"David Eddings - High Hunt" - читать интересную книгу автора (Eddings David)"He just wasn't any good anymore," Dad said, "and when a dog wasn't any good in those days, they didn't want him around. Same way with people. If they're no good, why keep them around?" He looked straight at Jack when he said it. "Well, I sure wouldn't shoot my own dog," I objected. Dad shrugged. "It was different then. Maybe if things were still the way they were back then, the world would be a lot easier to live in." That night when we were in bed in the cold bedroom upstairs, listening to Mom and the Old Man yelling at each other down in the living room, I said it again to Jack. "I sure wouldn't shoot my own dog." "Aw, you're just a kid," he said. "That was just a story. Grandpa didn't really shoot any dog. Dad just said that." "Dad doesn't tell lies," I said. "If you say that again, I'm gonna hit you." Jack snorted with contempt. "Or maybe I'll shoot you," I said extravagantly. "Maybe some day I'll just decide that you're no good, and I'll take my gun and shoot you. Bang! Just like that, and you'll be dead, and I'll betcha you wouldn't like that at all." Jack snorted again and rolled over to go to sleep, or to wrestle with the problem of being grown-up and into the darkness. And when I drifted into sleep, the forest in the kitchen echoed with the hollow roar of that old rifle, and my shadowy old dog with the sad, friendly eyes tumbled over and over in the snow. In the years since that night I've had that same dream again and again тАФ not every night, sometimes only once or twice a year тАФ but it's the only thing I can think of that hasn't changed since I was a boy. The Gathering 1 I guess that if it hadn't been for that poker game, I'd have never really gotten to know my brother. That puts the whole thing into the realm of pure chance right at the outset. I'd been drafted into the Army after college. I sort of resented the whole thing but not enough to run off to Canada or to go to jail. Some of my buddies got kind of excited and made a lot of noise about "principle" and what-not, but I was the one staring down the mouth of that double-barrelled shotgun called either/or. When I asked them what the hell the difference was between the Establishment types who stood on the sidelines telling me to go to Nam and the Antiestablishment types who stood on the sidelines telling me to go to a federal penitentiary, they got decidedly huffy about the whole thing. Sue, my girlfriend, who felt she had to call and check in with her mother if we were going to be five minutes late getting home from a movie, told me on the eve, as they used to say, of my departure that |
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