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The Zoo
THE ZOO
By John T. van Dijk
PROLOGUE
ONE
The year is still too infantile to even be counted. The
setting is a quiet, desolate desert. Suddenly, breaking the absolute silence, comes the determined mechanized hum of an aircraft ... the planet’s blazing sun reflecting harshly off it’s black, metallic exterior as the massive craft finally breaks through the partial covering of clouds sprawled low along the horizon.
The mute drone of the ship steadily reverberates off the miles of torrid rocks and boulders that lie beneath it. At last, after some hesitation, the craft, denying it’s bulk, darts quickly off in a northerly direction.
Here, the clime is found to be not quite as thermal. The immense airship slowly glides over lush forests, gentle valleys. and sparkling waters. It is almost as if it were searching for something.
Decisively, it makes a rapid vertical drop, coming to rest on the solid green turf of a small, peaceful glen. On the ground for barely moments, it departs as quickly as it had come. Seemingly effortlessly, the hulking craft is gone, having ascended straight into the endless heavens.
It has successfully completed it’s intended purpose.
It has left something behind.
PROLOGUE TWO
Long ago, Gluskabe lived with his grandmother, Woodchuck, near the big water. Gluskabe is the one who defeated the monster which tried to
keep all the water in the world for himself. He is the one who made the big animals grow small so they would be less dangerous to human beings.
When Gluskabe had done many things to make the world a
better place for his children and his children’s children, he decided it was time to rest. He went down to the big water, climbed into his magic canoe made of stone, and sailed away to a far
island.
Some say that island is in a great lake the people call
Petonbowk.
Others say he went far to the east, beyond the coast of
Maine.
Chapter 1
Boston
Mercilessly slamming the heavy oak door behind her,
Samantha Coley automatically took a moment to rattle the brass knob, insuring that it was safely locked (damn door had never latched properly, anyway). Hurriedly skipping down the worn brick steps, she climbed into her Camry without so much as a backwards glance. Slipping the car into drive, she cautiously eased her way out into the fast paced weekday Boston traffic.
"You will not cry!" she fiercely admonished herself, gripping the wheel tightly. What was that stupid T-shirt saying? "This is the first day of the rest of your life."
Finally, safely over the Mystic River Bridge, merging into a thinner line of outbound travelers, Sam allowed herself the questionable
luxury of lighting up a Marlboro. Opening the sun roof just a crack (it was
still chilly for mid-May) she watched as her first, satisfying exhale climbed
up into the sky beyond. Grimly, Sam thought, "Maybe I should give these up
along with Jeff. Sort of like getting all my traumas over with at once." Then
she wryly chuckled out loud, honestly admitting to herself that she liked her
smokes far too much .... certainly more than she liked her ex-husband at the
moment. "Bastard." she thought.
Comfortably settling into a steady 70 mph on I-95 North, Sam flipped on the car radio. "Japanese were asking Saturday why someone would
choose Children’s Day, a national holiday of family outings, to try to spread
poison gas in one of Japan’s most crowded train stations ........." droned the
reporter in a well modulated voice. "One of the bags left burning Friday
contained sodium cyanide, the other diluted sulfuric acid. Had the vapors
combined correctly, they could have formed enough hydrogen cyanide to kill at
least 10,000 people in seconds ....... ". Shaking her head, Sam abruptly
changed the station, eventually finding a soothing Mozart aria. With nothing to look at but miles of endless trees, Sam unwillingly found her thoughts retracing the past year’s events.
It had actually started out to be a very good year .... in fact, one of the best. Satisfied and secure with her career in the special
communications field at MIT for the SETI program plus happily married (or so Sam had thought ...) to, as all of her friends constantly reminded her ..... "A great guy", life felt like it could
not have been much better. But to Sam, the ultimate icing had been put upon her
cake that year. After thirteen years of marriage, she’d found herself pregnant.
At 36 years of age, it was, without a doubt, a surprise. But not an unpleasant
one. True, Jeff was at first somewhat overwhelmed at the prospect of such a
huge upheaval in their, by then, well-planned-everything-in-it’s-place
lives. But as time went on, Sam believed that he rather began to relish the foreign idea of fatherhood. At least to Sam, he had seemed to begin to act so. Or, in retrospect, had she just
so desperately wanted Jeff to be accepting of the new life that, in reality,
she had projected his accidence?
"Not that it matters now." Sam thought bitterly, flicking
her cigarette out the open roof. Nothing really seemed to matter anymore. At
least not since last January, a good four months ago. During that stretch of
time, Sam had remained carefully devoid of all feelings and emotions. In Sam’s
neat analytical mind, the reason for this self-imposed emptiness was very
simple. For she knew without uncertainty that if she were to allow any of her
pent up sensibilities to seep through to the surface, she would surely become a
raving lunatic.
Bass Harbor, Maine
Five grueling hours later, Sam pulled her vehicle into the ferry terminal’s gravel parking lot in the picture postcard fishing village of
Bass Harbor, Maine. Slowly, unfolding her small frame, she stepped out into a
fine, gray mist that smelled pungently of the Atlantic.
"Take a whiff of that, kid." She said to herself,
breathing in deeply.
Immediately, Sam began to cough. "Got to give those damn smokes up ...".
Silently, she stoically promised herself a fresh start once on the Island.
Both mentally and physically.
She checked her watch, realizing that she had made good
time on the drive up. The ferry for Swans Island wasn’t due for another half
hour. Coffee, she thought. Glancing hopefully about, she spotted a weathered sign that read "Bub’s Bait &
Tackle" hanging lopsidedly over a door. Gradually working all the tight kinks out
of her body from the tiring journey as she walked, Sam headed for the door.
Inside, there really was the proverbial pot-bellied stove, warmly glowing against the chill in the early spring air. The small store, it’s
ambiance caught somewhere between a Seven-Eleven and a 1950 Woolworth’s, was
empty with the exception of a matronly looking woman perched behind a battered
counter reading the latest issue of The Inquirer.
Unhurriedly pushing her thick reading glasses up on top of her head, she finally addressed Sam.
"Help ya?"
"I’d like a cup of coffee," replied Sam, "to go,
please."
"Only kind we’ve got." Muttered the woman, heaving
herself off the stool.
Shrewdly eyeing Sam’s Barry Bricken tweed jacket as she
handed over the steaming Styrofoam cup, she decided to become gabby after all.
"A little early for summer folk, ain’t it?"
Gratefully, Sam took the offered cup, putting her change down on the worn counter.
"Actually," she tried smiling at the sullen woman. "I
guess I’m not really "summer folk". I own a house out on the Island that I intend to live in all year round."
"Ever been out there in January?" Sniffed the gloomy
woman.
Wisely deciding to ignore that barbed lure, Sam strolled about the tiny market, slowly savoring the hot, rich coffee. Unexpectedly, she
felt the first genuine surge of emotion in months go through her. God! It felt
good to be back!
Is it really possible that it’s been fifteen years since I’ve been home? Sam wondered. She and Jeff, both thoroughly immersed in their
respective careers, had never really even taken a proper vacation in all of the
years that they had been married. But, even if they had somehow been able to
find the time for one, Jeff had no desire to "Rough it". A phrase he thought
synonymous with Sam’s home state of Maine.
Sam’s parents, though they had certainly never warmed to Jeff the way that she had hoped they eventually would, had been perfectly
content to work their annual visits around their daughter’s hectic schedule.
Each June, when the dogwood on the Commons was in it’s full glory, her parents
would leave the Island for Boston to stay with them in their spacious apartment
on Charles Street. Sam remembered how much they enjoyed coming to "The City", as her dad insisted on calling Boston, much to Jeff’s chagrin. Although looking back now, Sam wondered if her father
had used that particular phrase simply because it did seem to cause Jeff such
irritation?
Her father died five years ago. And, as so often happens when a couple spends a companionable lifetime together, her mom lived barely a
year beyond that. Sam, being an only child, was heartsick and forlorn at losing the only family that she had. It was shortly after that, at Jeff’s continuous urging, that Sam finally sold her family home on Swans Island, painfully facing the fact that she and her husband would never use it
as a restful, quiet retreat.
She had turned the property, furniture and all, over to an
enterprising young couple from Hackensack, New Jersey who were eager and
thrilled to have their own little piece of Maine. They had extravagant plans to
turn the lovely old Queen Anne style home into a prosperous Bed &
Breakfast.
Unfortunately, the logistics of their dream were totally impractical. This was something that the inexperienced man and woman fully
realized some two years later when, after only nineteen paying
guests (they really couldn’t count family and friends) they were both not only
bored but broke as well.
When they had sheepishly contacted Sam, she had, without first consulting Jeff, happily made the arrangements to take back the mortgage
on her parent’s old property. The thoroughly relieved couple literally jumped
the first ferry back to the mainland and Sam made the necessary arrangements to
have the house closed up for the interim.
Now, the big, old house situated on a couple of rocky, rambling acres with assorted outbuildings in sundry stages of disrepair was to become
her final sanctuary.
Peering out one of the store’s dirty window, Sam could
just make out the incoming ferry off in the distance.
"See?" she thought caustically, "You really can go
home again."
Chapter 2
Swans Island, Maine
It was the purest light Sam had ever seen. Much brighter than white, yet inexplicably, it didn’t seem to hurt her eyes to look into it.
Gradually, as her consciousness returned, she became aware that she was unable
to move any part of her body with the exception of her head. Lifting it
slightly, Sam was able to see down the length of her torso and locate the
problem. She was lying on some sort of
a hard, metal table. Her body was completely encased from her shoulders to her
toes in what seemed to be a transparent, moldable covering of some kind. It
certainly looked pliable enough, yet when she tried to move her legs, Sam was
surprised to find it as unyielding as steel.
Don’t panic, she soothed herself, taking a deep breath.
It’s just a bad dream. It was than that she realized she was entirely naked
under the translucent material. NOW you can panic, she told herself in alarm.
Wildly, she looked about her surroundings and it was only than that Sam saw that
she was not alone.
For standing off at a distance in this room that was
seemingly without beginning or end, were ..... WHAT THE HELL WERE THEY, ANYWAY?
Shapes, Sam decided. Yes, a few yards from where she lay stood a group of
....... shapes. Sam gaped at them in
disbelief. They were absolutely towering! Even allowing for the fact that she
was prone, they were still exceedingly tall in height. The shapes were garbed
in what seemed to be long, voluminous gowns of a flowing, gauze like textile.
Sam stared, her eyes wide open now.
It wasn’t really their immense stature or even the way in
which they were attired that made Sam start to shake uncontrollably. It was the
simple, terrifying reality that, although they plainly appeared to have heads,
they had no discernible facial features.
Sam opened his mouth to scream but it was cut short by a
sudden, intense pressure on her left breast. Gazing downward, she grimaced in
pain as a sinister looking coiled instrument of some type wound it’s way
heavily to the right side of her body. Pausing over the area of her heart for a
brief moment, the oppressive, twisting apparatus started to slide lower across
her swelling stomach. This is a dream ....... I’m going to wake up now! thought Sam hysterically.
Thoroughly terrified, trembling violently, she sensed the
encroaching device between her legs before she actually felt it. As the ominous
implement began to corkscrew it’s way up into her body, Sam finally started to
scream. Her entire being was giving way to an agony never before imagined, let
alone experienced. Just before permanently sinking down into the murky, blessed
nothingness of unconsciousness, Sam moaned desperately, "My baby ......... ."
Sobbing uncontrollably, Sam bolted upright in bed,
snapping herself out of the dream. Clammy and shaking, she sat amidst the
twisted sheets tightly hugging her knees to her chest, waiting for her
breathing to slow and for reality to set in. The problem being, she thought as
she lit a cigarette with a somewhat shaky hand, that her reality was the
nightmare.
Only when the murky night sky began to streak with a vague
silver morning light, did Sam, burrowing in under the thick, downy comforter,
let sleep overtake her again.
Early the next morning, her head fuzzy from the previous
day’s long drive and lack of sleep, Sam was just lacing up her sneakers when
there was a raucous pounding downstairs at the kitchen door. Her nerves already
frayed, the sudden noise made her jump. Frowning, she quickly made her way from
the master bedroom down the narrow back stairs. Cautiously peeking through the
yellowed lace curtains, she was confronted with a widely grinning face.
Fumbling with haste, Sam eagerly unlocked the back door to instantly find
herself engulfed in a warm and vigorous embrace.
"Well, I’ll be damned!" Sputtered the woman. "I didn’t
believe the rumor when I first heard it. Had to come look for myself!"
Sam was finally able to push herself back in order to look
into the kind, solid features of someone she’s known since she was four years
old.
"Martha" she cried, "you look wonderful!"
"Bullshit," laughed her friend, giving Sam another quick
hug. "I look old, tired and fat. But Honey, you try having four kids in five
years!"
Inwardly flinching at the mere mention of children, Sam
turned away, getting busy with the coffee things. Martha settled herself
comfortably into a scruffy press-backed chair at the round, oak kitchen table.
"My God," she breathed, gazing around the time worn room,
"nothing’s changed in here since we were eighteen years old! We sure were hell
raisers, weren’t we, Sam?"
"Dad always did swear that the two of us together were the
absolute scourge of the Island." Remembered Sam, placing a steaming Ironstone
mug down in front of Martha.
"I’ll never forget that fall when you left to go to
college. I was losing my best friend! Back then, I was pretty sure that my life
was over." Reminisced Martha. "But than Kevin and I got married and started
having babies. All of a sudden, I had all the life I could handle!"
By the pride in her voice, it was clear to Sam that Martha
considered her children the greatest accomplishments of her life. Would I have
felt that way? She wondered longingly.
Martha was still talking. "Can’t wait for you to meet my
kids, Sam. They’re worse than you and I
could ever have dreamed of being! Kev’s anxious to see you, too. The three of
us haven’t been together since high school, for God’s sake." She paused to take
a sip of her coffee.
"Tell me about Wanda." Said Sam, referring to Martha’s
grandmother. "Is she well?"
"Nana’s pushing ninety and proud of it. She’s just as mean
as she ever was. "Martha grinned. "She’s got the small apartment in the back of
the house. My cousin, William, is staying with her for a few months. Do you
remember him?"
Sam could vaguely recall a
younger boy who used to tag along after them usually uninvited. As she was
trying to remember him, Martha said, "You know Sam, despite all our letters and
phone calls over the years, I still feel like we’ve lost touch with one
another."
Martha leaned forward across the table intensely searching
Sam’s haunted looking eyes.
"Really, Sammy, how are you? I haven’t heard from you for
almost three months now." Martha paused for a second and than asked politely,
"How’s Jeff?"
"Our divorce was final last week." Sam replied in a
monotone.
Silent for a long moment, Martha finally spoke. "Well,
Honey, you know what they always say."
At Sam’s puzzled expression Martha continued, "There’s
always two sides to a divorce ....... yours and the asshole’s!"
Sam’s giggle burst out before she could stop it. "You
never did like him." She accused her friend.
Martha carelessly shrugged her shoulders. "Wasn’t much to
like," she observed dryly. "Pass the sugar." she said, dismissing the thought
of Jeff for them both.
Chapter 3
So much passage of time and distance had enabled Sam to
forget just how enormous her childhood home was. She was fully confronted by
that realization later that morning after Martha had finally gone home to her,
by then, undoubtedly starving husband and children.
Feeling that it was as good a place as any, Sam started in
the kitchen. Taking the grime covered
dishes and platters from the open pine cupboards for a good scrubbing, then
wiping the shelves down while the plates air-dried. No shiny, stainless steel
dishwasher in this antiquated kitchen!
Locating the broom and sponges in the pantry, she lathered and rinsed
the old red linoleum floor. Stepping out the back door into a strident wind
straight off the ocean, Sam briskly shook out the frayed multicolored braided
rug that her mother had so proudly made years ago. After smoothing it down over
the clean floor, she struggled with the heavy pedestal based oak table, putting
it back in it’s rightful place in front of the bay windows.
Sam found an old radio tucked behind the toaster on the
kitchen counter. Scanning quickly, she
found a Bangor station playing ‘70’s music. Her hands automatically moving to
the beat of Neil Young’s "Every Man Needs A Maid", she scrubbed the countertop
and then moved on to tackle the stove.
Vaguely, as she slowly built up a sweat, it dawned on Sam
that plain, old-fashioned manual labor had it’s rewards. It gave her something
she needed right now. Mindless work. The most important decision she’d had to
make so far this morning was what brand of cleaning fluid to use. Manual labor.
Throughout the years, Jeff had so adamantly refused to do anything around their
apartment with his hands that Sam had accused him of actually believing that
manual labor was a Mexican gardener.
Sam smiled grimly at the thought of Jeff. She had done the
right thing by coming back home. She was sure of it. Already she could feel the
familiar house safely enveloping her as she went from room to room, uncovering
furniture and obliterating the past few years of accumulated dust.
The graceful home, built in 1872, held a good sized
kitchen; pantry; dining room; study, and Sam’s favorite, an enormous double
parlor with fireplaces situated at opposite ends of the room. A sturdy staircase
with a nicely turned mahogany railing climbed from the wide foyer to the second
story.
Upstairs there were five bedrooms, the master having it’s
own full bath. This was the room that
Sam had spontaneously taken for herself upon arriving the previous evening.
Her parent’s old bedroom held wonderfully cozy memories
for her. Leaning against the doorway, gazing about the well proportioned room,
Sam was suddenly flooded with long-forgotten scenes. She recalled the many
happy hours she had spent curled up on her mother’s chaise placed by the
window. She would stare out at the sea
below as her father read a wondrous mix of Kipling, Longfellow, and the Bobsey
Twins out loud to her in his deep, low voice. The massive cherry four poster
made her think of blustery, subzero winter days kept home from school with a
scratchy throat. Satisfactorily, she would snuggle deeply into the bed, piled
high with goose down pillows, while her mother pampered her with endless
processions of honeyed tea and buttery warm cinnamon toast.
The combination of these nostalgic memories brought Sam a
much needed impression of safety and belonging. She felt herself relax as she
worked. For the first time in months
she found herself letting down her guard.
Sam walked slowly through the rooms becoming reacquainted
with the familiar, well worn furnishings. Lightly running her fingertips along
the hand hewn molding of a pine fireplace, Sam was well aware that this
sheltered atmosphere she was creating for herself was, at best, only a
temporary illusion.
Sighing, she wearily pushed an escaping curl of thick,
auburn hair back behind her ear. She was bone tired from lack of sleep and the
unfamiliar exertion of heavy cleaning. "At least I’ve made a dent in the old
place," she thought with satisfaction. "You’re really just putting off the
inevitable," she silently chided herself, "sooner or later you’re going to have
to stop moving long enough to face this situation."
"Not yet," she muttered out loud, startling herself in the
silence. Turning from the study, Sam
started up the stairs for a well deserved shower. The only reason that she’d so
easily gotten rid of Martha that morning was that she had promised to come for
dinner. The inevitable, it seemed, could be delayed just a bit longer after
all.
She ignored her waiting parked car, deciding to hike the
few minutes to Martha’s. It was a beautiful, soft evening. Sam could smell the
annual rebirth of the land all around her as she walked. The trees were slowly
becoming outlined with a vague, velvet-like green. One more good rain, Sam
thought, and everything should really start to blossom. 10 Surprised, she
realized than that she was actually looking forward to summer on the Island.
Sam remembered each and every one of her girlhood summers in remarkably vivid
details.
Situated some forty-five minutes out by boat from the
mainland, completely surrounded by the mighty Atlantic , the two mile long
island was an unquestionable heaven-on-earth to a child. As brutal as the long,
unrelenting winters could be, the island’s summers were pure magic. But, it
wasn’t summer yet, Sam reminded herself, as she hugged her jacket closer
against the damp, evening chill and consciously intensified her pace.
Martha and Kevin Dodge’s house was the very last one on
Joyce Road in Minturn, one of three small communities the island held. Coming
up upon it Sam was, once again, struck with just how God-awful-ugly the huge,
rectangular building was. Built high on a knoll with a view of Jericho Bay, the
early nineteenth century brown, clapboard house had at one time been Swans
Island’s solitary general store. For the past hundred and fifty years or so the
old place had belonged to Martha’s side of the family. She, Kevin, and the
children shared living space with her elderly Abaneki grandmother, Wanda
Kneeland.
As Sam walked up the steps, the front door was vigorously
flung open before she even had a chance to knock.
"Look at you!" exclaimed Kevin Dodge,lifting Sam up off
her feet in a mammoth bear-hug and kiss, his full beard tickling her face.
"Martha’s back in the kitchen and you’re in deep shit."
Sam smiled up at the hulking man, "It’s good to see you,
too, Kev. Guess I’m late, huh?" Not bothering to wait for his answer, she made
her familiar way to the kitchen. Even if she hadn’t already known the route,
she could have found it simply by following her nose.
Pushing open the kitchen door, she took a moment to savor
the blend of delicious aromas that emanated from the vicinity of the stove. Her
long black hair caught up in an elastic, looking like an orchestra conductor,
Martha stood in the middle of all this wizardry, serenely stirring the contents
of all the bubbling pots with a big, wooden spoon. Even amid all the culinary
mess and clutter, Martha had an air of contented grace about her that Sam
immediately yearned for. This soft sentiment, however, was quickly dispelled
when, without even bothering to turn around, her friend spoke, "You’re late,
you jerk."
"Sorry", replied Sam, without sounding it. "I’ve been
swamping out the house."
"So, how do you like domestic life so far?" asked Martha,
tossing a grin over her shoulder in Sam’s general direction.
"Well ......... I can honestly say it sucks. My back is
killing me." commented Sam, chewing on a raw carrot and perching herself on a
stool. "But the house is starting to
feel like home again. It needs paint, though.
You know, Martha, I rally did the right thing. Coming home, I mean. It
feels good to be here."
Turning with a air of concern, Martha answered, "Of
course, I’m thrilled to have you back here again. But Sammy, you will let me
know when you’re ready to talk, won’t you?"
"You know I will ....." Sam started to reply, but was
interrupted by a deafening clatter on the back steps. The door banging wide
open, three kids exploded through it into the kitchen. "Whoa! Where’s Kevin
Jr.?" shouted Martha above the din.
"He’ll be here in a minute, Mom. He’s closing up the
barn." explained the youngest, trying unsuccessfully to swipe his blond hair
out of his eyes with a thoroughly grimy hand. Looking at Sam without any hint
of shyness, he stuck out that same hand and proclaimed, "I’m Michael and my
Mom’s told me everything about when you two were growing up together in the old
days."
Without hesitation, Sam took his hand. "I sincerely hope
not quite everything!" she laughed.
"What do you mean "old days" buster?!" Martha whacked him
neatly on his butt with the dish towel in her hand. "You monsters go get washed
up for dinner."
"My God, Martha," exclaimed Sam, momentarily stupefied by
all the clamor, "Four boys!"
"Yep, couldn’t throw a girl for the life of me." stated
Martha flatly as she ladled the thick stew into a deep tureen. "Here, Sam," she
said, handing over a stack of silverware, "go put your brand new domestic
talents to good use."
Chapter 4
Later that night, after the boys had been corralled and
tucked into their individual beds, Martha, Kevin and Sam sat amicably in front
of a roaring fire finishing off a bottle or two of Kevin’s home brew.
Sam found herself feeling more relaxed than she had in
months. The combined warmth from the fire and old friends felt wonderful.
Martha had just finished explaining how her grandmother had decided to instill
a sense of their Penobscot heritage into her great - grandsons. From there the
talk went to another of the Island’s oldest inhabitants.
"I can’t wait to see Happy again." Sam commented. "How is
he doing?"
"He’s as crusty as ever, the old fart." Said Kevin. "Still
lives out on the Head with all those broken down cars and that old hound of
his."
Eventually, the conversation came around to Sam’s work in
the SETI based tracking progrm over the last few years.
"Kev doesn’t believe in little green men from outer space
..... or UFOs." Martha reached across her husband on the couch for a handful of
pretzels in a bowl on the coffee table. "Say’s it’s all Hollywood bullshit."
She ended with her mouth full.
"Course it is!" Chimed in Kevin, "Only a fool would
believe all that hype. Roswell my ass."
"So, what do you say to that, Sammy?" Martha sat back
against the cushions grinning. She was starting to have fun. This was an
ongoing difference of opinion that her husband and friend had been having for
years now. She knew it wouldn’t take much to get them both going. When they
were kids, their arguments would get quite loud.
"God, Kevin. How can you be such a close minded idiot?"
Sam snapped in disgust, fully taking the bait. "Little green men .......
Jesus."
"You tell him, girl." Martha knew that Sam was just
getting warmed up.
"In our galaxy alone, Kev, there are approximately three
to four hundred million stars. That’s so many that I can’t even begin to
comprehend it! But think about this, Kevin. Each and everyone of those stars
could be possible homes for other beings. Don’t you know that Earth is a
relative late - comer to the cosmic scene?"
"Well then," Kevin, unimpressed by her figures, munched
loudly on a pretzel, "why don’t we just take a little trip to a couple of those
stars and check them out?"
Sam laughed, "Kevin, we couldn’t afford the gas to get to
the star next door let alone the other three hundred and ninety nine million of
them. That’s why the tracking programs,
like the one I work with, are so vital.
The interstellar distances are so vast that it’s just simply more cost
effective to listen. Not to mention the time it would take in terms of years of
travel to those distances. Radio broadcasting is the only way to go."
The three sat quietly for a few moments thinking about
what Sam had just said.
Suddenly, Sam started to laugh. "Really, Kev. Little green
men? Aren’t you going to feel like an ass when your nearest galactic neighbor
turns out to be so much smarter than you?"
"Probably better looking, too." Roared Martha, shoving her
elbow deep into her husband’s ribs.
Sam shook her head as she rose from her chair. She knew
when to fold with these two.
"Laugh all you want, guys, but I’m convinced that
somewhere out there - lost among all those stars - is a civilization that is
much older and therefore that much more elaborate than ours. Our culture has
only had technology for a bit over a hundred years now. What if we are able to
discover one that has used technology for one hundred thousand years? Think
what we could learn from them!" She started to pull on her jacket for the short
walk home.
"Yeah," said Kevin, as he helped with the coat, "or maybe
we should think about how they could blast the bejesus out of us!"
"Do you really believe that, Kev?" asked Sam
incredulously, spinning around to face him.
"Don’t really know what I believe, kid. All I’m saying is
this - maybe, just maybe, when all is said and done after using all your fancy
science, silicone chips and amazing computer that can make a trillion fucking
calculations in a heartbeat - maybe if we ever do find someone else out there -
well, we may find that we would have been better off just to have kept our
mouths shut."
Sam reached up to give Kevin a hug goodnight. "That’s what
I’ve always liked about you, Kev. You’re so damn positive in your
outlook."
Chapter 5
Sam heard him approaching long before she actually saw
him. The unmistakable chug of a vintage VW bus as it climbed the small hill at
the foot of her driveway. When she heard the engine being roughly shifted downward
to make the turn, she knew she was going to have a visitor.
Scrambling to her feet, she quickly gathered her scattered
papers up from the porch floor and made an exit for the front door ...... and
security. Safely inside the house, Sam
watched tensely from a shaded parlor window as the dusty, blue bus emerged from
behind the thick cedar hedge. It pulled up and parked in front of the porch
that she had only seconds ago vacated.
He was exceptionally tall and walked in long, easy
strides. Sam’s first impression of him was that he looked ready for anything.
Loping effortlessly up the steps, he crossed the porch and was at the door
quickly. Ignoring the ornate brass knocker, he rapped loudly on the wood with
his knuckles.
Sam turned to her desk and pulled open the bottom drawer.
She withdrew a .38, checked it’s chamber and slid it into her deep sweater
pocket. Feeling slightly reassured by it’s weighty feel, she went into the
foyer and opened the front door just an inch and asked firmly, "Who is it?" while
keeping her hand lightly on the gun.
"Per Erriksson." Responded a deep, musical voice. "Martha
asked me to stop by." Not getting an immediate answer from within, he
continued, "You are Samantha Coley, aren’t you?"
Sam was instantly flooded with embarrassment. God, she’d
totally forgotten that Martha had arranged for someone to drop by today to give
her an estimate on painting the house. She hastily pulled the door open and
stepped out onto the porch.
"Sorry," she exclaimed, "it had completely slipped my mind
that you were coming this morning. I appreciate your taking the time."
Looking down at her with steady, dark gray eyes, Per was
instantly mindful of her wariness. It was unmistakable, despite her attempt to
disguise it. Somehow, he was certain that her reaction to his sudden arrival
was based on something more than simply a healthy distrust of strangers. Per
had no doubt that it went deeper than that.
"If this isn’t a good time for you, I can come back." He
said softly.
"Oh, no," Sam stammered, " this is fine, really. Let me
show you around."
She led the way down the porch steps onto the still brown
lawn and walked with him around the house and attached barn. Ten minutes later,
back where they had begun the tour, Sam asked politely, "Would you like a cup
of coffee?"
"That would be great." Smiled Per, pulling a pencil and
small pad out of his jacket. "If it’s okay with you, I’ll just sit here and do
dome figuring." Gingerly, he sat down on a wicker chair. Instinctively, he knew
that she didn’t want him to follow her into the house.
Relieved, Sam went inside, down the foyer to the kitchen
in the back. While she gathered the
makings for coffee, she tried to calm her jangled nerves.
Primarily, she was irritated. For Christ’s sake, she silently
berated herself, people are bound to show up once in awhile. What are you going
to do? Go through the rest of your life getting sick with fear overtime you run
across a complete stranger?
But even as she admonished herself, Sam knew there was
more to her irritation besides the sudden appearance of her visitor. Damn. He
was very attractive with his deep gray eyes and lyrical (was it Scandinavian?)
accent. Martha hadn’t bothered to mention those features when she’d spoken
about him.
Ok, Ok, she thought in annoyance, tossing a handful of
oatmeal cookies onto the plate despite herself. Just give him his coffee, tell
him you’ve decided the house doesn’t need painting after all, and he’ll go
away. Squaring off her shoulders, Sam
carried the laden tray out to the porch.
Hurrying to his feet when he saw her coming, Per helpfully
opened the screen door. Smiling somewhat self-consciously, Sam placed the tray
down upon a small wicker table set between two chairs. As she bent forward, Per
had a clear, unobstructed view into her protruding sweater pocket.
"Help yourself," she said, glancing up at him. Frowning
slightly, Per sat back down and reached for a mug, concentrating on stirring in
the sugar and creamer.
"Do you ..... ?"
"Will ..... ?"
Laughing, they both waited for the other to start speaking
again.
"You know," Sam began, "as we were looking at the house, I
was thinking it really doesn’t look so bad. Perhaps it could go another year
before I bother to paint." She finished hopefully.
"I suppose you could put it off," nodded Per agreeably,
"but it would make the job that much harder and expensive the following year if
you decide to do that."
This certainly wasn’t going the way she’d planned. But,
before she could think of a more tactful way of putting things off, Per spoke.
"Martha said that you had lived in Boston for the past
fifteen years or so."
Sam nodded, wondering just what else Martha had said.
"That’s a nice town," he continued, "I’ve been there in my
travels. Overall, I remember the
residents of Boston as being rather friendly. I can’t say that the rest of your
country’s cities are all that way." He finished wryly.
Curious now, Sam looked at him sprawled out before her in
old, faded Levis; a blue work shirt; badly scuffed boots, and a beat up leather
jacket. She couldn’t help but notice how his sandy hair curled slightly around
the upturned collar. Aware of her scrutiny, Per smiled broadly, showing
splendid white teeth.
"You are Scandinavian?"
Per nodded in agreement. "Norwegian, actually." He said.
"I have been in your country for a few years now. Just traveling about, seeing
the sights, as they say." He paused, "That’s how I ended up here. I liked it,
so I stayed.."
Sam was more than a little intrigued. "Why do you stay here?"
She asked. "What appeals to you about Swans Island?"
"Probably the same things that makes anyone move to an
isolated location." He replied quietly, catching and holding her eyes with his
own. "The need to be alone. To have
abundant space around you. The desire to test yourself. And, of course, the
appeal of feeling safe that such a lonely spot as this island can give you."
Per remained silent for a moment, then he finished his
thought. "Some people, when picking a place such as this, are running to
something while others are really running away from something."
Sensing that his line of talk was making Sam
uncomfortable, Per rapidly changed the subject.
"Now, How about letting me start on your place first thing
Monday morning? It needs some scraping, but it shouldn’t take longer then a
couple of weeks to finish. Besides, my partner and I need the work." Per smiled
as he leaned back in the chair, waiting for her reply.
Without fully understanding why, Sam capitulated, agreeing
on Monday. The issue resolved, he stood up to leave. However, just as he
reached the top of the porch steps, he turned to give Sam one last, long
pondering look as she waited for him to go with her hands shoved deeply into
her sweater pockets.
"Be careful not to shoot yourself in the foot with that
thing." He said gently.
Quickly, he descended, climbed into the battered bus and,
painfully grinding gears all the way, was gone down the drive.
Chapter 6
Wanda Kneeland had been having the same dream for three
nights in a row now. As a full - blooded Pa’nawampske’wi-ak, or Penobscot, she
knew enough to pay attention. Proudly, Wanda could trace her ancestry back to
the great chief Madockawando who had lived and fought in the Penobscot region
of Maine in the mid sixteen hundreds. One of Madockawando’s daughters had
married the French adventurer, Jean-Vincent d’Abbadie de St. Castin, according
to both Abenaki custom and Catholic Church. From this union came a son and a
daughter. It was with a great deal of pride that Wanda could mark her lineage
that far back. So, when her heritage spoke, she listened.
"Company’s coming."
William glanced up from his newspaper to peer out the
kitchen window.
"I don’t see anyone, Nana." Shrugging, he returned to the
sports section. "The Red Sox couldn’t
take one in a Little League Game ..." He muttered in disgust.
Wanda’s chair began to rock vigorously. "He’s coming." She
stated stubbornly.
William folded the Bar Harbor Times on top of the kitchen
table’s cracked linoleum and walked over to his grandmother.
"The only one who’d better be getting here right off is
Per. We’re late this morning. Did I tell you we were going to start painting
Martha’s friend’s old house today?" Bending down, he gave her a kiss on her
weathered cheek. "See you tonight, Nana." He said as he heard the old bus
chugging into the driveway.
Long after William had gone, his grandmother continued to
rock steadily back and forth in her chair.
"Company’s coming today." She said, smiling to herself.
"Make yourself at home," Wanda Kneeland said, moving her
rheumatoid filled body as quickly as she possibly could to grab a pile of
Reader’s Digests off the worn couch. "Don’t get much company anymore," she said
vaguely, looking around her living room as if she’d never seen it before.
"Grandmother, do you know me?" Asked the tall man quietly.
He stood before her with his face painted a deep, dark red
with stripes of vibrant blue over his upper lip, nose and chin. On his head he
wore a kind of coronet, made of a substance like stiff hair, colored red. He
had jewels of quartz in his ears and bracelets of little white round bone,
fastened together with a leather string.
"Oh, yes," breathed Wanda, "you gave me the visions, didn’t
you?"
"Yes." Gluskabe smiled gently at the old woman.
"In my vision, Turtle swam up to the water’s surface and
started to pull the Island back into the sea. When I asked him "Why?" he
replied, "There is no longer any place to put Earth." ....... here Wanda
paused, uncertain how to continue. "There was something in my dreams that I do
not understand."
At the man’s patient look, she continued. "The shell on
Turtle’s back was broken. Instead of the usual number of plates, thirteen, he
only had a few left. What does that mean?"
"Yes," he replied, "the shell would be broken now." He
sighed heavily, "Old Woman, each plate on Turtle’s back stands for the Abenaki
nations that belonged to the Wabanaki Confederacy. Turtle’s shell was made this
way to remind us that everything in the natural world is connected. To tell us
that there is balance and rhythm and a plan to all things. Turtle’s shell
reminds us of this and also reminds us to keep that balance."
Listening closely, Wanda nodded her head to show
understanding.
"Your visions tell you that the balance in Creation has
been lost." Gluskabe smiled both sadly and gently at the elderly woman sitting
before him. "There are things I must tell you. Things that you must remember in
order to pass them along to our people. These are words of great importance."
Wanda Kneeland leaned forward eagerly, clasping her
withered hands together in her lap. Waiting for what was to come next.
Once again, Sam had not slept well. At some point during
the middle of the night, she’d finally given up on all thought of sleep and had
made her way to the chaise in the dark, dragging the comforter from the bed
with her. Making a small nest for herself by the window, Sam contemplated the
dark, star-ridden sky as she smoked.
When she was a child, Sam would spend long summer evenings
after supper in the field behind her house catching jars full of lightening
bugs. Eventually, when she tired of
that, she would stretch out on the scratchy ground, still baked full of warmth
from the day’s sun. She would lie there as still as could be, trying to count
each and every star in the endless heavens above her. Even now, she could
precisely remember the awesome feeling of insignificance that would overtake
her as she lay looking up at the vast expanse of night sky. Smiling, Sam
remembered how she would often doze off where she lay, stretched out on the
grass, as her young mind had contemplated infinity. Somehow, miraculously it
seemed at the time, she always awoke in her own bed the next morning. Years
later, of course, Sam understood that her father had been responsible for
moving her. But when she was a child, it was just one more magical thing that
could happen during the Island’s tranquil, summer nights.
Infinity, she thought, taking a deep drag off her smoke.
Almost thirty years later, it was a concept that still intrigued her. The very
idea of all that fathom less space surrounding this tiny planet, Earth, had
fostered her desire from an early age to be part of the space exploration
program. When she had seen the video of Neil Armstrong jumping on the moon in
1969, she had been hooked for life. Sam was ready to have another drag when she
started coughing harshly. Talk about being hooked for life on something, she
thought, disgusted with herself and complete lack of willpower. That’s it, she
thought resolutely, I am quitting these damn things right now. Sam smashed the
smoldering cigarette out and put the ash tray aside.
"How smug we are to seriously believe that we were all
alone in this universe ....... " Snuggling deeply down into the comforter, Sam
drifted off into sleep.
The dull thump of something decidedly heavy hitting the
side of her house abruptly woke her a few hours later. Peering groggily over
the windowsill, Sam could just make out the rear end of the battered VW parked
in the drive below.
"Swans Island Paint Company," she thought wryly as she
watched Per and an extremely large man jointly wrestle an uncooperative
extension ladder into place.
Chapter 7
Happy Joyce lived on five acres situated high on Hockamock
Head. Ever since the old lighthouse station that overlooked Jericho Bay had
been abandoned in 1963, Happy was the sole inhabitant on that lonely stretch of
the Island. And that was just fine with him.
Happy was fond of boasting that he could trace his family
back to Swans Island’s first white resident. Thomas Kench was his name. He had
fled to the Island as a deserter from the Revolutionary Army, and for fourteen
years had existed as a solitary recluse. Kench had been part of Benedict
Arnold’s ghastly march on Quebec in the autumn of 1775. Like his comrades, he
had become sick, cold, and desperately hungry. He had survived the long,
arduous trek to Canada only to freeze in a tent during the winter months on the
open Plains of Abraham. While a raging smallpox epidemic killed men all around
him, Kench had come through it strong enough to be one of the first American
soldiers to climb the cliffs, scale the walls and attack Quebec’s Citadel.
Kench was one of the few to make it back to American lines, struggling and
straggling all the way through the wilderness to Maine hip deep in snow.
By 1776, Kench had withstood all he was going to. He
deserted and fled, heading to the lonely islands off Mount Desert. One a day
late in October, Kench grounded out his boat on a tiny islet of Swans Island.
After years of solitude, he took a Penobscot woman for his wife, sired six
children and lived well into his nineties to tell the story.
Happy was about as ornery as his ancestor. He owned a
ramshackle Cape Cod style house on a rocky bluff that looked straight out to
Marshall Island. It was, by anyone’s
standards, a perfectly fine house. Nonetheless, Happy preferred to cook his
meals outdoors and sleep in one of the several dilapidated, broken-down
automobiles he kept spread out over the property. In the spring and summer, as it was now, Happy generally slept in
a rusty, silver 1962 Chevy Impala convertible. This way, as he said, he had an
unobstructed view of the stars in the night sky. He liked to lie fully stretched
out in the back seat, slowly drawing on his pipe, watching the twinkling lights
overhead. Every once in a while, Happy would be fortunate enough to spot a
shooting star or two. A comet was a real treat. Overall, most people agreed
that Happy may not have known much, but he sure did know his night sky with all
it’s various and mysterious constellations.
Somewhere, on a rather vague level, Happy was aware that
the Island’s other citizens, most of whom he had known for all of his 82 years,
considered him a little strange and eccentric. If the truth were to be know,
Happy was more than likely outright certifiable. But due to the innate,
fundamentally held Yankee belief that each man has a basic right to his own
privacy, the locals pretty much left Happy to his own devises ......... and
that was how he liked it.
This particular Wednesday evening, Happy was just tossing
the day’s catch of clams into the boiling pot on top of his Coleman stove when
a sudden movement to the east caught his attention. Pushing his grimy cap back
on his head, Happy looked up, watching the gradual streaking of lights as a
plane made it’s way almost leisurely over Jericho Bay.
"That boy better pull her up some, Spike, or he’ll be
taking a bath." Happy commented to his customary companion.
Spike, alertly watching the bright lights getting even
brighter as the craft slowly went still lower in the sky, whimpered nervously.
His master, though, had gone back to tending his clams and
didn’t pay anymore attention to the dogs’s uneasiness.
"Just a couple more minutes for supper ... " Commented
Happy, checking his antiquated pocket watch before shoving it back into his
pants. Rummaging around deep in the
trunk of the Chevy, Happy surfaced triumphantly with a paper plate and plastic
fork. Irritably, he abruptly turned around to address Spike, who had finally
stopped his whimpering and was now loudly barking.
"What the hell, boy ....... ?" He never got to finish the
sentence because for the first time in his life, Happy was struck speechless by
what he saw.
Chapter 8
Just about sunrise the next morning, Happy rolled over in
his sleep. This sent him crashing off the back seat of the Chevy Impala onto
the rusted out floorboards, heavily hitting his head on the door handle as he
fell. Happy didn’t even feel it. That small wallop was nothing compared to what
was going on inside his head.
"Jesus Christ on a crutch, Spike," He muttered, " worse
hangover I’ve ever had ...... "
But even as he said the words, Happy remembered old Bobby
Pigeon’s grandson’s wedding festivities just this past winter over in Deer
Isle. Now, those folks down Deer Isle -
Stonington way knew how to throw a party.
Hazily, the previous night’s events started to come back
into focus. Splashing ice cold water
onto his face, Happy paused, trying to recall exactly what had happened. He
could clearly remember Spike barking like an idiot. He could remember seeing
something bright. So bright that it should have hurt his eyes, but for some
reason it didn’t.
Happy was concentrating so hard now that he was squinting.
Passing a rough towel over his face, he gingerly touched his forehead. What a
pounder, he thought sourly.
But no matter how hard he tried, Happy couldn’t seem to jog
his memory.
There was only one more thing that he could recall after the
brightness.
That was being scared shitless.
Happy could remember being so terrified that he could
barely breath. So, when the brightness had finally gone, he’d done just what
any other All-American Male would have done. He’d gotten good and drunk.
"Come’on Spike," he said planting his cap firmly on his
head. "Let’s you and me go see if Wanda’s got the coffee pot on this early."
Leaning heavily on his walking stick, Happy started the
short hike to Minturn, on the other side of the Island. By the time he arrived
at Wanda’s back door, the sun had burned through the early morning mist and the
day ahead promised to be a warm one.
Peeking through the window, he spotted Wanda in her usual
rocking chair. Not bothering to knock
first, Happy opened the door and stepped into the kitchen. Wanda barely glanced
up from her newspaper.
"Morning, Hap," she nodded, "coffee’s on the back burner."
Trying to move slowly so as not to jog his head
unnecessarily, Happy took a mug down from the shelf and filled it to the rim
with hot brew. Sighing, he carefully let himself down into the chair at the
kitchen table and put his head in his hands.
"Hap, you look like you’ve been rode hard and put up wet."
Commented Wanda casually. "What’d you do, tie one on?"
Not waiting for his reply, Wanda proceeded to read a news
article out loud.
"A teenage girl in New Jersey is facing up to thirty years
to life in prison. The girl is accused of murdering her newborn son in the
bathroom of the local high school gymnasium minutes after giving birth in one
of the stalls. Authorities say that she wrapped and hit him in the bottom of
the trash reciprocal, and then returned to her high school prom, where she
preceded to dance the night away with her date."
After a long moment of silence, Wanda finally spoke again.
"It’s all there ...... in the papers, on TV ...... just like Gluskabe had said
it was."
"What’s that, Wanda?" Happy asked, picking his head up
carefully.
Sharply, Wanda looked over at Happy. She may be old, but
she sure wasn’t stupid. If she didn’t want to sound like a crazy, old woman,
she had to be real careful here.
"Hap, what do think about the state the world’s in today?"
"Excuse me, Wanda?" Happy looked up from his coffee mug,
not quite sure what she meant.
"The world, Hap .... you know, this place we all live in
together. The one where every time you pick up a paper or turn on a TV you hear
more about people killing each other every day and playing Russian Roulette
with our environment." Wanda stated irritably.
On the other side of the Island, Sam was stubbornly trying
to ignore the persistent ringing of her telephone. Groaning loudly, the finally
gave up and rolled over. Making a grab for the receiver, she knocked a pile of
books precariously balanced on the bedside table onto the floor with a loud
bang.
"Speak." She growled into the instrument as she
automatically fumbled on the night stand for her smokes.
"We’ve picked up two more." The voice on the other end
stated without preamble.
"Not interested, Jake." Replied Sam, flipping over onto
her back as she remembered she no longer smoked.
Obviously fully prepared to ignore any protests, Jake
continued as if she hadn’t said a word. "I’ve made all the arrangements. The
equipment that you need will be arriving today on the 4:00 ferry. See that
you’re there to meet them."
Scrambling to sit up, Sam snapped, "Goddamn it, Jake. I
don’t work for you anymore. Have you forgotten that?"
"I need you with me on this one, Sam ...... it could be
for real this time." Without allowing her enough time for so much as another
word, he quietly disconnected.
Sam made her way downstairs to the kitchen. Disregarding
Mr. Coffee, she made herself a quick cup of instant. She slumped in a chair
with it, sipping slowly as she replayed the brief call over in her mind.
There was a great deal about Jake Gorham that Sam didn’t
understand. He was as much an enigma to her now as he had been when she had
first gone to work for him on SETI based tracking project nine years ago.
However, the years working with him had taught her this - Jake was a
resourceful man who never wasted valuable time or energy with what he
considered meaningless chatter. Sam knew that if Jake had contacted her now,
even after all the animosity he knew she held for him, than there could be only
one reason for it. Jake was sure he was on to something big.
Precisely at 3:55 Sam was waiting at the ferry terminal.
Shading her eyes and squinting across the water she could just make out the
Edmund S. Muskie as it steadily glided towards the Island. Right on schedule,
as usual.
Sam waved to the men in the nondescript white van,
indicating they should follow her. Five minutes later they were unloading the
highly sensitive equipment onto her front lawn.
"In here, guys." She said, striding down the foyer.
Opening the parlor door, she pointed to the space she had cleared of furniture
in one corner of the big room.
After they had gone, Sam wandered back to the parlor and
sank down into one of the wing chairs. The jumble of modern, technical
computers and equipment looked ridiculous in the old room. It was all so shiny.
Sam sighed, knowing she should stop stalling and get busy setting it all
up. She knew that Jake would expect her
to be online as soon as possible.
Chapter 9
It’s too nice to be stuck inside behind a desk, Sam
thought longingly as she gazed out the window. Dutifully, she tried to return
her attention to reading the latest batch of print - outs. Carefully checking
each column against the previous one, looking for any kind of deviation at all.
Screw it, she muttered, tossing them into a pile.
She grabbed her jacket and headed outside, deciding to
take the well trampled cliff path to Hockamock Head. It was one of those
pristine days that can happen in Maine only in very late spring when the mud
season is finished. The sunlight made dappled patterns through the newly
sprouted leaves, which blew sharply in the constant breeze from the Atlantic.
As she got closer to the Head, she was joined by an
enthusiastic Spike, who unexpectedly bounded out at her from a clump of
bayberry bushes.
"Hello there, good boy," Sam stroked the soft, burnished
fur on top of his head, "where’s your partner hiding himself, huh?"
But even as she asked the question she spotted Happy a
short distance away. He was smoking his pipe, perched on top of a faded blue
Ford Fairlane that was missing all four of it’s tires.
"Looks like someone’s playing hooky." He commented dryly
as Sam settled herself beside him on the sun - baked hood.
"You caught me," Sam grinned, "don’t tell anyone."
They sat looking out at Jericho Bay in a companionable
silence, both enjoying this peaceful moment in their own way. Sam could count
seven working lobster boats out there pulling traps. She shaded her eyes from
the glare of the sun, trying to see if one of them was the Sea Bitch, Kevin
Dodge’s boat. But they were all too far out for her to easily decipher any of
the lettering on the sides. Giving up, she leaned back lazily on her elbows,
raising her face up to the warm sun.
Happy proceeded to pack his pipe with his standard Cherry
Blend. "Still eavesdropping on outer space?" He asked as he patted his pockets
for a match.
"Yep." Was Sam’s only reply. But in that brief moment, the
relaxed, contented expression had left her face to be replaced by .... what?
Happy wasn’t sure. He just knew that suddenly she looked worried and tired.
"Do you recall what you kids used to call me when you were
back in school?" Asked Happy, drawing on his pipe. "Crazy Joyce." He finished,
nodding his head up and down.
"God, Happy, were we that shity to you?" Sam slipped her
hand into his as she tried to remember. "All just because you were a little
different."
"Yep," joked Happy, "that’s me ...... just a round peg
trying to fit into a square hole and always ending up in splinters."
"Kids can really be cruel, Hap. But you know what I
remember the most?" Asked Sam. "I remember when I stopped being afraid of your
difference and got to know you. You’re to blame for my obsession with
astronomy, you know. >From the first
time you pointed out Orion to me when I was ten years old, I was hooked."
"Maybe," he mumbled. "Anyway, Sammy, know what the kids
call me now?"
Sam shook her head.
"Crazy Joyce." Happy said with a chuckle. "Some things
don’t change. Probably aren’t meant to."
There was a comfortable stillness between them, only
broken when Happy spoke once more. "Well, I may or may not be crazy .... damned
if I know the answer to that one. But, Sammy, I’m still here for you if you
need someone to talk to."
"Just like the old days, Happy." Sam said, reaching over
to give him a quick hug, which only served to make his face go deep red with
embarrassment.
"Go on with you." He said roughly, pushing her off the
Fairlane’s hood. "Don’t you have any work to do?"
The walk had been just what she’d needed. The fresh sea
air had helped to jump start her brain. For the remainder of the day, Sam
diligently picked away at the immense pile of paper, reducing it to only a
small pile of paper.
Finally, sighing with fatigue, she pushed her chair back
and did a couple of quick neck rolls, easing the tension in her shoulders.
Glancing at the tall clock in the corner, she realized that she had a bit over
an hour to shower and change for her big night on the town with Per. Okay, she
thought, just enough time for one more sheet.
Sam spotted it almost immediately. She couldn’t have
missed it even if she had wanted to. It practically jumped up at her from the
paper. A distinct spike. Not only that, but a prolonged and sizable spoke. She
marked it with the highlighter, conscientiously noting the day, month and time
of occurrence in the margin of the paper.
Despite herself, she was trembling with excitement.
Professionally, she knew that all coordinates needed to be checked and triple
checked. Nonetheless, Sam instinctively
recognized what she had before her spread out on the desktop. A genuine,
Goddamn, cosmic greeting card.
Chapter 10
Her mind totally engrossed in her finding, Sam immediately
forgot everything else, including her dinner date with Per.
According to the date on the print-out, the atypical spike
had occurred just three days before. Sam couldn’t believe how calm she was
acting. Inside she felt as if she were
ready to boil over. After all these years of listening, we finally have one,
she thought to herself. She had always wondered if it would even be possible to
recognize such a message if one were actually received. Back in 1977 a forceful
signal had been picked up that couldn’t be explained before it had just as
rapidly disappeared. But this time, there was no doubt about the validity of
what she had found. This was a
planetary message that was so unusual it couldn’t help but stand out against
all the natural, every day radio waves that were floating around out there over
vast, interstellar distances. This one had made a series of tell-tale blips
rather than merely random noise, thus allowing it to be picked out easily from
all the garbage.
Quickly glancing at her watch, Sam punched Jake’s private
office number into her deskphone. Even though it was well after six PM, she
knew he would still be in his office.
"I’ve found it." She flatly stated. "Of course, I’ll
double check it with Goldstone, but I’m certain in my findings. I’m faxing it
to you now."
"Hold on," Jake practically shouted into his end of the
phone, as he dropped the receiver to retrieve the fax. "Christ, Sam ...... it
looks damn good. Very possible indeed."
She realized that she had never heard Jake excited before.
Come to think of it, she couldn’t remember ever having seen him show emotion
about anything.
"I’ll stay on this and get back to you with any changes."
Sam broke the connection.
However, before she could take her hand off the phone, it
rang loudly making her jump. "Hello", she said breathlessly.
"Hi there". said Per. "I’m afraid that I will be a bit
late in picking you up this evening. I hope this doesn’t cause a problem."
Sam quickly tried to refocus her thoughts. "Per," she
said, "could we please make dinner for another night? I’m terribly bogged down
with something here at the moment."
"Well, I see no reason why we can’t postpone." replied
Per. "Shall I ring you tomorrow, then?"
Surprisingly, he sounded disappointed at the prospect of
their canceled date. "Yes, please." responded Sam. "Per, I am truly sorry about
this. I was very much looking forward to dinner with you tonight."
"No worries," Per said warmly, "I’ll speak with you
tomorrow, Samantha."
Then he quietly rang off.
Her social life neatly taken care of for the moment, Sam
quickly switched gears once again.
She worked through the night, stopping only once to make a
quick peanut butter and jelly sandwich which she wolfed down with a tall glass
of milk before she hurried back to her small bank of computers. She set up an
immediate direct line with Goldstone Deep Space Tracking in the Mojave Desert,
which allowed her to start fine pointing all possible coordinates with their team.
She spoke with Jake three more times during the night, keeping him promptly
updated on all new data as promised. By three in the morning, she had located
two more hydrogen frequencies, obviously ET’s radio frequency of choice. They
were both substantially stronger and closer in proximity than the first find
had been. As Sam worked, a definite pattern was gradually starting to unfold.
At last, as outside night was slowly blurring into dawn,
Sam wrapped herself in a throw and slipped into an exhausted sleep, head down
in her arms on the desk.
Chapter 11
For the next few days Sam worked feverishly. Stopping only
when necessary, such as when her stomach growled from hunger. The ensuing days
and nights seemed to blend one into the other. Her resolution to give up
cigarettes literally going up in smoke as one after another burned down in the
ashtray beside her on the desk. She was in constant contact with Jake in Boston
as well as the team at Goldstone. Everyone involved was obsessed with the
recent findings. This was momentous and they all knew it.
Occasionally, her house phone would ring to leave messages
from either Martha or Per on her answering machine. They would both have to
wait. Sam could not take the time to speak with them right now. But, as usual,
she underestimated Martha’s persistent nature.
Becoming concerned after three straight days of silence,
Martha stopped phoning and showed up on her doorstep in person early Thursday
morning.
"What the hell’s going on here?" She snapped at Sam as she
pushed her way past her friend into the foyer. "I’ve been calling you for three
days straight."
Turning around, she took a good look at Sam. "When was the
last time you got any sleep? You look like shit. Are you sick or something?"
Impatiently shifting from one foot to another, Martha waited for an explanation
of some sort.
Sam rubbed her forehead tiredly. "I’m sorry, Martha. I’ve
just been really tied up with something the last few days." Martha followed her
into the study where they both sat down.
"I didn’t mean to worry you." Sam finished lamely.
"Well, you have worried me - and Per, too. Jesus, he’s
driving me nuts with phone calls. Is your machine broken or what?"
"No, it’s working fine." Sam mumbled. Giving herself a
mental shake, she sat up straighter. "Look Martha, I can’t explain right now,
but I’m working on something that’s very important. Believe me, when I can go
into details, you will be the first to know. You’re just going to have to trust
me for now." She got to her feet. "Come on, I’ll walk you to the door."
"Are you kicking me out?" Asked an incredulous Martha.
"Damn straight. I’ll call you." Promised Sam as she firmly
closed the front door on her friend.
But Martha’s intrusion had broken her concentration. She
rang Jake.
"I’m taking the 7:00 ferry in the morning. I should be in
Boston by noon time."
"Good," Jake responded, "I’ll set the meeting up. Everyone
will be here. Drive safely, Sam. We need that data."
He hung up before Sam could reply. What a warm bastard,
she thought, freshly remembering why she had stopped working for the
insensitive s.o.b.. Doesn’t matter, she
reminded herself. What I’ve found is beyond all that.
As she headed upstairs for a much needed soak the phone
rang. It was Per. This time Sam picked
up. Slightly out of breath from her race up the stair, Sam sank onto the bed as
she answered the phone.
"I’m here, Per." She said loudly over the mechanical
recording.
"Samantha! How nice to find you in. Have you been away?"
He asked.
"Sort of." Laughed Sam. "Per," she asked spontaneously,
"how about that dinner tonight? Are you free?"
They agreed on an early meal that evening. After having
spoken with Per, Sam realized she was too fatigued to move. Her longed for bath
would have to wait. She rolled over and slept deeply for the first time in
days.
Chapter 12
Sam stayed comatose for a solid ten hours. When she awoke
around seven, it was with dismay to see how late it had become. Regrettably,
all thoughts of a leisurely soak left her as she settled for a hasty shower
instead.
She really didn’t know if she would be able to pull this
evening off. How could she possibly sit over a quiet dinner chatting about
pleasantries when she knew she was on top of the most stupendous revelation of
her life? Or anyone’s life, for that matter.
Sam was seriously beginning to regret her earlier
spontaneity when she heard the old VW pull in. What the hell, she thought. I
have to eat sometime, don’t I? Rapidly grabbing a sweater off the bed she ran
downstairs to let Per in.
"Good evening, Samantha." Smiled Per as he clumsily handed
her a tiny bouquet of May flowers.
At her astonished look, he said, "This is the traditional
custom, I believe? Flowers for the lady?"
Shaking her head, Sam took the straggly bunch out of his
hands. "Anyone ever told you that you’re quaint? Where did you get these?" She
carefully stuck them into a vase on the hall table that held a bright display
of tulips.
Grinning from ear to ear, Per sheepishly admitted, "Your
front lawn."
Taking Sam’s arm, he propelled her out the door and into
his van.
"Buckle up," he said in serious voice, turning the key
over, "I’m afraid my driving is not very precise as of yet."
Having sad that, he preceded to grind every possible gear
searching for reverse as he backed the vehicle up, turned it around and roared
down the driveway. Gripping her seat with both hands, Sam was visibly relieved
when, five minutes later, they pulled into the Blue Goose parking lot.
"Where on earth did you learn to drive?" She asked as she
thankfully scrambled out of the bus, feeling bruised and battered by the short
drive.
Rather than answer her, Per commented, "Isn’t it a lovely
sky tonight?" Sam looked up at the twinkling stars that, with the onset of
darkness, were just starting to make their presence in the universe known.
Which one is it? She thought to herself. Would it be any that we could see from
here?
"Shall we?" Prodded Per, as he held the restaurant door
open for her.
Not only was the Blue Goose the best restaurant on the
Island, it was the only restaurant on the Island. That is, if you didn’t count
the hot dog stand that ran from June through the end of August down at the
ferry terminal. The owners of the Blue Goose wintered in Florida and had just
reopened for the season. Consequently, Sam and Per had the place virtually all
to themselves.
"The service here should be excellent." Stated Per,
looking about at all the empty tables.
"Don’t count on that." muttered Sam, who knew the
proprietors.
He really is attractive, thought Sam as she sat back
sipping her after dinner brandy and listening to Per talk about his recent
travels across the country.
She is lovely both inside and out, thought Per, as he
watched Sam laugh uproariously at one of his stories.
After dinner, they decided to go up to the old lighthouse
on Hockamock Head. Through silent, mutual agreement, Sam drove. She peered hard
into the darkness as they went past Happy’s property, but she didn’t see any
lights on. Happy strongly believed in the ‘early to bed and early to rise’
concept.
"Have you met Happy Joyce yet?" She asked Per, as they
settled down onto a grassy spot by the cliff. It was a lovely night. The moon
had climbed just high enough in the night sky to send long, shimmering threads
bouncing vibrantly on top of the ocean waves.
"I have," replied Per, "he certainly is ..........
different." He finished lamely, for lack of a better word.
"Different isn’t the word," chuckled Sam. "I’ve known him
my entire life.
Believe it or not, he’s the one who first sparked my
interest in astronomy. If it hadn’t
been for Happy, I might never have left here and pursued my career."
"Of course," she said reflectively, "that might well have
been all for the best."
Suddenly, her face had that same fragile, withdrawn look
it had worn the very first time Per had met her. Wanting only to somehow give
comfort, he reached over and pulled her to him. After spending some time
sitting quietly in the calm refuge of his arms, Sam disengaged herself and
slowly got to her feet.
"Come." She said, holding out her hand to him.
"Touch me here," she murmured, guiding his hand to her
breast. Her rapid intake of breath told him that he had found the spot. Per
couldn’t believe his senses. She felt so good under him. I could lose myself in
this woman, he thought. Never before had he felt so completely connected to
another being. It was as if he’s always known her. And as if she had always
been a part of him.
Sam was fully alive now and terrified by it. So many
conflicting emotions were racing through her thoughts that she felt entirely
overwhelmed by them all. Better not to think at all .... just allow yourself to
feel, she silently told herself. It had been so very long since she had given
herself permission to feel ..... to need ....... to want .....
Much later, Per watched as she flicked her ash in the
general direction of the ashtray on the bedside table. "Disgusting things." He
commented. "Why don’t you quit?"
"Okay," Sam agreed amicably.
"When?" He asked, surprised at how easy that had been.
"Soon," she replied, lighting another.
Chapter 13
The next morning was glorious. A true precursor of summer.
This was Happy’s favorite time of year. His old body didn’t ache as much in the
warmer months.
"Course, you know what this means," he grumbled to Spike
as they both munched their breakfast bacon, "damn tourists will be here again
soon."
"Oh well," he said sensibly to his comrade, "can’t have
the good without taking the bad, I suppose." He shoved the last of the bacon
into his mouth and wiped his greasy hands on his pant legs. "Time to do the
breakfast dishes, boy."
From the depths of the Chevy’s trunk Happy pulled a
crumpled trash bag out and neatly disposed of the used paper plates. Cramming
his ancient cap onto his head, he and Spike headed for Wanda’s place and their
usual morning cup of coffee.
Sam leaned on the railing in the bow watching the water
furiously churn under the running ferry. There was no denying it. She felt
wonderful this morning. Stealthily, she had showered and dressed as Per lay
sleeping. She had barely made it to the early ferry to Bass Harbor on time. The
few residents who were headed to their jobs on the mainland were just loading
their vehicles when she had arrived.
Sam quickly became chilled in the early morning crossing.
She climbed back into her car and turned the heater on full blast for a few
minutes. Soon, all thoughts of last night departed as she started to focus on
the meeting that lay ahead of her in Boston.
Sam was nervous. No about presenting her data but about
what they would do with it. Unquestionably, she knew that both Washington and
the military would be heavily represented at this afternoon’s conference. Would
they consider these recent findings a possible breech of national
security? Since discovering the
findings earlier in the week, Sam had been totally caught up in the excitement
and amazement of it all. Not once had she considered this a safety issue. God
knows, she reasoned, that she of all people certainly had a right to be
concerned. For the remainder of her life she would carry with her the emotional
scars from her encounter with those faceless beings. However, Sam had no
concrete evidence to prove that these recent signals were in any way related to
what had happened to her. It’s a big universe out there, she thought sensibly.
Just because alien transmissions have been isolated and identified it certainly
doesn’t mean that there is any danger of imminent harm. Okay, she warned herself,
don’t start thinking like Kevin Dodge. That’s not a good way to make new
friends.
Wanda groaned audibly as she sank into the kitchen chair
across the table from Happy.
"Know who I was thinking about this morning, Hap?" She
continued without waiting for an answer. "The English brothers."
Happy just sat there looking puzzled.
"Come on, Hap. You remember those boys ..... the twins,
Millard and Milton English." It didn’t take much to get exasperated with Happy.
Immediately, Happy’s expression cleared. "Jesus, the
English twins. Haven’t thought of those
two in years. What the hell made you think of them, Wanda?"
"Don’t really know." shrugged Wanda, "must be getting old.
I’m starting to spend a lot of time these days thinking back over my life and
the people I’ve known." She took a sip of her coffee. "Which twin was it, Hap,
who had the problem? Do you remember?"
"Oh sure," replied Happy firmly, bobbing his head up and
down. "That would be Milton. Never met anyone who could tuck it away like that
boy could." He couldn’t help himself, there was admiration in his voice when he
spoke. "Finally killed him in the end, though. Christ, his liver must have been
completely pickled through and through."
They both sat silently for a few moments, then Happy said,
"I was there the day they took Milton to the hospital on the mainland.
Pronounced dead, he was, by the time the ferry docked at Bass Harbor. We got
him loaded into the waiting ambulance and they were just about to slam the
doors shut when old Milt sits straight up, sheet flying away from his face!
"Bring rum, boys!" he yells, as they close the doors on him. Jesus, the driver
of that ambulance almost shit himself!" Happy roared with laughter at the
memory. "Damnedest thing I ever saw!
Course, Milton died for good on the way to the hospital."
Happy, his body practically doubled over from laughter,
had tears streaming down his craggy face. He fished around in his back pant’s
pocket for his handkerchief. Finding it, he proceeded to blot his eyes and wipe
the tears from his face.
When Happy’s laughter had subsided, Wanda asked, "What
ever happened to his brother, Millard?"
Happy looked up with surprise. "Why, Wanda, don’t you
remember? Millard moved away to New Hampshire and became a Baptist minister. Last
I heard, he had his own Sunday morning radio show down there."
He gave his eyes one last, good swipe with the bandanna.
As he bent over to stuff it back into his pocket, something fell out of his
left eye and tumbled with a clink onto the kitchen table.
"What the FUCK is that?" Happy pushed himself away from
the table so fast that his chair almost went over backwards.
Wanda leaned forward, picking the strange object up and
held it in her hand turning it over curiously. She put on the reading glasses that
were hanging around her neck for a closer look.
It was smaller than a dime, round in shape and slightly
concave. It’s color was milky white and it vaguely reminded Wanda of marbles
they used to play with as children ...... only this one had been broken in
half. The sides of this thing, though, had been smoothed and, as she peered
more closely, she could see a tiny hole that ran all the way through the center
of it. No doubt about it, whatever this thing was, it was machine made.
"Jesus Jumping Up," exclaimed a badly shaken Happy, "what
the hell is it and just what the HELL was it doing in my goddamn eye?" He poked
at the object suspiciously, as if he were afraid it would bite him.
In the kitchen on the other side of the house, Martha
wasn’t scrambling the morning eggs for her family ..... she was beating them.
Kevin shook his head as he watched her scurry about from
sink to stove, slamming everything in her path. His wife had been this way ever
since she’d gone over to Sam’s the morning before.
"Would you calm down?" He said, giving her a friendly swat
on her butt on his way to the breakfast table. "Sam is just fine."
"Sam is not fine, you idiot!" Martha replied hotly,
slapping an overflowing plate of eggs, sausage and toast down in front of
him. "Something’s happened."
"Well, maybe she’s finally found her little green men."
Chuckling at his sudden flash of wit, Kevin began to devour his breakfast.
Chapter 14
"Gentlemen," Jake Gorham said solemnly, "may I present Dr.
Samantha Coley."
Sam was escorted into the conference room by the plain
clothed security guard who had been standing at attention outside in the
corridor where she had been impatiently waiting for the past hour.
Why am I not surprised to be the only woman in this room?
Sam silently asked herself.
As she placed her attache case on the spacious mahogany
table, she quickly looked around the room at the nine faces turned expectantly
towards her. Not counting Jake, there were two SETI representatives that she
recognized. The remainder of the group were made up of suits and military.
Rapidly realizing her ex-boss was not about to waste
valuable time with social introductions, Sam set about giving a brief overview
of her findings.
She talked and answered intense questions for the next
four hours. Time seemed to pass by in a blur. When finished, she was politely
asked to remove herself from the room. Jake walked with her down the hall to
the row of elevators.
"Good job." Was his only comment to her.
"Where do we go from here?" Sam asked tiredly.
Jake came to an abrupt standstill in the middle of the
hall. "WE don’t go anywhere. It’s entirely out of our hands now. The government
has the ball." He moved to hold the elevator door open for her.
Sam stepped into the waiting elevator. As the automatic
doors started to slide shut, Jake distincly heard her ask, "Doesn’t that make
you nervous?"
Once on the ground floor, Sam joined the flow of office
workers emerging from the building outside onto the late afternoon Boston
street. She stood there for a moment, as if perplexed, wondering what to do
next. Crowds of harried people jostled by her.
All Sam wanted to do was to go home. Funny how quickly the
Island had become that once again. But she knew that even if she made the long
drive back to Maine now, she still would have missed the last ferry over. She
resigned herself to having to spend the night in town. Probably all for the
best, she realized. She was worn out from her presentation and the intense
question and answer period that had followed.
Sam quickly decided against looking up any old friends and
instead took a room for the night at the downtown Sheraton on Boylston Street.
From there she took a cab to the Northend where she treated herself to a good
bottle of wine and a quiet dinner at one of her favorite restaurants. After
all, she didn’t know when she would get back to Boston again.
Chapter 15
Sam was back on the Island by mid-day. As soon as the
ferry docked, she drove directly to Minturn. She owed Martha that explanation.
She found her coming from her grandmother’s apartment,
loaded down with dirty laundry.
"Wash Day?" she asked cheerfully, bending over she picked
up the items Martha was dropping.
"No," Martha bit off, not slowing down her pace one small
iota, "I’m on my way to go dancing."
Sam could see that she had her work cut out for her.
Martha knew how to hold a grudge. While her friend put the laundry in, Sam went
into the kitchen and rummaged around in the cupboards. She was looking for the
bottle of brandy that she knew would be hidden away somewhere. Martha’s father
used to call it his ‘cough medicine’. Sam had a good couple of fingers poured
into a pair of juice glasses by the time Martha walked into the room.
"What are you doing?" Martha asked, spying the bottle sitting
on the counter. "It’s barely past noon."
"We’re celebrating." Sam handed her the glass with Fred
and Wilma Flinstone on it.
"Celebrating what?" Martha asked suspiciously, as she
automatically took the cup.
"We’ve positively identified life outside of our own
universe." Sam replied excitedly.
Martha managed to look extremely unimpressed. "You mean
California?" she asked meanly, tossing back the brandy in one good gulp.
Sam sighed. She knew better than to get exasperated. She’d
hurt her friend’s feelings and payback from Martha had always been a bitch.
Patiently, she recounted her last few days to her friend.
She gave Martha every detail, from finding the first communication to
yesterday’s meeting in Boston. When finished, she sat back waiting for Martha’s
reaction. She didn’t get the one she’d expected.
"This is just great ..... just friggin’ great! S’cuse me."
she muttered, reaching past Sam for the brandy bottle.
"First, I’ve got Nana prattling on and on about Gluskabe,
scaring the shit out of my boys and now this." she rubbed her forehead tiredly.
"Gluska ...... who?" asked a bewildered Sam.
"Never mind" said Martha, "you wouldn’t understand."
First, she poured for herself and than splashed some
into Sam’s glass.
She’s thawing, Sam noted happily.
"What the hell are you talking about, Sam? And don’t
forget ... we didn’t all go to fucking MIT."
Sam paced back and forth as she talked. Her hectic
schedule over the last few days was starting to catch up to her. Fatigue was
setting in. When she finished speaking there was complete silence in the room
for a few moments before Martha finally broke it.
"Shit. Kev’s never going to believe this one."
Chapter 16
Over on the Atlantic side of the Island, Happy was sitting
outside the Post Office with a small group of old-timers. He and Spike had been
to collect the mail - something they did religiously once a week. Not that he
ever got anything exciting other than junk flyers, coupons and the occasional
Publisher’s Clearing House promise of winning big bucks. His weekly trips to
the PO were merely an excuse to socialize and pick up on the current Island
gossip.
"I hear she’s got a lot of weird, flashy equipment in her
house. Doesn’t sound right to me." Old Mink Ollenburg, knowing he had
everyone’s attention, was on a roll.
Happy took that opportunity to relight his pipe, studying
Mink as he did so. He’d known him his
entire life. They’d gone to school together and off to WW II and now they
collected their Social Security checks together. Never did like him much. Mink, who stood just a hair over five
feet tall, looked like he’d swallowed a basketball. He had a hump not only on
his back but front, as well. That wasn’t the reason Happy didn’t care for him,
though. Hell, Happy had never set much store by how people looked. Truth was,
Mink was just plain sneaky. Always poking his nose where it didn’t belong. Like
right now. Mink was the kind of guy who only felt good when he was making
someone else feel bad.
"Leave it be, Mink." He said gruffly. "Sam Coley’s a good,
hard working girl. It’s not her fault that you’re too stupid to understand what
she does with all that equipment."
"Oh," smirked Mink, quickly turning on Happy. "And I
suppose you do?"He challenged.
The small cluster of men gathered closer - they didn’t want
to miss this. Happy was known for his relatively short fuse.
"Well now," said Happy, blowing out a perfect smoke ring,
"guess I do at that. It’s real simple, actually. Sam listens to conversations
from Outer Space. You might say she’s got sort of a high security job."
Mink snorted unattractively. "Jesus, Hap, what have you
been smoking in that damn pipe of yours? You really expect us to believe that
fairy story?" All the men laughed at Mink’s clever repartee.
"Don’t really give a rat’s ass what you boys believe."
Grumbled Happy as he got to his feet. "People used to think hot-air baloons
were a fairy tale, too, I expect ‘til one dropped in on them. Come on, boy,
we’ve had enough socializing."
Silently, the men watched Happy and Spike head down the
road. Just as they disappeared out of sight around a corner, Mink said,
"Christ, Hap’s getting crazier all the time."
No one disagreed with him.
Happy knew better than to even try to keep up with Spike.
The dog eagerly dove in and out of bushes all the way home chasing anything
that moved from butterflies to rabbits.
Happy was deeply troubled. There was simply no getting
around the truth of that. It was an uncomfortable feeling for him. He had spent
a good part of his life determined never to succumb to worry. Happy considered
it a futile waste of time. Like paying the rent before it was even due. He’d
always believed that you should wait and worry when there was something to damn
well worry about. Like now, he thought.
Starting to get winded, he paused for a moment on the
path, leaning heavily on his walking stick. Without really seeing it, he gazed
out at the choppy, gray waters of the Atlantic. Sudden gusts of wind were
making white caps in all directions.
It had taken him a few days, but he’d finally remembered
what had happened that night. Guess the mind can only take so much than it sort
of shuts down, Happy thought. But, a little bit at a time, the memory had
returned to him. Slowly at first, then in one rushing flood of recollection. He
couldn’t have stopped it if he had wanted to. God, he wished he hadn’t
remembered. Now he knew he should be doing something about it, but what? Who’d
believe his story, anyway?
But even as he asked the question, Happy knew the answer.
Whistling to Spike, he abruptly changed his course for Sam’s house.
Chapter 17
"To what do I owe this honor?" Sam grinned at her old
friend as she opened the front door widely. But her smile quickly faded as she
gazed into Happy’s serious and drawn face.
"What’s wrong, Hap?" she asked as she joined him on the
porch.
"I need to talk with you, Sam. And I guess I’d like you to
let me finish having my say before you speak." At Sam’s amiable nod, he
continued. "Something happened to Spike
and me the other night ..... something that I want to tell you about."
Sam tried to wait patiently while Happy shuffled his feet
and tried to decide where best to start. Sighing heavily, he sank down onto the
top step, nervously crunching his cap between his knotty, arthritic
fingers. She took a seat beside him.
Encouragingly, Sam asked, "What is it, Hap? You seem
really upset." She absent mindedly patted Spike, who had flopped down beside
her.
Taking a deep breath, Happy, seeing no other way, jumped
in with both feet. "I had a visitor last week, Sammy. You might say a real
unexpected visitor," he paused for a moment, "from someplace far away."
Sam narrowed her eyes as she peered suspiciously up at
Happy beside her. "How unexpected?" She
couldn’t figure out where Happy was going with this conversation.
"Well," he mumbled uncomfortably, "to tell the truth, I’m
not real sure where it was from."
"Can you at least tell me what "It" was ?" asked Sam,
feeling herself becoming annoyed at his reticense.
"It was a flying machine of some kind." he replied.
"You mean an airplane?" Sam laughed. At the negative shake
of Happy’s head, she continued, trying unsuccessfully to control her
heightening irritation. "Or perhaps a helicopter. Maybe the National Guard is
playing war games out of Bangor again."
"Nope, it wasn’t anything like that. Besides, it wasn’t
one of ours." Happy stated flatly.
Sam’s eyes widened. "Well, if it wasn’t one of ours than
just who’s the hell was it?"
"That’s just it .... I’m not sure. Never seen anything
like this before."
At last, completely exasperated, Sam snapped, "Okay,
Happy, I bite. Where the hell do you think it was from?"
Sitting up straight, Happy looked her directly in the eye
and blurted out earnestly, "Outer Space."
"Hap?" questioned Sam, certain that she had misunderstood
him.
"I said from Outer Space, goddamn it!" he cried
belligerently. " First, I thought it was just a small plane, you know, flying
in way too low over the bay. But it kept coming and coming and all of a sudden
it was just there ..... sort of hovering like ..... right in front of me, clear
as day. It seemed to send a kind of beam out to me ...... like a green light or
something. I’ve never seen a light like that before - it sort of reached out
and wrapped me up in it. Spike, too. No matter how hard I struggled, I couldn’t
get away from it. Jesus, it was so bright I felt like it was going right
through me." Happy paused to take a shaky breath. He looked over at Sam. She
didn’t so much as blink.
"Anyway, next thing I remember was being inside this
thing. Don’t ask me how I got there - couldn’t tell you for the life of me. All
I know is that one minute Spike and I are standing on the bluff minding our own
business and the next we’re in this ....... big, metal thing!"
Sam sat stiffly beside her friend. All of a sudden, she
was finding it difficult to breath.
Happy continued, "Funny thing was, I find I’m not alone.
There were others there, too. Jesus, they were tall bastards. But that’s not
all, Sammy." Happy choked back what sounded suspiciously like a sob. His
gnarled hands were rigorously shaking now and the tattered cap fell unheeded to
the porch floor.
Here it comes, thought Sam. She knew with certainty what
he was going to say next. As if she’d wished the very words out of his mouth,
Happy spoke in a voice filled with undisguised agony.
"They didn’t have faces, Sammy! Swear to Christ!" Happy
buried his head in both hands as if that motion would help to erase the
dreadful memory from his mind.
Sam tried to speak, to offer Happy some sort of solace.
But no words came. She felt as if she suddenly needed to fight for every breath
she took. Inside her head, her mind was screaming, "It was real! It was real!"
Tears started to trail down her cheeks. the salty taste of
them seeping through her lips seemed to help snap her out of her trance-like
state.
"Happy!" Sam clutched him by his faded flannel shirt,
roughly pulling him to his feet. "I know! I know! It’s okay, I believe you!"
She was both laughing and crying at then same time. Happy stared at her in
astonishment.
"What do you mean, ‘You know’?" he asked suspiciously,
trying to regain his footing by grabbing hold of the porch railing.
"I’ve seen them! These ..... beings. I’ve been with them,
too. And the light, Happy! My God, it’s just like you describe it ...... it’s
so powerful. It’s all encompassing!" Sam gripped his arms as she spoke. "Happy, I lost my child to them ..... and
there’s been no one to believe me! No one I could talk with about any of this."
Awkwardly, her elderly friend put his arm about her
shoulders. Happy was long unaccustomed to any form of compassionate contact.
The sympathetic gesture felt totally foreign to him.
"Did they hurt you?" While you were with them, were you
..... hurt in any way?" Anxiously, Sam looked up at him with remembered grief
etched upon her face.
"I don’t rightly know, Sam." Happy replied uncomfortably,
"They put something in one of my eyes. It didn’t hurt." He rushed to reassure
Sam at her look of alarm. "This is the thing they stuck in me."
Happy retrieved his rumpled handkerchief from his back
pocket and carefully unfolded it. Gingerly, Sam took the odd looking disc out
of the material. She’d never seen anything like it before.
"How did you find it?" she asked Happy as she turned the
round object over in her hand.
"Damn thing fell out." He replied. "Guess I wouldn’t ever
have known it was even there if it hadn’t. What do you make of it, Sammy?"
Sam was thoroughly perplexed. "I don’t know, Hap. But I’d
like to have someone I know in Boston take a look at ii, if that’s okay with
you. Can I keep it for a day or two?"
"Be my guest." Happy responded. He sat quietly for a bit
staring off into space. "There’s one more thing that I need to tell you about
that night, Sammy." He took a deep breath before continuing. "They talked to me
for a long time when I was in that ..... ship ...... with them." Here he
snorted a quick chuckle. "Doesn’t make any sense, does it, Sam? I mean, how can
you talk if you don’t have a face?" Happy absently kneaded his forehead, which
had started to ache.
"It’s what they had to say, though, that really scared the
shit out of me. Sammy, they told me all about the end."
Chapter 18
Sam stayed huddled in the same spot on the porch long
after Happy had gone home with a hungry Spike eager at his heels. She
desperately wished she could have a cigarette. But she was determined not to
give in to the temptation. The silence that surrounded her was comforting to
her tired mind. She worked the strange disc in her hand like a worry stone.
There was a great deal to think about.
Martha had been looking for the boys for almost an hour
now. Where could they be? She was just starting to feel the first twinches of
worry when she realized that she hadn’t checked Nana’s apartment. They seemed
to be spending more and more time with their Great-Grandmother these days.
Quickly, she opened the door to the main hall and crossed
it into the small apartment attatched to the back of the house. As soon as
Martha opened the door, she could hear their voices. Immediately filled with
relief, she alowed herself a moment to rest against the door frame.
"But Nana," Kevin Jr. was saying, "why can’t Gluskabe try
to save everyone? Doesn’t he want to?"
His Nana answered him quietly. Martha had to strain to
hear her words. "Of course he would
like to be able to save everyone, child. But no one can do that now. Gluskabe
tells us that all the people of this world needed to change their ways a long
time ago in order to protect our earth. But mankind was not able to do this. It
is because of this that Gluskabe tells us that the time has come for the
prophesy to be fullfilled. No one will be immune from the Great Purification."
Martha, who had heard enough, loudly interrrupted the
older woman’s sentence. "What are all you guys doing in here on such a
beautiful day? We wait all winter long for a day just like this and you’re
going to spend it cooped up inside? Get out there and get the stink blown off
you, go on."
She waited paitently, with her arms folded across her
chest, as the kids quickly filed outside. She didn’t speak until the screen
door had slammed shut for the last time.
"Nana, what am I going to do with you? I asked you to stop
filling their heads with that nonsense. You are scaring the younger ones. Why
are you doing this?"
"Gluskabe is counting on me to help spread the warning, I
told you that, Martha. People deserve to know what’s coming." Wanda stopped at
the look in her grand-daughter’s eyes, sighing heavily. "You think I’m just a
silly, old fool, don’t you girl? Think your old Nana’s gotten soft in the head
from age?" She continued with conviction at Martha’s lack of response. "Well, you think whatever you like about me.
It doesn’t matter now anyway.
But you listen to me, girl. The time Gluskabe spoke of is almost here. There will be no where
to hide from it. Not for any of us."
It was the damp chill in the early evening air that
finally forced Sam inside the house hours later. She hurried through to the
kitchen, flipping on lights as she went, unconsciously wanting to delay the
impending onset of night. In the kitchen, she put the kettle on for tea. She
went ahead to the study and turned the TV on before going back to the kitchen
to prepare a tray for herself.
Ten minutes later she was comfortably settled in the old
tapestried wing chair munching cheese and crackers, sipping her tea and
watching the NBC Evening News. Tom was giving the latest, up-to-date
developments surrounding Pakistan’s game of brinksmanship with India over who
had the biggest and best nuclear weapon. The next news story was yet another
grammar school shooting. This time in a sleepy little town somewhere in
Pennsylvania. Children killing children ..... what does that mean?
As the news went drearily on with assorted murders, wife
beatings and political faux pax’s, Sam lost what little appetite she had and
put the tray aside. She was cold. She grabbed up the knitted afghan that rested
on the hassock at her feet and wrapped her shoulders in it. It didn’t do much
good. Her iciness was generated, not from the weather outside, but from the
growing fear deep inside of her.
Chapter 19
It was going to rain very soon. Per could almost taste it.
He stood silently only a few yards away from the house watching Sam. Partially
hidden behind the massive trunk of an old maple tree, he remained absolutely
still. Like an unmoving sentinel, he was content to quietly observe Sam as she
intently watched the television.
Surreal, her face and hair constantly changes hues and
tones from the flickering light of the screen in front of her. Per was reminded
of the paintings of an artist named Klimt he had seen while in Vienna.
But despite the ever shifting shades, the very essence of
her face continued to display what Samantha was. She was a good and loving
person. Per found her to have an
uncommonly high sense of both honesty and honor ....... two traits he found
lacking in many humans. Per realized, much to his surprise, that he thoroughly
enjoyed her company. He found Samantha Coley to be refreshing.
It started to rain softly, just a light, summer shower.
The maple leaves directly over his head began to drip fat raindrops onto his
hair and shoulders. Either unaware or uncaring, Per remained motionless.
He was fully intent on watching Sam.
At last, only after Sam darkened and left the study, did
Per silently slip away. Had there been anyone there to have seen him, it would
have been impossible to tell if the wetness running down his face was rain or
tears.
Chapter 20
The next day started out shimmering with heat. It promised
to be a true scorcher. Sam awoke to the now familiar sounds of the house
painters setting up for the day’s work. 7 AM by the digital. Right on schedule
today, she thought as she tugged on old jeans and a T-shirt.
She made a cup of coffee for herself and then, on second
thought, filled a large thermos with the steaming beverage and grabbed two mugs
off the shelf. She made her way around to the back of the house, savoring the
feel of the morning dew under her bare feet. Although still early, the morning
sun singed her skin with heat. The rain showers throughout the night had left a
fresh feeling on everything. Off in the distance Jericho Bay radiated blue
under the wide expanse of sky devoid of any clouds.
Sam sat on the damp grass, her back against a tree sipping
her coffee. Both men were high up on
staging scraping the old paint off the second story. She contented herself for a bit watching Per work. His back already
stained with sweat in the early heat, his muscles visibly rippled interestingly
under his shirt as he moved back and forth. When, as if sensing her presence,
he at last looked down and saw her, Sam waved the thermos as a bribe in the
air. Per said something to William, who shook his head, and then climbed down the extension ladder.
"You look lovely this morning." He remarked, putting a
light kiss on the top of her head as he joined her on the lawn.
"Not getting sleep must agree with me, than." said Sam as
she poured from the thermos.
Instantly looking concerned, Per asked, "Not sleeping
well? Are there worries?"
Now that’s an understatement, Sam thought grimly. Winding
her arms about her bent knees, she looked sidelong at Per. I wish I knew you
better, she thought.
As if he’d read her inner most thoughts, Per said softly,
"You can trust me, Samantha. If you need someone, I am here."
Not receiving a reply, Per tossed the coffee off in one
last gulp and said, "Back to work for me. Will I see you later?"
"Probably. There are only so many places you can go on
this island." Sam replied lightly. Don’t be an asshole, she thought, as she
watched his face fall somewhat. "Would you like to come over this evening?" she
finished lamely.
"Yes," he said decisively, "see you around eight."
Sam wandered back into the house. She could no longer
delay what needed to be done.
By mid-afternoon she was filled with frustration. She had
spent a good part of the day trying to reach Jake Gorham. She’d left countless
messages both with his secretary and on his voice mail. By three o’clock she
knew he had no intention of speaking with her. That’s right, Jake, use me and
lose me, she thought disgustingly.
Picking up the phone, Sam hit redial one last time.
"Sally," she stated without overture, "tell Jake if he doesn’t return my call
by 4:00 he should be sure not to miss the 6:00 news tonight."
She had barely put the phone down when it rang shrilly.
Sam counted the rings as she opened a new pack of Marlboros.
One ... two ... three ... four ... now, where did I
put my lighter?
five ... six ... oh, here it is.
seven ... eight ... nine ... "Hello?"
"What the fuck kind of a game do you think you’re playing,
Sam?" Jake was fuming.
"Why Jake, you seem ........ upset."
"Damn straight I’m upset. Do not - I repeat - do not even
think about going to the press."
Sam immediately got serious. "Why is that, Jake?"
"This has top secret clearance and you damn well know it."
Jake bite off.
"It’s being handled."
"Jake, there’s a great deal more than just contact going
on here," Sam desperately tried to explain. "These communications have been
sent for a specific reason."
"What reason would that be, Sam?" queried Jake in a
bored voice.
"I’m not sure yet,’ stammered Sam, "but I do know there’s
much more to this than we initially thought. I have something interesting to
show you." She looked down at the tiny, opaque disc sitting on her desk. "Our
investigation is not finished ...... it’s just beginning. Please Jake, you have
to help me with this."
"Sam," Jake sounded as if he were speaking through gritted
teeth, "I like you, kid, always have even though you’re such a constant pain in
the ass. So I’m going to tell you something for your own good. Forget
everything you know and everything you think you know. There never was any
confirmed contact. There never was a high level meeting. You and I have never
had this conversation. It’s all that simple."
After a moment, Sam asked quietly, "What if I go public
with this anyway?"
"No one would believe you if you told them" were his last
words before the connection was killed.
This time, when the phone rang, Sam jumped. Perhaps Jake
has changed his mind, she thought hopefully as she picked up. But it was
Martha’s strained voice that came from the other end.
"Can I come over? I’m loosing my people skills
here."
Sam laughed, "Martha, you never had any people skills."
By the time Martha arrived, Sam had a tray of frothy
drinks ready. "You sounded like you could use one of these," she said as she
led the way across the lawn to the gazebo.
"Didn’t we love playing in here when we were little."
Martha remembered as she settled onto a bench with her drink. "It was a magical
place."
"Still is." replied Sam, looking around her. The gazebo
was overrun with bittersweet vines. For years now there had been no one to
train them, so they ran randomly in every direction, twisting this way and
that. In many places the vines and leaves were so dense that the gazebo’s
lattice work was barely distinguishable. It had become the perfect hide-away.
"So," Martha hesitated for a quick sip, "ever heard of
Gluskabe?"
Sam looked at her friend keenly, "That’s the name you used
the other day, isn’t it?"
"Yup. Nana’s driving me nuts with it." Martha sighed
heavily, "Gluskabe is an Abenaki deity
- sort of the original watcher over all creation since the very beginning of
time. It seems that Nana’s been having
him in for tea."
"Excuse me?"
"You heard me. Nana claims she’s been having visits from
him. Not only does she say she sees him, but he’s supposedly speaking to her,
as well."
"Jesus, Martha. I don’t know what to say." Sam was
stunned, Wanda, despite her age, had always seemed so completely coherent.
"I know," replied Martha in a wearied voice, "Thing is,
she’s frightening my boys with these Gluskabe stories."
"Why would they be frightened by only a myth?"
"Well, Sam, it would appear that Gluskabe visits Nana for
a reason other than just her good company. She says he’s here to explain the
end of the world - which is due any day now, according to Nana."
Chapter 21
The second Per saw her, he knew she was upset. It wasn’t
anything that she actually said, for she remained as reticent as ever. No, he
knew by watching her hands. Sam had beautiful hands. Long, tapered fingers
meant to play a musical instrument skillfully. Tonight, those hands could not
seem to hold still. Per tore his focus from her hands and paid attention to
what she was saying.
"Do you ever watch the news casts on TV?"
"Of course," replied Per.
"I can’t believe everything that is happening right
now." Sighed Sam.
"The total global situation seems to be getting worse each
day."
"What makes you say things are getting worse?" asked
Per.
Sam was surprised at that question. "How can you ask that?
God, just turn on the TV or pick up a paper! Wars, genocide, so-called ethnic
cleansings seem to be happening everywhere. These days, it seems that if people
aren’t literally killing each other off they are, at the very least,
chronically lying to each other. From the heads of nations on down. When the
hell did having morals become a liability?"
Per sat quietly for a moment before replying. "Perhaps,
everything is the same it has always been since the very beginning of mankind.
The simple difference between 1998 BC and 1998 AD may only be the advent of
media coverage."
"What do you mean?"
"I am saying that it is only within the last fifty years
or so that the masses have no longer been sheltered from the harsh realities of
the world around them. Television, newspapers, radios, computers ........
people now have instant, multi-media global access. Through you evening TV
newscasts, you are now able to get a steady daily diet of war, famine, disease
and disasters ..... all streaming into your home by way of a little, square box
plugged into the wall. It makes it impossible to stay uninformed."
"Are you saying that people have always been this
wretched?" asked Sam.
"I think, Samantha, that kindness has possibly never been
an innate trait of this civilization. After all, it wasn’t until 1945 that the
notion of Crimes Against Humanity was even conceived."
"What an odd way of putting things you have, Per." Once
again, Sam realized how little she knew about him. She tried to recall what
knowledge she had of Scandinavians and quickly realized it was extremely
limited. Despite the passion and caring
she had found in him, there seemed to be an esoteric edge to Per. Something she
couldn’t quite put her finger on, yet the feeling nagged at her.
"Enough of this distressing talk of war and corruption.
Come have another glass of wine with me and then I must leave. It is getting late."
Sam accepted the glass Per held out to her. By tacit
agreement they spoke of other things for a time. Far more pleasant topics. It
became quite late and Sam, to her abashment, could no longer suppress her
frequent yawns.
"I will go now and let you get some much required sleep."
Per grinned, as he started to rise from the couch. But Sam stopped him with a
light hand on his arm.
"Stay tonight."
"Are you sure?" questioned Per.
"I’m sure," Sam replied firmly. "Besides, you must admit,
it would certainly be convenient. You’d already be at work in the morning."
Much later, after Sam had fallen into a deep sleep, Per
softly left the house and rapidly walked out to Hockamock Head. As he silently
made his way, he surveyed Happy Joyce’s property. All appeared tranquil. Both
Happy and Spike were apparently slumbering soundly. Per walked to the very edge
of the cliff overlooking the water and patiently waited. He knew they were
coming. He had been receiving internal signals all day. It was just a matter of
time now.
Chapter 22
Per had been mistaken. Despite the fact that his house
stood entirely dark, Happy was not asleep. In fact, he was wide awake. One of
the admittedly few benefits of achieving old age was the reduced requirement
for sleep. Stretched out comfortably in the old Chevy’s back seat, with Spike
asleep on the floor beside him, Happy had just begun to think about dozing off
when he’d heard someone approaching. Spike’s hearing not being what it once
was, of course, it had taken the animal a bit longer to detect the presence of
someone unfamiliar to him. But Happy had quickly muzzled him before he could
sound the alarm.
It was a clear night with a fine moon. Happy had no
trouble at all making out who it was wandering around on his property in the middle
of the night. The question was, why? So, gently holding Spike’s collar, he was
content to wait patiently. Because, that was one of the other benefits of old
age ........ you find you have plenty of time on your hands.
Per kept his vigil
for almost an hour longer before he saw the airship just to the left of
Marshall Island. Stealthily, it moved invariably towards him, coming to a
complete standstill only a few yards above his head. A portal in the underbelly
of the ship silently slid open, emitting a peculiar green glow that fell
downward, directly onto Per’s waiting form.
Within seconds, his body began to disintegrate. Slowly at first, then
swiftly picking up speed, Per began to disappear from his head to his
feet. Molecule by molecule. When he was
completely gone the craft’s door closed, sealing off the strange verdant light.
Then, as silently as it had arrived, the ship withdrew.
The night was, once again, completely still. The
hush was broken only once by the sound of Happy bellowing,
"Holy shit!"
Chapter 23
The beginnings of a working theory hit Sam like a
thunderbolt.
It was her monthly excursion to the Mainland for
supplies. With the extensive shopping
list completed, Sam was treating herself to lunch and a salty rimmed margarita
at THE MEX before heading back to catch the late afternoon ferry. Sitting alone
in a corner booth, she was mulling over the recent happenings, trying to gain
some sort of prospective on it all as she ate.
The very idea was so ludicrous that it caused her to choke
on her chicken burrito. Got to take it easy on that hot sauce, the waitress
mumbled, as she quickly brought Sam a glass of ice water.
Sam put her fork down and found her cigarettes and
lighter. Try to think sensibly, she admonished herself wordlessly.
Deliberately, one by one, she mentally began to lay out the recent events,
trying to place them into some kind of order.
Where to begin? Her abduction. Happy’s abduction. Start
with those. There had undeniably been
many similarities between the two unrelated incidents. The same type of
unfamiliar craft, light and faceless beings.
Could they both have dreamed it? No, Sam didn’t believe in the
possibility of that strong a coincidence. Besides, what about the disc - like
object? If, as Happy claimed, it had
really come out of his eye, wasn’t that some sort of physical evidence?
Next there were the enigmatic radio beacons. What if they
hadn’t meant to be contact signals to Earth at all? Perhaps the signals really
weren’t overtures from a friendly, distant civilization as she had
assumed. What if they had simply been
mistakenly intercepted?
And what about Wanda’s recent visions? Well, Sam reasoned,
why not? Christians claimed to see
Christ; Buddhists saw Buddha, so why couldn’t Wanda see Gluskabe? Was there any
significance there? Of course there was.
Here Sam paused to finish off her margarita in one gulp.
The one common thread running through all of these
episodes was the constant allegation of an imminent end to the entire world.
Sam reluctantly weighed the possibility. Doom and
damnation.
Now, that’s a cheerful hypothesis, she thought as she paid
the bill.
She was queued up in a long line of cars to board the
ferry in Bass Harbor when the next incongruous notion occurred to her.
Was Per somehow entangled in this pattern of events? Where
had he in reality come from? Was it truly Norway, as he had claimed? Perhaps
more importantly, why was Per on Swans Island? Once again, she realized how
very little she actually knew about him. He, on the other hand, seemed to know
a great deal about her.
Before the ferry had even begun to dock, Sam spotted first
Spike, then Happy sitting on the wharf. She had to assume they were waiting for
her. She departed the ferry and pulled
off onto the side of the parking lot to pick them up. Sam tried very hard not
to wince too noticeably as Spike eagerly clawed his way into the back seat.
As it was now the middle of June, the tourists were out in
full force. Sam had to wait a bit
before she could turn out onto Harbor Road. Traffic jams on the Island were
generally a rare occurrence.
She took a quick glance at Happy as she drove. He had said
absolutely nothing. On the other hand, he didn’t have to. The audible crunching
on the stem of his pipe spoke volumes by itself. For the first time in all the
years Sam had known him, Happy looked every day of his age.
"When are you going to tell me what’s wrong?" she asked,
pulling the car neatly into her driveway.
"I saw it again ..... last night." Sam nodded quietly,
waiting for the other shoe to drop ..... knowing it would. "This time, though,
I wasn’t alone. Someone else was there, too."
Sam was elated. "Happy, that’s wonderful! Someone
else has seen it, too.
Who? Who was this person, Hap?"
Clearing his throat, Happy tried to pick his words
carefully. "It was that Per fellow standing out there. He was waiting. That’s
just what he was doing." He finished strongly.
"But Happy, I don’t understand. What’s the problem here?
God, I’m delighted that someone else besides us has finally seen it!" Sam
quickly snapped her head up to look Happy in the eye. "What do you mean, he was
waiting? Waiting for what?"
"Them." Happy stated flatly. "He was waiting for them to
come. And another thing, he’s not a he."
Sam couldn’t suppress a short, humorless laugh. "What the
hell is that supposed to mean?"
"I watched him, Sam. Stayed out of sight in my old Impala,
don’t you know, and I saw him ....... disappear before my very eyes. Jumping
Jesus! His body just started vanishing
from his head on down! People can’t do that, can they Sam?" He sounded like a
plaintive child desperately seeking reassurance that all was right with his
world.
Chapter 24
Sam didn’t believe Happy. She couldn’t. She reminded
herself that, after all, he was well into his eighties and everyone knew he did
like to go on a good bender every now and then. Obviously, this fantasy was the
end result of the latest one.
The air at first light was heavy with mist. Sam had given
up on sleep, found a warm sweater and was walking the lonely stretch of beach at the Carrying Place well before
dawn. The only sounds were of the gently lapping water and a sleepy night owl
hidden above in the trees.
She had just rounded the bend when she saw him, thickly
shrouded in the vagueness of the early morning light. Somehow, she wasn’t at
all surprised to see him standing there. As if compellingly drawn to him, she
intensified her pace over the rough pebbles until she was standing in the short
dune grass beside him.
Per’s eyes were warm and friendly, so damned attractive
the way they looked deeply into hers. He didn’t say a word as he cupped his
hand under her chin, lifting it in order to touch her lips lightly with his
own. Then he touched them again. This time a little longer and firmer. Gently,
he skimmed his thumb along her cheek before he dropped his hand.
"How was your excursion to the Mainland yesterday?"
he asked.
"Crowded" Sam replied briefly. "What have you been up to
while I was away?"
"Not a great deal." Per responded nebulously. He took her
hand in his and they leisurely made their way along the path that dipped in and
out of the rocks until it came to her house.
Sam could hear the insistent ringing of the phone as she
opened the door. Martha sounded frantic
on the other end.
"It’s Nana." she said brokenly.
Wanda was gone quickly.
A massive stroke. Without any warning, Martha said.
"But, Mom," insisted Michael, doggedly tugging on her arm,
"Nana said she was going to go away to be with Gluskabe."
Eventually, though, he gave up, joining his brothers to
play outside in the sunshine.
Geez, no one ever listens to us kids, he thought
disgustedly.
Chapter 25
It was just before 3:00 in the morning when Per
noiselessly slipped out of the warmth of Sam’s bed, leaving her alone to her
dreams. In the heavy darkness, he left the house and made his way to Hockamock
Head.
Sam’s eyes flew wide open the moment he left her room.
With a single determination, she pulled on nearby jeans and a sweatshirt before
following Per out into the moonless night.
She stumbled along the rocky track that was barely visible
in the dimness. In her haste, she tripped, smashing her left foot into a rough
outcropping of granite. In reflex, she frantically grabbed at a bush on the
side of the trail. The sharp thorns that studded it’s gnarled branches
penetrated deeply into her hands. She staggered a few more steps before going
down completely, painfully scraping the skin from both her knees as she fell.
For just a moment she lay where she was on the ground, waiting for her pounding
heart to pump needed oxygen back into her body. Stubbornly, she regained her feet and pushed on. She was almost
there.
Sam saw the eerie green glow ahead just before making her
way out into the open. She hurriedly dropped to her belly, oblivious to the
sharp rocks and twigs that tore at her body, momentarily knocking the breath
out of her.
The massive airship vibrated as it hovered over the cliff
about two hundred yards away. It almost seemed to hum with a life all of it’s
own. Per was no where in sight. Sam lay
there, remaining perfectly still on the damp earth, waiting. For what, she
wasn’t sure.
There was no actual way to determine how long she had been
laying there, but the far eastern sky was just starting to streak with a
silvery gray when Sam saw the portal soundlessly gape widely open. Within
moments, Per materialized before her on the stony cliff.
Sam had to remind herself to
start breathing again.
Happy had been right after
all.
Probably in a state of shock, she lay where she was until
the intensity of the morning sun began to beat down upon her. Slowly, her body
feeling bruised and fragile, Sam got to her feet and looked about her
surroundings dazedly.
The morning was peaceful. Lobstermen were already pulling
their traps out in the bay. The glint of seagulls diving in and out of the
boats in hopes of scrapes was reflected by the sun. A soft breeze delicately
ruffled Sam’s hair. It was all so deceptive.
Wearily, she made her way home. With each of her foot falls,
her mind repeated what had become a sort of mantra.
What do I do now?
Chapter 26
It wasn’t much later that day when everything seemed to go
to hell in a handbasket in a big hurry.
Peering out the window at the sound of crunching tires on
her driveway, Sam spotted Fed Larson’s dusty Ford Ranger. Fed was the lone
constable of the Island. Had been for over twenty years now. There were only
two reasons for a visit from Fed. He was collecting money for the local
firemen’s auxiliary or there was bad news. From the expression on his face as
he climbed out of his truck, Sam knew he wasn’t here because of the first.
"Happy’s holed himself up in the abandoned lighthouse with
a rifle." He stated bluntly at Sam’s questioning look.
Jesus H. Christ, she breathed, as she climbed into
the truck beside Fed.
By the time they reached the Head, a crowd had formed. At
least, a crowd by Island standards.
"Out of my way," bellowed Fed, letting his large frame
shoulder it’s way through the mass, clearing an open path for himself and
Sam.
"Is he drunk?" she shouted to Fed through the wind as they
carefully climbed their way to the lighthouse door on the rickety, wooden
steps.
"Blistered."
Sam could hear him before she reached the top, but she
couldn’t quite make out the tune. It could possibly have been I’ve Got The
World On A String, which was an old favorite of Happy’s. However, when it came
right down to it, he was so atonal that it really didn’t matter what the song
was.
A distressed Fed turned to her in mid-step, "You need to
talk to him, Sam. Get him out of there before he goes and hurts himself."
"This could take some time. When he’s this drunk, Happy
usually likes to sing for a while first before he feels like talking."
She was about to assure the Sheriff that she would do her
level best when the window above her head banged open just enough to allow a
protruding gun barrel through it.
"Who’s out there?" Happy’s voice, though belligerently
loud, was seriously slurred. "Don’t try to sneak up on me, now. I’m armed, you
know. Armed and goddamned dangerous."
"Hap, it’s me. Let me in." Sam had to yell in order to get
herself heard above the constant blow of the wind off the Atlantic.
The lighthouse door snapped open so fast it almost came
off it’s ancient hinges. "Sammy! C’mon in here, girl. Hell, just the one I
wanted to see. How’d you know where to
find me?"
S am leaned against the cracked and peeling paint on the
interior wall and glanced out the dirty window. Down below she could see what
by now must have been most of the town milling about. She could make out Mink
Ollenburg and a few of his cronies sitting in the bed of a pickup truck just
like they were attending the annual Fourth of July picnic. Per could also be
seen, standing alone, off to the side of the throng.
"It wasn’t too hard to track you down." She replied dryly.
She walked over to Happy and slid down beside him onto the filthy floor. "Is
that thing loaded, Hap?" she inquired, gesturing to the 30/30 Winchester tucked
between his legs.
"Hell, yes, Sam - ‘course it’s loaded." Happy snorted at
such a ridiculous question, "Not much good if it isn’t."
Surprisingly spry, Happy jumped to his feet and started
dancing a lurching waltz with the shotgun nestled tightly to his right cheek.
"I’ve got the world on a string ....... sitting on a
rainbow ............ wrapped around my finger......... duh, duh,duh .... what a
world ..... duh, duh."
Okay, stay calm. You can handle this, Sam thought. "So
what are we drinking, Hap?"
Abruptly, Happy stopped whirling and reached behind
himself to the window ledge. "Meet Jack
..... my good, old friend Jack." There
were only a couple of inches left in the bottom of the bottle. Obviously, Happy
had killed off most of the Jack Daniels all by himself. This was going to take
even longer than she had thought.
"How about a toss for me, Happy?" Sam smiled.
"Sure thing - sure thing, where are my manners?" he
grinned amicably, handing her the neck of the bottle. "Anything for one of my
favorite girls."
Abruptly, Happy’s mood swung to the other extreme. "Of
course, I had another favorite girl, too, but she’s gone now."
In a voice beyond sad, Happy said, "Everybody always goes
away, Sammy. You’re always left alone."
Morosely, he shook his head. "Mark my words, girl. Friendship, love ...... in
time it all just gives you the illusion that you’re not all alone ...... but
you are, no mistake about it. In the end, you’re always alone."
Happy, with his chin resting down on his chest by now, was
starting to mumble drunkenly.
Sam put the bottle aside and took Happy into her arms.
"I’ll miss Wanda, too. We all will." She tried desperately to think of
something of solace to say. "It was just her time, Hap, that’s all."
He exploded. "Just her time? What the hell are you
talking about?
Haven’t you been paying attention? It’s EVERYBODY’S time now.
Annihilation, Sammy ...... we’re standing on the fucking edge of
annihilation."
Happy dramatically punctuated that dissertation by
passing out cold.
Chapter 27
"You okay, kid?" asked Martha solicitously as she wrapped
Sam’s shoulders in a heavy, yellow slicker.
Sam shivered. The wind had blown up an incoming gale and
the evening air was thick with clammy mist. She automatically clutched the
oversized slicker to herself. Everyone and everything all around her was now
banked in an opaque film of fog.
"We’re in for one hell of a squall," Martha commented
unnecessarily.
Sam turned to watch Fed and two other men hauling an
anesthetized Happy none too gently from the lighthouse. Everyone had dispersed
now. Gone on home to their waiting wives, suppers and beers. It was a
disgruntled Mink Olenberg who’d been overheard to say, "Shit, we almost had us
some excitement here."
Hours later Sam knew she was losing control of herself.
She had wanted desperately to talk to Martha about it, but somehow, she hadn’t
been able to find the right words. Martha had seen her home and safely settled
with a warming cup of tea in her lap before she had reluctantly returned to her
family.
There just hadn’t seemed to be any way to say, "Guess
what? Per is either an angel or an alien ......... I can’t decide which,"
without sounding like a complete lunatic.
So instead, Sam had smilingly insisted to Martha that all
was fine and let her go home.
With Happy so out of commission for the remainder of the
evening, she had brought Spike home with her - for both their sakes. "Come on,
good boy, you must be famished."
There was something comforting about the sound of the
solid padding of the animal’s paws as he followed her down the foyer to the
kitchen. The sidelights around the front door rattled loudly in a strong gust
of wind. In the brightly lit kitchen,
Sam opened a can of beans and franks for Spike, pouring most of it into one of
her mother’s Spode dishes before placing it on the braided rug. Picking up a
tablespoon, she sat on the counter and proceeded to dig the remaining beans out
of the can, licking the spoon thoroughly after each bite. Companionably, the
two ate their cold dinners in silence for a few minutes.
The lights only had to flicker once for Sam to know they
would lose the electricity at some point that night. Perfect, she muttered,
getting down from the counter and going into the pantry for candles. Much to
her relief, she found a good stock compiled there. Even though everyone on the
Island had been enjoying electricity for fifty years now, to this day no one
really counted on it always being there - especially when they needed it.
Sam had placed the last candle into the brass holder when,
after a final weak wavering of the lamps, all went utterly dark.
Automatically patting her jean pockets, she tried to
locate her lighter. "Oh, great time to
decide to give up smoking," she said outloud. Spike whimpered in agreement.
Blindly rummaging about on the shelves, she located a half-filled box of
kitchen matches. But before she had a chance to strike one, Spike was barking
ferociously. Putting her hand on his back in the dark to steady him, Sam could
feel his hair standing upright along the entire length of his spine.
"Easy, boy ..... easy," she murmured, stroking him gently.
As much as it killed her to admit it, Spike’s sudden barking had spooked her.
Barely daring to breathe, she stood stationary in one place, listening for
whatever it had been that Spike may have heard.
The only sounds that came to her were of the heavy rain,
wind and the anticipated creaking of an old house withstanding yet another
nor’easter. Nothing uncommon.
Emitting a sigh of relief, Sam turned to retrieve the
matches she had dropped onto the table.
It was then that she saw him.
It was a form that was darker than dark. If he hadn’t been
moving she probably wouldn’t have seen him at all as he silently approached the
front door and lightly tried the handle. Frozen in place, Sam stood in the
kitchen with a reassuring hand on Spike, staring down the unlit length of the
foyer. Gently, she heard the door knob turning first this way and that. Then, nothing. Only silence. Straining to
hear any movement at all, Sam waited.
Suddenly, Sam screamed as Per’s face was pressed tightly
to one of the sidelights. She didn’t know if he could see her or not in the
absolute blackness of the kitchen - and
she really didn’t care. Some distant animal instinct she never knew she possessed
screamed in her mind - RUN NOW.
Sam did just that. With Spike literally hard on her heels,
she wheeled about and fled through the back kitchen door out into the obscurity
of the night and pounding rain.
Skidding clumsily off the slick back steps, Sam went down hard - right on her
ass. She struggled frantically to get her footing on the drenched lawn. The
unrelenting force of the wind tore her hair out of it’s braid and whipped it
across her face. Somewhere over her head, she heard the agonizing crack of an
immense branch as it was mercilessly severed from an aged oak tree. Unsure of
her sense of direction in the storm, Sam made for the gazebo. Once inside, she
and Spike were able to safely camouflage themselves behind the thick screen of
snarled bittersweet.
Shaking uncontrollably, Sam hunkered down in the dankness
with her arm around Spike. She just needed to wait now. She had become so
acutely attuned to the dog that she knew he was going to growl before he
actually did. Spike sat back on his haunches, his head down, emitting a low rumble
that slowly built in crescendo to an eerily high and mournful howl.
The structure’s entire side exploded with a suddenness
that took Sam totally by surprise. Splinters of wood and fragments of shrub flew in all directions. Sam turned her
head and quickly closed her eyes, protecting herself as best she could. When
she opened them once again, it was to see Per towering menacingly above
her.
Sam scrambled frantically to first her knees, then feet,
charging headlong out of the gazebo. This time she didn’t know if Spike was
with her or not. Terrified and beyond all rational thought, Sam was only aware
of the heavy pounding of her feet on the damp earth. She quickly lost all track
of her whereabouts in the murky darkness that surrounded her from all sides.
Glancing back over her shoulder, Sam tried to define Per’s outline anywhere
behind her in the blackness.
That was when it happened. Although, even if she had been
looking straight ahead, it still wouldn’t have changed anything. The
combination of darkness and fog made it impossible to see more than a foot in
front of her in any direction.
All that Sam knew was that one moment she was firmly on
the ground and the very next she was treading nothing but air.
Chapter 28
Gradually, Sam came to. It took her a few moments to
acclimate herself. What the hell am I
doing at Martha’s? She thought as she gingerly endeavored to sit up.
"Heh, don’t rush it." Martha scurried to the couch
to assist her friend.
"You’ve had quite a nasty ordeal."
"Martha? What ......... ?"
"Hush," soothed Martha, gently pushing Sam’s hair back off
her forehead, "you sleep now."
The next time she awoke the sun was streaming in
through the windows.
The storm is over, was her first thought.
"She’s awake, Mom!" Kevin Jr., proud to have been the
first among his brothers to discover that fact, loudly shouted to his mother.
"That will be enough yelling, son." Martha hurried to
Sam’s side and shooed the boy away.
Carefully, she helped her friend sit up, banking her back
with pillows. After an initial flash of
dizziness, Sam felt fine. She tucked her legs comfortably under herself and
asked, "What am I doing here, Martha?"
Martha turned to look at her friend with concern.
"You don’t remember?"
She continued at Sam’s negative shake of her head. "Per
brought you to us. In the middle of the
night. Said you’d had some kind of an accident out by the cliff."
Sam stirred. Rapidly, faint images started pressing
themselves in upon her. She weakly sat back against the pillows and closed her
eyes for a moment. She’d been running in the storm. She could remember being
afraid ..... very afraid ....... for her life. Because of what? Or whom? Per
........... Per had been following her. Sam sat up straighter as memories from
the previous night’s events rushed back to her. Jesus Christ, she had it all
now.
She had been trying to get away from Per. She had thought
he was going to hurt her. But the fog had been so bad she hadn’t been able to
see where she was going. My God, she thought completely stunned, I ran right
off the fucking cliff!
Quizzically, she looked down at herself. A scratch here
and there - her jeans, caked with mud, a bit worse for wear - but certainly
nothing major. She could vividly recall
the unnatural sensation of unrestricted nothingness around her heavily falling
body. Why aren’t I lying in a broken heap on the rocks? She bewilderedly
questioned herself.
Because of Per. That was why. With a shock that physically
jolted her entire body, Sam distinctly remembered what had happened next. Per
had come off the cliff after her and caught her rapidly descending body up into
the safety of his arms.
The son of a bitch could fly.
Chapter 29
Everything about him exuded melancholy. There was no
longer any point in carrying on the pretense. His identity had been discovered
by both Sam and Happy. Not that he really minded all that much. After all, it
had been tiresome impersonating a human. So many exhausting emotions that had
needed to go into the part in order to perform well. For many year-spans now
he’d been playing that charade. Yes, Per was wearied.
Primarily, he was weary of humans. Per found them,
overall, to be a tiring race. In all the time that he had lived among them,
they had never understood. As a whole, they were a race who firmly believed
they existed with the absolute right to be happy. They have never comprehended
that true happiness was not a right at all - it was an achievement. Something
that needed to be diligently worked towards with integrity and principles.
Per sighed heavily. There was no denying that in all of
his duration spent on this planet he had formed close relationships with a few,
special humans. People who, when their lives had stopped, he had missed for a
very long time afterwards. Samantha was, perhaps, the most special of all. To
Per, she embodied all that was fine and exceptional about the human race.
When he was younger, he had eagerly and utterly
unsuccessfully tried to help guide various humans he had met to a more
righteous path. Once, years ago, he had even been severely admonished by the
Assembly for his endeavors. After all, he was there as an observer only and as
such was expected to maintain a hands off attitude. It had taken many years of
co-habitation on Earth before Per was able to admit to himself that this was a
race who would never entirely evolve spiritually. Sadly, they would never learn
how to bring about their own fulfillment. It wasn’t that they didn’t have a
fine potential. It was just that the human race, as a whole, was a race devoid
of consciousness.
Yes, he would honestly miss her when the time came. And
the time was coming soon. He had been foolhardy to have impulsively saved her
life the previous night. To what purpose? He had only prolonged the
inevitable.
Ruefully, Per gave himself a mental shake. He had a great
deal to do. He needed to prepare for the final Event.
Chapter 30
In the end, it was the absolute realization that it was
all over that resolutely made up Happy’s mind.
He’d lived a lot in his eighty plus years - it had been
one hell of a continuous party. Looking back over it all, Happy couldn’t find
too many regrets. He’d always done the best with whatever he’d been dealt. More
importantly than that, he’d never whined.
Sure, he would have liked to have had a family like most
men. Especially now, in his last years, it would have meant a lot to have
children and grandchildren about. But for decades now Happy had been telling
anyone who asked that he’d just never found a woman who suited him well enough.
The real truth of the matter, though, was that no self-respecting woman would
take him and his habits on for any memorable length of time.
"Suppose this is as good a time as any to face up to my
drinking problem." He mumbled sullenly to Spike, who licked his hand anyway.
Good, old Spike. Happy gave the dog a vigorous scratching
behind his ear. Hell, a man couldn’t ask more from a steady companion. He
didn’t argue, didn’t complain and never once got upset when he came home
stinking drunk.
Wanda and Sam were the only two people who meant anything
at all to Happy. At least, he corrected himself, Wanda HAD meant something. Now
that she was gone, he knew that nothing would ever be the same for him
again. His and Wanda’s friendship had
gone back a lot of years. He’d gotten sort of accustomed to it after all this
time.
And as for Sam, well, she was like the kid of his
own he’d never had.
Guess there wasn’t much he wouldn’t do for her.
Well, old man, he smiled grimly to himself, let’s
see if that’s true.
Happy shut Spike up in the rusty Ford Fairlane, leaving
the windows cracked just enough to allow air to seep through but not enough for
the dog to escape. He rubbed Spike’s head apologetically before closing the car
door, "Sorry, boy. You can’t come with me this time."
Determinedly gripping his Winchester, Happy set out
to find Per.
Chapter 31
It was late afternoon before Martha gave her grudging
permission for Kevin to drive Sam home. By then, Sam had a massive headache
that was only being compounded by all the children’s noise.
Exuding a sigh of relief, Sam leaned momentarily against
the inside of the door savoring the silence around her. Slowly, she made her
way to the kitchen. The back door had been left wide open from the night
before, but aside from a thoroughly soaked kitchen floor and rug, there was no
major damage done. Swans Island didn’t have much of a crime rate. Sam shut and
locked the door before going up the back staircase to her bedroom.
She had made up her mind. She was going to Boston. Jake would
have to listen to her if she showed up on his doorstep. And if he wouldn’t,
well, she would just find someone else who would. Somewhere, there had to be
someone who would believe her.
Quickly, she stripped off the filthy and tattered clothes,
kicking them into a corner of the bathroom as she gratefully stood under the
steaming shower. After last night’s ordeal, the steady pounding of the water
against her bruised body felt nothing short of therapeutic. She was heavily
tempted to linger, but knew she needed to hurry if she intended to make the
4:15 ferry off the Island.
Stopping at her desk only long enough to collect the small
disc and her data - filled bag, Sam was out the door in a record twenty
minutes. She fumbled in her bag for the keys as she ran to her car. After a few
moments of frustration she finally located them and hurriedly turned the
ignition. The clock on the dash read
4:08. She was going to make it on time after all.
Sam rapidly backed the car up, spinning gravel out from
under her tires as she did so. Throwing the gear shift into drive, she shoved
her foot down hard on the accelerator. She had almost reached the end of her
driveway when the exit was suddenly blocked by the unexpected appearance of the
Volkswagen bus.
Even with both her feet jammed on the brake, Sam couldn’t
stop the car quickly enough at that speed on the dirt. She braced herself as
best she could as her car continued to slide and then loudly but harmlessly
crashed into the old bus.
Per was at her car door before she could get it open. He
said nothing as he firmly took Sam by the elbow and propelled her out of the
car. Stridently, Sam tried to shake his
hand from her arm but Per would not relax his grip on her. She faltered, stumbling
to keep up as he strode purposely back down the long drive towards her
house.
By the time they had reached the porch, Per was
practically dragging her.
"Come on, Samantha," he said tightly, as he pulled her up
over the steps and through the front door into the house. Once inside, he relinquished
his iron grasp on her arm.
Rubbing the blood flow back into her numb right arm, Sam
furtively glanced about. I could try to run, she thought. But she knew that
would be useless. Even if she could somehow get out of the house away from Per,
where would she go? She was on an island, for Christ’s sake. Where the hell was
she going to run to?
Watching her closely, Per saw her eyes alter as she
quickly discarded one notion of escape after another. He didn’t want to harm
her, but he knew he could not let her go now.
"Do you mind if I sit down?" Sam asked him grimly.
Immediately Per’s body relaxed. She was accepting the
situation with, if not absolute grace, at least good sense.
"Please," he said, pointing to the parlor.
But instead of sitting, Sam started frantically going
through her desk drawers.
"What are you looking for, Samantha?" Per tensed, thinking
about the gun she kept somewhere. He was relieved, however, when she produced
an unopened pack of cigarettes instead.
"So much for quitting ...... " she mumbled as she lit one.
For a moment she smoked in silence. Then, as if newly fortified, she resolutely
turned and looked directly at Per.
"Who the hell are you?"
Chapter 32
Drawn out seconds passed as Sam waited for his response.
The very house itself seemed to have taken on an oppressive atmosphere.
Everything seemed to be suspended, as if anticipating Per’s answer.
Outside the wind had begun to come up once again, sighing
loudly and rattling the parlor windows. It looked like nightfall would bring
yet another storm to the Island.
When at long last Per did speak, it was not to
answer her question at all.
"I’m truly sorry about your child, Samantha. I realize how
much you wanted to have him." His face was filled only with compassion for her
and the suffering he knew she had endured. "You must believe me when I tell you
that was a mistake. A terrible mistake."
At that moment, everything in and around Sam went
intensely still. So, she thought benumbed, we have finally arrived. It was like
coming to the end of a very long dance. She shivered uncontrollably and wrapped
her arms tightly about her body as if this gesture could somehow protect her
from what she was about to hear.
"You know about that." She
stated heavily. "I never spoke of it to you."
"Yes," he replied. "I know
everything. That’s why I am here."
When she spoke, her voice
sounded shrill and oddly unfamiliar to her own ears.
"What do you mean, ‘That’s why I’m here’?" Jesus, she was
cold. Nervously she moved to the hearth
and touched off the wood and newspaper that were lying in wait in the
fireplace. Down on her knees, she poked at the growing fire aggressively with
the brass tongs, making sparks fly about wildly. Smoldering pits jumped onto
the worn Oriental carpet.
Automatically, Sam stamped them out with her hand.
The heat radiating from the small blaze helped
mobilize her thinking.
"I’m still waiting for you to tell me who you are."
"Before I can explain who I am," Per replied earnestly,
"You need to understand who YOU are."
"This planet that we are on - that you call Earth - has
been a participant in an extensive experiment. One that was initiated by my
race millions of years ago."
"Your race ........?" Sam felt as if she were in the
middle of some sort of horrible sci-fi movie. A grade B sci-fi movie. This
couldn’t be happening.
Watching her face drain of all color, Per rapidly moved to
Sam, kneeling down beside her on the rug. Putting his strong arms around her
inflexible body, he gently stroked her back.
"As you have suspected, Samantha, I am not from this
place." He spoke quietly into her hair, tightening his grip to hold her more
firmly when she would have pushed him away. "My home is several light years
away from here."
Placing her hand against Per’s chest, Sam strained back in
order to be able to look him levelly in the eyes with her own. Per’s grasp on
her relaxed somewhat, however his hands remained loosely on her waist.
"Are you really expecting me to buy all this horseshit?"
she asked with contention. But even as she spoke the words she knew they were
nothing more than sheer bravado. He was telling her the truth - at long last.
Everything that had happened over the past six months was starting to make a
bizarre sort of sense.
Ignoring her comment, Per continued speaking. "It was to
be a major experimentation. We wanted to form a new race. A race who would have
all the advantages of this new planet we had discovered. Advantages that our
race would never have." Per paused for a moment, trying to gage the depth of
Sam’s expression, hoping to see some sort of comprehension there. Seeing only confusion and bewilderment, Per
resolutely navigated Sam to the sofa situated in front of the fireplace. He sat
her down and then went to the kitchen. From the parlor Sam could hear the sound
of cupboard doors banging open and shut. Stunned, sinking back against the
cushions, she felt as if she were in a stupor. She couldn’t have made a run for
it now even if she had wanted to. Gee, hope my life doesn’t depend on it, she
thought with a downright hysterical giggle.
Per returned momentarily carrying a glass of amber colored
liquid. Seating himself beside Sam on
the couch, he closed her trembling hand about the glass.
"Drink this down." he insisted.
Sam complied without any sort of argument. Her hand
shaking radically, she drank the entire contents down in one, long swallow.
Immediately, she started to cough as her throat reacted to the strong, burning
rye whiskey. But almost at once her
body was imbued with a glowing warmth that radiated throughout. Gratefully, the
constant shivering checked, Sam sat up straighter.
"Please continue." she said to Per.
"Eons ago, my entire race was swept by a catastrophic
virus. Because it was airborne it traveled swiftly through our population in
epidemic proportions. We could not find a cure. We were desperate. About the
same time as the deadly outbreak occurred, the planet Earth had been
discovered. After several vanguard
expeditions, it was determined to be a completely sterile environment. Ultimately,
the decision was made to attempt an experiment of major proportions. We would
endeavor to construct an entirely new race. Call it a zoo, if you like. Into
this new creation we would add our finest genetic qualities." Here Per halted
for a minute, giving all that he had disclosed to Sam a bit of time to sink in.
"You are telling me that we - my civilization - has been
nothing more than a ....... fucking zoo!’ She exclaimed in disbelief.
Per said nothing, he simply nodded in agreement. Sam
turned to stare out the window as the thoughts tumbled through her mind. She
moved her lips as if to say more, but nothing came out. Her face was in shadow
from the quickly retreating light. Per slowly got to his feet and went
about the room turning on a couple of low
table lamps. The glow from them helped push back the developing gloom.
"What happened to your society? Was a cure for the virus
found?" She finally queried.
Per rejoined her on the sofa. "No, never." He said
heavily. "It’s effects were devastating. By the end it had wiped out one
quarter of our population. But the virus eventually slowed down and then, in
time, it stopped altogether. However, by the time the deadly virus had ceased,
the new race on planet Earth was evolving nicely. So the decision was made to
leave it untouched - not to interfere in any way."
"You have been watching us?" Sam asked
incredulously.
"Monitoring." Corrected Per, taking hold of both
Sam’s shoulders.
"Closely monitoring."
Chapter 33
Happy crept stealthily towards the house. His rheumy old
eyes were stinging from the heavy wind, making them squint and water. He paused
behind a thick forsythia bush in order to look the house over thoroughly before
going on any further.
Most of the house, which stood silent and dark, was rapidly
disappearing into the gathering dusk. Cautiously, he scuttled over the lawn and
around the porch to the front of the house. Happy braced himself against the
driving wind, leaning into it, all the while keeping a tight grasp on his
Winchester.
When he reached the shelter of the house Happy crept
around the corner of the porch, crouched way down low, until he was beneath the
only room that had a yellow light spilling out of it’s windows.
Ever so slowly and biting down sharply on his lower lip so
as not to groan out loud, he stood up.
Jesus Jumping Up, I’m too old for this shit, he
decided.
Trying not to make any noise, Happy stepped over the low
lying Juniper bushes and carefully peered through the bottom left hand pane of
the window. Slowly, he straightened up until he could see well into the room.
Sammy was sitting on a couch in front of the fireplace
down at the other end of the parlor. That Per fellow was close beside her.
Happy strained to see what was going on. As he watched, he could see Per’s hands
holding tightly onto Sammy’s shoulders. Son of a bitch, he mumbled.
Once again, down as low to the ground as his old,
arthritic body could get, Happy moved silently to the window closer to the
couple, the one just behind them. From this new vantage point Happy had a clear
view of Per. Not to mention a clear shot.
A true son of Maine, Happy had been handling guns all of
his life. He’d hunted moose; deer; rabbit; the occasional bear, and plenty of
Japs during W.W.II. But never before had he taken such careful aim with more
purpose.
Hell, he was pretty sure he’d never hunted alien
before.
Chapter 34
"Closely monitoring?" Sam echoed his words in a
parrot-like fashion.
"What the hell is that supposed to mean?"
"It means just what it says." Per said shortly. "We have
been here since the very beginning of the evolution of the human race. As your
creators it was our job to observe the experiment first hand."
"How have we been monitored?" Sam asked.
"By various means." Per replied plainly.
Sam stood and poked a moment at the fire, tossing another
log on. The fire crackled loudly. Then she went purposefully to her bag and
rummaged around inside. Turning toward Per, she held out her hand.
"What is this?" She asked, indicating the miniature disc
that had fallen out of Happy’s eye.
Per was taken by surprise. He took it out of Sam’s hand
and held it up to a light to peer through it. "This is a contact lens camera.
It was implanted into a human retina. With the help of this device, we have
been able to literally see what the human is looking at. Where did you get it?"
Sam ignored his question. "So, it is a type of monitoring
tool." She said slowly. "Do we all have these implants?"
"No, only the people who have been picked up and examined
were given these." He paused for a moment, "You have one, Samantha."
Sam instinctively probed both of her eyes with her
fingertips. "But I can’t feel anything."
"You wouldn’t." Said Per frankly.
She started to pace back and forth. Her mind was
churning.
"Let me see if I’ve got this all straight." She fumbled on
top of the desk for her Marlboros and lighter. Her hand was shaking so much she
could barely light the damn thing. "Okay now," she continued, blowing out a
gray plume of smoke, "you are telling me that the entire human race has been
nothing more than an experiment? An experiment that has been taking place for
these past millions of years on a planet that has been nothing more than,
essentially, a gigantic zoo?"
Sam stopped pacing, whirled around and stared hard at Per.
"Guess that sort of makes you the zoo
keeper, doesn’t it?" This was all so ludicrous that she grinned despite
herself.
The incoming shotgun blast blew a hole the approximate
size of a Susan B. Anthony silver dollar right through the back of Per’s head.
The bullet kept right on coming out the front, eventually lodging itself into
the knotty pine of the mantle piece a few feet away.
Screaming, her ears still ringing from the deafening
blast, Sam lunged forward to seize Per as he slumped forward and started to slip
to the floor. She collapsed onto the floor under his weight and frantically
struggled to get out from under him. She heard the crunch of glass and looked
up to see Happy climbing through the shattered window. It took her a moment
longer to register the sight of the gun in his right hand.
"You okay, Sammy?" Anxiously, Happy pulled her onto her
feet and tried to steer her towards a chair. But Sam violently shook his hand
from her and rushed back to sink to the floor beside an inert Per.
"My God, Happy," she groaned, "what have you done? Jesus,
help me roll him over."
Happy scurried to help her, all the while trying to
explain, "I was saving you, Sammy. Saving you from that ........ thing there."
He pointed to Per. "No telling what he would have done to you if I hadn’t been
here." He finished lamely. This sure wasn’t going the way he’d planned.
Sam opened her mouth to respond but it was then that she
noticed something truly extraordinary. There was no blood. Not anywhere. How
could that be? Not only was there no blood, but what had just moments before
been a gapping hole in Per’s head was now a small hole ........ and getting
smaller all the time.
Amazed, Sam moved closer to him in order to better examine
his skull. Even as she watched, his
tissue was somehow rapidly repairing itself. Atom by atom. Molecule by
molecule. Cell by cell. She blinked her eyes disbelievingly. This couldn’t
really be happening. But it was. Somehow, what had only moments ago been a
jagged, gapping hole was now filled in with healthy skin and hair. What should
have been a lethal wound - certainly would have been to anyone else - had
miraculously and completely healed
itself.
Per stared to stir. Sam glanced over her shoulder at Happy
and said bluntly, "I think you’d better get out of here."
But Happy had decided to get stubborn. "Nope. I’m not
leaving you alone with him, Sammy. Why, he’s just not .......... human!"
"No, Hap, he sure isn’t." Sam couldn’t help but laugh at
the gross understatement of Happy’s remark. Should I try to explain this to
him? She wondered. How the hell can I do that ......... I can’t even explain
this to myself.
"Happy," she hauled herself to her feet, " you’re just
going to have to trust me on this one. I will be fine ...... Per will not hurt
me."
Sam continued at the look of confusion in Happy’s eyes, "I
want you to take your gun and go on home now. I promise I will explain
everything to you latter."
She put her arm affectionately about Happy and moved him
to the front door as she spoke.
"Shit," groused Happy as the door closed on him, "no one
appreciates a hero anymore."
Chapter 35
"That’s another problematic area with your human race,"
muttered Per behind her, "if they don’t understand you, they are inclined to
blow you away."
Sam wondered what to say. Christ, did she have to
apologize for her entire race now?
"He thought you were going to hurt me. He was trying to be
my hero." she explained inadequately, walking over to his side.
"What about you, Samantha," Per asked as he got to his
feet. "Do you think I am going to harm you?"
Sam didn’t need time to think about the correct answer.
She knew it instinctively. "No," she said simply.
"Good." said Per as he stood in front of a mirror
looking his head over.
"How’d you do that?" Sam, still having a difficult time
assimilating everything, couldn’t stand it. She had to ask.
"What can I say? It’s a knack - you either have it or you
don’t," joked Per. But when he caught sight of Sam’s solemn expression
reflected over his shoulder in the mirror, he became serious.
"Our molecular makeup is different than yours," he
explained. "We have always had a moderately limited ability to self - repair
some forms of damaged tissues."
"Some knack," mumbled Sam
It took a bit of effort, but she finally managed to do a
makeshift repair job on the broken parlor window by tacking up a trash bag on
the inside. Not very attractive, but it kept the rain out.
er, claiming to have a small headache (no shit, thought
Sam), had gone out to the porch for a few minutes to take some fresh air. The
elements, such as rain, didn’t seem to bother him at all.
Having done all she could with the damaged window for now,
Sam made for the kitchen, deciding she needed a strong cup of tea.
She was just marveling at how steady the full mug was in
her hands, when she felt him standing in the doorway. Turning slowly, she
looked into his grave face.
"Why do I have the feeling you haven’t told me everything
yet?" she asked with dread in her voice.
"Have a seat, Samantha," Per said emphatically, pointing
to the kitchen table.
Almost against her will, Sam obeyed. Instinctively, she
knew she didn’t want to hear what was coming next.
Minutes later, Sam huddled in the kitchen chair, gripping
her drawn up knees for comfort. She was having a difficult time comprehending
what Per was saying. She closed her eyes for a moment and then opened them,
trying to pay better attention. What was he talking about now? Extermination?
"So you see, Samantha," Per was saying, " in the end,
there is nothing any of you can do to alter what will happen. It is
inevitable."
It was impossible for her to stay still any longer. She
got to her feet and wandered out of the kitchen, down the foyer and back into
the parlor. Silently, Per followed
close behind. Sam stopped at a low mahogany table picking up a silver framed
photograph of her parents. The picture
had been taken years ago on one of their holidays to the Caribbean. They were
both wearing large, ridiculous straw hats which cast half their faces in
shadow. Despite that, though, the happy
smiles on both of their faces couldn’t be hidden. They looked so naive.
"I’m sorry ......., " Sam stammered, "I am having a very
hard time understanding all of this."
Per sighed heavily. Once again, he regretted Sam having
discovered who he was. If she hadn’t, it would have made everything much more
simplistic for him. Patiently, he tried to find the words that would help her
to understand what was about to happen.
"The decision has been made to close the Zoo down," he
said bluntly. "The human experiment has
been determined a miserable failure. I am to witness the final Event. After it
is done, I am to report back to the Assembly."
"Why?" was all that Sam could get out.
"The human race has not turned out as we had wished. It
has evolved into a warrior breed who systematically tortures, kills and murders
one another." Per paused than continued, "The horror has gone on for far too
long, Sam. Human kind is incapable of changing. The decision has been made and
there is nothing to be done that will alter that judgment."
Feeling as if she were in a daze, Sam looked down at the
photo of her parents still in her hand. How pleased and contented they looked
in it. Could they have possibly ever
imagined such a day as this happening in the almost perfect world they had
created together so filled with family love and happiness? Her parents were
good people. Why is it, she thought suddenly angry, that people like my parents
are to be punished?
She looked at Per and asked him that very question. "Why
do the good people in the world have to suffer for what they are not
responsible for? I have to believe that this planet is filled more with caring,
humane people than the kind you are talking about." When Per didn’t immediately
respond, she finished plaintively, "You average global citizen doesn’t climb
onto his roof and snipe at the neighbors, for Christ’s sake."
"No, they don’t," Per willingly agreed. "However Samantha,
what they do is just as obscene ....... perhaps even more so."
At Sam’s puzzled expression he continued speaking. "For
they do nothing. Absolutely nothing at
all. You’re so called average global citizen, Samantha, stands complacently by
while all of this ongoing carnage takes place .......... and they never try to
do anything about it. Throughout your centuries only a bare handful of people
have tried to stand in the way of the injustices that have been consistently
perpetuated onto the masses ........ by their own kind." When Per continued
speaking, his voice was uncharacteristically laced with sarcasm.
"The one you call your ‘average citizen’ rarely ever
raises even so much as a voice in protest."
"What you must understand, Samantha, is that to my race,
there is no difference between the perpetrator who actually commits the evil
act and the person who does nothing to try to stop it. In our eyes, they are
one and the same."
"But surely there must be something we can do to stop
this!" cried Sam frantically. "You make it sound as if there is no hope at
all."
In the stillness, their eyes locked across the
expanse of the room.
"There is no hope," He replied curtly. "The end will
come."
"How will it happen?" asked Sam
"It will be merciful and swift. I can promise you that,"
stated Per as he started to turn away from her.
"You bastard," screeched Sam, suddenly lunging forward and
beating Per’s back with her fists doubled in rage. "Who the hell do you think
you are?"
Slowly, Per turned back to face Sam. He stood in front of
her silently, not even attempting to fend off her furious blows. His face was still
as a mask as he waited calmly for her frenzy to come to an end. Finally,
exhausted, Sam fell sobbing to the floor.
It was only then, after she had quieted, that Per answered
her question.
"As you said, Samantha. I am one of your Zoo
keepers."
Chapter 36
Happy was feeling pretty sorry for himself as he stumbled
through the darkness and light rain back to Hockamock Head.
Jesus Jumping Up .... Women. Who the hell can figure them?
Well, he’d done his best to rescue Sammy, at least he could say that. Funny how
she didn’t want to be rescued, though. Happy sure couldn’t figure that one
out. He took some satisfaction in
knowing that he’d gotten that foreigner a good one. Smack dab in the back of
the head. No doubt about it, those 30-30s sure packed some wallop. By rights,
Happy knew he should have been dead.
Wonder why he wasn’t?
He made a quick stop to let an overjoyed Spike out of the
dilapidated Fairlane and then kept right on going with the hound bounding after
him. It being a Saturday night, Happy knew he would find most of the boys at
Mink’s place having their weekly game of poker. Being the true loner that he
was, Happy had never participated in their game, but tonight he thought he
might just drop in on them.
Over on the Minturn side of the Island, at the Dodge’s
house, Martha was getting her youngsters settled for the night. Kevin Jr.
especially seemed to be going through a difficult time since Nana’s death.
Martha sat on the edge of his bed and gently rubbed his back, trying to coax
him to sleep.
"Mom," asked Kevin Jr. groggily,"where do you think Nana is
right now?"
Her son’s question took her breath away. "I think she’s
still with us, Kev - right here in our hearts." How could she explain to an 11
year old something that she herself did not understand?
Kevin Jr. abruptly rolled over onto his back, looking at
his mother with a serious expression far beyond his young years. "Know what I
think, Mom? I think Nana’s with Gluskabe." Hurriedly, he continued at the
doubtful look in his mother’s eyes. "It makes me feel good for Nana to know
she’s with him now. I’m glad that Gluskabe took her with him before the Great
Purification begins."
"Oh, honey," Alarmed, Martha gathered her son tightly into
her arms and spoke softly into his dark hair, "there isn’t going to be a Great
Purification. There’s nothing to be afraid of. Nothing like that is going to
happen to us, son."
Kevin Jr. pushed himself back in order to look his mother
levelly in the eyes. "Isn’t it, Mom?"
When her husband came home from his weekly poker game a
short time later, he found Martha wrapped in her old plaid flannel bathrobe
sitting alone in the dark on the front steps.
"You’re home sooner than usual." she commented.
"Yep," Kevin heaved a sigh as he sat down beside her, "I got
fleeced early tonight."
They sat quietly for a few minutes, both looking up at the
stars that were slowly emerging from behind the rain clouds.
"Sure smells fresh after that shower, doesn’t it?"
Commented Kevin, taking a deep breath of the sweet night air into his lungs.
Martha didn’t bother to answer. Instead, she said, "Kev,
I’ve been thinking. What if Nana really knew what she was talking about? About
the Great Purification coming, I mean. What if the ancient tribal prophesies
are real after all? Suppose it’s all true?"
"Christ, Martha, don’t you go getting weird on me now,
too."
"I mean it, Kev. Just listen to me for a minute." Martha
grabbed her husband’s arm as he started to turn away from her. " For once just
shut your big mouth and listen. You’re always such a damn skeptic."
"First rule of skepticism ..... never fool yourself." Her
husband managed to get out before he slammed his mouth shut.
Martha’s body shivered spastically in the night’s clammy
dampness.
"Come on," Kevin said decidedly, pulling her to her feet,
"let’s get you inside. You’ve had a long day."
Not long after, Martha lay rigidly on her side of the bed
listening to the sound of Kevin’s loud, monotonous snoring. It wasn’t the noise
that was keeping her awake, though. After sleeping in the same bed as her
husband for fifteen years now, his snoring was just so much more background
noise, like the constant dripping of the sink faucet in the bathroom down the
hall.
No, what was keeping Martha from sleep was that last
conversation with her youngest son. She couldn’t seem to stop thinking about
it. This is ridiculous, she thought disgustedly.
Martha crawled out of bed and into her robe, tying the
sash firmly as she made her way down the stairs to the living room. She fumbled
in the darkness on the coffee table for the remote to the television. Slowly,
the room acquired that eerie, flickering light the TV gives off and she
starting clicking rapidly through the channels. At three in the morning her
viewing was somewhat limited. She skimmed past various fitness ads; whiter
teeth ads; jewelry sales on the shopping networks, the Rifleman and an old Cary
Grant movie. Finally, she settled on CNN and laid back onto the couch, pulling
one of Nana’s crocheted afghans over her.
A man with a well bred British accent and a tie that
looked as though it had been drawn by a hyperactive third grader was reading
the news as if it were nothing more interesting than a weekly grocery list. It
had been a few days since Martha had taken the time to catch the latest news
but she found things really hadn’t changed much. Or, she corrected herself, at
least they hadn’t improved any.
There were the usual heinous crimes and tragedies that
somehow had become an accepted part of every day society. As she listened it
occurred to her that much of the news consisted of natural disasters, seemingly
on every continent. Weather patterns were apparently spinning out of control.
These days what was considered extreme weather had become the rule rather than
the exception. Today, everywhere you looked there were epic floods; droughts;
wildfires; killer tornadoes; earthquakes and epidemic diseases. As a matter of fact, Martha realized with a
jolt, these catastrophic events were becoming almost common place throughout
the planet.
Easy girl, she thought to herself clicking the TV off. She
sat for a moment in the complete blackness of the living room before she
wearily got up and wandered over to a window to peer up at the night sky.
What if Nana had been right? What if the signs really were
all there? What if ..... just what if,
she silently asked herself, this really was the beginning of the Great
Purification?
Chapter 37
By the time Happy arrived the poker game was just breaking
up. He burst through the front door causing everyone inside to momentarily
freeze midway through whatever it was they had been doing.
"You’re too late, Happy," commented Fed Larson as he
pulled on his jacket, "Mink’s already cleaned us all out. Try us again next
week." It took him a full minute longer to register the sight of the Winchester
Happy was cradling in his arm.
Mink walked over and took one look at Happy’s face. "Heh,
get this man a beer," he yelled as he pushed Happy down into the closest chair
at hand.
While someone scurried into the kitchen the rest of the
men gathered closely around Happy.
"What the hell’s the matter with you?" asked Mink.
"Christ, you look like you’ve seen a ghost or something."
"Something," mumbled Happy as he gratefully took a long
swig of the ice cold beer.
Carefully, Fed disengaged Happy’s hand from it’s tight
grasp on the Winchester. He cocked the breach open and sniffed. From the acidic
smell of it he knew the gun had been discharged recently ..... very recently.
Shit, I guess I’ve got to go to work, thought Fed as he pushed his hat back on
his head.
By the time the Budweiser was half gone, Happy’s breathing
had almost returned to normal. Spike, on the other hand, still sounded pretty
winded as he lay on the floor panting by Happy’s feet.
Putting the gun safely aside, Fed lowered his bulky frame
down onto his haunches in front of Happy.
"Want to tell me what’s going on, Hap?" he asked steadily.
"It’s too damn early for deer."
Happy shifted uncomfortably on the hard wooden chair. Here
goes nothing, he thought to himself. "I shot me an alien." he said bluntly. His
remark was met by stone silence. God knows it wasn’t funny, but he couldn’t
refrain from laughing at the expressions on the men’s faces turned towards him.
"Yeh, I know you boys don’t believe a word of it, but just hear me out anyway."
Pausing only once or twice to take a swallow of the fresh
beer someone handed him, Happy recounted all of the events within the last few
weeks that had led up to what he’d done earlier that night. When he was finished
you really could have heard a pin drop ...... no one said a word.
It was Fed Larson who finally broke the silence. "That’s
quite a tale, Hap. You really expect us to believe all that?" When there was no
reply, Fed continued talking as he helped Happy to his feet. "What do you say I
give you and that old dog of yours a lift home? Sounds to me like what you need
is to sleep this one off. Sure everything will look a whole lot different by
the light of day."
Feigning obedience, Happy shuffled out to Fed’s truck. The
hell with them, he thought angrily ....... the hell with them all.
Chapter 38
Miserable, Sam wasn’t sure if she wanted to cry or scream.
It didn’t really make any difference because she realized she didn’t have the
energy for either. She propped her elbows up on the table and put her face in
her hands. She sighed tiredly.
"Want a brandy?" Per asked.
"Jesus, yes."
They both sat silently at the table. Sam slumped in her
chair and Per leaned forward in his. He stared at her as she stared into her
half - finished glass of Hennesy.
"Heh," she said, craning her neck to look up at Per, "know
when you’re a little kid and everything seems really confusing to you? And you
keep waiting and waiting until the day you grow up so you can understand everything?"
Per just shrugged.
"Oh yeah, I forgot ....." Sam mumbled, clearing her
throat. "Anyway, what I was going to say was that I guess I’m still waiting to
grow up because I don’t understand a damn thing."
Per fixed her with those eyes of his, which could be so
warm they made her knees weak or so cold they made her turn to ice inside. Sam
tried unsuccessfully to break his gaze. Giving up, she shoved her empty glass
into his face, "How about a refill?"
"Later." His chair squeeked loudly as he shoved it back,
holding out his strong hand to her expectantly.
Without any hesitation, Sam took his hand firmly into hers
and wordlessly followed him upstairs. When they reached her room Per turned
toward her. His first kiss was gentle
and many times more intoxicating than the brandy she had been drinking only
moments before.
"Guess it’s too late to play hard to get?" was the last
thing she said just before her mouth dissolved under his for good.
The whole room seemed to be awash in silvery light. To Sam
the moon seemed brighter than usual. Turning to Per she asked curiously, "Do
you have a moon on your planet?"
"Actually, we have two moons. One is a bit smaller than
the other and they are different colors." he replied.
Jesus, this is insane, Sam thought. She couldn’t have
stopped herself if she had wanted to, she started to first giggle and then
laugh hysterically.
"What’s so funny?" inquired Per propping himself up onto
his elbow.
"Sorry ..... " Sam gasped for breath. "I was just thinking
of something my mother used to say to me when I started dating."
"What was that?"
"She used to say, ‘Honey, you sure can pick ‘em.’ Too bad
she isn’t here to meet you." Once again, Sam doubled over with laughter,
clutching her side.
Finally, she sobered. Brushing her thick hair back out of
her face, Sam leaned over Per and gently ran her fingertips down one side of
his face and across his lips.
"I was very happy just now." She said softly then shook
her head bewilderedly. "Doesn’t make any sense does it?"
"Why do you feel there must always be logic in all
things?" Per asked as he pulled her close to him. "Feelings are never logical,
that much I have learned."
They lay intertwined, each with their own thoughts, until
the pale walls of the bedroom began to turn a faint lavender hue from the
rising sun.
Sam stirred, whimpering incoherently in her sleep. Per
gently stroked her hair, trying to soothe her. Startled out of her sleep, Sam
sat up clutching the blanket to herself in fright.
"My God, Per," she exclaimed, "I’ve had the most horrible
dream ...... I dreamed the world is coming to an end!"
Slowly, Sam’s eyes cleared and focused as she finally
awoke fully. With complete consciousness came the realization that it had not,
after all, been a dream. Suddenly, time mattered a great deal to Sam.
Clutching Per’s arm, she cried, "Is this it? Will it be
today? Please, tell me!" she begged desperately.
Chapter 39
Seagulls streaked across the cloudless sky, which gleamed
a deep azure in the midmorning light. Perched on a rocky outcropping
overhanging the Atlantic, Sam stared up at them. They seemed so far away. She
raised her left arm high ..... stretching her fingers as far as she could .....
but she didn’t even come close to touching them.
They flew so far that they almost completely vanished into
the distant horizon, but then abruptly changed course and came back her way.
For a time, Sam concentrated entirely on the birds and their ostensibly random
flight patterns. She emptied her mind of everything else.
Per had remained behind in the house while Sam took a walk
out to Burnt Coat Harbor. He knew that more than anything right now, she was in
need of some time alone. Standing at the kitchen counter making coffee, Per
closed his eyes for a moment and clearly saw what Sam saw. He wanted to go to
her, but knew he could not. She could only come to terms with what was about to
happen by herself. There was nothing more he could do for her right now.
Eventually, Sam tired of watching the gulls. They seemed
to compose images of peacefulness and serenity. All false, of course. Nothing
in this world would ever be peaceful or serene again. There would be no more
chances. Per had been clearly emphatic about that.
Reluctantly, Sam turned her thoughts inward, replaying in
her mind Per’s harsh words of judgment from the day before. The thing was, as
desperately as she would have liked to, Sam could not find a strong basis to
dispute his opinion of mankind. If anything, if she were to be absolutely
objective about it, she would have to agree with his assessment. Over all,
mankind sucked. Period. Oh sure, every once in a while a Buddha, Jesus Christ
or Mother Tereasa would pop up and do a great deal to revive your opinion of
humanity for a time. But soon enough it would be back to the usual dictators
and despots, interested only in squeezing the proverbial lifeblood out of their
own people simply in order to get theirs.
However, Sam realized, if she were completely honest with
herself she would have to admit that Per was accurate about something else as
well. Horrendous as your run of the
mill dictator could be, this was only one person out of thousands or millions
at any given time ..... and it was the thousands and millions who should have
counted.
It was the world community itself who was in the wrong
..... and always had been. The human race, with all it’s marvelous scientific
and technological achievements, would never be able to put down all their
differences and learn to work together in order to solve their issues. Let’s face it, she thought, achievements of
the heart were merely not considered important enough for the collective
benefit of man.
Grabbing up her sweatshirt, Sam headed back to the path
that would take her home. She picked her way carefully over first rocks and then
brambles until she had reached the top of the cliff that looked over Burnt Coat
Harbor. She stood for a moment in order to catch her breath and gazed out at
the beauty of the scenery for miles before her.
There was one more thing that she still needed to face up
to. When she had asked Per ‘will it be today?’ and had continued to press him
for an answer, he had at length given her one.
Shit, she thought, this could really ruin your whole day
if you let it.
Chapter 40
Psychologically, Happy had to admit that he had sunk
pretty low. Even by his standards. No one would believe his story of spaceships
and a shot-in-the-head alien. What the hell, he thought, having another pull
off the bottle.
"You believe me, don’t you boy? Hell, you saw the ship for
yourself!" Consoling himself that at least his dog believed him, Happy gave
Spike a good rubbing behind the right ear. Spike whined appreciatively and
rolled over onto his back hoping for a vigorous belly rub as well.
Grunting from the effort as he bent forward, Happy obliged
him. "You’re a good old boy," he said fondly in a gruff voice, "and I’m going
to miss you."
He knew the end could come at any time now. He didn’t
suppose there would be a warning first or anything like that. No, they had told
him it would be quick and merciful. Probably over with in a blink of an eye.
Well, at his age it was no surprise to be thinking of
death anyway, he decided. It was just strange to think of everyone else in the
world checking out with him at the same time. What was it Wanda used to say
about death? He remembered now. She used to say that death was nothing more
than the failure of living. Guess that’s about as accurate a description as I
could come up with on my own, Happy thought.
He really had no concrete beliefs in the existence of
either a heaven or a hell. Happy had to admit to having never been much of a
religious man. Not that he didn’t
believe in God, he quickly assured himself. He’d just never been very big on all
that folderol that seemed to go along with belonging to a church. No sir,
Happy’s cathedral had always been the outdoors. For over eighty years every
time he had gone into the woods; gotten his fishing line wet, or slipped his
boat into the water, he’d gone to church in his mind. To a fellow like Happy,
nature and spirituality were one and the same.
Even so, he felt a shiver of dread pass through him. Oh,
not for himself. Hell, he guessed he
was ready to go anytime. No, it was for all the young who hadn’t had a chance
to live yet. To enjoy life. Now they never would.
"It’s a pity ... a Goddamn pity, that’s what it is," he
confided to Spike in a voice beyond sad.
For a time Happy sat peacefully by Spike, giving him the
belly rubs that he loved and looking out at Jericho Bay. Jesus, it was sure
pretty out there, he sighed. I’ve been a lucky man to have woken up to that
view almost every morning of my life. Absentmindedly he lit up his pipe,
puffing away to get it going. Then he was struck by, for him, what was an odd
thought. Has my life been meaningful?
The question so startled him that he paused in mid-puff.
But the answer never did come to him even though he waited awhile, so instead
he turned to the dog and said, "How about another beer, boy?"
Chapter 41
Kevin Dodge was loosing his patience. Something he didn’t
have a great deal of to begin with.
"Heh!" he shouted to his wife, "Think we could do this in
my lifetime?"
The boys all giggled. Dad was funny when he lost his
temper. They never knew what would come out of his mouth next.
"Keep your shirt on, Kev," yelled Martha as she hurried
down the dock to the Sea Bitch, "I’m coming as fast as I can." Her arms were
overflowing with picnic things.
"Yeah, and my clothes are going out of style." Kevin
muttered almost under his breath, which elicited yet another round of giggles
from his sons. Swinging around abruptly, he bellowed, "What’s the matter with
you guys? Get up there and help your mother, for Christ’s sake."
All four youngsters scrambled over the side and ran to
meet their over burdened mother who was still struggling her way up the dock.
"The day’s half over now," Kevin grumbled as he gave his
hand to his wife and helped her into the boat.
"Jesus, Kev, it’s only ten o’clock in the morning." Martha
replied almost absentmindedly. She was so used to his bluster that his ways
barely even affected her by now. Acting spontaneously, Martha reached up and
grabbed herself a beard full, pulling her husband’s face down close to hers.
"You are one frumpy son of a bitch, but I love you anyway," she drawled before
planting a big wet one square on his mouth.
This, of course, sent the boys into another spasm of
laughter as they, too, climbed on board. "All right," their father growled as
he tried unsuccessfully to hide his grin, "make yourselves useful. Let’s get
ready to cast off."
There was a mild flurry of activity on the compact deck of
the Sea Bitch, as everyone turned their attention to the chore that had been
set for them.
Martha stowed the picnic hamper and extra blankets in the
wheelhouse. One set of sons cast off the stern line while the other saw to
releasing the bow line. Once they were free, Kevin throttled up and the Sea
Bitch slowly pulled away from her mooring, complacently chugging out into the
harbor. Waves and loud ‘Good Morning’s
were exchanged with everyone they met along the way out to the open water.
These are people I’ve known my entire life, thought Martha
as she leaned against the wheelhouse door watching their leisurely progress
through the bay. Most of them were honest, hard working folk. The sea was a
harsh mistress and Martha had many friends who had lost their fisherman
husbands to her over the years. Fondly, she looked over to Kevin who was
carefully tracking their passage through the midmorning traffic of working
boats. He’s feeling guilty, she
realized with a grin. Guilty for taking a day off for pleasure. She moved
closer to her husband and linked her arm through his, leaning her head onto his
broad shoulder for a moment.
In the back of the boat the boys chortled and elbowed each
other at this unaccustomed open display of affection between their parents.
This was a real treat. It was pretty rare that their dad could take time off
from fishing to spend the whole day with them. It was going to be a great day.
"I’m glad you talked me into this," Kevin said happily,
giving his wife the customary pat on her behind.
They had passed the outer bouy now and Kevin opened her
up, letting the Sea Bitch stretch her legs as they moved out into the open
Atlantic. There was a slight chop on the water today, but nothing to worry
about. Martha looked up at a deep blue sky that held not even so much as a hint
of clouds. She returned her attention to the sea. Farther out there was still a
touch of sea smoke left over from the early morning.
"Heh, boys," she yelled back to her sons, "know what Nana
used to tell me the fog was?" She continued without waiting for a reply, "She
used to say the fog was really smoke from Gluskabe’s pipe." I miss you, Nana,
she said silently to herself. I’m sure looking forward to seeing you again.
With that thought in mind, Martha turned and gazed at the
rapidly retreating Island as if she’d never see it again. She watched it until
first it became only a mere speck on the horizon and then nothing at all.
Chapter 42
The day was lengthening.
"Isn’t it about time for you to be hitting the road?" Sam
inquired cooly.
"Hitting the road?" Per looked puzzled. "What do you mean,
Samantha?"
"You know ...... getting along; going away; making tracks,
leaving town. Christ, I can’t think of anything else. Have you packed
for your trip yet?"
"What trip would that be?" asked Per, although he was
slowly getting her drift.
"Just what the hell do you pack for an intergalactic
journey anyway?" Sam was nervously pacing about the room. "I mean, do you need
electrical transformers for your hairdryer or what?"
From his position by the fireplace, Per reached out for
her as the next lap took her by him. Ignoring her meager protests, he pulled
her down onto the big wing chair with him and wrapped his arms tenderly about
her.
"I like the way you smell," he said as he burrowed his
face deeply in the nape of her neck.
Automatically, without having to think about it, Sam
turned her face and offered him her mouth. "Hmmm, and I like the way you
taste." she grinned, licking her lips.
But the sweet moment soon passed and once again Sam’s
demeanor quickly became somber. "Can all this truly be happening?" she asked in
a small voice.
They sat in complete silence for a bit, both watching the
crackling flames jump about in the fireplace. It was Per who broke the silence
first.
"I don’t know if this will be any type of consolation,
Samantha, but I can tell you something for certain. This planet only had a few
more decades at the outside anyway." he said gravely.
Stunned by this small piece of news, Sam frantically
twisted herself around on his lap. "What on earth .... if you’ll excuse the
expression ..... are you talking about, Per?"
"Surely you’ve noticed the recently increased changes in
global temperature?" he asked, "It’s very simple, really. As the temperatures
continue to rise, snow and glaciers are caused to melt which in turn causes
more rain and unstable weather patterns around the earth."
"Yeah, but this isn’t really a news flash, Per.
Atmospheric scientists have been warning us of this for at least a decade now."
"Yes, that’s true." said Per, "However, despite all of the warnings from some of your most eminent professionals in the field, no one really ever took it all seriously. Or at least not seriously enough. Even now, the intensity and frequency of significant global changes are occurring on a daily basis. With these changes, as you well know, come floods; earthquakes; tornadoes; droughts, and severely contaminated water sources. In short, it is a climatic catastrophe."
"So you’re saying life would have changed a great deal." said Sam slowly, thinking about what he had said.
"No," replied Per firmly, "what I’m saying to you is that life would eventually have reached such a point of misery that it wouldn’t have
been worth living for the few people who were left. Between both the natural and manmade disasters, humanity doesn’t stand a chance. The weather patterns are not the only changes taking place around the globe. Infectious disease patterns are also rapidly changing due to the warmer climes. These warmer
patterns create a furtile breeding ground for widespread epidemic outbreaks. And Samantha, these are new types of diseases for which man has no recourse."
Per held her close to him as he talked. "With the new
killer diseases and lack of food and water would come great inequity around the planet. As time went on and what few resources that remained became all important, major wars would break out on every continent."
He was quiet for a moment before finally continuing in a strained voice, "Given enough time, Samantha, human kind would have totally eradicated themselves without help from anyone else. But it would have taken you many more years of appalling hardship and horrible suffering to the global population."
"So your way is a lot quicker, more humane you might even
say." Sam commented. "Sort of like a mercy killing of global proportions."
Per nodded his head in agreement. Sam stood up and taking a crumpled cigarette from her shirt pocket, lite it, tossing the match into the glowing fireplace. "Guess I’m not destined to quit smoking on my own," she said wryly, watching the smoke curl upwards to the ceiling.
Sam smoked in silence, enjoying the acid taste of it. For perhaps the very first time in fifteen years of smoking she didn’t feel guilty because she liked it. She flicked the remains of the cigarette into the fire and then slowly turned to face Per.
"You still haven’t given me an answer. When are you leaving?"
Per stood and walked to her side where he looped his arm familiarly about her waist. The room was growing dusky with the advancing encroachment of evening. The fire kept the room cheerful against the inky blackness that was pressing in from the outside. The warmth of it felt good. In a way, Sam thought, the fire made you feel almost safe.
When Per did speak to answer her question, she somehow was not surprised by what he said. "I will be remaining here with you, Samantha. That is a choice that I made some time ago."
Wearily, yet at the same time strangely content as well, Sam rested her head on Per’s shoulder. There was no need to say more. The two
stood for a long time, arms intertwined about each other tightly, quietly enjoying the dancing of the flames. The fire caused their standing shadows to merge and be thrown far back into the depths of the darkened room as if it was made by not two but one person.
Inevitably, the flames began to grow smaller and the
previous warmth from the fire began to turn noticeably cooler. Per kept his arm securely about Sam’s waist and said decidedly, "We will let the fire die out now."
Epilogue One
Gluskabe sent Turtle to the big water. Turtle swam up to the water’s surface and started to pull the Island back into the sea. When an old woman asked him ‘Why?’, he replied sadly, "There is no longer any place to put Earth."
Epilogue Two
The ensuing silence was absolute. Where once there had
been life and all the good and bad that went along with that, there was now
nothing ....... only undiminished
emptiness.
However slowly, over time, even the emptiness would fill in. There is little point of having a vacuum in a cosmos when it can be so
beautifully saturated with stars, moons and comets. Within a short period, it
will have been forgotten that the planet Earth had ever even existed. It will
be as if it had never occurred.
Yet, many thousands of miles away, barreling through space at an undetermined velocity, could be found fragments of that very same
planet. Bits and pieces of Earth still retaining in their fragile shapes microscopic matter of mankind’s essential building blocks. What would their final destination be?
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The year is still too infantile to even be counted. The
setting is a quiet, desolate desert. Suddenly, breaking the absolute silence, comes the determined mechanized hum of an aircraft ... the planet’s blazing sun reflecting harshly off it’s black, metallic exterior as the massive craft finally breaks through the partial covering of clouds sprawled low along the horizon.
The mute drone of the ship steadily reverberates off the miles of torrid rocks and boulders that lie beneath it. At last, after some hesitation, the craft, denying it’s bulk, darts quickly off in a northerly direction.
Here, the clime is found to be not quite as thermal. The immense airship slowly glides over lush forests, gentle valleys. and sparkling waters. It is almost as if it were searching for something.
Decisively, it makes a rapid vertical drop, coming to rest on the solid green turf of a small, peaceful glen. On the ground for barely moments, it departs as quickly as it had come. Seemingly effortlessly, the hulking craft is gone, having ascended straight into the endless heavens.
It has successfully completed it’s intended purpose.
It has left something behind.
PROLOGUE TWO
Long ago, Gluskabe lived with his grandmother, Woodchuck, near the big water. Gluskabe is the one who defeated the monster which tried to
keep all the water in the world for himself. He is the one who made the big animals grow small so they would be less dangerous to human beings.
When Gluskabe had done many things to make the world a
better place for his children and his children’s children, he decided it was time to rest. He went down to the big water, climbed into his magic canoe made of stone, and sailed away to a far
island.
Some say that island is in a great lake the people call
Petonbowk.
Others say he went far to the east, beyond the coast of
Maine.
Chapter 1
Boston
Mercilessly slamming the heavy oak door behind her,
Samantha Coley automatically took a moment to rattle the brass knob, insuring that it was safely locked (damn door had never latched properly, anyway). Hurriedly skipping down the worn brick steps, she climbed into her Camry without so much as a backwards glance. Slipping the car into drive, she cautiously eased her way out into the fast paced weekday Boston traffic.
"You will not cry!" she fiercely admonished herself, gripping the wheel tightly. What was that stupid T-shirt saying? "This is the first day of the rest of your life."
Finally, safely over the Mystic River Bridge, merging into a thinner line of outbound travelers, Sam allowed herself the questionable
luxury of lighting up a Marlboro. Opening the sun roof just a crack (it was
still chilly for mid-May) she watched as her first, satisfying exhale climbed
up into the sky beyond. Grimly, Sam thought, "Maybe I should give these up
along with Jeff. Sort of like getting all my traumas over with at once." Then
she wryly chuckled out loud, honestly admitting to herself that she liked her
smokes far too much .... certainly more than she liked her ex-husband at the
moment. "Bastard." she thought.
Comfortably settling into a steady 70 mph on I-95 North, Sam flipped on the car radio. "Japanese were asking Saturday why someone would
choose Children’s Day, a national holiday of family outings, to try to spread
poison gas in one of Japan’s most crowded train stations ........." droned the
reporter in a well modulated voice. "One of the bags left burning Friday
contained sodium cyanide, the other diluted sulfuric acid. Had the vapors
combined correctly, they could have formed enough hydrogen cyanide to kill at
least 10,000 people in seconds ....... ". Shaking her head, Sam abruptly
changed the station, eventually finding a soothing Mozart aria. With nothing to look at but miles of endless trees, Sam unwillingly found her thoughts retracing the past year’s events.
It had actually started out to be a very good year .... in fact, one of the best. Satisfied and secure with her career in the special
communications field at MIT for the SETI program plus happily married (or so Sam had thought ...) to, as all of her friends constantly reminded her ..... "A great guy", life felt like it could
not have been much better. But to Sam, the ultimate icing had been put upon her
cake that year. After thirteen years of marriage, she’d found herself pregnant.
At 36 years of age, it was, without a doubt, a surprise. But not an unpleasant
one. True, Jeff was at first somewhat overwhelmed at the prospect of such a
huge upheaval in their, by then, well-planned-everything-in-it’s-place
lives. But as time went on, Sam believed that he rather began to relish the foreign idea of fatherhood. At least to Sam, he had seemed to begin to act so. Or, in retrospect, had she just
so desperately wanted Jeff to be accepting of the new life that, in reality,
she had projected his accidence?
"Not that it matters now." Sam thought bitterly, flicking
her cigarette out the open roof. Nothing really seemed to matter anymore. At
least not since last January, a good four months ago. During that stretch of
time, Sam had remained carefully devoid of all feelings and emotions. In Sam’s
neat analytical mind, the reason for this self-imposed emptiness was very
simple. For she knew without uncertainty that if she were to allow any of her
pent up sensibilities to seep through to the surface, she would surely become a
raving lunatic.
Bass Harbor, Maine
Five grueling hours later, Sam pulled her vehicle into the ferry terminal’s gravel parking lot in the picture postcard fishing village of
Bass Harbor, Maine. Slowly, unfolding her small frame, she stepped out into a
fine, gray mist that smelled pungently of the Atlantic.
"Take a whiff of that, kid." She said to herself,
breathing in deeply.
Immediately, Sam began to cough. "Got to give those damn smokes up ...".
Silently, she stoically promised herself a fresh start once on the Island.
Both mentally and physically.
She checked her watch, realizing that she had made good
time on the drive up. The ferry for Swans Island wasn’t due for another half
hour. Coffee, she thought. Glancing hopefully about, she spotted a weathered sign that read "Bub’s Bait &
Tackle" hanging lopsidedly over a door. Gradually working all the tight kinks out
of her body from the tiring journey as she walked, Sam headed for the door.
Inside, there really was the proverbial pot-bellied stove, warmly glowing against the chill in the early spring air. The small store, it’s
ambiance caught somewhere between a Seven-Eleven and a 1950 Woolworth’s, was
empty with the exception of a matronly looking woman perched behind a battered
counter reading the latest issue of The Inquirer.
Unhurriedly pushing her thick reading glasses up on top of her head, she finally addressed Sam.
"Help ya?"
"I’d like a cup of coffee," replied Sam, "to go,
please."
"Only kind we’ve got." Muttered the woman, heaving
herself off the stool.
Shrewdly eyeing Sam’s Barry Bricken tweed jacket as she
handed over the steaming Styrofoam cup, she decided to become gabby after all.
"A little early for summer folk, ain’t it?"
Gratefully, Sam took the offered cup, putting her change down on the worn counter.
"Actually," she tried smiling at the sullen woman. "I
guess I’m not really "summer folk". I own a house out on the Island that I intend to live in all year round."
"Ever been out there in January?" Sniffed the gloomy
woman.
Wisely deciding to ignore that barbed lure, Sam strolled about the tiny market, slowly savoring the hot, rich coffee. Unexpectedly, she
felt the first genuine surge of emotion in months go through her. God! It felt
good to be back!
Is it really possible that it’s been fifteen years since I’ve been home? Sam wondered. She and Jeff, both thoroughly immersed in their
respective careers, had never really even taken a proper vacation in all of the
years that they had been married. But, even if they had somehow been able to
find the time for one, Jeff had no desire to "Rough it". A phrase he thought
synonymous with Sam’s home state of Maine.
Sam’s parents, though they had certainly never warmed to Jeff the way that she had hoped they eventually would, had been perfectly
content to work their annual visits around their daughter’s hectic schedule.
Each June, when the dogwood on the Commons was in it’s full glory, her parents
would leave the Island for Boston to stay with them in their spacious apartment
on Charles Street. Sam remembered how much they enjoyed coming to "The City", as her dad insisted on calling Boston, much to Jeff’s chagrin. Although looking back now, Sam wondered if her father
had used that particular phrase simply because it did seem to cause Jeff such
irritation?
Her father died five years ago. And, as so often happens when a couple spends a companionable lifetime together, her mom lived barely a
year beyond that. Sam, being an only child, was heartsick and forlorn at losing the only family that she had. It was shortly after that, at Jeff’s continuous urging, that Sam finally sold her family home on Swans Island, painfully facing the fact that she and her husband would never use it
as a restful, quiet retreat.
She had turned the property, furniture and all, over to an
enterprising young couple from Hackensack, New Jersey who were eager and
thrilled to have their own little piece of Maine. They had extravagant plans to
turn the lovely old Queen Anne style home into a prosperous Bed &
Breakfast.
Unfortunately, the logistics of their dream were totally impractical. This was something that the inexperienced man and woman fully
realized some two years later when, after only nineteen paying
guests (they really couldn’t count family and friends) they were both not only
bored but broke as well.
When they had sheepishly contacted Sam, she had, without first consulting Jeff, happily made the arrangements to take back the mortgage
on her parent’s old property. The thoroughly relieved couple literally jumped
the first ferry back to the mainland and Sam made the necessary arrangements to
have the house closed up for the interim.
Now, the big, old house situated on a couple of rocky, rambling acres with assorted outbuildings in sundry stages of disrepair was to become
her final sanctuary.
Peering out one of the store’s dirty window, Sam could
just make out the incoming ferry off in the distance.
"See?" she thought caustically, "You really can go
home again."
Chapter 2
Swans Island, Maine
It was the purest light Sam had ever seen. Much brighter than white, yet inexplicably, it didn’t seem to hurt her eyes to look into it.
Gradually, as her consciousness returned, she became aware that she was unable
to move any part of her body with the exception of her head. Lifting it
slightly, Sam was able to see down the length of her torso and locate the
problem. She was lying on some sort of
a hard, metal table. Her body was completely encased from her shoulders to her
toes in what seemed to be a transparent, moldable covering of some kind. It
certainly looked pliable enough, yet when she tried to move her legs, Sam was
surprised to find it as unyielding as steel.
Don’t panic, she soothed herself, taking a deep breath.
It’s just a bad dream. It was than that she realized she was entirely naked
under the translucent material. NOW you can panic, she told herself in alarm.
Wildly, she looked about her surroundings and it was only than that Sam saw that
she was not alone.
For standing off at a distance in this room that was
seemingly without beginning or end, were ..... WHAT THE HELL WERE THEY, ANYWAY?
Shapes, Sam decided. Yes, a few yards from where she lay stood a group of
....... shapes. Sam gaped at them in
disbelief. They were absolutely towering! Even allowing for the fact that she
was prone, they were still exceedingly tall in height. The shapes were garbed
in what seemed to be long, voluminous gowns of a flowing, gauze like textile.
Sam stared, her eyes wide open now.
It wasn’t really their immense stature or even the way in
which they were attired that made Sam start to shake uncontrollably. It was the
simple, terrifying reality that, although they plainly appeared to have heads,
they had no discernible facial features.
Sam opened his mouth to scream but it was cut short by a
sudden, intense pressure on her left breast. Gazing downward, she grimaced in
pain as a sinister looking coiled instrument of some type wound it’s way
heavily to the right side of her body. Pausing over the area of her heart for a
brief moment, the oppressive, twisting apparatus started to slide lower across
her swelling stomach. This is a dream ....... I’m going to wake up now! thought Sam hysterically.
Thoroughly terrified, trembling violently, she sensed the
encroaching device between her legs before she actually felt it. As the ominous
implement began to corkscrew it’s way up into her body, Sam finally started to
scream. Her entire being was giving way to an agony never before imagined, let
alone experienced. Just before permanently sinking down into the murky, blessed
nothingness of unconsciousness, Sam moaned desperately, "My baby ......... ."
Sobbing uncontrollably, Sam bolted upright in bed,
snapping herself out of the dream. Clammy and shaking, she sat amidst the
twisted sheets tightly hugging her knees to her chest, waiting for her
breathing to slow and for reality to set in. The problem being, she thought as
she lit a cigarette with a somewhat shaky hand, that her reality was the
nightmare.
Only when the murky night sky began to streak with a vague
silver morning light, did Sam, burrowing in under the thick, downy comforter,
let sleep overtake her again.
Early the next morning, her head fuzzy from the previous
day’s long drive and lack of sleep, Sam was just lacing up her sneakers when
there was a raucous pounding downstairs at the kitchen door. Her nerves already
frayed, the sudden noise made her jump. Frowning, she quickly made her way from
the master bedroom down the narrow back stairs. Cautiously peeking through the
yellowed lace curtains, she was confronted with a widely grinning face.
Fumbling with haste, Sam eagerly unlocked the back door to instantly find
herself engulfed in a warm and vigorous embrace.
"Well, I’ll be damned!" Sputtered the woman. "I didn’t
believe the rumor when I first heard it. Had to come look for myself!"
Sam was finally able to push herself back in order to look
into the kind, solid features of someone she’s known since she was four years
old.
"Martha" she cried, "you look wonderful!"
"Bullshit," laughed her friend, giving Sam another quick
hug. "I look old, tired and fat. But Honey, you try having four kids in five
years!"
Inwardly flinching at the mere mention of children, Sam
turned away, getting busy with the coffee things. Martha settled herself
comfortably into a scruffy press-backed chair at the round, oak kitchen table.
"My God," she breathed, gazing around the time worn room,
"nothing’s changed in here since we were eighteen years old! We sure were hell
raisers, weren’t we, Sam?"
"Dad always did swear that the two of us together were the
absolute scourge of the Island." Remembered Sam, placing a steaming Ironstone
mug down in front of Martha.
"I’ll never forget that fall when you left to go to
college. I was losing my best friend! Back then, I was pretty sure that my life
was over." Reminisced Martha. "But than Kevin and I got married and started
having babies. All of a sudden, I had all the life I could handle!"
By the pride in her voice, it was clear to Sam that Martha
considered her children the greatest accomplishments of her life. Would I have
felt that way? She wondered longingly.
Martha was still talking. "Can’t wait for you to meet my
kids, Sam. They’re worse than you and I
could ever have dreamed of being! Kev’s anxious to see you, too. The three of
us haven’t been together since high school, for God’s sake." She paused to take
a sip of her coffee.
"Tell me about Wanda." Said Sam, referring to Martha’s
grandmother. "Is she well?"
"Nana’s pushing ninety and proud of it. She’s just as mean
as she ever was. "Martha grinned. "She’s got the small apartment in the back of
the house. My cousin, William, is staying with her for a few months. Do you
remember him?"
Sam could vaguely recall a
younger boy who used to tag along after them usually uninvited. As she was
trying to remember him, Martha said, "You know Sam, despite all our letters and
phone calls over the years, I still feel like we’ve lost touch with one
another."
Martha leaned forward across the table intensely searching
Sam’s haunted looking eyes.
"Really, Sammy, how are you? I haven’t heard from you for
almost three months now." Martha paused for a second and than asked politely,
"How’s Jeff?"
"Our divorce was final last week." Sam replied in a
monotone.
Silent for a long moment, Martha finally spoke. "Well,
Honey, you know what they always say."
At Sam’s puzzled expression Martha continued, "There’s
always two sides to a divorce ....... yours and the asshole’s!"
Sam’s giggle burst out before she could stop it. "You
never did like him." She accused her friend.
Martha carelessly shrugged her shoulders. "Wasn’t much to
like," she observed dryly. "Pass the sugar." she said, dismissing the thought
of Jeff for them both.
Chapter 3
So much passage of time and distance had enabled Sam to
forget just how enormous her childhood home was. She was fully confronted by
that realization later that morning after Martha had finally gone home to her,
by then, undoubtedly starving husband and children.
Feeling that it was as good a place as any, Sam started in
the kitchen. Taking the grime covered
dishes and platters from the open pine cupboards for a good scrubbing, then
wiping the shelves down while the plates air-dried. No shiny, stainless steel
dishwasher in this antiquated kitchen!
Locating the broom and sponges in the pantry, she lathered and rinsed
the old red linoleum floor. Stepping out the back door into a strident wind
straight off the ocean, Sam briskly shook out the frayed multicolored braided
rug that her mother had so proudly made years ago. After smoothing it down over
the clean floor, she struggled with the heavy pedestal based oak table, putting
it back in it’s rightful place in front of the bay windows.
Sam found an old radio tucked behind the toaster on the
kitchen counter. Scanning quickly, she
found a Bangor station playing ‘70’s music. Her hands automatically moving to
the beat of Neil Young’s "Every Man Needs A Maid", she scrubbed the countertop
and then moved on to tackle the stove.
Vaguely, as she slowly built up a sweat, it dawned on Sam
that plain, old-fashioned manual labor had it’s rewards. It gave her something
she needed right now. Mindless work. The most important decision she’d had to
make so far this morning was what brand of cleaning fluid to use. Manual labor.
Throughout the years, Jeff had so adamantly refused to do anything around their
apartment with his hands that Sam had accused him of actually believing that
manual labor was a Mexican gardener.
Sam smiled grimly at the thought of Jeff. She had done the
right thing by coming back home. She was sure of it. Already she could feel the
familiar house safely enveloping her as she went from room to room, uncovering
furniture and obliterating the past few years of accumulated dust.
The graceful home, built in 1872, held a good sized
kitchen; pantry; dining room; study, and Sam’s favorite, an enormous double
parlor with fireplaces situated at opposite ends of the room. A sturdy staircase
with a nicely turned mahogany railing climbed from the wide foyer to the second
story.
Upstairs there were five bedrooms, the master having it’s
own full bath. This was the room that
Sam had spontaneously taken for herself upon arriving the previous evening.
Her parent’s old bedroom held wonderfully cozy memories
for her. Leaning against the doorway, gazing about the well proportioned room,
Sam was suddenly flooded with long-forgotten scenes. She recalled the many
happy hours she had spent curled up on her mother’s chaise placed by the
window. She would stare out at the sea
below as her father read a wondrous mix of Kipling, Longfellow, and the Bobsey
Twins out loud to her in his deep, low voice. The massive cherry four poster
made her think of blustery, subzero winter days kept home from school with a
scratchy throat. Satisfactorily, she would snuggle deeply into the bed, piled
high with goose down pillows, while her mother pampered her with endless
processions of honeyed tea and buttery warm cinnamon toast.
The combination of these nostalgic memories brought Sam a
much needed impression of safety and belonging. She felt herself relax as she
worked. For the first time in months
she found herself letting down her guard.
Sam walked slowly through the rooms becoming reacquainted
with the familiar, well worn furnishings. Lightly running her fingertips along
the hand hewn molding of a pine fireplace, Sam was well aware that this
sheltered atmosphere she was creating for herself was, at best, only a
temporary illusion.
Sighing, she wearily pushed an escaping curl of thick,
auburn hair back behind her ear. She was bone tired from lack of sleep and the
unfamiliar exertion of heavy cleaning. "At least I’ve made a dent in the old
place," she thought with satisfaction. "You’re really just putting off the
inevitable," she silently chided herself, "sooner or later you’re going to have
to stop moving long enough to face this situation."
"Not yet," she muttered out loud, startling herself in the
silence. Turning from the study, Sam
started up the stairs for a well deserved shower. The only reason that she’d so
easily gotten rid of Martha that morning was that she had promised to come for
dinner. The inevitable, it seemed, could be delayed just a bit longer after
all.
She ignored her waiting parked car, deciding to hike the
few minutes to Martha’s. It was a beautiful, soft evening. Sam could smell the
annual rebirth of the land all around her as she walked. The trees were slowly
becoming outlined with a vague, velvet-like green. One more good rain, Sam
thought, and everything should really start to blossom. 10 Surprised, she
realized than that she was actually looking forward to summer on the Island.
Sam remembered each and every one of her girlhood summers in remarkably vivid
details.
Situated some forty-five minutes out by boat from the
mainland, completely surrounded by the mighty Atlantic , the two mile long
island was an unquestionable heaven-on-earth to a child. As brutal as the long,
unrelenting winters could be, the island’s summers were pure magic. But, it
wasn’t summer yet, Sam reminded herself, as she hugged her jacket closer
against the damp, evening chill and consciously intensified her pace.
Martha and Kevin Dodge’s house was the very last one on
Joyce Road in Minturn, one of three small communities the island held. Coming
up upon it Sam was, once again, struck with just how God-awful-ugly the huge,
rectangular building was. Built high on a knoll with a view of Jericho Bay, the
early nineteenth century brown, clapboard house had at one time been Swans
Island’s solitary general store. For the past hundred and fifty years or so the
old place had belonged to Martha’s side of the family. She, Kevin, and the
children shared living space with her elderly Abaneki grandmother, Wanda
Kneeland.
As Sam walked up the steps, the front door was vigorously
flung open before she even had a chance to knock.
"Look at you!" exclaimed Kevin Dodge,lifting Sam up off
her feet in a mammoth bear-hug and kiss, his full beard tickling her face.
"Martha’s back in the kitchen and you’re in deep shit."
Sam smiled up at the hulking man, "It’s good to see you,
too, Kev. Guess I’m late, huh?" Not bothering to wait for his answer, she made
her familiar way to the kitchen. Even if she hadn’t already known the route,
she could have found it simply by following her nose.
Pushing open the kitchen door, she took a moment to savor
the blend of delicious aromas that emanated from the vicinity of the stove. Her
long black hair caught up in an elastic, looking like an orchestra conductor,
Martha stood in the middle of all this wizardry, serenely stirring the contents
of all the bubbling pots with a big, wooden spoon. Even amid all the culinary
mess and clutter, Martha had an air of contented grace about her that Sam
immediately yearned for. This soft sentiment, however, was quickly dispelled
when, without even bothering to turn around, her friend spoke, "You’re late,
you jerk."
"Sorry", replied Sam, without sounding it. "I’ve been
swamping out the house."
"So, how do you like domestic life so far?" asked Martha,
tossing a grin over her shoulder in Sam’s general direction.
"Well ......... I can honestly say it sucks. My back is
killing me." commented Sam, chewing on a raw carrot and perching herself on a
stool. "But the house is starting to
feel like home again. It needs paint, though.
You know, Martha, I rally did the right thing. Coming home, I mean. It
feels good to be here."
Turning with a air of concern, Martha answered, "Of
course, I’m thrilled to have you back here again. But Sammy, you will let me
know when you’re ready to talk, won’t you?"
"You know I will ....." Sam started to reply, but was
interrupted by a deafening clatter on the back steps. The door banging wide
open, three kids exploded through it into the kitchen. "Whoa! Where’s Kevin
Jr.?" shouted Martha above the din.
"He’ll be here in a minute, Mom. He’s closing up the
barn." explained the youngest, trying unsuccessfully to swipe his blond hair
out of his eyes with a thoroughly grimy hand. Looking at Sam without any hint
of shyness, he stuck out that same hand and proclaimed, "I’m Michael and my
Mom’s told me everything about when you two were growing up together in the old
days."
Without hesitation, Sam took his hand. "I sincerely hope
not quite everything!" she laughed.
"What do you mean "old days" buster?!" Martha whacked him
neatly on his butt with the dish towel in her hand. "You monsters go get washed
up for dinner."
"My God, Martha," exclaimed Sam, momentarily stupefied by
all the clamor, "Four boys!"
"Yep, couldn’t throw a girl for the life of me." stated
Martha flatly as she ladled the thick stew into a deep tureen. "Here, Sam," she
said, handing over a stack of silverware, "go put your brand new domestic
talents to good use."
Chapter 4
Later that night, after the boys had been corralled and
tucked into their individual beds, Martha, Kevin and Sam sat amicably in front
of a roaring fire finishing off a bottle or two of Kevin’s home brew.
Sam found herself feeling more relaxed than she had in
months. The combined warmth from the fire and old friends felt wonderful.
Martha had just finished explaining how her grandmother had decided to instill
a sense of their Penobscot heritage into her great - grandsons. From there the
talk went to another of the Island’s oldest inhabitants.
"I can’t wait to see Happy again." Sam commented. "How is
he doing?"
"He’s as crusty as ever, the old fart." Said Kevin. "Still
lives out on the Head with all those broken down cars and that old hound of
his."
Eventually, the conversation came around to Sam’s work in
the SETI based tracking progrm over the last few years.
"Kev doesn’t believe in little green men from outer space
..... or UFOs." Martha reached across her husband on the couch for a handful of
pretzels in a bowl on the coffee table. "Say’s it’s all Hollywood bullshit."
She ended with her mouth full.
"Course it is!" Chimed in Kevin, "Only a fool would
believe all that hype. Roswell my ass."
"So, what do you say to that, Sammy?" Martha sat back
against the cushions grinning. She was starting to have fun. This was an
ongoing difference of opinion that her husband and friend had been having for
years now. She knew it wouldn’t take much to get them both going. When they
were kids, their arguments would get quite loud.
"God, Kevin. How can you be such a close minded idiot?"
Sam snapped in disgust, fully taking the bait. "Little green men .......
Jesus."
"You tell him, girl." Martha knew that Sam was just
getting warmed up.
"In our galaxy alone, Kev, there are approximately three
to four hundred million stars. That’s so many that I can’t even begin to
comprehend it! But think about this, Kevin. Each and everyone of those stars
could be possible homes for other beings. Don’t you know that Earth is a
relative late - comer to the cosmic scene?"
"Well then," Kevin, unimpressed by her figures, munched
loudly on a pretzel, "why don’t we just take a little trip to a couple of those
stars and check them out?"
Sam laughed, "Kevin, we couldn’t afford the gas to get to
the star next door let alone the other three hundred and ninety nine million of
them. That’s why the tracking programs,
like the one I work with, are so vital.
The interstellar distances are so vast that it’s just simply more cost
effective to listen. Not to mention the time it would take in terms of years of
travel to those distances. Radio broadcasting is the only way to go."
The three sat quietly for a few moments thinking about
what Sam had just said.
Suddenly, Sam started to laugh. "Really, Kev. Little green
men? Aren’t you going to feel like an ass when your nearest galactic neighbor
turns out to be so much smarter than you?"
"Probably better looking, too." Roared Martha, shoving her
elbow deep into her husband’s ribs.
Sam shook her head as she rose from her chair. She knew
when to fold with these two.
"Laugh all you want, guys, but I’m convinced that
somewhere out there - lost among all those stars - is a civilization that is
much older and therefore that much more elaborate than ours. Our culture has
only had technology for a bit over a hundred years now. What if we are able to
discover one that has used technology for one hundred thousand years? Think
what we could learn from them!" She started to pull on her jacket for the short
walk home.
"Yeah," said Kevin, as he helped with the coat, "or maybe
we should think about how they could blast the bejesus out of us!"
"Do you really believe that, Kev?" asked Sam
incredulously, spinning around to face him.
"Don’t really know what I believe, kid. All I’m saying is
this - maybe, just maybe, when all is said and done after using all your fancy
science, silicone chips and amazing computer that can make a trillion fucking
calculations in a heartbeat - maybe if we ever do find someone else out there -
well, we may find that we would have been better off just to have kept our
mouths shut."
Sam reached up to give Kevin a hug goodnight. "That’s what
I’ve always liked about you, Kev. You’re so damn positive in your
outlook."
Chapter 5
Sam heard him approaching long before she actually saw
him. The unmistakable chug of a vintage VW bus as it climbed the small hill at
the foot of her driveway. When she heard the engine being roughly shifted downward
to make the turn, she knew she was going to have a visitor.
Scrambling to her feet, she quickly gathered her scattered
papers up from the porch floor and made an exit for the front door ...... and
security. Safely inside the house, Sam
watched tensely from a shaded parlor window as the dusty, blue bus emerged from
behind the thick cedar hedge. It pulled up and parked in front of the porch
that she had only seconds ago vacated.
He was exceptionally tall and walked in long, easy
strides. Sam’s first impression of him was that he looked ready for anything.
Loping effortlessly up the steps, he crossed the porch and was at the door
quickly. Ignoring the ornate brass knocker, he rapped loudly on the wood with
his knuckles.
Sam turned to her desk and pulled open the bottom drawer.
She withdrew a .38, checked it’s chamber and slid it into her deep sweater
pocket. Feeling slightly reassured by it’s weighty feel, she went into the
foyer and opened the front door just an inch and asked firmly, "Who is it?" while
keeping her hand lightly on the gun.
"Per Erriksson." Responded a deep, musical voice. "Martha
asked me to stop by." Not getting an immediate answer from within, he
continued, "You are Samantha Coley, aren’t you?"
Sam was instantly flooded with embarrassment. God, she’d
totally forgotten that Martha had arranged for someone to drop by today to give
her an estimate on painting the house. She hastily pulled the door open and
stepped out onto the porch.
"Sorry," she exclaimed, "it had completely slipped my mind
that you were coming this morning. I appreciate your taking the time."
Looking down at her with steady, dark gray eyes, Per was
instantly mindful of her wariness. It was unmistakable, despite her attempt to
disguise it. Somehow, he was certain that her reaction to his sudden arrival
was based on something more than simply a healthy distrust of strangers. Per
had no doubt that it went deeper than that.
"If this isn’t a good time for you, I can come back." He
said softly.
"Oh, no," Sam stammered, " this is fine, really. Let me
show you around."
She led the way down the porch steps onto the still brown
lawn and walked with him around the house and attached barn. Ten minutes later,
back where they had begun the tour, Sam asked politely, "Would you like a cup
of coffee?"
"That would be great." Smiled Per, pulling a pencil and
small pad out of his jacket. "If it’s okay with you, I’ll just sit here and do
dome figuring." Gingerly, he sat down on a wicker chair. Instinctively, he knew
that she didn’t want him to follow her into the house.
Relieved, Sam went inside, down the foyer to the kitchen
in the back. While she gathered the
makings for coffee, she tried to calm her jangled nerves.
Primarily, she was irritated. For Christ’s sake, she silently
berated herself, people are bound to show up once in awhile. What are you going
to do? Go through the rest of your life getting sick with fear overtime you run
across a complete stranger?
But even as she admonished herself, Sam knew there was
more to her irritation besides the sudden appearance of her visitor. Damn. He
was very attractive with his deep gray eyes and lyrical (was it Scandinavian?)
accent. Martha hadn’t bothered to mention those features when she’d spoken
about him.
Ok, Ok, she thought in annoyance, tossing a handful of
oatmeal cookies onto the plate despite herself. Just give him his coffee, tell
him you’ve decided the house doesn’t need painting after all, and he’ll go
away. Squaring off her shoulders, Sam
carried the laden tray out to the porch.
Hurrying to his feet when he saw her coming, Per helpfully
opened the screen door. Smiling somewhat self-consciously, Sam placed the tray
down upon a small wicker table set between two chairs. As she bent forward, Per
had a clear, unobstructed view into her protruding sweater pocket.
"Help yourself," she said, glancing up at him. Frowning
slightly, Per sat back down and reached for a mug, concentrating on stirring in
the sugar and creamer.
"Do you ..... ?"
"Will ..... ?"
Laughing, they both waited for the other to start speaking
again.
"You know," Sam began, "as we were looking at the house, I
was thinking it really doesn’t look so bad. Perhaps it could go another year
before I bother to paint." She finished hopefully.
"I suppose you could put it off," nodded Per agreeably,
"but it would make the job that much harder and expensive the following year if
you decide to do that."
This certainly wasn’t going the way she’d planned. But,
before she could think of a more tactful way of putting things off, Per spoke.
"Martha said that you had lived in Boston for the past
fifteen years or so."
Sam nodded, wondering just what else Martha had said.
"That’s a nice town," he continued, "I’ve been there in my
travels. Overall, I remember the
residents of Boston as being rather friendly. I can’t say that the rest of your
country’s cities are all that way." He finished wryly.
Curious now, Sam looked at him sprawled out before her in
old, faded Levis; a blue work shirt; badly scuffed boots, and a beat up leather
jacket. She couldn’t help but notice how his sandy hair curled slightly around
the upturned collar. Aware of her scrutiny, Per smiled broadly, showing
splendid white teeth.
"You are Scandinavian?"
Per nodded in agreement. "Norwegian, actually." He said.
"I have been in your country for a few years now. Just traveling about, seeing
the sights, as they say." He paused, "That’s how I ended up here. I liked it,
so I stayed.."
Sam was more than a little intrigued. "Why do you stay here?"
She asked. "What appeals to you about Swans Island?"
"Probably the same things that makes anyone move to an
isolated location." He replied quietly, catching and holding her eyes with his
own. "The need to be alone. To have
abundant space around you. The desire to test yourself. And, of course, the
appeal of feeling safe that such a lonely spot as this island can give you."
Per remained silent for a moment, then he finished his
thought. "Some people, when picking a place such as this, are running to
something while others are really running away from something."
Sensing that his line of talk was making Sam
uncomfortable, Per rapidly changed the subject.
"Now, How about letting me start on your place first thing
Monday morning? It needs some scraping, but it shouldn’t take longer then a
couple of weeks to finish. Besides, my partner and I need the work." Per smiled
as he leaned back in the chair, waiting for her reply.
Without fully understanding why, Sam capitulated, agreeing
on Monday. The issue resolved, he stood up to leave. However, just as he
reached the top of the porch steps, he turned to give Sam one last, long
pondering look as she waited for him to go with her hands shoved deeply into
her sweater pockets.
"Be careful not to shoot yourself in the foot with that
thing." He said gently.
Quickly, he descended, climbed into the battered bus and,
painfully grinding gears all the way, was gone down the drive.
Chapter 6
Wanda Kneeland had been having the same dream for three
nights in a row now. As a full - blooded Pa’nawampske’wi-ak, or Penobscot, she
knew enough to pay attention. Proudly, Wanda could trace her ancestry back to
the great chief Madockawando who had lived and fought in the Penobscot region
of Maine in the mid sixteen hundreds. One of Madockawando’s daughters had
married the French adventurer, Jean-Vincent d’Abbadie de St. Castin, according
to both Abenaki custom and Catholic Church. From this union came a son and a
daughter. It was with a great deal of pride that Wanda could mark her lineage
that far back. So, when her heritage spoke, she listened.
"Company’s coming."
William glanced up from his newspaper to peer out the
kitchen window.
"I don’t see anyone, Nana." Shrugging, he returned to the
sports section. "The Red Sox couldn’t
take one in a Little League Game ..." He muttered in disgust.
Wanda’s chair began to rock vigorously. "He’s coming." She
stated stubbornly.
William folded the Bar Harbor Times on top of the kitchen
table’s cracked linoleum and walked over to his grandmother.
"The only one who’d better be getting here right off is
Per. We’re late this morning. Did I tell you we were going to start painting
Martha’s friend’s old house today?" Bending down, he gave her a kiss on her
weathered cheek. "See you tonight, Nana." He said as he heard the old bus
chugging into the driveway.
Long after William had gone, his grandmother continued to
rock steadily back and forth in her chair.
"Company’s coming today." She said, smiling to herself.
"Make yourself at home," Wanda Kneeland said, moving her
rheumatoid filled body as quickly as she possibly could to grab a pile of
Reader’s Digests off the worn couch. "Don’t get much company anymore," she said
vaguely, looking around her living room as if she’d never seen it before.
"Grandmother, do you know me?" Asked the tall man quietly.
He stood before her with his face painted a deep, dark red
with stripes of vibrant blue over his upper lip, nose and chin. On his head he
wore a kind of coronet, made of a substance like stiff hair, colored red. He
had jewels of quartz in his ears and bracelets of little white round bone,
fastened together with a leather string.
"Oh, yes," breathed Wanda, "you gave me the visions, didn’t
you?"
"Yes." Gluskabe smiled gently at the old woman.
"In my vision, Turtle swam up to the water’s surface and
started to pull the Island back into the sea. When I asked him "Why?" he
replied, "There is no longer any place to put Earth." ....... here Wanda
paused, uncertain how to continue. "There was something in my dreams that I do
not understand."
At the man’s patient look, she continued. "The shell on
Turtle’s back was broken. Instead of the usual number of plates, thirteen, he
only had a few left. What does that mean?"
"Yes," he replied, "the shell would be broken now." He
sighed heavily, "Old Woman, each plate on Turtle’s back stands for the Abenaki
nations that belonged to the Wabanaki Confederacy. Turtle’s shell was made this
way to remind us that everything in the natural world is connected. To tell us
that there is balance and rhythm and a plan to all things. Turtle’s shell
reminds us of this and also reminds us to keep that balance."
Listening closely, Wanda nodded her head to show
understanding.
"Your visions tell you that the balance in Creation has
been lost." Gluskabe smiled both sadly and gently at the elderly woman sitting
before him. "There are things I must tell you. Things that you must remember in
order to pass them along to our people. These are words of great importance."
Wanda Kneeland leaned forward eagerly, clasping her
withered hands together in her lap. Waiting for what was to come next.
Once again, Sam had not slept well. At some point during
the middle of the night, she’d finally given up on all thought of sleep and had
made her way to the chaise in the dark, dragging the comforter from the bed
with her. Making a small nest for herself by the window, Sam contemplated the
dark, star-ridden sky as she smoked.
When she was a child, Sam would spend long summer evenings
after supper in the field behind her house catching jars full of lightening
bugs. Eventually, when she tired of
that, she would stretch out on the scratchy ground, still baked full of warmth
from the day’s sun. She would lie there as still as could be, trying to count
each and every star in the endless heavens above her. Even now, she could
precisely remember the awesome feeling of insignificance that would overtake
her as she lay looking up at the vast expanse of night sky. Smiling, Sam
remembered how she would often doze off where she lay, stretched out on the
grass, as her young mind had contemplated infinity. Somehow, miraculously it
seemed at the time, she always awoke in her own bed the next morning. Years
later, of course, Sam understood that her father had been responsible for
moving her. But when she was a child, it was just one more magical thing that
could happen during the Island’s tranquil, summer nights.
Infinity, she thought, taking a deep drag off her smoke.
Almost thirty years later, it was a concept that still intrigued her. The very
idea of all that fathom less space surrounding this tiny planet, Earth, had
fostered her desire from an early age to be part of the space exploration
program. When she had seen the video of Neil Armstrong jumping on the moon in
1969, she had been hooked for life. Sam was ready to have another drag when she
started coughing harshly. Talk about being hooked for life on something, she
thought, disgusted with herself and complete lack of willpower. That’s it, she
thought resolutely, I am quitting these damn things right now. Sam smashed the
smoldering cigarette out and put the ash tray aside.
"How smug we are to seriously believe that we were all
alone in this universe ....... " Snuggling deeply down into the comforter, Sam
drifted off into sleep.
The dull thump of something decidedly heavy hitting the
side of her house abruptly woke her a few hours later. Peering groggily over
the windowsill, Sam could just make out the rear end of the battered VW parked
in the drive below.
"Swans Island Paint Company," she thought wryly as she
watched Per and an extremely large man jointly wrestle an uncooperative
extension ladder into place.
Chapter 7
Happy Joyce lived on five acres situated high on Hockamock
Head. Ever since the old lighthouse station that overlooked Jericho Bay had
been abandoned in 1963, Happy was the sole inhabitant on that lonely stretch of
the Island. And that was just fine with him.
Happy was fond of boasting that he could trace his family
back to Swans Island’s first white resident. Thomas Kench was his name. He had
fled to the Island as a deserter from the Revolutionary Army, and for fourteen
years had existed as a solitary recluse. Kench had been part of Benedict
Arnold’s ghastly march on Quebec in the autumn of 1775. Like his comrades, he
had become sick, cold, and desperately hungry. He had survived the long,
arduous trek to Canada only to freeze in a tent during the winter months on the
open Plains of Abraham. While a raging smallpox epidemic killed men all around
him, Kench had come through it strong enough to be one of the first American
soldiers to climb the cliffs, scale the walls and attack Quebec’s Citadel.
Kench was one of the few to make it back to American lines, struggling and
straggling all the way through the wilderness to Maine hip deep in snow.
By 1776, Kench had withstood all he was going to. He
deserted and fled, heading to the lonely islands off Mount Desert. One a day
late in October, Kench grounded out his boat on a tiny islet of Swans Island.
After years of solitude, he took a Penobscot woman for his wife, sired six
children and lived well into his nineties to tell the story.
Happy was about as ornery as his ancestor. He owned a
ramshackle Cape Cod style house on a rocky bluff that looked straight out to
Marshall Island. It was, by anyone’s
standards, a perfectly fine house. Nonetheless, Happy preferred to cook his
meals outdoors and sleep in one of the several dilapidated, broken-down
automobiles he kept spread out over the property. In the spring and summer, as it was now, Happy generally slept in
a rusty, silver 1962 Chevy Impala convertible. This way, as he said, he had an
unobstructed view of the stars in the night sky. He liked to lie fully stretched
out in the back seat, slowly drawing on his pipe, watching the twinkling lights
overhead. Every once in a while, Happy would be fortunate enough to spot a
shooting star or two. A comet was a real treat. Overall, most people agreed
that Happy may not have known much, but he sure did know his night sky with all
it’s various and mysterious constellations.
Somewhere, on a rather vague level, Happy was aware that
the Island’s other citizens, most of whom he had known for all of his 82 years,
considered him a little strange and eccentric. If the truth were to be know,
Happy was more than likely outright certifiable. But due to the innate,
fundamentally held Yankee belief that each man has a basic right to his own
privacy, the locals pretty much left Happy to his own devises ......... and
that was how he liked it.
This particular Wednesday evening, Happy was just tossing
the day’s catch of clams into the boiling pot on top of his Coleman stove when
a sudden movement to the east caught his attention. Pushing his grimy cap back
on his head, Happy looked up, watching the gradual streaking of lights as a
plane made it’s way almost leisurely over Jericho Bay.
"That boy better pull her up some, Spike, or he’ll be
taking a bath." Happy commented to his customary companion.
Spike, alertly watching the bright lights getting even
brighter as the craft slowly went still lower in the sky, whimpered nervously.
His master, though, had gone back to tending his clams and
didn’t pay anymore attention to the dogs’s uneasiness.
"Just a couple more minutes for supper ... " Commented
Happy, checking his antiquated pocket watch before shoving it back into his
pants. Rummaging around deep in the
trunk of the Chevy, Happy surfaced triumphantly with a paper plate and plastic
fork. Irritably, he abruptly turned around to address Spike, who had finally
stopped his whimpering and was now loudly barking.
"What the hell, boy ....... ?" He never got to finish the
sentence because for the first time in his life, Happy was struck speechless by
what he saw.
Chapter 8
Just about sunrise the next morning, Happy rolled over in
his sleep. This sent him crashing off the back seat of the Chevy Impala onto
the rusted out floorboards, heavily hitting his head on the door handle as he
fell. Happy didn’t even feel it. That small wallop was nothing compared to what
was going on inside his head.
"Jesus Christ on a crutch, Spike," He muttered, " worse
hangover I’ve ever had ...... "
But even as he said the words, Happy remembered old Bobby
Pigeon’s grandson’s wedding festivities just this past winter over in Deer
Isle. Now, those folks down Deer Isle -
Stonington way knew how to throw a party.
Hazily, the previous night’s events started to come back
into focus. Splashing ice cold water
onto his face, Happy paused, trying to recall exactly what had happened. He
could clearly remember Spike barking like an idiot. He could remember seeing
something bright. So bright that it should have hurt his eyes, but for some
reason it didn’t.
Happy was concentrating so hard now that he was squinting.
Passing a rough towel over his face, he gingerly touched his forehead. What a
pounder, he thought sourly.
But no matter how hard he tried, Happy couldn’t seem to jog
his memory.
There was only one more thing that he could recall after the
brightness.
That was being scared shitless.
Happy could remember being so terrified that he could
barely breath. So, when the brightness had finally gone, he’d done just what
any other All-American Male would have done. He’d gotten good and drunk.
"Come’on Spike," he said planting his cap firmly on his
head. "Let’s you and me go see if Wanda’s got the coffee pot on this early."
Leaning heavily on his walking stick, Happy started the
short hike to Minturn, on the other side of the Island. By the time he arrived
at Wanda’s back door, the sun had burned through the early morning mist and the
day ahead promised to be a warm one.
Peeking through the window, he spotted Wanda in her usual
rocking chair. Not bothering to knock
first, Happy opened the door and stepped into the kitchen. Wanda barely glanced
up from her newspaper.
"Morning, Hap," she nodded, "coffee’s on the back burner."
Trying to move slowly so as not to jog his head
unnecessarily, Happy took a mug down from the shelf and filled it to the rim
with hot brew. Sighing, he carefully let himself down into the chair at the
kitchen table and put his head in his hands.
"Hap, you look like you’ve been rode hard and put up wet."
Commented Wanda casually. "What’d you do, tie one on?"
Not waiting for his reply, Wanda proceeded to read a news
article out loud.
"A teenage girl in New Jersey is facing up to thirty years
to life in prison. The girl is accused of murdering her newborn son in the
bathroom of the local high school gymnasium minutes after giving birth in one
of the stalls. Authorities say that she wrapped and hit him in the bottom of
the trash reciprocal, and then returned to her high school prom, where she
preceded to dance the night away with her date."
After a long moment of silence, Wanda finally spoke again.
"It’s all there ...... in the papers, on TV ...... just like Gluskabe had said
it was."
"What’s that, Wanda?" Happy asked, picking his head up
carefully.
Sharply, Wanda looked over at Happy. She may be old, but
she sure wasn’t stupid. If she didn’t want to sound like a crazy, old woman,
she had to be real careful here.
"Hap, what do think about the state the world’s in today?"
"Excuse me, Wanda?" Happy looked up from his coffee mug,
not quite sure what she meant.
"The world, Hap .... you know, this place we all live in
together. The one where every time you pick up a paper or turn on a TV you hear
more about people killing each other every day and playing Russian Roulette
with our environment." Wanda stated irritably.
On the other side of the Island, Sam was stubbornly trying
to ignore the persistent ringing of her telephone. Groaning loudly, the finally
gave up and rolled over. Making a grab for the receiver, she knocked a pile of
books precariously balanced on the bedside table onto the floor with a loud
bang.
"Speak." She growled into the instrument as she
automatically fumbled on the night stand for her smokes.
"We’ve picked up two more." The voice on the other end
stated without preamble.
"Not interested, Jake." Replied Sam, flipping over onto
her back as she remembered she no longer smoked.
Obviously fully prepared to ignore any protests, Jake
continued as if she hadn’t said a word. "I’ve made all the arrangements. The
equipment that you need will be arriving today on the 4:00 ferry. See that
you’re there to meet them."
Scrambling to sit up, Sam snapped, "Goddamn it, Jake. I
don’t work for you anymore. Have you forgotten that?"
"I need you with me on this one, Sam ...... it could be
for real this time." Without allowing her enough time for so much as another
word, he quietly disconnected.
Sam made her way downstairs to the kitchen. Disregarding
Mr. Coffee, she made herself a quick cup of instant. She slumped in a chair
with it, sipping slowly as she replayed the brief call over in her mind.
There was a great deal about Jake Gorham that Sam didn’t
understand. He was as much an enigma to her now as he had been when she had
first gone to work for him on SETI based tracking project nine years ago.
However, the years working with him had taught her this - Jake was a
resourceful man who never wasted valuable time or energy with what he
considered meaningless chatter. Sam knew that if Jake had contacted her now,
even after all the animosity he knew she held for him, than there could be only
one reason for it. Jake was sure he was on to something big.
Precisely at 3:55 Sam was waiting at the ferry terminal.
Shading her eyes and squinting across the water she could just make out the
Edmund S. Muskie as it steadily glided towards the Island. Right on schedule,
as usual.
Sam waved to the men in the nondescript white van,
indicating they should follow her. Five minutes later they were unloading the
highly sensitive equipment onto her front lawn.
"In here, guys." She said, striding down the foyer.
Opening the parlor door, she pointed to the space she had cleared of furniture
in one corner of the big room.
After they had gone, Sam wandered back to the parlor and
sank down into one of the wing chairs. The jumble of modern, technical
computers and equipment looked ridiculous in the old room. It was all so shiny.
Sam sighed, knowing she should stop stalling and get busy setting it all
up. She knew that Jake would expect her
to be online as soon as possible.
Chapter 9
It’s too nice to be stuck inside behind a desk, Sam
thought longingly as she gazed out the window. Dutifully, she tried to return
her attention to reading the latest batch of print - outs. Carefully checking
each column against the previous one, looking for any kind of deviation at all.
Screw it, she muttered, tossing them into a pile.
She grabbed her jacket and headed outside, deciding to
take the well trampled cliff path to Hockamock Head. It was one of those
pristine days that can happen in Maine only in very late spring when the mud
season is finished. The sunlight made dappled patterns through the newly
sprouted leaves, which blew sharply in the constant breeze from the Atlantic.
As she got closer to the Head, she was joined by an
enthusiastic Spike, who unexpectedly bounded out at her from a clump of
bayberry bushes.
"Hello there, good boy," Sam stroked the soft, burnished
fur on top of his head, "where’s your partner hiding himself, huh?"
But even as she asked the question she spotted Happy a
short distance away. He was smoking his pipe, perched on top of a faded blue
Ford Fairlane that was missing all four of it’s tires.
"Looks like someone’s playing hooky." He commented dryly
as Sam settled herself beside him on the sun - baked hood.
"You caught me," Sam grinned, "don’t tell anyone."
They sat looking out at Jericho Bay in a companionable
silence, both enjoying this peaceful moment in their own way. Sam could count
seven working lobster boats out there pulling traps. She shaded her eyes from
the glare of the sun, trying to see if one of them was the Sea Bitch, Kevin
Dodge’s boat. But they were all too far out for her to easily decipher any of
the lettering on the sides. Giving up, she leaned back lazily on her elbows,
raising her face up to the warm sun.
Happy proceeded to pack his pipe with his standard Cherry
Blend. "Still eavesdropping on outer space?" He asked as he patted his pockets
for a match.
"Yep." Was Sam’s only reply. But in that brief moment, the
relaxed, contented expression had left her face to be replaced by .... what?
Happy wasn’t sure. He just knew that suddenly she looked worried and tired.
"Do you recall what you kids used to call me when you were
back in school?" Asked Happy, drawing on his pipe. "Crazy Joyce." He finished,
nodding his head up and down.
"God, Happy, were we that shity to you?" Sam slipped her
hand into his as she tried to remember. "All just because you were a little
different."
"Yep," joked Happy, "that’s me ...... just a round peg
trying to fit into a square hole and always ending up in splinters."
"Kids can really be cruel, Hap. But you know what I
remember the most?" Asked Sam. "I remember when I stopped being afraid of your
difference and got to know you. You’re to blame for my obsession with
astronomy, you know. >From the first
time you pointed out Orion to me when I was ten years old, I was hooked."
"Maybe," he mumbled. "Anyway, Sammy, know what the kids
call me now?"
Sam shook her head.
"Crazy Joyce." Happy said with a chuckle. "Some things
don’t change. Probably aren’t meant to."
There was a comfortable stillness between them, only
broken when Happy spoke once more. "Well, I may or may not be crazy .... damned
if I know the answer to that one. But, Sammy, I’m still here for you if you
need someone to talk to."
"Just like the old days, Happy." Sam said, reaching over
to give him a quick hug, which only served to make his face go deep red with
embarrassment.
"Go on with you." He said roughly, pushing her off the
Fairlane’s hood. "Don’t you have any work to do?"
The walk had been just what she’d needed. The fresh sea
air had helped to jump start her brain. For the remainder of the day, Sam
diligently picked away at the immense pile of paper, reducing it to only a
small pile of paper.
Finally, sighing with fatigue, she pushed her chair back
and did a couple of quick neck rolls, easing the tension in her shoulders.
Glancing at the tall clock in the corner, she realized that she had a bit over
an hour to shower and change for her big night on the town with Per. Okay, she
thought, just enough time for one more sheet.
Sam spotted it almost immediately. She couldn’t have
missed it even if she had wanted to. It practically jumped up at her from the
paper. A distinct spike. Not only that, but a prolonged and sizable spoke. She
marked it with the highlighter, conscientiously noting the day, month and time
of occurrence in the margin of the paper.
Despite herself, she was trembling with excitement.
Professionally, she knew that all coordinates needed to be checked and triple
checked. Nonetheless, Sam instinctively
recognized what she had before her spread out on the desktop. A genuine,
Goddamn, cosmic greeting card.
Chapter 10
Her mind totally engrossed in her finding, Sam immediately
forgot everything else, including her dinner date with Per.
According to the date on the print-out, the atypical spike
had occurred just three days before. Sam couldn’t believe how calm she was
acting. Inside she felt as if she were
ready to boil over. After all these years of listening, we finally have one,
she thought to herself. She had always wondered if it would even be possible to
recognize such a message if one were actually received. Back in 1977 a forceful
signal had been picked up that couldn’t be explained before it had just as
rapidly disappeared. But this time, there was no doubt about the validity of
what she had found. This was a
planetary message that was so unusual it couldn’t help but stand out against
all the natural, every day radio waves that were floating around out there over
vast, interstellar distances. This one had made a series of tell-tale blips
rather than merely random noise, thus allowing it to be picked out easily from
all the garbage.
Quickly glancing at her watch, Sam punched Jake’s private
office number into her deskphone. Even though it was well after six PM, she
knew he would still be in his office.
"I’ve found it." She flatly stated. "Of course, I’ll
double check it with Goldstone, but I’m certain in my findings. I’m faxing it
to you now."
"Hold on," Jake practically shouted into his end of the
phone, as he dropped the receiver to retrieve the fax. "Christ, Sam ...... it
looks damn good. Very possible indeed."
She realized that she had never heard Jake excited before.
Come to think of it, she couldn’t remember ever having seen him show emotion
about anything.
"I’ll stay on this and get back to you with any changes."
Sam broke the connection.
However, before she could take her hand off the phone, it
rang loudly making her jump. "Hello", she said breathlessly.
"Hi there". said Per. "I’m afraid that I will be a bit
late in picking you up this evening. I hope this doesn’t cause a problem."
Sam quickly tried to refocus her thoughts. "Per," she
said, "could we please make dinner for another night? I’m terribly bogged down
with something here at the moment."
"Well, I see no reason why we can’t postpone." replied
Per. "Shall I ring you tomorrow, then?"
Surprisingly, he sounded disappointed at the prospect of
their canceled date. "Yes, please." responded Sam. "Per, I am truly sorry about
this. I was very much looking forward to dinner with you tonight."
"No worries," Per said warmly, "I’ll speak with you
tomorrow, Samantha."
Then he quietly rang off.
Her social life neatly taken care of for the moment, Sam
quickly switched gears once again.
She worked through the night, stopping only once to make a
quick peanut butter and jelly sandwich which she wolfed down with a tall glass
of milk before she hurried back to her small bank of computers. She set up an
immediate direct line with Goldstone Deep Space Tracking in the Mojave Desert,
which allowed her to start fine pointing all possible coordinates with their team.
She spoke with Jake three more times during the night, keeping him promptly
updated on all new data as promised. By three in the morning, she had located
two more hydrogen frequencies, obviously ET’s radio frequency of choice. They
were both substantially stronger and closer in proximity than the first find
had been. As Sam worked, a definite pattern was gradually starting to unfold.
At last, as outside night was slowly blurring into dawn,
Sam wrapped herself in a throw and slipped into an exhausted sleep, head down
in her arms on the desk.
Chapter 11
For the next few days Sam worked feverishly. Stopping only
when necessary, such as when her stomach growled from hunger. The ensuing days
and nights seemed to blend one into the other. Her resolution to give up
cigarettes literally going up in smoke as one after another burned down in the
ashtray beside her on the desk. She was in constant contact with Jake in Boston
as well as the team at Goldstone. Everyone involved was obsessed with the
recent findings. This was momentous and they all knew it.
Occasionally, her house phone would ring to leave messages
from either Martha or Per on her answering machine. They would both have to
wait. Sam could not take the time to speak with them right now. But, as usual,
she underestimated Martha’s persistent nature.
Becoming concerned after three straight days of silence,
Martha stopped phoning and showed up on her doorstep in person early Thursday
morning.
"What the hell’s going on here?" She snapped at Sam as she
pushed her way past her friend into the foyer. "I’ve been calling you for three
days straight."
Turning around, she took a good look at Sam. "When was the
last time you got any sleep? You look like shit. Are you sick or something?"
Impatiently shifting from one foot to another, Martha waited for an explanation
of some sort.
Sam rubbed her forehead tiredly. "I’m sorry, Martha. I’ve
just been really tied up with something the last few days." Martha followed her
into the study where they both sat down.
"I didn’t mean to worry you." Sam finished lamely.
"Well, you have worried me - and Per, too. Jesus, he’s
driving me nuts with phone calls. Is your machine broken or what?"
"No, it’s working fine." Sam mumbled. Giving herself a
mental shake, she sat up straighter. "Look Martha, I can’t explain right now,
but I’m working on something that’s very important. Believe me, when I can go
into details, you will be the first to know. You’re just going to have to trust
me for now." She got to her feet. "Come on, I’ll walk you to the door."
"Are you kicking me out?" Asked an incredulous Martha.
"Damn straight. I’ll call you." Promised Sam as she firmly
closed the front door on her friend.
But Martha’s intrusion had broken her concentration. She
rang Jake.
"I’m taking the 7:00 ferry in the morning. I should be in
Boston by noon time."
"Good," Jake responded, "I’ll set the meeting up. Everyone
will be here. Drive safely, Sam. We need that data."
He hung up before Sam could reply. What a warm bastard,
she thought, freshly remembering why she had stopped working for the
insensitive s.o.b.. Doesn’t matter, she
reminded herself. What I’ve found is beyond all that.
As she headed upstairs for a much needed soak the phone
rang. It was Per. This time Sam picked
up. Slightly out of breath from her race up the stair, Sam sank onto the bed as
she answered the phone.
"I’m here, Per." She said loudly over the mechanical
recording.
"Samantha! How nice to find you in. Have you been away?"
He asked.
"Sort of." Laughed Sam. "Per," she asked spontaneously,
"how about that dinner tonight? Are you free?"
They agreed on an early meal that evening. After having
spoken with Per, Sam realized she was too fatigued to move. Her longed for bath
would have to wait. She rolled over and slept deeply for the first time in
days.
Chapter 12
Sam stayed comatose for a solid ten hours. When she awoke
around seven, it was with dismay to see how late it had become. Regrettably,
all thoughts of a leisurely soak left her as she settled for a hasty shower
instead.
She really didn’t know if she would be able to pull this
evening off. How could she possibly sit over a quiet dinner chatting about
pleasantries when she knew she was on top of the most stupendous revelation of
her life? Or anyone’s life, for that matter.
Sam was seriously beginning to regret her earlier
spontaneity when she heard the old VW pull in. What the hell, she thought. I
have to eat sometime, don’t I? Rapidly grabbing a sweater off the bed she ran
downstairs to let Per in.
"Good evening, Samantha." Smiled Per as he clumsily handed
her a tiny bouquet of May flowers.
At her astonished look, he said, "This is the traditional
custom, I believe? Flowers for the lady?"
Shaking her head, Sam took the straggly bunch out of his
hands. "Anyone ever told you that you’re quaint? Where did you get these?" She
carefully stuck them into a vase on the hall table that held a bright display
of tulips.
Grinning from ear to ear, Per sheepishly admitted, "Your
front lawn."
Taking Sam’s arm, he propelled her out the door and into
his van.
"Buckle up," he said in serious voice, turning the key
over, "I’m afraid my driving is not very precise as of yet."
Having sad that, he preceded to grind every possible gear
searching for reverse as he backed the vehicle up, turned it around and roared
down the driveway. Gripping her seat with both hands, Sam was visibly relieved
when, five minutes later, they pulled into the Blue Goose parking lot.
"Where on earth did you learn to drive?" She asked as she
thankfully scrambled out of the bus, feeling bruised and battered by the short
drive.
Rather than answer her, Per commented, "Isn’t it a lovely
sky tonight?" Sam looked up at the twinkling stars that, with the onset of
darkness, were just starting to make their presence in the universe known.
Which one is it? She thought to herself. Would it be any that we could see from
here?
"Shall we?" Prodded Per, as he held the restaurant door
open for her.
Not only was the Blue Goose the best restaurant on the
Island, it was the only restaurant on the Island. That is, if you didn’t count
the hot dog stand that ran from June through the end of August down at the
ferry terminal. The owners of the Blue Goose wintered in Florida and had just
reopened for the season. Consequently, Sam and Per had the place virtually all
to themselves.
"The service here should be excellent." Stated Per,
looking about at all the empty tables.
"Don’t count on that." muttered Sam, who knew the
proprietors.
He really is attractive, thought Sam as she sat back
sipping her after dinner brandy and listening to Per talk about his recent
travels across the country.
She is lovely both inside and out, thought Per, as he
watched Sam laugh uproariously at one of his stories.
After dinner, they decided to go up to the old lighthouse
on Hockamock Head. Through silent, mutual agreement, Sam drove. She peered hard
into the darkness as they went past Happy’s property, but she didn’t see any
lights on. Happy strongly believed in the ‘early to bed and early to rise’
concept.
"Have you met Happy Joyce yet?" She asked Per, as they
settled down onto a grassy spot by the cliff. It was a lovely night. The moon
had climbed just high enough in the night sky to send long, shimmering threads
bouncing vibrantly on top of the ocean waves.
"I have," replied Per, "he certainly is ..........
different." He finished lamely, for lack of a better word.
"Different isn’t the word," chuckled Sam. "I’ve known him
my entire life.
Believe it or not, he’s the one who first sparked my
interest in astronomy. If it hadn’t
been for Happy, I might never have left here and pursued my career."
"Of course," she said reflectively, "that might well have
been all for the best."
Suddenly, her face had that same fragile, withdrawn look
it had worn the very first time Per had met her. Wanting only to somehow give
comfort, he reached over and pulled her to him. After spending some time
sitting quietly in the calm refuge of his arms, Sam disengaged herself and
slowly got to her feet.
"Come." She said, holding out her hand to him.
"Touch me here," she murmured, guiding his hand to her
breast. Her rapid intake of breath told him that he had found the spot. Per
couldn’t believe his senses. She felt so good under him. I could lose myself in
this woman, he thought. Never before had he felt so completely connected to
another being. It was as if he’s always known her. And as if she had always
been a part of him.
Sam was fully alive now and terrified by it. So many
conflicting emotions were racing through her thoughts that she felt entirely
overwhelmed by them all. Better not to think at all .... just allow yourself to
feel, she silently told herself. It had been so very long since she had given
herself permission to feel ..... to need ....... to want .....
Much later, Per watched as she flicked her ash in the
general direction of the ashtray on the bedside table. "Disgusting things." He
commented. "Why don’t you quit?"
"Okay," Sam agreed amicably.
"When?" He asked, surprised at how easy that had been.
"Soon," she replied, lighting another.
Chapter 13
The next morning was glorious. A true precursor of summer.
This was Happy’s favorite time of year. His old body didn’t ache as much in the
warmer months.
"Course, you know what this means," he grumbled to Spike
as they both munched their breakfast bacon, "damn tourists will be here again
soon."
"Oh well," he said sensibly to his comrade, "can’t have
the good without taking the bad, I suppose." He shoved the last of the bacon
into his mouth and wiped his greasy hands on his pant legs. "Time to do the
breakfast dishes, boy."
From the depths of the Chevy’s trunk Happy pulled a
crumpled trash bag out and neatly disposed of the used paper plates. Cramming
his ancient cap onto his head, he and Spike headed for Wanda’s place and their
usual morning cup of coffee.
Sam leaned on the railing in the bow watching the water
furiously churn under the running ferry. There was no denying it. She felt
wonderful this morning. Stealthily, she had showered and dressed as Per lay
sleeping. She had barely made it to the early ferry to Bass Harbor on time. The
few residents who were headed to their jobs on the mainland were just loading
their vehicles when she had arrived.
Sam quickly became chilled in the early morning crossing.
She climbed back into her car and turned the heater on full blast for a few
minutes. Soon, all thoughts of last night departed as she started to focus on
the meeting that lay ahead of her in Boston.
Sam was nervous. No about presenting her data but about
what they would do with it. Unquestionably, she knew that both Washington and
the military would be heavily represented at this afternoon’s conference. Would
they consider these recent findings a possible breech of national
security? Since discovering the
findings earlier in the week, Sam had been totally caught up in the excitement
and amazement of it all. Not once had she considered this a safety issue. God
knows, she reasoned, that she of all people certainly had a right to be
concerned. For the remainder of her life she would carry with her the emotional
scars from her encounter with those faceless beings. However, Sam had no
concrete evidence to prove that these recent signals were in any way related to
what had happened to her. It’s a big universe out there, she thought sensibly.
Just because alien transmissions have been isolated and identified it certainly
doesn’t mean that there is any danger of imminent harm. Okay, she warned herself,
don’t start thinking like Kevin Dodge. That’s not a good way to make new
friends.
Wanda groaned audibly as she sank into the kitchen chair
across the table from Happy.
"Know who I was thinking about this morning, Hap?" She
continued without waiting for an answer. "The English brothers."
Happy just sat there looking puzzled.
"Come on, Hap. You remember those boys ..... the twins,
Millard and Milton English." It didn’t take much to get exasperated with Happy.
Immediately, Happy’s expression cleared. "Jesus, the
English twins. Haven’t thought of those
two in years. What the hell made you think of them, Wanda?"
"Don’t really know." shrugged Wanda, "must be getting old.
I’m starting to spend a lot of time these days thinking back over my life and
the people I’ve known." She took a sip of her coffee. "Which twin was it, Hap,
who had the problem? Do you remember?"
"Oh sure," replied Happy firmly, bobbing his head up and
down. "That would be Milton. Never met anyone who could tuck it away like that
boy could." He couldn’t help himself, there was admiration in his voice when he
spoke. "Finally killed him in the end, though. Christ, his liver must have been
completely pickled through and through."
They both sat silently for a few moments, then Happy said,
"I was there the day they took Milton to the hospital on the mainland.
Pronounced dead, he was, by the time the ferry docked at Bass Harbor. We got
him loaded into the waiting ambulance and they were just about to slam the
doors shut when old Milt sits straight up, sheet flying away from his face!
"Bring rum, boys!" he yells, as they close the doors on him. Jesus, the driver
of that ambulance almost shit himself!" Happy roared with laughter at the
memory. "Damnedest thing I ever saw!
Course, Milton died for good on the way to the hospital."
Happy, his body practically doubled over from laughter,
had tears streaming down his craggy face. He fished around in his back pant’s
pocket for his handkerchief. Finding it, he proceeded to blot his eyes and wipe
the tears from his face.
When Happy’s laughter had subsided, Wanda asked, "What
ever happened to his brother, Millard?"
Happy looked up with surprise. "Why, Wanda, don’t you
remember? Millard moved away to New Hampshire and became a Baptist minister. Last
I heard, he had his own Sunday morning radio show down there."
He gave his eyes one last, good swipe with the bandanna.
As he bent over to stuff it back into his pocket, something fell out of his
left eye and tumbled with a clink onto the kitchen table.
"What the FUCK is that?" Happy pushed himself away from
the table so fast that his chair almost went over backwards.
Wanda leaned forward, picking the strange object up and
held it in her hand turning it over curiously. She put on the reading glasses that
were hanging around her neck for a closer look.
It was smaller than a dime, round in shape and slightly
concave. It’s color was milky white and it vaguely reminded Wanda of marbles
they used to play with as children ...... only this one had been broken in
half. The sides of this thing, though, had been smoothed and, as she peered
more closely, she could see a tiny hole that ran all the way through the center
of it. No doubt about it, whatever this thing was, it was machine made.
"Jesus Jumping Up," exclaimed a badly shaken Happy, "what
the hell is it and just what the HELL was it doing in my goddamn eye?" He poked
at the object suspiciously, as if he were afraid it would bite him.
In the kitchen on the other side of the house, Martha
wasn’t scrambling the morning eggs for her family ..... she was beating them.
Kevin shook his head as he watched her scurry about from
sink to stove, slamming everything in her path. His wife had been this way ever
since she’d gone over to Sam’s the morning before.
"Would you calm down?" He said, giving her a friendly swat
on her butt on his way to the breakfast table. "Sam is just fine."
"Sam is not fine, you idiot!" Martha replied hotly,
slapping an overflowing plate of eggs, sausage and toast down in front of
him. "Something’s happened."
"Well, maybe she’s finally found her little green men."
Chuckling at his sudden flash of wit, Kevin began to devour his breakfast.
Chapter 14
"Gentlemen," Jake Gorham said solemnly, "may I present Dr.
Samantha Coley."
Sam was escorted into the conference room by the plain
clothed security guard who had been standing at attention outside in the
corridor where she had been impatiently waiting for the past hour.
Why am I not surprised to be the only woman in this room?
Sam silently asked herself.
As she placed her attache case on the spacious mahogany
table, she quickly looked around the room at the nine faces turned expectantly
towards her. Not counting Jake, there were two SETI representatives that she
recognized. The remainder of the group were made up of suits and military.
Rapidly realizing her ex-boss was not about to waste
valuable time with social introductions, Sam set about giving a brief overview
of her findings.
She talked and answered intense questions for the next
four hours. Time seemed to pass by in a blur. When finished, she was politely
asked to remove herself from the room. Jake walked with her down the hall to
the row of elevators.
"Good job." Was his only comment to her.
"Where do we go from here?" Sam asked tiredly.
Jake came to an abrupt standstill in the middle of the
hall. "WE don’t go anywhere. It’s entirely out of our hands now. The government
has the ball." He moved to hold the elevator door open for her.
Sam stepped into the waiting elevator. As the automatic
doors started to slide shut, Jake distincly heard her ask, "Doesn’t that make
you nervous?"
Once on the ground floor, Sam joined the flow of office
workers emerging from the building outside onto the late afternoon Boston
street. She stood there for a moment, as if perplexed, wondering what to do
next. Crowds of harried people jostled by her.
All Sam wanted to do was to go home. Funny how quickly the
Island had become that once again. But she knew that even if she made the long
drive back to Maine now, she still would have missed the last ferry over. She
resigned herself to having to spend the night in town. Probably all for the
best, she realized. She was worn out from her presentation and the intense
question and answer period that had followed.
Sam quickly decided against looking up any old friends and
instead took a room for the night at the downtown Sheraton on Boylston Street.
From there she took a cab to the Northend where she treated herself to a good
bottle of wine and a quiet dinner at one of her favorite restaurants. After
all, she didn’t know when she would get back to Boston again.
Chapter 15
Sam was back on the Island by mid-day. As soon as the
ferry docked, she drove directly to Minturn. She owed Martha that explanation.
She found her coming from her grandmother’s apartment,
loaded down with dirty laundry.
"Wash Day?" she asked cheerfully, bending over she picked
up the items Martha was dropping.
"No," Martha bit off, not slowing down her pace one small
iota, "I’m on my way to go dancing."
Sam could see that she had her work cut out for her.
Martha knew how to hold a grudge. While her friend put the laundry in, Sam went
into the kitchen and rummaged around in the cupboards. She was looking for the
bottle of brandy that she knew would be hidden away somewhere. Martha’s father
used to call it his ‘cough medicine’. Sam had a good couple of fingers poured
into a pair of juice glasses by the time Martha walked into the room.
"What are you doing?" Martha asked, spying the bottle sitting
on the counter. "It’s barely past noon."
"We’re celebrating." Sam handed her the glass with Fred
and Wilma Flinstone on it.
"Celebrating what?" Martha asked suspiciously, as she
automatically took the cup.
"We’ve positively identified life outside of our own
universe." Sam replied excitedly.
Martha managed to look extremely unimpressed. "You mean
California?" she asked meanly, tossing back the brandy in one good gulp.
Sam sighed. She knew better than to get exasperated. She’d
hurt her friend’s feelings and payback from Martha had always been a bitch.
Patiently, she recounted her last few days to her friend.
She gave Martha every detail, from finding the first communication to
yesterday’s meeting in Boston. When finished, she sat back waiting for Martha’s
reaction. She didn’t get the one she’d expected.
"This is just great ..... just friggin’ great! S’cuse me."
she muttered, reaching past Sam for the brandy bottle.
"First, I’ve got Nana prattling on and on about Gluskabe,
scaring the shit out of my boys and now this." she rubbed her forehead tiredly.
"Gluska ...... who?" asked a bewildered Sam.
"Never mind" said Martha, "you wouldn’t understand."
First, she poured for herself and than splashed some
into Sam’s glass.
She’s thawing, Sam noted happily.
"What the hell are you talking about, Sam? And don’t
forget ... we didn’t all go to fucking MIT."
Sam paced back and forth as she talked. Her hectic
schedule over the last few days was starting to catch up to her. Fatigue was
setting in. When she finished speaking there was complete silence in the room
for a few moments before Martha finally broke it.
"Shit. Kev’s never going to believe this one."
Chapter 16
Over on the Atlantic side of the Island, Happy was sitting
outside the Post Office with a small group of old-timers. He and Spike had been
to collect the mail - something they did religiously once a week. Not that he
ever got anything exciting other than junk flyers, coupons and the occasional
Publisher’s Clearing House promise of winning big bucks. His weekly trips to
the PO were merely an excuse to socialize and pick up on the current Island
gossip.
"I hear she’s got a lot of weird, flashy equipment in her
house. Doesn’t sound right to me." Old Mink Ollenburg, knowing he had
everyone’s attention, was on a roll.
Happy took that opportunity to relight his pipe, studying
Mink as he did so. He’d known him his
entire life. They’d gone to school together and off to WW II and now they
collected their Social Security checks together. Never did like him much. Mink, who stood just a hair over five
feet tall, looked like he’d swallowed a basketball. He had a hump not only on
his back but front, as well. That wasn’t the reason Happy didn’t care for him,
though. Hell, Happy had never set much store by how people looked. Truth was,
Mink was just plain sneaky. Always poking his nose where it didn’t belong. Like
right now. Mink was the kind of guy who only felt good when he was making
someone else feel bad.
"Leave it be, Mink." He said gruffly. "Sam Coley’s a good,
hard working girl. It’s not her fault that you’re too stupid to understand what
she does with all that equipment."
"Oh," smirked Mink, quickly turning on Happy. "And I
suppose you do?"He challenged.
The small cluster of men gathered closer - they didn’t want
to miss this. Happy was known for his relatively short fuse.
"Well now," said Happy, blowing out a perfect smoke ring,
"guess I do at that. It’s real simple, actually. Sam listens to conversations
from Outer Space. You might say she’s got sort of a high security job."
Mink snorted unattractively. "Jesus, Hap, what have you
been smoking in that damn pipe of yours? You really expect us to believe that
fairy story?" All the men laughed at Mink’s clever repartee.
"Don’t really give a rat’s ass what you boys believe."
Grumbled Happy as he got to his feet. "People used to think hot-air baloons
were a fairy tale, too, I expect ‘til one dropped in on them. Come on, boy,
we’ve had enough socializing."
Silently, the men watched Happy and Spike head down the
road. Just as they disappeared out of sight around a corner, Mink said,
"Christ, Hap’s getting crazier all the time."
No one disagreed with him.
Happy knew better than to even try to keep up with Spike.
The dog eagerly dove in and out of bushes all the way home chasing anything
that moved from butterflies to rabbits.
Happy was deeply troubled. There was simply no getting
around the truth of that. It was an uncomfortable feeling for him. He had spent
a good part of his life determined never to succumb to worry. Happy considered
it a futile waste of time. Like paying the rent before it was even due. He’d
always believed that you should wait and worry when there was something to damn
well worry about. Like now, he thought.
Starting to get winded, he paused for a moment on the
path, leaning heavily on his walking stick. Without really seeing it, he gazed
out at the choppy, gray waters of the Atlantic. Sudden gusts of wind were
making white caps in all directions.
It had taken him a few days, but he’d finally remembered
what had happened that night. Guess the mind can only take so much than it sort
of shuts down, Happy thought. But, a little bit at a time, the memory had
returned to him. Slowly at first, then in one rushing flood of recollection. He
couldn’t have stopped it if he had wanted to. God, he wished he hadn’t
remembered. Now he knew he should be doing something about it, but what? Who’d
believe his story, anyway?
But even as he asked the question, Happy knew the answer.
Whistling to Spike, he abruptly changed his course for Sam’s house.
Chapter 17
"To what do I owe this honor?" Sam grinned at her old
friend as she opened the front door widely. But her smile quickly faded as she
gazed into Happy’s serious and drawn face.
"What’s wrong, Hap?" she asked as she joined him on the
porch.
"I need to talk with you, Sam. And I guess I’d like you to
let me finish having my say before you speak." At Sam’s amiable nod, he
continued. "Something happened to Spike
and me the other night ..... something that I want to tell you about."
Sam tried to wait patiently while Happy shuffled his feet
and tried to decide where best to start. Sighing heavily, he sank down onto the
top step, nervously crunching his cap between his knotty, arthritic
fingers. She took a seat beside him.
Encouragingly, Sam asked, "What is it, Hap? You seem
really upset." She absent mindedly patted Spike, who had flopped down beside
her.
Taking a deep breath, Happy, seeing no other way, jumped
in with both feet. "I had a visitor last week, Sammy. You might say a real
unexpected visitor," he paused for a moment, "from someplace far away."
Sam narrowed her eyes as she peered suspiciously up at
Happy beside her. "How unexpected?" She
couldn’t figure out where Happy was going with this conversation.
"Well," he mumbled uncomfortably, "to tell the truth, I’m
not real sure where it was from."
"Can you at least tell me what "It" was ?" asked Sam,
feeling herself becoming annoyed at his reticense.
"It was a flying machine of some kind." he replied.
"You mean an airplane?" Sam laughed. At the negative shake
of Happy’s head, she continued, trying unsuccessfully to control her
heightening irritation. "Or perhaps a helicopter. Maybe the National Guard is
playing war games out of Bangor again."
"Nope, it wasn’t anything like that. Besides, it wasn’t
one of ours." Happy stated flatly.
Sam’s eyes widened. "Well, if it wasn’t one of ours than
just who’s the hell was it?"
"That’s just it .... I’m not sure. Never seen anything
like this before."
At last, completely exasperated, Sam snapped, "Okay,
Happy, I bite. Where the hell do you think it was from?"
Sitting up straight, Happy looked her directly in the eye
and blurted out earnestly, "Outer Space."
"Hap?" questioned Sam, certain that she had misunderstood
him.
"I said from Outer Space, goddamn it!" he cried
belligerently. " First, I thought it was just a small plane, you know, flying
in way too low over the bay. But it kept coming and coming and all of a sudden
it was just there ..... sort of hovering like ..... right in front of me, clear
as day. It seemed to send a kind of beam out to me ...... like a green light or
something. I’ve never seen a light like that before - it sort of reached out
and wrapped me up in it. Spike, too. No matter how hard I struggled, I couldn’t
get away from it. Jesus, it was so bright I felt like it was going right
through me." Happy paused to take a shaky breath. He looked over at Sam. She
didn’t so much as blink.
"Anyway, next thing I remember was being inside this
thing. Don’t ask me how I got there - couldn’t tell you for the life of me. All
I know is that one minute Spike and I are standing on the bluff minding our own
business and the next we’re in this ....... big, metal thing!"
Sam sat stiffly beside her friend. All of a sudden, she
was finding it difficult to breath.
Happy continued, "Funny thing was, I find I’m not alone.
There were others there, too. Jesus, they were tall bastards. But that’s not
all, Sammy." Happy choked back what sounded suspiciously like a sob. His
gnarled hands were rigorously shaking now and the tattered cap fell unheeded to
the porch floor.
Here it comes, thought Sam. She knew with certainty what
he was going to say next. As if she’d wished the very words out of his mouth,
Happy spoke in a voice filled with undisguised agony.
"They didn’t have faces, Sammy! Swear to Christ!" Happy
buried his head in both hands as if that motion would help to erase the
dreadful memory from his mind.
Sam tried to speak, to offer Happy some sort of solace.
But no words came. She felt as if she suddenly needed to fight for every breath
she took. Inside her head, her mind was screaming, "It was real! It was real!"
Tears started to trail down her cheeks. the salty taste of
them seeping through her lips seemed to help snap her out of her trance-like
state.
"Happy!" Sam clutched him by his faded flannel shirt,
roughly pulling him to his feet. "I know! I know! It’s okay, I believe you!"
She was both laughing and crying at then same time. Happy stared at her in
astonishment.
"What do you mean, ‘You know’?" he asked suspiciously,
trying to regain his footing by grabbing hold of the porch railing.
"I’ve seen them! These ..... beings. I’ve been with them,
too. And the light, Happy! My God, it’s just like you describe it ...... it’s
so powerful. It’s all encompassing!" Sam gripped his arms as she spoke. "Happy, I lost my child to them ..... and
there’s been no one to believe me! No one I could talk with about any of this."
Awkwardly, her elderly friend put his arm about her
shoulders. Happy was long unaccustomed to any form of compassionate contact.
The sympathetic gesture felt totally foreign to him.
"Did they hurt you?" While you were with them, were you
..... hurt in any way?" Anxiously, Sam looked up at him with remembered grief
etched upon her face.
"I don’t rightly know, Sam." Happy replied uncomfortably,
"They put something in one of my eyes. It didn’t hurt." He rushed to reassure
Sam at her look of alarm. "This is the thing they stuck in me."
Happy retrieved his rumpled handkerchief from his back
pocket and carefully unfolded it. Gingerly, Sam took the odd looking disc out
of the material. She’d never seen anything like it before.
"How did you find it?" she asked Happy as she turned the
round object over in her hand.
"Damn thing fell out." He replied. "Guess I wouldn’t ever
have known it was even there if it hadn’t. What do you make of it, Sammy?"
Sam was thoroughly perplexed. "I don’t know, Hap. But I’d
like to have someone I know in Boston take a look at ii, if that’s okay with
you. Can I keep it for a day or two?"
"Be my guest." Happy responded. He sat quietly for a bit
staring off into space. "There’s one more thing that I need to tell you about
that night, Sammy." He took a deep breath before continuing. "They talked to me
for a long time when I was in that ..... ship ...... with them." Here he
snorted a quick chuckle. "Doesn’t make any sense, does it, Sam? I mean, how can
you talk if you don’t have a face?" Happy absently kneaded his forehead, which
had started to ache.
"It’s what they had to say, though, that really scared the
shit out of me. Sammy, they told me all about the end."
Chapter 18
Sam stayed huddled in the same spot on the porch long
after Happy had gone home with a hungry Spike eager at his heels. She
desperately wished she could have a cigarette. But she was determined not to
give in to the temptation. The silence that surrounded her was comforting to
her tired mind. She worked the strange disc in her hand like a worry stone.
There was a great deal to think about.
Martha had been looking for the boys for almost an hour
now. Where could they be? She was just starting to feel the first twinches of
worry when she realized that she hadn’t checked Nana’s apartment. They seemed
to be spending more and more time with their Great-Grandmother these days.
Quickly, she opened the door to the main hall and crossed
it into the small apartment attatched to the back of the house. As soon as
Martha opened the door, she could hear their voices. Immediately filled with
relief, she alowed herself a moment to rest against the door frame.
"But Nana," Kevin Jr. was saying, "why can’t Gluskabe try
to save everyone? Doesn’t he want to?"
His Nana answered him quietly. Martha had to strain to
hear her words. "Of course he would
like to be able to save everyone, child. But no one can do that now. Gluskabe
tells us that all the people of this world needed to change their ways a long
time ago in order to protect our earth. But mankind was not able to do this. It
is because of this that Gluskabe tells us that the time has come for the
prophesy to be fullfilled. No one will be immune from the Great Purification."
Martha, who had heard enough, loudly interrrupted the
older woman’s sentence. "What are all you guys doing in here on such a
beautiful day? We wait all winter long for a day just like this and you’re
going to spend it cooped up inside? Get out there and get the stink blown off
you, go on."
She waited paitently, with her arms folded across her
chest, as the kids quickly filed outside. She didn’t speak until the screen
door had slammed shut for the last time.
"Nana, what am I going to do with you? I asked you to stop
filling their heads with that nonsense. You are scaring the younger ones. Why
are you doing this?"
"Gluskabe is counting on me to help spread the warning, I
told you that, Martha. People deserve to know what’s coming." Wanda stopped at
the look in her grand-daughter’s eyes, sighing heavily. "You think I’m just a
silly, old fool, don’t you girl? Think your old Nana’s gotten soft in the head
from age?" She continued with conviction at Martha’s lack of response. "Well, you think whatever you like about me.
It doesn’t matter now anyway.
But you listen to me, girl. The time Gluskabe spoke of is almost here. There will be no where
to hide from it. Not for any of us."
It was the damp chill in the early evening air that
finally forced Sam inside the house hours later. She hurried through to the
kitchen, flipping on lights as she went, unconsciously wanting to delay the
impending onset of night. In the kitchen, she put the kettle on for tea. She
went ahead to the study and turned the TV on before going back to the kitchen
to prepare a tray for herself.
Ten minutes later she was comfortably settled in the old
tapestried wing chair munching cheese and crackers, sipping her tea and
watching the NBC Evening News. Tom was giving the latest, up-to-date
developments surrounding Pakistan’s game of brinksmanship with India over who
had the biggest and best nuclear weapon. The next news story was yet another
grammar school shooting. This time in a sleepy little town somewhere in
Pennsylvania. Children killing children ..... what does that mean?
As the news went drearily on with assorted murders, wife
beatings and political faux pax’s, Sam lost what little appetite she had and
put the tray aside. She was cold. She grabbed up the knitted afghan that rested
on the hassock at her feet and wrapped her shoulders in it. It didn’t do much
good. Her iciness was generated, not from the weather outside, but from the
growing fear deep inside of her.
Chapter 19
It was going to rain very soon. Per could almost taste it.
He stood silently only a few yards away from the house watching Sam. Partially
hidden behind the massive trunk of an old maple tree, he remained absolutely
still. Like an unmoving sentinel, he was content to quietly observe Sam as she
intently watched the television.
Surreal, her face and hair constantly changes hues and
tones from the flickering light of the screen in front of her. Per was reminded
of the paintings of an artist named Klimt he had seen while in Vienna.
But despite the ever shifting shades, the very essence of
her face continued to display what Samantha was. She was a good and loving
person. Per found her to have an
uncommonly high sense of both honesty and honor ....... two traits he found
lacking in many humans. Per realized, much to his surprise, that he thoroughly
enjoyed her company. He found Samantha Coley to be refreshing.
It started to rain softly, just a light, summer shower.
The maple leaves directly over his head began to drip fat raindrops onto his
hair and shoulders. Either unaware or uncaring, Per remained motionless.
He was fully intent on watching Sam.
At last, only after Sam darkened and left the study, did
Per silently slip away. Had there been anyone there to have seen him, it would
have been impossible to tell if the wetness running down his face was rain or
tears.
Chapter 20
The next day started out shimmering with heat. It promised
to be a true scorcher. Sam awoke to the now familiar sounds of the house
painters setting up for the day’s work. 7 AM by the digital. Right on schedule
today, she thought as she tugged on old jeans and a T-shirt.
She made a cup of coffee for herself and then, on second
thought, filled a large thermos with the steaming beverage and grabbed two mugs
off the shelf. She made her way around to the back of the house, savoring the
feel of the morning dew under her bare feet. Although still early, the morning
sun singed her skin with heat. The rain showers throughout the night had left a
fresh feeling on everything. Off in the distance Jericho Bay radiated blue
under the wide expanse of sky devoid of any clouds.
Sam sat on the damp grass, her back against a tree sipping
her coffee. Both men were high up on
staging scraping the old paint off the second story. She contented herself for a bit watching Per work. His back already
stained with sweat in the early heat, his muscles visibly rippled interestingly
under his shirt as he moved back and forth. When, as if sensing her presence,
he at last looked down and saw her, Sam waved the thermos as a bribe in the
air. Per said something to William, who shook his head, and then climbed down the extension ladder.
"You look lovely this morning." He remarked, putting a
light kiss on the top of her head as he joined her on the lawn.
"Not getting sleep must agree with me, than." said Sam as
she poured from the thermos.
Instantly looking concerned, Per asked, "Not sleeping
well? Are there worries?"
Now that’s an understatement, Sam thought grimly. Winding
her arms about her bent knees, she looked sidelong at Per. I wish I knew you
better, she thought.
As if he’d read her inner most thoughts, Per said softly,
"You can trust me, Samantha. If you need someone, I am here."
Not receiving a reply, Per tossed the coffee off in one
last gulp and said, "Back to work for me. Will I see you later?"
"Probably. There are only so many places you can go on
this island." Sam replied lightly. Don’t be an asshole, she thought, as she
watched his face fall somewhat. "Would you like to come over this evening?" she
finished lamely.
"Yes," he said decisively, "see you around eight."
Sam wandered back into the house. She could no longer
delay what needed to be done.
By mid-afternoon she was filled with frustration. She had
spent a good part of the day trying to reach Jake Gorham. She’d left countless
messages both with his secretary and on his voice mail. By three o’clock she
knew he had no intention of speaking with her. That’s right, Jake, use me and
lose me, she thought disgustingly.
Picking up the phone, Sam hit redial one last time.
"Sally," she stated without overture, "tell Jake if he doesn’t return my call
by 4:00 he should be sure not to miss the 6:00 news tonight."
She had barely put the phone down when it rang shrilly.
Sam counted the rings as she opened a new pack of Marlboros.
One ... two ... three ... four ... now, where did I
put my lighter?
five ... six ... oh, here it is.
seven ... eight ... nine ... "Hello?"
"What the fuck kind of a game do you think you’re playing,
Sam?" Jake was fuming.
"Why Jake, you seem ........ upset."
"Damn straight I’m upset. Do not - I repeat - do not even
think about going to the press."
Sam immediately got serious. "Why is that, Jake?"
"This has top secret clearance and you damn well know it."
Jake bite off.
"It’s being handled."
"Jake, there’s a great deal more than just contact going
on here," Sam desperately tried to explain. "These communications have been
sent for a specific reason."
"What reason would that be, Sam?" queried Jake in a
bored voice.
"I’m not sure yet,’ stammered Sam, "but I do know there’s
much more to this than we initially thought. I have something interesting to
show you." She looked down at the tiny, opaque disc sitting on her desk. "Our
investigation is not finished ...... it’s just beginning. Please Jake, you have
to help me with this."
"Sam," Jake sounded as if he were speaking through gritted
teeth, "I like you, kid, always have even though you’re such a constant pain in
the ass. So I’m going to tell you something for your own good. Forget
everything you know and everything you think you know. There never was any
confirmed contact. There never was a high level meeting. You and I have never
had this conversation. It’s all that simple."
After a moment, Sam asked quietly, "What if I go public
with this anyway?"
"No one would believe you if you told them" were his last
words before the connection was killed.
This time, when the phone rang, Sam jumped. Perhaps Jake
has changed his mind, she thought hopefully as she picked up. But it was
Martha’s strained voice that came from the other end.
"Can I come over? I’m loosing my people skills
here."
Sam laughed, "Martha, you never had any people skills."
By the time Martha arrived, Sam had a tray of frothy
drinks ready. "You sounded like you could use one of these," she said as she
led the way across the lawn to the gazebo.
"Didn’t we love playing in here when we were little."
Martha remembered as she settled onto a bench with her drink. "It was a magical
place."
"Still is." replied Sam, looking around her. The gazebo
was overrun with bittersweet vines. For years now there had been no one to
train them, so they ran randomly in every direction, twisting this way and
that. In many places the vines and leaves were so dense that the gazebo’s
lattice work was barely distinguishable. It had become the perfect hide-away.
"So," Martha hesitated for a quick sip, "ever heard of
Gluskabe?"
Sam looked at her friend keenly, "That’s the name you used
the other day, isn’t it?"
"Yup. Nana’s driving me nuts with it." Martha sighed
heavily, "Gluskabe is an Abenaki deity
- sort of the original watcher over all creation since the very beginning of
time. It seems that Nana’s been having
him in for tea."
"Excuse me?"
"You heard me. Nana claims she’s been having visits from
him. Not only does she say she sees him, but he’s supposedly speaking to her,
as well."
"Jesus, Martha. I don’t know what to say." Sam was
stunned, Wanda, despite her age, had always seemed so completely coherent.
"I know," replied Martha in a wearied voice, "Thing is,
she’s frightening my boys with these Gluskabe stories."
"Why would they be frightened by only a myth?"
"Well, Sam, it would appear that Gluskabe visits Nana for
a reason other than just her good company. She says he’s here to explain the
end of the world - which is due any day now, according to Nana."
Chapter 21
The second Per saw her, he knew she was upset. It wasn’t
anything that she actually said, for she remained as reticent as ever. No, he
knew by watching her hands. Sam had beautiful hands. Long, tapered fingers
meant to play a musical instrument skillfully. Tonight, those hands could not
seem to hold still. Per tore his focus from her hands and paid attention to
what she was saying.
"Do you ever watch the news casts on TV?"
"Of course," replied Per.
"I can’t believe everything that is happening right
now." Sighed Sam.
"The total global situation seems to be getting worse each
day."
"What makes you say things are getting worse?" asked
Per.
Sam was surprised at that question. "How can you ask that?
God, just turn on the TV or pick up a paper! Wars, genocide, so-called ethnic
cleansings seem to be happening everywhere. These days, it seems that if people
aren’t literally killing each other off they are, at the very least,
chronically lying to each other. From the heads of nations on down. When the
hell did having morals become a liability?"
Per sat quietly for a moment before replying. "Perhaps,
everything is the same it has always been since the very beginning of mankind.
The simple difference between 1998 BC and 1998 AD may only be the advent of
media coverage."
"What do you mean?"
"I am saying that it is only within the last fifty years
or so that the masses have no longer been sheltered from the harsh realities of
the world around them. Television, newspapers, radios, computers ........
people now have instant, multi-media global access. Through you evening TV
newscasts, you are now able to get a steady daily diet of war, famine, disease
and disasters ..... all streaming into your home by way of a little, square box
plugged into the wall. It makes it impossible to stay uninformed."
"Are you saying that people have always been this
wretched?" asked Sam.
"I think, Samantha, that kindness has possibly never been
an innate trait of this civilization. After all, it wasn’t until 1945 that the
notion of Crimes Against Humanity was even conceived."
"What an odd way of putting things you have, Per." Once
again, Sam realized how little she knew about him. She tried to recall what
knowledge she had of Scandinavians and quickly realized it was extremely
limited. Despite the passion and caring
she had found in him, there seemed to be an esoteric edge to Per. Something she
couldn’t quite put her finger on, yet the feeling nagged at her.
"Enough of this distressing talk of war and corruption.
Come have another glass of wine with me and then I must leave. It is getting late."
Sam accepted the glass Per held out to her. By tacit
agreement they spoke of other things for a time. Far more pleasant topics. It
became quite late and Sam, to her abashment, could no longer suppress her
frequent yawns.
"I will go now and let you get some much required sleep."
Per grinned, as he started to rise from the couch. But Sam stopped him with a
light hand on his arm.
"Stay tonight."
"Are you sure?" questioned Per.
"I’m sure," Sam replied firmly. "Besides, you must admit,
it would certainly be convenient. You’d already be at work in the morning."
Much later, after Sam had fallen into a deep sleep, Per
softly left the house and rapidly walked out to Hockamock Head. As he silently
made his way, he surveyed Happy Joyce’s property. All appeared tranquil. Both
Happy and Spike were apparently slumbering soundly. Per walked to the very edge
of the cliff overlooking the water and patiently waited. He knew they were
coming. He had been receiving internal signals all day. It was just a matter of
time now.
Chapter 22
Per had been mistaken. Despite the fact that his house
stood entirely dark, Happy was not asleep. In fact, he was wide awake. One of
the admittedly few benefits of achieving old age was the reduced requirement
for sleep. Stretched out comfortably in the old Chevy’s back seat, with Spike
asleep on the floor beside him, Happy had just begun to think about dozing off
when he’d heard someone approaching. Spike’s hearing not being what it once
was, of course, it had taken the animal a bit longer to detect the presence of
someone unfamiliar to him. But Happy had quickly muzzled him before he could
sound the alarm.
It was a clear night with a fine moon. Happy had no
trouble at all making out who it was wandering around on his property in the middle
of the night. The question was, why? So, gently holding Spike’s collar, he was
content to wait patiently. Because, that was one of the other benefits of old
age ........ you find you have plenty of time on your hands.
Per kept his vigil
for almost an hour longer before he saw the airship just to the left of
Marshall Island. Stealthily, it moved invariably towards him, coming to a
complete standstill only a few yards above his head. A portal in the underbelly
of the ship silently slid open, emitting a peculiar green glow that fell
downward, directly onto Per’s waiting form.
Within seconds, his body began to disintegrate. Slowly at first, then
swiftly picking up speed, Per began to disappear from his head to his
feet. Molecule by molecule. When he was
completely gone the craft’s door closed, sealing off the strange verdant light.
Then, as silently as it had arrived, the ship withdrew.
The night was, once again, completely still. The
hush was broken only once by the sound of Happy bellowing,
"Holy shit!"
Chapter 23
The beginnings of a working theory hit Sam like a
thunderbolt.
It was her monthly excursion to the Mainland for
supplies. With the extensive shopping
list completed, Sam was treating herself to lunch and a salty rimmed margarita
at THE MEX before heading back to catch the late afternoon ferry. Sitting alone
in a corner booth, she was mulling over the recent happenings, trying to gain
some sort of prospective on it all as she ate.
The very idea was so ludicrous that it caused her to choke
on her chicken burrito. Got to take it easy on that hot sauce, the waitress
mumbled, as she quickly brought Sam a glass of ice water.
Sam put her fork down and found her cigarettes and
lighter. Try to think sensibly, she admonished herself wordlessly.
Deliberately, one by one, she mentally began to lay out the recent events,
trying to place them into some kind of order.
Where to begin? Her abduction. Happy’s abduction. Start
with those. There had undeniably been
many similarities between the two unrelated incidents. The same type of
unfamiliar craft, light and faceless beings.
Could they both have dreamed it? No, Sam didn’t believe in the
possibility of that strong a coincidence. Besides, what about the disc - like
object? If, as Happy claimed, it had
really come out of his eye, wasn’t that some sort of physical evidence?
Next there were the enigmatic radio beacons. What if they
hadn’t meant to be contact signals to Earth at all? Perhaps the signals really
weren’t overtures from a friendly, distant civilization as she had
assumed. What if they had simply been
mistakenly intercepted?
And what about Wanda’s recent visions? Well, Sam reasoned,
why not? Christians claimed to see
Christ; Buddhists saw Buddha, so why couldn’t Wanda see Gluskabe? Was there any
significance there? Of course there was.
Here Sam paused to finish off her margarita in one gulp.
The one common thread running through all of these
episodes was the constant allegation of an imminent end to the entire world.
Sam reluctantly weighed the possibility. Doom and
damnation.
Now, that’s a cheerful hypothesis, she thought as she paid
the bill.
She was queued up in a long line of cars to board the
ferry in Bass Harbor when the next incongruous notion occurred to her.
Was Per somehow entangled in this pattern of events? Where
had he in reality come from? Was it truly Norway, as he had claimed? Perhaps
more importantly, why was Per on Swans Island? Once again, she realized how
very little she actually knew about him. He, on the other hand, seemed to know
a great deal about her.
Before the ferry had even begun to dock, Sam spotted first
Spike, then Happy sitting on the wharf. She had to assume they were waiting for
her. She departed the ferry and pulled
off onto the side of the parking lot to pick them up. Sam tried very hard not
to wince too noticeably as Spike eagerly clawed his way into the back seat.
As it was now the middle of June, the tourists were out in
full force. Sam had to wait a bit
before she could turn out onto Harbor Road. Traffic jams on the Island were
generally a rare occurrence.
She took a quick glance at Happy as she drove. He had said
absolutely nothing. On the other hand, he didn’t have to. The audible crunching
on the stem of his pipe spoke volumes by itself. For the first time in all the
years Sam had known him, Happy looked every day of his age.
"When are you going to tell me what’s wrong?" she asked,
pulling the car neatly into her driveway.
"I saw it again ..... last night." Sam nodded quietly,
waiting for the other shoe to drop ..... knowing it would. "This time, though,
I wasn’t alone. Someone else was there, too."
Sam was elated. "Happy, that’s wonderful! Someone
else has seen it, too.
Who? Who was this person, Hap?"
Clearing his throat, Happy tried to pick his words
carefully. "It was that Per fellow standing out there. He was waiting. That’s
just what he was doing." He finished strongly.
"But Happy, I don’t understand. What’s the problem here?
God, I’m delighted that someone else besides us has finally seen it!" Sam
quickly snapped her head up to look Happy in the eye. "What do you mean, he was
waiting? Waiting for what?"
"Them." Happy stated flatly. "He was waiting for them to
come. And another thing, he’s not a he."
Sam couldn’t suppress a short, humorless laugh. "What the
hell is that supposed to mean?"
"I watched him, Sam. Stayed out of sight in my old Impala,
don’t you know, and I saw him ....... disappear before my very eyes. Jumping
Jesus! His body just started vanishing
from his head on down! People can’t do that, can they Sam?" He sounded like a
plaintive child desperately seeking reassurance that all was right with his
world.
Chapter 24
Sam didn’t believe Happy. She couldn’t. She reminded
herself that, after all, he was well into his eighties and everyone knew he did
like to go on a good bender every now and then. Obviously, this fantasy was the
end result of the latest one.
The air at first light was heavy with mist. Sam had given
up on sleep, found a warm sweater and was walking the lonely stretch of beach at the Carrying Place well before
dawn. The only sounds were of the gently lapping water and a sleepy night owl
hidden above in the trees.
She had just rounded the bend when she saw him, thickly
shrouded in the vagueness of the early morning light. Somehow, she wasn’t at
all surprised to see him standing there. As if compellingly drawn to him, she
intensified her pace over the rough pebbles until she was standing in the short
dune grass beside him.
Per’s eyes were warm and friendly, so damned attractive
the way they looked deeply into hers. He didn’t say a word as he cupped his
hand under her chin, lifting it in order to touch her lips lightly with his
own. Then he touched them again. This time a little longer and firmer. Gently,
he skimmed his thumb along her cheek before he dropped his hand.
"How was your excursion to the Mainland yesterday?"
he asked.
"Crowded" Sam replied briefly. "What have you been up to
while I was away?"
"Not a great deal." Per responded nebulously. He took her
hand in his and they leisurely made their way along the path that dipped in and
out of the rocks until it came to her house.
Sam could hear the insistent ringing of the phone as she
opened the door. Martha sounded frantic
on the other end.
"It’s Nana." she said brokenly.
Wanda was gone quickly.
A massive stroke. Without any warning, Martha said.
"But, Mom," insisted Michael, doggedly tugging on her arm,
"Nana said she was going to go away to be with Gluskabe."
Eventually, though, he gave up, joining his brothers to
play outside in the sunshine.
Geez, no one ever listens to us kids, he thought
disgustedly.
Chapter 25
It was just before 3:00 in the morning when Per
noiselessly slipped out of the warmth of Sam’s bed, leaving her alone to her
dreams. In the heavy darkness, he left the house and made his way to Hockamock
Head.
Sam’s eyes flew wide open the moment he left her room.
With a single determination, she pulled on nearby jeans and a sweatshirt before
following Per out into the moonless night.
She stumbled along the rocky track that was barely visible
in the dimness. In her haste, she tripped, smashing her left foot into a rough
outcropping of granite. In reflex, she frantically grabbed at a bush on the
side of the trail. The sharp thorns that studded it’s gnarled branches
penetrated deeply into her hands. She staggered a few more steps before going
down completely, painfully scraping the skin from both her knees as she fell.
For just a moment she lay where she was on the ground, waiting for her pounding
heart to pump needed oxygen back into her body. Stubbornly, she regained her feet and pushed on. She was almost
there.
Sam saw the eerie green glow ahead just before making her
way out into the open. She hurriedly dropped to her belly, oblivious to the
sharp rocks and twigs that tore at her body, momentarily knocking the breath
out of her.
The massive airship vibrated as it hovered over the cliff
about two hundred yards away. It almost seemed to hum with a life all of it’s
own. Per was no where in sight. Sam lay
there, remaining perfectly still on the damp earth, waiting. For what, she
wasn’t sure.
There was no actual way to determine how long she had been
laying there, but the far eastern sky was just starting to streak with a
silvery gray when Sam saw the portal soundlessly gape widely open. Within
moments, Per materialized before her on the stony cliff.
Sam had to remind herself to
start breathing again.
Happy had been right after
all.
Probably in a state of shock, she lay where she was until
the intensity of the morning sun began to beat down upon her. Slowly, her body
feeling bruised and fragile, Sam got to her feet and looked about her
surroundings dazedly.
The morning was peaceful. Lobstermen were already pulling
their traps out in the bay. The glint of seagulls diving in and out of the
boats in hopes of scrapes was reflected by the sun. A soft breeze delicately
ruffled Sam’s hair. It was all so deceptive.
Wearily, she made her way home. With each of her foot falls,
her mind repeated what had become a sort of mantra.
What do I do now?
Chapter 26
It wasn’t much later that day when everything seemed to go
to hell in a handbasket in a big hurry.
Peering out the window at the sound of crunching tires on
her driveway, Sam spotted Fed Larson’s dusty Ford Ranger. Fed was the lone
constable of the Island. Had been for over twenty years now. There were only
two reasons for a visit from Fed. He was collecting money for the local
firemen’s auxiliary or there was bad news. From the expression on his face as
he climbed out of his truck, Sam knew he wasn’t here because of the first.
"Happy’s holed himself up in the abandoned lighthouse with
a rifle." He stated bluntly at Sam’s questioning look.
Jesus H. Christ, she breathed, as she climbed into
the truck beside Fed.
By the time they reached the Head, a crowd had formed. At
least, a crowd by Island standards.
"Out of my way," bellowed Fed, letting his large frame
shoulder it’s way through the mass, clearing an open path for himself and
Sam.
"Is he drunk?" she shouted to Fed through the wind as they
carefully climbed their way to the lighthouse door on the rickety, wooden
steps.
"Blistered."
Sam could hear him before she reached the top, but she
couldn’t quite make out the tune. It could possibly have been I’ve Got The
World On A String, which was an old favorite of Happy’s. However, when it came
right down to it, he was so atonal that it really didn’t matter what the song
was.
A distressed Fed turned to her in mid-step, "You need to
talk to him, Sam. Get him out of there before he goes and hurts himself."
"This could take some time. When he’s this drunk, Happy
usually likes to sing for a while first before he feels like talking."
She was about to assure the Sheriff that she would do her
level best when the window above her head banged open just enough to allow a
protruding gun barrel through it.
"Who’s out there?" Happy’s voice, though belligerently
loud, was seriously slurred. "Don’t try to sneak up on me, now. I’m armed, you
know. Armed and goddamned dangerous."
"Hap, it’s me. Let me in." Sam had to yell in order to get
herself heard above the constant blow of the wind off the Atlantic.
The lighthouse door snapped open so fast it almost came
off it’s ancient hinges. "Sammy! C’mon in here, girl. Hell, just the one I
wanted to see. How’d you know where to
find me?"
S am leaned against the cracked and peeling paint on the
interior wall and glanced out the dirty window. Down below she could see what
by now must have been most of the town milling about. She could make out Mink
Ollenburg and a few of his cronies sitting in the bed of a pickup truck just
like they were attending the annual Fourth of July picnic. Per could also be
seen, standing alone, off to the side of the throng.
"It wasn’t too hard to track you down." She replied dryly.
She walked over to Happy and slid down beside him onto the filthy floor. "Is
that thing loaded, Hap?" she inquired, gesturing to the 30/30 Winchester tucked
between his legs.
"Hell, yes, Sam - ‘course it’s loaded." Happy snorted at
such a ridiculous question, "Not much good if it isn’t."
Surprisingly spry, Happy jumped to his feet and started
dancing a lurching waltz with the shotgun nestled tightly to his right cheek.
"I’ve got the world on a string ....... sitting on a
rainbow ............ wrapped around my finger......... duh, duh,duh .... what a
world ..... duh, duh."
Okay, stay calm. You can handle this, Sam thought. "So
what are we drinking, Hap?"
Abruptly, Happy stopped whirling and reached behind
himself to the window ledge. "Meet Jack
..... my good, old friend Jack." There
were only a couple of inches left in the bottom of the bottle. Obviously, Happy
had killed off most of the Jack Daniels all by himself. This was going to take
even longer than she had thought.
"How about a toss for me, Happy?" Sam smiled.
"Sure thing - sure thing, where are my manners?" he
grinned amicably, handing her the neck of the bottle. "Anything for one of my
favorite girls."
Abruptly, Happy’s mood swung to the other extreme. "Of
course, I had another favorite girl, too, but she’s gone now."
In a voice beyond sad, Happy said, "Everybody always goes
away, Sammy. You’re always left alone."
Morosely, he shook his head. "Mark my words, girl. Friendship, love ...... in
time it all just gives you the illusion that you’re not all alone ...... but
you are, no mistake about it. In the end, you’re always alone."
Happy, with his chin resting down on his chest by now, was
starting to mumble drunkenly.
Sam put the bottle aside and took Happy into her arms.
"I’ll miss Wanda, too. We all will." She tried desperately to think of
something of solace to say. "It was just her time, Hap, that’s all."
He exploded. "Just her time? What the hell are you
talking about?
Haven’t you been paying attention? It’s EVERYBODY’S time now.
Annihilation, Sammy ...... we’re standing on the fucking edge of
annihilation."
Happy dramatically punctuated that dissertation by
passing out cold.
Chapter 27
"You okay, kid?" asked Martha solicitously as she wrapped
Sam’s shoulders in a heavy, yellow slicker.
Sam shivered. The wind had blown up an incoming gale and
the evening air was thick with clammy mist. She automatically clutched the
oversized slicker to herself. Everyone and everything all around her was now
banked in an opaque film of fog.
"We’re in for one hell of a squall," Martha commented
unnecessarily.
Sam turned to watch Fed and two other men hauling an
anesthetized Happy none too gently from the lighthouse. Everyone had dispersed
now. Gone on home to their waiting wives, suppers and beers. It was a
disgruntled Mink Olenberg who’d been overheard to say, "Shit, we almost had us
some excitement here."
Hours later Sam knew she was losing control of herself.
She had wanted desperately to talk to Martha about it, but somehow, she hadn’t
been able to find the right words. Martha had seen her home and safely settled
with a warming cup of tea in her lap before she had reluctantly returned to her
family.
There just hadn’t seemed to be any way to say, "Guess
what? Per is either an angel or an alien ......... I can’t decide which,"
without sounding like a complete lunatic.
So instead, Sam had smilingly insisted to Martha that all
was fine and let her go home.
With Happy so out of commission for the remainder of the
evening, she had brought Spike home with her - for both their sakes. "Come on,
good boy, you must be famished."
There was something comforting about the sound of the
solid padding of the animal’s paws as he followed her down the foyer to the
kitchen. The sidelights around the front door rattled loudly in a strong gust
of wind. In the brightly lit kitchen,
Sam opened a can of beans and franks for Spike, pouring most of it into one of
her mother’s Spode dishes before placing it on the braided rug. Picking up a
tablespoon, she sat on the counter and proceeded to dig the remaining beans out
of the can, licking the spoon thoroughly after each bite. Companionably, the
two ate their cold dinners in silence for a few minutes.
The lights only had to flicker once for Sam to know they
would lose the electricity at some point that night. Perfect, she muttered,
getting down from the counter and going into the pantry for candles. Much to
her relief, she found a good stock compiled there. Even though everyone on the
Island had been enjoying electricity for fifty years now, to this day no one
really counted on it always being there - especially when they needed it.
Sam had placed the last candle into the brass holder when,
after a final weak wavering of the lamps, all went utterly dark.
Automatically patting her jean pockets, she tried to
locate her lighter. "Oh, great time to
decide to give up smoking," she said outloud. Spike whimpered in agreement.
Blindly rummaging about on the shelves, she located a half-filled box of
kitchen matches. But before she had a chance to strike one, Spike was barking
ferociously. Putting her hand on his back in the dark to steady him, Sam could
feel his hair standing upright along the entire length of his spine.
"Easy, boy ..... easy," she murmured, stroking him gently.
As much as it killed her to admit it, Spike’s sudden barking had spooked her.
Barely daring to breathe, she stood stationary in one place, listening for
whatever it had been that Spike may have heard.
The only sounds that came to her were of the heavy rain,
wind and the anticipated creaking of an old house withstanding yet another
nor’easter. Nothing uncommon.
Emitting a sigh of relief, Sam turned to retrieve the
matches she had dropped onto the table.
It was then that she saw him.
It was a form that was darker than dark. If he hadn’t been
moving she probably wouldn’t have seen him at all as he silently approached the
front door and lightly tried the handle. Frozen in place, Sam stood in the
kitchen with a reassuring hand on Spike, staring down the unlit length of the
foyer. Gently, she heard the door knob turning first this way and that. Then, nothing. Only silence. Straining to
hear any movement at all, Sam waited.
Suddenly, Sam screamed as Per’s face was pressed tightly
to one of the sidelights. She didn’t know if he could see her or not in the
absolute blackness of the kitchen - and
she really didn’t care. Some distant animal instinct she never knew she possessed
screamed in her mind - RUN NOW.
Sam did just that. With Spike literally hard on her heels,
she wheeled about and fled through the back kitchen door out into the obscurity
of the night and pounding rain.
Skidding clumsily off the slick back steps, Sam went down hard - right on her
ass. She struggled frantically to get her footing on the drenched lawn. The
unrelenting force of the wind tore her hair out of it’s braid and whipped it
across her face. Somewhere over her head, she heard the agonizing crack of an
immense branch as it was mercilessly severed from an aged oak tree. Unsure of
her sense of direction in the storm, Sam made for the gazebo. Once inside, she
and Spike were able to safely camouflage themselves behind the thick screen of
snarled bittersweet.
Shaking uncontrollably, Sam hunkered down in the dankness
with her arm around Spike. She just needed to wait now. She had become so
acutely attuned to the dog that she knew he was going to growl before he
actually did. Spike sat back on his haunches, his head down, emitting a low rumble
that slowly built in crescendo to an eerily high and mournful howl.
The structure’s entire side exploded with a suddenness
that took Sam totally by surprise. Splinters of wood and fragments of shrub flew in all directions. Sam turned her
head and quickly closed her eyes, protecting herself as best she could. When
she opened them once again, it was to see Per towering menacingly above
her.
Sam scrambled frantically to first her knees, then feet,
charging headlong out of the gazebo. This time she didn’t know if Spike was
with her or not. Terrified and beyond all rational thought, Sam was only aware
of the heavy pounding of her feet on the damp earth. She quickly lost all track
of her whereabouts in the murky darkness that surrounded her from all sides.
Glancing back over her shoulder, Sam tried to define Per’s outline anywhere
behind her in the blackness.
That was when it happened. Although, even if she had been
looking straight ahead, it still wouldn’t have changed anything. The
combination of darkness and fog made it impossible to see more than a foot in
front of her in any direction.
All that Sam knew was that one moment she was firmly on
the ground and the very next she was treading nothing but air.
Chapter 28
Gradually, Sam came to. It took her a few moments to
acclimate herself. What the hell am I
doing at Martha’s? She thought as she gingerly endeavored to sit up.
"Heh, don’t rush it." Martha scurried to the couch
to assist her friend.
"You’ve had quite a nasty ordeal."
"Martha? What ......... ?"
"Hush," soothed Martha, gently pushing Sam’s hair back off
her forehead, "you sleep now."
The next time she awoke the sun was streaming in
through the windows.
The storm is over, was her first thought.
"She’s awake, Mom!" Kevin Jr., proud to have been the
first among his brothers to discover that fact, loudly shouted to his mother.
"That will be enough yelling, son." Martha hurried to
Sam’s side and shooed the boy away.
Carefully, she helped her friend sit up, banking her back
with pillows. After an initial flash of
dizziness, Sam felt fine. She tucked her legs comfortably under herself and
asked, "What am I doing here, Martha?"
Martha turned to look at her friend with concern.
"You don’t remember?"
She continued at Sam’s negative shake of her head. "Per
brought you to us. In the middle of the
night. Said you’d had some kind of an accident out by the cliff."
Sam stirred. Rapidly, faint images started pressing
themselves in upon her. She weakly sat back against the pillows and closed her
eyes for a moment. She’d been running in the storm. She could remember being
afraid ..... very afraid ....... for her life. Because of what? Or whom? Per
........... Per had been following her. Sam sat up straighter as memories from
the previous night’s events rushed back to her. Jesus Christ, she had it all
now.
She had been trying to get away from Per. She had thought
he was going to hurt her. But the fog had been so bad she hadn’t been able to
see where she was going. My God, she thought completely stunned, I ran right
off the fucking cliff!
Quizzically, she looked down at herself. A scratch here
and there - her jeans, caked with mud, a bit worse for wear - but certainly
nothing major. She could vividly recall
the unnatural sensation of unrestricted nothingness around her heavily falling
body. Why aren’t I lying in a broken heap on the rocks? She bewilderedly
questioned herself.
Because of Per. That was why. With a shock that physically
jolted her entire body, Sam distinctly remembered what had happened next. Per
had come off the cliff after her and caught her rapidly descending body up into
the safety of his arms.
The son of a bitch could fly.
Chapter 29
Everything about him exuded melancholy. There was no
longer any point in carrying on the pretense. His identity had been discovered
by both Sam and Happy. Not that he really minded all that much. After all, it
had been tiresome impersonating a human. So many exhausting emotions that had
needed to go into the part in order to perform well. For many year-spans now
he’d been playing that charade. Yes, Per was wearied.
Primarily, he was weary of humans. Per found them,
overall, to be a tiring race. In all the time that he had lived among them,
they had never understood. As a whole, they were a race who firmly believed
they existed with the absolute right to be happy. They have never comprehended
that true happiness was not a right at all - it was an achievement. Something
that needed to be diligently worked towards with integrity and principles.
Per sighed heavily. There was no denying that in all of
his duration spent on this planet he had formed close relationships with a few,
special humans. People who, when their lives had stopped, he had missed for a
very long time afterwards. Samantha was, perhaps, the most special of all. To
Per, she embodied all that was fine and exceptional about the human race.
When he was younger, he had eagerly and utterly
unsuccessfully tried to help guide various humans he had met to a more
righteous path. Once, years ago, he had even been severely admonished by the
Assembly for his endeavors. After all, he was there as an observer only and as
such was expected to maintain a hands off attitude. It had taken many years of
co-habitation on Earth before Per was able to admit to himself that this was a
race who would never entirely evolve spiritually. Sadly, they would never learn
how to bring about their own fulfillment. It wasn’t that they didn’t have a
fine potential. It was just that the human race, as a whole, was a race devoid
of consciousness.
Yes, he would honestly miss her when the time came. And
the time was coming soon. He had been foolhardy to have impulsively saved her
life the previous night. To what purpose? He had only prolonged the
inevitable.
Ruefully, Per gave himself a mental shake. He had a great
deal to do. He needed to prepare for the final Event.
Chapter 30
In the end, it was the absolute realization that it was
all over that resolutely made up Happy’s mind.
He’d lived a lot in his eighty plus years - it had been
one hell of a continuous party. Looking back over it all, Happy couldn’t find
too many regrets. He’d always done the best with whatever he’d been dealt. More
importantly than that, he’d never whined.
Sure, he would have liked to have had a family like most
men. Especially now, in his last years, it would have meant a lot to have
children and grandchildren about. But for decades now Happy had been telling
anyone who asked that he’d just never found a woman who suited him well enough.
The real truth of the matter, though, was that no self-respecting woman would
take him and his habits on for any memorable length of time.
"Suppose this is as good a time as any to face up to my
drinking problem." He mumbled sullenly to Spike, who licked his hand anyway.
Good, old Spike. Happy gave the dog a vigorous scratching
behind his ear. Hell, a man couldn’t ask more from a steady companion. He
didn’t argue, didn’t complain and never once got upset when he came home
stinking drunk.
Wanda and Sam were the only two people who meant anything
at all to Happy. At least, he corrected himself, Wanda HAD meant something. Now
that she was gone, he knew that nothing would ever be the same for him
again. His and Wanda’s friendship had
gone back a lot of years. He’d gotten sort of accustomed to it after all this
time.
And as for Sam, well, she was like the kid of his
own he’d never had.
Guess there wasn’t much he wouldn’t do for her.
Well, old man, he smiled grimly to himself, let’s
see if that’s true.
Happy shut Spike up in the rusty Ford Fairlane, leaving
the windows cracked just enough to allow air to seep through but not enough for
the dog to escape. He rubbed Spike’s head apologetically before closing the car
door, "Sorry, boy. You can’t come with me this time."
Determinedly gripping his Winchester, Happy set out
to find Per.
Chapter 31
It was late afternoon before Martha gave her grudging
permission for Kevin to drive Sam home. By then, Sam had a massive headache
that was only being compounded by all the children’s noise.
Exuding a sigh of relief, Sam leaned momentarily against
the inside of the door savoring the silence around her. Slowly, she made her
way to the kitchen. The back door had been left wide open from the night
before, but aside from a thoroughly soaked kitchen floor and rug, there was no
major damage done. Swans Island didn’t have much of a crime rate. Sam shut and
locked the door before going up the back staircase to her bedroom.
She had made up her mind. She was going to Boston. Jake would
have to listen to her if she showed up on his doorstep. And if he wouldn’t,
well, she would just find someone else who would. Somewhere, there had to be
someone who would believe her.
Quickly, she stripped off the filthy and tattered clothes,
kicking them into a corner of the bathroom as she gratefully stood under the
steaming shower. After last night’s ordeal, the steady pounding of the water
against her bruised body felt nothing short of therapeutic. She was heavily
tempted to linger, but knew she needed to hurry if she intended to make the
4:15 ferry off the Island.
Stopping at her desk only long enough to collect the small
disc and her data - filled bag, Sam was out the door in a record twenty
minutes. She fumbled in her bag for the keys as she ran to her car. After a few
moments of frustration she finally located them and hurriedly turned the
ignition. The clock on the dash read
4:08. She was going to make it on time after all.
Sam rapidly backed the car up, spinning gravel out from
under her tires as she did so. Throwing the gear shift into drive, she shoved
her foot down hard on the accelerator. She had almost reached the end of her
driveway when the exit was suddenly blocked by the unexpected appearance of the
Volkswagen bus.
Even with both her feet jammed on the brake, Sam couldn’t
stop the car quickly enough at that speed on the dirt. She braced herself as
best she could as her car continued to slide and then loudly but harmlessly
crashed into the old bus.
Per was at her car door before she could get it open. He
said nothing as he firmly took Sam by the elbow and propelled her out of the
car. Stridently, Sam tried to shake his
hand from her arm but Per would not relax his grip on her. She faltered, stumbling
to keep up as he strode purposely back down the long drive towards her
house.
By the time they had reached the porch, Per was
practically dragging her.
"Come on, Samantha," he said tightly, as he pulled her up
over the steps and through the front door into the house. Once inside, he relinquished
his iron grasp on her arm.
Rubbing the blood flow back into her numb right arm, Sam
furtively glanced about. I could try to run, she thought. But she knew that
would be useless. Even if she could somehow get out of the house away from Per,
where would she go? She was on an island, for Christ’s sake. Where the hell was
she going to run to?
Watching her closely, Per saw her eyes alter as she
quickly discarded one notion of escape after another. He didn’t want to harm
her, but he knew he could not let her go now.
"Do you mind if I sit down?" Sam asked him grimly.
Immediately Per’s body relaxed. She was accepting the
situation with, if not absolute grace, at least good sense.
"Please," he said, pointing to the parlor.
But instead of sitting, Sam started frantically going
through her desk drawers.
"What are you looking for, Samantha?" Per tensed, thinking
about the gun she kept somewhere. He was relieved, however, when she produced
an unopened pack of cigarettes instead.
"So much for quitting ...... " she mumbled as she lit one.
For a moment she smoked in silence. Then, as if newly fortified, she resolutely
turned and looked directly at Per.
"Who the hell are you?"
Chapter 32
Drawn out seconds passed as Sam waited for his response.
The very house itself seemed to have taken on an oppressive atmosphere.
Everything seemed to be suspended, as if anticipating Per’s answer.
Outside the wind had begun to come up once again, sighing
loudly and rattling the parlor windows. It looked like nightfall would bring
yet another storm to the Island.
When at long last Per did speak, it was not to
answer her question at all.
"I’m truly sorry about your child, Samantha. I realize how
much you wanted to have him." His face was filled only with compassion for her
and the suffering he knew she had endured. "You must believe me when I tell you
that was a mistake. A terrible mistake."
At that moment, everything in and around Sam went
intensely still. So, she thought benumbed, we have finally arrived. It was like
coming to the end of a very long dance. She shivered uncontrollably and wrapped
her arms tightly about her body as if this gesture could somehow protect her
from what she was about to hear.
"You know about that." She
stated heavily. "I never spoke of it to you."
"Yes," he replied. "I know
everything. That’s why I am here."
When she spoke, her voice
sounded shrill and oddly unfamiliar to her own ears.
"What do you mean, ‘That’s why I’m here’?" Jesus, she was
cold. Nervously she moved to the hearth
and touched off the wood and newspaper that were lying in wait in the
fireplace. Down on her knees, she poked at the growing fire aggressively with
the brass tongs, making sparks fly about wildly. Smoldering pits jumped onto
the worn Oriental carpet.
Automatically, Sam stamped them out with her hand.
The heat radiating from the small blaze helped
mobilize her thinking.
"I’m still waiting for you to tell me who you are."
"Before I can explain who I am," Per replied earnestly,
"You need to understand who YOU are."
"This planet that we are on - that you call Earth - has
been a participant in an extensive experiment. One that was initiated by my
race millions of years ago."
"Your race ........?" Sam felt as if she were in the
middle of some sort of horrible sci-fi movie. A grade B sci-fi movie. This
couldn’t be happening.
Watching her face drain of all color, Per rapidly moved to
Sam, kneeling down beside her on the rug. Putting his strong arms around her
inflexible body, he gently stroked her back.
"As you have suspected, Samantha, I am not from this
place." He spoke quietly into her hair, tightening his grip to hold her more
firmly when she would have pushed him away. "My home is several light years
away from here."
Placing her hand against Per’s chest, Sam strained back in
order to be able to look him levelly in the eyes with her own. Per’s grasp on
her relaxed somewhat, however his hands remained loosely on her waist.
"Are you really expecting me to buy all this horseshit?"
she asked with contention. But even as she spoke the words she knew they were
nothing more than sheer bravado. He was telling her the truth - at long last.
Everything that had happened over the past six months was starting to make a
bizarre sort of sense.
Ignoring her comment, Per continued speaking. "It was to
be a major experimentation. We wanted to form a new race. A race who would have
all the advantages of this new planet we had discovered. Advantages that our
race would never have." Per paused for a moment, trying to gage the depth of
Sam’s expression, hoping to see some sort of comprehension there. Seeing only confusion and bewilderment, Per
resolutely navigated Sam to the sofa situated in front of the fireplace. He sat
her down and then went to the kitchen. From the parlor Sam could hear the sound
of cupboard doors banging open and shut. Stunned, sinking back against the
cushions, she felt as if she were in a stupor. She couldn’t have made a run for
it now even if she had wanted to. Gee, hope my life doesn’t depend on it, she
thought with a downright hysterical giggle.
Per returned momentarily carrying a glass of amber colored
liquid. Seating himself beside Sam on
the couch, he closed her trembling hand about the glass.
"Drink this down." he insisted.
Sam complied without any sort of argument. Her hand
shaking radically, she drank the entire contents down in one, long swallow.
Immediately, she started to cough as her throat reacted to the strong, burning
rye whiskey. But almost at once her
body was imbued with a glowing warmth that radiated throughout. Gratefully, the
constant shivering checked, Sam sat up straighter.
"Please continue." she said to Per.
"Eons ago, my entire race was swept by a catastrophic
virus. Because it was airborne it traveled swiftly through our population in
epidemic proportions. We could not find a cure. We were desperate. About the
same time as the deadly outbreak occurred, the planet Earth had been
discovered. After several vanguard
expeditions, it was determined to be a completely sterile environment. Ultimately,
the decision was made to attempt an experiment of major proportions. We would
endeavor to construct an entirely new race. Call it a zoo, if you like. Into
this new creation we would add our finest genetic qualities." Here Per halted
for a minute, giving all that he had disclosed to Sam a bit of time to sink in.
"You are telling me that we - my civilization - has been
nothing more than a ....... fucking zoo!’ She exclaimed in disbelief.
Per said nothing, he simply nodded in agreement. Sam
turned to stare out the window as the thoughts tumbled through her mind. She
moved her lips as if to say more, but nothing came out. Her face was in shadow
from the quickly retreating light. Per slowly got to his feet and went
about the room turning on a couple of low
table lamps. The glow from them helped push back the developing gloom.
"What happened to your society? Was a cure for the virus
found?" She finally queried.
Per rejoined her on the sofa. "No, never." He said
heavily. "It’s effects were devastating. By the end it had wiped out one
quarter of our population. But the virus eventually slowed down and then, in
time, it stopped altogether. However, by the time the deadly virus had ceased,
the new race on planet Earth was evolving nicely. So the decision was made to
leave it untouched - not to interfere in any way."
"You have been watching us?" Sam asked
incredulously.
"Monitoring." Corrected Per, taking hold of both
Sam’s shoulders.
"Closely monitoring."
Chapter 33
Happy crept stealthily towards the house. His rheumy old
eyes were stinging from the heavy wind, making them squint and water. He paused
behind a thick forsythia bush in order to look the house over thoroughly before
going on any further.
Most of the house, which stood silent and dark, was rapidly
disappearing into the gathering dusk. Cautiously, he scuttled over the lawn and
around the porch to the front of the house. Happy braced himself against the
driving wind, leaning into it, all the while keeping a tight grasp on his
Winchester.
When he reached the shelter of the house Happy crept
around the corner of the porch, crouched way down low, until he was beneath the
only room that had a yellow light spilling out of it’s windows.
Ever so slowly and biting down sharply on his lower lip so
as not to groan out loud, he stood up.
Jesus Jumping Up, I’m too old for this shit, he
decided.
Trying not to make any noise, Happy stepped over the low
lying Juniper bushes and carefully peered through the bottom left hand pane of
the window. Slowly, he straightened up until he could see well into the room.
Sammy was sitting on a couch in front of the fireplace
down at the other end of the parlor. That Per fellow was close beside her.
Happy strained to see what was going on. As he watched, he could see Per’s hands
holding tightly onto Sammy’s shoulders. Son of a bitch, he mumbled.
Once again, down as low to the ground as his old,
arthritic body could get, Happy moved silently to the window closer to the
couple, the one just behind them. From this new vantage point Happy had a clear
view of Per. Not to mention a clear shot.
A true son of Maine, Happy had been handling guns all of
his life. He’d hunted moose; deer; rabbit; the occasional bear, and plenty of
Japs during W.W.II. But never before had he taken such careful aim with more
purpose.
Hell, he was pretty sure he’d never hunted alien
before.
Chapter 34
"Closely monitoring?" Sam echoed his words in a
parrot-like fashion.
"What the hell is that supposed to mean?"
"It means just what it says." Per said shortly. "We have
been here since the very beginning of the evolution of the human race. As your
creators it was our job to observe the experiment first hand."
"How have we been monitored?" Sam asked.
"By various means." Per replied plainly.
Sam stood and poked a moment at the fire, tossing another
log on. The fire crackled loudly. Then she went purposefully to her bag and
rummaged around inside. Turning toward Per, she held out her hand.
"What is this?" She asked, indicating the miniature disc
that had fallen out of Happy’s eye.
Per was taken by surprise. He took it out of Sam’s hand
and held it up to a light to peer through it. "This is a contact lens camera.
It was implanted into a human retina. With the help of this device, we have
been able to literally see what the human is looking at. Where did you get it?"
Sam ignored his question. "So, it is a type of monitoring
tool." She said slowly. "Do we all have these implants?"
"No, only the people who have been picked up and examined
were given these." He paused for a moment, "You have one, Samantha."
Sam instinctively probed both of her eyes with her
fingertips. "But I can’t feel anything."
"You wouldn’t." Said Per frankly.
She started to pace back and forth. Her mind was
churning.
"Let me see if I’ve got this all straight." She fumbled on
top of the desk for her Marlboros and lighter. Her hand was shaking so much she
could barely light the damn thing. "Okay now," she continued, blowing out a
gray plume of smoke, "you are telling me that the entire human race has been
nothing more than an experiment? An experiment that has been taking place for
these past millions of years on a planet that has been nothing more than,
essentially, a gigantic zoo?"
Sam stopped pacing, whirled around and stared hard at Per.
"Guess that sort of makes you the zoo
keeper, doesn’t it?" This was all so ludicrous that she grinned despite
herself.
The incoming shotgun blast blew a hole the approximate
size of a Susan B. Anthony silver dollar right through the back of Per’s head.
The bullet kept right on coming out the front, eventually lodging itself into
the knotty pine of the mantle piece a few feet away.
Screaming, her ears still ringing from the deafening
blast, Sam lunged forward to seize Per as he slumped forward and started to slip
to the floor. She collapsed onto the floor under his weight and frantically
struggled to get out from under him. She heard the crunch of glass and looked
up to see Happy climbing through the shattered window. It took her a moment
longer to register the sight of the gun in his right hand.
"You okay, Sammy?" Anxiously, Happy pulled her onto her
feet and tried to steer her towards a chair. But Sam violently shook his hand
from her and rushed back to sink to the floor beside an inert Per.
"My God, Happy," she groaned, "what have you done? Jesus,
help me roll him over."
Happy scurried to help her, all the while trying to
explain, "I was saving you, Sammy. Saving you from that ........ thing there."
He pointed to Per. "No telling what he would have done to you if I hadn’t been
here." He finished lamely. This sure wasn’t going the way he’d planned.
Sam opened her mouth to respond but it was then that she
noticed something truly extraordinary. There was no blood. Not anywhere. How
could that be? Not only was there no blood, but what had just moments before
been a gapping hole in Per’s head was now a small hole ........ and getting
smaller all the time.
Amazed, Sam moved closer to him in order to better examine
his skull. Even as she watched, his
tissue was somehow rapidly repairing itself. Atom by atom. Molecule by
molecule. Cell by cell. She blinked her eyes disbelievingly. This couldn’t
really be happening. But it was. Somehow, what had only moments ago been a
jagged, gapping hole was now filled in with healthy skin and hair. What should
have been a lethal wound - certainly would have been to anyone else - had
miraculously and completely healed
itself.
Per stared to stir. Sam glanced over her shoulder at Happy
and said bluntly, "I think you’d better get out of here."
But Happy had decided to get stubborn. "Nope. I’m not
leaving you alone with him, Sammy. Why, he’s just not .......... human!"
"No, Hap, he sure isn’t." Sam couldn’t help but laugh at
the gross understatement of Happy’s remark. Should I try to explain this to
him? She wondered. How the hell can I do that ......... I can’t even explain
this to myself.
"Happy," she hauled herself to her feet, " you’re just
going to have to trust me on this one. I will be fine ...... Per will not hurt
me."
Sam continued at the look of confusion in Happy’s eyes, "I
want you to take your gun and go on home now. I promise I will explain
everything to you latter."
She put her arm affectionately about Happy and moved him
to the front door as she spoke.
"Shit," groused Happy as the door closed on him, "no one
appreciates a hero anymore."
Chapter 35
"That’s another problematic area with your human race,"
muttered Per behind her, "if they don’t understand you, they are inclined to
blow you away."
Sam wondered what to say. Christ, did she have to
apologize for her entire race now?
"He thought you were going to hurt me. He was trying to be
my hero." she explained inadequately, walking over to his side.
"What about you, Samantha," Per asked as he got to his
feet. "Do you think I am going to harm you?"
Sam didn’t need time to think about the correct answer.
She knew it instinctively. "No," she said simply.
"Good." said Per as he stood in front of a mirror
looking his head over.
"How’d you do that?" Sam, still having a difficult time
assimilating everything, couldn’t stand it. She had to ask.
"What can I say? It’s a knack - you either have it or you
don’t," joked Per. But when he caught sight of Sam’s solemn expression
reflected over his shoulder in the mirror, he became serious.
"Our molecular makeup is different than yours," he
explained. "We have always had a moderately limited ability to self - repair
some forms of damaged tissues."
"Some knack," mumbled Sam
It took a bit of effort, but she finally managed to do a
makeshift repair job on the broken parlor window by tacking up a trash bag on
the inside. Not very attractive, but it kept the rain out.
er, claiming to have a small headache (no shit, thought
Sam), had gone out to the porch for a few minutes to take some fresh air. The
elements, such as rain, didn’t seem to bother him at all.
Having done all she could with the damaged window for now,
Sam made for the kitchen, deciding she needed a strong cup of tea.
She was just marveling at how steady the full mug was in
her hands, when she felt him standing in the doorway. Turning slowly, she
looked into his grave face.
"Why do I have the feeling you haven’t told me everything
yet?" she asked with dread in her voice.
"Have a seat, Samantha," Per said emphatically, pointing
to the kitchen table.
Almost against her will, Sam obeyed. Instinctively, she
knew she didn’t want to hear what was coming next.
Minutes later, Sam huddled in the kitchen chair, gripping
her drawn up knees for comfort. She was having a difficult time comprehending
what Per was saying. She closed her eyes for a moment and then opened them,
trying to pay better attention. What was he talking about now? Extermination?
"So you see, Samantha," Per was saying, " in the end,
there is nothing any of you can do to alter what will happen. It is
inevitable."
It was impossible for her to stay still any longer. She
got to her feet and wandered out of the kitchen, down the foyer and back into
the parlor. Silently, Per followed
close behind. Sam stopped at a low mahogany table picking up a silver framed
photograph of her parents. The picture
had been taken years ago on one of their holidays to the Caribbean. They were
both wearing large, ridiculous straw hats which cast half their faces in
shadow. Despite that, though, the happy
smiles on both of their faces couldn’t be hidden. They looked so naive.
"I’m sorry ......., " Sam stammered, "I am having a very
hard time understanding all of this."
Per sighed heavily. Once again, he regretted Sam having
discovered who he was. If she hadn’t, it would have made everything much more
simplistic for him. Patiently, he tried to find the words that would help her
to understand what was about to happen.
"The decision has been made to close the Zoo down," he
said bluntly. "The human experiment has
been determined a miserable failure. I am to witness the final Event. After it
is done, I am to report back to the Assembly."
"Why?" was all that Sam could get out.
"The human race has not turned out as we had wished. It
has evolved into a warrior breed who systematically tortures, kills and murders
one another." Per paused than continued, "The horror has gone on for far too
long, Sam. Human kind is incapable of changing. The decision has been made and
there is nothing to be done that will alter that judgment."
Feeling as if she were in a daze, Sam looked down at the
photo of her parents still in her hand. How pleased and contented they looked
in it. Could they have possibly ever
imagined such a day as this happening in the almost perfect world they had
created together so filled with family love and happiness? Her parents were
good people. Why is it, she thought suddenly angry, that people like my parents
are to be punished?
She looked at Per and asked him that very question. "Why
do the good people in the world have to suffer for what they are not
responsible for? I have to believe that this planet is filled more with caring,
humane people than the kind you are talking about." When Per didn’t immediately
respond, she finished plaintively, "You average global citizen doesn’t climb
onto his roof and snipe at the neighbors, for Christ’s sake."
"No, they don’t," Per willingly agreed. "However Samantha,
what they do is just as obscene ....... perhaps even more so."
At Sam’s puzzled expression he continued speaking. "For
they do nothing. Absolutely nothing at
all. You’re so called average global citizen, Samantha, stands complacently by
while all of this ongoing carnage takes place .......... and they never try to
do anything about it. Throughout your centuries only a bare handful of people
have tried to stand in the way of the injustices that have been consistently
perpetuated onto the masses ........ by their own kind." When Per continued
speaking, his voice was uncharacteristically laced with sarcasm.
"The one you call your ‘average citizen’ rarely ever
raises even so much as a voice in protest."
"What you must understand, Samantha, is that to my race,
there is no difference between the perpetrator who actually commits the evil
act and the person who does nothing to try to stop it. In our eyes, they are
one and the same."
"But surely there must be something we can do to stop
this!" cried Sam frantically. "You make it sound as if there is no hope at
all."
In the stillness, their eyes locked across the
expanse of the room.
"There is no hope," He replied curtly. "The end will
come."
"How will it happen?" asked Sam
"It will be merciful and swift. I can promise you that,"
stated Per as he started to turn away from her.
"You bastard," screeched Sam, suddenly lunging forward and
beating Per’s back with her fists doubled in rage. "Who the hell do you think
you are?"
Slowly, Per turned back to face Sam. He stood in front of
her silently, not even attempting to fend off her furious blows. His face was still
as a mask as he waited calmly for her frenzy to come to an end. Finally,
exhausted, Sam fell sobbing to the floor.
It was only then, after she had quieted, that Per answered
her question.
"As you said, Samantha. I am one of your Zoo
keepers."
Chapter 36
Happy was feeling pretty sorry for himself as he stumbled
through the darkness and light rain back to Hockamock Head.
Jesus Jumping Up .... Women. Who the hell can figure them?
Well, he’d done his best to rescue Sammy, at least he could say that. Funny how
she didn’t want to be rescued, though. Happy sure couldn’t figure that one
out. He took some satisfaction in
knowing that he’d gotten that foreigner a good one. Smack dab in the back of
the head. No doubt about it, those 30-30s sure packed some wallop. By rights,
Happy knew he should have been dead.
Wonder why he wasn’t?
He made a quick stop to let an overjoyed Spike out of the
dilapidated Fairlane and then kept right on going with the hound bounding after
him. It being a Saturday night, Happy knew he would find most of the boys at
Mink’s place having their weekly game of poker. Being the true loner that he
was, Happy had never participated in their game, but tonight he thought he
might just drop in on them.
Over on the Minturn side of the Island, at the Dodge’s
house, Martha was getting her youngsters settled for the night. Kevin Jr.
especially seemed to be going through a difficult time since Nana’s death.
Martha sat on the edge of his bed and gently rubbed his back, trying to coax
him to sleep.
"Mom," asked Kevin Jr. groggily,"where do you think Nana is
right now?"
Her son’s question took her breath away. "I think she’s
still with us, Kev - right here in our hearts." How could she explain to an 11
year old something that she herself did not understand?
Kevin Jr. abruptly rolled over onto his back, looking at
his mother with a serious expression far beyond his young years. "Know what I
think, Mom? I think Nana’s with Gluskabe." Hurriedly, he continued at the
doubtful look in his mother’s eyes. "It makes me feel good for Nana to know
she’s with him now. I’m glad that Gluskabe took her with him before the Great
Purification begins."
"Oh, honey," Alarmed, Martha gathered her son tightly into
her arms and spoke softly into his dark hair, "there isn’t going to be a Great
Purification. There’s nothing to be afraid of. Nothing like that is going to
happen to us, son."
Kevin Jr. pushed himself back in order to look his mother
levelly in the eyes. "Isn’t it, Mom?"
When her husband came home from his weekly poker game a
short time later, he found Martha wrapped in her old plaid flannel bathrobe
sitting alone in the dark on the front steps.
"You’re home sooner than usual." she commented.
"Yep," Kevin heaved a sigh as he sat down beside her, "I got
fleeced early tonight."
They sat quietly for a few minutes, both looking up at the
stars that were slowly emerging from behind the rain clouds.
"Sure smells fresh after that shower, doesn’t it?"
Commented Kevin, taking a deep breath of the sweet night air into his lungs.
Martha didn’t bother to answer. Instead, she said, "Kev,
I’ve been thinking. What if Nana really knew what she was talking about? About
the Great Purification coming, I mean. What if the ancient tribal prophesies
are real after all? Suppose it’s all true?"
"Christ, Martha, don’t you go getting weird on me now,
too."
"I mean it, Kev. Just listen to me for a minute." Martha
grabbed her husband’s arm as he started to turn away from her. " For once just
shut your big mouth and listen. You’re always such a damn skeptic."
"First rule of skepticism ..... never fool yourself." Her
husband managed to get out before he slammed his mouth shut.
Martha’s body shivered spastically in the night’s clammy
dampness.
"Come on," Kevin said decidedly, pulling her to her feet,
"let’s get you inside. You’ve had a long day."
Not long after, Martha lay rigidly on her side of the bed
listening to the sound of Kevin’s loud, monotonous snoring. It wasn’t the noise
that was keeping her awake, though. After sleeping in the same bed as her
husband for fifteen years now, his snoring was just so much more background
noise, like the constant dripping of the sink faucet in the bathroom down the
hall.
No, what was keeping Martha from sleep was that last
conversation with her youngest son. She couldn’t seem to stop thinking about
it. This is ridiculous, she thought disgustedly.
Martha crawled out of bed and into her robe, tying the
sash firmly as she made her way down the stairs to the living room. She fumbled
in the darkness on the coffee table for the remote to the television. Slowly,
the room acquired that eerie, flickering light the TV gives off and she
starting clicking rapidly through the channels. At three in the morning her
viewing was somewhat limited. She skimmed past various fitness ads; whiter
teeth ads; jewelry sales on the shopping networks, the Rifleman and an old Cary
Grant movie. Finally, she settled on CNN and laid back onto the couch, pulling
one of Nana’s crocheted afghans over her.
A man with a well bred British accent and a tie that
looked as though it had been drawn by a hyperactive third grader was reading
the news as if it were nothing more interesting than a weekly grocery list. It
had been a few days since Martha had taken the time to catch the latest news
but she found things really hadn’t changed much. Or, she corrected herself, at
least they hadn’t improved any.
There were the usual heinous crimes and tragedies that
somehow had become an accepted part of every day society. As she listened it
occurred to her that much of the news consisted of natural disasters, seemingly
on every continent. Weather patterns were apparently spinning out of control.
These days what was considered extreme weather had become the rule rather than
the exception. Today, everywhere you looked there were epic floods; droughts;
wildfires; killer tornadoes; earthquakes and epidemic diseases. As a matter of fact, Martha realized with a
jolt, these catastrophic events were becoming almost common place throughout
the planet.
Easy girl, she thought to herself clicking the TV off. She
sat for a moment in the complete blackness of the living room before she
wearily got up and wandered over to a window to peer up at the night sky.
What if Nana had been right? What if the signs really were
all there? What if ..... just what if,
she silently asked herself, this really was the beginning of the Great
Purification?
Chapter 37
By the time Happy arrived the poker game was just breaking
up. He burst through the front door causing everyone inside to momentarily
freeze midway through whatever it was they had been doing.
"You’re too late, Happy," commented Fed Larson as he
pulled on his jacket, "Mink’s already cleaned us all out. Try us again next
week." It took him a full minute longer to register the sight of the Winchester
Happy was cradling in his arm.
Mink walked over and took one look at Happy’s face. "Heh,
get this man a beer," he yelled as he pushed Happy down into the closest chair
at hand.
While someone scurried into the kitchen the rest of the
men gathered closely around Happy.
"What the hell’s the matter with you?" asked Mink.
"Christ, you look like you’ve seen a ghost or something."
"Something," mumbled Happy as he gratefully took a long
swig of the ice cold beer.
Carefully, Fed disengaged Happy’s hand from it’s tight
grasp on the Winchester. He cocked the breach open and sniffed. From the acidic
smell of it he knew the gun had been discharged recently ..... very recently.
Shit, I guess I’ve got to go to work, thought Fed as he pushed his hat back on
his head.
By the time the Budweiser was half gone, Happy’s breathing
had almost returned to normal. Spike, on the other hand, still sounded pretty
winded as he lay on the floor panting by Happy’s feet.
Putting the gun safely aside, Fed lowered his bulky frame
down onto his haunches in front of Happy.
"Want to tell me what’s going on, Hap?" he asked steadily.
"It’s too damn early for deer."
Happy shifted uncomfortably on the hard wooden chair. Here
goes nothing, he thought to himself. "I shot me an alien." he said bluntly. His
remark was met by stone silence. God knows it wasn’t funny, but he couldn’t
refrain from laughing at the expressions on the men’s faces turned towards him.
"Yeh, I know you boys don’t believe a word of it, but just hear me out anyway."
Pausing only once or twice to take a swallow of the fresh
beer someone handed him, Happy recounted all of the events within the last few
weeks that had led up to what he’d done earlier that night. When he was finished
you really could have heard a pin drop ...... no one said a word.
It was Fed Larson who finally broke the silence. "That’s
quite a tale, Hap. You really expect us to believe all that?" When there was no
reply, Fed continued talking as he helped Happy to his feet. "What do you say I
give you and that old dog of yours a lift home? Sounds to me like what you need
is to sleep this one off. Sure everything will look a whole lot different by
the light of day."
Feigning obedience, Happy shuffled out to Fed’s truck. The
hell with them, he thought angrily ....... the hell with them all.
Chapter 38
Miserable, Sam wasn’t sure if she wanted to cry or scream.
It didn’t really make any difference because she realized she didn’t have the
energy for either. She propped her elbows up on the table and put her face in
her hands. She sighed tiredly.
"Want a brandy?" Per asked.
"Jesus, yes."
They both sat silently at the table. Sam slumped in her
chair and Per leaned forward in his. He stared at her as she stared into her
half - finished glass of Hennesy.
"Heh," she said, craning her neck to look up at Per, "know
when you’re a little kid and everything seems really confusing to you? And you
keep waiting and waiting until the day you grow up so you can understand everything?"
Per just shrugged.
"Oh yeah, I forgot ....." Sam mumbled, clearing her
throat. "Anyway, what I was going to say was that I guess I’m still waiting to
grow up because I don’t understand a damn thing."
Per fixed her with those eyes of his, which could be so
warm they made her knees weak or so cold they made her turn to ice inside. Sam
tried unsuccessfully to break his gaze. Giving up, she shoved her empty glass
into his face, "How about a refill?"
"Later." His chair squeeked loudly as he shoved it back,
holding out his strong hand to her expectantly.
Without any hesitation, Sam took his hand firmly into hers
and wordlessly followed him upstairs. When they reached her room Per turned
toward her. His first kiss was gentle
and many times more intoxicating than the brandy she had been drinking only
moments before.
"Guess it’s too late to play hard to get?" was the last
thing she said just before her mouth dissolved under his for good.
The whole room seemed to be awash in silvery light. To Sam
the moon seemed brighter than usual. Turning to Per she asked curiously, "Do
you have a moon on your planet?"
"Actually, we have two moons. One is a bit smaller than
the other and they are different colors." he replied.
Jesus, this is insane, Sam thought. She couldn’t have
stopped herself if she had wanted to, she started to first giggle and then
laugh hysterically.
"What’s so funny?" inquired Per propping himself up onto
his elbow.
"Sorry ..... " Sam gasped for breath. "I was just thinking
of something my mother used to say to me when I started dating."
"What was that?"
"She used to say, ‘Honey, you sure can pick ‘em.’ Too bad
she isn’t here to meet you." Once again, Sam doubled over with laughter,
clutching her side.
Finally, she sobered. Brushing her thick hair back out of
her face, Sam leaned over Per and gently ran her fingertips down one side of
his face and across his lips.
"I was very happy just now." She said softly then shook
her head bewilderedly. "Doesn’t make any sense does it?"
"Why do you feel there must always be logic in all
things?" Per asked as he pulled her close to him. "Feelings are never logical,
that much I have learned."
They lay intertwined, each with their own thoughts, until
the pale walls of the bedroom began to turn a faint lavender hue from the
rising sun.
Sam stirred, whimpering incoherently in her sleep. Per
gently stroked her hair, trying to soothe her. Startled out of her sleep, Sam
sat up clutching the blanket to herself in fright.
"My God, Per," she exclaimed, "I’ve had the most horrible
dream ...... I dreamed the world is coming to an end!"
Slowly, Sam’s eyes cleared and focused as she finally
awoke fully. With complete consciousness came the realization that it had not,
after all, been a dream. Suddenly, time mattered a great deal to Sam.
Clutching Per’s arm, she cried, "Is this it? Will it be
today? Please, tell me!" she begged desperately.
Chapter 39
Seagulls streaked across the cloudless sky, which gleamed
a deep azure in the midmorning light. Perched on a rocky outcropping
overhanging the Atlantic, Sam stared up at them. They seemed so far away. She
raised her left arm high ..... stretching her fingers as far as she could .....
but she didn’t even come close to touching them.
They flew so far that they almost completely vanished into
the distant horizon, but then abruptly changed course and came back her way.
For a time, Sam concentrated entirely on the birds and their ostensibly random
flight patterns. She emptied her mind of everything else.
Per had remained behind in the house while Sam took a walk
out to Burnt Coat Harbor. He knew that more than anything right now, she was in
need of some time alone. Standing at the kitchen counter making coffee, Per
closed his eyes for a moment and clearly saw what Sam saw. He wanted to go to
her, but knew he could not. She could only come to terms with what was about to
happen by herself. There was nothing more he could do for her right now.
Eventually, Sam tired of watching the gulls. They seemed
to compose images of peacefulness and serenity. All false, of course. Nothing
in this world would ever be peaceful or serene again. There would be no more
chances. Per had been clearly emphatic about that.
Reluctantly, Sam turned her thoughts inward, replaying in
her mind Per’s harsh words of judgment from the day before. The thing was, as
desperately as she would have liked to, Sam could not find a strong basis to
dispute his opinion of mankind. If anything, if she were to be absolutely
objective about it, she would have to agree with his assessment. Over all,
mankind sucked. Period. Oh sure, every once in a while a Buddha, Jesus Christ
or Mother Tereasa would pop up and do a great deal to revive your opinion of
humanity for a time. But soon enough it would be back to the usual dictators
and despots, interested only in squeezing the proverbial lifeblood out of their
own people simply in order to get theirs.
However, Sam realized, if she were completely honest with
herself she would have to admit that Per was accurate about something else as
well. Horrendous as your run of the
mill dictator could be, this was only one person out of thousands or millions
at any given time ..... and it was the thousands and millions who should have
counted.
It was the world community itself who was in the wrong
..... and always had been. The human race, with all it’s marvelous scientific
and technological achievements, would never be able to put down all their
differences and learn to work together in order to solve their issues. Let’s face it, she thought, achievements of
the heart were merely not considered important enough for the collective
benefit of man.
Grabbing up her sweatshirt, Sam headed back to the path
that would take her home. She picked her way carefully over first rocks and then
brambles until she had reached the top of the cliff that looked over Burnt Coat
Harbor. She stood for a moment in order to catch her breath and gazed out at
the beauty of the scenery for miles before her.
There was one more thing that she still needed to face up
to. When she had asked Per ‘will it be today?’ and had continued to press him
for an answer, he had at length given her one.
Shit, she thought, this could really ruin your whole day
if you let it.
Chapter 40
Psychologically, Happy had to admit that he had sunk
pretty low. Even by his standards. No one would believe his story of spaceships
and a shot-in-the-head alien. What the hell, he thought, having another pull
off the bottle.
"You believe me, don’t you boy? Hell, you saw the ship for
yourself!" Consoling himself that at least his dog believed him, Happy gave
Spike a good rubbing behind the right ear. Spike whined appreciatively and
rolled over onto his back hoping for a vigorous belly rub as well.
Grunting from the effort as he bent forward, Happy obliged
him. "You’re a good old boy," he said fondly in a gruff voice, "and I’m going
to miss you."
He knew the end could come at any time now. He didn’t
suppose there would be a warning first or anything like that. No, they had told
him it would be quick and merciful. Probably over with in a blink of an eye.
Well, at his age it was no surprise to be thinking of
death anyway, he decided. It was just strange to think of everyone else in the
world checking out with him at the same time. What was it Wanda used to say
about death? He remembered now. She used to say that death was nothing more
than the failure of living. Guess that’s about as accurate a description as I
could come up with on my own, Happy thought.
He really had no concrete beliefs in the existence of
either a heaven or a hell. Happy had to admit to having never been much of a
religious man. Not that he didn’t
believe in God, he quickly assured himself. He’d just never been very big on all
that folderol that seemed to go along with belonging to a church. No sir,
Happy’s cathedral had always been the outdoors. For over eighty years every
time he had gone into the woods; gotten his fishing line wet, or slipped his
boat into the water, he’d gone to church in his mind. To a fellow like Happy,
nature and spirituality were one and the same.
Even so, he felt a shiver of dread pass through him. Oh,
not for himself. Hell, he guessed he
was ready to go anytime. No, it was for all the young who hadn’t had a chance
to live yet. To enjoy life. Now they never would.
"It’s a pity ... a Goddamn pity, that’s what it is," he
confided to Spike in a voice beyond sad.
For a time Happy sat peacefully by Spike, giving him the
belly rubs that he loved and looking out at Jericho Bay. Jesus, it was sure
pretty out there, he sighed. I’ve been a lucky man to have woken up to that
view almost every morning of my life. Absentmindedly he lit up his pipe,
puffing away to get it going. Then he was struck by, for him, what was an odd
thought. Has my life been meaningful?
The question so startled him that he paused in mid-puff.
But the answer never did come to him even though he waited awhile, so instead
he turned to the dog and said, "How about another beer, boy?"
Chapter 41
Kevin Dodge was loosing his patience. Something he didn’t
have a great deal of to begin with.
"Heh!" he shouted to his wife, "Think we could do this in
my lifetime?"
The boys all giggled. Dad was funny when he lost his
temper. They never knew what would come out of his mouth next.
"Keep your shirt on, Kev," yelled Martha as she hurried
down the dock to the Sea Bitch, "I’m coming as fast as I can." Her arms were
overflowing with picnic things.
"Yeah, and my clothes are going out of style." Kevin
muttered almost under his breath, which elicited yet another round of giggles
from his sons. Swinging around abruptly, he bellowed, "What’s the matter with
you guys? Get up there and help your mother, for Christ’s sake."
All four youngsters scrambled over the side and ran to
meet their over burdened mother who was still struggling her way up the dock.
"The day’s half over now," Kevin grumbled as he gave his
hand to his wife and helped her into the boat.
"Jesus, Kev, it’s only ten o’clock in the morning." Martha
replied almost absentmindedly. She was so used to his bluster that his ways
barely even affected her by now. Acting spontaneously, Martha reached up and
grabbed herself a beard full, pulling her husband’s face down close to hers.
"You are one frumpy son of a bitch, but I love you anyway," she drawled before
planting a big wet one square on his mouth.
This, of course, sent the boys into another spasm of
laughter as they, too, climbed on board. "All right," their father growled as
he tried unsuccessfully to hide his grin, "make yourselves useful. Let’s get
ready to cast off."
There was a mild flurry of activity on the compact deck of
the Sea Bitch, as everyone turned their attention to the chore that had been
set for them.
Martha stowed the picnic hamper and extra blankets in the
wheelhouse. One set of sons cast off the stern line while the other saw to
releasing the bow line. Once they were free, Kevin throttled up and the Sea
Bitch slowly pulled away from her mooring, complacently chugging out into the
harbor. Waves and loud ‘Good Morning’s
were exchanged with everyone they met along the way out to the open water.
These are people I’ve known my entire life, thought Martha
as she leaned against the wheelhouse door watching their leisurely progress
through the bay. Most of them were honest, hard working folk. The sea was a
harsh mistress and Martha had many friends who had lost their fisherman
husbands to her over the years. Fondly, she looked over to Kevin who was
carefully tracking their passage through the midmorning traffic of working
boats. He’s feeling guilty, she
realized with a grin. Guilty for taking a day off for pleasure. She moved
closer to her husband and linked her arm through his, leaning her head onto his
broad shoulder for a moment.
In the back of the boat the boys chortled and elbowed each
other at this unaccustomed open display of affection between their parents.
This was a real treat. It was pretty rare that their dad could take time off
from fishing to spend the whole day with them. It was going to be a great day.
"I’m glad you talked me into this," Kevin said happily,
giving his wife the customary pat on her behind.
They had passed the outer bouy now and Kevin opened her
up, letting the Sea Bitch stretch her legs as they moved out into the open
Atlantic. There was a slight chop on the water today, but nothing to worry
about. Martha looked up at a deep blue sky that held not even so much as a hint
of clouds. She returned her attention to the sea. Farther out there was still a
touch of sea smoke left over from the early morning.
"Heh, boys," she yelled back to her sons, "know what Nana
used to tell me the fog was?" She continued without waiting for a reply, "She
used to say the fog was really smoke from Gluskabe’s pipe." I miss you, Nana,
she said silently to herself. I’m sure looking forward to seeing you again.
With that thought in mind, Martha turned and gazed at the
rapidly retreating Island as if she’d never see it again. She watched it until
first it became only a mere speck on the horizon and then nothing at all.
Chapter 42
The day was lengthening.
"Isn’t it about time for you to be hitting the road?" Sam
inquired cooly.
"Hitting the road?" Per looked puzzled. "What do you mean,
Samantha?"
"You know ...... getting along; going away; making tracks,
leaving town. Christ, I can’t think of anything else. Have you packed
for your trip yet?"
"What trip would that be?" asked Per, although he was
slowly getting her drift.
"Just what the hell do you pack for an intergalactic
journey anyway?" Sam was nervously pacing about the room. "I mean, do you need
electrical transformers for your hairdryer or what?"
From his position by the fireplace, Per reached out for
her as the next lap took her by him. Ignoring her meager protests, he pulled
her down onto the big wing chair with him and wrapped his arms tenderly about
her.
"I like the way you smell," he said as he burrowed his
face deeply in the nape of her neck.
Automatically, without having to think about it, Sam
turned her face and offered him her mouth. "Hmmm, and I like the way you
taste." she grinned, licking her lips.
But the sweet moment soon passed and once again Sam’s
demeanor quickly became somber. "Can all this truly be happening?" she asked in
a small voice.
They sat in complete silence for a bit, both watching the
crackling flames jump about in the fireplace. It was Per who broke the silence
first.
"I don’t know if this will be any type of consolation,
Samantha, but I can tell you something for certain. This planet only had a few
more decades at the outside anyway." he said gravely.
Stunned by this small piece of news, Sam frantically
twisted herself around on his lap. "What on earth .... if you’ll excuse the
expression ..... are you talking about, Per?"
"Surely you’ve noticed the recently increased changes in
global temperature?" he asked, "It’s very simple, really. As the temperatures
continue to rise, snow and glaciers are caused to melt which in turn causes
more rain and unstable weather patterns around the earth."
"Yeah, but this isn’t really a news flash, Per.
Atmospheric scientists have been warning us of this for at least a decade now."
"Yes, that’s true." said Per, "However, despite all of the warnings from some of your most eminent professionals in the field, no one really ever took it all seriously. Or at least not seriously enough. Even now, the intensity and frequency of significant global changes are occurring on a daily basis. With these changes, as you well know, come floods; earthquakes; tornadoes; droughts, and severely contaminated water sources. In short, it is a climatic catastrophe."
"So you’re saying life would have changed a great deal." said Sam slowly, thinking about what he had said.
"No," replied Per firmly, "what I’m saying to you is that life would eventually have reached such a point of misery that it wouldn’t have
been worth living for the few people who were left. Between both the natural and manmade disasters, humanity doesn’t stand a chance. The weather patterns are not the only changes taking place around the globe. Infectious disease patterns are also rapidly changing due to the warmer climes. These warmer
patterns create a furtile breeding ground for widespread epidemic outbreaks. And Samantha, these are new types of diseases for which man has no recourse."
Per held her close to him as he talked. "With the new
killer diseases and lack of food and water would come great inequity around the planet. As time went on and what few resources that remained became all important, major wars would break out on every continent."
He was quiet for a moment before finally continuing in a strained voice, "Given enough time, Samantha, human kind would have totally eradicated themselves without help from anyone else. But it would have taken you many more years of appalling hardship and horrible suffering to the global population."
"So your way is a lot quicker, more humane you might even
say." Sam commented. "Sort of like a mercy killing of global proportions."
Per nodded his head in agreement. Sam stood up and taking a crumpled cigarette from her shirt pocket, lite it, tossing the match into the glowing fireplace. "Guess I’m not destined to quit smoking on my own," she said wryly, watching the smoke curl upwards to the ceiling.
Sam smoked in silence, enjoying the acid taste of it. For perhaps the very first time in fifteen years of smoking she didn’t feel guilty because she liked it. She flicked the remains of the cigarette into the fire and then slowly turned to face Per.
"You still haven’t given me an answer. When are you leaving?"
Per stood and walked to her side where he looped his arm familiarly about her waist. The room was growing dusky with the advancing encroachment of evening. The fire kept the room cheerful against the inky blackness that was pressing in from the outside. The warmth of it felt good. In a way, Sam thought, the fire made you feel almost safe.
When Per did speak to answer her question, she somehow was not surprised by what he said. "I will be remaining here with you, Samantha. That is a choice that I made some time ago."
Wearily, yet at the same time strangely content as well, Sam rested her head on Per’s shoulder. There was no need to say more. The two
stood for a long time, arms intertwined about each other tightly, quietly enjoying the dancing of the flames. The fire caused their standing shadows to merge and be thrown far back into the depths of the darkened room as if it was made by not two but one person.
Inevitably, the flames began to grow smaller and the
previous warmth from the fire began to turn noticeably cooler. Per kept his arm securely about Sam’s waist and said decidedly, "We will let the fire die out now."
Epilogue One
Gluskabe sent Turtle to the big water. Turtle swam up to the water’s surface and started to pull the Island back into the sea. When an old woman asked him ‘Why?’, he replied sadly, "There is no longer any place to put Earth."
Epilogue Two
The ensuing silence was absolute. Where once there had
been life and all the good and bad that went along with that, there was now
nothing ....... only undiminished
emptiness.
However slowly, over time, even the emptiness would fill in. There is little point of having a vacuum in a cosmos when it can be so
beautifully saturated with stars, moons and comets. Within a short period, it
will have been forgotten that the planet Earth had ever even existed. It will
be as if it had never occurred.
Yet, many thousands of miles away, barreling through space at an undetermined velocity, could be found fragments of that very same
planet. Bits and pieces of Earth still retaining in their fragile shapes microscopic matter of mankind’s essential building blocks. What would their final destination be?
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