to confuse anyone who stole the car. Like us. Me." "Then why label anything?" "A good point. Poor memory?" Actually, the fact
that the owner clearly had a sense of humor might explain it better, I thought. "Well, who knows. At any rate, you choose a target
simply by doing this." He touched a finger to the scanner screen, covering
a blip with his fingertip, then withdrew it. Lines on the screen converged and
the blip was centered in a flashing red circle. "That locks the system on
target. And the fire switch is here." "What have you got there?" "The tree, I think. The thing's probably calibrated to
ignore ground clutter, but that tree's a bit tall." I looked around the immediate area. A few vehicles were
parked a good distance behind us. The Weird Bastard's roadster was gone, and
everyone in our party was toward the rear of the car. Then I looked at the
tree. It was a shaggy, scrubby thing, not what you'd call attractive. The car
was angled a little to the left of it. "I take it the car's orientation doesn't matter." "Doubt it," Roland said. "Okay. Well, hold your fire for just a minute." I got out, went over to the tree and took the grandest pee
of my life. I'd been lucky to keep it in so long. Back on the Skyway there had
been moments... I walked back to the car and slid behind the wheel again.
"Okay, Gunnery Sergeant. Fire when ready." "Right." He hit the switch. Something left the right underside of the car, something big
and glowing, a writhing shape of swirling red fire, screeching like a hellbeast
on the loose. The sound sent a cold twinge down my spine. The shape was vague,
but there was something alive in there, a suggestion of a living form, limbs
churning, legs moving over the ground, but the shape changed as it moved and parts
of the phenomenon spun like a dust devil. It was big, at least three times as
high as the car, and moved quickly, catlike, taking only a second or so to
cover the distance from the car to its target. Furious flames enveloped the
tree, then fiery arms surrounded it and tore it from the ground by the roots,
flinging it up into the whirlwind where it was tossed and battered about as it
burned. Flaming limbs flew in every direction. And all the while the shape of
the cloud was shifting, changing, and the sound was like nothing you'd want to
hear ever again. The tree was thrashed and ripped apart, tumbling in a vortex
of demonic combustion. It went on for some time. When there was nothing left, the phenomenon dissipated,
fading into the air. All that remained were smoking fragments in the sand. Thin
smoke rose from where the tree had been. I found that I'd been'' gripping the wheel very tightly. I
relaxed and sat back. After a long silence Roland said, "So that was
Fido." "Yeah." I suppressed a shudder. The thing had really
gotten to me. "Any ideas?" Roland thought about it. "Energy matrix of some
kind." What had gotten to me was the maniacal single-mindedness of the
thing. True, its target had been only a tree, but I had the feeling it would
have done the same job on anything in the known universe. Anything. And not
stop till the job was done. "I take it that by 'matrix' you mean energy
molded by some kind of stasis field?" "Either that, or it was an unimaginable sort of life
form." "Life form? Good God." Right then I admitted to myself
that-this vehicle was giving me a good case of the leaping creeps. "Actually," Roland said, "I don't have a clue
as to what it might have been." "Yeah." I had no idea either, and wanted to drop
the subject. I got out of the car, a little unsteadily. Up and down the shore
as well as inland, people and beings were clambering into their buggies and
moving away. I didn't blame them. John, Susan, Darla, and Winnie were lying prone in the sand, looking up
at me with shocked bewilderment, except Winnie, who still had her head tucked
under Darla's arm. "Sorry, folks," I said. "Should have warned
you, but we weren't expecting anything like"—I motioned over my
shoulder—"whatever the hell that was." They all began to pick themselves up. I went back to inspect
the rear of the car, where the storage compartment was. There's another term
for this area, but it eluded me. Black clumps of solidified tackyball still
clung to the metal, some to the back window. I hit them with the heel of my
hand until they snapped off. It had been a big gamble, but I had banked on the
possibility that the hull of this strange vehicle would not admit a permanent
bond. I'd won. The stuff had bonded superficially, but wasn't up to taking a
sudden shear stress. I wondered if we'd seen the end of the surprises-the car
had in store. I went around to me front again, stepping over the drawings
Winnie had etched in the sand, now partially erased. From what I could see, the
figures were vaguely spiral. I got in behind the wheel. John was now sitting where Roland
had been. "Well," I said, "I guess we hang around here
for a while." Right then I noticed something, cocking my ears. "Hey,
isn't the motor running?" The engine idled so quietly it was hard to tell. "I shut it off," John told me. "When you got
out after we stopped, you didn't look like you were... I'm sorry, did I do
something wrong?" He looked deflated. "Again?" he added
dismally. "No, no, I should have said something. It's just that
there should be antitheft devices on this buggy. But I can't understand how the
weapons were operating. Oh, I see." The key had a setting marked AUX. John
hadn't turned it back all the way. "Hm. Wonder what happens if I try to
start it again?" John didn't look as if he understood the implications.
Against my better judgment, I turned the key. The air was full of cats, big cats with fur that stood
straight up, crackling with static charges that needled every square inch of my
skin. I leaped out of the car, hit beach, and rolled. The effect stopped the
instant I was out, but I felt scratchy and raw all over. I looked up to see the
car come alive. With two quick, solid bangs, the doors slammed shut by
themselves and the windows rolled up. In seconds the vehicle was locked up
tight. Only John and I had been inside. Presently, he came limping
around the car, brushing sand from his bare chest. His hair was salted with
sand as well, and he stopped to bend over and brush it out. I got slowly to my
feet, wondering why I sometimes do the things I do. John came up to me. "Jake?" "Yes, John." "I just want to say..." He groped for words.
"You're the most unboring person I've ever met. I don't know how
else to put it." He gimped off. A left-handed compliment, or a right-fisted insult? On second thought, I never do a damn thing. It keeps on
happening to me. 12 I FELT AMBIVALENT about losing the Chevy. On one hand I was
almost glad to be rid of the thing and its bottomless bag of unsettling
surprises; on the other, I hate to walk, which is what we did. We hoofed it down
to where the Goliath spur cut the island almost in two. Farther south the
vehicle density was higher, and I figured that whatever was coming to fetch
everyone off the island would come in there. I was right; there was a harbor of
sorts three quarters of the way down the concave curve of the crescent on the
eastern shore. (By now I knew my intuitive orientation had at least a chance of
being right— the sun was declining on the other side of the island now, and to
me that was west. Strange that most planets do seem to rotate to the east.) I stood looking westward, back along the stretch of road to
the far shore and out along the causeway curving off into the snot-green sea. I
thought I could see the causeway end out there, a few hundred meters beyond the
ingress point. "Roland, how far do you think it is from where we
ingressed to where we stopped?" He shaded his eyes against the sun and looked west, then
glanced toward the near shore, then back. "Two klicks, maybe less." "And what do you estimate our speed was when we shot
through?" "Mach point eight, but I wasn't looking." "Neither was I, but that sounds good. So, we went from
around two hundred fifty meters per second to zero in a little under two
klicks. What's that work out to in Gs, eyeballs-out? Mind you, I didn't start
braking immediately." I could almost see the electrons flow. I had Roland down as
either a natural lightning calculator or a microcalc implantee. At times—just
for seconds—his eyes went cold and silicon-ish. He answered quickly. "Too
many." He shook his head, puzzled. "It doesn't figure. Can't be
right." "That's what I thought, but it has to be right." "But we didn't feel that kind of deceleration. Normal
panic-stop Gs, yes, but..." He thought about it. "Which could only
mean that our strange vehicle doesn't feel constrained by ordinary physical
laws like conservation of momentum." "Right, which is impossible, or so I'm told." I
remembered something. "One thing—I was in no shape to think about it at
the time, but I felt a wave of heat hit me when I first got out of the car. At
first I thought it was the sun, but it got cooler as I walked away from the
car. Could've been my imagination—" "No, you're right, the car was radiating heat for a
while after we stopped. Very noticeable, but when I touched the hull, it was
only slightly warm." "A superradiator substance, probably, but that's not
surprising, given the speeds it can hit in an atmosphere. Tell me this, d'you
think the car could have been converting unspent momentum directly into
heat?" He shrugged. "Why not? I'm inclined to believe almost
anything at this point." I scratched my three-day growth of beard. "Yeah.
Spooky, though, isn't it?" "Urn... spooky. Yes." The others were waiting for us on me other side of the road.
It had been a long trek, and we still had a piece to go until we made the
harbor, or so we'd been told. "Trouble, ja?" one elderly woman with a German
accent had asked us. "Vehicle break down?" "Uh, yes. Tell me, is it true mat there's no way back
to the Terran Maze from here?" She laughed, showing a gold incisor. The sight of it threw
me until I figured out what it was. When had dentists given up that peculiar
technique? A century ago? Two? "Oh, nein, nein, new, kamrada, no, no, no."
Apparently it was a damn silly question. "Gott, no," she said, still
laughing. "Impossible. You take wrong portal, ja? Make mistake." "Yeah, I guess we did. Thanks." "You go down zere," she said, pointing south.
"Zey vill haf boat comink, ja? Ferryboat." "Thanks. Are you taking the ferry also?" "Ja, ve alzo." She anticipated my
next question. "Ve stay up here till boat is comink," she went on,
waving with disdain toward the lower end of the island. 'Too much people.
Aliens." Her lifecompanion smiled at me. He was a little older, bald,
and wore eye-lenses... glasses, spectacles. We left them chuckling to each
other, as if they'd now heard everything. Walking away, I reflected on the fact
that there seemed to be a lot of middle-aged and older types around.
Antigeronics hard to get here? Gold teeth, spectacles—okay, things were
primitive, but what about the vehicles? "Jake!" It was John, calling to me across the
road. "The women want a privy call. Must find some cover, you know." "Right." "Someone's coming," Roland said, pointing to the
western causeway. "Sam!" "No, a roadster... two." I shaded my eyes and looked. Two green dots were heading
toward us. Reticulans, right on schedule. I practically threw Roland across the road. We needed cover
fast, but there was nothing in sight but a slight rise a good minute's run down
the sand. I yelled for everyone to run like hell, and they did with no
questions asked. They were learning. Flattened in the sand just over the top of the rise, I
watched two insect-green roadsters cruise across the island and come to a stop
at the edge of the eastern beach. The lead vehicle was the one with the
trailer, and the backup was more like a limo, bigger, with an extra rear seat,
plus plenty of aft storage. The shadowy figures behind the tinted ports in the
rear didn't look like Reticulans, but I couldn't tell if they were humans or
not. Both vehicles pulled off the road, probably to talk things over. After a
minute or so, they crossed the Skyway and headed north, perhaps following our
distinctive tire tracks. Were they? No, that trail skirting the beach was
well-traveled. Our trace should have been obscured by then. When they saw the
submerged roadway, it was fifty-fifty that they'd head north. Still... When they were out of sight, I got up and brushed the sand
from my chest. I was now shiftless and jackedess, having left my brown leather
second skin in the Chevy, along with Pe-trovsky's pistol. Force of habit had
saved Sam's key for me, since I don't usually leave it lying around. I had
whatever gods who were on my side to thank for the presence of mind to have put
it in my pants pocket. I walked down the other side of the hill and had a mild
temper tantrum. Darla watched me kick sand, pick up a stick, and beat a poor
patch of land-weed into pulp, then fling the stick away. She walked over to me. "Finally getting to you?" "Merte!" I said. "Shit! Piss!" I kicked
more sand. "Hell and goddamn," I finished, done with it. She thought it was very amusing. I did too, after a moment.
I looked at her. She was in briefs and halter, wearing her knee-high boots,
carrying the jumpsuit in a roll under her arm. Roland was carrying her
backpack. If my mind had been less occupied, I would have had trouble not
staring at her. Roland was staring, not that I blamed him. The briefs were very
sheer. Susan was topless and was by any standard an eyeful as well, but she
wasn't drawing a glance from him. But then, Susan was a known quantity, so to
speak. "Darla, how are those damn bugs following us?" "I don't know. It's very strange, but they are a
Snatchgang, aren't they?" The others pricked up their ears. I wished Darla hadn't said
it, but now they knew, if they hadn't before. Snatchgangs go after one quarry,
and one only, so the Teelies weren't in danger, unless the Rikkis had a mind to
use them to get to me—which, when I thought about it, was indeed a possibility. "Okay, they're a Gang, but how did they trail us
through a potluck... and why?" "Could they have scanned us?" "They were behind Sam, and even he might have lost us.
And Sam didn't shoot the portal, so they didn't follow him through. No, they're
using some exotic tracking technique, known only to Gangers. But what is
it?" Darla considered it. "Chemical trace? Pheromones?" "Possibly. But can they detect minute quantities of the
stuff over hundreds of kilometers of airless void?" "Some Terran insects can be sensitive to a few
molecules in a cubic klick of air, so maybe—" "Yeah, but Rikkis aren't insects; they're highly
evolved life forms. Even bear their young live, like us." "I was going to say that with the aid of technology,
maybe they could do the same through vacuum." I stroked her shoulder. "Sorry, love. I'm being testy,
I know. Your point's well-taken. But..." I looked up at the sky and
massaged the back of my neck. "God, am I tired." I yawned and got
hung up in the middle of it, couldn't stop. "Excuse me," I said,
finally recovering. "One thing, though. When did they tag me?" "At the restaurant? Sonny's?" I'd been thinking about that for quite a while. "Yeah,
the restaurant. But I never got near the Rikki. If they were spraying the stuff
at me, it would have landed on other people too. Muddled the trace." Darla bit her lip, shook her head. "I dunno, but they
must've done it somehow, Jake. We know it wasn't Sam they tagged. It was you,
your person, somehow." "What were they doing at the farm, retagging me because
the first one didn't take, or wore off?" "Sounds plausible. Maybe they were just looking for the
map. You asked why they followed us through a potluck. It could only be because
now they're sure you have the map, or know where you can get it." "Yeah, everyone must be absolutely convinced of that
now. I guess it did look like we deliberately ducked through that portal, with
Petrovsky literally trying to drag us back. Okay, so maybe nobody saw that part
of it, but we sure didn't hesitate any." "No, we didn't. And now the Roadmap myth is
reality." I nodded. It was, and I had made it so by trying to debunk
it. I sighed. "Let's get moving." "Good. I'm going to wet my pants if we don't." Roland came down from the crest of the knoll, where he'd
been watching the road. "Another vehicle went by," he reported. "Ryxx?" I asked. "No, a human driving, a man. Strange, the buggy looked
familiar. I think I saw it back on Goliath, but I don't know where." He scratched
his head. "Oh, I remember. It was in the dealership lot. An old piece of
merte. The dealer tried to dump it on us, cash sale, instead of a rental." "One man, you say?" Now who the blazes could that
be? "Oh, the hell with it," Darla said suddenly, and
squatted in the weeds. "I can't wait. Gentlemen, please...?" I said, "Huh? Oh." I turned to John and Roland.
"Okay, troops, eyes front." "God, men are so lucky," Susan said, taking her
station near Darla. Lucky? Okay, so we can write our names in the sand. It's not
exactly an art form. As we neared the harbor we found more aliens, most of them
sealed up inside their vehicles, unable to step out on this planet without
technological aid. Through the viewports we saw squidlike things swimming in a^
watery medium, blobs of gelatin sitting comfortably in a fog of yellow gas,
many more forms mat we couldn't make out at all. Some beings motioned
enigmatically to us as we passed, raising tentacles, claws. Others followed us
with conical eyestalks, observing. From most there was no reaction. The island was a trade-fair of vehicle design. There were
objects lying about that didn't look like vehicles at all, odd geometrical
shapes and flowing, melted things giving no clue as to how they moved. There
were humans here too, waiting patiently like everyone else. And rigs as well,
strangely enough. I asked one starrigger when the ferry was due in. "She'll be in," was all he said, and spat in the
sand. "Thanks." I walked away. The harbor was large but did not look deep, though the
water's clearness may have been distorting. I was puzzled by the fact that
there wasn't a dock or pier or anything in sight. Instead, at the apex of the
deep indentation that formed the harbor, a graded section of beach angled
steeply into the water. The sand looked packed and hard mere. "What do you make of it?" I asked Roland. "A hydroskiff?" I rubbed the scratchy stubble of my beard. "Funny, when
I heard 'ferryboat' I thought of just 'that, a water-displacing vessel of some
kind. Besides, you'd want flat beach to pull up on." "Right. Things seem primitive enough here, at least as
far as humans are concerned. Maybe it is a boat." "Well," I yawned, "we'll see
eventually." I plopped myself down on the sand. Winnie was drawing again, and this time I watched her. She
made one big spiral figure, smaller ones nearby, and linked them with lines. I
was intrigued, and asked Darla if Winnie had explained. "Something to do with her tribal mythology," Darla
told me. "Haven't figured out what it's all about." Her answer gave
me the ever-so-slight feeling that she was being evasive in some way. But no,
she was just tired and didn't want to be bothered. Still, I wondered. Winnie
now was drawing lines within the big spiral. I went over to her, knelt in the
sand, and asked her as clearly as I could what she was doing. "Twee, many twee," she said, indicating the large
figure. "But not like twee... like light! Many big twee like light."
She pointed to the smaller spirals. "Many light, many light, many
light..." I couldn't follow the rest of it, but if she was talking about
galaxies and the Skyway linking them, it'd be a remarkable mythology indeed, if
it weren't for the fact that it could have been learned by osmosis from contact
with humans. That was the most likely explanation. A more sensational
interpretation was an old pitfall some anthropologists in the past had spent
time at the bottom of. Many light, many light... Winnie had passed through the
Great Trees at the Edge of the Sky and was now in the realm of the gods, plying
the paths through a forest of stars. Or whatever. As I watched her I again felt
some share of guilt for what humans had done to her natural habitat, and
wondered if there could have been any way to avoid it. Surely there was more
jungle on Hothouse than Cheetah homeland. I couldn't imagine the species' total
population planet-wide as being anything over a few hundred thousand, if that,
but I wasn't sure. Hothouse wasn't all jungle, of course. True, there were
millions of square kilometers of rain forest, but the planet had more ocean
surface man Terra, plus the usual assortment of climates. It boasted icy polar
continents, though small ones, deserts, plains, everything. The problem was
that a lot of the tropic regions were parched and uninhabitable, and temperate
areas were scarce due to the fact that Hothouse's land masses were bunched up
around the equator. Mulling it over, I soon had it figured out: Winnie's people
had naturally settled in rich food-gathering areas. These same areas of jungle
produced high yields of organic raw materials used for a wide range of
products, including antigeronic drugs—definitely the most lucrative cash crop
ever. Hothouse was one of the few sources for them. I looked at the web of lines within the big spiral. She'd executed
them meticulously. The lines crisscrossed the entire figure, and I was curious
as to how she could be so definite about them if they were mostly imaginary.
Well, she'd learned the pattern from somebody, who'd learned it from somebody
else, who'd learned it from... ? Did the Cheetah who started the tradition have
an active imagination... or could the pattern be based on fact? More to the
point, was it possible that Winnie's people could have had contact with alien
cultures long before humans invaded their planet? Yes, not only possible, but
probable. And could they have picked up hints of where major Skyway routes led
throughout the galaxy? Yes, it was ' possible all right, and I should have
thought of it immediately. Something dawned on me, and the'very thought of it made me
laugh out loud. Absurd, no? Winnie's sand drawings... the Roadmap? Couldn't be.
This was no map, merely a stylized rendering. Fascinating cultural phenomenon,
yes—but an accurate map of the most labyrinthine road system in the universe?
Not even close. First, you'd want to know what portals to take, and you'd need
supplementary planetary maps for that. Make the first right, go x number of
kilometers, etc. And you'd want to know what stars were on the routes, what
part of the galaxy you were in, and all that. There was a limit to how detailed
you could get in the medium of sand and stick. No, it seemed to me that a
proper Skyway map would be not only three-dimensional, but hyperdimensional as
well. Graphically impossible perhaps, but you'd need some sort of mathematical
understanding of how the time element worked into the picture. Over long
distances you'd want to keep an eye on the curve of the geodesic, since every
jump involved some time displacement. Simple relativity. And somewhere along
the line, according to legend, the geodesies took weird shortcuts and closed up
"timelike loops," causing you to double back on yourself, or do
something even more outrageous. But the more I thought about it, the more the idea grew on
me. No, I could never convince my self that this was the vaunted Roadmap, but
what if everybody thought it was? I tried that on for size. Maybe the Reticulans wanted Winnie—maybe they
came to the farm to kidnap her. But how could they have found out about her
mapping abilities when I had just learned myself? If they knew about it before
me, they could have grabbed Winnie at the motel anytime. Unless...
unless—ridiculous! It was all nonsense. Well, what else? Let's see, how about
this— maybe they're figuring this way. They see me shoot a potluck portal. They
know I didn't have the Roadmap on my person, since the Militia didn't get it...
and they're thinking, wait a minute, what's this guy doing? He must have the
map. Sam doesn't have it, because Sam didn't shoot the portal. Hell, maybe they
disabled Sam and searched him. So Sam's out, and they think—well, what the hell
does he have, since he barely got out of the station with his skin? The
Cheetah! It must be her, because why the hell did he bother bringing her along?
Yeah, that's it. The Cheetah. Sic 'im, Fido. Get that map. Oh hell, Sam back there disabled and helpless, and me here
on the other side of nowhere. No, think a minute. Wouldn't they have let Sam
shoot the portal and then search him? Because if they saw Sam turn around and
go back, or hesitate, then they wouldn't bother with him. In that case I'd have
to have the map, otherwise I'd be expecting Sam to shoot through. But if all
that were true, why didn't Sam shoot the portal? What happened to him? I gave up, slumped back into the sand, and threw my arm
across my face. "Darla?" "Yes, Jake?" "Are you keeping a lookout?" "Uh-huh." "Good girl. G'night." "Sleep tight." 13 IT WAS A ferryboat. Rather, that's what it looked like when it first appeared
above the horizon. Then it started looking strange. There was a boat there all
right, or at least the superstructure of one, but close to the waterline
something else was going on. Far out, it looked like a ship run aground on a
shoal, but as we watched, the shoal moved with the boat—it looked like it was
carrying the boat. Other objects appeared, globular translucent things in the
water, and as the whole improbable apparition neared shore, they looked like
inflated bags bobbing in the water at the edges of the dark line of land. The
overall impression I got was one of a shipwrecked vessel plunked down on top of
an island. There was even some vegetation growing here and there. The boat-structure was big enough, and the island was
fair-size as islands go, but for something moving in the water it was huge,
filling the mouth of the harbor until there was barely room to float a dinghy
to either side. The superstructure was just that; there was no hull. There were
three huge decks up on
pilings smack in the middle of the island, and the design was out of the last
century, possibly earlier, all the way back to the late 1900's. It looked new,
gleaming white with red and gold trim, proudly thrusting flying bridges to port
and starboard, and sporting three, count 'em, three smokestacks, two of which
belched puffs of white smoke. Why they were doing that was anybody's guess.
Crewmen were scurrying all over the decks. Humans mostly, but there were a few
aliens. The island proper was also busy, but here there were no humans.
Animals—beings—slithered across the ground toward the leading shore, converging
on a point that would be closest to the beach. They were seallike creatures,
from what we could see, with sleek wet bodies, three sets of flippers, with the
front pair looking larger and very prehensile, fingerlike. Their bodies were a
dull orange color. What was very strange was the surface of the island. It was
not land. Between clumps of seaweed and barnaclelike growths there lay a base
of brownish-gray blubbery material, mottled with whitish scars and creases.
There was more to see. Dotting the island were clusters of domed structures
made of piled sea vegetation, cemented with mud or congealed sand. The
seal-beings lived in these; some were still wriggling out of roof-holes and
rushing to join the others. The shape of the island was more apparent now; it was
roughly oblate, a squeezed circle, with six air-bag structures positioned at
even intervals around it. The bags were multi-compartmented and looked like
gigantic floral arrays of balloons bunched in the water. Whether they contained
just air or a lighter gas wasn't apparent, of course, but obviously they
supplied flotation. At the leading edge of the island was a high bulge. The shore slowly came alive. Humans stretched and yawned,
mashed out cigarettes, knocked out pipes. Hatches slammed and engines started.
Lines began to form starting at the top of the wide, inclined section of beach. We walked along the curve of the harbor and watched,
fascinated. "Are we to assume," Roland said, "that
everybody's supposed to drive up on this thing and park?" I looked the island over. No guard rails, lots of obstacles,
no apparent way to get up to the decking, lots of curving slippery surface.
"Can't imagine mat," I said, "but I can't imagine the alternative." "It's a big fish and it swallows everyone," Susan
said. We all stopped and looked at her. She giggled. "What else?" she
asked. About fifteen minutes later, we stood on a narrow strip of
sand to one side of what we now knew to be the loading ramp. "I'll be
damned," John said. About seventy-five to one hundred seal-creatures were lined
up behind a bony ridge that crested the forward bulge like a mammoth brooding
brow. The creatures were using their forward flippers to beat rhythmically on
the ridge. It all seemed orchestrated. Sections of them would start a rhythm
sequence while another slapped out a syncopated beat. Then the first group
would stop while the other played on, while still another ensemble joined in.
As the percussion concerto continued, the high curving bow of the island inched
closer to the end of the loading ramp. It took a while. Finally the two islands
met, and the creatures began to beat in unison, smacking out a single
rhythm—one... two... three... one-two-three; three long, three short,
keeping perfect time. The forward bulge began to rise slowly, as if on
hydraulic lifts, raising the orchestra of drummers with it. I think it was Susan who gasped audibly when the gigantic
eye rose out of the water. I know it shook me. It's one thing to calmly
contemplate a creature of that size. As it was docking, I mulled over the
biophysics of the thing. How long would it take a nerve impulse to travel from
one end of the critter to the brain (wherever that was) and back again? Thirty
seconds— a minute? How about internal heat? Getting rid of it would be a
problem. Propulsion also. If the air-bag organs had evolved from fins to
flotation aids, how did the creature move? But it was quite another thing to
have that eye staring at you, an alien eye to boot. The outer structure was a
red polyhedron with hexagonal facets. At the center of each hexagon was a
six-sided pupil slowly contracting, and the whole eye was shot through with a
riot of purple veins. I forgot about the biophysics and let the wonder wash
over me. And when that subsided, there was the mind-numbing sight of
the mouth opening to contend with. The cavity was curved and so big we couldn't
see the other side. The immediate interior was lined with a grinding surface
composed of pinkish-white slabs of translucent cartilage, hexagonal in shape.
Farther back in the mouth the light grew dim, but we could see pale tissue forming the entrance to the throat, and below it,
like a floor, a dark area. A tongue. This began to flow forward like a moving
carpet. It swept over the tooth surface and came out to kiss the beach. The
tongue was purple. The punch line came when a group of crewmen in white
uniforms came walking out of the cavernous interior and stepped onto the sand.
They took up stations a few meters apart and began to admit vehicles into the
mouth of the beast. We all laughed. "How biblical," John said. "Told you!" Susan said triumphantly. Biophysics my ass. How do they mate? "Well..." I thought of something. "Who's got
money?" The Teelies gave me hopeless looks. "I have some," Darla said. "The ride's on
me." She frowned. "That is, if I have enough for all of us." "Wonder if they're taking on deckhands." We made our way through the lines of vehicles moving down
the ramp. The men at the entrance were taking fares. I walked up to the nearest
of them. He spoke no English, and our exchange in 'System got me nowhere. He
gabbled something and motioned impatiently toward the next man. Everybody
followed me over. "Excuse me... sailor?" "Huh?" This one was young, on the chubby side,
with stringy blond hair. Fuzz sprouted on his upper lip. His uniform was
immaculate, flowing with red and gold embroidery, and he wore a matching white
cap with a black shiny visor. "I'm an officer, kamrada. Belowdecks Supervisor
Krause. Whaddya want?" "Sorry, Mr. Krause. How do we book passage on this ...
vessel?" "Don't have tickets?" "No. Where do we get them?" "From me. Where's your vehicle?" "Had a breakdown. How much for just passenger
fare?" He craned his head around and glanced at us, then turned to
take another fare. "Uh, that'd be—" He jerked his head around again
and noticed Darla. "Yeah. That'd be a hunnert consols." "Consols?" "Yeah, consols. Consolidation Gold Certificates. CGCs. Consols." He took a blue square of plastic from a
gloved alien hand. The face of the card bore a stylized picture of a boat
mounted on an island-beast. "You don't take Universal Trade Credits?" He laughed. "Not on this stretch of road,
kamrada." "Sorry. You see, we just came from—" "Yeah, I know, you just lucked through. That
right?" "Lucked... yes, we did." "Well, welcome to the Consolidated Outworlds, kamrada.
Your UTCs won't buy you merte out here." The guy's manners were growing on me like an itchy wan.
"What do you take from aliens?" "Gold, precious metals, gems, anything. Hey, I got
fares to take. Okay?" "Sony to put you to any trouble, but we're in a
pickle." "Yeah, yeah. One troy ounce of gold'll do it. Apiece,
that is." "Jake." It was Darla, holding out some gold coins
to me. I took them. They were very old pieces. South African gold. Amazed, I
turned to her and was about to ask where she'd gotten them, but she smiled,
sphinxlike, and I knew. That bottomless pack again. I looked at the coins. They
were probably worth more as collector's items than as specie—on the black
market, of course. The CA handled all gold. I handed them to Krause. "Jesus Christ." He jingled them, feeling their
weight. "Where'd you snag these, a museum?" He bit into one, checked
the tiny toothmark. Something about pure gold; you can tell. "Yeah,
they'll do. But... uh, you're two short, right?" "I'm afraid that cleans us out. Is it possible that
some arrangements could be made? Otherwise we'll be stranded here." "Sony, no credit. But... well, maybe we can work something
out. Know what I mean?" "Such as?" He was eyeing Darla. "Like to buy you and your friends
a drink. In my cabin, of course. Can't fraternize with the passengers 'cept at
the Captain's table, but what the Old Man don't know... unnerstand?" He
took more tickets. "Yeah, in my cabin, especially your femamikas here—"
He did a double take, finally noticing Susan's breasts. "Sure would be my
pleasure." "Look, friend—"
"Jake, take it easy." To Krause, Darla said, "I'd love to lift a few with you, sailor, but my friend Susan's a teetotaler.
You and I can have a pretty good time, though, just the two of us." She
actually winked at him. "Deal?" He laughed. "I dunno, three heads are better
sometimes." He must have noticed my face turning black, and sobered up.
"Yeah, sure. Just you and me." I held out my hand. "Our money, please." Darla took my arm. "Wait a minute." "Hand it over, sailor. We'll startuke it." "Suit yourself," Krause said, reluctantly handing
me the coins, "but hikers don't have much luck around here. Limit's four
passengers per vehicle, big extra charge for more." Yeah, sure. "We'll take our chances." "You're going to be sony come high tide, kamrada." When we got back to the beach, Darla was ready to kill me.
"Startuke it? Who's going to pick up five of us plus an alien
anthropoid?" "We'll go in different vehicles." "Feel lucky today? I don't." She stamped a boot in
the sand. "Damn it, Jake, sometimes I don't understand you. Do you
actually think I'd let that cretin get near me? Sure, I'd go to his cabin, even
have a few with him. But you'd be surprised what else I have in that pack.
Little transparent capsules that make you very sick for a long, long time. And
they work fast. Wouldn't kill him, of course. Understand? Besides, even if I
had to sleep with him..." She didn't finish. She was right. "Sorry, Darla. I should have finessed
it." "But you have to take every trick, don't you?" She
was furious with me—and proud of me, all at once. "Jake, Roland?" John was standing at the
waterline, letting little waves lap over his feet. "Is it my
imagination," he asked, "or is the water getting higher?" "He's right," Roland said. "I've been
noticing it. And there's the cause." He pointed to the eastern sky. The edge of a huge white disk was showing above the horizon.
A moon, and a big one, twice Luna's size, I guess-timated. The tides would be
fierce, and high tide here could mean complete inundation. Great. "What should we do?" John asked. "I'm going back to him," Darla said. "I hope
he's still in a mood to deal." She was so right I wanted to strangle her. "Hold it a
minute. There's got to be another way. He could be trouble." "Not the type. I've met his ilk before, the chubby
little fart. You stay here. I can handle him." "Maybe one of the other men..." She gave me a world-weary look. "Jake." "Right." I gave it up. Our relationship was about
as well-defined as ghosts in a fog. Not only did I not have a leg to stand on,
the leg had nothing to stand on. "What's that noise?" Roland asked. I tore the beeping key from my pants pocket. "Sam! Sam,
is that you?" "Who the hell were you expecting, the Chairman of
the Colonial Politburo? Of all the goddamn stupid things you've done, boy, this
has to be the grand prizewinner. There's three things any moron can learn in
life without too much trouble, but you can't seem to get 'em straight. Want to
know what they are? I'll tell you. Don't spit out the port at Mach one, don't
eat blue snow on Beta Hydri IV, and don't ever poke your nose through a potluck
portal! Common sense, right— and you'd think any pudknocker'd pick that up real
easy, but not you, boy, not by a long shot—" We laughed and laughed and laughed. 14 "AND ANOTHER THING," Sam was saying when we
finally found him, "what the hell's the idea of not telling me where
you're going?" He was mad as heck. "Too busy at the time. Sony."
"Well, maybe you were, at that," he grumbled. "I hate to bring
it up, but where the hell have you been?" "Rescuing Petrovich, or
whatever his name is." "Petrovsky! I thought he was cylinder-skin. My
god, Sam, how? And why?" The others were crowded in the aft cabin, discovering how
many bodies could fit into a sauna stall—except for Darla, who was whipping up
a quick brunch. They were making a lot of noise. It was good to be back home. "Well, it was like this," Sam said. "There I
am,,cutting vacuum like nobody's business. Must've hit Mach point four five
there for a stretch—Stinky's a genius, by the way—and I'm calling you and
calling you and not getting an answer. Then I see the flash and sure enough it's
gammashine, and I'm saying to myself, well, scratch OIK male offspring, but I
think— maybe not, what with that strange buggy you were driving. I figure maybe
you're just disabled and can't key for help. So I start scanning on infrared
for survivors. What did I know? Last thing I expected was that you'd shot the
portal. Anyway, I pick something up out there about three klicks from the
commit markers, and I pull off the road onto the ice and go on out. And there's
this cop in a vacuum suit lying on his back in the middle of nowhere, no sign
of his batmobile, but his ejection sled's in pieces all over the place. He's
frozen solid to the ice and there's something funny about his left hand." "Hand?" I said. "Yeah, he didn't have one. Instead, there's this big
frozen gob of blood on the end of his arm, looking like a cherry ice pop.
Damnedest thing you ever saw. But the rest of him was in one piece... and he
was alive." "Jesus." And I knew what he'd done too. He'd
angled the blast of his descent rockets to push him away from the cylinders'
grav field instead of setting him comfortably down, but how he'd survived that
desperate gamble was beyond me. The severed hand wasn't hard to explain either.
It was a miracle that the tangled line hadn't cut him in two. "How'd you
get him into the cabin?" "First I had to unfreeze him from the ice. I put the
exciter gun on wide beam and cooked him a bit until he could move. Then he
hauled himself in. There couldn't have been an unbroken bone in his body, but
he did it. Then there was the problem of his arm. If I recycled the cab and
brought it up to room temperature, he'd bleed to death. If I kept it vacuum,
he'd have frozen. The suit had self-sealed but he was half icicle already. So I
had to figure out a way to pressurize and keep the temp below zero. They just
don't make life-support gear like that—had a hell of a time bypassing the right
systems." "Did he say anything?" Sam hesitated the barest second.
"Not much, just groaned a lot." I looked back just then and noticed Darla standing at the
kitchette, listening intently—eavesdropping. "Go ahead," I said. "Well, I grabbed slab back to the Ryxx cutoff, but
there wasn't any traffic. Had to go all the way back to the T-Maze road. Gave a
yell on the skyband, and two riggers picked him up. Incidentally, on the way I
saw our Rikki friends." "I know, they're here. Do you think he pulled
through?" "He was out cold by the time they got to him, so I
really don't know. But he's one hell of a survivor type." Sam paused.
"What d'you think, did I do wrong?" "Hell, no, you did the right thing." "Well, my conscience is clear anyway. And one way or
another, he's out of the picture." Darla came forward and handed me a bowl of beef stew and
crackers. I thanked her, then tore into it, finishing it off in record time. I
washed it down with a can of Star Cloud Ale. The burp was thunderous. I smiled
at Winnie, who was in the shotgun seat, finishing off the remnants of her
picnic lunch. She burped and grinned back. Some things are truly universal. "Shameful the way young women run around these days
without wearing so much as a blush," Sam said. "I heard that, Sam," Darla called out. "Tell
me you don't enjoy it." "I'm getting old. Hell, I am old. In fact, I'm
dead." "Sam, cut the merte," I said. "You'll never
die, and you know it. Did I ever tell you they had to bury you three times
before you'd stay down? You kept popping back up like crabgrass." "Such talk. Where's your respect for the
deceased?" Sam chuckled. "Darla, I was kidding you—back in my day
prudes were saying that morals couldn't get any worse. I happen to agree. It
was a decadent period, if the term means anything. Spend a weekend with me on
New Vegas and I'll tell you all the juicy details." "Name the date, Sam." He laughed. "Jake, tell me more about this whale we're
going to get swallowed by. Sounds like it's got the iceberg fish back on Albion
beat to hell. Did I ever tell you about the exozoological expedition I went
with to trace their migration patterns? This was while you were still in school.
Must have been twenty-five, no, thirty Standards ago...." Sam went on with a yam he'd run into the ground years
before, and I wondered what he was doing until I heard his voice over the
bone-conduction transducer in my ear. "Son, brace yourself. Darla's an agent. I think
she's working for Petrovsky." Well, it was out. I would've had a hard time keeping the
ugly thing's head submerged any longer. I realized that I'd known for some
time. "That's it, just keep a poker face. No hard
evidence, but listen to the playback." It was Petrovsky, babbling Russian in my ear. "He was delirious by this time. Listen." Babble, then a name, then more babble, and again the name,
over and over. The name sounded like Dar-ya. It had been a long time since I'd
studied Russian, but I didn't think Dar-ya was the Russian equivalent to Darla,
if there was one. I turned toward Sam's eye and silently shook my head. "No? Christ, I'm sorry, son. I have a hell of a time
picking up some words now and then, especially from non-Inglo speakers. Thought
it was 'Darla,' but it did sound funny." But it very well could be Darla, I thought, as I heard
Petrovsky now saying, "...Darishka, Darishka..." And then another
name, suddenly: "... Mona..." "What d'you make of that?" I'd heard through the roadbuzz circuit that Mona's current
liaison was with a Militia Intelligence officer, and a high-ranking one, so it
tracked. Could P^trovsky have fallen madly and instantly in love with Darla?
Knowing the man even to the limited extent I did, it didn't make sense. "Well, it's something to think about, Jake." Sam's understatement only pointed out to me the need for
less thinking and more facts. "Sam," I said aloud, "sony to
interrupt your enthralling story, but I ^vant you to do a search for me." "I was just getting to the exciting part. Okay, what is
it?" "Do you still record news feeds whenever you can?" "Every chance I get, just like the program says. I even
got the six o'clock on Goliath. Why?" "How long do you keep 'em?" "Thirty Standard days, then I pitch them." "Merte. Okay, listen. I want you to fetch
anything from your news file with these tag-words. 'Corey Wilkes,'
'intelligence,' 'Colonial Assembly,' 'Reticulan,' 'Militia,' and.. .um, let's
see, what else..." "'Roadmap'?" "That's a long shot, but go ahead." "Why 'Colonial Assembly'?" "A hunch." "Right. Wilkes should turn up like a bad penny. He
loves hobnobbing with the great and near-great, makes the feeds all the time.
Okay, then, let me go down to that dusty basement where I keep old newspapers.
Want me to start now?" "Yeah," I said, "but hold off reading it out
until I tell you. Meanwhile, I'm due for a shower." Everyone was out of the stall by then, all fresh and
scrubbed and settled down to eat. I went to the ordnance locker, got out the
liter of Old Singularity, and had a jolt. The tidal forces were terrific. Then
it was into the locker-size stall for a steam treatment followed by a fog bath.
Standing in the swirling mist, I shut my mind off and the pattern of the last
few days emerged crisp and clear. The fine detail was missing, but the overall
view was enough. I was beginning to see things, understand things. With a
little luck, I'd soon know more. The biggest unknown was still Darla, but even
she was slowly taking shape like a wraith in the mist. The fog had parted
fleetingly back there on the beach. What had I seen? Could her vulnerability
have been grief, her passion the widow's consolation? After a shave and a change of clothes—and a second shooter
of Old Singy—I had evolved up to human form again. I went forward. We spent another twenty minutes in line before we got down
near the row of fare-takers. I was in the wrong line if I wanted to see Krause,
the sociable sailor, again, so I jockeyed for position and cut somebody off in
the next line over. An alien warning signal buzzed angrily behind me. "Hi, there!" Krause was looking down, shuffling tickets in his hands.
Glancing up he said, "How's it going, kamr—" Then the
recognition. "Oh. Thought you... uh, had a breakdown." "Fixed her up real good. Now, about those fares. You
were about to tell me about how we can exchange metal for currency aboard ship,
weren't you?" "Yeah. Forgot to mention it. Sorry." He took a red
disk out of his pocket, attached it carefully to the front port, and smoothed it
over. "Sure, you just drive right in, park, then go up to the -purser's
office and make the exchange. He'll give you a chit, and you hand that over
when you debark. Oh, and the sticker won't come off.. .um, without a special
chemical." "Wouldn't think of trying to remove it. What d'you
think the fare'll be for this rig?" "Uh, wouldn't know offhand, sir." "Guess." "About fifty consols." He thought about it.
"Maybe less." "Lots of bodies in here. What about those extra charges
you mentioned?" He looked away. "Not this trip. Only special
runs." "Uh-huh." I pointed to the gaping throat.
"Gee, do you mean we're actually supposed to drive in there?" He chortled, his manner turning suddenly chummy. "Yeah,
it's a shocker, isn't it? Naw, we're in our fifth year with this boat and we
haven't digested a passenger yet. You'll get used to it." * "Through there?" He turned and pointed. "Yes, sir, that big opening
over—" I took his hat. "Nice hat," I said. "Hey." "Here you go—whoops! Sorry." When he bent over to
get it, I grabbed a handful of greasy yellow hair and fetched his face up
against the hatch. He kissed it hard. "Jake, you shouldn't have," Susan said as we moved
away. "I know. I did enjoy it, though." I drove into the mouth of the beast. 15 THE THROAT WAS a yawning cavity that narrowed into an
esophageal tube tunneling downward into the bowels of the island-beast. The
walls of the passage were pale and sweaty, heaving with peristaltic motion. It
was slippery going, but the rollers handled it fairly well. After a quarter
klick or so the tube opened onto a vast dark chamber. There were hundreds of
vehicles already parked here, many others in the process, their headbeams
moving in the darkness a long way from the entrance. I followed the line of
buggies heading toward them. "I'll be..." Sam began. Then he said, "I
can't think of anything that fits the occasion. I'm speechless." We all were. It took a good while to get to the parking
area, and we spent it in silence. Finally we could see sailors in white tops
with red and white striped bell-bottoms directing traffic, slicing the gloom
with powerful torches. I pulled alongside one of them, a skinny, baby-faced
kid, and cracked the port. A faint odor of decayed fish came through, plus a
whiff of brackish stagnant water, but the overall smell of the place wasn't
hard to deal with. It simply smelled like the sea. ''Where to, sailor? Looks like you're running out of
room." "Over against the wall, starrigger!" the sailor
yelled, playing the torchbeam against a glistening area of greenish-white
tissue. I eased the rig forward until the front of the engine
housing kissed the wall. The tissue quivered and drew back slightly, then
slowly came back to meet the rig and began oozing over the housing, then
stopped. "Drive into it!" the kid shouted over the din of
engine sounds. "Push it back!" I did. The wall receded before us, billowing out like a
giant curtain. Before long I felt it resist, and I hit the brake. "Go ahead," the kid told me in a high voice.
"It'll stretch a klick before it tears a c-meter. C'mon, move that punkin'
pigmobile!" "Aye, aye, Cap'n!" I gunned it, and the wall
shivered and yielded. I rammed the rig forward until I heard
"Ho-o-o!" "Are we the main course, or just the appetizer?"
John wanted to know. "There must be five hundred vehicles in here,"
Roland said. "More," I ventured. Somebody rapped smartly on the hatch. I turned to have a
torchbeam stab my retinas. "Hey, swabbie!" I growled. "Want me
to show you how that thing doubles as a suppository?" "Take it easy, truckle." It was the same sailor
who'd directed us. She was young, very young—no more than sixteen or so.
Antigeronics can't give you that kind of baby-skin. She wore her hair cropped
short under a traditional Dixiecup hat, but the hat was gold, not white. And
she wasn't all that skinny, either. She was blooming under that deckhand
outfit. "You can't stay here, you know," she said. Blinking, I looked around. "What about non-oxy
breathers?" "Them we don't care about, but all humans go topside.
Insurance regs." She started to leave. "Wait a minute," I called after her. "Don't
get testy, now. Just a few questions." "Make 'em short. We're way behind schedule." "Consolidated Outworlds—is that a human-occupied
maze?" "Mostly." "Hmm. Okay, now, are we actually in the stomach of this
thing?" "No, a predigestive sac. Fiona's got two of these and
twelve stomachs, but we don't like to use those unless we have to. Have to spray 'em down with gastric inhibitors—and they
smell bad." "Fiona? It's a female?" "Hard to say one way or the other." "Huh? Oh..." "Is that it?" "That's it, except to ask if all the deckhands are as
good-looking as you." "Ah, shut up." She turned on her heel and stalked
away. "Hey! One more thing." "What?" she answered impatiently. "How do we get topside?" "Elevator!" "Elevator?" Elevator. And there it was, a circular metal-framed shaft rising
through a hole in the roof. The juncture of frame and roof was sealed by a
white spongy collar that seemed to be there to protect the surrounding
organ-tissue. The elevator car was bullet-shaped and transparent, suspended by
thick metal cables. "Any construction you'd do inside this beastie,"
Roland said as we boarded the car, "would be more like a surgical
procedure." "Yeah, but the patient's sturdy enough to withstand
it," I said, then added sotto voce, "Did you plant that
transponder?" "Yes, at the base of the frame." "You agree it'll shoot Sam's signal up this
shaft?" "Don't see why not. But how do you get it out of the
shaft and through the doors?—if there're doors." "We put another one up top, of course." The car was filling up, and we got scrunched to the back. A
tall, blue, webfooted alien trod on my instep as he backed up, then turned his
piscine head and wheezed something that sounded apologetic. The trip up was a long one. The outer door at the top of the
shaft was an ornate gilt folding gate which opened onto what looked like the
plush lobby of an ancient Terran hotel. There were red leather settees and
armchairs, matching ottomans, coffee tables, freestanding ashtrays, and potted
plants. The walls were done up in red and gold fabric. It was a scene out of
the past—tastefully done too, nothing like the usual quickie/functional decor
you see back in the Maze. It was a big place, packed with sentient flesh. "Ah, atmosphere," John said. I turned to Darla. "Spot anybody?" She took a long look around the place. "No." "Yeah, but they're here, or will be. Everybody who was
chasing us. Maybe even Wilkes." "He'll be here," she said, as if she knew. Maybe
she did. Another long wait, this time to get a cabin, and that was
after standing in line at the purser's office. I gave Darla back her coins and
traded about a quarter of my gold stash for consols, paid C-38.5 for the fare,
and gave John some cash in partial payment for the hospital bill he'd picked up
back on Goliath. When it came time to register for the cabin, I had my fake ID
in hand, but the clerk waved it off. "Don't need your ID, sir, just your name. This is a
free society." I looked at the plasticard, which stated that I was one T.
Boggston Fisk, Esq., and I thought, there's a time to run and a time to stop
running. Time for the fox to turn and face the dogs, come what may. I put the
card away. "Jake McGraw, and friends." He bent over the keyboard, then straightened up quickly and
looked at me. "Did you say... Jake McGraw?" "That's right." "Glad to have you aboard the Laputa, sir." "Glad to be anywhere right now. Tell me, when do we get
where we're going? And where are we going?" "We should make Seahome by tomorrow afternoon, sir.
That's the biggest town here on Splash." "Splash? That's what the planet's called?" "Well, it isn't really called anything officially, and
every language group seems to have its own name, but in Intersystem it's called
Akwaterra." "Straightforward enough. I take it there are large land
masses then?" "Big enough, but not continent-size." Welcome to Splash, but don't go near the water. The Laputa? Carrying my bag only (Darla had opted to keep hers), a
steward led us to another elevator. We went up to B Deck, where we followed him
through a maze of corridors. Roland lagged behind, planting more transponders
at various strategic and inconspicuous locations. . Our adjoining staterooms were lavish, the crappers
positively palatial, with sunken tubs made of a gold-veined stone that looked
something like marble. There were few modern conveniences, but the charm more
than made up for the lack. I tried to think of the last time I'd used a
bathtub. John knocked on the connecting hatch and stepped in. "I
haven't seen plumbing like that since I lived in London," he said. "Really?" I said, distracted. I still wasn't sure
whether I liked having the Teelies next door, for their sake more than mine.
Time for them to start disassociating themselves from me. I had wanted at least
half a ship between us, but Roland had insisted on keeping nearby. "Don't want to lose you now, Jake. You're our ticket
home." "Home? Where's that?" He acknowledged the point. "You have me there. But our
people are still important to us. We must get back somehow." "Sorry. I understand." Maybe Roland was right.
They'd be more vulnerable away from me. Susan walked in, looking depressed. She had her shirt back
on and was wearing her tan bush pants, but she was barefooted, having left her sandals
in the Chevy. "There are shops on board, Susan," I told her.
"You should pick up some footwear. John has money." "Yes, I will," she answered dully and slumped into
a velvet armchair. John went over to her. "What's wrong, Suzie?" he
asked, massaging her shoulders. "Oh, I was just thinking of Sten back there in the
hospital. He's probably worried sick, wondering what happened to us." She
looked at me. "We were on the way to the hospital when you..." She
lowered her head and began crying softly. It made me feel just great. Darla took her by the hand, led
her to the other room, and closed the hatch. "Does she have these mood swings often?" I asked
John. "Suzie's emotional and changeable, it's true. But you must realize,
Jake, this whole affair's been a nasty shock for all of us." "Sorry, sorry...." It struck me that I'd been
apologizing a lot lately. I had to reach down deep into my resources to remind
myself that I had done nothing to deserve any of this, nor was any of it my
fault. A sense of guilt for unspecified and probably imaginary offenses is a
load that gets dumped on you early on. Most people spends lifetime looking for
a place to set it down. "John, would you excuse me for a moment? I want to talk
to Sam." "Of course." He went to the hatch and opened it,
turned to say something, but thought better of it. "We'll talk
later," he said, then went out and closed the hatch. He had his own guilt
to deal with. Winnie was on the couch, huddled up with her arms wrapped
around her knees, looking at me with wet, questioning eyes. I winked at her,
and she gave me a grimace-grin in return. Funny that she responded to a wink. I
couldn't remember ever seeing her eyelids close except in sleep; she never
blinked them. "I'm copying you fine,"
Sam said when I keyed him. "How'd you do it?" "Roland engineered it, but those button transponders
did the trick. We have them planted all over the ship. What have you got for
me?" "Well, when I went down to the basement, I got quite
a shock. There's tons of stuff from years back. I checked a list-out of that
news-recording subroutine. The way it's coded is all goofed up. It tells me to
erase all the junk I've kept for the last thirty days, but allows me to keep
what I've recorded that day, the day I houseclean. What the subroutine does
then is give everything that's left in the workfile a PROTECT tag. Then, when I
erase again, all that stuff gets dumped into the reference library. As a
result, there's all kinds of random crap down there from years back." "I'll have to stop buying that cheap off-the-shelf
software and do my own coding for a change. You find anything
interesting?" "Yes, very. Like this item in Pravdu from
about three years ago." Sam snorted. "Never fails to amuse me
that they thought the change of one letter makes a Russian word into an
Inter-system one." "Makes it easier for them. Go ahead." "Okay. Quote, Tsiolkovskygrad, Einstein, October 10,
2103. The season premiere of the New Bolshoi was well-attended this year, as it
is every year, but last night standing-room-only crowds packed the house to see
a daringly innovative staging of, blah blah blah blah, etcetera. Skip six
paragraphs. Among the notables attending were KamradaBig Cheese, Kam-rada Head
Whatshisname, your mother's Uncle Pasha, and— here it is, get this—Minister of
Intercolonial Affairs Dr. Van Wyck Vance, daughter Darla Petrovsky-Vance, and some
prominent friends of the Authority, including labor leader Kam-rada Corey
Wilkes, unquote. I'm multiplexing the 2-D image. Are you getting it?" I put one end of the key to my eye and peered through the
pinhole lens. The microscreen showed a loge full of bored faces, one of them
belonging to Corey Wilkes. He was seated next to—yes, it had to be—the same
patrician-looking gentleman I'd seen at Sonny's and thought I recognized. Van
Wyck Vance. Next to him was a blond woman with her head turned, talking to the
woman behind her. The face was hidden, the hair was longer and probably its
natural color, but... "Sam, zoom in on the blonde." "How? Like this?" "Little closer, screen right." ... But the port-wine mark on her bare right shoulder told
me it was Darla. "Now we know who 'Dar-ya' is." "More than that, Sam. It's Darla. And I saw her dad at
Sonny's." "How can you—? Oh, you mean the little mark on her
shoulder? I missed that, but now I remember. More advantages than you'd think
in women running around naked, aside from the obvious ones." I stretched out on the silky bedspread and put the key on
the nightstand, leaving the circuit open. I closed my eyes. "What's it mean, Jake? From what you've told me, it
looks like all along she's been Petrovsky's agent. Now we know she's his LC.
But if she's Vance's daughter, and Vance is in cahoots with Wilkes... where
does that put her?" I didn't answer right away. "Jake?" "I don't know. We need more information." Sam sighed. "Damn it, sometimes being a machine is
hell." I picked the key up and held it close to my mouth.
"Sam, everything they've done has been to make us run. And we tucked tail
and ran. The scuffle at Sonny's was to start things off, and also served the
purpose of setting me up to be tracked by a method I haven't figured out. They
knew exactly where we were when we hid out at Grey stoke Groves. But did they
surprise us? No, they flushed us out of there and followed us, dogging our
every step, somehow anticipating our every move while staying a planet or two
behind. And all for one purpose: to watch us until we ducked into a potluck. We
did. To them that meant we had the Roadmap. And we do. We've had it all along
and didn't know it." "Uh-huh. And what is it?" "It's
a who. It's Winnie." "What?" I told him about the sand drawings, then went over my
reasoning concerning why the drawings could qualify as the 'convincing forgery'
Petrovsky had mentioned. "Convincing? Who'd be convinced by scratches in the
sand?" "Apparently everybody. That's the only way it figures.
Remember, they might not know that Winnie's knowledge is based on myth. And
furthermore, we don't know it either, for a fact. That line may be real, or
they may not be. I haven't had time to find out for sure. I tried back on the
beach, but Darla's the only one who seems to understand her." "How did Wilkes and
company find out about Winnie? Through Darla?" 1 "I don't know. We know she reported to Petrovsky at the
station. Wilkes may have a spy in Petrovsky's intelligence unit. Another thing
that isn't clear is whether Darla knew about Winnie's abilities when she
reported. The drawings didn't show up until we got here, but Darla's been
talking to her all along, so she may have reported on the possibility earlier.
Left some kind of message, secret radio, something." "And the
Reticulans?" "A Snatchgang working for Wilkes, but why Rikkis would
work for humans, and for what compensation, isn't obvious." "You can say that again. Okay, okay, but I don't
understand two things." He laughed. "What am I talking about?
I'm fuzzy about a lot of things. Put it this way. There are two main
confusions. One: How the hell did these stories about us get started in the
first place? And how come we never got wind of them until recently?" "Sam, how long were we off the road before this
run?" "Christ, I don't know. Couple of months. Why?"
"Couple of months to bring in the harvest back at the farm, right? And to
do some necessary business. Before that, where were we?" "Hydran Maze, pleading with those waterbags not to
tear up the Guild Basic and go over to Wilkes." "How long?" "Don't remind me. Seemed like years, waiting three
weeks at a time for some bureaucrat to get over her estrous cycle so we could
get an appointment. How long? Another three months, all told." "Sam, your antialien prejudice is showing." "Not at all. I'm just pissed, is all." "Six months off the road," I said. "Okay,
here's Crackpot Theory Number One. Somehow, we get out of this mess. With
Winnie's help, we find our way back, but we do a Timer. We luck onto a backtime
route and return to T-Maze before we leave... about six months before we leave.
Word gets around somehow. There's a map; get the map, everybody says. Everybody
wants the goddamn thing. And some combination of Wilkes, the Authority, the
Reticulans, and the Ryxx is aiming to get it... somehow. Our future selves stay
low until the heat's off. They know better, leaving us to get chased." "You'd think they'd have the decency to fill us in." "They may have their reasons. Anyway, we run, find
Winnie, leave the Maze, get into a mess, get out of it, go back in time,
etcetera. That's the Paradox. Somehow, it all has to work." "How many somehows was that? I lost count." "Too many, but I'm ready
for Crackpot Theory Number Two, if you've got it." ' "I don't. I've got one more big confusion, though." "Which is?" "Why the hell didn't they just grab us back in
T-Maze and beat the merte out of us until we handed it over? We didn't have
anything, but they didn't know that." "They're smart. They're aware of the Paradox. Wilkes as
much as pointed it out to me back at Sonny's. They're reasoning that I got the
map at some point along the journey, but they don't know exactly where. So they
wait until it looks like we deliberately slip through a hope-to-Jesus
hole." I took a deep breath. "Well, what do you think?" I asked,
knowing he'd been playing devil's advocate all along. "Well, I've never knowingly bought a crock of
excrement before, but I'll buy yours if you answer one more question. To wit:
if we have the map already.. .1 mean our future selves, of course... if we've
already returned six months ago with the thing, or with Winnie or whatever, why
in the name of all that's holy are they trying to get it now? It's done,
finished. How can they hope to change what's happened?" "That's a tough one. Would you still buy my crock if I
told you I had no idea?" "Yeah, but I'm gullible." "Got anything else from the file?" "Well, under 'Colonial Assembly' I got the usual
pile of nonnews, except for one item that cross-referenced with
'intelligence.'" "Give it to me." "I'll digest it. It's about two Assemblymen—actually
a man and a woman—being suspended by the Authority pending an investigation
into their part in activities which've been deemed by the Authority to be
outside the bounds of the Assembly's proper sphere of concern. Probably wanted
to wipe their asses without having to petition the Authority in writing first." "How did it cross-reference with 'intelligence'?" "The information was based on Militia intelligence
reports." "Sounds like a smoke
screen—the story, I mean. Got any background on it?" "A bit. If you remember a while back, there was some
roadbuzz about a secret intelligence cell within the Assembly. Undercover
operatives, special operations, that sort of thing. The funds for it were
supposed to've been disguised as temporary staff salaries for a couple of
investigative committees." "Wow. Who leaked all that?" "Authority plants in the Assembly, of course. They
carry on a loose-lip campaign in cocktail bars and bedrooms; and when the story
gets widely circulated, the Authority acts. That way the plants don't blow
their cover. For good measure, the Authority may have had a spy right in the cell." "Double agent?" "Right." "Okay." I sat up on the bed. "Sam, you did a
good job. We have one more piece of the puzzle. Right now I don't know where it
fits, but it's a big one. Talk to you later." "Report in regularly, will you?" "Sure." I got up and went to the connecting hatch,
put my ear against it. Roland, John, and Darla were talking quietly next door. I turned to Winnie and said, "Let's you and me go for a
little walk, honey." 16 WITHOUT HESITATION, SHE followed me to the hatch. We went
out into the hallway after I'd checked it out. I closed the hatch softly. She
took my hand, her double-thumbed grip feeling strange but firm and trusting,
and we walked along the red-carpeted, gold-papered hallway. I'd never been on a
true water-displacing vessel of this size, but it reminded me of pictures of
old Terran buildings. There was a feeling of space here, none of the economicah
crampedness you'd expect, let alone the nightmarish claustrophobia of a
deep-space ship. And from what I'd seen of this Outworld maze, the ship seemed
out of place in its luxuriousness. As we neared the lobby area I discovered the
reason for its affluence. There was a casino. I didn't stop to gawk, but I
caught a glimpse of lots of action, chips flowing at dozens of tables where every
game in town was being played. There were aliens in there too. Before going into the still-crowded lobby, I parked Winnie
in a small room full of food-dispensing machines, hiding her behind one of
them. I told her to wait until I got back. At the desk, I asked the clerk where
the crew quarters were. He gave me a puzzled look before he answered me
politely, and I wondered briefly if the "fraternization" proscription
that Krause had mentioned was really true. But the clerk didn't ask for my reasons.
He showed me a deck plan of the boat and indicated the crew's quarters in the
stem end of C Deck, the lowest of the three. "Are you looking for someone in particular, sir?" "Yeah, a girl. Young, about this high, short blondish
hair, on the thin side." He thought for a moment. "Oh, I think that's Lorelei.
Pretty sure that's the one. She's a belowdecks mate, but we should be all
squared away down there by now. We're about to put to sea, and she should be
off-duty." "Fine. Thanks." I went back and got Winnie. It was good to get out of the lobby and into relatively
quiet corridors. I felt conspicuous, especially with Winnie, and kept my eyes
peeled for a familiar face. None showed. I still felt edgy, but thought I'd
risk a tour on deck. I wanted to see how they got the monster out of the
harbor. We went through an undogged hatch out onto a deserted part
of the outer forward deck. It was a recreation area, with games painted on the
wood decking, canvas chairs stacked by the bulkhead, a few tables under
umbrellas. We stood at the railing and watched as the ship-animal retreated
from shore-backwards, trailing a wake of bubbling water. A smaller complement
of beaters was on duty at the bow, but there were still at least fifty of them,
slapping out a slow rhythm. It must have been a delicate bit of seamanship; the
beats were measured and deliberate. We were halfway out of the harbor, leaving
behind a deserted island back-lit by a smoldering orange sun. It looked as if
the island were moving away, and not us. Below, I could see most of the upper
surface of the beast. Seal-creatures were all over the place, dragging piles of
seaweed with their forward flippers, popping in and out of the dome-structures,
generally going about their appointed tasks, whatever they were. I could see
that the resemblance to Terran seals was superficial. The heads were bigger and
the wrinkled faces flatter, with not much of a snout. And the eyes were
strange. It was a little too far to tell, but it looked as though they might be
structurally similar to the beast-eye we'd seen. We were on the upper main deck,
but above us was a poop deck where the bridge was. Officers leaned over the
rails watching the ship's progress. I wondered how the bridge was relaying
orders to the pilot-musicians, or if the bridge was giving orders at all. True,
a captain hands the conn over to the pilot when entering or leaving harbor, but
what about in open sea? I felt eyes on me, and looked toward the starboard flying
bridge. A stocky, bearded man in a gold uniform was staring at me. The captain.
No, not actually staring—appraising, sizing me up, the shiny visor of his cap
starred with sunlight. I couldn't see his eyes, but I felt their clinical gaze. I took Winnie's hand and we went back inside. We took a long
trek through the ship, avoiding main areas of activity. We passed near a dining
area filling up with hungry patrons, went by a ballroom, a darkened theater,
skirted the trade and shopping deck, and then found a narrow stairway that led
all the way down to C Deck. Below, we encountered an empty six-bed infirmary
looking very underequipped, found lockers, storerooms, and strangely enough, a
sign that read TOPSIDE HOLDS 5-10. I had thought that cargo would be shipped
belowdecks, but some items were probably too fragile for beast-gizzards. We finally came to the crew quarters. I looked around, found
a maintenance closet full of mops and pails, and told Winnie to wait inside.
She looked at me nervously, then crept inside and sat in a comer, her big eyes
glowing in the shadows. I whispered to her reassuringly, telling her I'd be
right back and not to be afraid. I hoped she understood—but then, my
communication problem with her seemed to be one-way, with me having all the
trouble. The crew area was divided up into little cabins of four or
five bunks each. Most of the hatches were closed, but I saw a few sailors
racked out on their bunks, asleep. It had been a long watch. Luckily, there
were name plates listing the occupants of each cabin; perversely, only first
initials and surnames were used. Think of asking for her last name? Not you,
Jake. I took a stroll through the maze of passages, squinting in the dim light.
I found a total of four L. Somebodys. Lorelei Mikhailovich? Not likely, but you
never know. Lorelei Sou-phanouvong? Improbable. That narrowed it to two, L.
Fin-kelhor and L. Peters. Peters it is. I knocked. A muffled reply. I knocked again. Grumbling and general
complaining. The hatch opened and there was Lorelei looking bleary-eyed
in a tattered blue robe. "Yes?" She squinted at me. "Who're
you?" "Is my face that forgettable?" After a second, it hit her. "Oh, yeah, the
truckie." Her eyes grew wary. "What do you want?" "A favor... and a chance to appeal to your
conscience." "Huh?" "I'm in a spot, and I need your help." She frowned, puzzled, then shrugged. "Come in,
then," she said, widening the hatch. "First I want to show you something. Or rather
someone." "Who?" she wanted to know. "Hey, where're you
going?" "Want you to meet a friend of mine," I said,
walking down the hall. I stopped and beckoned. "Come on." "I'm not sure I should," she said sourly.
"Aren't you the one that was going to stick a torch up my behind?" I was about to explain that I'd mistaken her for a man, but
caught that faux pas by its ugly little tail before it scampered out.
"Sorry about that. I was jittery as hell. First time I ever parked inside
a sea monster." This mollified her somewhat. She stepped out into the
passageway. "Okay, but any weird stuff and I scream rape. You won't like
what happens to you after that." Probably not. She followed me at a good distance. I got to
the closet, opened the door. This made Lorelei stop and eye me all the more
distrustingly. "Okay, Winnie," I called. When Winnie peeked around the bulkhead, Lorelei came out of
her tough-cynical character like a fresh pea from a wrinkled pod, suddenly all
girlish smile and looking even younger than I first thought her to be. The
smile looked much better on her than her usual sullen pout. "Oh, isn't she cute!" Lorelei beamed. "It is
a she, isn't it? Where'd she come from?" "Winnie," I said, pointing, "this is
Lorelei." "Hi, Winnie!" "Hi! Hi!" "Winnie comes from a planet named Hothouse. Ever hear
of it?" She came forward and stroked Winnie's head, feeling the
thick glossy fur. "No. Is that back in T-Maze?" "Yes. Were you born here? I mean, in the
Outworids?" "Uh-huh. Look at those ears. Oh, she's darling. Is she
yours?" "Uh... Winnie's not a pet. She's a person—but, yes,
she's traveling with me and I'm responsible for her. How would you like to look
after her for me?" Lorelei giggled. Winnie seemed to be fascinated with the
color and texture of Lorelei's robe, fingering and sniffing the cloth.
"Oh, I wouldn't mind...." she began, then bit her lip. "Gee, I
don't know. I'm pulling double-duty all this run. We're shorthanded, and I
don't know when I'd get the time." "You won't need much. Winnie's able to take care of
herself. Actually, I had something specific in mind." "What's that?" Then, remembering, she said,
"Didn't you say you were in trouble?" "Winnie's the one who's in trouble." "She is?" "Yes. I want you to hide her. You must know every nook
and cranny of this ship, places where she could stay without anyone discovering
her. Right?" "Well, yeah, but why?" "Lorelei, there are people on this boat who want to
kidnap Winnie. Maybe worse. She's in great danger." She was shocked. "Who'd want to hurt her? And why, for
God's sake?" "It's difficult to explain, but basically the situation
is this. Winnie has some valuable information, and these people want it badly.
And to get it, they need to get her." Lorelei put a protective arm around Winnie's shoulders.
"She has information? What could she know that anyone would—?" "Winnie's a very intelligent creature. Don't let her
looks fool you. As I said, she's a person, not an animal." "Hm." She looked at me skeptically, a little of
the cynicism returning. "How do I know you haven't kidnapped her?" "Ask Winnie." She screwed up her face to make a snide retort, but thought
better of it. She bent over toward Winnie and pointed to me. "Is he your
friend, Winnie? That man there. Friend?" Winnie turned to me and smiled adoringly. "Fwenn!"
she said and reached over to clutch my hand. "Jake fwenn!" She
nuzzled my arm. "Fwenn fwenn fwenn! Jake-fwenn!" I was only a little
embarrassed. Lorelei grinned sheepishly. "I guess you're not
fooling!" She straightened up and stuck out a smudged hand. "Glad
to meet you, Jake." I took her hand, then heard voices in the adjoining
corridor. "Quick, in here," I whispered. We piled into the closet. When the two sailors had gone I said, "What do you say,
Lorelei? Will you help us out?" "Sure. I know just the place, too. I can bring her food
and water when I'm off-duty... but she'll have to keep quiet and not
fuss." "Winnie doesn't fuss. She'll behave." I thought of
something. "Food's going to be a problem, though. She needs food from her
planet, special food, like all aliens. Like us, too." I sighed and leaned
against the bulkhead. "No help for it, I guess. Unless..." Well,
there was a slight possibility. "Lorelei, is there any crewman who might
be from Hothouse? He might know of substitute foods, things that are all right
for Winnie to eat. Biochemistry is funny that way. Is everyone in the crew a
native Outworlder?" "No, there're plenty who lucked through, but I never
heard anyone say they were from Hothouse." "Hm. How about Demeter? That's the fancy name for the
place. No? Anyone ever mention they hailed from Mach City? It's the biggest
city." "No, not that I..." In the bands of light coming
through the louvered door I saw her massage her forehead with her palm.
"Mach City. Wait a minute. Where've I seen that before?" "You've seen it?" "Yeah, somewhere, written on something. Damn it, I
can't remember where the punk it was." She snapped her fingers. "Oh,
yeah! It was marked on a crate we brought up from belowdecks." "Cargo?" "Yeah. We put it in a topside hold. Special class
stuff. The crate wasn't marked, but some of the boards came off on one of them
in the freight elevator. There were big bales of stuff inside, leaves and
stuff, wrapped with plastic bands, and on the bands there was a name. Some
company... don't remember what it was, something about chemicals, but it said
Mach City. It was in System, Polla dey Mach. I remember 'cause I asked
where Match City was, and Lany—he works with me—he says, 'You dummy, it's Mock
City.'" He's a punkin' moron... but he's cute. Anyway, that's how I
remember. We brought up a lot of those crates." Well. Well, well, well. "Lorelei, is there any way we can
get at those crates?" "Sure. The holds are locked, but that's no problem for
me. Why?" "Possibility that Winnie might be able to eat some of
that stuff. It's also a good bet that..." A good bet? Sucker bet. I knew
what the bales contained. "Lorelei, look—" "Call me Lori." "Lori. I might not be able to get down here again soon.
Could you take Winnie into the hold tonight and open one of those crates? Let
Winnie hunt around in there for a while. She may find something to eat. She'll
know what she can or can't consume." "Uh-huh. I can do that." "Good. Now, can you get her into hiding right
away?" "Yeah, but I'll have to be careful." "Do you want to wait until tonight? Keep her in your
cabin until then?" "Not really. I have bunkmates, you know." "Can you trust them?" "Two I can, but the other one's a blabbermouth." "Then you'd better take her now. And another
thing," I said, wondering if this decision was wise, "don't tell me
where you're keeping her." She was surprised. "Not tell you?" "I think it best, but it could put you in some danger.
Are you still willing?" "I can take care of myself," she said evenly. "I think you can. And I really don't think these people
will want to mess with a crewmember. It'd make too much trouble for them."
I felt for Winnie in the dark. She found my hand and grasped it, and I squatted
down and said, "Winnie, I want you to go with Lori here. You go with her,
okay? She'll put you in a nice place where you can sleep. You'll be alone, but
you won't be afraid. Jake will come get you later." Her grip tightened.
"No, I won't forget you, Winnie. But you must be very quiet and be a good
girl. Lori will come to visit you and take you to get food. But you mustn't be
afraid. Understand? Nothing will happen to you. No one will hurt you.
Okay?" "Kay!" "You'll be a good girl?" "G'gowull!" "Huh? Oh, yeah, good girl." I cracked the hatch
and looked out, then closed it. "Almost forgot. We need a way to
communicate. I don't trust the room phones. Can you get a written message to
me?" "I think so." "Good. After you hide her, send this message to
stateroom 409-B. Got that? 409-B. Send this: 'Your suit will be ready tomorrow
morning.'" She repeated it. "Right. That's tonight's message. For emergencies,
send... um, let's see. Send, 'The galley regrets it can't provide the special
wine you ordered.'" She repeated that and said, "Got it." "Now, can I leave messages at your cabin?" "Yeah, just slip it under the door. I'll be there when
I'm off-duty. I get so worn out, most of the time I'm sacking anyway." "Okay. Here." I took her hand and pressed a wad of
bills into it. , "No, you don't have to." "Take it, and no back talk. You're taking a risk and
you should be paid. Never be an altruist. It'll kill you in the end." "What's an altruist?" "It's what everyone wants the universe to think they
are, but the universe knows better. Never mind." I looked out again.
"Right. Get going, and don't let anyone see you with Winnie if you can
help it." "Right. C'mon, Winnie." I watched them tiptoe down the dark passageway, then turn a
comer. 17 AND WHO SHOULD I see on my way back up? None other than the
Weird Bastard stepping out of his cabin, catching sight of yours truly and
slithering back into his hole like a mudsnake. I sprang forward and shouldered
the hatch, wedging my boot between it and the frame. "A word with you, sir." "Get out of here!" "We really have to talk." He threw his weight against me hard and nearly took my foot
off, but I shoved back. After a struggle, he stopped pushing and leaned against the
hatch. "I'll call security!" he said. "You can reach the phone from here?" He thought it over. No, guess not. "What do you
want?" "As I said, a few words with you." "Say 'em." "Actually, I wanted to take you to dinner. Have some
friends I want you to meet. They live in the ocean, you see, and they have big,
nasty teeth." Suddenly his weight was off the hatch. I threw it open and
dashed into the room where he was already rifling through a satchel on the bed.
I kidney-punched him and maneuvered him into a full nelson, made sure he hadn't
gotten to the gun, then threw him against the bulkhead. He hit it with a thud
and crumpled. I went through the satchel until I found it. A good little piece,
a Smith & Wesson 10kw with a Surje powerpack grip, compact, lightweight, and
deadly. He was on the floor with his back against the bulkhead,
groaning but conscious, looking at me worriedly. I went to the hatch, closed
and locked it, then walked toward him, twirling the pistol. "Maybe you'd like to explain that little episode on the
beach," I said, "while you still have a working mouth." "I don't know what you're talking about." "You'll have to do better than that." He ran a hand through his unruly salt-and-pepper hair, then
spent a good deal of time scraping himself off the floor. I stood well back,
watching for the sudden move. He was a big man, but if I was any judge he
didn't have any fight in him, just a streak of guile that he was trying to hide
now with a merte-eating grin. "Oh, yeah. Yeah, I remember now. I
did see you on the island. Sure." He shrugged and threw his arms wide.
"What's the problem? Must be some kind of misunderstanding here." ' "I asked you if the water was safe, and you said yes.
It wasn't." Innocence bloomed on him like mold. "I didn't know! I
see people swimming in there all the time!" "How long do they usually last?" "Huh?" He was lying, of course, but right then it occurred to me
that I didn't need another enemy on board. He could have other uses. "You
didn't know about the danger?" "No, I swear. Look, kamrada, it's just a
misunderstanding, believe me." I didn't bother to ask why he'd run at the sight of me,
deciding to live the lie with him. "Well," I said, "if you're
telling the truth, it looks like I owe you an apology." "It's the truth, I swear it." He stepped away from
the wall and straightened his clothes. "I don't swim myself, but I have
seen people in the water from time to time." "Uh-huh." I gave him a conciliatory grin.
"Well, I guess it's all been a mistake then. Hope you'll accept my
apologies." He was all eager smile, his body sagging in relief. "No
problem, no problem," he said. "I can understand. I guess you were
hopping mad. Don't blame you, I really don't. These things happen." "Yeah." I handed him his gun. "No hard
feelings, I hope." "No, no, none at all. Like I said, I don't blame you a
bit. Would've felt the same way myself." He slipped the gun into a pocket
of his bright-blue jumpsuit. "Tell you what. Let me buy you a drink." "Sounds great." I let Paul Hogan buy me a drink. The lounge was crowded,
noisy, and the drinks were expensive. We talked pleasantly for a while over
mugs of local brew. Turned out he was a slave trader by profession. "Indentured servitude?" Hogan said. "You
could call it that. There's a contract involved and a term of service
specified, but the contract can be bought out at any time by the contractee.
Slavery?" He shook his head in protest. "No, not at all. It's
strictly a business relationship. Lots of people luck through to this maze with
nothing but the clothes on their backs, their vehicles, and a pocketful of
worthless currency. They need jobs, and I can get 'em. I'm a broker... an
agent, that's all." He lit a funny-looking, bright-green cigar. "Ever
tried these? Give you a real nice buzz." He blew smoke out one side of his
mouth. "No, the reason I came over to you on the beach was because of the
Cheetah. The Hothouse creature." "Really?" "They make great domestics. Not many of 'em in this
maze. I was going to ask you if you wanted to sell it." "Sell Winnie? No, I wouldn't think of it." "I could offer a good price." He took 'a long pull
of his drink, eyeing me like a specimen on a slide. "Uh, it seemed as if
you lucked through traveling pretty light. How's your money situation? Need a
loan?" Ah ha. The Bait. "We're okay for the moment. 'Course,
we'll have to do something to earn a living eventually." Nibble, nibble. 'Tell me, how'd you happen to shoot a potluck? I'm just
curious. Different people have different reasons." "Really? In our case it was a mistake. Missed a sign, and
before we knew it the commit markers were on us." "Uh-huh, uh-huh." He puffed the cigar
thoughtfully. "Some people do it on purpose. Did you know that? In fact,
we get more and more of those every day. Don't ask me how the word got back to
T-Maze that there was something here to luck through to, but something makes
'em come. They want to get out from under the Authority's thumb. Freedom,
that's what we got out here. High technology, forget it. Modem medicine, the
same. Lots of things are in short supply here—but if you don't mind roughing
it, this maze is wide open. We're young and growing. Lots of
opportunities." He sat back and crossed his legs. "You're right about
having to do something about money eventually. Prices are high around here, believe
me. You should give some serious thought to selling the Cheetah. In fact, I'm
going to sweeten the deal for you, give you something to think about. I'll pay
part of the price in drugs." "Drugs?" "Antigeronics." He snorted. "You didn't think
you could get 'em here as easy as you can back in T-Maze, did you?" "I can't imagine anything being under tighter control
than anti-g's," I said. "My last treatment was after a four-year wait
and a dozen different permits. And it cost a fortune." "Sometimes you can't get them here at any price, and
you'll die waiting. But I have good connections." "How much are we talking about?" I asked,
stringing him along. "I can give you, say, a quarter-treatment's worth. The
full oral series." In a dark comer of the lounge, a quartet struck up a vaguely
Latin American number. The instruments were acoustic— marimba, trap drums, and
double bass—except for the lead omniclavier. I listened to the music for a
while, looking out through the floor-to-ceiling windows at a night sky aglow
with moonlight over a silver-flecked sea. "Paul, a quarter-treatment's not going to do me any
good if I can't get the rest." "Best I can do, Jake. We're talking big money
here." "If you can swing a full treatment, forget the cash.
I'll take just the drugs." "Can't do it, Jake. Like I said, my connection is good,
but the supply is short." "Who's your source?" He flashed a smug grin. "My source is the source,
friend. None better, but that's the deal. Think about it." He
drained his mug and wiped his mouth with two fingers. "Here, let me give
you my card." He gave me his card, which read PAUL HOGAN ASSOCIATES,
EMPLOYMENT SPECIALISTS, with an address in Seahome. I finished my beer, made my
excuses, and got out of there. When I got back to the stateroom, nobody was there. I
knocked on the connecting hatch and opened it. No one. I sprawled on one of the double beds and keyed Sam. "Yo!" "Keeping busy down there? Anything interesting?" "Oh, sure, nothing like watching a stomach wall
ooze." "It's oozing?" "Yeah, but they keep spraying the place down with
some kind of stuff. How's it going up there? Any trouble?" "Things are coming to a head, but I keep getting the
feeling I'm the pimple." I filled Sam in about Lori and Winnie, then ran
down all the new bits of data I'd picked up, especially what I'd gleaned from
Hogan. "This is all getting very interesting," Sam
said, "It's also getting a lot clearer." "There're still some big murky areas, but I
think..." "Yeah, what?" "Sam, just a thought. I know we're wedged in pretty
tight down there, but could you muscle your way out if you had to?" “No problem. May have to flatten a few buggies to do it,
though. Why? Where do we go then?" "I have an insane idea." "Oh, God." I heard the hatch opening. It was Darla, letting herself in
with her key. She stopped dead when she saw me. "Jake! Where the hell have
you been?" 'Talk to you later, Sam." "Any time." "Hi, Darla." She came over and sat on the bed beside me. "You
disappeared." "Sorry. We went for a walk." "Where's Winnie?" "Wanted to talk to you about that. I gave her to
somebody." Her face didn't change expression, but a submerged ripple of
surprise crossed it, once, and was gone. "You gave her to somebody?
Who?" "Uh, guy by the name of Paul Hogan. Deals in exotic
animals, for zoos and such. I thought it best." I put my hands behind my
head nonchalantly. "Had to do something sooner or later. Right?" "Zoos? They have those here?" "Apparently. Well, he didn't say zoos exactly. Now that
I think of it, it seems improbable. Exotic pets, maybe." She frowned at
me. "Darla, I don't like it any better than you, but it had to be done. He
said he'd find her a good home." She didn't like it, but said nothing. She was thinking. "Where's the gang?" "Hm? Oh, they're out shopping." "Did you go with them?" "No, I was looking for you." "I should have let you know, but we got to wandering,
then we met Hogan, and then... well, I wanted to get the matter taken care of.
Sorry." She didn't quite know what to make of it. "Where did
you—?" Voices in the next room interrupted her. A knock came on the
connecting hatch. John poked his head in. "Hello?" "Come on in," I said. John stepped in, decked out in a bush outfit. He looked like
a khaki beanpole. "What do you think?" he said, turning like a
ballerina. "Nice outfit," I said. "Yours too,
Suzie." Susan's was more conventional, a green all-climate suit with
brown knee-high boots. "We got backpacks too," she said, proudly
displaying hers. "And some camping equipment, new eggs, everything." "Yes," John said. "We thought we'd be proper
starhikers for a change. Spent a bloody fortune. The prices!" Roland walked in wearing a match for Susan's outfit.
"Jake! Where the punking hell were you?—if you don't mind my asking." "With Winnie. I found someone to take her." "Oh, Jake, you didn't!" Susan was shocked. John, in a sudden reverie, said, "Odd... I was
wondering where all this stuff comes from. I didn't think to check the labels.
They seem good quality." "I checked them," Roland said. "The labels
were all from Terran Maze. Where else?" John furrowed his brow. "But I was under the impression
..." "You get the door prize, Roland," I said.
"The Outworlds aren't as far out as you think." "Lots of things don't make sense here," Roland
said. "You mean goods are being shipped here from back
home?" John said. "Exactly," Roland answered. "But how are the suppliers getting paid? I mean
how...?" He was lost in thought. \ "I don't know," I said. "But nobody dumps
goods through a one-way hole, do they?" "Not likely," Roland said. "Then there's a way back?" John said, shocked at
his own conclusion. Susan was round-eyed, hope springing to her face. "Apparently somebody knows a way," I said,
"but they may not be telling." "But if we could find it," John said. "If this maze is as big as most are," Roland said,
"that could take years. A century. And I have a feeling a great deal of
this maze is unexplored." "Well." John sighed and sat down. "Food for
thought." Susan looked crestfallen. "Speaking of food," Roland said, thumping his
stomach. "I suppose they have cabin service." "I'm for the dining room," I said, drawing a
strange look from Darla. "I want good food, civilized conversation, wine,
and wit." A knock at the outer hatch, and everyone froze. "Come in!" I yelled. Darla's Walther was in her hand before I could see her move.
"Jake! What're you doing?" she gasped. "Roland, get the hatch, will you? I keep forgetting the
thing locks automatically." Roland gave me a puzzled look, then went to answer it. "Darla, put that thing away. We have guests." "Mr. McGraw?" "No, he's over there." A ship's officer stepped in. "Mr. McGraw?" "Yes?" "Good evening. Jean Le Maitre, Executive Officer."
"Bon soir, Monsieur Le Maitre. Comment ca-vas?" "Bon,
Monsieur. Et vous? Comment allez-vous ce soir?" "Tres bien. Et
qu'y a-t-il pour votre service?" "Le Capitaine presente ses
compliments, et il voud-rait... excuse me. Does everyone speak French
here?" "I've just exhausted my knowledge," I said. He laughed.
"Then I'll speak English. Captain Pendergast presents his compliments,
sir, and requests the honor of your company at dinner this evening, at his
table." "Tell the Captain," I said, "that we'd be
delighted." "Would eight bells be convenient for you?" "That'd be fine." "Excellent. The Captain will be expecting you. Until eight,
then... mesdames et messieurs." He clicked his heels together,
bowed, and left. "La plume de ma tante est sur le bureau de mon
oncle," Susan said dully. 18 I NEEDED A weapon. I had been getting and losing them at a
rapid rate lately. Another squib would be just the thing, but I doubted one
could be found, as they aren't a popular item. Everybody wants a hand-cannon,
for some reason. True, you can't cut through vanadium steel with a squib, but I
know of few dangerous beings made of steel. You get few shots with a palm-size
weapon, but you only need the one that does the job. There was a hitch,
however. From the shootout at Sonny's everyone knew I favored a squib and knew
exactly where I kept it hidden, if they didn't know before. All right; I'd get
a shooting iron too. The shopping area was large, divided up into stores that
sold anything and everything, with no particular emphasis on any one market. I
browsed through one that offered clothing, toiletries, camping equipment, food,
and shelves of miscellaneous bric-a-brac. They sold weapons too. A pretty
middle-aged woman showed me to a display case. The selection wasn't much; there
were half a dozen odd pieces in various models, an S & W like Hogan's among
them. I had second thoughts about getting a wall-burner. Maybe the 10kw would
be enough. She took it out of the case for me. It was basically the same as the
slave trader's, but the powerpack was a different, earlier design and was a
good deal bulkier, awkwardly so. I didn't like it, but the alternatives were
few. There were two Russian slug-throwers, a Colonial-made beamer, and one
antique replica that qualified as a hand-cannon by anyone's lights, if you
didn't mind throwing a barely supersonic projectile. "Let me see that one," I said. She chuckled. "Are you going to shoot it out with the
sheriff?" "I think you have the wrong period. It's a nice piece,
though. What's its rating... er, caliber?" "I wouldn't know, sir," she said. I looked. "Oh, it says right here. Forty-four magnum.
Hm. Have any ammunition?" "I only have one box of twenty shells. Sorry, but I let
someone talk me into taking that thing on a trade. Thought I could get a good
price from a collector. No takers." "It's authentic?" "Oh, yes. Reconditioned, but it's the genuine
article." I doubted it. In fact, it looked as if it had been doctored
up to look the part. She'd gotten stung, all right, and she was trying to
off-load it on me. "No kidding?" I said innocently. "Shoots pretty good, too," she said. "I used
it to bang away at some croakers once. Didn't hit anything, of course." "Uh-huh. I'll take it. How much?" She'd let me steal it from her for fifty consols. I pilfered
it for thirty-five, and I could see by her eyes that she was glad to get that.
She even threw in a holster. I put the thing on, then slipped the gun into it.
"Nice doing business with you...." She smiled prettily. "Belle. Belle Shapiro. Hey, you're
not going to walk around the ship with that thing, are you?" "Why not?" She shrugged. "No rule against it. Most people like to
keep their hardware concealed, that's all." "I'm a straightforward sort of person." Her grin widened. "I think you are too. That makes two
of us. Like to join me in a drink later? I'm about ready to close up
shop." "Love to. Belle, but I'm expected at the Captain's
table, and something tells me a heavy evening lies ahead." "Too bad. Well, some other time." "You're sure there's no problem about wearing
this?" I asked, taking the gun out and loading it with five shells,
leaving the hammer over an empty chamber. I'd seen those old mopix too. "No problem, though the Old Man has been threatening to
start a policy of having all beam weapons checked at the desk. We've had a rash
of fires lately. But it'd take too much time, and no one's been able to come up
with a way to scan the luggage. Can't get the equipment." As she spoke, a wild thought came into my head from parts
unknown. "Belle, is there a pharmacy aboard?" "No, not really. What do you need?" "I don't know exactly. Something to keep me
awake." "Oh, I have plenty of high-altitude stuff." She
went to another part of the store and brought back two big glass jars filled
with pills of different colors and sizes. She popped the lid of one jar and
began fingering through it. "Let's see... I think these little green ones
are pretty good. You say you want to stay awake?" "Yeah, very awake." "Well, maybe these pink numbers." She bit her lip.
"No, those are broad-spectrum antineoplasmics. I think." She looked
at me. "Very awake... or extremely awake?" "Like this," I said, making my eyes round and
crazed. She snickered. "That much? Wait, I might have
something." She opened the other jar and dug her hand into the contents
like a kid searching for just the right shade of jelly bean. "Do you know what's in any of these?" "Most of them," she said. "I used to keep a
list, but I lost it. Here they are." She pulled out one big choker of a
horsepill, bright purple in color. "Now, I don't know what's in this one,
but it's some kind of antidepressant." "You don't know the chemistry?" "No, but it'll cure the blues, that I can tell you.
They're a popular item." "I'll take one. Can you get me a glass of water?" "Sure, honey." She brought the water, and I managed to' gulp down the pill.
Then I got out of there. I was late for dinner. 19 THE STEWARD ANNOUNCED me. "Mr. McGraw, sir." I was
admitted into the Captain's private dining room. It made the rest of the ship
look like a tramp steamer by comparison. The walls were swaddled in gold fabric
with red and white trim, hung with tasteful seascapes. The carpet was red and
knee-high to a dwarf. Hanging above the broad expanse of table was an ornate
crystal chandelier, throwing lambent light to glint off the silver service and
the gold sconces. The china was pale chalk, probably porcelain, the tablecloth
satin white and immaculate. I was impressed and stood at the door for a moment. "Come in, Mr. McGraw." Captain Pendergast wiped
his mouth delicately with a gold-colored napkin. "Please," he said,
smiling warmly and gesturing to a chair. The other guests looked up at me.
Darla, John, and company were there, but I recognized no one else except the
redoubtable Mr. Krause. Darla and Susan were the only women. "Sorry I'm late. Captain." I nodded to the other
guests. Krause didn't look up. "Not at all, Mr. McGraw. Please sit down." Pendergast's dark blue eyes followed me until I was seated a
few places down from him. I unfolded my napkin and laid it on my lap like a
proper gentleman, then remembered that I don't like sitting at a table with a
cloth draped over my knees, and put it back on the table. "I suggest you try the seafood dish, Mr. McGraw. I do
hope you like seafood." "I wish you would call me Jake, Captain. Is it
local?" "As you like, Jake." His Intersystem was clipped
and Teutonic, but with a Low Dutch broadness around the edges. "Yes, it's
local catch. Some people consider it quite a delicacy, although its nutritional
value is limited." The comers of his thin-lipped mouth curled upwards.
"But we don't always eat to live. Do we?" "I always enjoy eating," I answered, "and I
always hope to live to eat again." "Yes, it's a perilous universe," he said. 'To the
natives this particular fish is pure poison. Strange, isn't it? If you don't
care for it, we have a choice of entrees." "I would like the fish," I told the steward
standing patiently at my side. He left the room quietly. I turned to
Pendergast. "You mentioned the natives. You can communicate with
them?" "With some difficulty, yes." "What do you call them?" "The name for their tribe... we like to call it a
crew... is—" He barked twice, then smiled. "As you can see, the
language barrier is formidable. Most English speakers call them Arfbarfs." "Arfbarfs?" At the other end of the table, Susan giggled into her wine. "Yes, or Arfies, if you like. Properly speaking, they
are Akwaterran Aboriginals, or simply Akwaterrans." "Are they sentient?" Pendergast stroked his dark beard. "I'll leave that
judgment to the exopologists. Do have some wine, Jake." A young officer to my left filled a long-stemmed glass. 'Tell
me. Captain," I said. "What is the proper term for the...?" My
Intersystem failed me, and I stumbled about for words. "Would it be better for you if we spoke your native
language, Jake?" Pendergast's English came out even better than his
'System. As usual, other people's language-hopping abilities made me feel
sublingual. "It'd be great," I said. 'Thanks, and I'm sorry
for the trouble." "It's nothing. I assume Intersystem isn't spoken on
your home planet. Which was...?" "Vishnu. No, it's either English or Hindustani." "I see." He gave me a disapproving look. "But
Intersystem is so easy to leam." He left it at that, and began eating
again. It made me feel wonderful. I took a long drink of the wine.
It was flat and slightly sour. "This is apropos of nothing," said a portly bald
man in a pink formal suit across from me, "but did you know that the
'system' in Intersystem doesn't refer to solar systems?" Eyes drifted toward him. "Really, Dr. Gutman?"
said another young officer. "Yes. Common misconception." Gutman cut with
surgical precision into a breast of something vaguely avian. "It really
refers to linguistic systems." He slipped a sliver of meat into his mouth
and chewed slowly. "Everybody thinks planets," he said, more to
himself than to anyone. Slowly, his gaze came around to me. "Don't you
find that fascinating?" "Enthralling," I said, and drained my wine glass. "Jake, you wanted to know the proper term for
something," the Captain said to crank the conversation back up again. "Yes, the name for what your ship is riding on. The
island-animal." Pendergast had his fork poised above his plate, looking with
some concern at his food. "We like to think of both metal and flesh as
'the ship.' STEWARD!" The steward came through the hatch like a shot. Pendergast
held up the plate as if it bore something putrid. "Tell Cookie that if I
wanted my fish this well-done, I would have had the gunnery detail use it for
target practice. Bring something edible." "Yes, sir!" "The Captain was telling us a few things about the ship
when you-came in, Jake," John said to me. To Pendergast he said, "We
were all wondering how the ship is.. .uh, steered. Is that the right
word?" "It's so primitive," the Captain answered,
"I'm almost embarrassed to tell you. We have a taut steel cable strung
between the bridge and the bow, with the bow end implanted into the
megaleviathan's skull. The helmsmen are Arfies who send signals along the cable
by beating on it. They are under my direction, of course. However, for
maneuvers like docking, we must rely completely on the pilot crew." "Remarkable," John said. "Megaleviathan? Is
that what you call the island-creature?" "Like everything on Akwaterra," Dr. Gutman said,
"or Splash, as most everyone calls it, there is no official name.
Scientifically speaking, that is. We don't have the resources to fund science
here." "But we will one day," one of the fresh young
officers said enthusiastically. "Right, Captain?" "Let us hope, Mr. Ponsonby," the Captain said,
buttering a roll. He looked in Krause's direction and did a take. "Mr.
Krause! What's wrong with your lip? Run into a hatch?" Everyone looked at Krause's fat purple lip. Krause wanted to
run and hide, but mumbled something about an accident. I thought it behooved me to do the charitable thing and
rescue him. "Who's idea was it," I asked the Captain, "to use
the beast as a ferryboat?" "Mine," Pendergast said flatly. "There was a
conventional vessel on this run before, and it was lost. Dr. Gutman said we
can't underwrite scientific inquiry here. He's wrong in that: We can—if the knowledge gained is practical and useful. I
headed the first expedition to study the megaleviathans. It was readily
apparent to me that we could make an arrangement with the Arfies and use the
beast to ship vehicles and passengers over this very important stretch of
submerged Skyway." He took a sip of wine. "It was apparent when we
learned that the mega feeds only once a year..." "And just about swallows half an ocean when she
does," one of the officers broke in, drawing a dark glance from
Pendergast. "Sorry, sir," he said, and coughed quietly into his palm. "For the rest of the time," the Captain went on,
"the animal's digestive system is dormant—by a factor of ninety percent.
It took some doing to find the right analogs to Terran histamine H2
inhibitors, which we use in shutting it down completely." "Why didn't you just build another conventional
vessel?" Knowing smiles around the table. "The seas are very dangerous here," Dr. Gutman
said. "Yes," I said. "We found that out when we went
swimming back on the island." Raised eyebrows all around. "You were very lucky," Gutman said. "More
wine, my dear?" he asked Darla. "Yes, thank you." "The animal's reproductive cycle must be an amazing
thing," Roland said, anticipating my next question. "It is," Pendergast said, "from what we know
of it. But to answer your implied question... no, megas don't mate in the
conventional sense. They're hermaphroditic, but there the similarity to Terran
biology breaks down. Dr. Gutman, you're vastly more qualified to speak on the
subject;" Gutman went on at some length, lecturing on the sex life of
the megaleviathan. No doubt the lecture was an old routine. All during it, I
felt more eyes on me than there were on him, a feeling that had persisted since
I sat down. "... and at various intervals," Gutman was saying,
"quite without any warning that we've been able to discover, the mega
gives birth to a relatively small life form that looks somewhat like a Terran
dolphin. It's the product of some kind of par-thenogenetic process which is
also a complete mystery. The animal is born fully developed, 'and swims away.
Sooner or later it comes wandering back and proceeds to swim up the main
vaginal orifice of the mega, never to come out again. About a year after that
happens, the mega disgorges an egg from the same opening. This sinks to the sea
floor and buries itself in the mud. The egg is very large, by the way, about
the size of an average house. Six years after that, from what we've observed, a
new mega is hatched from the egg." "Sounds as if the whole process is a closed loop,
genetically speaking," Roland commented. "How do new genes find their
way into the pool?" "It's doubtful that a dolphinoid returns to fertilize
the mega that birthed it, except by accident," Gutman said. "A simple
tagging procedure would clear the matter up, but the little devils are
frightfully hard to catch." He smiled wryly. "Besides, that's pure
research, isn't it?" "Well, if it's true, that opens the cycle up,"
Roland said. "Still, it's fascinating." "Isn't it, though?" "To me," Darla interjected, "the Arfbarfs are
more interesting. I've been trying to think of a more striking example of
interspecies cooperation. I don't think there is one in the known mazes." "Strange you should say
cooperation," Pendergast said. "Most people assume the megas are simply beasts of burden, but
their relationship with the Arfies is a classic symbiosis." "Really?" John said. "How does the mega
benefit? It's easy to see that the Arfbarfs—" Susan convulsed with another bout of giggling.
"Sorry," she said, red-faced. "It's that name." i "Akwaterrans, then," John went on. "Living on
one of these beasts should be very handy for an amphibious species—but the
mega?" "I'll sum it up in one word," Pendergast said.
"Barnacles." "Barnacles?" "The native equivalent. Marine crustaceans that attach
themselves to the sides and keel of the beast. They're very prolific in these
waters. Over a very short time they can weigh a mega down, and if the
Akwaterrans didn't clean them off and eat them, the mega would eventually
founder and sink." "I see," John said, and sat back as another
steward poured coffee. My food finally came, just in time for dessert. I tasted the
grayish-green mass of stuff on my plate. It was awful. "That one looks underdone," Pendergast observed. "It's adequate. But if it's all the same to you, I'm
going to bypass the main course and head straight for dessert. Is that cherries
jubilee?" "Yes. Freeze-dried, I'm afraid, and the brandy's
domestic." "I'm patriotic at heart." All during dinner, Darla had been stealing glances at me,
trying to divine my mood. She must have been having a rough time, because I was
riding an express elevator to the roof. The Purple Pyrotechnic Pill was kicking
in. Listless conversation went on among the other guests until
Roland turned to the Captain and said, "You've explained why the Arfbarfs
and megas get along, but how does the ship contribute to the arrangement? Or
does it?" "Let me offer my own one-word explanation," Gutman
said, after having polished off his dessert in three gulps. "Food."
He handed the empty bowl to the steward for seconds. "Surprised? You'd
think that with a sea teeming with life there would be no problem. But there
is. Arfie crews are stratified according to a division of labor. There's a
crustacean-scraping class, a pilot class, a fishing class—they need fish to
supplement their diet—a young-rearing class, various other smaller ones,
including an officer class. As a result, relatively few Arfies gather food for
the whole crew, and there is no crossing of class lines. Taboo. When the crew
gets sociologically top-heavy, food-gathering becomes a problem. It's hard work
scraping barnacles, as any swab can tell you. And as for fishing—" "One-word explanation?" Pendergast scoffed.
"I'll put it more simply, Mr. Yee. We won't scrape the keel for them, but
we do help with the fishing, using nets, which the Arfies haven't got the hang
of making yet. If you're an early riser, you might want-to watch us trawl
tomorrow morning." "Thank you. Captain," Gutman said dryly. A siren wailed somewhere in the ship, making me jump a
little. The elevator was shooting through the roof. "A little after-dinner entertainment, ladies and
gentlemen," Pendergast said. He rose and went over to a set of double
hatches on the far bulkhead. He opened them and walked out onto a small lookout
deck. We all got up and followed. Searchlight beams were sweeping the island, lancing out into
the sea-sprayed night, but bright moonlight clearly revealed what was happening.
The island was being invaded^ by a writhing mass of red spaghetti. Crimson
tentacles were snaking their way from the shore toward a cluster of dome-huts,
and hundreds of Arfies were on them like ants, hacking and cutting with
sharpened seashells. Even with their numbers the Arfies were having a hard time
checking the monster's progress. More clumps of tentacles oozed over the
shoreline, separated, and began to flop and wriggle their way inland. More
amphibians flung themselves at these, chopping and slashing with abandon. It
was a nightmarish scene, overhung with orange clouds glowing spectrally with
light from a bloated ruddy moon. It was the first time I heard the Arfies
barking. The sound was a three-way cross between a bullfrog, a dog, and a good
human burp. Pendergast's imitation had been accurate to a point, though
emphasizing the canine element. "Don't took too long, ladies and gentlemen,"
Pendergast said. "The gaze of the gorgon squid will turn you to
stone." Turning to me he said, "You can see why a conventional ship
is vulnerable in these waters, even a hydroskiff. And this is an average-size
gorgon." More tentacles boiled in the water around at least a quarter
of the island's perimeter, slithering up on shore and coming inland to join the
battle. "It looks big enough to give the mega trouble," I
said. He shook his head. "They're big, but not big enough to
take down a mega. It's after the Arfies." The Arfies were sustaining casualties. We could see
struggling forms wrapped in tentacles being dragged over the edge. I heard a
beeping sound and turned to see Pendergast take a small communicator out of his
vest pocket. "Port battery reports ready, sir." "Very well. Hold your fire." He looked at me,
noticing my surprise. "We don't like to intervene unless we have to,"
he explained. "It's a natural check on their population." I'm sure the Arfies are all for ecology, I thought, but... We watched for about five minutes. The Arfies fought the
gorgon to a standstill for a short period, but slowly the monster gained the
upper hand, even though hundreds of severed tentacles lay everywhere, twitching
and leaking dark ichor. Finally, a gargantuan head rose from the water a short
distance from shore, and then a polyhedral eye surfaced, its facets fired with reflected
moonlight. Pendergast lifted the communicator. "Take it out," he said
quietly. "Aye aye, sir!" An exciter bolt sizzled from the ship, coming from above us
and to our left. The eye steamed, then exploded, its liquid humors gushing out
and running viscously down the side of the head. A high-pitched gurgling yell
split the night. The monster began to withdraw, dragging its mass of limp
tentacles away from the horde of defending Arfies. Within a minute, the last of
it had retreated into the water. When it was all over and we were back inside, relaxing over
brandy and cigars, I remarked to Pendergast, "I'd say there was no
question that the Arfies are sentient. They're tool-users." "Many species use tools," he said, sounding a
little defensive, "even have language abilities—Terran apes, for example,
if you remember the old experiments in which they were taught sign
languages—but no one accuses them of being truly sentient. After all—" "I wasn't making a political statement. Captain,"
I said to soothe whatever sore point I had touched. "It's also apparent
that the Arfies have a definite niche here which humans can't compete for. No,
I merely meant that it's hard to understand why the Skyway goes through here at
all. It would seem that the Arfies have at least the potential to evolve into a
technologically advanced race. Whoever built the Skyway seemed to want to avoid
linking up worlds populated by advanced tool-users. None of the races we know
have direct access to the Skyway from their homeworlds. The access portals are
usually more than half a solar system away." "I understand," Pendergast said, sipping brandy
from a huge snifter. "But I can't give you a satisfactory answer." "Which brings up another point," I went on.
"To whom does this maze belong?" Another sensitive area, if the strained expressions around
the table were any indication. "We think it may be a part of the original Terran
Maze," Dr. Gutman said. "A lost part. I take it you've noticed we can
breathe here unaided." "So can some aliens. What makes you think it's a lost
section of the Terran Maze?" "What makes you doubt it?" Gutman riposted.
"Surely not because it's so far removed from most of the Maze." "I don't doubt it. I was merely asking." Gutman
was right, but why was he being so touchy? It's true that as far as Euclidean
space is concerned, mazes ramble all over the place, with some planets as much
as a thousand light-years away from the home system. "There is only one portal on Akwaterra," the
Captain intervened. "However, there is another stretch of Skyway, also
submerged, that leads to a dead end. No portal. We think it was the proposed
site of the double-back portal to Seven Suns. You may be aware that there is an
ingress spur on Seven Suns that no one seems to use." "Could the portal be underwater?" I asked. "No. It was never installed. Why not, is anyone's
guess." "Ran out of funds, no doubt," Gutman quipped, eyes
atwin-kle. "The bond issue didn't pass." "You seem to be all questions tonight, Jake," the
Captain observed. "I have one more, possibly more important." I
gestured around the room. "Where does all this come from? You said the
brandy is domestic. Does that imply that you can sometimes get imported?
Imported from where, and by whom?" "Congratulations," Pendergast said. "You've
asked a question that never occurs to most luck-throughs. They see we have some
home industries here, and they assume that all goods must be homemade. Take the
titanium this ship is made of, as an example. We have domestic steel here, but
we haven't been able to locate any rutile deposits. No doubt they're submerged.
We lack many things here. But what we can't make, the Ryxx sell to us." "The Ryxx?" John gasped. "You mean there's a
way back to Ryxx Maze from here?" "Not by Skyway. But through normal space, yes." John looked at him blankly. "Normal space?" I said, "Do you mean that the Ryxx haul goods here by
Skyway and return by starship?" "Yes." Pendergast lit a slender, bright-green
cigar. "A remote world of theirs happens to lie only twelve light-years
from one of ours, which makes it a hell of a long trip at sublight speeds, but
they don't seem to mind." He smiled. "Nobody thinks much of space
travel on the Skyway, not when you can get in your vehicle and drive ten
parsecs without leaving the ground. But the Ryxx never gave up their
development of interstellar travel. Gives them a competitive edge." "What do they take back?" I asked. "In the mood for riddles?" he asked with am impish
grin. "What's yellow and looks like gold and is worth going a long way
for?" "I see." It made sense. Gold and a few other
precious metals are always worth the trouble. "You have gold here, I take
it." Everybody laughed. "Yes," the Captain said,
looking around at the lustrous walls. "You'd never know it, would you?
Yes, we've plenty of it, but we can't eat it. Perfectly useless substance,
which makes it a perfect medium of exchange, even among alien races." A steward came in and whispered something into the Captain's
ear. Pendergast looked at me. "Seems there's a call for you at the desk, Jake." 20 ON THE WAY to the desk I was worried. Only Lori would be
calling, and that possibly meant trouble. I had received her code-note just
before leaving to shop. I was worried for other reasons too. I'd come away from
the dinner with the vague impression that Pendergast was in on everything. That
meant we could be prisoners on this ship. I was concerned for the Teelies
especially. I had told them to get lost after dinner, get out into the
nightlife, go to the casino, go dancing, anything. Keep to public places. But
where were they to go now? The clerk on duty put a phone in front of me, a boxy affair
made of a coarse-grained wood, like the ones in the room. I picked up the
receiver. "Yes?" "I have your jacket," a male voice said.
"Want to come and get it?" "Who is this?" "The guy who owns the car you stole." The pill made my mouth work before I knew what I was saying.
"The guy who owns the car I stole. Well, well. No fooling. What can I do for you?" "You can come up to my cabin and get your jacket, and
let me take a poke at you." "Least I could do. Right? Let me ask you this. How do
you know I stole your vehicle, or that I stole anything?" "A little birdie told me." It was an expression I hadn't heard in a long while. In
fact, something about his accent rang bells all the way back along my lifeline.
He had a true American accent, and to me he sounded like what most people
accuse me of sounding like— an anachronism. I remembered what he had yelled at
us as we had pulled away in his vehicle: lousy bastards. "Your little birdie is full of merte." "Look, Mac. Next time you steal a car, don't leave a
jacket with your name on it lying around... like on the front seat. Dig?" Dig? "Okay," I said. "You have me. Now
what?" "Like I said, come on up and get it. I'd like to meet
you anyway. It's not everyone who can handle my car and survive." He
chuckled. "Don't worry, I won't start swinging at you. It was a hell of a
merry chase, but I got my car back. So, no hard feelings. I was going to shoot
that potluck anyhow." "You were? How did you get here? And how did you know I
shot the potluck?" "How did I know? You must be kidding. Half of
Maxwellville was on your tail, pal. I just got in line. How did I get here? I
bought an old bomb at the used car lot, that's how. Paid top dollar for the
goddamn thing. Cleaned me out! On second thought, I ought to punch your lights
out just for that." I was marveling at the grammar, the
vocabularly—"bomb" for substandard vehicle, the use of
"dollar"—the red-white-and-blue, good-natured gaucherie of
expression. It was a voice from the past, my past, eons ago, hundreds of
light-years away. "Well? You gonna come up?" "What's your cabin number?" "Three twenty-two, B Deck. Got it?" "Got it." "I'll be here." He hung up. ' First, I had a call of my own to make. I automatically
stabbed a finger at the base of the instrument, then saw there were no
touchtabs. I asked the clerk how to put a call through. "The operator, sir. Just hang up and pick it up
again." I did, and a woman's voice got on the line, asked me for a
cabin number. I gave her Paul Hogan's. "Yes?" He sounded uneasy, his voice hoarse. "Paul? Jake. Wanted to know if you'd had dinner." Silence. Then he asked thickly, "Did you send
them?" "Send who?" "You're lying." "No, really. What happened?" His breath came noisily into my ear. "Three men. They
wanted your Cheetah. Thought I had it." "I see. No, I didn't send them. Did you recognize
them?" Another pause. "Yeah." "Corey Wilkes' boys, right?" "You son of a bitch!" "I said it wasn't me, Paul. He's your
connection—correct?" A burst of obscenity, then he hung up. "Weird Bastard," I muttered into a dead phone. Darla had done her job well. I was flying. The Purple Pyrotechnic Pill was shooting off
the grand finale as I stood in front of Cabin 322. It took me a while to settle
myself down. I knocked, and the door immediately flew open, startling me a
little. By that time, seams in the carpet were unsettling me. But my emotional
states were changing rapidly, like a flutter of card faces in a shuffled deck. A young man had opened the door. He was tall, with fight
close-cropped hair, wearing a white pullover shirt and black trousers, black
boots. He looked very young without benefit of anti-g's, maybe twenty or so.
When I saw him, I forgot about being startled and felt fine. He looked friendly
enough, but then I got edgy again and balked at going in, even when he smiled
amiably, stood aside, and gestured me through. Then in another second I was
okay again and stepped in. But as soon as I was astride the open hatch, I got an
overpowering urge to shove it away, back against the bulkhead. I did it
forcefully, and the hatch hit something, connecting with a body behind it,
someone hiding. I drew the .44 and threw my weight up against the hatch and pushed.
The kid leaped toward the other end of the room, but I didn't worry about him;
he looked as if he was on my side at the moment. He flew over an armchair and
surprised another ambusher hiding behind it. Meanwhile, I shouldered the hatch
and squashed whoever was back there one more time for good measure, then threw
it aside. One of Wilkes' bodyguards stood there against the wall, rocking back
on his heels, looking at me abstractedly. Then the whites of his eyes rolled
around and he slid to the floor with his back against the bulkhead, squatted
for a second, and fell over. I kicked the dropped gun away and turned to see
the kid wrestling with another man behind the overturned chair. I went over and
whacked the bodyguard's head when he came rolling around, the pill making me
misjudge the force of my swing. I hit him very hard. His head crinkled like a
hotpak carton under the heavy wood-and-metal grip. The kid hauled himself off the floor, and I went to check
the corridor. I closed the hatch and kept one eye on him as I looked over the
first man. This one was merely out cold, but his comrade would need medical
attention. The kid picked up a gun and tucked it into his belt, then came
toward me. "Nice move," he said. "How did you know he
was behind there?" "I didn't," I told him. "Any more of
them?" "There was another one, but he left. These two had
their guns at my head all during our phone conversation. What's this all about,
anyway?" "Wish I knew exactly," I answered, "but the
gist of it is, they want something I have." "Really? And here I thought they wanted my car." "The Chevy?" He was mildly surprised. "You know antique vehicles?
Most people don't." "Not really. But I've been wanting to talk to you about
that buggy of yours. Exactly where did you get it?" He went over to the dry bar and poured himself a drink.
"Care for a snort?" he asked. "No, thanks. Is it an alien-made vehicle?" "It's a long story," he said. "Some other
time." He walked to the bed where a pile of clothes lay heaped and pulled
out my leather jacket. "Here," he said, tossing it to me. I let it drop, still holding my gun at my side. "Take it easy," he laughed, going back and pouring
himself another drink. "If these jokers are out to get you, you have my
sympathy. Not necessarily my help, but my sympathy. Aside from the sock in the
nose I owe you, we don't have any problems. Put that six-gun away." I did, and sat down on the bed. "One thing. Did they
tell you to call at the desk and have me paged?" "Yeah. Why?" "You didn't try my room first?" "No, but they did mention you were dining with the
Captain. That help?" "Yes, thanks." I picked up the jacket and put it
on. It felt strange to get back inside it. "Sorry about your vehicle. It
was a case of desperate need." "So I gathered. And I was stupid enough to leave it at
the curb with the motor running. If you'd've tried starting it—" "We found out what happens then, believe me." "I figured as much. You have to disarm the antitheft
gear before you start. Is that why you ditched it?" "Ditched? Uh, yeah, that was why." I watched him pour another bolt of straight liquor from a
dark brown bottle, down it, then grimace. "Rotgut," he gagged. "You said you were going to shoot the potluck on Seven
Suns. Why?" "I'm trying to get back home," he said, as if the
statement were self-explanatory. I made no comment. After a moment, I asked, "When you found your car, did
you see anyone lurking around there? Reticulans, maybe?" "Yeah, as a matter of fact, I did see two Rikki cars,
but that was down near... what's the matter?" I was on my feet, ripping off the jacket. I flung it to the
floor and stared at it. As soon as I had put it on, I had had a relapse of the
itchy creeps, but this time it was stronger, and different. There was something
on that jacket. Bugs. No. Not bugs. Something else, but I couldn't see what it
was. But it was right there. A convulsive shudder went through me. "Hey, arc you all right?" I sat down and tried to get a grip on things. "Do you
see something?" I asked, a panicky breathlessness in my voice. "Your eyes look kind of funny. Arc you on
something?" He looked around. "Where?" "Right there," I said, pointing. "The
jacket." "No," he said. "What do you see?" I tore my eyes from it. "Nothing. Forget it." I
sat there while my mind raced in neutral. I felt compelled to get up and run
from the room, but couldn't quite come to a decision to make the first move.
"Maybe I should have that drink," I said. "Sure. You seem jumpy as hell. Not that I blame
you." He stepped to the bar and poured me a glass. "These two punks
arc enough..." He stopped and laughed to himself. "You know, where I come from, that word doesn't mean what it does here.
I have to watch myself sometimes in mixed company." "Word?" I said emptily, not really listening. "Punk. The way I learned it, the word has nothing to do
with sex, except when one of them tries to put a move on your kid sister." With difficulty, I plodded back to the conversation.
"Where are you from? I mean, on Terra. You weren't born out here." "I'm from the States. L.A. Santa Monica, really." "'The States'? Not too many people call it that
anymore." "I guess not." He brought the drink over.
"I'll never get used to calling the country I was born in 'New Union of
Democratic Republics.'" I took the glass of whiskey and upended it into my mouth. I
tasted nothing at all. "We should leave," I said. The one by the hatch groaned. "You're right. What the hell should we do with them,
though?" "Leave them. Pack up and go down to the desk, get
another cabin. Say you have some noisy neighbors. If you can't get one, you can
move in with us." "Good idea. Thanks." He dragged out a satchel from
under the bed and began to stuff it with the mound of personal effects and
rumpled clothes. "Are there more where these came from?" he asked. "Yes," I answered. "And Rikkis, too." "Jesus, those mothers give me the willies. I hear once
they start chasing you, they don't quit. I've also heard that—" He
stopped, straightened up, and wiped his forehead with a sleeve. "What is it?" "Goddamn headache," he said, his expression
pained. "Jesus! That came on quick. Must've racked my head up against
something." I sprang to my feet and stood there, immobilized.
"Let's go," I said. "Now!" "You're a bundle of nerves, do you know that? Take it
easy. Didn't you lock the door?" He knitted his brow, rubbed the back of
his neck, then looked around. "Do you hear something?" "Like what?" I said breathlessly. "A buzzing sound. What the hell is it?" 21 THE NEXT FEW minutes... hours... I couldn't tell which, were
a dream remembered, then dreamed again. The last thing I recall clearly was
watching the kid put his hand to his head and slowly sit down on the bed. I was
rooted to the spot. Gradually, I grew aware of people around me, then of hands
gripping my arms and leading me down corridors, endless corridors, then finally
into another room. Voices. I was seated in a chair but couldn't move, staring
at the ceiling, watching pretty afterimages from the glare of the overhead
lights. For the first time, I noticed that they weren't biolume panels, but
glowing tubes, fluorescent tubes, recessed into the ceiling. "Do you think he knows?" somebody whispered.
Another voice: "Careful. He may be coming out of it." The second
voice I recognized. Corey Wilkes. "Darla-darling," the first voice said,
"can you think of anywhere the creature might be?" "No," Darla answered. "Is Pendergast
searching?" "I assume. Corey?" "Yes, but the crew's busy as hell," Wilkes said.
"Something about another ship out there, following us." "I think it's imperative we find her before we make
Sea-home," the first voice said. "She could slip off the ship
easily." "You're absolutely right. Van," Wilkes said.
"But one thing worries me. The story he told Darla about Hogan was to
throw us off the track, of course, but he may have given her to one of the
other passengers after all." "Then, what the girl told us isn't true?" "No, she's probably telling the truth, but Jake may
have taken her from the hiding place and then given her to someone else, just
to further muddle things." Wilkes laughed mirthlessly. "Of course,
all of this is predicated on the assumption that the creature is the Roadmap,
and we only have Darla's word on that. Frankly, I'm still a little
skeptical." "Darla?" Van said. "Can you convince
him?" "She's the Roadmap," Darla said flatly. "But
before you get anything useful from Winnie, I want some assurance that you'll
let him go." "That was the agreement, Darla-darling, but... Corey,
we can't speak for the Reticulans, can we?" "No," Wilkes said. "He's their sacred quarry.
There are ceremonies to be performed, obligations to discharge." "Then what we agreed—you're backing out?" "Not us, Darla." "I assure you," Darla said coolly, "that
you'll get no further help from me interpreting for Winnie." Wilkes was unruffled. "Oh, that may not be quite the
problem you think it is. Granted, it's your field, and all, but I may be able
to find someone else." "In the Outworlds?" I could almost hear Wilkes' Cheshire-cat grin. "Don't
worry, Darla, we'll let him go. And I'm sure I can persuade the Rikkis to let
him loose. They relish the hunt even more than they do the kill. But they will
continue to track him down." "Then it's agreed," Darla said quietly. A shadow moved in front of me, but I didn't take my eyes
from the light. "I want to hear more about the maps," Wilkes said.
"You said you wrote something down." A rustling of paper. Then Wilkes said, "Well, this
looks like the Perseus arm... and here's the Orion, I suppose. Uh-huh. Fine.
So, it's a simplified map of this part of the galaxy, so far as anyone knows.
And these lines are major Skyway routes?" "Yes." "What about these Xs all over the place?" "Open clusters, I think. Winnie calls them
'tangle-many-trees.' Thickets." "How charming. But there has to be more to it than
this. What about this... this epic poem you mentioned? Can you recite some of
it?" "I'll try. Winnie's pidgin English is awfully difficult
to render into something coherent. But parts of it go like this: "These are the Paths through the Forest of Lights, and
this way you shall go to find Home. In the land of bright water, keep the sun
at evening on the right hand and follow the path to the great trees at the edge
of the sky....'" "That's a portal, I take it?" "Yes. 'Pass through them but do not touch, for they clutch
like the'—and here's an untranslatable word, but I think it's the name of a
plant that preys on small animals '—and you will come to the land of white rock
that is cold to the touch.'" "Now, that sounds like Snowball to me," Van said. "Yes." Wilkes wasn't sure. "Go on,
Darla." "'Again, at evening keep the sun, which is small and
dim, at the right hand and follow the Path to the great trees which grow here
out of the white rock. Pass through them, but do not touch, for they clutch...'
That stanza keeps repeating. Anyway, it goes on like that, endlessly." "Not coherent?" Van laughed. "It even
scans." Silence, except for the sound of pacing. Finally, Wilkes said, "I'm not sure I buy it." "Corey, Darla's telling the truth." "I don't doubt her. Van. I simply doubt that this could
be the map. Why hasn't anyone got wind of this before? Winnie couldn't be the
only member of her race who's privy to this mythology." "No," Darla said, "but she could be one of an
exclusive group of initiates. A secret order. Primitive human tribes have
them." "I see what you mean. But why haven't the exopologists
gotten any hint of this?" "Lack of basic field research," Darla explained.
"It's tough to get a permit to study anything on Hothouse." "And we know why that is," Van said. "The
Authority doesn't want any scientific corroboration that the Cheetahs are truly
sentient and deserve protection." More pacing. "But how long will the knowledge stay
secret?" "I'm not worried," Van said. "I doubt that
the Authority will ever lift its de facto ban on exopological field studies on
Hothouse as long as the planet is a source of drugs. Of course, there's always
a chance someone may find out, but it's a calculated risk." Again, a shadow crossed my field of vision. "Corey, you may have your doubts about Winnie's map,
but I have my own as to whether this is the best way to go about preventing
this map, or any map, from getting wide circulation. This Paradox business, I
mean." "Do you still think we can do anything back in
T-Maze?" Van sighed. "No, I suppose not. From what Darla's told
us, Grigory wasn't any closer to ferreting it out of the dissident network than
we were. That's why he went after Jake. Right, Darla?" "Grigory was never convinced that the map was more than
a myth," Darla said. "But it's true that the map is in the hands of
the dissidents. Jake as much as gave it to them when he plunked it down on
Assemblywoman Miller's desk." "And why in the name of God did he do that?"
Wilkes wondered, more to himself than to anyone. "At any rate, this was
after he returned from his... quest, heroic journey, back from the future or
the past or wherever the hell he went." Wilkes began pacing again.
"But Miller is in a psych motel, isn't she?" "She doesn't have the map, nor does she know where it
is," Darla said. "By now it's probably been copied and recopied
several times over. No telling how many people have it now." "Which is why," Wilkes said pointedly, "we're
doing it this way. Stop Jake here, intercept him and get the map, and it never
gets back to T-Maze. Things go back to the way they were before." "Or the whole universe disappears, us with it,"
Van said gloomily. "In that case, we'll never know what hit us. As
painless a death as you could hope for. But that's doubtful. Paradox is built
into the Skyway, if you believe legends, and I do. The universe can surely
survive a Paradox or two." "But... it already happened," Van
persisted, unconvinced. "They have the map. I just don't see how we can
change that one immutable fact. And as long as the dissidents have it and the
Authority doesn't, everything's fine. Why fiddle with it?" "How can you think like that, when at least a dozen
dissident leaders were arrested not a few days ago? The Authority's closing in.
Van." "Yes, I suppose it is," Van said dejectedly.
"I was hoping against hope that somehow we could avoid all this." "So was I," Wilkes said. "But even if what
Darla says is true and the Authority doesn't know about the Roadmap yet, surely
Grigory will be able to convince them sooner or later." "That's what I don't understand. How can he convince
them if he isn't convinced himself? Darla?" "You must understand," Darla explained, "that
Grigory had been acting pretty much on his own. He was kicked upstairs to his
job, and he resented it, but his professional dedication was unswerving. You
know how he1 is, Van. It's essentially a public-relations job,
investigating strange phenomena and manufacturing explanations for public
consumption. Not a day goes by when someone doesn't report having a visitation
from the Roadbuilders. You've heard the stories. Usually no reliable witnesses,
no corroborating evidence. Just wild stories. The Roadbuilders will return
someday and make the road free again, abolish all oppressive governments, open
up the entire Skyway to every race. That sort of thing. If you believe the
stories, the Roadbuilders have handed out hundreds of maps to humans and
nonhumans alike, but no authentic artifacts have ever materialized. It was
Grigory's job to debunk all the stories, kill the hope that generates them, the
hope that people have of someday getting the Authority off their backs. That's
why the Authority can't really bring itself to believe in the map unless it has
its nose nibbed in it. I agree with Van that Grigory—if he's alive, which I
doubt—won't be able to convince the Authority, even if he comes to believe in
the map himself, which I also doubt." Wilkes said, "And this Eridani creature is the key to
the whole thing. Is that what you'd have us believe?" "As far as I can tell, she is." "Well, I have no problem with that," Van said.
"There's certainly something to it. Maybe it's not a complete map, or an
accurate one, but it's a map." "As I said," Darla
told them, "I haven't had the time or the opportunity to study Winnie's drawings. You'll have to make
the final judgment, based on the evidence." "If only we had more to go on," Wilkes complained. "Only Winnie can give us more information," Van
said. "But we have to find her first." "We'll find her," Wilkes said confidently.
"Darla, can you be sure that Winnie's joumey-poem clearly reveals that
there's a way back to T-Maze through Reticulan territory?" "No. That fragment was all I had time to translate.
Lots of distractions, and then Jake spirited her away. But back on the island I
specifically asked her if she knew a way home. That's when she started reciting
the poem." "A way home," Wilkes repeated. "Hmm." "I think he's coming around." It was like a camera coming into focus, suddenly, and there
in front of me was the tall, white-haired man I'd seen at Sonny's, Dr. Van Wyck
Vance, wearing a midnight-blue jumpsuit. He was smoking a cigarette wrapped in
tan-colored paper, blowing smoke at me. I looked at him. It was just like the
last time; I was abruptly awake, aware... but this time I could recall clearly
what had happened when I was under. The entire preceding conversation settled
into my forebrain as if it had been recorded and just now fed in. Wilkes was seated in an armchair to my right, Darla on the
bed across the room. Vance was standing in front of me. "Hello, Jake," Wilkes said. I nodded, then turned to Vance. "I don't think we've been introduced," he said.
"I'm Van Wyck Vance." "I know," I told him. "I've met your
daughter, Daria. She speaks highly of you."
They turned to Darla, who shook her head. "How did you know?" Vance asked. "A little birdie told me." Vance took a thoughtful puff on his cigarette, then
shrugged. "Well, you said he was resourceful, Corey." "Yes, he is," Wilkes said. Darla said, "Jake, Daria is a name I rarely go by. Van
always called me Darla." "Her mother named her," Vance said, sitting down
next to his daughter. "I never cared for it. I remember when she used to
come home in tears—her schoolmates were teasing her by calling her 'Diarrhea.'
Remember, Darla-darling?" "I'm glad to say I've repressed that." Vance laughed. I was sitting in another armchair with nothing binding me,
and I thought now would be a good time to get up. I started to. "Roadmap!" Wilkes said sharply. I was startled enough to plop back down, then looked around
for someone with a gun. Nobody was holding one on me. I felt weak. My head felt
like a ball of fuzz sitting on my shoulders. "You won't be able to get up, Jake," Wilkes
informed me. "I planted the posthypnotic suggestion while you were under.
Actually, I should say posthypnogogic. This thing doesn't induce a standard
hypnotic trance." He held up a thin bright-green tube about half a meter
long. "Subjects are ten times more suggestible under it. Even consciously
being aware of the plant doesn't break the spell." "The Reticulans are very
good at mind-control technology," Vance said. "Unfortunately," Wilkes said, "they don't
know enough about human physiology yet to make this thing really useful.
Twrrrll tells me they're working on it, but we're still as much a mystery to
them as they are to us. If you were a Rikki, Jake, you'd be my obsequious
slave, and would tell me anything I'd want to know, or do anything I'd want you
to do. As it is, all the wand does to humans is either knock 'em out or turn
them into shambling hulks in a highly suggestible state—and I'm not enough of a
psychometrician or a hypnotist to always get the results I need." He
brandished the wand at me in the manner of a headmaster reprimanding a wayward
pupil. "You're a tough customer, mister, I'm not at all sure I could make
you tell me where you've hidden your little alien friend—and even if I could, I
have the sneaking suspicion I'm going to need your active cooperation to
actually get hold of her. You've got her stashed with somebody on board,
somebody—a group, I bet—with whom we can't readily punk around. A gaggle of
Buddhist nuns... boy scouts... the damn Archbishop of Sea-home and his
acolytes. I wouldn't be surprised. You're slippery, Jake. Slippery. No, I'm
afraid I'll have to resort to old-fashioned methods of persuasion.
Meantime..." He stroked the wand lovingly. "This gizmo will keep you
right where I want you." Vance said, "I suppose a truth drug wouldn't do
either?" Wilkes shook his head disdainfully, continuing to caress the
wand. "Ingenious little things," he went on. "Very
powerful. The effect can cover a city block. You adjust the field-strength
here." He fiddled with one end of the rod, which was ringed with a wide
silver band. "This doodad here. The only drawback is that the effect can
be thwarted by taking a simple tranquilizer. Of course, if the subject doesn't
know that..." "Tranquilizer?" "Yes. You'd think the opposite would be true, wouldn't
you? A high-altitude pill of some kind. An antidepressant. The way I understand
it, that does almost no good at all." "Almost," I said, feeling foolish. "Why, are you on something? You did seem to be
semiaware while you were under. Good try, Jake." "Seemed like a hell of a good idea at the time." "I'm curious, though. Did you actually know about the
dream wand? Did you happen to be awake that night when we walked in at the
commune?" "Commune?" "The religious -group's place. When a subject's already
in normal sleep, there's no awareness of going under." I looked at Darla briefly. She looked slightly confused, so
I thought it would be better not to mention the wand's use at the Militia
station. Wilkes picked up the byplay and looked at Darla, then at me.
"Something?" he asked. "We do have the mystery of Jake's escape from the
Militia station to explain," Vance reminded him. "Oh, yes. Twrrrll was sure he detected another wand in
operation there. But that was most likely the Ryxx, don't you think?" "How did they get hold of a dream wand?" "Oh, the Ryxx are master traders. They probably paid
the right price to a renegade Rikki and got it. Or they may have a similar
technique of their own. Besides, we did see two Ryxx nearby." Vance grunted noncommittally. "Who knows?" Wilkes conceded. "They may not
have done it, but they have just as much reason as we do to keep the map
secret. Granted, it's hard to understand why they didn't grab Jake as soon as
he came out, or try to, anyway. But they didn't. And I'm not going to waste time wondering why. Someone got
him out of there, for whatever treason." I said, "May I ask a question?" "Sure," Wilkes said. "Why did you come to the Teelies' farm that
night?" "You'd have to see to understand. Darla, would you call
Twrrrll in here?" Darla didn't get up. Vance rose and said, "I
will." He went to the connecting hatch, opened it, and called the alien's
name. After a moment, Twrrrll came in. It struck me how tall he
was, how sickly thin his limbs were, and how they contrasted with his
seven-digited, powerful hands, hands that could envelop a human head and
squeeze. His feet were huge as well. He wore no clothing except for
crisscrossing strips of leatherlike material that wrapped his thorax like a
harness. "May I be of serrrvice?" the alien asked. "Jake would like to see the mrrrllowharrr," Wilkes
said. "Verrry well." It was a strange sensation to see him undrape an invisible
something from his shoulders and cradle it in his hands. Stranger still to
watch him stroke it with two fingers and trill to it softly. As he did so,
something even more unsettling was happening to my perceptual apparatus. It
wasn't like watching something flicker into existence out of thin air. No, not
like that at all; for the thing was there all the time. Everyone has had a
similar experience. You look and look for a misplaced object, something you
just had a minute ago but inexplicably misplaced, like a pennon a desktop. You
search and search and can't find it, until someone points it out for you and
it's right under your nose. The thing in the alien's hand existed, was there,
but the fact simply had not registered in my brain. All at once the animal
materialized, but I knew it had been there all along. I had seen it, but had
not recorded it as a datum. "It still amazes even me, Jake," Wilkes said. It was a match for the caterpillar-snake thing Susan had
accidentally killed at the farm, its pink brain-bud glistening moistly in the
overhead light. I felt queasy, desperately hoping my worst fears were
unfounded. "It was with you all the time, Jake. On your jacket,
most of the time. Probably right under your collar, tucked away safe and
snug." I felt like throwing up. "How?" I said in a
strangled voice. "Strange survival tactic. Marvelous, really. Not visual
camouflage, but perceptual camouflage. God knows how it's done, but the animal
makes its predators forget it's there. Some extrasensory power, no doubt. Your
perception of it gets shunted directly to the preconscious, bypassing the
primary perceptual gear. Is that basically the way it works, Twrrril?" "Yes. We would use different terrrminology, perhaps.
But yes." 'Trouble is, me mrrrllowharrr is very sluggish, which makes
it vulnerable when it gets underfoot. Isn't that what happened at the
farm?" I took my eyes from it. "Darla?" "Yes. One of the Teelies accidentally stepped on it." "We were hoping that's what happened, and that you
hadn't become aware of it somehow. Its hold on the mind isn't absolute. We
couldn't locate the carcass, but Twrrril convinced us to take a chance and
plant another one, this one's mate. We put it on your jacket, which you
conveniently left outside your sleeping egg." "Why?" was all I could say. "It leaves a psychic trace, Jake. The Reticulans can
follow it anywhere. Even through a potluck portal." The alien left and closed the hatch, leaving behind the
smell of turpentine and almonds. "All that nonsense at the restaurant," I said when
my stomach had quieted down. "It was only to plant that thing on me?" "Right, and I nearly ran out of chitchat before that
thing finally made it over to you, crawling over the floor." "Then why the gunplay?" Wilkes triumphant smile dissolved. "That..." He
grunted. "That was a mistake. Rory—the one who drew on you—is a little
dim. Likable, but dim. I mentioned that we wanted to throw a scare into you. To
Rory that meant he should wave his gun around. I, uh.had to let him go, of
course. Luckily, Darla was there to save the day." He studied my face, as
if watching a seed that he had planted take root. "I didn't know, Jake," Darla said in a low voice.
"Not about the mrrrllowharrr. I didn't see the thing." "Corey, really," Vance said deploringly.
"Jake's opinion of my daughter must be low enough. Do you have to rub it
in?" To me he said, "Darla wasn't working for us then." He
turned to her with a thin smile. "And I'm not even sure she's with us now.
Are you, Darla-darling?" "You know where my loyalties lie. Van," Darla said
resentfully. "I do? Maybe you'd like to remind me once again." "It isn't important. The deal is that I hand over
Winnie to you... correction. That was the deal before Winnie disappeared. The
deal is now that I help you find her in exchange for leaving Jake alone. I go
back to T-Maze with you, using your secret route through Rikki country."
Darla looked at me. "You were right, Jake. There is a way back from
here." "But we're not letting it get around," Wilkes said
to me in a stage whisper. "I know," I said. "And I know about the
antigeronics you're running into the Outworlds. Neat little scheme, and one
hell of a big market to have cornered." "Nothing gets past you, does it?" There was a sort
of admiring awe in Wilkes' voice. "Go on, Darla." "When we get back, I alert the dissidents to destroy
all copies of the map. Anyone who has had anything to do with it will have to
go underground, take to the road until the crackdown runs its course. The
movement will be hurt, but at least the Authority won't get the Roadmap.
Meanwhile, the secret will be safe with us." "And what about Winnie?" "She can be taken back to Hothouse and left with the
movement network there. As far as I know, nobody knows about her yet, not even
the dissidents. They may have the map,1>ut they aren't aware of its source.
I can't be absolutely sure, but it's a good bet even Grigory never realized her
significance. He never mentioned her to me." "Hmm." Wilkes brought his palms together and
touched both index fingers to his lips. "We have some problems here.
Namely, you yourself are wanted by the Authority. If you're caught, you'd have
a hell of a time explaining how you got back from a potluck portal." "I won't have to. Nobody saw us shoot it, or knows that
we did, except you and your partners." "And Grigory." "Grigory's dead." "Do we know that?" "I told you what happened on Seven Suns." "Yes, and you haven't played your role as grieving
widow very convincingly." "You must know I signed a
life-companionship contract with Grigory for other than personal reasons." Vance said, "When everything is secured back in the
Maze, Darla will come back here with me." Wilkes brooded. "All very well and good, but still..." Somewhere in the room, Sam's key beeped. "Aren't you going to answer it, Darla?" Vance
asked. "Only polite." Darla took it out of her pocket, then threw it across the
room to me. "He should," she said. I picked it up and looked at Wilkes. "Is there a camera on that thing, Jake?" "Yes." "Set it up on that table, will you please? And point it
at me." I did, and opened the circuit, then sat back down. "Hello, Corey! Long time no see, and all that merte." "Hi, Sam. Your son is our guest." "So I gathered. What's up?" "We want the Eridani creature." "Uh-huh. Can't help you, Corey." "That's tod bad." "Sorry. These sailors down here ought to be able to
tell you she hasn't shown up." "They were posted after we learned about the girl. She
could have brought the creature down before that." "Girl?" "Yes, the sailor-girl Jake recruited to help him hide
the creature. Before we knew about it, we assumed Winnie—is that her name?—we
assumed she was still topside with Jake. And then Jake dragged a red herring in
our path. Nice touch." He turned to me. "Where in the world did you
meet Hogan, of all people?" "At a literary luncheon," I said. Wilkes cackled. "Anyway. We still want her, Sam. And
we're going to get her, or somebody's going to get hurt." "Yeah, yeah. Corey, did anyone ever tell you that
you were the slimiest piece of merte ever to get flushed into a plasma torch?" Wilkes eyes flared. "Yes, several times, and in even
more colorful language. Did anyone ever tell you that I was the one who had you
killed?" "You did? How?" "Oh, it was beautiful. The people who got the contract
assured me it was foolproof. The man driving the buggy that ran into you did it
deliberately. He had special impact padding, all kinds of anticrash gear. An
expert. No one even began to suspect it was anything other than an
accident." "Congratulations. So what?" Wilkes mumped a fist into his chest in mock pain. "Oh,
Sam, you strike even from beyond the grave. Here I am, maybe the first murderer
ever to have the satisfaction of gloating to his victim after the fact, and I
can't get a rise out of you." "You're talking to a machine, you know." "Am I? I've heard that an Entelechy Matrix transfers a
person's soul to a machine." "Soul, my ass. Look, let's lose the verbal sparring
and get down to cases. Exactly what's going to happen if you don't get Winnie,
as if I didn't know?" "You don't know." Wilkes sighed. "Oh, well.
Come on, Jake. I want you to see this." He rose and crooked his finger at
me, walking over to the connecting door. He opened it and pointed. . I got up and walked over, robotlike. I looked into the room.
My eyes were drawn first to the sight of Lori. She was naked, slumped in a
chair in a far comer, under the wand's spell. Then my gaze drifted to the four
Reticulans, Twrrrll among them. They were regarding me impassively, standing
around a strange piece of furniture, made of black wrought iron, which looked
like a cross between a table and a bed. The legs were fashioned into alien
animal limbs, adorned with ornamental tracery exhibiting runic symbols. An
elaborate headboard was executed in the same manner. Across the top of the
table lay a network of troughs, not unlike the bottom of a roasting pan, with
tributaries branching out to the edge and running off into gutters that would
conduct blood, or any kind of body effluent, down to the foot of the bed, there
to spill into two large copper pails. The pails were chased with more cryptic
markings. To one side stood a much smaller table done in the same style, upon
which lay an assortment of strange bladed instruments. "Roadmap!" Wilkes whispered hoarsely into my ear.
The electric tension flowed out of me and I went limp, swaying on my feet.
"The Reticulans have always been hunters, Jake.They never lost the
impulse, as we did. It's still the driving thrust of their culture.
Interesting, don't you think? Long ago they depleted their home planet of
'honorable game,' as they call it. Then they discovered the Skyway. You'd think
fifty or sixty new planets would hold them for a while. But the Reticulans are
an old race, Jake. One of me oldest on this part of the road. Very recently, a
few hundred years ago, they took to hunting outside their maze. They're feared
and hated everywhere, as well they should be." He craned his head around to whisper in my other ear.
"Can you imagine what it's like to be vivisected, Jake? That's how the
Reticulans will honor you, their sacred quarry. Unless you hand over Winnie, in
which case I might persuade them to let you loose for a little while longer.
They probably consider it a challenge to track you without the
mrrrllowharrr." He closed the hatch, then shoved me toward the chair. I sat
down heavily. "How much good will it do, Corey," I asked,
"to tell you I don't know where she is?" "None at all, I'm afraid," Wilkes said airily. He
got a cigarette from a gold case on the table and lit it, blew smoke at the
ceiling. "Your little girl friend says the same thing." "What did she say?" "She says she hid Winnie up on the poop deck in an
unused radio shack. She went back later and the animal was gone." "You don't believe her?" "Yes, I do, but I can't believe both of you don't
know." "Winnie may have got frightened at something and
run." "Fine. Then Pendergast's people will find her
eventually, and everything'll be wonderful. But I'm only giving you another
hour, Jake. Then—" "It's a big ship, Corey," Vance said, fiddling
with my newly bought revolver. "Maybe we should give it a little more
time." "Okay, two hours." Wilkes threw up his arms.
"Hell, I'll wait all night. I'm easy to get along with. But somebody knows
where she is, and personally I think it's you, Jake. But we'll wait." 22 WE WAITED. Conversation was desultory. Vance and Darla sat at a table
at the other end of the room, drinking coffee brought in by another of Wilkes'
bodyguards. At various intervals they all popped pills to keep up their
immunity from the wand's effect. Wilkes told me it was still on low power. At one point, Darla came toward me, bearing a cup and
saucer. "No, Darla," Wilkes told her. She stopped. "You said he was your guest," she
said sarcastically. "Don't want you slipping him any tranqs." "Do you think I would?" "I don't know, and don't care to take the chance. But I
don't want to be inhospitable. I'll pour him a cup." He got up and went to
the table and did, then fetched it over to me. "Enjoy, Jake." "Thank you." I sipped it and found that it wasn't
coffee but some kind of
grain beverage, with a bitter aftertaste. "Corey," I said, "there's one thing that's
been bothering me since the start of this thing." "What's that?" "Why didn't you just kill me?" Wilkes looked over the newssheet he was reading. "Good
question. You can't say I haven't had plenty of opportunity." He folded
the sheet and put it aside, then went back to tapping on his lips with his fingers.
"This damned Paradox thing set me to thinking. If I just up and killed
you, it very well could have turned out that nothing would have changed. You'd
be dead, and the map would still be in circulation, brought back from the Great
Beyond by the 'you' that never died. Paradox. Or maybe there's really no
Paradox and somebody else brought the map back—one of your religious friends,
for instance. They could be in on the whole thing." "They're not," Darla said emphatically. Wilkes shook his head sadly. "Another statement that I
can't accept at face value. For all I know, they could be part of your
dissident network. Maybe they brought the map back and pumped Jake's image up
into a legend. Who knows? No, I came up with a plan of sorts. I had to nab you,
and I wanted to wait until you shot a potluck to be certain you had the map.
After all, none of the stories about you say exactly when you got it." "So you herded me through a potluck." "Right, and it wasn't pure luck that you chose the
Splash portal. If you think back over all the options you had, you'll find
there were few. You could have gone elsewhere, however, which is why the
mrrrllowharrr was necessary." "Back at the motel—you sent your crew to flush me out
of there?" "Yes, to keep you running. Knew you'd find a way to
escape, and you did. You're slippery, Jake." He kept crossing and
uncrossing his legs in a compulsive, jerking movement. "Anyway. I had to
get that punking map, find out... no! First I had to find out if it even
existed, then find out where it came from." He looked uncomfortable.
"And I still don't know." "I'll tell you where it came from, Corey," I said.
"You created it." "How so?" "If you'd have let me alone, I never would have hid out
in that motel, never would have met Winnie, etcetera, etcetera." He laughed. "The irony hasn't escaped me. Believe me,
I've thought about it. But what was I to do? Talk about having few options. No
matter what I did seemed doomed from the start...." He trailed off and
looked at the ceiling. "Well, that's neither here nor there," he
added offhandedly. After a pause, Vance said, "I wish you'd finish that,
Corey. I'm still in the dark as to how getting the map now will alter reality
or in any way change the fact that the dissidents have it." He got up from
the table and walked over to Wilkes, stood over him, and said pointedly,
"I really wish we could clear that up once and for all." My head was beginning to congeal a little, but it had taken
me the better part of an hour to think through what I said next. "There's
nothing to clear up. Van," I blurted out. "Can't you see that your
little drug scheme is going right out the port?" He slowly brought his eyes around to me. "What do you mean?" "He means to drive a wedge between us, Van,"
Wilkes said mildly. "Oldest trick in the book. Don't fall for it." "Suddenly I'm very interested in what he has to say.
What exactly did you mean, Jake?" "First, tell me a few things. How did you get in on
this, and why?" He was annoyed. "Doesn't strike me as pertinent." "Then we don't play." He went over and sat on the bed, picked up the revolver and
absently fiddled with it, looking at me. "Thinking of shooting someone?" I asked. "Huh?" Aware now that he had picked it up, he.
said, "No. Don't even know how this thing works." He tossed it aside,
then glanced at Wilkes and looked back at me. "All right, you win. A
little history. Word has been out for a year or two that I'm to be purged. Oh,
it's an outdated word, of course. They want to ship me back to Terra for
'evaluation and reassessment.' Fortunately the mills of the Authority grind
slowly, and I had some time. But where would I go? Easy. Someplace like the
Outworlds. But the cost of living's pretty high here. And strictly cash, no
Authority vouchers. I had no gold socked away to speak of. Of course, here you
can go up into the hills and pan for it—they actually do that, you know—but I'm
not the prospector type. Corey approached me about this drug thing. Sounded
good, cornering the market and all that. He needed me, he said, to work out all
the details about diverting raw material
from Hothouse and secreting it out here." He shrugged. "I had no
choice, really. I went along." "Why the raw stuff?" I asked. "Why not the
finished product?" "Actually," Wilkes said, "that was my
original idea. Van talked me out of it." Vance nodded. "The controls are just too tight. The
Authority guards its monopoly well. When you get right down to it, it's the
source of their power." "Okay," I said, "so you got the idea to
process the stuff here." "A big investment on my part," Wilkes reminded
him. "You should keep that in mind. Van." "I will. We have a small factory and lab near Seahome,
about ready to become operational." "And what about the Reticulans? What's their motivation
for letting you truck gold back through their territory?" "Same as anybody's," Wilkes answered. "They
need gold as much as any race does for intermaze trade. I know it sounds
mundane, but their economy is royally screwed up. Their social structure
is top-heavy with nonproductive ruling classes who're preoccupied with quaint
pastimes like hunting and riding eight-legged beasties around in the woods.
They won't stoop to getting their hands dirty. Most technological things are
left to slave clas,ses. Beside, Reticulans think it more honorable to take by
conquest rather than to create. Only the Roadbugs have prevented them from
running amuck, taking over every maze in sight. So, they're hard up for
cash." He extended a hand deferentially to Vance. "Sorry. You were
saying?" "I was about to say that when we heard the Roadmap
rumors, we knew that it was only a matter of time before the Authority would
come barging into the Outworlds. Anyway, that was my fear. I'd have no place to
hide." He picked up the revolver again and began to twirl it on his
finger. "Now. Tell me about how the whole plan is null and void." I drained my cup and tried to put it on the lamp table next
to me, but I misjudged and sent it clattering to the carpet. "Sorry. Could
I persuade you to turn that gadget off? I'd rather have a gun leveled at me, or
be tied up." Vance looked at Wilkes tentatively, but Wilkes shook his
head. "I'm a little shorthanded. Van. Jake has a habit of brutalizing my
bodyguards." He gave me a grouchy look. "No? Okay. Van, it looks to me like you're going to be
up merte creek without a paddle. Wilkes doesn't want to change reality,
he just wants the map. Once he has it, he'll sell it to the Authority. Or to
the Ryxx, or the Hydrans, or to the highest bidder." "Beautiful, Jake, beautiful," Wilkes marveled. Vance lowered his eyelids in deep thought. When he came out
of it, he exhaled noisily. "I'm getting the distinct feeling that I've
been very, very stupid." The hatch opened, and Wilkes' bodyguard showed Pender-gast
in. "Where the hell is the Peters girl?" the Captain
bellowed at Wilkes. It was the first time I'd seen Wilkes slightly embarrassed.
"George, just a moment." "She's a crewmember, Wilkes. You may be running the
drug thing, but I'm still captain of this ship. If you've done anything
to—" Wilkes got up and hastened toward him, extending a placating
hand. "In the hall, George, please...." "Oh, Captain? May I have a word with you?" Pendergast spun around. "Who the bloody hell was
that?" Even I had forgotten that Sam's key was still silting on the
coffee table. Wilkes motioned to his bodyguard. 'Turn that thing
off." To the Captain he said, "It's nothing. An open circuit to
McGraw's rig computer." Pendergast shouldered past him into the room. "What do
you want?—wherever you are," he said looking around the room. "Tell Mr. Wilkes what happens to the gizzard of a
whale when it gets perforated by a floater missile. Go on, tell him." Pendergast's brow furrowed into dark lines. He turned slowly
to Wilkes. "You say this is a computer?" "Entelechy Matrix," Wilkes murmured. "On the
table there." The Captain's eyes finally found it. "Let me tell you
what happens," he barked at Sam. "The entire GI tract of the beast
goes into convulsions. You wouldn't survive—" He halted, tongue-tied with
the absurdity of what he had said. "Son of a bitch," he muttered. "I might even stop breathing, huh?" "What do you want?" Pendergast said evenly,
walking toward the table. "First, I want this hold cleared of your crew.
Everyone. And I mean
up the elevator and out of scanner range. Second, I want my son and his
companions delivered down here safe and sound." "Your son?" "McGraw," Wilkes supplied. "It'll he done," Pendergast said. Wilkes walked back into the room. "Captain, we can't,
not just yet. He's bluffing." "You know me well enough to know I'm not, Corey." "I won't take chances with this ship!" Pendergast
shouted. "Sam," Wilkes said. "You'll have them when we
have the creature." "I said I wanted my son and his companions, and I
meant all of them." "You'll have them," Pendergast said, "and
you'll have safe conduct to debark this ship. But I guarantee that you'll never
make it off Splash." "We'll take our chances." "George," Wilkes said soothingly, putting a hand
on his shoulder. "You forget that we don't have the creature to give. Another
thing—the Reticulan's tracking technique is inoperative at this point. We could
lose him for good." Pendergast's eyes widened, and he turned his head sharply to
the connecting hatch. "Is she in there?" he breathed. "With them?" "You don't have to worry. Captain," I broke in, as
things began to lose their dreamlike quality. I now realized why the coffee had
tasted bitter. 'They won't rip her apart. She's not sacred quarry." Pendergast strode to the connecting hatch and threw it open
savagely. "No, but you are, Jake," Wilkes said darkly. The Captain lunged at Wilkes, but the bodyguard got in the
way. Pendergast elbowed him aside, but the boy brought his gun up menacingly.
Pendergast stopped, his face dark with fury. "You think you can threaten
me?" he growled at Wilkes. "George, take it easy. I thought she was hiding
something when you talked to her, and she was. Jake paid her a lot of money to
hide the creature. I had to question her myself. She was in no danger." Pendergast put a hand to his forehead, his rage suddenly
ebbing. "What's going on?" "The wand, George. You haven't taken the
antidote." The ship's warning siren keened again. "What is it, George?" "The pirate mega," Pendergast said, his voice
detached. "Pirate?" "Yes. We've been tracking her. We're expecting an
attack at dawn." He shook his head to clear it and rubbed his temples. His
communicator began beeping inside his pocket, but he ignored it. "I've got
to get out of here. I'm needed on the bridge." There was a distant look in
his eyes, as if none of us were present. "Winds must have changed,"
he mumbled, then walked unsteadily out of the room. "Jimmy, close the door," Wilkes said. He went to
the coffee table and picked up Sam's key. "Sorry, Sam. He probably won't
remember your threat, not for a while anyway." "Corey, sometimes I have trouble understanding how
you could be the same person who founded TATOO with me." "We all change, friend." "It's all unraveling, Corey." "Not just yet," Wilkes said tightly, and shut the
key off. "Tell Twrrrll to release the girl," he told Jimmy. "And
the other one, too." "Is it true, Corey?" Wilkes turned to face Vance. "Is what true?" "That you'll sell the map to the highest bidder?" "No." Wilkes sat in the armchair. "Not to the
highest bidder. I'd be a fool to sell it to nonhumans. What do you think homo
sap's chances would be in a galaxy dominated by some alien race that got hold
of the Roadbuilders' technology? What if, for instance, they"—he pointed
toward the adjoining stateroom—"got hold of it? No, I'll give it to the
Authority." "I think your Rikki friends got the idea of going after
the map a long time ago," I said. "No doubt they did," Wilkes conceded. Vance was struggling to understand. "But... you realize
that to return with the map you'll have to travel through twelve thousand
kilometers of Reticulan maze?" "I'm not going back that way." Vance was baffled. "How?" "I'll go back by Ryxx starship." "What?" "Yes, they've got the time dilation down to three
years, ship time. A long haul, but they have cold-sleep technology. Surprised?
Didn't you know that the Ryxx don't mind taking human passengers? It's expensive, and they don't get
many takers, but..." "Yes, I knew. But the Ryxx want the map too!" "Yes, but they don't know I have it—or will have it.
They're after Jake, not me. They don't know me from Human One. And as far as I
can tell, they don't know about Winnie either. How could they, if what Darla
says is true?" "What makes you think you can sell anything to the
Authority?" Vance asked, disbelieving. "The Authority takes, it
doesn't buy." "It'll buy from me. You must know that yours isn't the
only friendship I've cultivated in high places. Some of them are your friends,
or were before you became an unperson. The transaction has already been
arranged. And part of the price will be immunity from prosecution." Vance paled. "What?" Wilkes spoke to me. "You may remember that I mentioned
something about your queering deals I had set up. I got word that our drug
operation had been compromised. I really don't know who was responsible. As Sam
said, things tend to unravel. Van, you didn't get wind of it for obvious
reasons. But the deal was null and void long before any of this." "So the Authority does know about the Roadmap," I
said. "Of course they do, and they've given up trying to get
it from the dissidents—or rather, they're having a hard time. I told them I
could get it for them." "But you'll be gone for twelve years!" Vance said.
"More!" "Think again. Most people never consider the backward
time displacement you undergo when you shoot a portal. But when you go back
through normal space, you eat all that time back up. I should get back to
T-Maze almost exactly at the same time I left. No Paradox, and it all works out
very neatly." Wilkes licked his lips, his eyes focused somewhere in the
air, "Or..." he went on abstractedly, ".. .or I just might try
to find that backtime route. You did, Jake—or will, or shall... damn it, these
verb tenses give me a headache! Anyway, if you can, I can, once I have the
map." "What about the Reticulans?" I asked. Wilkes' face split into a gray-toothed grin. "We'll
part company in Seaborne, where I'll rent a long-distance vehicle and floor it
for the planet where the Ryxx launch their ships. You can be sure I'll scour
the buggy for mrrrllowharrr. I'll fumigate the punking thing." Silence. Vance was deeply depressed. Finally, he said,
"Pendergast is going to be very interested in hearing this." "But you won't be telling him. Van." Wilkes took
out Darla's gun from under his jerkin. "Sorry, but until your last dose wears off, this will be
necessary. Darla? You'd better come over here and sit with your dad." Darla got up and began to walk over, but stopped when a
knock came on the hatch. "Get it," Wilkes told her. Just then Jimmy came through the connecting hatch, shoving a sleepwalking Lori before him.
He pushed her onto the bed, where she sprawled, naked and still out cold. Darla threw the door open. It was John. "Darla! Are you all right? You vanished... oh,
dear." He saw Lori and stood there gawking. "Come in!" Wilkes called brightly. John averted his eyes from Lori, then smiled nervously.
"Mr. Wilkes, I presume. I've heard a great deal—" Jimmy reached out, grabbed'him by the collar, and yanked him
into the room. He checked the corridor and closed the hatch. "And you are...?" "John Sukuma-Tayler. A friend of Jake's." Wilkes rose. "John, it's a pleasure, but you caught us
at a bad time. Won't you join your friends there on the bed? Jimmy, check him
over." Jimmy patted him down and pushed him toward the bed, made
sure his boss was covering everybody, then went back into the Rikkis'
stateroom. A moment later he returned, herding another zombie. It was the Chevy
kid. Jimmy sat him down, and
the kid keeled over onto a pillow. "Couldn't you have dressed her?" Wilkes
scolded his bodyguard. "Ever try dressing a corpse?" Jimmy retorted. "Check out the hall one more time, then go get her
clothes, for God's sake." "Right." The pills Darla had dissolved in the coffeepot were taking
full effect, but I couldn't be sure if I was free of the wand completely.
Nevertheless, I was ready to make my move when Jimmy left—but a split second
after Jimmy cracked the hatch, Vance
stood up suddenly, pointing the revolver shakily at Wilkes' back. "Drop the gun, Corey." "Van, sit down," Wilkes said irritably over his
shoulder. "You'll hurt yourself with that old... Van!" Wilkes' jaw dropped as Vance's finger jerked against the
trigger. Vance clenched his teeth, finding it harder than he had thought to
bring the hammer back without cocking it first. His left hand came up to help. Surprised, Wilkes was slow to bring his pistol around, but
Jimmy was quick. His shot sent a bolt scorching through Vance's skull, the mass
of white hair exploding into flame. But the hammer came down. A thunderous
explosion shook the room, and a weird dance of bodies began. Wilkes was spun
around and yanked up and back like a puppet on strings, went lurching back
toward the table. Vance's body marched backward like a ghost with a fiery head,
hit the wall and rebounded, then teetered over. I was on the floor going for
the dropped .44, trying to get furniture between me and Jimmy, but by the time
I got to the gun he and Roland— who had come bursting through the hatch—were
waltzing arm-in-arm into the room, each holding the other's gun arm, until
Darla cut in with a chop to the back of Jimmy's neck, sending him down. Wilkes
hit the table and the top part of it flipped up from the base, sending cups and
silverware catapulting across the room to crash and ricochet off the walls. I
was on my feet, rushing toward him. The gun was still in his hand, but I
reached him just as he brought it up, and kicked it away. The fight was over. I
picked up Darla's pistol and stood over him. Darla tore the blanket off the
bed, sending Lori flopping to the floor, and rushed to Vance. Wilkes looked up
at me, his face blank and stunned, a red flower blooming on his pretty white
blouse. "Roland!" I called. "Close the hatch!" "Wait." He went to it and peeked out, then beckoned
to someone. Susan poked her head in, and Roland pulled her through, then shut
the hatch. Susan saw that John and everyone she knew was all right, then burst
into tears and flung her arms around Roland. John was picking himself off the floor. I went to the
connecting hatch and turned the mechanical lock, then took John's arm and
slapped the grip of Darla's pistol into his hand. "Keep an eye on that
hatch," I told him. "If you so much as hear something, shoot."
He nodded. I went for the wand, picked it up off the floor. It throbbed
faintly in my hand, and I rotated the silver band until it stopped. Lori began
screaming, rising to her feet with her arms flailing at phantoms. I ripped the
sheet off the bed and covered her, wrapping her in my arms. "It was all a
dream, honey, all a dream," I whispered in her ear as I walked her over to
the overturned coffee table. I scooped up the key and called Sam. "Sam, it's Jake." "Jesus Christ! What's going on up there?" "Everyone's okay. How's your situation?" "What the hell's all that caterwauling?" "We're all okay, never mind. What's happening at your
end?" "Everybody left. Went topside, I guess. Something's
going on up there." Just then I heard shouting come from out in the hall.
"Yeah, the ship's being attacked. Exactly by what, I don't know. Can you
get free down there like you said you could?" "Sure." "Then do it and wait for
us. We have to find Winnie, and—" "Winnie's here." "What! How in hell did she...? Never mind, never mind.
Good. Okay, listen." I thought fast. "We'll try to make it down there
somehow. Be ready to roll." "Fine. Where to?" "We're going to find a place to hide until we can
negotiate our way off this tuna hotpak dinner." "But where?" "Pack plenty of antacid." 23 THE KID WAS awake now, looking around at everyone and
blinking. "Good morning," he said. He got up from the bed. I handed
him the still-howling Lori and told him to try and calm her down. I went to
Darla. She was on her knees, curled into a ball over the unmoving,
blanket-shrouded form of her father. The stench of burning flesh and hair
filled the room. "Van," she was moaning. "Oh, Van." I gripped her shoulders. "Darla, we have to go. The
Rikkis." She began to weep, great violent sobs shaking her body, but
there was no sound. "Darla. We have to leave." I let her go on for a
while, then took her arms and gently pulled her away. Her body became rigid,
then slowly relaxed. I pulled her to her feet and turned her around. Her face
was a contorted mask of pain. I escorted her to the other side of the room and
helped her on with her backpack, which I had found near the table. I told
Roland to check the corridor. Susan calmed down and he moved her aside.
"It's okay," he said, peering out. Far down the corridor came the
sound of screaming and general commotion. "All right," I announced, "everyone move
out!" Lori was hyperventilating. I helped John sling her over his
shoulder and held her while he balanced her precariously. I picked up Jimmy's
gun and handed it to the kid, then gave Darla her pistol back. It took a while
to get everyone ready, but finally I had them filing out into the hall and to
the right, hugging the walls, with Roland taking point. Everyone was armed but
John and Susan. I was the last one out. I stood at. the door and looked at
Wilkes. His eyes pleaded with me. I was about to say something when a low, rumbling sound
shook the floor and the connecting hatch suddenly flew to splinters. A
Reticulan came striding through, bearing a strange silver weapon of curving
surfaces and a bell-shaped business end. I ducked behind the bulkhead and
brought the .44 around and fired. The alien's head exploded into puffs of pink
mist, shards of chitin clattering against the walls and floor. The body kept
walking toward me. I backed away, turned, and ran down the hall, whirling and
backpedaling every few steps until I made it to a comer. I stopped for one last
look and saw the headless body topple into the hall, its legs still working. No
one else came out. The others were looking back at me. I barked at them to keep
going. A little further ahead, the Teelies stopped to pick up their
backpacks, which they had left in the hallway. I grabbed John's and struggled
into it while we ran. I rushed to the head of the line and told Roland to bring
up the rear. There was smoke in the corridor, and shouting and crashing
sounds came from somewhere up ahead. As we neared the source of the
disturbance, the smoke got steadily thicker, until we had a choice of turning
back or asphyxiating. I did not want to face the Reticulans, and as far as I
knew there was no stairway to the lower decks in that direction, which is what
we needed. But there was a side corridor nearby that looked like it led to a
way out on deck. I ducked down it and made sure everyone followed me before I
went to the head of the line again. I cracked the hatch and found that it
opened onto the starboard deck, but I wasn't sure I wanted to go out there. Beyond the railing and out to sea, a blood-red moon squatted
on the horizon. Silhouetted against it was the outline of what I took to be
another megaleviathan, minus the ship-structure, slowly closing off the
Laputa's starboard beam. Above, the air was filled with flying motes of fire.
Giant shapes crossed the glowing disk of the moon, batlike, nightmare shapes, and
from all around came the sound of great leathery wings flapping. Dots of flame
circled the Laputa like swarms of fireflies, some suddenly deorbiting to
come arcing down on the ship. I heard a thump and looked to my right. One had
hit the deck not far away. It bounced against the bulkhead and came to rest
against a stack of deck chairs. It was a melon-size flaming ball of something,
a pitchlike substance probably, trailing a length of fireproofed braided
lanyard. The fabric-and-wood-frame deckchairs ignited immediately. I craned my
head out to get a better view. Spot fires flared everywhere along the upper
deck, and fire details rushed everywhere, shouting, trailing firehoses like
white wriggling snakes. I didn't want to go out there, but there was no choice.
I looked for the nearest stairs for B Deck, saw none, but decided it was best
to head aft. "Put me down. God damn it!" It was Lori, screaming at John. I closed the hatch and
walked back. John was setting her down and apologizing profusely. She took a swing
at him, missed, and when I took her arm she sent a haymaker toward me. I caught
her wrist. "Lori, settle down! It's me, Jake! Remember?" Her eyes focused on me and the hysterical hatred drained
from her face. She blinked and looked again. "Who? Oh, yeah. Yeah."
She looked around, bewildered. "What happened? Where are we?" Then
she noticed the sheet and her lack of clothes. "What the
punkin'hell...?" "A pirate mega is attacking the ship," I told her,
thinking it better to concentrate on the present problem than on past traumas
which she may or may not remember. "We have to get belowdecks." That brought her around. "Are they firebombing?" "Yes, and it looks like they're pulling alongside to
board." "Where are we?" "Top deck, starboard, near the bow." "This way—and hurry!" We went out on deck and made our way aft, keeping a lookout
for falling fireballs. The bombardment continued, but most of the orbiting
lights had fallen. It seemed like a coordinated attack, with the bombardment
probably scheduled to cease just prior to the boarding attempt. I saw now that
the fireballs were making circular epicycles as they orbited, and when two
searchlight beams from the ship converged in the air above us and to our right,
I saw what bore them. These weren't merely sailing fish, but giant airborne
animals that looked like mythic sea serpents, with long tapering bodies and
mighty pinions beating the night air. On their backs rode smaller animals,
Arfies; from what I could make out. One Arfie in each flight crew, the bombadier,
twirled a fireball around his head before letting it go. The ship's exciter
batteries were taking their toll. The beast in the searchlight beams blossomed
into an orange ball of fire, momentum carrying flaming remnants into a
descending arc ahead. But there were too many of them, and apparently only two
operating batteries. "Look out!" It was Roland, and I looked back. Something was swooping
toward us, coming directly from behind. We all hit the deck, and I felt air
swoosh over me as the animal passed. It smacked into the deck further ahead and
went crashing into a canopied dining terrace, then stopped. We got up and
looked, backing away prudently, but before anyone could make the intelligent
decision to turn and run, big shapes flopped toward us from out of the
darkness—Arfies, four 9f them, armed with crude axes and other, stranger
implements. I shot at one of them but apparently missed, or it may have been
that the animal was very hard to bring down. Roland and Darla started firing.
Darla's first shot seared off a forward flipper of one of them, but he kept
coming too, barking insanely, picking up his dropped weapon with the other
flipper and charging. Roland used half a charge to flame another of them in its
tracks, then turned the beam on the one I had missed, with the same result. But
the two remaining were fast—and big. Up until then I had only seen Arfies at a
distance. They were massive beasts, with blubbery rolls of fat padding their
undersides and powerful muscles along the flanks to work the flippers. They
looked almost nothing like seals or walruses now—more like amphibian versions
of a Brahma bull. We backed as we fired. I got off two more shots with little
effect, but Darla finally got her target cut to pieces and it slumped over
unmoving. Roland was digging in his pockets for another charge, and Darla was
now out. I fired my last round at the remaining Arfie, then threw the gun at
it. He kept coming and we all ran, scattering, but the thing chose to follow
me. I was wondering what happened to the kid. He was off to my right, hitting
his gun with his fist as he ran. "Won't work!" he yelled. I yelled for him to throw it over and he did. It was an odd make with a tricky safety catch,
which I knew about from having owned one. I thumbed off the safety, turned, and
emptied the powerpak in one steady beam right at the creature's head. It was
dead by the time it hit me, but it hit like a runaway rig. The next thing I knew, I was being helped to my feet. I was
shaken up, but more or less in one piece. "You almost flew off the deck," Roland told me,
handing me the dream wand, which I had stuffed in my back pocket. "Thanks." I took the wand and slipped it into a
side pocket of John's backpack. I looked aft and saw that the flying sea
serpent was still pinned in the wreckage of the dining terrace, its wings
snarled in the canvas canopy and thrashing uselessly. "We can't go that
way, unless we want to deal with that thing. Lori, can you get us belowdecks
another way?" "We'll have to go back through the ship." We found the nearest hatch and went back in. Smoke was
hanging thick in the corridors. Shouting came from all directions as passengers
clogged the halls in an effort to get to the stairways. It was bedlam. Lori
took my arm. We followed her back the way we had come, made a few turns, then
ducked into a small room lined with cabinets that held bedding and linen. Near
the back wall a ladder descended through a hatchway in the floor. I looked
down. The ladder went down a long way. She told us these were quick-access
shafts, and that only the crew used them. We started down. It took a good while
and a few trod-upon fingers before all of us made it down to C Deck, winding up
in a storage room full of crates and miscellaneous equipment. "Where to now?" I asked Lori, taking off my shirt
and handing it to her. She had doffed the sheet before taking the ladder. "Thanks. You'll have to take the ventilation shafts to
get below decks. They'll have the elevators shut down." "Ventilation shafts?" "Yeah. Otherwise you couldn't breathe down there,
leastwise not very well." It made sense, but I had a question. "Isn't all that
air kind of hard on Fiona's tummy?" "Sometimes. Every so often she burps and it all empties
out. That's why you can't stay down there." "You mean she can burp up a vehicle or two?" "Sometimes she does, but we spray the sacs down with
antispasmodics to keep that from happening often." "Well, let's go." It was a long trek through the ship to the stem. We passed
more storerooms, then the crew's quarters, where Lori stopped to get decent. I
got my shirt back. We continued aft, past the infirmary and the topside holds,
through the crew's mess, the galley, and some workshops, then through a section
of economy-class cabins, and finally into heating and ventilation rooms. The
machinery was still running, but if the fires got out of control, it wouldn't
be for long. "What happens when the equipment shuts down?" I
asked our guide as we climbed through a thicket of pipes. "Oh, there's enough air down there to last for a while.
But if Fiona gets upset over the attack, she may start burping." "Oh." Access to the shaft was through a tiny door in a metal
cylinder into which fed a maze of piping. "This is the outtake shaft. The
intake one has a bunch of filters. Watch the updraft." She held the door
open for me. "There are rungs running down it." I poked my head through and saw a tubular shaft dropping
straight down into darkness. The updraft almost made me bang my head against
the door frame. I took my head out and stood up. "What about light?" "I have a torch in my kit-bag," John said. "I
can lash it to my epaulets. Roland has one too, I think." I handed him his pack, then said to Lori, "Are you
coming?" "No, I belong here," she said firmly. "I
should report for fire detail." "Well, okay. I don't think you'll be in any danger now,
except to answer to Pendergast for hiding Winnie." "I can handle him." She frowned, and asked,
"What arc you going to do down there anyway?" "Find a place to hide," I said, "until I can
convince your captain that we're no threat to him... or to the Outworlds." "But you'll never find your way down there. You could
wind up as Fiona merte." "Well, I've been called worse." "But you might hurt her too!" Conflicting impulses
crossed and recrossed her mind. Then something hit her and her mouth hung open.
"Oh, my God! Where's Winnie?" "She's safe, down in my rig." "Huh? How did she get down
there? And why did she leave the radio shack? I told her to—" She slapped her
forehead. "The siren! The general quarters alarm is right above the shack.
She must have got frightened when it went off during the gorgon attack! God, am
I stupid," she groaned. "Don't think about it. Turned out for the best anyway.
Just take care of yourself." I gave her a peck on the cheek. "And
thanks." I stooped toward the hatch, but she caught my arm. "No,
wait. I want to see if Winnie's all right. I'll go down fust." The updraft actually made it easier to descend, but the
rungs were small and slippery, and the shaft started tilting to an awkward
angle. I stopped now and then to look up and check everyone's progress. Darla
and the men were doing all right, but Susan was struggling with her heavy
backpack. I saw her lose her foothold several times, with Darla boosting her
rear end back up. We continued the long descent. The air currents weakened as
we got further down, then the odd angle worsened until it became a real problem
to hang on, making it necessary to use the rungs as handholds only and fight
for purchase with our heels against the smooth wall of the shaft, skidding and
scuffing our way down. The angle was steep, but further ahead it began to level
out. Before we got that far, the shaft began to move, sometimes lurching
violently, banging up against us and making it hard to judge where to grab
next. I heard a squeal, and before I could look back, Susan slid past me,
disappearing into the darkness. Then the shaft buckled crazily and John was
next to go. I reached out for him, but missed. The hand grips were almost
directly above now and were impossible to grab if you were sliding. The
flexible shaft was dancing like a length of rope in the wind, pitching wildly
in every direction, and it was Darla's turn next, but I managed to catch her as
she passed—and lost my grip in the process. It was a quick trip down. Very soon we were off me smooth
plastic of the tube and onto a wet, warm sliding-board of organ-tissue. In the
total darkness, I braced for a sudden stop, not knowing what we were sliding
into, but before long I could see light ahead. Then the slope leveled out and
we skidded over flat surface for a dozen meters until we stopped. We were
soaking wet. A torch beam hit me and then swung to Darla. It was John, and he
walked over, Susan with him. "Interesting idea for an amusement-park ride," he
said. I got up and helped Darla to her feet. "Where are
we?" I asked him. He played the beam ahead and I saw a few parked vehicles in
the distance. "Good," I said, got out Sam's key, and was about to
call when something hit the back of my legs and bowled me over. It was the kid.
He apologized, then groaned, as anyone would with 90 kilos of truckdriver on
his chest. I got off him. John swung his light in the direction of the shaft.
Lori and Roland were skating toward us like champions, then broke into a nimble
trot over the treacherous surface until they reached us. "You people were in a hurry," Lori said cheerily. "What was all that jerking around about?" I asked. "Oh, that's nothing. We don't bother to spray down
empty areas. And the floor's so slippery because we didn't put down rosin
here." "Oh." I keyed Sam. "Where are you now?" 'Turn on your high beams." He wasn't more than a minute's walk away. After me, it was Lori whom Winnie hugged when we all got in,
and I was at a loss to explain how Winnie could have gotten any sense of
betrayal from Darla, for clearly she had. At first, she barely acknowledged her
onetime friend and interpreter. Perhaps she read the guilt in Darla's face,
invisible to me, but by now Winnie's empathic powers were a given. I only
wondered as to their extent. Whatever that was, I knew that Winnie's second
sight was keen enough to see Darla's grief, and perhaps her regret at using
Winnie as a pawn, because before long Winnie was hugging Darla too, her
capacity for forgiveness and compassion probably greater than anything. It was
a moment of revelation for me, because up until then I really didn't have a
robust sense of Winnie's personhood, couldn't really accept her as the
thinking, feeling being she obviously was. I didn't know what prejudices had
gotten in the way; I have my share, but maybe the problem had been a simple
lack of attention on my part. Winnie's subtle brand of personality and
intelligence were easy to lose amid the gunfire, the frantic chases, the noise,
and the intrigue. Her innate shyness and reticence didn't help either. All
along I had caught glimmers of the light she was hiding under a bushel of soft,
ape-brown hair, but I hadn't had the time nor the opportunity to groom through
the shag and see what was glowing. Nor did I now. We had to get somewhere, and quickly. But where? "The pyloric tube between this sac and Fiona's
starboard stomach-cluster would be best," Lori said. "Sounds cozy," I said, thinking that it sounded
horrible. But before we could get going, we had the kid to contend with. He
said he was coming along for the ride, but was adamant about finding his car. "I don't want my Chevy burped up like a pizza," he
told us. "Where we're going," I said, "it could wind
up as whale food." "Not my car, buddy." I silently agreed with him. That vehicle could give anyone
an ulcer. The kid borrowed John's torch and walked off into the gloom. Lori
said that there was something she wanted to look for, and left too. The rest of
us took the opportunity to get out of wet clothes. The digestive fluid was
beginning to eat through them and irritate the skin. Susan wailed that her new
suit was ruined. I told her to shove all our laundry in the Sonikleen right
away. Lori returned first, carrying a piece of gear that consisted
of two tanks worn on the back, connected to a length of hose with a spraygunon
the end. She explained that one tank contained aluminum hyroxide, the other an
antispasmodic chemical. "It numbs Fiona up so she doesn't get the dry
heaves," she said. About ten minutes later the kid's strange vehicle pulled
alongside us in the aisle. Abused vehicles lay all around, the result of Sam's
forcing his way out of the pack. I hoped Pen-dergast's insurance was paid up. I
convinced the kid that the best bet would be to drive his car into the trailer.
The observatory equipment only made up a quarter-load and was stashed in our
special "eggcrate" section for fragile goods. We had plenty of room.
Sam slid out the ramp and let him in. I went back to look the trailer over, check
for damage. The stargazer stuff seemed in good shape for all the rocking it had
taken, but then Sam and I specialize in hauling delicate equipment, especially
scientific gear. I improvised some chock-blocks for the Chevy out of spare
bracing bars from the eggcrate nook, then looped tether lines through the
Chevy's shiny chromium— "Hey! What d'you call these things?" "Bumpers." —bumpers, and tied the lines off as taut as I could. It
would have to do. After Sam sealed up the trailer, we were ready. I started up
and pulled away, heading for the part of the sac that was devoid of vehicles.
There the floor got slippery again and started a gentle slope downward. Lori
warned me to go slowly, and I took heed. The ceiling lowered and the walls got
closer, the passage narrowing finally into a tunnel. The walls seeped clear
fluid in glistening sheets, rolling and billowing like a flag in a soft breeze.
The passage started to wind, then became serpentine. We slithered along until
we encountered an obstacle, a white disk of tissue sealing off the passage like
a drumhead. It was a valve. Lori told me to ease up to it and give it a nudge,
which I did. After some prodding, the valve dilated and we went through. From
there we wound our way back along the tube, passing more valves which plugged
other passages branching to the side. We continued on the main route for a few
more minutes until Lori told me to stop. She got into her spray gear and
stepped out. When the door opened, an acrid, vomity stench found its way in.
Everyone gagged. The walls here were more active, rippling excitedly in little
waves that traversed the tube from rear to front. Lori sprayed the walls down
with white goop, and in a minute or two things calmed down. She got back in.
There was enough good air in the compressors to get most of the vomit-smell
out, but enough lingered to make the wait uncomfortable. But we waited.
"How long should we stay down here?" John asked. "Until the
fight's over, whenever that is," I replied. "But if the ship is
seized... well, it's anybody's guess." "We'll win," Lori said
confidently. "We always do." "Why do the pirates want to take
over another mega?" "Theirs is probably getting old. Megas are
scarce. Who knows? They may just hate humans." "Very likely," John said sardonically.
"Humans are the beings you love to hate. Suzie, could you move over a
bit?" It was very cramped inside the cab. Everyone shifted
positions in the back seat for optimum comfort. Darla and Winnie were in the
aft cabin. John began, "Strange to find pirates on—" The rig
suddenly shivered, then nosed forward and began to slide. I braked, but it did
no good. We slid forward for a few meters before the tube leveled again. The
walls were heaving inward now, constricting around the rig and squeezing. "Fiona's spasming," Lori said, looking worried.
"The attack must be disturbing her. I'd better spray again." "Wait," I told her as the tube buckled and whipped
around, the contractions squirting us farther forward. We waited for it to
stop. "Okay, now." We watched Lori spray the tunnel around us liberally. The
rig got shoved forward again and I had to give Lori a blast on the horn to warn
her. She turned, lost her footing and slipped, but crawled out of the way in
time. She continued spraying until she ran out of stuff, then mounted the
boarding rungs to get back in. Just as she got her head through the hatch,
Fiona spasmed again and the rig jerked forward. The edge of the hatchway caught
Lori smartly against the side of the head. Roland reached and caught her before
she fell out. He hauled her in and the hatch slammed shut by itself. The tube
twitched and jittered all around us, the floor dropping out from under again,
and we slid along the pyloric tube like the undigested bit of food that we
were. This time we didn't stop. I didn't want to reverse the transmission,
thinking that the rasp of the rollers would only irritate Fiona more. The walls
continued their inexorable urging, closing over the rig like wet folds of
cloth, leaving smears of fluid across the ports. "Hang on, everybody! Get strapped in as best you can.
Get Lori strapped into the bunk." A temporary lull allowed them to get Lori bedded down and
secured, then the spasming began again. Roland got thrown forward and whumped
up against my seat. "Hang on to something!" I barked. "I don't
want any more casualties." Then I laughed to myself. To be Fiona-merte
was our destiny right then, and I couldn't see a way out of it. It was an endless fateful journey. We got bounced, buffeted,
and thrown around. The organ walls bore down relentlessly, slobbering over the
hull of the rig. We rolled counterclockwise, went over forty-five degrees, then
came back to vertical and keeled over the other way all the way to ninety and
stayed there. "Sam!" I yelled. "Anything we can do?" "I was just thinking that this is probably the most
ridiculous situation you've ever gotten yourself into." "What?" "I said, I was just thinking to myself—" "I heard, I heard! You're a godsend, did you know
that?" "What?" We passed through a valve, and I totally lost my bearings.
We could have been upside down for all I knew. Somebody's leg flopped over my
shoulder and I chinned it away. Somebody screamed. Visibility was zero, the
headbeams reflecting off greenish-white tissue and half-blinding me. I wanted
to turn them off but was afraid to take my hands from the control bars, useless
as they were. Powerful contractions began, forcing us ahead in a kind of
hellish birth process. The pitching and swaying lessened as Fiona settled down
to the task of pushing us on to our destiny within the world of her bowels.
After a few minutes—it seemed longer—we squirted through another valve and
suddenly, mercifully, it was over. We hit water and were totally submerged. The
rig bottomed on something soft, cab-first, then the trailer. I heard the
antijackknifing servos groan, straightening the trailer out. Then we started
moving forward again, more gently this time, carried by an inexorable flow of
water. My passengers sorted themselves out and came up for air.
Everyone was okay. John came forward to the shotgun seat and strapped himself
in. I tried to keep the rig trimmed out straight, but the current was carrying
the trailer around into a jackknife that the servos couldn't handle.
Countersteering did no good, so I said to hell with it and hit the antifishtail
jets. Through the sideview I could dimly see the gas bubbling away into the
water. We were inside another tube, this one bigger, with walls that looked
more rigid. "Where the hell are we?" Sam said. "Don't know, but it's a good guess we're out of the
digestive system," I said. "How'd we manage that?" "Fiona must have a way of sorting the stuff she does
and doesn't want to digest. We don't rate as food, I guess." "Not worth merte, are we?" The current grew stronger. We floated from time to time,
bounding along, washed forward like flotsam in a rain sewer. I settled back and
kept the rig trimmed as best I could, not wanting to broach to and start
tumbling. It wasn't easy, but I managed. We went along like that for a bit until
the passage narrowed and the water pressure increased. I lost all control then,
but the rig kept itself straight by rebounding off the sides of the tube. The
tissue-material was darker here, and tougher-looking. The back end slammed
against it, then me cab. Soon, a rushing, rumbling sound grew, along with a low
throbbing pulse-sound, and the water churned and grew bubbly. The turbulence
shook us, but compared to the gastric action, it was nothing. The rushing sound
increased gradually to a dull roar. "Hull temperature's been increasing steadily," Sam
informed me. "Yeah? Well, now I think I know how Fiona propels
herself. She must have a gill system that circulates water through her and
shoots it out the back end. The system must carry off waste heat too." I
looked out and saw a dark opening ahead. "Sounds reasonable," Sam said. 'Trouble is, this
rig is no submarine." After a final surge and a burst of thunderous sound we left
Fiona for calmer waters. The water outside was a blizzard of bubbles, gradually
dissipating as we sank nose-first into the depths. I told Sam to keep up
readings on the outside pressure, but it proved unnecessary. In the headbeams I
could see a muddy sea bottom coming up fast. I groped around frantically for
something to do to keep the nose up, but couldn't find anything. Fortunately
the floor sloped downward and away, and the front rollers hit neatly. The cab
slid forward and let the trailer fall in gently behind. We came to a stop. "How far down are we, Sam?" "About eighty meters." "Well, that's not too bad." "Sure, we'll just swim." "Let's see if we can't do a little better than
that." I nursed the engine until the drive rollers were spinning
slowly, then twisted the traction-control handles on the bars to maximum grab,
and the rollers caught. We moved forward through a lake of sludge. The slope
bottomed out into a trough and then the sea floor began to rise again, only to
dip once more, continuing into a series of rolling hills. "How's Lori?" I called back. A moment later Darla
came forward. "She's still out. Definitely a concussion, but her
pupils are responding to light. But you can never—" Lori's scream
interrupted her, and she rushed back. "Sam, how did Winnie wind up with you?" I asked. "I was going to ask the same question. There were a
whole bunch of sailors snooping around me, and she must've sneaked through them
somehow. I kept hearing a faint knock and I couldn't figure out what it was,
and I couldn't locate anything on any of the monitors. So I took a chance and
cracked a hatch open. And Winnie crawled through." "Amazing." I said. Addressing the Teelies I said,
"By the way, people, you all did fine—many thanks. But how the hell did
you know where to find me?" "We didn't," John said. "But Darla told us
about Wilkes and your predicament. She didn't tell us much, something about a
dispute between your truckdriver guild and the other one. Anyway, when Darla
vanished on us, we overtipped a few stewards and some of the other help to get
some information. We didn't get much, but we did find out Wilkes' cabin number.
We assumed the worst." "Again, many thanks." "Nothing, really. I only had a mild heart attack." "Jake, unless I'm badly mistaken," Sam said,
"we're going up." The rolling hills continued for a while, then the sea bottom
began to rise, turning from sludge to mud, then to packed sand. We were in a
tidal area; no vegetation to speak of. Lori stopped screaming and began crying. She had remembered
the Rikkis. Darla and Susan comforted her. It was another half hour before we made the beach. I drove
through the breakers and up onto dry sand, pulled behind a dune, and parked. I
had doused the lights as soon as we had broken water. Then I got out. About ten kilometers offshore, the Laputa was
burning, a smeared orange glow on the dark horizon. I sat in the sand and
watched it bum. Presently, a face took shape in my mind, the one that was a
blank in my memory of someone bending over me in my cell at the Militia
station. It was my face. Me. 24 IT WAS A brave dawn, the disk-edge of a molten sun just
showing above the vanishing point of the Skyway. The land was flat,
magnificently flat, the kind of terrain the Roadbuilders had favored. A film of
low rust-colored grass covered everything from sky to sky, bisected by the
black line of the road. A brave dawn, cloudless and clear. We were taking a break before going on. We had spent all
night finding the road, with Winnie's help, and now she was drawing her figures
on some lading sheets with a pen that Roland taught her how to hold. He and the
Teelies watched her draw, sitting with her in the grass by the road. The kid
was inside the rig watching over Lori, who was less hysterical now. I told him
to make sure she didn't fall asleep. It looked as if she would be all right. It was quiet, no wind at all, and the land was empty all
around. Before dawn, we had seen some lights off the road; farmhouses most
likely, but they were few. This was virgin land. I drew Darla aside. "Make a short story long and tell me, Darla. Who are
you? And what are you?" "My name is Daria Vance," she said, then took a
deep breath. "Surviving daughter of the late Dr. Van Wyck Vance." "And the legal lifecompanion of Grigory Petrovsky.
No?" "Grigory Vasilyevich Petrovsky. Yes. Or his
widow." "Is that grief? Or hope, maybe?" "Neither," she answered quietly. "All right, so much for what I know. What I don't know
is who has the Roadmap." "You mean the real one, don't you?" "I mean the one I brought back. It wasn't Winnie." "No, it wasn't. That's why I was willing to give her to
Wilkes in exchange for your life." "But aren't Winnie's maps accurate?" "I don't know that yet. They seem to be. Jake, you
don't understand. Winnie was a total surprise to me, and when I made my contact
with the dissident network on Goliath, nobody knew about her." "The contact. That wasn't Petrovsky?" A grunt of ironic laughter. "No." "Why did you shoot at the flitter?" "For the reasons I told you about." She turned to
look at the sunrise. "And of course, I didn't want to be Grigory's
prisoner." "His prisoner?" She looked at me intently, her small nostrils flaring.
"At no time was I working for Grigory during this." I settled myself in the grass. "Darla, why don't you
start from the beginning? Tell me the story of your life." She told me. About three years ago she was a graduate
student at the University of Tsiolkovskygrad, and got involved with the
dissident movement, peripherally at first, then more deeply. She found that the
movement was vastly more organized than she had thought, but, like most revolutionary
organizations, was confined to a small cadre of activists, in this case the
usual assortment of bohemian hangers-on one finds around universities—artistes-mangues,
dropouts, perpetual students, oddballs, and other perennial types—along with
some genuinely idealistic younger students and seriously committed faculty.
From this intellectual hub, the movement radiated out to the colonies to
encompass a fair number of people from all walks of life. Politically, the
movement was a hodgepodge of ideologies, from the beady-eyed right to the
bearded, bomb-throwing left, with most everything in between, including a
smidge of religious doctrine. (Wilkes had been halfway justified in suspecting
the Teelies, though Darla was fairly sure that they had no formal affiliation
with the movement.) Then, at a dinner party her father gave, Darla met
Petrovsky, who took an immediate interest in her. The interest was not mutual.
However, the dissidents thought it a dandy idea to have a pair of ears in the
same bed with a high-ranking Militiaman, especially an intelligence officer.
Darla was asked if she were willing to make the supreme sacrifice. She was. It
wasn't very long after the signing ceremony that Darla was approached by her
lifecompanion's superiors and asked to become an informer—asked, in fact, to
inform on friends who were suspected of being subversive. For some reason,
possibly because of who and what her father was, it never occurred to them that
Darla might be a dissident herself. Why should she turn against her father and
her class? (That the bureaucracy was a social class couldn't be doubted, though
to speak of it as such a thing was ideological heresy.) And hadn't she married
within the Authority? "In other words, you became something of a double
agent." "Right," she affirmed. "It was exactly what
the movement was hoping for. We were then in a position to feed disinformation
to the Authority." "All right," I said. "Now, from what I've
gathered, this Roadmap is real enough, and so was my backtime trip. Okay. When
did I come back? And who did I give the map to?" "About eight months ago, you barged into Assemblywoman
Marcia Miller's office and dropped it on her desk. I think your exact words
were, 'Happy birthday, honey.'" "That's all I said?" "No, otherwise she would have taken you for a crank,
and the thing would still be on her desk, probably being used as a paperweight.
You mentioned my name and the fact that I was a double agent, and that you
knew, quote, 'all there was to know about the dissident movement,' unquote—and
told her what the object was." "Wait a minute. Was her office de-bugged?" "At the time, yes, or so I was told. And since the
Authority didn't immediately act to seize her and the map, it probably
was." "Okay. I have more questions about the map, but let me
clear up some other things first. How did you get assigned to me? And who
assigned you?" "The network did. Around the same time when you came on
the scene, my situation vis-a-vis the Authority became untenable. We learned
then that the Authority's infiltration of the movement was very deep, a fact
even I hadn't been able to uncover, but you have to remember that I was
primarily a conduit for bogus information from the movement to the Authority.
"And when my disinformation started sticking out like a sore thumb, I was
compromised. I had to go underground." She smiled wanly and shook her
head. "A misnomer. There is no underground. I took to the Skyway, as
everyone does who wants to stay loose." She ran her fingers gently through
the grass. "That was when Grigory got kicked upstairs to his dead-end
job." "And when your father became an unperson?" "No. His trouble goes farther back." I mulled it all over for a while, then said, "Here's a
very big question. When you first got in my rig, why did you act as if we'd met
before?" "I wasn't acting. The first time was about two months
after you gave the map to Miller. We had been tailing you. For some reason, it
was very easy, and since I've gotten to know you better, I can't help but think
that you wanted to be tailed." "Where did I go?" "From planet to planet, no particular pattern to
it." "Was I alone?" "Yes. Just you and Sam." "And you tried to pump me about maps and things, but
got nowhere." "Exactly. I gave up and ducked out on you, and we
dropped most of the surveillance. By that time our technical people had had a
chance to examine the object you handed over. It was apparent to them that the
thing was a product of an unknown technology." "But they weren't sure it was a map?" She nodded. "Oh, yes, they were sure. But the nature of
the data was so complex, it was practically indecipherable. I was told to find
you and try again to get more information. By that time, it seemed everyone in
creation knew about you, about the map, everything. We then got a report that
you were seen in Hydran Maze. You were tailed from there to Bamard's, where you
picked up a load, the one you're carrying now. We found out you were going to
deliver it to Uraniborg. On the way there you picked me up for the second time.
The first time." The Paradox was real. "How did Wilkes get into all this?" She lowered her eyes. "Through me. I told my father
about the map." She looked up at me defensively. "The Authority was
closing in. There have been scores of arrests recently. Nothing about it in me
news feeds, only the vaguest hints. The map-object was a hot potato being
passed from hand to hand, sometimes minutes before the knock on the door. It
looked as if the map would wind up in the Authority's hands after all. That was
when I told him. He was going to take me with him— here." A single, gelid
tear welled in the comer of her left eye. "I tried to save him.... I tried
to save the movement ... both... I—" She bent over and wet the grass with
bitter tears. I let her cry as long as she needed to, then took her
shoulders and lifted her from the grass, gently pried her hands from her face.
"I need to know one thing more, Darla. What is it? The object, I mean. And
who has it now?" A mantle of calm settled over her. She stopped quivering and
her breathing slowed. She did her straightening-up ritual, then took a deep
breath. She reached for her pack, withdrew an ordinary-looking makeup box and
opened the lid. It contained face coloring, the kind some women use for those
partial Kabuki masks that are in vogue now, the kind of makeup job a
lifecompanion of a high Authority 'crat might wear to the opera. She dug in two
fingers and plucked out a black object. She wiped it off with a spare shirt
from her pack, then took my hand. She pressed it into my palm. It was a
jet-black cube about fifty millimeters on a side. "You do, Jake. You have it now." Stunned, I sat and gaped at it. The color was the blackest
black I had ever seen. It wouldn't have made a good paper-weight; the thing was
like air in my hand. "Touch two leads to it at any point," Darla said,
"and you get a flood of binary numbers in a patterned sequence. No one's
been able to figure it out, but the best guess is that it's a multidimensional
coordinate system. No doubt touching leads to it isn't the proper way of
getting the information out." I rose to my feet shaking my head, confounded beyond words. "I know," she said. "It's a closed loop. The
Paradox. A future self gives you—the past self—something that he got ^ from a
future self when he was the past.... It's a classic contradiction. Where did
the thing come from in the first place?" She got up, drew near me, and put
a hand on my chest. "No one planned it this way. We gave up trying to make
any sense out of the cube. And just a few days ago, when the Authority finally
acted on what they got from running a Delphi on Miller, there was no one around
to take the relay but me. I couldn't leave the cube behind. When you picked me
up the second time, I wasn't sure about the Paradox. It was just rumor then. I
thought you were... the 'you' who handed the cube over. You weren't." I walked away from Darla, transfixed, holding the cube as if
it were about to explode in my hand. I don't know how long I stared at it.
Presently, I was aware of being near Winnie and the others. Roland came over to me, an excited look on his face., "Jake, it's fantastic!" he bubbled. "Winnie's
map, I mean. There's a beltway, Jake. A beltway that circles the galaxy,
spiraling in to the core. And as near as I can tell, about ten thousand
light-years from here on the outer arm, there's a junction with a route that
connects up the Local Group." He seized my shoulder. "The Local
Group! Jake, can you believe it? The damn road goes all the way to
Andromeda!" He squinted at the dark cube in my hand. "What the hell's
that?" I didn't answer, and walked away. The sun was halfway up now, painting the sky with rosy
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