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no closer than he'd been when he started. He felt the burdens of the world on his shoulders then, and he felt plain desperate not to be man enough to do this one small thing to ease those burdens, and he needed somebody to take all that out on. He went back to Granny Motley, that being the safest course and the most likely to lead to a solution, and he spoke to her in honest, baffled anger. "You women!" he shouted at her, never mind that she was nearly ninety years old and owed great respect. "You know a whole lot more than you'll tell! You could help, but you don't, for pure meanness and spite! You enjoy it - don't think I don't know that! All of you, you get a kick out of watching us men flounder around trying to get things done with only half the facts we need! Damn the lot of you!" He'd thought she might hit him, or kick him, or bite him. He was surely asking for it, and in her place that's what he no doubt would of done. He didn't care. He was that mad. It would of made him feel better if she had hit him. But she just sat and watched him with a patient look on her face, And then she reminded him of the time when he was maybe eight or nine years old, and he'd accused her - and "you women," talking just like he was talking now - of being able to make it rain. "Remember, Johnny Beau Motley, what I told you that time?" "Yeah, I remember," he said sullenly. "You said you don't make it rain; you let it rain." "I did," she agreed. "And that was true. And we have told you men about it once for every star that shines, Johnny Beau. To no avail whatsoever." "Damn you all," he said again wearily. "Every one of you." Granny Motley clucked her tongue at him and said, "See there? You can't force things, Johnny Beau! That's never going to get you anywhere. And that holds for women as much as it holds for weather." His jaw hurt him, and his pride hurt him worse, and he glared at her while she looked right back, steady on, and finally he dropped his eyes and sighed heavily. "All right, Granny," he said. "I guess you make your point. And after I get over my damn temper, I'll be coming back to apologize. But not right now." "No. Right now wouldn't be a good choice for it. Right now you'd still be into cussing me out." |
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